Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hi, this is Madeline.
Speaker 2: Hi Madeline, how are you good?
Speaker 3: How are you?
Speaker 2: I'm doing good man? What are you? What are you doing?
Speaker 4: I'm at work right now, but I'm just taking a break, Marilyn.
Speaker 2: Is there anything in particularly called in to talk about?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah. So over Christmas break, my boyfriend was like
Speaker 1: having Christmas with his family, and his aunt kind of
Speaker 1: joked about like, hey, if you ever get your girlfriend pregnant, like,
Speaker 1: don't get an abortion, we'll take it because they are
Speaker 1: I'm looking for another child. They can't have children, so
Speaker 1: they're looking to adopt, but the adoption agency that they
Speaker 1: were with just like closed down or something. So she
Speaker 1: was just joking about it. But then later on she
Speaker 1: was like, like, we're actually looking for a surrogate too,
Speaker 1: would Madeline be interested? And he was like, ha ha,
Speaker 1: that's funny. But then he mentioned it to me and
Speaker 1: I was like, actually, I could do that. I don't
Speaker 1: know if it's a created idea because I'm nineteen, but.
Speaker 2: So you're considering being a surrogate mother for your boyfriend's aunt. Yes, interesting, okay,
Speaker 2: And who approached you with this idea? Was it it
Speaker 2: was the aunt? It was your boyfriend.
Speaker 1: It was my boyfriend. I wasn't like at the Christmas
Speaker 1: event with them, it was just the.
Speaker 2: Family, Okay. And is this something that you talked to
Speaker 2: your boyfriend's aunt about at length?
Speaker 1: No, not at all.
Speaker 2: Oh, you haven't even brought up the idea of it
Speaker 2: to her. No, okay, And you're considering doing so.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just trying to decide whether or not like
Speaker 1: a good idea because I am only nineteen.
Speaker 2: Okay. So I mean let's start with this. You seem
Speaker 2: to have an interest in doing it. Where is that
Speaker 2: interest coming from?
Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I really, well, I really feel for her
Speaker 1: because she is infertile and she really loves kids, Like
Speaker 1: she has a daughter who's six right now, and she
Speaker 1: was adopted and she really wants a younger brother for
Speaker 1: her daughter, brother or sister. And I really feel for her,
Speaker 1: and I feel like if I could be that person
Speaker 1: to help her, like, why not?
Speaker 2: Okay? So you want to do it, you know, simply
Speaker 2: as a charitable act for this person who you feel for.
Speaker 4: Right, right, okay?
Speaker 2: Right?
Speaker 1: And I feel like I'm in the perfect position in
Speaker 1: life because I just like took a gap semester in college.
Speaker 2: Okay, when you took this gap semester in college. What
Speaker 2: were you initially planning to do during that time?
Speaker 1: Okay? So I took it because I wanted to focus
Speaker 1: on my art more. I I made like a commissioned
Speaker 1: thing for somebody, and I was like, Yo, what if
Speaker 1: I could do this like more? But I didn't have
Speaker 1: the time while I was in school, So I took
Speaker 1: a gap semester.
Speaker 2: Okay. And I mean, do you feel as though you
Speaker 2: will still be able to accomplish those goals while you
Speaker 2: are also being a surrogate mother?
Speaker 1: Well, I've had like trouble finding motivation to accomplish those
Speaker 1: schools in general since I've dropped out of college. But
Speaker 1: so I don't know, I feel like this will maybe
Speaker 1: get me on a better track. No, okay, it'll get
Speaker 1: me off certain things that I probably shouldn't be on
Speaker 1: in general.
Speaker 3: Like what.
Speaker 1: Like drugs and alcohol nicotine?
Speaker 2: Okay? So you want to use this also as some
Speaker 2: way to motivate you in getting your your shit together?
Speaker 1: Yeah, like a lifestyle chaine Okay?
Speaker 2: And what kind of research have you done into into
Speaker 2: motherhood of what it's like being pregnant?
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, So I do you know, like the
Speaker 1: list on TikTok the trend I don't know no what
Speaker 1: is that, but like there's like a girl with the
Speaker 1: list and it's like a list of a thousand things
Speaker 1: that are wrong with pregnancy that could go wrong.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay, I'm.
Speaker 1: Pretty up todated on that TikTok account and that's that
Speaker 1: kind of scare me that's gonna lear.
Speaker 2: But Okay, So when you see this list of of
Speaker 2: of ways that a pregnancy could go bad, does it
Speaker 2: make you not want to be a surrogate mother? No?
Speaker 1: Because honestly, my mom had five kids in the span
Speaker 1: of six years, so I feel like if she can
Speaker 1: do it, I can, right.
Speaker 2: So I mean, listen, Madaly, you know, I'm not going
Speaker 2: to tell you what to do, but I mean, this
Speaker 2: is a big, big decision to, you know, carry somebody
Speaker 2: else's baby. I mean, how long have you can? I
Speaker 2: ask you? I want to know. I want to know this.
Speaker 2: How much of this is based off of your connection
Speaker 2: to your boyfriends?
Speaker 5: Right?
Speaker 2: Like would you do this for just a random person?
Speaker 3: Right?
Speaker 1: That's interesting? Yeah, I mean We've been dating for two
Speaker 1: years and I've got to know his family pretty well.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Okay, so you feel like your love of
Speaker 2: his family is an influence, yeah for sure. Okay, how
Speaker 2: much of an influence.
Speaker 1: Do you think they deserve another kid?
Speaker 2: For sure is probably yeah, a big influence. Okay, So
Speaker 2: I have a couple of things. Again, you know, at
Speaker 2: the end of the day, you know, it's your body,
Speaker 2: it's your life. You can make your own decisions. But
Speaker 2: the thing is, you know, you've only been dating this
Speaker 2: guy for two years, and even though you you really
Speaker 2: like his boyfriend's family, those relationships are you know, they
Speaker 2: can go in any sort of different way. So you know,
Speaker 2: to to to take on some bodies surrogate child and
Speaker 2: really dedicate nine months of your life, you know, to
Speaker 2: to being private, which is really tough. And and you
Speaker 2: know I haven't seen this TikTok of this list of
Speaker 2: a thousand things, but you know you have, and I'm
Speaker 2: sure that the list shows you other things about it
Speaker 2: that are tough, and so really we should look you
Speaker 2: should look it up. Really just if you could, if
Speaker 2: you could take into consideration, uh, your life as it
Speaker 2: looks right now, and uh, what would be best for you.
Speaker 2: I think it's great, okay that you want to do
Speaker 2: something nice for someone, you know, I think that that
Speaker 2: that that shows that you have empathy, uh, and that
Speaker 2: you want to do nice things for the people. I
Speaker 2: think that that's a good thing to do. But I mean,
Speaker 2: this is a big thing, right, It's a big thing.
Speaker 2: And and and I think, I mean.
Speaker 1: How would you say this compares to like that a
Speaker 1: stranger doing it for somebody?
Speaker 2: Well, I think that there's a lot more that could
Speaker 2: potentially go wrong with it being one of the members
Speaker 2: of your boyfriend's family, because you've got no idea what's
Speaker 2: going to go on with you know, you and your boyfriends.
Speaker 4: Okay, right, right, Yeah, So.
Speaker 2: I would really consider this, Madeline, because you, especially at
Speaker 2: you know, nineteen, man, you got to do what's right
Speaker 2: for you. You know. Again, I think it's I think it's
Speaker 2: nice that you want to help this person who you
Speaker 2: really feel for. But I think at this moment, you know,
Speaker 2: you need to make the decision that you know sets
Speaker 2: you up for success in your life. And I don't
Speaker 2: know if this is it, but again, it's your decision.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, Okay, I definitely need to think about it more.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Hey, what what what has your conversation with your
Speaker 2: boyfriend been like about this?
Speaker 1: He's definitely more interested in the financial bonus that it
Speaker 1: would give, because like I am pretty broke, you know,
Speaker 1: so it would it would help.
Speaker 2: Okay, When when he says he's interested in the financial bonus,
Speaker 2: does that mean does that mean he expects to reap
Speaker 2: some of that financial benefits?
Speaker 4: Kinda, he did ask me to pay for like a
Speaker 4: semester of his school, Okay, but I mean he has
Speaker 4: to pay for.
Speaker 1: His own schooling, so I kind of get it. You know,
Speaker 1: it's expensive.
Speaker 2: Okay. I don't like to tell people what to do.
Speaker 2: I'm going to tell you do not give you, do
Speaker 2: not do not be your boyfriend's aunts. Sorry, get mother
Speaker 2: to make money to pay for ale to go to school.
Speaker 2: Please don't do that.
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, no, I didn't think about it that way.
Speaker 2: When you put it that way, okay, And don't pay
Speaker 2: for your boyfriend. Don't pay for your boyfriend's school at all.
Speaker 2: I would like at nine. You know, look, if you're
Speaker 2: in like a very adult long term relationship and you
Speaker 2: want to make an informed decision to invest in the
Speaker 2: life of your partner, then you know, do whatever you
Speaker 2: feel with your money in your life. But I just
Speaker 2: think right now is a terrible decision to do you
Speaker 2: to you know, do that I especially your life is
Speaker 2: so undeveloped right now that you know all of your
Speaker 2: time and resources should be spent you know, on yourself.
Speaker 1: For sure. But like I've struggled with, like finding the
Speaker 1: motivation to start that you know in general.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. And you know what, Listen, I understand that
Speaker 2: I understand that you have the motivation, and I understand
Speaker 2: that you're looking at this as a potential catalyst to
Speaker 2: get you started on on doing what you want to do.
Speaker 2: But before you make that decision, can you at least
Speaker 2: consider other ideas? Have you considered? You seem to be
Speaker 2: having this motivation problem which you know I have, which
Speaker 2: a lot of people have, is a common problem, and
Speaker 2: you're you're your for and you know, tell me if
Speaker 2: I'm if I'm wrong, or if I'm putting words in
Speaker 2: the mouth in your mouth, But it sounds like you're
Speaker 2: looking for ways to uh get yourself in a more
Speaker 2: motivated mindset and this could possibly be one for you.
Speaker 2: Have you explored? Is that is that accurate?
Speaker 1: That's so true? Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay? Have you explored alternative options?
Speaker 1: No? I have not, honestly.
Speaker 2: Okay, Before you decide to get pregnant as a way
Speaker 2: to jump start your life and get the motivation you want.
Speaker 2: I I encourage you to look into other options because
Speaker 2: you know that.
Speaker 4: That's what What would you suggest.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to think about that? Would I suggest? Well,
Speaker 2: what do you want to be motivated to do?
Speaker 3: Well?
Speaker 1: I'm trying to get started on my art career.
Speaker 4: Okay, some more art.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to think about other options here. I mean, like,
Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know if I have anything
Speaker 2: off the top of my head, except like fucking read
Speaker 2: self help books and stuff that helped a lot for
Speaker 2: me when I was trying to get motivated to do things,
Speaker 2: or you know, I don't know, dude, having a friend
Speaker 2: who's trying to do something similar and you guys team
Speaker 2: up and motivate each other, or going to art classes
Speaker 2: or joining weekly meetup groups, or getting a life coach,
Speaker 2: or you know. I mean, those are just random things.
Speaker 2: I'll spit along here, but I would put all of
Speaker 2: them above becoming a surrogate mother for your boyfriend's aunts. Yeah.
Speaker 1: No, that's actually a really good idea. My best friend
Speaker 1: is moving in with me in a couple of days actually,
Speaker 1: so she'll be a great help I think for that.
Speaker 2: Okay, good good, and listen, you know we've talked on
Speaker 2: the phone for ten minutes. I'm not going to pretend
Speaker 2: like I know you and your boyfriend's relationship. But if
Speaker 2: you really get the sense that your boyfriends is a
Speaker 2: tempting to make money off of you by having you
Speaker 2: be his aunt's surrogate mother h bye, so that he
Speaker 2: can pay for school, I don't know if that's what's happening.
Speaker 2: I'm not going to say that that what's happening, but
Speaker 2: you should you should look into that if that's what
Speaker 2: you suspect is happening.
Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, well, I feel like I should say he
Speaker 1: wouldn't like, yo, Madamin, and like you should totally do this.
Speaker 1: My aunt said this and you should do it. No,
Speaker 1: he was like, yo, my aunt said this, like I
Speaker 1: don't even know if she was serious. And I was like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, like that could actually work.
Speaker 4: Okay, it was more my idea than his.
Speaker 1: And he was like, oh, like the funny age plastic
Speaker 1: would be nice.
Speaker 2: Yeah, okay, all right, again, I don't want to put
Speaker 2: that in your boyfriend's mouth because I don't know the
Speaker 2: actual situation, but just If you can get anything out
Speaker 2: of this call, it would be to explore, it would
Speaker 2: be to I'll leave you with this as the final
Speaker 2: sum up of this. Okay, think about what your motivations
Speaker 2: are in wanting to be a surrogate mother for your
Speaker 2: boyfriend's aunt. Okay, really boil that down to the simplest
Speaker 2: of those motivations, and then think of other ways to
Speaker 2: achieve those motivations. Gotcha, Does that make sense?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay, Madeline, is there anything else you want to say
Speaker 2: to the people of the computer before we go?
Speaker 1: Not much. I'm gonna go with some of the rest
Speaker 1: of the stream.
Speaker 2: Okay, cool, Thank you very much, Madeline. Good luck to you.
Speaker 1: Thanks Jack.
Speaker 2: It is becoming harder and harder to tell people to
Speaker 2: not tell people what to do on these phone calls,
Speaker 2: but I'm trying to stick to it. Yes, I mean
Speaker 2: that's she had an interesting conundrum here because she was
Speaker 2: having these motivation problems. She's like, I want to do this.
Speaker 2: I want to jump start my art career. I've always
Speaker 2: been a big fan of like taking the motivations for
Speaker 2: your actions and boiling them down to really simple things
Speaker 2: and then seeing if you can get them in other places.
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So she wants to have
Speaker 2: a little bit more structure or I don't know, like
Speaker 2: like responsibility. Maybe maybe that's what she was looking for,
Speaker 2: like something to just hold her accountable to like go
Speaker 2: do things in life. And I get why that can be.
Speaker 2: And then, you know, that's a thing that I think
Speaker 2: a lot of people need. I need it for sure.
Speaker 2: You know, I can very easily spend an entire day
Speaker 2: doing absolutely nothing and jerking off and smoking weed all
Speaker 2: day if I don't have some kind of outside thing,
Speaker 2: you know, compelling me not to do those things. And
Speaker 2: I think maybe that's what she was looking for, is
Speaker 2: something outside of herself to you know, motivate her to
Speaker 2: get her wheel spinning. But I think that there are
Speaker 2: far less drastic options or methods of achieving that, and
Speaker 2: I hope she finds one that works for her.
Speaker 5: Hello. Hello, Hi, is it Slole?
Speaker 2: Yes? Is this Andrew?
Speaker 3: Yes?
Speaker 5: This is me. I'm here.
Speaker 2: What's going on? What's going on? Andrew?
Speaker 5: Not much? Just chilling out, trying to have a relaxing Monday,
Speaker 5: getting over a cold.
Speaker 2: Okay, And what is it that you wanted to call
Speaker 2: in and talk about?
Speaker 5: I was just wondering your opinion on kind of a
Speaker 5: difficult decision that I've been contemplating over the last few years.
Speaker 5: Ever since I was in like seventh grade. I think
Speaker 5: I started like collecting images from the Internet of pregnant
Speaker 5: NTI and it's kind of become a bit of a problem,
Speaker 5: or at least I foresee it being a potential problem
Speaker 5: in the future. I think at this point, I have
Speaker 5: a hard drive with about eighty thousand images on it,
Speaker 5: and I've dumped for probably far too many hours than
Speaker 5: I'd like to even think about into that project. And
Speaker 5: I've also done like sketching in a full sketch book
Speaker 5: of artwork that I've made, and done sculptures as well.
Speaker 5: But I just can't seem to get rid of this stuff.
Speaker 5: Like I, you know, kind of just have this weird
Speaker 5: fascination because I feel like the pregnant female figure is
Speaker 5: just a beautiful form in the femininity of it, you know,
Speaker 5: the feature that masculinity can never come close to, because
Speaker 5: it's the equal opposite kind of in like an artistic sense.
Speaker 5: But it's also kind of a little a little bit
Speaker 5: of a turn on. But it's not something that I
Speaker 5: specifically seek out as like a sexual thing all the time. However,
Speaker 5: after collecting all of this content that I've produced and
Speaker 5: that I've gathered from the Internet over the last decade,
Speaker 5: I don't know what to do with it now because
Speaker 5: of the moment I'm in a relationship, and I'm absolutely
Speaker 5: petrified that either my girlfriend or anybody in my family
Speaker 5: is going to find out about this, and I don't
Speaker 5: think that any of them are ready for it. And
Speaker 5: I don't think that the world is very much of
Speaker 5: an accepting place for something like that, at least from
Speaker 5: what I've seen.
Speaker 2: Okay, all right, I have a couple of questions from
Speaker 2: your perspective. Why do you think that the world is
Speaker 2: not an accepting place for something like that?
Speaker 5: I don't know, because every single time I'm on Reddit
Speaker 5: for a pregnant HENTI forum thread, like our splash pregnant
Speaker 5: anti got shut down and now there's a new one,
Speaker 5: so like, it's not something that people on the internet
Speaker 5: kind of want around all the time necessary unless you're
Speaker 5: in that group of people who are looking for that content.
Speaker 5: At least that's how I kind of feel from stuff
Speaker 5: like that getting shut down, own or canceled constantly, and
Speaker 5: it's not I'm not doing anyone any harm, and I'm
Speaker 5: not thinking of it in like a sadistic, messed up way,
Speaker 5: like I want to impregnate real people. But it's it's
Speaker 5: the imagery of it, you know, more more the cartoon version,
Speaker 5: the animated, not the real life necessarily. But I feel
Speaker 5: like that plays into appreciating the beauty of people in
Speaker 5: the real world as well. However, It's not like i'd
Speaker 5: go out of my way to date someone because they're pregnant.
Speaker 5: That's not at all the case. But if I were
Speaker 5: to get my girlfriend pregnant, then I almost kind of
Speaker 5: at the same time feel well, it's beautiful, and I
Speaker 5: would be interested in that and in the you know,
Speaker 5: not for the fetish, but for the full creating a
Speaker 5: family experience with her. That would be great. But I'm
Speaker 5: also really afraid of that because she's not willing to
Speaker 5: have children, because she doesn't want to have to go
Speaker 5: through all of that, and she's kind of terrified of
Speaker 5: the idea. And I don't want her to think that
Speaker 5: I have some need and I'm going to, you know,
Speaker 5: try and force that upon her somehow if that's not
Speaker 5: what she wants to do. I don't even want to
Speaker 5: give her the idea that.
Speaker 2: That's let me let me all right. So you're afraid
Speaker 2: that are you in a relationship right now? Yeah?
Speaker 5: Okay, that's a pretty good one too, which is why
Speaker 5: I'm afraid that she finds in my room.
Speaker 2: Let me, let me hold on, let me all right.
Speaker 2: You're in a relationship right now, and your girlfriend, you know,
Speaker 2: does not want to have a child. No, okay, And
Speaker 2: so you're afraid that if your girlfriend sees all the
Speaker 2: pregnant porn, she'll assume you want her to get pregnant
Speaker 2: because you have this pregnancy thing whatever you would call it,
Speaker 2: but you do, and you don't want her to think
Speaker 2: that you're like pushing your fantasy onto her, because that's
Speaker 2: not what's happening here.
Speaker 5: Yeah. And I think because she has this position where
Speaker 5: she's kind of in a weird space about it, I'm
Speaker 5: afraid if she figured out then she thinks that I'm,
Speaker 5: you know, this weird creep for having that interest or something.
Speaker 2: Okay, how long have you been with this person before?
Speaker 5: Currently for four years?
Speaker 2: Okay, you've been with this girl for four years?
Speaker 1: Yeah, so.
Speaker 2: Listen, do you see a future with with this person?
Speaker 5: I think so? Yeah, Yeah, she's really great and I
Speaker 5: love spending time with her, and we share a lot
Speaker 5: in common.
Speaker 2: Okay, And I think and you feel free to do
Speaker 2: whatever you want with your life, but I think if
Speaker 2: you're going to life is short, and if you're going
Speaker 2: to devote significant amounts of time to a relationship, four
Speaker 2: years is a lot of time. And if you want
Speaker 2: the future to continue, then you know you'll probably be
Speaker 2: devoting a lot more time. I think it is important
Speaker 2: to have a partner who you know, again, as long
Speaker 2: as you're not doing anything that is truly heinous, to
Speaker 2: have a partner who is understanding, who is understanding and
Speaker 2: accepting of, you know, these kinds of parts of you.
Speaker 2: So ideally, if your partner sees that you're into pregnant
Speaker 2: hint type hoorn, maybe it would take her a second.
Speaker 2: You know, let's give her a second. But ideally, if
Speaker 2: she loves you, she could be accepting of that. Now,
Speaker 2: tell me, is your fear true that she would not
Speaker 2: be accepting of this?
Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I'm afraid that she's gonna see all of
Speaker 5: the files on my hard drive and all of the
Speaker 5: drawings and stuff that I've made, and especially the drawings
Speaker 5: because then she'll feel like, you know, I'm not just
Speaker 5: collecting this stuff passively. I'm actively creating a part of
Speaker 5: the pool of this content on the internet.
Speaker 2: You would be afraid that you would see that you're
Speaker 2: creating hent type porn.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I have, like, all.
Speaker 2: Okay, what's wrong? But let me ask what's wrong with
Speaker 2: creating hent type porn.
Speaker 5: I don't know exactly that's what I'm saying, but I'm
Speaker 5: afraid that she'll see that because she's against it. And
Speaker 5: then I mean, she's pretty accepting, So I don't know honestly,
Speaker 5: But it's that fear that's causing me to feel like
Speaker 5: there's that potential danger. But I don't want to get
Speaker 5: rid of any of this stuff either. Okay, it just
Speaker 5: kind of kept me in like a constant state of
Speaker 5: paranoia over it every single.
Speaker 2: Time anywhere near my computer or hold on, all right,
Speaker 2: I'm gonna I'm gonna sum up a few things. You
Speaker 2: you're in a constant state of fear and paranoia that
Speaker 2: your partner will find this thing out about you and
Speaker 2: and uh it will cause them to judge you and
Speaker 2: think less of you and not want to be with
Speaker 2: you anymore. You believe that your partner, however, is a
Speaker 2: non judgmental person.
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, mostly so, I mean she knows that collect
Speaker 5: hand tie. She she sees there's you know, comic books
Speaker 5: from faku in my in my room, but she doesn't
Speaker 5: see any of the other stuff that's not kind of vanilla. Okay,
Speaker 5: and that's where.
Speaker 4: I have.
Speaker 2: Listen, Andrew, I'm I'm not going to tell you what
Speaker 2: to do, but I'll leave it at this. If this,
Speaker 2: if you're like, see the future of this person. You
Speaker 2: don't get married to this person. You want this person
Speaker 2: to be in your life, it should be somebody who
Speaker 2: you are fully comfortable with sharing all the parts of you.
Speaker 2: So mhmm, I mean, find it. I think you should, just.
Speaker 5: Like, I just don't know when to bring that up.
Speaker 4: Though, What if you do, Like, because if.
Speaker 5: I'm going to talk to her about it so that
Speaker 5: she knows and I don't have to continue to feel
Speaker 5: this fear that she'll find out accidentally, Like, I don't
Speaker 5: know if I should bring it up to her at random,
Speaker 5: or if I should you know, wait until we're further
Speaker 5: into the relationship and then maybe you know it. Eventually
Speaker 5: she changes her mind and she wants that kids.
Speaker 2: Okay, my friends, you're four years into the relationship. I
Speaker 2: don't know what you're waiting for. When you put it
Speaker 2: that way, I can hear you're four years into the relationship.
Speaker 2: And also you're waiting. I know you're waiting for the
Speaker 2: time in which you don't feel the fear of having
Speaker 2: the conversation. It's never going to happen. There is not
Speaker 2: a future version of yourself that will not be feeling
Speaker 2: the fear of wanting to have this conversation. So just
Speaker 2: have it now.
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, I just don't know how to start
Speaker 5: it though.
Speaker 2: Hey, honey, I want to show you something. See this
Speaker 2: hard drive eighty thousand images of pregnant anime women. What
Speaker 2: do you think about that?
Speaker 5: And I guess I really could just rip it off
Speaker 5: like the band aid.
Speaker 2: Let's say, Andrews, is there anything else you want to
Speaker 2: say to the people of the computer before you go?
Speaker 5: Wish me luck and faith.
Speaker 2: Good luck. I'm please do please, do take care.
Speaker 5: Man, appreciate it. Thank you, have a good night you too.
Speaker 2: Okay, maybe the way I told him to do it
Speaker 2: was a little bit bold, but was it really? Was it? Really?
Speaker 2: Maybe this is something that you need to be bold
Speaker 2: about here's you know, I've I've I've been thinking about
Speaker 2: this a lot. I've been thinking about this a lot.
Speaker 2: I think if somebody really I don't I don't know,
Speaker 2: I don't know. I think if somebody who really likes you,
Speaker 2: they won't care about a lot of shit like that.
Speaker 2: I think, if somebody really likes you, they won't care
Speaker 2: about a lot of shit like that. Because, again, what,
Speaker 2: I don't think that there's anything inherently wrong with the
Speaker 2: consumption and production of pregnant to anime porn. Do I
Speaker 2: think there's anything wrong in terms of things that it
Speaker 2: might do to negatively affect the consumer? Probably? Is there
Speaker 2: anything ethically wrong with it that might, you know, make
Speaker 2: somebody look frown upon somebody else in a relationship. Probably not.
Speaker 2: But I just this guy's living with all this fear
Speaker 2: of his girlfriend finding his hard drive, and it's like,
Speaker 2: either she's going to find it or I don't know.
Speaker 2: I see a situation for this guy where he shows
Speaker 2: her everything and she goes, I don't care. You know,
Speaker 2: I love you, and do whatever you want. Just don't,
Speaker 2: you know, draw anything fucked up and then think about
Speaker 2: how much better he'll feel. Okay, I'll take another call. Hello, Lyle, Hi,
Speaker 2: who is this?
Speaker 3: This is Grandma. It's beasting girls. Grandma, Okay, saying I Grandma.
Speaker 3: I want to talk to grandma.
Speaker 2: Okay, what is grand But.
Speaker 3: My granddaughter came to Philadelphia instead on a cake on
Speaker 3: your stage.
Speaker 2: Yes I remember that?
Speaker 3: Remember that?
Speaker 2: Of course? Yes I do. I do remember that.
Speaker 3: Can you explain to me in therapy terms why she
Speaker 3: would do that?
Speaker 2: Can I explain to you in therapy terms, why your
Speaker 2: granddaughter would come to my live show and sit on
Speaker 2: a cake in front of people?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I don't know if I can. I don't know if
Speaker 2: I can explained in therapy terms. But I mean, I
Speaker 2: don't know if I true, I could not explain any
Speaker 2: any you know, better than she could because it was,
Speaker 2: you know, her decision that she made. I mean, it
Speaker 2: was entertaining. Everybody there enjoyed it.
Speaker 3: I think.
Speaker 2: No, I never said, I never said you were mad?
Speaker 2: But listen, what is your name?
Speaker 3: My name is Lady Fond. I actually am yep, I'm
Speaker 3: a lady Fawn, and I am actually a sixty eight
Speaker 3: year old, and I really am her grandmother. And I
Speaker 3: have a master's degree. I used to do purchasing wood
Speaker 3: in My master's degree was in purchaser or in business,
Speaker 3: but I did contracts for major corporations for a living.
Speaker 3: I'm retired.
Speaker 2: Now, Okay, what's your life like these days?
Speaker 3: Let's see. Well, I have my granddaughter living with me.
Speaker 3: I own a home. I just retired a year and
Speaker 3: a half ago after working for forty three years. I sleep,
Speaker 3: I do what I want, which is nice after all
Speaker 3: this time. You know how you say life's too short. Yeah,
Speaker 3: it really is too short, because by the time you
Speaker 3: have my age, you have no energy left.
Speaker 2: What would you do if you had more energy?
Speaker 3: Oh, I'd be traveling and money. I'd be traveling all
Speaker 3: over the world, all over the world. I would like
Speaker 3: to go everywhere. I've been all over the United States,
Speaker 3: but I'd like to go outside the United States.
Speaker 2: Yeah, where would you want to go?
Speaker 3: I'd like to go to Japan. I'd like to go
Speaker 3: to England. I'd love to go to Ireland. And I'd
Speaker 3: actually like to go to Israel. I believe it or not,
Speaker 3: my background is Jewish, Irish Catholic.
Speaker 2: Hey, hey me too. I still have not yet gone
Speaker 2: to Israel, but I know that there's like a birthright trip.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I would love to do. Actually, my
Speaker 3: father's side goes back heritage wise, goes back to way way, way,
Speaker 3: way back. I won't get into the name, but our
Speaker 3: ancestors go way back into the BC. I mean, like
Speaker 3: way back when Israel wasn't even Israel. My grandfather came
Speaker 3: had to go to Turkey to get away from the Holocaust.
Speaker 3: Wouldn't it be cool to go to Israel?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'd love to go to Israel someday.
Speaker 3: Maybe we can take a trip together.
Speaker 2: You want to take a trip with me to Israel.
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'll paint my face green.
Speaker 2: You don't have to paint your face green to go
Speaker 2: to Israel.
Speaker 3: I know, but I do it. So at least we match.
Speaker 2: When you were younger, did you get to travel a lot?
Speaker 3: Yeah? I did. For work, I traveled all over I
Speaker 3: was in California. I want to. I want to. I've
Speaker 3: been in all the states in the United States. I've
Speaker 3: been to every state in the US. Like I said,
Speaker 3: I did purchasing contracts, so I traveled constantly to places
Speaker 3: with engineers so that they could I would review the contracts.
Speaker 3: I mean, they weren't small chains. There were big contracts
Speaker 3: and we'd have people making stuff for us and so,
Speaker 3: been to Florida and you name it, you name the state.
Speaker 3: I've been in it.
Speaker 2: And which state did you enjoy the most?
Speaker 3: In state? You know, that's a good question. The state
Speaker 3: I enjoyed, Oh, Nashville, Tennessee, love.
Speaker 2: Ville, Tennessee. Yeah, yeah, I.
Speaker 5: Was just.
Speaker 3: It's not only beautiful, it's not only nice, and it's
Speaker 3: it's warm. It's past the fact that it's got country western.
Speaker 3: When you get outside the city, you get to the country,
Speaker 3: it's beautiful. It's just beautiful landscape, horses everywhere. It's just beautiful.
Speaker 2: So all right, lady, fun, time to talk some shit.
Speaker 2: Which one is the worst?
Speaker 3: Which one are you?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 3: You want to know which one's the worst? I hope
Speaker 3: there's not a lot of people in from California.
Speaker 2: Why California.
Speaker 3: California. Let's see, I want to be culturally sensitive. California
Speaker 3: just doesn't have it's it's a it's such a mixed
Speaker 3: pot there of people. You have the really really rich
Speaker 3: and elite that you know, we're in California, and they
Speaker 3: can be a little on this neody side. And then
Speaker 3: you hear people who have immigrated from Mexico or whatever.
Speaker 3: You know, Nicaragua wherever, and they're real humble and they're
Speaker 3: real nice people. But you see that they're not treated
Speaker 3: as equals, which I don't think is white. So it
Speaker 3: just the state just doesn't put its best foot forward
Speaker 3: when it comes to showing its diversity for people.
Speaker 2: Why would you think that that was culturally insensitive?
Speaker 3: Pardon?
Speaker 2: I said, why would you think that that was culturally insensitive?
Speaker 3: Well, if while you're there, you see how some people
Speaker 3: treat other people and they they don't treat them as
Speaker 3: their equals. When I say culture, I shouldn't, I guess
Speaker 3: use the term culturally sensitive. But just people don't treat
Speaker 3: each other with respect and they don't treat each other
Speaker 3: as equals. We're all, we're all equal on this earth.
Speaker 2: I asked you a questions. Let me ask you a question.
Speaker 2: I'm very curious about when you were growing up compared
Speaker 2: to now. Do you think that do you think that
Speaker 2: people treated each other with more respect?
Speaker 3: Yes, it was ingrained in us when we were young,
Speaker 3: When we were young, yes, absolutely, My parents parents were
Speaker 3: a lot stricter when I was growing up. There was
Speaker 3: more structure, there was a guideline. It was like a
Speaker 3: ruler that you didn't step beyond certain things when I
Speaker 3: was growing up. I actually think that we've I think
Speaker 3: it's better for the for the younger generation now because
Speaker 3: I think anybody can be what they want to be.
Speaker 3: Now we ask our children. You know, my father one
Speaker 3: time time asked me, why are you asking your son
Speaker 3: when he wants to eat what he would like to
Speaker 3: have for dinner. You just put the plate in front
Speaker 3: of him with food, and it's it. Whatever's cooked is
Speaker 3: what he has to eat. And I said, because he
Speaker 3: has tastes. Some days the hamburger is good, some days,
Speaker 3: odd dog's good. I said, So whether he's five or six,
Speaker 3: he's got a feeling and know something to say about it.
Speaker 3: My father thought that was terrible that I asked him that.
Speaker 2: So why do you think that people respect each other
Speaker 2: less nowadays?
Speaker 3: That was state, That was California. But yet I've been
Speaker 3: to places like, I will say, Nashville, Tennessee. The people
Speaker 3: are friendly, warm, outgoing, easy to communicate with. You can
Speaker 3: go anywhere you want talk to anybody. They'll they'll they'll
Speaker 3: they're friendly, they'll talk to you about their their state
Speaker 3: or whatever. Whereas now and that was California, I'm referencing
Speaker 3: California only you asked me what was the worst state? California.
Speaker 3: I don't know what it is out there out in California,
Speaker 3: but it's just different. It's structurally different.
Speaker 2: Where did you grow up.
Speaker 3: I was in Los Angeles, Okay, in Lax.
Speaker 2: How do you think Los Angeles has changed in the
Speaker 2: Have you been there? But have you been back there since?
Speaker 3: No? No, I wouldn't want to go back there, to
Speaker 3: be honest, I wouldn't want to go back there because
Speaker 3: I just didn't feel like it was a place i'd
Speaker 3: ever want to be again.
Speaker 2: Okay, didn't feel it.
Speaker 3: Just couldn't get any warmth out of the general feeling there.
Speaker 3: And the other thing that's really sad about California is
Speaker 3: I drove down many different streets while I was there.
Speaker 3: I was in the inner city of LA and it
Speaker 3: really broke my heart to see how many. I know
Speaker 3: there's homeless people everywhere, but in California, there were so
Speaker 3: many that I saw, yeah, that it made me sad.
Speaker 3: I mean, it just seemed like a bigger population. I mean,
Speaker 3: I know it's in every state and I recognize that,
Speaker 3: but in California it was really prominent and that it's
Speaker 3: a sad, sad state of affairs that were we're all
Speaker 3: here and we're not taking care of each other.
Speaker 2: Can I ask what part of the country you live
Speaker 2: in now?
Speaker 3: Yeah, I live in the Northeast. I live in I
Speaker 3: live in Buffalo Bill Country.
Speaker 2: How about that Buffalo Bill Country. That's the guy that
Speaker 2: killed people and ate them right?
Speaker 3: No, no, no, no, no Buffalo Bills as in the football team.
Speaker 2: Oh okay, it's a different guy I live.
Speaker 3: I live. Yeah, I live upstate New York near not
Speaker 3: too far from Niagara Falls.
Speaker 2: So tell me this, Grandma. I want I would like
Speaker 2: to know what is I mean? Look, you say that
Speaker 2: you don't have enough time and energy and whatnot, Like,
Speaker 2: what's preventing you from from taking your trips that you
Speaker 2: want to take?
Speaker 3: Oh? I have I After I retired, I found out
Speaker 3: I have spinal stenosis in my back, so I'm missing
Speaker 3: missing part of a disc in my back, so I
Speaker 3: can't stand for long periods. And it's made it a
Speaker 3: little more restrictive of what what I can and can't do.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmmm.
Speaker 3: I don't want to have surgery on my back mm hmmmmm.
Speaker 3: So that kind of limits me more so of taking
Speaker 3: the trip i'd like the trips I'd like to take,
Speaker 3: and finances. I got to be honest with you. When
Speaker 3: I was working, I made great money. But when you retire,
Speaker 3: it's not the same. It is that, you know. I
Speaker 3: got to be honest. Medicare all this stuff they pump
Speaker 3: up that they say social Security and your pensions and
Speaker 3: this and that not they not what they leave you.
Speaker 3: Especially when you've worked forty three years. Your income, unless
Speaker 3: you continue to work into your seventies or whatever, your
Speaker 3: income comes down when you stop working.
Speaker 2: So let me ask you a question here. I know
Speaker 2: that there are obvious con to being retired and to
Speaker 2: being at you know, the stage that you're at in
Speaker 2: life of you know, less money is coming in your
Speaker 2: your You know your body doesn't work the way I
Speaker 2: used to. But I want to know what is like
Speaker 2: your life today as it is. What is better about
Speaker 2: your life right now than your life in the past.
Speaker 3: Oh, I'm happier. I can't tell me what content.
Speaker 2: Pardon I said to tell me why.
Speaker 3: I'm happier. I'm more content. I don't have to be
Speaker 3: I don't have to get up to the alarm at
Speaker 3: five thirty am and get dressed up and run right
Speaker 3: out the door with a cup of coffee and go
Speaker 3: into an office and deal with stress all day long.
Speaker 3: And then I'm home and have a home to deal
Speaker 3: with and everything like that. It's it's less stressful to
Speaker 3: be retired. And I can sleep till noon if the
Speaker 3: mood strikes me. If I want to stay up till
Speaker 3: three o'clock in the morning and watch movies, I can.
Speaker 3: My time is my time now. I'm not constraint to
Speaker 3: somebody else's demands. The kids are grown. Thank goodness. The
Speaker 3: kids are grown. They don't live with me, you know.
Speaker 3: The kids are doing their own thing. Even having the
Speaker 3: granddaughter here is good. I like having the granddaughter here.
Speaker 3: She keeps me young.
Speaker 2: How so.
Speaker 3: How she's cracking up sitting across for me? What did
Speaker 3: I'm talking to the therapy get go? I said, I'm
Speaker 3: calling them. I'm gonna call him. She's like, really, Grammy,
Speaker 3: you're gonna go? I said, you know me, we always
Speaker 3: do fun things. Her and I do fun things together.
Speaker 3: See it's fun because she's twenty one.
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Are you having fun? I call right now? Yes, yes, okay, cool?
Speaker 3: This fun? Yes? And I think you give really great advice.
Speaker 3: By the way.
Speaker 2: Oh, thanks, man, I appreciate that.
Speaker 3: I'm a psychology minor. My bachelors was a psychology minor.
Speaker 2: What kinds of fun things do you and your granddaughter
Speaker 2: do together?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 3: We love going to the grocery store, buying good food
Speaker 3: that we want. We go watching watching you. You were
Speaker 3: on live, she'd, let's we know when you're on live, Rory.
Speaker 3: I put it on my computer. My computer tells me
Speaker 3: when you're on live watching you. We go. We went
Speaker 3: shopping at Christmas. We bought matching pjs for Christmas, so
Speaker 3: we go bargain bargain shopping. We like doing that. She
Speaker 3: helps me around the house. We just do fun stuff.
Speaker 3: We watched movies, funny movies together. She's teaching me all
Speaker 3: about the new generation.
Speaker 2: Yeah, what are you learning about the new generation?
Speaker 5: Oh?
Speaker 2: A lot? Tell me the most. Tell me the most
Speaker 2: interesting thing, the.
Speaker 3: Most interesting thing. That there's some stuff and I'm going
Speaker 3: to pronounce it wrong. I know. I am asha wire ayahuasca.
Speaker 2: Yes, ayahuasca.
Speaker 3: Yes, I just learned all about that. Terry.
Speaker 5: Huh.
Speaker 3: I think I think it's interesting.
Speaker 2: Okay, is that something you would ever say, you would
Speaker 2: ever do ayahuasca.
Speaker 3: I don't know if I could at my age, I
Speaker 3: don't know. I'm on medications and stuff, so I don't know.
Speaker 3: If I could, I would do it. I would love
Speaker 3: to see what what would see the inside of my soul.
Speaker 3: I would love to know what's there. I would love
Speaker 3: to do that absolutely.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 3: I think that. You know, so she we watched stuff,
Speaker 3: and she's got me watching movies I never thought i'd
Speaker 3: watched before, but I watch them and I go, I
Speaker 3: like that that was a good movie. I mean, I
Speaker 3: watch Euphoria, I watched all different stuff.
Speaker 2: M Okay. So from what you've learned about the new generation,
Speaker 2: what is what is your take? Do you think that
Speaker 2: do you think society is gonna be okay in the
Speaker 2: hands of the new generation?
Speaker 3: Why? That's a good question. Excuse me. I think I
Speaker 3: don't know if it's gonna be okay. I think I
Speaker 3: think they've got a lot of struggles in front of them.
Speaker 3: I don't think it's about the generation. I think it's
Speaker 3: the sad part is people like me, for instance, what
Speaker 3: I'm giving them to deal with. I think that the
Speaker 3: the environment, our earth, our planet is global warming is
Speaker 3: something that's going to be very traumatic for them to
Speaker 3: deal with. I don't think our economic status is going
Speaker 3: to make it easy for them. Our younger generation also
Speaker 3: is having a tough time figuring out. They see their
Speaker 3: parents and grandparents like me, they know what they don't
Speaker 3: want to do by seeing what we've done, how we've
Speaker 3: worked and worked and worked. I think we've put a
Speaker 3: lot of obstacles in front of them. So do I
Speaker 3: think they can handle them? Yeah, I think they'll be
Speaker 3: able to handle them, but it won't be easy.
Speaker 5: M M.
Speaker 3: What do you think do you think our younger generations ready?
Speaker 2: Yeah? I don't know. I don't know because we have
Speaker 2: a lot of things that are so new. When you
Speaker 2: look at the timeline of all of human existence, the
Speaker 2: amount of time that you know, phones and computers and
Speaker 2: the Internet which are so dominant. Yes, and you know
Speaker 2: we've grown up with them. They've only been around for
Speaker 2: about point zero zero zero. I could go on and
Speaker 2: say thousands of zeros.
Speaker 3: Well, you know the funny part is I went to
Speaker 3: school for computers. That's my first degree. I'm a computer programmer.
Speaker 3: I was then on the bottom line and when computers
Speaker 3: were the big IBM machines.
Speaker 2: And they've they've changed. Now they've changed. There's a lot
Speaker 2: of you can do anything on the computer right now.
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I have kids. Ye, I do everything. I
Speaker 3: literally have a big screen computer in front of me.
Speaker 3: I have my phone with I'm I'm total tech. I'm
Speaker 3: I'm a pretty hip grammar.
Speaker 2: I think you're a pretty hip grandma too. I would
Speaker 2: agree with that sentiment. I appreciate that you're doing your best.
Speaker 2: I like that you've been able to connect with your granddaughter.
Speaker 2: I think that that's very nice and that you've you know,
Speaker 2: made this to you know, sort of understand what's going
Speaker 2: on with the younger generation instead of just you know,
Speaker 2: holding to whatever you kind of have been into your
Speaker 2: whole life. And I think that's a.
Speaker 3: Yeah. They have different values than we did, which is
Speaker 3: to me, is a good thing. They don't value money
Speaker 3: like we did when I was growing up or when
Speaker 3: I was out there working, that was the big thing.
Speaker 3: Who hid the biggest pool, Who hid the biggest house?
Speaker 3: This new generation, God bless them, they don't they that's
Speaker 3: not what it's about for them.
Speaker 2: What do you think it's about.
Speaker 3: I think it's about just living their lives, enjoying life.
Speaker 3: They see more, they have more do more leisurely things.
Speaker 3: They take more time out, They they're more humanitarian. I
Speaker 3: think they're more involved in things that we weren't. We
Speaker 3: were trash in our environment and they're worried about not
Speaker 3: cleaning it up. I just I see a lot of
Speaker 3: pluses in them.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. Lady Fawn, you said your name was Yep,
Speaker 2: Lady Fawn, thank you so much for talking to us
Speaker 2: about all of this stuff. I think, you know, I
Speaker 2: feel like we've learned a great deal and it was
Speaker 2: it was exciting to hear from you. And again, I
Speaker 2: appreciate the effort that you're making to continue to be
Speaker 2: in touch with the world around you. And you know,
Speaker 2: by doing so, you're bonding closer to your Grandda, And
Speaker 2: I think, oh, that's awesome.
Speaker 3: I thank you. And you know something, one thing I
Speaker 3: do want to say. We're waiting for your schedule to
Speaker 3: come out to see where you're going to be, because
Speaker 3: we want to come see you in person.
Speaker 2: Oh my goodness, where where would you come see me?
Speaker 2: I mean you said you live in upstate New York.
Speaker 2: I'll be in Philly and I'll be in New York.
Speaker 3: Yeah, So I mean I'll drive either one I got.
Speaker 3: I got the nice vehicle. That's one thing about the
Speaker 3: Fond Lady, Fond Lady is the newest cadgets iner car
Speaker 3: with you to the computer and it'll tell me how
Speaker 3: to get there.
Speaker 2: Now, if you come to the show, will you come
Speaker 2: on stage and talk?
Speaker 3: Sure, absolutely, I'd love to.
Speaker 2: All Right, it's see, it's it's in, it's in the calendar.
Speaker 2: We're doing it. Yes, of course. I'm sure your hopefully
Speaker 2: your granddaughter follows me on the computer and will tell
Speaker 2: you when I am.
Speaker 3: And she's right, yep, she's on there right now. She's
Speaker 3: recording this.
Speaker 2: Perfect perfect Well, lady Lady Fawn, is there anything else
Speaker 2: that you want to say to the people of the
Speaker 2: computer before we go?
Speaker 3: Yeah, they're they're they're funny. I love the chats. I
Speaker 3: think people have great things to say. I think that
Speaker 3: your audience is outstanding. I think they really give give
Speaker 3: good input, and I think you do an excellent job
Speaker 3: and in talking to the people on this on the
Speaker 3: screen at the same time that you're taking the phone call.
Speaker 2: Well, thank you very much, Lady Fawn. I I appreciate
Speaker 2: you saying that, and uh, I appreciate you sharing with
Speaker 2: us and Uh, I'll see you on the road soon.
Speaker 2: I'm excited to.
Speaker 4: Talk to you.
Speaker 3: You will, Okay, you have I know you're tired. You
Speaker 3: the last time I watched you, you fell asleep, actually
Speaker 3: in your chair. You were so tired.
Speaker 2: I did, I did. I've been very tired lately. I
Speaker 2: got to eat better food and sleep more.
Speaker 3: I changed my diet. I changed my diet around. Yep.
Speaker 3: It's a big impact on what you eat. And my
Speaker 3: granddaughter's big on that.
Speaker 2: Okay, I'll take it from me.
Speaker 3: She won't sit on a cake. Yeah, she won't sit
Speaker 3: on a cake again.
Speaker 2: All Right, lady faun. I appreciate you very much, and
Speaker 2: have a good rest of the night.
Speaker 3: You too. Take care. We'll see you soon.
Speaker 2: Take care, okay.
Speaker 3: Bye.
Speaker 2: Well that was nice. That was nice. I met what
Speaker 2: I said. I probably appreciate that she's, you know, taking
Speaker 2: the time to see what's going on on. I hope
Speaker 2: I'm doing that when I'm when I'm older, I'm seeing
Speaker 2: what everyone else is into and talking to the younger
Speaker 2: generation to figure out what's on their minds. It really
Speaker 2: kind of got to me when she mentioned the whole
Speaker 2: thing about her back. You know, it made me think
Speaker 2: about there's just not a lot of time. You know,
Speaker 2: there's just not a lot of time to do the
Speaker 2: things that you want to do. So listen. I guess
Speaker 2: what I would like from this. You know, if you're
Speaker 2: listening to this right now and you liked what she
Speaker 2: had to say, is if there's something you want to
Speaker 2: do and you feel like if your body didn't work,
Speaker 2: you couldn't do it, understand that you don't have time,
Speaker 2: all right, You don't. Your death is imminent, the destruction
Speaker 2: of your body is imminent. And imagine, you know, living
Speaker 2: in such a situation where your mind is willing but
Speaker 2: your body is unable. If you're fortunate enough to be
Speaker 2: physically able right now and you want to go do something,
Speaker 2: just go do it. What the fuck are you waiting for?
Speaker 2: What the fuck am I waiting for? Every time I
Speaker 2: talk to this motivational bullshit, I flip it. I try
Speaker 2: to flip it back on myself. I'm like, what do
Speaker 2: I what do I really want to do? I don't know.
Speaker 2: I'm fortunate, I really am. I'm really fortunate. I got
Speaker 2: to do a lot of the shit I wanted to do.
Speaker 2: It's s's I was thinking of this, you know it
Speaker 2: was go to Japan, and then I did that, and
Speaker 2: now what I really want to do is sit at
Speaker 2: home and edit stuff and eat food. I don't know.
Speaker 2: I feel like if I died tomorrow, if they told
Speaker 2: me that I couldn't move tomorrow, I'd be like, well,
Speaker 2: all right, we did plenty of good stuff, but what
Speaker 2: more do I want to do. I gotta think about that.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go think about that. I'm gonna go think
Speaker 2: about that.
Speaker 5: The Repyn goes on the line making your phone calls
Speaker 5: every night.
Speaker 2: The Repacon goes to any night.
Speaker 3: He's teaching you cloud in the mind of your life.
Speaker 4: But he's not ready.
Speaker 2: An expert