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Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Hi, this is Madeline.

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Speaker 2: Hi Madeline, how are you good?

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Speaker 3: How are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm doing good man? What are you? What are you doing?

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Speaker 4: I'm at work right now, but I'm just taking a break, Marilyn.

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Speaker 2: Is there anything in particularly called in to talk about?

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Speaker 5: Oh?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah. So over Christmas break, my boyfriend was like

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Speaker 1: having Christmas with his family, and his aunt kind of

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Speaker 1: joked about like, hey, if you ever get your girlfriend pregnant, like,

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Speaker 1: don't get an abortion, we'll take it because they are

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Speaker 1: I'm looking for another child. They can't have children, so

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Speaker 1: they're looking to adopt, but the adoption agency that they

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Speaker 1: were with just like closed down or something. So she

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Speaker 1: was just joking about it. But then later on she

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Speaker 1: was like, like, we're actually looking for a surrogate too,

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Speaker 1: would Madeline be interested? And he was like, ha ha,

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Speaker 1: that's funny. But then he mentioned it to me and

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Speaker 1: I was like, actually, I could do that. I don't

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Speaker 1: know if it's a created idea because I'm nineteen, but.

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Speaker 2: So you're considering being a surrogate mother for your boyfriend's aunt. Yes, interesting, okay,

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Speaker 2: And who approached you with this idea? Was it it

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Speaker 2: was the aunt? It was your boyfriend.

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Speaker 1: It was my boyfriend. I wasn't like at the Christmas

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Speaker 1: event with them, it was just the.

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Speaker 2: Family, Okay. And is this something that you talked to

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Speaker 2: your boyfriend's aunt about at length?

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Speaker 1: No, not at all.

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Speaker 2: Oh, you haven't even brought up the idea of it

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Speaker 2: to her. No, okay, And you're considering doing so.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm just trying to decide whether or not like

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Speaker 1: a good idea because I am only nineteen.

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Speaker 2: Okay. So I mean let's start with this. You seem

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Speaker 2: to have an interest in doing it. Where is that

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Speaker 2: interest coming from?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, well, I really, well, I really feel for her

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Speaker 1: because she is infertile and she really loves kids, Like

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Speaker 1: she has a daughter who's six right now, and she

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Speaker 1: was adopted and she really wants a younger brother for

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Speaker 1: her daughter, brother or sister. And I really feel for her,

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Speaker 1: and I feel like if I could be that person

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Speaker 1: to help her, like, why not?

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Speaker 2: Okay? So you want to do it, you know, simply

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Speaker 2: as a charitable act for this person who you feel for.

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Speaker 4: Right, right, okay?

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Speaker 2: Right?

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Speaker 1: And I feel like I'm in the perfect position in

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Speaker 1: life because I just like took a gap semester in college.

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Speaker 2: Okay, when you took this gap semester in college. What

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Speaker 2: were you initially planning to do during that time?

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Speaker 1: Okay? So I took it because I wanted to focus

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Speaker 1: on my art more. I I made like a commissioned

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Speaker 1: thing for somebody, and I was like, Yo, what if

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Speaker 1: I could do this like more? But I didn't have

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Speaker 1: the time while I was in school, So I took

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Speaker 1: a gap semester.

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Speaker 2: Okay. And I mean, do you feel as though you

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Speaker 2: will still be able to accomplish those goals while you

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Speaker 2: are also being a surrogate mother?

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Speaker 1: Well, I've had like trouble finding motivation to accomplish those

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Speaker 1: schools in general since I've dropped out of college. But

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Speaker 1: so I don't know, I feel like this will maybe

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Speaker 1: get me on a better track. No, okay, it'll get

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Speaker 1: me off certain things that I probably shouldn't be on

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Speaker 1: in general.

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Speaker 3: Like what.

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Speaker 1: Like drugs and alcohol nicotine?

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Speaker 2: Okay? So you want to use this also as some

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Speaker 2: way to motivate you in getting your your shit together?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, like a lifestyle chaine Okay?

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Speaker 2: And what kind of research have you done into into

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Speaker 2: motherhood of what it's like being pregnant?

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Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, So I do you know, like the

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Speaker 1: list on TikTok the trend I don't know no what

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Speaker 1: is that, but like there's like a girl with the

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Speaker 1: list and it's like a list of a thousand things

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Speaker 1: that are wrong with pregnancy that could go wrong.

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Speaker 2: Okay, okay, I'm.

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Speaker 1: Pretty up todated on that TikTok account and that's that

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Speaker 1: kind of scare me that's gonna lear.

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Speaker 2: But Okay, So when you see this list of of

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Speaker 2: of ways that a pregnancy could go bad, does it

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Speaker 2: make you not want to be a surrogate mother? No?

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Speaker 1: Because honestly, my mom had five kids in the span

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Speaker 1: of six years, so I feel like if she can

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Speaker 1: do it, I can, right.

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Speaker 2: So I mean, listen, Madaly, you know, I'm not going

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Speaker 2: to tell you what to do, but I mean, this

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Speaker 2: is a big, big decision to, you know, carry somebody

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Speaker 2: else's baby. I mean, how long have you can? I

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Speaker 2: ask you? I want to know. I want to know this.

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Speaker 2: How much of this is based off of your connection

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Speaker 2: to your boyfriends?

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Speaker 5: Right?

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Speaker 2: Like would you do this for just a random person?

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Speaker 3: Right?

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Speaker 1: That's interesting? Yeah, I mean We've been dating for two

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Speaker 1: years and I've got to know his family pretty well.

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Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Okay, so you feel like your love of

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Speaker 2: his family is an influence, yeah for sure. Okay, how

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Speaker 2: much of an influence.

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Speaker 1: Do you think they deserve another kid?

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Speaker 2: For sure is probably yeah, a big influence. Okay, So

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Speaker 2: I have a couple of things. Again, you know, at

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Speaker 2: the end of the day, you know, it's your body,

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Speaker 2: it's your life. You can make your own decisions. But

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Speaker 2: the thing is, you know, you've only been dating this

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Speaker 2: guy for two years, and even though you you really

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Speaker 2: like his boyfriend's family, those relationships are you know, they

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Speaker 2: can go in any sort of different way. So you know,

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Speaker 2: to to to take on some bodies surrogate child and

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Speaker 2: really dedicate nine months of your life, you know, to

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Speaker 2: to being private, which is really tough. And and you

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Speaker 2: know I haven't seen this TikTok of this list of

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Speaker 2: a thousand things, but you know you have, and I'm

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Speaker 2: sure that the list shows you other things about it

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Speaker 2: that are tough, and so really we should look you

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Speaker 2: should look it up. Really just if you could, if

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Speaker 2: you could take into consideration, uh, your life as it

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Speaker 2: looks right now, and uh, what would be best for you.

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Speaker 2: I think it's great, okay that you want to do

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Speaker 2: something nice for someone, you know, I think that that

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Speaker 2: that that shows that you have empathy, uh, and that

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Speaker 2: you want to do nice things for the people. I

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Speaker 2: think that that's a good thing to do. But I mean,

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Speaker 2: this is a big thing, right, It's a big thing.

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Speaker 2: And and and I think, I mean.

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Speaker 1: How would you say this compares to like that a

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Speaker 2: Well, I think that there's a lot more that could

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Speaker 2: of your boyfriend's family, because you've got no idea what's

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Speaker 2: going to go on with you know, you and your boyfriends.

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Speaker 4: Okay, right, right, Yeah, So.

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Speaker 2: I would really consider this, Madeline, because you, especially at

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Speaker 2: you know, nineteen, man, you got to do what's right

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Speaker 2: for you. You know. Again, I think it's I think it's

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Speaker 2: nice that you want to help this person who you

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Speaker 2: really feel for. But I think at this moment, you know,

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Speaker 2: you need to make the decision that you know sets

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Speaker 2: know if this is it, but again, it's your decision.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, Okay, I definitely need to think about it more.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, Hey, what what what has your conversation with your

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Speaker 2: boyfriend been like about this?

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Speaker 1: He's definitely more interested in the financial bonus that it

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Speaker 1: would give, because like I am pretty broke, you know,

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Speaker 1: so it would it would help.

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Speaker 2: Okay, When when he says he's interested in the financial bonus,

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Speaker 2: does that mean does that mean he expects to reap

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Speaker 2: some of that financial benefits?

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Speaker 4: Kinda, he did ask me to pay for like a

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Speaker 4: semester of his school, Okay, but I mean he has

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Speaker 1: His own schooling, so I kind of get it. You know,

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Speaker 1: it's expensive.

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Speaker 2: Okay. I don't like to tell people what to do.

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Speaker 2: I'm going to tell you do not give you, do

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Speaker 2: not do not be your boyfriend's aunts. Sorry, get mother

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Speaker 2: to make money to pay for ale to go to school.

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Speaker 2: Please don't do that.

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, no, I didn't think about it that way.

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Speaker 2: When you put it that way, okay, And don't pay

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Speaker 2: for your boyfriend. Don't pay for your boyfriend's school at all.

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Speaker 2: I would like at nine. You know, look, if you're

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Speaker 2: want to make an informed decision to invest in the

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Speaker 2: feel with your money in your life. But I just

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Speaker 2: think right now is a terrible decision to do you

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Speaker 2: to you know, do that I especially your life is

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Speaker 2: so undeveloped right now that you know all of your

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Speaker 2: time and resources should be spent you know, on yourself.

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Speaker 1: For sure. But like I've struggled with, like finding the

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Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. And you know what, Listen, I understand that

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Speaker 2: I understand that you have the motivation, and I understand

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Speaker 2: that you're looking at this as a potential catalyst to

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Speaker 2: But before you make that decision, can you at least

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Speaker 2: consider other ideas? Have you considered? You seem to be

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Speaker 2: having this motivation problem which you know I have, which

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Speaker 2: a lot of people have, is a common problem, and

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Speaker 2: you're you're your for and you know, tell me if

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Speaker 2: I'm if I'm wrong, or if I'm putting words in

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Speaker 2: the mouth in your mouth, But it sounds like you're

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Speaker 2: looking for ways to uh get yourself in a more

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Speaker 2: Have you explored? Is that is that accurate?

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Speaker 1: That's so true? Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Okay? Have you explored alternative options?

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Speaker 1: No? I have not, honestly.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Before you decide to get pregnant as a way

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Speaker 2: to jump start your life and get the motivation you want.

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Speaker 2: I I encourage you to look into other options because

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Speaker 4: That's what What would you suggest.

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Speaker 2: I'm trying to think about that? Would I suggest? Well,

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Speaker 2: what do you want to be motivated to do?

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Speaker 3: Well?

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Speaker 1: I'm trying to get started on my art career.

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Speaker 4: Okay, some more art.

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Speaker 2: I'm trying to think about other options here. I mean, like,

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Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know if I have anything

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Speaker 2: off the top of my head, except like fucking read

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Speaker 2: self help books and stuff that helped a lot for

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Speaker 2: me when I was trying to get motivated to do things,

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Speaker 2: or you know, I don't know, dude, having a friend

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Speaker 2: who's trying to do something similar and you guys team

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Speaker 2: up and motivate each other, or going to art classes

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Speaker 2: or joining weekly meetup groups, or getting a life coach,

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Speaker 2: or you know. I mean, those are just random things.

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Speaker 2: I'll spit along here, but I would put all of

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Speaker 2: them above becoming a surrogate mother for your boyfriend's aunts. Yeah.

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Speaker 1: No, that's actually a really good idea. My best friend

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Speaker 1: is moving in with me in a couple of days actually,

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Speaker 1: so she'll be a great help I think for that.

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Speaker 2: Okay, good good, and listen, you know we've talked on

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Speaker 2: the phone for ten minutes. I'm not going to pretend

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Speaker 2: like I know you and your boyfriend's relationship. But if

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Speaker 1: My aunt said this and you should do it. No,

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Speaker 1: And he was like, oh, like the funny age plastic

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Speaker 2: Okay, Madeline, is there anything else you want to say

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Speaker 2: It is becoming harder and harder to tell people to

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Speaker 5: Hello. Hello, Hi, is it Slole?

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Speaker 2: Yes? Is this Andrew?

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Speaker 5: This is me. I'm here.

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Speaker 2: What's going on? What's going on? Andrew?

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Speaker 5: Not much? Just chilling out, trying to have a relaxing Monday,

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Speaker 2: Okay, And what is it that you wanted to call

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Speaker 5: I was just wondering your opinion on kind of a

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Speaker 5: Ever since I was in like seventh grade. I think

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Speaker 5: But I just can't seem to get rid of this stuff.

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Speaker 5: Like I, you know, kind of just have this weird

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Speaker 5: But it's also kind of a little a little bit

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Speaker 2: Okay, all right, I have a couple of questions from

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Speaker 5: I don't know, because every single time I'm on Reddit

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Speaker 5: That's not at all the case. But if I were

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Speaker 2: That's let me let me all right. So you're afraid

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Speaker 5: Okay, that's a pretty good one too, which is why

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Speaker 5: I'm afraid that she finds in my room.

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Speaker 2: Let me, let me hold on, let me all right.

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Speaker 2: You're in a relationship right now, and your girlfriend, you know,

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Speaker 2: does not want to have a child. No, okay, And

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Speaker 5: Yeah. And I think because she has this position where

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Speaker 2: Okay, how long have you been with this person before?

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Speaker 5: Currently for four years?

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Speaker 2: Okay, you've been with this girl for four years?

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Speaker 2: Listen, do you see a future with with this person?

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Speaker 5: I think so? Yeah, Yeah, she's really great and I

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Speaker 2: So ideally, if your partner sees that you're into pregnant

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Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I'm afraid that she's gonna see all of

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Speaker 5: because then she'll feel like, you know, I'm not just

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Speaker 2: You would be afraid that you would see that you're

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Speaker 5: Yeah, I have, like, all.

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Speaker 5: I don't know exactly that's what I'm saying, but I'm

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Speaker 5: But it's that fear that's causing me to feel like

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Speaker 2: Time anywhere near my computer or hold on, all right,

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna I'm gonna sum up a few things. You

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Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, mostly so, I mean she knows that collect

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Speaker 5: and that's where.

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Speaker 4: I have.

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Speaker 2: Listen, Andrew, I'm I'm not going to tell you what

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Speaker 2: So mhmm, I mean, find it. I think you should, just.

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Speaker 5: Like, I just don't know when to bring that up.

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Speaker 5: know if I should bring it up to her at random,

440
00:28:21,359 --> 00:28:25,560
Speaker 5: or if I should you know, wait until we're further

441
00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:29,480
Speaker 5: into the relationship and then maybe you know it. Eventually

442
00:28:29,680 --> 00:28:32,840
Speaker 5: she changes her mind and she wants that kids.

443
00:28:32,760 --> 00:28:38,560
Speaker 2: Okay, my friends, you're four years into the relationship. I

444
00:28:38,560 --> 00:28:45,480
Speaker 2: don't know what you're waiting for. When you put it

445
00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:49,480
Speaker 2: that way, I can hear you're four years into the relationship.

446
00:28:49,680 --> 00:28:53,200
Speaker 2: And also you're waiting. I know you're waiting for the

447
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:56,400
Speaker 2: time in which you don't feel the fear of having

448
00:28:56,400 --> 00:28:59,800
Speaker 2: the conversation. It's never going to happen. There is not

449
00:28:59,840 --> 00:29:03,280
Speaker 2: a future version of yourself that will not be feeling

450
00:29:03,360 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 2: the fear of wanting to have this conversation. So just

451
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:07,440
Speaker 2: have it now.

452
00:29:11,520 --> 00:29:15,760
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean, I just don't know how to start

453
00:29:15,800 --> 00:29:16,240
Speaker 5: it though.

454
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:22,840
Speaker 2: Hey, honey, I want to show you something. See this

455
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:30,560
Speaker 2: hard drive eighty thousand images of pregnant anime women. What

456
00:29:30,600 --> 00:29:31,400
Speaker 2: do you think about that?

457
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:38,560
Speaker 5: And I guess I really could just rip it off

458
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:39,320
Speaker 5: like the band aid.

459
00:29:43,080 --> 00:29:44,400
Speaker 2: Let's say, Andrews, is there anything else you want to

460
00:29:44,440 --> 00:29:45,840
Speaker 2: say to the people of the computer before you go?

461
00:29:50,920 --> 00:29:52,400
Speaker 5: Wish me luck and faith.

462
00:29:55,080 --> 00:29:58,560
Speaker 2: Good luck. I'm please do please, do take care.

463
00:29:58,480 --> 00:30:03,000
Speaker 5: Man, appreciate it. Thank you, have a good night you too.

464
00:30:03,560 --> 00:30:05,120
Speaker 2: Okay, maybe the way I told him to do it

465
00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:10,720
Speaker 2: was a little bit bold, but was it really? Was it? Really?

466
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:14,640
Speaker 2: Maybe this is something that you need to be bold

467
00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:22,040
Speaker 2: about here's you know, I've I've I've been thinking about

468
00:30:22,040 --> 00:30:24,480
Speaker 2: this a lot. I've been thinking about this a lot.

469
00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:27,600
Speaker 2: I think if somebody really I don't I don't know,

470
00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:30,360
Speaker 2: I don't know. I think if somebody who really likes you,

471
00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:34,120
Speaker 2: they won't care about a lot of shit like that.

472
00:30:35,840 --> 00:30:39,040
Speaker 2: I think, if somebody really likes you, they won't care

473
00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:45,120
Speaker 2: about a lot of shit like that. Because, again, what,

474
00:30:45,360 --> 00:30:48,280
Speaker 2: I don't think that there's anything inherently wrong with the

475
00:30:48,360 --> 00:30:53,440
Speaker 2: consumption and production of pregnant to anime porn. Do I

476
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:56,320
Speaker 2: think there's anything wrong in terms of things that it

477
00:30:56,400 --> 00:31:00,520
Speaker 2: might do to negatively affect the consumer? Probably? Is there

478
00:31:00,520 --> 00:31:04,520
Speaker 2: anything ethically wrong with it that might, you know, make

479
00:31:04,600 --> 00:31:08,200
Speaker 2: somebody look frown upon somebody else in a relationship. Probably not.

480
00:31:12,120 --> 00:31:14,160
Speaker 2: But I just this guy's living with all this fear

481
00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:17,760
Speaker 2: of his girlfriend finding his hard drive, and it's like,

482
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:22,200
Speaker 2: either she's going to find it or I don't know.

483
00:31:22,280 --> 00:31:25,200
Speaker 2: I see a situation for this guy where he shows

484
00:31:25,240 --> 00:31:29,280
Speaker 2: her everything and she goes, I don't care. You know,

485
00:31:29,400 --> 00:31:34,440
Speaker 2: I love you, and do whatever you want. Just don't,

486
00:31:34,680 --> 00:31:37,720
Speaker 2: you know, draw anything fucked up and then think about

487
00:31:37,760 --> 00:31:44,000
Speaker 2: how much better he'll feel. Okay, I'll take another call. Hello, Lyle, Hi,

488
00:31:44,120 --> 00:31:45,960
Speaker 2: who is this?

489
00:31:45,960 --> 00:31:55,160
Speaker 3: This is Grandma. It's beasting girls. Grandma, Okay, saying I Grandma.

490
00:31:55,200 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 3: I want to talk to grandma.

491
00:31:57,320 --> 00:32:00,440
Speaker 2: Okay, what is grand But.

492
00:32:01,320 --> 00:32:07,160
Speaker 3: My granddaughter came to Philadelphia instead on a cake on

493
00:32:07,200 --> 00:32:08,120
Speaker 3: your stage.

494
00:32:08,640 --> 00:32:09,479
Speaker 2: Yes I remember that?

495
00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:10,920
Speaker 3: Remember that?

496
00:32:11,480 --> 00:32:13,320
Speaker 2: Of course? Yes I do. I do remember that.

497
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:18,959
Speaker 3: Can you explain to me in therapy terms why she

498
00:32:19,000 --> 00:32:19,720
Speaker 3: would do that?

499
00:32:20,520 --> 00:32:24,200
Speaker 2: Can I explain to you in therapy terms, why your

500
00:32:24,440 --> 00:32:28,360
Speaker 2: granddaughter would come to my live show and sit on

501
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:29,680
Speaker 2: a cake in front of people?

502
00:32:30,960 --> 00:32:32,440
Speaker 3: Yeah?

503
00:32:32,440 --> 00:32:34,440
Speaker 2: I don't know if I can. I don't know if

504
00:32:34,480 --> 00:32:37,880
Speaker 2: I can explained in therapy terms. But I mean, I

505
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:41,320
Speaker 2: don't know if I true, I could not explain any

506
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:45,360
Speaker 2: any you know, better than she could because it was,

507
00:32:45,400 --> 00:32:47,760
Speaker 2: you know, her decision that she made. I mean, it

508
00:32:47,840 --> 00:32:50,920
Speaker 2: was entertaining. Everybody there enjoyed it.

509
00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:51,560
Speaker 3: I think.

510
00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:54,360
Speaker 2: No, I never said, I never said you were mad?

511
00:32:54,400 --> 00:32:55,600
Speaker 2: But listen, what is your name?

512
00:32:57,080 --> 00:33:03,840
Speaker 3: My name is Lady Fond. I actually am yep, I'm

513
00:33:03,840 --> 00:33:08,040
Speaker 3: a lady Fawn, and I am actually a sixty eight

514
00:33:08,120 --> 00:33:12,000
Speaker 3: year old, and I really am her grandmother. And I

515
00:33:12,040 --> 00:33:17,320
Speaker 3: have a master's degree. I used to do purchasing wood

516
00:33:17,360 --> 00:33:21,640
Speaker 3: in My master's degree was in purchaser or in business,

517
00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:27,440
Speaker 3: but I did contracts for major corporations for a living.

518
00:33:27,560 --> 00:33:28,320
Speaker 3: I'm retired.

519
00:33:28,400 --> 00:33:34,960
Speaker 2: Now, Okay, what's your life like these days?

520
00:33:35,800 --> 00:33:39,680
Speaker 3: Let's see. Well, I have my granddaughter living with me.

521
00:33:40,640 --> 00:33:45,080
Speaker 3: I own a home. I just retired a year and

522
00:33:45,120 --> 00:33:51,080
Speaker 3: a half ago after working for forty three years. I sleep,

523
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 3: I do what I want, which is nice after all

524
00:33:55,680 --> 00:33:59,600
Speaker 3: this time. You know how you say life's too short. Yeah,

525
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:03,400
Speaker 3: it really is too short, because by the time you

526
00:34:03,480 --> 00:34:07,080
Speaker 3: have my age, you have no energy left.

527
00:34:07,960 --> 00:34:09,840
Speaker 2: What would you do if you had more energy?

528
00:34:11,520 --> 00:34:16,919
Speaker 3: Oh, I'd be traveling and money. I'd be traveling all

529
00:34:16,960 --> 00:34:21,080
Speaker 3: over the world, all over the world. I would like

530
00:34:21,160 --> 00:34:25,320
Speaker 3: to go everywhere. I've been all over the United States,

531
00:34:25,400 --> 00:34:28,400
Speaker 3: but I'd like to go outside the United States.

532
00:34:28,600 --> 00:34:29,719
Speaker 2: Yeah, where would you want to go?

533
00:34:31,719 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 3: I'd like to go to Japan. I'd like to go

534
00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:39,359
Speaker 3: to England. I'd love to go to Ireland. And I'd

535
00:34:39,400 --> 00:34:44,200
Speaker 3: actually like to go to Israel. I believe it or not,

536
00:34:44,400 --> 00:34:49,320
Speaker 3: my background is Jewish, Irish Catholic.

537
00:34:50,640 --> 00:34:53,319
Speaker 2: Hey, hey me too. I still have not yet gone

538
00:34:53,320 --> 00:34:55,960
Speaker 2: to Israel, but I know that there's like a birthright trip.

539
00:34:57,320 --> 00:35:01,360
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's what I would love to do. Actually, my

540
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:09,719
Speaker 3: father's side goes back heritage wise, goes back to way way, way,

541
00:35:09,760 --> 00:35:14,080
Speaker 3: way back. I won't get into the name, but our

542
00:35:14,200 --> 00:35:20,680
Speaker 3: ancestors go way back into the BC. I mean, like

543
00:35:20,880 --> 00:35:27,239
Speaker 3: way back when Israel wasn't even Israel. My grandfather came

544
00:35:27,440 --> 00:35:31,640
Speaker 3: had to go to Turkey to get away from the Holocaust.

545
00:35:34,040 --> 00:35:36,240
Speaker 3: Wouldn't it be cool to go to Israel?

546
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:41,319
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'd love to go to Israel someday.

547
00:35:41,320 --> 00:35:43,360
Speaker 3: Maybe we can take a trip together.

548
00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:46,400
Speaker 2: You want to take a trip with me to Israel.

549
00:35:47,719 --> 00:35:49,640
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'll paint my face green.

550
00:35:50,719 --> 00:35:52,319
Speaker 2: You don't have to paint your face green to go

551
00:35:52,360 --> 00:35:53,320
Speaker 2: to Israel.

552
00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:56,840
Speaker 3: I know, but I do it. So at least we match.

553
00:35:58,600 --> 00:36:00,719
Speaker 2: When you were younger, did you get to travel a lot?

554
00:36:02,160 --> 00:36:06,120
Speaker 3: Yeah? I did. For work, I traveled all over I

555
00:36:06,160 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 3: was in California. I want to. I want to. I've

556
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:12,440
Speaker 3: been in all the states in the United States. I've

557
00:36:12,440 --> 00:36:16,360
Speaker 3: been to every state in the US. Like I said,

558
00:36:16,360 --> 00:36:22,839
Speaker 3: I did purchasing contracts, so I traveled constantly to places

559
00:36:23,280 --> 00:36:29,280
Speaker 3: with engineers so that they could I would review the contracts.

560
00:36:29,760 --> 00:36:32,680
Speaker 3: I mean, they weren't small chains. There were big contracts

561
00:36:32,719 --> 00:36:37,080
Speaker 3: and we'd have people making stuff for us and so,

562
00:36:38,040 --> 00:36:42,640
Speaker 3: been to Florida and you name it, you name the state.

563
00:36:42,680 --> 00:36:43,399
Speaker 3: I've been in it.

564
00:36:44,040 --> 00:36:46,120
Speaker 2: And which state did you enjoy the most?

565
00:36:47,960 --> 00:36:51,040
Speaker 3: In state? You know, that's a good question. The state

566
00:36:51,239 --> 00:36:56,160
Speaker 3: I enjoyed, Oh, Nashville, Tennessee, love.

567
00:36:56,760 --> 00:36:59,479
Speaker 2: Ville, Tennessee. Yeah, yeah, I.

568
00:36:59,400 --> 00:36:59,719
Speaker 5: Was just.

569
00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:05,880
Speaker 3: It's not only beautiful, it's not only nice, and it's

570
00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:11,279
Speaker 3: it's warm. It's past the fact that it's got country western.

571
00:37:11,880 --> 00:37:16,399
Speaker 3: When you get outside the city, you get to the country,

572
00:37:16,600 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 3: it's beautiful. It's just beautiful landscape, horses everywhere. It's just beautiful.

573
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:28,120
Speaker 2: So all right, lady, fun, time to talk some shit.

574
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:29,520
Speaker 2: Which one is the worst?

575
00:37:31,080 --> 00:37:31,880
Speaker 3: Which one are you?

576
00:37:31,960 --> 00:37:32,040
Speaker 5: Oh?

577
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:34,279
Speaker 3: You want to know which one's the worst? I hope

578
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,720
Speaker 3: there's not a lot of people in from California.

579
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:39,720
Speaker 2: Why California.

580
00:37:45,000 --> 00:37:51,240
Speaker 3: California. Let's see, I want to be culturally sensitive. California

581
00:37:52,400 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 3: just doesn't have it's it's a it's such a mixed

582
00:38:02,960 --> 00:38:07,920
Speaker 3: pot there of people. You have the really really rich

583
00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:12,040
Speaker 3: and elite that you know, we're in California, and they

584
00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:16,520
Speaker 3: can be a little on this neody side. And then

585
00:38:16,800 --> 00:38:22,400
Speaker 3: you hear people who have immigrated from Mexico or whatever.

586
00:38:22,520 --> 00:38:26,960
Speaker 3: You know, Nicaragua wherever, and they're real humble and they're

587
00:38:27,040 --> 00:38:31,880
Speaker 3: real nice people. But you see that they're not treated

588
00:38:31,960 --> 00:38:37,640
Speaker 3: as equals, which I don't think is white. So it

589
00:38:37,960 --> 00:38:42,320
Speaker 3: just the state just doesn't put its best foot forward

590
00:38:42,400 --> 00:38:49,920
Speaker 3: when it comes to showing its diversity for people.

591
00:38:51,320 --> 00:38:54,160
Speaker 2: Why would you think that that was culturally insensitive?

592
00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:56,560
Speaker 3: Pardon?

593
00:38:57,360 --> 00:38:59,920
Speaker 2: I said, why would you think that that was culturally insensitive?

594
00:39:01,440 --> 00:39:05,800
Speaker 3: Well, if while you're there, you see how some people

595
00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:11,080
Speaker 3: treat other people and they they don't treat them as

596
00:39:11,120 --> 00:39:15,280
Speaker 3: their equals. When I say culture, I shouldn't, I guess

597
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:19,760
Speaker 3: use the term culturally sensitive. But just people don't treat

598
00:39:19,800 --> 00:39:24,480
Speaker 3: each other with respect and they don't treat each other

599
00:39:24,560 --> 00:39:28,120
Speaker 3: as equals. We're all, we're all equal on this earth.

600
00:39:28,920 --> 00:39:31,560
Speaker 2: I asked you a questions. Let me ask you a question.

601
00:39:31,680 --> 00:39:35,840
Speaker 2: I'm very curious about when you were growing up compared

602
00:39:35,880 --> 00:39:39,279
Speaker 2: to now. Do you think that do you think that

603
00:39:39,360 --> 00:39:41,960
Speaker 2: people treated each other with more respect?

604
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 3: Yes, it was ingrained in us when we were young,

605
00:39:48,000 --> 00:39:53,160
Speaker 3: When we were young, yes, absolutely, My parents parents were

606
00:39:53,200 --> 00:39:58,120
Speaker 3: a lot stricter when I was growing up. There was

607
00:39:58,320 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 3: more structure, there was a guideline. It was like a

608
00:40:05,719 --> 00:40:10,120
Speaker 3: ruler that you didn't step beyond certain things when I

609
00:40:10,239 --> 00:40:17,040
Speaker 3: was growing up. I actually think that we've I think

610
00:40:17,080 --> 00:40:21,720
Speaker 3: it's better for the for the younger generation now because

611
00:40:21,760 --> 00:40:24,360
Speaker 3: I think anybody can be what they want to be.

612
00:40:24,600 --> 00:40:29,080
Speaker 3: Now we ask our children. You know, my father one

613
00:40:29,160 --> 00:40:32,720
Speaker 3: time time asked me, why are you asking your son

614
00:40:32,800 --> 00:40:35,719
Speaker 3: when he wants to eat what he would like to

615
00:40:35,800 --> 00:40:39,320
Speaker 3: have for dinner. You just put the plate in front

616
00:40:39,360 --> 00:40:42,440
Speaker 3: of him with food, and it's it. Whatever's cooked is

617
00:40:42,480 --> 00:40:46,439
Speaker 3: what he has to eat. And I said, because he

618
00:40:46,520 --> 00:40:51,280
Speaker 3: has tastes. Some days the hamburger is good, some days,

619
00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:57,840
Speaker 3: odd dog's good. I said, So whether he's five or six,

620
00:40:57,960 --> 00:41:02,760
Speaker 3: he's got a feeling and know something to say about it.

621
00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:05,759
Speaker 3: My father thought that was terrible that I asked him that.

622
00:41:08,200 --> 00:41:11,200
Speaker 2: So why do you think that people respect each other

623
00:41:11,280 --> 00:41:13,920
Speaker 2: less nowadays?

624
00:41:16,920 --> 00:41:21,040
Speaker 3: That was state, That was California. But yet I've been

625
00:41:21,080 --> 00:41:25,560
Speaker 3: to places like, I will say, Nashville, Tennessee. The people

626
00:41:25,640 --> 00:41:33,600
Speaker 3: are friendly, warm, outgoing, easy to communicate with. You can

627
00:41:34,239 --> 00:41:38,400
Speaker 3: go anywhere you want talk to anybody. They'll they'll they'll

628
00:41:38,760 --> 00:41:44,000
Speaker 3: they're friendly, they'll talk to you about their their state

629
00:41:44,400 --> 00:41:51,239
Speaker 3: or whatever. Whereas now and that was California, I'm referencing

630
00:41:51,400 --> 00:41:56,520
Speaker 3: California only you asked me what was the worst state? California.

631
00:41:56,760 --> 00:42:02,120
Speaker 3: I don't know what it is out there out in California,

632
00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:07,320
Speaker 3: but it's just different. It's structurally different.

633
00:42:08,120 --> 00:42:09,359
Speaker 2: Where did you grow up.

634
00:42:10,680 --> 00:42:14,759
Speaker 3: I was in Los Angeles, Okay, in Lax.

635
00:42:15,600 --> 00:42:18,480
Speaker 2: How do you think Los Angeles has changed in the

636
00:42:19,600 --> 00:42:21,439
Speaker 2: Have you been there? But have you been back there since?

637
00:42:22,719 --> 00:42:27,600
Speaker 3: No? No, I wouldn't want to go back there, to

638
00:42:27,640 --> 00:42:32,520
Speaker 3: be honest, I wouldn't want to go back there because

639
00:42:32,520 --> 00:42:34,719
Speaker 3: I just didn't feel like it was a place i'd

640
00:42:34,719 --> 00:42:36,280
Speaker 3: ever want to be again.

641
00:42:37,120 --> 00:42:38,880
Speaker 2: Okay, didn't feel it.

642
00:42:39,160 --> 00:42:45,360
Speaker 3: Just couldn't get any warmth out of the general feeling there.

643
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:50,480
Speaker 3: And the other thing that's really sad about California is

644
00:42:51,600 --> 00:42:56,000
Speaker 3: I drove down many different streets while I was there.

645
00:42:56,160 --> 00:42:59,600
Speaker 3: I was in the inner city of LA and it

646
00:42:59,760 --> 00:43:02,920
Speaker 3: really broke my heart to see how many. I know

647
00:43:03,000 --> 00:43:08,440
Speaker 3: there's homeless people everywhere, but in California, there were so

648
00:43:08,640 --> 00:43:12,800
Speaker 3: many that I saw, yeah, that it made me sad.

649
00:43:13,520 --> 00:43:18,799
Speaker 3: I mean, it just seemed like a bigger population. I mean,

650
00:43:18,880 --> 00:43:22,400
Speaker 3: I know it's in every state and I recognize that,

651
00:43:23,320 --> 00:43:29,520
Speaker 3: but in California it was really prominent and that it's

652
00:43:29,560 --> 00:43:34,760
Speaker 3: a sad, sad state of affairs that were we're all

653
00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:37,279
Speaker 3: here and we're not taking care of each other.

654
00:43:39,719 --> 00:43:41,080
Speaker 2: Can I ask what part of the country you live

655
00:43:41,120 --> 00:43:41,439
Speaker 2: in now?

656
00:43:44,080 --> 00:43:48,399
Speaker 3: Yeah, I live in the Northeast. I live in I

657
00:43:48,480 --> 00:43:51,120
Speaker 3: live in Buffalo Bill Country.

658
00:43:51,120 --> 00:43:54,799
Speaker 2: How about that Buffalo Bill Country. That's the guy that

659
00:43:55,040 --> 00:43:56,399
Speaker 2: killed people and ate them right?

660
00:43:57,760 --> 00:44:01,600
Speaker 3: No, no, no, no, no Buffalo Bills as in the football team.

661
00:44:02,200 --> 00:44:04,959
Speaker 2: Oh okay, it's a different guy I live.

662
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:10,759
Speaker 3: I live. Yeah, I live upstate New York near not

663
00:44:10,920 --> 00:44:12,800
Speaker 3: too far from Niagara Falls.

664
00:44:13,360 --> 00:44:15,719
Speaker 2: So tell me this, Grandma. I want I would like

665
00:44:15,840 --> 00:44:20,279
Speaker 2: to know what is I mean? Look, you say that

666
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:22,759
Speaker 2: you don't have enough time and energy and whatnot, Like,

667
00:44:22,800 --> 00:44:26,920
Speaker 2: what's preventing you from from taking your trips that you

668
00:44:26,960 --> 00:44:27,480
Speaker 2: want to take?

669
00:44:28,719 --> 00:44:34,000
Speaker 3: Oh? I have I After I retired, I found out

670
00:44:34,040 --> 00:44:39,120
Speaker 3: I have spinal stenosis in my back, so I'm missing

671
00:44:39,400 --> 00:44:43,440
Speaker 3: missing part of a disc in my back, so I

672
00:44:43,480 --> 00:44:47,480
Speaker 3: can't stand for long periods. And it's made it a

673
00:44:47,560 --> 00:44:51,440
Speaker 3: little more restrictive of what what I can and can't do.

674
00:44:52,320 --> 00:44:53,120
Speaker 2: Mm hmmmm.

675
00:44:54,080 --> 00:44:59,359
Speaker 3: I don't want to have surgery on my back mm hmmmmm.

676
00:45:00,120 --> 00:45:04,040
Speaker 3: So that kind of limits me more so of taking

677
00:45:04,080 --> 00:45:06,680
Speaker 3: the trip i'd like the trips I'd like to take,

678
00:45:07,360 --> 00:45:10,160
Speaker 3: and finances. I got to be honest with you. When

679
00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 3: I was working, I made great money. But when you retire,

680
00:45:15,080 --> 00:45:20,759
Speaker 3: it's not the same. It is that, you know. I

681
00:45:20,840 --> 00:45:23,680
Speaker 3: got to be honest. Medicare all this stuff they pump

682
00:45:23,800 --> 00:45:27,800
Speaker 3: up that they say social Security and your pensions and

683
00:45:27,920 --> 00:45:32,400
Speaker 3: this and that not they not what they leave you.

684
00:45:34,480 --> 00:45:40,440
Speaker 3: Especially when you've worked forty three years. Your income, unless

685
00:45:40,480 --> 00:45:47,720
Speaker 3: you continue to work into your seventies or whatever, your

686
00:45:47,800 --> 00:45:51,160
Speaker 3: income comes down when you stop working.

687
00:45:52,480 --> 00:45:56,600
Speaker 2: So let me ask you a question here. I know

688
00:45:56,680 --> 00:46:01,960
Speaker 2: that there are obvious con to being retired and to

689
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:04,239
Speaker 2: being at you know, the stage that you're at in

690
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:07,760
Speaker 2: life of you know, less money is coming in your

691
00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:09,840
Speaker 2: your You know your body doesn't work the way I

692
00:46:09,960 --> 00:46:15,480
Speaker 2: used to. But I want to know what is like

693
00:46:15,719 --> 00:46:21,320
Speaker 2: your life today as it is. What is better about

694
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:24,560
Speaker 2: your life right now than your life in the past.

695
00:46:26,000 --> 00:46:29,520
Speaker 3: Oh, I'm happier. I can't tell me what content.

696
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:32,960
Speaker 2: Pardon I said to tell me why.

697
00:46:34,400 --> 00:46:41,920
Speaker 3: I'm happier. I'm more content. I don't have to be

698
00:46:42,560 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 3: I don't have to get up to the alarm at

699
00:46:45,160 --> 00:46:51,000
Speaker 3: five thirty am and get dressed up and run right

700
00:46:51,040 --> 00:46:53,560
Speaker 3: out the door with a cup of coffee and go

701
00:46:53,640 --> 00:46:58,240
Speaker 3: into an office and deal with stress all day long.

702
00:46:59,320 --> 00:47:02,279
Speaker 3: And then I'm home and have a home to deal

703
00:47:02,360 --> 00:47:09,000
Speaker 3: with and everything like that. It's it's less stressful to

704
00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:13,319
Speaker 3: be retired. And I can sleep till noon if the

705
00:47:13,360 --> 00:47:18,319
Speaker 3: mood strikes me. If I want to stay up till

706
00:47:18,440 --> 00:47:21,360
Speaker 3: three o'clock in the morning and watch movies, I can.

707
00:47:24,239 --> 00:47:28,560
Speaker 3: My time is my time now. I'm not constraint to

708
00:47:28,719 --> 00:47:37,400
Speaker 3: somebody else's demands. The kids are grown. Thank goodness. The

709
00:47:37,480 --> 00:47:42,160
Speaker 3: kids are grown. They don't live with me, you know.

710
00:47:42,320 --> 00:47:46,080
Speaker 3: The kids are doing their own thing. Even having the

711
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:49,759
Speaker 3: granddaughter here is good. I like having the granddaughter here.

712
00:47:50,080 --> 00:47:51,040
Speaker 3: She keeps me young.

713
00:47:52,440 --> 00:47:52,759
Speaker 2: How so.

714
00:47:54,400 --> 00:47:58,319
Speaker 3: How she's cracking up sitting across for me? What did

715
00:47:58,440 --> 00:48:02,279
Speaker 3: I'm talking to the therapy get go? I said, I'm

716
00:48:02,320 --> 00:48:06,840
Speaker 3: calling them. I'm gonna call him. She's like, really, Grammy,

717
00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:09,360
Speaker 3: you're gonna go? I said, you know me, we always

718
00:48:09,440 --> 00:48:12,640
Speaker 3: do fun things. Her and I do fun things together.

719
00:48:13,640 --> 00:48:15,600
Speaker 3: See it's fun because she's twenty one.

720
00:48:16,400 --> 00:48:25,359
Speaker 2: Mm hmm. Are you having fun? I call right now? Yes, yes, okay, cool?

721
00:48:25,520 --> 00:48:30,800
Speaker 3: This fun? Yes? And I think you give really great advice.

722
00:48:30,920 --> 00:48:31,640
Speaker 3: By the way.

723
00:48:32,040 --> 00:48:33,880
Speaker 2: Oh, thanks, man, I appreciate that.

724
00:48:35,160 --> 00:48:40,320
Speaker 3: I'm a psychology minor. My bachelors was a psychology minor.

725
00:48:42,600 --> 00:48:45,839
Speaker 2: What kinds of fun things do you and your granddaughter

726
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:46,440
Speaker 2: do together?

727
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:48,560
Speaker 5: Oh?

728
00:48:48,760 --> 00:48:52,440
Speaker 3: We love going to the grocery store, buying good food

729
00:48:52,480 --> 00:48:58,120
Speaker 3: that we want. We go watching watching you. You were

730
00:48:58,160 --> 00:49:01,480
Speaker 3: on live, she'd, let's we know when you're on live, Rory.

731
00:49:01,520 --> 00:49:04,759
Speaker 3: I put it on my computer. My computer tells me

732
00:49:04,920 --> 00:49:09,799
Speaker 3: when you're on live watching you. We go. We went

733
00:49:10,040 --> 00:49:16,200
Speaker 3: shopping at Christmas. We bought matching pjs for Christmas, so

734
00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:25,840
Speaker 3: we go bargain bargain shopping. We like doing that. She

735
00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:30,320
Speaker 3: helps me around the house. We just do fun stuff.

736
00:49:30,360 --> 00:49:35,279
Speaker 3: We watched movies, funny movies together. She's teaching me all

737
00:49:35,320 --> 00:49:36,719
Speaker 3: about the new generation.

738
00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:39,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, what are you learning about the new generation?

739
00:49:41,000 --> 00:49:41,200
Speaker 5: Oh?

740
00:49:41,360 --> 00:49:45,280
Speaker 2: A lot? Tell me the most. Tell me the most

741
00:49:45,560 --> 00:49:48,759
Speaker 2: interesting thing, the.

742
00:49:48,800 --> 00:49:54,160
Speaker 3: Most interesting thing. That there's some stuff and I'm going

743
00:49:54,239 --> 00:50:01,000
Speaker 3: to pronounce it wrong. I know. I am asha wire ayahuasca.

744
00:50:02,040 --> 00:50:03,280
Speaker 2: Yes, ayahuasca.

745
00:50:04,680 --> 00:50:10,520
Speaker 3: Yes, I just learned all about that. Terry.

746
00:50:11,440 --> 00:50:11,840
Speaker 5: Huh.

747
00:50:11,880 --> 00:50:14,520
Speaker 3: I think I think it's interesting.

748
00:50:15,239 --> 00:50:17,879
Speaker 2: Okay, is that something you would ever say, you would

749
00:50:17,880 --> 00:50:19,120
Speaker 2: ever do ayahuasca.

750
00:50:20,560 --> 00:50:22,880
Speaker 3: I don't know if I could at my age, I

751
00:50:22,920 --> 00:50:25,840
Speaker 3: don't know. I'm on medications and stuff, so I don't know.

752
00:50:25,880 --> 00:50:29,600
Speaker 3: If I could, I would do it. I would love

753
00:50:29,680 --> 00:50:32,680
Speaker 3: to see what what would see the inside of my soul.

754
00:50:33,400 --> 00:50:36,480
Speaker 3: I would love to know what's there. I would love

755
00:50:36,560 --> 00:50:38,240
Speaker 3: to do that absolutely.

756
00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:39,440
Speaker 2: Okay.

757
00:50:39,719 --> 00:50:43,120
Speaker 3: I think that. You know, so she we watched stuff,

758
00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 3: and she's got me watching movies I never thought i'd

759
00:50:47,320 --> 00:50:51,120
Speaker 3: watched before, but I watch them and I go, I

760
00:50:51,320 --> 00:50:54,440
Speaker 3: like that that was a good movie. I mean, I

761
00:50:54,520 --> 00:50:59,520
Speaker 3: watch Euphoria, I watched all different stuff.

762
00:51:00,760 --> 00:51:05,000
Speaker 2: M Okay. So from what you've learned about the new generation,

763
00:51:06,400 --> 00:51:10,759
Speaker 2: what is what is your take? Do you think that

764
00:51:12,360 --> 00:51:14,640
Speaker 2: do you think society is gonna be okay in the

765
00:51:14,680 --> 00:51:15,920
Speaker 2: hands of the new generation?

766
00:51:19,080 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 3: Why? That's a good question. Excuse me. I think I

767
00:51:25,360 --> 00:51:30,719
Speaker 3: don't know if it's gonna be okay. I think I

768
00:51:30,760 --> 00:51:33,840
Speaker 3: think they've got a lot of struggles in front of them.

769
00:51:34,200 --> 00:51:37,560
Speaker 3: I don't think it's about the generation. I think it's

770
00:51:38,120 --> 00:51:43,440
Speaker 3: the sad part is people like me, for instance, what

771
00:51:43,600 --> 00:51:48,160
Speaker 3: I'm giving them to deal with. I think that the

772
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:54,640
Speaker 3: the environment, our earth, our planet is global warming is

773
00:51:54,680 --> 00:51:57,520
Speaker 3: something that's going to be very traumatic for them to

774
00:51:57,600 --> 00:52:03,719
Speaker 3: deal with. I don't think our economic status is going

775
00:52:03,800 --> 00:52:08,160
Speaker 3: to make it easy for them. Our younger generation also

776
00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:12,520
Speaker 3: is having a tough time figuring out. They see their

777
00:52:12,640 --> 00:52:15,760
Speaker 3: parents and grandparents like me, they know what they don't

778
00:52:15,800 --> 00:52:20,400
Speaker 3: want to do by seeing what we've done, how we've

779
00:52:20,480 --> 00:52:24,840
Speaker 3: worked and worked and worked. I think we've put a

780
00:52:24,880 --> 00:52:30,279
Speaker 3: lot of obstacles in front of them. So do I

781
00:52:30,320 --> 00:52:33,520
Speaker 3: think they can handle them? Yeah, I think they'll be

782
00:52:33,560 --> 00:52:35,920
Speaker 3: able to handle them, but it won't be easy.

783
00:52:36,840 --> 00:52:37,160
Speaker 5: M M.

784
00:52:40,520 --> 00:52:44,120
Speaker 3: What do you think do you think our younger generations ready?

785
00:52:48,000 --> 00:52:52,920
Speaker 2: Yeah? I don't know. I don't know because we have

786
00:52:53,000 --> 00:52:55,279
Speaker 2: a lot of things that are so new. When you

787
00:52:55,320 --> 00:52:58,719
Speaker 2: look at the timeline of all of human existence, the

788
00:52:58,760 --> 00:53:01,400
Speaker 2: amount of time that you know, phones and computers and

789
00:53:01,440 --> 00:53:05,960
Speaker 2: the Internet which are so dominant. Yes, and you know

790
00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:08,759
Speaker 2: we've grown up with them. They've only been around for

791
00:53:09,040 --> 00:53:14,840
Speaker 2: about point zero zero zero. I could go on and

792
00:53:14,880 --> 00:53:16,600
Speaker 2: say thousands of zeros.

793
00:53:17,880 --> 00:53:19,920
Speaker 3: Well, you know the funny part is I went to

794
00:53:20,000 --> 00:53:24,600
Speaker 3: school for computers. That's my first degree. I'm a computer programmer.

795
00:53:25,280 --> 00:53:28,000
Speaker 3: I was then on the bottom line and when computers

796
00:53:28,160 --> 00:53:32,280
Speaker 3: were the big IBM machines.

797
00:53:32,360 --> 00:53:34,759
Speaker 2: And they've they've changed. Now they've changed. There's a lot

798
00:53:34,800 --> 00:53:36,840
Speaker 2: of you can do anything on the computer right now.

799
00:53:37,400 --> 00:53:42,440
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I have kids. Ye, I do everything. I

800
00:53:42,520 --> 00:53:45,759
Speaker 3: literally have a big screen computer in front of me.

801
00:53:46,040 --> 00:53:50,759
Speaker 3: I have my phone with I'm I'm total tech. I'm

802
00:53:50,960 --> 00:53:52,560
Speaker 3: I'm a pretty hip grammar.

803
00:53:53,360 --> 00:53:55,759
Speaker 2: I think you're a pretty hip grandma too. I would

804
00:53:55,760 --> 00:54:00,400
Speaker 2: agree with that sentiment. I appreciate that you're doing your best.

805
00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:05,279
Speaker 2: I like that you've been able to connect with your granddaughter.

806
00:54:05,440 --> 00:54:09,000
Speaker 2: I think that that's very nice and that you've you know,

807
00:54:09,120 --> 00:54:14,399
Speaker 2: made this to you know, sort of understand what's going

808
00:54:14,440 --> 00:54:17,520
Speaker 2: on with the younger generation instead of just you know,

809
00:54:17,600 --> 00:54:21,520
Speaker 2: holding to whatever you kind of have been into your

810
00:54:21,560 --> 00:54:23,040
Speaker 2: whole life. And I think that's a.

811
00:54:25,440 --> 00:54:28,560
Speaker 3: Yeah. They have different values than we did, which is

812
00:54:28,960 --> 00:54:32,880
Speaker 3: to me, is a good thing. They don't value money

813
00:54:33,000 --> 00:54:36,520
Speaker 3: like we did when I was growing up or when

814
00:54:36,560 --> 00:54:38,959
Speaker 3: I was out there working, that was the big thing.

815
00:54:39,040 --> 00:54:42,440
Speaker 3: Who hid the biggest pool, Who hid the biggest house?

816
00:54:43,760 --> 00:54:48,040
Speaker 3: This new generation, God bless them, they don't they that's

817
00:54:48,120 --> 00:54:49,600
Speaker 3: not what it's about for them.

818
00:54:50,360 --> 00:54:51,280
Speaker 2: What do you think it's about.

819
00:54:52,800 --> 00:54:56,680
Speaker 3: I think it's about just living their lives, enjoying life.

820
00:54:57,640 --> 00:55:02,560
Speaker 3: They see more, they have more do more leisurely things.

821
00:55:03,200 --> 00:55:09,200
Speaker 3: They take more time out, They they're more humanitarian. I

822
00:55:09,200 --> 00:55:15,560
Speaker 3: think they're more involved in things that we weren't. We

823
00:55:15,560 --> 00:55:19,759
Speaker 3: were trash in our environment and they're worried about not

824
00:55:20,680 --> 00:55:26,000
Speaker 3: cleaning it up. I just I see a lot of

825
00:55:26,040 --> 00:55:28,280
Speaker 3: pluses in them.

826
00:55:28,400 --> 00:55:35,360
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. Lady Fawn, you said your name was Yep,

827
00:55:36,320 --> 00:55:39,200
Speaker 2: Lady Fawn, thank you so much for talking to us

828
00:55:39,239 --> 00:55:42,279
Speaker 2: about all of this stuff. I think, you know, I

829
00:55:42,280 --> 00:55:44,839
Speaker 2: feel like we've learned a great deal and it was

830
00:55:44,920 --> 00:55:49,160
Speaker 2: it was exciting to hear from you. And again, I

831
00:55:49,200 --> 00:55:52,640
Speaker 2: appreciate the effort that you're making to continue to be

832
00:55:52,760 --> 00:55:56,040
Speaker 2: in touch with the world around you. And you know,

833
00:55:56,160 --> 00:56:00,279
Speaker 2: by doing so, you're bonding closer to your Grandda, And

834
00:56:00,520 --> 00:56:01,800
Speaker 2: I think, oh, that's awesome.

835
00:56:03,160 --> 00:56:06,799
Speaker 3: I thank you. And you know something, one thing I

836
00:56:06,840 --> 00:56:09,520
Speaker 3: do want to say. We're waiting for your schedule to

837
00:56:09,600 --> 00:56:13,560
Speaker 3: come out to see where you're going to be, because

838
00:56:13,560 --> 00:56:15,480
Speaker 3: we want to come see you in person.

839
00:56:16,040 --> 00:56:18,440
Speaker 2: Oh my goodness, where where would you come see me?

840
00:56:18,480 --> 00:56:19,920
Speaker 2: I mean you said you live in upstate New York.

841
00:56:19,960 --> 00:56:21,439
Speaker 2: I'll be in Philly and I'll be in New York.

842
00:56:22,760 --> 00:56:25,439
Speaker 3: Yeah, So I mean I'll drive either one I got.

843
00:56:25,880 --> 00:56:29,800
Speaker 3: I got the nice vehicle. That's one thing about the

844
00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:34,640
Speaker 3: Fond Lady, Fond Lady is the newest cadgets iner car

845
00:56:35,680 --> 00:56:38,960
Speaker 3: with you to the computer and it'll tell me how

846
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:39,640
Speaker 3: to get there.

847
00:56:40,400 --> 00:56:41,960
Speaker 2: Now, if you come to the show, will you come

848
00:56:42,000 --> 00:56:43,040
Speaker 2: on stage and talk?

849
00:56:44,480 --> 00:56:46,840
Speaker 3: Sure, absolutely, I'd love to.

850
00:56:47,520 --> 00:56:51,400
Speaker 2: All Right, it's see, it's it's in, it's in the calendar.

851
00:56:51,480 --> 00:56:56,720
Speaker 2: We're doing it. Yes, of course. I'm sure your hopefully

852
00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:59,359
Speaker 2: your granddaughter follows me on the computer and will tell

853
00:56:59,360 --> 00:56:59,880
Speaker 2: you when I am.

854
00:57:00,080 --> 00:57:04,319
Speaker 3: And she's right, yep, she's on there right now. She's

855
00:57:04,320 --> 00:57:05,360
Speaker 3: recording this.

856
00:57:05,840 --> 00:57:10,760
Speaker 2: Perfect perfect Well, lady Lady Fawn, is there anything else

857
00:57:10,800 --> 00:57:13,200
Speaker 2: that you want to say to the people of the

858
00:57:13,239 --> 00:57:14,440
Speaker 2: computer before we go?

859
00:57:15,920 --> 00:57:21,200
Speaker 3: Yeah, they're they're they're funny. I love the chats. I

860
00:57:21,240 --> 00:57:26,040
Speaker 3: think people have great things to say. I think that

861
00:57:26,280 --> 00:57:31,600
Speaker 3: your audience is outstanding. I think they really give give

862
00:57:31,960 --> 00:57:36,200
Speaker 3: good input, and I think you do an excellent job

863
00:57:36,280 --> 00:57:40,880
Speaker 3: and in talking to the people on this on the

864
00:57:41,040 --> 00:57:44,640
Speaker 3: screen at the same time that you're taking the phone call.

865
00:57:45,840 --> 00:57:49,200
Speaker 2: Well, thank you very much, Lady Fawn. I I appreciate

866
00:57:49,240 --> 00:57:52,240
Speaker 2: you saying that, and uh, I appreciate you sharing with

867
00:57:52,360 --> 00:57:55,040
Speaker 2: us and Uh, I'll see you on the road soon.

868
00:57:55,120 --> 00:57:55,880
Speaker 2: I'm excited to.

869
00:57:56,160 --> 00:57:57,000
Speaker 4: Talk to you.

870
00:57:56,720 --> 00:58:01,680
Speaker 3: You will, Okay, you have I know you're tired. You

871
00:58:02,280 --> 00:58:05,800
Speaker 3: the last time I watched you, you fell asleep, actually

872
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:07,720
Speaker 3: in your chair. You were so tired.

873
00:58:08,120 --> 00:58:10,280
Speaker 2: I did, I did. I've been very tired lately. I

874
00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:12,760
Speaker 2: got to eat better food and sleep more.

875
00:58:14,400 --> 00:58:18,439
Speaker 3: I changed my diet. I changed my diet around. Yep.

876
00:58:19,240 --> 00:58:22,320
Speaker 3: It's a big impact on what you eat. And my

877
00:58:22,400 --> 00:58:23,600
Speaker 3: granddaughter's big on that.

878
00:58:24,600 --> 00:58:25,600
Speaker 2: Okay, I'll take it from me.

879
00:58:25,800 --> 00:58:28,320
Speaker 3: She won't sit on a cake. Yeah, she won't sit

880
00:58:28,400 --> 00:58:29,320
Speaker 3: on a cake again.

881
00:58:32,160 --> 00:58:34,680
Speaker 2: All Right, lady faun. I appreciate you very much, and

882
00:58:35,160 --> 00:58:36,280
Speaker 2: have a good rest of the night.

883
00:58:37,800 --> 00:58:40,200
Speaker 3: You too. Take care. We'll see you soon.

884
00:58:40,800 --> 00:58:42,960
Speaker 2: Take care, okay.

885
00:58:43,120 --> 00:58:44,960
Speaker 3: Bye.

886
00:58:47,400 --> 00:58:51,600
Speaker 2: Well that was nice. That was nice. I met what

887
00:58:51,680 --> 00:58:55,920
Speaker 2: I said. I probably appreciate that she's, you know, taking

888
00:58:56,080 --> 00:59:02,200
Speaker 2: the time to see what's going on on. I hope

889
00:59:02,240 --> 00:59:07,320
Speaker 2: I'm doing that when I'm when I'm older, I'm seeing

890
00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:10,800
Speaker 2: what everyone else is into and talking to the younger

891
00:59:10,800 --> 00:59:15,040
Speaker 2: generation to figure out what's on their minds. It really

892
00:59:15,120 --> 00:59:17,800
Speaker 2: kind of got to me when she mentioned the whole

893
00:59:17,800 --> 00:59:21,880
Speaker 2: thing about her back. You know, it made me think

894
00:59:21,920 --> 00:59:27,800
Speaker 2: about there's just not a lot of time. You know,

895
00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:31,600
Speaker 2: there's just not a lot of time to do the

896
00:59:31,640 --> 00:59:34,680
Speaker 2: things that you want to do. So listen. I guess

897
00:59:34,920 --> 00:59:38,240
Speaker 2: what I would like from this. You know, if you're

898
00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:42,080
Speaker 2: listening to this right now and you liked what she

899
00:59:42,200 --> 00:59:45,720
Speaker 2: had to say, is if there's something you want to

900
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:49,520
Speaker 2: do and you feel like if your body didn't work,

901
00:59:49,600 --> 00:59:54,800
Speaker 2: you couldn't do it, understand that you don't have time,

902
00:59:56,520 --> 01:00:04,720
Speaker 2: all right, You don't. Your death is imminent, the destruction

903
01:00:04,960 --> 01:00:12,120
Speaker 2: of your body is imminent. And imagine, you know, living

904
01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:17,680
Speaker 2: in such a situation where your mind is willing but

905
01:00:17,760 --> 01:00:22,880
Speaker 2: your body is unable. If you're fortunate enough to be

906
01:00:23,040 --> 01:00:26,240
Speaker 2: physically able right now and you want to go do something,

907
01:00:26,360 --> 01:00:29,040
Speaker 2: just go do it. What the fuck are you waiting for?

908
01:00:30,120 --> 01:00:32,000
Speaker 2: What the fuck am I waiting for? Every time I

909
01:00:32,040 --> 01:00:35,360
Speaker 2: talk to this motivational bullshit, I flip it. I try

910
01:00:35,360 --> 01:00:36,880
Speaker 2: to flip it back on myself. I'm like, what do

911
01:00:36,960 --> 01:00:39,600
Speaker 2: I what do I really want to do? I don't know.

912
01:00:39,680 --> 01:00:42,280
Speaker 2: I'm fortunate, I really am. I'm really fortunate. I got

913
01:00:42,280 --> 01:00:44,360
Speaker 2: to do a lot of the shit I wanted to do.

914
01:00:44,400 --> 01:00:47,160
Speaker 2: It's s's I was thinking of this, you know it

915
01:00:47,280 --> 01:00:49,600
Speaker 2: was go to Japan, and then I did that, and

916
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:52,000
Speaker 2: now what I really want to do is sit at

917
01:00:52,000 --> 01:00:57,160
Speaker 2: home and edit stuff and eat food. I don't know.

918
01:00:57,240 --> 01:00:59,360
Speaker 2: I feel like if I died tomorrow, if they told

919
01:00:59,440 --> 01:01:01,520
Speaker 2: me that I couldn't move tomorrow, I'd be like, well,

920
01:01:02,840 --> 01:01:05,680
Speaker 2: all right, we did plenty of good stuff, but what

921
01:01:05,800 --> 01:01:07,960
Speaker 2: more do I want to do. I gotta think about that.

922
01:01:09,160 --> 01:01:12,880
Speaker 2: I'm gonna go think about that. I'm gonna go think

923
01:01:12,880 --> 01:01:13,320
Speaker 2: about that.

924
01:01:13,880 --> 01:01:17,360
Speaker 5: The Repyn goes on the line making your phone calls

925
01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:18,000
Speaker 5: every night.

926
01:01:18,400 --> 01:01:20,200
Speaker 2: The Repacon goes to any night.

927
01:01:20,360 --> 01:01:23,040
Speaker 3: He's teaching you cloud in the mind of your life.

928
01:01:22,920 --> 01:01:24,120
Speaker 4: But he's not ready.

929
01:01:24,320 --> 01:01:25,880
Speaker 2: An expert