1 00:00:02,279 --> 00:00:06,280 Speaker 1: Maybe a fan, y'all. I am. I'm recording a very 2 00:00:06,519 --> 00:00:11,880 Speaker 1: long time coming episode of the show with an incredible 3 00:00:11,960 --> 00:00:16,919 Speaker 1: phenom that I have had a professional crush on for. 4 00:00:17,200 --> 00:00:19,600 Speaker 1: I don't know how many days exactly has it been 5 00:00:19,640 --> 00:00:22,640 Speaker 1: since we met, like three hundred and seventy four it 6 00:00:22,680 --> 00:00:26,080 Speaker 1: was last year, and yeah, I've just been like in 7 00:00:26,120 --> 00:00:31,560 Speaker 1: love and have felt like I felt like everyone felt 8 00:00:31,600 --> 00:00:33,440 Speaker 1: the summer that Barbie came out and it was like, 9 00:00:33,479 --> 00:00:35,360 Speaker 1: there's a Barbie for everyone. And I just feel like 10 00:00:36,320 --> 00:00:38,680 Speaker 1: this woman who you're going to meet on the show 11 00:00:39,120 --> 00:00:41,120 Speaker 1: is like my Barbie. She's like the Barbie that I 12 00:00:41,200 --> 00:00:44,960 Speaker 1: want to be. And has anyone ever called you that? No, 13 00:00:45,280 --> 00:00:50,040 Speaker 1: it's so I just made it up just now. 14 00:00:50,800 --> 00:00:53,520 Speaker 2: I am so excited to introduce y'all be a fan 15 00:00:53,640 --> 00:00:54,520 Speaker 2: to my guest today. 16 00:00:54,560 --> 00:00:58,240 Speaker 1: Her name is Canoah Green. She is the incredible founder 17 00:00:58,920 --> 00:01:05,160 Speaker 1: of a plus sized, yes, plus size adventure community. But 18 00:01:05,240 --> 00:01:07,440 Speaker 1: I do want to introduce her to you guys and 19 00:01:07,959 --> 00:01:11,600 Speaker 1: just say that if this is the face of what 20 00:01:11,760 --> 00:01:15,360 Speaker 1: adventure and travel looks like, there ain't nothing we can't do. 21 00:01:15,920 --> 00:01:19,319 Speaker 1: There is nothing we can't do. Ba vam, So welcome 22 00:01:19,440 --> 00:01:22,360 Speaker 1: Cunoah to the broad Ambission podcast. 23 00:01:22,560 --> 00:01:25,200 Speaker 3: Thank you for having me. I am so excited and 24 00:01:25,280 --> 00:01:26,760 Speaker 3: honestly a Barbie reference. 25 00:01:28,040 --> 00:01:30,800 Speaker 1: What would you call yourself? I feel like plus size 26 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:33,680 Speaker 1: is so like you know it is, It's useful. It 27 00:01:34,000 --> 00:01:35,399 Speaker 1: was a title foisted upon us. 28 00:01:35,480 --> 00:01:38,840 Speaker 2: I feel like ever since I was eight years old 29 00:01:38,920 --> 00:01:40,760 Speaker 2: shopping in a whole different section of sears. 30 00:01:40,920 --> 00:01:45,800 Speaker 3: I think when first was creating this, I didn't have 31 00:01:45,840 --> 00:01:49,120 Speaker 3: plus size as part of it, But the issue was 32 00:01:49,760 --> 00:01:52,040 Speaker 3: the people that it's there for. They wouldn't be able 33 00:01:52,040 --> 00:01:53,960 Speaker 3: to find it. You know what I'm saying, Like I 34 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:57,280 Speaker 3: consciously wanted to make sure that you knew it was 35 00:01:57,320 --> 00:02:04,480 Speaker 3: for you. Is a destination adventure travel company specifically for 36 00:02:04,560 --> 00:02:07,760 Speaker 3: the plus sized community. So the idea that you know, 37 00:02:07,840 --> 00:02:11,080 Speaker 3: as a straight sized person, you know, we're thinking size 38 00:02:11,120 --> 00:02:14,760 Speaker 3: twelve and under, that you can go out into any 39 00:02:15,200 --> 00:02:19,440 Speaker 3: outdoor adventure space, whether that be surfing, skiing, paddleboarding, and 40 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:23,600 Speaker 3: you will have the gear, equipment, the resources, instructors to 41 00:02:23,639 --> 00:02:24,960 Speaker 3: be able to do that thing right. 42 00:02:25,040 --> 00:02:25,079 Speaker 2: You. 43 00:02:25,400 --> 00:02:27,440 Speaker 3: You may obviously be new to it and need to 44 00:02:27,480 --> 00:02:29,840 Speaker 3: gain skill set, but you could essentially go into that 45 00:02:29,880 --> 00:02:32,960 Speaker 3: space and do it. For those who are size fourteen above, 46 00:02:33,080 --> 00:02:35,880 Speaker 3: there is a huge disconnect and that we don't have 47 00:02:36,000 --> 00:02:40,840 Speaker 3: the gear, equipment and resources. So something like skiing, you know, 48 00:02:41,200 --> 00:02:46,840 Speaker 3: snow gear, there is such a lack of sizing sizes 49 00:02:46,880 --> 00:02:50,280 Speaker 3: that could essentially fit someone like me who's a size 50 00:02:50,320 --> 00:02:53,560 Speaker 3: twenty twenty four. I learned how to ski last year. 51 00:02:54,160 --> 00:02:58,560 Speaker 3: Buying a ski suit that worked for me was tragic. 52 00:03:01,440 --> 00:03:02,480 Speaker 3: How is there. 53 00:03:04,000 --> 00:03:04,840 Speaker 1: What to do? 54 00:03:05,360 --> 00:03:07,760 Speaker 3: I ended up finding and when I tell you I've 55 00:03:07,760 --> 00:03:12,640 Speaker 3: tried on at least a couple dozen brands, yeah, out 56 00:03:12,639 --> 00:03:16,480 Speaker 3: of those, I may be found two that were okay. 57 00:03:16,720 --> 00:03:19,040 Speaker 3: I ended up using just two brands to go skiing with. 58 00:03:19,120 --> 00:03:21,200 Speaker 3: And that's all I had. When we think of what 59 00:03:21,400 --> 00:03:23,320 Speaker 3: suits if you wanted to be a scuba diver, if 60 00:03:23,360 --> 00:03:26,239 Speaker 3: you live in cold water places and you want to 61 00:03:26,280 --> 00:03:29,960 Speaker 3: serve for paddle border kayak, there are no plus size 62 00:03:30,000 --> 00:03:33,720 Speaker 3: wetsuits readily available for us. So you know, we don't 63 00:03:33,760 --> 00:03:36,200 Speaker 3: have the conveniences of just saying, hey, I want to 64 00:03:36,200 --> 00:03:38,400 Speaker 3: try this new thing and getting out there and doing it. 65 00:03:39,240 --> 00:03:42,640 Speaker 3: We're really left at a disadvantage, and so Nakoa is 66 00:03:42,640 --> 00:03:45,200 Speaker 3: there to bridge the gap so that we can get 67 00:03:45,200 --> 00:03:47,680 Speaker 3: out there and do those things. I think it's great 68 00:03:47,760 --> 00:03:50,440 Speaker 3: that we inspire. That's what I've done through my platform 69 00:03:50,600 --> 00:03:54,320 Speaker 3: is me Canoah Green, you know, being representation, but it 70 00:03:54,320 --> 00:03:57,760 Speaker 3: didn't help anyone actually have the resources to do those things. 71 00:03:57,760 --> 00:04:00,760 Speaker 3: So that's what Nicoa does, you know, Hiking in Switzerland, 72 00:04:00,840 --> 00:04:04,560 Speaker 3: surfing in Costa Rica. It's really opening up the world 73 00:04:04,600 --> 00:04:07,000 Speaker 3: for us to get out there and live our best lives. 74 00:04:08,240 --> 00:04:11,320 Speaker 1: So tell me exactly as a plus sized person myself 75 00:04:11,360 --> 00:04:13,560 Speaker 1: and I have been at every I have been straight 76 00:04:13,640 --> 00:04:17,400 Speaker 1: sized and plus and the whole Oprah roller coaster, like 77 00:04:17,480 --> 00:04:23,960 Speaker 1: I'm on it, okay and yeah, And for me, I 78 00:04:24,000 --> 00:04:27,040 Speaker 1: remember being even size twelve and I think I was 79 00:04:27,040 --> 00:04:29,039 Speaker 1: a size twelve when I went skydiving for the first 80 00:04:29,120 --> 00:04:32,560 Speaker 1: time and worrying that I was going to be over 81 00:04:32,600 --> 00:04:34,600 Speaker 1: the weight limit to jump out of the plane and like, 82 00:04:34,920 --> 00:04:37,280 Speaker 1: and they give you these jumpsuits to wear, and I 83 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:39,800 Speaker 1: was like, are they gonna because everybody it's shaped differently, 84 00:04:39,800 --> 00:04:43,000 Speaker 1: even though you know, and numbers are not that important, 85 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:45,320 Speaker 1: but they but my body shape, it never seemed to 86 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:47,800 Speaker 1: fit in the in the suits because they were just 87 00:04:47,839 --> 00:04:50,520 Speaker 1: made for an up and down white guy. I'm sure, 88 00:04:51,240 --> 00:04:54,120 Speaker 1: And I've got hips and curves and oh my god, 89 00:04:54,160 --> 00:04:57,839 Speaker 1: I've never oh I have done ziplining, I've tried. I 90 00:04:57,880 --> 00:05:00,480 Speaker 1: have been adventurous in my life. I've done zip lining 91 00:05:00,480 --> 00:05:03,040 Speaker 1: and I've done I went cliff jumping in Brazil and 92 00:05:03,120 --> 00:05:06,920 Speaker 1: ziplining and Argentina and like all these different and I've 93 00:05:06,960 --> 00:05:10,760 Speaker 1: gone with groups of people who over indexed in being 94 00:05:10,800 --> 00:05:13,760 Speaker 1: white and seem to have gotten some kind of course 95 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:16,360 Speaker 1: and outdoor nature travel that I never got as a 96 00:05:16,360 --> 00:05:19,320 Speaker 1: black girl growing up in Georgia. And I was always 97 00:05:19,320 --> 00:05:23,920 Speaker 1: playing ketchup and I never felt comfortable in my body, 98 00:05:24,080 --> 00:05:28,080 Speaker 1: and it just in the trips were always designed by 99 00:05:28,200 --> 00:05:31,120 Speaker 1: them and for them, and I was always like, oh, 100 00:05:31,560 --> 00:05:33,680 Speaker 1: we needed to wear sneakers today, Like I just wear 101 00:05:33,800 --> 00:05:36,960 Speaker 1: my sandals. I don't even have like hiking boots, you know, 102 00:05:37,120 --> 00:05:39,840 Speaker 1: like those those sandals that everyone seems to know how 103 00:05:39,839 --> 00:05:42,520 Speaker 1: to wear in the wilderness. I don't know what those are. 104 00:05:43,640 --> 00:05:47,760 Speaker 1: So on your trips Canoa, are you promising me if 105 00:05:47,800 --> 00:05:50,360 Speaker 1: I go to one of your trips that you're going 106 00:05:50,440 --> 00:05:52,560 Speaker 1: to like stress test the hell out of it first 107 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:56,760 Speaker 1: and make sure that every situation is like we're capable 108 00:05:56,839 --> 00:05:59,760 Speaker 1: of doing it. There's no question are we gonna fit? 109 00:06:00,560 --> 00:06:03,800 Speaker 1: Is this for me? Is that what you're promising? Because 110 00:06:03,800 --> 00:06:04,120 Speaker 1: that is. 111 00:06:04,160 --> 00:06:08,039 Speaker 3: Yeah, absolutely gold. Yeah. I mean growing up, I was 112 00:06:08,080 --> 00:06:11,680 Speaker 3: always plus size, and I, unlike you, shied away from 113 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:15,200 Speaker 3: doing adventurous things because there was like the absolute terror 114 00:06:15,680 --> 00:06:19,000 Speaker 3: that I wouldn't fit and feel embarrassed amongst my friends, 115 00:06:19,520 --> 00:06:23,720 Speaker 3: that I would break something that, you know, the embarrassed 116 00:06:23,760 --> 00:06:26,320 Speaker 3: the thought of going to someplace and it doesn't fit 117 00:06:26,400 --> 00:06:29,839 Speaker 3: like that was so frightening for me that I never 118 00:06:29,880 --> 00:06:31,400 Speaker 3: even took the leak. I was like, you know what, 119 00:06:31,839 --> 00:06:33,320 Speaker 3: I'm not going to be embarrassed if I don't even 120 00:06:33,400 --> 00:06:36,719 Speaker 3: try the thing. And I felt like I spent so 121 00:06:36,920 --> 00:06:40,400 Speaker 3: much of my life just not allowing myself and giving 122 00:06:40,400 --> 00:06:42,960 Speaker 3: myself permission to try things, and I think that did 123 00:06:43,000 --> 00:06:46,080 Speaker 3: trickle through a lot of aspects of my life. And 124 00:06:46,200 --> 00:06:47,960 Speaker 3: so for me, I was like, you know, I'm just 125 00:06:48,000 --> 00:06:50,080 Speaker 3: going to put myself out there and do those things. 126 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:53,440 Speaker 3: And then when I realized, oh, I can't actually physically 127 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:56,000 Speaker 3: do those things regardless of my shape or size. There 128 00:06:56,040 --> 00:06:58,560 Speaker 3: might just be a lack of gear. How can I 129 00:06:58,760 --> 00:07:02,920 Speaker 3: work with instruction and vendors too so that I could 130 00:07:02,920 --> 00:07:07,400 Speaker 3: do this safely and confidently. Then once I figured that out, 131 00:07:07,400 --> 00:07:08,839 Speaker 3: I was like, Oh, I just now need to do 132 00:07:08,880 --> 00:07:12,640 Speaker 3: it for everyone else because I truly believe once I 133 00:07:12,720 --> 00:07:15,680 Speaker 3: gained confidence in my body and my ability to do 134 00:07:15,760 --> 00:07:17,920 Speaker 3: those really think those really hard things that I thought 135 00:07:17,960 --> 00:07:22,280 Speaker 3: were legitimately impossible, learning to serf, you know, at two 136 00:07:22,360 --> 00:07:25,679 Speaker 3: hundred and seventy two hundred and eighty pounds a size 137 00:07:25,800 --> 00:07:29,160 Speaker 3: twenty twenty two. And when I conquered that, I realized, 138 00:07:29,640 --> 00:07:32,240 Speaker 3: what else in my life am I not giving myself 139 00:07:32,280 --> 00:07:35,720 Speaker 3: permission to step into? It really did change the trajectory 140 00:07:35,800 --> 00:07:37,720 Speaker 3: for me in my career in the moves that I 141 00:07:37,800 --> 00:07:38,360 Speaker 3: was making there. 142 00:07:38,640 --> 00:07:42,440 Speaker 1: Wow, you know, isn't it wild sometimes to think about 143 00:07:43,160 --> 00:07:47,160 Speaker 1: how young, at least for me, how young I was 144 00:07:47,400 --> 00:07:49,640 Speaker 1: when I started to feel like my body was wrong, 145 00:07:50,840 --> 00:07:53,960 Speaker 1: you know. And I can think back to like being 146 00:07:54,040 --> 00:07:58,320 Speaker 1: in elementary school and we had like an adventure course 147 00:07:58,320 --> 00:08:01,520 Speaker 1: that we were doing, and like the instruction, we climbed 148 00:08:01,600 --> 00:08:04,440 Speaker 1: up this pole and it probably it felt like it 149 00:08:04,480 --> 00:08:06,440 Speaker 1: was fifty feet high. It was probably like twenty feet high, 150 00:08:06,440 --> 00:08:08,800 Speaker 1: I don't know, and we were supposed to hop down, 151 00:08:08,840 --> 00:08:12,120 Speaker 1: and we were harnessed in and like the instructors at 152 00:08:12,160 --> 00:08:14,840 Speaker 1: the other side, and he's like counterweighting the kids, and 153 00:08:15,440 --> 00:08:17,800 Speaker 1: I was just like, oh, there's no way I can't 154 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:20,080 Speaker 1: do it. I'm too big, this guy's gonna I probably 155 00:08:20,080 --> 00:08:23,080 Speaker 1: weigh more than this guy. And then like my eight 156 00:08:23,160 --> 00:08:26,840 Speaker 1: year old brain, it's just it. It makes me. It 157 00:08:26,880 --> 00:08:30,000 Speaker 1: makes me feel like like you were saying, this sense 158 00:08:30,080 --> 00:08:35,440 Speaker 1: of missed opportunities and like you know how incredible it 159 00:08:35,480 --> 00:08:38,360 Speaker 1: is and how we can take it for or people 160 00:08:38,360 --> 00:08:41,960 Speaker 1: can take it for granted, just like feeling comfortable in 161 00:08:42,040 --> 00:08:45,960 Speaker 1: a space. So everything that you stand for and everything 162 00:08:46,040 --> 00:08:49,880 Speaker 1: your business stands for is just it's I'm a little 163 00:08:49,920 --> 00:08:52,440 Speaker 1: like lost for words because it's just so magical. It's 164 00:08:52,520 --> 00:08:56,240 Speaker 1: just so incredible. But I shouldn't be lost for words. 165 00:08:56,280 --> 00:08:59,880 Speaker 1: I have more questions. I want to take me back, 166 00:09:00,160 --> 00:09:03,120 Speaker 1: because it's one thing to say, you know, I like 167 00:09:03,080 --> 00:09:04,920 Speaker 1: to teach myself how to surf. It's another thing to 168 00:09:04,960 --> 00:09:06,640 Speaker 1: be like and let's start a business. So take me 169 00:09:06,679 --> 00:09:09,920 Speaker 1: back to like, how did you where were you professionally 170 00:09:10,040 --> 00:09:12,280 Speaker 1: leading up to Nakoa being born? 171 00:09:13,160 --> 00:09:16,600 Speaker 3: Yeah, so I had left my corporate career in twenty fifteen. 172 00:09:16,760 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 3: I was a corporate recruiter. First started in New York 173 00:09:19,920 --> 00:09:24,319 Speaker 3: City in advertising, absolutely loved the dynamic of that industry, 174 00:09:24,800 --> 00:09:28,119 Speaker 3: and then was poached by Hawaiian Airlines to then relocate 175 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:30,240 Speaker 3: and do corporate care recruiting for them in Hawaii. So 176 00:09:30,280 --> 00:09:31,640 Speaker 3: I moved to Hawaii from New York. 177 00:09:32,240 --> 00:09:34,040 Speaker 1: And it was. 178 00:09:34,000 --> 00:09:37,000 Speaker 3: Through those four years in New York and in Hawaii 179 00:09:37,040 --> 00:09:40,960 Speaker 3: that I knew that the corporate space was not for me, 180 00:09:41,400 --> 00:09:44,200 Speaker 3: because for me, I wanted to have fun and I 181 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:47,440 Speaker 3: wanted to which I did have fun in advertising, I did, 182 00:09:47,800 --> 00:09:50,160 Speaker 3: but then I felt like I also wanted to have 183 00:09:50,559 --> 00:09:52,600 Speaker 3: I wanted to create wealth for myself, and I felt 184 00:09:52,640 --> 00:09:56,080 Speaker 3: like at that point, I was already giving sixty hour 185 00:09:56,120 --> 00:09:58,920 Speaker 3: weeks and I was thinking, if I'm going any higher 186 00:09:59,040 --> 00:10:01,760 Speaker 3: up the chain, I don't have more hours to get like, 187 00:10:01,840 --> 00:10:05,800 Speaker 3: how does that work out? Because the demand, the stress, 188 00:10:05,880 --> 00:10:07,720 Speaker 3: it gets higher as you move higher, and I was 189 00:10:07,800 --> 00:10:11,040 Speaker 3: already maxed at my stress. I was having anxiety. I 190 00:10:11,120 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 3: was again four years in, so very early, and I 191 00:10:13,800 --> 00:10:17,080 Speaker 3: was thinking, this is not for me. I don't know 192 00:10:17,120 --> 00:10:19,720 Speaker 3: what it is, but it's not this. So I ventured 193 00:10:19,720 --> 00:10:22,880 Speaker 3: out in twenty fifteen ended up cultivating this platform for 194 00:10:22,960 --> 00:10:27,640 Speaker 3: myself as Canoah Green, as a speaker, model, influencer, content 195 00:10:27,679 --> 00:10:30,800 Speaker 3: creator as we call them now, who knows what I 196 00:10:30,840 --> 00:10:31,720 Speaker 3: want to call tomorrow. 197 00:10:31,720 --> 00:10:33,679 Speaker 1: It's very like ahead of the time. 198 00:10:34,000 --> 00:10:37,120 Speaker 3: It really was. She was posting to all but five people. 199 00:10:37,240 --> 00:10:41,200 Speaker 3: But you know, we grew that platform, and that's when 200 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:45,280 Speaker 3: I was starting to discover adventure for myself, not with 201 00:10:45,400 --> 00:10:49,559 Speaker 3: any idea that I would ever grow that into a business, 202 00:10:49,600 --> 00:10:52,600 Speaker 3: because it truly was for me. How do I tap 203 00:10:52,679 --> 00:10:56,679 Speaker 3: into the strength for myself, especially mentally going into entrepreneurship, 204 00:10:57,720 --> 00:10:59,800 Speaker 3: and how to tie that with like the physical strength 205 00:11:00,160 --> 00:11:02,280 Speaker 3: for me. It was like this connecting point of as 206 00:11:02,320 --> 00:11:06,080 Speaker 3: I was getting physically stronger and physically adventurous in my 207 00:11:06,160 --> 00:11:09,000 Speaker 3: own personal journey, it was then kind of latching on 208 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:11,600 Speaker 3: to what I was doing professionally, and I kind of 209 00:11:11,640 --> 00:11:15,280 Speaker 3: tandem it. It wasn't until twenty eighteen when I started 210 00:11:15,280 --> 00:11:18,200 Speaker 3: to take on surfing a lot. I shared my whole 211 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:21,760 Speaker 3: journey again as a content creator, and people were coming 212 00:11:21,760 --> 00:11:23,960 Speaker 3: to me asking me if there was a space for 213 00:11:24,000 --> 00:11:26,320 Speaker 3: them to learn how to surf as a plus size 214 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:29,880 Speaker 3: man or woman, And I knew that there was a 215 00:11:29,960 --> 00:11:32,600 Speaker 3: huge disconnect in the adventure space, But when I looked 216 00:11:32,640 --> 00:11:35,560 Speaker 3: in there, I actually was literally surprised to see that 217 00:11:35,559 --> 00:11:38,760 Speaker 3: there wasn't anything available. There wasn't a plus size surf school, 218 00:11:38,800 --> 00:11:41,679 Speaker 3: there weren't plus size surf retreats that were available out there, 219 00:11:42,120 --> 00:11:47,080 Speaker 3: and so for me, I really felt a personal responsibility. 220 00:11:47,120 --> 00:11:49,320 Speaker 3: I felt bad about going back to someone and saying sorry, 221 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:52,880 Speaker 3: I can find it. Good luck, like that just sit me. 222 00:11:53,040 --> 00:11:56,120 Speaker 3: It's like that felt like the worst thing I could 223 00:11:56,160 --> 00:12:00,480 Speaker 3: possibly do. So I literally said, I was like, you know, 224 00:12:00,679 --> 00:12:02,520 Speaker 3: what would you guys think if I just try to 225 00:12:02,559 --> 00:12:04,439 Speaker 3: put something together. It's not going to be fancy. It's 226 00:12:04,480 --> 00:12:06,800 Speaker 3: not you know. I'm sure it's going to feel kind 227 00:12:06,800 --> 00:12:10,000 Speaker 3: of crunchy as I do this, but I'm willing to 228 00:12:10,040 --> 00:12:12,079 Speaker 3: put myself out there and at least create something small 229 00:12:12,120 --> 00:12:13,520 Speaker 3: so we can put that out there. And that was 230 00:12:14,760 --> 00:12:18,000 Speaker 3: to launch in twenty nineteen. Twenty twenty is when we 231 00:12:18,040 --> 00:12:22,040 Speaker 3: finally finalized that COVID happened. But it always stuck with 232 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:24,760 Speaker 3: me that this is something that needs to happen. And 233 00:12:24,800 --> 00:12:27,200 Speaker 3: so coming out of COVID, we were able to move 234 00:12:27,240 --> 00:12:29,800 Speaker 3: forward with the first one in Greece in twenty twenty one, 235 00:12:30,320 --> 00:12:32,720 Speaker 3: and then since then we've been able to do a 236 00:12:32,720 --> 00:12:36,000 Speaker 3: lot of different types of outdoor sports and adventures and 237 00:12:36,040 --> 00:12:42,480 Speaker 3: different destinations. Yeah, so left Corporate moved back to New 238 00:12:42,559 --> 00:12:44,240 Speaker 3: York because I was like, you know what, I'm going 239 00:12:44,320 --> 00:12:47,439 Speaker 3: to work part time while I figure out what I'm 240 00:12:47,440 --> 00:12:49,960 Speaker 3: doing with my life. And we all know, you know, 241 00:12:50,000 --> 00:12:51,880 Speaker 3: you can make some great money in New York City, 242 00:12:51,920 --> 00:12:54,280 Speaker 3: and I knew I could do it part time working 243 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:58,199 Speaker 3: in finance as a corporate recruiter, and it would make 244 00:12:58,280 --> 00:13:00,240 Speaker 3: up the difference. So I was able to work twenty 245 00:13:00,240 --> 00:13:02,480 Speaker 3: hours a week making the same money I did as 246 00:13:02,520 --> 00:13:07,440 Speaker 3: a full time salary while I figured it out. I 247 00:13:07,640 --> 00:13:09,600 Speaker 3: had in that year that I was living in New 248 00:13:09,640 --> 00:13:13,640 Speaker 3: York I ended up losing my eyesight and my right eye, 249 00:13:14,120 --> 00:13:18,120 Speaker 3: just a circumstance of really nothing that I could prevent, 250 00:13:18,200 --> 00:13:21,440 Speaker 3: but had a surgery, a procedure to correct a retinal 251 00:13:21,480 --> 00:13:25,680 Speaker 3: tear that was happening. Unfortunately, the surgery is what caused 252 00:13:25,720 --> 00:13:28,960 Speaker 3: me to go blind. So I'm ninety percent blind permanently 253 00:13:29,000 --> 00:13:31,360 Speaker 3: in my right eye. I had moved to Hawaii to 254 00:13:31,440 --> 00:13:33,640 Speaker 3: recuperate because I felt like, you know, slower pace. It's 255 00:13:33,679 --> 00:13:36,520 Speaker 3: hard to slow down in the city. It really is 256 00:13:36,520 --> 00:13:38,360 Speaker 3: in New York City. So it was like, let me 257 00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:42,000 Speaker 3: go back to Hawaii and recuperate. And that's where, you know, 258 00:13:42,120 --> 00:13:44,839 Speaker 3: as my world was crumbling apart, trying to figure out 259 00:13:44,840 --> 00:13:46,680 Speaker 3: what I was going to do with my life. It 260 00:13:46,720 --> 00:13:49,320 Speaker 3: put a lot of things in perspective for me, you know, 261 00:13:49,400 --> 00:13:52,520 Speaker 3: losing your eyesight, not knowing how you're going to navigate 262 00:13:52,559 --> 00:13:56,400 Speaker 3: the world that you were in, and it changed overnight. 263 00:13:57,880 --> 00:13:59,680 Speaker 3: It put things in perspective in a way for me 264 00:13:59,720 --> 00:14:03,000 Speaker 3: where I no longer cared what people thought, and I thought, 265 00:14:03,000 --> 00:14:06,400 Speaker 3: if this is the worst that could happen, what's to 266 00:14:06,400 --> 00:14:08,240 Speaker 3: say that I can't, you know, be a little bit 267 00:14:08,240 --> 00:14:11,240 Speaker 3: more daring in the decisions of my life, right, you know, 268 00:14:11,600 --> 00:14:14,839 Speaker 3: nothing has promised you, essentially, And so that's when I 269 00:14:14,880 --> 00:14:17,840 Speaker 3: was like, well, there may not be a what suit 270 00:14:17,840 --> 00:14:19,800 Speaker 3: out there, and I may be too fat for this board, 271 00:14:19,840 --> 00:14:21,720 Speaker 3: but I'm gonna at least go out there and try. 272 00:14:22,760 --> 00:14:27,680 Speaker 3: Like I mean, I was no longer afraid of the embarrassed, 273 00:14:27,720 --> 00:14:31,440 Speaker 3: you know, those things, the comments, of the fear that 274 00:14:31,480 --> 00:14:34,440 Speaker 3: people would be looking at me. It really went away 275 00:14:34,480 --> 00:14:39,720 Speaker 3: through that experience, which I'm so thankful for because God forbid, 276 00:14:39,760 --> 00:14:41,520 Speaker 3: I never want that to happen to someone. But it 277 00:14:41,560 --> 00:14:45,440 Speaker 3: really took something so extreme to happen to me for 278 00:14:45,480 --> 00:14:47,280 Speaker 3: me to finally say, you know what, I'm going to 279 00:14:47,320 --> 00:14:50,840 Speaker 3: step out and do this. So now I tell people 280 00:14:50,960 --> 00:14:53,640 Speaker 3: like skiing rock climbing, paddleboarding, surfing, all of those things 281 00:14:53,720 --> 00:14:56,600 Speaker 3: I did as a visually impaired person, whereas before I 282 00:14:56,960 --> 00:14:59,040 Speaker 3: never would have given myself permission to do those. 283 00:15:01,160 --> 00:15:03,960 Speaker 1: Man, thank you for sharing that. And I'm thinking, yeah, 284 00:15:03,960 --> 00:15:06,760 Speaker 1: I mean it's almost it's you know, I don't know 285 00:15:06,760 --> 00:15:10,840 Speaker 1: if you're you're a Bridgerton fan? Yes, do you like Bridgerton? 286 00:15:11,400 --> 00:15:15,440 Speaker 1: So what's the most recent season? Was Penelope season? I'm coming. 287 00:15:15,480 --> 00:15:17,120 Speaker 1: Don't worry. It's connected, I promise, and. 288 00:15:17,240 --> 00:15:22,440 Speaker 4: Last actress doesn't have to be. But well, I know 289 00:15:22,520 --> 00:15:24,480 Speaker 4: in your eighth brain you're like, we let's go. We 290 00:15:27,040 --> 00:15:31,000 Speaker 4: let's see what's in the door. Forget about the point 291 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:34,720 Speaker 4: of the podcast anyway. So Nikola Coughlin is the actress 292 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:37,720 Speaker 4: who plays Penelope. She people are like foisting upon her 293 00:15:37,800 --> 00:15:39,760 Speaker 4: this like you are the plus size heroin we have 294 00:15:39,840 --> 00:15:41,920 Speaker 4: been waiting for. And I'm like, this girl's probably like 295 00:15:41,920 --> 00:15:44,040 Speaker 4: a size eight, solid eight ten, you know. 296 00:15:43,960 --> 00:15:47,800 Speaker 1: What I mean. Anyway, people were congratulating her on being 297 00:15:47,840 --> 00:15:50,280 Speaker 1: so brave. You're so brave. You're so brave to like 298 00:15:50,320 --> 00:15:54,520 Speaker 1: put your body on display, you know, and to have 299 00:15:54,640 --> 00:15:58,960 Speaker 1: these nude scenes and whatnot. And I almost like, I 300 00:16:00,040 --> 00:16:03,400 Speaker 1: think about how people must give put a lot of 301 00:16:03,560 --> 00:16:06,200 Speaker 1: energy to you, Like you're so brave to put your 302 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:08,960 Speaker 1: body out there, and you're like, bitch, I can't. 303 00:16:08,760 --> 00:16:10,640 Speaker 3: See you out of one of my eyeballs. 304 00:16:11,120 --> 00:16:14,560 Speaker 2: If you want to congratulate me for being brave, like 305 00:16:15,560 --> 00:16:18,960 Speaker 2: one of my whole eyeballs is not functioning and I'm 306 00:16:19,000 --> 00:16:22,280 Speaker 2: out here, congratulate me on that, Okay, having his body, 307 00:16:22,880 --> 00:16:25,400 Speaker 2: like you know what I mean, it's it's it's just 308 00:16:25,440 --> 00:16:30,080 Speaker 2: wild because people will they're so afraid of fact, they're 309 00:16:30,080 --> 00:16:33,440 Speaker 2: so afraid of taking up space in their own self 310 00:16:33,880 --> 00:16:36,760 Speaker 2: that it makes them just see that about us. 311 00:16:36,800 --> 00:16:39,280 Speaker 1: Sometimes you feel like and it's. 312 00:16:39,120 --> 00:16:42,120 Speaker 3: A reflection of society because you know, I was taught 313 00:16:42,120 --> 00:16:45,920 Speaker 3: that I am not. I never questioned whether or not 314 00:16:45,960 --> 00:16:48,360 Speaker 3: I could do something because I was visually impaired, But 315 00:16:48,440 --> 00:16:52,000 Speaker 3: I always question when it comes to my weight in 316 00:16:52,040 --> 00:16:56,360 Speaker 3: my size again surfing, that I can still go out 317 00:16:56,360 --> 00:17:00,000 Speaker 3: there as a visually impaired person and people will adjust 318 00:17:00,160 --> 00:17:03,680 Speaker 3: and adapt. But going out there as a plus sized woman, 319 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:06,879 Speaker 3: it's a different response from people. You know what I'm saying, Like, 320 00:17:07,600 --> 00:17:11,480 Speaker 3: I'm sure that person who is partially blind out there 321 00:17:11,520 --> 00:17:14,960 Speaker 3: on their platform sharing is not getting the trolls and 322 00:17:15,000 --> 00:17:17,760 Speaker 3: the comments that we do as plus size people just 323 00:17:17,760 --> 00:17:19,480 Speaker 3: out here in the world trying to do those same things. 324 00:17:19,520 --> 00:17:20,080 Speaker 1: You know, it. 325 00:17:20,040 --> 00:17:25,080 Speaker 3: Really is a reflection of what we value in our societies, 326 00:17:25,080 --> 00:17:29,639 Speaker 3: which is unfortunate. I was discovering strength and confidence in 327 00:17:29,680 --> 00:17:32,520 Speaker 3: my body while simultaneously having to deal with the fact 328 00:17:32,600 --> 00:17:37,399 Speaker 3: that I was now partially blind and visually impaired. That 329 00:17:37,520 --> 00:17:40,720 Speaker 3: it almost takes on its own life. I don't think 330 00:17:40,760 --> 00:17:44,600 Speaker 3: about them. I'm just me, and people are surprised to 331 00:17:44,640 --> 00:17:47,240 Speaker 3: tell when I do talk about myself being visually impaired, 332 00:17:47,240 --> 00:17:49,919 Speaker 3: because it's probably the thing I talk about least and 333 00:17:49,960 --> 00:17:51,680 Speaker 3: all of my I'm so used to it and it's 334 00:17:51,720 --> 00:17:55,520 Speaker 3: so just a part of how I navigate life. And 335 00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:59,199 Speaker 3: I but I feel like the thing that I constantly 336 00:17:59,359 --> 00:18:02,679 Speaker 3: hold it's more of my weight in my size, Like 337 00:18:02,720 --> 00:18:05,480 Speaker 3: it's just it's the thing that I have to carry 338 00:18:05,520 --> 00:18:09,600 Speaker 3: with more care I think navigating this world. 339 00:18:12,080 --> 00:18:16,120 Speaker 1: What has your relationship been over the years. I mean, 340 00:18:16,160 --> 00:18:18,480 Speaker 1: now you're in your forties and you have this business, 341 00:18:18,480 --> 00:18:22,880 Speaker 1: but I'm curious, how's your relationship with exercise, Ben, Because 342 00:18:23,359 --> 00:18:24,840 Speaker 1: I think for a lot of people who grow up 343 00:18:24,880 --> 00:18:28,600 Speaker 1: in larger bodies, it always feels like something I mean 344 00:18:28,600 --> 00:18:30,119 Speaker 1: for me, and he wants me for myself, Like you 345 00:18:30,200 --> 00:18:31,639 Speaker 1: kind of grew up feeling like, oh, I should be 346 00:18:31,680 --> 00:18:34,600 Speaker 1: doing that and the goal must be to become smaller, right, 347 00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:36,960 Speaker 1: And I'm just wondering what your experience has been like 348 00:18:36,960 --> 00:18:37,560 Speaker 1: and how that ship. 349 00:18:37,640 --> 00:18:40,879 Speaker 3: Yeah, that was a lot of the narrative that I 350 00:18:40,960 --> 00:18:43,000 Speaker 3: had going on in my head when I was growing 351 00:18:43,080 --> 00:18:46,399 Speaker 3: up was that, you know, as a seven eight nine 352 00:18:46,480 --> 00:18:51,280 Speaker 3: year old who was overweight plus size, I was always 353 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:54,119 Speaker 3: presented with activity as a means for me to lose 354 00:18:54,160 --> 00:18:56,320 Speaker 3: weight so I could be smaller, I could be beautiful. 355 00:18:56,400 --> 00:19:00,320 Speaker 3: Where they accepted all of those things, and that's what 356 00:19:00,400 --> 00:19:03,520 Speaker 3: I carried around with me. I had a terrible relationship 357 00:19:03,560 --> 00:19:07,200 Speaker 3: with exercise because I really went into the space feeling 358 00:19:07,280 --> 00:19:11,560 Speaker 3: ashamed of myself initially, and then working out didn't help that. 359 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:14,240 Speaker 3: It was like, you know, I had these expectations of 360 00:19:14,280 --> 00:19:15,720 Speaker 3: it had to look a certain way, but if it 361 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:18,080 Speaker 3: didn't because I was larger and I had to move differently, 362 00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:20,280 Speaker 3: or I couldn't move as long, you know, just I 363 00:19:20,359 --> 00:19:23,879 Speaker 3: had all of this noise in my head. And again, 364 00:19:23,920 --> 00:19:31,679 Speaker 3: it wasn't until I went into everything happening leaving my 365 00:19:31,800 --> 00:19:34,960 Speaker 3: corporate career because I wanted to find joy in what 366 00:19:35,040 --> 00:19:37,000 Speaker 3: I was doing in my work. Well, why can't that 367 00:19:37,040 --> 00:19:40,600 Speaker 3: be joy and movement? Like what does that look like? 368 00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:44,000 Speaker 3: And again, it was doing all of that work simultaneously, 369 00:19:44,720 --> 00:19:47,920 Speaker 3: and that's how I ended up finding movement that worked 370 00:19:47,920 --> 00:19:49,800 Speaker 3: for me, you know, hiking, I was like, I love 371 00:19:49,880 --> 00:19:52,960 Speaker 3: this and I'm strong, and I'm not thinking about losing weight. 372 00:19:53,040 --> 00:19:55,359 Speaker 3: I'm thinking about, you know, how can I now go 373 00:19:55,440 --> 00:19:58,480 Speaker 3: back to the gym and work on you know, incorporating 374 00:19:58,520 --> 00:20:00,200 Speaker 3: a leg day so that my legs can take me 375 00:20:00,240 --> 00:20:02,920 Speaker 3: higher up with this mountain, you know, or maybe doing 376 00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:06,359 Speaker 3: more cardios so that I'm not completely dying like that 377 00:20:06,560 --> 00:20:10,159 Speaker 3: way up there, and now taking movement from a place 378 00:20:10,280 --> 00:20:14,119 Speaker 3: where I'm no longer judging my body for what it 379 00:20:14,160 --> 00:20:16,600 Speaker 3: can't do, but now I'm celebrating my body for all 380 00:20:16,640 --> 00:20:18,720 Speaker 3: the things that it can do and how I can 381 00:20:18,760 --> 00:20:20,840 Speaker 3: continue building it to do more of the things that 382 00:20:20,920 --> 00:20:23,399 Speaker 3: I love. So now for me, you know, I am 383 00:20:23,440 --> 00:20:26,760 Speaker 3: a fitness professional. I love you know, teaching groups of 384 00:20:26,760 --> 00:20:30,000 Speaker 3: people to move with joy and celebration, because now I 385 00:20:30,040 --> 00:20:33,919 Speaker 3: go into the gym and instead of thinking, oh my goodness, 386 00:20:33,960 --> 00:20:36,720 Speaker 3: like I have this belly, my thuds are beving together, 387 00:20:37,359 --> 00:20:40,080 Speaker 3: you know, blah blah blah, all of these things. I 388 00:20:40,160 --> 00:20:43,680 Speaker 3: go into the space of awesome, what can I do today, 389 00:20:43,720 --> 00:20:47,160 Speaker 3: That's going to help me surf longer when I'm back 390 00:20:47,200 --> 00:20:48,960 Speaker 3: out there, What's going to help me go higher on 391 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:51,439 Speaker 3: the mountain? You know, it's I get to condition and 392 00:20:51,480 --> 00:20:55,679 Speaker 3: train myself as an athlete, and my perspective has allowed 393 00:20:55,680 --> 00:20:58,440 Speaker 3: me to do that. I think as larger people were 394 00:20:58,600 --> 00:21:01,119 Speaker 3: not people don't give us permission to do that. 395 00:21:01,400 --> 00:21:01,600 Speaker 4: You know. 396 00:21:02,560 --> 00:21:06,240 Speaker 3: I struggle with that because straight size people, you're like, yeah, 397 00:21:06,280 --> 00:21:07,760 Speaker 3: I can go to the gym and I'm working out 398 00:21:07,800 --> 00:21:10,800 Speaker 3: as an athlete and you're trying to condition for something. 399 00:21:11,280 --> 00:21:13,879 Speaker 3: But when we see someone in a larger body, it's like, 400 00:21:13,960 --> 00:21:16,200 Speaker 3: oh no, they're not training to be athletic. They need 401 00:21:16,240 --> 00:21:19,080 Speaker 3: to you know, move to lose weight. So I've changed 402 00:21:19,080 --> 00:21:21,320 Speaker 3: that narrative for myself and the people within my space 403 00:21:21,359 --> 00:21:24,480 Speaker 3: because I feel like that's a more empowering way to 404 00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:27,600 Speaker 3: approach it, and I think a more joyful way, like 405 00:21:27,680 --> 00:21:29,159 Speaker 3: we want to have fun, we want to be excited 406 00:21:29,200 --> 00:21:30,320 Speaker 3: about things. 407 00:21:31,320 --> 00:21:34,320 Speaker 1: All right, well, I mean a thousand percent okay, amazing, 408 00:21:34,359 --> 00:21:39,400 Speaker 1: all right? So with NIKOA, you have these basically how 409 00:21:39,440 --> 00:21:43,760 Speaker 1: many day like multi day skirt multi day international trips. 410 00:21:45,080 --> 00:21:47,320 Speaker 1: You said these really got kicked off in twenty twenty one. 411 00:21:47,480 --> 00:21:49,640 Speaker 1: How have those evolved and what is it like? What's 412 00:21:49,640 --> 00:21:52,320 Speaker 1: that experience like for someone now? And by the way, 413 00:21:52,400 --> 00:21:54,160 Speaker 1: I will be signing up for one and twenty years, 414 00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:56,959 Speaker 1: it's happening. I have to go. 415 00:21:58,000 --> 00:22:01,800 Speaker 3: They are multiple day trips. It really kind of teeters 416 00:22:01,840 --> 00:22:05,360 Speaker 3: the line between an adventure trip and a retreat. It's 417 00:22:05,440 --> 00:22:08,119 Speaker 3: kind of like a meld between both because it really 418 00:22:08,200 --> 00:22:11,639 Speaker 3: is a way to help introduce people within the plus 419 00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:14,760 Speaker 3: sized community at any spectrum, right because even within plus 420 00:22:14,840 --> 00:22:20,760 Speaker 3: size you'll see some experiences or you know, studios whatever 421 00:22:20,840 --> 00:22:23,800 Speaker 3: that is that have weight limits, and for me, the 422 00:22:23,840 --> 00:22:26,679 Speaker 3: goal is always to have no weight limits and no 423 00:22:26,800 --> 00:22:28,800 Speaker 3: restrictions because I truly want you to be able to 424 00:22:28,800 --> 00:22:31,879 Speaker 3: come and do the thing, and so we curate our 425 00:22:31,920 --> 00:22:34,639 Speaker 3: itinerators as such and so you can. We'll do a 426 00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:38,680 Speaker 3: lot of different things. Initially in Greece it was paddle boarding, 427 00:22:39,240 --> 00:22:42,639 Speaker 3: a little bit of hiking, nature walking, like, you know, 428 00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:45,440 Speaker 3: to really help people be comfortable being in the outdoors 429 00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:48,959 Speaker 3: and doing active things. And then this year we just 430 00:22:49,080 --> 00:22:53,719 Speaker 3: did in twenty twenty four, we did four different adventures, 431 00:22:53,760 --> 00:22:58,399 Speaker 3: so we incorporated surfing, hiking in Switzerland, you know, taking 432 00:22:58,840 --> 00:23:01,399 Speaker 3: slow hikes. You can come out your own pace like 433 00:23:01,480 --> 00:23:04,480 Speaker 3: you don't have to you know, the options to do 434 00:23:04,520 --> 00:23:06,720 Speaker 3: what you want to do, and they just keep growing 435 00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:09,280 Speaker 3: and honestly out of the need of there to just 436 00:23:09,359 --> 00:23:13,040 Speaker 3: be more inclusivity in these different sports, right, That's that's 437 00:23:13,080 --> 00:23:15,439 Speaker 3: what I'm driven by. It's what do people want to 438 00:23:15,480 --> 00:23:19,359 Speaker 3: do and where are we really struggling to with the gear, 439 00:23:19,480 --> 00:23:21,760 Speaker 3: the equipment and the resources to help people get out 440 00:23:21,760 --> 00:23:23,800 Speaker 3: there and do them. Because the reality is I work 441 00:23:23,840 --> 00:23:25,760 Speaker 3: with a lot of brands when it comes to the 442 00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:28,520 Speaker 3: apparel in some of these active spaces, both in fitness 443 00:23:28,520 --> 00:23:32,320 Speaker 3: and an outdoor but one of the other disconnects is 444 00:23:32,359 --> 00:23:37,480 Speaker 3: the gear, and I understand from a commerce position that 445 00:23:37,840 --> 00:23:39,760 Speaker 3: you know, brands don't necessarily want to invest in that 446 00:23:39,800 --> 00:23:42,000 Speaker 3: money if there's not a market for it. And I 447 00:23:42,040 --> 00:23:45,320 Speaker 3: get that. Plusized people don't aren't out there because they 448 00:23:45,320 --> 00:23:48,440 Speaker 3: don't have the things right, So it needs to work 449 00:23:48,480 --> 00:23:51,959 Speaker 3: both ends, which is what exactly which is what Nakoa 450 00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:55,479 Speaker 3: has done and how I see it, it is working 451 00:23:55,520 --> 00:23:57,600 Speaker 3: it from both ends to help people get out there, 452 00:23:57,720 --> 00:23:59,840 Speaker 3: but then also really pushing brands to create these things. 453 00:24:00,119 --> 00:24:03,200 Speaker 3: This community that can do these things and wants to. 454 00:24:04,400 --> 00:24:06,960 Speaker 1: What are some examples of gear, like changes in gear 455 00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:07,720 Speaker 1: that you want to see. 456 00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:12,399 Speaker 3: I think the wet suit. It's I'm never surfing in 457 00:24:12,440 --> 00:24:17,760 Speaker 3: cold water. I'll just say that right now. But but 458 00:24:18,359 --> 00:24:20,080 Speaker 3: there are a lot of people around this world who 459 00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:23,080 Speaker 3: need to and the fact that there just aren't options 460 00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:27,600 Speaker 3: is really unfortunate. It's probably the peer that I get 461 00:24:27,640 --> 00:24:30,359 Speaker 3: asked about the most in regards to recommendations, and I 462 00:24:30,400 --> 00:24:33,760 Speaker 3: never I never have any. So I think that's a 463 00:24:33,800 --> 00:24:37,760 Speaker 3: big one because it'll open up multiple sports and activities 464 00:24:37,840 --> 00:24:39,800 Speaker 3: for people within our community. 465 00:24:40,480 --> 00:24:42,800 Speaker 1: Canoa, Can I go skiing? Is there a ski suit 466 00:24:42,840 --> 00:24:43,400 Speaker 1: that would fit? 467 00:24:43,640 --> 00:24:50,160 Speaker 3: Yes, you're the nice yees too. There are some options 468 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:53,240 Speaker 3: out there. I mean. The great thing is that every year. 469 00:24:54,200 --> 00:24:56,760 Speaker 1: Stretch, I want to spank, I want to look snatched. 470 00:24:56,840 --> 00:25:01,399 Speaker 1: You know. The thing is, it's like, yeah, there's a 471 00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:01,960 Speaker 1: size for you. 472 00:25:02,040 --> 00:25:07,080 Speaker 2: It'll be like mustard orange, and it'll have like so 473 00:25:07,119 --> 00:25:10,840 Speaker 2: anyone who knows me, it'll have a cold shoulder, it'll 474 00:25:10,960 --> 00:25:13,000 Speaker 2: have like a daily attacle. 475 00:25:14,040 --> 00:25:18,480 Speaker 3: Yeah, for me, it's like a peplum skin pepm ski. 476 00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:21,119 Speaker 3: I need it. I neither to be a hot pink 477 00:25:21,240 --> 00:25:24,240 Speaker 3: or a neon l like I'm anyone who knows me. 478 00:25:24,359 --> 00:25:27,200 Speaker 3: I love to look fabulous. So this idea that if 479 00:25:27,200 --> 00:25:29,440 Speaker 3: it's plusized, it has to be black and boring, I'm 480 00:25:29,480 --> 00:25:32,920 Speaker 3: so no. I'm not about that. There is actually cute 481 00:25:32,960 --> 00:25:35,879 Speaker 3: snow gear that's been coming out. There's a few brands 482 00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:37,840 Speaker 3: that do it. I have a ski suit that is 483 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:40,360 Speaker 3: all lavender. She is so adorbed. 484 00:25:41,600 --> 00:25:42,440 Speaker 1: What's the brands? 485 00:25:43,320 --> 00:25:47,120 Speaker 3: That one is true? T R E W And they 486 00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:48,080 Speaker 3: go to four X. 487 00:25:49,359 --> 00:25:52,280 Speaker 1: Okay, yeah, we getting out there. I still don't really 488 00:25:52,280 --> 00:25:55,840 Speaker 1: have a desire to ski. I don't like being cold. 489 00:25:56,520 --> 00:25:58,040 Speaker 3: I know, but I think it's the whole thing. Then 490 00:25:58,080 --> 00:26:01,439 Speaker 3: you just go to Opre Ski, go to the lounge VI. 491 00:26:02,080 --> 00:26:05,920 Speaker 1: I love. You know. What I do love is getting 492 00:26:06,119 --> 00:26:10,280 Speaker 1: a water like getting inflatable and taking that down a 493 00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:14,359 Speaker 1: really slippery slope like in the snows. Now that is 494 00:26:14,440 --> 00:26:16,800 Speaker 1: so I could get into that, but like and then 495 00:26:16,840 --> 00:26:18,800 Speaker 1: some hot chocolate after that, and just like we're only. 496 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:20,840 Speaker 3: You know, if they had black Ski Week, So I'm 497 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:22,200 Speaker 3: going to Black Ski Week. 498 00:26:22,359 --> 00:26:26,840 Speaker 1: And I mean I can imagine what it is, but 499 00:26:27,280 --> 00:26:28,320 Speaker 1: I've never heard of it. 500 00:26:28,320 --> 00:26:32,800 Speaker 3: It's black folk getting out there, not just skiing, but snowboarding, 501 00:26:34,119 --> 00:26:37,720 Speaker 3: most snowmobiling. It's a whole vibe. Everyone looks so cute 502 00:26:37,720 --> 00:26:42,440 Speaker 3: and fabulous. It's a week twenty five. It's happening February 503 00:26:42,800 --> 00:26:45,200 Speaker 3: twenty second through March fifth, so it's a whole week 504 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:47,960 Speaker 3: of activities. I'm going to go the first few days 505 00:26:48,440 --> 00:26:50,280 Speaker 3: and just I'm super exc It'll be my first time 506 00:26:50,320 --> 00:26:51,400 Speaker 3: going super excited. 507 00:26:52,160 --> 00:26:54,280 Speaker 1: WHOA, where's that? Like in Colorado or something. 508 00:26:55,440 --> 00:26:58,000 Speaker 3: I think they can change the location every year, but 509 00:26:58,200 --> 00:27:04,160 Speaker 3: yet this year it's going to be in Vail, Keystone, Colorado. 510 00:27:05,160 --> 00:27:10,159 Speaker 1: Ooh nice? Okay, all right, So what would you say 511 00:27:10,280 --> 00:27:13,880 Speaker 1: to someone who's listening right now and who is working 512 00:27:14,119 --> 00:27:18,240 Speaker 1: really hard on that relationship with movement being for joy, 513 00:27:18,359 --> 00:27:21,240 Speaker 1: for strength versus to be smaller. 514 00:27:25,800 --> 00:27:28,679 Speaker 3: I would say the first step would be try something 515 00:27:28,720 --> 00:27:31,600 Speaker 3: that you love to do, Like, try a movement that 516 00:27:31,640 --> 00:27:36,040 Speaker 3: you love or are excited to do right And it 517 00:27:36,080 --> 00:27:39,240 Speaker 3: doesn't have to be doing that thing you saw an 518 00:27:39,280 --> 00:27:42,760 Speaker 3: influencer do on TikTok that is like the best move 519 00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:46,199 Speaker 3: for a great butt, Like you're like forcing yourself to 520 00:27:46,240 --> 00:27:48,359 Speaker 3: do it because you hurt you know, are being on 521 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:51,720 Speaker 3: the StairMaster because you heard somewhere that that's the biggest 522 00:27:52,000 --> 00:27:55,080 Speaker 3: calorie burner. It's like, do something that you generally are 523 00:27:55,119 --> 00:27:57,520 Speaker 3: just curious and want to do and you think would 524 00:27:57,520 --> 00:28:00,920 Speaker 3: be fun, because I think that it takes it away 525 00:28:00,920 --> 00:28:03,800 Speaker 3: from I have to do this thing for a result, 526 00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:07,439 Speaker 3: and it allows you to experience movement in a space 527 00:28:07,480 --> 00:28:11,080 Speaker 3: that is purely for joy, and there is a point 528 00:28:11,119 --> 00:28:14,240 Speaker 3: where you realize that you will be sweating and panting 529 00:28:14,280 --> 00:28:17,840 Speaker 3: and whatever that thing is. I guarantee I've done almost 530 00:28:17,880 --> 00:28:20,959 Speaker 3: every type of movement that's out there, and I'm like, 531 00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,600 Speaker 3: there's not a time where I'm not working my body 532 00:28:23,720 --> 00:28:26,520 Speaker 3: in some way. You are gaining strength, you are moving 533 00:28:26,560 --> 00:28:30,760 Speaker 3: the needle in regards to maybe what your fitness goals are, 534 00:28:30,760 --> 00:28:33,320 Speaker 3: if you have those. But I think that's just a 535 00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:37,120 Speaker 3: really great kind place to start, is just to let 536 00:28:37,160 --> 00:28:40,960 Speaker 3: yourself explore and have a little fun in that space 537 00:28:41,440 --> 00:28:44,640 Speaker 3: because now, I mean the reality is I can go 538 00:28:44,680 --> 00:28:48,320 Speaker 3: and do you know, workouts that I generally don't necessarily 539 00:28:48,360 --> 00:28:51,760 Speaker 3: have the most fun in, but I can generate joy 540 00:28:51,800 --> 00:28:54,360 Speaker 3: in them because I know where it's moving me in 541 00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:57,160 Speaker 3: the space of you know, adventure and the things that 542 00:28:57,200 --> 00:28:59,160 Speaker 3: I love to do and condition my body in those ways. 543 00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:00,720 Speaker 3: But it took work to do it. I mean, it 544 00:29:00,760 --> 00:29:01,720 Speaker 3: didn't happen overnight. 545 00:29:03,560 --> 00:29:07,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I have these seasons where I think 546 00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:10,600 Speaker 1: I am really healthy about my perception of my body 547 00:29:10,640 --> 00:29:14,040 Speaker 1: and like what it can do and feeling that movement. 548 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:17,240 Speaker 1: But for me, mental health has been a real it's 549 00:29:17,320 --> 00:29:21,040 Speaker 1: so it's so tied to my movement and whether I'm 550 00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:23,840 Speaker 1: doing it, even though in so many ways, movement for 551 00:29:23,920 --> 00:29:27,120 Speaker 1: me is the answer to improving my mental health. When 552 00:29:27,120 --> 00:29:30,320 Speaker 1: you're in one of those like I go up and down, 553 00:29:30,360 --> 00:29:33,360 Speaker 1: I have depression depressive cycles, like most people do. I 554 00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:36,560 Speaker 1: feel like yeah, but in the past couple of years, 555 00:29:36,600 --> 00:29:40,240 Speaker 1: I've had two kids and that has impacted me in 556 00:29:40,240 --> 00:29:43,160 Speaker 1: different ways. And I mean there's just just all sorts 557 00:29:43,200 --> 00:29:45,760 Speaker 1: of things, all sorts of things have impacted mental health. 558 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:51,040 Speaker 1: But as I am as I am, like getting my 559 00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:53,200 Speaker 1: body moving again in a way that I hadn't been 560 00:29:53,720 --> 00:29:56,480 Speaker 1: probably for like I don't know, the better part of 561 00:29:56,480 --> 00:29:58,960 Speaker 1: twenty twenty three and twenty twenty four, just like not 562 00:29:59,000 --> 00:30:02,600 Speaker 1: really moving like I was. As I started to feel 563 00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,400 Speaker 1: a lot weaker and I just and things that I 564 00:30:05,440 --> 00:30:08,080 Speaker 1: had done before it was hard to not compare myself 565 00:30:08,120 --> 00:30:09,920 Speaker 1: to what I was doing. I was like, oh, I 566 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:12,000 Speaker 1: used to walk three miles a day when I was 567 00:30:12,120 --> 00:30:14,520 Speaker 1: nine months pregnant with my first child five years ago, 568 00:30:14,640 --> 00:30:17,040 Speaker 1: and now I'm walking up the hills in my neighborhood 569 00:30:17,040 --> 00:30:19,560 Speaker 1: and I'm like wheezing. And I've had to work on 570 00:30:19,720 --> 00:30:22,239 Speaker 1: like just being a little bit gentler with myself. But 571 00:30:22,640 --> 00:30:25,920 Speaker 1: one of the things that has been a little troubling 572 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:27,760 Speaker 1: for me is that. So I started to see a 573 00:30:27,760 --> 00:30:30,920 Speaker 1: trainer because you know, I wanted to gain muscle, because 574 00:30:30,920 --> 00:30:32,680 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, I'm feel weaker. I've never really 575 00:30:32,720 --> 00:30:35,200 Speaker 1: done any weight training. So I work with a trainer 576 00:30:36,120 --> 00:30:39,120 Speaker 1: and we started doing three a week sessions back in 577 00:30:39,200 --> 00:30:43,440 Speaker 1: August I and I kept and I was feeling stronger 578 00:30:43,480 --> 00:30:45,760 Speaker 1: and feeling better, and I was doing the thing. I 579 00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:48,400 Speaker 1: was pushing myself more every time I want to get this, 580 00:30:48,440 --> 00:30:50,360 Speaker 1: I want to do that, and make it heavier, heavier, heavier. 581 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:56,160 Speaker 1: And then my body broke down and it it literally 582 00:30:56,200 --> 00:30:57,960 Speaker 1: the two weeks ago. It told me to sit my 583 00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 1: ass down my elbow and I was like, oh, what's that, 584 00:31:03,600 --> 00:31:08,440 Speaker 1: Let's try again, eh ow, And then my my calf 585 00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:11,800 Speaker 1: went and my and I have just sort of like 586 00:31:12,880 --> 00:31:16,400 Speaker 1: had to slow down and I realized, uh oh, what 587 00:31:16,480 --> 00:31:19,720 Speaker 1: I thought was a healthy way of approaching fitness, I 588 00:31:19,800 --> 00:31:22,680 Speaker 1: quickly had this like disordered way of looking at it, 589 00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:25,239 Speaker 1: and you know, was doing more and more in it, 590 00:31:25,280 --> 00:31:27,920 Speaker 1: and I moved away from this is to feel good, 591 00:31:28,000 --> 00:31:28,760 Speaker 1: to feel strong. 592 00:31:29,160 --> 00:31:33,320 Speaker 3: It's always going to be a journey. I maybe struggle 593 00:31:33,400 --> 00:31:37,720 Speaker 3: with it less frequently now because I've strengthened that muscle, right, 594 00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:40,200 Speaker 3: that mental muscle. But it's not that I don't ever 595 00:31:41,080 --> 00:31:43,000 Speaker 3: face that. I will tell you, like, this year has 596 00:31:43,040 --> 00:31:45,720 Speaker 3: been similar to what you're saying. You know, three years ago, 597 00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:50,280 Speaker 3: I was teaching multiple workouts a day, recording multiple workouts 598 00:31:50,320 --> 00:31:53,360 Speaker 3: a day, go go, go going. This year, could my 599 00:31:53,400 --> 00:31:57,360 Speaker 3: body do that? Now? It was all right? 600 00:31:57,400 --> 00:32:02,240 Speaker 1: So Kowa's as an entrepreneur is something that obviously really 601 00:32:02,280 --> 00:32:06,080 Speaker 1: suits your personality. Now you are doing these trips. You 602 00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:07,480 Speaker 1: said you run several businesses. 603 00:32:07,560 --> 00:32:10,840 Speaker 3: Well, I say, like, entrepreneurship is not for the faint 604 00:32:10,840 --> 00:32:14,160 Speaker 3: of heart. I truly don't believe it's for everyone, and 605 00:32:14,200 --> 00:32:16,160 Speaker 3: I don't believe that we all need to think that 606 00:32:16,280 --> 00:32:19,320 Speaker 3: it does. We're definitely in an era where everyone's really 607 00:32:19,360 --> 00:32:23,959 Speaker 3: pushing becoming an entrepreneur. But it really is not for everyone, 608 00:32:24,400 --> 00:32:30,440 Speaker 3: because yeah, I would say I do love it. It 609 00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:32,400 Speaker 3: is the thing that I was meant to do and 610 00:32:32,520 --> 00:32:35,480 Speaker 3: I and I just had a conversation Wednesday with a 611 00:32:35,520 --> 00:32:37,479 Speaker 3: friend where I told her if I won the lottery, 612 00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:39,320 Speaker 3: I would still wake up and do this, like it 613 00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:40,920 Speaker 3: is what I was made to do. 614 00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:42,080 Speaker 1: But is it hard? 615 00:32:42,160 --> 00:32:46,320 Speaker 3: Absolutely? This year. You know, last year twenty twenty four 616 00:32:46,480 --> 00:32:48,800 Speaker 3: was a hard year. A lot of growth, a lot 617 00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:51,880 Speaker 3: of business growth. I had to push myself as a leader, 618 00:32:52,920 --> 00:32:56,400 Speaker 3: and so that's never comfortable or easy or pretty. 619 00:32:57,360 --> 00:32:59,479 Speaker 1: What's an example of a way that you pushed yourself 620 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:00,000 Speaker 1: as a leader. 621 00:33:02,280 --> 00:33:05,160 Speaker 3: I think having to make a lot of hard decisions. 622 00:33:05,520 --> 00:33:08,840 Speaker 3: You know, I'm someone who my personal brand is very bubbly, 623 00:33:09,120 --> 00:33:12,320 Speaker 3: very up, and my joy in life is to be 624 00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:15,840 Speaker 3: your encourager and cheerleader. So when I have to deal 625 00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:21,160 Speaker 3: with partners that just don't meet me at the level 626 00:33:21,160 --> 00:33:25,120 Speaker 3: of expectation that we have agreed upon and it's not 627 00:33:25,280 --> 00:33:28,600 Speaker 3: working out well, it is hard for me to kind 628 00:33:28,600 --> 00:33:34,120 Speaker 3: of have to shift out of this hyper bubbly pixie 629 00:33:34,200 --> 00:33:38,040 Speaker 3: dust barbie and get to like this serious. And I 630 00:33:38,080 --> 00:33:41,040 Speaker 3: had to do that a lot, a lot in twenty 631 00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:46,240 Speaker 3: twenty four because I really do want to build things 632 00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:50,320 Speaker 3: in excellence, and yeah, it's non negotiable for me. 633 00:33:50,600 --> 00:33:53,000 Speaker 1: So is it that it's difficult for you to bring 634 00:33:53,040 --> 00:33:56,120 Speaker 1: out that like badass like laid on the law side 635 00:33:56,200 --> 00:33:59,160 Speaker 1: or is it that they are uncomfortable with it because 636 00:33:59,160 --> 00:34:01,680 Speaker 1: they think they're going to get Pixie dos Canoa. 637 00:34:02,120 --> 00:34:04,440 Speaker 3: I think it's a combination of both. But I truly 638 00:34:04,480 --> 00:34:07,600 Speaker 3: believe that I have and I'm working through it in 639 00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:10,560 Speaker 3: therapy because I think a lot of it is perception, right. 640 00:34:10,600 --> 00:34:12,760 Speaker 3: I don't want to be perceived as like the angry 641 00:34:12,800 --> 00:34:16,000 Speaker 3: black woman, so but I also want to be very 642 00:34:16,040 --> 00:34:19,399 Speaker 3: clear and concise in my communication and I don't want 643 00:34:19,400 --> 00:34:23,360 Speaker 3: to damper down what I want to get across. But 644 00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:27,600 Speaker 3: I think I've struggled with how to do that from 645 00:34:27,640 --> 00:34:31,840 Speaker 3: a place of compassion and love because because the plus 646 00:34:31,840 --> 00:34:34,440 Speaker 3: sized community, I am so passionate and I am so 647 00:34:34,600 --> 00:34:38,240 Speaker 3: protective of that community because I know that they've probably 648 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:42,680 Speaker 3: navigated through life feeling so dumped on and this is 649 00:34:42,719 --> 00:34:45,040 Speaker 3: something that I really want them to be built up 650 00:34:45,040 --> 00:34:49,920 Speaker 3: and empowered in. So I really take it seriously. But 651 00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:54,480 Speaker 3: I think that passion sometimes gets a little that she 652 00:34:54,600 --> 00:34:57,760 Speaker 3: gets a little serious girl. 653 00:34:57,760 --> 00:35:00,719 Speaker 1: That does sound complicated. It sounds like a lot of 654 00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:02,279 Speaker 1: work to take on for you. 655 00:35:02,400 --> 00:35:03,319 Speaker 3: It sounds like a lot. 656 00:35:06,840 --> 00:35:09,480 Speaker 1: It's important to make people feel good about themselves, but 657 00:35:09,560 --> 00:35:16,320 Speaker 1: also canonia that might be a bit much. That sounds 658 00:35:16,320 --> 00:35:18,480 Speaker 1: like a lot of You already have so much on 659 00:35:18,520 --> 00:35:22,440 Speaker 1: your plate with just with your community, you know, and 660 00:35:23,320 --> 00:35:25,279 Speaker 1: as a member of that, I would call myself a 661 00:35:25,320 --> 00:35:28,279 Speaker 1: member of the of the community. And I'm just like, 662 00:35:28,440 --> 00:35:31,000 Speaker 1: don't sweat a girl. Just tell them, like, no, tell 663 00:35:31,000 --> 00:35:33,640 Speaker 1: her what it is a movie. I keep it moving. Twenty 664 00:35:33,680 --> 00:35:35,600 Speaker 1: twenty five is going to be like a building year, 665 00:35:35,800 --> 00:35:38,640 Speaker 1: and you're not going to have like some in person 666 00:35:39,000 --> 00:35:40,080 Speaker 1: travel adventures. 667 00:35:41,280 --> 00:35:43,359 Speaker 3: The goal is to have some because I don't think 668 00:35:43,360 --> 00:35:46,000 Speaker 3: we can go from Ford to zero. And again, we're 669 00:35:46,040 --> 00:35:50,160 Speaker 3: the only company brand that's doing what we do how 670 00:35:50,200 --> 00:35:53,839 Speaker 3: we do it, and I want to offer something, So 671 00:35:54,040 --> 00:35:57,560 Speaker 3: we're looking at creative ways of doing that while we 672 00:35:57,760 --> 00:36:03,279 Speaker 3: simultaneously figure out how to bring it back bigger than 673 00:36:03,280 --> 00:36:05,399 Speaker 3: where we kind of left off in twenty twenty four. 674 00:36:05,719 --> 00:36:09,360 Speaker 1: Gotcha, Well, I mean, I just I hope you continue 675 00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:14,000 Speaker 1: nurturing this brand that you've built, and I know how fragile. 676 00:36:14,040 --> 00:36:16,040 Speaker 1: It can be when you're a business owner and you 677 00:36:16,080 --> 00:36:20,080 Speaker 1: are also the personality behind it and you are building 678 00:36:20,080 --> 00:36:22,759 Speaker 1: a community, and it is you know, I think we 679 00:36:22,840 --> 00:36:26,600 Speaker 1: need to check in on your black girl business owner 680 00:36:26,719 --> 00:36:30,080 Speaker 1: friends because all the research I'm doing for my book 681 00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:35,040 Speaker 1: now there's it. Genuinely is extremely difficult to become a 682 00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:38,320 Speaker 1: mature business owner. It's one thing for us to be 683 00:36:38,400 --> 00:36:41,200 Speaker 1: the fastest growing group of entrepreneurs, but the reality of 684 00:36:41,239 --> 00:36:44,279 Speaker 1: building and taking it to that next level and the 685 00:36:44,320 --> 00:36:48,880 Speaker 1: next level after that, and preserving our sanity and you know, 686 00:36:48,920 --> 00:36:52,120 Speaker 1: the other parts of life that bring us joy and illness, 687 00:36:52,480 --> 00:36:53,120 Speaker 1: it's hard. 688 00:36:55,160 --> 00:36:57,000 Speaker 3: I mean, you hit the nail on the head, the 689 00:36:57,040 --> 00:37:00,719 Speaker 3: preservation part. You know. I always tell people that the 690 00:37:00,840 --> 00:37:03,279 Speaker 3: process needs to be joyful and fun for me, and 691 00:37:03,320 --> 00:37:05,960 Speaker 3: if that means it's slower than I've perceived in my 692 00:37:06,120 --> 00:37:08,520 Speaker 3: mind that it should be, you know. I think that's 693 00:37:08,560 --> 00:37:10,640 Speaker 3: one of the things New York did me a disservice, 694 00:37:10,760 --> 00:37:13,359 Speaker 3: is because everything moves at the speed of light, and 695 00:37:13,440 --> 00:37:16,840 Speaker 3: everyone is a type and a go getter and a hustler, 696 00:37:16,880 --> 00:37:19,880 Speaker 3: and that's so the culture there, and for me now 697 00:37:20,080 --> 00:37:25,240 Speaker 3: it's been unlearning that and allowing myself to go slower, 698 00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:27,840 Speaker 3: and even though other people are building and going faster, 699 00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:31,840 Speaker 3: it does not mean that I'm not going I'm not successful. 700 00:37:31,840 --> 00:37:34,920 Speaker 3: It doesn't mean that I'm not doing what I'm supposed 701 00:37:34,920 --> 00:37:39,520 Speaker 3: to be doing. I know that this my businesses will 702 00:37:39,560 --> 00:37:43,680 Speaker 3: continue to grow and thrive, but I will simultaneously be 703 00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:47,399 Speaker 3: happy and rested and self cared throughout the whole thing. 704 00:37:49,160 --> 00:37:52,239 Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, I hope so, and I hope that 705 00:37:53,040 --> 00:37:54,839 Speaker 1: you know that you've got a friend over here who 706 00:37:54,840 --> 00:37:58,160 Speaker 1: gets it well. I am so happy that we finally 707 00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:01,920 Speaker 1: made this happen. Kenoa, thank you for being one of 708 00:38:02,000 --> 00:38:05,240 Speaker 1: our first guests of the new year. Where can people 709 00:38:05,280 --> 00:38:07,400 Speaker 1: go to find out more and to get on whatever 710 00:38:07,440 --> 00:38:09,000 Speaker 1: list they got to get on so they know about 711 00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:09,560 Speaker 1: your next year? 712 00:38:11,760 --> 00:38:16,480 Speaker 3: Five for n COO Adventure nicoadventure dot com is the 713 00:38:16,520 --> 00:38:21,360 Speaker 3: place to go for all things that is me on Instagram? 714 00:38:22,040 --> 00:38:22,880 Speaker 3: Can I agree? 715 00:38:23,239 --> 00:38:26,160 Speaker 1: R Iba fam Bye