WEBVTT - Ep170: A Fight Worth Fighting 0:00:03.680 --> 0:00:10.280 Hey, horror Hive, Welcome back to another episode guys of 0:00:10.320 --> 0:00:14.920 Horrible Decisions. Um, we were planning ongoing dark this week, 0:00:15.280 --> 0:00:19.079 because god damn, can y'all believe it's it's been only 0:00:19.079 --> 0:00:23.520 about a week. Um, we have been going through so much. 0:00:23.840 --> 0:00:28.960 I appreciate all of the kind words. UM, clearly I 0:00:29.000 --> 0:00:32.760 am a little better now. I have been out protesting 0:00:32.880 --> 0:00:35.640 here in New York City, and I just want to 0:00:35.680 --> 0:00:38.640 give shout outs to everyone who has done their part, 0:00:39.200 --> 0:00:42.040 for those of you who have been out protesting, for 0:00:42.159 --> 0:00:44.720 those of you who have donated, for those of you 0:00:45.320 --> 0:00:48.400 voting and telling your peers to vote. I just want 0:00:48.400 --> 0:00:52.720 to thank you all. Um. Of course, y'all know we 0:00:52.800 --> 0:00:56.240 talk a lot about sex and just a whole bunch 0:00:56.240 --> 0:00:59.280 of raunchiness, and right now we just kind of felt that, 0:01:00.480 --> 0:01:02.400 how how do we do that? How do we do 0:01:02.480 --> 0:01:06.240 that right now? How do we get through the laughs 0:01:06.280 --> 0:01:09.280 and the jokes and all of these things? And so 0:01:09.880 --> 0:01:13.200 we and I decided that for this week's episode we 0:01:13.240 --> 0:01:19.360 would compile, um, just some previous conversations over the last 0:01:19.360 --> 0:01:22.960 three and a half years that we have had regarding 0:01:23.040 --> 0:01:30.680 our experience and trauma with police brutality, with racism, with 0:01:30.840 --> 0:01:38.000 interracial dating with UM our white listeners UM and their 0:01:38.080 --> 0:01:42.280 white privilege coming to us about certain topics, and also 0:01:42.360 --> 0:01:45.920 even a conversation we had on our Patreon regarding the 0:01:46.040 --> 0:01:49.840 use of the in word within the Latino community. UM. 0:01:49.880 --> 0:01:53.200 As you guys know, this fight is not anything new 0:01:53.880 --> 0:01:59.640 from the sixties to the seventies, for centuries and centuries 0:02:00.120 --> 0:02:02.600 or two now, we have been fighting the same fight, 0:02:03.440 --> 0:02:06.160 and we wanted to let you guys know that outside 0:02:06.440 --> 0:02:11.920 of fighting for the comfortable altity and making everyone within 0:02:11.960 --> 0:02:15.400 the sex space in the black community more comfortable, that 0:02:15.560 --> 0:02:20.600 we have brought many topics to the forefront. And I 0:02:20.680 --> 0:02:24.760 just wanted to kind of resurface and and relive some 0:02:24.840 --> 0:02:26.960 of these moments that Weezy and I have shared on 0:02:26.960 --> 0:02:32.440 this platform with bringing certain injustices and certain topics to 0:02:33.160 --> 0:02:36.960 to light once again. During this time again, I want 0:02:37.000 --> 0:02:41.919 to give a an R I P as well as 0:02:41.919 --> 0:02:46.000 a fight for justice for George Floyd mad are Y 0:02:46.200 --> 0:02:49.400 and more important, most importantly UM in my eyes and 0:02:49.480 --> 0:02:54.760 for this specific platform Brianna Taylor as having a platform 0:02:54.800 --> 0:02:59.640 specifically focused I would say for black women. UM. I 0:02:59.680 --> 0:03:03.919 think this has brought a hard time for all of us. UM. 0:03:04.000 --> 0:03:06.120 And seeing that we are all standing strong in the 0:03:06.160 --> 0:03:10.880 fight for black men, but kind of you know, a 0:03:10.919 --> 0:03:14.760 little fear and if we will get the same fight 0:03:14.800 --> 0:03:18.919 as black women. UM, Sandra Bland. There's there's a lot 0:03:18.919 --> 0:03:24.680 of just cases reopening up, UM that involved black women, 0:03:24.840 --> 0:03:27.480 and I do feel like black women are not kind 0:03:27.480 --> 0:03:31.519 of given the same voice. And that's what this platform does. 0:03:31.639 --> 0:03:35.680 We want to continue to give voices to black women. UM. 0:03:36.000 --> 0:03:37.800 And and again, I just want to thank you guys 0:03:37.800 --> 0:03:40.800 for all of your kind words. UM. This next clip 0:03:40.840 --> 0:03:43.840 that you were about to hear, UM goes into what 0:03:43.880 --> 0:03:47.560 I mentioned during my statement UM in the PTSD that 0:03:47.600 --> 0:03:51.000 I feel like I have experienced over the last few 0:03:51.080 --> 0:03:55.160 years with witnessing black men being taken at the hands 0:03:55.320 --> 0:03:59.840 of police officers. And so here it is UM me 0:04:00.080 --> 0:04:05.520 talking about my experience in London and how I I 0:04:05.560 --> 0:04:08.920 was able to realize that I am fucking affected by 0:04:08.960 --> 0:04:14.840 this ship. UM again, UM, go ahead and listen. And 0:04:15.960 --> 0:04:17.800 I don't want to say I hope you enjoy, but 0:04:18.200 --> 0:04:21.719 let's go ahead and relive these moments over the past 0:04:21.800 --> 0:04:28.440 years of horrible decisions. UM. So I wanted to, I 0:04:28.440 --> 0:04:31.800 guess share a story because this opened up, UM. Something 0:04:31.839 --> 0:04:34.279 to me so while while I was in London, I 0:04:34.320 --> 0:04:36.719 did London and Paris in a weekend. Because I'm looking crazy. 0:04:36.760 --> 0:04:39.159 I was drunk the whole time. But first off, I 0:04:39.160 --> 0:04:40.920 felt how rich I was too, because which we spent 0:04:41.000 --> 0:04:44.080 probably four dollars in food just on the Friday, between 0:04:44.080 --> 0:04:46.160 food and drinks, and I don't even eat a lot. 0:04:46.200 --> 0:04:49.080 That was sucking crumpets and fucking dump dumplings and dim 0:04:49.120 --> 0:04:52.120 sum and ship. Yeah, we went to the shard. It's 0:04:52.160 --> 0:04:54.560 a it's a restaurant called Hu Tongue on the top 0:04:54.600 --> 0:04:58.080 of the shard. Beautiful was drinking porn Star Martinez the 0:04:58.120 --> 0:05:01.160 whole time. Let me a porn so a fucking good then, 0:05:01.360 --> 0:05:04.080 I love just drinking. My ship's so good. I don't 0:05:04.120 --> 0:05:05.880 know what the point start is, by the way, so's 0:05:06.120 --> 0:05:08.080 I don't know why. It's like only in Europe. I've 0:05:08.080 --> 0:05:09.880 never been offered a point start in the state here. 0:05:09.960 --> 0:05:12.240 Yet you can make it. I asked the ingredients fun 0:05:12.480 --> 0:05:17.360 it's pomegranted, it's super sweet, passion for you, sorry, passion 0:05:17.360 --> 0:05:19.120 for to sitting in there, super juicy, and then you 0:05:19.160 --> 0:05:22.159 get a shot of champagne next to it. Is that 0:05:22.279 --> 0:05:26.800 champagne and maybe you was that it was prosecco champagne. 0:05:27.240 --> 0:05:29.560 You just ain't know. You saw a little bubbls got excited. 0:05:31.640 --> 0:05:35.520 That's what that was. No, But so anyways, we went 0:05:35.560 --> 0:05:38.440 to sketch and then we had dinner reservations at Novikov 0:05:38.560 --> 0:05:40.599 and my homegirl Adriana shout out to her she had 0:05:41.040 --> 0:05:43.880 um us on the guest list because she was like, 0:05:43.960 --> 0:05:45.520 she didn't really want to be around Nick. She wanted 0:05:45.560 --> 0:05:48.160 to meet new niggas, so she was like, I got 0:05:48.200 --> 0:05:50.320 us on the guest list. Hillsted us at the table 0:05:50.360 --> 0:05:52.159 and I'm like, bitch, I don't do promoter tables even 0:05:52.160 --> 0:05:54.240 in the States, but okay, I'm in another country. I'll 0:05:54.240 --> 0:05:57.400 do it. So instead of catching an uber to the club, 0:05:57.520 --> 0:05:59.719 one of the dudes that really like her right now 0:06:00.560 --> 0:06:02.839 was like, yo, I'll pick y'all up and drop y'all 0:06:02.839 --> 0:06:04.760 off at the club. And in her eyes, she's like, 0:06:04.760 --> 0:06:06.440 well now, bitch, we ain't gotta pay for an uber 0:06:06.720 --> 0:06:10.360 seeing real innocent right wrong, he picks us up from 0:06:10.400 --> 0:06:15.120 the fucking dinner. We go like, I guess I'll share 0:06:15.160 --> 0:06:17.359 the whole story because but I'll make it short. We 0:06:17.480 --> 0:06:20.120 drove about fifteen minutes away and we noticed We're still 0:06:20.160 --> 0:06:22.520 in the car. The club is only about five minutes 0:06:22.560 --> 0:06:26.560 around the corner type ship. So we're like, what direction 0:06:26.600 --> 0:06:29.680 are we going in? Because my friend is not recognizing 0:06:29.920 --> 0:06:33.560 the direction we're going in. This nigga is like, nah, 0:06:33.680 --> 0:06:37.520 I gotta go pick something up. No, my nigga. I 0:06:37.680 --> 0:06:40.080 hopped out of the car so quick. I said, ma'am, 0:06:40.200 --> 0:06:42.200 we're calling an uber because what you're not gonna do 0:06:42.440 --> 0:06:44.800 is pick anything up while I'm in the car with you. 0:06:45.240 --> 0:06:48.120 And there was Nigerian's no shade. But you either a 0:06:48.160 --> 0:06:51.440 businessman or you're a scama or a street nigga. Whatever 0:06:51.480 --> 0:06:52.920 you are, you're going to pick something up, you ain't 0:06:52.960 --> 0:06:54.760 having it in a car with me because I know 0:06:54.800 --> 0:06:57.039 what it is. Yeah, out of goddamn weed and you 0:06:57.080 --> 0:06:58.520 need to go pick it up. But it's now now 0:06:58.640 --> 0:07:01.159 to me, that's a run. I'm not coming with you 0:07:01.240 --> 0:07:04.160 on your runs. So I hop out the car and 0:07:04.279 --> 0:07:06.200 he's like, nah, baby, girl, wouldn't do that to you. 0:07:06.440 --> 0:07:08.120 Da man, get back in, Okay, I'll take you out 0:07:08.160 --> 0:07:12.960 to the club. We get around the corner from the club, 0:07:18.360 --> 0:07:21.320 that's the sound of the police. We get pulled over, 0:07:21.520 --> 0:07:26.080 but it's a van. Fine. Police jump out of the 0:07:26.160 --> 0:07:33.120 fucking van. Niggas literally knock on the window, ask him 0:07:33.120 --> 0:07:35.000 to pull it down. He pulled it down. He's being 0:07:35.200 --> 0:07:38.760 very like, respectable high officer was the problem because we 0:07:38.800 --> 0:07:43.000 did we did absolutely nothing wrong. So he rolls it 0:07:43.040 --> 0:07:45.240 down and he's like, where are y'all going tonight? D 0:07:46.440 --> 0:07:47.960 Can I ask all of you guys to step out 0:07:47.960 --> 0:07:52.840 of the car. Police we're literally on literally and I'm 0:07:52.880 --> 0:07:55.200 just I'm looking at my homegirl like, bitch, I told 0:07:55.200 --> 0:07:57.400 you to get you see if you would have listened 0:07:57.400 --> 0:07:59.480 to me, bitch, And I'm looking at my homegirl like, bitch, 0:07:59.600 --> 0:08:02.280 what the funk is going on? Next thing? I know 0:08:03.720 --> 0:08:07.080 she's a German citizen. I'm a U. S. Citizen. They 0:08:07.120 --> 0:08:09.520 take both of our my pastport her I D card 0:08:11.040 --> 0:08:13.160 and I'm like, what you need? Like here it is, 0:08:13.200 --> 0:08:14.920 I can give you my information what you need my 0:08:14.920 --> 0:08:17.680 card for. She takes it. She's like, oh, as long 0:08:17.720 --> 0:08:20.360 as we don't find anything in the vehicle, will give 0:08:20.400 --> 0:08:25.960 it back. They have two police officers, all doors open, 0:08:26.320 --> 0:08:32.000 trunk open, flashlight looking under everything, and I'm just looking 0:08:32.000 --> 0:08:36.520 at her and I'm ting she told me that that's 0:08:36.520 --> 0:08:39.199 what I said. That tag is marked and whether it's 0:08:39.240 --> 0:08:41.520 for drugs or whatever. They're looking to get that nig 0:08:41.640 --> 0:08:44.160 Mercedes nice heart. He's telling it's because I'm black. His 0:08:44.240 --> 0:08:46.320 windows tended ain't see you was black from behind it. 0:08:47.080 --> 0:08:49.960 So I'm literally looking at Adriana and I said, I 0:08:49.960 --> 0:08:52.240 don't think you understand money. My friend is much younger 0:08:52.240 --> 0:08:55.120 than me. This is her first time experience. She's twenty too. 0:08:55.280 --> 0:08:58.480 That has happened to me before. So I'm looking at 0:08:58.520 --> 0:09:01.000 her and I'm just like, you don't under stand, Adriana. 0:09:01.600 --> 0:09:04.120 If they find as little as a blunt in that car, 0:09:04.800 --> 0:09:07.040 we are all going to jail. So I'm sitting here 0:09:07.040 --> 0:09:12.000 talking to the other officer and um, and I'm just like, listen, 0:09:12.040 --> 0:09:14.319 I don't even know these motherfucker's. I just landed today. 0:09:14.360 --> 0:09:18.000 You could look at the passports. I was, bro, I 0:09:18.040 --> 0:09:20.600 don't know these people, Like she just met him a 0:09:20.640 --> 0:09:23.760 month ago, and it's because he drove by a light there, Like, bro, 0:09:23.840 --> 0:09:25.800 we all know these niggs like that. And I'm literally 0:09:25.840 --> 0:09:28.520 like trying to say, I don't they. Then I was 0:09:28.559 --> 0:09:32.360 like they, technically she's just sitting with somebody, you know, now, 0:09:32.360 --> 0:09:34.320 I think that's pretty much bitch. And I was like 0:09:34.320 --> 0:09:36.680 they technically are Uber driver. Then I almost got away. 0:09:36.679 --> 0:09:39.560 He was like, oh, is this an Uber driver? I said, technically, 0:09:39.640 --> 0:09:42.880 but we didn't call on the UBERT so they wasn't 0:09:42.920 --> 0:09:46.080 trying to buy that. So they're still looking. So this 0:09:46.160 --> 0:09:49.080 is where a few things happened to me, and this 0:09:49.120 --> 0:09:51.280 is what I wanted to share with with the listeners. 0:09:51.400 --> 0:09:55.240 So he starts getting the other money. There's two niggas 0:09:55.280 --> 0:09:57.600 one in the van. I'll know. This is another reason 0:09:57.600 --> 0:10:00.320 why I got scared. As we're all pulled out, the 0:10:00.440 --> 0:10:03.960 drivers already handcuffed, and I'm just looking like Mitch White 0:10:04.200 --> 0:10:07.880 he did in handcuffs. So as yeah, as he's in handcuffs, 0:10:07.880 --> 0:10:10.199 they're questioning us. He's trying to say sorry to her. 0:10:10.400 --> 0:10:12.280 But now he's starting to get slick with the cops. 0:10:12.520 --> 0:10:15.040 And this is where I realized, and I didn't realize 0:10:15.040 --> 0:10:18.280 how much I had been affected, that I have PTSD 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:21.320 from what's going on here in the States. And as 0:10:21.320 --> 0:10:24.360 he's starting to get snappy with the officer, I'm yelling 0:10:24.360 --> 0:10:27.640 at him at this point, like do exactly what he says, 0:10:27.800 --> 0:10:30.719 stop with the smart mouth, stop getting slick, give him 0:10:30.760 --> 0:10:32.720 whatever he wants. Let's wait till the car is searched. 0:10:32.880 --> 0:10:36.320 Stop talking to him like that, like I'm literally telling yeah, 0:10:36.320 --> 0:10:38.760 So I'm by the way. I only mentioned that because 0:10:38.800 --> 0:10:41.040 like in France, and he went to France, they were 0:10:41.160 --> 0:10:44.600 big rifles to not in France yellow jackets is a 0:10:44.640 --> 0:10:47.320 big protesting thing going on, but they shoot out these 0:10:47.679 --> 0:10:50.120 metal kind of balls. They're not they can't kill you, 0:10:50.200 --> 0:10:52.680 but they'll like maybe knock off something. But in London 0:10:52.760 --> 0:10:56.760 they do have guns. So so he's I mean, I was, 0:10:56.880 --> 0:11:00.560 I was just I was thinking, well, at this point, 0:11:00.880 --> 0:11:03.040 I was already coming up with how I was going 0:11:03.080 --> 0:11:05.840 to have my locked up a broad episode. I was 0:11:05.880 --> 0:11:10.160 already thinking like content, I was already us do you 0:11:10.200 --> 0:11:11.959 know that's what the fun My friend said as soon 0:11:12.000 --> 0:11:14.599 as I fucking told her in the car, let me 0:11:14.640 --> 0:11:16.160 get back to the sorry, so I can tell you 0:11:16.240 --> 0:11:19.880 how I was crying like a pussy. So finally they 0:11:19.920 --> 0:11:22.000 find nothing. In the car, we get our, I d 0:11:22.200 --> 0:11:24.840 s back, I said, he joan. We walk into the globo. 0:11:25.360 --> 0:11:27.520 I said, oh, British, I have no gun. No gun, 0:11:27.559 --> 0:11:29.920 So I'm sorry. I apologize. That means that's why he 0:11:30.040 --> 0:11:33.040 was talking. Maybe that's why he was talking. I thought 0:11:33.080 --> 0:11:35.160 that I thought that the UK was one of the 0:11:35.240 --> 0:11:40.920 own having guns. Okay, okay, that's why they're always like 0:11:40.960 --> 0:11:43.120 six people taking someone out. Well, sorry, said there was 0:11:43.160 --> 0:11:45.319 six cops well in this car at once, so we're 0:11:45.360 --> 0:11:48.600 all getting there's two check in the car, there's two questioning, 0:11:48.800 --> 0:11:51.640 So that's he's talking slick to the one officer and 0:11:51.640 --> 0:11:54.559 the other officers with us. So finally they come back 0:11:54.600 --> 0:11:56.440 and they're like, okay, nothing's been found in the car. 0:11:56.800 --> 0:11:59.480 They give us our passport and I d back and 0:11:59.800 --> 0:12:02.520 we start walking away. I'm like, Adriana, we'veen the motherfucking 0:12:02.520 --> 0:12:05.560 walks to the club. So we walked back. They let 0:12:05.679 --> 0:12:07.840 him go as well. They uncuff him, and he comes 0:12:07.960 --> 0:12:10.520 running to us at the end of the sidewalk trying 0:12:10.559 --> 0:12:14.600 to apologize, saying he's sorry, And all I do is 0:12:14.679 --> 0:12:18.200 burst into tears and I stay back home. They kill y'all, 0:12:18.400 --> 0:12:21.679 And that's all I kept saying, because he was so like, 0:12:22.760 --> 0:12:24.640 getting so snappy with him, and I just did not 0:12:24.720 --> 0:12:25.880 want to be a part of like I'm about to 0:12:25.880 --> 0:12:28.199 cry now. They were like, you're so pussy, but I 0:12:28.320 --> 0:12:31.040 literally was like I didn't realize how much seeing all 0:12:31.080 --> 0:12:34.120 these black men die from the police affected me because 0:12:34.160 --> 0:12:36.680 I don't put myself in those situations. And to be 0:12:36.760 --> 0:12:41.120 in that situation like I'm literally like I literally had 0:12:41.160 --> 0:12:42.439 to tell my mom I said, I think I need 0:12:42.480 --> 0:12:46.520 therapy now. Like I didn't realize that me seeing the 0:12:46.679 --> 0:12:51.680 videos on Instagram, me reading the news articles and seeing 0:12:51.679 --> 0:12:53.720 how many of our black men die, being in that 0:12:53.800 --> 0:12:56.480 situation right there, I was just like I was scared 0:12:56.520 --> 0:12:57.960 for him. I was scared for me because I know 0:12:58.000 --> 0:13:00.199 they looked at were black women, so I know they 0:13:00.200 --> 0:13:03.640 wanted all of us gone, and I didn't realize how 0:13:03.679 --> 0:13:06.880 it affected me. So before I go to cry, I 0:13:06.920 --> 0:13:09.560 go to say, this is why I realized when we 0:13:09.559 --> 0:13:13.560 talk about dealing with hood niggas, street niggas, scammers, this 0:13:13.640 --> 0:13:16.200 is why I know I don't put myself in those 0:13:16.200 --> 0:13:18.440 positions because truth is many. The sad thing about it 0:13:18.480 --> 0:13:21.240 is it ain't gonna take a hood No, no, it's 0:13:21.240 --> 0:13:23.800 not gonna take ni gonna die. However, my friend just 0:13:23.840 --> 0:13:26.200 got a new job, I said, just because we were 0:13:26.200 --> 0:13:28.240 in the car with them, this would have affected your 0:13:28.240 --> 0:13:31.160 new job. I said, do you think if I would 0:13:31.160 --> 0:13:33.520 have just called my my my job and said, oh, 0:13:33.600 --> 0:13:36.959 by the way, I'm in jail right now for drugs 0:13:37.000 --> 0:13:39.199 because that's what they have me in here under wait 0:13:39.320 --> 0:13:41.440 till I get out. No, I would have lost my job. 0:13:41.640 --> 0:13:43.640 And so even it's something that and this is a 0:13:43.679 --> 0:13:47.160 tip to you ladies who if you're into men who 0:13:47.280 --> 0:13:50.800 may sell narcotics or carry around large loads of narcotics 0:13:50.840 --> 0:13:53.400 or anything that could cause him to go to jail, 0:13:54.080 --> 0:14:02.360 don't get in the car read listen back to that might. 0:14:02.440 --> 0:14:06.959 I just add that it doesn't even matter at this 0:14:07.080 --> 0:14:12.880 point if you are writing with anybody with drugs UM. 0:14:12.920 --> 0:14:16.319 At this point, my tip is to just be safe 0:14:16.360 --> 0:14:20.480 when you walk out of your door. UM. We have 0:14:20.600 --> 0:14:25.440 seen black men taken from US for selling cigarettes, for 0:14:25.600 --> 0:14:32.280 being accused of using a counterfeit ten dollar bill. Um. 0:14:32.320 --> 0:14:34.440 We have seen people lose their lives for sitting in 0:14:34.480 --> 0:14:40.680 their living room. UM. So even with that experience, and 0:14:41.480 --> 0:14:44.640 of course me feeling as though we were being pulled 0:14:44.680 --> 0:14:49.320 over for a drug related offense, UM, because that's what 0:14:49.360 --> 0:14:52.480 they were searching for in the vehicle. Literally, just to 0:14:52.560 --> 0:14:58.680 know you can be pulled over for driving wall black. UM. 0:14:58.800 --> 0:15:02.640 So again this is just this is all a lot. 0:15:03.240 --> 0:15:09.000 We know it's a lot. UM. And this next clip 0:15:09.040 --> 0:15:14.200 you're about to hear, UM, actually comes from of a 0:15:14.280 --> 0:15:20.120 place of frustration. UM, we have this podcast as black 0:15:20.160 --> 0:15:23.120 as fuck for a reason. We have not shied away 0:15:23.120 --> 0:15:26.680 from that. Again, shout out to our twenty seven white listeners. 0:15:26.720 --> 0:15:31.400 But this show is for us UM. And so in 0:15:31.480 --> 0:15:35.440 the next clip, you are about to hear wheezy kind 0:15:35.440 --> 0:15:40.720 of read for filth um, someone who felt offended that 0:15:40.800 --> 0:15:44.720 we made this platform for us UM. And you can 0:15:44.800 --> 0:15:47.440 kind of hear pretty much both of our sentiments on 0:15:47.640 --> 0:15:52.960 our thoughts on that. Shout out to our favorite one 0:15:53.000 --> 0:15:57.520 of our favorite podcasts to read. Okay, we you know, 0:15:57.640 --> 0:16:01.120 we gotta read. We never really go off on anybody. 0:16:01.120 --> 0:16:03.840 And Mandy replied to this girl and she is very lucky. 0:16:03.960 --> 0:16:05.680 I'm not gonna say her name, but I'm just going 0:16:05.680 --> 0:16:09.520 to try to all right, I'm still I'm so irritated 0:16:09.520 --> 0:16:11.680 because I just remembered about this. So this girl writes 0:16:11.720 --> 0:16:15.040 in UM on a picture of Lisa spliffs in who 0:16:15.040 --> 0:16:16.920 came and if you guys got to hear that episode, 0:16:16.920 --> 0:16:20.360 She's a finndom who Michelle Hope describes very radical. She 0:16:20.400 --> 0:16:22.080 had a lot of opinions. She used the word white 0:16:22.080 --> 0:16:25.000 supremacy a lot, and UM had a lot of anger. 0:16:25.080 --> 0:16:26.680 She's been violated in a lot of ways, so she 0:16:26.800 --> 0:16:32.760 told her story. Anyway, Here is the comment that please 0:16:32.800 --> 0:16:34.720 don't are you going to read it all? Okay, I'm 0:16:34.880 --> 0:16:37.880 pretty bad. Okay, still listen to this. Tried it and 0:16:37.920 --> 0:16:39.720 then y'all can come up with your own opinion. I 0:16:39.840 --> 0:16:44.680 think I think that we is overreacting. Um I I 0:16:44.720 --> 0:16:47.240 responded in a fine way, like you responded the way 0:16:47.280 --> 0:16:52.360 that you should have nicely, and I'm not No, you 0:16:52.400 --> 0:16:55.680 did what you should have done. We should be taking Listen, 0:16:57.080 --> 0:16:59.960 I'll tell you if this episode listen to the comment 0:17:00.120 --> 0:17:02.040 thank you? Can I get my black card back? Because 0:17:02.080 --> 0:17:04.360 Mandy about to lose. I'm talking about I'm overreacting. Bus 0:17:04.400 --> 0:17:08.920 listening this episode, nipple car back with that top. Well, 0:17:08.960 --> 0:17:13.800 I don't let them show, let them blow. It's very 0:17:13.840 --> 0:17:15.280 hot in here, which is why my tips are out. 0:17:15.320 --> 0:17:18.440 I had a sweatshirt on. Alright, alright, read this episode 0:17:18.480 --> 0:17:20.760 made me sick to my stomach. Forget the ignorance and 0:17:20.760 --> 0:17:22.560 prejudice that was pouring out of it. As a all 0:17:22.600 --> 0:17:26.399 caps white child sexual harassment victim, I'm telling you this. 0:17:26.640 --> 0:17:30.000 Take your explanation of child abuse with white supremacy, wrap 0:17:30.040 --> 0:17:32.800 it in a gift paper that didn't make sense and 0:17:32.840 --> 0:17:34.800 put it on the shelf never open again. I don't 0:17:34.840 --> 0:17:37.159 think you realize you're denying women to their own experience. 0:17:37.359 --> 0:17:39.800 Women of all colors body shamed by men of all colors. 0:17:39.960 --> 0:17:42.280 The oppression of women's stems largely, when She's right on this, 0:17:42.640 --> 0:17:45.160 from men's desire for power and control. The same need 0:17:45.200 --> 0:17:47.439 which throughout history is driven men to try to conquer 0:17:47.440 --> 0:17:50.359 and subjugate other groups nations, and oppress other classes and 0:17:50.400 --> 0:17:52.639 groups in their own society, drives them to dominate an 0:17:52.640 --> 0:17:54.760 oppressed women. Since men feel they need to gain as 0:17:54.840 --> 0:17:56.560 much power and control as they can, they can steal 0:17:56.560 --> 0:17:58.960 away power and control from women. They deny women the 0:17:59.040 --> 0:18:00.840 right to make decisions so that they can make it 0:18:00.840 --> 0:18:03.360 for them, leave women unable to direct their own lives 0:18:03.400 --> 0:18:05.600 so they can do it for them. This is really long, 0:18:05.600 --> 0:18:12.560 guy on that part, Right, do do do all? Right? 0:18:13.280 --> 0:18:16.880 Since biological processes like sex, menstruation, breastfeeding, and even pregnancy 0:18:16.880 --> 0:18:19.760 we're discussing, women felt themselves disgusted too, and that brings 0:18:19.800 --> 0:18:22.560 me me to the sexual power that brings them to 0:18:22.600 --> 0:18:25.160 the sexual power women have over men. Men resent that feeling. 0:18:25.160 --> 0:18:26.760 It's a sign of weakness and women out to blame 0:18:26.760 --> 0:18:28.200 as they're the one to produce it, and that means 0:18:28.200 --> 0:18:31.439 men can't complete the domination over women. They may be 0:18:31.480 --> 0:18:33.320 able to force women to cover their bodies and faces 0:18:33.359 --> 0:18:36.920 like slaves, but any woman that's capable of arousing powerful 0:18:36.960 --> 0:18:40.399 and uncontrollable sexual impulses inside them at any moment. I 0:18:40.480 --> 0:18:43.320 got your call. I got that you call your podcast 0:18:43.359 --> 0:18:47.119 a black podcast, but you are so exclusive it hurts 0:18:47.119 --> 0:18:52.119 me on a socio economic level. Mandy reply turns that 0:18:52.200 --> 0:18:54.680 everyone has their own experiences. We've had many different people 0:18:54.680 --> 0:18:57.200 in the show. Sorry, police's experience is different from your own. 0:18:57.200 --> 0:18:59.080 Perhaps will have someone in the show that shares your views. 0:18:59.400 --> 0:19:02.880 I just want to all you something. I was read 0:19:02.880 --> 0:19:04.440 it and I got irritated, and I thought about the 0:19:04.440 --> 0:19:10.120 words socio economic and how has this impacted your money, 0:19:10.320 --> 0:19:13.679 or your job or your livelihood, because let's take it 0:19:13.720 --> 0:19:16.200 for a second. You love to capitalize that you were white, 0:19:16.560 --> 0:19:19.399 So on a socio economic level, how the fund did 0:19:19.440 --> 0:19:23.639 you get offended economically? I mean, really, when black podcasts 0:19:23.640 --> 0:19:26.280 are the minority, black people are the minority, what the 0:19:26.320 --> 0:19:28.880 funk are you? How are you really affected by hearing 0:19:28.920 --> 0:19:31.800 a black girl tell her fucking struggle, and then here 0:19:31.840 --> 0:19:34.200 you are are these white fucking tears about how you're 0:19:34.280 --> 0:19:36.520 left out, how the fund did Lisa feel her whole 0:19:36.520 --> 0:19:39.200 fucking life, or every fucking black girl that goes through ship, 0:19:39.400 --> 0:19:43.399 even especially if it's with the white man and someone saying, oh, hey, 0:19:43.520 --> 0:19:46.320 you know it's okay, get over it. But now we 0:19:46.359 --> 0:19:49.040 got a cater to your motherfucking white ass on our 0:19:49.080 --> 0:19:52.720 black ass podcast, because god forbid, we have some black 0:19:52.800 --> 0:19:55.879 bitch on here talking about somebody looks like, Yo, daddy, 0:19:56.240 --> 0:19:59.120 know the funk? You didn't, And if it's such a problem, 0:19:59.280 --> 0:20:02.880 you should have ever have ever have followed our black asses, 0:20:03.000 --> 0:20:04.920 half black asses, whatever the funk you want to say, 0:20:05.080 --> 0:20:08.639 I haven't indulged. Didn't even bring it up. You sound dumb. 0:20:08.800 --> 0:20:11.280 I know it's a black podcast, but I'm hurt fit 0:20:11.400 --> 0:20:13.200 Shut the funk up. Do you know how many black 0:20:13.240 --> 0:20:14.720 girls have been heard? Do you know how many black 0:20:14.720 --> 0:20:17.639 girls were feeling Lisa not to mention how I was 0:20:17.680 --> 0:20:20.280 embarrassed that we had black men on here talking about 0:20:20.280 --> 0:20:22.160 Spanish women and how they're better. Do you know how 0:20:22.160 --> 0:20:24.400 many black girls were hurting? And where the funk were you? 0:20:24.400 --> 0:20:27.119 You weren't offended because your hair is good too. Fuck 0:20:27.520 --> 0:20:31.399 you out of fact, Monica, Marika, fuck you, fuck you, 0:20:31.440 --> 0:20:33.760 fuck you, fuck you, fuck you. Most of the girls 0:20:33.800 --> 0:20:35.560 that are finndoms are white. Do you know how many 0:20:35.600 --> 0:20:37.919 black ones are there? Not a fucking lot. Not a 0:20:37.960 --> 0:20:41.560 fucking lot. She's feticized for being black, being big, being whatever, 0:20:41.760 --> 0:20:45.160 and here you are being hurt on a socio economic level. 0:20:45.280 --> 0:20:48.320 What does that even fucking mean? Did this podcast really 0:20:48.400 --> 0:20:50.080 take you away from work for the day because you 0:20:50.119 --> 0:20:53.919 were so fucked up? Anything that you listen to is 0:20:54.000 --> 0:20:56.920 catered towards you, is cater to your demographic. And one 0:20:57.119 --> 0:20:59.840 fucking black girl, I swear to God, like it all. 0:21:00.080 --> 0:21:02.840 She was this man, Yeah, this is a podcast for 0:21:02.920 --> 0:21:07.280 people look like And if I'm sorry because I feel 0:21:07.280 --> 0:21:10.000 like we've always like we ride for any fucking woman. 0:21:10.400 --> 0:21:13.040 But here are having to tear this bitch us a 0:21:13.080 --> 0:21:15.440 new asshole for having the nerve to bring another black 0:21:15.440 --> 0:21:17.760 bitch on our black ass podcast. Bit, you're gonna have 0:21:17.880 --> 0:21:21.800 to go and if it fucking sacrifices me the whole 0:21:21.800 --> 0:21:24.200 listener away, That's what she said. I don't roll the 0:21:24.280 --> 0:21:27.200 whole listener away. We just because you know what I 0:21:27.560 --> 0:21:29.800 told Mandy. When I started this show that I didn't 0:21:29.800 --> 0:21:31.720 want it to be a black podcast, wanted it to 0:21:31.760 --> 0:21:35.760 be inclusive of everyone. If that's what we had to do, 0:21:35.960 --> 0:21:37.560 that's what we had to do, because if you can't 0:21:37.600 --> 0:21:39.440 sit and listen to a black girl tell her feelings, 0:21:39.440 --> 0:21:42.040 then but you've gotta go, you gotta throw the whole 0:21:42.119 --> 0:21:45.000 person away. Fuck it, leave her one star review, suck 0:21:45.080 --> 0:21:47.280 my dick, you can kiss my ass. I don't even 0:21:47.320 --> 0:21:49.359