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Speaker 1: Hey, horror Hive, Welcome back to another episode guys of

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Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions. Um, we were planning ongoing dark this week,

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Speaker 1: because god damn, can y'all believe it's it's been only

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Speaker 1: about a week. Um, we have been going through so much.

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Speaker 1: I appreciate all of the kind words. UM, clearly I

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Speaker 1: am a little better now. I have been out protesting

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Speaker 1: here in New York City, and I just want to

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Speaker 1: give shout outs to everyone who has done their part,

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Speaker 1: for those of you who have been out protesting, for

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Speaker 1: those of you who have donated, for those of you

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Speaker 1: voting and telling your peers to vote. I just want

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Speaker 1: to thank you all. Um. Of course, y'all know we

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Speaker 1: talk a lot about sex and just a whole bunch

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Speaker 1: of raunchiness, and right now we just kind of felt that,

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Speaker 1: how how do we do that? How do we do

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Speaker 1: that right now? How do we get through the laughs

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Speaker 1: and the jokes and all of these things? And so

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Speaker 1: we and I decided that for this week's episode we

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Speaker 1: would compile, um, just some previous conversations over the last

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Speaker 1: three and a half years that we have had regarding

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Speaker 1: our experience and trauma with police brutality, with racism, with

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Speaker 1: interracial dating with UM our white listeners UM and their

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Speaker 1: white privilege coming to us about certain topics, and also

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Speaker 1: even a conversation we had on our Patreon regarding the

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Speaker 1: use of the in word within the Latino community. UM.

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Speaker 1: As you guys know, this fight is not anything new

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Speaker 1: from the sixties to the seventies, for centuries and centuries

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Speaker 1: or two now, we have been fighting the same fight,

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Speaker 1: and we wanted to let you guys know that outside

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Speaker 1: of fighting for the comfortable altity and making everyone within

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Speaker 1: the sex space in the black community more comfortable, that

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Speaker 1: we have brought many topics to the forefront. And I

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Speaker 1: just wanted to kind of resurface and and relive some

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Speaker 1: of these moments that Weezy and I have shared on

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Speaker 1: this platform with bringing certain injustices and certain topics to

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Speaker 1: to light once again. During this time again, I want

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Speaker 1: to give a an R I P as well as

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Speaker 1: a fight for justice for George Floyd mad are Y

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Speaker 1: and more important, most importantly UM in my eyes and

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Speaker 1: for this specific platform Brianna Taylor as having a platform

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Speaker 1: specifically focused I would say for black women. UM. I

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Speaker 1: think this has brought a hard time for all of us. UM.

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Speaker 1: And seeing that we are all standing strong in the

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Speaker 1: fight for black men, but kind of you know, a

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Speaker 1: little fear and if we will get the same fight

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Speaker 1: as black women. UM, Sandra Bland. There's there's a lot

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Speaker 1: of just cases reopening up, UM that involved black women,

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Speaker 1: and I do feel like black women are not kind

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Speaker 1: of given the same voice. And that's what this platform does.

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Speaker 1: We want to continue to give voices to black women. UM.

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Speaker 1: And and again, I just want to thank you guys

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Speaker 1: for all of your kind words. UM. This next clip

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Speaker 1: that you were about to hear, UM goes into what

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Speaker 1: I mentioned during my statement UM in the PTSD that

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Speaker 1: I feel like I have experienced over the last few

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Speaker 1: years with witnessing black men being taken at the hands

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Speaker 1: of police officers. And so here it is UM me

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Speaker 1: talking about my experience in London and how I I

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Speaker 1: was able to realize that I am fucking affected by

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Speaker 1: this ship. UM again, UM, go ahead and listen. And

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Speaker 1: I don't want to say I hope you enjoy, but

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Speaker 1: let's go ahead and relive these moments over the past

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Speaker 1: years of horrible decisions. UM. So I wanted to, I

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Speaker 1: guess share a story because this opened up, UM. Something

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Speaker 1: to me so while while I was in London, I

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Speaker 1: did London and Paris in a weekend. Because I'm looking crazy.

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Speaker 1: I was drunk the whole time. But first off, I

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Speaker 1: felt how rich I was too, because which we spent

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Speaker 1: probably four dollars in food just on the Friday, between

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Speaker 1: That was sucking crumpets and fucking dump dumplings and dim

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Speaker 1: sum and ship. Yeah, we went to the shard. It's

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Speaker 1: a it's a restaurant called Hu Tongue on the top

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Speaker 1: of the shard. Beautiful was drinking porn Star Martinez the

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Speaker 1: whole time. Let me a porn so a fucking good then,

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Speaker 1: I love just drinking. My ship's so good. I don't

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Speaker 1: I don't know why. It's like only in Europe. I've

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Speaker 1: never been offered a point start in the state here.

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Speaker 1: Yet you can make it. I asked the ingredients fun

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Speaker 1: it's pomegranted, it's super sweet, passion for you, sorry, passion

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Speaker 1: get a shot of champagne next to it. Is that

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Speaker 1: champagne and maybe you was that it was prosecco champagne.

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Speaker 1: You just ain't know. You saw a little bubbls got excited.

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Speaker 1: That's what that was. No, But so anyways, we went

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Speaker 1: and my homegirl Adriana shout out to her she had

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Speaker 1: us on the guest list. Hillsted us at the table

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, bitch, I don't do promoter tables even

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Speaker 1: in the States, but okay, I'm in another country. I'll

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Speaker 1: do it. So instead of catching an uber to the club,

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Speaker 1: well now, bitch, we ain't gotta pay for an uber

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Speaker 1: seeing real innocent right wrong, he picks us up from

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Speaker 1: the fucking dinner. We go like, I guess I'll share

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Speaker 1: the whole story because but I'll make it short. We

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Speaker 1: drove about fifteen minutes away and we noticed We're still

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Speaker 1: the direction we're going in. This nigga is like, nah,

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Speaker 1: I gotta go pick something up. No, my nigga. I

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Speaker 1: we're calling an uber because what you're not gonna do

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Speaker 1: is pick anything up while I'm in the car with you.

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Speaker 1: And there was Nigerian's no shade. But you either a

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Speaker 1: businessman or you're a scama or a street nigga. Whatever

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Speaker 1: what it is. Yeah, out of goddamn weed and you

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Speaker 1: to me, that's a run. I'm not coming with you

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Speaker 1: he's like, nah, baby, girl, wouldn't do that to you.

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Speaker 1: Da man, get back in, Okay, I'll take you out

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Speaker 1: to the club. We get around the corner from the club,

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Speaker 1: that's the sound of the police. We get pulled over,

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Speaker 1: but it's a van. Fine. Police jump out of the

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Speaker 1: fucking van. Niggas literally knock on the window, ask him

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Speaker 1: what the funk is going on? Next thing? I know

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Speaker 1: she's a German citizen. I'm a U. S. Citizen. They

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Speaker 1: and I'm like, what you need? Like here it is,

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Speaker 1: what I said. That tag is marked and whether it's

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Speaker 1: Mercedes nice heart. He's telling it's because I'm black. His

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Speaker 1: So I'm literally looking at Adriana and I said, I

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Speaker 1: don't think you understand money. My friend is much younger

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Speaker 1: That has happened to me before. So I'm looking at

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Speaker 1: If they find as little as a blunt in that car,

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Speaker 1: talking to the other officer and um, and I'm just like, listen,

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Speaker 1: I don't even know these motherfucker's. I just landed today.

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Speaker 1: You could look at the passports. I was, bro, I

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Speaker 1: we all know these niggs like that. And I'm literally

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Speaker 1: like trying to say, I don't they. Then I was

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Speaker 1: He was like, oh, is this an Uber driver? I said, technically,

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Speaker 1: trying to buy that. So they're still looking. So this

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Speaker 1: So he starts getting the other money. There's two niggas

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Speaker 1: Stop talking to him like that, like I'm literally telling yeah,

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Speaker 1: So I'm by the way. I only mentioned that because

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Speaker 1: but they'll like maybe knock off something. But in London

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Speaker 1: they do have guns. So so he's I mean, I was,

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Speaker 1: I was just I was thinking, well, at this point,

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Speaker 1: already thinking like content, I was already us do you

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Speaker 1: know that's what the fun My friend said as soon

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Speaker 1: how I was crying like a pussy. So finally they

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Speaker 1: find nothing. In the car, we get our, I d

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Speaker 1: s back, I said, he joan. We walk into the globo.

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Speaker 1: I said, oh, British, I have no gun. No gun,

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Speaker 1: six people taking someone out. Well, sorry, said there was

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Speaker 1: six cops well in this car at once, so we're

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Speaker 1: this doesn't happen. And often She's just really angry about

426
00:23:02,080 --> 00:23:04,040
Speaker 1: a comment that we received from one of our listeners.

427
00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:06,920
Speaker 1: And I think it's good that, UM we expressed this. Um.

428
00:23:06,960 --> 00:23:09,040
Speaker 1: We show you guys so much love and we appreciate

429
00:23:09,040 --> 00:23:11,119
Speaker 1: all the love that you guys have given us. However,

430
00:23:11,200 --> 00:23:13,920
Speaker 1: even on the last episode, we just talked about how

431
00:23:14,000 --> 00:23:17,959
Speaker 1: people do shudge it us, UM, and so this was

432
00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:20,560
Speaker 1: definitely one of the comments that we got back that

433
00:23:20,920 --> 00:23:26,080
Speaker 1: you know, UM got a reaction. I'm still over reacting. UM.

434
00:23:26,119 --> 00:23:28,119
Speaker 1: I think I mean you you said your points. I

435
00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:32,200
Speaker 1: didn't feel that emotionally connected. Um, but before we're not

436
00:23:32,240 --> 00:23:34,480
Speaker 1: gonna introduce her. I guess um our guest Michelle Hope

437
00:23:34,480 --> 00:23:40,920
Speaker 1: has something to say about that, and um, well, um uh,

438
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:44,320
Speaker 1: it's warm in here. And um, I think that what

439
00:23:44,359 --> 00:23:46,600
Speaker 1: we need to remember is that there is a long

440
00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:52,440
Speaker 1: history of white feminists who are very racist. Long history. Um.

441
00:23:52,480 --> 00:23:55,080
Speaker 1: And I think that what I'm hearing I did not.

442
00:23:55,160 --> 00:23:57,359
Speaker 1: I don't know who this person is. I just walked

443
00:23:57,359 --> 00:24:00,200
Speaker 1: into this mess. I do love Lisa. I met her

444
00:24:00,520 --> 00:24:03,080
Speaker 1: Afro punk one year. I thought she's the baddest bitch ever.

445
00:24:03,640 --> 00:24:07,880
Speaker 1: Where her nipples out, she goes hard. She goes so hard,

446
00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:11,520
Speaker 1: but for a reason. But we ride for women people period. Man,

447
00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:13,960
Speaker 1: that hard unless you're on Instagram. Mama, I'm not going

448
00:24:14,000 --> 00:24:17,600
Speaker 1: to get into that, but I will. Well, yeah, I mean,

449
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:19,760
Speaker 1: we all go through problems. But I do believe. I mean,

450
00:24:19,760 --> 00:24:23,280
Speaker 1: my mom is white, and she is a feminist, and

451
00:24:23,359 --> 00:24:25,359
Speaker 1: she is a lesbian, and she has been in the

452
00:24:25,359 --> 00:24:27,880
Speaker 1: fight for a long time before I was even here.

453
00:24:28,000 --> 00:24:31,440
Speaker 1: She was a part of the movement. Um. But even

454
00:24:31,560 --> 00:24:34,240
Speaker 1: I have had to have come to Jesus moments with

455
00:24:34,320 --> 00:24:38,399
Speaker 1: my mama. Like pause, Mama, you're a white woman, Like

456
00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:42,520
Speaker 1: you don't walk down the street with people looking at

457
00:24:42,560 --> 00:24:47,240
Speaker 1: you like what do you Or you don't walk into

458
00:24:47,240 --> 00:24:49,080
Speaker 1: a store and people follow you around for the same

459
00:24:49,119 --> 00:24:51,879
Speaker 1: time for the for reasons like oh, you might rob us.

460
00:24:52,119 --> 00:24:54,240
Speaker 1: And you know, it was interesting when when my mother

461
00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:56,159
Speaker 1: and I and I love my mother, and when my

462
00:24:56,240 --> 00:24:59,280
Speaker 1: mother and I had that come to Jesus moment, you know,

463
00:24:59,440 --> 00:25:01,600
Speaker 1: it was hard for her to hear, you know, from

464
00:25:01,640 --> 00:25:05,200
Speaker 1: her grown child. But then you know, she left New York,

465
00:25:05,240 --> 00:25:07,000
Speaker 1: she came to visit me from Indiana. She came to

466
00:25:07,080 --> 00:25:10,399
Speaker 1: visit me, and she left and she went home, she processed,

467
00:25:10,440 --> 00:25:14,720
Speaker 1: and she was like, wow, you're right right, She was like,

468
00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,600
Speaker 1: you know, and and when I was growing it's totally

469
00:25:17,640 --> 00:25:19,399
Speaker 1: a different experience. And when I said, my mother has

470
00:25:19,440 --> 00:25:21,879
Speaker 1: always been a part of the movement, my mom has

471
00:25:21,920 --> 00:25:25,600
Speaker 1: said on boards that really fought for women's equity. And she,

472
00:25:26,359 --> 00:25:28,879
Speaker 1: when I was growing up, was on a board of

473
00:25:29,200 --> 00:25:32,480
Speaker 1: women's arts and music festival that happened in Indiana. I

474
00:25:32,520 --> 00:25:34,800
Speaker 1: always call it like Lilith Fair, before there was Lilith

475
00:25:36,080 --> 00:25:38,199
Speaker 1: and when she was a part of that, after we

476
00:25:38,280 --> 00:25:40,480
Speaker 1: had this kind of come to Jesus moment, and then

477
00:25:41,040 --> 00:25:43,159
Speaker 1: she thought about it she we had a conversation and

478
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:45,680
Speaker 1: she was like, you know, Michelle, at that time when

479
00:25:45,680 --> 00:25:47,480
Speaker 1: you were little, because I would go to these festivals

480
00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:50,040
Speaker 1: because they had kids camp and it was super weird

481
00:25:50,040 --> 00:25:53,000
Speaker 1: because it was like astro travel and dream catcher type

482
00:25:53,200 --> 00:25:57,200
Speaker 1: vision boarding ship before it was possible. She was like yeah,

483
00:25:57,280 --> 00:25:59,760
Speaker 1: and and she said, you know, the black women always

484
00:25:59,760 --> 00:26:03,240
Speaker 1: said they needed their own kind of section in the space,

485
00:26:03,280 --> 00:26:05,840
Speaker 1: and we would give them pushback, like why we're all

486
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:08,320
Speaker 1: fighting the same fight. And after we had that come

487
00:26:08,359 --> 00:26:10,280
Speaker 1: to Jesus moment, she was like, Michelle, you taught me

488
00:26:10,840 --> 00:26:16,240
Speaker 1: that I was being discriminatory. I was we should have

489
00:26:17,240 --> 00:26:23,040
Speaker 1: created Hopefully, she even understands where Weezy's frustration came from.

490
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:25,960
Speaker 1: Instead of hearing you know, the anger and Wheezy's voice,

491
00:26:26,000 --> 00:26:30,440
Speaker 1: she actually sits back, sits back and realizes that she's

492
00:26:30,480 --> 00:26:32,760
Speaker 1: not sitting here shaming her or anything like that I was.

493
00:26:32,960 --> 00:26:35,639
Speaker 1: She has to understand that the difference she felt like

494
00:26:36,280 --> 00:26:39,000
Speaker 1: Lisa singled you know, people out or whatever, like she

495
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:41,440
Speaker 1: singled herself out to say I'm white and you did

496
00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:43,800
Speaker 1: this time to people are going to have so many

497
00:26:43,800 --> 00:26:47,200
Speaker 1: different experiences. Women that go through so many traumatic experiences

498
00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:49,800
Speaker 1: with different men. You have to appreciate for each person's

499
00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:52,760
Speaker 1: story for she said. Don't get me wrong, there's things

500
00:26:52,800 --> 00:26:54,919
Speaker 1: I've heard that I'm like, dam, that's too much on

501
00:26:55,000 --> 00:26:58,000
Speaker 1: different podcasts and stuff like that. But you can't ship

502
00:26:58,040 --> 00:27:00,240
Speaker 1: on that person for it. And this is exactly why

503
00:26:59,920 --> 00:27:04,119
Speaker 1: I don't want to do sexual harassment episode sometimes, because

504
00:27:04,119 --> 00:27:06,240
Speaker 1: you never know someone's journey. And we didn't know Lisa

505
00:27:06,280 --> 00:27:08,639
Speaker 1: would go there, and I'm grateful that she did, because

506
00:27:08,640 --> 00:27:10,440
Speaker 1: how did you not know Lisa was gonna go there?

507
00:27:11,200 --> 00:27:13,760
Speaker 1: I mean, I thought Lisa was gonna talk about I

508
00:27:13,760 --> 00:27:19,360
Speaker 1: don't know, because a part of Lisa's is stemming from

509
00:27:19,400 --> 00:27:23,760
Speaker 1: her experience, and I'm all for that, um. But you know,

510
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:28,320
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, and I lovely the other voice you

511
00:27:28,359 --> 00:27:32,040
Speaker 1: heard in that episode was Michelle Hope shout out to her. UM.

512
00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:37,880
Speaker 1: She actually joined me for the Brianna Taylor vigil um

513
00:27:37,920 --> 00:27:42,560
Speaker 1: on Adam playing Powell and Harlem this this past weekend,

514
00:27:42,760 --> 00:27:44,960
Speaker 1: and I just want to thank her for everything she's done.

515
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:51,560
Speaker 1: But just listening to this conversation was mm hmmm. I

516
00:27:52,320 --> 00:27:58,000
Speaker 1: want to say triggering, but went into why my statement

517
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:00,720
Speaker 1: last week was so hard to get over. Mom even

518
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:05,560
Speaker 1: just called UM, and we've been having just the struggle

519
00:28:05,840 --> 00:28:09,639
Speaker 1: in how we are communicating right now. As you guys know,

520
00:28:09,760 --> 00:28:13,479
Speaker 1: I I I'm black as hell, but I was raised

521
00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:17,440
Speaker 1: by a white mother, and there's just been some some

522
00:28:17,520 --> 00:28:19,679
Speaker 1: difficulty in that. I do want to shout out also

523
00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:22,800
Speaker 1: to the listeners who have reached out to me and

524
00:28:22,880 --> 00:28:26,160
Speaker 1: my d M s UM for those who are not

525
00:28:26,280 --> 00:28:31,600
Speaker 1: black but who are raising black children, and also the

526
00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:35,119
Speaker 1: confusion that they're currently facing. UM. And And I talked

527
00:28:35,119 --> 00:28:38,920
Speaker 1: to my mom literally yesterday, and she was like, you know,

528
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:43,000
Speaker 1: I'm okay with hearing that you hate white people. I

529
00:28:43,080 --> 00:28:46,160
Speaker 1: know that you loved me, but she's like, she's hurt

530
00:28:46,280 --> 00:28:49,240
Speaker 1: by how white people are and she hates that she's

531
00:28:49,240 --> 00:28:54,400
Speaker 1: white sometimes because here she is raising three strong black women. UM.

532
00:28:54,440 --> 00:28:57,959
Speaker 1: Her partner is black, her nieces and nephews are black,

533
00:28:58,040 --> 00:29:02,560
Speaker 1: and and she has on out UM and protested in Orlando.

534
00:29:03,160 --> 00:29:06,160
Speaker 1: And I'm grateful for that. But like I said, as

535
00:29:06,200 --> 00:29:12,240
Speaker 1: far as UM, those white listeners and those non black

536
00:29:12,360 --> 00:29:16,160
Speaker 1: people who are raising black children, the only thing I

537
00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:19,240
Speaker 1: can say as far as advice is to educate yourself.

538
00:29:20,440 --> 00:29:23,280
Speaker 1: And more than anything, I think what I've taken away

539
00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:30,880
Speaker 1: from this is checking your own, check your mother's, your uncle's,

540
00:29:30,960 --> 00:29:35,840
Speaker 1: your brothers, your sisters, those individuals who are not black,

541
00:29:36,520 --> 00:29:38,920
Speaker 1: check them when they are wrong. I think that as

542
00:29:38,960 --> 00:29:41,600
Speaker 1: black people, we have tried and tried and tried and

543
00:29:41,640 --> 00:29:44,200
Speaker 1: tried again to tell y'all what the funk y'all are

544
00:29:44,240 --> 00:29:48,080
Speaker 1: doing wrong, and we've shouted at the top of our lungs,

545
00:29:48,080 --> 00:29:53,600
Speaker 1: and y'all just don't hear us. So when our white allies,

546
00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:56,520
Speaker 1: and our Latina allies, and our people of color who

547
00:29:56,560 --> 00:30:00,400
Speaker 1: are not black allies are asking us what the hell

548
00:30:00,480 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 1: they can do, I would say, check your kind, check

549
00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:08,200
Speaker 1: them when they are wrong, and let them know that

550
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:11,200
Speaker 1: they are wrong, and be willing to stand there and

551
00:30:11,280 --> 00:30:15,120
Speaker 1: lose a coworker, lose a friend, because they are worth it.

552
00:30:15,400 --> 00:30:17,160
Speaker 1: If they not fight in the same fight as you,

553
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:20,120
Speaker 1: they meant to be a part of us. The next

554
00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:22,320
Speaker 1: clip I'm about to play, many of you may not

555
00:30:22,480 --> 00:30:26,480
Speaker 1: have heard. It is a clip from a bonus episode

556
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:30,560
Speaker 1: with Brianda of the Super Trip Talk podcast, and we

557
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:36,880
Speaker 1: get into a pretty deep conversation regarding colorism and racism

558
00:30:36,920 --> 00:30:42,920
Speaker 1: in the Latino community and whether we allow um the

559
00:30:43,000 --> 00:30:46,840
Speaker 1: Latino community a pass on saying that the N word Um,

560
00:30:46,880 --> 00:30:51,520
Speaker 1: we also get into the conversation regarding colorism and what

561
00:30:51,720 --> 00:30:54,920
Speaker 1: Weezy and I have faced as biracial women having a

562
00:30:54,960 --> 00:30:58,280
Speaker 1: black ass podcast and identifying as black women. Um, we

563
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:02,760
Speaker 1: get into that conversation as well. So buckle up, um,

564
00:31:03,040 --> 00:31:06,080
Speaker 1: turn up the volume and get ready for this clip.

565
00:31:09,160 --> 00:31:13,640
Speaker 1: Dominican look like they're they're black, like the dudes. I

566
00:31:13,640 --> 00:31:18,040
Speaker 1: feel like they got a little extra curl. There's something

567
00:31:18,080 --> 00:31:20,640
Speaker 1: about the curl pattern in their hair. Dude, we share

568
00:31:20,680 --> 00:31:23,680
Speaker 1: an island with I t come on like it's we

569
00:31:24,400 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 1: If you saw my family, it is the most diverse

570
00:31:27,160 --> 00:31:31,160
Speaker 1: looking racial group of course, like my grandfather. My sister

571
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:33,320
Speaker 1: is black passing black passing. They used to think we

572
00:31:33,360 --> 00:31:35,640
Speaker 1: were like friends every time we'd go out because we

573
00:31:35,680 --> 00:31:38,160
Speaker 1: don't look alike. But she looks black passing my cousins.

574
00:31:38,200 --> 00:31:41,200
Speaker 1: My grandfather is black. That's the interesting is that black passing.

575
00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:43,520
Speaker 1: You know there's white passing, but why not just say

576
00:31:43,800 --> 00:31:46,920
Speaker 1: she's looks for like, actually this is the whore high

577
00:31:46,960 --> 00:31:49,080
Speaker 1: so they would understand. But for my listeners, I say

578
00:31:49,120 --> 00:31:51,080
Speaker 1: black passing because they don't really they're not hip with

579
00:31:51,120 --> 00:31:55,560
Speaker 1: those terms yet black, so I use it. It's like

580
00:31:55,720 --> 00:31:58,440
Speaker 1: I've heard pass. I've heard black passing from like Middle

581
00:31:58,440 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 1: Eastern people when they when they referenced Middle Eastern people,

582
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:02,760
Speaker 1: but I've never heard they're just people who say that

583
00:32:02,840 --> 00:32:05,520
Speaker 1: Latinos aren't black, And I just think that's a very

584
00:32:06,080 --> 00:32:09,280
Speaker 1: limited way of thinking, Like Latinos are the one of

585
00:32:09,320 --> 00:32:13,080
Speaker 1: the most racially diverse groups of people. Like Latinos are black,

586
00:32:13,200 --> 00:32:15,840
Speaker 1: Latinos are also white, you know what I mean. It's

587
00:32:15,840 --> 00:32:18,160
Speaker 1: like a very odd statement to say we're starting hot.

588
00:32:18,160 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 1: Where do you think that get in the psychedelic community

589
00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:26,680
Speaker 1: there are mostly white. Because I was saying, like they

590
00:32:26,680 --> 00:32:30,240
Speaker 1: fucking no like that there's in sensitive times and how

591
00:32:30,240 --> 00:32:32,960
Speaker 1: people want to like be like that's interesting, I would

592
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,240
Speaker 1: you say, but I say black. And also my sister

593
00:32:35,320 --> 00:32:38,040
Speaker 1: calls considers herself black. She has treated like a black person.

594
00:32:38,080 --> 00:32:40,360
Speaker 1: She works at Boston Children's Hospital, and they'd be treating

595
00:32:40,360 --> 00:32:42,600
Speaker 1: her like not the best, you know what I mean,

596
00:32:42,840 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 1: And it fuck it sucks, especially as my sister, and

597
00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:48,280
Speaker 1: like to be honest with you, when you were a Dominican,

598
00:32:48,960 --> 00:32:50,760
Speaker 1: she was older than me and she always got treated

599
00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:53,560
Speaker 1: worse because I was a little lighter, right, And that

600
00:32:53,640 --> 00:32:55,320
Speaker 1: was that I saw as a kid, like even my

601
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:57,960
Speaker 1: mom My mom is a fucking cunt. Sometimes I think

602
00:32:58,000 --> 00:33:00,560
Speaker 1: about the way she beat her I didn't get at treatment,

603
00:33:00,960 --> 00:33:02,360
Speaker 1: you know, or the way my aunts would talk to

604
00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:04,400
Speaker 1: my sister versus how they talk to me. Wow, and

605
00:33:04,440 --> 00:33:06,800
Speaker 1: your own family, I mean, colorism is real with any

606
00:33:06,800 --> 00:33:09,080
Speaker 1: family base. I mean to think, just to be hurtful,

607
00:33:09,200 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 1: like I've seen I've seen conversations or like heard them

608
00:33:14,160 --> 00:33:18,600
Speaker 1: within latinos talking about how maybe their family would whether

609
00:33:18,640 --> 00:33:20,880
Speaker 1: it's pressing their hair, telling them something hard to find someone,

610
00:33:21,000 --> 00:33:23,800
Speaker 1: or bleaching. But I've never heard about like beating on them. Fuck,

611
00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:25,840
Speaker 1: oh my god, Like you wouldn't believe I would do

612
00:33:25,840 --> 00:33:28,160
Speaker 1: the same ship as a kid that my sister would

613
00:33:28,200 --> 00:33:30,560
Speaker 1: do and my sister would get hit for it. These

614
00:33:30,560 --> 00:33:32,400
Speaker 1: are things that I'm talking about in therapy now. I'm

615
00:33:32,480 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 1: super close with my sister, who I said her birthdays

616
00:33:34,600 --> 00:33:36,520
Speaker 1: today and I'm gonna I canceled my day to day

617
00:33:36,560 --> 00:33:38,520
Speaker 1: to go to her because she was like, I don't

618
00:33:38,520 --> 00:33:40,920
Speaker 1: feel in the kind of weight. But I feel like

619
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:44,000
Speaker 1: I owe my own sister kind of reparations for the

620
00:33:44,040 --> 00:33:46,479
Speaker 1: amount of ship that I wasn't able to provide her

621
00:33:46,480 --> 00:33:48,720
Speaker 1: as a kid, Like empathy or like seeing that she

622
00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,280
Speaker 1: was going through a tougher time. She was also overweight.

623
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:54,959
Speaker 1: Imagine that, like it was just a lot and uh

624
00:33:55,440 --> 00:33:59,400
Speaker 1: and so yeah, she's a black woman period if she

625
00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:03,320
Speaker 1: she gets treat like that out so ninetheen like that's

626
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:06,280
Speaker 1: But the thing that really pisces me off was as

627
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:10,839
Speaker 1: a kid recounting memories and um, thinking about memories that

628
00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:12,399
Speaker 1: I had that she does it and she was there

629
00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:14,960
Speaker 1: for like I was recently talking about like a family

630
00:34:14,960 --> 00:34:17,920
Speaker 1: reunion we had when we were like ten, and she

631
00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:21,759
Speaker 1: remembers she didn't get fed what she didn't get fed

632
00:34:21,800 --> 00:34:23,640
Speaker 1: at this party? And I was talking to her about

633
00:34:23,680 --> 00:34:25,520
Speaker 1: this town culture that we had that was like amazing,

634
00:34:25,719 --> 00:34:27,440
Speaker 1: and she was like, oh, yeah, they didn't. They didn't.

635
00:34:28,280 --> 00:34:30,600
Speaker 1: You know this is this is awkward because so we've

636
00:34:30,640 --> 00:34:37,560
Speaker 1: had the conversation about um, like the uncomfortablelity of even

637
00:34:37,920 --> 00:34:41,200
Speaker 1: Latinos saying the N word um. And so even having

638
00:34:41,200 --> 00:34:44,719
Speaker 1: the conversation with you, I guess this goes into why

639
00:34:44,880 --> 00:34:48,080
Speaker 1: I don't like when they say it um because specifically

640
00:34:48,120 --> 00:34:51,280
Speaker 1: growing up in Orlando and being friends like my friends

641
00:34:51,320 --> 00:34:55,120
Speaker 1: growing up, UM, majority of them, even if they were black,

642
00:34:55,160 --> 00:34:57,239
Speaker 1: they were either Jamaican or Haitian, just because of the

643
00:34:57,280 --> 00:34:59,000
Speaker 1: side of time I grew up on. But my best

644
00:34:59,000 --> 00:35:03,759
Speaker 1: friends were also Colombian and Mexican, and in terms of

645
00:35:03,920 --> 00:35:07,720
Speaker 1: how they treated black people is why I don't want

646
00:35:07,760 --> 00:35:12,080
Speaker 1: to give Latinos of any origin the right to use

647
00:35:12,120 --> 00:35:15,319
Speaker 1: that word, because they have been just as oppressive or

648
00:35:15,480 --> 00:35:20,040
Speaker 1: racist towards black people as white people. Black people also

649
00:35:20,080 --> 00:35:22,080
Speaker 1: that we would all the black people colorism and ship.

650
00:35:22,680 --> 00:35:25,319
Speaker 1: That's true, but what she's saying that But as far

651
00:35:25,360 --> 00:35:28,160
Speaker 1: as it different, Yeah, I've had Latino friends. I've watched

652
00:35:28,160 --> 00:35:33,520
Speaker 1: treat back people crazy. Tom. We're from Florida's so you've

653
00:35:33,520 --> 00:35:37,399
Speaker 1: got a lot more like in schools, I honestly don't

654
00:35:37,920 --> 00:35:42,560
Speaker 1: pep rallies were segregated. Everyone would bring their fucking flags.

655
00:35:42,680 --> 00:35:44,120
Speaker 1: So I went to Oakridge High School. I want to

656
00:35:44,120 --> 00:35:47,240
Speaker 1: walk in middle school like I went. I lived on

657
00:35:47,239 --> 00:35:49,239
Speaker 1: on Oakridge on the west side of town, and then

658
00:35:49,360 --> 00:35:52,200
Speaker 1: I went to high school in Pine Hills. So in Florida,

659
00:35:52,719 --> 00:35:56,040
Speaker 1: like we would have pep rallies, and during pep rallies

660
00:35:56,440 --> 00:35:59,000
Speaker 1: literally you would have your Jamaicans in a section, your

661
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:01,560
Speaker 1: Haitians in a section, your Mexicans, your Puerto Ricans, and

662
00:36:01,600 --> 00:36:05,279
Speaker 1: everyone who would bring their flags, but we would segregate

663
00:36:05,360 --> 00:36:10,200
Speaker 1: ourselves as teenagers based on what countries like we were from,

664
00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:14,960
Speaker 1: and I prig Domican bro and my school specifically was

665
00:36:15,480 --> 00:36:17,279
Speaker 1: like all of the schools that I went to were

666
00:36:17,280 --> 00:36:21,400
Speaker 1: over nine black, like black or or or Latina. Um.

667
00:36:21,440 --> 00:36:23,360
Speaker 1: I didn't go to any schools really with any white

668
00:36:23,440 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 1: kids except for my freshman year I got into a

669
00:36:25,600 --> 00:36:31,920
Speaker 1: Magnet program for TV production. Um. But me being around

670
00:36:32,280 --> 00:36:37,880
Speaker 1: even my friends families growing up, Um, I remember them

671
00:36:37,880 --> 00:36:43,520
Speaker 1: blaming me for their daughters dating black men. I remember, um, yes,

672
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:48,399
Speaker 1: my like literally like my my friend was Columbian growing

673
00:36:48,440 --> 00:36:51,279
Speaker 1: up and your weezy um may actually meet some of

674
00:36:51,320 --> 00:36:54,480
Speaker 1: them at the Orlando show. Um, but I just remember

675
00:36:54,560 --> 00:37:00,000
Speaker 1: like them blaming me for them dating black men. I remember, um,

676
00:37:00,160 --> 00:37:02,880
Speaker 1: certain music or people that we liked them being like

677
00:37:03,480 --> 00:37:06,560
Speaker 1: using the N word in a bad way, like to

678
00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:10,440
Speaker 1: where they literally to me. Latinos have oppressed and shown

679
00:37:10,480 --> 00:37:14,000
Speaker 1: hatred towards black people the same way I've seen white

680
00:37:14,000 --> 00:37:17,319
Speaker 1: people do. So I don't agree that all Latinos can.

681
00:37:18,200 --> 00:37:20,560
Speaker 1: I never say, all, well, you said Latino shouldn't use

682
00:37:20,600 --> 00:37:22,120
Speaker 1: the word, but there I don't think a lot of

683
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:25,400
Speaker 1: them I have an issue with the Afro Latina and

684
00:37:25,480 --> 00:37:29,120
Speaker 1: Latino blanket. The only close friend that I have that

685
00:37:29,160 --> 00:37:33,839
Speaker 1: says that is Sharona's um, he's Afilatica. He'll say he's

686
00:37:33,840 --> 00:37:38,160
Speaker 1: a Fi Latino. But I just really feel like like

687
00:37:38,200 --> 00:37:40,400
Speaker 1: there's this other dude I know that talks about how

688
00:37:40,400 --> 00:37:42,640
Speaker 1: he's a Fi Latino, and I feel like he does

689
00:37:42,680 --> 00:37:44,919
Speaker 1: it so he can say naked. I know I'm being extra,

690
00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:47,279
Speaker 1: it's a feeling. I feel like if there's a weight

691
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:49,160
Speaker 1: when you say it and like, oh no, this is

692
00:37:49,200 --> 00:37:51,960
Speaker 1: like when Merro says the N word. I don't know.

693
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:56,680
Speaker 1: I understand. He's Dominican. He is our Dominican, so he's

694
00:37:56,760 --> 00:37:59,880
Speaker 1: black as ship to me, Merro's black, Okay, he's Latino

695
00:38:00,719 --> 00:38:03,120
Speaker 1: and Dominican is ship, so I'm gonna say both. But

696
00:38:03,360 --> 00:38:07,840
Speaker 1: he's not black. Well, he is black Dominican. Actually, what

697
00:38:07,960 --> 00:38:11,680
Speaker 1: is it gonna be? What is it? Guys? The black

698
00:38:12,440 --> 00:38:16,640
Speaker 1: black Jesus is here. Here's why Meryl is what you

699
00:38:16,680 --> 00:38:20,200
Speaker 1: would say is black passing, right, But there are a

700
00:38:20,200 --> 00:38:23,000
Speaker 1: lot of Afro Latino people with I would even and

701
00:38:23,040 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 1: this is just me looking at you, not even knowing you,

702
00:38:25,360 --> 00:38:28,239
Speaker 1: I would even call you Afro Latina. Saw you but

703
00:38:28,400 --> 00:38:31,680
Speaker 1: also don't think you're black passing. So I feel like

704
00:38:31,840 --> 00:38:34,399
Speaker 1: nigga can't be used. Is that weird? I say, if

705
00:38:34,400 --> 00:38:37,399
Speaker 1: there was a meter, the metric is the way people say.

706
00:38:37,560 --> 00:38:41,120
Speaker 1: I can tell when you weren't raised in this, you

707
00:38:41,160 --> 00:38:43,359
Speaker 1: weren't grandfathered in this, like when I can tell when

708
00:38:43,360 --> 00:38:46,240
Speaker 1: people are just saying it to acclamate or like to

709
00:38:46,400 --> 00:38:49,000
Speaker 1: like using it, like on some really eilish type ship,

710
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,920
Speaker 1: some appropriating ship. It's a weight, of course when you

711
00:38:51,960 --> 00:38:54,239
Speaker 1: talk about it, it's hard to contextualize because it's a field.

712
00:38:54,400 --> 00:38:57,200
Speaker 1: Just feel like Afro Latino doesn't give you a nigga pass.

713
00:38:57,520 --> 00:39:01,520
Speaker 1: I don't believe that, but I believe that like Afro

714
00:39:01,640 --> 00:39:04,480
Speaker 1: Latino people like when you are when you have black

715
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:07,120
Speaker 1: skin as an Afro Latino, I feel like that's different.

716
00:39:07,120 --> 00:39:09,680
Speaker 1: I know what's sucked up because I'm I'm mixed, you

717
00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:11,959
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, and I don't have black skin.

718
00:39:12,560 --> 00:39:15,399
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, I feel like

719
00:39:15,560 --> 00:39:18,040
Speaker 1: this is a new thing that I've never seen before,

720
00:39:18,360 --> 00:39:20,440
Speaker 1: that's come about since, like I would say, since I've

721
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:23,120
Speaker 1: turned twenty five. Suddenly I started seeing this thing. It's

722
00:39:23,160 --> 00:39:26,160
Speaker 1: just moved up here though. This Dominicans are all around here.

723
00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:32,080
Speaker 1: A yeah, I mean we're we're from Florida's so yes,

724
00:39:32,120 --> 00:39:35,319
Speaker 1: New York is probably on the north on a well

725
00:39:35,360 --> 00:39:37,880
Speaker 1: on a larger scale too, as far as Dominicans. But

726
00:39:38,960 --> 00:39:41,320
Speaker 1: no one like there was no just white and black

727
00:39:41,360 --> 00:39:45,480
Speaker 1: in any question for the can Afric Latino say the

728
00:39:45,520 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 1: Ani world, No, ma'am, I think if I think so,

729
00:39:52,600 --> 00:39:54,759
Speaker 1: it's a it's a note for me. It's however, I

730
00:39:54,800 --> 00:39:57,759
Speaker 1: do have a there's a merrow thing for me. She

731
00:39:57,920 --> 00:40:00,600
Speaker 1: just said, as Harrow is on the because I didn't

732
00:40:00,600 --> 00:40:02,440
Speaker 1: know which one. Maybe it was Jesus or mayor I

733
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:04,440
Speaker 1: don't know which one. Do they not appear to both

734
00:40:04,440 --> 00:40:09,560
Speaker 1: the black men? To you? No one looks hispanic? I'm sorry, Well,

735
00:40:09,600 --> 00:40:12,160
Speaker 1: now he is. He looks missy, so he looks mixed.

736
00:40:12,280 --> 00:40:14,719
Speaker 1: He's not. Jesus is clearly the black one. If you

737
00:40:14,719 --> 00:40:17,680
Speaker 1: see both of them, I guess you're one looks easy

738
00:40:17,719 --> 00:40:20,520
Speaker 1: because he's attained this huge success. And now like, does

739
00:40:20,560 --> 00:40:23,040
Speaker 1: that give him credence incredibility to say the N word

740
00:40:23,080 --> 00:40:25,680
Speaker 1: because that's classics. That's not fair. That's an interesting point

741
00:40:25,719 --> 00:40:28,200
Speaker 1: of view because I and and I guess that's where

742
00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:31,520
Speaker 1: it's like subjectivity because I just said, oh, if you're

743
00:40:31,520 --> 00:40:33,800
Speaker 1: a Latilla the black skin, then I feel like you can't.

744
00:40:33,960 --> 00:40:35,399
Speaker 1: When I looked at Mayor, I thought he was black.

745
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:39,960
Speaker 1: But see but see, here's the thing. To me, Um,

746
00:40:40,040 --> 00:40:44,720
Speaker 1: your sister, yeah, even though she is in the skin

747
00:40:44,960 --> 00:40:49,040
Speaker 1: of a and after Latina, and would I guess identify

748
00:40:49,160 --> 00:40:52,680
Speaker 1: like view to us as someone who's black. Me to me,

749
00:40:53,080 --> 00:40:56,680
Speaker 1: knowing that she grew up in a family that that

750
00:40:56,920 --> 00:40:59,480
Speaker 1: was racist or presented. Oh, my sister says the N

751
00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,640
Speaker 1: word right, right, but that's what I'm saying. But to me, like,

752
00:41:01,680 --> 00:41:03,359
Speaker 1: even that's like with my friend now, Like to me,

753
00:41:03,600 --> 00:41:05,200
Speaker 1: I joke all the time and I tell her she's

754
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 1: white passing idan Like, Bro, don't say the N word

755
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:08,640
Speaker 1: on the phone with me, because I know the people

756
00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:10,880
Speaker 1: that you grew up around are racist. So to me,

757
00:41:10,960 --> 00:41:14,880
Speaker 1: being that you grew up around people who have that mentality,

758
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:17,399
Speaker 1: to me, that takes away the fact that you could

759
00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:19,960
Speaker 1: use that N word even more because the people around

760
00:41:20,000 --> 00:41:23,560
Speaker 1: you showcase that racism, which is why we don't let

761
00:41:23,600 --> 00:41:26,080
Speaker 1: white people say the word, right, there's a level of

762
00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:29,239
Speaker 1: oppression behind it. And to me, if you were oppressed

763
00:41:29,239 --> 00:41:31,400
Speaker 1: in that space and you grew up and the people

764
00:41:31,400 --> 00:41:34,080
Speaker 1: that you love and are around you are oppressing you

765
00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:35,680
Speaker 1: because of the color of your skin and you being

766
00:41:36,200 --> 00:41:38,799
Speaker 1: black presenting. I have a problem with you even using

767
00:41:38,800 --> 00:41:40,799
Speaker 1: that word. I mean, at the end of you still

768
00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:43,600
Speaker 1: friends with that person. When we talk on the phone,

769
00:41:43,600 --> 00:41:44,879
Speaker 1: I'll be like, I'll hang up on you, like, don't

770
00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:47,640
Speaker 1: say that any word being her go we battle. I

771
00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:49,080
Speaker 1: think I know what you're talking about, and I feel

772
00:41:49,800 --> 00:41:51,640
Speaker 1: every time she says it, And so when we're talking,

773
00:41:51,680 --> 00:41:53,319
Speaker 1: i'd be like, Bro, you can't say it, bro, only

774
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:56,040
Speaker 1: because she's I don't know what she's light skin. What

775
00:41:56,200 --> 00:41:59,520
Speaker 1: is you look white? You white? Latino? Bro, I've a

776
00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:03,439
Speaker 1: really interesting Yeah, that's white, and my Dominicans would think

777
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:05,399
Speaker 1: that's white, right, So, Bro, don't say that in word.

778
00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:08,840
Speaker 1: And so I feel like, get the extra extras. Crazy

779
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:11,520
Speaker 1: that you brought this conversation because so we have such

780
00:42:11,560 --> 00:42:15,200
Speaker 1: a diverse listenership in the war Hive. Um, of course,

781
00:42:15,760 --> 00:42:19,239
Speaker 1: about to say that the diverse listenership. No, I'm about

782
00:42:19,239 --> 00:42:21,879
Speaker 1: to bring up some ship that I would just say

783
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:25,359
Speaker 1: as far as the diverse listenership and our war Hive

784
00:42:25,480 --> 00:42:29,120
Speaker 1: is is appreciated, but also real quick, um, I know

785
00:42:29,160 --> 00:42:32,040
Speaker 1: we're talking about Latino's right now. But um, I recently

786
00:42:32,040 --> 00:42:35,000
Speaker 1: got a d m um from a white girl and

787
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:37,560
Speaker 1: it was just like, um, I think on one of

788
00:42:37,600 --> 00:42:40,719
Speaker 1: my stories from the podcast, and she asked if white

789
00:42:40,760 --> 00:42:42,959
Speaker 1: people would feel comfortable coming to our show. She wanted

790
00:42:42,960 --> 00:42:46,239
Speaker 1: to come, and I'm just like absolutely, like but just no,

791
00:42:46,400 --> 00:42:48,040
Speaker 1: like we make fun of white people all the time.

792
00:42:48,080 --> 00:42:50,320
Speaker 1: Like it's just kind of I wanted to hold because

793
00:42:50,360 --> 00:42:52,120
Speaker 1: you guys are both gonna love this. I actually have

794
00:42:52,200 --> 00:42:54,120
Speaker 1: already talked about this on an episode that's come out

795
00:42:54,120 --> 00:42:58,440
Speaker 1: with Eddie, but love him. That episode was so fun.

796
00:42:58,719 --> 00:43:03,359
Speaker 1: He was so funny when we mentioned science, Like Eddie

797
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:06,160
Speaker 1: is so touching go because I mentioned something about science

798
00:43:06,160 --> 00:43:07,600
Speaker 1: and he goes man, he doesn't plean in science, are

799
00:43:07,600 --> 00:43:12,359
Speaker 1: you serious? And then he comes but if she's smart, Um,

800
00:43:12,400 --> 00:43:14,680
Speaker 1: he's he's he's great and I like that he fits,

801
00:43:14,880 --> 00:43:17,400
Speaker 1: but he ain't got to Like I appreciate people like that.

802
00:43:17,440 --> 00:43:19,799
Speaker 1: They don't have to like maneuver and put this voice on.

803
00:43:19,880 --> 00:43:22,200
Speaker 1: But anyway, I read this with Eddie because he's Peruvian,

804
00:43:22,200 --> 00:43:24,720
Speaker 1: he's Latino. But I really want to read this again

805
00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:27,040
Speaker 1: so Mandy has never heard this. I was gonna do

806
00:43:27,080 --> 00:43:28,680
Speaker 1: it on the episode with Mandy, but I was like it,

807
00:43:28,680 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 1: I'll do it with Eddie because he's Latino. You guys

808
00:43:30,520 --> 00:43:33,160
Speaker 1: have already heard this, but this is even better because

809
00:43:33,160 --> 00:43:38,160
Speaker 1: you're a Latino. So this is from a patron who

810
00:43:38,280 --> 00:43:41,480
Speaker 1: is top tier. UM wanted to let me know that

811
00:43:41,719 --> 00:43:45,640
Speaker 1: before she um okay front. I went in on the

812
00:43:45,680 --> 00:43:48,160
Speaker 1: last episode about my feelings on this. UM. I called

813
00:43:48,200 --> 00:43:50,560
Speaker 1: to Latino friends of mine to ship. There's no signal

814
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:53,200
Speaker 1: in here. It's not loading, but UM, just to tell

815
00:43:53,239 --> 00:43:55,760
Speaker 1: you what's going on. Mandy and I made a comment

816
00:43:55,840 --> 00:44:00,040
Speaker 1: on an episode fifty six Valentines or Gallantine's where I

817
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:03,439
Speaker 1: told her I was on a cruise and that I said, oh,

818
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:06,160
Speaker 1: now that we're popping, I don't know when black people

819
00:44:06,160 --> 00:44:09,040
Speaker 1: look at me if it's remember saying that, or or

820
00:44:09,280 --> 00:44:12,600
Speaker 1: a black thing. And then Mandy said horrible decisions is

821
00:44:12,640 --> 00:44:15,440
Speaker 1: a black thing, and I said, oh, you're right, that's true.

822
00:44:16,400 --> 00:44:20,360
Speaker 1: Here is the listener. Damn, I didn't Yeah, I don't know.

823
00:44:20,400 --> 00:44:22,640
Speaker 1: Hello easy. I know this may not get seen, but

824
00:44:22,680 --> 00:44:24,759
Speaker 1: this has been bothering me for quite some time. I

825
00:44:24,840 --> 00:44:27,960
Speaker 1: understand the motive behind your shows. UM outline is for

826
00:44:27,960 --> 00:44:29,600
Speaker 1: the awareness in a black community. But I do get

827
00:44:29,600 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 1: offended that I've paid fifteen dollars a month to hear

828
00:44:31,520 --> 00:44:33,640
Speaker 1: about how horrible decisions is made for Black women when

829
00:44:33,640 --> 00:44:36,279
Speaker 1: I'm in mixed ethnic Latino relate to your show as well.

830
00:44:36,320 --> 00:44:39,439
Speaker 1: I've always been able to sideswipe the comments about Latino women,

831
00:44:39,480 --> 00:44:42,120
Speaker 1: et cetera. I do appreciate the love for Afro Latino,

832
00:44:42,200 --> 00:44:44,560
Speaker 1: but from Latinos from all areas on a spectrum can

833
00:44:44,600 --> 00:44:46,200
Speaker 1: relate to you. I don't understand how you can just

834
00:44:46,239 --> 00:44:48,720
Speaker 1: always make horrible decisions a black thing when your audience

835
00:44:48,760 --> 00:44:51,840
Speaker 1: is so broad, especially when I know you're I know

836
00:44:51,880 --> 00:44:53,279
Speaker 1: how you're all gonna feel, and I keep reading. Just

837
00:44:53,360 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 1: let me get it out, especially when no matter the

838
00:44:55,600 --> 00:44:58,040
Speaker 1: type of Latino we maybe we're still minorities. Yes, our

839
00:44:58,040 --> 00:45:00,319
Speaker 1: struggles aren't the same, but we still go with one

840
00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:03,759
Speaker 1: of the regular Black women have overcame slage with slavery, prejudice, segregation,

841
00:45:03,760 --> 00:45:06,080
Speaker 1: and fixation for years, but so have we. A lot

842
00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:08,680
Speaker 1: of our mothers and fathers left their countries with no stability, strength,

843
00:45:08,760 --> 00:45:10,279
Speaker 1: or education just to make a better world for us.

844
00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:11,520
Speaker 1: I didn't say we had it bad, but we have

845
00:45:11,560 --> 00:45:15,759
Speaker 1: similar struggles. UM and the show relates to women. I

846
00:45:15,800 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 1: feel like the show is a woman's show who don't

847
00:45:17,560 --> 00:45:19,279
Speaker 1: have a comfort or space to speak on this stuff,

848
00:45:19,280 --> 00:45:22,440
Speaker 1: because how do I ask my Mexican grandmother about sucking dick? Um,

849
00:45:22,440 --> 00:45:24,440
Speaker 1: But it's too taboo to speak sexuality and a lot

850
00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:26,680
Speaker 1: of cultures in societies. I just hope this comes across

851
00:45:26,719 --> 00:45:28,799
Speaker 1: to you guys and understand this bothers him when I've

852
00:45:28,800 --> 00:45:31,120
Speaker 1: invested in you guys and I'm placed in a category

853
00:45:31,160 --> 00:45:34,360
Speaker 1: where you don't feel but I don't feel relatable, um

854
00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:36,480
Speaker 1: or it doesn't feel relatable. I'm going to include the

855
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:39,160
Speaker 1: clip that bothered me. Please be aware of our love. Um.

856
00:45:39,200 --> 00:45:40,960
Speaker 1: She also mentioned that she did this with another patron.

857
00:45:40,960 --> 00:45:42,319
Speaker 1: I'm going to wrap up what I said because you

858
00:45:42,320 --> 00:45:44,640
Speaker 1: guys heard it last week. But I thought about a

859
00:45:44,680 --> 00:45:47,440
Speaker 1: lot what I said to her, and I was like,

860
00:45:47,480 --> 00:45:52,240
Speaker 1: you know what, it isn't a woman show. That's true

861
00:45:52,280 --> 00:45:55,120
Speaker 1: because we have any male patrons, but it is a

862
00:45:55,160 --> 00:45:58,399
Speaker 1: black thing. She's just welcomed in the space. And then

863
00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:02,080
Speaker 1: I told her, no one white has ever written me this,

864
00:46:03,160 --> 00:46:05,160
Speaker 1: and they know this is a black show. No one

865
00:46:05,200 --> 00:46:07,160
Speaker 1: white has ever written me this. The Latina's that come

866
00:46:07,239 --> 00:46:08,719
Speaker 1: to the show and a joke all the time and

867
00:46:08,719 --> 00:46:10,839
Speaker 1: say Maria and Marie is in the audience. They know

868
00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:13,520
Speaker 1: it's a black ass fucking show. And you know one

869
00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:16,319
Speaker 1: has ever said this. And what really pissed me off

870
00:46:16,360 --> 00:46:19,560
Speaker 1: about what she said is I invested in it and

871
00:46:19,600 --> 00:46:22,480
Speaker 1: you're making it a black thing, my nigga. I went

872
00:46:22,520 --> 00:46:24,759
Speaker 1: to see Jesus and Mary about five times, probably spent

873
00:46:24,920 --> 00:46:27,600
Speaker 1: over a rat and more than that over flying to

874
00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:30,160
Speaker 1: their ship. And when Jesus goes on a Dominican fucking

875
00:46:30,160 --> 00:46:32,680
Speaker 1: rent and I don't know what he's saying, I'm sitting

876
00:46:32,719 --> 00:46:35,319
Speaker 1: there appreciating it and not saying I invested in this

877
00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:38,359
Speaker 1: and you didn't speak English because I know that's his ship.

878
00:46:38,760 --> 00:46:40,680
Speaker 1: I know when I do Latino ship is their ship.

879
00:46:40,760 --> 00:46:43,239
Speaker 1: I supported our cosh at a Desi show on an

880
00:46:43,239 --> 00:46:45,920
Speaker 1: Indian comedy show. To be honest with you, half of

881
00:46:45,960 --> 00:46:48,000
Speaker 1: the jokes there was many Indians there. I ain't really get,

882
00:46:48,200 --> 00:46:49,960
Speaker 1: but I was like, fuck it, like he's funny. I'm

883
00:46:50,000 --> 00:46:51,960
Speaker 1: fucking with it, like I want to support your ship?

884
00:46:52,719 --> 00:46:55,360
Speaker 1: How dare she? And I'm getting more angry of it

885
00:46:55,360 --> 00:46:57,840
Speaker 1: as the weeks go on, say that she was mad

886
00:46:57,840 --> 00:47:00,920
Speaker 1: that she invested in it because it's not an inclusive thing.

887
00:47:01,280 --> 00:47:03,839
Speaker 1: All these motherfucking white people on our Patreon, they ain't

888
00:47:03,880 --> 00:47:06,080
Speaker 1: said a fucking word. And I know, out of the

889
00:47:06,160 --> 00:47:08,719
Speaker 1: two of us, I've probably been way more out there

890
00:47:08,719 --> 00:47:10,040
Speaker 1: with white people. And I'm the one that from the

891
00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:14,399
Speaker 1: white guy fucker that says about white people like I don't.

892
00:47:14,440 --> 00:47:20,759
Speaker 1: I just don't like she said that black women overcame slavery, prejudice, svegicism. Um,

893
00:47:20,800 --> 00:47:22,960
Speaker 1: if you look at what's going on just even right

894
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:25,799
Speaker 1: now in society, black women are still fighting struggles that

895
00:47:26,160 --> 00:47:28,799
Speaker 1: outside of slavery, all of those other as far as

896
00:47:28,840 --> 00:47:32,439
Speaker 1: like the war on wage gaps, Um, what black black

897
00:47:32,480 --> 00:47:35,120
Speaker 1: women feeling still, the vegicism of of a lot of

898
00:47:35,160 --> 00:47:37,920
Speaker 1: other cultures. There's still things that we like, we have not.

899
00:47:38,120 --> 00:47:40,880
Speaker 1: I don't think that I need to even say that

900
00:47:40,920 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 1: black women go through more than Latina because I'm gonna

901
00:47:42,719 --> 00:47:46,120
Speaker 1: stop right there. I That's why it's funny because with

902
00:47:46,160 --> 00:47:49,480
Speaker 1: the episode with the doctor where you said, no, I'm

903
00:47:49,480 --> 00:47:51,200
Speaker 1: talking about black women, I said, I'm talking about Latina

904
00:47:51,239 --> 00:47:52,839
Speaker 1: women too. When they're with the rate that they're dying

905
00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:55,640
Speaker 1: in the hospitals, it's literally a one percent difference. I'm

906
00:47:55,640 --> 00:47:57,799
Speaker 1: not saying they don't go through struggles, but we're not

907
00:47:57,880 --> 00:48:01,759
Speaker 1: Latina chicks. So I don't a black girl talking, don't.

908
00:48:01,800 --> 00:48:04,560
Speaker 1: I don't have I don't have the Latino experience, no

909
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:06,839
Speaker 1: one in my family. I don't even want to say

910
00:48:06,880 --> 00:48:08,960
Speaker 1: black girls go through more ship. I'm gonna tell you

911
00:48:09,040 --> 00:48:11,759
Speaker 1: right now, black la I'm not. I'm not gonna say

912
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:14,080
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna speak to someone's experience Black women on

913
00:48:14,080 --> 00:48:16,719
Speaker 1: on average, yes they do, but I'm not gonna speak

914
00:48:16,760 --> 00:48:19,359
Speaker 1: to hers. None of us have been through slavers and

915
00:48:19,239 --> 00:48:21,560
Speaker 1: and I me, or you or her, so I don't

916
00:48:21,560 --> 00:48:23,600
Speaker 1: want to speak to that. I'm not gonna do this

917
00:48:23,880 --> 00:48:26,279
Speaker 1: stupid fucking Oh black girls go through more ship than

918
00:48:26,280 --> 00:48:28,480
Speaker 1: the Latino girls. I think that's sucking dumb. I think

919
00:48:28,480 --> 00:48:32,239
Speaker 1: what should be said is you're talking the two girls

920
00:48:32,239 --> 00:48:34,560
Speaker 1: that have grown up in a black community, have a

921
00:48:34,600 --> 00:48:38,279
Speaker 1: black parent, identify as black women, and then mad that

922
00:48:38,360 --> 00:48:41,200
Speaker 1: it's not. I think it's a woman thing, like, fuck you,

923
00:48:41,840 --> 00:48:43,759
Speaker 1: it's not. And I didn't say the fucking shipped to

924
00:48:43,840 --> 00:48:45,960
Speaker 1: her at first, But now I'm starting to kind of

925
00:48:45,960 --> 00:48:49,400
Speaker 1: like get more angry because I know that like doing

926
00:48:49,440 --> 00:48:53,920
Speaker 1: these shows, even Texas, which so many latinos. No one

927
00:48:53,960 --> 00:48:56,719
Speaker 1: gave me that energy at all. And I'll be talking ship,

928
00:48:57,160 --> 00:48:58,960
Speaker 1: No one gives me that energy at all. You know

929
00:48:58,960 --> 00:49:02,240
Speaker 1: who wants to get fake mad about a Latino accident?

930
00:49:02,320 --> 00:49:04,600
Speaker 1: Black girls that just fucking don't like me, White girls

931
00:49:04,600 --> 00:49:07,400
Speaker 1: that don't like me. Them Latino chicks be laughing at

932
00:49:07,400 --> 00:49:09,440
Speaker 1: my dam talking about how I sound like they're fucking grandma.

933
00:49:09,719 --> 00:49:12,600
Speaker 1: She's really picking some ship that I don't even get.

934
00:49:12,840 --> 00:49:15,160
Speaker 1: You know how many fucking shows there are that like

935
00:49:15,239 --> 00:49:17,839
Speaker 1: have latinos and host them. Go listen to that. I

936
00:49:17,880 --> 00:49:20,440
Speaker 1: don't listen to white sex podcast because I don't relate,

937
00:49:21,120 --> 00:49:22,560
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I listen to a white

938
00:49:22,560 --> 00:49:25,120
Speaker 1: comedy podcast because I have that kind of humor and

939
00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,359
Speaker 1: I enjoy it. You're listening to this black sex pod

940
00:49:27,440 --> 00:49:30,399
Speaker 1: because you feel like there's a comfortability in it that's

941
00:49:30,400 --> 00:49:33,000
Speaker 1: sticking with you. I can't understand how you could even

942
00:49:33,000 --> 00:49:34,400
Speaker 1: say you can't invest in it when it's still a

943
00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:37,279
Speaker 1: black woman Mrs. Not to mention, you also said, oh,

944
00:49:37,320 --> 00:49:39,560
Speaker 1: we're all minorities, so you can't do a minority business.

945
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:41,880
Speaker 1: I have to be more fucking inclusive to you. Like

946
00:49:41,960 --> 00:49:46,680
Speaker 1: that's not fair, Like literally made this fucking space. And initially,

947
00:49:46,680 --> 00:49:48,680
Speaker 1: when I had this podcast idea and I came to Mandy,

948
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:49,920
Speaker 1: I didn't even tell her I wanted it to be

949
00:49:49,920 --> 00:49:52,279
Speaker 1: a black thing. The second episode, it was already a

950
00:49:52,360 --> 00:49:55,200
Speaker 1: black fucking thing period. There was no going around it.

951
00:49:55,280 --> 00:49:57,040
Speaker 1: So I'm not about to go back because the audience

952
00:49:57,040 --> 00:49:58,719
Speaker 1: got bigger now and saying okay, no, never mind, it's

953
00:49:58,719 --> 00:50:00,480
Speaker 1: not a black thing anymore, because she know what, there's

954
00:50:00,520 --> 00:50:02,680
Speaker 1: a lot of black things that fucking blow up and

955
00:50:02,719 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 1: people become millionaires. So I'm not gonna now shy away

956
00:50:05,560 --> 00:50:07,440
Speaker 1: from it and say it's a woman thing, not when

957
00:50:07,520 --> 00:50:09,959
Speaker 1: niggas being our d ms, Not when niggas are holding

958
00:50:10,000 --> 00:50:13,319
Speaker 1: us down and also investing, much like you fucking shout

959
00:50:13,320 --> 00:50:15,360
Speaker 1: out the Siggy every shot to say, I want to

960
00:50:15,360 --> 00:50:20,280
Speaker 1: shout out Siggy. I want to. Yeah. The the amount

961
00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:22,720
Speaker 1: of men who have come to our meet and greet

962
00:50:22,760 --> 00:50:26,600
Speaker 1: and have put their their partners on is just I

963
00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:30,360
Speaker 1: wouldn't say Ashrams is the women listeners, but but but

964
00:50:30,440 --> 00:50:32,759
Speaker 1: it goes to show that men are listening to this

965
00:50:33,080 --> 00:50:35,520
Speaker 1: and bringing this to their homeboys, to their partners, to

966
00:50:35,560 --> 00:50:38,960
Speaker 1: their to their cousins, to their friends. So I do

967
00:50:39,080 --> 00:50:41,959
Speaker 1: want to shout out UM to our male listeners because

968
00:50:41,960 --> 00:50:44,799
Speaker 1: I think that they are just as important UM to

969
00:50:44,960 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 1: our growth as the women are. And so yes, UM,

970
00:50:48,080 --> 00:50:51,680
Speaker 1: I know we've had conversations about feminism and women support

971
00:50:51,719 --> 00:50:53,480
Speaker 1: and all their things, UM, and I know that we

972
00:50:53,520 --> 00:50:55,719
Speaker 1: do talk about race a lot on this show as well.

973
00:50:55,760 --> 00:50:58,560
Speaker 1: But I know that there has been a strong focus

974
00:50:58,640 --> 00:51:01,400
Speaker 1: in making this is a space for people of color.

975
00:51:01,480 --> 00:51:03,960
Speaker 1: But again, Weezie and I have a black experience where

976
00:51:03,960 --> 00:51:07,360
Speaker 1: identifies black women, so outside of you guys maybe not

977
00:51:07,400 --> 00:51:10,600
Speaker 1: feeling inclusive in all of the conversations. I not only

978
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:13,440
Speaker 1: want to apologize if you're offended, but also say sorry,

979
00:51:13,600 --> 00:51:15,799
Speaker 1: don't give a fuck, it is what it is. The

980
00:51:15,840 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 1: only thing I'll apologize for is ever saying a fucking selar,

981
00:51:19,400 --> 00:51:21,920
Speaker 1: whether it's our word, and I want to apologize, like

982
00:51:21,960 --> 00:51:23,239
Speaker 1: for the M word. I know you don't want to

983
00:51:23,280 --> 00:51:25,720
Speaker 1: apologize for it, but to me, if you're a small

984
00:51:25,800 --> 00:51:28,479
Speaker 1: person or if you're someone that has like mentally challenged

985
00:51:28,480 --> 00:51:30,040
Speaker 1: people in your family and stuff like that, and we've

986
00:51:30,040 --> 00:51:32,320
Speaker 1: ever said something like that, I'd apologize for that offense.

987
00:51:32,760 --> 00:51:35,399
Speaker 1: I'm not going to fucking apologize for making a joke

988
00:51:35,440 --> 00:51:37,200
Speaker 1: on here. I say niggazaine ship. So if I want

989
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:40,240
Speaker 1: to say Latino niggazat ship, I'm grouping in all the negs.

990
00:51:40,239 --> 00:51:42,799
Speaker 1: I say white niggation ship. I fucking give people I

991
00:51:42,920 --> 00:51:47,440
Speaker 1: know for a fact equal trolling. Okay, so I'm sorry.

992
00:51:47,440 --> 00:51:49,520
Speaker 1: Can I ask you tell me how you felt about

993
00:51:49,520 --> 00:51:52,200
Speaker 1: the response? As so a couple of things, Um, this

994
00:51:52,480 --> 00:51:55,000
Speaker 1: is such a small percentage of this is a very

995
00:51:55,080 --> 00:51:57,759
Speaker 1: and she's an anomaly. This is a fan who identifies

996
00:51:57,800 --> 00:51:59,200
Speaker 1: with a lot of what you guys have to say,

997
00:51:59,640 --> 00:52:04,360
Speaker 1: and some something like triggered her, that sparked this this message.

998
00:52:04,719 --> 00:52:06,400
Speaker 1: You know, I wouldn't give that too much way. I

999
00:52:06,400 --> 00:52:08,440
Speaker 1: don't even get mad at it because I just I

1000
00:52:08,680 --> 00:52:10,560
Speaker 1: see that this is someone who's maybe a little lost

1001
00:52:10,840 --> 00:52:13,959
Speaker 1: in her own space, I think, and she's projecting one.

1002
00:52:14,440 --> 00:52:17,319
Speaker 1: I have a question though, just popped into my head,

1003
00:52:17,440 --> 00:52:19,120
Speaker 1: and I'm sure some of your listening to have the

1004
00:52:19,160 --> 00:52:20,520
Speaker 1: question too, but they don't have the privilege of being

1005
00:52:20,560 --> 00:52:22,359
Speaker 1: in front of you. Do you guys ever get hate

1006
00:52:22,360 --> 00:52:24,880
Speaker 1: from black women like black women telling you guys that

1007
00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:27,160
Speaker 1: y'all are not all the time? Well that I'm always

1008
00:52:27,160 --> 00:52:28,799
Speaker 1: though in the beginning of the show, not so much

1009
00:52:28,800 --> 00:52:31,480
Speaker 1: now not now, but in the beginning of the show. Um,

1010
00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:34,040
Speaker 1: they said that our we didn't have enough dark skinned

1011
00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:37,759
Speaker 1: guests on the show, but that was true. They also said,

1012
00:52:37,800 --> 00:52:42,879
Speaker 1: I wasn't that wasn't bullshit. Um, I disagree. Um. They

1013
00:52:42,920 --> 00:52:47,040
Speaker 1: also they also said that um our experience, because of

1014
00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:49,560
Speaker 1: how we look and the color of our skin, means

1015
00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:52,560
Speaker 1: that we haven't gone through some of the black troubles

1016
00:52:52,560 --> 00:52:55,239
Speaker 1: that they feel like can we really relate to Like yes,

1017
00:52:55,280 --> 00:52:59,440
Speaker 1: So we've had that question from I think things to say.

1018
00:52:59,800 --> 00:53:01,640
Speaker 1: That's the one thing I'll say. What she's saying is

1019
00:53:01,680 --> 00:53:06,359
Speaker 1: different from from those comments saying that if we've made

1020
00:53:06,400 --> 00:53:10,120
Speaker 1: blanket statements for black people, that's that's the fucking thing

1021
00:53:10,160 --> 00:53:12,640
Speaker 1: that they can say. Um. The only thing I don't

1022
00:53:12,680 --> 00:53:15,080
Speaker 1: agree with is people are picking choosy over who can

1023
00:53:15,120 --> 00:53:17,319
Speaker 1: say naked. And I've had a few people like y'all

1024
00:53:17,320 --> 00:53:19,600
Speaker 1: say it too much. This is an entitled she's an

1025
00:53:19,719 --> 00:53:21,759
Speaker 1: entitled fan. And by the way, the more you guys

1026
00:53:21,840 --> 00:53:24,680
Speaker 1: grow that she's gonna happen more, you know, like, let's

1027
00:53:24,680 --> 00:53:26,839
Speaker 1: just say, you guys put him blow if you guys

1028
00:53:26,840 --> 00:53:28,680
Speaker 1: are on a network. When you guys are on a network,

1029
00:53:28,680 --> 00:53:31,200
Speaker 1: I see this blowing major there are going to be

1030
00:53:31,320 --> 00:53:35,480
Speaker 1: certain things like executives being like, could we expand the

1031
00:53:35,560 --> 00:53:38,440
Speaker 1: way we speak about certain things so that we do

1032
00:53:38,520 --> 00:53:41,440
Speaker 1: include more minorities. Would you guys ever change your script

1033
00:53:41,560 --> 00:53:43,439
Speaker 1: or would you keep it not on the podcast on TV?

1034
00:53:43,480 --> 00:53:44,920
Speaker 1: I would. I don't know if Mandy feels the same,

1035
00:53:44,960 --> 00:53:48,000
Speaker 1: but I come from a TV film background and I

1036
00:53:48,040 --> 00:53:50,600
Speaker 1: know for a fact that that would be the first

1037
00:53:50,680 --> 00:53:53,800
Speaker 1: I'm not even gonna lie like my first conversation, UM,

1038
00:53:53,880 --> 00:53:56,760
Speaker 1: we are possibly talking and wanting to expand the podcast

1039
00:53:56,840 --> 00:54:00,640
Speaker 1: into a TV form format, and just because we've grown

1040
00:54:00,680 --> 00:54:03,040
Speaker 1: an audience with being exactly who we are, I think

1041
00:54:03,040 --> 00:54:06,560
Speaker 1: one of my first questions was how many dicks, fox, pussies,

1042
00:54:06,960 --> 00:54:09,279
Speaker 1: niggas are we gonna have that we can say, like,

1043
00:54:09,400 --> 00:54:11,200
Speaker 1: I still want to be very true to us and

1044
00:54:11,239 --> 00:54:13,760
Speaker 1: not and not wash it down for how we speak,

1045
00:54:13,800 --> 00:54:16,279
Speaker 1: what our lingo is, what our demographic is, but I

1046
00:54:16,320 --> 00:54:19,879
Speaker 1: for sure would open it up to having Indians come

1047
00:54:19,880 --> 00:54:24,799
Speaker 1: on and express their actually down for that for TV

1048
00:54:24,960 --> 00:54:31,400
Speaker 1: versus the podcast. So there was a lot. There was

1049
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:36,160
Speaker 1: a lot in that conversation. UM. Again, if you guys

1050
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,959
Speaker 1: are interested in hearing more, you can join us UM

1051
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:44,520
Speaker 1: for more discussions like this at patreon dot com Backslash

1052
00:54:44,600 --> 00:54:48,400
Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions, And before I leave you guys off with

1053
00:54:48,560 --> 00:54:52,399
Speaker 1: a final word from Wheezy, UM, I do want to

1054
00:54:52,680 --> 00:54:57,399
Speaker 1: leave off by saying and telling you to say her name.

1055
00:54:58,360 --> 00:55:03,919
Speaker 1: Pamela Turner, say her name, Sandra Bland, say her name,

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Speaker 1: Brianna Taylor, say her name, Karen Gains, say her name.

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Speaker 1: A Tatiana Jefferson say her name, Chantel Davis. And again, guys,

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Speaker 1: continue to educate yourself and let's continue to fight for

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Speaker 1: justice for all of those wrongfully taken from us. UM.

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Speaker 1: Just to let you know, guys, although you have heard

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Speaker 1: my voice, this has been a collaborative effort um between

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Speaker 1: Wheezy and I picking out these specific um moments in

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Speaker 1: Horrible Decisions. And I am going to leave you guys

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Speaker 1: with Wheezy. UM. She was just out of town and

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Speaker 1: we definitely instead of not having an episode at all, UM,

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Speaker 1: we wanted to put this out. And so I am

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Speaker 1: leaving you guys with Wheezy and I want to thank

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Speaker 1: you guys and everyone who has done their part in

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Speaker 1: the Black Lives Matter movement and fighting for justice. So

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Speaker 1: here goes Wheezy, guys and again, thank you, m H.

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Speaker 1: I want to thank you for getting to the end

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Speaker 1: of this episode because I understand that this could have

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Speaker 1: been triggering for you. And honestly, there's a lot of

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Speaker 1: podcasts I don't listen to if I feel like they're

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00:56:12,200 --> 00:56:16,800
Speaker 1: gonna upset me. But I love you and I'm happy

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00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:19,760
Speaker 1: you're here, and if you've been a long time listening,

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Speaker 1: I'm happy to know that you may have remembered those

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Speaker 1: moments and been some of the ones to email us

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Speaker 1: and tweet us and talk about your experiences too. I

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Speaker 1: just want to say something before I let you go.

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Speaker 1: If you don't mine uh, if you follow me on Instagram,

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00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:41,160
Speaker 1: you know about my Black Power wall and probably know

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00:56:41,200 --> 00:56:44,400
Speaker 1: that I'm a fan of Malcolm X. And while a

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00:56:44,480 --> 00:56:46,319
Speaker 1: lot of people like to argue and say that he

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00:56:46,440 --> 00:56:49,880
Speaker 1: changed his life for the better, he's still always believed,

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00:56:49,960 --> 00:56:52,520
Speaker 1: by any means necessary, that things needed to get done.

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Speaker 1: And in regards two conversations that you may have, whether

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00:56:58,800 --> 00:57:01,120
Speaker 1: it be on social media or with someone you know

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Speaker 1: or a colleague or someone even who's black, it says,

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Speaker 1: oh yeah, but why not peaceful and talk about looting

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Speaker 1: and writing even if you wouldn't have done it yourself,

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00:57:11,120 --> 00:57:13,040
Speaker 1: even if you're not the person that would break a window.

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00:57:13,560 --> 00:57:17,760
Speaker 1: We all need to understand that looting and writing is war,

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Speaker 1: and after war, people get what they want. War is

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00:57:21,240 --> 00:57:24,360
Speaker 1: for a purpose. No one just goes in and starts

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00:57:24,400 --> 00:57:28,200
Speaker 1: taking oil and in money and fucking shut up because

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00:57:28,440 --> 00:57:31,000
Speaker 1: they felt like it and it was Tuesday. There's a

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00:57:31,040 --> 00:57:35,120
Speaker 1: reaction to something, and that's exactly what's happening in our lives.

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Speaker 1: We're watching people who have been in the house for months,

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Speaker 1: who've lost their jobs, who have no fucking money. Watch

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00:57:41,760 --> 00:57:44,160
Speaker 1: black women, men and women die in front of their

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Speaker 1: face on TV, on their Twitter, in their phones in

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00:57:49,800 --> 00:57:54,160
Speaker 1: their hands, and seeing that and feeling angry and wanting

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00:57:54,160 --> 00:57:58,880
Speaker 1: to function up and fucking shut up. Is that a

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Speaker 1: lot of things get done. You may have heard me

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Speaker 1: talk about when I was in Paris with scissors and

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00:58:05,840 --> 00:58:09,440
Speaker 1: how many riots and protests we saw and things on fire,

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00:58:09,480 --> 00:58:13,600
Speaker 1: setting people on fire, which is insane. But the French

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00:58:13,680 --> 00:58:16,440
Speaker 1: get what they want because their government scared of them.

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Speaker 1: And I think a lot of our issue has been

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00:58:18,720 --> 00:58:22,440
Speaker 1: that we don't press the government that we fund enough.

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Speaker 1: We're taxpaying citizens and got the nerve to beg men

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Speaker 1: in uniform that we pay to not shoot us. That's insane,

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Speaker 1: that's fucking crazy. And honestly, this is exactly why I

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Speaker 1: wanted people to donate on behalf of bail bonds for protesting.

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Speaker 1: I'm not saying that it's right that the mom and

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Speaker 1: pop shot gut it. Don't. Don't get me wrong. But

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Speaker 1: I understand that soldiers die where I understand that things happen,

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Speaker 1: that people get affected and it's sad, but it's just

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Speaker 1: anger and exhaustion, and we have to make sure that

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00:59:03,800 --> 00:59:07,920
Speaker 1: we're educating people about that when we are having these conversations,

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00:59:07,960 --> 00:59:11,680
Speaker 1: these tough conversations. Don't let anybody run over you about

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00:59:11,680 --> 00:59:14,840
Speaker 1: something you're passionate about, no matter who you are. If

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00:59:14,880 --> 00:59:17,600
Speaker 1: you are black, if you are Latina, if you are right,

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00:59:17,640 --> 00:59:20,320
Speaker 1: if you're Asian, if you're brown, if you're Indian, whoever,

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00:59:20,840 --> 00:59:23,640
Speaker 1: and you are passionate about the things we are passionate about,

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00:59:24,240 --> 00:59:27,400
Speaker 1: make sure you can run those fucking circles around them

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Speaker 1: when this gets going, make sure you can do it.

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Speaker 1: Just do your best to keep yourself in the know.

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00:59:34,680 --> 00:59:37,200
Speaker 1: That is the best thing we can do. We have

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00:59:37,280 --> 00:59:39,640
Speaker 1: it right in our hands, right where you're listening to

1132
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Speaker 1: this podcast, Whether YouTube, whether it be fucking your phone, whatever,

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00:59:43,720 --> 00:59:46,840
Speaker 1: please make sure I implore you to do your best

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00:59:46,880 --> 00:59:50,640
Speaker 1: to have high level conversations about things that are affecting

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Speaker 1: us for the rest of our lives. Congratulations to you

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00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:56,680
Speaker 1: for listening to a podcast like this where other people

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00:59:56,720 --> 00:59:59,320
Speaker 1: may not like the opinions, but we all know we're

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Speaker 1: going to be on the right inside of history thirty

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Speaker 1: years from now. We talked to our kids and they

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Speaker 1: look at pictures and asked us what the funk was

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Speaker 1: going on that week, and we knew we were a

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Speaker 1: part of that. I want to personally thank you guys

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01:00:11,320 --> 01:00:14,720
Speaker 1: that helped me fundraise between some of our listeners and

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01:00:14,880 --> 01:00:18,480
Speaker 1: just Instagram following that I have on Twitter, and we

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01:00:18,600 --> 01:00:21,520
Speaker 1: got to twelve thousand, six hundred something dollars to go

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Speaker 1: to protesting bonds And it was amazing to see people

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Speaker 1: band together like that. And I I have a lot

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Speaker 1: of faith in humanity in this moment. And maybe I'm

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01:00:30,520 --> 01:00:34,480
Speaker 1: naive to say that, but I really know that the

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Speaker 1: world is starting to see how we've all been feeling.

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Speaker 1: Next week, I'm looking forward to making you guys laugh again.

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01:00:42,200 --> 01:00:46,920
Speaker 1: I'm looking forward to figuring out who's making this outline

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01:00:46,960 --> 01:00:49,840
Speaker 1: I'm looking forward to Mandy and I present a guests

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Speaker 1: and laughing. I'm really excited for that because I want

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Speaker 1: some normal back to But the normal that I want

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Speaker 1: back is what I used to have and more I

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01:01:01,320 --> 01:01:04,240
Speaker 1: want things to change. I know you do too. I

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Speaker 1: love you for listening, I love you for sticking through

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Speaker 1: this end, and I just briefly again, much like I

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Speaker 1: did on that Black Lives Little thing um last Sunday,

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Speaker 1: I just want to take thirty seconds to where we

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Speaker 1: breathe through this, we start a great day, we let

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Speaker 1: a lot of heavy weight off our shoulders, and we

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Speaker 1: come back to center. So I'm gonna take thirty seconds.

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Speaker 1: If you're driving, I'm sorry, or if you're out in public,

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Speaker 1: my bad. But if you can close your eyes and

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01:01:39,800 --> 01:01:45,360
Speaker 1: let's take a deep breath through our nose, out through

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Speaker 1: your mouth, In through your nose, out through your mouth.

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Speaker 1: I'm just doing a quick thirty seconds aditation. I want

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Speaker 1: you to feel it right in the front of you

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01:02:05,000 --> 01:02:09,360
Speaker 1: before ahead, set a good intention for the day. Since

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01:02:09,520 --> 01:02:12,320
Speaker 1: set something you're going to teach yourself today, something that

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01:02:12,360 --> 01:02:23,840
Speaker 1: will make you feel good in their nose, out there,

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Speaker 1: your mouth. By no means in my yogi, psychic guru.

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Speaker 1: But I know what to do and I need to

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Speaker 1: chill the funk out. I love you, guys, I can't

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Speaker 1: wait to see you next week. Piece