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Speaker 2: of The Keep It Positive Sweeties Show, the place where

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Speaker 2: we bring real conversation and a whole lot of heart

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Speaker 2: and positivity. I'm your host, Chrystorhinee Hazlet, and today we

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Speaker 2: have my girl, both on and off the camera, joining

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Speaker 2: the show. She's a dynamic actress, entrepreneur, and trailblazer in

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Speaker 2: the plus sized fashion world. Best known for her roles

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Speaker 2: as Angela and Tyler Perry's Atima and Sisters. She has

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Speaker 2: also starred in BT's Curves and Pretty for a Big Girl.

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Speaker 2: After giving what it needed to give her career defining

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Speaker 2: scene in All the Queen's Men further cemented her rising

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Speaker 2: star status. Please welcome my friend, my sister and Zinga

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Speaker 2: Emani Zingz. We got you on the sofa girl. The

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Speaker 2: people have been asking for you.

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Speaker 3: Oh well, thank y'all.

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Speaker 1: Zinga, I heard you guys, so we got her on.

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Speaker 2: Thank you so much, thank you. This is fun. I'm

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Speaker 2: excited me too because they get to see us on TV.

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Speaker 2: But the show hasn't really like really delved into our

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Speaker 2: story yet, and like how how we became friends and

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Speaker 2: our backstor and everything. But I just I love you,

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Speaker 2: and I wanted to bring you on so we can

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Speaker 3: I appreciate it. It's been so beautiful to watch this

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Speaker 3: what season seven, You've been big one.

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Speaker 2: Thank you.

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Speaker 4: You know, I'm very much am inspired by all that

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Speaker 2: It's sad to be here saying you are so talented,

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Speaker 2: beautiful as ever. I remember when we were casting for

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Speaker 2: Zatima and you were already on All the Queen's Band.

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Speaker 1: We were trying to figure out who Fateama's best friend.

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Speaker 2: per person. I was like who, and he goes in Zingamani.

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Speaker 2: And at that point I didn't know who you were personally,

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Speaker 2: know her from Instagram. I was very familiar with you

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Speaker 2: I was so happy when we got to work together

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Speaker 2: and you were just a delight because you just never know,

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Speaker 2: like you just never know what you're gonna get With actors,

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Speaker 1: Y'all. Our rooms are probably like two or three rooms apart.

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Speaker 2: On Actors Row, and I'll yelled down the hall, zizang.

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Speaker 1: You want to run it?

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, And I'm always gonna want to run it, run.

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Speaker 3: We're gonna get these lines absolutely, and.

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Speaker 2: It's so much and it's just been a beautiful journey.

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Speaker 4: I love the kids. I love the kid Missy, that's

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Speaker 4: For that because it was just create, don't wait, you

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Speaker 4: then when you when Tyler told you in Zin Gay Mini,

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Speaker 2: If she can do this, and she can do it,

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Speaker 4: Honestly, if you have a phone, some time and the

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Speaker 2: Was there any point, because you talked about you got

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Speaker 2: Too much. Looking back, we're on season three, Season three,

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Speaker 3: Let me let me.

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Speaker 4: And after set going and running lines together after sixteen

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Speaker 4: Girl do it anyway. You're not living for them, You're

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Speaker 2: quarters and like, can I get.

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00:19:59,320 --> 00:20:00,840
Speaker 1: A a double cheeseburger?

443
00:20:00,960 --> 00:20:01,080
Speaker 2: Oh?

444
00:20:01,160 --> 00:20:02,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, fries?

445
00:20:02,200 --> 00:20:03,639
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying the dollar meaning you're just

446
00:20:03,640 --> 00:20:04,760
Speaker 2: trying to make a meal.

447
00:20:04,560 --> 00:20:05,639
Speaker 1: Literally out of two cents.

448
00:20:05,720 --> 00:20:08,920
Speaker 2: Absolutely, And I remember those moments, and I think that's

449
00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:11,399
Speaker 2: something that always teaches me grounded now that I have

450
00:20:11,680 --> 00:20:15,600
Speaker 2: made it, but I'm grateful for those moments where you

451
00:20:15,600 --> 00:20:17,560
Speaker 2: have to struggle and grind because I feel like if

452
00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:20,639
Speaker 2: you don't go through that, you're not gonna appreciate it.

453
00:20:20,680 --> 00:20:23,440
Speaker 2: When yeah, yeah, yeah, I'm not gonna appreciate it.

454
00:20:23,560 --> 00:20:27,600
Speaker 4: Even speaking of like that that long time struggle, if

455
00:20:27,640 --> 00:20:29,800
Speaker 4: I had gotten the opportunities.

456
00:20:29,840 --> 00:20:32,040
Speaker 3: Any earlier, I might not have known how to manage it.

457
00:20:32,080 --> 00:20:33,640
Speaker 1: Oh absolutely.

458
00:20:34,000 --> 00:20:37,040
Speaker 4: I think about the relationships I was in the mind

459
00:20:37,119 --> 00:20:39,320
Speaker 4: for financing and the things that I would have been

460
00:20:39,400 --> 00:20:42,520
Speaker 4: splurging money on then versus you know, even just a

461
00:20:42,600 --> 00:20:44,880
Speaker 4: year later, and I'm so grateful that happened when it did.

462
00:20:45,040 --> 00:20:47,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, who knows what.

463
00:20:47,280 --> 00:20:49,720
Speaker 4: Could have happened or who I would have not been

464
00:20:49,720 --> 00:20:51,560
Speaker 4: able to see for who they are because I have

465
00:20:51,640 --> 00:20:53,200
Speaker 4: this new level of success.

466
00:20:52,760 --> 00:20:53,639
Speaker 3: And there, you know.

467
00:20:53,720 --> 00:20:56,800
Speaker 4: So it's a lot of things that saved me having

468
00:20:56,840 --> 00:20:58,640
Speaker 4: that long ten year wait.

469
00:20:58,960 --> 00:21:01,199
Speaker 2: Come on, God know, like he it's all in his

470
00:21:01,280 --> 00:21:03,880
Speaker 2: perfect timing. That's what I always say, because if things

471
00:21:03,880 --> 00:21:06,240
Speaker 2: had happened before they're supposed to, we would have blew it. Yeah,

472
00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:10,040
Speaker 2: we really would have. Us You are one of the

473
00:21:10,040 --> 00:21:12,240
Speaker 2: most stunning. Your whole family is just stunning. First of all,

474
00:21:12,840 --> 00:21:15,840
Speaker 2: you please go to her Instagram, her whole family, like

475
00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:16,360
Speaker 2: all of them.

476
00:21:16,440 --> 00:21:17,919
Speaker 1: I know your mom just sit back and be like

477
00:21:18,359 --> 00:21:18,840
Speaker 1: I did this.

478
00:21:20,680 --> 00:21:21,000
Speaker 2: She will.

479
00:21:23,000 --> 00:21:24,520
Speaker 1: But you guys are also beautiful.

480
00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:28,679
Speaker 2: But you're like you're beautiful, You're confident when it comes

481
00:21:28,720 --> 00:21:33,320
Speaker 2: to love life. Let's talk about it, Okay, girl, have

482
00:21:33,440 --> 00:21:36,439
Speaker 2: you always been confident and known your worth because you

483
00:21:36,520 --> 00:21:39,480
Speaker 2: walk in like with so much confidence and self worth

484
00:21:39,920 --> 00:21:42,000
Speaker 2: or is that something that you struggled at points or

485
00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:44,440
Speaker 2: have you always been like, I know I'm dead girl.

486
00:21:47,240 --> 00:21:49,200
Speaker 4: It's hard to say because I feel like it's both,

487
00:21:49,359 --> 00:21:55,600
Speaker 4: like I've never doubted that I'm that girl, but things

488
00:21:56,119 --> 00:21:58,560
Speaker 4: things show up, you know, Like you know, my father

489
00:21:58,680 --> 00:22:01,600
Speaker 4: wasn't around when we were growing up, and so you know,

490
00:22:01,640 --> 00:22:03,359
Speaker 4: there's abandonment issues on that side.

491
00:22:03,400 --> 00:22:05,080
Speaker 3: There's trust issues when it comes to men.

492
00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:07,520
Speaker 4: You know, my mom didn't really date when we were

493
00:22:07,520 --> 00:22:10,600
Speaker 4: growing up for different reasons, but mainly because she had

494
00:22:10,640 --> 00:22:12,600
Speaker 4: three young girls and she wanted to keep us safe

495
00:22:12,600 --> 00:22:15,879
Speaker 4: and protected. So you know, there's reactions that I have

496
00:22:15,960 --> 00:22:18,600
Speaker 4: to that as well, where you know, I may not

497
00:22:18,640 --> 00:22:20,960
Speaker 4: want to be alone, so I may stick it out

498
00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:23,320
Speaker 4: with somebody longer than I should, even when I see

499
00:22:23,520 --> 00:22:27,320
Speaker 4: the signs and things like that. So it's definitely up

500
00:22:27,359 --> 00:22:31,160
Speaker 4: and down. I think, just in dating and living and growing,

501
00:22:31,200 --> 00:22:32,000
Speaker 4: you learn things.

502
00:22:32,080 --> 00:22:32,960
Speaker 3: I mean, when I.

503
00:22:32,960 --> 00:22:36,920
Speaker 4: Got Zatima, I was in a relationship with someone who

504
00:22:37,040 --> 00:22:39,720
Speaker 4: I had, you know, sacrificed so much for and really

505
00:22:39,720 --> 00:22:41,159
Speaker 4: felt like they were gonna be rooted for me and

506
00:22:41,200 --> 00:22:44,080
Speaker 4: that showed me that they were not and that they

507
00:22:44,119 --> 00:22:46,199
Speaker 4: were a bit jealous of me and that you know,

508
00:22:46,240 --> 00:22:48,639
Speaker 4: and it manifested in different ways and it let me

509
00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:51,320
Speaker 4: know I had to get about it. I remember after

510
00:22:51,359 --> 00:22:54,640
Speaker 4: we finished wrapping the dinner that you and Developed hosted.

511
00:22:55,200 --> 00:22:57,680
Speaker 4: I came to that late and I was flustered because

512
00:22:57,720 --> 00:22:59,879
Speaker 4: we had just got into it and I felt like

513
00:23:00,040 --> 00:23:02,120
Speaker 4: I wasn't in my best moment, but I was pushing through.

514
00:23:02,160 --> 00:23:04,200
Speaker 3: There were so many things, but so many.

515
00:23:04,240 --> 00:23:07,040
Speaker 4: Great moments of my life were being kind of like

516
00:23:07,119 --> 00:23:09,600
Speaker 4: watered down because this person and their energy or how

517
00:23:09,600 --> 00:23:12,679
Speaker 4: they felt or their insecurities were attacking me. But I

518
00:23:12,680 --> 00:23:14,440
Speaker 4: also was like, well, this person has been with me.

519
00:23:14,760 --> 00:23:18,840
Speaker 3: I should stick it out. Don't girl save yourself?

520
00:23:19,560 --> 00:23:21,560
Speaker 4: You know, if I could go back and talk to her,

521
00:23:21,800 --> 00:23:24,359
Speaker 4: be like, girl, save yourself. Because because there was a

522
00:23:24,359 --> 00:23:28,520
Speaker 4: lot of you know, just self reflection that had to

523
00:23:28,560 --> 00:23:31,000
Speaker 4: happen after especially just being alone stepping out of it

524
00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:33,800
Speaker 4: where it's like, man, how long did that person hate Mercky?

525
00:23:34,000 --> 00:23:35,560
Speaker 2: Right, because you started to look back and you're like, wait,

526
00:23:35,600 --> 00:23:36,240
Speaker 2: a man.

527
00:23:36,119 --> 00:23:39,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, man, that thing that they said two years prior

528
00:23:39,720 --> 00:23:41,000
Speaker 4: that didn't really register.

529
00:23:41,119 --> 00:23:42,240
Speaker 3: But then when you look at.

530
00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,760
Speaker 4: The whole thing, it's like, oh wow, Nah, it's been

531
00:23:45,800 --> 00:23:49,080
Speaker 4: a while of just not realizing it. And in the moment,

532
00:23:49,240 --> 00:23:51,520
Speaker 4: I didn't think of it as like a lacking or

533
00:23:51,800 --> 00:23:54,280
Speaker 4: you know, what was going on with me why I

534
00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,680
Speaker 4: would choose someone like this, But then when you look

535
00:23:56,760 --> 00:23:58,400
Speaker 4: back at it again, it's like, well, what did you

536
00:23:58,520 --> 00:24:02,639
Speaker 4: let slide? What things did you let you know happen

537
00:24:02,760 --> 00:24:05,959
Speaker 4: that you didn't address or that you didn't stand Firman

538
00:24:06,119 --> 00:24:07,200
Speaker 4: that allowed that to happen.

539
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:10,120
Speaker 3: So I'm still figuring it out, you know, I feel.

540
00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:13,520
Speaker 4: Like it's ever growing, you know, not to mention those

541
00:24:13,600 --> 00:24:16,879
Speaker 4: family wounds, you know, even I love my mother dearly,

542
00:24:16,920 --> 00:24:18,920
Speaker 4: but there was a lot of trauma that happened within

543
00:24:18,960 --> 00:24:22,160
Speaker 4: our relationship as well that made me very real.

544
00:24:22,520 --> 00:24:25,200
Speaker 3: And I'm a middle child, so if y'all know about oh.

545
00:24:27,680 --> 00:24:29,480
Speaker 4: So, if you know anything about the middle children, I

546
00:24:29,480 --> 00:24:33,240
Speaker 4: feel like I was so independent that I was left

547
00:24:33,320 --> 00:24:35,479
Speaker 4: alone a lot. I was just kind of like, it

548
00:24:35,520 --> 00:24:38,439
Speaker 4: was like Finn for yourself And then I'm like, but

549
00:24:38,840 --> 00:24:40,560
Speaker 4: you know, but that's not how you treat this child

550
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:43,000
Speaker 4: to that child, So it makes you question yourself in

551
00:24:43,040 --> 00:24:47,040
Speaker 4: that regard too. So it was a lot of self

552
00:24:47,040 --> 00:24:49,280
Speaker 4: discovery that it is still happening. You know, I'm still

553
00:24:49,280 --> 00:24:52,000
Speaker 4: figuring out why I do things, why I say things.

554
00:24:52,320 --> 00:24:55,840
Speaker 3: I could be very snappy, especially in romantic relationships there.

555
00:24:56,760 --> 00:25:02,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, I know I learned and that recently and I'm

556
00:25:02,600 --> 00:25:04,720
Speaker 4: grateful for it. Although it was just kind of like, oh, okay,

557
00:25:04,760 --> 00:25:07,239
Speaker 4: maybe maybe the when I say something and I mean

558
00:25:07,280 --> 00:25:09,520
Speaker 4: it as a joke, not everyone.

559
00:25:09,200 --> 00:25:11,919
Speaker 3: Perceives it that way, so be more careful, you know.

560
00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:16,080
Speaker 4: So learning myself in these different seasons has been big,

561
00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:18,000
Speaker 4: but I'm grateful for it for sure.

562
00:25:18,720 --> 00:25:22,280
Speaker 2: At what moment did you realize wait a minute, like,

563
00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:25,600
Speaker 2: I'm I had these issues from my childhood that are

564
00:25:25,600 --> 00:25:27,520
Speaker 2: pouring into my adulthood. And was there a moone where

565
00:25:27,520 --> 00:25:29,680
Speaker 2: You're like, I need therapy. Are you in the therapy

566
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:32,399
Speaker 2: or has it just been more of like a I

567
00:25:32,440 --> 00:25:34,479
Speaker 2: got this on my own type of thing and just

568
00:25:34,560 --> 00:25:35,920
Speaker 2: constantly evolving.

569
00:25:35,960 --> 00:25:37,520
Speaker 3: In full transparency.

570
00:25:38,440 --> 00:25:42,960
Speaker 4: Oh, I wasn't even planning on going on here, but

571
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:45,560
Speaker 4: it reminded me of the first time that I really

572
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:49,560
Speaker 4: thought about therapy. I was auditioning for a dating show

573
00:25:49,800 --> 00:25:54,119
Speaker 4: of some sort, and when we during the process, I

574
00:25:54,160 --> 00:25:56,760
Speaker 4: was getting through like easy. They were loving me. Then

575
00:25:56,760 --> 00:25:58,560
Speaker 4: we had to do a kind of sit down with

576
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:01,879
Speaker 4: a therapist before we moved onto the next round, and.

577
00:26:01,760 --> 00:26:02,920
Speaker 3: I unloaded on her.

578
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:03,760
Speaker 2: Wow.

579
00:26:06,400 --> 00:26:08,680
Speaker 4: Yes, And also the fact that they did not call

580
00:26:08,760 --> 00:26:13,560
Speaker 4: me back today's show after It's like, yeah, they were like,

581
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:17,040
Speaker 4: because this could be a liability. This was years ago,

582
00:26:17,119 --> 00:26:18,800
Speaker 4: but I think that was the first time that I

583
00:26:18,840 --> 00:26:20,760
Speaker 4: was like, this is something that I need to look

584
00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:23,480
Speaker 4: into and also just realize, like there are things that

585
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 4: I need to reflect in to my reflect on within myself,

586
00:26:27,960 --> 00:26:29,280
Speaker 4: you know, transparency.

587
00:26:29,359 --> 00:26:32,080
Speaker 3: I have not done therapy, but I would like to.

588
00:26:32,200 --> 00:26:33,520
Speaker 3: I think it's just kind.

589
00:26:33,320 --> 00:26:36,800
Speaker 4: Of like figuring out who to trust, who to talk to,

590
00:26:37,160 --> 00:26:41,120
Speaker 4: how to approach that, which is not an excuse because

591
00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:43,800
Speaker 4: I feel like I've figured out so much improvement on

592
00:26:43,840 --> 00:26:45,760
Speaker 4: myself in other ways where I'm just putting that to

593
00:26:45,760 --> 00:26:47,879
Speaker 4: the back burner and back burner. Not to mention, my

594
00:26:48,000 --> 00:26:52,640
Speaker 4: family is not super supportive with that, like speaking of my.

595
00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:55,000
Speaker 3: Mom, like, you're not crazy, What do you mean you

596
00:26:55,080 --> 00:26:56,840
Speaker 3: need to go to therapy? That's what she thinks.

597
00:26:56,960 --> 00:26:59,840
Speaker 4: And it's like I know that that's not a legitimate,

598
00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:02,080
Speaker 4: but I do think that those things are still in

599
00:27:02,080 --> 00:27:02,920
Speaker 4: the back of my head.

600
00:27:03,119 --> 00:27:05,840
Speaker 3: So yeah, I need to work on that and I

601
00:27:05,840 --> 00:27:06,600
Speaker 3: want to look into that.

602
00:27:06,840 --> 00:27:09,840
Speaker 2: I got you. No, seriously, remember my first litter show,

603
00:27:09,880 --> 00:27:13,120
Speaker 2: I brought my therapist out. Absolutely love her, but it

604
00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:15,400
Speaker 2: wasn't until like you said, find the right person, finding

605
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:18,240
Speaker 2: somebody you can trust. For me, it was the first

606
00:27:18,240 --> 00:27:20,840
Speaker 2: one I did therapy, I wasn't honest with the person

607
00:27:20,960 --> 00:27:22,960
Speaker 2: because I didn't really trust them. So I'm like, this

608
00:27:23,000 --> 00:27:25,520
Speaker 2: ain't working. Yeah, Like I literally was like, this isn't working.

609
00:27:25,840 --> 00:27:26,840
Speaker 1: And then I.

610
00:27:26,760 --> 00:27:29,920
Speaker 2: Got Delana, and I was like, just be honest if

611
00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:31,560
Speaker 2: you want this where you have to just tell her

612
00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:33,760
Speaker 2: everything and trust that and pray that she's not gonna

613
00:27:33,760 --> 00:27:37,600
Speaker 2: tell anybody. Yeah, your business. But finding I feel like

614
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:39,240
Speaker 2: it's like dating. You know. I'm saying, you gotta f

615
00:27:39,320 --> 00:27:41,439
Speaker 2: like talk to and feel the bus if you if

616
00:27:41,480 --> 00:27:43,520
Speaker 2: you're ready to open up to 'em. But it's not

617
00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:46,280
Speaker 2: like you hire one person and you gotta stick with them.

618
00:27:46,359 --> 00:27:48,320
Speaker 2: Yeah you know. So I would just like take your

619
00:27:48,359 --> 00:27:50,919
Speaker 2: time and just feel people out and see who you

620
00:27:51,040 --> 00:27:53,399
Speaker 2: like and who you mess with, cause it can like

621
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:55,520
Speaker 2: this is the person you really had to confide in

622
00:27:55,640 --> 00:27:58,120
Speaker 2: everything with if you really wanna get the help you want.

623
00:27:58,640 --> 00:28:01,800
Speaker 2: And for me, it's like that's of realization because we're

624
00:28:01,800 --> 00:28:04,880
Speaker 2: thinking we're working on ourselves until you really start to unload,

625
00:28:05,000 --> 00:28:07,560
Speaker 2: like you said, and you're like, oh, I got a

626
00:28:07,600 --> 00:28:08,240
Speaker 2: lot of work to do.

627
00:28:08,520 --> 00:28:11,359
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah. It's like, oh yeah, yeah.

628
00:28:11,760 --> 00:28:13,879
Speaker 4: I told her about some situations that you know, I

629
00:28:13,920 --> 00:28:16,639
Speaker 4: wasn't proud of, but I also felt like I was justified.

630
00:28:18,760 --> 00:28:20,639
Speaker 3: Yeah, ran into that night ten times.

631
00:28:20,720 --> 00:28:24,080
Speaker 4: No, it wasn't it wasn't that extreme, but it was

632
00:28:24,160 --> 00:28:27,720
Speaker 4: kind of like, you know, I was battling within myself,

633
00:28:27,800 --> 00:28:32,000
Speaker 4: and relationships will bring that out of you, especially when

634
00:28:32,000 --> 00:28:35,400
Speaker 4: people are not genuine on their side or they're doing their.

635
00:28:35,320 --> 00:28:37,800
Speaker 3: Own thing and then they want you to be uh huh.

636
00:28:38,200 --> 00:28:44,120
Speaker 5: Anyway, So, since you've gained success in acting, I know

637
00:28:44,200 --> 00:28:47,040
Speaker 5: that something that can be challenging for us women is

638
00:28:47,160 --> 00:28:50,480
Speaker 5: dating and find the man that is confident and what

639
00:28:50,560 --> 00:28:53,320
Speaker 5: you do and knowing that you may have sex scenes

640
00:28:53,440 --> 00:28:55,520
Speaker 5: or love scenes with another person and that you have

641
00:28:55,600 --> 00:28:56,240
Speaker 5: to kiss them.

642
00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:59,480
Speaker 2: Have you had issues since you started acting where I

643
00:28:59,520 --> 00:29:00,520
Speaker 2: was like with that and.

644
00:29:00,560 --> 00:29:08,600
Speaker 4: You're absolutely, yeah, and it's it's difficult, but it also like,

645
00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:10,320
Speaker 4: this is what I do, and.

646
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:12,720
Speaker 3: That's a hard.

647
00:29:12,520 --> 00:29:15,400
Speaker 4: Conversation to have, especially when you like if we're already

648
00:29:15,400 --> 00:29:17,959
Speaker 4: in a relationship, We're already talking, We're serious. It's like,

649
00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:19,840
Speaker 4: how are you all of a sudden upset with this?

650
00:29:20,080 --> 00:29:22,560
Speaker 4: Like you didn't already see all the Queen's Men?

651
00:29:23,880 --> 00:29:28,080
Speaker 3: You know that actually really happened. Yeah, me and my

652
00:29:28,080 --> 00:29:28,400
Speaker 3: guy I have.

653
00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:30,719
Speaker 4: Been together for a while, like over a year, and

654
00:29:30,760 --> 00:29:34,120
Speaker 4: then his mom kind of brought him, brought the episode

655
00:29:34,160 --> 00:29:37,440
Speaker 4: to him, and I think that's why it shifted, because

656
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:38,760
Speaker 4: he probably.

657
00:29:38,560 --> 00:29:40,080
Speaker 1: Didn't really care, but when the mom said, I.

658
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:42,680
Speaker 4: Don't think he cared, especially because we've there have been

659
00:29:42,720 --> 00:29:46,240
Speaker 4: different times when we're at comedy shows and I don't

660
00:29:46,240 --> 00:29:49,360
Speaker 4: know why, but every comedian has seen that scene because

661
00:29:49,400 --> 00:29:53,840
Speaker 4: they always stopped the show'd like I know you, and

662
00:29:54,360 --> 00:30:00,280
Speaker 4: then they typically harp on it for quite some time. Yeah,

663
00:30:00,280 --> 00:30:01,720
Speaker 4: And you know, I can laugh it off because I'm

664
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:04,640
Speaker 4: in this industry and I'm used to it and I'm like, okay, listen,

665
00:30:05,240 --> 00:30:07,440
Speaker 4: But with him sitting there next to me, it's kind

666
00:30:07,440 --> 00:30:10,160
Speaker 4: of like you're still talking about sex.

667
00:30:11,080 --> 00:30:13,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, and what is he supposed to do? Because it's like,

668
00:30:14,920 --> 00:30:16,120
Speaker 3: I'm I'm an actress.

669
00:30:16,520 --> 00:30:18,600
Speaker 4: It supports that he's always been super supportive of that,

670
00:30:18,640 --> 00:30:21,480
Speaker 4: but at the same time, It's like, how am I

671
00:30:21,480 --> 00:30:23,720
Speaker 4: supposed to feel sitting here? And I'm like, well, what

672
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:26,880
Speaker 4: am I supposed to do sitting here? I don't know

673
00:30:26,920 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 4: who either, so that can be difficult. But yeah, when

674
00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,160
Speaker 4: his mom brought it to him, I think it just

675
00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:34,560
Speaker 4: hit him that, like, anyone has access to this. My

676
00:30:34,560 --> 00:30:36,360
Speaker 4: mom has seen it. That means my cousins have seen it.

677
00:30:36,360 --> 00:30:38,640
Speaker 4: That can mean anyone can see it. And I can

678
00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:41,320
Speaker 4: understand how that can hit him. But it's also like,

679
00:30:42,120 --> 00:30:44,320
Speaker 4: this is what I do, so let me know now

680
00:30:44,520 --> 00:30:47,240
Speaker 4: what it's gonna be. We don't put this much time

681
00:30:47,280 --> 00:30:49,200
Speaker 4: into it. Let me know if we should put it anymore,

682
00:30:49,200 --> 00:30:52,560
Speaker 4: because those opportunities are going to continue to happen.

683
00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,320
Speaker 3: And I don't intend on saying no.

684
00:30:55,560 --> 00:30:58,040
Speaker 4: If it's relevant to the scene, I might not go

685
00:30:58,080 --> 00:31:02,240
Speaker 4: as graphic as that was. But I once again, I

686
00:31:02,280 --> 00:31:04,360
Speaker 4: was also my first time being on TV, so I

687
00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:05,640
Speaker 4: was I.

688
00:31:05,640 --> 00:31:08,240
Speaker 3: I was open. I was like, do.

689
00:31:08,160 --> 00:31:10,200
Speaker 2: You feel like you're as open now or do you

690
00:31:10,240 --> 00:31:12,960
Speaker 2: cause me, I have like very firm boundaries on what

691
00:31:13,040 --> 00:31:16,240
Speaker 2: I'll show, what I'll do. Are you still like something?

692
00:31:16,240 --> 00:31:20,040
Speaker 2: Acts are like no this, I'm not gonna say no

693
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:20,520
Speaker 2: to anything.

694
00:31:20,520 --> 00:31:20,920
Speaker 1: I'm good.

695
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:23,760
Speaker 4: Oh well, I'll say no to things, would you say,

696
00:31:25,760 --> 00:31:28,040
Speaker 4: I mean if that same situation presented. I don't know

697
00:31:28,080 --> 00:31:32,040
Speaker 4: if I would necessarily do it now, but I w

698
00:31:32,120 --> 00:31:34,000
Speaker 4: I mean, but still close to it, especially if it's

699
00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,960
Speaker 4: relevant to a love scene or a love interest or

700
00:31:35,960 --> 00:31:36,520
Speaker 4: something like that.

701
00:31:36,560 --> 00:31:39,000
Speaker 3: But that I mean, we were just one often tag

702
00:31:39,080 --> 00:31:42,840
Speaker 3: team in over there, so that it was different. But

703
00:31:42,920 --> 00:31:44,920
Speaker 3: once again, it was shot beautifully, so I'm not mad

704
00:31:44,920 --> 00:31:45,520
Speaker 3: at it, but.

705
00:31:47,200 --> 00:31:49,800
Speaker 4: I don't know, I just feel like it all it's

706
00:31:49,880 --> 00:31:53,920
Speaker 4: it's situational, but I do still want to be respectful.

707
00:31:53,920 --> 00:31:56,760
Speaker 4: I know at that time I hadn't done anything, so

708
00:31:57,920 --> 00:31:59,880
Speaker 4: I was kind of open not to mention.

709
00:31:59,920 --> 00:32:03,200
Speaker 3: It was in the midst of the pandemic, and it was.

710
00:32:03,200 --> 00:32:05,640
Speaker 4: The biggest I had ever been, like, size wise, I

711
00:32:05,720 --> 00:32:07,000
Speaker 4: was the biggest I've ever been.

712
00:32:07,520 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, nothing, but it was so liberating for it.

713
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:15,400
Speaker 4: To be like here I am in my full splendor,

714
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:17,320
Speaker 4: like because this is what it is.

715
00:32:17,840 --> 00:32:21,600
Speaker 3: There's no like we have sex. We you know, plus

716
00:32:21,640 --> 00:32:23,400
Speaker 3: size people are intimate and things like that.

717
00:32:23,480 --> 00:32:25,200
Speaker 4: So to be able to show that and see that

718
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:28,200
Speaker 4: and feel confident with the end result was a big thing.

719
00:32:28,360 --> 00:32:30,080
Speaker 3: So I'm happy, very.

720
00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:32,959
Speaker 4: Happy with that scene. But moving forward, I do want

721
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:33,920
Speaker 4: to draw boundaries.

722
00:32:34,000 --> 00:32:34,360
Speaker 3: I do.

723
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,160
Speaker 4: I am mindful that I want to have children, you know,

724
00:32:37,200 --> 00:32:40,120
Speaker 4: I want to be married, and I don't want anyone

725
00:32:40,200 --> 00:32:41,960
Speaker 4: to be able to hop on Twitter.

726
00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:44,160
Speaker 3: And find the right.

727
00:32:47,200 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 4: So I'm still figuring it out, especially as opportunity like

728
00:32:51,680 --> 00:32:55,080
Speaker 4: seems worth it or like it's relevant to the story.

729
00:32:55,760 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I.

730
00:32:57,360 --> 00:33:03,160
Speaker 2: Feel yeah, I understand it, cause that's that's something I act.

731
00:33:03,440 --> 00:33:04,960
Speaker 2: Actually had an audition for.

732
00:33:05,720 --> 00:33:07,360
Speaker 1: It was a R It was R really bad.

733
00:33:07,400 --> 00:33:09,880
Speaker 2: It was a rape scene, m but it was a

734
00:33:09,880 --> 00:33:12,840
Speaker 2: true story. So in my mind as an artist, I'm like, okay,

735
00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:16,520
Speaker 2: like the sh they weren't shooting the actual rape. It

736
00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:19,320
Speaker 2: was more so the aftermath of it, but like everybody

737
00:33:19,400 --> 00:33:22,400
Speaker 2: knew what had happened. And I was like second up

738
00:33:22,440 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 2: for that part and didn't end up getting a role.

739
00:33:24,680 --> 00:33:26,520
Speaker 2: But when I auditioned for it, I had to call

740
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:27,959
Speaker 2: my dad and I was like, listen. I was like,

741
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:29,600
Speaker 2: how do you feel about this? You know, cause I

742
00:33:29,680 --> 00:33:31,920
Speaker 2: was thinking about my parents and like what they have

743
00:33:32,080 --> 00:33:33,680
Speaker 2: to go through if you even say if I play

744
00:33:33,720 --> 00:33:35,719
Speaker 2: certain roles or do certain things. And he was like,

745
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:38,240
Speaker 2: you're acting. He was like, that was a true story.

746
00:33:38,280 --> 00:33:38,840
Speaker 1: It happens.

747
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,400
Speaker 2: And you're shedding light on something happened. So it changed

748
00:33:41,440 --> 00:33:44,400
Speaker 2: my perspective on certain things. But then also when it

749
00:33:44,480 --> 00:33:46,800
Speaker 2: came to like me setting my own personal boundary because

750
00:33:46,800 --> 00:33:48,719
Speaker 2: they can if I have children one day, yeah, what

751
00:33:48,760 --> 00:33:49,600
Speaker 2: are they gonna see?

752
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:49,720
Speaker 1: Like?

753
00:33:49,760 --> 00:33:52,560
Speaker 2: And this Internet is like it's forever, like once it's

754
00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:54,920
Speaker 2: out there and it just like goes from one place

755
00:33:54,960 --> 00:33:57,000
Speaker 2: to the next and like before you know it, like

756
00:33:57,320 --> 00:33:58,080
Speaker 2: it's everywhere.

757
00:33:58,160 --> 00:34:01,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, and out of context, it can be very scary, ma'am.

758
00:34:02,040 --> 00:34:07,280
Speaker 2: Yeah, very very scary. Yeah, yeah, you know. We this

759
00:34:07,320 --> 00:34:10,040
Speaker 2: is a a safe space. And we also loved Jesus

760
00:34:10,120 --> 00:34:12,359
Speaker 2: over here at the Hugh of Hot City show. Has

761
00:34:12,400 --> 00:34:15,000
Speaker 2: it ever moments where your faith has been stretched or

762
00:34:15,120 --> 00:34:17,280
Speaker 2: moments where you really had to lean on your faith

763
00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:19,839
Speaker 2: through this whole journey of life?

764
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:22,200
Speaker 3: Absolutely? Well.

765
00:34:22,239 --> 00:34:24,640
Speaker 4: Growing up, I was heavy in church. I'm talking like

766
00:34:24,680 --> 00:34:26,680
Speaker 4: praise team leader, all types.

767
00:34:26,760 --> 00:34:27,040
Speaker 3: I was.

768
00:34:27,320 --> 00:34:29,399
Speaker 4: I was in church five out of the seven days

769
00:34:29,400 --> 00:34:32,200
Speaker 4: a week, like, and I'm super happy to be there.

770
00:34:33,920 --> 00:34:35,839
Speaker 3: The thing that kind of shook me was like.

771
00:34:38,840 --> 00:34:43,280
Speaker 4: I was preparing to go to London for study abroad

772
00:34:43,680 --> 00:34:46,160
Speaker 4: and I was working my butt off to raise the

773
00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:50,240
Speaker 4: money for that, and it was about a few days

774
00:34:50,280 --> 00:34:53,360
Speaker 4: past the am not past, but uh until the final

775
00:34:53,440 --> 00:34:55,480
Speaker 4: the payment was due. Yeah, I was only like two

776
00:34:55,600 --> 00:34:58,680
Speaker 4: hundred dollars away from my goal. And I was at

777
00:34:58,760 --> 00:35:02,239
Speaker 4: church and the pastor did a whole sermon about you know,

778
00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,120
Speaker 4: you ask not cause y y, you have not cause

779
00:35:04,160 --> 00:35:07,040
Speaker 4: you ask not, and you know, leaning on one another and.

780
00:35:07,040 --> 00:35:07,920
Speaker 3: All of these things.

781
00:35:08,120 --> 00:35:09,600
Speaker 4: And I have been going to that church since I

782
00:35:09,680 --> 00:35:11,799
Speaker 4: was I was baptized there, I was been there forever.

783
00:35:11,840 --> 00:35:16,359
Speaker 4: And yeah, and you know whole family, my sister's in dance. Well,

784
00:35:16,440 --> 00:35:19,680
Speaker 4: you know, everybody's really deep into the church. So I'm like, okay,

785
00:35:19,719 --> 00:35:21,560
Speaker 4: this is my sign. So after I to have a

786
00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:24,640
Speaker 4: meeting with the pastor and we go into the room

787
00:35:24,680 --> 00:35:26,520
Speaker 4: and I I kind of tell her what's going on,

788
00:35:26,920 --> 00:35:29,440
Speaker 4: and she's like, I'm going on vacation.

789
00:35:29,960 --> 00:35:32,000
Speaker 3: So I don't know what to tell.

790
00:35:31,800 --> 00:35:33,640
Speaker 1: You after she just preached it.

791
00:35:33,880 --> 00:35:36,359
Speaker 3: Yes, I felt like someone shot me in the heart.

792
00:35:36,520 --> 00:35:39,440
Speaker 4: I remember sitting in the in the parking lot, uh,

793
00:35:39,480 --> 00:35:42,160
Speaker 4: in the car, crying like I could not breathe. I

794
00:35:42,239 --> 00:35:45,120
Speaker 4: was hyperventilating, not only because I had worked so hard

795
00:35:45,120 --> 00:35:46,960
Speaker 4: to raise all of this money, but because I wa

796
00:35:47,200 --> 00:35:49,080
Speaker 4: It was like I the veil was pulled back.

797
00:35:48,920 --> 00:35:51,120
Speaker 3: From who she was. This is someone I admired my

798
00:35:51,320 --> 00:35:54,280
Speaker 3: entire life, and then this.

799
00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:56,200
Speaker 4: Is how you act, this is how you like. Even

800
00:35:56,239 --> 00:35:58,919
Speaker 4: if you couldn't do it, that's fine. But the way

801
00:35:58,960 --> 00:36:01,279
Speaker 4: that she said it was just like who are you?

802
00:36:01,760 --> 00:36:03,399
Speaker 4: And it made me question everything and made me step

803
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:07,319
Speaker 4: away from that church. And it took a while to

804
00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:10,080
Speaker 4: start going back to church again. And then when I

805
00:36:10,120 --> 00:36:13,920
Speaker 4: did it, I was dating one of the pastes at

806
00:36:13,960 --> 00:36:18,880
Speaker 4: the church and he bring yes, honey, they was they

807
00:36:18,880 --> 00:36:20,840
Speaker 4: were calling me first ladies from that.

808
00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:25,920
Speaker 2: First lady, first lad I'm sorry.

809
00:36:26,239 --> 00:36:27,800
Speaker 3: He was a prechurch to the church, not the pastor.

810
00:36:27,960 --> 00:36:32,160
Speaker 3: I shouldn't specify that. I learned after.

811
00:36:31,960 --> 00:36:33,840
Speaker 4: A few years into this, not a few years, a

812
00:36:33,840 --> 00:36:36,760
Speaker 4: few months in this relationship, that he was having relations

813
00:36:36,840 --> 00:36:42,160
Speaker 4: with people all up and through this church. Yeah, past,

814
00:36:42,200 --> 00:36:48,040
Speaker 4: present and future. Yeah, because so that was another hit

815
00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:50,000
Speaker 4: that just was like you are not who you say.

816
00:36:50,080 --> 00:36:51,680
Speaker 3: And not only that, but he prayed on me.

817
00:36:51,680 --> 00:36:54,920
Speaker 4: Because he he he sought me after it a low time.

818
00:36:55,280 --> 00:36:57,920
Speaker 4: The way he used the word and everything to manipulate

819
00:36:57,960 --> 00:37:01,400
Speaker 4: me into that relationship, it was a it was very calculated,

820
00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:05,640
Speaker 4: of course in retrospect, right, Yeah, So that was another

821
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:08,480
Speaker 4: time where but I had to just be like, once again,

822
00:37:08,600 --> 00:37:13,440
Speaker 4: somebody who acts so holy is the opposite, and it's

823
00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:15,480
Speaker 4: like the worst kind of person that you can be.

824
00:37:16,000 --> 00:37:17,359
Speaker 3: And that really hit me as well.

825
00:37:17,400 --> 00:37:20,680
Speaker 4: And I think to this day, I'm still struggling when

826
00:37:20,680 --> 00:37:23,960
Speaker 4: it comes to church and the people to trust in church,

827
00:37:24,880 --> 00:37:26,160
Speaker 4: because I mean.

828
00:37:26,000 --> 00:37:27,040
Speaker 3: I still love the Lord.

829
00:37:27,239 --> 00:37:30,359
Speaker 4: But even now, I was on a I don't want

830
00:37:30,360 --> 00:37:32,560
Speaker 4: to say a tour, but I was trying out different churches.

831
00:37:33,920 --> 00:37:35,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, that went to change and I loved it there.

832
00:37:35,440 --> 00:37:39,960
Speaker 3: It was just a long drive, but said you come.

833
00:37:39,840 --> 00:37:43,200
Speaker 2: Here, Yeah, for sure, trick.

834
00:37:43,640 --> 00:37:48,480
Speaker 4: But even that became awkward because you know, our our

835
00:37:48,520 --> 00:37:52,160
Speaker 4: fan base is is church goers. So going to church

836
00:37:52,400 --> 00:37:54,480
Speaker 4: and knowing that in the midst of my praise and

837
00:37:54,520 --> 00:37:57,480
Speaker 4: worship that this person might be filming me or you know,

838
00:37:57,480 --> 00:37:59,120
Speaker 4: I went to a funeral and someone was asking to

839
00:37:59,120 --> 00:38:00,040
Speaker 4: take pictures with me.

840
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:04,000
Speaker 3: And things like that, and it's like, it's yes, I

841
00:38:04,040 --> 00:38:05,680
Speaker 3: want to be able to be vulnerable. I want to

842
00:38:05,680 --> 00:38:06,520
Speaker 3: be able to drop.

843
00:38:06,360 --> 00:38:08,560
Speaker 4: Someone knees and cry when I feel like it, But

844
00:38:08,680 --> 00:38:11,160
Speaker 4: to know that someone is constantly watching you, it's like,

845
00:38:11,719 --> 00:38:14,160
Speaker 4: how can you enjoy that experience?

846
00:38:14,239 --> 00:38:17,680
Speaker 2: So that happened to me too, and like I actually

847
00:38:17,680 --> 00:38:21,160
Speaker 2: had to talk about it because people were coming up

848
00:38:21,239 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 2: to me after church like wanting to hug and like

849
00:38:24,320 --> 00:38:26,400
Speaker 2: talk and ask for pictures, and I just feel like

850
00:38:26,440 --> 00:38:27,879
Speaker 2: it's a time and a place for everything. And then

851
00:38:28,480 --> 00:38:30,840
Speaker 2: finding out that people were driving hours to come to

852
00:38:30,920 --> 00:38:33,000
Speaker 2: church on Sunday and hopes to meet me. You need

853
00:38:33,040 --> 00:38:36,040
Speaker 2: to be going to meet Jesus. Yeah, not Chrystal Renee Hazlet.

854
00:38:36,160 --> 00:38:38,960
Speaker 2: And I had to like publicly spe publicly speak about

855
00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:41,880
Speaker 2: that because it is disturbing when you're in f I

856
00:38:41,920 --> 00:38:45,040
Speaker 2: literally was in full lunteers one Sunday, church had like

857
00:38:45,200 --> 00:38:47,200
Speaker 2: let out, but we were still doing praise and worship

858
00:38:47,520 --> 00:38:49,560
Speaker 2: and the spirit was just moving and I was just

859
00:38:49,600 --> 00:38:52,800
Speaker 2: crying and praising God, and somebody literally came and tapped

860
00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:53,920
Speaker 2: me on the shoulder.

861
00:38:53,960 --> 00:38:56,520
Speaker 1: In the midst of it, and I was like.

862
00:38:57,160 --> 00:38:58,960
Speaker 3: What, Yeah, like what.

863
00:39:00,400 --> 00:39:05,799
Speaker 2: In what world? You know? And then not too long ago,

864
00:39:05,920 --> 00:39:09,040
Speaker 2: praise and worship and like a guy turns around and

865
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:10,160
Speaker 2: it was like you know how they turned it, and

866
00:39:10,200 --> 00:39:12,120
Speaker 2: then they were like shoot, and then before you know it,

867
00:39:12,120 --> 00:39:14,560
Speaker 2: they're like holding their funnel like we're at a concert,

868
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:16,359
Speaker 2: and I'm like I literally just turned it, like turn

869
00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:19,279
Speaker 2: my back, so like you can't feel me. I'm like

870
00:39:19,280 --> 00:39:21,600
Speaker 2: like read the room back, you know what I'm saying.

871
00:39:21,680 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 4: Like, but people feel like you don't have those boundaries

872
00:39:24,239 --> 00:39:27,600
Speaker 4: when you're known, and that's that's something that really disturbs

873
00:39:27,600 --> 00:39:29,400
Speaker 4: me because I hear how people talk about.

874
00:39:29,400 --> 00:39:30,960
Speaker 3: Oh, what they would rude when I met them? Well,

875
00:39:30,960 --> 00:39:32,880
Speaker 3: w how did you meet them? What were they doing?

876
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:37,880
Speaker 4: Because they don't owe you their time like that, Like,

877
00:39:38,160 --> 00:39:41,200
Speaker 4: you know, I appreciate the support, but there's a time

878
00:39:41,200 --> 00:39:43,920
Speaker 4: and a place, and there's certain times that absolutely no.

879
00:39:44,640 --> 00:39:47,520
Speaker 4: I was at a close friend's funeral and you want

880
00:39:47,520 --> 00:39:51,799
Speaker 4: to take pictures? Why Yeah, why why is that even

881
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:53,880
Speaker 4: where your mind is at when you're at the same funeral.

882
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,239
Speaker 2: We should be thinking about this person we just lost.

883
00:39:56,440 --> 00:40:00,680
Speaker 3: Yeah, so a lot of different but that but once again,

884
00:40:00,760 --> 00:40:03,160
Speaker 3: that's church, that's not just one part of it.

885
00:40:03,280 --> 00:40:07,240
Speaker 4: Yeah, so I definitely feel like that was a major

886
00:40:07,280 --> 00:40:09,680
Speaker 4: part for me though, especially the wave that I was raised.

887
00:40:09,719 --> 00:40:13,320
Speaker 4: It's the part that I miss dearly and I hope

888
00:40:13,400 --> 00:40:17,280
Speaker 4: to get back to. But but you know, I stand

889
00:40:17,320 --> 00:40:20,799
Speaker 4: from my faith still. I still you know, pray as

890
00:40:20,880 --> 00:40:22,880
Speaker 4: much as I can. I've talked about this before, Like,

891
00:40:22,920 --> 00:40:25,279
Speaker 4: praying in water is like my favorite thing, and I

892
00:40:25,280 --> 00:40:27,560
Speaker 4: think that's also because I know that it's just me,

893
00:40:27,680 --> 00:40:30,040
Speaker 4: especially if I'm at a beach or some kind.

894
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:32,160
Speaker 3: Of big body of water where I can just go in.

895
00:40:32,120 --> 00:40:35,360
Speaker 4: And I don't hear anything else but the waves, and

896
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:36,200
Speaker 4: I feel like God.

897
00:40:36,120 --> 00:40:38,000
Speaker 3: Is speaking to me directly at the moment.

898
00:40:37,840 --> 00:40:39,680
Speaker 2: The girl, That's one of my favorite places to be

899
00:40:39,920 --> 00:40:43,000
Speaker 2: around water because when you look, especially huge bodies of water,

900
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:47,640
Speaker 2: it just shows you like the awe of God, like wow,

901
00:40:47,760 --> 00:40:49,839
Speaker 2: he created this, you know you really you just see

902
00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:53,120
Speaker 2: like the endless almost like it's symbolic to his endless

903
00:40:53,160 --> 00:40:55,560
Speaker 2: love because it's like water just you can't like you

904
00:40:55,600 --> 00:40:57,080
Speaker 2: don't even see the end of It's like he just

905
00:40:57,160 --> 00:40:57,640
Speaker 2: keeps going.

906
00:40:57,880 --> 00:40:58,960
Speaker 3: You see how small you are?

907
00:40:59,080 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 2: Yes, Yes, that is so true. Let's talk about sisterhood. Yes,

908
00:41:07,360 --> 00:41:11,040
Speaker 2: because we're both on Tatima and sisters. Sisterhood is so

909
00:41:11,080 --> 00:41:14,799
Speaker 2: important to me, our two characters. We I am like

910
00:41:15,000 --> 00:41:17,040
Speaker 2: always like what you mean, Angel, because you always you

911
00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:18,760
Speaker 2: check me, You check me when I'm wrong.

912
00:41:18,880 --> 00:41:20,160
Speaker 1: You try to hold me accountable.

913
00:41:20,280 --> 00:41:21,200
Speaker 3: Y'all heard that right.

914
00:41:22,200 --> 00:41:24,640
Speaker 2: You try to hold me accountable. And a lot of

915
00:41:24,680 --> 00:41:27,200
Speaker 2: times we don't want to hear that as friends. But

916
00:41:27,320 --> 00:41:31,000
Speaker 2: I appreciate the way Tyler writes our characters because Fatima

917
00:41:31,040 --> 00:41:33,040
Speaker 2: does that because she's using the one always trying to

918
00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:36,520
Speaker 2: like help people, but you're the one that's always helping Fatima.

919
00:41:36,760 --> 00:41:38,640
Speaker 3: And then we do a good back and forth because

920
00:41:38,680 --> 00:41:39,759
Speaker 3: you tell me about myself too.

921
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:43,719
Speaker 2: Yes, whether right right, But that's what friends are for

922
00:41:44,640 --> 00:41:47,280
Speaker 2: in your real life because you have sisters, amazing sisters.

923
00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,960
Speaker 2: How is y'all's relationship And did that actually help when

924
00:41:50,000 --> 00:41:51,760
Speaker 2: it came to being on the show Sisters?

925
00:41:52,040 --> 00:41:56,279
Speaker 4: Oh absolutely, I mean my sisters are the closest thing

926
00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:58,759
Speaker 4: to me in general. We were raised super close. You know,

927
00:41:58,800 --> 00:42:02,880
Speaker 4: it was us against the world, except we fought. We

928
00:42:02,920 --> 00:42:04,879
Speaker 4: fought a lot, but that's a.

929
00:42:04,800 --> 00:42:06,920
Speaker 3: Part of the sisterhood. We we you know, we had

930
00:42:07,040 --> 00:42:09,080
Speaker 3: very humble beginnings. So like we shared a.

931
00:42:09,080 --> 00:42:12,759
Speaker 4: Room growing up, the three of us, what you know,

932
00:42:13,120 --> 00:42:15,839
Speaker 4: from four years older to two years younger. We were

933
00:42:16,040 --> 00:42:19,359
Speaker 4: all like really close quarters. So it forced us to

934
00:42:19,400 --> 00:42:23,520
Speaker 4: be close and ride for each other. Like I remember

935
00:42:23,520 --> 00:42:26,479
Speaker 4: one time a boy hit me and my little sister

936
00:42:26,560 --> 00:42:28,759
Speaker 4: came out of nowhere would a.

937
00:42:28,200 --> 00:42:29,520
Speaker 3: Metal back just swinging.

938
00:42:29,600 --> 00:42:31,600
Speaker 4: Mind you, her little self she's two years younger than me,

939
00:42:31,640 --> 00:42:34,080
Speaker 4: but in you know, in those years, that's a huge difference.

940
00:42:34,120 --> 00:42:36,440
Speaker 3: But we've always just had each other's back, and.

941
00:42:36,440 --> 00:42:38,800
Speaker 4: I feel like that's only grown as we've gotten older.

942
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:42,640
Speaker 3: My older sister has the cutest son. Now my nephew,

943
00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:47,320
Speaker 3: who is like, that's my baby with my younger.

944
00:42:51,320 --> 00:42:54,759
Speaker 4: So yeah, I mean that experience too, is just those

945
00:42:54,760 --> 00:42:55,320
Speaker 4: are my people.

946
00:42:55,400 --> 00:42:56,840
Speaker 3: Those are my best friends in the world.

947
00:42:57,360 --> 00:42:58,839
Speaker 4: They're the only people in the world that I feel

948
00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:01,440
Speaker 4: like I can tell anything to without feeling judged. No,

949
00:43:01,520 --> 00:43:04,320
Speaker 4: I have my my friends and everything, but my sister

950
00:43:04,480 --> 00:43:08,839
Speaker 4: is nothing. It's like that nothing nobody.

951
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:12,680
Speaker 2: Yes, I love that I have two sisters, but all

952
00:43:12,719 --> 00:43:16,160
Speaker 2: my siblings we have different moms. But and my me

953
00:43:16,200 --> 00:43:19,239
Speaker 2: and my sisters weren't raised together. But our relationship is

954
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:23,160
Speaker 2: so beautiful and it's always fun to see how like,

955
00:43:23,280 --> 00:43:25,840
Speaker 2: no matter what the dynamic is, that's a bond you

956
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:28,960
Speaker 2: can never break. So yeah, I love my sisters, and

957
00:43:29,080 --> 00:43:31,480
Speaker 2: I love how Tyler wrote the show for us to

958
00:43:31,680 --> 00:43:34,239
Speaker 2: just exemplify what sisterhood is.

959
00:43:35,560 --> 00:43:39,879
Speaker 3: Yes, because you need your corner, We do, you really do?

960
00:43:41,000 --> 00:43:42,359
Speaker 2: Before we get out of here, I want to play

961
00:43:42,360 --> 00:43:45,879
Speaker 2: a game with you. Oh, I love playing games trying

962
00:43:45,880 --> 00:43:46,600
Speaker 2: to hit me colt up.

963
00:43:46,640 --> 00:43:47,240
Speaker 3: Then you get.

964
00:43:48,840 --> 00:43:49,320
Speaker 2: It's easy.

965
00:43:49,360 --> 00:43:50,560
Speaker 1: It's just called this or that.

966
00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:52,720
Speaker 2: All right, I knew it is lie.

967
00:43:54,560 --> 00:43:56,600
Speaker 1: Yes, all right.

968
00:43:56,440 --> 00:44:00,680
Speaker 2: Let's see. And this is you know, a little this

969
00:44:00,800 --> 00:44:03,600
Speaker 2: is a little cast made edition. Okay, alright. So do

970
00:44:03,640 --> 00:44:04,960
Speaker 2: you like movies or TV shows?

971
00:44:05,880 --> 00:44:09,120
Speaker 3: TV shows scripted or reality? Oh, scripted?

972
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:15,480
Speaker 2: The hero or the villain, the via? Do you like

973
00:44:15,600 --> 00:44:17,760
Speaker 2: improv or strictly following the script?

974
00:44:18,280 --> 00:44:20,520
Speaker 3: I love improv. That's when we get the best stuff.

975
00:44:21,640 --> 00:44:22,319
Speaker 2: We do a lot of that.

976
00:44:22,360 --> 00:44:27,360
Speaker 1: On you like night shoots or early morning call times?

977
00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:31,520
Speaker 4: Ooh, it all depends on what the day has been

978
00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:35,600
Speaker 4: and the night before. Yeah, I'm a morning person, so

979
00:44:35,680 --> 00:44:36,920
Speaker 4: I don't mind mornings.

980
00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:38,200
Speaker 2: You are a morning person.

981
00:44:38,400 --> 00:44:41,360
Speaker 4: Yeah, I have a problem with them late nights, especially

982
00:44:41,360 --> 00:44:42,439
Speaker 4: if we've had a long day.

983
00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:43,439
Speaker 3: It can get real.

984
00:44:44,520 --> 00:44:46,560
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm with you on that, and I'm with you

985
00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:50,000
Speaker 2: on that. On set, pranks or keeping it professional, do

986
00:44:50,120 --> 00:44:59,440
Speaker 2: not do the party, don't prank me on r exactly,

987
00:45:00,520 --> 00:45:03,240
Speaker 2: method acting or just turn it on and off.

988
00:45:04,239 --> 00:45:05,840
Speaker 3: Oh, it all depends on the part.

989
00:45:06,040 --> 00:45:11,160
Speaker 4: Say yeah, I feel like I'm very like my character

990
00:45:11,239 --> 00:45:13,600
Speaker 4: Angela in a lot of ways. So it's a little

991
00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:15,680
Speaker 4: bit of method, but not all the way. So it's

992
00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:17,160
Speaker 4: a little turn it's a little off and on.

993
00:45:17,320 --> 00:45:19,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I'm sorry, y'all.

994
00:45:19,160 --> 00:45:19,759
Speaker 3: I guess it's both.

995
00:45:19,880 --> 00:45:21,759
Speaker 2: I think for me like method and when I have

996
00:45:21,880 --> 00:45:24,000
Speaker 2: like emotional scenes, it's hard for me to just turn it

997
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:26,680
Speaker 2: on and off. But when it comes to other emotional

998
00:45:26,880 --> 00:45:28,840
Speaker 2: character traits, I can turn those on off with that

999
00:45:28,960 --> 00:45:31,439
Speaker 2: like crying, yeah, stuff, I kind of have to wake

1000
00:45:31,560 --> 00:45:33,920
Speaker 2: up down, like to really be ready to all right

1001
00:45:33,960 --> 00:45:37,359
Speaker 2: and action, like I can't wake up halfy and then like, okay,

1002
00:45:37,360 --> 00:45:38,040
Speaker 2: it's a crime scene.

1003
00:45:38,120 --> 00:45:38,680
Speaker 1: Just start crying.

1004
00:45:38,760 --> 00:45:40,399
Speaker 3: Yeah, you know that, because I'd be like, okay, give

1005
00:45:40,400 --> 00:45:45,359
Speaker 3: me a second, give me a second. But it's hard

1006
00:45:45,400 --> 00:45:47,239
Speaker 3: and so much it's going on, people talking and laughing.

1007
00:45:47,280 --> 00:45:51,840
Speaker 2: It's like oh yeah, and then everybody's like so I'm like,

1008
00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:54,799
Speaker 2: you know, I need everybody to like, don't talk to you, Yeah,

1009
00:45:54,840 --> 00:45:57,560
Speaker 2: don't not right now, please stop talking, Like I've gotta

1010
00:45:57,760 --> 00:45:58,520
Speaker 2: I gotta get there.

1011
00:45:58,960 --> 00:46:02,000
Speaker 1: We don't have a lot of time. Time is money, all.

1012
00:46:02,000 --> 00:46:04,640
Speaker 2: Right, let's see are we just weas we just talking

1013
00:46:04,640 --> 00:46:04,960
Speaker 2: about this?

1014
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:09,680
Speaker 1: But a crying scene or a fight scene, once.

1015
00:46:09,560 --> 00:46:12,280
Speaker 4: Again, it depends on the context. But I will say

1016
00:46:12,840 --> 00:46:14,480
Speaker 4: I would love to do some fight scenes. I want

1017
00:46:14,480 --> 00:46:15,160
Speaker 4: to do some action.

1018
00:46:15,480 --> 00:46:17,319
Speaker 2: I love to fight scenes because I don't be fighting

1019
00:46:17,320 --> 00:46:18,279
Speaker 2: in real life.

1020
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:19,640
Speaker 3: That's where you get it out.

1021
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:23,759
Speaker 2: Fight. Yes, I love it.

1022
00:46:23,800 --> 00:46:26,520
Speaker 3: I can ready to jump off something, land somewhere.

1023
00:46:27,960 --> 00:46:30,920
Speaker 1: Exactly live audience or no audience.

1024
00:46:31,480 --> 00:46:31,840
Speaker 2: Live.

1025
00:46:32,120 --> 00:46:33,400
Speaker 3: Oh, there's nothing like the theater.

1026
00:46:33,680 --> 00:46:38,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, I livet I love it. Costume, heavy roll or

1027
00:46:38,440 --> 00:46:40,799
Speaker 2: a casual wardrobe.

1028
00:46:41,120 --> 00:46:43,440
Speaker 3: Oh, please don't make me have to wear too many things?

1029
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:43,759
Speaker 2: Right?

1030
00:46:43,840 --> 00:46:45,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, I want to be comfortable.

1031
00:46:45,760 --> 00:46:49,120
Speaker 4: It's hard to lock in when you're thinking about too

1032
00:46:49,160 --> 00:46:49,960
Speaker 4: much other stuff.

1033
00:46:50,480 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 2: No, for sure. Ooh this is another good one. Makeup

1034
00:46:53,600 --> 00:46:56,080
Speaker 2: chair for hours are quick and easy bybee.

1035
00:46:56,400 --> 00:46:58,200
Speaker 3: If I can do my makeup in twenty minutes, I

1036
00:46:58,200 --> 00:46:59,760
Speaker 3: don't want to be in this chair for two hours.

1037
00:46:59,760 --> 00:47:02,080
Speaker 2: I'm gonna ask you that too, because you do your

1038
00:47:02,080 --> 00:47:02,760
Speaker 2: own makeup.

1039
00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:04,640
Speaker 1: Have you ever had a makeup artist and.

1040
00:47:04,560 --> 00:47:05,080
Speaker 2: You got it here?

1041
00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:08,560
Speaker 1: You was like, I do not like the way this looks.

1042
00:47:08,840 --> 00:47:12,120
Speaker 4: Friend, I am so quick to go to my dressing room,

1043
00:47:12,160 --> 00:47:13,520
Speaker 4: wipe off my makeup and start over.

1044
00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:14,479
Speaker 3: I'm so mad.

1045
00:47:14,640 --> 00:47:17,080
Speaker 2: I literally carry my whole makeup bag every day. But

1046
00:47:17,239 --> 00:47:20,080
Speaker 2: I don't know, like in my makeup manny, he's amazing. Yes,

1047
00:47:20,160 --> 00:47:21,720
Speaker 2: So like I don't really have to touch anything.

1048
00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:23,640
Speaker 1: But like I've had RS four.

1049
00:47:23,520 --> 00:47:25,560
Speaker 2: Where I'm just like, no, like I need to get

1050
00:47:25,560 --> 00:47:28,279
Speaker 2: this nose right. I need there's certain things I just

1051
00:47:28,280 --> 00:47:28,839
Speaker 2: need to pop.

1052
00:47:28,960 --> 00:47:30,880
Speaker 3: I won't even do that. I'm like, oh, thank you,

1053
00:47:30,920 --> 00:47:32,319
Speaker 3: and I will go to yeah'n.

1054
00:47:32,280 --> 00:47:32,759
Speaker 2: The room and fix it.

1055
00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:35,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, because if you didn't do it right the first time,

1056
00:47:36,280 --> 00:47:38,279
Speaker 4: then telling you and instruct you is not gonna get

1057
00:47:38,360 --> 00:47:39,360
Speaker 4: us there when I could.

1058
00:47:39,280 --> 00:47:40,760
Speaker 3: Just finish it in twenty minutes.

1059
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,480
Speaker 2: Hello, exactly.

1060
00:47:42,680 --> 00:47:45,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, be prepared, access, be prepared, bring your stuff, be ready.

1061
00:47:45,800 --> 00:47:46,799
Speaker 2: Be prepared.

1062
00:47:47,360 --> 00:47:47,719
Speaker 3: All right.

1063
00:47:47,960 --> 00:47:52,560
Speaker 2: Last question, binge watch your own show or never watch it?

1064
00:47:54,320 --> 00:47:55,400
Speaker 3: Ooh.

1065
00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:57,960
Speaker 4: I hate to say this, but it's so hard for

1066
00:47:58,000 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 4: me to watch myself back.

1067
00:47:59,320 --> 00:48:00,400
Speaker 1: So many people say that.

1068
00:48:00,480 --> 00:48:01,840
Speaker 3: So hard I.

1069
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:03,759
Speaker 4: Do because I feel like you have to learn, you

1070
00:48:03,760 --> 00:48:06,000
Speaker 4: have to grow yet to see the way things are

1071
00:48:06,040 --> 00:48:08,759
Speaker 4: being done. But I can only do it once.

1072
00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:10,399
Speaker 3: I cannot watch it over and over.

1073
00:48:11,239 --> 00:48:13,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, me just like watching take like an athlete, Like

1074
00:48:14,280 --> 00:48:16,200
Speaker 2: I watch it so I can get back to get

1075
00:48:16,200 --> 00:48:18,919
Speaker 2: better and to study myself. I'm like, Okay, I could

1076
00:48:18,920 --> 00:48:20,520
Speaker 2: have done better here, I could have taken a longer

1077
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:23,600
Speaker 2: be there, or I should have like did a different

1078
00:48:23,600 --> 00:48:26,480
Speaker 2: octave in my voice because sometimes I can talk very monotone.

1079
00:48:26,520 --> 00:48:28,719
Speaker 2: So I'm working on inflections and different things like that.

1080
00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:31,239
Speaker 2: But yeah, when I watch them, I can't. I can

1081
00:48:31,239 --> 00:48:31,920
Speaker 2: only watch it once.

1082
00:48:31,960 --> 00:48:35,520
Speaker 1: I can't go back. Yeah, I agree, and this has

1083
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:36,160
Speaker 1: been fun.

1084
00:48:37,080 --> 00:48:38,080
Speaker 2: Yes, thank you so.

1085
00:48:38,120 --> 00:48:41,040
Speaker 3: Much, Thank you. I appreciate jas once.

1086
00:48:43,120 --> 00:48:44,200
Speaker 1: No, but they're gonna love this.

1087
00:48:44,280 --> 00:48:46,239
Speaker 2: They've been asking for you, and I thank you so

1088
00:48:46,320 --> 00:48:48,160
Speaker 2: much for taking time to come sit down anytime.

1089
00:48:48,200 --> 00:48:50,040
Speaker 3: Girl. You let me know, and if y'all want to

1090
00:48:50,120 --> 00:48:51,280
Speaker 3: keep asking, I'll keep coming.

1091
00:48:51,400 --> 00:48:53,880
Speaker 2: I guess you heard it here.

1092
00:48:54,320 --> 00:48:55,120
Speaker 1: Thank you so much.

1093
00:48:55,160 --> 00:48:55,480
Speaker 3: Thank you.

1094
00:48:55,520 --> 00:49:04,600
Speaker 2: Love when I say, I absolutely enjoyed my conversation within Zinga.

1095
00:49:05,080 --> 00:49:07,160
Speaker 2: If I had to take one thing away, it was

1096
00:49:07,360 --> 00:49:11,399
Speaker 2: second chances. After being raising a church and experiencing church hurt,

1097
00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:13,960
Speaker 2: she did not let that keep her away from cultivating

1098
00:49:13,960 --> 00:49:21,360
Speaker 2: her own relationship with God. Thank you so much for

1099
00:49:21,400 --> 00:49:24,080
Speaker 2: tuning into this episode of The Keep It Positive Sweetie Show.

1100
00:49:24,440 --> 00:49:29,000
Speaker 2: Today's episode doubled down on how confidence, perseverance, and consistency

1101
00:49:29,360 --> 00:49:32,840
Speaker 2: can take you places. Don't forget to subscribe, leave a review,

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Speaker 2: an email to Keep It positivesweetye at gmail dot com. Remember,

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Speaker 2: and it's always Keep it Positive, sweeties.

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