Speaker 1: I didn't put like, you aren't a bitch. You ran
Speaker 1: and put on that half of the necklace because you
Speaker 1: know your half, and then you just ran and put
Speaker 1: it on where is And I know exactly what happened.
Speaker 1: When we were in the bathroom. You saw it on
Speaker 1: the barcelon and you were like, I'm gonna put it
Speaker 1: on so I could like.
Speaker 2: Say something, No, that's exactly I just wanted to see.
Speaker 3: You were gaslighting me. You literally go out of your
Speaker 3: way to gaslight me. Every single day. You were seriously
Speaker 3: gaslighting someone and I was like, Drew, but I don't
Speaker 3: remember who it was.
Speaker 2: It was probably you. I mean I literally guessed, like
Speaker 2: everybody know it was.
Speaker 1: It was like someone else. It was like Christian or something,
Speaker 1: but you were like fully, Christian was like you did this,
Speaker 1: and you were like, are you kidding me? And you
Speaker 1: like actually started gas lighting him.
Speaker 2: And I was like, Drew, that's me.
Speaker 4: That's me as a person. I gaslight and I actually
Speaker 4: practice what I preach.
Speaker 1: We've gas lit our followers into enjoy being gaslet because
Speaker 1: someone made a comment where I was like, I just
Speaker 1: don't feel like they're gaslighting us as much as in
Speaker 1: the last episode and like as if it was missed.
Speaker 1: Speaking of comments, though, I.
Speaker 5: Posted a TikTok and someone was like, like, why do
Speaker 5: you think, bitch, Like someone said, Okay, why wasn't Enya
Speaker 5: invited to the met Gallop?
Speaker 1: Bitch? Why the fuck do you think? Like, I think
Speaker 1: it's beautiful that our followers like us ride for us
Speaker 1: like that. But and I'm not saying this as of
Speaker 1: like tell me I'm important, but like we are not important.
Speaker 2: No, literally, I've been struggling with that so much more recently.
Speaker 1: Yeah, especially the past week.
Speaker 4: Yeah, like I genuinely mean nothing to no one. Yeah, which,
Speaker 4: like I shouldn't. I shouldn't base my.
Speaker 2: Importance on.
Speaker 4: That at all, but like I do, point blank period,
Speaker 4: I do. And there's no there's no changing that. And yeah,
Speaker 4: I'm just not important to the industry, which.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I guess.
Speaker 1: Let's rea like phrase that. It's not that we're not important,
Speaker 1: like I know that for you guys, we are important,
Speaker 1: and obviously, like it's one of the reasons I keep
Speaker 1: fucking doing what I do is because I know that.
Speaker 1: Like I I'm not super insecure, like I do have
Speaker 1: confidence where I'm like I think what me and you
Speaker 1: provide for like the Internet, especially the influencer. Safe space
Speaker 1: is safe space, especially for the influencer space is very important.
Speaker 1: But yeah, to the industry, we might as well.
Speaker 2: They don't sit about us.
Speaker 4: Literally they don't care. They don't care. And I was
Speaker 4: I was telling you this morning. I was like, like,
Speaker 4: I know, in my entire life, with every fiber of
Speaker 4: my being, I will never ever be invited to the metcala,
Speaker 4: Like it's just not in my car, Like I don't
Speaker 4: I don't have that look, I don't have that energy
Speaker 4: to give, like I'm not made.
Speaker 2: For the red carpet whatever. But like I was, like,
Speaker 2: I was having fomo.
Speaker 4: I was like, how fun would it be if I
Speaker 4: like got dressed by someone I know?
Speaker 2: Watch.
Speaker 1: I was like, stop, wait, we need to like go
Speaker 1: out to a really nice dinner or something, so I
Speaker 1: have an excuse to put on like my best dress
Speaker 1: and like get all like prettied up.
Speaker 2: We should hire a what are they called a dresser?
Speaker 1: A stylist.
Speaker 4: Yeah, we should hire a stylist for a day to
Speaker 4: stylist and really really good.
Speaker 1: Oh, I guess I can think of a few stylists
Speaker 1: And I'm like, I want you to put me in
Speaker 1: clothes because like you're good at what you do. Like, uh,
Speaker 1: the girls who dressed us for Mark the Mark, Shoot, yeah,
Speaker 1: they are awesome.
Speaker 2: They knew what they were doing.
Speaker 1: Chloe, I don't remember their names, but they are awesome.
Speaker 1: Like everyone they dress, I'm like, wow, like you're you
Speaker 1: do a good job of like looking at the person
Speaker 1: and being like, yes, this is what you would wear.
Speaker 1: I can't say a fucking stylist who's like, yeah, here's
Speaker 1: your fucking bingo bongo fit like and it has nothing.
Speaker 2: It doesn't fit. It's gross, it's grumbling.
Speaker 1: Or like a stylist who is just like, all right,
Speaker 1: here's your like jeans and T shirt.
Speaker 2: You slip.
Speaker 1: But but I guess like some people want that solid.
Speaker 2: Some people want to be normcore.
Speaker 1: But you being like doesn't it look so fun to
Speaker 1: just like get dressed? Is literally like yesterday I went
Speaker 1: in to look at the Mecca. I've never watched the
Speaker 1: Megala in my fucking life, but I literally watched it
Speaker 1: because Addison, Ray and Emma were going and I like desperately,
Speaker 1: I was like, I need to know what they're wearing.
Speaker 1: I like, obviously, I like knew Emma would serve and
Speaker 1: she like looked beautiful, and everyone honestly, everyone looked beautiful.
Speaker 1: Everyone gave, everyone gave. I wish they didn't put Addison
Speaker 1: in a wig or I don't know if they actually
Speaker 1: car hair like that. I couldn't tell. But like regardless,
Speaker 1: I was like watching it and I was like, who
Speaker 1: the fuck am I to sit.
Speaker 4: Here and be like you eating Cheetah's in your bed,
Speaker 4: being like, oh, why are they dressed like this?
Speaker 1: Yeah? I was like, and everyone does just look fucking good.
Speaker 1: Everyone's sirs, And you do have to take into account, like, yes,
Speaker 1: I understand the like historical importance of the metgala, but
Speaker 1: at the end of the day, like socially, what the
Speaker 1: fuck is it? It's like it's a party. We are
Speaker 1: literally tuning in to watch celebrities walk down the hall
Speaker 1: in an outfit, to go into a museum in an
Speaker 1: outfit and take pictures, and then most of them go
Speaker 1: and change into a different outfit so.
Speaker 2: They could go to a party.
Speaker 1: It is actually the weirdest thing. When I was watching it,
Speaker 1: I was like, I'm literally watching myself be not invited
Speaker 1: and be so unimportant.
Speaker 2: How you hate him from outside the club if you
Speaker 2: can't even.
Speaker 1: Get in I can't even get on the carpet outside
Speaker 1: of it.
Speaker 2: Like that.
Speaker 1: That's what the magala is.
Speaker 4: It's like all of us watching and being like this
Speaker 4: outfit sucks, this gives.
Speaker 1: Honestly, Like everyone looked good though. I was like, all
Speaker 1: of y'all look like you smell good. Yeah. It was
Speaker 1: like a weird theme in my head. I was like,
Speaker 1: what would I do? Like people did old Hollywood like
Speaker 1: Billy did Old Hollywood, mad old the Hollywood. Yeah, Billy
Speaker 1: literally looked like a fucking Disney character, but like in
Speaker 1: a good way, Like looked like a princess.
Speaker 2: It looks like a Disney adult in a bad way,
Speaker 2: Disney Disney adult derogatory. No bitch, she turned it look
Speaker 2: like it was awesome.
Speaker 1: Yeah, megs. Meg's look was also like slaying looked good,
Speaker 1: was giving old Hollywood, Like, I think that's like what
Speaker 1: a lot of people were doing do. Barbie Barbara, I
Speaker 1: can never say her fucking name never in my life.
Speaker 1: I'm always like Barbie, Barbara, Bara Barrea. Like I don't
Speaker 1: know why I don't know her name. I think it's
Speaker 1: just Barbie.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think it's Barbie.
Speaker 1: Okay, she looks good. I'm like I like refusing to
Speaker 1: say it. Anytime I talk about celebrities, I get really
Speaker 1: fucking uncomfortable and scared because I'm.
Speaker 2: Like, they're gonna hear this, They're gonna hear this.
Speaker 1: Aways not even they're gonna hear this. I'm like, I
Speaker 1: used to be a big ship talker, so I'm like
Speaker 1: scared anytime I say anyone's name because I'm like, I
Speaker 1: used to be someone who didn't have a therapist and
Speaker 1: would like go on weird tangents. But I'm a change
Speaker 1: to them now.
Speaker 2: So she's growing.
Speaker 1: Up, Yara, I I don't know anyone's name. I'm like
Speaker 1: literally trying to like find their name. Yeah, I just
Speaker 1: know the dresses everyone wore, but like there were certain
Speaker 1: girls who were giving. Like everyone looked good, but certain
Speaker 1: girls I was like, oh, I want to wear that.
Speaker 2: I saw.
Speaker 4: I saw the TikTok last night that was so funny.
Speaker 4: It was like, I swear to God, Camilla Cabello and
Speaker 4: James Cordon or whatever his fucking name is saw like
Speaker 4: a Hollywood executive commit like a gnarly murder or crime,
Speaker 4: and they were just giving careers after that because like
Speaker 4: they give nothing ever, But like Camilla like you have
Speaker 4: to like to be the best, I mean, to be
Speaker 4: on top of the world the way she is, like
Speaker 4: she has to be making something appealing to somebody, like
Speaker 4: the masses.
Speaker 2: So she's good at that.
Speaker 1: But like I'm gonna admit I like kind of like
Speaker 1: her new song.
Speaker 2: I love her new song, Don't Go Yet.
Speaker 1: Oh, Normani looked so funny. Normani is one of the
Speaker 1: sexiest women to ever walk the fucking face of this
Speaker 1: earth and her Actually, now we can transition to the VMAs.
Speaker 1: We're becoming the.
Speaker 3: Fucking BuzzFeed, just like like a TV.
Speaker 1: We just had the most like teenager week of my life.
Speaker 1: I had like two I literally sat in my car.
Speaker 1: I was like, I can't remember the last time I
Speaker 1: gave the a funk about the VMAs. But I think
Speaker 1: that since I had such bad Fomo.
Speaker 4: I never get phone and is like the last person
Speaker 4: to get anyone's doing, like I always have pomo. Literally,
Speaker 4: if my friends hang out without me, like I will
Speaker 4: jump off a bridge, like I don't care, like I
Speaker 4: will write them in.
Speaker 2: My suicide letter. But not, actually, you don't worry about me.
Speaker 2: I'm good.
Speaker 1: No, I'm actually gonna kill myself. But like it's jowing, like,
Speaker 1: but you know what it is. I think because now,
Speaker 1: like because of the past year of my like new
Speaker 1: burning love for New York, the fact that it was
Speaker 1: all happening in New York is what like made it
Speaker 1: fomo for me, is because I'm like, this is like
Speaker 1: one I just left and everyone then everyone got there,
Speaker 1: so like it was like breaking my heart because I
Speaker 1: was like, dude, I could have been like hanging out
Speaker 1: with like a bunch of people I know in a
Speaker 1: city I fucking love. Yeah, So that was one and
Speaker 1: then like I just like love that city and I
Speaker 1: like want to move there at some point. So I'm
Speaker 1: just like watching everyone like run around and have fun
Speaker 1: and do all these things. And then I got pomo.
Speaker 1: But it was really weird because I never got it
Speaker 1: and it was like making me really upset because I
Speaker 1: was like I could never give a fuck what anyone's doing.
Speaker 1: But I think that's specifically when it's in LA because
Speaker 1: I'm like that's embarrassing, like why are you running around?
Speaker 1: I'm like, why are you running around? And then New
Speaker 1: York is like you're supposed to run around, So seeing
Speaker 1: everyone run around, I was like, I don't want to play.
Speaker 4: Running around and Lassie, yeah, like a little cat.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I was like I don't remember the less
Speaker 1: how I cared about the VMA's And then we got
Speaker 1: home and I literally like watched.
Speaker 4: I was like, why am I not there again? Why
Speaker 4: are we not at the VMAs? We should be at
Speaker 4: the VMA.
Speaker 1: The VMA's is like weirdly embarrassing.
Speaker 2: I don't want to go. I don't want to go,
Speaker 2: but I want to be invited.
Speaker 1: Denial, I'm saying, it's like embarrassing to not be invited.
Speaker 1: I feel like at this point and like.
Speaker 4: H yeah, whoever, whoever, whoever, y'all just please put it
Speaker 4: on your story so we get ratings.
Speaker 2: Please please please.
Speaker 1: But like the I was like, I'm like, why wasn't
Speaker 1: I there, like specifically because everyone was there, Like yeah,
Speaker 1: that was it. I just couldn't give a fuck. But
Speaker 1: I did watch all the performances and like, first of all,
Speaker 1: this is the way.
Speaker 4: Before we get into the VMAs. Can we just say
Speaker 4: what we did instead of being at the vmash Okay,
Speaker 4: so literally we are fucking actually weirdos, like like all
Speaker 4: of our friends, all of our like acquaintances, where like
Speaker 4: in New York at the VMA is like having a
Speaker 4: at fashion week, just like turning up. Turning looks like
Speaker 4: just living an influencer lifestyle.
Speaker 2: And me and Inya were.
Speaker 4: Literally at a fucking reptile convention, like a reptile convention,
Speaker 4: looking at lizards and snakes all day.
Speaker 2: I wouldn't change it for the world.
Speaker 1: Someone was like getting glam done, and we were like
Speaker 1: driving an hour to fucking and to go to a convention.
Speaker 1: And while somebody was walking the carpet, I was literally
Speaker 1: holding a fucking.
Speaker 2: Skink, which I genuinely wouldn't change for the word. I know.
Speaker 2: It was the most fun thing was fantastic.
Speaker 1: I touched so many like animals.
Speaker 4: I genuinely found my people, Like those are my people.
Speaker 4: And like, one day when all is said and done
Speaker 4: and I get and my whole career is ended, somehow,
Speaker 4: maybe it can go back there. I can go back
Speaker 4: to the convention and raise my lizards.
Speaker 2: You know what.
Speaker 1: I just realized, like us being here, like being like
Speaker 1: we're not important to the industry, but and then like
Speaker 1: I know our followers are, like y'all are like are important?
Speaker 1: We love you, bitch. We saw some of y'all at
Speaker 1: the convention. That's why you think more important because somebody
Speaker 1: you motherfuckers are the freaks who are going there. Ye so,
Speaker 1: but that's okay.
Speaker 2: We cornered the weirdos of the internet.
Speaker 1: We're just different.
Speaker 2: We're all different. We're all different.
Speaker 4: We're the popular loaners. Everyone knows this, but we don't
Speaker 4: want to associate.
Speaker 1: I like do so badly, Like I'm I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm like twenty three and I'm over being a loser.
Speaker 1: Like I want to be important.
Speaker 2: I know we'll get it this year.
Speaker 1: Don't go yet.
Speaker 2: Oh supposed to be our year. You know what that is?
Speaker 1: Because I'm like, as much as I'm a fucking bitter, hater,
Speaker 1: piece of shit bitch, I feel myself kind of shedding
Speaker 1: that a little bit and like being like, you know
Speaker 1: what I really am, like replacing the part of me
Speaker 1: that cringes with the part of me that is cringey.
Speaker 1: Like I'm letting go of being cringed and I want
Speaker 1: to be cringey. Yeah, I just want to have fun.
Speaker 1: Like like I said in the last episode, the world
Speaker 1: is ending. It's time for me to have fun. I
Speaker 1: don't have any more time to hate. I've spent my
Speaker 1: whole life hating and now I want to have fun.
Speaker 1: Invite me and because we literally just like we're like,
Speaker 1: y'all are fucking inviting an everyone anyway, because you don't get.
Speaker 2: Fucking we're just bitter.
Speaker 4: We're just bitter, Like, please invite us, please, please please
Speaker 4: invite us, because I know one motherfucker.
Speaker 2: I know one motherfucker from MVT, MVT, MV.
Speaker 4: MTV is listening to this right now. Bitch, I know
Speaker 4: you hear me. I'm looking at you in the fucking eyes.
Speaker 1: Like I'm literally a free intern, like I.
Speaker 2: Can send us out here.
Speaker 1: You can't even see him. Drews practice that he got her.
Speaker 1: I have such a bad time with animals, like I
Speaker 1: fully I give them the gender I want them to have,
Speaker 1: like that I feel from them because they can't speak it.
Speaker 2: She's so fucking alive. It's actually weird. I hate it.
Speaker 1: You have to take her off to the camera literally
Speaker 1: looks like you're playing with fucking lint and everybody listening
Speaker 1: can't see what you're doing. Oh. Actually, the funniest story
Speaker 1: about this. You can't see her like you have to
Speaker 1: do like the yeah, like the beauty girls. Oh my god,
Speaker 1: you're pissing me off the way you can't figure this out. No,
Speaker 1: it's working.
Speaker 2: So there's my spiny man. So here's my spiny manthis.
Speaker 4: Her name is Goji. She's in her second stage evolution.
Speaker 4: One day this week, I'll wake up and she will
Speaker 4: be a beautiful spiny flower mantis, fully mature. We have
Speaker 4: like a we've already built like an awesome relationship, like
Speaker 4: we love each other and I think she recognizes me
Speaker 4: and she knows me, and I give her her food and.
Speaker 2: She loves me. Yeah, that's my story. That's my mantis.
Speaker 1: But our friend Tavia got the same, like kind of mantis.
Speaker 2: Hit me, she put my sheep, she wanted to touch me.
Speaker 1: No, you literally they're scared of the shade and they'll
Speaker 1: like start attacking your hand. Our friend Tavia got the
Speaker 1: same mantis. And Drew and Tavia were told that because
Speaker 1: they're female mantis is they can't fly. And when we
Speaker 1: were at the convention, like Tavia took her mantis, whose
Speaker 1: name is Rena, out, and she took Rena out and
Speaker 1: Rena was fully fluttering wings, but they were like, oh
Speaker 1: the Drew and Tavia were like, oh, she can't fly though,
Speaker 1: And I was like, oh, okay, but she was fully
Speaker 1: fluttering her fucking wings. And when we left the convention
Speaker 1: Tavia and Tavia took her mantis out and had it
Speaker 1: on her arm and we were walking to the car,
Speaker 1: and that shit literally fucking flew away.
Speaker 4: It flew away in the parking garage and like flew
Speaker 4: directly into a wall and fell to the ground.
Speaker 2: And we were like, oh.
Speaker 1: We were all in shock, like we were walking and
Speaker 1: Tavia just goes, what did she say?
Speaker 2: She was like, I didn't think she could fly. I
Speaker 2: didn't I didn't know. They told me she wouldn't fly.
Speaker 4: And then it like we all looked up and we
Speaker 4: saw this fucking praying mantis flying through the garage, hit
Speaker 4: the wall out of the ground, and we weren't in
Speaker 4: a rush. We were like, oh, the bitch is right there,
Speaker 4: like we'll just walk up and get her. We walked
Speaker 4: over there and she was gone, like she had fully disappeared.
Speaker 4: And we looked under all the cars, like everywhere, and
Speaker 4: we looked for like thirty minutes. It was probably one
Speaker 4: hundred and five in that parking garage. We were all
Speaker 4: sweating our ass.
Speaker 1: I was like fucking humid in there.
Speaker 4: And I was like no, like, we have to find her.
Speaker 4: I was like, there's no way we don't find her.
Speaker 4: And then like literally thirty minutes past me, like dude,
Speaker 4: the bitch is gone, Like she's fully she's fully going
Speaker 4: to live her life in the parking garage, Like how
Speaker 4: sad is that? And then like literally right as we
Speaker 4: were leaving, Tavia like looks up at the ceiling at
Speaker 4: this like crossbar and she fucking sees her mantish just
Speaker 4: like chilling on this wall and she's.
Speaker 2: Like, wait, is that that's her? Right?
Speaker 4: And then I zoom up on the camera and I
Speaker 4: couldn't tell him. She's like, yeah, that's literally it.
Speaker 1: And so she like ran jumped on top of my car,
Speaker 1: got her and now she's saved. But like Tavy made
Speaker 1: a good point, like I got the ship because I thought.
Speaker 4: It couldn't fly exactly, like I don't want it to
Speaker 4: start fucking flying around my room and.
Speaker 1: Shit, that's kind of cool though.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 4: No, the the owner, I mean, the girl who was
Speaker 4: selling them at the convention was like, I just literally
Speaker 4: let my mantis is like roam like they literally just
Speaker 4: like I'll let them free in my house for a
Speaker 4: week at a time, and they'll collect bugs and then
Speaker 4: I'll call them or like be talking on the couch
Speaker 4: and they'll come back to me, like they're literally like
Speaker 4: fucking dogs. It's so I mean, I wish I could understand,
Speaker 4: like how alive this thing is. It like genuinely blows
Speaker 4: my mind. It's like synthient. Like looking at it, you're like, oh,
Speaker 4: that's literally a fucking bug, but like no, it like
Speaker 4: looks at you and shit, it's so weird and it
Speaker 4: like dances to music.
Speaker 1: You literally can't let it roam free because out of it.
Speaker 2: Eat the fuck out of this is.
Speaker 1: Such a pussy though, Like because when a Lisa had
Speaker 1: her a lizard here, like actually as well as it
Speaker 1: a pussy, I think she's just like a freak. But
Speaker 1: doesn't make sense that a cat would go after crickets
Speaker 1: instead of a lizard.
Speaker 4: No, I think they should eat lizards ten out of
Speaker 4: ten over crickets.
Speaker 1: But Alisa's gecko was in its cage, we like locked
Speaker 1: a zool away. Alisa set up the gecko's cage and
Speaker 1: like locked it in there and we let Azula because
Speaker 1: we were like, dude, it was gonna freak the funk out,
Speaker 1: and she literally just started laying.
Speaker 2: By the cage.
Speaker 4: Yeah, she just like looked at it, smelled it, and
Speaker 4: was like, oh okay, and no cat.
Speaker 1: But then she heard the crickets that she was freaking
Speaker 1: the fuck out. But I think because she heard the sounds,
Speaker 1: so she like knew it was a bug, but she
Speaker 1: couldn't see it. She likes bugs, I think, so we
Speaker 1: should give her.
Speaker 2: Your Buck's Girl's Girl go Gi. I love Goji.
Speaker 1: But yeah, while everyone was at the VMA's, we went
Speaker 1: to the Red talc commentared, and then we came home
Speaker 1: and we continued playing Mario Kart for like an hour.
Speaker 1: My god, I love Mario Kart and Mario parties so fucking.
Speaker 2: Bad, and you, I know it's so should you?
Speaker 1: Playing games with Drew is literally see this, like when
Speaker 1: we were talking about how you can't play fucking Catan
Speaker 1: with you because not only do you cheat at Catan,
Speaker 1: you can't cheat at Mario party, but you just fucking
Speaker 1: are the worst person ever. Drew winning is like I've
Speaker 1: never wanted someone to lose.
Speaker 4: So bad, and I win every time, and it's I
Speaker 4: prove I prove my haters wrong, Like my haters are
Speaker 4: my motivators, Like literally motivators exactly.
Speaker 2: They're my motors.
Speaker 4: But yeah, I just like, without a doubt, every single
Speaker 4: time fucking win.
Speaker 2: What is this bitch doing.
Speaker 1: I was gonna say she I think she's having a
Speaker 1: hard time getting on the other side. But literally, so,
Speaker 1: if you've never played Mario Party, it's a game made
Speaker 1: for fucking kids, so it's like really motivated to make
Speaker 1: sure everyone feels like they're having a fair game, which
Speaker 1: never fucking works on me. Apparently I played against all
Speaker 1: computers last night and still got fourth place, Like I
Speaker 1: always get third or fourth place. I don't know if
Speaker 1: I need to change the character I use, I use MONTI.
Speaker 1: I don't know if I need to change that or what.
Speaker 1: Drew always uses shy guy and always fucking wins.
Speaker 2: I just know, no doubt.
Speaker 4: It's just like strategizing and it's literally not and you
Speaker 4: have to you just have to like let it ebb
Speaker 4: and flow with the game and like just let it be,
Speaker 4: and when you win, you brag and make everybody mad
Speaker 4: and then they start making bad decision.
Speaker 1: The thing is, even when he's losing, he makes me
Speaker 1: pissed and he makes me like because at this point
Speaker 1: I know he's gonna win even if he's losing, so
Speaker 1: I don't have an inch of hope when I'm playing
Speaker 1: that game.
Speaker 2: Literally, literally, I'll be a.
Speaker 1: Hopeless fucking portal of doom for me.
Speaker 4: You'll you'll be like miles ahead of me in the game,
Speaker 4: like winning, and I'll be like like, I just like
Speaker 4: I don't feel good, Like I don't even want to
Speaker 4: play this anymore. And then I come back and win
Speaker 4: but everything, or.
Speaker 1: You're like you're like, oh, I'm not even stressed because
Speaker 1: I'm gonna.
Speaker 4: Win, or I'm like like I just like haven't even
Speaker 4: been trying this game.
Speaker 1: He makes you feel so stupid for winning too. That's
Speaker 1: what makes it worse is when you are winning, he's like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I just like feel bad for.
Speaker 2: You, Like why would I want to win a stupid
Speaker 2: little game?
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like at this point, like it's so easy, see,
Speaker 1: like I don't have to win anymore. And he'll will
Speaker 1: get to the end and who have zero stars and
Speaker 1: like three fucking coins and I'll have like three stars
Speaker 1: and be like, yes, I fucking won, And then he
Speaker 1: gets three bonus stars and wins. I'm I almost just
Speaker 1: knocked your girl down.
Speaker 2: She no, she's she's good. She can be upside down.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I think like we're just different. Some girls
Speaker 1: go to the VMA's and walk the carpet. Some girls
Speaker 1: play Mario Party for like the third hour in a row.
Speaker 1: I need to stream it. I'm gonna stream it Thursday night.
Speaker 2: And it's also fucking crazy.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm gonna stream Thursday night. Guys, this is
Speaker 1: coming out on Friday.
Speaker 4: It's also crazy because it's all for me. It's all
Speaker 4: avoiding reality. I realize like, oh say, I fully realized that,
Speaker 4: Like I.
Speaker 5: Am slippy from once my's on the same path.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yesterday I was literally like, I was like, it's
Speaker 1: because we didn't play Mario Party. It's because it hit
Speaker 1: eight o'clock and I wasn't sitting on the couch of
Speaker 1: rotting into the middle playing Mario Party until one am. No.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm fully fully slipping into this scary, scary, uh depression.
Speaker 4: I feel good today, but yesterday, I I literally was yesterday.
Speaker 1: You know, when we're both in like a rut when
Speaker 1: all the lights on the in the house are off
Speaker 1: all day.
Speaker 4: Yeah, we like turn the lights on all day like
Speaker 4: we just existed in darkness. Uh yeah, it's I feel
Speaker 4: better today though, but it's happening. You never know it's happening.
Speaker 4: I'm manifesting it.
Speaker 1: I was like, I could either be like slipping into
Speaker 1: depression or wake up tomorrow feeling fine. But like it's
Speaker 1: always like in the morning, I'm like, if I wake
Speaker 1: up and keep myself a little busy, I'm like, okay,
Speaker 1: I'm okay. And then this second it is nighttime and
Speaker 1: I have nothing. If I'm not distracked, I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: why am I?
Speaker 2: What's the point? What's the point to all this?
Speaker 1: The thing is like, what's even more fucked up is
Speaker 1: I think about this a lot, and I don't know
Speaker 1: about for you, but something about like I'm trying to
Speaker 1: think of how to word this because we were just
Speaker 1: talking about like the past two weeks how we were like, yeah,
Speaker 1: I feel literally nothing, like I don't feel anything. I
Speaker 1: feel very nominated.
Speaker 2: It's all avoiding like that feeling.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's all like my brain, like our brains without
Speaker 1: us thinking to us about it. I think going into
Speaker 1: like almost like defending mode of yeah, like avoiding that
Speaker 1: feeling and just being like, oh, like I'm okay. I
Speaker 1: just like don't know, like I just don't care like.
Speaker 4: I'm not gonna put because for me, it's like I
Speaker 4: don't if I think about it, it'll become my reality.
Speaker 4: I'm just gonna push it as far away as possible
Speaker 4: and just like do my silly little task in my
Speaker 4: video games until it hits full force, which is just
Speaker 4: like the worst advice ever, but yeah, just uh, it's
Speaker 4: been happening. The happening, the happening.
Speaker 2: Of the depression.
Speaker 1: I literally I do think. Kirshlan was just asking the
Speaker 1: other day. He was like, oh, do you guys think
Speaker 1: you have like seasonal depression? And I was like, oh no,
Speaker 1: But then I thought about it. And last year, just
Speaker 1: like this year, around this time, it's always like I
Speaker 1: hit a wall and I'm like, why do I feel
Speaker 1: like this? And of course there are always like little
Speaker 1: things that I could be sad about, whether it's like
Speaker 1: my fucking imposter syndrome attacking me or like any.
Speaker 4: Other Oh my god, literally the imposter syndrome has been
Speaker 4: hitting I know.
Speaker 2: I genuinely think that's why I feel this way.
Speaker 4: Like the past like two weeks is like fully just
Speaker 4: like not thinking highly of myself at all, like seeing
Speaker 4: everybody do everything that I want to do and me
Speaker 4: not being able to do it because for reasons I
Speaker 4: don't understand. Also, like just not being able to understand
Speaker 4: why I'm not in these positions is driving me and
Speaker 4: saying I mean I understand like why I'm not because
Speaker 4: I literally don't fucking do anything I know.
Speaker 1: But then it's like it's like the idea where some
Speaker 1: people were like the only like things standing in your
Speaker 1: way is like you, and I'm like no, because if I,
Speaker 1: like I think like that, then it becomes a perpetual
Speaker 1: cycle of like I'm the I'm the problem, I'm not enough,
Speaker 1: and I'm standing in my way and it's like, dude,
Speaker 1: these are like as much as I like to think
Speaker 1: that I have control over my mood, I don't. It's
Speaker 1: like genuinely probably gonna be something I battle for the
Speaker 1: rest of my life. And it's that's not me being
Speaker 1: like pessimistic and being like this will never end because
Speaker 1: again it ebb and flows, and sometimes it's like harder
Speaker 1: to deal with and sometimes I like am so like
Speaker 1: consumed by my day to day life and maybe I
Speaker 1: am in a good state that I it's it's doesn't
Speaker 1: even cross my mind and I'm like, oh, I could
Speaker 1: be like this forever, but that's like not true. And
Speaker 1: I think even for people who aren't depressed, like there's
Speaker 1: who don't deal with depression, they have their own battle
Speaker 1: of something like that. But it's just like a little
Speaker 1: more intense when it is depression, because like depression is
Speaker 1: followed by like insecurity and like lack of motivation, which
Speaker 1: fuels the insecurity, which's a depression.
Speaker 2: And it's like these like big visual cycles.
Speaker 1: Yeah, visious cycles that are like much harder to get
Speaker 1: out of than you think. And then especially when you're
Speaker 1: in like a position where a lot of what you
Speaker 1: do is based on like you personally and how you
Speaker 1: portray yourself publicly, it becomes an even tougher game. Especially
Speaker 1: when you see people who are really good at doing it,
Speaker 1: who maybe even express going through the same thing. Then
Speaker 1: it can even fucking double down on how should you
Speaker 1: feel because you're like, damn, I know like eighty people
Speaker 1: in this business who talk about suffering from like depression
Speaker 1: and anxiety and all these things, but like how and
Speaker 1: they're also not even medicated for it, So it's like fuck,
Speaker 1: and they're still like doing it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're still on top of the world.
Speaker 1: And it's like, Okay, so this is just what I'm
Speaker 1: meant to be. It's like for lifers.
Speaker 4: Me and my depression are for lifers. No, I had
Speaker 4: that thought today or I think I put it on
Speaker 4: my fence to story last night.
Speaker 1: I was like, we both posted on our fences stories
Speaker 1: at the same thun girl.
Speaker 2: We were alone in our bedrooms and our fucking feels.
Speaker 2: I was like, I was.
Speaker 4: Like, please, God damn it. Like I genuinely like this
Speaker 4: cannot be for life.
Speaker 2: Like I literally like.
Speaker 4: I this this like cycle of like like highs and lows,
Speaker 4: like not even highs, just baselines and lows.
Speaker 2: Like I just I really cannot go through this.
Speaker 4: I mean, I literally am gonna figure out a way
Speaker 4: to fucking deal with it, or it'll just like fix itself,
Speaker 4: or I'll literally be do the smartest thing and fucking
Speaker 4: medicate myself.
Speaker 2: But yeah, I don't know. I just like was really
Speaker 2: I was, I can't do the.
Speaker 1: Like the like dips.
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's so annoying.
Speaker 1: But I was like I think about this a lot
Speaker 1: because I find myself craving being like fourteen to like
Speaker 1: sixteen again or like thirteen to sixteen again, a really
Speaker 1: odd often not because I'm like I miss being a
Speaker 1: teenager or whatever. But I'm like, oh, because I felt
Speaker 1: like such intense emotions through those ages. But the intense
Speaker 1: emotions I felt weren't good. It was like really really
Speaker 1: dark spots in my life, and I like crave those moments.
Speaker 1: But it's because like.
Speaker 2: You get addicted, you get you get addicted to that feeling.
Speaker 1: And also, if you're somebody who's like really struggled with depression,
Speaker 1: you have this false sense of what being happy is
Speaker 1: in your head. You're like, oh, like happiness. I'm sure
Speaker 1: when when I feel happiness, I'll know it because I'll
Speaker 1: be in the moment and I'll feel so fucking good
Speaker 1: and it'll like last for more than like a day,
Speaker 1: and like it'll be like for like months, I'm just
Speaker 1: every day I'm happy and I don't feel like this
Speaker 1: and like this isn't a feeling I have to battle.
Speaker 1: But then because like I think about it like a scale,
Speaker 1: like I like to think, like the most intense feelings
Speaker 1: I've ever felt were sadness. And that's why it's really
Speaker 1: hard for me to feel good, is because like my
Speaker 1: peak of emotions has been like this intense despair that
Speaker 1: most people, especially by my age, shouldn't have experience. So
Speaker 1: then when I'm in a moment where I'm like, this
Speaker 1: should be happy and like the most fulfilling moment for
Speaker 1: me right now at this age, it's not nearly as
Speaker 1: joyous or like as intense as that sadness was, So
Speaker 1: it's easy for me to feel like those moments are nothing.
Speaker 4: Yeah, just like which is fucked up, like fully just
Speaker 4: being jaded to like yeah at everything.
Speaker 1: Oh my god, I thought you caught a bug.
Speaker 2: Oh no, my phone was falling.
Speaker 4: But yeah, like I find myself just like when I
Speaker 4: get into these like really low lows like that, I'm
Speaker 4: like starting to like dip down into like it feels
Speaker 4: like I'm just like life. I'm not experiencing life at all,
Speaker 4: Like life is experiencing me.
Speaker 1: I don't know how to word literally, you're going through
Speaker 1: like the motion I call it like survival most yeah.
Speaker 4: Exactly, Like it's like okay, wake up, eat, stimulate brain,
Speaker 4: go to bed, and then that's like the three things
Speaker 4: that I like focus on throughout the day is like okay, like.
Speaker 2: I can't.
Speaker 4: Feel anything, so like I'm gonna play video games all
Speaker 4: day and live in this fake reality all day until
Speaker 4: like I figure something, figure it out, which is such
Speaker 4: a toxic cycle because you just like because when you're
Speaker 4: in when you're just not doing anything, you're not doing
Speaker 4: anything to better yourself, and.
Speaker 1: Like yeah, and once you're like leaning into it, it's
Speaker 1: easier for it to consume you. But like you have
Speaker 1: no motivation to not do that. And then again, if
Speaker 1: you're someone who struggled, it like is almost appealing because
Speaker 1: it's just that comfort.
Speaker 2: I was about to say say, it's like when you're
Speaker 2: in a.
Speaker 1: Bad relationship and you know you should leave, but it's
Speaker 1: like I have comfort here.
Speaker 2: Like I know this feeling exactly.
Speaker 4: I was about to just say, like, and also it
Speaker 4: doesn't help that like it's so comfortable to just like
Speaker 4: lay in bed all day and be sad all day
Speaker 4: and like it it's just like it's really is like
Speaker 4: an addicting feeling where like okay, like I know that
Speaker 4: like I'm satisfuck, and I know how it feels to
Speaker 4: be satisfuck, and it's just like comfortable to be there.
Speaker 4: Like it's just like it's familiar, yeah, which is so.
Speaker 2: Fucked up, like literally.
Speaker 1: Evil, and I don't know. It's like again it'll it's
Speaker 1: like something that passes. But you know what like for
Speaker 1: me is the like when I get into these like
Speaker 1: funks me calling my depression of funk. I'm like, when
Speaker 1: I get into these funks, but when I get into it,
Speaker 1: probably the worst part for me personally is like those
Speaker 1: false highs I get from like work nine pm. No,
Speaker 1: from like nine pm to like twelve pm is like
Speaker 1: randomly I'll get this spike of energy where I'm like
Speaker 1: that shit was fake, Like I don't feel like that anymore.
Speaker 1: Like I feel so fucking good, Like I want to
Speaker 1: go out, Like I need to leave the house right now,
Speaker 1: Like I like need to get dressed. I'm gonna put
Speaker 1: on an outfit. I'm like, and I'm like in this
Speaker 1: like false like almost delusion of it being lifted, and
Speaker 1: then I like just crash really hard by midnight and
Speaker 1: then I'm like back into it.
Speaker 4: I wake up in the first thoughts are negative. Yeah,
Speaker 4: that's when it's fucked up. That's when it's fucked up.
Speaker 2: Is like literally when the very first thought in my
Speaker 2: brain when I wake up in the morning is just negative.
Speaker 4: It's like like I always used to like when I
Speaker 4: was like struggling with like my mental health like in
Speaker 4: high school and shit, I always always like girl like
Speaker 4: shut the fuck up, Like like the first like I
Speaker 4: don't want to get out of bed in the morning,
Speaker 4: Like no, that's just corny, like you have to get
Speaker 4: out of bed. But genuinely, like these past like two years,
Speaker 4: that's like been like a very big part of like
Speaker 4: my depression is just like struggling. First thing in the morning,
Speaker 4: like the very first thought that enters my head is
Speaker 4: just like negative, Like it's just like it's either like
Speaker 4: negative like about my life or negative about like what
Speaker 4: I'm doing today, or negative about the people around me,
Speaker 4: or like just something like.
Speaker 1: Wanting to flake even if it's important, and being like
Speaker 1: I don't care, like I don't care if this doesn't work,
Speaker 1: like the day we want to the REP Talk convention. Sorry,
Speaker 1: I literally woke up and I was like I don't
Speaker 1: need to go, Like I like I'm doing this for what,
Speaker 1: Like I don't like I don't want to leave my bed,
Speaker 1: I don't want to leave my room. And then you know,
Speaker 1: what's a fucked up thing that I feel like like
Speaker 1: depression can do to you is convince you that this
Speaker 1: is like a symptom of being like overworked or exhausted.
Speaker 1: So like you you're baring tricks you into being like,
Speaker 1: you know what, tomorrow, I'm just gonna spend the whole
Speaker 1: day laying around not doing anything.
Speaker 4: Day today what just like like it's like you haven't
Speaker 4: worked at all?
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like I haven't been doing anything, if anything. I
Speaker 1: like I need to, like I need to find motivation
Speaker 1: to work so that I can have all these things
Speaker 1: that I like dream.
Speaker 6: Of, But.
Speaker 1: It seems like such a big task and then I
Speaker 1: like exhaust myself mentally from that weirdly or I don't know,
Speaker 1: it's like my brain is like you need to rest,
Speaker 1: and I haven't done ship. I don't need to rest
Speaker 1: like I rest all night. I don't need to rest.
Speaker 1: I'll need to spend a whole day resting. But like
Speaker 1: I get tricked by myself into doing that, and then
Speaker 1: it like sparks into something and then next thing I know,
Speaker 1: it's been five days and I like having showered for
Speaker 1: three days, and I'm like sitting around like barely eating,
Speaker 1: and I'm.
Speaker 4: Like, oh, oh, this is this is you got me? Depress,
Speaker 4: Depress Grande. Got me again, Depress Grande.
Speaker 2: It's Ariana Grande's sister.
Speaker 1: Pressed personality ego her other ego. It's like how Beyonce
Speaker 1: has Sasha fears. It also doesn't help them. My fucking
Speaker 1: therapist isn't in town.
Speaker 2: I'll be a therapist. Shut the fuck up, I'll be
Speaker 2: Come on, talk to me.
Speaker 1: Come on and talk to me. Please open up to
Speaker 1: what therapists did that they would like be arrested.
Speaker 4: Can we do like a fake therapy session where I'm
Speaker 4: your therapist they don't talk about anything real?
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, you want to know how they always start
Speaker 1: It puts on your mind. No, that's not how it
Speaker 1: ever goes. It's like I just had Obviously I'm somebody
Speaker 1: who has not.
Speaker 4: Been No, I have been to therapy in my high
Speaker 4: school years. Just don't gnarly situation with that, so I
Speaker 4: just avoided it.
Speaker 1: But yeah, therapy is the best thing of every dog
Speaker 1: for my life. Like literally, I buy so much stupid shit,
Speaker 1: and like I was thinking about it this morning when
Speaker 1: I was putting my shoes on, I was like, this
Speaker 1: is one of the best like purchases I've made because
Speaker 1: I didn't really want it, but like I wear these
Speaker 1: shoes every single day, and that's exactly how I feel
Speaker 1: about therapy is it's one of those things that I
Speaker 1: was like, I didn't want to do it. People were
Speaker 1: telling me to do it, and I really didn't want
Speaker 1: to do it, but I did it, and now, like
Speaker 1: I literally cannot. I genuinely don't know who the fuck
Speaker 1: or where the fuck i'd be right now.
Speaker 2: If I didn't start there six feet under.
Speaker 1: Oh, I was like really bad, Like I needed one
Speaker 1: so bad, Like I was. I wasn't like a bad
Speaker 1: person or anything, but like I like can't believe I
Speaker 1: was functioning like that, functioning with that one. Yeah, I
Speaker 1: was like, so whatever, that's a different conversation. But so
Speaker 1: they always go like this. It's like hi, and I'm
Speaker 1: like hi, and then it's like a moment of silence
Speaker 1: because I literally never know. I've been doing it for
Speaker 1: like almost three years and I never know how to start.
Speaker 1: She's like hey, she say how are you. Then I'm like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm good, this is this, this is is like and
Speaker 1: then I just like say all these things yeah, and
Speaker 1: then she like, is I dude, I talk so much
Speaker 1: in therapy, Like it's always like, actually, go ahead, like
Speaker 1: speak because but I do that in every conversation I
Speaker 1: like always am talking. It's like, actually something I'm so
Speaker 1: embarrassed of.
Speaker 2: You got a lot on your mind?
Speaker 1: No, I just have a big fucking mouth that maybe
Speaker 1: just shut the fuck up. Like, especially in our podcasting area,
Speaker 1: I find myself and I'm like, I'll literally be like
Speaker 1: going and realize I've been talking for formatus trait and
Speaker 1: Drew has not gotten a word, and then I'll just
Speaker 1: like get really quiet. But I'm bad at picking what
Speaker 1: time to get quiet. Yeah, Like like I don't do
Speaker 1: a good job of passing over the conversation. I fully
Speaker 1: go through every single thought that could be had about
Speaker 1: the topics, and I'm.
Speaker 4: Like, and then you take my topics that I wanted
Speaker 4: to talk about and then run fourteen miles with him
Speaker 4: And I'm like, oh.
Speaker 1: You know what it is, too is because we plan
Speaker 1: out the topics and then my brain is like on
Speaker 1: full like remember to say it, remember to say it,
Speaker 1: remember to say it. So I have to say it
Speaker 1: because if I don't like it will be gone forever.
Speaker 2: Yeah, Hi, therapy bit go Hi, Hi how are you
Speaker 2: are you?
Speaker 1: Way therapist, I'll be the therapist. We have to we
Speaker 1: have to range Drew into going back to therapy because
Speaker 1: he's had a traumatizing event with therapy and like you
Speaker 1: need to like you need to know that it can
Speaker 1: be a safe space. But that's probably the only time
Speaker 1: in my life I've had luck is getting a really
Speaker 1: good therapist on my.
Speaker 2: Firstew you got as well. He's a pretty boy.
Speaker 1: He was a piece of shit for like a year
Speaker 1: and a half. He was the worst caut ever. Okay,
Speaker 1: I'll be the therapist. Wait, is this our first session
Speaker 1: or like how we've been like doing this for a while.
Speaker 2: This is our first session?
Speaker 1: Okay? Hi? It is how you would say hi on
Speaker 1: your first session?
Speaker 2: What up? I'd be like, what's up?
Speaker 1: Hi? You sounds straight.
Speaker 2: There's a lot to unpack there. There's a lot to
Speaker 2: unpack there. Should we go in there? An hour? What
Speaker 2: should we do? An hour?
Speaker 6: Wait?
Speaker 1: Should retur an hour later?
Speaker 2: All right? Hi?
Speaker 1: So what brings you in? You said in your email
Speaker 1: to me that this is your first time coming back
Speaker 1: to therapy and quite some time. Was there anything that
Speaker 1: maybe sparked that interest?
Speaker 2: I just don't believe in therapists.
Speaker 1: You know, you may find that a lot of clients
Speaker 1: of therapists walk into it with that feeling because there
Speaker 1: is such a harsh stigma on therapy, and there are
Speaker 1: many people like yourself who have had negative interactions with therapists.
Speaker 1: But I would like you to know that a part
Speaker 1: of this journey, it would be my job to make
Speaker 1: sure that you feel comfortable and safe in this space
Speaker 1: that we're creating together.
Speaker 4: Well, I like being touched. I like being held and
Speaker 4: comforted physically. Can you do that for me?
Speaker 1: Sadly, that is not something I'm capable of doing. Seeing Okay,
Speaker 1: he obviously is a narcissist with like self.
Speaker 2: Loath these are talking therapists. Starts talking to.
Speaker 1: Her, So, dude, I literally I was actually talking about
Speaker 1: therapists about how I think the words being throw around
Speaker 1: on the internet are so funny because it's like a
Speaker 1: fourteen year old being like, actually, I believe that this
Speaker 1: is like signs of being a self loathing, narcissistic.
Speaker 2: Yeah, y'all shouldn't know that.
Speaker 4: Like literally, get off your goddamn iPhone, Get off your iPhone.
Speaker 1: Go down and just like tech, go to a high.
Speaker 4: School, go to a high school football game, right, like,
Speaker 4: enjoy yourself there without being so introverted, not introverted, but
Speaker 4: like introspective and like thinking everyone is looking at you
Speaker 4: because no one gets a fuck. Literally, no one gets
Speaker 4: a fuck about you. Like I was that person in
Speaker 4: high school that like not in a.
Speaker 3: Way that it's like you're useless or anything, but like
Speaker 3: literally it's like.
Speaker 1: You know what it is, people spend more time thinking
Speaker 1: about themselves than they do.
Speaker 4: Think I was about to say what it is is
Speaker 4: especially I don't know if this is for everybody, but
Speaker 4: for me, the reason why I was so goddamn insecure
Speaker 4: was because I was the person judging everybody around me
Speaker 4: for what they did, Like everything, every move that someone made,
Speaker 4: every every thing someone said, like whatever, it was like
Speaker 4: I was.
Speaker 2: I was the judgmental person.
Speaker 4: And then that made me believe everyone was doing the
Speaker 4: same thing to me, when in reality, no one is
Speaker 4: looking at you and having these thoughts, and if they are,
Speaker 4: that's their fucking own problem.
Speaker 2: So like, literally, I don't know.
Speaker 4: I take with that, what you will, like, stop being
Speaker 4: so judgmental, and you'll stop being so insecure. And that's
Speaker 4: what worked for me is I stopped looking at other
Speaker 4: people and giving a shit, And that's perfect.
Speaker 1: I think it's literally just also, don't unless your life
Speaker 1: goal is to be like a therapist or a psychiatrist
Speaker 1: or work in the like that department. You're gonna have
Speaker 1: a very hard time going through life if you look
Speaker 1: at everybody and start throwing on these and yeah and
Speaker 1: diagnosing them when in reality, like most people you meet
Speaker 1: will have flaws. Everyone you meet will have flaws. Not
Speaker 1: saying that, like if you genuinely believe somebody is like
Speaker 1: an awful person and like doing bad things to you,
Speaker 1: that you should like butt through and be like, well
Speaker 1: they had a hard life or whatever. Not don't do that.
Speaker 2: I don't give them excuse, But don't look at.
Speaker 1: Your high school friends unless they're like genuinely being like
Speaker 1: morally corrupt to you and like hurting you. If your
Speaker 1: high school friend is like maybe not super open about
Speaker 1: like their feelings or like doesn't like give them most
Speaker 1: in a friendship, like y'all are still high schoolers. I
Speaker 1: was like a I personally gave nothing.
Speaker 2: Yeah, no one knew nothing about me.
Speaker 1: Yeah, Like I literally not even until I moved to
Speaker 1: LA did I even start to kind of open up
Speaker 1: to my friends.
Speaker 4: This just sparked a crazy thought in my brain. But
Speaker 4: like I see a lot of comments like on whether
Speaker 4: it's our videos, Josh's videos, your videos, the podcast, Dana's videos, whatever.
Speaker 4: It is, Like I wish I had friends like this,
Speaker 4: Like I like I long for like friendships like this,
Speaker 4: Like when I was y'all's age, I didn't have friends
Speaker 4: like this. Yeah, we did not have just like literally,
Speaker 4: like as you mature and get older, you start developing
Speaker 4: these relationships with people that have similar interest to you,
Speaker 4: and like there's always time to make like fucking long
Speaker 4: term relationships. But like I only fuck with two people
Speaker 4: from my high school experience, like and that's Hunter and Tag,
Speaker 4: Like those are my rider dies, Like those are the
Speaker 4: two like people from high school that like know almost
Speaker 4: everything about me, Like those are the two people, but
Speaker 4: we didn't start getting close until after high school. Like
Speaker 4: I was friends with them in high school, but we
Speaker 4: didn't know each other until after high school. And I
Speaker 4: think that's just like a thought to have in mind,
Speaker 4: like obviously, don't stop putting yourself out there and like
Speaker 4: trying to make these connections.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I like, I can't speak from experience because
Speaker 1: I didn't have I can't speak from the experience of
Speaker 1: what having close friends in high school how that can
Speaker 1: benefit you. But I didn't have that and I it
Speaker 1: never But I guess the difference was it never bothered
Speaker 1: me because.
Speaker 6: I almost I knew I wouldn't be able to because
Speaker 6: like I had such a busy and like strict home life,
Speaker 6: Like I like didn't get to go out with friends
Speaker 6: because like my dad was just like always worried about
Speaker 6: us getting involved in shit, and like he didn't want
Speaker 6: that to happen.
Speaker 1: And also on top of everything, like we had younger
Speaker 1: siblings and my parents worked all the time, so I
Speaker 1: was always home watching my younger siblings. Like there was
Speaker 1: so much happening in my personal life that I like
Speaker 1: couldn't make time for that. And I also did not
Speaker 1: crave that at all for some reason, like I was.
Speaker 1: I think I've always been like a really funny mix
Speaker 1: on YouTube of like being very extroverted but not actually
Speaker 1: like it's like this like facade of Like I guess
Speaker 1: maybe it's different for us, because like I think I've
Speaker 1: I don't know how to say this about being mean,
Speaker 1: but like I think we work really well together in
Speaker 1: social settings, but I think a part maybe I like
Speaker 1: can be solo in social settings a little better than Yeah,
Speaker 1: and like I've always done a good job of Like
Speaker 1: I think that's why I like Marvelous missus Maisel so much,
Speaker 1: is like I like see myself in that character a
Speaker 1: little bit of like being able to get in front
Speaker 1: of a crowd and like really thriving off of like
Speaker 1: attention and making strangers laugh and like talking to random
Speaker 1: people and stuff like that. But I would never go
Speaker 1: out of my way to do that, like, and I've
Speaker 1: never been like that. I've never been someone to go
Speaker 1: out of my way to be put in a social
Speaker 1: setting or like social situation. As I've gotten older, I've
Speaker 1: tried to do that. But as a high school I
Speaker 1: literally could not give a fuck about having friends because
Speaker 1: for me personally, I was dealing with so much like mental,
Speaker 1: so so much mental like frustrations and like my depression
Speaker 1: and like family life and all this stuff that the
Speaker 1: last thing I wanted was like to one get a
Speaker 1: random high schooler involved with my life. Even though I
Speaker 1: was a high schooler, I didn't want to get anyone involved,
Speaker 1: And like I wasn't a very open person, so I
Speaker 1: was like all of my friends were very school base,
Speaker 1: and even in school, I wasn't very social because again
Speaker 1: I just couldn't give a fuck, I'm like.
Speaker 4: That's another thing to be said, is like all these
Speaker 4: like friendships and relationships you have now, like like I'm
Speaker 4: only speaking to like young younger people because it is
Speaker 4: a completely different and also it's a different experience for everybody.
Speaker 4: But like these relationships that you have now are kind
Speaker 4: of like forced upon you, like like they're just circumstantial
Speaker 4: friendships and whatever, and like you'll find your people like
Speaker 4: when you start living life actually, whether that's like before college.
Speaker 2: After I mean during college, or like even after.
Speaker 1: Like that's why even in college, you're still in a
Speaker 1: position where like these are people who are like available
Speaker 1: to you, and you make the best out of those situations.
Speaker 1: And not to say you can't find good friends as
Speaker 1: a situation, but o those situations because I have like
Speaker 1: cyrus Aicard, like like I know a bunch of people
Speaker 1: from high school who I'm still like not the closest to,
Speaker 1: but I like still like hold those relationships to my
Speaker 1: heart because I'm like those people. But even that was
Speaker 1: different because like those are like some of the people
Speaker 1: who I actually was emotionally vulnerable with, but even that
Speaker 1: was after high school. Like after high school, I built
Speaker 1: those relationships and like after I had myself figured out
Speaker 1: a little more, I was able to turn back and like,
Speaker 1: these are relationships that I like love and like want
Speaker 1: to cater to. It's just like, dude, you're a kid,
Speaker 1: Like you don't you have all your life to make friends.
Speaker 1: And I know that maybe that's not what you want
Speaker 1: to hear, what you want to hear, especially if like
Speaker 1: the one thing you're craving is that social connection. But
Speaker 1: it's also just like harder when they're social media involved,
Speaker 1: because when we were fifteen, we weren't seeing like groups
Speaker 1: like ours, Like we're the same age as most of
Speaker 1: the other like friend groups on the internet right now,
Speaker 1: so like, and I think a lot of people because
Speaker 1: we look young, it's easy to like or I don't know,
Speaker 1: I guess I don't know how like our viewers view us,
Speaker 1: But in my head.
Speaker 4: Sometimes I feel like most of our audiences our age.
Speaker 4: I feel like most of them, at least, like the
Speaker 4: like analytics on my video like say that they're like older,
Speaker 4: which is awesome.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like maybe because it's like.
Speaker 2: Like they grew up with us, which is so fucking cool.
Speaker 1: Yeah, But what I was trying to say is like
Speaker 1: it's easy to to like believe that you guys should
Speaker 1: have friends like we do, but you have you also
Speaker 1: have to think about the odd fucking circumstances me Drew
Speaker 1: and our friends fell into it. It really is not common,
Speaker 1: and it's also really not that common to have friend
Speaker 1: groups like ours. It's just it is a very not
Speaker 1: to be like we're so fucking special because we all
Speaker 1: have our issues and shit. But I've met many, many
Speaker 1: people who are in friend groups who do not function
Speaker 1: the way we do. And we just, like Josh said
Speaker 1: it perfectly one time when he was like in a
Speaker 1: weird way, I think we were all like, without realizing it,
Speaker 1: looking for the same thing in a group of people
Speaker 1: and we just got lucky and like all together. Yeah,
Speaker 1: so really don't even like think you can have this.
Speaker 4: Because yeah, it's unobtainable, Like we're unobtainable.
Speaker 2: Like everything we do and say is just like you
Speaker 2: can't have it.
Speaker 1: And that's why we'll be hosting the Emmys.
Speaker 4: Yes, that's our announcement for this podcast is We're hosting
Speaker 4: the twenty twenty two Emmys.
Speaker 2: So excited. We're being dressed by Derek Glasglow.
Speaker 1: Okay, Derek, Okay, why the fuck has said Derek hit us?
Speaker 2: I know, Like, why hasn't Mark Jacobs hit us up again?
Speaker 1: Send us?
Speaker 2: Yeah, to send mister Mark.
Speaker 1: Mark make we're thinking of you.
Speaker 2: We're the Mark Barbies, Like did you forget about us?
Speaker 1: We have a picture of Mark up on the wall
Speaker 1: for the next episode and someone from the team is
Speaker 1: gonna send it to me. It's gonna be like.
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no no no.
Speaker 1: Take it down. Blow them u one of the pictures
Speaker 1: of him from from under the glass and like put
Speaker 1: it up.
Speaker 2: Like how the fuck do they have that?
Speaker 1: How do they have Derek glass Glow? That's not his name.
Speaker 4: It's probably like Blasberg or something like that from Louis
Speaker 4: or fashion YouTube.
Speaker 2: Derek, let me know.
Speaker 1: We've even like touched on fashion YouTube. That's why.
Speaker 2: No, that's me.
Speaker 4: This entire week, I'm like I'm struggling with like okay,
Speaker 4: like I want to be there, but what if I
Speaker 4: contributed to the fashion space? I mean I'm serving looks
Speaker 4: today like I'm giving like what was supposed to be gave.
Speaker 2: Like I hit the Yeah.
Speaker 1: I think what it is is because we both like
Speaker 1: are like feel confident about the way we dress, so
Speaker 1: we just believe we should be there, but that's literally
Speaker 1: everybody on planet Earth. Like we are no different, Like.
Speaker 4: I think you should be, like I should not be
Speaker 4: in any of those spaces. But bitch, you have influenced
Speaker 4: the younger generation of fashion so much more than any
Speaker 4: like I will say it with my fucking chest, than
Speaker 4: any other fucking person on the Internet period. What happens
Speaker 4: is these other bigger creators and influencers see the way
Speaker 4: you're dressing, mimic it, tone it down, take it for
Speaker 4: their own, and they get the credit. But I mean,
Speaker 4: that's just my point of view on it, and I'm
Speaker 4: biased because I love you, and I don't think you
Speaker 4: get the credit you deserve. But thank you don't have
Speaker 4: to take that. You can completely deny and be like, yeah,
Speaker 4: you're completely wrong.
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think like at this point, I'm
Speaker 1: just like, the Internet is so big and I don't
Speaker 1: it's gone beyond it's beyond me. So I don't know
Speaker 1: if like I have, I don't know. It's that weird
Speaker 1: thing of like I'm not trying to sit here and
Speaker 1: be like I do things. I don't know. I just
Speaker 1: think I don't fucking care. I just like and I
Speaker 1: don't know that I care about wanting flowers for anything,
Speaker 1: because a lot of shit I do is like I'm
Speaker 1: not doing it with the intention of being like of course,
Speaker 1: sometimes when I post this something, I'm like, oh, I
Speaker 1: just got this, I should post it so that like
Speaker 1: I don't know, like that's part of being an influencer.
Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, you like you do a lot of
Speaker 1: I don't know. That's a whole other conversation. I get
Speaker 1: very nervous about talking about this because I think like
Speaker 1: every big influencer is like doing their own thing in
Speaker 1: a way, but like obviously we're all being inspired by
Speaker 1: very similar things and then being inspired by each other
Speaker 1: even so it like kind of bounces off. But then
Speaker 1: you get into like the thing of like everybody wants
Speaker 1: to say who did this and who did that? And
Speaker 1: then it becomes like this weird anger thing, like it's
Speaker 1: no longer a thing of like I got this from
Speaker 1: this person. It's like someone could be like, oh I
Speaker 1: got this from Enya, and then someone who doesn't like
Speaker 1: me could be like fuck her, like I didn't get
Speaker 1: it from her. Fuck her. Like it's just like all
Speaker 1: this like rage, but thank you very much, and I
Speaker 1: like am very like flattered when people are inspired by me.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I don't know that I'm like necessarily catering
Speaker 1: anything to the world ever. So I'm just like I
Speaker 1: don't like I just want to be places like I
Speaker 1: just want.
Speaker 4: To go invite just we're like, just invite us.
Speaker 1: And then every time we talk about going to event
Speaker 1: where like we got belliterally drunk, we stole.
Speaker 4: Something, we're evil, we're obnoxious, demen kill.
Speaker 1: Me, slay may. Yeah, I just like, bitch, let me go,
Speaker 1: here go, here go.
Speaker 2: What else is there to talk about?
Speaker 1: I was gonna say something else and then I complete
Speaker 1: left for loot. But I think we I don't know,
Speaker 1: is this our first like serious episode where we talk
Speaker 1: about something like that.
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 4: We should put a trigger warning in the beginning though,
Speaker 4: we should be.
Speaker 1: Like depression depress. It's always like like I never I've
Speaker 1: found and I talk about this in like a YouTube
Speaker 1: video that I want to post, but I find I'll
Speaker 1: say it here too. I find that, like as I
Speaker 1: I don't know that I'm necess growing as like an
Speaker 1: influencer anymore again, But that's like my imposter syndrome. I
Speaker 1: like literally think by each year, I'm like less and
Speaker 1: less important, and hopefully by like the age twenty five,
Speaker 1: I'll just be like nothing to everybody.
Speaker 2: And we can move away and I'll go live in.
Speaker 1: The fucking villages. I'll go live in the pilgrimage. I
Speaker 1: obviously don't actually want that. I would like to be
Speaker 1: successful and like be like an actress or some shit
Speaker 1: at some point, but whatever. As I like get older
Speaker 1: on the Internet, I don't know that I've ever been
Speaker 1: super super open like I think I've done a good
Speaker 1: job of being like very expressive and serious about where
Speaker 1: I'm at in my life and the things I've experienced
Speaker 1: without being so vulnerable that I feel like everybody knows
Speaker 1: everything about me. But as I got i've gotten older,
Speaker 1: I've realized that I really cling on to the idea
Speaker 1: of privacy because I am not that as open as
Speaker 1: I've become. I'm not that open of a person, and
Speaker 1: I don't like people knowing everything about me, even like
Speaker 1: people i'm very close to, like I like, I like
Speaker 1: save a bit of myself and like every interaction I have.
Speaker 1: And as I get older, it's weirdly harder to be
Speaker 1: a person on the internet for me, because I feel
Speaker 1: like I'm like giving less and less of myself, which
Speaker 1: makes me feel like people are less and less intrigued
Speaker 1: with the idea of like keeping up with me because
Speaker 1: the thing I used to give was like myself.
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's like something I've been like over the last
Speaker 4: two years, just like completely just being unrelatable, like not
Speaker 4: on purpose, I just like or kind of on purpose,
Speaker 4: Like I don't want people to know to know these things.
Speaker 4: And I think that's like a huge part of being
Speaker 4: an influencer though, is being relatable and like being vulnerable
Speaker 4: and whatever.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I just like, I'm, yeah, I'm I have a
Speaker 1: hard time li.
Speaker 2: I just want to be uber a list celebrity.
Speaker 4: Everyone knows everything about me, even if I don't want
Speaker 4: to too. And then but I also have eighty million
Speaker 4: dollars and can retire for the rest of my life
Speaker 4: and never say anything to anybody and just let people's
Speaker 4: opinions fester about me.
Speaker 1: See, I want like the complete opposite, but kind of
Speaker 1: like I just want to be like solid enough in
Speaker 1: grounding and in life and feel like I can do
Speaker 1: what I want.
Speaker 2: Oh, I don't want that.
Speaker 1: I was like, I was like that was really off
Speaker 1: the wall and like probably the most. Like I was, like,
Speaker 1: we learned something new every day.
Speaker 4: No, I genuinely want to win the lottery and disappear.
Speaker 2: That's my goal.
Speaker 1: I just want to be able to like create good.
Speaker 4: I haven't been manifesting that recently. Actually, I need to
Speaker 4: start manifesting that.
Speaker 1: You were trying to manifest you winning the lottery since
Speaker 1: twenty eighteen, and you did it for two years and
Speaker 1: it didn't happen.
Speaker 2: I just haven't been buying lottery tickets. That's the thing.
Speaker 2: I don't know if y'all know this about me, but
Speaker 2: in my.
Speaker 4: Lifetime, somewhere in my lifetime, I will win the lottery,
Speaker 4: and there's no way around it. It will be. It's
Speaker 4: just in my cards. I truly believe that it's in
Speaker 4: my cards. And eventually it'll happen. It'll become a reality,
Speaker 4: and I'll be rich over night and y'all will never.
Speaker 2: See me again.
Speaker 4: I'll just move away, and yeah, that's gonna be my
Speaker 4: new life. I'll probably buy, like, I don't know where,
Speaker 4: I'd probably live in the French breeze countryside.
Speaker 2: I'd probably buy a chateau.
Speaker 1: I'll always say that, and it pisses me off. Because
Speaker 1: I don't want you to live in France because there
Speaker 1: our time difference and like how long it would take
Speaker 1: me to get to France would like destroy a relationship.
Speaker 2: If that's what happens, that's what happens. Man. For anything
Speaker 2: from my sheep, anything from.
Speaker 1: My sheep, my sheep, Well, you're a fucking sheep.
Speaker 4: Damn all the people getting vaccines, y'allar sheep, your your
Speaker 4: sheps and ya sheep person.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I literally I don't fucking know, man, I could,
Speaker 1: I could talk about this forever, but yeah, I guess.
Speaker 1: Also I've said this before. It's like I got a
Speaker 1: therapist now. So I'm like, I don't feel the need
Speaker 1: to like be on Twitter press myself like that openly,
Speaker 1: although I know like it was a safe face for people,
Speaker 1: but I don't know, as I've gotten older, I'm like,
Speaker 1: that's not my job, not even that because I like
Speaker 1: like doing it and not that it's like become embarrassing,
Speaker 1: but I'm just like, again, I like to reserve that
Speaker 1: for myself. And I also I never wanted to be
Speaker 1: like a situation of people who look at my life
Speaker 1: and maybe want to be where I'm at, and like
Speaker 1: people who maybe look in and feel like I have
Speaker 1: everything they want and see that I'm still struggling mentally.
Speaker 1: I don't want that to be ever like what's it called?
Speaker 1: Not disappointing, but like like just them being like if
Speaker 1: if she can't have it all, if she has it
Speaker 1: all and like still feels like that, what's the point
Speaker 1: of me going on? Like I never want that to
Speaker 1: be like the way it's all.
Speaker 4: Oh, that's literally just like brain chemistry. Shit, brain is off.
Speaker 4: Not everyone's is.
Speaker 1: Come on, girl, everybody feels like this, man. But yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't know. But again, I also understand that seeing
Speaker 1: someone like in me and Drew's position and knowing that
Speaker 1: we still struggle could also be like calming for your
Speaker 1: brain and feel good. Drew's literally getting ready for his
Speaker 1: fucking media and that's why he's like not saying anything
Speaker 1: because he's looking through his goddamn letterbox right now.
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, oh yeah.
Speaker 1: All right. With all that being said.
Speaker 5: Doozy man, I know we started it was so fun
Speaker 5: and then got.
Speaker 2: So deep episode.
Speaker 1: Let us know if you like that, But if you
Speaker 1: don't like it, don't fucking say shit, because I'll stop
Speaker 1: the fuck out of you.
Speaker 4: Yeah, keep your negative criticisms and thoughts to yourself at
Speaker 4: all times. I genuinely believe that, like, if you don't
Speaker 4: have something nice to say, don't say no.
Speaker 1: Sometimes I like to be told if something I'm doing
Speaker 1: a stupid I like need that because I like, oh,
Speaker 1: maybe I don't because I always think what I'm doing
Speaker 1: is stupid. So maybe the last thing I need to
Speaker 1: be told.
Speaker 2: Is like, yeah, reinforcing that.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you're right, you're dumb. Are you gonna go first?
Speaker 1: Or are you gonna fucking like sit down forever?
Speaker 2: Bitch? I don't know. I haven't watched anything. I don't
Speaker 2: have anything.
Speaker 1: We watched the Arrival together?
Speaker 2: Oh yeah Rival?
Speaker 1: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Wait?
Speaker 1: Did we talk about that in the last episode? No?
Speaker 1: Maybe we did?
Speaker 2: Did I think we did?
Speaker 1: Did we? Okay, I'm gonna say, dude, I think I
Speaker 1: like said these movies in my last fucking the last episode,
Speaker 1: I talked, yeah, because I talked about the Farewell, I
Speaker 1: talked about Arrival. I don't know if I talked about
Speaker 1: letter Room. But I need to watch Marriage Story because
Speaker 1: the guy from letter Room is in it. What's his name,
Speaker 1: Adam d Elvira?
Speaker 2: Wait?
Speaker 1: Is this the same guy?
Speaker 2: No?
Speaker 1: Not? No, you're thinking of marriage. Oh did I already
Speaker 1: said marriage story? I meant to say, like, it's like,
Speaker 1: it's the fuck. Sorry, I'm like, I can't think of
Speaker 1: the name. Way, it's fucking it's like a look into
Speaker 1: a marriage or something. It's like, not it's marriage story. No, ruh, right,
Speaker 1: fucking kidding me, I can't think of the name. Wait, guys,
Speaker 1: marriage HBO Max. It's like on HBO Max scenes from
Speaker 1: a marriage. I need to see scenes from a marriage. Okay, No,
Speaker 1: Oscar Isaac is so fucking sexy, Like he literally is
Speaker 1: so sexy. Yeah, see, Oscar Isaac is in this is
Speaker 1: in the letter Room too. He looks so fucking sexy
Speaker 1: in it, and then he looks so he's just sexy.
Speaker 1: But I need to see that movie. But I saw
Speaker 1: The letter Room and he was in that, and not
Speaker 1: only is he sexy, but it's good and it's a
Speaker 1: short film and it's like thirty minutes long, and he's
Speaker 1: so sexy and it's like specifically just him in the
Speaker 1: whole movie. So it's just watching like a sexy man
Speaker 1: be sexy.
Speaker 2: Ooh nice nice, nice, nice, nice nice. Oh.
Speaker 1: And I started marvelous missus Masel and I literally fucking
Speaker 1: love it. And I'm already on season two and they're
Speaker 1: in Paris right now. Spoiler. But I want to go
Speaker 1: so fucking bad and I'm gonna die.
Speaker 2: Mark Jacobs fly us out to Paris.
Speaker 1: JU go go for your thinking.
Speaker 4: Um okay, well, since I didn't watch really anything watch um,
Speaker 4: I just have a bunch of movies and some I
Speaker 4: don't feel comfortable suggesting because they're really gnarly.
Speaker 1: Um do you want me to say by music? Yeah, okay,
Speaker 1: here's my music.
Speaker 6: Fuck.
Speaker 1: I I like literally can't remember what I said last week,
Speaker 1: so I'm scared I'm gonna repeat. But City Moon by Flux, Yeah,
Speaker 1: City Moon by Flux, that whole album is really fucking good.
Speaker 1: I'm just so different and I listen to like like
Speaker 1: artists on Spotify, was like, no fucking follower, I'm just
Speaker 1: really different. And then hmmm, I like, I'm still such
Speaker 1: a bitch and I'm like gatekeepy as fuck and it's
Speaker 1: so annoying because I like don't want to do that.
Speaker 1: But I love Blossom Deary so fucking much. And I
Speaker 1: as I was listening to Marvelous missus Masel, they used
Speaker 1: one of her songs and I was like, oh my god,
Speaker 1: I love this so much. And then I realized that
Speaker 1: Marvelous Missus Masel uses like a Blossom Deary song in
Speaker 1: every single episode, and it's literally everything I've ever wanted
Speaker 1: a show about a fucking female comedian.
Speaker 2: Remember when I told you to watch it and you
Speaker 2: ignored me?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know. And sometimes like I just ignore people
Speaker 1: and it's good for them, Like it's good. It like
Speaker 1: reinforces you that the things you say as a man
Speaker 1: are unimportant and that's why I do it.
Speaker 2: Wow, seriously, what the heck? What the heck is wrong?
Speaker 1: Yeah, any Blossom Deary song? But baby you're my kind
Speaker 1: and hey John or my favorite right now? Saving all
Speaker 1: my love for you? Was it like in My Shadows
Speaker 1: everything on the Blossom Dearies Sings album.
Speaker 2: You have been listening to us so much?
Speaker 1: Yeah, I know, Sunday Afternoon, I'm shadowing you.
Speaker 2: Somebody is a Sunday Afternoon, Monday Sunday after.
Speaker 1: And yeah I'll stop there with music Packed my Bags
Speaker 1: by Rufus and Choco Tom Yeah, and like because I've
Speaker 1: been re listening to that. But yeah, I could go
Speaker 1: on about mus forever.
Speaker 2: Music nerd.
Speaker 4: Okay, So my movie that I say y'all should or
Speaker 4: that I want you to go watch is House nineteen
Speaker 4: seventy seven, The House.
Speaker 1: I want to keep the cover what I'm thinking of.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think it's like the perfect horror movie ever made.
Speaker 4: It's like kind of campy, it's like it's it's just
Speaker 4: really really good and it's like a great start to
Speaker 4: October spooky, spooky season. And yeah, it was just done
Speaker 4: really well. And if I mean, I'm sure literally everyone
Speaker 4: listening has probably seen it because it's like so known, but.
Speaker 2: Go check it out if you haven't.
Speaker 4: It's House nineteen it's the name of it is House,
Speaker 4: but to find it put in nineteen seventy seven. And
Speaker 4: then my music for the week is less Talk, More
Speaker 4: Rock by Freeze Pop Botanic Panic by Christopher.
Speaker 2: Magdylan Maddigan Madigan It's from the cup Head soundtrack.
Speaker 1: And then I literally didn't look what You.
Speaker 4: Touch It by Buster Rhymes because I love the intro
Speaker 4: Touch it bang?
Speaker 2: Is that it man?
Speaker 1: And it's a man?
Speaker 2: Yep. That's my media for the week.
Speaker 4: Go put it in your playlist, put it on your
Speaker 4: watch list, Get into it, yeah, get into it.
Speaker 2: Yeah. Oh.
Speaker 1: Also, final note Doja Cat is a fucking born to
Speaker 1: be pop.
Speaker 4: She is the next I mean she's already the eight geirl,
Speaker 4: but she will be solidified in human there she'll be
Speaker 4: like yeah, she'll she'll be around forever.
Speaker 1: You can perform, she can make a hit.
Speaker 4: There's not as there's not many people out right now
Speaker 4: that I can say that about. But with my whole chest,
Speaker 4: Dojo will be iconic forever pop star.
Speaker 1: Yea, all right bye, So