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Speaker 1: Hi everyone, and welcome back to the Spirit Daughter Podcast.

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Speaker 1: I'm Joe Winterestin aka Spirit Daughter, and today I am

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Speaker 1: sitting down with Grammy nominated singer and songwriter Skyler Gray.

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Speaker 1: We talk all about her pisy Son and how her

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Speaker 1: words heal not just herself, but heal others. She is

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Speaker 1: electric both in her voice and her music. Get ready

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Speaker 1: for a really deep and fun episode. Welcome Skyler, Welcome

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Speaker 1: to the podcast. Thanks. I'm so happy to have you here.

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Speaker 1: Read the chart.

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Speaker 2: I'm nervous.

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Speaker 1: Having me very nervous about I feel like a lot

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Speaker 1: of people are nervous when we start talking about their charts.

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Speaker 1: I don't know. I've studied charts forever since I was

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Speaker 1: a teenager, so it never It's never occurred to me

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Speaker 1: that people would be nervous. But I think it's because, like,

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Speaker 1: you're gonna uncover some truths or insecurities about me, and

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna be like, oh no, everybody knows already now.

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Speaker 1: It's mostly you know, I keep it positive in light,

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Speaker 1: but you know, we do. You just some of the

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Speaker 1: real magic is when we uncover some of those things

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Speaker 1: and you have some aha moments, which always is nice

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Speaker 1: to do. But it won't. I won't hurt it all.

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Speaker 1: I promise. How much do you know about your chart

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Speaker 1: before we begin, Like, have you ever had a reading?

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Speaker 1: Have you looked it up online? I mean I think

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Speaker 1: I have had some readings, but I don't think I

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Speaker 1: ever like accurately gave my time of birth. Okay, so okay,

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Speaker 1: that would limit it, right, Yeah, that limits it. You

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Speaker 1: have to be pretty accurate within two hours. I give

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Speaker 1: you my exact to the minute, right, Okay, yes you did,

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Speaker 1: I have at thirty thirty six am. I got it

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Speaker 1: in Madison, Wisconsin, where you're from. Okay, so let's get

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Speaker 1: into it. I always first talk about your big three.

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Speaker 1: And so your big are your Sun, your moon, and

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Speaker 1: you're rising. And this isn't the entire engine of your chart,

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Speaker 1: but it's where we can kind of start to see

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Speaker 1: some patterns and unravel. I like to think of the

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Speaker 1: charts as almost like an onion. We're peeling back the

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Speaker 1: different layers, and this is kind of the first layer.

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Speaker 1: And so your sun is in Pisces in the eleventh house,

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Speaker 1: you have Ares rising, and I'll go throughout these men

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Speaker 1: in a moment. And then you have your moon and

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Speaker 2: What does the house part mean?

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Speaker 1: But that's a great question. So the houses are one

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Speaker 1: of the most misunderstood pieces of astrology. And houses we

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Speaker 1: have twelve of them, and that's when you when you

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Speaker 1: pull your chart, it looks like a pie wheel. That's

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Speaker 2: That's crazy looking.

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Speaker 1: And each of that those pieces of the pie are houses.

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Speaker 1: We have twelve and they are areas of our life.

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Speaker 1: And so we have planets that are kind of pieces

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Speaker 1: of our personality. They're themed by the zodiac sign. So

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Speaker 1: you can think of, say the moon as your emotional side.

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Speaker 1: The moon rules the emotional body. It's themed by Leo.

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Speaker 1: Where does that energy show up most in your life

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Speaker 1: In the fifth house, which is the house of creativity,

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Speaker 1: and so your moon in Leo is going to really

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Speaker 1: when you're expressing your creativity. The moon also helps us

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Speaker 1: transmit our emotions through our voice, and so when you

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Speaker 1: sing on stage, people are actually hearing your Leo moon.

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Speaker 1: You're transmitting that energy, which Leo is the heart. And

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Speaker 1: in the fifth house creative expression, you're transmitting your creativity

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Speaker 1: and your heart through your voice. Through this Leo moon

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Speaker 1: portal man that tracks. You have an interesting trine that

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Speaker 1: let's also talk about your sun. So you have your

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Speaker 1: sun sign. That's the core identity. This is the center

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Speaker 1: reasons why I've seen people not align with their sun

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Speaker 1: in different signs. You though have four placements, and Pisces

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Speaker 1: the core identity of who you are is positioned in Pisces.

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Speaker 1: They understand that I'm the universe. The universe is me.

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Speaker 1: There is this connection, there's not this boundary of me

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Speaker 1: because a lot of times I see Pisces sun signs

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Speaker 1: they have like vivid dreams as a child. Yes, I've

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Speaker 1: I had an imaginary friend, yeah, Elliott, and now I'm

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Speaker 1: they can be perceived as shy or you know, kind

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Speaker 1: like do not need friends? Like do not want to

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Speaker 1: So that's Pisces. That's Piscy's son in a nutshell, But

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Speaker 1: of times we can see like these wounds that keep

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Speaker 1: by communicating in some capacity, by writing in some capacity.

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Speaker 1: I only write songs to heal And there you go, yeah, yeah,

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Speaker 1: that's like my therapy. I don't go to a therapist.

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Speaker 1: that's great, And that would be Chirn and Kiron. What

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Speaker 1: Chiron really teaches us, which I love, is that we

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Speaker 1: it's not that we have to be healed ourselves to heal.

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Speaker 1: so for you, your healing is going to come through communication,

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Speaker 1: through writing, through Like if I didn't know you were

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Speaker 1: like writing songs will heal you. Yeah, I mean I

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Speaker 1: and so you need to always ask yourself what is mine?

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Speaker 1: can inform your writing, and it can inform your artistry.

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Speaker 1: So you have that and then you have Jupiter also

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Speaker 1: But still that might be like, Oh, I'm just going

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Speaker 1: It's just like, hey, is what I'm doing worthwhild Like,

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Speaker 1: And well that's going to get back to that that

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Speaker 1: You get to write more around that. Understand.

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Speaker 1: Okay, what's it called bruises bruises? All right, I'm covered

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Speaker 1: Let me see what you've got going on in Virgo.

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Speaker 1: You don't have a ton going on in a Virgo.

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Speaker 1: so whenever we're dealing with feelings of unworthiness or not

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00:24:15,200 --> 00:24:18,720
Speaker 1: feeling good enough, what we're really saying is will people

426
00:24:18,800 --> 00:24:24,120
Speaker 1: love me unconditionally for who I am right now? Will

427
00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:28,639
Speaker 1: I find true belonging not fitting in? Like, this is

428
00:24:28,640 --> 00:24:30,680
Speaker 1: not about fitting in. It's not like high school where

429
00:24:30,680 --> 00:24:32,920
Speaker 1: we all do crazy things to fit in. This is about,

430
00:24:33,240 --> 00:24:36,119
Speaker 1: oh wow, I feel like I truly belong in this family.

431
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:40,400
Speaker 1: I truly belong where I am. I have unconditional love

432
00:24:40,560 --> 00:24:43,440
Speaker 1: no matter what I do. And so when we feel

433
00:24:43,440 --> 00:24:45,800
Speaker 1: like we don't get that as a kid because we're

434
00:24:45,840 --> 00:24:48,800
Speaker 1: being told that we're too wild or we're too much,

435
00:24:49,119 --> 00:24:52,360
Speaker 1: we're not loved unconditionally for our wildness, then we can

436
00:24:52,400 --> 00:24:55,959
Speaker 1: grow up feeling not good enough and beating ourselves up

437
00:24:55,960 --> 00:24:59,199
Speaker 1: for things. Yeah, so it sounds like that rings a

438
00:24:59,200 --> 00:25:02,359
Speaker 1: little true to you. Here we go underneath the wood,

439
00:25:06,119 --> 00:25:08,919
Speaker 1: but I think it's great because it all informs you know,

440
00:25:08,960 --> 00:25:13,160
Speaker 1: you're an artist, so it's like our childhood informs everything,

441
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:15,960
Speaker 1: especially when you're an artist. It's like that's where you

442
00:25:16,119 --> 00:25:20,119
Speaker 1: draw from. Yeah, for all that writing, that's exactly. So

443
00:25:20,240 --> 00:25:23,880
Speaker 1: my whole album is about my childhood. Yeah. I actually I.

444
00:25:23,800 --> 00:25:25,880
Speaker 2: Think it's because I turned forty recently.

445
00:25:26,280 --> 00:25:30,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I started really thinking about my life and

446
00:25:30,080 --> 00:25:31,800
Speaker 1: I'm like, wow, where did all the time go?

447
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:32,199
Speaker 2: You know?

448
00:25:32,480 --> 00:25:37,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, and started like dissecting myself, like why am I

449
00:25:37,320 --> 00:25:39,479
Speaker 1: the way I am? And I started like, you know,

450
00:25:39,560 --> 00:25:44,399
Speaker 1: reliving my childhood to try to understand myself better, and

451
00:25:44,440 --> 00:25:47,879
Speaker 1: all these songs started coming out of that. Yeah, like

452
00:25:48,240 --> 00:25:52,399
Speaker 1: self reflection of my life being forty now. Yeah, it

453
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:55,320
Speaker 1: sounds you hate your Sadder return a little late. A

454
00:25:55,359 --> 00:25:57,360
Speaker 1: lot of people go through that when they're thirty. They're

455
00:25:57,400 --> 00:25:58,040
Speaker 1: sad in return.

456
00:25:58,200 --> 00:25:59,119
Speaker 2: Oh is that what this is?

457
00:26:00,119 --> 00:26:03,200
Speaker 1: I'm going through right now about ten years late. But yes,

458
00:26:05,160 --> 00:26:09,320
Speaker 1: a late bloomer. That's fine, that's fine, we love late bloomers.

459
00:26:09,920 --> 00:26:12,560
Speaker 1: But yeah, Saturday Return usually hits when we're about thirty

460
00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:16,640
Speaker 1: and it's like what am I doing? What am I

461
00:26:16,640 --> 00:26:19,480
Speaker 1: committing to? It can happen multiple times because I feel

462
00:26:19,480 --> 00:26:22,399
Speaker 1: like I've gone through this before. It can happen. I mean,

463
00:26:22,440 --> 00:26:25,480
Speaker 1: it happens when it happens when we're thirty. It happens

464
00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:28,359
Speaker 1: every thirty years, and then we do have half returns

465
00:26:28,400 --> 00:26:32,520
Speaker 1: that happen like when we're forty five, and then and

466
00:26:32,520 --> 00:26:36,959
Speaker 1: then we can go into our second Saturn return right

467
00:26:37,000 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 1: around fifty eight, and then we get another like half

468
00:26:39,800 --> 00:26:44,680
Speaker 1: one fifteen years later, so we can have some some

469
00:26:45,040 --> 00:26:48,560
Speaker 1: different Saturn return energy happening throughout our lives. And it'll

470
00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:51,359
Speaker 1: happen when you're fifteen, you go through your first half

471
00:26:51,520 --> 00:26:57,080
Speaker 1: Saturn return. So that's where Saturn opposes your current placement.

472
00:26:57,720 --> 00:27:03,359
Speaker 1: You're a natal chart, but you're Saturn is firmly in Sagittarius.

473
00:27:03,560 --> 00:27:05,479
Speaker 1: And I like to look at Saturn because that is

474
00:27:05,600 --> 00:27:10,320
Speaker 1: where we see our responsibilities in life, our commitments, and

475
00:27:10,359 --> 00:27:13,480
Speaker 1: so yours isn't sagittarius, which is freedom, So you have

476
00:27:13,520 --> 00:27:18,560
Speaker 1: a real responsibility to your freedom in the eighth house

477
00:27:18,720 --> 00:27:23,280
Speaker 1: to transform. So eighth house is transformation. This is the

478
00:27:23,320 --> 00:27:27,680
Speaker 1: house of cycles of life, death, birth, rebirth, all of

479
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:30,520
Speaker 1: that happens in the eighth house. And so for you,

480
00:27:30,520 --> 00:27:34,159
Speaker 1: you have a real commitment to transformation. You are like

481
00:27:34,200 --> 00:27:38,199
Speaker 1: the eternal phoenix rising that burns it down and then

482
00:27:38,359 --> 00:27:41,800
Speaker 1: rises again and burns it down and rises again. And

483
00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:45,080
Speaker 1: because we've got that, Sagittarius, you want the freedom to

484
00:27:45,200 --> 00:27:47,639
Speaker 1: do that. And every time you burn it down and

485
00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:50,560
Speaker 1: go through one of those cycles, you learn something new,

486
00:27:50,760 --> 00:27:55,160
Speaker 1: you learn a higher meaning, you learn a bigger picture piece. Again,

487
00:27:55,240 --> 00:27:59,720
Speaker 1: that's it, Sagittarius. Sagittarius is the wanderer that wanders for

488
00:27:59,720 --> 00:28:02,399
Speaker 1: the sake knowledge. So you know, we think of like

489
00:28:02,520 --> 00:28:04,440
Speaker 1: we'll meet a Sagittarius son and we'll be like, oh,

490
00:28:04,440 --> 00:28:06,879
Speaker 1: you must love to travel, and it's like, yes, but

491
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:09,880
Speaker 1: they travel to learn, they travel to find the higher

492
00:28:10,000 --> 00:28:13,240
Speaker 1: meaning of life, they travel to learn from different cultures.

493
00:28:13,720 --> 00:28:17,560
Speaker 1: And so for you, you're deeply committed to ongoing cycles of

494
00:28:17,600 --> 00:28:23,120
Speaker 1: transformation that help you really learn and again expand your consciousness. Yeah,

495
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,720
Speaker 1: that makes sense. Yeah. Do you feel like you've like

496
00:28:25,720 --> 00:28:27,160
Speaker 1: built it and burn it and built it and burn

497
00:28:27,200 --> 00:28:29,280
Speaker 1: it and built in burn it so many times? Yeah?

498
00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:31,520
Speaker 1: I mean you could probably just track that based on

499
00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:38,160
Speaker 1: all the different hairstyles I've had reinventing and like, you

500
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:44,440
Speaker 1: know that's hilarious. Well, yeah, because you also have Mars

501
00:28:44,560 --> 00:28:47,600
Speaker 1: right next to this energy and so Mars is fire.

502
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:51,920
Speaker 1: It's like pure fire, and so you're really into like, Okay,

503
00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:54,440
Speaker 1: I'm really going to burn it all down. And that

504
00:28:54,560 --> 00:28:57,640
Speaker 1: also isn't Sagittarius, And that's also in your eighth house.

505
00:28:57,800 --> 00:29:02,000
Speaker 1: So where Mars's fire is also passion. And so this

506
00:29:02,280 --> 00:29:07,440
Speaker 1: feeds your passion for life, for your life path, exploration,

507
00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:14,360
Speaker 1: commitment to transformation, understanding patterns, understanding like bigger picture pieces,

508
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,680
Speaker 1: and keeping going and going and going. Do you travel

509
00:29:17,720 --> 00:29:18,000
Speaker 1: a lot?

510
00:29:18,920 --> 00:29:22,880
Speaker 2: I actually don't like to travel. I love being home.

511
00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:25,840
Speaker 1: I have a farm, and I just like being with

512
00:29:25,880 --> 00:29:31,920
Speaker 1: my animals. Yeah. But I feel like my exploration comes from,

513
00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:36,400
Speaker 1: you know, like what I just said about like exploring

514
00:29:36,440 --> 00:29:38,320
Speaker 1: new hairstyles and things like that. Yeah.

515
00:29:38,360 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 2: But also I'll get like really.

516
00:29:41,560 --> 00:29:44,560
Speaker 1: Interested in something and I'll go on a deep dive,

517
00:29:44,720 --> 00:29:47,239
Speaker 1: like go down a rabbit hole, like learning as much

518
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:49,760
Speaker 1: as I can about that thing. So I explore, but

519
00:29:49,880 --> 00:29:55,680
Speaker 1: like internally more so than traveling. Yeah. With your songwriting,

520
00:29:55,760 --> 00:29:59,400
Speaker 1: do you feel like you go through transformations like in

521
00:29:59,440 --> 00:30:01,080
Speaker 1: the process of writing a song.

522
00:30:01,480 --> 00:30:01,720
Speaker 2: Yeah.

523
00:30:01,760 --> 00:30:06,320
Speaker 1: And I think also that may explain why I have

524
00:30:06,360 --> 00:30:09,400
Speaker 1: a hard time sticking to one genre of music. Yeah,

525
00:30:10,360 --> 00:30:13,360
Speaker 1: I'm always like wanting to try a different thing. And yeah,

526
00:30:13,440 --> 00:30:17,640
Speaker 1: you know, like last last year or the year before,

527
00:30:17,680 --> 00:30:20,280
Speaker 1: I did my first country collaboration, Oh wow. And then

528
00:30:20,320 --> 00:30:23,240
Speaker 1: I've done like a bunch of hip hop collaborations E

529
00:30:23,360 --> 00:30:28,160
Speaker 1: d M collaborations. My new album is like bubble grunge

530
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:31,240
Speaker 1: is what I'm calling it, So yeah, a cross between

531
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:34,840
Speaker 1: like grunge and pop music from the nineties inspired obviously

532
00:30:35,280 --> 00:30:40,240
Speaker 1: not not as retro, but like a modern take on

533
00:30:40,840 --> 00:30:41,600
Speaker 1: those genres.

534
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:42,560
Speaker 2: And then.

535
00:30:44,000 --> 00:30:48,120
Speaker 1: You know, I'm just always expanding and wanting to learn

536
00:30:48,200 --> 00:30:52,280
Speaker 1: more and push farther with my creativity. Yeah, yeah, yeah,

537
00:30:52,280 --> 00:30:54,880
Speaker 1: that's awesome. I love that. And now a quick word

538
00:30:54,920 --> 00:31:02,800
Speaker 1: from our wonderful sponsors. And it fuels you and that

539
00:31:02,880 --> 00:31:07,320
Speaker 1: transformation I think really fuels your art and fuels your

540
00:31:07,400 --> 00:31:11,239
Speaker 1: life path and fuels what you are doing. And then

541
00:31:11,280 --> 00:31:14,200
Speaker 1: you also have you got a lot of Sagittarius, which

542
00:31:14,240 --> 00:31:18,280
Speaker 1: I love Sagittarius. You also have your uranus and Sagittarius

543
00:31:18,440 --> 00:31:22,440
Speaker 1: in the ninth house. And what's really interesting about your

544
00:31:22,560 --> 00:31:28,080
Speaker 1: uranus placement is it's an exact trine and triins our

545
00:31:28,280 --> 00:31:32,320
Speaker 1: ninety degree angles in astrology. I'm sorry, trins are one

546
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:36,480
Speaker 1: hundred and twenty degree angles in astrology, and they are harmonious,

547
00:31:36,520 --> 00:31:39,800
Speaker 1: so they benefit each other. And so your Uranus and

548
00:31:39,840 --> 00:31:44,200
Speaker 1: Sagittarius completely trines forms an exact hundred and twenty degree

549
00:31:44,240 --> 00:31:48,280
Speaker 1: angle with your Moon and Leo. And so what this

550
00:31:48,480 --> 00:31:52,440
Speaker 1: means and I thought this was really interesting because of

551
00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:56,800
Speaker 1: your singing career. It electrifies your voice, and so you

552
00:31:56,920 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 1: have the type of voice Uranus is like electricis it's

553
00:32:01,240 --> 00:32:05,240
Speaker 1: I'm gonna shake things up, I'm going to disrupt. Uranus

554
00:32:05,280 --> 00:32:09,080
Speaker 1: is the great disrupture of the zodiac. It's what you

555
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:13,600
Speaker 1: know changes everything. And so with your your voice carries

556
00:32:13,680 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 1: that electricity. So when you sing, people are hearing this rawness,

557
00:32:20,440 --> 00:32:25,080
Speaker 1: they're hearing this truth, They're hearing something they've never heard before.

558
00:32:25,800 --> 00:32:28,080
Speaker 1: And so my guess is like when people have either

559
00:32:28,440 --> 00:32:31,520
Speaker 1: like read some of your songwriting or heard you sing,

560
00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:35,560
Speaker 1: they might say, I've never heard anything like this before

561
00:32:36,320 --> 00:32:40,440
Speaker 1: because of that Uranus connection to that Leo Moon. That's cool,

562
00:32:40,800 --> 00:32:43,239
Speaker 1: and I think that's like a really great gift of

563
00:32:43,280 --> 00:32:46,680
Speaker 1: your chart. It's like, not only do you have this placement,

564
00:32:46,680 --> 00:32:49,400
Speaker 1: which is a classic placement of a performer Moon and

565
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:52,280
Speaker 1: Leon in the fifth house, but it's an exact trine

566
00:32:52,320 --> 00:32:56,080
Speaker 1: to Uranus in the ninth House, which is just electrifying it,

567
00:32:56,880 --> 00:33:00,320
Speaker 1: which is just amplifying it, and it's allowing you to

568
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:04,959
Speaker 1: connect to a really raw place in yourself. And it

569
00:33:05,040 --> 00:33:10,440
Speaker 1: can cause some emotional restlessness, right because uranness is working

570
00:33:10,480 --> 00:33:12,800
Speaker 1: with your moon here, which is your emotion. So it

571
00:33:12,880 --> 00:33:16,120
Speaker 1: might be like I'm not sure I'm ready to go here,

572
00:33:16,240 --> 00:33:19,960
Speaker 1: I'm getting some shocking information, i feel restless. I'm having

573
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:23,480
Speaker 1: a hard time processing you know, these emotions that are

574
00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:27,640
Speaker 1: coming up. But again, that just informs your craft. It

575
00:33:27,800 --> 00:33:32,080
Speaker 1: just informs your writing, and you're singing and takes that

576
00:33:32,200 --> 00:33:36,120
Speaker 1: amplification and the electricity right to your voice and right

577
00:33:36,240 --> 00:33:38,560
Speaker 1: to what you're putting out in the world. Well that's

578
00:33:38,600 --> 00:33:41,000
Speaker 1: really cool. Yeah, I mean have you heard like you

579
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:46,680
Speaker 1: have a unique voice, you have a uniqueness to your writing? Yeah, yeah,

580
00:33:46,720 --> 00:33:49,360
Speaker 1: I've heard that kind of yeah, yeah, yeah, because that's

581
00:33:49,880 --> 00:33:54,800
Speaker 1: that's a uranus influence right there with that. And it also,

582
00:33:54,920 --> 00:33:57,520
Speaker 1: like I said, it's going to touch almost on a

583
00:33:57,600 --> 00:34:00,200
Speaker 1: nerve a little bit, like you know, whereas it's like,

584
00:34:00,280 --> 00:34:02,520
Speaker 1: oh I feel a little raw, I feel a little

585
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:06,240
Speaker 1: vulnerable when I'm doing this, or my emotions feel a

586
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,640
Speaker 1: little electric even to yourself, or it's like can I

587
00:34:09,719 --> 00:34:12,479
Speaker 1: go there? Can I deal with these emotions? They feel

588
00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:15,560
Speaker 1: almost too raw. You need a lot of time to

589
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:20,280
Speaker 1: process some of the emotions that come out for you. Yeah,

590
00:34:20,880 --> 00:34:22,759
Speaker 1: maybe that's why it takes me so long to write

591
00:34:22,760 --> 00:34:29,319
Speaker 1: a song. I'm just like processing all my emotions and

592
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:32,400
Speaker 1: trying to say things in a certain way that feel

593
00:34:32,560 --> 00:34:35,879
Speaker 1: like exactly how I'm feeling. Yeah, you know, but put

594
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:38,239
Speaker 1: it into words, and it takes me a long time.

595
00:34:38,760 --> 00:34:40,839
Speaker 1: They cannot just let oh, I'm gonna throw these words

596
00:34:40,840 --> 00:34:44,520
Speaker 1: together and it rhymes and it's you know. Yeah, I'm

597
00:34:44,560 --> 00:34:47,360
Speaker 1: like always just like going so deep in. Yeah, you

598
00:34:47,400 --> 00:34:51,040
Speaker 1: can't do surface level. There's a I feel sick when

599
00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:53,479
Speaker 1: I have to do surface level writing. Yeah, you can't

600
00:34:53,480 --> 00:34:55,960
Speaker 1: do surface level, not with the Moon and Leo and

601
00:34:55,960 --> 00:34:59,080
Speaker 1: the Fifth the trying this, you're honest and Sagittarius, like,

602
00:34:59,120 --> 00:35:01,440
Speaker 1: you're not doing surf level. You're going deep and you're

603
00:35:01,480 --> 00:35:04,480
Speaker 1: going to like I want to find the truth. I

604
00:35:04,520 --> 00:35:06,880
Speaker 1: want to find the rawness. I want to find the realness.

605
00:35:06,920 --> 00:35:08,680
Speaker 1: I'm going to put it out there even if it

606
00:35:08,719 --> 00:35:12,480
Speaker 1: feels shocking to me, electrifying to me, But then that

607
00:35:12,680 --> 00:35:15,960
Speaker 1: carries outward in your voice and in your writing. This

608
00:35:16,200 --> 00:35:20,080
Speaker 1: electricity that lights people up and that like people here

609
00:35:20,320 --> 00:35:22,800
Speaker 1: and will hit them and like hits them a certain

610
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:28,520
Speaker 1: way that makes them feel. Yeah, and so that's ultimately

611
00:35:29,120 --> 00:35:32,960
Speaker 1: you know, what part of your gift is, is that

612
00:35:32,960 --> 00:35:36,680
Speaker 1: that ability to help people feel in a unique way

613
00:35:36,880 --> 00:35:39,239
Speaker 1: because you're always feeling a unique way.

614
00:35:40,960 --> 00:35:41,160
Speaker 2: Yeah.

615
00:35:41,160 --> 00:35:44,520
Speaker 1: A lot of times people will say, like, he wrote

616
00:35:44,520 --> 00:35:48,160
Speaker 1: this song about me, Like I've never heard it put

617
00:35:48,200 --> 00:35:50,520
Speaker 1: into words like that, Like it's never been said like that.

618
00:35:52,320 --> 00:35:54,479
Speaker 1: You described exactly how I was feeling, and I didn't

619
00:35:54,480 --> 00:35:56,760
Speaker 1: know how to say it, you know. Yeah, that happens

620
00:35:56,800 --> 00:35:59,000
Speaker 1: a lot a lot of those comments. Yeah, and that's

621
00:35:59,040 --> 00:36:02,200
Speaker 1: the depth to what you write and what you write

622
00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:05,960
Speaker 1: with and what is feeding like you're writing. You know,

623
00:36:06,040 --> 00:36:10,280
Speaker 1: it's very very deep. And then you do have your

624
00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:13,800
Speaker 1: South node. You probably don't know much about the notes.

625
00:36:13,840 --> 00:36:16,000
Speaker 1: I love the notes. So we each have a south

626
00:36:16,040 --> 00:36:19,080
Speaker 1: node and a North note and these are our lunar nodes.

627
00:36:19,440 --> 00:36:22,680
Speaker 1: This is our life path, our karmic life path. And

628
00:36:22,719 --> 00:36:26,520
Speaker 1: so we're always walking from south node to north node.

629
00:36:27,360 --> 00:36:29,919
Speaker 1: And so we come into this world knowing our South note.

630
00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:33,520
Speaker 1: It's our comfort zone. It's probably what we were as

631
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:35,719
Speaker 1: a Sun's sign in a previous life, and then we're

632
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:40,920
Speaker 1: here to really understand integrate our north note. And so

633
00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:45,879
Speaker 1: your south note isn't Scorpio in the seventh House, and

634
00:36:46,000 --> 00:36:51,440
Speaker 1: Scorpio is all about depth, all about transformation. You know, Scorpio,

635
00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:55,600
Speaker 1: there's some drama, there's some chaos there, there's some burning

636
00:36:55,640 --> 00:36:59,480
Speaker 1: it doubt, there's some Okay, let's keep going, let's alchemize,

637
00:36:59,560 --> 00:37:03,279
Speaker 1: let's go raw or in deeper, and let's transmute that

638
00:37:03,480 --> 00:37:08,479
Speaker 1: into something else that's Scorpio and it's finest and that's

639
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,760
Speaker 1: going to show up all the time as a comfort

640
00:37:10,880 --> 00:37:14,480
Speaker 1: zone for you. So even early on you were probably

641
00:37:14,640 --> 00:37:18,040
Speaker 1: attracted to chaos, and we're talking about the seventh House here,

642
00:37:18,400 --> 00:37:26,440
Speaker 1: maybe even chaotic men. Whenever I say, like Scorpio the

643
00:37:26,560 --> 00:37:29,920
Speaker 1: south note, and you got Pluto right there. Also in

644
00:37:30,000 --> 00:37:33,799
Speaker 1: the seventh House, we're talking about relationships. I'm like, how

645
00:37:33,800 --> 00:37:41,680
Speaker 1: many guys did you date that drove motorcycles, tattoos, maybe

646
00:37:41,680 --> 00:37:42,720
Speaker 1: got into some bar fights?

647
00:37:42,760 --> 00:37:43,600
Speaker 2: You know, you know.

648
00:37:45,400 --> 00:37:47,440
Speaker 1: You can you can listen to my album and hear

649
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 1: all about it. Yeah, so that's very very south south note.

650
00:37:54,719 --> 00:37:57,120
Speaker 1: A lot of it could be a lot of drama

651
00:37:57,200 --> 00:38:00,880
Speaker 1: there too, And like I said, because this is the relationships,

652
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:04,520
Speaker 1: we would have seen this definitely early on, definitely in

653
00:38:04,560 --> 00:38:06,880
Speaker 1: teenage years, definitely in the twenties. My guess is you

654
00:38:06,920 --> 00:38:09,120
Speaker 1: didn't really bring home people that your parents liked or

655
00:38:09,120 --> 00:38:13,960
Speaker 1: approved of. So I mean when I was younger, my

656
00:38:14,000 --> 00:38:18,080
Speaker 1: boyfriends are all way older. I was like, yeah, I

657
00:38:18,120 --> 00:38:21,240
Speaker 1: don't know why. I was just into I was into

658
00:38:22,000 --> 00:38:25,840
Speaker 1: the chaos of it and like the forbidden love and like, yeah,

659
00:38:26,400 --> 00:38:31,160
Speaker 1: you know dangerous love. Yes, yes, yes that is Scorpio

660
00:38:31,520 --> 00:38:34,520
Speaker 1: south note, seventh thousands. But I've grown up since then,

661
00:38:34,760 --> 00:38:40,360
Speaker 1: of course you have. And that's our journey. That's our journey.

662
00:38:40,400 --> 00:38:41,839
Speaker 1: And a lot of times, like when we're talking about

663
00:38:41,840 --> 00:38:45,359
Speaker 1: the south note, I'm like teenage twenties, like that's when

664
00:38:45,400 --> 00:38:48,759
Speaker 1: we're running back to those comfort zones. And for you, yeah,

665
00:38:48,800 --> 00:38:53,239
Speaker 1: it is like that forbidden dangerousness, that chaos that I'm

666
00:38:53,239 --> 00:38:55,680
Speaker 1: going to like sneak out and go do this, and

667
00:38:55,800 --> 00:38:59,200
Speaker 1: you know, all of that comes in there. But then

668
00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:02,759
Speaker 1: we mature and we walk towards our north node. Your

669
00:39:02,840 --> 00:39:07,000
Speaker 1: north node is in Tarus, in your first house. And

670
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:10,920
Speaker 1: I like to think of this nodal axis as the

671
00:39:10,920 --> 00:39:14,560
Speaker 1: Scorpio is that chaos, but it gives us wisdom. We learn,

672
00:39:14,960 --> 00:39:18,080
Speaker 1: and so we've got this kind of wisdom foot here.

673
00:39:18,800 --> 00:39:22,920
Speaker 1: And then Tarus goes, Okay, let's calm down, let's simplify,

674
00:39:23,120 --> 00:39:27,080
Speaker 1: let's ground Not everything has to be so complex, Not

675
00:39:27,239 --> 00:39:30,360
Speaker 1: everything has to be so chaotic. I think you mentioned

676
00:39:30,400 --> 00:39:33,359
Speaker 1: you live on a farm. That's Tarus to a te Right,

677
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:37,880
Speaker 1: Let's go for a simple life. Let's have grounding. Let's

678
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:40,359
Speaker 1: not worry about the past and the future all at

679
00:39:40,360 --> 00:39:43,400
Speaker 1: the same time. Let's live in the now where we

680
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:45,880
Speaker 1: can feel our body, where we can feel our breath,

681
00:39:45,960 --> 00:39:49,480
Speaker 1: where we can feel our stability and our foundation. Let's

682
00:39:49,560 --> 00:39:53,640
Speaker 1: leave the chaos to our twenties and instead create peace

683
00:39:53,800 --> 00:39:55,480
Speaker 1: in our life.

684
00:39:55,719 --> 00:39:56,680
Speaker 2: And so that's your life.

685
00:39:56,880 --> 00:40:00,080
Speaker 1: Crazy because you like literally are describing my albums. So

686
00:40:00,160 --> 00:40:03,200
Speaker 1: the last song on the album must be from this

687
00:40:03,400 --> 00:40:10,000
Speaker 1: Taurus node. I guess North Node. Yeah, because the last

688
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:12,319
Speaker 1: song on the album is called That'll be Fine, And

689
00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:15,600
Speaker 1: it's kind of like the calm after the storm, like

690
00:40:15,600 --> 00:40:17,560
Speaker 1: when you're like, Okay, I'm done with all the drama

691
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:19,680
Speaker 1: and the chaos and I just want to settle down

692
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:24,560
Speaker 1: and have like a quiet, peaceful life with the one

693
00:40:25,200 --> 00:40:28,719
Speaker 1: man that I love and and he's good to me and.

694
00:40:28,680 --> 00:40:32,040
Speaker 2: He's not crazy. Yeah, you know what I mean.

695
00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:34,480
Speaker 1: And so that's what that song's about. So the whole

696
00:40:35,000 --> 00:40:38,160
Speaker 1: album closes out with that. Yeah. So the album kind of,

697
00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:41,160
Speaker 1: I guess, takes the journey of me moving from the

698
00:40:41,280 --> 00:40:42,920
Speaker 1: South node to the North Node.

699
00:40:43,040 --> 00:40:43,520
Speaker 2: I love that.

700
00:40:43,960 --> 00:40:48,560
Speaker 1: I love that. I mean, it's just it's crazy ho yeah,

701
00:40:48,760 --> 00:40:51,440
Speaker 1: in mind that all is Yeah, and that's that's your

702
00:40:51,600 --> 00:40:56,560
Speaker 1: path is to move from that South node craziness, chaos,

703
00:40:57,600 --> 00:41:01,959
Speaker 1: take the wisdom that you gain and then come back

704
00:41:02,000 --> 00:41:05,239
Speaker 1: to like a simpler life. And this simpler life, this

705
00:41:05,400 --> 00:41:08,560
Speaker 1: North note and Taris is in your first house house

706
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:12,319
Speaker 1: of identity. So ultimately you want to be seen as

707
00:41:12,360 --> 00:41:15,799
Speaker 1: that that's part of your identity. You're growing into that

708
00:41:16,080 --> 00:41:20,239
Speaker 1: part of your identity that is not as chaotic, that's

709
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:23,720
Speaker 1: a little simpler, that's a little softer, that's in the now,

710
00:41:24,400 --> 00:41:29,680
Speaker 1: that recognizes drama and codependency like that and says no

711
00:41:29,920 --> 00:41:34,960
Speaker 1: to it and focuses on your stability and your foundation

712
00:41:35,280 --> 00:41:39,920
Speaker 1: and the peace and calmness within right South note Scorpio's

713
00:41:39,960 --> 00:41:43,360
Speaker 1: the storm and storms are great, right, they make us

714
00:41:43,360 --> 00:41:45,560
Speaker 1: who we are. We learn about ourselves in the storm.

715
00:41:45,800 --> 00:41:47,520
Speaker 1: But then we've got to get out of them. Yeah,

716
00:41:47,560 --> 00:41:49,919
Speaker 1: and we need the calm after the storm. That's at

717
00:41:49,920 --> 00:41:53,359
Speaker 1: some point for sure. Yeah. And so you'll just continue

718
00:41:53,440 --> 00:41:58,280
Speaker 1: growing into that and learning that and understanding that and

719
00:41:58,320 --> 00:42:01,319
Speaker 1: getting those pieces of you and the more you can

720
00:42:01,400 --> 00:42:05,719
Speaker 1: root down, the better. And tars North notes always need

721
00:42:05,719 --> 00:42:09,000
Speaker 1: the nature. They always need nature in their lives always.

722
00:42:09,120 --> 00:42:12,440
Speaker 1: I'll never live in the city again. Yeah, Yeah, too

723
00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:15,840
Speaker 1: chaotic for me. Well, cities are gonna be too chaotic

724
00:42:15,840 --> 00:42:18,239
Speaker 1: for all this, Pisces. You're just gonna pick everything up.

725
00:42:18,400 --> 00:42:20,239
Speaker 1: You're gonna walk down the street to Arawan and get

726
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:22,359
Speaker 1: us smoothie and pick up you know, the person's energy

727
00:42:22,440 --> 00:42:24,879
Speaker 1: and serving it to you. Well. And when I lived

728
00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:27,279
Speaker 1: in La I just picked up all the energy of

729
00:42:27,360 --> 00:42:31,280
Speaker 1: like the music industry, people talking to me and telling

730
00:42:31,280 --> 00:42:33,160
Speaker 1: me what they thought I should do, like what type

731
00:42:33,160 --> 00:42:35,800
Speaker 1: of music, what I should wear, And I like completely

732
00:42:35,840 --> 00:42:39,200
Speaker 1: lost myself in that. I lost touch with like what

733
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:43,400
Speaker 1: I wanted because I was just taking on everybody's opinions

734
00:42:43,719 --> 00:42:45,920
Speaker 1: yeah all the time. Yeah, And so I needed to

735
00:42:46,080 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 1: escape all the opinions and get back in touch with myself.

736
00:42:49,280 --> 00:42:52,960
Speaker 1: And I do that by going to nature. Yeah, yeah,

737
00:42:52,960 --> 00:42:55,320
Speaker 1: and that's the best thing for you because with the

738
00:42:55,440 --> 00:42:57,840
Speaker 1: south note and Fluda on the seventh house, all of

739
00:42:57,880 --> 00:43:01,120
Speaker 1: those different types of relationships are going to feel overwhelming

740
00:43:01,160 --> 00:43:03,560
Speaker 1: and they're just going to feel chaotic, and so you

741
00:43:03,680 --> 00:43:06,799
Speaker 1: really need to like root down and ground and like

742
00:43:06,840 --> 00:43:09,239
Speaker 1: I said, this is identity. Taris north note is in

743
00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:11,440
Speaker 1: your first house of identity, and so that's where you

744
00:43:11,520 --> 00:43:14,759
Speaker 1: feel who you are. It's like, this is who I am,

745
00:43:15,040 --> 00:43:17,960
Speaker 1: above the noise, above the chaos, Like I know who

746
00:43:18,000 --> 00:43:20,600
Speaker 1: I am and who you are is a picey sun

747
00:43:20,840 --> 00:43:23,560
Speaker 1: with a lot of intuition and the knowledge of the universe.

748
00:43:23,600 --> 00:43:26,239
Speaker 1: So you don't need to ask anybody anything, like you

749
00:43:26,360 --> 00:43:28,879
Speaker 1: have all the knowledge you need within you. You can

750
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:32,440
Speaker 1: grab anything you don't have, like it's all there, It's

751
00:43:32,480 --> 00:43:35,160
Speaker 1: all available to you. You just need some quiet and

752
00:43:35,200 --> 00:43:37,520
Speaker 1: some peace and some connection with your body and your

753
00:43:37,520 --> 00:43:42,440
Speaker 1: breath to download it and then put it into your writing,

754
00:43:42,640 --> 00:43:46,279
Speaker 1: into your fuel, into your art form and express it

755
00:43:46,320 --> 00:43:50,560
Speaker 1: out to the world in that Leo way. I love

756
00:43:50,560 --> 00:43:54,560
Speaker 1: a Leo and then continually working on this chiron piece.

757
00:43:55,360 --> 00:43:57,000
Speaker 1: This is going to be an important piece for you.

758
00:43:57,600 --> 00:44:01,759
Speaker 1: Uranus is now in Gemini as well. So the current astrology,

759
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:05,399
Speaker 1: we currently have uranus in Gemini. It's it'll be there

760
00:44:05,440 --> 00:44:11,239
Speaker 1: for seven years, but it will make contact with your chiron.

761
00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:16,600
Speaker 1: It'll get close in about two years, and so you're

762
00:44:16,600 --> 00:44:19,880
Speaker 1: going to start to feel this wound really like flare

763
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:23,279
Speaker 1: up in about two years where you can oh, that's

764
00:44:23,280 --> 00:44:27,319
Speaker 1: my warning you, how do you deal with it? Well,

765
00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:30,719
Speaker 1: if you can transmute it, you know you're your uranus

766
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:33,640
Speaker 1: is connected to that Leo moon. So when you when

767
00:44:33,760 --> 00:44:37,799
Speaker 1: uranus lights up your wound, your chiron, that's when you

768
00:44:37,880 --> 00:44:41,160
Speaker 1: need to really double down on whatever form of therapy

769
00:44:41,239 --> 00:44:45,680
Speaker 1: works for you. Journaling, getting back to that communication, songwriting,

770
00:44:46,239 --> 00:44:48,960
Speaker 1: like set aside time now, like in two years, I'm

771
00:44:49,000 --> 00:44:51,160
Speaker 1: going to like put myself in a six month cave

772
00:44:51,200 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 1: and I'm going to write right right right right, you know,

773
00:44:53,800 --> 00:44:56,960
Speaker 1: do something that helps you process. You're gonna need your

774
00:44:57,000 --> 00:45:01,960
Speaker 1: writing tools, whether they be journaling, whether be you know, songwriting,

775
00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:05,759
Speaker 1: something else, some form of communication, and you will be

776
00:45:05,920 --> 00:45:09,440
Speaker 1: able to disrupt this wound, meaning you'll be able to

777
00:45:09,440 --> 00:45:15,160
Speaker 1: heal it. Okay, great, Yeah, I like to look at

778
00:45:15,200 --> 00:45:20,640
Speaker 1: where things are happening and then speaking of that, Jupiter

779
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:25,799
Speaker 1: will enter Leo in about a month and it will

780
00:45:25,840 --> 00:45:30,239
Speaker 1: make its way to your moon and about the end

781
00:45:30,360 --> 00:45:35,680
Speaker 1: of well, probably mid twenty twenty seven, so let's just

782
00:45:35,760 --> 00:45:38,920
Speaker 1: call it like spring of twenty twenty seven. You'll start

783
00:45:38,960 --> 00:45:42,760
Speaker 1: to feel your moon really active and expanded. So again,

784
00:45:42,840 --> 00:45:44,840
Speaker 1: this will be a time for you to kind of

785
00:45:44,880 --> 00:45:48,959
Speaker 1: go within and say, Okay, what do my emotions want

786
00:45:49,040 --> 00:45:52,000
Speaker 1: to speak? What do I want to perform? You might

787
00:45:52,040 --> 00:45:57,880
Speaker 1: even reinvent yourself. You'll feel an expansion coming in your creativity,

788
00:45:58,480 --> 00:46:02,480
Speaker 1: so it will really want to expand, and you'll be

789
00:46:02,520 --> 00:46:04,920
Speaker 1: able to ultimately decide like am I going to take

790
00:46:04,960 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 1: this expansion or not? But there will be an opportunity

791
00:46:08,560 --> 00:46:11,600
Speaker 1: with the current astrology to really expand. Like if you

792
00:46:11,640 --> 00:46:13,799
Speaker 1: were to ask me, like when should I put out

793
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:17,720
Speaker 1: my next album, I would be like, then next spring,

794
00:46:17,920 --> 00:46:20,160
Speaker 1: next spring, Okay, next spring. I don't know if you

795
00:46:20,160 --> 00:46:25,560
Speaker 1: can write another one right now, but let's go.

796
00:46:26,080 --> 00:46:27,440
Speaker 2: I want to drop an album every year.

797
00:46:28,280 --> 00:46:37,359
Speaker 1: We'll be right back after a quick break. I would

798
00:46:37,360 --> 00:46:39,239
Speaker 1: say next spring. I could look up the exact date,

799
00:46:39,320 --> 00:46:43,359
Speaker 1: but I would go with when Jupiter is conjuncture natal moon.

800
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:47,880
Speaker 1: But you think dropping the album next spring or writing

801
00:46:47,920 --> 00:46:55,239
Speaker 1: the album next bring, I would start writing it as

802
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:59,440
Speaker 1: soon as Jupiter enters your fifth house, which will be

803
00:47:00,719 --> 00:47:06,120
Speaker 1: seven degrees fall this fall. This fall, okay, this fall.

804
00:47:06,440 --> 00:47:09,040
Speaker 1: That makes me feel better this fall because I'm ready

805
00:47:09,120 --> 00:47:14,680
Speaker 1: to be creative again. Yeah. Yeah, And Jupiter entering your

806
00:47:14,719 --> 00:47:19,239
Speaker 1: fifth house will expand your creativity. Okay, if anybody has

807
00:47:19,360 --> 00:47:22,480
Speaker 1: Leo in their fifth house, their creativity is about to

808
00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:25,799
Speaker 1: get supercharged this year. Sweet. Yeah, because Jupiter the way

809
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:29,080
Speaker 1: it works is the current transit. So like Jupiter's moving

810
00:47:29,120 --> 00:47:31,880
Speaker 1: through our sky right now as we're talking, and so

811
00:47:32,000 --> 00:47:34,399
Speaker 1: it will it moves through your chart. So right now

812
00:47:34,400 --> 00:47:37,000
Speaker 1: it's in your fourth house. It's actually expanding your home,

813
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:40,000
Speaker 1: and it's expanding your foundation. It's been there for the

814
00:47:40,080 --> 00:47:43,440
Speaker 1: last year. Okay, so your your foundation has gotten a

815
00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:46,600
Speaker 1: supercharge in a boost of who you are, your internal home,

816
00:47:46,680 --> 00:47:50,440
Speaker 1: your external home. But it's about to move into your

817
00:47:50,480 --> 00:47:53,840
Speaker 1: fifth house like I said in about the fall, and

818
00:47:53,880 --> 00:47:57,080
Speaker 1: then it will expand your creativity and it will kind

819
00:47:57,120 --> 00:48:00,520
Speaker 1: of blow up every creative expression you have. Good way,

820
00:48:00,680 --> 00:48:03,640
Speaker 1: I'll amplify it. And so that would be the time

821
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:06,440
Speaker 1: to write it. And then you connect that all with

822
00:48:06,640 --> 00:48:09,919
Speaker 1: when you know Jupiter gets to be about where your

823
00:48:09,960 --> 00:48:12,759
Speaker 1: moon is and then you can give that out to

824
00:48:12,880 --> 00:48:17,000
Speaker 1: the world and then Jupiter will move into Virgo next summer.

825
00:48:17,120 --> 00:48:20,960
Speaker 1: That's your service and so then your album will be

826
00:48:21,080 --> 00:48:25,319
Speaker 1: received as a sign of service to others when that

827
00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:27,799
Speaker 1: will happen next summer. Okay, so like if you drop

828
00:48:27,840 --> 00:48:32,360
Speaker 1: it in the spring, it'll be really received, you know

829
00:48:32,520 --> 00:48:40,000
Speaker 1: in that capacity. Heather, you writing all this down, We'll

830
00:48:40,040 --> 00:48:45,840
Speaker 1: send you the show notes. We got next album plans ready,

831
00:48:45,920 --> 00:48:46,920
Speaker 1: next album plans.

832
00:48:47,000 --> 00:48:47,239
Speaker 2: I know.

833
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:49,040
Speaker 1: It's it's kind of cool when you look at I

834
00:48:49,040 --> 00:48:50,759
Speaker 1: always look at when people are asking me, like when

835
00:48:50,760 --> 00:48:52,920
Speaker 1: do I launch something, I'm like, Okay, where's Jupiter. Where's

836
00:48:52,920 --> 00:48:57,560
Speaker 1: Stupid in your chart? Stupid connecting what's happening with Jupiter

837
00:48:57,760 --> 00:49:02,040
Speaker 1: for you? And that'll be a really great time for

838
00:49:02,080 --> 00:49:05,160
Speaker 1: you though. When Jupiter's in in Leo the whole time,

839
00:49:05,440 --> 00:49:09,399
Speaker 1: so fall to next spring, it will transit your fifth

840
00:49:09,400 --> 00:49:13,120
Speaker 1: house and it's just going to expand your creative expression.

841
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:19,120
Speaker 1: It'll feel good too, when Jupiter transits your chart wherever

842
00:49:19,160 --> 00:49:21,960
Speaker 1: that area is in your life, it feels good, Like

843
00:49:22,000 --> 00:49:26,880
Speaker 1: the expansion feels good. I always feel good when i'm creating,

844
00:49:27,400 --> 00:49:30,000
Speaker 1: you know, when I'm creating something that I love. When

845
00:49:30,040 --> 00:49:34,240
Speaker 1: i'm inspired, then everything in my life feels good. Yeah,

846
00:49:34,400 --> 00:49:37,000
Speaker 1: it satisfies everything for me. But when I get like

847
00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:40,919
Speaker 1: writer's block or something, that's when I feel like shit

848
00:49:41,040 --> 00:49:44,919
Speaker 1: about myself about my life and get depressed. Yeah, yeah,

849
00:49:44,920 --> 00:49:47,279
Speaker 1: I was going to ask you that. So there's a

850
00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:51,839
Speaker 1: relationship between created creativity and depression. And so a lot

851
00:49:51,880 --> 00:49:55,680
Speaker 1: of people who who feel depressed, if they're creative, they

852
00:49:55,719 --> 00:49:58,520
Speaker 1: feel better. You have to think of it as energy, right,

853
00:49:58,520 --> 00:50:01,600
Speaker 1: You've got to get the energy out of you, and

854
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:04,799
Speaker 1: so when the energy stagnates within you, it makes you

855
00:50:04,840 --> 00:50:09,600
Speaker 1: feel like crap because it's attacking you inside and internally.

856
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:12,600
Speaker 1: And so I hear this so much from people like, oh,

857
00:50:12,640 --> 00:50:14,800
Speaker 1: when i'm creative, I feel great. When I'm not creative

858
00:50:15,239 --> 00:50:18,120
Speaker 1: or I have a block, I feel depressed. And it's

859
00:50:18,120 --> 00:50:20,799
Speaker 1: not that we're diagnosing clinical depression here. I'll just put

860
00:50:20,840 --> 00:50:28,520
Speaker 1: that in for body mass liability purposes. But you know

861
00:50:28,960 --> 00:50:31,560
Speaker 1: it's all about I see, everything is energy. And so

862
00:50:31,760 --> 00:50:35,440
Speaker 1: again when we talk about Scorpio, which you know you've

863
00:50:35,440 --> 00:50:37,600
Speaker 1: got that south and on scorpios, so you really understand

864
00:50:37,600 --> 00:50:39,560
Speaker 1: that you've got placements in the eighth house, which is

865
00:50:39,640 --> 00:50:43,640
Speaker 1: usually ruled by Scorpio again about that transformation. Scorpios sees

866
00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 1: everything is energy, and so we can transmute that energy.

867
00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:54,120
Speaker 1: So anger becomes motivation, depression becomes creativity. Sometimes I say

868
00:50:54,160 --> 00:50:59,080
Speaker 1: grief becomes creativity, so we can transmute the energy into

869
00:50:59,200 --> 00:51:02,120
Speaker 1: fuel for something else. And so you always want to

870
00:51:02,120 --> 00:51:05,440
Speaker 1: think of it as energy. Where is my energy blocked?

871
00:51:05,520 --> 00:51:08,000
Speaker 1: And if you have writers block? How can you unblock

872
00:51:08,040 --> 00:51:11,719
Speaker 1: the energy in another way? Maybe it's exercise, Maybe it's

873
00:51:11,760 --> 00:51:14,360
Speaker 1: through cooking, maybe it's going for a run.

874
00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:14,600
Speaker 2: Maybe.

875
00:51:14,680 --> 00:51:18,000
Speaker 1: Yeah, breath work usually another form of creativity. Like if

876
00:51:18,000 --> 00:51:21,440
Speaker 1: I get writer's block, I'll start painting or I'll do

877
00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:24,279
Speaker 1: some other art form and that helps me get it out.

878
00:51:24,400 --> 00:51:29,759
Speaker 1: But piscey stellium here, people, creativity, that's your piscey stellium.

879
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:34,319
Speaker 1: It's just creative upon creative, upon creative upon creative. Do

880
00:51:34,360 --> 00:51:37,760
Speaker 1: you do practices spiritual practices like meditation, breath work, anything

881
00:51:37,800 --> 00:51:40,879
Speaker 1: like that. No, yeah, because that could help too. Those

882
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:43,439
Speaker 1: are like very like I just always feel like I'm

883
00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:46,240
Speaker 1: just like my thoughts are wandering and I'm not actually

884
00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:49,719
Speaker 1: getting anything done. Yeah, that's okay, you're doing you're doing it.

885
00:51:49,800 --> 00:51:52,440
Speaker 1: I do this all the time. I'm thinking during meditation.

886
00:51:52,520 --> 00:51:55,440
Speaker 1: Am I doing it right? Yes? Yes, you do it

887
00:51:55,440 --> 00:51:57,600
Speaker 1: for five minutes, You're doing it right. You do it

888
00:51:57,680 --> 00:51:59,480
Speaker 1: what you're thinking the whole time? Are doing it right?

889
00:51:59,600 --> 00:52:01,600
Speaker 1: It is just the process of showing up well. And

890
00:52:01,680 --> 00:52:03,520
Speaker 1: then there's also this part of me that's like, I

891
00:52:03,560 --> 00:52:06,799
Speaker 1: know it's it's probably silly, but like, I don't know

892
00:52:06,840 --> 00:52:08,880
Speaker 1: where you see this in my chart, but if I'm

893
00:52:08,960 --> 00:52:12,520
Speaker 1: not like accomplishing something, I get really down on myself.

894
00:52:12,800 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 1: Like I like to accomplish things, and so like that's

895
00:52:16,160 --> 00:52:17,960
Speaker 1: why I have a hard time even going on vacation,

896
00:52:18,560 --> 00:52:22,120
Speaker 1: because if I'm sitting on the beach, I'm just thinking

897
00:52:22,120 --> 00:52:23,960
Speaker 1: about all the things that I wish I was doing

898
00:52:23,960 --> 00:52:29,000
Speaker 1: to accomplish something at home. Yeah, that's your Capricorn speaking

899
00:52:29,040 --> 00:52:30,920
Speaker 1: your capricorns at the very top of your chart and

900
00:52:30,960 --> 00:52:34,440
Speaker 1: your mid heaven, and that's your life's work, that's your career,

901
00:52:34,920 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 1: and so that Capricorn piece is driving you. It's saying

902
00:52:38,200 --> 00:52:41,919
Speaker 1: keep working, keep working, keep working. Capricorn is a wonderful sign,

903
00:52:42,040 --> 00:52:45,600
Speaker 1: and in its lowest state, it's the workaholic. And so

904
00:52:45,719 --> 00:52:47,719
Speaker 1: that's right here at the top of your chart, on

905
00:52:47,960 --> 00:52:50,120
Speaker 1: your career line. And so it's always going to be

906
00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:53,240
Speaker 1: driving you towards your career over and over and over again.

907
00:52:53,520 --> 00:52:56,160
Speaker 1: You also have Neptune up there, which is the sign

908
00:52:56,200 --> 00:53:00,239
Speaker 1: of visionaries, and so there's a lot of like, Okay, oh,

909
00:53:00,320 --> 00:53:03,760
Speaker 1: I infuse my work with my visions, which is great.

910
00:53:03,760 --> 00:53:06,640
Speaker 1: It's great for any artists to have that. And there's

911
00:53:06,640 --> 00:53:10,640
Speaker 1: going to be that constant, like workaholic energy that you

912
00:53:10,760 --> 00:53:13,160
Speaker 1: need to like the Jupiter energy you need to tell

913
00:53:13,280 --> 00:53:16,160
Speaker 1: to be quiet sometimes. Yeah, so that's but that's like

914
00:53:16,200 --> 00:53:18,239
Speaker 1: why I have a hard time meditating too, because if

915
00:53:18,239 --> 00:53:20,640
Speaker 1: I'm meditating, I just am thinking about all the things

916
00:53:20,680 --> 00:53:23,279
Speaker 1: on my list that I want to accomplish today, and like,

917
00:53:23,320 --> 00:53:25,200
Speaker 1: why am I spending twenty minutes doing this when I

918
00:53:25,200 --> 00:53:28,560
Speaker 1: could be doing that. Well, meditation will make those other

919
00:53:28,640 --> 00:53:32,120
Speaker 1: things more productive. I know, I know, it's silly, I know,

920
00:53:32,280 --> 00:53:34,960
Speaker 1: but it's hard. Tons of people think that, why have

921
00:53:35,200 --> 00:53:39,040
Speaker 1: I never really make time to do it? Yeah? Yeah,

922
00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:42,640
Speaker 1: it could help. It could help with all of this creativity.

923
00:53:43,200 --> 00:53:46,239
Speaker 1: It could help any time you're stagnant in your creativity

924
00:53:46,760 --> 00:53:48,640
Speaker 1: or you feel like you have a writer's book, because

925
00:53:48,680 --> 00:53:50,759
Speaker 1: you have all this in your twelve house, which is

926
00:53:50,800 --> 00:53:54,160
Speaker 1: like the house of meditation. So your mercury and venus

927
00:53:54,200 --> 00:53:57,280
Speaker 1: is in your twelfth house. Deep breath work could also

928
00:53:57,360 --> 00:54:01,040
Speaker 1: be good for you, like breath of fire, like kundalimi,

929
00:54:01,120 --> 00:54:04,000
Speaker 1: like really deep transformative breath work, like when you do it,

930
00:54:04,040 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 1: you start sweating and transmuting energy. That could be more

931
00:54:08,920 --> 00:54:12,200
Speaker 1: aligned with you than meditation, because you'll feel like you're

932
00:54:12,239 --> 00:54:14,840
Speaker 1: doing something. And if you do like really really intense

933
00:54:14,840 --> 00:54:17,120
Speaker 1: breath work, you'll feel the energy moving and you'll be like,

934
00:54:17,280 --> 00:54:20,960
Speaker 1: this is productive. Yeah. The times that I have done

935
00:54:21,000 --> 00:54:23,600
Speaker 1: some breathwork, I like it because it kind of makes

936
00:54:23,600 --> 00:54:30,200
Speaker 1: me feel high oxigen. Something's going on and I'm like, ooh,

937
00:54:30,280 --> 00:54:36,799
Speaker 1: I like this, yeah yeah, yeah, yeah. But that those

938
00:54:36,880 --> 00:54:39,440
Speaker 1: kind of practices could be good for you just because

939
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:43,600
Speaker 1: they move the energy. You want a whole toolkit that

940
00:54:43,719 --> 00:54:47,200
Speaker 1: helps move the energy. So maybe it's painting, maybe it's

941
00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:50,200
Speaker 1: dancing in your living room, maybe it's breath work. You

942
00:54:50,280 --> 00:54:53,040
Speaker 1: just want like a toolkit available for when you feel

943
00:54:53,080 --> 00:54:56,359
Speaker 1: blocked or stagnant, so you have that so that you

944
00:54:56,360 --> 00:54:59,319
Speaker 1: can say, Wow, I'm feeling like a little down on

945
00:54:59,360 --> 00:55:03,080
Speaker 1: myself today, I'm beating myself up. That's just my energy

946
00:55:03,160 --> 00:55:06,080
Speaker 1: is spinning inwards. It's almost like you can take yourself

947
00:55:06,239 --> 00:55:09,080
Speaker 1: out of it and see like yourself. They call it

948
00:55:09,120 --> 00:55:11,200
Speaker 1: like from the balcony, you know, where you're kind of

949
00:55:11,200 --> 00:55:14,200
Speaker 1: like looking down on yourself in a good way, and

950
00:55:14,239 --> 00:55:16,560
Speaker 1: you'd be like, oh, you know, my energy is stagnant.

951
00:55:16,560 --> 00:55:20,160
Speaker 1: How let me go into my toolkit and move my energy. Yeah,

952
00:55:20,239 --> 00:55:22,239
Speaker 1: I mean I think my hormones have something to do

953
00:55:22,280 --> 00:55:26,320
Speaker 1: with that too. Yeah, I'll do it for everybody because usually,

954
00:55:26,719 --> 00:55:31,440
Speaker 1: like yesterday, I was so frustrated and I was just

955
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:33,960
Speaker 1: like about I missed my flight. I was supposed to

956
00:55:33,960 --> 00:55:37,360
Speaker 1: come in last night, but I was just like so overwhelmed.

957
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,800
Speaker 1: It's so much going on right now and I couldn't

958
00:55:39,840 --> 00:55:42,440
Speaker 1: get everything done and I like started crying.

959
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:44,480
Speaker 2: I'm like, why am I crying? Yeah, you know what

960
00:55:44,480 --> 00:55:44,759
Speaker 2: I mean.

961
00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:48,600
Speaker 1: And of course today, yeah, hello, there you go. Like

962
00:55:48,800 --> 00:55:55,120
Speaker 1: that explains it, you know, But like that also affects

963
00:55:55,239 --> 00:55:57,719
Speaker 1: the way that I feel every month creatively.

964
00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:01,120
Speaker 2: Like when I'm like after.

965
00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:06,040
Speaker 1: That happens, I start feeling really good again and creative again.

966
00:56:06,520 --> 00:56:09,000
Speaker 1: Then like leading up to it, like it's really dark

967
00:56:09,480 --> 00:56:12,680
Speaker 1: because stagnant energy. Yeah, right, when women are like on

968
00:56:12,719 --> 00:56:16,800
Speaker 1: the verge of menstruating right before this is like PMS

969
00:56:16,800 --> 00:56:21,719
Speaker 1: in a nutshell, right, it's the energy is actually stagnant

970
00:56:21,960 --> 00:56:25,480
Speaker 1: within us, right, everything's pulling if you think like about

971
00:56:25,480 --> 00:56:29,200
Speaker 1: it physically, right, and then we menstruate and the energy

972
00:56:29,600 --> 00:56:32,360
Speaker 1: release releases, and so it's all like a matter of

973
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:35,600
Speaker 1: energy and you can funnel that. There's actually a lot

974
00:56:35,600 --> 00:56:40,239
Speaker 1: of practices that will help. Like in Daoism, they have

975
00:56:40,320 --> 00:56:43,719
Speaker 1: so many practices that will take that stagnant energy. And

976
00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:47,200
Speaker 1: this is like where tantra comes from. They take like

977
00:56:47,360 --> 00:56:52,520
Speaker 1: the sexual energy and they actually purposefully will try and

978
00:56:52,840 --> 00:56:56,799
Speaker 1: retain it and then use that for creativity. But there's

979
00:56:56,920 --> 00:57:01,440
Speaker 1: other practices, like around menstruation pm MESS that help you

980
00:57:01,600 --> 00:57:06,719
Speaker 1: take that stagnant energy within you, that that accumulates right

981
00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:09,680
Speaker 1: before you get your period and use that for creativity.

982
00:57:09,920 --> 00:57:13,279
Speaker 1: So it's just about moving the energy. And most of

983
00:57:13,360 --> 00:57:16,000
Speaker 1: us like move the energy by crying or screaming at

984
00:57:16,000 --> 00:57:21,800
Speaker 1: our partners like I do. I'm guilty of it.

985
00:57:21,840 --> 00:57:22,920
Speaker 2: I understand all of this.

986
00:57:23,200 --> 00:57:27,240
Speaker 1: I still My husband has like a timer for like

987
00:57:27,280 --> 00:57:30,280
Speaker 1: we I have it synced with like my eyehealth or

988
00:57:30,280 --> 00:57:33,800
Speaker 1: something my health app and he gets an alert three

989
00:57:33,880 --> 00:57:37,760
Speaker 1: days before he's prepared, so he's prepared. He's never allowed

990
00:57:37,760 --> 00:57:39,880
Speaker 1: we have an agreement. He could never use it against

991
00:57:39,880 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 1: me and an argument, but he is allowed to gently remind

992
00:57:45,120 --> 00:57:48,480
Speaker 1: me because it happens to all of us and we

993
00:57:48,520 --> 00:57:52,200
Speaker 1: need to release that energy. And so there are practices. Again,

994
00:57:52,600 --> 00:57:55,200
Speaker 1: when you have stagnant energy, whether or just be for

995
00:57:55,320 --> 00:57:57,760
Speaker 1: a writer's block or because you're about to get your period,

996
00:57:58,120 --> 00:58:02,000
Speaker 1: you can move that energy and funnel it into creativity.

997
00:58:03,280 --> 00:58:13,800
Speaker 1: And now a quick word from our wonderful sponsors. Cool. Yeah,

998
00:58:13,960 --> 00:58:16,480
Speaker 1: I love where we want with this. Yeah. Wait, it's

999
00:58:16,560 --> 00:58:18,120
Speaker 1: kind of making me think you were you brought up

1000
00:58:18,160 --> 00:58:22,880
Speaker 1: the tank trick stuff? Is that, like I've just recently

1001
00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:26,480
Speaker 1: heard of sex magic, is that there's something there is

1002
00:58:26,520 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 1: that connected. There might be I don't know sex matrics.

1003
00:58:29,200 --> 00:58:31,320
Speaker 1: I don't know exactly. I just was going to ask

1004
00:58:31,360 --> 00:58:33,680
Speaker 1: you if you knew about sex magic. But it's like

1005
00:58:33,960 --> 00:58:37,600
Speaker 1: a form I guess of like like when you're having

1006
00:58:37,680 --> 00:58:42,160
Speaker 1: sex or like doing something sexual, like when you have

1007
00:58:42,200 --> 00:58:47,480
Speaker 1: an orgasm, you're like manifesting. Oh yeah you can manifest right, Yeah,

1008
00:58:48,560 --> 00:58:52,640
Speaker 1: that sexual energy to the goal or to the manifestation

1009
00:58:52,760 --> 00:58:53,760
Speaker 1: or whatever. Yes you can.

1010
00:58:54,320 --> 00:58:56,640
Speaker 2: I'm very curious about that. Yeah, you can.

1011
00:58:56,520 --> 00:59:00,520
Speaker 1: Intentionally, especially as women. It's a little different for men,

1012
00:59:00,640 --> 00:59:04,400
Speaker 1: but as women, because that's the energy of creation. And

1013
00:59:04,480 --> 00:59:07,320
Speaker 1: so when we're having sexist the energy that's life force,

1014
00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:09,800
Speaker 1: that's the energy of creation, that's how all of life

1015
00:59:09,840 --> 00:59:13,720
Speaker 1: is created, that's how everybody's here. And so yes, you

1016
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:18,560
Speaker 1: can take that energy like during orgasm and take that

1017
00:59:18,640 --> 00:59:22,960
Speaker 1: creative force and seed your your manifestations like what you're

1018
00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:26,160
Speaker 1: calling in. You're also in a really great mood. And

1019
00:59:26,200 --> 00:59:28,240
Speaker 1: I find any time you're in a really great mood

1020
00:59:28,480 --> 00:59:32,280
Speaker 1: and you send that energy towards your intentions, it amplifies it.

1021
00:59:32,360 --> 00:59:35,440
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, yeah, yeah for sure. Yeah, Like I do

1022
00:59:35,520 --> 00:59:37,320
Speaker 1: that all the time, Like just when I'm like going

1023
00:59:37,360 --> 00:59:39,480
Speaker 1: through my day and I'm like in a joy moment

1024
00:59:39,600 --> 00:59:42,120
Speaker 1: and I'm like, wow, I'm like super happy in this moment,

1025
00:59:42,800 --> 00:59:45,640
Speaker 1: and it could be where anywhere with anybody, and I'll

1026
00:59:45,680 --> 00:59:49,400
Speaker 1: be like, I'm going to send this energy to my manifestations. Yeah,

1027
00:59:49,440 --> 00:59:51,640
Speaker 1: so I think that's like a spin on that, but yeah,

1028
00:59:51,640 --> 00:59:57,120
Speaker 1: I definitely heard like taking that energy of the orgasm,

1029
00:59:57,240 --> 01:00:03,040
Speaker 1: of that creative force of that like heightened energy and joy, right,

1030
01:00:03,080 --> 01:00:09,440
Speaker 1: that's directing see and directing it. Yeah, yeah, it's cool. Yeah. Okay,

1031
01:00:09,440 --> 01:00:12,120
Speaker 1: do we have any other questions? Sex magic.

1032
01:00:13,880 --> 01:00:15,280
Speaker 2: Of course I had to take it there.

1033
01:00:16,320 --> 01:00:20,520
Speaker 1: Scorpio South Noe to the Seventh Houls talking about sex magic.

1034
01:00:25,400 --> 01:00:26,400
Speaker 2: I learned so much.

1035
01:00:26,560 --> 01:00:28,960
Speaker 1: Wow. Yeah, do you have any questions?

1036
01:00:30,600 --> 01:00:31,400
Speaker 2: I probably will.

1037
01:00:31,240 --> 01:00:33,800
Speaker 1: Think of them later and then I'll tell my sister

1038
01:00:33,880 --> 01:00:38,520
Speaker 1: to ask you. Okay, I always do this every time

1039
01:00:38,560 --> 01:00:41,360
Speaker 1: I do like a podcast, like hours later, I'll be like, oh,

1040
01:00:41,360 --> 01:00:43,560
Speaker 1: I wish I would have asked this, but that's protally fine.

1041
01:00:43,680 --> 01:00:45,680
Speaker 1: It's hard right now, I don't have anything. Yeah, just

1042
01:00:45,720 --> 01:00:48,200
Speaker 1: absorb it and I'm yeah, I'm still like taking it

1043
01:00:48,240 --> 01:00:50,919
Speaker 1: all in. Yeah, take it all in, re listen to it. Yeah,

1044
01:00:51,160 --> 01:00:54,160
Speaker 1: and let people know where to find you. Where to

1045
01:00:54,200 --> 01:00:59,800
Speaker 1: find your album. Yeah, the album Wasted Potential h just

1046
01:01:00,200 --> 01:01:05,760
Speaker 1: came out and it's on all streaming platforms. Come find

1047
01:01:05,760 --> 01:01:10,640
Speaker 1: me on social media. What's your handles? Skyla Gray s

1048
01:01:10,720 --> 01:01:15,520
Speaker 1: k y l A R G R E Y. Yeah,

1049
01:01:15,560 --> 01:01:17,800
Speaker 1: and we'll put everything in the show notes for people

1050
01:01:17,800 --> 01:01:20,280
Speaker 1: too awesome so they can't find you. Yeah, thank you

1051
01:01:20,280 --> 01:01:23,520
Speaker 1: so much for coming, so much fun, so much fun, enlightening. Yeah.

1052
01:01:23,560 --> 01:01:26,120
Speaker 1: I didn't hurt a bit, right, No, it wasn't scary.

1053
01:01:26,360 --> 01:01:29,920
Speaker 1: I thought it was going to be. Well, thanks for

1054
01:01:29,960 --> 01:01:32,440
Speaker 1: coming on and having fun. Thanks for having me, Okay,

1055
01:01:33,400 --> 01:01:36,360
Speaker 1: thank you so much for listening today. I hope this

1056
01:01:36,480 --> 01:01:39,360
Speaker 1: episode spark something within you, maybe a new way of

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