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Speaker 1: Hello, and welcome listeners and watchers of the Therapy Gecko podcast.

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Speaker 2: My name is Lyle. You might or might not know that.

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Speaker 2: It's fine.

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Speaker 1: It is the fourth of July as of the day

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Speaker 1: I'm recording this. I am here in Washington Square Park

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Speaker 1: in New York City, one of my favorite places on

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Speaker 1: the planet, and every time I come here, it's so lively,

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Speaker 1: it's so beautiful.

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Speaker 2: It's excruciatingly hot.

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Speaker 1: But that's okay, because I sometimes feel as though temperature

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Speaker 1: is a thing that can be mentally mastered, you know

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Speaker 1: what I mean, Like if I believe that I am

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Speaker 1: not excruciatingly hot and sweating to death right now, Like

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Speaker 1: if I ignore that, you know, if I'm so engrossed

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Speaker 1: in the conversation that I am having that I am

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Speaker 1: forgetting about how hot I am. I think I can

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Speaker 1: beat the heat. And so that's what I'm gonna do.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna be so engrossed in these conversations today that

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Speaker 1: I will not even even be thinking about the temperature,

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Speaker 1: and I will prove that all physical ailments are simply

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Speaker 1: of the mind, or or or they won't and I'll

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Speaker 1: have a heat stroke and die. But either way, I'm

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Speaker 1: gonna talk to people as a get go.

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Speaker 3: Let's do it.

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Speaker 4: My name is Judah.

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Speaker 3: Judah.

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Speaker 2: Nice to meet you, mans, pleasure to meet you.

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Speaker 1: Like all right, So I'm gonna give some context real quick.

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Speaker 1: A lot of the times, like when I walk over

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Speaker 1: here to like set this stuff up, I'll encounter people

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Speaker 1: off camera and we'll have a little chit chat because

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Speaker 1: there's so many interesting characters here at the spark. And

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Speaker 1: so I saw you, Judah, on my way over here

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Speaker 1: to set up, and you had a little table and

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Speaker 1: two chairs, and I believe you had a little sign,

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Speaker 1: the little sign what's what did the signs say?

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Speaker 5: The sign today said what sparks your Ah, damn, I

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Speaker 5: already can't remember. I think I said what sparks your imagination?

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Speaker 5: What sparks of curiosity? Or like something like that. Yeah,

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Speaker 5: something like that.

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Speaker 1: And so you had a sign, and I was it's

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Speaker 1: like we're kindred, we're kindred spirits, as they say, both

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Speaker 1: set up in the park to you know, have conversations.

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Speaker 4: I mean, my sign is in green.

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Speaker 3: But well, here's what.

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Speaker 1: I thought was really interesting about you is I was

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Speaker 1: talking to you and I was like I came up

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Speaker 1: to you and I was like, hey, man, are you

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Speaker 1: making content?

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Speaker 3: And you were like, no, I'm just chatting with people.

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Speaker 1: And I'm like, oh my god, you're so uh You're

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Speaker 1: so much.

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Speaker 3: Pure of a human being than I am.

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Speaker 1: You know, I feel like, uh, I feel like, you know,

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Speaker 1: honest to God, swear in my life.

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Speaker 3: This is something I would really enjoy doing.

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Speaker 6: Even if there wasn't if there wasn't a camera a

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Speaker 6: camera here, but I I like, uh.

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Speaker 5: You know, I like this so many good lines and

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Speaker 5: they have to be captured and they have to be shared.

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Speaker 5: I mean, you know, like who else will talk about,

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Speaker 5: you know, their knees exploding in chain mail? Like it's

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Speaker 5: someone's got to capture that. Yeah, that's that's your role.

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Speaker 3: Well that's yours. So let's talk about this.

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Speaker 1: You you said you've been doing chats with people in the.

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Speaker 4: Park for six years.

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Speaker 5: I just set up a table, two chairs and assign

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Speaker 5: different forward question each time, and people can write in

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Speaker 5: this little journal if they want, But it's really about

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Speaker 5: the conversation.

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Speaker 4: I got inspired because there were just a lot.

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Speaker 5: Of I mean, there's a lot of characters all over

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Speaker 5: the world, especially in the city, especially in Washington Square Park,

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Speaker 5: and I didn't want to walk up to people and

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Speaker 5: be like hey and start talking to them, or stick

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Speaker 5: a microphone on their face or something. So I want

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Speaker 5: to create a platform. So the best I could come

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Speaker 5: up with was a table and two chairs and sat

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Speaker 5: down and wait to see what happened. And you know

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Speaker 5: a lot of people, when given the chance to express themselves,

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Speaker 5: they will and if you kind of approach them with

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Speaker 5: no judgment, with an open mind and just an open ear,

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Speaker 5: people will be vulnerable. People will open up, and it's

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Speaker 5: a beautiful thing when they do.

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Speaker 1: I gotta say, it's so interesting because, like, again, you

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Speaker 1: and I we were essentially doing the same thing, but

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Speaker 1: there's such a different dynamic to the fact that you

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Speaker 1: just do it and you don't have a camera rolling

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Speaker 1: or a microphone roll.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, tell me about that.

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Speaker 1: Do you think that if that significantly affects your conversation?

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Speaker 5: So it's so interesting because like I would ask people, hey,

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Speaker 5: like if there was a camera here, do you think

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Speaker 5: you did answer different? It's a mix. Some people said yes,

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Speaker 5: some people said no. But I actually, just recently, just

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Speaker 5: the last couple of times I did it. I actually

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Speaker 5: have a microphone now because it's just sitting there it's conspicuous.

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Speaker 5: It's not like, you know, not a microphone like this,

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Speaker 5: just a recorder. Because I had way too many conversations

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Speaker 5: that were just absolute gold, and in so many ways

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Speaker 5: it's like, really stuff that I don't necessarily need to share,

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Speaker 5: but I definitely want to recollect on and like refer

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Speaker 5: back to from my own reference. And it was just

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Speaker 5: slipping through my fingers. Like I looked back at my

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Speaker 5: journal from three years ago and been like, just had

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Speaker 5: the most mind bending conversation about life with Lyle, and

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Speaker 5: I wouldn't have know the fuck they said, I just

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Speaker 5: will have no recollection of it whatsoever, Yeah, you know,

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Speaker 5: And I felt like, Okay, so this is sliding through

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Speaker 5: my fingers and I want to be able to potentially

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Speaker 5: turn this into some art in the future. So I

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Speaker 5: don't know, and probably I like writing, so probably writing base,

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Speaker 5: but I just have no real recollection and I wasn't

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Speaker 5: disciplined enough after each time to go and write about

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Speaker 5: it or anything like that, so instead I was like,

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Speaker 5: let me just start recording and then I can work

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Speaker 5: with it later. I have a little disclaimer. It just

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Speaker 5: says like, if you'd like not to be recorded, let

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Speaker 5: me know and we'll see. So far it's been people

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Speaker 5: have been just as you know, the same. But I'm

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Speaker 5: sure for some people if there's a recorder there, they

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Speaker 5: would be different.

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Speaker 3: So how did you first get into doing this?

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Speaker 4: Well, I was just it was just curious. I mean

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Speaker 4: I was just sitting here. I was really high. I

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Speaker 4: was like, damn, there's a lot of really cool stories

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Speaker 4: around here, aren't there.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: But again, like es suchally as a man walking up

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Speaker 5: to people, they're gonna be like, what's the catch? You know, like,

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Speaker 5: what's the what's in it for you? Why are you

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Speaker 5: talking to me? Sure, that's New York City in a nutshell.

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Speaker 5: But once you kind of make it more consensual and

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Speaker 5: they come over like hey, what's this? Just like you did,

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Speaker 5: you know, you'll find that people just willing to chat.

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Speaker 3: Well, it's nice for I like doing the form.

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Speaker 1: I'm not a big I mean sometimes I've done that,

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Speaker 1: but like you know, like the running Gun Street interviewers

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Speaker 5: Like, uh, yeah, it's nice to set up a thing.

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Speaker 5: I mean, like people can come to you because you're

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Speaker 5: creating a space. You're not catching people unaware. Like it's

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Speaker 5: it's like right now when we're doing this like, yes,

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Speaker 5: we're in the park, but this is a space. It's

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Speaker 5: not just because you set up chairs a sign and

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Speaker 5: everything right right, and of course you can't.

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Speaker 4: Forget the get Go park.

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Speaker 3: So I feel, how did you start doing this?

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Speaker 5: So I just one day, I just got a table

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Speaker 5: two chairs off Facebook marketplace and just sat.

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Speaker 1: And there was no like, there was no impetus, there

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Speaker 1: was no no like real trigger.

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Speaker 2: Oh.

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Speaker 5: I mean I think like a two years earlier, I'd

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Speaker 5: seen someone set up with like a big folding table

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Speaker 5: with a microphone that said tell me your secrets.

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Speaker 4: And I asked him. I was like, hey, people actually

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Speaker 4: tell you the secrets. He goes Yeah.

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Speaker 5: I was like, you'll just you just hear people will

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Speaker 5: just come up just build their secrets to a microphone.

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Speaker 5: He goes, Man, I've heard the wildest shit. You wouldn't

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Speaker 5: even know the half of it. And I think that

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Speaker 5: was like I planted a seed. Sure, and then I

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Speaker 5: was high and unemployed six years ago and then was like,

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Speaker 5: screw it, let me try what's what's that can happen?

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Speaker 5: I spent a nice day in the park, and what

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Speaker 1: Well, I started doing this as like a I mainly

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Speaker 1: do it as like a phone call, right thing?

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Speaker 5: Right?

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Speaker 3: But today I actually, you know, it's funny.

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Speaker 1: I actually I sat down to record the phone call

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Speaker 1: phone call episode, and I got like twenty minutes in

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Speaker 1: and I was like, I cannot sit in this room

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Speaker 3: I have to go outside.

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Speaker 1: So I was like, it was basically like, right now

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Speaker 1: is my version of like, you know what, it's a

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Speaker 1: nice day, let's do class outside today kind of a thing.

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Speaker 5: Wait, so do people just like do you say when

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Speaker 5: you're going live and then people ring in?

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Speaker 4: Like how does that work?

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Speaker 3: I go live on Twitch and people okay, got it?

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Speaker 2: Okay?

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Speaker 1: But so I have a question for you. Do you

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Speaker 1: do you consider yourself an open book? Do you talk

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Speaker 1: a lot about your like, what was it? What was

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Speaker 1: your question today? What sparks your It was?

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Speaker 4: Damn it was? What what sparks? What memory sparks?

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Speaker 5: Joy?

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Speaker 3: Okay?

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Speaker 7: Joy? For you?

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Speaker 2: Do you answer your own questions?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: I was.

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Speaker 5: I really want to tell you, but I know you

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Speaker 5: have a large platform, but fuck.

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Speaker 4: It, I'm gonna do it anyway.

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Speaker 5: I was on a very powerful psychedelic with my friends

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Speaker 5: on on a lake, a frozen lake in.

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Speaker 4: February, not this past we'd a February and we were

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Speaker 5: Took we took acid and we just went outside, not

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Speaker 4: You can do some of the most stuff in your life.

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Speaker 2: We're seeing Helen Mirren and Zaddi's bro.

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Speaker 5: I mean that's like in there right now. I'm hoping

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Speaker 3: I can probably count how many times I've lost though.

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Speaker 4: Don't we all right?

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Speaker 4: But if you live your life differently. And I've spoke and.

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Speaker 3: Yo, oh hey you know that you know this guy.

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Speaker 4: He's a great guy.

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Speaker 2: What's your name?

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Speaker 8: I got I'm at I just had six vegan hot

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Speaker 1: It's six vegan hot dogs. How much is that? Is

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Speaker 7: Yeah? Yeah? Calorie wise like nutrient efficiency?

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Speaker 7: I don't know.

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Speaker 8: They didn't tell me. They wouldn't tell me any details

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Speaker 4: You weren't that far off.

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Speaker 7: I know, I was so close. I could have had it.

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Speaker 7: Wait but my interrupting therapy right now.

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Speaker 3: A little bit.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, we all therapize in our own way.

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Speaker 3: Well, uh, you know, is the green?

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Speaker 7: Does that work as sunscreen?

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Speaker 1: No, no, I'm probably in some form of physical danger

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Speaker 7: Do you have ac under there?

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Speaker 3: No? No, but a nice gust of wind just came by.

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Speaker 2: That's nice, it's nice.

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Speaker 8: I'm a good gus. Come on, and I love this

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Speaker 8: guy too. Judah yo, Juda is the man. I don't

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Speaker 8: know why he would be in there because he's so cool.

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Speaker 4: And wait this but hey, everybody needs there?

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Speaker 3: What this is this? Wait? How do you know this guy?

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Speaker 7: You're a Canadian coin?

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Speaker 4: Looks like it. He actually sat down to my little project.

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Speaker 1: Oh, this guy, Adam sat down on your What did

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Speaker 9: Oh?

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Speaker 4: You remember the years ago?

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Speaker 7: It was like two years ago. But it turns out

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Speaker 4: Oh really went in college.

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Speaker 8: We have different entrepreneurial ambitions and we're similar in a

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Speaker 2: That's cool. Wait, wait when did you When did you

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Speaker 4: We met it?

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Speaker 4: And then I saw him in the park a couple

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 7: Have you ever heard of this?

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Speaker 10: No?

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Speaker 7: I so you would be very much about this.

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Speaker 3: Well, maybe what's a super hug?

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Speaker 2: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: You want to hug?

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Speaker 7: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: All right, we got a hug for the cameras.

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Speaker 2: They're hugging right now.

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Speaker 1: Wow, look at that Pride Month has extended into July.

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Speaker 2: You guys are hugging a long time. You can.

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Speaker 4: Released the ox, that released the serotonin.

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Speaker 7: Do you want to get go?

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Speaker 2: What?

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Speaker 2: Good to see you too, Mane.

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Speaker 5: How was that Hug released some serotonin? Yeah, that's feel squeezed.

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Speaker 5: I oh yeah, no, don't condense your memories. Live you

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Speaker 4: They're like, oh, my best life was, My best time

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I love that I've had.

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Speaker 1: I remember coming out here to do this podcast and

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Speaker 5: No, I think I think it's it's it's bullshit of

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Speaker 4: Like I think our society tells us that, our media

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Speaker 5: But honestly, no, he's I think your best times are

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Speaker 1: I was talking to him on the phone like last week,

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Speaker 2: And it's like, well, it's one of.

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Speaker 3: So Judoh, what's your what's next for you in life?

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Speaker 4: Next?

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Speaker 2: Your ultimate dream goal?

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Speaker 4: What not ultimate dream goal? I want to live a

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Speaker 3: You want to live a day without time?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: You mean like oday where you don't check your.

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Speaker 5: Like I just do never know what I wake up

451
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Speaker 5: and I go to sleep without ever once knowing what

452
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Speaker 5: time it was.

453
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Speaker 3: What's skipping you from doing that.

454
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Speaker 4: Myself? Honestly?

455
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Speaker 2: Yeah?

456
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Speaker 4: Yeah? I mean do you have any meetings? Do you

457
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Speaker 4: have the meetings? Meetings? I just got laid off, so

458
00:17:55,560 --> 00:17:57,679
Speaker 4: you know, let's I got no meetings.

459
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Speaker 2: What were you?

460
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Speaker 5: What did you get laid off from some technol tech bros?

461
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Speaker 4: It like an AI web three AI AI thing.

462
00:18:07,080 --> 00:18:10,680
Speaker 5: Yeah, but I'm gonna look for my next AI thing

463
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Speaker 5: to hopefully not make a part of my personality at all.

464
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Speaker 3: So you but you were working in AI? Yeah, something

465
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Speaker 3: like that, so as you know.

466
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Speaker 1: But I have a curious about your perspective as somebody

467
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Speaker 1: who both values genuine human connection and has worked in AI.

468
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Speaker 1: Do you think that, uh, do you think AI is

469
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Speaker 1: coming for genuine human connection or do you think will

470
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Speaker 1: be Okay?

471
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Speaker 5: I think a lot of the same people who are

472
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Speaker 5: relying on technology now for connection and it's not doing

473
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Speaker 5: the same thing, arguably the same people who rely on

474
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Speaker 5: AI for connection, and we'll be doing the same thing,

475
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Speaker 5: but we're there.

476
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Speaker 4: Will be easier. I do I do worry. I do worry.

477
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Speaker 5: I mean, there's a lot a lot of kids now

478
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Speaker 5: we're using it as therapists. I and it's not even bad.

479
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Speaker 5: Have you tried using AI for therapy?

480
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Speaker 3: I use AA for therapy all the time.

481
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Speaker 5: Actually, yeah, it's pretty good in it. Yeah, it's got

482
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Speaker 5: it's he's got some pretty objective, well well grounded.

483
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Speaker 3: I genuinely do I like AI for therapy. It's just

484
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Speaker 3: you have to.

485
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Speaker 1: I think when people try to make it like it's

486
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Speaker 1: not a friend, it's not your friend.

487
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Speaker 3: It doesn't it's not you don't, it doesn't love you people.

488
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Speaker 5: But people do re lean on it as such, and

489
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Speaker 5: I think there will be people who do. But there's

490
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Speaker 5: also gonn be a generation of kids who look at

491
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Speaker 5: this and be like fuck that counterculture, and they'll be

492
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Speaker 5: anti I. They'll be anti tech, they'll have flip phones

493
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Speaker 5: and all that.

494
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Speaker 2: Yeah, they re do.

495
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Speaker 4: They were doing that. Yeah.

496
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Speaker 3: I was talking to someone.

497
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Speaker 1: I went to this like film festival at a dive bar,

498
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Speaker 1: like a few weeks ago, and I was talking to

499
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Speaker 1: this guy who's like in a band, and he was

500
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Speaker 1: he was like in his thirties, and he was like

501
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Speaker 1: talking about like, you know, being at this Like I

502
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Speaker 1: was asking him, like what the punk scene is like now,

503
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Speaker 1: and it's like there's still like you know, fifteen, sixteen, seventeen,

504
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Speaker 1: eighteen year old kids who are like goss, you know

505
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Speaker 1: what I mean, there's still there, Like yeah, and it's

506
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Speaker 1: twenty twenty five. They never look kind of crazy because

507
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Speaker 1: it's like back at that, like people were doing that

508
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Speaker 1: ship in.

509
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Speaker 3: Like the eighties, and it's still they're on it.

510
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Speaker 5: They're still under there's still underground raves. There's still you know,

511
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Speaker 5: there's they like the kids will be all right, right.

512
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Speaker 5: I think they'll be fucked up in their own way,

513
00:20:13,440 --> 00:20:14,840
Speaker 5: as we were fucked up in our own way, as

514
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Speaker 5: our parents are fucked up in their own way, but

515
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Speaker 5: like they'll be all right.

516
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Speaker 3: Do you feel do you feel sorry?

517
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Speaker 1: I'm checking my ship to make sure you do you

518
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Speaker 1: feel fucked up in any ways?

519
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Speaker 4: Ooh, that's a good question.

520
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Speaker 5: I mean, I think one of the reasons why I

521
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Speaker 5: sit in the park and talk to strangers is because

522
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Speaker 5: I have like a deep need I want to be

523
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Speaker 5: liked by I want to I want to leave a

524
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Speaker 5: positive impression with everybody I meet, not necessarily be liked,

525
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Speaker 5: but at least leave a positive impression.

526
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Speaker 1: I have that ex I have that exact same design,

527
00:20:47,440 --> 00:20:50,520
Speaker 1: and like, I want to leave a positive impression. And

528
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Speaker 1: I and I've had like times where because I sometimes

529
00:20:55,000 --> 00:20:59,720
Speaker 1: people well both like in like my personal life and

530
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Speaker 1: in my gecko life, like I I try to I

531
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Speaker 1: want people to come away having a positive experience.

532
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Speaker 6: For me, I fully submitted myself to the fact that

533
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Speaker 6: it's just never gonna be a hundred You're never gonna

534
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Speaker 6: be one hundred percent success.

535
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Speaker 4: Do you think?

536
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Speaker 5: What do you think of the differences in yourself between

537
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Speaker 5: your real life and your get go life.

538
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Speaker 3: Well, Gecko life is like.

539
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Speaker 1: Like I'll tell I've told I've told the story on

540
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Speaker 1: this podcast once, but I'll tell it to you. I'll

541
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Speaker 1: tell it again. Is so I do like live shows

542
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Speaker 1: where I dress up as the gecko, and and after

543
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Speaker 1: after my shows, I do like a little like it's

544
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Speaker 1: I do.

545
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Speaker 3: It's like a free meet and green.

546
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Speaker 1: I don't make people pay like a ticket price for it,

547
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Speaker 1: and like I just stand around and I meet everyone

548
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Speaker 1: after the shows. And I did a show in Austin,

549
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Speaker 1: Texas once, and I said, there was like a hundred

550
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Speaker 1: people in a line. I sat there for like said,

551
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Speaker 1: there for like an hour and a half, like meeting everyone, like,

552
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Speaker 1: and I was it was very important to me that, like,

553
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Speaker 1: you know, in those interactions, like I want people to

554
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Speaker 1: come away feeling good. And I was like thinking about

555
00:21:59,840 --> 00:22:02,280
Speaker 1: that and I was, you know whatever, and I do it.

556
00:22:02,480 --> 00:22:04,359
Speaker 1: And like there was like a security guard at the

557
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Speaker 1: venue and he was like, I've never seen anyone who

558
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Speaker 1: played this venue stay after the show and do that.

559
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Speaker 3: And that made me feel so good. And then Judah, Yes.

560
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Speaker 1: The next morning, I go, I'm this is just me

561
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Speaker 1: being like mentally ill. I go, I checked my own subreddit,

562
00:22:20,880 --> 00:22:22,960
Speaker 1: which is a thing you only do if you're mentally ill.

563
00:22:23,680 --> 00:22:26,560
Speaker 1: And I looked and like, there's a post on my

564
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Speaker 1: subreddit being like I am no longer a fan of Lyle.

565
00:22:30,119 --> 00:22:32,280
Speaker 1: And it was like I was at Lyle's Austin show

566
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Speaker 1: last night and I went to his meet and greet

567
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Speaker 1: and I told him I was high, and he gave

568
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Speaker 1: me a weird look and I told him and I

569
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Speaker 1: also told him it was my birthday, and he for him.

570
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Speaker 3: He did not even say happy birthday.

571
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Speaker 1: And I was like, she was like, I got I

572
00:22:52,920 --> 00:22:55,080
Speaker 1: bought merch and I'm trying to sell it if anyone

573
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Speaker 1: wants to buy it.

574
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Speaker 3: And I was like, come on, man, and you know, it's.

575
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Speaker 4: The dangers of a parasocial relationship.

576
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Speaker 1: I've told the story on the podcast for but whatever.

577
00:23:04,480 --> 00:23:06,680
Speaker 1: Like it's fine. I told so. I told that story

578
00:23:06,760 --> 00:23:10,160
Speaker 1: on the podcast and then I got a comment on

579
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Speaker 1: on my podcast from her and she wrote something like

580
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Speaker 1: she wrote like l O L sorry I was being

581
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:21,479
Speaker 1: a bitch or something, and I wrote back, I was like, oh,

582
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Speaker 1: it's totally cool man, happy late birthday, which was kind

583
00:23:24,560 --> 00:23:27,960
Speaker 1: of nice because in life you never ever, ever, ever

584
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Speaker 1: ever get closure like that.

585
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Speaker 4: It's nice that even from a little interaction.

586
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Speaker 3: Yeah, but I have I have.

587
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Speaker 1: Stuff like that where I'm like, uh, you know, or like,

588
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Speaker 1: I don't know, you ever walk away from a conversation

589
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Speaker 1: being like, oh man, I think I was pretty annoying

590
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Speaker 1: in that conversation.

591
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Speaker 4: Yeah, I was quite.

592
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Speaker 5: Quite a few times. Yeah, it's an ever improving uh

593
00:23:51,440 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 5: discipline in art to try to I think if you're

594
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Speaker 5: not looking back and cringing, then you're not growing.

595
00:23:56,280 --> 00:23:57,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, I agree.

596
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Speaker 4: I agree, you know, I agree. I'm still a firm

597
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Speaker 4: believer in that.

598
00:24:01,600 --> 00:24:06,280
Speaker 5: I feel like, you know, you you should probably try

599
00:24:06,280 --> 00:24:10,119
Speaker 5: to keep the cringing less hard, but still keep cringing.

600
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Speaker 4: Does that make sense?

601
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Speaker 9: Yeah?

602
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Speaker 1: Oh yeah, you don want to beat yourself on Yeah, exactly.

603
00:24:12,880 --> 00:24:15,159
Speaker 1: You want to have the I this is one of

604
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Speaker 1: the things I feel like I talk about a lot.

605
00:24:16,520 --> 00:24:19,720
Speaker 1: It's like there's an optimal level of conscientiousness to have,

606
00:24:20,680 --> 00:24:27,000
Speaker 1: Like like some people are so conscientious and don't want

607
00:24:27,000 --> 00:24:29,720
Speaker 1: to offend people so much and they don't want to

608
00:24:29,760 --> 00:24:32,200
Speaker 1: cause any amount of ruckus, so they never take any

609
00:24:32,280 --> 00:24:34,720
Speaker 1: chances or ever do anything ever, Okay. And then there's

610
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Speaker 1: some people who are not consciousness at all, conscientious at all,

611
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Speaker 1: and they just like fucking full send it all the

612
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:45,920
Speaker 1: time every day, which of course lends people in trouble

613
00:24:46,000 --> 00:24:48,720
Speaker 1: as well. So you want to have the right I

614
00:24:48,880 --> 00:24:51,680
Speaker 1: feel like you want to have the right amount of conscientiousness,

615
00:24:52,240 --> 00:24:55,439
Speaker 1: skewing towards having less conscientiousness.

616
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Speaker 4: I you know what I think, I think I agree

617
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Speaker 4: with that. It's an Aristotle's golden Yeah.

618
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Speaker 6: Aristotle's gold to me, of course, of course, is that

619
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Speaker 6: is that did he come up.

620
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Speaker 5: With that well, he basically just said out with all

621
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Speaker 5: types of qualities, like you know, between courage and cowardice,

622
00:25:08,200 --> 00:25:10,600
Speaker 5: Like you know, if you're too courageous, you'll get yourself.

623
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Speaker 4: Killed in combat.

624
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Speaker 5: Yeah, you're too you know, a coward you'll never stand

625
00:25:13,320 --> 00:25:15,200
Speaker 5: up for anything, and there's something in between.

626
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Speaker 3: You know.

627
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Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you an example. Your friend Adam. Yeah,

628
00:25:19,480 --> 00:25:22,080
Speaker 1: seems like a nice guy. I really did not want

629
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Speaker 1: to hug him.

630
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Speaker 5: I know, I know, but he he is the kind

631
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Speaker 5: of person who will want to hug everybody.

632
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Speaker 1: But but but in my head, I was like, oh, man,

633
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Speaker 1: I guess, I guess in my head, I was like,

634
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Speaker 1: I feel like kind of a jerk.

635
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Speaker 4: I should have set up and be like, oh, got

636
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Speaker 4: the keup on you.

637
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Speaker 1: You know, no, it's not a big deal at all.

638
00:25:38,040 --> 00:25:39,600
Speaker 1: But I was like, oh fuck, I'm being kind of it.

639
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Speaker 1: But also it's like you have to you have to

640
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Speaker 1: have the right amount of like ah whatever, just fucking

641
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Speaker 1: hug the guy versus.

642
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Speaker 3: Like, you know what, I don't I'm gonna not.

643
00:25:49,480 --> 00:25:53,399
Speaker 5: Yeah yeah no he yeah yeah. He Also I'll just

644
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Speaker 5: he is a club promoter, was a club promoter.

645
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Speaker 3: It seems like a nice gentleman.

646
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Speaker 5: Yeah, Yeah, that's that's That's the the other thing I

647
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Speaker 5: really know about him. To be honest, I don't remember

648
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Speaker 5: anything else.

649
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Speaker 3: People ask me this question all the time. I truly

650
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Speaker 3: never know how to answer it.

651
00:26:07,359 --> 00:26:11,520
Speaker 1: But what's the most memorable conversation you've had?

652
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Speaker 4: M I mean, do you want me to get dark?

653
00:26:15,080 --> 00:26:15,320
Speaker 2: Deep?

654
00:26:15,400 --> 00:26:15,760
Speaker 4: Funny?

655
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Speaker 3: I mean, let's do a dark one and a funny one.

656
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Speaker 4: Dark one. I spoke to someone who he comes up

657
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Speaker 4: to me.

658
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:28,879
Speaker 5: His skin's all yellow, not in a racist sense, like

659
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Speaker 5: his jaundice, and he just goes, I got three months

660
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Speaker 5: left to live. What advice would you give me? And

661
00:26:37,440 --> 00:26:40,639
Speaker 5: I'm a twenty five year old kid. I was like, fuck,

662
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Speaker 5: I don't remember what I said to him, but I

663
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Speaker 5: remember he cried and we hugged, so I think it

664
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Speaker 5: made a difference to him.

665
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Speaker 2: Wow.

666
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Speaker 5: I try to be as upbeat and positive as I could,

667
00:26:52,280 --> 00:26:54,240
Speaker 5: but man, I mean that was a hard one. I mean,

668
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Speaker 5: because all this stuff about it's gonna be all right

669
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Speaker 5: and all that stuff. Young, he's like probably in a six.

670
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Speaker 2: These you know, did you keep in touch with them

671
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Speaker 2: at all?

672
00:27:04,160 --> 00:27:04,400
Speaker 4: No?

673
00:27:04,800 --> 00:27:07,040
Speaker 5: No, And he just walked away. And I mean, I

674
00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:08,440
Speaker 5: think a lot of the beauty of the conversations is

675
00:27:08,480 --> 00:27:10,880
Speaker 5: when they just kind of, you know, they don't keep going,

676
00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:12,560
Speaker 5: you know, and it's just kind of that's the interaction

677
00:27:12,600 --> 00:27:13,000
Speaker 5: of itself.

678
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:14,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, it's where you're like, did I hallucinate that?

679
00:27:15,000 --> 00:27:15,400
Speaker 4: Yeah?

680
00:27:15,560 --> 00:27:19,399
Speaker 5: Yeah, Yeah, so that was that was a heavy hitting one.

681
00:27:20,000 --> 00:27:22,400
Speaker 4: I mean, uh, I don't know more in a more

682
00:27:22,480 --> 00:27:23,160
Speaker 4: lighter sense.

683
00:27:23,240 --> 00:27:27,080
Speaker 1: I guess, well before we move on, Yeah, I'm curious, Uh,

684
00:27:27,960 --> 00:27:29,760
Speaker 1: how long did you talk to this guy for?

685
00:27:29,920 --> 00:27:33,680
Speaker 5: It's hard to remember. I mean this is years ago,

686
00:27:33,800 --> 00:27:35,680
Speaker 5: probably like half an hour or so. I mean most

687
00:27:35,680 --> 00:27:38,640
Speaker 5: of my conversations go like thirty minutes to an hour.

688
00:27:38,800 --> 00:27:40,760
Speaker 1: Yes, cry it together. Do you remember, Like what do

689
00:27:40,760 --> 00:27:42,800
Speaker 1: you remember, like what it set? What was the point

690
00:27:42,840 --> 00:27:44,800
Speaker 1: where you started tearing up? Or was it just kind

691
00:27:44,800 --> 00:27:45,439
Speaker 1: of like a graduat.

692
00:27:45,440 --> 00:27:47,560
Speaker 5: I think it's when we were trying to focus on

693
00:27:48,480 --> 00:27:51,000
Speaker 5: what he had, what he had lived, and like examining

694
00:27:51,000 --> 00:27:52,760
Speaker 5: the people who have been there for him and like

695
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:56,040
Speaker 5: taking gratitude for all that. Yeah, And we discussed how

696
00:27:56,080 --> 00:27:59,720
Speaker 5: it's so difficult often to talk to the people who

697
00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:01,440
Speaker 5: you love and tell them the things that you love

698
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:04,000
Speaker 5: about them. Like for some reason, people get really awkward

699
00:28:04,000 --> 00:28:06,040
Speaker 5: when they start saying what they love about you and

700
00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:09,040
Speaker 5: but like it's way easier to be critical and like

701
00:28:09,040 --> 00:28:10,600
Speaker 5: because when someone makes you feel bad and to be like,

702
00:28:10,640 --> 00:28:12,199
Speaker 5: well it's how you'd X Y and Z. But like,

703
00:28:12,400 --> 00:28:14,760
Speaker 5: you know, we choke up and it's harder to get

704
00:28:14,800 --> 00:28:18,240
Speaker 5: that out. I think we're talking about how he's like, yeah,

705
00:28:18,280 --> 00:28:19,760
Speaker 5: I haven't said that enough to the people I love

706
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:21,160
Speaker 5: in my life. I need to go back. I need

707
00:28:21,160 --> 00:28:23,200
Speaker 5: to tell X, Y and Z this and.

708
00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:25,600
Speaker 2: Who do they have to tell?

709
00:28:26,080 --> 00:28:27,399
Speaker 4: And then you had a daughter. I believe you had

710
00:28:27,400 --> 00:28:27,800
Speaker 4: a daughter.

711
00:28:27,880 --> 00:28:30,719
Speaker 5: Yeah, and uh who he was like just getting back

712
00:28:30,720 --> 00:28:33,480
Speaker 5: in touch with once he got his terminal illness. Yeah,

713
00:28:33,640 --> 00:28:37,480
Speaker 5: sh it's not not not light, but it was it's real,

714
00:28:37,560 --> 00:28:39,440
Speaker 5: you know, and it's it's real and it's happening around

715
00:28:39,480 --> 00:28:40,040
Speaker 5: us all the time.

716
00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,680
Speaker 2: Oh yeah yeah. Uh.

717
00:28:41,800 --> 00:28:43,920
Speaker 1: You know it freaks me out a little bit. Is

718
00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:46,800
Speaker 1: that death is not like an event at the end

719
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:52,960
Speaker 1: of your life. It happens every second. Interests think about

720
00:28:53,200 --> 00:28:57,600
Speaker 1: death is a thing that happens every day, Yeah, you know,

721
00:28:57,760 --> 00:28:58,680
Speaker 1: every moment once.

722
00:28:59,120 --> 00:29:00,760
Speaker 3: I mean, that's what I get essential about.

723
00:29:00,880 --> 00:29:02,680
Speaker 5: Yeah, you think it's well, there's two ways you could

724
00:29:02,680 --> 00:29:04,160
Speaker 5: take that. You could be like, dead is happening around

725
00:29:04,160 --> 00:29:06,240
Speaker 5: you to all the people around you. Eventually it hits you,

726
00:29:06,520 --> 00:29:09,840
Speaker 5: right or you are dying every moment and you will

727
00:29:09,840 --> 00:29:11,200
Speaker 5: never get the past to you back, and all you

728
00:29:11,200 --> 00:29:13,160
Speaker 5: can do is move forward, which gets really inspirational.

729
00:29:13,320 --> 00:29:13,520
Speaker 7: Right.

730
00:29:13,760 --> 00:29:16,560
Speaker 1: Well, yeah, that's how I that's that's how I think

731
00:29:16,560 --> 00:29:17,040
Speaker 1: about it.

732
00:29:17,160 --> 00:29:18,120
Speaker 2: You know, I don't know.

733
00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:21,160
Speaker 1: It's not a it's not I think it's a I

734
00:29:21,160 --> 00:29:25,520
Speaker 1: think that that is. I was talking about the conscientiousness spectrum.

735
00:29:25,800 --> 00:29:28,560
Speaker 1: I think that's an overly conscientious way to live, Okay,

736
00:29:28,880 --> 00:29:31,200
Speaker 1: you know, I think I think that's why.

737
00:29:31,400 --> 00:29:32,520
Speaker 4: Yeah, like you should.

738
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:34,320
Speaker 1: You should think about the fact that you're gonna die,

739
00:29:35,440 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 1: because it puts a little bit of pressure on you

740
00:29:37,360 --> 00:29:39,200
Speaker 1: to like do certain things.

741
00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:41,160
Speaker 3: If you think about too much, you can see if

742
00:29:41,240 --> 00:29:41,920
Speaker 3: you can't.

743
00:29:41,720 --> 00:29:43,800
Speaker 5: Actually live every day like it's your last, otherwise you

744
00:29:43,800 --> 00:29:45,600
Speaker 5: will not have a saving exactly.

745
00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:47,840
Speaker 3: So exactly. Too much consciousness is bad.

746
00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:49,120
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's bad.

747
00:29:49,160 --> 00:29:52,000
Speaker 1: You don't want to be you want to again, there's

748
00:29:52,040 --> 00:29:53,360
Speaker 1: optimal amounts of consciousness.

749
00:29:53,400 --> 00:29:53,720
Speaker 2: I think.

750
00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:57,280
Speaker 3: Okay, what's the what's what's the funny one?

751
00:29:57,440 --> 00:29:57,760
Speaker 4: Funny?

752
00:29:57,800 --> 00:30:02,840
Speaker 5: Okay, funny is a hard one. Oh, there was a guy.

753
00:30:03,360 --> 00:30:05,800
Speaker 5: There was a guy who spoke to me who all on.

754
00:30:05,840 --> 00:30:08,120
Speaker 2: Sorry and keep talking, checking to make sure to speak

755
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:08,560
Speaker 2: to myself.

756
00:30:09,560 --> 00:30:12,240
Speaker 5: Yeah, there was there was this guy who he sat

757
00:30:12,320 --> 00:30:15,720
Speaker 5: down and he just does this and he's like, hey,

758
00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:17,440
Speaker 5: h what are you What are you doing here?

759
00:30:17,440 --> 00:30:19,320
Speaker 4: And I'm like, oh, yeah, I'm just talking to people.

760
00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:21,720
Speaker 5: And then he does this and he just like falls over,

761
00:30:22,680 --> 00:30:24,840
Speaker 5: like falls over in the chair, like like spends like

762
00:30:24,840 --> 00:30:28,000
Speaker 5: twenty seconds studying it. And I'm like Jesus christ Man,

763
00:30:28,040 --> 00:30:31,400
Speaker 5: like are you okay? Yeah, he's a clown. He guy's

764
00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:31,880
Speaker 5: a professional.

765
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 3: Oh he's a clown.

766
00:30:32,640 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 11: A professional.

767
00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 3: He's like he's a fucking asshole. That's such a dick thing.

768
00:30:39,040 --> 00:30:41,120
Speaker 6: Well, he would have someone to me if someone came

769
00:30:41,200 --> 00:30:43,120
Speaker 6: If someone came up and was like hey can I

770
00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:46,520
Speaker 6: sit there and then just started like destroying my setup,

771
00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:48,440
Speaker 6: I'd be like fuck you.

772
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:51,640
Speaker 4: In his defense, he was just moving the chair around.

773
00:30:52,080 --> 00:30:52,360
Speaker 3: Okay.

774
00:30:52,600 --> 00:30:54,560
Speaker 4: He was good. He was He wasn't like knocking over

775
00:30:54,600 --> 00:30:55,720
Speaker 4: the sign or anything like that.

776
00:30:55,960 --> 00:30:57,600
Speaker 5: But then he would like put down his his thing

777
00:30:57,640 --> 00:30:59,440
Speaker 5: and like it would like knock over. He's like the

778
00:30:59,520 --> 00:31:04,800
Speaker 5: dude was like so clumsy, clumsy in like a clean way.

779
00:31:04,880 --> 00:31:07,000
Speaker 5: I was like I respected it. And he was also

780
00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 5: a comedian he was also I feel he was also

781
00:31:08,840 --> 00:31:11,920
Speaker 5: fucking hilarious, So that was just but the guy was

782
00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:13,880
Speaker 5: just like having me in stitches the whole time, and

783
00:31:14,120 --> 00:31:16,040
Speaker 5: he was just like you know you, I mean, you

784
00:31:16,040 --> 00:31:18,680
Speaker 5: were one of these people, but you meet someone you're like, oh,

785
00:31:18,920 --> 00:31:22,479
Speaker 5: you're a character. Sure, yeah, and he was like a

786
00:31:22,520 --> 00:31:27,000
Speaker 5: true character in the in in the purest sense, and like, yeah, he.

787
00:31:26,480 --> 00:31:28,600
Speaker 4: Forgot his name already, but yeah he was. He was funny.

788
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:34,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, maybe he wasn't I you know, I think, yeah,

789
00:31:34,200 --> 00:31:35,680
Speaker 1: I don't know. I think I think the part of

790
00:31:35,720 --> 00:31:37,800
Speaker 1: me that wants to like if someone came up and

791
00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:40,240
Speaker 1: did that was like destroying my stuff. I think I

792
00:31:40,240 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 1: would have u you know, there's like two wolves or whatever,

793
00:31:43,680 --> 00:31:45,800
Speaker 1: and I would and I would definitely have one of

794
00:31:45,800 --> 00:31:46,640
Speaker 1: the wolves.

795
00:31:46,280 --> 00:31:47,160
Speaker 2: In my mind.

796
00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:52,080
Speaker 1: Uh, and then the other wolf would be like, it

797
00:31:52,480 --> 00:31:54,120
Speaker 1: is pretty funny.

798
00:31:54,160 --> 00:31:55,560
Speaker 3: It was pretty funny to do that.

799
00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:57,240
Speaker 4: It was you had to see it, you know.

800
00:31:57,520 --> 00:31:59,960
Speaker 5: It's a very clowning is a very uh gotta see

801
00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 5: to believe it kind of thing.

802
00:32:01,160 --> 00:32:01,960
Speaker 2: Sure, for sure.

803
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:05,320
Speaker 1: Yeah, wow, Judah, Yeah, it's just so cool. It's just

804
00:32:05,360 --> 00:32:08,840
Speaker 1: so awesome that you've been doing this for I appreciate what.

805
00:32:08,760 --> 00:32:09,280
Speaker 2: You do too.

806
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:12,840
Speaker 5: I've been following your your stuff for a while and honestly,

807
00:32:13,040 --> 00:32:16,160
Speaker 5: it's it's remarkable what you get people to open up about.

808
00:32:16,840 --> 00:32:19,120
Speaker 4: And then what the the the.

809
00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:22,280
Speaker 5: Range of the human condition that you capture is I

810
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:25,640
Speaker 5: think one that anthropologists in the future will have a

811
00:32:25,720 --> 00:32:26,920
Speaker 5: wonderful time going through.

812
00:32:27,080 --> 00:32:29,040
Speaker 1: But you know what's funny is I feel like, I

813
00:32:29,040 --> 00:32:31,880
Speaker 1: mean you've been well, yeah, you mean you've been doing

814
00:32:31,880 --> 00:32:35,200
Speaker 1: this longer than I have. I I can't imagine I've

815
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:40,640
Speaker 1: I've covered many topics that you have not already.

816
00:32:39,640 --> 00:32:42,840
Speaker 5: From different angles, sure, yeah, from different angles. But yeah,

817
00:32:43,000 --> 00:32:45,760
Speaker 5: it's it's just, uh, the same book translated in two

818
00:32:45,800 --> 00:32:46,400
Speaker 5: different ways.

819
00:32:46,600 --> 00:32:48,800
Speaker 3: Yeah, I find that one very green.

820
00:32:49,080 --> 00:32:50,800
Speaker 4: And you know, yeah, well.

821
00:32:50,720 --> 00:32:51,760
Speaker 3: I find that a lot of.

822
00:32:54,120 --> 00:32:58,960
Speaker 1: Humanity struggles and joys are quite common. Like you know,

823
00:32:59,080 --> 00:33:03,000
Speaker 1: is thoughts aren't particularly unique, nor a situations are.

824
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:05,880
Speaker 4: This, And tell me if you agree with this.

825
00:33:05,960 --> 00:33:08,240
Speaker 5: I feel like these kinds of things makes you believe

826
00:33:08,280 --> 00:33:11,320
Speaker 5: in the power of cliches. Yeah, like you know what

827
00:33:11,360 --> 00:33:13,080
Speaker 5: I'm saying, because like, you know, I read that line recently.

828
00:33:13,120 --> 00:33:14,920
Speaker 5: It really stuck out, and I'm like, oh, because you

829
00:33:14,920 --> 00:33:17,560
Speaker 5: can say, never judge a book by its cover, you know,

830
00:33:17,680 --> 00:33:20,800
Speaker 5: like you never know. I always treat everybody with kindness

831
00:33:20,800 --> 00:33:21,640
Speaker 5: like you treat yourself.

832
00:33:21,800 --> 00:33:23,600
Speaker 4: And it's true, it's true, but.

833
00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:25,720
Speaker 5: It's you don't really internalize that lesson until you put

834
00:33:25,720 --> 00:33:28,040
Speaker 5: yourself in these kind of situations and expose yourself to

835
00:33:29,080 --> 00:33:33,480
Speaker 5: people's actual, more deeper and more nuanced situations and stories

836
00:33:33,520 --> 00:33:35,520
Speaker 5: that it starts to really internalize. And then that's how

837
00:33:35,520 --> 00:33:38,080
Speaker 5: it actually translates into action, because just hearing it does

838
00:33:38,120 --> 00:33:40,840
Speaker 5: not translate into action. And that's partially what this is

839
00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:45,400
Speaker 5: an exercise of, is repeatedly making sure that I don't

840
00:33:45,440 --> 00:33:47,400
Speaker 5: jump to conclusions, that I don't create a space of

841
00:33:47,480 --> 00:33:48,960
Speaker 5: judgment and that sort of thing.

842
00:33:49,080 --> 00:33:50,160
Speaker 4: So that's the Yeah, I like that.

843
00:33:50,360 --> 00:33:51,960
Speaker 3: Okay, that's gonna be. That's gonna be.

844
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:55,480
Speaker 1: My takeaway from our conversation is, don't judge, don't jump

845
00:33:55,520 --> 00:33:58,080
Speaker 1: to conclusions, don't judge a get go by its skin,

846
00:33:58,440 --> 00:34:01,640
Speaker 1: beautiful juda else you want to say to the computer

847
00:34:01,680 --> 00:34:03,120
Speaker 1: before people in the computer?

848
00:34:03,400 --> 00:34:06,200
Speaker 2: Yeah?

849
00:34:06,800 --> 00:34:08,400
Speaker 4: Uh is also a cliche.

850
00:34:08,400 --> 00:34:10,680
Speaker 5: But and I don't know who needs to hear this

851
00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:13,640
Speaker 5: right now, but you are enough and that's okay.

852
00:34:13,840 --> 00:34:17,960
Speaker 1: Oh man, Oh I don't I I feel like I

853
00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:19,200
Speaker 1: always wonder about that.

854
00:34:19,440 --> 00:34:21,800
Speaker 4: Oh no, oh shit, my parting message has a quick.

855
00:34:21,680 --> 00:34:22,760
Speaker 3: Why your parting message?

856
00:34:22,880 --> 00:34:25,279
Speaker 1: I feel like I just had a conversation on the

857
00:34:25,360 --> 00:34:28,160
Speaker 1: show about this, but I don't know, if I don't know, if.

858
00:34:29,680 --> 00:34:31,000
Speaker 4: I don't want to hear no, no, you can't, you

859
00:34:31,000 --> 00:34:34,320
Speaker 4: can't say that. And then well I have two wolves. Okay, okay,

860
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:35,040
Speaker 4: what's one wolf?

861
00:34:35,080 --> 00:34:38,440
Speaker 3: Well, one wolf? I think one wolve is is.

862
00:34:40,000 --> 00:34:43,720
Speaker 1: Very capitalists in the sense of like, no, you must

863
00:34:44,640 --> 00:34:48,239
Speaker 1: produce value of some kind or push yourself through your

864
00:34:48,320 --> 00:34:50,840
Speaker 1: extra through your extrinsic.

865
00:34:51,360 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 4: Extra is that extrame is extrinsic extrinsic actions.

866
00:34:55,520 --> 00:34:59,400
Speaker 1: And then the other part is more like, uh, purely

867
00:34:59,520 --> 00:35:00,000
Speaker 1: just exist.

868
00:35:00,200 --> 00:35:03,680
Speaker 3: Thing is fine.

869
00:35:02,800 --> 00:35:06,480
Speaker 1: Outside of myself, Like I don't.

870
00:35:07,000 --> 00:35:08,719
Speaker 4: So you apply for yourself personally, Yeah, I.

871
00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:10,759
Speaker 3: Know, I think about myself personally, think about like.

872
00:35:10,760 --> 00:35:12,480
Speaker 5: But you use that wolf to drive you, like to

873
00:35:12,560 --> 00:35:17,200
Speaker 5: drive you like like like on a larger scale, I believe.

874
00:35:17,320 --> 00:35:20,239
Speaker 1: I do believe like everyone is enough like as they are, Like,

875
00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:20,880
Speaker 1: you know, I don't.

876
00:35:20,719 --> 00:35:22,840
Speaker 4: Think you should have to change what about what about

877
00:35:22,840 --> 00:35:23,360
Speaker 4: this message?

878
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:27,480
Speaker 3: All right, well, your message could be whatever it is.

879
00:35:27,560 --> 00:35:34,239
Speaker 5: You know, still a little little asterisk there. You are

880
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:40,080
Speaker 5: enough unless you're not producing anything. For the American economy,

881
00:35:40,160 --> 00:35:43,279
Speaker 5: in which case you can go fuck yourself, just.

882
00:35:43,239 --> 00:35:45,160
Speaker 4: Like the big beautiful Bill told you to go fuck

883
00:35:45,200 --> 00:35:48,440
Speaker 4: yourself too. That's a good as.

884
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:54,560
Speaker 1: I guess, well, okay, you know, no, like okay on

885
00:35:54,600 --> 00:35:57,520
Speaker 1: my and my personal level, right. What what bothers me

886
00:35:57,560 --> 00:36:00,480
Speaker 1: about the you are enough thing is like I have

887
00:36:00,640 --> 00:36:06,080
Speaker 1: been at times deeply unhappy. And when you're deeply unhappy

888
00:36:06,120 --> 00:36:08,799
Speaker 1: and somebody tells you, hey, man, you're enough, you want

889
00:36:08,800 --> 00:36:11,480
Speaker 1: to kill them because you're like, if I were enough,

890
00:36:11,520 --> 00:36:12,719
Speaker 1: I wouldn't be so unhappy, like.

891
00:36:12,719 --> 00:36:14,919
Speaker 4: When you're depressing, like it's gonna be okay, and you're like.

892
00:36:15,600 --> 00:36:18,200
Speaker 1: Fuck you, Well, well that not even that be like

893
00:36:18,200 --> 00:36:20,520
Speaker 1: like like if you're like miss if you're like miserable

894
00:36:20,600 --> 00:36:22,400
Speaker 1: or you're do you don't feel good? Do you have

895
00:36:22,560 --> 00:36:25,680
Speaker 1: you feel a yearn or you feel depressed, and people go,

896
00:36:26,040 --> 00:36:28,799
Speaker 1: you're doing fine as you are, It's like no, I'm

897
00:36:29,160 --> 00:36:32,840
Speaker 1: I'm If I were enough, I wouldn't be struggling, you know,

898
00:36:33,080 --> 00:36:36,560
Speaker 1: And so that's I think, Uh, that's part of the reason.

899
00:36:36,560 --> 00:36:40,920
Speaker 1: I but it's so you know, it's uh, it's a

900
00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:44,200
Speaker 1: weird Uh. I don't know how you would refer to it,

901
00:36:44,200 --> 00:36:46,760
Speaker 1: but it's it's it's paradoxical in that sense because also

902
00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:52,480
Speaker 1: the struggle might be you know, there's two I feel

903
00:36:52,520 --> 00:36:56,759
Speaker 1: like there's two ways to uh be happy, which is

904
00:36:57,000 --> 00:36:58,759
Speaker 1: and again it's a it's a spectrum.

905
00:36:59,040 --> 00:37:00,719
Speaker 3: It's uh the uh.

906
00:37:00,800 --> 00:37:04,640
Speaker 1: You can either get everything that you want and be

907
00:37:04,719 --> 00:37:08,320
Speaker 1: satisfied or not want anything.

908
00:37:09,280 --> 00:37:11,480
Speaker 3: And I think somewhere, I.

909
00:37:11,480 --> 00:37:13,400
Speaker 4: Don't think you'll get everything you want and you're never

910
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:14,959
Speaker 4: gonna get it. I think even if you get everything

911
00:37:14,960 --> 00:37:15,920
Speaker 4: you want, you won't be satisfied.

912
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:18,120
Speaker 5: So actually that's where Buddhism comes in, right, just release

913
00:37:18,160 --> 00:37:19,760
Speaker 5: yourself from all wants and you're good.

914
00:37:20,719 --> 00:37:22,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, but you can't do that.

915
00:37:22,440 --> 00:37:24,760
Speaker 1: That's a boring that's a that's a boring life, releasing

916
00:37:24,800 --> 00:37:25,880
Speaker 1: yourself from all wants.

917
00:37:26,440 --> 00:37:30,040
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I mean life, life is fun when

918
00:37:30,080 --> 00:37:31,480
Speaker 5: you when you chase desires.

919
00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:34,160
Speaker 1: For sure, I think, well, I lie somewhere in the middle,

920
00:37:34,320 --> 00:37:37,640
Speaker 1: because you're never gonna I lie somewhere the middle.

921
00:37:37,640 --> 00:37:39,520
Speaker 3: Because if you are the Buddha and you're sitting under.

922
00:37:39,920 --> 00:37:42,040
Speaker 5: Baby, golden mean golden mean if Yeah, it's the because

923
00:37:42,080 --> 00:37:43,759
Speaker 5: like if you're if you're the Buddha and you're sitting

924
00:37:43,840 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 5: under a tree, you never want anything and then you die.

925
00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:48,839
Speaker 1: It's like you sat under a fucking tree your whole life.

926
00:37:48,840 --> 00:37:51,400
Speaker 1: That was that was stupid. Why'd you do that? But

927
00:37:51,440 --> 00:37:53,680
Speaker 1: then if you if you're like I must have one.

928
00:37:53,719 --> 00:37:55,520
Speaker 1: But then if you're like, you know whatever, you're elon

929
00:37:55,640 --> 00:37:57,920
Speaker 1: musk and you're like I need to have three hundred

930
00:37:58,239 --> 00:38:01,360
Speaker 1: billion dollars and I'm insane, and you like your wants

931
00:38:01,360 --> 00:38:04,120
Speaker 1: are completely unchecked and out of control, then you also

932
00:38:04,200 --> 00:38:04,839
Speaker 1: missed the point.

933
00:38:04,880 --> 00:38:07,239
Speaker 2: So you want to you want to again, that's true,

934
00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:07,719
Speaker 2: that's true.

935
00:38:07,760 --> 00:38:08,120
Speaker 4: That's true.

936
00:38:08,160 --> 00:38:14,320
Speaker 5: Okay, So so okay, you are enough, but you're also

937
00:38:14,400 --> 00:38:14,960
Speaker 5: gonna grow.

938
00:38:16,480 --> 00:38:17,000
Speaker 2: I like that.

939
00:38:17,640 --> 00:38:18,040
Speaker 4: I like that.

940
00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:21,000
Speaker 3: You're enough as you are, but you shall be more.

941
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:23,560
Speaker 4: There shall be there shall be more, you know. I

942
00:38:23,640 --> 00:38:26,359
Speaker 4: like that. Yeah, you are enough, but there shall be more.

943
00:38:26,600 --> 00:38:29,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, okay, I like that. We gonna end on that,

944
00:38:29,520 --> 00:38:32,840
Speaker 1: all right, Jude, very nice to me. I followed the

945
00:38:33,280 --> 00:38:34,560
Speaker 1: can you want to shout out your thing?

946
00:38:34,920 --> 00:38:37,399
Speaker 5: Oh no, no, it's not for that, Okay, cool, It's

947
00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 5: only for people who sit down and speak.

948
00:38:40,120 --> 00:38:43,360
Speaker 2: Dude, your rock man. Uh, that's so awesome.

949
00:38:43,680 --> 00:38:45,880
Speaker 6: I have a deep I have a deep respect for you,

950
00:38:45,920 --> 00:38:47,000
Speaker 6: but I really appreciate it.

951
00:38:47,200 --> 00:38:49,400
Speaker 5: I try to keep it, keep it intimate, keep the

952
00:38:49,440 --> 00:38:52,000
Speaker 5: engagement with the people who actually have a stake in it,

953
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:56,359
Speaker 5: and not passively you know, found it or something like that.

954
00:38:56,440 --> 00:38:56,600
Speaker 5: You know.

955
00:38:56,680 --> 00:38:58,560
Speaker 3: So very beautiful, very beautiful.

956
00:38:58,600 --> 00:38:59,960
Speaker 4: All right, bro, keep this up.

957
00:39:00,120 --> 00:39:02,640
Speaker 5: I love what you're doing and can't wait to see

958
00:39:02,880 --> 00:39:03,960
Speaker 5: what absurdy you have.

959
00:39:04,080 --> 00:39:05,160
Speaker 4: You edit this into.

960
00:39:05,320 --> 00:39:08,359
Speaker 1: Jud I'll I'm sure if you're here often, I'm sure

961
00:39:08,360 --> 00:39:08,959
Speaker 1: I'll see you again.

962
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:09,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, of course.

963
00:39:11,800 --> 00:39:16,600
Speaker 1: Man, I gotta say, I'm I'm very inspired by by

964
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:20,560
Speaker 1: that conversation. You know, I feel like, oh, what's up?

965
00:39:20,560 --> 00:39:22,920
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, he left his back back. I'm very inspired

966
00:39:22,920 --> 00:39:23,840
Speaker 1: by that conversation.

967
00:39:24,719 --> 00:39:25,840
Speaker 3: Uh you know.

968
00:39:25,880 --> 00:39:28,960
Speaker 1: Oh, oh someone took a photo. Oh let me see

969
00:39:29,000 --> 00:39:33,719
Speaker 1: this photo. Oh oh here, Oh that's such.

970
00:39:33,520 --> 00:39:37,839
Speaker 6: A great photo. Oh that's such a great photo. Oh

971
00:39:37,880 --> 00:39:38,520
Speaker 6: I really like that.

972
00:39:38,800 --> 00:39:40,520
Speaker 1: Wait here, hold on here, you know what I have

973
00:39:40,719 --> 00:39:43,640
Speaker 1: your Instagram. I'll send you all right you want if

974
00:39:43,640 --> 00:39:44,680
Speaker 1: you can take a picture of it right now, and

975
00:39:44,680 --> 00:39:47,600
Speaker 1: I'll also send you a picture I'll for the folks

976
00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:52,319
Speaker 1: watching this on video, I'll post the Yeah, check that out.

977
00:39:52,320 --> 00:39:54,759
Speaker 1: Wow that's a beautiful polar And I love that. That's

978
00:39:54,800 --> 00:40:01,399
Speaker 1: really nice. That was a beautiful conversation. I always love

979
00:40:01,520 --> 00:40:07,480
Speaker 1: meeting another kindred spirit of talking to strangers at the park.

980
00:40:08,800 --> 00:40:12,040
Speaker 1: I like that he doesn't record it, you know, I

981
00:40:12,080 --> 00:40:15,000
Speaker 1: feel like I like recording this.

982
00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:18,680
Speaker 3: But I do feel like if you know, in if

983
00:40:18,719 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 3: in how old am I twenty some?

984
00:40:20,920 --> 00:40:23,920
Speaker 1: If I if I'm like fifty five and the Internet

985
00:40:23,920 --> 00:40:26,840
Speaker 1: has been destroyed, I will continue to try to find

986
00:40:26,880 --> 00:40:29,560
Speaker 1: ways to do fun shit like this.

987
00:40:30,840 --> 00:40:34,560
Speaker 3: So who knows? Do you want to talk? What's your

988
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:35,120
Speaker 3: what's your name?

989
00:40:35,200 --> 00:40:42,359
Speaker 2: Sir? I'm I guess, I guess shure, I'm guess. I guess. Yeah.

990
00:40:42,400 --> 00:40:44,600
Speaker 2: I was just gonna give you a fistbut the way

991
00:40:44,640 --> 00:40:45,320
Speaker 2: I greet people.

992
00:40:45,400 --> 00:40:48,080
Speaker 3: So what is what is this pamphlet? It says affinity groups.

993
00:40:48,200 --> 00:40:50,640
Speaker 10: It was in my hand when I wasn't paying attention

994
00:40:50,840 --> 00:40:55,360
Speaker 10: and I had a hamster on it. It's Full Extinction Rebellion,

995
00:40:56,160 --> 00:41:03,239
Speaker 10: which is a climate activist group that's extremely individual led.

996
00:41:03,360 --> 00:41:05,279
Speaker 10: It's not really much of an organization. It's like a

997
00:41:05,280 --> 00:41:06,600
Speaker 10: collective of lots of individuals.

998
00:41:06,680 --> 00:41:08,960
Speaker 3: And are you one of these individuals in this collective?

999
00:41:09,320 --> 00:41:13,200
Speaker 2: I mean vaguely, yeah, very vaguely.

1000
00:41:14,280 --> 00:41:16,319
Speaker 10: I think, like what a Thunberg is like the most

1001
00:41:16,320 --> 00:41:17,760
Speaker 10: famous of the individuals.

1002
00:41:17,920 --> 00:41:21,200
Speaker 1: So Greta Thunberg is in the extinction rebellion rebellion. Yeah,

1003
00:41:21,239 --> 00:41:24,200
Speaker 1: so tell me what is extinsion? Extinction rebellion.

1004
00:41:24,480 --> 00:41:29,360
Speaker 10: It is sort of just like a citizen led movement

1005
00:41:29,560 --> 00:41:33,160
Speaker 10: to try to push environmentalism very very hard in a

1006
00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:37,960
Speaker 10: sort of pressing way, and also to work outside of

1007
00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:41,520
Speaker 10: governmental structures which are generally not going to be supportive.

1008
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:44,960
Speaker 1: Interesting, how does like, how does working outside of how

1009
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:47,120
Speaker 1: does one work outside of governmental structures?

1010
00:41:47,200 --> 00:41:49,799
Speaker 10: A lot of it seems to involve bothering people and

1011
00:41:49,840 --> 00:41:50,680
Speaker 10: getting arrested?

1012
00:41:52,120 --> 00:41:52,400
Speaker 2: Cool?

1013
00:41:52,760 --> 00:41:54,279
Speaker 1: When it was the last When was the last time

1014
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:55,840
Speaker 1: you bothered somebody and got arrested?

1015
00:41:55,960 --> 00:41:56,160
Speaker 7: Oh?

1016
00:41:56,280 --> 00:42:00,359
Speaker 2: God, uh twenty twenty you do?

1017
00:42:00,680 --> 00:42:04,120
Speaker 10: Yeah, that was just like I think that was something

1018
00:42:04,160 --> 00:42:07,400
Speaker 10: everyone was doing back back in the day, like doing

1019
00:42:07,520 --> 00:42:10,799
Speaker 10: Black Lives Matter Corona times. It was just the thing

1020
00:42:10,880 --> 00:42:16,040
Speaker 10: to do bother someone ghetto rested, you know, and like

1021
00:42:16,080 --> 00:42:18,320
Speaker 10: the clubs aren't open, so you gotta do something.

1022
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:21,120
Speaker 3: Sure, Sure, how long have you been?

1023
00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:24,719
Speaker 1: How long have you identified as an extinction rebellionist?

1024
00:42:24,880 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 2: Probably like only a month? Is it? Due you?

1025
00:42:28,160 --> 00:42:30,520
Speaker 10: I always see them at protests and I've like seen

1026
00:42:30,560 --> 00:42:34,640
Speaker 10: them online and stuff doing stuff, But it's like very

1027
00:42:34,680 --> 00:42:36,919
Speaker 10: easy to get into. You basically just like start going

1028
00:42:36,920 --> 00:42:39,880
Speaker 10: to groups, to the meetings, or you just like find

1029
00:42:39,920 --> 00:42:41,799
Speaker 10: some people and like sort of sign up.

1030
00:42:42,040 --> 00:42:42,320
Speaker 2: Cool.

1031
00:42:42,760 --> 00:42:44,080
Speaker 3: How did uh? Okay?

1032
00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:46,760
Speaker 1: So you've only been here for you've only considered yourself

1033
00:42:46,800 --> 00:42:50,080
Speaker 1: an extinction. Rebellion, rebel, rebel. I don't know why I

1034
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:53,080
Speaker 1: I thought. I thought I had to add something to rebellion.

1035
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:57,320
Speaker 1: It is part of it, yeah, rebel.

1036
00:42:57,440 --> 00:42:59,680
Speaker 2: One of these days I got to figure out like all.

1037
00:42:59,560 --> 00:43:04,040
Speaker 10: The pres and suffixes and various etymologies of the English language.

1038
00:43:04,239 --> 00:43:06,040
Speaker 2: So I can just make up whatever the words I want.

1039
00:43:06,080 --> 00:43:07,920
Speaker 2: But you can make up whatever words you want right now.

1040
00:43:08,760 --> 00:43:09,280
Speaker 2: You can't.

1041
00:43:10,000 --> 00:43:10,200
Speaker 7: Can't.

1042
00:43:10,400 --> 00:43:10,759
Speaker 2: You can't.

1043
00:43:10,840 --> 00:43:13,400
Speaker 10: You can't because they have their own rules. Like someone

1044
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:15,319
Speaker 10: tried to pluralize moosse the other day.

1045
00:43:15,360 --> 00:43:17,640
Speaker 3: You just, what do you mean there's rules?

1046
00:43:17,880 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 6: You you just handed me a pamphlet about rebelling against

1047
00:43:21,600 --> 00:43:25,000
Speaker 6: the government. There's no you're I would assume that you're

1048
00:43:25,040 --> 00:43:26,959
Speaker 6: the most anti rule guy.

1049
00:43:27,160 --> 00:43:29,320
Speaker 3: What do you mean there's rules? What are you talking about?

1050
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:34,160
Speaker 10: I guess there's there's organizational structures which we have control

1051
00:43:34,200 --> 00:43:36,719
Speaker 10: over instead of having control over us. Yes, so they

1052
00:43:36,719 --> 00:43:39,960
Speaker 10: are anarchistic organizational structures to our language.

1053
00:43:40,440 --> 00:43:43,440
Speaker 1: How is an I think if you're an anarchist, you

1054
00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:45,760
Speaker 1: should have intentionally horrible grammar.

1055
00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:50,560
Speaker 10: No, that's not I mean that can be what anarky

1056
00:43:50,680 --> 00:43:51,600
Speaker 10: is about to you.

1057
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:54,240
Speaker 2: But that's not what it's supposed to be about.

1058
00:43:54,880 --> 00:43:56,960
Speaker 1: But how can anarchy be supposed But this isn't the

1059
00:43:56,960 --> 00:43:58,880
Speaker 1: whole point of anarchy that nothing is supposed to be

1060
00:43:58,920 --> 00:44:00,920
Speaker 1: about anything when we create a own realities.

1061
00:44:01,160 --> 00:44:02,320
Speaker 2: No, that's like nihilism.

1062
00:44:02,680 --> 00:44:05,440
Speaker 10: Anarchy is like a very complex and well thought out

1063
00:44:05,480 --> 00:44:08,239
Speaker 10: political movement that was buried after the eighteen ninety anti

1064
00:44:08,280 --> 00:44:13,600
Speaker 10: Anarchist rebellion because anarchists were assassinating political leaders like McKinley

1065
00:44:13,640 --> 00:44:14,640
Speaker 10: and the z Are of Russia.

1066
00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:18,799
Speaker 1: Wait, so uh, and the the assassination of political leaders

1067
00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:20,240
Speaker 1: was what led to the downfall of anarchy.

1068
00:44:20,320 --> 00:44:23,200
Speaker 10: Yeah, because literally every world leader in the world got

1069
00:44:23,239 --> 00:44:25,400
Speaker 10: together in eighteen nine day and so have decided to

1070
00:44:25,400 --> 00:44:29,400
Speaker 10: make anarkizzy the one political philosophy they would never ever tolerate,

1071
00:44:29,719 --> 00:44:32,080
Speaker 10: and they sort of made it into like a swear world.

1072
00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:36,600
Speaker 1: But does an anarchy in But doesn't anarchy intentionally? Doesn't

1073
00:44:36,640 --> 00:44:39,759
Speaker 1: anarchy imply violence in some way?

1074
00:44:39,920 --> 00:44:40,520
Speaker 2: No, not at all.

1075
00:44:40,560 --> 00:44:44,280
Speaker 10: Anarchies are very I mean, obviously there was some violence involved,

1076
00:44:44,320 --> 00:44:47,000
Speaker 10: taking out political leaders like Eugie Mannio in it, right, Yeah,

1077
00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:50,160
Speaker 10: it was like yeah, but in general it's a very

1078
00:44:50,239 --> 00:44:54,799
Speaker 10: anti war, anti oppression, anti state violence, fro woman pro

1079
00:44:55,000 --> 00:44:59,680
Speaker 10: environmentalist movement. You see, Like the closest thing the anarchy

1080
00:44:59,680 --> 00:45:03,160
Speaker 10: function today is in Rojava and Northeast Syria. Yeah, it's

1081
00:45:03,160 --> 00:45:06,480
Speaker 10: called democratic and federalism, and it's like very tied to

1082
00:45:06,560 --> 00:45:10,279
Speaker 10: women's rights and to uh environmentalism. They're like a very

1083
00:45:10,320 --> 00:45:14,960
Speaker 10: strong anti Isis force in that region, and that enabled

1084
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 10: them to create like a sort of pan ethnic group

1085
00:45:17,680 --> 00:45:21,080
Speaker 10: out of an original sort of Kodish struggle based group.

1086
00:45:21,520 --> 00:45:23,719
Speaker 10: They're like, they're the only country in the world where

1087
00:45:23,719 --> 00:45:27,120
Speaker 10: the government legally has to be half women. Whoa yeah,

1088
00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:31,080
Speaker 10: Assyria in Northeast Syria. Yeah, in Rojava, it's really an

1089
00:45:31,120 --> 00:45:33,120
Speaker 10: important place. They don't talk about it a lot here

1090
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:35,879
Speaker 10: because he would like to think that Muslim people are

1091
00:45:36,239 --> 00:45:40,239
Speaker 10: misogynistic and that they don't want peace or democracy. But

1092
00:45:40,360 --> 00:45:42,759
Speaker 10: when you leave them to their own devices, you get

1093
00:45:42,760 --> 00:45:45,200
Speaker 10: the full political spectrum like everyone else, but you also

1094
00:45:45,239 --> 00:45:47,920
Speaker 10: get I think predominantly progressive people.

1095
00:45:47,960 --> 00:45:50,880
Speaker 1: Oh right, so let me all right, so what is

1096
00:45:50,920 --> 00:45:55,840
Speaker 1: your name again. Oh guess Arcuss? Who are you Arcus? Okay,

1097
00:45:56,160 --> 00:45:57,799
Speaker 1: I feel like August Arcus.

1098
00:45:57,840 --> 00:46:02,920
Speaker 10: Well that's that's who I am. Okay O guess Arcus.

1099
00:46:03,560 --> 00:46:07,920
Speaker 10: I guess no, it just Oucus. It just sounds like

1100
00:46:07,960 --> 00:46:09,080
Speaker 10: a guest when I say.

1101
00:46:09,040 --> 00:46:12,359
Speaker 6: Okay, Arcus, Arcus, Arcus Arcus, Well, okay, listen, Arcus.

1102
00:46:12,440 --> 00:46:13,279
Speaker 3: I'm curious about this.

1103
00:46:13,360 --> 00:46:15,279
Speaker 1: We've talked, We've spent a little bit of time talking

1104
00:46:15,320 --> 00:46:17,520
Speaker 1: about your beliefs and what you stand for. But what's

1105
00:46:17,560 --> 00:46:19,759
Speaker 1: the biography? Who are you? What are you doing? In

1106
00:46:19,760 --> 00:46:20,200
Speaker 1: New York?

1107
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:24,400
Speaker 10: I teach wilderness skills and I feel like no one

1108
00:46:24,440 --> 00:46:27,080
Speaker 10: teaches it. H could to Cidy right, so fabits well

1109
00:46:27,239 --> 00:46:28,760
Speaker 10: maybe needed most.

1110
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:31,319
Speaker 3: Whoa who do you teach wilderness skills to?

1111
00:46:31,760 --> 00:46:35,080
Speaker 10: Whoever wants to learn? I have an Instagram. It's my

1112
00:46:35,320 --> 00:46:38,839
Speaker 10: name and then my last name. The ttis spell. Your

1113
00:46:38,840 --> 00:46:41,480
Speaker 10: first name is also hard. Ye're hard to pronounce too?

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00:46:42,760 --> 00:46:43,440
Speaker 3: How do you spell?

1115
00:46:43,520 --> 00:46:43,640
Speaker 12: Name?

1116
00:46:43,719 --> 00:46:48,080
Speaker 10: Was Ao c U s Ao b O r I

1117
00:46:49,280 --> 00:46:50,760
Speaker 10: and yeah, it's weird.

1118
00:46:50,840 --> 00:46:53,400
Speaker 2: How did you get into doing a wilderness survival?

1119
00:46:53,520 --> 00:46:57,840
Speaker 10: I started when I was fifth When I was thirteen, Yeah,

1120
00:46:57,880 --> 00:47:01,120
Speaker 10: and I just took like a program simil of the

1121
00:47:01,120 --> 00:47:03,759
Speaker 10: ones that I teach now and it got me like

1122
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:06,279
Speaker 10: in the door, and then I just really delved into

1123
00:47:06,360 --> 00:47:07,879
Speaker 10: it and aside it was what I wanted to do.

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Speaker 10: Cool full of I'm still of like an anarcho primitivest,

1125
00:47:11,040 --> 00:47:13,479
Speaker 10: which is like a subsection of anarchy. It's deeply tied

1126
00:47:13,520 --> 00:47:18,759
Speaker 10: the idea that agriculture and civilization actually created and enforced

1127
00:47:18,760 --> 00:47:22,440
Speaker 10: the systems that we don't like, like dominance. Hierarchy is

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00:47:22,480 --> 00:47:27,040
Speaker 10: an authoritarianism, misogyny, bigotry, anti homophobia.

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Speaker 1: I can ass you something like because I feel like

1130
00:47:30,120 --> 00:47:34,200
Speaker 1: I'm I feel like both on an individual level and

1131
00:47:34,280 --> 00:47:37,920
Speaker 1: on a societal level, humanity is a fight between our

1132
00:47:38,440 --> 00:47:41,439
Speaker 1: biological natural instincts.

1133
00:47:41,160 --> 00:47:43,640
Speaker 3: And our higher, more beautiful human.

1134
00:47:44,920 --> 00:47:47,360
Speaker 2: Aft and I one hundred percent false.

1135
00:47:47,520 --> 00:47:51,319
Speaker 1: And I think that uh, society in the individual is

1136
00:47:51,360 --> 00:47:56,040
Speaker 1: the attempt of reconciliation between higher human principles in conflict with.

1137
00:47:57,640 --> 00:48:00,000
Speaker 3: More our basic primitive.

1138
00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:03,600
Speaker 10: Yeah, one hundred percent false. That concept came from foud.

1139
00:48:03,680 --> 00:48:07,600
Speaker 10: It was deeply, deeply racist and anti indigenous and Victorian

1140
00:48:08,480 --> 00:48:12,560
Speaker 10: are instinctive set of moality was designed to help us

1141
00:48:12,560 --> 00:48:14,960
Speaker 10: survive in the wilderness. Everything we think of as good

1142
00:48:14,960 --> 00:48:19,000
Speaker 10: and moral is actually an evolution is it? It reinforced

1143
00:48:19,000 --> 00:48:23,200
Speaker 10: by evolution right, Because to have healthy relationships in a

1144
00:48:23,200 --> 00:48:26,120
Speaker 10: beautiful community is to be able to survive in the forest, yes,

1145
00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:28,280
Speaker 10: which it is hard to do individually. To have healthy

1146
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:31,800
Speaker 10: gender relationships is to be able to split work between

1147
00:48:31,800 --> 00:48:35,440
Speaker 10: two genders. Uh, and to allow you know, allowing for

1148
00:48:35,600 --> 00:48:40,480
Speaker 10: filled genders and not havingnorativity. Sure, everything I think intrinsic

1149
00:48:40,560 --> 00:48:44,320
Speaker 10: to us that makes this beautiful and human is very

1150
00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:47,719
Speaker 10: animalistic and natural and what what?

1151
00:48:48,719 --> 00:48:51,279
Speaker 1: But are we but we we have something though as

1152
00:48:51,360 --> 00:48:54,640
Speaker 1: human beings we have something new that's like like we

1153
00:48:54,719 --> 00:48:57,400
Speaker 1: got something that the squirrels don't. We have some higher

1154
00:48:57,520 --> 00:49:02,040
Speaker 1: consciousness that we're reconciling with in some way that creates

1155
00:49:02,800 --> 00:49:06,640
Speaker 1: broader spectrums of good and evil and whatnot.

1156
00:49:06,800 --> 00:49:07,160
Speaker 9: We have.

1157
00:49:08,600 --> 00:49:11,640
Speaker 10: A conscious mind is more part of our experience. But

1158
00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:14,759
Speaker 10: we have the same elements to our being as are

1159
00:49:14,800 --> 00:49:18,600
Speaker 10: though animals, especially like schools. Schools make complex decisions. Schools

1160
00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:19,600
Speaker 10: think months in advance.

1161
00:49:19,640 --> 00:49:21,480
Speaker 2: They do they are they really? Yeah? They?

1162
00:49:21,560 --> 00:49:23,520
Speaker 10: I mean why do they think they bury acorns? They

1163
00:49:23,560 --> 00:49:25,520
Speaker 10: know that those acorns are toxic to eat in the

1164
00:49:25,520 --> 00:49:27,760
Speaker 10: fall because they have too many tannins. If they bury

1165
00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:30,520
Speaker 10: them underground, the snow melt will wash the tans out

1166
00:49:30,719 --> 00:49:32,360
Speaker 10: and though something eat in the spring when there's not

1167
00:49:32,400 --> 00:49:33,000
Speaker 10: a lot of food.

1168
00:49:33,040 --> 00:49:34,480
Speaker 2: Otherwise they would just eat all. I don't know.

1169
00:49:34,640 --> 00:49:36,879
Speaker 1: I listen, listen, I feel like I mean like dog

1170
00:49:37,040 --> 00:49:39,360
Speaker 1: like hamsters. Right, you got a hamster on this pamphlet,

1171
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:41,600
Speaker 1: like I do. I don't know if hamsters are thinking

1172
00:49:42,160 --> 00:49:44,520
Speaker 1: about you know, hamsters aren't like Ah, maybe in a

1173
00:49:44,600 --> 00:49:46,279
Speaker 1: year or two I'll go back to grad school, you

1174
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:46,759
Speaker 1: know what I mean.

1175
00:49:46,880 --> 00:49:49,520
Speaker 10: Well, hamster's only live with like five years old, so

1176
00:49:49,560 --> 00:49:52,600
Speaker 10: they don't have to think that far ahead. That's true.

1177
00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:55,400
Speaker 10: Animals that live a long time think further ahead. Animals

1178
00:49:55,400 --> 00:49:58,360
Speaker 10: that have human life lifestyles often of human like types

1179
00:49:58,400 --> 00:50:01,600
Speaker 10: of intelligence, which we've value more and we value the

1180
00:50:01,640 --> 00:50:04,840
Speaker 10: skills they have more, but they're not inherently superior to

1181
00:50:04,920 --> 00:50:05,520
Speaker 10: the skills all.

1182
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:08,399
Speaker 2: The animals have. We just remind us of ourselves more.

1183
00:50:08,600 --> 00:50:13,839
Speaker 10: And that ties deeply into castism and racism and capitalism,

1184
00:50:13,920 --> 00:50:17,640
Speaker 10: because if you are an engineer, you're living a type

1185
00:50:17,640 --> 00:50:18,160
Speaker 10: of lifestyle.

1186
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:19,959
Speaker 2: It's very different than a duck.

1187
00:50:20,360 --> 00:50:23,960
Speaker 10: If you're a farmer or a hunter gatherer, your lifestyle

1188
00:50:24,000 --> 00:50:26,279
Speaker 10: is not actually that different than a duck. No, so

1189
00:50:26,320 --> 00:50:28,080
Speaker 10: it's easy for someone to say, oh, you're more like

1190
00:50:28,120 --> 00:50:31,000
Speaker 10: an animal, so you're worst than med your skills don't.

1191
00:50:30,800 --> 00:50:33,239
Speaker 3: Know, No, no, no, no, no no, no, it's well, I'm hold on.

1192
00:50:33,560 --> 00:50:37,000
Speaker 1: Well, the idea of like humans are a combination of

1193
00:50:37,040 --> 00:50:40,120
Speaker 1: our like higher humanness and our animalness is is not.

1194
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:44,320
Speaker 1: There's no quality. I don't put any qualitative judgments in it. Yeah,

1195
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:46,040
Speaker 1: I'm just like, I just feel like that that is

1196
00:50:46,560 --> 00:50:50,400
Speaker 1: one of our central conflicts as conscious beings.

1197
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Speaker 10: I mean, I feel like when you focused, when you

1198
00:50:53,120 --> 00:50:57,680
Speaker 10: don't unite your logic and your knowledge with your emotions

1199
00:50:57,719 --> 00:51:01,080
Speaker 10: and intuition and connection to nature and your uality, Yeah,

1200
00:51:01,280 --> 00:51:04,080
Speaker 10: then it makes it easier for you to fall astray

1201
00:51:04,280 --> 00:51:08,279
Speaker 10: because our mind's be able to conceive of falsehoods to

1202
00:51:08,360 --> 00:51:11,960
Speaker 10: an intensity and to a degree that although animals might

1203
00:51:12,040 --> 00:51:13,239
Speaker 10: not really do as much.

1204
00:51:13,400 --> 00:51:15,919
Speaker 1: What have you ever, like in your personal life, found

1205
00:51:15,960 --> 00:51:18,239
Speaker 1: yourself slipped away into any falsehoods?

1206
00:51:18,360 --> 00:51:20,000
Speaker 10: Oh yeah, I mean it's pretty easy as a human

1207
00:51:20,040 --> 00:51:22,520
Speaker 10: to loan and misinformation and not question that.

1208
00:51:22,560 --> 00:51:25,319
Speaker 3: It's illogical. What was the last falsehood that you slipped into?

1209
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:27,799
Speaker 2: God, I can't, I don't know.

1210
00:51:27,840 --> 00:51:29,279
Speaker 10: I only know the ones I slipped out of the

1211
00:51:29,280 --> 00:51:31,520
Speaker 10: ones I'm frobably slipping into new ones all the time.

1212
00:51:31,960 --> 00:51:34,480
Speaker 1: Do you feel how sure are you that you don't

1213
00:51:34,520 --> 00:51:36,520
Speaker 1: live within some sort of falsehood right now?

1214
00:51:37,600 --> 00:51:39,040
Speaker 2: I'm fairly sure.

1215
00:51:39,120 --> 00:51:42,200
Speaker 10: I have a pretty decent idea of how the world works.

1216
00:51:42,239 --> 00:51:44,719
Speaker 10: But I'm sure there's something I believe that's incorrect.

1217
00:51:45,120 --> 00:51:48,600
Speaker 1: How do you feel like you gained a decent idea

1218
00:51:48,640 --> 00:51:49,800
Speaker 1: of how the world works?

1219
00:51:49,960 --> 00:51:50,920
Speaker 3: Is that even possible?

1220
00:51:51,640 --> 00:51:53,960
Speaker 2: I think so. I like a very rough in general.

1221
00:51:54,040 --> 00:51:54,760
Speaker 3: Why sure?

1222
00:51:55,200 --> 00:51:56,800
Speaker 2: Yeah, I have a question for you.

1223
00:51:56,960 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, what's up?

1224
00:51:57,520 --> 00:51:59,239
Speaker 2: Why don't you never lick your eyeballs?

1225
00:52:00,320 --> 00:52:00,520
Speaker 4: Try?

1226
00:52:01,120 --> 00:52:02,440
Speaker 3: I don't like my yo.

1227
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:06,759
Speaker 1: There's been times I've had like like I had an

1228
00:52:06,800 --> 00:52:08,880
Speaker 1: ex girlfriend who licked my eye on one.

1229
00:52:08,920 --> 00:52:09,960
Speaker 3: I actually really liked it.

1230
00:52:10,080 --> 00:52:11,600
Speaker 2: Ex school friend not couldn't go.

1231
00:52:12,239 --> 00:52:13,040
Speaker 3: It didn't work out.

1232
00:52:13,080 --> 00:52:16,680
Speaker 2: But when she licked it or not, well yeah, current.

1233
00:52:16,520 --> 00:52:19,239
Speaker 1: When she liked it? No, yeah, yeah, I get what

1234
00:52:19,239 --> 00:52:21,440
Speaker 1: you're saying. Yeah, no, I didn't. I wasn't like, hey,

1235
00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:23,120
Speaker 1: I know we haven't talked in a while, but if

1236
00:52:23,160 --> 00:52:24,640
Speaker 1: you could you come lick my eyeball?

1237
00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:27,520
Speaker 2: Yeah? No, no, no, it was old time to say yeah. Yeah.

1238
00:52:27,560 --> 00:52:29,200
Speaker 10: Sometimes when you don't get something out of the way

1239
00:52:29,200 --> 00:52:31,520
Speaker 10: into relationship, you need to try it afterwards.

1240
00:52:32,320 --> 00:52:34,200
Speaker 1: No, I feel like I feel like once you guys

1241
00:52:34,239 --> 00:52:36,440
Speaker 1: break up, eyeball licking is off the table.

1242
00:52:36,560 --> 00:52:38,360
Speaker 3: How's your dating life? Are you seeing anyone?

1243
00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:41,080
Speaker 2: Are you hopefully at some point? Okay?

1244
00:52:41,280 --> 00:52:45,120
Speaker 10: Yeah, I'm like a relationship. I'm a wife guy, smiling

1245
00:52:45,280 --> 00:52:48,879
Speaker 10: wife guy, firing wife guy. Yeah, aspiring stay at home dad.

1246
00:52:49,239 --> 00:52:49,479
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1247
00:52:49,920 --> 00:52:52,439
Speaker 3: Are you, like, have you gone on any dates lately?

1248
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:53,320
Speaker 3: Have you met anyone?

1249
00:52:53,480 --> 00:52:54,600
Speaker 4: Not? Look?

1250
00:52:54,800 --> 00:52:55,240
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1251
00:52:56,120 --> 00:52:58,160
Speaker 10: Well I usually only gave people, I know, because I

1252
00:52:58,160 --> 00:53:02,080
Speaker 10: feel like your gool friend can finally be you blow

1253
00:53:02,640 --> 00:53:06,000
Speaker 10: and also your roommate and then like totially the post

1254
00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:06,520
Speaker 10: and you fuck.

1255
00:53:06,560 --> 00:53:07,560
Speaker 2: Who is a butte that you like?

1256
00:53:07,760 --> 00:53:11,840
Speaker 1: I I will say, I actually think dating people, you know,

1257
00:53:13,040 --> 00:53:15,200
Speaker 1: it's a double edged sort because I think, like like

1258
00:53:15,320 --> 00:53:19,280
Speaker 1: dating apps and whatnot, they've allowed you to extend outside

1259
00:53:19,320 --> 00:53:21,840
Speaker 1: your network to go on dates, so that like, you know,

1260
00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:23,560
Speaker 1: because like I don't know, Let's say you have like

1261
00:53:23,600 --> 00:53:25,960
Speaker 1: a coworker or a friend, or like somebody who's like

1262
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:28,920
Speaker 1: already in your life. You express romantic interest in them,

1263
00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:32,879
Speaker 1: and it's not, uh, it's not it doesn't pan out.

1264
00:53:33,520 --> 00:53:35,759
Speaker 1: It's like it's it's like now a part of your

1265
00:53:35,760 --> 00:53:39,160
Speaker 1: existing life has been corroded in some way, shape or form.

1266
00:53:39,160 --> 00:53:41,040
Speaker 1: But dating apps is like, oh, if this doesn't work out,

1267
00:53:41,520 --> 00:53:43,759
Speaker 1: it's great because we have two completely separate.

1268
00:53:43,480 --> 00:53:45,520
Speaker 2: Lives, disposable individuals.

1269
00:53:46,200 --> 00:53:48,279
Speaker 1: Yeah, but yes, it also was the double edged sword

1270
00:53:48,320 --> 00:53:50,880
Speaker 1: of it does make human it does. It does by

1271
00:53:51,000 --> 00:53:53,839
Speaker 1: nature make the process of people more more disposable.

1272
00:53:54,400 --> 00:53:55,160
Speaker 2: I mean, I.

1273
00:53:55,080 --> 00:53:57,400
Speaker 10: Feel like if you're not in a place where you

1274
00:53:57,400 --> 00:54:00,680
Speaker 10: can have a mature relationship with you flanned that involves

1275
00:54:01,400 --> 00:54:04,280
Speaker 10: an attempt at romance that doesn't work. You might also

1276
00:54:04,360 --> 00:54:05,680
Speaker 10: not be in a place so you can have a

1277
00:54:05,719 --> 00:54:07,080
Speaker 10: mature romance with anyone.

1278
00:54:07,120 --> 00:54:07,560
Speaker 2: I don't know what.

1279
00:54:07,680 --> 00:54:10,200
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's about maturity. I don't know

1280
00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:11,960
Speaker 1: if I don't know if that's about maturity. I think

1281
00:54:12,000 --> 00:54:15,360
Speaker 1: it's about just like emotional, It's about like general emotion,

1282
00:54:15,480 --> 00:54:17,160
Speaker 1: you know. I think you can be like two mature

1283
00:54:17,200 --> 00:54:20,040
Speaker 1: people who are like, we cannot be around each other

1284
00:54:20,640 --> 00:54:22,680
Speaker 1: every single day because it will cause too much pain.

1285
00:54:22,920 --> 00:54:24,960
Speaker 1: I think I don't think that's necessarily I mature.

1286
00:54:25,760 --> 00:54:27,799
Speaker 10: Yeah, But then I feel like that's a little I

1287
00:54:27,800 --> 00:54:30,520
Speaker 10: feel like if you had that deep into the situation

1288
00:54:31,200 --> 00:54:33,080
Speaker 10: where you're like you want to be to gather and

1289
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:36,480
Speaker 10: somehow can't and it's just like dreadful. Then I'm not

1290
00:54:36,520 --> 00:54:39,239
Speaker 10: sure that a dating app is gonna change that aspect

1291
00:54:39,239 --> 00:54:42,160
Speaker 10: of because then you just get I don't know, that's

1292
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:44,719
Speaker 10: a niche, A niche, an unpleasant situation. I hope not

1293
00:54:44,800 --> 00:54:45,200
Speaker 10: to enter.

1294
00:54:46,160 --> 00:54:47,560
Speaker 3: What's your ultimate goal in life?

1295
00:54:47,760 --> 00:54:50,000
Speaker 10: I just want someone to lick my fucking eyeballs? Man,

1296
00:54:50,320 --> 00:54:54,560
Speaker 10: I want I want eyeballs to lick rick?

1297
00:54:54,640 --> 00:54:54,880
Speaker 2: Can you?

1298
00:54:54,960 --> 00:54:57,680
Speaker 3: I don't think you can lick your own eyeball? Is

1299
00:54:57,680 --> 00:54:58,320
Speaker 3: that possible?

1300
00:54:58,760 --> 00:54:59,200
Speaker 2: Probably?

1301
00:54:59,239 --> 00:55:02,080
Speaker 1: I hope, y bro, you heard the star of that

1302
00:55:02,120 --> 00:55:04,040
Speaker 1: guy who got his ribs removed so he could lick

1303
00:55:04,040 --> 00:55:07,440
Speaker 1: his own eyeball. Well actually, wait, well, okay, you know

1304
00:55:07,440 --> 00:55:09,480
Speaker 1: what's crazy is if you can get your ribs removed

1305
00:55:09,560 --> 00:55:11,239
Speaker 1: to make it so that you can suck your own dick.

1306
00:55:11,560 --> 00:55:13,640
Speaker 1: I wonder if there's like certain cheek bones that you

1307
00:55:13,640 --> 00:55:16,080
Speaker 1: could get removed so you could lick your own eyeball.

1308
00:55:16,320 --> 00:55:19,120
Speaker 2: I guess you could remove the eyeball itself that.

1309
00:55:19,280 --> 00:55:21,440
Speaker 1: Yeah, oh, and then like like pop it out like

1310
00:55:21,560 --> 00:55:24,520
Speaker 1: Shakespeare's style with the skull, and then like liqu put

1311
00:55:24,560 --> 00:55:24,919
Speaker 1: it back.

1312
00:55:25,000 --> 00:55:26,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, that could be kind of cool.

1313
00:55:27,040 --> 00:55:29,840
Speaker 10: I don't think that guy did that. That was like

1314
00:55:29,880 --> 00:55:32,239
Speaker 10: a rock star. There's no fucking way that guy did that.

1315
00:55:32,320 --> 00:55:36,680
Speaker 1: Can I ask you something I'm curious based on your

1316
00:55:36,719 --> 00:55:40,080
Speaker 1: social and political ideologies, are you an optimist or a pessimist?

1317
00:55:40,360 --> 00:55:41,120
Speaker 2: A big optimist?

1318
00:55:41,280 --> 00:55:41,680
Speaker 3: I love that.

1319
00:55:41,920 --> 00:55:45,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's wonderful even in because people are you know,

1320
00:55:45,160 --> 00:55:48,400
Speaker 1: people are scared. Man with big beautiful Bill and AI

1321
00:55:48,480 --> 00:55:50,600
Speaker 1: and life and people, people are scared.

1322
00:55:50,600 --> 00:55:50,759
Speaker 8: You know.

1323
00:55:50,840 --> 00:55:51,879
Speaker 3: Are you optimistic? Yeah?

1324
00:55:51,880 --> 00:55:52,800
Speaker 2: It's like a poo abble.

1325
00:55:52,920 --> 00:55:55,840
Speaker 10: I think like the more you learn, the more depressed

1326
00:55:55,840 --> 00:55:58,839
Speaker 10: and tail you are the world is. And then at

1327
00:55:58,840 --> 00:56:01,920
Speaker 10: some point you just starts like going back again and

1328
00:56:01,960 --> 00:56:05,080
Speaker 10: you end up happy again. Yeah, you're like a happy

1329
00:56:05,280 --> 00:56:09,440
Speaker 10: like old wise monk, yeah, instead of like a depressed teenager.

1330
00:56:09,680 --> 00:56:12,640
Speaker 2: Yeah. Yeah, we gotta take back.

1331
00:56:13,000 --> 00:56:15,640
Speaker 10: We gotta make woke this fun We gotta make we

1332
00:56:15,680 --> 00:56:18,359
Speaker 10: gotta make woke this funny. Like there's this great quote

1333
00:56:18,360 --> 00:56:20,839
Speaker 10: I heard by a guy talking about Confederate statues, like

1334
00:56:21,040 --> 00:56:23,439
Speaker 10: we gotta make some anti racist statues, and we've gotta

1335
00:56:23,480 --> 00:56:26,640
Speaker 10: beat it with volume, just like holds of anti racist

1336
00:56:26,680 --> 00:56:28,000
Speaker 10: statues all over the South.

1337
00:56:28,040 --> 00:56:29,799
Speaker 3: What would your anti racist statue be?

1338
00:56:30,200 --> 00:56:31,959
Speaker 10: I mean, I feel like my version of that would

1339
00:56:32,000 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 10: be like actually funny and good to be around woke people, okay,

1340
00:56:36,200 --> 00:56:39,239
Speaker 10: like cause I think humor is mostly based around like

1341
00:56:39,239 --> 00:56:42,600
Speaker 10: referencing people have heard before being really inappropriate and sexual

1342
00:56:42,640 --> 00:56:45,440
Speaker 10: and a little bit offensive and being charismatic and just

1343
00:56:45,480 --> 00:56:49,360
Speaker 10: so sounding and looking funny. And there's no reason that

1344
00:56:49,480 --> 00:56:53,080
Speaker 10: a super woke, non problematic person can't be great at that,

1345
00:56:53,600 --> 00:56:55,480
Speaker 10: And I actually think they should be better at it,

1346
00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:58,439
Speaker 10: because if you're making fun of something that's wrong, that's

1347
00:56:58,480 --> 00:57:00,920
Speaker 10: also like inherently a lot because it's just sort of

1348
00:57:00,960 --> 00:57:03,840
Speaker 10: like based and dumb is like an absurdity to it

1349
00:57:03,840 --> 00:57:08,080
Speaker 10: that you're making fun of, and that's super humorous. Like

1350
00:57:08,480 --> 00:57:10,000
Speaker 10: we have sticks up of assis and we don't ever

1351
00:57:10,080 --> 00:57:12,480
Speaker 10: say anything funny, so no one likes us. But if

1352
00:57:12,520 --> 00:57:14,960
Speaker 10: we just like went off on like the misogynists in

1353
00:57:15,000 --> 00:57:17,640
Speaker 10: the Oasis and talk about how fucking stupid they were

1354
00:57:17,920 --> 00:57:20,240
Speaker 10: and how they were just like dumb idiots, and like

1355
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:23,120
Speaker 10: we're funny and interesting about it, I think people would

1356
00:57:23,200 --> 00:57:24,160
Speaker 10: drive with it super hard.

1357
00:57:24,200 --> 00:57:25,480
Speaker 3: Do you have comedians that you like?

1358
00:57:25,960 --> 00:57:27,720
Speaker 2: I like a guy named Richard Acasta.

1359
00:57:28,440 --> 00:57:32,000
Speaker 1: I think I know it. He's a James a Caster.

1360
00:57:32,560 --> 00:57:33,200
Speaker 1: It's a different guy.

1361
00:57:33,200 --> 00:57:33,520
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1362
00:57:33,640 --> 00:57:36,120
Speaker 10: Wait, maybe it is James Acasta. He's like a British

1363
00:57:36,200 --> 00:57:36,880
Speaker 10: guy with wet hair.

1364
00:57:37,360 --> 00:57:39,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, are you do you like George Carlin?

1365
00:57:39,720 --> 00:57:43,439
Speaker 10: I like George Colin too. Yeah, he's pretty good. Richard

1366
00:57:43,480 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 10: Aycaster is good because he's like kind of funny looking

1367
00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:48,160
Speaker 10: and he gets real mad and like he also just

1368
00:57:48,160 --> 00:57:51,080
Speaker 10: talks about like really random shit, but it's always something nuts.

1369
00:57:51,080 --> 00:57:53,760
Speaker 10: It's always about like the British Museum should like stop

1370
00:57:53,800 --> 00:57:56,920
Speaker 10: stealing people's paintings, if you shouldn't like go to a

1371
00:57:56,960 --> 00:57:59,240
Speaker 10: club to shoot on the girlfriend. And also just like

1372
00:57:59,280 --> 00:58:02,440
Speaker 10: funny stuff, like his town is weird socco chants and

1373
00:58:02,600 --> 00:58:04,920
Speaker 10: like he lives in some random ass like village in

1374
00:58:04,960 --> 00:58:06,400
Speaker 10: England and it's like funny.

1375
00:58:06,560 --> 00:58:08,680
Speaker 2: And he has like enemies who are like teenage boys.

1376
00:58:08,760 --> 00:58:10,840
Speaker 1: Wait, I feel like I wanted to ask you more

1377
00:58:10,840 --> 00:58:13,480
Speaker 1: about your personal biography as a human being, and I

1378
00:58:13,560 --> 00:58:14,680
Speaker 1: we talked a little bit about it.

1379
00:58:14,760 --> 00:58:17,520
Speaker 2: What do you What do you do all day? Man?

1380
00:58:17,840 --> 00:58:20,480
Speaker 10: I like look for students and I loan stuff and

1381
00:58:20,560 --> 00:58:22,880
Speaker 10: I think about stuff, and I like plan.

1382
00:58:23,480 --> 00:58:25,240
Speaker 2: I spent a lot of time.

1383
00:58:25,120 --> 00:58:29,120
Speaker 10: Sitting and like flea planning, like talks and lessons I'm

1384
00:58:29,120 --> 00:58:31,240
Speaker 10: gonna give and how I'm gonna wad them, Yeah, because

1385
00:58:31,240 --> 00:58:31,760
Speaker 10: I would.

1386
00:58:31,640 --> 00:58:33,240
Speaker 2: With kids in the forest a lot.

1387
00:58:33,400 --> 00:58:36,480
Speaker 10: Yeah, And that's like a recipe for danger and chaos.

1388
00:58:36,720 --> 00:58:39,200
Speaker 10: So you have to literally have everything like flee woaded,

1389
00:58:39,560 --> 00:58:43,720
Speaker 10: but also be saying it like at random spontaneous intervals

1390
00:58:44,080 --> 00:58:46,480
Speaker 10: in between stuff happening that you didn't expect to have

1391
00:58:46,560 --> 00:58:47,680
Speaker 10: any way to plan for.

1392
00:58:48,200 --> 00:58:51,080
Speaker 1: Oh hey, that's all. There's a parrot guy who's saying stuff.

1393
00:58:51,240 --> 00:58:52,280
Speaker 1: It's crazy parrot guy.

1394
00:58:52,320 --> 00:58:57,720
Speaker 10: He's gonna bite you. It'll be okay. He's a taste

1395
00:58:57,760 --> 00:59:00,000
Speaker 10: for human flesh.

1396
00:59:00,160 --> 00:59:01,440
Speaker 2: Guy. Terrible.

1397
00:59:01,560 --> 00:59:03,160
Speaker 1: Wait, crap, I'm trying to remember what I was gonna

1398
00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:05,320
Speaker 1: ask you. Oh, yes, I want to know this. I

1399
00:59:05,320 --> 00:59:07,080
Speaker 1: want to know this. You seem to you think, you

1400
00:59:07,120 --> 00:59:08,520
Speaker 1: seem like a man. You think a lot.

1401
00:59:08,400 --> 00:59:11,240
Speaker 3: About uh uh.

1402
00:59:10,520 --> 00:59:13,520
Speaker 1: Philosophy and consciousness and all these things. Where do you

1403
00:59:13,560 --> 00:59:14,880
Speaker 1: believe we go when we die?

1404
00:59:14,920 --> 00:59:15,600
Speaker 3: Do you believe.

1405
00:59:15,440 --> 00:59:18,240
Speaker 1: Consciousness to seeds and it's the same. Do you believe

1406
00:59:18,280 --> 00:59:22,080
Speaker 1: there's an extra dimension in which our consciousness flows or

1407
00:59:22,960 --> 00:59:23,439
Speaker 1: what do you think?

1408
00:59:23,600 --> 00:59:23,880
Speaker 2: Oh?

1409
00:59:23,960 --> 00:59:26,520
Speaker 10: Man, I mean I feel like that's a very grain

1410
00:59:26,560 --> 00:59:27,480
Speaker 10: of salt question.

1411
00:59:27,920 --> 00:59:28,200
Speaker 4: Yeah.

1412
00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:31,880
Speaker 10: For me, the only way I can really say is like,

1413
00:59:32,480 --> 00:59:35,400
Speaker 10: I feel like we go to join the ancestors and

1414
00:59:35,520 --> 00:59:38,840
Speaker 10: watch all over the future generations of living people. I

1415
00:59:38,880 --> 00:59:42,200
Speaker 10: feel like o body we give back to the land,

1416
00:59:42,640 --> 00:59:45,680
Speaker 10: and then it becomes the bodies of all children and

1417
00:59:45,720 --> 00:59:48,560
Speaker 10: great grandchildren, yeah, and of other living beings.

1418
00:59:48,720 --> 00:59:49,760
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1419
00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:53,840
Speaker 10: And I feel like before we are borne, were sort

1420
00:59:53,880 --> 00:59:57,920
Speaker 10: of part of the universe in some logical or spiritual

1421
00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:01,360
Speaker 10: we're carbon and shit it at least, I mean I

1422
01:00:01,440 --> 01:00:04,320
Speaker 10: feel like, well, before we're born, in a sense, we

1423
01:00:04,560 --> 01:00:05,800
Speaker 10: are the universe.

1424
01:00:06,160 --> 01:00:06,360
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1425
01:00:06,560 --> 01:00:08,360
Speaker 10: And and I think in a more postals that I

1426
01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:10,440
Speaker 10: think we were like a spirit I would define it

1427
01:00:10,600 --> 01:00:13,040
Speaker 10: as like a spuit. And so you sort of when

1428
01:00:13,080 --> 01:00:15,520
Speaker 10: you're born, remember that ship. And that's why babies are

1429
01:00:15,600 --> 01:00:18,120
Speaker 10: like sort of wise looking, and why they know how

1430
01:00:18,160 --> 01:00:21,520
Speaker 10: to swim, and why they like low and extremely fast

1431
01:00:21,640 --> 01:00:25,560
Speaker 10: and like seem to like be really like precognate and intuitive.

1432
01:00:26,040 --> 01:00:27,680
Speaker 2: And then they just sort of been really dumb.

1433
01:00:27,880 --> 01:00:30,640
Speaker 10: Yeah, and the max dumbness hits to like age seven

1434
01:00:30,800 --> 01:00:32,800
Speaker 10: or so, and then they start to gain more of

1435
01:00:32,920 --> 01:00:34,320
Speaker 10: like a human intelligence.

1436
01:00:34,920 --> 01:00:35,040
Speaker 7: Bro.

1437
01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:39,120
Speaker 1: I like, I love that thought idea of like babies

1438
01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:43,480
Speaker 1: are secretly extremely wise, yeah, because they were just they

1439
01:00:43,720 --> 01:00:46,000
Speaker 1: just came from being the universe.

1440
01:00:46,120 --> 01:00:46,720
Speaker 3: The universe.

1441
01:00:46,840 --> 01:00:50,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's yeah, you know what, It's cool right because

1442
01:00:50,120 --> 01:00:51,760
Speaker 1: I feel like the more, the most in touch with

1443
01:00:51,840 --> 01:00:56,160
Speaker 1: the universe you are is the when your presence, you know.

1444
01:00:56,440 --> 01:00:59,720
Speaker 1: And I feel like babies are so deeply present, yeah,

1445
01:00:59,760 --> 01:01:02,440
Speaker 1: and so deeply connected to just like yeah, the uh

1446
01:01:03,080 --> 01:01:04,360
Speaker 1: I mean kind of like we were talking about with

1447
01:01:04,400 --> 01:01:07,959
Speaker 1: the last guy, kind of the the the novelty of life,

1448
01:01:08,080 --> 01:01:09,760
Speaker 1: you know, everything is so novel to them.

1449
01:01:09,840 --> 01:01:11,280
Speaker 2: Oh my god, That's why I love kids.

1450
01:01:11,360 --> 01:01:13,040
Speaker 10: One time I was with a kid and I saw

1451
01:01:13,120 --> 01:01:15,160
Speaker 10: him sit down on a log and he was like,

1452
01:01:15,760 --> 01:01:17,360
Speaker 10: this is the this is the first time I'm ever

1453
01:01:17,480 --> 01:01:18,080
Speaker 10: gonna sit.

1454
01:01:18,040 --> 01:01:20,680
Speaker 2: On a mossy log. And then he sat on it

1455
01:01:20,760 --> 01:01:22,280
Speaker 2: and it blew my fucking mind.

1456
01:01:22,960 --> 01:01:25,760
Speaker 10: I was like, wow, that was literally the first time

1457
01:01:25,800 --> 01:01:27,600
Speaker 10: he sat on a mossy log and I saw it.

1458
01:01:27,760 --> 01:01:30,600
Speaker 1: So you are an aspiring husband and stay at home

1459
01:01:30,680 --> 01:01:33,360
Speaker 1: dead Yeah, very okay. So are you looking so I

1460
01:01:33,400 --> 01:01:35,000
Speaker 1: has to stay home dad? Are you looking for like

1461
01:01:35,600 --> 01:01:37,920
Speaker 1: like do you want to date? Like uh, like a

1462
01:01:38,120 --> 01:01:40,000
Speaker 1: like a rich powerful woman?

1463
01:01:40,520 --> 01:01:42,040
Speaker 2: Fuck? Yeah as hell?

1464
01:01:42,200 --> 01:01:46,480
Speaker 10: Yeah, little auto like more confident like somehead's so like

1465
01:01:46,560 --> 01:01:49,919
Speaker 10: still willing to have a couple of kids, Definitely that's sick.

1466
01:01:50,000 --> 01:01:52,680
Speaker 3: You ever, like, uh, you ever like take strolls down

1467
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:53,920
Speaker 3: Wall Street and whatnot.

1468
01:01:54,640 --> 01:01:57,360
Speaker 10: I think those women might be a little I don't

1469
01:01:57,400 --> 01:02:01,240
Speaker 10: know something Sometimes women just like at as corrupted by

1470
01:02:01,320 --> 01:02:04,360
Speaker 10: shit as guys are somehow, and it seems.

1471
01:02:04,120 --> 01:02:04,720
Speaker 2: Sort of weird.

1472
01:02:05,120 --> 01:02:07,640
Speaker 10: But like I heard, I don't know this weird story

1473
01:02:07,720 --> 01:02:11,040
Speaker 10: that like doing the Russian Revolution, like the women in

1474
01:02:11,160 --> 01:02:14,560
Speaker 10: the Zar's family will like pro evolution, yeah, even though

1475
01:02:14,600 --> 01:02:18,920
Speaker 10: they were specifically like getting executed by the Revolutionarias Like,

1476
01:02:19,280 --> 01:02:23,200
Speaker 10: there's this idea called genealogy which actually comes from Java,

1477
01:02:23,680 --> 01:02:29,040
Speaker 10: which ties feminism misogyny very very closely to all forms

1478
01:02:29,080 --> 01:02:33,840
Speaker 10: of oppression and also two anarcho priminitivism and indigenous cultures. Sure,

1479
01:02:34,000 --> 01:02:36,840
Speaker 10: anti third wave feminism and the idea of just feminity

1480
01:02:36,920 --> 01:02:38,439
Speaker 10: in general is being a positive trait.

1481
01:02:38,840 --> 01:02:39,120
Speaker 2: Sure.

1482
01:02:40,000 --> 01:02:42,440
Speaker 10: I've also feel like our society sort of just takes

1483
01:02:42,920 --> 01:02:45,600
Speaker 10: ninety percent of the human experience so decides it's trust

1484
01:02:45,640 --> 01:02:46,120
Speaker 10: for goals.

1485
01:02:46,760 --> 01:02:49,400
Speaker 3: Well, like, what okay, give me I can can you?

1486
01:02:50,000 --> 01:02:51,480
Speaker 2: Can you list? I want to know?

1487
01:02:51,600 --> 01:02:54,400
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, lest give me three things that you feel

1488
01:02:54,480 --> 01:02:56,400
Speaker 1: like should not be just for girls? That you feel like,

1489
01:02:56,480 --> 01:03:00,200
Speaker 1: are our society conditioned to be just okay, like, okay, like,

1490
01:03:00,440 --> 01:03:00,880
Speaker 1: let's do it.

1491
01:03:01,120 --> 01:03:05,960
Speaker 10: Yeah, parenthood, looking attractive and having emotions.

1492
01:03:06,720 --> 01:03:12,360
Speaker 1: I have to I, I honestly, I have to disagree

1493
01:03:12,400 --> 01:03:16,600
Speaker 1: that I think those are that conditioned for women, parenthood.

1494
01:03:16,680 --> 01:03:19,600
Speaker 10: I mean, I don't know, you think I was the

1495
01:03:19,680 --> 01:03:25,040
Speaker 10: last time you hold the phase patonal instincts, my paternal instincts.

1496
01:03:25,120 --> 01:03:28,160
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's true, that's true. Yeah, Okay, okay, I'll actually

1497
01:03:28,280 --> 01:03:30,240
Speaker 1: hand you that the people was the last.

1498
01:03:30,080 --> 01:03:33,280
Speaker 10: Time you wanted a random guy to you've never met

1499
01:03:33,360 --> 01:03:34,919
Speaker 10: to look after your five year old daughter?

1500
01:03:37,120 --> 01:03:39,000
Speaker 2: Give me that. I'll give you that the last time

1501
01:03:39,040 --> 01:03:39,600
Speaker 2: he saw a.

1502
01:03:39,640 --> 01:03:42,320
Speaker 10: Guy my age call an eighteen year old girl cute

1503
01:03:42,720 --> 01:03:44,920
Speaker 10: and assume he was just like talking about it as

1504
01:03:44,960 --> 01:03:47,040
Speaker 10: a kid and not as like a partner.

1505
01:03:47,760 --> 01:03:51,560
Speaker 1: Literally, I'll say, I'll say, I don't see, like, Okay,

1506
01:03:51,640 --> 01:03:54,680
Speaker 1: you know, the whole looking attractive thing. Yeah, most it's true,

1507
01:03:55,000 --> 01:03:57,280
Speaker 1: like you know, cosmetic brands and whatever else of that

1508
01:03:57,680 --> 01:04:00,560
Speaker 1: stuff is yeah, marketed towards Yeah, I'll give you that.

1509
01:04:00,600 --> 01:04:01,280
Speaker 2: What's the third one?

1510
01:04:01,680 --> 01:04:04,840
Speaker 10: We're just having most emotions, having emotions, most emotions.

1511
01:04:04,440 --> 01:04:06,200
Speaker 3: Are the men are coming around on I think men

1512
01:04:06,240 --> 01:04:07,120
Speaker 3: are coming around on emotion.

1513
01:04:07,800 --> 01:04:10,320
Speaker 10: It's getting better. I think all of them getting better. Yeah,

1514
01:04:10,400 --> 01:04:12,720
Speaker 10: there's definitely a weird backlash going on with like the

1515
01:04:12,800 --> 01:04:17,400
Speaker 10: weird fucking I don't know, like glow guys, whites, fucking

1516
01:04:17,800 --> 01:04:18,840
Speaker 10: all white cloud.

1517
01:04:18,960 --> 01:04:20,920
Speaker 2: But like, I think most guys are getting I think.

1518
01:04:20,840 --> 01:04:26,480
Speaker 1: Like, like I generally feel as though, like, uh, like

1519
01:04:27,240 --> 01:04:29,640
Speaker 1: if you're like, like if you're a guy these days

1520
01:04:29,720 --> 01:04:32,800
Speaker 1: and you have like a group of like dude friends, yeah,

1521
01:04:32,800 --> 01:04:36,919
Speaker 1: I think most this is just like complete anecdotally, Yeah,

1522
01:04:37,160 --> 01:04:38,959
Speaker 1: I feel this in my group of dude friends. But also,

1523
01:04:39,000 --> 01:04:41,479
Speaker 1: you know, I think like younger generations too, like friends

1524
01:04:41,520 --> 01:04:44,400
Speaker 1: in high school and ship are willing to be like yo,

1525
01:04:44,600 --> 01:04:47,200
Speaker 1: I love the homies. Yeah, willing to like tell their

1526
01:04:47,240 --> 01:04:48,960
Speaker 1: friends they love them, willing to like open up to

1527
01:04:49,000 --> 01:04:49,520
Speaker 1: their friends.

1528
01:04:49,680 --> 01:04:49,840
Speaker 4: You know.

1529
01:04:50,040 --> 01:04:52,400
Speaker 3: It's I think it's something that like men are willing

1530
01:04:52,440 --> 01:04:53,840
Speaker 3: to do with their friends. You know, it's coming.

1531
01:04:53,960 --> 01:04:54,720
Speaker 2: It's a little weird.

1532
01:04:54,800 --> 01:04:58,960
Speaker 10: Still, I feel like the fact that they seem to

1533
01:04:59,320 --> 01:05:02,120
Speaker 10: like guys seem just sort of be hiding how they feel,

1534
01:05:02,320 --> 01:05:04,360
Speaker 10: like what they really think A little bit, I think,

1535
01:05:04,440 --> 01:05:07,120
Speaker 10: so like the time I think a little.

1536
01:05:06,840 --> 01:05:10,160
Speaker 1: Bit gives it. I'll give it you prove to the

1537
01:05:10,200 --> 01:05:12,160
Speaker 1: second two the first two, but give me the third eye.

1538
01:05:12,200 --> 01:05:15,680
Speaker 10: They hide like quite a lot behind erevlence and jadedness

1539
01:05:15,840 --> 01:05:18,400
Speaker 10: and humor and like saying fucked up stuff they don't

1540
01:05:18,400 --> 01:05:21,320
Speaker 10: actually believe, and they also like sort of just a

1541
01:05:21,440 --> 01:05:24,160
Speaker 10: little bit not that serious, a little bit not that emotional,

1542
01:05:24,560 --> 01:05:27,680
Speaker 10: and then when they do open up, it's like like

1543
01:05:28,080 --> 01:05:30,240
Speaker 10: a little intense. It's like a little bit like, okay,

1544
01:05:30,240 --> 01:05:31,400
Speaker 10: you can, you can take a step back.

1545
01:05:31,440 --> 01:05:32,080
Speaker 2: It's it's fine.

1546
01:05:32,720 --> 01:05:33,000
Speaker 10: I know.

1547
01:05:33,080 --> 01:05:36,120
Speaker 1: Don't we all don't we all mascar emotions in some

1548
01:05:36,240 --> 01:05:40,240
Speaker 1: way there's some sort of displacements personality or activity.

1549
01:05:39,880 --> 01:05:41,600
Speaker 2: A little bit, but IM sorry.

1550
01:05:41,640 --> 01:05:46,040
Speaker 1: We're humans are dynamic enough that you can be funny

1551
01:05:46,080 --> 01:05:48,560
Speaker 1: and say outlandish things and do whatever and also still

1552
01:05:48,600 --> 01:05:49,960
Speaker 1: have a deeply emotional.

1553
01:05:50,080 --> 01:05:52,120
Speaker 2: Definitely, I think so. I think you definitely can.

1554
01:05:52,240 --> 01:05:54,280
Speaker 10: I think it's just being done as a defense mechanism

1555
01:05:54,440 --> 01:05:58,280
Speaker 10: by guys and masculine people a lot a lot more

1556
01:05:58,360 --> 01:06:00,520
Speaker 10: than by women. And I think that it's why when

1557
01:06:00,560 --> 01:06:02,520
Speaker 10: a dude like is really like I love you bo

1558
01:06:02,760 --> 01:06:05,560
Speaker 10: like man, this is it's time I fly, it's like

1559
01:06:05,920 --> 01:06:08,640
Speaker 10: it feels really intense because it's like sort of sudden.

1560
01:06:08,720 --> 01:06:10,680
Speaker 1: I don't want to put a gender to this. Looks

1561
01:06:10,680 --> 01:06:14,120
Speaker 1: so cool that now we're surrounded by beautiful life.

1562
01:06:14,720 --> 01:06:14,919
Speaker 6: Yeah.

1563
01:06:15,640 --> 01:06:17,400
Speaker 1: I was gonna say, like, do you feel like I'm

1564
01:06:18,000 --> 01:06:20,800
Speaker 1: like I meet so many people nowadays who are like

1565
01:06:21,160 --> 01:06:23,960
Speaker 1: they talk in tiktoks, you know what I mean, Like

1566
01:06:24,040 --> 01:06:26,400
Speaker 1: they talk in and it's men and women and and

1567
01:06:26,560 --> 01:06:29,320
Speaker 1: you know, like talking in memes or talking in tiktoks.

1568
01:06:29,640 --> 01:06:33,480
Speaker 1: I feel like that's a huge Like that's a huge

1569
01:06:33,640 --> 01:06:37,400
Speaker 1: like I'm displacing myself from emotions thing.

1570
01:06:37,560 --> 01:06:39,360
Speaker 2: Do you do you agree with fucking weird? Really weird,

1571
01:06:39,480 --> 01:06:39,919
Speaker 2: really weird?

1572
01:06:40,040 --> 01:06:40,240
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1573
01:06:40,520 --> 01:06:42,120
Speaker 2: I feel like you see that a little bit in

1574
01:06:42,200 --> 01:06:43,120
Speaker 2: Japanese culture.

1575
01:06:43,680 --> 01:06:46,120
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, it's what's what is it in Japanese? There's

1576
01:06:46,160 --> 01:06:48,640
Speaker 1: like the two face? You know if there's a word

1577
01:06:48,720 --> 01:06:52,320
Speaker 1: for this in Japanese culture. Fuck, somebody in the comments

1578
01:06:52,360 --> 01:06:54,320
Speaker 1: say it, but it's like one is like your your

1579
01:06:54,480 --> 01:06:56,560
Speaker 1: your outside face and then your inside face.

1580
01:06:56,640 --> 01:06:57,880
Speaker 3: Whoa you have ever heard of this?

1581
01:06:58,160 --> 01:06:58,640
Speaker 2: I think so?

1582
01:06:58,920 --> 01:06:59,160
Speaker 8: Yeah.

1583
01:07:00,360 --> 01:07:02,400
Speaker 1: I don't know the word exactly, but someone someone in

1584
01:07:02,480 --> 01:07:05,680
Speaker 1: the YouTube comments will be it, will say it's maybe

1585
01:07:09,520 --> 01:07:11,080
Speaker 1: I've enjoyed talking to you man, have you have you?

1586
01:07:11,320 --> 01:07:13,080
Speaker 1: Have you handed out a lot of these pamphlets?

1587
01:07:13,240 --> 01:07:15,360
Speaker 2: I just forgot I was holding that when I like

1588
01:07:15,480 --> 01:07:16,280
Speaker 2: went to fist pump.

1589
01:07:16,360 --> 01:07:20,120
Speaker 10: Yeah, but there's the dudeis here like every day when

1590
01:07:20,160 --> 01:07:22,320
Speaker 10: it's like way too hot out and like the sunniest

1591
01:07:22,320 --> 01:07:26,120
Speaker 10: place imaginable, giving out fleet stickos and giving out pamphlets

1592
01:07:26,200 --> 01:07:29,240
Speaker 10: and like getting people to care about the the nature.

1593
01:07:29,320 --> 01:07:32,160
Speaker 10: They literally a part of that. They'll one hundred percent

1594
01:07:32,320 --> 01:07:33,480
Speaker 10: going to get fucked along with.

1595
01:07:33,600 --> 01:07:36,240
Speaker 1: Can I ask you a question that comes from I've

1596
01:07:36,280 --> 01:07:37,880
Speaker 1: been talking a little bit today. I talked to the

1597
01:07:37,960 --> 01:07:40,960
Speaker 1: last uh guest who is on this chair, about how

1598
01:07:41,000 --> 01:07:42,480
Speaker 1: I have two wolves in my head?

1599
01:07:43,200 --> 01:07:43,840
Speaker 7: What I do?

1600
01:07:43,960 --> 01:07:45,880
Speaker 3: I have two wolves in my head. One wolf is uh.

1601
01:07:46,280 --> 01:07:50,960
Speaker 1: One wolf in my head loves life, very optimistic, loves

1602
01:07:51,120 --> 01:07:54,040
Speaker 1: the earth, loves humans. The other wolf in my head

1603
01:07:54,560 --> 01:07:57,720
Speaker 1: is like sees, you know, whatever climate change and whatnot,

1604
01:07:57,760 --> 01:08:01,720
Speaker 1: and goes, we had a good run. You know, why

1605
01:08:01,800 --> 01:08:04,840
Speaker 1: is humanity? Why is humanity in life so important that

1606
01:08:04,920 --> 01:08:07,600
Speaker 1: we have to save it? You know that wolf exists

1607
01:08:07,600 --> 01:08:09,120
Speaker 1: in my head. And I ask you, as somebody who

1608
01:08:09,160 --> 01:08:11,680
Speaker 1: cares about these things, what would you what would you

1609
01:08:11,720 --> 01:08:12,439
Speaker 1: say to that wolf?

1610
01:08:12,480 --> 01:08:13,360
Speaker 3: And why should we care?

1611
01:08:13,880 --> 01:08:16,880
Speaker 10: That story comes from a book called the Education of

1612
01:08:17,320 --> 01:08:22,839
Speaker 10: Little Tree, and it was written by a uh. Former

1613
01:08:23,040 --> 01:08:27,320
Speaker 10: ku Klux Klan member turned antiwasis looking for redemption in

1614
01:08:27,400 --> 01:08:29,639
Speaker 10: the most weird black fac the way possible.

1615
01:08:29,840 --> 01:08:33,560
Speaker 1: Sure, okay, but more give me more than that. I

1616
01:08:33,640 --> 01:08:36,200
Speaker 1: mean I philosophically, why should we care about life?

1617
01:08:36,439 --> 01:08:39,400
Speaker 10: I feel like that's that's both wolves at once being

1618
01:08:39,479 --> 01:08:46,400
Speaker 10: one wolf, maybe a coyote, I guess. Yeah, life is

1619
01:08:46,520 --> 01:08:49,439
Speaker 10: weird in messay and sometimes kind of fucked up, but

1620
01:08:50,040 --> 01:08:53,920
Speaker 10: it's still beautiful and still working forwards. And sometimes something

1621
01:08:54,439 --> 01:08:56,960
Speaker 10: you know fucked up with an ex clan member writing

1622
01:08:57,000 --> 01:08:59,920
Speaker 10: a book which pretends to be a Native American creates

1623
01:09:00,080 --> 01:09:03,560
Speaker 10: a beautiful story that actual Native Americans really resonate with.

1624
01:09:05,200 --> 01:09:07,439
Speaker 3: I listen, I'm not Native American, but I like the

1625
01:09:07,479 --> 01:09:08,800
Speaker 3: toolves thing. It makes sense.

1626
01:09:09,040 --> 01:09:09,280
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1627
01:09:10,120 --> 01:09:14,519
Speaker 1: Well anyway, I like life today, and today's all we got. Mmm,

1628
01:09:15,320 --> 01:09:18,080
Speaker 1: give me your name one more time? O Gus Arcis

1629
01:09:18,240 --> 01:09:19,840
Speaker 1: Arcis if you want to plug anything you kind of

1630
01:09:19,880 --> 01:09:20,839
Speaker 1: know you said you have an Instagram.

1631
01:09:21,240 --> 01:09:21,920
Speaker 2: My Instagram.

1632
01:09:22,439 --> 01:09:24,960
Speaker 10: If you can understand the words I make with my mouth,

1633
01:09:25,280 --> 01:09:27,920
Speaker 10: it's Ao c U s ao b o l I

1634
01:09:28,760 --> 01:09:29,520
Speaker 10: at Instagram.

1635
01:09:29,840 --> 01:09:31,080
Speaker 2: There's nothing fucking on it.

1636
01:09:31,160 --> 01:09:33,240
Speaker 10: There'll be pictures on it soon of us doing stuff

1637
01:09:33,280 --> 01:09:35,320
Speaker 10: in the forest and then you can come and go

1638
01:09:35,400 --> 01:09:37,680
Speaker 10: in the group chats, and then you can come out

1639
01:09:37,680 --> 01:09:38,800
Speaker 10: and play in the forest with us.

1640
01:09:39,080 --> 01:09:39,599
Speaker 3: Rock and roll.

1641
01:09:39,880 --> 01:09:42,639
Speaker 1: Helly, nice to talk to you, dude. I'll see around

1642
01:09:42,640 --> 01:09:44,360
Speaker 1: the universe. I'll see you, see you around the universe.

1643
01:09:45,439 --> 01:09:45,880
Speaker 3: Good luck.

1644
01:09:48,000 --> 01:09:48,920
Speaker 2: That guy was interesting.

1645
01:09:49,560 --> 01:09:50,120
Speaker 6: That was Uh.

1646
01:09:51,160 --> 01:09:52,360
Speaker 3: That was a cool conversation.

1647
01:09:53,320 --> 01:09:53,479
Speaker 12: Uh.

1648
01:09:53,720 --> 01:09:56,320
Speaker 3: I feel like, what did I learn from that?

1649
01:09:57,600 --> 01:09:57,960
Speaker 2: I don't know.

1650
01:09:58,280 --> 01:09:59,800
Speaker 1: I don't know if I have I don't what did

1651
01:09:59,840 --> 01:10:03,639
Speaker 1: you the eyeball looking somebody said, the eyeball looking stuff?

1652
01:10:03,680 --> 01:10:06,560
Speaker 1: I learned about looking eyeball? I was if you have

1653
01:10:06,720 --> 01:10:08,439
Speaker 1: someone in your life who might be willing to lick

1654
01:10:08,479 --> 01:10:10,840
Speaker 1: your eyeball, I recommend it. It's a fun, it's a

1655
01:10:10,920 --> 01:10:14,519
Speaker 1: nice it feels nice. Although I remember I remember after

1656
01:10:14,640 --> 01:10:17,240
Speaker 1: someone looked my eyeball, I went on Google and I

1657
01:10:17,360 --> 01:10:18,880
Speaker 1: was asking Google about it, and they were like, you

1658
01:10:18,920 --> 01:10:21,240
Speaker 1: shouldn't do that. That can call that can spread diseases.

1659
01:10:21,560 --> 01:10:25,639
Speaker 1: But what does the internet know? Have a seat, Leana.

1660
01:10:25,720 --> 01:10:28,639
Speaker 1: Very nice to meet you, Leanna. What's up has life?

1661
01:10:29,080 --> 01:10:30,360
Speaker 11: Life is pretty good right now?

1662
01:10:30,720 --> 01:10:31,080
Speaker 2: Very good.

1663
01:10:32,640 --> 01:10:36,519
Speaker 13: This might be a downer from the last conversation, but

1664
01:10:37,080 --> 01:10:39,920
Speaker 13: I'm in the best relationship I've been in like my

1665
01:10:40,040 --> 01:10:43,320
Speaker 13: whole life. Yeah, and I've been in nothing but bad relationships.

1666
01:10:43,560 --> 01:10:46,360
Speaker 13: I don't know how to feel comfortable with getting the

1667
01:10:46,439 --> 01:10:48,280
Speaker 13: love that I'm getting, how to.

1668
01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:51,720
Speaker 1: Feel comfortable getting the love that you're getting? Wow, And

1669
01:10:51,840 --> 01:10:54,479
Speaker 1: she's well, I guess I'm curious about.

1670
01:10:54,240 --> 01:10:54,680
Speaker 2: A few things.

1671
01:10:55,160 --> 01:10:59,000
Speaker 1: In what way does that discomfort manifest in your physical actions?

1672
01:10:59,520 --> 01:11:03,879
Speaker 13: And you know, yeah, just I'm just like very defensive,

1673
01:11:03,960 --> 01:11:06,960
Speaker 13: like I have a wall up from the past, sure

1674
01:11:07,439 --> 01:11:09,280
Speaker 13: that I don't know how to get.

1675
01:11:09,240 --> 01:11:14,479
Speaker 1: Rid of, like like like uh like whoever you're dating, right,

1676
01:11:14,920 --> 01:11:17,160
Speaker 1: they'll be like like what, They'll tell you they.

1677
01:11:17,080 --> 01:11:25,439
Speaker 2: Love you, and you're like, ah, no, I suck somewhat. Yeah, okay, okay, huh,

1678
01:11:26,880 --> 01:11:28,879
Speaker 2: I don't know. Do you have a real therapist?

1679
01:11:30,400 --> 01:11:30,840
Speaker 11: Not really?

1680
01:11:30,920 --> 01:11:30,960
Speaker 10: No?

1681
01:11:32,680 --> 01:11:33,800
Speaker 11: Should I change the topic?

1682
01:11:34,240 --> 01:11:34,280
Speaker 10: No?

1683
01:11:34,479 --> 01:11:37,400
Speaker 1: No, No, you didn't do anything wrong. I'm just curious.

1684
01:11:37,439 --> 01:11:40,559
Speaker 1: I'm just I'm thinking about my thoughts on this situation.

1685
01:11:40,760 --> 01:11:44,840
Speaker 1: I mean, how else does this manifest? Like, give me,

1686
01:11:44,960 --> 01:11:47,479
Speaker 1: give me some examples, like how do you feel as

1687
01:11:47,520 --> 01:11:49,000
Speaker 1: though you cannot accept.

1688
01:11:50,120 --> 01:11:53,880
Speaker 13: This love just because like I don't know how to

1689
01:11:54,160 --> 01:11:57,800
Speaker 13: like trust just because I've adopted.

1690
01:11:57,400 --> 01:11:59,880
Speaker 3: To Oh, okay, you don't how to trust this person.

1691
01:11:59,840 --> 01:12:01,040
Speaker 11: That's like one of the things.

1692
01:12:01,240 --> 01:12:06,599
Speaker 1: Yeah, I can only really give you my own lived

1693
01:12:06,680 --> 01:12:10,400
Speaker 1: experience and thoughts about trust. Yes, my own lived experience

1694
01:12:10,560 --> 01:12:16,360
Speaker 1: and thoughts about trust. Is like, Okay, so you're in

1695
01:12:16,400 --> 01:12:19,880
Speaker 1: this relationship, right, and how long you've been with.

1696
01:12:19,880 --> 01:12:21,559
Speaker 2: This person just a few months?

1697
01:12:21,720 --> 01:12:22,360
Speaker 3: Just a few months.

1698
01:12:23,120 --> 01:12:27,600
Speaker 1: And I guess I would say in my own relationships

1699
01:12:27,600 --> 01:12:32,960
Speaker 1: with trust is like in any kind of relationship, business, platonic, romantic, whatever,

1700
01:12:33,640 --> 01:12:37,320
Speaker 1: you kind of like audit yourself to be like, am

1701
01:12:37,360 --> 01:12:42,400
Speaker 1: I doing the best job I reasonably can within my efforts?

1702
01:12:43,760 --> 01:12:48,240
Speaker 1: Am I having the best intentions that I reasonably can?

1703
01:12:49,120 --> 01:12:51,200
Speaker 1: And as long as I'm holding up my end of

1704
01:12:51,280 --> 01:12:55,200
Speaker 1: the deal. If this person decides to in some way,

1705
01:12:55,280 --> 01:12:58,400
Speaker 1: shape or form betray my trust or attempt to hurt

1706
01:12:58,479 --> 01:13:01,360
Speaker 1: me after I've held up my end of the deal,

1707
01:13:02,360 --> 01:13:05,599
Speaker 1: that doesn't bother me really, because I feel like that's, uh,

1708
01:13:06,320 --> 01:13:08,880
Speaker 1: that's not really a reflection upon me. You know, I

1709
01:13:08,960 --> 01:13:13,960
Speaker 1: don't control the evil uh that surrounds me. I only

1710
01:13:14,040 --> 01:13:16,439
Speaker 1: control a half of it. And and you kind of

1711
01:13:16,479 --> 01:13:20,639
Speaker 1: do those things intuitively, and you don't focus so much

1712
01:13:20,720 --> 01:13:24,560
Speaker 1: about what comes back. Of course you, of course you

1713
01:13:24,760 --> 01:13:28,120
Speaker 1: yearn of course you want, You'd be fucking lying. I'd

1714
01:13:28,200 --> 01:13:30,920
Speaker 1: be lying to myself. I said I didn't want anything back.

1715
01:13:31,560 --> 01:13:32,280
Speaker 3: You know, I'm not the.

1716
01:13:32,280 --> 01:13:36,080
Speaker 1: Fucking Buddha, but like you, you have to at some point,

1717
01:13:36,160 --> 01:13:39,799
Speaker 1: except that what comes back is somewhat out of your control,

1718
01:13:40,439 --> 01:13:42,519
Speaker 1: and so the trust is less the trust. The trust

1719
01:13:42,600 --> 01:13:44,640
Speaker 1: that you're swinging around is less of a trust in

1720
01:13:45,040 --> 01:13:47,280
Speaker 1: another person and more of a trust in yourself. That

1721
01:13:47,400 --> 01:13:52,000
Speaker 1: you're approaching your life with as much uh goodwill as

1722
01:13:52,040 --> 01:13:56,160
Speaker 1: you possibly can, and that everything beyond that is is

1723
01:13:56,280 --> 01:13:59,400
Speaker 1: beyond you, and you surrender to what's beyond you.

1724
01:14:00,320 --> 01:14:02,599
Speaker 3: Does that make any sense? Or is that insane rambles?

1725
01:14:02,960 --> 01:14:03,599
Speaker 11: That makes sense?

1726
01:14:03,760 --> 01:14:04,360
Speaker 2: Alright? Cool?

1727
01:14:04,600 --> 01:14:06,679
Speaker 3: Okay, Shit, maybe I'm better a therapy than I thought.

1728
01:14:07,520 --> 01:14:09,519
Speaker 11: Maybe you're all all seeing gecko.

1729
01:14:09,760 --> 01:14:11,840
Speaker 3: I am a gecko. What's your name again?

1730
01:14:11,960 --> 01:14:12,200
Speaker 11: Lean?

1731
01:14:12,479 --> 01:14:15,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm horrible at remembering names. That's okay, But I

1732
01:14:15,880 --> 01:14:18,800
Speaker 1: feel like i'm I'm I get so ingrained in the

1733
01:14:18,880 --> 01:14:21,720
Speaker 1: conversations that I forget name.

1734
01:14:21,800 --> 01:14:23,240
Speaker 11: The name is the least of your worries.

1735
01:14:23,680 --> 01:14:25,600
Speaker 3: I like that you have a Harley Davidson hat on.

1736
01:14:26,400 --> 01:14:30,640
Speaker 13: I've been upstate in Hicksville and is where you're from. No, No,

1737
01:14:30,800 --> 01:14:31,920
Speaker 13: that's where my girlfriend's from.

1738
01:14:32,040 --> 01:14:33,760
Speaker 3: Okay, you said it's influenced you.

1739
01:14:34,160 --> 01:14:38,160
Speaker 13: Yeah, I mean I've just been there, and I'm from Jersey,

1740
01:14:38,520 --> 01:14:40,720
Speaker 13: but I hang out here mostly, so it's definitely a

1741
01:14:40,840 --> 01:14:48,000
Speaker 13: lot different. Like it's quiet, everybody's like country, like really country. Yeah,

1742
01:14:49,120 --> 01:14:50,640
Speaker 13: so I've I've been influenced.

1743
01:14:50,760 --> 01:14:52,840
Speaker 2: If you cann't tell yeah, oh yeah, you got the

1744
01:14:52,840 --> 01:14:53,479
Speaker 2: cameo pants, I.

1745
01:14:53,520 --> 01:14:56,680
Speaker 11: Got the cameos, the cut off tea, like is it?

1746
01:14:56,760 --> 01:14:59,599
Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like, tell me if I'm crazy,

1747
01:14:59,600 --> 01:15:03,240
Speaker 1: But I feel like it's country experiencing some kind of

1748
01:15:03,360 --> 01:15:05,400
Speaker 1: cultural shift where it used to be seen as like

1749
01:15:05,439 --> 01:15:07,400
Speaker 1: a very like like it was like a very it

1750
01:15:07,479 --> 01:15:09,920
Speaker 1: was like very conservative, and now it's like it's like

1751
01:15:09,960 --> 01:15:11,760
Speaker 1: it's kind of being taken back. Like I'm seeing like

1752
01:15:12,479 --> 01:15:17,519
Speaker 1: Brooklyn like hipster people like wearing like hats and cowboy

1753
01:15:17,560 --> 01:15:18,840
Speaker 1: boots and ship I.

1754
01:15:19,200 --> 01:15:20,920
Speaker 13: Mean, I think a lot of people take from like

1755
01:15:21,680 --> 01:15:24,920
Speaker 13: the aesthetic, but when it when you're in like a

1756
01:15:25,160 --> 01:15:27,680
Speaker 13: very country area, it's very country conservative.

1757
01:15:27,840 --> 01:15:32,879
Speaker 11: Sure, so I definitely see a lot like especially today.

1758
01:15:32,640 --> 01:15:34,400
Speaker 13: Because it's the fourth of July, a lot of people

1759
01:15:34,479 --> 01:15:40,760
Speaker 13: wearing cowboy boots, American flags, camo, but nothing further than that.

1760
01:15:41,120 --> 01:15:43,000
Speaker 2: Do you have any Fourth of July plans tonight?

1761
01:15:43,960 --> 01:15:44,000
Speaker 10: No.

1762
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Speaker 11: I wanted to see what was going on here. I

1763
01:15:45,880 --> 01:15:48,400
Speaker 11: thought there would be more events.

1764
01:15:49,080 --> 01:15:51,200
Speaker 3: Oh, it's an event every day. Look at all of

1765
01:15:51,439 --> 01:15:52,000
Speaker 3: all this stuff.

1766
01:15:52,040 --> 01:15:56,479
Speaker 11: That's true. I'm here every day mostly every day Jersey.

1767
01:15:57,080 --> 01:15:58,960
Speaker 11: I live one stop from kind station.

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01:16:00,400 --> 01:16:03,040
Speaker 13: Yeah, so I'm here a lot and this is kind

1769
01:16:03,080 --> 01:16:06,800
Speaker 13: of just like everyday summer festivities, just a lot more

1770
01:16:06,880 --> 01:16:07,799
Speaker 13: American flags.

1771
01:16:07,880 --> 01:16:09,800
Speaker 11: I thought there would be like more fun stuff like

1772
01:16:10,240 --> 01:16:11,439
Speaker 11: do this for Fourth of July?

1773
01:16:12,000 --> 01:16:14,599
Speaker 1: If okay, if you could visualize what your perfect Fourth

1774
01:16:14,640 --> 01:16:16,639
Speaker 1: of July would be, how would that go down?

1775
01:16:18,040 --> 01:16:22,560
Speaker 11: Sitting in a pool, eating ice cream and watching the fireworks.

1776
01:16:23,120 --> 01:16:24,960
Speaker 1: I feel like you can find a place here to No,

1777
01:16:25,160 --> 01:16:26,920
Speaker 1: you definitely what it was here to do that. But

1778
01:16:27,040 --> 01:16:29,680
Speaker 1: what you just described in Manhattan will cost at least

1779
01:16:29,720 --> 01:16:30,479
Speaker 1: three hundred dollars.

1780
01:16:30,640 --> 01:16:31,400
Speaker 11: Yeah, exactly.

1781
01:16:31,720 --> 01:16:33,320
Speaker 3: You're gonna have to leave the city to do that.

1782
01:16:34,120 --> 01:16:36,360
Speaker 11: By me, there's a lot to do like that. But

1783
01:16:36,680 --> 01:16:39,280
Speaker 11: all my friends are here and they don't go to Jersey.

1784
01:16:39,600 --> 01:16:41,120
Speaker 3: Do you go to do you go to school here?

1785
01:16:41,479 --> 01:16:41,519
Speaker 12: No?

1786
01:16:41,640 --> 01:16:42,360
Speaker 11: I'm not in school.

1787
01:16:42,560 --> 01:16:42,880
Speaker 3: Okay.

1788
01:16:43,080 --> 01:16:44,680
Speaker 11: I graduated high school and said, fuck it.

1789
01:16:45,280 --> 01:16:48,160
Speaker 2: Very cool, very cool. What do you have? What do

1790
01:16:48,160 --> 01:16:49,160
Speaker 2: you want to do with your life?

1791
01:16:49,400 --> 01:16:50,519
Speaker 11: I have no clue.

1792
01:16:50,800 --> 01:16:53,519
Speaker 1: Do you have, like inklings of anything that is exciting

1793
01:16:53,560 --> 01:16:57,240
Speaker 1: to you in any way, shape or form, even even minusculey.

1794
01:16:57,600 --> 01:16:58,719
Speaker 11: Anything art related?

1795
01:16:58,800 --> 01:17:01,839
Speaker 2: Really, that's cool? You do you do your own tattoos?

1796
01:17:02,080 --> 01:17:02,120
Speaker 12: No?

1797
01:17:03,280 --> 01:17:06,760
Speaker 11: These are just on the fly. I've gotten most of them,

1798
01:17:06,840 --> 01:17:07,680
Speaker 11: like impulsively.

1799
01:17:08,120 --> 01:17:09,440
Speaker 3: Who's your favorite artist.

1800
01:17:11,160 --> 01:17:12,000
Speaker 9: Prior to this? Girl?

1801
01:17:12,360 --> 01:17:15,519
Speaker 13: Iris tat that's where I got this one from the

1802
01:17:15,640 --> 01:17:19,559
Speaker 13: most recent one. It's from Coraline. But she was really

1803
01:17:19,600 --> 01:17:21,840
Speaker 13: sweet and I love a lot of her work that

1804
01:17:22,000 --> 01:17:23,360
Speaker 13: she like posts about.

1805
01:17:23,439 --> 01:17:27,720
Speaker 1: Really nice, really nice. Yeah, okay, so you want to

1806
01:17:28,040 --> 01:17:30,960
Speaker 1: be in a pool watching the fire? By the way,

1807
01:17:31,040 --> 01:17:32,560
Speaker 1: I just sorry. I know this is something to do

1808
01:17:32,640 --> 01:17:35,920
Speaker 1: with our conversation. But at the very beginning of sitting down,

1809
01:17:36,280 --> 01:17:38,160
Speaker 1: I said to myself that I would be able to

1810
01:17:38,280 --> 01:17:40,960
Speaker 1: ignore how hot it was by being so engrossed in

1811
01:17:41,000 --> 01:17:43,920
Speaker 1: the conversations that I would forget the temperature. And it's

1812
01:17:43,960 --> 01:17:46,200
Speaker 1: actually been working. I thought it wasn't gonna work. I

1813
01:17:46,200 --> 01:17:47,519
Speaker 1: thought I'd be sweating my my ass.

1814
01:17:47,600 --> 01:17:48,400
Speaker 11: It's not working for me.

1815
01:17:48,479 --> 01:17:50,519
Speaker 3: I feel the heat, my haw's my is am I

1816
01:17:50,640 --> 01:17:51,920
Speaker 3: dripping on the paint at all.

1817
01:17:52,200 --> 01:17:55,320
Speaker 11: No, you've just been touching your beard. So that's where

1818
01:17:55,360 --> 01:17:55,760
Speaker 11: it's gone.

1819
01:17:55,880 --> 01:17:59,599
Speaker 2: I have been touching my beard. Yeah, is there someone

1820
01:17:59,640 --> 01:18:00,439
Speaker 2: has a phone.

1821
01:18:00,960 --> 01:18:01,960
Speaker 11: Yeah, he's right there.

1822
01:18:02,560 --> 01:18:05,000
Speaker 1: Oh man, I love the one dollar water guy man

1823
01:18:05,479 --> 01:18:07,880
Speaker 1: here right. You know what you know what's crazy is

1824
01:18:08,000 --> 01:18:09,559
Speaker 1: uh people talk about inflation.

1825
01:18:09,600 --> 01:18:09,760
Speaker 12: You know.

1826
01:18:10,240 --> 01:18:12,160
Speaker 1: I feel like maybe I talked about this on the

1827
01:18:12,200 --> 01:18:14,960
Speaker 1: podcast before, but people talk about inflation, right right. I

1828
01:18:15,040 --> 01:18:19,599
Speaker 1: feel like no matter how much inflation goes, the dollar

1829
01:18:19,720 --> 01:18:22,880
Speaker 1: water Guy will always still like that's his brand forever.

1830
01:18:23,360 --> 01:18:25,320
Speaker 1: It's gonna take about it's gonna take another one hundred

1831
01:18:25,439 --> 01:18:28,000
Speaker 1: years for the dollar water Guy to raise his prices.

1832
01:18:27,760 --> 01:18:29,439
Speaker 11: And it'll go to one twenty five, it'll go to

1833
01:18:30,120 --> 01:18:30,840
Speaker 11: it'll go it'll.

1834
01:18:30,760 --> 01:18:31,280
Speaker 3: Have to go to two.

1835
01:18:31,400 --> 01:18:31,559
Speaker 2: Right.

1836
01:18:31,880 --> 01:18:34,320
Speaker 1: Maybe I feel like in a hundred I feel like

1837
01:18:34,320 --> 01:18:35,800
Speaker 1: Americans we gotta get rid of coins.

1838
01:18:35,880 --> 01:18:37,360
Speaker 3: Our coins are just not worth anything.

1839
01:18:37,600 --> 01:18:38,519
Speaker 11: That's true.

1840
01:18:39,240 --> 01:18:42,160
Speaker 13: I mean I work at a very like small little

1841
01:18:42,240 --> 01:18:44,559
Speaker 13: town like bagel shop, and a lot of the older

1842
01:18:44,640 --> 01:18:49,840
Speaker 13: people have exact change. Really, so maybe in major cities

1843
01:18:49,920 --> 01:18:54,360
Speaker 13: like this, coins should go. But in very small towns, yeah,

1844
01:18:55,240 --> 01:18:57,200
Speaker 13: coins just never cease to exist.

1845
01:18:57,400 --> 01:18:59,639
Speaker 2: Get rid of the coins, but bring back the dollar coin.

1846
01:18:59,680 --> 01:19:00,679
Speaker 2: I love a dollar coin.

1847
01:19:01,560 --> 01:19:02,880
Speaker 11: I feel like when I have a dollar coin, I

1848
01:19:03,000 --> 01:19:05,479
Speaker 11: just never use it. I just look at it. Yeah,

1849
01:19:06,200 --> 01:19:09,400
Speaker 11: it's too special. Yeah, somehow I have none left.

1850
01:19:10,680 --> 01:19:12,400
Speaker 3: I feel horrible, and I'm gonna ask your name.

1851
01:19:12,320 --> 01:19:15,640
Speaker 11: A third Leanna think like Brianna, but with an L.

1852
01:19:15,760 --> 01:19:17,360
Speaker 3: You know it's so annoying, you know, it's so annoying

1853
01:19:17,400 --> 01:19:18,360
Speaker 3: to me. Is I feel like I can?

1854
01:19:18,760 --> 01:19:19,000
Speaker 2: I can?

1855
01:19:19,240 --> 01:19:22,040
Speaker 1: I can, like, like like in that moment when I

1856
01:19:22,080 --> 01:19:24,360
Speaker 1: forgot your name, It's like you could quiz me on

1857
01:19:24,680 --> 01:19:27,800
Speaker 1: on on your life, as as the information you've told me,

1858
01:19:28,040 --> 01:19:29,760
Speaker 1: and I think I would get ninety nine percent of

1859
01:19:29,840 --> 01:19:30,880
Speaker 1: it correct except the name.

1860
01:19:31,160 --> 01:19:32,800
Speaker 3: That's just how my brain works. I got it.

1861
01:19:32,920 --> 01:19:35,280
Speaker 1: I know that, uh, I mean I know, yeah, what

1862
01:19:35,360 --> 01:19:37,720
Speaker 1: you were talking about with your girlfriend. I know you

1863
01:19:37,840 --> 01:19:41,720
Speaker 1: live in Jersey. I know that, uh, you work in

1864
01:19:41,800 --> 01:19:44,880
Speaker 1: a small town. Yes, I know that you're not in

1865
01:19:44,960 --> 01:19:46,720
Speaker 1: school right now. I know you have friends who live

1866
01:19:46,720 --> 01:19:49,000
Speaker 1: in the city. But I would have I would have

1867
01:19:49,560 --> 01:19:50,479
Speaker 1: not remembered the name.

1868
01:19:51,439 --> 01:19:53,200
Speaker 3: Is that bad? No, do you think I'm gonna am?

1869
01:19:53,240 --> 01:19:55,920
Speaker 13: I I feel like knowing my life is definitely a

1870
01:19:55,960 --> 01:19:57,920
Speaker 13: lot more important to me than knowing my name.

1871
01:19:58,280 --> 01:20:01,120
Speaker 2: Yeah, good, okay, good, the least of my worries.

1872
01:20:01,320 --> 01:20:03,680
Speaker 11: If you know me, you know me, if you know

1873
01:20:03,800 --> 01:20:05,479
Speaker 11: my name, it's whatever, Leana.

1874
01:20:05,520 --> 01:20:06,560
Speaker 2: Is there anything else you want to say to the

1875
01:20:06,600 --> 01:20:09,600
Speaker 2: people of the computer before we go, not really.

1876
01:20:10,120 --> 01:20:14,000
Speaker 11: Other than have a good summer and happy forth, Hags.

1877
01:20:16,400 --> 01:20:17,720
Speaker 1: I'll see you around the university, and I thank you

1878
01:20:17,800 --> 01:20:22,080
Speaker 1: very much for talking to a gecko. Yeah, there's a

1879
01:20:22,120 --> 01:20:24,000
Speaker 1: lot of really, I don't know if I don't know

1880
01:20:24,080 --> 01:20:26,840
Speaker 1: how much background noise you'll be able to hear on

1881
01:20:27,000 --> 01:20:32,400
Speaker 1: this podcast, but there's a lot of really nice music

1882
01:20:32,680 --> 01:20:34,599
Speaker 1: and happenings about.

1883
01:20:35,680 --> 01:20:36,200
Speaker 3: It's nice.

1884
01:20:37,000 --> 01:20:39,160
Speaker 2: What's your name, man, I'm Sonjay Sanjay.

1885
01:20:39,280 --> 01:20:41,880
Speaker 1: Nice to meet you. I like your shirt. Your shirt

1886
01:20:41,960 --> 01:20:46,840
Speaker 1: says lol and then under it it says love of laughter.

1887
01:20:47,200 --> 01:20:47,400
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1888
01:20:47,600 --> 01:20:50,120
Speaker 3: Yeah, what's up, Sonjay? How's life good?

1889
01:20:50,400 --> 01:20:51,639
Speaker 4: Not much, it's been it's been okay.

1890
01:20:51,680 --> 01:20:53,040
Speaker 2: How about you? Why only okay?

1891
01:20:53,920 --> 01:20:55,960
Speaker 1: I mean it's been like mundane, but like in like

1892
01:20:56,000 --> 01:20:59,120
Speaker 1: a good way, you know, Yeah, mundane life contains a

1893
01:20:59,200 --> 01:21:00,920
Speaker 1: lot of joy in it. What tell me about like,

1894
01:21:00,960 --> 01:21:01,760
Speaker 1: what do you do every day?

1895
01:21:02,720 --> 01:21:05,439
Speaker 6: I mean, I'm a full time student and then I

1896
01:21:05,560 --> 01:21:07,920
Speaker 6: do a lot of like stand up, so like I

1897
01:21:08,040 --> 01:21:10,559
Speaker 6: usually just like go to class, then like write some jokes,

1898
01:21:10,640 --> 01:21:12,880
Speaker 6: go to an open mic, and then like oh you

1899
01:21:13,080 --> 01:21:13,800
Speaker 6: your stand up.

1900
01:21:13,840 --> 01:21:16,479
Speaker 3: Yeah yeah yeah, very cool, Yeah, very cool.

1901
01:21:17,240 --> 01:21:17,560
Speaker 2: How's this?

1902
01:21:17,680 --> 01:21:19,479
Speaker 3: How's the New York stand up scene treating you?

1903
01:21:19,800 --> 01:21:21,760
Speaker 6: It's okay, it's it's really cool. I think it's like

1904
01:21:21,800 --> 01:21:23,439
Speaker 6: a lot of fun. But it's also like there's so

1905
01:21:23,640 --> 01:21:26,240
Speaker 6: many comics, you know. Yeah, so also trying to like

1906
01:21:26,280 --> 01:21:28,880
Speaker 6: pivot into like content and stuff like that. But cool,

1907
01:21:29,040 --> 01:21:31,439
Speaker 6: like every other like that's my original idea. Yeah, let

1908
01:21:31,479 --> 01:21:33,360
Speaker 6: me do content. What's your what's your dream?

1909
01:21:35,160 --> 01:21:38,479
Speaker 4: I would like to be an SNL cast member.

1910
01:21:38,560 --> 01:21:39,160
Speaker 3: That's my dream?

1911
01:21:39,280 --> 01:21:39,559
Speaker 4: Really?

1912
01:21:39,760 --> 01:21:39,960
Speaker 2: Yeah?

1913
01:21:40,000 --> 01:21:40,160
Speaker 8: Yeah?

1914
01:21:40,360 --> 01:21:41,280
Speaker 2: How old are you? Can ask?

1915
01:21:41,439 --> 01:21:43,599
Speaker 3: Twenty twenty? Yeah, by the time.

1916
01:21:45,040 --> 01:21:49,000
Speaker 1: You, I think SNL is kind of dead, isn't it.

1917
01:21:49,280 --> 01:21:51,439
Speaker 1: I mean it's has faltered. Yeah, it's not like the

1918
01:21:52,000 --> 01:21:56,320
Speaker 1: every Man show it used to be. For sure. I'm

1919
01:21:56,360 --> 01:21:59,240
Speaker 1: gonna well, hold on, can I can? I? All right,

1920
01:21:59,280 --> 01:22:02,680
Speaker 1: I'm gonna tell it very douchey story. Okay, okay, And

1921
01:22:02,800 --> 01:22:05,280
Speaker 1: this is why I think I might get some heat

1922
01:22:05,360 --> 01:22:07,479
Speaker 1: for this, but it's fine. I think wanting to be

1923
01:22:07,520 --> 01:22:10,840
Speaker 1: an SNL cast but only because Sanjay.

1924
01:22:10,920 --> 01:22:14,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, only because I I I want I remember my name?

1925
01:22:14,920 --> 01:22:20,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, Okay, so uh two years ago, like the Internet

1926
01:22:20,240 --> 01:22:21,400
Speaker 1: is so much more powerful than.

1927
01:22:21,360 --> 01:22:22,120
Speaker 2: Saturday Night Live.

1928
01:22:22,400 --> 01:22:24,519
Speaker 3: Yeah, I guess that makes sense, but so much more

1929
01:22:24,600 --> 01:22:27,040
Speaker 3: powerful ship Like like fucking Shane Gillis man.

1930
01:22:27,760 --> 01:22:30,360
Speaker 1: You know, he like came back like when he first

1931
01:22:30,560 --> 01:22:34,000
Speaker 1: when he first got fired from Saturday Live. Uh, everyone

1932
01:22:34,160 --> 01:22:36,120
Speaker 1: was like, this is gonna be better for his career,

1933
01:22:36,200 --> 01:22:37,920
Speaker 1: and I didn't believe. I was like, no, he kind

1934
01:22:37,960 --> 01:22:40,680
Speaker 1: of got fucked. And then now now that everyone was right,

1935
01:22:40,720 --> 01:22:43,040
Speaker 1: it was better for his career. He's like as any

1936
01:22:43,120 --> 01:22:46,679
Speaker 1: cast member. Yeah, and he's hosting and so, uh.

1937
01:22:47,600 --> 01:22:48,880
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna name any names.

1938
01:22:48,920 --> 01:22:51,760
Speaker 1: And this is not in any way, shape orform reflective

1939
01:22:51,800 --> 01:22:56,639
Speaker 1: of this performer themselves. But it's just about like SNL

1940
01:22:56,720 --> 01:22:59,280
Speaker 1: is and it's it's more reflective of SNL as an institution. Okay,

1941
01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:02,280
Speaker 1: I'm not gonna name this performance name. They're very funny,

1942
01:23:02,280 --> 01:23:04,720
Speaker 1: but again, it's about the institution out the former. Two

1943
01:23:04,840 --> 01:23:10,719
Speaker 1: years ago, I was in England doing a show Therapy Gecko,

1944
01:23:11,240 --> 01:23:13,360
Speaker 1: and you know at the time, you know, I was

1945
01:23:13,520 --> 01:23:16,560
Speaker 1: going viral on TikTok or whatever, and I had a

1946
01:23:16,640 --> 01:23:19,680
Speaker 1: sold out show at this comedy club in England And

1947
01:23:20,080 --> 01:23:24,439
Speaker 1: the next night after my show, there was this guy

1948
01:23:24,560 --> 01:23:29,000
Speaker 1: headlining who at the time was an SNL cast member,

1949
01:23:29,760 --> 01:23:35,120
Speaker 1: And at my show, they're putting flyers for his show

1950
01:23:35,920 --> 01:23:38,719
Speaker 1: on the seats and I was looking at the flyers

1951
01:23:38,800 --> 01:23:41,160
Speaker 1: and I was like, damn, dude.

1952
01:23:41,280 --> 01:23:44,720
Speaker 2: My show was sold out. Geo Trumps, I'm selling more

1953
01:23:44,760 --> 01:23:45,400
Speaker 2: to don't.

1954
01:23:45,439 --> 01:23:46,800
Speaker 1: I don't know how it would go nowadays, but at

1955
01:23:46,840 --> 01:23:49,120
Speaker 1: least at that time, it's like, Damn, I'm selling more

1956
01:23:49,120 --> 01:23:52,400
Speaker 1: tickets than somebody who was on Saturday Night Live off

1957
01:23:52,479 --> 01:23:55,360
Speaker 1: of TikTok and Instagram and YouTube and whatnot.

1958
01:23:55,439 --> 01:24:00,600
Speaker 6: Dude, Gecko Gecko Trump's Lauren Michaels right here, Just no,

1959
01:24:00,800 --> 01:24:01,680
Speaker 6: it does nothing to do with Dad.

1960
01:24:01,720 --> 01:24:04,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, like you know, I don't know, Like you're the

1961
01:24:04,400 --> 01:24:07,439
Speaker 1: goal for you is more, Yeah, you'll find more success

1962
01:24:07,600 --> 01:24:08,479
Speaker 1: on like YouTube and.

1963
01:24:08,880 --> 01:24:10,559
Speaker 6: Yeah, well I want to be a comedian. I also

1964
01:24:10,560 --> 01:24:12,000
Speaker 6: want to like create a TV show. Those are two

1965
01:24:12,040 --> 01:24:12,400
Speaker 6: big things.

1966
01:24:12,560 --> 01:24:15,080
Speaker 3: But even what the fuck is a TV show? Ye,

1967
01:24:15,200 --> 01:24:16,040
Speaker 3: it's a TV show.

1968
01:24:16,479 --> 01:24:17,160
Speaker 2: I think it could be.

1969
01:24:17,680 --> 01:24:20,840
Speaker 1: Well, it knows, it's it's you know, it's I mean,

1970
01:24:20,880 --> 01:24:23,800
Speaker 1: it's a people. Nobody watches TV.

1971
01:24:24,160 --> 01:24:24,519
Speaker 3: I don't know.

1972
01:24:24,720 --> 01:24:26,960
Speaker 6: I just watch family guy clip by clip that's my

1973
01:24:27,080 --> 01:24:30,040
Speaker 6: TV on TikTok's but you watch it on TikTok.

1974
01:24:30,160 --> 01:24:31,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, So I don't know.

1975
01:24:31,040 --> 01:24:32,720
Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like the old guard of

1976
01:24:32,880 --> 01:24:34,600
Speaker 1: like I want to be on SNL or have a

1977
01:24:34,680 --> 01:24:36,599
Speaker 1: TV show. It's like all that shit is dead, dude.

1978
01:24:36,640 --> 01:24:38,400
Speaker 6: It's like a double ed story because it's like so

1979
01:24:38,479 --> 01:24:40,280
Speaker 6: many people. It's like anybody can do it, but now

1980
01:24:40,360 --> 01:24:41,519
Speaker 6: so many more people are doing it.

1981
01:24:41,880 --> 01:24:42,280
Speaker 2: It's good.

1982
01:24:42,439 --> 01:24:43,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's great.

1983
01:24:43,120 --> 01:24:45,640
Speaker 6: They democratize the media answers. Yeah, I mean I think

1984
01:24:45,680 --> 01:24:47,519
Speaker 6: that's always something I've always wondered. I'm like, how many

1985
01:24:47,600 --> 01:24:50,320
Speaker 6: people you think were more talented than like a Dave

1986
01:24:50,400 --> 01:24:52,479
Speaker 6: Chappelle or like you know, like a Chris Rock or

1987
01:24:52,560 --> 01:24:54,280
Speaker 6: like you know, like a c K. But there's just

1988
01:24:54,360 --> 01:24:56,200
Speaker 6: never attempt or like never got seen in the right

1989
01:24:56,280 --> 01:24:58,840
Speaker 6: room or whatever. Well, I mean, yeah, bro, that's how

1990
01:24:58,840 --> 01:25:01,280
Speaker 6: it goes or I mean comedy. But also, like any

1991
01:25:01,360 --> 01:25:03,000
Speaker 6: kind of art, it's less about art and more about

1992
01:25:03,080 --> 01:25:08,680
Speaker 6: like it's it's a combination of like good taste and

1993
01:25:08,960 --> 01:25:12,600
Speaker 6: talent and marketing opportunities and luck yeah, it's like a

1994
01:25:12,680 --> 01:25:13,760
Speaker 6: third of each of those things.

1995
01:25:13,920 --> 01:25:16,120
Speaker 4: It's kind of like like do you.

1996
01:25:16,120 --> 01:25:16,760
Speaker 3: Watch the NBA.

1997
01:25:17,160 --> 01:25:19,320
Speaker 6: No, Okay, there's like a story of like one of

1998
01:25:19,439 --> 01:25:22,040
Speaker 6: like this European basketball player who was like like head

1999
01:25:22,080 --> 01:25:23,599
Speaker 6: and shoulders above the rest would have like a forty

2000
01:25:23,640 --> 01:25:26,000
Speaker 6: point trouble double at halftime in Europe and they wanted

2001
01:25:26,040 --> 01:25:27,280
Speaker 6: to come to the NBA and they said he'd be

2002
01:25:27,360 --> 01:25:27,800
Speaker 6: better than.

2003
01:25:27,720 --> 01:25:29,200
Speaker 4: Like Jordan and like all these guys.

2004
01:25:29,520 --> 01:25:31,160
Speaker 6: But like he couldn't come for ten years because of

2005
01:25:31,240 --> 01:25:33,080
Speaker 6: his visa and by the time he finally came, he

2006
01:25:33,280 --> 01:25:34,920
Speaker 6: was like old so like and he was still like

2007
01:25:35,000 --> 01:25:36,920
Speaker 6: really good. I think he uh, I forgot. It's like

2008
01:25:36,960 --> 01:25:40,160
Speaker 6: a Sabonus something. But like the question is like how

2009
01:25:40,360 --> 01:25:41,760
Speaker 6: like you know, like how many people are there like

2010
01:25:41,800 --> 01:25:43,479
Speaker 6: that where they just like never made it to the

2011
01:25:43,640 --> 01:25:45,880
Speaker 6: NBA because it's some like miscellaneous reason. But we're like

2012
01:25:45,960 --> 01:25:47,760
Speaker 6: more talented than anybody there.

2013
01:25:48,200 --> 01:25:48,439
Speaker 3: Yeah.

2014
01:25:48,640 --> 01:25:50,519
Speaker 1: Well, comedy is a little weird because it's the talent

2015
01:25:50,680 --> 01:25:53,320
Speaker 1: is all subjective, yeah, you know, and people different people

2016
01:25:53,400 --> 01:25:56,320
Speaker 1: are kind of four different audiences and yeah, well.

2017
01:25:56,160 --> 01:25:57,800
Speaker 6: I think it's like that about art though too, Like

2018
01:25:57,800 --> 01:25:59,559
Speaker 6: I don't think art's about like talent. I think it's

2019
01:25:59,560 --> 01:26:02,559
Speaker 6: about moment. Like I think anyone can shine in their moment, you.

2020
01:26:02,600 --> 01:26:02,880
Speaker 3: Know, yeah.

2021
01:26:02,920 --> 01:26:06,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's about moment and momentum is also about literally

2022
01:26:06,240 --> 01:26:07,720
Speaker 1: about about moments.

2023
01:26:07,520 --> 01:26:09,639
Speaker 6: Like there's moments where Leonard Dicapro will be the worst

2024
01:26:09,680 --> 01:26:11,559
Speaker 6: actor in the world. There's moments where some guy from

2025
01:26:11,680 --> 01:26:13,880
Speaker 6: like getting a BFA could it could be like more

2026
01:26:14,000 --> 01:26:17,439
Speaker 6: the most talented act just in that specific moment, right, yeah, random,

2027
01:26:17,479 --> 01:26:19,280
Speaker 6: Like it all just clicks that it just comes together.

2028
01:26:19,439 --> 01:26:21,320
Speaker 3: Are you having fun in life?

2029
01:26:21,520 --> 01:26:21,720
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2030
01:26:22,040 --> 01:26:22,600
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think so.

2031
01:26:23,000 --> 01:26:25,240
Speaker 3: I think I'm having fun. I think like staying busy

2032
01:26:25,320 --> 01:26:26,320
Speaker 3: is like the most fun that I have.

2033
01:26:26,400 --> 01:26:27,960
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, if you don't stay busy, you'll start to

2034
01:26:27,960 --> 01:26:29,200
Speaker 1: ask questions you were never meant.

2035
01:26:29,360 --> 01:26:31,040
Speaker 3: You got to hear your own voice.

2036
01:26:31,200 --> 01:26:34,360
Speaker 6: That's the that's the scariest Uh, that's the scariest medium.

2037
01:26:34,760 --> 01:26:36,320
Speaker 2: Well, shit, Sonjay, it was good talking to you.

2038
01:26:36,479 --> 01:26:37,200
Speaker 4: Great talking to you too.

2039
01:26:37,439 --> 01:26:38,559
Speaker 3: You want to say to the people of the computer

2040
01:26:38,600 --> 01:26:39,040
Speaker 3: before we go?

2041
01:26:39,320 --> 01:26:42,320
Speaker 6: Uh, you guys should follow me on my stand up

2042
01:26:42,360 --> 01:26:44,680
Speaker 6: comedy account. It's called Sunjay does Stand Up s A.

2043
01:26:44,800 --> 01:26:47,880
Speaker 6: N j Y Does Stand Up Beautiful. Yeah, I'm looking

2044
01:26:47,920 --> 01:26:53,679
Speaker 6: forward to seeing you around the universe. I'm looking forward

2045
01:26:53,720 --> 01:26:55,280
Speaker 6: to you selling more tickets than me when I got

2046
01:26:55,320 --> 01:26:55,800
Speaker 6: on SNL.

2047
01:26:56,880 --> 01:26:57,080
Speaker 7: Yeah.

2048
01:26:57,840 --> 01:27:01,040
Speaker 3: Great to talk to you man. Hello, there, have a seat.

2049
01:27:01,120 --> 01:27:05,720
Speaker 3: What is what is your name? I'm Rachel, Rachel, Nice

2050
01:27:05,720 --> 01:27:07,920
Speaker 3: to meet you. What's up has life?

2051
01:27:08,000 --> 01:27:08,479
Speaker 2: What's going on?

2052
01:27:09,560 --> 01:27:15,120
Speaker 9: So yesterday I learned that my friend is a kleptomania.

2053
01:27:16,040 --> 01:27:18,640
Speaker 1: Oh interesting for those who don't know what that is.

2054
01:27:19,280 --> 01:27:22,160
Speaker 1: And I think I know what a kleptomaniac is. Somebody

2055
01:27:22,160 --> 01:27:23,799
Speaker 1: who is addicted to stealing.

2056
01:27:24,320 --> 01:27:27,760
Speaker 12: Yeah, he's banned from Canada apparently, which sucks because I

2057
01:27:27,840 --> 01:27:32,280
Speaker 12: live in Canada. But yeah, he just like I've been

2058
01:27:32,280 --> 01:27:33,640
Speaker 12: friends with him for a couple of weeks and he

2059
01:27:33,760 --> 01:27:34,200
Speaker 12: just told me.

2060
01:27:34,240 --> 01:27:35,479
Speaker 9: That he likes to steal things?

2061
01:27:35,720 --> 01:27:36,479
Speaker 3: What kind of things?

2062
01:27:36,880 --> 01:27:42,240
Speaker 12: Really random things like caution tape and just like little knickknacks,

2063
01:27:42,280 --> 01:27:44,360
Speaker 12: but nothing that valuable.

2064
01:27:44,080 --> 01:27:45,800
Speaker 2: Sure, but he gets off on it.

2065
01:27:46,000 --> 01:27:47,280
Speaker 3: How long have you been friends with this guy?

2066
01:27:47,479 --> 01:27:47,960
Speaker 9: Three weeks?

2067
01:27:48,120 --> 01:27:48,559
Speaker 2: Three weeks?

2068
01:27:48,680 --> 01:27:49,519
Speaker 3: How'd you guys meet?

2069
01:27:50,240 --> 01:27:52,280
Speaker 9: We met in front of the comedy shop.

2070
01:27:52,880 --> 01:27:54,280
Speaker 2: What's what's the comedy shop.

2071
01:27:55,600 --> 01:27:56,400
Speaker 9: On Bleeker Street?

2072
01:27:56,560 --> 01:27:56,720
Speaker 7: Oh?

2073
01:27:56,880 --> 01:27:59,120
Speaker 3: Oh right, I didn't know there was a Is that

2074
01:27:59,160 --> 01:27:59,960
Speaker 3: a new comedy club?

2075
01:28:00,960 --> 01:28:03,080
Speaker 9: I'm not sure. I've only been here for a little while.

2076
01:28:03,360 --> 01:28:06,200
Speaker 1: Okay, so you met a friend outside of a comedy

2077
01:28:06,320 --> 01:28:08,480
Speaker 1: shop and then when he told you he was a kleptomaniac.

2078
01:28:08,560 --> 01:28:09,799
Speaker 3: Did that make you look at him differently?

2079
01:28:10,760 --> 01:28:12,760
Speaker 9: I got a little scared. I'm like, do I want

2080
01:28:12,800 --> 01:28:15,880
Speaker 9: to invite this guy over right? Or should I? Should

2081
01:28:15,880 --> 01:28:17,200
Speaker 9: he be just like an outside friend?

2082
01:28:17,439 --> 01:28:19,439
Speaker 1: Has he stolen anything from you in the time that

2083
01:28:19,479 --> 01:28:21,680
Speaker 1: you've not that I know of? But I guess it

2084
01:28:21,680 --> 01:28:23,719
Speaker 1: would be I guess from from the way you've described

2085
01:28:23,720 --> 01:28:25,080
Speaker 1: this guy, it sounds like if he were to steal

2086
01:28:25,160 --> 01:28:26,519
Speaker 1: things from you, it would be things you wouldn't even

2087
01:28:26,560 --> 01:28:27,080
Speaker 1: notice were gone.

2088
01:28:27,120 --> 01:28:28,320
Speaker 9: Like, yeah, it'd be like my floss.

2089
01:28:28,560 --> 01:28:30,120
Speaker 3: I was literally going to say floss.

2090
01:28:30,400 --> 01:28:32,720
Speaker 9: Yeah, my gumbs would get so bad I wouldn't know why.

2091
01:28:33,120 --> 01:28:35,439
Speaker 1: Yeah, do you have any Okay, do you own anything

2092
01:28:35,680 --> 01:28:39,400
Speaker 1: that you think is in that rung of like's not

2093
01:28:39,479 --> 01:28:40,840
Speaker 1: importance but is important to.

2094
01:28:40,920 --> 01:28:44,439
Speaker 9: You, like that I would notice is gone, or that

2095
01:28:44,520 --> 01:28:45,920
Speaker 9: I would have well yeah.

2096
01:28:45,760 --> 01:28:48,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, things that like are kind of objectively seen is

2097
01:28:48,680 --> 01:28:50,639
Speaker 1: not important, but that you would find important.

2098
01:28:50,960 --> 01:28:53,679
Speaker 2: My cheese greater Ooh, that's a great answer.

2099
01:28:54,439 --> 01:28:57,280
Speaker 1: Yeah, So if this guy stole your cheese greater friendship

2100
01:28:57,360 --> 01:29:00,920
Speaker 1: over well, like I would know how many. Okay, let

2101
01:29:00,960 --> 01:29:02,120
Speaker 1: me ask you this, all right, so you've been friends

2102
01:29:02,120 --> 01:29:04,160
Speaker 1: with this guy for three weeks? Yea, although how many

2103
01:29:04,240 --> 01:29:05,680
Speaker 1: How often have you hung out with him in those

2104
01:29:05,680 --> 01:29:06,160
Speaker 1: three weeks?

2105
01:29:07,560 --> 01:29:10,160
Speaker 9: Well, I've seen him three times or four times?

2106
01:29:10,240 --> 01:29:11,040
Speaker 2: Maybe? Okay.

2107
01:29:11,200 --> 01:29:13,400
Speaker 9: We went to do improv together, which was fun?

2108
01:29:14,120 --> 01:29:15,519
Speaker 3: How fast? How fast?

2109
01:29:15,840 --> 01:29:19,120
Speaker 1: Until because I gotta say, like, like, he's your friend? Like,

2110
01:29:19,400 --> 01:29:22,000
Speaker 1: like how that was a fast decoration?

2111
01:29:22,560 --> 01:29:22,760
Speaker 9: You know?

2112
01:29:22,960 --> 01:29:25,200
Speaker 3: How how fast I want to become friends?

2113
01:29:25,280 --> 01:29:27,080
Speaker 9: People normally say acquaintance?

2114
01:29:27,360 --> 01:29:30,360
Speaker 12: Yeah, but I just like skip over that. I like,

2115
01:29:30,520 --> 01:29:34,599
Speaker 12: I like that, Like we're friends now, Like you can

2116
01:29:34,640 --> 01:29:37,439
Speaker 12: come over if you want, I'll make you tea.

2117
01:29:38,880 --> 01:29:41,640
Speaker 1: I feel like you feel like we like this this

2118
01:29:41,840 --> 01:29:44,880
Speaker 1: was enough interaction for us to be labeled friends?

2119
01:29:45,040 --> 01:29:46,920
Speaker 12: Probably not, the more I think about it, I don't

2120
01:29:46,920 --> 01:29:49,519
Speaker 12: think so either, Like what does it take to be friends?

2121
01:29:49,600 --> 01:29:50,200
Speaker 9: Like what do you think?

2122
01:29:51,120 --> 01:29:52,360
Speaker 3: I feel like? If you and I.

2123
01:29:55,040 --> 01:30:01,439
Speaker 1: Inhabited the same space regularly O for a somewhat extended

2124
01:30:01,520 --> 01:30:04,800
Speaker 1: period of time, and throughout that period of time had

2125
01:30:04,840 --> 01:30:09,320
Speaker 1: extended amounts of conversations or you know, hung out either

2126
01:30:09,400 --> 01:30:11,400
Speaker 1: in a group or as one on one, we would

2127
01:30:11,439 --> 01:30:12,960
Speaker 1: then develop a friendship.

2128
01:30:13,000 --> 01:30:13,560
Speaker 2: But this is not.

2129
01:30:13,760 --> 01:30:15,680
Speaker 1: I don't think long enough for us to so I

2130
01:30:15,760 --> 01:30:18,720
Speaker 1: have to come back become friends, so you have to

2131
01:30:18,760 --> 01:30:20,840
Speaker 1: come back. Yeah, I guess in order for us to

2132
01:30:20,920 --> 01:30:24,920
Speaker 1: be friends, for us to be friends. Although actually I'll say, actually,

2133
01:30:24,960 --> 01:30:28,760
Speaker 1: you know what the guy at the very beginning, who

2134
01:30:29,120 --> 01:30:31,560
Speaker 1: like I saw him over there and he had like

2135
01:30:31,720 --> 01:30:35,080
Speaker 1: the uh, the table, the table. If I saw him again,

2136
01:30:35,560 --> 01:30:38,280
Speaker 1: I would be like, Yo, that's my boy. Although if

2137
01:30:38,360 --> 01:30:41,760
Speaker 1: I saw you here at this park again.

2138
01:30:41,680 --> 01:30:44,160
Speaker 9: Probably wouldn't recognize me because I look.

2139
01:30:44,080 --> 01:30:46,920
Speaker 3: Like maybe maybe I would. It's like i'd be like, hey, yo,

2140
01:30:47,040 --> 01:30:48,080
Speaker 3: I remember you. We talked.

2141
01:30:48,160 --> 01:30:50,880
Speaker 2: What's your name? I still actually don't know your name.

2142
01:30:50,920 --> 01:30:52,320
Speaker 2: What's your name, Rachel? Rachel?

2143
01:30:52,560 --> 01:30:53,160
Speaker 9: What's your name?

2144
01:30:53,320 --> 01:30:54,160
Speaker 2: Lyle? Lyle?

2145
01:30:55,840 --> 01:30:57,799
Speaker 3: So are you gonna continue to be friends with this person?

2146
01:31:01,680 --> 01:31:04,599
Speaker 12: I waited a little too long, so probably like it's

2147
01:31:04,640 --> 01:31:08,040
Speaker 12: gonna be a distant friend, like I'll go do improv

2148
01:31:08,240 --> 01:31:09,960
Speaker 12: or if we're in a group setting, but he's not.

2149
01:31:10,520 --> 01:31:12,840
Speaker 12: He's not getting like an invite over for like a

2150
01:31:12,960 --> 01:31:14,919
Speaker 12: dinner party type situation.

2151
01:31:15,800 --> 01:31:18,880
Speaker 3: So are you a comedian? No, what were you doing

2152
01:31:18,880 --> 01:31:19,920
Speaker 3: outside of a comedy club?

2153
01:31:20,800 --> 01:31:24,439
Speaker 12: So my friend's on Love Island and your friend on

2154
01:31:25,120 --> 01:31:28,800
Speaker 12: Love Island and I don't have At the time, I

2155
01:31:28,840 --> 01:31:31,680
Speaker 12: didn't know that my roommate had Peacock, which is a

2156
01:31:31,720 --> 01:31:35,080
Speaker 12: streaming service that Love Island's on. Yeah, so I just

2157
01:31:35,479 --> 01:31:38,080
Speaker 12: left a date and I was walking somewhere else to

2158
01:31:38,120 --> 01:31:40,519
Speaker 12: take the subway home, and I pass by and they

2159
01:31:40,560 --> 01:31:43,639
Speaker 12: have a big screen every night showing Love Island.

2160
01:31:45,080 --> 01:31:46,559
Speaker 3: Who's your friend that's on Love Island?

2161
01:31:46,640 --> 01:31:46,960
Speaker 9: Elon?

2162
01:31:48,280 --> 01:31:53,120
Speaker 2: I don't watch Love Island, Ela Elon, elon? Yeah, what

2163
01:31:53,200 --> 01:31:53,840
Speaker 2: does she look like?

2164
01:31:54,040 --> 01:31:54,080
Speaker 9: He?

2165
01:31:54,720 --> 01:31:54,840
Speaker 10: Oh?

2166
01:31:54,920 --> 01:31:55,640
Speaker 3: What does he look like?

2167
01:31:56,400 --> 01:31:58,200
Speaker 9: Jewish looking? He's got a fro?

2168
01:32:00,920 --> 01:32:01,120
Speaker 4: Yeah?

2169
01:32:01,720 --> 01:32:02,559
Speaker 3: Are you also Jewish?

2170
01:32:02,600 --> 01:32:05,320
Speaker 9: I'm also Jewish? Well what are you doing for shab butt?

2171
01:32:05,400 --> 01:32:06,439
Speaker 3: What am I doing for Shabbat?

2172
01:32:06,560 --> 01:32:09,280
Speaker 1: Yes, well I don't. I don't really do stuff for Shabbat.

2173
01:32:09,280 --> 01:32:11,719
Speaker 1: I just like, what are you doing for Shabbat?

2174
01:32:12,160 --> 01:32:16,599
Speaker 9: I just got invited like an hour ago to a rooftop,

2175
01:32:18,000 --> 01:32:20,040
Speaker 9: but really, where you want to come?

2176
01:32:20,320 --> 01:32:20,559
Speaker 2: Maybe?

2177
01:32:20,680 --> 01:32:20,840
Speaker 10: Yeah?

2178
01:32:20,920 --> 01:32:21,479
Speaker 2: Where where is it?

2179
01:32:21,600 --> 01:32:26,200
Speaker 12: It's a so it's at this guy's apartment and it

2180
01:32:26,280 --> 01:32:28,759
Speaker 12: has a really good view of the Williamsburg Bridge.

2181
01:32:28,920 --> 01:32:31,559
Speaker 1: Wait, actually I actually kind of do what plus one

2182
01:32:32,800 --> 01:32:35,479
Speaker 1: hund Okay, I'm actually kind of down.

2183
01:32:35,560 --> 01:32:36,360
Speaker 9: I think that'd be awesome.

2184
01:32:36,960 --> 01:32:39,920
Speaker 3: It's Williamsburg. Okay, Well we'll we'll talk.

2185
01:32:40,040 --> 01:32:41,479
Speaker 9: We can talk after I just don't want to peep

2186
01:32:41,520 --> 01:32:41,920
Speaker 9: the address.

2187
01:32:42,520 --> 01:32:44,960
Speaker 1: We can talk after, okay. So uh for really, what

2188
01:32:45,120 --> 01:32:46,360
Speaker 1: was the theme of your abot mitzvah?

2189
01:32:47,120 --> 01:32:47,240
Speaker 6: Uh?

2190
01:32:48,479 --> 01:32:50,760
Speaker 12: Mine was like, you know, I'm not like the other

2191
01:32:50,880 --> 01:32:53,920
Speaker 12: Jewish girls. I didn't want the big party, so I

2192
01:32:54,160 --> 01:32:59,439
Speaker 12: just had like three limos, you know, really casual and.

2193
01:33:00,439 --> 01:33:03,639
Speaker 2: Yuah yo, I know exactly what your house looks like? Really?

2194
01:33:03,840 --> 01:33:04,000
Speaker 3: Yeah?

2195
01:33:04,040 --> 01:33:05,560
Speaker 1: I feel like just by you saying that I know

2196
01:33:05,680 --> 01:33:07,519
Speaker 1: exactly what the interior of your house looks like.

2197
01:33:07,800 --> 01:33:08,720
Speaker 9: Okay, tell me about it.

2198
01:33:09,400 --> 01:33:12,120
Speaker 3: Uh, I can't like visually describe it. I can't like

2199
01:33:12,200 --> 01:33:12,600
Speaker 3: describe it.

2200
01:33:12,840 --> 01:33:14,439
Speaker 9: Are you just trying to come see my house?

2201
01:33:15,080 --> 01:33:15,120
Speaker 10: No?

2202
01:33:15,400 --> 01:33:17,240
Speaker 1: I'm just not not like no, like the house you

2203
01:33:17,320 --> 01:33:19,720
Speaker 1: grew up in. I assume did you did you grow

2204
01:33:19,760 --> 01:33:20,920
Speaker 1: up in a Jewish neighborhood?

2205
01:33:21,080 --> 01:33:21,320
Speaker 4: I did?

2206
01:33:21,400 --> 01:33:22,240
Speaker 9: But are we talking like?

2207
01:33:22,920 --> 01:33:24,920
Speaker 12: I lived in one house until I was five and

2208
01:33:24,960 --> 01:33:27,680
Speaker 12: then another one from like five on? So which one

2209
01:33:27,760 --> 01:33:28,479
Speaker 12: we talk about here?

2210
01:33:28,600 --> 01:33:29,960
Speaker 3: I guess the five on one?

2211
01:33:30,520 --> 01:33:30,960
Speaker 9: Goode?

2212
01:33:30,960 --> 01:33:32,480
Speaker 3: You actually three limosts?

2213
01:33:32,600 --> 01:33:32,840
Speaker 7: I did?

2214
01:33:33,040 --> 01:33:33,160
Speaker 12: Well?

2215
01:33:33,200 --> 01:33:34,600
Speaker 3: Well, tell me more about your butt mets for what?

2216
01:33:34,840 --> 01:33:35,360
Speaker 11: So going on?

2217
01:33:36,160 --> 01:33:38,320
Speaker 12: It was kind of interesting because at the time, like

2218
01:33:38,439 --> 01:33:40,760
Speaker 12: I could only be in one limo. You can't put

2219
01:33:40,800 --> 01:33:41,719
Speaker 12: me in all limos.

2220
01:33:42,280 --> 01:33:44,200
Speaker 9: So you knew the girls and the people in my

2221
01:33:44,400 --> 01:33:46,240
Speaker 9: limo were my fucking favorite people.

2222
01:33:46,400 --> 01:33:47,800
Speaker 3: Oh no, did that make the people in the other

2223
01:33:47,880 --> 01:33:48,639
Speaker 3: limos feel bad?

2224
01:33:48,680 --> 01:33:50,679
Speaker 9: I feel like they were a little dumb because they're

2225
01:33:50,720 --> 01:33:51,280
Speaker 9: like twelve.

2226
01:33:51,840 --> 01:33:54,040
Speaker 2: Okay, so they but like maybe.

2227
01:33:54,080 --> 01:33:55,760
Speaker 1: The Ember one, you invited at least somebody that you

2228
01:33:55,920 --> 01:33:57,839
Speaker 1: liked or did you have any like forced invites?

2229
01:33:59,200 --> 01:34:02,080
Speaker 12: No, no, four stinvites. No, it was it was only

2230
01:34:02,160 --> 01:34:04,920
Speaker 12: forty five people. So it was all people that I

2231
01:34:05,160 --> 01:34:08,479
Speaker 12: liked or that were more of my acquaintances. But my

2232
01:34:08,640 --> 01:34:09,960
Speaker 12: core people were in my limo.

2233
01:34:10,360 --> 01:34:13,599
Speaker 2: Okay, yeah, do you do a lot of like stuff

2234
01:34:13,640 --> 01:34:18,479
Speaker 2: for the Jewish holidays? No at me either, although I'll

2235
01:34:18,560 --> 01:34:21,920
Speaker 2: say except tonight for but I actually.

2236
01:34:21,720 --> 01:34:23,720
Speaker 3: I am in for tonight for spot. It sounds fun.

2237
01:34:23,800 --> 01:34:26,120
Speaker 9: But you got like, are you gonna keep? You gonna change?

2238
01:34:26,640 --> 01:34:27,919
Speaker 9: Are you gonna put on a keepa.

2239
01:34:29,760 --> 01:34:29,960
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2240
01:34:29,960 --> 01:34:30,840
Speaker 9: But keep keep the fit.

2241
01:34:31,400 --> 01:34:32,600
Speaker 2: I got fit on this.

2242
01:34:34,240 --> 01:34:35,360
Speaker 9: We can get you a big keeper.

2243
01:34:35,479 --> 01:34:37,519
Speaker 3: Okay, I know I find a big enough keeper. I'd

2244
01:34:37,520 --> 01:34:37,800
Speaker 3: be dawn.

2245
01:34:38,240 --> 01:34:42,840
Speaker 2: But well, I was gonna say, uh, do you I

2246
01:34:42,880 --> 01:34:45,519
Speaker 2: don't they don't do? Do do women do to fill in?

2247
01:34:46,280 --> 01:34:46,320
Speaker 10: No?

2248
01:34:46,760 --> 01:34:49,280
Speaker 1: Because I'm always getting clocked by uh, like if I'm

2249
01:34:49,280 --> 01:34:51,880
Speaker 1: walking around Williamsburg, Like I always get clocked by the

2250
01:34:51,960 --> 01:34:52,719
Speaker 1: tafilling dudes.

2251
01:34:54,479 --> 01:34:54,880
Speaker 2: Do you do you?

2252
01:34:55,080 --> 01:34:57,560
Speaker 3: I guess? Do you know what I'm talking about? Like

2253
01:34:57,600 --> 01:35:00,200
Speaker 3: when you walk around h Williamsburg.

2254
01:34:59,720 --> 01:35:02,880
Speaker 6: Like if you're a guy and you look Jewish enough,

2255
01:35:03,280 --> 01:35:05,840
Speaker 6: like like an orthodox Jewish guy will.

2256
01:35:05,680 --> 01:35:07,000
Speaker 3: Come up to you and be like, hey, have you

2257
01:35:07,120 --> 01:35:07,759
Speaker 3: prayed today?

2258
01:35:07,880 --> 01:35:09,920
Speaker 9: I mean someone once stopped me on the street and

2259
01:35:09,960 --> 01:35:12,400
Speaker 9: gave me candles? Is that what it feels like?

2260
01:35:12,600 --> 01:35:13,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's like that. Yeah.

2261
01:35:13,960 --> 01:35:15,240
Speaker 3: Do they do they do they ask you if you

2262
01:35:15,280 --> 01:35:15,719
Speaker 3: were Jewish?

2263
01:35:16,040 --> 01:35:16,240
Speaker 9: Yeah?

2264
01:35:16,880 --> 01:35:18,439
Speaker 2: Yeah? How do they? How do they do?

2265
01:35:18,479 --> 01:35:21,719
Speaker 9: It? Can smell us? I smell like a filter fish?

2266
01:35:21,920 --> 01:35:22,200
Speaker 2: Could you?

2267
01:35:22,560 --> 01:35:23,880
Speaker 3: Could you tell that I'm Jewish?

2268
01:35:24,920 --> 01:35:27,800
Speaker 12: Like I I assumed, but I didn't want to like

2269
01:35:28,320 --> 01:35:30,120
Speaker 12: assume wrong, so I just didn't say anything.

2270
01:35:30,120 --> 01:35:32,000
Speaker 1: He assume I was Jewish before I said anything? Yeah,

2271
01:35:32,120 --> 01:35:33,599
Speaker 1: what what made you feel that way?

2272
01:35:34,600 --> 01:35:40,160
Speaker 2: You're just like super weird, you know I I I

2273
01:35:41,080 --> 01:35:41,680
Speaker 2: appreciate that.

2274
01:35:41,880 --> 01:35:44,080
Speaker 9: I say that, Like I'm also super weird.

2275
01:35:44,320 --> 01:35:48,360
Speaker 3: Okay, so what is super weird about you?

2276
01:35:49,920 --> 01:35:50,160
Speaker 2: Wow?

2277
01:35:53,240 --> 01:35:55,160
Speaker 9: Trying to think about the difference between weird and cool.

2278
01:35:57,280 --> 01:35:59,000
Speaker 3: You don't have to think about that. You can just

2279
01:35:59,080 --> 01:35:59,920
Speaker 3: tell that whatever you.

2280
01:36:02,000 --> 01:36:02,160
Speaker 2: Oh.

2281
01:36:02,880 --> 01:36:05,920
Speaker 12: When I match with someone on a dating app and

2282
01:36:05,960 --> 01:36:08,880
Speaker 12: get to know them, my first thing is I suggest

2283
01:36:08,960 --> 01:36:09,280
Speaker 12: a call.

2284
01:36:11,120 --> 01:36:12,240
Speaker 9: People are really thrown off.

2285
01:36:12,560 --> 01:36:13,320
Speaker 2: I do the same thing.

2286
01:36:13,520 --> 01:36:13,720
Speaker 9: Yeah.

2287
01:36:13,880 --> 01:36:14,080
Speaker 7: Yeah.

2288
01:36:14,640 --> 01:36:17,400
Speaker 1: After a few messages, I'm like I after a few messages,

2289
01:36:17,439 --> 01:36:20,479
Speaker 1: I'll be like, h hey, would you actually want to

2290
01:36:20,479 --> 01:36:23,320
Speaker 1: do a video chat? Because on a because like you

2291
01:36:23,400 --> 01:36:25,680
Speaker 1: can only I think like it's it's good for a

2292
01:36:25,720 --> 01:36:26,240
Speaker 1: few reasons.

2293
01:36:26,439 --> 01:36:28,879
Speaker 3: Is it's very efficient.

2294
01:36:29,320 --> 01:36:31,400
Speaker 1: It's afficient for both you and the other, because neither

2295
01:36:31,520 --> 01:36:35,040
Speaker 1: you nor the person you're talking to wants to spend

2296
01:36:35,120 --> 01:36:39,599
Speaker 1: a whole fucking evening of their life with somebody who.

2297
01:36:39,560 --> 01:36:41,400
Speaker 9: Has a really weird voice, who has a.

2298
01:36:41,400 --> 01:36:45,960
Speaker 1: Really annoying voice, or looks different from their photos. See,

2299
01:36:46,040 --> 01:36:49,960
Speaker 1: the video chat is like for both ends. It's I

2300
01:36:50,080 --> 01:36:52,960
Speaker 1: get to go, Hey, here's what I look like today,

2301
01:36:53,520 --> 01:36:55,800
Speaker 1: Here's what I have a question. Here, here's a little

2302
01:36:55,840 --> 01:36:58,560
Speaker 1: bit of what here's like a preview, and if and

2303
01:36:58,800 --> 01:37:02,880
Speaker 1: after this little effort preview fifteen minutes, I'm keeping it.

2304
01:37:02,960 --> 01:37:06,400
Speaker 1: The fifteen minutes. I'm on my couch, she's on her couch.

2305
01:37:06,920 --> 01:37:08,599
Speaker 1: We don't have to leave, we don't have to spend

2306
01:37:08,640 --> 01:37:10,920
Speaker 1: any money. We don't have to do anything, and then

2307
01:37:11,000 --> 01:37:13,320
Speaker 1: if if the vibe is good, we upgrade it to

2308
01:37:14,000 --> 01:37:15,280
Speaker 1: an in person meet.

2309
01:37:15,640 --> 01:37:20,120
Speaker 2: So during the call, yes, are you am I in

2310
01:37:20,200 --> 01:37:20,519
Speaker 2: the suit?

2311
01:37:20,680 --> 01:37:21,439
Speaker 9: Are you decked out?

2312
01:37:21,520 --> 01:37:24,479
Speaker 3: I'm not gecked out, But occasionally do you say gekt out?

2313
01:37:24,760 --> 01:37:25,000
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2314
01:37:25,520 --> 01:37:26,400
Speaker 9: Like gekt out?

2315
01:37:26,840 --> 01:37:27,080
Speaker 2: Yeah?

2316
01:37:27,439 --> 01:37:27,840
Speaker 12: I like that.

2317
01:37:28,280 --> 01:37:29,679
Speaker 3: Did you just come up with that, gecko?

2318
01:37:30,520 --> 01:37:32,080
Speaker 9: Did you just say that for the first time? The

2319
01:37:32,120 --> 01:37:32,599
Speaker 9: gekt out?

2320
01:37:32,680 --> 01:37:35,040
Speaker 3: That's kind of how I refer to like being in

2321
01:37:35,200 --> 01:37:35,839
Speaker 3: the costume.

2322
01:37:36,040 --> 01:37:36,479
Speaker 9: It's cool.

2323
01:37:38,760 --> 01:37:39,960
Speaker 3: Fuck, What the hell was I going to say?

2324
01:37:40,160 --> 01:37:41,439
Speaker 9: You're talking about being on the couch?

2325
01:37:41,600 --> 01:37:41,760
Speaker 2: Oh?

2326
01:37:41,880 --> 01:37:46,639
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, but no, it's been. It's it's I've

2327
01:37:46,800 --> 01:37:50,599
Speaker 1: very much enjoyed the pre Yeah, you don't waste any

2328
01:37:50,600 --> 01:37:52,439
Speaker 1: other time. I was like, if I'm on a first date,

2329
01:37:52,479 --> 01:37:54,400
Speaker 1: it requires a lot of energy. I think to go

2330
01:37:54,479 --> 01:37:55,760
Speaker 1: on a first date, not.

2331
01:37:55,840 --> 01:37:56,920
Speaker 9: If it's with the right person.

2332
01:37:57,400 --> 01:38:00,920
Speaker 12: To be honest, I think the right a good date

2333
01:38:00,960 --> 01:38:02,840
Speaker 12: with the right person should give you energy.

2334
01:38:06,680 --> 01:38:13,599
Speaker 1: I quasi agree with that. I think, however, my energy

2335
01:38:14,800 --> 01:38:18,920
Speaker 1: is half. You know, I'm not gonna put like a

2336
01:38:19,040 --> 01:38:21,080
Speaker 1: full number to it. I won't say half, but part

2337
01:38:21,120 --> 01:38:23,920
Speaker 1: of how I how I part of my energy is yes,

2338
01:38:24,000 --> 01:38:26,760
Speaker 1: you're right, how the other person energy is. And then

2339
01:38:26,840 --> 01:38:29,320
Speaker 1: part of it is just like how I'm feeling, and

2340
01:38:29,400 --> 01:38:31,120
Speaker 1: I think, like to go on a date, and like,

2341
01:38:31,280 --> 01:38:33,320
Speaker 1: you know, like if I'm going on a date and

2342
01:38:33,400 --> 01:38:36,240
Speaker 1: I like, you know, care, it's like, you know, I'm

2343
01:38:36,320 --> 01:38:40,479
Speaker 1: throwing all my best stories out there, I'm like, but

2344
01:38:40,600 --> 01:38:43,920
Speaker 1: I'm like trying, I'm attempting to channel, Like, Okay, I

2345
01:38:43,960 --> 01:38:50,120
Speaker 1: have a strong range in my personality. Like I'm like,

2346
01:38:50,320 --> 01:38:56,680
Speaker 1: under certain conditions, Under certain conditions, I'm the coolest, funniest,

2347
01:38:57,400 --> 01:39:01,479
Speaker 1: most charismatic guy ever. I under certain phases of the moon,

2348
01:39:02,160 --> 01:39:06,479
Speaker 1: certain amounts of like vib ance or coffee or like

2349
01:39:06,640 --> 01:39:09,280
Speaker 1: how my day was feeling, Okay, Like I can reach

2350
01:39:09,400 --> 01:39:13,040
Speaker 1: that pinnacle, and then I can also be like just

2351
01:39:13,320 --> 01:39:16,400
Speaker 1: just like a dreadful to be around and just be

2352
01:39:16,560 --> 01:39:21,360
Speaker 1: like like very socially awkward and have no energy and

2353
01:39:21,680 --> 01:39:27,840
Speaker 1: extremely timid and extremely like depressed or anxious, you know.

2354
01:39:28,360 --> 01:39:32,040
Speaker 3: And it's like I have a strong range, you know,

2355
01:39:32,240 --> 01:39:33,360
Speaker 3: And I feel like if I'm.

2356
01:39:33,240 --> 01:39:35,960
Speaker 1: On a first date, you know, and I care whatever,

2357
01:39:36,439 --> 01:39:40,200
Speaker 1: I'll attempt to I'll attempt I mean, actually I feel

2358
01:39:40,240 --> 01:39:42,280
Speaker 1: like where I land on any given day in that

2359
01:39:42,479 --> 01:39:45,599
Speaker 1: range is actually something that feels out of my control

2360
01:39:46,040 --> 01:39:49,120
Speaker 1: in many ways, in many sense I've attempted to solve

2361
01:39:49,200 --> 01:39:49,680
Speaker 1: for X.

2362
01:39:50,160 --> 01:39:53,040
Speaker 3: How in what conditions do I feel the most.

2363
01:39:54,320 --> 01:39:57,480
Speaker 9: Energized energized? When do you feel the most energized.

2364
01:39:58,439 --> 01:40:00,560
Speaker 1: Around two pm on a day that I took my

2365
01:40:00,680 --> 01:40:03,559
Speaker 1: vibeance at ten am, on a day where I'm around

2366
01:40:03,720 --> 01:40:07,599
Speaker 1: other people and you know, in settings like I feel

2367
01:40:07,720 --> 01:40:10,960
Speaker 1: very energized by settings like these, you know, where I'm

2368
01:40:11,000 --> 01:40:13,400
Speaker 1: around other people in life and stuff like right now,

2369
01:40:13,400 --> 01:40:16,320
Speaker 1: I feel extremely energized. But you know, if whatever, if

2370
01:40:16,360 --> 01:40:18,720
Speaker 1: I just got back, if I just like, if it's

2371
01:40:18,800 --> 01:40:20,880
Speaker 1: like ten pm and I smoked a bunch of weed

2372
01:40:20,960 --> 01:40:22,160
Speaker 1: and I felt like shit all.

2373
01:40:22,120 --> 01:40:24,160
Speaker 2: Day, I'm not gonna be energized, you know. So I

2374
01:40:24,200 --> 01:40:25,759
Speaker 2: have a strong range in my energy.

2375
01:40:26,400 --> 01:40:28,000
Speaker 3: But uh, I don't know.

2376
01:40:28,000 --> 01:40:33,160
Speaker 1: So again, I just wanted a whole ramp. But I

2377
01:40:33,280 --> 01:40:35,320
Speaker 1: think doing a call is not weird. I think people

2378
01:40:35,360 --> 01:40:37,040
Speaker 1: appreciate it. I think a call is good.

2379
01:40:37,680 --> 01:40:40,120
Speaker 3: So let me ask you this. Okay, so you do

2380
01:40:40,200 --> 01:40:41,920
Speaker 3: a call? Yep, how many?

2381
01:40:42,720 --> 01:40:46,640
Speaker 1: Mathematically, how many of your calls have resulted in like

2382
01:40:47,040 --> 01:40:47,920
Speaker 1: in person meetups?

2383
01:40:48,800 --> 01:40:53,120
Speaker 9: Maybe fifty percent? Some calls have been very weird.

2384
01:40:55,120 --> 01:40:55,679
Speaker 3: In what way.

2385
01:40:57,400 --> 01:41:01,000
Speaker 12: One guy had like a dog named Chicken, and he

2386
01:41:01,080 --> 01:41:02,880
Speaker 12: brought his dog on the call and he's like, look,

2387
01:41:02,960 --> 01:41:06,400
Speaker 12: chicken can howl. And then he's like, makes a noise

2388
01:41:06,439 --> 01:41:10,800
Speaker 12: at chicken, and Chicken starts howling, and then a lot

2389
01:41:10,840 --> 01:41:12,479
Speaker 12: of the times this is the weird thing.

2390
01:41:12,560 --> 01:41:15,519
Speaker 1: Okay, wait, wait, wait, before you get into that, you

2391
01:41:15,680 --> 01:41:19,360
Speaker 1: did not like when he made the chicken howl because

2392
01:41:19,360 --> 01:41:23,160
Speaker 1: you you proudly identified as weird, and so I assume.

2393
01:41:23,240 --> 01:41:23,720
Speaker 9: He was weird.

2394
01:41:23,760 --> 01:41:26,760
Speaker 12: But in that moment, I was like, Okay, it's weird,

2395
01:41:26,840 --> 01:41:28,960
Speaker 12: but I can get like it's kind of like a quirk.

2396
01:41:29,320 --> 01:41:30,240
Speaker 12: It's not a deal breaker.

2397
01:41:30,360 --> 01:41:32,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, sure, sure, sure, the.

2398
01:41:32,080 --> 01:41:36,800
Speaker 12: Deal breaker was here's an interesting thing, Okay, I with

2399
01:41:37,000 --> 01:41:40,040
Speaker 12: guys that I'm talking to, it's kind of a tell

2400
01:41:40,120 --> 01:41:43,160
Speaker 12: that I'm not that into them. Also, just we like

2401
01:41:43,200 --> 01:41:47,639
Speaker 12: look at each other's matches because don't you ever want

2402
01:41:47,680 --> 01:41:49,080
Speaker 12: to like know what your competition is.

2403
01:41:49,320 --> 01:41:50,840
Speaker 1: Why Why is that a tell that you're not that

2404
01:41:50,960 --> 01:41:54,000
Speaker 1: into them? Because I have a different perspective on that.

2405
01:41:54,280 --> 01:41:57,960
Speaker 12: Maybe it's not a tell, but maybe it's like it's

2406
01:41:58,040 --> 01:42:00,800
Speaker 12: a little bit more on the I don't care, which

2407
01:42:00,920 --> 01:42:02,639
Speaker 12: comes out more when you're not interested?

2408
01:42:04,760 --> 01:42:08,200
Speaker 3: Why is that on the I don't care, Okay, I'll

2409
01:42:08,280 --> 01:42:10,040
Speaker 3: here's what I think is.

2410
01:42:11,800 --> 01:42:14,559
Speaker 1: Like, I think that like when you're like, oh, let

2411
01:42:14,600 --> 01:42:16,479
Speaker 1: me see your matches or like let me see your conversation,

2412
01:42:16,680 --> 01:42:17,879
Speaker 1: I think that's very vulnerable.

2413
01:42:18,760 --> 01:42:21,360
Speaker 3: You know, like that's a vulnerable thing to like show you.

2414
01:42:21,400 --> 01:42:23,960
Speaker 9: So vulnerable because you're just showing like all the attention

2415
01:42:24,160 --> 01:42:25,360
Speaker 9: you get from other people.

2416
01:42:25,520 --> 01:42:25,880
Speaker 2: I don't know.

2417
01:42:26,000 --> 01:42:27,880
Speaker 3: I think that like depends on the guy.

2418
01:42:28,160 --> 01:42:30,320
Speaker 12: Like if it's someone who doesn't have a lot of matches,

2419
01:42:31,240 --> 01:42:32,760
Speaker 12: then maybe it's not the best look.

2420
01:42:33,760 --> 01:42:35,960
Speaker 9: But if it's someone who has a lot of matches,

2421
01:42:36,120 --> 01:42:37,200
Speaker 9: then maybe.

2422
01:42:37,200 --> 01:42:39,080
Speaker 1: But I think that like there's something It's like there's

2423
01:42:39,160 --> 01:42:41,240
Speaker 1: vulnerability within those conversations.

2424
01:42:41,720 --> 01:42:43,880
Speaker 3: And also, look, there is vulnerability in like.

2425
01:42:46,080 --> 01:42:49,640
Speaker 1: The thing that you're what I think, if I understand,

2426
01:42:50,200 --> 01:42:53,640
Speaker 1: if I correctly understand, the reason why you believe it

2427
01:42:53,760 --> 01:42:56,479
Speaker 1: is a tell that you're not that interested that same reason,

2428
01:42:56,520 --> 01:43:00,120
Speaker 1: if I correctly understand, it would be to me a

2429
01:43:00,360 --> 01:43:03,280
Speaker 1: display of vulnerability. And I think displays of vulnerability bring

2430
01:43:03,360 --> 01:43:08,840
Speaker 1: people closer together. I maybe I'm interpreting it wrong, but

2431
01:43:09,160 --> 01:43:10,320
Speaker 1: with what you just said.

2432
01:43:10,240 --> 01:43:11,840
Speaker 9: I agree that it brings people together.

2433
01:43:12,600 --> 01:43:16,720
Speaker 12: But for people who are truly afraid of vulnerability, it

2434
01:43:16,840 --> 01:43:20,200
Speaker 12: almost like it can pull someone towards you because they're like, wow,

2435
01:43:20,760 --> 01:43:23,479
Speaker 12: like you're really vulnerable and that's cool, and I want

2436
01:43:23,520 --> 01:43:25,320
Speaker 12: to be more vulnerable, so I'm gonna come closer.

2437
01:43:25,520 --> 01:43:25,760
Speaker 4: Yeah.

2438
01:43:25,840 --> 01:43:28,680
Speaker 12: But then some people it's like, wow, I don't know

2439
01:43:28,760 --> 01:43:31,280
Speaker 12: what that is because I I was like taught to

2440
01:43:31,360 --> 01:43:35,439
Speaker 12: be tough, so vulnerability scares me and it can make

2441
01:43:35,479 --> 01:43:37,200
Speaker 12: people leave interesting.

2442
01:43:37,680 --> 01:43:39,000
Speaker 3: So it's a litmus test in that sense.

2443
01:43:39,040 --> 01:43:43,720
Speaker 12: It's a litmus test of how comfortable someone is with

2444
01:43:43,840 --> 01:43:44,680
Speaker 12: being uncomfortable.

2445
01:43:46,040 --> 01:43:49,000
Speaker 1: Okay, so fifty percent of these phone calls ended in

2446
01:43:49,320 --> 01:43:51,760
Speaker 1: person things. Okay, so did you have any other weird

2447
01:43:51,800 --> 01:43:54,360
Speaker 1: phone calls besides the guy making his dog bark?

2448
01:43:56,960 --> 01:43:57,760
Speaker 9: I'm sure I have.

2449
01:43:59,800 --> 01:44:01,160
Speaker 3: The you meet up with the dog bark guy.

2450
01:44:02,120 --> 01:44:02,160
Speaker 2: No.

2451
01:44:03,760 --> 01:44:11,320
Speaker 1: No, how soon into meeting someone, whether it's on a

2452
01:44:11,360 --> 01:44:16,280
Speaker 1: phone date or a real date, can you instinctively tell

2453
01:44:16,400 --> 01:44:17,400
Speaker 1: whether or not you like them?

2454
01:44:19,680 --> 01:44:25,599
Speaker 9: I would say within five minutes, if not less.

2455
01:44:25,840 --> 01:44:29,639
Speaker 1: Okay, and after five After five minutes, okay, let's say

2456
01:44:29,680 --> 01:44:31,479
Speaker 1: like all right, right now, I'm hovering my hand here

2457
01:44:31,600 --> 01:44:37,040
Speaker 1: for those listening on audio, if I if I'm up here. Okay,

2458
01:44:37,520 --> 01:44:40,280
Speaker 1: there's like there's neutral, right, yeah, okay, So does it

2459
01:44:40,320 --> 01:44:43,640
Speaker 1: take you five minutes to go from neutral to I

2460
01:44:43,680 --> 01:44:47,200
Speaker 1: don't like them? Versus can it take you five minutes

2461
01:44:47,240 --> 01:44:48,599
Speaker 1: to go from neutral to I like them?

2462
01:44:51,080 --> 01:44:52,160
Speaker 9: Or or do you know?

2463
01:44:52,240 --> 01:44:52,640
Speaker 2: Do you get on?

2464
01:44:52,640 --> 01:44:57,040
Speaker 1: I'm asking you no, okay, like, because you can very

2465
01:44:57,120 --> 01:44:59,360
Speaker 1: clearly Okay, I guess what I'm asking you is you

2466
01:44:59,439 --> 01:45:01,880
Speaker 1: can pretty easily tell if you don't like someone within

2467
01:45:01,960 --> 01:45:04,160
Speaker 1: five minutes. So there's just five minutes enough time for

2468
01:45:04,240 --> 01:45:06,320
Speaker 1: you to tell if you do actively like someone.

2469
01:45:06,439 --> 01:45:09,759
Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying now, So I'm.

2470
01:45:09,880 --> 01:45:11,000
Speaker 9: I'm a different case.

2471
01:45:11,400 --> 01:45:11,679
Speaker 2: Okay.

2472
01:45:12,800 --> 01:45:16,120
Speaker 12: When I decide that I like someone, I almost immediately

2473
01:45:17,600 --> 01:45:21,680
Speaker 12: like once I've decided, it's done, they have to like

2474
01:45:22,200 --> 01:45:23,479
Speaker 12: be really fucked up.

2475
01:45:23,560 --> 01:45:25,720
Speaker 3: Dude, I think that's your yo. That's the thing about

2476
01:45:25,760 --> 01:45:27,439
Speaker 3: a lot of dates. It's like.

2477
01:45:29,760 --> 01:45:31,280
Speaker 1: I don't know if I'll put a gender on it,

2478
01:45:31,360 --> 01:45:34,960
Speaker 1: but like I think, like maybe I will, Like forgot,

2479
01:45:35,000 --> 01:45:36,280
Speaker 1: I think for a lot of guys is like a

2480
01:45:36,360 --> 01:45:38,599
Speaker 1: date is like it's.

2481
01:45:38,520 --> 01:45:39,840
Speaker 2: Only your game to lose.

2482
01:45:41,080 --> 01:45:42,240
Speaker 9: Can you explain that, Like what.

2483
01:45:42,320 --> 01:45:44,920
Speaker 1: You just said, if I like someone, it's done, right,

2484
01:45:45,400 --> 01:45:47,800
Speaker 1: So it's like when when I say, like, it's only

2485
01:45:47,800 --> 01:45:49,320
Speaker 1: your game to lose, It's like I assume when you

2486
01:45:49,439 --> 01:45:53,679
Speaker 1: like someone, it's done unless if they actively do something

2487
01:45:53,760 --> 01:45:54,160
Speaker 1: that is like.

2488
01:45:54,280 --> 01:45:58,400
Speaker 9: Very honestly, they could actively do something weird. Yeah, but

2489
01:45:58,520 --> 01:46:01,080
Speaker 9: it has to be like really really fucked up.

2490
01:46:01,560 --> 01:46:04,880
Speaker 2: Okay, like they have to kill someone. Really, that's it.

2491
01:46:06,640 --> 01:46:09,559
Speaker 12: Like once the times that I've decided about someone, uh huh,

2492
01:46:11,040 --> 01:46:14,280
Speaker 12: and I was so confident, except like maybe once or

2493
01:46:14,320 --> 01:46:15,240
Speaker 12: twice they're.

2494
01:46:15,080 --> 01:46:16,400
Speaker 9: The ones that has to have to end it.

2495
01:46:16,640 --> 01:46:20,320
Speaker 3: And you made that decision in five minutes? What information

2496
01:46:20,400 --> 01:46:20,680
Speaker 3: did you have?

2497
01:46:21,200 --> 01:46:24,360
Speaker 9: Maybe not five? Maybe not five hanging out together once?

2498
01:46:24,760 --> 01:46:25,000
Speaker 3: Sure?

2499
01:46:25,040 --> 01:46:25,919
Speaker 9: And then I've decided.

2500
01:46:26,120 --> 01:46:29,040
Speaker 3: Sure? What information do you gather that makes you like

2501
01:46:29,120 --> 01:46:29,960
Speaker 3: someone or an act like something?

2502
01:46:30,000 --> 01:46:31,639
Speaker 9: It's honestly a lot of its energy.

2503
01:46:31,960 --> 01:46:32,200
Speaker 2: Sure?

2504
01:46:33,320 --> 01:46:36,080
Speaker 9: Are they confident? Do they know who they are? Do

2505
01:46:36,200 --> 01:46:37,320
Speaker 9: you feel safe around them?

2506
01:46:37,439 --> 01:46:37,639
Speaker 3: Sure?

2507
01:46:38,479 --> 01:46:40,599
Speaker 9: And then there are certain things.

2508
01:46:40,520 --> 01:46:44,200
Speaker 12: Just like fix about their voice, like do they have

2509
01:46:44,280 --> 01:46:47,479
Speaker 12: a really weird voice or do they have any really

2510
01:46:47,720 --> 01:46:50,960
Speaker 12: intense views on things?

2511
01:46:51,400 --> 01:46:58,040
Speaker 2: Sure? Is there anything else that you I have things

2512
01:46:58,080 --> 01:46:58,400
Speaker 2: to share?

2513
01:46:58,520 --> 01:46:59,840
Speaker 3: Do you do you do you guys? Is there anything

2514
01:46:59,840 --> 01:47:01,000
Speaker 3: else do you want to show? Do you feel?

2515
01:47:01,560 --> 01:47:03,800
Speaker 1: Do you feel satisfied with this conversation or is there

2516
01:47:03,840 --> 01:47:04,800
Speaker 1: anything that you would want?

2517
01:47:04,880 --> 01:47:05,719
Speaker 9: Well, how are you feeling?

2518
01:47:07,080 --> 01:47:09,080
Speaker 1: I feel pretty good. I feel like I feel like

2519
01:47:09,160 --> 01:47:12,160
Speaker 1: this was a good hour and fifty minutes for me.

2520
01:47:12,320 --> 01:47:16,200
Speaker 1: I started today, I was like taking phone calls. That's

2521
01:47:16,240 --> 01:47:19,080
Speaker 1: how I normally do this podcast. But I was doing

2522
01:47:19,120 --> 01:47:20,720
Speaker 1: that for twenty minutes, and I was like, I can't

2523
01:47:20,760 --> 01:47:21,240
Speaker 1: do it anymore.

2524
01:47:21,240 --> 01:47:24,000
Speaker 2: I have to go outside. And so now I am here.

2525
01:47:24,560 --> 01:47:26,639
Speaker 9: I have some things went much better than it went

2526
01:47:26,680 --> 01:47:27,599
Speaker 9: better you thought.

2527
01:47:27,680 --> 01:47:29,280
Speaker 3: I feel like it much better, went much better than

2528
01:47:29,320 --> 01:47:29,599
Speaker 3: I thought.

2529
01:47:30,320 --> 01:47:32,040
Speaker 9: So I have a hot take.

2530
01:47:32,240 --> 01:47:34,479
Speaker 2: Hot take, and let me know what you think.

2531
01:47:34,600 --> 01:47:35,080
Speaker 3: Oh crazy.

2532
01:47:35,479 --> 01:47:41,280
Speaker 12: In New York, the coolest things are either downstairs or upstairs.

2533
01:47:41,720 --> 01:47:43,360
Speaker 3: I I like that hot take.

2534
01:47:43,560 --> 01:47:45,400
Speaker 1: I think if you go down a flight of stairs

2535
01:47:45,439 --> 01:47:48,720
Speaker 1: for something, it's cool, into something like comedy.

2536
01:47:48,439 --> 01:47:52,320
Speaker 9: Seller cool, smalls cool?

2537
01:47:52,760 --> 01:47:54,479
Speaker 2: What is Small's the jazz club?

2538
01:47:55,000 --> 01:47:55,880
Speaker 3: Oh I've never been there.

2539
01:47:56,600 --> 01:48:01,920
Speaker 9: Damn, I'm sure there's more.

2540
01:48:02,760 --> 01:48:03,360
Speaker 2: I agree with that.

2541
01:48:03,560 --> 01:48:05,040
Speaker 9: And upstairs it's cool too.

2542
01:48:06,120 --> 01:48:09,240
Speaker 1: I prefer a downstairs than an upstairs, but upstairs cool

2543
01:48:09,240 --> 01:48:11,000
Speaker 1: it means you, Oh there's the fucking yeah there he is.

2544
01:48:11,560 --> 01:48:14,200
Speaker 3: I love that guy. Okay, if you were only listening

2545
01:48:14,240 --> 01:48:14,599
Speaker 3: on audio.

2546
01:48:14,680 --> 01:48:17,800
Speaker 1: There's a guy who rides around town balancing a tire

2547
01:48:17,840 --> 01:48:20,559
Speaker 1: on his head, and he just drove by.

2548
01:48:20,520 --> 01:48:22,519
Speaker 12: And I got really so like, what's your dinner party

2549
01:48:22,640 --> 01:48:25,040
Speaker 12: trick that you're gonna pull out at the shab about

2550
01:48:25,080 --> 01:48:25,679
Speaker 12: dinner tonight?

2551
01:48:25,880 --> 01:48:27,680
Speaker 1: Oh shit, what's my dinner party trick that I'll pull

2552
01:48:27,680 --> 01:48:28,719
Speaker 1: out the shabout dinner tonight?

2553
01:48:29,560 --> 01:48:33,080
Speaker 12: Uh uh?

2554
01:48:33,280 --> 01:48:35,960
Speaker 1: Maybe I'll bring a pen and I'll be like, do

2555
01:48:36,000 --> 01:48:38,559
Speaker 1: you want to play? I'm thinking of like something quirky

2556
01:48:38,640 --> 01:48:41,360
Speaker 1: I can do. I can be like, uh, I'll bring

2557
01:48:41,400 --> 01:48:42,560
Speaker 1: a pen and be like, hey, do you want to

2558
01:48:42,600 --> 01:48:44,200
Speaker 1: play Tic tac toe on my arm?

2559
01:48:45,000 --> 01:48:45,040
Speaker 12: No?

2560
01:48:45,160 --> 01:48:45,840
Speaker 3: That's weird, right?

2561
01:48:47,800 --> 01:48:47,840
Speaker 10: No?

2562
01:48:48,320 --> 01:48:50,559
Speaker 3: Okay, well, what's your party trick?

2563
01:48:50,600 --> 01:48:51,000
Speaker 2: You have one?

2564
01:48:52,920 --> 01:48:58,320
Speaker 12: My party trick? I can balance a broom on my finger.

2565
01:48:58,400 --> 01:48:59,920
Speaker 12: But I feel like a lot of people could do that.

2566
01:49:00,400 --> 01:49:01,400
Speaker 3: A lot of people cannot do that.

2567
01:49:01,600 --> 01:49:02,040
Speaker 9: They can't.

2568
01:49:02,280 --> 01:49:08,479
Speaker 12: No, I'm a good dancer, Okay, I can sing. I

2569
01:49:08,520 --> 01:49:11,800
Speaker 12: can like crack out some amy winehouse.

2570
01:49:14,000 --> 01:49:16,920
Speaker 1: M Is there anything that I should be prepared for

2571
01:49:17,080 --> 01:49:18,679
Speaker 1: for this Shabbat dinner tonight?

2572
01:49:19,920 --> 01:49:21,000
Speaker 2: Should do I need to bring something?

2573
01:49:23,600 --> 01:49:25,439
Speaker 11: I don't know?

2574
01:49:26,520 --> 01:49:27,519
Speaker 9: Like that's the one thing.

2575
01:49:27,640 --> 01:49:29,879
Speaker 12: Like I'm an adult now, and I know you're supposed

2576
01:49:29,920 --> 01:49:33,200
Speaker 12: to bring things to dinner parties. Okay, but like what's

2577
01:49:33,280 --> 01:49:36,240
Speaker 12: the rule on that if you get invited after three

2578
01:49:36,400 --> 01:49:38,800
Speaker 12: thirty pm and the parties at seven thirty?

2579
01:49:39,520 --> 01:49:40,439
Speaker 9: Like, are you exempt?

2580
01:49:41,040 --> 01:49:43,680
Speaker 3: I think we'll probably be fine. Who invited you?

2581
01:49:45,240 --> 01:49:46,160
Speaker 9: Some some person?

2582
01:49:46,439 --> 01:49:50,120
Speaker 12: Okay, it's his birthday tomorrow. Okay, we could like go

2583
01:49:50,280 --> 01:49:53,320
Speaker 12: havesies on some flowers. Maybe, oh you know, we could

2584
01:49:53,320 --> 01:49:56,439
Speaker 12: do we could bring uh champagne. No, I was gonna say,

2585
01:49:56,439 --> 01:49:59,760
Speaker 12: we should bring rainbow cookies. Yeah, he's a very Jewish food,

2586
01:50:00,040 --> 01:50:02,200
Speaker 12: like rugula. You know, it's like it's like a little

2587
01:50:02,320 --> 01:50:04,680
Speaker 12: like bites of cake with rainbow.

2588
01:50:04,600 --> 01:50:07,000
Speaker 9: And like, uh those those are always a hit.

2589
01:50:07,120 --> 01:50:08,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, do you know? Do you know what I'm talking about?

2590
01:50:08,680 --> 01:50:10,599
Speaker 9: But I feel like most of the Jewish places are

2591
01:50:10,640 --> 01:50:11,280
Speaker 9: closed right now.

2592
01:50:14,720 --> 01:50:18,519
Speaker 1: We get black and white cookies. Yeah, it could be cool.

2593
01:50:20,160 --> 01:50:21,360
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

2594
01:50:21,400 --> 01:50:22,680
Speaker 1: people of the computer before we go?

2595
01:50:23,680 --> 01:50:24,080
Speaker 9: Mm hmm.

2596
01:50:31,800 --> 01:50:37,280
Speaker 2: No, you're really nothing. You don't have anything? Oh there

2597
01:50:37,439 --> 01:50:37,759
Speaker 2: is again.

2598
01:50:39,000 --> 01:50:40,519
Speaker 3: I love this s guy. I'm gonna give him a dollar.

2599
01:50:40,960 --> 01:50:41,000
Speaker 12: What.

2600
01:50:41,280 --> 01:50:43,559
Speaker 2: Uh you have nothing? Any way?

2601
01:50:43,560 --> 01:50:45,800
Speaker 3: I said, you don't have to it's you.

2602
01:50:45,960 --> 01:50:49,800
Speaker 9: Yeah, I actually have something to say, but I want

2603
01:50:49,840 --> 01:50:52,599
Speaker 9: to Can I look it up? Do you have a second?

2604
01:50:52,920 --> 01:50:53,040
Speaker 12: Uh?

2605
01:50:53,160 --> 01:50:53,400
Speaker 3: Sure?

2606
01:50:53,840 --> 01:50:54,120
Speaker 9: Okay?

2607
01:50:54,520 --> 01:50:54,720
Speaker 7: Wait?

2608
01:50:54,760 --> 01:50:55,040
Speaker 2: What do you?

2609
01:50:55,160 --> 01:50:55,519
Speaker 3: Where are you?

2610
01:50:55,760 --> 01:50:55,960
Speaker 9: Are you?

2611
01:50:56,320 --> 01:50:57,439
Speaker 2: Is it like something from the internet.

2612
01:50:58,080 --> 01:50:59,080
Speaker 9: It's the name of something.

2613
01:50:59,360 --> 01:51:01,720
Speaker 3: Oh sure, yeah, yeah, you have a promote, you have

2614
01:51:01,800 --> 01:51:02,719
Speaker 3: some you want to promote.

2615
01:51:03,080 --> 01:51:04,040
Speaker 9: Yeah, but it's not for me.

2616
01:51:04,439 --> 01:51:05,640
Speaker 3: Okay, who's it for?

2617
01:51:06,439 --> 01:51:08,800
Speaker 9: It's a friend? Okay, well I met him once.

2618
01:51:09,600 --> 01:51:11,240
Speaker 3: You have so many You probably have so many friends.

2619
01:51:11,320 --> 01:51:13,799
Speaker 2: Man, give me one second.

2620
01:51:14,120 --> 01:51:16,200
Speaker 3: What do we know? Okay? Can I ask you?

2621
01:51:16,320 --> 01:51:17,200
Speaker 2: What is the thing?

2622
01:51:18,439 --> 01:51:22,479
Speaker 12: He He made a book and it's a really cool book.

2623
01:51:22,520 --> 01:51:24,519
Speaker 12: I think he would honestly be a really cool person

2624
01:51:24,600 --> 01:51:25,280
Speaker 12: for you to interview.

2625
01:51:25,400 --> 01:51:25,599
Speaker 4: Cool.

2626
01:51:26,680 --> 01:51:29,760
Speaker 12: It's called I think it's called Questions. I don't want

2627
01:51:29,800 --> 01:51:31,680
Speaker 12: to get it wrong, but I think it's called questions

2628
01:51:32,200 --> 01:51:35,439
Speaker 12: for humanity or questions something humanity.

2629
01:51:36,280 --> 01:51:38,160
Speaker 9: And he went around the world.

2630
01:51:38,080 --> 01:51:41,200
Speaker 12: And he asked people if you could ask one question

2631
01:51:42,280 --> 01:51:46,599
Speaker 12: to humanity, any question, what would you ask? And it's

2632
01:51:46,640 --> 01:51:48,880
Speaker 12: a mix of He took pictures for the book of

2633
01:51:48,960 --> 01:51:51,160
Speaker 12: the people he met along the way, and he included

2634
01:51:52,000 --> 01:51:55,200
Speaker 12: what their answers were. And he sometimes goes on the

2635
01:51:55,280 --> 01:51:57,840
Speaker 12: street and asks people. And I just think that that's

2636
01:51:57,880 --> 01:52:02,640
Speaker 12: a really cool, really cool.

2637
01:52:04,240 --> 01:52:07,040
Speaker 1: Oh wait, uh wait, we're almost done. We're almost done,

2638
01:52:07,240 --> 01:52:10,880
Speaker 1: and then we can then uh and then uh I'll

2639
01:52:10,920 --> 01:52:11,640
Speaker 1: tell you all about it.

2640
01:52:12,479 --> 01:52:12,679
Speaker 4: Wait.

2641
01:52:13,760 --> 01:52:15,559
Speaker 3: Oh yes, we were just talking about you guys.

2642
01:52:17,479 --> 01:52:20,000
Speaker 1: Oh wait, oh wait, okay, all right, that is actually

2643
01:52:20,640 --> 01:52:22,960
Speaker 1: that is actually extremely Okay, I'm gonna give some context

2644
01:52:23,000 --> 01:52:26,240
Speaker 1: for the audio listeners. Okay, So earlier, I was just

2645
01:52:26,280 --> 01:52:30,280
Speaker 1: talking about how occasionally, as I'm walking through Williamsburg, Jewish

2646
01:52:30,320 --> 01:52:33,080
Speaker 1: gentleman will clock me that I am Jewish and asked

2647
01:52:33,120 --> 01:52:35,760
Speaker 1: me to do the to fill in, and that that

2648
01:52:36,040 --> 01:52:36,599
Speaker 1: just happened.

2649
01:52:37,240 --> 01:52:38,680
Speaker 3: Wait, okay, can I can I do it off?

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Speaker 7: Can we?

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Speaker 9: Can I do it after we you should do it

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Speaker 9: in the frog suit?

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Speaker 2: Can I do it?

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Speaker 3: I'll do Can I do it after we're done?

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Speaker 10: Uh?

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Speaker 1: Sorry, I want to just finish up, but I'll do

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Speaker 1: it afterwards. Uh oh, let me let me finish real

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Speaker 1: quick and then we'll do it. Okay, okay, cool, Okay,

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Speaker 1: what was the thing you wanted to you wanted to

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Speaker 1: talk about? Drop the name of the thing we're in.

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Speaker 1: We're in big postgame podcast right now. I'm gonna end

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Speaker 1: this thing. It's been to here we go, Okay, hit

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Speaker 1: us with the self promotion. So it's not for me,

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Speaker 1: but it's for I guess it's not self promotion, hit

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Speaker 1: us with the friend promotion.

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Speaker 12: It's called Questions to Humanity and it is a coffee

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Speaker 12: table book that has questions. This friend of mine went

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Speaker 12: around the world and ask different people if they could

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Speaker 12: ask humanity one question, what would they ask? And he

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Speaker 12: took pictures of them and it's just a really interesting project.

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Speaker 9: So you should check it out. And also I will

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Speaker 9: drop my Instagram it is Rachel Himmel r A C

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Speaker 9: H E L H I M M E L. This

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Speaker 9: was fun.

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Speaker 1: Rachel, nice to meet you. Thank you very much for

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Speaker 1: talking to a gecko. This has been being a gecko

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Speaker 1: in the park in real life.

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Speaker 3: This was great. What a fun day talking of people.

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Speaker 1: If you're listening to this, uh it's over now go outside,

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Speaker 1: go if you go leave, go go outside, touch some

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01:54:10,240 --> 01:54:12,640
Speaker 1: touch some grad do something with your life or not.

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Speaker 1: You don't have to You don't ever have to do anything.

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Speaker 1: Subscribe or don't do something or don't do something. Ghak

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Speaker 1: Bless you all, thanks for watching. I'll see you again

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Speaker 1: at another time and place on the internet or in

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Speaker 1: the afterlife.

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Speaker 3: Okay, Bye everyone, Thank you very much for watching