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Speaker 1: make us recite Bibles Christ before we play. Yall stop

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Speaker 1: playing on Wesde West side, Atlanta. God, Now he passed third,

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Speaker 1: I'm bring my blood on here. He's gonna play drum.

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Speaker 1: But you're gonna heard me running home texted random motherfucker's

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Speaker 1: let me say about this girl. Maybe I shouldn't. I'm

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Speaker 1: saying that I mente ahead, they're gonna be in friends. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: your screen. We need a radio station. You see what

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Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like we're playing you steer your screen? Ye

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Speaker 1: You know what the money floor and be like that. Yeah, YouTube,

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Speaker 1: you know if it's you can't you can't play nobody

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Speaker 1: if you're renting the that's just like YouTube. Some people

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Speaker 1: gonna get paying for YouTube, gonna collect it for you.

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Speaker 1: But who just saying that YouTube give you automney, They

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Speaker 1: just give you it, give you you can you go

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Speaker 1: Say that little piano call Fender Rhodes. Put you up

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Speaker 1: You played Oregon? Yeah, we need I saw that work

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Speaker 1: So now I got my latest album is called All

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Speaker 1: Things New, just came out Friday. Well, I don't know

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Speaker 1: that now. Yeah, I've been married, I'll be married twenty

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Speaker 1: Do it? Yeah? Messing up? Uh still aches learning huge,

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Speaker 1: Soon as there's something we like, we out. It's just

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Speaker 1: call soul suicide and I just killed that part of me,

422
00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:16,400
Speaker 1: or I look forward in anything, which is where addictions

423
00:25:16,440 --> 00:25:18,879
Speaker 1: come from. Now I got alcoholics. I'm just trying to

424
00:25:18,960 --> 00:25:24,440
Speaker 1: soothe the pain. I'm not having a basic need. It's painful,

425
00:25:24,720 --> 00:25:26,960
Speaker 1: and that at that age we we you know, we're

426
00:25:27,000 --> 00:25:29,280
Speaker 1: of age now we grown men, but when you're five

427
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:33,960
Speaker 1: and four, it's painful not to have the basic needs met.

428
00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:37,679
Speaker 1: So we're wired to go away from pain towards pleasure.

429
00:25:37,960 --> 00:25:39,840
Speaker 1: So I'm gonna shut it down. I don't need affection.

430
00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:41,320
Speaker 1: Now you grow up in the hood, you I don't

431
00:25:41,320 --> 00:25:44,680
Speaker 1: need it. I'm good. Yeah, you're just hard. Now you're

432
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:46,359
Speaker 1: married or dating somebody, you don't know how to be

433
00:25:46,440 --> 00:25:50,000
Speaker 1: affection and you're crying at a fucking cartoon and you

434
00:25:50,080 --> 00:26:07,080
Speaker 1: don't know what. Man ever, see what's why? Boy? What

435
00:26:07,280 --> 00:26:14,880
Speaker 1: you want me on the top. Don't let that man

436
00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:25,280
Speaker 1: he got on staying any taking on social media? Man

437
00:26:25,400 --> 00:26:27,320
Speaker 1: want the black man got to talk about some love

438
00:26:27,400 --> 00:26:31,240
Speaker 1: and ship. They're gonna start grand. They got this new

439
00:26:31,320 --> 00:26:33,840
Speaker 1: card game commercial that later was like, tell me why

440
00:26:33,920 --> 00:26:40,160
Speaker 1: you love me? The next huh, just cut the way

441
00:26:40,240 --> 00:26:45,480
Speaker 1: you love me. That's what I'm saying, Black, We're not

442
00:26:45,720 --> 00:26:52,600
Speaker 1: used to love back affirmation is little. Yeah, literally, it's

443
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:54,480
Speaker 1: not a ba. So why do you want us to

444
00:26:54,520 --> 00:26:58,160
Speaker 1: love you? Well, you read the book, you understand, King,

445
00:26:58,640 --> 00:27:04,360
Speaker 1: we throught the most simplest. You're right, we're simple. You're simple, simple,

446
00:27:05,040 --> 00:27:08,080
Speaker 1: a little shit. Yeah, you tell your man, wake him

447
00:27:08,119 --> 00:27:11,360
Speaker 1: up and tell him here, King, just watch the energy chain.

448
00:27:12,440 --> 00:27:15,119
Speaker 1: M true. You know what I'm saying. It makes the

449
00:27:15,200 --> 00:27:18,560
Speaker 1: nigga go out of here. And it's just an emotional saying, Okay,

450
00:27:18,920 --> 00:27:21,040
Speaker 1: I do have a backbone. Yeah I know what I

451
00:27:21,119 --> 00:27:23,480
Speaker 1: because I'm getting that affirmation because even when I walk

452
00:27:23,520 --> 00:27:27,280
Speaker 1: in and I'm talking like I'm a king and yeah,

453
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:30,280
Speaker 1: so sometimes your girl a lot of us do things

454
00:27:30,320 --> 00:27:34,359
Speaker 1: for our girl because she feeds used to us. Yeah,

455
00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:36,399
Speaker 1: because when you haven't, we're going up and got it.

456
00:27:36,600 --> 00:27:37,920
Speaker 1: If you grew up in the hood or in a

457
00:27:37,960 --> 00:27:42,280
Speaker 1: religious church like me, the whole vibe is fear. It's

458
00:27:42,320 --> 00:27:44,240
Speaker 1: like you're in the jungle, like they called New York,

459
00:27:44,640 --> 00:27:46,920
Speaker 1: you know, the concrete jungle. So like the hood is

460
00:27:46,960 --> 00:27:49,720
Speaker 1: like the jungle, and the main thing they're like, only

461
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:52,399
Speaker 1: the strong survived. You gotta be tough, you got you got,

462
00:27:52,760 --> 00:27:58,000
Speaker 1: you gotta roar at at this invisible Yeah, you feel me.

463
00:27:58,119 --> 00:28:00,440
Speaker 1: You gotta just like make sure you know I'm not

464
00:28:00,520 --> 00:28:04,440
Speaker 1: playing up because that's that's that's fear. That's fear. So

465
00:28:04,640 --> 00:28:07,560
Speaker 1: fear and love can't exist in the same place. Either

466
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:09,960
Speaker 1: you're doing something because you're scared, or you're doing something

467
00:28:10,040 --> 00:28:18,639
Speaker 1: because you love. So I grew up performance based. I

468
00:28:18,680 --> 00:28:23,160
Speaker 1: didn't get any validation unless I played or did something

469
00:28:23,320 --> 00:28:25,560
Speaker 1: or you live right, you're doing what God say? Then

470
00:28:25,640 --> 00:28:29,680
Speaker 1: you now you accepted. I didn't get acceptance unless I perform.

471
00:28:30,359 --> 00:28:32,960
Speaker 1: So now I got a performance based mentality. Now I'm

472
00:28:33,000 --> 00:28:35,199
Speaker 1: around people like, hey, I feel like I have to perform.

473
00:28:35,280 --> 00:28:37,520
Speaker 1: I can't just chilling be tied because I'm not gonna

474
00:28:37,520 --> 00:28:39,480
Speaker 1: be accepted or love, you know what I mean? A

475
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:41,800
Speaker 1: lot of us got that type of it's a different

476
00:28:41,840 --> 00:28:45,520
Speaker 1: way of how you showing it. Like like even when

477
00:28:45,520 --> 00:28:50,320
Speaker 1: you unless you're doing something like if you do that,

478
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:53,280
Speaker 1: they're not accepted and you're receiving the love that you

479
00:28:53,400 --> 00:28:55,840
Speaker 1: need that you should have had before you perform. So

480
00:28:55,960 --> 00:28:58,000
Speaker 1: now the child think they always got to clean the

481
00:28:58,080 --> 00:29:01,520
Speaker 1: dishes to care of daddy love. That's another thing is black.

482
00:29:01,640 --> 00:29:03,360
Speaker 1: We always feel like we have to do something to

483
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:06,240
Speaker 1: be looking what I'm saying. But we like that, y'all.

484
00:29:06,320 --> 00:29:08,440
Speaker 1: And I'm not mad at the parents and parents have

485
00:29:08,680 --> 00:29:10,920
Speaker 1: meant needs and their parents. That's just being a man,

486
00:29:11,080 --> 00:29:14,000
Speaker 1: though I don't. Nobody just loved me and unconditional. You

487
00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:17,800
Speaker 1: gotta do something, like you said, I rewards a performance based.

488
00:29:18,280 --> 00:29:20,840
Speaker 1: If you're not a provider, if you're not a protector,

489
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:23,520
Speaker 1: that's pretty You either get to be a provider or

490
00:29:23,640 --> 00:29:28,320
Speaker 1: protected or protected provider. But you're not doing any of

491
00:29:28,440 --> 00:29:31,000
Speaker 1: those two things, you pretty much useless. You're not nobody.

492
00:29:31,040 --> 00:29:33,000
Speaker 1: If you they don't respect you as a man. If

493
00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:35,960
Speaker 1: you're not being the provider of the bread winning or

494
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:38,400
Speaker 1: the one who's providing the safety or the one who

495
00:29:38,480 --> 00:29:43,040
Speaker 1: has the resources that's cultured. Oh man, that's not humanity.

496
00:29:43,120 --> 00:29:47,200
Speaker 1: That's not healthy humanity. That's culture. And I get it

497
00:29:47,280 --> 00:29:50,240
Speaker 1: that man on the heads were responsible and all that,

498
00:29:50,840 --> 00:29:54,600
Speaker 1: but it doesn't mean to degrade or disrespect or not

499
00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:57,720
Speaker 1: honor if we're in a in that space where we're

500
00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:00,880
Speaker 1: you know, going towards or that, because right now we're

501
00:30:00,920 --> 00:30:02,560
Speaker 1: living in the time where I said, a man can

502
00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:06,880
Speaker 1: upgrade a woman and she has not seen nothing, but

503
00:30:07,120 --> 00:30:09,480
Speaker 1: she pat he ain't gotten that. But I'm like, it's

504
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:11,480
Speaker 1: not it's not vice versa that a woman has something

505
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:14,520
Speaker 1: and go find a man who has nothing and not

506
00:30:16,600 --> 00:30:19,840
Speaker 1: it's just fun and it's stealing him that he's a

507
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:28,520
Speaker 1: king church. Yeah, he needed you. But women, I'm a

508
00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:31,000
Speaker 1: man with nothing gonna meet a woman with everything. You

509
00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:33,200
Speaker 1: you're a man with nothing, Well you're gonna be meeting

510
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:35,360
Speaker 1: these successful as women. Well let me see this. If

511
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:38,040
Speaker 1: you're talking back, sometimes you got vision. Like if you

512
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:40,600
Speaker 1: got vision I had, I had no I was I

513
00:30:40,680 --> 00:30:42,280
Speaker 1: was playing for my church. I was making I don't

514
00:30:42,280 --> 00:30:47,719
Speaker 1: even know to one dollars a week. My wife, her

515
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:52,320
Speaker 1: father passed, so uh so she came into some some change.

516
00:30:52,360 --> 00:30:54,840
Speaker 1: When we first got married, she put up money for

517
00:30:54,880 --> 00:30:57,200
Speaker 1: the first apartment. Her mom gave me the first car.

518
00:30:57,680 --> 00:31:00,280
Speaker 1: I ain't have it. So she carried like that first

519
00:31:00,360 --> 00:31:02,920
Speaker 1: year in the marriage like and I'm like, whoa, you

520
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,280
Speaker 1: know I brought my I paid the rent. But to

521
00:31:05,400 --> 00:31:06,920
Speaker 1: get us in place. You know you got that that

522
00:31:07,040 --> 00:31:11,080
Speaker 1: person last you need the past. He didn't you about

523
00:31:12,080 --> 00:31:13,600
Speaker 1: I got fired out of the monk. I ain't got

524
00:31:14,400 --> 00:31:22,040
Speaker 1: to between all that. We gotta make that hard phone.

525
00:31:23,480 --> 00:31:29,000
Speaker 1: That's what I'm looking like. They need another something. I'm

526
00:31:29,040 --> 00:31:32,320
Speaker 1: not gave one another one that we need to know

527
00:31:32,400 --> 00:31:34,320
Speaker 1: the coach. So I had one to hold me down

528
00:31:34,440 --> 00:31:36,360
Speaker 1: for a minute. You because she believed in the vision

529
00:31:36,400 --> 00:31:38,680
Speaker 1: and where I was going. So I understand a man

530
00:31:38,800 --> 00:31:41,120
Speaker 1: not having nothing. But if you got vision at least

531
00:31:41,680 --> 00:31:43,920
Speaker 1: and goals, And that's what I'm saying. When that's the thing,

532
00:31:44,600 --> 00:31:47,480
Speaker 1: the vision is there. It just made the process. So

533
00:31:47,560 --> 00:31:50,560
Speaker 1: it's just the way the tables to turn. And we

534
00:31:50,960 --> 00:31:55,360
Speaker 1: have to have some I got you like it's hard,

535
00:31:55,800 --> 00:31:57,480
Speaker 1: like it's safe. She was with me, with us when

536
00:31:57,480 --> 00:32:00,120
Speaker 1: we had something of this I'm having. She made she

537
00:32:00,320 --> 00:32:03,640
Speaker 1: mazed it around because she ain't used to that you

538
00:32:03,840 --> 00:32:06,600
Speaker 1: gotta uphold her life style as well. Well, how was

539
00:32:06,640 --> 00:32:09,440
Speaker 1: it that women? I don't know. I've been out the

540
00:32:09,480 --> 00:32:12,400
Speaker 1: game again, I've been married twenty five years. How is

541
00:32:12,440 --> 00:32:15,080
Speaker 1: it that a lot of women, though, can get these

542
00:32:15,120 --> 00:32:20,480
Speaker 1: things apartments, solid jobs because somebody else. They don't have

543
00:32:20,560 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 1: to do everything. Somebody's gonna meet a man for they

544
00:32:24,920 --> 00:32:27,200
Speaker 1: got a lot of a lot of women have silent investment.

545
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:30,920
Speaker 1: I was gonna make it. Who's gonna make things happen?

546
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:34,000
Speaker 1: You know? That hard phone call? Yeah, I got that

547
00:32:34,200 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 1: call is easy for them. Yeah, you can make your

548
00:32:36,960 --> 00:32:40,800
Speaker 1: check out or you could just go on landing Pride

549
00:32:41,400 --> 00:32:44,600
Speaker 1: the mal pride and we're probably going to We're gonna

550
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:48,600
Speaker 1: got target. So look at our homiese they feed that

551
00:32:48,840 --> 00:32:51,200
Speaker 1: to them like, oh, you're being the king by doing

552
00:32:51,280 --> 00:32:53,840
Speaker 1: that instead of the digger trying to put her on

553
00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:55,800
Speaker 1: some money. Well, you ain't got to be making it

554
00:32:55,920 --> 00:32:58,240
Speaker 1: four o'clock in the morning phone call. I'm sleep. See.

555
00:32:58,240 --> 00:33:00,240
Speaker 1: That's the worst part about it though, because you don't

556
00:33:00,240 --> 00:33:03,280
Speaker 1: never know at what level that you at. She's always

557
00:33:03,280 --> 00:33:06,280
Speaker 1: gonna be somebody on the next level who got more

558
00:33:06,360 --> 00:33:08,920
Speaker 1: resources than you. The man with the most resources is

559
00:33:09,040 --> 00:33:13,000
Speaker 1: gonna have more than everything. Yeah, you got a little bit.

560
00:33:13,040 --> 00:33:16,080
Speaker 1: That's a lot to her. How many women I like

561
00:33:16,200 --> 00:33:18,440
Speaker 1: that though? They go from man with more to man

562
00:33:18,520 --> 00:33:20,480
Speaker 1: with more, to man with more. That's the game, that's

563
00:33:20,520 --> 00:33:23,600
Speaker 1: that's exactly. They just keep dating, just keep dating up

564
00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:27,360
Speaker 1: and who got the most? So they never they never

565
00:33:27,480 --> 00:33:30,440
Speaker 1: like connect with nobody and like really like no, it's

566
00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:37,320
Speaker 1: an incredible security blanket. A girl woman and she dates

567
00:33:37,400 --> 00:33:41,000
Speaker 1: professional athletes. She don't just date one. This is you

568
00:33:41,000 --> 00:33:43,680
Speaker 1: would think this is a once in a lifetime opportunity

569
00:33:43,760 --> 00:33:47,240
Speaker 1: for somebody to meet somebody who's rich and famous and successful.

570
00:33:47,280 --> 00:33:49,680
Speaker 1: But you gotta keep this is who she dates. This

571
00:33:49,840 --> 00:33:53,120
Speaker 1: is their dating pool, the entire league, all these motherfucker's,

572
00:33:54,840 --> 00:33:58,440
Speaker 1: the old dudes, they never really had a a girl

573
00:33:58,480 --> 00:34:00,760
Speaker 1: that looked like so right, so once they get once

574
00:34:00,800 --> 00:34:06,200
Speaker 1: they get the attention, the I got you, I was like,

575
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:09,239
Speaker 1: never had no holes, and I was like, he got

576
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:13,080
Speaker 1: some money and that should at all. Now, Oh I

577
00:34:13,360 --> 00:34:17,920
Speaker 1: never had the holes. And you can't watch the levels

578
00:34:17,960 --> 00:34:21,560
Speaker 1: of work like the rapper boyfriend and that's like the intro,

579
00:34:21,719 --> 00:34:25,759
Speaker 1: that's like your startup baller. Then one of them guaranteed

580
00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:31,239
Speaker 1: contract athletic niggas show up. Yeah, their motherucker's show up again.

581
00:34:31,320 --> 00:34:35,760
Speaker 1: It's another you want to be months down. Man, should

582
00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:38,480
Speaker 1: have taken the real ball, just be some random mess

583
00:34:38,520 --> 00:34:43,560
Speaker 1: baseball player with a hundred million dollars. You never didn't

584
00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:49,439
Speaker 1: know who these mothers. That's a smaller that I'm saying. Yeah,

585
00:34:51,080 --> 00:34:54,919
Speaker 1: I put them in the whole category. Or yeah, yeah

586
00:34:56,760 --> 00:34:59,160
Speaker 1: there's women are like you said, that's it's helping, amen,

587
00:34:59,800 --> 00:35:03,640
Speaker 1: But they don't keep the acknowledgement. That's what I'd be

588
00:35:03,719 --> 00:35:10,440
Speaker 1: saying because I know for it's real because they leaving

589
00:35:10,560 --> 00:35:16,480
Speaker 1: in bullshit and they're still supporting that running another mother

590
00:35:16,800 --> 00:35:19,320
Speaker 1: to the ground, right, yeah, yeah, and we got to

591
00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 1: say that baby, we know if y'all locked up, but

592
00:35:21,800 --> 00:35:24,920
Speaker 1: we know it's bullshit, that nigga running y'all to the ground.

593
00:35:25,160 --> 00:35:27,520
Speaker 1: But were trying to tell you need that nig and

594
00:35:27,640 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 1: get with a real power. He didn't confidence of the

595
00:35:32,400 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 1: truth you think, don't but him right, and he ain't

596
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:41,440
Speaker 1: even ship to have that nigga sorry, is pirate. You

597
00:35:41,560 --> 00:35:44,000
Speaker 1: know it took three refund chip and went to the club.

598
00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:54,920
Speaker 1: Everything he touched everything, everything ain't drawn you dick for

599
00:35:55,040 --> 00:35:59,799
Speaker 1: lodging what's left around for a long time. That's the thing.

600
00:36:02,239 --> 00:36:05,799
Speaker 1: Dick got so much value, dude, don't take the value

601
00:36:05,840 --> 00:36:08,000
Speaker 1: with And when you know how many times women get

602
00:36:08,040 --> 00:36:13,319
Speaker 1: dick off of dick in a date, they ain't never

603
00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:17,200
Speaker 1: shot them and a week you can't stop to add

604
00:36:17,239 --> 00:36:19,600
Speaker 1: from popping up on your phone. Man, many of the

605
00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:22,319
Speaker 1: motherfucker's as you think they're gonna click them, she ain't

606
00:36:22,360 --> 00:36:24,600
Speaker 1: turning all of them down. She might have the day,

607
00:36:24,680 --> 00:36:26,920
Speaker 1: but she's throwing a few of them in the freezing right.

608
00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:31,000
Speaker 1: Think keeps some dicks around because way more busy than

609
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:33,520
Speaker 1: you ever got her pussy backed up for the next

610
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:36,200
Speaker 1: three years. She know the next five niggers she gonna fuck.

611
00:36:36,280 --> 00:36:39,320
Speaker 1: She already put him in order. Ain't nobody just showing

612
00:36:39,400 --> 00:36:41,600
Speaker 1: up getting no pussy to the day. You gotta be

613
00:36:41,680 --> 00:36:43,760
Speaker 1: on the waiting list, like you better Ferrory, my nigga.

614
00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:47,360
Speaker 1: He's three niggers who've been taking care of her the

615
00:36:47,480 --> 00:36:51,040
Speaker 1: months that I must know the because I ain't waiting

616
00:36:51,120 --> 00:37:00,279
Speaker 1: on the last the motherucker's yeah, yeah, they running, yeah,

617
00:37:02,800 --> 00:37:04,879
Speaker 1: coming down. Yeah, you ain't gonna be up that loan

618
00:37:05,680 --> 00:37:08,440
Speaker 1: going up, coming down. It's some mothercker like, no, take

619
00:37:08,520 --> 00:37:10,520
Speaker 1: my ship to the garage. I'm been to be over here.

620
00:37:11,680 --> 00:37:13,320
Speaker 1: I got someone with me, I got no mean to

621
00:37:13,400 --> 00:37:16,560
Speaker 1: go to. You don't get the luxury birs whoever you

622
00:37:16,800 --> 00:37:19,319
Speaker 1: something like the girl you want to suck somebody really

623
00:37:19,480 --> 00:37:23,799
Speaker 1: trying to cover. Yeah, that's every girl. She's not letting

624
00:37:23,880 --> 00:37:26,759
Speaker 1: somebody come yet. It's because she got three more vis

625
00:37:26,880 --> 00:37:29,640
Speaker 1: the pusses. She want to give it up. I'm gonna

626
00:37:29,640 --> 00:37:36,440
Speaker 1: get it. She's about to the left, coming down street

627
00:37:36,520 --> 00:37:40,160
Speaker 1: like I'm over moment. I'm getting all the three plates

628
00:37:40,280 --> 00:37:44,120
Speaker 1: until ain't no more place together. This is a culture

629
00:37:44,200 --> 00:37:51,880
Speaker 1: to toy from me. You know the last twenty five years, man, man,

630
00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:55,080
Speaker 1: when you was out here in the streets, it wasn't

631
00:37:55,120 --> 00:37:59,239
Speaker 1: a whole lot of puzzs out here. No, man, I

632
00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:04,080
Speaker 1: was out here, but not to listen. That was the

633
00:38:04,280 --> 00:38:09,759
Speaker 1: year that everything gotting sucked up. Everybody always praised that ship,

634
00:38:09,840 --> 00:38:12,759
Speaker 1: so they can't get it. Everything got sucked up when

635
00:38:12,840 --> 00:38:16,080
Speaker 1: they when the NA in the two thousand. That's what

636
00:38:16,200 --> 00:38:18,839
Speaker 1: I'm telling you. It's like somebody had the motherfucking thing

637
00:38:19,040 --> 00:38:21,520
Speaker 1: and they just flooded the streets with pussy women. Was

638
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,440
Speaker 1: just giving pussant away with reckless abandon and now busy

639
00:38:24,520 --> 00:38:26,640
Speaker 1: don't even have no value to them. That used to.

640
00:38:26,680 --> 00:38:29,000
Speaker 1: We used to be like, man, that ship was flat.

641
00:38:29,160 --> 00:38:34,200
Speaker 1: I got some pussy, And now it's like you got

642
00:38:34,280 --> 00:38:36,520
Speaker 1: some pussy. You know what the quipment to get some

643
00:38:36,640 --> 00:38:39,520
Speaker 1: puss is. But it's like smoking the blood. You can

644
00:38:39,640 --> 00:38:44,520
Speaker 1: smoke everywhere. Now, pus it exclusive. Women give you some

645
00:38:44,640 --> 00:38:50,680
Speaker 1: pussy first. Now first, yeah, they give pusn't first. What's

646
00:38:50,680 --> 00:38:52,400
Speaker 1: you gonna do now? Now you gotta talk to them

647
00:38:52,520 --> 00:38:55,359
Speaker 1: and puss it out the way? You ain't that fun?

648
00:38:55,520 --> 00:39:00,359
Speaker 1: These new women don't know what they're doing. Real push

649
00:39:00,480 --> 00:39:03,720
Speaker 1: up now, not the girl push up. These are different

650
00:39:03,760 --> 00:39:07,440
Speaker 1: breeding mother. If you do push up like me, relief

651
00:39:08,680 --> 00:39:10,000
Speaker 1: I'm on the top. You get down there and do

652
00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:13,879
Speaker 1: it whole push you up down. I mean, that's why

653
00:39:13,920 --> 00:39:17,439
Speaker 1: it's it's I mean, it's I guess way it's matter. Way,

654
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:19,560
Speaker 1: it's matter. I mean, I'm the type of dude by

655
00:39:19,760 --> 00:39:23,360
Speaker 1: nature and my nature, I'm a I'm a rule breaker.

656
00:39:23,719 --> 00:39:26,279
Speaker 1: You know what do you mean? Like you're just gonna

657
00:39:26,320 --> 00:39:29,080
Speaker 1: break the rule. You're just gonna do what they say. Yeah,

658
00:39:29,160 --> 00:39:31,520
Speaker 1: I enjoy everybody going that way. I'm going this way.

659
00:39:31,960 --> 00:39:35,320
Speaker 1: Anybody stand up, I'm sitting that. I enjoy that naturally.

660
00:39:35,920 --> 00:39:37,680
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. When I say naturally, I

661
00:39:37,760 --> 00:39:40,839
Speaker 1: mean like you know what I mean, Like, with God's help,

662
00:39:41,640 --> 00:39:45,640
Speaker 1: I'm kind of staying the rules at the speedling is

663
00:39:45,719 --> 00:39:51,680
Speaker 1: fifty five, I'm definitely going to seventy sevent Okay, what

664
00:39:51,719 --> 00:39:58,040
Speaker 1: I'm saying, say that again, that's the same one. Okay.

665
00:39:58,600 --> 00:40:03,600
Speaker 1: So they're all ways and rules and long set up

666
00:40:03,840 --> 00:40:08,560
Speaker 1: for relationships for city. From everything we're talking about, we

667
00:40:08,719 --> 00:40:14,960
Speaker 1: just don't like to go by abscidence. I mean, she

668
00:40:15,120 --> 00:40:19,120
Speaker 1: how quiet got in the entire Atlanta because we could

669
00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:21,000
Speaker 1: talk about how messed up all this stuff is. And

670
00:40:21,040 --> 00:40:22,680
Speaker 1: I'm like, yeah, you're all right, y'a, all right, y'all.

671
00:40:23,160 --> 00:40:27,880
Speaker 1: That way it might not beat them, it might not

672
00:40:27,960 --> 00:40:30,840
Speaker 1: be the right way. That's what I'm saying. I'm suggesting.

673
00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:33,960
Speaker 1: It's strongly that it's not like even now a lot

674
00:40:34,000 --> 00:40:35,960
Speaker 1: of us are talking about and I know I'm no

675
00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,640
Speaker 1: I want to say, I'm no saying I am not perfect, y'all.

676
00:40:38,680 --> 00:40:41,120
Speaker 1: I just talked about infidelity in my man. I was

677
00:40:41,200 --> 00:40:43,800
Speaker 1: one of them dudes like, yo, I'm probably getting attention.

678
00:40:44,160 --> 00:40:46,440
Speaker 1: Whow she liked me. She liked me, like and she like, hey,

679
00:40:46,880 --> 00:40:51,759
Speaker 1: you're married now I'm like, oh, yeah, that's right, is right? Yeah? Yeah,

680
00:40:51,880 --> 00:40:53,359
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I was, I was that dude.

681
00:40:53,440 --> 00:40:55,360
Speaker 1: What I'm saying like when they first started happening for me,

682
00:40:55,400 --> 00:40:57,360
Speaker 1: I was like, wow, I was jaded by that. But

683
00:40:57,600 --> 00:41:01,279
Speaker 1: my point is saying that the rule, the ways are

684
00:41:01,520 --> 00:41:04,279
Speaker 1: already established. We don't enjoy. Everybody's talking now about the

685
00:41:04,280 --> 00:41:07,560
Speaker 1: abortion thing. I'm not even gonna get on that, but

686
00:41:07,800 --> 00:41:13,800
Speaker 1: nobody is talking about like like abstinence, which is the

687
00:41:13,880 --> 00:41:16,839
Speaker 1: step before that unless you rape. And I ain't talking

688
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:20,719
Speaker 1: about that. You understand what I'm saying. Nobody's talking about

689
00:41:20,760 --> 00:41:24,279
Speaker 1: like the step before the issue. We just talk about

690
00:41:24,320 --> 00:41:27,759
Speaker 1: the issue because the step before ain't sexy, it ain't fun,

691
00:41:27,880 --> 00:41:30,520
Speaker 1: it's not culture, it's not what everybody on. I don't

692
00:41:30,520 --> 00:41:32,040
Speaker 1: know if I could do that. I ain't got enough

693
00:41:32,040 --> 00:41:33,920
Speaker 1: self control. I need to hit this, this and that.

694
00:41:34,280 --> 00:41:35,880
Speaker 1: Who want to be by myself, who want to not

695
00:41:36,040 --> 00:41:38,319
Speaker 1: have something, got to get married before. I'm just saying

696
00:41:38,400 --> 00:41:45,279
Speaker 1: they're a way. I'm just saying, look that I am

697
00:41:45,440 --> 00:41:49,279
Speaker 1: not I am not laying the rules. I always tell

698
00:41:49,320 --> 00:41:51,920
Speaker 1: people I'm not the general. I just work for him.

699
00:41:51,920 --> 00:41:54,160
Speaker 1: And again I'm man like I'm not like this Closes

700
00:41:54,200 --> 00:41:57,280
Speaker 1: stood up and said that su're not killed after he killed.

701
00:41:58,360 --> 00:42:01,279
Speaker 1: So I'm that I'm not saying. I'm just saying, there

702
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:05,600
Speaker 1: is a way to avoid all of that areaal frustration

703
00:42:05,840 --> 00:42:08,200
Speaker 1: fact that we just talked about. But it can't just

704
00:42:08,280 --> 00:42:10,319
Speaker 1: be you on that. She gotta be on that too.

705
00:42:11,239 --> 00:42:12,960
Speaker 1: You understand what I'm saying. You're saying no or not

706
00:42:13,080 --> 00:42:15,719
Speaker 1: doesn't happen, it doesn't happen, or I don't want to

707
00:42:15,800 --> 00:42:19,560
Speaker 1: do it, don't exist. I know. Even if it's say

708
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:22,360
Speaker 1: there's not enough of that to go around, I understand,

709
00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:28,839
Speaker 1: I understand. I understand. So so you're so we're saying

710
00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:41,239
Speaker 1: here like that's impossible. No, it's not impossible in the world.

711
00:42:41,360 --> 00:42:44,480
Speaker 1: It's not possible. Ain't nowhere in the world will doing

712
00:42:44,560 --> 00:42:47,239
Speaker 1: that in the world. It ain't a trap that do that.

713
00:42:47,440 --> 00:42:50,120
Speaker 1: It ain't a culture that do that. That ship is happening.

714
00:42:50,520 --> 00:42:53,759
Speaker 1: Even the people who go to church's head you can't

715
00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:56,480
Speaker 1: be married and til your thirty five years old, Well,

716
00:42:56,480 --> 00:42:59,920
Speaker 1: why are you sucking nineties six women in this church? Man,

717
00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:02,480
Speaker 1: some fucking gonna happen. You put two people around each other,

718
00:43:02,719 --> 00:43:05,120
Speaker 1: they fucking all That ship gonna go out of the window.

719
00:43:06,040 --> 00:43:08,960
Speaker 1: It was fucking while they was making the bibble what

720
00:43:09,120 --> 00:43:11,440
Speaker 1: you think they did when they was when they were leaving. Man,

721
00:43:11,440 --> 00:43:26,960
Speaker 1: I gotta go to Bible in the morning, sucking the bigness. Okay,

722
00:43:27,000 --> 00:43:39,960
Speaker 1: I'm not printing and yeah, people, bro, we're not just

723
00:43:40,280 --> 00:43:43,520
Speaker 1: like the people who put that ship in place. Wasn't

724
00:43:43,560 --> 00:43:46,640
Speaker 1: even built like that. These were freaking motherfucker's wearing powdered

725
00:43:46,680 --> 00:43:50,279
Speaker 1: wigs and then mutilated genitals and ship. These people are

726
00:43:50,400 --> 00:43:54,240
Speaker 1: fucking weird. This whole ship that we following is created

727
00:43:54,320 --> 00:43:57,160
Speaker 1: by some fucking weirdness. People. Let's go, let's get Let's

728
00:43:57,160 --> 00:43:58,960
Speaker 1: go get deep each other. Let's go Yeah, let's go deep.

729
00:43:59,040 --> 00:44:01,960
Speaker 1: Let's go deep. It's it's gonna go real deep. Like

730
00:44:02,080 --> 00:44:04,440
Speaker 1: we don't see any talking about all the ship and

731
00:44:04,520 --> 00:44:06,919
Speaker 1: the Bible talk about all the ship, about how black

732
00:44:06,960 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 1: people like all that ship, about that ship, talk about

733
00:44:10,640 --> 00:44:13,440
Speaker 1: that part. None of that ship wouldn't even created with

734
00:44:13,560 --> 00:44:15,160
Speaker 1: us in man, let them tell it. We're supposed to

735
00:44:15,160 --> 00:44:20,080
Speaker 1: be slaves. You got that old bullshit. Don't skip pars wait,

736
00:44:20,120 --> 00:44:21,959
Speaker 1: I don't know we I'm not talk I'm not saying

737
00:44:22,040 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 1: yea to like people like the picket pickle was healthy

738
00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:29,880
Speaker 1: for their argument. And then it's like they read the

739
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:32,000
Speaker 1: rest of that. Yeah, you don't know the second part,

740
00:44:32,600 --> 00:44:34,640
Speaker 1: like how you just gonna keep saying the same ship

741
00:44:34,760 --> 00:44:37,040
Speaker 1: over and over again. Most of this ship that people

742
00:44:37,120 --> 00:44:40,640
Speaker 1: try to use an argument ain't even in the bobblem.

743
00:44:42,400 --> 00:44:45,560
Speaker 1: A lot of this ship is just an interpretation. We're

744
00:44:45,600 --> 00:44:48,040
Speaker 1: not gonna all see this ship like like you said,

745
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:53,680
Speaker 1: damn shall not killed unless to kill you, you know,

746
00:44:54,840 --> 00:45:01,759
Speaker 1: for the wicked. It's unless everything. I'm not looking at

747
00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:04,839
Speaker 1: your neighbor's wife, unless I got you looking at you first.

748
00:45:04,880 --> 00:45:10,080
Speaker 1: It got to be agree with y'all got everything, that's

749
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:12,839
Speaker 1: what I want to go. So you got the law,

750
00:45:12,960 --> 00:45:14,880
Speaker 1: which is the down show not that you're saying. And

751
00:45:14,960 --> 00:45:16,520
Speaker 1: then made for the week right, and then you got

752
00:45:16,560 --> 00:45:24,480
Speaker 1: the spirit though h m hm, talking talk, I'm not

753
00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:29,480
Speaker 1: I'm not disagreeing with anything to me. To me, we

754
00:45:29,760 --> 00:45:36,600
Speaker 1: all got the voice of God in us. M I

755
00:45:36,840 --> 00:45:39,239
Speaker 1: call it. I don't believe that I got you. I don't.

756
00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:42,160
Speaker 1: That's why we're wrapping like everybody don't believe in God.

757
00:45:42,600 --> 00:45:45,320
Speaker 1: They don't have to for him to doubt if he's speaking.

758
00:45:45,560 --> 00:45:47,200
Speaker 1: I don't mean you don't gotta believe in him or

759
00:45:47,239 --> 00:45:51,880
Speaker 1: not exactly, but that your belief is your response to

760
00:45:51,960 --> 00:45:54,200
Speaker 1: the voice or not. So if you don't believe, if

761
00:45:54,239 --> 00:45:56,719
Speaker 1: you're not gonna respond, and I mean you don't, we

762
00:45:56,880 --> 00:46:00,640
Speaker 1: call it intuition or something told me not to O there, man,

763
00:46:00,719 --> 00:46:04,560
Speaker 1: that's the voice of God. We ain't that smart, broy So,

764
00:46:07,560 --> 00:46:09,640
Speaker 1: And don't have that. No, listen, listen to me, just

765
00:46:09,719 --> 00:46:13,080
Speaker 1: hear me on to me. It's called like the secret

766
00:46:13,080 --> 00:46:18,759
Speaker 1: Place right. God can and does communicate with any and everybody.

767
00:46:19,400 --> 00:46:23,720
Speaker 1: Hold on, just hear me out. He could communicate with sinners,

768
00:46:24,480 --> 00:46:27,880
Speaker 1: he could communicate with save, He could communicate with water.

769
00:46:28,640 --> 00:46:31,080
Speaker 1: Stand up, let my people through. He can communicate with

770
00:46:31,800 --> 00:46:34,200
Speaker 1: birds and animals, y'all come to by two to this art.

771
00:46:34,400 --> 00:46:37,440
Speaker 1: He could communicate with anything like who is this man

772
00:46:37,520 --> 00:46:39,480
Speaker 1: that the winds in the seas obey him? Peace? Be

773
00:46:39,640 --> 00:46:42,880
Speaker 1: still in the storm. Stop. He could communicate with anything,

774
00:46:43,040 --> 00:46:45,920
Speaker 1: not even just people. So how is people out of

775
00:46:46,040 --> 00:46:48,440
Speaker 1: his reach? Just because we don't respond to him and

776
00:46:48,480 --> 00:46:50,879
Speaker 1: we don't stop doing what's right or or what's wrong

777
00:46:50,960 --> 00:46:55,000
Speaker 1: or don't mean he ain't speaking to us. So I

778
00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:58,600
Speaker 1: feel like he's speaking to us, drawing us to righteousness

779
00:46:58,800 --> 00:47:01,080
Speaker 1: or what is right. We take baby steps or no

780
00:47:01,239 --> 00:47:04,759
Speaker 1: steps at all, or opposite steps, it does not mean

781
00:47:05,160 --> 00:47:07,800
Speaker 1: he's not speaking. And that's why he could be a

782
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:12,040
Speaker 1: fair judge. So let's say you get to heaven and

783
00:47:12,120 --> 00:47:15,239
Speaker 1: he like, Bro, I've been telling you all this time

784
00:47:15,360 --> 00:47:18,279
Speaker 1: nothing I've been feeling that. I've been feeling something in

785
00:47:18,400 --> 00:47:21,680
Speaker 1: my that's God like trying to rule. Why are we

786
00:47:21,840 --> 00:47:24,879
Speaker 1: so sold on this concept of heaven. Well, I don't

787
00:47:24,960 --> 00:47:27,560
Speaker 1: forget heaven. Then there's something greater than all of us

788
00:47:27,600 --> 00:47:31,360
Speaker 1: that brought us here. Bro. Maybe so who so okay,

789
00:47:31,800 --> 00:47:33,759
Speaker 1: So if you don't believe that period, I didn't say

790
00:47:33,800 --> 00:47:36,640
Speaker 1: nothing about what I believe. And see what I'm saying.

791
00:47:36,680 --> 00:47:40,319
Speaker 1: That's why that's why this this whole thing is so subjective,

792
00:47:40,560 --> 00:47:44,440
Speaker 1: because it's a million and one what if what if

793
00:47:44,520 --> 00:47:46,759
Speaker 1: we do? We could be doing this whole thing wrong.

794
00:47:47,680 --> 00:47:51,279
Speaker 1: It could be the flip because just like you said,

795
00:47:51,360 --> 00:47:55,280
Speaker 1: we like you said, the wicked, no man is perfect.

796
00:47:56,160 --> 00:48:01,960
Speaker 1: What if somebody was, maybe he was gods even he

797
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:07,640
Speaker 1: couldn't survive in the wickedness. We're just gonna say they

798
00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:11,640
Speaker 1: killed him just because he was of a high source

799
00:48:11,680 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 1: and to have power, and he had the ability to

800
00:48:14,440 --> 00:48:20,480
Speaker 1: transform and reincardinated or rise after the death blake. So

801
00:48:20,880 --> 00:48:24,560
Speaker 1: if he if he did get killed, if if no,

802
00:48:24,760 --> 00:48:28,640
Speaker 1: he did well he said, I lay it down. He said,

803
00:48:28,680 --> 00:48:33,120
Speaker 1: no man, no, man takes my life. I laid down right,

804
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:36,920
Speaker 1: that's right. So if you're gonna say that he had

805
00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:49,640
Speaker 1: to go for revera, hold on, hold on, that's what

806
00:48:49,719 --> 00:48:51,239
Speaker 1: I'm talking to. Tell you. It was making than him.

807
00:48:51,320 --> 00:48:56,360
Speaker 1: Why had a purpose? Right he had to go do

808
00:48:56,480 --> 00:48:59,080
Speaker 1: what he had to do. I want you're gonna get

809
00:48:59,200 --> 00:49:02,520
Speaker 1: hit because if they do to you that anybody but

810
00:49:02,560 --> 00:49:11,880
Speaker 1: get what keep going the possibilities Like I don't, I

811
00:49:11,960 --> 00:49:14,759
Speaker 1: don't try to. I don't knock anybody's gods to believe

812
00:49:14,840 --> 00:49:16,719
Speaker 1: because I think it's a million in one ways to

813
00:49:16,800 --> 00:49:19,560
Speaker 1: get the gun and there is no right or wrong

814
00:49:19,640 --> 00:49:21,920
Speaker 1: way to do it. Because it's like you said that

815
00:49:22,080 --> 00:49:25,040
Speaker 1: there are a million names that people call God, but

816
00:49:25,160 --> 00:49:27,799
Speaker 1: it's the same intercity and they feel the same way

817
00:49:27,800 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 1: and they have the same passion as you do. In

818
00:49:31,360 --> 00:49:33,719
Speaker 1: your translation, you give what I'm saying, But once you

819
00:49:33,760 --> 00:49:35,400
Speaker 1: tap into it and you really know what's going on,

820
00:49:35,760 --> 00:49:38,480
Speaker 1: you feel, you just break it down like you say interpretation.

821
00:49:38,760 --> 00:49:40,360
Speaker 1: Once you break it down, and you really see what

822
00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:43,399
Speaker 1: going on if you believe American history book. I don't

823
00:49:43,400 --> 00:49:46,960
Speaker 1: want to believe in book. Even sitting and tell me

824
00:49:47,360 --> 00:49:49,439
Speaker 1: that we was in Egypt now and the folks ain't

825
00:49:49,440 --> 00:49:52,680
Speaker 1: black evening tell me, I already say, yeah, he gonna

826
00:49:52,680 --> 00:49:54,200
Speaker 1: bring us out of the out of the weirdness. But

827
00:49:54,440 --> 00:49:58,240
Speaker 1: going back into slavery four hunter years again. He's telling

828
00:49:58,320 --> 00:50:00,520
Speaker 1: us we, just like you said, ain't we want to

829
00:50:00,680 --> 00:50:04,160
Speaker 1: see him believe and do everything else abstinence. That is

830
00:50:04,360 --> 00:50:07,640
Speaker 1: a formal way of him getting closer, right right right.

831
00:50:07,920 --> 00:50:11,480
Speaker 1: My former way is keeping the Sabbathe. I understand that

832
00:50:11,480 --> 00:50:14,960
Speaker 1: ain't perfect. I'm gonna suck these holes. I'm sorry to

833
00:50:15,080 --> 00:50:18,000
Speaker 1: see how you can change. But that's but that's not

834
00:50:18,840 --> 00:50:20,239
Speaker 1: everybody got hold on, hold on, hold on, let me

835
00:50:20,280 --> 00:50:23,799
Speaker 1: say this. Everybody has their own relationship. That's what I'm saying.

836
00:50:23,880 --> 00:50:31,600
Speaker 1: That's the come on, man on, man. You're using other

837
00:50:31,680 --> 00:50:34,960
Speaker 1: people who sucked up to justify you sucking up. No, No,

838
00:50:35,200 --> 00:50:40,360
Speaker 1: was a douter to see just kept now? Was he

839
00:50:40,440 --> 00:50:42,959
Speaker 1: really down the Yes? He won every time he said

840
00:50:43,000 --> 00:50:49,399
Speaker 1: some people like I don't know, Moses might have said

841
00:50:49,480 --> 00:50:52,040
Speaker 1: that I can see your hard on God, you don't

842
00:50:52,040 --> 00:50:57,319
Speaker 1: really feel like that blessing. He made him comfortable. Why

843
00:50:58,440 --> 00:51:00,920
Speaker 1: he still had a purpose already. That guy with spipe

844
00:51:01,000 --> 00:51:04,480
Speaker 1: with him, like when you don't listen to him good,

845
00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:07,600
Speaker 1: I'm God does get angry. He was for the kid

846
00:51:07,640 --> 00:51:10,440
Speaker 1: to people. Yeah, one of the people have to tell them,

847
00:51:10,520 --> 00:51:15,719
Speaker 1: joke them down. What's the first ass I don't want

848
00:51:15,719 --> 00:51:17,280
Speaker 1: to think. I don't want to say Aaron O Moses.

849
00:51:17,280 --> 00:51:20,759
Speaker 1: But they stopped. Let me ask you question kid about people?

850
00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:23,280
Speaker 1: If you're leaving this out of the out of wardness,

851
00:51:23,320 --> 00:51:28,280
Speaker 1: you're taking them back in like, you know, go ahead

852
00:51:29,880 --> 00:51:34,040
Speaker 1: like that, y'all keep going, he said, I should take

853
00:51:34,400 --> 00:51:37,040
Speaker 1: He said, y'all go ahead, like y'all go ahead. There's

854
00:51:37,080 --> 00:51:44,120
Speaker 1: no there's no doubt about God, no doubt the interpretation.

855
00:51:44,760 --> 00:51:47,759
Speaker 1: Just check yourself. And I want you on that because

856
00:51:49,440 --> 00:51:52,480
Speaker 1: could be I'm believing God to know that I'm you know,

857
00:51:52,560 --> 00:51:55,719
Speaker 1: I'm very could I say that this life? Because I

858
00:51:55,800 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 1: was just gonna ask, like, do you think God had

859
00:51:57,520 --> 00:52:04,680
Speaker 1: an old lady? I had an old because I don't

860
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:06,239
Speaker 1: feel like he would give a man an old lady

861
00:52:06,239 --> 00:52:08,160
Speaker 1: that he didn't have one. What the father says, he

862
00:52:08,239 --> 00:52:15,200
Speaker 1: did nothing without wisdom wasn't considered a sheet. Every time

863
00:52:15,719 --> 00:52:17,640
Speaker 1: is mentioned in the Bible, I'll be on this ship.

864
00:52:17,640 --> 00:52:19,960
Speaker 1: I've been thinking he was hitting on mother Nature. What

865
00:52:20,160 --> 00:52:24,279
Speaker 1: you say, whose mother Nature? Exactly? Who's God? God is

866
00:52:24,280 --> 00:52:27,360
Speaker 1: a spirit? And then mother nature is? Or what nature

867
00:52:27,480 --> 00:52:29,839
Speaker 1: is natural? It's got to be something natural. What that means?

868
00:52:30,480 --> 00:52:34,640
Speaker 1: You tell me it's something Everything has a spirit? M hm.

869
00:52:36,239 --> 00:52:39,040
Speaker 1: So when you see a tornado or earthquake, is that God?

870
00:52:40,080 --> 00:52:42,359
Speaker 1: Well they blame that on who? What do you mean?

871
00:52:42,680 --> 00:52:46,600
Speaker 1: They blame mother Nature's father God and Mother Nature? The

872
00:52:46,719 --> 00:52:53,879
Speaker 1: nature is Santa Claus bro It's not even we're talking

873
00:52:53,880 --> 00:52:57,960
Speaker 1: about a specific source. I'm talking. I'm talking about a

874
00:52:57,960 --> 00:53:02,360
Speaker 1: specific source, the body. Now we want me, I'm just

875
00:53:02,400 --> 00:53:05,200
Speaker 1: talking about that book. That's what you said. Every time

876
00:53:05,239 --> 00:53:07,000
Speaker 1: the Riverence gun it was a guy. Every time they

877
00:53:07,160 --> 00:53:11,200
Speaker 1: reference with him, it was her or she in the Bible.

878
00:53:11,920 --> 00:53:14,720
Speaker 1: What makes you think this Bible is real? It's because

879
00:53:14,920 --> 00:53:19,359
Speaker 1: it's real to me, a book. I got you. That's

880
00:53:19,360 --> 00:53:21,800
Speaker 1: a book. It could be Harry Potter. If you believe

881
00:53:21,880 --> 00:53:24,400
Speaker 1: the words that that's the Bible too, and and and

882
00:53:24,480 --> 00:53:32,239
Speaker 1: and and and Age two always water down you. If

883
00:53:32,239 --> 00:53:34,279
Speaker 1: you put aged two al together and try it and

884
00:53:34,360 --> 00:53:37,680
Speaker 1: it's water. You're gonna believe it. I tried the word,

885
00:53:37,719 --> 00:53:40,440
Speaker 1: I try God, and I believe it. It works for me.

886
00:53:42,080 --> 00:53:44,239
Speaker 1: He works for me, and his ways worked for me.

887
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:46,399
Speaker 1: I don't always follow his ways, and he's still good

888
00:53:46,440 --> 00:53:50,520
Speaker 1: to me. He's still good to everybody. He is good.

889
00:53:50,840 --> 00:53:53,480
Speaker 1: I am black. I can't change that. I can't come

890
00:53:53,520 --> 00:53:55,719
Speaker 1: here and not be black because everybody in the room white.

891
00:53:56,239 --> 00:53:59,080
Speaker 1: He can't come here and not be good because everybody bad.

892
00:53:59,680 --> 00:54:03,000
Speaker 1: He's good, and the Bible says his goodness leads people

893
00:54:03,080 --> 00:54:06,680
Speaker 1: to repentance or repent me to change your thinking. He's

894
00:54:06,719 --> 00:54:09,040
Speaker 1: so good it maybe be like, yo, I've been wilding

895
00:54:09,160 --> 00:54:11,000
Speaker 1: after while. I don't know if your fifties, semi nine,

896
00:54:11,320 --> 00:54:13,480
Speaker 1: or on your deathbed, you're gonna be like I've been wiling.

897
00:54:14,120 --> 00:54:18,200
Speaker 1: He's been good. But that's what what I'm saying is objectively,

898
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:21,680
Speaker 1: somebody had to teach you to believe that. I tried

899
00:54:21,719 --> 00:54:24,319
Speaker 1: it for myself. You're right, right, right, too much, too poor.

900
00:54:24,400 --> 00:54:28,000
Speaker 1: Then when I did this one too, it is right.

901
00:54:28,920 --> 00:54:30,759
Speaker 1: I had to be taught first, but when I tried it,

902
00:54:31,239 --> 00:54:34,200
Speaker 1: it's true to me. So it's not about the teaching.

903
00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:36,239
Speaker 1: I get brands I've been there. I've been in the

904
00:54:36,280 --> 00:54:39,080
Speaker 1: witchcraft churches. I've been in a like church, like you

905
00:54:39,200 --> 00:54:40,960
Speaker 1: gotta do this, you gotta do it. But didn't they

906
00:54:41,000 --> 00:54:43,960
Speaker 1: believe what they believe the same with the same conviction

907
00:54:44,040 --> 00:54:53,600
Speaker 1: that you believe what you believe. That's exactly, but it's more,

908
00:54:56,200 --> 00:55:02,000
Speaker 1: it's down in history. This is a history movie. Is

909
00:55:02,080 --> 00:55:08,120
Speaker 1: a history movie, Yes, exactly, give it a feel good speeches.

910
00:55:09,000 --> 00:55:10,160
Speaker 1: I don't want to feel I don't want to here

911
00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 1: feel good speech. Break this down. But at a certain

912
00:55:14,280 --> 00:55:19,480
Speaker 1: point right in our ancestry, right these exact same words

913
00:55:19,600 --> 00:55:23,400
Speaker 1: where you to manipulate the situation. How can these be

914
00:55:23,520 --> 00:55:27,040
Speaker 1: the same words that you that you think because we

915
00:55:27,280 --> 00:55:29,120
Speaker 1: wrote it, they took it from us and tried to

916
00:55:29,160 --> 00:55:36,279
Speaker 1: tell us what they thought they meant. I think that's

917
00:55:36,280 --> 00:55:39,520
Speaker 1: a good answer. If it's here. That's why they're trying

918
00:55:39,560 --> 00:55:41,960
Speaker 1: to use slavery. Slavery number the way of saying, in

919
00:55:42,120 --> 00:55:43,960
Speaker 1: voluntary service to you. If you couldn't pay me back,

920
00:55:44,000 --> 00:55:46,239
Speaker 1: my depth, if I gave you something you couldn't pay

921
00:55:46,280 --> 00:55:48,399
Speaker 1: me back, Now you're my slave. You got seven years.

922
00:55:48,440 --> 00:55:51,760
Speaker 1: It's not beat your slave, that's not hit your slave.

923
00:55:51,920 --> 00:55:55,279
Speaker 1: And if you do, you must be put together each

924
00:55:55,280 --> 00:55:58,240
Speaker 1: other and tell the slave with this, why you good slave?

925
00:55:58,360 --> 00:56:01,799
Speaker 1: It's right here about. They don't even know what this means.

926
00:56:03,400 --> 00:56:06,520
Speaker 1: They got it from us and tried to tell us

927
00:56:06,560 --> 00:56:10,600
Speaker 1: what it means. That's why when you're going reading see

928
00:56:10,680 --> 00:56:13,000
Speaker 1: the knowledge, if you want it, if you move your

929
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:16,600
Speaker 1: feet and walk towards me, I shall feed you period

930
00:56:21,160 --> 00:56:24,080
Speaker 1: and then after after whild history. Because now I'm I'm

931
00:56:24,440 --> 00:56:28,000
Speaker 1: real life, walking in faith, trying to every day real

932
00:56:28,080 --> 00:56:31,960
Speaker 1: Life's so hard about it? What's so hard about is

933
00:56:32,200 --> 00:56:35,799
Speaker 1: my way. Jesus even said, who I believe is God

934
00:56:35,920 --> 00:56:40,040
Speaker 1: in flesh. Jesus even said, y'all, is there another way

935
00:56:40,080 --> 00:56:41,640
Speaker 1: to do this? Father? I don't want to go on

936
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:43,719
Speaker 1: that cross and die. Let this cup pass. I want

937
00:56:43,760 --> 00:56:47,040
Speaker 1: to do another way. He didn't want to do things

938
00:56:47,160 --> 00:56:50,400
Speaker 1: God's way. It's the ways because I got away. I

939
00:56:50,440 --> 00:56:52,440
Speaker 1: want to live my life. I got a way. I

940
00:56:52,480 --> 00:56:54,680
Speaker 1: want to do relationships. I got a way. I want

941
00:56:54,719 --> 00:56:56,640
Speaker 1: to make money. I got a way I want to

942
00:56:57,200 --> 00:57:00,319
Speaker 1: for That's what and God is like my way. Bless

943
00:57:00,360 --> 00:57:04,360
Speaker 1: you and that fight between what you want and what

944
00:57:04,560 --> 00:57:07,680
Speaker 1: He wants for you. It could be the thing like

945
00:57:07,760 --> 00:57:09,800
Speaker 1: you gotta have a good a gut feeling on the inside.

946
00:57:10,360 --> 00:57:12,920
Speaker 1: That's a positive thing and you can override it like

947
00:57:13,080 --> 00:57:16,080
Speaker 1: nah nah. Like when I was talking at the beginning

948
00:57:16,080 --> 00:57:19,000
Speaker 1: about humanity and communication, you could have heard something like, yo,

949
00:57:20,080 --> 00:57:24,360
Speaker 1: you can forget, you should forgive this, forgive? Well, what's

950
00:57:24,480 --> 00:57:28,919
Speaker 1: what's wrong with forgive besides you not wanting to release something?

951
00:57:29,600 --> 00:57:33,200
Speaker 1: So on so many different fronts like that, That's why

952
00:57:33,280 --> 00:57:36,919
Speaker 1: it's hard. That's why it's hard to live for God.

953
00:57:37,280 --> 00:57:40,320
Speaker 1: Because of what I want to do. And when I

954
00:57:40,480 --> 00:57:43,360
Speaker 1: leave this spot and I'm in Atlanta, chilling, and I'm

955
00:57:43,400 --> 00:57:45,720
Speaker 1: surrounded by everybody else doing someone want to do things

956
00:57:45,800 --> 00:57:49,480
Speaker 1: God's way and were in the trap, I'm exposed to

957
00:57:49,600 --> 00:57:52,440
Speaker 1: everything not his way we want to I ain't. My

958
00:57:52,560 --> 00:57:55,200
Speaker 1: mind ain't even wired to be like that. My mind

959
00:57:55,320 --> 00:57:57,720
Speaker 1: is wired to survive in the trap. And you're telling

960
00:57:57,760 --> 00:58:00,720
Speaker 1: me to do so that's what fights His way and

961
00:58:00,840 --> 00:58:03,480
Speaker 1: his spirit. But you still got it. You still don't

962
00:58:03,520 --> 00:58:05,760
Speaker 1: get conviction, You're still gonna have You still gonna go

963
00:58:05,800 --> 00:58:07,840
Speaker 1: to the funeral like I need to get myself again.

964
00:58:08,000 --> 00:58:09,760
Speaker 1: You still don't go to weddings like I really want.

965
00:58:10,160 --> 00:58:12,000
Speaker 1: You still don't have these moments when the baby is born.

966
00:58:12,040 --> 00:58:14,360
Speaker 1: You let go God. You're gonna have those things because

967
00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:17,800
Speaker 1: God ain't gonna ever stop dealing with you. Bro says,

968
00:58:17,960 --> 00:58:20,320
Speaker 1: whoever you are on any level, he ever gonna stop

969
00:58:20,400 --> 00:58:23,800
Speaker 1: dealing with you. Not because he's narcissistic and controlling. He

970
00:58:24,120 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 1: loves you and he knows what's best for your life. Period.

971
00:58:26,800 --> 00:58:29,280
Speaker 1: He put you here, He made you. He said you

972
00:58:29,320 --> 00:58:32,640
Speaker 1: are the chosen people. He created you, chosen for what

973
00:58:33,680 --> 00:58:37,480
Speaker 1: you got. That's different. Everybody got different path, but it's

974
00:58:37,520 --> 00:58:43,400
Speaker 1: to be your life. Yeah, we're going on, people, this

975
00:58:43,440 --> 00:58:45,480
Speaker 1: is what I do. This is the thing you are

976
00:58:49,120 --> 00:58:51,200
Speaker 1: adam here by aself. It's not good for men to

977
00:58:51,280 --> 00:58:53,560
Speaker 1: be here alone. I'm gonna send him my help, right,

978
00:58:54,040 --> 00:58:55,880
Speaker 1: not just for sex, not even just a wife. I'm

979
00:58:55,880 --> 00:59:02,480
Speaker 1: gonna send help health and other. Human was created to help.

980
00:59:03,160 --> 00:59:06,960
Speaker 1: So you're here to help somebody, and it's something in

981
00:59:07,160 --> 00:59:13,680
Speaker 1: some way. Period. Every human purpose is to help another

982
00:59:13,800 --> 00:59:16,680
Speaker 1: human or situation in some way. Wash the car, do hair,

983
00:59:16,920 --> 00:59:25,440
Speaker 1: do podcast, preach, rat cut hair, every purpose, do clothes,

984
00:59:25,680 --> 00:59:31,280
Speaker 1: make couches. Everybody's purpose is to help somebody. Now, God

985
00:59:31,440 --> 00:59:34,360
Speaker 1: directs you as to you, you get things, help you

986
00:59:34,400 --> 00:59:36,080
Speaker 1: know I'm gifted in doing this or maybe I'll do

987
00:59:36,160 --> 00:59:38,280
Speaker 1: this to help and when we don't do that to

988
00:59:38,360 --> 00:59:40,200
Speaker 1: help another, when we just do it to make money

989
00:59:40,240 --> 00:59:42,280
Speaker 1: and we just do it to take. I don't think

990
00:59:42,320 --> 00:59:44,600
Speaker 1: you're walking in your purpose then, not just said and wrong,

991
00:59:45,000 --> 00:59:47,640
Speaker 1: but when you do stuff just to take only, I

992
00:59:47,680 --> 00:59:49,800
Speaker 1: don't think personally you're walking in your purpose because I

993
00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:55,480
Speaker 1: think the humanity, at the end of the day, we objective,

994
00:59:55,560 --> 00:59:58,080
Speaker 1: we believe. I believe it. He's gonna say, well done,

995
00:59:58,200 --> 01:00:03,120
Speaker 1: good and faithful servant. You helped my people, You helped

996
01:00:03,160 --> 01:00:05,520
Speaker 1: what you hit me for I don't. This is not

997
01:00:05,680 --> 01:00:15,560
Speaker 1: about me. Is to keep this conversation going being sacrificial

998
01:00:15,680 --> 01:00:20,960
Speaker 1: right now, what if we provoked these conversations, somebody had

999
01:00:21,040 --> 01:00:28,200
Speaker 1: to be this person. He's gonna bear his feet and

1000
01:00:28,440 --> 01:00:32,919
Speaker 1: and they said, right there excedents he who look at too, Lord,

1001
01:00:33,520 --> 01:00:43,280
Speaker 1: God promises, don't tell me about my God. God matter

1002
01:00:43,360 --> 01:00:47,560
Speaker 1: putting me here, help to do y'all scanned, dude. He

1003
01:00:47,800 --> 01:00:54,600
Speaker 1: putting me here to appreciate my job. Laugh if you

1004
01:00:54,720 --> 01:01:00,040
Speaker 1: want to, God might want. But he did. Colors. I

1005
01:01:00,040 --> 01:01:02,680
Speaker 1: appreciate all the stephen the ones that looked like Sweeten

1006
01:01:02,720 --> 01:01:06,600
Speaker 1: tenor the dove is yeah, don't how is that going

1007
01:01:06,680 --> 01:01:09,160
Speaker 1: to help though, How that you all what I did?

1008
01:01:11,000 --> 01:01:23,520
Speaker 1: Don't look black, don't get your boy your boy dog get. Yeah,

1009
01:01:24,800 --> 01:01:33,400
Speaker 1: everybody ain't like just to be niggers. Smoke these blunts

1010
01:01:33,440 --> 01:01:39,560
Speaker 1: and drink up some of its lick up. Still got

1011
01:01:39,600 --> 01:01:43,240
Speaker 1: the hands. Somebody lose him, still out. You still got

1012
01:01:43,360 --> 01:01:47,240
Speaker 1: to heim. Gotta do it ship. If it wasn't for

1013
01:01:47,400 --> 01:01:49,960
Speaker 1: some of the devil's work, God wouldn't know whether. I

1014
01:01:50,160 --> 01:01:54,080
Speaker 1: mean he told you to do the devil's work first,

1015
01:01:54,560 --> 01:01:57,160
Speaker 1: make sperience. He had to do it first, right, ain't God? God?

1016
01:01:57,360 --> 01:01:59,680
Speaker 1: He had to do something, got to work over. I

1017
01:01:59,760 --> 01:02:02,400
Speaker 1: didn't want to show up but shape perfect. He's gonna

1018
01:02:02,440 --> 01:02:05,880
Speaker 1: remil me anyway while I show up in good shape.

1019
01:02:07,880 --> 01:02:12,920
Speaker 1: How I'm gonna like nicking, won't never drink none. How

1020
01:02:12,960 --> 01:02:17,680
Speaker 1: I'm gonna stop smoking weeds. If I never spot they

1021
01:02:18,200 --> 01:02:23,680
Speaker 1: call shut up? That's the news. How I don't reach

1022
01:02:23,800 --> 01:02:26,680
Speaker 1: the people if I ain't never been one. Are you

1023
01:02:26,760 --> 01:02:29,200
Speaker 1: gonna be at pain telling your men they stopped ruling

1024
01:02:29,240 --> 01:02:32,720
Speaker 1: them bloods in front of I ain't never wrong? Yeah?

1025
01:02:33,560 --> 01:02:36,120
Speaker 1: Are you gonna be abstinent? How I'm gonna be? I

1026
01:02:36,200 --> 01:02:42,000
Speaker 1: don't know what I'm missing? You do come on you

1027
01:02:42,880 --> 01:02:49,160
Speaker 1: how I'm staying If I'm out here being consistently, they

1028
01:02:49,240 --> 01:02:51,920
Speaker 1: didn't got me drunk off this love in the street.

1029
01:02:54,200 --> 01:02:56,600
Speaker 1: I'm drunk in love with a love in the street.

1030
01:02:56,760 --> 01:03:00,800
Speaker 1: The streets shooting me so much. I got go. You

1031
01:03:00,880 --> 01:03:05,400
Speaker 1: forgot sometimes I get lost in the street where you

1032
01:03:05,480 --> 01:03:09,240
Speaker 1: think they love the streets came from God. He put

1033
01:03:09,280 --> 01:03:12,840
Speaker 1: it somewhere. I to get right, to get put it

1034
01:03:12,880 --> 01:03:16,680
Speaker 1: on level. I know God love me, and he got you.

1035
01:03:16,920 --> 01:03:19,160
Speaker 1: You come. He brought me to do too many times?

1036
01:03:19,320 --> 01:03:24,040
Speaker 1: You want the God's favorite baby. God fucks with you.

1037
01:03:27,000 --> 01:03:31,640
Speaker 1: He ain't that Nigga turned for the two hours I

1038
01:03:31,760 --> 01:03:34,480
Speaker 1: woke up that Nigga was count wards and fives and

1039
01:03:34,560 --> 01:03:39,400
Speaker 1: all types of ship you nigging want. Every denomination had

1040
01:03:39,440 --> 01:03:41,640
Speaker 1: a stack of tears all the way up through it.

1041
01:03:41,880 --> 01:03:48,640
Speaker 1: I said, boy, mation that nigga gamble or anything. Bro

1042
01:03:48,760 --> 01:03:52,680
Speaker 1: that Nigga gambling on Monopoly one night with real money.

1043
01:03:55,880 --> 01:03:59,200
Speaker 1: Come on, now, you ain't no time. God be all

1044
01:03:59,320 --> 01:04:01,800
Speaker 1: up in this trap around. Oh. I do know that

1045
01:04:02,080 --> 01:04:04,720
Speaker 1: all up in him. I know that. I know that

1046
01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:07,640
Speaker 1: I think religious people don't think God ain't God ain't

1047
01:04:07,680 --> 01:04:09,880
Speaker 1: no creer. Come on, man, he parted to get on.

1048
01:04:12,480 --> 01:04:17,560
Speaker 1: You'll be taking the man where we go already there, Yeah,

1049
01:04:17,920 --> 01:04:20,720
Speaker 1: he waiting for me, waiting for you, waiting for me.

1050
01:04:21,760 --> 01:04:24,360
Speaker 1: Stuff just be laid out when I'm there. You can't wait,

1051
01:04:24,560 --> 01:04:27,480
Speaker 1: go out. You'll tend to rung creamy. Yeah uh, I

1052
01:04:27,520 --> 01:04:35,919
Speaker 1: mean you'll test the roast, You test the rustiest. Wrong.

1053
01:04:40,880 --> 01:04:44,680
Speaker 1: Were always kicking man flavors in him. We always so

1054
01:04:44,880 --> 01:04:50,360
Speaker 1: much love for God. Yeah. Yeah, it wouldn't be me

1055
01:04:50,440 --> 01:04:52,720
Speaker 1: if I didn't ask the hard question. It's dope that

1056
01:04:52,800 --> 01:04:56,600
Speaker 1: you can't And a lot of people don't know. You're

1057
01:04:56,600 --> 01:05:00,240
Speaker 1: trying to get young adoms in their mama. We just yeah,

1058
01:05:00,320 --> 01:05:03,280
Speaker 1: you're just trying to get a lot of people in him. Yeah. Man,

1059
01:05:03,480 --> 01:05:05,320
Speaker 1: they gotta kick that. They gotta kick that. They gotta

1060
01:05:05,360 --> 01:05:09,080
Speaker 1: kick that. That that in this environment because a lot

1061
01:05:09,160 --> 01:05:11,240
Speaker 1: of people that we touched. You know what I'm saying,

1062
01:05:12,040 --> 01:05:14,320
Speaker 1: I got love. I ain't worrying about nothing. I ain't

1063
01:05:14,320 --> 01:05:19,080
Speaker 1: worrying about representing God in an environment like how could you?

1064
01:05:19,160 --> 01:05:21,200
Speaker 1: It's like, yo, I got you love better because I

1065
01:05:21,320 --> 01:05:25,320
Speaker 1: represent the full front. Yeah, we don't do the enemies work, right,

1066
01:05:25,760 --> 01:05:29,560
Speaker 1: he just just talking. I feel it the enemy and

1067
01:05:29,640 --> 01:05:35,800
Speaker 1: not welcome yeah, not to Tom you hit me riding

1068
01:05:35,840 --> 01:05:38,360
Speaker 1: my staff. I'm gonna tell some people like I'm like, yo, y'all,

1069
01:05:38,640 --> 01:05:41,320
Speaker 1: y'all do eighty parts out now. I did. Its cool brothers, man,

1070
01:05:42,160 --> 01:05:44,800
Speaker 1: appreciate it. Yes, one to your left. That's gonna, you

1071
01:05:44,840 --> 01:05:46,520
Speaker 1: know what I mean. Next shore the party keep going.

1072
01:05:47,600 --> 01:05:51,200
Speaker 1: I'm gonna I'm gonna make sure I asked, you know,

1073
01:05:53,760 --> 01:05:56,040
Speaker 1: got me wrapped tight though, with a little fluffy ball

1074
01:05:56,120 --> 01:06:00,240
Speaker 1: of blessing, got me wrapped in a star all the

1075
01:06:00,360 --> 01:06:09,520
Speaker 1: code of blast. Yeah, I've got all of my glove exactly,

1076
01:06:10,200 --> 01:06:11,840
Speaker 1: but he got to me wrapped in up and a

1077
01:06:11,880 --> 01:06:18,560
Speaker 1: little fluff a little when first without when I like

1078
01:06:18,640 --> 01:06:20,400
Speaker 1: I said to President, either thing that I first put

1079
01:06:20,440 --> 01:06:22,160
Speaker 1: out and all that, that's what that's the first thing

1080
01:06:22,280 --> 01:06:25,360
Speaker 1: I read it too, Like, well, people, we didn't go

1081
01:06:25,440 --> 01:06:28,919
Speaker 1: to my church and didn't you know, respond to God

1082
01:06:29,040 --> 01:06:30,280
Speaker 1: like me and all that. And I had to learn

1083
01:06:30,280 --> 01:06:33,760
Speaker 1: how to communicate to everybody and not like, oh you're

1084
01:06:33,800 --> 01:06:35,720
Speaker 1: not just part of mine. Don't worry you know, brother?

1085
01:06:36,080 --> 01:06:39,760
Speaker 1: What up you you're doing this work now because like

1086
01:06:39,880 --> 01:06:41,400
Speaker 1: you said, you gotta come down here and be with

1087
01:06:41,480 --> 01:06:44,920
Speaker 1: the people too. Yeah, yeah, man, I love y'all. Man,

1088
01:06:45,200 --> 01:06:47,320
Speaker 1: I love this. I won't come one of the country.

1089
01:06:50,640 --> 01:06:57,080
Speaker 1: All the way to energy, start to finish. Hello, that's fun.

1090
01:06:57,880 --> 01:06:59,760
Speaker 1: And the end of the day, people inspired, they got

1091
01:06:59,800 --> 01:07:01,760
Speaker 1: some O, they got some faith. What's the name of

1092
01:07:01,800 --> 01:07:13,520
Speaker 1: the new album? All things new platforms, platforms, man, all things.

1093
01:07:14,040 --> 01:07:16,040
Speaker 1: You ain't just gotta listen to gospel in the morning

1094
01:07:16,120 --> 01:07:22,920
Speaker 1: people they started, But you can listen to it whatever

1095
01:07:23,080 --> 01:07:26,760
Speaker 1: you feel. The allowed me to change it. From the

1096
01:07:26,880 --> 01:07:28,840
Speaker 1: gods state that had no album. I wasn't allowed to

1097
01:07:28,880 --> 01:07:31,760
Speaker 1: smoke you north from the what you even look like? You?

1098
01:07:32,000 --> 01:07:35,840
Speaker 1: What are you doing? Don't don't take that radio poem

1099
01:07:37,480 --> 01:07:47,040
Speaker 1: as you hit them? Those good though, that was the

1100
01:07:47,040 --> 01:07:55,520
Speaker 1: auto to the much. I appreciate you for stopping bad brother,

1101
01:07:55,760 --> 01:07:57,560
Speaker 1: of course. Man, what do you want to ask me

1102
01:07:57,600 --> 01:08:02,480
Speaker 1: about the drunks? Oh lo? They said, you said, I

1103
01:08:02,560 --> 01:08:04,600
Speaker 1: think he was on KiB on stage thing I might

1104
01:08:04,680 --> 01:08:08,280
Speaker 1: be wrongs. This man said he the dude to play

1105
01:08:08,680 --> 01:08:13,840
Speaker 1: the piano on crabmea River, right, that ain't you? Yes? Yeah,

1106
01:08:16,320 --> 01:08:18,960
Speaker 1: really see him and do all that? Aren't even tell

1107
01:08:19,040 --> 01:08:21,280
Speaker 1: me about that? And then he reacted like he didn't

1108
01:08:21,320 --> 01:08:22,760
Speaker 1: do it. He was I thought were about to be

1109
01:08:22,800 --> 01:08:28,240
Speaker 1: like what they say I don't know what you don't

1110
01:08:28,280 --> 01:08:32,400
Speaker 1: even say that all that are we ain't dirt for

1111
01:08:32,520 --> 01:08:35,840
Speaker 1: people with dirty before dirt don't hurt, and dirt don't

1112
01:08:35,840 --> 01:08:39,920
Speaker 1: work and get on your shirtarn't got to make it work.

1113
01:08:41,880 --> 01:08:45,280
Speaker 1: That's hard. Yeah. It was in a real studio when

1114
01:08:45,320 --> 01:08:47,920
Speaker 1: Timberland was in there just just rocking beats and me

1115
01:08:48,000 --> 01:08:50,120
Speaker 1: and my home is just playing, playing and I was

1116
01:08:50,200 --> 01:08:53,360
Speaker 1: on the your piano called the world it sir, and

1117
01:08:53,439 --> 01:08:56,599
Speaker 1: I was like, dode due, I would want to beat dude,

1118
01:08:56,840 --> 01:09:01,120
Speaker 1: come oh, keep that thing comes dude, dude. I was like, okay,

1119
01:09:01,360 --> 01:09:03,960
Speaker 1: we didn't do dude, Yo. Then the whole song just

1120
01:09:04,040 --> 01:09:07,000
Speaker 1: started coming together. Yo. It was crazy that I brought

1121
01:09:07,040 --> 01:09:11,160
Speaker 1: my group and we on that cried me every that's y'all. Yeah,

1122
01:09:11,240 --> 01:09:25,280
Speaker 1: that's the whole he said. He said, who running back?

1123
01:09:25,360 --> 01:09:33,920
Speaker 1: You see and he slipped in head and calling. He said,

1124
01:09:34,120 --> 01:09:39,400
Speaker 1: if you listen to my I listened to them. Yeah

1125
01:09:39,800 --> 01:09:42,160
Speaker 1: all that point we said, and I dated on there

1126
01:09:43,280 --> 01:09:47,599
Speaker 1: like two hundred dollars on that thing, about two thousand

1127
01:09:47,680 --> 01:09:54,559
Speaker 1: dollars about you got motor that I should that's without that. Yeah,

1128
01:09:54,720 --> 01:09:57,360
Speaker 1: that's how the this goes sometime. I ain't mad at it.

1129
01:10:01,720 --> 01:10:03,960
Speaker 1: I know for I'm saying, that's how I go sometimes

1130
01:10:04,040 --> 01:10:12,439
Speaker 1: if you don't negotiate stuff. Okay, eyes in no wait

1131
01:10:12,520 --> 01:10:15,280
Speaker 1: that she just wait? Would you see him? Man? I

1132
01:10:15,320 --> 01:10:18,320
Speaker 1: don't know. I'm just what you did your time. Hey, no,

1133
01:10:18,400 --> 01:10:20,320
Speaker 1: that's Timber. It was Timber. It was the producer of that.

1134
01:10:20,560 --> 01:10:23,880
Speaker 1: That's my boy. Attempt him. Yeah, that's my boy. That

1135
01:10:24,400 --> 01:10:25,840
Speaker 1: ain't mad at him. I'm trying to do a versus

1136
01:10:26,400 --> 01:10:31,559
Speaker 1: the fact you want to see you incur. I don't

1137
01:10:31,600 --> 01:10:34,679
Speaker 1: love want put that out there right now. I ain't

1138
01:10:34,720 --> 01:10:36,439
Speaker 1: got a mini hits and him, but I would just

1139
01:10:36,439 --> 01:10:39,080
Speaker 1: allowed to do it. I don't know that just be

1140
01:10:39,160 --> 01:10:42,560
Speaker 1: so energy base energy right, that should be crazy. Have

1141
01:10:42,720 --> 01:10:45,519
Speaker 1: you have you ever shared the stage with me with

1142
01:10:45,920 --> 01:10:48,559
Speaker 1: like yeah, someone that was like on the same color book?

1143
01:10:49,360 --> 01:10:51,840
Speaker 1: Is him keeping how like? You know how they'd be

1144
01:10:51,960 --> 01:10:54,160
Speaker 1: an artists. They don't want to they're trying to take

1145
01:10:54,200 --> 01:10:56,840
Speaker 1: away you know that. You see it all the time.

1146
01:10:56,960 --> 01:10:58,760
Speaker 1: I don't know what you're talking about. I know I've

1147
01:10:58,760 --> 01:11:03,280
Speaker 1: been you see that talking about. I mean, let me

1148
01:11:03,320 --> 01:11:05,879
Speaker 1: have a gospel to you're gonna flee my cover games?

1149
01:11:06,960 --> 01:11:15,160
Speaker 1: What they said? Gospel music has gotten to like that too,

1150
01:11:15,400 --> 01:11:22,640
Speaker 1: especially that would be crazy. I love it, Oh gospel

1151
01:11:22,680 --> 01:11:29,639
Speaker 1: exploding it for real? How y'r faing build? Okay, y'all

1152
01:11:29,720 --> 01:11:35,680
Speaker 1: keep be looking. I can't be yea they both gon

1153
01:11:35,840 --> 01:11:38,760
Speaker 1: have that instead of the hand box? Why we got

1154
01:11:38,920 --> 01:11:44,400
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, that's just something. What is the

1155
01:11:44,520 --> 01:11:49,439
Speaker 1: hand hold on? Go ahead? Would you want? You said?

1156
01:11:49,479 --> 01:11:51,560
Speaker 1: Why we got the praying hands? Bro? What could be

1157
01:11:51,680 --> 01:11:54,599
Speaker 1: some new Bible signals that we know, but it signal

1158
01:11:54,680 --> 01:11:56,840
Speaker 1: that we can put on the chain. Gotta be something

1159
01:11:56,880 --> 01:12:00,200
Speaker 1: that nobody got a chain with an ice that was

1160
01:12:00,320 --> 01:12:03,200
Speaker 1: arc on that when I had a little and that's

1161
01:12:03,240 --> 01:12:09,360
Speaker 1: a boat fat you might be on you get a whole?

1162
01:12:09,479 --> 01:12:11,720
Speaker 1: Will you get TV John to make you a big

1163
01:12:11,840 --> 01:12:14,760
Speaker 1: will it looked like to be a shark. But did

1164
01:12:14,840 --> 01:12:17,800
Speaker 1: you get stout? Jona in up and he's sitting in

1165
01:12:17,840 --> 01:12:21,320
Speaker 1: there reading the bottle. I'm gonna give me allions dance

1166
01:12:21,360 --> 01:12:23,840
Speaker 1: too much and if the lions gonna come out too

1167
01:12:23,920 --> 01:12:27,840
Speaker 1: much with the head day he's sitting there with your

1168
01:12:27,880 --> 01:12:30,160
Speaker 1: hand on his chin. It's too much. No, that's too

1169
01:12:30,360 --> 01:12:37,439
Speaker 1: fat or fiery furnace boys, Yeah, got you on that?

1170
01:12:37,600 --> 01:12:40,360
Speaker 1: That's fine, that's fine. I'm gonna get me a lion

1171
01:12:40,479 --> 01:12:47,720
Speaker 1: coat said right, all right here walking line in the

1172
01:12:47,800 --> 01:12:50,800
Speaker 1: last he didn't say that, And I'm gonna get that mother,

1173
01:12:51,040 --> 01:12:52,800
Speaker 1: and I'm gonna the mouth right here on my head,

1174
01:12:52,800 --> 01:12:54,639
Speaker 1: and you don't cat So you're gonna be walking around

1175
01:12:54,720 --> 01:12:56,800
Speaker 1: just eating by light all. I'm gonna walking around my

1176
01:12:56,880 --> 01:12:59,240
Speaker 1: house with the lie. But I wonder when Sampson went

1177
01:12:59,360 --> 01:13:09,120
Speaker 1: to go cut, it's had like his barbers like you seious, yo,

1178
01:13:09,400 --> 01:13:12,080
Speaker 1: let me ask you this. I know a lot of

1179
01:13:12,160 --> 01:13:15,160
Speaker 1: people think a lot of church people are judgment which

1180
01:13:15,200 --> 01:13:18,160
Speaker 1: a lot of them are right, it's the streets judgmental.

1181
01:13:18,680 --> 01:13:22,200
Speaker 1: Oh now, the streets got way more. Streets got way

1182
01:13:22,280 --> 01:13:25,640
Speaker 1: more respect for the church than the church actually will acknowledge.

1183
01:13:25,640 --> 01:13:29,040
Speaker 1: That's why it seemed like it's judgment. Even your pastor

1184
01:13:29,200 --> 01:13:31,960
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like this street niggers respect the church.

1185
01:13:32,600 --> 01:13:34,240
Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying that, Like they're gonna do

1186
01:13:34,400 --> 01:13:37,320
Speaker 1: street nigga ship. But even if a motherfucker's standing out

1187
01:13:37,360 --> 01:13:39,840
Speaker 1: there and they're smoking and hold up, brother, they're going

1188
01:13:39,880 --> 01:13:42,960
Speaker 1: to the church folk, you feeling like it's a more

1189
01:13:43,040 --> 01:13:49,479
Speaker 1: respect than that. I mean, if you saw your pastor,

1190
01:13:49,800 --> 01:13:51,800
Speaker 1: glass of something. When you see your pastor at the

1191
01:13:51,840 --> 01:13:55,080
Speaker 1: club celebrating something like that. How is that view by

1192
01:13:55,320 --> 01:14:03,320
Speaker 1: the streets you in him the pastor drinking. The pastor

1193
01:14:03,760 --> 01:14:09,160
Speaker 1: didn't need to get drunk. It's the hypocritical side of

1194
01:14:09,280 --> 01:14:11,559
Speaker 1: it that to make it like this. If this passed

1195
01:14:11,600 --> 01:14:13,439
Speaker 1: the one and then was who try to like condemn

1196
01:14:13,520 --> 01:14:17,040
Speaker 1: you giving him to his church or being there every

1197
01:14:17,120 --> 01:14:20,280
Speaker 1: Sunday or perfect. But if this is a pastor who

1198
01:14:20,400 --> 01:14:23,720
Speaker 1: respected in the community, amongst the grandmothers and the god

1199
01:14:23,880 --> 01:14:26,680
Speaker 1: you get what I'm saying, then it's just like it

1200
01:14:26,720 --> 01:14:28,479
Speaker 1: ain't like you're gonna turn on them, but it's like

1201
01:14:28,680 --> 01:14:31,280
Speaker 1: you ain't no way you're gonna try to outcast people

1202
01:14:31,320 --> 01:14:34,479
Speaker 1: and you areut here living. It's almost like like I

1203
01:14:34,479 --> 01:14:36,760
Speaker 1: don't know when Obama was in office and his kids

1204
01:14:37,000 --> 01:14:38,800
Speaker 1: wasn't on Facebook day wasn't on. It's kind of like

1205
01:14:38,920 --> 01:14:43,200
Speaker 1: you can't be normal because you represent America. Is that

1206
01:14:43,280 --> 01:14:46,000
Speaker 1: because America's is judgmental and the kids can't go to parties.

1207
01:14:46,360 --> 01:14:48,600
Speaker 1: It ain't that, it's just the perception that when the

1208
01:14:48,680 --> 01:14:51,600
Speaker 1: pastors up there preacher, he doesn't relay the message that

1209
01:14:51,840 --> 01:14:57,840
Speaker 1: he is one of them. So, but the black community

1210
01:14:59,120 --> 01:15:03,080
Speaker 1: put certain people go on pedestal after pastor tell you

1211
01:15:04,000 --> 01:15:08,599
Speaker 1: you're gonna see me in the clue, I don't understand,

1212
01:15:08,680 --> 01:15:10,840
Speaker 1: all right, when you want to, I'm gonna have a

1213
01:15:10,880 --> 01:15:14,360
Speaker 1: little henson when I need. Don't see me after three.

1214
01:15:14,520 --> 01:15:17,479
Speaker 1: See what I'm saying. After three? If you see me,

1215
01:15:17,920 --> 01:15:22,320
Speaker 1: that's the death. I'm keeping the rim? Can I keep

1216
01:15:22,360 --> 01:15:27,479
Speaker 1: the rim? But two thirties that was me? I wasn't

1217
01:15:28,040 --> 01:15:31,720
Speaker 1: I said, I may have said that. I may say this,

1218
01:15:32,800 --> 01:15:37,400
Speaker 1: but if they say, like right, you put it out

1219
01:15:37,439 --> 01:15:41,599
Speaker 1: there like like my past always relayed, like the message.

1220
01:15:41,920 --> 01:15:44,800
Speaker 1: He put himself in the position and he like, okay,

1221
01:15:44,840 --> 01:15:48,519
Speaker 1: let me tee you. I'm not telling you a little perfect. Yes,

1222
01:15:48,880 --> 01:15:52,120
Speaker 1: I don't want to help all y'all, but my duty

1223
01:15:52,280 --> 01:15:54,439
Speaker 1: is to him. All y'all. You see what I'm saying.

1224
01:15:54,680 --> 01:15:57,360
Speaker 1: So he like when you see me helping, knowing that

1225
01:15:57,720 --> 01:16:02,320
Speaker 1: I'm going beneath me, I'm wanta beyond me. I wanta

1226
01:16:02,320 --> 01:16:05,800
Speaker 1: beyond what I want to do because it's a purpose. Yeah,

1227
01:16:05,960 --> 01:16:10,639
Speaker 1: So that's a that's living for God, period fact, beyond

1228
01:16:10,720 --> 01:16:12,720
Speaker 1: what I want to do for the greater purpose. But

1229
01:16:12,840 --> 01:16:15,360
Speaker 1: I feel like it's just like in anything though, you're

1230
01:16:15,400 --> 01:16:17,720
Speaker 1: gonna get what you give. Out if you judgment on

1231
01:16:17,920 --> 01:16:21,080
Speaker 1: your hypocritical people don't know that, and they're gonna even

1232
01:16:21,160 --> 01:16:24,519
Speaker 1: if it's not to everybody, they watch how you treat everybody.

1233
01:16:25,640 --> 01:16:28,120
Speaker 1: It's a lot of people who ain't righteous. There's a

1234
01:16:28,200 --> 01:16:30,920
Speaker 1: lot of people who are just what you call regular

1235
01:16:31,000 --> 01:16:34,600
Speaker 1: church votes, who got the best intentions, who really, like

1236
01:16:34,760 --> 01:16:37,519
Speaker 1: you said, have taken their walk and know what their

1237
01:16:37,560 --> 01:16:41,519
Speaker 1: faith is and you know, really live by at least

1238
01:16:41,560 --> 01:16:44,639
Speaker 1: most of that. But everybody, like you said, everybody gonna

1239
01:16:44,720 --> 01:16:49,680
Speaker 1: live their life pious, our pleas not the judges love

1240
01:16:49,760 --> 01:16:52,519
Speaker 1: them and let them have their own journey. You know,

1241
01:16:52,680 --> 01:16:54,680
Speaker 1: you can't be judging peoplecause you don't got no help

1242
01:16:54,720 --> 01:16:57,479
Speaker 1: to put the man. I ain't learned that growing up.

1243
01:16:59,160 --> 01:17:00,760
Speaker 1: It's not under you to with the people in here.

1244
01:17:01,120 --> 01:17:05,240
Speaker 1: I thought, I thought my past with the bouncer at

1245
01:17:05,840 --> 01:17:11,280
Speaker 1: the club heaven really to get in, Like you understand

1246
01:17:11,280 --> 01:17:17,479
Speaker 1: that they scare people with religion. They once you break

1247
01:17:17,520 --> 01:17:20,360
Speaker 1: out of the old ram and all that and be

1248
01:17:20,560 --> 01:17:21,840
Speaker 1: free and be like, you know what, I'm gonna do

1249
01:17:21,920 --> 01:17:24,599
Speaker 1: this journey for me. But I know there's a doctor,

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Speaker 1: because there's a manner for everything. So yeah, I understand

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01:17:28,600 --> 01:17:31,400
Speaker 1: that how you feel, But once you realize what this

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01:17:31,520 --> 01:17:34,120
Speaker 1: book is talking about, and you're gonna seek the knowledge

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01:17:34,160 --> 01:17:37,679
Speaker 1: of other individuals who understand them. That's on that same page.

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01:17:37,840 --> 01:17:42,040
Speaker 1: And y'all have these particular discourses so you can enhance

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01:17:42,240 --> 01:17:45,040
Speaker 1: your knowledge on the book. That's what you're gonna do.

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01:17:45,160 --> 01:17:47,559
Speaker 1: You want to reread this, not gonna read the first

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01:17:47,600 --> 01:17:50,479
Speaker 1: time and get it. You're gonna be reading this for

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01:17:50,520 --> 01:17:53,519
Speaker 1: the rest ship. It's gonna be stories you ain't see.

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01:17:54,000 --> 01:17:56,559
Speaker 1: It's some stories in here you ain't see the first time.

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01:17:56,600 --> 01:17:58,880
Speaker 1: You really you're gonna be like, oh yeah, oh yeah,

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01:17:59,000 --> 01:18:03,720
Speaker 1: everything makes sense that read the fat read it for

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01:18:03,880 --> 01:18:09,960
Speaker 1: five book, read the tour. It's a lot. And I

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01:18:10,080 --> 01:18:12,679
Speaker 1: think everybody knows you're about to get an access Jesus

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01:18:13,320 --> 01:18:17,200
Speaker 1: won't God, you know everybody everybody knowing. I'd be like,

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01:18:17,360 --> 01:18:32,200
Speaker 1: holy ship. But you still say away, say that you're

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01:18:32,200 --> 01:18:34,439
Speaker 1: gonna breathe you. It's gonna come out. It's gonna come

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01:18:35,680 --> 01:18:38,400
Speaker 1: no word about it. He gonna be help my here passed.

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01:18:39,360 --> 01:18:46,360
Speaker 1: Don't look at me like that got it caught? O. Hey,

1269
01:18:46,439 --> 01:18:48,479
Speaker 1: wait to preach you. We'll wrap later on. What do

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01:18:48,560 --> 01:18:53,200
Speaker 1: our stag and shape? Now? Don't care you pass the

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01:18:53,240 --> 01:18:59,840
Speaker 1: ship with me, y'all, don't we already you know can

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01:19:00,000 --> 01:19:05,560
Speaker 1: and boys and even walking up. Yeah, I'm gonna be

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01:19:05,680 --> 01:19:09,240
Speaker 1: in there when you get there. You see me up,

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01:19:11,760 --> 01:19:19,960
Speaker 1: I'll just up. He didn't. Yeah, you know what I've

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01:19:20,000 --> 01:19:27,280
Speaker 1: been doing it like that? Yeah, yeah, it wasn't. Wait

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01:19:27,439 --> 01:19:33,639
Speaker 1: different you make something. Oh you're gonna start. You gotta

1277
01:19:33,680 --> 01:19:36,840
Speaker 1: stay on the west side of end and go east

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01:19:37,479 --> 01:19:40,240
Speaker 1: cheap over the cheap over there. You know we were

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Speaker 1: on East Heaven. You ain't big business like that friendly

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01:19:43,760 --> 01:19:53,360
Speaker 1: gates and uh but the frigerator white word, I love it.

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01:19:53,560 --> 01:19:55,960
Speaker 1: But just know, did you welcome into time to come?

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01:19:57,320 --> 01:20:00,519
Speaker 1: Thank you talking about even even if you want to

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01:20:00,560 --> 01:20:03,640
Speaker 1: just come and try out a new sermon and you

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01:20:03,720 --> 01:20:05,960
Speaker 1: want me to go and you like just be abjective

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01:20:06,000 --> 01:20:08,679
Speaker 1: to this. I need to hear your feedback on this. Yeah. Yeah,

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01:20:09,240 --> 01:20:11,519
Speaker 1: I'm gonna give you my number. We can just kick

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01:20:11,600 --> 01:20:18,040
Speaker 1: past the business. You know I'm talking about church function. Yeah, yeah,

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01:20:19,080 --> 01:20:21,240
Speaker 1: I appreciate it. Now we appreciate you if you start

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01:20:21,320 --> 01:20:23,240
Speaker 1: hitting me for let me run these church and now

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01:20:26,520 --> 01:20:42,120
Speaker 1: since they to make brandberry cookie three weeks and we

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01:20:42,200 --> 01:20:44,839
Speaker 1: want everybody to be an attendance for the bake sale

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01:20:45,520 --> 01:20:48,519
Speaker 1: we'll be raising money for the St. Louis trip. We're

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01:20:48,520 --> 01:20:52,479
Speaker 1: going to Six Flags St. Louis. Was taking a youth

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Speaker 1: choir to Saint Louis. St. Louis will be doing that

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01:20:57,600 --> 01:21:03,639
Speaker 1: Faith and gets before the school stars back. I get

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Speaker 1: with Brother Clayton English if you would like to discuss

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01:21:06,280 --> 01:21:09,560
Speaker 1: my travel package. We've still got a few travel packages

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Speaker 1: available for the trip to St. Louis. Amen, Amen where

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01:21:16,960 --> 01:21:21,479
Speaker 1: we go. And we still have a few uh six

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Speaker 1: Flags tickets for the one here in Atlanta. We've been

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Speaker 1: We've been going every Saturday. Uh yeah, remind I'd like

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Speaker 1: to remind everyone if you have a coke can please

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01:21:32,600 --> 01:21:42,280
Speaker 1: get us please, We'll be taking cocaine Sunday, Monday, Tuesday,

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Speaker 1: and Wednesday night at quite practice. Wednesday will be the

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Speaker 1: last day for the kids for St. Louis. The sisters

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01:21:53,479 --> 01:21:57,080
Speaker 1: have done sending up the food down stats, so we're

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Speaker 1: just going in this one in bread today, Brother jero In,

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01:22:01,479 --> 01:22:04,880
Speaker 1: did you give us give us something to let brother

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Speaker 1: Tie take us away? We would be remiss if we

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01:22:09,479 --> 01:22:11,360
Speaker 1: had him in the trap and we didn't at least

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Speaker 1: let him lead. I've been addiction. You can also see

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01:22:17,400 --> 01:22:21,160
Speaker 1: Sister A about further information for the trip to Saint

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Speaker 1: Louis Lewis Church. We got a special guest in the

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Speaker 1: house with us today, and like I said, we'd be

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Speaker 1: remiss and not get a few words from my good

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01:22:33,560 --> 01:22:37,880
Speaker 1: pastor from down and live church that orleando crowd up.

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01:22:38,600 --> 01:22:39,960
Speaker 1: If you come down to the main trip and you

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Speaker 1: go past that seven eleven and you hang it right,

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01:22:42,240 --> 01:22:45,080
Speaker 1: you make that firch left and you come all the

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01:22:45,160 --> 01:22:50,920
Speaker 1: way down the street perfectly, you see tripping it over.

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01:22:50,960 --> 01:22:54,760
Speaker 1: There has a lovely congregation, some nice grass out there

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01:22:54,840 --> 01:22:59,320
Speaker 1: from the church. Also nice neighborhood, nice neighborhood property. Fact

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01:22:59,400 --> 01:23:04,040
Speaker 1: is going up pulled on to that properence. I know

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01:23:04,840 --> 01:23:06,840
Speaker 1: the devil's coming through that every We're trying to get

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01:23:06,880 --> 01:23:21,320
Speaker 1: you to self take. A lot of people lost that then,

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Speaker 1: And I'm not gonna take up too much more of

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Speaker 1: your time. I just want to leave you with a

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Speaker 1: few words, something that you can maybe take with you.

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01:23:34,880 --> 01:23:38,360
Speaker 1: You can't hide from Good because you know where yet,

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01:23:39,760 --> 01:23:41,559
Speaker 1: I said one more time on the people in the back,

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Speaker 1: I said, you can't hide from God because you know

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01:23:44,600 --> 01:23:49,479
Speaker 1: where yet. And He'll put that love where you can

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01:23:49,520 --> 01:23:53,080
Speaker 1: get your brother time. Brother, I love that talky talk,

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01:23:53,240 --> 01:23:59,519
Speaker 1: talky talk. Well, nobody's too far from God. Man. No

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Speaker 1: matter what you do, no matter what you've done, no

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01:24:01,280 --> 01:24:04,000
Speaker 1: matter what you're playing on doing, you're not too bad

1337
01:24:04,080 --> 01:24:05,880
Speaker 1: that God don't love you. Man. That's what I want

1338
01:24:05,960 --> 01:24:08,320
Speaker 1: everybody to know. You can just get in your feelings

1339
01:24:08,360 --> 01:24:10,760
Speaker 1: and feel like man. Nothing to do with me, that's man.

1340
01:24:10,880 --> 01:24:14,360
Speaker 1: He's not like man. He's got and he's loved and uh.

1341
01:24:14,439 --> 01:24:16,200
Speaker 1: He just wants to draw close to you as you

1342
01:24:16,280 --> 01:24:18,800
Speaker 1: draw closer to him. So however you do it, man,

1343
01:24:18,960 --> 01:24:22,080
Speaker 1: however you connect. You know, I used to grow up praying,

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01:24:22,160 --> 01:24:24,120
Speaker 1: Oh God ain't like that. It's like, man, I don't

1345
01:24:24,120 --> 01:24:26,000
Speaker 1: even know what to start, guy, but I want to

1346
01:24:26,040 --> 01:24:28,160
Speaker 1: talk to you. You could be real with God. You

1347
01:24:28,200 --> 01:24:30,360
Speaker 1: know what I mean. He already knows your thoughts are

1348
01:24:30,520 --> 01:24:34,080
Speaker 1: far off. You're not gonna shock with nothing, trifling or nothing.

1349
01:24:34,439 --> 01:24:37,639
Speaker 1: You're not gonna shock him. He's not gonna be surprised.

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01:24:37,680 --> 01:24:40,560
Speaker 1: You can't catch him off guard. He loves you just

1351
01:24:40,760 --> 01:24:42,240
Speaker 1: as you are. He just wants you to get better.

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01:24:43,439 --> 01:24:45,479
Speaker 1: So just because he loves you as you are doesn't

1353
01:24:45,479 --> 01:24:47,839
Speaker 1: mean he wants you to stay as you are, especially

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01:24:47,840 --> 01:24:51,840
Speaker 1: if it's dysfunctional. So man received the level. Guy, y'all

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01:24:52,320 --> 01:24:57,439
Speaker 1: by receiving it, uh connect pray let's do that right now. Man, God,

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01:24:57,520 --> 01:25:00,280
Speaker 1: thank you just bringing us all here. Thank you for

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01:25:00,360 --> 01:25:03,479
Speaker 1: eighty five South. Thank you for the entertainment that they

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01:25:03,600 --> 01:25:06,639
Speaker 1: bring two people, the smiles that they put on people's faces,

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01:25:06,760 --> 01:25:11,360
Speaker 1: the knowledge that they bring uh their people. Thank you

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01:25:11,439 --> 01:25:15,400
Speaker 1: for these brothers who committed to doing this to better

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01:25:15,640 --> 01:25:18,439
Speaker 1: our community, to bring some joy a laughter. Laughter is

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01:25:18,479 --> 01:25:21,400
Speaker 1: good like a medicine. People can get off meds just

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01:25:21,560 --> 01:25:24,439
Speaker 1: listening to these brothers. So I'm grateful for what they do.

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01:25:25,240 --> 01:25:27,200
Speaker 1: I pray for each and every one of them right

1365
01:25:27,240 --> 01:25:33,959
Speaker 1: now that you increase them in every way spiritually, physically, financially, relationally, socially, socially.

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01:25:34,400 --> 01:25:38,800
Speaker 1: Just bring them increase, let your goodness overflow in their lives.

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01:25:38,840 --> 01:25:41,240
Speaker 1: We're in the real world right now, having real issues.

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Speaker 1: But just prove yourself to be greater. Greater is he

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01:25:45,240 --> 01:25:48,559
Speaker 1: that is in us than he that is in the world,

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Speaker 1: and no weapon formed against us shall prosper. We believe that,

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Speaker 1: even though we don't feel it, sometimes we believe that

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01:25:55,640 --> 01:25:57,840
Speaker 1: even though we don't see it. Sometimes we believe that

1373
01:25:58,360 --> 01:26:01,640
Speaker 1: even though we don't understand everything. We choose to believe it.

1374
01:26:03,160 --> 01:26:05,840
Speaker 1: So I pray for everyone who's watching and who's listening

1375
01:26:06,560 --> 01:26:08,320
Speaker 1: that they will get a greater awareness of who you

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01:26:08,400 --> 01:26:10,720
Speaker 1: are so they can walk in their purpose. Were sick

1377
01:26:10,760 --> 01:26:15,639
Speaker 1: of being confused, man, sick of being distraught, stressed, sick

1378
01:26:15,680 --> 01:26:18,360
Speaker 1: of we're sick of tired of being sick and tired.

1379
01:26:19,080 --> 01:26:21,640
Speaker 1: You are the only real answer. And by that I

1380
01:26:21,720 --> 01:26:25,439
Speaker 1: mean if we seek you first, you will lead and

1381
01:26:25,479 --> 01:26:29,000
Speaker 1: guide us. It's not just pray, but it's pray first.

1382
01:26:29,840 --> 01:26:31,840
Speaker 1: It ain't just look to God, but it's looked at

1383
01:26:31,920 --> 01:26:34,960
Speaker 1: Him first. And when we look to you first, you

1384
01:26:35,080 --> 01:26:38,200
Speaker 1: didn't say hey, do that, say this, go there, do that.

1385
01:26:39,200 --> 01:26:41,280
Speaker 1: And as we obey those words, the steps of a

1386
01:26:41,360 --> 01:26:44,439
Speaker 1: good man, it's ordered by you, and we get better

1387
01:26:44,800 --> 01:26:47,760
Speaker 1: and better. Each step lights up, each step lights up,

1388
01:26:48,439 --> 01:26:50,640
Speaker 1: and we just thank you for your love for us,

1389
01:26:50,680 --> 01:26:52,559
Speaker 1: thank you for never letting us go. When we try

1390
01:26:52,600 --> 01:26:55,080
Speaker 1: to run from you and do our own thing, we

1391
01:26:55,200 --> 01:26:57,280
Speaker 1: still hit that little voice on the inside. You're still

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01:26:57,360 --> 01:27:00,200
Speaker 1: pulling on us. You're still with us. If we make

1393
01:27:00,200 --> 01:27:03,240
Speaker 1: our bed in hell, the Bible says, wow, you're there.

1394
01:27:03,600 --> 01:27:06,200
Speaker 1: Where can we go from your presence? So help us

1395
01:27:06,240 --> 01:27:08,559
Speaker 1: to not try to run from your presence. Now, help

1396
01:27:08,640 --> 01:27:11,000
Speaker 1: us to humble ourselves and say, you know what, our

1397
01:27:11,120 --> 01:27:14,040
Speaker 1: way might be good to us, might feel good to us,

1398
01:27:14,439 --> 01:27:17,000
Speaker 1: might seem good to us, but if it ain't lining

1399
01:27:17,080 --> 01:27:20,080
Speaker 1: up with you, Man, give us the strength to align

1400
01:27:20,160 --> 01:27:24,360
Speaker 1: ourselves with you, because that's the best way for us

1401
01:27:24,439 --> 01:27:27,800
Speaker 1: to live is in you and in the spirit. Bless us,

1402
01:27:28,200 --> 01:27:31,080
Speaker 1: Bless the rest of the year. Bless our endeavors, Bless

1403
01:27:31,080 --> 01:27:33,320
Speaker 1: our families, our loved ones. Keep us all safe. The

1404
01:27:33,320 --> 01:27:37,679
Speaker 1: world is crazy. Keep us all safe from hurt, harm

1405
01:27:38,240 --> 01:27:42,479
Speaker 1: and danger. And will acknowledge you more, will seek you more.

1406
01:27:43,000 --> 01:27:45,320
Speaker 1: We'll do better in honoring you with our lives and

1407
01:27:45,360 --> 01:27:48,559
Speaker 1: our commitments and our decisions as your spirit helps us.

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01:27:49,640 --> 01:27:52,960
Speaker 1: Thank you for never leaving us alone horrible to be

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01:27:53,080 --> 01:27:55,200
Speaker 1: by ourselves. Thank you that we never have to be

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01:27:55,280 --> 01:27:58,599
Speaker 1: alone because You're always with us. Bless us and keep

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01:27:58,680 --> 01:28:05,960
Speaker 1: us in Jesus name. We pray Amen, Amen. He finds

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01:28:05,960 --> 01:28:11,679
Speaker 1: out showing type T here all things new, baby you first,

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01:28:12,640 --> 01:28:20,200
Speaker 1: that's really yeah yeah yeah, We pray show yeah yeah

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Speaker 1: y