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Speaker 1: I cannot wait to share this one with you. I

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Speaker 1: gonna get real good. Your your money back guaranteed. Hopefully

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Speaker 2: It puts the lotion on its skin, Rose, it gets

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Speaker 1: Okay, wait, remind me of your pup's name, Appa, which

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Speaker 1: because it's father father, because it's Appa.

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Speaker 2: How long have you had Appa and a half?

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Speaker 1: Five and a half? Yeah, Angel, what a sweetie baby,

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Speaker 1: good boy bear. Okay, I have to do an intro

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Speaker 1: for you Okay, I've got to be official about this

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Speaker 1: is an actor, singer, Tony nominated producer, and Broadway performer

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Speaker 1: whose book Super Gay, a Memoir, drops June twenty third.

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Speaker 1: It's Frankie Grande.

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Speaker 1: Excuse me, do you do you ever sit with your

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Speaker 3: So the book has been a journey of my life,

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Speaker 2: And it was like, no, bitch, you gotta let that go.

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Speaker 1: That's so many people who struggle with people pleasing, obviously

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Speaker 1: I'm glad you went to the gym. Me too, My goodness,

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Speaker 3: Vegan no caffeine, only drinks like water, doesn't take medicine

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Speaker 3: and like we're polar opposites. I'm on my second coffee today.

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Speaker 2: And that's okay.

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Speaker 3: It's better list as someone who's been did into the

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Speaker 1: You're fine, You're fine, Like Frankie told me, I'm fine.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you're fine. You're like, are you doing an apall

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Speaker 1: Sweetie. Frankie, you you're the fixer in your family. You

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Speaker 3: I really did like that position for a very long time.

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Speaker 2: And I would run in and I would be like, what, okay,

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Speaker 3: Yeah, and then I'm like, what, guys, guys, I was

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Speaker 3: take a five? It is so funny. And still to

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Speaker 2: It's been tough.

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Speaker 2: You know? It's been better to stay busy.

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Speaker 3: I really haven't spent much time back home in Florida

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Speaker 3: He is one of five, so so they come around

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Speaker 3: and Aunt Judy like tremendously.

443
00:19:30,720 --> 00:19:34,280
Speaker 2: Of course, so it will. It was an interesting Christmas

444
00:19:34,320 --> 00:19:35,160
Speaker 2: to have without Nona.

445
00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:38,119
Speaker 3: We spent most some of it in New York and

446
00:19:38,160 --> 00:19:39,800
Speaker 3: then some of it in Boca, which took a little

447
00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:40,520
Speaker 3: bit of the weight off.

448
00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:42,280
Speaker 2: I think if we were only in Florida, it would

449
00:19:42,280 --> 00:19:43,320
Speaker 2: have felt a little bit heavier.

450
00:19:43,480 --> 00:19:44,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, but.

451
00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:48,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it's just an adjustment.

452
00:19:48,359 --> 00:19:49,200
Speaker 1: Of course, it takes time.

453
00:19:49,320 --> 00:19:51,760
Speaker 3: Give me a year anniversary in June, so it's like

454
00:19:51,840 --> 00:19:54,240
Speaker 3: it's just, you know, it's it's hard. Every once in

455
00:19:54,280 --> 00:19:56,439
Speaker 3: a while, I'll just like, I mean, I thought that

456
00:19:56,480 --> 00:19:58,159
Speaker 3: I was going to have to remove her from my

457
00:19:58,320 --> 00:20:01,080
Speaker 3: featured photos, my grandmother, because she's was my everything.

458
00:20:01,080 --> 00:20:03,080
Speaker 2: It's like we are we were like we were.

459
00:20:02,920 --> 00:20:05,960
Speaker 3: Two peas in a pod. But I found that that

460
00:20:06,080 --> 00:20:07,840
Speaker 3: was not the thing to do. I love seeing her

461
00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:10,560
Speaker 3: face pop up on my phone like multiple times a

462
00:20:10,600 --> 00:20:13,880
Speaker 3: day in different places and gives me really good memories

463
00:20:13,920 --> 00:20:16,719
Speaker 3: and like, you know, the Kentucky Kentucky Derby just happened,

464
00:20:16,760 --> 00:20:18,840
Speaker 3: and like her little picture of her holding her like

465
00:20:19,080 --> 00:20:21,040
Speaker 3: horor statue at ninety nine years old with her hat

466
00:20:21,119 --> 00:20:22,879
Speaker 3: and like orange shuit that came up and it just

467
00:20:22,880 --> 00:20:23,760
Speaker 3: gave me so much joy.

468
00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:24,280
Speaker 1: Yeah.

469
00:20:24,320 --> 00:20:27,560
Speaker 3: So it's it's been an adjustment to know that she's

470
00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:30,960
Speaker 3: not with us, but also at the same time, her

471
00:20:31,040 --> 00:20:36,040
Speaker 3: legacy lives on through me specifically, and I love that.

472
00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:38,919
Speaker 1: Yeah, and having those memories pop up. It's interesting, like

473
00:20:39,440 --> 00:20:42,240
Speaker 1: how it can feel for some people versus another person.

474
00:20:42,359 --> 00:20:45,200
Speaker 1: It's like there's no right answer. But sometimes those memories

475
00:20:45,240 --> 00:20:47,000
Speaker 1: it can be triggering or it's like you know what,

476
00:20:47,080 --> 00:20:49,040
Speaker 1: this is nice to remember that was a positive time.

477
00:20:49,160 --> 00:20:51,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, oh good exactly, And I have to always remember,

478
00:20:51,880 --> 00:20:54,280
Speaker 3: like you know, like she was ninety nine years old

479
00:20:54,440 --> 00:20:56,320
Speaker 3: and the end was it was hard listen being.

480
00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:59,520
Speaker 2: Ninety nine and any fun I can't imagine. It didn't

481
00:20:59,520 --> 00:21:02,680
Speaker 2: look very I gotta say, you know, everything hurt. You

482
00:21:02,720 --> 00:21:04,800
Speaker 2: know what I'm saying. She can really walk well, and.

483
00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:06,120
Speaker 3: It was like, you know, things that she could stop

484
00:21:06,200 --> 00:21:08,720
Speaker 3: trouble remembering things couldn't see. It's like all right, okay, all.

485
00:21:08,720 --> 00:21:11,840
Speaker 1: Right, yeah, all right, and like death is a part

486
00:21:11,880 --> 00:21:14,600
Speaker 1: of life, as hard as that is to accept. But

487
00:21:14,680 --> 00:21:17,280
Speaker 1: it's like, oh wow, I think I heard. I mean

488
00:21:17,359 --> 00:21:19,200
Speaker 1: it's not that deep, but I feel like I heard

489
00:21:19,240 --> 00:21:22,160
Speaker 1: that like seventy years ago and I was like, oh, yeah,

490
00:21:22,359 --> 00:21:25,600
Speaker 1: that's the part of the journey of being alive is

491
00:21:26,080 --> 00:21:28,960
Speaker 1: you go there and it leaves a lot of people

492
00:21:29,040 --> 00:21:31,240
Speaker 1: with holes in their hearts. But I mean the depth

493
00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:33,280
Speaker 1: of the hole is a function of just how much

494
00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:33,720
Speaker 1: you loved.

495
00:21:34,240 --> 00:21:35,760
Speaker 2: Yeah, that's beautiful.

496
00:21:35,880 --> 00:21:38,960
Speaker 1: Grief is love persevering. I saw someone embroidered that on

497
00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:42,760
Speaker 1: a thing and yeah, it's stunning, and I like say

498
00:21:42,840 --> 00:21:44,760
Speaker 1: that Victoris. I'm like, I want to remember this for

499
00:21:44,880 --> 00:21:46,400
Speaker 1: next time feeling that way.

500
00:21:46,520 --> 00:21:47,400
Speaker 2: Oh I love that.

501
00:21:47,600 --> 00:21:48,879
Speaker 1: Do you want to have kids?

502
00:21:49,280 --> 00:21:52,680
Speaker 2: So I want? I don't know. This one is a handful.

503
00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:56,800
Speaker 2: This guy is a child. I know who's the dad.

504
00:21:57,640 --> 00:22:01,080
Speaker 3: I think, well, there's we always say like fun daddy

505
00:22:01,119 --> 00:22:05,240
Speaker 3: and mean daddy because Hale brushes his teeth, so he's

506
00:22:05,280 --> 00:22:09,280
Speaker 3: mean because he has to do the business right. Yeah,

507
00:22:09,320 --> 00:22:11,359
Speaker 3: and when it's time for it, he knows.

508
00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:12,280
Speaker 2: He's so smart.

509
00:22:12,520 --> 00:22:14,080
Speaker 3: And I'll come like over to my side of the

510
00:22:14,080 --> 00:22:16,480
Speaker 3: bed and like hide under the pillow like on my side, like,

511
00:22:16,720 --> 00:22:18,120
Speaker 3: no mean daddy's.

512
00:22:17,760 --> 00:22:22,680
Speaker 1: Comingsh oh, no, I have to Okay. I was flying

513
00:22:22,680 --> 00:22:25,040
Speaker 1: with my dog yesterday and I was like, uh, oh,

514
00:22:25,119 --> 00:22:26,880
Speaker 1: it's time for you me to brush your teeth because

515
00:22:26,920 --> 00:22:29,120
Speaker 1: I've taken him to the groomers to get it brushed.

516
00:22:29,480 --> 00:22:30,920
Speaker 1: But I'm like, I don't think they did a good

517
00:22:30,960 --> 00:22:33,880
Speaker 1: job the last time. And I'm like, I'm seeing stuff

518
00:22:34,640 --> 00:22:38,040
Speaker 1: every night. Every night. Apa has such good breath.

519
00:22:38,119 --> 00:22:39,200
Speaker 2: I know he's got good breath.

520
00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:42,879
Speaker 3: Little because he has small dogs, he's really prone to

521
00:22:42,960 --> 00:22:43,600
Speaker 3: losing his teeth.

522
00:22:43,680 --> 00:22:46,040
Speaker 1: I know. Okay. That's an old makeup artist of mine

523
00:22:46,040 --> 00:22:47,600
Speaker 1: had told me, like very early on when I got

524
00:22:47,640 --> 00:22:49,520
Speaker 1: my dog, was like, make sure you take care of

525
00:22:49,920 --> 00:22:52,760
Speaker 1: his teeth because you know I need to do it

526
00:22:52,800 --> 00:22:57,160
Speaker 1: every day. Then I haven't done it once. I don't

527
00:22:57,160 --> 00:23:00,919
Speaker 1: want to hate me. I know ione he's gonna be

528
00:23:00,960 --> 00:23:02,080
Speaker 1: like bad mom.

529
00:23:01,960 --> 00:23:03,800
Speaker 2: But then he'll come right back to you. Okay, they

530
00:23:03,840 --> 00:23:05,639
Speaker 2: have to me.

531
00:23:05,800 --> 00:23:09,119
Speaker 3: I assume that they have very short memories. Yeah, because

532
00:23:09,160 --> 00:23:10,840
Speaker 3: he's over it in four seconds. You just give me

533
00:23:10,840 --> 00:23:11,560
Speaker 3: a treat at the end.

534
00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:16,320
Speaker 1: Yes, and then it's like yeah, he's like, oh thanks.

535
00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:20,399
Speaker 1: I still okay, I still thinks Dad, Yeah, I still

536
00:23:20,440 --> 00:23:23,400
Speaker 1: have like PTSD from and I'm sure my dog does

537
00:23:23,760 --> 00:23:25,960
Speaker 1: from being in a having him in a crate on

538
00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:28,800
Speaker 1: a flight, like his third flight with me, and he

539
00:23:28,960 --> 00:23:30,600
Speaker 1: was trying to tell me he needed to poop, but

540
00:23:30,640 --> 00:23:32,760
Speaker 1: you know, we can't speak, and I'm like, normally likes

541
00:23:32,760 --> 00:23:34,760
Speaker 1: this crate. What is going on? Like you have to

542
00:23:34,760 --> 00:23:36,240
Speaker 1: stay in your crate. I took him out and he's

543
00:23:36,320 --> 00:23:38,040
Speaker 1: like trying to crawl in the aisles. I was like,

544
00:23:38,040 --> 00:23:40,840
Speaker 1: maybe because there's another doll, because he's very social. He

545
00:23:40,920 --> 00:23:43,480
Speaker 1: had diarrhea, and like to this day, this is years ago,

546
00:23:43,560 --> 00:23:45,720
Speaker 1: to this day, I'm like, and then I could smell,

547
00:23:46,000 --> 00:23:48,719
Speaker 1: Oh he went diarrhea and this crate. I was like,

548
00:23:48,840 --> 00:23:50,680
Speaker 1: I'm a bad mom. He's trying to tell me he

549
00:23:50,760 --> 00:23:51,240
Speaker 1: had diary.

550
00:23:51,600 --> 00:23:51,800
Speaker 3: Yeah.

551
00:23:52,200 --> 00:23:54,040
Speaker 1: My friends were like, he's gonna forgive you. It's fine,

552
00:23:54,040 --> 00:23:56,880
Speaker 1: and I'm like, I feel so bad. We could stand

553
00:23:56,920 --> 00:23:57,680
Speaker 1: to learn a lot from that.

554
00:23:57,920 --> 00:23:58,680
Speaker 2: We really can.

555
00:23:59,040 --> 00:24:01,760
Speaker 3: And it's like I do try to interpret everything that

556
00:24:01,800 --> 00:24:03,520
Speaker 3: he says and does, and it's hard to do.

557
00:24:03,800 --> 00:24:04,560
Speaker 1: It's so hard.

558
00:24:04,600 --> 00:24:06,680
Speaker 3: And I'm like, I'm like his enter, his tail is down,

559
00:24:07,200 --> 00:24:09,840
Speaker 3: Like what is he telling me? What is your tail down?

560
00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:12,000
Speaker 2: Have you seen Best in Show?

561
00:24:12,160 --> 00:24:12,600
Speaker 1: I haven't.

562
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:14,920
Speaker 3: Okay, that's your assignment to Now, Okay, I'm going to

563
00:24:15,560 --> 00:24:19,239
Speaker 3: show Christopher guest movie. Jennifer Coolidge is in it, and

564
00:24:19,280 --> 00:24:23,119
Speaker 3: it's just it's there's these all these parents of and

565
00:24:23,520 --> 00:24:25,400
Speaker 3: Parker Posey's character, he's like.

566
00:24:25,560 --> 00:24:26,520
Speaker 1: What's wrong with you?

567
00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,760
Speaker 2: You don't know what busy Bee? What is wrong with this?

568
00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:29,359
Speaker 1: Okay?

569
00:24:30,560 --> 00:24:33,240
Speaker 2: He's mad at us because we hate each other. She

570
00:24:33,280 --> 00:24:34,920
Speaker 2: has the most incredible monologue. You have to watch.

571
00:24:34,920 --> 00:24:37,960
Speaker 1: Okay, we'll do. I'm obsessed with Parker. So that's that's overdue.

572
00:24:38,040 --> 00:24:40,320
Speaker 1: Then because you saw Parker and why oh yeah, of.

573
00:24:40,359 --> 00:24:44,160
Speaker 2: Course I love her. She want to live in.

574
00:24:46,040 --> 00:24:50,560
Speaker 1: It's just unbelievable, captivating performance and.

575
00:24:52,160 --> 00:24:56,200
Speaker 2: Through Oh my god, Frank are Dean?

576
00:24:58,280 --> 00:24:59,000
Speaker 1: Is it? Alabet?

577
00:24:59,160 --> 00:24:59,919
Speaker 2: No? It's what was.

578
00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:06,200
Speaker 1: Someone?

579
00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:09,560
Speaker 2: I thought she was fantastic.

580
00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:10,840
Speaker 1: She was phenomenal.

581
00:25:10,880 --> 00:25:12,840
Speaker 2: And I love the drama of Helen a Bottom Carter

582
00:25:12,920 --> 00:25:13,640
Speaker 2: being xed.

583
00:25:13,880 --> 00:25:16,280
Speaker 1: Oh my goodness, what do you?

584
00:25:16,840 --> 00:25:17,400
Speaker 2: Laura Lanny?

585
00:25:17,440 --> 00:25:23,360
Speaker 1: Is is it Laura Lenny R? I love of course Queen,

586
00:25:26,520 --> 00:25:29,280
Speaker 1: which is so I know the drama of that. You

587
00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:31,240
Speaker 1: just wish you could to be a fly on the

588
00:25:31,280 --> 00:25:32,639
Speaker 1: wall during production.

589
00:25:33,760 --> 00:25:35,800
Speaker 2: I mean to me, that sounds like personality conflict, but

590
00:25:35,880 --> 00:25:36,120
Speaker 2: I don't.

591
00:25:36,640 --> 00:25:40,399
Speaker 1: I think so. They were also very pc and like

592
00:25:40,760 --> 00:25:43,120
Speaker 1: the kosher and cordially like like.

593
00:25:43,119 --> 00:25:45,360
Speaker 3: We know Helena mont and Carter can do anything. Yeah,

594
00:25:45,560 --> 00:25:47,440
Speaker 3: Like I don't think that there's Oh, she wasn't right

595
00:25:47,480 --> 00:25:48,040
Speaker 3: for the character.

596
00:25:48,359 --> 00:25:49,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, she's got range.

597
00:25:51,200 --> 00:25:54,600
Speaker 2: What did she She can do anything anything? Meryl Streep

598
00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:55,440
Speaker 2: wasn't right for the character.

599
00:25:55,960 --> 00:25:59,760
Speaker 3: Okay, Okay, so I'm sure there's some sort of personality conflict.

600
00:25:59,800 --> 00:26:00,840
Speaker 2: Little Hooker's a.

601
00:26:00,800 --> 00:26:03,959
Speaker 1: Little butting of pets. But another reality star, Mike White,

602
00:26:04,280 --> 00:26:06,160
Speaker 1: I love him. You do love Mike White.

603
00:26:06,600 --> 00:26:08,800
Speaker 3: Well, I'm a watching Survivor. I'm I'm my bated breath.

604
00:26:08,800 --> 00:26:11,000
Speaker 3: I didn't watch as Night though, but I'm losing my mind.

605
00:26:11,480 --> 00:26:15,080
Speaker 1: I haven't watched Survivor a really long Okay, Well, he's

606
00:26:15,119 --> 00:26:17,200
Speaker 1: he's awesome. Do you watch any other reality TV?

607
00:26:17,320 --> 00:26:19,400
Speaker 3: And he was the one representing for the gays on Survivor.

608
00:26:19,520 --> 00:26:21,000
Speaker 3: I know there's only one every season.

609
00:26:21,240 --> 00:26:23,480
Speaker 1: I know, which is there only one?

610
00:26:23,119 --> 00:26:26,359
Speaker 3: Only one on Big Brother? Only usually one couple on

611
00:26:26,359 --> 00:26:27,440
Speaker 3: on Amazing Race.

612
00:26:27,320 --> 00:26:28,800
Speaker 1: And there's and on Traders.

613
00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:31,960
Speaker 2: Traders has like like three or four Traders as a couple. Yeah,

614
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:34,680
Speaker 2: because they're always like it's like a lesbian a.

615
00:26:34,680 --> 00:26:39,520
Speaker 3: Bye a day, you know, and like they really try

616
00:26:39,560 --> 00:26:41,280
Speaker 3: to hit every box, which I appreciate.

617
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:44,000
Speaker 2: Yes, I'll take it because usually there's only one slot.

618
00:26:43,760 --> 00:26:46,000
Speaker 1: It's got and that's the same for a black product.

619
00:26:46,000 --> 00:26:48,600
Speaker 3: That we have every letter. Great, yes, but there used

620
00:26:48,640 --> 00:26:50,440
Speaker 3: to be yes. And that's the thing on Big Brother,

621
00:26:50,480 --> 00:26:53,000
Speaker 3: which is amazing, Like, you know, they really responded to

622
00:26:53,280 --> 00:26:58,200
Speaker 3: the cultural outcry, the country's outcry for equal representation for

623
00:26:58,720 --> 00:27:01,000
Speaker 3: people of color. Yeah, which was amazing. And all of

624
00:27:01,000 --> 00:27:02,600
Speaker 3: a sudden there were like six on one season and

625
00:27:02,600 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 3: they all went to the end. They called it the cookout.

626
00:27:04,400 --> 00:27:08,960
Speaker 3: It's amazing. I am waiting for the fucking Rainbow Alliance. Okay,

627
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:11,920
Speaker 3: I'm waiting. Every time I've played, I've three times, I've

628
00:27:11,920 --> 00:27:13,119
Speaker 3: been the only gay person.

629
00:27:13,320 --> 00:27:14,280
Speaker 1: Okay, we're going to fix it.

630
00:27:14,400 --> 00:27:16,320
Speaker 2: Ever able to make like an l g bt Q

631
00:27:16,440 --> 00:27:18,879
Speaker 2: plus alliance. Yeah, I want that so badly.

632
00:27:18,960 --> 00:27:20,639
Speaker 1: Okay, we got to make that happen. I feel like

633
00:27:20,680 --> 00:27:21,879
Speaker 1: it is doable.

634
00:27:22,080 --> 00:27:24,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's time and it to.

635
00:27:24,040 --> 00:27:27,480
Speaker 3: Not you know, I'm glad that they responded to race equity.

636
00:27:27,520 --> 00:27:28,600
Speaker 3: That's beautiful.

637
00:27:29,320 --> 00:27:31,520
Speaker 2: Now it's time to do you know, like a sexual

638
00:27:31,520 --> 00:27:32,600
Speaker 2: orientation representation.

639
00:27:32,760 --> 00:27:35,439
Speaker 1: We're going to make it happen. I'm being and you

640
00:27:35,760 --> 00:27:36,840
Speaker 1: tell the people, me and you.

641
00:27:36,880 --> 00:27:39,560
Speaker 2: It's even called sexual orientation anymore? What do we call it?

642
00:27:39,600 --> 00:27:41,040
Speaker 1: Is? It is? It is? It is?

643
00:27:41,080 --> 00:27:44,400
Speaker 3: It sounds great, it sounds good.

644
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:49,159
Speaker 1: I'm like being the human representation. There we go. That

645
00:27:49,680 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 1: is it.

646
00:27:50,119 --> 00:27:53,000
Speaker 2: That's board member of GLAD should probably know what.

647
00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:58,639
Speaker 1: You'll look it up after that, literally, you'll look that up.

648
00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:01,520
Speaker 1: So you said that they don't give you tools, which

649
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:03,800
Speaker 1: I can imagine, and I've seen somebody else say this

650
00:28:03,880 --> 00:28:07,760
Speaker 1: after leaving which I watched age of Attraction for Better

651
00:28:07,840 --> 00:28:11,520
Speaker 1: or Worse, I watched age of a trou I watched

652
00:28:11,520 --> 00:28:13,919
Speaker 1: some of it and then I saw someone being like

653
00:28:13,920 --> 00:28:15,720
Speaker 1: and then you get thrust into the back into the

654
00:28:15,720 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 1: real world and it's like wait what whoa? And then

655
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:21,120
Speaker 1: you see the edit of you. There are no there

656
00:28:21,200 --> 00:28:23,240
Speaker 1: are there aren't no tools. What are the tools you

657
00:28:23,240 --> 00:28:25,480
Speaker 1: think people should have when they exit reality TV?

658
00:28:25,680 --> 00:28:28,679
Speaker 2: I think everybody should have a really good therapist going in. Okay,

659
00:28:29,000 --> 00:28:30,480
Speaker 2: I think that what they.

660
00:28:32,320 --> 00:28:35,040
Speaker 3: I think that it would be nice to I think

661
00:28:35,080 --> 00:28:38,720
Speaker 3: that everyone thinks that it's going to like change their

662
00:28:38,760 --> 00:28:40,720
Speaker 3: life for the better and I think everyone needs to

663
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:42,440
Speaker 3: understand that you're just going to go back to your life,

664
00:28:42,560 --> 00:28:45,000
Speaker 3: you know what I'm saying, Like you just go back

665
00:28:45,000 --> 00:28:46,960
Speaker 3: to the people in places and things that you had

666
00:28:46,960 --> 00:28:50,040
Speaker 3: and you loved prior to going on the show. And

667
00:28:50,080 --> 00:28:51,520
Speaker 3: then you go back to your life.

668
00:28:51,720 --> 00:28:53,920
Speaker 2: If you get more career opportunities or things, that's great,

669
00:28:53,960 --> 00:28:55,840
Speaker 2: that's confetti. That's not the cake.

670
00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 3: The cake is your home, like the people in your

671
00:28:59,200 --> 00:29:01,160
Speaker 3: life that had you. So it's like if you go

672
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:05,560
Speaker 3: now onto reality TV knowing no matter what, you go

673
00:29:05,680 --> 00:29:09,360
Speaker 3: back to your life, you don't put so much stakes

674
00:29:09,400 --> 00:29:11,920
Speaker 3: into what you do on the show and what the

675
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:13,360
Speaker 3: edit could be and what the outcome is.

676
00:29:13,400 --> 00:29:14,320
Speaker 2: Like, go be entertaining.

677
00:29:14,800 --> 00:29:15,400
Speaker 1: It's a job.

678
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:17,720
Speaker 2: Think of it as a job. And then at the

679
00:29:17,760 --> 00:29:19,200
Speaker 2: end you're fired from your job.

680
00:29:19,600 --> 00:29:23,960
Speaker 3: You are fired and you're laid off and you go home, Wow,

681
00:29:24,360 --> 00:29:25,440
Speaker 3: and you gotta go find it a job.

682
00:29:25,720 --> 00:29:27,360
Speaker 1: When you put it that way, because I do, I

683
00:29:27,400 --> 00:29:29,800
Speaker 1: can imagine getting on a reality TV show and being

684
00:29:29,840 --> 00:29:32,080
Speaker 1: like it's going to change, Like I'm going to be

685
00:29:32,120 --> 00:29:34,920
Speaker 1: on TV. People are gonna know my name, they'll be

686
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:37,600
Speaker 1: rooting for or against me. It's going to be different.

687
00:29:38,200 --> 00:29:40,920
Speaker 1: And then to go back and be like, oh no,

688
00:29:41,320 --> 00:29:43,800
Speaker 1: I'm just okay. I'm just back in my life.

689
00:29:43,840 --> 00:29:45,720
Speaker 2: It's a gig. Yeah, you're gigging.

690
00:29:45,760 --> 00:29:47,680
Speaker 1: Were people weird to you when you went home the

691
00:29:47,680 --> 00:29:48,200
Speaker 1: first time?

692
00:29:48,840 --> 00:29:49,400
Speaker 2: I was weird?

693
00:29:49,480 --> 00:29:50,520
Speaker 1: You were weird.

694
00:29:50,640 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 2: I was so weird.

695
00:29:51,920 --> 00:29:53,480
Speaker 1: Did you think you were bad at what was your vibe?

696
00:29:53,480 --> 00:29:55,680
Speaker 3: No? I thought that I was being watched all the time.

697
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,280
Speaker 3: So I would like pull people into bathroom staff conversations

698
00:29:58,280 --> 00:29:59,640
Speaker 3: with them. Like my sister I was like, hey, you

699
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 3: want to I was like, oh, there's got a bathroom

700
00:30:01,320 --> 00:30:02,560
Speaker 3: ash and she was like, you know you can. We

701
00:30:02,600 --> 00:30:05,640
Speaker 3: can talk out there. Like it's okay, I don't know

702
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:07,080
Speaker 3: what we're talking a bathroom and.

703
00:30:07,040 --> 00:30:09,440
Speaker 1: I was like, oh, say you've been here right.

704
00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,560
Speaker 2: There are no cameras in my house. Ah, Like it

705
00:30:12,600 --> 00:30:12,960
Speaker 2: was weird.

706
00:30:13,040 --> 00:30:14,560
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that is a mind I.

707
00:30:14,560 --> 00:30:16,680
Speaker 3: Didn't trust, like my friends who I've known for years,

708
00:30:16,720 --> 00:30:17,960
Speaker 3: Like I was like, oh my god, they're trying to

709
00:30:17,960 --> 00:30:20,520
Speaker 3: backstab me, and they're like, what are you not?

710
00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:24,000
Speaker 1: But what of course, because how long are you gone filming?

711
00:30:24,000 --> 00:30:27,000
Speaker 3: Though, Frankie, I am gone filming for four months for

712
00:30:27,040 --> 00:30:30,040
Speaker 3: Big Brother. That is no contact with the outside world.

713
00:30:29,880 --> 00:30:33,080
Speaker 1: Nearly half a year. And nothing to supplement the experience.

714
00:30:33,160 --> 00:30:35,800
Speaker 1: It's just that that's I would be crazy too.

715
00:30:36,000 --> 00:30:38,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, so good therapists would be great, Like have a

716
00:30:38,000 --> 00:30:39,560
Speaker 2: really good therapist when you come out of the house

717
00:30:40,520 --> 00:30:42,320
Speaker 2: knowing your life is the same, knowing.

718
00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:45,120
Speaker 3: Your life is the same, and you know, I would say,

719
00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:49,720
Speaker 3: like really supportive family and friends and just like trusting

720
00:30:49,720 --> 00:30:52,000
Speaker 3: in those people when you get when you get out,

721
00:30:52,200 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 3: you know, and it's like, you know, and knowing that,

722
00:30:55,320 --> 00:30:59,880
Speaker 3: like it's not real, Like reality TV isn't real.

723
00:31:00,400 --> 00:31:04,240
Speaker 2: It's not. It's it's produced content for the for the world.

724
00:31:04,640 --> 00:31:05,120
Speaker 1: You said it.

725
00:31:05,280 --> 00:31:08,840
Speaker 3: Yeah, it is now the furthest thing from actual reality.

726
00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:12,560
Speaker 3: But you know, it's not scripted. It's unscripted. Let it

727
00:31:12,640 --> 00:31:16,320
Speaker 3: unscripted as supposed to reality because it ain't real.

728
00:31:16,400 --> 00:31:18,720
Speaker 1: But even isn't isn't it a touch scripted where it's

729
00:31:18,760 --> 00:31:19,640
Speaker 1: like we're gonna kind.

730
00:31:19,480 --> 00:31:22,720
Speaker 3: Of Big Brother isn't. But other shows I know, but

731
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:26,120
Speaker 3: Big Brother Survivor I've heard like are very much like real.

732
00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:28,040
Speaker 2: Like Big Brother, they just they let you do it.

733
00:31:28,440 --> 00:31:31,240
Speaker 3: That's why they they try to cast crazy people because

734
00:31:31,240 --> 00:31:31,960
Speaker 3: we're entertaining.

735
00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:34,200
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, we're really entertaining.

736
00:31:33,840 --> 00:31:34,880
Speaker 1: And I'm included.

737
00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:37,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, I know myself. I think there's

738
00:31:37,680 --> 00:31:39,280
Speaker 2: like a scale of like zero to five.

739
00:31:39,440 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 3: Five is like fully committed for as like you have

740
00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:46,360
Speaker 3: like serious mental health issues and like are like one

741
00:31:46,920 --> 00:31:49,040
Speaker 3: millisecond away from being committed, and they want like a

742
00:31:49,080 --> 00:31:51,480
Speaker 3: three point five. They're like they want you to be

743
00:31:51,480 --> 00:31:53,680
Speaker 3: as close to the like you need to be in

744
00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:57,560
Speaker 3: an asylum as humanly possible without them getting sued.

745
00:31:57,800 --> 00:31:59,280
Speaker 2: Wow, that's that's where it is.

746
00:31:59,360 --> 00:32:02,680
Speaker 1: That's the way they cast what's the interview process?

747
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:07,800
Speaker 3: Like, oh wow, it's days days. Yeah, so I did

748
00:32:07,840 --> 00:32:12,120
Speaker 3: it when when before COVID. So we actually went to

749
00:32:12,160 --> 00:32:14,280
Speaker 3: a hotel and they like put you up for five

750
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:16,720
Speaker 3: days and you have interview after interview after interview and

751
00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:18,760
Speaker 3: thing and thing and thing and tests and things, and

752
00:32:18,760 --> 00:32:19,160
Speaker 3: you're like.

753
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:20,040
Speaker 2: It feels like school.

754
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:23,040
Speaker 3: Oh wow, it feels like the most intense school slash

755
00:32:23,120 --> 00:32:25,080
Speaker 3: interview process you could ever have in your life.

756
00:32:25,160 --> 00:32:27,400
Speaker 2: They drug test you, like it's like you are you

757
00:32:27,480 --> 00:32:28,680
Speaker 2: are elaborate?

758
00:32:28,800 --> 00:32:30,440
Speaker 1: Do they care if you're on drugs?

759
00:32:30,520 --> 00:32:31,560
Speaker 2: They do care.

760
00:32:31,120 --> 00:32:34,320
Speaker 1: They don't want you on drugs. Yeah, okay, And did

761
00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:36,320
Speaker 1: you feel like at the end of that first like

762
00:32:36,400 --> 00:32:39,840
Speaker 1: that audition for that interview process where you like, nailed it.

763
00:32:39,920 --> 00:32:40,840
Speaker 1: I'm gonna they're going to.

764
00:32:40,840 --> 00:32:44,680
Speaker 2: Catch absolutely, you know. I was like, I destroyed that.

765
00:32:44,760 --> 00:32:49,000
Speaker 2: I ate. Yeah, I was like there's no way.

766
00:32:48,240 --> 00:32:50,560
Speaker 1: Okay, no way. You start packing your back.

767
00:32:51,160 --> 00:32:53,240
Speaker 2: Like I literally left and I was like see there.

768
00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:54,120
Speaker 2: Yeah on TV.

769
00:32:54,280 --> 00:32:54,800
Speaker 1: Oh wow.

770
00:32:55,280 --> 00:32:57,400
Speaker 3: But again, one of the best experiences of my life.

771
00:32:57,440 --> 00:33:00,400
Speaker 3: Is very difficult, extremely hard. But I think I am

772
00:33:00,400 --> 00:33:01,480
Speaker 3: built for reality TV.

773
00:33:01,680 --> 00:33:03,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I think you think you're a three point five.

774
00:33:03,880 --> 00:33:04,720
Speaker 2: I'm a three point five.

775
00:33:04,840 --> 00:33:07,520
Speaker 1: I'm like, do three point fives know they're three point fives?

776
00:33:07,560 --> 00:33:09,760
Speaker 1: Because then that to me is giving like you're a three,

777
00:33:10,240 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 1: Because I think a three point five is like you're

778
00:33:12,200 --> 00:33:15,040
Speaker 1: so damn crazy you don't even really know you're crazy.

779
00:33:15,200 --> 00:33:17,560
Speaker 3: So I'm probably I'm probably in the lower end of

780
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:19,720
Speaker 3: just the crazy scale. I think I had other things

781
00:33:19,720 --> 00:33:21,720
Speaker 3: that were interesting for them, Like I was the first

782
00:33:21,720 --> 00:33:23,760
Speaker 3: social media star to ever be on Big Brother. Yeah,

783
00:33:23,800 --> 00:33:26,280
Speaker 3: it was the first season that was in HD like you,

784
00:33:26,680 --> 00:33:29,320
Speaker 3: so it was there were a lot of firsts about

785
00:33:29,360 --> 00:33:32,360
Speaker 3: my season. You know, it happens to be in the

786
00:33:32,360 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 3: house with a bisexual man who was in the closet

787
00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:36,960
Speaker 3: and kind of out like we came out together, Like

788
00:33:37,000 --> 00:33:39,240
Speaker 3: it was very weird. So there's a lot of firsts

789
00:33:39,280 --> 00:33:41,040
Speaker 3: that happened my season of Big Brothers that have not

790
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:43,440
Speaker 3: yet been repeated, Yeah, in the past eleven years.

791
00:33:44,320 --> 00:33:47,560
Speaker 2: So it's it's just it was the perfect storm. It

792
00:33:47,640 --> 00:33:48,440
Speaker 2: was the perfect storm.

793
00:33:48,520 --> 00:33:48,880
Speaker 1: I love it.

794
00:33:48,920 --> 00:33:50,040
Speaker 2: But I knew. I think they knew.

795
00:33:50,560 --> 00:33:52,640
Speaker 3: They were like, he might be a tad bit same,

796
00:33:53,240 --> 00:33:56,800
Speaker 3: but he's crazy enough. He plays crazy. Yeah, I play crazy.

797
00:33:56,520 --> 00:33:58,239
Speaker 1: And you know, so it is like a little bit

798
00:33:58,240 --> 00:34:02,760
Speaker 1: of a character. Oh yeah, You're like, I'm well, we cameras.

799
00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:05,560
Speaker 2: Are you kidding me? And I knew exactly where the

800
00:34:05,600 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 2: cameras were.

801
00:34:06,400 --> 00:34:08,319
Speaker 3: In fact, I knew what was happening in the game

802
00:34:08,360 --> 00:34:10,600
Speaker 3: based on where the cameras were pointing, and no one

803
00:34:10,719 --> 00:34:12,480
Speaker 3: was paying attention to that, and I was like, why

804
00:34:12,560 --> 00:34:13,400
Speaker 3: is that camera pointing?

805
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:16,560
Speaker 2: Oh my god, Like I was like, yeah.

806
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:20,240
Speaker 3: Because I'm very well, I'm aware, person know my angles,

807
00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:25,080
Speaker 3: I know where my cameras are. But it's like, I know,

808
00:34:25,200 --> 00:34:26,600
Speaker 3: I see the red light and I was like, the

809
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:35,640
Speaker 3: camera's like and I was like, that's what's And then

810
00:34:35,920 --> 00:34:38,200
Speaker 3: they'd be like they're lying there lying, they're lying, Like

811
00:34:38,200 --> 00:34:41,799
Speaker 3: how do you know that? I was like, a camera,

812
00:34:43,000 --> 00:34:44,839
Speaker 3: I just know.

813
00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:51,160
Speaker 1: Then you have street smarts too.

814
00:34:51,960 --> 00:34:52,960
Speaker 2: I do. I don't know why.

815
00:34:53,520 --> 00:34:55,360
Speaker 1: I mean, I don't know if you have to be

816
00:34:55,440 --> 00:34:59,040
Speaker 1: from the streets to streets just like I'm aware.

817
00:34:58,840 --> 00:35:01,680
Speaker 3: Of my is my own Oh yes exactly, And like

818
00:35:01,880 --> 00:35:04,800
Speaker 3: I was, like, I'm from the streets of Boca Raton, Florida,

819
00:35:05,239 --> 00:35:08,960
Speaker 3: a very wealthy play things. Wow, it's crazy there, you guys.

820
00:35:09,000 --> 00:35:11,799
Speaker 3: You've got to have streets smarts to survive in Boca.

821
00:35:12,400 --> 00:35:15,920
Speaker 3: At that town center mall, whoa you guys, that food

822
00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:24,040
Speaker 3: court is crazydies and gentlemen.

823
00:35:25,440 --> 00:35:27,360
Speaker 2: Okay, snaps for Boca.

824
00:35:28,120 --> 00:35:31,680
Speaker 1: What are you looking for to most we have on

825
00:35:31,719 --> 00:35:32,240
Speaker 1: the docket.

826
00:35:32,320 --> 00:35:35,040
Speaker 3: I'm really enjoying doing Titanic on Broadway. Like being back

827
00:35:35,080 --> 00:35:36,600
Speaker 3: on Broadway, doing the eight shows a week.

828
00:35:36,640 --> 00:35:38,360
Speaker 2: It is a grind. It is so difficult, but I

829
00:35:38,400 --> 00:35:39,640
Speaker 2: have so much fun every single night.

830
00:35:39,760 --> 00:35:39,960
Speaker 1: Yeah.

831
00:35:40,000 --> 00:35:41,880
Speaker 3: These idiots that I'm in the show with, and I

832
00:35:41,880 --> 00:35:44,800
Speaker 3: say that with the most love, we are so stupid.

833
00:35:44,880 --> 00:35:46,560
Speaker 3: There's a lot of three point fives in my cast.

834
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,480
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, and we are having a good.

835
00:35:48,320 --> 00:35:48,960
Speaker 2: Time on that.

836
00:35:49,320 --> 00:35:52,080
Speaker 1: Let me tell you. Three point fives are fun. Oh yeah, Okay,

837
00:35:52,280 --> 00:35:56,640
Speaker 1: that's why we're let's be clear here.

838
00:35:56,640 --> 00:35:58,680
Speaker 2: But it's crazy like we have a really good time.

839
00:35:58,840 --> 00:36:01,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean I seemed like it. And I need

840
00:36:01,120 --> 00:36:04,160
Speaker 1: to come see the show because I've heard about because

841
00:36:04,160 --> 00:36:06,200
Speaker 1: Marlow was doing that show in LA at some point

842
00:36:06,280 --> 00:36:08,200
Speaker 1: and Mike, right, okay, like I was living with her,

843
00:36:08,320 --> 00:36:09,600
Speaker 1: you were overally Okay.

844
00:36:09,400 --> 00:36:10,360
Speaker 2: I've been in for eight years.

845
00:36:10,360 --> 00:36:11,000
Speaker 1: Oh my goodness.

846
00:36:10,960 --> 00:36:12,000
Speaker 2: Okay, Yeah, I was.

847
00:36:11,960 --> 00:36:13,879
Speaker 3: In the I don't know if it was the first

848
00:36:13,880 --> 00:36:16,400
Speaker 3: reading in LA mean like the second, but I was

849
00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:17,600
Speaker 3: there pretty much the beginning.

850
00:36:17,640 --> 00:36:19,719
Speaker 1: Yeah, and it is a workout. I did like some

851
00:36:19,760 --> 00:36:21,880
Speaker 1: shows at the Lincoln Center, and I was like, I

852
00:36:21,960 --> 00:36:25,560
Speaker 1: bowed down to you all on Broadway utmost respect. What

853
00:36:25,640 --> 00:36:28,160
Speaker 1: a'll workout? How do you keep yourself excited about each

854
00:36:28,239 --> 00:36:30,359
Speaker 1: new show when you do it so many times?

855
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:33,640
Speaker 3: Oh goodness? Because the audience is different every night, so

856
00:36:33,680 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 3: that that helps. So it's always like that's the I

857
00:36:37,160 --> 00:36:39,640
Speaker 3: would say, the wildcard, because you don't know if it's

858
00:36:39,680 --> 00:36:41,400
Speaker 3: going to be a crazy audience of a tame audience,

859
00:36:41,400 --> 00:36:44,279
Speaker 3: a quiet audience. When they're quiet, then it's like just

860
00:36:44,360 --> 00:36:46,759
Speaker 3: makes us crazier on stage because then we just start

861
00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:47,360
Speaker 3: doing it for each other.

862
00:36:48,040 --> 00:36:49,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, we just try to make each other laugh. Yeah,

863
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:51,319
Speaker 2: And then they then it's I guess on l in

864
00:36:51,360 --> 00:36:53,319
Speaker 2: that way yeah, where it's like, okay, well they're not.

865
00:36:53,360 --> 00:36:55,600
Speaker 3: Getting the gay jokes, so we're just going to be crazier,

866
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:57,600
Speaker 3: right like and just try to make each other laugh,

867
00:36:57,680 --> 00:37:00,400
Speaker 3: right and then they have the best time anyway. They're like,

868
00:37:00,600 --> 00:37:02,960
Speaker 3: they're like, what are those clowns doing up there?

869
00:37:02,960 --> 00:37:04,560
Speaker 2: Having a great time? I want to be part of

870
00:37:04,560 --> 00:37:05,000
Speaker 2: that party.

871
00:37:05,200 --> 00:37:06,880
Speaker 1: Yeah. People love watching people have fun.

872
00:37:07,280 --> 00:37:13,080
Speaker 2: Age show. What is grinder? Like? What? Yeah?

873
00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:15,360
Speaker 1: Grinder?

874
00:37:15,960 --> 00:37:21,920
Speaker 2: Cock key search, great, no problem, we're educating.

875
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:25,319
Speaker 1: Okay. I love that because I found it. I found it,

876
00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:28,399
Speaker 1: of course hard at times to be like, Okay, I've

877
00:37:28,440 --> 00:37:30,520
Speaker 1: done this, I've done this already. Because I love improv

878
00:37:31,120 --> 00:37:33,560
Speaker 1: I'm like, oh I already did this. I did this

879
00:37:33,600 --> 00:37:35,560
Speaker 1: one night, two night, three night. But it is nice

880
00:37:35,600 --> 00:37:36,880
Speaker 1: when you have a different audience and I have some

881
00:37:36,960 --> 00:37:39,760
Speaker 1: audience interaction, which I do think saved me. Frankly.

882
00:37:39,960 --> 00:37:42,000
Speaker 2: We have our show you do every night.

883
00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:46,120
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, yeah, Arlotte does some completely original every single night.

884
00:37:46,520 --> 00:37:49,640
Speaker 3: So you can come every show and it's like different, different.

885
00:37:49,680 --> 00:37:51,239
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm very excited.

886
00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:52,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, incredible.

887
00:37:52,680 --> 00:38:00,560
Speaker 1: I'm excited. Sa I do too. I do too. Okay,

888
00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:03,120
Speaker 1: I'm gonna come see I'm very excited. All Right, well

889
00:38:03,120 --> 00:38:05,400
Speaker 1: I have time. We're gonna do a segment, one of

890
00:38:05,440 --> 00:38:10,040
Speaker 1: our little fun segments. This segment is called We're Trying

891
00:38:10,080 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 1: something New. It's our version of fuck Mary, kill It,

892
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 1: but it's dad, daddy, father. Okay. So I'm gonna name

893
00:38:18,680 --> 00:38:22,719
Speaker 1: three types of men. You're gonna tell me if each one,

894
00:38:22,800 --> 00:38:24,959
Speaker 1: for each one, whether they are a dad, daddy, or father,

895
00:38:25,040 --> 00:38:28,040
Speaker 1: but you have to distribute one to one so that

896
00:38:28,560 --> 00:38:33,040
Speaker 1: multiple can't be dads multiple. Okay, So I'm gonna read

897
00:38:33,080 --> 00:38:36,960
Speaker 1: all three and then you can say, Okay, his body

898
00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:41,680
Speaker 1: is mid, but he records every workout and post it online.

899
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:48,080
Speaker 1: He drives a cyber truck. He thinks the Electoral College

900
00:38:48,120 --> 00:38:54,879
Speaker 1: is a real university. These are three. Okay, body is mid,

901
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:57,680
Speaker 1: but he records every workout and post it online. He

902
00:38:57,760 --> 00:39:01,240
Speaker 1: drives a cyber truck, and he thinks the Electoral College

903
00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:02,359
Speaker 1: is a real university.

904
00:39:02,960 --> 00:39:08,799
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, okay, okay, do the chart.

905
00:39:09,320 --> 00:39:10,200
Speaker 2: Wow, this is tough.

906
00:39:10,280 --> 00:39:13,080
Speaker 3: It's hard because you're like, because like, I want to

907
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:16,960
Speaker 3: put one of them in father obviously, but that denotes

908
00:39:17,000 --> 00:39:19,200
Speaker 3: like to me, like a position of respect, and I

909
00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:20,520
Speaker 3: don't think I respect any of.

910
00:39:20,480 --> 00:39:22,480
Speaker 2: Those men at all.

911
00:39:23,480 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 3: But okay, so let's do let's body is made but

912
00:39:25,960 --> 00:39:29,480
Speaker 3: posts his his workout as father. Okay, because like I

913
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:32,280
Speaker 3: actually I do respect that because they're like, I'm trying

914
00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:34,160
Speaker 3: to better myself and I want to record it. So

915
00:39:34,200 --> 00:39:39,560
Speaker 3: you're okay, I'm gonna oh god, fuck, Okay, Fine, I'm

916
00:39:39,600 --> 00:39:42,720
Speaker 3: gonna say Dad is electoral college and Daddy is cyber.

917
00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:46,080
Speaker 3: Daddy's got money, don't you know what I'm saying. Daddy's

918
00:39:46,120 --> 00:39:48,400
Speaker 3: got money. He might he might, I don't know. He

919
00:39:48,480 --> 00:39:50,480
Speaker 3: might have a small dick because he's driving the cyber charge.

920
00:39:50,840 --> 00:39:53,000
Speaker 3: But you know what, he's got money, so he's got Okay,

921
00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:53,800
Speaker 3: he's daddy.

922
00:39:54,040 --> 00:39:54,320
Speaker 2: Father.

923
00:39:54,400 --> 00:39:56,640
Speaker 3: We respect because his body is made and he's posting.

924
00:39:56,680 --> 00:39:58,920
Speaker 3: He's trying, he's trying, he's trying, and then Dad is

925
00:39:59,000 --> 00:40:03,799
Speaker 3: just fuck what the elect a university? I'll kill you.

926
00:40:04,440 --> 00:40:08,200
Speaker 3: Just find your dad. Shut up, Dad, Dad, shut up.

927
00:40:08,280 --> 00:40:11,200
Speaker 3: That's a different You've got money, Haney and father.

928
00:40:11,280 --> 00:40:11,919
Speaker 2: You're doing great.

929
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:15,920
Speaker 1: Okay, keep going, keep going, keep going, keep taking those videos. Okay,

930
00:40:16,320 --> 00:40:21,960
Speaker 1: cyber truck man does probably have a small do size matter. Yes,

931
00:40:24,120 --> 00:40:26,040
Speaker 1: I was thinking you're gonna have a nice little discourse

932
00:40:26,080 --> 00:40:27,400
Speaker 1: about it, like there's.

933
00:40:27,239 --> 00:40:31,120
Speaker 3: No new question simply, but yeah, do you like to

934
00:40:31,160 --> 00:40:34,520
Speaker 3: be spoiled? I do, well, I yes, but it's not

935
00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:40,200
Speaker 3: by my man. It's by my mother. I'm spoiled by mommy. Yeah,

936
00:40:40,600 --> 00:40:47,400
Speaker 3: that's the best MoMA's boy. I'm Italian, Okay, I'm.

937
00:40:47,200 --> 00:40:50,040
Speaker 1: Obsessed with that. That means that, Yeah, that's like less

938
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:51,400
Speaker 1: responsibility for a partner.

939
00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:54,520
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, yeah, I spoiled myself.

940
00:40:54,640 --> 00:40:56,239
Speaker 2: Yeah, because my mother spoils.

941
00:40:56,280 --> 00:40:59,120
Speaker 1: What's the craziest thing you've spent money on that? You're like,

942
00:40:59,200 --> 00:41:03,719
Speaker 1: that was three point five But I did it. I

943
00:41:03,760 --> 00:41:04,200
Speaker 1: did it.

944
00:41:04,360 --> 00:41:04,920
Speaker 2: Oh god.

945
00:41:05,719 --> 00:41:08,200
Speaker 3: I had one of those Cartier love bracelets. Yeah, that

946
00:41:08,360 --> 00:41:11,520
Speaker 3: was like super expensive and it was screwed onto your

947
00:41:11,560 --> 00:41:14,040
Speaker 3: wrist and every time I went through an airport I

948
00:41:14,080 --> 00:41:16,719
Speaker 3: had to go into a separate screening line because that

949
00:41:16,880 --> 00:41:21,080
Speaker 3: stupid fucking thing screwed to me. That that that handcuff

950
00:41:21,560 --> 00:41:24,719
Speaker 3: that I bought for a million dollars, And eventually I

951
00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 3: just sold it.

952
00:41:25,600 --> 00:41:29,960
Speaker 2: Eventually I was like, and the stones fell out. Every use,

953
00:41:29,960 --> 00:41:30,640
Speaker 2: you can't take it off.

954
00:41:30,640 --> 00:41:32,720
Speaker 3: So I'm working out in it, I'm doing all this stuff,

955
00:41:33,120 --> 00:41:34,960
Speaker 3: and then they're I'm like, okay, the stones fell out,

956
00:41:35,000 --> 00:41:37,120
Speaker 3: and they're like cool. It's like three hundred dollars per

957
00:41:37,120 --> 00:41:39,600
Speaker 3: stone to replace and you'll get your bracelet back in

958
00:41:39,920 --> 00:41:40,480
Speaker 3: four months.

959
00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:41,960
Speaker 2: I'm like, you know what, keep.

960
00:41:41,800 --> 00:41:46,520
Speaker 3: It worst purchase I ever made. Yeah, purchase I ever

961
00:41:46,560 --> 00:41:48,239
Speaker 3: made so happy somebody about it.

962
00:41:48,239 --> 00:41:50,440
Speaker 1: Okay, but did you warn the person buying it?

963
00:41:50,560 --> 00:41:53,360
Speaker 2: No, it absolutely not, And then it was still in

964
00:41:53,400 --> 00:41:54,840
Speaker 2: good condition. It was beautiful.

965
00:41:54,840 --> 00:41:56,920
Speaker 3: It's just like it's the same condition that the store

966
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:59,759
Speaker 3: gives it to you in, which apparently is I mean

967
00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:01,200
Speaker 3: it for let's.

968
00:42:01,000 --> 00:42:03,120
Speaker 2: Just say it is not for people with active lifestyles.

969
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:05,320
Speaker 1: Oh, that's a good way to put it. It's it,

970
00:42:05,560 --> 00:42:06,560
Speaker 1: that's a good way to put it.

971
00:42:06,480 --> 00:42:09,600
Speaker 3: It is like, it's like if you are a woman

972
00:42:09,680 --> 00:42:12,120
Speaker 3: or a man of sure who doesn't have to do

973
00:42:12,160 --> 00:42:14,279
Speaker 3: nothing for work, doesn't have to work out, They just

974
00:42:14,360 --> 00:42:16,400
Speaker 3: you know, you have your salads and you have your luncheons,

975
00:42:16,400 --> 00:42:17,960
Speaker 3: and you come home and then you get your massage

976
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:18,680
Speaker 3: and go to bed.

977
00:42:18,800 --> 00:42:21,279
Speaker 1: Perfect and doesn't have to go through TSA, doesn't have

978
00:42:21,280 --> 00:42:24,439
Speaker 1: to fill me a PG exactly.

979
00:42:24,840 --> 00:42:27,880
Speaker 2: That's what it's. Yes, Okay, those people have no issues.

980
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:30,600
Speaker 1: Yeah with the bracelet. Yeah, but you know what, I'm

981
00:42:30,640 --> 00:42:32,200
Speaker 1: not seeing them as much as I did I did

982
00:42:32,200 --> 00:42:34,560
Speaker 1: not know they were going off at the Dagon airport.

983
00:42:34,640 --> 00:42:36,680
Speaker 1: That's crazy. And the fact that they're not building it

984
00:42:36,719 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 1: in a way where it doesn't go off at the airport.

985
00:42:39,080 --> 00:42:40,680
Speaker 2: Yeah, because she's a big chunk of men.

986
00:42:40,719 --> 00:42:45,200
Speaker 1: A big old chun. Yeah, you're like a beautiful gold

987
00:42:45,320 --> 00:42:48,760
Speaker 1: handcuff of gems. Okay, I respect that. Oh my goodness,

988
00:42:49,000 --> 00:42:49,719
Speaker 1: that was a waste.

989
00:42:49,520 --> 00:42:53,120
Speaker 2: Purchase my life. And I'm so thrilled and it sold.

990
00:42:53,120 --> 00:42:55,479
Speaker 2: I was like, oh my god, I.

991
00:42:55,480 --> 00:42:58,359
Speaker 1: Got rid of my old apartment that had roaches, and

992
00:42:58,400 --> 00:43:00,120
Speaker 1: I like, let someone take over my lease. But I

993
00:43:00,160 --> 00:43:01,960
Speaker 1: was so conflicted. I'm like, I have to tell the

994
00:43:01,960 --> 00:43:05,200
Speaker 1: person why I'm moving in the middle of my lease

995
00:43:05,239 --> 00:43:09,000
Speaker 1: is because this place has roaches. And the first people

996
00:43:09,040 --> 00:43:11,319
Speaker 1: that came to see the apartment where a girl and

997
00:43:11,320 --> 00:43:13,600
Speaker 1: her mother, and she she was from Brentwood and yeah,

998
00:43:13,600 --> 00:43:15,480
Speaker 1: and she was like, it's gonna be your first apartment.

999
00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:17,759
Speaker 1: And I was like, I don't want this place. You're like,

1000
00:43:17,800 --> 00:43:20,680
Speaker 1: oh no, I'm not selling you, no, no, no. And then

1001
00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:22,600
Speaker 1: the next guy who came was like, what's up with

1002
00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:24,320
Speaker 1: the place, And I go, I'm so glad you asked

1003
00:43:25,239 --> 00:43:27,040
Speaker 1: there's roaches. And he's like no problem.

1004
00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:28,120
Speaker 2: I love that.

1005
00:43:28,400 --> 00:43:29,720
Speaker 1: Yeah, it was nice to my country.

1006
00:43:30,000 --> 00:43:30,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, just kill him.

1007
00:43:31,239 --> 00:43:32,320
Speaker 1: Are you scared of roaches?

1008
00:43:33,120 --> 00:43:35,840
Speaker 2: I used to be. And then I studied entomology in college.

1009
00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:38,000
Speaker 1: Entomology, why not? Okay?

1010
00:43:38,080 --> 00:43:39,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was a bio major in college.

1011
00:43:39,560 --> 00:43:42,719
Speaker 1: I was too What but you said, you seem like

1012
00:43:42,760 --> 00:43:44,880
Speaker 1: you've retained something because I've retained nothing.

1013
00:43:44,960 --> 00:43:49,840
Speaker 3: Oh no, I do What is a paraplenata? Americana is

1014
00:43:49,880 --> 00:43:50,960
Speaker 3: the American College?

1015
00:43:51,120 --> 00:43:53,880
Speaker 1: Oh? I thought you said something in Latin.

1016
00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:56,720
Speaker 2: No, it's a genus and species of a cockroach.

1017
00:43:57,480 --> 00:44:00,640
Speaker 1: Imber Okay, Really, you got a biology degree and you

1018
00:44:00,719 --> 00:44:02,080
Speaker 1: made it worth something.

1019
00:44:02,840 --> 00:44:06,880
Speaker 3: I can talk about Papa Americana here not Americana.

1020
00:44:07,239 --> 00:44:08,240
Speaker 1: I thought it was a mall.

1021
00:44:08,480 --> 00:44:12,040
Speaker 3: I was like, she thought it was the electoral college.

1022
00:44:14,920 --> 00:44:20,560
Speaker 1: I'm dead. I'm dead Americana. I'm terrified of them. Yeah,

1023
00:44:20,640 --> 00:44:22,440
Speaker 1: you have to dissect one in high school.

1024
00:44:22,520 --> 00:44:24,840
Speaker 2: Yeah, so I took entomology. I captured one. I would.

1025
00:44:25,080 --> 00:44:27,000
Speaker 3: I had a whole conversation with it before I killed it.

1026
00:44:27,040 --> 00:44:28,440
Speaker 3: I was not having a good time. You have to

1027
00:44:28,440 --> 00:44:29,279
Speaker 3: put it in a kill jar.

1028
00:44:29,360 --> 00:44:31,400
Speaker 1: It was not What did you say?

1029
00:44:31,719 --> 00:44:33,000
Speaker 2: I was like, I was like, you can do this,

1030
00:44:33,040 --> 00:44:34,720
Speaker 2: you can do this. Like it's more to myself.

1031
00:44:34,920 --> 00:44:36,680
Speaker 3: I was like, I'm sorry, like thank you for your sacrifice,

1032
00:44:37,200 --> 00:44:39,279
Speaker 3: like you're going to go in my little kill kill

1033
00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:41,920
Speaker 3: box and I'm gonna get And they were very impressed because.

1034
00:44:41,719 --> 00:44:44,799
Speaker 2: She was like this. Oh it was like pinned on

1035
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:49,919
Speaker 2: them like such a yeah literally and it was like work.

1036
00:44:50,000 --> 00:44:51,200
Speaker 2: I was like, so I got an.

1037
00:44:51,360 --> 00:44:54,000
Speaker 1: Oh my god, Frankie little No. I feel like this

1038
00:44:54,040 --> 00:44:56,520
Speaker 1: is a little known fact biology major.

1039
00:44:56,440 --> 00:44:57,239
Speaker 2: And people don't know that.

1040
00:44:57,280 --> 00:44:59,879
Speaker 1: People need to know this, and I'm glad they're hearing

1041
00:44:59,880 --> 00:45:02,719
Speaker 1: it here. You made me look like a true dumbass

1042
00:45:04,000 --> 00:45:05,640
Speaker 1: podcast and you know.

1043
00:45:05,520 --> 00:45:07,920
Speaker 2: What, you very specific?

1044
00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:10,040
Speaker 1: But no, but like what else do you remember?

1045
00:45:10,360 --> 00:45:11,000
Speaker 2: Oh?

1046
00:45:11,040 --> 00:45:13,880
Speaker 3: I remember tons of things because I was bio like

1047
00:45:14,920 --> 00:45:16,759
Speaker 3: bio major, so I had to take like different things

1048
00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:18,279
Speaker 3: like I did neuroscience and I did.

1049
00:45:19,640 --> 00:45:21,200
Speaker 2: I really like cellular biology.

1050
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:24,720
Speaker 1: Oh my gosh, Frankie, I remember a lot. I'm shook

1051
00:45:24,840 --> 00:45:28,480
Speaker 1: because I have a degree and I do not remember anything.

1052
00:45:28,840 --> 00:45:31,440
Speaker 1: I know how to do a Punnett square kind of Okay.

1053
00:45:31,200 --> 00:45:31,759
Speaker 2: Well that's good.

1054
00:45:31,800 --> 00:45:32,040
Speaker 1: I don't.

1055
00:45:32,080 --> 00:45:34,360
Speaker 2: I don't even really remember that genetics.

1056
00:45:34,680 --> 00:45:44,200
Speaker 1: Gene and then maybe yeah, you understand I remember now alright,

1057
00:45:44,360 --> 00:45:45,200
Speaker 1: Redeemed myself.

1058
00:45:46,440 --> 00:45:47,920
Speaker 2: I don't remember punnet square, so that's.

1059
00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:51,960
Speaker 1: Okay, that's something, but that was really impressive. You're Latin though, Yeah,

1060
00:45:52,120 --> 00:46:01,200
Speaker 1: your Latin? What talking dirty to me? Colon Nesterra, Yeah.

1061
00:46:01,040 --> 00:46:04,480
Speaker 2: I don't, I don't what is that? I don't remember?

1062
00:46:04,520 --> 00:46:05,080
Speaker 2: But I remember that?

1063
00:46:06,480 --> 00:46:10,040
Speaker 3: Yeah? Yeah, Denizine triphosphate a t P. That's what gives

1064
00:46:10,040 --> 00:46:13,960
Speaker 3: you the energy in yourselves. A t P and the

1065
00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:15,439
Speaker 3: mino conjure. That's how you make energy.

1066
00:46:15,600 --> 00:46:20,560
Speaker 2: I remembering Central Division.

1067
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:24,440
Speaker 1: It's coming back to your your degree was worth coming back.

1068
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:26,759
Speaker 2: I'll come back to Frank.

1069
00:46:26,840 --> 00:46:30,440
Speaker 1: You please stop singing call back to big brother.

1070
00:46:30,960 --> 00:46:31,920
Speaker 2: I think you'll get away with that.

1071
00:46:32,040 --> 00:46:36,919
Speaker 1: No, no, no, Frank, please keep saying as being the big man,

1072
00:46:37,000 --> 00:46:37,560
Speaker 1: the voice.

1073
00:46:37,400 --> 00:46:40,040
Speaker 2: Of totally right. I'm always scared. I'm like, oh god,

1074
00:46:40,080 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 2: you have the right.

1075
00:46:41,640 --> 00:46:42,560
Speaker 1: You're allowed.

1076
00:46:44,040 --> 00:46:48,280
Speaker 3: Radioheart everything, have the rights.

1077
00:46:50,280 --> 00:46:53,520
Speaker 1: Wow. Oh my gonness, Franky, this was so fun. Thank

1078
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:56,080
Speaker 1: you for being here. Wait, gosh, I think do you

1079
00:46:56,160 --> 00:47:00,359
Speaker 1: have a question for you from a guest please? Oh

1080
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:03,160
Speaker 1: my gosh, no, I'm doing such a bad job with

1081
00:47:03,200 --> 00:47:06,080
Speaker 1: these segments. I need to ask you a question you

1082
00:47:06,120 --> 00:47:09,239
Speaker 1: want to ask your next guest? Oh yeah, my next

1083
00:47:09,239 --> 00:47:11,399
Speaker 1: guest a question you want to ask my next guest.

1084
00:47:11,440 --> 00:47:14,279
Speaker 2: Okay, what's your favorite Celindon song?

1085
00:47:14,719 --> 00:47:18,160
Speaker 1: What's your favorite Selene Dion song? Okay, our next guest

1086
00:47:18,200 --> 00:47:18,880
Speaker 1: is going to answer that.

1087
00:47:18,960 --> 00:47:20,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, what was the last guest did they answer? Did

1088
00:47:20,960 --> 00:47:23,200
Speaker 2: they have a question for me? You know that because

1089
00:47:23,239 --> 00:47:26,400
Speaker 2: we just started the first.

1090
00:47:25,880 --> 00:47:30,000
Speaker 1: These papers, because we just started this, we don't.

1091
00:47:30,239 --> 00:47:32,560
Speaker 2: Can I give a shout out to my dad? Oh

1092
00:47:32,600 --> 00:47:34,560
Speaker 2: my gosh, yes, because.

1093
00:47:36,040 --> 00:47:40,799
Speaker 1: We were supposed to cancel my podcast throw it in

1094
00:47:40,880 --> 00:47:45,000
Speaker 1: the trash and Ranky reminded me of segments. I was

1095
00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:49,879
Speaker 1: just so enthralled with youtastic. Oh my god, for your

1096
00:47:49,920 --> 00:47:51,480
Speaker 1: thank you much.

1097
00:47:52,160 --> 00:47:53,319
Speaker 2: I could do this for three more hours.

1098
00:47:53,360 --> 00:47:56,000
Speaker 1: Thank you, as could I. And that's just like Socio.

1099
00:47:56,000 --> 00:47:58,239
Speaker 1: Maybe I'll bring Chief, but Chief is very good boy,

1100
00:47:58,920 --> 00:48:02,080
Speaker 1: way too social. Was like, how old is Appa? You

1101
00:48:02,160 --> 00:48:04,799
Speaker 1: told me five and a half? Y's all he wants, sister,

1102
00:48:04,920 --> 00:48:07,640
Speaker 1: Just chill? What a sweet baby. Okay, here, we'll do

1103
00:48:07,719 --> 00:48:12,000
Speaker 1: this the right way. Frankie, who or what do you

1104
00:48:12,040 --> 00:48:13,120
Speaker 1: want to say thanks to?

1105
00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:15,160
Speaker 3: I want to say thank you to my dad, yes

1106
00:48:15,360 --> 00:48:20,520
Speaker 3: for this on this podcast, specifically because he's just such

1107
00:48:20,560 --> 00:48:22,919
Speaker 3: an amazing and generous person. And I think that our

1108
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:27,120
Speaker 3: our relationship has gone through so many different phases and

1109
00:48:27,160 --> 00:48:30,680
Speaker 3: we're in like the best one right now in this

1110
00:48:30,760 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 3: in this page of my life. And that's definitely explored

1111
00:48:33,239 --> 00:48:37,319
Speaker 3: in the book. But I always talk about my my

1112
00:48:37,440 --> 00:48:39,840
Speaker 3: mom and my Nona and my sister, the women in

1113
00:48:39,880 --> 00:48:42,239
Speaker 3: my life. And I don't often give my father the

1114
00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:46,279
Speaker 3: kudos that he deserves because I just I've always lived

1115
00:48:46,280 --> 00:48:46,799
Speaker 3: with my mom.

1116
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:48,640
Speaker 2: So just shout out to my dad.

1117
00:48:48,840 --> 00:48:51,160
Speaker 1: That is special, shout out to shout out.

1118
00:48:51,000 --> 00:48:56,200
Speaker 3: To Frankton Victor MARCIONI.

1119
00:48:58,160 --> 00:48:59,000
Speaker 1: Man, I love that.

1120
00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:01,839
Speaker 3: And the full journey is really painted in the books.

1121
00:49:02,120 --> 00:49:04,919
Speaker 3: Really excited about that and everybody to get a chance

1122
00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:06,840
Speaker 3: to get to know him and our story.

1123
00:49:07,040 --> 00:49:09,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, and I'm happy to hear that you guys are

1124
00:49:09,560 --> 00:49:12,640
Speaker 1: in a great place. That's very special. That's really special

1125
00:49:13,040 --> 00:49:15,839
Speaker 1: enough you were in such a great place, Frankie that

1126
00:49:15,920 --> 00:49:19,040
Speaker 1: you were like, bitch, I need to shut out my father.

1127
00:49:22,320 --> 00:49:26,600
Speaker 1: It's called daddy issues, Thanks Dad, It's called thanks Dad.

1128
00:49:26,800 --> 00:49:27,880
Speaker 2: So how about thanks Dad?

1129
00:49:27,960 --> 00:49:32,439
Speaker 1: Thanks literally, thanks Dad. And that's actually gonna go ahead

1130
00:49:32,480 --> 00:49:35,120
Speaker 1: and be a full circle. And we love you, Appa,

1131
00:49:35,280 --> 00:49:36,120
Speaker 1: We love you Frankie.

1132
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:37,360
Speaker 2: Can I plug my single?

1133
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:38,239
Speaker 1: Please plug the thing?

1134
00:49:38,480 --> 00:49:38,680
Speaker 2: Cool?

1135
00:49:38,719 --> 00:49:40,560
Speaker 3: So I just released I Drove all Night my cover

1136
00:49:40,680 --> 00:49:43,560
Speaker 3: because it's my song in the show. So it is,

1137
00:49:43,760 --> 00:49:46,239
Speaker 3: you know, a gay or faster, dancier version of my

1138
00:49:46,320 --> 00:49:47,359
Speaker 3: favorite Celendian song.

1139
00:49:47,719 --> 00:49:51,920
Speaker 2: So that now anywhere you stream your music, especially right

1140
00:49:51,960 --> 00:49:53,320
Speaker 2: here on art radio.

1141
00:49:53,920 --> 00:49:56,440
Speaker 1: So good, so good. Wait, Frankie, I'm gonna be selfish

1142
00:49:56,480 --> 00:50:00,359
Speaker 1: and ask, can you do Frankie? Well you give us

1143
00:50:00,360 --> 00:50:04,040
Speaker 1: like a tease to a bar of the song?

1144
00:50:04,280 --> 00:50:04,560
Speaker 2: Sure?

1145
00:50:05,120 --> 00:50:05,480
Speaker 1: Or two?

1146
00:50:05,880 --> 00:50:08,360
Speaker 3: God, it's it's early. I was actually my my release

1147
00:50:08,400 --> 00:50:09,080
Speaker 3: party was last night.

1148
00:50:09,080 --> 00:50:12,040
Speaker 2: It's really singing, Oh my god. Okay, I drove on

1149
00:50:12,360 --> 00:50:16,799
Speaker 2: night to get to you. He is it alright?

1150
00:50:18,480 --> 00:50:24,399
Speaker 3: I drove night, crept in you, wook you from your

1151
00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:27,080
Speaker 3: sleep to me, love to you?

1152
00:50:28,120 --> 00:50:29,040
Speaker 1: Is that all right?

1153
00:50:31,040 --> 00:50:35,200
Speaker 2: I drove a night, my god, A.

1154
00:50:35,280 --> 00:50:37,000
Speaker 1: Man drove somewhere from me.

1155
00:50:37,360 --> 00:50:40,560
Speaker 3: I use my very sexy rock sultry voice in this version.

1156
00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:42,440
Speaker 3: And it's really fun. Because I'm Broadway, I have to

1157
00:50:42,480 --> 00:50:44,440
Speaker 3: like belt it, so it's like fun to just be

1158
00:50:44,520 --> 00:50:47,200
Speaker 3: like thank you, afraid in a little you.

1159
00:50:47,160 --> 00:50:49,319
Speaker 2: Know, like rock. I love rock music too.

1160
00:50:49,320 --> 00:50:50,759
Speaker 1: I'm a big rock Stewart fan.

1161
00:50:50,920 --> 00:50:53,240
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, that's awesome. And I was in Rock of Ages.

1162
00:50:53,600 --> 00:50:54,680
Speaker 2: I just love rock.

1163
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:56,960
Speaker 3: Okay, so it's like this is my kind of like

1164
00:50:57,280 --> 00:50:59,360
Speaker 3: emerging pop and rock and theater.

1165
00:51:00,000 --> 00:51:03,719
Speaker 1: Absolutely body, I love, thank you. This was so fun.

1166
00:51:03,800 --> 00:51:06,480
Speaker 2: Thank you. You see the music video, it's very sexual.

1167
00:51:07,920 --> 00:51:10,560
Speaker 3: Maybe we can put a little clip on it, okay,

1168
00:51:10,640 --> 00:51:12,400
Speaker 3: because you got all these cameras so obviously they can

1169
00:51:12,440 --> 00:51:12,799
Speaker 3: see us.

1170
00:51:12,800 --> 00:51:16,240
Speaker 2: Come on, so yeah, you want to see the apps.

1171
00:51:16,520 --> 00:51:17,480
Speaker 2: I worked really hard.

1172
00:51:18,040 --> 00:51:19,200
Speaker 1: Abs are? How many do you have?

1173
00:51:19,960 --> 00:51:22,160
Speaker 2: Oh? God, like, I think I have five in this one.

1174
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 1: Only what happened to it? Should even number comes?

1175
00:51:25,239 --> 00:51:27,000
Speaker 2: That's the sixth one just never shows up.

1176
00:51:27,120 --> 00:51:29,040
Speaker 1: Okay, it's so weird. You have fun.

1177
00:51:29,120 --> 00:51:32,200
Speaker 2: I don't know I have five abs. It's so strange.

1178
00:51:32,600 --> 00:51:34,000
Speaker 2: Every once in a while and like a shot you

1179
00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:35,520
Speaker 2: can see all six, but like it's rare.

1180
00:51:35,760 --> 00:51:37,400
Speaker 1: Which one is the shy one that don't like to

1181
00:51:37,440 --> 00:51:37,799
Speaker 1: come out?

1182
00:51:38,160 --> 00:51:40,239
Speaker 2: I think bottom right, bottom right?

1183
00:51:40,239 --> 00:51:43,520
Speaker 3: Oh same for me though, it's I'm like and it's

1184
00:51:43,520 --> 00:51:44,399
Speaker 3: weird because it's like.

1185
00:51:45,480 --> 00:51:49,600
Speaker 1: And the bottom right is shy.

1186
00:51:51,000 --> 00:51:53,040
Speaker 3: But also like I have and I worked so hard,

1187
00:51:53,080 --> 00:51:55,200
Speaker 3: so I have no desire to find out what it's going.

1188
00:51:55,160 --> 00:51:58,920
Speaker 2: To take to have six, like, absolutely no desire.

1189
00:51:59,040 --> 00:52:01,600
Speaker 1: I like to say that abs are is short for

1190
00:52:01,880 --> 00:52:04,680
Speaker 1: absolutely miserable because you have to be in order to

1191
00:52:04,680 --> 00:52:05,000
Speaker 1: get all.

1192
00:52:05,080 --> 00:52:10,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, girl, I gave up sugar, drink of water. Yes,

1193
00:52:11,080 --> 00:52:14,480
Speaker 3: I did a water cut like water cut. Yeah, what

1194
00:52:14,520 --> 00:52:16,239
Speaker 3: am I doing wrong? Should I get in touch with Hail?

1195
00:52:17,160 --> 00:52:17,319
Speaker 1: Well?

1196
00:52:17,360 --> 00:52:20,160
Speaker 3: No, he doesn't approve of such things, but my trainer does,

1197
00:52:20,520 --> 00:52:22,600
Speaker 3: like because you know, he understands what it takes to

1198
00:52:22,640 --> 00:52:24,799
Speaker 3: be like a model or you know, this is what

1199
00:52:24,840 --> 00:52:27,880
Speaker 3: everyone does. Okay, like from Johnny Bailey to you know,

1200
00:52:27,920 --> 00:52:31,440
Speaker 3: like whatever the hot Mail model is today of whatever.

1201
00:52:31,520 --> 00:52:32,759
Speaker 2: Like if you're going to do a photo show, you

1202
00:52:32,760 --> 00:52:35,240
Speaker 2: do water cut. Oh my god, yeah it's a huge jackman,

1203
00:52:35,360 --> 00:52:37,520
Speaker 2: you know, like they do the water cut. If you

1204
00:52:37,560 --> 00:52:38,600
Speaker 2: can see all their.

1205
00:52:38,400 --> 00:52:40,319
Speaker 1: Abs, it's because they did a water because they did

1206
00:52:40,440 --> 00:52:42,440
Speaker 1: drink water for three days. And here I am bragging

1207
00:52:42,440 --> 00:52:43,520
Speaker 1: about how much water I drink.

1208
00:52:43,719 --> 00:52:45,600
Speaker 2: You're literally on set and you're like this.

1209
00:52:46,600 --> 00:52:54,839
Speaker 1: Just but did you see the astart popping out? Don't

1210
00:52:54,840 --> 00:53:03,040
Speaker 1: pay attention to this parch to human as you all. God,

1211
00:53:04,160 --> 00:53:07,560
Speaker 1: that's the snippet we wanted, Frankie. But the apps are good.

1212
00:53:07,800 --> 00:53:10,080
Speaker 1: Thank you so much for doing this, Thank you for

1213
00:53:10,120 --> 00:53:15,440
Speaker 1: being here. What a ball? Okay Alpa okay.

1214
00:53:15,520 --> 00:53:15,759
Speaker 3: Lo.

1215
00:53:21,680 --> 00:53:26,640
Speaker 1: Wow, that my friends. Was Frankie Grande? I mean, how

1216
00:53:26,680 --> 00:53:30,200
Speaker 1: perfect was that shot? That was such a fun episode

1217
00:53:30,239 --> 00:53:33,560
Speaker 1: and King did you see? Apa just sat there quietly.

1218
00:53:34,640 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 1: True father energy from APA and shout out to Frankie

1219
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:42,279
Speaker 1: for helping keep me on track with the segments of

1220
00:53:42,320 --> 00:53:44,960
Speaker 1: my podcast. We're sorting it out, guys, We're family here,

1221
00:53:45,000 --> 00:53:47,319
Speaker 1: We're figuring it out. I love you for listening. I

1222
00:53:47,360 --> 00:53:51,359
Speaker 1: love Frankie, I love Apa, I love life. Tune in

1223
00:53:51,640 --> 00:53:56,200
Speaker 1: next time. Bye, Thanks Dad. Is a production of Will

1224
00:53:56,239 --> 00:53:59,640
Speaker 1: Ferrell's Big Money Players and iHeart Podcasts. I'm your host,

1225
00:53:59,640 --> 00:54:03,520
Speaker 1: Ago Wide. Our producer is Kevin Bartelt, and our executive

1226
00:54:03,520 --> 00:54:04,920
Speaker 1: producer is Matt appadaka

1227
00:54:10,440 --> 00:54:10,759
Speaker 3: Mm HM.