1 00:00:01,920 --> 00:00:05,399 Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Kramer and I'm Heart Radio Podcast. 2 00:00:06,720 --> 00:00:12,400 Speaker 2: So today's episode, you guys, it's what's wrong my hair? 3 00:00:13,080 --> 00:00:16,920 Speaker 2: Can we talk about hair? I mean you, guys, I 4 00:00:17,000 --> 00:00:18,880 Speaker 2: try not to be vain. I'm just like, can a 5 00:00:18,920 --> 00:00:22,800 Speaker 2: girl like, can I just get hair for a second? 6 00:00:22,800 --> 00:00:26,840 Speaker 3: Can we talk about does anyone notice anything? Are your 7 00:00:26,840 --> 00:00:31,920 Speaker 3: extensions gone? I thought you didn't blow dry? I'm not sure. 8 00:00:32,240 --> 00:00:33,599 Speaker 3: Always do sound quite vain? Right now? 9 00:00:33,600 --> 00:00:40,360 Speaker 1: I like your butterflies all Diama, stay on topic. Butterflies, 10 00:00:40,360 --> 00:00:42,360 Speaker 1: that shiny squirrel? 11 00:00:43,320 --> 00:00:45,720 Speaker 3: Okay, did you cut it? 12 00:00:45,920 --> 00:00:47,839 Speaker 2: Well? This goes to the conversation that I had with 13 00:00:47,920 --> 00:00:51,120 Speaker 2: you earlier this morning about what I what I think 14 00:00:51,120 --> 00:00:53,040 Speaker 2: I have. 15 00:00:52,840 --> 00:00:56,360 Speaker 3: I have no idea, so I want to say so 16 00:00:56,440 --> 00:00:56,960 Speaker 3: much about that? 17 00:00:57,040 --> 00:00:57,400 Speaker 2: Can I? 18 00:00:57,840 --> 00:00:58,040 Speaker 3: Yeah? 19 00:00:58,080 --> 00:00:58,240 Speaker 2: And no? 20 00:00:58,360 --> 00:01:02,000 Speaker 3: Second, that's so clueless? What is happening? 21 00:01:02,480 --> 00:01:05,280 Speaker 2: So it kind of goes along with our topics of 22 00:01:05,360 --> 00:01:09,760 Speaker 2: like when people say, okay, you know, like I gotta hey, 23 00:01:09,800 --> 00:01:10,520 Speaker 2: can you call me? 24 00:01:10,560 --> 00:01:12,960 Speaker 3: And I was just like done, done, done, okay, go 25 00:01:13,520 --> 00:01:17,760 Speaker 3: ahead time now, So I'm not as conditioned. Do I 26 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:19,080 Speaker 3: tell my side of the story first or do you 27 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:21,720 Speaker 3: tell yours? I don't know they're funny either way. So 28 00:01:24,360 --> 00:01:25,240 Speaker 3: about let's. 29 00:01:25,040 --> 00:01:33,399 Speaker 2: See I'm about two nope, about five weeks postpartum, y'all. 30 00:01:33,480 --> 00:01:33,720 Speaker 3: I have. 31 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:39,199 Speaker 2: I have had the itchiest scalp. I mean, itching's so bad. 32 00:01:39,280 --> 00:01:41,200 Speaker 2: I'm like digging my nails into my head, like the 33 00:01:41,240 --> 00:01:44,640 Speaker 2: itchiest scalp. Right, And so I'm doctor Google, so I 34 00:01:44,680 --> 00:01:46,120 Speaker 2: go on and I'm just like googling. 35 00:01:46,760 --> 00:01:48,520 Speaker 3: So so I go. 36 00:01:48,520 --> 00:01:52,120 Speaker 2: On Google and they're like, oh, it's it's yeah, it's 37 00:01:52,120 --> 00:01:54,800 Speaker 2: like it could be your hormones or whatever. So I 38 00:01:54,800 --> 00:01:57,400 Speaker 2: don't think anything of it and it's probably gonna go away. 39 00:01:57,440 --> 00:01:58,040 Speaker 3: I read some. 40 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:02,440 Speaker 2: Article like whatever those forums are, and it's like, yeah, 41 00:02:02,520 --> 00:02:04,520 Speaker 2: I had it too. Oh my gosh, crazy itchy scalp. 42 00:02:04,680 --> 00:02:08,800 Speaker 2: So she's doing it as I'm itching. My scalp's amazing. 43 00:02:08,840 --> 00:02:12,000 Speaker 2: So cut to after Christmas and I'm still just like 44 00:02:12,080 --> 00:02:13,800 Speaker 2: itching everywhere, and then it's like in the back of 45 00:02:13,800 --> 00:02:15,320 Speaker 2: my neck, in my ear and I'm like do I 46 00:02:15,360 --> 00:02:17,520 Speaker 2: have lice? Like why am I itching? 47 00:02:17,760 --> 00:02:18,000 Speaker 3: Right? 48 00:02:18,600 --> 00:02:21,400 Speaker 2: So I contact my doctor and I'm like, hey, I'm 49 00:02:21,440 --> 00:02:24,920 Speaker 2: like having such bad itching. Like it's actually depressing me 50 00:02:25,240 --> 00:02:29,200 Speaker 2: because I'm like something's wrong again, like you know, the 51 00:02:29,240 --> 00:02:31,680 Speaker 2: postpartum everything. I'm just kind of like, can I just 52 00:02:32,240 --> 00:02:35,200 Speaker 2: not have something going wrong, like versus is the kidney 53 00:02:35,200 --> 00:02:35,640 Speaker 2: it exists? 54 00:02:35,760 --> 00:02:36,000 Speaker 3: Is that? 55 00:02:36,040 --> 00:02:37,320 Speaker 2: And then the baby? And then I came to that 56 00:02:37,400 --> 00:02:39,640 Speaker 2: and so I'm like I'm so I'm like, now I'm itching, 57 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:43,520 Speaker 2: like comfortable love, Yeah, it's just exists in your own 58 00:02:43,520 --> 00:02:45,639 Speaker 2: body for a second. Yeah, like I have to actively 59 00:02:45,760 --> 00:02:48,760 Speaker 2: choose not to scratch my head even though I feel 60 00:02:48,760 --> 00:02:50,799 Speaker 2: like I have to. So anyway, so I email the doctor. 61 00:02:50,840 --> 00:02:52,960 Speaker 2: I'm like, is this normal? She's like no, and I'm like, well, 62 00:02:54,720 --> 00:02:56,960 Speaker 2: you know what happens when someone tells me something is normal. 63 00:02:57,040 --> 00:02:59,679 Speaker 2: So now I'm yeah, may just problem like I have. 64 00:02:59,840 --> 00:03:00,480 Speaker 3: M Yes, I have. 65 00:03:00,520 --> 00:03:02,959 Speaker 2: Because it's like there's all the things of like what 66 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:05,560 Speaker 2: it like causes itching or whatever. So she's like, I 67 00:03:05,560 --> 00:03:08,720 Speaker 2: would recommend going to see a dermatologist. So I'm like, okay, 68 00:03:09,240 --> 00:03:11,160 Speaker 2: So I go see doctor Lee and she's amazing. She 69 00:03:11,160 --> 00:03:14,680 Speaker 2: does my botox like she's great. So she also like 70 00:03:14,720 --> 00:03:16,760 Speaker 2: her main things like she's a very like she's a 71 00:03:16,840 --> 00:03:18,640 Speaker 2: very good dermatologist. 72 00:03:19,240 --> 00:03:19,960 Speaker 3: And so she's. 73 00:03:19,800 --> 00:03:22,320 Speaker 2: Looking and she's like why don't She's like, you have 74 00:03:22,360 --> 00:03:26,919 Speaker 2: no dandriff. So it's not anything dry your your scalp. Look, 75 00:03:26,960 --> 00:03:30,000 Speaker 2: there's no nothing on your scalp. She's like, and then 76 00:03:30,040 --> 00:03:31,400 Speaker 2: you know, she's looking anywhere. I was like, well, this 77 00:03:31,440 --> 00:03:32,840 Speaker 2: itch is over here, and like this, I have a 78 00:03:32,919 --> 00:03:34,840 Speaker 2: random itch here and like this kind of itches. And 79 00:03:34,880 --> 00:03:37,160 Speaker 2: she's like, there's no bumps, there's no hot I'm like, then, 80 00:03:37,200 --> 00:03:37,880 Speaker 2: what is it? 81 00:03:38,080 --> 00:03:38,240 Speaker 4: Right? 82 00:03:38,280 --> 00:03:40,080 Speaker 2: And so then she draws an AX on my arm right, 83 00:03:40,080 --> 00:03:42,360 Speaker 2: so I'm gonna do it right here. So she draws 84 00:03:42,360 --> 00:03:44,000 Speaker 2: an AX on my arm and then she does an 85 00:03:44,200 --> 00:03:49,000 Speaker 2: X on the lady in the office. My skin makes 86 00:03:49,000 --> 00:03:50,320 Speaker 2: an AX. So if we were to do an AX 87 00:03:50,400 --> 00:03:53,080 Speaker 2: on yours like mine in about one minute will look 88 00:03:53,120 --> 00:03:55,000 Speaker 2: like a big red AX. So there's something in my 89 00:03:55,040 --> 00:03:59,360 Speaker 2: body that's like an autoimmune that's attacking. Something's attacking my 90 00:03:59,440 --> 00:04:03,080 Speaker 2: body and we don't know what it is. So because 91 00:04:03,120 --> 00:04:06,880 Speaker 2: like the other lady h hers didn't have an X, 92 00:04:06,920 --> 00:04:08,920 Speaker 2: and mine that gets a red X because it's my 93 00:04:08,960 --> 00:04:12,320 Speaker 2: skin reacting whatever. So she's like, I need to take 94 00:04:12,520 --> 00:04:16,200 Speaker 2: some blood work from you. And I'm like, doctor, not really, 95 00:04:16,640 --> 00:04:22,240 Speaker 2: like what do I have. She's like, no, right, I 96 00:04:22,279 --> 00:04:24,159 Speaker 2: was like, but what could it be? She's like, I 97 00:04:24,200 --> 00:04:25,840 Speaker 2: have some fear. So like I see it's turning to 98 00:04:25,880 --> 00:04:29,040 Speaker 2: be an X right there. It's like red red X. 99 00:04:29,160 --> 00:04:30,479 Speaker 2: You would not have that if I did that to you, 100 00:04:30,560 --> 00:04:31,159 Speaker 2: So listen to this. 101 00:04:31,279 --> 00:04:34,480 Speaker 3: So I kind of want to test, so I do that. 102 00:04:35,600 --> 00:04:37,960 Speaker 2: So she's like, well, it could be a couple of things, 103 00:04:37,960 --> 00:04:40,159 Speaker 2: and I'm like, break it down. What am I dying of? 104 00:04:40,279 --> 00:04:42,039 Speaker 2: You know, because I go straight to like I'm dying. 105 00:04:42,880 --> 00:04:46,239 Speaker 2: She's like, you could have lupus. You could have kidney failure, 106 00:04:46,440 --> 00:04:49,279 Speaker 2: kidney disease. And I'm like kidney. Oh my god. Oh 107 00:04:50,040 --> 00:04:53,159 Speaker 2: so I spoilal because I'm like all that kidney issue 108 00:04:53,160 --> 00:04:56,080 Speaker 2: I had. I go doctor Lee, I had like massive 109 00:04:56,120 --> 00:04:58,960 Speaker 2: kidney infections when I was pregnant. And she's like, it 110 00:04:59,000 --> 00:05:01,280 Speaker 2: could be the napps your kidney and so I'm gonna 111 00:05:01,320 --> 00:05:02,920 Speaker 2: need you to go, like right now, to go get 112 00:05:02,920 --> 00:05:04,280 Speaker 2: like some blood work, just like because it could be 113 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:05,640 Speaker 2: like you're saying that your kidneys are feeling So no, 114 00:05:05,640 --> 00:05:07,960 Speaker 2: look where I ride my AXSS not marim. 115 00:05:09,120 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 3: So I'm like, oh my god. So I'm like googling. 116 00:05:13,640 --> 00:05:15,960 Speaker 2: Kidney disease and I'm like I'm giving myself one week 117 00:05:16,040 --> 00:05:22,400 Speaker 2: to live. Like it's like okdating, Like it's bad. So 118 00:05:22,960 --> 00:05:24,920 Speaker 2: I go and you know, it could be a few 119 00:05:24,920 --> 00:05:26,880 Speaker 2: it could be my thyroid. A thyroid also causes itching 120 00:05:26,880 --> 00:05:31,680 Speaker 2: if it's like a high whatever. So you see how yeah, 121 00:05:31,720 --> 00:05:35,800 Speaker 2: so interesting? Uh huh. So I go, so my my 122 00:05:35,920 --> 00:05:38,200 Speaker 2: levels come back, She's like, you're a little low, and 123 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:40,320 Speaker 2: like a few of the things. She's like, but nothing 124 00:05:40,360 --> 00:05:43,440 Speaker 2: that causes kidney, nothing that causes thyroid, nothing that you 125 00:05:43,480 --> 00:05:45,480 Speaker 2: don't have lupus. And so I'm like, okay, then what 126 00:05:45,640 --> 00:05:48,159 Speaker 2: is it? Because I can not stop itching. So the 127 00:05:48,200 --> 00:05:50,120 Speaker 2: other night and again I don't know if this is 128 00:05:50,120 --> 00:05:51,520 Speaker 2: actually what it is, but now I'm going to go, 129 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:54,360 Speaker 2: like further look into this because I cannot figure it out. 130 00:05:54,360 --> 00:05:56,359 Speaker 2: And now I'm like a month and a half in 131 00:05:56,440 --> 00:05:59,920 Speaker 2: and I'm like driving myself nuts right with this itch 132 00:06:00,120 --> 00:06:01,800 Speaker 2: and the take took my extension out, like maybe it's 133 00:06:01,839 --> 00:06:04,159 Speaker 2: something with my extensions randomly like so I'm like I'm 134 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:08,000 Speaker 2: smart and eliminating everything. I took away every supplement, every 135 00:06:08,160 --> 00:06:12,119 Speaker 2: like everything, like nothing has changed in my diet, nothing, 136 00:06:12,240 --> 00:06:12,839 Speaker 2: nothing at all. 137 00:06:13,200 --> 00:06:18,680 Speaker 3: So sorry scratching a life pause for a head scratch. 138 00:06:18,760 --> 00:06:22,200 Speaker 2: So the other day I'm like, I see Jolie itching 139 00:06:22,240 --> 00:06:26,400 Speaker 2: your head and I'm like, give me your arm. So 140 00:06:26,400 --> 00:06:29,520 Speaker 2: I make an X on her arm and her arm 141 00:06:29,640 --> 00:06:31,440 Speaker 2: does look at you see this, it's still a red 142 00:06:31,680 --> 00:06:33,359 Speaker 2: in mine? But do you see I'm doing mine? You 143 00:06:33,400 --> 00:06:35,800 Speaker 2: see my red X? Right, Yeah, it's still red. So 144 00:06:35,839 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 2: he's been doing the same thing. So I'm very curious. 145 00:06:38,000 --> 00:06:41,640 Speaker 2: So I and I'm looking at her. I was like, holy, 146 00:06:42,520 --> 00:06:44,640 Speaker 2: she's got a red X. And so I text doctor 147 00:06:44,720 --> 00:06:46,520 Speaker 2: Lee and I was like, not sure if these two 148 00:06:46,520 --> 00:06:48,440 Speaker 2: are connected, but I'm trying to figure this out. Do 149 00:06:48,480 --> 00:06:50,160 Speaker 2: you see how like long mine's still staying there though 150 00:06:50,480 --> 00:06:53,000 Speaker 2: X you guys this this this episode would be called 151 00:06:53,120 --> 00:06:59,400 Speaker 2: X Marx the Spot, but yeah, so anyways, so I'm like, 152 00:07:00,200 --> 00:07:02,960 Speaker 2: give you it could be called if you're looking, Oh, 153 00:07:03,200 --> 00:07:03,840 Speaker 2: here's just going right? 154 00:07:04,000 --> 00:07:06,559 Speaker 3: I know, I'm quite can can you get too quickly? 155 00:07:11,160 --> 00:07:11,720 Speaker 3: So no? 156 00:07:11,840 --> 00:07:15,000 Speaker 2: So well, so what I texted Doctor Lee with and 157 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:17,240 Speaker 2: her I'm just going to tending to text it's really red? 158 00:07:17,960 --> 00:07:21,480 Speaker 3: What do we have? How hard did you scratch it? 159 00:07:21,600 --> 00:07:24,080 Speaker 3: I mean I did scratch it to like see you 160 00:07:24,080 --> 00:07:29,240 Speaker 3: gotta like yeah, so do that one. 161 00:07:29,280 --> 00:07:32,840 Speaker 2: So you keep that one? Okay, so quickly, what am 162 00:07:32,840 --> 00:07:33,480 Speaker 2: I diagnosedes? 163 00:07:34,480 --> 00:07:35,119 Speaker 3: What text? 164 00:07:35,440 --> 00:07:37,880 Speaker 2: So I text actually and I go, she goes, how 165 00:07:37,880 --> 00:07:40,280 Speaker 2: do you feeling? I go, still still itching? Scalp and 166 00:07:40,320 --> 00:07:43,520 Speaker 2: the exit on my arm. My daughter said, her head 167 00:07:43,560 --> 00:07:45,480 Speaker 2: scratches and her arm made an X. But maybe that's 168 00:07:45,520 --> 00:07:48,520 Speaker 2: just coincidence. She goes, Oh, and maybe you guys have scabies. 169 00:07:48,520 --> 00:07:50,320 Speaker 2: And I'm like, what the fuck is that? 170 00:07:50,720 --> 00:07:52,400 Speaker 3: Did I get on this couch? 171 00:07:52,840 --> 00:07:55,160 Speaker 1: I'm like, I can promise you right now you do 172 00:07:55,280 --> 00:07:57,400 Speaker 1: not remember I had it years ago. 173 00:07:57,440 --> 00:07:59,240 Speaker 3: It's scaby. It's the worst thing I've ever been through 174 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:04,160 Speaker 3: in my entire life. Okay, well under your skin. 175 00:08:04,280 --> 00:08:07,560 Speaker 1: I know you don't remember. I stayed home for like months. 176 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:10,320 Speaker 3: What is it? Because the name of it sounds. 177 00:08:09,960 --> 00:08:12,600 Speaker 1: It's terrible, And I can promise you you wouldn't be 178 00:08:12,680 --> 00:08:13,680 Speaker 1: able to sleep. 179 00:08:14,160 --> 00:08:16,480 Speaker 3: No, I can't. I have to take sleeping pills because 180 00:08:16,520 --> 00:08:19,400 Speaker 3: the itching. Do you would see marks? Though you would 181 00:08:19,400 --> 00:08:21,880 Speaker 3: have ration stuff? I do have that. Ex Do I 182 00:08:22,000 --> 00:08:22,440 Speaker 3: have this? 183 00:08:22,760 --> 00:08:25,400 Speaker 2: Or is this just a human response to scratching yourself? 184 00:08:25,720 --> 00:08:29,640 Speaker 2: Because I swear the well, then what is the itching? 185 00:08:29,800 --> 00:08:32,600 Speaker 1: I mean it was, and again we weren't one hundred 186 00:08:32,600 --> 00:08:34,480 Speaker 1: percent that that's what I had, but I mean it 187 00:08:34,600 --> 00:08:37,240 Speaker 1: was the most miserable I've ever been. And I mean, 188 00:08:37,240 --> 00:08:39,240 Speaker 1: you itch your entire but it's awful unless it's just 189 00:08:39,280 --> 00:08:39,720 Speaker 1: getting what. 190 00:08:40,000 --> 00:08:40,640 Speaker 3: You should. 191 00:08:42,640 --> 00:08:45,440 Speaker 1: Want to look up look it up and there's like 192 00:08:45,480 --> 00:08:48,559 Speaker 1: these lines that will show up on your skin. 193 00:08:49,360 --> 00:08:51,600 Speaker 3: Have you never admitted that? 194 00:08:51,640 --> 00:08:53,800 Speaker 2: But it was terrible, But like why would it randomly? 195 00:08:53,880 --> 00:08:55,600 Speaker 2: Thank you for sharing that with us and being so authentic. 196 00:08:55,880 --> 00:08:56,880 Speaker 3: Well, I mean I still don't know. 197 00:08:56,920 --> 00:08:59,280 Speaker 1: I mean I had traveled a lot, but like nice hotels, 198 00:08:59,320 --> 00:09:01,400 Speaker 1: like nothing grow not you know, whatever. 199 00:09:01,200 --> 00:09:03,360 Speaker 3: What do you get? Is it like a contact thing? 200 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:06,120 Speaker 1: It's like, yeah, yeah, it would have had to have 201 00:09:06,120 --> 00:09:08,880 Speaker 1: been from like infected like sheets somewhere or something. But 202 00:09:08,920 --> 00:09:10,680 Speaker 1: I mean I hadn't stayed anywhere or not grown you know, 203 00:09:10,720 --> 00:09:13,760 Speaker 1: I hadn't who knows how, But it's it's like the 204 00:09:13,800 --> 00:09:16,160 Speaker 1: most embarrassing. I was in the middle of summer. I'd 205 00:09:16,240 --> 00:09:19,880 Speaker 1: go to soft baseball games and I'd wear full long sleeves. 206 00:09:20,480 --> 00:09:24,120 Speaker 2: Last it was months for me. Is it perpetuated by 207 00:09:24,160 --> 00:09:25,960 Speaker 2: something like? That's why I was like, have you eaten gluten? 208 00:09:26,000 --> 00:09:27,840 Speaker 2: Maybe it's your body's reaction to gluten. 209 00:09:28,400 --> 00:09:30,440 Speaker 3: It just wouldn't randomly happen, I feel like. 210 00:09:31,720 --> 00:09:34,640 Speaker 1: But also side note to this, I'm literally dealing with 211 00:09:34,679 --> 00:09:37,160 Speaker 1: the same thing with immy. This is so interesting chicking 212 00:09:37,160 --> 00:09:40,240 Speaker 1: at her head seeing if there's there's no dandriff, there's 213 00:09:40,280 --> 00:09:42,920 Speaker 1: no like she can't stop. 214 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:48,040 Speaker 3: Oh my god, I've got lasting I've been using. 215 00:09:48,080 --> 00:09:51,760 Speaker 1: Like she'll be out there at tumbling and she can't stop. 216 00:09:52,040 --> 00:09:54,120 Speaker 1: I'm like, you look like a dog, like sketching yourself. 217 00:09:54,240 --> 00:09:54,600 Speaker 3: We looked. 218 00:09:54,640 --> 00:09:56,480 Speaker 1: I looked for lice, like I literally she was like, 219 00:09:56,520 --> 00:09:57,840 Speaker 1: will you just take me to a lice place and 220 00:09:57,880 --> 00:10:00,240 Speaker 1: make sure, Like that's how much she's it. 221 00:10:00,360 --> 00:10:03,000 Speaker 3: We have to figure this out on her. 222 00:10:03,080 --> 00:10:07,160 Speaker 1: But I told her whatever shampoo she's been using, to 223 00:10:07,280 --> 00:10:09,440 Speaker 1: just eliminate it, Like we're just gonna eliminate things. 224 00:10:09,480 --> 00:10:12,960 Speaker 2: So I want saying, but like not working, like literally not. 225 00:10:13,160 --> 00:10:14,719 Speaker 2: I'm like I don't so like if you figured it out, 226 00:10:14,760 --> 00:10:15,080 Speaker 2: let me know. 227 00:10:15,160 --> 00:10:16,080 Speaker 3: I mean, that's crazy. 228 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:19,040 Speaker 2: I get very doctor house about stuff like that. Still 229 00:10:19,040 --> 00:10:21,640 Speaker 2: doesn't help. Like so it's like it's something in mine 230 00:10:21,679 --> 00:10:22,600 Speaker 2: still there is you're still. 231 00:10:22,679 --> 00:10:25,120 Speaker 3: And it's dry weather, So what does that mean? 232 00:10:25,520 --> 00:10:27,760 Speaker 2: I have something that my body is fighting that's causing 233 00:10:27,760 --> 00:10:30,040 Speaker 2: the reaction. So something is in. 234 00:10:30,000 --> 00:10:32,720 Speaker 1: Having a reaction to stuff is like that's what alopecia is. 235 00:10:32,840 --> 00:10:35,679 Speaker 1: It's like you're it attacks the hair follicles in your 236 00:10:35,679 --> 00:10:37,360 Speaker 1: you know, your hair falls out or whatever and that's 237 00:10:37,400 --> 00:10:40,640 Speaker 1: an autoimmune so it's all very similar, but we're. 238 00:10:40,520 --> 00:10:44,240 Speaker 2: Both post part does that matter yours isn't really like 239 00:10:45,240 --> 00:10:50,040 Speaker 2: m I'd like to do it, okay, but I just 240 00:10:50,080 --> 00:10:52,080 Speaker 2: wonder if it's something to do with like our bodies 241 00:10:52,120 --> 00:10:53,160 Speaker 2: getting back in balance. 242 00:10:53,520 --> 00:10:55,520 Speaker 3: I don't know, but why that because my head. 243 00:10:56,000 --> 00:10:58,280 Speaker 1: I know that's if we could all if someone could 244 00:10:59,280 --> 00:11:00,120 Speaker 1: let us know who I. 245 00:11:00,640 --> 00:11:04,320 Speaker 2: Yeah, because it's driving me mad and I'm like, I 246 00:11:04,400 --> 00:11:06,520 Speaker 2: just I can't do it. But the funny thing was, 247 00:11:06,559 --> 00:11:10,520 Speaker 2: is I just, you know, just dealing with some things. 248 00:11:10,520 --> 00:11:15,120 Speaker 2: And so I haven't called back Kristen. And then I said, hey, 249 00:11:15,160 --> 00:11:17,720 Speaker 2: can you can you call? Can you call me? Call 250 00:11:17,760 --> 00:11:20,280 Speaker 2: me back? And you run the phone right. So Monday 251 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:23,280 Speaker 2: I text her. I get nothing back. Fine, totally fine, 252 00:11:23,320 --> 00:11:25,480 Speaker 2: she's in postpartum. I give grace on grace and grace right. 253 00:11:25,480 --> 00:11:28,000 Speaker 2: I'm not that girl. Yesterday a facetimer because I'm like, 254 00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:30,120 Speaker 2: I just want to see you, like a little visual 255 00:11:30,240 --> 00:11:31,880 Speaker 2: check in. I like to get like a temperature read 256 00:11:31,920 --> 00:11:35,400 Speaker 2: you know, no answer, huh. So then I send her 257 00:11:35,440 --> 00:11:38,280 Speaker 2: the song I just called to say I love you, 258 00:11:39,520 --> 00:11:42,240 Speaker 2: because I thought maybe she just needs to know that 259 00:11:42,240 --> 00:11:42,720 Speaker 2: that's okay. 260 00:11:42,760 --> 00:11:45,160 Speaker 3: Wherever she is no answer nothing. 261 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:47,680 Speaker 2: And then today quick call thought it was a butt 262 00:11:47,720 --> 00:11:49,520 Speaker 2: dial though, like I missed it, but that was weird. 263 00:11:49,520 --> 00:11:51,719 Speaker 2: I was working by my phone. Then I get a hey, 264 00:11:51,760 --> 00:11:54,720 Speaker 2: can you call me? I call her, go straight to voicemail. 265 00:11:54,760 --> 00:11:59,640 Speaker 2: I'm like, okay, alrighty, what are we dealing with? And 266 00:11:59,720 --> 00:12:02,400 Speaker 2: then and then I said to sweet Christine, who's at 267 00:12:02,400 --> 00:12:05,520 Speaker 2: my house, I said it's weird, and she goes, well, 268 00:12:05,520 --> 00:12:07,240 Speaker 2: are you worried? And I said no, not really, because 269 00:12:07,240 --> 00:12:08,760 Speaker 2: the thing with Jana is it could be, hey, can 270 00:12:08,800 --> 00:12:10,200 Speaker 2: you call me? I have a scab on my toe, 271 00:12:10,360 --> 00:12:12,840 Speaker 2: or you're fired from mind down, like it could be 272 00:12:12,920 --> 00:12:14,520 Speaker 2: any of the things. And I just think there's not 273 00:12:14,559 --> 00:12:15,520 Speaker 2: anything we can't handle. 274 00:12:15,559 --> 00:12:16,880 Speaker 3: So that I call her. She's if you could. 275 00:12:16,920 --> 00:12:17,960 Speaker 2: I was like, I was like, yeah, I got talk 276 00:12:18,000 --> 00:12:19,920 Speaker 2: to something, but I might also have scabies, and she's like, 277 00:12:19,920 --> 00:12:20,920 Speaker 2: oh my god, this is home. 278 00:12:21,000 --> 00:12:23,000 Speaker 3: I was like, right on this, right on target. 279 00:12:23,160 --> 00:12:26,839 Speaker 2: Yeah. Anyways, okay, we've we've kept it very light. Our 280 00:12:26,880 --> 00:12:29,960 Speaker 2: next guest is in the waiting room, and in this one, 281 00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:32,360 Speaker 2: it's so hard because I don't know what to say. 282 00:12:32,440 --> 00:12:37,319 Speaker 2: She obviously lost her husband twitch to suicide over a 283 00:12:37,400 --> 00:12:40,160 Speaker 2: year ago, and I knew her from It's Alison Holker 284 00:12:40,200 --> 00:12:42,840 Speaker 2: Boss from Dancing with the Stars, and I knew knew 285 00:12:43,360 --> 00:12:44,920 Speaker 2: I was on her season when she was on there, 286 00:12:44,920 --> 00:12:46,679 Speaker 2: and it's just like, what do you even say? 287 00:12:47,080 --> 00:12:49,160 Speaker 3: And so I had to be. 288 00:12:49,200 --> 00:12:52,000 Speaker 2: Really like, I'll be honest, probably will cry during this episode. 289 00:12:52,000 --> 00:12:55,240 Speaker 2: But I had to be like really prayerful yeah about 290 00:12:55,280 --> 00:12:58,360 Speaker 2: all of this, because I, you know, like I've shared 291 00:12:58,360 --> 00:13:01,000 Speaker 2: with you, had a really similar ark times in life 292 00:13:02,040 --> 00:13:04,360 Speaker 2: where like that was an option in my brain. Sure, 293 00:13:04,960 --> 00:13:09,360 Speaker 2: so I think that is what is It's just I 294 00:13:09,360 --> 00:13:10,680 Speaker 2: don't know. I'm just I had to be like I 295 00:13:10,720 --> 00:13:13,760 Speaker 2: was like, I don't know, I just was really prayerful. Well, 296 00:13:13,800 --> 00:13:15,320 Speaker 2: let's take a break get around. But first I have 297 00:13:15,360 --> 00:13:17,840 Speaker 2: to ask Hannah Jackie Easton, did you guys do the 298 00:13:18,000 --> 00:13:20,280 Speaker 2: X and do you have an X on your arm? 299 00:13:20,679 --> 00:13:23,280 Speaker 4: I did? I knew you guys. I knew you guys 300 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:23,800 Speaker 4: are doing it. 301 00:13:23,840 --> 00:13:27,520 Speaker 3: Like I'm like, there's no screens off vaccine? Do you guys? 302 00:13:27,600 --> 00:13:27,800 Speaker 2: Does it? 303 00:13:28,080 --> 00:13:31,160 Speaker 3: Is it still there? No mind thought the one you 304 00:13:31,200 --> 00:13:34,880 Speaker 3: did isn't really super there. Yeah, You're just the whole. 305 00:13:34,640 --> 00:13:36,040 Speaker 1: Time though you guys are talking about it. 306 00:13:36,000 --> 00:13:37,120 Speaker 3: I was crashing my head. 307 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:39,480 Speaker 2: Well, I know now I feel like I have an 308 00:13:39,520 --> 00:13:41,080 Speaker 2: itchy sculptor from association. 309 00:13:41,720 --> 00:13:43,720 Speaker 3: All right, anyways, let's take a break and they'll get 310 00:13:43,760 --> 00:13:44,120 Speaker 3: alicon on. 311 00:13:57,040 --> 00:13:58,199 Speaker 4: I love how are you? 312 00:13:59,480 --> 00:13:59,920 Speaker 3: I love you? 313 00:14:00,120 --> 00:14:02,199 Speaker 2: I love your energy always, and I just remember when 314 00:14:02,240 --> 00:14:05,080 Speaker 2: I did Dance with the Stars and you were obviously 315 00:14:05,120 --> 00:14:11,040 Speaker 2: the pro that season with babyface, right, yes, And I 316 00:14:11,080 --> 00:14:13,360 Speaker 2: just remember like you were just so like your energy 317 00:14:13,440 --> 00:14:15,920 Speaker 2: was amazing. You were so sweet, so welcoming, and like 318 00:14:15,960 --> 00:14:18,800 Speaker 2: I just really I've always like appreciated that and like 319 00:14:18,840 --> 00:14:21,920 Speaker 2: you're just a beautiful soul. So thank you for always 320 00:14:22,520 --> 00:14:27,080 Speaker 2: being that and sharing that with other people too. 321 00:14:28,040 --> 00:14:30,520 Speaker 4: Thank you. I appreciate that you're so kind. I remember 322 00:14:30,720 --> 00:14:33,920 Speaker 4: we had so much fun that season. It was really wonderful. 323 00:14:34,040 --> 00:14:36,560 Speaker 4: Everyone was great. It felt like a little family was awesome. 324 00:14:36,680 --> 00:14:37,760 Speaker 4: So I'm happy to be here. 325 00:14:38,440 --> 00:14:40,360 Speaker 3: Yeah, you're sweet. Do I start? 326 00:14:41,680 --> 00:14:41,880 Speaker 4: Well? 327 00:14:41,920 --> 00:14:42,440 Speaker 3: I love you. 328 00:14:42,840 --> 00:14:45,200 Speaker 2: It's just aggressive to say, how loud. But it's funny 329 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:47,560 Speaker 2: because I don't scroll anymore on Instagram. I kind of 330 00:14:47,560 --> 00:14:49,800 Speaker 2: made a promise to myself, but if I ever see you, 331 00:14:50,560 --> 00:14:54,640 Speaker 2: I always click because you're fun, your outfits are fun 332 00:14:54,720 --> 00:14:58,160 Speaker 2: and you're always moving. So I'm not a dancer, but 333 00:14:58,200 --> 00:15:01,880 Speaker 2: I married a dancer. Ish Pasa is not a dancer, 334 00:15:02,160 --> 00:15:04,240 Speaker 2: he used. I don't know how much he would want 335 00:15:04,280 --> 00:15:06,680 Speaker 2: me to share publicly. He's not like a dancer, like 336 00:15:06,800 --> 00:15:10,360 Speaker 2: cool like choreographers. Wait you know, but again he's are 337 00:15:10,400 --> 00:15:13,520 Speaker 2: you serious? Yeah, he's getting a text later. It's like 338 00:15:13,680 --> 00:15:16,000 Speaker 2: backstreet boys, like he will pull out some moves, so 339 00:15:16,040 --> 00:15:19,280 Speaker 2: we will always We always have watched you and your 340 00:15:19,320 --> 00:15:21,480 Speaker 2: late husband because he was like, look at these two together, 341 00:15:21,720 --> 00:15:22,680 Speaker 2: something I could never do. 342 00:15:22,720 --> 00:15:24,680 Speaker 3: I can't five six seven eight to save my life. 343 00:15:24,720 --> 00:15:26,360 Speaker 2: So I would always be like, well, then we can 344 00:15:26,440 --> 00:15:28,640 Speaker 2: just watch them because they're amazing and beautiful. 345 00:15:28,640 --> 00:15:32,120 Speaker 3: But I've always enjoyed thoroughly. 346 00:15:32,000 --> 00:15:35,400 Speaker 2: Just your presence, like how much fun, how much life 347 00:15:35,560 --> 00:15:38,600 Speaker 2: and light you guys have shared with your world. And 348 00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:41,800 Speaker 2: we dance party at our house to mostly to shake 349 00:15:41,880 --> 00:15:44,280 Speaker 2: up my own sads. I've struggled with bouts of depression 350 00:15:44,440 --> 00:15:48,280 Speaker 2: a lot, actually, but we dance to get that out. 351 00:15:48,280 --> 00:15:50,560 Speaker 2: But it's not nearly as choreographed and cute as you. 352 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:52,960 Speaker 2: But we do dance in our kitchen. It's a little 353 00:15:53,920 --> 00:15:59,560 Speaker 2: less hot. But I've just always really appreciated your presence. 354 00:15:59,600 --> 00:16:01,760 Speaker 2: And I will say this and we don't have to 355 00:16:01,760 --> 00:16:03,560 Speaker 2: stay here. But I just want you to know that, 356 00:16:03,720 --> 00:16:07,080 Speaker 2: like the moment I found out about the passing of 357 00:16:07,120 --> 00:16:11,800 Speaker 2: your husband, it was an absolute gut punch, as I 358 00:16:11,840 --> 00:16:14,720 Speaker 2: know I can't even imagine obviously, but for the rest 359 00:16:14,720 --> 00:16:18,320 Speaker 2: of the world being on our side of things, it 360 00:16:18,400 --> 00:16:21,600 Speaker 2: was so unexpected feeling because he is such a light. 361 00:16:21,680 --> 00:16:23,480 Speaker 2: And I think that is the one thing that I 362 00:16:23,480 --> 00:16:28,360 Speaker 2: wish people knew more about, was that that is always 363 00:16:28,440 --> 00:16:31,680 Speaker 2: there too for people that struggle with anything that is dark, 364 00:16:32,680 --> 00:16:35,200 Speaker 2: that we can dance it out and we can move 365 00:16:35,320 --> 00:16:38,280 Speaker 2: and through those things. But like you, guys are so 366 00:16:38,480 --> 00:16:40,600 Speaker 2: loved and you will stay so loved, And I'm just 367 00:16:40,640 --> 00:16:43,400 Speaker 2: so thankful that you got to share your world with us. 368 00:16:43,640 --> 00:16:45,240 Speaker 2: From my seat in the world. 369 00:16:46,160 --> 00:16:49,840 Speaker 4: Thank you. That's really sweet. I appreciate everything you just said, 370 00:16:49,960 --> 00:16:55,360 Speaker 4: and you know it's I wish and I hope that 371 00:16:55,440 --> 00:16:59,280 Speaker 4: we can bring more awareness to mental health and make 372 00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:02,680 Speaker 4: people feel more comfortable when they need to ask for 373 00:17:02,760 --> 00:17:05,320 Speaker 4: help and when they need to talk something out, and 374 00:17:05,880 --> 00:17:10,159 Speaker 4: making them feel seen and heard, where you're not going 375 00:17:10,240 --> 00:17:12,480 Speaker 4: to be looked at different if you ask for help, 376 00:17:12,640 --> 00:17:14,880 Speaker 4: and I think that's a big thing and a big stigma, 377 00:17:14,920 --> 00:17:19,480 Speaker 4: specifically for men. Really that no one's going to look 378 00:17:19,520 --> 00:17:21,520 Speaker 4: down on you just because you might need a little 379 00:17:21,520 --> 00:17:24,040 Speaker 4: bit of an extra hug or a talk, or need 380 00:17:24,080 --> 00:17:27,320 Speaker 4: to go somewhere, need to find somewhere, whatever it is 381 00:17:27,359 --> 00:17:29,000 Speaker 4: that you're struggling with. I just hope that we can 382 00:17:29,080 --> 00:17:32,639 Speaker 4: change that stigma and really bring awareness that having a 383 00:17:32,720 --> 00:17:35,639 Speaker 4: talk with someone does not make you and make you 384 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:38,359 Speaker 4: look small or feel small to someone else. 385 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:40,680 Speaker 2: I think we as a society need to be more 386 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:44,520 Speaker 2: mindful the way we parent boys in general, just because 387 00:17:44,560 --> 00:17:48,159 Speaker 2: I you know, like I don't know and parenting just 388 00:17:48,320 --> 00:17:50,800 Speaker 2: the intention with parenting period. But I do agree with 389 00:17:50,840 --> 00:17:53,440 Speaker 2: everything you're saying. There's a certain pressure or stigma put 390 00:17:53,480 --> 00:17:56,640 Speaker 2: on them as a gender that doesn't feel fair too, 391 00:17:57,040 --> 00:17:58,679 Speaker 2: and like you have to be big and brave in 392 00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:00,840 Speaker 2: all the things. In reality, you're still just the person 393 00:18:00,880 --> 00:18:02,399 Speaker 2: and God made you and loves you well. And I'll 394 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:04,560 Speaker 2: say too, Allison again, we're gonna we're going to go 395 00:18:04,640 --> 00:18:08,960 Speaker 2: to the other side of this. But you know, I 396 00:18:09,000 --> 00:18:12,160 Speaker 2: think one of the things that made me like, I 397 00:18:12,160 --> 00:18:14,879 Speaker 2: like started crying the first time, like I saw you 398 00:18:15,000 --> 00:18:17,639 Speaker 2: dance again and I was like, wow, like what a 399 00:18:17,680 --> 00:18:22,440 Speaker 2: beautiful like she's she's she's dancing and she's moving through 400 00:18:22,480 --> 00:18:25,119 Speaker 2: grief like that, and I think that gives so much 401 00:18:28,040 --> 00:18:29,920 Speaker 2: to other people that are going through the same thing. 402 00:18:29,920 --> 00:18:32,280 Speaker 2: And you're helping more people than you know. And and 403 00:18:32,359 --> 00:18:34,600 Speaker 2: with this book you have coming out keep dancing through 404 00:18:34,640 --> 00:18:37,600 Speaker 2: a boss family groove like you know, it's it's out now, 405 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:41,520 Speaker 2: people can get it. It's by you and and twitch, 406 00:18:42,440 --> 00:18:45,240 Speaker 2: So when did you guys write it? What's the message 407 00:18:45,280 --> 00:18:48,840 Speaker 2: through it? Because I just love all our listeners to 408 00:18:49,119 --> 00:18:52,280 Speaker 2: know about it, to get the words spread it and 409 00:18:52,280 --> 00:18:54,440 Speaker 2: and yeah, like when did you guys write it? And 410 00:18:54,640 --> 00:18:56,560 Speaker 2: when you know? Is this when it was supposed to 411 00:18:56,600 --> 00:18:58,200 Speaker 2: be released or did you hold it? Like what was 412 00:18:58,280 --> 00:18:59,440 Speaker 2: kind of the whole thing? 413 00:19:00,640 --> 00:19:03,480 Speaker 4: Okay, So we wrote this book back in twenty twenty one, 414 00:19:05,240 --> 00:19:09,840 Speaker 4: and we wrote it because I've always had a dream 415 00:19:09,880 --> 00:19:11,680 Speaker 4: of writing a children's book ever since I had my 416 00:19:12,160 --> 00:19:14,440 Speaker 4: first daughter, Wesley, who's now fifteen. So this has been 417 00:19:14,480 --> 00:19:17,119 Speaker 4: something I've been putting into the ecosystem and manifesting for 418 00:19:17,160 --> 00:19:20,359 Speaker 4: fifteen years. And you know, work gets away from you, 419 00:19:20,440 --> 00:19:25,320 Speaker 4: life gets away from you. And when we had Zia, 420 00:19:25,880 --> 00:19:29,639 Speaker 4: my youngest daughter, who's now four, when we had her, 421 00:19:30,320 --> 00:19:34,640 Speaker 4: I was what a brilliant time to not just you know, 422 00:19:34,760 --> 00:19:37,600 Speaker 4: share our family on social media and continue to these 423 00:19:37,600 --> 00:19:41,840 Speaker 4: TV shows, but really share our family's story and paper, 424 00:19:42,600 --> 00:19:46,280 Speaker 4: you know, in book form, and we wanted to share 425 00:19:46,359 --> 00:19:49,640 Speaker 4: a day in the life of our family. And I 426 00:19:49,680 --> 00:19:52,879 Speaker 4: think it's something that's really special that the God and 427 00:19:53,160 --> 00:19:57,480 Speaker 4: universe really worked with us in our favor, because it's 428 00:19:57,480 --> 00:20:00,480 Speaker 4: a testament to who we were and who we will 429 00:20:00,520 --> 00:20:03,879 Speaker 4: still be as a family. Because truly, honestly, this book, 430 00:20:03,920 --> 00:20:05,960 Speaker 4: it just takes you through a day of our lives. 431 00:20:07,119 --> 00:20:09,719 Speaker 4: And I've always been a really big manifestor I believe 432 00:20:09,760 --> 00:20:12,800 Speaker 4: in affirmations, and I do all these things every single morning. 433 00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:16,120 Speaker 4: And I've been teaching my children this for years. And 434 00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:18,360 Speaker 4: so what the book is is the following the day 435 00:20:18,359 --> 00:20:20,160 Speaker 4: in the life of each of my kids going through 436 00:20:20,200 --> 00:20:24,080 Speaker 4: a struggle, and the words that we use to get 437 00:20:24,080 --> 00:20:25,719 Speaker 4: them out of those struggles, and the things we've been 438 00:20:25,760 --> 00:20:27,600 Speaker 4: teaching them for them to be able to lean on 439 00:20:27,680 --> 00:20:31,160 Speaker 4: each other. And why I tell you all those things 440 00:20:31,240 --> 00:20:36,360 Speaker 4: is because after everything happened to me a year ago, 441 00:20:37,040 --> 00:20:38,880 Speaker 4: there was a lot of discussions if we even wanted 442 00:20:38,920 --> 00:20:42,439 Speaker 4: to launch the book. You know, for me, there was 443 00:20:42,480 --> 00:20:46,600 Speaker 4: moments of maybe I want to hold this book selfishly, 444 00:20:46,800 --> 00:20:48,960 Speaker 4: just for me and the kids, and not let anyone 445 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:50,800 Speaker 4: else have it, and let it be a book that 446 00:20:50,840 --> 00:20:53,720 Speaker 4: my kids can read and look back on these beautiful 447 00:20:53,800 --> 00:20:56,560 Speaker 4: times and this beautiful memory that we share. Anyways, I 448 00:20:56,560 --> 00:20:58,199 Speaker 4: didn't know if I wanted to hold onto it to 449 00:20:58,400 --> 00:21:03,560 Speaker 4: just be something for us. And then I read the 450 00:21:03,560 --> 00:21:09,879 Speaker 4: book again, and I looked at the messaging and I 451 00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:12,280 Speaker 4: reread the title. All of these things were done. The 452 00:21:12,359 --> 00:21:15,960 Speaker 4: book was written, the illustrations were done, the title was done. 453 00:21:16,320 --> 00:21:19,680 Speaker 4: And I told Disney, I was like, this is all 454 00:21:19,720 --> 00:21:22,159 Speaker 4: I can do is keep dancing through. And this is 455 00:21:22,160 --> 00:21:24,240 Speaker 4: what I'm going to tell my children, and this is 456 00:21:24,240 --> 00:21:26,320 Speaker 4: what Steven would want me to do, and this is 457 00:21:26,359 --> 00:21:28,320 Speaker 4: what I need to do. And if I'm going to 458 00:21:28,400 --> 00:21:32,280 Speaker 4: say anything to anybody that's been following my family's journey 459 00:21:32,280 --> 00:21:35,320 Speaker 4: and supporting my family, and you know, people have been 460 00:21:35,359 --> 00:21:37,320 Speaker 4: following my journey since I was eighteen, of following his 461 00:21:37,400 --> 00:21:39,720 Speaker 4: journey since he was like you know, however, you know 462 00:21:39,760 --> 00:21:43,080 Speaker 4: twenty twenty two when he first doing his shows, and 463 00:21:43,119 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 4: they've watched us grow, and they've watched us become a family, 464 00:21:46,040 --> 00:21:48,640 Speaker 4: and they've supported us and they loved us. And if 465 00:21:48,680 --> 00:21:50,240 Speaker 4: I was going to say anything to anyone, I would 466 00:21:50,240 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 4: tell them to keep dancing through. And so the reason 467 00:21:53,800 --> 00:21:57,040 Speaker 4: I carried forward to bring this book and actually put 468 00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:59,119 Speaker 4: it back out there in the world for one else 469 00:21:59,119 --> 00:22:01,240 Speaker 4: to be able to share is because I wanted to 470 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:04,720 Speaker 4: give back and share that we can keep dancing through. 471 00:22:04,760 --> 00:22:06,679 Speaker 4: And that's what I would want, and that's what I 472 00:22:06,680 --> 00:22:08,399 Speaker 4: want to I'm going to do, is what I'm going 473 00:22:08,480 --> 00:22:10,399 Speaker 4: to teach my children to do, and I hope to 474 00:22:11,560 --> 00:22:14,440 Speaker 4: let other people know that it's okay to keep dancing through. 475 00:22:15,000 --> 00:22:18,840 Speaker 4: So it's something that's really really special to my kids 476 00:22:18,840 --> 00:22:22,280 Speaker 4: and something special to me. And I really know that 477 00:22:22,320 --> 00:22:25,480 Speaker 4: Stephen would want this and in honor of him as well. 478 00:22:25,800 --> 00:22:27,879 Speaker 2: Yeah, I love that message too, especially for people that 479 00:22:28,160 --> 00:22:30,479 Speaker 2: are dealing with grief too, because you know, even our 480 00:22:30,480 --> 00:22:35,040 Speaker 2: friend Kelly who lost her husband, she's like, what's the timeline? 481 00:22:35,080 --> 00:22:36,960 Speaker 2: When can I like be like, it's actually I don't 482 00:22:36,960 --> 00:22:39,240 Speaker 2: want to like look like I'm too HAPPI or like 483 00:22:39,280 --> 00:22:41,240 Speaker 2: can I you know, it's just because I'm still grieving 484 00:22:41,240 --> 00:22:44,199 Speaker 2: and I'll always be grieving. She's like, but no matter what, 485 00:22:44,400 --> 00:22:46,920 Speaker 2: like you just you you dance through it, you get 486 00:22:46,960 --> 00:22:49,640 Speaker 2: through it, and you're showing people that, like you can 487 00:22:49,680 --> 00:22:51,760 Speaker 2: still be both and you can carry both and you 488 00:22:51,800 --> 00:22:57,520 Speaker 2: can do it gracefully, and and yeah, that's that's it's 489 00:22:57,600 --> 00:23:00,159 Speaker 2: it's I can't imagine it, but I love that the 490 00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:02,520 Speaker 2: message that you're putting out there, because I think people 491 00:23:03,119 --> 00:23:08,119 Speaker 2: would maybe feel bad for dancing or being happy, you know, 492 00:23:08,280 --> 00:23:09,920 Speaker 2: or trying or you know what I mean, Like that's. 493 00:23:09,760 --> 00:23:12,440 Speaker 1: Showing to the world that they're happy. Like I remember 494 00:23:12,520 --> 00:23:15,239 Speaker 1: Kelly talking about that. Yeah, you know, people have an 495 00:23:15,240 --> 00:23:17,800 Speaker 1: idea of what the timeline should be, right, but I'm 496 00:23:17,960 --> 00:23:19,199 Speaker 1: showing something other than that. 497 00:23:19,400 --> 00:23:22,199 Speaker 3: Am I not, you know, doing it right or you 498 00:23:22,200 --> 00:23:22,760 Speaker 3: know whatever? 499 00:23:35,520 --> 00:23:38,800 Speaker 2: I do think you I wanted to pull it up 500 00:23:38,840 --> 00:23:40,399 Speaker 2: so that I wasn't miss speaking because I don't have 501 00:23:40,400 --> 00:23:41,159 Speaker 2: my copy with me. 502 00:23:41,280 --> 00:23:45,960 Speaker 3: But I think what was super special. 503 00:23:46,119 --> 00:23:50,000 Speaker 2: I live for kids books, like I love kids books, 504 00:23:50,040 --> 00:23:51,720 Speaker 2: and I think it's so special to be able to 505 00:23:51,720 --> 00:23:54,320 Speaker 2: share your family with my kids, like it's just neat, 506 00:23:54,480 --> 00:23:58,080 Speaker 2: you know, So thank you first of all for taking 507 00:23:58,160 --> 00:23:59,120 Speaker 2: like the leap and going. 508 00:23:59,160 --> 00:24:00,040 Speaker 3: I do want to share. 509 00:23:59,840 --> 00:24:02,840 Speaker 2: This because it is so cool to be a mom 510 00:24:03,000 --> 00:24:05,600 Speaker 2: and be able to like read different life paths with kids. 511 00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:09,879 Speaker 2: You know, what I thought was really neat about it 512 00:24:09,960 --> 00:24:12,560 Speaker 2: that I don't feel like you're not going to probably 513 00:24:12,560 --> 00:24:15,400 Speaker 2: toot your own horn. But there's this like really sweet, 514 00:24:15,520 --> 00:24:19,600 Speaker 2: rhythmic piece of it that is not a normal family 515 00:24:20,440 --> 00:24:23,879 Speaker 2: that I would say is pretty exclusive to like your household. 516 00:24:23,920 --> 00:24:26,000 Speaker 2: From what we have seen of you is just as 517 00:24:26,080 --> 00:24:30,320 Speaker 2: like you know, followers. But there's something like like beboppy 518 00:24:30,480 --> 00:24:32,480 Speaker 2: about the way it's written that I think is really 519 00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:35,679 Speaker 2: special and like pretty unique to your family. 520 00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:38,600 Speaker 3: And I think that is pretty cool. So tell me, does. 521 00:24:38,440 --> 00:24:41,879 Speaker 2: That feel like a little bit of the like curtain 522 00:24:41,960 --> 00:24:44,400 Speaker 2: pulled back to expose that piece of your family? Because 523 00:24:44,440 --> 00:24:46,240 Speaker 2: to me, that's who you guys are. But I've never 524 00:24:46,240 --> 00:24:48,160 Speaker 2: seen that really in a kid's book, I don't think ever. 525 00:24:50,200 --> 00:24:52,560 Speaker 4: For me, that was I'm so happy that you caught 526 00:24:52,600 --> 00:24:55,760 Speaker 4: that because that actually is something that we've been hoping for. 527 00:24:56,480 --> 00:25:00,800 Speaker 4: Music is such a huge part of our family and 528 00:25:00,840 --> 00:25:03,560 Speaker 4: how we live our lives and move through lives. We 529 00:25:03,600 --> 00:25:05,879 Speaker 4: always have music playing and it kind of guides us 530 00:25:05,920 --> 00:25:08,119 Speaker 4: and the emotions and the toll and the energy that 531 00:25:08,119 --> 00:25:11,240 Speaker 4: my house has. And so we really wanted to have 532 00:25:11,280 --> 00:25:15,400 Speaker 4: this rhythmical vibe to the book without it being about music, 533 00:25:15,600 --> 00:25:18,760 Speaker 4: you know, But really having this tone that kind of 534 00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:21,840 Speaker 4: follows a rhythm that it almost feels like while you're 535 00:25:21,880 --> 00:25:23,960 Speaker 4: reading it, you're kind of moving back and forth with it, 536 00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:26,480 Speaker 4: which is why it's you know, I'm strong, I'm smart 537 00:25:26,480 --> 00:25:29,000 Speaker 4: and kind got beats around me too, you know, take 538 00:25:29,040 --> 00:25:30,919 Speaker 4: some deep breaths in and out and all keep dancing 539 00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:33,800 Speaker 4: through it. Kind of we wanted it to feel like 540 00:25:33,880 --> 00:25:36,560 Speaker 4: it had this like motion to it in the words, 541 00:25:38,240 --> 00:25:39,679 Speaker 4: and so I'm glad that you call onto that, but 542 00:25:39,720 --> 00:25:42,119 Speaker 4: it is it's such an important thing for us and 543 00:25:42,760 --> 00:25:46,119 Speaker 4: my kids. I mean, listen my kids their vocabulary when 544 00:25:46,160 --> 00:25:50,280 Speaker 4: it comes to music. As Chef's kiss, it's beautiful, but 545 00:25:50,359 --> 00:25:52,080 Speaker 4: it is true. So thank you for catching that. And 546 00:25:52,080 --> 00:25:54,680 Speaker 4: we've hoped that people would feel that when they read 547 00:25:54,680 --> 00:25:55,080 Speaker 4: the book. 548 00:25:55,359 --> 00:25:56,080 Speaker 3: Well, it's exciting. 549 00:25:56,200 --> 00:25:58,880 Speaker 2: I have a little I'm raising a little beatboxer, So 550 00:25:59,480 --> 00:26:02,520 Speaker 2: that part to him is what's so cool? Is that 551 00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:05,400 Speaker 2: like beat boxy, like you know, the zip zip zip zip, 552 00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:08,040 Speaker 2: like whatever the toothbrushing piece of it is or whatever. 553 00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:10,240 Speaker 2: Like everything to him is a song. So I think 554 00:26:10,240 --> 00:26:12,720 Speaker 2: that's just pretty neat and it's just kind of fun. 555 00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:16,320 Speaker 2: It's like crazy to me to connect on pages the 556 00:26:16,400 --> 00:26:18,320 Speaker 2: music piece of that. We're a music family, so we 557 00:26:18,400 --> 00:26:20,720 Speaker 2: try to keep music around. But I also just love 558 00:26:20,800 --> 00:26:22,679 Speaker 2: silence a lot, So I feel like I'm not as 559 00:26:22,800 --> 00:26:23,399 Speaker 2: jam out. 560 00:26:23,240 --> 00:26:25,119 Speaker 3: As I should be, but it is. 561 00:26:25,280 --> 00:26:27,480 Speaker 2: I just feel like it's really a way, it's a 562 00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:30,119 Speaker 2: very unique way to connect musically from something you're just 563 00:26:30,200 --> 00:26:33,000 Speaker 2: reading and it's not a sing song y, you know, 564 00:26:33,119 --> 00:26:36,920 Speaker 2: Like it's just a really unique way to do that. 565 00:26:36,960 --> 00:26:39,560 Speaker 2: And I just truly appreciate the sharing of that. 566 00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:42,680 Speaker 4: Thank you, thank you. Yeah, you know. For me with 567 00:26:42,760 --> 00:26:45,199 Speaker 4: the book, it's the rhythm. But like the biggest message 568 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:48,840 Speaker 4: I hope that people realize and take away from the 569 00:26:48,880 --> 00:26:52,240 Speaker 4: book is really the affirmations in it though, you know, 570 00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:57,240 Speaker 4: my children every single morning, my kids, it's really like 571 00:26:57,280 --> 00:27:00,000 Speaker 4: it's my favorite moment with my kids every morning. They 572 00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:02,720 Speaker 4: are by saying I'm strong, I'm smart, I'm own kind, 573 00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:07,760 Speaker 4: Maddox is handsome, And it's just kind of a way 574 00:27:07,760 --> 00:27:10,960 Speaker 4: for us to connect. And I think it's good to 575 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:17,199 Speaker 4: instill in children confidence, encourage and talking kindly to themselves, 576 00:27:17,280 --> 00:27:21,840 Speaker 4: because you talk to yourself more than anybody else's right, 577 00:27:21,880 --> 00:27:24,000 Speaker 4: Like we have such inner dialogue with ourselves, you know. 578 00:27:24,080 --> 00:27:26,560 Speaker 4: All the time. I'm trying to teach my children that 579 00:27:26,640 --> 00:27:28,920 Speaker 4: you have to speak kindly to yourself because you can't 580 00:27:28,920 --> 00:27:30,679 Speaker 4: rely on happiness from someone else. You can't rely on 581 00:27:30,680 --> 00:27:33,200 Speaker 4: this from someone else. You have to do it for yourself. 582 00:27:34,080 --> 00:27:37,679 Speaker 4: So I'm just trying to encourage you know, being nice 583 00:27:37,800 --> 00:27:41,840 Speaker 4: and speaking highly of yourself and encouraging yourself and lifting 584 00:27:41,840 --> 00:27:46,520 Speaker 4: your spirits yourself and being your your own advocate in life. 585 00:27:46,600 --> 00:27:48,600 Speaker 2: You know, yeah, because the world's going to beat you 586 00:27:48,720 --> 00:27:50,560 Speaker 2: down and tell you that you're not and you have 587 00:27:50,600 --> 00:27:53,239 Speaker 2: to be strong enough to know, okay, you know all 588 00:27:53,280 --> 00:27:55,960 Speaker 2: the things that we're affirming and having our kids affirm 589 00:27:56,000 --> 00:27:58,920 Speaker 2: to themselves that they're like, no, actually, I don't care 590 00:27:58,960 --> 00:28:00,399 Speaker 2: that you don't like me and you're being and like, 591 00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:02,760 Speaker 2: I know, I'm uwesome because since seven years old, my 592 00:28:02,800 --> 00:28:04,879 Speaker 2: mom's were saying I'm enough, I'm brave, because like Jolie 593 00:28:04,920 --> 00:28:07,000 Speaker 2: has in her room too, she's like, I'm brave, I'm beautiful, 594 00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:09,040 Speaker 2: I'm strong, I'm kind She's like, and I am Jolie Ray. 595 00:28:09,240 --> 00:28:10,960 Speaker 2: And there's a few more things like I'm enough and 596 00:28:12,359 --> 00:28:13,800 Speaker 2: m every day I'm like there you go, baby, like 597 00:28:13,840 --> 00:28:17,040 Speaker 2: say say it all you know so And because I don't, 598 00:28:17,080 --> 00:28:18,359 Speaker 2: I don't think I got that as a kid, I 599 00:28:18,400 --> 00:28:21,000 Speaker 2: was gonna ask so yeah. So I'm like to me, 600 00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:22,919 Speaker 2: I'm like, I need her to know because it's like 601 00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:26,040 Speaker 2: she's I don't know. This is probably awful to say, 602 00:28:26,119 --> 00:28:28,440 Speaker 2: like and probably a therapist be like, that's really bad. 603 00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:30,280 Speaker 2: But sometimes I look at her like, what, what did 604 00:28:30,440 --> 00:28:33,280 Speaker 2: my little child? Like? She's like my almost little child, 605 00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:35,520 Speaker 2: like that one that was hurt inside me. So I'm like, 606 00:28:35,720 --> 00:28:38,320 Speaker 2: I gotta love her and protect her and like, you know, 607 00:28:38,440 --> 00:28:41,200 Speaker 2: make sure I choose my words carefully, like what would 608 00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:43,040 Speaker 2: I want as my little girl that was injured or 609 00:28:43,040 --> 00:28:43,760 Speaker 2: that was wounded? 610 00:28:43,880 --> 00:28:45,320 Speaker 1: Right, you know, want to hear I think we all 611 00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:48,560 Speaker 1: have to do that because she didn't get Yeah. 612 00:28:48,600 --> 00:28:50,920 Speaker 2: Does that is it feel like something you're passing down 613 00:28:50,960 --> 00:28:53,800 Speaker 2: because you had that, or is it feel like something 614 00:28:53,840 --> 00:28:56,200 Speaker 2: you wish you had more of? And so you're determined 615 00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:58,520 Speaker 2: to kind of like change the narrative of your family 616 00:28:58,640 --> 00:28:59,800 Speaker 2: history from here forward. 617 00:29:01,760 --> 00:29:04,480 Speaker 4: The first time I ever really started playing with affirmations, 618 00:29:04,880 --> 00:29:09,480 Speaker 4: I was twenty years old. It is something that I 619 00:29:09,520 --> 00:29:12,160 Speaker 4: now have been doing for so long in my life, 620 00:29:12,240 --> 00:29:14,880 Speaker 4: and I attest to the way I live my life 621 00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:18,120 Speaker 4: through this. I do it every single morning. Every single morning, 622 00:29:18,160 --> 00:29:20,800 Speaker 4: I start my day by getting ready, do my hair 623 00:29:20,800 --> 00:29:23,480 Speaker 4: and makeup, and I'm talking to myself and I probably 624 00:29:23,600 --> 00:29:28,000 Speaker 4: sound like a crazy hum but I'm going through all 625 00:29:28,000 --> 00:29:31,360 Speaker 4: my affirmations and I'm doing it and it's meant so 626 00:29:31,640 --> 00:29:34,320 Speaker 4: much to me, and it's changed my life and it's 627 00:29:34,320 --> 00:29:36,840 Speaker 4: helped me through so many hard times in my life. 628 00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:40,760 Speaker 4: So for me, I wanted to teach it to my 629 00:29:40,920 --> 00:29:43,600 Speaker 4: kids at an earlier age so they, you know, can 630 00:29:43,640 --> 00:29:45,479 Speaker 4: get through the hardest times of their life through it 631 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:47,600 Speaker 4: and with it as well. But I've been doing it 632 00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:50,480 Speaker 4: for a really, really long time, and I have such 633 00:29:50,480 --> 00:29:54,440 Speaker 4: a plethora and different arrangement of types of affirmations and 634 00:29:54,480 --> 00:29:58,560 Speaker 4: manifestations that I say and do. The newest one with 635 00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:00,640 Speaker 4: my kids that I do, though, which is, oh, it's 636 00:30:00,640 --> 00:30:03,720 Speaker 4: my favorite, is I say we do the and they 637 00:30:03,800 --> 00:30:08,719 Speaker 4: finish it out by saying the hard things. And I 638 00:30:08,800 --> 00:30:12,440 Speaker 4: do that one because I cold plunge every morning and 639 00:30:12,560 --> 00:30:15,200 Speaker 4: it's quite literally one of the hardest things I do. 640 00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:18,240 Speaker 2: That's a miserable pandas and I'm like, nope, no, no. 641 00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:20,600 Speaker 2: I think as we were raised in Michigan, we feel 642 00:30:20,600 --> 00:30:21,920 Speaker 2: like we filled our quota, so we. 643 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:24,520 Speaker 3: Don't have to do those things anymore. Yeah, we're like, no, 644 00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:25,760 Speaker 3: actually not charming. 645 00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:33,640 Speaker 4: But it's it's something that I really believe in and 646 00:30:34,000 --> 00:30:37,760 Speaker 4: I've seen the benefits of it, and it's well, I've 647 00:30:37,800 --> 00:30:40,920 Speaker 4: been having this really hard year. I think it's a 648 00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,040 Speaker 4: really big thing that I do it, and I'm it's 649 00:30:43,040 --> 00:30:44,920 Speaker 4: been really helpful for my children as well. 650 00:30:45,760 --> 00:30:47,560 Speaker 2: That's one thing I really want to do. And I 651 00:30:47,600 --> 00:30:50,800 Speaker 2: am not like you just started doing this kind of 652 00:30:50,800 --> 00:30:51,640 Speaker 2: an assignment. 653 00:30:52,400 --> 00:30:58,120 Speaker 3: Oh yeah from Alan? Oh yeah, yeah, and this is silly. 654 00:30:58,160 --> 00:30:59,880 Speaker 3: I'm forty two years old. 655 00:31:00,120 --> 00:31:03,640 Speaker 2: I cannot I want to be able to be I 656 00:31:03,680 --> 00:31:04,840 Speaker 2: want to be able to stand in front of a 657 00:31:04,840 --> 00:31:05,880 Speaker 2: mirror and say those things. 658 00:31:07,080 --> 00:31:09,959 Speaker 3: I'm not a challenge you for a week to do it. 659 00:31:10,080 --> 00:31:11,360 Speaker 3: I'm going to write you what you have to say. 660 00:31:11,480 --> 00:31:14,280 Speaker 3: You to read it. I all want to do it. Well, well, yeah, 661 00:31:14,280 --> 00:31:14,800 Speaker 3: but I do know. 662 00:31:14,800 --> 00:31:17,520 Speaker 2: It changes your frequency, it changes the way you think, 663 00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,920 Speaker 2: the way you feel like of course, right, I just 664 00:31:20,000 --> 00:31:22,320 Speaker 2: don't know why I can't get out of my own way. 665 00:31:22,400 --> 00:31:25,040 Speaker 4: But that's the hard part of it, you know, is 666 00:31:26,360 --> 00:31:28,840 Speaker 4: you know it's easy to say things like fleeting, but 667 00:31:28,920 --> 00:31:31,160 Speaker 4: you've got to look yourself in the mirror, like that 668 00:31:31,320 --> 00:31:33,560 Speaker 4: is the biggest part of it that you have to 669 00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:35,800 Speaker 4: do that I sometimes think that people miss is you 670 00:31:35,920 --> 00:31:39,120 Speaker 4: have to be like staring at yourself and seeing yourself 671 00:31:39,160 --> 00:31:41,400 Speaker 4: and saying it to yourself in that way. And it's 672 00:31:41,440 --> 00:31:45,000 Speaker 4: just a game changer, is because it you're seeing yourself, 673 00:31:45,200 --> 00:31:48,360 Speaker 4: You're looking at yourself, you know. And I always say 674 00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:51,959 Speaker 4: too that. I think it's also the discipline of doing it. 675 00:31:52,200 --> 00:31:55,000 Speaker 4: And I know that sounds wild and like, well, you know, 676 00:31:55,040 --> 00:31:57,960 Speaker 4: you're just talking and blah blah blah. But I've done 677 00:31:58,000 --> 00:32:01,320 Speaker 4: it every single morning I was twenty and I'm now 678 00:32:01,360 --> 00:32:03,960 Speaker 4: thirty five, and I do not I do not let 679 00:32:03,960 --> 00:32:05,400 Speaker 4: it get away from me. It's I do it every 680 00:32:05,440 --> 00:32:07,960 Speaker 4: single morning. So it's like the discipline and the habit 681 00:32:08,000 --> 00:32:10,360 Speaker 4: of it and the act of it that's really gone 682 00:32:10,400 --> 00:32:10,800 Speaker 4: me through. 683 00:32:12,040 --> 00:32:14,520 Speaker 2: Love that well, Allison, thank you for coming on. Everyone 684 00:32:14,600 --> 00:32:17,240 Speaker 2: get keep dancing through a Boss Family Groove by Allison 685 00:32:17,440 --> 00:32:21,120 Speaker 2: Boss and Twitch. So thank you so much, appreciate you 686 00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:21,560 Speaker 2: coming on. 687 00:32:22,400 --> 00:32:26,120 Speaker 4: Thank you guys, Thank you, glad to be okay, Bye 688 00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:26,560 Speaker 4: you guys. 689 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:27,040 Speaker 3: Bye. 690 00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:29,719 Speaker 2: If I was here, I would start my mornings with 691 00:32:30,080 --> 00:32:33,200 Speaker 2: like a boss. Like a boss, go get them girl, 692 00:32:33,440 --> 00:32:37,280 Speaker 2: like a oos. Guys, that was a good episode. I'm 693 00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:38,920 Speaker 2: gonna just scratch away. 694 00:32:40,400 --> 00:32:43,040 Speaker 3: Scratch that we come up with an answer. Scratch that. 695 00:32:42,880 --> 00:32:45,440 Speaker 3: Oh that's another one has the answer for us. 696 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:49,239 Speaker 2: So I wanted to do this on Instagram, but I 697 00:32:49,240 --> 00:32:53,520 Speaker 2: didn't want we kind to get a sponsorship somewhere. What 698 00:32:54,000 --> 00:32:56,080 Speaker 2: this is like a very head and shoulders moment, but 699 00:32:56,120 --> 00:32:59,680 Speaker 2: it's not know but do you okay? So weather has 700 00:32:59,680 --> 00:33:01,360 Speaker 2: to be a because it's a friend. 701 00:33:01,840 --> 00:33:05,640 Speaker 3: I'm not dry. I'm not dry. I'm not I mean, 702 00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:10,000 Speaker 3: i'm dry, but my head's not like I don't know, girl, 703 00:33:10,160 --> 00:33:14,440 Speaker 3: it's weird, but apparently it's not common. And please, if 704 00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:17,040 Speaker 3: you have like lines, show up, let me know. I'll 705 00:33:17,040 --> 00:33:20,080 Speaker 3: look at it and see. Oh my god, I can't. Okay, 706 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:21,600 Speaker 3: we got all. We're gonna stop. 707 00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:30,240 Speaker 2: Okay, have a great night or day