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Speaker 1: Oh, wake you up?

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Speaker 2: Wait, wait, thats up program?

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Speaker 3: Your alarmed the power one oh five point one on iHeartRadio.

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Speaker 3: This is your time to get it off your chest.

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Speaker 3: Eight hundred and five eighty five one O five one.

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Speaker 3: We want to hear from you on the breakfast club.

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Speaker 4: Hello, who's this?

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Speaker 5: Oh man?

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Speaker 6: Here y'all go with this? Hey't envy all y'all doing?

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Speaker 6: Hey everybody?

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Speaker 7: Why bless y'all, love y'all, Good morning, everybody to morning.

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Speaker 6: Okay, first of.

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Speaker 7: All, lady, let our y'all, y'all do a good job.

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Speaker 7: We love y'all out here in the d Okay, I

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Speaker 7: want to I want to make sure we say all

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Speaker 7: at first.

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Speaker 8: Thank you baby.

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Speaker 6: It's not for y'all.

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Speaker 7: My cousin's taking me to kill. They're trying to make

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Speaker 7: this for the three US.

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Speaker 6: Shy of man, your black ball head ache.

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Speaker 7: You just put our cousin on that goddamn.

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Speaker 6: Dump you O to day yesterday everything gave funny man.

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Speaker 7: You love our kids down here. You ain't even had

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Speaker 7: a right make right before you.

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Speaker 6: Get going on there? You do the effen. Everybody told

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Speaker 6: me Bridge don't say that, because you know he talking

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Speaker 6: about everybody. I don't give a man. Now you talking

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Speaker 6: about people coming. We don't like that.

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Speaker 7: Everything ain't funny, especially when it come to these kids,

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Speaker 7: man and a black man.

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Speaker 6: I'm mad at him. And did it to a black.

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Speaker 7: Man that really with his kids and a white environment

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Speaker 7: that you don't even know about.

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Speaker 6: Stop doing that, man, what happened?

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Speaker 8: We would have get Donkey to yesterday David Scott Jr.

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Speaker 8: Forty three years old.

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Speaker 9: He allegedly, uh said, told the teacher on ed his

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Speaker 9: bitch out, and so he got.

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Speaker 8: Arrested, y'all.

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Speaker 6: And he didn't say that.

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Speaker 9: Well, I said, I said during Donkey today. I don't

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Speaker 9: know if he said that or not, but what I

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Speaker 9: said was he clearly said something that led to his arrest,

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Speaker 9: and then I gave other ways for him to possibly

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Speaker 9: handle the situation, like calmly request the meeting, request a

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Speaker 9: meeting with the teacher at the school administration.

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Speaker 6: L Man, I gotta stop you, bro.

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Speaker 10: They did.

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Speaker 6: That's what I'm saying. All those things.

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Speaker 7: You didn't even exect the story play out the meet.

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Speaker 7: You know how the media is just like they did.

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Speaker 7: Hear when they went and interviewed the mother. They didn't

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Speaker 7: playing the whole cliff is for show the evidence that

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Speaker 7: she had about how they went to the school, how

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Speaker 7: they were talking to the.

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Speaker 6: Principal while I'm calling.

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Speaker 8: I didn't see that on the clip. I watched the

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Speaker 8: whole clip. I didn't on the.

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Speaker 7: Listen, I know you didn't because his brother called it.

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Speaker 6: Check the lady about that. That's what I'm telling you.

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Speaker 6: If it was like that, man, will nobody even saying nothing,

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Speaker 6: but let me tell you something, what we're not gonna do.

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Speaker 6: It's been a mass and come over the brothers. That's

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Speaker 6: really out here, that man with his kids every day?

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Speaker 8: Did you hear me? Did you hear me say?

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Speaker 9: I can understand the brother feeling the way he felt,

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Speaker 9: but there's other ways the hands of the situation.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, man, but I want to try to know that. Listen,

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Speaker 6: he got he don't have these things like that.

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Speaker 7: When they saying that's like a different type of environment,

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Speaker 7: y'all got people places like that in New York.

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Speaker 8: What you mean different type of environment? Like, tell me

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Speaker 8: what are you talking about? What do you mean?

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Speaker 2: Right?

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Speaker 6: Okay? So that they staying the place called eats going

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Speaker 6: yeah over there really.

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Speaker 11: With the breadth, like you know what.

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Speaker 6: I'm saying, like Detroit is that's not Detroit over there, so.

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Speaker 1: It's a.

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Speaker 12: Mountain and the white air and the white area. Don't

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Speaker 12: mess with the black people over there.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, not really, not really. You know what I'm saying

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Speaker 6: that you move over there, that's like anywhere you go.

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Speaker 6: If you move on the block and it's just just

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Speaker 7: You know what I'm saying, you won't be neighbors and

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Speaker 7: you won't give along with people with that area of town.

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Speaker 4: On me.

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Speaker 6: Survived over there or he's been.

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Speaker 7: Over there and they never had a problem from where

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Speaker 7: he come from. See my cousin a law man.

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Speaker 6: He a good guy. Bro. If it wasn't coming now,

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Speaker 6: I wouldn't have said nothing.

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Speaker 1: Hold On man.

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Speaker 7: Said that he comes from good stop, good family.

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Speaker 6: He's a good brother.

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Speaker 8: Nobody said. Nobody said he's not.

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Speaker 9: All I simply said was there's other ways to handle

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Speaker 6: And we and he's tried.

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Speaker 13: Bro.

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Speaker 6: I want you to say that you can investigate, but

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Speaker 6: you bring like that mess.

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Speaker 9: So he didn't say he didn't say nothing bad to

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Speaker 9: the teacher whatsoever.

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Speaker 6: We ain't gonna say.

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Speaker 7: He ain't say nothing that he ain't take no kids, bro.

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Speaker 9: And that's talking about By the way, I want you

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Speaker 9: to go back and listen to the dog as day.

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Speaker 9: And I specifically said, I don't know whether he said

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Speaker 9: and is beyond.

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Speaker 6: I wouldn't listen.

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Speaker 8: Arrested. Yes, ma'am, y.

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Speaker 7: You like I tow everybody else, Yes, man, because they

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Speaker 6: Yeah, tryna main't do this all the time. He talking

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Speaker 6: about everybody. Let me take this. I don't listen to

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Speaker 6: that because I know it's fun, it's entertainment. I'm gonna

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Speaker 6: tell you like this. We are black man. Our family

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Speaker 6: love each other, we.

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Speaker 7: Love our kids.

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Speaker 6: We don't even play games like that. So anybody go

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Speaker 6: look at any anything.

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Speaker 7: Down here on these face looking know that what everybody's

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Speaker 7: saying about that.

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Speaker 6: He ain't even like that. Yes, many carry that took

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Speaker 6: ran with it. But please don't ever put no image

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Speaker 6: of our family like I was like that. Bro, we

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Speaker 6: don't do that.

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Speaker 7: That's all I got to say, y'all, Envy, you know

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Speaker 14: You know you got that, yes, ma'am.

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Speaker 8: All y'all, now, let the moral of the stories show that.

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Speaker 9: Let the moral of the story be that I understand

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Speaker 9: everything that she's saying. But as I said, you can't

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Speaker 9: go down to the school. Whether he said, ed is

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Speaker 9: be out or not. Whatever he said caused them people

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Speaker 9: to call the police and he got arrested. So there's

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Speaker 9: other ways to handle the situation. Request the meeting with

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Speaker 9: the teacher of the school administration. Okay, gather more information

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Speaker 9: and see what their policy is in regards to the

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Speaker 9: next She.

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Speaker 12: Said, they did all that, she said, but.

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Speaker 8: She also said that she can't say that he ain't

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Speaker 8: say nothing.

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Speaker 2: Okay, that's my cousin.

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Speaker 8: I get it, I get it, I get it.

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Speaker 12: Okay, I get thank you, first lady, First lady, if

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Speaker 12: you need another cousin, I'll be your cousin.

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Speaker 2: She woke up early in the morning last morning.

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Speaker 8: That's great. That's don't mean she's right. I didn't say that.

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Speaker 9: I just said because, as I said yesterday, smart people

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Speaker 9: learn from their own mistakes. Why people learn from the

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Speaker 9: mistakes of others. We got to learn from situations like

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Speaker 9: David Scott Junior. And I'm sorry that brother is in

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Speaker 9: the situation that he's in, but we know that we

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Speaker 9: just can't handle, you know, things in that way, especially

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Speaker 9: being that he's a black man dealing with them white people.

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Speaker 8: That she said that probably prejudice.

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Speaker 12: Yes, all right, let's look to the whole detray, what

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Speaker 12: up dough out there? All right, get it off your chest?

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Speaker 12: Eight hundred five eight five one oh five one. If

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Speaker 12: you need to vent, hit us up now. It's the

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Speaker 12: Breakfast Club.

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Speaker 8: Good morning, it's a new day.

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Speaker 4: Is your time to get it off your chest. Whether

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Speaker 4: you're man.

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Speaker 8: Or black, something to get up and get something.

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Speaker 3: Call up now. Eight hundred five eight five one o

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Speaker 3: five one. We want to hear from you on the

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Speaker 8: Hello.

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Speaker 5: Who is this?

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Speaker 11: Yeah, this is trouble Trevor your chest, Trevor, Oh yeah,

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Speaker 11: like my thing is, you know, I want to put

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Speaker 11: it out there, mag of, mag Of. We don't have

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Speaker 11: no fracture in a maga party. It's no fracture. That's

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Speaker 11: a false narrative of yes, sir, okay all day. Yeah,

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Speaker 11: So it's no fracture in a maga party. And also

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Speaker 11: I want to state this because you know, I sit

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Speaker 11: back and listen and I heard this this, this, this

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Speaker 11: thing about Trump, this Trump that. But I want to

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Speaker 11: say like this, Charla Man, I don't care bro, you know, no, No,

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Speaker 11: I want.

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Speaker 8: To say this.

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Speaker 11: Remember when Joe Biden told you at the end of

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Speaker 11: that podcast, if you don't vote for him, you ain't black.

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Speaker 1: Yes, I do.

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Speaker 8: That's something of the.

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Speaker 11: Most disrespectful stuff that just want to talk about white

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Speaker 11: people racist. That's one of the most racist things that

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Speaker 11: an old white man can tell a black man. If

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Speaker 11: you don't vote for me, you ain't black. Trump. Trump

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Speaker 11: is one of the best presidents outside of Abraham Lincoln

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Speaker 11: that's in that chair.

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Speaker 4: You know.

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Speaker 8: I mean, it's false and this false narrative.

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Speaker 11: I'm not about no though, but but like you remember

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Speaker 11: when Joe Biden told.

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Speaker 9: You that though right, I was he said to me.

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Speaker 11: I said nothing negative, but said nothing negative about.

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Speaker 8: That about who about Joe Biden?

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Speaker 11: Yeah, the most disrespectful stuff. And he told you to

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Speaker 11: see your face on your podcast if.

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Speaker 8: You don't vote him.

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Speaker 11: So basically he's saying, but that's.

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Speaker 8: That's not true.

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Speaker 11: You know where you're supposed to stand as a black man.

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Speaker 8: That what he told you?

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Speaker 9: Yes, And I watched, yes, And as I told him

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Speaker 9: in that moment, you know, it's not about me being black.

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Speaker 9: It's about me wanting something from my people. So, I mean,

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Speaker 9: that was that was the common.

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Speaker 11: But had Trump but but had Trump said something like that,

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Speaker 11: it would have exploded.

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Speaker 8: But but outside of outside.

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Speaker 11: I would have said to that news lady, I want

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Speaker 11: to get to that news report. Yeah, she got to

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Speaker 11: report the real storage like because like she got a narrative,

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Speaker 11: like like she reported and she got that little narrative,

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Speaker 11: that negative narrative about the king about it's done.

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Speaker 9: You know my brother, my brother, No, no, no, no, don't

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Speaker 9: hang up on it. It is a good conversation. There

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Speaker 9: is no way that you could.

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Speaker 11: I've been knowing about Trump. I've been knowing about Trump

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Speaker 11: back in the mid eighties when Oprah when open Header

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Speaker 8: I never heard that, Michael, you never heard of that.

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Speaker 9: No, but listen, bro, you gotta get off your knees. Man,

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Speaker 9: you call it that white man the King.

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Speaker 8: This morning laze and the glade is crazy.

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Speaker 9: The Krispy Kreme around your lips right now is ridiculous.

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Speaker 9: And I'm not if that's your opinion. That's your opinion,

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Speaker 9: you should never refer to no elected official as a king.

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Speaker 4: Bro.

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Speaker 2: All right, get it off your chest.

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Speaker 12: Eight hundred and five eight five one oh five one.

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Speaker 2: Good morning, warning everybody, it's DJ n V Jess Hilarious,

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Speaker 8: Yes, sir, that Gerbo.

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Speaker 12: Welcome the morning and congratulations man the number one record

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Speaker 12: a couple of weeks ago, grass Man.

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Speaker 4: Thank you. I'm good. I'm good. I'm glad to be here.

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Speaker 2: I do feel number one record.

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Speaker 8: I feel good. I'm not gonna lie.

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Speaker 4: I feel great.

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Speaker 8: It feel great.

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Speaker 15: I'll just be trying to like stay in the moment

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Speaker 15: when you where you got those type of moments you

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Speaker 4: From that?

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Speaker 15: Like I try to live in a moment and grasp

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Speaker 4: I'm just trying to keep it going.

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Speaker 12: Did you expect that to be the record because it's

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Speaker 12: not your typical course.

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Speaker 15: Well, it was just you just spitting Nah, hell no,

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Speaker 15: for sure. I was just literally I can't say it enough.

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Speaker 15: It was just me just having fun in the studio.

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Speaker 15: I was in New York and was in the studio

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Speaker 15: me south Side smack and you know south Side Like

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Speaker 15: I really, I'd be having to give a lot of

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Speaker 15: credit to Big Bro because he want the only people

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Speaker 15: that could tell me, like, rap on this, just rap

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Speaker 15: on this and figure it out, like just rap. And

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Speaker 15: that's what I did, and that that changed my life.

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Speaker 8: As a single.

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Speaker 12: Who picked it as a single? Like was it just

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Speaker 12: I'm just gonna release and see what happened? And it

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Speaker 12: just took over.

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Speaker 4: That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 15: That's why I like, as artists, you gotta like really

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Speaker 15: just bet on yourself for real, for real, because I

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Speaker 15: and see what the streets connected to. I didn't even

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Speaker 15: like that song came out in December on my app.

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Speaker 15: I got an app on my own app, like where

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Speaker 15: I just put out music material content. All this is

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Speaker 15: just for the people who really support me, Like you

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Speaker 15: know what, I'm saying, my fans, they know about the

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Speaker 15: Gebo app. I put it out on my app on

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Speaker 15: Like I did a project with all simples and it

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Speaker 15: couldn't even go on Apple Music. It couldn't go on DSPs.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 15: Like I put it out on the app in December

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Speaker 15: and the label put it out on DSPs and like

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Speaker 4: So it's like, you gotta just try to see what the.

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Speaker 10: Streets congratulations on your appreciate it.

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Speaker 8: Has it changed the bag? Has that single changed your bag?

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Speaker 4: Absolutely?

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Speaker 9: Because I'll be thinking that, you know a lot of

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Speaker 9: having a big radio record speak to that man.

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Speaker 4: For sure.

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Speaker 15: I've always been like I knew because I've been independent

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Speaker 15: know about like residuals, I know what, like one record

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Speaker 15: could really change your life, you know what I'm saying. Like,

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Speaker 15: and I finally caught that record that like that life

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Speaker 15: changing records, So yeah, the bag been crazy.

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Speaker 8: The royalties from radio are better than the streaming.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, absolutely for sure.

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Speaker 15: And it's like once you. Once you get a song

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Speaker 15: that really go radio, it's like it's just like it

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Speaker 15: just changed everything real change the places you actually perform

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Speaker 15: at for sure, exactly like you could put you could

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Speaker 15: put you put money in radio for sure for what

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Speaker 15: to do what it's supposed to do. But just like

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Speaker 15: even like it's a different between like putting something in

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Speaker 15: radio for just get on the radio again, like rhythmic

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Speaker 15: play playlist, you know what I'm saying, Like all of that,

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Speaker 15: it's just a big super difference. Like I be talking

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Speaker 15: to like Make all the time. It's just like once

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Speaker 15: what legit like there's certain records that like the format

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Speaker 15: where you know it could go radio, you know what

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Speaker 15: I'm saying, Like I feel like every artist, all you

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Speaker 4: You fee what I'm saying.

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Speaker 2: It ain't that easy to get one. It's not easy

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Speaker 15: But like you know, hit Maker, that's my big brother,

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Speaker 15: Like he the god of this, Like you feel what

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Speaker 15: I'm saying, Like he know the whole formal he do

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Speaker 15: it like and that's why he's so rich, Like that

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Speaker 4: Least point it out right for sure, Willow Herb.

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Speaker 15: I was just trying to like tap into like that

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Speaker 15: old hunger, like my old self. And when I be

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Speaker 15: rapping good and like I be reading the comments, sometime

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Speaker 15: my fans be like, oh that ain't they Ain't you

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Speaker 15: heard what? That's a little herd, you know what I'm saying.

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Speaker 15: I feel like that was like one of my best

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Speaker 15: I'm an EMC, so it's like I don't care if

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Speaker 15: I'm not even all the way tapped into like my

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Speaker 15: rap good, you feel me. But like once you really

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Speaker 15: like name my album Little Herb. Like I was going

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Speaker 15: up like listening to old interviews, listening to old music

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Speaker 15: you know what I'm saying. And I say this all

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Speaker 15: what's in front of you, like always been the type

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Speaker 15: of rooms that I was in, I wasn't really in

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Speaker 15: about like my past. I'm thinking about what I gotta

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Speaker 15: what's up, Like there's certain conversations that I really couldn't

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Speaker 4: You feel me, like so like.

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Speaker 15: In this era where I am mentally, I was just

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Speaker 15: enjoy what.

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Speaker 4: I have now, Like you know what I'm saying, Like.

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Speaker 15: Like that's that's why I really named my project Little Herb,

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Speaker 15: because like you were, like on the day to day,

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Speaker 15: I'm thirty years old. I've been rapping since I was

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Speaker 15: like sixteen for real, for real, Like you feel me,

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Speaker 15: and I was trying to figure out like damn, like

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Speaker 15: all the steps to that it took me to get here.

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Speaker 4: You feel what I'm saying, Like I forgot to lie.

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Speaker 4: I'm not gonna lie.

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Speaker 15: It's a lot of that idea that I forgot. So

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Speaker 9: I heard you say, Little Herb is a full circle

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Speaker 9: moment and it's a return to the fundamentals. But you

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Speaker 9: that chapter to actually look like?

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Speaker 15: Closing that chapter is like for real, just letting go,

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Speaker 15: Like there's a lot of held on to that I

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Speaker 15: just don't need no more, like for real, for real,

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Speaker 15: like the street therapy right there, just letting go for

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Speaker 4: It's like a lot of that you hold on to

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Speaker 4: you just like just let it go, just let it

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Speaker 4: go and just let.

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Speaker 15: It find you, you know what I'm saying, Like, no,

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Speaker 15: for real, Like I was one of the people that

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Speaker 15: just like my heart is so big, and I feel

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Speaker 15: like people knew that, Like people knew that.

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Speaker 2: Like they grabbed me, and I'm grabbing them back.

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Speaker 15: You fee what I'm saying, Like I'm holding on to

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Speaker 15: that type of It's like that's just letting that chapter go.

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Speaker 15: Like and people been saying this to me for years

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Speaker 15: and I've been knowing it, but I never really acted

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Speaker 15: on it, Like I shouldn't focus on nothing but music

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Speaker 15: and my family and like God, like that's the only

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Speaker 15: or how somebody else get the work or get the

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Speaker 15: for years. Like let's be closing that chapter, like I'm

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Speaker 15: gonna tap into this, tell my story.

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Speaker 4: And just let go, let go and let God for real,

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Speaker 4: for and that go for everything and everybody.

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Speaker 15: And it's a whole nother chapter opening for me because

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Speaker 15: everything that got me here.

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Speaker 4: I don't.

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Speaker 15: I don't even really have it no more, for real

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Speaker 15: real like all my friends dead. I'm finna be a real,

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00:18:26,200 --> 00:18:29,760
Speaker 15: one hundred percent independent artist, Like I don't got no label,

450
00:18:29,880 --> 00:18:32,920
Speaker 15: no production company. I'm one hundred percent a real new

451
00:18:33,119 --> 00:18:36,159
Speaker 15: person and a new artist. So it's like I just

452
00:18:36,200 --> 00:18:38,920
Speaker 15: want to just tap into this do what I need

453
00:18:38,920 --> 00:18:41,000
Speaker 15: to do, and I'm already doing it for real, but

454
00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:43,240
Speaker 15: just like letting go for real, like I don't. I

455
00:18:43,240 --> 00:18:47,359
Speaker 15: don't want to have no attachments other than family, no book.

456
00:18:48,280 --> 00:18:51,640
Speaker 12: You're talking about changing your life, right, he was your inspiration?

457
00:18:52,119 --> 00:18:53,920
Speaker 12: Break that down to what you see to Meet that

458
00:18:54,320 --> 00:18:55,640
Speaker 12: made you think that you can do it.

459
00:18:55,960 --> 00:18:58,159
Speaker 15: I just got done listening to We're Gonna get this

460
00:18:58,280 --> 00:18:59,800
Speaker 15: money right now on my way here.

461
00:19:00,240 --> 00:19:00,920
Speaker 4: Meek is my.

462
00:19:00,880 --> 00:19:03,199
Speaker 15: Favorite rapper for real, bro, It's my big better And

463
00:19:03,240 --> 00:19:05,120
Speaker 15: I was just with Meek last night. We just did

464
00:19:05,119 --> 00:19:07,719
Speaker 15: a song last We was in a studio last night,

465
00:19:07,760 --> 00:19:10,520
Speaker 15: I believe. But like I used to listen to Meet

466
00:19:10,600 --> 00:19:12,760
Speaker 15: and watch me when he was a battle rapper, but

467
00:19:12,800 --> 00:19:16,000
Speaker 15: when he really got rich and made this happen, it's like,

468
00:19:16,080 --> 00:19:19,479
Speaker 15: all right, but that like it's different from me watching

469
00:19:19,520 --> 00:19:22,840
Speaker 15: like Wayne and whole Man, you know what I'm saying,

470
00:19:22,880 --> 00:19:26,520
Speaker 15: Like I couldn't like I could relate to it. But

471
00:19:26,560 --> 00:19:30,840
Speaker 15: it's like when I grew up and me I seen

472
00:19:30,880 --> 00:19:31,880
Speaker 15: him the rich already.

473
00:19:32,880 --> 00:19:33,800
Speaker 4: I seen Meek.

474
00:19:33,760 --> 00:19:36,840
Speaker 15: Turn rich, coming from the streets and going through all

475
00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:39,240
Speaker 15: this that he went through and really like talking about

476
00:19:39,280 --> 00:19:42,280
Speaker 15: it and preaching like positivity and motivation.

477
00:19:42,840 --> 00:19:45,080
Speaker 4: That made me feel like I just want to be

478
00:19:45,160 --> 00:19:46,760
Speaker 4: like that for real real.

479
00:19:46,840 --> 00:19:49,440
Speaker 15: Like that to really like helped me grow into the

480
00:19:49,560 --> 00:19:52,600
Speaker 15: artist that I am today, for real real, because like damn,

481
00:19:52,640 --> 00:19:56,120
Speaker 15: like it's Meek, Like it's not like he was an

482
00:19:56,200 --> 00:19:58,920
Speaker 15: artist and he was like far away you feel what

483
00:19:58,920 --> 00:19:59,280
Speaker 15: I'm saying.

484
00:20:00,000 --> 00:20:02,439
Speaker 4: I felt like I could grasp on to that and

485
00:20:02,560 --> 00:20:04,160
Speaker 4: become that, Like this is.

486
00:20:04,080 --> 00:20:08,520
Speaker 15: A real streak that became the biggest in the world.

487
00:20:08,560 --> 00:20:11,240
Speaker 15: Like he became the biggest best rat and he's a

488
00:20:11,359 --> 00:20:13,879
Speaker 15: rap guy, Like I love rapping. I'm an mc so

489
00:20:13,960 --> 00:20:17,440
Speaker 15: I studied that first and foremost. But just a blueprinter

490
00:20:17,560 --> 00:20:21,560
Speaker 15: like like he like he gave you the real blueprint,

491
00:20:21,600 --> 00:20:23,960
Speaker 15: Like you get on, you take care of you do

492
00:20:24,040 --> 00:20:25,880
Speaker 15: what you're supposed to do. You take care of your family,

493
00:20:25,920 --> 00:20:28,439
Speaker 15: your mother like that to make me like I just

494
00:20:28,520 --> 00:20:30,639
Speaker 15: used to have to just get money to my mama,

495
00:20:30,760 --> 00:20:32,920
Speaker 15: just like thinking about that type of you know what

496
00:20:32,920 --> 00:20:34,600
Speaker 15: I'm saying, Like I retire my mom when I was

497
00:20:34,640 --> 00:20:37,560
Speaker 15: sixteen years old, bro literally and they put a lot

498
00:20:37,600 --> 00:20:39,520
Speaker 15: of pressure on me. I told my mama stopped working

499
00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:40,600
Speaker 15: when I was sixteen.

500
00:20:40,760 --> 00:20:41,800
Speaker 4: She never worked.

501
00:20:41,520 --> 00:20:44,359
Speaker 15: Since I been taking care of her, my aunties, my

502
00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:45,920
Speaker 15: whole family since I was sixteen.

503
00:20:46,000 --> 00:20:48,280
Speaker 4: That's a lot of pressure. I had a.

504
00:20:48,359 --> 00:20:49,240
Speaker 2: Pressure, a lot of pressure.

505
00:20:49,400 --> 00:20:51,040
Speaker 12: Now you're the meat meal for a lot of these

506
00:20:51,080 --> 00:20:54,160
Speaker 12: younger artists. So what do you show them to show

507
00:20:54,200 --> 00:20:56,159
Speaker 12: them that they can do it? What do you do different?

508
00:20:56,400 --> 00:20:57,680
Speaker 12: So because you know, you got a lot of kids

509
00:20:57,720 --> 00:20:59,880
Speaker 12: watching me and they want to be Raba for sure.

510
00:21:00,320 --> 00:21:03,280
Speaker 15: Like for me, it's I just try to like what's

511
00:21:03,320 --> 00:21:06,280
Speaker 15: the word, like, you gotta like show them's like like

512
00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:10,040
Speaker 15: what me did for real, like tangible. You just gotta

513
00:21:10,080 --> 00:21:12,119
Speaker 15: showing Like I like the thing with me that I

514
00:21:12,119 --> 00:21:14,320
Speaker 15: feel like make a difference a lot is I let

515
00:21:14,359 --> 00:21:17,360
Speaker 15: people see me in a physical like you gotta see it,

516
00:21:17,520 --> 00:21:20,240
Speaker 15: like have conversations like seeing this, believing you feel what

517
00:21:20,240 --> 00:21:21,840
Speaker 15: I'm saying, Like you know you could do this when

518
00:21:21,880 --> 00:21:24,520
Speaker 15: you could actually get in front of somebody like me.

519
00:21:24,640 --> 00:21:27,359
Speaker 15: Growing up, I never seen nobody that I looked up to,

520
00:21:28,160 --> 00:21:30,600
Speaker 15: and I wanted to be like in front of me

521
00:21:30,680 --> 00:21:32,239
Speaker 15: talking to me. You know what I'm saying, Like I

522
00:21:32,320 --> 00:21:34,480
Speaker 15: just had to have a man power, like I could

523
00:21:34,480 --> 00:21:35,920
Speaker 15: do it. I'm gonna do it. You feel what I'm saying.

524
00:21:36,400 --> 00:21:39,000
Speaker 15: And it happened for me. And when I got a

525
00:21:39,040 --> 00:21:43,600
Speaker 15: certain age like nineteen twenty eight, like those ages when

526
00:21:43,640 --> 00:21:46,359
Speaker 15: I started traveling and having conversations with people that I

527
00:21:46,359 --> 00:21:50,000
Speaker 15: looked up to, But like fourteen fifteen, sixteen, them years

528
00:21:50,080 --> 00:21:52,119
Speaker 15: really matter where Like you know what I'm saying, I

529
00:21:52,760 --> 00:21:55,359
Speaker 15: try to be the person where I just go back

530
00:21:55,760 --> 00:21:58,879
Speaker 15: and do certain things and go touch the community, and

531
00:21:58,960 --> 00:22:00,480
Speaker 15: you know what I'm saying, tell them that they could

532
00:22:00,520 --> 00:22:03,600
Speaker 15: really make it, Like this is nothing for real, Li,

533
00:22:04,520 --> 00:22:06,520
Speaker 15: But like you and I ain't gonna say it's nothing

534
00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,000
Speaker 15: like it's it's a task.

535
00:22:09,119 --> 00:22:12,880
Speaker 4: For sure, it's hard, but it's easy at the same time.

536
00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:15,000
Speaker 15: All you gotta do is wake up and strive to

537
00:22:15,040 --> 00:22:17,160
Speaker 15: go get it and want to do it and believe

538
00:22:17,200 --> 00:22:18,320
Speaker 15: that you could do it. You just got to have

539
00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:20,719
Speaker 15: a vision, you feel what I'm saying, Like, And and

540
00:22:20,760 --> 00:22:22,960
Speaker 15: when I go look at like these kids and be

541
00:22:23,080 --> 00:22:25,600
Speaker 15: going to talk and have conversations, like they got the

542
00:22:25,640 --> 00:22:28,040
Speaker 15: same power that I got, Like they really got.

543
00:22:27,840 --> 00:22:31,760
Speaker 4: Something in them. They just don't think it's possible.

544
00:22:31,880 --> 00:22:34,719
Speaker 15: This is really possible, like they when you wake up

545
00:22:34,760 --> 00:22:37,879
Speaker 15: and all you got is this four block radius and

546
00:22:38,000 --> 00:22:40,480
Speaker 15: your hood and that you're dealing with every day, you

547
00:22:40,560 --> 00:22:42,680
Speaker 15: think that's your life, but it's like it's so much

548
00:22:42,720 --> 00:22:43,520
Speaker 15: outside of that.

549
00:22:43,920 --> 00:22:46,440
Speaker 4: All you gotta know is how to break that cycle.

550
00:22:46,480 --> 00:22:48,520
Speaker 15: And you fee what I'm saying, Like, that's that's the

551
00:22:48,560 --> 00:22:50,880
Speaker 15: thing with me, Like I feel like that's what make

552
00:22:50,960 --> 00:22:51,720
Speaker 15: a difference in.

553
00:22:52,680 --> 00:22:56,280
Speaker 4: Why people like believe in me because I try. I

554
00:22:56,680 --> 00:22:58,080
Speaker 4: let them touch me. I let them. You know what

555
00:22:58,080 --> 00:23:00,159
Speaker 4: I'm saying, Pauls Like, you know what I'm saying. I

556
00:23:00,200 --> 00:23:01,040
Speaker 4: go see the people.

557
00:23:01,240 --> 00:23:02,280
Speaker 8: I'm thinking about something now.

558
00:23:02,359 --> 00:23:03,760
Speaker 9: And you made me think about it when you said

559
00:23:04,000 --> 00:23:05,560
Speaker 9: you've been rapping since you was nineteen, because I can

560
00:23:05,520 --> 00:23:08,639
Speaker 9: remember like your first six sixteen, I.

561
00:23:08,640 --> 00:23:10,959
Speaker 8: Can remember your first early breakfast club interviews.

562
00:23:11,000 --> 00:23:11,119
Speaker 6: Right.

563
00:23:11,119 --> 00:23:13,399
Speaker 9: But then it started getting me thinking about all of

564
00:23:13,400 --> 00:23:17,120
Speaker 9: these artists we've seen from Chicago that have come through

565
00:23:17,359 --> 00:23:19,320
Speaker 9: come through here the past fifteen years. You talk about

566
00:23:19,320 --> 00:23:22,720
Speaker 9: what's possible. Man, you are proof that's surviving as possible. Yeah,

567
00:23:22,800 --> 00:23:24,879
Speaker 9: chief keepers, proof that's surviving.

568
00:23:24,440 --> 00:23:26,560
Speaker 4: Is sure, so so definitely know what I mean.

569
00:23:26,640 --> 00:23:29,000
Speaker 9: People like Dirk that's locked up, and people like Bond

570
00:23:29,040 --> 00:23:31,320
Speaker 9: that's no longer here, plenty of other artists we probably

571
00:23:31,320 --> 00:23:32,080
Speaker 9: interview from Chicago.

572
00:23:32,640 --> 00:23:33,399
Speaker 8: How does that feel?

573
00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:34,800
Speaker 4: It feel great? Man?

574
00:23:34,960 --> 00:23:38,480
Speaker 15: You know, And I'm gonna say this again, I'm gonna

575
00:23:38,480 --> 00:23:41,520
Speaker 15: shall make out real quick because he just told me

576
00:23:41,560 --> 00:23:44,359
Speaker 15: the other day, and it feel different. It's a different

577
00:23:44,359 --> 00:23:46,720
Speaker 15: feeling than him saying It's like he's like, man, want

578
00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:50,119
Speaker 15: you the chosen one. It's certain things that just affect

579
00:23:50,200 --> 00:23:53,200
Speaker 15: you differently, you know what I'm saying. And I learned

580
00:23:53,200 --> 00:23:55,320
Speaker 15: that from the streets, like I didn't bump my head

581
00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:58,120
Speaker 15: so many times and did so much and been arrested

582
00:23:58,160 --> 00:24:01,040
Speaker 15: and fell off and came back or whatever the case

583
00:24:01,080 --> 00:24:01,359
Speaker 15: may be.

584
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:02,000
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying.

585
00:24:02,000 --> 00:24:05,119
Speaker 15: It's like when you do certain things, God just punish

586
00:24:05,200 --> 00:24:07,480
Speaker 15: you differently because you can't get.

587
00:24:07,320 --> 00:24:08,600
Speaker 4: Away with that, you knowe what I'm saying.

588
00:24:08,600 --> 00:24:10,679
Speaker 15: Like you would think you would see somebody else doing it, like,

589
00:24:11,080 --> 00:24:13,920
Speaker 15: oh he did it, and you can't do that because

590
00:24:14,080 --> 00:24:19,120
Speaker 15: God got a different path for you. And surviving in Chicago,

591
00:24:19,359 --> 00:24:22,159
Speaker 15: just making it out of the streets alone is a blessing.

592
00:24:22,280 --> 00:24:25,080
Speaker 15: Like it's literally like I'd be seeing some of my

593
00:24:25,160 --> 00:24:27,840
Speaker 15: homies and certain people that just like but and I

594
00:24:27,960 --> 00:24:30,320
Speaker 15: understand it. Other people don't get it, Like it's certain

595
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:33,480
Speaker 15: people where you just like you just like wash your

596
00:24:33,520 --> 00:24:36,960
Speaker 15: hands with everything. I know certain that was real menaces

597
00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:39,199
Speaker 15: in the streets that don't do nothing but just be

598
00:24:39,280 --> 00:24:41,760
Speaker 15: at home with the girl and their kids now because

599
00:24:41,760 --> 00:24:44,160
Speaker 15: they just want peace. Like damn, I made it out there.

600
00:24:44,240 --> 00:24:47,320
Speaker 15: I can't believe I'm still alive. Like a lot of

601
00:24:47,320 --> 00:24:50,600
Speaker 15: people never experience life to that capacity where they just

602
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:53,520
Speaker 15: grateful that they're alive, that they still here, you know

603
00:24:53,640 --> 00:24:56,080
Speaker 15: what I'm saying. And it's a lot of people when

604
00:24:56,080 --> 00:24:59,920
Speaker 15: it comes surviving, you gotta make decisions and it got

605
00:25:00,080 --> 00:25:02,360
Speaker 15: to be calculated. And it's a lot of people that's

606
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:04,760
Speaker 15: just raised off survival or you.

607
00:25:04,720 --> 00:25:05,520
Speaker 4: Will do anything.

608
00:25:05,720 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 15: It's a difference like when you survive and you just

609
00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:12,320
Speaker 15: raised off survival. Like I'm trying to explain that with

610
00:25:12,480 --> 00:25:15,399
Speaker 15: Like it's certain people where if you just like survival

611
00:25:15,440 --> 00:25:17,479
Speaker 15: is your first instinct, you would do anything.

612
00:25:18,920 --> 00:25:21,480
Speaker 4: You would kill your closest friend, you.

613
00:25:21,520 --> 00:25:26,159
Speaker 15: A snitch, rob steal from your mama, your grandma, And

614
00:25:26,600 --> 00:25:29,520
Speaker 15: you gotta understand this, like it's just life. It's certain

615
00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:32,600
Speaker 15: people who don't know nothing else. They was raised off

616
00:25:32,600 --> 00:25:36,639
Speaker 15: of survival. They mother and father raised them off of survivals.

617
00:25:37,119 --> 00:25:39,639
Speaker 15: So it's like a lot of people don't understand that,

618
00:25:39,680 --> 00:25:41,840
Speaker 15: you know what I'm saying. It's just me being here today.

619
00:25:42,359 --> 00:25:45,280
Speaker 15: I try to like I think that's one of the

620
00:25:45,359 --> 00:25:48,919
Speaker 15: reasons why, like I probably got took advantage of so

621
00:25:49,000 --> 00:25:52,359
Speaker 15: much because I understand both sides of the fence, and

622
00:25:52,400 --> 00:25:54,560
Speaker 15: I try to get everybody the benefit of the doubt.

623
00:25:54,560 --> 00:25:56,479
Speaker 15: You know what I'm saying, like I try to like

624
00:25:57,200 --> 00:26:00,840
Speaker 15: think about putting myself in other people shoot before I

625
00:26:00,880 --> 00:26:02,520
Speaker 15: make a decision, you know what I'm saying, Like I

626
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:08,919
Speaker 15: always before I do anything, I always think about the consequences, repercussions, everything.

627
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:09,720
Speaker 4: So if I do.

628
00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:13,119
Speaker 15: Something to anybody or do anything, I thought about it

629
00:26:13,160 --> 00:26:15,640
Speaker 15: so many times, I'm comfortable with have it play out,

630
00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:18,120
Speaker 15: you know what I'm saying, And like you like, it's

631
00:26:18,200 --> 00:26:21,560
Speaker 15: only certain people that think like that, especially in life

632
00:26:21,600 --> 00:26:24,400
Speaker 15: and coming from Chicago, you gotta think about both sides

633
00:26:24,440 --> 00:26:26,360
Speaker 15: of the fence. The it's certain people that think a lot,

634
00:26:26,400 --> 00:26:28,560
Speaker 15: and it's certain people that don't think at all. You

635
00:26:28,600 --> 00:26:31,960
Speaker 15: feel me, And it's a blessing to be here for sure,

636
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:34,440
Speaker 15: for sure, because I've seen a lot. I experienced a lot.

637
00:26:34,480 --> 00:26:38,440
Speaker 15: I've seen a lot of death. And I just come

638
00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:41,239
Speaker 15: from one of the toughest neighborhoods in Chicago, like one

639
00:26:41,240 --> 00:26:44,160
Speaker 15: of the most poverty struck in neighborhoods. Whereas like I

640
00:26:44,200 --> 00:26:46,760
Speaker 15: was a kid and people used to like a lady

641
00:26:46,800 --> 00:26:48,720
Speaker 15: walked out. I think I said this before on a

642
00:26:48,720 --> 00:26:50,720
Speaker 15: breakfast club interview when I was when I was in short,

643
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:53,800
Speaker 15: like a lady walked up on me. I'm waiting on

644
00:26:53,840 --> 00:26:56,480
Speaker 15: my mom. She coming from the laundromat. A lady walked

645
00:26:56,560 --> 00:27:00,200
Speaker 15: up on me, like, you got some C. I'm like what.

646
00:27:00,560 --> 00:27:02,240
Speaker 4: I'm like what. She's like, you got some C?

647
00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:05,480
Speaker 2: She asks for crack. I'm like nine years old.

648
00:27:07,040 --> 00:27:09,000
Speaker 15: I'm like nineteen, wait on my mama to come in

649
00:27:09,000 --> 00:27:11,400
Speaker 15: the house, like you got some See, I'm like what. Yeah,

650
00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:14,359
Speaker 15: she asked me if I had cracked literally a kid

651
00:27:14,440 --> 00:27:17,679
Speaker 15: three in the morning. I'm outside because that's now your

652
00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:19,160
Speaker 15: selling crack for real?

653
00:27:19,240 --> 00:27:21,040
Speaker 8: For real? Like when did you get something.

654
00:27:26,119 --> 00:27:31,840
Speaker 4: That's the statute of limitations with this career, like some crack,

655
00:27:32,119 --> 00:27:34,040
Speaker 4: it's a statute of limitations for sure.

656
00:27:34,240 --> 00:27:37,439
Speaker 9: That therapeutic was this album in regards to your grieving process,

657
00:27:37,440 --> 00:27:39,760
Speaker 9: because I hear you mentioned your brother a lot, especially

658
00:27:39,800 --> 00:27:40,560
Speaker 9: on Give It All.

659
00:27:40,800 --> 00:27:41,680
Speaker 8: How did that help?

660
00:27:42,560 --> 00:27:45,520
Speaker 4: I ain't gonna lie that I've been dealing with def sis.

661
00:27:45,560 --> 00:27:48,879
Speaker 15: I was a kid, bro like I lost I started

662
00:27:48,880 --> 00:27:52,280
Speaker 15: losing friends when I was like fourteen years old, you know, like,

663
00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:55,239
Speaker 15: and I'm talking about that, I'm touching on that my

664
00:27:55,440 --> 00:27:59,160
Speaker 15: and my my project, but you got to really like realize,

665
00:27:59,240 --> 00:28:00,400
Speaker 15: I'm thirty years ars old.

666
00:28:00,440 --> 00:28:01,480
Speaker 4: I've been losing people.

667
00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:06,480
Speaker 15: I love for fifteen years and still managing to wake

668
00:28:06,560 --> 00:28:10,360
Speaker 15: up and make it happen and beg herbo and take

669
00:28:10,400 --> 00:28:13,160
Speaker 15: pictures and smile for the fans, Like I really didn't

670
00:28:13,200 --> 00:28:16,040
Speaker 15: lost some of my best friends and had to go

671
00:28:16,119 --> 00:28:18,560
Speaker 15: do a show that same day. You feel what I'm saying,

672
00:28:18,600 --> 00:28:21,080
Speaker 15: Like my homie Cap died twenty fifteen, I had to

673
00:28:21,080 --> 00:28:23,480
Speaker 15: perform in front of ten thousand people. I just had

674
00:28:23,480 --> 00:28:25,720
Speaker 15: to find an emmy. A lot of people can't do that.

675
00:28:25,760 --> 00:28:27,080
Speaker 15: A lot of people like man, I just lost my

676
00:28:27,080 --> 00:28:30,600
Speaker 15: homie fishing to go spind like I wanted to go

677
00:28:30,640 --> 00:28:33,680
Speaker 15: do the show. So it's like, I feel like I'm

678
00:28:33,720 --> 00:28:36,920
Speaker 15: really destined for this. Chose my own destiny. I chose

679
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:39,640
Speaker 15: my own path. And I'm saying that like for me,

680
00:28:39,720 --> 00:28:43,280
Speaker 15: they experience all of that death and feel like I

681
00:28:43,360 --> 00:28:45,240
Speaker 15: was numb to it. When my little brother died, it

682
00:28:45,360 --> 00:28:47,520
Speaker 15: changed my life. That was some of the worst pain

683
00:28:47,600 --> 00:28:51,520
Speaker 15: that I ever felt in my life ever. I could

684
00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:55,720
Speaker 15: never I never could faden like and I'm on street,

685
00:28:56,040 --> 00:28:58,320
Speaker 15: like when I wake out, when I walk out the house,

686
00:28:58,360 --> 00:29:01,080
Speaker 15: I feel like I'm gonna die, Like you know, like

687
00:29:01,160 --> 00:29:02,400
Speaker 15: I really feel like that.

688
00:29:02,320 --> 00:29:03,400
Speaker 4: And that's what get me home.

689
00:29:03,680 --> 00:29:05,720
Speaker 15: You feel what I'm saying, like every step, every move

690
00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:09,120
Speaker 15: that I take is calculated. And I never felt like

691
00:29:09,160 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 15: he was gonna die. You know what I'm saying, Like, no, boys,

692
00:29:12,200 --> 00:29:15,520
Speaker 15: I never ever think like him. Hell No, I just

693
00:29:16,200 --> 00:29:18,360
Speaker 15: I never thought he was gonna die. Every day I

694
00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:20,560
Speaker 15: wake out, wake up, I really feel like I'm gonna die.

695
00:29:20,600 --> 00:29:22,320
Speaker 15: I feel like somebody would do something to me. And

696
00:29:22,800 --> 00:29:25,000
Speaker 15: that's just the life I live. And that's just you.

697
00:29:24,960 --> 00:29:26,600
Speaker 12: Still feel like that, cause I remember the last day

698
00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:27,840
Speaker 12: you said you feel like that. You said you were

699
00:29:27,880 --> 00:29:30,800
Speaker 12: going to therapy to help you, and it helped me.

700
00:29:30,800 --> 00:29:32,560
Speaker 8: With it, helped me with it.

701
00:29:32,560 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 15: But like, nah, hell no, And I'm glad that even

702
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:40,080
Speaker 15: going through therapy and like growing and healing the way

703
00:29:40,120 --> 00:29:43,240
Speaker 15: that I've healed in my life, I'm kind of glad

704
00:29:43,280 --> 00:29:46,720
Speaker 15: that I never lost their edge for real, because that's

705
00:29:46,720 --> 00:29:49,000
Speaker 15: how I protect myself, That's how I protect my children,

706
00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:50,960
Speaker 15: That's how I make sure I get back home. You

707
00:29:50,960 --> 00:29:53,280
Speaker 15: feel what I'm saying, Like, I'm not out here thuging,

708
00:29:53,280 --> 00:29:55,120
Speaker 15: I ain't wild and I ain't doing no crazy. Some

709
00:29:55,200 --> 00:29:57,040
Speaker 15: days I leave the house and it just be just

710
00:29:57,560 --> 00:29:59,760
Speaker 15: me by myself, no security, nothing.

711
00:29:59,720 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 4: But I I'm still on point.

712
00:30:01,280 --> 00:30:04,040
Speaker 15: I'm still watching my back, I'm still aware of my surroundings,

713
00:30:04,040 --> 00:30:06,160
Speaker 15: you feel I'm saying. So it's like I'm glad that

714
00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:09,320
Speaker 15: I never lost that edge real real and when like

715
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:10,959
Speaker 15: going back to what you know what I'm saying. What

716
00:30:11,000 --> 00:30:13,720
Speaker 15: you said, Shla Mane. Like when I when my little

717
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:17,840
Speaker 15: brother died, I lost myself, Like I became an alcoholic,

718
00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:20,800
Speaker 15: like a badass alcoholic. I never used to drink bro

719
00:30:20,840 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 15: I used to drink a fifth of liquor every single day,

720
00:30:24,160 --> 00:30:28,120
Speaker 15: like every day by myself, like, and my girl was

721
00:30:28,120 --> 00:30:32,640
Speaker 15: pregnant when he died, you feel me, like, and I

722
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:36,040
Speaker 15: was like I was trying to like not be that

723
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:38,640
Speaker 15: weak around her, you feel me because she she know

724
00:30:38,760 --> 00:30:40,720
Speaker 15: I didn't been through like she didn't been around me,

725
00:30:40,760 --> 00:30:42,600
Speaker 15: and I didn't lost homies, you fe what I'm saying. Like,

726
00:30:43,040 --> 00:30:47,239
Speaker 15: and she used to like say, like snap out of it,

727
00:30:47,320 --> 00:30:49,360
Speaker 15: like you feel me like she used to like say it,

728
00:30:49,400 --> 00:30:50,400
Speaker 15: but it's like I can't.

729
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:51,880
Speaker 4: It was just so hard for me.

730
00:30:51,960 --> 00:30:53,560
Speaker 15: I really couldn't for real, Like I used to have

731
00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:55,560
Speaker 15: to leave the house just to go cry, like swear

732
00:30:55,600 --> 00:30:57,480
Speaker 15: to God, like just go get in the con just

733
00:30:57,960 --> 00:31:00,240
Speaker 15: cry for a hour straight because I ain't want to

734
00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:02,600
Speaker 15: do that in front of her, and I felt like

735
00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:03,080
Speaker 15: I should have.

736
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:06,360
Speaker 4: I should have, I should have, but I was like,

737
00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:07,240
Speaker 4: I don't know.

738
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:09,160
Speaker 5: I just And when she said snap out of it,

739
00:31:09,200 --> 00:31:11,680
Speaker 5: what does she mean, like not.

740
00:31:11,800 --> 00:31:13,760
Speaker 15: Snap out of the grief, snap out of the healing,

741
00:31:13,840 --> 00:31:17,320
Speaker 15: snap out of the crashing out like drinking, drinking every

742
00:31:17,440 --> 00:31:20,120
Speaker 15: day and wanting to go to the club and just

743
00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:22,640
Speaker 15: feel something, because I really can't feel nothing, you know

744
00:31:22,680 --> 00:31:24,800
Speaker 15: what I'm saying. Like that was like that's what she

745
00:31:24,880 --> 00:31:26,320
Speaker 15: used to tell me to snap out of and it

746
00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 15: was like it was hard, man, I ain't gonna lie.

747
00:31:28,840 --> 00:31:30,400
Speaker 9: I want to go back to one thing you said

748
00:31:30,720 --> 00:31:33,400
Speaker 9: in regards to how you react to death, because you know,

749
00:31:33,800 --> 00:31:37,080
Speaker 9: staying busy as a response to trauma, right, and we

750
00:31:37,120 --> 00:31:39,160
Speaker 9: saw that in real time. If you don't mind me

751
00:31:39,200 --> 00:31:41,720
Speaker 9: bringing this up, like like people don't know to day

752
00:31:41,800 --> 00:31:45,080
Speaker 9: your father passed, God bless it came in you was

753
00:31:45,120 --> 00:31:46,920
Speaker 9: scheduled to do a breakfast club interview.

754
00:31:47,360 --> 00:31:48,840
Speaker 8: You came in the studio and.

755
00:31:48,800 --> 00:31:51,280
Speaker 2: Still wanted to do it, like bro go home, like.

756
00:31:51,200 --> 00:31:52,480
Speaker 8: What some of it?

757
00:31:53,080 --> 00:31:55,960
Speaker 15: And I love you forever for that because I really

758
00:31:56,080 --> 00:31:58,480
Speaker 15: was hit her do that. And it's like that's the thing.

759
00:31:58,640 --> 00:32:02,080
Speaker 15: Like I'm so used to deaf and used to just

760
00:32:02,080 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 15: like I didn't even process it for real, like I

761
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:06,080
Speaker 15: came here because it's like I really was in my

762
00:32:06,120 --> 00:32:08,640
Speaker 15: head trying to forget that my dad is dead. But

763
00:32:08,720 --> 00:32:12,080
Speaker 15: I gotta like understand it. I gotta know, like, yeah,

764
00:32:12,200 --> 00:32:14,480
Speaker 15: my PAP's just dad today. I need to process that.

765
00:32:14,640 --> 00:32:16,080
Speaker 15: Like and you.

766
00:32:16,080 --> 00:32:18,200
Speaker 8: Had just got the news while you was in the car.

767
00:32:18,680 --> 00:32:19,040
Speaker 4: On the way.

768
00:32:19,280 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 15: Yeah, my dad was in the hospital. I knew he

769
00:32:21,960 --> 00:32:23,959
Speaker 15: was sick, and I found out he died, and I

770
00:32:24,080 --> 00:32:24,840
Speaker 15: just came here.

771
00:32:25,440 --> 00:32:28,600
Speaker 4: I don't know. I just like I don't even like

772
00:32:28,680 --> 00:32:30,520
Speaker 4: you know what, go home?

773
00:32:31,320 --> 00:32:32,080
Speaker 8: What are you doing?

774
00:32:32,400 --> 00:32:34,680
Speaker 15: Like we're not doing Yeah no you told me, like bro,

775
00:32:34,840 --> 00:32:37,560
Speaker 15: just go home, Like just leave bro for real for

776
00:32:37,600 --> 00:32:38,800
Speaker 15: real the rest of that day, Like.

777
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:40,640
Speaker 14: What did you do? Did you reflect on it? Were

778
00:32:40,680 --> 00:32:41,880
Speaker 14: you afraid to even?

779
00:32:42,080 --> 00:32:42,880
Speaker 4: I was afraid?

780
00:32:43,040 --> 00:32:45,640
Speaker 15: I was afraid because like when you lose a parent,

781
00:32:45,720 --> 00:32:48,200
Speaker 15: that's different real real my dad.

782
00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:50,280
Speaker 4: Like I didn't. I didn't have an absent.

783
00:32:49,920 --> 00:32:53,080
Speaker 15: Father, like my father been living with me my entire life,

784
00:32:53,200 --> 00:32:56,040
Speaker 15: Like my mother and my dad been together forty years

785
00:32:56,560 --> 00:32:59,560
Speaker 15: for real for real, Like and I think I was

786
00:32:59,600 --> 00:33:02,880
Speaker 15: just trying to like not feel it, like not processing,

787
00:33:02,960 --> 00:33:04,120
Speaker 15: like you know what I'm saying. I was just like,

788
00:33:04,200 --> 00:33:06,480
Speaker 15: all right, man, let me just do it, and like

789
00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:08,560
Speaker 15: that's the that's the problem, Like that's the thing, like

790
00:33:08,560 --> 00:33:09,920
Speaker 15: you feel like, all right, let me just do it

791
00:33:09,960 --> 00:33:11,520
Speaker 15: and push through this and this is my job, this

792
00:33:11,560 --> 00:33:13,920
Speaker 15: is my life, Like you gotta put that to the side.

793
00:33:14,000 --> 00:33:17,000
Speaker 15: Sometimes when you're going through things like that, you feel

794
00:33:17,000 --> 00:33:18,720
Speaker 15: what I'm saying. And the rest of that day for

795
00:33:18,800 --> 00:33:21,480
Speaker 15: me was really just like I was scared, like I

796
00:33:21,480 --> 00:33:23,240
Speaker 15: ain't want to call my mama. I didn't want to

797
00:33:23,240 --> 00:33:25,120
Speaker 15: talk to my sister. It took me so long and

798
00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:27,040
Speaker 15: it just asked, my sister, are you okay?

799
00:33:27,120 --> 00:33:29,640
Speaker 4: How you doing? It was super hard? Okay?

800
00:33:30,320 --> 00:33:33,200
Speaker 15: Like I was scared to like had them conversations with her,

801
00:33:33,240 --> 00:33:34,440
Speaker 15: like how you feeling?

802
00:33:34,440 --> 00:33:35,560
Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying that even.

803
00:33:35,400 --> 00:33:37,360
Speaker 15: My mom, like I keep my mom close to me,

804
00:33:37,360 --> 00:33:41,080
Speaker 15: and my mom like this you feel me and I know.

805
00:33:41,120 --> 00:33:42,479
Speaker 4: It, like I could see it.

806
00:33:42,560 --> 00:33:45,280
Speaker 15: I know she was not okay, And I used to

807
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:48,080
Speaker 15: avoid them conversations you feel what I'm saying, Like she

808
00:33:48,160 --> 00:33:51,200
Speaker 15: would bring stuff up and like send me pictures and

809
00:33:51,240 --> 00:33:51,480
Speaker 15: all that.

810
00:33:51,960 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 4: It was. It was like i'd have been in therapy.

811
00:33:54,360 --> 00:33:57,040
Speaker 15: I'm a person that's not like shy from my emotions,

812
00:33:57,080 --> 00:33:59,480
Speaker 15: like I'm intune my emotions all of that. But just

813
00:33:59,520 --> 00:34:03,200
Speaker 15: like it was hard because like for me, just I

814
00:34:03,280 --> 00:34:05,800
Speaker 15: just thought he hit more time, like I just wanted

815
00:34:05,880 --> 00:34:07,880
Speaker 15: him to be here. So I wasn't trying to like

816
00:34:08,520 --> 00:34:10,960
Speaker 15: live in reality because I'm still I was still grieving

817
00:34:11,000 --> 00:34:13,160
Speaker 15: my little brother Da, you feel what I'm saying, Like,

818
00:34:13,520 --> 00:34:15,680
Speaker 15: so when that happened, it was just like I didn't

819
00:34:15,719 --> 00:34:18,239
Speaker 15: want to believe that my dad was dead because I

820
00:34:18,360 --> 00:34:20,600
Speaker 15: be on the road. Sometimes I go eight months without

821
00:34:20,640 --> 00:34:22,920
Speaker 15: seeing my pops. So it's like you feel me, like

822
00:34:23,400 --> 00:34:26,319
Speaker 15: eight nine months without seeing him at all. Sometimes I

823
00:34:26,360 --> 00:34:28,399
Speaker 15: go months without talking to him. So I was trying

824
00:34:28,400 --> 00:34:30,920
Speaker 15: to like tap into that, like you feel me, like,

825
00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:34,239
Speaker 15: let me just get in that mentality like he like

826
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:36,560
Speaker 15: he here, but you know what I'm saying, but he

827
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:37,640
Speaker 15: my pops.

828
00:34:37,719 --> 00:34:39,040
Speaker 4: Really, Like that's crazy.

829
00:34:39,080 --> 00:34:41,520
Speaker 15: I think about that every day, like man really died

830
00:34:41,600 --> 00:34:44,520
Speaker 15: on me, And it's crazy, Like I pray every day,

831
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:48,520
Speaker 15: like I pray so much because my pops, my last

832
00:34:48,520 --> 00:34:49,399
Speaker 15: conversation with him.

833
00:34:49,440 --> 00:34:50,879
Speaker 4: My dad died the day after his.

834
00:34:50,840 --> 00:34:54,480
Speaker 15: Birthday, Like my birthday October eighth, my dad birthday October sixteenth.

835
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:58,560
Speaker 15: He died on seventeen and my last conversation with him,

836
00:34:58,680 --> 00:34:59,800
Speaker 15: I called him, I said every birthday.

837
00:34:59,760 --> 00:35:01,600
Speaker 4: I said, man, you're on your way. Boy, you're getting old.

838
00:35:02,520 --> 00:35:03,200
Speaker 4: You're getting old?

839
00:35:03,239 --> 00:35:03,279
Speaker 6: What?

840
00:35:04,000 --> 00:35:07,319
Speaker 4: And he died Like that was the last thing I

841
00:35:07,360 --> 00:35:09,279
Speaker 4: said to my pops, like boy, on your way. Boy,

842
00:35:09,320 --> 00:35:10,239
Speaker 4: you about to be setting me.

843
00:35:10,480 --> 00:35:13,920
Speaker 15: You know what I'm saying, Like you're getting old. Stop

844
00:35:13,960 --> 00:35:15,239
Speaker 15: getting old?

845
00:35:15,960 --> 00:35:18,480
Speaker 2: In a dream like you said that I was on

846
00:35:18,560 --> 00:35:18,919
Speaker 2: my way.

847
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:21,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, I hope So I want him to. Now he

848
00:35:21,960 --> 00:35:23,600
Speaker 4: haven't chat. I want him to. I hope he.

849
00:35:23,719 --> 00:35:25,279
Speaker 15: I hope he's telling me that the night Like that

850
00:35:25,520 --> 00:35:27,560
Speaker 15: give me a lot of comfort for real, real, Like.

851
00:35:27,920 --> 00:35:29,560
Speaker 9: Is it hard to write about? I mean, like I said,

852
00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:32,799
Speaker 9: you write about your brother now? Yeah, but past three

853
00:35:32,840 --> 00:35:35,680
Speaker 9: years ago? Five okay five years?

854
00:35:35,760 --> 00:35:37,440
Speaker 8: So is it hard? It's hard to put that on

855
00:35:37,520 --> 00:35:38,080
Speaker 8: paper right.

856
00:35:38,000 --> 00:35:41,520
Speaker 15: Now in a way like only like I'll just like

857
00:35:41,960 --> 00:35:44,240
Speaker 15: for sure, like in a way I just rap about

858
00:35:44,280 --> 00:35:47,960
Speaker 15: like my pop's passing. I never like I didn't got

859
00:35:48,000 --> 00:35:50,720
Speaker 15: all the way, like I didn't made songs like paying

860
00:35:50,760 --> 00:35:51,279
Speaker 15: homage to.

861
00:35:51,239 --> 00:35:53,359
Speaker 4: My brother, like give it all that songs about my

862
00:35:53,400 --> 00:35:54,960
Speaker 4: brother and.

863
00:35:55,000 --> 00:35:58,040
Speaker 15: Made songs just talking about how I felt that day,

864
00:35:58,080 --> 00:36:00,560
Speaker 15: like I didn't made multiple songs about my brother die

865
00:36:00,560 --> 00:36:02,359
Speaker 15: like I ain't did that for my pop shit. All

866
00:36:02,400 --> 00:36:04,279
Speaker 15: I said on Wax for Real is just like my

867
00:36:04,360 --> 00:36:07,520
Speaker 15: dad did, Like I never spoke about the emotions how

868
00:36:07,560 --> 00:36:09,080
Speaker 15: I felt, none of that.

869
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:12,000
Speaker 4: So yeah, it is definitely tough because.

870
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:15,080
Speaker 15: I don't know I feel like mentally or just where

871
00:36:15,120 --> 00:36:17,040
Speaker 15: I'm met in life, like I ain't been able to

872
00:36:17,080 --> 00:36:18,000
Speaker 15: tap into that pain.

873
00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:21,480
Speaker 2: We want to get into something for that. What you

874
00:36:21,480 --> 00:36:22,000
Speaker 2: want to hear that?

875
00:36:22,200 --> 00:36:24,239
Speaker 4: Man, Let's play give it out. That's one of my

876
00:36:24,280 --> 00:36:24,920
Speaker 4: favorite songs.

877
00:36:25,960 --> 00:36:27,200
Speaker 2: We appreciate you for joining us.

878
00:36:27,200 --> 00:36:30,080
Speaker 12: Brother the pick up her ABO album this week seeing

879
00:36:30,120 --> 00:36:31,239
Speaker 12: her and it's the breakfast Club.

880
00:36:31,320 --> 00:36:35,640
Speaker 2: Good morning, everybody being just Hilarie Chelamine the guy.

881
00:36:35,719 --> 00:36:38,080
Speaker 12: We are the breakfast club Longa Roses here as well.

882
00:36:38,080 --> 00:36:40,680
Speaker 2: We got a special guest in the building. Indeed number

883
00:36:40,719 --> 00:36:43,439
Speaker 2: one record. The record is flying on the Chelsea Player

884
00:36:43,560 --> 00:36:44,279
Speaker 2: What every.

885
00:36:44,000 --> 00:36:46,600
Speaker 12: Hour on the hour, damn one of my wife's favorite

886
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:50,359
Speaker 12: record Right now, ladies and gentlemen, Klan welcome guy.

887
00:36:51,520 --> 00:36:52,160
Speaker 5: I'm really good.

888
00:36:52,640 --> 00:36:55,080
Speaker 8: I have blessed black night. How your energy it's good?

889
00:36:55,120 --> 00:36:57,120
Speaker 5: Can I tell you guys something before we started.

890
00:36:57,239 --> 00:36:59,719
Speaker 16: Of course, it's very important that during this era of

891
00:36:59,719 --> 00:37:01,680
Speaker 16: my life, if I let everyone know that my name

892
00:37:01,760 --> 00:37:02,799
Speaker 16: is pronounced ka.

893
00:37:02,920 --> 00:37:06,480
Speaker 13: Lannie kise you guys say, I.

894
00:37:06,480 --> 00:37:14,400
Speaker 8: Always say ka, good morning morning.

895
00:37:14,600 --> 00:37:15,560
Speaker 5: I'm really good.

896
00:37:15,840 --> 00:37:17,680
Speaker 13: This might be like a stupid question, but like, why

897
00:37:17,880 --> 00:37:20,080
Speaker 13: this right right now? Why have you been correcting people?

898
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:22,200
Speaker 5: You know what? I feel like I have here and there,

899
00:37:22,800 --> 00:37:25,319
Speaker 5: But then like it just blows under, like nobody cares.

900
00:37:25,320 --> 00:37:26,800
Speaker 5: Everybody just says how they want to say. It's not

901
00:37:26,840 --> 00:37:27,440
Speaker 5: that big of a deal.

902
00:37:27,440 --> 00:37:30,400
Speaker 16: I have family members who say, Kilanie got you. But

903
00:37:30,640 --> 00:37:32,920
Speaker 16: you know, I'm like, I'm thirty now I'm feeling a

904
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,280
Speaker 16: little like, let's just get you know, it's been ten years.

905
00:37:35,400 --> 00:37:36,480
Speaker 2: Don't say my name wrong.

906
00:37:36,400 --> 00:37:37,200
Speaker 5: For ten years.

907
00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:41,239
Speaker 8: You know, we all like to create safe spaces for ourselves.

908
00:37:41,320 --> 00:37:43,040
Speaker 9: Yeah, I don't think you can create a safe space

909
00:37:43,080 --> 00:37:44,719
Speaker 9: of people calling you out your wrown name, because I

910
00:37:44,719 --> 00:37:46,239
Speaker 9: think if I was doing an interview and somebody said

911
00:37:46,280 --> 00:37:48,360
Speaker 9: Kilani and the whole interview, I think I should have

912
00:37:48,360 --> 00:37:48,759
Speaker 9: corrected them.

913
00:37:48,760 --> 00:37:50,120
Speaker 8: I should have corrected. I should have corrected.

914
00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:52,239
Speaker 16: But no one wants to be that person as like

915
00:37:52,600 --> 00:37:55,040
Speaker 16: sour as the moment it's like by the way scratch that.

916
00:37:56,640 --> 00:37:59,080
Speaker 5: You know, well, here we are now now you guys know.

917
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:02,080
Speaker 12: Yes, Kaylyn, how does it feel fold the number one?

918
00:38:02,239 --> 00:38:03,120
Speaker 12: How is that feeling?

919
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:05,680
Speaker 16: It feels really good. It's been a long time coming.

920
00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:09,440
Speaker 16: I've been getting told for the last eight years of

921
00:38:09,480 --> 00:38:11,239
Speaker 16: my life. You know, you're always one song away. You're

922
00:38:11,239 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 16: one song away or one song away, we see it

923
00:38:13,160 --> 00:38:15,840
Speaker 16: for you. And so to have the song and everything

924
00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:17,319
Speaker 16: be changing in this way, it's really nice.

925
00:38:17,360 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 2: Did you know that was the record when y'all did it?

926
00:38:19,080 --> 00:38:20,200
Speaker 2: Did you know that was gonna be it?

927
00:38:20,400 --> 00:38:20,600
Speaker 9: No?

928
00:38:20,800 --> 00:38:22,480
Speaker 16: It was the most accidental thing in the world that

929
00:38:22,560 --> 00:38:26,400
Speaker 16: even making it was accidental, came about accidentally. I'm in

930
00:38:26,560 --> 00:38:29,000
Speaker 16: la I get a call to come finish this feature.

931
00:38:29,120 --> 00:38:30,600
Speaker 16: But the guy's like, I'm out to go on this

932
00:38:30,680 --> 00:38:33,160
Speaker 16: massive tour, like, so you have to come finish it

933
00:38:33,200 --> 00:38:36,200
Speaker 16: with me in person. Bring the producers, Come to Miami,

934
00:38:37,320 --> 00:38:39,680
Speaker 16: Bring the producers. We go to Miami and for two

935
00:38:39,760 --> 00:38:41,920
Speaker 16: days we just can't figure out this song that we're

936
00:38:41,960 --> 00:38:44,120
Speaker 16: supposed to finish, and we don't want we didn't want

937
00:38:44,120 --> 00:38:46,520
Speaker 16: to waste the time, so we went to a studio

938
00:38:46,600 --> 00:38:49,399
Speaker 16: house with Don Mills, who actually plays a guitar on the.

939
00:38:49,320 --> 00:38:52,279
Speaker 5: Song, and Dre Harris came and the.

940
00:38:52,200 --> 00:38:54,520
Speaker 16: First be he played was the folded beat from his

941
00:38:54,600 --> 00:38:56,799
Speaker 16: boy DK the Punisher, and I bring it in the

942
00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:58,600
Speaker 16: other room and I just keep singing this hook and

943
00:38:58,640 --> 00:39:00,759
Speaker 16: everybody's like, that's really cool, build on it.

944
00:39:01,360 --> 00:39:02,520
Speaker 5: And we stayed there for a week.

945
00:39:02,600 --> 00:39:05,680
Speaker 16: But every single day after, you know, we made that song,

946
00:39:05,719 --> 00:39:07,799
Speaker 16: it'd be the one song from the like the camp

947
00:39:07,840 --> 00:39:10,840
Speaker 16: that we just kept replaying. And I hit my label

948
00:39:10,880 --> 00:39:12,600
Speaker 16: and I was like, I don't know, like, I know

949
00:39:12,640 --> 00:39:14,000
Speaker 16: you guys are looking for what is it?

950
00:39:14,000 --> 00:39:15,919
Speaker 5: It's like as a Juni or July at this time.

951
00:39:15,960 --> 00:39:16,479
Speaker 5: I'm not sure.

952
00:39:16,960 --> 00:39:19,960
Speaker 16: I know you guys are looking for like the club single,

953
00:39:20,080 --> 00:39:22,839
Speaker 16: the banger. This is not that, Like, this isn't really

954
00:39:23,040 --> 00:39:24,880
Speaker 16: song of the summer. I don't but this feels like

955
00:39:24,920 --> 00:39:28,160
Speaker 16: an introduction to like where I my mentally musically, my

956
00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:33,279
Speaker 16: you know, maturation in my like my sonic journey. And

957
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:35,160
Speaker 16: let me just tease it, like, let me put it out.

958
00:39:35,200 --> 00:39:36,799
Speaker 16: You guys don't have to, you know, don't freak out.

959
00:39:36,840 --> 00:39:39,120
Speaker 16: But it feels good and it just kind of like

960
00:39:39,120 --> 00:39:40,560
Speaker 16: took its own life, and there we are.

961
00:39:40,840 --> 00:39:43,520
Speaker 9: There's a lot of emotional intelligence to fold a man's

962
00:39:43,520 --> 00:39:46,839
Speaker 9: clothes and tell him come get him instead of throwing them.

963
00:39:46,719 --> 00:39:47,239
Speaker 8: All over the lung.

964
00:39:47,600 --> 00:39:49,520
Speaker 16: Well, I mean, I'm definitely not volding a man's clothes.

965
00:39:50,160 --> 00:39:54,239
Speaker 16: Oh well, anyone's close. Yeah, But I think it's a

966
00:39:54,320 --> 00:39:56,920
Speaker 16: very nuanced perspective, and I'm watching a lot of people

967
00:39:57,040 --> 00:39:59,480
Speaker 16: be on this, you know, really extreme side of it,

968
00:39:59,520 --> 00:40:02,120
Speaker 16: either like Carolin is way better than me. You're clothes

969
00:40:02,120 --> 00:40:03,239
Speaker 16: with being a trash can, or.

970
00:40:03,200 --> 00:40:06,560
Speaker 2: Believe I'm not taking time.

971
00:40:06,400 --> 00:40:09,080
Speaker 16: For that right, or they're like, yeah, I'm folding instantly,

972
00:40:09,120 --> 00:40:10,680
Speaker 16: I'm folding and closed and asked who cares if they

973
00:40:10,719 --> 00:40:11,160
Speaker 16: did wrong?

974
00:40:11,320 --> 00:40:13,520
Speaker 5: In the song, I verbatim.

975
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:16,120
Speaker 16: Say like I probably should have asked for space, but

976
00:40:16,160 --> 00:40:17,640
Speaker 16: I kind of told you to walk away, which means

977
00:40:17,640 --> 00:40:20,200
Speaker 16: I probably jumped the gun and I overreacted, And I

978
00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 16: need to express to you that you did hurt me,

979
00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:23,480
Speaker 16: but also maybe.

980
00:40:23,239 --> 00:40:24,520
Speaker 5: Come over so we can talk about it.

981
00:40:24,760 --> 00:40:28,480
Speaker 16: So it's more of like a nuance mature conversation existing

982
00:40:28,600 --> 00:40:30,200
Speaker 16: that's kind of like, both, you did hurt me, but

983
00:40:30,239 --> 00:40:32,759
Speaker 16: we also need to speak and I also might have not.

984
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:35,160
Speaker 5: You know, handled this the right way.

985
00:40:35,239 --> 00:40:37,319
Speaker 16: And let's just get in the same place and get

986
00:40:37,320 --> 00:40:38,680
Speaker 16: in each other's face and come talk about it.

987
00:40:38,719 --> 00:40:40,000
Speaker 5: I'm gonna use your clothes as bait.

988
00:40:40,160 --> 00:40:45,560
Speaker 9: I like that accountability, Yeah, nohall, you're choosing vulnerability over

989
00:40:45,960 --> 00:40:47,160
Speaker 9: wearing emotional armor.

990
00:40:47,560 --> 00:40:48,240
Speaker 5: Yeah exactly.

991
00:40:48,280 --> 00:40:50,760
Speaker 8: So what shifted in your real life that allowed that change?

992
00:40:51,760 --> 00:40:54,880
Speaker 16: I think something happens when you you know you're turning thirty.

993
00:40:55,040 --> 00:40:57,960
Speaker 16: I mean, astrologically, something madeor happens, you go through a

994
00:40:58,000 --> 00:41:01,239
Speaker 16: side and return and outside of that, I just I've

995
00:41:01,280 --> 00:41:03,160
Speaker 16: been through a lot in the last couple of years.

996
00:41:03,160 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 16: I've really spent, you know, making the changes I needed

997
00:41:06,480 --> 00:41:08,040
Speaker 16: to make. I know, I saw you guys last time.

998
00:41:08,120 --> 00:41:09,960
Speaker 16: We talked about mental health and all those you know,

999
00:41:10,160 --> 00:41:12,239
Speaker 16: it's been a year since then. I think when I

1000
00:41:12,239 --> 00:41:13,759
Speaker 16: came to you guys last time, I was a week

1001
00:41:13,840 --> 00:41:17,400
Speaker 16: into being diagnosed. I just started medication. I'm not a

1002
00:41:17,480 --> 00:41:20,560
Speaker 16: year into like that journey. Very settled in, very in

1003
00:41:20,600 --> 00:41:24,560
Speaker 16: my routine, very very healthy, and being able to assess

1004
00:41:24,640 --> 00:41:28,680
Speaker 16: myself and assess my situations and you know, just be

1005
00:41:28,800 --> 00:41:31,640
Speaker 16: on top of my stuff. Honestly, that allowed me to

1006
00:41:31,680 --> 00:41:33,080
Speaker 16: be able to come to a place to write from

1007
00:41:33,080 --> 00:41:34,680
Speaker 16: the perspective I'm able to write from now.

1008
00:41:34,760 --> 00:41:36,600
Speaker 12: Were you ever on the other side, meaning where you

1009
00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:38,279
Speaker 12: have the person to throw the clothes in the bag

1010
00:41:38,320 --> 00:41:39,439
Speaker 12: and then throw the clothes out the window.

1011
00:41:39,560 --> 00:41:39,879
Speaker 4: For sure.

1012
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:45,960
Speaker 16: First Yeah, I've been like a twenty five year old

1013
00:41:46,000 --> 00:41:47,439
Speaker 16: girl before. Yeah, for sure.

1014
00:41:47,760 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 13: What has your journey been like since you said last

1015
00:41:50,239 --> 00:41:52,359
Speaker 13: time they saw you it was like first week of Yeah,

1016
00:41:52,400 --> 00:41:55,279
Speaker 13: you know, what has your personal journey been like? You know,

1017
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:58,200
Speaker 13: using your medicines now and kind of understanding you know

1018
00:41:58,239 --> 00:42:00,680
Speaker 13: your body and your mental that does that up and

1019
00:42:00,719 --> 00:42:03,080
Speaker 13: down or consistency been like it hasn't been different for you?

1020
00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:06,640
Speaker 16: Yeah, I mean bipolar disorder is a really layered thing.

1021
00:42:06,880 --> 00:42:10,640
Speaker 16: That also, because it's so stigmatized in the world and

1022
00:42:10,920 --> 00:42:12,680
Speaker 16: there's so many jokes about it that I think people

1023
00:42:12,760 --> 00:42:14,680
Speaker 16: get really confused. You know, they think, Okay, I woke

1024
00:42:14,719 --> 00:42:16,200
Speaker 16: up with an attitude and then later on I felt

1025
00:42:16,200 --> 00:42:18,280
Speaker 16: better than I had attitude again, so I'm bipolar.

1026
00:42:18,680 --> 00:42:21,319
Speaker 5: It's a way bigger, deeper thing than that.

1027
00:42:21,920 --> 00:42:25,880
Speaker 16: And I think medicine at my therapy journey gave me

1028
00:42:25,920 --> 00:42:29,640
Speaker 16: the opportunity to have thought applied to my mood and

1029
00:42:29,840 --> 00:42:33,920
Speaker 16: thought applied to situations when you know, other wh like

1030
00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:35,800
Speaker 16: in other ways, I wouldn't have had the thought I

1031
00:42:35,800 --> 00:42:37,399
Speaker 16: would have just felt it and it would have just left,

1032
00:42:37,400 --> 00:42:40,160
Speaker 16: and next thing you know, there's episodical things happening, and

1033
00:42:40,200 --> 00:42:41,600
Speaker 16: next thing you know, I'm just gone with the wind.

1034
00:42:42,840 --> 00:42:46,000
Speaker 16: But this, I wouldn't say it stops it completely, but

1035
00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:48,960
Speaker 16: it really allows you to have a process. And I

1036
00:42:48,960 --> 00:42:51,560
Speaker 16: think that that's been the biggest difference is I have

1037
00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:56,360
Speaker 16: so much, so much option for process now, and I

1038
00:42:56,400 --> 00:42:58,840
Speaker 16: can go through these things and take them slowly and

1039
00:42:58,880 --> 00:43:01,840
Speaker 16: think about them and like have a second where I'm like,

1040
00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:03,239
Speaker 16: you know, I have the tools now. I have a

1041
00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:05,520
Speaker 16: tool belt of things I can apply, Like do I

1042
00:43:05,560 --> 00:43:07,040
Speaker 16: go this way? Do I take a walk?

1043
00:43:07,120 --> 00:43:07,680
Speaker 5: Do I like?

1044
00:43:07,840 --> 00:43:09,680
Speaker 16: This is not the reaction that I want to This

1045
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:11,600
Speaker 16: is not the version of myself that I want to

1046
00:43:11,640 --> 00:43:12,760
Speaker 16: show up in this situation.

1047
00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:15,000
Speaker 5: So things like that, I think I would.

1048
00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:17,200
Speaker 12: Say it's difficult being vulnerable, right for a artists, How

1049
00:43:17,239 --> 00:43:19,880
Speaker 12: difficult is that because it's showing a side of yourself

1050
00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:22,359
Speaker 12: that I'm sure you think that maybe people are laugh

1051
00:43:22,680 --> 00:43:24,400
Speaker 12: But then on the other side, I'm sure as a

1052
00:43:24,400 --> 00:43:26,400
Speaker 12: side that says, there's so many people dealing with it.

1053
00:43:26,440 --> 00:43:28,160
Speaker 12: And I love the fact artists are doing more. We've

1054
00:43:28,120 --> 00:43:30,600
Speaker 12: seen it with Gucci the same thing. So when did

1055
00:43:30,640 --> 00:43:32,719
Speaker 12: you realize I could be that vulnerable? And was it

1056
00:43:32,760 --> 00:43:34,400
Speaker 12: a hard line to draw to be like, do I

1057
00:43:34,440 --> 00:43:36,239
Speaker 12: want to be this vulnerable? Do I want to share

1058
00:43:36,280 --> 00:43:36,960
Speaker 12: this experience?

1059
00:43:37,239 --> 00:43:41,680
Speaker 16: I think I've always been messally vulnerable. But I grew

1060
00:43:41,760 --> 00:43:43,480
Speaker 16: up in front of the world. You know, everybody's been

1061
00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:45,680
Speaker 16: seeing me doing interviews like this since I was nineteen

1062
00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:48,759
Speaker 16: years old, and I think when you're viewing it on

1063
00:43:48,800 --> 00:43:52,760
Speaker 16: the outside, it you kind of timestamp people like artists

1064
00:43:52,800 --> 00:43:56,600
Speaker 16: get timestamped and whatever version of themselves stuck out to

1065
00:43:56,680 --> 00:43:59,200
Speaker 16: the fan. So there's people who still view me as

1066
00:43:59,400 --> 00:44:01,799
Speaker 16: something I went when I was twenty four, and like

1067
00:44:01,880 --> 00:44:04,200
Speaker 16: that's who they'll see me as forever. And when you're

1068
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,279
Speaker 16: twenty four at that time, you're also confidently speaking in

1069
00:44:06,320 --> 00:44:07,840
Speaker 16: these interviews because you're like, this is who I am

1070
00:44:07,960 --> 00:44:08,719
Speaker 16: right now, and I get it.

1071
00:44:08,719 --> 00:44:09,760
Speaker 5: Then ten years later you're.

1072
00:44:09,640 --> 00:44:11,400
Speaker 2: Like, oh my god, I don't know who that person.

1073
00:44:11,440 --> 00:44:13,000
Speaker 5: I mean, hasn't been ten years for me.

1074
00:44:13,080 --> 00:44:14,960
Speaker 16: But I'm thirty now and I'm looking back at things

1075
00:44:15,000 --> 00:44:16,480
Speaker 16: I said when I was twenty four to twenty five,

1076
00:44:16,520 --> 00:44:19,040
Speaker 16: even twenty seven, and I'm like, yikes, even a year

1077
00:44:19,080 --> 00:44:22,839
Speaker 16: ago I'm like, okay, like growth, I'm different now.

1078
00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:25,920
Speaker 8: It's good though, you have your self awareness that.

1079
00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:27,520
Speaker 5: Was supposed to go.

1080
00:44:27,719 --> 00:44:29,960
Speaker 8: Yeah, you know this haves to feel good to you too.

1081
00:44:29,960 --> 00:44:32,920
Speaker 9: The success of folded because vocally you were one of

1082
00:44:32,920 --> 00:44:37,359
Speaker 9: the first artists I saw publicly showing support for Palestine,

1083
00:44:37,400 --> 00:44:38,640
Speaker 9: and I mean you spoke out when a lot of

1084
00:44:38,640 --> 00:44:40,719
Speaker 9: people weren't. I know, you lost shows because of it,

1085
00:44:40,800 --> 00:44:42,839
Speaker 9: you were barred from things. How does it feel having

1086
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:45,799
Speaker 9: this success and you have it for being on the

1087
00:44:45,840 --> 00:44:46,600
Speaker 9: right side of history.

1088
00:44:46,760 --> 00:44:46,960
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1089
00:44:46,960 --> 00:44:49,280
Speaker 16: I think if we have the courage to do things,

1090
00:44:49,440 --> 00:44:52,120
Speaker 16: and then so we see people have success after doing

1091
00:44:52,160 --> 00:44:54,400
Speaker 16: the things that we deem scary, we might be more

1092
00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:56,080
Speaker 16: courageous to do them.

1093
00:44:56,400 --> 00:44:58,239
Speaker 5: And I think it's important.

1094
00:44:57,719 --> 00:44:59,840
Speaker 16: That other artists see that I've been able to thrive

1095
00:45:00,360 --> 00:45:02,239
Speaker 16: after all those things happen. I mean there's still things

1096
00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,279
Speaker 16: that I will never be allowed to do, or things

1097
00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:08,160
Speaker 16: that are not getting picked up or oh yeah, for sure,

1098
00:45:08,480 --> 00:45:11,240
Speaker 16: it probably forever. I don't think people realize how deep

1099
00:45:11,880 --> 00:45:13,719
Speaker 16: it goes. I didn't even at the time realize how

1100
00:45:13,760 --> 00:45:15,799
Speaker 16: deep it goes. Also, to be really frank, I was

1101
00:45:15,920 --> 00:45:18,319
Speaker 16: incredibly manic, so a lot of the routes that I went,

1102
00:45:19,000 --> 00:45:21,680
Speaker 16: the yelling and the if all you guys, if you

1103
00:45:21,680 --> 00:45:23,360
Speaker 16: guys don't understand, and da da dad, and you know what,

1104
00:45:23,440 --> 00:45:25,040
Speaker 16: have my team could go if y'all don't speak, just

1105
00:45:25,080 --> 00:45:27,279
Speaker 16: these different routes versus like, hey, let me calm down

1106
00:45:27,320 --> 00:45:30,400
Speaker 16: and be strategic about this, because in every single movement,

1107
00:45:30,719 --> 00:45:34,080
Speaker 16: in every single political, yeah, movement across the board, there's

1108
00:45:34,080 --> 00:45:36,680
Speaker 16: more strategy involved in the way that you communicated, the

1109
00:45:36,719 --> 00:45:38,480
Speaker 16: way that you choose to organize the things that you

1110
00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:40,680
Speaker 16: engage with, And at the time, I didn't really have

1111
00:45:40,719 --> 00:45:43,839
Speaker 16: those resources to think in that way. So yeah, there's

1112
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:47,600
Speaker 16: still things that I'm experiencing that I probably will experience

1113
00:45:47,640 --> 00:45:50,640
Speaker 16: for a really long time. But I think this other

1114
00:45:50,719 --> 00:45:53,040
Speaker 16: side of it is speaking to the fact that when

1115
00:45:53,040 --> 00:45:55,920
Speaker 16: there's great music, there's great music, and when people love

1116
00:45:56,000 --> 00:45:58,600
Speaker 16: the music and they love the art, then you can't

1117
00:45:58,600 --> 00:45:59,879
Speaker 16: really be taken out in that way.

1118
00:46:00,000 --> 00:46:02,280
Speaker 9: And I'm a stern believe it that you should always

1119
00:46:02,400 --> 00:46:05,719
Speaker 9: move off strategy over emotion, but you can understand the

1120
00:46:05,760 --> 00:46:07,880
Speaker 9: emotion when you're yes, it's so understand well.

1121
00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:09,600
Speaker 16: I was so much grace for how I handled it

1122
00:46:09,640 --> 00:46:11,560
Speaker 16: because I was really just passionate and upset.

1123
00:46:11,840 --> 00:46:13,840
Speaker 5: I was angry. We should have all been angry.

1124
00:46:13,840 --> 00:46:16,879
Speaker 16: It was really terrible to watch and treacherous to feel

1125
00:46:16,920 --> 00:46:19,000
Speaker 16: some kind of like a part of because like our

1126
00:46:19,040 --> 00:46:21,080
Speaker 16: country is such a big part of it. But I

1127
00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:24,880
Speaker 16: definitely wish that I was able to call myself to

1128
00:46:24,960 --> 00:46:27,320
Speaker 16: be smarter about the way that I went about it

1129
00:46:27,120 --> 00:46:29,920
Speaker 16: for my own sake and for being a leader in

1130
00:46:29,960 --> 00:46:31,600
Speaker 16: front of a camera for other people.

1131
00:46:31,640 --> 00:46:33,640
Speaker 12: And how do you feel when other artists don't speak

1132
00:46:33,640 --> 00:46:35,319
Speaker 12: about it when they have the opportunity do you look?

1133
00:46:35,760 --> 00:46:37,640
Speaker 12: How does that feel to you? Because you jumped out

1134
00:46:37,680 --> 00:46:39,800
Speaker 12: the window and yeah, you got banned from things.

1135
00:46:39,800 --> 00:46:43,920
Speaker 16: And I think it's really easy to say, like I

1136
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:45,799
Speaker 16: want to be very clear with my words, Like it

1137
00:46:45,880 --> 00:46:48,920
Speaker 16: is really easy to say that I hate them for

1138
00:46:49,120 --> 00:46:49,640
Speaker 16: it or.

1139
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,560
Speaker 5: I really blame them.

1140
00:46:52,000 --> 00:46:54,919
Speaker 16: But after experiencing everything I went through, which went way

1141
00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:57,759
Speaker 16: deeper than just being banned from things that you know,

1142
00:46:57,800 --> 00:47:02,200
Speaker 16: got into my safety, my family dynamic, my friendships, I

1143
00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:05,520
Speaker 16: had to move. It put me into a really bad

1144
00:47:05,560 --> 00:47:08,160
Speaker 16: paranoia every time I left the house. Was everybody out

1145
00:47:08,160 --> 00:47:09,719
Speaker 16: to get me? And did I need security to sit

1146
00:47:09,760 --> 00:47:12,000
Speaker 16: in front of my house? And was anybody plotting on me?

1147
00:47:12,040 --> 00:47:13,680
Speaker 16: And the death threats I got at my show was

1148
00:47:13,719 --> 00:47:19,920
Speaker 16: like highly organized, typed out, detailed death threats. It's easy

1149
00:47:19,960 --> 00:47:22,840
Speaker 16: to say like that shouldn't matter because we should all be,

1150
00:47:23,040 --> 00:47:25,319
Speaker 16: you know, up in arms, and part of me is like, yeah,

1151
00:47:25,360 --> 00:47:28,359
Speaker 16: we should. But also I wish there was it wasn't

1152
00:47:28,360 --> 00:47:31,279
Speaker 16: so sinister, like the lashings behind the scene. I wish

1153
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:35,120
Speaker 16: it wasn't so sinister, and I wish it wasn't something.

1154
00:47:34,840 --> 00:47:35,520
Speaker 5: To be afraid of.

1155
00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:39,040
Speaker 16: I think if we all spoken numbers and there was

1156
00:47:39,200 --> 00:47:41,920
Speaker 16: so many of us, it wouldn't be so easy to

1157
00:47:41,960 --> 00:47:43,799
Speaker 16: just come after one person. I think when you leave

1158
00:47:43,840 --> 00:47:45,520
Speaker 16: it to be one or two people, it's easy to

1159
00:47:45,560 --> 00:47:47,800
Speaker 16: just get them out of here. We've seen it historically.

1160
00:47:48,200 --> 00:47:49,839
Speaker 16: But if it's a lot of people, who can they

1161
00:47:49,880 --> 00:47:51,120
Speaker 16: get there's a bunch of us.

1162
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:54,399
Speaker 9: Didn't make you speak out even more because you did

1163
00:47:54,440 --> 00:47:57,280
Speaker 9: it the Red Carpet on the AMAS, you voiced support

1164
00:47:57,320 --> 00:47:59,759
Speaker 9: for Palistine, So when you were getting back lives behind

1165
00:47:59,760 --> 00:48:00,920
Speaker 9: the scenes, you like, now I'm gonna go out there

1166
00:48:00,960 --> 00:48:01,359
Speaker 9: even more.

1167
00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:04,680
Speaker 16: I just like I was like, I'm already here, Like

1168
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:07,439
Speaker 16: I'm already experiencing everything I'm experiencing, and it hasn't.

1169
00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:10,880
Speaker 5: Stopped like it hasn't stopped.

1170
00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:13,880
Speaker 16: Like it's still you know, cease fire and all still

1171
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:17,280
Speaker 16: hasn't stopped. And if even if you know, the genocide

1172
00:48:17,320 --> 00:48:20,600
Speaker 16: itself does stop, there's a much larger thing at hand there,

1173
00:48:20,640 --> 00:48:24,400
Speaker 16: which is, you know, ending the apartheid. So I don't know,

1174
00:48:24,560 --> 00:48:27,600
Speaker 16: I don't think it was ever like an intentional I'm

1175
00:48:27,600 --> 00:48:29,440
Speaker 16: gonna choose to speak. I was asked a question on

1176
00:48:29,480 --> 00:48:31,440
Speaker 16: the carpet, and I answered it, and my stance remains

1177
00:48:31,480 --> 00:48:31,799
Speaker 16: the same.

1178
00:48:31,880 --> 00:48:34,120
Speaker 9: So yeah, it's just interesting that you would still be

1179
00:48:34,120 --> 00:48:36,239
Speaker 9: getting back because even the U and Chief said there

1180
00:48:36,239 --> 00:48:38,960
Speaker 9: are strong reasons to believe that war crimes have been committed.

1181
00:48:39,200 --> 00:48:42,399
Speaker 16: Yeah, but we're dealing we're dealing with a very delusional

1182
00:48:43,200 --> 00:48:47,480
Speaker 16: other side. It's a very delusional side where you have

1183
00:48:47,640 --> 00:48:50,280
Speaker 16: shown videos and you've shown facts and they've seen things,

1184
00:48:50,320 --> 00:48:54,319
Speaker 16: and the response is literally, that's not even real, Like

1185
00:48:54,440 --> 00:48:57,360
Speaker 16: y'all made this up, you know, like you kind of

1186
00:48:57,400 --> 00:48:58,799
Speaker 16: At some point I have to be like, Okay, there's

1187
00:48:58,800 --> 00:49:00,840
Speaker 16: a game here, and I'm gonna play this game with

1188
00:49:00,880 --> 00:49:02,279
Speaker 16: you guys, because you know what you're doing, I'm not

1189
00:49:02,320 --> 00:49:03,319
Speaker 16: gonna I'm not gonna play it.

1190
00:49:03,560 --> 00:49:06,000
Speaker 13: I saw the comments about you know, you speaking out

1191
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:08,880
Speaker 13: on ice and them going into schools and things, and

1192
00:49:08,880 --> 00:49:11,040
Speaker 13: I know you're a mom, yeah as well, But like,

1193
00:49:11,200 --> 00:49:14,319
Speaker 13: has there have you experienced any similar pushback from the

1194
00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,400
Speaker 13: other side or wherever because of those comments?

1195
00:49:17,200 --> 00:49:19,880
Speaker 5: No? Yeah, yeah, Zionism is a much.

1196
00:49:21,239 --> 00:49:28,120
Speaker 16: Larger, deeper, darker, sinister thing than good old regular American racism,

1197
00:49:28,200 --> 00:49:31,680
Speaker 16: even though they're very intertwined and they walk hand in

1198
00:49:31,719 --> 00:49:34,000
Speaker 16: hand with each other a little bit. But yeah, no,

1199
00:49:34,080 --> 00:49:36,480
Speaker 16: I haven't experienced any pushback from that. I think we're

1200
00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:40,080
Speaker 16: all more comfortable talking about that in general than you know,

1201
00:49:40,160 --> 00:49:40,759
Speaker 16: anything else.

1202
00:49:40,800 --> 00:49:42,759
Speaker 12: So I was going to ask, you know, we also

1203
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:45,520
Speaker 12: see you speak out about AI in the industry, and

1204
00:49:45,960 --> 00:49:48,480
Speaker 12: the crazy part about it is I agree with you,

1205
00:49:48,719 --> 00:49:50,799
Speaker 12: but I think it's crazy for an artist. We had

1206
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:55,359
Speaker 12: Tank and they they were talking about they think it's

1207
00:49:55,360 --> 00:49:58,000
Speaker 12: a good thing and that you know, artists and the

1208
00:49:58,000 --> 00:49:59,600
Speaker 12: industry needs to adapt to it.

1209
00:50:00,000 --> 00:50:01,080
Speaker 2: I think it kind of hurts.

1210
00:50:01,120 --> 00:50:02,040
Speaker 4: The fact of.

1211
00:50:01,880 --> 00:50:04,240
Speaker 8: The creativity is better than kline.

1212
00:50:04,760 --> 00:50:07,400
Speaker 12: You're executive, right, Yes, would you have a sign an

1213
00:50:07,440 --> 00:50:12,080
Speaker 12: artist that you got to deal with makeup, hair, manages, security,

1214
00:50:12,320 --> 00:50:14,440
Speaker 12: all that, or AI person that you ain't got to

1215
00:50:14,440 --> 00:50:14,799
Speaker 12: deal with nothing?

1216
00:50:14,840 --> 00:50:16,120
Speaker 2: You cut a check and just let the money come.

1217
00:50:16,239 --> 00:50:18,560
Speaker 15: If you tell me that person you just said, it's Kayline,

1218
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:21,480
Speaker 15: I'm taking kaylany Worth.

1219
00:50:22,480 --> 00:50:24,759
Speaker 8: They're going to see her. Drive're going to see how

1220
00:50:24,760 --> 00:50:25,360
Speaker 8: hard she goes in.

1221
00:50:25,800 --> 00:50:28,920
Speaker 2: Oh, what's your thoughts?

1222
00:50:29,400 --> 00:50:31,080
Speaker 16: I think there's so many layers to it. One we're

1223
00:50:31,080 --> 00:50:32,719
Speaker 16: gonna put out there that you know, it's not good

1224
00:50:32,760 --> 00:50:38,640
Speaker 16: for the environment. It's affecting communities everywhere, but especially disparage

1225
00:50:38,680 --> 00:50:41,759
Speaker 16: Black communities in Americas. Messing with the waters, messing with

1226
00:50:41,800 --> 00:50:43,480
Speaker 16: the air like it's gonna make people sick in the

1227
00:50:43,520 --> 00:50:46,960
Speaker 16: long run. We move on from that and get into

1228
00:50:48,040 --> 00:50:51,640
Speaker 16: all these aspects of music that are being in jobs.

1229
00:50:52,560 --> 00:50:56,239
Speaker 16: Let's forget music, right. I'm speaking to music because I'm

1230
00:50:56,280 --> 00:50:59,239
Speaker 16: being asked about music, you know, but I'm not. I

1231
00:50:59,239 --> 00:51:01,560
Speaker 16: think there's a much larger thing of like all these

1232
00:51:01,640 --> 00:51:03,920
Speaker 16: little jobs that people are employed to do that is

1233
00:51:04,000 --> 00:51:07,839
Speaker 16: keeping their families going, that is literally feeding everyone around them,

1234
00:51:08,160 --> 00:51:12,080
Speaker 16: are just gone and we don't realize we're training, you know,

1235
00:51:12,200 --> 00:51:13,480
Speaker 16: these systems to do those things.

1236
00:51:13,520 --> 00:51:14,480
Speaker 5: There's things that I understand.

1237
00:51:14,520 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 16: I think I was told about how it is working

1238
00:51:18,880 --> 00:51:24,400
Speaker 16: for surgeries, Like these robots are helping in surgery, you know,

1239
00:51:24,440 --> 00:51:27,680
Speaker 16: more precise surgeries. And then there's you know, like the

1240
00:51:27,760 --> 00:51:30,200
Speaker 16: disabled community and being able to get things.

1241
00:51:30,040 --> 00:51:30,759
Speaker 5: Done in that way.

1242
00:51:30,920 --> 00:51:35,440
Speaker 16: And I've experienced producers and writers be stuck on something

1243
00:51:35,680 --> 00:51:38,840
Speaker 16: and use it to help or like finish something and

1244
00:51:38,840 --> 00:51:40,680
Speaker 16: then get it replayed or get it remade, And like,

1245
00:51:40,719 --> 00:51:43,400
Speaker 16: those aren't exactly things that I'm super mad about, Like

1246
00:51:43,480 --> 00:51:45,279
Speaker 16: I'm not going to bark at them the same way,

1247
00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:47,120
Speaker 16: but overall as a whole, but.

1248
00:51:47,120 --> 00:51:49,360
Speaker 2: A fake person, a fake art, as a fake singer.

1249
00:51:49,320 --> 00:51:51,680
Speaker 16: It's just unfortunate because I think music is such a

1250
00:51:51,680 --> 00:51:54,480
Speaker 16: God given thing. It's it's it's the highest gift, you know,

1251
00:51:54,680 --> 00:51:57,240
Speaker 16: God gave to Earth, is used in every single religion

1252
00:51:57,239 --> 00:51:58,919
Speaker 16: across the board to connect with God.

1253
00:51:58,960 --> 00:52:00,560
Speaker 5: It's it's it's a very power, powerful thing.

1254
00:52:01,320 --> 00:52:04,200
Speaker 16: And for it to be generated in that way and

1255
00:52:04,239 --> 00:52:07,200
Speaker 16: also be what it's what it's using to be generated

1256
00:52:07,280 --> 00:52:09,920
Speaker 16: is a combination of real people's stories and real people's

1257
00:52:10,000 --> 00:52:14,040
Speaker 16: voices and real people's feelings and emotion. And for all

1258
00:52:14,120 --> 00:52:16,160
Speaker 16: that to happen even deeper than oh, it's going to

1259
00:52:16,200 --> 00:52:19,719
Speaker 16: take our jobs because there's this sensationalized sentence of mind

1260
00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:22,360
Speaker 16: that's like why do I have to compete with a computer?

1261
00:52:22,440 --> 00:52:24,920
Speaker 16: But it's not about competing. It's more like, this is

1262
00:52:24,960 --> 00:52:28,400
Speaker 16: a disruption of something that God gave us, you know

1263
00:52:28,400 --> 00:52:31,680
Speaker 16: what I mean, And that feels wrong to me. Like

1264
00:52:32,000 --> 00:52:35,000
Speaker 16: it's music is such a it comes from here, it's

1265
00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:38,240
Speaker 16: given here, and to have that generated through a computer

1266
00:52:38,440 --> 00:52:39,000
Speaker 16: just feels like.

1267
00:52:38,960 --> 00:52:40,239
Speaker 5: It just feels wrong.

1268
00:52:40,280 --> 00:52:42,480
Speaker 9: I like this argument, Kline. I like this because I

1269
00:52:42,480 --> 00:52:44,480
Speaker 9: feel the same way. It is a download from God

1270
00:52:44,880 --> 00:52:47,400
Speaker 9: downloaded from a computer. But you not have you know,

1271
00:52:47,400 --> 00:52:50,440
Speaker 9: they have Jesus Ai. You can log on and have

1272
00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:53,200
Speaker 9: meaningful conversations with Jesus.

1273
00:52:52,760 --> 00:52:56,640
Speaker 2: And Jesus a message and then yeah, that a biblical verse.

1274
00:52:57,880 --> 00:53:00,879
Speaker 5: I think it's going to go so far. I think

1275
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:02,399
Speaker 5: it's going to go so far.

1276
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:05,040
Speaker 16: I don't think people are thinking about the negative implications,

1277
00:53:05,080 --> 00:53:08,600
Speaker 16: like being able to be framed for things, being able

1278
00:53:08,680 --> 00:53:12,560
Speaker 16: to have images creative of your children that are inappropriate,

1279
00:53:12,719 --> 00:53:14,959
Speaker 16: that lives on people's computers and they can do whatever

1280
00:53:15,000 --> 00:53:19,040
Speaker 16: they want to it. When you wake up one day

1281
00:53:19,080 --> 00:53:21,600
Speaker 16: and somebody has a sex tape of you that never happened,

1282
00:53:22,800 --> 00:53:23,280
Speaker 16: if they.

1283
00:53:23,120 --> 00:53:24,520
Speaker 5: Can make that's happening now.

1284
00:53:24,760 --> 00:53:28,480
Speaker 16: Oh have you heard about the people getting the phone calls?

1285
00:53:29,480 --> 00:53:31,400
Speaker 8: They call you and you hear your kids and somebody.

1286
00:53:31,640 --> 00:53:33,200
Speaker 16: I need an X amount of money because my kid

1287
00:53:33,239 --> 00:53:35,799
Speaker 16: got kidding, Like, I don't think people are It's just

1288
00:53:35,840 --> 00:53:37,120
Speaker 16: cute and fun and games now and you want to

1289
00:53:37,120 --> 00:53:39,120
Speaker 16: make videos of Malcolm X eating and seafood boil with

1290
00:53:39,120 --> 00:53:43,319
Speaker 16: Martin Luther King and and Michael Jackson and Prince have

1291
00:53:43,320 --> 00:53:45,320
Speaker 16: an argument about whose funeral was more lit.

1292
00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:47,560
Speaker 5: Like I've seen them all. You know it's it's But

1293
00:53:47,600 --> 00:53:48,520
Speaker 5: there comes.

1294
00:53:48,480 --> 00:53:50,919
Speaker 16: A point when you have to realize that where there's

1295
00:53:50,960 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 16: always light and fun, there's always going to be the

1296
00:53:53,800 --> 00:53:56,560
Speaker 16: extreme of that existing somewhere that we can't access it.

1297
00:53:57,680 --> 00:54:00,360
Speaker 16: And I also think something is real sinister about the

1298
00:54:00,360 --> 00:54:01,680
Speaker 16: White House using so much AI.

1299
00:54:02,239 --> 00:54:03,640
Speaker 8: Oh, this election is gonna be crazy.

1300
00:54:03,800 --> 00:54:05,520
Speaker 16: Yeah, it's gonna be nice. How are they going to

1301
00:54:05,560 --> 00:54:07,160
Speaker 16: be able to say anything was real or false?

1302
00:54:07,360 --> 00:54:08,960
Speaker 13: What do you say to the people, because I know

1303
00:54:09,200 --> 00:54:12,160
Speaker 13: one of the conversations that you were having was specifically

1304
00:54:12,160 --> 00:54:14,640
Speaker 13: about the three million dollar deal, the reported three million

1305
00:54:14,640 --> 00:54:18,080
Speaker 13: dollars that Zanya the AI, the thing I don't even

1306
00:54:18,120 --> 00:54:20,360
Speaker 13: know how to comput.

1307
00:54:20,800 --> 00:54:22,920
Speaker 17: Yeah, the artist that I am on a guide right.

1308
00:54:23,120 --> 00:54:25,279
Speaker 13: There are people that will say all of that is true,

1309
00:54:25,280 --> 00:54:26,719
Speaker 13: but there's good and bad with everything. But on the

1310
00:54:26,719 --> 00:54:29,200
Speaker 13: other hand, you have this black woman who is using

1311
00:54:29,239 --> 00:54:31,600
Speaker 13: her poetry to write lyrics, and now it's three million

1312
00:54:31,600 --> 00:54:33,920
Speaker 13: dollars wealthier and able to do for her family and

1313
00:54:33,960 --> 00:54:34,600
Speaker 13: stuff like that.

1314
00:54:34,880 --> 00:54:36,359
Speaker 16: I mean, I said, even in the times I've spoken

1315
00:54:36,400 --> 00:54:39,400
Speaker 16: about her, I'm not I'm not mad at her ability

1316
00:54:39,440 --> 00:54:42,160
Speaker 16: to have done that for herself. I think it's dishonest

1317
00:54:42,160 --> 00:54:45,120
Speaker 16: the way we're speaking about it, because I think it's

1318
00:54:45,160 --> 00:54:48,560
Speaker 16: a very interesting thing to be responding to particular comments

1319
00:54:48,600 --> 00:54:51,480
Speaker 16: and saying certain things but not telling the truth.

1320
00:54:52,120 --> 00:54:54,840
Speaker 5: Tell the truth. You wrote a couple of lines, just

1321
00:54:54,880 --> 00:54:55,920
Speaker 5: said a couple of words.

1322
00:54:56,160 --> 00:54:57,920
Speaker 16: Then you framed I might want it to sound like this,

1323
00:54:58,000 --> 00:54:59,560
Speaker 16: and go like this, and take from this and make

1324
00:54:59,560 --> 00:55:01,000
Speaker 16: it sound like this, and make it appeal in this

1325
00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:02,880
Speaker 16: way and make me look like this, and da da da,

1326
00:55:02,920 --> 00:55:05,360
Speaker 16: and it did all of that. You're doing fifteen percent

1327
00:55:05,400 --> 00:55:07,680
Speaker 16: of the job. Let's just be honest about what the

1328
00:55:07,719 --> 00:55:10,640
Speaker 16: fifteen percent of the job is. If you write poetry,

1329
00:55:10,800 --> 00:55:13,000
Speaker 16: I would love to write with a poet. I've written

1330
00:55:13,000 --> 00:55:15,360
Speaker 16: with poets before they come in. We write together. I

1331
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:17,560
Speaker 16: turn their words into a song. I use my songwriter

1332
00:55:17,680 --> 00:55:20,359
Speaker 16: brain to apply to their poetry brain, and we make

1333
00:55:20,400 --> 00:55:24,000
Speaker 16: a really beautiful product. But I'm watching her answer these

1334
00:55:24,080 --> 00:55:27,399
Speaker 16: questions and I'm watching the lies accumulate and like take

1335
00:55:27,520 --> 00:55:29,239
Speaker 16: together in her head to try to figure out what

1336
00:55:29,400 --> 00:55:31,360
Speaker 16: to say. And I'm like, we could just tell the

1337
00:55:31,400 --> 00:55:33,839
Speaker 16: truth and say what the tool is being used for,

1338
00:55:34,239 --> 00:55:36,319
Speaker 16: and then maybe it can have its separate charts or

1339
00:55:36,960 --> 00:55:38,920
Speaker 16: it cannot, because you're right, there is no stopping it.

1340
00:55:39,040 --> 00:55:42,399
Speaker 16: I could get, you know, for being said it should

1341
00:55:42,400 --> 00:55:44,719
Speaker 16: have its own charts, but at this point something.

1342
00:55:44,520 --> 00:55:47,120
Speaker 2: Has to be done with AI artist.

1343
00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:52,440
Speaker 9: Yeah, I mean I had created something called a guaranteed human.

1344
00:55:52,600 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 9: I saw that at least we're going to be human,

1345
00:55:54,640 --> 00:55:57,239
Speaker 9: like the personalities and music. But if one day they

1346
00:55:57,280 --> 00:55:59,440
Speaker 9: do decide to play AI music, it'll still.

1347
00:55:59,400 --> 00:56:00,920
Speaker 1: You know that music.

1348
00:56:01,239 --> 00:56:05,239
Speaker 16: Yeah, So yeah, it's less about I want everybody to

1349
00:56:05,680 --> 00:56:06,240
Speaker 16: feed their.

1350
00:56:06,080 --> 00:56:07,839
Speaker 5: Families and be successful at the end of the day.

1351
00:56:08,000 --> 00:56:08,960
Speaker 5: That like, that's my wish.

1352
00:56:09,000 --> 00:56:11,640
Speaker 16: If I had one wish in the world, it would

1353
00:56:11,680 --> 00:56:13,439
Speaker 16: be for everybody to have their needs made.

1354
00:56:13,760 --> 00:56:14,759
Speaker 5: So I'm never mad at that.

1355
00:56:14,880 --> 00:56:16,160
Speaker 9: I like, just you said tho, because I was going

1356
00:56:16,200 --> 00:56:18,960
Speaker 9: to ask you, what does authentic music have that AI

1357
00:56:19,080 --> 00:56:23,520
Speaker 9: generated music could not have? God, Yeah, that's it.

1358
00:56:24,360 --> 00:56:26,200
Speaker 5: I don't I don't. I don't play with things like that.

1359
00:56:26,520 --> 00:56:29,359
Speaker 16: You know, it's it's it's it's such a deep thing,

1360
00:56:29,520 --> 00:56:31,600
Speaker 16: and I feel like not us being able to I

1361
00:56:31,680 --> 00:56:34,520
Speaker 16: watched the A artists even talk about God is it

1362
00:56:34,600 --> 00:56:38,680
Speaker 16: is insane, the AI gospel that is insane. I'm looking

1363
00:56:38,719 --> 00:56:41,839
Speaker 16: in Zenaiamon's Yeah, I'm looking at Zenanaimon's comments and they're saying,

1364
00:56:41,880 --> 00:56:45,200
Speaker 16: since you're anointed, that's kind of crazy.

1365
00:56:45,840 --> 00:56:47,839
Speaker 13: I mean, I'm going to look at the comments right now.

1366
00:56:47,840 --> 00:56:49,520
Speaker 13: But I will say when I first heard the song,

1367
00:56:49,520 --> 00:56:51,120
Speaker 13: when everybody was up in arms, I had listened to

1368
00:56:51,160 --> 00:56:53,440
Speaker 13: the music, and I went and listened and I was like, oh,

1369
00:56:53,560 --> 00:56:55,839
Speaker 13: this is actually like it's good music.

1370
00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:56,920
Speaker 5: Because you know what it's doing though.

1371
00:56:57,080 --> 00:57:01,640
Speaker 16: It's analyzing the community that she's trying to appeal to,

1372
00:57:02,239 --> 00:57:05,080
Speaker 16: which means it's studying black women, saying what do black

1373
00:57:05,080 --> 00:57:08,640
Speaker 16: women want to hear? What perspectives, what type of voices,

1374
00:57:08,800 --> 00:57:11,759
Speaker 16: what kind of stories, what kind of emotions, and then

1375
00:57:11,800 --> 00:57:13,839
Speaker 16: accumulating all of that and going, I'm going to give

1376
00:57:13,840 --> 00:57:16,760
Speaker 16: you a package deal of exactly what you want, even

1377
00:57:16,760 --> 00:57:17,680
Speaker 16: down to what I look like.

1378
00:57:17,960 --> 00:57:21,080
Speaker 8: It's an artificial, annoying, artificial.

1379
00:57:21,360 --> 00:57:23,000
Speaker 5: I don't know if that girls, and I don't think

1380
00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:24,440
Speaker 5: that goes in the same sentence.

1381
00:57:25,000 --> 00:57:27,960
Speaker 12: But you know, hey, are you guess the chat GPT

1382
00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:28,640
Speaker 12: stuff as well.

1383
00:57:29,120 --> 00:57:32,919
Speaker 16: I'm against people putting it in place of very human things.

1384
00:57:33,000 --> 00:57:35,240
Speaker 5: Look, we are entering it makes.

1385
00:57:35,080 --> 00:57:36,320
Speaker 2: Life easier for a lot of people.

1386
00:57:36,520 --> 00:57:38,959
Speaker 5: It does, and that's and that's the argument it.

1387
00:57:38,840 --> 00:57:40,720
Speaker 2: Does because kids go to school. You can type in

1388
00:57:40,720 --> 00:57:41,880
Speaker 2: a pay I have to do a report on this

1389
00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:42,760
Speaker 2: type and chatgy bet.

1390
00:57:44,520 --> 00:57:48,160
Speaker 16: The argument of like people who can't afford English classes

1391
00:57:48,200 --> 00:57:50,040
Speaker 16: that moved here, I need English classes?

1392
00:57:50,080 --> 00:57:51,080
Speaker 5: Is teaching them English?

1393
00:57:51,240 --> 00:57:56,160
Speaker 16: Like there are there's always gonna be this thing that's like,

1394
00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:57,960
Speaker 16: there are things that it is good for, and there

1395
00:57:57,960 --> 00:57:59,840
Speaker 16: are things that it is bad for outside of you

1396
00:57:59,840 --> 00:58:02,280
Speaker 16: know what's doing, what it's doing to the environment, But

1397
00:58:02,400 --> 00:58:06,080
Speaker 16: we become gluttonous with it, and it's there is not regulated, guys.

1398
00:58:06,080 --> 00:58:09,480
Speaker 16: That's really the problem is that it's not regulated. Did

1399
00:58:09,520 --> 00:58:12,480
Speaker 16: you not see the moments where people were telling their

1400
00:58:12,960 --> 00:58:16,280
Speaker 16: or chagbt to cancel itself and then it hops servers

1401
00:58:16,600 --> 00:58:19,600
Speaker 16: to avoid getting deleted like I robot, yes it hot,

1402
00:58:19,720 --> 00:58:21,880
Speaker 16: I promise you can look this up right now. It

1403
00:58:22,000 --> 00:58:24,960
Speaker 16: jumps servers because it didn't want to get if it

1404
00:58:24,960 --> 00:58:27,120
Speaker 16: can observe all of our emotions, why couldn't it be

1405
00:58:27,120 --> 00:58:28,880
Speaker 16: able to think of something as sinister as we could

1406
00:58:28,920 --> 00:58:31,040
Speaker 16: think of and not want to get canceled or not

1407
00:58:31,040 --> 00:58:32,760
Speaker 16: want to get deleted, or not want to be gone

1408
00:58:32,840 --> 00:58:33,240
Speaker 16: or want.

1409
00:58:33,160 --> 00:58:34,960
Speaker 5: To it's studying us twenty four seven.

1410
00:58:35,440 --> 00:58:36,200
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's something.

1411
00:58:36,320 --> 00:58:38,520
Speaker 9: I mean, I totally agree with you with the god thing,

1412
00:58:38,520 --> 00:58:40,959
Speaker 9: because there's something to be in a spiritual being living

1413
00:58:41,000 --> 00:58:44,040
Speaker 9: in human existence, right, Like we're supposed to make mistakes.

1414
00:58:44,080 --> 00:58:46,439
Speaker 8: We're supposed to try and figure things out like us.

1415
00:58:46,480 --> 00:58:50,160
Speaker 8: Like yeah, through prayer and meditation and just and therapy.

1416
00:58:50,480 --> 00:58:51,840
Speaker 17: Community.

1417
00:58:51,840 --> 00:58:53,640
Speaker 5: Being a community member is really important.

1418
00:58:53,640 --> 00:58:55,760
Speaker 16: Talking to people, having other people talk to you back,

1419
00:58:55,800 --> 00:58:58,920
Speaker 16: sharing experience, messing up together, being held accountable, being called in,

1420
00:58:59,600 --> 00:59:02,439
Speaker 16: growing and getting applause from other humans, getting love from

1421
00:59:02,440 --> 00:59:04,920
Speaker 16: other humans. If we're all just going to be alone,

1422
00:59:04,960 --> 00:59:07,400
Speaker 16: getting all those things from a robot, like we're gonna

1423
00:59:07,440 --> 00:59:09,240
Speaker 16: stunt ourselves as a world.

1424
00:59:09,960 --> 00:59:10,640
Speaker 8: As a species.

1425
00:59:10,680 --> 00:59:13,360
Speaker 16: I agree that what happens to love and what happens

1426
00:59:13,360 --> 00:59:15,000
Speaker 16: to art and what happens to music I just had

1427
00:59:15,080 --> 00:59:18,040
Speaker 16: I've been having this conversation for weeks, like you know that,

1428
00:59:18,200 --> 00:59:21,320
Speaker 16: paired with how the Internet's obsessed with destroying each other

1429
00:59:21,400 --> 00:59:24,840
Speaker 16: and calling and completely ruining people's lives and doing all

1430
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:28,120
Speaker 16: these kind of things. We're entering a very individualistic, let's

1431
00:59:28,200 --> 00:59:32,520
Speaker 16: kill community for people kind of world, Like we're isolating

1432
00:59:32,760 --> 00:59:35,880
Speaker 16: everyone from every side, technology and each other is becoming

1433
00:59:35,920 --> 00:59:38,920
Speaker 16: this huge isolation isolation party, and it's really sad.

1434
00:59:39,400 --> 00:59:40,600
Speaker 2: How does that make you as a mom?

1435
00:59:40,640 --> 00:59:40,760
Speaker 6: Now?

1436
00:59:40,760 --> 00:59:42,800
Speaker 12: Because you have a daughter, So how are you raising

1437
00:59:42,840 --> 00:59:45,240
Speaker 12: your child in this type of world that you just named?

1438
00:59:45,280 --> 00:59:45,720
Speaker 8: You know what I mean?

1439
00:59:45,720 --> 00:59:48,160
Speaker 12: Because these other kids when they go to these colleges

1440
00:59:48,200 --> 00:59:50,440
Speaker 12: and schools, they're going to be using chat, GPT. You know,

1441
00:59:50,520 --> 00:59:53,280
Speaker 12: these other kids are gonna be using things that necessarily

1442
00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:54,840
Speaker 12: you don't agree with, you know, So how do you

1443
00:59:54,920 --> 00:59:58,520
Speaker 12: raise that daughter in this crazy world with information?

1444
00:59:58,880 --> 01:00:01,200
Speaker 5: I think I give her all information possible. I don't.

1445
01:00:01,240 --> 01:00:02,080
Speaker 5: I don't lie to my kid.

1446
01:00:02,160 --> 01:00:04,560
Speaker 16: I don't, you know, obviously don't just outright tell her

1447
01:00:04,640 --> 01:00:07,800
Speaker 16: terrible things. But like, you give her all the information

1448
01:00:07,960 --> 01:00:09,880
Speaker 16: so she knows what's out there, and I tell her

1449
01:00:09,960 --> 01:00:11,040
Speaker 16: why this, I don't.

1450
01:00:10,880 --> 01:00:12,520
Speaker 5: Agree with this, Why I think this is bad?

1451
01:00:12,600 --> 01:00:15,680
Speaker 16: Why you know, I'm not gonna say no to this,

1452
01:00:15,720 --> 01:00:17,680
Speaker 16: but I'm gonna give you another option and explain why

1453
01:00:17,680 --> 01:00:20,280
Speaker 16: that option is probably the better option to do, and

1454
01:00:20,480 --> 01:00:22,960
Speaker 16: let her decide. Ultimately, I can't protect her from what

1455
01:00:23,000 --> 01:00:25,760
Speaker 16: she learns at school and what her friends share and

1456
01:00:25,800 --> 01:00:29,680
Speaker 16: things like that. But at home, we're very like human focused,

1457
01:00:29,720 --> 01:00:32,560
Speaker 16: and I'm very communal. Like she's a big extended family.

1458
01:00:32,640 --> 01:00:35,800
Speaker 16: She's a million aunties and uncles and cousins, and she

1459
01:00:35,880 --> 01:00:39,160
Speaker 16: does a very I have community and people around me

1460
01:00:39,240 --> 01:00:40,680
Speaker 16: kind of life. She's not sitting in the corner on

1461
01:00:40,720 --> 01:00:42,720
Speaker 16: her iPad alone all day. That's just not her life.

1462
01:00:42,760 --> 01:00:44,840
Speaker 2: Does she see? How does she feel about the evolved

1463
01:00:44,880 --> 01:00:46,040
Speaker 2: version of Kailanie?

1464
01:00:46,160 --> 01:00:46,280
Speaker 4: Right?

1465
01:00:46,320 --> 01:00:47,200
Speaker 2: Because you said you've.

1466
01:00:47,080 --> 01:00:50,800
Speaker 12: Changed's six, I don't know between three and six and

1467
01:00:50,840 --> 01:00:51,320
Speaker 12: four and six.

1468
01:00:51,360 --> 01:00:53,320
Speaker 8: But like, Mommy's cool now.

1469
01:00:54,160 --> 01:00:56,360
Speaker 16: I mean I've been her mom the whole time. I've

1470
01:00:56,520 --> 01:00:59,840
Speaker 16: just been my daughter's mom the whole time. How everyone

1471
01:01:00,400 --> 01:01:02,880
Speaker 16: to see me is never gonna be how she sees me,

1472
01:01:03,000 --> 01:01:05,560
Speaker 16: because I'm just her mommy. I always have been, I

1473
01:01:05,600 --> 01:01:09,760
Speaker 16: always will be. I don't fall apart in front of her.

1474
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:12,520
Speaker 16: I don't put it. I don't put her in any

1475
01:01:12,520 --> 01:01:14,880
Speaker 16: adult situation. And she doesn't have a clue if anything

1476
01:01:14,920 --> 01:01:16,920
Speaker 16: is going on with me. I've just been her happy

1477
01:01:16,960 --> 01:01:18,640
Speaker 16: mom this whole time. And I take pride in.

1478
01:01:18,560 --> 01:01:21,880
Speaker 9: That you switching gears. You said Brandy was on your

1479
01:01:21,880 --> 01:01:23,920
Speaker 9: Mount Rushmore. Yes, who else.

1480
01:01:25,280 --> 01:01:29,120
Speaker 5: STEVIEE. Wonder is the head of the Mount Rushmore is?

1481
01:01:29,120 --> 01:01:30,680
Speaker 8: His vocals are just artist.

1482
01:01:31,200 --> 01:01:35,320
Speaker 13: I think artistreet Okay, okay, okay, And this for everybody,

1483
01:01:35,360 --> 01:01:37,640
Speaker 13: or you said every artist or every singer should have

1484
01:01:37,720 --> 01:01:38,560
Speaker 13: this Mount Rushmore.

1485
01:01:38,880 --> 01:01:42,160
Speaker 16: I think every singer should have different kinds of Mount Rushmore's.

1486
01:01:42,200 --> 01:01:44,440
Speaker 16: Like I said, she should be on the vocal Mount Rushmore,

1487
01:01:44,480 --> 01:01:46,800
Speaker 16: but also artistry like in general, but she should be

1488
01:01:46,880 --> 01:01:48,960
Speaker 16: on everyone's vocal Mount Rushmore one hundred.

1489
01:01:50,200 --> 01:01:55,480
Speaker 5: Vocal, my vocal Mount Rushmo. Okay, Brandy, i'd Beyonce.

1490
01:01:58,280 --> 01:01:59,320
Speaker 2: Can't put them next to each other.

1491
01:02:07,160 --> 01:02:09,480
Speaker 5: Have a beautiful tour. They're having a beautiful tour, please,

1492
01:02:10,920 --> 01:02:16,280
Speaker 5: I'm sorry, Yeah, Beyonce Wne Houston.

1493
01:02:17,480 --> 01:02:19,240
Speaker 8: Yeah, definitely what I wanted to make sure it was.

1494
01:02:19,960 --> 01:02:25,760
Speaker 16: Yeah, I mean that's a lineage, right, there's no Brandy without.

1495
01:02:25,000 --> 01:02:27,080
Speaker 8: Your last one, Brandy.

1496
01:02:28,040 --> 01:02:28,920
Speaker 5: I'm gonna Mariah.

1497
01:02:29,800 --> 01:02:36,720
Speaker 16: Yeah, we're talking about like freaky level like channel talent

1498
01:02:36,960 --> 01:02:39,480
Speaker 16: of like okay, well, will anybody be able to ever

1499
01:02:39,520 --> 01:02:40,120
Speaker 16: do that again?

1500
01:02:40,480 --> 01:02:41,080
Speaker 5: Type people.

1501
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:42,920
Speaker 12: Well, if you want to see Kaylan and she's going

1502
01:02:43,000 --> 01:02:45,560
Speaker 12: to be performing at our jingle Ball in Miami and

1503
01:02:45,720 --> 01:02:47,240
Speaker 12: our jingle Ball in Atlanta.

1504
01:02:47,400 --> 01:02:48,840
Speaker 2: And we appreciate you for joining us.

1505
01:02:48,960 --> 01:02:50,720
Speaker 5: Thank you. We always get real deep in here.

1506
01:02:50,960 --> 01:02:52,760
Speaker 2: One time didn't want to come on and she's like,

1507
01:02:52,760 --> 01:02:57,040
Speaker 2: I ain't guys, but we got through it.

1508
01:02:57,080 --> 01:02:58,560
Speaker 5: We were having different conversations then.

1509
01:02:58,960 --> 01:03:02,080
Speaker 8: Yes, I was looking at us girl.

1510
01:03:02,440 --> 01:03:05,120
Speaker 2: Absolutely, Yeah, it's the breakfast Club. Good morning.

1511
01:03:05,400 --> 01:03:06,760
Speaker 4: You make sure you're telling me to watch out for

1512
01:03:06,800 --> 01:03:07,400
Speaker 4: Florida mid.

1513
01:03:10,040 --> 01:03:12,320
Speaker 9: The craziest people in America come from the Bronx in

1514
01:03:12,600 --> 01:03:13,840
Speaker 9: all of Florida.

1515
01:03:14,000 --> 01:03:16,440
Speaker 8: Yes, you are a donkey.

1516
01:03:17,000 --> 01:03:20,680
Speaker 18: A Florida man attacked an ATM for a very strange reason.

1517
01:03:20,760 --> 01:03:22,040
Speaker 8: It gave him too much money.

1518
01:03:22,040 --> 01:03:23,320
Speaker 17: Florida man is arrested after that.

1519
01:03:23,600 --> 01:03:25,360
Speaker 19: Say he riggs the door to his home in an

1520
01:03:25,360 --> 01:03:26,680
Speaker 19: attempt to electro hit his president.

1521
01:03:26,800 --> 01:03:28,720
Speaker 17: Lights police arrested at Orlando man.

1522
01:03:28,920 --> 01:03:31,040
Speaker 2: We're talking to famudas.

1523
01:03:30,320 --> 01:03:31,120
Speaker 8: The breakfast club.

1524
01:03:31,200 --> 01:03:33,800
Speaker 12: Bitch you donkey other day with Charlamagne to God, I

1525
01:03:33,800 --> 01:03:35,400
Speaker 12: don't know why y'all keep you letting him get y'all

1526
01:03:35,440 --> 01:03:35,600
Speaker 12: like this.

1527
01:03:36,200 --> 01:03:38,280
Speaker 8: No, low duvall, it's not me. It's Florida.

1528
01:03:38,320 --> 01:03:41,160
Speaker 9: Okay, donkey to Dave goes to a forty eight year

1529
01:03:41,200 --> 01:03:44,600
Speaker 9: old Florida man named Darius Davis. Okay, Darius Davis is

1530
01:03:44,600 --> 01:03:48,280
Speaker 9: from Miami. Dave Florida, Okay, dropping the clues bomb from Miami.

1531
01:03:48,360 --> 01:03:48,520
Speaker 4: Date.

1532
01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:51,880
Speaker 9: All right, what does y'a uncle y'alla always say about

1533
01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:52,920
Speaker 9: the great state of Florida?

1534
01:03:52,920 --> 01:03:53,520
Speaker 8: Say it with me.

1535
01:03:53,840 --> 01:03:56,400
Speaker 9: The craziest people in America come from the Bronx and

1536
01:03:56,440 --> 01:03:59,360
Speaker 9: all of Florida, and today is no exception. Okay, so luka,

1537
01:03:59,480 --> 01:04:03,280
Speaker 9: every black man out there who still has a hairline,

1538
01:04:03,360 --> 01:04:04,800
Speaker 9: all right, God bless you all.

1539
01:04:04,840 --> 01:04:06,680
Speaker 8: I remember those days of having one.

1540
01:04:06,920 --> 01:04:08,960
Speaker 9: And what bothers me the most is I feel like

1541
01:04:08,960 --> 01:04:11,439
Speaker 9: I got cheated because back in the day, I got

1542
01:04:11,480 --> 01:04:14,240
Speaker 9: my wig pushed back by a whack barber. Okay, you know,

1543
01:04:14,280 --> 01:04:17,080
Speaker 9: one of those barbers trying to get that line sharp.

1544
01:04:17,480 --> 01:04:19,240
Speaker 9: But in the process of them trying to get his sharp,

1545
01:04:19,320 --> 01:04:20,360
Speaker 9: they just keep pushing.

1546
01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:22,640
Speaker 8: Your hairline back further and further. Okay.

1547
01:04:22,720 --> 01:04:26,000
Speaker 9: I really feel like that got me started on the

1548
01:04:26,120 --> 01:04:30,400
Speaker 9: path the baldness. Okay, that barber snatched my edges, all right.

1549
01:04:30,760 --> 01:04:33,720
Speaker 9: My hairline never fully recovered from the barber pushing my

1550
01:04:33,760 --> 01:04:36,360
Speaker 9: hairline back. Okay, every black man out there knows the

1551
01:04:36,400 --> 01:04:39,440
Speaker 9: pain of getting your hairline pushed back and then finally,

1552
01:04:39,480 --> 01:04:42,560
Speaker 9: at some point you just say effort, cut it all off. Okay,

1553
01:04:42,560 --> 01:04:45,640
Speaker 9: we were forced to go bald because a barber pushed

1554
01:04:45,680 --> 01:04:46,880
Speaker 9: our hairlines back, all right?

1555
01:04:46,960 --> 01:04:47,880
Speaker 8: Hashtag tragic.

1556
01:04:48,280 --> 01:04:50,560
Speaker 9: Now, Darius did something that a lot of men dream

1557
01:04:50,600 --> 01:04:54,760
Speaker 9: about doing when their hairline gets pushed back, and that's

1558
01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:58,400
Speaker 9: something is violence. What do you mean violence, Uncle Charlotte. Well,

1559
01:04:58,480 --> 01:05:00,320
Speaker 9: let's go the local ten news for the report.

1560
01:05:00,760 --> 01:05:03,760
Speaker 18: Darius Davis is in jail once again after police spent

1561
01:05:03,840 --> 01:05:06,480
Speaker 18: a few days looking for him following a violent encounter

1562
01:05:06,600 --> 01:05:09,200
Speaker 18: at a barber shop. Security video from that day shows

1563
01:05:09,280 --> 01:05:12,360
Speaker 18: Davis walking back into Square Biz with a gun and

1564
01:05:12,440 --> 01:05:20,160
Speaker 18: threatening the owner, Samuel Wilson. Wilson says this was all

1565
01:05:20,200 --> 01:05:23,320
Speaker 18: over an issue with Davis's hairline. The barber says he's

1566
01:05:23,360 --> 01:05:24,560
Speaker 18: been doing Davis's hair.

1567
01:05:24,480 --> 01:05:26,840
Speaker 2: For a while and never had an issue before.

1568
01:05:27,040 --> 01:05:27,680
Speaker 4: He wasn't a man.

1569
01:05:27,840 --> 01:05:29,960
Speaker 12: He had that pistol in his hand, sat in a

1570
01:05:30,000 --> 01:05:32,040
Speaker 12: he choked me out, got it.

1571
01:05:32,240 --> 01:05:34,440
Speaker 18: In the video, you can see Davis forced Wilson to

1572
01:05:34,480 --> 01:05:40,200
Speaker 18: the couch and hit him with the gun. Newly obtained

1573
01:05:40,320 --> 01:05:43,080
Speaker 18: arrest forms for Davis show police took him into custody

1574
01:05:43,320 --> 01:05:46,120
Speaker 18: a few days later after a traffic stop. The forty

1575
01:05:46,160 --> 01:05:48,200
Speaker 18: eight year old was booked into jail before appearing in

1576
01:05:48,280 --> 01:05:49,520
Speaker 18: bond court over the weekend.

1577
01:05:49,840 --> 01:05:52,680
Speaker 2: Multiple times. I did not think he was gonna come

1578
01:05:52,680 --> 01:05:54,080
Speaker 2: around here and come back.

1579
01:05:54,160 --> 01:05:56,040
Speaker 12: I thought we might have fisted the cuff, but I

1580
01:05:56,080 --> 01:05:58,280
Speaker 12: didn't think he was gonna come back with a firearm.

1581
01:05:58,480 --> 01:06:01,760
Speaker 18: I told him, man, have a good Davis is facing

1582
01:06:02,080 --> 01:06:04,959
Speaker 18: several charges. The judge set is bond at about thirty

1583
01:06:04,960 --> 01:06:07,840
Speaker 18: five thousand dollars has since posted it.

1584
01:06:08,760 --> 01:06:11,560
Speaker 9: First of all, before we continue the story, I want

1585
01:06:11,560 --> 01:06:13,160
Speaker 9: to say, sleuth, all the barbers out there dropping the

1586
01:06:13,160 --> 01:06:13,680
Speaker 9: clues bombs.

1587
01:06:13,680 --> 01:06:14,960
Speaker 8: For every barber that can hear my.

1588
01:06:14,960 --> 01:06:19,440
Speaker 9: Voice, say, barbers are pillars in the black community, my brothers,

1589
01:06:19,480 --> 01:06:21,320
Speaker 9: when you really put it in perspective, there aren't too

1590
01:06:21,360 --> 01:06:22,160
Speaker 9: many people more.

1591
01:06:22,000 --> 01:06:23,120
Speaker 8: Important to the black community.

1592
01:06:23,160 --> 01:06:23,400
Speaker 4: All right.

1593
01:06:23,440 --> 01:06:25,520
Speaker 9: Some of y'all don't go to church, but you go

1594
01:06:25,560 --> 01:06:27,240
Speaker 9: to a barber shop at least twice a week, all right,

1595
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:28,880
Speaker 9: So the barber more important than your past.

1596
01:06:28,880 --> 01:06:29,160
Speaker 4: All right.

1597
01:06:29,160 --> 01:06:31,120
Speaker 9: Some of y'all see your Bible more than you see

1598
01:06:31,120 --> 01:06:32,880
Speaker 9: your doctor, which is a good thing.

1599
01:06:32,760 --> 01:06:33,720
Speaker 8: Because I guess you're healthy.

1600
01:06:33,720 --> 01:06:36,360
Speaker 9: But once again, your barber is more important to you

1601
01:06:36,440 --> 01:06:38,920
Speaker 9: than your doctor. Hell, some folks wouldn't even want to

1602
01:06:38,960 --> 01:06:40,360
Speaker 9: go to the doctor without a haircut.

1603
01:06:40,480 --> 01:06:40,800
Speaker 8: All right.

1604
01:06:40,880 --> 01:06:43,440
Speaker 9: The moral of the story is we're gonna stop acting

1605
01:06:43,480 --> 01:06:45,800
Speaker 9: like barber's aren't a part of our circle of life

1606
01:06:45,800 --> 01:06:50,640
Speaker 9: for me as spiritual leaders, therapists, barber's doctor, dermatologists, personal trainer.

1607
01:06:50,840 --> 01:06:52,240
Speaker 8: Okay, what is the moral of the story.

1608
01:06:52,240 --> 01:06:54,120
Speaker 9: The moral of the story is barber should be given

1609
01:06:54,160 --> 01:06:57,840
Speaker 9: the utmost respect at all times unless, and there is

1610
01:06:57,840 --> 01:06:59,480
Speaker 9: an unless, unless.

1611
01:06:59,520 --> 01:07:00,680
Speaker 8: There are terrible barber.

1612
01:07:00,760 --> 01:07:04,440
Speaker 9: Okay, no barber deserves violence unless, of course they are terrible.

1613
01:07:04,640 --> 01:07:06,360
Speaker 9: But even if they are terrible, even if there is

1614
01:07:06,400 --> 01:07:08,520
Speaker 9: a barber mouthpractice, they don't deserve.

1615
01:07:08,280 --> 01:07:10,439
Speaker 8: To get a gun pulled on them, all right. There's

1616
01:07:10,600 --> 01:07:11,800
Speaker 8: levels to violence.

1617
01:07:11,840 --> 01:07:14,120
Speaker 9: Don't like your fade, then ask for a faide, all right,

1618
01:07:14,160 --> 01:07:16,760
Speaker 9: But pulling a gun that's too much, all right. Actually

1619
01:07:16,840 --> 01:07:20,520
Speaker 9: asking for a fist fight or fisticuffs is too much.

1620
01:07:20,720 --> 01:07:22,240
Speaker 8: Okay, you can just say he sucks.

1621
01:07:22,440 --> 01:07:25,520
Speaker 9: That's worse than actually pulling a gun on someone or

1622
01:07:25,560 --> 01:07:27,800
Speaker 9: fighting them. Because nobody wants to be the barber in

1623
01:07:27,840 --> 01:07:30,880
Speaker 9: the shop that nobody goes to That is one of

1624
01:07:30,880 --> 01:07:33,520
Speaker 9: the most lonely men in the world, you hear me, okay,

1625
01:07:33,560 --> 01:07:35,880
Speaker 9: And they always fat because they have nothing else to

1626
01:07:35,920 --> 01:07:38,080
Speaker 9: do but sit there and eat while everybody else on

1627
01:07:38,160 --> 01:07:40,920
Speaker 9: their feet all day because they got actual clients.

1628
01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:43,160
Speaker 8: All right. Now, for the record, most.

1629
01:07:42,960 --> 01:07:45,560
Speaker 9: People wouldn't react to having their headline pushed back in

1630
01:07:45,560 --> 01:07:45,919
Speaker 9: this way.

1631
01:07:45,960 --> 01:07:47,800
Speaker 8: But you always have to know who you playing with.

1632
01:07:48,520 --> 01:07:51,200
Speaker 9: Darius is a convicted felon, all right, and he is

1633
01:07:51,240 --> 01:07:53,880
Speaker 9: a known violent offender. He had an arm robbery charge

1634
01:07:53,880 --> 01:07:56,880
Speaker 9: in ninety three and ninety eight and burglary with assault

1635
01:07:56,880 --> 01:07:59,000
Speaker 9: in ninety eight. He did prison time from ninety nine

1636
01:07:59,000 --> 01:08:01,320
Speaker 9: to two thousand folk and from two thousand and sixty

1637
01:08:01,360 --> 01:08:05,440
Speaker 9: twenty seventeen. So clearly Darius about all that action, okay,

1638
01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:08,040
Speaker 9: So anything can set him off. And I don't think

1639
01:08:08,080 --> 01:08:13,560
Speaker 9: people understand what not having a hairline does to some men.

1640
01:08:13,760 --> 01:08:15,840
Speaker 8: It can trigger violence, all right.

1641
01:08:15,920 --> 01:08:18,960
Speaker 9: Some men don't have the head for a bald, and

1642
01:08:19,000 --> 01:08:21,640
Speaker 9: the thought of them having to get one is infuriating.

1643
01:08:21,760 --> 01:08:23,760
Speaker 8: I thank god he gave me the.

1644
01:08:23,800 --> 01:08:26,080
Speaker 9: Kind of skull that looks cool with a bal d okay,

1645
01:08:26,120 --> 01:08:29,040
Speaker 9: because everyone can't do it and they know it. Everybody

1646
01:08:29,040 --> 01:08:32,519
Speaker 9: doesn't want to wear the man unit. Okay, everybody doesn't

1647
01:08:32,560 --> 01:08:35,040
Speaker 9: want to do the painting on hairlines. But they also

1648
01:08:35,160 --> 01:08:38,120
Speaker 9: know how ridiculous they could look with a bald. Think

1649
01:08:38,160 --> 01:08:40,519
Speaker 9: about you know how we had to get used to

1650
01:08:40,560 --> 01:08:43,519
Speaker 9: seeing Steve Harvey with a bald. Took some time for

1651
01:08:43,600 --> 01:08:48,280
Speaker 9: us to adjust, right, right. Remember Miguel arnmy singer, Miguel

1652
01:08:48,320 --> 01:08:52,040
Speaker 9: when he first came out with a baldi, looked ridiculously.

1653
01:08:52,360 --> 01:08:56,360
Speaker 8: Okay, Lebron James couldn't have a bald. Okay, I could

1654
01:08:56,360 --> 01:08:59,160
Speaker 8: tell by his head shape. Yet another reason he will

1655
01:08:59,160 --> 01:09:02,639
Speaker 8: never be Michael Joe. Okay, more are some other people

1656
01:09:02,640 --> 01:09:04,160
Speaker 8: who look ridiculous with a ball these jests? What do

1657
01:09:04,160 --> 01:09:06,400
Speaker 8: you think? Okay?

1658
01:09:06,400 --> 01:09:10,960
Speaker 9: Okay, First of all, I'm talking about the name Jess Cindiava.

1659
01:09:11,040 --> 01:09:12,080
Speaker 8: All right, anyway, I.

1660
01:09:12,040 --> 01:09:13,680
Speaker 9: Don't know how you've been asking the moral of the

1661
01:09:13,720 --> 01:09:16,640
Speaker 9: stories when the only thing sharper in the clippers is

1662
01:09:16,680 --> 01:09:21,840
Speaker 9: your temple trim the attitude, not the argument. Okay, Please

1663
01:09:21,840 --> 01:09:24,280
Speaker 9: give Darius Davis the sweet sounds of the Hamiltons.

1664
01:09:25,160 --> 01:09:38,400
Speaker 20: You oh the day, oh the day.

1665
01:09:39,680 --> 01:09:46,760
Speaker 14: Ye Oh, that's crazy, Miguel head, it was crazy, ridiculous.

1666
01:09:47,160 --> 01:09:48,840
Speaker 9: Go back and look at Miguel when he first came

1667
01:09:48,880 --> 01:09:51,280
Speaker 9: out with a ball head and he did it in

1668
01:09:51,320 --> 01:09:56,280
Speaker 9: the reverse. Usually people start with him, didn't go Miguel

1669
01:09:56,400 --> 01:09:58,639
Speaker 9: started off ball go back.

1670
01:09:58,520 --> 01:10:00,439
Speaker 8: And look y'all. Don't remember Miguel when you first game.

1671
01:10:00,680 --> 01:10:04,000
Speaker 9: Definitely, definitely you don't remember Miguel when you first get money.

1672
01:10:03,720 --> 01:10:06,240
Speaker 2: At the ball at Yeah, that was different.

1673
01:10:06,280 --> 01:10:08,240
Speaker 9: Well that's that was That was all I wanted you, Miguel.

1674
01:10:09,120 --> 01:10:10,920
Speaker 9: You're playing the dorn he had hereby.

1675
01:10:10,720 --> 01:10:16,320
Speaker 10: Doing Yeah, nah, that was you know, yeah, that's when

1676
01:10:16,320 --> 01:10:20,000
Speaker 10: he was boring. Oh wow, Yeah, I'm trying to tell

1677
01:10:20,040 --> 01:10:24,760
Speaker 10: you getting real eggy around here, you know, yeah, yeah,

1678
01:10:24,920 --> 01:10:25,599
Speaker 10: yeah wow.

1679
01:10:25,800 --> 01:10:29,200
Speaker 19: All right, all right, well thank you for that donkey

1680
01:10:29,200 --> 01:10:31,120
Speaker 19: to day, sir. You said one too many damns when

1681
01:10:31,160 --> 01:10:32,880
Speaker 19: looking at a man, right, you looked at the man.

1682
01:10:33,400 --> 01:10:36,960
Speaker 19: You looked at Miguel for thirty seconds and said seven damns.

1683
01:10:38,080 --> 01:10:40,240
Speaker 19: He ain't need no seven damns because.

1684
01:10:40,040 --> 01:10:42,240
Speaker 12: There's a bunch of different pictures. All right, anyway, thank

1685
01:10:42,280 --> 01:10:43,360
Speaker 12: you for that donkey to day, sir.

1686
01:10:44,479 --> 01:10:48,519
Speaker 8: Yes, which guy's crazy?

1687
01:10:49,000 --> 01:10:50,840
Speaker 4: Everybody is j N V.

1688
01:10:51,120 --> 01:10:53,840
Speaker 12: Jesse Larry Charlamagne the guy we are the breakfast club

1689
01:10:53,880 --> 01:10:56,000
Speaker 12: lawl of Roses here as well, and we got a

1690
01:10:56,000 --> 01:10:57,920
Speaker 12: special guest in the building, Pat Pools.

1691
01:10:58,000 --> 01:11:01,519
Speaker 8: Pat pooh pooh. What's up.

1692
01:11:01,760 --> 01:11:02,439
Speaker 2: How you feeling, man?

1693
01:11:02,479 --> 01:11:03,280
Speaker 1: I think it's great.

1694
01:11:03,280 --> 01:11:03,479
Speaker 4: Man.

1695
01:11:03,600 --> 01:11:05,840
Speaker 8: I see you celebrated your daughter's birthday the other day.

1696
01:11:05,920 --> 01:11:07,320
Speaker 4: Yeah. I did McDonald's party.

1697
01:11:07,400 --> 01:11:10,320
Speaker 21: Yeah, she turned seven years old. That's nice, man, beautiful thing. Man,

1698
01:11:10,439 --> 01:11:12,920
Speaker 21: enjoy they get big fast happen so fast, man, you

1699
01:11:12,960 --> 01:11:13,439
Speaker 21: know what I'm saying.

1700
01:11:13,439 --> 01:11:14,320
Speaker 1: So, yeah, it's a blessing.

1701
01:11:14,720 --> 01:11:16,719
Speaker 8: I feel like you you should have been did bars

1702
01:11:16,760 --> 01:11:17,160
Speaker 8: on Wheels?

1703
01:11:18,120 --> 01:11:18,280
Speaker 22: Yeah?

1704
01:11:18,320 --> 01:11:19,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah I did.

1705
01:11:19,280 --> 01:11:21,639
Speaker 8: That's a fact. That's a fact. What is Balls on Wheels?

1706
01:11:21,680 --> 01:11:22,080
Speaker 8: First of all?

1707
01:11:22,120 --> 01:11:22,320
Speaker 1: Yeah?

1708
01:11:22,360 --> 01:11:24,360
Speaker 8: So Balls on Wheels a journey to save hip hop?

1709
01:11:24,400 --> 01:11:24,559
Speaker 4: Man.

1710
01:11:24,560 --> 01:11:27,479
Speaker 21: It's me basically taking what I was doing on Instagram

1711
01:11:27,479 --> 01:11:30,040
Speaker 21: to the next level. I mean so sometimes when I

1712
01:11:30,080 --> 01:11:31,880
Speaker 21: post the videos and be driving in the car rapping,

1713
01:11:32,200 --> 01:11:33,880
Speaker 21: some people go into comments and they be like, Okay,

1714
01:11:33,920 --> 01:11:34,679
Speaker 21: but where's it going.

1715
01:11:35,400 --> 01:11:36,960
Speaker 1: So I'm like, you know what.

1716
01:11:36,600 --> 01:11:38,240
Speaker 8: I want to see?

1717
01:11:38,240 --> 01:11:40,000
Speaker 1: There you go? So I want the journey to save

1718
01:11:40,080 --> 01:11:42,320
Speaker 1: hip hop? You know what I'm saying. So that's that's

1719
01:11:42,320 --> 01:11:43,240
Speaker 1: the name of the project.

1720
01:11:43,240 --> 01:11:43,360
Speaker 16: Man.

1721
01:11:43,720 --> 01:11:45,200
Speaker 21: I didn't want to just do it as an album.

1722
01:11:45,200 --> 01:11:47,040
Speaker 21: I wanted to do it as a short film and

1723
01:11:47,200 --> 01:11:48,679
Speaker 21: just do something that was never done before.

1724
01:11:48,720 --> 01:11:50,840
Speaker 9: You know, you've always prided yourself on just being a

1725
01:11:50,840 --> 01:11:52,680
Speaker 9: pure lyricist, and you know everybody likes to do the

1726
01:11:52,760 --> 01:11:55,120
Speaker 9: melodies and the vibes warding the bars. What do you

1727
01:11:55,160 --> 01:11:59,600
Speaker 9: think lyric first rappers need to do to stay culturally

1728
01:11:59,640 --> 01:12:01,719
Speaker 9: relevant without compromising the craft.

1729
01:12:02,040 --> 01:12:04,759
Speaker 21: I think just be be themselves, man. I think nobody

1730
01:12:04,760 --> 01:12:06,679
Speaker 21: could do you better than you, you know what I'm saying.

1731
01:12:06,720 --> 01:12:09,040
Speaker 21: Like you're the only one with your DNA and you

1732
01:12:09,120 --> 01:12:11,800
Speaker 21: gotta utilize that. Sometimes people try to go outside of

1733
01:12:11,840 --> 01:12:15,080
Speaker 21: themselves and you cheating yourself because you could have just

1734
01:12:15,200 --> 01:12:17,599
Speaker 21: been yourself and you never know what the outcome could

1735
01:12:17,640 --> 01:12:19,760
Speaker 21: have been. So to answer the question is, just be yourself. Man.

1736
01:12:19,880 --> 01:12:22,360
Speaker 9: So when you write today, are you just trying to

1737
01:12:22,360 --> 01:12:24,639
Speaker 9: out wrap everybody? Are you just more focused on saying

1738
01:12:24,680 --> 01:12:27,760
Speaker 9: something meaningful because you've always said meaningful things you want too?

1739
01:12:28,240 --> 01:12:31,000
Speaker 21: Nah, man, it's just I study the craft. I practice

1740
01:12:31,000 --> 01:12:33,679
Speaker 21: my craft so long that it comes out like that pause.

1741
01:12:33,880 --> 01:12:36,599
Speaker 21: You know what I'm saying. I'm not trying to outrap nobody.

1742
01:12:36,960 --> 01:12:38,760
Speaker 21: It happens naturally, you know what I'm saying.

1743
01:12:38,800 --> 01:12:40,479
Speaker 13: To be honest, now, I know the project is all

1744
01:12:40,520 --> 01:12:42,400
Speaker 13: about saving hip hop, but at the end of your

1745
01:12:42,479 --> 01:12:45,760
Speaker 13: visual you basically flip it where it's like, you can't

1746
01:12:45,760 --> 01:12:48,599
Speaker 13: save hip hop. And one of the things that you

1747
01:12:48,640 --> 01:12:51,240
Speaker 13: show without giving too much of it is the conversation

1748
01:12:51,280 --> 01:12:53,760
Speaker 13: around like, you know, the drugs and things that infiltrated

1749
01:12:53,800 --> 01:12:56,880
Speaker 13: the culture. So first of all, I guess, you know,

1750
01:12:56,960 --> 01:13:00,280
Speaker 13: obvious question is why would you why include that? And

1751
01:13:00,320 --> 01:13:03,000
Speaker 13: then second question to that is, if we can't save

1752
01:13:03,080 --> 01:13:04,400
Speaker 13: hip hop, then what's your real mission?

1753
01:13:04,439 --> 01:13:05,000
Speaker 8: Like how right?

1754
01:13:05,439 --> 01:13:08,479
Speaker 21: So you know, I think that played a major part

1755
01:13:08,520 --> 01:13:10,800
Speaker 21: to the demise of about a culture of about hip hop,

1756
01:13:10,800 --> 01:13:12,360
Speaker 21: you know, the rest in peace to guys like Mac Miller,

1757
01:13:12,400 --> 01:13:15,559
Speaker 21: young artists who were just dying from drug overdose. I

1758
01:13:15,560 --> 01:13:19,080
Speaker 21: think all of those things, man, where they glorified us

1759
01:13:19,280 --> 01:13:22,200
Speaker 21: using drugs and you got kids odean on it. So

1760
01:13:22,240 --> 01:13:23,680
Speaker 21: I just wanted to shine a light on that and

1761
01:13:23,680 --> 01:13:26,599
Speaker 21: create awareness to talk about it. And as far as

1762
01:13:26,680 --> 01:13:29,040
Speaker 21: at the ending when I said, you know, can't save them,

1763
01:13:29,160 --> 01:13:31,040
Speaker 21: you know you gotta watch part two to see the

1764
01:13:31,080 --> 01:13:33,280
Speaker 21: continue to get the conclusion of that. But that's how

1765
01:13:33,320 --> 01:13:35,720
Speaker 21: I feel sometimes, man, Like when I say I'm on

1766
01:13:35,760 --> 01:13:37,519
Speaker 21: a journey up to save hip hop. I'm a part

1767
01:13:37,520 --> 01:13:39,760
Speaker 21: of the culture, Like I lived this for real, So

1768
01:13:39,840 --> 01:13:42,000
Speaker 21: anytime I step in front of the microphone, that's my

1769
01:13:42,080 --> 01:13:45,880
Speaker 21: goal to elevate the game. But it feels helpless sometimes, man,

1770
01:13:46,320 --> 01:13:47,960
Speaker 21: you know what I'm saying, So.

1771
01:13:47,479 --> 01:13:48,479
Speaker 4: How do we change that? Right?

1772
01:13:48,479 --> 01:13:51,280
Speaker 12: Because of course hip hop took a turn right where

1773
01:13:51,800 --> 01:13:55,200
Speaker 12: you know, the sellers became the users and that whole thing.

1774
01:13:55,240 --> 01:13:57,600
Speaker 12: But it was still a place where there was negativity

1775
01:13:57,640 --> 01:13:59,280
Speaker 12: and hip hop, which kind of hurt hip hop. Right

1776
01:13:59,400 --> 01:14:01,599
Speaker 12: didn't have to be a DM Brothers getting to jail.

1777
01:14:01,680 --> 01:14:04,680
Speaker 12: But I felt like there is a strong line of

1778
01:14:04,960 --> 01:14:06,600
Speaker 12: negative and positive when it comes to it.

1779
01:14:06,600 --> 01:14:09,559
Speaker 2: You feel like that positive is not being heard anymore.

1780
01:14:10,080 --> 01:14:10,840
Speaker 1: It's not even that.

1781
01:14:10,920 --> 01:14:14,240
Speaker 21: I just feel like, you know, I feel like negative

1782
01:14:14,240 --> 01:14:17,320
Speaker 21: and positive existing life period. Sometimes people put too much

1783
01:14:17,320 --> 01:14:20,400
Speaker 21: on hip hop, like they gotta stop and if a

1784
01:14:20,439 --> 01:14:22,360
Speaker 21: cat getting too much, if a cat gets stuck in

1785
01:14:22,400 --> 01:14:24,800
Speaker 21: the tree. All these rappers rapping about cats getting stuck

1786
01:14:24,800 --> 01:14:26,560
Speaker 21: in the trees, This is why this happened, you know

1787
01:14:26,600 --> 01:14:28,800
Speaker 21: what I'm saying, Like, I feel like people blame hip

1788
01:14:28,840 --> 01:14:31,479
Speaker 21: hop for things that actually go on in America. America

1789
01:14:31,560 --> 01:14:34,200
Speaker 21: has a problem with violence and all that when hip

1790
01:14:34,240 --> 01:14:37,559
Speaker 21: hop was positive, I've seen negativity going on, so I

1791
01:14:37,560 --> 01:14:39,679
Speaker 21: don't blame hip hop for those things. Actually, I feel

1792
01:14:39,680 --> 01:14:41,479
Speaker 21: like hip hop save a lot of lives, you know

1793
01:14:41,479 --> 01:14:43,360
Speaker 21: what I'm saying. You know how many jobs y'all wouldn't

1794
01:14:43,360 --> 01:14:45,840
Speaker 21: even be sitting here to hip hop, right, So when

1795
01:14:45,840 --> 01:14:48,400
Speaker 21: people like to blame hip hop for negative things, you know,

1796
01:14:48,479 --> 01:14:50,160
Speaker 21: I don't look at it like that. I look at

1797
01:14:50,200 --> 01:14:53,360
Speaker 21: it like we have those issues living in this country period.

1798
01:14:53,600 --> 01:14:56,680
Speaker 9: I saw Robin Roberts asked fifty that about the Diddy doc.

1799
01:14:56,720 --> 01:14:58,080
Speaker 9: She was like, is this an indictment of hip hop

1800
01:14:58,160 --> 01:14:59,439
Speaker 9: or something like this? What hip hop got to do?

1801
01:14:59,439 --> 01:15:00,360
Speaker 4: It? Nothing right?

1802
01:15:00,479 --> 01:15:00,679
Speaker 1: Right?

1803
01:15:00,960 --> 01:15:01,160
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1804
01:15:01,479 --> 01:15:03,800
Speaker 21: See they always dragging hip if you notice that, and

1805
01:15:03,840 --> 01:15:06,200
Speaker 21: I think no other genre no. I think part of

1806
01:15:06,240 --> 01:15:08,200
Speaker 21: the reason why that happened is is because they don't

1807
01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:10,680
Speaker 21: like that, you know, black billionaires and millionaires are being

1808
01:15:10,680 --> 01:15:12,599
Speaker 21: made out of it. So I think while we got

1809
01:15:12,600 --> 01:15:15,120
Speaker 21: our own con putting hip hop down so much, they

1810
01:15:15,120 --> 01:15:16,040
Speaker 21: need to be away of that.

1811
01:15:16,439 --> 01:15:18,760
Speaker 9: How is your perspective on the streets change now that

1812
01:15:18,760 --> 01:15:21,200
Speaker 9: you're you know, older and just more reflective. As soon

1813
01:15:21,240 --> 01:15:22,720
Speaker 9: as you walk in, and we wanted to remind you

1814
01:15:22,760 --> 01:15:24,519
Speaker 9: of when you used to put hands on people.

1815
01:15:25,120 --> 01:15:38,439
Speaker 8: You know that you did. I'm talking about what was

1816
01:15:38,439 --> 01:15:41,639
Speaker 8: your question? Respective when the streets changed?

1817
01:15:41,840 --> 01:15:43,400
Speaker 1: When when you say street change, what you mean though?

1818
01:15:43,479 --> 01:15:46,599
Speaker 9: Just being just being an older person can reflect on

1819
01:15:47,080 --> 01:15:48,200
Speaker 9: you know, how things used to be.

1820
01:15:48,280 --> 01:15:50,400
Speaker 8: Things glorify, that's the fact. That's the fact.

1821
01:15:50,479 --> 01:15:53,679
Speaker 21: Yeah, I respect it, man, I respect and I love growth.

1822
01:15:53,720 --> 01:15:57,479
Speaker 21: I think it's very important. I embrace it. And I'm

1823
01:15:57,479 --> 01:15:58,600
Speaker 21: all about positivity.

1824
01:15:58,640 --> 01:15:58,760
Speaker 6: Bro.

1825
01:15:58,880 --> 01:16:00,600
Speaker 1: Bro, you know what I'm saying. And you look at me,

1826
01:16:00,960 --> 01:16:01,320
Speaker 1: you know what I mean.

1827
01:16:01,360 --> 01:16:03,439
Speaker 21: You see me, Like NB said, I got my history,

1828
01:16:03,479 --> 01:16:05,559
Speaker 21: but when they really put the light on me, I said,

1829
01:16:05,560 --> 01:16:09,000
Speaker 21: what black love? Something positive? Man, I don't wear that

1830
01:16:09,360 --> 01:16:11,439
Speaker 21: the streets on my sleeve. I don't need to, you

1831
01:16:11,439 --> 01:16:14,360
Speaker 21: know what I'm saying. I always showcase my talent, you

1832
01:16:14,360 --> 01:16:17,120
Speaker 21: know what I mean, and something positive about uplifting our people.

1833
01:16:17,200 --> 01:16:19,120
Speaker 9: So if you could speak to these young men who

1834
01:16:19,160 --> 01:16:21,559
Speaker 9: idolized the street life, what would you tell them about

1835
01:16:21,600 --> 01:16:23,360
Speaker 9: the real cost of that year?

1836
01:16:23,439 --> 01:16:25,360
Speaker 21: I would say, don't do it. It's not worth it,

1837
01:16:25,560 --> 01:16:28,360
Speaker 21: you know what I'm saying. But I always tell my

1838
01:16:28,400 --> 01:16:30,360
Speaker 21: young brothers who I see in the street, and I

1839
01:16:30,360 --> 01:16:32,439
Speaker 21: always try to point this out to them. You know,

1840
01:16:32,520 --> 01:16:34,479
Speaker 21: look at your look at look around at your crew,

1841
01:16:35,920 --> 01:16:37,400
Speaker 21: And I got to be honest with them all, y'all

1842
01:16:37,439 --> 01:16:39,680
Speaker 21: not gonna make it out. You know, I many you

1843
01:16:39,680 --> 01:16:41,960
Speaker 21: know how many individuals I grow up with us when

1844
01:16:41,960 --> 01:16:43,720
Speaker 21: I was younger. They're not here no more. I'm sure

1845
01:16:43,720 --> 01:16:47,240
Speaker 21: you got homies like that. They literally lost their lives.

1846
01:16:47,720 --> 01:16:49,840
Speaker 21: And at the time when y'all was together, y'all was

1847
01:16:49,840 --> 01:16:52,080
Speaker 21: hanging out, y'all was running in the street, you never

1848
01:16:52,120 --> 01:16:54,400
Speaker 21: thought that they would be gone. So I always tell them,

1849
01:16:54,439 --> 01:16:57,720
Speaker 21: you look around, one of y'all or two or maybe three,

1850
01:16:57,800 --> 01:16:58,640
Speaker 21: y'all not gonna make it.

1851
01:16:58,640 --> 01:16:59,320
Speaker 8: It might be you.

1852
01:16:59,600 --> 01:17:02,840
Speaker 21: So if you think that's worth it, continue in the street.

1853
01:17:02,880 --> 01:17:05,519
Speaker 21: But it's not worth it, bro, So you know, get

1854
01:17:05,560 --> 01:17:06,040
Speaker 21: out of that.

1855
01:17:06,160 --> 01:17:09,439
Speaker 13: You mentioned black love earlier. I know Cloris is here

1856
01:17:09,479 --> 01:17:11,960
Speaker 13: as well, but I wanted to go back to that centuary.

1857
01:17:13,680 --> 01:17:15,479
Speaker 13: I wanted to go back to that time period because

1858
01:17:15,560 --> 01:17:18,200
Speaker 13: I feel like, for the longest time, prior to your

1859
01:17:18,200 --> 01:17:21,800
Speaker 13: relationship now, you and Remy were like the emblem of

1860
01:17:21,840 --> 01:17:25,479
Speaker 13: like black love positivity, and then everything just switched publicly.

1861
01:17:25,880 --> 01:17:27,920
Speaker 13: And I know you talk about even in hip hop,

1862
01:17:28,000 --> 01:17:29,880
Speaker 13: like you know how things are thrown on hip hop

1863
01:17:29,920 --> 01:17:33,719
Speaker 13: and thrown on us negatively when that moment was happening

1864
01:17:33,920 --> 01:17:36,519
Speaker 13: publicly with you and Remy, What was pap Who's feeling

1865
01:17:36,520 --> 01:17:38,600
Speaker 13: because it was so positive for so long and it

1866
01:17:38,680 --> 01:17:40,760
Speaker 13: kind of just changed everything. What were you feeling as

1867
01:17:41,000 --> 01:17:43,040
Speaker 13: everything started to you know, happened online.

1868
01:17:43,760 --> 01:17:46,439
Speaker 1: It was corny. It was corny. It's always corny to

1869
01:17:46,479 --> 01:17:47,920
Speaker 1: do social media. You know what I'm saying.

1870
01:17:48,120 --> 01:17:50,000
Speaker 21: Who wants that? Who wants to be a part of

1871
01:17:50,000 --> 01:17:53,200
Speaker 21: the circus? So I just feel like it was corny.

1872
01:17:53,520 --> 01:17:55,720
Speaker 4: You got a tack for black love early on.

1873
01:17:57,080 --> 01:17:59,840
Speaker 8: Wow, somebody said it.

1874
01:18:00,320 --> 01:18:03,320
Speaker 2: We have conversations about what love and why we show.

1875
01:18:03,800 --> 01:18:05,760
Speaker 12: We had, you know, behind the scenes conversation, but you

1876
01:18:05,800 --> 01:18:07,960
Speaker 12: got to test for it when you got attacked for

1877
01:18:08,080 --> 01:18:10,320
Speaker 12: why did you think you got attacked for showing and

1878
01:18:10,439 --> 01:18:13,320
Speaker 12: expressing love to the individual you were with? Like why

1879
01:18:13,320 --> 01:18:14,120
Speaker 12: do you think that happened?

1880
01:18:14,160 --> 01:18:16,160
Speaker 21: And why there's a couple going It's a couple of

1881
01:18:16,160 --> 01:18:21,320
Speaker 21: different things. So initially when she became incarcerated, they was

1882
01:18:21,439 --> 01:18:24,599
Speaker 21: killing me. They was like, Yo, hold up, damn nah,

1883
01:18:24,640 --> 01:18:28,160
Speaker 21: he's an idiot, He's dumb all this book right. I

1884
01:18:28,160 --> 01:18:30,120
Speaker 21: ain't care though, because that's that was my real life

1885
01:18:30,160 --> 01:18:34,160
Speaker 21: at the time, and then as it progressed. One time

1886
01:18:34,280 --> 01:18:36,479
Speaker 21: Double Excel that reached out to me and they was like, Yo,

1887
01:18:36,479 --> 01:18:39,519
Speaker 21: we want to follow you one day and document your journey,

1888
01:18:39,560 --> 01:18:42,080
Speaker 21: like what's going on with you? And they followed me

1889
01:18:42,120 --> 01:18:44,439
Speaker 21: to the supermarket. I went and got groceries for her,

1890
01:18:44,479 --> 01:18:45,800
Speaker 21: you know what I'm saying. Then I went on the visit,

1891
01:18:45,840 --> 01:18:47,559
Speaker 21: brought the grocery. They set on the visit with me,

1892
01:18:48,280 --> 01:18:49,960
Speaker 21: and they put out that article. When they put out

1893
01:18:49,960 --> 01:18:52,479
Speaker 21: that article, it kind of changed. The outlook kind of

1894
01:18:52,520 --> 01:18:54,640
Speaker 21: changed for a high second. Everybody was like Wow, they

1895
01:18:54,680 --> 01:18:57,320
Speaker 21: couldn't believe it, and it was cool. I kept going.

1896
01:18:57,560 --> 01:18:59,559
Speaker 21: But what you kind of talking about is we were

1897
01:18:59,800 --> 01:19:04,680
Speaker 21: love hip hop. Yeah yeah, well you had mixed. It

1898
01:19:04,720 --> 01:19:06,599
Speaker 21: was mixed, you know what I'm saying. Like the women

1899
01:19:06,680 --> 01:19:09,080
Speaker 21: were embracing it. But I go through the toll booth

1900
01:19:09,520 --> 01:19:11,080
Speaker 21: and I go get to do my money because they

1901
01:19:11,120 --> 01:19:14,160
Speaker 21: ain't have the right. And he'd be like, oh, man,

1902
01:19:14,200 --> 01:19:16,599
Speaker 21: you've put in my household, man, my woman to.

1903
01:19:19,680 --> 01:19:19,920
Speaker 5: Man.

1904
01:19:20,120 --> 01:19:25,040
Speaker 8: Yeah, I need to be more like you. It's just change,

1905
01:19:25,080 --> 01:19:27,560
Speaker 8: you know what I'm saying. So the dudes was always.

1906
01:19:27,160 --> 01:19:31,479
Speaker 21: Hating, but the women, older women all different age groups.

1907
01:19:31,520 --> 01:19:33,400
Speaker 8: They always embraced it.

1908
01:19:33,479 --> 01:19:35,479
Speaker 13: And then you did your your own spin off, the

1909
01:19:35,479 --> 01:19:37,519
Speaker 13: Black Love spin off, which you guys have more creative

1910
01:19:37,560 --> 01:19:40,200
Speaker 13: control over at the time, right, Yeah, So if you

1911
01:19:40,200 --> 01:19:41,760
Speaker 13: felt like kind of the tide was changing when you

1912
01:19:41,760 --> 01:19:43,600
Speaker 13: guys got on reality TV, why was it important for

1913
01:19:43,640 --> 01:19:44,960
Speaker 13: you to do that like second installment?

1914
01:19:45,360 --> 01:19:49,040
Speaker 21: Because you know, the opportunity was there to show more

1915
01:19:49,040 --> 01:19:50,439
Speaker 21: of us. You know, when you're on Love and Hip Hop,

1916
01:19:50,439 --> 01:19:52,679
Speaker 21: you just got like a segment, you know what I'm saying.

1917
01:19:52,720 --> 01:19:54,439
Speaker 21: So it was just that and people wanted to see

1918
01:19:54,439 --> 01:19:55,760
Speaker 21: more of us at that time, so we was like,

1919
01:19:55,800 --> 01:19:57,559
Speaker 21: all right, cool, let's do it. I think we did

1920
01:19:57,560 --> 01:20:00,400
Speaker 21: the holiday special first and then it went from there.

1921
01:20:00,439 --> 01:20:02,400
Speaker 21: But going back to what you were saying earlier, like

1922
01:20:02,400 --> 01:20:03,640
Speaker 21: when I first shot it, I was like, oh, they

1923
01:20:03,720 --> 01:20:05,920
Speaker 21: about to kill me man when they come out, because

1924
01:20:05,920 --> 01:20:07,160
Speaker 21: people never saw that side of me, you know what

1925
01:20:07,160 --> 01:20:11,160
Speaker 21: I'm saying. But it was surprisingly people embraced it. I

1926
01:20:11,200 --> 01:20:13,599
Speaker 21: think the world was tired of seeing our culture getting

1927
01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:16,280
Speaker 21: put down, drink skinting, thrown on each other, and just

1928
01:20:16,320 --> 01:20:18,920
Speaker 21: the bad stigma on our relationships, you know what I'm saying.

1929
01:20:18,920 --> 01:20:20,600
Speaker 12: You have ever regretted at all putting that much of

1930
01:20:20,640 --> 01:20:21,759
Speaker 12: your life on camera.

1931
01:20:22,000 --> 01:20:24,160
Speaker 21: I don't I don't regret it at all because it

1932
01:20:24,200 --> 01:20:26,240
Speaker 21: was real. It wasn't like nothing was or hears nothing

1933
01:20:26,280 --> 01:20:28,920
Speaker 21: was scripted. People just saw what was going on at

1934
01:20:28,920 --> 01:20:29,439
Speaker 21: that time.

1935
01:20:29,680 --> 01:20:31,680
Speaker 12: But you know the thing with it is like I

1936
01:20:31,720 --> 01:20:34,720
Speaker 12: get it, but now people are so dialed into your life,

1937
01:20:34,920 --> 01:20:36,760
Speaker 12: but now there is no moment where it's like, hold on,

1938
01:20:36,880 --> 01:20:38,400
Speaker 12: let me figure this out. Because now they're like, naw,

1939
01:20:38,439 --> 01:20:40,200
Speaker 12: you showed me this. You showed me the baby, you

1940
01:20:40,240 --> 01:20:42,280
Speaker 12: showed me the one year old party, you showed me that,

1941
01:20:42,840 --> 01:20:43,479
Speaker 12: you showed me this.

1942
01:20:43,600 --> 01:20:44,000
Speaker 4: I love that.

1943
01:20:44,040 --> 01:20:46,880
Speaker 12: But then when it's like when you say, you know what,

1944
01:20:46,920 --> 01:20:48,760
Speaker 12: I need to take a break, They're like, nah, you can't.

1945
01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:52,200
Speaker 21: No, No, I love it. I'll tell you why. See

1946
01:20:52,680 --> 01:20:54,360
Speaker 21: this is what happens with celebrities. And I kind of

1947
01:20:54,400 --> 01:20:58,479
Speaker 21: said this before. When it's all good, right, when when

1948
01:20:58,640 --> 01:21:01,760
Speaker 21: when y'all buying until our careers, y'all watching the TV show,

1949
01:21:02,360 --> 01:21:05,360
Speaker 21: y'all come into the performances. The parents is the walkthroughs.

1950
01:21:06,160 --> 01:21:07,960
Speaker 21: I bring you in the room where my daughter is born.

1951
01:21:08,560 --> 01:21:11,639
Speaker 21: You come to the wedding, you see everything right, okay,

1952
01:21:11,680 --> 01:21:13,680
Speaker 21: And then soon as something happened with these celebrities. What's

1953
01:21:13,720 --> 01:21:15,680
Speaker 21: the first thing they say, y'all don't know me like that.

1954
01:21:16,400 --> 01:21:18,280
Speaker 21: Y'all don't know what's going on in my life. Correct,

1955
01:21:18,360 --> 01:21:20,400
Speaker 21: So I'm glad that I give y'all an open book

1956
01:21:20,439 --> 01:21:22,759
Speaker 21: so when someone wants to lie in, when you guys

1957
01:21:23,040 --> 01:21:24,559
Speaker 21: had been there all along, y'all seen this.

1958
01:21:25,479 --> 01:21:26,040
Speaker 1: So that's all.

1959
01:21:26,080 --> 01:21:27,599
Speaker 9: Now, there was one thing that came out of that

1960
01:21:27,640 --> 01:21:30,280
Speaker 9: man and you said you wrote ninety percent of remies rap,

1961
01:21:31,120 --> 01:21:32,120
Speaker 9: including Conceited.

1962
01:21:32,960 --> 01:21:33,519
Speaker 4: Was that true?

1963
01:21:34,320 --> 01:21:34,920
Speaker 1: No comment?

1964
01:21:35,000 --> 01:21:35,240
Speaker 4: Man.

1965
01:21:35,320 --> 01:21:37,040
Speaker 21: You know what I'm saying, I wish you the best,

1966
01:21:37,760 --> 01:21:39,080
Speaker 21: and that's that's what I'm gonna say.

1967
01:21:39,200 --> 01:21:39,720
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying.

1968
01:21:39,880 --> 01:21:41,920
Speaker 21: Like I said earlier, I never wanted to be a

1969
01:21:41,920 --> 01:21:44,920
Speaker 21: part of that. But sometimes your hand is falced. You

1970
01:21:44,960 --> 01:21:46,680
Speaker 21: know what I'm saying. You gotta you gotta do what

1971
01:21:46,720 --> 01:21:48,720
Speaker 21: you gotta do. But I wish you the best, man,

1972
01:21:48,840 --> 01:21:50,439
Speaker 21: You know, I mean, I got I got an amazing

1973
01:21:50,479 --> 01:21:53,160
Speaker 21: best friend in my life right now and we're happy.

1974
01:21:53,200 --> 01:21:53,360
Speaker 9: Man.

1975
01:21:53,479 --> 01:21:55,880
Speaker 2: Somebody said, you know that was a depressing media. It

1976
01:21:55,920 --> 01:21:57,960
Speaker 2: was a hard time because we know y'all.

1977
01:21:58,040 --> 01:21:59,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, you know what I mean.

1978
01:22:00,040 --> 01:22:02,120
Speaker 8: Over y'all know us. But sometimes people pretend like they

1979
01:22:02,120 --> 01:22:02,559
Speaker 8: don't know us.

1980
01:22:02,600 --> 01:22:03,559
Speaker 1: That's what get on my nerves.

1981
01:22:03,600 --> 01:22:07,720
Speaker 17: I think from it's like what happened, like m M.

1982
01:22:07,840 --> 01:22:10,960
Speaker 21: I mean, like I said, y'all was there every step

1983
01:22:10,960 --> 01:22:12,559
Speaker 21: of the way. Y'all was there when I was riding

1984
01:22:12,640 --> 01:22:15,880
Speaker 21: up there to the prison. Y'all seen me fighting court officers,

1985
01:22:15,920 --> 01:22:17,599
Speaker 21: getting thrown out of the court room.

1986
01:22:17,720 --> 01:22:17,960
Speaker 4: It was.

1987
01:22:18,080 --> 01:22:20,000
Speaker 21: It was in the newspapers. You know what I'm saying,

1988
01:22:20,040 --> 01:22:22,720
Speaker 21: y'all seen everything. How can I come to y'all and

1989
01:22:22,720 --> 01:22:26,840
Speaker 21: say something didn't happen. Y'all gotta stop, man, like, come on.

1990
01:22:27,400 --> 01:22:29,040
Speaker 21: So that's it, I think aunt the time.

1991
01:22:29,240 --> 01:22:31,400
Speaker 12: Well, I know for myself, I just wanted y'all to

1992
01:22:31,439 --> 01:22:33,680
Speaker 12: fix it because I known y'all so long and not

1993
01:22:33,720 --> 01:22:36,759
Speaker 12: fixed the relationship, just the friendship the parents.

1994
01:22:36,760 --> 01:22:39,160
Speaker 22: To just fix that part, that's what that's that takes time,

1995
01:22:39,280 --> 01:22:42,839
Speaker 22: Like it's a divorce. It's not something that just happens overnight,

1996
01:22:42,920 --> 01:22:44,960
Speaker 22: you know what I'm saying. But people, life don't stop

1997
01:22:45,000 --> 01:22:47,800
Speaker 22: because of that, you know what I mean. It's papers,

1998
01:22:47,640 --> 01:22:50,320
Speaker 22: it's time. It's all this stuff that gotta happen. But

1999
01:22:50,439 --> 01:22:52,440
Speaker 22: at the end of the day, we move forward.

2000
01:22:52,200 --> 01:22:52,800
Speaker 5: With our lives.

2001
01:22:52,840 --> 01:22:55,720
Speaker 21: Like like I said, I wish you the best. We

2002
01:22:55,840 --> 01:22:57,920
Speaker 21: got some great, amazing things going on. And like I said,

2003
01:22:57,920 --> 01:22:59,000
Speaker 21: this is my best friend right here.

2004
01:22:59,080 --> 01:22:59,240
Speaker 20: Man.

2005
01:22:59,360 --> 01:23:00,880
Speaker 1: We we live in our life.

2006
01:23:00,920 --> 01:23:02,760
Speaker 22: We've been together over a year and a half now,

2007
01:23:03,280 --> 01:23:05,680
Speaker 22: it'll be two years next year in September.

2008
01:23:05,680 --> 01:23:06,559
Speaker 17: We at the end of the year.

2009
01:23:07,000 --> 01:23:09,200
Speaker 22: Some of this stuff is just so old, you know,

2010
01:23:09,240 --> 01:23:11,960
Speaker 22: it's so old to talk about, to bring up, to

2011
01:23:12,040 --> 01:23:12,920
Speaker 22: keep harping on it.

2012
01:23:12,920 --> 01:23:17,400
Speaker 17: It's like they're separated. She got somebody too, Like, don't.

2013
01:23:17,200 --> 01:23:22,719
Speaker 22: Act like you're just over here like she's happy, We're happy,

2014
01:23:23,160 --> 01:23:23,720
Speaker 22: and that's it.

2015
01:23:23,800 --> 01:23:26,240
Speaker 2: Like, I don't know, what is it cordial? Are you

2016
01:23:26,320 --> 01:23:26,800
Speaker 2: just say nah?

2017
01:23:26,800 --> 01:23:28,240
Speaker 4: I'm just it is what it is.

2018
01:23:28,720 --> 01:23:32,439
Speaker 21: I'm always cordial, bro, cordiate, I'm cordial with everybody. Like,

2019
01:23:32,720 --> 01:23:34,480
Speaker 21: come on, bro, I'm not problematic.

2020
01:23:34,520 --> 01:23:34,680
Speaker 8: Man.

2021
01:23:34,720 --> 01:23:37,439
Speaker 21: You know y'all know this stuff. Man, Yeah, we get

2022
01:23:37,439 --> 01:23:40,320
Speaker 21: as y'all. Let me just go out and say, why

2023
01:23:40,320 --> 01:23:42,800
Speaker 21: would something happen y'all Like y'all don't know people like

2024
01:23:43,760 --> 01:23:46,360
Speaker 21: I know and be like cause and we got dogs.

2025
01:23:46,520 --> 01:23:48,280
Speaker 1: He's a DJ he from Queens.

2026
01:23:48,560 --> 01:23:51,000
Speaker 21: So when somebody come over here and say I saw

2027
01:23:51,160 --> 01:23:53,720
Speaker 21: Envy doing x Y, I've been watching this for twenty

2028
01:23:53,800 --> 01:23:54,200
Speaker 21: something years.

2029
01:23:54,200 --> 01:23:55,280
Speaker 8: I never heard that next to his.

2030
01:23:55,320 --> 01:23:57,639
Speaker 21: Name, Like certain things they can't put on your jacket,

2031
01:23:58,160 --> 01:23:59,439
Speaker 21: you know what I'm saying. I know Charla Mayne, he

2032
01:23:59,600 --> 01:24:01,840
Speaker 21: speaks about mental health, you know. I mean he's into

2033
01:24:01,840 --> 01:24:04,080
Speaker 21: different things. He's into his relationship with his wife.

2034
01:24:04,680 --> 01:24:05,200
Speaker 1: If I've been.

2035
01:24:05,080 --> 01:24:07,960
Speaker 21: Watching this man fifteen years, like certain things on my here,

2036
01:24:08,120 --> 01:24:09,320
Speaker 21: Charlamagne did that man.

2037
01:24:11,600 --> 01:24:12,000
Speaker 4: A rap?

2038
01:24:12,280 --> 01:24:15,400
Speaker 1: You tell me he's up here rapping and Charlamagne told

2039
01:24:15,600 --> 01:24:16,960
Speaker 1: his face you whack.

2040
01:24:17,080 --> 01:24:18,800
Speaker 8: But I think that's gonna say he did that. But

2041
01:24:19,720 --> 01:24:20,800
Speaker 8: you can't hold me finish.

2042
01:24:20,920 --> 01:24:23,160
Speaker 21: You can't just come with some left field that I've

2043
01:24:23,200 --> 01:24:25,519
Speaker 21: never heard twenty years of me following this man career

2044
01:24:25,880 --> 01:24:27,160
Speaker 21: since he was on Wendy Williams.

2045
01:24:27,280 --> 01:24:29,920
Speaker 1: Right, Nah, that don't go with him.

2046
01:24:29,640 --> 01:24:32,880
Speaker 2: Papoost punching somebody in the face. I believe you keep

2047
01:24:32,920 --> 01:24:38,800
Speaker 2: doing that.

2048
01:24:40,280 --> 01:24:42,600
Speaker 13: Wait, Like to your point in Champ, I know you

2049
01:24:42,640 --> 01:24:44,519
Speaker 13: mentioned like it's old, but I think the reason why

2050
01:24:44,600 --> 01:24:46,800
Speaker 13: people bring it back up is because we saw so

2051
01:24:46,880 --> 01:24:49,000
Speaker 13: much and we knew you, and then when everything happened,

2052
01:24:49,080 --> 01:24:51,559
Speaker 13: there's claims of like you cheating and like all these things.

2053
01:24:51,920 --> 01:24:54,080
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying, Like if it's a new artist,

2054
01:24:54,160 --> 01:24:54,640
Speaker 1: I can get it.

2055
01:24:55,080 --> 01:24:59,160
Speaker 21: We don't know me all these years in constant rate

2056
01:24:59,360 --> 01:25:01,360
Speaker 21: or never been on my name ever.

2057
01:25:02,760 --> 01:25:03,920
Speaker 1: That was out here with me. I was coming to

2058
01:25:03,960 --> 01:25:04,519
Speaker 1: the old standard.

2059
01:25:05,640 --> 01:25:07,920
Speaker 9: That is a good point that path making, because come on,

2060
01:25:07,920 --> 01:25:09,519
Speaker 9: all the years she was incultorrator, we.

2061
01:25:09,560 --> 01:25:13,000
Speaker 1: Never heard of the street all of a.

2062
01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:16,760
Speaker 21: Sudden, boom out of nowhere, an asteroid hit, like, come on.

2063
01:25:16,760 --> 01:25:18,680
Speaker 13: Man, So that didn't happen because she says she had

2064
01:25:18,840 --> 01:25:21,120
Speaker 13: got into it with somebody over some allegations, and.

2065
01:25:21,479 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 21: Like I said, man, I wish you had the best

2066
01:25:23,479 --> 01:25:26,479
Speaker 21: man me speaking about that. It goes into like a

2067
01:25:26,560 --> 01:25:28,600
Speaker 21: whole and I ain't had to do that, you know

2068
01:25:28,640 --> 01:25:29,160
Speaker 21: what I mean.

2069
01:25:29,160 --> 01:25:31,439
Speaker 13: Clarse, I know on your side of it, like people

2070
01:25:31,680 --> 01:25:34,120
Speaker 13: always like push back because it's like he's still married

2071
01:25:34,160 --> 01:25:36,240
Speaker 13: and he's this and he's that. You're like, they're separated.

2072
01:25:36,240 --> 01:25:39,040
Speaker 13: We're happy for you trying to move forward in this

2073
01:25:39,080 --> 01:25:41,200
Speaker 13: new relationship. Like how tough is that when that conversation

2074
01:25:41,280 --> 01:25:41,840
Speaker 13: comes up for you.

2075
01:25:42,240 --> 01:25:44,120
Speaker 17: I don't know why they act like people don't get divorced.

2076
01:25:44,160 --> 01:25:47,360
Speaker 22: It's the craziest thing to me, Like everything the most

2077
01:25:47,400 --> 01:25:49,160
Speaker 22: thing that happened, and like people are like, we don't,

2078
01:25:49,160 --> 01:25:52,200
Speaker 22: we don't understand the breakups and relationships you can never

2079
01:25:52,280 --> 01:25:53,920
Speaker 22: You're never gonna break up with your family because they're

2080
01:25:53,920 --> 01:25:55,720
Speaker 22: your blood. You gotta deal with them, your mom and

2081
01:25:55,760 --> 01:25:58,559
Speaker 22: your daddy, your crazy sister, your outrageous cousin. But when

2082
01:25:58,560 --> 01:26:01,920
Speaker 22: it comes to a relationship that breaks up all the time,

2083
01:26:02,160 --> 01:26:04,559
Speaker 22: marriages in all the time, divorces happen.

2084
01:26:04,600 --> 01:26:05,080
Speaker 17: I don't know why.

2085
01:26:05,080 --> 01:26:09,160
Speaker 22: It's like, oh, divorces is impossible. When they don't when

2086
01:26:09,200 --> 01:26:14,160
Speaker 22: it's divorce fiul public, whatever the heck that was, It's like,

2087
01:26:14,760 --> 01:26:20,480
Speaker 22: and we're together all the time, every single day, ebony awards, fights,

2088
01:26:20,800 --> 01:26:24,720
Speaker 22: walk outs at home, cooking, like it's harder for the

2089
01:26:24,720 --> 01:26:26,080
Speaker 22: fans that followed.

2090
01:26:25,680 --> 01:26:28,120
Speaker 17: Them to let go than it is for them.

2091
01:26:28,200 --> 01:26:29,720
Speaker 2: I feel like God.

2092
01:26:29,880 --> 01:26:32,360
Speaker 21: I will say this though, I will say this because

2093
01:26:32,360 --> 01:26:34,280
Speaker 21: I don't think this is wrong towards anybody. I will

2094
01:26:34,280 --> 01:26:38,240
Speaker 21: say this none that it's true. Man, I come from

2095
01:26:38,240 --> 01:26:40,960
Speaker 21: a big family like you. If you really follow me

2096
01:26:40,960 --> 01:26:42,960
Speaker 21: and you're not just around for the gossip. You see

2097
01:26:43,000 --> 01:26:46,040
Speaker 21: my daughter, you see my sisters, you see my mother.

2098
01:26:46,520 --> 01:26:48,880
Speaker 21: You see so many beautiful women in my life who

2099
01:26:48,920 --> 01:26:51,759
Speaker 21: love me to death. I mean not only because I

2100
01:26:51,920 --> 01:26:54,559
Speaker 21: was there for them when they need me. I fought

2101
01:26:54,600 --> 01:26:57,280
Speaker 21: all they battles. I don't just do it for the

2102
01:26:57,280 --> 01:26:59,160
Speaker 21: person that I'm with. I do this for my children,

2103
01:26:59,160 --> 01:27:01,200
Speaker 21: like I don't. I've had to put hands on my

2104
01:27:01,280 --> 01:27:04,679
Speaker 21: daughter's boyfriends to protect them. I'm being honest. I'm gonna

2105
01:27:04,680 --> 01:27:07,919
Speaker 21: protect them, bro and to provide us. So anything outside

2106
01:27:07,960 --> 01:27:09,360
Speaker 21: of that, it doesn't, it doesn't go.

2107
01:27:09,600 --> 01:27:11,120
Speaker 12: But I think the main thing I think it doesn't

2108
01:27:11,560 --> 01:27:14,960
Speaker 12: when when the fans follow your life and like you said,

2109
01:27:15,000 --> 01:27:16,439
Speaker 12: we don't know what goes on, We only know what

2110
01:27:16,479 --> 01:27:18,599
Speaker 12: we see, and then all of a sudden, on Tuesday,

2111
01:27:18,640 --> 01:27:19,640
Speaker 12: we start seeing.

2112
01:27:19,840 --> 01:27:22,439
Speaker 2: These these tweets and these these Instagram posts.

2113
01:27:22,439 --> 01:27:24,080
Speaker 21: Were like, but that's not how it happened though, See

2114
01:27:24,080 --> 01:27:26,000
Speaker 21: that's what that's another that's what I see. I know,

2115
01:27:26,040 --> 01:27:28,720
Speaker 21: but you said it earlier, right, you said, Yo, pat

2116
01:27:28,800 --> 01:27:31,240
Speaker 21: putting hands on somebody, right y'all.

2117
01:27:31,000 --> 01:27:33,200
Speaker 8: Seeing all this happen right in front of your face.

2118
01:27:33,520 --> 01:27:36,920
Speaker 21: And you're round about none of this was said when

2119
01:27:36,920 --> 01:27:38,080
Speaker 21: that's all this was going on.

2120
01:27:38,120 --> 01:27:39,960
Speaker 8: See that y'all making me get into this. I don't

2121
01:27:39,960 --> 01:27:40,639
Speaker 8: want to do it.

2122
01:27:41,680 --> 01:27:43,559
Speaker 13: Trying to figure out clarity because like there's like so

2123
01:27:43,680 --> 01:27:45,800
Speaker 13: many questions because it's like one day literally you just

2124
01:27:45,880 --> 01:27:48,120
Speaker 13: wake up and and boom, we're we're That's not.

2125
01:27:48,080 --> 01:27:50,280
Speaker 8: What happened, though, I don't know why y'all starting it

2126
01:27:50,320 --> 01:27:50,679
Speaker 8: from there.

2127
01:27:51,920 --> 01:27:53,800
Speaker 13: Okay, so let's back up, because what you're referring to

2128
01:27:53,880 --> 01:27:55,439
Speaker 13: is the allegations that she was cheating.

2129
01:27:56,560 --> 01:27:58,559
Speaker 21: I don't I don't even want to. Like I said,

2130
01:27:58,600 --> 01:28:00,200
Speaker 21: I wish her the best. I got nothing bad said.

2131
01:28:00,680 --> 01:28:03,639
Speaker 22: Everybody knows that before I came into the picture.

2132
01:28:04,400 --> 01:28:06,680
Speaker 17: Now it's just these two in the picture. Y'all know

2133
01:28:06,760 --> 01:28:07,479
Speaker 17: where it started.

2134
01:28:07,520 --> 01:28:07,840
Speaker 5: It had.

2135
01:28:08,000 --> 01:28:10,320
Speaker 22: I had nothing to do with anything as far as

2136
01:28:10,640 --> 01:28:13,400
Speaker 22: when me and him got together, he was he was

2137
01:28:13,439 --> 01:28:16,360
Speaker 22: already separated, So y'all know what happened before that.

2138
01:28:16,760 --> 01:28:27,240
Speaker 9: So but I got the green, I beat rappers upweenble

2139
01:28:28,240 --> 01:28:28,840
Speaker 9: force out.

2140
01:28:28,880 --> 01:28:29,960
Speaker 5: Now man.

2141
01:28:31,720 --> 01:28:33,640
Speaker 6: Hip hop to.

2142
01:28:33,640 --> 01:28:36,200
Speaker 21: Tell me that when when the day she reference to

2143
01:28:36,360 --> 01:28:36,760
Speaker 21: turn to tell me?

2144
01:28:36,800 --> 01:28:37,920
Speaker 1: That's the first day you heard about this.

2145
01:28:38,280 --> 01:28:40,000
Speaker 21: You ain't see hold on, hold on, hold on second.

2146
01:28:40,240 --> 01:28:42,040
Speaker 21: You ain't see everything that was going on for a

2147
01:28:42,080 --> 01:28:45,080
Speaker 21: whole year before that, the whole I'm gonna tell you

2148
01:28:45,080 --> 01:28:47,760
Speaker 21: why why y'all only wanted to start.

2149
01:28:47,240 --> 01:28:48,439
Speaker 17: You said you didn't want to go there.

2150
01:28:49,120 --> 01:28:51,280
Speaker 1: Confusing because I didn't even know that was going on.

2151
01:28:51,479 --> 01:28:54,719
Speaker 12: Before before close was in the picture, you hear rumors,

2152
01:28:55,520 --> 01:28:57,960
Speaker 12: but then when you look at your lives, you don't

2153
01:28:58,000 --> 01:29:01,040
Speaker 12: see any you don't see any turbulent turbulence. So it's

2154
01:29:01,040 --> 01:29:05,000
Speaker 12: not like you see anything when you hear anything, you know,

2155
01:29:07,040 --> 01:29:07,519
Speaker 12: held it down.

2156
01:29:07,520 --> 01:29:09,600
Speaker 2: Even when I heard rumors, I would reach out to

2157
01:29:09,680 --> 01:29:11,080
Speaker 2: Joe just like yo, just checking on to make sure

2158
01:29:11,080 --> 01:29:11,920
Speaker 2: they just checking them the good.

2159
01:29:11,960 --> 01:29:14,000
Speaker 12: He was like, bro, they good. So I didn't hear

2160
01:29:14,040 --> 01:29:15,400
Speaker 12: it too. But so you know with rumors, because they

2161
01:29:15,400 --> 01:29:17,240
Speaker 12: say rumors all the time. I mean the rumors Charlamagne

2162
01:29:17,240 --> 01:29:19,920
Speaker 12: gave we know not I don't know, but the time.

2163
01:29:21,320 --> 01:29:23,680
Speaker 12: So it's like when you didn't, y'all didn't confirm. But

2164
01:29:23,720 --> 01:29:25,400
Speaker 12: the night I'm like, all right, cool. And then when

2165
01:29:25,400 --> 01:29:27,840
Speaker 12: that day happened the tweets, it still was like, but

2166
01:29:27,840 --> 01:29:29,920
Speaker 12: before before tweets.

2167
01:29:29,600 --> 01:29:32,200
Speaker 8: Before we heard that Pat put hands on the guy.

2168
01:29:32,120 --> 01:29:34,360
Speaker 13: In the battle, heard that yes, and even that I

2169
01:29:34,920 --> 01:29:36,840
Speaker 13: tried to figure that out. I reached out to certain

2170
01:29:36,880 --> 01:29:39,439
Speaker 13: people that were facilitating things, and no one would comment

2171
01:29:39,479 --> 01:29:40,479
Speaker 13: on it, so we can't.

2172
01:29:40,520 --> 01:29:41,720
Speaker 17: It's like what do we speak to?

2173
01:29:42,000 --> 01:29:44,200
Speaker 13: And that's why now you're here and we're asking you, like, okay,

2174
01:29:44,240 --> 01:29:46,680
Speaker 13: so what was before that, because there were allegations that

2175
01:29:46,760 --> 01:29:49,759
Speaker 13: she was dealing with the block Easy the Black captains

2176
01:29:50,200 --> 01:29:53,280
Speaker 13: prior to us seeing them together. Whatever the situation is

2177
01:29:53,320 --> 01:29:54,919
Speaker 13: now with them, was that what was happening.

2178
01:29:55,200 --> 01:29:56,720
Speaker 21: I mean, you said it yourself, You heard that, you

2179
01:29:56,720 --> 01:29:58,600
Speaker 21: saw allegations. You know what I'm saying, Like, I'm not

2180
01:29:58,640 --> 01:30:00,680
Speaker 21: here to bash the man't say anything, but he not.

2181
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Speaker 17: The type of talk.

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01:30:01,720 --> 01:30:03,639
Speaker 22: Pap don't do a lot of talking. Like I got

2183
01:30:03,640 --> 01:30:07,120
Speaker 22: a way bigger mouth than him. Okay, I mean, like Paul, no,

2184
01:30:07,520 --> 01:30:09,760
Speaker 22: whatever you want to say, whatever you want to put it.

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01:30:09,800 --> 01:30:11,320
Speaker 17: But he's not like that.

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01:30:11,479 --> 01:30:16,000
Speaker 22: Like he's he's really like about like family and friendship

2187
01:30:16,080 --> 01:30:20,240
Speaker 22: and fixing things like he's he's really about that. You

2188
01:30:20,240 --> 01:30:23,360
Speaker 22: know what I'm saying. Like us as women, well women, yeah,

2189
01:30:23,439 --> 01:30:25,840
Speaker 22: we will tell it all because I because I love

2190
01:30:25,920 --> 01:30:27,200
Speaker 22: the truth. You know what I'm saying.

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01:30:27,280 --> 01:30:28,360
Speaker 17: I put the truth out there.

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01:30:28,880 --> 01:30:32,320
Speaker 22: And the thing is like when like come to the

2193
01:30:32,360 --> 01:30:35,720
Speaker 22: truth is like he likes to keep his stuff and

2194
01:30:35,760 --> 01:30:38,560
Speaker 22: handle his stuff privately, you know what I'm saying, and

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01:30:39,400 --> 01:30:40,360
Speaker 22: respect this stuff.

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01:30:40,400 --> 01:30:42,960
Speaker 17: And he's always going to be like that. You know

2197
01:30:43,000 --> 01:30:43,479
Speaker 17: what I'm saying.

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Speaker 22: He's not ever gonna change even now, like this whole

2199
01:30:46,200 --> 01:30:48,960
Speaker 22: conversation is like y'all getting a lot out of him

2200
01:30:48,960 --> 01:30:49,880
Speaker 22: because he don't do this.

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01:30:50,080 --> 01:30:52,360
Speaker 17: He don't because he's moved so forward.

2202
01:30:52,760 --> 01:30:56,639
Speaker 22: We're like just so happy and he just whatever happened happened.

2203
01:30:57,280 --> 01:30:59,080
Speaker 22: We all know that you go through things through it.

2204
01:30:59,120 --> 01:31:00,920
Speaker 22: We all been through a break before. You may not

2205
01:31:00,960 --> 01:31:02,599
Speaker 22: have been through a divorce, but you've been through a breakup,

2206
01:31:02,800 --> 01:31:04,200
Speaker 22: been with for a long time. You got to go

2207
01:31:04,240 --> 01:31:07,519
Speaker 22: through own stuff. He's healed, he's moved on, and he's

2208
01:31:07,560 --> 01:31:09,920
Speaker 22: just in a better place. So it's just like with that,

2209
01:31:10,439 --> 01:31:12,160
Speaker 22: when people put stuff in they're like, oh, you want

2210
01:31:12,160 --> 01:31:13,840
Speaker 22: to defend it, But even him, he don't even want

2211
01:31:13,840 --> 01:31:15,840
Speaker 22: to defend it because he like he is.

2212
01:31:15,800 --> 01:31:16,400
Speaker 2: Who he is.

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01:31:16,520 --> 01:31:18,519
Speaker 8: Yeah, I mean, you know, like I said, who wants

2214
01:31:18,560 --> 01:31:19,760
Speaker 8: to be a part of the circus man?

2215
01:31:20,080 --> 01:31:20,479
Speaker 2: Nobody?

2216
01:31:21,280 --> 01:31:22,519
Speaker 1: When you ever saw us doing that?

2217
01:31:23,680 --> 01:31:25,599
Speaker 8: Never happened before I had a movie coming out.

2218
01:31:25,640 --> 01:31:27,040
Speaker 22: I definitely didn't want to be a part of it.

2219
01:31:27,080 --> 01:31:29,360
Speaker 22: My movie dropped just a couple of days on Christmas.

2220
01:31:29,640 --> 01:31:31,280
Speaker 22: Christmas Day, I was.

2221
01:31:31,240 --> 01:31:36,960
Speaker 10: Like, I'm like, oh myn I was losing my mind.

2222
01:31:37,000 --> 01:31:38,160
Speaker 17: I'm like, what's going on here?

2223
01:31:38,439 --> 01:31:41,040
Speaker 22: So even me, I'm like, let me just get far

2224
01:31:41,080 --> 01:31:44,040
Speaker 22: away from this as possible. But I'm still with him,

2225
01:31:44,400 --> 01:31:45,080
Speaker 22: you know what I'm saying.

2226
01:31:45,080 --> 01:31:47,560
Speaker 8: So now here, Clarissa, like promote that movie.

2227
01:31:47,360 --> 01:31:52,080
Speaker 22: Now, But it's like I'm in a different text bracket

2228
01:31:52,120 --> 01:31:54,599
Speaker 22: than that to have to use that to promote my movie.

2229
01:31:54,640 --> 01:31:57,320
Speaker 22: My movie did well, it's still doing well. It's up

2230
01:31:57,360 --> 01:31:59,519
Speaker 22: on Prime video. You haven't seen it, The Fire Inside.

2231
01:31:59,560 --> 01:32:02,439
Speaker 22: But I don't want my name connected to stuff like that.

2232
01:32:02,720 --> 01:32:05,599
Speaker 22: I never have before this thing with him, you never seen.

2233
01:32:05,760 --> 01:32:07,479
Speaker 22: You might see me into a couple of little beefs

2234
01:32:07,520 --> 01:32:09,880
Speaker 22: online with a couple of fighters and stuff like that,

2235
01:32:10,080 --> 01:32:13,600
Speaker 22: but you never seen nothing about like relationship being with

2236
01:32:13,680 --> 01:32:14,799
Speaker 22: a dude who got somebody.

2237
01:32:14,840 --> 01:32:16,519
Speaker 17: You never seen that. I'm my type of woman.

2238
01:32:16,640 --> 01:32:17,720
Speaker 8: But man with me, he with me.

2239
01:32:17,920 --> 01:32:19,000
Speaker 17: I don't do second place.

2240
01:32:19,080 --> 01:32:19,600
Speaker 5: I never have.

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01:32:20,000 --> 01:32:23,920
Speaker 22: I got two Olympic gold medals, nineteen World championships. Why

2242
01:32:23,960 --> 01:32:27,240
Speaker 22: would I have to be second place to another woman

2243
01:32:27,280 --> 01:32:28,479
Speaker 22: for like what do I look like?

2244
01:32:28,680 --> 01:32:29,240
Speaker 17: You know what I'm saying.

2245
01:32:29,240 --> 01:32:32,640
Speaker 21: So that's my thing of like bars on Wheels, The

2246
01:32:32,680 --> 01:32:34,600
Speaker 21: Journey to Save Hip Hop out now produced by my

2247
01:32:34,640 --> 01:32:36,240
Speaker 21: brother Sean to males by the way, he did the

2248
01:32:36,240 --> 01:32:38,839
Speaker 21: whole project dj MV played the music.

2249
01:32:49,360 --> 01:32:51,280
Speaker 9: That I told him I was gonna let him rap

2250
01:32:51,320 --> 01:32:54,240
Speaker 9: for you while you was here. I want to bring

2251
01:32:54,280 --> 01:32:56,680
Speaker 9: him in. L Russell recently was talking about how he

2252
01:32:56,720 --> 01:32:58,760
Speaker 9: came up here and he rapped and it changed his

2253
01:32:59,160 --> 01:33:01,720
Speaker 9: trajectory and so a lot of people see that now,

2254
01:33:01,720 --> 01:33:04,719
Speaker 9: so they want something like, YO, introduce yourself.

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01:33:06,360 --> 01:33:10,160
Speaker 4: Man from London store was up the past. We've known

2256
01:33:10,160 --> 01:33:11,280
Speaker 4: our man a long.

2257
01:33:11,120 --> 01:33:14,040
Speaker 12: Time and he's a rapper. His his records are starting

2258
01:33:14,040 --> 01:33:16,320
Speaker 12: to take off. He showed me his videos and all

2259
01:33:16,320 --> 01:33:17,320
Speaker 12: that other stuff.

2260
01:33:17,600 --> 01:33:19,639
Speaker 8: And we're gonna let him take a deep breth.

2261
01:33:21,000 --> 01:33:24,720
Speaker 21: Okay, you got the beat.

2262
01:33:25,240 --> 01:33:27,360
Speaker 2: What was the other The other dude that came up here?

2263
01:33:27,439 --> 01:33:29,880
Speaker 12: One guy signed It was Josh and it was Josh

2264
01:33:29,960 --> 01:33:32,280
Speaker 12: and Don Don Tylli.

2265
01:33:32,320 --> 01:33:35,760
Speaker 2: We used to come up here all the time. Let's go,

2266
01:33:36,760 --> 01:33:37,600
Speaker 2: no pressure.

2267
01:33:41,479 --> 01:33:42,040
Speaker 1: The phone matter.

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01:33:48,280 --> 01:33:50,919
Speaker 23: It started with a dream. I left Holm at seventeen.

2269
01:33:51,000 --> 01:33:53,160
Speaker 23: I come from South London. Baby, you don't see that

2270
01:33:53,240 --> 01:33:55,320
Speaker 23: on the screen. They used to tell me that you

2271
01:33:55,320 --> 01:33:57,960
Speaker 23: will be someone that don't achieve. I've used to tell

2272
01:33:58,040 --> 01:34:00,760
Speaker 23: myself that's something that I won't believe. When it came

2273
01:34:00,800 --> 01:34:03,320
Speaker 23: from our family, it really hurt me deep. So I

2274
01:34:03,400 --> 01:34:06,400
Speaker 23: lot myself inside the bedroom cry before I sleep. Told

2275
01:34:06,439 --> 01:34:08,439
Speaker 23: them that I want to be what I want to be,

2276
01:34:08,880 --> 01:34:11,120
Speaker 23: but they rather me inside the cell or see the boy.

2277
01:34:11,160 --> 01:34:14,639
Speaker 23: The Seas lost both grandma's in six months where they live.

2278
01:34:14,880 --> 01:34:16,080
Speaker 2: When I go broke my heart.

2279
01:34:16,360 --> 01:34:17,719
Speaker 8: I was crying on my knees.

2280
01:34:17,800 --> 01:34:19,880
Speaker 23: But that's calmer because I've done the same to my mama.

2281
01:34:19,960 --> 01:34:23,040
Speaker 23: Now I see life balancing out life and really is

2282
01:34:23,080 --> 01:34:25,439
Speaker 23: a beast. So I'm sorry, mommy, because I know you

2283
01:34:25,520 --> 01:34:28,519
Speaker 23: couldn't rescue me. I was fascinated by the street saying,

2284
01:34:28,520 --> 01:34:31,240
Speaker 23: well me, no degree. Imagine having you a child that

2285
01:34:31,360 --> 01:34:33,840
Speaker 23: speaks the way I speak. I'll probably go and lose

2286
01:34:33,880 --> 01:34:35,200
Speaker 23: my mind to turn my back on me.

2287
01:34:35,880 --> 01:34:36,679
Speaker 2: Crazy how I.

2288
01:34:36,600 --> 01:34:39,439
Speaker 23: Talk about myself like it's so casually because my self

2289
01:34:39,520 --> 01:34:40,960
Speaker 23: esteem is not My traumas got.

2290
01:34:40,880 --> 01:34:41,479
Speaker 6: So mad for me.

2291
01:34:41,880 --> 01:34:43,400
Speaker 2: Couldn't figure out a part to take.

2292
01:34:43,479 --> 01:34:44,520
Speaker 8: I found it gradually.

2293
01:34:44,920 --> 01:34:47,400
Speaker 23: Last time a girl she said she loved me, I said, actually,

2294
01:34:47,760 --> 01:34:48,960
Speaker 23: love it satisfactory.

2295
01:34:49,000 --> 01:34:51,759
Speaker 8: I'm closer to its sanity. Every day a battle.

2296
01:34:51,840 --> 01:34:54,280
Speaker 23: I just want to see my family, but I can't

2297
01:34:54,320 --> 01:34:56,479
Speaker 23: cry our toes this life. So I have a seat

2298
01:34:56,960 --> 01:34:59,360
Speaker 23: everybody talking about me in the street.

2299
01:35:01,000 --> 01:35:07,280
Speaker 1: Okay, he did his thing, and that was tough.

2300
01:35:10,600 --> 01:35:12,160
Speaker 23: That's where my parents are from, but they mouse to

2301
01:35:12,200 --> 01:35:14,360
Speaker 23: London and that's what I was born on TEC when

2302
01:35:14,360 --> 01:35:14,960
Speaker 23: I was seventeen.

2303
01:35:15,360 --> 01:35:18,360
Speaker 8: Okay, bro right, okay, Bro, Bro.

2304
01:35:18,320 --> 01:35:22,200
Speaker 12: That's going now, Bro, come to the breakfast club.

2305
01:35:22,000 --> 01:35:24,920
Speaker 2: I would say, for what a long time? Where can

2306
01:35:24,920 --> 01:35:26,160
Speaker 2: they follow? You?

2307
01:35:26,160 --> 01:35:26,479
Speaker 8: Tell me?

2308
01:35:26,520 --> 01:35:29,720
Speaker 23: In twenty two on the socials Spotify, you can catch

2309
01:35:29,760 --> 01:35:31,240
Speaker 23: me every I'll got a little song that's stay in

2310
01:35:31,280 --> 01:35:33,400
Speaker 23: some numbers right now, so keep that into it.

2311
01:35:33,479 --> 01:35:35,679
Speaker 8: I appreciate it might be one Records, next artist.

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01:35:35,840 --> 01:35:37,960
Speaker 1: No, No, definitely sound sounds tough. I love to hear

2313
01:35:37,960 --> 01:35:39,360
Speaker 1: some of your music. Man, keep doing your thing.

2314
01:35:39,439 --> 01:35:41,920
Speaker 8: Man, you and he used to do that.

2315
01:35:41,920 --> 01:35:43,400
Speaker 1: That's the fact I used to do the same thing

2316
01:35:43,400 --> 01:35:43,760
Speaker 1: you do.

2317
01:35:43,840 --> 01:35:45,880
Speaker 8: A lot kind of clocked it. You used to be

2318
01:35:45,880 --> 01:35:46,680
Speaker 8: outside one case.

2319
01:35:46,920 --> 01:35:48,479
Speaker 1: That's right now.

2320
01:35:48,560 --> 01:35:49,800
Speaker 21: So I know what it's like when when you got

2321
01:35:49,800 --> 01:35:51,080
Speaker 21: down hung and you're just like yo, I want to

2322
01:35:51,080 --> 01:35:53,120
Speaker 21: I want to get on man, you got to do

2323
01:35:53,160 --> 01:35:54,040
Speaker 21: it yourself.

2324
01:35:53,840 --> 01:35:56,600
Speaker 2: Bars or wheels out right now, let's the breakfast.

2325
01:35:56,240 --> 01:35:58,640
Speaker 8: Club, pap Post, Yes, thanks for having me.

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01:35:58,720 --> 01:36:00,280
Speaker 2: Now you've got a positive note them.

2327
01:36:00,280 --> 01:36:01,839
Speaker 8: Notice simply this and it's simple.

2328
01:36:02,200 --> 01:36:05,600
Speaker 9: Our character is what we do when we think no

2329
01:36:05,680 --> 01:36:06,439
Speaker 9: one is looking.

2330
01:36:06,920 --> 01:36:09,040
Speaker 8: Always remember that, have a blessed day.

2331
01:36:09,200 --> 01:36:10,800
Speaker 2: Breakfast cup, Bitches you.

2332
01:36:10,760 --> 01:36:14,680
Speaker 9: Don't finish up, Wake you up, Wake up.

2333
01:36:15,600 --> 01:36:17,760
Speaker 3: Program your alarm to power one oh five point one

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