WEBVTT - You've Got Decisions: Update: How Should I Feel? He May Have a Baby!

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<v Speaker 1>Welcome to another episode of Horrors.

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<v Speaker 2>Sh It's bonus, bitch. Hey, I'm my vocal Beckie. I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know how what to do with my teeth. Have

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<v Speaker 2>you sucked dick yet? No? I'm surprised. I thought she

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<v Speaker 2>would have sucked dick last night. Last night he was

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<v Speaker 2>at one of his properties and uh, they're like in Connecticut,

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<v Speaker 2>and he was like, fuck, it's two and a half

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<v Speaker 2>hours to get home. I got call hold a mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>He's so well. I'm actually ready to make out, making

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<v Speaker 2>out more than sucking dick, because the making out is

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<v Speaker 2>really difficult. I pushed through the pain with a dick suck.

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<v Speaker 2>But I feel like I actually can't kiss. We're hurt

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<v Speaker 2>with the dick sucking. With the braziers, it would do

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<v Speaker 2>do oh yeah, mettle, so I would have to put

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<v Speaker 2>wax my whole mouth and be wax. But kissing, I

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<v Speaker 2>feel like I'm about to go eat. Dealing with your

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<v Speaker 2>teeth is so crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I remember when I had lockjaw a couple years ago,

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<v Speaker 1>and I was so scared that I was never going

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<v Speaker 1>to be able to open my mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>Will I did enough to suck dick again.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know if you remember when I had lockjawn

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<v Speaker 1>to put the popsicle sticks to open up my jaw.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't remember when I had locked jaw, so basically

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<v Speaker 2>for E and T stuff. But I'm the jaw. So

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<v Speaker 2>the lockjaw came.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to the dentist to pull out one of

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<v Speaker 1>my because I was it was really like hurting.

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<v Speaker 2>So I got one of my wisdom teeth removed.

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<v Speaker 1>And when they did something back there, they ended up

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<v Speaker 1>cutting a nerve like which I literally I went back.

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<v Speaker 2>I said, I can't feel my tongue.

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<v Speaker 1>And so when I went back to like, they did

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<v Speaker 1>something else and bitch, I couldn't open my fucking mouth.

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<v Speaker 2>This is a sign for God to me right now, Mandy,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not doing it yesterday when they came out got

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<v Speaker 2>my braces or got an X ray, one of my teeth,

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<v Speaker 2>teeth goes this way both and that's what it. I

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<v Speaker 2>have to remove it.

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<v Speaker 1>So that's why you see why my teeth were like

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<v Speaker 1>and it was getting more. I had to remove it

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<v Speaker 1>because it was literally moving into where it was pushing

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<v Speaker 1>my teeth, which is why they were getting crowded.

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<v Speaker 2>But the nerd thing, so this would happen the nerd

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<v Speaker 2>my whole life. People told me, manny to get this

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<v Speaker 2>wisdom tooth, take it out, And I really trust this

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<v Speaker 2>doctor that I have, obviously, but she's an orth and honest.

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<v Speaker 2>So going up the X ray and I'm like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I guess since the braces are off, I'll do the

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<v Speaker 2>wisdom tooth. Now. She goes, well, no oral surgeon will

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<v Speaker 2>give you the device. But I'm looking at this and

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<v Speaker 2>it's right by a nerve and I have a strong

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<v Speaker 2>feeling you may have an issue. She goes, they can

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<v Speaker 2>cut the front of the tooth, or they can extract

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<v Speaker 2>on tooth. She's like, but there's such a high chance. Yep,

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna hit, I'm telling you, and you will feel

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<v Speaker 2>it for life. And I was like, oh no, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>do it.

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<v Speaker 1>Luckily it didn't go for life, but bro, I lost

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<v Speaker 1>sensation for my tongue and then like I literally I

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<v Speaker 1>just couldn't build my tongue.

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<v Speaker 2>I could taste, but I couldn't feel my tongue.

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<v Speaker 1>And then when they went back in there which I

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<v Speaker 1>had locked off, I couldn't open them off like more

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<v Speaker 1>than this. So I had to do a thing where

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<v Speaker 1>I had to put popsicle stix like and stack them

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<v Speaker 1>to get my jaw to open back up.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate gentle work. It's like I'm literally booking a

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<v Speaker 2>flight now.

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<v Speaker 1>So probably next month, I'm going to Columbia for them

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<v Speaker 1>to super deep clean the gups. I got these now

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<v Speaker 1>for four or five years o the deep clean, and

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<v Speaker 1>so I want to do not only the deep clean,

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<v Speaker 1>but if there's anything cracked.

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<v Speaker 2>If there's anything, go ahead and fix it.

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<v Speaker 1>Because my fear was doing a super super deep clean

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<v Speaker 1>my gums and everything. I didn't want to do it

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<v Speaker 1>in the States. Like I go and get whitenings. I

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<v Speaker 1>go and get like flushes and stuff like, but a

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<v Speaker 1>deep clean. I said, if they crack the tooth, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna have to go to Columbia.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh not even that. I was gonna say, the deep

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<v Speaker 2>cleans are super expensive. No, which is why I'm remember

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<v Speaker 2>when I went to Mexico. Oh you said you went

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<v Speaker 2>to Mexico for it. So I'm going back to Columbia.

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<v Speaker 1>But my fear with my super deep clean is if

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<v Speaker 1>I get a deep clean here and any of these

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<v Speaker 1>are you know, loosening or whatever where it comes out

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<v Speaker 1>and they're not going to fix it because I got

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<v Speaker 1>it done in another country. So I literally have a

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<v Speaker 1>consultation with my dentists next week to figure out.

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<v Speaker 2>Back up to someone that will work on other people's word. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>my own girl's fucking a dentist.

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<v Speaker 1>So we went out and she was like, well, he

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<v Speaker 1>can clean it, and I was like, well for the

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<v Speaker 1>first one, especially because they've been in there for five

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<v Speaker 1>years and I want them.

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<v Speaker 2>To it's in five years, twenty twenty one. I feel

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<v Speaker 2>like you just did this twenty twenty one, November of

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<v Speaker 2>twenty because my ex one, I feel like you gonna

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<v Speaker 2>feel like that about my braces. You're gonna be like,

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<v Speaker 2>you just got the law. Well, I feel like you

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<v Speaker 2>only have It was a year and a half, right,

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<v Speaker 2>I gotta done August twenty, So me, it feels like

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<v Speaker 2>you've had your braces all longer than that. My man

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<v Speaker 2>literally said to me the other day. So we met

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<v Speaker 2>the summer of twenty twenty three, He's like, you didn't

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<v Speaker 2>have braces when y'all met. He's like, I didn't you

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<v Speaker 2>didn't have braces. He's like, but I feel like the

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<v Speaker 2>most that I know you is with braces, because when

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<v Speaker 2>he was looking at me on FaceTime, he's like, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know who you are. He's like, but I met

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<v Speaker 2>you without it, but your teeth were different. But now, Bro,

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<v Speaker 2>the way my face changed is crazy. My dentist she's

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<v Speaker 2>so like aesthetic, very like, she's Upper East Ie dentists,

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<v Speaker 2>very like, all about facial structure. She's like, and if

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<v Speaker 2>you look here barely talking about the teeth, your cheekbone,

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<v Speaker 2>this jaw line, how facially it changed me. I couldn't

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<v Speaker 2>believe it. Did you veneers change your face? Uh?

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think so a bit because I saw not really,

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, I see, I feel anything is mele you

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<v Speaker 1>know what.

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<v Speaker 2>It's crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>So and now that we're cool, I could be considerate

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<v Speaker 1>when I do it. So I was gonna do these hello,

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<v Speaker 1>like before and after pictures of us.

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<v Speaker 2>Bro, look at yours? You damn really fucking face has changed. Bro.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even but Bro, look how different you look? Dog.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even like someone to pull the card on me. Dog,

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<v Speaker 2>Bro so different.

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<v Speaker 1>Like yeah, like your mouth, yeah, your mouth shape and

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<v Speaker 1>everything has changed, your whole your face has changed.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what it looks like that? How do I

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<v Speaker 2>used to hold my mouth because I hated my smile.

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<v Speaker 2>So look at my face? O God damn, wol looks

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<v Speaker 2>the same. Crystal looks the same. Crystal looks the same.

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<v Speaker 2>Boy are we old? Wow looks and we looked different.

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<v Speaker 2>We looked so I just make money Because Crystal was

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<v Speaker 2>doing to read this, she had money, That's why she

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<v Speaker 2>kept it going. We we we found out how to

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<v Speaker 2>use our money. One of my homegirls in our landows,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm doing this. You can see over the years how

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<v Speaker 2>you've elevated. No, for sure, for sure, I had them

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<v Speaker 2>doo key braids, the sowe's with the leave out and

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<v Speaker 2>you your flat arm. You know, we're so crazy too.

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<v Speaker 2>I was. I was so happy to have my real

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<v Speaker 2>hair out for a month. When I went to my braider,

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't even want to go that day, but I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, fuck it, I don't want to cancel her.

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<v Speaker 2>And now that I have a minute, I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 2>can't wait to see my hair again. I have got

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't know that dyeing your hair would make you

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<v Speaker 2>feel like you have a new look, ma'am. That I

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<v Speaker 2>was black haired my whole life and now I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>blonde for life. I'm a blonde for life.

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<v Speaker 1>But I just are like even I was like, bitch

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<v Speaker 1>six thirteen, baby, and I said, put a little bit

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<v Speaker 1>in enough, But you know, I can't imagine myself with

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<v Speaker 1>dark hair again.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I like had a little moment,

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<v Speaker 2>but I feeling so confident about my natural hair in

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<v Speaker 2>a way that I've never felt. Just love wearing it,

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<v Speaker 2>love wearing it, love with it, go out to eat.

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<v Speaker 2>It's bunch of bitches. And I'm talking about that Brazil

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<v Speaker 2>experience and how it expired me to inspired me to

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<v Speaker 2>wear my real hair, and how I'm feeling really great

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<v Speaker 2>about it. And this girl's like, yeah, you know, it's

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<v Speaker 2>like so much treatment you have to do now with

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<v Speaker 2>blonde deep condition. It's gonna be a journey. And I

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<v Speaker 2>literally snapped her and I was like, Yo, thank you

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<v Speaker 2>so much for the advice. I'm sitting here talking about

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<v Speaker 2>how I never wore my hair and now you got

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<v Speaker 2>to sit here and walk. I don't give a footho.

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<v Speaker 2>And you know what, I kind of felt like that

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<v Speaker 2>what all the comments about the retainer, Shut up police,

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<v Speaker 2>Let me breathe one day and enjoy God. It's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, like I hope that I don't do

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<v Speaker 2>this to people. Maybe you do, Maybe maybe it's just natural.

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<v Speaker 2>You say it, but it's like, let me breathe, bunny.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I mean, I know what we talked about our

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<v Speaker 1>New Year's resolutions, even when I thought with my family,

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<v Speaker 1>I leaned into that again in saying like, this year,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to be real intent, like have intent on

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<v Speaker 1>really taking care of my body, my skin, my hair,

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<v Speaker 1>and just feeling good about myself overall, like hygiene everything.

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<v Speaker 2>That's why I'm going to Colombia together, I said.

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<v Speaker 1>I just I'm thirty five now, and I was like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 1>I want to look like this at forty five and

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<v Speaker 1>at fifty like and I'm like, it's skin but skin,

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<v Speaker 1>and and it's why I'm a little bit more forgiving

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<v Speaker 1>to the yms and the little girls with all the acne,

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<v Speaker 1>because when you really get into the skin procedures and

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<v Speaker 1>the skin products, maybe I couldn't.

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<v Speaker 2>Afford that shit on a god damn it. Like she

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<v Speaker 2>had a bit she said the baby help. But my

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<v Speaker 2>point was it's never money like your body, like it's

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<v Speaker 2>it's your If anyone could afford all of that, and

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<v Speaker 2>she's had such a journey, I think that, well, it's

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<v Speaker 2>hormones too, But to me, though, it is still like

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<v Speaker 2>the way that we have the PRP, Like I'm doing

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<v Speaker 2>the Morpheus eight right now.

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<v Speaker 1>So so the Morpheu's ais is the most painful thing

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<v Speaker 1>that I've ever experienced in my entire life. But I

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<v Speaker 1>have two more sessions and I'm gonna get through it.

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<v Speaker 1>So basically, what it is is it's twenty four needles,

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<v Speaker 1>twenty four needles all throughout here, all throughout here, and

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<v Speaker 1>then it's micro needling up here.

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<v Speaker 2>What are the needles doing it?

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<v Speaker 1>So what it's doing is it's so it goes four millimeters,

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<v Speaker 1>then three millimeters and two millimeters than one millimeters, so

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<v Speaker 1>it's four round.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so deep.

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<v Speaker 1>But what it's doing is it's reinvigorating the tissue and

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<v Speaker 1>the collagen, so it's bringing all your tallet. So it's

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<v Speaker 1>pretty much a facelook that doesn't require actual pulling.

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<v Speaker 2>So by March, y'all are only getting a side profile. Bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't wait.

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<v Speaker 2>terrible throuffle. Guess what, you've got decisions.

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<v Speaker 1>You've got decisions, baby, and I do too. But we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna give you advice whether.

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<v Speaker 2>You want us to. Oh that was good.

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<v Speaker 3>I just saw someone say they wanted us to get

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<v Speaker 3>bring back you know.

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<v Speaker 2>They say, Mandy, you not us. They said you. Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>let me try then. Huh, I'm trying to like take

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<v Speaker 2>it from another jingle. Sound hold on, let me think,

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<v Speaker 2>let's the news. Two weeks by the feet by bye.

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<v Speaker 2>You've got decisions, baby, And no it's not a baby.

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<v Speaker 2>He wants to fuck you in the butt. And for

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<v Speaker 2>some reason you're a slut, but we say do it,

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<v Speaker 2>do it, do it? Do it well in the book?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you know I thought you were gonna go to

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<v Speaker 1>you said maybe.

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<v Speaker 3>Then I was like, but you could have a baby.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, I was running out of round.

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<v Speaker 1>And speaking of baby, y'all, we have an update. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>we have an update, y'all. We have an update from

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<v Speaker 1>is It By the way, y'all came for us because

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<v Speaker 1>we told her to just lean into being a step

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<v Speaker 1>mama with this man. Basically an overview of what the

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<v Speaker 1>the You Got Decision email was.

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<v Speaker 2>Well.

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<v Speaker 3>The lady who wrote us in saying.

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<v Speaker 1>That she was with a man for two years and

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<v Speaker 1>she ended up coming across at a letter in the

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<v Speaker 1>mail that was a paternity suit and she was waiting

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<v Speaker 1>on what she should do with this fraternity suit and

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<v Speaker 1>what she should do if it was his baby or

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<v Speaker 1>if it wasn't. Now we ended up over the holidays

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<v Speaker 1>getting a message on Patreon for what.

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<v Speaker 2>I felt bad and it's terrible, but here we got baby.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna read the update for y'all so that y'all

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<v Speaker 1>could see the mess all right. By the way, if

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<v Speaker 1>you want to send your letter in, make sure you

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<v Speaker 1>send it to Decisions pod at gmail dot com. But

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<v Speaker 1>of course if you're a patron, you get priority.

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<v Speaker 3>And this girl gave us all the tea, so she's

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<v Speaker 3>does for context.

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<v Speaker 2>By the way, this is from the You Got Decisions

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<v Speaker 2>called is It His Baby? Yes, So I'm gonna give

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<v Speaker 2>you guys the original episode number one after Mandy's.

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<v Speaker 3>Done all right.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, this young lady wrote us back to give us

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<v Speaker 1>tea before all the tea leaves spelled everything out basically,

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<v Speaker 1>so she said, oh my god, do I have an

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<v Speaker 1>update for y'all.

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<v Speaker 3>It turns out it doesn't matter if the kid is his.

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<v Speaker 1>Today is Friday, January tewod that I'm writing this and

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<v Speaker 1>as my first write in. This man was seeming perfect

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<v Speaker 1>my best friend for two entire years, no red flags

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<v Speaker 1>except for small things like needing reminding to clean. We

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<v Speaker 1>never even fought. We talked everything out. I shared every

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<v Speaker 1>thought with him, and we never even raised our voices

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<v Speaker 1>at each other.

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<v Speaker 2>Until Sunday, a normal day.

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<v Speaker 1>We upgraded his phone on my plan and he went

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<v Speaker 1>to work like normal, kissed goodbye like every other day,

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<v Speaker 1>and then.

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<v Speaker 2>He never came home.

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<v Speaker 1>Monday morning, one of his friends called letting me know

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<v Speaker 1>he had been arrested. I thought for a weed charge,

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<v Speaker 1>but I looked into it, and it turns out he

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<v Speaker 1>was arrested for a charge of sexual misconduct with a miner,

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<v Speaker 1>in aiding in the delinquency of a miner and having

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<v Speaker 1>a lot of weed and edibles and everything in his car.

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<v Speaker 1>The miner was fourteen. I am so extremely blindsided by this.

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<v Speaker 1>I really am that stupid. I didn't know he was cheating.

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<v Speaker 1>Another girl he was sleeping with for the past month.

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<v Speaker 2>Even called me.

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<v Speaker 1>She told me that he told her that we fought

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<v Speaker 1>constantly and I put my hands on him, and that

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<v Speaker 1>I busted his head into the counter. He said we

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<v Speaker 1>fought all the time and weren't serious because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>want kids and he does. I got an abortion for him.

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<v Speaker 1>This is one of the scariest things that I've that

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<v Speaker 1>has ever happened to me. I had a stranger in

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<v Speaker 1>my house for two entire years gart that's what Tomas said.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know how to cope. I have been heavily

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<v Speaker 1>medicated and considered hospitalizing myself. I thought he was my family.

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<v Speaker 1>This exact situation has happened to me before, and the

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<v Speaker 1>cheater gave me HSB two. We read a story just

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<v Speaker 1>like that last week this but I guess I just

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<v Speaker 1>gave him ideas.

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<v Speaker 3>It took so long.

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<v Speaker 1>It took so long for me to heal the first time,

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<v Speaker 1>but this time it was so much worse.

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<v Speaker 3>He gave me chlamydia, and I don't know how to

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<v Speaker 3>move forward.

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<v Speaker 1>Being alive I guess it doesn't matter now if that

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<v Speaker 1>kid is his or not.

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<v Speaker 3>Now I need advice on how to stay alive.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh boy, by the way, continuing, she did update us

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<v Speaker 1>just a little bit further and said that she sent

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<v Speaker 1>us the article. First off, if you guys want to

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<v Speaker 1>look it up, it's titled Springfield man arrested and Orbana

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<v Speaker 1>on charges involving a minor.

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<v Speaker 2>I felt so bad when I read that, because.

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<v Speaker 1>She's disgusted he genuinely had everyone, his fam, her family

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<v Speaker 1>and friends fooled. And then she said that the results

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<v Speaker 1>did end up coming in maybe like a week and

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<v Speaker 1>a half after she said the sin, the results came

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<v Speaker 1>in and the kid was it.

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<v Speaker 2>The baby is, y'all, the baby is. The letter was

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<v Speaker 2>actually called how should I feel? He may have a baby.

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<v Speaker 2>It's from December tenth. But when we heard that, I

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<v Speaker 2>was like, okay, we were Mandy and I were giving

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<v Speaker 2>advice at this point on Hey, it was before you

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<v Speaker 2>shit happened. Maybe you stick it out sis Now now

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<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry now, of course he's so. In the article,

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<v Speaker 2>I think he claims he thought the girl was of age.

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<v Speaker 2>They both admitted to having sex with each other, but

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<v Speaker 2>of course because she was fourteen years old. Nigga, I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know how I felt about that. I think I

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<v Speaker 2>could clock at fourteen, bro brol. That's what I got

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<v Speaker 2>to hate. But also you and I.

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<v Speaker 3>Was in the club at fifteen sixteen.

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<v Speaker 2>But he didn't he pick her from the street, is it.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sure he offered her we I'm sure he knew.

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<v Speaker 3>So that's another thing. They allegedly were doing drugs together.

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<v Speaker 2>So it says.

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<v Speaker 1>Sirch of the gun covered marijuana, a glass pipe, a grinder,

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<v Speaker 1>a TFC vappen, THD gummies and partially smoked marijuana. The

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<v Speaker 1>juvenile later gave a written statement alleging sexual contact had occurred.

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<v Speaker 1>Hudson admitted to providing drugs and said he has sexual contact,

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<v Speaker 1>claiming he thought the girl was eighteen. So yeah, it's

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<v Speaker 1>in the article that he thought the girl was eighteen.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I don't believe that. And I'm gonna tell you why.

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<v Speaker 2>I've seen sixteen year olds look grown. I've seen fourteen

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<v Speaker 2>year old dress grown. Yeah, and w I ain't gonna

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<v Speaker 2>tell you it's so for me.

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<v Speaker 3>For me, there's no double thinking this at all.

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<v Speaker 1>Not only was he cheating on you with a minor

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<v Speaker 1>not only does he have a baby that just proved

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<v Speaker 1>to be his, he also was cheating on you with

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<v Speaker 1>another woman, making it seem like y'all's relationship was it

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<v Speaker 1>what it was?

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<v Speaker 2>So there's like this way, he's too much.

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<v Speaker 1>You're like, and I know the advice that you asked

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<v Speaker 1>for was how to stay alive. And I will tell

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<v Speaker 1>every woman listening to this right now, there is no

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<v Speaker 1>man worth your life at all.

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<v Speaker 2>Like, I don't know if I talked about this on

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<v Speaker 2>our show, but my we'll definitely have to put a

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<v Speaker 2>trigger warning. But there was a woman that worked in

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<v Speaker 2>my last apartment building, in the office, the one that

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<v Speaker 2>my mom and I just moved from fucking three days ago,

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<v Speaker 2>And so I replied to an email from her letting

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<v Speaker 2>her know we were moving out. Heyl blah blah, can

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<v Speaker 2>we reserve the elevator? She doesn't reply. I'm like, I

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<v Speaker 2>wonder what happened to her? I feel like I haven't

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<v Speaker 2>seen her in a while. So my mom goes to

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<v Speaker 2>the front office and say, what happened to so and

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<v Speaker 2>so she took her life? No, Mandy. My email to

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<v Speaker 2>her was like June something. The next day is when

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<v Speaker 2>she took her life. Which was even creepier with us

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<v Speaker 2>talking about keys and key and my mom was like

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<v Speaker 2>why and she said her and her boyfriend were having

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<v Speaker 2>trouble and she threatened it and my mom and I

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<v Speaker 2>were like, bruh, because then my mom you know nosy too,

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<v Speaker 2>but not that I don't get it from her. My

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<v Speaker 2>mom go down to the door lady talk about how

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<v Speaker 2>come no one told us, and a lady's like, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>we were all fucked up over it because she was

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<v Speaker 2>twenty eight. And I think when you're so in love,

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<v Speaker 2>I've never gone that far, but I definitely felt like,

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<v Speaker 2>how am I gonna push through? To me?

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<v Speaker 1>Even in the book Right and the Hole Bar, I

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<v Speaker 1>talk about literally overcoming a heartbreak essentially, and when you're

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<v Speaker 1>questioning if the person you were with really loved you,

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<v Speaker 1>if any of it was real. I can get the

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<v Speaker 1>distortion of life being difficult, but reality is difficult to

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<v Speaker 1>really like all so take in. And so when it

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<v Speaker 1>comes to love, I think it becomes this drug or

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<v Speaker 1>something we don't think that we can live without. And

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<v Speaker 1>in terms of a relationship coming to an end or

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<v Speaker 1>a person not being they who they showed you to be.

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<v Speaker 1>To me, it's one of those like we gotta like,

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<v Speaker 1>we gotta get out of the lulu, Like not all

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<v Speaker 1>people are good people and we know that, right and

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<v Speaker 1>so unfortunately, like we have to be we have.

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<v Speaker 3>To hold grace for ourselves.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, you know, I don't like holding grace for anybody else,

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<v Speaker 1>but sometimes we have to hold grace with us wanting

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<v Speaker 1>to believe that a person was this good person that

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<v Speaker 1>they're showing me to be and not the monster that

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<v Speaker 1>realistically a lot of people are out here.

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<v Speaker 2>So I agree, like when it comes to the accountability

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<v Speaker 2>we want to take and I think that's what gets

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<v Speaker 2>you there. You're like, that's the hard part, Bro, I

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<v Speaker 2>should have known this nigga like how to fuck and

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<v Speaker 2>it's not even like you're doing it because of the guy.

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<v Speaker 2>Like my mom and I were talking about that because

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<v Speaker 2>we were really fucked up about the lady in the office.

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<v Speaker 2>Should I say girl? And she was like, ah, over

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<v Speaker 2>a man, And I'm like, but you know what, Ma,

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<v Speaker 2>it's probably her in her own head being like how

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<v Speaker 2>the fuck did I do this to myself?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I think you got to get past the signs

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<v Speaker 3>you overlooked. I think when we.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, we see how we see relationships sometimes is based

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<v Speaker 1>on the potential that we see in the person, not

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<v Speaker 1>actually who the person is showing up to be right

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<v Speaker 1>in front of our eyes, and so there's a lot

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<v Speaker 1>of glossing over red flags, Like to me, i don't

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<v Speaker 1>know how perfect a man can show up to where

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<v Speaker 1>there were no signs that he was cheating with other women.

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<v Speaker 1>There was no like because at this point it's multiple

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<v Speaker 1>different women. We also don't know if that baby was

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<v Speaker 1>born before.

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<v Speaker 2>Or not it was just a paternity case. I think

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<v Speaker 2>she knew the age. I think she knew the age

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<v Speaker 2>the baby. I think she was like saying how it

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<v Speaker 2>was x y z years ago. But he's still a

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<v Speaker 2>mother fucking lie. And that's really the hardest part of

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<v Speaker 2>a cheat, Like for me when in no Hole's bard too.

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<v Speaker 2>With Obay, it was like it's one thing like I'm

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<v Speaker 2>thinking I'm getting my lick back because I'm cheating too.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm thinking it's whatever because i know I'm not really invested.

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<v Speaker 2>There'll be someone else. But it's just like, damn, bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know better and you let x y Z happen.

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<v Speaker 2>And that's the stuff. When you start feeling like goof,

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<v Speaker 2>you know, when you start feeling like I'm the girl

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<v Speaker 2>that's giving advice to everybody to go the other way. Like,

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<v Speaker 2>dear reader, dear listener, you know for a fact you

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<v Speaker 2>should have left this nigga. Oh you know when it

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<v Speaker 2>should have happened you. I'm thinking saw a sign when

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<v Speaker 2>you wrote us. I remember you talking about how everything

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<v Speaker 2>felt normal and everything was cool, but I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>if that's true. I do mean by that, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>I just helped a friend move out, right, yep. When

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<v Speaker 2>don't we sit back and her and I are talking

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<v Speaker 2>about it, and you know, there were so many signs

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<v Speaker 2>that she chose to ignore. There were very many signs,

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<v Speaker 2>and all that it turned to be for her was,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what, I'm in love with him. Things can change.

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<v Speaker 2>This isn't a big deal. Everybody goes through shit, but

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<v Speaker 2>there are major signs for me. I think when it

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<v Speaker 2>comes to a cheater, it's how vague they can be.

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<v Speaker 2>Well absolutely sometimes, but no, no, no, not even with women

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<v Speaker 2>like for example, Obay sometimes would have a doctor's appointment

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<v Speaker 2>that popped up, not even him cheating. It was me

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<v Speaker 2>learning how much about his life I didn't know it

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<v Speaker 2>was suddenly like or oh today XYZ happened well, why

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<v Speaker 2>don't you call me when that happened? What the fuck?

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<v Speaker 2>Like little things like that he was able to keep

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<v Speaker 2>so much ah, and I was like, ooh, Like I

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<v Speaker 2>could go through my whole day talking to you and

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<v Speaker 2>not know that X y Z was no.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I think that this is the hardest part

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<v Speaker 3>too write it.

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<v Speaker 1>I would say, it is the accountability I mean, and

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<v Speaker 1>it's holding up the mirror to yourself. I know, like

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<v Speaker 1>a part of me getting over and not being so

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<v Speaker 1>angry with my ex was in therapy thinking of the

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<v Speaker 1>faults and the smoke of mirrors.

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<v Speaker 3>I applied to the relationship myself.

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<v Speaker 1>Whether it was a defense mechanism, whether it was because

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<v Speaker 1>I just wanted it to be great and I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>want to argue and I didn't want to like have

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<v Speaker 1>a confrontation about putting him to the fire and how

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<v Speaker 1>he would respond. Like there was a lot of ways

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<v Speaker 1>in which I thought within the relationship I showed up

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<v Speaker 1>in not the best way I thought I was. And

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<v Speaker 1>so I think that again, that's how you choose to live.

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<v Speaker 1>First off, you put yourself first and realize that this

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<v Speaker 1>was a class, it was a lesson, and you not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna let it happen again. I will say the last

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<v Speaker 1>thing that anybody needs to tell you to do right

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<v Speaker 1>now is to get up under another nigga. We done

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<v Speaker 1>talked about how that don't really resolve anything, And so

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<v Speaker 1>in this moment, shower yourself with friends and family and

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<v Speaker 1>really figure out what you missed. Like the accountability part

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<v Speaker 1>is so important here, and I know it's a joke

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<v Speaker 1>that women even know how to hold themselves accountable, But

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<v Speaker 1>he can't be the only monster. You have to figure

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<v Speaker 1>out what you did wrong in terms of wanting to

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<v Speaker 1>gloss over or ignore. And that's only because I don't

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<v Speaker 1>believe a person can be this loving, caring, never raised

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<v Speaker 1>for two years and you had no idea he was

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<v Speaker 1>fucking other people. You had no like you gotta go back.

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<v Speaker 1>And sometimes we like to block the memories because we

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<v Speaker 1>don't want to believe it.

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<v Speaker 2>This blocked them out reality, You.

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<v Speaker 3>Blocked them holds out And let me.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell you another thing. This little too big a tea

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<v Speaker 2>fe close to the end, but close friend of mine,

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<v Speaker 2>her bestie, calls her while on vacation. It's her first

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<v Speaker 2>vacation after a baby with okay husband okay, and says

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<v Speaker 2>the husband told her he thinks he's gay, and.

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<v Speaker 1>So wait, wait, wait, wait, wait girl, this is a listener.

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<v Speaker 2>We judge, we gotta save this for the show. Oh

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<v Speaker 2>I don't have all to do yet. This was two

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<v Speaker 2>days ago. Oh yeah, no, no, no, the thing that was

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<v Speaker 2>really really crazy about it. So my homegirl's on the phone.

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<v Speaker 2>She's angry. She's like, fuck, that fucking baby's four months

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<v Speaker 2>blah blah blah blah. She's just angry, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>her friend is hurting and she's mad. And I was like, bitch,

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<v Speaker 2>ill know you've I know, you feeling for her right now.

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't mean to bring up bullshit, but didn't

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<v Speaker 2>you tell me a long time, agol that her and

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<v Speaker 2>the husband never fucked? And she was like I don't remember.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, oh, bitch, I remember, because you called me

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<v Speaker 2>a year ago and were like the girl made a

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<v Speaker 2>joke about how she couldn't believe she got pregnant because

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<v Speaker 2>they barely have sex. I'm like, well, sounds like we

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<v Speaker 2>should have known this.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, a man that barely has sex with this partner

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<v Speaker 1>doesn't necessarily mean nay gay.

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<v Speaker 2>That's well, I'm sorry, it's a sign.

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<v Speaker 3>No, it ain't. That is an extreme.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, it's an extreme, but I'm just saying, and I

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<v Speaker 2>agree it's an extreme extreme, but I'm just saying it's some.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I think that we like to lean into a

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<v Speaker 1>lot of the times. How terrible of men we choose

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<v Speaker 1>and make them, you know, the main characters in our stories,

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<v Speaker 1>and we gotta stop doing that.

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<v Speaker 3>They're not the main characters. You made a mistake.

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<v Speaker 1>You wanted to see the best in someone, You wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to nurture them because you believe they could be a

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<v Speaker 1>better person.

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<v Speaker 2>Like we stick with it.

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<v Speaker 1>We stick with men a long time, hoping that we

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<v Speaker 1>see change. Well, we know that there's things for them

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<v Speaker 1>to change.

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<v Speaker 2>We know that.

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<v Speaker 1>We just hope our love will change it. And unfortunately,

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<v Speaker 1>this is only two years of your life.

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<v Speaker 2>Sys. I want to say when.

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<v Speaker 1>We were reading it, you're in your twenties. Even if

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<v Speaker 1>you in your early thirties, bitch, there is time to

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<v Speaker 1>find a new nuncle day out here. They the easiest

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<v Speaker 1>things to get. I promise you little hard to keep them,

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<v Speaker 1>especially when they're good.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, what happened.

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<v Speaker 1>And Weezy is now fighting for her life because there's

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<v Speaker 1>a bee in her house.

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<v Speaker 3>You see this, Heaven forbid Bro, you live in the mountains,

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<v Speaker 3>You're gonna have some goddamn aniles. Bro, looks like a fly,

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<v Speaker 3>but it's not.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you?

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<v Speaker 3>Are you deathly allergic to bees?

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<v Speaker 2>No? But I'm still scared, Amanda. Oh my god. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>love you guys.

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<v Speaker 1>If you have a letter to send to us, make

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<v Speaker 1>sure you send it to decisions pod at gmail dot

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<v Speaker 1>com and we'll answer it to our greatest and best disability.

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<v Speaker 3>Now Weezy has to go get a beat swatter.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, bye bye,