1 00:00:00,240 --> 00:00:16,280 Speaker 1: Hi everyone, it's Sophia. Welcome to Work in Progress. Hello, 2 00:00:17,120 --> 00:00:20,239 Speaker 1: smart and dedicated and wonderful friends of Work in Progress. 3 00:00:20,320 --> 00:00:25,119 Speaker 1: Today we are joined by a personal hero of mine. 4 00:00:25,880 --> 00:00:30,120 Speaker 1: Amanda Zarowski is a woman who lives in Texas. You 5 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:34,080 Speaker 1: have probably heard of her. Her water broke two days 6 00:00:34,120 --> 00:00:39,199 Speaker 1: before the extreme Trump abortion band fell in Texas. She 7 00:00:39,479 --> 00:00:42,879 Speaker 1: was eighteen weeks pregnant and devastated to find out that 8 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:47,879 Speaker 1: her fetus had absolutely no chance of surviving. And despite 9 00:00:47,920 --> 00:00:51,160 Speaker 1: knowing this, doctors in Texas were too scared to give 10 00:00:51,159 --> 00:00:53,960 Speaker 1: her the care that she needed to save her life, 11 00:00:54,560 --> 00:00:58,200 Speaker 1: and Amanda went into septic shock, not once, but twice. 12 00:00:58,720 --> 00:01:02,880 Speaker 1: She is left with a permanently closed fallopian tube due 13 00:01:02,920 --> 00:01:08,200 Speaker 1: to scar tissue. She suffered unbelievable loss and then unbelievable 14 00:01:08,280 --> 00:01:11,000 Speaker 1: pain on top of it. Her and her husband are 15 00:01:11,040 --> 00:01:14,720 Speaker 1: still hoping to start a family, but they have turned 16 00:01:14,920 --> 00:01:20,800 Speaker 1: this pain and this honestly assault of women that has 17 00:01:20,880 --> 00:01:26,399 Speaker 1: come from these Trump abortion bands into incredible and breathtaking purpose. 18 00:01:27,000 --> 00:01:29,440 Speaker 1: Amanda is one of the plaintiffs who sued the state 19 00:01:29,480 --> 00:01:34,240 Speaker 1: of Texas for denying her necessary medical care, and she 20 00:01:34,319 --> 00:01:37,840 Speaker 1: has been fighting for women and pregnant people around the country. 21 00:01:38,080 --> 00:01:40,960 Speaker 1: Ever since, she has been able to show that this 22 00:01:41,080 --> 00:01:43,760 Speaker 1: idea that doctors are supposed to make quote good faith 23 00:01:43,920 --> 00:01:47,640 Speaker 1: judgments without protection at the risk of being jailed, does 24 00:01:47,720 --> 00:01:51,120 Speaker 1: not go far enough to actually protect the lives of women. 25 00:01:52,000 --> 00:01:55,560 Speaker 1: Amanda is a personal hero of mine. She has become 26 00:01:55,760 --> 00:02:01,520 Speaker 1: an incredible advocate in our fight for equality, and she 27 00:02:01,600 --> 00:02:04,760 Speaker 1: even took the stage at the DNC along with former 28 00:02:04,840 --> 00:02:08,720 Speaker 1: Presidents and first Ladies and Vice President Kamala Harris to 29 00:02:08,919 --> 00:02:12,280 Speaker 1: stand with her husband Josh and tell their story. I'd 30 00:02:12,280 --> 00:02:15,880 Speaker 1: also like to add a trigger warning to this episode. 31 00:02:15,960 --> 00:02:21,320 Speaker 1: We do discuss miscarriage and pregnancy loss, and if it 32 00:02:21,360 --> 00:02:24,480 Speaker 1: feels overwhelming to you, this might be a good time 33 00:02:24,600 --> 00:02:27,040 Speaker 1: to sit this one out. We will make sure that 34 00:02:27,120 --> 00:02:31,200 Speaker 1: we have links to resources, to places where you can 35 00:02:31,639 --> 00:02:36,920 Speaker 1: get involved, volunteer, and even donate in the Instagram stories 36 00:02:36,919 --> 00:02:40,200 Speaker 1: for this episode, so if you don't think you can 37 00:02:40,240 --> 00:02:43,480 Speaker 1: handle listening to it, you can still get involved. I'm 38 00:02:43,480 --> 00:02:47,480 Speaker 1: incredibly thrilled that Amanda is taking time from her schedule 39 00:02:47,760 --> 00:02:51,680 Speaker 1: campaigning all around the country and advocating for us to 40 00:02:51,919 --> 00:02:54,760 Speaker 1: sit down and have this conversation today. I hope you 41 00:02:54,919 --> 00:03:10,040 Speaker 1: enjoy it too. Hi there, Hey, Amanda how are you good? 42 00:03:10,160 --> 00:03:10,600 Speaker 2: How are you? 43 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:14,240 Speaker 1: I'm good, gosh, I mean, first and foremost, really, I 44 00:03:14,280 --> 00:03:18,560 Speaker 1: just want to say thank you. I can't imagine that 45 00:03:19,280 --> 00:03:21,200 Speaker 1: going through what you went through and then being thrust 46 00:03:21,240 --> 00:03:24,240 Speaker 1: onto the national stage has been easy. But I know 47 00:03:25,040 --> 00:03:29,000 Speaker 1: for myself and so many women that I speak to 48 00:03:29,600 --> 00:03:33,200 Speaker 1: about your case, about you know, the DNC, about all 49 00:03:33,200 --> 00:03:37,880 Speaker 1: of it, that we just are so tremendously grateful for you. 50 00:03:38,760 --> 00:03:41,520 Speaker 2: Well, thank you. I really appreciate you saying that it's 51 00:03:42,640 --> 00:03:46,600 Speaker 2: not easy, but it's been really healing, I think to 52 00:03:46,640 --> 00:03:50,000 Speaker 2: be able to channel such horror into something that hopefully 53 00:03:50,040 --> 00:03:54,000 Speaker 2: is going to change for some good. Yeah. But no, 54 00:03:54,120 --> 00:03:56,320 Speaker 2: I appreciate you saying that, I really do it goes 55 00:03:56,360 --> 00:03:57,840 Speaker 2: a long way, because some days are hard. 56 00:03:58,680 --> 00:04:03,280 Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, and listen, any woman who is willing to 57 00:04:03,320 --> 00:04:06,840 Speaker 1: stand up for political progress, I know, takes a lot 58 00:04:06,880 --> 00:04:08,720 Speaker 1: of heat out in the world. So I do think 59 00:04:08,720 --> 00:04:10,360 Speaker 1: when we get to be together and just say hey, 60 00:04:10,440 --> 00:04:13,600 Speaker 1: I see you and really value you, it can help 61 00:04:13,880 --> 00:04:18,400 Speaker 1: the sort of relentless experience of essentially getting you know, 62 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:21,200 Speaker 1: punched in the back of the head every time you walk, 63 00:04:21,560 --> 00:04:22,799 Speaker 1: you know, get on the internet. 64 00:04:23,160 --> 00:04:26,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, well, I really appreciate that and you know, I 65 00:04:26,120 --> 00:04:27,720 Speaker 2: just want to say, folks like you that use your 66 00:04:27,760 --> 00:04:32,080 Speaker 2: platform to do something good is just so heartworring and 67 00:04:32,240 --> 00:04:33,800 Speaker 2: you know, not something I think we saw for a 68 00:04:33,839 --> 00:04:36,039 Speaker 2: really long time. And so I'm really really grateful for 69 00:04:36,080 --> 00:04:38,400 Speaker 2: folks like you that lean in and are bringing attention 70 00:04:38,480 --> 00:04:39,120 Speaker 2: to things like this. 71 00:04:39,880 --> 00:04:41,800 Speaker 1: Well, I'm sure glad to be in the fight with you. 72 00:04:42,120 --> 00:04:46,599 Speaker 1: And it's not lost on me that it's a bit 73 00:04:46,640 --> 00:04:50,200 Speaker 1: of a It gives me a little bit of whiplash 74 00:04:50,240 --> 00:04:52,320 Speaker 1: to say, you know, I wish we didn't live in 75 00:04:52,320 --> 00:04:54,960 Speaker 1: a world where women had to relive their trauma to 76 00:04:55,120 --> 00:04:58,360 Speaker 1: make progress or you know, for us to be treated 77 00:04:58,400 --> 00:05:01,039 Speaker 1: as people, And yeah, I know we do. And so 78 00:05:01,160 --> 00:05:04,240 Speaker 1: the irony of having to say that and then say, 79 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:06,520 Speaker 1: for any of my listeners who don't know your story, 80 00:05:06,600 --> 00:05:08,520 Speaker 1: could you give me an overview of your story, I'm like, 81 00:05:08,640 --> 00:05:10,880 Speaker 1: I hate this and thank you. 82 00:05:12,160 --> 00:05:16,080 Speaker 2: It's okay, I know, I know it's it's it's been 83 00:05:16,200 --> 00:05:19,000 Speaker 2: really Actually, I think good to talk about us so much, 84 00:05:19,040 --> 00:05:21,240 Speaker 2: because I think it helped me process a lot faster 85 00:05:21,480 --> 00:05:25,080 Speaker 2: than really otherwise. Yeah, my therapist and I talk about 86 00:05:25,120 --> 00:05:25,520 Speaker 2: it a lot. 87 00:05:26,200 --> 00:05:30,480 Speaker 1: Oh wow, Okay, Well I'm I'm really I'm really glad 88 00:05:30,520 --> 00:05:33,400 Speaker 1: to hear that that there's that there's kind of a 89 00:05:34,000 --> 00:05:36,800 Speaker 1: progressive nature to it for you personally as well. 90 00:05:37,520 --> 00:05:40,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, sure, I mean it. It took a while, 91 00:05:40,120 --> 00:05:42,760 Speaker 2: and I was in a pretty rough spot for a while, 92 00:05:42,880 --> 00:05:46,000 Speaker 2: but we're here now, so okay. 93 00:05:46,360 --> 00:05:48,520 Speaker 1: Well, for the you know, for the listeners who are 94 00:05:48,920 --> 00:05:53,800 Speaker 1: tuned in with us, Amanda's story is incredibly you know, 95 00:05:54,040 --> 00:05:57,919 Speaker 1: unique and also unfortunately not unique at all, given what 96 00:05:58,560 --> 00:06:01,560 Speaker 1: Donald Trump and the GOP has been working to and 97 00:06:01,600 --> 00:06:06,359 Speaker 1: then managed to succeed with nominating three judges to the 98 00:06:06,360 --> 00:06:10,880 Speaker 1: Supreme Court for the explicit purpose of overturning our protections 99 00:06:10,920 --> 00:06:15,400 Speaker 1: to healthcare through O v. Wade and the Trump abortion 100 00:06:15,560 --> 00:06:20,359 Speaker 1: bands that fell all over the country have affected so 101 00:06:20,520 --> 00:06:22,640 Speaker 1: many of us. I mean, for our folks at home. 102 00:06:23,040 --> 00:06:26,120 Speaker 1: One in three women today lives in a state where 103 00:06:26,160 --> 00:06:31,040 Speaker 1: she cannot access the health care that she needs. And 104 00:06:29,000 --> 00:06:34,360 Speaker 1: we are a podcast where facts are facts and there 105 00:06:34,400 --> 00:06:37,520 Speaker 1: are no alternative ones, and I want to be very 106 00:06:37,520 --> 00:06:42,760 Speaker 1: clear that abortion is healthcare, and Amanda, your story is 107 00:06:44,040 --> 00:06:47,039 Speaker 1: I think particularly heart wrenching for so many of us 108 00:06:47,640 --> 00:06:50,239 Speaker 1: because you do live in a state where your rights 109 00:06:50,320 --> 00:06:54,720 Speaker 1: changed essentially overnight. You were denied life saving care in 110 00:06:54,800 --> 00:07:00,000 Speaker 1: Texas because their abortion ban meant that when you lost 111 00:07:00,120 --> 00:07:03,719 Speaker 1: to pregnancy, you were not able to have the procedure 112 00:07:03,800 --> 00:07:09,600 Speaker 1: you needed to save your at risk life as immediately 113 00:07:09,600 --> 00:07:12,840 Speaker 1: as you needed to have it. Can you walk folks 114 00:07:12,880 --> 00:07:17,040 Speaker 1: through what happened and why you were denied care at 115 00:07:17,040 --> 00:07:17,840 Speaker 1: that stage. 116 00:07:18,480 --> 00:07:23,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, so you are exactly right that my story is horrific, 117 00:07:23,120 --> 00:07:27,960 Speaker 2: but unfortunately is becoming more and more common the longer 118 00:07:27,960 --> 00:07:30,480 Speaker 2: that these bands are in place, And in my state 119 00:07:30,520 --> 00:07:35,920 Speaker 2: of Texas, there's almost a complete abortion ban that went 120 00:07:36,000 --> 00:07:37,840 Speaker 2: into effect as a matter of fact, two days after 121 00:07:37,920 --> 00:07:40,880 Speaker 2: my water broke. So this was twenty twenty two, and 122 00:07:41,120 --> 00:07:43,360 Speaker 2: I was pregnant with a baby that my husband and 123 00:07:43,400 --> 00:07:47,760 Speaker 2: I wanted so so much. We tried for about eighteen 124 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:50,960 Speaker 2: months before we were finally able to get pregnant, and 125 00:07:51,640 --> 00:07:56,640 Speaker 2: I made it to about eighteen weeks and unfortunately suffered 126 00:07:56,680 --> 00:08:00,160 Speaker 2: complications where we learned there was no way that we 127 00:08:00,200 --> 00:08:03,560 Speaker 2: could safely reverse course, and so our doctors told us 128 00:08:03,600 --> 00:08:06,880 Speaker 2: we were with one hundred percent certainty going to lose 129 00:08:06,880 --> 00:08:10,000 Speaker 2: the baby. Now, that in and of itself, was the 130 00:08:10,040 --> 00:08:14,680 Speaker 2: most horrific, awful news, of course, that anyone could ever 131 00:08:15,240 --> 00:08:17,840 Speaker 2: ever imagine but then on top of that, you know, 132 00:08:17,880 --> 00:08:19,840 Speaker 2: this was my first pregnancy, And I said, okay, so 133 00:08:19,920 --> 00:08:23,920 Speaker 2: what happens next? What do we do? And my doctor said, unfortunately, 134 00:08:24,320 --> 00:08:28,520 Speaker 2: I can't do anything because terminating the pregnancy, even though 135 00:08:28,520 --> 00:08:32,719 Speaker 2: the baby won't survive, terminating the pregnancy would be considered 136 00:08:33,080 --> 00:08:36,840 Speaker 2: an abortion, which is now illegal, and she would be 137 00:08:36,880 --> 00:08:38,960 Speaker 2: at risk of losing her license or even going to 138 00:08:39,040 --> 00:08:41,720 Speaker 2: jail if she terminated the pregnancy. So I had to 139 00:08:41,800 --> 00:08:47,360 Speaker 2: wait until either the baby's heart stopped or I met 140 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:50,440 Speaker 2: the medical exception in Texas, which is life of the mother. 141 00:08:50,559 --> 00:08:55,040 Speaker 2: So essentially I was locked in this hell of will 142 00:08:55,040 --> 00:08:57,840 Speaker 2: a baby's heart stop or will I deteriorate the brink 143 00:08:57,880 --> 00:08:59,800 Speaker 2: of death first? So we're waiting for one of these 144 00:09:00,240 --> 00:09:06,600 Speaker 2: terrible outcomes. What happened was I went first, So I 145 00:09:06,640 --> 00:09:10,959 Speaker 2: three days later went into septic shock and nearly died, 146 00:09:11,360 --> 00:09:14,640 Speaker 2: and my doctor had to stabilize me enough to deliver 147 00:09:14,720 --> 00:09:17,360 Speaker 2: the baby. But then I went into septic shock again 148 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:20,599 Speaker 2: and ended up spending a total of three days in 149 00:09:20,640 --> 00:09:22,280 Speaker 2: the ICU and a week in the hospital. 150 00:09:23,320 --> 00:09:29,680 Speaker 1: Oh my god, and I want to I don't know 151 00:09:29,679 --> 00:09:31,559 Speaker 1: if the appropriate thing is to say, you know, I'm 152 00:09:31,600 --> 00:09:35,520 Speaker 1: about to say something very technical and also upsetting to 153 00:09:35,640 --> 00:09:37,880 Speaker 1: folks listening. I don't know if the appropriate words to 154 00:09:37,960 --> 00:09:41,040 Speaker 1: use or trigger warning, but to be clear, when a 155 00:09:41,120 --> 00:09:44,360 Speaker 1: woman like Amanda, or like I would imagine many of 156 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:47,120 Speaker 1: you unfortunately have if you look at the data of 157 00:09:47,240 --> 00:09:53,200 Speaker 1: how often women experience miscarriages and pregnancy loss complications, even 158 00:09:53,200 --> 00:09:57,600 Speaker 1: fetal anomalies. The position you were put in because there 159 00:09:57,679 --> 00:10:02,200 Speaker 1: was still connectivity from your body to the fetus, there 160 00:10:02,280 --> 00:10:06,320 Speaker 1: was still electrical pulsing happening between the two of you, 161 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:08,800 Speaker 1: this baby that you wanted so badly, that you knew 162 00:10:08,880 --> 00:10:12,680 Speaker 1: was not going to survive, for you to be put 163 00:10:12,720 --> 00:10:15,960 Speaker 1: in a position where, rather than giving you the DNC, 164 00:10:16,160 --> 00:10:20,160 Speaker 1: you needed to preserve your life to also preserve, let's 165 00:10:20,160 --> 00:10:24,360 Speaker 1: be medically frank, the health of your uterus for future pregnancies. 166 00:10:25,280 --> 00:10:27,599 Speaker 1: You were put in a position where doctors had to 167 00:10:27,640 --> 00:10:30,240 Speaker 1: look at you and essentially say, we're going to have 168 00:10:30,320 --> 00:10:34,040 Speaker 1: to let this fetus die on its own and begin 169 00:10:34,080 --> 00:10:37,920 Speaker 1: to decay in your body and we'll see what happens. 170 00:10:38,559 --> 00:10:45,120 Speaker 1: It is the most barbaric, horrific thing I have ever 171 00:10:45,240 --> 00:10:47,880 Speaker 1: heard of. And to know that you went through this 172 00:10:48,320 --> 00:10:50,840 Speaker 1: and we're basically told to wait, and then nearly died, 173 00:10:50,920 --> 00:10:57,320 Speaker 1: not once, but twice. I cannot fathom how any any 174 00:10:57,480 --> 00:11:01,640 Speaker 1: leader of any party could claim to be pro child, 175 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:06,040 Speaker 1: pro family, pro anything other than control and do this 176 00:11:06,120 --> 00:11:08,640 Speaker 1: to people, do this to women, do this to families. 177 00:11:09,080 --> 00:11:14,600 Speaker 1: And in the days between you so graciously confirming that 178 00:11:14,640 --> 00:11:17,000 Speaker 1: you would come and have this conversation with me, and 179 00:11:17,080 --> 00:11:22,080 Speaker 1: the day that we sit here recording. Just today, Pro 180 00:11:22,120 --> 00:11:28,160 Speaker 1: Publica published news about another young mother, Amber Nicole Thurman, 181 00:11:28,720 --> 00:11:33,080 Speaker 1: who was also denied the DNC that she needed to 182 00:11:33,320 --> 00:11:36,440 Speaker 1: because her body had not expelled fetal tissue in Georgia, 183 00:11:37,280 --> 00:11:40,440 Speaker 1: and she was begging the doctors to consider the life 184 00:11:40,480 --> 00:11:42,360 Speaker 1: of her six year old son and what would happen 185 00:11:42,360 --> 00:11:44,880 Speaker 1: to him if she died, And they made her wait 186 00:11:44,960 --> 00:11:48,120 Speaker 1: until she went into sepsis and then operated on her 187 00:11:48,240 --> 00:11:54,040 Speaker 1: after twenty hours in the emergency room, and she did die. 188 00:11:54,600 --> 00:11:59,439 Speaker 1: We are literally killing women in America to earn some 189 00:11:59,480 --> 00:12:05,520 Speaker 1: sort of place political points, and I can't really fathom 190 00:12:06,120 --> 00:12:09,640 Speaker 1: how that's pro life. I also can't fathom how a 191 00:12:09,679 --> 00:12:13,040 Speaker 1: party that would do this to women and also vote 192 00:12:13,120 --> 00:12:16,760 Speaker 1: to take away the child tax credit from parents could 193 00:12:16,760 --> 00:12:21,080 Speaker 1: claim to be pro life. Yet here we are. You 194 00:12:21,160 --> 00:12:27,319 Speaker 1: went through such a trauma. How how did you then 195 00:12:27,520 --> 00:12:33,400 Speaker 1: decide to say, Okay, my plan is to take legal 196 00:12:33,440 --> 00:12:37,560 Speaker 1: action against the state of Texas. Was it in the 197 00:12:37,720 --> 00:12:40,720 Speaker 1: personal experience of asking these same sorts of questions, or 198 00:12:40,840 --> 00:12:42,959 Speaker 1: was it because you heard about how many other women 199 00:12:43,000 --> 00:12:44,719 Speaker 1: it was happening to in your home state at the 200 00:12:44,720 --> 00:12:46,560 Speaker 1: same time, or both. 201 00:12:47,720 --> 00:12:52,920 Speaker 2: That's a good question. So from a timing perspective, I 202 00:12:53,040 --> 00:12:57,959 Speaker 2: was probably one of the first people impacted by this band, 203 00:12:58,040 --> 00:12:59,920 Speaker 2: just because, like I said, it went into effect that 204 00:13:00,120 --> 00:13:04,040 Speaker 2: same week that I had complications, So I hadn't yet 205 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:07,720 Speaker 2: heard of this happening to other people. But my husband 206 00:13:07,720 --> 00:13:09,880 Speaker 2: and I got to talking once I had recovered but 207 00:13:09,920 --> 00:13:11,720 Speaker 2: I was still in the hospital. We got to talking 208 00:13:11,720 --> 00:13:14,520 Speaker 2: about how insane this was, that this had happened and 209 00:13:14,559 --> 00:13:19,640 Speaker 2: that I literally almost died, and we were talking about, 210 00:13:19,760 --> 00:13:22,880 Speaker 2: you know, I am the best case scenario here because 211 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:25,080 Speaker 2: I have a job that will let me take time 212 00:13:25,080 --> 00:13:26,840 Speaker 2: off work, I have a husband who can get me 213 00:13:26,960 --> 00:13:30,200 Speaker 2: to a hospital, we have health insurance, we live close 214 00:13:30,240 --> 00:13:32,160 Speaker 2: to a hospital, we don't have other kids that we 215 00:13:32,240 --> 00:13:34,640 Speaker 2: have to worry about child care for, and we just 216 00:13:34,760 --> 00:13:38,200 Speaker 2: kept thinking, you know, if someone doesn't have one of 217 00:13:38,240 --> 00:13:41,440 Speaker 2: those same privileges. It's going to be a lot worse 218 00:13:41,559 --> 00:13:46,360 Speaker 2: and people are going to die. And so in talking 219 00:13:46,360 --> 00:13:49,760 Speaker 2: about how insane and barbaric this this is and this was, 220 00:13:50,320 --> 00:13:53,679 Speaker 2: we were like, we have to do something now. Suing 221 00:13:53,760 --> 00:13:56,120 Speaker 2: the Safe Texas wasn't the first thing that came to mind, 222 00:13:56,120 --> 00:13:59,760 Speaker 2: because I kN know that you could do I had 223 00:14:00,240 --> 00:14:03,400 Speaker 2: a lawyer before. But we decided we were going to 224 00:14:03,440 --> 00:14:05,600 Speaker 2: start speaking out because we wanted to warn people. We 225 00:14:05,640 --> 00:14:08,480 Speaker 2: wanted people to know this is what's going on. And 226 00:14:08,600 --> 00:14:12,080 Speaker 2: so we just got connected to people who were in 227 00:14:12,120 --> 00:14:17,360 Speaker 2: this fight, and through some of our early advocacy, people said, 228 00:14:17,480 --> 00:14:21,760 Speaker 2: you know, really you should consider taking legal action, and 229 00:14:22,000 --> 00:14:25,520 Speaker 2: we were connected to the Center for Reproductive Rights, which 230 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:29,360 Speaker 2: is the organization that represented us in the lawsuit. And 231 00:14:29,440 --> 00:14:31,720 Speaker 2: once we met with them and understood what this would 232 00:14:31,720 --> 00:14:33,400 Speaker 2: look like and what it would mean, we were like, 233 00:14:33,440 --> 00:14:35,680 Speaker 2: all right, this feels like the right decision. 234 00:14:36,120 --> 00:14:39,160 Speaker 1: Wow, we'll be back in just a minute. But here's 235 00:14:39,160 --> 00:14:46,960 Speaker 1: a word from our sponsors. How did those first initial 236 00:14:46,960 --> 00:14:51,640 Speaker 1: meetings go, Because I imagine you're still in the you know, 237 00:14:51,680 --> 00:14:54,000 Speaker 1: you're in the fog of loss, You're dealing with grief, 238 00:14:54,880 --> 00:14:59,000 Speaker 1: and walking into these rooms you and your husband and 239 00:14:59,040 --> 00:15:01,560 Speaker 1: having to talk to all these attorneys and these advocates, 240 00:15:01,600 --> 00:15:05,640 Speaker 1: and were they really focused on Texas or were they 241 00:15:05,680 --> 00:15:08,120 Speaker 1: also trying to give you a lay of the land 242 00:15:08,560 --> 00:15:12,440 Speaker 1: nationally so you all could put this into context. Did 243 00:15:12,440 --> 00:15:15,000 Speaker 1: it sort of feel like you signed up for a 244 00:15:15,080 --> 00:15:18,440 Speaker 1: law class all of a sudden. Maybe all of the above. 245 00:15:19,200 --> 00:15:23,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, all of the above. I'll be honest. In the 246 00:15:23,080 --> 00:15:25,480 Speaker 2: first meeting, I did not take it seriously at all. 247 00:15:26,000 --> 00:15:27,880 Speaker 2: I thought it was kind of crazy that we were 248 00:15:27,920 --> 00:15:30,000 Speaker 2: even meeting with these lawyers. Again, I had never had 249 00:15:30,040 --> 00:15:32,320 Speaker 2: a lawyer before for anything. I was like, I've never 250 00:15:32,400 --> 00:15:34,360 Speaker 2: sued anybody. I was like, what are we doing? Josh 251 00:15:34,480 --> 00:15:37,840 Speaker 2: to my husband, like what are we doing? But then 252 00:15:38,120 --> 00:15:41,680 Speaker 2: after about five minutes of meeting with our lawyers, they 253 00:15:41,720 --> 00:15:43,520 Speaker 2: explained what it would look like, and there was just 254 00:15:43,560 --> 00:15:48,080 Speaker 2: something inherently about them that I trusted. And it almost 255 00:15:48,120 --> 00:15:49,320 Speaker 2: feels like you know when you go on a really 256 00:15:49,360 --> 00:15:51,400 Speaker 2: great first date and you're like, oh, we just click, 257 00:15:51,560 --> 00:15:53,200 Speaker 2: or you meet a new friend and you're like, oh, 258 00:15:53,240 --> 00:15:55,800 Speaker 2: we just we'd mesh. That's how it felt, even though 259 00:15:55,800 --> 00:15:58,960 Speaker 2: it was just via zoom. Turns out my instincts were right, 260 00:15:59,400 --> 00:16:03,240 Speaker 2: but they explain to us what was going on across 261 00:16:03,280 --> 00:16:06,200 Speaker 2: the country, and the more we talk to them, the 262 00:16:06,240 --> 00:16:09,640 Speaker 2: more we realized that, Okay, this really is a win 263 00:16:09,720 --> 00:16:12,480 Speaker 2: win situation with this lawsuit, because either we win the 264 00:16:12,520 --> 00:16:17,280 Speaker 2: case yay, or we lose the case. But hopefully we 265 00:16:17,320 --> 00:16:21,600 Speaker 2: create enough of a splash and enough of awareness that 266 00:16:21,640 --> 00:16:27,160 Speaker 2: people are really outraged. And then Texas is clearly showing 267 00:16:27,200 --> 00:16:29,160 Speaker 2: us their true colors and they're showing us how much 268 00:16:29,200 --> 00:16:32,600 Speaker 2: they don't care about pregnant people. Hopefully that will get 269 00:16:32,600 --> 00:16:35,600 Speaker 2: people really upset and they'll start changing hearts and minds. 270 00:16:36,000 --> 00:16:39,760 Speaker 2: Maybe we'll even change some votes. And then the farther 271 00:16:39,800 --> 00:16:42,360 Speaker 2: it went along, we realized, Okay, actually, what we might 272 00:16:42,400 --> 00:16:46,360 Speaker 2: be doing here is giving courage and a voice to 273 00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:48,920 Speaker 2: other people, not just in Texas but in other states 274 00:16:48,960 --> 00:16:51,200 Speaker 2: who might also want to take legal action. And so 275 00:16:51,240 --> 00:16:53,960 Speaker 2: it just kept growing and growing and growing along the way. 276 00:16:54,000 --> 00:16:56,600 Speaker 2: But every step along the way you were like, Yeah, 277 00:16:56,640 --> 00:17:01,440 Speaker 2: this is going to change things no matter what happens, 278 00:17:01,480 --> 00:17:03,800 Speaker 2: we think that we can have a positive outcome from 279 00:17:03,800 --> 00:17:05,119 Speaker 2: this exactly. 280 00:17:05,880 --> 00:17:10,720 Speaker 1: And is it ever sort of overwhelming to feel like 281 00:17:10,800 --> 00:17:14,119 Speaker 1: you are now one of the public faces of the 282 00:17:14,160 --> 00:17:18,720 Speaker 1: fight for reproductive rights in the nation? Or has continuing 283 00:17:18,880 --> 00:17:21,760 Speaker 1: to you know, take every step as it comes and 284 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:27,280 Speaker 1: continue moving your way up this fight. Do you kind 285 00:17:27,320 --> 00:17:29,360 Speaker 1: of feel like you've built a team and you're not 286 00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:30,320 Speaker 1: doing this alone? 287 00:17:32,520 --> 00:17:37,600 Speaker 2: Again, Yes to all the above. It can definitely be overwhelming. Sometimes. 288 00:17:38,560 --> 00:17:43,119 Speaker 2: I also sometimes get imposter syndrome because I recognize that, like, 289 00:17:43,200 --> 00:17:45,840 Speaker 2: I am very new to this fight relatively speaking, and 290 00:17:45,880 --> 00:17:48,919 Speaker 2: there are people who have literally been fighting for fifty years, 291 00:17:49,520 --> 00:17:52,359 Speaker 2: and so I just want to call attention to that. 292 00:17:53,840 --> 00:17:55,919 Speaker 2: You know that people have been doing this work on 293 00:17:56,160 --> 00:17:59,560 Speaker 2: all scales, on all fronts for a really long time. Now, 294 00:17:59,560 --> 00:18:02,400 Speaker 2: I do feel like I've joined this club where I've 295 00:18:02,440 --> 00:18:04,840 Speaker 2: joined this team, and it's a really deep bench and 296 00:18:04,880 --> 00:18:08,200 Speaker 2: these people are really, really incredible who are doing this work. 297 00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:11,800 Speaker 2: And you know, the way that I've got to it 298 00:18:11,960 --> 00:18:15,520 Speaker 2: through loss is not how I ever would have chosen 299 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:17,680 Speaker 2: to get here. But now that I'm here, I'm really 300 00:18:17,720 --> 00:18:19,679 Speaker 2: glad to be a part of this team because it's 301 00:18:20,000 --> 00:18:24,080 Speaker 2: a community, it's a family, and it's actually really beautiful 302 00:18:24,160 --> 00:18:26,479 Speaker 2: and it really stinks that all of my new friends 303 00:18:26,560 --> 00:18:29,119 Speaker 2: live all across the country, but it also, you know, 304 00:18:29,280 --> 00:18:33,200 Speaker 2: gives me a reason to travel and visit with these 305 00:18:33,240 --> 00:18:35,000 Speaker 2: folks and continue this work together. 306 00:18:35,480 --> 00:18:37,840 Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, one of the things I think is pretty 307 00:18:38,280 --> 00:18:44,160 Speaker 1: impactful about you know, this reckoning that so many people 308 00:18:44,200 --> 00:18:48,560 Speaker 1: are having with how you can't really say, oh, I 309 00:18:48,560 --> 00:18:53,000 Speaker 1: don't do politics, because our entire life exists because of 310 00:18:53,040 --> 00:18:55,760 Speaker 1: politics and policies, from the roads we drive on to 311 00:18:55,840 --> 00:18:58,720 Speaker 1: the healthcare we have access to, you know, whether or 312 00:18:58,720 --> 00:19:00,439 Speaker 1: not we have clean water that come out of the 313 00:19:00,520 --> 00:19:03,400 Speaker 1: faucets in our homes. See these things that I think 314 00:19:03,440 --> 00:19:05,480 Speaker 1: for a long time a lot of people thought, well, 315 00:19:05,680 --> 00:19:08,240 Speaker 1: the adults deal with that somewhere else, and that's not 316 00:19:08,280 --> 00:19:13,040 Speaker 1: really for me. And it's really kind of a shock 317 00:19:13,119 --> 00:19:15,000 Speaker 1: to the system when you realize, oh, if not me, 318 00:19:16,119 --> 00:19:20,760 Speaker 1: then who. But I think it's also, if I may 319 00:19:20,800 --> 00:19:28,160 Speaker 1: really important when folks like yourself show up in this way. Yes, 320 00:19:28,240 --> 00:19:31,280 Speaker 1: you never would have chosen to wind up on this 321 00:19:31,400 --> 00:19:36,439 Speaker 1: team going through the loss you went through, but you 322 00:19:36,680 --> 00:19:39,760 Speaker 1: also are relatable to so many of the women in 323 00:19:39,800 --> 00:19:43,080 Speaker 1: the country in ways that some of the folks who've 324 00:19:43,119 --> 00:19:47,240 Speaker 1: been doing this for decades aren't. Because there are other 325 00:19:47,280 --> 00:19:49,639 Speaker 1: people who will say, well, I don't know that, I'm 326 00:19:49,720 --> 00:19:51,560 Speaker 1: not sure I know enough about that. Maybe it's not 327 00:19:51,600 --> 00:19:54,560 Speaker 1: appropriate for me to have an opinion, and we really 328 00:19:54,600 --> 00:19:57,560 Speaker 1: need everybody. We need everybody to say no, I'm pretty 329 00:19:57,600 --> 00:20:01,440 Speaker 1: sure not killing you know, women, not denying healthcare to 330 00:20:01,520 --> 00:20:04,840 Speaker 1: pregnant people, that should just that should just be whether 331 00:20:04,880 --> 00:20:06,720 Speaker 1: you're new to the fight or you've been in it 332 00:20:06,760 --> 00:20:10,239 Speaker 1: from the beginning. And I think our different types and 333 00:20:10,320 --> 00:20:16,720 Speaker 1: timelines of experience are so valuable in that way. So 334 00:20:17,359 --> 00:20:21,159 Speaker 1: I don't know, I would never look at you and 335 00:20:21,200 --> 00:20:23,960 Speaker 1: everything that you have done in the last two years 336 00:20:23,960 --> 00:20:27,080 Speaker 1: and like think you are an impost of any sort. 337 00:20:27,160 --> 00:20:29,560 Speaker 1: I think you are such a hero. I think you're 338 00:20:29,560 --> 00:20:34,040 Speaker 1: incredibly brave. I think you have figured out one of 339 00:20:34,200 --> 00:20:36,960 Speaker 1: perhaps the most impactful ways in our generation to turn 340 00:20:37,000 --> 00:20:39,479 Speaker 1: pain into purpose and to inspire other people to do 341 00:20:39,520 --> 00:20:43,400 Speaker 1: the same. And I A, yeah, I'm just really grateful 342 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:45,680 Speaker 1: for all of it. 343 00:20:46,280 --> 00:20:48,679 Speaker 2: Well, I really appreciate you saying that, And I think 344 00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:51,399 Speaker 2: I think you really hit on something that I like 345 00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:54,240 Speaker 2: to talk about, which is that you know, for a 346 00:20:54,240 --> 00:20:56,680 Speaker 2: long time, I think people have felt like, oh, there's 347 00:20:56,720 --> 00:20:59,359 Speaker 2: nothing I can do. Politics is this big machine, my 348 00:20:59,440 --> 00:21:01,480 Speaker 2: vote doesn't really count, you know, all of those types 349 00:21:01,520 --> 00:21:04,879 Speaker 2: of things. But I think we're seeing that's just really 350 00:21:04,960 --> 00:21:05,720 Speaker 2: not the case. 351 00:21:05,920 --> 00:21:12,119 Speaker 3: And one person's voice can have a huge impact, whether 352 00:21:12,320 --> 00:21:15,359 Speaker 3: it's you know, just the conversations that you're having around 353 00:21:15,400 --> 00:21:18,560 Speaker 3: your own kitchen table or in your own communities. 354 00:21:17,960 --> 00:21:21,720 Speaker 2: Like those are the conversations that change people's hearts and 355 00:21:21,760 --> 00:21:24,840 Speaker 2: minds and ultimately their votes, because we know that folks 356 00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:28,840 Speaker 2: need to see real people attached to these issues, whether 357 00:21:28,880 --> 00:21:31,240 Speaker 2: it's you or someone you know or someone you saw 358 00:21:31,280 --> 00:21:34,439 Speaker 2: in the news. That's how we move the needle. And 359 00:21:34,520 --> 00:21:37,080 Speaker 2: so I hope and I do believe that people are 360 00:21:37,080 --> 00:21:40,720 Speaker 2: starting to realize, especially with this election season, that their 361 00:21:40,840 --> 00:21:43,680 Speaker 2: voice really can make a difference and it is important 362 00:21:43,680 --> 00:21:44,400 Speaker 2: to get involved. 363 00:21:44,440 --> 00:21:48,120 Speaker 1: It's critical, yeah, it is, and I think especially when 364 00:21:48,160 --> 00:21:50,240 Speaker 1: you start to realize that no matter how big the 365 00:21:50,320 --> 00:21:53,639 Speaker 1: system seems, it's just made up of each of us 366 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:57,920 Speaker 1: as people. You know, we all know about. Speaking of Georgia, 367 00:21:57,480 --> 00:22:01,280 Speaker 1: the you know scandal, the attempt overturning the election, the 368 00:22:01,359 --> 00:22:05,000 Speaker 1: begging to find just eleven eight hundred votes. We're a 369 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:08,040 Speaker 1: country of three hundred and thirty two million people. And 370 00:22:08,080 --> 00:22:10,679 Speaker 1: when you realize what the election can come down to 371 00:22:11,600 --> 00:22:16,200 Speaker 1: and the effect that who is in charge can have 372 00:22:16,320 --> 00:22:20,200 Speaker 1: on who gets to live, I mean literally who gets 373 00:22:20,240 --> 00:22:25,080 Speaker 1: to live, Who gets to survive. It's it's hopefully this 374 00:22:25,240 --> 00:22:27,720 Speaker 1: sort of aha moment that will, like you said, get 375 00:22:27,720 --> 00:22:32,160 Speaker 1: a lot more people involved. I'm curious for you because 376 00:22:32,160 --> 00:22:36,280 Speaker 1: you talk about, you know, your timeline, the relative newness 377 00:22:36,320 --> 00:22:40,080 Speaker 1: of this kind of advocacy for you, and you know, 378 00:22:40,119 --> 00:22:41,960 Speaker 1: now you're out on the campaign trail with the Vice 379 00:22:42,040 --> 00:22:43,360 Speaker 1: President of the United States. 380 00:22:43,880 --> 00:22:45,640 Speaker 2: Yeah. I know. 381 00:22:45,960 --> 00:22:48,560 Speaker 1: I've been lucky enough, you know, as a Californian to 382 00:22:48,640 --> 00:22:52,399 Speaker 1: have her hold so many elected offices in my state, 383 00:22:52,840 --> 00:22:55,960 Speaker 1: and I've seen her advocacy for women and for the 384 00:22:56,080 --> 00:23:00,520 Speaker 1: LGBTQ community and for you know, safety and unity and 385 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:04,880 Speaker 1: reform and all these things for so long, and it 386 00:23:04,920 --> 00:23:08,040 Speaker 1: was so cool for me to see her be elected 387 00:23:08,400 --> 00:23:13,240 Speaker 1: as the VP. It's it's such a personal battle for 388 00:23:13,359 --> 00:23:16,840 Speaker 1: someone of an office of that level in a way 389 00:23:16,840 --> 00:23:19,080 Speaker 1: we've never seen before. You know, She's the first president 390 00:23:19,200 --> 00:23:21,919 Speaker 1: or vice president I ever even visit a reproductive care clinic. 391 00:23:22,480 --> 00:23:25,720 Speaker 1: And I guess I'm just wondering, because she can seem 392 00:23:25,760 --> 00:23:29,199 Speaker 1: so much larger than life. What is it like for 393 00:23:29,280 --> 00:23:33,040 Speaker 1: you just to sit, you know, two women and have 394 00:23:33,200 --> 00:23:38,840 Speaker 1: conversations about what this fight looks like, and especially her perspective, 395 00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:42,080 Speaker 1: you know, being a leader for so long? Is it 396 00:23:42,160 --> 00:23:45,280 Speaker 1: sort of surreal? Is it way more normal than. 397 00:23:45,200 --> 00:23:45,920 Speaker 2: You would expect? 398 00:23:46,080 --> 00:23:47,639 Speaker 1: Is it again all of the above. I have no 399 00:23:47,680 --> 00:23:50,080 Speaker 1: idea how this podcast has turned into a multiple choice quiz, 400 00:23:50,080 --> 00:23:50,960 Speaker 1: by the way, but. 401 00:23:51,000 --> 00:23:53,280 Speaker 2: Here we are. I was like, I don't know. 402 00:23:54,160 --> 00:23:56,439 Speaker 1: I've never done this before, but I guess it's all 403 00:23:56,560 --> 00:23:57,720 Speaker 1: the things I. 404 00:23:57,720 --> 00:23:59,719 Speaker 2: Think you must know to be a teacher. And I 405 00:23:59,720 --> 00:24:04,879 Speaker 2: love multiple choice question perfect. No, it's great, but yeah 406 00:24:04,920 --> 00:24:10,040 Speaker 2: it is. It's surreal that it stopped being surreal, you 407 00:24:10,040 --> 00:24:12,679 Speaker 2: know what I mean. Like after the fourth or fifth 408 00:24:12,720 --> 00:24:16,000 Speaker 2: time that I got to spend time with her, I 409 00:24:16,040 --> 00:24:19,800 Speaker 2: was like, oh, now it's not so weird when I 410 00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:22,879 Speaker 2: see her. Not that we're like gallpals, you know, hanging 411 00:24:22,960 --> 00:24:26,520 Speaker 2: out on the weekends, but I have been very, very 412 00:24:26,520 --> 00:24:28,640 Speaker 2: fortunate to spend a decent amount of time with her, 413 00:24:29,080 --> 00:24:31,760 Speaker 2: and I love the opportunity to talk about her as 414 00:24:31,800 --> 00:24:37,440 Speaker 2: a person because she is so genuine and personable and kind. 415 00:24:38,200 --> 00:24:40,240 Speaker 2: And I think we saw that you talked about this 416 00:24:40,280 --> 00:24:43,639 Speaker 2: after the DNC. She just brings this joy in this 417 00:24:44,000 --> 00:24:48,680 Speaker 2: energy and it's like just mind blowing that she has 418 00:24:48,720 --> 00:24:52,640 Speaker 2: been such a breath of fresh air and I want 419 00:24:52,680 --> 00:24:54,959 Speaker 2: to I want to tell you two stories. One is 420 00:24:55,720 --> 00:24:57,280 Speaker 2: I had been out on the trail and it had 421 00:24:57,320 --> 00:25:02,600 Speaker 2: been a particularly grueling schedule and I was home for 422 00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:06,560 Speaker 2: like twenty four hours, and being out on the trail 423 00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:09,480 Speaker 2: can be tough. It's not glamorous. It's a lot of work. 424 00:25:09,960 --> 00:25:13,240 Speaker 2: And I think she must have known what that's like. 425 00:25:13,440 --> 00:25:15,320 Speaker 2: And so I was out taking my dog for a 426 00:25:15,359 --> 00:25:19,560 Speaker 2: walk and I get a call that says, what does 427 00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:22,639 Speaker 2: it say when it's not blocked, unidentifiable or whatever? I 428 00:25:22,640 --> 00:25:25,880 Speaker 2: identified caller. I don't know why I answered this call 429 00:25:25,920 --> 00:25:28,280 Speaker 2: that is so unlike me, but for some reason I 430 00:25:28,320 --> 00:25:31,199 Speaker 2: answered it. I said, Hi, this is Amanda, and on 431 00:25:31,240 --> 00:25:34,560 Speaker 2: the other end, I hear Amanda, It's Kamala Harris. And 432 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:39,680 Speaker 2: I was what she just called to check in and say, 433 00:25:39,880 --> 00:25:41,760 Speaker 2: you know, we know that you're out on the trail 434 00:25:41,880 --> 00:25:44,840 Speaker 2: and you're working hard, and thank you, and I mean, 435 00:25:44,880 --> 00:25:46,840 Speaker 2: we had this five minute conversation and she was just 436 00:25:46,880 --> 00:25:50,119 Speaker 2: a real person that cares about other people, and she 437 00:25:50,240 --> 00:25:54,520 Speaker 2: takes this very very personally. The other thing I want 438 00:25:54,520 --> 00:25:56,919 Speaker 2: to tell you is I was very lucky that I 439 00:25:56,960 --> 00:26:00,399 Speaker 2: got to take my childhood best friend Mollie with me 440 00:26:00,560 --> 00:26:02,199 Speaker 2: to an event at the White house where I was 441 00:26:02,200 --> 00:26:05,760 Speaker 2: introducing the Vice President, and as part of this, we 442 00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:08,919 Speaker 2: got to spend some time with vice president and my 443 00:26:09,000 --> 00:26:11,800 Speaker 2: friend Molly was just beside herself and she was very nervous. 444 00:26:12,200 --> 00:26:16,399 Speaker 2: And when we walked into the Vice President's office, Kamala 445 00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:20,760 Speaker 2: Harris says, hi Amanda from across the room, and my 446 00:26:20,840 --> 00:26:24,919 Speaker 2: best friend just screamed because she couldn't contain her excitement. 447 00:26:25,440 --> 00:26:28,520 Speaker 2: And then when we got up to see the Vice president, 448 00:26:28,560 --> 00:26:31,040 Speaker 2: it's a long walk because it's a big office, Molly 449 00:26:31,240 --> 00:26:34,040 Speaker 2: just started flat out crying. 450 00:26:34,320 --> 00:26:39,560 Speaker 4: I'm just falling, just falling, and Pamala just gives her, 451 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:42,199 Speaker 4: you know, this big hug and shakes her hand and says, 452 00:26:42,680 --> 00:26:46,880 Speaker 4: you know these beautiful things about how our girlfriends are 453 00:26:46,960 --> 00:26:49,320 Speaker 4: our chosen sisters, they're our chosen. 454 00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:52,120 Speaker 2: Family, and she said, I know how much you're supporting 455 00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:55,479 Speaker 2: Amanda and everything she's doing. And she's just such a 456 00:26:55,600 --> 00:27:00,520 Speaker 2: real compassionate, relatable person. I mean, she's just she's in incredible. 457 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,439 Speaker 1: Yeah, we'll be back in just a minute after a 458 00:27:03,480 --> 00:27:12,080 Speaker 1: few words from our favorite sponsors. It's something I'm so 459 00:27:12,160 --> 00:27:16,399 Speaker 1: grateful like you to have seen up close. And the 460 00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:18,199 Speaker 1: thing I always like to say to people when they 461 00:27:18,240 --> 00:27:21,840 Speaker 1: ask me about her is I'm like, listen, she's the same. 462 00:27:22,680 --> 00:27:26,640 Speaker 1: She could be on the national stage talking about what 463 00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:31,040 Speaker 1: families deserve and what works and you know, all the 464 00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:34,119 Speaker 1: work they're doing and give this incredible speech where you 465 00:27:34,160 --> 00:27:37,399 Speaker 1: could be one on one in her office or you know, 466 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:39,960 Speaker 1: on the side of some event and she'll just check 467 00:27:40,000 --> 00:27:42,160 Speaker 1: in and ask how you're doing. She is the same, 468 00:27:42,200 --> 00:27:45,639 Speaker 1: whether there are you know, a fleet of cameras pointed 469 00:27:45,680 --> 00:27:48,280 Speaker 1: at her or no cameras in the room. And it's 470 00:27:48,400 --> 00:27:53,560 Speaker 1: so special to see. We know that the other candidate 471 00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:56,199 Speaker 1: isn't like that. You know, he gets caught on camera 472 00:27:57,119 --> 00:28:01,880 Speaker 1: calling womenches and talking about sexually assaulting them, and you know, 473 00:28:02,040 --> 00:28:04,520 Speaker 1: bragging about Project twenty twenty five and how they're going 474 00:28:04,560 --> 00:28:07,119 Speaker 1: to take over America and never have to vote ever again. 475 00:28:08,040 --> 00:28:11,879 Speaker 1: And I'm like, how is this even a race? How 476 00:28:11,960 --> 00:28:15,159 Speaker 1: is this even allowed? You know, You've got this person 477 00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:19,760 Speaker 1: who will call a woman who went through an unspeakable 478 00:28:19,800 --> 00:28:22,640 Speaker 1: tragedy because of the opponent's policies, because of a Trump 479 00:28:22,680 --> 00:28:26,040 Speaker 1: abortion band, and she'll just call you when you're walking 480 00:28:26,040 --> 00:28:28,600 Speaker 1: your dog to check in on you. And this guy 481 00:28:28,960 --> 00:28:31,359 Speaker 1: is like out trying to figure out how to deconstruct 482 00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:34,359 Speaker 1: America and sell off the country for parts to like 483 00:28:34,400 --> 00:28:39,000 Speaker 1: the highest bidders in foreign autocracies. And I'm like, what, 484 00:28:39,000 --> 00:28:43,440 Speaker 1: what is this conversation we're having exactly about? Like who's 485 00:28:43,520 --> 00:28:45,120 Speaker 1: more fit to lead the country? 486 00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:48,360 Speaker 2: I know? Well, and just take a look at who 487 00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:52,040 Speaker 2: they pick for their running mate. Right, You've got the 488 00:28:52,080 --> 00:28:54,520 Speaker 2: guy from Ohio whose name I don't even want to say, 489 00:28:55,040 --> 00:28:59,120 Speaker 2: spreading vicious lies and rumors which are insite, and so. 490 00:28:59,240 --> 00:29:03,400 Speaker 1: Much hate against his own constituents, by the way, a 491 00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:06,320 Speaker 1: lot of threats, and know it's the people he's elected 492 00:29:06,360 --> 00:29:09,719 Speaker 1: to represent. It's such a dereliction of duty. Yeah, And 493 00:29:09,720 --> 00:29:12,240 Speaker 1: it's the same I feel the same about watching that 494 00:29:12,320 --> 00:29:14,440 Speaker 1: happen in Ohio as I feel about what you've gone 495 00:29:14,440 --> 00:29:16,040 Speaker 1: through and what so many other women have gone through. 496 00:29:16,080 --> 00:29:19,640 Speaker 1: I'm like, you're literally willing to get people killed, yeah, 497 00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:23,360 Speaker 1: to what to incite the worst people in our country 498 00:29:23,680 --> 00:29:27,520 Speaker 1: to do the worst things to other humans. That's what 499 00:29:27,560 --> 00:29:30,880 Speaker 1: you're willing to do to win. You're that power hungry. 500 00:29:30,640 --> 00:29:35,480 Speaker 2: I know. Meanwhile, you've got Tim Walls showing up to 501 00:29:35,520 --> 00:29:38,240 Speaker 2: a state fair, rolling up his sleeves, passing out corn 502 00:29:38,280 --> 00:29:40,600 Speaker 2: dogs and ice cream like a man of the people, 503 00:29:40,720 --> 00:29:43,440 Speaker 2: cares about his people, wants to take care of people. 504 00:29:43,960 --> 00:29:45,720 Speaker 2: I just I mean, I agree with you. I can't 505 00:29:45,800 --> 00:29:48,160 Speaker 2: let myself go down this rabbit hole too much because 506 00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:51,160 Speaker 2: it's frightening. But how are we here? Like, how is 507 00:29:51,200 --> 00:29:54,120 Speaker 2: this even a race? I don't understand. There is no 508 00:29:54,240 --> 00:29:55,640 Speaker 2: choice to me, it's so obvious. 509 00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:59,080 Speaker 1: Well it feels like that, right, It's like sometimes I 510 00:29:59,080 --> 00:30:02,480 Speaker 1: look around everybody taking crazy pills, like where are what's 511 00:30:02,560 --> 00:30:07,680 Speaker 1: here happening? But you know, I'm really curious, particularly for you. 512 00:30:07,680 --> 00:30:09,960 Speaker 1: You know, people will ask me because there's this like 513 00:30:10,000 --> 00:30:12,160 Speaker 1: big misnomer, right that you do what I do for 514 00:30:12,200 --> 00:30:14,560 Speaker 1: a living, and you're some crazy elitist And I'm like 515 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:18,720 Speaker 1: sold on. The billionaire from Reality TV with a plane 516 00:30:19,640 --> 00:30:22,120 Speaker 1: convinced everyone else that the rest of us, who like 517 00:30:22,280 --> 00:30:25,960 Speaker 1: only have healthcare because we're union workers, are like somehow 518 00:30:25,960 --> 00:30:29,200 Speaker 1: the elite ones like what's going on? But you know, 519 00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:33,040 Speaker 1: I I think I feel so passionately about this because 520 00:30:33,080 --> 00:30:35,480 Speaker 1: I've had the good fortune of living all over this 521 00:30:35,520 --> 00:30:37,800 Speaker 1: country for work. I spent ten years in North Carolina. 522 00:30:37,840 --> 00:30:40,840 Speaker 1: I've lived in Texas, I've lived in New York, I've 523 00:30:40,880 --> 00:30:45,160 Speaker 1: lived in California. I've lived in New Mexico. Like I 524 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:48,760 Speaker 1: I feel lucky to know people like you're talking about 525 00:30:48,760 --> 00:30:51,320 Speaker 1: through your advocacy, and I know people in so many 526 00:30:51,320 --> 00:30:53,120 Speaker 1: parts of this country and so many parts of the 527 00:30:53,120 --> 00:30:56,320 Speaker 1: world also through this work. And what I know about 528 00:30:56,400 --> 00:30:58,680 Speaker 1: us is that we mostly have the same goals, Like 529 00:30:58,720 --> 00:31:00,760 Speaker 1: we'd want our families to be safe, if we want 530 00:31:01,440 --> 00:31:04,480 Speaker 1: education to be good, I'd prefer to drive on roads 531 00:31:04,480 --> 00:31:06,560 Speaker 1: without potholes, and then the other way around, like kind 532 00:31:06,560 --> 00:31:11,920 Speaker 1: of basic you know, healthcare access would be great. I'm 533 00:31:12,000 --> 00:31:16,760 Speaker 1: really wondering for you as a woman living in Texas now, 534 00:31:18,040 --> 00:31:25,200 Speaker 1: you know, you are just statistically more surrounded by right 535 00:31:25,240 --> 00:31:29,600 Speaker 1: wing leaning women or women who vote that way anyway 536 00:31:29,640 --> 00:31:31,840 Speaker 1: than I am. You know, today when we're speaking, I 537 00:31:31,880 --> 00:31:35,080 Speaker 1: happen to be in New York, although it's getting to 538 00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:36,440 Speaker 1: be more of a toss up here, which is a 539 00:31:36,480 --> 00:31:42,480 Speaker 1: stressful conversation for another day. But like, what's your experience 540 00:31:43,480 --> 00:31:48,520 Speaker 1: in terms of the conversations you have in your hometown 541 00:31:48,600 --> 00:31:51,320 Speaker 1: and your home state. Do you think it's changing now 542 00:31:51,360 --> 00:31:54,840 Speaker 1: that people understand the real impacts of those judges and 543 00:31:54,880 --> 00:31:58,320 Speaker 1: what they've done. Does it still feel like an uphill battle? 544 00:32:00,000 --> 00:32:03,080 Speaker 2: I mean, I think I think it's still going to 545 00:32:03,120 --> 00:32:04,800 Speaker 2: be a lot of work. I think we're still going 546 00:32:04,840 --> 00:32:07,520 Speaker 2: to have to fight pretty hard. But I can tell 547 00:32:07,560 --> 00:32:10,880 Speaker 2: you that I have had firsthand experiences not only in Texas, 548 00:32:10,880 --> 00:32:14,360 Speaker 2: where I live now, but also in Indiana, which is 549 00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:16,840 Speaker 2: where I'm from originally. That's where I grew up in 550 00:32:17,080 --> 00:32:23,040 Speaker 2: very similar political landscape. Conversations like the one you and 551 00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:24,960 Speaker 2: I are having, and like the ones we're having all 552 00:32:24,960 --> 00:32:27,640 Speaker 2: the time, are moving the needle. And like I said earlier, 553 00:32:27,840 --> 00:32:31,240 Speaker 2: it's these personal stories and putting a name in a 554 00:32:31,280 --> 00:32:33,560 Speaker 2: face to these issues that I think is what's going 555 00:32:33,600 --> 00:32:38,320 Speaker 2: to change people's opinions. And I mean, just look at 556 00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:41,560 Speaker 2: you know how often we hear the word abortion now 557 00:32:41,640 --> 00:32:44,680 Speaker 2: on mainstream news at the n C right a main 558 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:51,400 Speaker 2: pillar of the entire convention. I think things are changing, 559 00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:54,040 Speaker 2: and they're changing rapidly. But we are going to have 560 00:32:54,080 --> 00:32:55,560 Speaker 2: to put in the work, and we are going to 561 00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:59,800 Speaker 2: have to realize, you know, obviously we want a Harris 562 00:32:59,800 --> 00:33:02,760 Speaker 2: Wall administration, but when they get elected, the work will 563 00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:05,840 Speaker 2: not be over. We will still have a fight to 564 00:33:06,520 --> 00:33:09,800 Speaker 2: suit up for. But I think people, I mean, we 565 00:33:09,920 --> 00:33:13,440 Speaker 2: know statistically, we know the data that most people don't 566 00:33:13,480 --> 00:33:19,080 Speaker 2: support these extreme abortion bands, and so I think that's 567 00:33:19,120 --> 00:33:21,600 Speaker 2: become very clear, and it's because of the conversations that 568 00:33:21,640 --> 00:33:23,720 Speaker 2: we're having in our own communities. 569 00:33:24,200 --> 00:33:27,680 Speaker 1: Yeah, and I think people starting to understand the facts. 570 00:33:27,720 --> 00:33:32,240 Speaker 1: You know, I believe it's ninety three percent of abortions 571 00:33:32,240 --> 00:33:35,720 Speaker 1: happened in the first twenty weeks. You know, it's it's 572 00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:43,080 Speaker 1: early stage experiences that make up most of that type 573 00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:49,320 Speaker 1: of healthcare. And you know, I was really heartened to 574 00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:53,960 Speaker 1: hear I have been really heartened to hear that more people, 575 00:33:54,080 --> 00:33:56,480 Speaker 1: whether it's you know, Secretary Buddhachedge doing what he does 576 00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:00,600 Speaker 1: best on Fox News, or even the conversations that we 577 00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:03,880 Speaker 1: were seeing in the debate, people saying, listen, someone who 578 00:34:03,920 --> 00:34:08,000 Speaker 1: has to have a late stage abortion isn't having it 579 00:34:08,040 --> 00:34:12,840 Speaker 1: because they want to. It's not a you know, decision 580 00:34:12,920 --> 00:34:15,239 Speaker 1: made on a whim. It's because of a fetal anomaly. 581 00:34:15,280 --> 00:34:20,919 Speaker 1: It's because of devastating medical news. And I think that 582 00:34:21,040 --> 00:34:26,040 Speaker 1: might actually be what makes these insane lies from Donald 583 00:34:26,080 --> 00:34:29,000 Speaker 1: Trump more insulting to me. You know, he has this 584 00:34:29,080 --> 00:34:32,560 Speaker 1: extreme rhetoric and he says, you know, abortions are happening 585 00:34:32,200 --> 00:34:35,759 Speaker 1: in the ninth month and babies are being executed after birth, 586 00:34:35,800 --> 00:34:38,200 Speaker 1: and I'm very glad. Lindsay Davis said, in no state 587 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:41,040 Speaker 1: is that legal infanticide is not a thing anyone has 588 00:34:41,120 --> 00:34:45,680 Speaker 1: legalized ever anywhere. It's insane that a presidential candidate would 589 00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:46,399 Speaker 1: say that, But. 590 00:34:46,400 --> 00:34:46,920 Speaker 2: Here we are. 591 00:34:48,440 --> 00:34:53,600 Speaker 1: I feel bothered as a woman who has friends and 592 00:34:54,160 --> 00:34:57,400 Speaker 1: you know, acquaintances in the fight like yourself, who've experienced 593 00:34:57,440 --> 00:35:04,040 Speaker 1: pregnancy loss hearing a presidential candidate say that, you know, 594 00:35:04,120 --> 00:35:08,520 Speaker 1: people are just having these abortions this late essentially for fun, 595 00:35:08,760 --> 00:35:12,960 Speaker 1: because it's not true, and it's it so flies in 596 00:35:13,000 --> 00:35:17,520 Speaker 1: the face of the work and the hopes and dreams 597 00:35:17,520 --> 00:35:21,120 Speaker 1: of families that are trying to start or expand their families. 598 00:35:22,440 --> 00:35:26,200 Speaker 1: What is your reaction, you know, two years into this 599 00:35:26,320 --> 00:35:30,520 Speaker 1: journey that you are on as an advocate, what does 600 00:35:30,560 --> 00:35:32,239 Speaker 1: it feel like for you to sit and watch him 601 00:35:32,280 --> 00:35:33,880 Speaker 1: make those claims from the debate stage. 602 00:35:34,400 --> 00:35:38,880 Speaker 2: It's so infuriating. I think prior to my experience, I 603 00:35:38,920 --> 00:35:42,040 Speaker 2: would have maybe scoffed and said something like, oh my gosh, 604 00:35:42,040 --> 00:35:45,600 Speaker 2: that's ridiculous. No one does that. But I agree with you. 605 00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:50,520 Speaker 2: It feels very personal now and it's just so disgusting 606 00:35:50,680 --> 00:35:55,160 Speaker 2: to me that he would make up these lies just 607 00:35:55,320 --> 00:35:57,560 Speaker 2: to I don't know why. I don't even know what 608 00:35:57,640 --> 00:36:00,720 Speaker 2: his purpose is, what he thinks he's accomplishing that, because 609 00:36:00,760 --> 00:36:03,120 Speaker 2: it's just simply not true, but it is. It does 610 00:36:03,160 --> 00:36:08,239 Speaker 2: feel like a personal attack. And also the fact that 611 00:36:08,280 --> 00:36:13,280 Speaker 2: he refuses to acknowledge that the bands that are allowed 612 00:36:13,280 --> 00:36:15,399 Speaker 2: to be in place today as a result of him 613 00:36:15,440 --> 00:36:19,640 Speaker 2: and his administration are having other impacts too that are 614 00:36:19,680 --> 00:36:22,880 Speaker 2: really really horrible that are also personal to me. For example, 615 00:36:22,960 --> 00:36:26,240 Speaker 2: I now have to use IVF to have children because 616 00:36:26,239 --> 00:36:30,480 Speaker 2: of what I went through. And so when Alabama and 617 00:36:30,560 --> 00:36:34,200 Speaker 2: the Supreme Court they're ruled, you know the way that 618 00:36:34,239 --> 00:36:38,080 Speaker 2: it did that halted IVF services, I just I was 619 00:36:38,160 --> 00:36:41,000 Speaker 2: so furious, and I'm like, they just want to make 620 00:36:41,040 --> 00:36:44,239 Speaker 2: it all about control, like you said, like when we 621 00:36:44,360 --> 00:36:47,040 Speaker 2: need an abortion, we can't get one. When we want 622 00:36:47,080 --> 00:36:49,440 Speaker 2: to have children, we can't have them. And it's just 623 00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:54,439 Speaker 2: so infuriating because it is all about control and it's 624 00:36:54,600 --> 00:36:58,120 Speaker 2: just so backwards and it's just disgusting. Oh, it makes 625 00:36:58,160 --> 00:36:58,759 Speaker 2: me so mad. 626 00:36:59,360 --> 00:37:03,480 Speaker 1: Yeah, And I mean, having been through a long and 627 00:37:03,560 --> 00:37:10,920 Speaker 1: exhaustive journey with fertility myself, I think about the amount 628 00:37:10,920 --> 00:37:15,200 Speaker 1: of time and the resources and the trauma and the 629 00:37:15,239 --> 00:37:18,719 Speaker 1: emotional exhaustion and the sort of reckoning that so many 630 00:37:18,760 --> 00:37:23,279 Speaker 1: people who go through whatever their unique experience with fertility 631 00:37:23,520 --> 00:37:28,040 Speaker 1: and fertility treatments look like. And the fact that, as 632 00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:32,560 Speaker 1: you said, because of the side effects of your being 633 00:37:32,600 --> 00:37:35,279 Speaker 1: forced into sepsis to get the care you needed, you 634 00:37:35,360 --> 00:37:38,400 Speaker 1: now have to rely on fertility medicine to start a family. 635 00:37:39,239 --> 00:37:39,600 Speaker 2: It's like. 636 00:37:42,360 --> 00:37:47,759 Speaker 1: They want to withhold your future from you, regardless of 637 00:37:47,840 --> 00:37:49,920 Speaker 1: how much work you're willing to put in for it. 638 00:37:50,520 --> 00:37:53,759 Speaker 1: But if God forbid, you have a medical emergency or 639 00:37:54,880 --> 00:37:58,160 Speaker 1: you were caught by surprise at a time when you 640 00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:00,520 Speaker 1: simply are incapable in your life, you need to make 641 00:38:00,520 --> 00:38:03,880 Speaker 1: the right decision for you. Yep, they don't want you 642 00:38:03,920 --> 00:38:05,000 Speaker 1: to be able to do that either. 643 00:38:05,400 --> 00:38:09,200 Speaker 2: And I think the thing that stings the most for 644 00:38:09,360 --> 00:38:11,960 Speaker 2: me is that these decisions are being made by people 645 00:38:12,239 --> 00:38:17,000 Speaker 2: that have no experience or knowledge of what they're talking about. 646 00:38:17,120 --> 00:38:19,520 Speaker 2: They have not gone through this, they haven't experienced it 647 00:38:19,600 --> 00:38:24,680 Speaker 2: yet they feel that they have any sort of leg 648 00:38:24,760 --> 00:38:27,480 Speaker 2: to stand on that they can tell us what to do, 649 00:38:27,520 --> 00:38:29,440 Speaker 2: even though they've never been through it themselves. They have 650 00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:31,880 Speaker 2: no awareness, no knowledge. That to me, I think is 651 00:38:32,160 --> 00:38:32,799 Speaker 2: the worst part. 652 00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:36,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, it was very surprising when, you know, when the 653 00:38:36,920 --> 00:38:40,960 Speaker 1: GOP started voting against protecting IVF and you started hearing 654 00:38:41,000 --> 00:38:45,080 Speaker 1: all these elected men from that party saying, you know, well, 655 00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:46,880 Speaker 1: we're just trying to make sure people can have babies, 656 00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:48,680 Speaker 1: and it's like, do you know what IVF is? 657 00:38:49,000 --> 00:38:51,320 Speaker 2: Exactly? Do you? Oh? Do you? 658 00:38:52,640 --> 00:38:55,960 Speaker 1: And you realize there's a reason politicians shouldn't have an 659 00:38:55,960 --> 00:38:59,719 Speaker 1: opinion and pass these sorts of laws that change our 660 00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:03,160 Speaker 1: acts to medical care because they're not doctors. I know 661 00:39:03,239 --> 00:39:07,200 Speaker 1: it can feel incredibly heavy, and I know a lot 662 00:39:07,239 --> 00:39:11,040 Speaker 1: of it is doom and gloom, and I don't want 663 00:39:11,080 --> 00:39:13,480 Speaker 1: to act as though it's not as serious as it sounds, 664 00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:17,920 Speaker 1: because it is. And yet I also know that we're 665 00:39:17,960 --> 00:39:20,680 Speaker 1: all in this fight because we believe there's a way 666 00:39:20,840 --> 00:39:25,240 Speaker 1: out of the darkness. We believe there's a way forward together. 667 00:39:25,480 --> 00:39:31,520 Speaker 1: And I'm really curious what you want to share with 668 00:39:31,560 --> 00:39:34,120 Speaker 1: people in terms of what makes you hopeful or what 669 00:39:34,160 --> 00:39:36,160 Speaker 1: you think they should be paying attention to, because at 670 00:39:36,160 --> 00:39:38,440 Speaker 1: this point you are on the campaign trail, you are 671 00:39:38,480 --> 00:39:42,600 Speaker 1: sitting with so many experts, whether legal or medical, or 672 00:39:42,920 --> 00:39:47,080 Speaker 1: you know, in the political sphere, and I wonder what 673 00:39:47,160 --> 00:39:50,520 Speaker 1: it is that makes you feel like you can keep 674 00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:51,839 Speaker 1: doing this. 675 00:39:52,680 --> 00:39:55,279 Speaker 2: I love that question. And honestly, it's the people that 676 00:39:55,360 --> 00:39:58,560 Speaker 2: I meet while I'm out on the trail, while I'm advocating, 677 00:39:59,400 --> 00:40:02,440 Speaker 2: while I'm listening. It is the people that I meet. 678 00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:06,799 Speaker 2: It's the people who are fighting in their own communities. 679 00:40:06,840 --> 00:40:09,640 Speaker 2: It's the people who are providing abortions where they can 680 00:40:09,800 --> 00:40:12,400 Speaker 2: in their own communities. It's the people who are shepherding 681 00:40:12,920 --> 00:40:16,680 Speaker 2: patients as they make this really really difficult decision and 682 00:40:16,960 --> 00:40:21,319 Speaker 2: take action. And also, I can't believe I'm saying this, 683 00:40:22,120 --> 00:40:26,000 Speaker 2: but it's the politicians too. I have met so many 684 00:40:26,040 --> 00:40:30,680 Speaker 2: wonderful people who who are serving our country and they 685 00:40:30,760 --> 00:40:34,560 Speaker 2: are really fighting for us, and as ugly as the 686 00:40:34,600 --> 00:40:36,839 Speaker 2: other side can be, it really brings me a lot 687 00:40:36,880 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 2: of peace to know that there are so many people 688 00:40:39,600 --> 00:40:41,640 Speaker 2: that are looking out for us and that are trying 689 00:40:41,680 --> 00:40:45,040 Speaker 2: to protect us and to protect our country. You know, 690 00:40:45,120 --> 00:40:49,000 Speaker 2: all the way from my own city council up to 691 00:40:49,239 --> 00:40:52,680 Speaker 2: Kamala Harris, I mean, there are really really wonderful people 692 00:40:52,760 --> 00:40:56,319 Speaker 2: that are working for us. And you know, the more 693 00:40:56,360 --> 00:40:58,399 Speaker 2: that I travel, the more people I meet, the more 694 00:40:58,480 --> 00:41:02,520 Speaker 2: I realized that at their most people are really good 695 00:41:02,800 --> 00:41:05,440 Speaker 2: and even though this is really hard. I like to 696 00:41:05,480 --> 00:41:08,520 Speaker 2: say that it takes it out of me. It puts 697 00:41:08,560 --> 00:41:10,399 Speaker 2: me to bed at night, but it also gets mad 698 00:41:10,760 --> 00:41:11,720 Speaker 2: out of bed in the morning. 699 00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:15,719 Speaker 1: Yeah. Yeah, it's interesting, right, It's like the thing that 700 00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:19,000 Speaker 1: makes you so mad you could just burst into a 701 00:41:19,000 --> 00:41:23,120 Speaker 1: ball of flames. It's also that fire that like it 702 00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:26,480 Speaker 1: becomes the campfire, you know, the fuel that keeps you moving. 703 00:41:27,080 --> 00:41:29,600 Speaker 2: Yeah. Absolutely. I mean, it would be a lot easier 704 00:41:29,640 --> 00:41:33,480 Speaker 2: to not be doing this, but you know, I just 705 00:41:33,480 --> 00:41:37,719 Speaker 2: feel such such a passion and such a purpose. And 706 00:41:37,760 --> 00:41:40,439 Speaker 2: I also feel like, Okay, we've made it this far. 707 00:41:40,480 --> 00:41:42,400 Speaker 2: How could I not keep going? How could I not 708 00:41:42,600 --> 00:41:44,799 Speaker 2: continue in this fight? Now that I know what I know, 709 00:41:45,680 --> 00:41:47,720 Speaker 2: I can't stop. I won't stop. 710 00:41:48,800 --> 00:41:53,200 Speaker 1: That's really cool. I really appreciate that. And now for 711 00:41:53,280 --> 00:42:03,160 Speaker 1: our sponsors, what brings you all joy? I mean, I 712 00:42:03,200 --> 00:42:06,839 Speaker 1: know it's very heads down, it's very policy focused. You know, 713 00:42:06,920 --> 00:42:10,359 Speaker 1: we and I say this with no hyperbole to our 714 00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:13,360 Speaker 1: friends listening at home. You know, this really is The 715 00:42:13,440 --> 00:42:16,719 Speaker 1: elections have ratcheted up, right, They've gotten more and more consequential, 716 00:42:16,760 --> 00:42:20,120 Speaker 1: But like this is the one we either we either 717 00:42:20,200 --> 00:42:23,560 Speaker 1: protect this country for everyone or we lose it to 718 00:42:23,600 --> 00:42:26,160 Speaker 1: Project twenty twenty five, and it's over for most of us. 719 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:30,000 Speaker 1: And I think people don't understand how bad it can get. 720 00:42:31,040 --> 00:42:33,480 Speaker 1: So I don't want to make light of it, but 721 00:42:33,520 --> 00:42:38,040 Speaker 1: I also want to honor the person that you are 722 00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:41,200 Speaker 1: and your whole, big, beautiful life and you know, your 723 00:42:41,280 --> 00:42:44,680 Speaker 1: joy and your career and your marriage and all of it. 724 00:42:45,160 --> 00:42:52,800 Speaker 1: And so what's bringing you happiness? What is refilling your cup? 725 00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:56,160 Speaker 1: You know for Amanda, and then what's doing that even 726 00:42:56,160 --> 00:42:58,080 Speaker 1: in your house like for you and your husband? Is 727 00:42:58,120 --> 00:43:01,840 Speaker 1: you navigate all of this? What's bringing me all joy? 728 00:43:01,840 --> 00:43:02,840 Speaker 1: How are you staying sane? 729 00:43:04,080 --> 00:43:09,560 Speaker 2: I appreciate that question. Some days are harder than others. Definitely, Definitely, 730 00:43:09,560 --> 00:43:12,239 Speaker 2: our people right our circle, my family and friends have 731 00:43:12,320 --> 00:43:15,520 Speaker 2: been so so so supportive, which has been I think 732 00:43:15,560 --> 00:43:17,880 Speaker 2: the only reason that we can continue to do this, 733 00:43:17,920 --> 00:43:22,560 Speaker 2: and especially at this pace. It's been really remarkable. I 734 00:43:22,640 --> 00:43:25,840 Speaker 2: remember very shortly after we lost the baby and I 735 00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:27,800 Speaker 2: was out of the hospital. I was talking to my 736 00:43:27,880 --> 00:43:29,480 Speaker 2: dad on the phone and he said, how are you 737 00:43:29,520 --> 00:43:33,359 Speaker 2: and Josh? And I said, We're doing okay. You know, 738 00:43:33,600 --> 00:43:35,239 Speaker 2: I don't know how to answer that because we just 739 00:43:35,280 --> 00:43:37,279 Speaker 2: went through something terrible. And he said, look, I just 740 00:43:37,320 --> 00:43:40,560 Speaker 2: want to. I want to say, you know, things like 741 00:43:40,680 --> 00:43:44,240 Speaker 2: this can can sometimes bring a marriage closer, and sometimes 742 00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:49,320 Speaker 2: they tear a marriage apart. And I said at that point, 743 00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:52,000 Speaker 2: you know, so far it's only brought us closer, like 744 00:43:52,080 --> 00:43:55,520 Speaker 2: we were doing okay, the two of us are doing okay. 745 00:43:55,920 --> 00:43:59,560 Speaker 2: But then over the past two years, like it really 746 00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:02,920 Speaker 2: has brought us so much closer. Every decision that we've made, 747 00:44:02,960 --> 00:44:05,920 Speaker 2: we've agreed on. We haven't done anything that the other 748 00:44:05,960 --> 00:44:09,000 Speaker 2: one hasn't been comfortable with. We have really been lockstep. 749 00:44:09,080 --> 00:44:12,279 Speaker 2: We really really are a team. So we bring we 750 00:44:12,320 --> 00:44:14,600 Speaker 2: bring each other a lot of joy, and our families 751 00:44:14,680 --> 00:44:18,600 Speaker 2: do as well. We have two dogs that are I 752 00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:21,279 Speaker 2: can't believe they're so quietly, peacefully sleeping right next to 753 00:44:21,320 --> 00:44:24,920 Speaker 2: you right now, but they bring us joy. And you know, 754 00:44:25,120 --> 00:44:28,040 Speaker 2: just in the rare days that we're home together and 755 00:44:28,120 --> 00:44:32,760 Speaker 2: we're not traveling, just living living life, grilling out and 756 00:44:32,840 --> 00:44:34,640 Speaker 2: you know, hanging out watching people. 757 00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:39,279 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's like it's that sort of proverbial like I 758 00:44:39,360 --> 00:44:41,200 Speaker 1: just got to make sure I keep touching. 759 00:44:40,920 --> 00:44:43,240 Speaker 2: Grass exactly exactly. 760 00:44:43,520 --> 00:44:45,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, you got to stay a little bit grounded in 761 00:44:45,400 --> 00:44:50,320 Speaker 1: your world. Do you do you think past the election 762 00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:54,480 Speaker 1: about what you want to do next or does it 763 00:44:54,480 --> 00:44:58,760 Speaker 1: feel like every you know, everything's pointing to go here 764 00:44:58,960 --> 00:45:04,200 Speaker 1: and then we'll reassess afterward. I ask, because as we talk, 765 00:45:04,280 --> 00:45:05,960 Speaker 1: I'm like, well, are you going to run for office? 766 00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:09,960 Speaker 1: Like you what do you think you do with all 767 00:45:10,000 --> 00:45:14,080 Speaker 1: of this? But then I'm also reminded that you're doing 768 00:45:14,120 --> 00:45:18,200 Speaker 1: so much and that you're so in the fight, and 769 00:45:18,360 --> 00:45:22,120 Speaker 1: it may have to I don't know, maybe maybe it's 770 00:45:22,160 --> 00:45:24,200 Speaker 1: an outcome that dictates what you do next. 771 00:45:25,360 --> 00:45:27,600 Speaker 2: I think yes and no. I think a little bit 772 00:45:27,600 --> 00:45:30,680 Speaker 2: of both. I am fully in this fight now and 773 00:45:31,000 --> 00:45:34,400 Speaker 2: actually I quit my day job in May so that 774 00:45:34,440 --> 00:45:37,680 Speaker 2: I could do this full time, which was a really 775 00:45:37,719 --> 00:45:40,680 Speaker 2: good decision. And you know, right now, for the next 776 00:45:40,680 --> 00:45:43,799 Speaker 2: fifty days, I am focused on this election and not 777 00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:47,640 Speaker 2: just the presidential election. I've been active with the Colin 778 00:45:47,680 --> 00:45:50,800 Speaker 2: all Red campaign. He's running for Senate r Read Cruise, 779 00:45:51,480 --> 00:45:55,560 Speaker 2: So just helping pretty much any Democrat I can from 780 00:45:55,600 --> 00:45:59,200 Speaker 2: now until the election is what I'm focused on. After 781 00:45:59,239 --> 00:46:01,840 Speaker 2: the election, Yes, I do think the outcome will probably 782 00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:04,440 Speaker 2: dictate a little bit about where I go next. But 783 00:46:05,120 --> 00:46:07,760 Speaker 2: I think I'm in this fight now and I don't 784 00:46:07,800 --> 00:46:09,920 Speaker 2: see myself getting out of it. So I definitely could 785 00:46:10,000 --> 00:46:13,439 Speaker 2: see a future in the political world. Now. I don't 786 00:46:13,480 --> 00:46:17,160 Speaker 2: know if that looks like, you know, for maybe my 787 00:46:17,280 --> 00:46:21,080 Speaker 2: state party or my county party, or maybe someone else's administration. 788 00:46:21,280 --> 00:46:24,160 Speaker 2: Maybe it's running for office. I think all of the 789 00:46:24,400 --> 00:46:26,920 Speaker 2: doors are open right now, so we'll just kind of 790 00:46:26,960 --> 00:46:28,600 Speaker 2: see what shakes out. 791 00:46:28,760 --> 00:46:31,440 Speaker 1: That's really cool. I think he would be wonderful for 792 00:46:31,520 --> 00:46:35,360 Speaker 1: what it's worth. No thanks, And also, yes, go Colin already. 793 00:46:35,400 --> 00:46:36,960 Speaker 1: He's just the coolest. 794 00:46:37,520 --> 00:46:40,200 Speaker 2: He's awesome, and he's just like Kamala Harrison that he's 795 00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:44,160 Speaker 2: a real person that is so nice and so genuine, 796 00:46:44,200 --> 00:46:47,160 Speaker 2: and he just cares about people like he's just a 797 00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:50,719 Speaker 2: good person. That's who you want in office, that's what 798 00:46:50,840 --> 00:46:52,040 Speaker 2: you want leading the country. 799 00:46:52,200 --> 00:46:55,120 Speaker 1: Yeah. Absolutely, people that are willing to show up for 800 00:46:55,160 --> 00:46:59,640 Speaker 1: their neighbors. Like, it's not rocket science, right, How can 801 00:46:59,640 --> 00:47:03,480 Speaker 1: we myself and all the listeners of this podcast support 802 00:47:03,520 --> 00:47:06,760 Speaker 1: you in between now and the election and even after. 803 00:47:07,280 --> 00:47:10,000 Speaker 2: I think, you know, fifty days on the one hand 804 00:47:10,040 --> 00:47:12,920 Speaker 2: feels really far away, but it also feels very close. 805 00:47:13,000 --> 00:47:14,960 Speaker 2: I think we just have to keep the momentum up. 806 00:47:14,960 --> 00:47:18,560 Speaker 2: I really do not want people to become apathetic because 807 00:47:18,560 --> 00:47:23,520 Speaker 2: this has been such a charged election and people are tired, 808 00:47:23,560 --> 00:47:26,400 Speaker 2: and I get it, but we have to land the 809 00:47:26,400 --> 00:47:28,160 Speaker 2: plane and we have to finish the job. And so 810 00:47:28,719 --> 00:47:31,680 Speaker 2: continuing to talk about the issues that are important to 811 00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:35,960 Speaker 2: Obviously for me, it's reproductive rights, keeping these stories alive, 812 00:47:36,120 --> 00:47:40,160 Speaker 2: keeping these conversations going, I think that's going to be critical. 813 00:47:40,200 --> 00:47:43,439 Speaker 2: And then also making sure that you vote, you help 814 00:47:43,480 --> 00:47:48,080 Speaker 2: other people get to the polls. I think everything we 815 00:47:48,160 --> 00:47:51,400 Speaker 2: can do to make sure that we elect pro choice 816 00:47:51,440 --> 00:47:55,520 Speaker 2: candidates is critical from now until November. And then, as 817 00:47:55,560 --> 00:47:59,040 Speaker 2: I said before, you know, no matter what happens, the 818 00:47:59,080 --> 00:48:01,480 Speaker 2: fight won't be over. There will still be work to do, 819 00:48:01,560 --> 00:48:04,000 Speaker 2: and so I think, you know, I'm hopeful that we'll 820 00:48:04,000 --> 00:48:06,600 Speaker 2: be able to have a quick party, at quick celebration, 821 00:48:07,200 --> 00:48:08,600 Speaker 2: but then we're gonna have to get back to work, 822 00:48:08,640 --> 00:48:14,360 Speaker 2: and so stay vigilant, stay informed, pay attention, and then 823 00:48:14,560 --> 00:48:17,319 Speaker 2: you know, whatever speaks to you, whether it's volunteering, whether 824 00:48:17,360 --> 00:48:20,799 Speaker 2: it's donating time more money. I think those are all 825 00:48:20,840 --> 00:48:22,320 Speaker 2: things that anyone can. 826 00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:28,320 Speaker 1: Do, absolutely, and that's just it. It's it's any extra 827 00:48:28,440 --> 00:48:32,200 Speaker 1: bit of engagement, and whether that is, like you said, 828 00:48:32,280 --> 00:48:35,960 Speaker 1: having these conversations with your family and friends, signing up 829 00:48:35,960 --> 00:48:40,359 Speaker 1: for a shift, phone banking, donating what you can all 830 00:48:40,400 --> 00:48:45,160 Speaker 1: of it really does matter, because every single vote matters. 831 00:48:46,000 --> 00:48:49,160 Speaker 1: And you know, somebody said something I thought was great. 832 00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:50,919 Speaker 1: They were like, look, a vote's not a love letter. 833 00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:53,480 Speaker 1: You've got two candidates. 834 00:48:53,760 --> 00:48:54,040 Speaker 2: That's it. 835 00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:58,680 Speaker 1: You've got to vote for one of them. And in reality, 836 00:48:59,080 --> 00:49:02,080 Speaker 1: who would you try even if you didn't agree with them, 837 00:49:02,080 --> 00:49:04,920 Speaker 1: Who would you trust to be willing to sit with 838 00:49:04,960 --> 00:49:08,000 Speaker 1: you and come up with a compromise that works for everybody. 839 00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:11,759 Speaker 1: I don't really think there's you know, I don't think 840 00:49:11,800 --> 00:49:16,160 Speaker 1: there's a question there. I think there's only one answer. 841 00:49:16,760 --> 00:49:19,279 Speaker 1: And it's the sort of thing that I think is 842 00:49:19,320 --> 00:49:21,640 Speaker 1: an important reminder because yeah, there's a lot of us 843 00:49:21,680 --> 00:49:24,960 Speaker 1: that are fully team Kamala, ready to go. I cannot 844 00:49:25,000 --> 00:49:30,200 Speaker 1: wait to see a president Kamala Harris. And I always 845 00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:33,319 Speaker 1: want to make space for folks who are coming into 846 00:49:33,320 --> 00:49:35,680 Speaker 1: this differently or later than us, and just say, look, 847 00:49:36,480 --> 00:49:37,600 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, you don't get to 848 00:49:37,640 --> 00:49:39,080 Speaker 1: root for a team that's not in the super Bowl, 849 00:49:40,000 --> 00:49:42,759 Speaker 1: Like this is it. This is our super Bowl, and 850 00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:46,719 Speaker 1: we've got to make sure that we have leadership that 851 00:49:46,840 --> 00:49:52,280 Speaker 1: actually cares to listen to Americans, that actually cares about 852 00:49:52,920 --> 00:49:58,799 Speaker 1: the you know, votes in states that will put the 853 00:49:58,880 --> 00:50:01,480 Speaker 1: things we vote for on the ballot. I mean, you've 854 00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:04,040 Speaker 1: seen this, you know. I'm sure it's something you guys 855 00:50:04,040 --> 00:50:06,719 Speaker 1: talk about a lot on the reproductive rights tour. But 856 00:50:07,400 --> 00:50:11,120 Speaker 1: there's states where voters have put protection for abortion on 857 00:50:11,239 --> 00:50:14,640 Speaker 1: the ballot, and these states are refusing to put those 858 00:50:14,680 --> 00:50:18,239 Speaker 1: amendments on the ballots. They're trying to sue in their 859 00:50:18,280 --> 00:50:21,600 Speaker 1: state courts not to do it. And it's a literal 860 00:50:21,680 --> 00:50:24,200 Speaker 1: refusal to listen to the will of the American people. 861 00:50:24,239 --> 00:50:26,520 Speaker 1: And that's not what our elected officials are supposed to do. 862 00:50:27,239 --> 00:50:31,359 Speaker 2: That's exactly right. Well, and they're trying to ensure that 863 00:50:31,480 --> 00:50:33,759 Speaker 2: these measures don't get on the ballot because they know 864 00:50:33,920 --> 00:50:38,160 Speaker 2: that they're going to win, because people, every time we 865 00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:42,600 Speaker 2: see abortion rights on the ballot, we win, and they 866 00:50:42,640 --> 00:50:44,640 Speaker 2: know that, and so they're trying to prevent it from happening, 867 00:50:44,680 --> 00:50:48,400 Speaker 2: which is, to your point, completely not how this country 868 00:50:48,800 --> 00:50:49,399 Speaker 2: should work. 869 00:50:49,920 --> 00:50:52,040 Speaker 1: Yeah, So at the end of the day, I'm like, well, 870 00:50:52,400 --> 00:50:55,800 Speaker 1: I think authoritarians have to be shown the door. We 871 00:50:56,440 --> 00:50:59,400 Speaker 1: can disagree, and we can debate, and we can really 872 00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:02,480 Speaker 1: crunch together on how to get to the best solution 873 00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:04,400 Speaker 1: for the most amount of people. But what we can't 874 00:51:04,440 --> 00:51:07,640 Speaker 1: do is ignore the will of the American public. It's 875 00:51:07,760 --> 00:51:09,120 Speaker 1: just it's a. 876 00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:09,520 Speaker 4: No for me. 877 00:51:10,200 --> 00:51:13,279 Speaker 2: Yep, that's a hard pass, hard pass exactly. 878 00:51:14,760 --> 00:51:18,080 Speaker 1: Well, Amanda, I'm curious. You know, there's there's obviously so 879 00:51:18,200 --> 00:51:21,800 Speaker 1: much going on in these fifty days and in the 880 00:51:21,880 --> 00:51:24,839 Speaker 1: last two years of you know, work you've been doing 881 00:51:24,880 --> 00:51:28,480 Speaker 1: and processing that you've been doing, and of course, as 882 00:51:28,520 --> 00:51:31,560 Speaker 1: you said, so much to be done. Even after the election. 883 00:51:31,800 --> 00:51:33,520 Speaker 1: We have such a long way to go to restore 884 00:51:34,000 --> 00:51:39,200 Speaker 1: protections for people, to pass smart policy even like paid 885 00:51:39,239 --> 00:51:41,880 Speaker 1: family leave to take care of families in this country. 886 00:51:42,520 --> 00:51:45,319 Speaker 1: But for you, when you kind of pull back and 887 00:51:46,280 --> 00:51:49,719 Speaker 1: you know, grill out with your friends, or walk the dog, 888 00:51:49,840 --> 00:51:53,080 Speaker 1: or you know whatever, whatever the touch grass might be, 889 00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:58,560 Speaker 1: just for yourself, what feels like your work in progress 890 00:51:59,160 --> 00:51:59,640 Speaker 1: right now? 891 00:52:01,600 --> 00:52:08,279 Speaker 2: Oh? I am just a constant work in progress. I 892 00:52:08,320 --> 00:52:12,280 Speaker 2: think you know. Something that Josh and I are still 893 00:52:12,280 --> 00:52:17,040 Speaker 2: working on is building a family. And as I mentioned, 894 00:52:17,120 --> 00:52:18,839 Speaker 2: we're we're not going to be able to do that 895 00:52:19,360 --> 00:52:21,640 Speaker 2: probably just by chance. We're gonna have to put a 896 00:52:21,640 --> 00:52:24,480 Speaker 2: lot of work into that. But it's something that we're 897 00:52:24,520 --> 00:52:27,680 Speaker 2: moving forward with and you know, we're really really hopeful. 898 00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:31,080 Speaker 2: We've we've had a lot of bad news in the 899 00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:33,279 Speaker 2: last two years, but we've also had some good news. 900 00:52:33,280 --> 00:52:36,279 Speaker 2: So we're hopeful that one way or another, we'll still 901 00:52:36,280 --> 00:52:37,320 Speaker 2: be able to grow our family. 902 00:52:37,400 --> 00:52:43,040 Speaker 1: Yeah. Well, I will definitely keep my you know, my 903 00:52:43,080 --> 00:52:45,640 Speaker 1: fingers and toes crossed for you guys. I really, I 904 00:52:45,719 --> 00:52:48,080 Speaker 1: really hope that on the other side of a lot 905 00:52:48,080 --> 00:52:49,400 Speaker 1: of heartache there's a lot of joy. 906 00:52:50,239 --> 00:52:51,560 Speaker 2: Thank you. I appreciate that. 907 00:52:51,760 --> 00:52:55,200 Speaker 1: Yeah, of course. And by the way, speaking of being 908 00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:57,600 Speaker 1: a constant work in progress, I'm like, join the club's sister. 909 00:52:58,640 --> 00:52:59,359 Speaker 2: Aren't we all though? 910 00:52:59,400 --> 00:53:01,879 Speaker 1: I think well, I think who we are. I really 911 00:53:01,920 --> 00:53:02,600 Speaker 1: think we are. 912 00:53:03,120 --> 00:53:03,400 Speaker 4: Well. 913 00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:06,040 Speaker 1: I just can't thank you enough for taking the time today. 914 00:53:06,200 --> 00:53:09,399 Speaker 1: It really means the world. And I know that it's 915 00:53:09,440 --> 00:53:13,080 Speaker 1: not easy to continue to have to share your story, 916 00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:18,279 Speaker 1: but you are absolutely changing hearts and minds, and you're 917 00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:21,840 Speaker 1: doing such a service to people who might not have 918 00:53:22,000 --> 00:53:26,160 Speaker 1: otherwise understood the reality of what these bills look like 919 00:53:26,520 --> 00:53:31,759 Speaker 1: and what they do to people, to families, And so 920 00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:34,400 Speaker 1: I just want to add my voice to the probable 921 00:53:34,680 --> 00:53:38,000 Speaker 1: cacophony of thanks that you hear out in the world. 922 00:53:38,040 --> 00:53:41,520 Speaker 1: You absolutely deserve all of the gratitude. 923 00:53:42,040 --> 00:53:44,759 Speaker 2: Well, thank you so much. I really appreciate that. And 924 00:53:45,440 --> 00:53:47,360 Speaker 2: you know, like I said, I really appreciate you and 925 00:53:47,680 --> 00:53:50,000 Speaker 2: everyone in this community for all the hard work that 926 00:53:50,040 --> 00:53:52,480 Speaker 2: we're doing, and folks like you that can use your 927 00:53:52,480 --> 00:53:54,799 Speaker 2: platform for something like this is really hard. Means so 928 00:53:55,400 --> 00:53:58,120 Speaker 2: honored to stand with you and buy you and I'm 929 00:53:58,200 --> 00:53:59,680 Speaker 2: just so grateful to be part of this. 930 00:54:00,280 --> 00:54:01,760 Speaker 1: Likewise, it is an honor