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Speaker 1: Hello, Hello, Tonight on Therapy Gecko, or this morning or

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Speaker 1: wherever you're listening to it, or whatever time in your car.

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Speaker 1: If you're listening to it at three am three pm,

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Speaker 1: doesn't matter to me. Tonight Today on Therapy Gecko, stories

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Speaker 1: of porn, addiction, blackmail, sleep paralysis, demons, which is mushrooms, intimacy, cats,

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Speaker 1: You've got it all in more And you know what,

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Speaker 1: Normally I go on a whole spiel, but I'm not

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Speaker 1: feeling very speey right now. I think I think we're

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Speaker 1: doing a sans spiel episode today. I guess this in

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Speaker 1: and of itself is a bit of a spiel, so

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Speaker 1: I guess there was a spiel. The dream of a

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Speaker 1: no spiel episode is dead anyway. As always, you can

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Speaker 1: call the Gecko every Monday, Wednesday Friday at ten pm

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Speaker 1: Eastern Standard Time on Twitch dot tv, slash Lyle forever

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Speaker 1: and without further ado. Let's get into it.

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Speaker 2: Came from page page Hello.

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Speaker 1: Oh my god, I know you did it.

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Speaker 3: You're here, did it?

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Speaker 4: I called twenty times.

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Speaker 1: I'm sorry about twenty times. You called her persistence, You

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Speaker 1: called with intent. It seems like it seems like you

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Speaker 1: had something to say.

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Speaker 4: I had my fingers crossed. I was like, it probably

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Speaker 4: won't happen, but I'm thinking by if I really put

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Speaker 4: I was focusing on it, I'm happy. Oh my god,

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Speaker 4: I guess I'm twenty Okay, I got a real problem.

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Speaker 5: So I was really hoping that I get you.

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Speaker 1: I got okay, I want Look and by the way,

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Speaker 1: everyone knows this by now. If you're a troll in

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Speaker 1: the chat, you know this. If you like the show,

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Speaker 1: you know this. I'm not a real person, guy thing

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Speaker 1: who does real therapy anything.

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Speaker 6: Oh no, I didn't think that.

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Speaker 1: I'm down. I mean, hit me with the thing.

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Speaker 6: Oh no, it's boy problems. It's not a real issue.

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Speaker 1: Okay, uh yeah, hit me. Let's see, let's see what happens.

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Speaker 4: I guess it comes down to I can't tell if

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Speaker 4: I met this dude and he's twenty seven, he's to

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Speaker 4: old for me, but well maybe not.

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Speaker 7: I don't know.

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Speaker 4: I don't know how to feel about that.

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Speaker 5: Anyway.

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Speaker 6: It took me all of.

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Speaker 4: Five seconds to be like, I would do twenty things

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Speaker 4: with you. So I told him that and then he

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Speaker 4: rejected me.

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Speaker 1: And wait, hold on, I'm sorry, I maybe I didn't.

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Speaker 1: You said you met a twenty seven year old guy,

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Speaker 1: and you told him you would do funny things with him.

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Speaker 6: Not in those particular words.

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Speaker 8: I told him.

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Speaker 1: I was like, that's what you just said.

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Speaker 4: Well, I mean that that's not what I literally said

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Speaker 4: to him, was that I would do funny things to him.

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Speaker 6: I mean I would say that, but I didn't.

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Speaker 7: That's a rusty.

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Speaker 1: Okay. Continue, he.

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Speaker 4: Said no because he has this he was looking forward

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Speaker 4: to this date and he was like, I think it's

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Speaker 4: going to go well. And because I was drunk, and

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Speaker 4: I can't remember the other reason. There were three things

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Speaker 4: that he said that he said no.

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Speaker 1: But ever since then, I don't know how I feel

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Speaker 1: about either of you. Could you Okay, so you like

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Speaker 1: this guy? Yeah, but he's too, but he doesn't. What's

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Speaker 1: what's his deal? What is the what's the point of contention?

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Speaker 9: I can't tell if he's being nice with me, just

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Speaker 9: being nice to me, or and like being really friendly,

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Speaker 9: or if he's like he said no in the moment

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Speaker 9: and maybe this tender girl like didn't work out and

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Speaker 9: he really only said no because I was drunk.

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Speaker 1: Oh if he said if he said no, then move on.

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Speaker 4: Yeah. I mean, so he's a friend of a friend

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Speaker 4: and I hang out with that the friends and I

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Speaker 4: see him, and.

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Speaker 1: How often do you see it? We all have we

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Speaker 1: all have to hang out with I mean, we've all

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Speaker 1: had a thing like that where there's a person that

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Speaker 1: friend group. But I don't think you're doing yourself any

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Speaker 1: favors by holding out hope. I mean, if you really

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Speaker 1: want to date people, you know, well, first of all,

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Speaker 1: what do you what do you got going on out

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Speaker 6: I was about to leave for basic training for the

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Speaker 6: Air Force, and I really I don't I don't have

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Speaker 6: feelings for people like this often at all. So I

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Speaker 6: was really hoping That's why I said I wanted the

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Speaker 6: first thing that I said about the funny things during

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Speaker 6: the attempt, because you caught my attention, the first person

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Speaker 6: to catch my attention and quite a while, and then

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Speaker 6: I only I got a month to go and you know,

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Speaker 6: a last last hurrah kind of.

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Speaker 4: So I mean I was basically looking through to make

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Speaker 4: me say that you know what I mean?

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Speaker 1: Okay, yes, but can you not what can't you do that?

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Speaker 1: At the Air Force? Do they kick you out?

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Speaker 6: Well, I'm gonna gonna be dry for two months and

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Speaker 6: I've already been.

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Speaker 9: I it's been.

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Speaker 1: We'll go to the club.

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Speaker 9: But it's as as a girl.

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Speaker 4: Oh my god, that shit isn't whenever I want, usually

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Speaker 4: first got to reject me since in high.

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Speaker 1: School it sucks, so then be then to deal with that,

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Speaker 1: Well you gotta then then that's actually this is a

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Speaker 1: good experience for you. This is a first person that's

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Speaker 1: ever rejected you.

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Speaker 4: Well, I mean, I'll put myself out there like that

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Speaker 4: that often, and when I do, I'm like, already damn

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Speaker 4: sure that.

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Speaker 8: I mean, like.

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Speaker 4: It don't sound arrogant, but I'm kind of cute, you know,

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Speaker 4: like anime nerd wet dream because I'm short and part Asians.

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Speaker 5: It's true.

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Speaker 1: I think you should go. I think you go to

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Speaker 1: the Air Force. You put one hundred percent of yourself

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Speaker 1: into doing Air Force ship hopping through old spare tires

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Speaker 1: and getting mud in your face and you know, developing

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Speaker 1: mental stress. Just a little immerse yourself into it. Stop

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Speaker 1: thinking about I mean, this is what I would tell

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Speaker 1: a guy too, you know, stop thinking about sex for

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Speaker 1: two months and just immerse yourself in what you're doing.

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Speaker 1: And don't this. I hate this twenty seven year old guy.

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Speaker 1: I don't know anything about him, but I hate.

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Speaker 2: Him me too.

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Speaker 1: Don't even don't even think about him. Just go go

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Speaker 1: to training, immerse yourself in that, and then when you're done,

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Speaker 1: you know, go wild, do what you gotta do. But

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Speaker 1: for now, focus on what's in front of you.

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Speaker 8: Thanks.

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Speaker 4: I probably needed to hear that. I'll try and take

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Speaker 4: that in for sure.

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Speaker 1: What'd you say? Your name was, Paige? Well page, you

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Speaker 1: have a good night and your good luck do it

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Speaker 1: stopping through the tires. I've seen like one movie about

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Speaker 1: the army and that's all I know, So good luck

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Speaker 1: doing the things that I saw in that movie.

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Speaker 3: All right, Thanks, I love it.

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Speaker 1: I'll talk to you soon.

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Speaker 4: Bye.

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Speaker 2: Come from Jonathan.

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Speaker 1: Jonathan. Hello, Hello Jonathan.

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Speaker 2: Hi loo, how are you?

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Speaker 1: You know? I'm all right, Thank you for asking.

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Speaker 2: No problem, no problem.

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Speaker 1: You know, not a lot of people ask what were

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Speaker 2: I'm just you know, ignoring cause from my ex girlfriend,

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Speaker 2: just so I can talk to you about a problem

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Speaker 2: that I had even during the relationship with her.

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Speaker 1: You know, all right, we can actually shortcut this real

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Speaker 1: quick because I think right there is the I think

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Speaker 1: everything when people everything that I would tell you is

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Speaker 1: to tell everything that you're about to tell me to her.

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Speaker 2: No no, no, no, no, this has nothing to do with her, Like,

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Speaker 2: this is more of a problem that I have with myself.

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Speaker 2: I guess. Let me just like get straight to it.

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Speaker 2: So I have an insane masturbation problem, Okay, Like I

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Speaker 2: find myself constantly like I'll wake up in the mornings

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Speaker 2: and then I'll just get a strong urge just too masurbate,

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Speaker 2: and then I'm coming at least three to five times

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Speaker 2: a day, like minimum, and sometimes even more, like sometimes

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Speaker 2: even more. And it's just like when before I got

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Speaker 2: into the relationship that I was like that I recently

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Speaker 2: just got out of. I was like, Okay, maybe once

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Speaker 2: I get into this relationship, I'm not gonna have those

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Speaker 2: urges anymore, since I'm gonna have like a girlfriend, you know,

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Speaker 2: do stuff with. But it ended up like just making

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Speaker 2: it even worse, Like I would stay, Yeah, it made

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Speaker 2: it worse because we would have sex, you know, we'd

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Speaker 2: exchange nudes and stuff like that, and I find I

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Speaker 2: would find myself now just not even not just watching porn,

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Speaker 2: but just like looking at those news as well, and

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Speaker 2: then just jacking off even more.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, your your overall sexual your overall libido is higher,

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Speaker 1: so you're you're masterbaking even more. But here here's my okay.

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Speaker 1: First of all, three to five, I mean you said

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Speaker 1: three to five minimum.

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Speaker 2: Minimum, minimum minimum, it goes beyond that, Like, that's just

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Speaker 2: like the for me.

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Speaker 1: I mean, I'm less concerned with the frequency of the

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Speaker 1: masturbation as I am with what does is the masturbation

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Speaker 1: interfere with other aspects of your life? How is it

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Speaker 1: affecting you? Because look, I mean I don't know what

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Speaker 1: if you're ignoring the outside world to go masturbate, if

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Speaker 1: you down for dinner, and you're like, I can't because

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Speaker 1: you're masturbating. If you're if you're skipping school to masturbate,

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Speaker 1: if you're going to skip work to masturbate. You know,

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Speaker 1: if you're masturbating, you feel like it's making you depressed.

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Speaker 1: I mean that I'm more concerned about what the effects

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Speaker 1: quantity of it. Mm hmm, what what do you think

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Speaker 1: those effects have been.

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Speaker 2: Okay, so it's mainly just affecting. Like I think it

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Speaker 2: honestly had a huge part to play with with like

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Speaker 2: my like my past relationship, like I said, and I

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Speaker 2: think it was the main cause of why I wanted

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Speaker 2: to like leave that relationship. I felt like, Okay, I'm

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Speaker 2: looking at all these girls that I'm watching on like

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Speaker 2: like important and stuff, and I'm like, Okay, you know,

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Speaker 2: these girls are like very attractive, most of them are attractive.

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Speaker 2: And then another aspect is like you see the guys

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Speaker 2: like you know, a dick, and it's just like, okay,

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Speaker 2: these guys have unnaturally like not unnaturally, but like it's

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Speaker 2: not very common to have, like penis is as large

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Speaker 2: as theirs, and it just has like huge self esteem issues.

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Speaker 2: And it literally like constantly throughout the day, it's just like, man,

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Speaker 2: am I like big enough? Am I? Like? You know,

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Speaker 2: am I actually satisfying?

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Speaker 10: You know?

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Speaker 2: When I was in the relationship, am I satisfying my partner? Like,

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Speaker 2: And it was a constant like just like questioning that

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Speaker 2: even then it wasn't enough to reassure myself that like

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Speaker 2: really appreciate what you said, and I will look into

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00:25:54,840 --> 00:25:58,120
Speaker 2: talking to someone because this is something that I definitely

440
00:25:58,160 --> 00:26:02,520
Speaker 2: want to like turnover, I guess. But thank you for

441
00:26:02,600 --> 00:26:03,440
Speaker 2: your time, Lyle.

442
00:26:03,920 --> 00:26:05,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, absolutely, man, you you have you have a good night.

443
00:26:05,840 --> 00:26:06,639
Speaker 1: Would you say your name.

444
00:26:06,560 --> 00:26:07,320
Speaker 7: Was you too?

445
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:08,280
Speaker 2: My name is Johnson.

446
00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:10,080
Speaker 1: Take care of Jonathan.

447
00:26:10,080 --> 00:26:12,360
Speaker 2: You have a good night, you too, have a good night.

448
00:26:12,760 --> 00:26:13,399
Speaker 2: Thank you.

449
00:26:23,720 --> 00:26:27,679
Speaker 6: All from you, Lissa, k.

450
00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:39,760
Speaker 1: You Lissa, Hi. Have you ever had a vision you, Lissa?

451
00:26:41,200 --> 00:26:45,880
Speaker 5: I had multiple visions before you've.

452
00:26:45,680 --> 00:26:49,040
Speaker 1: Had multiple visions. Wait, let me ask you something. Okay,

453
00:26:49,680 --> 00:26:50,680
Speaker 1: what year were you born?

454
00:26:52,119 --> 00:26:53,000
Speaker 5: Nineteen ninety nine?

455
00:26:54,880 --> 00:26:56,959
Speaker 1: All right, what have you had visions about?

456
00:26:57,600 --> 00:27:01,520
Speaker 5: Okay? So when I was sak, I was having a

457
00:27:01,520 --> 00:27:08,160
Speaker 5: birthday party, right. And this is a funny situation because

458
00:27:08,160 --> 00:27:11,639
Speaker 5: my birthday party was happening in front of my actual house,

459
00:27:12,080 --> 00:27:15,240
Speaker 5: so right across the street. You know the picture I'm

460
00:27:15,240 --> 00:27:15,720
Speaker 5: painting here.

461
00:27:17,840 --> 00:27:20,480
Speaker 1: So yeah, two places that are across from each other.

462
00:27:21,200 --> 00:27:21,600
Speaker 8: Correct.

463
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:24,520
Speaker 5: So I go to my house to check on my

464
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:27,119
Speaker 5: mom because she's still getting ready. My dad had just

465
00:27:27,200 --> 00:27:31,000
Speaker 5: left to buy some beer because like adults getting drunk

466
00:27:31,080 --> 00:27:37,520
Speaker 5: at a children's party, right, And so as I'm walking

467
00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:40,480
Speaker 5: across the street towards my mom, I see this guy

468
00:27:41,280 --> 00:27:45,320
Speaker 5: standing and he looks exactly like my dad, holding a present,

469
00:27:46,800 --> 00:27:49,480
Speaker 5: and he's waving at me, telling me to cross the street.

470
00:27:49,840 --> 00:27:52,320
Speaker 5: But I'm like, this isn't adding up because my dad

471
00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:56,280
Speaker 5: just left, so I don't cross the street. I'm like

472
00:27:56,440 --> 00:27:58,359
Speaker 5: this stranger danger, I'm not going to cross the street.

473
00:27:59,280 --> 00:28:01,080
Speaker 5: So I go through to I'm like, Mom, or is

474
00:28:01,160 --> 00:28:04,840
Speaker 5: my dad? I just saw this guy. Nobody ever saw

475
00:28:04,880 --> 00:28:07,920
Speaker 5: this guy. It's just a vision that I had on

476
00:28:07,960 --> 00:28:08,920
Speaker 5: my sixth birthday.

477
00:28:10,760 --> 00:28:13,480
Speaker 1: It's a mystery, hallucinating hallucination.

478
00:28:13,680 --> 00:28:16,439
Speaker 11: Man, yep, who.

479
00:28:16,320 --> 00:28:16,600
Speaker 1: Do you what?

480
00:28:16,640 --> 00:28:16,840
Speaker 11: Do you?

481
00:28:16,840 --> 00:28:18,320
Speaker 1: What do you think? Who do you think they were?

482
00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:24,960
Speaker 5: I don't know, I have no idea. But as I've

483
00:28:24,960 --> 00:28:28,280
Speaker 5: grown older, I've had free prowesses and I've seen the

484
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:30,200
Speaker 5: same man in my sleep prowessies.

485
00:28:33,359 --> 00:28:36,040
Speaker 1: You know, this is the beginning of a very interesting

486
00:28:36,200 --> 00:28:37,080
Speaker 1: romance novel.

487
00:28:37,880 --> 00:28:42,320
Speaker 5: Oh my gosh, that's kind of hot. That's cute?

488
00:28:42,760 --> 00:28:44,680
Speaker 1: Is so that? I mean, this man do you you know?

489
00:28:46,880 --> 00:28:49,760
Speaker 5: Do you think you might be No, you're right, he's

490
00:28:49,840 --> 00:28:52,440
Speaker 5: kind of old. No, no, no, no, no, you're right.

491
00:28:52,600 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 5: He's kind of old. And I at once thought it

492
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:56,840
Speaker 5: was my dad.

493
00:28:57,600 --> 00:28:58,360
Speaker 10: So never mind.

494
00:28:58,840 --> 00:29:02,760
Speaker 1: But you said it was hot, k. Yeah that.

495
00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:06,680
Speaker 5: When you put it in a romantic aspect. I'm just

496
00:29:06,720 --> 00:29:07,200
Speaker 5: gonna you.

497
00:29:07,160 --> 00:29:10,400
Speaker 1: Know, I'm like, oh my god, ya, but that this

498
00:29:10,560 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 1: man that looks like your father.

499
00:29:14,040 --> 00:29:19,920
Speaker 5: That might not be real, but I've seen I've seen

500
00:29:20,000 --> 00:29:24,120
Speaker 5: him in my sleep prownsis. I'm like, I know, this

501
00:29:24,240 --> 00:29:27,040
Speaker 5: is just something I've made up. Like, you're not gonna

502
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:29,600
Speaker 5: get into my head. There's something that I've lived with.

503
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,800
Speaker 5: My friends don't believe me, but this is something I've seen.

504
00:29:34,520 --> 00:29:39,000
Speaker 1: What do you think he wants?

505
00:29:39,880 --> 00:29:41,440
Speaker 5: I don't know. I wish I knew.

506
00:29:42,400 --> 00:29:44,360
Speaker 6: I wish I knew because he attacks.

507
00:29:45,120 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 1: Ah, different times, he said he attacks. Yeah, so you

508
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:54,200
Speaker 1: look at his visits as attacks.

509
00:29:55,640 --> 00:29:56,240
Speaker 11: Yes, I do.

510
00:29:56,720 --> 00:29:57,600
Speaker 5: I feel attacked.

511
00:30:00,240 --> 00:30:02,040
Speaker 12: Hmm.

512
00:30:03,280 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 1: So this is you don't have pleasant experience? Have you

513
00:30:05,120 --> 00:30:07,360
Speaker 1: ever had a pleasant experience with this man? But does

514
00:30:07,400 --> 00:30:08,400
Speaker 1: he only bring terror?

515
00:30:09,320 --> 00:30:09,480
Speaker 8: No?

516
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:13,240
Speaker 5: No, no, only terror? Like one time during my sleep promises,

517
00:30:13,880 --> 00:30:16,480
Speaker 5: I saw him on top of me. It's like choking me.

518
00:30:18,880 --> 00:30:22,080
Speaker 5: As I stared him, said eyes, this is the scariest thing. Yeah, right,

519
00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:25,400
Speaker 5: at first you're like hot, but then it's just scary.

520
00:30:25,720 --> 00:30:32,239
Speaker 5: It's just scary, all right.

521
00:30:32,240 --> 00:30:35,080
Speaker 1: So at first this man that looks like your father

522
00:30:35,920 --> 00:30:38,000
Speaker 1: on top of you choking you was hot and then

523
00:30:38,040 --> 00:30:39,240
Speaker 1: at what point?

524
00:30:40,720 --> 00:30:44,640
Speaker 5: Okay, those are two different instances, do not Those were

525
00:30:44,640 --> 00:30:47,480
Speaker 5: two different instances. First he showed up like my dad,

526
00:30:47,920 --> 00:30:49,960
Speaker 5: just making sense. First he showed up as my dad,

527
00:30:50,000 --> 00:30:52,840
Speaker 5: you know, trustworthy. But then as I grew older, he

528
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:54,520
Speaker 5: just became scarier and scarier.

529
00:31:01,080 --> 00:31:03,480
Speaker 1: Do you think? Okay, but is he changing or is

530
00:31:03,520 --> 00:31:08,280
Speaker 1: your perception of him changing? Is his appearance that is

531
00:31:08,320 --> 00:31:09,000
Speaker 1: staying the same?

532
00:31:12,760 --> 00:31:15,760
Speaker 5: It's just an older guy's just scary.

533
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:16,200
Speaker 1: You know.

534
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:19,600
Speaker 5: I've tried to make peace with him, like I've tried

535
00:31:19,640 --> 00:31:22,560
Speaker 5: to be like, you know, we can be fun, you know,

536
00:31:22,720 --> 00:31:26,800
Speaker 5: maybe I can enjoy this, but I haven't succeeded.

537
00:31:27,520 --> 00:31:28,160
Speaker 1: Does he talk?

538
00:31:28,280 --> 00:31:28,520
Speaker 2: Do you?

539
00:31:28,720 --> 00:31:28,760
Speaker 7: Do?

540
00:31:28,800 --> 00:31:28,840
Speaker 2: You?

541
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:29,160
Speaker 5: Are you?

542
00:31:29,480 --> 00:31:31,760
Speaker 1: Have you had a conversation with him?

543
00:31:32,520 --> 00:31:32,600
Speaker 7: No?

544
00:31:32,760 --> 00:31:33,840
Speaker 9: But I've tried.

545
00:31:39,280 --> 00:31:41,240
Speaker 1: What what? What do you what? What? What have you

546
00:31:41,280 --> 00:31:42,960
Speaker 1: asked him? What have you tried to talk to him about?

547
00:31:47,520 --> 00:31:52,000
Speaker 5: I just like call out like hey, hey, you know,

548
00:31:52,040 --> 00:31:56,960
Speaker 5: I'm just like you, and he doesn't. He doesn't reach out.

549
00:31:57,440 --> 00:31:58,640
Speaker 5: I don't ask him questions.

550
00:31:59,560 --> 00:31:59,800
Speaker 2: I'm not.

551
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:04,200
Speaker 1: No what what do you think he wants?

552
00:32:04,240 --> 00:32:04,480
Speaker 10: Though?

553
00:32:08,520 --> 00:32:10,800
Speaker 8: I don't know. I wish I knew.

554
00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:14,440
Speaker 1: Him, ask him what he wants.

555
00:32:15,280 --> 00:32:19,440
Speaker 5: Okay, you're still right, You're still right. Well, what if

556
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:21,360
Speaker 5: like the house that i'm in, his haunted? Like, what

557
00:32:21,400 --> 00:32:24,880
Speaker 5: if it's just a presence because he doesn't follow.

558
00:32:24,600 --> 00:32:29,280
Speaker 1: Me around, he doesn't follow you? What do you mean

559
00:32:29,320 --> 00:32:29,960
Speaker 1: does it follow you?

560
00:32:30,880 --> 00:32:30,960
Speaker 8: Like?

561
00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 5: I haven't seen him and had slee promises at any

562
00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 5: other house.

563
00:32:36,840 --> 00:32:38,479
Speaker 1: Only at your house? Okay, so it's only when you're

564
00:32:38,480 --> 00:32:39,440
Speaker 1: sleeping in your house?

565
00:32:40,160 --> 00:32:40,520
Speaker 8: Correct?

566
00:32:42,440 --> 00:32:45,560
Speaker 1: So he probably lives the spirit probably lives in your house,

567
00:32:48,920 --> 00:32:54,960
Speaker 1: so I have to move only if you don't. Yo,

568
00:32:55,040 --> 00:33:00,600
Speaker 1: wait all right, because if this was a if was

569
00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:03,560
Speaker 1: like a young adult romantic novel or something like that,

570
00:33:04,720 --> 00:33:06,200
Speaker 1: I don't know how on board you are with this

571
00:33:06,280 --> 00:33:07,920
Speaker 1: theory that we've talked about so far.

572
00:33:09,080 --> 00:33:11,840
Speaker 5: No, I'm on board. I'm not doing anything during quarantine,

573
00:33:11,880 --> 00:33:14,160
Speaker 5: so I'm on board. I could start writing a novel.

574
00:33:14,480 --> 00:33:20,040
Speaker 1: You might have to have sex with the sleep paralysis demon.

575
00:33:19,840 --> 00:33:27,120
Speaker 5: I want to take that's a risk.

576
00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 1: Next time, all right, If you're willing, you're all right.

577
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:33,760
Speaker 1: So you're willing, you're on board with this, is what

578
00:33:33,840 --> 00:33:34,280
Speaker 1: I'm hearing.

579
00:33:35,240 --> 00:33:37,520
Speaker 5: Yeah, I am all right.

580
00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:38,880
Speaker 1: If you're on board with this. I think what you

581
00:33:38,880 --> 00:33:41,560
Speaker 1: should do is, next time you see him, first ask

582
00:33:41,600 --> 00:33:46,840
Speaker 1: him what he wants, okay, and then offer to have

583
00:33:46,880 --> 00:33:49,400
Speaker 1: sex with him and see what he says, because he

584
00:33:49,520 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 1: might be too shy to say it, but if you

585
00:33:51,600 --> 00:33:56,000
Speaker 1: initiate it, they might make him feel a little bit

586
00:33:56,000 --> 00:33:58,800
Speaker 1: more comfortable talking to you or more comfortable going there.

587
00:33:58,840 --> 00:33:59,920
Speaker 1: You know, if you initiate it.

588
00:34:01,160 --> 00:34:04,720
Speaker 4: I thought, how do I just like move from bear

589
00:34:04,800 --> 00:34:05,960
Speaker 4: a suedection like that?

590
00:34:06,160 --> 00:34:15,960
Speaker 13: You know, well, you can't, Well, don't force yourself to obviously, Okay,

591
00:34:16,280 --> 00:34:16,800
Speaker 13: do you want.

592
00:34:16,680 --> 00:34:18,480
Speaker 1: Do you want to have sex with the sleeperhouse steaming

593
00:34:18,560 --> 00:34:18,719
Speaker 1: or not?

594
00:34:20,440 --> 00:34:20,760
Speaker 10: Sorry?

595
00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:22,040
Speaker 7: What do you do?

596
00:34:22,080 --> 00:34:24,000
Speaker 1: You want to have sex with the sleeperhouse steaming?

597
00:34:26,640 --> 00:34:27,000
Speaker 8: I do?

598
00:34:29,239 --> 00:34:33,120
Speaker 1: Then then then I think it's worth pursuing as an option.

599
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:38,880
Speaker 5: You're right, this is like a point of view that

600
00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:43,200
Speaker 5: I have never seen before. So I'm gonna try it

601
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:45,400
Speaker 5: because that's right. Everything else when the seam.

602
00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:52,360
Speaker 8: Works, well, thank you.

603
00:34:53,160 --> 00:34:55,439
Speaker 1: Absolutely, you know, let let let us.

604
00:34:55,320 --> 00:35:02,080
Speaker 5: Know how it goes, okay, hopefully hopefully successful because it's

605
00:35:02,120 --> 00:35:05,240
Speaker 5: like turning into a toxic relationships.

606
00:35:06,280 --> 00:35:06,680
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

607
00:35:09,280 --> 00:35:11,160
Speaker 1: And yeah, I mean you guys will have to. I mean, look,

608
00:35:11,160 --> 00:35:13,040
Speaker 1: it might be a little lot. I mean, it might

609
00:35:13,080 --> 00:35:16,680
Speaker 1: be awkward now, it might it might make it worse. Actually,

610
00:35:17,400 --> 00:35:24,920
Speaker 1: now that I'm thinking about it, why let me But

611
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:26,560
Speaker 1: what if? But what if you have sex with him

612
00:35:26,560 --> 00:35:28,320
Speaker 1: and then it gets and then it gets like awkward

613
00:35:28,360 --> 00:35:31,000
Speaker 1: now when he when he haunts you and ship.

614
00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:33,000
Speaker 8: Mm hmm.

615
00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:44,680
Speaker 1: So you're running that risk, but it might also be

616
00:35:44,719 --> 00:35:45,200
Speaker 1: your solution.

617
00:35:45,280 --> 00:35:45,640
Speaker 2: I don't know.

618
00:35:45,680 --> 00:35:47,200
Speaker 1: I just I think you need to. You need to.

619
00:35:47,800 --> 00:35:49,799
Speaker 1: You're at a point with this where you need to

620
00:35:49,840 --> 00:35:52,040
Speaker 1: take massive action here, and I think that that's a

621
00:35:52,040 --> 00:35:54,160
Speaker 1: good way to do it. And I want you, I

622
00:35:54,160 --> 00:35:55,360
Speaker 1: want you to go try that. I want you to

623
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:56,320
Speaker 1: report back to us.

624
00:35:56,920 --> 00:35:58,120
Speaker 5: Okay, I will.

625
00:36:00,840 --> 00:36:02,920
Speaker 10: Ulyssa, ulyssa.

626
00:36:03,400 --> 00:36:05,839
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling in and and and good luck

627
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:06,720
Speaker 1: in your sleep tonight.

628
00:36:07,440 --> 00:36:11,040
Speaker 5: Okay, thank you, goodbye, good night to all.

629
00:36:20,480 --> 00:36:20,640
Speaker 7: Hey.

630
00:36:20,680 --> 00:36:23,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, I lost the beginning of the audio for this call.

631
00:36:24,239 --> 00:36:27,759
Speaker 1: But these two guys are named Seamus and Kyle, and

632
00:36:27,800 --> 00:36:31,000
Speaker 1: they have called in before. And that's that's pretty much

633
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:32,279
Speaker 1: all you need to know. All right, cool, all right,

634
00:36:32,360 --> 00:36:33,480
Speaker 1: le's get into it. What's up?

635
00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:35,719
Speaker 11: Oh?

636
00:36:35,840 --> 00:36:39,400
Speaker 12: This is great. We've been we've been waiting since forever, honestly.

637
00:36:40,480 --> 00:36:42,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, what have you been doing? Uh in the me

638
00:36:42,920 --> 00:36:45,040
Speaker 1: in the time since you've been waiting.

639
00:36:45,400 --> 00:36:49,520
Speaker 11: Well, we've been working, working hard, like working people.

640
00:36:50,200 --> 00:36:53,120
Speaker 12: Yeah, both got uh both got us some jobs. Right

641
00:36:53,160 --> 00:36:55,880
Speaker 12: now we're uh, we're drinking, and you've.

642
00:36:55,719 --> 00:36:57,680
Speaker 1: Got a job between now and the time that.

643
00:36:58,920 --> 00:37:00,319
Speaker 7: No, no, no, no, we've had jobs.

644
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:02,000
Speaker 5: So we have had work.

645
00:37:02,120 --> 00:37:03,160
Speaker 3: We both had work.

646
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:10,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, you two seem like you have very interesting jobs.

647
00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:12,319
Speaker 7: We do.

648
00:37:13,080 --> 00:37:18,479
Speaker 11: I'm actually a car salesman. Are my best to sell

649
00:37:18,640 --> 00:37:20,359
Speaker 11: as many Toyota cameras as I can?

650
00:37:20,360 --> 00:37:21,759
Speaker 2: I want in to Toyota dealership.

651
00:37:22,320 --> 00:37:26,239
Speaker 1: Can you pitch me on on why I should buy

652
00:37:26,239 --> 00:37:26,960
Speaker 1: a Toyota camera?

653
00:37:27,600 --> 00:37:31,480
Speaker 11: Well, the car isn't It doesn't be sold itself because

654
00:37:31,480 --> 00:37:33,719
Speaker 11: you already know why A You're walking yourself into the dealership,

655
00:37:34,560 --> 00:37:38,080
Speaker 11: coming in for a quality camera that's going to get

656
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,680
Speaker 11: you from point A to point B is safely and

657
00:37:40,760 --> 00:37:43,960
Speaker 11: it's as smoothly as possible.

658
00:37:45,239 --> 00:37:47,239
Speaker 1: Right, But if but wouldn't it? I feel like it

659
00:37:47,280 --> 00:37:49,160
Speaker 1: would be the test of a master salesman. I mean,

660
00:37:49,160 --> 00:37:52,000
Speaker 1: I have no interest in buying a car, and I

661
00:37:52,040 --> 00:37:54,200
Speaker 1: feel like it would be a good test if you

662
00:37:54,239 --> 00:37:56,720
Speaker 1: could convince someone who I mean sure, you know anyone

663
00:37:56,719 --> 00:37:58,719
Speaker 1: could convince someone who wants to buy a thing to

664
00:37:58,760 --> 00:38:01,040
Speaker 1: buy a thing? Is that someone who doesn't want to

665
00:38:01,040 --> 00:38:01,719
Speaker 1: buy a thing at all?

666
00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:06,160
Speaker 11: We'll get to be honest with you. It's Friday night.

667
00:38:06,200 --> 00:38:07,759
Speaker 11: I'm already a little bit too fucked up to be

668
00:38:07,800 --> 00:38:12,880
Speaker 11: answering that question. Yeah, I've already kind of left the

669
00:38:12,920 --> 00:38:15,840
Speaker 11: office not too worried about that bullshit. My boss is

670
00:38:15,840 --> 00:38:19,239
Speaker 11: a prick though his name is Rick. Really got me

671
00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:21,160
Speaker 11: on my feet these last couple of days.

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00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:25,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, gotcha. What's what's what's what's Rick having?

673
00:38:25,600 --> 00:38:25,799
Speaker 7: You do.

674
00:38:26,040 --> 00:38:26,960
Speaker 1: That's fishing you off.

675
00:38:27,920 --> 00:38:28,120
Speaker 8: Man.

676
00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:30,520
Speaker 11: He's just got me out on the sun lately. Like

677
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:33,800
Speaker 11: it's been hard as fuck we down here in Texas.

678
00:38:33,600 --> 00:38:37,240
Speaker 11: It's hard as fuck down here. He got me standing

679
00:38:37,280 --> 00:38:39,359
Speaker 11: in the parking lot waiting for people to come in.

680
00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:41,239
Speaker 11: You know, I got to be the salesperson. Hey, what

681
00:38:41,320 --> 00:38:42,839
Speaker 11: can I do for you guys? You guys are looking

682
00:38:42,880 --> 00:38:44,200
Speaker 11: for a new car. You know I've got to do

683
00:38:44,239 --> 00:38:51,799
Speaker 11: all this bullshit. Ricks the Prick, You're absolutely right, Rick

684
00:38:51,920 --> 00:38:52,319
Speaker 11: the Prick.

685
00:38:52,560 --> 00:38:55,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, what you gotta do?

686
00:38:56,360 --> 00:38:56,560
Speaker 8: Wait?

687
00:38:57,000 --> 00:38:58,400
Speaker 1: What does Rick do? Does Rick hang out in the

688
00:38:58,400 --> 00:39:00,120
Speaker 1: fucking air conditioned the law.

689
00:39:01,520 --> 00:39:01,719
Speaker 5: Jack?

690
00:39:01,880 --> 00:39:05,080
Speaker 3: Listen, I've met I've met this guy before.

691
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:07,840
Speaker 12: All he does is he sits in his fucking office

692
00:39:07,880 --> 00:39:10,480
Speaker 12: on his bad ass in his little rollie chair, and

693
00:39:10,480 --> 00:39:13,160
Speaker 12: he just bosses everyone around. He'll he'll come out, He'll

694
00:39:13,200 --> 00:39:15,000
Speaker 12: come out like every hour. I'll go up there, you know,

695
00:39:15,400 --> 00:39:17,240
Speaker 12: I'll visit him on the days and I'm not working,

696
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,400
Speaker 12: you know, bring him, bring him some lunch, you know,

697
00:39:19,640 --> 00:39:22,759
Speaker 12: hang out with him on his on his brakes and

698
00:39:22,920 --> 00:39:25,680
Speaker 12: uh yeah, I just I see Rick coming in. He's

699
00:39:25,719 --> 00:39:28,240
Speaker 12: bitching at me, you know, telling me to leave him alone.

700
00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:30,640
Speaker 12: When he's on his own break. You know, he's out

701
00:39:30,680 --> 00:39:32,719
Speaker 12: there on his break after working his ass off in

702
00:39:32,800 --> 00:39:35,359
Speaker 12: the sun, and Rick the print comes in, you know,

703
00:39:35,719 --> 00:39:38,200
Speaker 12: telling me to basically go fuck myself and to leave.

704
00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:41,440
Speaker 12: Can't even can't even visit my boyfriend on his on

705
00:39:41,520 --> 00:39:41,960
Speaker 12: his break.

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00:39:43,200 --> 00:39:48,120
Speaker 1: No, Rick's No, Rick's definitely a huge cunt. But but luck,

707
00:39:49,880 --> 00:39:51,480
Speaker 1: I mean he's probably he's there for a reason. He's

708
00:39:51,480 --> 00:39:52,720
Speaker 1: probably really good at selling cards.

709
00:39:53,360 --> 00:39:55,279
Speaker 11: No, I haven't seen him sold ship since the time

710
00:39:55,320 --> 00:39:57,400
Speaker 11: I've been there. I got transfer from the other location.

711
00:39:57,560 --> 00:39:59,680
Speaker 11: He hasn't sold jack ship. He just sits in the

712
00:39:59,680 --> 00:40:04,319
Speaker 11: off eat the goddamn subway footlong every goddamn day. Every day,

713
00:40:04,360 --> 00:40:06,680
Speaker 11: I'm talking. He gets the meatball sub too. He's a

714
00:40:06,680 --> 00:40:10,319
Speaker 11: real filthy, dirty scumbag mhm.

715
00:40:10,880 --> 00:40:13,520
Speaker 1: And subs are definitely the food choice of a villain.

716
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Speaker 12: Oh yeah, now, but we we're uh, we're actually thinking

717
00:40:17,520 --> 00:40:20,080
Speaker 12: about getting Rick fired because we have a we have

718
00:40:20,120 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 12: a little bit of dirt on him.

719
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:25,040
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, what what uh? What you got?

720
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:27,280
Speaker 7: Yeah?

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00:40:27,360 --> 00:40:29,799
Speaker 11: Well, after hours one day he made me stay late

722
00:40:29,840 --> 00:40:32,359
Speaker 11: and I was cleaning up my office. I actually saw

723
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:34,640
Speaker 11: him roll into the back parking lot. He came back

724
00:40:34,640 --> 00:40:37,520
Speaker 11: with some thoughts from this and that. I know you're

725
00:40:37,560 --> 00:40:39,879
Speaker 11: probably not too familiar with that street, but it's it's

726
00:40:39,880 --> 00:40:44,280
Speaker 11: a real family street in Houston. It's real, real fun

727
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,680
Speaker 11: at night, get all the uh the excitement that you

728
00:40:47,719 --> 00:40:52,359
Speaker 11: could ask for. We actually, uh he actually caught.

729
00:40:52,120 --> 00:40:56,759
Speaker 12: Him after hours bringing in prostitutes from this and it

730
00:40:58,080 --> 00:41:02,520
Speaker 12: into the office. I swear swear he has videos. He

731
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:05,280
Speaker 12: has video footage. He recorded it on his phone.

732
00:41:05,560 --> 00:41:08,520
Speaker 11: It's like shit footage.

733
00:41:08,600 --> 00:41:10,680
Speaker 12: But because it like it was at night and like

734
00:41:10,719 --> 00:41:12,279
Speaker 12: a lot of the light's rot. But he was saying

735
00:41:12,280 --> 00:41:15,040
Speaker 12: after work, filling out paperwork and this and that, like

736
00:41:15,160 --> 00:41:17,959
Speaker 12: just tidying up because I don't know Rick, the prick

737
00:41:18,120 --> 00:41:20,759
Speaker 12: was just making him. He just boxed him around whatever, right,

738
00:41:21,120 --> 00:41:24,320
Speaker 12: And uh, I think he thought he left right because

739
00:41:24,360 --> 00:41:27,200
Speaker 12: he was just cleaning his office up after he finished

740
00:41:27,480 --> 00:41:31,319
Speaker 12: like all the paperwork and whatnot. And he sends me

741
00:41:31,360 --> 00:41:35,080
Speaker 12: a video of Rick coming in through the back door

742
00:41:35,920 --> 00:41:38,280
Speaker 12: with like three hookers.

743
00:41:38,360 --> 00:41:40,600
Speaker 11: Just it was an unbelievable an there's no way that

744
00:41:41,000 --> 00:41:47,319
Speaker 11: lot no less. Yeah, but he's probably got him well

745
00:41:47,360 --> 00:41:49,359
Speaker 11: because I was duffed under the desk and the lights

746
00:41:49,360 --> 00:41:51,080
Speaker 11: were already turned off, you know, because I saw the

747
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:53,800
Speaker 11: prick pull into the office in the back. So I

748
00:41:53,880 --> 00:41:55,440
Speaker 11: was like, Oh, some m's coming, we gotta check who

749
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:55,759
Speaker 11: this is.

750
00:41:56,120 --> 00:41:56,839
Speaker 7: And what do you know?

751
00:41:57,640 --> 00:42:00,680
Speaker 11: It's loan behold Rick.

752
00:42:06,320 --> 00:42:07,920
Speaker 1: How do you know that they were hookers?

753
00:42:08,680 --> 00:42:08,879
Speaker 8: Oh?

754
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:11,440
Speaker 11: The way that they were dressed, they're real skimpy clothes

755
00:42:11,520 --> 00:42:14,239
Speaker 11: were barely on, and uh, they just look like the

756
00:42:14,280 --> 00:42:16,120
Speaker 11: type of dirty thoughts that you get off the dish

757
00:42:16,120 --> 00:42:18,880
Speaker 11: from that. There were not no quality process issues that

758
00:42:18,960 --> 00:42:20,520
Speaker 11: you pay top dollar for. Believe me.

759
00:42:21,000 --> 00:42:23,560
Speaker 12: Believe me, yeah, there is There's no way that those

760
00:42:23,560 --> 00:42:26,240
Speaker 12: were like his his nieces or some shiit like those

761
00:42:26,400 --> 00:42:30,440
Speaker 12: those were those were one of prostitutes. He wasn't, you know,

762
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:32,399
Speaker 12: bringing in the kiddos to be like, oh, come check

763
00:42:32,400 --> 00:42:33,960
Speaker 12: out the come check out.

764
00:42:33,760 --> 00:42:34,920
Speaker 3: The office after hours.

765
00:42:35,040 --> 00:42:35,440
Speaker 7: Nah, he was.

766
00:42:35,560 --> 00:42:37,320
Speaker 3: He was going in there to bang three hookers.

767
00:42:40,520 --> 00:42:43,560
Speaker 12: That's right, that's right, cup of confusion, small bick Rick.

768
00:42:44,880 --> 00:42:50,000
Speaker 1: All right, So what's your plan? How are you going

769
00:42:50,080 --> 00:42:51,239
Speaker 1: to use this to your advantage?

770
00:42:51,800 --> 00:42:55,799
Speaker 12: This happened about a week ago, so we've been kind

771
00:42:55,800 --> 00:42:57,279
Speaker 12: of just discussing what we can do.

772
00:42:57,719 --> 00:42:59,400
Speaker 11: I was thinking that I was going to go to

773
00:42:59,440 --> 00:43:05,239
Speaker 11: the district, the district GM, maybe go to corporate, see

774
00:43:05,280 --> 00:43:07,080
Speaker 11: what we can do maybe get him in place, just

775
00:43:07,080 --> 00:43:08,719
Speaker 11: get him out of my location. I'm not really a

776
00:43:08,719 --> 00:43:10,320
Speaker 11: big Fanima, or you're.

777
00:43:10,200 --> 00:43:12,640
Speaker 1: Not trying to, but so so yeah, okay, I want

778
00:43:12,640 --> 00:43:13,120
Speaker 1: to hear the ore.

779
00:43:13,840 --> 00:43:18,400
Speaker 12: Okay, so the ore here is blackmail. Just make a

780
00:43:18,520 --> 00:43:20,000
Speaker 12: rick our pitch, Just make.

781
00:43:19,920 --> 00:43:20,960
Speaker 7: Him our bits like.

782
00:43:22,840 --> 00:43:24,960
Speaker 3: I don't I don't work I don't work there myself.

783
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:26,400
Speaker 3: I don't work there myself.

784
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:26,839
Speaker 7: But we can.

785
00:43:27,320 --> 00:43:30,000
Speaker 12: You know, obviously I'll assist him and you know, making

786
00:43:30,080 --> 00:43:34,360
Speaker 12: his his prick boss, you know, his little little whore.

787
00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:39,200
Speaker 1: But I don't know. I you know what, I think

788
00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:41,239
Speaker 1: you'd be better off going with the first off because

789
00:43:41,239 --> 00:43:45,279
Speaker 1: the second option you have to, like, what if he

790
00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:50,160
Speaker 1: retaliates in some way? What if the they find out

791
00:43:50,200 --> 00:43:52,120
Speaker 1: that you knew, the higher us find out that you know,

792
00:43:52,160 --> 00:43:54,040
Speaker 1: and then you got it's too much, it's it's it's

793
00:43:54,080 --> 00:43:55,759
Speaker 1: too messy. I think you just get him out of there,

794
00:43:55,760 --> 00:43:58,080
Speaker 1: get him out, you know, never deal with whatever again.

795
00:43:58,120 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 1: You don't even want to be around this guy. You mean,

796
00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:00,080
Speaker 1: if he's your.

797
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:03,760
Speaker 11: Bitch, exactly, what do you what do you do with trash?

798
00:44:03,800 --> 00:44:06,080
Speaker 11: Mister gek? You take it out, You don't just push

799
00:44:06,120 --> 00:44:07,839
Speaker 11: it to the side and let the next guy, deal

800
00:44:07,840 --> 00:44:08,160
Speaker 11: with this.

801
00:44:09,920 --> 00:44:11,040
Speaker 1: Take it out. I agree.

802
00:44:11,040 --> 00:44:14,080
Speaker 11: I think you got Rick exactly.

803
00:44:14,760 --> 00:44:15,120
Speaker 8: M hm.

804
00:44:16,480 --> 00:44:18,600
Speaker 11: So that's just what I've been up to these past

805
00:44:18,600 --> 00:44:20,919
Speaker 11: couple days in real stressful day at work.

806
00:44:21,560 --> 00:44:23,360
Speaker 2: How about you yourself, what have you been up to?

807
00:44:24,480 --> 00:44:26,200
Speaker 1: You know, not much, man, I've just been you know.

808
00:44:26,600 --> 00:44:28,239
Speaker 1: You know, I'm in India right now.

809
00:44:29,120 --> 00:44:33,080
Speaker 7: Oh that's very fun, but I see it.

810
00:44:33,400 --> 00:44:36,120
Speaker 1: Listen, guys, thank you for calling in and giving us

811
00:44:36,120 --> 00:44:39,960
Speaker 1: that update. And you know, tell let us know what

812
00:44:39,960 --> 00:44:41,359
Speaker 1: happened ends up happening with Rick.

813
00:44:41,840 --> 00:44:42,480
Speaker 11: Oh we will.

814
00:44:42,560 --> 00:44:45,680
Speaker 1: We'll be calling back absolutely. I'll talk to you guys soon,

815
00:44:46,280 --> 00:44:46,760
Speaker 1: of course.

816
00:44:47,000 --> 00:44:49,880
Speaker 7: You stay safe. Mister G will give you an update.

817
00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:52,920
Speaker 12: We'll give you an update soon on the Rick situation.

818
00:44:53,080 --> 00:44:54,680
Speaker 2: We'll get back to you as soon as possible.

819
00:44:54,920 --> 00:44:56,839
Speaker 1: Absolutely, And you know, look, if you want to send

820
00:44:56,880 --> 00:45:00,000
Speaker 1: me that video, you know, just so I can look

821
00:45:00,040 --> 00:45:02,080
Speaker 1: go overage, so I can maybe have more perspective on

822
00:45:02,120 --> 00:45:03,000
Speaker 1: the situation.

823
00:45:04,400 --> 00:45:10,360
Speaker 2: We got to you know, hit me up, no problem, alright.

824
00:45:10,120 --> 00:45:10,640
Speaker 1: Let you guess.

825
00:45:11,440 --> 00:45:11,600
Speaker 8: Man.

826
00:45:20,800 --> 00:45:23,200
Speaker 1: Hey there, this is Lyle and I'm here to say

827
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828
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829
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831
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834
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835
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836
00:45:59,840 --> 00:46:03,240
Speaker 1: But you're also supporting just by listening, just by watching.

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Speaker 1: So thank you all very much, and that's it. I'll

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00:46:06,160 --> 00:46:07,320
Speaker 1: get back to the show, all right.

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Speaker 2: Peace.

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Speaker 8: All from Wednesday?

841
00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:23,160
Speaker 1: Wednesday? Wednesday, Wednesday? Yeah, could you do me a favor? Yeah,

842
00:46:23,960 --> 00:46:26,240
Speaker 1: what what are you doing right now? Wednesday?

843
00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:29,000
Speaker 8: Laying on the floor?

844
00:46:30,560 --> 00:46:32,680
Speaker 1: Well, how does that feel.

845
00:46:34,800 --> 00:46:41,160
Speaker 8: Good? Something about laying on the floor feels very good.

846
00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:44,680
Speaker 1: Do you prefer the floor to you know, the bed?

847
00:46:46,560 --> 00:46:51,680
Speaker 8: Not always, but sometimes it's just like a nice reset.

848
00:46:52,239 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 1: Yeah, totally, totally.

849
00:46:53,560 --> 00:46:53,719
Speaker 7: No.

850
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Speaker 1: I have had moments where like, you know, when you

851
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:57,719
Speaker 1: can't sleep and you're like, well fuck it, why as

852
00:46:57,760 --> 00:46:59,640
Speaker 1: well go on to go to the floor?

853
00:47:00,080 --> 00:47:00,279
Speaker 7: Yep?

854
00:47:00,840 --> 00:47:04,799
Speaker 1: Yeah, when's they can ask you a question?

855
00:47:06,280 --> 00:47:06,480
Speaker 8: Yeah?

856
00:47:06,520 --> 00:47:10,200
Speaker 1: Man, have you ever had a vision?

857
00:47:11,840 --> 00:47:13,080
Speaker 8: Dude? That's why I called.

858
00:47:14,760 --> 00:47:15,560
Speaker 1: Hit me Wednesday.

859
00:47:16,080 --> 00:47:18,719
Speaker 8: Okay, okay, stay with me.

860
00:47:19,719 --> 00:47:22,360
Speaker 1: I'm with you. I never left.

861
00:47:22,040 --> 00:47:28,800
Speaker 8: I I've always had this theory that I'm a witch. Okay,

862
00:47:31,480 --> 00:47:36,960
Speaker 8: So a couple of times I've thought about people and

863
00:47:37,000 --> 00:47:52,200
Speaker 8: then that day I learn that they're dead. Should I continue?

864
00:47:52,880 --> 00:47:53,200
Speaker 1: Yes?

865
00:47:54,000 --> 00:47:58,360
Speaker 8: Okay? So like one time there was this there was

866
00:47:58,400 --> 00:48:02,240
Speaker 8: this young girl on vine. Her name was Emma, not Emma,

867
00:48:02,600 --> 00:48:05,759
Speaker 8: I think Emma Greer. She went by Greer mostly. She

868
00:48:05,800 --> 00:48:09,319
Speaker 8: had cancer. I followed her for a long time. Knew

869
00:48:09,360 --> 00:48:12,280
Speaker 8: she had cancer, you know, but she was doing okay.

870
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,200
Speaker 8: Kind of kind of fell off of her for a minute,

871
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:18,719
Speaker 8: and then one day I just randomly thought about her,

872
00:48:20,600 --> 00:48:25,759
Speaker 8: and I like went to her Instagram and she had

873
00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:26,719
Speaker 8: died that same day.

874
00:48:30,920 --> 00:48:33,760
Speaker 1: Who's the other one?

875
00:48:34,239 --> 00:48:39,320
Speaker 8: I was like in class just talking to my friends

876
00:48:39,560 --> 00:48:44,319
Speaker 8: about my grandpa because he was really weird. I was

877
00:48:44,360 --> 00:48:47,200
Speaker 8: just telling him lots of stories about him. One time

878
00:48:47,239 --> 00:48:49,880
Speaker 8: he ran into a steak and shake with his car,

879
00:48:51,600 --> 00:48:55,040
Speaker 8: and I like, I like telling that story because that's funny. Shit.

880
00:48:57,080 --> 00:49:00,239
Speaker 8: We were just talking about him whatever whatever, And then

881
00:49:00,239 --> 00:49:03,239
Speaker 8: I go home in that day, my dad is like,

882
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:10,680
Speaker 8: got some bad news. Grandpa died and like he wasn't

883
00:49:10,719 --> 00:49:12,520
Speaker 8: that big of a part of my life, Like I

884
00:49:12,520 --> 00:49:15,520
Speaker 8: didn't really talk about him normally, but that day I

885
00:49:15,560 --> 00:49:18,920
Speaker 8: spent an entire class period talking about my grandpa.

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Speaker 10: And then same day, no, non, he died.

887
00:49:26,640 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 1: And so because of these you think you're a witch

888
00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:32,479
Speaker 1: or that you might be a witch.

889
00:49:33,280 --> 00:49:36,719
Speaker 8: Well, okay, this is where this is where it's going

890
00:49:36,760 --> 00:49:43,480
Speaker 8: to fall off, and everyone's gonna think I'm.

891
00:49:41,520 --> 00:49:43,600
Speaker 1: Was that by insane?

892
00:49:44,400 --> 00:49:47,640
Speaker 8: Oh sorry, this is where it's gonna fall off, and

893
00:49:47,680 --> 00:49:52,880
Speaker 8: everyone's gonna think that it's crazy. But I have had

894
00:49:53,480 --> 00:49:58,600
Speaker 8: two boyfriends who I've gotten messy breakups with, and both

895
00:49:58,640 --> 00:50:04,719
Speaker 8: of them, within like a week after us breaking up,

896
00:50:05,719 --> 00:50:07,960
Speaker 8: have wrecked their cars.

897
00:50:11,320 --> 00:50:13,960
Speaker 1: So you're making me like scared to talk to you.

898
00:50:14,400 --> 00:50:17,920
Speaker 1: I'm scared, Like what now I feel like something's going

899
00:50:17,960 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 1: to happen to me.

900
00:50:19,239 --> 00:50:22,440
Speaker 8: No, don't worry, I won't manifest it. I think I

901
00:50:22,440 --> 00:50:23,560
Speaker 8: think that's the problem.

902
00:50:23,760 --> 00:50:26,399
Speaker 1: Well hold on now, Well now I'm a little Now

903
00:50:26,440 --> 00:50:28,359
Speaker 1: I'm a little freaked out, because what do you mean

904
00:50:28,400 --> 00:50:29,440
Speaker 1: you won't ma, does that.

905
00:50:29,320 --> 00:50:31,479
Speaker 8: Mean no, no, no, no Nocause you're.

906
00:50:31,400 --> 00:50:33,480
Speaker 1: Saying you won't manifest, it implies that you have some

907
00:50:33,480 --> 00:50:34,239
Speaker 1: control over this.

908
00:50:34,920 --> 00:50:38,440
Speaker 8: No, that's that's my fear. That's my fear is I

909
00:50:38,520 --> 00:50:41,960
Speaker 8: just think of these things that might just happen. But

910
00:50:42,080 --> 00:50:43,120
Speaker 8: so then you don't have controls.

911
00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:44,280
Speaker 1: You can't promise me anything.

912
00:50:46,120 --> 00:50:49,080
Speaker 8: So I also have a really bad OCD. So if

913
00:50:49,080 --> 00:50:51,480
Speaker 8: I just I've convinced myself, if I just do my

914
00:50:51,520 --> 00:50:54,440
Speaker 8: OCD stuff, then you won't die. So tonight I'll just

915
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:56,560
Speaker 8: do my OCD stuff and you're all good.

916
00:51:05,360 --> 00:51:08,840
Speaker 1: But my back is going to be ripped in half tomorrow,

917
00:51:08,880 --> 00:51:09,319
Speaker 1: I could tell.

918
00:51:11,160 --> 00:51:16,800
Speaker 8: No, no, all right, gotcha, it's all good energy. I really,

919
00:51:16,960 --> 00:51:19,600
Speaker 8: me and the universe really vibe now more than I

920
00:51:19,600 --> 00:51:24,640
Speaker 8: think we used to. Uh, I think you're okay, But

921
00:51:24,719 --> 00:51:30,160
Speaker 8: do you think I'm a witch or or I don't know,

922
00:51:32,200 --> 00:51:35,399
Speaker 8: like I don't know, maybe a god?

923
00:51:39,840 --> 00:51:42,399
Speaker 1: Do you? Well? I mean, okay, say you're a god. Right,

924
00:51:44,440 --> 00:51:47,480
Speaker 1: Yeah you said okay, so you but you have this

925
00:51:47,560 --> 00:51:50,359
Speaker 1: thing I could tell just now. Being a god does

926
00:51:50,400 --> 00:51:54,800
Speaker 1: not excite you. No, you seem you'd see it seems

927
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:57,279
Speaker 1: like a like a like a chore to you to

928
00:51:57,320 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 1: be a god.

929
00:52:00,200 --> 00:52:05,399
Speaker 8: Yeah it sounds exhausting, it does.

930
00:52:05,480 --> 00:52:06,600
Speaker 1: It sounds so exhausting.

931
00:52:07,760 --> 00:52:13,000
Speaker 8: Yeah, I can being human is a lot.

932
00:52:18,200 --> 00:52:20,440
Speaker 1: I'm still I'm very scared of that.

933
00:52:20,360 --> 00:52:24,279
Speaker 8: You know, I think it's I mean, I think it's are.

934
00:52:24,200 --> 00:52:25,520
Speaker 1: Going to get a pails on the sword.

935
00:52:26,040 --> 00:52:31,600
Speaker 8: I think about people all the time, right, yeah, so, and.

936
00:52:31,640 --> 00:52:35,279
Speaker 1: This is the person I'm Here's if you think about

937
00:52:35,280 --> 00:52:38,399
Speaker 1: people all the time and then they don't die, you

938
00:52:38,520 --> 00:52:41,920
Speaker 1: have thought about more people that have then not died

939
00:52:42,400 --> 00:52:45,560
Speaker 1: than you have thought about people that.

940
00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:49,879
Speaker 8: Have died, right, So it could all be coincidence. But

941
00:52:49,960 --> 00:52:51,319
Speaker 8: like you have.

942
00:52:51,440 --> 00:52:56,040
Speaker 1: Stronger for it all being coincidences, then you then you

943
00:52:56,040 --> 00:52:56,320
Speaker 1: have not.

944
00:53:01,280 --> 00:53:05,440
Speaker 8: I don't. It's obviously a theory that's off the rails.

945
00:53:05,719 --> 00:53:08,400
Speaker 8: So I'd like to rate it in with some logic.

946
00:53:14,840 --> 00:53:16,320
Speaker 1: Okay, hit me with the logic.

947
00:53:18,080 --> 00:53:23,440
Speaker 8: Well, I guess the logic would be that you know,

948
00:53:23,520 --> 00:53:28,080
Speaker 8: it is only just probably coincidence, and that we're actually

949
00:53:28,200 --> 00:53:30,640
Speaker 8: very significant in a very small blip in the world,

950
00:53:30,680 --> 00:53:34,520
Speaker 8: and the universe is not taking my thoughts and putting

951
00:53:34,560 --> 00:53:39,520
Speaker 8: them into actions so much as to you know, remove

952
00:53:39,600 --> 00:53:44,600
Speaker 8: someone from their human shell and kill them and release

953
00:53:44,640 --> 00:53:46,360
Speaker 8: their soul. It's not doing that for me.

954
00:53:47,040 --> 00:53:50,160
Speaker 1: So do you have any logical reasoning as to why

955
00:53:50,200 --> 00:53:53,680
Speaker 1: you might in favor of you being a witch slash god.

956
00:53:56,320 --> 00:54:00,440
Speaker 8: Witch slash god. I feel like are far apart. I

957
00:54:00,480 --> 00:54:04,279
Speaker 8: don't think I'm definitely not a god. That was more

958
00:54:04,280 --> 00:54:09,200
Speaker 8: of a joke because that's the opposite of every way

959
00:54:10,680 --> 00:54:11,400
Speaker 8: see myself.

960
00:54:11,800 --> 00:54:14,680
Speaker 1: But right, but you will have to see yourself. But

961
00:54:14,719 --> 00:54:16,560
Speaker 1: I think whether or not you whether or not you

962
00:54:16,600 --> 00:54:21,239
Speaker 1: see yourself as a god, does in affect whether or

963
00:54:21,280 --> 00:54:22,440
Speaker 1: not you are a god.

964
00:54:22,680 --> 00:54:25,200
Speaker 8: Well don't you think gods know they're gods? Isn't that

965
00:54:25,239 --> 00:54:28,840
Speaker 8: part of being godly? Being on nippet or whatever?

966
00:54:31,440 --> 00:54:33,160
Speaker 1: I don't know. Do you think God spends a lot

967
00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:35,200
Speaker 1: of time like jerking himself off about the fact that

968
00:54:35,239 --> 00:54:40,560
Speaker 1: he's God or do you think he's like because I mean,

969
00:54:40,600 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 1: like we said, you know, it's hard, he might he

970
00:54:42,719 --> 00:54:43,319
Speaker 1: might hate it.

971
00:54:43,840 --> 00:54:47,080
Speaker 8: Yeah, well, I mean the Christian God, even God rested

972
00:54:47,320 --> 00:54:54,080
Speaker 8: right on the seventh day. But then you have like

973
00:54:54,200 --> 00:55:00,000
Speaker 8: Greek gods, and they love themselves, they knew, they knew

974
00:55:00,080 --> 00:55:02,919
Speaker 8: what they were compared to mortals.

975
00:55:03,120 --> 00:55:04,960
Speaker 1: So if you were a god, so okay, so we've

976
00:55:05,040 --> 00:55:06,880
Speaker 1: established if you are a god, you're not one of

977
00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:09,759
Speaker 1: those shitty little pos or Greek gods. You're the real deal,

978
00:55:09,840 --> 00:55:13,560
Speaker 1: because the shitty poser gods all love themselves, but real

979
00:55:13,600 --> 00:55:16,279
Speaker 1: god no hates his job.

980
00:55:17,960 --> 00:55:22,759
Speaker 8: No. I think Greek gods are cool as hell, but

981
00:55:24,880 --> 00:55:27,560
Speaker 8: not one's better or worse. But there seems to be

982
00:55:27,600 --> 00:55:30,200
Speaker 8: a difference. But they all seem to know the power

983
00:55:30,239 --> 00:55:30,760
Speaker 8: they wield.

984
00:55:34,280 --> 00:55:39,759
Speaker 1: All right, Well, okay, the witch though, do you have

985
00:55:39,800 --> 00:55:42,200
Speaker 1: any logical reasoning as to why you might be a witch?

986
00:55:44,719 --> 00:55:48,680
Speaker 8: I mean, I'm sort of into that side of spirituality,

987
00:55:49,400 --> 00:55:54,120
Speaker 8: but I've never like cast it a spell or anything

988
00:55:54,160 --> 00:55:54,560
Speaker 8: like that.

989
00:55:56,120 --> 00:56:00,120
Speaker 1: Do you have anything besides these two people dying that

990
00:56:00,200 --> 00:56:01,640
Speaker 1: might lead you to believe you you're a witch?

991
00:56:04,440 --> 00:56:06,759
Speaker 8: Well, like I said, my two boyfriends I thought very

992
00:56:06,800 --> 00:56:11,000
Speaker 8: angrily about, and then bad things happened to them. And

993
00:56:11,040 --> 00:56:12,920
Speaker 8: it was only the boyfriends that I had like messy

994
00:56:12,960 --> 00:56:15,319
Speaker 8: breakups with, not like the nice ones.

995
00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:19,479
Speaker 1: Anything else.

996
00:56:20,520 --> 00:56:29,720
Speaker 8: No. I mean I could go off into more like

997
00:56:29,719 --> 00:56:33,600
Speaker 8: like actual wacky shit, but I do go to real therapy,

998
00:56:33,640 --> 00:56:36,120
Speaker 8: and I know that that's actually wacky shit. If I

999
00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:36,840
Speaker 8: went off on that.

1000
00:56:40,160 --> 00:56:41,680
Speaker 1: Do you want I know you don't want to be

1001
00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:42,960
Speaker 1: a god. Do you want to be a witch?

1002
00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:54,520
Speaker 8: I don't know. I think it'd be kind of cool,

1003
00:56:55,440 --> 00:56:59,680
Speaker 8: And witches aren't necessarily they're like not normally bad people, right,

1004
00:57:00,920 --> 00:57:05,520
Speaker 8: Like I hear that they're like actual witches, look down upon,

1005
00:57:05,680 --> 00:57:08,319
Speaker 8: like casting negative spells and.

1006
00:57:09,120 --> 00:57:13,040
Speaker 1: Watch of the West. And there's the Witch of the

1007
00:57:14,080 --> 00:57:16,360
Speaker 1: who's like the good witch. So you could be like

1008
00:57:16,360 --> 00:57:17,160
Speaker 1: the Witch of the East.

1009
00:57:18,600 --> 00:57:20,680
Speaker 8: Yeah, but I don't want to be blonde in a

1010
00:57:20,720 --> 00:57:24,880
Speaker 8: big dress in a bubble.

1011
00:57:25,560 --> 00:57:29,040
Speaker 1: Well, you don't have to be exactly her. You don't

1012
00:57:29,040 --> 00:57:30,080
Speaker 1: have to be blonde to be good.

1013
00:57:31,800 --> 00:57:39,400
Speaker 8: Well, I mean, like, I call myself Wednesday.

1014
00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:40,240
Speaker 1: And uh, that's not your name.

1015
00:57:42,360 --> 00:57:44,920
Speaker 8: It's my middle name. But I don't use my first

1016
00:57:45,000 --> 00:57:53,040
Speaker 8: name on the internet for some reason. But dope, dope privacy.

1017
00:57:53,320 --> 00:57:58,520
Speaker 1: So it's all about baby, and my real first name

1018
00:57:58,560 --> 00:57:58,960
Speaker 1: is Lyle.

1019
00:58:02,560 --> 00:58:04,120
Speaker 8: Well, you just expose yourself there.

1020
00:58:05,560 --> 00:58:14,000
Speaker 1: My middle name is. The thing that I'm doing right

1021
00:58:14,040 --> 00:58:16,200
Speaker 1: now is not funny. Can you continue with what you

1022
00:58:16,200 --> 00:58:16,640
Speaker 1: were saying?

1023
00:58:17,600 --> 00:58:19,480
Speaker 8: Well, I mean you kind of got me up track

1024
00:58:19,520 --> 00:58:21,080
Speaker 8: with the with the bad jokes.

1025
00:58:21,440 --> 00:58:26,040
Speaker 1: I know, I did. I fucked this up? Should we?

1026
00:58:26,160 --> 00:58:28,600
Speaker 1: I think we kind of do? I think we can rap?

1027
00:58:30,640 --> 00:58:31,360
Speaker 8: All right, We're good.

1028
00:58:31,520 --> 00:58:39,280
Speaker 1: We're good here, Wednesday. You know what, I'm pretty I'm

1029
00:58:39,360 --> 00:58:43,120
Speaker 1: confident that I'm not gonna die.

1030
00:58:43,800 --> 00:58:44,560
Speaker 8: I'm confident.

1031
00:58:45,400 --> 00:58:48,960
Speaker 1: Do you you know, look, if you're about to flip

1032
00:58:48,960 --> 00:58:53,040
Speaker 1: a light switch on and off twelve times, and open

1033
00:58:53,120 --> 00:58:56,120
Speaker 1: and close a folding chair four times, and stop your

1034
00:58:56,160 --> 00:58:58,680
Speaker 1: feet and clap your hands, you know you don't have

1035
00:58:58,720 --> 00:59:00,560
Speaker 1: to do that stuff for me. I'll I'll be fine

1036
00:59:00,600 --> 00:59:03,080
Speaker 1: either way. But I I appreciate the sentiment.

1037
00:59:04,360 --> 00:59:07,440
Speaker 8: Yeah, no, that was mostly a joke. I'm I'm I'm

1038
00:59:07,480 --> 00:59:10,640
Speaker 8: doing better on that stuff. But I would have done.

1039
00:59:10,920 --> 00:59:12,680
Speaker 8: I would have done. I would have done a little

1040
00:59:12,680 --> 00:59:16,480
Speaker 8: of CD tech for you, just a little one, all right.

1041
00:59:16,600 --> 00:59:22,160
Speaker 1: Maybe maybe fill a fill a bathtub with water and

1042
00:59:22,200 --> 00:59:23,880
Speaker 1: then train it immediately after.

1043
00:59:24,840 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 7: Could you do that?

1044
00:59:26,600 --> 00:59:30,640
Speaker 8: Uh, that's a lot of work. I was just gonna go,

1045
00:59:30,920 --> 00:59:33,840
Speaker 8: like go like lock the front door again.

1046
00:59:35,320 --> 00:59:36,880
Speaker 1: Yeah that's fine too.

1047
00:59:37,280 --> 00:59:39,080
Speaker 8: Not the train not worth it. But you know I

1048
00:59:40,400 --> 00:59:48,240
Speaker 8: didn't want to effort, so that all right? All right, gick, this.

1049
00:59:48,280 --> 00:59:54,439
Speaker 1: Is great absolutely, same time next week, I'll be there.

1050
00:59:54,560 --> 00:59:57,240
Speaker 8: I'll be there. I'll let you know. Since I started

1051
00:59:57,280 --> 01:00:03,080
Speaker 8: watching you, I've watched you consistently. Monday, Wednesday, Friday, I'm

1052
01:00:03,120 --> 01:00:05,600
Speaker 8: here ten pm.

1053
01:00:06,040 --> 01:00:09,680
Speaker 1: Happy, I'll feel your omnipotent godly presence.

1054
01:00:10,240 --> 01:00:12,680
Speaker 8: Yes, thank you, all right, Greg, love you.

1055
01:00:13,360 --> 01:00:14,520
Speaker 1: Love you too. Good night, Wednesday.

1056
01:00:14,880 --> 01:00:24,720
Speaker 10: Bye all from Jake.

1057
01:00:26,240 --> 01:00:26,439
Speaker 8: Two.

1058
01:00:27,840 --> 01:00:36,240
Speaker 1: Jake, Hi, what's what What's what's what's what's Jake?

1059
01:00:36,280 --> 01:00:44,120
Speaker 10: And Jake, Well, I'm having some intimacy issues. I was

1060
01:00:44,120 --> 01:00:46,280
Speaker 10: hoping we could walk through that tonight.

1061
01:00:47,280 --> 01:00:49,320
Speaker 1: All right, Where where do we begin?

1062
01:00:49,440 --> 01:00:49,600
Speaker 7: Jake?

1063
01:00:51,240 --> 01:00:58,280
Speaker 10: Well, Uh, to be honest, it's my cat. He's been

1064
01:00:58,280 --> 01:01:01,600
Speaker 10: giving me the stink guy for a few days now.

1065
01:01:01,640 --> 01:01:06,080
Speaker 10: It gets real friendly with my roommates, but when it

1066
01:01:06,080 --> 01:01:08,680
Speaker 10: comes to me, he just has no love.

1067
01:01:09,560 --> 01:01:16,800
Speaker 1: You know, So your cat doesn't like you?

1068
01:01:16,840 --> 01:01:16,920
Speaker 5: No?

1069
01:01:17,920 --> 01:01:18,720
Speaker 8: Uh?

1070
01:01:19,400 --> 01:01:24,160
Speaker 1: Wells as to what I'm most okay, I'm curious mostly

1071
01:01:25,240 --> 01:01:28,520
Speaker 1: about what about what it is? What is it about

1072
01:01:28,560 --> 01:01:31,680
Speaker 1: the situation that is causing you to file it under

1073
01:01:32,840 --> 01:01:33,920
Speaker 1: intimacy issues?

1074
01:01:34,440 --> 01:01:38,800
Speaker 10: Okay, So when we're alone, he doesn't have a problem,

1075
01:01:38,960 --> 01:01:40,640
Speaker 10: you know, coming up, cuddle in.

1076
01:01:41,440 --> 01:01:44,240
Speaker 11: Give him some pets, you know, let him know I

1077
01:01:44,240 --> 01:01:44,760
Speaker 11: love him.

1078
01:01:44,920 --> 01:01:50,960
Speaker 10: But when my roommates are home, he's cold and distant

1079
01:01:51,080 --> 01:01:54,880
Speaker 10: and he doesn't show me love. It acts like I'm

1080
01:01:54,920 --> 01:01:57,360
Speaker 10: not there. And I just want to know what I

1081
01:01:57,400 --> 01:02:00,800
Speaker 10: can do to reach him and get him to be

1082
01:02:00,880 --> 01:02:05,240
Speaker 10: comfortable with intimacy around my roommates.

1083
01:02:05,520 --> 01:02:07,080
Speaker 1: You know what's funny is and we I mean, look

1084
01:02:07,120 --> 01:02:10,120
Speaker 1: we have. Like, we've all had friends like that, right,

1085
01:02:10,200 --> 01:02:14,840
Speaker 1: who act different when other people are around, you know, Right,

1086
01:02:16,720 --> 01:02:19,240
Speaker 1: But and if you if this was your friend, I

1087
01:02:19,240 --> 01:02:21,800
Speaker 1: would say that you should talk to them. But a cat,

1088
01:02:23,240 --> 01:02:26,480
Speaker 1: Now we're getting into super like this is something I

1089
01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:31,680
Speaker 1: am even less qualified to do, which is train animals.

1090
01:02:32,640 --> 01:02:37,760
Speaker 10: You are an animal though, M right.

1091
01:02:39,280 --> 01:02:47,320
Speaker 1: All right with your cat? Yeah, but your cat is

1092
01:02:48,160 --> 01:02:50,520
Speaker 1: your cat just probably likes other people better than he

1093
01:02:50,680 --> 01:02:53,800
Speaker 1: likes you. Well, what's your relationship like with your cat?

1094
01:02:53,800 --> 01:02:54,800
Speaker 1: Are you're kind to your cat?

1095
01:02:55,680 --> 01:02:56,320
Speaker 7: Absolutely?

1096
01:02:56,360 --> 01:02:58,280
Speaker 10: I mean I feed him as much as I can,

1097
01:02:58,360 --> 01:03:03,000
Speaker 10: I change his litter box, right, you know, we have

1098
01:03:03,080 --> 01:03:06,880
Speaker 10: a pretty standard human cat relationship.

1099
01:03:06,200 --> 01:03:06,600
Speaker 7: And.

1100
01:03:09,360 --> 01:03:12,320
Speaker 10: It's just kind of sad that he can't show that

1101
01:03:12,960 --> 01:03:14,880
Speaker 10: to my roommates.

1102
01:03:15,160 --> 01:03:17,480
Speaker 1: You know, what I think is the it might be

1103
01:03:17,520 --> 01:03:22,840
Speaker 1: happening here is you know, as you've said, you've had

1104
01:03:22,840 --> 01:03:30,280
Speaker 1: a fairly standard human cat relationship, right, Yeah, and so

1105
01:03:30,480 --> 01:03:33,880
Speaker 1: maybe maybe your cat loves you, right, But when your

1106
01:03:33,880 --> 01:03:38,360
Speaker 1: friends come over, he's just so excited. He's excited to

1107
01:03:38,400 --> 01:03:40,880
Speaker 1: be in the presence of someone new for a change.

1108
01:03:40,880 --> 01:03:43,680
Speaker 1: I mean, you're the only person he ever interacts with,

1109
01:03:44,000 --> 01:03:46,080
Speaker 1: so when your friends are over, you know, I mean,

1110
01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:48,240
Speaker 1: he spends all day. I mean, okay, this could just

1111
01:03:48,240 --> 01:03:49,480
Speaker 1: be it. I was going to do a whole thing,

1112
01:03:49,480 --> 01:03:51,560
Speaker 1: but this could just be it. He spends all day

1113
01:03:51,640 --> 01:03:54,800
Speaker 1: with you, all day, all the time. He lives in

1114
01:03:54,840 --> 01:03:57,720
Speaker 1: your house. You guys are roommates. He is with you

1115
01:03:58,520 --> 01:04:02,920
Speaker 1: twenty four to seven. So look, when your friends come

1116
01:04:02,960 --> 01:04:07,439
Speaker 1: over for an hour, two hours, three hour, however long,

1117
01:04:09,120 --> 01:04:11,600
Speaker 1: then yeah, he's gonna be He's gonna be like, oh cool,

1118
01:04:11,640 --> 01:04:14,000
Speaker 1: finally new people to talk to, and he's not going

1119
01:04:14,080 --> 01:04:16,360
Speaker 1: to care about you for the for that period of time.

1120
01:04:17,280 --> 01:04:18,440
Speaker 1: That makes sense to.

1121
01:04:18,400 --> 01:04:23,440
Speaker 10: Me, right, You can really only get comfortable with people

1122
01:04:23,480 --> 01:04:28,360
Speaker 10: that he is around often, Like my girlfriend, they get

1123
01:04:28,400 --> 01:04:32,720
Speaker 10: along famously, and they're they're very intimate. Right in front

1124
01:04:32,720 --> 01:04:36,040
Speaker 10: of me. I think maybe he's trying to make me jealous.

1125
01:04:37,280 --> 01:04:39,200
Speaker 1: You think he's going to be jealous.

1126
01:04:39,240 --> 01:04:41,280
Speaker 7: You think, yeah, so.

1127
01:04:41,160 --> 01:04:43,920
Speaker 10: That I pay even more attention to him when we're alone.

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01:04:44,560 --> 01:04:46,320
Speaker 1: I mean, look, if you want to win him back,

1129
01:04:47,040 --> 01:04:48,400
Speaker 1: you got to find a way to spice it up

1130
01:04:48,400 --> 01:04:51,520
Speaker 1: a little bit, right, I mean you said that, I mean,

1131
01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:56,080
Speaker 1: how can you give him more than the standard human

1132
01:04:56,120 --> 01:04:57,000
Speaker 1: cat relationship.

1133
01:04:59,120 --> 01:05:00,520
Speaker 10: This is what I just don't know. That's why I

1134
01:05:00,600 --> 01:05:04,360
Speaker 10: was coming to you as an animal. Maybe you have

1135
01:05:04,480 --> 01:05:07,440
Speaker 10: a bit more of a better perspective on this issue.

1136
01:05:07,560 --> 01:05:09,000
Speaker 1: Well, what do you what do you think? What do

1137
01:05:09,000 --> 01:05:12,120
Speaker 1: you think your cat likes about? About your friends?

1138
01:05:13,840 --> 01:05:16,560
Speaker 10: I guess they smell better. Do I smell like ship?

1139
01:05:17,800 --> 01:05:19,600
Speaker 1: You might smell like ship? You know what you I mean?

1140
01:05:19,840 --> 01:05:22,000
Speaker 1: Why don't you do this? Why don't you get like

1141
01:05:22,040 --> 01:05:32,640
Speaker 1: a salmon flavored perfume, have it custom made? Douse yourself

1142
01:05:32,680 --> 01:05:34,280
Speaker 1: in some salmon musk?

1143
01:05:35,720 --> 01:05:40,480
Speaker 10: Okay, yeah, I could try that. He's kind of a

1144
01:05:40,520 --> 01:05:44,800
Speaker 10: picky easier though. He only likes his his now mix.

1145
01:05:45,240 --> 01:05:48,640
Speaker 10: Do you want you anything else? He doesn't even like apple,

1146
01:05:49,760 --> 01:05:50,640
Speaker 10: He likes apple sauce.

1147
01:05:51,680 --> 01:05:55,240
Speaker 1: People make some money off of this call the now

1148
01:05:55,320 --> 01:05:58,200
Speaker 1: mixed people. Tell them your story. See if they'll see

1149
01:05:58,200 --> 01:06:01,440
Speaker 1: if they'll take a little uh oh god, there's a

1150
01:06:01,480 --> 01:06:08,640
Speaker 1: freaking there's a freaking word for this. Uh a little

1151
01:06:08,680 --> 01:06:09,720
Speaker 1: tincture of like.

1152
01:06:11,320 --> 01:06:11,760
Speaker 10: What is it?

1153
01:06:11,760 --> 01:06:12,360
Speaker 12: What is it?

1154
01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:19,880
Speaker 1: Freaking call? It's like extract. Yes, get some meal mixed extract,

1155
01:06:22,080 --> 01:06:25,880
Speaker 1: infuse it with a perfume of some kind. You can

1156
01:06:25,960 --> 01:06:28,640
Speaker 1: sell that as well. Now and so now you're gonna

1157
01:06:28,640 --> 01:06:32,720
Speaker 1: have a cat that that is you know, obsessed with

1158
01:06:32,800 --> 01:06:41,800
Speaker 1: you and also, you know, a million dollar business. Okay,

1159
01:06:42,360 --> 01:06:48,919
Speaker 1: I think you could make this work.

1160
01:06:46,560 --> 01:06:49,400
Speaker 10: All right, Yeah, I'll I'll have to give them a call,

1161
01:06:51,080 --> 01:06:53,439
Speaker 10: give them a call if yeah, see if they can

1162
01:06:54,360 --> 01:06:58,480
Speaker 10: put something up for me, because man, I really need it.

1163
01:07:00,440 --> 01:07:01,400
Speaker 10: I love him so much.

1164
01:07:02,720 --> 01:07:04,840
Speaker 1: I can tell, and I can tell that you're willing

1165
01:07:04,880 --> 01:07:11,200
Speaker 1: to fight for him.

1166
01:07:11,800 --> 01:07:13,400
Speaker 10: Well, thank you so much, Jake.

1167
01:07:14,720 --> 01:07:18,360
Speaker 1: Absolutely, Jake. I hope everything gets better for you, and

1168
01:07:19,160 --> 01:07:21,000
Speaker 1: I hope that you and your cat are able to

1169
01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:22,440
Speaker 1: work out your issues, and I wish you the best

1170
01:07:22,480 --> 01:07:24,640
Speaker 1: of luck moving forward with the perfume idea.

1171
01:07:26,720 --> 01:07:29,919
Speaker 11: Awesome. Yeah, thank you so much, absolutely, Jake.

1172
01:07:30,160 --> 01:07:37,120
Speaker 1: Take care, have a good night you too. He wasn't

1173
01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:40,680
Speaker 1: talking about trying to fuck his cat, was he. I

1174
01:07:40,680 --> 01:07:41,400
Speaker 1: don't think he was.

1175
01:07:46,760 --> 01:07:48,080
Speaker 9: Take cat pressed one.

1176
01:07:49,320 --> 01:07:55,920
Speaker 1: Awesome, Hello Austin, you gasped.

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01:07:56,560 --> 01:08:00,120
Speaker 7: Yeah, yeah, my hundred of call. I need it. I

1178
01:08:00,160 --> 01:08:00,560
Speaker 7: need someone.

1179
01:08:02,120 --> 01:08:06,360
Speaker 1: Yes, When you when every when you're typing into your

1180
01:08:06,360 --> 01:08:09,200
Speaker 1: phone and you're calling over and over again, what and

1181
01:08:09,280 --> 01:08:12,200
Speaker 1: every time and you get rejected? I mean, what keeps

1182
01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:15,240
Speaker 1: you going? What keeps you call? What is your motivation?

1183
01:08:17,680 --> 01:08:19,880
Speaker 7: Honestly just my love for the get go? And I

1184
01:08:20,240 --> 01:08:21,160
Speaker 7: need someone to talk to.

1185
01:08:24,400 --> 01:08:25,720
Speaker 1: Do you have do you have a lot of people?

1186
01:08:25,760 --> 01:08:26,920
Speaker 1: Do you have any Do you have people in your

1187
01:08:26,920 --> 01:08:28,519
Speaker 1: life that you can talk to or are you lone?

1188
01:08:29,800 --> 01:08:32,920
Speaker 7: Uh? I have some people, but I feel like a

1189
01:08:32,960 --> 01:08:35,680
Speaker 7: gecko can give me a different outlook on things. You know?

1190
01:08:37,240 --> 01:08:37,679
Speaker 11: M hmm.

1191
01:08:38,560 --> 01:08:40,720
Speaker 1: What are some things you know going on with you

1192
01:08:40,800 --> 01:08:42,679
Speaker 1: that you feel like you know you could use another

1193
01:08:42,720 --> 01:08:43,280
Speaker 1: perspective on.

1194
01:08:45,160 --> 01:08:47,160
Speaker 7: I'm going to be honest with you. There's a lot

1195
01:08:47,200 --> 01:08:48,559
Speaker 7: of things that I could work on.

1196
01:08:49,080 --> 01:08:49,439
Speaker 11: All right.

1197
01:08:51,200 --> 01:08:57,040
Speaker 7: Uh, I got put on the spot.

1198
01:08:57,120 --> 01:08:59,360
Speaker 1: Damn, So you did just try?

1199
01:08:59,479 --> 01:09:04,280
Speaker 7: I need some weight, all right, I need to I

1200
01:09:04,320 --> 01:09:07,559
Speaker 7: could work on my myself and I need to know

1201
01:09:08,240 --> 01:09:10,960
Speaker 7: the steps I should take.

1202
01:09:12,760 --> 01:09:14,200
Speaker 1: To work on yourself.

1203
01:09:14,920 --> 01:09:18,120
Speaker 7: Yes, and losing weight, and I don't know, just becoming

1204
01:09:18,120 --> 01:09:23,200
Speaker 7: a better person because obviously you know you've achieved you've

1205
01:09:23,200 --> 01:09:23,800
Speaker 7: achieved it.

1206
01:09:26,520 --> 01:09:31,000
Speaker 1: What makes you say I have achieved it? Because I'm

1207
01:09:31,040 --> 01:09:35,160
Speaker 1: also you know, could lose some weight and also don't

1208
01:09:35,400 --> 01:09:39,240
Speaker 1: know No, hold on real quick, I mean, what how

1209
01:09:39,280 --> 01:09:41,320
Speaker 1: do you do? How do you even define all these things?

1210
01:09:41,400 --> 01:09:44,160
Speaker 1: I feel like you got like, what do you what

1211
01:09:44,200 --> 01:09:46,080
Speaker 1: does it mean to you to be a better person?

1212
01:09:48,520 --> 01:09:51,759
Speaker 7: Just being nicer and talking to more people and letting

1213
01:09:51,800 --> 01:09:52,000
Speaker 7: them in.

1214
01:09:55,800 --> 01:09:56,880
Speaker 1: Want I talk to more people?

1215
01:09:57,680 --> 01:10:02,160
Speaker 7: Yeah, and help them?

1216
01:10:02,560 --> 01:10:03,679
Speaker 1: Are you in school right now?

1217
01:10:04,520 --> 01:10:11,200
Speaker 7: I am not graduated with what a high school diploma? Nice?

1218
01:10:13,000 --> 01:10:18,240
Speaker 1: You try volunteering, Uh, I have, But.

1219
01:10:19,760 --> 01:10:23,760
Speaker 7: Anytime I have, they've just disrespected me. Like I went

1220
01:10:23,840 --> 01:10:27,639
Speaker 7: to you, I went to a food bank and they

1221
01:10:27,760 --> 01:10:28,439
Speaker 7: just spit on me.

1222
01:10:30,760 --> 01:10:31,519
Speaker 1: They spit on you.

1223
01:10:32,240 --> 01:10:33,880
Speaker 7: Yes, they don't like me. They don't want me to

1224
01:10:33,920 --> 01:10:34,479
Speaker 7: give them food.

1225
01:10:36,080 --> 01:10:39,559
Speaker 1: You went to a food bank to help homeless people

1226
01:10:39,560 --> 01:10:40,280
Speaker 1: when they spit on you.

1227
01:10:41,120 --> 01:10:45,400
Speaker 7: Yes, I'm not in the nice part of town. People

1228
01:10:45,400 --> 01:10:47,400
Speaker 7: out here just wild.

1229
01:10:47,800 --> 01:10:49,639
Speaker 1: Right, But I mean that's part of it, right that

1230
01:10:49,880 --> 01:10:51,559
Speaker 1: you know what to make you? You know what I

1231
01:10:51,560 --> 01:10:54,200
Speaker 1: would make you viewing that's like a test for you,

1232
01:10:54,280 --> 01:10:57,320
Speaker 1: I think, because it would be even because I mean,

1233
01:10:57,320 --> 01:10:58,880
Speaker 1: it's one thing to be nice to people who are

1234
01:10:58,880 --> 01:11:01,320
Speaker 1: being nice to you, But I think the ultimate test

1235
01:11:01,400 --> 01:11:04,160
Speaker 1: is how nice can you be to someone who's being

1236
01:11:04,240 --> 01:11:07,160
Speaker 1: mean to you, to someone who doesn't like you, is

1237
01:11:07,240 --> 01:11:09,400
Speaker 1: spitting on you, who hates you. How nice can you

1238
01:11:09,439 --> 01:11:10,160
Speaker 1: be in that person?

1239
01:11:10,800 --> 01:11:10,960
Speaker 8: You know?

1240
01:11:11,280 --> 01:11:15,200
Speaker 1: Oh, that's that's that's where it's being nice, because it's

1241
01:11:15,240 --> 01:11:18,280
Speaker 1: fuckinga It's easy to be nice to people who are nice.

1242
01:11:19,200 --> 01:11:22,000
Speaker 1: Anyone can do that. But it's that's where I think

1243
01:11:22,000 --> 01:11:23,439
Speaker 1: the real I mean, that's what I'm trying to get

1244
01:11:23,439 --> 01:11:27,080
Speaker 1: better at myself, you know, That's what all I like, like,

1245
01:11:27,960 --> 01:11:29,600
Speaker 1: you know, I mean, even like when people troll me

1246
01:11:29,640 --> 01:11:32,280
Speaker 1: and shit, I'm like, how you know, that's the test,

1247
01:11:32,640 --> 01:11:35,639
Speaker 1: That's that's what beg that's the work.

1248
01:11:36,080 --> 01:11:36,280
Speaker 2: You know.

1249
01:11:36,280 --> 01:11:38,000
Speaker 1: Anyone could be nice to people whore nice to them,

1250
01:11:38,120 --> 01:11:40,920
Speaker 1: But can you be nice to homeless people spitting on

1251
01:11:40,960 --> 01:11:43,320
Speaker 1: you that hate you and don't want you to talk

1252
01:11:43,360 --> 01:11:45,160
Speaker 1: to them?

1253
01:11:45,360 --> 01:11:47,360
Speaker 7: Well, I can tell you that I still serve them

1254
01:11:47,360 --> 01:11:49,040
Speaker 7: food with a smile on my face, and I tried

1255
01:11:49,080 --> 01:11:50,880
Speaker 7: my best to get through it.

1256
01:11:52,400 --> 01:11:53,559
Speaker 1: But you don't. But you don't want to go back.

1257
01:11:53,560 --> 01:11:54,280
Speaker 1: You don't want to do it again.

1258
01:11:54,960 --> 01:11:57,920
Speaker 7: No, I'm pretty sure I got sick from that, so

1259
01:11:57,920 --> 01:11:59,240
Speaker 7: I don't think I should go back.

1260
01:12:00,120 --> 01:12:02,360
Speaker 1: Okay, maybe maybe the spinning is a bit far, but

1261
01:12:05,080 --> 01:12:09,960
Speaker 1: especially now. Yeah, okay, how else? Well, the food bank's

1262
01:12:10,000 --> 01:12:11,240
Speaker 1: not the only place you can go. You could do

1263
01:12:11,320 --> 01:12:13,120
Speaker 1: you would be nice to other places.

1264
01:12:14,200 --> 01:12:20,599
Speaker 7: Yeah, I guess I could just do more community service

1265
01:12:20,640 --> 01:12:24,120
Speaker 7: and help people. But the main problem is because people

1266
01:12:24,280 --> 01:12:27,360
Speaker 7: don't seem to want me to help them?

1267
01:12:27,560 --> 01:12:30,080
Speaker 1: What makes you say that people don't want.

1268
01:12:29,880 --> 01:12:33,280
Speaker 7: You to help them? They tell me they don't like me.

1269
01:12:35,000 --> 01:12:38,599
Speaker 1: Can I get like an example, like when has this happened?

1270
01:12:39,240 --> 01:12:43,479
Speaker 7: All right? So I did the bell ringing for the

1271
01:12:43,520 --> 01:12:47,000
Speaker 7: Red Cross. I think I had to do it for school,

1272
01:12:47,520 --> 01:12:49,519
Speaker 7: and the dude just punched me.

1273
01:12:54,520 --> 01:12:56,200
Speaker 1: You were doing Red Cross for school?

1274
01:12:56,720 --> 01:12:58,759
Speaker 7: Like you know the bell ringers where you drop change

1275
01:12:58,760 --> 01:13:01,559
Speaker 7: in the the thing outside of stores.

1276
01:13:03,240 --> 01:13:04,920
Speaker 1: No, I shouldn't hear. I'm not sure we're talking.

1277
01:13:05,160 --> 01:13:08,320
Speaker 7: Oh well, damn uh.

1278
01:13:08,720 --> 01:13:09,800
Speaker 1: And you can describe it to me.

1279
01:13:10,800 --> 01:13:16,840
Speaker 7: So Salvation Army, Salvation Army. Sorry, wrong, wrong thing, wrong thing?

1280
01:13:16,960 --> 01:13:17,599
Speaker 7: My bad?

1281
01:13:17,880 --> 01:13:22,880
Speaker 1: Oh, Salvation Army. Okay, So you were doing the Salvation Army?

1282
01:13:23,880 --> 01:13:31,080
Speaker 7: Yeah? Yeah, I asked him. I was like, hey, do

1283
01:13:31,120 --> 01:13:33,800
Speaker 7: you want to donate money to the less fortunate? And

1284
01:13:33,920 --> 01:13:35,240
Speaker 7: maybe he just rocking me. One.

1285
01:13:38,120 --> 01:13:41,080
Speaker 1: That's fucking crazy, right, Like.

1286
01:13:41,040 --> 01:13:42,720
Speaker 7: I'm just over here trying to help people and I

1287
01:13:42,840 --> 01:13:44,240
Speaker 7: just get a fucking right hook.

1288
01:13:47,280 --> 01:13:50,439
Speaker 1: Did Was there anything between that? Was there escalation? Was

1289
01:13:50,479 --> 01:13:53,400
Speaker 1: there a situation or just out of nowhere he just

1290
01:13:53,439 --> 01:13:57,600
Speaker 1: punches you? Was that was there any what? Did anything

1291
01:13:57,640 --> 01:13:59,200
Speaker 1: happen in the time span between you?

1292
01:13:59,240 --> 01:13:59,599
Speaker 7: Ask him?

1293
01:13:59,640 --> 01:14:00,920
Speaker 1: If you want to donated him punching you.

1294
01:14:02,439 --> 01:14:05,200
Speaker 7: I know. I was like, do you have any spare change?

1295
01:14:05,200 --> 01:14:07,320
Speaker 7: And he said get out of here and rocked me.

1296
01:14:11,520 --> 01:14:14,439
Speaker 1: I don't think you should give up though, No I won't.

1297
01:14:14,520 --> 01:14:17,040
Speaker 1: I mean, yeah, I don't.

1298
01:14:17,080 --> 01:14:17,320
Speaker 4: I don't.

1299
01:14:17,360 --> 01:14:19,439
Speaker 1: I don't think that. I mean I understand why you're

1300
01:14:19,439 --> 01:14:22,000
Speaker 1: being the teared. And again I've said this a thousand times,

1301
01:14:22,040 --> 01:14:23,680
Speaker 1: but I'm not qualified to give advice. And this is

1302
01:14:23,680 --> 01:14:26,920
Speaker 1: not real therapy, and this is not anything but my

1303
01:14:27,080 --> 01:14:32,759
Speaker 1: personal belief, which is different from how I act. Yeah,

1304
01:14:33,240 --> 01:14:35,439
Speaker 1: very different from you know, what I believe in what

1305
01:14:35,520 --> 01:14:41,080
Speaker 1: I do, very different things. However, my personal belief you know,

1306
01:14:41,360 --> 01:14:46,040
Speaker 1: I think that the and this is what I think of,

1307
01:14:46,080 --> 01:14:47,360
Speaker 1: this is what this is the goal I am for

1308
01:14:47,360 --> 01:14:49,840
Speaker 1: for myself. And again I'm not a perfect person, but

1309
01:14:49,840 --> 01:14:51,360
Speaker 1: the goal I look at in myself and like, what

1310
01:14:51,360 --> 01:14:52,519
Speaker 1: does it mean to me to be a good person

1311
01:14:52,560 --> 01:14:55,840
Speaker 1: is if people are being assholes to you, like somebody

1312
01:14:55,840 --> 01:14:59,799
Speaker 1: fucking punched you in the faith, Like can you still,

1313
01:15:01,800 --> 01:15:06,320
Speaker 1: even when you've been fucking broken, go out there and

1314
01:15:06,360 --> 01:15:09,240
Speaker 1: be nice to people? To make now I like, look

1315
01:15:09,240 --> 01:15:11,040
Speaker 1: at look at it like this man, I mean you

1316
01:15:11,120 --> 01:15:14,000
Speaker 1: know that this guy is walking around being, you know,

1317
01:15:14,080 --> 01:15:17,920
Speaker 1: punching people. He's a negative force in the world. Now

1318
01:15:18,040 --> 01:15:21,679
Speaker 1: you you should. It's like your duty even now to

1319
01:15:22,640 --> 01:15:26,520
Speaker 1: be work extra hard at being nice to people to

1320
01:15:26,600 --> 01:15:30,240
Speaker 1: make up for him. You know, you you you have

1321
01:15:30,360 --> 01:15:36,400
Speaker 1: been served with shittiness and negativity and now you can

1322
01:15:36,479 --> 01:15:38,280
Speaker 1: go out. I mean, look the way I look at us,

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01:15:38,280 --> 01:15:42,240
Speaker 1: like you can either be upset or you could be

1324
01:15:42,400 --> 01:15:46,200
Speaker 1: motivated to put more good out into the world to

1325
01:15:46,240 --> 01:15:50,160
Speaker 1: balance it out. That's just what I think. It's not

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01:15:50,240 --> 01:15:50,760
Speaker 1: a real thing.

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Speaker 7: But no, I feel you got to keep the positivity

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01:15:55,320 --> 01:15:59,360
Speaker 7: to outweigh the negativity totally.

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Speaker 1: I think he don't you give up, man, I think

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01:16:01,800 --> 01:16:04,320
Speaker 1: I think you you. Yeah, you gotta go even harder.

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01:16:04,360 --> 01:16:08,679
Speaker 1: You gotta go double make up for this guy because

1332
01:16:08,720 --> 01:16:12,560
Speaker 1: you don't want anyone to because you've you've experienced negativity

1333
01:16:12,680 --> 01:16:14,439
Speaker 1: in the form of a right hook to the draw,

1334
01:16:16,600 --> 01:16:18,840
Speaker 1: and you don't want anyone else to feel that way.

1335
01:16:18,840 --> 01:16:20,479
Speaker 1: So you got to go out and do the opposite

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01:16:20,520 --> 01:16:25,160
Speaker 1: to people. What's the opposite of punching someone in the face? Kissing?

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01:16:25,320 --> 01:16:30,479
Speaker 1: But you don't want to do that.

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01:16:30,520 --> 01:16:33,120
Speaker 7: I don't want to hug random people. You don't take

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01:16:33,120 --> 01:16:33,800
Speaker 7: that's a good idea.

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01:16:34,000 --> 01:16:34,920
Speaker 1: You probably don't want to hug you.

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01:16:35,640 --> 01:16:37,599
Speaker 7: Probably right, it's probably gonna get me punched more.

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Speaker 1: Mhm, But keep going, dog. I believe in you, Austin.

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01:16:47,680 --> 01:16:48,679
Speaker 1: I believe in you, Austin.

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01:16:49,680 --> 01:16:50,200
Speaker 7: Thank you, get.

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01:16:51,960 --> 01:16:54,560
Speaker 1: I appreciate your time absolutely.

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01:16:55,200 --> 01:16:56,720
Speaker 7: I love you too. You have a good one.

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01:16:56,720 --> 01:16:58,559
Speaker 1: Man, you too, Man. Good nights.

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01:17:05,560 --> 01:17:09,719
Speaker 7: Come from Josh.

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01:17:10,240 --> 01:17:11,479
Speaker 1: Josh, what are you doing tomorrow?

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01:17:13,760 --> 01:17:15,559
Speaker 3: Well, I'm going to work.

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01:17:16,880 --> 01:17:17,559
Speaker 1: What do you work?

1352
01:17:19,600 --> 01:17:20,200
Speaker 3: I'm cook?

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01:17:21,479 --> 01:17:24,840
Speaker 1: You're a cook. Yeah, what is the best thing that

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01:17:24,880 --> 01:17:25,240
Speaker 1: you cook?

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01:17:27,160 --> 01:17:35,160
Speaker 3: Well, tonight I made a wild foraged mushroom soup with

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01:17:36,200 --> 01:17:38,880
Speaker 3: like a stage brown butter on it.

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Speaker 2: It was really good.

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01:17:40,160 --> 01:17:42,960
Speaker 1: Do you think you would do well surviving in the wild.

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Speaker 7: I think so.

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Speaker 1: I think so because you mentioned mushrooms and I thought, well,

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01:17:48,400 --> 01:17:53,000
Speaker 1: if this guy can cook with mushrooms, then he could

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01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:54,479
Speaker 1: probably find them out into the wild.

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Speaker 3: Yeah. Yeah, I mean, you know, I have forging, like

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01:18:00,200 --> 01:18:02,880
Speaker 3: a big hobby of mine, has been for like a

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01:18:02,920 --> 01:18:07,160
Speaker 3: few years, and I just found really fascinating and just cool,

1366
01:18:07,400 --> 01:18:10,320
Speaker 3: like go out and walk through the woods and find

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Speaker 3: some cool mushrooms or different foods you can eat. I

1368
01:18:14,240 --> 01:18:16,480
Speaker 3: don't know, I think it's.

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01:18:17,160 --> 01:18:24,560
Speaker 1: Foraging. I have never spoken to a forager before. Yeah, interesting,

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Speaker 1: you you got okay this this mushroom soup?

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01:18:31,120 --> 01:18:36,200
Speaker 11: Uh huh?

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01:18:36,240 --> 01:18:38,320
Speaker 1: Did you did you gather all the elements or did

1373
01:18:38,360 --> 01:18:43,639
Speaker 1: you buy? Are you? You're like a mother? You say,

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01:18:43,720 --> 01:18:46,960
Speaker 1: I'm going grocery shopping and then you walk into the woods.

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Speaker 3: Well, I mean I used stuff from the kitchen too,

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01:18:51,479 --> 01:18:54,960
Speaker 3: But no, we we had planned to do this like

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01:18:55,600 --> 01:19:00,439
Speaker 3: this tasting menu for like some of our regulars, and

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01:19:00,479 --> 01:19:04,439
Speaker 3: so you know, they put me in charge of the soup.

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01:19:04,560 --> 01:19:07,920
Speaker 3: And so I just said, yesterday, it was an awesome day.

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01:19:08,160 --> 01:19:11,280
Speaker 3: I went out and I found this awesome patch of

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01:19:12,640 --> 01:19:15,759
Speaker 3: hand of the woods or my atackie. So I brought

1382
01:19:15,760 --> 01:19:19,560
Speaker 3: that in. I roasted it off, and I made a

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01:19:19,600 --> 01:19:20,639
Speaker 3: delicious soup.

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01:19:22,080 --> 01:19:26,040
Speaker 1: That's incredible. Very impressed by this. I feel I feel

1385
01:19:26,080 --> 01:19:30,200
Speaker 1: done buying chicken tenders at the at the grocery while

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01:19:30,280 --> 01:19:33,640
Speaker 1: you're out here cooking soups out of mushrooms that you

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01:19:33,680 --> 01:19:35,040
Speaker 1: find in the woods.

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01:19:35,760 --> 01:19:38,920
Speaker 3: Well ship, dude, I mean I et fucking chicken tenders too.

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01:19:39,000 --> 01:19:39,840
Speaker 7: You know, like like.

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01:19:39,800 --> 01:19:42,160
Speaker 3: Half the time I'm too late. Like I can cook,

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01:19:42,360 --> 01:19:45,920
Speaker 3: I can cook a badass meal anytime, but like nine

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Speaker 3: times ten.

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01:19:48,200 --> 01:19:51,960
Speaker 11: No, no, no can I ask you a question, Josh,

1394
01:19:52,560 --> 01:19:56,280
Speaker 11: what man, have you ever had a vision?

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01:19:58,439 --> 01:19:58,720
Speaker 4: You know?

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01:20:00,960 --> 01:20:04,760
Speaker 3: All right, So I used to I used to be

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01:20:04,960 --> 01:20:12,480
Speaker 3: very religious. So I've had a lot of really strange experiences.

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Speaker 3: I'm not I'm not as religious as a like. I

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01:20:16,160 --> 01:20:18,640
Speaker 3: wouldn't even consider myself religious anymore. But I've had a

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01:20:18,680 --> 01:20:24,320
Speaker 3: lot of really strange experiences. And I don't know, I

1401
01:20:24,320 --> 01:20:25,240
Speaker 3: don't know what to think about.

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01:20:25,640 --> 01:20:31,840
Speaker 1: But yeah, you said you've had a lot of strange

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01:20:31,880 --> 01:20:33,320
Speaker 1: religious experiences.

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01:20:34,120 --> 01:20:37,400
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, I mean I've had tons of dreams. I

1405
01:20:37,479 --> 01:20:40,280
Speaker 3: used to lucid dream a lot that was really cool.

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01:20:40,840 --> 01:20:43,400
Speaker 1: Can we hear you know any any sort of notable

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01:20:43,439 --> 01:20:46,200
Speaker 1: ones or the or maybe the scariest.

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01:20:47,360 --> 01:20:50,800
Speaker 3: Okay, all right, So I remember a caller a few

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01:20:50,800 --> 01:20:53,920
Speaker 3: times ago. I was talking about sleep brouss. So when

1410
01:20:53,960 --> 01:20:56,599
Speaker 3: I was younger, I used to have sleep outsis really bad.

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01:20:57,240 --> 01:21:06,280
Speaker 3: And this is before my whole you know, religious but

1412
01:21:07,120 --> 01:21:10,280
Speaker 3: I would I would get it probably once a week.

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01:21:10,360 --> 01:21:15,760
Speaker 3: I would have crazy like moments where I would just

1414
01:21:15,760 --> 01:21:19,160
Speaker 3: be like I couldn't move. I'd see this crazy figure

1415
01:21:19,200 --> 01:21:22,400
Speaker 3: in this corner of the room, just like staring at me.

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01:21:23,360 --> 01:21:23,680
Speaker 11: I don't know.

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01:21:23,680 --> 01:21:24,160
Speaker 7: It was weird.

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01:21:24,920 --> 01:21:30,479
Speaker 3: And one day I fell asleep in this work truck.

1419
01:21:30,520 --> 01:21:33,760
Speaker 3: I was coming back from work, and I was in

1420
01:21:33,840 --> 01:21:37,360
Speaker 3: this parking lot, and I kind of like learned this

1421
01:21:37,479 --> 01:21:40,960
Speaker 3: weird thing where like if I could jerk my body,

1422
01:21:41,080 --> 01:21:44,639
Speaker 3: I could somehow like just like flip myself out of

1423
01:21:44,680 --> 01:21:48,040
Speaker 3: the sleep paralysis. Like it just like tricked my brain

1424
01:21:48,120 --> 01:21:52,400
Speaker 3: out of it. And so while I'm in this experience,

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01:21:53,040 --> 01:21:56,959
Speaker 3: I opened the door to the van and threw myself

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01:21:57,000 --> 01:22:01,040
Speaker 3: into the parking lot, and all of a sudden, there

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01:22:01,080 --> 01:22:04,200
Speaker 3: was a woman there who like I couldn't see her face,

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01:22:04,320 --> 01:22:08,519
Speaker 3: it was just like light, and she reached down and

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01:22:08,600 --> 01:22:11,400
Speaker 3: grabbed my hand, and when she did, I woke up

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01:22:11,640 --> 01:22:16,360
Speaker 3: in the van. And I don't know, it was weird.

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01:22:16,439 --> 01:22:17,200
Speaker 3: It was fucking weird.

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01:22:18,200 --> 01:22:20,760
Speaker 1: You woke up in the van in the dream.

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01:22:21,760 --> 01:22:23,719
Speaker 3: Yeah, like out of the dream. Like I never actually

1434
01:22:23,800 --> 01:22:26,439
Speaker 3: opened the door to the van, and I never actually

1435
01:22:26,439 --> 01:22:29,600
Speaker 3: threw myself into the parking lot. This is just like

1436
01:22:29,800 --> 01:22:32,719
Speaker 3: part of this whole dream.

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01:22:32,760 --> 01:22:33,280
Speaker 7: I don't know it was.

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01:22:33,320 --> 01:22:34,400
Speaker 3: It was fucking weird, dude.

1439
01:22:34,760 --> 01:22:37,240
Speaker 1: So you heard the caller who had the sleep paralysis demon?

1440
01:22:38,160 --> 01:22:39,000
Speaker 3: I did? I did?

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01:22:39,160 --> 01:22:39,479
Speaker 7: I did.

1442
01:22:39,760 --> 01:22:44,160
Speaker 1: Now you having your own experience with with sleep paralysis,

1443
01:22:44,360 --> 01:22:46,200
Speaker 1: I mean what would you have recommended her to do

1444
01:22:46,280 --> 01:22:51,439
Speaker 1: to combat her demons? Because you tend to have found

1445
01:22:51,439 --> 01:22:54,920
Speaker 1: this this jerking uh strategy.

1446
01:22:55,960 --> 01:22:56,120
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1447
01:22:56,200 --> 01:23:00,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like I found personally for me because

1448
01:23:01,040 --> 01:23:04,400
Speaker 3: I haven't had in years. Actually after this weird experience,

1449
01:23:04,479 --> 01:23:07,000
Speaker 3: I like pretty much never had it since then. This

1450
01:23:07,160 --> 01:23:13,160
Speaker 3: was probably almost ten years. So like I learned just

1451
01:23:13,200 --> 01:23:16,680
Speaker 3: like to not fight it for one, because like the

1452
01:23:16,680 --> 01:23:18,519
Speaker 3: more you try to fight it, because like when you're

1453
01:23:18,520 --> 01:23:21,960
Speaker 3: in this like state where you're just like you know,

1454
01:23:22,000 --> 01:23:25,200
Speaker 3: you can't move, your eyes are open, you're like halfway

1455
01:23:25,200 --> 01:23:27,920
Speaker 3: in this dream state, it's like your brain is trying

1456
01:23:27,960 --> 01:23:30,160
Speaker 3: to make sense of the fact that you're still trying

1457
01:23:30,200 --> 01:23:35,080
Speaker 3: to dream, but like you're seeing the things around you.

1458
01:23:35,720 --> 01:23:38,240
Speaker 3: And so like by like just not fighting it and

1459
01:23:38,280 --> 01:23:41,880
Speaker 3: then like just trying to like sit up or like

1460
01:23:42,200 --> 01:23:42,800
Speaker 3: roll over.

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01:23:43,720 --> 01:23:44,160
Speaker 7: I don't know.

1462
01:23:44,439 --> 01:23:46,760
Speaker 3: For some reason, that's what worked for me.

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01:23:46,880 --> 01:23:47,280
Speaker 12: I don't know.

1464
01:23:53,479 --> 01:23:56,000
Speaker 1: But Okay, so you were telling me that, I mean,

1465
01:23:56,040 --> 01:23:58,760
Speaker 1: have you had dreams that were like religiously related because

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01:23:58,760 --> 01:24:02,360
Speaker 1: you started off by making making a thing about the

1467
01:24:02,360 --> 01:24:04,200
Speaker 1: fact that you know you were religious.

1468
01:24:05,600 --> 01:24:06,080
Speaker 11: Yeah.

1469
01:24:06,240 --> 01:24:08,960
Speaker 3: Okay, so like I guess not even.

1470
01:24:08,840 --> 01:24:10,640
Speaker 1: Doesn't it have to be a dream? Could just be

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01:24:10,680 --> 01:24:12,000
Speaker 1: any kind of like experience.

1472
01:24:13,439 --> 01:24:16,599
Speaker 3: So like I used to practice a lot of like

1473
01:24:16,720 --> 01:24:26,640
Speaker 3: really uh intense like prayer, contemplation, uh, meditation, whatever you

1474
01:24:26,640 --> 01:24:31,360
Speaker 3: want to call it. And so in those experiences, I've

1475
01:24:31,360 --> 01:24:34,160
Speaker 3: had experiences where I've like blown out of my body

1476
01:24:35,280 --> 01:24:43,479
Speaker 3: and ah seeing what I assumed to be. Like like

1477
01:24:43,600 --> 01:24:47,519
Speaker 3: one time, I had this experience where there was this

1478
01:24:47,680 --> 01:24:50,960
Speaker 3: blinding light that just like enveloped my whole body and

1479
01:24:51,000 --> 01:24:55,320
Speaker 3: I just felt like just pure love and energy and

1480
01:24:55,439 --> 01:24:59,080
Speaker 3: joy just like kind of wash over over me. And

1481
01:24:59,439 --> 01:25:04,120
Speaker 3: you know, I don't, like I can't really like like

1482
01:25:04,320 --> 01:25:09,040
Speaker 3: explain what all this shit was, you know what I'm saying, Like,

1483
01:25:09,479 --> 01:25:12,840
Speaker 3: I like I guess somewhere inside of me, like I

1484
01:25:12,880 --> 01:25:15,960
Speaker 3: think that there is some sort of God, but I

1485
01:25:16,000 --> 01:25:19,360
Speaker 3: don't really know what what that is, you know what

1486
01:25:19,400 --> 01:25:23,080
Speaker 3: I'm saying Like that I don't know.

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01:25:23,160 --> 01:25:25,479
Speaker 1: Yes, I mean it's hard. I you know, I don't

1488
01:25:25,479 --> 01:25:29,040
Speaker 1: have a lot of I never had a lot of

1489
01:25:29,479 --> 01:25:33,519
Speaker 1: sort of spiritual faith or even cared that much to

1490
01:25:33,520 --> 01:25:37,640
Speaker 1: think about those kind of things and consider them. But

1491
01:25:37,640 --> 01:25:39,600
Speaker 1: but are you, I mean, are you still connected with that?

1492
01:25:41,120 --> 01:25:41,320
Speaker 7: You know?

1493
01:25:42,720 --> 01:25:43,080
Speaker 3: Not?

1494
01:25:43,080 --> 01:25:43,519
Speaker 5: Not?

1495
01:25:43,520 --> 01:25:45,559
Speaker 3: Not really not as much as I used to be.

1496
01:25:46,280 --> 01:25:48,200
Speaker 3: You know, I went through I went through a lot

1497
01:25:48,200 --> 01:25:53,559
Speaker 3: of stuff in the last few years, and it's you know,

1498
01:25:53,600 --> 01:25:55,640
Speaker 3: it's made me the person I am today. And I

1499
01:25:55,680 --> 01:25:58,920
Speaker 3: think that, you know, hindsight, a lot of it was good.

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01:25:59,080 --> 01:26:03,200
Speaker 3: You know, it was hard, and it pushed me away

1501
01:26:03,240 --> 01:26:07,040
Speaker 3: from the community that I was involved with and kind

1502
01:26:07,040 --> 01:26:09,200
Speaker 3: of more into my own space of like trying to

1503
01:26:09,200 --> 01:26:13,120
Speaker 3: figure stuff out for myself makes sense of my experience,

1504
01:26:13,360 --> 01:26:13,639
Speaker 3: you know.

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01:26:14,439 --> 01:26:16,680
Speaker 1: Right, I feel like and not to like, you know,

1506
01:26:16,880 --> 01:26:21,479
Speaker 1: I mean, I, you know, did the whole Hebrew School ship,

1507
01:26:22,479 --> 01:26:25,040
Speaker 1: but you know, I saw I you know. But but

1508
01:26:26,400 --> 01:26:28,760
Speaker 1: in a sense, I do feel like freeing yourself from

1509
01:26:28,760 --> 01:26:33,759
Speaker 1: that does give you a opportunity to, you know, dive

1510
01:26:33,800 --> 01:26:36,960
Speaker 1: into your own life and you know, figure out what

1511
01:26:37,000 --> 01:26:37,360
Speaker 1: you think.

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01:26:39,360 --> 01:26:41,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, for sure, bro, for sure. I mean, like, I

1513
01:26:41,960 --> 01:26:45,599
Speaker 3: don't know, it's just it's it's been a good I think.

1514
01:26:47,320 --> 01:26:52,080
Speaker 1: Well, man, would you say your name was Josh? Josh? Josh?

1515
01:26:52,080 --> 01:26:54,200
Speaker 1: You know everyone in the chat wants to date you.

1516
01:26:55,360 --> 01:26:57,040
Speaker 3: Well ship, dude, I'm single.

1517
01:26:58,240 --> 01:27:02,800
Speaker 1: Hit me up, go back in there and get him Josh. Hi,

1518
01:27:03,040 --> 01:27:05,559
Speaker 1: all right, bro, all right, man, I love you. I'll

1519
01:27:05,600 --> 01:27:06,200
Speaker 1: talk to you soon.

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01:27:06,880 --> 01:27:07,519
Speaker 7: I love you too.

1521
01:27:07,600 --> 01:27:07,760
Speaker 5: Man.

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01:27:08,640 --> 01:27:21,679
Speaker 1: Good night, ma'am, ladies and gentlemen. That was all. Thank

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01:27:21,680 --> 01:27:25,360
Speaker 1: you so much for listening. As always, you can call

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Speaker 1: And yes, okay, that's it. Thank you for listening. God

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Speaker 1: is Dead, Alaska is a city and not a state.

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01:27:57,400 --> 01:28:02,120
Speaker 1: Jiz boners, And that was it. That was I feel

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01:28:02,160 --> 01:28:06,200
Speaker 1: like I'm recording this outro and I forgot what call

1534
01:28:06,280 --> 01:28:07,880
Speaker 1: I put at the very end, and I hope it

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01:28:07,920 --> 01:28:10,599
Speaker 1: wasn't a serious one. And I just kind of stepped

1536
01:28:10,640 --> 01:28:14,960
Speaker 1: on it just now by sort of inappropriately yelling jiz boners.

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01:28:15,360 --> 01:28:17,720
Speaker 1: Maybe I should stop doing that. Maybe I should think

1538
01:28:17,760 --> 01:28:20,360
Speaker 1: of a better way to end the podcast by than

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01:28:20,479 --> 01:28:24,880
Speaker 1: just yelling something stupid. All right, and I'll think if

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Speaker 1: you have any suggestions, hit me up. Oh yeah, you

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Speaker 1: can email me if you want to email me at

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Speaker 1: Lyle Forever endevor at gmail dot com with suggestions for

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Speaker 1: things to say at the end of the podcast that

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Speaker 1: aren't you know Jiz Boners. All right, this is stupid.

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Speaker 1: This has gone off for too long. Thank you, good night,

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Speaker 1: see you soon.