WEBVTT - ONE GECK CLOSES ANOTHER GECK OPENS (ft. Buddy)

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<v Speaker 1>So now, all right, My guest for today's episode is

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<v Speaker 1>a rapper named Buddy. He's made music with the likes

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<v Speaker 1>of Whiz Khalifa, Chancellor rapper Asap for Nipsy also but

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<v Speaker 1>beside all that, he's a guy, and he dressed up

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<v Speaker 1>as a gecko to talk to people on the phone

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<v Speaker 1>with me, and I think it was pretty funny.

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<v Speaker 2>I think this is a good episode.

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<v Speaker 1>I'll say that with confidence. In fact, I'll say that

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<v Speaker 1>with so much confidence that I'll stop rambling and let

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<v Speaker 1>you listen for yourself.

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<v Speaker 2>Let's get into it. How's it feel to be a gecko?

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<v Speaker 2>I feel so lucky? Yeah? Yeah, Green's a lucky color.

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<v Speaker 3>It's my favorite color. I'm so happy right now. Really, yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I'm ecstatic.

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<v Speaker 2>Why is there a reasoning behind green being your favorite color?

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<v Speaker 4>Like?

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<v Speaker 2>Could you peg that to anything? It's just a feeling

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<v Speaker 2>green for the money, go for the honey. Okay, I

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<v Speaker 2>like that. I like that. Yeah. Have you ever like

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<v Speaker 2>dressed up as something before? Yeah? Definitely.

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<v Speaker 3>I was the Green Power Ranger like a couple of

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<v Speaker 3>halloweens ago. Okay, you really do like the color green?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh?

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<v Speaker 1>I love it when you dress up as things. Do

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<v Speaker 1>you tend to get very into them?

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<v Speaker 5>Oh? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Halloween is my favorite watch. How come this this year?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, got Halloween costume yet? Uh No, I'm probably gonna

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<v Speaker 1>I'm probably gonna wear this. Is there a Halloween of

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<v Speaker 1>like all the Halloweens you've had in your life? Is

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<v Speaker 1>there a Halloween costume in particular that you're like, that

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<v Speaker 1>was it? That was the best Halloween that I had.

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<v Speaker 3>Probably the Green Power Ranger one. I do a party

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<v Speaker 3>with the homies and it went up and the Green

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<v Speaker 3>Power Ranger walking through my own party. Ooh, this hot

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<v Speaker 3>girl I like was there.

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<v Speaker 2>It was great. What was she dressed?

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<v Speaker 4>Us?

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<v Speaker 2>I forgot? She just looked good. That's cool. Are do

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<v Speaker 2>you do you look? Do you do? You have a

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<v Speaker 2>particular affinity for the Power Rangers.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>I watched that show growing up. I thought it was tight,

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<v Speaker 3>a little fights and stuff. Okay, yeah, and then when

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<v Speaker 3>they transform into the thing.

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<v Speaker 2>What are what are they transforming to? It's called a

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<v Speaker 2>mighty morphin Oh mighty, but they like they don't transform

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<v Speaker 2>into anything like themselves. They have to they.

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<v Speaker 3>Get into cars and then the cars connect into the

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<v Speaker 3>big robot with the sword.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh.

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<v Speaker 2>I thought it was Transformers where they become.

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<v Speaker 3>Cars that, yeah, that's it is Transformers too, but Power

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<v Speaker 3>Rangers they got a little cars too.

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<v Speaker 2>Well.

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<v Speaker 3>I guess it was dinosaurs or something that came from space.

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<v Speaker 2>Or something like that. Zord in there, buddy.

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<v Speaker 1>This past week, have there been any persistent thoughts on

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<v Speaker 1>your minds about anything?

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<v Speaker 2>In particular.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I'm about to drop an album, so I've been

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<v Speaker 3>thinking about that a lot, like last minute clearances and paperwork,

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<v Speaker 3>Oh my god, the samples that can't get cleared. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>need chain engine, last minute, all the last minute bullshit

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<v Speaker 3>for real?

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<v Speaker 2>You said whatever you want? You said cunt fuck? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Is there is there a word that you've always wanted

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<v Speaker 1>to say that you you haven't gotten the chance to

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<v Speaker 1>say yet.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I'd say everything I ever wanted.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there a like a word like do you have

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<v Speaker 1>a rhyme cunt with anything in any of your I.

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<v Speaker 2>Rarely used cut. I don't, I don't. I don't be

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<v Speaker 2>saying cut is for any reason in particular. It just

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<v Speaker 2>just doesn't speak to you as a word. I was like, pussy,

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<v Speaker 2>Pussy's better.

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<v Speaker 1>What's the best word that rhymes with pussy? Uh, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>trying to think too.

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<v Speaker 3>Cushy, cushy, put cushy, pushy, cushy pussy.

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<v Speaker 1>This is a show where we be geckos and talk

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<v Speaker 1>to people on the phone. We talked to people about

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<v Speaker 1>the on the phone about all kinds of things.

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<v Speaker 6>Uh.

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<v Speaker 2>We talk about life, we talk about relationships, we talk

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<v Speaker 2>about death, we talk about really anything. We're we're uh

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<v Speaker 2>do you want to talk to people on the phone?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, call it Armani.

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<v Speaker 7>Hello, Hey, how are you our money?

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<v Speaker 8>Gosh?

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<v Speaker 7>Wait, am I really?

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<v Speaker 2>I like your name? MARMIONI. That's tight.

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<v Speaker 7>This is so crazy. Thank you, thank you, Buddy, I

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<v Speaker 7>fuck with you. You look dope.

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<v Speaker 6>I like your chain.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you. You sound like you look good.

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<v Speaker 7>Yo, don't put me right now like.

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<v Speaker 9>So crazy.

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<v Speaker 7>First of all, Lyle, I just got to say I

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<v Speaker 7>love your show. I listen to it at work all

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<v Speaker 7>the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 7>Link it with Buddy. I was like, hold up what

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<v Speaker 7>and I called and the first call period.

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<v Speaker 2>We're happy to have you, Armiane. Well Armani. It says

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<v Speaker 2>here that you want to ask us about your feeling

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<v Speaker 2>lost in life? Why why are you feeling lost? Harmonia?

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, I'm just I'm a creative person and right now

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<v Speaker 7>I'm stuck in an office and all I think about

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<v Speaker 7>is like how am I going to get out of

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<v Speaker 7>this office and out of this town? So yeah, I

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<v Speaker 7>don't know. I just you know, sometimes you just talk

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<v Speaker 7>to people and like talk about life, and that's just

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<v Speaker 7>where I'm ring in my life. So that's all I

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<v Speaker 7>could really come up to talk about I don't really

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<v Speaker 7>have anything exciting to.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell or you know, but what town is, It's like.

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<v Speaker 8>It's like an hour outside of Ala.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh see, I know what you mean. I know what

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<v Speaker 3>you're going through. Yeah mm hmmm, I feel you grow.

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<v Speaker 7>I fired out here, but like I know, there's opportunity everywhere,

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<v Speaker 7>you know. Like, so I just got to get it.

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<v Speaker 7>I just got to get to it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah what you said, you work out of an office?

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<v Speaker 2>Right now? What do you do at this office?

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<v Speaker 7>I open loans for mortgages on purchases and refinances.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, so you're you're doing stuff with money. You know

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<v Speaker 1>how to do money mortgagee refinancy things.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you ever work an office.

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<v Speaker 4>Job, buddy?

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<v Speaker 7>It's pretty solid, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>I ain't never worked the office job. What's the best

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<v Speaker 3>part about it?

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<v Speaker 2>Though? Good?

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<v Speaker 7>It's really not all that bad. Like they give us

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<v Speaker 7>lunch all the time. I can pretty much do what

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<v Speaker 7>I want to do, as honest, I'm doing my word.

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<v Speaker 10>But it's just boring.

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<v Speaker 7>It's the same thing every day. I do the same

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<v Speaker 7>job every day, and I'm just not the type of

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<v Speaker 7>person anything.

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<v Speaker 10>To twitch up, you know.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like you should think of a creative way

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<v Speaker 3>to make your job that ain't even all that bad

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<v Speaker 3>because it's people job that's out here.

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<v Speaker 2>You can find a creative way to.

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<v Speaker 3>Just make it a little more fun and hyped up

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<v Speaker 3>as you also, you know, stay clear on the path

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<v Speaker 3>to you know what I mean, your ideal purpose in life.

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<v Speaker 7>Exactly. Yeah, you know, like outside of words, I could

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<v Speaker 7>be more creative during work. I find little things to

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<v Speaker 7>do during the day, like if I need to edit

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<v Speaker 7>something or work on something, you know, in my downtime

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<v Speaker 7>I do that or just like you know, focus on

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<v Speaker 7>things that are going to bring more positivity to my life.

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<v Speaker 7>But I know, like just that I'm on this temporary

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<v Speaker 7>stage of like the bigger picture.

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<v Speaker 2>Now are money? Are you then?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Are you good then? Period?

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<v Speaker 7>And you know what, Bud, your music has told me

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<v Speaker 7>so much like with the last couple of years I

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<v Speaker 7>listened to like find Me and like all your songs.

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<v Speaker 11>Very lit, like you have some really good times that.

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<v Speaker 6>Like actually have gotten your ship.

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<v Speaker 7>I just wanted to.

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<v Speaker 2>Say that for sure, Well you said you was lost.

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<v Speaker 3>I wrote a song about that, so I got you girl,

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<v Speaker 3>don't even trip.

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<v Speaker 2>That song is.

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<v Speaker 7>Really like what do you mean? That's my whole song?

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<v Speaker 7>Like that's been my life for the past couple of years.

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<v Speaker 2>Like lost and alone, I'm about to go into her.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't trip, I'm gonna drop.

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<v Speaker 7>The dates periods. I'm in there.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you very much for calling harmony.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm definitely doing that.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks for heading us up.

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<v Speaker 10>I would you.

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<v Speaker 2>So you?

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<v Speaker 1>You asked Harmani if she was zen? Yeah, and she

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<v Speaker 1>said yes. Do you feel as though you are zen?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm so zen? How does okay? So? How? How how

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<v Speaker 2>did you get there?

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<v Speaker 1>How did you become zen? Did you start zen? Or

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<v Speaker 1>do you have to work towards getting zen? Are you're

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<v Speaker 1>born zen?

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like I might have been born z in

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<v Speaker 3>But it's a it's a it's a work in progress.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. Sometimes I'm not.

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<v Speaker 3>Zen, but like you know, I am mostly zen and

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<v Speaker 3>my core very calm, yeah, easy going, you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>It is what it is, it's gonna be what is

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be type of guy. Absolutely So.

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<v Speaker 1>When you when you're not zen, you you seem like

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<v Speaker 1>you have you have this pillar of zen this but

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<v Speaker 1>not everybody's pillar is invincible.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what sort to things shake your pillar of zenness?

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<v Speaker 5>What?

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<v Speaker 2>What? What do you feel like you're vulnerable to to

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<v Speaker 2>to throw you off.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm a big fan of control, you know, and when

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<v Speaker 3>things aren't in my control, sometimes I don't want to

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<v Speaker 3>be surrendered to someone else's control. It's a vulnerable place

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<v Speaker 3>to be, you know. I might get a little crazy past,

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know, but I try to stays in in

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<v Speaker 3>those times where I'm not in full control.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmmm for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>And when you when you do get knocked off of

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<v Speaker 1>of your zennus, what sorts of things do you do.

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<v Speaker 2>To you know, get right back up there.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm trying to stop just running to the blunt because

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<v Speaker 3>I usually just smoke about it and be high. But

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<v Speaker 3>I'm trying to learn how to just deal with my

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<v Speaker 3>feelings and emotions in the sober mind state, you know,

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<v Speaker 3>and just pray to God for real.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel, I feel.

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<v Speaker 1>I've also been trying to notice whenever I'm like getting

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<v Speaker 1>high or a voidoid fucking getting whatever said or pissed

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<v Speaker 1>off or something, because it just makes you happy. And

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's funny with the control thing, because like

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<v Speaker 1>when you get high, you kind of like know how

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<v Speaker 1>you're gonna feel. So it's a way of taking back

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<v Speaker 1>that control exactly. It's based out of fear though it's

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<v Speaker 1>totally based out of fear. Yeah, I'm trying to get

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<v Speaker 1>better facing my fear like that. Say, let's say you're

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<v Speaker 1>call hey Evan.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, so.

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<v Speaker 6>Nothing much, Evan.

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<v Speaker 1>It says here that you had a dream about a

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<v Speaker 1>submarine that suit that shoots sausages and think you have

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<v Speaker 1>wet dreams about statistics software.

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<v Speaker 2>Really say that, Evan? You crazy?

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<v Speaker 12>I know it was.

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<v Speaker 10>Only a one dream about this statistic software by the way,

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<v Speaker 10>but concerning nonetheless, can.

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<v Speaker 2>You read that again for me please?

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<v Speaker 1>It said he has he had a dream about a

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<v Speaker 1>submarine that shoots sausages.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a lot of alliteration right there. A submarine is

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<v Speaker 2>sucking me up. Submary susages, submarine sue summarine summary sages,

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<v Speaker 2>smar sausages. Is this anything like what your dream was like?

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<v Speaker 10>It was a pretty close just not as like poetic

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<v Speaker 10>as that was, you know what I feel.

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<v Speaker 1>Like, Let's focus on one of these two dreams. I

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<v Speaker 1>think the what dream about statistics software? What do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you?

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<v Speaker 1>But do you think the dreams tell us things about

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<v Speaker 1>our our consciousness?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you? What are you opinatoning on that?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, yeah, but my question is what you mean

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<v Speaker 3>where dream? Because what what you mean where dream?

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<v Speaker 8>Like?

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<v Speaker 10>I I was in my uh in my dream doing homework,

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<v Speaker 10>typing in the software, and then it woke up in

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<v Speaker 10>a puddle of semen, and like I just remember like.

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<v Speaker 5>The last five seconds of my groom.

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<v Speaker 10>I was like, okay, what what's going on here? And

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<v Speaker 10>then I just I woke up in web because I

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<v Speaker 10>didn't seemen?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, cool. I was just wondering. I was trying to

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<v Speaker 3>just make sure what you was talking about?

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<v Speaker 2>All right? Work?

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<v Speaker 1>But does that necessarily insinuate that the puddle of semen

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<v Speaker 1>was caused by statistics homework or could they be isolated incidents?

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<v Speaker 2>Evan?

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<v Speaker 10>I I don't know. That's why I called in for

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<v Speaker 10>the advice.

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<v Speaker 2>But do you do you think the dreams can tell

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<v Speaker 2>us things about ourselves?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, but hold on, hold on, hold on, please please?

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<v Speaker 3>Does software make you horny?

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<v Speaker 7>No?

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<v Speaker 10>I hate, like I'm not enjoying this. The statistics does this?

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<v Speaker 2>The numbers?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, it's numbers and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Probability, probability, yeah, you a freak.

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<v Speaker 10>I know it's scary, Like I'm not aroused by it.

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<v Speaker 10>I'm like probably ninety eight percent sure I'm straight.

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<v Speaker 2>What is well, hold on, hold on, I haven't all right, listen,

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<v Speaker 2>haven't listened, listen listen, which is happy, Evan?

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<v Speaker 1>I mean you brought you're bringing up your sexual orientation here,

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<v Speaker 1>which is like, what what do you feel like? This

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<v Speaker 1>dream is like queuing you into like your sexual orientation

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<v Speaker 1>in some way, because I feel like statistic software is

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<v Speaker 1>fairly genderless probability.

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<v Speaker 10>That's what I tho. Well, like, I know you talked

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<v Speaker 10>to like guys where they'll get like the sexual robots,

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<v Speaker 10>and like, I don't want to be one of those.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't want to be a sex robot.

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<v Speaker 10>I don't want to be one of the guys that

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<v Speaker 10>turns to a sexual robot, oh.

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<v Speaker 1>Like turns into one or or or it turns to

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<v Speaker 1>one for out of necessity, for a lack of sex, out.

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<v Speaker 10>Of like me discovering that.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, but that's what you like. Evan.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Okay, I think what he's saying, are you okay?

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<v Speaker 1>I think if I'm hearing you correctly, you you are

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<v Speaker 1>afraid that maybe you are into robots sexually and you're

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<v Speaker 1>avoiding that.

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<v Speaker 2>Is that is that a correct asceritation of what you

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<v Speaker 2>were saying? Maybe I don't think Evan, Are you are

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<v Speaker 2>sure or you're not dreaming right now?

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<v Speaker 7>No?

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<v Speaker 10>I have actually seen a therapist about this.

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<v Speaker 2>What did they say?

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<v Speaker 10>They basically told me I'm fine and then it just happens.

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<v Speaker 10>But you know, oh well, I just keep living life

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<v Speaker 10>as if it is normal, and one day I wake

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<v Speaker 10>up not in this life, then here I am. But yeah,

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<v Speaker 10>it's my reality.

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<v Speaker 13>Now.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like this guy's got a lot of control

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<v Speaker 2>over what's going on.

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<v Speaker 3>Okay, so hold on, hold on, hold on. I got

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<v Speaker 3>another question, was this after? Does submarine asus sausages?

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<v Speaker 10>No, the that was nice. We can talk about that

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<v Speaker 10>if you guys.

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<v Speaker 3>Want what happened with that one? What happened with the

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<v Speaker 3>sausage submar Shoot a submarine?

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<v Speaker 2>It really his a tongue twist.

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<v Speaker 10>So like we're in like a canal and like to

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<v Speaker 10>us now I don't know, like the concrete on each side,

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<v Speaker 10>and we're like, oh, we got to make sure we

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<v Speaker 10>aren't going to hit the concrete.

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<v Speaker 13>Let's go shoot the.

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<v Speaker 10>Hot dogs out the torpedo like wherever those come out of.

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<v Speaker 10>And then yeah, I like transported behind like third person

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<v Speaker 10>into the hot dog and if it's disintegrated, then it

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<v Speaker 10>was like, Okay, we've got to steer left. We don't

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<v Speaker 10>hit the concrete.

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<v Speaker 8>That's all it was.

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<v Speaker 2>Really that sounds like a fun dream. Actually, yeah, that's

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<v Speaker 2>so Evan. I mean, Evan listened before before we go.

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<v Speaker 1>Do you do you and tell me honestly, do you

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<v Speaker 1>feel like there's there is a a issue here? Like

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<v Speaker 1>is there something you're resisting or were you mainly calling in?

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<v Speaker 1>And it's fine if you were mainly calling in just

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<v Speaker 1>to share with us these experiences.

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<v Speaker 10>Mainly to share, but like also there is advice to

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<v Speaker 10>like stop that because I don't like statistics.

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<v Speaker 3>But yeah, I would say, drink a tall glass of

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<v Speaker 3>water before you go to bed tonight.

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<v Speaker 10>I'll try that. I'm good.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you very much, Evan, Thank you, heavy, thank you.

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, chunks, you say that chunks.

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<v Speaker 2>He's got a dog? Hello to call them chunks? Chunk

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<v Speaker 2>outa my god? Hello, Hey, how are you doing, chunks?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I'm doing good.

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<v Speaker 14>I'll literally walking into my house when you answered the phone,

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<v Speaker 14>so I got away from the dogs.

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<v Speaker 2>You sound like you have a beautiful home.

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<v Speaker 15>Uh yeah, I guess you could say that. It's uh

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<v Speaker 15>just my mom and my dad and me. Brother has

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<v Speaker 15>moved out. But yeah, it's a beautiful, little, uh humble abode.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess, do you have a good relationship with your family?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 6>I mean.

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<v Speaker 4>There's been ups and down, but it's pretty uh stable

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<v Speaker 4>right now.

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<v Speaker 2>I guess you could say sound like family.

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<v Speaker 1>Yes, Sir Chunkston says, here, you've been talking to a girl.

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<v Speaker 1>You're really into her, uh, but you only have a

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<v Speaker 1>limited amount of time before she leaves to serve in

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<v Speaker 1>the Coast Guard, and you're wondering if you should drop

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<v Speaker 1>it now or start or pursue a more, go go

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<v Speaker 1>deeper into it?

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<v Speaker 2>Is this is this correct?

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 8>Pretty much. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 13>I started talking to her at the gym and uh,

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<v Speaker 13>she was she approached me.

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<v Speaker 4>Actually she's just an absolute smoke show.

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<v Speaker 6>And.

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<v Speaker 13>Uh, basically one thing went to another. We went on

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<v Speaker 13>our first date like a week ago, went very well,

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<v Speaker 13>and yeah, pretty much.

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<v Speaker 5>Uh, I'm not sure.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm not sure what she's feeling, if she wants to

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<v Speaker 4>be like just friends or if she wants to be

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<v Speaker 4>more than that or whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But I but, buddy, what do you do when you're

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<v Speaker 1>in a situation where where you're not sure what someone

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<v Speaker 1>thinks of you and you're you're interested in them romantically.

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<v Speaker 1>I just acts that's a good question that I like

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<v Speaker 1>that as a strategy.

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<v Speaker 2>She's her. Have you done that, Chunks?

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<v Speaker 4>Ask her if she's in me?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah? Communication is key.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I haven't done that yet.

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<v Speaker 13>Maybe maybe on the second time around, when we should

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<v Speaker 13>go on a date or something, bring it up.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me what he needs to hear, Chunk, Chunk is it? Chunk?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, chump, chump, don't be choked, Chuck. Don't be a chunk. Chunk,

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<v Speaker 3>take a chunk out of life and make her your wife.

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<v Speaker 4>All right?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh like that, Chunks. Listen, here's the thing you gotta

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<v Speaker 2>What do you what any way?

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<v Speaker 5>Are you?

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me? Are you? Are you afraid? Are you afraid of?

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<v Speaker 2>How old are you? Twenty three? Chucks? Are you?

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<v Speaker 1>Have you ever been have you ever been in a

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<v Speaker 1>situation where you were able to accurately express us your

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<v Speaker 1>feelings or or is that sort of a new thing

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<v Speaker 1>for you.

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<v Speaker 4>Just in this scenario or like in my life.

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<v Speaker 2>Just in general. I mean I I I assume over

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<v Speaker 2>your twenty three years, you've you've you've found yourself attracted

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<v Speaker 2>to people throughout your life and when you are, are

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<v Speaker 2>you typically open about it? Or do you do you

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<v Speaker 2>shy away.

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<v Speaker 4>I'm only open about it. It's I feel like it's uh,

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<v Speaker 4>I guess I don't know, like something like you can

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<v Speaker 4>feel it.

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<v Speaker 1>You know, I kind of hear what you're are you

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<v Speaker 1>saying you're you're kind of like, I'm only open to

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<v Speaker 1>it if I have a pretty good shot I'm not

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<v Speaker 1>gonna get rejected, which is not the way to go

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<v Speaker 1>about it.

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<v Speaker 2>Chunks.

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<v Speaker 14>Yeah, I mean like, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna

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<v Speaker 14>still my feeling to this girl on like a first

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<v Speaker 14>date or whatever, or if I had, like don't know

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<v Speaker 14>her very well. But once I get a feel for

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<v Speaker 14>whosh is the person or how I'm feeling towards her,

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<v Speaker 14>like all, I mean all, I'll express some sort of.

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<v Speaker 4>Sorts of feelings on the chunk.

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<v Speaker 2>Chunk, you stuttering when you should be buttering.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm telling you you gotta flip that pancake smack and

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<v Speaker 3>flip it and rub it down.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Okay, you got this man. She came at you

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<v Speaker 2>first at the gendum Is that what he said?

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<v Speaker 7>That?

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<v Speaker 2>Did she come to you first?

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>She about to pulled up an't ean you know she

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<v Speaker 3>won't e don't hesitate go on the second date.

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<v Speaker 2>Damn you good at that day? That's pretty good. Oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god, I do the way I've just learned. I

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<v Speaker 2>just learned that I didn't know how. I didn't know

0:24:00.440 --> 0:24:05.360
<v Speaker 2>that was a thing. It's the energy transfer chunks. Well, listen, man, Chuck.

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<v Speaker 2>Chuck's here's what. Here's what. I here's what.

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<v Speaker 1>Here's what I really want to tell you, like for

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<v Speaker 1>real though, okay, because your whole thing is like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know, because your whole thing is like you you're

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<v Speaker 1>one a little bit nervous to express your feelings, it

0:24:15.160 --> 0:24:17.359
<v Speaker 1>sounds like, but two you have the whole thing of

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<v Speaker 1>like she's leaving, right.

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<v Speaker 2>So do do do this?

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<v Speaker 1>Just so, so listen, So listen, if anything, if anything,

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<v Speaker 1>even if you're not doing this as a means to

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<v Speaker 1>an end, I think you should express your feelings only

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<v Speaker 1>so that you can improve in the general skill of

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<v Speaker 1>expressing your feelings. You know what I'm saying to you,

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<v Speaker 1>Because even if nothing happens, it's like, that's a win.

0:24:44.480 --> 0:24:47.600
<v Speaker 1>That's a that's a win in the book of gaining

0:24:47.640 --> 0:24:49.600
<v Speaker 1>this the those communication.

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<v Speaker 2>Skills don't quite me. I like that, But do you

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<v Speaker 2>do you hear me? Chuck's like like, like do it

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<v Speaker 2>for do it for yourself.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, Just say you can be like,

0:25:01.000 --> 0:25:03.680
<v Speaker 1>all right, I did it. I expressed myself. I'm one

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<v Speaker 1>step closer to living the life I want wherein I'm

0:25:07.040 --> 0:25:09.720
<v Speaker 1>open and honest with people. It's a point towards that

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<v Speaker 1>whether or not you guys fall in love, or whether

0:25:12.160 --> 0:25:13.720
<v Speaker 1>or not anything happens, Does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I mean, I guess, I guess the risk to

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<v Speaker 4>reward ratio.

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<v Speaker 2>Is definitely minish cool kisser fool. You gotta rhyme for food, Chunks,

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<v Speaker 2>anything else you want to say before we go.

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<v Speaker 10>Yeah, I've been watching your podcast for a while.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely love it, dude.

0:25:43.240 --> 0:25:45.040
<v Speaker 4>I've been you know what, I've been flapping a lot.

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<v Speaker 5>Is that much?

0:25:46.520 --> 0:25:47.440
<v Speaker 4>That song that much?

0:25:48.080 --> 0:25:52.720
<v Speaker 2>Okay? You a real one? My being about my being

0:25:52.840 --> 0:25:53.520
<v Speaker 2>in my bed.

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<v Speaker 14>Nay, dude, love that song.

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<v Speaker 4>Love what you've been doing, dude. Can't wait to see

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<v Speaker 4>what you do.

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<v Speaker 2>Next, Chunks.

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<v Speaker 1>But yeah, I wish your courage moving forward, and we

0:26:09.280 --> 0:26:11.960
<v Speaker 1>appreciate you calling him with your with your inquiry. And

0:26:12.280 --> 0:26:13.879
<v Speaker 1>by the way, I'm gonna say one more time because

0:26:13.880 --> 0:26:15.600
<v Speaker 1>I feel you in this moment and I and I

0:26:15.640 --> 0:26:17.399
<v Speaker 1>do mean what I say, do it for yourself, not

0:26:17.520 --> 0:26:19.840
<v Speaker 1>for whatever end result expressing your feelings.

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<v Speaker 2>Does that make sense? Tell me, tell me you understand

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 5>I do.

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<v Speaker 4>I understand what you're saying.

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<v Speaker 2>Just kisser and rub all on her booty. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>endorse that. Thank you for calling chunks.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you so much, Lyle, Thank you by you guys

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<v Speaker 4>have a good one.

0:26:42.880 --> 0:26:46.960
<v Speaker 2>Where'd you get that Angel City Jewelers? That was cool.

0:26:47.160 --> 0:26:49.760
<v Speaker 2>It's like it's like a dragon Yes, hin Ron from

0:26:49.800 --> 0:26:52.640
<v Speaker 2>Dragon ball Z. Oh, it's from Dragon ball Z. Yeah.

0:26:52.640 --> 0:26:53.959
<v Speaker 2>He grants wishes and everything.

0:26:54.200 --> 0:26:58.520
<v Speaker 1>Oh ship this like uh if if if he were

0:26:58.560 --> 0:27:01.080
<v Speaker 1>here right now, and you could like, uh, he's.

0:27:00.920 --> 0:27:03.120
<v Speaker 2>Out here, if he's right here? Have you ever asked

0:27:03.200 --> 0:27:05.280
<v Speaker 2>him for a wish? Every day? You want to make

0:27:05.320 --> 0:27:07.800
<v Speaker 2>a wish? Yeah, I'll make a wish. He's right here. Hollerada.

0:27:09.600 --> 0:27:14.119
<v Speaker 1>What's his name againn Cinron? I wish that everyone in

0:27:14.160 --> 0:27:17.760
<v Speaker 1>the world had a million dollars, and that also inflation

0:27:17.960 --> 0:27:20.119
<v Speaker 1>wasn't a thing, so that all the million dollars that

0:27:20.160 --> 0:27:23.680
<v Speaker 1>were then pumped into the economy by you were somehow

0:27:23.720 --> 0:27:27.400
<v Speaker 1>in and of themselves still valuable, even though everyone would

0:27:27.440 --> 0:27:30.440
<v Speaker 1>be trading with each other. Still, but that we would

0:27:30.440 --> 0:27:31.600
<v Speaker 1>everyone would have a lot of money.

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<v Speaker 3>Still, Shinron ain't in politics, bro, don't. I don't think

0:27:35.000 --> 0:27:37.360
<v Speaker 3>you could do all that. He'd just be bringing people

0:27:37.400 --> 0:27:38.479
<v Speaker 3>back from the dead and stuff.

0:27:39.400 --> 0:27:44.239
<v Speaker 2>Oh, he brings people back from the dead. Yeah, I'm

0:27:44.240 --> 0:27:53.040
<v Speaker 2>trying to think of I know any dead people. Sit. Hello, Annie, Hi,

0:27:54.560 --> 0:27:55.000
<v Speaker 2>what's up?

0:27:56.840 --> 0:28:00.000
<v Speaker 10>What's up are you?

0:28:00.760 --> 0:28:02.840
<v Speaker 2>I'm good. I'm here with Buddy. I'm in the forest.

0:28:03.640 --> 0:28:05.840
<v Speaker 6>So yeah, yeah, I saw that.

0:28:05.920 --> 0:28:07.359
<v Speaker 16>I was checking that out, Hi, buddy.

0:28:09.840 --> 0:28:12.000
<v Speaker 1>Uh Annie, it says here that you're thinking about becoming

0:28:12.040 --> 0:28:15.600
<v Speaker 1>a dominatrix. You're thinking about leaving your social worker job

0:28:17.359 --> 0:28:17.960
<v Speaker 1>to pursue that.

0:28:18.160 --> 0:28:19.240
<v Speaker 17>Yeah, here's the deal.

0:28:20.000 --> 0:28:22.200
<v Speaker 11>Yeah, so Gek, I need you to tell.

0:28:22.040 --> 0:28:22.840
<v Speaker 4>Me what to do here.

0:28:22.920 --> 0:28:26.680
<v Speaker 16>It's something I've wanted to do for almost twenty years now,

0:28:26.920 --> 0:28:29.080
<v Speaker 16>and I kept thinking like, oh, as I get older,

0:28:29.160 --> 0:28:31.720
<v Speaker 16>like as I fell into my careers that I really love,

0:28:32.119 --> 0:28:36.320
<v Speaker 16>like it'll go away, and it hasn't. And then now,

0:28:36.440 --> 0:28:39.520
<v Speaker 16>you know, with everything going on like this last two years,

0:28:39.520 --> 0:28:42.440
<v Speaker 16>like I feel like the like we're all making decisions

0:28:42.440 --> 0:28:44.480
<v Speaker 16>like hey, we gotta do what really makes us happy,

0:28:44.480 --> 0:28:48.000
<v Speaker 16>and I'm like, I still really want to be a Dominatrix,

0:28:48.640 --> 0:28:49.720
<v Speaker 16>How tall are you still?

0:28:49.760 --> 0:28:50.200
<v Speaker 2>Really? Love?

0:28:52.400 --> 0:28:53.000
<v Speaker 17>I'm sorry?

0:28:53.320 --> 0:28:54.080
<v Speaker 2>How tall? Is you?

0:28:58.000 --> 0:29:01.080
<v Speaker 16>Not tall at all? Five five one?

0:29:05.440 --> 0:29:09.080
<v Speaker 2>Is there is there a height requirement for now? I

0:29:09.120 --> 0:29:11.040
<v Speaker 2>was just curious. I was just curious.

0:29:13.040 --> 0:29:14.920
<v Speaker 16>Yeah, I was like, oh wait, I don't think I

0:29:14.960 --> 0:29:16.960
<v Speaker 16>had ever noticed that there was a height requirement.

0:29:17.000 --> 0:29:18.360
<v Speaker 7>But no, yeah, no, I mean.

0:29:18.520 --> 0:29:19.719
<v Speaker 18>Heels all that good stuff.

0:29:19.760 --> 0:29:23.200
<v Speaker 16>Here's the thing, though, Like I don't want to do

0:29:23.320 --> 0:29:27.000
<v Speaker 16>it because that's something that like is like a preference

0:29:27.040 --> 0:29:30.240
<v Speaker 16>of mine. I kind of have always wanted to do

0:29:30.280 --> 0:29:33.920
<v Speaker 16>it as a form of like stress management.

0:29:34.880 --> 0:29:37.320
<v Speaker 17>And I don't know if that's right either.

0:29:38.680 --> 0:29:41.560
<v Speaker 16>But also here's the thing, as a as like a

0:29:41.600 --> 0:29:44.360
<v Speaker 16>person who grew up as a god kid, like being

0:29:44.400 --> 0:29:46.880
<v Speaker 16>able to like do the full dress up and everything

0:29:47.240 --> 0:29:49.280
<v Speaker 16>to you know, to go to work sounds like a

0:29:49.320 --> 0:29:52.520
<v Speaker 16>lot of fun too. But yeah, also that stress management

0:29:52.560 --> 0:29:55.040
<v Speaker 16>part the money doesn't sound like a bad idea either.

0:29:56.040 --> 0:29:59.400
<v Speaker 16>And but yeah, I don't know if that's cool, like

0:29:59.400 --> 0:30:02.320
<v Speaker 16>like know, like if that's like ethical, like you know,

0:30:02.680 --> 0:30:08.480
<v Speaker 16>because yeah.

0:30:06.320 --> 0:30:07.600
<v Speaker 2>I say, give it a whirl.

0:30:09.480 --> 0:30:12.480
<v Speaker 16>Right, I feel like, especially because like you gotta try

0:30:12.520 --> 0:30:13.920
<v Speaker 16>all the things, you know.

0:30:14.440 --> 0:30:16.320
<v Speaker 1>And by the way, I just want to weigh in

0:30:16.360 --> 0:30:20.640
<v Speaker 1>on this because I understand that you're wondering the ethical

0:30:21.760 --> 0:30:27.400
<v Speaker 1>components of you taking out your life stress upon people

0:30:27.880 --> 0:30:32.600
<v Speaker 1>in the form of sexual domination, and I think it

0:30:32.680 --> 0:30:36.520
<v Speaker 1>is a uh it's beautiful.

0:30:36.200 --> 0:30:41.440
<v Speaker 2>Win win scenario, win win scenario. There are out there,

0:30:41.520 --> 0:30:43.520
<v Speaker 2>there are so many men out there that want to

0:30:43.560 --> 0:30:45.200
<v Speaker 2>be dominant. I want to be dominated.

0:30:46.760 --> 0:30:48.200
<v Speaker 17>I feel like it would make me better.

0:30:49.560 --> 0:30:50.880
<v Speaker 11>I feel like it would make me better.

0:30:51.040 --> 0:30:53.360
<v Speaker 3>You sound like you're in a better mood already just

0:30:53.440 --> 0:30:54.080
<v Speaker 3>talking about it.

0:30:54.360 --> 0:30:59.560
<v Speaker 2>I could hear your cheeks lifting, Like is your teeth show?

0:30:59.800 --> 0:31:00.920
<v Speaker 2>Are you laughing right now?

0:31:03.440 --> 0:31:06.360
<v Speaker 16>Yeah, because I'm happy that you guys are like, yes,

0:31:06.520 --> 0:31:08.400
<v Speaker 16>do it? You know, like I feel like I'm getting

0:31:08.400 --> 0:31:11.280
<v Speaker 16>a lot of like you know, like I'm like, yes, yes,

0:31:11.360 --> 0:31:17.760
<v Speaker 16>They're like unfortunate. Well, okay, Annie is like, leave my career, Annie.

0:31:18.000 --> 0:31:19.560
<v Speaker 2>I want you to go out there and dominate.

0:31:21.720 --> 0:31:23.880
<v Speaker 17>God damn it, fucking dude.

0:31:23.920 --> 0:31:25.000
<v Speaker 9>Yes, thank you.

0:31:25.680 --> 0:31:27.480
<v Speaker 11>Oh but but do I quit my job?

0:31:28.360 --> 0:31:31.480
<v Speaker 2>Don't quit your job yet? Do both? Right now?

0:31:32.080 --> 0:31:34.120
<v Speaker 1>I was about to say, I feel like dominate, dominating.

0:31:34.160 --> 0:31:36.640
<v Speaker 1>I feel like I feel like the majority. I don't know,

0:31:36.720 --> 0:31:38.040
<v Speaker 1>I'm not in the community.

0:31:37.720 --> 0:31:39.240
<v Speaker 2>But I think it's just sleep schedule together.

0:31:39.360 --> 0:31:42.080
<v Speaker 1>I feel like the majority of domination happens in the

0:31:42.120 --> 0:31:44.920
<v Speaker 1>evening time, and the majority of office work happens during

0:31:44.960 --> 0:31:46.360
<v Speaker 1>the day.

0:31:46.880 --> 0:31:48.960
<v Speaker 2>So what time, what time's would what time you be

0:31:49.040 --> 0:31:49.480
<v Speaker 2>going to work?

0:31:51.760 --> 0:31:53.440
<v Speaker 16>That that regular ass you know?

0:31:53.600 --> 0:31:57.880
<v Speaker 2>Like, yeah, yeah, just do the dominating when you get off,

0:31:58.640 --> 0:31:59.520
<v Speaker 2>didn't clock back in.

0:32:00.080 --> 0:32:02.640
<v Speaker 16>That's something I think too. I feel like I could

0:32:02.640 --> 0:32:06.360
<v Speaker 16>do like three clients, Like yeah, just.

0:32:06.360 --> 0:32:08.280
<v Speaker 2>Start somewhere, you know what I mean. You don't want

0:32:08.280 --> 0:32:10.040
<v Speaker 2>to do the dub club out the gate, you know,

0:32:10.160 --> 0:32:13.200
<v Speaker 2>get you one, two, three, and just see.

0:32:14.800 --> 0:32:16.640
<v Speaker 16>Right right, Like I've already thought about it, Like, do

0:32:16.640 --> 0:32:18.640
<v Speaker 16>you like three a week, have like a list, a

0:32:18.720 --> 0:32:22.200
<v Speaker 16>wait list if I got to you know where?

0:32:22.320 --> 0:32:25.720
<v Speaker 2>Now? Are you curious? You guys? No, go ahead?

0:32:26.040 --> 0:32:26.320
<v Speaker 8>What's that?

0:32:27.400 --> 0:32:28.880
<v Speaker 2>Yes? We think you should do it? Yeahah, we think

0:32:28.880 --> 0:32:29.600
<v Speaker 2>you show I totally.

0:32:29.600 --> 0:32:31.720
<v Speaker 1>I'm with like the I mean, down with the domination

0:32:32.080 --> 0:32:34.640
<v Speaker 1>office during the day, dominate at night, Wait until you

0:32:34.680 --> 0:32:36.959
<v Speaker 1>can get enough clients at night, and then eventually, if

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:40.000
<v Speaker 1>the money they're making dominating outweighs the money you're making

0:32:40.040 --> 0:32:41.920
<v Speaker 1>on the office gig, you're clear to quit.

0:32:43.840 --> 0:32:45.400
<v Speaker 2>World domination like.

0:32:46.840 --> 0:32:46.920
<v Speaker 8>That.

0:32:47.040 --> 0:32:48.800
<v Speaker 9>I really love my work, you.

0:32:48.760 --> 0:32:52.600
<v Speaker 2>Know, I say you do both. Get you somebody who

0:32:52.600 --> 0:32:53.240
<v Speaker 2>could do both?

0:32:53.360 --> 0:32:53.560
<v Speaker 1>Is you?

0:32:55.360 --> 0:32:57.440
<v Speaker 2>What do you can ask what you do during the day?

0:32:57.520 --> 0:33:00.600
<v Speaker 1>Maybe she can like work that into her her whole character,

0:33:00.800 --> 0:33:04.720
<v Speaker 1>Like if she's like a secretary, maybe she's like dominating secretary.

0:33:05.000 --> 0:33:07.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh like that lady. What's it called?

0:33:07.920 --> 0:33:11.200
<v Speaker 1>I forget near min Maybe she would what's what's what's

0:33:11.200 --> 0:33:12.920
<v Speaker 1>it about? It's about a domination in person?

0:33:13.000 --> 0:33:16.400
<v Speaker 2>Yeah's something like that. I think she'd be getting dominated.

0:33:16.560 --> 0:33:19.560
<v Speaker 2>I got you, oh fucking fifty shades of gray. No,

0:33:19.800 --> 0:33:21.720
<v Speaker 2>not that one. That that one is the one with

0:33:21.760 --> 0:33:22.880
<v Speaker 2>the office girl, and.

0:33:24.520 --> 0:33:26.360
<v Speaker 11>I forget it's called secretary.

0:33:26.400 --> 0:33:29.680
<v Speaker 2>I think your secretary. I feel she was gonna she

0:33:29.800 --> 0:33:32.000
<v Speaker 2>probably not the one you like that something like that.

0:33:34.080 --> 0:33:34.360
<v Speaker 18>God.

0:33:34.720 --> 0:33:37.480
<v Speaker 9>Well yeah, but of course opposite exactly.

0:33:37.080 --> 0:33:39.320
<v Speaker 2>Exactly, yes, yes, for sure, yeah.

0:33:40.960 --> 0:33:43.040
<v Speaker 16>Yeah, yeah, yeah, guys, thank you so so much.

0:33:43.080 --> 0:33:45.200
<v Speaker 17>Okay, so that you don't see, Okay.

0:33:44.960 --> 0:33:47.160
<v Speaker 16>Nothing wrong with like me, not really, because I've had

0:33:47.160 --> 0:33:49.320
<v Speaker 16>people tell me that, like because I'm not actually going

0:33:49.400 --> 0:33:51.040
<v Speaker 16>to be into it like I would it would make

0:33:51.080 --> 0:33:53.720
<v Speaker 16>me look better at it, and then also just you know,

0:33:53.880 --> 0:33:56.240
<v Speaker 16>parts of my personality just you know whatever.

0:33:56.480 --> 0:33:58.280
<v Speaker 11>But yeah, thank you guys so much.

0:33:58.360 --> 0:34:00.800
<v Speaker 16>Like I look forward to buying a kind of corsets

0:34:00.840 --> 0:34:01.640
<v Speaker 16>and getting.

0:34:01.400 --> 0:34:02.120
<v Speaker 7>Some stress out.

0:34:02.760 --> 0:34:06.360
<v Speaker 2>Damn, no doubt, no doubt. Have a good night. Annie

0:34:07.520 --> 0:34:13.160
<v Speaker 2>got out there and dominate. Say you, I.

0:34:13.080 --> 0:34:15.120
<v Speaker 1>Said, damn, because she was like, because you you had

0:34:15.160 --> 0:34:17.719
<v Speaker 1>it paid, you were like. I can hear her smiling

0:34:17.760 --> 0:34:19.520
<v Speaker 1>through the phone. She's already hyped.

0:34:19.280 --> 0:34:22.239
<v Speaker 2>Added very excited about it. Get out there and dominate.

0:34:22.480 --> 0:34:25.640
<v Speaker 2>Have you ever proud of her? You ever been dominated before?

0:34:27.880 --> 0:34:31.400
<v Speaker 2>I'd rather not say, oh for sure, for sure I haven't,

0:34:31.400 --> 0:34:34.520
<v Speaker 2>but I would be open to it. I mean it's cool.

0:34:34.560 --> 0:34:38.439
<v Speaker 2>I mean, dam this is a safe space, buddy. Yeah,

0:34:38.480 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 2>I've predominated. Okay? Was it like it was dominating? Okay?

0:34:43.920 --> 0:34:48.359
<v Speaker 3>I enjoyed it really like whips and stuff me up

0:34:48.600 --> 0:34:49.239
<v Speaker 3>me and robbed me.

0:34:50.400 --> 0:34:53.120
<v Speaker 2>They robbed you two Yep, as part of the experience.

0:34:53.239 --> 0:34:54.960
<v Speaker 2>It was amazing. Dude, I feel like you could be

0:34:54.960 --> 0:35:07.200
<v Speaker 2>Annie's first client. I'm gonna hit her up. Hello, Hi,

0:35:08.000 --> 0:35:10.000
<v Speaker 2>is this gay? Yes? How are you.

0:35:12.719 --> 0:35:13.000
<v Speaker 9>Good?

0:35:13.239 --> 0:35:14.480
<v Speaker 8>How are you guys?

0:35:15.040 --> 0:35:15.600
<v Speaker 2>Who is.

0:35:20.640 --> 0:35:20.920
<v Speaker 8>Good?

0:35:22.800 --> 0:35:23.040
<v Speaker 2>Rob?

0:35:23.400 --> 0:35:25.799
<v Speaker 1>Rob It says here, listen, listen, rob It says here

0:35:25.840 --> 0:35:27.640
<v Speaker 1>that you've been practicing.

0:35:27.040 --> 0:35:30.360
<v Speaker 2>The occult, practices.

0:35:31.080 --> 0:35:34.400
<v Speaker 1>Practicing the occult, and you feel like it's messed up

0:35:34.440 --> 0:35:37.200
<v Speaker 1>your life. Now, your buddy, you're as confused as I am. Here,

0:35:37.239 --> 0:35:37.800
<v Speaker 1>what's a cult?

0:35:37.840 --> 0:35:40.080
<v Speaker 2>What is the occult?

0:35:41.640 --> 0:35:45.800
<v Speaker 8>So all right, so the occult kind of means different

0:35:45.800 --> 0:35:49.400
<v Speaker 8>things to different people, but to me, it's essentially a

0:35:49.440 --> 0:35:53.520
<v Speaker 8>form of ancient brain hacket. So to me, there's not

0:35:53.719 --> 0:35:57.480
<v Speaker 8>like real magic in the world or real demons or whatnot,

0:35:58.040 --> 0:36:05.879
<v Speaker 8>but it's more like manifestations of psychology before there were

0:36:05.920 --> 0:36:10.520
<v Speaker 8>actually terms psychology. So there, it's like, uh, my belief

0:36:10.600 --> 0:36:14.040
<v Speaker 8>is a lot of people, like in ancient times who

0:36:14.160 --> 0:36:16.839
<v Speaker 8>created all this stuff, who wrote all this stuff, had

0:36:16.880 --> 0:36:19.359
<v Speaker 8>a lot of time to kind of think in their

0:36:19.400 --> 0:36:22.080
<v Speaker 8>heads without technology and whatnot, and they didn't know how

0:36:22.120 --> 0:36:25.600
<v Speaker 8>to explain certain things, so they created words for it.

0:36:26.080 --> 0:36:31.000
<v Speaker 8>And basically, I feel like the occult is kind of

0:36:31.040 --> 0:36:35.080
<v Speaker 8>like brain hacking. So you're able to hack into your

0:36:35.120 --> 0:36:38.719
<v Speaker 8>subconscious and get it to see things or perceive things.

0:36:38.920 --> 0:36:42.440
<v Speaker 8>Since reality is only our perception of it, so if

0:36:42.440 --> 0:36:45.640
<v Speaker 8>you're able to alter your perception, you're able to alter

0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:46.719
<v Speaker 8>your reality.

0:36:49.600 --> 0:36:50.759
<v Speaker 2>You said, it's fucking you up.

0:36:53.840 --> 0:36:59.880
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, so kind of into like a monkey's foot situation

0:37:00.200 --> 0:37:07.440
<v Speaker 8>or a monkey pose situation, where it was I essentially

0:37:07.520 --> 0:37:10.399
<v Speaker 8>asked or it kind of like did some rituals because

0:37:10.400 --> 0:37:13.040
<v Speaker 8>I was in a low part of my life for awareness,

0:37:13.200 --> 0:37:16.120
<v Speaker 8>like I wanted to notice things I wanted to notice,

0:37:16.440 --> 0:37:19.520
<v Speaker 8>like what my girlfriend at the time was asking of

0:37:19.640 --> 0:37:24.640
<v Speaker 8>me of kind of like what jobs were asking And honestly,

0:37:25.400 --> 0:37:27.120
<v Speaker 8>it got to be a little too much. Now I

0:37:27.160 --> 0:37:31.160
<v Speaker 8>noticed too much. I'm aware of too much in other people.

0:37:31.640 --> 0:37:36.480
<v Speaker 8>I'm aware of like little micro changes in people's perception

0:37:37.000 --> 0:37:44.760
<v Speaker 8>or in people's in their kind of like micro expressions.

0:37:44.800 --> 0:37:47.680
<v Speaker 8>And I've had friends accuse me of like knowing how

0:37:47.680 --> 0:37:50.960
<v Speaker 8>they feel before they even know how they feel. And

0:37:51.120 --> 0:37:56.319
<v Speaker 8>they said that it's violating and they've confirmed it how

0:37:56.360 --> 0:37:58.160
<v Speaker 8>they felt that they were, like I wasn't ready to

0:37:58.200 --> 0:38:01.279
<v Speaker 8>tell you. So yeah, that's where I'm at now.

0:38:02.640 --> 0:38:06.200
<v Speaker 2>So you've become somewhat of a mind. And it's bothering

0:38:06.280 --> 0:38:10.320
<v Speaker 2>your friends.

0:38:10.760 --> 0:38:13.120
<v Speaker 8>Well, I wouldn't say bothering. It's not like all the time,

0:38:13.200 --> 0:38:16.000
<v Speaker 8>but it's kind of like, you know, if if I'm

0:38:16.000 --> 0:38:19.759
<v Speaker 8>talking to a friend and they're dealing with something that

0:38:19.800 --> 0:38:20.640
<v Speaker 8>I can tell.

0:38:22.719 --> 0:38:31.600
<v Speaker 14>Even if they don't want me to tell, like, yeah.

0:38:28.920 --> 0:38:30.000
<v Speaker 2>Maybe you should stop.

0:38:34.120 --> 0:38:37.440
<v Speaker 8>I've tried, but it's kind of like, you know, I

0:38:37.440 --> 0:38:40.680
<v Speaker 8>don't even always actually even mention it to them either,

0:38:40.880 --> 0:38:43.080
<v Speaker 8>Like it's not just with like friends, Like the friends

0:38:43.120 --> 0:38:46.360
<v Speaker 8>aren't the problem. It's like it gives me anxiety because

0:38:46.360 --> 0:38:51.480
<v Speaker 8>it's like overstimulating. So it's like, for instance, currently at work,

0:38:52.040 --> 0:38:57.360
<v Speaker 8>I'm noticing little differences in the way my boss treats me, and.

0:38:59.320 --> 0:39:04.239
<v Speaker 2>I'm trying to Well, you could try what what what?

0:39:04.320 --> 0:39:06.920
<v Speaker 1>Okay, So you're too aware. A lot of people talk,

0:39:07.440 --> 0:39:09.400
<v Speaker 1>you know, complain about something like that.

0:39:09.480 --> 0:39:12.840
<v Speaker 2>They're too aware. They wish they were more dull down

0:39:12.960 --> 0:39:16.280
<v Speaker 2>so that they could sort of be in the moment

0:39:16.360 --> 0:39:21.360
<v Speaker 2>to be more peaceful. Well, let's see, you could You

0:39:21.400 --> 0:39:25.880
<v Speaker 2>could drink and do drugs. Have you tried smoking weed?

0:39:26.760 --> 0:39:28.440
<v Speaker 8>I don't drink, but I do drugs.

0:39:28.800 --> 0:39:29.160
<v Speaker 2>Okay.

0:39:30.520 --> 0:39:33.239
<v Speaker 1>I feel like there's some sort of mindfulness thing that

0:39:33.320 --> 0:39:35.239
<v Speaker 1>you could be you could be doing. You're doing like

0:39:35.280 --> 0:39:37.880
<v Speaker 1>the opposite of what. You know, how people go to

0:39:38.000 --> 0:39:40.440
<v Speaker 1>like you know, they go to like meditation retreats, They

0:39:40.640 --> 0:39:43.640
<v Speaker 1>you know, be the power of now being in the moment,

0:39:43.800 --> 0:39:45.320
<v Speaker 1>be here, now all that stuff. Like you're doing the

0:39:45.320 --> 0:39:46.000
<v Speaker 1>opposite of that.

0:39:49.160 --> 0:39:49.399
<v Speaker 19>Yeah.

0:39:49.560 --> 0:39:52.239
<v Speaker 8>I tried, and I definitely used to be a lot

0:39:52.280 --> 0:39:56.440
<v Speaker 8>more into it than previously. But at the same time,

0:39:56.920 --> 0:40:00.359
<v Speaker 8>this awareness has actually like helped me in certain aspects life.

0:40:01.120 --> 0:40:04.320
<v Speaker 8>So like I actually ended up getting my dream job.

0:40:04.560 --> 0:40:08.880
<v Speaker 8>I grew up in Texas in literally a trailer park

0:40:09.120 --> 0:40:11.919
<v Speaker 8>and my dad was a drug dealer, and I ended

0:40:12.000 --> 0:40:14.800
<v Speaker 8>up getting to work for like probably the world's biggest

0:40:14.800 --> 0:40:19.120
<v Speaker 8>household name in media, which was my dream job because wait.

0:40:19.160 --> 0:40:21.880
<v Speaker 1>Wait, you work for the biggest Uh you said you

0:40:21.920 --> 0:40:24.280
<v Speaker 1>work for the biggest name in the media.

0:40:27.719 --> 0:40:29.920
<v Speaker 8>I would I wouldn't safely say that.

0:40:30.480 --> 0:40:32.840
<v Speaker 2>Is it? Like, can we guess? I think it's Oprah?

0:40:33.520 --> 0:40:37.319
<v Speaker 2>I thought I was going to be Will Smith? Is

0:40:37.360 --> 0:40:37.840
<v Speaker 2>it Oprah?

0:40:38.239 --> 0:40:39.040
<v Speaker 6>Will Will Smith?

0:40:39.239 --> 0:40:42.240
<v Speaker 8>No, no, it's not Oprah.

0:40:42.320 --> 0:40:44.200
<v Speaker 2>Who's the biggest name in the media. Do you work

0:40:44.239 --> 0:40:44.960
<v Speaker 2>for Joe Rogan?

0:40:48.040 --> 0:40:48.520
<v Speaker 4>No?

0:40:48.520 --> 0:40:52.399
<v Speaker 8>No, no, no, no, Disney. I got my dream job

0:40:52.440 --> 0:40:52.960
<v Speaker 8>at Disney.

0:40:53.680 --> 0:40:57.560
<v Speaker 2>Oh you work for Walt Not not at disney Land.

0:40:57.800 --> 0:41:02.840
<v Speaker 8>But like I like corporate like doing my career stuff.

0:41:02.880 --> 0:41:06.000
<v Speaker 2>But that's hard. No, that's hard. Hey, that's that's type. No,

0:41:06.120 --> 0:41:09.479
<v Speaker 2>that's tight, that's hard.

0:41:10.080 --> 0:41:13.280
<v Speaker 8>And I feel like I got there like I started

0:41:13.320 --> 0:41:15.880
<v Speaker 8>out like pretty modest, Like I didn't you know, I

0:41:16.040 --> 0:41:18.680
<v Speaker 8>wasn't born with like a silver spoon in my mouth,

0:41:18.760 --> 0:41:21.200
<v Speaker 8>but I was able to work my way up. I

0:41:21.440 --> 0:41:26.839
<v Speaker 8>noticing certain like stepping st robs.

0:41:27.040 --> 0:41:29.319
<v Speaker 2>Okay, Rob, the fuck with me, dam because it's like

0:41:29.719 --> 0:41:33.160
<v Speaker 2>Rob Rob Rob Rob Rob. Because I'm trying to do

0:41:33.280 --> 0:41:36.200
<v Speaker 2>like some voiceovers or something like an animated movie or

0:41:36.200 --> 0:41:38.000
<v Speaker 2>something you know, for the kids or something like that,

0:41:38.040 --> 0:41:40.359
<v Speaker 2>saying three, you know what I mean? I don't know.

0:41:40.719 --> 0:41:44.000
<v Speaker 2>Can you get Buddy a gig? Like holler at you boy?

0:41:44.160 --> 0:41:46.640
<v Speaker 2>Can we get him to voice the kid in uh

0:41:46.719 --> 0:41:48.879
<v Speaker 2>Incredibles three? The baby? I was about to go home

0:41:48.920 --> 0:41:51.080
<v Speaker 2>and watch to turn the Red Ship? Come on? Like

0:41:51.280 --> 0:41:55.680
<v Speaker 2>what a I got? Disney Plus, Well, I'm.

0:41:55.480 --> 0:42:00.160
<v Speaker 8>Not working in bus department, It's right. My passion is Prince.

0:42:00.520 --> 0:42:05.520
<v Speaker 1>Like, can you use your occultist mind control skills to

0:42:05.640 --> 0:42:10.319
<v Speaker 1>convince somebody to let Buddy do a voice in the

0:42:10.360 --> 0:42:13.040
<v Speaker 1>next Disney Princess movie? Maybe he plays the Prince?

0:42:16.160 --> 0:42:21.880
<v Speaker 8>I mean, like baby, I don't know. Okay, it's totally different.

0:42:22.000 --> 0:42:25.120
<v Speaker 2>Here's here's what we're gonna do. Rob. Call us do

0:42:25.280 --> 0:42:28.280
<v Speaker 2>your mind control tricks. You're supposed to be aware, Rob,

0:42:28.680 --> 0:42:31.480
<v Speaker 2>do your mind control tricks on the Disney exec and

0:42:31.520 --> 0:42:33.880
<v Speaker 2>then circle back, call us back and let us know

0:42:34.480 --> 0:42:37.400
<v Speaker 2>and baby, give me. You know, however, in every Disneys

0:42:37.520 --> 0:42:40.319
<v Speaker 2>Disney movie there's like a chair that talks to the

0:42:40.360 --> 0:42:41.040
<v Speaker 2>girl or something.

0:42:41.160 --> 0:42:43.520
<v Speaker 1>Let me have that one and then Buddy can be

0:42:43.560 --> 0:42:45.640
<v Speaker 1>the prince. Can you do that for us Black Panther

0:42:45.719 --> 0:42:46.759
<v Speaker 1>two or something.

0:42:46.560 --> 0:42:51.120
<v Speaker 8>Like, I'll try.

0:42:50.719 --> 0:42:52.879
<v Speaker 7>I mean, like, that's the thing.

0:42:52.920 --> 0:42:54.920
<v Speaker 8>It's just it's like.

0:42:55.360 --> 0:42:58.359
<v Speaker 3>I appreciate Rob. Hey, that's all I wanted to hear, Rob.

0:42:58.400 --> 0:42:59.120
<v Speaker 3>I appreciate you.

0:42:59.280 --> 0:43:02.359
<v Speaker 2>Thanks you for Rob. Thank you man. I'm gonna shout

0:43:02.400 --> 0:43:04.120
<v Speaker 2>you out when I get my little Emmy from the

0:43:05.760 --> 0:43:09.240
<v Speaker 2>from the Disney. Yeah, that's hard. He worked for Disney.

0:43:09.239 --> 0:43:11.880
<v Speaker 2>That's tight. He works for this man. He's in the occult.

0:43:12.600 --> 0:43:13.600
<v Speaker 2>He's in the cold. All right.

0:43:13.680 --> 0:43:15.880
<v Speaker 1>So after that call, do you have any Because we

0:43:16.080 --> 0:43:17.880
<v Speaker 1>both didn't know what a cult meant.

0:43:18.640 --> 0:43:20.560
<v Speaker 2>He told us what it is like some mind code,

0:43:20.960 --> 0:43:22.080
<v Speaker 2>ancient ritual stuff.

0:43:22.160 --> 0:43:24.640
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I'm wondering if I understood. I don't know how

0:43:24.760 --> 0:43:28.520
<v Speaker 1>well I comprehended the explanation. And maybe that's on me

0:43:29.000 --> 0:43:30.120
<v Speaker 1>and my poor comprehension.

0:43:30.480 --> 0:43:32.640
<v Speaker 3>Like he was just saying like he was tapping into

0:43:32.719 --> 0:43:36.080
<v Speaker 3>some old school shit that's not documented or taught in

0:43:36.160 --> 0:43:38.600
<v Speaker 3>high schools. He been doing his own research, and now

0:43:38.600 --> 0:43:40.360
<v Speaker 3>it got him tapped in on a deeper level of

0:43:40.400 --> 0:43:42.600
<v Speaker 3>consciousness than he wanted to be at right now, and

0:43:42.640 --> 0:43:44.319
<v Speaker 3>it's hard for him to scale it back. So it's

0:43:44.360 --> 0:43:45.920
<v Speaker 3>really just sucking him up on a day to day

0:43:45.960 --> 0:43:48.239
<v Speaker 3>basis when you interact with the people closest to him.

0:43:48.480 --> 0:43:50.319
<v Speaker 3>But it also turned him up and got him the

0:43:50.360 --> 0:43:51.520
<v Speaker 3>fire ass Disney job.

0:43:53.080 --> 0:43:55.600
<v Speaker 1>Well, that's the thing is these sort of things that

0:43:55.680 --> 0:44:00.200
<v Speaker 1>are both blessings and curse curses simultaneously.

0:44:00.000 --> 0:44:01.080
<v Speaker 2>Shows that path.

0:44:02.360 --> 0:44:04.560
<v Speaker 1>You gotta take the good with the bad, not everything. Uh,

0:44:04.960 --> 0:44:06.520
<v Speaker 1>there's kind of a price for everything.

0:44:06.560 --> 0:44:07.000
<v Speaker 2>I feel.

0:44:07.400 --> 0:44:09.319
<v Speaker 3>You gotta just focus on the good. The bag gonna

0:44:09.360 --> 0:44:16.360
<v Speaker 3>be there regardless. Hey, you feeling I feel amazing.

0:44:16.680 --> 0:44:18.120
<v Speaker 2>I'm about to be in the Disney movie.

0:44:18.320 --> 0:44:20.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, dude, Which if you could be in any of them,

0:44:20.920 --> 0:44:21.640
<v Speaker 1>what would you want to be?

0:44:22.600 --> 0:44:27.160
<v Speaker 2>Uh? I don't know. The Black One? Which which which

0:44:27.200 --> 0:44:30.839
<v Speaker 2>Black one? They gotta make one. They gotta make more

0:44:30.880 --> 0:44:31.920
<v Speaker 2>black cartoons.

0:44:32.239 --> 0:44:34.920
<v Speaker 1>They got they gotta They got a couple, don't they so?

0:44:35.400 --> 0:44:38.040
<v Speaker 1>And the Princess and the frog.

0:44:39.600 --> 0:44:41.400
<v Speaker 2>Ship. They really don't have that money. Actually, I need

0:44:41.440 --> 0:44:44.960
<v Speaker 2>to make a couple more. We gotta, we gotta get

0:44:45.000 --> 0:44:48.120
<v Speaker 2>the rob on that he got us, he got us,

0:44:48.120 --> 0:44:57.760
<v Speaker 2>he's aware. Hey Brady, Brady, Uh, hello, Brady. It says

0:44:57.800 --> 0:45:02.960
<v Speaker 2>here that you feel too childish for your age, and

0:45:03.040 --> 0:45:06.920
<v Speaker 2>you feel as though you're a victim of bullying because

0:45:06.960 --> 0:45:09.520
<v Speaker 2>there's someone out there. I don't know who it is,

0:45:09.560 --> 0:45:10.640
<v Speaker 2>you didn't specify.

0:45:10.239 --> 0:45:13.040
<v Speaker 1>Who it is, but that they're always making backhanded remarks

0:45:13.040 --> 0:45:14.480
<v Speaker 1>to you and you're trying to figure out how to

0:45:14.480 --> 0:45:14.920
<v Speaker 1>deal with that.

0:45:15.719 --> 0:45:17.560
<v Speaker 2>What you mean backhanded though, like.

0:45:21.320 --> 0:45:23.920
<v Speaker 19>I mean in the sense like like I'll just be

0:45:24.000 --> 0:45:27.440
<v Speaker 19>sitting there on my phone. Next thing I know, he

0:45:27.520 --> 0:45:30.560
<v Speaker 19>comes up from behind me and he's like, oh, hey, Brady,

0:45:30.600 --> 0:45:35.640
<v Speaker 19>you're gonna go crank some nineties on Fortnite later. And

0:45:35.719 --> 0:45:37.440
<v Speaker 19>for some reason it really makes me mad.

0:45:39.480 --> 0:45:41.280
<v Speaker 2>It sounds like he just want to be friends.

0:45:43.680 --> 0:45:46.319
<v Speaker 19>No, but it's it's the way he says.

0:45:46.000 --> 0:45:53.480
<v Speaker 1>It, how he's saying, Man, I understand this.

0:45:53.480 --> 0:45:55.280
<v Speaker 19>This is a very dumb topic.

0:45:56.320 --> 0:45:58.360
<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, no, no, it's not no, it's not

0:45:58.440 --> 0:46:01.160
<v Speaker 2>a no listen, Brady, it's not on topic, I think. No.

0:46:00.960 --> 0:46:01.000
<v Speaker 8>No.

0:46:01.200 --> 0:46:04.280
<v Speaker 2>What Buddy's saying is like, why, like why are you like, Okay,

0:46:05.000 --> 0:46:10.799
<v Speaker 2>you're interpreting it as a backhand compliment, but maybe he

0:46:11.040 --> 0:46:13.600
<v Speaker 2>maybe he just does wants to be friends and play Fortnite.

0:46:13.800 --> 0:46:15.960
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, that's probably his way of trying to be cool,

0:46:15.960 --> 0:46:18.800
<v Speaker 3>but he just go to asshole route and trying to

0:46:18.840 --> 0:46:21.440
<v Speaker 3>be like that like a friend of me type situation.

0:46:21.680 --> 0:46:21.880
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:46:25.280 --> 0:46:28.200
<v Speaker 19>No, But like I hear it all the time. Like

0:46:28.520 --> 0:46:31.879
<v Speaker 19>today we were running, uh and I was standing off

0:46:31.920 --> 0:46:35.920
<v Speaker 19>to the side, uh, and he was like, hey, Brady,

0:46:35.960 --> 0:46:38.480
<v Speaker 19>you're going kind of slow, man, hurry up and pick

0:46:38.560 --> 0:46:44.680
<v Speaker 19>up the pace. And just like I can't help it.

0:46:44.880 --> 0:46:47.080
<v Speaker 2>I sound like, yo, homie man, y'all, y'all. Just it

0:46:47.200 --> 0:46:52.160
<v Speaker 2>sound like y'all they homies. That's your friend. You tripping.

0:46:53.440 --> 0:46:54.680
<v Speaker 2>You gotta talk shit back.

0:46:55.120 --> 0:47:02.360
<v Speaker 5>But like my mom, I want to say anything regular show.

0:47:05.440 --> 0:47:08.960
<v Speaker 2>To talk shit back. That's how you build friendship. Man,

0:47:09.040 --> 0:47:09.520
<v Speaker 2>talk to shit.

0:47:12.120 --> 0:47:14.280
<v Speaker 19>No, But like I don't even want to be friends

0:47:14.320 --> 0:47:15.160
<v Speaker 19>with him?

0:47:15.440 --> 0:47:18.360
<v Speaker 2>Why not? Why don't you want to be friends with him?

0:47:17.040 --> 0:47:20.799
<v Speaker 19>That's he does the exact same thing to one of

0:47:20.840 --> 0:47:21.919
<v Speaker 19>my other friends.

0:47:22.960 --> 0:47:24.799
<v Speaker 2>But okay, there's there's a lot of truth to what

0:47:24.840 --> 0:47:26.680
<v Speaker 2>you're saying, though, because like I mean, that was that

0:47:26.760 --> 0:47:29.040
<v Speaker 2>was a classic thing. Like you know, when we're in

0:47:29.040 --> 0:47:31.440
<v Speaker 2>elementary school, like oh, if a girl's like me and

0:47:31.480 --> 0:47:33.560
<v Speaker 2>do you I mean, she likes you or whatever. Well,

0:47:33.600 --> 0:47:35.680
<v Speaker 2>I feel like it could be the same for guys,

0:47:35.760 --> 0:47:38.480
<v Speaker 2>Like if guys pick on you, maybe uh, maybe he

0:47:38.520 --> 0:47:40.759
<v Speaker 2>wants to be friends with you. Maybe, Like I guess,

0:47:40.760 --> 0:47:42.400
<v Speaker 2>we're What we're trying to say, Brady is like I

0:47:42.440 --> 0:47:42.719
<v Speaker 2>don't know.

0:47:42.760 --> 0:47:45.360
<v Speaker 1>We know, we know as much as you know about

0:47:45.400 --> 0:47:48.520
<v Speaker 1>what's going on inside this guy's head, like what his

0:47:48.719 --> 0:47:51.480
<v Speaker 1>actual intentions are, right.

0:47:51.400 --> 0:47:56.200
<v Speaker 2>And but what're you're choosing? It sounds to.

0:47:55.920 --> 0:47:59.959
<v Speaker 1>Interpret the most negative intentions from him as you pop,

0:48:00.239 --> 0:48:02.000
<v Speaker 1>the kind that he's fucking with you, But there could

0:48:02.040 --> 0:48:06.399
<v Speaker 1>be a wide variety of intentions behind his actions, And

0:48:06.480 --> 0:48:10.359
<v Speaker 1>why not read the most positive one?

0:48:12.800 --> 0:48:13.319
<v Speaker 2>Is that fair?

0:48:13.480 --> 0:48:13.719
<v Speaker 17>Yeah?

0:48:13.760 --> 0:48:14.000
<v Speaker 9>I know?

0:48:14.120 --> 0:48:18.000
<v Speaker 19>But the other reason, yeah, I guess. But the other

0:48:18.080 --> 0:48:20.920
<v Speaker 19>reason why I don't want to ever be friends with

0:48:21.000 --> 0:48:24.160
<v Speaker 19>him is because he's one of the douchebag guys in

0:48:24.160 --> 0:48:28.040
<v Speaker 19>my school. I go to a private school, and like

0:48:28.200 --> 0:48:31.640
<v Speaker 19>ninety percent of all the guys there are all douchebags.

0:48:31.680 --> 0:48:34.040
<v Speaker 19>And like I have my own little group of friends

0:48:34.480 --> 0:48:37.520
<v Speaker 19>and like we're all like the nicest people you would

0:48:37.520 --> 0:48:40.080
<v Speaker 19>ever get to know, and it's like the rest of

0:48:40.120 --> 0:48:42.960
<v Speaker 19>them are all just douches. And like, if you make

0:48:43.000 --> 0:48:46.240
<v Speaker 19>the slightest mistake, you're gonna get made fun of and stuff.

0:48:47.360 --> 0:48:49.239
<v Speaker 2>Y'all could either hug it out or get out.

0:48:52.280 --> 0:48:56.040
<v Speaker 19>That's actually what I want to happen. I want to

0:48:56.040 --> 0:48:57.320
<v Speaker 19>be in a fight in school.

0:48:58.120 --> 0:49:00.680
<v Speaker 3>You want to get into a fight, We'll go beat

0:49:00.719 --> 0:49:02.560
<v Speaker 3>his ass next time he says something, beat his ass.

0:49:02.560 --> 0:49:03.360
<v Speaker 2>See what happened in.

0:49:06.000 --> 0:49:07.719
<v Speaker 19>No, but I don't want to be the one who

0:49:07.760 --> 0:49:08.960
<v Speaker 19>throws the first punch.

0:49:09.280 --> 0:49:12.680
<v Speaker 2>Why not if he bullying you, he throwing verbal punches?

0:49:15.440 --> 0:49:18.280
<v Speaker 2>Is that is that count as an instigation? A verbal punch?

0:49:18.719 --> 0:49:19.160
<v Speaker 2>I don't know.

0:49:19.239 --> 0:49:21.279
<v Speaker 3>Man, Maybe just poke him or something, or shove him

0:49:21.280 --> 0:49:22.720
<v Speaker 3>and see if he hits you or something.

0:49:22.719 --> 0:49:23.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't know, start a.

0:49:23.680 --> 0:49:26.279
<v Speaker 1>Fight, or give a hug, or give him a hug,

0:49:26.320 --> 0:49:29.520
<v Speaker 1>give me a kiss. If he starts kissing back. Maybe

0:49:30.080 --> 0:49:31.400
<v Speaker 1>he might.

0:49:31.560 --> 0:49:32.600
<v Speaker 10>Want to tell you, guys something.

0:49:34.160 --> 0:49:38.680
<v Speaker 19>No, I heard him say this today. Sure, I have

0:49:38.760 --> 0:49:40.680
<v Speaker 19>no clue why he said this.

0:49:41.200 --> 0:49:42.520
<v Speaker 2>He said he was talking to.

0:49:42.480 --> 0:49:46.480
<v Speaker 19>His friends and he said, hey, guess what what would

0:49:46.560 --> 0:49:49.880
<v Speaker 19>you do if I theoretically sucked your.

0:49:53.800 --> 0:49:56.560
<v Speaker 2>This sounds like a good group of guys. Listen, Brady,

0:49:56.600 --> 0:49:58.279
<v Speaker 2>how much Brady'm gonna tell you that I'm gonna tell

0:49:58.320 --> 0:49:59.879
<v Speaker 2>you what I actually think. You give him a hug.

0:50:00.080 --> 0:50:01.839
<v Speaker 1>Need to you first of all, you need to hug

0:50:01.920 --> 0:50:04.319
<v Speaker 1>and kiss all these guys. But but I'm gonna tell

0:50:04.320 --> 0:50:05.000
<v Speaker 1>you what I actually think.

0:50:05.040 --> 0:50:05.439
<v Speaker 2>You're Brad.

0:50:05.480 --> 0:50:07.680
<v Speaker 1>I get it when I'm When I was eighteen, I

0:50:07.800 --> 0:50:11.359
<v Speaker 1>did a lot of othering myself, which of like, oh,

0:50:11.600 --> 0:50:15.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm we're me and my friends. We're the cool guys.

0:50:15.120 --> 0:50:18.080
<v Speaker 1>Everyone else sucks. Everyone else is a dick. I'm the

0:50:18.160 --> 0:50:20.320
<v Speaker 1>cool guy. And I'm telling you right now, And I

0:50:20.400 --> 0:50:21.840
<v Speaker 1>get it's a common thing to do. I feel like

0:50:21.880 --> 0:50:25.799
<v Speaker 1>when you're younger, but I'm telling you, Brady, like if

0:50:25.840 --> 0:50:32.880
<v Speaker 1>you can look at other people and against your natural instinct,

0:50:34.400 --> 0:50:40.880
<v Speaker 1>find redeeming positive qualities about them, like beyond just what

0:50:41.040 --> 0:50:42.080
<v Speaker 1>they put directly in.

0:50:42.080 --> 0:50:45.040
<v Speaker 2>Front of you, you know what he's going through at home, exactly.

0:50:45.040 --> 0:50:47.000
<v Speaker 2>You don't know what he's going through at home, you

0:50:47.120 --> 0:50:49.880
<v Speaker 2>know anything about Like all I'm trying to say is like,

0:50:50.000 --> 0:50:52.560
<v Speaker 2>instead of like othering yourself and like writing all these

0:50:52.640 --> 0:50:56.080
<v Speaker 2>guys off immediately, everyone else is a douchebag. We're the

0:50:56.200 --> 0:50:59.320
<v Speaker 2>only nice guys. Like, try like try like put some

0:50:59.520 --> 0:51:02.560
<v Speaker 2>active because your gut reaction is going to be Oh fuck,

0:51:02.640 --> 0:51:03.520
<v Speaker 2>these guys, guys are deck.

0:51:03.680 --> 0:51:05.360
<v Speaker 1>But if you look a little bit deeper and you

0:51:05.600 --> 0:51:09.480
<v Speaker 1>like make an effort to try to find what is interesting,

0:51:09.920 --> 0:51:14.600
<v Speaker 1>what is redeeming about these people, then you might find something.

0:51:14.680 --> 0:51:17.320
<v Speaker 1>And I know it's hard because it's against your natural instinct.

0:51:17.440 --> 0:51:20.160
<v Speaker 1>But at the end of the day, it's up to

0:51:20.360 --> 0:51:25.040
<v Speaker 1>us to find redeeming things about people and interesting things

0:51:25.040 --> 0:51:27.200
<v Speaker 1>about people, more than it is for those people to

0:51:27.280 --> 0:51:28.040
<v Speaker 1>show them to us.

0:51:28.800 --> 0:51:32.920
<v Speaker 2>Is that fair? You need to be friends, man, Go

0:51:33.280 --> 0:51:33.920
<v Speaker 2>befriend him.

0:51:37.480 --> 0:51:43.080
<v Speaker 19>I can I say one more thing early quickly. Another

0:51:43.200 --> 0:51:46.120
<v Speaker 19>reason why like I don't want to be friends with

0:51:46.200 --> 0:51:47.959
<v Speaker 19>them is because, hold on, Brady, did.

0:51:47.880 --> 0:51:50.000
<v Speaker 1>You hear what anything I just said? I feel like

0:51:50.080 --> 0:51:52.160
<v Speaker 1>you just want I want to make sure you heard

0:51:52.320 --> 0:51:52.799
<v Speaker 1>what I said.

0:51:52.880 --> 0:51:53.440
<v Speaker 13>I heard.

0:51:55.719 --> 0:51:58.359
<v Speaker 19>I heard what you said. Man, I'm sorry for bringing

0:51:58.360 --> 0:51:58.600
<v Speaker 19>that out.

0:51:58.680 --> 0:51:59.160
<v Speaker 6>I'm sorry.

0:51:59.360 --> 0:52:02.200
<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, no, I'm not mad at you. You

0:52:02.280 --> 0:52:05.240
<v Speaker 2>almost got him mad, though, but he ain't. You almost

0:52:05.280 --> 0:52:07.520
<v Speaker 2>got me a little bit man. Buddy and I are

0:52:07.560 --> 0:52:09.120
<v Speaker 2>not ma. Actually, I don't know if buddies buddyre you

0:52:09.239 --> 0:52:11.439
<v Speaker 2>mad at I'm not mad. I'm not mad. I've seen

0:52:11.480 --> 0:52:13.080
<v Speaker 2>you almost go there. I'm just you know, trying to

0:52:13.160 --> 0:52:14.960
<v Speaker 2>keep it cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, thank you for

0:52:15.000 --> 0:52:17.719
<v Speaker 2>thank you for that. I appreciate you, appreciate you for that.

0:52:21.120 --> 0:52:23.520
<v Speaker 2>But but Brady, I get it because I was I

0:52:23.680 --> 0:52:25.400
<v Speaker 2>was in high school and I thought I was like

0:52:25.800 --> 0:52:28.040
<v Speaker 2>the only cool guy and everyone else was a dick

0:52:28.640 --> 0:52:33.480
<v Speaker 2>and uh that that only sort of leads to, uh

0:52:34.239 --> 0:52:45.800
<v Speaker 2>to sadness. Yeah, hey, man, Karen is cool, love is tight, Brady,

0:52:45.800 --> 0:52:46.440
<v Speaker 2>anything else.

0:52:48.800 --> 0:52:52.480
<v Speaker 19>This person in the world, Like I like, like, if

0:52:52.520 --> 0:52:56.200
<v Speaker 19>my friend ever needs anything, I'll be there for him exactly,

0:52:56.600 --> 0:53:00.759
<v Speaker 19>like before they even finished the sentence, like I I'm

0:53:00.880 --> 0:53:04.960
<v Speaker 19>like the most loving, caring person and I just I

0:53:05.000 --> 0:53:05.279
<v Speaker 19>don't know.

0:53:05.800 --> 0:53:07.680
<v Speaker 1>Well, all right, I'll tell you when the final thing, Brady,

0:53:07.719 --> 0:53:09.840
<v Speaker 1>if you're if you're a loving you're a loving caring

0:53:09.880 --> 0:53:12.440
<v Speaker 1>person when it's easy, right when once your friends, once

0:53:12.480 --> 0:53:14.640
<v Speaker 1>to your family. Yes, but can you be a loving

0:53:14.719 --> 0:53:17.279
<v Speaker 1>caring person when it's hard, when people are being dicks

0:53:17.320 --> 0:53:21.520
<v Speaker 1>to you? You know what I'm saying to consider it

0:53:21.600 --> 0:53:25.960
<v Speaker 1>a challenge, man, Yes, anything else do I say to

0:53:26.040 --> 0:53:26.960
<v Speaker 1>me and Buddy before we go?

0:53:32.200 --> 0:53:33.960
<v Speaker 5>Gek, I love what you do.

0:53:34.160 --> 0:53:34.359
<v Speaker 9>Man.

0:53:34.960 --> 0:53:38.399
<v Speaker 19>You help out so many people, even though if you're

0:53:38.440 --> 0:53:43.400
<v Speaker 19>not even a therapist. Just getting advice from a person

0:53:43.520 --> 0:53:46.279
<v Speaker 19>on the internet just for some reason just makes us

0:53:46.600 --> 0:53:47.160
<v Speaker 19>feel better.

0:53:47.239 --> 0:53:50.600
<v Speaker 2>I guess I'm glad to hear that. Man, good love

0:53:50.640 --> 0:53:51.480
<v Speaker 2>to Brady.

0:53:51.960 --> 0:53:55.759
<v Speaker 19>Because like I'll go to a real therapist and I feel,

0:53:55.880 --> 0:53:59.320
<v Speaker 19>is this like nothing really changed, Like just talking to you,

0:53:59.440 --> 0:54:02.880
<v Speaker 19>I feel as if like you've actually like like something

0:54:02.960 --> 0:54:04.760
<v Speaker 19>actually went through my skull.

0:54:04.880 --> 0:54:10.880
<v Speaker 2>Man, stay in school, dude, make friends.

0:54:11.520 --> 0:54:13.120
<v Speaker 10>Yeah yeah, school cool.

0:54:13.280 --> 0:54:16.279
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, thank you, Brady, Man, good luck to you.

0:54:16.360 --> 0:54:18.080
<v Speaker 5>Which is really dumb that I'm saying that.

0:54:19.040 --> 0:54:21.000
<v Speaker 2>No, no, no, no, You're not being You're not no, no,

0:54:21.200 --> 0:54:23.200
<v Speaker 2>You're not being dumb, Brady. You're not dumb.

0:54:23.520 --> 0:54:27.680
<v Speaker 3>You're being expressed vulnerable right now. We appreciate your vulnerability.

0:54:33.239 --> 0:54:33.399
<v Speaker 7>Uh.

0:54:33.640 --> 0:54:36.839
<v Speaker 19>For my friends, uh, I always want to tell them

0:54:36.920 --> 0:54:40.400
<v Speaker 19>this is that it doesn't matter if you're the smartest

0:54:40.440 --> 0:54:43.400
<v Speaker 19>person in the class. It just depends on how successful

0:54:43.480 --> 0:54:44.239
<v Speaker 19>you are in the end.

0:54:46.400 --> 0:54:55.320
<v Speaker 2>Hey Brady, forever baby, we pray you succeed. Have you

0:54:55.360 --> 0:54:56.160
<v Speaker 2>ever been bullied?

0:54:57.160 --> 0:54:57.399
<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

0:54:58.120 --> 0:54:58.680
<v Speaker 2>I think I think.

0:54:58.719 --> 0:55:00.959
<v Speaker 1>Well, I you know what I was, like, I thought

0:55:01.000 --> 0:55:02.920
<v Speaker 1>I was bullied at the time. I thought I was

0:55:02.960 --> 0:55:05.160
<v Speaker 1>bullied at the time, but like looking back on it,

0:55:05.480 --> 0:55:09.000
<v Speaker 1>as I'm an older guy, looking back on it, I'm like, nah,

0:55:09.040 --> 0:55:10.440
<v Speaker 1>I wasn't really bullied.

0:55:10.960 --> 0:55:14.160
<v Speaker 2>I got bullied before. Yeah, bullied. Yeah, I'll never forget it.

0:55:15.200 --> 0:55:15.759
<v Speaker 5>What was that like?

0:55:16.360 --> 0:55:18.680
<v Speaker 3>It was just this bigger dude who just thought he

0:55:18.880 --> 0:55:21.000
<v Speaker 3>was like so big and strong, and I was like

0:55:21.120 --> 0:55:23.080
<v Speaker 3>the new kid in school and all the girls thought

0:55:23.120 --> 0:55:25.600
<v Speaker 3>I was cute, so they was hating on me. I

0:55:25.719 --> 0:55:28.560
<v Speaker 3>remember the bell run. It was like in the hallway

0:55:29.040 --> 0:55:31.319
<v Speaker 3>and we supposed to just go to the locker real

0:55:31.400 --> 0:55:33.840
<v Speaker 3>quick to go to the next class. I'm like getting

0:55:33.880 --> 0:55:36.040
<v Speaker 3>something out the locker or something, putting something back in,

0:55:36.400 --> 0:55:39.920
<v Speaker 3>and I had this new snap back fire, just a

0:55:40.120 --> 0:55:43.040
<v Speaker 3>really nice hat, you know what I mean. I'm walking down,

0:55:43.120 --> 0:55:45.400
<v Speaker 3>I'm feeling like the cool new guy in school. All

0:55:45.440 --> 0:55:48.600
<v Speaker 3>the girls is on me, and this dude knocked my

0:55:48.840 --> 0:55:52.239
<v Speaker 3>hat off my head damn. Just was like boop, like

0:55:52.440 --> 0:55:55.759
<v Speaker 3>from the Bram damn, And everything went slow motion my

0:55:55.960 --> 0:55:56.719
<v Speaker 3>hat because I.

0:55:56.960 --> 0:55:57.920
<v Speaker 2>Just got it. For reals.

0:55:58.600 --> 0:56:01.680
<v Speaker 3>It was like I'm like watching it fall to the floor,

0:56:02.320 --> 0:56:05.040
<v Speaker 3>explosions when it hit the ground, and I don't know

0:56:05.120 --> 0:56:06.520
<v Speaker 3>what happened, but like it was like.

0:56:06.600 --> 0:56:11.880
<v Speaker 2>Some auto pilot shit. I slapped that nigga. Then I

0:56:12.000 --> 0:56:15.040
<v Speaker 2>took off running. I ran downhill out of there, but

0:56:15.200 --> 0:56:19.160
<v Speaker 2>I slapped that nigga. Did he did he ever fuck

0:56:19.239 --> 0:56:21.000
<v Speaker 2>with you again? He chased me a little bit, but

0:56:21.120 --> 0:56:23.600
<v Speaker 2>I was too fast. You can't catch me. And then

0:56:23.680 --> 0:56:25.440
<v Speaker 2>nothing happened. By the time he charged to just like

0:56:25.560 --> 0:56:27.560
<v Speaker 2>hit me up. We was in the principal's office. I

0:56:27.600 --> 0:56:30.560
<v Speaker 2>knew her to run, So you eventually did get sent

0:56:30.560 --> 0:56:34.520
<v Speaker 2>to the principal's office. Ye sent myself there. Oh you went,

0:56:34.719 --> 0:56:40.200
<v Speaker 2>You just went straight to you turned yourself in, damn him. Yeah,

0:56:40.920 --> 0:56:43.000
<v Speaker 2>you know. I like that's a confident move though. That's like,

0:56:43.320 --> 0:56:46.320
<v Speaker 2>that's like I know exactly what the consequences are for this,

0:56:46.480 --> 0:56:48.879
<v Speaker 2>and I don't fucking care. It has to be done.

0:56:49.360 --> 0:56:53.160
<v Speaker 2>I slapped this shit out that nigga. Have you ever

0:56:53.200 --> 0:56:56.520
<v Speaker 2>been bullied any other time? Hell no? They knew what

0:56:56.640 --> 0:56:59.440
<v Speaker 2>was up after that with me. Yeah, I feel like,

0:56:59.640 --> 0:57:03.680
<v Speaker 2>uh uh that was that was a clear statement. Yeah,

0:57:04.280 --> 0:57:23.160
<v Speaker 2>that's me. Get smacked. Mm hmm, Get go smack bitch. David.

0:57:25.040 --> 0:57:27.760
<v Speaker 2>I feel you, dog, I'm feeling you, bro.

0:57:28.240 --> 0:57:31.440
<v Speaker 1>David, David, You're in luck. Buddy is fired up to

0:57:31.480 --> 0:57:33.960
<v Speaker 1>talk to you about this issue. David says, here, are

0:57:34.000 --> 0:57:34.520
<v Speaker 1>you good, bro?

0:57:34.720 --> 0:57:35.280
<v Speaker 2>Are you good.

0:57:37.800 --> 0:57:40.080
<v Speaker 6>Well, I'm gonna be I'm gonna be honest.

0:57:40.120 --> 0:57:40.920
<v Speaker 8>I'm not good at all.

0:57:41.000 --> 0:57:41.200
<v Speaker 12>Man.

0:57:41.960 --> 0:57:44.080
<v Speaker 2>How you feeling right now? Bro Let it out? Man,

0:57:44.120 --> 0:57:46.280
<v Speaker 2>we're here just we just want to be an over ear.

0:57:46.360 --> 0:57:47.960
<v Speaker 2>Please tell us how you feel.

0:57:52.040 --> 0:57:55.320
<v Speaker 6>A roller coaster of emotions, you know, sometimes we come

0:57:55.360 --> 0:57:57.960
<v Speaker 6>feeling good. Sometimes how we came like? Not the one

0:57:58.000 --> 0:57:59.040
<v Speaker 6>thing to do anything at all?

0:57:59.120 --> 0:57:59.400
<v Speaker 4>Keep the.

0:58:02.040 --> 0:58:10.400
<v Speaker 6>It's just very it's very frustrating and because it just

0:58:10.720 --> 0:58:13.240
<v Speaker 6>breaks you and frustrates you at lot.

0:58:13.280 --> 0:58:13.800
<v Speaker 5>Do you feel me?

0:58:14.160 --> 0:58:16.240
<v Speaker 2>It sounds like you're tearing up. Are you tearing up

0:58:16.320 --> 0:58:16.600
<v Speaker 2>right now?

0:58:18.960 --> 0:58:19.240
<v Speaker 6>Sorry?

0:58:19.560 --> 0:58:21.000
<v Speaker 2>Are you tearing up a bit on us?

0:58:23.200 --> 0:58:23.240
<v Speaker 19>No?

0:58:23.480 --> 0:58:23.520
<v Speaker 7>No?

0:58:23.560 --> 0:58:23.600
<v Speaker 6>No?

0:58:23.680 --> 0:58:26.720
<v Speaker 3>No, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, because this is the

0:58:26.760 --> 0:58:27.720
<v Speaker 3>safe place you good.

0:58:28.520 --> 0:58:30.120
<v Speaker 2>You could cry on here if you won't.

0:58:32.240 --> 0:58:33.200
<v Speaker 8>See I'm trying not to.

0:58:34.080 --> 0:58:36.640
<v Speaker 2>It's okay, man, let it out. So what's she do? Man?

0:58:40.280 --> 0:58:40.640
<v Speaker 5>I don't know.

0:58:42.040 --> 0:58:44.120
<v Speaker 6>We were together for like three years, you know, and

0:58:45.080 --> 0:58:47.840
<v Speaker 6>I was working one day and I was into my

0:58:48.000 --> 0:58:50.560
<v Speaker 6>lunch break. Actually I remember that day like it was yesterday.

0:58:50.640 --> 0:58:50.760
<v Speaker 8>Man.

0:58:51.600 --> 0:58:54.800
<v Speaker 6>She is randomly texting me saying, hey, look we have sog.

0:58:55.880 --> 0:58:58.840
<v Speaker 6>I don't I don't feel like nothing as being like

0:58:59.320 --> 0:59:01.960
<v Speaker 6>like you watch when I'm started dating, I feel like

0:59:02.000 --> 0:59:05.880
<v Speaker 6>the feeling went away. And I've been seeing someone while

0:59:05.920 --> 0:59:08.560
<v Speaker 6>I was with you. I've been seeing this person for

0:59:08.720 --> 0:59:10.800
<v Speaker 6>like a few weeks, and I just didn't want to

0:59:10.880 --> 0:59:14.280
<v Speaker 6>tell you because I didn't want to hurt you. And

0:59:15.800 --> 0:59:20.800
<v Speaker 6>it's just, man, it's just fucked up because she was

0:59:20.880 --> 0:59:23.800
<v Speaker 6>already seeing someone when she couldn't tell me, like, hey man,

0:59:23.880 --> 0:59:29.640
<v Speaker 6>I'm already with somebody. I'm already seeing somebody. Because it

0:59:29.800 --> 0:59:32.720
<v Speaker 6>just breaks me. Man, because we were together three years.

0:59:34.120 --> 0:59:37.000
<v Speaker 6>I had so many plans with her, because she lived

0:59:37.080 --> 0:59:39.960
<v Speaker 6>like in a very bad situation with her parents, and

0:59:40.040 --> 0:59:42.720
<v Speaker 6>I wanted to take her out from there, from that

0:59:43.040 --> 0:59:46.880
<v Speaker 6>toxic place. And I wanted I wanted to I wanted

0:59:46.880 --> 0:59:50.320
<v Speaker 6>to be like everything perfect for her, you know, because

0:59:50.440 --> 0:59:52.600
<v Speaker 6>that's what you do when you loved, When you truly

0:59:52.640 --> 0:59:56.320
<v Speaker 6>love someone, you feel me and I just I wanted

0:59:56.360 --> 0:59:58.760
<v Speaker 6>to try my best for this person. But I guess

0:59:58.840 --> 1:00:01.840
<v Speaker 6>she I wasn't what she wanted.

1:00:01.920 --> 1:00:07.320
<v Speaker 2>I guess you're pulling hard strings right now. Damn, you

1:00:07.440 --> 1:00:13.360
<v Speaker 2>cut me deep. I'm sorry to hear that.

1:00:13.720 --> 1:00:14.240
<v Speaker 6>I don't.

1:00:17.240 --> 1:00:19.880
<v Speaker 2>Thank you, man, you don't desire that one bit.

1:00:19.960 --> 1:00:20.560
<v Speaker 5>I don't.

1:00:23.360 --> 1:00:26.240
<v Speaker 6>Just like just one of my friends keep telling you know, like,

1:00:26.400 --> 1:00:31.440
<v Speaker 6>hey man, get on the serfer, gotta move on. And

1:00:33.360 --> 1:00:36.360
<v Speaker 6>I mean I've been trying, you know, I've been trying

1:00:36.480 --> 1:00:37.920
<v Speaker 6>like not to like talk to her.

1:00:38.480 --> 1:00:41.320
<v Speaker 2>And she confessed about the other nigga through text. She

1:00:41.480 --> 1:00:43.440
<v Speaker 2>text you about the other nigga in the breakup. It

1:00:43.520 --> 1:00:44.480
<v Speaker 2>was the text breakup.

1:00:47.200 --> 1:00:49.520
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, she texted me, bro, she wroke call with me

1:00:49.640 --> 1:00:51.920
<v Speaker 6>in a text, man, Like she broke up with me.

1:00:51.960 --> 1:00:54.920
<v Speaker 6>And then she blogged me from everywhere and then like

1:00:55.840 --> 1:00:57.560
<v Speaker 6>my friend, she blocked you.

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<v Speaker 2>She blocked you.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, she blows She blocks.

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<v Speaker 4>Me from everywhere.

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<v Speaker 10>Man.

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<v Speaker 6>He blocked me from me, Instagram, from WhatsApp, from like

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<v Speaker 6>I messages.

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<v Speaker 2>She blocked you, bro.

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<v Speaker 6>And but the thing is that, you know, one of

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<v Speaker 6>my friends, he was like, hey, I like, you know,

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<v Speaker 6>I I when we were together because my dumb.

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<v Speaker 8>Ass I will always buy everything for her.

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<v Speaker 6>So I bought her this hoodie, right and Bro, my

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<v Speaker 6>friend's like, hey o man, it says it's your footie.

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<v Speaker 6>And she posted a picture with that guy she left

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<v Speaker 6>me for, and he was with we're in mind witty.

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<v Speaker 2>No hell no, hell no, hell no, no, hell no

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<v Speaker 2>no for real?

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<v Speaker 6>Yes, right, I swear to God. Hell like you don't

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<v Speaker 6>know how Just shure. I've thought about so many things,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, because yeah, it has been like quite the

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<v Speaker 6>wilds and solved. This happened. It's been like five months

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<v Speaker 6>and I've been trying my best to get over it.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cold. That's cold. That's cold. That's cold. No bro,

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<v Speaker 2>damn bro, damn bro, No real, that's extremely cold. Are

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<v Speaker 2>you serious? Though?

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<v Speaker 6>I know I'm being serious about all this? Man?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh my god, I'm so sorry to hear that. You

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<v Speaker 2>don't deserve that. This is God. You know this is God? Right?

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<v Speaker 2>You know He don't make no mistakes and he don't

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<v Speaker 2>give you nothing you can't handle. You know you built

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<v Speaker 2>for this, right, you know you built for this. It's

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<v Speaker 2>something better coming, right, you know that? Right? One door

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<v Speaker 2>closed another door? What one door closed another door? What

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<v Speaker 2>say it with me? One door closed another door? What

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<v Speaker 2>one door closed another door? What one door closed another door?

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<v Speaker 2>What say that? Saying with your chest? Saying with your

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<v Speaker 2>chest one door closed, another door? What one door closed

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<v Speaker 2>another door? What let me hear you, bro saying.

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<v Speaker 6>One there closing another one open?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, That's what I'm talking about, David. You're gonna be good.

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<v Speaker 2>It ain't nothing but big, bigger and better things happening

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<v Speaker 2>for you in your life from here on out moving forward.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't even need that type of energy around.

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<v Speaker 19>Bro.

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<v Speaker 2>I really feel for you.

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<v Speaker 19>Bro.

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<v Speaker 2>That's cold blooded, Like I ain't even lying like you

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<v Speaker 2>got me ooh oh oh. I hate that that happened

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<v Speaker 2>to you. Bro, for real, dog.

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<v Speaker 6>Man, I guess you just lash, you know, like, I'm

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<v Speaker 6>just like maybe like trying to focus on myself and

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<v Speaker 6>maybe in the future someone.

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<v Speaker 1>The whole like uh, closing the door open on the window,

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<v Speaker 1>the thing you're he's open. A window has been opened

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<v Speaker 1>for you to go and improve yourself. I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>that's a much better path for you to be going down,

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<v Speaker 1>and you have no idea where that.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm so mad for you right now, bro, Like I'm

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<v Speaker 3>really trying to keep it together. Oh my god, I

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<v Speaker 3>hate that that happened to you.

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<v Speaker 13>Bro.

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<v Speaker 2>This nigga was worn yo, hoodie.

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<v Speaker 6>Bro, Yeah, it was wearing my clothes.

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<v Speaker 2>I ain't gonna lie. I know, I know you love

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<v Speaker 2>her and all that, but I'm just going to say,

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<v Speaker 2>fuck that, bitch.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh fucking Christ.

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<v Speaker 2>Let it out. Bro, Let it out, bro, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>tears tears and laughter is the same thing.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm just went, I'm just laughing because you're making me laugh.

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<v Speaker 2>But man laughter the same thing. Tears and laughter is

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<v Speaker 2>the same thing. Bro Let it out. So David, David,

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<v Speaker 2>you with us. Yeah, David, you're telling us that you're

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<v Speaker 2>gonna You're telling us that now you uh again from

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<v Speaker 2>something negative and now have an opportunity.

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<v Speaker 1>As you're telling us, I'm really glad to hear that

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<v Speaker 1>you're looking at it like that. You have an opportunity

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<v Speaker 1>to grow and to learn to be alone. So tell me,

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<v Speaker 1>what are the kinds of things now that that you're single,

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<v Speaker 1>now that you have a lot more time to yourself,

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<v Speaker 1>What are the kinds of things that you want to

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<v Speaker 1>pursue now that you have the opportunity to do so?

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<v Speaker 6>Shiit Well, you know when I first got with this girl, mom,

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<v Speaker 6>I I used to before I got here with her,

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<v Speaker 6>I used to do like a lot of workout. I

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<v Speaker 6>was very into the business.

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<v Speaker 2>Stuff and yeah get big on her bro yeah, summer coming, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>go with.

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<v Speaker 6>Her when I go with her, Like in those three years,

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<v Speaker 6>I still doing all of that because you know, she

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<v Speaker 6>will always be like, no, come on, don't go to

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<v Speaker 6>the gym, you can spend time with me and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>But now that's happening on it sounds sound like she

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<v Speaker 2>was holding you back. Sounds like she was holding you back.

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<v Speaker 6>I'm like, yeah, man, she was holding me back. She

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<v Speaker 6>was holding me back for like a lot of things,

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<v Speaker 6>man Like. It was just like so toxic and I

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<v Speaker 6>was just so blinded with love with her, and she

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<v Speaker 6>would like go through my phone every day she.

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<v Speaker 2>Would go through she went she went through your phone?

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<v Speaker 6>No, no, no, yeah, a lot of times, multiple times.

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<v Speaker 2>No, are you serious?

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<v Speaker 5>Every time.

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<v Speaker 6>It's like, I was so stupid that every time that I,

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<v Speaker 6>you know, I wanted to check her phone to.

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<v Speaker 8>Will always like pull it away and hide it.

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<v Speaker 10>And the stuff.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>So she was going through your phone and then you

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<v Speaker 2>were like, can I go through your phone?

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<v Speaker 5>And she was like no, yeah, yeah yeah, just like that.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, so wait, you knew her, you knew her past?

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<v Speaker 2>Co Uh no, man, no, she knew your pastout.

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<v Speaker 6>Oh yeah she did, Yeah she did. But damn man.

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<v Speaker 6>Well back to the question. Uh, you know I've been

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<v Speaker 6>trying to get back into the gym.

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<v Speaker 5>What what.

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<v Speaker 1>Listen, listen, listen, Well, David, Okay, so you say trying

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<v Speaker 1>to get back into the game.

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<v Speaker 2>You need to stay out the game game. Hang up

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<v Speaker 2>your jersey for a while, Hang up jersey for a while. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I fully agree. We need to stay out themlitation for

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit. You need to sit in that little

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<v Speaker 2>ice bucket and get your bones right. Your bones is

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<v Speaker 2>broken right now. Your heartbone is broke right now. Brother.

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<v Speaker 1>I agree with buddy. I feel like you you had us.

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<v Speaker 1>You were like, I'm gonna go to the gym. I

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<v Speaker 1>have this other shit, tell us more.

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<v Speaker 2>All right.

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<v Speaker 1>I want let's as we're together right now, focus on

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<v Speaker 1>your damn. I want to let's envision the life that

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<v Speaker 1>you will live now that you have time. I mean, look, dude,

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<v Speaker 1>by the way, you're only nineteen years old. Nineteen years old.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it's light, it's light, very light. You have a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of opportunity to uh you ain't even had no

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<v Speaker 2>pregnancy scares yet. Yeah, you got off kind of you know. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I know, I know. It's still a little wet behind

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<v Speaker 2>the ears. Yeah, yeah, similar and all that. We're growing

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<v Speaker 2>you up right here right now. One door closed, another door?

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<v Speaker 2>What one door closed? Another door?

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<v Speaker 4>What wonder closing closing?

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<v Speaker 1>David he does David David Well listen, David, David again,

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<v Speaker 1>Buddy and I real listen.

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<v Speaker 2>We're sorry to hear that this has happened to you.

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<v Speaker 1>But I I I'm almost like, I'm kind of glad

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<v Speaker 1>because I, uh, the girl going through your phone telling

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<v Speaker 1>you not to go to the gym, fucking cheating, I am.

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<v Speaker 1>And that thing with a sweatshirt, that's justut that off

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<v Speaker 1>the list, Been through that, been there, done that, got

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<v Speaker 1>a coat and hat. Never gonna call you back?

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<v Speaker 2>Did you come up with that on spot?

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<v Speaker 8>Curious?

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<v Speaker 6>Right, But I'm just gonna blug her or something.

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<v Speaker 3>Man block her down blocker now and then delete the

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<v Speaker 3>numbers so you can't even Yeah, do you are you.

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<v Speaker 1>Still going on this girl's social media and stuff because

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<v Speaker 1>you can't be doing that.

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<v Speaker 2>You got a blocker, bro, I decided out of mind.

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<v Speaker 3>Sometimes don't look at her, bro, don't look at her.

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<v Speaker 3>She don't deserve your eyesight.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I just got to blog.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't call me, no MO, don't text me no MO.

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<v Speaker 2>Don't call me no MO, don't text me no mode. David, Listen,

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<v Speaker 2>I think I think you got a good plan going here.

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<v Speaker 2>I think uh, key takeaways from this call. Okay, we're

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<v Speaker 2>not going back into the game right away. Okay, we

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<v Speaker 2>have we're taking a detour into self uh self exploration,

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<v Speaker 2>some introspection. But we need to go back to Tom

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<v Speaker 2>Brady take away number one, take away number two. I

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<v Speaker 2>guess it's the same takeaway, but come back. What was

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<v Speaker 2>it again? God opens a one door closed another door?

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<v Speaker 2>What one door closed another door? What open bit of them? Uh? David,

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<v Speaker 2>anything else you want to say before you.

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<v Speaker 6>Well, I just want to say before I go that

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<v Speaker 6>I love I love what you're doing.

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<v Speaker 10>Man, I love what you all do.

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<v Speaker 6>And I just got a message for every young person girl,

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<v Speaker 6>boy that's going through the same thing as me. I

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<v Speaker 6>was gonna say that it doesn't matter, like call dark

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<v Speaker 6>des by you you're feeling right now, just remember that

1:10:17.520 --> 1:10:21.680
<v Speaker 6>there's always just fun at the end of the the

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<v Speaker 6>sun always rights.

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<v Speaker 5>At the end.

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<v Speaker 2>You gotta go through to get through.

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<v Speaker 14>I like that.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, just keep it up and blessing for everyone. Just remember,

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<v Speaker 6>like stay positive and just just learn from the bad

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<v Speaker 6>things for you to become a better man and woman.

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<v Speaker 2>Hey, thank you very much, David, Man, you have a

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<v Speaker 2>good one. Then with some wise words right there, he

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<v Speaker 2>closed out, didn't he? He really did it? Really did

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<v Speaker 2>close out that guy. Heat up, buddy.

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<v Speaker 1>I've never seen anyone. I've never seen anyone, not even

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<v Speaker 1>myself get is fired.

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<v Speaker 2>Up about a call on. I just know how he feel.

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<v Speaker 2>I just know how he feels.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, okay, So just sounds like you've been through

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<v Speaker 1>a situation like that before. What what did you do

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<v Speaker 1>after the fact to like build build yourself back up?

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<v Speaker 1>Because I can really tear a guy down.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I've been through some similar but I did. I

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<v Speaker 3>took the toxic route and not transformed into my oppressor.

1:11:19.360 --> 1:11:21.599
<v Speaker 3>I start treating people the way that I was treated,

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<v Speaker 3>and then it still hurts either way, whether you're receiving it.

1:11:26.040 --> 1:11:28.080
<v Speaker 2>Or giveing dishing it out, and you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 3>So then I had to take my own self love

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<v Speaker 3>into consideration and really just focus and lock in on, like,

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<v Speaker 3>you know, aspects of myself that I feel like I

1:11:37.040 --> 1:11:40.080
<v Speaker 3>can improve on because I ain't perfect, you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, to think about what I don't like about

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<v Speaker 3>other people, I have similar attributes, so you know what

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<v Speaker 3>I mean. Yeah, i'd be starting to just point the

1:11:48.680 --> 1:11:51.320
<v Speaker 3>finger at me, you know what I'm saying, instead of

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<v Speaker 3>back at whoever is You know what I mean?

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<v Speaker 2>Anybody else.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, the temptation is strong when you have been

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<v Speaker 1>heard too as you're saying, like go out and take that.

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<v Speaker 1>Shouldn't dish it upon other people? You know, it's it

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<v Speaker 1>takes a lot to resist that temptation.

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<v Speaker 3>Yes, sometimes it's subconscious and you don't even know what's happened,

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<v Speaker 3>and you just.

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<v Speaker 5>You know, moving.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I think I think David. David seemed like a

1:12:16.479 --> 1:12:18.639
<v Speaker 2>good guy. He's gonna be all right. I think he's

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<v Speaker 2>gonna be all right. Oh here, let's suck the honey. Honey.

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<v Speaker 2>Hi is this honey? Huh honey, it's Jack and buddy. Honey.

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<v Speaker 2>How you doing, honey?

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<v Speaker 17>Jack Climber, I said it was at the gym and

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<v Speaker 17>I just catch.

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<v Speaker 2>A bread, Catch a bread? Honey? How we can wait?

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<v Speaker 17>I'm good, I'm good.

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<v Speaker 2>Hi.

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<v Speaker 1>Listen, honey. It says here that, uh, you've been sugar

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<v Speaker 1>baby ring. You've been sugar baby for a while thirty five,

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<v Speaker 1>you just did a podcast with someone about it, and

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<v Speaker 1>now a major TV network is inviting you to be

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<v Speaker 1>on a reality show about sugar babies as hard and

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<v Speaker 1>you're wondering whether or not you should do it. Now

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<v Speaker 1>why I'm curious because that sounds like a cool opportunity.

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<v Speaker 2>Why what are you thinking? Are reasons not to do it?

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<v Speaker 8>Well?

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<v Speaker 9>A lot?

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<v Speaker 17>Like I know, like reality TV can paint a picture

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<v Speaker 17>about people, yep. And I'm like kind of a little

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<v Speaker 17>bit worried about being painted as a villain because I know,

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<v Speaker 17>like sugar baby, and it's different, people do it differently.

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<v Speaker 7>So for me, it's more about like hypergamy said hyperbole.

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<v Speaker 17>I'm just like kind of hypergamy, like dating up, like

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<v Speaker 17>dating upper class people.

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<v Speaker 2>I think, give us give us a quick definition of

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<v Speaker 2>hypergam a word.

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<v Speaker 17>Hypergamy is just like hypergamy is stating a higher class,

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<v Speaker 17>like like you know, like there's monogamy, like when you're

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<v Speaker 17>like only with one person, you're dating that person singularly.

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<v Speaker 17>Hypergamy as when need do that with somebody of a higher.

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<v Speaker 6>Class.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh elegant, nice, nice, higher social status.

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<v Speaker 17>I'm elegant. No, But I've noticed, like the world of

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<v Speaker 17>sugar bating is very diverse, and some people are just

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<v Speaker 17>you know, it's more of like paying for every meet

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<v Speaker 17>and having perspect or whatever, and I don't I'm a

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<v Speaker 17>little bit worried about being painted in that light.

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<v Speaker 2>I am a mom.

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<v Speaker 17>And the this particular show will be like kind of

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<v Speaker 17>following me around in my everyday life. And I have

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<v Speaker 17>like a really good job, and I'm like, oh, this

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<v Speaker 17>isn't something that I don't know if one, I'm currently

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<v Speaker 17>don't have a sugar daddy. I just broke up with

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<v Speaker 17>my last sugar daddy a few weeks ago, and I

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<v Speaker 17>thought I was like kind of done with it, like

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<v Speaker 17>for a while, because I kind of it just ended poorly,

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<v Speaker 17>and I was just like, you know, I'm going to

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<v Speaker 17>just go back to dating regular guys. And like the

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<v Speaker 17>podcast happened and in the show, and then I was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 17>maybe I should not give up sugar bating.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, you were you were a little bit on the

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<v Speaker 1>way out and then this opportunity came. Yeah m hmm, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>you were a little bit out on the way out,

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<v Speaker 1>but this opportunity came and what Okay, So we kind

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<v Speaker 1>of went over why you are?

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<v Speaker 2>What the cons you were.

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<v Speaker 1>Like a little bit so the control thing a narrative,

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<v Speaker 1>the news, control of the narrative, a little bit to

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<v Speaker 1>some sweaty guy.

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<v Speaker 2>In an editing bay, she need a new sugar daddy.

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<v Speaker 2>She ain't got no sugardaddy. You need a new sugar dad. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>the producers will get you a new sugar daddy to

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<v Speaker 2>probably get you someone who's like you know, that causes

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<v Speaker 2>conflict the girls. Damn you got you know? But but okay,

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<v Speaker 2>so then so then we've gone over the cons talk.

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<v Speaker 2>What are the pros? What are the things that are

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<v Speaker 2>making you go in? Maybe this is nice? Is it money?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it notoriety? What are you What are you looking

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<v Speaker 2>for that they might have to give? Can you say

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<v Speaker 2>what network show?

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<v Speaker 17>I don't really know what I'm allowed to say about it,

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<v Speaker 17>to be honest, because we haven't even shot a pilot.

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<v Speaker 17>I haven't signed anything oring. Okay, so we kind of

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<v Speaker 17>just had our first conference call today about like what's expected.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh so the balls are happening? Okay, okay, you entertaining

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<v Speaker 2>the idea?

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<v Speaker 17>Yes, I'm entertaining because I think it's a great platform.

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<v Speaker 17>Also like to like, I was invited on skin Wars

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<v Speaker 17>twice before because I used to do body art and

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<v Speaker 17>body painting, and I didn't go because of the time

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<v Speaker 17>I was pregnant. And then they invited me the next

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<v Speaker 17>year and I had a new bird baby and I

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<v Speaker 17>was gonna have to be gone for six months in

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<v Speaker 17>New York. So that wasn't I wasn't gonna leave my baby.

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<v Speaker 17>But I always like missed like that. I missed that

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<v Speaker 17>opportunity because the guy that ended up winning that year,

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<v Speaker 17>I beat him in another competition, in an international competition,

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<v Speaker 17>so I was like, oh won, you know, and so listen,

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<v Speaker 17>I want now another opportunity for Yeah, well well.

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<v Speaker 2>Honey, so back just back to the topic real quick.

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<v Speaker 2>What is it that is attractive to you about this offer?

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<v Speaker 17>I feel like it's another opportunity that came around that

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<v Speaker 17>I missed before, like to be on like reality TV.

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<v Speaker 2>And OK, well, so besides the fact that, besides the

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<v Speaker 2>fact that you missed it before, you know, the what

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<v Speaker 2>about the opportunity in and of itself are you most

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<v Speaker 2>looking forward to?

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<v Speaker 17>So I've been thinking about like having opening up a

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<v Speaker 17>podcast with one of my friends possibly he was actually

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<v Speaker 17>on this show the other week with you guys, And

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<v Speaker 17>I think that like if I have that kind of

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<v Speaker 17>a platform where I get some sort of thing, it

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<v Speaker 17>helps like funnel I can funnel that into the other things.

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<v Speaker 2>That I do trying to build a brand.

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<v Speaker 17>And yeah, exactly, but that's the thing. What's the brand

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<v Speaker 17>gonna be at that point, I don't have control over it.

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<v Speaker 2>The girls, damn you got so all right's just saying

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<v Speaker 2>it off control. But like, here's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>We have seen so many great turnarounds, Like look at

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<v Speaker 1>like like Snookie right, like she was like portrayed sort

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<v Speaker 1>of negatively in the Jersey Shore. I think she has

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<v Speaker 1>a fucking podcast or something where she gets to like,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, be like, hey, hey everyone, I know that

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<v Speaker 1>that's what you saw me as in the reality show,

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<v Speaker 1>but here's who I actually am. And then that's where

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<v Speaker 1>your real folks will flock to to get to know

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<v Speaker 1>who he actually are.

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<v Speaker 3>I feel like all reality TV is lightly scripted, and

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<v Speaker 3>then it's the active improvisation and you know a little

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<v Speaker 3>oversaturation on top of that, and then the consumer is

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<v Speaker 3>aware of all these things.

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<v Speaker 2>So like at the end of the day, it's still TV.

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<v Speaker 3>Like you know that you being filmed on reality and

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<v Speaker 3>it's gonna be like some kind of something you're putting

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<v Speaker 3>it on thick a little bit, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 17>Yeah, right, And I I've had that kind of conversation

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<v Speaker 17>with one of my friends, like like, as long as

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<v Speaker 17>I was really strong on my social media platforms, that

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<v Speaker 17>I could kind of help control the narrative a little bit.

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<v Speaker 17>But the other side of it is like I don't

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<v Speaker 17>know what I'll be giving up in the now, Like

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<v Speaker 17>is this going to cause me to lose my job

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<v Speaker 17>right now?

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<v Speaker 6>You know?

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<v Speaker 17>And then like I have to build that I have

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<v Speaker 17>to rebuild that income from this. You know, I'm a

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<v Speaker 17>single mom of three kids.

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<v Speaker 1>Let me tell you, let me tell you just one

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<v Speaker 1>thing that you might want to consider as a factor

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<v Speaker 1>and you're decision. This is probably this will probably be

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<v Speaker 1>my final thoughts on it, is that I understand that

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<v Speaker 1>you want to use this as a launching platform for

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<v Speaker 1>like your podcast and all the other things that you're

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<v Speaker 1>doing on the internet, like her own entity for real,

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<v Speaker 1>right Yeah, And I can see where it can be helpful.

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<v Speaker 1>I can see where it can be helpful, and it

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<v Speaker 1>might be I'm not going to say it's not, but

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<v Speaker 1>if you choose not to go with it, you don't

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<v Speaker 1>need it. I think you can build your brand without

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<v Speaker 1>being on reality TV. There's so many There's TikTok, there's YouTube,

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<v Speaker 1>there's Instagram, reels, there's Reddit. There's so many different ways

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<v Speaker 1>for you to build your brand aside from just being

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<v Speaker 1>on this TV show.

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<v Speaker 2>But that's just if you decide not to do it.

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<v Speaker 17>And that's very true. It's very true. It's more of

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<v Speaker 17>like a launching pad. I feel like it will just

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<v Speaker 17>like speed up the process kind of, you know, if the.

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<v Speaker 2>Check right, but the heck right that too, I guess. Hey, honey,

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<v Speaker 2>anything you want to say.

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<v Speaker 17>Before we go, No, thank you for inviting me on.

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<v Speaker 2>Get your money, honey, you know my friend is of course,

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<v Speaker 2>I hope. I hope to see you on whatever whatever

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<v Speaker 2>the thing is, if you decide to do it, we

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<v Speaker 2>hope to see it.

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<v Speaker 17>All right, Well, I hope works not dig.

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<v Speaker 2>Girl's damn sugar, honey forever?

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<v Speaker 5>What was it?

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<v Speaker 2>Can you say that when you just said you said's

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<v Speaker 2>slower dick cowls, damn sugar, the girls themn sugar? What

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<v Speaker 2>does that mean? The girls are sugar? Oh, the girls

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<v Speaker 2>are sugar. Yeah, it's like, oh them girls are sug

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<v Speaker 2>What is it again? I'll take a crack atage of

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<v Speaker 2>make an accent. The gals damn sho got the girl's

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<v Speaker 2>damn sugar? Okay, who's that that? Shaumpaul or somebody? Oh,

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<v Speaker 2>somebody said that. I thought it was just mising the

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<v Speaker 2>girl's damn shugar.

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<v Speaker 1>I know I like about music. I feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>can like say like because I mean just now I said,

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<v Speaker 1>like slow that time.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait what does that mean?

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<v Speaker 1>But I feel like if you say in music, if

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<v Speaker 1>you say something confidently enough, nobody will question it.

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<v Speaker 2>Big yell, demn sugar, the girls, the girls, damn sugar. Yeah, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>that's a cool thing to say. Not everything you know.

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<v Speaker 2>Dang I want a sugar baby. Yeah, nah, I'm bro.

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<v Speaker 2>Would you if if, if, if, if you could, would

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<v Speaker 2>you get a sugar baby? I don't know, probably not.

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<v Speaker 2>If you sugar mama, yeah, would you? Would you ever

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<v Speaker 2>do that? Would you be a sugar sugar? I would

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<v Speaker 2>be a sugar baby? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>Is the baby for boys and girls or is there

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<v Speaker 1>a male version of the there are boy babies and

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<v Speaker 1>girl babies.

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<v Speaker 2>To be a boy baby around to a mama, I

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<v Speaker 2>used to be a baby. I was a boy baby

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<v Speaker 2>for show your boy baby to a sugar mama or

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<v Speaker 2>to just a regular mama.

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<v Speaker 19>My mother.

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<v Speaker 2>But if I had a sugar mama, I would definitely

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<v Speaker 2>be a sugar baby.

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<v Speaker 5>Boy.

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<v Speaker 2>I feel like that could be a fun gig under

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<v Speaker 2>the right circumstances. Hell yeah, Hello, Chanelly. Yeah, Hi, how

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<v Speaker 2>are you, Chanelle? What's going on with you? What's your

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<v Speaker 2>life like? Hi?

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<v Speaker 18>I'm good, Thanks for.

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<v Speaker 2>Asking, Chanelle? How do you pronounce your name? Before we continue?

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<v Speaker 2>Chanelle Chanelle? Chanelle?

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<v Speaker 1>Chanelle says, here you want to know if you're an

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<v Speaker 1>asshole for wanting to move to Europe with your ex

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<v Speaker 1>boyfriend even though you're currently in a relationship.

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<v Speaker 2>What's what's the scoop? What's going on here?

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<v Speaker 18>So basically, I'm first of all, I'm one of those

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<v Speaker 18>people that's friends with their exes and not like in

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<v Speaker 18>the weird way, like I'm genuinely friends with them. There's

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<v Speaker 18>there's nothing.

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<v Speaker 2>Weird about it.

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<v Speaker 18>My current boyfriend, he's friends with them because we're just

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<v Speaker 18>all friends.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a friend it's a friend group. The friend group

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<v Speaker 2>includes your current boyfriend and your ex boyfriend, and everyone's chill.

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<v Speaker 2>It's just a friendship. You sure it ain't no love triangle?

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, I'm sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, so what's like no fealing?

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, see, seeing it's been set, we're in a friend

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<v Speaker 1>group that includes you, the boyfriend, the ex boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>How long ago did you date the X? Like, how

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<v Speaker 2>long has it been since job broken? That's a good question.

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<v Speaker 7>Two years.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's long alright, alright, all right, so why are

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<v Speaker 2>you Why are you going? Why are you going to

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<v Speaker 2>go to Europe? What's going on in Europe?

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<v Speaker 18>So I wanted to focus on my my streaming and

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<v Speaker 18>just yeah, that's basically. I wanted to focus on my

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<v Speaker 18>streaming and myself. I currently have like two jobs, and

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<v Speaker 18>basically I was venting to him about like life and stuff,

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<v Speaker 18>and he asked, like, where did I see myself in

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<v Speaker 18>two years? And I said, like, you know, the dream

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<v Speaker 18>is like to at least be working on my platform,

1:24:52.120 --> 1:24:55.080
<v Speaker 18>but like you know, if I can't do that, then

1:24:55.360 --> 1:25:01.439
<v Speaker 18>get my degree. So he he's offered that I could.

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<v Speaker 18>He's moving into his own apartment in a couple of months,

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<v Speaker 18>and he said that I could stay with him for

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<v Speaker 18>as long as I wanted, and all I would have

1:25:07.640 --> 1:25:10.479
<v Speaker 18>to do is focus on streaming and he'd like worry

1:25:10.479 --> 1:25:13.080
<v Speaker 18>about everything else because he'd be paying for that money. Anyways,

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<v Speaker 18>all right, it was like a three bedroom. It's empty space.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, I'm a.

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<v Speaker 3>Gonna say, yeah, that's an asshole move. That's cold blood.

1:25:24.680 --> 1:25:26.240
<v Speaker 3>How are you gonna do your boyfriend.

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<v Speaker 2>Like that and move in with your eggs. Hell, no,

1:25:27.840 --> 1:25:28.599
<v Speaker 2>y'all gonna fall.

1:25:28.520 --> 1:25:31.720
<v Speaker 3>Back in love in London? Is romantic over there, y'all

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<v Speaker 3>stay together, platforms and stuff? Come on now, for real?

1:25:36.760 --> 1:25:38.160
<v Speaker 3>You don't like your eggs no more?

1:25:38.400 --> 1:25:38.760
<v Speaker 2>For real?

1:25:41.160 --> 1:25:41.400
<v Speaker 19>Yeah?

1:25:41.600 --> 1:25:42.360
<v Speaker 10>No, for real?

1:25:42.520 --> 1:25:45.880
<v Speaker 18>He has a girlfriend, like we're friends, like it does

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<v Speaker 18>not go beyond that. I and personally like calling him

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<v Speaker 18>an ex is like weird. I don't see him like

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<v Speaker 18>that anymore.

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<v Speaker 2>I I I feel I feel you.

1:25:56.960 --> 1:26:00.559
<v Speaker 1>I think relationships can can develop, I think they can change.

1:26:00.600 --> 1:26:04.519
<v Speaker 1>I think something that started romantic can become platonic in

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<v Speaker 1>the same well, okay, in the same sense that things

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<v Speaker 1>that start platonic can become romantic.

1:26:08.520 --> 1:26:09.559
<v Speaker 2>Can they not? Reverse?

1:26:09.840 --> 1:26:09.960
<v Speaker 12>Are?

1:26:10.240 --> 1:26:10.400
<v Speaker 2>Are?

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<v Speaker 5>Are?

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<v Speaker 13>Are?

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<v Speaker 7>So?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay? Wait? So why does the boyfriend just come with

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<v Speaker 2>you to Europe?

1:26:20.960 --> 1:26:27.360
<v Speaker 18>So he doesn't want to leave his mom behind? Yeah,

1:26:28.439 --> 1:26:30.800
<v Speaker 18>he wants to make sure she's taken care of and

1:26:31.320 --> 1:26:33.719
<v Speaker 18>she like help with his siblings and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>How long are we going to Europe for.

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<v Speaker 18>Three months?

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<v Speaker 2>Or Yeah, it's like a study of bron that didn't

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<v Speaker 2>even have bad It's like a study of Broun And

1:26:46.360 --> 1:26:48.679
<v Speaker 2>he coup with the eggs too, And y'all be faith

1:26:48.760 --> 1:26:54.200
<v Speaker 2>timing or something while you go, Uh, what do you mean,

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<v Speaker 2>like you're not gonna break up with your boyfriend to

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<v Speaker 2>to move with your accent in Europe?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 18>No, no, no, of course not. I'm coming right back

1:27:05.200 --> 1:27:07.160
<v Speaker 18>after the three months or this who much cover long

1:27:07.200 --> 1:27:09.280
<v Speaker 18>it is, I'm coming right back to live with him.

1:27:10.000 --> 1:27:13.519
<v Speaker 18>It's just so that I can focus on like I

1:27:13.560 --> 1:27:15.800
<v Speaker 18>wouldn't I wouldn't have to worry about like rent or

1:27:15.880 --> 1:27:18.320
<v Speaker 18>like working two jobs, and I could put my all

1:27:18.520 --> 1:27:19.680
<v Speaker 18>into yeah, what I want to do.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, So, okay, well listen, here's here's the kicker. Here's

1:27:22.560 --> 1:27:25.120
<v Speaker 2>here's the thing, Chanelly.

1:27:25.520 --> 1:27:28.800
<v Speaker 1>You called in asked if you thought you were an

1:27:28.840 --> 1:27:35.680
<v Speaker 1>asshole because something, whether justified or not, is in your

1:27:35.720 --> 1:27:39.880
<v Speaker 1>brain making you think this could be an asshole move.

1:27:40.479 --> 1:27:40.960
<v Speaker 2>What is that?

1:27:41.120 --> 1:27:41.280
<v Speaker 19>Why?

1:27:41.439 --> 1:27:44.800
<v Speaker 1>Why why did it even enter into your head that

1:27:44.960 --> 1:27:46.840
<v Speaker 1>it could be an asshole move? I want to let's

1:27:46.840 --> 1:27:47.920
<v Speaker 1>explore that for a second.

1:27:50.000 --> 1:27:53.200
<v Speaker 18>Well, I talked to my boyfriend about it, obviously, and

1:27:53.360 --> 1:27:56.560
<v Speaker 18>at first he was okay with it, and then you know,

1:27:57.000 --> 1:27:58.560
<v Speaker 18>he kind of thought about it a little more and

1:27:58.680 --> 1:28:01.000
<v Speaker 18>he was really her and felt he said that like

1:28:01.479 --> 1:28:05.720
<v Speaker 18>it was like triggering his like abandonment issue, And was

1:28:06.280 --> 1:28:08.479
<v Speaker 18>you know, like it was a lot for him, and

1:28:08.680 --> 1:28:11.479
<v Speaker 18>it just felt like I was like leaving him, even

1:28:11.520 --> 1:28:16.040
<v Speaker 18>though like trying to escape the relationship. I tried to

1:28:16.120 --> 1:28:18.000
<v Speaker 18>reassure him and tell him that, you know, that wasn't

1:28:18.040 --> 1:28:21.120
<v Speaker 18>the case and I'd be coming right back. And at

1:28:21.240 --> 1:28:25.200
<v Speaker 18>first I couldn't really understand like why he felt like

1:28:25.280 --> 1:28:26.800
<v Speaker 18>I was kind of upset that he would think I

1:28:26.840 --> 1:28:30.760
<v Speaker 18>would do something like that to him. But then I

1:28:31.160 --> 1:28:34.120
<v Speaker 18>thought about it, and now I don't know, Like now

1:28:34.200 --> 1:28:37.640
<v Speaker 18>I feel like terrible for even thinking about it.

1:28:40.080 --> 1:28:42.160
<v Speaker 3>I thought I thought it was an asshole move at first,

1:28:42.200 --> 1:28:43.840
<v Speaker 3>but I know the whole story, and I was really

1:28:43.920 --> 1:28:45.880
<v Speaker 3>just still trying to take your temperature on how much

1:28:45.920 --> 1:28:48.479
<v Speaker 3>you really fuck with y'all ex? But since he got

1:28:48.560 --> 1:28:51.920
<v Speaker 3>a girl, you cool with his girl, and did your

1:28:52.040 --> 1:28:54.040
<v Speaker 3>boyfriend is cool with the ex boyfriend?

1:28:54.479 --> 1:28:56.800
<v Speaker 2>I see? I mean, I feel like it's cool. He

1:28:56.880 --> 1:28:57.680
<v Speaker 2>had grown ass man.

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<v Speaker 3>He need to deal with his abandonment issues by now,

1:29:00.560 --> 1:29:02.479
<v Speaker 3>and just let you have your three months to build

1:29:02.560 --> 1:29:05.599
<v Speaker 3>YOE brand and do your thing and you'll be right back.

1:29:07.160 --> 1:29:08.120
<v Speaker 2>I think you should do it.

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<v Speaker 18>Yeah, yeah, I was thinking the same thing. I just

1:29:14.439 --> 1:29:17.240
<v Speaker 18>like Chris, I felt like an asshole. Because every time,

1:29:17.479 --> 1:29:19.479
<v Speaker 18>you know, he like says, oh, I'm okay with it,

1:29:19.600 --> 1:29:22.720
<v Speaker 18>and then he'll go back and bring something else up,

1:29:22.880 --> 1:29:25.519
<v Speaker 18>and then you know, then like suddenly he started bringing

1:29:25.600 --> 1:29:27.759
<v Speaker 18>up that he doesn't trust my ex and stuff.

1:29:28.360 --> 1:29:33.560
<v Speaker 2>He said, I actually agree a Loize, I agree with

1:29:33.760 --> 1:29:34.760
<v Speaker 2>you what you said.

1:29:34.800 --> 1:29:34.960
<v Speaker 16>Man.

1:29:35.040 --> 1:29:37.800
<v Speaker 2>I was like, you sounded like a sucker. Well, it's

1:29:37.960 --> 1:29:42.560
<v Speaker 2>like I don't want to tell you what to do.

1:29:42.720 --> 1:29:46.080
<v Speaker 2>But here's the thing, is like, how old are you

1:29:46.160 --> 1:29:52.040
<v Speaker 2>twenty twenty two? Do you love yo boyfriend? I do, yeah,

1:29:53.520 --> 1:29:56.200
<v Speaker 2>But I mean, like, Chanelli, this is uh, have you

1:29:56.240 --> 1:30:01.320
<v Speaker 2>ever been to Europe? I have no, Chanelle, I don't know.

1:30:01.439 --> 1:30:06.200
<v Speaker 1>Look like, okay, look assuming that everything that you're telling

1:30:06.320 --> 1:30:08.120
<v Speaker 1>us were like, oh, okay, we're in the friend group.

1:30:08.240 --> 1:30:13.120
<v Speaker 1>Everything's cool, like they're really truly, honest to god, nothing

1:30:13.960 --> 1:30:15.880
<v Speaker 1>at all going on with you in the ex.

1:30:16.320 --> 1:30:20.720
<v Speaker 2>The X and his girlfriend are all cool. Everything's tight.

1:30:20.840 --> 1:30:23.720
<v Speaker 1>There's nothing really there and it's mainly your boyfriend has

1:30:23.760 --> 1:30:29.439
<v Speaker 1>his abandonment issues and whatnot. I am of the opinion that, listen, Chanelle,

1:30:29.520 --> 1:30:32.360
<v Speaker 1>you're twenty two years old, you've never been to Europe before.

1:30:33.240 --> 1:30:37.160
<v Speaker 2>This would be an interesting life experience for you. To

1:30:37.280 --> 1:30:39.599
<v Speaker 2>have and by God, you should be out there having

1:30:39.680 --> 1:30:43.400
<v Speaker 2>interesting life experiences. And I hate the idea that did

1:30:43.479 --> 1:30:46.720
<v Speaker 2>somebody is supposed to make the heart fonder. I, by

1:30:46.720 --> 1:30:48.200
<v Speaker 2>the way, I agree with that as well. Disten does

1:30:48.240 --> 1:30:50.840
<v Speaker 2>make the heart fund. Yeah, I don't like I'm doing

1:30:50.840 --> 1:30:52.760
<v Speaker 2>a little dance turn around, you know what I'm saying,

1:30:52.840 --> 1:30:53.400
<v Speaker 2>you'd be all right.

1:30:54.920 --> 1:30:56.720
<v Speaker 1>I feel like you should take the life experience. And

1:30:56.760 --> 1:30:58.800
<v Speaker 1>I don't like that your boyfriend is like a little

1:30:58.840 --> 1:30:59.960
<v Speaker 1>bit holding you back from them.

1:31:00.040 --> 1:31:01.800
<v Speaker 2>Don't let him hold you back. But I guess I

1:31:01.880 --> 1:31:05.479
<v Speaker 2>get it from his perspective too. I don't know, but

1:31:05.600 --> 1:31:07.479
<v Speaker 2>it would be a good life experience for you.

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<v Speaker 1>I would hate at twenty two for you to be like,

1:31:10.439 --> 1:31:13.200
<v Speaker 1>go to Europe. My boyfriend doesn't want me to go,

1:31:13.360 --> 1:31:15.479
<v Speaker 1>so I'm not gonna go. You know, fucking fucking go

1:31:15.640 --> 1:31:16.400
<v Speaker 1>fucking go to Europe.

1:31:19.439 --> 1:31:22.400
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, that's kind of the same response I get from everyone.

1:31:26.200 --> 1:31:26.599
<v Speaker 2>I've heard.

1:31:26.720 --> 1:31:30.640
<v Speaker 1>What I've heard way more people be like express regrets

1:31:30.840 --> 1:31:35.639
<v Speaker 1>about Uh, oh, I did this because of my boyfriend

1:31:35.680 --> 1:31:37.760
<v Speaker 1>when I was young, and so I didn't do that,

1:31:37.840 --> 1:31:40.759
<v Speaker 1>and I regret that then I did. Oh, I regret

1:31:40.880 --> 1:31:42.440
<v Speaker 1>going because it messed.

1:31:42.200 --> 1:31:44.880
<v Speaker 2>With this thing that I had going on. I mean,

1:31:44.920 --> 1:31:47.720
<v Speaker 2>you're just so young, dude, Like, go to Europe. Go

1:31:47.840 --> 1:31:48.280
<v Speaker 2>to Europe.

1:31:48.320 --> 1:31:50.559
<v Speaker 3>I'm actually going tour in Europe to come to the show.

1:31:50.800 --> 1:31:52.760
<v Speaker 3>You out there, go to Europe, go to Buddy show.

1:31:52.840 --> 1:31:53.000
<v Speaker 5>Dude.

1:31:55.120 --> 1:31:57.280
<v Speaker 18>Yeah, you going to the Netherlands, buddy, some.

1:31:57.560 --> 1:32:03.720
<v Speaker 1>Like something like, did you wait, You're going to the Netherlands. Way,

1:32:03.760 --> 1:32:06.120
<v Speaker 1>this changes everything? But the Whey are in the Netherlands.

1:32:08.479 --> 1:32:10.720
<v Speaker 18>Honestly, I don't know. I know if he lives two

1:32:10.760 --> 1:32:11.960
<v Speaker 18>hours away from Amsterdam.

1:32:12.439 --> 1:32:17.519
<v Speaker 2>Shanelly, I love Amsterdam. Chanelli's favorite play Shanelle, Listen, I

1:32:17.600 --> 1:32:19.080
<v Speaker 2>feel for Listen. IM gonna tell you this is. This

1:32:19.160 --> 1:32:21.639
<v Speaker 2>is I'm gonna tell you I feel for your boyfriend.

1:32:21.800 --> 1:32:24.320
<v Speaker 1>He's got something going on. I really do feel from

1:32:24.400 --> 1:32:28.799
<v Speaker 1>But Shanelle, the Netherlands fucking rocks. It's all of the Netherlands. Please,

1:32:29.120 --> 1:32:29.839
<v Speaker 1>it's awesome.

1:32:30.080 --> 1:32:31.240
<v Speaker 2>Go to Red Light District.

1:32:32.080 --> 1:32:34.200
<v Speaker 1>Yeah yeah, go to Amsterdam. I had the best fucking

1:32:34.240 --> 1:32:35.360
<v Speaker 1>time in my life in Amsterdam.

1:32:35.439 --> 1:32:38.280
<v Speaker 2>Man, go we it just just walk around and just

1:32:38.400 --> 1:32:38.920
<v Speaker 2>check it out.

1:32:41.280 --> 1:32:43.040
<v Speaker 18>Oh that makes me feel so much better.

1:32:44.280 --> 1:32:47.719
<v Speaker 2>Ye say, he was going to the Netherlands. The Netherlands, definitely,

1:32:47.800 --> 1:32:50.800
<v Speaker 2>Leo boyfriend where he at he'd be. I Yo, good

1:32:50.880 --> 1:32:52.800
<v Speaker 2>luck to you, Shanelle. I hope you make the right choice.

1:32:54.680 --> 1:32:55.880
<v Speaker 18>All right, thank you so much.

1:32:55.920 --> 1:32:57.200
<v Speaker 6>Appreciate y'all for sure.

1:32:57.439 --> 1:33:05.400
<v Speaker 2>Can this show is awesome. You do this all the time,

1:33:05.920 --> 1:33:11.680
<v Speaker 2>all the time Mondays and Wednesdays. Dang, I'm having so

1:33:11.800 --> 1:33:13.800
<v Speaker 2>much fun. Fuck. Yeah, dude, I'm glad you have. I

1:33:13.800 --> 1:33:16.760
<v Speaker 2>feel like we really just like changing some lives out there. Really, Yeah,

1:33:16.920 --> 1:33:20.200
<v Speaker 2>through the people. Yeah, dude, I really, I know. I

1:33:20.280 --> 1:33:22.880
<v Speaker 2>really believed in that because Matt, you have you ever

1:33:22.920 --> 1:33:25.280
<v Speaker 2>been ins I thought she was doing on some weird

1:33:25.320 --> 1:33:27.400
<v Speaker 2>stuff with her boyfriend, with her ex boyfriend. Yeah, I

1:33:27.479 --> 1:33:30.160
<v Speaker 2>was a little bit like I had to make sure yeah, yeah,

1:33:30.479 --> 1:33:32.200
<v Speaker 2>asked the right questions to see what type of time

1:33:32.360 --> 1:33:34.600
<v Speaker 2>she and he owned the X because like, that's just

1:33:34.680 --> 1:33:37.040
<v Speaker 2>sounds It's just a weird setup how she set it up.

1:33:37.360 --> 1:33:38.200
<v Speaker 2>It was just weird.

1:33:38.400 --> 1:33:41.080
<v Speaker 3>Like, do I asshole for going to Europe with my

1:33:41.200 --> 1:33:43.320
<v Speaker 3>ex boyfriend. I'm currently in a relationship, you know what

1:33:43.360 --> 1:33:45.080
<v Speaker 3>I mean. We just have to feel her, feel her out.

1:33:45.400 --> 1:33:47.479
<v Speaker 2>She seems to be. She got her head on straight.

1:33:47.600 --> 1:33:48.920
<v Speaker 2>She knows she won't for herself.

1:33:49.680 --> 1:33:52.400
<v Speaker 1>Mm hmmm, right, it took a little bit of like

1:33:52.520 --> 1:33:56.479
<v Speaker 1>probing to get into like the context of it was

1:33:56.560 --> 1:33:57.200
<v Speaker 1>the conflict.

1:33:58.400 --> 1:34:01.280
<v Speaker 2>But she knows what you're doing. Man, that boyfriend is

1:34:01.320 --> 1:34:03.240
<v Speaker 2>gonna watch this and be fucking pissed off at us.

1:34:03.400 --> 1:34:06.400
<v Speaker 2>He'd be a right, yeah, he'll be fine. Yeah.

1:34:06.479 --> 1:34:09.200
<v Speaker 1>I would hate the idea of her missing out on

1:34:09.240 --> 1:34:12.760
<v Speaker 1>that experience at such a young age, fucking doing that ship.

1:34:12.760 --> 1:34:18.599
<v Speaker 2>I mean, that's awesome. That'd be sick. You're gonna touring Europe? Yeah, yeah,

1:34:18.760 --> 1:34:22.559
<v Speaker 2>we're all in Europe. Uh, A bunch of different places.

1:34:22.880 --> 1:34:26.680
<v Speaker 2>I don't know. Stockholm I've never been. I've never been

1:34:26.680 --> 1:34:28.679
<v Speaker 2>to Sweden. That's sick.

1:34:29.040 --> 1:34:29.200
<v Speaker 5>Yep.

1:34:29.280 --> 1:34:32.680
<v Speaker 2>Amsterdam, I think I'm gonna going on Amsterdam, Londa and perse.

1:34:34.400 --> 1:34:36.679
<v Speaker 1>Hey, I think we'll we're sort of at a midpoint.

1:34:36.720 --> 1:34:38.800
<v Speaker 1>We can take some some more calls. But buddy, I mean,

1:34:39.640 --> 1:34:41.320
<v Speaker 1>is there anything you want you want to plug, anything

1:34:41.360 --> 1:34:44.080
<v Speaker 1>you want to tell the people? Hey, what sound do

1:34:44.200 --> 1:34:49.360
<v Speaker 1>geckos make? A Can you do that one more time?

1:34:49.400 --> 1:34:54.040
<v Speaker 2>Please? Is that really the sound? Well, I'm a gecko

1:34:54.080 --> 1:34:55.840
<v Speaker 2>and I just made that sound, So that's the sound.

1:34:57.760 --> 1:35:12.599
<v Speaker 3>He yeah, no, but I'm dropping the album. It's called

1:35:12.640 --> 1:35:14.920
<v Speaker 3>super Getto. I mean Super Ghetto.

1:35:16.920 --> 1:35:23.040
<v Speaker 2>When's it dropping next week? March twenty fifth, Super Geko,

1:35:23.320 --> 1:35:26.160
<v Speaker 2>I mean super Ghetto? Where can where can people find it?

1:35:27.000 --> 1:35:27.120
<v Speaker 19>Uh?

1:35:27.439 --> 1:35:31.000
<v Speaker 3>I'm gonna tweet it and post on my Instagram, probably

1:35:31.120 --> 1:35:34.280
<v Speaker 3>on my auto streaming platforms and stuff. Super super Getko,

1:35:34.520 --> 1:35:42.880
<v Speaker 3>fall at Buddy Instagram, Super Ghetto Sorry Twitter, Yeah, it's

1:35:42.920 --> 1:35:43.439
<v Speaker 3>pretty tight.

1:35:44.880 --> 1:35:52.439
<v Speaker 2>I'll check it out. Yeah, sick Jay? What you got

1:35:52.560 --> 1:35:52.920
<v Speaker 2>to say?

1:35:54.479 --> 1:35:54.639
<v Speaker 6>Jay?

1:35:54.680 --> 1:35:56.920
<v Speaker 1>It says here you died a couple of months ago

1:35:57.080 --> 1:36:00.479
<v Speaker 1>for five minutes, and then you were resuscitated the dead guy.

1:36:00.680 --> 1:36:01.880
<v Speaker 2>What was it like being dead?

1:36:04.960 --> 1:36:05.080
<v Speaker 6>Uh?

1:36:05.760 --> 1:36:07.920
<v Speaker 5>It was crazy, man. I saw a lot of the

1:36:08.040 --> 1:36:10.920
<v Speaker 5>first song. I saw a lot of stuff. Man, it's

1:36:11.040 --> 1:36:14.360
<v Speaker 5>actually crazy. But on the other end, like, I'm not

1:36:14.479 --> 1:36:14.840
<v Speaker 5>scared of.

1:36:14.840 --> 1:36:17.479
<v Speaker 2>Dying anymore, So how'd you die?

1:36:20.280 --> 1:36:20.439
<v Speaker 1>Uh?

1:36:21.320 --> 1:36:25.280
<v Speaker 5>So it was the night before Halloween or the Friday

1:36:25.320 --> 1:36:28.920
<v Speaker 5>before Halloween. I decided to go down to a friend's

1:36:28.960 --> 1:36:33.560
<v Speaker 5>house and we're gonna play a board game, something like

1:36:33.600 --> 1:36:36.280
<v Speaker 5>strategy game. I think it's called like, no, it's called

1:36:36.360 --> 1:36:38.360
<v Speaker 5>like Katan Katan.

1:36:41.040 --> 1:36:41.439
<v Speaker 13>What is that?

1:36:41.680 --> 1:36:43.720
<v Speaker 1>Settlers of Kat. I've never played it before, but I

1:36:43.800 --> 1:36:46.120
<v Speaker 1>know it's like the big game. It's like some spiritual game.

1:36:46.479 --> 1:36:49.800
<v Speaker 5>Neither of uy I was supposed to. Yeah, it's it's

1:36:49.840 --> 1:36:51.600
<v Speaker 5>some sort of like trading game or something like that.

1:36:52.479 --> 1:36:55.120
<v Speaker 5>And uh, I fell asleep on the bid and I had.

1:36:55.080 --> 1:36:59.839
<v Speaker 2>A season in my sleep, and you died from the seizure.

1:37:02.479 --> 1:37:06.080
<v Speaker 5>Uh. Yeah, I died from the seizure. They called the

1:37:06.160 --> 1:37:09.759
<v Speaker 5>ambulance for me, and in the ambulance on the paperwork,

1:37:09.840 --> 1:37:13.599
<v Speaker 5>it says that like somewhere in between like actually being

1:37:13.800 --> 1:37:16.240
<v Speaker 5>in the room and being in the ambulance, I died

1:37:16.320 --> 1:37:19.200
<v Speaker 5>for like five minutes and they had to resuscitate me

1:37:19.360 --> 1:37:20.080
<v Speaker 5>once they got there.

1:37:21.000 --> 1:37:24.160
<v Speaker 2>So tell us how's the afterlife?

1:37:28.840 --> 1:37:32.080
<v Speaker 5>It's crazy, man, I like remember dying, like the actual

1:37:32.160 --> 1:37:35.080
<v Speaker 5>process of dying, or what I assumed was me dying.

1:37:35.520 --> 1:37:38.479
<v Speaker 5>I just remember like being in a lot of pain

1:37:39.360 --> 1:37:41.839
<v Speaker 5>and like seeing a lot of static with like screaming

1:37:41.880 --> 1:37:45.559
<v Speaker 5>people in it, and it just kept like zooming again

1:37:45.720 --> 1:37:49.559
<v Speaker 5>and zoom again on the static, but like inside screaming prison,

1:37:49.640 --> 1:37:52.800
<v Speaker 5>there's more static and more screaming people. And then I

1:37:52.960 --> 1:37:55.280
<v Speaker 5>just remember being like, oh God, this hurts so bad.

1:37:55.360 --> 1:37:57.720
<v Speaker 5>I wish I would die. And then I remember like

1:37:57.800 --> 1:37:59.960
<v Speaker 5>everything fading the blackness, and I think that's when I.

1:38:00.120 --> 1:38:04.040
<v Speaker 2>Like acts passed away and it was just black hunt.

1:38:03.960 --> 1:38:07.960
<v Speaker 5>And then uh, yeah it was. It was it was darkness,

1:38:08.560 --> 1:38:12.760
<v Speaker 5>and then at some point I remember it was like

1:38:13.000 --> 1:38:18.120
<v Speaker 5>a dark like a velvety red type landscape, and uh,

1:38:18.680 --> 1:38:22.200
<v Speaker 5>I remember being guided through by like a tall it

1:38:22.320 --> 1:38:26.800
<v Speaker 5>was like a tall almost hooded person, except it wasn't

1:38:26.880 --> 1:38:29.840
<v Speaker 5>like a hood like you know when people talk about

1:38:29.880 --> 1:38:32.000
<v Speaker 5>like the green grim Reaper and he's wearing like a

1:38:32.080 --> 1:38:40.080
<v Speaker 5>hood and like a Rube version something like that. Got that.

1:38:40.240 --> 1:38:42.800
<v Speaker 5>It was like something like that, but not exactly, like

1:38:42.920 --> 1:38:46.320
<v Speaker 5>it wasn't actually like clothing material. And I just remember

1:38:46.439 --> 1:38:50.160
<v Speaker 5>like velvety covered like snowflakes, almost like falling out of

1:38:50.200 --> 1:38:54.040
<v Speaker 5>the sky, and like there were like velvet colored dueves

1:38:54.120 --> 1:38:54.880
<v Speaker 5>and everything was.

1:38:54.880 --> 1:38:59.200
<v Speaker 3>A velvet ecstatic, like people screaming, slow zoom into the

1:38:59.320 --> 1:39:03.519
<v Speaker 3>fade to black, and then like the retro gramper popped up.

1:39:04.040 --> 1:39:06.800
<v Speaker 2>I can't tell if this is tranquil or terrifying.

1:39:09.200 --> 1:39:10.600
<v Speaker 5>It was it was a little bit of both. I

1:39:10.720 --> 1:39:15.760
<v Speaker 5>was very Uh I was scared when I was fealing pain,

1:39:16.160 --> 1:39:19.240
<v Speaker 5>but with the darkness, I like stopped feeling pain when

1:39:19.320 --> 1:39:21.960
<v Speaker 5>everything faded, And that's why I think, like that's when

1:39:21.960 --> 1:39:23.840
<v Speaker 5>I died, because I just stopped doing stuff I like

1:39:25.600 --> 1:39:26.000
<v Speaker 5>showing it.

1:39:26.680 --> 1:39:28.720
<v Speaker 2>He only show up to purgatory, don't he.

1:39:31.920 --> 1:39:36.160
<v Speaker 5>That's That's what I'm thinking, because I, by far like

1:39:36.320 --> 1:39:37.960
<v Speaker 5>I'm not a I don't think of myself as a

1:39:38.000 --> 1:39:44.160
<v Speaker 5>bad person. I try and live a quote unquote good lifestyle.

1:39:45.360 --> 1:39:47.400
<v Speaker 5>But at the same time, I'm by Noman's perfect.

1:39:48.240 --> 1:39:52.120
<v Speaker 2>So this velvety because it wasn't like place that you

1:39:52.240 --> 1:39:54.439
<v Speaker 2>went to. Was it? Was it a heaven? Was it

1:39:54.560 --> 1:39:58.720
<v Speaker 2>a hell? What do you think it was with the snowflakes? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 5>I actually have no idea. But fun fact, I went

1:40:05.040 --> 1:40:07.439
<v Speaker 5>up the friends who I went up to visit for

1:40:07.560 --> 1:40:11.760
<v Speaker 5>the night. Her dad's actually a pastor, right, which I

1:40:11.960 --> 1:40:15.439
<v Speaker 5>by no means I consider myself an atheist. But he

1:40:15.520 --> 1:40:19.920
<v Speaker 5>said he wasn't worried about me when I died, because

1:40:20.160 --> 1:40:22.840
<v Speaker 5>he said, and I quote that there was a demon

1:40:22.960 --> 1:40:26.040
<v Speaker 5>attached to me that was trying to take me and

1:40:26.560 --> 1:40:29.200
<v Speaker 5>seeking about He literally just like sat next to me

1:40:29.280 --> 1:40:31.120
<v Speaker 5>and he was praying while the ambulance came.

1:40:32.240 --> 1:40:35.040
<v Speaker 2>Oh so you feel like prayer changes things? Huh.

1:40:37.840 --> 1:40:40.439
<v Speaker 5>I don't know if that worked or not. I'm in

1:40:40.720 --> 1:40:45.439
<v Speaker 5>school for like a science based track. By no means, I,

1:40:45.560 --> 1:40:47.880
<v Speaker 5>by no means like can vouch for any of that stuff.

1:40:49.680 --> 1:40:53.920
<v Speaker 3>So you scientifically resurrected from the hospital people.

1:40:57.000 --> 1:40:59.679
<v Speaker 5>Hey, I mean that's all I know for your fact.

1:40:59.760 --> 1:41:01.920
<v Speaker 5>I can't say anything about like a demon.

1:41:03.000 --> 1:41:05.280
<v Speaker 1>This sounds very similar to like, I mean, this is

1:41:05.439 --> 1:41:08.400
<v Speaker 1>probably what like smoking d MT is like, right, isn't

1:41:08.439 --> 1:41:10.200
<v Speaker 1>d MT Isn't that like what releases in your brain

1:41:10.240 --> 1:41:12.120
<v Speaker 1>when you die, you have like a little DMT trip

1:41:12.200 --> 1:41:13.640
<v Speaker 1>or some shit, ayahuascas.

1:41:17.439 --> 1:41:20.400
<v Speaker 5>I have no idea, but it was crazy. There was

1:41:20.479 --> 1:41:23.280
<v Speaker 5>a and everyone knew what I was thinking. They were

1:41:23.400 --> 1:41:27.519
<v Speaker 5>like shorter people that were also like cloak or whatever

1:41:27.840 --> 1:41:28.160
<v Speaker 5>you said.

1:41:28.160 --> 1:41:31.640
<v Speaker 2>There were short, shorter people like they were shorter than

1:41:31.720 --> 1:41:32.240
<v Speaker 2>the tall one.

1:41:34.360 --> 1:41:36.400
<v Speaker 5>Yeah, the tall guy led me to shorter people, like

1:41:36.479 --> 1:41:38.759
<v Speaker 5>shorter than me. I'm sick too. They were probably around

1:41:38.840 --> 1:41:40.439
<v Speaker 5>like some between like four to and.

1:41:40.479 --> 1:41:43.080
<v Speaker 2>Like for eties, little retro grim reaper hoods.

1:41:43.080 --> 1:41:47.240
<v Speaker 5>Like yeah, also like retro reaperhoods and stuff.

1:41:47.320 --> 1:41:48.920
<v Speaker 2>Sounds like a band, like a cool band.

1:41:50.120 --> 1:41:52.560
<v Speaker 1>That does sound like a cool band. A bunch of

1:41:52.600 --> 1:41:55.760
<v Speaker 1>short grim reaper people. Yeah, and they called purgatory what

1:41:56.280 --> 1:41:58.120
<v Speaker 1>whoa I go to that show? I would do it

1:41:58.200 --> 1:41:58.840
<v Speaker 1>to that show too.

1:42:01.600 --> 1:42:01.760
<v Speaker 6>Well.

1:42:01.800 --> 1:42:04.320
<v Speaker 2>I'm sorry you die man, I'm glad you got came

1:42:04.400 --> 1:42:05.000
<v Speaker 2>back to life.

1:42:08.439 --> 1:42:09.880
<v Speaker 5>Oh yeah, I'm I'm glad too.

1:42:10.760 --> 1:42:13.400
<v Speaker 1>So Jay, tell us before we go, tell us this.

1:42:14.520 --> 1:42:19.479
<v Speaker 1>You died, you got a second chance. Now you have

1:42:19.520 --> 1:42:21.280
<v Speaker 1>a whole and you're only eighteen years old, so you

1:42:21.400 --> 1:42:25.680
<v Speaker 1>got Really you're really lucked out getting this second chance here?

1:42:25.920 --> 1:42:27.840
<v Speaker 1>What what are we gonna do? What are we gonna

1:42:27.840 --> 1:42:30.160
<v Speaker 1>do with our life now? What's what's happening here? What's

1:42:30.240 --> 1:42:32.800
<v Speaker 1>what's uh? What are we gonna do with the gift

1:42:32.840 --> 1:42:33.480
<v Speaker 1>of resurrection?

1:42:33.680 --> 1:42:36.880
<v Speaker 2>Life after depth? You only know bigg smalls. Yeah, dude,

1:42:36.920 --> 1:42:38.519
<v Speaker 2>you're you're on your bonus round here.

1:42:40.560 --> 1:42:42.599
<v Speaker 5>Yeah. It actually gave me like a lot of clarity

1:42:42.800 --> 1:42:44.960
<v Speaker 5>as to what I wanted to do in life. I

1:42:45.120 --> 1:42:47.559
<v Speaker 5>decided to leave schools for a little bit because that's

1:42:47.560 --> 1:42:49.880
<v Speaker 5>always something I can go back to. Mm hm And

1:42:50.040 --> 1:42:52.439
<v Speaker 5>uh now I'm kind of just working so that way

1:42:52.479 --> 1:42:54.080
<v Speaker 5>I can, you know, do things that I feel and

1:42:54.160 --> 1:42:55.960
<v Speaker 5>more valuable to meet experienced life.

1:42:57.840 --> 1:42:59.800
<v Speaker 2>What what is it that you want to do that's

1:43:00.080 --> 1:43:01.120
<v Speaker 2>feels more valuable too?

1:43:04.080 --> 1:43:07.439
<v Speaker 5>Uh So while I was dead, you know, they were,

1:43:08.240 --> 1:43:10.160
<v Speaker 5>like I said, we were like communicating, and I kind

1:43:10.160 --> 1:43:12.439
<v Speaker 5>of just realized that like the things that I really

1:43:12.520 --> 1:43:15.600
<v Speaker 5>valued in life for like experiences with people, you know,

1:43:15.720 --> 1:43:20.120
<v Speaker 5>like making good friends and you know, just experiencing things

1:43:20.160 --> 1:43:23.000
<v Speaker 5>with them and going to like new places and this

1:43:23.680 --> 1:43:25.679
<v Speaker 5>that's hard, like a feeling like community.

1:43:26.880 --> 1:43:32.160
<v Speaker 2>I resonate with that a lot. Dang, Okay, death come through.

1:43:35.000 --> 1:43:36.280
<v Speaker 2>What's the what's the all right?

1:43:36.360 --> 1:43:37.040
<v Speaker 6>So you you.

1:43:38.680 --> 1:43:40.559
<v Speaker 2>You quit school.

1:43:41.439 --> 1:43:45.400
<v Speaker 1>You decided that experiences with people you enjoy are the

1:43:45.479 --> 1:43:46.559
<v Speaker 1>most important things.

1:43:46.800 --> 1:43:47.680
<v Speaker 2>Like you're about to turn up.

1:43:47.800 --> 1:43:50.360
<v Speaker 1>Sounds like you're about to turn up. What's what's just

1:43:50.439 --> 1:43:54.120
<v Speaker 1>before we go? What's the next experience for you? What's

1:43:54.240 --> 1:43:58.000
<v Speaker 1>next with the next like capitalization on on this new knowledge?

1:44:00.880 --> 1:44:04.080
<v Speaker 5>Uh, I'm actually working now so that way I can

1:44:04.520 --> 1:44:07.799
<v Speaker 5>take a trip to I'm planning on going to Norway

1:44:08.240 --> 1:44:08.920
<v Speaker 5>in the next month.

1:44:10.400 --> 1:44:13.519
<v Speaker 2>Norway. Dah wait you do Norway?

1:44:16.439 --> 1:44:16.559
<v Speaker 6>Uh?

1:44:17.120 --> 1:44:20.519
<v Speaker 5>I'm not sure yet. I'm playing on backpacking with my girlfriend.

1:44:21.360 --> 1:44:24.560
<v Speaker 2>Damn. Okay, So you're about to live life since you

1:44:24.640 --> 1:44:27.840
<v Speaker 2>didn't die, all right? Awesome, dude, I love this. I

1:44:27.920 --> 1:44:30.280
<v Speaker 2>love this plan for you. Well, thanks for sharing your experience.

1:44:30.400 --> 1:44:31.000
<v Speaker 2>That's fire.

1:44:31.320 --> 1:44:33.960
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, dude, dang, I want to die. I kind of

1:44:34.000 --> 1:44:36.439
<v Speaker 1>want to die now too. This is great, yo, Jay,

1:44:36.600 --> 1:44:38.840
<v Speaker 1>have a great fucking time in Norway. Man, for real,

1:44:41.040 --> 1:44:43.120
<v Speaker 1>all right, you too, Hey, have a good night man.

1:44:43.520 --> 1:44:43.920
<v Speaker 19>You too.

1:44:44.160 --> 1:44:46.880
<v Speaker 2>We're not going to Norway, dude, Yeah, it's kind of

1:44:46.880 --> 1:44:50.320
<v Speaker 2>he he he said you too.

1:44:50.400 --> 1:44:50.800
<v Speaker 5>At the end.

1:44:51.840 --> 1:44:56.120
<v Speaker 2>He was trying to be a dick. He was rubbing. Now,

1:44:56.240 --> 1:44:58.439
<v Speaker 2>Jay's a good guy. The fuck with that, man. I'm like,

1:44:58.560 --> 1:45:00.640
<v Speaker 2>I won't kind of want to go eat Norway. Now,

1:45:00.800 --> 1:45:05.080
<v Speaker 2>how do you think you're gonna die? Uh heart attack? Oh? Shoot,

1:45:05.880 --> 1:45:09.000
<v Speaker 2>I I eat pretty terribly. I don't exercise. I gotta

1:45:09.000 --> 1:45:09.400
<v Speaker 2>do that more.

1:45:09.960 --> 1:45:12.680
<v Speaker 1>When we when we were downstairs and I did those

1:45:12.720 --> 1:45:14.880
<v Speaker 1>ten push ups, that was the most push When we

1:45:14.920 --> 1:45:19.360
<v Speaker 1>got into the Gecko suits, wed, Yeah, we both dropped

1:45:19.400 --> 1:45:21.639
<v Speaker 1>to the floor and we're like crawling around as lizards,

1:45:22.439 --> 1:45:24.439
<v Speaker 1>and I did some push us and that was probably

1:45:24.439 --> 1:45:25.800
<v Speaker 1>the most push us I've done the whole year.

1:45:26.479 --> 1:45:30.640
<v Speaker 2>Killed those. You ate those second? You ate those? They

1:45:30.720 --> 1:45:35.800
<v Speaker 2>look pretty easy, doable, Yeah, I straight up like, yeah,

1:45:35.800 --> 1:45:36.839
<v Speaker 2>I really surprised myself.

1:45:36.880 --> 1:45:39.080
<v Speaker 1>I really think it was something about putt because I

1:45:39.520 --> 1:45:41.280
<v Speaker 1>put something about putting on the Gecko suit.

1:45:42.080 --> 1:45:44.160
<v Speaker 2>I feel like power, Yeah, I get the echo powers.

1:45:44.160 --> 1:45:45.720
<v Speaker 1>So now whenever I'm gonna start have to like start

1:45:45.760 --> 1:45:48.360
<v Speaker 1>going to the gym with the gecko suit on and

1:45:48.439 --> 1:45:50.920
<v Speaker 1>see if it works get ripped.

1:45:51.360 --> 1:45:53.800
<v Speaker 2>Are you do you live a healthy lifestyle? Yeah? I'm

1:45:53.800 --> 1:45:55.639
<v Speaker 2>all about holdness and wellness for sure.

1:45:55.880 --> 1:45:57.760
<v Speaker 1>What do you have any advice for me on like

1:45:57.880 --> 1:46:01.760
<v Speaker 1>how I can live longer and ship? Yoga's tight? You

1:46:01.840 --> 1:46:03.280
<v Speaker 1>gotta find your equilibrium.

1:46:03.360 --> 1:46:05.599
<v Speaker 3>Once you find your center and your core, then that's

1:46:05.600 --> 1:46:08.080
<v Speaker 3>where you lift from when you're working out, and you

1:46:08.120 --> 1:46:10.599
<v Speaker 3>can evenly, you know, even out your muscles on both

1:46:10.680 --> 1:46:12.760
<v Speaker 3>sides because I know I used to do push ups

1:46:13.160 --> 1:46:15.080
<v Speaker 3>and like the muscles on the left side of my.

1:46:15.120 --> 1:46:17.240
<v Speaker 2>Body would be a little more pumped up than the right.

1:46:17.800 --> 1:46:19.479
<v Speaker 3>So I had to really just you know, find my

1:46:19.640 --> 1:46:22.160
<v Speaker 3>center and once I balance myself out, you know what

1:46:22.240 --> 1:46:24.920
<v Speaker 3>I mean, then I could just walk on solid ground

1:46:25.000 --> 1:46:28.120
<v Speaker 3>for real, stand up straight, breathe.

1:46:28.160 --> 1:46:30.640
<v Speaker 2>A lot of people don't breathe correctly. How do you

1:46:31.600 --> 1:46:35.320
<v Speaker 2>you can breathe wrong? How do you breathe? I didn't

1:46:35.320 --> 1:46:36.920
<v Speaker 2>know there was a wrong way to breathe. How do

1:46:36.960 --> 1:46:39.599
<v Speaker 2>you breathe correctly? Well? You in through the nose, out

1:46:39.600 --> 1:46:42.800
<v Speaker 2>through the mouth. Real, Wait, so are you telling me? Okay?

1:46:42.960 --> 1:46:45.640
<v Speaker 1>Every single breath you take, like when you're like right now.

1:46:46.160 --> 1:46:47.800
<v Speaker 1>Are you breathing through your nose out of your mouth?

1:46:47.840 --> 1:46:48.760
<v Speaker 5>Are you? Yeah?

1:46:49.439 --> 1:46:51.120
<v Speaker 1>Every breath you take your in through the nose out

1:46:51.160 --> 1:46:53.439
<v Speaker 1>of the mouth, like automatically. I mean for the most part. Yeah,

1:46:53.520 --> 1:46:54.800
<v Speaker 1>let's like my nose is stopped up.

1:46:55.080 --> 1:46:57.640
<v Speaker 3>But yeah, you want to take long, deep breaths in

1:46:57.800 --> 1:47:00.639
<v Speaker 3>through the nose and then the nice exhale through the mouth.

1:47:01.320 --> 1:47:04.519
<v Speaker 2>And that's how I state in my zen state? Are

1:47:04.560 --> 1:47:06.840
<v Speaker 2>you in your zen state right now? I'm so zen?

1:47:07.400 --> 1:47:12.080
<v Speaker 2>He sees force. Yeah, it's very chill. Still I still

1:47:12.280 --> 1:47:37.080
<v Speaker 2>you want to do a couple? Yeah? You ready? You

1:47:37.160 --> 1:47:37.479
<v Speaker 2>feel that?

1:47:37.680 --> 1:47:37.880
<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

1:47:37.920 --> 1:47:40.800
<v Speaker 2>That was that was like sually nice told you. What

1:47:40.880 --> 1:47:42.880
<v Speaker 2>do you eat? Chicky?

1:47:44.880 --> 1:47:47.719
<v Speaker 1>Is that it for the most part? Yeah, just checking

1:47:47.720 --> 1:47:51.439
<v Speaker 1>your vegetables? U Yeah, you vegetables too. Do you ever

1:47:51.560 --> 1:47:53.200
<v Speaker 1>do you eat any unhealthy ship? Do you ever do

1:47:53.280 --> 1:47:54.800
<v Speaker 1>the fast food the candy or whatever?

1:47:55.000 --> 1:47:57.400
<v Speaker 2>Or you you still eat McDonald's and hot cheetos. Yep,

1:47:58.439 --> 1:47:59.080
<v Speaker 2>hot cheetos.

1:47:59.280 --> 1:48:01.680
<v Speaker 3>I love hot cheat those. Oh my god, they have

1:48:01.920 --> 1:48:12.280
<v Speaker 3>cold cheetos. Now, what what are cold? I've seen it

1:48:12.360 --> 1:48:12.719
<v Speaker 3>on Twitter.

1:48:12.800 --> 1:48:15.519
<v Speaker 2>It's like flaming hots and then they got freezing cold cheetos.

1:48:15.520 --> 1:48:18.360
<v Speaker 2>They're like blue. Oh. But they're like blue hot. I

1:48:18.439 --> 1:48:20.400
<v Speaker 2>don't know. I haven't tried them. I want to try those,

1:48:21.680 --> 1:48:25.040
<v Speaker 2>all right, I gotta try cold cold cheetah. I want

1:48:25.080 --> 1:48:31.920
<v Speaker 2>some co cheetos mm hmm. You want to do?

1:48:32.160 --> 1:48:32.280
<v Speaker 16>Uh?

1:48:33.880 --> 1:48:36.000
<v Speaker 2>You want to do a couple more? How are you feeling?

1:48:36.760 --> 1:48:37.200
<v Speaker 2>I'm down?

1:48:37.280 --> 1:48:37.559
<v Speaker 5>How many?

1:48:37.760 --> 1:48:40.280
<v Speaker 2>It's more? People call it? But yeah, dude, this this

1:48:41.200 --> 1:48:45.120
<v Speaker 2>the the phone never stops ringing. Yeah, let's take a caller.

1:48:46.560 --> 1:48:49.320
<v Speaker 2>Let's talk to Ray. I'm struggling with my sobriety too,

1:48:49.360 --> 1:48:54.640
<v Speaker 2>I mean all around, Bro, Ray, Hello, what's going on?

1:48:54.840 --> 1:48:55.000
<v Speaker 5>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Ray?

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<v Speaker 1>With us?

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<v Speaker 9>This is right?

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<v Speaker 16>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Ray, it's uh, it's Lyle and Buddy.

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<v Speaker 6>Hey, Ray, Hey, what's going on?

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<v Speaker 1>Ray says here that you're in a sober living home

1:49:17.520 --> 1:49:19.840
<v Speaker 1>and you called in to chat with us about that.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, it's kind of a weird experience and it's hard

1:49:26.680 --> 1:49:29.759
<v Speaker 9>to like date people sober and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Are you sober now? Yeah? I am.

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<v Speaker 9>I'm about to get my four months.

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<v Speaker 2>Which how you used to give faded?

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<v Speaker 9>I would drink and do other stuff too, but yeah,

1:49:47.680 --> 1:49:48.680
<v Speaker 9>drinking was the main one.

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<v Speaker 2>You ain't messed with that Fatanoh now did you?

1:49:53.320 --> 1:49:53.360
<v Speaker 3>No?

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<v Speaker 9>No, I never did anything relapsed on that here not

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<v Speaker 9>too long ago.

1:49:58.600 --> 1:50:01.920
<v Speaker 2>I knew it. They still doing that, Betty Wop? Is

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<v Speaker 2>that where? That is that where? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 16>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Well, congratulations on four months. That's type.

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<v Speaker 3>What's your problem? I'm sorry, what's going on with you?

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<v Speaker 3>Congratulations on four months?

1:50:23.960 --> 1:50:24.640
<v Speaker 2>But what's going on?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh?

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<v Speaker 6>Thank you?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, it's just hard to like date people in a

1:50:31.400 --> 1:50:33.600
<v Speaker 9>sober living house, like you have a curfew and I

1:50:33.680 --> 1:50:36.679
<v Speaker 9>can't like bring people home and stuff, and it's hard

1:50:36.760 --> 1:50:39.320
<v Speaker 9>to like, like when I tell some people, like I'm

1:50:39.320 --> 1:50:41.960
<v Speaker 9>on Tinder right now, when I tell people, uh, they

1:50:42.080 --> 1:50:43.600
<v Speaker 9>act like weird about it and they always want to

1:50:43.600 --> 1:50:44.639
<v Speaker 9>beat at like bars and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>Can I ask how how does this work? Exactly?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you saying that, like the sober living house? Was

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<v Speaker 1>this something that was like court ordered, doctor ordered? Is

1:50:59.600 --> 1:51:01.599
<v Speaker 1>it something you're just like in of your own volition?

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<v Speaker 1>What's how did you wind up here?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh?

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<v Speaker 9>This was something I did on my own. Some people

1:51:08.800 --> 1:51:10.680
<v Speaker 9>can be cool ordered, but yeah, I just decided to

1:51:10.680 --> 1:51:11.320
<v Speaker 9>come here on my own.

1:51:11.960 --> 1:51:14.760
<v Speaker 2>Okay, that's hard. Yeah? And how long how long are

1:51:14.800 --> 1:51:15.840
<v Speaker 2>you planning to stay there for?

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<v Speaker 9>The plan was for a year, but I don't know.

1:51:21.200 --> 1:51:22.400
<v Speaker 9>It's wishy washy still.

1:51:22.520 --> 1:51:23.879
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, what's curfew?

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<v Speaker 9>It is ten pm on the weekdays and been not

1:51:30.600 --> 1:51:31.160
<v Speaker 9>on the weekends.

1:51:31.320 --> 1:51:33.920
<v Speaker 2>That's bogus, But that is when niggas start drinking.

1:51:36.479 --> 1:51:38.639
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, that's what everyone wants to hang out.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, So you're out there in the dating scene and

1:51:42.520 --> 1:51:45.320
<v Speaker 2>you're on the apps. What what are we looking for?

1:51:45.760 --> 1:51:48.280
<v Speaker 2>Are we looking to hook up? Are we looking for

1:51:49.439 --> 1:51:51.960
<v Speaker 2>are we looking for a boo? Or are we looking

1:51:52.840 --> 1:51:54.080
<v Speaker 2>for connection? What are we looking for?

1:51:54.360 --> 1:51:57.360
<v Speaker 9>I'm just looking I'm just looking for like a friends

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<v Speaker 9>with benefits type of thing.

1:51:59.160 --> 1:52:05.080
<v Speaker 2>Okay, Okay, well you got to make sure it's beneficial now. Yeah,

1:52:07.400 --> 1:52:08.640
<v Speaker 2>here's the thing I feel like.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, men on dating apps are very I feel like

1:52:14.439 --> 1:52:16.519
<v Speaker 1>I feel like they don't I feel like they wouldn't care.

1:52:16.600 --> 1:52:18.439
<v Speaker 1>They're like, I'll meet you at a sober living house,

1:52:18.479 --> 1:52:20.720
<v Speaker 1>I'll meet you at the bottom of a well, I'll

1:52:20.760 --> 1:52:22.680
<v Speaker 1>meet you at the top of the mountain, whatever it is.

1:52:22.960 --> 1:52:25.920
<v Speaker 2>But are you clear with them that like you're just

1:52:26.040 --> 1:52:29.400
<v Speaker 2>looking to hook up? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, absolutely, I'm not trying to, like, you know, lead

1:52:32.880 --> 1:52:35.479
<v Speaker 9>anyone astray. I'm working like a twelve step program and

1:52:35.479 --> 1:52:37.560
<v Speaker 9>stuff too, So I'm trying to live honestly.

1:52:37.640 --> 1:52:44.599
<v Speaker 1>Respect respects respect, respect, that's righteous. So what what tell

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<v Speaker 1>me tell me more about the problem that you're having

1:52:46.760 --> 1:52:49.560
<v Speaker 1>with like people are weird about it. What's what's the

1:52:49.640 --> 1:52:52.559
<v Speaker 1>deal with that? At what point can you see them

1:52:52.800 --> 1:52:57.200
<v Speaker 1>be like, uh, you know, oh I don't want to

1:52:57.240 --> 1:52:59.200
<v Speaker 1>come to the Sober Living House or.

1:53:01.040 --> 1:53:03.080
<v Speaker 9>Oh oh well they can't come here. I'm not allowed

1:53:03.080 --> 1:53:07.760
<v Speaker 9>to have people over here, that's one thing. And then

1:53:07.880 --> 1:53:10.200
<v Speaker 9>when I tell them that, like I don't want to

1:53:10.200 --> 1:53:12.120
<v Speaker 9>be at the bar and stuff, sometimes they're like, oh,

1:53:12.320 --> 1:53:17.040
<v Speaker 9>well that's where people go to like meet and then

1:53:17.080 --> 1:53:17.479
<v Speaker 9>hook up.

1:53:17.760 --> 1:53:18.840
<v Speaker 2>There's an other places.

1:53:18.840 --> 1:53:20.439
<v Speaker 9>Like a coffee shop and then hook up after that.

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<v Speaker 1>But I don't understand why do you need Like if

1:53:23.800 --> 1:53:26.920
<v Speaker 1>you're on the dating app and you just want to

1:53:27.040 --> 1:53:30.120
<v Speaker 1>get laid, why why are we going to the bar?

1:53:31.040 --> 1:53:32.040
<v Speaker 2>Just have daytime six?

1:53:34.600 --> 1:53:36.080
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, that's why keep killing people. I don't know.

1:53:40.760 --> 1:53:45.040
<v Speaker 2>M yeah, because I feel like guys go out to

1:53:45.240 --> 1:53:48.479
<v Speaker 2>the bar to try to find a girl to go

1:53:48.600 --> 1:53:51.439
<v Speaker 2>home with, and when you are come out onto the

1:53:51.479 --> 1:53:53.840
<v Speaker 2>scene and you're like, hey, we can just we can

1:53:53.960 --> 1:53:55.960
<v Speaker 2>just skip right to it. We don't even have to

1:53:56.000 --> 1:53:58.080
<v Speaker 2>go to the bar. I assume people would be like,

1:53:58.320 --> 1:54:00.600
<v Speaker 2>that's awesome, let's do it. I have a quick Do

1:54:00.760 --> 1:54:04.200
<v Speaker 2>you consider sex another one of your vices? That's also good?

1:54:04.240 --> 1:54:04.840
<v Speaker 2>I was wondering that.

1:54:07.840 --> 1:54:09.240
<v Speaker 9>No, I don't think so. I think I have a

1:54:09.400 --> 1:54:10.719
<v Speaker 9>healthy attitude towards sex.

1:54:11.160 --> 1:54:13.160
<v Speaker 2>Okay, cool, cool, just making sure to make sure to

1:54:13.360 --> 1:54:13.760
<v Speaker 2>make sure.

1:54:15.760 --> 1:54:17.640
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, but I also don't want to replace it. And

1:54:17.680 --> 1:54:20.400
<v Speaker 9>that's another thing. I'm trying to work the jug an

1:54:20.400 --> 1:54:21.320
<v Speaker 9>alcohol with sex.

1:54:21.920 --> 1:54:24.320
<v Speaker 2>So let me ask you something.

1:54:25.000 --> 1:54:27.400
<v Speaker 1>So at the Sober Living House, I assume are there,

1:54:27.600 --> 1:54:32.440
<v Speaker 1>like or just in your sort of path towards sobriety.

1:54:32.680 --> 1:54:36.960
<v Speaker 1>Have you met with like counselors and specialists and people

1:54:37.160 --> 1:54:37.360
<v Speaker 1>like that.

1:54:39.840 --> 1:54:40.080
<v Speaker 19>Yeah?

1:54:40.200 --> 1:54:44.280
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, I have like an actual therapist, and like I

1:54:44.360 --> 1:54:45.320
<v Speaker 9>work with a sponsor.

1:54:45.560 --> 1:54:48.440
<v Speaker 2>So what do they have to say about this this issue?

1:54:51.560 --> 1:54:55.040
<v Speaker 9>My sponsor says that you should stay like abstinate in

1:54:55.120 --> 1:54:58.200
<v Speaker 9>your first year of sobriety, and my therapist says that

1:54:58.280 --> 1:55:01.400
<v Speaker 9>I should just you know, get my rocks off.

1:55:01.720 --> 1:55:07.120
<v Speaker 2>So I can see how you're conflicted. What's your heart

1:55:07.200 --> 1:55:07.560
<v Speaker 2>telling you?

1:55:07.920 --> 1:55:12.600
<v Speaker 9>Yeah? Yeah, I mean I don't see your problem with it. Like,

1:55:13.000 --> 1:55:16.760
<v Speaker 9>I have safe sex and I enjoy it, and I

1:55:16.800 --> 1:55:18.360
<v Speaker 9>don't know, I need some kind of ice.

1:55:18.400 --> 1:55:23.440
<v Speaker 2>I guess see, I know it because it's my tool.

1:55:23.560 --> 1:55:25.720
<v Speaker 2>I ain't go by. I quit smoking and drinking for

1:55:25.760 --> 1:55:27.600
<v Speaker 2>a little while, and I was having a lot of

1:55:27.680 --> 1:55:29.840
<v Speaker 2>sex that week. It lasted about a week.

1:55:31.120 --> 1:55:33.720
<v Speaker 1>Everyone needs something, so I'm going to take the edge

1:55:33.760 --> 1:55:40.360
<v Speaker 1>of I'm interesting, So the interesting. So the sponsor says,

1:55:40.440 --> 1:55:42.880
<v Speaker 1>wait a year. The therapist says, go get laid.

1:55:45.280 --> 1:55:46.000
<v Speaker 9>Yeah, have fun.

1:55:46.240 --> 1:55:50.640
<v Speaker 3>So I don't know, I say, I say, uh, focused

1:55:50.680 --> 1:55:54.920
<v Speaker 3>on sobriety and you know, keep you know what I'm saying.

1:55:55.240 --> 1:55:58.400
<v Speaker 3>Hitting people love seeing what's out there, meeting up with guys.

1:55:58.520 --> 1:56:01.760
<v Speaker 3>But let the sex happen. But naturally, just don't chase

1:56:01.840 --> 1:56:04.280
<v Speaker 3>after the sex. You know, some some dick could get

1:56:04.320 --> 1:56:08.200
<v Speaker 3>to you within due time. You got to manifest the dick.

1:56:10.760 --> 1:56:14.040
<v Speaker 9>Okay, yeah, that's good advice, thank you.

1:56:14.440 --> 1:56:16.320
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, don't think too hard on the dick. Just you

1:56:16.400 --> 1:56:18.080
<v Speaker 2>know what I mean, except the dick when it when

1:56:18.120 --> 1:56:23.560
<v Speaker 2>it when it comes. Yeah. Yeah, Hey, thank you for

1:56:23.640 --> 1:56:24.680
<v Speaker 2>calling ray and good luck to you.

1:56:26.880 --> 1:56:27.160
<v Speaker 19>Thank you.

1:56:27.560 --> 1:56:31.440
<v Speaker 2>Bye. She gonna get some dick, I believe that. Yeah, no,

1:56:31.640 --> 1:56:36.920
<v Speaker 2>she that's an interesting and interesting predicament because therapist that, yeah,

1:56:36.920 --> 1:56:38.880
<v Speaker 2>I feel like she Yeah, well it was I'm interested.

1:56:39.000 --> 1:56:39.200
<v Speaker 5>I know.

1:56:39.280 --> 1:56:41.000
<v Speaker 1>I know because because you know, you brought up a

1:56:41.080 --> 1:56:44.600
<v Speaker 1>legitimate thing where you were like, is that just replacing

1:56:44.760 --> 1:56:47.240
<v Speaker 1>one vice with with another?

1:56:47.680 --> 1:56:49.880
<v Speaker 3>She trying to take the edge off and get her

1:56:50.240 --> 1:56:55.480
<v Speaker 3>socks rocked off, knocking some boots, her booty smacked.

1:56:55.640 --> 1:56:57.360
<v Speaker 2>But yeah, if the therapist is like, go.

1:56:57.800 --> 1:57:02.680
<v Speaker 1>Crazy, do your thing, then you know, sex you bo

1:57:03.360 --> 1:57:06.600
<v Speaker 1>healing is something that's good for me.

1:57:07.680 --> 1:57:09.400
<v Speaker 2>I don't know the lyrics that one, but I've heard

1:57:09.440 --> 1:57:13.560
<v Speaker 2>the song titled before he Baby, It's good for us

1:57:14.640 --> 1:57:19.200
<v Speaker 2>makes smith feel so far I wish I could sing.

1:57:19.280 --> 1:57:24.960
<v Speaker 2>It makes me ease myma. Sex you will healing is

1:57:25.120 --> 1:57:33.040
<v Speaker 2>something that's good for me. Oh that isn't it. I try,

1:57:33.040 --> 1:57:35.280
<v Speaker 2>I try to contribute. You good, You're good, You're good.

1:57:36.560 --> 1:57:41.480
<v Speaker 2>How often do you have sex? She I'd rather than

1:57:41.480 --> 1:57:51.640
<v Speaker 2>not say. Oh, let's talk to Zack Zack.

1:57:55.320 --> 1:57:57.760
<v Speaker 5>Hi is this, mister? Get this?

1:57:58.120 --> 1:58:00.320
<v Speaker 2>This is two gackos go.

1:58:01.920 --> 1:58:04.040
<v Speaker 5>Two geckos on a stream.

1:58:04.680 --> 1:58:11.560
<v Speaker 2>Two gigs at two geckos on a stream. Yo, let's go.

1:58:12.080 --> 1:58:13.840
<v Speaker 5>We got my boy lyld buddy.

1:58:14.280 --> 1:58:16.160
<v Speaker 19>Sorry, I'll tell you guys the real name. I'll keep

1:58:16.160 --> 1:58:16.480
<v Speaker 19>it cool.

1:58:20.560 --> 1:58:27.000
<v Speaker 1>Uh Zack from Idaho, fun place that Idaho. You want

1:58:27.040 --> 1:58:31.000
<v Speaker 1>to pursue a career in music against your parents' wishes.

1:58:31.040 --> 1:58:33.360
<v Speaker 1>They want you to apply for community college.

1:58:34.560 --> 1:58:37.880
<v Speaker 2>Are you tight though? Like, are you good? It's a

1:58:37.920 --> 1:58:38.400
<v Speaker 2>good question.

1:58:39.560 --> 1:58:40.160
<v Speaker 19>Am I good?

1:58:41.520 --> 1:58:41.880
<v Speaker 6>I don't know.

1:58:42.160 --> 1:58:48.000
<v Speaker 19>So I've been practicing for me. Really, it's like making

1:58:48.080 --> 1:58:49.800
<v Speaker 19>instrumentals within the past three months.

1:58:50.120 --> 1:58:52.320
<v Speaker 2>Oh so you're on the production side of things, So

1:58:52.480 --> 1:58:56.760
<v Speaker 2>like an instrumentalist, are you trying to?

1:58:56.840 --> 1:58:56.880
<v Speaker 4>Like?

1:59:00.680 --> 1:59:02.680
<v Speaker 19>Yeah, like I got my I got my boy Nick.

1:59:02.720 --> 1:59:05.320
<v Speaker 19>He always comes over and we like work on beats.

1:59:05.360 --> 1:59:07.000
<v Speaker 19>Shout out Nick, he's my boy.

1:59:07.280 --> 1:59:09.160
<v Speaker 2>So you don't got no bars, You can't. You can't

1:59:09.280 --> 1:59:10.760
<v Speaker 2>spit a freestyle for us right now?

1:59:13.240 --> 1:59:13.440
<v Speaker 16>Nah?

1:59:14.920 --> 1:59:18.640
<v Speaker 2>Can you just try? Yeah? I want to hear a freestyle. Please,

1:59:19.600 --> 1:59:20.120
<v Speaker 2>let's get it.

1:59:21.080 --> 1:59:31.120
<v Speaker 19>You want to hear a freestyle. Got my boy buddy

1:59:31.160 --> 1:59:32.640
<v Speaker 19>in all on the cream.

1:59:40.480 --> 1:59:47.120
<v Speaker 2>Get it off? Get it ship ship? Oh? Hell yeah?

1:59:47.640 --> 1:59:49.120
<v Speaker 2>Your parents talking about.

1:59:49.000 --> 1:59:53.240
<v Speaker 19>Bro buddy buddy, you're gonna sign me now? Or am

1:59:53.280 --> 1:59:54.680
<v Speaker 19>I gonna be left out here in the dust.

1:59:55.360 --> 1:59:58.440
<v Speaker 3>I ain't say all that now. Fun with your parents

1:59:58.480 --> 2:00:04.160
<v Speaker 3>talking about you've got you have his blessing man go

2:00:04.280 --> 2:00:08.520
<v Speaker 3>out there and made some merses. Okay, okay, I say

2:00:08.520 --> 2:00:10.640
<v Speaker 3>your parents, why you apply for community college.

2:00:10.640 --> 2:00:13.080
<v Speaker 2>Well, here's my big question. Your parents want you to

2:00:13.080 --> 2:00:16.600
<v Speaker 2>apply for community college? You want to my Okay? My

2:00:16.720 --> 2:00:19.760
<v Speaker 2>thing with dreams is I don't know why everyone is

2:00:19.800 --> 2:00:22.720
<v Speaker 2>always like why is everyone always like it's all or nothing?

2:00:22.800 --> 2:00:24.480
<v Speaker 1>Man, I gotta quit my job to go out like.

2:00:25.320 --> 2:00:27.000
<v Speaker 1>It doesn't have to be all or nothing. Like there's

2:00:27.040 --> 2:00:29.720
<v Speaker 1>twenty four hours in a day, you gonna do both.

2:00:29.880 --> 2:00:31.840
<v Speaker 3>It sound like you don't want to go to school

2:00:31.920 --> 2:00:34.760
<v Speaker 3>and you do want to make music. I say, do

2:00:34.920 --> 2:00:37.200
<v Speaker 3>what you want, don't do what you don't want to do.

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<v Speaker 19>So so here here's the deal. I kind of when

2:00:42.040 --> 2:00:44.480
<v Speaker 19>I was talking to the screeners, I kind of, you know,

2:00:44.640 --> 2:00:46.160
<v Speaker 19>I didn't. I didn't mean to, but I kind of

2:00:46.200 --> 2:00:49.000
<v Speaker 19>didn't give my parents enough credit. My parents are very

2:00:49.080 --> 2:00:49.800
<v Speaker 19>supportive people.

2:00:50.000 --> 2:00:50.760
<v Speaker 2>I love my mom.

2:00:51.280 --> 2:00:54.280
<v Speaker 19>She's the world to me. It's not necessarily that she

2:00:54.480 --> 2:00:57.240
<v Speaker 19>just wants me to go to college like community college.

2:00:57.280 --> 2:00:59.080
<v Speaker 5>She just wants me to have a plan with my life.

2:00:59.600 --> 2:01:02.600
<v Speaker 19>And right now she she's trying to formulate this plan

2:01:02.720 --> 2:01:05.280
<v Speaker 19>for me. But she said, I think she would support

2:01:05.320 --> 2:01:06.840
<v Speaker 19>me better if I had a better plan with it.

2:01:06.960 --> 2:01:14.320
<v Speaker 2>And who life is? Who life is it? Whose life?

2:01:14.440 --> 2:01:14.600
<v Speaker 2>Is it?

2:01:14.680 --> 2:01:15.040
<v Speaker 10>What's up?

2:01:16.840 --> 2:01:18.200
<v Speaker 2>He's asking my life? Bro?

2:01:18.760 --> 2:01:19.040
<v Speaker 5>Fuck?

2:01:19.640 --> 2:01:21.520
<v Speaker 2>Okay, cool, what you gonna do?

2:01:24.280 --> 2:01:27.040
<v Speaker 5>I don't know. See the thing is, I think I'm

2:01:27.040 --> 2:01:27.720
<v Speaker 5>want to pursue it.

2:01:27.800 --> 2:01:29.920
<v Speaker 19>But I also think I might go into design because

2:01:29.960 --> 2:01:32.320
<v Speaker 19>if I'm going to school for something I like and

2:01:32.480 --> 2:01:32.880
<v Speaker 19>working on.

2:01:33.000 --> 2:01:33.720
<v Speaker 5>Music that I like.

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<v Speaker 2>Wait, let me ask I don't know.

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<v Speaker 19>I feel like I could be happy.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, let me ask you one thing. Let me ask

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<v Speaker 2>you one thing. It's important thing. Are you going? Uh huh?

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<v Speaker 2>Community college is free?

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<v Speaker 8>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>It's not? Hell?

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<v Speaker 8>No?

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<v Speaker 2>No, what's the Are you gonna go into debt?

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<v Speaker 19>So I actually work at the community college. It's actually

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<v Speaker 19>haunted by the way.

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<v Speaker 1>That's we'll get into the haunted thing. But okay, you

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<v Speaker 1>work at community so is it okay? Is it free

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<v Speaker 1>for you to get college?

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<v Speaker 2>That's what I want to because I get like, I

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<v Speaker 2>understand whatever to say through whateverever. But if if you're

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<v Speaker 2>going into debt, that's a whole this is that's a

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<v Speaker 2>whole other variable right here. Are you going to go

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<v Speaker 2>into debt?

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<v Speaker 7>No?

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<v Speaker 19>Because I if I went full time, I'm only working

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<v Speaker 19>part time right now. I could get I could get

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<v Speaker 19>my two my associates degree in two years in design

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<v Speaker 19>and it'd be five dollars a credit as opposed to

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<v Speaker 19>like fifty one hundred dollars a credit.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, let me let me, let me let me say

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<v Speaker 1>I agree with I agree with you, budd. I think

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<v Speaker 1>it's your life. I think you should do what you

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<v Speaker 1>want to do.

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<v Speaker 2>But I mean, okay, it sounds like you want, like, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>you want to go study design. Is that true? Or

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<v Speaker 2>is it like I mean, you're not fucking going to

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<v Speaker 2>the college. Sound like he's trying to make his mama happy.

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<v Speaker 2>He's trying to make his mama. No, here's I think

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<v Speaker 2>what's going on, buddy.

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<v Speaker 19>Here's the thing. I think you're right. I think you're

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<v Speaker 19>partially right. But here's the thing. If I was going

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<v Speaker 19>to stick around and go to school.

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<v Speaker 5>I would want to do design.

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<v Speaker 19>I do want to do design. The only problem is

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<v Speaker 19>my mom wants me to stay in town because it's

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<v Speaker 19>something I can afford more. But I've been living here

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<v Speaker 19>my whole life. Dude, I'm trying to go out and.

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<v Speaker 5>See some shit.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you sound like a mama's boy, dude, Dude,

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<v Speaker 2>what can I say?

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<v Speaker 19>I love my mom and I'm not the thing is

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<v Speaker 19>though I'm not going to do it for her if

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<v Speaker 19>I am sticking in town, I'm doing it so I

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<v Speaker 19>can get that to your design.

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<v Speaker 2>That's all I'm trying. That's where I'm trying to get at,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what i mean. You can't be out here

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<v Speaker 2>living your life for ya mama. We know she loved you,

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<v Speaker 2>we know you love her, but self love. We've been

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<v Speaker 2>talking about this the whole time. This is all this

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<v Speaker 2>is therapy is about. You gotta just you know, care

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<v Speaker 2>and love on yourself, give yourself a little more attention

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<v Speaker 2>from you direct, you know what I mean, Like it

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<v Speaker 2>with your damn self, for your damn self, and you know,

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<v Speaker 2>actually make a plan for yourself so your mama don't

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<v Speaker 2>got to you know, put one together for you, you

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<v Speaker 2>know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 5>And even yeah, yeah, and you gotta make.

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<v Speaker 2>Some room at least when you're making plans. You gotta

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<v Speaker 2>make some room for things not to go as plan,

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<v Speaker 2>you know what I'm saying. But if you fail to plan, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you plan to fail. Very true.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, Yeah, I like that.

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<v Speaker 19>That's a good ass quote. That's a good ass quote.

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<v Speaker 2>Somebody else said that. I don't know. I'll be trying

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<v Speaker 2>to cite my sources. I forgot always said that, but so.

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<v Speaker 1>Zach, I bet there's something that I'm very curious about.

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<v Speaker 1>And forgive me if you already said it, but like,

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<v Speaker 1>just okay, this design degree. I can't tell from the

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<v Speaker 1>way you're talking if it's like something you actually want

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<v Speaker 1>to do, because it sounds like you do actually want

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<v Speaker 1>to go study design.

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<v Speaker 19>So the thing is, if I do go into school,

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<v Speaker 19>design is what I want to do. You know, I

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<v Speaker 19>don't know if I want to go to school, especially

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<v Speaker 19>sticking in town. So I am interested in design. I

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<v Speaker 19>like clothes, you know, I like design and shit. Like

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<v Speaker 19>the other day in my graphic design flave, I made

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<v Speaker 19>a cereal box made out of all little beat you know,

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<v Speaker 19>Base Gods. It was so fun to like make that

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<v Speaker 19>and have that product come out, and I was like,

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<v Speaker 19>I don't know, I could see myself doing this ship.

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<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow, that's tight. Thank you Base God. Yeah, shout out

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<v Speaker 2>to base.

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<v Speaker 19>God.

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<v Speaker 1>Well listen, Zach, Well, Okay, let's say you don't go

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<v Speaker 1>to community college. You go all in our music.

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<v Speaker 6>What do you know?

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<v Speaker 3>It sounds like he trying to move out of the

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<v Speaker 3>town to be further away from his mom. So you

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<v Speaker 3>have space for himself to figure out what you want

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<v Speaker 3>to do. Am I correct here?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, no no.

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<v Speaker 5>I love my mom.

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<v Speaker 19>I just I don't like the It's not even that

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<v Speaker 19>I don't like the town I live in.

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<v Speaker 5>I just want to go see some other ship, you know.

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<v Speaker 19>So I don't mind not.

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<v Speaker 2>Going where do Where do we want to go? Where

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<v Speaker 2>do we want to go?

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<v Speaker 5>Zach?

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<v Speaker 19>I don't even mind staying in the state. Right right now,

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<v Speaker 19>I'm thinking if I do go out of state, I

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<v Speaker 19>go to Lewis Clark State College. It's like it's like

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<v Speaker 19>a college up Inwistin. It's right on the line to Washington,

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<v Speaker 19>so you could even cross the bridge get some weeds.

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<v Speaker 5>You know.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, Washington got some good cush. Yeah, Idaho has has

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<v Speaker 1>real cush. No he no, I don't think so there's

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<v Speaker 1>no weed in Idaho, right.

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<v Speaker 19>And I one of one of my one of my friends,

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<v Speaker 19>he's he's actually like a like a dealer, and he

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<v Speaker 19>kind of a dumb ass to be honest, he's gonna

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<v Speaker 19>get himself in trouble. But he like he was selling

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<v Speaker 19>like like eighth to to like little fucking eighth graders

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<v Speaker 19>and freshmen.

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<v Speaker 2>And hey, stop dry Hey, stop dry snitch.

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<v Speaker 19>Hey, I'm not snitching.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't say hey. All right, all right, all right,

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<v Speaker 2>well all right, come on now, talk about your sail.

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<v Speaker 2>Talk about your sail. So you want to move huh?

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<v Speaker 2>But you want to make music?

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<v Speaker 19>Are you don't want to get comfortable on this time?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, so you're gonna make music then or what are

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<v Speaker 2>you gonna you trying to make some music?

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, I'm trying to make some music. And the thing is,

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<v Speaker 19>I I don't even want to, Like I feel like

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<v Speaker 19>when everybody talks about music, they're like, oh, I want

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<v Speaker 19>to be the next this or that. I just want

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<v Speaker 19>to like make my living off of music because when

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<v Speaker 19>I come home and I'm like working on stuff, it

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<v Speaker 19>makes me happy. And so I just want to do

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<v Speaker 19>that as my job.

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<v Speaker 5>Like I don't.

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<v Speaker 19>I mean, I care that it's authentic and it's me,

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<v Speaker 19>but like I don't. I don't want to be the

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<v Speaker 19>next big this or that or this or that. I

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<v Speaker 19>just want to do like something that can support me

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<v Speaker 19>and that I can do what I love.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, I got you, bro?

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<v Speaker 3>Look go on Netflix watch the new Kanye doc. And

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<v Speaker 3>didn't you know what I'm saying?

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<v Speaker 1>Well, So, Buddy, as a professional musician, do you have

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<v Speaker 1>any practical tips for Zach? I mean, you've you've done,

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<v Speaker 1>You've made music your profession. Do you have any practical

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<v Speaker 1>tips for Zach that might be able to help him

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<v Speaker 1>as he terressed to do the same.

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<v Speaker 3>I would just say, don't wait, you know what I mean,

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<v Speaker 3>forget about the circumstances. Do you know, if you gotta

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<v Speaker 3>beat in your head, make it. If you got some

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<v Speaker 3>raps or some sing songs you want to sing, sing it,

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<v Speaker 3>rap it, you know, do it now?

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<v Speaker 2>Don't wait?

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<v Speaker 3>You know rap You could do it while you're in school.

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<v Speaker 3>You could do it while you're out of school. Do

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<v Speaker 3>it at your mama house. Get your mama on your record.

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<v Speaker 2>You know what I mean, Get your mama on the record.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. You don't have to, like you know what, you.

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<v Speaker 3>Don't got to stop everything and to do music. You

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<v Speaker 3>could do music alongside everything else you got going on.

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<v Speaker 2>Exactly.

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<v Speaker 3>It actually adds to the creativity and the process of

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<v Speaker 3>the music making when you have other stuff in your

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<v Speaker 3>life going on that you can actually apply to the

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<v Speaker 3>sounds and the sonics.

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<v Speaker 19>You know what's crazy, though, Buddy, is I'm a super

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<v Speaker 19>senior by the way, So I'm doing senior year again,

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<v Speaker 19>but I'm doing real good. And we got we have

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<v Speaker 19>this thing called the Senior Project.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, did you just say you was hailed back? Did

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<v Speaker 2>you just say that you was hailed back?

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<v Speaker 19>Hey, I'm not getting shit on by my therapist, Gecko Man,

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<v Speaker 19>what the fuck?

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<v Speaker 6>No?

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<v Speaker 3>No, no, I'm just making sure that's what you said. No,

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<v Speaker 3>it's no judgment. I ain't never heard of it.

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<v Speaker 2>Frame what but it sounded like you was held back. Yeah, okay, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>and I wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with that.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm just clearing it up for all the other viewers

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<v Speaker 3>and listeners. That's my first time ever hearing.

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<v Speaker 19>So we have this thing called Senior Project. And the

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<v Speaker 19>Senior Project is like, you make what you want. So

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<v Speaker 19>I was like, fuck it, I'm just gonna make a song.

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<v Speaker 5>In a music video.

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<v Speaker 19>So I have like four different beats and I'm driving

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<v Speaker 19>for spring break next week to go see my brother

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<v Speaker 19>and we're going to record the song and the music video.

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<v Speaker 19>And so I've just been running with it and just

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<v Speaker 19>like having fun with it and not worrying about what

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<v Speaker 19>my teachers say or this or that. Like I'm just

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<v Speaker 19>fucking making it and it's so much fun, just like

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<v Speaker 19>not worrying about it and just making something.

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<v Speaker 2>You know. Yeah, man, do what makes you feel alive?

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<v Speaker 8>Man?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, it sounds thrilling, Zach. Anything else you want

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<v Speaker 2>to say before we get out of here?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 19>Did you want to talk about how the school is

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<v Speaker 19>haunted or what?

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<v Speaker 2>Let's take that for an the time.

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<v Speaker 19>All right, all right you guys, Hey listen. I appreciate

2:10:06.400 --> 2:10:10.920
<v Speaker 19>you guys. Also, Lyle, your screeners are very wonderful people.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, shout out to Tim and k Lizard.

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<v Speaker 19>Yeah, but one one piece of advice, You've got to

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<v Speaker 19>fix the hold music that.

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<v Speaker 2>I think he's gonna do good. I think he's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>do good too. He's got to ge ahead on his show.

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<v Speaker 2>He really does. He loves his mother. Yeah, he's gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be all right. Yeah, I feel like I mean, I

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<v Speaker 2>remember what I said when I was like, why does

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<v Speaker 2>everyone happen? You were kind of alluding to it too,

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<v Speaker 2>where it's like why do we need to why do

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<v Speaker 2>you need to drop everything to pursue the dream? You know,

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<v Speaker 2>you can pursue the dream alongside all the other ship

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<v Speaker 2>that you're doing. Yep, yep. The dream is always going

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<v Speaker 2>to be there. You just gotta live it, living the dream. Baby.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think, buddy, you want to do one last one,

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<v Speaker 2>last call one last caller? Hell yeah, get those, Let's

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<v Speaker 2>make us We'll make it a quick one. We'll get

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<v Speaker 2>out of here. Sarah. Hello, Sarah.

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<v Speaker 1>It says here, it says here that you want to

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<v Speaker 1>You're putting on a clown show, Sarah, Yes, a.

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<v Speaker 2>Clown show. Listen, Sarah, Sarah. I'm gonna be I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>be straight with you right now. I'm straight.

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<v Speaker 1>We're nearing the end of our of our gecko journey.

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<v Speaker 1>We want to make this a nice quick one. Can

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<v Speaker 1>you can you sort of bring us home with some

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<v Speaker 1>Can you clown for us real quick before we get

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<v Speaker 1>out of here?

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<v Speaker 2>Walk clown for you? Yes?

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<v Speaker 12>Yes, you said you're a clown makes a lot of

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<v Speaker 12>guttural noises and possibly disturbing your viewers.

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<v Speaker 8>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 11>Uh So the clown thing that I'm doing, it's it's

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<v Speaker 11>it's it's like based off of Pachinko Clown School, and

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<v Speaker 11>we're putting on a show.

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<v Speaker 2>Do who clown?

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<v Speaker 7>Who?

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<v Speaker 2>Who is the clown?

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<v Speaker 11>My clown's name is Orange Juice.

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<v Speaker 2>Orange Juice.

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<v Speaker 11>That's my clown name, Orange Juice. Like oranges. She is

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<v Speaker 11>an orange. She's a her world made of oranges, and

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<v Speaker 11>she's the only non orange in this world of.

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<v Speaker 2>Behind Orange Juice.

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<v Speaker 11>The clowns, Oh yeah, there's a lot of lore.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, Sarah, well, Sarah.

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<v Speaker 1>As I said, we're nearing towards the end, I just

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<v Speaker 1>want to know. And I picked this because I just

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<v Speaker 1>want to Can we get can we get any sort

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<v Speaker 1>of clowning from you?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you know any jokes to top us off with?

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<v Speaker 2>You said you know some clown noises? Okay, but you

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<v Speaker 2>said you have noises?

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<v Speaker 5>Right?

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<v Speaker 2>Can we at least get some noises? So you ain't

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<v Speaker 2>even funny You're she's gonna do noise.

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<v Speaker 11>Noise, it's just the noise that my clown makes. I

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<v Speaker 11>could try to get into it a little.

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<v Speaker 2>Please, come on, no Jay, excuse me, bless you, thank you,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you. Ain't that to sound to get go? Mate?

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<v Speaker 11>Very similar?

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<v Speaker 2>Are geckos and clowns from the same other family? Uh?

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<v Speaker 12>Yeah, I think they're distant cousins for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>You do balloon animals or.

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<v Speaker 11>So, no, I can pop it. I can pop balloon animals.

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<v Speaker 10>I think I would love doing.

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<v Speaker 2>That, well, everyone could pop a balloon. Is you a

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<v Speaker 2>happy clown or a scary clown?

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<v Speaker 12>Dough, Well, sometimes I'm very happy, but I'm definitely prone

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<v Speaker 12>to a lot of fear because the world is very scary,

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<v Speaker 12>especially when you're just a clown.

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<v Speaker 2>I think that those noises you make there there was

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<v Speaker 2>definitely fearful noises. They spoke to me. I jumped a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit.

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<v Speaker 11>Well, I feel kind of scared, Yeah, for sure.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Sarah, Sarah, Sarah, I want to thank you for

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<v Speaker 1>capping us off this evening with those clown noises. I'll

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<v Speaker 1>give you some gackle noises in return.

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<v Speaker 11>Okay, we should make noises together.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, my shoes. Oh okay, now.

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<v Speaker 18>No no, not the captains No no.

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<v Speaker 2>No, not the captiness. Yes, yes, yes, check the cupboard,

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<v Speaker 2>check the cupboard. Look at me, Look man in the eye,

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<v Speaker 2>Look man the eye.

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<v Speaker 12>When you're talking to me, right now, walk a welcome

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<v Speaker 12>look at you in the eye right now, out.

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<v Speaker 2>Of him, walk walker, Sorry, homey, don't play there, Hey, Sarah,

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<v Speaker 2>Sir Sarah, you know Tommy the clown.

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<v Speaker 9>No, I don't.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know him.

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<v Speaker 2>You don't know. You don't know Homie the clown. No,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know, God, damn. What about what's the clown

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<v Speaker 2>from the Simpsons. You don't know, Christ Crusty the clown,

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<v Speaker 2>Krusty the clown, you know Krusty?

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<v Speaker 11>Oh yeah, that's classic.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, sure, yeah, yeah, you know what about bye? What

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<v Speaker 2>about Ronald Ronald McDonald, sir?

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<v Speaker 12>Oh God, Ronald McDonald's that's like the clown of clowns, you.

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<v Speaker 1>Know, like he's the clown, he's your you know, there's

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<v Speaker 1>the comedians, comedians, the rappers, rapper, over one billion served,

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<v Speaker 1>he's the clown.

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<v Speaker 2>He's your favorite clown's favorite clown? Word cool? Hey, Sarah? Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>thank you very much for going peace out Orange Juice.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you so much, Buddy. I love being the get

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<v Speaker 2>go Yeah. Any any closing thoughts for for the people go?

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<v Speaker 2>But how how did get go sound? What was the

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<v Speaker 2>get go sound? I forgot but I'll make him a

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<v Speaker 2>new one. My name, my name, name, my name, Buddy.

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<v Speaker 1>It has been a great pleasure Geking with you this evening.

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<v Speaker 1>Thank you very much for joining us on the on

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<v Speaker 1>the show. Get You anything else? You want to plug

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<v Speaker 1>promo taller people, Where are you gonna be where they

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<v Speaker 1>can listen to your music or see you perform or

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<v Speaker 1>see your face or anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Like that, following me on social media.

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<v Speaker 1>At Buddy, At Buddy, how'd you score at Buddy? I

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<v Speaker 1>feel like that that was a tough one to get.

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<v Speaker 2>Just pay for it. I'm such a costs like two thousand,

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<v Speaker 2>that's not bad. Yeah, it was early. Hey, pleasure, get

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<v Speaker 2>you get it go, got a get go. Never goes

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<v Speaker 2>on the line taking your phone calls every night. I

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<v Speaker 2>was teaching you loud your life. Buddy's not really an expert.

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