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Speaker 1: So now, all right, My guest for today's episode is
Speaker 1: a rapper named Buddy. He's made music with the likes
Speaker 1: of Whiz Khalifa, Chancellor rapper Asap for Nipsy also but
Speaker 1: beside all that, he's a guy, and he dressed up
Speaker 1: as a gecko to talk to people on the phone
Speaker 1: with me, and I think it was pretty funny.
Speaker 2: I think this is a good episode.
Speaker 1: I'll say that with confidence. In fact, I'll say that
Speaker 1: with so much confidence that I'll stop rambling and let
Speaker 1: you listen for yourself.
Speaker 2: Let's get into it. How's it feel to be a gecko?
Speaker 2: I feel so lucky? Yeah? Yeah, Green's a lucky color.
Speaker 3: It's my favorite color. I'm so happy right now. Really, yeah,
Speaker 3: I'm ecstatic.
Speaker 2: Why is there a reasoning behind green being your favorite color?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 2: Could you peg that to anything? It's just a feeling
Speaker 2: green for the money, go for the honey. Okay, I
Speaker 2: like that. I like that. Yeah. Have you ever like
Speaker 2: dressed up as something before? Yeah? Definitely.
Speaker 3: I was the Green Power Ranger like a couple of
Speaker 3: halloweens ago. Okay, you really do like the color green?
Speaker 2: Oh?
Speaker 1: I love it when you dress up as things. Do
Speaker 1: you tend to get very into them?
Speaker 5: Oh? Yeah?
Speaker 3: Halloween is my favorite watch. How come this this year?
Speaker 2: Okay?
Speaker 1: Okay, got Halloween costume yet? Uh No, I'm probably gonna
Speaker 1: I'm probably gonna wear this. Is there a Halloween of
Speaker 1: like all the Halloweens you've had in your life? Is
Speaker 1: there a Halloween costume in particular that you're like, that
Speaker 1: was it? That was the best Halloween that I had.
Speaker 3: Probably the Green Power Ranger one. I do a party
Speaker 3: with the homies and it went up and the Green
Speaker 3: Power Ranger walking through my own party. Ooh, this hot
Speaker 3: girl I like was there.
Speaker 2: It was great. What was she dressed?
Speaker 4: Us?
Speaker 2: I forgot? She just looked good. That's cool. Are do
Speaker 2: you do you look? Do you do? You have a
Speaker 2: particular affinity for the Power Rangers.
Speaker 1: Uh?
Speaker 3: I watched that show growing up. I thought it was tight,
Speaker 3: a little fights and stuff. Okay, yeah, and then when
Speaker 3: they transform into the thing.
Speaker 2: What are what are they transforming to? It's called a
Speaker 2: mighty morphin Oh mighty, but they like they don't transform
Speaker 2: into anything like themselves. They have to they.
Speaker 3: Get into cars and then the cars connect into the
Speaker 3: big robot with the sword.
Speaker 6: Oh.
Speaker 2: I thought it was Transformers where they become.
Speaker 3: Cars that, yeah, that's it is Transformers too, but Power
Speaker 3: Rangers they got a little cars too.
Speaker 2: Well.
Speaker 3: I guess it was dinosaurs or something that came from space.
Speaker 2: Or something like that. Zord in there, buddy.
Speaker 1: This past week, have there been any persistent thoughts on
Speaker 1: your minds about anything?
Speaker 2: In particular.
Speaker 3: Well, I'm about to drop an album, so I've been
Speaker 3: thinking about that a lot, like last minute clearances and paperwork,
Speaker 3: Oh my god, the samples that can't get cleared. Yeah,
Speaker 3: need chain engine, last minute, all the last minute bullshit
Speaker 3: for real?
Speaker 2: You said whatever you want? You said cunt fuck? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Is there is there a word that you've always wanted
Speaker 1: to say that you you haven't gotten the chance to
Speaker 1: say yet.
Speaker 2: No, I'd say everything I ever wanted.
Speaker 1: Is there a like a word like do you have
Speaker 1: a rhyme cunt with anything in any of your I.
Speaker 2: Rarely used cut. I don't, I don't. I don't be
Speaker 2: saying cut is for any reason in particular. It just
Speaker 2: just doesn't speak to you as a word. I was like, pussy,
Speaker 2: Pussy's better.
Speaker 1: What's the best word that rhymes with pussy? Uh, I'm
Speaker 1: trying to think too.
Speaker 3: Cushy, cushy, put cushy, pushy, cushy pussy.
Speaker 1: This is a show where we be geckos and talk
Speaker 1: to people on the phone. We talked to people about
Speaker 1: the on the phone about all kinds of things.
Speaker 6: Uh.
Speaker 2: We talk about life, we talk about relationships, we talk
Speaker 2: about death, we talk about really anything. We're we're uh
Speaker 2: do you want to talk to people on the phone?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah, call it Armani.
Speaker 7: Hello, Hey, how are you our money?
Speaker 8: Gosh?
Speaker 7: Wait, am I really?
Speaker 2: I like your name? MARMIONI. That's tight.
Speaker 7: This is so crazy. Thank you, thank you, Buddy, I
Speaker 7: fuck with you. You look dope.
Speaker 6: I like your chain.
Speaker 2: Thank you. You sound like you look good.
Speaker 7: Yo, don't put me right now like.
Speaker 9: So crazy.
Speaker 7: First of all, Lyle, I just got to say I
Speaker 7: love your show. I listen to it at work all
Speaker 7: the time.
Speaker 2: Thank you.
Speaker 7: Link it with Buddy. I was like, hold up what
Speaker 7: and I called and the first call period.
Speaker 2: We're happy to have you, Armiane. Well Armani. It says
Speaker 2: here that you want to ask us about your feeling
Speaker 2: lost in life? Why why are you feeling lost? Harmonia?
Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm just I'm a creative person and right now
Speaker 7: I'm stuck in an office and all I think about
Speaker 7: is like how am I going to get out of
Speaker 7: this office and out of this town? So yeah, I
Speaker 7: don't know. I just you know, sometimes you just talk
Speaker 7: to people and like talk about life, and that's just
Speaker 7: where I'm ring in my life. So that's all I
Speaker 7: could really come up to talk about I don't really
Speaker 7: have anything exciting to.
Speaker 2: Tell or you know, but what town is, It's like.
Speaker 8: It's like an hour outside of Ala.
Speaker 3: Oh see, I know what you mean. I know what
Speaker 3: you're going through. Yeah mm hmmm, I feel you grow.
Speaker 7: I fired out here, but like I know, there's opportunity everywhere,
Speaker 7: you know. Like, so I just got to get it.
Speaker 7: I just got to get to it.
Speaker 2: Yeah what you said, you work out of an office?
Speaker 2: Right now? What do you do at this office?
Speaker 7: I open loans for mortgages on purchases and refinances.
Speaker 1: Okay, so you're you're doing stuff with money. You know
Speaker 1: how to do money mortgagee refinancy things.
Speaker 2: Did you ever work an office.
Speaker 4: Job, buddy?
Speaker 7: It's pretty solid, you know.
Speaker 3: I ain't never worked the office job. What's the best
Speaker 3: part about it?
Speaker 2: Though? Good?
Speaker 7: It's really not all that bad. Like they give us
Speaker 7: lunch all the time. I can pretty much do what
Speaker 7: I want to do, as honest, I'm doing my word.
Speaker 10: But it's just boring.
Speaker 7: It's the same thing every day. I do the same
Speaker 7: job every day, and I'm just not the type of
Speaker 7: person anything.
Speaker 10: To twitch up, you know.
Speaker 3: I feel like you should think of a creative way
Speaker 3: to make your job that ain't even all that bad
Speaker 3: because it's people job that's out here.
Speaker 2: You can find a creative way to.
Speaker 3: Just make it a little more fun and hyped up
Speaker 3: as you also, you know, stay clear on the path
Speaker 3: to you know what I mean, your ideal purpose in life.
Speaker 7: Exactly. Yeah, you know, like outside of words, I could
Speaker 7: be more creative during work. I find little things to
Speaker 7: do during the day, like if I need to edit
Speaker 7: something or work on something, you know, in my downtime
Speaker 7: I do that or just like you know, focus on
Speaker 7: things that are going to bring more positivity to my life.
Speaker 7: But I know, like just that I'm on this temporary
Speaker 7: stage of like the bigger picture.
Speaker 2: Now are money? Are you then?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Are you good then? Period?
Speaker 7: And you know what, Bud, your music has told me
Speaker 7: so much like with the last couple of years I
Speaker 7: listened to like find Me and like all your songs.
Speaker 11: Very lit, like you have some really good times that.
Speaker 6: Like actually have gotten your ship.
Speaker 7: I just wanted to.
Speaker 2: Say that for sure, Well you said you was lost.
Speaker 3: I wrote a song about that, so I got you girl,
Speaker 3: don't even trip.
Speaker 2: That song is.
Speaker 7: Really like what do you mean? That's my whole song?
Speaker 7: Like that's been my life for the past couple of years.
Speaker 2: Like lost and alone, I'm about to go into her.
Speaker 2: Don't trip, I'm gonna drop.
Speaker 7: The dates periods. I'm in there.
Speaker 2: Thank you very much for calling harmony.
Speaker 7: I'm definitely doing that.
Speaker 2: Thanks for heading us up.
Speaker 10: I would you.
Speaker 2: So you?
Speaker 1: You asked Harmani if she was zen? Yeah, and she
Speaker 1: said yes. Do you feel as though you are zen?
Speaker 2: I'm so zen? How does okay? So? How? How how
Speaker 2: did you get there?
Speaker 1: How did you become zen? Did you start zen? Or
Speaker 1: do you have to work towards getting zen? Are you're
Speaker 1: born zen?
Speaker 3: I feel like I might have been born z in
Speaker 3: But it's a it's a it's a work in progress.
Speaker 2: You know. Sometimes I'm not.
Speaker 3: Zen, but like you know, I am mostly zen and
Speaker 3: my core very calm, yeah, easy going, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean.
Speaker 2: It is what it is, it's gonna be what is
Speaker 2: gonna be type of guy. Absolutely So.
Speaker 1: When you when you're not zen, you you seem like
Speaker 1: you have you have this pillar of zen this but
Speaker 1: not everybody's pillar is invincible.
Speaker 2: You know what sort to things shake your pillar of zenness?
Speaker 5: What?
Speaker 2: What? What do you feel like you're vulnerable to to
Speaker 2: to throw you off.
Speaker 3: I'm a big fan of control, you know, and when
Speaker 3: things aren't in my control, sometimes I don't want to
Speaker 3: be surrendered to someone else's control. It's a vulnerable place
Speaker 3: to be, you know. I might get a little crazy past,
Speaker 3: I don't know, but I try to stays in in
Speaker 3: those times where I'm not in full control.
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm for sure.
Speaker 1: And when you when you do get knocked off of
Speaker 1: of your zennus, what sorts of things do you do.
Speaker 2: To you know, get right back up there.
Speaker 3: I'm trying to stop just running to the blunt because
Speaker 3: I usually just smoke about it and be high. But
Speaker 3: I'm trying to learn how to just deal with my
Speaker 3: feelings and emotions in the sober mind state, you know,
Speaker 3: and just pray to God for real.
Speaker 2: I feel, I feel.
Speaker 1: I've also been trying to notice whenever I'm like getting
Speaker 1: high or a voidoid fucking getting whatever said or pissed
Speaker 1: off or something, because it just makes you happy. And
Speaker 1: you know, it's funny with the control thing, because like
Speaker 1: when you get high, you kind of like know how
Speaker 1: you're gonna feel. So it's a way of taking back
Speaker 1: that control exactly. It's based out of fear though it's
Speaker 1: totally based out of fear. Yeah, I'm trying to get
Speaker 1: better facing my fear like that. Say, let's say you're
Speaker 1: call hey Evan.
Speaker 5: Yeah, so.
Speaker 6: Nothing much, Evan.
Speaker 1: It says here that you had a dream about a
Speaker 1: submarine that suit that shoots sausages and think you have
Speaker 1: wet dreams about statistics software.
Speaker 2: Really say that, Evan? You crazy?
Speaker 12: I know it was.
Speaker 10: Only a one dream about this statistic software by the way,
Speaker 10: but concerning nonetheless, can.
Speaker 2: You read that again for me please?
Speaker 1: It said he has he had a dream about a
Speaker 1: submarine that shoots sausages.
Speaker 2: It's a lot of alliteration right there. A submarine is
Speaker 2: sucking me up. Submary susages, submarine sue summarine summary sages,
Speaker 2: smar sausages. Is this anything like what your dream was like?
Speaker 10: It was a pretty close just not as like poetic
Speaker 10: as that was, you know what I feel.
Speaker 1: Like, Let's focus on one of these two dreams. I
Speaker 1: think the what dream about statistics software? What do you
Speaker 1: feel like?
Speaker 2: Do you?
Speaker 1: But do you think the dreams tell us things about
Speaker 1: our our consciousness?
Speaker 2: What are you? What are you opinatoning on that?
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, but my question is what you mean
Speaker 3: where dream? Because what what you mean where dream?
Speaker 8: Like?
Speaker 10: I I was in my uh in my dream doing homework,
Speaker 10: typing in the software, and then it woke up in
Speaker 10: a puddle of semen, and like I just remember like.
Speaker 5: The last five seconds of my groom.
Speaker 10: I was like, okay, what what's going on here? And
Speaker 10: then I just I woke up in web because I
Speaker 10: didn't seemen?
Speaker 3: Okay, cool. I was just wondering. I was trying to
Speaker 3: just make sure what you was talking about?
Speaker 2: All right? Work?
Speaker 1: But does that necessarily insinuate that the puddle of semen
Speaker 1: was caused by statistics homework or could they be isolated incidents?
Speaker 2: Evan?
Speaker 10: I I don't know. That's why I called in for
Speaker 10: the advice.
Speaker 2: But do you do you think the dreams can tell
Speaker 2: us things about ourselves?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 3: Yeah, but hold on, hold on, hold on, please please?
Speaker 3: Does software make you horny?
Speaker 7: No?
Speaker 10: I hate, like I'm not enjoying this. The statistics does this?
Speaker 2: The numbers?
Speaker 10: Yeah, it's numbers and stuff.
Speaker 2: Probability, probability, yeah, you a freak.
Speaker 10: I know it's scary, Like I'm not aroused by it.
Speaker 10: I'm like probably ninety eight percent sure I'm straight.
Speaker 2: What is well, hold on, hold on, I haven't all right, listen,
Speaker 2: haven't listened, listen listen, which is happy, Evan?
Speaker 1: I mean you brought you're bringing up your sexual orientation here,
Speaker 1: which is like, what what do you feel like? This
Speaker 1: dream is like queuing you into like your sexual orientation
Speaker 1: in some way, because I feel like statistic software is
Speaker 1: fairly genderless probability.
Speaker 10: That's what I tho. Well, like, I know you talked
Speaker 10: to like guys where they'll get like the sexual robots,
Speaker 10: and like, I don't want to be one of those.
Speaker 2: You don't want to be a sex robot.
Speaker 10: I don't want to be one of the guys that
Speaker 10: turns to a sexual robot, oh.
Speaker 1: Like turns into one or or or it turns to
Speaker 1: one for out of necessity, for a lack of sex, out.
Speaker 10: Of like me discovering that.
Speaker 2: I don't know, but that's what you like. Evan.
Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, I think what he's saying, are you okay?
Speaker 1: I think if I'm hearing you correctly, you you are
Speaker 1: afraid that maybe you are into robots sexually and you're
Speaker 1: avoiding that.
Speaker 2: Is that is that a correct asceritation of what you
Speaker 2: were saying? Maybe I don't think Evan, Are you are
Speaker 2: sure or you're not dreaming right now?
Speaker 7: No?
Speaker 10: I have actually seen a therapist about this.
Speaker 2: What did they say?
Speaker 10: They basically told me I'm fine and then it just happens.
Speaker 10: But you know, oh well, I just keep living life
Speaker 10: as if it is normal, and one day I wake
Speaker 10: up not in this life, then here I am. But yeah,
Speaker 10: it's my reality.
Speaker 13: Now.
Speaker 2: I feel like this guy's got a lot of control
Speaker 2: over what's going on.
Speaker 3: Okay, so hold on, hold on, hold on. I got
Speaker 3: another question, was this after? Does submarine asus sausages?
Speaker 10: No, the that was nice. We can talk about that
Speaker 10: if you guys.
Speaker 3: Want what happened with that one? What happened with the
Speaker 3: sausage submar Shoot a submarine?
Speaker 2: It really his a tongue twist.
Speaker 10: So like we're in like a canal and like to
Speaker 10: us now I don't know, like the concrete on each side,
Speaker 10: and we're like, oh, we got to make sure we
Speaker 10: aren't going to hit the concrete.
Speaker 13: Let's go shoot the.
Speaker 10: Hot dogs out the torpedo like wherever those come out of.
Speaker 10: And then yeah, I like transported behind like third person
Speaker 10: into the hot dog and if it's disintegrated, then it
Speaker 10: was like, Okay, we've got to steer left. We don't
Speaker 10: hit the concrete.
Speaker 8: That's all it was.
Speaker 2: Really that sounds like a fun dream. Actually, yeah, that's
Speaker 2: so Evan. I mean, Evan listened before before we go.
Speaker 1: Do you do you and tell me honestly, do you
Speaker 1: feel like there's there is a a issue here? Like
Speaker 1: is there something you're resisting or were you mainly calling in?
Speaker 1: And it's fine if you were mainly calling in just
Speaker 1: to share with us these experiences.
Speaker 10: Mainly to share, but like also there is advice to
Speaker 10: like stop that because I don't like statistics.
Speaker 3: But yeah, I would say, drink a tall glass of
Speaker 3: water before you go to bed tonight.
Speaker 10: I'll try that. I'm good.
Speaker 2: Thank you very much, Evan, Thank you, heavy, thank you.
Speaker 1: Hello, chunks, you say that chunks.
Speaker 2: He's got a dog? Hello to call them chunks? Chunk
Speaker 2: outa my god? Hello, Hey, how are you doing, chunks?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm doing good.
Speaker 14: I'll literally walking into my house when you answered the phone,
Speaker 14: so I got away from the dogs.
Speaker 2: You sound like you have a beautiful home.
Speaker 15: Uh yeah, I guess you could say that. It's uh
Speaker 15: just my mom and my dad and me. Brother has
Speaker 15: moved out. But yeah, it's a beautiful, little, uh humble abode.
Speaker 2: I guess, do you have a good relationship with your family?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 6: I mean.
Speaker 4: There's been ups and down, but it's pretty uh stable
Speaker 4: right now.
Speaker 2: I guess you could say sound like family.
Speaker 1: Yes, Sir Chunkston says, here, you've been talking to a girl.
Speaker 1: You're really into her, uh, but you only have a
Speaker 1: limited amount of time before she leaves to serve in
Speaker 1: the Coast Guard, and you're wondering if you should drop
Speaker 1: it now or start or pursue a more, go go
Speaker 1: deeper into it?
Speaker 2: Is this is this correct?
Speaker 10: Yeah?
Speaker 8: Pretty much. I don't know.
Speaker 13: I started talking to her at the gym and uh,
Speaker 13: she was she approached me.
Speaker 4: Actually she's just an absolute smoke show.
Speaker 6: And.
Speaker 13: Uh, basically one thing went to another. We went on
Speaker 13: our first date like a week ago, went very well,
Speaker 13: and yeah, pretty much.
Speaker 5: Uh, I'm not sure.
Speaker 4: I'm not sure what she's feeling, if she wants to
Speaker 4: be like just friends or if she wants to be
Speaker 4: more than that or whatever.
Speaker 1: But I but, buddy, what do you do when you're
Speaker 1: in a situation where where you're not sure what someone
Speaker 1: thinks of you and you're you're interested in them romantically.
Speaker 1: I just acts that's a good question that I like
Speaker 1: that as a strategy.
Speaker 2: She's her. Have you done that, Chunks?
Speaker 4: Ask her if she's in me?
Speaker 2: Yeah? Communication is key.
Speaker 4: Yeah, I haven't done that yet.
Speaker 13: Maybe maybe on the second time around, when we should
Speaker 13: go on a date or something, bring it up.
Speaker 2: Tell me what he needs to hear, Chunk, Chunk is it? Chunk?
Speaker 3: Yeah, chump, chump, don't be choked, Chuck. Don't be a chunk. Chunk,
Speaker 3: take a chunk out of life and make her your wife.
Speaker 4: All right?
Speaker 2: Oh like that, Chunks. Listen, here's the thing you gotta
Speaker 2: What do you what any way?
Speaker 5: Are you?
Speaker 2: Tell me? Are you? Are you afraid? Are you afraid of?
Speaker 2: How old are you? Twenty three? Chucks? Are you?
Speaker 1: Have you ever been have you ever been in a
Speaker 1: situation where you were able to accurately express us your
Speaker 1: feelings or or is that sort of a new thing
Speaker 1: for you.
Speaker 4: Just in this scenario or like in my life.
Speaker 2: Just in general. I mean I I I assume over
Speaker 2: your twenty three years, you've you've you've found yourself attracted
Speaker 2: to people throughout your life and when you are, are
Speaker 2: you typically open about it? Or do you do you
Speaker 2: shy away.
Speaker 4: I'm only open about it. It's I feel like it's uh,
Speaker 4: I guess I don't know, like something like you can
Speaker 4: feel it.
Speaker 1: You know, I kind of hear what you're are you
Speaker 1: saying you're you're kind of like, I'm only open to
Speaker 1: it if I have a pretty good shot I'm not
Speaker 1: gonna get rejected, which is not the way to go
Speaker 1: about it.
Speaker 2: Chunks.
Speaker 14: Yeah, I mean like, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna
Speaker 14: still my feeling to this girl on like a first
Speaker 14: date or whatever, or if I had, like don't know
Speaker 14: her very well. But once I get a feel for
Speaker 14: whosh is the person or how I'm feeling towards her,
Speaker 14: like all, I mean all, I'll express some sort of.
Speaker 4: Sorts of feelings on the chunk.
Speaker 2: Chunk, you stuttering when you should be buttering.
Speaker 3: I'm telling you you gotta flip that pancake smack and
Speaker 3: flip it and rub it down.
Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, you got this man. She came at you
Speaker 2: first at the gendum Is that what he said?
Speaker 7: That?
Speaker 2: Did she come to you first?
Speaker 6: Yeah?
Speaker 3: She about to pulled up an't ean you know she
Speaker 3: won't e don't hesitate go on the second date.
Speaker 2: Damn you good at that day? That's pretty good. Oh
Speaker 2: my god, I do the way I've just learned. I
Speaker 2: just learned that I didn't know how. I didn't know
Speaker 2: that was a thing. It's the energy transfer chunks. Well, listen, man, Chuck.
Speaker 2: Chuck's here's what. Here's what. I here's what.
Speaker 1: Here's what I really want to tell you, like for
Speaker 1: real though, okay, because your whole thing is like I
Speaker 1: don't know, because your whole thing is like you you're
Speaker 1: one a little bit nervous to express your feelings, it
Speaker 1: sounds like, but two you have the whole thing of
Speaker 1: like she's leaving, right.
Speaker 2: So do do do this?
Speaker 1: Just so, so listen, So listen, if anything, if anything,
Speaker 1: even if you're not doing this as a means to
Speaker 1: an end, I think you should express your feelings only
Speaker 1: so that you can improve in the general skill of
Speaker 1: expressing your feelings. You know what I'm saying to you,
Speaker 1: Because even if nothing happens, it's like, that's a win.
Speaker 1: That's a that's a win in the book of gaining
Speaker 1: this the those communication.
Speaker 2: Skills don't quite me. I like that, But do you
Speaker 2: do you hear me? Chuck's like like, like do it
Speaker 2: for do it for yourself.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Just say you can be like,
Speaker 1: all right, I did it. I expressed myself. I'm one
Speaker 1: step closer to living the life I want wherein I'm
Speaker 1: open and honest with people. It's a point towards that
Speaker 1: whether or not you guys fall in love, or whether
Speaker 1: or not anything happens, Does that make sense?
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, I guess, I guess the risk to
Speaker 4: reward ratio.
Speaker 2: Is definitely minish cool kisser fool. You gotta rhyme for food, Chunks,
Speaker 2: anything else you want to say before we go.
Speaker 10: Yeah, I've been watching your podcast for a while.
Speaker 2: Absolutely love it, dude.
Speaker 4: I've been you know what, I've been flapping a lot.
Speaker 5: Is that much?
Speaker 4: That song that much?
Speaker 2: Okay? You a real one? My being about my being
Speaker 2: in my bed.
Speaker 14: Nay, dude, love that song.
Speaker 4: Love what you've been doing, dude. Can't wait to see
Speaker 4: what you do.
Speaker 2: Next, Chunks.
Speaker 1: But yeah, I wish your courage moving forward, and we
Speaker 1: appreciate you calling him with your with your inquiry. And
Speaker 1: by the way, I'm gonna say one more time because
Speaker 1: I feel you in this moment and I and I
Speaker 1: do mean what I say, do it for yourself, not
Speaker 1: for whatever end result expressing your feelings.
Speaker 2: Does that make sense? Tell me, tell me you understand
Speaker 2: what I'm saying.
Speaker 5: I do.
Speaker 4: I understand what you're saying.
Speaker 2: Just kisser and rub all on her booty. I don't
Speaker 2: endorse that. Thank you for calling chunks.
Speaker 4: Thank you so much, Lyle, Thank you by you guys
Speaker 4: have a good one.
Speaker 2: Where'd you get that Angel City Jewelers? That was cool.
Speaker 2: It's like it's like a dragon Yes, hin Ron from
Speaker 2: Dragon ball Z. Oh, it's from Dragon ball Z. Yeah.
Speaker 2: He grants wishes and everything.
Speaker 1: Oh ship this like uh if if if he were
Speaker 1: here right now, and you could like, uh, he's.
Speaker 2: Out here, if he's right here? Have you ever asked
Speaker 2: him for a wish? Every day? You want to make
Speaker 2: a wish? Yeah, I'll make a wish. He's right here. Hollerada.
Speaker 1: What's his name againn Cinron? I wish that everyone in
Speaker 1: the world had a million dollars, and that also inflation
Speaker 1: wasn't a thing, so that all the million dollars that
Speaker 1: were then pumped into the economy by you were somehow
Speaker 1: in and of themselves still valuable, even though everyone would
Speaker 1: be trading with each other. Still, but that we would
Speaker 1: everyone would have a lot of money.
Speaker 3: Still, Shinron ain't in politics, bro, don't. I don't think
Speaker 3: you could do all that. He'd just be bringing people
Speaker 3: back from the dead and stuff.
Speaker 2: Oh, he brings people back from the dead. Yeah, I'm
Speaker 2: trying to think of I know any dead people. Sit. Hello, Annie, Hi,
Speaker 2: what's up?
Speaker 10: What's up are you?
Speaker 2: I'm good. I'm here with Buddy. I'm in the forest.
Speaker 6: So yeah, yeah, I saw that.
Speaker 16: I was checking that out, Hi, buddy.
Speaker 1: Uh Annie, it says here that you're thinking about becoming
Speaker 1: a dominatrix. You're thinking about leaving your social worker job
Speaker 1: to pursue that.
Speaker 17: Yeah, here's the deal.
Speaker 11: Yeah, so Gek, I need you to tell.
Speaker 4: Me what to do here.
Speaker 16: It's something I've wanted to do for almost twenty years now,
Speaker 16: and I kept thinking like, oh, as I get older,
Speaker 16: like as I fell into my careers that I really love,
Speaker 16: like it'll go away, and it hasn't. And then now,
Speaker 16: you know, with everything going on like this last two years,
Speaker 16: like I feel like the like we're all making decisions
Speaker 16: like hey, we gotta do what really makes us happy,
Speaker 16: and I'm like, I still really want to be a Dominatrix,
Speaker 16: How tall are you still?
Speaker 2: Really? Love?
Speaker 17: I'm sorry?
Speaker 2: How tall? Is you?
Speaker 16: Not tall at all? Five five one?
Speaker 2: Is there is there a height requirement for now? I
Speaker 2: was just curious. I was just curious.
Speaker 16: Yeah, I was like, oh wait, I don't think I
Speaker 16: had ever noticed that there was a height requirement.
Speaker 7: But no, yeah, no, I mean.
Speaker 18: Heels all that good stuff.
Speaker 16: Here's the thing, though, Like I don't want to do
Speaker 16: it because that's something that like is like a preference
Speaker 16: of mine. I kind of have always wanted to do
Speaker 16: it as a form of like stress management.
Speaker 17: And I don't know if that's right either.
Speaker 16: But also here's the thing, as a as like a
Speaker 16: person who grew up as a god kid, like being
Speaker 16: able to like do the full dress up and everything
Speaker 16: to you know, to go to work sounds like a
Speaker 16: lot of fun too. But yeah, also that stress management
Speaker 16: part the money doesn't sound like a bad idea either.
Speaker 16: And but yeah, I don't know if that's cool, like
Speaker 16: like know, like if that's like ethical, like you know,
Speaker 16: because yeah.
Speaker 2: I say, give it a whirl.
Speaker 16: Right, I feel like, especially because like you gotta try
Speaker 16: all the things, you know.
Speaker 1: And by the way, I just want to weigh in
Speaker 1: on this because I understand that you're wondering the ethical
Speaker 1: components of you taking out your life stress upon people
Speaker 1: in the form of sexual domination, and I think it
Speaker 1: is a uh it's beautiful.
Speaker 2: Win win scenario, win win scenario. There are out there,
Speaker 2: there are so many men out there that want to
Speaker 2: be dominant. I want to be dominated.
Speaker 17: I feel like it would make me better.
Speaker 11: I feel like it would make me better.
Speaker 3: You sound like you're in a better mood already just
Speaker 3: talking about it.
Speaker 2: I could hear your cheeks lifting, Like is your teeth show?
Speaker 2: Are you laughing right now?
Speaker 16: Yeah, because I'm happy that you guys are like, yes,
Speaker 16: do it? You know, like I feel like I'm getting
Speaker 16: a lot of like you know, like I'm like, yes, yes,
Speaker 16: They're like unfortunate. Well, okay, Annie is like, leave my career, Annie.
Speaker 2: I want you to go out there and dominate.
Speaker 17: God damn it, fucking dude.
Speaker 9: Yes, thank you.
Speaker 11: Oh but but do I quit my job?
Speaker 2: Don't quit your job yet? Do both? Right now?
Speaker 1: I was about to say, I feel like dominate, dominating.
Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like the majority. I don't know,
Speaker 1: I'm not in the community.
Speaker 2: But I think it's just sleep schedule together.
Speaker 1: I feel like the majority of domination happens in the
Speaker 1: evening time, and the majority of office work happens during
Speaker 1: the day.
Speaker 2: So what time, what time's would what time you be
Speaker 2: going to work?
Speaker 16: That that regular ass you know?
Speaker 2: Like, yeah, yeah, just do the dominating when you get off,
Speaker 2: didn't clock back in.
Speaker 16: That's something I think too. I feel like I could
Speaker 16: do like three clients, Like yeah, just.
Speaker 2: Start somewhere, you know what I mean. You don't want
Speaker 2: to do the dub club out the gate, you know,
Speaker 2: get you one, two, three, and just see.
Speaker 16: Right right, Like I've already thought about it, Like, do
Speaker 16: you like three a week, have like a list, a
Speaker 16: wait list if I got to you know where?
Speaker 2: Now? Are you curious? You guys? No, go ahead?
Speaker 8: What's that?
Speaker 2: Yes? We think you should do it? Yeahah, we think
Speaker 2: you show I totally.
Speaker 1: I'm with like the I mean, down with the domination
Speaker 1: office during the day, dominate at night, Wait until you
Speaker 1: can get enough clients at night, and then eventually, if
Speaker 1: the money they're making dominating outweighs the money you're making
Speaker 1: on the office gig, you're clear to quit.
Speaker 2: World domination like.
Speaker 8: That.
Speaker 9: I really love my work, you.
Speaker 2: Know, I say you do both. Get you somebody who
Speaker 2: could do both?
Speaker 1: Is you?
Speaker 2: What do you can ask what you do during the day?
Speaker 1: Maybe she can like work that into her her whole character,
Speaker 1: Like if she's like a secretary, maybe she's like dominating secretary.
Speaker 2: Oh like that lady. What's it called?
Speaker 1: I forget near min Maybe she would what's what's what's
Speaker 1: it about? It's about a domination in person?
Speaker 2: Yeah's something like that. I think she'd be getting dominated.
Speaker 2: I got you, oh fucking fifty shades of gray. No,
Speaker 2: not that one. That that one is the one with
Speaker 2: the office girl, and.
Speaker 11: I forget it's called secretary.
Speaker 2: I think your secretary. I feel she was gonna she
Speaker 2: probably not the one you like that something like that.
Speaker 18: God.
Speaker 9: Well yeah, but of course opposite exactly.
Speaker 2: Exactly, yes, yes, for sure, yeah.
Speaker 16: Yeah, yeah, yeah, guys, thank you so so much.
Speaker 17: Okay, so that you don't see, Okay.
Speaker 16: Nothing wrong with like me, not really, because I've had
Speaker 16: people tell me that, like because I'm not actually going
Speaker 16: to be into it like I would it would make
Speaker 16: me look better at it, and then also just you know,
Speaker 16: parts of my personality just you know whatever.
Speaker 11: But yeah, thank you guys so much.
Speaker 16: Like I look forward to buying a kind of corsets
Speaker 16: and getting.
Speaker 7: Some stress out.
Speaker 2: Damn, no doubt, no doubt. Have a good night. Annie
Speaker 2: got out there and dominate. Say you, I.
Speaker 1: Said, damn, because she was like, because you you had
Speaker 1: it paid, you were like. I can hear her smiling
Speaker 1: through the phone. She's already hyped.
Speaker 2: Added very excited about it. Get out there and dominate.
Speaker 2: Have you ever proud of her? You ever been dominated before?
Speaker 2: I'd rather not say, oh for sure, for sure I haven't,
Speaker 2: but I would be open to it. I mean it's cool.
Speaker 2: I mean, dam this is a safe space, buddy. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I've predominated. Okay? Was it like it was dominating? Okay?
Speaker 3: I enjoyed it really like whips and stuff me up
Speaker 3: me and robbed me.
Speaker 2: They robbed you two Yep, as part of the experience.
Speaker 2: It was amazing. Dude, I feel like you could be
Speaker 2: Annie's first client. I'm gonna hit her up. Hello, Hi,
Speaker 2: is this gay? Yes? How are you.
Speaker 9: Good?
Speaker 8: How are you guys?
Speaker 2: Who is.
Speaker 8: Good?
Speaker 2: Rob?
Speaker 1: Rob It says here, listen, listen, rob It says here
Speaker 1: that you've been practicing.
Speaker 2: The occult, practices.
Speaker 1: Practicing the occult, and you feel like it's messed up
Speaker 1: your life. Now, your buddy, you're as confused as I am. Here,
Speaker 1: what's a cult?
Speaker 2: What is the occult?
Speaker 8: So all right, so the occult kind of means different
Speaker 8: things to different people, but to me, it's essentially a
Speaker 8: form of ancient brain hacket. So to me, there's not
Speaker 8: like real magic in the world or real demons or whatnot,
Speaker 8: but it's more like manifestations of psychology before there were
Speaker 8: actually terms psychology. So there, it's like, uh, my belief
Speaker 8: is a lot of people, like in ancient times who
Speaker 8: created all this stuff, who wrote all this stuff, had
Speaker 8: a lot of time to kind of think in their
Speaker 8: heads without technology and whatnot, and they didn't know how
Speaker 8: to explain certain things, so they created words for it.
Speaker 8: And basically, I feel like the occult is kind of
Speaker 8: like brain hacking. So you're able to hack into your
Speaker 8: subconscious and get it to see things or perceive things.
Speaker 8: Since reality is only our perception of it, so if
Speaker 8: you're able to alter your perception, you're able to alter
Speaker 8: your reality.
Speaker 2: You said, it's fucking you up.
Speaker 8: Yeah, so kind of into like a monkey's foot situation
Speaker 8: or a monkey pose situation, where it was I essentially
Speaker 8: asked or it kind of like did some rituals because
Speaker 8: I was in a low part of my life for awareness,
Speaker 8: like I wanted to notice things I wanted to notice,
Speaker 8: like what my girlfriend at the time was asking of
Speaker 8: me of kind of like what jobs were asking And honestly,
Speaker 8: it got to be a little too much. Now I
Speaker 8: noticed too much. I'm aware of too much in other people.
Speaker 8: I'm aware of like little micro changes in people's perception
Speaker 8: or in people's in their kind of like micro expressions.
Speaker 8: And I've had friends accuse me of like knowing how
Speaker 8: they feel before they even know how they feel. And
Speaker 8: they said that it's violating and they've confirmed it how
Speaker 8: they felt that they were, like I wasn't ready to
Speaker 8: tell you. So yeah, that's where I'm at now.
Speaker 2: So you've become somewhat of a mind. And it's bothering
Speaker 2: your friends.
Speaker 8: Well, I wouldn't say bothering. It's not like all the time,
Speaker 8: but it's kind of like, you know, if if I'm
Speaker 8: talking to a friend and they're dealing with something that
Speaker 8: I can tell.
Speaker 14: Even if they don't want me to tell, like, yeah.
Speaker 2: Maybe you should stop.
Speaker 8: I've tried, but it's kind of like, you know, I
Speaker 8: don't even always actually even mention it to them either,
Speaker 8: Like it's not just with like friends, Like the friends
Speaker 8: aren't the problem. It's like it gives me anxiety because
Speaker 8: it's like overstimulating. So it's like, for instance, currently at work,
Speaker 8: I'm noticing little differences in the way my boss treats me, and.
Speaker 2: I'm trying to Well, you could try what what what?
Speaker 1: Okay, So you're too aware. A lot of people talk,
Speaker 1: you know, complain about something like that.
Speaker 2: They're too aware. They wish they were more dull down
Speaker 2: so that they could sort of be in the moment
Speaker 2: to be more peaceful. Well, let's see, you could You
Speaker 2: could drink and do drugs. Have you tried smoking weed?
Speaker 8: I don't drink, but I do drugs.
Speaker 2: Okay.
Speaker 1: I feel like there's some sort of mindfulness thing that
Speaker 1: you could be you could be doing. You're doing like
Speaker 1: the opposite of what. You know, how people go to
Speaker 1: like you know, they go to like meditation retreats, They
Speaker 1: you know, be the power of now being in the moment,
Speaker 1: be here, now all that stuff. Like you're doing the
Speaker 1: opposite of that.
Speaker 19: Yeah.
Speaker 8: I tried, and I definitely used to be a lot
Speaker 8: more into it than previously. But at the same time,
Speaker 8: this awareness has actually like helped me in certain aspects life.
Speaker 8: So like I actually ended up getting my dream job.
Speaker 8: I grew up in Texas in literally a trailer park
Speaker 8: and my dad was a drug dealer, and I ended
Speaker 8: up getting to work for like probably the world's biggest
Speaker 8: household name in media, which was my dream job because wait.
Speaker 1: Wait, you work for the biggest Uh you said you
Speaker 1: work for the biggest name in the media.
Speaker 8: I would I wouldn't safely say that.
Speaker 2: Is it? Like, can we guess? I think it's Oprah?
Speaker 2: I thought I was going to be Will Smith? Is
Speaker 2: it Oprah?
Speaker 6: Will Will Smith?
Speaker 8: No, no, it's not Oprah.
Speaker 2: Who's the biggest name in the media. Do you work
Speaker 2: for Joe Rogan?
Speaker 4: No?
Speaker 8: No, no, no, no, Disney. I got my dream job
Speaker 8: at Disney.
Speaker 2: Oh you work for Walt Not not at disney Land.
Speaker 8: But like I like corporate like doing my career stuff.
Speaker 2: But that's hard. No, that's hard. Hey, that's that's type. No,
Speaker 2: that's tight, that's hard.
Speaker 8: And I feel like I got there like I started
Speaker 8: out like pretty modest, Like I didn't you know, I
Speaker 8: wasn't born with like a silver spoon in my mouth,
Speaker 8: but I was able to work my way up. I
Speaker 8: noticing certain like stepping st robs.
Speaker 2: Okay, Rob, the fuck with me, dam because it's like
Speaker 2: Rob Rob Rob Rob Rob. Because I'm trying to do
Speaker 2: like some voiceovers or something like an animated movie or
Speaker 2: something you know, for the kids or something like that,
Speaker 2: saying three, you know what I mean? I don't know.
Speaker 2: Can you get Buddy a gig? Like holler at you boy?
Speaker 2: Can we get him to voice the kid in uh
Speaker 2: Incredibles three? The baby? I was about to go home
Speaker 2: and watch to turn the Red Ship? Come on? Like
Speaker 2: what a I got? Disney Plus, Well, I'm.
Speaker 8: Not working in bus department, It's right. My passion is Prince.
Speaker 1: Like, can you use your occultist mind control skills to
Speaker 1: convince somebody to let Buddy do a voice in the
Speaker 1: next Disney Princess movie? Maybe he plays the Prince?
Speaker 8: I mean, like baby, I don't know. Okay, it's totally different.
Speaker 2: Here's here's what we're gonna do. Rob. Call us do
Speaker 2: your mind control tricks. You're supposed to be aware, Rob,
Speaker 2: do your mind control tricks on the Disney exec and
Speaker 2: then circle back, call us back and let us know
Speaker 2: and baby, give me. You know, however, in every Disneys
Speaker 2: Disney movie there's like a chair that talks to the
Speaker 2: girl or something.
Speaker 1: Let me have that one and then Buddy can be
Speaker 1: the prince. Can you do that for us Black Panther
Speaker 1: two or something.
Speaker 8: Like, I'll try.
Speaker 7: I mean, like, that's the thing.
Speaker 8: It's just it's like.
Speaker 3: I appreciate Rob. Hey, that's all I wanted to hear, Rob.
Speaker 3: I appreciate you.
Speaker 2: Thanks you for Rob. Thank you man. I'm gonna shout
Speaker 2: you out when I get my little Emmy from the
Speaker 2: from the Disney. Yeah, that's hard. He worked for Disney.
Speaker 2: That's tight. He works for this man. He's in the occult.
Speaker 2: He's in the cold. All right.
Speaker 1: So after that call, do you have any Because we
Speaker 1: both didn't know what a cult meant.
Speaker 2: He told us what it is like some mind code,
Speaker 2: ancient ritual stuff.
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm wondering if I understood. I don't know how
Speaker 1: well I comprehended the explanation. And maybe that's on me
Speaker 1: and my poor comprehension.
Speaker 3: Like he was just saying like he was tapping into
Speaker 3: some old school shit that's not documented or taught in
Speaker 3: high schools. He been doing his own research, and now
Speaker 3: it got him tapped in on a deeper level of
Speaker 3: consciousness than he wanted to be at right now, and
Speaker 3: it's hard for him to scale it back. So it's
Speaker 3: really just sucking him up on a day to day
Speaker 3: basis when you interact with the people closest to him.
Speaker 3: But it also turned him up and got him the
Speaker 3: fire ass Disney job.
Speaker 1: Well, that's the thing is these sort of things that
Speaker 1: are both blessings and curse curses simultaneously.
Speaker 2: Shows that path.
Speaker 1: You gotta take the good with the bad, not everything. Uh,
Speaker 1: there's kind of a price for everything.
Speaker 2: I feel.
Speaker 3: You gotta just focus on the good. The bag gonna
Speaker 3: be there regardless. Hey, you feeling I feel amazing.
Speaker 2: I'm about to be in the Disney movie.
Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, Which if you could be in any of them,
Speaker 1: what would you want to be?
Speaker 2: Uh? I don't know. The Black One? Which which which
Speaker 2: Black one? They gotta make one. They gotta make more
Speaker 2: black cartoons.
Speaker 1: They got they gotta They got a couple, don't they so?
Speaker 1: And the Princess and the frog.
Speaker 2: Ship. They really don't have that money. Actually, I need
Speaker 2: to make a couple more. We gotta, we gotta get
Speaker 2: the rob on that he got us, he got us,
Speaker 2: he's aware. Hey Brady, Brady, Uh, hello, Brady. It says
Speaker 2: here that you feel too childish for your age, and
Speaker 2: you feel as though you're a victim of bullying because
Speaker 2: there's someone out there. I don't know who it is,
Speaker 2: you didn't specify.
Speaker 1: Who it is, but that they're always making backhanded remarks
Speaker 1: to you and you're trying to figure out how to
Speaker 1: deal with that.
Speaker 2: What you mean backhanded though, like.
Speaker 19: I mean in the sense like like I'll just be
Speaker 19: sitting there on my phone. Next thing I know, he
Speaker 19: comes up from behind me and he's like, oh, hey, Brady,
Speaker 19: you're gonna go crank some nineties on Fortnite later. And
Speaker 19: for some reason it really makes me mad.
Speaker 2: It sounds like he just want to be friends.
Speaker 19: No, but it's it's the way he says.
Speaker 1: It, how he's saying, Man, I understand this.
Speaker 19: This is a very dumb topic.
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, no, it's not no, it's not
Speaker 2: a no listen, Brady, it's not on topic, I think. No.
Speaker 8: No.
Speaker 2: What Buddy's saying is like, why, like why are you like, Okay,
Speaker 2: you're interpreting it as a backhand compliment, but maybe he
Speaker 2: maybe he just does wants to be friends and play Fortnite.
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's probably his way of trying to be cool,
Speaker 3: but he just go to asshole route and trying to
Speaker 3: be like that like a friend of me type situation.
Speaker 2: You know.
Speaker 19: No, But like I hear it all the time. Like
Speaker 19: today we were running, uh and I was standing off
Speaker 19: to the side, uh, and he was like, hey, Brady,
Speaker 19: you're going kind of slow, man, hurry up and pick
Speaker 19: up the pace. And just like I can't help it.
Speaker 2: I sound like, yo, homie man, y'all, y'all. Just it
Speaker 2: sound like y'all they homies. That's your friend. You tripping.
Speaker 2: You gotta talk shit back.
Speaker 5: But like my mom, I want to say anything regular show.
Speaker 2: To talk shit back. That's how you build friendship. Man,
Speaker 2: talk to shit.
Speaker 19: No, But like I don't even want to be friends
Speaker 19: with him?
Speaker 2: Why not? Why don't you want to be friends with him?
Speaker 19: That's he does the exact same thing to one of
Speaker 19: my other friends.
Speaker 2: But okay, there's there's a lot of truth to what
Speaker 2: you're saying, though, because like I mean, that was that
Speaker 2: was a classic thing. Like you know, when we're in
Speaker 2: elementary school, like oh, if a girl's like me and
Speaker 2: do you I mean, she likes you or whatever. Well,
Speaker 2: I feel like it could be the same for guys,
Speaker 2: Like if guys pick on you, maybe uh, maybe he
Speaker 2: wants to be friends with you. Maybe, Like I guess,
Speaker 2: we're What we're trying to say, Brady is like I
Speaker 2: don't know.
Speaker 1: We know, we know as much as you know about
Speaker 1: what's going on inside this guy's head, like what his
Speaker 1: actual intentions are, right.
Speaker 2: And but what're you're choosing? It sounds to.
Speaker 1: Interpret the most negative intentions from him as you pop,
Speaker 1: the kind that he's fucking with you, But there could
Speaker 1: be a wide variety of intentions behind his actions, And
Speaker 1: why not read the most positive one?
Speaker 2: Is that fair?
Speaker 17: Yeah?
Speaker 9: I know?
Speaker 19: But the other reason, yeah, I guess. But the other
Speaker 19: reason why I don't want to ever be friends with
Speaker 19: him is because he's one of the douchebag guys in
Speaker 19: my school. I go to a private school, and like
Speaker 19: ninety percent of all the guys there are all douchebags.
Speaker 19: And like I have my own little group of friends
Speaker 19: and like we're all like the nicest people you would
Speaker 19: ever get to know, and it's like the rest of
Speaker 19: them are all just douches. And like, if you make
Speaker 19: the slightest mistake, you're gonna get made fun of and stuff.
Speaker 2: Y'all could either hug it out or get out.
Speaker 19: That's actually what I want to happen. I want to
Speaker 19: be in a fight in school.
Speaker 3: You want to get into a fight, We'll go beat
Speaker 3: his ass next time he says something, beat his ass.
Speaker 2: See what happened in.
Speaker 19: No, but I don't want to be the one who
Speaker 19: throws the first punch.
Speaker 2: Why not if he bullying you, he throwing verbal punches?
Speaker 2: Is that is that count as an instigation? A verbal punch?
Speaker 2: I don't know.
Speaker 3: Man, Maybe just poke him or something, or shove him
Speaker 3: and see if he hits you or something.
Speaker 2: I don't know, start a.
Speaker 1: Fight, or give a hug, or give him a hug,
Speaker 1: give me a kiss. If he starts kissing back. Maybe
Speaker 1: he might.
Speaker 10: Want to tell you, guys something.
Speaker 19: No, I heard him say this today. Sure, I have
Speaker 19: no clue why he said this.
Speaker 2: He said he was talking to.
Speaker 19: His friends and he said, hey, guess what what would
Speaker 19: you do if I theoretically sucked your.
Speaker 2: This sounds like a good group of guys. Listen, Brady,
Speaker 2: how much Brady'm gonna tell you that I'm gonna tell
Speaker 2: you what I actually think. You give him a hug.
Speaker 1: Need to you first of all, you need to hug
Speaker 1: and kiss all these guys. But but I'm gonna tell
Speaker 1: you what I actually think.
Speaker 2: You're Brad.
Speaker 1: I get it when I'm When I was eighteen, I
Speaker 1: did a lot of othering myself, which of like, oh,
Speaker 1: I'm we're me and my friends. We're the cool guys.
Speaker 1: Everyone else sucks. Everyone else is a dick. I'm the
Speaker 1: cool guy. And I'm telling you right now, And I
Speaker 1: get it's a common thing to do. I feel like
Speaker 1: when you're younger, but I'm telling you, Brady, like if
Speaker 1: you can look at other people and against your natural instinct,
Speaker 1: find redeeming positive qualities about them, like beyond just what
Speaker 1: they put directly in.
Speaker 2: Front of you, you know what he's going through at home, exactly.
Speaker 2: You don't know what he's going through at home, you
Speaker 2: know anything about Like all I'm trying to say is like,
Speaker 2: instead of like othering yourself and like writing all these
Speaker 2: guys off immediately, everyone else is a douchebag. We're the
Speaker 2: only nice guys. Like, try like try like put some
Speaker 2: active because your gut reaction is going to be Oh fuck,
Speaker 2: these guys, guys are deck.
Speaker 1: But if you look a little bit deeper and you
Speaker 1: like make an effort to try to find what is interesting,
Speaker 1: what is redeeming about these people, then you might find something.
Speaker 1: And I know it's hard because it's against your natural instinct.
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, it's up to
Speaker 1: us to find redeeming things about people and interesting things
Speaker 1: about people, more than it is for those people to
Speaker 1: show them to us.
Speaker 2: Is that fair? You need to be friends, man, Go
Speaker 2: befriend him.
Speaker 19: I can I say one more thing early quickly. Another
Speaker 19: reason why like I don't want to be friends with
Speaker 19: them is because, hold on, Brady, did.
Speaker 1: You hear what anything I just said? I feel like
Speaker 1: you just want I want to make sure you heard
Speaker 1: what I said.
Speaker 13: I heard.
Speaker 19: I heard what you said. Man, I'm sorry for bringing
Speaker 19: that out.
Speaker 6: I'm sorry.
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, I'm not mad at you. You
Speaker 2: almost got him mad, though, but he ain't. You almost
Speaker 2: got me a little bit man. Buddy and I are
Speaker 2: not ma. Actually, I don't know if buddies buddyre you
Speaker 2: mad at I'm not mad. I'm not mad. I've seen
Speaker 2: you almost go there. I'm just you know, trying to
Speaker 2: keep it cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, thank you for
Speaker 2: thank you for that. I appreciate you, appreciate you for that.
Speaker 2: But but Brady, I get it because I was I
Speaker 2: was in high school and I thought I was like
Speaker 2: the only cool guy and everyone else was a dick
Speaker 2: and uh that that only sort of leads to, uh
Speaker 2: to sadness. Yeah, hey, man, Karen is cool, love is tight, Brady,
Speaker 2: anything else.
Speaker 19: This person in the world, Like I like, like, if
Speaker 19: my friend ever needs anything, I'll be there for him exactly,
Speaker 19: like before they even finished the sentence, like I I'm
Speaker 19: like the most loving, caring person and I just I
Speaker 19: don't know.
Speaker 1: Well, all right, I'll tell you when the final thing, Brady,
Speaker 1: if you're if you're a loving you're a loving caring
Speaker 1: person when it's easy, right when once your friends, once
Speaker 1: to your family. Yes, but can you be a loving
Speaker 1: caring person when it's hard, when people are being dicks
Speaker 1: to you? You know what I'm saying to consider it
Speaker 1: a challenge, man, Yes, anything else do I say to
Speaker 1: me and Buddy before we go?
Speaker 5: Gek, I love what you do.
Speaker 9: Man.
Speaker 19: You help out so many people, even though if you're
Speaker 19: not even a therapist. Just getting advice from a person
Speaker 19: on the internet just for some reason just makes us
Speaker 19: feel better.
Speaker 2: I guess I'm glad to hear that. Man, good love
Speaker 2: to Brady.
Speaker 19: Because like I'll go to a real therapist and I feel,
Speaker 19: is this like nothing really changed, Like just talking to you,
Speaker 19: I feel as if like you've actually like like something
Speaker 19: actually went through my skull.
Speaker 2: Man, stay in school, dude, make friends.
Speaker 10: Yeah yeah, school cool.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, thank you, Brady, Man, good luck to you.
Speaker 5: Which is really dumb that I'm saying that.
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, You're not being You're not no, no,
Speaker 2: You're not being dumb, Brady. You're not dumb.
Speaker 3: You're being expressed vulnerable right now. We appreciate your vulnerability.
Speaker 7: Uh.
Speaker 19: For my friends, uh, I always want to tell them
Speaker 19: this is that it doesn't matter if you're the smartest
Speaker 19: person in the class. It just depends on how successful
Speaker 19: you are in the end.
Speaker 2: Hey Brady, forever baby, we pray you succeed. Have you
Speaker 2: ever been bullied?
Speaker 9: Yeah?
Speaker 2: I think I think.
Speaker 1: Well, I you know what I was, like, I thought
Speaker 1: I was bullied at the time. I thought I was
Speaker 1: bullied at the time, but like looking back on it,
Speaker 1: as I'm an older guy, looking back on it, I'm like, nah,
Speaker 1: I wasn't really bullied.
Speaker 2: I got bullied before. Yeah, bullied. Yeah, I'll never forget it.
Speaker 5: What was that like?
Speaker 3: It was just this bigger dude who just thought he
Speaker 3: was like so big and strong, and I was like
Speaker 3: the new kid in school and all the girls thought
Speaker 3: I was cute, so they was hating on me. I
Speaker 3: remember the bell run. It was like in the hallway
Speaker 3: and we supposed to just go to the locker real
Speaker 3: quick to go to the next class. I'm like getting
Speaker 3: something out the locker or something, putting something back in,
Speaker 3: and I had this new snap back fire, just a
Speaker 3: really nice hat, you know what I mean. I'm walking down,
Speaker 3: I'm feeling like the cool new guy in school. All
Speaker 3: the girls is on me, and this dude knocked my
Speaker 3: hat off my head damn. Just was like boop, like
Speaker 3: from the Bram damn, And everything went slow motion my
Speaker 3: hat because I.
Speaker 2: Just got it. For reals.
Speaker 3: It was like I'm like watching it fall to the floor,
Speaker 3: explosions when it hit the ground, and I don't know
Speaker 3: what happened, but like it was like.
Speaker 2: Some auto pilot shit. I slapped that nigga. Then I
Speaker 2: took off running. I ran downhill out of there, but
Speaker 2: I slapped that nigga. Did he did he ever fuck
Speaker 2: with you again? He chased me a little bit, but
Speaker 2: I was too fast. You can't catch me. And then
Speaker 2: nothing happened. By the time he charged to just like
Speaker 2: hit me up. We was in the principal's office. I
Speaker 2: knew her to run, So you eventually did get sent
Speaker 2: to the principal's office. Ye sent myself there. Oh you went,
Speaker 2: You just went straight to you turned yourself in, damn him. Yeah,
Speaker 2: you know. I like that's a confident move though. That's like,
Speaker 2: that's like I know exactly what the consequences are for this,
Speaker 2: and I don't fucking care. It has to be done.
Speaker 2: I slapped this shit out that nigga. Have you ever
Speaker 2: been bullied any other time? Hell no? They knew what
Speaker 2: was up after that with me. Yeah, I feel like,
Speaker 2: uh uh that was that was a clear statement. Yeah,
Speaker 2: that's me. Get smacked. Mm hmm, Get go smack bitch. David.
Speaker 2: I feel you, dog, I'm feeling you, bro.
Speaker 1: David, David, You're in luck. Buddy is fired up to
Speaker 1: talk to you about this issue. David says, here, are
Speaker 1: you good, bro?
Speaker 2: Are you good.
Speaker 6: Well, I'm gonna be I'm gonna be honest.
Speaker 8: I'm not good at all.
Speaker 12: Man.
Speaker 2: How you feeling right now? Bro Let it out? Man,
Speaker 2: we're here just we just want to be an over ear.
Speaker 2: Please tell us how you feel.
Speaker 6: A roller coaster of emotions, you know, sometimes we come
Speaker 6: feeling good. Sometimes how we came like? Not the one
Speaker 6: thing to do anything at all?
Speaker 4: Keep the.
Speaker 6: It's just very it's very frustrating and because it just
Speaker 6: breaks you and frustrates you at lot.
Speaker 5: Do you feel me?
Speaker 2: It sounds like you're tearing up. Are you tearing up
Speaker 2: right now?
Speaker 6: Sorry?
Speaker 2: Are you tearing up a bit on us?
Speaker 19: No?
Speaker 7: No?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: No, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, because this is the
Speaker 3: safe place you good.
Speaker 2: You could cry on here if you won't.
Speaker 8: See I'm trying not to.
Speaker 2: It's okay, man, let it out. So what's she do? Man?
Speaker 5: I don't know.
Speaker 6: We were together for like three years, you know, and
Speaker 6: I was working one day and I was into my
Speaker 6: lunch break. Actually I remember that day like it was yesterday.
Speaker 8: Man.
Speaker 6: She is randomly texting me saying, hey, look we have sog.
Speaker 6: I don't I don't feel like nothing as being like
Speaker 6: like you watch when I'm started dating, I feel like
Speaker 6: the feeling went away. And I've been seeing someone while
Speaker 6: I was with you. I've been seeing this person for
Speaker 6: like a few weeks, and I just didn't want to
Speaker 6: tell you because I didn't want to hurt you. And
Speaker 6: it's just, man, it's just fucked up because she was
Speaker 6: already seeing someone when she couldn't tell me, like, hey man,
Speaker 6: I'm already with somebody. I'm already seeing somebody. Because it
Speaker 6: just breaks me. Man, because we were together three years.
Speaker 6: I had so many plans with her, because she lived
Speaker 6: like in a very bad situation with her parents, and
Speaker 6: I wanted to take her out from there, from that
Speaker 6: toxic place. And I wanted I wanted to I wanted
Speaker 6: to be like everything perfect for her, you know, because
Speaker 6: that's what you do when you loved, When you truly
Speaker 6: love someone, you feel me and I just I wanted
Speaker 6: to try my best for this person. But I guess
Speaker 6: she I wasn't what she wanted.
Speaker 2: I guess you're pulling hard strings right now. Damn, you
Speaker 2: cut me deep. I'm sorry to hear that.
Speaker 6: I don't.
Speaker 2: Thank you, man, you don't desire that one bit.
Speaker 5: I don't.
Speaker 6: Just like just one of my friends keep telling you know, like,
Speaker 6: hey man, get on the serfer, gotta move on. And
Speaker 6: I mean I've been trying, you know, I've been trying
Speaker 6: like not to like talk to her.
Speaker 2: And she confessed about the other nigga through text. She
Speaker 2: text you about the other nigga in the breakup. It
Speaker 2: was the text breakup.
Speaker 6: Yeah, she texted me, bro, she wroke call with me
Speaker 6: in a text, man, Like she broke up with me.
Speaker 6: And then she blogged me from everywhere and then like
Speaker 6: my friend, she blocked you.
Speaker 2: She blocked you.
Speaker 5: Yeah, she blows She blocks.
Speaker 4: Me from everywhere.
Speaker 10: Man.
Speaker 6: He blocked me from me, Instagram, from WhatsApp, from like
Speaker 6: I messages.
Speaker 2: She blocked you, bro.
Speaker 6: And but the thing is that, you know, one of
Speaker 6: my friends, he was like, hey, I like, you know,
Speaker 6: I I when we were together because my dumb.
Speaker 8: Ass I will always buy everything for her.
Speaker 6: So I bought her this hoodie, right and Bro, my
Speaker 6: friend's like, hey o man, it says it's your footie.
Speaker 6: And she posted a picture with that guy she left
Speaker 6: me for, and he was with we're in mind witty.
Speaker 2: No hell no, hell no, hell no, no, hell no
Speaker 2: no for real?
Speaker 6: Yes, right, I swear to God. Hell like you don't
Speaker 6: know how Just shure. I've thought about so many things,
Speaker 6: you know, because yeah, it has been like quite the
Speaker 6: wilds and solved. This happened. It's been like five months
Speaker 6: and I've been trying my best to get over it.
Speaker 2: That's cold. That's cold. That's cold. That's cold. No bro,
Speaker 2: damn bro, damn bro, No real, that's extremely cold. Are
Speaker 2: you serious? Though?
Speaker 6: I know I'm being serious about all this? Man?
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I'm so sorry to hear that. You
Speaker 2: don't deserve that. This is God. You know this is God? Right?
Speaker 2: You know He don't make no mistakes and he don't
Speaker 2: give you nothing you can't handle. You know you built
Speaker 2: for this, right, you know you built for this. It's
Speaker 2: something better coming, right, you know that? Right? One door
Speaker 2: closed another door? What one door closed another door? What
Speaker 2: say it with me? One door closed another door? What
Speaker 2: one door closed another door? What one door closed another door?
Speaker 2: What say that? Saying with your chest? Saying with your
Speaker 2: chest one door closed, another door? What one door closed
Speaker 2: another door? What let me hear you, bro saying.
Speaker 6: One there closing another one open?
Speaker 2: Yeah, That's what I'm talking about, David. You're gonna be good.
Speaker 2: It ain't nothing but big, bigger and better things happening
Speaker 2: for you in your life from here on out moving forward.
Speaker 2: You don't even need that type of energy around.
Speaker 19: Bro.
Speaker 2: I really feel for you.
Speaker 19: Bro.
Speaker 2: That's cold blooded, Like I ain't even lying like you
Speaker 2: got me ooh oh oh. I hate that that happened
Speaker 2: to you. Bro, for real, dog.
Speaker 6: Man, I guess you just lash, you know, like, I'm
Speaker 6: just like maybe like trying to focus on myself and
Speaker 6: maybe in the future someone.
Speaker 1: The whole like uh, closing the door open on the window,
Speaker 1: the thing you're he's open. A window has been opened
Speaker 1: for you to go and improve yourself. I feel like
Speaker 1: that's a much better path for you to be going down,
Speaker 1: and you have no idea where that.
Speaker 3: I'm so mad for you right now, bro, Like I'm
Speaker 3: really trying to keep it together. Oh my god, I
Speaker 3: hate that that happened to you.
Speaker 13: Bro.
Speaker 2: This nigga was worn yo, hoodie.
Speaker 6: Bro, Yeah, it was wearing my clothes.
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie. I know, I know you love
Speaker 2: her and all that, but I'm just going to say,
Speaker 2: fuck that, bitch.
Speaker 6: Oh fucking Christ.
Speaker 2: Let it out. Bro, Let it out, bro, you know,
Speaker 2: tears tears and laughter is the same thing.
Speaker 6: I'm just went, I'm just laughing because you're making me laugh.
Speaker 2: But man laughter the same thing. Tears and laughter is
Speaker 2: the same thing. Bro Let it out. So David, David,
Speaker 2: you with us. Yeah, David, you're telling us that you're
Speaker 2: gonna You're telling us that now you uh again from
Speaker 2: something negative and now have an opportunity.
Speaker 1: As you're telling us, I'm really glad to hear that
Speaker 1: you're looking at it like that. You have an opportunity
Speaker 1: to grow and to learn to be alone. So tell me,
Speaker 1: what are the kinds of things now that that you're single,
Speaker 1: now that you have a lot more time to yourself,
Speaker 1: What are the kinds of things that you want to
Speaker 1: pursue now that you have the opportunity to do so?
Speaker 6: Shiit Well, you know when I first got with this girl, mom,
Speaker 6: I I used to before I got here with her,
Speaker 6: I used to do like a lot of workout. I
Speaker 6: was very into the business.
Speaker 2: Stuff and yeah get big on her bro yeah, summer coming, Yeah,
Speaker 2: go with.
Speaker 6: Her when I go with her, Like in those three years,
Speaker 6: I still doing all of that because you know, she
Speaker 6: will always be like, no, come on, don't go to
Speaker 6: the gym, you can spend time with me and stuff.
Speaker 2: But now that's happening on it sounds sound like she
Speaker 2: was holding you back. Sounds like she was holding you back.
Speaker 6: I'm like, yeah, man, she was holding me back. She
Speaker 6: was holding me back for like a lot of things,
Speaker 6: man Like. It was just like so toxic and I
Speaker 6: was just so blinded with love with her, and she
Speaker 6: would like go through my phone every day she.
Speaker 2: Would go through she went she went through your phone?
Speaker 6: No, no, no, yeah, a lot of times, multiple times.
Speaker 2: No, are you serious?
Speaker 5: Every time.
Speaker 6: It's like, I was so stupid that every time that I,
Speaker 6: you know, I wanted to check her phone to.
Speaker 8: Will always like pull it away and hide it.
Speaker 10: And the stuff.
Speaker 5: Yeah.
Speaker 2: So she was going through your phone and then you
Speaker 2: were like, can I go through your phone?
Speaker 5: And she was like no, yeah, yeah yeah, just like that.
Speaker 2: Wait, so wait, you knew her, you knew her past?
Speaker 2: Co Uh no, man, no, she knew your pastout.
Speaker 6: Oh yeah she did, Yeah she did. But damn man.
Speaker 6: Well back to the question. Uh, you know I've been
Speaker 6: trying to get back into the gym.
Speaker 5: What what.
Speaker 1: Listen, listen, listen, Well, David, Okay, so you say trying
Speaker 1: to get back into the game.
Speaker 2: You need to stay out the game game. Hang up
Speaker 2: your jersey for a while, Hang up jersey for a while. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I fully agree. We need to stay out themlitation for
Speaker 2: a little bit. You need to sit in that little
Speaker 2: ice bucket and get your bones right. Your bones is
Speaker 2: broken right now. Your heartbone is broke right now. Brother.
Speaker 1: I agree with buddy. I feel like you you had us.
Speaker 1: You were like, I'm gonna go to the gym. I
Speaker 1: have this other shit, tell us more.
Speaker 2: All right.
Speaker 1: I want let's as we're together right now, focus on
Speaker 1: your damn. I want to let's envision the life that
Speaker 1: you will live now that you have time. I mean, look, dude,
Speaker 1: by the way, you're only nineteen years old. Nineteen years old.
Speaker 2: Like it's light, it's light, very light. You have a
Speaker 2: lot of opportunity to uh you ain't even had no
Speaker 2: pregnancy scares yet. Yeah, you got off kind of you know. Yeah,
Speaker 2: I know, I know. It's still a little wet behind
Speaker 2: the ears. Yeah, yeah, similar and all that. We're growing
Speaker 2: you up right here right now. One door closed, another door?
Speaker 2: What one door closed? Another door?
Speaker 4: What wonder closing closing?
Speaker 1: David he does David David Well listen, David, David again,
Speaker 1: Buddy and I real listen.
Speaker 2: We're sorry to hear that this has happened to you.
Speaker 1: But I I I'm almost like, I'm kind of glad
Speaker 1: because I, uh, the girl going through your phone telling
Speaker 1: you not to go to the gym, fucking cheating, I am.
Speaker 1: And that thing with a sweatshirt, that's justut that off
Speaker 1: the list, Been through that, been there, done that, got
Speaker 1: a coat and hat. Never gonna call you back?
Speaker 2: Did you come up with that on spot?
Speaker 8: Curious?
Speaker 6: Right, But I'm just gonna blug her or something.
Speaker 3: Man block her down blocker now and then delete the
Speaker 3: numbers so you can't even Yeah, do you are you.
Speaker 1: Still going on this girl's social media and stuff because
Speaker 1: you can't be doing that.
Speaker 2: You got a blocker, bro, I decided out of mind.
Speaker 3: Sometimes don't look at her, bro, don't look at her.
Speaker 3: She don't deserve your eyesight.
Speaker 6: Yeah, I just got to blog.
Speaker 2: Don't call me, no MO, don't text me no MO.
Speaker 2: Don't call me no MO, don't text me no mode. David, Listen,
Speaker 2: I think I think you got a good plan going here.
Speaker 2: I think uh, key takeaways from this call. Okay, we're
Speaker 2: not going back into the game right away. Okay, we
Speaker 2: have we're taking a detour into self uh self exploration,
Speaker 2: some introspection. But we need to go back to Tom
Speaker 2: Brady take away number one, take away number two. I
Speaker 2: guess it's the same takeaway, but come back. What was
Speaker 2: it again? God opens a one door closed another door?
Speaker 2: What one door closed another door? What open bit of them? Uh? David,
Speaker 2: anything else you want to say before you.
Speaker 6: Well, I just want to say before I go that
Speaker 6: I love I love what you're doing.
Speaker 10: Man, I love what you all do.
Speaker 6: And I just got a message for every young person girl,
Speaker 6: boy that's going through the same thing as me. I
Speaker 6: was gonna say that it doesn't matter, like call dark
Speaker 6: des by you you're feeling right now, just remember that
Speaker 6: there's always just fun at the end of the the
Speaker 6: sun always rights.
Speaker 5: At the end.
Speaker 2: You gotta go through to get through.
Speaker 14: I like that.
Speaker 6: Yeah, just keep it up and blessing for everyone. Just remember,
Speaker 6: like stay positive and just just learn from the bad
Speaker 6: things for you to become a better man and woman.
Speaker 2: Hey, thank you very much, David, Man, you have a
Speaker 2: good one. Then with some wise words right there, he
Speaker 2: closed out, didn't he? He really did it? Really did
Speaker 2: close out that guy. Heat up, buddy.
Speaker 1: I've never seen anyone. I've never seen anyone, not even
Speaker 1: myself get is fired.
Speaker 2: Up about a call on. I just know how he feel.
Speaker 2: I just know how he feels.
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, okay, So just sounds like you've been through
Speaker 1: a situation like that before. What what did you do
Speaker 1: after the fact to like build build yourself back up?
Speaker 1: Because I can really tear a guy down.
Speaker 3: Well, I've been through some similar but I did. I
Speaker 3: took the toxic route and not transformed into my oppressor.
Speaker 3: I start treating people the way that I was treated,
Speaker 3: and then it still hurts either way, whether you're receiving it.
Speaker 2: Or giveing dishing it out, and you know what I mean.
Speaker 3: So then I had to take my own self love
Speaker 3: into consideration and really just focus and lock in on, like,
Speaker 3: you know, aspects of myself that I feel like I
Speaker 3: can improve on because I ain't perfect, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean, to think about what I don't like about
Speaker 3: other people, I have similar attributes, so you know what
Speaker 3: I mean. Yeah, i'd be starting to just point the
Speaker 3: finger at me, you know what I'm saying, instead of
Speaker 3: back at whoever is You know what I mean?
Speaker 2: Anybody else.
Speaker 1: I mean, the temptation is strong when you have been
Speaker 1: heard too as you're saying, like go out and take that.
Speaker 1: Shouldn't dish it upon other people? You know, it's it
Speaker 1: takes a lot to resist that temptation.
Speaker 3: Yes, sometimes it's subconscious and you don't even know what's happened,
Speaker 3: and you just.
Speaker 5: You know, moving.
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think I think David. David seemed like a
Speaker 2: good guy. He's gonna be all right. I think he's
Speaker 2: gonna be all right. Oh here, let's suck the honey. Honey.
Speaker 2: Hi is this honey? Huh honey, it's Jack and buddy. Honey.
Speaker 2: How you doing, honey?
Speaker 17: Jack Climber, I said it was at the gym and
Speaker 17: I just catch.
Speaker 2: A bread, Catch a bread? Honey? How we can wait?
Speaker 17: I'm good, I'm good.
Speaker 2: Hi.
Speaker 1: Listen, honey. It says here that, uh, you've been sugar
Speaker 1: baby ring. You've been sugar baby for a while thirty five,
Speaker 1: you just did a podcast with someone about it, and
Speaker 1: now a major TV network is inviting you to be
Speaker 1: on a reality show about sugar babies as hard and
Speaker 1: you're wondering whether or not you should do it. Now
Speaker 1: why I'm curious because that sounds like a cool opportunity.
Speaker 2: Why what are you thinking? Are reasons not to do it?
Speaker 8: Well?
Speaker 9: A lot?
Speaker 17: Like I know, like reality TV can paint a picture
Speaker 17: about people, yep. And I'm like kind of a little
Speaker 17: bit worried about being painted as a villain because I know,
Speaker 17: like sugar baby, and it's different, people do it differently.
Speaker 7: So for me, it's more about like hypergamy said hyperbole.
Speaker 17: I'm just like kind of hypergamy, like dating up, like
Speaker 17: dating upper class people.
Speaker 2: I think, give us give us a quick definition of
Speaker 2: hypergam a word.
Speaker 17: Hypergamy is just like hypergamy is stating a higher class,
Speaker 17: like like you know, like there's monogamy, like when you're
Speaker 17: like only with one person, you're dating that person singularly.
Speaker 17: Hypergamy as when need do that with somebody of a higher.
Speaker 6: Class.
Speaker 2: Oh elegant, nice, nice, higher social status.
Speaker 17: I'm elegant. No, But I've noticed, like the world of
Speaker 17: sugar bating is very diverse, and some people are just
Speaker 17: you know, it's more of like paying for every meet
Speaker 17: and having perspect or whatever, and I don't I'm a
Speaker 17: little bit worried about being painted in that light.
Speaker 2: I am a mom.
Speaker 17: And the this particular show will be like kind of
Speaker 17: following me around in my everyday life. And I have
Speaker 17: like a really good job, and I'm like, oh, this
Speaker 17: isn't something that I don't know if one, I'm currently
Speaker 17: don't have a sugar daddy. I just broke up with
Speaker 17: my last sugar daddy a few weeks ago, and I
Speaker 17: thought I was like kind of done with it, like
Speaker 17: for a while, because I kind of it just ended poorly,
Speaker 17: and I was just like, you know, I'm going to
Speaker 17: just go back to dating regular guys. And like the
Speaker 17: podcast happened and in the show, and then I was like, oh,
Speaker 17: maybe I should not give up sugar bating.
Speaker 1: Okay, you were you were a little bit on the
Speaker 1: way out and then this opportunity came. Yeah m hmm, Okay,
Speaker 1: you were a little bit out on the way out,
Speaker 1: but this opportunity came and what Okay, So we kind
Speaker 1: of went over why you are?
Speaker 2: What the cons you were.
Speaker 1: Like a little bit so the control thing a narrative,
Speaker 1: the news, control of the narrative, a little bit to
Speaker 1: some sweaty guy.
Speaker 2: In an editing bay, she need a new sugar daddy.
Speaker 2: She ain't got no sugardaddy. You need a new sugar dad. Well,
Speaker 2: the producers will get you a new sugar daddy to
Speaker 2: probably get you someone who's like you know, that causes
Speaker 2: conflict the girls. Damn you got you know? But but okay,
Speaker 2: so then so then we've gone over the cons talk.
Speaker 2: What are the pros? What are the things that are
Speaker 2: making you go in? Maybe this is nice? Is it money?
Speaker 2: Is it notoriety? What are you What are you looking
Speaker 2: for that they might have to give? Can you say
Speaker 2: what network show?
Speaker 17: I don't really know what I'm allowed to say about it,
Speaker 17: to be honest, because we haven't even shot a pilot.
Speaker 17: I haven't signed anything oring. Okay, so we kind of
Speaker 17: just had our first conference call today about like what's expected.
Speaker 2: Oh so the balls are happening? Okay, okay, you entertaining
Speaker 2: the idea?
Speaker 17: Yes, I'm entertaining because I think it's a great platform.
Speaker 17: Also like to like, I was invited on skin Wars
Speaker 17: twice before because I used to do body art and
Speaker 17: body painting, and I didn't go because of the time
Speaker 17: I was pregnant. And then they invited me the next
Speaker 17: year and I had a new bird baby and I
Speaker 17: was gonna have to be gone for six months in
Speaker 17: New York. So that wasn't I wasn't gonna leave my baby.
Speaker 17: But I always like missed like that. I missed that
Speaker 17: opportunity because the guy that ended up winning that year,
Speaker 17: I beat him in another competition, in an international competition,
Speaker 17: so I was like, oh won, you know, and so listen,
Speaker 17: I want now another opportunity for Yeah, well well.
Speaker 2: Honey, so back just back to the topic real quick.
Speaker 2: What is it that is attractive to you about this offer?
Speaker 17: I feel like it's another opportunity that came around that
Speaker 17: I missed before, like to be on like reality TV.
Speaker 2: And OK, well, so besides the fact that, besides the
Speaker 2: fact that you missed it before, you know, the what
Speaker 2: about the opportunity in and of itself are you most
Speaker 2: looking forward to?
Speaker 17: So I've been thinking about like having opening up a
Speaker 17: podcast with one of my friends possibly he was actually
Speaker 17: on this show the other week with you guys, And
Speaker 17: I think that like if I have that kind of
Speaker 17: a platform where I get some sort of thing, it
Speaker 17: helps like funnel I can funnel that into the other things.
Speaker 2: That I do trying to build a brand.
Speaker 17: And yeah, exactly, but that's the thing. What's the brand
Speaker 17: gonna be at that point, I don't have control over it.
Speaker 2: The girls, damn you got so all right's just saying
Speaker 2: it off control. But like, here's the thing.
Speaker 1: We have seen so many great turnarounds, Like look at
Speaker 1: like like Snookie right, like she was like portrayed sort
Speaker 1: of negatively in the Jersey Shore. I think she has
Speaker 1: a fucking podcast or something where she gets to like,
Speaker 1: you know, be like, hey, hey everyone, I know that
Speaker 1: that's what you saw me as in the reality show,
Speaker 1: but here's who I actually am. And then that's where
Speaker 1: your real folks will flock to to get to know
Speaker 1: who he actually are.
Speaker 3: I feel like all reality TV is lightly scripted, and
Speaker 3: then it's the active improvisation and you know a little
Speaker 3: oversaturation on top of that, and then the consumer is
Speaker 3: aware of all these things.
Speaker 2: So like at the end of the day, it's still TV.
Speaker 3: Like you know that you being filmed on reality and
Speaker 3: it's gonna be like some kind of something you're putting
Speaker 3: it on thick a little bit, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 17: Yeah, right, And I I've had that kind of conversation
Speaker 17: with one of my friends, like like, as long as
Speaker 17: I was really strong on my social media platforms, that
Speaker 17: I could kind of help control the narrative a little bit.
Speaker 17: But the other side of it is like I don't
Speaker 17: know what I'll be giving up in the now, Like
Speaker 17: is this going to cause me to lose my job
Speaker 17: right now?
Speaker 6: You know?
Speaker 17: And then like I have to build that I have
Speaker 17: to rebuild that income from this. You know, I'm a
Speaker 17: single mom of three kids.
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, let me tell you just one
Speaker 1: thing that you might want to consider as a factor
Speaker 1: and you're decision. This is probably this will probably be
Speaker 1: my final thoughts on it, is that I understand that
Speaker 1: you want to use this as a launching platform for
Speaker 1: like your podcast and all the other things that you're
Speaker 1: doing on the internet, like her own entity for real,
Speaker 1: right Yeah, And I can see where it can be helpful.
Speaker 1: I can see where it can be helpful, and it
Speaker 1: might be I'm not going to say it's not, but
Speaker 1: if you choose not to go with it, you don't
Speaker 1: need it. I think you can build your brand without
Speaker 1: being on reality TV. There's so many There's TikTok, there's YouTube,
Speaker 1: there's Instagram, reels, there's Reddit. There's so many different ways
Speaker 1: for you to build your brand aside from just being
Speaker 1: on this TV show.
Speaker 2: But that's just if you decide not to do it.
Speaker 17: And that's very true. It's very true. It's more of
Speaker 17: like a launching pad. I feel like it will just
Speaker 17: like speed up the process kind of, you know, if the.
Speaker 2: Check right, but the heck right that too, I guess. Hey, honey,
Speaker 2: anything you want to say.
Speaker 17: Before we go, No, thank you for inviting me on.
Speaker 2: Get your money, honey, you know my friend is of course,
Speaker 2: I hope. I hope to see you on whatever whatever
Speaker 2: the thing is, if you decide to do it, we
Speaker 2: hope to see it.
Speaker 17: All right, Well, I hope works not dig.
Speaker 2: Girl's damn sugar, honey forever?
Speaker 5: What was it?
Speaker 2: Can you say that when you just said you said's
Speaker 2: slower dick cowls, damn sugar, the girls themn sugar? What
Speaker 2: does that mean? The girls are sugar? Oh, the girls
Speaker 2: are sugar. Yeah, it's like, oh them girls are sug
Speaker 2: What is it again? I'll take a crack atage of
Speaker 2: make an accent. The gals damn sho got the girl's
Speaker 2: damn sugar? Okay, who's that that? Shaumpaul or somebody? Oh,
Speaker 2: somebody said that. I thought it was just mising the
Speaker 2: girl's damn shugar.
Speaker 1: I know I like about music. I feel like you
Speaker 1: can like say like because I mean just now I said,
Speaker 1: like slow that time.
Speaker 2: Wait what does that mean?
Speaker 1: But I feel like if you say in music, if
Speaker 1: you say something confidently enough, nobody will question it.
Speaker 2: Big yell, demn sugar, the girls, the girls, damn sugar. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: that's a cool thing to say. Not everything you know.
Speaker 2: Dang I want a sugar baby. Yeah, nah, I'm bro.
Speaker 2: Would you if if, if, if, if you could, would
Speaker 2: you get a sugar baby? I don't know, probably not.
Speaker 2: If you sugar mama, yeah, would you? Would you ever
Speaker 2: do that? Would you be a sugar sugar? I would
Speaker 2: be a sugar baby? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Is the baby for boys and girls or is there
Speaker 1: a male version of the there are boy babies and
Speaker 1: girl babies.
Speaker 2: To be a boy baby around to a mama, I
Speaker 2: used to be a baby. I was a boy baby
Speaker 2: for show your boy baby to a sugar mama or
Speaker 2: to just a regular mama.
Speaker 19: My mother.
Speaker 2: But if I had a sugar mama, I would definitely
Speaker 2: be a sugar baby.
Speaker 5: Boy.
Speaker 2: I feel like that could be a fun gig under
Speaker 2: the right circumstances. Hell yeah, Hello, Chanelly. Yeah, Hi, how
Speaker 2: are you, Chanelle? What's going on with you? What's your
Speaker 2: life like? Hi?
Speaker 18: I'm good, Thanks for.
Speaker 2: Asking, Chanelle? How do you pronounce your name? Before we continue?
Speaker 2: Chanelle Chanelle? Chanelle?
Speaker 1: Chanelle says, here you want to know if you're an
Speaker 1: asshole for wanting to move to Europe with your ex
Speaker 1: boyfriend even though you're currently in a relationship.
Speaker 2: What's what's the scoop? What's going on here?
Speaker 18: So basically, I'm first of all, I'm one of those
Speaker 18: people that's friends with their exes and not like in
Speaker 18: the weird way, like I'm genuinely friends with them. There's
Speaker 18: there's nothing.
Speaker 2: Weird about it.
Speaker 18: My current boyfriend, he's friends with them because we're just
Speaker 18: all friends.
Speaker 2: It's a friend it's a friend group. The friend group
Speaker 2: includes your current boyfriend and your ex boyfriend, and everyone's chill.
Speaker 2: It's just a friendship. You sure it ain't no love triangle?
Speaker 18: Yeah, I'm sure.
Speaker 2: Well, so what's like no fealing?
Speaker 1: Okay, see, seeing it's been set, we're in a friend
Speaker 1: group that includes you, the boyfriend, the ex boyfriend.
Speaker 2: How long ago did you date the X? Like, how
Speaker 2: long has it been since job broken? That's a good question.
Speaker 7: Two years.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's long alright, alright, all right, so why are
Speaker 2: you Why are you going? Why are you going to
Speaker 2: go to Europe? What's going on in Europe?
Speaker 18: So I wanted to focus on my my streaming and
Speaker 18: just yeah, that's basically. I wanted to focus on my
Speaker 18: streaming and myself. I currently have like two jobs, and
Speaker 18: basically I was venting to him about like life and stuff,
Speaker 18: and he asked, like, where did I see myself in
Speaker 18: two years? And I said, like, you know, the dream
Speaker 18: is like to at least be working on my platform,
Speaker 18: but like you know, if I can't do that, then
Speaker 18: get my degree. So he he's offered that I could.
Speaker 18: He's moving into his own apartment in a couple of months,
Speaker 18: and he said that I could stay with him for
Speaker 18: as long as I wanted, and all I would have
Speaker 18: to do is focus on streaming and he'd like worry
Speaker 18: about everything else because he'd be paying for that money. Anyways,
Speaker 18: all right, it was like a three bedroom. It's empty space.
Speaker 2: Uh, I'm a.
Speaker 3: Gonna say, yeah, that's an asshole move. That's cold blood.
Speaker 3: How are you gonna do your boyfriend.
Speaker 2: Like that and move in with your eggs. Hell, no,
Speaker 2: y'all gonna fall.
Speaker 3: Back in love in London? Is romantic over there, y'all
Speaker 3: stay together, platforms and stuff? Come on now, for real?
Speaker 3: You don't like your eggs no more?
Speaker 2: For real?
Speaker 19: Yeah?
Speaker 10: No, for real?
Speaker 18: He has a girlfriend, like we're friends, like it does
Speaker 18: not go beyond that. I and personally like calling him
Speaker 18: an ex is like weird. I don't see him like
Speaker 18: that anymore.
Speaker 2: I I I feel I feel you.
Speaker 1: I think relationships can can develop, I think they can change.
Speaker 1: I think something that started romantic can become platonic in
Speaker 1: the same well, okay, in the same sense that things
Speaker 1: that start platonic can become romantic.
Speaker 2: Can they not? Reverse?
Speaker 12: Are?
Speaker 2: Are?
Speaker 5: Are?
Speaker 13: Are?
Speaker 7: So?
Speaker 2: Okay? Wait? So why does the boyfriend just come with
Speaker 2: you to Europe?
Speaker 18: So he doesn't want to leave his mom behind? Yeah,
Speaker 18: he wants to make sure she's taken care of and
Speaker 18: she like help with his siblings and stuff.
Speaker 2: How long are we going to Europe for.
Speaker 18: Three months?
Speaker 2: Or Yeah, it's like a study of bron that didn't
Speaker 2: even have bad It's like a study of Broun And
Speaker 2: he coup with the eggs too, And y'all be faith
Speaker 2: timing or something while you go, Uh, what do you mean,
Speaker 2: like you're not gonna break up with your boyfriend to
Speaker 2: to move with your accent in Europe?
Speaker 4: Yeah?
Speaker 18: No, no, no, of course not. I'm coming right back
Speaker 18: after the three months or this who much cover long
Speaker 18: it is, I'm coming right back to live with him.
Speaker 18: It's just so that I can focus on like I
Speaker 18: wouldn't I wouldn't have to worry about like rent or
Speaker 18: like working two jobs, and I could put my all
Speaker 18: into yeah, what I want to do.
Speaker 2: Well, So, okay, well listen, here's here's the kicker. Here's
Speaker 2: here's the thing, Chanelly.
Speaker 1: You called in asked if you thought you were an
Speaker 1: asshole because something, whether justified or not, is in your
Speaker 1: brain making you think this could be an asshole move.
Speaker 2: What is that?
Speaker 19: Why?
Speaker 1: Why why did it even enter into your head that
Speaker 1: it could be an asshole move? I want to let's
Speaker 1: explore that for a second.
Speaker 18: Well, I talked to my boyfriend about it, obviously, and
Speaker 18: at first he was okay with it, and then you know,
Speaker 18: he kind of thought about it a little more and
Speaker 18: he was really her and felt he said that like
Speaker 18: it was like triggering his like abandonment issue, And was
Speaker 18: you know, like it was a lot for him, and
Speaker 18: it just felt like I was like leaving him, even
Speaker 18: though like trying to escape the relationship. I tried to
Speaker 18: reassure him and tell him that, you know, that wasn't
Speaker 18: the case and I'd be coming right back. And at
Speaker 18: first I couldn't really understand like why he felt like
Speaker 18: I was kind of upset that he would think I
Speaker 18: would do something like that to him. But then I
Speaker 18: thought about it, and now I don't know, Like now
Speaker 18: I feel like terrible for even thinking about it.
Speaker 3: I thought I thought it was an asshole move at first,
Speaker 3: but I know the whole story, and I was really
Speaker 3: just still trying to take your temperature on how much
Speaker 3: you really fuck with y'all ex? But since he got
Speaker 3: a girl, you cool with his girl, and did your
Speaker 3: boyfriend is cool with the ex boyfriend?
Speaker 2: I see? I mean, I feel like it's cool. He
Speaker 2: had grown ass man.
Speaker 3: He need to deal with his abandonment issues by now,
Speaker 3: and just let you have your three months to build
Speaker 3: YOE brand and do your thing and you'll be right back.
Speaker 2: I think you should do it.
Speaker 18: Yeah, yeah, I was thinking the same thing. I just
Speaker 18: like Chris, I felt like an asshole. Because every time,
Speaker 18: you know, he like says, oh, I'm okay with it,
Speaker 18: and then he'll go back and bring something else up,
Speaker 18: and then you know, then like suddenly he started bringing
Speaker 18: up that he doesn't trust my ex and stuff.
Speaker 2: He said, I actually agree a Loize, I agree with
Speaker 2: you what you said.
Speaker 16: Man.
Speaker 2: I was like, you sounded like a sucker. Well, it's
Speaker 2: like I don't want to tell you what to do.
Speaker 2: But here's the thing, is like, how old are you
Speaker 2: twenty twenty two? Do you love yo boyfriend? I do, yeah,
Speaker 2: But I mean, like, Chanelli, this is uh, have you
Speaker 2: ever been to Europe? I have no, Chanelle, I don't know.
Speaker 1: Look like, okay, look assuming that everything that you're telling
Speaker 1: us were like, oh, okay, we're in the friend group.
Speaker 1: Everything's cool, like they're really truly, honest to god, nothing
Speaker 1: at all going on with you in the ex.
Speaker 2: The X and his girlfriend are all cool. Everything's tight.
Speaker 1: There's nothing really there and it's mainly your boyfriend has
Speaker 1: his abandonment issues and whatnot. I am of the opinion that, listen, Chanelle,
Speaker 1: you're twenty two years old, you've never been to Europe before.
Speaker 2: This would be an interesting life experience for you. To
Speaker 2: have and by God, you should be out there having
Speaker 2: interesting life experiences. And I hate the idea that did
Speaker 2: somebody is supposed to make the heart fonder. I, by
Speaker 2: the way, I agree with that as well. Disten does
Speaker 2: make the heart fund. Yeah, I don't like I'm doing
Speaker 2: a little dance turn around, you know what I'm saying,
Speaker 2: you'd be all right.
Speaker 1: I feel like you should take the life experience. And
Speaker 1: I don't like that your boyfriend is like a little
Speaker 1: bit holding you back from them.
Speaker 2: Don't let him hold you back. But I guess I
Speaker 2: get it from his perspective too. I don't know, but
Speaker 2: it would be a good life experience for you.
Speaker 1: I would hate at twenty two for you to be like,
Speaker 1: go to Europe. My boyfriend doesn't want me to go,
Speaker 1: so I'm not gonna go. You know, fucking fucking go
Speaker 1: fucking go to Europe.
Speaker 18: Yeah, that's kind of the same response I get from everyone.
Speaker 2: I've heard.
Speaker 1: What I've heard way more people be like express regrets
Speaker 1: about Uh, oh, I did this because of my boyfriend
Speaker 1: when I was young, and so I didn't do that,
Speaker 1: and I regret that then I did. Oh, I regret
Speaker 1: going because it messed.
Speaker 2: With this thing that I had going on. I mean,
Speaker 2: you're just so young, dude, Like, go to Europe. Go
Speaker 2: to Europe.
Speaker 3: I'm actually going tour in Europe to come to the show.
Speaker 3: You out there, go to Europe, go to Buddy show.
Speaker 5: Dude.
Speaker 18: Yeah, you going to the Netherlands, buddy, some.
Speaker 1: Like something like, did you wait, You're going to the Netherlands. Way,
Speaker 1: this changes everything? But the Whey are in the Netherlands.
Speaker 18: Honestly, I don't know. I know if he lives two
Speaker 18: hours away from Amsterdam.
Speaker 2: Shanelly, I love Amsterdam. Chanelli's favorite play Shanelle, Listen, I
Speaker 2: feel for Listen. IM gonna tell you this is. This
Speaker 2: is I'm gonna tell you I feel for your boyfriend.
Speaker 1: He's got something going on. I really do feel from
Speaker 1: But Shanelle, the Netherlands fucking rocks. It's all of the Netherlands. Please,
Speaker 1: it's awesome.
Speaker 2: Go to Red Light District.
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, go to Amsterdam. I had the best fucking
Speaker 1: time in my life in Amsterdam.
Speaker 2: Man, go we it just just walk around and just
Speaker 2: check it out.
Speaker 18: Oh that makes me feel so much better.
Speaker 2: Ye say, he was going to the Netherlands. The Netherlands, definitely,
Speaker 2: Leo boyfriend where he at he'd be. I Yo, good
Speaker 2: luck to you, Shanelle. I hope you make the right choice.
Speaker 18: All right, thank you so much.
Speaker 6: Appreciate y'all for sure.
Speaker 2: Can this show is awesome. You do this all the time,
Speaker 2: all the time Mondays and Wednesdays. Dang, I'm having so
Speaker 2: much fun. Fuck. Yeah, dude, I'm glad you have. I
Speaker 2: feel like we really just like changing some lives out there. Really, Yeah,
Speaker 2: through the people. Yeah, dude, I really, I know. I
Speaker 2: really believed in that because Matt, you have you ever
Speaker 2: been ins I thought she was doing on some weird
Speaker 2: stuff with her boyfriend, with her ex boyfriend. Yeah, I
Speaker 2: was a little bit like I had to make sure yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: asked the right questions to see what type of time
Speaker 2: she and he owned the X because like, that's just
Speaker 2: sounds It's just a weird setup how she set it up.
Speaker 2: It was just weird.
Speaker 3: Like, do I asshole for going to Europe with my
Speaker 3: ex boyfriend. I'm currently in a relationship, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean. We just have to feel her, feel her out.
Speaker 2: She seems to be. She got her head on straight.
Speaker 2: She knows she won't for herself.
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, right, it took a little bit of like
Speaker 1: probing to get into like the context of it was
Speaker 1: the conflict.
Speaker 2: But she knows what you're doing. Man, that boyfriend is
Speaker 2: gonna watch this and be fucking pissed off at us.
Speaker 2: He'd be a right, yeah, he'll be fine. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I would hate the idea of her missing out on
Speaker 1: that experience at such a young age, fucking doing that ship.
Speaker 2: I mean, that's awesome. That'd be sick. You're gonna touring Europe? Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 2: we're all in Europe. Uh, A bunch of different places.
Speaker 2: I don't know. Stockholm I've never been. I've never been
Speaker 2: to Sweden. That's sick.
Speaker 5: Yep.
Speaker 2: Amsterdam, I think I'm gonna going on Amsterdam, Londa and perse.
Speaker 1: Hey, I think we'll we're sort of at a midpoint.
Speaker 1: We can take some some more calls. But buddy, I mean,
Speaker 1: is there anything you want you want to plug, anything
Speaker 1: you want to tell the people? Hey, what sound do
Speaker 1: geckos make? A Can you do that one more time?
Speaker 2: Please? Is that really the sound? Well, I'm a gecko
Speaker 2: and I just made that sound, So that's the sound.
Speaker 3: He yeah, no, but I'm dropping the album. It's called
Speaker 3: super Getto. I mean Super Ghetto.
Speaker 2: When's it dropping next week? March twenty fifth, Super Geko,
Speaker 2: I mean super Ghetto? Where can where can people find it?
Speaker 19: Uh?
Speaker 3: I'm gonna tweet it and post on my Instagram, probably
Speaker 3: on my auto streaming platforms and stuff. Super super Getko,
Speaker 3: fall at Buddy Instagram, Super Ghetto Sorry Twitter, Yeah, it's
Speaker 3: pretty tight.
Speaker 2: I'll check it out. Yeah, sick Jay? What you got
Speaker 2: to say?
Speaker 6: Jay?
Speaker 1: It says here you died a couple of months ago
Speaker 1: for five minutes, and then you were resuscitated the dead guy.
Speaker 2: What was it like being dead?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 5: It was crazy, man. I saw a lot of the
Speaker 5: first song. I saw a lot of stuff. Man, it's
Speaker 5: actually crazy. But on the other end, like, I'm not
Speaker 5: scared of.
Speaker 2: Dying anymore, So how'd you die?
Speaker 1: Uh?
Speaker 5: So it was the night before Halloween or the Friday
Speaker 5: before Halloween. I decided to go down to a friend's
Speaker 5: house and we're gonna play a board game, something like
Speaker 5: strategy game. I think it's called like, no, it's called
Speaker 5: like Katan Katan.
Speaker 13: What is that?
Speaker 1: Settlers of Kat. I've never played it before, but I
Speaker 1: know it's like the big game. It's like some spiritual game.
Speaker 5: Neither of uy I was supposed to. Yeah, it's it's
Speaker 5: some sort of like trading game or something like that.
Speaker 5: And uh, I fell asleep on the bid and I had.
Speaker 2: A season in my sleep, and you died from the seizure.
Speaker 5: Uh. Yeah, I died from the seizure. They called the
Speaker 5: ambulance for me, and in the ambulance on the paperwork,
Speaker 5: it says that like somewhere in between like actually being
Speaker 5: in the room and being in the ambulance, I died
Speaker 5: for like five minutes and they had to resuscitate me
Speaker 5: once they got there.
Speaker 2: So tell us how's the afterlife?
Speaker 5: It's crazy, man, I like remember dying, like the actual
Speaker 5: process of dying, or what I assumed was me dying.
Speaker 5: I just remember like being in a lot of pain
Speaker 5: and like seeing a lot of static with like screaming
Speaker 5: people in it, and it just kept like zooming again
Speaker 5: and zoom again on the static, but like inside screaming prison,
Speaker 5: there's more static and more screaming people. And then I
Speaker 5: just remember being like, oh God, this hurts so bad.
Speaker 5: I wish I would die. And then I remember like
Speaker 5: everything fading the blackness, and I think that's when I.
Speaker 2: Like acts passed away and it was just black hunt.
Speaker 5: And then uh, yeah it was. It was it was darkness,
Speaker 5: and then at some point I remember it was like
Speaker 5: a dark like a velvety red type landscape, and uh,
Speaker 5: I remember being guided through by like a tall it
Speaker 5: was like a tall almost hooded person, except it wasn't
Speaker 5: like a hood like you know when people talk about
Speaker 5: like the green grim Reaper and he's wearing like a
Speaker 5: hood and like a Rube version something like that. Got that.
Speaker 5: It was like something like that, but not exactly, like
Speaker 5: it wasn't actually like clothing material. And I just remember
Speaker 5: like velvety covered like snowflakes, almost like falling out of
Speaker 5: the sky, and like there were like velvet colored dueves
Speaker 5: and everything was.
Speaker 3: A velvet ecstatic, like people screaming, slow zoom into the
Speaker 3: fade to black, and then like the retro gramper popped up.
Speaker 2: I can't tell if this is tranquil or terrifying.
Speaker 5: It was it was a little bit of both. I
Speaker 5: was very Uh I was scared when I was fealing pain,
Speaker 5: but with the darkness, I like stopped feeling pain when
Speaker 5: everything faded, And that's why I think, like that's when
Speaker 5: I died, because I just stopped doing stuff I like
Speaker 5: showing it.
Speaker 2: He only show up to purgatory, don't he.
Speaker 5: That's That's what I'm thinking, because I, by far like
Speaker 5: I'm not a I don't think of myself as a
Speaker 5: bad person. I try and live a quote unquote good lifestyle.
Speaker 5: But at the same time, I'm by Noman's perfect.
Speaker 2: So this velvety because it wasn't like place that you
Speaker 2: went to. Was it? Was it a heaven? Was it
Speaker 2: a hell? What do you think it was with the snowflakes? Yeah?
Speaker 5: I actually have no idea. But fun fact, I went
Speaker 5: up the friends who I went up to visit for
Speaker 5: the night. Her dad's actually a pastor, right, which I
Speaker 5: by no means I consider myself an atheist. But he
Speaker 5: said he wasn't worried about me when I died, because
Speaker 5: he said, and I quote that there was a demon
Speaker 5: attached to me that was trying to take me and
Speaker 5: seeking about He literally just like sat next to me
Speaker 5: and he was praying while the ambulance came.
Speaker 2: Oh so you feel like prayer changes things? Huh.
Speaker 5: I don't know if that worked or not. I'm in
Speaker 5: school for like a science based track. By no means, I,
Speaker 5: by no means like can vouch for any of that stuff.
Speaker 3: So you scientifically resurrected from the hospital people.
Speaker 5: Hey, I mean that's all I know for your fact.
Speaker 5: I can't say anything about like a demon.
Speaker 1: This sounds very similar to like, I mean, this is
Speaker 1: probably what like smoking d MT is like, right, isn't
Speaker 1: d MT Isn't that like what releases in your brain
Speaker 1: when you die, you have like a little DMT trip
Speaker 1: or some shit, ayahuascas.
Speaker 5: I have no idea, but it was crazy. There was
Speaker 5: a and everyone knew what I was thinking. They were
Speaker 5: like shorter people that were also like cloak or whatever
Speaker 5: you said.
Speaker 2: There were short, shorter people like they were shorter than
Speaker 2: the tall one.
Speaker 5: Yeah, the tall guy led me to shorter people, like
Speaker 5: shorter than me. I'm sick too. They were probably around
Speaker 5: like some between like four to and.
Speaker 2: Like for eties, little retro grim reaper hoods.
Speaker 5: Like yeah, also like retro reaperhoods and stuff.
Speaker 2: Sounds like a band, like a cool band.
Speaker 1: That does sound like a cool band. A bunch of
Speaker 1: short grim reaper people. Yeah, and they called purgatory what
Speaker 1: whoa I go to that show? I would do it
Speaker 1: to that show too.
Speaker 6: Well.
Speaker 2: I'm sorry you die man, I'm glad you got came
Speaker 2: back to life.
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I'm I'm glad too.
Speaker 1: So Jay, tell us before we go, tell us this.
Speaker 1: You died, you got a second chance. Now you have
Speaker 1: a whole and you're only eighteen years old, so you
Speaker 1: got Really you're really lucked out getting this second chance here?
Speaker 1: What what are we gonna do? What are we gonna
Speaker 1: do with our life now? What's what's happening here? What's
Speaker 1: what's uh? What are we gonna do with the gift
Speaker 1: of resurrection?
Speaker 2: Life after depth? You only know bigg smalls. Yeah, dude,
Speaker 2: you're you're on your bonus round here.
Speaker 5: Yeah. It actually gave me like a lot of clarity
Speaker 5: as to what I wanted to do in life. I
Speaker 5: decided to leave schools for a little bit because that's
Speaker 5: always something I can go back to. Mm hm And
Speaker 5: uh now I'm kind of just working so that way
Speaker 5: I can, you know, do things that I feel and
Speaker 5: more valuable to meet experienced life.
Speaker 2: What what is it that you want to do that's
Speaker 2: feels more valuable too?
Speaker 5: Uh So while I was dead, you know, they were,
Speaker 5: like I said, we were like communicating, and I kind
Speaker 5: of just realized that like the things that I really
Speaker 5: valued in life for like experiences with people, you know,
Speaker 5: like making good friends and you know, just experiencing things
Speaker 5: with them and going to like new places and this
Speaker 5: that's hard, like a feeling like community.
Speaker 2: I resonate with that a lot. Dang, Okay, death come through.
Speaker 2: What's the what's the all right?
Speaker 6: So you you.
Speaker 2: You quit school.
Speaker 1: You decided that experiences with people you enjoy are the
Speaker 1: most important things.
Speaker 2: Like you're about to turn up.
Speaker 1: Sounds like you're about to turn up. What's what's just
Speaker 1: before we go? What's the next experience for you? What's
Speaker 1: next with the next like capitalization on on this new knowledge?
Speaker 5: Uh, I'm actually working now so that way I can
Speaker 5: take a trip to I'm planning on going to Norway
Speaker 5: in the next month.
Speaker 2: Norway. Dah wait you do Norway?
Speaker 6: Uh?
Speaker 5: I'm not sure yet. I'm playing on backpacking with my girlfriend.
Speaker 2: Damn. Okay, So you're about to live life since you
Speaker 2: didn't die, all right? Awesome, dude, I love this. I
Speaker 2: love this plan for you. Well, thanks for sharing your experience.
Speaker 2: That's fire.
Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, dang, I want to die. I kind of
Speaker 1: want to die now too. This is great, yo, Jay,
Speaker 1: have a great fucking time in Norway. Man, for real,
Speaker 1: all right, you too, Hey, have a good night man.
Speaker 19: You too.
Speaker 2: We're not going to Norway, dude, Yeah, it's kind of
Speaker 2: he he he said you too.
Speaker 5: At the end.
Speaker 2: He was trying to be a dick. He was rubbing. Now,
Speaker 2: Jay's a good guy. The fuck with that, man. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I won't kind of want to go eat Norway. Now,
Speaker 2: how do you think you're gonna die? Uh heart attack? Oh? Shoot,
Speaker 2: I I eat pretty terribly. I don't exercise. I gotta
Speaker 2: do that more.
Speaker 1: When we when we were downstairs and I did those
Speaker 1: ten push ups, that was the most push When we
Speaker 1: got into the Gecko suits, wed, Yeah, we both dropped
Speaker 1: to the floor and we're like crawling around as lizards,
Speaker 1: and I did some push us and that was probably
Speaker 1: the most push us I've done the whole year.
Speaker 2: Killed those. You ate those second? You ate those? They
Speaker 2: look pretty easy, doable, Yeah, I straight up like, yeah,
Speaker 2: I really surprised myself.
Speaker 1: I really think it was something about putt because I
Speaker 1: put something about putting on the Gecko suit.
Speaker 2: I feel like power, Yeah, I get the echo powers.
Speaker 1: So now whenever I'm gonna start have to like start
Speaker 1: going to the gym with the gecko suit on and
Speaker 1: see if it works get ripped.
Speaker 2: Are you do you live a healthy lifestyle? Yeah? I'm
Speaker 2: all about holdness and wellness for sure.
Speaker 1: What do you have any advice for me on like
Speaker 1: how I can live longer and ship? Yoga's tight? You
Speaker 1: gotta find your equilibrium.
Speaker 3: Once you find your center and your core, then that's
Speaker 3: where you lift from when you're working out, and you
Speaker 3: can evenly, you know, even out your muscles on both
Speaker 3: sides because I know I used to do push ups
Speaker 3: and like the muscles on the left side of my.
Speaker 2: Body would be a little more pumped up than the right.
Speaker 3: So I had to really just you know, find my
Speaker 3: center and once I balance myself out, you know what
Speaker 3: I mean, then I could just walk on solid ground
Speaker 3: for real, stand up straight, breathe.
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't breathe correctly. How do you
Speaker 2: you can breathe wrong? How do you breathe? I didn't
Speaker 2: know there was a wrong way to breathe. How do
Speaker 2: you breathe correctly? Well? You in through the nose, out
Speaker 2: through the mouth. Real, Wait, so are you telling me? Okay?
Speaker 1: Every single breath you take, like when you're like right now.
Speaker 1: Are you breathing through your nose out of your mouth?
Speaker 5: Are you? Yeah?
Speaker 1: Every breath you take your in through the nose out
Speaker 1: of the mouth, like automatically. I mean for the most part. Yeah,
Speaker 1: let's like my nose is stopped up.
Speaker 3: But yeah, you want to take long, deep breaths in
Speaker 3: through the nose and then the nice exhale through the mouth.
Speaker 2: And that's how I state in my zen state? Are
Speaker 2: you in your zen state right now? I'm so zen?
Speaker 2: He sees force. Yeah, it's very chill. Still I still
Speaker 2: you want to do a couple? Yeah? You ready? You
Speaker 2: feel that?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: That was that was like sually nice told you. What
Speaker 2: do you eat? Chicky?
Speaker 1: Is that it for the most part? Yeah, just checking
Speaker 1: your vegetables? U Yeah, you vegetables too. Do you ever
Speaker 1: do you eat any unhealthy ship? Do you ever do
Speaker 1: the fast food the candy or whatever?
Speaker 2: Or you you still eat McDonald's and hot cheetos. Yep,
Speaker 2: hot cheetos.
Speaker 3: I love hot cheat those. Oh my god, they have
Speaker 3: cold cheetos. Now, what what are cold? I've seen it
Speaker 3: on Twitter.
Speaker 2: It's like flaming hots and then they got freezing cold cheetos.
Speaker 2: They're like blue. Oh. But they're like blue hot. I
Speaker 2: don't know. I haven't tried them. I want to try those,
Speaker 2: all right, I gotta try cold cold cheetah. I want
Speaker 2: some co cheetos mm hmm. You want to do?
Speaker 16: Uh?
Speaker 2: You want to do a couple more? How are you feeling?
Speaker 2: I'm down?
Speaker 5: How many?
Speaker 2: It's more? People call it? But yeah, dude, this this
Speaker 2: the the phone never stops ringing. Yeah, let's take a caller.
Speaker 2: Let's talk to Ray. I'm struggling with my sobriety too,
Speaker 2: I mean all around, Bro, Ray, Hello, what's going on?
Speaker 5: Right?
Speaker 2: Ray?
Speaker 1: With us?
Speaker 9: This is right?
Speaker 16: Uh?
Speaker 2: Ray, it's uh, it's Lyle and Buddy.
Speaker 6: Hey, Ray, Hey, what's going on?
Speaker 1: Ray says here that you're in a sober living home
Speaker 1: and you called in to chat with us about that.
Speaker 9: Yeah, it's kind of a weird experience and it's hard
Speaker 9: to like date people sober and stuff.
Speaker 2: Are you sober now? Yeah? I am.
Speaker 9: I'm about to get my four months.
Speaker 2: Which how you used to give faded?
Speaker 9: I would drink and do other stuff too, but yeah,
Speaker 9: drinking was the main one.
Speaker 2: You ain't messed with that Fatanoh now did you?
Speaker 3: No?
Speaker 9: No, I never did anything relapsed on that here not
Speaker 9: too long ago.
Speaker 2: I knew it. They still doing that, Betty Wop? Is
Speaker 2: that where? That is that where? Yeah?
Speaker 16: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, congratulations on four months. That's type.
Speaker 3: What's your problem? I'm sorry, what's going on with you?
Speaker 3: Congratulations on four months?
Speaker 2: But what's going on?
Speaker 9: Oh?
Speaker 6: Thank you?
Speaker 9: Yeah, it's just hard to like date people in a
Speaker 9: sober living house, like you have a curfew and I
Speaker 9: can't like bring people home and stuff, and it's hard
Speaker 9: to like, like when I tell some people, like I'm
Speaker 9: on Tinder right now, when I tell people, uh, they
Speaker 9: act like weird about it and they always want to
Speaker 9: beat at like bars and stuff.
Speaker 2: Can I ask how how does this work? Exactly?
Speaker 1: Are you saying that, like the sober living house? Was
Speaker 1: this something that was like court ordered, doctor ordered? Is
Speaker 1: it something you're just like in of your own volition?
Speaker 1: What's how did you wind up here?
Speaker 7: Oh?
Speaker 9: This was something I did on my own. Some people
Speaker 9: can be cool ordered, but yeah, I just decided to
Speaker 9: come here on my own.
Speaker 2: Okay, that's hard. Yeah? And how long how long are
Speaker 2: you planning to stay there for?
Speaker 9: The plan was for a year, but I don't know.
Speaker 9: It's wishy washy still.
Speaker 2: But yeah, what's curfew?
Speaker 9: It is ten pm on the weekdays and been not
Speaker 9: on the weekends.
Speaker 2: That's bogus, But that is when niggas start drinking.
Speaker 9: Yeah, that's what everyone wants to hang out.
Speaker 2: Okay, So you're out there in the dating scene and
Speaker 2: you're on the apps. What what are we looking for?
Speaker 2: Are we looking to hook up? Are we looking for
Speaker 2: are we looking for a boo? Or are we looking
Speaker 2: for connection? What are we looking for?
Speaker 9: I'm just looking I'm just looking for like a friends
Speaker 9: with benefits type of thing.
Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, well you got to make sure it's beneficial now. Yeah,
Speaker 2: here's the thing I feel like.
Speaker 1: Okay, men on dating apps are very I feel like
Speaker 1: I feel like they don't I feel like they wouldn't care.
Speaker 1: They're like, I'll meet you at a sober living house,
Speaker 1: I'll meet you at the bottom of a well, I'll
Speaker 1: meet you at the top of the mountain, whatever it is.
Speaker 2: But are you clear with them that like you're just
Speaker 2: looking to hook up? Yeah?
Speaker 9: Yeah, absolutely, I'm not trying to, like, you know, lead
Speaker 9: anyone astray. I'm working like a twelve step program and
Speaker 9: stuff too, So I'm trying to live honestly.
Speaker 1: Respect respects respect, respect, that's righteous. So what what tell
Speaker 1: me tell me more about the problem that you're having
Speaker 1: with like people are weird about it. What's what's the
Speaker 1: deal with that? At what point can you see them
Speaker 1: be like, uh, you know, oh I don't want to
Speaker 1: come to the Sober Living House or.
Speaker 9: Oh oh well they can't come here. I'm not allowed
Speaker 9: to have people over here, that's one thing. And then
Speaker 9: when I tell them that, like I don't want to
Speaker 9: be at the bar and stuff, sometimes they're like, oh,
Speaker 9: well that's where people go to like meet and then
Speaker 9: hook up.
Speaker 2: There's an other places.
Speaker 9: Like a coffee shop and then hook up after that.
Speaker 1: But I don't understand why do you need Like if
Speaker 1: you're on the dating app and you just want to
Speaker 1: get laid, why why are we going to the bar?
Speaker 2: Just have daytime six?
Speaker 9: Yeah, that's why keep killing people. I don't know.
Speaker 2: M yeah, because I feel like guys go out to
Speaker 2: the bar to try to find a girl to go
Speaker 2: home with, and when you are come out onto the
Speaker 2: scene and you're like, hey, we can just we can
Speaker 2: just skip right to it. We don't even have to
Speaker 2: go to the bar. I assume people would be like,
Speaker 2: that's awesome, let's do it. I have a quick Do
Speaker 2: you consider sex another one of your vices? That's also good?
Speaker 2: I was wondering that.
Speaker 9: No, I don't think so. I think I have a
Speaker 9: healthy attitude towards sex.
Speaker 2: Okay, cool, cool, just making sure to make sure to
Speaker 2: make sure.
Speaker 9: Yeah, but I also don't want to replace it. And
Speaker 9: that's another thing. I'm trying to work the jug an
Speaker 9: alcohol with sex.
Speaker 2: So let me ask you something.
Speaker 1: So at the Sober Living House, I assume are there,
Speaker 1: like or just in your sort of path towards sobriety.
Speaker 1: Have you met with like counselors and specialists and people
Speaker 1: like that.
Speaker 19: Yeah?
Speaker 9: Yeah, I have like an actual therapist, and like I
Speaker 9: work with a sponsor.
Speaker 2: So what do they have to say about this this issue?
Speaker 9: My sponsor says that you should stay like abstinate in
Speaker 9: your first year of sobriety, and my therapist says that
Speaker 9: I should just you know, get my rocks off.
Speaker 2: So I can see how you're conflicted. What's your heart
Speaker 2: telling you?
Speaker 9: Yeah? Yeah, I mean I don't see your problem with it. Like,
Speaker 9: I have safe sex and I enjoy it, and I
Speaker 9: don't know, I need some kind of ice.
Speaker 2: I guess see, I know it because it's my tool.
Speaker 2: I ain't go by. I quit smoking and drinking for
Speaker 2: a little while, and I was having a lot of
Speaker 2: sex that week. It lasted about a week.
Speaker 1: Everyone needs something, so I'm going to take the edge
Speaker 1: of I'm interesting, So the interesting. So the sponsor says,
Speaker 1: wait a year. The therapist says, go get laid.
Speaker 9: Yeah, have fun.
Speaker 3: So I don't know, I say, I say, uh, focused
Speaker 3: on sobriety and you know, keep you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3: Hitting people love seeing what's out there, meeting up with guys.
Speaker 3: But let the sex happen. But naturally, just don't chase
Speaker 3: after the sex. You know, some some dick could get
Speaker 3: to you within due time. You got to manifest the dick.
Speaker 9: Okay, yeah, that's good advice, thank you.
Speaker 2: Yeah, don't think too hard on the dick. Just you
Speaker 2: know what I mean, except the dick when it when
Speaker 2: it when it comes. Yeah. Yeah, Hey, thank you for
Speaker 2: calling ray and good luck to you.
Speaker 19: Thank you.
Speaker 2: Bye. She gonna get some dick, I believe that. Yeah, no,
Speaker 2: she that's an interesting and interesting predicament because therapist that, yeah,
Speaker 2: I feel like she Yeah, well it was I'm interested.
Speaker 5: I know.
Speaker 1: I know because because you know, you brought up a
Speaker 1: legitimate thing where you were like, is that just replacing
Speaker 1: one vice with with another?
Speaker 3: She trying to take the edge off and get her
Speaker 3: socks rocked off, knocking some boots, her booty smacked.
Speaker 2: But yeah, if the therapist is like, go.
Speaker 1: Crazy, do your thing, then you know, sex you bo
Speaker 1: healing is something that's good for me.
Speaker 2: I don't know the lyrics that one, but I've heard
Speaker 2: the song titled before he Baby, It's good for us
Speaker 2: makes smith feel so far I wish I could sing.
Speaker 2: It makes me ease myma. Sex you will healing is
Speaker 2: something that's good for me. Oh that isn't it. I try,
Speaker 2: I try to contribute. You good, You're good, You're good.
Speaker 2: How often do you have sex? She I'd rather than
Speaker 2: not say. Oh, let's talk to Zack Zack.
Speaker 5: Hi is this, mister? Get this?
Speaker 2: This is two gackos go.
Speaker 5: Two geckos on a stream.
Speaker 2: Two gigs at two geckos on a stream. Yo, let's go.
Speaker 5: We got my boy lyld buddy.
Speaker 19: Sorry, I'll tell you guys the real name. I'll keep
Speaker 19: it cool.
Speaker 1: Uh Zack from Idaho, fun place that Idaho. You want
Speaker 1: to pursue a career in music against your parents' wishes.
Speaker 1: They want you to apply for community college.
Speaker 2: Are you tight though? Like, are you good? It's a
Speaker 2: good question.
Speaker 19: Am I good?
Speaker 6: I don't know.
Speaker 19: So I've been practicing for me. Really, it's like making
Speaker 19: instrumentals within the past three months.
Speaker 2: Oh so you're on the production side of things, So
Speaker 2: like an instrumentalist, are you trying to?
Speaker 4: Like?
Speaker 19: Yeah, like I got my I got my boy Nick.
Speaker 19: He always comes over and we like work on beats.
Speaker 19: Shout out Nick, he's my boy.
Speaker 2: So you don't got no bars, You can't. You can't
Speaker 2: spit a freestyle for us right now?
Speaker 16: Nah?
Speaker 2: Can you just try? Yeah? I want to hear a freestyle. Please,
Speaker 2: let's get it.
Speaker 19: You want to hear a freestyle. Got my boy buddy
Speaker 19: in all on the cream.
Speaker 2: Get it off? Get it ship ship? Oh? Hell yeah?
Speaker 2: Your parents talking about.
Speaker 19: Bro buddy buddy, you're gonna sign me now? Or am
Speaker 19: I gonna be left out here in the dust.
Speaker 3: I ain't say all that now. Fun with your parents
Speaker 3: talking about you've got you have his blessing man go
Speaker 3: out there and made some merses. Okay, okay, I say
Speaker 3: your parents, why you apply for community college.
Speaker 2: Well, here's my big question. Your parents want you to
Speaker 2: apply for community college? You want to my Okay? My
Speaker 2: thing with dreams is I don't know why everyone is
Speaker 2: always like why is everyone always like it's all or nothing?
Speaker 1: Man, I gotta quit my job to go out like.
Speaker 1: It doesn't have to be all or nothing. Like there's
Speaker 1: twenty four hours in a day, you gonna do both.
Speaker 3: It sound like you don't want to go to school
Speaker 3: and you do want to make music. I say, do
Speaker 3: what you want, don't do what you don't want to do.
Speaker 19: So so here here's the deal. I kind of when
Speaker 19: I was talking to the screeners, I kind of, you know,
Speaker 19: I didn't. I didn't mean to, but I kind of
Speaker 19: didn't give my parents enough credit. My parents are very
Speaker 19: supportive people.
Speaker 2: I love my mom.
Speaker 19: She's the world to me. It's not necessarily that she
Speaker 19: just wants me to go to college like community college.
Speaker 5: She just wants me to have a plan with my life.
Speaker 19: And right now she she's trying to formulate this plan
Speaker 19: for me. But she said, I think she would support
Speaker 19: me better if I had a better plan with it.
Speaker 2: And who life is? Who life is it? Whose life?
Speaker 2: Is it?
Speaker 10: What's up?
Speaker 2: He's asking my life? Bro?
Speaker 5: Fuck?
Speaker 2: Okay, cool, what you gonna do?
Speaker 5: I don't know. See the thing is, I think I'm
Speaker 5: want to pursue it.
Speaker 19: But I also think I might go into design because
Speaker 19: if I'm going to school for something I like and
Speaker 19: working on.
Speaker 5: Music that I like.
Speaker 2: Wait, let me ask I don't know.
Speaker 19: I feel like I could be happy.
Speaker 2: Okay, let me ask you one thing. Let me ask
Speaker 2: you one thing. It's important thing. Are you going? Uh huh?
Speaker 2: Community college is free?
Speaker 8: Right?
Speaker 2: It's not? Hell?
Speaker 8: No?
Speaker 2: No, what's the Are you gonna go into debt?
Speaker 19: So I actually work at the community college. It's actually
Speaker 19: haunted by the way.
Speaker 1: That's we'll get into the haunted thing. But okay, you
Speaker 1: work at community so is it okay? Is it free
Speaker 1: for you to get college?
Speaker 2: That's what I want to because I get like, I
Speaker 2: understand whatever to say through whateverever. But if if you're
Speaker 2: going into debt, that's a whole this is that's a
Speaker 2: whole other variable right here. Are you going to go
Speaker 2: into debt?
Speaker 7: No?
Speaker 19: Because I if I went full time, I'm only working
Speaker 19: part time right now. I could get I could get
Speaker 19: my two my associates degree in two years in design
Speaker 19: and it'd be five dollars a credit as opposed to
Speaker 19: like fifty one hundred dollars a credit.
Speaker 1: Okay, let me let me, let me let me say
Speaker 1: I agree with I agree with you, budd. I think
Speaker 1: it's your life. I think you should do what you
Speaker 1: want to do.
Speaker 2: But I mean, okay, it sounds like you want, like, okay,
Speaker 2: you want to go study design. Is that true? Or
Speaker 2: is it like I mean, you're not fucking going to
Speaker 2: the college. Sound like he's trying to make his mama happy.
Speaker 2: He's trying to make his mama. No, here's I think
Speaker 2: what's going on, buddy.
Speaker 19: Here's the thing. I think you're right. I think you're
Speaker 19: partially right. But here's the thing. If I was going
Speaker 19: to stick around and go to school.
Speaker 5: I would want to do design.
Speaker 19: I do want to do design. The only problem is
Speaker 19: my mom wants me to stay in town because it's
Speaker 19: something I can afford more. But I've been living here
Speaker 19: my whole life. Dude, I'm trying to go out and.
Speaker 5: See some shit.
Speaker 2: You know, you sound like a mama's boy, dude, Dude,
Speaker 2: what can I say?
Speaker 19: I love my mom and I'm not the thing is
Speaker 19: though I'm not going to do it for her if
Speaker 19: I am sticking in town, I'm doing it so I
Speaker 19: can get that to your design.
Speaker 2: That's all I'm trying. That's where I'm trying to get at,
Speaker 2: you know what i mean. You can't be out here
Speaker 2: living your life for ya mama. We know she loved you,
Speaker 2: we know you love her, but self love. We've been
Speaker 2: talking about this the whole time. This is all this
Speaker 2: is therapy is about. You gotta just you know, care
Speaker 2: and love on yourself, give yourself a little more attention
Speaker 2: from you direct, you know what I mean, Like it
Speaker 2: with your damn self, for your damn self, and you know,
Speaker 2: actually make a plan for yourself so your mama don't
Speaker 2: got to you know, put one together for you, you
Speaker 2: know what I mean.
Speaker 5: And even yeah, yeah, and you gotta make.
Speaker 2: Some room at least when you're making plans. You gotta
Speaker 2: make some room for things not to go as plan,
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. But if you fail to plan, yeah,
Speaker 2: you plan to fail. Very true.
Speaker 6: Yeah, Yeah, I like that.
Speaker 19: That's a good ass quote. That's a good ass quote.
Speaker 2: Somebody else said that. I don't know. I'll be trying
Speaker 2: to cite my sources. I forgot always said that, but so.
Speaker 1: Zach, I bet there's something that I'm very curious about.
Speaker 1: And forgive me if you already said it, but like,
Speaker 1: just okay, this design degree. I can't tell from the
Speaker 1: way you're talking if it's like something you actually want
Speaker 1: to do, because it sounds like you do actually want
Speaker 1: to go study design.
Speaker 19: So the thing is, if I do go into school,
Speaker 19: design is what I want to do. You know, I
Speaker 19: don't know if I want to go to school, especially
Speaker 19: sticking in town. So I am interested in design. I
Speaker 19: like clothes, you know, I like design and shit. Like
Speaker 19: the other day in my graphic design flave, I made
Speaker 19: a cereal box made out of all little beat you know,
Speaker 19: Base Gods. It was so fun to like make that
Speaker 19: and have that product come out, and I was like,
Speaker 19: I don't know, I could see myself doing this ship.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 2: Wow, that's tight. Thank you Base God. Yeah, shout out
Speaker 2: to base.
Speaker 19: God.
Speaker 1: Well listen, Zach, Well, Okay, let's say you don't go
Speaker 1: to community college. You go all in our music.
Speaker 6: What do you know?
Speaker 3: It sounds like he trying to move out of the
Speaker 3: town to be further away from his mom. So you
Speaker 3: have space for himself to figure out what you want
Speaker 3: to do. Am I correct here?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 2: No, no, no no.
Speaker 5: I love my mom.
Speaker 19: I just I don't like the It's not even that
Speaker 19: I don't like the town I live in.
Speaker 5: I just want to go see some other ship, you know.
Speaker 19: So I don't mind not.
Speaker 2: Going where do Where do we want to go? Where
Speaker 2: do we want to go?
Speaker 5: Zach?
Speaker 19: I don't even mind staying in the state. Right right now,
Speaker 19: I'm thinking if I do go out of state, I
Speaker 19: go to Lewis Clark State College. It's like it's like
Speaker 19: a college up Inwistin. It's right on the line to Washington,
Speaker 19: so you could even cross the bridge get some weeds.
Speaker 5: You know.
Speaker 1: Hey, Washington got some good cush. Yeah, Idaho has has
Speaker 1: real cush. No he no, I don't think so there's
Speaker 1: no weed in Idaho, right.
Speaker 19: And I one of one of my one of my friends,
Speaker 19: he's he's actually like a like a dealer, and he
Speaker 19: kind of a dumb ass to be honest, he's gonna
Speaker 19: get himself in trouble. But he like he was selling
Speaker 19: like like eighth to to like little fucking eighth graders
Speaker 19: and freshmen.
Speaker 2: And hey, stop dry Hey, stop dry snitch.
Speaker 19: Hey, I'm not snitching.
Speaker 2: I didn't say hey. All right, all right, all right,
Speaker 2: well all right, come on now, talk about your sail.
Speaker 2: Talk about your sail. So you want to move huh?
Speaker 2: But you want to make music?
Speaker 19: Are you don't want to get comfortable on this time?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Okay, so you're gonna make music then or what are
Speaker 2: you gonna you trying to make some music?
Speaker 19: Yeah, I'm trying to make some music. And the thing is,
Speaker 19: I I don't even want to, Like I feel like
Speaker 19: when everybody talks about music, they're like, oh, I want
Speaker 19: to be the next this or that. I just want
Speaker 19: to like make my living off of music because when
Speaker 19: I come home and I'm like working on stuff, it
Speaker 19: makes me happy. And so I just want to do
Speaker 19: that as my job.
Speaker 5: Like I don't.
Speaker 19: I mean, I care that it's authentic and it's me,
Speaker 19: but like I don't. I don't want to be the
Speaker 19: next big this or that or this or that. I
Speaker 19: just want to do like something that can support me
Speaker 19: and that I can do what I love.
Speaker 2: You know, I got you, bro?
Speaker 3: Look go on Netflix watch the new Kanye doc. And
Speaker 3: didn't you know what I'm saying?
Speaker 1: Well, So, Buddy, as a professional musician, do you have
Speaker 1: any practical tips for Zach? I mean, you've you've done,
Speaker 1: You've made music your profession. Do you have any practical
Speaker 1: tips for Zach that might be able to help him
Speaker 1: as he terressed to do the same.
Speaker 3: I would just say, don't wait, you know what I mean,
Speaker 3: forget about the circumstances. Do you know, if you gotta
Speaker 3: beat in your head, make it. If you got some
Speaker 3: raps or some sing songs you want to sing, sing it,
Speaker 3: rap it, you know, do it now?
Speaker 2: Don't wait?
Speaker 3: You know rap You could do it while you're in school.
Speaker 3: You could do it while you're out of school. Do
Speaker 3: it at your mama house. Get your mama on your record.
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Get your mama on the record.
Speaker 2: I like that. You don't have to, like you know what, you.
Speaker 3: Don't got to stop everything and to do music. You
Speaker 3: could do music alongside everything else you got going on.
Speaker 2: Exactly.
Speaker 3: It actually adds to the creativity and the process of
Speaker 3: the music making when you have other stuff in your
Speaker 3: life going on that you can actually apply to the
Speaker 3: sounds and the sonics.
Speaker 19: You know what's crazy, though, Buddy, is I'm a super
Speaker 19: senior by the way, So I'm doing senior year again,
Speaker 19: but I'm doing real good. And we got we have
Speaker 19: this thing called the Senior Project.
Speaker 2: Right, did you just say you was hailed back? Did
Speaker 2: you just say that you was hailed back?
Speaker 19: Hey, I'm not getting shit on by my therapist, Gecko Man,
Speaker 19: what the fuck?
Speaker 6: No?
Speaker 3: No, no, I'm just making sure that's what you said. No,
Speaker 3: it's no judgment. I ain't never heard of it.
Speaker 2: Frame what but it sounded like you was held back. Yeah, okay, okay,
Speaker 2: and I wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with that.
Speaker 3: I'm just clearing it up for all the other viewers
Speaker 3: and listeners. That's my first time ever hearing.
Speaker 19: So we have this thing called Senior Project. And the
Speaker 19: Senior Project is like, you make what you want. So
Speaker 19: I was like, fuck it, I'm just gonna make a song.
Speaker 5: In a music video.
Speaker 19: So I have like four different beats and I'm driving
Speaker 19: for spring break next week to go see my brother
Speaker 19: and we're going to record the song and the music video.
Speaker 19: And so I've just been running with it and just
Speaker 19: like having fun with it and not worrying about what
Speaker 19: my teachers say or this or that. Like I'm just
Speaker 19: fucking making it and it's so much fun, just like
Speaker 19: not worrying about it and just making something.
Speaker 2: You know. Yeah, man, do what makes you feel alive?
Speaker 8: Man?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it sounds thrilling, Zach. Anything else you want
Speaker 2: to say before we get out of here?
Speaker 5: Yeah?
Speaker 19: Did you want to talk about how the school is
Speaker 19: haunted or what?
Speaker 2: Let's take that for an the time.
Speaker 19: All right, all right you guys, Hey listen. I appreciate
Speaker 19: you guys. Also, Lyle, your screeners are very wonderful people.
Speaker 2: Yeah, shout out to Tim and k Lizard.
Speaker 19: Yeah, but one one piece of advice, You've got to
Speaker 19: fix the hold music that.
Speaker 2: I think he's gonna do good. I think he's gonna
Speaker 2: do good too. He's got to ge ahead on his show.
Speaker 2: He really does. He loves his mother. Yeah, he's gonna
Speaker 2: be all right. Yeah, I feel like I mean, I
Speaker 2: remember what I said when I was like, why does
Speaker 2: everyone happen? You were kind of alluding to it too,
Speaker 2: where it's like why do we need to why do
Speaker 2: you need to drop everything to pursue the dream? You know,
Speaker 2: you can pursue the dream alongside all the other ship
Speaker 2: that you're doing. Yep, yep. The dream is always going
Speaker 2: to be there. You just gotta live it, living the dream. Baby.
Speaker 2: Do you think, buddy, you want to do one last one,
Speaker 2: last call one last caller? Hell yeah, get those, Let's
Speaker 2: make us We'll make it a quick one. We'll get
Speaker 2: out of here. Sarah. Hello, Sarah.
Speaker 1: It says here, it says here that you want to
Speaker 1: You're putting on a clown show, Sarah, Yes, a.
Speaker 2: Clown show. Listen, Sarah, Sarah. I'm gonna be I'm gonna
Speaker 2: be straight with you right now. I'm straight.
Speaker 1: We're nearing the end of our of our gecko journey.
Speaker 1: We want to make this a nice quick one. Can
Speaker 1: you can you sort of bring us home with some
Speaker 1: Can you clown for us real quick before we get
Speaker 1: out of here?
Speaker 2: Walk clown for you? Yes?
Speaker 12: Yes, you said you're a clown makes a lot of
Speaker 12: guttural noises and possibly disturbing your viewers.
Speaker 8: I don't know.
Speaker 11: Uh So the clown thing that I'm doing, it's it's
Speaker 11: it's it's like based off of Pachinko Clown School, and
Speaker 11: we're putting on a show.
Speaker 2: Do who clown?
Speaker 7: Who?
Speaker 2: Who is the clown?
Speaker 11: My clown's name is Orange Juice.
Speaker 2: Orange Juice.
Speaker 11: That's my clown name, Orange Juice. Like oranges. She is
Speaker 11: an orange. She's a her world made of oranges, and
Speaker 11: she's the only non orange in this world of.
Speaker 2: Behind Orange Juice.
Speaker 11: The clowns, Oh yeah, there's a lot of lore.
Speaker 2: Well, Sarah, well, Sarah.
Speaker 1: As I said, we're nearing towards the end, I just
Speaker 1: want to know. And I picked this because I just
Speaker 1: want to Can we get can we get any sort
Speaker 1: of clowning from you?
Speaker 2: Do you know any jokes to top us off with?
Speaker 2: You said you know some clown noises? Okay, but you
Speaker 2: said you have noises?
Speaker 5: Right?
Speaker 2: Can we at least get some noises? So you ain't
Speaker 2: even funny You're she's gonna do noise.
Speaker 11: Noise, it's just the noise that my clown makes. I
Speaker 11: could try to get into it a little.
Speaker 2: Please, come on, no Jay, excuse me, bless you, thank you,
Speaker 2: thank you. Ain't that to sound to get go? Mate?
Speaker 11: Very similar?
Speaker 2: Are geckos and clowns from the same other family? Uh?
Speaker 12: Yeah, I think they're distant cousins for sure.
Speaker 2: You do balloon animals or.
Speaker 11: So, no, I can pop it. I can pop balloon animals.
Speaker 10: I think I would love doing.
Speaker 2: That, well, everyone could pop a balloon. Is you a
Speaker 2: happy clown or a scary clown?
Speaker 12: Dough, Well, sometimes I'm very happy, but I'm definitely prone
Speaker 12: to a lot of fear because the world is very scary,
Speaker 12: especially when you're just a clown.
Speaker 2: I think that those noises you make there there was
Speaker 2: definitely fearful noises. They spoke to me. I jumped a
Speaker 2: little bit.
Speaker 11: Well, I feel kind of scared, Yeah, for sure.
Speaker 1: Well, Sarah, Sarah, Sarah, I want to thank you for
Speaker 1: capping us off this evening with those clown noises. I'll
Speaker 1: give you some gackle noises in return.
Speaker 11: Okay, we should make noises together.
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, my shoes. Oh okay, now.
Speaker 18: No no, not the captains No no.
Speaker 2: No, not the captiness. Yes, yes, yes, check the cupboard,
Speaker 2: check the cupboard. Look at me, Look man in the eye,
Speaker 2: Look man the eye.
Speaker 12: When you're talking to me, right now, walk a welcome
Speaker 12: look at you in the eye right now, out.
Speaker 2: Of him, walk walker, Sorry, homey, don't play there, Hey, Sarah,
Speaker 2: Sir Sarah, you know Tommy the clown.
Speaker 9: No, I don't.
Speaker 11: I don't know him.
Speaker 2: You don't know. You don't know Homie the clown. No,
Speaker 2: I don't know, God, damn. What about what's the clown
Speaker 2: from the Simpsons. You don't know, Christ Crusty the clown,
Speaker 2: Krusty the clown, you know Krusty?
Speaker 11: Oh yeah, that's classic.
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure, yeah, yeah, you know what about bye? What
Speaker 2: about Ronald Ronald McDonald, sir?
Speaker 12: Oh God, Ronald McDonald's that's like the clown of clowns, you.
Speaker 1: Know, like he's the clown, he's your you know, there's
Speaker 1: the comedians, comedians, the rappers, rapper, over one billion served,
Speaker 1: he's the clown.
Speaker 2: He's your favorite clown's favorite clown? Word cool? Hey, Sarah? Yeah,
Speaker 2: thank you very much for going peace out Orange Juice.
Speaker 2: Thank you so much, Buddy. I love being the get
Speaker 2: go Yeah. Any any closing thoughts for for the people go?
Speaker 2: But how how did get go sound? What was the
Speaker 2: get go sound? I forgot but I'll make him a
Speaker 2: new one. My name, my name, name, my name, Buddy.
Speaker 1: It has been a great pleasure Geking with you this evening.
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for joining us on the on
Speaker 1: the show. Get You anything else? You want to plug
Speaker 1: promo taller people, Where are you gonna be where they
Speaker 1: can listen to your music or see you perform or
Speaker 1: see your face or anything.
Speaker 2: Like that, following me on social media.
Speaker 1: At Buddy, At Buddy, how'd you score at Buddy? I
Speaker 1: feel like that that was a tough one to get.
Speaker 2: Just pay for it. I'm such a costs like two thousand,
Speaker 2: that's not bad. Yeah, it was early. Hey, pleasure, get
Speaker 2: you get it go, got a get go. Never goes
Speaker 2: on the line taking your phone calls every night. I
Speaker 2: was teaching you loud your life. Buddy's not really an expert.
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