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Speaker 1: So now, all right, My guest for today's episode is

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Speaker 1: a rapper named Buddy. He's made music with the likes

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Speaker 1: of Whiz Khalifa, Chancellor rapper Asap for Nipsy also but

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Speaker 1: beside all that, he's a guy, and he dressed up

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Speaker 1: as a gecko to talk to people on the phone

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Speaker 1: with me, and I think it was pretty funny.

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Speaker 2: I think this is a good episode.

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Speaker 1: I'll say that with confidence. In fact, I'll say that

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Speaker 1: with so much confidence that I'll stop rambling and let

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Speaker 2: Let's get into it. How's it feel to be a gecko?

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Speaker 2: I feel so lucky? Yeah? Yeah, Green's a lucky color.

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Speaker 3: It's my favorite color. I'm so happy right now. Really, yeah,

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Speaker 3: I'm ecstatic.

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Speaker 2: Why is there a reasoning behind green being your favorite color?

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Speaker 4: Like?

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Speaker 2: Could you peg that to anything? It's just a feeling

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Speaker 2: green for the money, go for the honey. Okay, I

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Speaker 2: like that. I like that. Yeah. Have you ever like

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Speaker 2: dressed up as something before? Yeah? Definitely.

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Speaker 3: I was the Green Power Ranger like a couple of

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Speaker 3: halloweens ago. Okay, you really do like the color green?

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Speaker 2: Oh?

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Speaker 1: I love it when you dress up as things. Do

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Speaker 1: you tend to get very into them?

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Speaker 5: Oh? Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Halloween is my favorite watch. How come this this year?

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Speaker 2: Okay?

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Speaker 1: Okay, got Halloween costume yet? Uh No, I'm probably gonna

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Speaker 1: I'm probably gonna wear this. Is there a Halloween of

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Speaker 1: like all the Halloweens you've had in your life? Is

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Speaker 1: there a Halloween costume in particular that you're like, that

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Speaker 3: Probably the Green Power Ranger one. I do a party

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Speaker 3: with the homies and it went up and the Green

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Speaker 2: It was great. What was she dressed?

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Speaker 4: Us?

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Speaker 2: I forgot? She just looked good. That's cool. Are do

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Speaker 2: you do you look? Do you do? You have a

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Speaker 2: particular affinity for the Power Rangers.

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Speaker 1: Uh?

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Speaker 3: I watched that show growing up. I thought it was tight,

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Speaker 3: a little fights and stuff. Okay, yeah, and then when

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Speaker 2: What are what are they transforming to? It's called a

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Speaker 2: mighty morphin Oh mighty, but they like they don't transform

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Speaker 2: into anything like themselves. They have to they.

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Speaker 3: Get into cars and then the cars connect into the

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Speaker 3: big robot with the sword.

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Speaker 6: Oh.

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Speaker 2: I thought it was Transformers where they become.

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Speaker 3: Cars that, yeah, that's it is Transformers too, but Power

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Speaker 3: Rangers they got a little cars too.

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 3: I guess it was dinosaurs or something that came from space.

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Speaker 2: Or something like that. Zord in there, buddy.

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Speaker 1: This past week, have there been any persistent thoughts on

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Speaker 2: In particular.

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Speaker 3: Well, I'm about to drop an album, so I've been

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Speaker 3: thinking about that a lot, like last minute clearances and paperwork,

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, the samples that can't get cleared. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: need chain engine, last minute, all the last minute bullshit

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Speaker 3: for real?

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Speaker 2: You said whatever you want? You said cunt fuck? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Is there is there a word that you've always wanted

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Speaker 2: No, I'd say everything I ever wanted.

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Speaker 1: Is there a like a word like do you have

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Speaker 1: a rhyme cunt with anything in any of your I.

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Speaker 2: Rarely used cut. I don't, I don't. I don't be

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Speaker 2: Pussy's better.

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Speaker 1: What's the best word that rhymes with pussy? Uh, I'm

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Speaker 1: trying to think too.

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Speaker 3: Cushy, cushy, put cushy, pushy, cushy pussy.

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Speaker 1: This is a show where we be geckos and talk

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Speaker 1: to people on the phone. We talked to people about

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Speaker 1: the on the phone about all kinds of things.

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Speaker 6: Uh.

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Speaker 2: We talk about life, we talk about relationships, we talk

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Speaker 2: about death, we talk about really anything. We're we're uh

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Speaker 2: do you want to talk to people on the phone?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Yeah, call it Armani.

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Speaker 7: Hello, Hey, how are you our money?

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Speaker 8: Gosh?

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Speaker 7: Wait, am I really?

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Speaker 2: I like your name? MARMIONI. That's tight.

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Speaker 7: This is so crazy. Thank you, thank you, Buddy, I

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Speaker 7: fuck with you. You look dope.

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Speaker 6: I like your chain.

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Speaker 2: Thank you. You sound like you look good.

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Speaker 7: Yo, don't put me right now like.

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Speaker 9: So crazy.

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Speaker 7: First of all, Lyle, I just got to say I

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Speaker 7: love your show. I listen to it at work all

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Speaker 7: the time.

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Speaker 2: Thank you.

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Speaker 7: Link it with Buddy. I was like, hold up what

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Speaker 7: and I called and the first call period.

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Speaker 2: We're happy to have you, Armiane. Well Armani. It says

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Speaker 2: here that you want to ask us about your feeling

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Speaker 2: lost in life? Why why are you feeling lost? Harmonia?

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Speaker 7: Yeah, I'm just I'm a creative person and right now

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Speaker 7: I'm stuck in an office and all I think about

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Speaker 7: is like how am I going to get out of

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Speaker 7: this office and out of this town? So yeah, I

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Speaker 7: don't know. I just you know, sometimes you just talk

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Speaker 7: to people and like talk about life, and that's just

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Speaker 7: where I'm ring in my life. So that's all I

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Speaker 7: could really come up to talk about I don't really

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Speaker 7: have anything exciting to.

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Speaker 2: Tell or you know, but what town is, It's like.

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Speaker 8: It's like an hour outside of Ala.

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Speaker 3: Oh see, I know what you mean. I know what

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Speaker 3: you're going through. Yeah mm hmmm, I feel you grow.

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Speaker 7: I fired out here, but like I know, there's opportunity everywhere,

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Speaker 7: you know. Like, so I just got to get it.

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Speaker 7: I just got to get to it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah what you said, you work out of an office?

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Speaker 2: Right now? What do you do at this office?

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Speaker 7: I open loans for mortgages on purchases and refinances.

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Speaker 1: Okay, so you're you're doing stuff with money. You know

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Speaker 1: how to do money mortgagee refinancy things.

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Speaker 2: Did you ever work an office.

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Speaker 4: Job, buddy?

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Speaker 7: It's pretty solid, you know.

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Speaker 3: I ain't never worked the office job. What's the best

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Speaker 3: part about it?

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Speaker 2: Though? Good?

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Speaker 7: It's really not all that bad. Like they give us

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Speaker 7: lunch all the time. I can pretty much do what

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Speaker 7: I want to do, as honest, I'm doing my word.

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Speaker 10: But it's just boring.

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Speaker 7: It's the same thing every day. I do the same

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Speaker 7: job every day, and I'm just not the type of

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Speaker 7: person anything.

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Speaker 10: To twitch up, you know.

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Speaker 3: I feel like you should think of a creative way

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Speaker 3: to make your job that ain't even all that bad

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Speaker 3: because it's people job that's out here.

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Speaker 2: You can find a creative way to.

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Speaker 3: Just make it a little more fun and hyped up

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Speaker 3: as you also, you know, stay clear on the path

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Speaker 3: to you know what I mean, your ideal purpose in life.

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Speaker 7: Exactly. Yeah, you know, like outside of words, I could

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Speaker 7: be more creative during work. I find little things to

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Speaker 7: something or work on something, you know, in my downtime

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Speaker 7: I do that or just like you know, focus on

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Speaker 7: things that are going to bring more positivity to my life.

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Speaker 7: But I know, like just that I'm on this temporary

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Speaker 7: stage of like the bigger picture.

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Speaker 2: Now are money? Are you then?

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Speaker 10: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Are you good then? Period?

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Speaker 7: And you know what, Bud, your music has told me

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Speaker 7: so much like with the last couple of years I

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Speaker 7: listened to like find Me and like all your songs.

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Speaker 11: Very lit, like you have some really good times that.

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Speaker 6: Like actually have gotten your ship.

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Speaker 7: I just wanted to.

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Speaker 2: Say that for sure, Well you said you was lost.

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Speaker 3: I wrote a song about that, so I got you girl,

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Speaker 3: don't even trip.

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Speaker 2: That song is.

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Speaker 7: Really like what do you mean? That's my whole song?

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Speaker 7: Like that's been my life for the past couple of years.

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Speaker 2: Like lost and alone, I'm about to go into her.

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Speaker 2: Don't trip, I'm gonna drop.

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Speaker 7: The dates periods. I'm in there.

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Speaker 2: Thank you very much for calling harmony.

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Speaker 7: I'm definitely doing that.

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Speaker 2: Thanks for heading us up.

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Speaker 10: I would you.

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Speaker 2: So you?

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Speaker 1: You asked Harmani if she was zen? Yeah, and she

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Speaker 1: said yes. Do you feel as though you are zen?

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Speaker 2: I'm so zen? How does okay? So? How? How how

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Speaker 2: did you get there?

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Speaker 1: How did you become zen? Did you start zen? Or

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Speaker 1: do you have to work towards getting zen? Are you're

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Speaker 1: born zen?

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Speaker 3: I feel like I might have been born z in

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Speaker 3: But it's a it's a it's a work in progress.

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Speaker 2: You know. Sometimes I'm not.

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Speaker 3: Zen, but like you know, I am mostly zen and

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Speaker 3: my core very calm, yeah, easy going, you know what

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Speaker 3: I mean.

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Speaker 2: It is what it is, it's gonna be what is

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Speaker 2: gonna be type of guy. Absolutely So.

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Speaker 1: When you when you're not zen, you you seem like

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Speaker 1: you have you have this pillar of zen this but

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Speaker 1: not everybody's pillar is invincible.

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Speaker 2: You know what sort to things shake your pillar of zenness?

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Speaker 5: What?

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Speaker 2: What? What do you feel like you're vulnerable to to

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Speaker 2: to throw you off.

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Speaker 3: I'm a big fan of control, you know, and when

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Speaker 3: things aren't in my control, sometimes I don't want to

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Speaker 3: be surrendered to someone else's control. It's a vulnerable place

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Speaker 3: to be, you know. I might get a little crazy past,

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Speaker 3: I don't know, but I try to stays in in

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Speaker 2: I feel, I feel.

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Speaker 1: I've also been trying to notice whenever I'm like getting

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Speaker 5: Yeah, so.

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Speaker 6: Nothing much, Evan.

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Speaker 1: It says here that you had a dream about a

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Speaker 2: Really say that, Evan? You crazy?

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Speaker 12: I know it was.

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Speaker 10: Only a one dream about this statistic software by the way,

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Speaker 2: You read that again for me please?

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Speaker 1: It said he has he had a dream about a

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Speaker 2: It's a lot of alliteration right there. A submarine is

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Speaker 2: sucking me up. Submary susages, submarine sue summarine summary sages,

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Speaker 10: It was a pretty close just not as like poetic

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Speaker 1: Like, Let's focus on one of these two dreams. I

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Speaker 2: Do you?

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Speaker 1: But do you think the dreams tell us things about

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Speaker 2: What are you? What are you opinatoning on that?

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Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, but my question is what you mean

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Speaker 3: where dream? Because what what you mean where dream?

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Speaker 8: Like?

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Speaker 10: I I was in my uh in my dream doing homework,

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Speaker 5: The last five seconds of my groom.

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Speaker 10: I was like, okay, what what's going on here? And

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Speaker 3: Okay, cool. I was just wondering. I was trying to

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Speaker 2: All right? Work?

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Speaker 1: But does that necessarily insinuate that the puddle of semen

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Speaker 2: Evan?

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Speaker 10: I I don't know. That's why I called in for

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Speaker 2: But do you do you think the dreams can tell

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Speaker 6: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but hold on, hold on, hold on, please please?

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Speaker 3: Does software make you horny?

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Speaker 7: No?

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Speaker 10: I hate, like I'm not enjoying this. The statistics does this?

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Speaker 2: The numbers?

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Speaker 10: Yeah, it's numbers and stuff.

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Speaker 2: Probability, probability, yeah, you a freak.

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Speaker 10: I know it's scary, Like I'm not aroused by it.

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Speaker 10: I'm like probably ninety eight percent sure I'm straight.

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Speaker 2: What is well, hold on, hold on, I haven't all right, listen,

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Speaker 2: haven't listened, listen listen, which is happy, Evan?

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Speaker 1: I mean you brought you're bringing up your sexual orientation here,

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Speaker 1: dream is like queuing you into like your sexual orientation

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Speaker 1: in some way, because I feel like statistic software is

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Speaker 10: That's what I tho. Well, like, I know you talked

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Speaker 10: to like guys where they'll get like the sexual robots,

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Speaker 10: and like, I don't want to be one of those.

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Speaker 2: You don't want to be a sex robot.

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Speaker 10: I don't want to be one of the guys that

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Speaker 1: Like turns into one or or or it turns to

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Speaker 1: one for out of necessity, for a lack of sex, out.

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Speaker 10: Of like me discovering that.

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Speaker 2: I don't know, but that's what you like. Evan.

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Speaker 1: Okay, Okay, I think what he's saying, are you okay?

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Speaker 1: I think if I'm hearing you correctly, you you are

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Speaker 2: Is that is that a correct asceritation of what you

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Speaker 2: were saying? Maybe I don't think Evan, Are you are

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Speaker 7: No?

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Speaker 10: I have actually seen a therapist about this.

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Speaker 2: What did they say?

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Speaker 10: They basically told me I'm fine and then it just happens.

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Speaker 10: But you know, oh well, I just keep living life

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Speaker 10: it's my reality.

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Speaker 13: Now.

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Speaker 2: I feel like this guy's got a lot of control

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Speaker 3: Okay, so hold on, hold on, hold on. I got

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Speaker 3: another question, was this after? Does submarine asus sausages?

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Speaker 10: No, the that was nice. We can talk about that

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Speaker 3: Want what happened with that one? What happened with the

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Speaker 3: sausage submar Shoot a submarine?

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Speaker 2: It really his a tongue twist.

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Speaker 10: So like we're in like a canal and like to

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Speaker 10: and we're like, oh, we got to make sure we

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Speaker 13: Let's go shoot the.

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Speaker 10: Hot dogs out the torpedo like wherever those come out of.

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Speaker 10: And then yeah, I like transported behind like third person

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Speaker 10: was like, Okay, we've got to steer left. We don't

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Speaker 8: That's all it was.

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Speaker 2: Really that sounds like a fun dream. Actually, yeah, that's

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Speaker 2: so Evan. I mean, Evan listened before before we go.

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Speaker 1: Do you do you and tell me honestly, do you

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Speaker 1: feel like there's there is a a issue here? Like

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Speaker 1: is there something you're resisting or were you mainly calling in?

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Speaker 1: And it's fine if you were mainly calling in just

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Speaker 10: Mainly to share, but like also there is advice to

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Speaker 3: But yeah, I would say, drink a tall glass of

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Speaker 10: I'll try that. I'm good.

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Speaker 2: Thank you very much, Evan, Thank you, heavy, thank you.

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Speaker 1: Hello, chunks, you say that chunks.

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Speaker 2: He's got a dog? Hello to call them chunks? Chunk

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Speaker 2: outa my god? Hello, Hey, how are you doing, chunks?

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I'm doing good.

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Speaker 14: I'll literally walking into my house when you answered the phone,

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Speaker 14: so I got away from the dogs.

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Speaker 2: You sound like you have a beautiful home.

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Speaker 15: Uh yeah, I guess you could say that. It's uh

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Speaker 2: I guess, do you have a good relationship with your family?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 6: I mean.

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Speaker 4: There's been ups and down, but it's pretty uh stable

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Speaker 2: I guess you could say sound like family.

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Speaker 1: Yes, Sir Chunkston says, here, you've been talking to a girl.

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Speaker 1: You're really into her, uh, but you only have a

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Speaker 1: the Coast Guard, and you're wondering if you should drop

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Speaker 2: Is this is this correct?

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Speaker 10: Yeah?

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Speaker 8: Pretty much. I don't know.

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Speaker 13: I started talking to her at the gym and uh,

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Speaker 4: Actually she's just an absolute smoke show.

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Speaker 6: And.

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Speaker 13: Uh, basically one thing went to another. We went on

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Speaker 13: and yeah, pretty much.

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Speaker 5: Uh, I'm not sure.

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Speaker 4: I'm not sure what she's feeling, if she wants to

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Speaker 1: But I but, buddy, what do you do when you're

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Speaker 1: I just acts that's a good question that I like

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Speaker 1: that as a strategy.

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Speaker 2: She's her. Have you done that, Chunks?

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Speaker 4: Ask her if she's in me?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Communication is key.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, I haven't done that yet.

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Speaker 13: Maybe maybe on the second time around, when we should

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Speaker 2: Tell me what he needs to hear, Chunk, Chunk is it? Chunk?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, chump, chump, don't be choked, Chuck. Don't be a chunk. Chunk,

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Speaker 3: take a chunk out of life and make her your wife.

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Speaker 4: All right?

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Speaker 2: Oh like that, Chunks. Listen, here's the thing you gotta

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Speaker 2: What do you what any way?

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Speaker 5: Are you?

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Speaker 2: Tell me? Are you? Are you afraid? Are you afraid of?

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Speaker 2: How old are you? Twenty three? Chucks? Are you?

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Speaker 1: Have you ever been have you ever been in a

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Speaker 1: for you.

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Speaker 4: Just in this scenario or like in my life.

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Speaker 2: Just in general. I mean I I I assume over

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Speaker 2: you typically open about it? Or do you do you

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Speaker 4: I'm only open about it. It's I feel like it's uh,

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Speaker 4: I guess I don't know, like something like you can

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Speaker 1: You know, I kind of hear what you're are you

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Speaker 1: saying you're you're kind of like, I'm only open to

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Speaker 1: it if I have a pretty good shot I'm not

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Speaker 2: Chunks.

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Speaker 14: Yeah, I mean like, I'm not gonna I'm not gonna

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Speaker 14: whosh is the person or how I'm feeling towards her,

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Speaker 14: like all, I mean all, I'll express some sort of.

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Speaker 4: Sorts of feelings on the chunk.

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Speaker 2: Chunk, you stuttering when you should be buttering.

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Speaker 3: I'm telling you you gotta flip that pancake smack and

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Speaker 3: flip it and rub it down.

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Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, you got this man. She came at you

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Speaker 2: first at the gendum Is that what he said?

454
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Speaker 7: That?

455
00:23:40,160 --> 00:23:41,280
Speaker 2: Did she come to you first?

456
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:41,680
Speaker 6: Yeah?

457
00:23:41,760 --> 00:23:44,080
Speaker 3: She about to pulled up an't ean you know she

458
00:23:44,240 --> 00:23:51,720
Speaker 3: won't e don't hesitate go on the second date.

459
00:23:52,400 --> 00:23:55,560
Speaker 2: Damn you good at that day? That's pretty good. Oh

460
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:58,359
Speaker 2: my god, I do the way I've just learned. I

461
00:23:58,440 --> 00:24:00,359
Speaker 2: just learned that I didn't know how. I didn't know

462
00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:05,360
Speaker 2: that was a thing. It's the energy transfer chunks. Well, listen, man, Chuck.

463
00:24:05,600 --> 00:24:06,879
Speaker 2: Chuck's here's what. Here's what. I here's what.

464
00:24:07,000 --> 00:24:08,240
Speaker 1: Here's what I really want to tell you, like for

465
00:24:08,280 --> 00:24:10,520
Speaker 1: real though, okay, because your whole thing is like I

466
00:24:10,560 --> 00:24:12,840
Speaker 1: don't know, because your whole thing is like you you're

467
00:24:12,920 --> 00:24:15,080
Speaker 1: one a little bit nervous to express your feelings, it

468
00:24:15,160 --> 00:24:17,359
Speaker 1: sounds like, but two you have the whole thing of

469
00:24:17,400 --> 00:24:21,400
Speaker 1: like she's leaving, right.

470
00:24:19,880 --> 00:24:22,280
Speaker 2: So do do do this?

471
00:24:22,720 --> 00:24:26,680
Speaker 1: Just so, so listen, So listen, if anything, if anything,

472
00:24:26,800 --> 00:24:28,919
Speaker 1: even if you're not doing this as a means to

473
00:24:28,960 --> 00:24:33,240
Speaker 1: an end, I think you should express your feelings only

474
00:24:33,359 --> 00:24:39,440
Speaker 1: so that you can improve in the general skill of

475
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:41,840
Speaker 1: expressing your feelings. You know what I'm saying to you,

476
00:24:41,880 --> 00:24:44,360
Speaker 1: Because even if nothing happens, it's like, that's a win.

477
00:24:44,480 --> 00:24:47,600
Speaker 1: That's a that's a win in the book of gaining

478
00:24:47,640 --> 00:24:49,600
Speaker 1: this the those communication.

479
00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:54,480
Speaker 2: Skills don't quite me. I like that, But do you

480
00:24:54,560 --> 00:24:57,199
Speaker 2: do you hear me? Chuck's like like, like do it

481
00:24:57,240 --> 00:24:58,560
Speaker 2: for do it for yourself.

482
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Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Just say you can be like,

483
00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:03,680
Speaker 1: all right, I did it. I expressed myself. I'm one

484
00:25:03,680 --> 00:25:06,840
Speaker 1: step closer to living the life I want wherein I'm

485
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:09,720
Speaker 1: open and honest with people. It's a point towards that

486
00:25:09,840 --> 00:25:12,120
Speaker 1: whether or not you guys fall in love, or whether

487
00:25:12,160 --> 00:25:13,720
Speaker 1: or not anything happens, Does that make sense?

488
00:25:17,280 --> 00:25:20,439
Speaker 4: Yeah, I mean, I guess, I guess the risk to

489
00:25:20,520 --> 00:25:21,600
Speaker 4: reward ratio.

490
00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:32,639
Speaker 2: Is definitely minish cool kisser fool. You gotta rhyme for food, Chunks,

491
00:25:32,840 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 2: anything else you want to say before we go.

492
00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:40,320
Speaker 10: Yeah, I've been watching your podcast for a while.

493
00:25:40,359 --> 00:25:42,560
Speaker 2: Absolutely love it, dude.

494
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:45,040
Speaker 4: I've been you know what, I've been flapping a lot.

495
00:25:45,240 --> 00:25:46,359
Speaker 5: Is that much?

496
00:25:46,520 --> 00:25:47,440
Speaker 4: That song that much?

497
00:25:48,080 --> 00:25:52,720
Speaker 2: Okay? You a real one? My being about my being

498
00:25:52,840 --> 00:25:53,520
Speaker 2: in my bed.

499
00:25:53,800 --> 00:25:57,560
Speaker 14: Nay, dude, love that song.

500
00:25:57,640 --> 00:25:59,280
Speaker 4: Love what you've been doing, dude. Can't wait to see

501
00:25:59,280 --> 00:25:59,680
Speaker 4: what you do.

502
00:25:59,720 --> 00:26:02,480
Speaker 2: Next, Chunks.

503
00:26:03,080 --> 00:26:09,240
Speaker 1: But yeah, I wish your courage moving forward, and we

504
00:26:09,280 --> 00:26:11,960
Speaker 1: appreciate you calling him with your with your inquiry. And

505
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:13,879
Speaker 1: by the way, I'm gonna say one more time because

506
00:26:13,880 --> 00:26:15,600
Speaker 1: I feel you in this moment and I and I

507
00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:17,399
Speaker 1: do mean what I say, do it for yourself, not

508
00:26:17,520 --> 00:26:19,840
Speaker 1: for whatever end result expressing your feelings.

509
00:26:19,840 --> 00:26:21,800
Speaker 2: Does that make sense? Tell me, tell me you understand

510
00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:22,320
Speaker 2: what I'm saying.

511
00:26:24,960 --> 00:26:25,399
Speaker 5: I do.

512
00:26:25,520 --> 00:26:26,560
Speaker 4: I understand what you're saying.

513
00:26:28,359 --> 00:26:31,840
Speaker 2: Just kisser and rub all on her booty. I don't

514
00:26:31,920 --> 00:26:33,720
Speaker 2: endorse that. Thank you for calling chunks.

515
00:26:35,680 --> 00:26:37,440
Speaker 4: Thank you so much, Lyle, Thank you by you guys

516
00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:42,720
Speaker 4: have a good one.

517
00:26:42,880 --> 00:26:46,960
Speaker 2: Where'd you get that Angel City Jewelers? That was cool.

518
00:26:47,160 --> 00:26:49,760
Speaker 2: It's like it's like a dragon Yes, hin Ron from

519
00:26:49,800 --> 00:26:52,640
Speaker 2: Dragon ball Z. Oh, it's from Dragon ball Z. Yeah.

520
00:26:52,640 --> 00:26:53,959
Speaker 2: He grants wishes and everything.

521
00:26:54,200 --> 00:26:58,520
Speaker 1: Oh ship this like uh if if if he were

522
00:26:58,560 --> 00:27:01,080
Speaker 1: here right now, and you could like, uh, he's.

523
00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:03,120
Speaker 2: Out here, if he's right here? Have you ever asked

524
00:27:03,200 --> 00:27:05,280
Speaker 2: him for a wish? Every day? You want to make

525
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:07,800
Speaker 2: a wish? Yeah, I'll make a wish. He's right here. Hollerada.

526
00:27:09,600 --> 00:27:14,119
Speaker 1: What's his name againn Cinron? I wish that everyone in

527
00:27:14,160 --> 00:27:17,760
Speaker 1: the world had a million dollars, and that also inflation

528
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:20,119
Speaker 1: wasn't a thing, so that all the million dollars that

529
00:27:20,160 --> 00:27:23,680
Speaker 1: were then pumped into the economy by you were somehow

530
00:27:23,720 --> 00:27:27,400
Speaker 1: in and of themselves still valuable, even though everyone would

531
00:27:27,440 --> 00:27:30,440
Speaker 1: be trading with each other. Still, but that we would

532
00:27:30,440 --> 00:27:31,600
Speaker 1: everyone would have a lot of money.

533
00:27:31,600 --> 00:27:35,000
Speaker 3: Still, Shinron ain't in politics, bro, don't. I don't think

534
00:27:35,000 --> 00:27:37,360
Speaker 3: you could do all that. He'd just be bringing people

535
00:27:37,400 --> 00:27:38,479
Speaker 3: back from the dead and stuff.

536
00:27:39,400 --> 00:27:44,239
Speaker 2: Oh, he brings people back from the dead. Yeah, I'm

537
00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:53,040
Speaker 2: trying to think of I know any dead people. Sit. Hello, Annie, Hi,

538
00:27:54,560 --> 00:27:55,000
Speaker 2: what's up?

539
00:27:56,840 --> 00:28:00,000
Speaker 10: What's up are you?

540
00:28:00,760 --> 00:28:02,840
Speaker 2: I'm good. I'm here with Buddy. I'm in the forest.

541
00:28:03,640 --> 00:28:05,840
Speaker 6: So yeah, yeah, I saw that.

542
00:28:05,920 --> 00:28:07,359
Speaker 16: I was checking that out, Hi, buddy.

543
00:28:09,840 --> 00:28:12,000
Speaker 1: Uh Annie, it says here that you're thinking about becoming

544
00:28:12,040 --> 00:28:15,600
Speaker 1: a dominatrix. You're thinking about leaving your social worker job

545
00:28:17,359 --> 00:28:17,960
Speaker 1: to pursue that.

546
00:28:18,160 --> 00:28:19,240
Speaker 17: Yeah, here's the deal.

547
00:28:20,000 --> 00:28:22,200
Speaker 11: Yeah, so Gek, I need you to tell.

548
00:28:22,040 --> 00:28:22,840
Speaker 4: Me what to do here.

549
00:28:22,920 --> 00:28:26,680
Speaker 16: It's something I've wanted to do for almost twenty years now,

550
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:29,080
Speaker 16: and I kept thinking like, oh, as I get older,

551
00:28:29,160 --> 00:28:31,720
Speaker 16: like as I fell into my careers that I really love,

552
00:28:32,119 --> 00:28:36,320
Speaker 16: like it'll go away, and it hasn't. And then now,

553
00:28:36,440 --> 00:28:39,520
Speaker 16: you know, with everything going on like this last two years,

554
00:28:39,520 --> 00:28:42,440
Speaker 16: like I feel like the like we're all making decisions

555
00:28:42,440 --> 00:28:44,480
Speaker 16: like hey, we gotta do what really makes us happy,

556
00:28:44,480 --> 00:28:48,000
Speaker 16: and I'm like, I still really want to be a Dominatrix,

557
00:28:48,640 --> 00:28:49,720
Speaker 16: How tall are you still?

558
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:50,200
Speaker 2: Really? Love?

559
00:28:52,400 --> 00:28:53,000
Speaker 17: I'm sorry?

560
00:28:53,320 --> 00:28:54,080
Speaker 2: How tall? Is you?

561
00:28:58,000 --> 00:29:01,080
Speaker 16: Not tall at all? Five five one?

562
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:09,080
Speaker 2: Is there is there a height requirement for now? I

563
00:29:09,120 --> 00:29:11,040
Speaker 2: was just curious. I was just curious.

564
00:29:13,040 --> 00:29:14,920
Speaker 16: Yeah, I was like, oh wait, I don't think I

565
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:16,960
Speaker 16: had ever noticed that there was a height requirement.

566
00:29:17,000 --> 00:29:18,360
Speaker 7: But no, yeah, no, I mean.

567
00:29:18,520 --> 00:29:19,719
Speaker 18: Heels all that good stuff.

568
00:29:19,760 --> 00:29:23,200
Speaker 16: Here's the thing, though, Like I don't want to do

569
00:29:23,320 --> 00:29:27,000
Speaker 16: it because that's something that like is like a preference

570
00:29:27,040 --> 00:29:30,240
Speaker 16: of mine. I kind of have always wanted to do

571
00:29:30,280 --> 00:29:33,920
Speaker 16: it as a form of like stress management.

572
00:29:34,880 --> 00:29:37,320
Speaker 17: And I don't know if that's right either.

573
00:29:38,680 --> 00:29:41,560
Speaker 16: But also here's the thing, as a as like a

574
00:29:41,600 --> 00:29:44,360
Speaker 16: person who grew up as a god kid, like being

575
00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:46,880
Speaker 16: able to like do the full dress up and everything

576
00:29:47,240 --> 00:29:49,280
Speaker 16: to you know, to go to work sounds like a

577
00:29:49,320 --> 00:29:52,520
Speaker 16: lot of fun too. But yeah, also that stress management

578
00:29:52,560 --> 00:29:55,040
Speaker 16: part the money doesn't sound like a bad idea either.

579
00:29:56,040 --> 00:29:59,400
Speaker 16: And but yeah, I don't know if that's cool, like

580
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:02,320
Speaker 16: like know, like if that's like ethical, like you know,

581
00:30:02,680 --> 00:30:08,480
Speaker 16: because yeah.

582
00:30:06,320 --> 00:30:07,600
Speaker 2: I say, give it a whirl.

583
00:30:09,480 --> 00:30:12,480
Speaker 16: Right, I feel like, especially because like you gotta try

584
00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:13,920
Speaker 16: all the things, you know.

585
00:30:14,440 --> 00:30:16,320
Speaker 1: And by the way, I just want to weigh in

586
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:20,640
Speaker 1: on this because I understand that you're wondering the ethical

587
00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:27,400
Speaker 1: components of you taking out your life stress upon people

588
00:30:27,880 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 1: in the form of sexual domination, and I think it

589
00:30:32,680 --> 00:30:36,520
Speaker 1: is a uh it's beautiful.

590
00:30:36,200 --> 00:30:41,440
Speaker 2: Win win scenario, win win scenario. There are out there,

591
00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:43,520
Speaker 2: there are so many men out there that want to

592
00:30:43,560 --> 00:30:45,200
Speaker 2: be dominant. I want to be dominated.

593
00:30:46,760 --> 00:30:48,200
Speaker 17: I feel like it would make me better.

594
00:30:49,560 --> 00:30:50,880
Speaker 11: I feel like it would make me better.

595
00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:53,360
Speaker 3: You sound like you're in a better mood already just

596
00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:54,080
Speaker 3: talking about it.

597
00:30:54,360 --> 00:30:59,560
Speaker 2: I could hear your cheeks lifting, Like is your teeth show?

598
00:30:59,800 --> 00:31:00,920
Speaker 2: Are you laughing right now?

599
00:31:03,440 --> 00:31:06,360
Speaker 16: Yeah, because I'm happy that you guys are like, yes,

600
00:31:06,520 --> 00:31:08,400
Speaker 16: do it? You know, like I feel like I'm getting

601
00:31:08,400 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 16: a lot of like you know, like I'm like, yes, yes,

602
00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:17,760
Speaker 16: They're like unfortunate. Well, okay, Annie is like, leave my career, Annie.

603
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:19,560
Speaker 2: I want you to go out there and dominate.

604
00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:23,880
Speaker 17: God damn it, fucking dude.

605
00:31:23,920 --> 00:31:25,000
Speaker 9: Yes, thank you.

606
00:31:25,680 --> 00:31:27,480
Speaker 11: Oh but but do I quit my job?

607
00:31:28,360 --> 00:31:31,480
Speaker 2: Don't quit your job yet? Do both? Right now?

608
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:34,120
Speaker 1: I was about to say, I feel like dominate, dominating.

609
00:31:34,160 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like the majority. I don't know,

610
00:31:36,720 --> 00:31:38,040
Speaker 1: I'm not in the community.

611
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:39,240
Speaker 2: But I think it's just sleep schedule together.

612
00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:42,080
Speaker 1: I feel like the majority of domination happens in the

613
00:31:42,120 --> 00:31:44,920
Speaker 1: evening time, and the majority of office work happens during

614
00:31:44,960 --> 00:31:46,360
Speaker 1: the day.

615
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:48,960
Speaker 2: So what time, what time's would what time you be

616
00:31:49,040 --> 00:31:49,480
Speaker 2: going to work?

617
00:31:51,760 --> 00:31:53,440
Speaker 16: That that regular ass you know?

618
00:31:53,600 --> 00:31:57,880
Speaker 2: Like, yeah, yeah, just do the dominating when you get off,

619
00:31:58,640 --> 00:31:59,520
Speaker 2: didn't clock back in.

620
00:32:00,080 --> 00:32:02,640
Speaker 16: That's something I think too. I feel like I could

621
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:06,360
Speaker 16: do like three clients, Like yeah, just.

622
00:32:06,360 --> 00:32:08,280
Speaker 2: Start somewhere, you know what I mean. You don't want

623
00:32:08,280 --> 00:32:10,040
Speaker 2: to do the dub club out the gate, you know,

624
00:32:10,160 --> 00:32:13,200
Speaker 2: get you one, two, three, and just see.

625
00:32:14,800 --> 00:32:16,640
Speaker 16: Right right, Like I've already thought about it, Like, do

626
00:32:16,640 --> 00:32:18,640
Speaker 16: you like three a week, have like a list, a

627
00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:22,200
Speaker 16: wait list if I got to you know where?

628
00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:25,720
Speaker 2: Now? Are you curious? You guys? No, go ahead?

629
00:32:26,040 --> 00:32:26,320
Speaker 8: What's that?

630
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:28,880
Speaker 2: Yes? We think you should do it? Yeahah, we think

631
00:32:28,880 --> 00:32:29,600
Speaker 2: you show I totally.

632
00:32:29,600 --> 00:32:31,720
Speaker 1: I'm with like the I mean, down with the domination

633
00:32:32,080 --> 00:32:34,640
Speaker 1: office during the day, dominate at night, Wait until you

634
00:32:34,680 --> 00:32:36,959
Speaker 1: can get enough clients at night, and then eventually, if

635
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:40,000
Speaker 1: the money they're making dominating outweighs the money you're making

636
00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:41,920
Speaker 1: on the office gig, you're clear to quit.

637
00:32:43,840 --> 00:32:45,400
Speaker 2: World domination like.

638
00:32:46,840 --> 00:32:46,920
Speaker 8: That.

639
00:32:47,040 --> 00:32:48,800
Speaker 9: I really love my work, you.

640
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:52,600
Speaker 2: Know, I say you do both. Get you somebody who

641
00:32:52,600 --> 00:32:53,240
Speaker 2: could do both?

642
00:32:53,360 --> 00:32:53,560
Speaker 1: Is you?

643
00:32:55,360 --> 00:32:57,440
Speaker 2: What do you can ask what you do during the day?

644
00:32:57,520 --> 00:33:00,600
Speaker 1: Maybe she can like work that into her her whole character,

645
00:33:00,800 --> 00:33:04,720
Speaker 1: Like if she's like a secretary, maybe she's like dominating secretary.

646
00:33:05,000 --> 00:33:07,040
Speaker 2: Oh like that lady. What's it called?

647
00:33:07,920 --> 00:33:11,200
Speaker 1: I forget near min Maybe she would what's what's what's

648
00:33:11,200 --> 00:33:12,920
Speaker 1: it about? It's about a domination in person?

649
00:33:13,000 --> 00:33:16,400
Speaker 2: Yeah's something like that. I think she'd be getting dominated.

650
00:33:16,560 --> 00:33:19,560
Speaker 2: I got you, oh fucking fifty shades of gray. No,

651
00:33:19,800 --> 00:33:21,720
Speaker 2: not that one. That that one is the one with

652
00:33:21,760 --> 00:33:22,880
Speaker 2: the office girl, and.

653
00:33:24,520 --> 00:33:26,360
Speaker 11: I forget it's called secretary.

654
00:33:26,400 --> 00:33:29,680
Speaker 2: I think your secretary. I feel she was gonna she

655
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:32,000
Speaker 2: probably not the one you like that something like that.

656
00:33:34,080 --> 00:33:34,360
Speaker 18: God.

657
00:33:34,720 --> 00:33:37,480
Speaker 9: Well yeah, but of course opposite exactly.

658
00:33:37,080 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 2: Exactly, yes, yes, for sure, yeah.

659
00:33:40,960 --> 00:33:43,040
Speaker 16: Yeah, yeah, yeah, guys, thank you so so much.

660
00:33:43,080 --> 00:33:45,200
Speaker 17: Okay, so that you don't see, Okay.

661
00:33:44,960 --> 00:33:47,160
Speaker 16: Nothing wrong with like me, not really, because I've had

662
00:33:47,160 --> 00:33:49,320
Speaker 16: people tell me that, like because I'm not actually going

663
00:33:49,400 --> 00:33:51,040
Speaker 16: to be into it like I would it would make

664
00:33:51,080 --> 00:33:53,720
Speaker 16: me look better at it, and then also just you know,

665
00:33:53,880 --> 00:33:56,240
Speaker 16: parts of my personality just you know whatever.

666
00:33:56,480 --> 00:33:58,280
Speaker 11: But yeah, thank you guys so much.

667
00:33:58,360 --> 00:34:00,800
Speaker 16: Like I look forward to buying a kind of corsets

668
00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:01,640
Speaker 16: and getting.

669
00:34:01,400 --> 00:34:02,120
Speaker 7: Some stress out.

670
00:34:02,760 --> 00:34:06,360
Speaker 2: Damn, no doubt, no doubt. Have a good night. Annie

671
00:34:07,520 --> 00:34:13,160
Speaker 2: got out there and dominate. Say you, I.

672
00:34:13,080 --> 00:34:15,120
Speaker 1: Said, damn, because she was like, because you you had

673
00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:17,719
Speaker 1: it paid, you were like. I can hear her smiling

674
00:34:17,760 --> 00:34:19,520
Speaker 1: through the phone. She's already hyped.

675
00:34:19,280 --> 00:34:22,239
Speaker 2: Added very excited about it. Get out there and dominate.

676
00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,640
Speaker 2: Have you ever proud of her? You ever been dominated before?

677
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:31,400
Speaker 2: I'd rather not say, oh for sure, for sure I haven't,

678
00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:34,520
Speaker 2: but I would be open to it. I mean it's cool.

679
00:34:34,560 --> 00:34:38,439
Speaker 2: I mean, dam this is a safe space, buddy. Yeah,

680
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:43,640
Speaker 2: I've predominated. Okay? Was it like it was dominating? Okay?

681
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:48,359
Speaker 3: I enjoyed it really like whips and stuff me up

682
00:34:48,600 --> 00:34:49,239
Speaker 3: me and robbed me.

683
00:34:50,400 --> 00:34:53,120
Speaker 2: They robbed you two Yep, as part of the experience.

684
00:34:53,239 --> 00:34:54,960
Speaker 2: It was amazing. Dude, I feel like you could be

685
00:34:54,960 --> 00:35:07,200
Speaker 2: Annie's first client. I'm gonna hit her up. Hello, Hi,

686
00:35:08,000 --> 00:35:10,000
Speaker 2: is this gay? Yes? How are you.

687
00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:13,000
Speaker 9: Good?

688
00:35:13,239 --> 00:35:14,480
Speaker 8: How are you guys?

689
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:15,600
Speaker 2: Who is.

690
00:35:20,640 --> 00:35:20,920
Speaker 8: Good?

691
00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:23,040
Speaker 2: Rob?

692
00:35:23,400 --> 00:35:25,799
Speaker 1: Rob It says here, listen, listen, rob It says here

693
00:35:25,840 --> 00:35:27,640
Speaker 1: that you've been practicing.

694
00:35:27,040 --> 00:35:30,360
Speaker 2: The occult, practices.

695
00:35:31,080 --> 00:35:34,400
Speaker 1: Practicing the occult, and you feel like it's messed up

696
00:35:34,440 --> 00:35:37,200
Speaker 1: your life. Now, your buddy, you're as confused as I am. Here,

697
00:35:37,239 --> 00:35:37,800
Speaker 1: what's a cult?

698
00:35:37,840 --> 00:35:40,080
Speaker 2: What is the occult?

699
00:35:41,640 --> 00:35:45,800
Speaker 8: So all right, so the occult kind of means different

700
00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:49,400
Speaker 8: things to different people, but to me, it's essentially a

701
00:35:49,440 --> 00:35:53,520
Speaker 8: form of ancient brain hacket. So to me, there's not

702
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:57,480
Speaker 8: like real magic in the world or real demons or whatnot,

703
00:35:58,040 --> 00:36:05,879
Speaker 8: but it's more like manifestations of psychology before there were

704
00:36:05,920 --> 00:36:10,520
Speaker 8: actually terms psychology. So there, it's like, uh, my belief

705
00:36:10,600 --> 00:36:14,040
Speaker 8: is a lot of people, like in ancient times who

706
00:36:14,160 --> 00:36:16,839
Speaker 8: created all this stuff, who wrote all this stuff, had

707
00:36:16,880 --> 00:36:19,359
Speaker 8: a lot of time to kind of think in their

708
00:36:19,400 --> 00:36:22,080
Speaker 8: heads without technology and whatnot, and they didn't know how

709
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:25,600
Speaker 8: to explain certain things, so they created words for it.

710
00:36:26,080 --> 00:36:31,000
Speaker 8: And basically, I feel like the occult is kind of

711
00:36:31,040 --> 00:36:35,080
Speaker 8: like brain hacking. So you're able to hack into your

712
00:36:35,120 --> 00:36:38,719
Speaker 8: subconscious and get it to see things or perceive things.

713
00:36:38,920 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 8: Since reality is only our perception of it, so if

714
00:36:42,440 --> 00:36:45,640
Speaker 8: you're able to alter your perception, you're able to alter

715
00:36:45,920 --> 00:36:46,719
Speaker 8: your reality.

716
00:36:49,600 --> 00:36:50,759
Speaker 2: You said, it's fucking you up.

717
00:36:53,840 --> 00:36:59,880
Speaker 8: Yeah, so kind of into like a monkey's foot situation

718
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:07,440
Speaker 8: or a monkey pose situation, where it was I essentially

719
00:37:07,520 --> 00:37:10,399
Speaker 8: asked or it kind of like did some rituals because

720
00:37:10,400 --> 00:37:13,040
Speaker 8: I was in a low part of my life for awareness,

721
00:37:13,200 --> 00:37:16,120
Speaker 8: like I wanted to notice things I wanted to notice,

722
00:37:16,440 --> 00:37:19,520
Speaker 8: like what my girlfriend at the time was asking of

723
00:37:19,640 --> 00:37:24,640
Speaker 8: me of kind of like what jobs were asking And honestly,

724
00:37:25,400 --> 00:37:27,120
Speaker 8: it got to be a little too much. Now I

725
00:37:27,160 --> 00:37:31,160
Speaker 8: noticed too much. I'm aware of too much in other people.

726
00:37:31,640 --> 00:37:36,480
Speaker 8: I'm aware of like little micro changes in people's perception

727
00:37:37,000 --> 00:37:44,760
Speaker 8: or in people's in their kind of like micro expressions.

728
00:37:44,800 --> 00:37:47,680
Speaker 8: And I've had friends accuse me of like knowing how

729
00:37:47,680 --> 00:37:50,960
Speaker 8: they feel before they even know how they feel. And

730
00:37:51,120 --> 00:37:56,319
Speaker 8: they said that it's violating and they've confirmed it how

731
00:37:56,360 --> 00:37:58,160
Speaker 8: they felt that they were, like I wasn't ready to

732
00:37:58,200 --> 00:38:01,279
Speaker 8: tell you. So yeah, that's where I'm at now.

733
00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:06,200
Speaker 2: So you've become somewhat of a mind. And it's bothering

734
00:38:06,280 --> 00:38:10,320
Speaker 2: your friends.

735
00:38:10,760 --> 00:38:13,120
Speaker 8: Well, I wouldn't say bothering. It's not like all the time,

736
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:16,000
Speaker 8: but it's kind of like, you know, if if I'm

737
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:19,759
Speaker 8: talking to a friend and they're dealing with something that

738
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:20,640
Speaker 8: I can tell.

739
00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:31,600
Speaker 14: Even if they don't want me to tell, like, yeah.

740
00:38:28,920 --> 00:38:30,000
Speaker 2: Maybe you should stop.

741
00:38:34,120 --> 00:38:37,440
Speaker 8: I've tried, but it's kind of like, you know, I

742
00:38:37,440 --> 00:38:40,680
Speaker 8: don't even always actually even mention it to them either,

743
00:38:40,880 --> 00:38:43,080
Speaker 8: Like it's not just with like friends, Like the friends

744
00:38:43,120 --> 00:38:46,360
Speaker 8: aren't the problem. It's like it gives me anxiety because

745
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:51,480
Speaker 8: it's like overstimulating. So it's like, for instance, currently at work,

746
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:57,360
Speaker 8: I'm noticing little differences in the way my boss treats me, and.

747
00:38:59,320 --> 00:39:04,239
Speaker 2: I'm trying to Well, you could try what what what?

748
00:39:04,320 --> 00:39:06,920
Speaker 1: Okay, So you're too aware. A lot of people talk,

749
00:39:07,440 --> 00:39:09,400
Speaker 1: you know, complain about something like that.

750
00:39:09,480 --> 00:39:12,840
Speaker 2: They're too aware. They wish they were more dull down

751
00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:16,280
Speaker 2: so that they could sort of be in the moment

752
00:39:16,360 --> 00:39:21,360
Speaker 2: to be more peaceful. Well, let's see, you could You

753
00:39:21,400 --> 00:39:25,880
Speaker 2: could drink and do drugs. Have you tried smoking weed?

754
00:39:26,760 --> 00:39:28,440
Speaker 8: I don't drink, but I do drugs.

755
00:39:28,800 --> 00:39:29,160
Speaker 2: Okay.

756
00:39:30,520 --> 00:39:33,239
Speaker 1: I feel like there's some sort of mindfulness thing that

757
00:39:33,320 --> 00:39:35,239
Speaker 1: you could be you could be doing. You're doing like

758
00:39:35,280 --> 00:39:37,880
Speaker 1: the opposite of what. You know, how people go to

759
00:39:38,000 --> 00:39:40,440
Speaker 1: like you know, they go to like meditation retreats, They

760
00:39:40,640 --> 00:39:43,640
Speaker 1: you know, be the power of now being in the moment,

761
00:39:43,800 --> 00:39:45,320
Speaker 1: be here, now all that stuff. Like you're doing the

762
00:39:45,320 --> 00:39:46,000
Speaker 1: opposite of that.

763
00:39:49,160 --> 00:39:49,399
Speaker 19: Yeah.

764
00:39:49,560 --> 00:39:52,239
Speaker 8: I tried, and I definitely used to be a lot

765
00:39:52,280 --> 00:39:56,440
Speaker 8: more into it than previously. But at the same time,

766
00:39:56,920 --> 00:40:00,359
Speaker 8: this awareness has actually like helped me in certain aspects life.

767
00:40:01,120 --> 00:40:04,320
Speaker 8: So like I actually ended up getting my dream job.

768
00:40:04,560 --> 00:40:08,880
Speaker 8: I grew up in Texas in literally a trailer park

769
00:40:09,120 --> 00:40:11,919
Speaker 8: and my dad was a drug dealer, and I ended

770
00:40:12,000 --> 00:40:14,800
Speaker 8: up getting to work for like probably the world's biggest

771
00:40:14,800 --> 00:40:19,120
Speaker 8: household name in media, which was my dream job because wait.

772
00:40:19,160 --> 00:40:21,880
Speaker 1: Wait, you work for the biggest Uh you said you

773
00:40:21,920 --> 00:40:24,280
Speaker 1: work for the biggest name in the media.

774
00:40:27,719 --> 00:40:29,920
Speaker 8: I would I wouldn't safely say that.

775
00:40:30,480 --> 00:40:32,840
Speaker 2: Is it? Like, can we guess? I think it's Oprah?

776
00:40:33,520 --> 00:40:37,319
Speaker 2: I thought I was going to be Will Smith? Is

777
00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:37,840
Speaker 2: it Oprah?

778
00:40:38,239 --> 00:40:39,040
Speaker 6: Will Will Smith?

779
00:40:39,239 --> 00:40:42,240
Speaker 8: No, no, it's not Oprah.

780
00:40:42,320 --> 00:40:44,200
Speaker 2: Who's the biggest name in the media. Do you work

781
00:40:44,239 --> 00:40:44,960
Speaker 2: for Joe Rogan?

782
00:40:48,040 --> 00:40:48,520
Speaker 4: No?

783
00:40:48,520 --> 00:40:52,399
Speaker 8: No, no, no, no, Disney. I got my dream job

784
00:40:52,440 --> 00:40:52,960
Speaker 8: at Disney.

785
00:40:53,680 --> 00:40:57,560
Speaker 2: Oh you work for Walt Not not at disney Land.

786
00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:02,840
Speaker 8: But like I like corporate like doing my career stuff.

787
00:41:02,880 --> 00:41:06,000
Speaker 2: But that's hard. No, that's hard. Hey, that's that's type. No,

788
00:41:06,120 --> 00:41:09,479
Speaker 2: that's tight, that's hard.

789
00:41:10,080 --> 00:41:13,280
Speaker 8: And I feel like I got there like I started

790
00:41:13,320 --> 00:41:15,880
Speaker 8: out like pretty modest, Like I didn't you know, I

791
00:41:16,040 --> 00:41:18,680
Speaker 8: wasn't born with like a silver spoon in my mouth,

792
00:41:18,760 --> 00:41:21,200
Speaker 8: but I was able to work my way up. I

793
00:41:21,440 --> 00:41:26,839
Speaker 8: noticing certain like stepping st robs.

794
00:41:27,040 --> 00:41:29,319
Speaker 2: Okay, Rob, the fuck with me, dam because it's like

795
00:41:29,719 --> 00:41:33,160
Speaker 2: Rob Rob Rob Rob Rob. Because I'm trying to do

796
00:41:33,280 --> 00:41:36,200
Speaker 2: like some voiceovers or something like an animated movie or

797
00:41:36,200 --> 00:41:38,000
Speaker 2: something you know, for the kids or something like that,

798
00:41:38,040 --> 00:41:40,359
Speaker 2: saying three, you know what I mean? I don't know.

799
00:41:40,719 --> 00:41:44,000
Speaker 2: Can you get Buddy a gig? Like holler at you boy?

800
00:41:44,160 --> 00:41:46,640
Speaker 2: Can we get him to voice the kid in uh

801
00:41:46,719 --> 00:41:48,879
Speaker 2: Incredibles three? The baby? I was about to go home

802
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:51,080
Speaker 2: and watch to turn the Red Ship? Come on? Like

803
00:41:51,280 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 2: what a I got? Disney Plus, Well, I'm.

804
00:41:55,480 --> 00:42:00,160
Speaker 8: Not working in bus department, It's right. My passion is Prince.

805
00:42:00,520 --> 00:42:05,520
Speaker 1: Like, can you use your occultist mind control skills to

806
00:42:05,640 --> 00:42:10,319
Speaker 1: convince somebody to let Buddy do a voice in the

807
00:42:10,360 --> 00:42:13,040
Speaker 1: next Disney Princess movie? Maybe he plays the Prince?

808
00:42:16,160 --> 00:42:21,880
Speaker 8: I mean, like baby, I don't know. Okay, it's totally different.

809
00:42:22,000 --> 00:42:25,120
Speaker 2: Here's here's what we're gonna do. Rob. Call us do

810
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:28,280
Speaker 2: your mind control tricks. You're supposed to be aware, Rob,

811
00:42:28,680 --> 00:42:31,480
Speaker 2: do your mind control tricks on the Disney exec and

812
00:42:31,520 --> 00:42:33,880
Speaker 2: then circle back, call us back and let us know

813
00:42:34,480 --> 00:42:37,400
Speaker 2: and baby, give me. You know, however, in every Disneys

814
00:42:37,520 --> 00:42:40,319
Speaker 2: Disney movie there's like a chair that talks to the

815
00:42:40,360 --> 00:42:41,040
Speaker 2: girl or something.

816
00:42:41,160 --> 00:42:43,520
Speaker 1: Let me have that one and then Buddy can be

817
00:42:43,560 --> 00:42:45,640
Speaker 1: the prince. Can you do that for us Black Panther

818
00:42:45,719 --> 00:42:46,759
Speaker 1: two or something.

819
00:42:46,560 --> 00:42:51,120
Speaker 8: Like, I'll try.

820
00:42:50,719 --> 00:42:52,879
Speaker 7: I mean, like, that's the thing.

821
00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:54,920
Speaker 8: It's just it's like.

822
00:42:55,360 --> 00:42:58,359
Speaker 3: I appreciate Rob. Hey, that's all I wanted to hear, Rob.

823
00:42:58,400 --> 00:42:59,120
Speaker 3: I appreciate you.

824
00:42:59,280 --> 00:43:02,359
Speaker 2: Thanks you for Rob. Thank you man. I'm gonna shout

825
00:43:02,400 --> 00:43:04,120
Speaker 2: you out when I get my little Emmy from the

826
00:43:05,760 --> 00:43:09,240
Speaker 2: from the Disney. Yeah, that's hard. He worked for Disney.

827
00:43:09,239 --> 00:43:11,880
Speaker 2: That's tight. He works for this man. He's in the occult.

828
00:43:12,600 --> 00:43:13,600
Speaker 2: He's in the cold. All right.

829
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:15,880
Speaker 1: So after that call, do you have any Because we

830
00:43:16,080 --> 00:43:17,880
Speaker 1: both didn't know what a cult meant.

831
00:43:18,640 --> 00:43:20,560
Speaker 2: He told us what it is like some mind code,

832
00:43:20,960 --> 00:43:22,080
Speaker 2: ancient ritual stuff.

833
00:43:22,160 --> 00:43:24,640
Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm wondering if I understood. I don't know how

834
00:43:24,760 --> 00:43:28,520
Speaker 1: well I comprehended the explanation. And maybe that's on me

835
00:43:29,000 --> 00:43:30,120
Speaker 1: and my poor comprehension.

836
00:43:30,480 --> 00:43:32,640
Speaker 3: Like he was just saying like he was tapping into

837
00:43:32,719 --> 00:43:36,080
Speaker 3: some old school shit that's not documented or taught in

838
00:43:36,160 --> 00:43:38,600
Speaker 3: high schools. He been doing his own research, and now

839
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:40,360
Speaker 3: it got him tapped in on a deeper level of

840
00:43:40,400 --> 00:43:42,600
Speaker 3: consciousness than he wanted to be at right now, and

841
00:43:42,640 --> 00:43:44,319
Speaker 3: it's hard for him to scale it back. So it's

842
00:43:44,360 --> 00:43:45,920
Speaker 3: really just sucking him up on a day to day

843
00:43:45,960 --> 00:43:48,239
Speaker 3: basis when you interact with the people closest to him.

844
00:43:48,480 --> 00:43:50,319
Speaker 3: But it also turned him up and got him the

845
00:43:50,360 --> 00:43:51,520
Speaker 3: fire ass Disney job.

846
00:43:53,080 --> 00:43:55,600
Speaker 1: Well, that's the thing is these sort of things that

847
00:43:55,680 --> 00:44:00,200
Speaker 1: are both blessings and curse curses simultaneously.

848
00:44:00,000 --> 00:44:01,080
Speaker 2: Shows that path.

849
00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:04,560
Speaker 1: You gotta take the good with the bad, not everything. Uh,

850
00:44:04,960 --> 00:44:06,520
Speaker 1: there's kind of a price for everything.

851
00:44:06,560 --> 00:44:07,000
Speaker 2: I feel.

852
00:44:07,400 --> 00:44:09,319
Speaker 3: You gotta just focus on the good. The bag gonna

853
00:44:09,360 --> 00:44:16,360
Speaker 3: be there regardless. Hey, you feeling I feel amazing.

854
00:44:16,680 --> 00:44:18,120
Speaker 2: I'm about to be in the Disney movie.

855
00:44:18,320 --> 00:44:20,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, Which if you could be in any of them,

856
00:44:20,920 --> 00:44:21,640
Speaker 1: what would you want to be?

857
00:44:22,600 --> 00:44:27,160
Speaker 2: Uh? I don't know. The Black One? Which which which

858
00:44:27,200 --> 00:44:30,839
Speaker 2: Black one? They gotta make one. They gotta make more

859
00:44:30,880 --> 00:44:31,920
Speaker 2: black cartoons.

860
00:44:32,239 --> 00:44:34,920
Speaker 1: They got they gotta They got a couple, don't they so?

861
00:44:35,400 --> 00:44:38,040
Speaker 1: And the Princess and the frog.

862
00:44:39,600 --> 00:44:41,400
Speaker 2: Ship. They really don't have that money. Actually, I need

863
00:44:41,440 --> 00:44:44,960
Speaker 2: to make a couple more. We gotta, we gotta get

864
00:44:45,000 --> 00:44:48,120
Speaker 2: the rob on that he got us, he got us,

865
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:57,760
Speaker 2: he's aware. Hey Brady, Brady, Uh, hello, Brady. It says

866
00:44:57,800 --> 00:45:02,960
Speaker 2: here that you feel too childish for your age, and

867
00:45:03,040 --> 00:45:06,920
Speaker 2: you feel as though you're a victim of bullying because

868
00:45:06,960 --> 00:45:09,520
Speaker 2: there's someone out there. I don't know who it is,

869
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:10,640
Speaker 2: you didn't specify.

870
00:45:10,239 --> 00:45:13,040
Speaker 1: Who it is, but that they're always making backhanded remarks

871
00:45:13,040 --> 00:45:14,480
Speaker 1: to you and you're trying to figure out how to

872
00:45:14,480 --> 00:45:14,920
Speaker 1: deal with that.

873
00:45:15,719 --> 00:45:17,560
Speaker 2: What you mean backhanded though, like.

874
00:45:21,320 --> 00:45:23,920
Speaker 19: I mean in the sense like like I'll just be

875
00:45:24,000 --> 00:45:27,440
Speaker 19: sitting there on my phone. Next thing I know, he

876
00:45:27,520 --> 00:45:30,560
Speaker 19: comes up from behind me and he's like, oh, hey, Brady,

877
00:45:30,600 --> 00:45:35,640
Speaker 19: you're gonna go crank some nineties on Fortnite later. And

878
00:45:35,719 --> 00:45:37,440
Speaker 19: for some reason it really makes me mad.

879
00:45:39,480 --> 00:45:41,280
Speaker 2: It sounds like he just want to be friends.

880
00:45:43,680 --> 00:45:46,319
Speaker 19: No, but it's it's the way he says.

881
00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:53,480
Speaker 1: It, how he's saying, Man, I understand this.

882
00:45:53,480 --> 00:45:55,280
Speaker 19: This is a very dumb topic.

883
00:45:56,320 --> 00:45:58,360
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, no, it's not no, it's not

884
00:45:58,440 --> 00:46:01,160
Speaker 2: a no listen, Brady, it's not on topic, I think. No.

885
00:46:00,960 --> 00:46:01,000
Speaker 8: No.

886
00:46:01,200 --> 00:46:04,280
Speaker 2: What Buddy's saying is like, why, like why are you like, Okay,

887
00:46:05,000 --> 00:46:10,799
Speaker 2: you're interpreting it as a backhand compliment, but maybe he

888
00:46:11,040 --> 00:46:13,600
Speaker 2: maybe he just does wants to be friends and play Fortnite.

889
00:46:13,800 --> 00:46:15,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's probably his way of trying to be cool,

890
00:46:15,960 --> 00:46:18,800
Speaker 3: but he just go to asshole route and trying to

891
00:46:18,840 --> 00:46:21,440
Speaker 3: be like that like a friend of me type situation.

892
00:46:21,680 --> 00:46:21,880
Speaker 2: You know.

893
00:46:25,280 --> 00:46:28,200
Speaker 19: No, But like I hear it all the time. Like

894
00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:31,879
Speaker 19: today we were running, uh and I was standing off

895
00:46:31,920 --> 00:46:35,920
Speaker 19: to the side, uh, and he was like, hey, Brady,

896
00:46:35,960 --> 00:46:38,480
Speaker 19: you're going kind of slow, man, hurry up and pick

897
00:46:38,560 --> 00:46:44,680
Speaker 19: up the pace. And just like I can't help it.

898
00:46:44,880 --> 00:46:47,080
Speaker 2: I sound like, yo, homie man, y'all, y'all. Just it

899
00:46:47,200 --> 00:46:52,160
Speaker 2: sound like y'all they homies. That's your friend. You tripping.

900
00:46:53,440 --> 00:46:54,680
Speaker 2: You gotta talk shit back.

901
00:46:55,120 --> 00:47:02,360
Speaker 5: But like my mom, I want to say anything regular show.

902
00:47:05,440 --> 00:47:08,960
Speaker 2: To talk shit back. That's how you build friendship. Man,

903
00:47:09,040 --> 00:47:09,520
Speaker 2: talk to shit.

904
00:47:12,120 --> 00:47:14,280
Speaker 19: No, But like I don't even want to be friends

905
00:47:14,320 --> 00:47:15,160
Speaker 19: with him?

906
00:47:15,440 --> 00:47:18,360
Speaker 2: Why not? Why don't you want to be friends with him?

907
00:47:17,040 --> 00:47:20,799
Speaker 19: That's he does the exact same thing to one of

908
00:47:20,840 --> 00:47:21,919
Speaker 19: my other friends.

909
00:47:22,960 --> 00:47:24,799
Speaker 2: But okay, there's there's a lot of truth to what

910
00:47:24,840 --> 00:47:26,680
Speaker 2: you're saying, though, because like I mean, that was that

911
00:47:26,760 --> 00:47:29,040
Speaker 2: was a classic thing. Like you know, when we're in

912
00:47:29,040 --> 00:47:31,440
Speaker 2: elementary school, like oh, if a girl's like me and

913
00:47:31,480 --> 00:47:33,560
Speaker 2: do you I mean, she likes you or whatever. Well,

914
00:47:33,600 --> 00:47:35,680
Speaker 2: I feel like it could be the same for guys,

915
00:47:35,760 --> 00:47:38,480
Speaker 2: Like if guys pick on you, maybe uh, maybe he

916
00:47:38,520 --> 00:47:40,759
Speaker 2: wants to be friends with you. Maybe, Like I guess,

917
00:47:40,760 --> 00:47:42,400
Speaker 2: we're What we're trying to say, Brady is like I

918
00:47:42,440 --> 00:47:42,719
Speaker 2: don't know.

919
00:47:42,760 --> 00:47:45,360
Speaker 1: We know, we know as much as you know about

920
00:47:45,400 --> 00:47:48,520
Speaker 1: what's going on inside this guy's head, like what his

921
00:47:48,719 --> 00:47:51,480
Speaker 1: actual intentions are, right.

922
00:47:51,400 --> 00:47:56,200
Speaker 2: And but what're you're choosing? It sounds to.

923
00:47:55,920 --> 00:47:59,959
Speaker 1: Interpret the most negative intentions from him as you pop,

924
00:48:00,239 --> 00:48:02,000
Speaker 1: the kind that he's fucking with you, But there could

925
00:48:02,040 --> 00:48:06,399
Speaker 1: be a wide variety of intentions behind his actions, And

926
00:48:06,480 --> 00:48:10,359
Speaker 1: why not read the most positive one?

927
00:48:12,800 --> 00:48:13,319
Speaker 2: Is that fair?

928
00:48:13,480 --> 00:48:13,719
Speaker 17: Yeah?

929
00:48:13,760 --> 00:48:14,000
Speaker 9: I know?

930
00:48:14,120 --> 00:48:18,000
Speaker 19: But the other reason, yeah, I guess. But the other

931
00:48:18,080 --> 00:48:20,920
Speaker 19: reason why I don't want to ever be friends with

932
00:48:21,000 --> 00:48:24,160
Speaker 19: him is because he's one of the douchebag guys in

933
00:48:24,160 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 19: my school. I go to a private school, and like

934
00:48:28,200 --> 00:48:31,640
Speaker 19: ninety percent of all the guys there are all douchebags.

935
00:48:31,680 --> 00:48:34,040
Speaker 19: And like I have my own little group of friends

936
00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:37,520
Speaker 19: and like we're all like the nicest people you would

937
00:48:37,520 --> 00:48:40,080
Speaker 19: ever get to know, and it's like the rest of

938
00:48:40,120 --> 00:48:42,960
Speaker 19: them are all just douches. And like, if you make

939
00:48:43,000 --> 00:48:46,240
Speaker 19: the slightest mistake, you're gonna get made fun of and stuff.

940
00:48:47,360 --> 00:48:49,239
Speaker 2: Y'all could either hug it out or get out.

941
00:48:52,280 --> 00:48:56,040
Speaker 19: That's actually what I want to happen. I want to

942
00:48:56,040 --> 00:48:57,320
Speaker 19: be in a fight in school.

943
00:48:58,120 --> 00:49:00,680
Speaker 3: You want to get into a fight, We'll go beat

944
00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:02,560
Speaker 3: his ass next time he says something, beat his ass.

945
00:49:02,560 --> 00:49:03,360
Speaker 2: See what happened in.

946
00:49:06,000 --> 00:49:07,719
Speaker 19: No, but I don't want to be the one who

947
00:49:07,760 --> 00:49:08,960
Speaker 19: throws the first punch.

948
00:49:09,280 --> 00:49:12,680
Speaker 2: Why not if he bullying you, he throwing verbal punches?

949
00:49:15,440 --> 00:49:18,280
Speaker 2: Is that is that count as an instigation? A verbal punch?

950
00:49:18,719 --> 00:49:19,160
Speaker 2: I don't know.

951
00:49:19,239 --> 00:49:21,279
Speaker 3: Man, Maybe just poke him or something, or shove him

952
00:49:21,280 --> 00:49:22,720
Speaker 3: and see if he hits you or something.

953
00:49:22,719 --> 00:49:23,680
Speaker 2: I don't know, start a.

954
00:49:23,680 --> 00:49:26,279
Speaker 1: Fight, or give a hug, or give him a hug,

955
00:49:26,320 --> 00:49:29,520
Speaker 1: give me a kiss. If he starts kissing back. Maybe

956
00:49:30,080 --> 00:49:31,400
Speaker 1: he might.

957
00:49:31,560 --> 00:49:32,600
Speaker 10: Want to tell you, guys something.

958
00:49:34,160 --> 00:49:38,680
Speaker 19: No, I heard him say this today. Sure, I have

959
00:49:38,760 --> 00:49:40,680
Speaker 19: no clue why he said this.

960
00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:42,520
Speaker 2: He said he was talking to.

961
00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:46,480
Speaker 19: His friends and he said, hey, guess what what would

962
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:49,880
Speaker 19: you do if I theoretically sucked your.

963
00:49:53,800 --> 00:49:56,560
Speaker 2: This sounds like a good group of guys. Listen, Brady,

964
00:49:56,600 --> 00:49:58,279
Speaker 2: how much Brady'm gonna tell you that I'm gonna tell

965
00:49:58,320 --> 00:49:59,879
Speaker 2: you what I actually think. You give him a hug.

966
00:50:00,080 --> 00:50:01,839
Speaker 1: Need to you first of all, you need to hug

967
00:50:01,920 --> 00:50:04,319
Speaker 1: and kiss all these guys. But but I'm gonna tell

968
00:50:04,320 --> 00:50:05,000
Speaker 1: you what I actually think.

969
00:50:05,040 --> 00:50:05,439
Speaker 2: You're Brad.

970
00:50:05,480 --> 00:50:07,680
Speaker 1: I get it when I'm When I was eighteen, I

971
00:50:07,800 --> 00:50:11,359
Speaker 1: did a lot of othering myself, which of like, oh,

972
00:50:11,600 --> 00:50:15,000
Speaker 1: I'm we're me and my friends. We're the cool guys.

973
00:50:15,120 --> 00:50:18,080
Speaker 1: Everyone else sucks. Everyone else is a dick. I'm the

974
00:50:18,160 --> 00:50:20,320
Speaker 1: cool guy. And I'm telling you right now, And I

975
00:50:20,400 --> 00:50:21,840
Speaker 1: get it's a common thing to do. I feel like

976
00:50:21,880 --> 00:50:25,799
Speaker 1: when you're younger, but I'm telling you, Brady, like if

977
00:50:25,840 --> 00:50:32,880
Speaker 1: you can look at other people and against your natural instinct,

978
00:50:34,400 --> 00:50:40,880
Speaker 1: find redeeming positive qualities about them, like beyond just what

979
00:50:41,040 --> 00:50:42,080
Speaker 1: they put directly in.

980
00:50:42,080 --> 00:50:45,040
Speaker 2: Front of you, you know what he's going through at home, exactly.

981
00:50:45,040 --> 00:50:47,000
Speaker 2: You don't know what he's going through at home, you

982
00:50:47,120 --> 00:50:49,880
Speaker 2: know anything about Like all I'm trying to say is like,

983
00:50:50,000 --> 00:50:52,560
Speaker 2: instead of like othering yourself and like writing all these

984
00:50:52,640 --> 00:50:56,080
Speaker 2: guys off immediately, everyone else is a douchebag. We're the

985
00:50:56,200 --> 00:50:59,320
Speaker 2: only nice guys. Like, try like try like put some

986
00:50:59,520 --> 00:51:02,560
Speaker 2: active because your gut reaction is going to be Oh fuck,

987
00:51:02,640 --> 00:51:03,520
Speaker 2: these guys, guys are deck.

988
00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:05,360
Speaker 1: But if you look a little bit deeper and you

989
00:51:05,600 --> 00:51:09,480
Speaker 1: like make an effort to try to find what is interesting,

990
00:51:09,920 --> 00:51:14,600
Speaker 1: what is redeeming about these people, then you might find something.

991
00:51:14,680 --> 00:51:17,320
Speaker 1: And I know it's hard because it's against your natural instinct.

992
00:51:17,440 --> 00:51:20,160
Speaker 1: But at the end of the day, it's up to

993
00:51:20,360 --> 00:51:25,040
Speaker 1: us to find redeeming things about people and interesting things

994
00:51:25,040 --> 00:51:27,200
Speaker 1: about people, more than it is for those people to

995
00:51:27,280 --> 00:51:28,040
Speaker 1: show them to us.

996
00:51:28,800 --> 00:51:32,920
Speaker 2: Is that fair? You need to be friends, man, Go

997
00:51:33,280 --> 00:51:33,920
Speaker 2: befriend him.

998
00:51:37,480 --> 00:51:43,080
Speaker 19: I can I say one more thing early quickly. Another

999
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:46,120
Speaker 19: reason why like I don't want to be friends with

1000
00:51:46,200 --> 00:51:47,959
Speaker 19: them is because, hold on, Brady, did.

1001
00:51:47,880 --> 00:51:50,000
Speaker 1: You hear what anything I just said? I feel like

1002
00:51:50,080 --> 00:51:52,160
Speaker 1: you just want I want to make sure you heard

1003
00:51:52,320 --> 00:51:52,799
Speaker 1: what I said.

1004
00:51:52,880 --> 00:51:53,440
Speaker 13: I heard.

1005
00:51:55,719 --> 00:51:58,359
Speaker 19: I heard what you said. Man, I'm sorry for bringing

1006
00:51:58,360 --> 00:51:58,600
Speaker 19: that out.

1007
00:51:58,680 --> 00:51:59,160
Speaker 6: I'm sorry.

1008
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:02,200
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, I'm not mad at you. You

1009
00:52:02,280 --> 00:52:05,240
Speaker 2: almost got him mad, though, but he ain't. You almost

1010
00:52:05,280 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 2: got me a little bit man. Buddy and I are

1011
00:52:07,560 --> 00:52:09,120
Speaker 2: not ma. Actually, I don't know if buddies buddyre you

1012
00:52:09,239 --> 00:52:11,439
Speaker 2: mad at I'm not mad. I'm not mad. I've seen

1013
00:52:11,480 --> 00:52:13,080
Speaker 2: you almost go there. I'm just you know, trying to

1014
00:52:13,160 --> 00:52:14,960
Speaker 2: keep it cool. Yeah, yeah, yeah, no, thank you for

1015
00:52:15,000 --> 00:52:17,719
Speaker 2: thank you for that. I appreciate you, appreciate you for that.

1016
00:52:21,120 --> 00:52:23,520
Speaker 2: But but Brady, I get it because I was I

1017
00:52:23,680 --> 00:52:25,400
Speaker 2: was in high school and I thought I was like

1018
00:52:25,800 --> 00:52:28,040
Speaker 2: the only cool guy and everyone else was a dick

1019
00:52:28,640 --> 00:52:33,480
Speaker 2: and uh that that only sort of leads to, uh

1020
00:52:34,239 --> 00:52:45,800
Speaker 2: to sadness. Yeah, hey, man, Karen is cool, love is tight, Brady,

1021
00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:46,440
Speaker 2: anything else.

1022
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:52,480
Speaker 19: This person in the world, Like I like, like, if

1023
00:52:52,520 --> 00:52:56,200
Speaker 19: my friend ever needs anything, I'll be there for him exactly,

1024
00:52:56,600 --> 00:53:00,759
Speaker 19: like before they even finished the sentence, like I I'm

1025
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:04,960
Speaker 19: like the most loving, caring person and I just I

1026
00:53:05,000 --> 00:53:05,279
Speaker 19: don't know.

1027
00:53:05,800 --> 00:53:07,680
Speaker 1: Well, all right, I'll tell you when the final thing, Brady,

1028
00:53:07,719 --> 00:53:09,840
Speaker 1: if you're if you're a loving you're a loving caring

1029
00:53:09,880 --> 00:53:12,440
Speaker 1: person when it's easy, right when once your friends, once

1030
00:53:12,480 --> 00:53:14,640
Speaker 1: to your family. Yes, but can you be a loving

1031
00:53:14,719 --> 00:53:17,279
Speaker 1: caring person when it's hard, when people are being dicks

1032
00:53:17,320 --> 00:53:21,520
Speaker 1: to you? You know what I'm saying to consider it

1033
00:53:21,600 --> 00:53:25,960
Speaker 1: a challenge, man, Yes, anything else do I say to

1034
00:53:26,040 --> 00:53:26,960
Speaker 1: me and Buddy before we go?

1035
00:53:32,200 --> 00:53:33,960
Speaker 5: Gek, I love what you do.

1036
00:53:34,160 --> 00:53:34,359
Speaker 9: Man.

1037
00:53:34,960 --> 00:53:38,399
Speaker 19: You help out so many people, even though if you're

1038
00:53:38,440 --> 00:53:43,400
Speaker 19: not even a therapist. Just getting advice from a person

1039
00:53:43,520 --> 00:53:46,279
Speaker 19: on the internet just for some reason just makes us

1040
00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:47,160
Speaker 19: feel better.

1041
00:53:47,239 --> 00:53:50,600
Speaker 2: I guess I'm glad to hear that. Man, good love

1042
00:53:50,640 --> 00:53:51,480
Speaker 2: to Brady.

1043
00:53:51,960 --> 00:53:55,759
Speaker 19: Because like I'll go to a real therapist and I feel,

1044
00:53:55,880 --> 00:53:59,320
Speaker 19: is this like nothing really changed, Like just talking to you,

1045
00:53:59,440 --> 00:54:02,880
Speaker 19: I feel as if like you've actually like like something

1046
00:54:02,960 --> 00:54:04,760
Speaker 19: actually went through my skull.

1047
00:54:04,880 --> 00:54:10,880
Speaker 2: Man, stay in school, dude, make friends.

1048
00:54:11,520 --> 00:54:13,120
Speaker 10: Yeah yeah, school cool.

1049
00:54:13,280 --> 00:54:16,279
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, thank you, Brady, Man, good luck to you.

1050
00:54:16,360 --> 00:54:18,080
Speaker 5: Which is really dumb that I'm saying that.

1051
00:54:19,040 --> 00:54:21,000
Speaker 2: No, no, no, no, You're not being You're not no, no,

1052
00:54:21,200 --> 00:54:23,200
Speaker 2: You're not being dumb, Brady. You're not dumb.

1053
00:54:23,520 --> 00:54:27,680
Speaker 3: You're being expressed vulnerable right now. We appreciate your vulnerability.

1054
00:54:33,239 --> 00:54:33,399
Speaker 7: Uh.

1055
00:54:33,640 --> 00:54:36,839
Speaker 19: For my friends, uh, I always want to tell them

1056
00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:40,400
Speaker 19: this is that it doesn't matter if you're the smartest

1057
00:54:40,440 --> 00:54:43,400
Speaker 19: person in the class. It just depends on how successful

1058
00:54:43,480 --> 00:54:44,239
Speaker 19: you are in the end.

1059
00:54:46,400 --> 00:54:55,320
Speaker 2: Hey Brady, forever baby, we pray you succeed. Have you

1060
00:54:55,360 --> 00:54:56,160
Speaker 2: ever been bullied?

1061
00:54:57,160 --> 00:54:57,399
Speaker 9: Yeah?

1062
00:54:58,120 --> 00:54:58,680
Speaker 2: I think I think.

1063
00:54:58,719 --> 00:55:00,959
Speaker 1: Well, I you know what I was, like, I thought

1064
00:55:01,000 --> 00:55:02,920
Speaker 1: I was bullied at the time. I thought I was

1065
00:55:02,960 --> 00:55:05,160
Speaker 1: bullied at the time, but like looking back on it,

1066
00:55:05,480 --> 00:55:09,000
Speaker 1: as I'm an older guy, looking back on it, I'm like, nah,

1067
00:55:09,040 --> 00:55:10,440
Speaker 1: I wasn't really bullied.

1068
00:55:10,960 --> 00:55:14,160
Speaker 2: I got bullied before. Yeah, bullied. Yeah, I'll never forget it.

1069
00:55:15,200 --> 00:55:15,759
Speaker 5: What was that like?

1070
00:55:16,360 --> 00:55:18,680
Speaker 3: It was just this bigger dude who just thought he

1071
00:55:18,880 --> 00:55:21,000
Speaker 3: was like so big and strong, and I was like

1072
00:55:21,120 --> 00:55:23,080
Speaker 3: the new kid in school and all the girls thought

1073
00:55:23,120 --> 00:55:25,600
Speaker 3: I was cute, so they was hating on me. I

1074
00:55:25,719 --> 00:55:28,560
Speaker 3: remember the bell run. It was like in the hallway

1075
00:55:29,040 --> 00:55:31,319
Speaker 3: and we supposed to just go to the locker real

1076
00:55:31,400 --> 00:55:33,840
Speaker 3: quick to go to the next class. I'm like getting

1077
00:55:33,880 --> 00:55:36,040
Speaker 3: something out the locker or something, putting something back in,

1078
00:55:36,400 --> 00:55:39,920
Speaker 3: and I had this new snap back fire, just a

1079
00:55:40,120 --> 00:55:43,040
Speaker 3: really nice hat, you know what I mean. I'm walking down,

1080
00:55:43,120 --> 00:55:45,400
Speaker 3: I'm feeling like the cool new guy in school. All

1081
00:55:45,440 --> 00:55:48,600
Speaker 3: the girls is on me, and this dude knocked my

1082
00:55:48,840 --> 00:55:52,239
Speaker 3: hat off my head damn. Just was like boop, like

1083
00:55:52,440 --> 00:55:55,759
Speaker 3: from the Bram damn, And everything went slow motion my

1084
00:55:55,960 --> 00:55:56,719
Speaker 3: hat because I.

1085
00:55:56,960 --> 00:55:57,920
Speaker 2: Just got it. For reals.

1086
00:55:58,600 --> 00:56:01,680
Speaker 3: It was like I'm like watching it fall to the floor,

1087
00:56:02,320 --> 00:56:05,040
Speaker 3: explosions when it hit the ground, and I don't know

1088
00:56:05,120 --> 00:56:06,520
Speaker 3: what happened, but like it was like.

1089
00:56:06,600 --> 00:56:11,880
Speaker 2: Some auto pilot shit. I slapped that nigga. Then I

1090
00:56:12,000 --> 00:56:15,040
Speaker 2: took off running. I ran downhill out of there, but

1091
00:56:15,200 --> 00:56:19,160
Speaker 2: I slapped that nigga. Did he did he ever fuck

1092
00:56:19,239 --> 00:56:21,000
Speaker 2: with you again? He chased me a little bit, but

1093
00:56:21,120 --> 00:56:23,600
Speaker 2: I was too fast. You can't catch me. And then

1094
00:56:23,680 --> 00:56:25,440
Speaker 2: nothing happened. By the time he charged to just like

1095
00:56:25,560 --> 00:56:27,560
Speaker 2: hit me up. We was in the principal's office. I

1096
00:56:27,600 --> 00:56:30,560
Speaker 2: knew her to run, So you eventually did get sent

1097
00:56:30,560 --> 00:56:34,520
Speaker 2: to the principal's office. Ye sent myself there. Oh you went,

1098
00:56:34,719 --> 00:56:40,200
Speaker 2: You just went straight to you turned yourself in, damn him. Yeah,

1099
00:56:40,920 --> 00:56:43,000
Speaker 2: you know. I like that's a confident move though. That's like,

1100
00:56:43,320 --> 00:56:46,320
Speaker 2: that's like I know exactly what the consequences are for this,

1101
00:56:46,480 --> 00:56:48,879
Speaker 2: and I don't fucking care. It has to be done.

1102
00:56:49,360 --> 00:56:53,160
Speaker 2: I slapped this shit out that nigga. Have you ever

1103
00:56:53,200 --> 00:56:56,520
Speaker 2: been bullied any other time? Hell no? They knew what

1104
00:56:56,640 --> 00:56:59,440
Speaker 2: was up after that with me. Yeah, I feel like,

1105
00:56:59,640 --> 00:57:03,680
Speaker 2: uh uh that was that was a clear statement. Yeah,

1106
00:57:04,280 --> 00:57:23,160
Speaker 2: that's me. Get smacked. Mm hmm, Get go smack bitch. David.

1107
00:57:25,040 --> 00:57:27,760
Speaker 2: I feel you, dog, I'm feeling you, bro.

1108
00:57:28,240 --> 00:57:31,440
Speaker 1: David, David, You're in luck. Buddy is fired up to

1109
00:57:31,480 --> 00:57:33,960
Speaker 1: talk to you about this issue. David says, here, are

1110
00:57:34,000 --> 00:57:34,520
Speaker 1: you good, bro?

1111
00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:35,280
Speaker 2: Are you good.

1112
00:57:37,800 --> 00:57:40,080
Speaker 6: Well, I'm gonna be I'm gonna be honest.

1113
00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:40,920
Speaker 8: I'm not good at all.

1114
00:57:41,000 --> 00:57:41,200
Speaker 12: Man.

1115
00:57:41,960 --> 00:57:44,080
Speaker 2: How you feeling right now? Bro Let it out? Man,

1116
00:57:44,120 --> 00:57:46,280
Speaker 2: we're here just we just want to be an over ear.

1117
00:57:46,360 --> 00:57:47,960
Speaker 2: Please tell us how you feel.

1118
00:57:52,040 --> 00:57:55,320
Speaker 6: A roller coaster of emotions, you know, sometimes we come

1119
00:57:55,360 --> 00:57:57,960
Speaker 6: feeling good. Sometimes how we came like? Not the one

1120
00:57:58,000 --> 00:57:59,040
Speaker 6: thing to do anything at all?

1121
00:57:59,120 --> 00:57:59,400
Speaker 4: Keep the.

1122
00:58:02,040 --> 00:58:10,400
Speaker 6: It's just very it's very frustrating and because it just

1123
00:58:10,720 --> 00:58:13,240
Speaker 6: breaks you and frustrates you at lot.

1124
00:58:13,280 --> 00:58:13,800
Speaker 5: Do you feel me?

1125
00:58:14,160 --> 00:58:16,240
Speaker 2: It sounds like you're tearing up. Are you tearing up

1126
00:58:16,320 --> 00:58:16,600
Speaker 2: right now?

1127
00:58:18,960 --> 00:58:19,240
Speaker 6: Sorry?

1128
00:58:19,560 --> 00:58:21,000
Speaker 2: Are you tearing up a bit on us?

1129
00:58:23,200 --> 00:58:23,240
Speaker 19: No?

1130
00:58:23,480 --> 00:58:23,520
Speaker 7: No?

1131
00:58:23,560 --> 00:58:23,600
Speaker 6: No?

1132
00:58:23,680 --> 00:58:26,720
Speaker 3: No, okay, okay, okay, okay, okay, because this is the

1133
00:58:26,760 --> 00:58:27,720
Speaker 3: safe place you good.

1134
00:58:28,520 --> 00:58:30,120
Speaker 2: You could cry on here if you won't.

1135
00:58:32,240 --> 00:58:33,200
Speaker 8: See I'm trying not to.

1136
00:58:34,080 --> 00:58:36,640
Speaker 2: It's okay, man, let it out. So what's she do? Man?

1137
00:58:40,280 --> 00:58:40,640
Speaker 5: I don't know.

1138
00:58:42,040 --> 00:58:44,120
Speaker 6: We were together for like three years, you know, and

1139
00:58:45,080 --> 00:58:47,840
Speaker 6: I was working one day and I was into my

1140
00:58:48,000 --> 00:58:50,560
Speaker 6: lunch break. Actually I remember that day like it was yesterday.

1141
00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:50,760
Speaker 8: Man.

1142
00:58:51,600 --> 00:58:54,800
Speaker 6: She is randomly texting me saying, hey, look we have sog.

1143
00:58:55,880 --> 00:58:58,840
Speaker 6: I don't I don't feel like nothing as being like

1144
00:58:59,320 --> 00:59:01,960
Speaker 6: like you watch when I'm started dating, I feel like

1145
00:59:02,000 --> 00:59:05,880
Speaker 6: the feeling went away. And I've been seeing someone while

1146
00:59:05,920 --> 00:59:08,560
Speaker 6: I was with you. I've been seeing this person for

1147
00:59:08,720 --> 00:59:10,800
Speaker 6: like a few weeks, and I just didn't want to

1148
00:59:10,880 --> 00:59:14,280
Speaker 6: tell you because I didn't want to hurt you. And

1149
00:59:15,800 --> 00:59:20,800
Speaker 6: it's just, man, it's just fucked up because she was

1150
00:59:20,880 --> 00:59:23,800
Speaker 6: already seeing someone when she couldn't tell me, like, hey man,

1151
00:59:23,880 --> 00:59:29,640
Speaker 6: I'm already with somebody. I'm already seeing somebody. Because it

1152
00:59:29,800 --> 00:59:32,720
Speaker 6: just breaks me. Man, because we were together three years.

1153
00:59:34,120 --> 00:59:37,000
Speaker 6: I had so many plans with her, because she lived

1154
00:59:37,080 --> 00:59:39,960
Speaker 6: like in a very bad situation with her parents, and

1155
00:59:40,040 --> 00:59:42,720
Speaker 6: I wanted to take her out from there, from that

1156
00:59:43,040 --> 00:59:46,880
Speaker 6: toxic place. And I wanted I wanted to I wanted

1157
00:59:46,880 --> 00:59:50,320
Speaker 6: to be like everything perfect for her, you know, because

1158
00:59:50,440 --> 00:59:52,600
Speaker 6: that's what you do when you loved, When you truly

1159
00:59:52,640 --> 00:59:56,320
Speaker 6: love someone, you feel me and I just I wanted

1160
00:59:56,360 --> 00:59:58,760
Speaker 6: to try my best for this person. But I guess

1161
00:59:58,840 --> 01:00:01,840
Speaker 6: she I wasn't what she wanted.

1162
01:00:01,920 --> 01:00:07,320
Speaker 2: I guess you're pulling hard strings right now. Damn, you

1163
01:00:07,440 --> 01:00:13,360
Speaker 2: cut me deep. I'm sorry to hear that.

1164
01:00:13,720 --> 01:00:14,240
Speaker 6: I don't.

1165
01:00:17,240 --> 01:00:19,880
Speaker 2: Thank you, man, you don't desire that one bit.

1166
01:00:19,960 --> 01:00:20,560
Speaker 5: I don't.

1167
01:00:23,360 --> 01:00:26,240
Speaker 6: Just like just one of my friends keep telling you know, like,

1168
01:00:26,400 --> 01:00:31,440
Speaker 6: hey man, get on the serfer, gotta move on. And

1169
01:00:33,360 --> 01:00:36,360
Speaker 6: I mean I've been trying, you know, I've been trying

1170
01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:37,920
Speaker 6: like not to like talk to her.

1171
01:00:38,480 --> 01:00:41,320
Speaker 2: And she confessed about the other nigga through text. She

1172
01:00:41,480 --> 01:00:43,440
Speaker 2: text you about the other nigga in the breakup. It

1173
01:00:43,520 --> 01:00:44,480
Speaker 2: was the text breakup.

1174
01:00:47,200 --> 01:00:49,520
Speaker 6: Yeah, she texted me, bro, she wroke call with me

1175
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:51,920
Speaker 6: in a text, man, Like she broke up with me.

1176
01:00:51,960 --> 01:00:54,920
Speaker 6: And then she blogged me from everywhere and then like

1177
01:00:55,840 --> 01:00:57,560
Speaker 6: my friend, she blocked you.

1178
01:00:58,360 --> 01:00:59,000
Speaker 2: She blocked you.

1179
01:01:00,080 --> 01:01:01,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, she blows She blocks.

1180
01:01:01,240 --> 01:01:02,120
Speaker 4: Me from everywhere.

1181
01:01:02,200 --> 01:01:02,360
Speaker 10: Man.

1182
01:01:02,640 --> 01:01:06,360
Speaker 6: He blocked me from me, Instagram, from WhatsApp, from like

1183
01:01:06,520 --> 01:01:07,280
Speaker 6: I messages.

1184
01:01:08,280 --> 01:01:09,200
Speaker 2: She blocked you, bro.

1185
01:01:09,720 --> 01:01:13,880
Speaker 6: And but the thing is that, you know, one of

1186
01:01:13,960 --> 01:01:17,000
Speaker 6: my friends, he was like, hey, I like, you know,

1187
01:01:17,520 --> 01:01:20,480
Speaker 6: I I when we were together because my dumb.

1188
01:01:20,360 --> 01:01:22,480
Speaker 8: Ass I will always buy everything for her.

1189
01:01:23,320 --> 01:01:27,640
Speaker 6: So I bought her this hoodie, right and Bro, my

1190
01:01:27,840 --> 01:01:30,880
Speaker 6: friend's like, hey o man, it says it's your footie.

1191
01:01:31,120 --> 01:01:34,480
Speaker 6: And she posted a picture with that guy she left

1192
01:01:34,520 --> 01:01:38,080
Speaker 6: me for, and he was with we're in mind witty.

1193
01:01:38,200 --> 01:01:44,920
Speaker 2: No hell no, hell no, hell no, no, hell no

1194
01:01:45,720 --> 01:01:47,280
Speaker 2: no for real?

1195
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:52,760
Speaker 6: Yes, right, I swear to God. Hell like you don't

1196
01:01:52,760 --> 01:02:02,440
Speaker 6: know how Just shure. I've thought about so many things,

1197
01:02:02,840 --> 01:02:06,680
Speaker 6: you know, because yeah, it has been like quite the

1198
01:02:06,760 --> 01:02:09,840
Speaker 6: wilds and solved. This happened. It's been like five months

1199
01:02:09,880 --> 01:02:12,480
Speaker 6: and I've been trying my best to get over it.

1200
01:02:13,520 --> 01:02:18,000
Speaker 2: That's cold. That's cold. That's cold. That's cold. No bro,

1201
01:02:18,760 --> 01:02:26,000
Speaker 2: damn bro, damn bro, No real, that's extremely cold. Are

1202
01:02:26,080 --> 01:02:27,000
Speaker 2: you serious? Though?

1203
01:02:29,560 --> 01:02:31,600
Speaker 6: I know I'm being serious about all this? Man?

1204
01:02:31,840 --> 01:02:34,160
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I'm so sorry to hear that. You

1205
01:02:34,240 --> 01:02:38,480
Speaker 2: don't deserve that. This is God. You know this is God? Right?

1206
01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:40,919
Speaker 2: You know He don't make no mistakes and he don't

1207
01:02:40,960 --> 01:02:43,200
Speaker 2: give you nothing you can't handle. You know you built

1208
01:02:43,240 --> 01:02:45,160
Speaker 2: for this, right, you know you built for this. It's

1209
01:02:45,200 --> 01:02:49,640
Speaker 2: something better coming, right, you know that? Right? One door

1210
01:02:49,720 --> 01:02:52,600
Speaker 2: closed another door? What one door closed another door? What

1211
01:02:53,040 --> 01:02:55,520
Speaker 2: say it with me? One door closed another door? What

1212
01:02:56,040 --> 01:02:59,600
Speaker 2: one door closed another door? What one door closed another door?

1213
01:02:59,680 --> 01:03:03,200
Speaker 2: What say that? Saying with your chest? Saying with your

1214
01:03:03,280 --> 01:03:06,640
Speaker 2: chest one door closed, another door? What one door closed

1215
01:03:06,680 --> 01:03:10,120
Speaker 2: another door? What let me hear you, bro saying.

1216
01:03:11,960 --> 01:03:13,640
Speaker 6: One there closing another one open?

1217
01:03:14,080 --> 01:03:17,959
Speaker 2: Yeah, That's what I'm talking about, David. You're gonna be good.

1218
01:03:18,120 --> 01:03:20,720
Speaker 2: It ain't nothing but big, bigger and better things happening

1219
01:03:20,760 --> 01:03:24,080
Speaker 2: for you in your life from here on out moving forward.

1220
01:03:24,280 --> 01:03:26,280
Speaker 2: You don't even need that type of energy around.

1221
01:03:26,400 --> 01:03:26,480
Speaker 19: Bro.

1222
01:03:28,000 --> 01:03:28,800
Speaker 2: I really feel for you.

1223
01:03:28,880 --> 01:03:29,000
Speaker 19: Bro.

1224
01:03:29,160 --> 01:03:31,600
Speaker 2: That's cold blooded, Like I ain't even lying like you

1225
01:03:31,720 --> 01:03:35,720
Speaker 2: got me ooh oh oh. I hate that that happened

1226
01:03:35,760 --> 01:03:39,000
Speaker 2: to you. Bro, for real, dog.

1227
01:03:39,280 --> 01:03:43,280
Speaker 6: Man, I guess you just lash, you know, like, I'm

1228
01:03:43,400 --> 01:03:45,840
Speaker 6: just like maybe like trying to focus on myself and

1229
01:03:46,120 --> 01:03:48,960
Speaker 6: maybe in the future someone.

1230
01:03:51,040 --> 01:03:54,480
Speaker 1: The whole like uh, closing the door open on the window,

1231
01:03:54,520 --> 01:03:57,280
Speaker 1: the thing you're he's open. A window has been opened

1232
01:03:57,840 --> 01:03:59,960
Speaker 1: for you to go and improve yourself. I feel like

1233
01:04:00,200 --> 01:04:02,240
Speaker 1: that's a much better path for you to be going down,

1234
01:04:02,280 --> 01:04:03,240
Speaker 1: and you have no idea where that.

1235
01:04:03,480 --> 01:04:05,640
Speaker 3: I'm so mad for you right now, bro, Like I'm

1236
01:04:05,720 --> 01:04:07,960
Speaker 3: really trying to keep it together. Oh my god, I

1237
01:04:08,040 --> 01:04:08,960
Speaker 3: hate that that happened to you.

1238
01:04:09,120 --> 01:04:09,240
Speaker 13: Bro.

1239
01:04:09,680 --> 01:04:11,000
Speaker 2: This nigga was worn yo, hoodie.

1240
01:04:11,000 --> 01:04:15,160
Speaker 6: Bro, Yeah, it was wearing my clothes.

1241
01:04:17,160 --> 01:04:18,960
Speaker 2: I ain't gonna lie. I know, I know you love

1242
01:04:19,000 --> 01:04:20,800
Speaker 2: her and all that, but I'm just going to say,

1243
01:04:21,160 --> 01:04:22,040
Speaker 2: fuck that, bitch.

1244
01:04:24,280 --> 01:04:29,120
Speaker 6: Oh fucking Christ.

1245
01:04:30,360 --> 01:04:34,160
Speaker 2: Let it out. Bro, Let it out, bro, you know,

1246
01:04:34,320 --> 01:04:36,600
Speaker 2: tears tears and laughter is the same thing.

1247
01:04:37,480 --> 01:04:39,800
Speaker 6: I'm just went, I'm just laughing because you're making me laugh.

1248
01:04:39,880 --> 01:04:46,080
Speaker 2: But man laughter the same thing. Tears and laughter is

1249
01:04:46,160 --> 01:04:52,479
Speaker 2: the same thing. Bro Let it out. So David, David,

1250
01:04:52,560 --> 01:04:55,680
Speaker 2: you with us. Yeah, David, you're telling us that you're

1251
01:04:55,720 --> 01:04:59,520
Speaker 2: gonna You're telling us that now you uh again from

1252
01:04:59,640 --> 01:05:01,640
Speaker 2: something negative and now have an opportunity.

1253
01:05:02,520 --> 01:05:04,120
Speaker 1: As you're telling us, I'm really glad to hear that

1254
01:05:04,160 --> 01:05:06,040
Speaker 1: you're looking at it like that. You have an opportunity

1255
01:05:06,640 --> 01:05:08,680
Speaker 1: to grow and to learn to be alone. So tell me,

1256
01:05:08,760 --> 01:05:12,360
Speaker 1: what are the kinds of things now that that you're single,

1257
01:05:12,440 --> 01:05:13,960
Speaker 1: now that you have a lot more time to yourself,

1258
01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:15,440
Speaker 1: What are the kinds of things that you want to

1259
01:05:15,520 --> 01:05:17,600
Speaker 1: pursue now that you have the opportunity to do so?

1260
01:05:19,920 --> 01:05:24,240
Speaker 6: Shiit Well, you know when I first got with this girl, mom,

1261
01:05:25,920 --> 01:05:27,920
Speaker 6: I I used to before I got here with her,

1262
01:05:28,000 --> 01:05:30,920
Speaker 6: I used to do like a lot of workout. I

1263
01:05:31,080 --> 01:05:32,760
Speaker 6: was very into the business.

1264
01:05:32,440 --> 01:05:37,680
Speaker 2: Stuff and yeah get big on her bro yeah, summer coming, Yeah,

1265
01:05:38,040 --> 01:05:38,320
Speaker 2: go with.

1266
01:05:38,440 --> 01:05:41,480
Speaker 6: Her when I go with her, Like in those three years,

1267
01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:43,280
Speaker 6: I still doing all of that because you know, she

1268
01:05:43,320 --> 01:05:45,040
Speaker 6: will always be like, no, come on, don't go to

1269
01:05:45,160 --> 01:05:46,880
Speaker 6: the gym, you can spend time with me and stuff.

1270
01:05:47,280 --> 01:05:49,440
Speaker 2: But now that's happening on it sounds sound like she

1271
01:05:49,560 --> 01:05:52,919
Speaker 2: was holding you back. Sounds like she was holding you back.

1272
01:05:53,240 --> 01:05:58,200
Speaker 6: I'm like, yeah, man, she was holding me back. She

1273
01:05:58,360 --> 01:06:00,280
Speaker 6: was holding me back for like a lot of things,

1274
01:06:02,360 --> 01:06:05,600
Speaker 6: man Like. It was just like so toxic and I

1275
01:06:05,760 --> 01:06:09,240
Speaker 6: was just so blinded with love with her, and she

1276
01:06:09,280 --> 01:06:12,320
Speaker 6: would like go through my phone every day she.

1277
01:06:12,320 --> 01:06:14,920
Speaker 2: Would go through she went she went through your phone?

1278
01:06:16,240 --> 01:06:23,280
Speaker 6: No, no, no, yeah, a lot of times, multiple times.

1279
01:06:23,640 --> 01:06:25,760
Speaker 2: No, are you serious?

1280
01:06:26,320 --> 01:06:26,800
Speaker 5: Every time.

1281
01:06:27,120 --> 01:06:29,640
Speaker 6: It's like, I was so stupid that every time that I,

1282
01:06:29,760 --> 01:06:31,560
Speaker 6: you know, I wanted to check her phone to.

1283
01:06:31,600 --> 01:06:33,680
Speaker 8: Will always like pull it away and hide it.

1284
01:06:33,720 --> 01:06:34,200
Speaker 10: And the stuff.

1285
01:06:35,480 --> 01:06:35,680
Speaker 5: Yeah.

1286
01:06:35,840 --> 01:06:37,800
Speaker 2: So she was going through your phone and then you

1287
01:06:37,880 --> 01:06:39,400
Speaker 2: were like, can I go through your phone?

1288
01:06:39,400 --> 01:06:43,520
Speaker 5: And she was like no, yeah, yeah yeah, just like that.

1289
01:06:43,920 --> 01:06:46,200
Speaker 2: Wait, so wait, you knew her, you knew her past?

1290
01:06:46,240 --> 01:06:52,800
Speaker 2: Co Uh no, man, no, she knew your pastout.

1291
01:06:54,240 --> 01:07:02,640
Speaker 6: Oh yeah she did, Yeah she did. But damn man.

1292
01:07:03,920 --> 01:07:07,600
Speaker 6: Well back to the question. Uh, you know I've been

1293
01:07:07,640 --> 01:07:09,040
Speaker 6: trying to get back into the gym.

1294
01:07:09,960 --> 01:07:10,360
Speaker 5: What what.

1295
01:07:12,040 --> 01:07:14,919
Speaker 1: Listen, listen, listen, Well, David, Okay, so you say trying

1296
01:07:14,920 --> 01:07:15,760
Speaker 1: to get back into the game.

1297
01:07:15,800 --> 01:07:18,320
Speaker 2: You need to stay out the game game. Hang up

1298
01:07:18,360 --> 01:07:21,040
Speaker 2: your jersey for a while, Hang up jersey for a while. Yeah,

1299
01:07:21,160 --> 01:07:24,040
Speaker 2: I fully agree. We need to stay out themlitation for

1300
01:07:24,120 --> 01:07:25,840
Speaker 2: a little bit. You need to sit in that little

1301
01:07:25,880 --> 01:07:28,960
Speaker 2: ice bucket and get your bones right. Your bones is

1302
01:07:29,000 --> 01:07:31,640
Speaker 2: broken right now. Your heartbone is broke right now. Brother.

1303
01:07:33,400 --> 01:07:37,040
Speaker 1: I agree with buddy. I feel like you you had us.

1304
01:07:37,120 --> 01:07:38,600
Speaker 1: You were like, I'm gonna go to the gym. I

1305
01:07:38,720 --> 01:07:41,200
Speaker 1: have this other shit, tell us more.

1306
01:07:41,200 --> 01:07:41,480
Speaker 2: All right.

1307
01:07:41,520 --> 01:07:44,120
Speaker 1: I want let's as we're together right now, focus on

1308
01:07:44,200 --> 01:07:47,360
Speaker 1: your damn. I want to let's envision the life that

1309
01:07:47,480 --> 01:07:50,800
Speaker 1: you will live now that you have time. I mean, look, dude,

1310
01:07:50,840 --> 01:07:54,560
Speaker 1: by the way, you're only nineteen years old. Nineteen years old.

1311
01:07:54,720 --> 01:07:57,600
Speaker 2: Like it's light, it's light, very light. You have a

1312
01:07:57,720 --> 01:08:01,080
Speaker 2: lot of opportunity to uh you ain't even had no

1313
01:08:01,160 --> 01:08:06,960
Speaker 2: pregnancy scares yet. Yeah, you got off kind of you know. Yeah,

1314
01:08:06,960 --> 01:08:08,640
Speaker 2: I know, I know. It's still a little wet behind

1315
01:08:08,680 --> 01:08:12,200
Speaker 2: the ears. Yeah, yeah, similar and all that. We're growing

1316
01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:14,880
Speaker 2: you up right here right now. One door closed, another door?

1317
01:08:14,960 --> 01:08:17,040
Speaker 2: What one door closed? Another door?

1318
01:08:17,080 --> 01:08:19,360
Speaker 4: What wonder closing closing?

1319
01:08:22,600 --> 01:08:26,920
Speaker 1: David he does David David Well listen, David, David again,

1320
01:08:26,960 --> 01:08:27,760
Speaker 1: Buddy and I real listen.

1321
01:08:27,760 --> 01:08:28,960
Speaker 2: We're sorry to hear that this has happened to you.

1322
01:08:29,000 --> 01:08:31,599
Speaker 1: But I I I'm almost like, I'm kind of glad

1323
01:08:31,760 --> 01:08:35,280
Speaker 1: because I, uh, the girl going through your phone telling

1324
01:08:35,360 --> 01:08:37,960
Speaker 1: you not to go to the gym, fucking cheating, I am.

1325
01:08:38,040 --> 01:08:40,200
Speaker 1: And that thing with a sweatshirt, that's justut that off

1326
01:08:40,240 --> 01:08:42,640
Speaker 1: the list, Been through that, been there, done that, got

1327
01:08:42,760 --> 01:08:45,080
Speaker 1: a coat and hat. Never gonna call you back?

1328
01:08:46,200 --> 01:08:47,280
Speaker 2: Did you come up with that on spot?

1329
01:08:48,840 --> 01:08:49,200
Speaker 8: Curious?

1330
01:08:49,320 --> 01:08:51,120
Speaker 6: Right, But I'm just gonna blug her or something.

1331
01:08:51,160 --> 01:08:53,920
Speaker 3: Man block her down blocker now and then delete the

1332
01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:56,200
Speaker 3: numbers so you can't even Yeah, do you are you.

1333
01:08:56,280 --> 01:08:59,000
Speaker 1: Still going on this girl's social media and stuff because

1334
01:08:59,000 --> 01:08:59,680
Speaker 1: you can't be doing that.

1335
01:08:59,760 --> 01:09:01,880
Speaker 2: You got a blocker, bro, I decided out of mind.

1336
01:09:03,120 --> 01:09:05,400
Speaker 3: Sometimes don't look at her, bro, don't look at her.

1337
01:09:05,560 --> 01:09:07,040
Speaker 3: She don't deserve your eyesight.

1338
01:09:11,240 --> 01:09:12,719
Speaker 6: Yeah, I just got to blog.

1339
01:09:13,960 --> 01:09:16,560
Speaker 2: Don't call me, no MO, don't text me no MO.

1340
01:09:16,880 --> 01:09:22,840
Speaker 2: Don't call me no MO, don't text me no mode. David, Listen,

1341
01:09:23,000 --> 01:09:25,320
Speaker 2: I think I think you got a good plan going here.

1342
01:09:25,439 --> 01:09:29,240
Speaker 2: I think uh, key takeaways from this call. Okay, we're

1343
01:09:29,320 --> 01:09:31,920
Speaker 2: not going back into the game right away. Okay, we

1344
01:09:32,040 --> 01:09:36,440
Speaker 2: have we're taking a detour into self uh self exploration,

1345
01:09:36,760 --> 01:09:39,360
Speaker 2: some introspection. But we need to go back to Tom

1346
01:09:39,439 --> 01:09:42,880
Speaker 2: Brady take away number one, take away number two. I

1347
01:09:42,920 --> 01:09:46,200
Speaker 2: guess it's the same takeaway, but come back. What was

1348
01:09:46,240 --> 01:09:49,840
Speaker 2: it again? God opens a one door closed another door?

1349
01:09:49,920 --> 01:09:55,639
Speaker 2: What one door closed another door? What open bit of them? Uh? David,

1350
01:09:55,640 --> 01:09:56,800
Speaker 2: anything else you want to say before you.

1351
01:09:59,000 --> 01:10:02,479
Speaker 6: Well, I just want to say before I go that

1352
01:10:02,600 --> 01:10:03,720
Speaker 6: I love I love what you're doing.

1353
01:10:03,760 --> 01:10:05,000
Speaker 10: Man, I love what you all do.

1354
01:10:05,640 --> 01:10:09,320
Speaker 6: And I just got a message for every young person girl,

1355
01:10:09,760 --> 01:10:12,320
Speaker 6: boy that's going through the same thing as me. I

1356
01:10:12,439 --> 01:10:14,679
Speaker 6: was gonna say that it doesn't matter, like call dark

1357
01:10:15,080 --> 01:10:17,439
Speaker 6: des by you you're feeling right now, just remember that

1358
01:10:17,520 --> 01:10:21,680
Speaker 6: there's always just fun at the end of the the

1359
01:10:21,840 --> 01:10:23,000
Speaker 6: sun always rights.

1360
01:10:22,760 --> 01:10:23,160
Speaker 5: At the end.

1361
01:10:23,760 --> 01:10:25,080
Speaker 2: You gotta go through to get through.

1362
01:10:26,720 --> 01:10:27,040
Speaker 14: I like that.

1363
01:10:27,600 --> 01:10:32,799
Speaker 6: Yeah, just keep it up and blessing for everyone. Just remember,

1364
01:10:32,920 --> 01:10:36,400
Speaker 6: like stay positive and just just learn from the bad

1365
01:10:36,479 --> 01:10:39,559
Speaker 6: things for you to become a better man and woman.

1366
01:10:40,320 --> 01:10:42,000
Speaker 2: Hey, thank you very much, David, Man, you have a

1367
01:10:42,040 --> 01:10:44,880
Speaker 2: good one. Then with some wise words right there, he

1368
01:10:45,000 --> 01:10:46,840
Speaker 2: closed out, didn't he? He really did it? Really did

1369
01:10:46,880 --> 01:10:49,360
Speaker 2: close out that guy. Heat up, buddy.

1370
01:10:50,080 --> 01:10:52,800
Speaker 1: I've never seen anyone. I've never seen anyone, not even

1371
01:10:52,880 --> 01:10:55,240
Speaker 1: myself get is fired.

1372
01:10:54,960 --> 01:10:57,679
Speaker 2: Up about a call on. I just know how he feel.

1373
01:10:57,720 --> 01:10:59,000
Speaker 2: I just know how he feels.

1374
01:11:00,080 --> 01:11:03,040
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, okay, So just sounds like you've been through

1375
01:11:03,080 --> 01:11:05,760
Speaker 1: a situation like that before. What what did you do

1376
01:11:06,360 --> 01:11:08,720
Speaker 1: after the fact to like build build yourself back up?

1377
01:11:08,720 --> 01:11:10,000
Speaker 1: Because I can really tear a guy down.

1378
01:11:10,600 --> 01:11:14,519
Speaker 3: Well, I've been through some similar but I did. I

1379
01:11:14,640 --> 01:11:18,040
Speaker 3: took the toxic route and not transformed into my oppressor.

1380
01:11:19,360 --> 01:11:21,599
Speaker 3: I start treating people the way that I was treated,

1381
01:11:22,120 --> 01:11:25,680
Speaker 3: and then it still hurts either way, whether you're receiving it.

1382
01:11:26,040 --> 01:11:28,080
Speaker 2: Or giveing dishing it out, and you know what I mean.

1383
01:11:28,479 --> 01:11:31,080
Speaker 3: So then I had to take my own self love

1384
01:11:31,400 --> 01:11:34,439
Speaker 3: into consideration and really just focus and lock in on, like,

1385
01:11:34,920 --> 01:11:37,000
Speaker 3: you know, aspects of myself that I feel like I

1386
01:11:37,040 --> 01:11:40,080
Speaker 3: can improve on because I ain't perfect, you know what

1387
01:11:40,120 --> 01:11:42,759
Speaker 3: I mean, to think about what I don't like about

1388
01:11:42,800 --> 01:11:46,479
Speaker 3: other people, I have similar attributes, so you know what

1389
01:11:46,520 --> 01:11:48,640
Speaker 3: I mean. Yeah, i'd be starting to just point the

1390
01:11:48,680 --> 01:11:51,320
Speaker 3: finger at me, you know what I'm saying, instead of

1391
01:11:51,760 --> 01:11:53,760
Speaker 3: back at whoever is You know what I mean?

1392
01:11:53,840 --> 01:11:54,519
Speaker 2: Anybody else.

1393
01:11:54,760 --> 01:11:57,400
Speaker 1: I mean, the temptation is strong when you have been

1394
01:11:57,479 --> 01:12:00,240
Speaker 1: heard too as you're saying, like go out and take that.

1395
01:12:00,840 --> 01:12:03,600
Speaker 1: Shouldn't dish it upon other people? You know, it's it

1396
01:12:03,680 --> 01:12:06,240
Speaker 1: takes a lot to resist that temptation.

1397
01:12:06,520 --> 01:12:09,639
Speaker 3: Yes, sometimes it's subconscious and you don't even know what's happened,

1398
01:12:09,680 --> 01:12:10,160
Speaker 3: and you just.

1399
01:12:10,840 --> 01:12:11,719
Speaker 5: You know, moving.

1400
01:12:13,320 --> 01:12:16,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, I think I think David. David seemed like a

1401
01:12:16,479 --> 01:12:18,639
Speaker 2: good guy. He's gonna be all right. I think he's

1402
01:12:18,640 --> 01:12:25,559
Speaker 2: gonna be all right. Oh here, let's suck the honey. Honey.

1403
01:12:28,280 --> 01:12:36,400
Speaker 2: Hi is this honey? Huh honey, it's Jack and buddy. Honey.

1404
01:12:36,760 --> 01:12:37,559
Speaker 2: How you doing, honey?

1405
01:12:40,240 --> 01:12:43,840
Speaker 17: Jack Climber, I said it was at the gym and

1406
01:12:44,360 --> 01:12:50,400
Speaker 17: I just catch.

1407
01:12:47,600 --> 01:12:49,479
Speaker 2: A bread, Catch a bread? Honey? How we can wait?

1408
01:12:51,880 --> 01:12:52,639
Speaker 17: I'm good, I'm good.

1409
01:12:53,960 --> 01:12:54,080
Speaker 2: Hi.

1410
01:12:54,520 --> 01:12:58,080
Speaker 1: Listen, honey. It says here that, uh, you've been sugar

1411
01:12:58,200 --> 01:13:01,880
Speaker 1: baby ring. You've been sugar baby for a while thirty five,

1412
01:13:02,160 --> 01:13:04,800
Speaker 1: you just did a podcast with someone about it, and

1413
01:13:04,920 --> 01:13:08,560
Speaker 1: now a major TV network is inviting you to be

1414
01:13:08,680 --> 01:13:14,560
Speaker 1: on a reality show about sugar babies as hard and

1415
01:13:14,680 --> 01:13:17,280
Speaker 1: you're wondering whether or not you should do it. Now

1416
01:13:17,400 --> 01:13:20,800
Speaker 1: why I'm curious because that sounds like a cool opportunity.

1417
01:13:20,840 --> 01:13:23,880
Speaker 2: Why what are you thinking? Are reasons not to do it?

1418
01:13:26,560 --> 01:13:26,760
Speaker 8: Well?

1419
01:13:27,760 --> 01:13:28,080
Speaker 9: A lot?

1420
01:13:28,520 --> 01:13:33,120
Speaker 17: Like I know, like reality TV can paint a picture

1421
01:13:33,680 --> 01:13:37,320
Speaker 17: about people, yep. And I'm like kind of a little

1422
01:13:37,360 --> 01:13:41,600
Speaker 17: bit worried about being painted as a villain because I know,

1423
01:13:41,720 --> 01:13:46,799
Speaker 17: like sugar baby, and it's different, people do it differently.

1424
01:13:47,280 --> 01:13:51,520
Speaker 7: So for me, it's more about like hypergamy said hyperbole.

1425
01:13:52,080 --> 01:13:55,880
Speaker 17: I'm just like kind of hypergamy, like dating up, like

1426
01:13:56,000 --> 01:13:58,880
Speaker 17: dating upper class people.

1427
01:13:59,680 --> 01:14:03,080
Speaker 2: I think, give us give us a quick definition of

1428
01:14:03,160 --> 01:14:04,719
Speaker 2: hypergam a word.

1429
01:14:05,760 --> 01:14:11,040
Speaker 17: Hypergamy is just like hypergamy is stating a higher class,

1430
01:14:11,280 --> 01:14:13,920
Speaker 17: like like you know, like there's monogamy, like when you're

1431
01:14:14,120 --> 01:14:17,599
Speaker 17: like only with one person, you're dating that person singularly.

1432
01:14:17,680 --> 01:14:20,799
Speaker 17: Hypergamy as when need do that with somebody of a higher.

1433
01:14:22,200 --> 01:14:22,519
Speaker 6: Class.

1434
01:14:23,120 --> 01:14:25,599
Speaker 2: Oh elegant, nice, nice, higher social status.

1435
01:14:27,080 --> 01:14:32,800
Speaker 17: I'm elegant. No, But I've noticed, like the world of

1436
01:14:32,840 --> 01:14:36,479
Speaker 17: sugar bating is very diverse, and some people are just

1437
01:14:36,680 --> 01:14:40,599
Speaker 17: you know, it's more of like paying for every meet

1438
01:14:40,680 --> 01:14:45,800
Speaker 17: and having perspect or whatever, and I don't I'm a

1439
01:14:45,880 --> 01:14:48,880
Speaker 17: little bit worried about being painted in that light.

1440
01:14:48,960 --> 01:14:49,799
Speaker 2: I am a mom.

1441
01:14:51,479 --> 01:14:56,560
Speaker 17: And the this particular show will be like kind of

1442
01:14:56,600 --> 01:14:58,280
Speaker 17: following me around in my everyday life. And I have

1443
01:14:58,439 --> 01:15:01,320
Speaker 17: like a really good job, and I'm like, oh, this

1444
01:15:01,520 --> 01:15:06,040
Speaker 17: isn't something that I don't know if one, I'm currently

1445
01:15:06,920 --> 01:15:08,720
Speaker 17: don't have a sugar daddy. I just broke up with

1446
01:15:08,800 --> 01:15:14,280
Speaker 17: my last sugar daddy a few weeks ago, and I

1447
01:15:14,360 --> 01:15:17,160
Speaker 17: thought I was like kind of done with it, like

1448
01:15:17,320 --> 01:15:20,479
Speaker 17: for a while, because I kind of it just ended poorly,

1449
01:15:20,600 --> 01:15:21,960
Speaker 17: and I was just like, you know, I'm going to

1450
01:15:22,040 --> 01:15:25,560
Speaker 17: just go back to dating regular guys. And like the

1451
01:15:25,720 --> 01:15:28,200
Speaker 17: podcast happened and in the show, and then I was like, oh,

1452
01:15:28,280 --> 01:15:30,280
Speaker 17: maybe I should not give up sugar bating.

1453
01:15:31,120 --> 01:15:32,640
Speaker 1: Okay, you were you were a little bit on the

1454
01:15:32,680 --> 01:15:38,280
Speaker 1: way out and then this opportunity came. Yeah m hmm, Okay,

1455
01:15:38,280 --> 01:15:39,360
Speaker 1: you were a little bit out on the way out,

1456
01:15:39,400 --> 01:15:42,280
Speaker 1: but this opportunity came and what Okay, So we kind

1457
01:15:42,320 --> 01:15:43,680
Speaker 1: of went over why you are?

1458
01:15:44,640 --> 01:15:45,760
Speaker 2: What the cons you were.

1459
01:15:45,760 --> 01:15:49,400
Speaker 1: Like a little bit so the control thing a narrative,

1460
01:15:49,439 --> 01:15:51,479
Speaker 1: the news, control of the narrative, a little bit to

1461
01:15:51,600 --> 01:15:53,000
Speaker 1: some sweaty guy.

1462
01:15:52,880 --> 01:15:55,719
Speaker 2: In an editing bay, she need a new sugar daddy.

1463
01:15:55,720 --> 01:15:58,080
Speaker 2: She ain't got no sugardaddy. You need a new sugar dad. Well,

1464
01:15:58,120 --> 01:16:00,120
Speaker 2: the producers will get you a new sugar daddy to

1465
01:16:00,160 --> 01:16:03,559
Speaker 2: probably get you someone who's like you know, that causes

1466
01:16:03,640 --> 01:16:08,120
Speaker 2: conflict the girls. Damn you got you know? But but okay,

1467
01:16:08,160 --> 01:16:10,280
Speaker 2: so then so then we've gone over the cons talk.

1468
01:16:10,320 --> 01:16:11,800
Speaker 2: What are the pros? What are the things that are

1469
01:16:11,800 --> 01:16:13,800
Speaker 2: making you go in? Maybe this is nice? Is it money?

1470
01:16:14,000 --> 01:16:16,280
Speaker 2: Is it notoriety? What are you What are you looking

1471
01:16:16,320 --> 01:16:19,240
Speaker 2: for that they might have to give? Can you say

1472
01:16:19,320 --> 01:16:20,320
Speaker 2: what network show?

1473
01:16:23,680 --> 01:16:25,600
Speaker 17: I don't really know what I'm allowed to say about it,

1474
01:16:25,680 --> 01:16:28,360
Speaker 17: to be honest, because we haven't even shot a pilot.

1475
01:16:28,400 --> 01:16:31,880
Speaker 17: I haven't signed anything oring. Okay, so we kind of

1476
01:16:32,000 --> 01:16:37,520
Speaker 17: just had our first conference call today about like what's expected.

1477
01:16:37,720 --> 01:16:42,360
Speaker 2: Oh so the balls are happening? Okay, okay, you entertaining

1478
01:16:42,400 --> 01:16:42,920
Speaker 2: the idea?

1479
01:16:45,520 --> 01:16:49,280
Speaker 17: Yes, I'm entertaining because I think it's a great platform.

1480
01:16:49,439 --> 01:16:52,559
Speaker 17: Also like to like, I was invited on skin Wars

1481
01:16:52,640 --> 01:16:54,960
Speaker 17: twice before because I used to do body art and

1482
01:16:55,040 --> 01:16:59,080
Speaker 17: body painting, and I didn't go because of the time

1483
01:16:59,200 --> 01:17:01,400
Speaker 17: I was pregnant. And then they invited me the next

1484
01:17:01,479 --> 01:17:02,880
Speaker 17: year and I had a new bird baby and I

1485
01:17:02,960 --> 01:17:04,400
Speaker 17: was gonna have to be gone for six months in

1486
01:17:04,439 --> 01:17:08,639
Speaker 17: New York. So that wasn't I wasn't gonna leave my baby.

1487
01:17:09,880 --> 01:17:12,760
Speaker 17: But I always like missed like that. I missed that

1488
01:17:12,880 --> 01:17:17,120
Speaker 17: opportunity because the guy that ended up winning that year,

1489
01:17:17,840 --> 01:17:20,839
Speaker 17: I beat him in another competition, in an international competition,

1490
01:17:20,920 --> 01:17:25,320
Speaker 17: so I was like, oh won, you know, and so listen,

1491
01:17:26,240 --> 01:17:29,519
Speaker 17: I want now another opportunity for Yeah, well well.

1492
01:17:29,479 --> 01:17:31,920
Speaker 2: Honey, so back just back to the topic real quick.

1493
01:17:32,320 --> 01:17:35,240
Speaker 2: What is it that is attractive to you about this offer?

1494
01:17:38,040 --> 01:17:40,240
Speaker 17: I feel like it's another opportunity that came around that

1495
01:17:40,280 --> 01:17:42,880
Speaker 17: I missed before, like to be on like reality TV.

1496
01:17:43,080 --> 01:17:46,200
Speaker 2: And OK, well, so besides the fact that, besides the

1497
01:17:46,240 --> 01:17:49,600
Speaker 2: fact that you missed it before, you know, the what

1498
01:17:49,840 --> 01:17:52,760
Speaker 2: about the opportunity in and of itself are you most

1499
01:17:52,800 --> 01:17:53,479
Speaker 2: looking forward to?

1500
01:17:55,760 --> 01:17:58,960
Speaker 17: So I've been thinking about like having opening up a

1501
01:17:59,000 --> 01:18:04,439
Speaker 17: podcast with one of my friends possibly he was actually

1502
01:18:04,479 --> 01:18:07,040
Speaker 17: on this show the other week with you guys, And

1503
01:18:07,160 --> 01:18:08,720
Speaker 17: I think that like if I have that kind of

1504
01:18:08,800 --> 01:18:11,240
Speaker 17: a platform where I get some sort of thing, it

1505
01:18:11,360 --> 01:18:16,000
Speaker 17: helps like funnel I can funnel that into the other things.

1506
01:18:15,840 --> 01:18:17,360
Speaker 2: That I do trying to build a brand.

1507
01:18:18,520 --> 01:18:23,240
Speaker 17: And yeah, exactly, but that's the thing. What's the brand

1508
01:18:23,360 --> 01:18:25,840
Speaker 17: gonna be at that point, I don't have control over it.

1509
01:18:26,320 --> 01:18:32,760
Speaker 2: The girls, damn you got so all right's just saying

1510
01:18:32,760 --> 01:18:34,960
Speaker 2: it off control. But like, here's the thing.

1511
01:18:35,200 --> 01:18:37,920
Speaker 1: We have seen so many great turnarounds, Like look at

1512
01:18:38,000 --> 01:18:41,559
Speaker 1: like like Snookie right, like she was like portrayed sort

1513
01:18:41,600 --> 01:18:44,240
Speaker 1: of negatively in the Jersey Shore. I think she has

1514
01:18:44,320 --> 01:18:46,920
Speaker 1: a fucking podcast or something where she gets to like,

1515
01:18:47,640 --> 01:18:49,560
Speaker 1: you know, be like, hey, hey everyone, I know that

1516
01:18:49,640 --> 01:18:52,080
Speaker 1: that's what you saw me as in the reality show,

1517
01:18:52,720 --> 01:18:55,519
Speaker 1: but here's who I actually am. And then that's where

1518
01:18:55,560 --> 01:18:57,519
Speaker 1: your real folks will flock to to get to know

1519
01:18:57,720 --> 01:18:58,519
Speaker 1: who he actually are.

1520
01:18:58,600 --> 01:19:01,479
Speaker 3: I feel like all reality TV is lightly scripted, and

1521
01:19:01,560 --> 01:19:05,200
Speaker 3: then it's the active improvisation and you know a little

1522
01:19:05,280 --> 01:19:09,200
Speaker 3: oversaturation on top of that, and then the consumer is

1523
01:19:09,280 --> 01:19:10,360
Speaker 3: aware of all these things.

1524
01:19:10,400 --> 01:19:12,920
Speaker 2: So like at the end of the day, it's still TV.

1525
01:19:13,240 --> 01:19:16,479
Speaker 3: Like you know that you being filmed on reality and

1526
01:19:16,840 --> 01:19:19,719
Speaker 3: it's gonna be like some kind of something you're putting

1527
01:19:19,720 --> 01:19:21,280
Speaker 3: it on thick a little bit, you know what I'm saying.

1528
01:19:23,439 --> 01:19:28,200
Speaker 17: Yeah, right, And I I've had that kind of conversation

1529
01:19:28,320 --> 01:19:30,360
Speaker 17: with one of my friends, like like, as long as

1530
01:19:30,400 --> 01:19:33,160
Speaker 17: I was really strong on my social media platforms, that

1531
01:19:33,280 --> 01:19:35,680
Speaker 17: I could kind of help control the narrative a little bit.

1532
01:19:36,960 --> 01:19:38,960
Speaker 17: But the other side of it is like I don't

1533
01:19:38,960 --> 01:19:40,720
Speaker 17: know what I'll be giving up in the now, Like

1534
01:19:41,000 --> 01:19:42,720
Speaker 17: is this going to cause me to lose my job

1535
01:19:42,880 --> 01:19:43,240
Speaker 17: right now?

1536
01:19:43,920 --> 01:19:44,080
Speaker 6: You know?

1537
01:19:44,280 --> 01:19:46,680
Speaker 17: And then like I have to build that I have

1538
01:19:46,800 --> 01:19:52,880
Speaker 17: to rebuild that income from this. You know, I'm a

1539
01:19:52,920 --> 01:19:54,000
Speaker 17: single mom of three kids.

1540
01:19:54,640 --> 01:19:56,240
Speaker 1: Let me tell you, let me tell you just one

1541
01:19:56,320 --> 01:19:59,439
Speaker 1: thing that you might want to consider as a factor

1542
01:19:59,520 --> 01:20:02,120
Speaker 1: and you're decision. This is probably this will probably be

1543
01:20:02,240 --> 01:20:04,439
Speaker 1: my final thoughts on it, is that I understand that

1544
01:20:04,479 --> 01:20:07,160
Speaker 1: you want to use this as a launching platform for

1545
01:20:07,479 --> 01:20:09,920
Speaker 1: like your podcast and all the other things that you're

1546
01:20:09,960 --> 01:20:11,880
Speaker 1: doing on the internet, like her own entity for real,

1547
01:20:12,120 --> 01:20:14,960
Speaker 1: right Yeah, And I can see where it can be helpful.

1548
01:20:15,040 --> 01:20:18,080
Speaker 1: I can see where it can be helpful, and it

1549
01:20:18,200 --> 01:20:19,479
Speaker 1: might be I'm not going to say it's not, but

1550
01:20:21,080 --> 01:20:25,040
Speaker 1: if you choose not to go with it, you don't

1551
01:20:25,120 --> 01:20:27,559
Speaker 1: need it. I think you can build your brand without

1552
01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:31,600
Speaker 1: being on reality TV. There's so many There's TikTok, there's YouTube,

1553
01:20:32,000 --> 01:20:35,760
Speaker 1: there's Instagram, reels, there's Reddit. There's so many different ways

1554
01:20:35,840 --> 01:20:38,400
Speaker 1: for you to build your brand aside from just being

1555
01:20:38,439 --> 01:20:39,240
Speaker 1: on this TV show.

1556
01:20:39,280 --> 01:20:42,280
Speaker 2: But that's just if you decide not to do it.

1557
01:20:42,720 --> 01:20:45,360
Speaker 17: And that's very true. It's very true. It's more of

1558
01:20:45,600 --> 01:20:47,160
Speaker 17: like a launching pad. I feel like it will just

1559
01:20:47,240 --> 01:20:54,240
Speaker 17: like speed up the process kind of, you know, if the.

1560
01:20:54,320 --> 01:21:00,800
Speaker 2: Check right, but the heck right that too, I guess. Hey, honey,

1561
01:21:00,840 --> 01:21:01,599
Speaker 2: anything you want to say.

1562
01:21:01,520 --> 01:21:07,760
Speaker 17: Before we go, No, thank you for inviting me on.

1563
01:21:08,320 --> 01:21:11,920
Speaker 2: Get your money, honey, you know my friend is of course,

1564
01:21:12,040 --> 01:21:14,280
Speaker 2: I hope. I hope to see you on whatever whatever

1565
01:21:14,360 --> 01:21:15,800
Speaker 2: the thing is, if you decide to do it, we

1566
01:21:15,920 --> 01:21:16,439
Speaker 2: hope to see it.

1567
01:21:18,760 --> 01:21:22,479
Speaker 17: All right, Well, I hope works not dig.

1568
01:21:22,400 --> 01:21:24,360
Speaker 2: Girl's damn sugar, honey forever?

1569
01:21:26,960 --> 01:21:27,280
Speaker 5: What was it?

1570
01:21:27,320 --> 01:21:29,080
Speaker 2: Can you say that when you just said you said's

1571
01:21:29,080 --> 01:21:34,680
Speaker 2: slower dick cowls, damn sugar, the girls themn sugar? What

1572
01:21:34,720 --> 01:21:37,920
Speaker 2: does that mean? The girls are sugar? Oh, the girls

1573
01:21:37,960 --> 01:21:41,479
Speaker 2: are sugar. Yeah, it's like, oh them girls are sug

1574
01:21:41,560 --> 01:21:42,960
Speaker 2: What is it again? I'll take a crack atage of

1575
01:21:43,040 --> 01:21:45,280
Speaker 2: make an accent. The gals damn sho got the girl's

1576
01:21:45,320 --> 01:21:48,400
Speaker 2: damn sugar? Okay, who's that that? Shaumpaul or somebody? Oh,

1577
01:21:48,439 --> 01:21:51,000
Speaker 2: somebody said that. I thought it was just mising the

1578
01:21:51,160 --> 01:21:52,120
Speaker 2: girl's damn shugar.

1579
01:21:53,560 --> 01:21:55,160
Speaker 1: I know I like about music. I feel like you

1580
01:21:55,200 --> 01:21:57,800
Speaker 1: can like say like because I mean just now I said,

1581
01:21:57,840 --> 01:21:58,439
Speaker 1: like slow that time.

1582
01:21:58,479 --> 01:21:59,240
Speaker 2: Wait what does that mean?

1583
01:21:59,320 --> 01:22:01,360
Speaker 1: But I feel like if you say in music, if

1584
01:22:01,400 --> 01:22:05,120
Speaker 1: you say something confidently enough, nobody will question it.

1585
01:22:05,360 --> 01:22:09,479
Speaker 2: Big yell, demn sugar, the girls, the girls, damn sugar. Yeah, yeah,

1586
01:22:09,880 --> 01:22:11,600
Speaker 2: that's a cool thing to say. Not everything you know.

1587
01:22:12,479 --> 01:22:16,360
Speaker 2: Dang I want a sugar baby. Yeah, nah, I'm bro.

1588
01:22:17,760 --> 01:22:20,080
Speaker 2: Would you if if, if, if, if you could, would

1589
01:22:20,080 --> 01:22:22,560
Speaker 2: you get a sugar baby? I don't know, probably not.

1590
01:22:23,880 --> 01:22:26,880
Speaker 2: If you sugar mama, yeah, would you? Would you ever

1591
01:22:26,920 --> 01:22:29,479
Speaker 2: do that? Would you be a sugar sugar? I would

1592
01:22:29,520 --> 01:22:30,559
Speaker 2: be a sugar baby? Yeah?

1593
01:22:30,760 --> 01:22:32,640
Speaker 1: Is the baby for boys and girls or is there

1594
01:22:32,680 --> 01:22:35,200
Speaker 1: a male version of the there are boy babies and

1595
01:22:35,360 --> 01:22:35,960
Speaker 1: girl babies.

1596
01:22:36,120 --> 01:22:38,200
Speaker 2: To be a boy baby around to a mama, I

1597
01:22:38,320 --> 01:22:39,760
Speaker 2: used to be a baby. I was a boy baby

1598
01:22:39,800 --> 01:22:42,080
Speaker 2: for show your boy baby to a sugar mama or

1599
01:22:42,120 --> 01:22:43,160
Speaker 2: to just a regular mama.

1600
01:22:43,080 --> 01:22:43,400
Speaker 19: My mother.

1601
01:22:43,640 --> 01:22:45,519
Speaker 2: But if I had a sugar mama, I would definitely

1602
01:22:45,560 --> 01:22:46,719
Speaker 2: be a sugar baby.

1603
01:22:46,760 --> 01:22:46,920
Speaker 5: Boy.

1604
01:22:47,840 --> 01:22:49,120
Speaker 2: I feel like that could be a fun gig under

1605
01:22:49,160 --> 01:22:56,720
Speaker 2: the right circumstances. Hell yeah, Hello, Chanelly. Yeah, Hi, how

1606
01:22:56,760 --> 01:22:59,080
Speaker 2: are you, Chanelle? What's going on with you? What's your

1607
01:22:59,120 --> 01:23:03,040
Speaker 2: life like? Hi?

1608
01:23:03,320 --> 01:23:04,320
Speaker 18: I'm good, Thanks for.

1609
01:23:04,439 --> 01:23:09,280
Speaker 2: Asking, Chanelle? How do you pronounce your name? Before we continue?

1610
01:23:10,120 --> 01:23:12,759
Speaker 2: Chanelle Chanelle? Chanelle?

1611
01:23:13,080 --> 01:23:15,559
Speaker 1: Chanelle says, here you want to know if you're an

1612
01:23:15,560 --> 01:23:18,479
Speaker 1: asshole for wanting to move to Europe with your ex

1613
01:23:18,560 --> 01:23:20,600
Speaker 1: boyfriend even though you're currently in a relationship.

1614
01:23:20,680 --> 01:23:22,360
Speaker 2: What's what's the scoop? What's going on here?

1615
01:23:24,600 --> 01:23:28,680
Speaker 18: So basically, I'm first of all, I'm one of those

1616
01:23:28,720 --> 01:23:31,960
Speaker 18: people that's friends with their exes and not like in

1617
01:23:32,120 --> 01:23:34,800
Speaker 18: the weird way, like I'm genuinely friends with them. There's

1618
01:23:34,840 --> 01:23:35,519
Speaker 18: there's nothing.

1619
01:23:35,320 --> 01:23:35,880
Speaker 2: Weird about it.

1620
01:23:36,439 --> 01:23:40,200
Speaker 18: My current boyfriend, he's friends with them because we're just

1621
01:23:40,320 --> 01:23:40,920
Speaker 18: all friends.

1622
01:23:42,960 --> 01:23:45,040
Speaker 2: It's a friend it's a friend group. The friend group

1623
01:23:45,200 --> 01:23:49,120
Speaker 2: includes your current boyfriend and your ex boyfriend, and everyone's chill.

1624
01:23:49,439 --> 01:23:51,920
Speaker 2: It's just a friendship. You sure it ain't no love triangle?

1625
01:23:54,479 --> 01:23:55,200
Speaker 18: Yeah, I'm sure.

1626
01:23:57,000 --> 01:23:58,839
Speaker 2: Well, so what's like no fealing?

1627
01:23:59,479 --> 01:24:02,200
Speaker 1: Okay, see, seeing it's been set, we're in a friend

1628
01:24:02,240 --> 01:24:05,839
Speaker 1: group that includes you, the boyfriend, the ex boyfriend.

1629
01:24:05,960 --> 01:24:08,960
Speaker 2: How long ago did you date the X? Like, how

1630
01:24:09,000 --> 01:24:11,080
Speaker 2: long has it been since job broken? That's a good question.

1631
01:24:12,400 --> 01:24:12,960
Speaker 7: Two years.

1632
01:24:13,880 --> 01:24:20,040
Speaker 2: Okay, that's long alright, alright, all right, so why are

1633
01:24:20,040 --> 01:24:21,560
Speaker 2: you Why are you going? Why are you going to

1634
01:24:21,600 --> 01:24:22,840
Speaker 2: go to Europe? What's going on in Europe?

1635
01:24:25,200 --> 01:24:29,080
Speaker 18: So I wanted to focus on my my streaming and

1636
01:24:29,400 --> 01:24:32,120
Speaker 18: just yeah, that's basically. I wanted to focus on my

1637
01:24:32,160 --> 01:24:37,720
Speaker 18: streaming and myself. I currently have like two jobs, and

1638
01:24:38,960 --> 01:24:42,599
Speaker 18: basically I was venting to him about like life and stuff,

1639
01:24:43,280 --> 01:24:45,800
Speaker 18: and he asked, like, where did I see myself in

1640
01:24:45,840 --> 01:24:48,599
Speaker 18: two years? And I said, like, you know, the dream

1641
01:24:48,800 --> 01:24:51,440
Speaker 18: is like to at least be working on my platform,

1642
01:24:52,120 --> 01:24:55,080
Speaker 18: but like you know, if I can't do that, then

1643
01:24:55,360 --> 01:25:01,439
Speaker 18: get my degree. So he he's offered that I could.

1644
01:25:01,840 --> 01:25:03,960
Speaker 18: He's moving into his own apartment in a couple of months,

1645
01:25:04,000 --> 01:25:05,560
Speaker 18: and he said that I could stay with him for

1646
01:25:06,080 --> 01:25:07,560
Speaker 18: as long as I wanted, and all I would have

1647
01:25:07,640 --> 01:25:10,479
Speaker 18: to do is focus on streaming and he'd like worry

1648
01:25:10,479 --> 01:25:13,080
Speaker 18: about everything else because he'd be paying for that money. Anyways,

1649
01:25:14,240 --> 01:25:17,400
Speaker 18: all right, it was like a three bedroom. It's empty space.

1650
01:25:20,600 --> 01:25:21,559
Speaker 2: Uh, I'm a.

1651
01:25:21,680 --> 01:25:24,679
Speaker 3: Gonna say, yeah, that's an asshole move. That's cold blood.

1652
01:25:24,680 --> 01:25:26,240
Speaker 3: How are you gonna do your boyfriend.

1653
01:25:25,920 --> 01:25:27,680
Speaker 2: Like that and move in with your eggs. Hell, no,

1654
01:25:27,840 --> 01:25:28,599
Speaker 2: y'all gonna fall.

1655
01:25:28,520 --> 01:25:31,720
Speaker 3: Back in love in London? Is romantic over there, y'all

1656
01:25:31,760 --> 01:25:36,519
Speaker 3: stay together, platforms and stuff? Come on now, for real?

1657
01:25:36,760 --> 01:25:38,160
Speaker 3: You don't like your eggs no more?

1658
01:25:38,400 --> 01:25:38,760
Speaker 2: For real?

1659
01:25:41,160 --> 01:25:41,400
Speaker 19: Yeah?

1660
01:25:41,600 --> 01:25:42,360
Speaker 10: No, for real?

1661
01:25:42,520 --> 01:25:45,880
Speaker 18: He has a girlfriend, like we're friends, like it does

1662
01:25:45,960 --> 01:25:49,280
Speaker 18: not go beyond that. I and personally like calling him

1663
01:25:49,280 --> 01:25:51,720
Speaker 18: an ex is like weird. I don't see him like

1664
01:25:51,800 --> 01:25:52,720
Speaker 18: that anymore.

1665
01:25:53,479 --> 01:25:56,240
Speaker 2: I I I feel I feel you.

1666
01:25:56,960 --> 01:26:00,559
Speaker 1: I think relationships can can develop, I think they can change.

1667
01:26:00,600 --> 01:26:04,519
Speaker 1: I think something that started romantic can become platonic in

1668
01:26:04,640 --> 01:26:06,639
Speaker 1: the same well, okay, in the same sense that things

1669
01:26:06,680 --> 01:26:08,439
Speaker 1: that start platonic can become romantic.

1670
01:26:08,520 --> 01:26:09,559
Speaker 2: Can they not? Reverse?

1671
01:26:09,840 --> 01:26:09,960
Speaker 12: Are?

1672
01:26:10,240 --> 01:26:10,400
Speaker 2: Are?

1673
01:26:10,640 --> 01:26:10,800
Speaker 5: Are?

1674
01:26:11,320 --> 01:26:11,479
Speaker 13: Are?

1675
01:26:15,920 --> 01:26:15,960
Speaker 7: So?

1676
01:26:16,400 --> 01:26:18,040
Speaker 2: Okay? Wait? So why does the boyfriend just come with

1677
01:26:18,120 --> 01:26:18,639
Speaker 2: you to Europe?

1678
01:26:20,960 --> 01:26:27,360
Speaker 18: So he doesn't want to leave his mom behind? Yeah,

1679
01:26:28,439 --> 01:26:30,800
Speaker 18: he wants to make sure she's taken care of and

1680
01:26:31,320 --> 01:26:33,719
Speaker 18: she like help with his siblings and stuff.

1681
01:26:34,080 --> 01:26:35,280
Speaker 2: How long are we going to Europe for.

1682
01:26:37,640 --> 01:26:38,200
Speaker 18: Three months?

1683
01:26:39,439 --> 01:26:42,760
Speaker 2: Or Yeah, it's like a study of bron that didn't

1684
01:26:42,760 --> 01:26:46,240
Speaker 2: even have bad It's like a study of Broun And

1685
01:26:46,360 --> 01:26:48,679
Speaker 2: he coup with the eggs too, And y'all be faith

1686
01:26:48,760 --> 01:26:54,200
Speaker 2: timing or something while you go, Uh, what do you mean,

1687
01:26:54,760 --> 01:26:57,040
Speaker 2: like you're not gonna break up with your boyfriend to

1688
01:26:57,560 --> 01:27:00,000
Speaker 2: to move with your accent in Europe?

1689
01:27:00,040 --> 01:27:00,200
Speaker 4: Yeah?

1690
01:27:02,400 --> 01:27:04,800
Speaker 18: No, no, no, of course not. I'm coming right back

1691
01:27:05,200 --> 01:27:07,160
Speaker 18: after the three months or this who much cover long

1692
01:27:07,200 --> 01:27:09,280
Speaker 18: it is, I'm coming right back to live with him.

1693
01:27:10,000 --> 01:27:13,519
Speaker 18: It's just so that I can focus on like I

1694
01:27:13,560 --> 01:27:15,800
Speaker 18: wouldn't I wouldn't have to worry about like rent or

1695
01:27:15,880 --> 01:27:18,320
Speaker 18: like working two jobs, and I could put my all

1696
01:27:18,520 --> 01:27:19,680
Speaker 18: into yeah, what I want to do.

1697
01:27:19,880 --> 01:27:22,400
Speaker 2: Well, So, okay, well listen, here's here's the kicker. Here's

1698
01:27:22,560 --> 01:27:25,120
Speaker 2: here's the thing, Chanelly.

1699
01:27:25,520 --> 01:27:28,800
Speaker 1: You called in asked if you thought you were an

1700
01:27:28,840 --> 01:27:35,680
Speaker 1: asshole because something, whether justified or not, is in your

1701
01:27:35,720 --> 01:27:39,880
Speaker 1: brain making you think this could be an asshole move.

1702
01:27:40,479 --> 01:27:40,960
Speaker 2: What is that?

1703
01:27:41,120 --> 01:27:41,280
Speaker 19: Why?

1704
01:27:41,439 --> 01:27:44,800
Speaker 1: Why why did it even enter into your head that

1705
01:27:44,960 --> 01:27:46,840
Speaker 1: it could be an asshole move? I want to let's

1706
01:27:46,840 --> 01:27:47,920
Speaker 1: explore that for a second.

1707
01:27:50,000 --> 01:27:53,200
Speaker 18: Well, I talked to my boyfriend about it, obviously, and

1708
01:27:53,360 --> 01:27:56,560
Speaker 18: at first he was okay with it, and then you know,

1709
01:27:57,000 --> 01:27:58,560
Speaker 18: he kind of thought about it a little more and

1710
01:27:58,680 --> 01:28:01,000
Speaker 18: he was really her and felt he said that like

1711
01:28:01,479 --> 01:28:05,720
Speaker 18: it was like triggering his like abandonment issue, And was

1712
01:28:06,280 --> 01:28:08,479
Speaker 18: you know, like it was a lot for him, and

1713
01:28:08,680 --> 01:28:11,479
Speaker 18: it just felt like I was like leaving him, even

1714
01:28:11,520 --> 01:28:16,040
Speaker 18: though like trying to escape the relationship. I tried to

1715
01:28:16,120 --> 01:28:18,000
Speaker 18: reassure him and tell him that, you know, that wasn't

1716
01:28:18,040 --> 01:28:21,120
Speaker 18: the case and I'd be coming right back. And at

1717
01:28:21,240 --> 01:28:25,200
Speaker 18: first I couldn't really understand like why he felt like

1718
01:28:25,280 --> 01:28:26,800
Speaker 18: I was kind of upset that he would think I

1719
01:28:26,840 --> 01:28:30,760
Speaker 18: would do something like that to him. But then I

1720
01:28:31,160 --> 01:28:34,120
Speaker 18: thought about it, and now I don't know, Like now

1721
01:28:34,200 --> 01:28:37,640
Speaker 18: I feel like terrible for even thinking about it.

1722
01:28:40,080 --> 01:28:42,160
Speaker 3: I thought I thought it was an asshole move at first,

1723
01:28:42,200 --> 01:28:43,840
Speaker 3: but I know the whole story, and I was really

1724
01:28:43,920 --> 01:28:45,880
Speaker 3: just still trying to take your temperature on how much

1725
01:28:45,920 --> 01:28:48,479
Speaker 3: you really fuck with y'all ex? But since he got

1726
01:28:48,560 --> 01:28:51,920
Speaker 3: a girl, you cool with his girl, and did your

1727
01:28:52,040 --> 01:28:54,040
Speaker 3: boyfriend is cool with the ex boyfriend?

1728
01:28:54,479 --> 01:28:56,800
Speaker 2: I see? I mean, I feel like it's cool. He

1729
01:28:56,880 --> 01:28:57,680
Speaker 2: had grown ass man.

1730
01:28:57,760 --> 01:29:00,240
Speaker 3: He need to deal with his abandonment issues by now,

1731
01:29:00,560 --> 01:29:02,479
Speaker 3: and just let you have your three months to build

1732
01:29:02,560 --> 01:29:05,599
Speaker 3: YOE brand and do your thing and you'll be right back.

1733
01:29:07,160 --> 01:29:08,120
Speaker 2: I think you should do it.

1734
01:29:11,160 --> 01:29:13,760
Speaker 18: Yeah, yeah, I was thinking the same thing. I just

1735
01:29:14,439 --> 01:29:17,240
Speaker 18: like Chris, I felt like an asshole. Because every time,

1736
01:29:17,479 --> 01:29:19,479
Speaker 18: you know, he like says, oh, I'm okay with it,

1737
01:29:19,600 --> 01:29:22,720
Speaker 18: and then he'll go back and bring something else up,

1738
01:29:22,880 --> 01:29:25,519
Speaker 18: and then you know, then like suddenly he started bringing

1739
01:29:25,600 --> 01:29:27,759
Speaker 18: up that he doesn't trust my ex and stuff.

1740
01:29:28,360 --> 01:29:33,560
Speaker 2: He said, I actually agree a Loize, I agree with

1741
01:29:33,760 --> 01:29:34,760
Speaker 2: you what you said.

1742
01:29:34,800 --> 01:29:34,960
Speaker 16: Man.

1743
01:29:35,040 --> 01:29:37,800
Speaker 2: I was like, you sounded like a sucker. Well, it's

1744
01:29:37,960 --> 01:29:42,560
Speaker 2: like I don't want to tell you what to do.

1745
01:29:42,720 --> 01:29:46,080
Speaker 2: But here's the thing, is like, how old are you

1746
01:29:46,160 --> 01:29:52,040
Speaker 2: twenty twenty two? Do you love yo boyfriend? I do, yeah,

1747
01:29:53,520 --> 01:29:56,200
Speaker 2: But I mean, like, Chanelli, this is uh, have you

1748
01:29:56,240 --> 01:30:01,320
Speaker 2: ever been to Europe? I have no, Chanelle, I don't know.

1749
01:30:01,439 --> 01:30:06,200
Speaker 1: Look like, okay, look assuming that everything that you're telling

1750
01:30:06,320 --> 01:30:08,120
Speaker 1: us were like, oh, okay, we're in the friend group.

1751
01:30:08,240 --> 01:30:13,120
Speaker 1: Everything's cool, like they're really truly, honest to god, nothing

1752
01:30:13,960 --> 01:30:15,880
Speaker 1: at all going on with you in the ex.

1753
01:30:16,320 --> 01:30:20,720
Speaker 2: The X and his girlfriend are all cool. Everything's tight.

1754
01:30:20,840 --> 01:30:23,720
Speaker 1: There's nothing really there and it's mainly your boyfriend has

1755
01:30:23,760 --> 01:30:29,439
Speaker 1: his abandonment issues and whatnot. I am of the opinion that, listen, Chanelle,

1756
01:30:29,520 --> 01:30:32,360
Speaker 1: you're twenty two years old, you've never been to Europe before.

1757
01:30:33,240 --> 01:30:37,160
Speaker 2: This would be an interesting life experience for you. To

1758
01:30:37,280 --> 01:30:39,599
Speaker 2: have and by God, you should be out there having

1759
01:30:39,680 --> 01:30:43,400
Speaker 2: interesting life experiences. And I hate the idea that did

1760
01:30:43,479 --> 01:30:46,720
Speaker 2: somebody is supposed to make the heart fonder. I, by

1761
01:30:46,720 --> 01:30:48,200
Speaker 2: the way, I agree with that as well. Disten does

1762
01:30:48,240 --> 01:30:50,840
Speaker 2: make the heart fund. Yeah, I don't like I'm doing

1763
01:30:50,840 --> 01:30:52,760
Speaker 2: a little dance turn around, you know what I'm saying,

1764
01:30:52,840 --> 01:30:53,400
Speaker 2: you'd be all right.

1765
01:30:54,920 --> 01:30:56,720
Speaker 1: I feel like you should take the life experience. And

1766
01:30:56,760 --> 01:30:58,800
Speaker 1: I don't like that your boyfriend is like a little

1767
01:30:58,840 --> 01:30:59,960
Speaker 1: bit holding you back from them.

1768
01:31:00,040 --> 01:31:01,800
Speaker 2: Don't let him hold you back. But I guess I

1769
01:31:01,880 --> 01:31:05,479
Speaker 2: get it from his perspective too. I don't know, but

1770
01:31:05,600 --> 01:31:07,479
Speaker 2: it would be a good life experience for you.

1771
01:31:07,640 --> 01:31:09,680
Speaker 1: I would hate at twenty two for you to be like,

1772
01:31:10,439 --> 01:31:13,200
Speaker 1: go to Europe. My boyfriend doesn't want me to go,

1773
01:31:13,360 --> 01:31:15,479
Speaker 1: so I'm not gonna go. You know, fucking fucking go

1774
01:31:15,640 --> 01:31:16,400
Speaker 1: fucking go to Europe.

1775
01:31:19,439 --> 01:31:22,400
Speaker 18: Yeah, that's kind of the same response I get from everyone.

1776
01:31:26,200 --> 01:31:26,599
Speaker 2: I've heard.

1777
01:31:26,720 --> 01:31:30,640
Speaker 1: What I've heard way more people be like express regrets

1778
01:31:30,840 --> 01:31:35,639
Speaker 1: about Uh, oh, I did this because of my boyfriend

1779
01:31:35,680 --> 01:31:37,760
Speaker 1: when I was young, and so I didn't do that,

1780
01:31:37,840 --> 01:31:40,759
Speaker 1: and I regret that then I did. Oh, I regret

1781
01:31:40,880 --> 01:31:42,440
Speaker 1: going because it messed.

1782
01:31:42,200 --> 01:31:44,880
Speaker 2: With this thing that I had going on. I mean,

1783
01:31:44,920 --> 01:31:47,720
Speaker 2: you're just so young, dude, Like, go to Europe. Go

1784
01:31:47,840 --> 01:31:48,280
Speaker 2: to Europe.

1785
01:31:48,320 --> 01:31:50,559
Speaker 3: I'm actually going tour in Europe to come to the show.

1786
01:31:50,800 --> 01:31:52,760
Speaker 3: You out there, go to Europe, go to Buddy show.

1787
01:31:52,840 --> 01:31:53,000
Speaker 5: Dude.

1788
01:31:55,120 --> 01:31:57,280
Speaker 18: Yeah, you going to the Netherlands, buddy, some.

1789
01:31:57,560 --> 01:32:03,720
Speaker 1: Like something like, did you wait, You're going to the Netherlands. Way,

1790
01:32:03,760 --> 01:32:06,120
Speaker 1: this changes everything? But the Whey are in the Netherlands.

1791
01:32:08,479 --> 01:32:10,720
Speaker 18: Honestly, I don't know. I know if he lives two

1792
01:32:10,760 --> 01:32:11,960
Speaker 18: hours away from Amsterdam.

1793
01:32:12,439 --> 01:32:17,519
Speaker 2: Shanelly, I love Amsterdam. Chanelli's favorite play Shanelle, Listen, I

1794
01:32:17,600 --> 01:32:19,080
Speaker 2: feel for Listen. IM gonna tell you this is. This

1795
01:32:19,160 --> 01:32:21,639
Speaker 2: is I'm gonna tell you I feel for your boyfriend.

1796
01:32:21,800 --> 01:32:24,320
Speaker 1: He's got something going on. I really do feel from

1797
01:32:24,400 --> 01:32:28,799
Speaker 1: But Shanelle, the Netherlands fucking rocks. It's all of the Netherlands. Please,

1798
01:32:29,120 --> 01:32:29,839
Speaker 1: it's awesome.

1799
01:32:30,080 --> 01:32:31,240
Speaker 2: Go to Red Light District.

1800
01:32:32,080 --> 01:32:34,200
Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, go to Amsterdam. I had the best fucking

1801
01:32:34,240 --> 01:32:35,360
Speaker 1: time in my life in Amsterdam.

1802
01:32:35,439 --> 01:32:38,280
Speaker 2: Man, go we it just just walk around and just

1803
01:32:38,400 --> 01:32:38,920
Speaker 2: check it out.

1804
01:32:41,280 --> 01:32:43,040
Speaker 18: Oh that makes me feel so much better.

1805
01:32:44,280 --> 01:32:47,719
Speaker 2: Ye say, he was going to the Netherlands. The Netherlands, definitely,

1806
01:32:47,800 --> 01:32:50,800
Speaker 2: Leo boyfriend where he at he'd be. I Yo, good

1807
01:32:50,880 --> 01:32:52,800
Speaker 2: luck to you, Shanelle. I hope you make the right choice.

1808
01:32:54,680 --> 01:32:55,880
Speaker 18: All right, thank you so much.

1809
01:32:55,920 --> 01:32:57,200
Speaker 6: Appreciate y'all for sure.

1810
01:32:57,439 --> 01:33:05,400
Speaker 2: Can this show is awesome. You do this all the time,

1811
01:33:05,920 --> 01:33:11,680
Speaker 2: all the time Mondays and Wednesdays. Dang, I'm having so

1812
01:33:11,800 --> 01:33:13,800
Speaker 2: much fun. Fuck. Yeah, dude, I'm glad you have. I

1813
01:33:13,800 --> 01:33:16,760
Speaker 2: feel like we really just like changing some lives out there. Really, Yeah,

1814
01:33:16,920 --> 01:33:20,200
Speaker 2: through the people. Yeah, dude, I really, I know. I

1815
01:33:20,280 --> 01:33:22,880
Speaker 2: really believed in that because Matt, you have you ever

1816
01:33:22,920 --> 01:33:25,280
Speaker 2: been ins I thought she was doing on some weird

1817
01:33:25,320 --> 01:33:27,400
Speaker 2: stuff with her boyfriend, with her ex boyfriend. Yeah, I

1818
01:33:27,479 --> 01:33:30,160
Speaker 2: was a little bit like I had to make sure yeah, yeah,

1819
01:33:30,479 --> 01:33:32,200
Speaker 2: asked the right questions to see what type of time

1820
01:33:32,360 --> 01:33:34,600
Speaker 2: she and he owned the X because like, that's just

1821
01:33:34,680 --> 01:33:37,040
Speaker 2: sounds It's just a weird setup how she set it up.

1822
01:33:37,360 --> 01:33:38,200
Speaker 2: It was just weird.

1823
01:33:38,400 --> 01:33:41,080
Speaker 3: Like, do I asshole for going to Europe with my

1824
01:33:41,200 --> 01:33:43,320
Speaker 3: ex boyfriend. I'm currently in a relationship, you know what

1825
01:33:43,360 --> 01:33:45,080
Speaker 3: I mean. We just have to feel her, feel her out.

1826
01:33:45,400 --> 01:33:47,479
Speaker 2: She seems to be. She got her head on straight.

1827
01:33:47,600 --> 01:33:48,920
Speaker 2: She knows she won't for herself.

1828
01:33:49,680 --> 01:33:52,400
Speaker 1: Mm hmmm, right, it took a little bit of like

1829
01:33:52,520 --> 01:33:56,479
Speaker 1: probing to get into like the context of it was

1830
01:33:56,560 --> 01:33:57,200
Speaker 1: the conflict.

1831
01:33:58,400 --> 01:34:01,280
Speaker 2: But she knows what you're doing. Man, that boyfriend is

1832
01:34:01,320 --> 01:34:03,240
Speaker 2: gonna watch this and be fucking pissed off at us.

1833
01:34:03,400 --> 01:34:06,400
Speaker 2: He'd be a right, yeah, he'll be fine. Yeah.

1834
01:34:06,479 --> 01:34:09,200
Speaker 1: I would hate the idea of her missing out on

1835
01:34:09,240 --> 01:34:12,760
Speaker 1: that experience at such a young age, fucking doing that ship.

1836
01:34:12,760 --> 01:34:18,599
Speaker 2: I mean, that's awesome. That'd be sick. You're gonna touring Europe? Yeah, yeah,

1837
01:34:18,760 --> 01:34:22,559
Speaker 2: we're all in Europe. Uh, A bunch of different places.

1838
01:34:22,880 --> 01:34:26,680
Speaker 2: I don't know. Stockholm I've never been. I've never been

1839
01:34:26,680 --> 01:34:28,679
Speaker 2: to Sweden. That's sick.

1840
01:34:29,040 --> 01:34:29,200
Speaker 5: Yep.

1841
01:34:29,280 --> 01:34:32,680
Speaker 2: Amsterdam, I think I'm gonna going on Amsterdam, Londa and perse.

1842
01:34:34,400 --> 01:34:36,679
Speaker 1: Hey, I think we'll we're sort of at a midpoint.

1843
01:34:36,720 --> 01:34:38,800
Speaker 1: We can take some some more calls. But buddy, I mean,

1844
01:34:39,640 --> 01:34:41,320
Speaker 1: is there anything you want you want to plug, anything

1845
01:34:41,360 --> 01:34:44,080
Speaker 1: you want to tell the people? Hey, what sound do

1846
01:34:44,200 --> 01:34:49,360
Speaker 1: geckos make? A Can you do that one more time?

1847
01:34:49,400 --> 01:34:54,040
Speaker 2: Please? Is that really the sound? Well, I'm a gecko

1848
01:34:54,080 --> 01:34:55,840
Speaker 2: and I just made that sound, So that's the sound.

1849
01:34:57,760 --> 01:35:12,599
Speaker 3: He yeah, no, but I'm dropping the album. It's called

1850
01:35:12,640 --> 01:35:14,920
Speaker 3: super Getto. I mean Super Ghetto.

1851
01:35:16,920 --> 01:35:23,040
Speaker 2: When's it dropping next week? March twenty fifth, Super Geko,

1852
01:35:23,320 --> 01:35:26,160
Speaker 2: I mean super Ghetto? Where can where can people find it?

1853
01:35:27,000 --> 01:35:27,120
Speaker 19: Uh?

1854
01:35:27,439 --> 01:35:31,000
Speaker 3: I'm gonna tweet it and post on my Instagram, probably

1855
01:35:31,120 --> 01:35:34,280
Speaker 3: on my auto streaming platforms and stuff. Super super Getko,

1856
01:35:34,520 --> 01:35:42,880
Speaker 3: fall at Buddy Instagram, Super Ghetto Sorry Twitter, Yeah, it's

1857
01:35:42,920 --> 01:35:43,439
Speaker 3: pretty tight.

1858
01:35:44,880 --> 01:35:52,439
Speaker 2: I'll check it out. Yeah, sick Jay? What you got

1859
01:35:52,560 --> 01:35:52,920
Speaker 2: to say?

1860
01:35:54,479 --> 01:35:54,639
Speaker 6: Jay?

1861
01:35:54,680 --> 01:35:56,920
Speaker 1: It says here you died a couple of months ago

1862
01:35:57,080 --> 01:36:00,479
Speaker 1: for five minutes, and then you were resuscitated the dead guy.

1863
01:36:00,680 --> 01:36:01,880
Speaker 2: What was it like being dead?

1864
01:36:04,960 --> 01:36:05,080
Speaker 6: Uh?

1865
01:36:05,760 --> 01:36:07,920
Speaker 5: It was crazy, man. I saw a lot of the

1866
01:36:08,040 --> 01:36:10,920
Speaker 5: first song. I saw a lot of stuff. Man, it's

1867
01:36:11,040 --> 01:36:14,360
Speaker 5: actually crazy. But on the other end, like, I'm not

1868
01:36:14,479 --> 01:36:14,840
Speaker 5: scared of.

1869
01:36:14,840 --> 01:36:17,479
Speaker 2: Dying anymore, So how'd you die?

1870
01:36:20,280 --> 01:36:20,439
Speaker 1: Uh?

1871
01:36:21,320 --> 01:36:25,280
Speaker 5: So it was the night before Halloween or the Friday

1872
01:36:25,320 --> 01:36:28,920
Speaker 5: before Halloween. I decided to go down to a friend's

1873
01:36:28,960 --> 01:36:33,560
Speaker 5: house and we're gonna play a board game, something like

1874
01:36:33,600 --> 01:36:36,280
Speaker 5: strategy game. I think it's called like, no, it's called

1875
01:36:36,360 --> 01:36:38,360
Speaker 5: like Katan Katan.

1876
01:36:41,040 --> 01:36:41,439
Speaker 13: What is that?

1877
01:36:41,680 --> 01:36:43,720
Speaker 1: Settlers of Kat. I've never played it before, but I

1878
01:36:43,800 --> 01:36:46,120
Speaker 1: know it's like the big game. It's like some spiritual game.

1879
01:36:46,479 --> 01:36:49,800
Speaker 5: Neither of uy I was supposed to. Yeah, it's it's

1880
01:36:49,840 --> 01:36:51,600
Speaker 5: some sort of like trading game or something like that.

1881
01:36:52,479 --> 01:36:55,120
Speaker 5: And uh, I fell asleep on the bid and I had.

1882
01:36:55,080 --> 01:36:59,839
Speaker 2: A season in my sleep, and you died from the seizure.

1883
01:37:02,479 --> 01:37:06,080
Speaker 5: Uh. Yeah, I died from the seizure. They called the

1884
01:37:06,160 --> 01:37:09,759
Speaker 5: ambulance for me, and in the ambulance on the paperwork,

1885
01:37:09,840 --> 01:37:13,599
Speaker 5: it says that like somewhere in between like actually being

1886
01:37:13,800 --> 01:37:16,240
Speaker 5: in the room and being in the ambulance, I died

1887
01:37:16,320 --> 01:37:19,200
Speaker 5: for like five minutes and they had to resuscitate me

1888
01:37:19,360 --> 01:37:20,080
Speaker 5: once they got there.

1889
01:37:21,000 --> 01:37:24,160
Speaker 2: So tell us how's the afterlife?

1890
01:37:28,840 --> 01:37:32,080
Speaker 5: It's crazy, man, I like remember dying, like the actual

1891
01:37:32,160 --> 01:37:35,080
Speaker 5: process of dying, or what I assumed was me dying.

1892
01:37:35,520 --> 01:37:38,479
Speaker 5: I just remember like being in a lot of pain

1893
01:37:39,360 --> 01:37:41,839
Speaker 5: and like seeing a lot of static with like screaming

1894
01:37:41,880 --> 01:37:45,559
Speaker 5: people in it, and it just kept like zooming again

1895
01:37:45,720 --> 01:37:49,559
Speaker 5: and zoom again on the static, but like inside screaming prison,

1896
01:37:49,640 --> 01:37:52,800
Speaker 5: there's more static and more screaming people. And then I

1897
01:37:52,960 --> 01:37:55,280
Speaker 5: just remember being like, oh God, this hurts so bad.

1898
01:37:55,360 --> 01:37:57,720
Speaker 5: I wish I would die. And then I remember like

1899
01:37:57,800 --> 01:37:59,960
Speaker 5: everything fading the blackness, and I think that's when I.

1900
01:38:00,120 --> 01:38:04,040
Speaker 2: Like acts passed away and it was just black hunt.

1901
01:38:03,960 --> 01:38:07,960
Speaker 5: And then uh, yeah it was. It was it was darkness,

1902
01:38:08,560 --> 01:38:12,760
Speaker 5: and then at some point I remember it was like

1903
01:38:13,000 --> 01:38:18,120
Speaker 5: a dark like a velvety red type landscape, and uh,

1904
01:38:18,680 --> 01:38:22,200
Speaker 5: I remember being guided through by like a tall it

1905
01:38:22,320 --> 01:38:26,800
Speaker 5: was like a tall almost hooded person, except it wasn't

1906
01:38:26,880 --> 01:38:29,840
Speaker 5: like a hood like you know when people talk about

1907
01:38:29,880 --> 01:38:32,000
Speaker 5: like the green grim Reaper and he's wearing like a

1908
01:38:32,080 --> 01:38:40,080
Speaker 5: hood and like a Rube version something like that. Got that.

1909
01:38:40,240 --> 01:38:42,800
Speaker 5: It was like something like that, but not exactly, like

1910
01:38:42,920 --> 01:38:46,320
Speaker 5: it wasn't actually like clothing material. And I just remember

1911
01:38:46,439 --> 01:38:50,160
Speaker 5: like velvety covered like snowflakes, almost like falling out of

1912
01:38:50,200 --> 01:38:54,040
Speaker 5: the sky, and like there were like velvet colored dueves

1913
01:38:54,120 --> 01:38:54,880
Speaker 5: and everything was.

1914
01:38:54,880 --> 01:38:59,200
Speaker 3: A velvet ecstatic, like people screaming, slow zoom into the

1915
01:38:59,320 --> 01:39:03,519
Speaker 3: fade to black, and then like the retro gramper popped up.

1916
01:39:04,040 --> 01:39:06,800
Speaker 2: I can't tell if this is tranquil or terrifying.

1917
01:39:09,200 --> 01:39:10,600
Speaker 5: It was it was a little bit of both. I

1918
01:39:10,720 --> 01:39:15,760
Speaker 5: was very Uh I was scared when I was fealing pain,

1919
01:39:16,160 --> 01:39:19,240
Speaker 5: but with the darkness, I like stopped feeling pain when

1920
01:39:19,320 --> 01:39:21,960
Speaker 5: everything faded, And that's why I think, like that's when

1921
01:39:21,960 --> 01:39:23,840
Speaker 5: I died, because I just stopped doing stuff I like

1922
01:39:25,600 --> 01:39:26,000
Speaker 5: showing it.

1923
01:39:26,680 --> 01:39:28,720
Speaker 2: He only show up to purgatory, don't he.

1924
01:39:31,920 --> 01:39:36,160
Speaker 5: That's That's what I'm thinking, because I, by far like

1925
01:39:36,320 --> 01:39:37,960
Speaker 5: I'm not a I don't think of myself as a

1926
01:39:38,000 --> 01:39:44,160
Speaker 5: bad person. I try and live a quote unquote good lifestyle.

1927
01:39:45,360 --> 01:39:47,400
Speaker 5: But at the same time, I'm by Noman's perfect.

1928
01:39:48,240 --> 01:39:52,120
Speaker 2: So this velvety because it wasn't like place that you

1929
01:39:52,240 --> 01:39:54,439
Speaker 2: went to. Was it? Was it a heaven? Was it

1930
01:39:54,560 --> 01:39:58,720
Speaker 2: a hell? What do you think it was with the snowflakes? Yeah?

1931
01:40:01,400 --> 01:40:04,960
Speaker 5: I actually have no idea. But fun fact, I went

1932
01:40:05,040 --> 01:40:07,439
Speaker 5: up the friends who I went up to visit for

1933
01:40:07,560 --> 01:40:11,760
Speaker 5: the night. Her dad's actually a pastor, right, which I

1934
01:40:11,960 --> 01:40:15,439
Speaker 5: by no means I consider myself an atheist. But he

1935
01:40:15,520 --> 01:40:19,920
Speaker 5: said he wasn't worried about me when I died, because

1936
01:40:20,160 --> 01:40:22,840
Speaker 5: he said, and I quote that there was a demon

1937
01:40:22,960 --> 01:40:26,040
Speaker 5: attached to me that was trying to take me and

1938
01:40:26,560 --> 01:40:29,200
Speaker 5: seeking about He literally just like sat next to me

1939
01:40:29,280 --> 01:40:31,120
Speaker 5: and he was praying while the ambulance came.

1940
01:40:32,240 --> 01:40:35,040
Speaker 2: Oh so you feel like prayer changes things? Huh.

1941
01:40:37,840 --> 01:40:40,439
Speaker 5: I don't know if that worked or not. I'm in

1942
01:40:40,720 --> 01:40:45,439
Speaker 5: school for like a science based track. By no means, I,

1943
01:40:45,560 --> 01:40:47,880
Speaker 5: by no means like can vouch for any of that stuff.

1944
01:40:49,680 --> 01:40:53,920
Speaker 3: So you scientifically resurrected from the hospital people.

1945
01:40:57,000 --> 01:40:59,679
Speaker 5: Hey, I mean that's all I know for your fact.

1946
01:40:59,760 --> 01:41:01,920
Speaker 5: I can't say anything about like a demon.

1947
01:41:03,000 --> 01:41:05,280
Speaker 1: This sounds very similar to like, I mean, this is

1948
01:41:05,439 --> 01:41:08,400
Speaker 1: probably what like smoking d MT is like, right, isn't

1949
01:41:08,439 --> 01:41:10,200
Speaker 1: d MT Isn't that like what releases in your brain

1950
01:41:10,240 --> 01:41:12,120
Speaker 1: when you die, you have like a little DMT trip

1951
01:41:12,200 --> 01:41:13,640
Speaker 1: or some shit, ayahuascas.

1952
01:41:17,439 --> 01:41:20,400
Speaker 5: I have no idea, but it was crazy. There was

1953
01:41:20,479 --> 01:41:23,280
Speaker 5: a and everyone knew what I was thinking. They were

1954
01:41:23,400 --> 01:41:27,519
Speaker 5: like shorter people that were also like cloak or whatever

1955
01:41:27,840 --> 01:41:28,160
Speaker 5: you said.

1956
01:41:28,160 --> 01:41:31,640
Speaker 2: There were short, shorter people like they were shorter than

1957
01:41:31,720 --> 01:41:32,240
Speaker 2: the tall one.

1958
01:41:34,360 --> 01:41:36,400
Speaker 5: Yeah, the tall guy led me to shorter people, like

1959
01:41:36,479 --> 01:41:38,759
Speaker 5: shorter than me. I'm sick too. They were probably around

1960
01:41:38,840 --> 01:41:40,439
Speaker 5: like some between like four to and.

1961
01:41:40,479 --> 01:41:43,080
Speaker 2: Like for eties, little retro grim reaper hoods.

1962
01:41:43,080 --> 01:41:47,240
Speaker 5: Like yeah, also like retro reaperhoods and stuff.

1963
01:41:47,320 --> 01:41:48,920
Speaker 2: Sounds like a band, like a cool band.

1964
01:41:50,120 --> 01:41:52,560
Speaker 1: That does sound like a cool band. A bunch of

1965
01:41:52,600 --> 01:41:55,760
Speaker 1: short grim reaper people. Yeah, and they called purgatory what

1966
01:41:56,280 --> 01:41:58,120
Speaker 1: whoa I go to that show? I would do it

1967
01:41:58,200 --> 01:41:58,840
Speaker 1: to that show too.

1968
01:42:01,600 --> 01:42:01,760
Speaker 6: Well.

1969
01:42:01,800 --> 01:42:04,320
Speaker 2: I'm sorry you die man, I'm glad you got came

1970
01:42:04,400 --> 01:42:05,000
Speaker 2: back to life.

1971
01:42:08,439 --> 01:42:09,880
Speaker 5: Oh yeah, I'm I'm glad too.

1972
01:42:10,760 --> 01:42:13,400
Speaker 1: So Jay, tell us before we go, tell us this.

1973
01:42:14,520 --> 01:42:19,479
Speaker 1: You died, you got a second chance. Now you have

1974
01:42:19,520 --> 01:42:21,280
Speaker 1: a whole and you're only eighteen years old, so you

1975
01:42:21,400 --> 01:42:25,680
Speaker 1: got Really you're really lucked out getting this second chance here?

1976
01:42:25,920 --> 01:42:27,840
Speaker 1: What what are we gonna do? What are we gonna

1977
01:42:27,840 --> 01:42:30,160
Speaker 1: do with our life now? What's what's happening here? What's

1978
01:42:30,240 --> 01:42:32,800
Speaker 1: what's uh? What are we gonna do with the gift

1979
01:42:32,840 --> 01:42:33,480
Speaker 1: of resurrection?

1980
01:42:33,680 --> 01:42:36,880
Speaker 2: Life after depth? You only know bigg smalls. Yeah, dude,

1981
01:42:36,920 --> 01:42:38,519
Speaker 2: you're you're on your bonus round here.

1982
01:42:40,560 --> 01:42:42,599
Speaker 5: Yeah. It actually gave me like a lot of clarity

1983
01:42:42,800 --> 01:42:44,960
Speaker 5: as to what I wanted to do in life. I

1984
01:42:45,120 --> 01:42:47,559
Speaker 5: decided to leave schools for a little bit because that's

1985
01:42:47,560 --> 01:42:49,880
Speaker 5: always something I can go back to. Mm hm And

1986
01:42:50,040 --> 01:42:52,439
Speaker 5: uh now I'm kind of just working so that way

1987
01:42:52,479 --> 01:42:54,080
Speaker 5: I can, you know, do things that I feel and

1988
01:42:54,160 --> 01:42:55,960
Speaker 5: more valuable to meet experienced life.

1989
01:42:57,840 --> 01:42:59,800
Speaker 2: What what is it that you want to do that's

1990
01:43:00,080 --> 01:43:01,120
Speaker 2: feels more valuable too?

1991
01:43:04,080 --> 01:43:07,439
Speaker 5: Uh So while I was dead, you know, they were,

1992
01:43:08,240 --> 01:43:10,160
Speaker 5: like I said, we were like communicating, and I kind

1993
01:43:10,160 --> 01:43:12,439
Speaker 5: of just realized that like the things that I really

1994
01:43:12,520 --> 01:43:15,600
Speaker 5: valued in life for like experiences with people, you know,

1995
01:43:15,720 --> 01:43:20,120
Speaker 5: like making good friends and you know, just experiencing things

1996
01:43:20,160 --> 01:43:23,000
Speaker 5: with them and going to like new places and this

1997
01:43:23,680 --> 01:43:25,679
Speaker 5: that's hard, like a feeling like community.

1998
01:43:26,880 --> 01:43:32,160
Speaker 2: I resonate with that a lot. Dang, Okay, death come through.

1999
01:43:35,000 --> 01:43:36,280
Speaker 2: What's the what's the all right?

2000
01:43:36,360 --> 01:43:37,040
Speaker 6: So you you.

2001
01:43:38,680 --> 01:43:40,559
Speaker 2: You quit school.

2002
01:43:41,439 --> 01:43:45,400
Speaker 1: You decided that experiences with people you enjoy are the

2003
01:43:45,479 --> 01:43:46,559
Speaker 1: most important things.

2004
01:43:46,800 --> 01:43:47,680
Speaker 2: Like you're about to turn up.

2005
01:43:47,800 --> 01:43:50,360
Speaker 1: Sounds like you're about to turn up. What's what's just

2006
01:43:50,439 --> 01:43:54,120
Speaker 1: before we go? What's the next experience for you? What's

2007
01:43:54,240 --> 01:43:58,000
Speaker 1: next with the next like capitalization on on this new knowledge?

2008
01:44:00,880 --> 01:44:04,080
Speaker 5: Uh, I'm actually working now so that way I can

2009
01:44:04,520 --> 01:44:07,799
Speaker 5: take a trip to I'm planning on going to Norway

2010
01:44:08,240 --> 01:44:08,920
Speaker 5: in the next month.

2011
01:44:10,400 --> 01:44:13,519
Speaker 2: Norway. Dah wait you do Norway?

2012
01:44:16,439 --> 01:44:16,559
Speaker 6: Uh?

2013
01:44:17,120 --> 01:44:20,519
Speaker 5: I'm not sure yet. I'm playing on backpacking with my girlfriend.

2014
01:44:21,360 --> 01:44:24,560
Speaker 2: Damn. Okay, So you're about to live life since you

2015
01:44:24,640 --> 01:44:27,840
Speaker 2: didn't die, all right? Awesome, dude, I love this. I

2016
01:44:27,920 --> 01:44:30,280
Speaker 2: love this plan for you. Well, thanks for sharing your experience.

2017
01:44:30,400 --> 01:44:31,000
Speaker 2: That's fire.

2018
01:44:31,320 --> 01:44:33,960
Speaker 1: Yeah, dude, dang, I want to die. I kind of

2019
01:44:34,000 --> 01:44:36,439
Speaker 1: want to die now too. This is great, yo, Jay,

2020
01:44:36,600 --> 01:44:38,840
Speaker 1: have a great fucking time in Norway. Man, for real,

2021
01:44:41,040 --> 01:44:43,120
Speaker 1: all right, you too, Hey, have a good night man.

2022
01:44:43,520 --> 01:44:43,920
Speaker 19: You too.

2023
01:44:44,160 --> 01:44:46,880
Speaker 2: We're not going to Norway, dude, Yeah, it's kind of

2024
01:44:46,880 --> 01:44:50,320
Speaker 2: he he he said you too.

2025
01:44:50,400 --> 01:44:50,800
Speaker 5: At the end.

2026
01:44:51,840 --> 01:44:56,120
Speaker 2: He was trying to be a dick. He was rubbing. Now,

2027
01:44:56,240 --> 01:44:58,439
Speaker 2: Jay's a good guy. The fuck with that, man. I'm like,

2028
01:44:58,560 --> 01:45:00,640
Speaker 2: I won't kind of want to go eat Norway. Now,

2029
01:45:00,800 --> 01:45:05,080
Speaker 2: how do you think you're gonna die? Uh heart attack? Oh? Shoot,

2030
01:45:05,880 --> 01:45:09,000
Speaker 2: I I eat pretty terribly. I don't exercise. I gotta

2031
01:45:09,000 --> 01:45:09,400
Speaker 2: do that more.

2032
01:45:09,960 --> 01:45:12,680
Speaker 1: When we when we were downstairs and I did those

2033
01:45:12,720 --> 01:45:14,880
Speaker 1: ten push ups, that was the most push When we

2034
01:45:14,920 --> 01:45:19,360
Speaker 1: got into the Gecko suits, wed, Yeah, we both dropped

2035
01:45:19,400 --> 01:45:21,639
Speaker 1: to the floor and we're like crawling around as lizards,

2036
01:45:22,439 --> 01:45:24,439
Speaker 1: and I did some push us and that was probably

2037
01:45:24,439 --> 01:45:25,800
Speaker 1: the most push us I've done the whole year.

2038
01:45:26,479 --> 01:45:30,640
Speaker 2: Killed those. You ate those second? You ate those? They

2039
01:45:30,720 --> 01:45:35,800
Speaker 2: look pretty easy, doable, Yeah, I straight up like, yeah,

2040
01:45:35,800 --> 01:45:36,839
Speaker 2: I really surprised myself.

2041
01:45:36,880 --> 01:45:39,080
Speaker 1: I really think it was something about putt because I

2042
01:45:39,520 --> 01:45:41,280
Speaker 1: put something about putting on the Gecko suit.

2043
01:45:42,080 --> 01:45:44,160
Speaker 2: I feel like power, Yeah, I get the echo powers.

2044
01:45:44,160 --> 01:45:45,720
Speaker 1: So now whenever I'm gonna start have to like start

2045
01:45:45,760 --> 01:45:48,360
Speaker 1: going to the gym with the gecko suit on and

2046
01:45:48,439 --> 01:45:50,920
Speaker 1: see if it works get ripped.

2047
01:45:51,360 --> 01:45:53,800
Speaker 2: Are you do you live a healthy lifestyle? Yeah? I'm

2048
01:45:53,800 --> 01:45:55,639
Speaker 2: all about holdness and wellness for sure.

2049
01:45:55,880 --> 01:45:57,760
Speaker 1: What do you have any advice for me on like

2050
01:45:57,880 --> 01:46:01,760
Speaker 1: how I can live longer and ship? Yoga's tight? You

2051
01:46:01,840 --> 01:46:03,280
Speaker 1: gotta find your equilibrium.

2052
01:46:03,360 --> 01:46:05,599
Speaker 3: Once you find your center and your core, then that's

2053
01:46:05,600 --> 01:46:08,080
Speaker 3: where you lift from when you're working out, and you

2054
01:46:08,120 --> 01:46:10,599
Speaker 3: can evenly, you know, even out your muscles on both

2055
01:46:10,680 --> 01:46:12,760
Speaker 3: sides because I know I used to do push ups

2056
01:46:13,160 --> 01:46:15,080
Speaker 3: and like the muscles on the left side of my.

2057
01:46:15,120 --> 01:46:17,240
Speaker 2: Body would be a little more pumped up than the right.

2058
01:46:17,800 --> 01:46:19,479
Speaker 3: So I had to really just you know, find my

2059
01:46:19,640 --> 01:46:22,160
Speaker 3: center and once I balance myself out, you know what

2060
01:46:22,240 --> 01:46:24,920
Speaker 3: I mean, then I could just walk on solid ground

2061
01:46:25,000 --> 01:46:28,120
Speaker 3: for real, stand up straight, breathe.

2062
01:46:28,160 --> 01:46:30,640
Speaker 2: A lot of people don't breathe correctly. How do you

2063
01:46:31,600 --> 01:46:35,320
Speaker 2: you can breathe wrong? How do you breathe? I didn't

2064
01:46:35,320 --> 01:46:36,920
Speaker 2: know there was a wrong way to breathe. How do

2065
01:46:36,960 --> 01:46:39,599
Speaker 2: you breathe correctly? Well? You in through the nose, out

2066
01:46:39,600 --> 01:46:42,800
Speaker 2: through the mouth. Real, Wait, so are you telling me? Okay?

2067
01:46:42,960 --> 01:46:45,640
Speaker 1: Every single breath you take, like when you're like right now.

2068
01:46:46,160 --> 01:46:47,800
Speaker 1: Are you breathing through your nose out of your mouth?

2069
01:46:47,840 --> 01:46:48,760
Speaker 5: Are you? Yeah?

2070
01:46:49,439 --> 01:46:51,120
Speaker 1: Every breath you take your in through the nose out

2071
01:46:51,160 --> 01:46:53,439
Speaker 1: of the mouth, like automatically. I mean for the most part. Yeah,

2072
01:46:53,520 --> 01:46:54,800
Speaker 1: let's like my nose is stopped up.

2073
01:46:55,080 --> 01:46:57,640
Speaker 3: But yeah, you want to take long, deep breaths in

2074
01:46:57,800 --> 01:47:00,639
Speaker 3: through the nose and then the nice exhale through the mouth.

2075
01:47:01,320 --> 01:47:04,519
Speaker 2: And that's how I state in my zen state? Are

2076
01:47:04,560 --> 01:47:06,840
Speaker 2: you in your zen state right now? I'm so zen?

2077
01:47:07,400 --> 01:47:12,080
Speaker 2: He sees force. Yeah, it's very chill. Still I still

2078
01:47:12,280 --> 01:47:37,080
Speaker 2: you want to do a couple? Yeah? You ready? You

2079
01:47:37,160 --> 01:47:37,479
Speaker 2: feel that?

2080
01:47:37,680 --> 01:47:37,880
Speaker 5: Yeah?

2081
01:47:37,920 --> 01:47:40,800
Speaker 2: That was that was like sually nice told you. What

2082
01:47:40,880 --> 01:47:42,880
Speaker 2: do you eat? Chicky?

2083
01:47:44,880 --> 01:47:47,719
Speaker 1: Is that it for the most part? Yeah, just checking

2084
01:47:47,720 --> 01:47:51,439
Speaker 1: your vegetables? U Yeah, you vegetables too. Do you ever

2085
01:47:51,560 --> 01:47:53,200
Speaker 1: do you eat any unhealthy ship? Do you ever do

2086
01:47:53,280 --> 01:47:54,800
Speaker 1: the fast food the candy or whatever?

2087
01:47:55,000 --> 01:47:57,400
Speaker 2: Or you you still eat McDonald's and hot cheetos. Yep,

2088
01:47:58,439 --> 01:47:59,080
Speaker 2: hot cheetos.

2089
01:47:59,280 --> 01:48:01,680
Speaker 3: I love hot cheat those. Oh my god, they have

2090
01:48:01,920 --> 01:48:12,280
Speaker 3: cold cheetos. Now, what what are cold? I've seen it

2091
01:48:12,360 --> 01:48:12,719
Speaker 3: on Twitter.

2092
01:48:12,800 --> 01:48:15,519
Speaker 2: It's like flaming hots and then they got freezing cold cheetos.

2093
01:48:15,520 --> 01:48:18,360
Speaker 2: They're like blue. Oh. But they're like blue hot. I

2094
01:48:18,439 --> 01:48:20,400
Speaker 2: don't know. I haven't tried them. I want to try those,

2095
01:48:21,680 --> 01:48:25,040
Speaker 2: all right, I gotta try cold cold cheetah. I want

2096
01:48:25,080 --> 01:48:31,920
Speaker 2: some co cheetos mm hmm. You want to do?

2097
01:48:32,160 --> 01:48:32,280
Speaker 16: Uh?

2098
01:48:33,880 --> 01:48:36,000
Speaker 2: You want to do a couple more? How are you feeling?

2099
01:48:36,760 --> 01:48:37,200
Speaker 2: I'm down?

2100
01:48:37,280 --> 01:48:37,559
Speaker 5: How many?

2101
01:48:37,760 --> 01:48:40,280
Speaker 2: It's more? People call it? But yeah, dude, this this

2102
01:48:41,200 --> 01:48:45,120
Speaker 2: the the phone never stops ringing. Yeah, let's take a caller.

2103
01:48:46,560 --> 01:48:49,320
Speaker 2: Let's talk to Ray. I'm struggling with my sobriety too,

2104
01:48:49,360 --> 01:48:54,640
Speaker 2: I mean all around, Bro, Ray, Hello, what's going on?

2105
01:48:54,840 --> 01:48:55,000
Speaker 5: Right?

2106
01:49:00,600 --> 01:49:00,720
Speaker 2: Ray?

2107
01:49:00,840 --> 01:49:01,160
Speaker 1: With us?

2108
01:49:04,080 --> 01:49:04,599
Speaker 9: This is right?

2109
01:49:05,400 --> 01:49:05,519
Speaker 16: Uh?

2110
01:49:05,840 --> 01:49:08,519
Speaker 2: Ray, it's uh, it's Lyle and Buddy.

2111
01:49:09,080 --> 01:49:12,880
Speaker 6: Hey, Ray, Hey, what's going on?

2112
01:49:14,040 --> 01:49:17,439
Speaker 1: Ray says here that you're in a sober living home

2113
01:49:17,520 --> 01:49:19,840
Speaker 1: and you called in to chat with us about that.

2114
01:49:22,680 --> 01:49:26,599
Speaker 9: Yeah, it's kind of a weird experience and it's hard

2115
01:49:26,680 --> 01:49:29,759
Speaker 9: to like date people sober and stuff.

2116
01:49:30,640 --> 01:49:34,760
Speaker 2: Are you sober now? Yeah? I am.

2117
01:49:34,800 --> 01:49:36,120
Speaker 9: I'm about to get my four months.

2118
01:49:36,720 --> 01:49:38,400
Speaker 2: Which how you used to give faded?

2119
01:49:42,760 --> 01:49:47,400
Speaker 9: I would drink and do other stuff too, but yeah,

2120
01:49:47,680 --> 01:49:48,680
Speaker 9: drinking was the main one.

2121
01:49:49,000 --> 01:49:50,960
Speaker 2: You ain't messed with that Fatanoh now did you?

2122
01:49:53,320 --> 01:49:53,360
Speaker 3: No?

2123
01:49:53,600 --> 01:49:57,600
Speaker 9: No, I never did anything relapsed on that here not

2124
01:49:57,720 --> 01:49:58,280
Speaker 9: too long ago.

2125
01:49:58,600 --> 01:50:01,920
Speaker 2: I knew it. They still doing that, Betty Wop? Is

2126
01:50:02,000 --> 01:50:03,160
Speaker 2: that where? That is that where? Yeah?

2127
01:50:05,280 --> 01:50:05,479
Speaker 16: Yeah?

2128
01:50:06,640 --> 01:50:06,840
Speaker 9: Yeah?

2129
01:50:11,200 --> 01:50:13,800
Speaker 2: Okay, Well, congratulations on four months. That's type.

2130
01:50:14,040 --> 01:50:22,240
Speaker 3: What's your problem? I'm sorry, what's going on with you?

2131
01:50:22,479 --> 01:50:23,920
Speaker 3: Congratulations on four months?

2132
01:50:23,960 --> 01:50:24,640
Speaker 2: But what's going on?

2133
01:50:26,280 --> 01:50:26,439
Speaker 9: Oh?

2134
01:50:27,240 --> 01:50:27,519
Speaker 6: Thank you?

2135
01:50:28,600 --> 01:50:31,320
Speaker 9: Yeah, it's just hard to like date people in a

2136
01:50:31,400 --> 01:50:33,600
Speaker 9: sober living house, like you have a curfew and I

2137
01:50:33,680 --> 01:50:36,679
Speaker 9: can't like bring people home and stuff, and it's hard

2138
01:50:36,760 --> 01:50:39,320
Speaker 9: to like, like when I tell some people, like I'm

2139
01:50:39,320 --> 01:50:41,960
Speaker 9: on Tinder right now, when I tell people, uh, they

2140
01:50:42,080 --> 01:50:43,600
Speaker 9: act like weird about it and they always want to

2141
01:50:43,600 --> 01:50:44,639
Speaker 9: beat at like bars and stuff.

2142
01:50:47,960 --> 01:50:50,799
Speaker 2: Can I ask how how does this work? Exactly?

2143
01:50:50,920 --> 01:50:54,760
Speaker 1: Are you saying that, like the sober living house? Was

2144
01:50:54,800 --> 01:50:59,560
Speaker 1: this something that was like court ordered, doctor ordered? Is

2145
01:50:59,600 --> 01:51:01,599
Speaker 1: it something you're just like in of your own volition?

2146
01:51:01,880 --> 01:51:03,439
Speaker 1: What's how did you wind up here?

2147
01:51:05,680 --> 01:51:05,840
Speaker 7: Oh?

2148
01:51:05,920 --> 01:51:08,719
Speaker 9: This was something I did on my own. Some people

2149
01:51:08,800 --> 01:51:10,680
Speaker 9: can be cool ordered, but yeah, I just decided to

2150
01:51:10,680 --> 01:51:11,320
Speaker 9: come here on my own.

2151
01:51:11,960 --> 01:51:14,760
Speaker 2: Okay, that's hard. Yeah? And how long how long are

2152
01:51:14,800 --> 01:51:15,840
Speaker 2: you planning to stay there for?

2153
01:51:18,520 --> 01:51:20,800
Speaker 9: The plan was for a year, but I don't know.

2154
01:51:21,200 --> 01:51:22,400
Speaker 9: It's wishy washy still.

2155
01:51:22,520 --> 01:51:23,879
Speaker 2: But yeah, what's curfew?

2156
01:51:27,479 --> 01:51:30,439
Speaker 9: It is ten pm on the weekdays and been not

2157
01:51:30,600 --> 01:51:31,160
Speaker 9: on the weekends.

2158
01:51:31,320 --> 01:51:33,920
Speaker 2: That's bogus, But that is when niggas start drinking.

2159
01:51:36,479 --> 01:51:38,639
Speaker 9: Yeah, that's what everyone wants to hang out.

2160
01:51:39,080 --> 01:51:41,479
Speaker 2: Okay, So you're out there in the dating scene and

2161
01:51:42,520 --> 01:51:45,320
Speaker 2: you're on the apps. What what are we looking for?

2162
01:51:45,760 --> 01:51:48,280
Speaker 2: Are we looking to hook up? Are we looking for

2163
01:51:49,439 --> 01:51:51,960
Speaker 2: are we looking for a boo? Or are we looking

2164
01:51:52,840 --> 01:51:54,080
Speaker 2: for connection? What are we looking for?

2165
01:51:54,360 --> 01:51:57,360
Speaker 9: I'm just looking I'm just looking for like a friends

2166
01:51:57,360 --> 01:51:58,559
Speaker 9: with benefits type of thing.

2167
01:51:59,160 --> 01:52:05,080
Speaker 2: Okay, Okay, well you got to make sure it's beneficial now. Yeah,

2168
01:52:07,400 --> 01:52:08,640
Speaker 2: here's the thing I feel like.

2169
01:52:09,360 --> 01:52:13,040
Speaker 1: Okay, men on dating apps are very I feel like

2170
01:52:14,439 --> 01:52:16,519
Speaker 1: I feel like they don't I feel like they wouldn't care.

2171
01:52:16,600 --> 01:52:18,439
Speaker 1: They're like, I'll meet you at a sober living house,

2172
01:52:18,479 --> 01:52:20,720
Speaker 1: I'll meet you at the bottom of a well, I'll

2173
01:52:20,760 --> 01:52:22,680
Speaker 1: meet you at the top of the mountain, whatever it is.

2174
01:52:22,960 --> 01:52:25,920
Speaker 2: But are you clear with them that like you're just

2175
01:52:26,040 --> 01:52:29,400
Speaker 2: looking to hook up? Yeah?

2176
01:52:29,479 --> 01:52:32,840
Speaker 9: Yeah, absolutely, I'm not trying to, like, you know, lead

2177
01:52:32,880 --> 01:52:35,479
Speaker 9: anyone astray. I'm working like a twelve step program and

2178
01:52:35,479 --> 01:52:37,560
Speaker 9: stuff too, So I'm trying to live honestly.

2179
01:52:37,640 --> 01:52:44,599
Speaker 1: Respect respects respect, respect, that's righteous. So what what tell

2180
01:52:44,640 --> 01:52:46,599
Speaker 1: me tell me more about the problem that you're having

2181
01:52:46,760 --> 01:52:49,560
Speaker 1: with like people are weird about it. What's what's the

2182
01:52:49,640 --> 01:52:52,559
Speaker 1: deal with that? At what point can you see them

2183
01:52:52,800 --> 01:52:57,200
Speaker 1: be like, uh, you know, oh I don't want to

2184
01:52:57,240 --> 01:52:59,200
Speaker 1: come to the Sober Living House or.

2185
01:53:01,040 --> 01:53:03,080
Speaker 9: Oh oh well they can't come here. I'm not allowed

2186
01:53:03,080 --> 01:53:07,760
Speaker 9: to have people over here, that's one thing. And then

2187
01:53:07,880 --> 01:53:10,200
Speaker 9: when I tell them that, like I don't want to

2188
01:53:10,200 --> 01:53:12,120
Speaker 9: be at the bar and stuff, sometimes they're like, oh,

2189
01:53:12,320 --> 01:53:17,040
Speaker 9: well that's where people go to like meet and then

2190
01:53:17,080 --> 01:53:17,479
Speaker 9: hook up.

2191
01:53:17,760 --> 01:53:18,840
Speaker 2: There's an other places.

2192
01:53:18,840 --> 01:53:20,439
Speaker 9: Like a coffee shop and then hook up after that.

2193
01:53:21,479 --> 01:53:23,760
Speaker 1: But I don't understand why do you need Like if

2194
01:53:23,800 --> 01:53:26,920
Speaker 1: you're on the dating app and you just want to

2195
01:53:27,040 --> 01:53:30,120
Speaker 1: get laid, why why are we going to the bar?

2196
01:53:31,040 --> 01:53:32,040
Speaker 2: Just have daytime six?

2197
01:53:34,600 --> 01:53:36,080
Speaker 9: Yeah, that's why keep killing people. I don't know.

2198
01:53:40,760 --> 01:53:45,040
Speaker 2: M yeah, because I feel like guys go out to

2199
01:53:45,240 --> 01:53:48,479
Speaker 2: the bar to try to find a girl to go

2200
01:53:48,600 --> 01:53:51,439
Speaker 2: home with, and when you are come out onto the

2201
01:53:51,479 --> 01:53:53,840
Speaker 2: scene and you're like, hey, we can just we can

2202
01:53:53,960 --> 01:53:55,960
Speaker 2: just skip right to it. We don't even have to

2203
01:53:56,000 --> 01:53:58,080
Speaker 2: go to the bar. I assume people would be like,

2204
01:53:58,320 --> 01:54:00,600
Speaker 2: that's awesome, let's do it. I have a quick Do

2205
01:54:00,760 --> 01:54:04,200
Speaker 2: you consider sex another one of your vices? That's also good?

2206
01:54:04,240 --> 01:54:04,840
Speaker 2: I was wondering that.

2207
01:54:07,840 --> 01:54:09,240
Speaker 9: No, I don't think so. I think I have a

2208
01:54:09,400 --> 01:54:10,719
Speaker 9: healthy attitude towards sex.

2209
01:54:11,160 --> 01:54:13,160
Speaker 2: Okay, cool, cool, just making sure to make sure to

2210
01:54:13,360 --> 01:54:13,760
Speaker 2: make sure.

2211
01:54:15,760 --> 01:54:17,640
Speaker 9: Yeah, but I also don't want to replace it. And

2212
01:54:17,680 --> 01:54:20,400
Speaker 9: that's another thing. I'm trying to work the jug an

2213
01:54:20,400 --> 01:54:21,320
Speaker 9: alcohol with sex.

2214
01:54:21,920 --> 01:54:24,320
Speaker 2: So let me ask you something.

2215
01:54:25,000 --> 01:54:27,400
Speaker 1: So at the Sober Living House, I assume are there,

2216
01:54:27,600 --> 01:54:32,440
Speaker 1: like or just in your sort of path towards sobriety.

2217
01:54:32,680 --> 01:54:36,960
Speaker 1: Have you met with like counselors and specialists and people

2218
01:54:37,160 --> 01:54:37,360
Speaker 1: like that.

2219
01:54:39,840 --> 01:54:40,080
Speaker 19: Yeah?

2220
01:54:40,200 --> 01:54:44,280
Speaker 9: Yeah, I have like an actual therapist, and like I

2221
01:54:44,360 --> 01:54:45,320
Speaker 9: work with a sponsor.

2222
01:54:45,560 --> 01:54:48,440
Speaker 2: So what do they have to say about this this issue?

2223
01:54:51,560 --> 01:54:55,040
Speaker 9: My sponsor says that you should stay like abstinate in

2224
01:54:55,120 --> 01:54:58,200
Speaker 9: your first year of sobriety, and my therapist says that

2225
01:54:58,280 --> 01:55:01,400
Speaker 9: I should just you know, get my rocks off.

2226
01:55:01,720 --> 01:55:07,120
Speaker 2: So I can see how you're conflicted. What's your heart

2227
01:55:07,200 --> 01:55:07,560
Speaker 2: telling you?

2228
01:55:07,920 --> 01:55:12,600
Speaker 9: Yeah? Yeah, I mean I don't see your problem with it. Like,

2229
01:55:13,000 --> 01:55:16,760
Speaker 9: I have safe sex and I enjoy it, and I

2230
01:55:16,800 --> 01:55:18,360
Speaker 9: don't know, I need some kind of ice.

2231
01:55:18,400 --> 01:55:23,440
Speaker 2: I guess see, I know it because it's my tool.

2232
01:55:23,560 --> 01:55:25,720
Speaker 2: I ain't go by. I quit smoking and drinking for

2233
01:55:25,760 --> 01:55:27,600
Speaker 2: a little while, and I was having a lot of

2234
01:55:27,680 --> 01:55:29,840
Speaker 2: sex that week. It lasted about a week.

2235
01:55:31,120 --> 01:55:33,720
Speaker 1: Everyone needs something, so I'm going to take the edge

2236
01:55:33,760 --> 01:55:40,360
Speaker 1: of I'm interesting, So the interesting. So the sponsor says,

2237
01:55:40,440 --> 01:55:42,880
Speaker 1: wait a year. The therapist says, go get laid.

2238
01:55:45,280 --> 01:55:46,000
Speaker 9: Yeah, have fun.

2239
01:55:46,240 --> 01:55:50,640
Speaker 3: So I don't know, I say, I say, uh, focused

2240
01:55:50,680 --> 01:55:54,920
Speaker 3: on sobriety and you know, keep you know what I'm saying.

2241
01:55:55,240 --> 01:55:58,400
Speaker 3: Hitting people love seeing what's out there, meeting up with guys.

2242
01:55:58,520 --> 01:56:01,760
Speaker 3: But let the sex happen. But naturally, just don't chase

2243
01:56:01,840 --> 01:56:04,280
Speaker 3: after the sex. You know, some some dick could get

2244
01:56:04,320 --> 01:56:08,200
Speaker 3: to you within due time. You got to manifest the dick.

2245
01:56:10,760 --> 01:56:14,040
Speaker 9: Okay, yeah, that's good advice, thank you.

2246
01:56:14,440 --> 01:56:16,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, don't think too hard on the dick. Just you

2247
01:56:16,400 --> 01:56:18,080
Speaker 2: know what I mean, except the dick when it when

2248
01:56:18,120 --> 01:56:23,560
Speaker 2: it when it comes. Yeah. Yeah, Hey, thank you for

2249
01:56:23,640 --> 01:56:24,680
Speaker 2: calling ray and good luck to you.

2250
01:56:26,880 --> 01:56:27,160
Speaker 19: Thank you.

2251
01:56:27,560 --> 01:56:31,440
Speaker 2: Bye. She gonna get some dick, I believe that. Yeah, no,

2252
01:56:31,640 --> 01:56:36,920
Speaker 2: she that's an interesting and interesting predicament because therapist that, yeah,

2253
01:56:36,920 --> 01:56:38,880
Speaker 2: I feel like she Yeah, well it was I'm interested.

2254
01:56:39,000 --> 01:56:39,200
Speaker 5: I know.

2255
01:56:39,280 --> 01:56:41,000
Speaker 1: I know because because you know, you brought up a

2256
01:56:41,080 --> 01:56:44,600
Speaker 1: legitimate thing where you were like, is that just replacing

2257
01:56:44,760 --> 01:56:47,240
Speaker 1: one vice with with another?

2258
01:56:47,680 --> 01:56:49,880
Speaker 3: She trying to take the edge off and get her

2259
01:56:50,240 --> 01:56:55,480
Speaker 3: socks rocked off, knocking some boots, her booty smacked.

2260
01:56:55,640 --> 01:56:57,360
Speaker 2: But yeah, if the therapist is like, go.

2261
01:56:57,800 --> 01:57:02,680
Speaker 1: Crazy, do your thing, then you know, sex you bo

2262
01:57:03,360 --> 01:57:06,600
Speaker 1: healing is something that's good for me.

2263
01:57:07,680 --> 01:57:09,400
Speaker 2: I don't know the lyrics that one, but I've heard

2264
01:57:09,440 --> 01:57:13,560
Speaker 2: the song titled before he Baby, It's good for us

2265
01:57:14,640 --> 01:57:19,200
Speaker 2: makes smith feel so far I wish I could sing.

2266
01:57:19,280 --> 01:57:24,960
Speaker 2: It makes me ease myma. Sex you will healing is

2267
01:57:25,120 --> 01:57:33,040
Speaker 2: something that's good for me. Oh that isn't it. I try,

2268
01:57:33,040 --> 01:57:35,280
Speaker 2: I try to contribute. You good, You're good, You're good.

2269
01:57:36,560 --> 01:57:41,480
Speaker 2: How often do you have sex? She I'd rather than

2270
01:57:41,480 --> 01:57:51,640
Speaker 2: not say. Oh, let's talk to Zack Zack.

2271
01:57:55,320 --> 01:57:57,760
Speaker 5: Hi is this, mister? Get this?

2272
01:57:58,120 --> 01:58:00,320
Speaker 2: This is two gackos go.

2273
01:58:01,920 --> 01:58:04,040
Speaker 5: Two geckos on a stream.

2274
01:58:04,680 --> 01:58:11,560
Speaker 2: Two gigs at two geckos on a stream. Yo, let's go.

2275
01:58:12,080 --> 01:58:13,840
Speaker 5: We got my boy lyld buddy.

2276
01:58:14,280 --> 01:58:16,160
Speaker 19: Sorry, I'll tell you guys the real name. I'll keep

2277
01:58:16,160 --> 01:58:16,480
Speaker 19: it cool.

2278
01:58:20,560 --> 01:58:27,000
Speaker 1: Uh Zack from Idaho, fun place that Idaho. You want

2279
01:58:27,040 --> 01:58:31,000
Speaker 1: to pursue a career in music against your parents' wishes.

2280
01:58:31,040 --> 01:58:33,360
Speaker 1: They want you to apply for community college.

2281
01:58:34,560 --> 01:58:37,880
Speaker 2: Are you tight though? Like, are you good? It's a

2282
01:58:37,920 --> 01:58:38,400
Speaker 2: good question.

2283
01:58:39,560 --> 01:58:40,160
Speaker 19: Am I good?

2284
01:58:41,520 --> 01:58:41,880
Speaker 6: I don't know.

2285
01:58:42,160 --> 01:58:48,000
Speaker 19: So I've been practicing for me. Really, it's like making

2286
01:58:48,080 --> 01:58:49,800
Speaker 19: instrumentals within the past three months.

2287
01:58:50,120 --> 01:58:52,320
Speaker 2: Oh so you're on the production side of things, So

2288
01:58:52,480 --> 01:58:56,760
Speaker 2: like an instrumentalist, are you trying to?

2289
01:58:56,840 --> 01:58:56,880
Speaker 4: Like?

2290
01:59:00,680 --> 01:59:02,680
Speaker 19: Yeah, like I got my I got my boy Nick.

2291
01:59:02,720 --> 01:59:05,320
Speaker 19: He always comes over and we like work on beats.

2292
01:59:05,360 --> 01:59:07,000
Speaker 19: Shout out Nick, he's my boy.

2293
01:59:07,280 --> 01:59:09,160
Speaker 2: So you don't got no bars, You can't. You can't

2294
01:59:09,280 --> 01:59:10,760
Speaker 2: spit a freestyle for us right now?

2295
01:59:13,240 --> 01:59:13,440
Speaker 16: Nah?

2296
01:59:14,920 --> 01:59:18,640
Speaker 2: Can you just try? Yeah? I want to hear a freestyle. Please,

2297
01:59:19,600 --> 01:59:20,120
Speaker 2: let's get it.

2298
01:59:21,080 --> 01:59:31,120
Speaker 19: You want to hear a freestyle. Got my boy buddy

2299
01:59:31,160 --> 01:59:32,640
Speaker 19: in all on the cream.

2300
01:59:40,480 --> 01:59:47,120
Speaker 2: Get it off? Get it ship ship? Oh? Hell yeah?

2301
01:59:47,640 --> 01:59:49,120
Speaker 2: Your parents talking about.

2302
01:59:49,000 --> 01:59:53,240
Speaker 19: Bro buddy buddy, you're gonna sign me now? Or am

2303
01:59:53,280 --> 01:59:54,680
Speaker 19: I gonna be left out here in the dust.

2304
01:59:55,360 --> 01:59:58,440
Speaker 3: I ain't say all that now. Fun with your parents

2305
01:59:58,480 --> 02:00:04,160
Speaker 3: talking about you've got you have his blessing man go

2306
02:00:04,280 --> 02:00:08,520
Speaker 3: out there and made some merses. Okay, okay, I say

2307
02:00:08,520 --> 02:00:10,640
Speaker 3: your parents, why you apply for community college.

2308
02:00:10,640 --> 02:00:13,080
Speaker 2: Well, here's my big question. Your parents want you to

2309
02:00:13,080 --> 02:00:16,600
Speaker 2: apply for community college? You want to my Okay? My

2310
02:00:16,720 --> 02:00:19,760
Speaker 2: thing with dreams is I don't know why everyone is

2311
02:00:19,800 --> 02:00:22,720
Speaker 2: always like why is everyone always like it's all or nothing?

2312
02:00:22,800 --> 02:00:24,480
Speaker 1: Man, I gotta quit my job to go out like.

2313
02:00:25,320 --> 02:00:27,000
Speaker 1: It doesn't have to be all or nothing. Like there's

2314
02:00:27,040 --> 02:00:29,720
Speaker 1: twenty four hours in a day, you gonna do both.

2315
02:00:29,880 --> 02:00:31,840
Speaker 3: It sound like you don't want to go to school

2316
02:00:31,920 --> 02:00:34,760
Speaker 3: and you do want to make music. I say, do

2317
02:00:34,920 --> 02:00:37,200
Speaker 3: what you want, don't do what you don't want to do.

2318
02:00:37,920 --> 02:00:42,000
Speaker 19: So so here here's the deal. I kind of when

2319
02:00:42,040 --> 02:00:44,480
Speaker 19: I was talking to the screeners, I kind of, you know,

2320
02:00:44,640 --> 02:00:46,160
Speaker 19: I didn't. I didn't mean to, but I kind of

2321
02:00:46,200 --> 02:00:49,000
Speaker 19: didn't give my parents enough credit. My parents are very

2322
02:00:49,080 --> 02:00:49,800
Speaker 19: supportive people.

2323
02:00:50,000 --> 02:00:50,760
Speaker 2: I love my mom.

2324
02:00:51,280 --> 02:00:54,280
Speaker 19: She's the world to me. It's not necessarily that she

2325
02:00:54,480 --> 02:00:57,240
Speaker 19: just wants me to go to college like community college.

2326
02:00:57,280 --> 02:00:59,080
Speaker 5: She just wants me to have a plan with my life.

2327
02:00:59,600 --> 02:01:02,600
Speaker 19: And right now she she's trying to formulate this plan

2328
02:01:02,720 --> 02:01:05,280
Speaker 19: for me. But she said, I think she would support

2329
02:01:05,320 --> 02:01:06,840
Speaker 19: me better if I had a better plan with it.

2330
02:01:06,960 --> 02:01:14,320
Speaker 2: And who life is? Who life is it? Whose life?

2331
02:01:14,440 --> 02:01:14,600
Speaker 2: Is it?

2332
02:01:14,680 --> 02:01:15,040
Speaker 10: What's up?

2333
02:01:16,840 --> 02:01:18,200
Speaker 2: He's asking my life? Bro?

2334
02:01:18,760 --> 02:01:19,040
Speaker 5: Fuck?

2335
02:01:19,640 --> 02:01:21,520
Speaker 2: Okay, cool, what you gonna do?

2336
02:01:24,280 --> 02:01:27,040
Speaker 5: I don't know. See the thing is, I think I'm

2337
02:01:27,040 --> 02:01:27,720
Speaker 5: want to pursue it.

2338
02:01:27,800 --> 02:01:29,920
Speaker 19: But I also think I might go into design because

2339
02:01:29,960 --> 02:01:32,320
Speaker 19: if I'm going to school for something I like and

2340
02:01:32,480 --> 02:01:32,880
Speaker 19: working on.

2341
02:01:33,000 --> 02:01:33,720
Speaker 5: Music that I like.

2342
02:01:33,920 --> 02:01:35,200
Speaker 2: Wait, let me ask I don't know.

2343
02:01:35,320 --> 02:01:36,360
Speaker 19: I feel like I could be happy.

2344
02:01:36,400 --> 02:01:37,800
Speaker 2: Okay, let me ask you one thing. Let me ask

2345
02:01:37,840 --> 02:01:41,280
Speaker 2: you one thing. It's important thing. Are you going? Uh huh?

2346
02:01:41,600 --> 02:01:42,560
Speaker 2: Community college is free?

2347
02:01:42,640 --> 02:01:42,760
Speaker 8: Right?

2348
02:01:43,720 --> 02:01:44,560
Speaker 2: It's not? Hell?

2349
02:01:44,760 --> 02:01:44,800
Speaker 8: No?

2350
02:01:45,600 --> 02:01:48,960
Speaker 2: No, what's the Are you gonna go into debt?

2351
02:01:51,520 --> 02:01:54,240
Speaker 19: So I actually work at the community college. It's actually

2352
02:01:54,280 --> 02:01:55,080
Speaker 19: haunted by the way.

2353
02:01:56,840 --> 02:01:58,880
Speaker 1: That's we'll get into the haunted thing. But okay, you

2354
02:01:59,000 --> 02:02:01,840
Speaker 1: work at community so is it okay? Is it free

2355
02:02:01,920 --> 02:02:02,680
Speaker 1: for you to get college?

2356
02:02:02,680 --> 02:02:04,440
Speaker 2: That's what I want to because I get like, I

2357
02:02:04,600 --> 02:02:07,040
Speaker 2: understand whatever to say through whateverever. But if if you're

2358
02:02:07,040 --> 02:02:10,360
Speaker 2: going into debt, that's a whole this is that's a

2359
02:02:10,400 --> 02:02:12,600
Speaker 2: whole other variable right here. Are you going to go

2360
02:02:12,640 --> 02:02:13,120
Speaker 2: into debt?

2361
02:02:16,720 --> 02:02:16,760
Speaker 7: No?

2362
02:02:17,040 --> 02:02:19,640
Speaker 19: Because I if I went full time, I'm only working

2363
02:02:19,680 --> 02:02:22,280
Speaker 19: part time right now. I could get I could get

2364
02:02:22,520 --> 02:02:25,040
Speaker 19: my two my associates degree in two years in design

2365
02:02:25,520 --> 02:02:28,120
Speaker 19: and it'd be five dollars a credit as opposed to

2366
02:02:28,200 --> 02:02:29,760
Speaker 19: like fifty one hundred dollars a credit.

2367
02:02:30,120 --> 02:02:32,120
Speaker 1: Okay, let me let me, let me let me say

2368
02:02:32,120 --> 02:02:33,760
Speaker 1: I agree with I agree with you, budd. I think

2369
02:02:33,760 --> 02:02:35,000
Speaker 1: it's your life. I think you should do what you

2370
02:02:35,040 --> 02:02:35,360
Speaker 1: want to do.

2371
02:02:35,680 --> 02:02:39,160
Speaker 2: But I mean, okay, it sounds like you want, like, okay,

2372
02:02:39,520 --> 02:02:43,080
Speaker 2: you want to go study design. Is that true? Or

2373
02:02:43,200 --> 02:02:45,240
Speaker 2: is it like I mean, you're not fucking going to

2374
02:02:45,320 --> 02:02:47,840
Speaker 2: the college. Sound like he's trying to make his mama happy.

2375
02:02:49,240 --> 02:02:51,560
Speaker 2: He's trying to make his mama. No, here's I think

2376
02:02:51,800 --> 02:02:52,800
Speaker 2: what's going on, buddy.

2377
02:02:52,840 --> 02:02:55,000
Speaker 19: Here's the thing. I think you're right. I think you're

2378
02:02:55,040 --> 02:02:57,800
Speaker 19: partially right. But here's the thing. If I was going

2379
02:02:57,840 --> 02:03:00,120
Speaker 19: to stick around and go to school.

2380
02:02:59,880 --> 02:03:00,880
Speaker 5: I would want to do design.

2381
02:03:00,960 --> 02:03:02,880
Speaker 19: I do want to do design. The only problem is

2382
02:03:02,960 --> 02:03:04,800
Speaker 19: my mom wants me to stay in town because it's

2383
02:03:04,800 --> 02:03:07,000
Speaker 19: something I can afford more. But I've been living here

2384
02:03:07,040 --> 02:03:08,920
Speaker 19: my whole life. Dude, I'm trying to go out and.

2385
02:03:08,920 --> 02:03:09,560
Speaker 5: See some shit.

2386
02:03:09,640 --> 02:03:14,920
Speaker 2: You know, you sound like a mama's boy, dude, Dude,

2387
02:03:14,960 --> 02:03:15,560
Speaker 2: what can I say?

2388
02:03:15,600 --> 02:03:17,840
Speaker 19: I love my mom and I'm not the thing is

2389
02:03:17,920 --> 02:03:19,560
Speaker 19: though I'm not going to do it for her if

2390
02:03:19,600 --> 02:03:22,000
Speaker 19: I am sticking in town, I'm doing it so I

2391
02:03:22,040 --> 02:03:23,080
Speaker 19: can get that to your design.

2392
02:03:23,440 --> 02:03:25,440
Speaker 2: That's all I'm trying. That's where I'm trying to get at,

2393
02:03:25,840 --> 02:03:27,480
Speaker 2: you know what i mean. You can't be out here

2394
02:03:27,600 --> 02:03:30,240
Speaker 2: living your life for ya mama. We know she loved you,

2395
02:03:30,320 --> 02:03:32,960
Speaker 2: we know you love her, but self love. We've been

2396
02:03:33,000 --> 02:03:35,000
Speaker 2: talking about this the whole time. This is all this

2397
02:03:35,120 --> 02:03:37,720
Speaker 2: is therapy is about. You gotta just you know, care

2398
02:03:37,840 --> 02:03:40,720
Speaker 2: and love on yourself, give yourself a little more attention

2399
02:03:40,880 --> 02:03:43,920
Speaker 2: from you direct, you know what I mean, Like it

2400
02:03:44,280 --> 02:03:47,360
Speaker 2: with your damn self, for your damn self, and you know,

2401
02:03:47,920 --> 02:03:50,360
Speaker 2: actually make a plan for yourself so your mama don't

2402
02:03:50,360 --> 02:03:53,200
Speaker 2: got to you know, put one together for you, you

2403
02:03:53,280 --> 02:03:53,720
Speaker 2: know what I mean.

2404
02:03:54,080 --> 02:03:56,840
Speaker 5: And even yeah, yeah, and you gotta make.

2405
02:03:56,800 --> 02:03:59,280
Speaker 2: Some room at least when you're making plans. You gotta

2406
02:03:59,440 --> 02:04:02,120
Speaker 2: make some room for things not to go as plan,

2407
02:04:02,720 --> 02:04:06,000
Speaker 2: you know what I'm saying. But if you fail to plan, yeah,

2408
02:04:06,160 --> 02:04:09,320
Speaker 2: you plan to fail. Very true.

2409
02:04:10,080 --> 02:04:11,960
Speaker 6: Yeah, Yeah, I like that.

2410
02:04:12,120 --> 02:04:14,680
Speaker 19: That's a good ass quote. That's a good ass quote.

2411
02:04:15,680 --> 02:04:18,240
Speaker 2: Somebody else said that. I don't know. I'll be trying

2412
02:04:18,240 --> 02:04:21,040
Speaker 2: to cite my sources. I forgot always said that, but so.

2413
02:04:21,200 --> 02:04:24,480
Speaker 1: Zach, I bet there's something that I'm very curious about.

2414
02:04:24,760 --> 02:04:26,880
Speaker 1: And forgive me if you already said it, but like,

2415
02:04:27,080 --> 02:04:30,880
Speaker 1: just okay, this design degree. I can't tell from the

2416
02:04:30,960 --> 02:04:34,360
Speaker 1: way you're talking if it's like something you actually want

2417
02:04:34,440 --> 02:04:37,400
Speaker 1: to do, because it sounds like you do actually want

2418
02:04:37,480 --> 02:04:38,400
Speaker 1: to go study design.

2419
02:04:40,560 --> 02:04:42,960
Speaker 19: So the thing is, if I do go into school,

2420
02:04:43,320 --> 02:04:46,040
Speaker 19: design is what I want to do. You know, I

2421
02:04:46,160 --> 02:04:48,000
Speaker 19: don't know if I want to go to school, especially

2422
02:04:48,120 --> 02:04:51,600
Speaker 19: sticking in town. So I am interested in design. I

2423
02:04:51,800 --> 02:04:53,840
Speaker 19: like clothes, you know, I like design and shit. Like

2424
02:04:53,880 --> 02:04:55,960
Speaker 19: the other day in my graphic design flave, I made

2425
02:04:56,000 --> 02:04:58,560
Speaker 19: a cereal box made out of all little beat you know,

2426
02:04:58,720 --> 02:05:01,480
Speaker 19: Base Gods. It was so fun to like make that

2427
02:05:01,600 --> 02:05:03,160
Speaker 19: and have that product come out, and I was like,

2428
02:05:03,200 --> 02:05:05,120
Speaker 19: I don't know, I could see myself doing this ship.

2429
02:05:05,200 --> 02:05:05,360
Speaker 5: You know.

2430
02:05:07,880 --> 02:05:13,600
Speaker 2: Wow, that's tight. Thank you Base God. Yeah, shout out

2431
02:05:13,600 --> 02:05:13,960
Speaker 2: to base.

2432
02:05:15,440 --> 02:05:15,560
Speaker 19: God.

2433
02:05:18,280 --> 02:05:21,840
Speaker 1: Well listen, Zach, Well, Okay, let's say you don't go

2434
02:05:21,880 --> 02:05:23,440
Speaker 1: to community college. You go all in our music.

2435
02:05:23,480 --> 02:05:23,920
Speaker 6: What do you know?

2436
02:05:24,120 --> 02:05:26,440
Speaker 3: It sounds like he trying to move out of the

2437
02:05:26,600 --> 02:05:29,480
Speaker 3: town to be further away from his mom. So you

2438
02:05:29,600 --> 02:05:31,840
Speaker 3: have space for himself to figure out what you want

2439
02:05:31,880 --> 02:05:33,000
Speaker 3: to do. Am I correct here?

2440
02:05:35,280 --> 02:05:35,320
Speaker 6: No?

2441
02:05:35,440 --> 02:05:35,960
Speaker 2: No, no, no no.

2442
02:05:36,120 --> 02:05:36,960
Speaker 5: I love my mom.

2443
02:05:37,160 --> 02:05:40,000
Speaker 19: I just I don't like the It's not even that

2444
02:05:40,040 --> 02:05:41,040
Speaker 19: I don't like the town I live in.

2445
02:05:41,080 --> 02:05:42,760
Speaker 5: I just want to go see some other ship, you know.

2446
02:05:43,160 --> 02:05:44,880
Speaker 19: So I don't mind not.

2447
02:05:45,040 --> 02:05:47,320
Speaker 2: Going where do Where do we want to go? Where

2448
02:05:47,400 --> 02:05:48,000
Speaker 2: do we want to go?

2449
02:05:48,200 --> 02:05:48,440
Speaker 5: Zach?

2450
02:05:52,000 --> 02:05:54,480
Speaker 19: I don't even mind staying in the state. Right right now,

2451
02:05:54,520 --> 02:05:55,960
Speaker 19: I'm thinking if I do go out of state, I

2452
02:05:56,040 --> 02:05:59,240
Speaker 19: go to Lewis Clark State College. It's like it's like

2453
02:05:59,280 --> 02:06:01,800
Speaker 19: a college up Inwistin. It's right on the line to Washington,

2454
02:06:02,120 --> 02:06:04,400
Speaker 19: so you could even cross the bridge get some weeds.

2455
02:06:04,440 --> 02:06:04,600
Speaker 5: You know.

2456
02:06:05,800 --> 02:06:10,760
Speaker 1: Hey, Washington got some good cush. Yeah, Idaho has has

2457
02:06:11,280 --> 02:06:14,080
Speaker 1: real cush. No he no, I don't think so there's

2458
02:06:14,080 --> 02:06:15,200
Speaker 1: no weed in Idaho, right.

2459
02:06:16,600 --> 02:06:20,640
Speaker 19: And I one of one of my one of my friends,

2460
02:06:20,760 --> 02:06:24,080
Speaker 19: he's he's actually like a like a dealer, and he

2461
02:06:25,080 --> 02:06:26,800
Speaker 19: kind of a dumb ass to be honest, he's gonna

2462
02:06:26,840 --> 02:06:29,760
Speaker 19: get himself in trouble. But he like he was selling

2463
02:06:29,880 --> 02:06:33,320
Speaker 19: like like eighth to to like little fucking eighth graders

2464
02:06:33,320 --> 02:06:34,160
Speaker 19: and freshmen.

2465
02:06:33,880 --> 02:06:37,440
Speaker 2: And hey, stop dry Hey, stop dry snitch.

2466
02:06:39,720 --> 02:06:40,720
Speaker 19: Hey, I'm not snitching.

2467
02:06:40,800 --> 02:06:42,880
Speaker 2: I didn't say hey. All right, all right, all right,

2468
02:06:42,960 --> 02:06:45,240
Speaker 2: well all right, come on now, talk about your sail.

2469
02:06:45,280 --> 02:06:48,240
Speaker 2: Talk about your sail. So you want to move huh?

2470
02:06:50,760 --> 02:06:51,840
Speaker 2: But you want to make music?

2471
02:06:52,000 --> 02:06:54,000
Speaker 19: Are you don't want to get comfortable on this time?

2472
02:06:54,120 --> 02:06:54,320
Speaker 5: Yeah?

2473
02:06:55,000 --> 02:06:57,320
Speaker 2: Okay, so you're gonna make music then or what are

2474
02:06:57,320 --> 02:06:58,520
Speaker 2: you gonna you trying to make some music?

2475
02:07:00,680 --> 02:07:02,640
Speaker 19: Yeah, I'm trying to make some music. And the thing is,

2476
02:07:02,840 --> 02:07:05,160
Speaker 19: I I don't even want to, Like I feel like

2477
02:07:05,160 --> 02:07:07,160
Speaker 19: when everybody talks about music, they're like, oh, I want

2478
02:07:07,200 --> 02:07:09,280
Speaker 19: to be the next this or that. I just want

2479
02:07:09,320 --> 02:07:11,480
Speaker 19: to like make my living off of music because when

2480
02:07:11,480 --> 02:07:13,200
Speaker 19: I come home and I'm like working on stuff, it

2481
02:07:13,320 --> 02:07:15,480
Speaker 19: makes me happy. And so I just want to do

2482
02:07:15,680 --> 02:07:16,520
Speaker 19: that as my job.

2483
02:07:16,680 --> 02:07:17,120
Speaker 5: Like I don't.

2484
02:07:17,720 --> 02:07:20,480
Speaker 19: I mean, I care that it's authentic and it's me,

2485
02:07:20,600 --> 02:07:22,240
Speaker 19: but like I don't. I don't want to be the

2486
02:07:22,320 --> 02:07:24,160
Speaker 19: next big this or that or this or that. I

2487
02:07:24,280 --> 02:07:27,240
Speaker 19: just want to do like something that can support me

2488
02:07:27,400 --> 02:07:28,560
Speaker 19: and that I can do what I love.

2489
02:07:28,640 --> 02:07:29,880
Speaker 2: You know, I got you, bro?

2490
02:07:30,040 --> 02:07:33,840
Speaker 3: Look go on Netflix watch the new Kanye doc. And

2491
02:07:34,040 --> 02:07:35,080
Speaker 3: didn't you know what I'm saying?

2492
02:07:37,000 --> 02:07:40,640
Speaker 1: Well, So, Buddy, as a professional musician, do you have

2493
02:07:40,760 --> 02:07:44,360
Speaker 1: any practical tips for Zach? I mean, you've you've done,

2494
02:07:44,440 --> 02:07:46,760
Speaker 1: You've made music your profession. Do you have any practical

2495
02:07:46,840 --> 02:07:48,640
Speaker 1: tips for Zach that might be able to help him

2496
02:07:48,680 --> 02:07:49,520
Speaker 1: as he terressed to do the same.

2497
02:07:49,600 --> 02:07:51,520
Speaker 3: I would just say, don't wait, you know what I mean,

2498
02:07:51,720 --> 02:07:54,360
Speaker 3: forget about the circumstances. Do you know, if you gotta

2499
02:07:54,400 --> 02:07:56,120
Speaker 3: beat in your head, make it. If you got some

2500
02:07:56,320 --> 02:07:59,320
Speaker 3: raps or some sing songs you want to sing, sing it,

2501
02:07:59,520 --> 02:08:00,960
Speaker 3: rap it, you know, do it now?

2502
02:08:01,160 --> 02:08:01,640
Speaker 2: Don't wait?

2503
02:08:01,800 --> 02:08:04,320
Speaker 3: You know rap You could do it while you're in school.

2504
02:08:04,360 --> 02:08:05,880
Speaker 3: You could do it while you're out of school. Do

2505
02:08:05,960 --> 02:08:08,400
Speaker 3: it at your mama house. Get your mama on your record.

2506
02:08:08,520 --> 02:08:10,800
Speaker 2: You know what I mean, Get your mama on the record.

2507
02:08:11,040 --> 02:08:15,520
Speaker 2: I like that. You don't have to, like you know what, you.

2508
02:08:15,520 --> 02:08:18,280
Speaker 3: Don't got to stop everything and to do music. You

2509
02:08:18,360 --> 02:08:21,680
Speaker 3: could do music alongside everything else you got going on.

2510
02:08:21,920 --> 02:08:22,280
Speaker 2: Exactly.

2511
02:08:22,520 --> 02:08:26,120
Speaker 3: It actually adds to the creativity and the process of

2512
02:08:26,200 --> 02:08:28,840
Speaker 3: the music making when you have other stuff in your

2513
02:08:28,880 --> 02:08:32,080
Speaker 3: life going on that you can actually apply to the

2514
02:08:32,240 --> 02:08:33,360
Speaker 3: sounds and the sonics.

2515
02:08:35,400 --> 02:08:37,680
Speaker 19: You know what's crazy, though, Buddy, is I'm a super

2516
02:08:37,760 --> 02:08:40,440
Speaker 19: senior by the way, So I'm doing senior year again,

2517
02:08:40,440 --> 02:08:43,720
Speaker 19: but I'm doing real good. And we got we have

2518
02:08:43,840 --> 02:08:45,080
Speaker 19: this thing called the Senior Project.

2519
02:08:45,200 --> 02:08:47,840
Speaker 2: Right, did you just say you was hailed back? Did

2520
02:08:47,880 --> 02:08:49,280
Speaker 2: you just say that you was hailed back?

2521
02:08:51,200 --> 02:08:53,880
Speaker 19: Hey, I'm not getting shit on by my therapist, Gecko Man,

2522
02:08:53,960 --> 02:08:54,520
Speaker 19: what the fuck?

2523
02:08:54,680 --> 02:08:54,720
Speaker 6: No?

2524
02:08:54,880 --> 02:08:57,800
Speaker 3: No, no, I'm just making sure that's what you said. No,

2525
02:08:57,920 --> 02:08:59,640
Speaker 3: it's no judgment. I ain't never heard of it.

2526
02:08:59,760 --> 02:09:05,040
Speaker 2: Frame what but it sounded like you was held back. Yeah, okay, okay,

2527
02:09:05,080 --> 02:09:06,840
Speaker 2: and I wrong with that. There's nothing wrong with that.

2528
02:09:07,320 --> 02:09:09,080
Speaker 3: I'm just clearing it up for all the other viewers

2529
02:09:09,120 --> 02:09:11,720
Speaker 3: and listeners. That's my first time ever hearing.

2530
02:09:12,800 --> 02:09:18,360
Speaker 19: So we have this thing called Senior Project. And the

2531
02:09:18,440 --> 02:09:20,440
Speaker 19: Senior Project is like, you make what you want. So

2532
02:09:20,560 --> 02:09:22,760
Speaker 19: I was like, fuck it, I'm just gonna make a song.

2533
02:09:22,600 --> 02:09:23,400
Speaker 5: In a music video.

2534
02:09:23,920 --> 02:09:26,720
Speaker 19: So I have like four different beats and I'm driving

2535
02:09:27,120 --> 02:09:29,120
Speaker 19: for spring break next week to go see my brother

2536
02:09:29,480 --> 02:09:31,400
Speaker 19: and we're going to record the song and the music video.

2537
02:09:31,440 --> 02:09:33,080
Speaker 19: And so I've just been running with it and just

2538
02:09:33,200 --> 02:09:35,800
Speaker 19: like having fun with it and not worrying about what

2539
02:09:35,960 --> 02:09:37,600
Speaker 19: my teachers say or this or that. Like I'm just

2540
02:09:37,720 --> 02:09:40,320
Speaker 19: fucking making it and it's so much fun, just like

2541
02:09:40,440 --> 02:09:42,120
Speaker 19: not worrying about it and just making something.

2542
02:09:42,200 --> 02:09:44,640
Speaker 2: You know. Yeah, man, do what makes you feel alive?

2543
02:09:44,800 --> 02:09:45,000
Speaker 8: Man?

2544
02:09:47,160 --> 02:09:47,400
Speaker 5: Yeah?

2545
02:09:47,720 --> 02:09:51,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, it sounds thrilling, Zach. Anything else you want

2546
02:09:51,640 --> 02:09:52,800
Speaker 2: to say before we get out of here?

2547
02:09:54,880 --> 02:09:55,080
Speaker 5: Yeah?

2548
02:09:55,160 --> 02:09:56,960
Speaker 19: Did you want to talk about how the school is

2549
02:09:57,000 --> 02:09:57,560
Speaker 19: haunted or what?

2550
02:09:59,080 --> 02:10:00,440
Speaker 2: Let's take that for an the time.

2551
02:10:03,160 --> 02:10:06,320
Speaker 19: All right, all right you guys, Hey listen. I appreciate

2552
02:10:06,400 --> 02:10:10,920
Speaker 19: you guys. Also, Lyle, your screeners are very wonderful people.

2553
02:10:11,400 --> 02:10:13,400
Speaker 2: Yeah, shout out to Tim and k Lizard.

2554
02:10:15,600 --> 02:10:17,880
Speaker 19: Yeah, but one one piece of advice, You've got to

2555
02:10:17,960 --> 02:10:19,200
Speaker 19: fix the hold music that.

2556
02:10:24,120 --> 02:10:25,960
Speaker 2: I think he's gonna do good. I think he's gonna

2557
02:10:25,960 --> 02:10:27,600
Speaker 2: do good too. He's got to ge ahead on his show.

2558
02:10:27,640 --> 02:10:32,720
Speaker 2: He really does. He loves his mother. Yeah, he's gonna

2559
02:10:32,720 --> 02:10:34,920
Speaker 2: be all right. Yeah, I feel like I mean, I

2560
02:10:35,000 --> 02:10:36,680
Speaker 2: remember what I said when I was like, why does

2561
02:10:36,720 --> 02:10:38,560
Speaker 2: everyone happen? You were kind of alluding to it too,

2562
02:10:38,600 --> 02:10:39,920
Speaker 2: where it's like why do we need to why do

2563
02:10:39,960 --> 02:10:42,880
Speaker 2: you need to drop everything to pursue the dream? You know,

2564
02:10:43,200 --> 02:10:45,440
Speaker 2: you can pursue the dream alongside all the other ship

2565
02:10:45,480 --> 02:10:48,120
Speaker 2: that you're doing. Yep, yep. The dream is always going

2566
02:10:48,160 --> 02:10:52,520
Speaker 2: to be there. You just gotta live it, living the dream. Baby.

2567
02:10:53,040 --> 02:10:54,680
Speaker 2: Do you think, buddy, you want to do one last one,

2568
02:10:54,760 --> 02:11:00,200
Speaker 2: last call one last caller? Hell yeah, get those, Let's

2569
02:11:00,240 --> 02:11:02,360
Speaker 2: make us We'll make it a quick one. We'll get

2570
02:11:02,400 --> 02:11:07,120
Speaker 2: out of here. Sarah. Hello, Sarah.

2571
02:11:07,200 --> 02:11:09,360
Speaker 1: It says here, it says here that you want to

2572
02:11:09,440 --> 02:11:16,760
Speaker 1: You're putting on a clown show, Sarah, Yes, a.

2573
02:11:19,800 --> 02:11:22,840
Speaker 2: Clown show. Listen, Sarah, Sarah. I'm gonna be I'm gonna

2574
02:11:22,840 --> 02:11:23,920
Speaker 2: be straight with you right now. I'm straight.

2575
02:11:24,560 --> 02:11:27,880
Speaker 1: We're nearing the end of our of our gecko journey.

2576
02:11:29,000 --> 02:11:32,480
Speaker 1: We want to make this a nice quick one. Can

2577
02:11:32,560 --> 02:11:34,760
Speaker 1: you can you sort of bring us home with some

2578
02:11:35,520 --> 02:11:38,040
Speaker 1: Can you clown for us real quick before we get

2579
02:11:38,080 --> 02:11:38,480
Speaker 1: out of here?

2580
02:11:38,960 --> 02:11:41,720
Speaker 2: Walk clown for you? Yes?

2581
02:11:41,880 --> 02:11:43,880
Speaker 12: Yes, you said you're a clown makes a lot of

2582
02:11:43,960 --> 02:11:47,280
Speaker 12: guttural noises and possibly disturbing your viewers.

2583
02:11:47,920 --> 02:11:48,320
Speaker 8: I don't know.

2584
02:11:48,840 --> 02:11:52,680
Speaker 11: Uh So the clown thing that I'm doing, it's it's

2585
02:11:52,800 --> 02:11:57,480
Speaker 11: it's it's like based off of Pachinko Clown School, and

2586
02:11:58,200 --> 02:11:59,280
Speaker 11: we're putting on a show.

2587
02:12:00,080 --> 02:12:00,840
Speaker 2: Do who clown?

2588
02:12:01,120 --> 02:12:01,280
Speaker 7: Who?

2589
02:12:01,440 --> 02:12:02,640
Speaker 2: Who is the clown?

2590
02:12:05,600 --> 02:12:07,480
Speaker 11: My clown's name is Orange Juice.

2591
02:12:08,200 --> 02:12:08,960
Speaker 2: Orange Juice.

2592
02:12:09,480 --> 02:12:15,480
Speaker 11: That's my clown name, Orange Juice. Like oranges. She is

2593
02:12:15,520 --> 02:12:18,680
Speaker 11: an orange. She's a her world made of oranges, and

2594
02:12:19,920 --> 02:12:21,960
Speaker 11: she's the only non orange in this world of.

2595
02:12:23,640 --> 02:12:26,120
Speaker 2: Behind Orange Juice.

2596
02:12:26,240 --> 02:12:27,920
Speaker 11: The clowns, Oh yeah, there's a lot of lore.

2597
02:12:29,960 --> 02:12:31,240
Speaker 2: Well, Sarah, well, Sarah.

2598
02:12:31,320 --> 02:12:33,360
Speaker 1: As I said, we're nearing towards the end, I just

2599
02:12:33,400 --> 02:12:35,400
Speaker 1: want to know. And I picked this because I just

2600
02:12:35,440 --> 02:12:37,800
Speaker 1: want to Can we get can we get any sort

2601
02:12:37,800 --> 02:12:39,080
Speaker 1: of clowning from you?

2602
02:12:39,200 --> 02:12:41,800
Speaker 2: Do you know any jokes to top us off with?

2603
02:12:41,960 --> 02:12:45,760
Speaker 2: You said you know some clown noises? Okay, but you

2604
02:12:45,800 --> 02:12:46,720
Speaker 2: said you have noises?

2605
02:12:46,800 --> 02:12:46,920
Speaker 5: Right?

2606
02:12:46,960 --> 02:12:48,960
Speaker 2: Can we at least get some noises? So you ain't

2607
02:12:48,960 --> 02:12:53,600
Speaker 2: even funny You're she's gonna do noise.

2608
02:12:53,840 --> 02:12:57,640
Speaker 11: Noise, it's just the noise that my clown makes. I

2609
02:12:57,720 --> 02:12:59,240
Speaker 11: could try to get into it a little.

2610
02:12:59,440 --> 02:13:08,040
Speaker 2: Please, come on, no Jay, excuse me, bless you, thank you,

2611
02:13:08,120 --> 02:13:22,160
Speaker 2: thank you. Ain't that to sound to get go? Mate?

2612
02:13:24,960 --> 02:13:25,480
Speaker 11: Very similar?

2613
02:13:26,320 --> 02:13:32,720
Speaker 2: Are geckos and clowns from the same other family? Uh?

2614
02:13:32,960 --> 02:13:34,960
Speaker 12: Yeah, I think they're distant cousins for sure.

2615
02:13:35,640 --> 02:13:37,040
Speaker 2: You do balloon animals or.

2616
02:13:37,120 --> 02:13:42,800
Speaker 11: So, no, I can pop it. I can pop balloon animals.

2617
02:13:43,280 --> 02:13:44,640
Speaker 10: I think I would love doing.

2618
02:13:44,560 --> 02:13:48,880
Speaker 2: That, well, everyone could pop a balloon. Is you a

2619
02:13:48,960 --> 02:13:50,600
Speaker 2: happy clown or a scary clown?

2620
02:13:50,720 --> 02:13:57,360
Speaker 12: Dough, Well, sometimes I'm very happy, but I'm definitely prone

2621
02:13:57,440 --> 02:14:01,960
Speaker 12: to a lot of fear because the world is very scary,

2622
02:14:02,320 --> 02:14:03,840
Speaker 12: especially when you're just a clown.

2623
02:14:04,280 --> 02:14:07,040
Speaker 2: I think that those noises you make there there was

2624
02:14:07,120 --> 02:14:09,920
Speaker 2: definitely fearful noises. They spoke to me. I jumped a

2625
02:14:09,960 --> 02:14:10,320
Speaker 2: little bit.

2626
02:14:10,720 --> 02:14:13,360
Speaker 11: Well, I feel kind of scared, Yeah, for sure.

2627
02:14:15,040 --> 02:14:19,360
Speaker 1: Well, Sarah, Sarah, Sarah, I want to thank you for

2628
02:14:20,520 --> 02:14:23,280
Speaker 1: capping us off this evening with those clown noises. I'll

2629
02:14:23,280 --> 02:14:26,280
Speaker 1: give you some gackle noises in return.

2630
02:14:26,800 --> 02:14:28,760
Speaker 11: Okay, we should make noises together.

2631
02:14:29,360 --> 02:15:06,720
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, my shoes. Oh okay, now.

2632
02:15:08,120 --> 02:15:11,600
Speaker 18: No no, not the captains No no.

2633
02:15:11,920 --> 02:15:17,360
Speaker 2: No, not the captiness. Yes, yes, yes, check the cupboard,

2634
02:15:18,680 --> 02:15:22,360
Speaker 2: check the cupboard. Look at me, Look man in the eye,

2635
02:15:23,840 --> 02:15:24,520
Speaker 2: Look man the eye.

2636
02:15:24,560 --> 02:15:27,560
Speaker 12: When you're talking to me, right now, walk a welcome

2637
02:15:27,680 --> 02:15:29,280
Speaker 12: look at you in the eye right now, out.

2638
02:15:29,120 --> 02:15:36,560
Speaker 2: Of him, walk walker, Sorry, homey, don't play there, Hey, Sarah,

2639
02:15:37,280 --> 02:15:41,200
Speaker 2: Sir Sarah, you know Tommy the clown.

2640
02:15:44,040 --> 02:15:45,520
Speaker 9: No, I don't.

2641
02:15:45,640 --> 02:15:46,360
Speaker 11: I don't know him.

2642
02:15:47,040 --> 02:15:51,160
Speaker 2: You don't know. You don't know Homie the clown. No,

2643
02:15:51,280 --> 02:15:55,680
Speaker 2: I don't know, God, damn. What about what's the clown

2644
02:15:55,720 --> 02:15:57,920
Speaker 2: from the Simpsons. You don't know, Christ Crusty the clown,

2645
02:15:58,000 --> 02:15:59,760
Speaker 2: Krusty the clown, you know Krusty?

2646
02:15:59,840 --> 02:16:01,160
Speaker 11: Oh yeah, that's classic.

2647
02:16:01,280 --> 02:16:05,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, sure, yeah, yeah, you know what about bye? What

2648
02:16:05,400 --> 02:16:08,400
Speaker 2: about Ronald Ronald McDonald, sir?

2649
02:16:08,600 --> 02:16:12,680
Speaker 12: Oh God, Ronald McDonald's that's like the clown of clowns, you.

2650
02:16:12,720 --> 02:16:14,840
Speaker 1: Know, like he's the clown, he's your you know, there's

2651
02:16:14,920 --> 02:16:18,960
Speaker 1: the comedians, comedians, the rappers, rapper, over one billion served,

2652
02:16:19,640 --> 02:16:20,240
Speaker 1: he's the clown.

2653
02:16:20,240 --> 02:16:28,200
Speaker 2: He's your favorite clown's favorite clown? Word cool? Hey, Sarah? Yeah,

2654
02:16:28,800 --> 02:16:31,280
Speaker 2: thank you very much for going peace out Orange Juice.

2655
02:16:31,920 --> 02:16:39,600
Speaker 2: Thank you so much, Buddy. I love being the get

2656
02:16:39,680 --> 02:16:44,600
Speaker 2: go Yeah. Any any closing thoughts for for the people go?

2657
02:16:46,360 --> 02:16:49,560
Speaker 2: But how how did get go sound? What was the

2658
02:16:49,560 --> 02:16:51,440
Speaker 2: get go sound? I forgot but I'll make him a

2659
02:16:51,440 --> 02:17:01,320
Speaker 2: new one. My name, my name, name, my name, Buddy.

2660
02:17:01,400 --> 02:17:04,279
Speaker 1: It has been a great pleasure Geking with you this evening.

2661
02:17:04,600 --> 02:17:06,640
Speaker 1: Thank you very much for joining us on the on

2662
02:17:06,760 --> 02:17:10,520
Speaker 1: the show. Get You anything else? You want to plug

2663
02:17:10,600 --> 02:17:12,640
Speaker 1: promo taller people, Where are you gonna be where they

2664
02:17:12,680 --> 02:17:15,360
Speaker 1: can listen to your music or see you perform or

2665
02:17:15,680 --> 02:17:18,080
Speaker 1: see your face or anything.

2666
02:17:17,879 --> 02:17:22,160
Speaker 2: Like that, following me on social media.

2667
02:17:23,360 --> 02:17:26,800
Speaker 1: At Buddy, At Buddy, how'd you score at Buddy? I

2668
02:17:26,840 --> 02:17:28,360
Speaker 1: feel like that that was a tough one to get.

2669
02:17:28,959 --> 02:17:32,520
Speaker 2: Just pay for it. I'm such a costs like two thousand,

2670
02:17:32,840 --> 02:17:37,400
Speaker 2: that's not bad. Yeah, it was early. Hey, pleasure, get

2671
02:17:37,480 --> 02:17:44,200
Speaker 2: you get it go, got a get go. Never goes

2672
02:17:44,280 --> 02:17:49,520
Speaker 2: on the line taking your phone calls every night. I

2673
02:17:49,640 --> 02:17:54,119
Speaker 2: was teaching you loud your life. Buddy's not really an expert.

2674
02:18:00,080 --> 02:18:00,120
Speaker 7: M