1 00:00:00,440 --> 00:00:03,720 Speaker 1: You know, I'm I'm praying for tomorrow. Um, I think 2 00:00:03,760 --> 00:00:05,240 Speaker 1: a lot of it. I remember when it first happened, 3 00:00:05,240 --> 00:00:07,640 Speaker 1: watching it, you know, I think, like everybody not knowing 4 00:00:07,680 --> 00:00:09,959 Speaker 1: the severity of it, and then actually seeing the replay 5 00:00:10,880 --> 00:00:13,280 Speaker 1: of him getting nothing falling down, instantly, I knew something, 6 00:00:13,400 --> 00:00:15,680 Speaker 1: you know, was wrong and the first thing I want 7 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:17,560 Speaker 1: to do is pray make sure that he was all right. 8 00:00:18,160 --> 00:00:20,520 Speaker 1: And um, you know, still praying for me and hoping 9 00:00:20,520 --> 00:00:23,239 Speaker 1: that everything is all right with him. You realize sometimes 10 00:00:23,280 --> 00:00:27,639 Speaker 1: how fragile life is, uh, not until you experience it, 11 00:00:27,640 --> 00:00:30,200 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So, um, like everybody probably 12 00:00:30,200 --> 00:00:33,000 Speaker 1: watching that game, you probably don't even think or I 13 00:00:33,159 --> 00:00:35,519 Speaker 1: wonder if somethings like that may happen, um, And so 14 00:00:35,680 --> 00:00:37,440 Speaker 1: to see it, it actually push you in the reality 15 00:00:37,520 --> 00:00:40,080 Speaker 1: check and to be appreciative, you know, of what you 16 00:00:40,120 --> 00:00:42,840 Speaker 1: do have instead of not what you have after after 17 00:00:42,920 --> 00:00:48,080 Speaker 1: seeing that hit and kind of not necessarily knowing specifically 18 00:00:48,520 --> 00:00:50,480 Speaker 1: is he okay? Kind of thing? I mean, you guys 19 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:52,720 Speaker 1: feel it's just that, do you personally feel like you're 20 00:00:52,720 --> 00:00:54,480 Speaker 1: ready to play a game on Sunday? Or would you 21 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:56,440 Speaker 1: be a proponent of the NFL saying you know what 22 00:00:56,520 --> 00:00:59,480 Speaker 1: let's let's let's post pone things a weekend. If I 23 00:00:59,520 --> 00:01:06,039 Speaker 1: was uh, like on in general plan uh for me, 24 00:01:07,560 --> 00:01:10,360 Speaker 1: like I'm saying, not going through it or experience it, 25 00:01:11,240 --> 00:01:15,280 Speaker 1: but definitely feeling it. Um, I mean, I feel like, 26 00:01:15,600 --> 00:01:18,360 Speaker 1: now I'll probably go out there and still play. But 27 00:01:18,400 --> 00:01:20,199 Speaker 1: at that moment, you know, even though I wasn't even 28 00:01:20,240 --> 00:01:22,560 Speaker 1: playing the game, seeing it happen, I knew for sure 29 00:01:22,600 --> 00:01:24,920 Speaker 1: I wouldn't go back and play with gardens. If you're 30 00:01:24,959 --> 00:01:28,080 Speaker 1: saying you've got five minutes, ten minutes, thirty forty hour 31 00:01:28,280 --> 00:01:30,440 Speaker 1: the warm up, now, I wouldn't be back out there playing. 32 00:01:30,520 --> 00:01:33,880 Speaker 1: So uh yeah, I mean that as of now, I'll 33 00:01:33,920 --> 00:01:35,600 Speaker 1: go back out there and play, But in that moment, 34 00:01:35,959 --> 00:01:37,720 Speaker 1: being out there and sitting at the crib, I didn't 35 00:01:37,800 --> 00:01:39,920 Speaker 1: want to watch no more football, so that I mean 36 00:01:40,280 --> 00:01:44,240 Speaker 1: to let alone play. How are those meetings today beneficial 37 00:01:44,360 --> 00:01:47,840 Speaker 1: with the medical experts and the psychologists. Oh, it's good 38 00:01:47,840 --> 00:01:49,360 Speaker 1: because unless you know, you can have someone to talk 39 00:01:49,400 --> 00:01:51,800 Speaker 1: to and people that care about you and to get 40 00:01:51,840 --> 00:01:53,520 Speaker 1: you the answers that you may need if you have 41 00:01:53,680 --> 00:01:56,240 Speaker 1: questions to anything, instead of you know, going on Twitter, 42 00:01:56,280 --> 00:02:00,480 Speaker 1: Instagram or actually a local friend or anybody that's surround. 43 00:02:00,600 --> 00:02:02,960 Speaker 1: I'm about it, you know. Go with medical experts to 44 00:02:02,960 --> 00:02:04,440 Speaker 1: be able to help you and guide you and put 45 00:02:04,480 --> 00:02:05,320 Speaker 1: you at peace a little bit