Speaker 1: So I saw that there was a pill bottle thrown
Speaker 1: at the reunion, like made light of. Somebody said, you
Speaker 1: want a XENX, I have a xanax, and that was
Speaker 1: sort of made light of. And I sometimes think about
Speaker 1: that this is effectively it's a non traditional workplace, but
Speaker 1: I would imagine there are even some workplace rules in
Speaker 1: a strip club, like it is still a workplace. And
Speaker 1: I thought, a pill bottle is being thrown. Wow, okay,
Speaker 1: And then I thought about I read something where they
Speaker 1: said that I read that Andy said to I think
Speaker 1: variety that he thought that you were medicated, that you
Speaker 1: were insinuating that you were on prescription drugs. So how
Speaker 1: did that.
Speaker 2: Make you feel? I mean, I am medicated.
Speaker 3: I've been on antidepressants for several years now, and it
Speaker 3: makes sense looking back, probably around the time that I
Speaker 3: started filming vander pump roles. But to say that I
Speaker 3: must be met, to say that I must be heavily
Speaker 3: medicated because my behavior was erratic or I didn't have emotions,
Speaker 3: is not okay in my eyes. I feel like that
Speaker 3: violates some sort of hip a law, and to make
Speaker 3: assumptions like that, it's damaging to a person.
Speaker 1: An employer cannot say that a person that works for
Speaker 1: them is medicated. I mean, I know that that's a
Speaker 1: private piece of information, whether it was true or not
Speaker 1: or speculation. I just don't know where the line is.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm kind of that reunion, And this is
Speaker 1: why people are saying to me, why are you doing this?
Speaker 1: Why you bite in the hand that feeds you. I'm
Speaker 1: the shining golden child that got out and made the money.
Speaker 1: Why am I they They would have had me back
Speaker 1: at any time to make millions of dollars to be
Speaker 1: on these shows. Something about this jumped off the page
Speaker 1: to me, like this is where the line is crossed.
Speaker 1: And the fact that the viewers digested what was said
Speaker 1: to you that I just read. I don't think they
Speaker 1: really realized what they were digesting because it's become the
Speaker 1: norm now. I just think that the viewers just like
Speaker 1: in some hazy world where they think this is like real,
Speaker 1: but you're kind of these like circus character, You're like
Speaker 1: these characters animals in a zoo that they don't really
Speaker 1: understand that you're a person and that that was said
Speaker 1: to you, and that like it's just like flippant talk
Speaker 1: about the medication. So after the reunion, Andy said, she
Speaker 1: took it on the She took it all on the chin,
Speaker 1: like a champ. She just sat there and took it.
Speaker 1: I didn't know that she would be able to, which
Speaker 1: is probably why I hypothesized. I didn't know how long
Speaker 1: Rachel or Raquel would last on set. Given my years
Speaker 1: of experience in these forms, I would have thought that
Speaker 1: she would have walked off way sooner and maybe walked
Speaker 1: into her car, never to be seen again.
Speaker 3: So that's ending that you say that just because I
Speaker 3: did walk off stage and then he summoned me back.
Speaker 1: That's what I'm saying. This is what I'm okay. So
Speaker 1: this is why it feels you're abused and you're told
Speaker 1: to fuck you with the cheese grater and forty other
Speaker 1: things and then hold on, come back. It's like you
Speaker 1: just abused by people, but we want you to come
Speaker 1: back for more. And then, what I don't understand is
Speaker 1: I didn't know how long she would last on set,
Speaker 1: and I would have thought she'd walk off and then
Speaker 1: and went into the reunion. He said, he went into
Speaker 1: the reunion worried for your mental health, and he said,
Speaker 1: I saw how unemotional she was, and it made me
Speaker 1: think like she was either really medicated, so it almost
Speaker 1: sounds like he was worried going in. I wondered, did
Speaker 1: anyone advocate for you to have like a mental health
Speaker 1: advocate on set or someone to protect you.
Speaker 2: Or going into the reunion.
Speaker 3: It was promised to me that I would have a
Speaker 3: mental health advocate in my trailer as I watched the
Speaker 3: first two parts of the reunion and then behind the
Speaker 3: scenes just in case for my mental well being, and
Speaker 3: that was taken away from me Jesus the night before,
Speaker 3: like the day before the reunion, and I think it
Speaker 3: was a punishment because I did this, Like this paparazzi
Speaker 3: guy found me waiting to get my nails done on
Speaker 3: the sidewalk of the street and I felt awkward being
Speaker 3: inside there and I asked some of his questions.
Speaker 2: They were very basic.
Speaker 3: I didn't give away anything that the reunion was going
Speaker 3: to touch on, and I think the network saw that
Speaker 3: and was, I don't know, angry, disappointed and punished me.
Speaker 3: Punished me by taking away my mental health advocate.
Speaker 2: Okay, okay.
Speaker 3: Oh. And then there's one more thing regarding the Hippa situation.
Speaker 2: There was a.
Speaker 3: So it got out that I was at the Meadows
Speaker 3: for mental health treatment, and sorry, one of my peers
Speaker 3: who recognized me when I came into the Meadows was like,
Speaker 3: oh my gosh, Raquel, like what are you doing here?
Speaker 3: And she was in for that duration of time, so
Speaker 3: she didn't know anything about the scandal, but she watched
Speaker 3: the show, and so I feel her in on the
Speaker 3: situation and the things that led me up to coming
Speaker 3: to get treatment. And that was my first week and
Speaker 3: her last week. That same day she left, there was
Speaker 3: news that I was at this place called the Meadows
Speaker 3: getting mental health treatment, and that was a violation of
Speaker 3: my privacy. And then you know, it got picked up.
Speaker 3: But then there was conversations of oh, Rackulla isn't getting treatment.
Speaker 3: She's at a spa, she's at Miravlle and.
Speaker 1: You said that castmates or yeah in the press.
Speaker 3: Insiders, people who know for a fact, And so that
Speaker 3: whole narrative was being pumped out there that I'm at
Speaker 3: a spa, and I had my team like contact them saying, look,
Speaker 3: you guys know she's at the Meadows.
Speaker 2: We have the paperwork to confirm it.
Speaker 3: It will you dispel these rumors that she's at a
Speaker 3: SPA and they refuse to do that to create keep
Speaker 3: this narrative going.
Speaker 1: But being in a mental health facility and not getting
Speaker 1: that cleared up, you wanted them to say she's getting
Speaker 1: treatment not at a SPA, because yeah, wow, and why
Speaker 1: wouldn't they.
Speaker 3: They wanted to keep this narrative going, like it was
Speaker 3: more salacious for me to be at a SPA than
Speaker 3: to be really reflecting all my actions.
Speaker 1: So did anyone from Bravo reach out to you post
Speaker 1: reunion out of concern wanting to help you, wanting to
Speaker 1: pay for your treatment or check in with you, or
Speaker 1: even be worried that it would come down on them?
Speaker 1: Like what was what were they what was the reaction,
Speaker 1: what was what was their involvement? Or what did they do?
Speaker 1: What have they done?
Speaker 2: No, there is no check in.
Speaker 3: From anybody to see if I was okay and just
Speaker 3: to you know, like follow up. And unfortunately I asked
Speaker 3: for my tuition, I guess to be covered for my
Speaker 3: treatment and they refuse to pay for it. And we
Speaker 3: have a I have a theory that is because if
Speaker 3: they paid for it, they would admit to this liability.
Speaker 1: Yes, it's culpable if you pay then you're yes, Yeah, interesting. Wow,
Speaker 1: So there has been all this going around people are
Speaker 1: you know, speculating that you're part of this reality reckoning
Speaker 1: And there have been just like whispers about you and
Speaker 1: I very very subtle. But we've done a very good
Speaker 1: job that no one knows we're here, which is wonderful
Speaker 1: and thank you everyone. But have has Bravo been acting
Speaker 1: differently towards you since your name is in the mix
Speaker 1: and they're getting worried and they're getting legal letters and
Speaker 1: there's been a lot of very public.
Speaker 3: Yeah, just a few days ago, somebody reached out from
Speaker 3: the network and offered for security to be at my
Speaker 3: house where I'm staying with my parents. And it's like,
Speaker 3: it's a little too late. All of the death threats
Speaker 3: were happening months ago, and you were aware of it
Speaker 3: yet did absolutely nothing to protect anybody. And after those league,
Speaker 3: after that legal letter went out, all of a sudden
Speaker 3: they're offering services.
Speaker 2: So it's a little fishy.
Speaker 1: Interesting. What's also interesting is that we watched what we've
Speaker 1: just discussed as emotional abuse on the reunion, But what
Speaker 1: happens with the public, what about the messages and what
Speaker 1: has really what if people said to you. I've seen
Speaker 1: merch sold cups with your names on, so explain that
Speaker 1: world of hate.
Speaker 2: Oh my gosh.
Speaker 3: I think the most disturbing thing talking about the merch
Speaker 3: is when I sent out that seasoned desist from my
Speaker 3: litigator to all of the cast to not share the
Speaker 3: video that.
Speaker 2: Was taken without my consent.
Speaker 3: La La decided to use that and be like, oh
Speaker 3: my god, don't contact me directly contact my attorney Darryl
Speaker 3: like send have your people send it to my people,
Speaker 3: you dumb bitch, or whatever the hook her message was.
Speaker 3: And then she started making these sweatshirts that said send
Speaker 3: it to Daryl. And I guess she has made enough
Speaker 3: for a down payment on her new house in Palm Springs. Wow,
Speaker 3: the same house that she bought out from under the
Speaker 3: rug because Brock was interested in buying that house.
Speaker 2: But it just happened so quickly.
Speaker 3: I don't know the details don't matter, but it's like
Speaker 3: so many people are using this opportunity and this scandal
Speaker 3: to monetize for their own benefit.
Speaker 2: And I'm left here.
Speaker 3: Broke, broke, and you know my name has been raped
Speaker 3: through the cools. I don't have business opportunities. My brand
Speaker 3: is shot mistress. Yeah, I'm that best.
Speaker 1: What kind of did you? Did you actually receive death
Speaker 1: threats and online bullying?
Speaker 3: And yes, yes, my parents received them more than I did.
Speaker 3: I shut off social media pretty early on, and thank
Speaker 3: god I didn't have my phone while I was in treatment.
Speaker 3: And you know, we got the FBI involved because these
Speaker 3: things aren't okay, and I think people were seeing red
Speaker 3: and they were just like.
Speaker 2: Overcome with these emotions.
Speaker 3: But not thinking that this is a situation that isn't
Speaker 3: so black and white. And I'm really really happy that
Speaker 3: I took the time to go to get treatment at
Speaker 3: the Meadows because they did teach a lot about shame
Speaker 3: and carried shame, toxic shame, and what healthy shame is.
Speaker 2: And with all the vitriol online and.
Speaker 3: Hate that's been thrown at me, if I were to
Speaker 3: take that on as my own, I don't even know
Speaker 3: how I would survive.
Speaker 1: Do you hold the cast responsible or do you think
Speaker 1: they're just doing their jobs to make money?
Speaker 3: That's a really good question. I think they're doing their
Speaker 3: jobs to make money. The Girl's trip in Vegas was
Speaker 3: really traumatic for me. Obviously, drinking a lot to numb
Speaker 3: my anxiety and awkwardness that I felt around these girls
Speaker 3: that haven't had the.
Speaker 2: Best history with me.
Speaker 3: And the following day, Lala and Christina Kelly came into
Speaker 3: my hotel room and they were like, oh my god, Requel,
Speaker 3: that was amazing last night. You like Reality TV rating goals.
Speaker 3: You killed it, like so funny. I can't believe you,
Speaker 3: Like you're sough, like you did it, You're the best.
Speaker 2: And then as soon as cameras were on, it.
Speaker 3: Was like, Raquel, how could you? I can't believe what
Speaker 3: you said last night. Oh and so that was already
Speaker 3: in mind fuck and I know that they're doing their job,
Speaker 3: and their job is to make ratings, to create something
Speaker 3: that people will be engaged with, and.
Speaker 2: It's it's sick.
Speaker 1: Before I get and I want to just finish up
Speaker 1: with your future. But do you need do we need
Speaker 1: to discuss this dog? Is this thing? Is this dog
Speaker 1: thing something that's relevant because it's a big question for people.
Speaker 2: Did we already talk about it or no?
Speaker 1: No, just a dog? And then we're don to tumans.
Speaker 1: I don't want to burn you out. OK.
Speaker 3: Yeah, so just really quickly, there's a lot more to
Speaker 3: the story. But Graham, my gosh, he has a history
Speaker 3: of aggression, and he's betten me really hard.
Speaker 2: He's betten other people.
Speaker 3: I already was considering getting a foster family while going
Speaker 3: into the meadows and trying it out. But my dog
Speaker 3: Graham bit my mom. My dog Graham bit my mom's
Speaker 3: hand down to the bone, and it was so bad
Speaker 3: she couldn't even get stitches. And I had the decision
Speaker 3: to either leave the meadows and go back and take
Speaker 3: care of my dog, or try to get him rehomed
Speaker 3: and finish out my treatment because I knew I had
Speaker 3: more to work on. So I chose myself and we
Speaker 3: researched a breed specific dog rescue and they took him in.
Speaker 3: Besides his biting behavior and bottom line, he couldn't get rehomed.
Speaker 3: They reached out to Lisa vander Pump to ask for
Speaker 3: a donation after they scanned his microchip and saw that
Speaker 3: he was my dog. It was supposed to be a confidential,
Speaker 3: you know, anonymous, yeah, because it's nobody else's business.
Speaker 1: Right, And it happened. Andy had a dog that was
Speaker 1: aggressive with the baby, you know, and he was worried,
Speaker 1: so he had to give the dog away. It things
Speaker 1: to happened with dogs.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And there's a reason why I didn't want James
Speaker 3: to have Graham. He is, he doesn't have dog experience,
Speaker 3: and he's part of the reason why Graham is a bier.
Speaker 3: James would encourage Graham to bite his hands hard and
Speaker 3: he liked that sensation, so of course that trained Graham
Speaker 3: to be a bier. So to my surprise, people are like, oh,
Speaker 3: my god, Graham's filming in Tahoe. And I thought it
Speaker 3: was a joke at first, and my heart dropped to
Speaker 3: my stomach and there was a picture of James walking Graham,
Speaker 3: and I was like no. Immediately my mom called the
Speaker 3: foster who was working with Graham, and she said, oh,
Speaker 3: it's so lovely. Lisa adopted him, and we were like what.
Speaker 3: It's just so sick that they're using Graham as a
Speaker 3: part of this storyline. And to further this villain narrative.
Speaker 1: You died your dog off.
Speaker 3: Yes, so now the narrative is I dumped my dog
Speaker 3: at a shelter and he was hours away being euthanized,
Speaker 3: and that's not true.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, I got it. Okay, Wow, Jesus, you got
Speaker 1: yourself into a whole ship storm. Jesus Okay, so what
Speaker 1: are your regrets? Like, what do you what could what
Speaker 1: would you do differently?
Speaker 2: I regret a lot.
Speaker 3: I would do everything differently if I had the chance
Speaker 3: to go back. And I really just want to acknowledge
Speaker 3: that a lot of people were believing in me, and
Speaker 3: I feel like I was a disappointment to those people.
Speaker 3: I know that there was a lot of trust that
Speaker 3: was broken between friendships and betray all that happened, and
Speaker 3: I look back at my actions and I'm disappointed in
Speaker 3: myself as well. That is not the person that I
Speaker 3: want to be. That I wasn't happy, I was really hurting.
Speaker 3: I don't ever want to be in a place like
Speaker 3: that again, and I will make sure that I don't
Speaker 3: put myself in that position again. I think there is
Speaker 3: a silver lining in the situation that I'm able to
Speaker 3: learn about myself and give myself this forgiveness and hopefully
Speaker 3: share with other people the knowledge that I've learned and
Speaker 3: helped to in a perspective on all of these things
Speaker 3: that have happened and that I've experienced, and if somebody
Speaker 3: is going through a similar situation, that there's still hope.
Speaker 1: That's powerful.
Speaker 2: Honestly, it.
Speaker 1: Was all for something it was not for not. I mean,
Speaker 1: it was a rough journey, but it got you to
Speaker 1: an awakening. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Well I needed to get caught.
Speaker 3: I needed to because it would have just continued and
Speaker 3: that's not who I want to be. This was the
Speaker 3: biggest wake up call for me.
Speaker 1: Yeah, you hit rock attom beyond. Yes. So would you
Speaker 1: ever go back to reality television?
Speaker 2: Oh? Hell no, never.
Speaker 3: No, because I refuse to not respect myself on that
Speaker 3: level where I would endure that emotional abuse any longer.
Speaker 2: And I can't do that to myself.
Speaker 1: That's a big statement because it's very tempting. Fame is tempting,
Speaker 1: money is tempting, Chasing the dragon is tempting. That's a
Speaker 1: very big statement, you know, because I would have bet
Speaker 1: that you would have gone back. And I'm actually proud
Speaker 1: of you. I don't even know you, but I'm proud
Speaker 1: of you because it's not as easy you are in
Speaker 1: the spotlight. You could go back and redeem yourself and
Speaker 1: be famous. So you don't want that. And have they
Speaker 1: asked you to come back?
Speaker 3: Yeah, of course, of course they want me back. And
Speaker 3: I know that other people in the cast are more
Speaker 3: important than I am, so I don't even think that
Speaker 3: I would get a redemption ARC. To be honest, I
Speaker 3: also know that I wouldn't be able to share all
Speaker 3: of my story. Whatever I share gets condensed to five
Speaker 3: minutes max. So I think, knowing that there's different options
Speaker 3: for me and there's good that I can.
Speaker 1: Do, you turn this into something positive. Yeah, in considering
Speaker 1: coming back, did you consider coming back at all?
Speaker 2: Yeah? I did.
Speaker 3: I asked for equal pay with Tom and Ariana and
Speaker 3: for them to reimburse me for my treatment expenses.
Speaker 2: They refuse to pay me equally, and uh, you know, I.
Speaker 3: Was considering going back if I was going to be
Speaker 3: paid equally because I feel like when you pay your employees,
Speaker 3: it really shows how much you value them.
Speaker 2: In you know, the whole whatever it is.
Speaker 1: I get it. You feel like at least I took
Speaker 1: a hit. But yeah, but wow, they are proud of
Speaker 1: me for right. It's like this love of your because
Speaker 1: you said in your statement that you look for love
Speaker 1: and validation, and I've experienced that you want the network
Speaker 1: to give you validation, right, which is crazy and I
Speaker 1: get it, but I've been there where you want someone
Speaker 1: to say, oh my god, look what we did, and
Speaker 1: look at the ratings, and their their mo is to
Speaker 1: not let talent know how well things have been going,
Speaker 1: because then they would have to compensate them. So we
Speaker 1: used to not even get the ratings until I demanded
Speaker 1: we need to see the ratings, like because you're not
Speaker 1: supposed to know you're doing so well.
Speaker 3: Right, But it's impossible to not know how well the
Speaker 3: show is doing, right because I mean, it's everyone's talking
Speaker 3: about it. It's everywhere. Scannabll is like this the most
Speaker 3: sensationalized piece of pop culture that I've experienced.
Speaker 1: Yes, it's enormous, and the zeitgeist that's been massive, it
Speaker 1: really has. So Yeah, it's been a cultural phenomenon. And
Speaker 1: will you speak to anybody from the show? Do you
Speaker 1: speak to anybody from the show? Or is that that's
Speaker 1: the past and you want to move on.
Speaker 3: I have a no contact policy with every single cast member.
Speaker 1: Okay, wow, I know you have a no cast call rule,
Speaker 1: but actually I did want to know this. I wanted
Speaker 1: to know if you think that they feel that they
Speaker 1: went too far the cast and if they are sorry.
Speaker 3: Laala has reached out to me on Instagram, saying that
Speaker 3: she's willing to lend an ear and I don't know.
Speaker 3: I just don't trust that person. I know she has
Speaker 3: her own agenda. I'm sure she wants to create an
Speaker 3: alliance with me so she can take down Randall for
Speaker 3: being a narcissist, and that's her wholem.
Speaker 1: Has anyone asked you to come back because you'd be
Speaker 1: good for the show, so good for business?
Speaker 2: Yeah, I've been asked back.
Speaker 3: The only reason why I reached out to Lisa is
Speaker 3: because I told her my concerns about Graham being in
Speaker 3: the care of James Kennedy and I.
Speaker 2: Got a phone call from her.
Speaker 3: I answered and explained that James isn't a fit dog parent,
Speaker 3: and she just was talking about the potential scenes we
Speaker 3: could film together. She was like, just come back for
Speaker 3: one final interview. You can come to Villa Rosa, you
Speaker 3: can apologize for leaving and disappearing. And she didn't ask
Speaker 3: me how I was.
Speaker 2: She didn't ask me what I've been dealing with since
Speaker 2: the last time she saw me at the reunion.
Speaker 3: And she almost got me back because I did want
Speaker 3: to share my side of the story, like we talked about,
Speaker 3: and there was this firelit beneath me because I was
Speaker 3: angry that Graham was being used as a pawn in
Speaker 3: all of it this and I really do feel like
Speaker 3: he was bait to.
Speaker 2: Get me back.
Speaker 1: Oh okay, and you never get the last word on
Speaker 1: reality TV? And did have any of the other cast
Speaker 1: members asked you to come back?
Speaker 3: Tom has emailed me twice. Lala wanted me back, Yeah,
Speaker 3: Lisa wanted me back.
Speaker 2: Yeah.
Speaker 1: Does that feel confusing when everyone said we thought she
Speaker 1: would get in a car and leave, never to be
Speaker 1: seen again, you know, even Andy saying like she took
Speaker 1: a beat down and she was, you know, mentally unwell,
Speaker 1: et cetera. And then like, is it strange that the
Speaker 1: same venue that would put you in that position? And
Speaker 1: I'm saying you're taking accountability and you definitely contributed to it,
Speaker 1: but that same place that may not be the best
Speaker 1: space for you or save that you went into a
Speaker 1: facility for three months of your life, was asking you
Speaker 1: to come back. It's like when you were in the Union,
Speaker 1: like hold on, come back after you just you know, we're.
Speaker 3: Yeah, Actually it makes complete sense because they have ulterior motives.
Speaker 3: They don't care about my well being. They care about
Speaker 3: their narrative that they need to portray on this show.
Speaker 1: Well, it's going to be a very interesting show and
Speaker 1: season for them. It's going to be wild to see
Speaker 1: and I'm sure they're going to have a real They're
Speaker 1: going to have a real opinion about this conversation. Lady,
Speaker 1: So this is the new you. I mean, you have
Speaker 1: a new chapter ahead of you. And what do you
Speaker 1: want to do now that you've grown up?
Speaker 3: I really am impassioned by learning about myself and the
Speaker 3: psychology behind all of this, and I am taking the
Speaker 3: steps to start my own podcast.
Speaker 1: Nice okay.
Speaker 3: I feel like it would be a great way to
Speaker 3: share my side of the story and bring on experts
Speaker 3: that really understand the psychology, like.
Speaker 1: A self help Yeah, so we should talk about it,
Speaker 1: yeah okay.
Speaker 3: And I feel like, you know, this is an area
Speaker 3: that's untapped because nobody really wants to talk about being
Speaker 3: the other woman. And for as many people that are
Speaker 3: hurt by this affair, there's equally as many people that
Speaker 3: have been the other person.
Speaker 1: If you have, if you have, yeah, exactly, there are
Speaker 1: that many affairs somebody's the mistress or the mister so.
Speaker 1: And I think it's very remarkable that you want to
Speaker 1: do a podcast and not just go dip back into
Speaker 1: the garbage, like you'll talk about the garbage. I'm sure
Speaker 1: you have a voice. We've been speaking for almost two hours.
Speaker 1: And do you do you want to get married? Do
Speaker 1: you want to have kids? Do you want to be
Speaker 1: in a relationship?
Speaker 3: Like?
Speaker 1: Where are you in that area of your mind?
Speaker 3: I would love to have a healthy relationship, but right
Speaker 3: now I am nurturing my houseplant and you know, still
Speaker 3: healing myself so I can break this these patterns.
Speaker 1: That example, you want to break the chain and you
Speaker 1: want to have a good relationship with yourself?
Speaker 2: Yes?
Speaker 1: First, yeah, So where will you be living? You're you're
Speaker 1: at We're in Arizona now. I flew to come see you,
Speaker 1: which is there's no precedent for that. I have not
Speaker 1: done that. I really was feeling for you and not
Speaker 1: wanting to travel, and I thought, let me really have
Speaker 1: compassion and come to where you are so you feel safe,
Speaker 1: because I know that it was hard for you to
Speaker 1: talk to anyone, and I was worried that you might
Speaker 1: get cold feed. You know, you came in very strong
Speaker 1: and very confident today and very together, which I didn't
Speaker 1: know if you'd be fragile or a mess or so
Speaker 1: where will you be going from Arizona.
Speaker 3: I'm going to be traveling around. I'm not headed back
Speaker 3: to LA anytime soon, so I have some plans to
Speaker 3: check out different states in different areas.
Speaker 2: Oh nice.
Speaker 3: So it's unwritten at this point, but I'm excited to start.
Speaker 2: This new chapter.
Speaker 1: You have a new journey literal and figurative. Well, if
Speaker 1: you want to come visit me in the Hamptons, I'm
Speaker 1: right near the beach. So okay. So I just want
Speaker 1: to say thank you for trusting me. I mean, I
Speaker 1: give you a lot of credit for really staying quiet.
Speaker 1: It's very difficult to do that because you want to
Speaker 1: get your thought out, your word at you want to
Speaker 1: correct everything that's wrong, and you took months to really
Speaker 1: just allow for it all to settle. And when you
Speaker 1: don't know what to do, sit still, and you did
Speaker 1: sit still, and now you got you know, is there
Speaker 1: anything we didn't cover? Were you able to get your
Speaker 1: entire story and your whole voice out today?
Speaker 3: I think that whatever we didn't get too, which there's
Speaker 3: so much that goes on behind the scenes and what
Speaker 3: happens internally, even that, save it for.
Speaker 2: Your podcast exactly we'll get there.
Speaker 1: Save it for your pocket okay, well, thank you so much.