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<v Speaker 1>All from Lyle. Lyle, Yeah, Lyle, I want to get

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<v Speaker 1>right to the chase here. Okay, how much for you

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<v Speaker 1>to take the suit off?

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<v Speaker 2>How much for me to take the suit off?

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<v Speaker 1>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>Like how much? Like how much of it? All of it,

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<v Speaker 2>like down to my underwear, like with my ponis.

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<v Speaker 1>Uh uh, Well we'll go We'll go stream. We'll go

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<v Speaker 1>stream appropriate.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, because if if you want me to take off

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<v Speaker 2>like literally all my clothes get button aked, first of all,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not doing it just based like there would need

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<v Speaker 2>to be some sort of like third party inter meet

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<v Speaker 2>like something where like I just I knew for a

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<v Speaker 2>fact I was going to get the money for maybe

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<v Speaker 2>like a million dollars. Oh, I would go fully naked,

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<v Speaker 2>because I'll get banned from Twitch. If I were only

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<v Speaker 2>banned from Twitch for like a month for doing that,

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<v Speaker 2>I would do it for a million dollars.

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<v Speaker 1>We can do like the only.

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<v Speaker 2>Definitely from Twitch that would have to I mean that

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<v Speaker 2>have to be a ton of money.

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<v Speaker 1>Though, yeah, well only fans, we could, we could, We

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<v Speaker 1>could set that up. You want to set that up

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<v Speaker 1>because I think you got a lot of people that

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<v Speaker 1>would would take good, good, good money for that.

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<v Speaker 2>How like what are we talking here? Like just pictures

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<v Speaker 2>of my fans and asshole?

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<v Speaker 3>Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa.

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<v Speaker 4>You don't have to go that far.

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<v Speaker 2>You hit this up. This is a conversation of your creation.

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<v Speaker 1>Hey, I didn't, but I didn't. I didn't you know,

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<v Speaker 1>ask for all that? I just said, off, I said, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Said, the suit, This suit is clothes.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, but you gotta be wearing something under that, don't.

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<v Speaker 2>You Wouldn't you like to know, dude?

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<v Speaker 4>I would?

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<v Speaker 2>What's what's tell me about? Why do you have such

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<v Speaker 2>a fascination with my body?

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<v Speaker 1>Because you look beautiful and I see you every time

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<v Speaker 1>you stream. I'm just like, what's he? What's he got

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<v Speaker 1>going on? Another suit?

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<v Speaker 2>But don't you almost feel like if I showed you? Okay,

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<v Speaker 2>think about this. Your imagination of what I've got going

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<v Speaker 2>on underneath the suit is infinite. You can imagine me

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<v Speaker 2>as whatever you want. You can fit your imagination to

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<v Speaker 2>your fantasy, Okay. And if you found out the reality

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<v Speaker 2>your enjoyments, your imagination would all of a sudden be

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<v Speaker 2>limited to your reality. Then I don't know if that's

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<v Speaker 2>necessarily a good thing. I mean, if you're trying to

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<v Speaker 2>maximize truth, then it would be. But if you're trying

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<v Speaker 2>to maximize your personal enjoyment of my body, it might

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<v Speaker 2>even be more beneficial to you to keep some of

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<v Speaker 2>it a secret.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I'm gonna I think I'm gonna keep it

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<v Speaker 1>a secret. I think I'm gonna think about it and

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna keep it all a secret.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, Okay, but.

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<v Speaker 1>You think about that only fans, you think about that.

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<v Speaker 1>That's that's something for you to think about.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, I will, I will. I actually have fans, but

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<v Speaker 2>I am and I haven't gotten around to it. Well, listen,

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<v Speaker 2>I hope you enjoyed this conversation. Did you have a

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<v Speaker 2>good rest of the night?

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<v Speaker 1>Man? You too?

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<v Speaker 4>Love you?

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<v Speaker 5>The line.

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<v Speaker 2>Li aw from Austin Austin, how long can we keep living?

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<v Speaker 2>How came? How long can we keep going? For?

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<v Speaker 5>Well?

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<v Speaker 4>Sustainability is something that I always think about on a

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<v Speaker 4>broad term and a intermediate term. So if we're going

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<v Speaker 4>to live, what is living? You got to find that first?

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<v Speaker 4>So what do you think that is?

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<v Speaker 2>I think living is having enough resources to do what

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<v Speaker 2>you wish to do.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, So that's a society question. What does that society

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<v Speaker 4>wish to do?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I don't think about society a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>I think about like the individual, not just like, not

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<v Speaker 2>meaning like I do only think about my own life,

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<v Speaker 2>But I think about like I try to think about

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<v Speaker 2>people as individuals more than I think about them as

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<v Speaker 2>as clusters of people.

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<v Speaker 4>H So, how how do you separate a community from

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<v Speaker 4>an individual?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, you kind of can't, because you know, communities are individuals.

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<v Speaker 4>Right, So how do you sustain that over a long

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<v Speaker 4>period of time?

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I don't know how you sustain anything

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<v Speaker 2>for over a long period of time. I have not

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<v Speaker 2>really been around for a long period of time, nor

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<v Speaker 2>have I really taken the time to study anything that

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<v Speaker 2>has been around for a long period of time, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>like dynasties or governments, or or earth or artists. I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>how long is a long time? It's all it's all comparative,

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<v Speaker 2>it's all relative, right, Hey, Austin, Yes, what do you

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<v Speaker 2>do all day?

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<v Speaker 4>I do a lot of things all day. It really

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<v Speaker 4>depends on the day. One of my favorite things to do, though,

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<v Speaker 4>is I like to swim a lot. I swim almost

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<v Speaker 4>every day.

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<v Speaker 2>M hmmm, where do you swim? Do you swim in

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<v Speaker 2>a lake?

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<v Speaker 4>Do you swim in a pool, pool, ocean, nice clean

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<v Speaker 4>body of water.

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<v Speaker 2>M Do you do you like being wet?

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah? I do.

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<v Speaker 4>I was actually just in the desert this past weekend,

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<v Speaker 4>went out to Joshua Tree. I don't know if you've

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<v Speaker 4>ever been there. I heard you're going on a world tour.

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<v Speaker 6>But.

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<v Speaker 4>You have. What did you think about it?

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<v Speaker 2>I thought it was nice. I thought it was nice.

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<v Speaker 4>Not a lot of water out there, I'll tell you

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<v Speaker 4>that much.

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<v Speaker 2>Were you there steal a lot when you were there?

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I brought some some tasty beverages and that was nice.

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<v Speaker 4>But my body, my body was thirsty.

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<v Speaker 5>My body was very thirsty.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, So what would be cool for you is if

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<v Speaker 2>you had a little device that could shrink you down

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<v Speaker 2>to like tiny size and you could just jump into

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<v Speaker 2>You could your your your big wife could open the

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<v Speaker 2>thing for you and then you're a tiny little guy

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<v Speaker 2>and she'll she can pick you up and pluck you

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<v Speaker 2>into the water bottle and you can swim around for

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<v Speaker 2>a little bit.

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<v Speaker 4>That would be like having a pool anywhere in the world. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>that's where I'm at, like, because pools are amazing. One,

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<v Speaker 4>you could exercise in them, you know. Two, you could

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<v Speaker 4>lounge by them or in them. You put some music

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<v Speaker 4>next to it, like seriously, you get a little Baja

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<v Speaker 4>step and you could just lounge all day.

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<v Speaker 5>Pools are the best.

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<v Speaker 4>And if you could have.

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<v Speaker 2>That want, what would you do if your wife this

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<v Speaker 2>is actually if you were like if you like you

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<v Speaker 2>like from like like, this is this is what your

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<v Speaker 2>voice sounds like to her. You're sitting in the thing

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<v Speaker 2>and you're like, I really, I'm ready took it out

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<v Speaker 2>now because you have a high voice because you're all

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<v Speaker 2>tiny and stuff, and it would be like that, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>and then your wife is like, who knows what I'm mean?

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<v Speaker 2>And then and now this is this is her voice

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<v Speaker 2>from your perspective. Actually, I'm actually feeling very thirsty, and

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<v Speaker 2>she and then this is your voice from her perspective.

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<v Speaker 2>And she starts taking a drinking you.

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<v Speaker 7>And you go, wait, what are you doing now?

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<v Speaker 2>And then you and then she drinks you and eats you.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, I don't think she would first.

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<v Speaker 2>Off, and then she goes and then she goes, that

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<v Speaker 2>was really good. And that's her voice from her own perspective.

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<v Speaker 2>Because you don't have a perspect you wouldn't have a

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<v Speaker 2>respective and at that point because you'd be dead, you'd

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<v Speaker 2>be and hurt, you'd be being digested.

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<v Speaker 4>That that that story escalated quickly, but I respect it.

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<v Speaker 2>Thank you, Austin. I respect you too, because you seem

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<v Speaker 2>like you like know things. You came into this prepared

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<v Speaker 2>to have a conversation about like sustainability. I could tell

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<v Speaker 2>you've read at least three books in your entire life,

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<v Speaker 2>which is more than I have. And I think that that,

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<v Speaker 2>like that means that you outrank me in terms of

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<v Speaker 2>your intelligence, which is great.

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<v Speaker 4>How dare you? How dare you? How dare you? You're

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<v Speaker 4>a very intelligent get go?

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<v Speaker 2>No, no, well, look, I'm just I'm about to fart. I

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<v Speaker 2>just uh, I'm happy that. I'm happy that people like

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<v Speaker 2>you exist to make just there it was to make

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<v Speaker 2>like rocket ships and ship to make us to get

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<v Speaker 2>us to Mars, because I don't know how to do that,

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<v Speaker 2>And I would like if all of that, if it

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<v Speaker 2>were my job to make science things to help us

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<v Speaker 2>stain ourselves, we'd all be fucked. So I'm glad that

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<v Speaker 2>you exist.

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<v Speaker 4>Well, the first thing to being sustainable is what you

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<v Speaker 4>just talked about, is understanding we exist and being happy

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<v Speaker 4>about it. And if you're not happy about existing, then

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<v Speaker 4>why would you want to sustain that? So think about that.

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<v Speaker 2>It's true. Thank you so much for sharing, Austin. You

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<v Speaker 2>have a good rest of then, you know what.

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<v Speaker 4>Thank you very much. Love you man, Love you.

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<v Speaker 2>Too, baby.

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<v Speaker 7>All from.

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<v Speaker 8>To accept Press.

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<v Speaker 2>Mysterious Mystery anonymous person.

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<v Speaker 7>Hello, Oh hi, it was it was like litten out.

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<v Speaker 2>It's Cheryl, Cheryl.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah, Cheryl?

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<v Speaker 2>How are you? Cheryl?

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<v Speaker 9>Pretty good? I'm just like making sushi at home.

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<v Speaker 2>You can't hear this, No one can hear this. My

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<v Speaker 2>bathroom is right over there, and I clogged it before

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<v Speaker 2>I started the stream. I have time to on clog it,

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<v Speaker 2>and I just heard it unclogged on its own.

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<v Speaker 9>Well that's nice.

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<v Speaker 2>What did you say you were making?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh?

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<v Speaker 9>I was making sushi.

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<v Speaker 2>You're making sushi.

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<v Speaker 7>Yeah, like some vegetarian sushi.

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<v Speaker 2>I respect that. It's so much easier to buy it

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<v Speaker 2>and to make it.

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<v Speaker 9>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>Man, it's a process, but it's the ingredients are pretty cheap,

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<v Speaker 7>and it's like satisfying Cheryl.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you find yourself doing things the hard way typical? Typically?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh yeah, for sure.

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<v Speaker 2>Absolutely tell me something else that you do the hard way.

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<v Speaker 4>Let's see.

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<v Speaker 9>I mean.

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<v Speaker 7>I decided to go to art school, but I have

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<v Speaker 7>a ceramic arts degree, so that's choosing a lot of

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<v Speaker 7>things the hard way.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm.

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<v Speaker 9>But making like pottery from scrap, It's like.

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<v Speaker 7>Do I need to go to ike and buy a

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<v Speaker 7>bowl or maybe I'll just make one over the course

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<v Speaker 7>of like two weeks.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, you went to you acquired a ceramic arts degree.

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<v Speaker 9>Mm hmmm, yeap.

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<v Speaker 2>And has that been useful for you as you progress

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<v Speaker 2>through your life?

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<v Speaker 7>You know, it's like use it's pretty damn useful in

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<v Speaker 7>the sense that it's like really enjoyable for me. Like

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<v Speaker 7>on your question today, like what do we do all day?

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<v Speaker 7>I have been on unemployment for over a year, so

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<v Speaker 7>I kind of do whatever I want and it's really

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<v Speaker 7>nice and I don't want to go back because I

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<v Speaker 7>was working multiple service industry jobs before this happened.

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<v Speaker 2>I've had been reading about this a lot of like

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<v Speaker 2>there's like a I'm dumb, so I only read headlines.

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<v Speaker 2>But wasn't there like a labor shortage because people don't

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<v Speaker 2>want to go.

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<v Speaker 7>Back to wells them they need to they can pay

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<v Speaker 7>me more. But like I'm really conflicted about that because

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<v Speaker 7>I'm one of those like piece of shit people who's like,

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<v Speaker 7>I really really don't want to go back.

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<v Speaker 9>You know, I'm like thirty one.

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<v Speaker 7>I've only worked in restaurants at this.

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<v Speaker 4>Point, but.

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<v Speaker 7>Like, my day to day now is the most pleasant

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<v Speaker 7>it's ever been. And I'm the happiest I've ever been,

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<v Speaker 7>and I don't want to not be happy anymore going

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<v Speaker 7>back to work.

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<v Speaker 9>You know, we're fucking sucks.

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<v Speaker 2>Can you still get like, what's the what's the deal

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<v Speaker 2>with unemployment? How do you like, do you need to

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<v Speaker 2>prove that you're unemployed?

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<v Speaker 4>Well?

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<v Speaker 2>How long? I mean, like, I guess I'm trying to

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<v Speaker 2>say's like how long? I hope you no, here's okay

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<v Speaker 2>to say, how long? Can you be on it for

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<v Speaker 2>a reasonable Don't they eventually go like, you got to

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<v Speaker 2>start working now?

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<v Speaker 7>Well, I'm going to go for it as long as

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<v Speaker 7>humanly possible, But don't I don't know if the government

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<v Speaker 7>can hear this phone call or what. You just have

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<v Speaker 7>to prove that you've been searching for work, but you know,

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<v Speaker 7>some kind of doing that.

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<v Speaker 4>I guess.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you sell Do you sell pottery? Do you like

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<v Speaker 2>to have like a little pottery store or something like

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<v Speaker 2>that on the internet.

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<v Speaker 9>Well, I do have a pottery store on the internet.

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<v Speaker 9>So if I if I do sell a bunch.

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<v Speaker 7>I have to I guess I have to claim that

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<v Speaker 7>on the documents. But really, yeah, I sell some pots.

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<v Speaker 7>I'm technically like an unpaid intern at a studio. So

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<v Speaker 7>I just kind of wake up, mosey along, have my coffee,

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<v Speaker 7>go make some pots.

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<v Speaker 9>Go for a walk in the woods.

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<v Speaker 7>Did you shoulday I took my I know, I took

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<v Speaker 7>a canoe out on a river today. It's like, why

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<v Speaker 7>would I want to Why would I want to go

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<v Speaker 7>back to like selling people mimosas?

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<v Speaker 2>I understand that. I mean, what was the most horrible

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<v Speaker 2>thing about working where you worked? Did people yell at you?

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<v Speaker 2>They're mimosas being arriving?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh god, well the customers are.

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<v Speaker 9>They can be bad. But a lot of it has

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<v Speaker 9>to do with like.

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<v Speaker 7>The social structure of working in a restaurant, And depending

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<v Speaker 7>on where you're working, it could be really fun or

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<v Speaker 7>just like like this high school hierarchy shit where your

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<v Speaker 7>manager is trying to like punish you in different ways,

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<v Speaker 7>put you in like a shitty section or something in

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<v Speaker 7>the back corner where you don't make any money, and

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<v Speaker 7>then you're like at the whim of these like random

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<v Speaker 7>businessmen for your livelihood though, So yeah, I don't want

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<v Speaker 7>to go back to that, but because I don't know

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<v Speaker 7>what other life skills I have at this point, Like

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<v Speaker 7>I know how to wait tables and make pots, I

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<v Speaker 7>don't really know how to use a computer too.

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<v Speaker 2>Well.

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<v Speaker 7>It's kind of like you being a gecko, you know,

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<v Speaker 7>you just like ride it up along as as long.

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<v Speaker 9>As you can.

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<v Speaker 2>That's this is exactly why this is sort of like

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<v Speaker 2>my version of being on unemployment is streaming on Twitch

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<v Speaker 2>and seeing how long I can do that for and

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<v Speaker 2>when it at what? And I always think, like what

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<v Speaker 2>am I going to do when it ends? If it ends?

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<v Speaker 2>Who knows yeah about anything? And I'm like, I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I think I'll just I'm literally like I think I'll

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<v Speaker 2>just fucking move to like a I don't know. Can

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<v Speaker 2>you like live for fifteen thousand dollars a year in

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<v Speaker 2>like Indonesia or something.

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<v Speaker 7>Probably or like rural America if you wanted to do.

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<v Speaker 2>That, Yeah, I could do that. I could. You could

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<v Speaker 2>probably live in Wyoming. Could you do you think I

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<v Speaker 2>can live in Wyoming for fifteen thousand dollars a year?

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<v Speaker 7>I think there's some very wealthy people who own properties

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<v Speaker 7>in Wyoming. It's like, you know, like, uh, the guy

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<v Speaker 7>who owns Facebook, right, he probably owns some property out there.

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<v Speaker 2>What's what's your plan? What are you going to do

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<v Speaker 2>if if, if they make you have to do stuff again?

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<v Speaker 7>Oh god, I mean at this point, I don't think

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<v Speaker 7>I can go back to working in food service, so

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<v Speaker 7>I'm probably gonna like be an art teacher.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. That's good. That's good. That's a good gig.

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<v Speaker 7>It's a it's a decent a decent pivot. But then

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<v Speaker 7>I'm like, man, the Get Go Show like is pretty inspiring.

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<v Speaker 7>Maybe I should just like stream some pottery stuff, as

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<v Speaker 7>long as it's not like sexual, you know, like it

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<v Speaker 7>kind of gets like that on Twitch, doesn't it you.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean you know I I I get a little

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<v Speaker 2>sexual here and then, But you know, I mean that's.

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<v Speaker 7>That's my true people love it and we have not

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<v Speaker 7>seen it in a while.

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<v Speaker 2>I like the you should do that. You should stream

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<v Speaker 2>some pottery maybe on r pan or on Twitch. I

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<v Speaker 2>like that idea freaking to think about it. You should

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<v Speaker 2>do it.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 7>In the meantime, just like ride in, rideing as along

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<v Speaker 7>as long as possible, like I said, don't tell the

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<v Speaker 7>don't tell the Department of Revenue or the I R

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<v Speaker 7>s Okay, I.

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<v Speaker 2>Won't tell them. You're a thing if you won't tell

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<v Speaker 2>them mine, dude, sounds good. Well what'd you say your

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<v Speaker 2>name was?

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<v Speaker 9>Oh?

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<v Speaker 2>Cheryl, keep on keep keep keep on trucking, Cheryl. There's

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<v Speaker 2>a pleasure talking to you.

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<v Speaker 9>Thanks.

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<v Speaker 7>I'll have a good night, all from Charlotte.

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<v Speaker 2>Charlotte. Awesome, Surete, Charlotte. Crap, what's up?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm chilling and eating Thai food?

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<v Speaker 2>Charlotte. Am I on speakerphone right now?

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<v Speaker 8>I am just taking you off speaker phone.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm sorry.

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<v Speaker 2>Surely you have nothing to apot. Charlotte. You're gonna be

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<v Speaker 2>my guinea pig for just a second here. How did

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<v Speaker 2>can you guys hear Charlotte with the music and everything,

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<v Speaker 2>it's the whole thing here, all right. I just got

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<v Speaker 2>a bunch of people saying, yes, that's awesome. This is

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<v Speaker 2>so great. Charlotte. Charlotte, Charlotte, Charlotte, Charlotte. How old are

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<v Speaker 2>you I am?

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<v Speaker 3>How old am I am?

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<v Speaker 9>I twenty twenty two.

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<v Speaker 3>I was born in ninety eight.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, you you started to talk just now as if

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<v Speaker 2>you sort of came here prepared with something you wanted

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<v Speaker 2>to talk about.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, the topic is what do I do all day?

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<v Speaker 10>Right?

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<v Speaker 3>And I actually run a rescue. I run a rescue

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<v Speaker 3>called My Safe Place Rescue, and we're in Florida and

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<v Speaker 3>were taken cats and I rest you cats all day.

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<v Speaker 3>And I have like ten cats in my house and

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<v Speaker 3>all I do is save cats. And it's really great.

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<v Speaker 2>You rescue cats all day. Interesting, Now, use what worries

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<v Speaker 2>me is if I did something like that is do

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<v Speaker 2>you ever deal with like a lack of resources to

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<v Speaker 2>a point where you have so many cats to take

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<v Speaker 2>care of and another one comes wandering by and you're

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<v Speaker 2>just like you can't do it, or you take every

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<v Speaker 2>single goddamn cat if it kills you.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, I pretty much try to take every single one.

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<v Speaker 3>My husband hates it, but I try to take all

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<v Speaker 3>of them. Like I just got one back, and his

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<v Speaker 3>name is Shadow, and he's blind and he's only has

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<v Speaker 3>one eye, but he's really sweet and he plays like

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<v Speaker 3>any other normal cat. And then I've got two kittens,

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<v Speaker 3>and then I had three that I rescued from a

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<v Speaker 3>sewer drain, and Jimmy John's a.

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<v Speaker 5>Little while that's a.

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<v Speaker 2>Sewer drain.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, they'll get because they'll get stuck in there because

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<v Speaker 3>it's fired McDonald's and a Jimmy John. So the mama

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<v Speaker 3>cats will hide their kittens there and then unfortunately, the

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<v Speaker 3>mama cats will get hit by cars or something, and

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<v Speaker 3>then the babies are stuck in the drains and if

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<v Speaker 3>it rains, it'll flood, and so I have to go

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<v Speaker 3>get the.

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<v Speaker 2>Kittens Outum, that is God. That is the opening scene

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<v Speaker 2>of a Disney movie. But it sounds exactly like the

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<v Speaker 2>opening scene of a Disney movie that you should write.

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<v Speaker 2>There are three brother cats or sis sibling cats.

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<v Speaker 6>Yes, three siblings.

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<v Speaker 3>There are two brothers and a sister and I made

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<v Speaker 3>them thin Jake and Bonnie like from Adventure Time.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. Now you said your husband hates it. What's his deal?

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<v Speaker 7>What is it?

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<v Speaker 3>What is does he he helps out? I mean he

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<v Speaker 3>has the house and he pays Bill got to put

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<v Speaker 3>the cats in, So I would say that that's helpful.

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<v Speaker 3>And he does love the cats.

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<v Speaker 2>He loves the cats. Okay, I was gonna say he

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<v Speaker 2>either has to love the cats or really love you.

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<v Speaker 3>I think it's both.

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<v Speaker 2>Okay, good, it's good because you know if he because

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<v Speaker 2>because I mean, if he didn't love the cats, he

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<v Speaker 2>would have to just you know, you'd have to be

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<v Speaker 2>the most amazing human being in the entire world for

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<v Speaker 2>him to still want to be with you.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I'm not that great.

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<v Speaker 2>No, No, no, I'm sure, I'm sure that's not true.

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<v Speaker 2>Charlotte's yes. I mean, I don't know. I don't know

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<v Speaker 2>what you do when you're not rescuing cats. Maybe you're

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<v Speaker 2>intentionally putting them in dangerous situations so you could rescue

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<v Speaker 2>them later. I don't have that much INFT.

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<v Speaker 3>If I'm not rescuing cats, then I'm smoking my medical.

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<v Speaker 2>Interesting. Can you get cats high? Is that a thing?

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<v Speaker 2>Do cats get high? Can cats ever get?

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<v Speaker 7>Like?

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<v Speaker 3>I think you can't, but I've never tried to do it.

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<v Speaker 3>You definitely can't get like CBD stuff for them. There's

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<v Speaker 3>actually been lectures on like medicinal marijuana products for pets

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<v Speaker 3>with arthritis and stuff. I just I personally don't get cats.

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<v Speaker 2>High, now, Charlotte, real quick. Anyone out there who aims

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<v Speaker 2>of doing something similar, perhaps working with animals, partaking in

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<v Speaker 2>acts of organizational altruism such as this, any any advice

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<v Speaker 2>for anyone out there interested in a pursuit like that.

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<v Speaker 3>My advice would be just to not give up hope

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<v Speaker 3>because there's a lot of negativity surrounding it. But if

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<v Speaker 3>you can just be positive, then you know, things will

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<v Speaker 3>kind of turn out.

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<v Speaker 6>Bro.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean, I've had a lot of issues before. I

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<v Speaker 3>mean my cat Shadow that I just got back. He

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<v Speaker 3>was a rescue and then he got adopted and then

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<v Speaker 3>he should back up. So we've had problems with him,

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<v Speaker 3>but I'm not going to give up on him. There's

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<v Speaker 3>no point because, like we're all gonna live and die,

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<v Speaker 3>so you know, maybe everything's for nothing, so we may

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<v Speaker 3>as well do something.

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<v Speaker 2>I love that. Charlotte, You're a gift to the cats.

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<v Speaker 2>Thanks the world. Thank you so much for calling in.

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<v Speaker 7>Thank you. BI.

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<v Speaker 1>Get all from Alexandra Alexandra.

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<v Speaker 5>Hello, are you there?

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<v Speaker 7>Yes?

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<v Speaker 2>I am.

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<v Speaker 5>What's up, dude?

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<v Speaker 2>What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 11>Nothing?

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<v Speaker 9>What are you doing?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm talking to you, Alexandra.

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<v Speaker 9>That's good.

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<v Speaker 8>That's good.

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<v Speaker 9>So tell me how is your night going?

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<v Speaker 2>Have we spoken before, Alexandra?

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<v Speaker 7>Have we spoken before?

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<v Speaker 1>No, We've never spoken before.

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<v Speaker 5>This is our first.

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<v Speaker 9>This is my first time talking to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Damn. How'd you find this?

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<v Speaker 11>How did I find this?

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<v Speaker 4>Stream?

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<v Speaker 11>A friend told me about it.

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<v Speaker 2>Who's their friend? Who's your friends?

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<v Speaker 11>Actually, my friend Ashley told me about it. She told

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<v Speaker 11>me there's this green little man giving therapy. And I said, well,

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<v Speaker 11>I kind of do need help, and you know, especially

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<v Speaker 11>need help saving on car insurance. Man, I'm sure you

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<v Speaker 11>could do that for me, right.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, Look, normally when people say things like that,

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<v Speaker 2>it pisces me off to my core. But I you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I you know what, you got a good energy about you.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm not gonna I'm not gonna tell you how

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<v Speaker 2>the stuff I am because I'm actually not that pistol.

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<v Speaker 2>You said, how old are you, Alexandre, I'm twenty three.

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<v Speaker 2>Well you said, look, look I'm not a real therapist.

0:25:52.760 --> 0:25:54.600
<v Speaker 2>I'm not even a fake therapist. I have no idea

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<v Speaker 2>what I'm doing. But you know, i'd love to see

0:25:56.040 --> 0:26:01.040
<v Speaker 2>what's what's going on. You said you need something, tell me,

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<v Speaker 2>Please tell me how I can help you.

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<v Speaker 11>Now, I don't really need anything. I was just I

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<v Speaker 11>was curious, and I just called you're curious.

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<v Speaker 2>Tell me more about this curiosity. I want to explore

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<v Speaker 2>it with you. What are you curious about exactly?

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<v Speaker 11>I'm curious why man would be on a video dressing

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<v Speaker 11>in a gecko soup. So it's just interesting.

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<v Speaker 5>It's very fascinating to me.

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<v Speaker 7>You know.

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<v Speaker 2>My answer to that is, I mean, look at life, right,

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<v Speaker 2>It's infinite, there's infinite possibilities. You ever heard the story

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<v Speaker 2>of there's a child looking up at a big tree

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<v Speaker 2>and it's got all these different fruits on it, and

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<v Speaker 2>it's got juicy pears and big luscious apples and pineapples and.

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<v Speaker 3>Grapes and something starting to get dirty.

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<v Speaker 2>And the child's no, I promise it's not. The child

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<v Speaker 2>is looking at these uh fruits and he's like, oh

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<v Speaker 2>my god, look at all these delicious, wonderful fruits that

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<v Speaker 2>I could have. Which which one should I pick? I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know which? Which are these fruits I should pluck first?

0:27:18.080 --> 0:27:20.400
<v Speaker 2>There's so many things, there's so many options here. And

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<v Speaker 2>as as he's trying to make his decision, the fruit

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<v Speaker 2>it starts rotting and he's like, oh no. He starts

0:27:32.520 --> 0:27:34.800
<v Speaker 2>He's like, oh no, I I I still don't know

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<v Speaker 2>what to pick, and the fruit starts rotting, and eventually

0:27:37.640 --> 0:27:42.520
<v Speaker 2>it's all withers away because he could he couldn't pick.

0:27:42.640 --> 0:27:47.880
<v Speaker 2>He couldn't pick one to eat. And so you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I look at uh, I look at being a gecko

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<v Speaker 2>on the computer as a big juicy watermelon, and I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>I could have had a pair. I could have had

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<v Speaker 2>some grapes, but it doesn't matter what I could have had. Dude,

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<v Speaker 2>I got my watermelon. You know, does that make sense?

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<v Speaker 6>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>What do you mean?

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<v Speaker 6>You know?

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<v Speaker 2>You know? Of all the options available to a.

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<v Speaker 5>Human being, a green get go.

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<v Speaker 9>That's what's so fascinating.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, yes, I thought to myself, well, if that were

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<v Speaker 2>an option available to me, and I'm doing it right now,

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<v Speaker 2>so it is an option available to me. Why not

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<v Speaker 2>pick this option?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, there you go.

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<v Speaker 11>Hey, if you're happy, that's cool.

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<v Speaker 9>Man.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't even know if happiness is. I don't even

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<v Speaker 2>know if it's about happiness.

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<v Speaker 11>So why do you do it?

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<v Speaker 2>Why do I do it? Because? I you know, I

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<v Speaker 2>like uh? I like it. I like doing it. It's good.

0:28:57.120 --> 0:28:59.160
<v Speaker 2>It's a good gig. I like, I'm talking to you

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<v Speaker 2>right now, no idea who you are? You don't know

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<v Speaker 2>who I am. Uh. It's it's interesting, it's fun. I

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<v Speaker 2>can do it from anywhere. I like. I like doing it.

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<v Speaker 2>I like being a gecko. I'm excited to be a gecko.

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<v Speaker 2>You can be a gecko.

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<v Speaker 11>I'm going to I'm going to be a damn gecko.

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<v Speaker 2>Go be a gecko.

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<v Speaker 10>Let's do it.

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<v Speaker 11>Let's be geckos.

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<v Speaker 2>Here's the thing, though, is I think your version of

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<v Speaker 2>being a gecko can't literally be being a gecko, because

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<v Speaker 2>I mean, I guess it could be. I was hoping to, well,

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<v Speaker 2>what's your I mean, you got to find your version

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<v Speaker 2>of being a gecko? You know what I'm saying, Like something.

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<v Speaker 11>That you can do that was a gecko, I would

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<v Speaker 11>probably work in retail.

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<v Speaker 2>If you were a gecko, you would work in retail.

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<v Speaker 11>I don't know if you got that.

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<v Speaker 2>No, what I mean is like you gotta find you

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<v Speaker 2>know what being a you know, what's your own version

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<v Speaker 2>of like a thing that you just are, Like, fuck it,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna make this thing into something.

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<v Speaker 7>Well it's quite amazing.

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<v Speaker 11>I mean, look at you dressed like the green gecko,

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<v Speaker 11>and you have all these people viewing you dressed as

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<v Speaker 11>a green gecko. So congratulations, then, oh ship what people?

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<v Speaker 2>What I thought that we were? I thought this was

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<v Speaker 2>a private phone line. I thought I didn't even know

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<v Speaker 2>I was streaming right now, dude, Alexander, that's correct. How

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<v Speaker 2>do you how do you feel about how this conversation went?

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<v Speaker 11>Like from a one to ten?

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<v Speaker 1>Or what?

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<v Speaker 2>Sure?

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<v Speaker 11>I guess I would say like a four?

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<v Speaker 2>Really? Why a four?

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 11>I guess I don't know, just the first moment that

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<v Speaker 11>came out of my head.

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<v Speaker 9>So before it is.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, I'll take that cool. Yes, well, thank you

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<v Speaker 2>to give.

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<v Speaker 11>You anything else, no problem, no problem, Thank you for

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<v Speaker 11>talking to me.

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<v Speaker 5>Appreciate of course.

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<v Speaker 2>You have a good night, well you too, goodbye.

0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:16.200
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<v Speaker 5>All from Patrick?

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<v Speaker 2>Patrick?

0:32:01.440 --> 0:32:10.520
<v Speaker 5>Yes, yes, hello? Why is there silence?

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<v Speaker 2>Where do we go when we die?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh?

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<v Speaker 5>That's tough? Where do we go?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>You know?

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<v Speaker 5>I I have very mixed feelings about that. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever? Do you ever play Pokemon?

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<v Speaker 5>No?

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<v Speaker 4>No?

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<v Speaker 5>I I don't know if I should be a shamed

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<v Speaker 5>to say that or not, because I am not I

0:32:46.280 --> 0:32:52.840
<v Speaker 5>am from that generation, but because I have friends who

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<v Speaker 5>are all about it, and I just I just personally,

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<v Speaker 5>I don't. I don't get it. It's not my It's

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<v Speaker 5>not my thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Now, what is some thing that you you this is

0:33:04.920 --> 0:33:06.880
<v Speaker 2>something that you're not sure if you should be ashamed of?

0:33:07.200 --> 0:33:09.360
<v Speaker 2>What is something about you that you are one hundred

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<v Speaker 2>percent sure that you are ashamed of?

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<v Speaker 5>I mean, I'm not ashamed of anything.

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<v Speaker 2>Really, you're not ashamed of anything.

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<v Speaker 5>I don't think so.

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<v Speaker 2>That's awesome.

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<v Speaker 5>Maybe I not that I can think of off the

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<v Speaker 5>top of my head.

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<v Speaker 2>No, we can, Well wait, do you think?

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<v Speaker 5>All right?

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<v Speaker 2>Hold on, let me let me ask you this question.

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<v Speaker 2>Do you think if I gave if I gave you

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<v Speaker 2>some time, you could think of something? And I'm not

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<v Speaker 2>going to I just want to, like you think so.

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<v Speaker 5>No, I I think I'm ashamed of not standing up

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<v Speaker 5>for myself. Uh sooner regarding my my my job. I

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<v Speaker 5>like that standing up for myself sooner than I than

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<v Speaker 5>I have. And now I'm starting to reap the benefits

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<v Speaker 5>of that, and when I should have done it a

0:34:03.160 --> 0:34:03.520
<v Speaker 5>long time.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't think you should be ashamed. I'm you know,

0:34:07.440 --> 0:34:09.319
<v Speaker 2>I'm glad that some people. Look, some people never do

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<v Speaker 2>it at all.

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<v Speaker 5>Right, Like, I've been working for my boss for six

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<v Speaker 5>years now and I've finally stood up. And I'm in

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<v Speaker 5>a very unique scenario regarding work. And I'm a salaried employee,

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<v Speaker 5>but I work for an independent contractor. So that being said,

0:34:31.680 --> 0:34:35.239
<v Speaker 5>I should be just an independent contractor. But I do

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<v Speaker 5>get a salary. And you know, I kind of negotiated

0:34:40.719 --> 0:34:45.240
<v Speaker 5>against myself when we had those discussions and he offered

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<v Speaker 5>me a hi higher salary. I suggested a lower salary

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<v Speaker 5>for a portion of commissions, and he agreed to that.

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<v Speaker 5>But then the commission part never happened over all these years,

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<v Speaker 5>and now all of a sudden, it is because I said, hey, look,

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<v Speaker 5>come on, six years, this is getting ridiculous. Are you

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<v Speaker 5>sticking to your into the bargain or not.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm glad you stopped for yourself. I mean, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>do you feel like you had anything to gain from

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<v Speaker 2>having done it earlier. I mean, what's what's the point

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<v Speaker 2>of of dwelling on that? What's the point of dwelling

0:35:24.520 --> 0:35:24.799
<v Speaker 2>on that?

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<v Speaker 5>Well, dwelling on it. I mean, it's hard not to

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<v Speaker 5>dwell about money over the course of six years when

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<v Speaker 5>I do all the work, and you know, it's it's

0:35:39.000 --> 0:35:41.200
<v Speaker 5>hard not to dwell on that. But I get what

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<v Speaker 5>you're saying.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean what I'm saying is you know you

0:35:43.320 --> 0:35:44.600
<v Speaker 2>could have dwelled on it. I mean, you know, I

0:35:44.840 --> 0:35:49.040
<v Speaker 2>understand that necessity, not necessarily the tenancy to dwell on it.

0:35:49.120 --> 0:35:51.040
<v Speaker 2>But I mean there's so much pride you could take

0:35:51.080 --> 0:35:55.600
<v Speaker 2>as well, Well, you finally did it. You finally did

0:35:55.640 --> 0:35:57.200
<v Speaker 2>stand up for this thing that was important to you.

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<v Speaker 5>My pride is and well, I guess cynicism too, is

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<v Speaker 5>that if I were to leave him my employer after

0:36:11.280 --> 0:36:15.440
<v Speaker 5>all these years, basically the business crumbles because I run it.

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<v Speaker 2>What is this business?

0:36:21.200 --> 0:36:29.319
<v Speaker 5>Real estate? M I worked for a very successful real

0:36:29.400 --> 0:36:29.960
<v Speaker 5>estate agent.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you ever thought about, you know, if you're so

0:36:32.760 --> 0:36:35.360
<v Speaker 2>great at running this guy's business thought of running around.

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<v Speaker 5>Yes, However, he's very very well connected and in our

0:36:47.600 --> 0:36:51.759
<v Speaker 5>general in this the place in the state where we work,

0:36:51.880 --> 0:36:57.080
<v Speaker 5>the city where we work, I am not. But so

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<v Speaker 5>I don't think it would work out here. But I'm

0:37:00.040 --> 0:37:02.799
<v Speaker 5>pretty well connected back home, and that's kind of been

0:37:03.280 --> 0:37:05.320
<v Speaker 5>in the back of my mind for a while.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that idea, So, I.

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<v Speaker 5>Mean, it's not out of the question. I mean, I

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<v Speaker 5>feel like I could be very very successful on my

0:37:12.960 --> 0:37:17.719
<v Speaker 5>own back home, but not necessarily here. Right right now,

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<v Speaker 5>I'm kind of just riding the riding the wave of

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<v Speaker 5>you know where we are now, and I guess I

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<v Speaker 5>could say it New York City.

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<v Speaker 2>Wow.

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<v Speaker 5>So I mean, we're not talking, you know, a million

0:37:32.920 --> 0:37:35.920
<v Speaker 5>dollar apartment, because that gets you a studio here.

0:37:37.840 --> 0:37:40.560
<v Speaker 2>We're talking We're talking, yeah, a million.

0:37:40.360 --> 0:37:44.080
<v Speaker 5>Several million dollars, crazy celebrity client, that kind of thing.

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<v Speaker 2>Did you ever move home?

0:37:47.480 --> 0:37:52.000
<v Speaker 5>You know, my mom passed away in twenty seventeen, and

0:37:52.880 --> 0:37:55.800
<v Speaker 5>ever since then, I've had a really really strong urge

0:37:55.800 --> 0:37:59.160
<v Speaker 5>to go home because about a year later, Dad had

0:37:59.160 --> 0:38:03.040
<v Speaker 5>a really bad art episode. He's perfectly fine now, he's

0:38:03.040 --> 0:38:06.799
<v Speaker 5>on a pacemaker and everything. So, I mean, God, willing.

0:38:06.840 --> 0:38:10.239
<v Speaker 5>As long as that battery keeps ticking, we're good. But

0:38:10.280 --> 0:38:14.920
<v Speaker 5>my brother's also there, my niece is there. I do

0:38:15.120 --> 0:38:20.640
<v Speaker 5>kind of want to be closer to home, but you know,

0:38:21.040 --> 0:38:24.080
<v Speaker 5>here I am in New York City and where dreams

0:38:24.080 --> 0:38:28.920
<v Speaker 5>are made of. So it's a very tough decision. It's

0:38:28.960 --> 0:38:31.880
<v Speaker 5>a real struggle in my head whether I make that

0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:33.960
<v Speaker 5>choice to go home or not, Like I want to

0:38:33.960 --> 0:38:35.960
<v Speaker 5>be close to my grandmother's ninety six years old in

0:38:36.000 --> 0:38:40.360
<v Speaker 5>South Carolina, my parents, or whether my dad and my

0:38:40.440 --> 0:38:44.560
<v Speaker 5>brother are both in North Carolina. So like, I really

0:38:44.560 --> 0:38:47.120
<v Speaker 5>want to go home. I love home. Home is beautiful.

0:38:47.840 --> 0:38:50.279
<v Speaker 5>But at the same time, it's like I get to be,

0:38:50.480 --> 0:38:56.719
<v Speaker 5>you know, a free, independent person in New York.

0:38:58.640 --> 0:39:02.319
<v Speaker 2>Well, I mean would' there be a lot of Not

0:39:02.400 --> 0:39:04.879
<v Speaker 2>that I have any vested interests or swaying you either way.

0:39:04.920 --> 0:39:08.080
<v Speaker 2>But when you mentioned like freedom and independence, isn't there

0:39:08.120 --> 0:39:10.799
<v Speaker 2>also a greater amount of freedom independence that you can

0:39:10.840 --> 0:39:16.640
<v Speaker 2>gain from doing things your own way business wise?

0:39:16.760 --> 0:39:18.799
<v Speaker 5>Well, don't get me wrong, I do things my own

0:39:18.840 --> 0:39:24.160
<v Speaker 5>way regardless of what anybody else thinks. Sure, but like

0:39:24.360 --> 0:39:27.920
<v Speaker 5>I have like complete I mean I would have complete

0:39:27.960 --> 0:39:31.919
<v Speaker 5>independence and freedom down there too. But it's just such

0:39:31.920 --> 0:39:36.440
<v Speaker 5>a small bubble, you know, a tiny sphere of influence

0:39:36.440 --> 0:39:42.080
<v Speaker 5>if you will. In the mountains of North Carolina. You know,

0:39:43.320 --> 0:39:45.520
<v Speaker 5>that's where I'm from. It's where I grew up. But

0:39:46.440 --> 0:39:49.920
<v Speaker 5>I moved to New York. It's going on seventeen eighteen

0:39:49.960 --> 0:39:54.759
<v Speaker 5>years ago, and the reason I came here was to

0:39:54.760 --> 0:40:01.120
<v Speaker 5>get away from there. But now that you know, life

0:40:01.239 --> 0:40:05.080
<v Speaker 5>circumstances have changed a little bit in in you know,

0:40:05.120 --> 0:40:09.160
<v Speaker 5>my mom's passing and everything, and and you know, Dad's

0:40:09.200 --> 0:40:12.240
<v Speaker 5>helped otherwise other than a part issue is completely fine.

0:40:12.960 --> 0:40:20.120
<v Speaker 5>But I just have a desire to be there with them.

0:40:20.200 --> 0:40:22.520
<v Speaker 5>Does that make any sense to you? Like?

0:40:22.560 --> 0:40:22.960
<v Speaker 2>What like?

0:40:23.239 --> 0:40:23.319
<v Speaker 9>What?

0:40:24.440 --> 0:40:28.080
<v Speaker 5>Like? Like I love my life in New York, but

0:40:28.120 --> 0:40:32.319
<v Speaker 5>I could also see myself loving life there. So I'm

0:40:32.360 --> 0:40:38.080
<v Speaker 5>kind of at a crossroads. Really. I mean, I guess

0:40:38.080 --> 0:40:44.239
<v Speaker 5>to give a little more insight, I'm thirty seven years old,

0:40:47.000 --> 0:40:52.640
<v Speaker 5>so I mean I've got God willing a long time ago.

0:40:53.760 --> 0:41:02.279
<v Speaker 5>Dad's seventy two, I think seventy one seven two. But

0:41:02.320 --> 0:41:08.239
<v Speaker 5>it's also my niece, she's she's uh just turned five, uh,

0:41:08.640 --> 0:41:11.440
<v Speaker 5>and she's to the age now where she's starting to realize,

0:41:11.760 --> 0:41:14.600
<v Speaker 5>you know, who I am, Like for the past, you know,

0:41:14.960 --> 0:41:18.319
<v Speaker 5>five years, it didn't matter that I wasn't there. But

0:41:18.440 --> 0:41:21.440
<v Speaker 5>now she's you know, my my brother and niece and

0:41:21.480 --> 0:41:24.719
<v Speaker 5>his wife and my dad and his new girlfriend are

0:41:24.760 --> 0:41:27.719
<v Speaker 5>going on a beach trip next week, and she asked

0:41:27.760 --> 0:41:32.720
<v Speaker 5>if I was coming, And that really kind of pulls

0:41:32.760 --> 0:41:34.719
<v Speaker 5>at my heart a little bit, like I should be there.

0:41:35.840 --> 0:41:36.040
<v Speaker 7>Yeah.

0:41:36.080 --> 0:41:38.440
<v Speaker 2>I mean, you know, in this, in this conversation alone,

0:41:38.680 --> 0:41:41.439
<v Speaker 2>you know, I don't know how you're on thoughts about

0:41:41.440 --> 0:41:43.560
<v Speaker 2>this works, but in this conversation alone, you've brought up

0:41:43.640 --> 0:41:48.239
<v Speaker 2>many more good reasons for going home than you have

0:41:48.440 --> 0:41:50.640
<v Speaker 2>reasons for staying where you are.

0:41:54.960 --> 0:41:56.520
<v Speaker 5>That's yeah, that's fair enough.

0:42:02.160 --> 0:42:05.439
<v Speaker 2>I mean, at the end of the day, the way

0:42:05.480 --> 0:42:10.760
<v Speaker 2>that you have described it sounds like you'll be happy

0:42:12.360 --> 0:42:16.719
<v Speaker 2>either place, and I think I would be. You know,

0:42:19.560 --> 0:42:22.920
<v Speaker 2>that's great because it'll make it easier for And I

0:42:22.960 --> 0:42:28.200
<v Speaker 2>was telling this to a caller previously today, the best

0:42:28.280 --> 0:42:35.040
<v Speaker 2>decision making advice I ever heard was to make whatever

0:42:35.120 --> 0:42:39.840
<v Speaker 2>decision you make into the right decision. You know, So

0:42:39.960 --> 0:42:43.400
<v Speaker 2>if you're going to move back home and you're gonna

0:42:43.800 --> 0:42:45.359
<v Speaker 2>be with your niece, you gonna be with your dad,

0:42:45.400 --> 0:42:49.160
<v Speaker 2>you're gonna run your own thing, I mean, get really

0:42:49.160 --> 0:42:52.360
<v Speaker 2>into it, you know, put your phone away and be

0:42:52.520 --> 0:42:58.240
<v Speaker 2>with your family and speak conscious of all your experiences

0:42:58.320 --> 0:43:00.359
<v Speaker 2>and live it up.

0:43:05.200 --> 0:43:07.839
<v Speaker 5>I like that. It sounds good. It's it sounds It's

0:43:07.920 --> 0:43:11.759
<v Speaker 5>a lot easier to talk about than having like the

0:43:11.800 --> 0:43:15.359
<v Speaker 5>internal dialogue about it back and forth, you know, because

0:43:15.400 --> 0:43:17.080
<v Speaker 5>I get you know, I feel like my arms are

0:43:17.080 --> 0:43:21.200
<v Speaker 5>getting separated from my shoulders, like because that one, you know,

0:43:21.320 --> 0:43:24.120
<v Speaker 5>one reason is pulling keeping me in New York, and

0:43:24.160 --> 0:43:26.640
<v Speaker 5>the other is pulling me back home. And I mean,

0:43:26.920 --> 0:43:29.920
<v Speaker 5>truth be told, Other than my job, there's nothing keeping

0:43:29.920 --> 0:43:34.279
<v Speaker 5>me here in New York. My my best friend and

0:43:34.840 --> 0:43:37.080
<v Speaker 5>roommate here in New York is also from North Carolina

0:43:37.400 --> 0:43:41.279
<v Speaker 5>and couldn't just as easily go home too, you know.

0:43:41.880 --> 0:43:45.320
<v Speaker 5>So and and it's kind of I think waiting on

0:43:46.560 --> 0:43:49.640
<v Speaker 5>me to make the decision like Okay, this is it,

0:43:49.719 --> 0:43:54.919
<v Speaker 5>let's go and and we do it. And maybe that's

0:43:54.920 --> 0:43:57.239
<v Speaker 5>not case. Maybe I'm maybe that's not the case. Maybe

0:43:57.280 --> 0:44:00.560
<v Speaker 5>I'm I'm just speaking, you know what I I believe.

0:44:00.680 --> 0:44:06.160
<v Speaker 5>I don't know, but you know, like I said, there's

0:44:06.200 --> 0:44:08.200
<v Speaker 5>there's just part of me that says, you know, stay

0:44:08.239 --> 0:44:10.920
<v Speaker 5>in New York for as long as you can keep

0:44:11.080 --> 0:44:16.400
<v Speaker 5>making the money because, trust me, the commissions from what

0:44:16.440 --> 0:44:19.879
<v Speaker 5>I do here in New York are much different from

0:44:19.880 --> 0:44:23.799
<v Speaker 5>what they are in North Carolina.

0:44:23.640 --> 0:44:27.120
<v Speaker 2>Where we as are spending more money, you know being

0:44:27.160 --> 0:44:29.640
<v Speaker 2>there North Carolina.

0:44:30.200 --> 0:44:32.640
<v Speaker 5>Well, yeah, I mean I don't give me my rent

0:44:32.680 --> 0:44:35.560
<v Speaker 5>payment in New York City for a four bedroom apartments

0:44:35.600 --> 0:44:38.880
<v Speaker 5>four thousand dollars And that's cheap because we live in

0:44:38.920 --> 0:44:42.800
<v Speaker 5>the shithole you know of West Harlem.

0:44:42.840 --> 0:44:43.719
<v Speaker 3>But you know.

0:44:45.719 --> 0:44:48.360
<v Speaker 5>It's but it's all you know, four thousand dollars a

0:44:48.360 --> 0:44:51.319
<v Speaker 5>month in North Carolina. I mean that's that's a that's

0:44:51.320 --> 0:44:55.000
<v Speaker 5>a ten bedroom home. You know.

0:44:55.160 --> 0:45:00.319
<v Speaker 2>Well, well, listen, man, what's your name was, Patrick Trick?

0:45:03.320 --> 0:45:08.279
<v Speaker 2>Whatever you do, like I said, you'll be happy. It

0:45:08.360 --> 0:45:10.040
<v Speaker 2>sounds like I appreciate it.

0:45:10.120 --> 0:45:12.520
<v Speaker 5>Get thanks for being a sounding board for.

0:45:12.480 --> 0:45:15.360
<v Speaker 2>Sure, for sure, and uh again, you'll make it the

0:45:15.400 --> 0:45:19.160
<v Speaker 2>right decision. It sounds to me like you really want

0:45:19.200 --> 0:45:26.520
<v Speaker 2>to go home. Just you know, I'm not an expert. Yeah,

0:45:26.680 --> 0:45:28.719
<v Speaker 2>that's still very I from you.

0:45:29.840 --> 0:45:32.920
<v Speaker 5>I'm still very torn. But uh again, I appreciate you

0:45:33.000 --> 0:45:36.440
<v Speaker 5>being a sounding board and let me letting me sound

0:45:36.480 --> 0:45:38.240
<v Speaker 5>it off, you know, bounce it off of you and

0:45:39.120 --> 0:45:42.680
<v Speaker 5>get your input of course it comes off a little

0:45:42.680 --> 0:45:44.239
<v Speaker 5>differently that way to me.

0:45:46.040 --> 0:45:47.840
<v Speaker 2>Well, thank you so much for sharing. Man, you have

0:45:47.840 --> 0:45:48.440
<v Speaker 2>a good rest of the.

0:45:48.520 --> 0:45:51.160
<v Speaker 5>Night too, Take care. Thanks yet.

0:45:53.160 --> 0:45:54.960
<v Speaker 7>How from Lily?

0:45:57.400 --> 0:46:02.279
<v Speaker 2>Lily? Helloh Lily, what's up? Dude?

0:46:04.600 --> 0:46:08.520
<v Speaker 8>I just finished eating some totsy pops?

0:46:09.000 --> 0:46:09.840
<v Speaker 2>How old are you, Lily?

0:46:09.920 --> 0:46:13.160
<v Speaker 8>I'm twenty. Do I sound young?

0:46:13.880 --> 0:46:14.040
<v Speaker 5>Uh?

0:46:14.200 --> 0:46:14.400
<v Speaker 6>You do?

0:46:15.760 --> 0:46:17.520
<v Speaker 8>I get told I will k young a lot, but

0:46:17.600 --> 0:46:21.000
<v Speaker 8>I'm twenty, which is weird.

0:46:19.719 --> 0:46:22.640
<v Speaker 2>To just eating some titty pops. I like totty pups.

0:46:23.400 --> 0:46:27.440
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I got stuff for taking pokes the other day

0:46:27.440 --> 0:46:30.000
<v Speaker 8>with my friend, and I had some extra money, and

0:46:30.040 --> 0:46:33.000
<v Speaker 8>so I decided to get like a two hundred pack

0:46:33.120 --> 0:46:36.000
<v Speaker 8>of titsy pops standing there in my room, and I've

0:46:36.040 --> 0:46:38.240
<v Speaker 8>just been eating them all the time when I'm hungry.

0:46:38.640 --> 0:46:41.480
<v Speaker 2>It's a little dangerous.

0:46:41.520 --> 0:46:43.400
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I need to bring them downstairs.

0:46:43.960 --> 0:46:49.439
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I got it. I I I've gone so long

0:46:49.480 --> 0:46:51.800
<v Speaker 2>in my life just without eating like a normal person.

0:46:54.440 --> 0:46:57.160
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I feel I'm like ted, to be serious,

0:46:57.160 --> 0:47:00.360
<v Speaker 2>I'm tired all the time. I don't know if and

0:47:00.400 --> 0:47:03.560
<v Speaker 2>there's it could be many different variables, but I'm like shit,

0:47:03.600 --> 0:47:06.520
<v Speaker 2>if I want to actually like be able to live

0:47:06.800 --> 0:47:12.880
<v Speaker 2>my life, properly. I gotta gotta get you know, eating

0:47:12.920 --> 0:47:15.040
<v Speaker 2>some fucking broccoli.

0:47:16.360 --> 0:47:19.680
<v Speaker 8>Yeah. I get a little worried sometimes when I realize

0:47:19.680 --> 0:47:22.839
<v Speaker 8>like how bad my eating has been for so long,

0:47:22.920 --> 0:47:26.319
<v Speaker 8>But I try to give myself some like lenience for

0:47:26.360 --> 0:47:31.040
<v Speaker 8>it because of school and everything that's gone on, you know. Yeah.

0:47:31.320 --> 0:47:31.880
<v Speaker 3>Absolutely.

0:47:33.960 --> 0:47:34.879
<v Speaker 2>What do you do all day?

0:47:38.840 --> 0:47:44.680
<v Speaker 8>Not many things currently, but I'm doing summer school right now.

0:47:44.719 --> 0:47:47.560
<v Speaker 8>I have like one class, so that's like my main

0:47:47.600 --> 0:47:50.080
<v Speaker 8>focus because I'm trying to get ahead. I'm visiting my

0:47:50.200 --> 0:47:53.719
<v Speaker 8>sister in Chicago soon, so I want to be able

0:47:53.719 --> 0:47:55.960
<v Speaker 8>to like spend my time with her instead of doing.

0:47:55.760 --> 0:47:57.080
<v Speaker 3>School work all day.

0:47:57.760 --> 0:47:58.800
<v Speaker 2>What's the one class?

0:48:00.320 --> 0:48:03.920
<v Speaker 8>It's art history, which is really not related to what

0:48:03.960 --> 0:48:05.439
<v Speaker 8>I want to do, but I needed to get.

0:48:05.360 --> 0:48:06.359
<v Speaker 3>An elective out of the way.

0:48:09.160 --> 0:48:10.120
<v Speaker 2>What is it do you want to do?

0:48:11.800 --> 0:48:12.880
<v Speaker 8>I want to be a therapist.

0:48:13.800 --> 0:48:17.279
<v Speaker 2>I want to be a therapist. Mm hmm, Now why

0:48:17.280 --> 0:48:21.600
<v Speaker 2>do you want to be a therapist?

0:48:23.000 --> 0:48:27.040
<v Speaker 8>I struggle a lot with mental health issues, and so

0:48:27.480 --> 0:48:31.560
<v Speaker 8>I've just I've been in and out of some like

0:48:31.680 --> 0:48:33.640
<v Speaker 8>programs for it, and so I've met a lot of

0:48:33.640 --> 0:48:37.600
<v Speaker 8>people who have also struggled with it, and I've and

0:48:37.640 --> 0:48:41.560
<v Speaker 8>then a lot of like therapy groups as well. And

0:48:41.600 --> 0:48:45.520
<v Speaker 8>I think just watching the people that have helped me,

0:48:45.760 --> 0:48:47.960
<v Speaker 8>like in all the work they put into other people

0:48:49.200 --> 0:48:52.640
<v Speaker 8>wanted like inspire me to do the same thing. Obviously

0:48:52.640 --> 0:48:56.279
<v Speaker 8>they've changed my life a lot too. But yeah, really

0:48:56.320 --> 0:48:59.120
<v Speaker 8>getting to know the people that I've like lived with

0:48:59.160 --> 0:49:02.200
<v Speaker 8>in the time that I've been in those programs made

0:49:02.200 --> 0:49:05.520
<v Speaker 8>me realize like how much you can impact someone through

0:49:05.520 --> 0:49:09.920
<v Speaker 8>that line of work. Yeah.

0:49:11.040 --> 0:49:14.399
<v Speaker 2>Right, you have a good role models as you've gone

0:49:14.520 --> 0:49:17.080
<v Speaker 2>through the processes and having been on the other side

0:49:17.160 --> 0:49:20.200
<v Speaker 2>of the couch gives you a lot of insight. I

0:49:20.200 --> 0:49:23.279
<v Speaker 2>feel into the professional and you know, you get the

0:49:23.360 --> 0:49:27.640
<v Speaker 2>idea of being on the receiving ends, how you would

0:49:27.760 --> 0:49:32.080
<v Speaker 2>like your receiving end to feel when you be a therapist.

0:49:33.120 --> 0:49:33.560
<v Speaker 2>Mm hmm.

0:49:34.280 --> 0:49:39.000
<v Speaker 8>Yeah. I was kind of scared in the beginning to

0:49:39.320 --> 0:49:41.800
<v Speaker 8>go for that, just because I didn't know if it

0:49:41.800 --> 0:49:46.359
<v Speaker 8>would be kind of hard for me not to get

0:49:46.400 --> 0:49:48.759
<v Speaker 8>too attached to the people that I'm working with, just

0:49:48.800 --> 0:49:52.759
<v Speaker 8>because I feel like I want to, like I'll get

0:49:52.800 --> 0:49:55.400
<v Speaker 8>to invested into the relationship, not like I don't know,

0:49:55.520 --> 0:49:56.880
<v Speaker 8>I just feel like I would feel for them so

0:49:56.960 --> 0:49:58.560
<v Speaker 8>much that I would have a hard time keeping it

0:49:58.600 --> 0:50:03.360
<v Speaker 8>professional or just like not showing like the emotion that

0:50:03.400 --> 0:50:05.200
<v Speaker 8>I'm feeling, because I know you have to kind of

0:50:06.280 --> 0:50:09.080
<v Speaker 8>keep that to yourself when you are trying to help them.

0:50:09.800 --> 0:50:11.880
<v Speaker 8>But it was like, even when I'm like talking to

0:50:11.920 --> 0:50:13.719
<v Speaker 8>someone about it, it's hard for me to like not

0:50:13.840 --> 0:50:17.719
<v Speaker 8>cry if I see someone else crying. So you know,

0:50:18.200 --> 0:50:21.640
<v Speaker 8>I'll I'll learn how to do that.

0:50:21.640 --> 0:50:23.440
<v Speaker 2>That's interesting because I don't really know like what the

0:50:23.480 --> 0:50:27.200
<v Speaker 2>whole standard is for that.

0:50:29.600 --> 0:50:34.759
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, it's weird. I've actually had a therapist who did

0:50:34.880 --> 0:50:37.200
<v Speaker 8>kind of start crying when talking to me, but and

0:50:37.280 --> 0:50:40.600
<v Speaker 8>she's like, oh, sorry, like you're not really supposed to

0:50:40.680 --> 0:50:43.040
<v Speaker 8>do that, just because it almost like you want to

0:50:43.239 --> 0:50:46.920
<v Speaker 8>make it a safe space to open up about anything

0:50:47.239 --> 0:50:50.840
<v Speaker 8>without getting any judgment. Obviously like crying or showing empathy

0:50:50.880 --> 0:50:53.120
<v Speaker 8>as not judgment, but I think it kind of like

0:50:54.239 --> 0:50:57.000
<v Speaker 8>makes the other person be like shit, like they're really

0:50:57.040 --> 0:50:59.160
<v Speaker 8>taking this in and it almost just kind of feels like,

0:51:02.680 --> 0:51:05.640
<v Speaker 8>I don't know, it just feels it takes away almost

0:51:05.640 --> 0:51:08.080
<v Speaker 8>that like safety net. At least that what I feel

0:51:08.080 --> 0:51:11.880
<v Speaker 8>when I'm in therapy, just because I don't want to

0:51:12.000 --> 0:51:14.080
<v Speaker 8>feel like it's like going into their personal lives. I

0:51:14.080 --> 0:51:14.759
<v Speaker 8>don't know if I'm thinking.

0:51:15.000 --> 0:51:16.360
<v Speaker 6>I kind of feel like i'm rambling, you know what

0:51:16.360 --> 0:51:16.680
<v Speaker 6>I mean.

0:51:18.520 --> 0:51:22.719
<v Speaker 2>Yes, well, look, I'm I'm happy to hear that you

0:51:22.840 --> 0:51:27.160
<v Speaker 2>found something for you and you know, good on you

0:51:27.320 --> 0:51:31.239
<v Speaker 2>for going and getting the license and doing it real

0:51:31.560 --> 0:51:37.640
<v Speaker 2>instead of, you know, being a fake therapist on the internet.

0:51:38.000 --> 0:51:42.880
<v Speaker 8>No, no, well you do. It's really cool, dude.

0:51:43.239 --> 0:51:47.839
<v Speaker 2>Yeah, getting you know, do actually doing therapy sounds very tough. Uh,

0:51:48.160 --> 0:51:54.560
<v Speaker 2>definitely requires a lot of resilience. Mmm.

0:51:55.760 --> 0:51:58.279
<v Speaker 8>Yeah, I'm very passionate about it, so I think it's

0:51:58.280 --> 0:51:58.799
<v Speaker 8>worth it.

0:52:00.560 --> 0:52:02.920
<v Speaker 2>Well, good luck to you, Lily. I'm proud of you.

0:52:04.200 --> 0:52:05.719
<v Speaker 8>Thank you. I hope you have a good night.

0:52:05.760 --> 0:52:09.080
<v Speaker 2>Gek you too, man, take care YouTube bye.

0:52:10.480 --> 0:52:17.440
<v Speaker 7>Call from Ashley Ashley.

0:52:19.280 --> 0:52:22.840
<v Speaker 2>Hey is this Have we spoken before? Ashley?

0:52:23.760 --> 0:52:24.440
<v Speaker 3>No, we have not.

0:52:26.040 --> 0:52:29.080
<v Speaker 2>Actually it's a pleasure. It's an honor. Even I would

0:52:29.120 --> 0:52:32.080
<v Speaker 2>say it actually is an honor. You really took a time.

0:52:32.120 --> 0:52:34.200
<v Speaker 2>I mean, I'm that serious. You took the time out

0:52:34.200 --> 0:52:39.600
<v Speaker 2>of your day to call me. I did what I mean,

0:52:39.640 --> 0:52:41.000
<v Speaker 2>that's that's cool.

0:52:41.040 --> 0:52:41.200
<v Speaker 7>Man.

0:52:41.239 --> 0:52:45.480
<v Speaker 2>You could have called like you know that your phone theoretically,

0:52:45.560 --> 0:52:52.000
<v Speaker 2>theoretically your phone could call like the press. They could

0:52:52.080 --> 0:52:55.680
<v Speaker 2>call the president if you but like, there is a

0:52:55.760 --> 0:53:01.000
<v Speaker 2>sequence available to you right now where you could call

0:53:01.040 --> 0:53:02.840
<v Speaker 2>the president, but you just don't know the number.

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<v Speaker 9>It's just this.

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<v Speaker 6>Weird electronic portal of sound. You know, it's crazy.

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<v Speaker 2>So how can I help you today, Ashley?

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<v Speaker 7>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 6>How can I help you?

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<v Speaker 9>Get? I don't know.

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<v Speaker 6>This is weird to me. I do customer service and

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<v Speaker 6>I'm working from home, so I kind of feel like

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<v Speaker 6>when I'm on the phone, that's that's my job is

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<v Speaker 6>to help people.

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<v Speaker 2>So how do you feel that I'm offering to help

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<v Speaker 2>you when you know normally other people call them for

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<v Speaker 2>you to help them. How do you feel being on

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<v Speaker 2>the opposite side of this, uh, this interaction?

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<v Speaker 6>You know, it feels nice, it feels odd in a way.

0:53:53.480 --> 0:53:59.960
<v Speaker 6>It feels like an adventure, like an adventure.

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<v Speaker 9>Sure, sure, I try.

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<v Speaker 6>To think of things as adventures because if you can

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<v Speaker 6>make something sound exciting, maybe it'll give you motivation to

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<v Speaker 6>do it, and then if you do it, maybe it

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<v Speaker 6>will be exciting. You don't know unless you try.

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<v Speaker 2>I like that. That's like a framing technique.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, I've been working on that lately.

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<v Speaker 2>Walk me through this. I want to do a live

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<v Speaker 2>one here. You work in customer service, which traditionally one

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<v Speaker 2>would think of as standard, possibly a little boring of

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<v Speaker 2>a thing to do, and I want to hear the

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<v Speaker 2>way in which you reframe it as an adventure.

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<v Speaker 6>Yeah, you know, sometimes I really have to think about

0:54:55.160 --> 0:54:59.320
<v Speaker 6>that when I wake up and walk like the fifteen

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<v Speaker 6>feet to my computer. I just try to think about Like,

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<v Speaker 6>I mean, I've worked like a retail person, like in

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<v Speaker 6>person before, and it wasn't always the most exciting, you know,

0:55:12.440 --> 0:55:14.359
<v Speaker 6>It's kind of like what you make of it. But

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<v Speaker 6>I kind of just have to pretend, like pretend like

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<v Speaker 6>even though I'm like staring at a computer screen with

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<v Speaker 6>like this headset that I have like an actual person

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<v Speaker 6>in front of me, like as if they were on

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<v Speaker 6>the other side of the counter and they took their

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<v Speaker 6>time out of their day to come to my place

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<v Speaker 6>of business to ask me for help, and I'm the

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<v Speaker 6>person with the information and the knowledge and the means

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<v Speaker 6>to help them in the way that they need. And

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<v Speaker 6>I guess the people I've always looked up to the

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<v Speaker 6>most in my life for the people who who were

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<v Speaker 6>around to help, like teachers, And I don't know, I

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<v Speaker 6>just I think it's cool to help. I like to help.

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<v Speaker 6>It can be taxing to help sometimes, but it's rewarding.

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<v Speaker 2>You touched on a couple things there that I thought

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<v Speaker 2>were interesting. First was the shift in dynamic between talking

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<v Speaker 2>to someone over the phone and talking to someone in person,

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<v Speaker 2>and you still trying to keep the important parts of

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<v Speaker 2>the in person interaction present as you were helping someone

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<v Speaker 2>through the phone. Try to keep in mind, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>when you're talking to someone. You know, if you and I,

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<v Speaker 2>if we're looking into your eyes right now and talking

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<v Speaker 2>to you, I wouldn't have to actively think, oh, I'm

0:56:38.480 --> 0:56:40.520
<v Speaker 2>actually talking to a real human being. I would just

0:56:41.960 --> 0:56:44.200
<v Speaker 2>I would just be talking to an actual human being.

0:56:44.719 --> 0:56:48.040
<v Speaker 2>But when it's over the phone, I have to sort

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<v Speaker 2>of make a concentrated effort to think of you as

0:56:51.800 --> 0:56:59.440
<v Speaker 2>a real human being. And then you touched on what

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<v Speaker 2>was it that you like to help people, which you

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<v Speaker 2>know is great? Why would you not? Isn't that exciting something?

0:57:07.920 --> 0:57:10.360
<v Speaker 2>I mean, for anything, someone comes to you for a

0:57:10.400 --> 0:57:13.920
<v Speaker 2>cup of coffee and you work at a coffee shop

0:57:14.480 --> 0:57:16.920
<v Speaker 2>and you're like, oh, this is cool. This person wants

0:57:16.960 --> 0:57:21.120
<v Speaker 2>a cup of coffee and I got I got beans

0:57:21.160 --> 0:57:24.040
<v Speaker 2>and a cup, and I can I don't know. It's

0:57:24.120 --> 0:57:30.680
<v Speaker 2>there's something interesting about being able to help people in

0:57:30.720 --> 0:57:34.800
<v Speaker 2>such an immediate direct way. I understand the appeal in that.

0:57:36.440 --> 0:57:36.960
<v Speaker 9>Definitely.

0:57:44.400 --> 0:57:46.400
<v Speaker 2>See if we were in person, we would just be

0:57:46.480 --> 0:57:49.480
<v Speaker 2>kind of staring at each other just now, and that

0:57:49.560 --> 0:57:53.240
<v Speaker 2>would be more weird. But I feel like it's less

0:57:53.280 --> 0:58:01.280
<v Speaker 2>weird because we're on the phone. Yeah, well, anyway, would

0:58:01.280 --> 0:58:02.480
<v Speaker 2>you say your name was Ashley?

0:58:03.200 --> 0:58:05.040
<v Speaker 9>Ashley? Yep, you got it.

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<v Speaker 2>It was a pleasure talking to you. Thank you so

0:58:06.680 --> 0:58:07.680
<v Speaker 2>much for calling in and share.

0:58:08.560 --> 0:58:09.959
<v Speaker 6>Yeah, thanks for talking gig.

0:58:10.280 --> 0:58:11.240
<v Speaker 4>How good one.

0:58:12.000 --> 0:58:12.400
<v Speaker 1>Thank you.

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<v Speaker 7>All from Nick?

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<v Speaker 4>Nick Baby, Hey buddy, how are you doing?

0:58:25.240 --> 0:58:26.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm doing pretty good?

0:58:27.080 --> 0:58:27.280
<v Speaker 5>Nick?

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<v Speaker 2>What uh? How can I help you this evening? Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Man, man, I don't know. What was the question of

0:58:34.760 --> 0:58:35.360
<v Speaker 4>the night? Again?

0:58:36.640 --> 0:58:38.400
<v Speaker 2>The question of the night? I never liked having a

0:58:38.480 --> 0:58:39.720
<v Speaker 2>question of the night. I know I have to. I

0:58:39.720 --> 0:58:42.120
<v Speaker 2>don't gotta have one because it's like there's to be

0:58:42.160 --> 0:58:46.200
<v Speaker 2>some semblance of structure. But yeah, for sure, you know, look,

0:58:46.240 --> 0:58:50.360
<v Speaker 2>what's the question? What's let me ask you a question? Okay, sir,

0:58:50.960 --> 0:58:52.360
<v Speaker 2>what's the question of the night? Nick?

0:58:53.600 --> 0:58:57.320
<v Speaker 4>Question the night? Question of the night is how are

0:58:57.320 --> 0:58:57.720
<v Speaker 4>you doing?

0:58:58.720 --> 0:58:59.479
<v Speaker 2>I hate that question?

0:58:59.560 --> 0:58:59.720
<v Speaker 10>Nick?

0:58:59.760 --> 0:59:01.080
<v Speaker 2>What did you do all nick? Nick?

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<v Speaker 4>Nick, Yes, there, I really I do.

0:59:05.160 --> 0:59:06.160
<v Speaker 2>I do hate that question.

0:59:06.920 --> 0:59:09.160
<v Speaker 4>No, I do too, I absolutely hate it. I just

0:59:09.200 --> 0:59:12.760
<v Speaker 4>couldn't think of anything else. Honestly, I say.

0:59:12.760 --> 0:59:14.680
<v Speaker 2>That's the thing is, I think everyone hates that question,

0:59:14.760 --> 0:59:17.920
<v Speaker 2>but it's.

0:59:16.560 --> 0:59:18.840
<v Speaker 4>It's like, yeah, it's a formality.

0:59:21.240 --> 0:59:22.840
<v Speaker 2>What do you do all day? Nick?

0:59:24.000 --> 0:59:24.120
<v Speaker 7>Uh?

0:59:24.400 --> 0:59:29.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's what it was. Well, right now I'm kind

0:59:29.040 --> 0:59:31.640
<v Speaker 4>of in between jobs because the last one was like

0:59:32.320 --> 0:59:37.360
<v Speaker 4>really everybody was just really shitty there. So right now

0:59:37.400 --> 0:59:41.400
<v Speaker 4>I just kind of wake up. We've been cleaning the house.

0:59:41.920 --> 0:59:44.320
<v Speaker 4>I guess because we're getting a cat. I don't know,

0:59:45.800 --> 0:59:47.000
<v Speaker 4>just vibes.

0:59:52.480 --> 0:59:56.959
<v Speaker 2>Down because apparently you were screaming. But I like, but

0:59:56.320 --> 0:59:59.600
<v Speaker 2>but but I'll take I'll take a car that's too

0:59:59.640 --> 1:00:02.560
<v Speaker 2>loud or were clothes too quiet any day of the week.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I I wasn't even talking about I'm just

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<v Speaker 4>giving move my mouth away from the phone.

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<v Speaker 2>Not bad, no, no, no, no, no, no, It's not your fault.

1:00:11.240 --> 1:00:13.919
<v Speaker 2>Don't feel self conscious right now. It's not your fault.

1:00:13.920 --> 1:00:15.920
<v Speaker 2>It's something with the technology. You're like, if we were

1:00:15.960 --> 1:00:17.280
<v Speaker 2>talking on Parsons, you'd be fine.

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<v Speaker 4>But listen, Yeah, I know you're good.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh you said you all got I'm so sorry. I

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<v Speaker 2>was trying to deal with that, and I'm gonna be

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<v Speaker 2>honest with you. I was to pay full attention to

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<v Speaker 2>what you said.

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<v Speaker 4>You're good man. Uh No, pretty much, pretty much. I

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<v Speaker 4>uh so, I had been I had a job building

1:00:37.640 --> 1:00:40.960
<v Speaker 4>bikes for I had it for like three weeks, but

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<v Speaker 4>everybody there was just honestly, just steady, just terrible, terrible people,

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<v Speaker 4>And so I got right out of that. So I

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<v Speaker 4>don't really want to be in that situation.

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<v Speaker 2>M that's what are you doing now?

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<v Speaker 4>So right now I'm applying to jobs picking up the

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<v Speaker 4>house where my girlfriend and I are planning on getting

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<v Speaker 4>a cat. So I don't know, not a whole lot interesting.

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<v Speaker 7>But.

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<v Speaker 2>Mm hmmm, you sound like an interesting guy. What where'd

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<v Speaker 2>you meet your girlfriends?

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<v Speaker 7>Uh?

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<v Speaker 4>We met h through a group chat for a band.

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<v Speaker 2>Through a group chat for a band? Is this a

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<v Speaker 2>group chat to discuss a band? Or group chat like

1:01:30.000 --> 1:01:31.680
<v Speaker 2>you guys are both in a band, like you're in.

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<v Speaker 4>A band to discuss.

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<v Speaker 2>What? What band were you discussing?

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<v Speaker 4>It was a band called the Deer Hunter. The Deer Hunter, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 4>they're kind of like an indie band. But she was

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<v Speaker 4>in New York and I was in Michigan and uh,

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<v Speaker 4>you know.

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<v Speaker 2>The deer Hunter. Oh, people in the chat know the

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<v Speaker 2>deer Hunter.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh boy, yes, I love seeing that. No, it's not

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<v Speaker 4>the e E R Hunter. It's with d e A

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<v Speaker 4>R Hunter. Because I'm seeing this is yeah, yeah, somebody

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<v Speaker 4>whose name is yeah. But yeah, I met her through that.

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<v Speaker 4>She was in New York and I was in Michigan

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<v Speaker 4>and so but we finally moved in.

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<v Speaker 2>It's interesting that, you know, you start off, you have

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<v Speaker 2>one thing, and do you feel as though having the

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<v Speaker 2>deer Hunter in common?

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<v Speaker 5>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Do you feel like that made it made for a

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<v Speaker 2>good foundation of your relationship?

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<v Speaker 4>For sure? It definitely. It definitely helped having that kind

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<v Speaker 4>of common ground to start with, to kind of break

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<v Speaker 4>the ice. So it wasn't like, you know, uncomfortable like

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<v Speaker 4>I feel most of the time, quite honest.

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<v Speaker 2>What do you feel uncomfortable most of the time?

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<v Speaker 4>Yes, sir?

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<v Speaker 2>Why what do you when? Why what do you feel

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<v Speaker 2>uncomfortable most of the time?

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<v Speaker 4>Oh boy, I don't know. Probably probably some some deep

1:03:15.320 --> 1:03:20.200
<v Speaker 4>seated mental issues, a lot of a lot of anxiety.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah you talk You ever talked to a real therapist

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<v Speaker 2>about that?

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<v Speaker 3>Oh?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, no, no, no, we're good. No, okay, I

1:03:28.680 --> 1:03:31.080
<v Speaker 4>don't want to give that. I'm good. I'm doing I'm

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<v Speaker 4>doing really good right now.

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<v Speaker 2>Especially Oh no, Nick, you uh, you've been totally pleasant, don't.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>It's a freak out, man.

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<v Speaker 4>No, I'm not no right now. I mean obviously a

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<v Speaker 4>little bit, but like I mean, I'm just I'm honestly

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<v Speaker 4>too tired to freak out.

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<v Speaker 2>To be quite honest, man, I'm a little tired too.

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<v Speaker 2>I hate I hate being tired. I want, like, dude,

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<v Speaker 2>what sucks. It's one thing if you're like somewhere you

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to be in your tired, but it sucks

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<v Speaker 2>when like you, like, I want I want to be here,

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<v Speaker 2>so I don't I want to not be tired so

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<v Speaker 2>I can like be here.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, and I saw you talking about that earlier in

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<v Speaker 4>the stream. But as you say, you just got to

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<v Speaker 4>kind of go with it. Like I've I've been I had, like,

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<v Speaker 4>especially in high school, I had a lot of sleepless

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<v Speaker 4>nights where I just like would spend days awake. And

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, aside from like caffeine and stuff that you know,

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<v Speaker 4>you get to kind of help guide you along. You

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<v Speaker 4>just kind of I've just kind of learned to just

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<v Speaker 4>kind of just vibe with it, just kind of go you.

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<v Speaker 2>Know, yeah, yeah, that's what I try to do. That's

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<v Speaker 2>what I try to do. Let's just go with it,

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<v Speaker 2>be low key.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Yeah, you're a very pleasant person to.

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<v Speaker 2>Watch so well, thank you. I appreciate that. Yeah, you're

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<v Speaker 2>a pleasant person to listen to too, Like you, Nick,

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<v Speaker 2>you got a good cut to your jib.

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<v Speaker 4>Oh, I appreciate it. Thank you.

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<v Speaker 2>It's so interesting. You met in a group chat for

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<v Speaker 2>this band. That's uh wait what was it a Messenger

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<v Speaker 2>group chat?

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<v Speaker 4>It was a Snapchat group chat that I I I will,

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<v Speaker 4>I will admit I made it definitely to make friends,

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<v Speaker 4>and it definitely worked. We ended up meeting up at

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<v Speaker 4>a show and stuff.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's romantic. Well okay, but you're actually like, was

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<v Speaker 2>it through a how'd you get involved in the group chat?

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<v Speaker 2>And first? Was it through a mutual friend?

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<v Speaker 4>I started it. I I kind of uh like run

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<v Speaker 4>around in the uh the circles like similar like like

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<v Speaker 4>for like fandoms of the band and stuff, and so

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<v Speaker 4>I was like, hey, it was around Thanksgiving and so

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<v Speaker 4>you know, like the whole seasonal kind of loneliness, and

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<v Speaker 4>so I was like, hey, yo, anybody want uh started

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<v Speaker 4>to start a chat and so I got it filled

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<v Speaker 4>up really quick, and she and I hit it off,

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<v Speaker 4>and I slid into those d ms and uh, now

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<v Speaker 4>she's sitting about three feet away from me?

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<v Speaker 2>Is she sitting there? Can I talk to her?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah? Yeah, you can talk to her? Here you go?

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<v Speaker 6>Hello?

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<v Speaker 4>How are you pretty good?

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<v Speaker 9>How are you?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm good?

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<v Speaker 6>What?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh? What do you do all day?

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<v Speaker 4>Well? I'm just chilling right now.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm in between school and uh an internship, So I

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<v Speaker 3>am very much just chilling.

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<v Speaker 2>How what do you do to chill?

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<v Speaker 4>Some video games? Like I think Nick was talking about earlier.

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<v Speaker 7>We were we've been doing a lot of cleaning, which.

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<v Speaker 9>I know I find fairly therapeutic.

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<v Speaker 2>I've never liked cleaning because cleaning always pissed me off

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<v Speaker 2>because you clean something. That's why I don't clean a lot,

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<v Speaker 2>because what are you clean something? Right? And then what

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<v Speaker 2>happens two seconds later? It gets dirty again? Clean, and

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<v Speaker 2>it just you know, eventually, eventually you just got to

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<v Speaker 2>make the decision to go. The floor is dirty. The flipping,

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<v Speaker 2>the flip, it's really the bipolar, the flip flopness that bothered.

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<v Speaker 2>The floor being dirty doesn't bother me as much as

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<v Speaker 2>the floor is sometimes being clean and sometimes being dirty.

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<v Speaker 2>I'd rather have the constant of it being dirty than

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<v Speaker 2>have it sometimes clean sometimes dirty.

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<v Speaker 7>Right, but then what happens when like the insects and

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<v Speaker 7>the mice indade?

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<v Speaker 9>That's the time.

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<v Speaker 2>Look, I accept what happens to me in life, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I try to go with the flow.

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<v Speaker 7>Right.

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<v Speaker 9>They need a home too, I guess.

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<v Speaker 2>Still talk in this group?

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<v Speaker 1>Chat?

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<v Speaker 3>No, No, that that died fairly quickly?

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<v Speaker 2>Really? Yeah, dude, are you tired too? I'm tired tired. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>you guys should take a nap.

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<v Speaker 9>Perhaps, yeah, maybe an extended nap.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, listen, woud you say your name was Mathe?

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<v Speaker 5>Yep?

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<v Speaker 2>I like that name, maybe, well, Mayve? And your boyfriend's

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<v Speaker 2>name is fuck it's not Chris, is it? No?

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<v Speaker 9>It is not?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh no, let me talk to him again real quick?

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<v Speaker 5>Okay, here you go.

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<v Speaker 2>Hello, hey man, Look, it was a pleasure talking to you.

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<v Speaker 2>What's your name again?

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<v Speaker 4>Nick? It was great talking to you too, yes, sir?

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<v Speaker 5>Fuck?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yo? Good rest of the night.

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<v Speaker 4>Nick, Yeah, you too, buddy, it's good talking to you.

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<v Speaker 2>Take care of our good sleeps.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, we will, We fucking will.

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<v Speaker 2>That was ten minutes. That was eleven minutes. I'm losing

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<v Speaker 2>my mind.

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<v Speaker 5>Never goes on the line, making your phone calls every night,

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<v Speaker 5>never goes to his high.

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<v Speaker 2>He's teaching you loud.

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<v Speaker 5>In the middle of your life.

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<v Speaker 2>Body's not really an expert.