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Speaker 1: All from Lyle. Lyle, Yeah, Lyle, I want to get

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Speaker 1: right to the chase here. Okay, how much for you

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Speaker 2: How much for me to take the suit off?

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 2: Like how much? Like how much of it? All of it,

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Speaker 2: like down to my underwear, like with my ponis.

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Speaker 1: Uh uh, Well we'll go We'll go stream. We'll go

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Speaker 2: Okay, because if if you want me to take off

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Speaker 2: like literally all my clothes get button aked, first of all,

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Speaker 2: I'm not doing it just based like there would need

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Speaker 2: like a million dollars. Oh, I would go fully naked,

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Speaker 2: because I'll get banned from Twitch. If I were only

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Speaker 2: I would do it for a million dollars.

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Speaker 1: We can do like the only.

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Speaker 2: Definitely from Twitch that would have to I mean that

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Speaker 1: Though, yeah, well only fans, we could, we could, We

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Speaker 1: could set that up. You want to set that up

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Speaker 2: How like what are we talking here? Like just pictures

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Speaker 2: of my fans and asshole?

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Speaker 3: Whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa whoa.

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Speaker 4: You don't have to go that far.

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Speaker 2: You hit this up. This is a conversation of your creation.

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Speaker 1: Hey, I didn't, but I didn't. I didn't you know,

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Speaker 1: ask for all that? I just said, off, I said, I.

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Speaker 2: Said, the suit, This suit is clothes.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, but you gotta be wearing something under that, don't.

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Speaker 2: You Wouldn't you like to know, dude?

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Speaker 4: I would?

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Speaker 2: What's what's tell me about? Why do you have such

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Speaker 1: Because you look beautiful and I see you every time

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Speaker 2: But don't you almost feel like if I showed you? Okay,

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Speaker 2: think about this. Your imagination of what I've got going

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Speaker 1: I think I'm gonna I think I'm gonna keep it

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Speaker 1: You think about that only fans, you think about that.

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Speaker 2: I am and I haven't gotten around to it. Well, listen,

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Speaker 1: Man? You too?

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Speaker 4: Love you?

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Speaker 5: The line.

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Speaker 2: Li aw from Austin Austin, how long can we keep living?

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Speaker 2: How came? How long can we keep going? For?

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Speaker 5: Well?

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Speaker 4: Sustainability is something that I always think about on a

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Speaker 4: So what do you think that is?

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Speaker 2: I think living is having enough resources to do what

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Speaker 4: Right, So that's a society question. What does that society

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Speaker 2: it's all relative, right, Hey, Austin, Yes, what do you

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Speaker 4: Do you swim in a pool, pool, ocean, nice clean

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Speaker 4: I was actually just in the desert this past weekend,

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Speaker 4: You have. What did you think about it?

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Speaker 4: Not a lot of water out there, I'll tell you

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Speaker 4: Well, I brought some some tasty beverages and that was nice.

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Speaker 5: My body was very thirsty.

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Speaker 2: Right, So what would be cool for you is if

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Speaker 5: Pools are the best.

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Speaker 4: And if you could have.

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Speaker 2: And she starts taking a drinking you.

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Speaker 7: And you go, wait, what are you doing now?

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Speaker 2: And then you and then she drinks you and eats you.

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Speaker 4: Well, I don't think she would first.

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Speaker 2: Off, and then she goes and then she goes, that

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Speaker 2: Because you don't have a perspect you wouldn't have a

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Speaker 4: That that that story escalated quickly, but I respect it.

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Speaker 2: Thank you, Austin. I respect you too, because you seem

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Speaker 2: which is more than I have. And I think that that,

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Speaker 4: How dare you? How dare you? How dare you? You're

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Speaker 2: No, no, well, look, I'm just I'm about to fart. I

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Speaker 2: And I would like if all of that, if it

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Speaker 4: Well, the first thing to being sustainable is what you

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Speaker 2: It's true. Thank you so much for sharing, Austin. You

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Speaker 2: have a good rest of then, you know what.

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Speaker 4: Thank you very much. Love you man, Love you.

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Speaker 2: Too, baby.

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Speaker 7: All from.

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Speaker 8: To accept Press.

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Speaker 2: Mysterious Mystery anonymous person.

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Speaker 7: Hello, Oh hi, it was it was like litten out.

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Speaker 2: It's Cheryl, Cheryl.

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Speaker 9: Yeah, Cheryl?

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Speaker 2: How are you? Cheryl?

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Speaker 9: Pretty good? I'm just like making sushi at home.

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Speaker 2: You can't hear this, No one can hear this. My

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Speaker 2: I started the stream. I have time to on clog it,

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Speaker 2: and I just heard it unclogged on its own.

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Speaker 9: Well that's nice.

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Speaker 2: What did you say you were making?

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Speaker 7: Oh?

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Speaker 9: I was making sushi.

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Speaker 2: You're making sushi.

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Speaker 7: Yeah, like some vegetarian sushi.

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Speaker 2: I respect that. It's so much easier to buy it

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Speaker 2: and to make it.

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Speaker 9: Yeah.

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Speaker 7: Man, it's a process, but it's the ingredients are pretty cheap,

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Speaker 7: and it's like satisfying Cheryl.

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Speaker 2: Do you find yourself doing things the hard way typical? Typically?

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Speaker 9: Oh yeah, for sure.

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Speaker 2: Absolutely tell me something else that you do the hard way.

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Speaker 4: Let's see.

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Speaker 9: I mean.

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Speaker 7: I decided to go to art school, but I have

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Speaker 7: a ceramic arts degree, so that's choosing a lot of

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Speaker 7: things the hard way.

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Speaker 2: Mm.

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Speaker 9: But making like pottery from scrap, It's like.

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Speaker 7: Do I need to go to ike and buy a

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Speaker 7: bowl or maybe I'll just make one over the course

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Speaker 7: of like two weeks.

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Speaker 2: You know, you went to you acquired a ceramic arts degree.

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Speaker 9: Mm hmmm, yeap.

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Speaker 2: And has that been useful for you as you progress

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Speaker 7: You know, it's like use it's pretty damn useful in

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Speaker 2: I've had been reading about this a lot of like

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Speaker 2: But wasn't there like a labor shortage because people don't

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Speaker 7: Back to wells them they need to they can pay

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Speaker 9: You know, I'm like thirty one.

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Speaker 7: I've only worked in restaurants at this.

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Speaker 4: Point, but.

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Speaker 7: Like, my day to day now is the most pleasant

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Speaker 9: You know, we're fucking sucks.

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Speaker 2: Can you still get like, what's the what's the deal

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Speaker 2: How long? I mean, like, I guess I'm trying to

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Speaker 7: Well, I'm going to go for it as long as

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Speaker 7: to prove that you've been searching for work, but you know,

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Speaker 2: Do you sell Do you sell pottery? Do you like

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Speaker 9: Well, I do have a pottery store on the internet.

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Speaker 9: Go for a walk in the woods.

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Speaker 7: Did you shoulday I took my I know, I took

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Speaker 2: I understand that. I mean, what was the most horrible

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Speaker 7: Oh god, well the customers are.

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Speaker 7: The social structure of working in a restaurant, And depending

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Speaker 7: just like like this high school hierarchy shit where your

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Speaker 7: what other life skills I have at this point, Like

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Speaker 2: Well.

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Speaker 7: It's kind of like you being a gecko, you know,

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Speaker 7: you just like ride it up along as as long.

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Speaker 9: As you can.

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Speaker 2: That's this is exactly why this is sort of like

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Speaker 2: when it at what? And I always think, like what

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Speaker 2: Who knows yeah about anything? And I'm like, I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I think I'll just I'm literally like I think I'll

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Speaker 2: just fucking move to like a I don't know. Can

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Speaker 2: you like live for fifteen thousand dollars a year in

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Speaker 7: Probably or like rural America if you wanted to do.

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Speaker 2: That, Yeah, I could do that. I could. You could

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Speaker 2: probably live in Wyoming. Could you do you think I

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Speaker 7: I think there's some very wealthy people who own properties

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Speaker 2: What's what's your plan? What are you going to do

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Speaker 2: if if, if they make you have to do stuff again?

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Speaker 7: Oh god, I mean at this point, I don't think

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Speaker 7: I'm probably gonna like be an art teacher.

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Speaker 2: I like that. That's good. That's good. That's a good gig.

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Speaker 7: It's a it's a decent a decent pivot. But then

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Speaker 7: I'm like, man, the Get Go Show like is pretty inspiring.

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Speaker 7: Maybe I should just like stream some pottery stuff, as

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Speaker 7: long as it's not like sexual, you know, like it

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Speaker 7: kind of gets like that on Twitch, doesn't it you.

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Speaker 7: That's my true people love it and we have not

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Speaker 2: I like the you should do that. You should stream

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Speaker 2: like that idea freaking to think about it. You should

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 7: In the meantime, just like ride in, rideing as along

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Speaker 7: as long as possible, like I said, don't tell the

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Speaker 2: Won't tell them. You're a thing if you won't tell

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Speaker 2: them mine, dude, sounds good. Well what'd you say your

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Speaker 2: Cheryl, keep on keep keep keep on trucking, Cheryl. There's

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Speaker 2: a pleasure talking to you.

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Speaker 9: Thanks.

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Speaker 7: I'll have a good night, all from Charlotte.

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Speaker 2: Charlotte. Awesome, Surete, Charlotte. Crap, what's up?

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Speaker 3: I'm chilling and eating Thai food?

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Speaker 2: Charlotte. Am I on speakerphone right now?

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Speaker 8: I am just taking you off speaker phone.

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Speaker 3: I'm sorry.

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Speaker 2: Surely you have nothing to apot. Charlotte. You're gonna be

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Speaker 2: my guinea pig for just a second here. How did

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Speaker 2: can you guys hear Charlotte with the music and everything,

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Speaker 2: it's the whole thing here, all right. I just got

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Speaker 2: a bunch of people saying, yes, that's awesome. This is

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Speaker 2: so great. Charlotte. Charlotte, Charlotte, Charlotte, Charlotte. How old are

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Speaker 2: you I am?

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Speaker 3: How old am I am?

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Speaker 9: I twenty twenty two.

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Speaker 3: I was born in ninety eight.

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Speaker 2: Okay, you you started to talk just now as if

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Speaker 2: you sort of came here prepared with something you wanted

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Speaker 3: Well, the topic is what do I do all day?

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Speaker 10: Right?

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Speaker 3: And I actually run a rescue. I run a rescue

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Speaker 3: called My Safe Place Rescue, and we're in Florida and

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Speaker 3: And I have like ten cats in my house and

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Speaker 3: all I do is save cats. And it's really great.

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Speaker 2: You rescue cats all day. Interesting, Now, use what worries

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Speaker 2: me is if I did something like that is do

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Speaker 2: just like you can't do it, or you take every

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Speaker 3: Well, I pretty much try to take every single one.

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Speaker 3: and then I had three that I rescued from a

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Speaker 3: Yeah, they'll get because they'll get stuck in there because

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Speaker 2: Kittens Outum, that is God. That is the opening scene

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Speaker 2: There are three brother cats or sis sibling cats.

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Speaker 6: Yes, three siblings.

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Speaker 3: There are two brothers and a sister and I made

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Speaker 2: Interesting. Now you said your husband hates it. What's his deal?

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Speaker 7: What is it?

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Speaker 3: What is does he he helps out? I mean he

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Speaker 3: And he does love the cats.

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Speaker 2: He loves the cats. Okay, I was gonna say he

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Speaker 3: I think it's both.

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Speaker 2: Okay, good, it's good because you know if he because

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Speaker 6: Yeah, I'm not that great.

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Speaker 2: No, No, no, I'm sure, I'm sure that's not true.

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Speaker 2: Charlotte's yes. I mean, I don't know. I don't know

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Speaker 2: what you do when you're not rescuing cats. Maybe you're

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Speaker 2: them later. I don't have that much INFT.

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Speaker 3: If I'm not rescuing cats, then I'm smoking my medical.

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Speaker 2: Interesting. Can you get cats high? Is that a thing?

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Speaker 2: Do cats get high? Can cats ever get?

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Speaker 7: Like?

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Speaker 3: I think you can't, but I've never tried to do it.

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Speaker 3: You definitely can't get like CBD stuff for them. There's

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Speaker 2: High, now, Charlotte, real quick. Anyone out there who aims

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Speaker 3: My advice would be just to not give up hope

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Speaker 3: I mean, I've had a lot of issues before. I

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Speaker 2: I love that. Charlotte, You're a gift to the cats.

450
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Speaker 2: Thanks the world. Thank you so much for calling in.

451
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Speaker 7: Thank you. BI.

452
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Speaker 1: Get all from Alexandra Alexandra.

453
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Speaker 5: Hello, are you there?

454
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Speaker 7: Yes?

455
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Speaker 2: I am.

456
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:36,960
Speaker 5: What's up, dude?

457
00:24:37,400 --> 00:24:38,160
Speaker 2: What are you doing?

458
00:24:39,920 --> 00:24:40,280
Speaker 11: Nothing?

459
00:24:40,320 --> 00:24:40,960
Speaker 9: What are you doing?

460
00:24:42,440 --> 00:24:44,000
Speaker 2: I'm talking to you, Alexandra.

461
00:24:45,040 --> 00:24:45,639
Speaker 9: That's good.

462
00:24:45,720 --> 00:24:46,280
Speaker 8: That's good.

463
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:49,320
Speaker 9: So tell me how is your night going?

464
00:24:51,119 --> 00:24:52,679
Speaker 2: Have we spoken before, Alexandra?

465
00:24:53,720 --> 00:24:54,760
Speaker 7: Have we spoken before?

466
00:24:54,800 --> 00:24:56,040
Speaker 1: No, We've never spoken before.

467
00:24:56,040 --> 00:24:56,560
Speaker 5: This is our first.

468
00:24:56,600 --> 00:24:57,840
Speaker 9: This is my first time talking to you.

469
00:24:58,560 --> 00:24:59,919
Speaker 2: Damn. How'd you find this?

470
00:25:01,440 --> 00:25:02,240
Speaker 11: How did I find this?

471
00:25:02,280 --> 00:25:02,600
Speaker 4: Stream?

472
00:25:02,760 --> 00:25:04,320
Speaker 11: A friend told me about it.

473
00:25:05,640 --> 00:25:08,560
Speaker 2: Who's their friend? Who's your friends?

474
00:25:09,400 --> 00:25:12,120
Speaker 11: Actually, my friend Ashley told me about it. She told

475
00:25:12,119 --> 00:25:15,640
Speaker 11: me there's this green little man giving therapy. And I said, well,

476
00:25:16,480 --> 00:25:19,120
Speaker 11: I kind of do need help, and you know, especially

477
00:25:19,240 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 11: need help saving on car insurance. Man, I'm sure you

478
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:26,320
Speaker 11: could do that for me, right.

479
00:25:26,880 --> 00:25:29,480
Speaker 2: You know, Look, normally when people say things like that,

480
00:25:29,560 --> 00:25:33,399
Speaker 2: it pisces me off to my core. But I you know,

481
00:25:33,480 --> 00:25:36,879
Speaker 2: I you know what, you got a good energy about you.

482
00:25:36,960 --> 00:25:40,359
Speaker 2: So I'm not gonna I'm not gonna tell you how

483
00:25:40,440 --> 00:25:42,840
Speaker 2: the stuff I am because I'm actually not that pistol.

484
00:25:44,840 --> 00:25:48,600
Speaker 2: You said, how old are you, Alexandre, I'm twenty three.

485
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:52,719
Speaker 2: Well you said, look, look I'm not a real therapist.

486
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:54,600
Speaker 2: I'm not even a fake therapist. I have no idea

487
00:25:54,600 --> 00:25:56,040
Speaker 2: what I'm doing. But you know, i'd love to see

488
00:25:56,040 --> 00:26:01,040
Speaker 2: what's what's going on. You said you need something, tell me,

489
00:26:01,200 --> 00:26:02,760
Speaker 2: Please tell me how I can help you.

490
00:26:04,000 --> 00:26:06,639
Speaker 11: Now, I don't really need anything. I was just I

491
00:26:06,840 --> 00:26:10,280
Speaker 11: was curious, and I just called you're curious.

492
00:26:10,640 --> 00:26:13,040
Speaker 2: Tell me more about this curiosity. I want to explore

493
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:15,280
Speaker 2: it with you. What are you curious about exactly?

494
00:26:16,600 --> 00:26:20,720
Speaker 11: I'm curious why man would be on a video dressing

495
00:26:20,760 --> 00:26:24,320
Speaker 11: in a gecko soup. So it's just interesting.

496
00:26:24,359 --> 00:26:25,639
Speaker 5: It's very fascinating to me.

497
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:28,159
Speaker 7: You know.

498
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Speaker 2: My answer to that is, I mean, look at life, right,

499
00:26:30,080 --> 00:26:33,320
Speaker 2: It's infinite, there's infinite possibilities. You ever heard the story

500
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Speaker 2: of there's a child looking up at a big tree

501
00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:44,560
Speaker 2: and it's got all these different fruits on it, and

502
00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:54,360
Speaker 2: it's got juicy pears and big luscious apples and pineapples and.

503
00:26:54,440 --> 00:26:57,440
Speaker 3: Grapes and something starting to get dirty.

504
00:26:57,600 --> 00:27:01,000
Speaker 2: And the child's no, I promise it's not. The child

505
00:27:01,080 --> 00:27:07,200
Speaker 2: is looking at these uh fruits and he's like, oh

506
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:12,159
Speaker 2: my god, look at all these delicious, wonderful fruits that

507
00:27:12,240 --> 00:27:15,480
Speaker 2: I could have. Which which one should I pick? I

508
00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:18,080
Speaker 2: don't know which? Which are these fruits I should pluck first?

509
00:27:18,080 --> 00:27:20,400
Speaker 2: There's so many things, there's so many options here. And

510
00:27:20,440 --> 00:27:27,040
Speaker 2: as as he's trying to make his decision, the fruit

511
00:27:27,119 --> 00:27:32,680
Speaker 2: it starts rotting and he's like, oh no. He starts

512
00:27:32,520 --> 00:27:34,800
Speaker 2: He's like, oh no, I I I still don't know

513
00:27:34,800 --> 00:27:37,560
Speaker 2: what to pick, and the fruit starts rotting, and eventually

514
00:27:37,640 --> 00:27:42,520
Speaker 2: it's all withers away because he could he couldn't pick.

515
00:27:42,640 --> 00:27:47,880
Speaker 2: He couldn't pick one to eat. And so you know,

516
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Speaker 2: I look at uh, I look at being a gecko

517
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Speaker 2: on the computer as a big juicy watermelon, and I'm like,

518
00:28:00,080 --> 00:28:01,840
Speaker 2: I could have had a pair. I could have had

519
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Speaker 2: some grapes, but it doesn't matter what I could have had. Dude,

520
00:28:06,080 --> 00:28:09,080
Speaker 2: I got my watermelon. You know, does that make sense?

521
00:28:09,800 --> 00:28:10,000
Speaker 6: You know?

522
00:28:10,160 --> 00:28:10,680
Speaker 2: What do you mean?

523
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Speaker 6: You know?

524
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Speaker 2: You know? Of all the options available to a.

525
00:28:14,119 --> 00:28:17,879
Speaker 5: Human being, a green get go.

526
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Speaker 9: That's what's so fascinating.

527
00:28:19,760 --> 00:28:23,920
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, I thought to myself, well, if that were

528
00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:27,919
Speaker 2: an option available to me, and I'm doing it right now,

529
00:28:28,920 --> 00:28:32,879
Speaker 2: so it is an option available to me. Why not

530
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Speaker 2: pick this option?

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Speaker 5: Well, there you go.

532
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Speaker 11: Hey, if you're happy, that's cool.

533
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Speaker 9: Man.

534
00:28:42,000 --> 00:28:43,960
Speaker 2: I don't even know if happiness is. I don't even

535
00:28:43,960 --> 00:28:45,800
Speaker 2: know if it's about happiness.

536
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Speaker 11: So why do you do it?

537
00:28:48,800 --> 00:28:51,320
Speaker 2: Why do I do it? Because? I you know, I

538
00:28:51,440 --> 00:28:56,320
Speaker 2: like uh? I like it. I like doing it. It's good.

539
00:28:57,120 --> 00:28:59,160
Speaker 2: It's a good gig. I like, I'm talking to you

540
00:28:59,280 --> 00:29:01,360
Speaker 2: right now, no idea who you are? You don't know

541
00:29:01,360 --> 00:29:06,000
Speaker 2: who I am. Uh. It's it's interesting, it's fun. I

542
00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:09,240
Speaker 2: can do it from anywhere. I like. I like doing it.

543
00:29:09,320 --> 00:29:14,720
Speaker 2: I like being a gecko. I'm excited to be a gecko.

544
00:29:15,120 --> 00:29:16,040
Speaker 2: You can be a gecko.

545
00:29:16,600 --> 00:29:19,920
Speaker 11: I'm going to I'm going to be a damn gecko.

546
00:29:20,280 --> 00:29:21,160
Speaker 2: Go be a gecko.

547
00:29:22,920 --> 00:29:23,400
Speaker 10: Let's do it.

548
00:29:23,480 --> 00:29:25,640
Speaker 11: Let's be geckos.

549
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Speaker 2: Here's the thing, though, is I think your version of

550
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Speaker 2: being a gecko can't literally be being a gecko, because

551
00:29:36,760 --> 00:29:40,080
Speaker 2: I mean, I guess it could be. I was hoping to, well,

552
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:41,920
Speaker 2: what's your I mean, you got to find your version

553
00:29:41,960 --> 00:29:46,280
Speaker 2: of being a gecko? You know what I'm saying, Like something.

554
00:29:46,080 --> 00:29:48,160
Speaker 11: That you can do that was a gecko, I would

555
00:29:48,240 --> 00:29:50,000
Speaker 11: probably work in retail.

556
00:29:51,040 --> 00:29:53,160
Speaker 2: If you were a gecko, you would work in retail.

557
00:29:54,680 --> 00:29:55,520
Speaker 11: I don't know if you got that.

558
00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:59,080
Speaker 2: No, what I mean is like you gotta find you

559
00:29:59,120 --> 00:30:03,000
Speaker 2: know what being a you know, what's your own version

560
00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:05,920
Speaker 2: of like a thing that you just are, Like, fuck it,

561
00:30:05,960 --> 00:30:09,800
Speaker 2: I'm gonna make this thing into something.

562
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Speaker 7: Well it's quite amazing.

563
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Speaker 11: I mean, look at you dressed like the green gecko,

564
00:30:13,600 --> 00:30:16,040
Speaker 11: and you have all these people viewing you dressed as

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Speaker 11: a green gecko. So congratulations, then, oh ship what people?

566
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Speaker 2: What I thought that we were? I thought this was

567
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Speaker 2: a private phone line. I thought I didn't even know

568
00:30:25,840 --> 00:30:35,120
Speaker 2: I was streaming right now, dude, Alexander, that's correct. How

569
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Speaker 2: do you how do you feel about how this conversation went?

570
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Speaker 11: Like from a one to ten?

571
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Speaker 1: Or what?

572
00:30:43,600 --> 00:30:43,800
Speaker 2: Sure?

573
00:30:45,840 --> 00:30:47,320
Speaker 11: I guess I would say like a four?

574
00:30:49,000 --> 00:30:49,920
Speaker 2: Really? Why a four?

575
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Speaker 4: I don't know.

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Speaker 11: I guess I don't know, just the first moment that

577
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Speaker 11: came out of my head.

578
00:30:55,240 --> 00:30:56,400
Speaker 9: So before it is.

579
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Speaker 2: All right, I'll take that cool. Yes, well, thank you

580
00:31:02,720 --> 00:31:03,080
Speaker 2: to give.

581
00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:06,280
Speaker 11: You anything else, no problem, no problem, Thank you for

582
00:31:06,360 --> 00:31:06,840
Speaker 11: talking to me.

583
00:31:06,920 --> 00:31:07,720
Speaker 5: Appreciate of course.

584
00:31:07,720 --> 00:31:10,840
Speaker 2: You have a good night, well you too, goodbye.

585
00:31:10,840 --> 00:31:16,200
Speaker 10: Now, hey folks, this is Lyle here with a very

586
00:31:16,320 --> 00:31:20,000
Speaker 10: quick message, just letting you know that this podcast does

587
00:31:20,080 --> 00:31:23,280
Speaker 10: not have any advertising in it as of this very moment,

588
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,160
Speaker 10: but if you would like to support and make it

589
00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:30,040
Speaker 10: easier for me to do more therapy Gecko in the future,

590
00:31:30,240 --> 00:31:33,000
Speaker 10: you can head on over to patreon dot com slash

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Speaker 2: Patreon dot com slash Lyle forever.

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Speaker 10: All right, back to the calls?

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Speaker 5: All from Patrick?

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00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:00,520
Speaker 2: Patrick?

601
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:10,520
Speaker 5: Yes, yes, hello? Why is there silence?

602
00:32:11,080 --> 00:32:13,600
Speaker 2: Where do we go when we die?

603
00:32:16,400 --> 00:32:16,720
Speaker 1: Oh?

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00:32:16,800 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 5: That's tough? Where do we go?

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00:32:22,320 --> 00:32:22,640
Speaker 2: Uh?

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Speaker 3: You know?

607
00:32:24,280 --> 00:32:33,200
Speaker 5: I I have very mixed feelings about that. Yeah.

608
00:32:35,280 --> 00:32:36,760
Speaker 2: Have you ever? Do you ever play Pokemon?

609
00:32:38,440 --> 00:32:39,400
Speaker 5: No?

610
00:32:39,400 --> 00:32:39,640
Speaker 4: No?

611
00:32:40,960 --> 00:32:43,360
Speaker 5: I I don't know if I should be a shamed

612
00:32:43,360 --> 00:32:46,240
Speaker 5: to say that or not, because I am not I

613
00:32:46,280 --> 00:32:52,840
Speaker 5: am from that generation, but because I have friends who

614
00:32:52,840 --> 00:32:55,600
Speaker 5: are all about it, and I just I just personally,

615
00:32:55,600 --> 00:32:57,480
Speaker 5: I don't. I don't get it. It's not my It's

616
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Speaker 5: not my thing.

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00:32:58,800 --> 00:33:04,920
Speaker 2: Now, what is some thing that you you this is

618
00:33:04,920 --> 00:33:06,880
Speaker 2: something that you're not sure if you should be ashamed of?

619
00:33:07,200 --> 00:33:09,360
Speaker 2: What is something about you that you are one hundred

620
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Speaker 2: percent sure that you are ashamed of?

621
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Speaker 5: I mean, I'm not ashamed of anything.

622
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Speaker 2: Really, you're not ashamed of anything.

623
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Speaker 5: I don't think so.

624
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Speaker 2: That's awesome.

625
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Speaker 5: Maybe I not that I can think of off the

626
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Speaker 5: top of my head.

627
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Speaker 2: No, we can, Well wait, do you think?

628
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Speaker 5: All right?

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Speaker 2: Hold on, let me let me ask you this question.

630
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Speaker 2: Do you think if I gave if I gave you

631
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Speaker 2: some time, you could think of something? And I'm not

632
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Speaker 2: going to I just want to, like you think so.

633
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Speaker 5: No, I I think I'm ashamed of not standing up

634
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Speaker 5: for myself. Uh sooner regarding my my my job. I

635
00:33:55,400 --> 00:33:57,440
Speaker 5: like that standing up for myself sooner than I than

636
00:33:57,480 --> 00:34:00,840
Speaker 5: I have. And now I'm starting to reap the benefits

637
00:34:00,840 --> 00:34:03,160
Speaker 5: of that, and when I should have done it a

638
00:34:03,160 --> 00:34:03,520
Speaker 5: long time.

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Speaker 2: I don't think you should be ashamed. I'm you know,

640
00:34:07,440 --> 00:34:09,319
Speaker 2: I'm glad that some people. Look, some people never do

641
00:34:09,360 --> 00:34:11,320
Speaker 2: it at all.

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Speaker 5: Right, Like, I've been working for my boss for six

643
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:19,759
Speaker 5: years now and I've finally stood up. And I'm in

644
00:34:19,840 --> 00:34:26,840
Speaker 5: a very unique scenario regarding work. And I'm a salaried employee,

645
00:34:26,880 --> 00:34:31,200
Speaker 5: but I work for an independent contractor. So that being said,

646
00:34:31,680 --> 00:34:35,239
Speaker 5: I should be just an independent contractor. But I do

647
00:34:35,280 --> 00:34:40,680
Speaker 5: get a salary. And you know, I kind of negotiated

648
00:34:40,719 --> 00:34:45,240
Speaker 5: against myself when we had those discussions and he offered

649
00:34:45,239 --> 00:34:48,880
Speaker 5: me a hi higher salary. I suggested a lower salary

650
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Speaker 5: for a portion of commissions, and he agreed to that.

651
00:34:56,320 --> 00:35:02,000
Speaker 5: But then the commission part never happened over all these years,

652
00:35:02,040 --> 00:35:04,520
Speaker 5: and now all of a sudden, it is because I said, hey, look,

653
00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:08,120
Speaker 5: come on, six years, this is getting ridiculous. Are you

654
00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:09,520
Speaker 5: sticking to your into the bargain or not.

655
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Speaker 2: I'm glad you stopped for yourself. I mean, I don't know,

656
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Speaker 2: do you feel like you had anything to gain from

657
00:35:17,760 --> 00:35:21,240
Speaker 2: having done it earlier. I mean, what's what's the point

658
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Speaker 2: of of dwelling on that? What's the point of dwelling

659
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Speaker 2: on that?

660
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Speaker 5: Well, dwelling on it. I mean, it's hard not to

661
00:35:28,040 --> 00:35:33,520
Speaker 5: dwell about money over the course of six years when

662
00:35:34,000 --> 00:35:38,960
Speaker 5: I do all the work, and you know, it's it's

663
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Speaker 5: hard not to dwell on that. But I get what

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Speaker 5: you're saying.

665
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Speaker 2: Well, I mean what I'm saying is you know you

666
00:35:43,320 --> 00:35:44,600
Speaker 2: could have dwelled on it. I mean, you know, I

667
00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:49,040
Speaker 2: understand that necessity, not necessarily the tenancy to dwell on it.

668
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Speaker 2: But I mean there's so much pride you could take

669
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Speaker 2: as well, Well, you finally did it. You finally did

670
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Speaker 2: stand up for this thing that was important to you.

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Speaker 5: My pride is and well, I guess cynicism too, is

672
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Speaker 5: that if I were to leave him my employer after

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Speaker 5: all these years, basically the business crumbles because I run it.

674
00:36:17,160 --> 00:36:18,560
Speaker 2: What is this business?

675
00:36:21,200 --> 00:36:29,319
Speaker 5: Real estate? M I worked for a very successful real

676
00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:29,960
Speaker 5: estate agent.

677
00:36:30,440 --> 00:36:32,759
Speaker 2: Have you ever thought about, you know, if you're so

678
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:35,360
Speaker 2: great at running this guy's business thought of running around.

679
00:36:37,200 --> 00:36:47,239
Speaker 5: Yes, However, he's very very well connected and in our

680
00:36:47,600 --> 00:36:51,759
Speaker 5: general in this the place in the state where we work,

681
00:36:51,880 --> 00:36:57,080
Speaker 5: the city where we work, I am not. But so

682
00:36:57,280 --> 00:36:59,840
Speaker 5: I don't think it would work out here. But I'm

683
00:37:00,040 --> 00:37:02,799
Speaker 5: pretty well connected back home, and that's kind of been

684
00:37:03,280 --> 00:37:05,320
Speaker 5: in the back of my mind for a while.

685
00:37:06,160 --> 00:37:09,000
Speaker 2: I like that idea, So, I.

686
00:37:08,920 --> 00:37:10,400
Speaker 5: Mean, it's not out of the question. I mean, I

687
00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:12,880
Speaker 5: feel like I could be very very successful on my

688
00:37:12,960 --> 00:37:17,719
Speaker 5: own back home, but not necessarily here. Right right now,

689
00:37:17,760 --> 00:37:21,439
Speaker 5: I'm kind of just riding the riding the wave of

690
00:37:21,680 --> 00:37:25,319
Speaker 5: you know where we are now, and I guess I

691
00:37:25,560 --> 00:37:26,759
Speaker 5: could say it New York City.

692
00:37:28,200 --> 00:37:28,439
Speaker 2: Wow.

693
00:37:30,040 --> 00:37:32,880
Speaker 5: So I mean, we're not talking, you know, a million

694
00:37:32,920 --> 00:37:35,920
Speaker 5: dollar apartment, because that gets you a studio here.

695
00:37:37,840 --> 00:37:40,560
Speaker 2: We're talking We're talking, yeah, a million.

696
00:37:40,360 --> 00:37:44,080
Speaker 5: Several million dollars, crazy celebrity client, that kind of thing.

697
00:37:44,520 --> 00:37:45,560
Speaker 2: Did you ever move home?

698
00:37:47,480 --> 00:37:52,000
Speaker 5: You know, my mom passed away in twenty seventeen, and

699
00:37:52,880 --> 00:37:55,800
Speaker 5: ever since then, I've had a really really strong urge

700
00:37:55,800 --> 00:37:59,160
Speaker 5: to go home because about a year later, Dad had

701
00:37:59,160 --> 00:38:03,040
Speaker 5: a really bad art episode. He's perfectly fine now, he's

702
00:38:03,040 --> 00:38:06,799
Speaker 5: on a pacemaker and everything. So, I mean, God, willing.

703
00:38:06,840 --> 00:38:10,239
Speaker 5: As long as that battery keeps ticking, we're good. But

704
00:38:10,280 --> 00:38:14,920
Speaker 5: my brother's also there, my niece is there. I do

705
00:38:15,120 --> 00:38:20,640
Speaker 5: kind of want to be closer to home, but you know,

706
00:38:21,040 --> 00:38:24,080
Speaker 5: here I am in New York City and where dreams

707
00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:28,920
Speaker 5: are made of. So it's a very tough decision. It's

708
00:38:28,960 --> 00:38:31,880
Speaker 5: a real struggle in my head whether I make that

709
00:38:32,120 --> 00:38:33,960
Speaker 5: choice to go home or not, Like I want to

710
00:38:33,960 --> 00:38:35,960
Speaker 5: be close to my grandmother's ninety six years old in

711
00:38:36,000 --> 00:38:40,360
Speaker 5: South Carolina, my parents, or whether my dad and my

712
00:38:40,440 --> 00:38:44,560
Speaker 5: brother are both in North Carolina. So like, I really

713
00:38:44,560 --> 00:38:47,120
Speaker 5: want to go home. I love home. Home is beautiful.

714
00:38:47,840 --> 00:38:50,279
Speaker 5: But at the same time, it's like I get to be,

715
00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:56,719
Speaker 5: you know, a free, independent person in New York.

716
00:38:58,640 --> 00:39:02,319
Speaker 2: Well, I mean would' there be a lot of Not

717
00:39:02,400 --> 00:39:04,879
Speaker 2: that I have any vested interests or swaying you either way.

718
00:39:04,920 --> 00:39:08,080
Speaker 2: But when you mentioned like freedom and independence, isn't there

719
00:39:08,120 --> 00:39:10,799
Speaker 2: also a greater amount of freedom independence that you can

720
00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:16,640
Speaker 2: gain from doing things your own way business wise?

721
00:39:16,760 --> 00:39:18,799
Speaker 5: Well, don't get me wrong, I do things my own

722
00:39:18,840 --> 00:39:24,160
Speaker 5: way regardless of what anybody else thinks. Sure, but like

723
00:39:24,360 --> 00:39:27,920
Speaker 5: I have like complete I mean I would have complete

724
00:39:27,960 --> 00:39:31,919
Speaker 5: independence and freedom down there too. But it's just such

725
00:39:31,920 --> 00:39:36,440
Speaker 5: a small bubble, you know, a tiny sphere of influence

726
00:39:36,440 --> 00:39:42,080
Speaker 5: if you will. In the mountains of North Carolina. You know,

727
00:39:43,320 --> 00:39:45,520
Speaker 5: that's where I'm from. It's where I grew up. But

728
00:39:46,440 --> 00:39:49,920
Speaker 5: I moved to New York. It's going on seventeen eighteen

729
00:39:49,960 --> 00:39:54,759
Speaker 5: years ago, and the reason I came here was to

730
00:39:54,760 --> 00:40:01,120
Speaker 5: get away from there. But now that you know, life

731
00:40:01,239 --> 00:40:05,080
Speaker 5: circumstances have changed a little bit in in you know,

732
00:40:05,120 --> 00:40:09,160
Speaker 5: my mom's passing and everything, and and you know, Dad's

733
00:40:09,200 --> 00:40:12,240
Speaker 5: helped otherwise other than a part issue is completely fine.

734
00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:20,120
Speaker 5: But I just have a desire to be there with them.

735
00:40:20,200 --> 00:40:22,520
Speaker 5: Does that make any sense to you? Like?

736
00:40:22,560 --> 00:40:22,960
Speaker 2: What like?

737
00:40:23,239 --> 00:40:23,319
Speaker 9: What?

738
00:40:24,440 --> 00:40:28,080
Speaker 5: Like? Like I love my life in New York, but

739
00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:32,319
Speaker 5: I could also see myself loving life there. So I'm

740
00:40:32,360 --> 00:40:38,080
Speaker 5: kind of at a crossroads. Really. I mean, I guess

741
00:40:38,080 --> 00:40:44,239
Speaker 5: to give a little more insight, I'm thirty seven years old,

742
00:40:47,000 --> 00:40:52,640
Speaker 5: so I mean I've got God willing a long time ago.

743
00:40:53,760 --> 00:41:02,279
Speaker 5: Dad's seventy two, I think seventy one seven two. But

744
00:41:02,320 --> 00:41:08,239
Speaker 5: it's also my niece, she's she's uh just turned five, uh,

745
00:41:08,640 --> 00:41:11,440
Speaker 5: and she's to the age now where she's starting to realize,

746
00:41:11,760 --> 00:41:14,600
Speaker 5: you know, who I am, Like for the past, you know,

747
00:41:14,960 --> 00:41:18,319
Speaker 5: five years, it didn't matter that I wasn't there. But

748
00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:21,440
Speaker 5: now she's you know, my my brother and niece and

749
00:41:21,480 --> 00:41:24,719
Speaker 5: his wife and my dad and his new girlfriend are

750
00:41:24,760 --> 00:41:27,719
Speaker 5: going on a beach trip next week, and she asked

751
00:41:27,760 --> 00:41:32,720
Speaker 5: if I was coming, And that really kind of pulls

752
00:41:32,760 --> 00:41:34,719
Speaker 5: at my heart a little bit, like I should be there.

753
00:41:35,840 --> 00:41:36,040
Speaker 7: Yeah.

754
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:38,440
Speaker 2: I mean, you know, in this, in this conversation alone,

755
00:41:38,680 --> 00:41:41,439
Speaker 2: you know, I don't know how you're on thoughts about

756
00:41:41,440 --> 00:41:43,560
Speaker 2: this works, but in this conversation alone, you've brought up

757
00:41:43,640 --> 00:41:48,239
Speaker 2: many more good reasons for going home than you have

758
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:50,640
Speaker 2: reasons for staying where you are.

759
00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,520
Speaker 5: That's yeah, that's fair enough.

760
00:42:02,160 --> 00:42:05,439
Speaker 2: I mean, at the end of the day, the way

761
00:42:05,480 --> 00:42:10,760
Speaker 2: that you have described it sounds like you'll be happy

762
00:42:12,360 --> 00:42:16,719
Speaker 2: either place, and I think I would be. You know,

763
00:42:19,560 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 2: that's great because it'll make it easier for And I

764
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:28,200
Speaker 2: was telling this to a caller previously today, the best

765
00:42:28,280 --> 00:42:35,040
Speaker 2: decision making advice I ever heard was to make whatever

766
00:42:35,120 --> 00:42:39,840
Speaker 2: decision you make into the right decision. You know, So

767
00:42:39,960 --> 00:42:43,400
Speaker 2: if you're going to move back home and you're gonna

768
00:42:43,800 --> 00:42:45,359
Speaker 2: be with your niece, you gonna be with your dad,

769
00:42:45,400 --> 00:42:49,160
Speaker 2: you're gonna run your own thing, I mean, get really

770
00:42:49,160 --> 00:42:52,360
Speaker 2: into it, you know, put your phone away and be

771
00:42:52,520 --> 00:42:58,240
Speaker 2: with your family and speak conscious of all your experiences

772
00:42:58,320 --> 00:43:00,359
Speaker 2: and live it up.

773
00:43:05,200 --> 00:43:07,839
Speaker 5: I like that. It sounds good. It's it sounds It's

774
00:43:07,920 --> 00:43:11,759
Speaker 5: a lot easier to talk about than having like the

775
00:43:11,800 --> 00:43:15,359
Speaker 5: internal dialogue about it back and forth, you know, because

776
00:43:15,400 --> 00:43:17,080
Speaker 5: I get you know, I feel like my arms are

777
00:43:17,080 --> 00:43:21,200
Speaker 5: getting separated from my shoulders, like because that one, you know,

778
00:43:21,320 --> 00:43:24,120
Speaker 5: one reason is pulling keeping me in New York, and

779
00:43:24,160 --> 00:43:26,640
Speaker 5: the other is pulling me back home. And I mean,

780
00:43:26,920 --> 00:43:29,920
Speaker 5: truth be told, Other than my job, there's nothing keeping

781
00:43:29,920 --> 00:43:34,279
Speaker 5: me here in New York. My my best friend and

782
00:43:34,840 --> 00:43:37,080
Speaker 5: roommate here in New York is also from North Carolina

783
00:43:37,400 --> 00:43:41,279
Speaker 5: and couldn't just as easily go home too, you know.

784
00:43:41,880 --> 00:43:45,320
Speaker 5: So and and it's kind of I think waiting on

785
00:43:46,560 --> 00:43:49,640
Speaker 5: me to make the decision like Okay, this is it,

786
00:43:49,719 --> 00:43:54,919
Speaker 5: let's go and and we do it. And maybe that's

787
00:43:54,920 --> 00:43:57,239
Speaker 5: not case. Maybe I'm maybe that's not the case. Maybe

788
00:43:57,280 --> 00:44:00,560
Speaker 5: I'm I'm just speaking, you know what I I believe.

789
00:44:00,680 --> 00:44:06,160
Speaker 5: I don't know, but you know, like I said, there's

790
00:44:06,200 --> 00:44:08,200
Speaker 5: there's just part of me that says, you know, stay

791
00:44:08,239 --> 00:44:10,920
Speaker 5: in New York for as long as you can keep

792
00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:16,400
Speaker 5: making the money because, trust me, the commissions from what

793
00:44:16,440 --> 00:44:19,879
Speaker 5: I do here in New York are much different from

794
00:44:19,880 --> 00:44:23,799
Speaker 5: what they are in North Carolina.

795
00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:27,120
Speaker 2: Where we as are spending more money, you know being

796
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:29,640
Speaker 2: there North Carolina.

797
00:44:30,200 --> 00:44:32,640
Speaker 5: Well, yeah, I mean I don't give me my rent

798
00:44:32,680 --> 00:44:35,560
Speaker 5: payment in New York City for a four bedroom apartments

799
00:44:35,600 --> 00:44:38,880
Speaker 5: four thousand dollars And that's cheap because we live in

800
00:44:38,920 --> 00:44:42,800
Speaker 5: the shithole you know of West Harlem.

801
00:44:42,840 --> 00:44:43,719
Speaker 3: But you know.

802
00:44:45,719 --> 00:44:48,360
Speaker 5: It's but it's all you know, four thousand dollars a

803
00:44:48,360 --> 00:44:51,319
Speaker 5: month in North Carolina. I mean that's that's a that's

804
00:44:51,320 --> 00:44:55,000
Speaker 5: a ten bedroom home. You know.

805
00:44:55,160 --> 00:45:00,319
Speaker 2: Well, well, listen, man, what's your name was, Patrick Trick?

806
00:45:03,320 --> 00:45:08,279
Speaker 2: Whatever you do, like I said, you'll be happy. It

807
00:45:08,360 --> 00:45:10,040
Speaker 2: sounds like I appreciate it.

808
00:45:10,120 --> 00:45:12,520
Speaker 5: Get thanks for being a sounding board for.

809
00:45:12,480 --> 00:45:15,360
Speaker 2: Sure, for sure, and uh again, you'll make it the

810
00:45:15,400 --> 00:45:19,160
Speaker 2: right decision. It sounds to me like you really want

811
00:45:19,200 --> 00:45:26,520
Speaker 2: to go home. Just you know, I'm not an expert. Yeah,

812
00:45:26,680 --> 00:45:28,719
Speaker 2: that's still very I from you.

813
00:45:29,840 --> 00:45:32,920
Speaker 5: I'm still very torn. But uh again, I appreciate you

814
00:45:33,000 --> 00:45:36,440
Speaker 5: being a sounding board and let me letting me sound

815
00:45:36,480 --> 00:45:38,240
Speaker 5: it off, you know, bounce it off of you and

816
00:45:39,120 --> 00:45:42,680
Speaker 5: get your input of course it comes off a little

817
00:45:42,680 --> 00:45:44,239
Speaker 5: differently that way to me.

818
00:45:46,040 --> 00:45:47,840
Speaker 2: Well, thank you so much for sharing. Man, you have

819
00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:48,440
Speaker 2: a good rest of the.

820
00:45:48,520 --> 00:45:51,160
Speaker 5: Night too, Take care. Thanks yet.

821
00:45:53,160 --> 00:45:54,960
Speaker 7: How from Lily?

822
00:45:57,400 --> 00:46:02,279
Speaker 2: Lily? Helloh Lily, what's up? Dude?

823
00:46:04,600 --> 00:46:08,520
Speaker 8: I just finished eating some totsy pops?

824
00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:09,840
Speaker 2: How old are you, Lily?

825
00:46:09,920 --> 00:46:13,160
Speaker 8: I'm twenty. Do I sound young?

826
00:46:13,880 --> 00:46:14,040
Speaker 5: Uh?

827
00:46:14,200 --> 00:46:14,400
Speaker 6: You do?

828
00:46:15,760 --> 00:46:17,520
Speaker 8: I get told I will k young a lot, but

829
00:46:17,600 --> 00:46:21,000
Speaker 8: I'm twenty, which is weird.

830
00:46:19,719 --> 00:46:22,640
Speaker 2: To just eating some titty pops. I like totty pups.

831
00:46:23,400 --> 00:46:27,440
Speaker 8: Yeah, I got stuff for taking pokes the other day

832
00:46:27,440 --> 00:46:30,000
Speaker 8: with my friend, and I had some extra money, and

833
00:46:30,040 --> 00:46:33,000
Speaker 8: so I decided to get like a two hundred pack

834
00:46:33,120 --> 00:46:36,000
Speaker 8: of titsy pops standing there in my room, and I've

835
00:46:36,040 --> 00:46:38,240
Speaker 8: just been eating them all the time when I'm hungry.

836
00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:41,480
Speaker 2: It's a little dangerous.

837
00:46:41,520 --> 00:46:43,400
Speaker 8: Yeah, I need to bring them downstairs.

838
00:46:43,960 --> 00:46:49,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, I got it. I I I've gone so long

839
00:46:49,480 --> 00:46:51,800
Speaker 2: in my life just without eating like a normal person.

840
00:46:54,440 --> 00:46:57,160
Speaker 2: I mean, I feel I'm like ted, to be serious,

841
00:46:57,160 --> 00:47:00,360
Speaker 2: I'm tired all the time. I don't know if and

842
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:03,560
Speaker 2: there's it could be many different variables, but I'm like shit,

843
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:06,520
Speaker 2: if I want to actually like be able to live

844
00:47:06,800 --> 00:47:12,880
Speaker 2: my life, properly. I gotta gotta get you know, eating

845
00:47:12,920 --> 00:47:15,040
Speaker 2: some fucking broccoli.

846
00:47:16,360 --> 00:47:19,680
Speaker 8: Yeah. I get a little worried sometimes when I realize

847
00:47:19,680 --> 00:47:22,839
Speaker 8: like how bad my eating has been for so long,

848
00:47:22,920 --> 00:47:26,319
Speaker 8: But I try to give myself some like lenience for

849
00:47:26,360 --> 00:47:31,040
Speaker 8: it because of school and everything that's gone on, you know. Yeah.

850
00:47:31,320 --> 00:47:31,880
Speaker 3: Absolutely.

851
00:47:33,960 --> 00:47:34,879
Speaker 2: What do you do all day?

852
00:47:38,840 --> 00:47:44,680
Speaker 8: Not many things currently, but I'm doing summer school right now.

853
00:47:44,719 --> 00:47:47,560
Speaker 8: I have like one class, so that's like my main

854
00:47:47,600 --> 00:47:50,080
Speaker 8: focus because I'm trying to get ahead. I'm visiting my

855
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:53,719
Speaker 8: sister in Chicago soon, so I want to be able

856
00:47:53,719 --> 00:47:55,960
Speaker 8: to like spend my time with her instead of doing.

857
00:47:55,760 --> 00:47:57,080
Speaker 3: School work all day.

858
00:47:57,760 --> 00:47:58,800
Speaker 2: What's the one class?

859
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:03,920
Speaker 8: It's art history, which is really not related to what

860
00:48:03,960 --> 00:48:05,439
Speaker 8: I want to do, but I needed to get.

861
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:06,359
Speaker 3: An elective out of the way.

862
00:48:09,160 --> 00:48:10,120
Speaker 2: What is it do you want to do?

863
00:48:11,800 --> 00:48:12,880
Speaker 8: I want to be a therapist.

864
00:48:13,800 --> 00:48:17,279
Speaker 2: I want to be a therapist. Mm hmm, Now why

865
00:48:17,280 --> 00:48:21,600
Speaker 2: do you want to be a therapist?

866
00:48:23,000 --> 00:48:27,040
Speaker 8: I struggle a lot with mental health issues, and so

867
00:48:27,480 --> 00:48:31,560
Speaker 8: I've just I've been in and out of some like

868
00:48:31,680 --> 00:48:33,640
Speaker 8: programs for it, and so I've met a lot of

869
00:48:33,640 --> 00:48:37,600
Speaker 8: people who have also struggled with it, and I've and

870
00:48:37,640 --> 00:48:41,560
Speaker 8: then a lot of like therapy groups as well. And

871
00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:45,520
Speaker 8: I think just watching the people that have helped me,

872
00:48:45,760 --> 00:48:47,960
Speaker 8: like in all the work they put into other people

873
00:48:49,200 --> 00:48:52,640
Speaker 8: wanted like inspire me to do the same thing. Obviously

874
00:48:52,640 --> 00:48:56,279
Speaker 8: they've changed my life a lot too. But yeah, really

875
00:48:56,320 --> 00:48:59,120
Speaker 8: getting to know the people that I've like lived with

876
00:48:59,160 --> 00:49:02,200
Speaker 8: in the time that I've been in those programs made

877
00:49:02,200 --> 00:49:05,520
Speaker 8: me realize like how much you can impact someone through

878
00:49:05,520 --> 00:49:09,920
Speaker 8: that line of work. Yeah.

879
00:49:11,040 --> 00:49:14,399
Speaker 2: Right, you have a good role models as you've gone

880
00:49:14,520 --> 00:49:17,080
Speaker 2: through the processes and having been on the other side

881
00:49:17,160 --> 00:49:20,200
Speaker 2: of the couch gives you a lot of insight. I

882
00:49:20,200 --> 00:49:23,279
Speaker 2: feel into the professional and you know, you get the

883
00:49:23,360 --> 00:49:27,640
Speaker 2: idea of being on the receiving ends, how you would

884
00:49:27,760 --> 00:49:32,080
Speaker 2: like your receiving end to feel when you be a therapist.

885
00:49:33,120 --> 00:49:33,560
Speaker 2: Mm hmm.

886
00:49:34,280 --> 00:49:39,000
Speaker 8: Yeah. I was kind of scared in the beginning to

887
00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:41,800
Speaker 8: go for that, just because I didn't know if it

888
00:49:41,800 --> 00:49:46,359
Speaker 8: would be kind of hard for me not to get

889
00:49:46,400 --> 00:49:48,759
Speaker 8: too attached to the people that I'm working with, just

890
00:49:48,800 --> 00:49:52,759
Speaker 8: because I feel like I want to, like I'll get

891
00:49:52,800 --> 00:49:55,400
Speaker 8: to invested into the relationship, not like I don't know,

892
00:49:55,520 --> 00:49:56,880
Speaker 8: I just feel like I would feel for them so

893
00:49:56,960 --> 00:49:58,560
Speaker 8: much that I would have a hard time keeping it

894
00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:03,360
Speaker 8: professional or just like not showing like the emotion that

895
00:50:03,400 --> 00:50:05,200
Speaker 8: I'm feeling, because I know you have to kind of

896
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:09,080
Speaker 8: keep that to yourself when you are trying to help them.

897
00:50:09,800 --> 00:50:11,880
Speaker 8: But it was like, even when I'm like talking to

898
00:50:11,920 --> 00:50:13,719
Speaker 8: someone about it, it's hard for me to like not

899
00:50:13,840 --> 00:50:17,719
Speaker 8: cry if I see someone else crying. So you know,

900
00:50:18,200 --> 00:50:21,640
Speaker 8: I'll I'll learn how to do that.

901
00:50:21,640 --> 00:50:23,440
Speaker 2: That's interesting because I don't really know like what the

902
00:50:23,480 --> 00:50:27,200
Speaker 2: whole standard is for that.

903
00:50:29,600 --> 00:50:34,759
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's weird. I've actually had a therapist who did

904
00:50:34,880 --> 00:50:37,200
Speaker 8: kind of start crying when talking to me, but and

905
00:50:37,280 --> 00:50:40,600
Speaker 8: she's like, oh, sorry, like you're not really supposed to

906
00:50:40,680 --> 00:50:43,040
Speaker 8: do that, just because it almost like you want to

907
00:50:43,239 --> 00:50:46,920
Speaker 8: make it a safe space to open up about anything

908
00:50:47,239 --> 00:50:50,840
Speaker 8: without getting any judgment. Obviously like crying or showing empathy

909
00:50:50,880 --> 00:50:53,120
Speaker 8: as not judgment, but I think it kind of like

910
00:50:54,239 --> 00:50:57,000
Speaker 8: makes the other person be like shit, like they're really

911
00:50:57,040 --> 00:50:59,160
Speaker 8: taking this in and it almost just kind of feels like,

912
00:51:02,680 --> 00:51:05,640
Speaker 8: I don't know, it just feels it takes away almost

913
00:51:05,640 --> 00:51:08,080
Speaker 8: that like safety net. At least that what I feel

914
00:51:08,080 --> 00:51:11,880
Speaker 8: when I'm in therapy, just because I don't want to

915
00:51:12,000 --> 00:51:14,080
Speaker 8: feel like it's like going into their personal lives. I

916
00:51:14,080 --> 00:51:14,759
Speaker 8: don't know if I'm thinking.

917
00:51:15,000 --> 00:51:16,360
Speaker 6: I kind of feel like i'm rambling, you know what

918
00:51:16,360 --> 00:51:16,680
Speaker 6: I mean.

919
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:22,719
Speaker 2: Yes, well, look, I'm I'm happy to hear that you

920
00:51:22,840 --> 00:51:27,160
Speaker 2: found something for you and you know, good on you

921
00:51:27,320 --> 00:51:31,239
Speaker 2: for going and getting the license and doing it real

922
00:51:31,560 --> 00:51:37,640
Speaker 2: instead of, you know, being a fake therapist on the internet.

923
00:51:38,000 --> 00:51:42,880
Speaker 8: No, no, well you do. It's really cool, dude.

924
00:51:43,239 --> 00:51:47,839
Speaker 2: Yeah, getting you know, do actually doing therapy sounds very tough. Uh,

925
00:51:48,160 --> 00:51:54,560
Speaker 2: definitely requires a lot of resilience. Mmm.

926
00:51:55,760 --> 00:51:58,279
Speaker 8: Yeah, I'm very passionate about it, so I think it's

927
00:51:58,280 --> 00:51:58,799
Speaker 8: worth it.

928
00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:02,920
Speaker 2: Well, good luck to you, Lily. I'm proud of you.

929
00:52:04,200 --> 00:52:05,719
Speaker 8: Thank you. I hope you have a good night.

930
00:52:05,760 --> 00:52:09,080
Speaker 2: Gek you too, man, take care YouTube bye.

931
00:52:10,480 --> 00:52:17,440
Speaker 7: Call from Ashley Ashley.

932
00:52:19,280 --> 00:52:22,840
Speaker 2: Hey is this Have we spoken before? Ashley?

933
00:52:23,760 --> 00:52:24,440
Speaker 3: No, we have not.

934
00:52:26,040 --> 00:52:29,080
Speaker 2: Actually it's a pleasure. It's an honor. Even I would

935
00:52:29,120 --> 00:52:32,080
Speaker 2: say it actually is an honor. You really took a time.

936
00:52:32,120 --> 00:52:34,200
Speaker 2: I mean, I'm that serious. You took the time out

937
00:52:34,200 --> 00:52:39,600
Speaker 2: of your day to call me. I did what I mean,

938
00:52:39,640 --> 00:52:41,000
Speaker 2: that's that's cool.

939
00:52:41,040 --> 00:52:41,200
Speaker 7: Man.

940
00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:45,480
Speaker 2: You could have called like you know that your phone theoretically,

941
00:52:45,560 --> 00:52:52,000
Speaker 2: theoretically your phone could call like the press. They could

942
00:52:52,080 --> 00:52:55,680
Speaker 2: call the president if you but like, there is a

943
00:52:55,760 --> 00:53:01,000
Speaker 2: sequence available to you right now where you could call

944
00:53:01,040 --> 00:53:02,840
Speaker 2: the president, but you just don't know the number.

945
00:53:04,880 --> 00:53:05,440
Speaker 9: It's just this.

946
00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:10,560
Speaker 6: Weird electronic portal of sound. You know, it's crazy.

947
00:53:13,200 --> 00:53:19,560
Speaker 2: So how can I help you today, Ashley?

948
00:53:20,239 --> 00:53:21,200
Speaker 7: I don't know.

949
00:53:21,239 --> 00:53:22,080
Speaker 6: How can I help you?

950
00:53:22,120 --> 00:53:23,400
Speaker 9: Get? I don't know.

951
00:53:23,640 --> 00:53:25,960
Speaker 6: This is weird to me. I do customer service and

952
00:53:26,000 --> 00:53:29,920
Speaker 6: I'm working from home, so I kind of feel like

953
00:53:30,160 --> 00:53:32,360
Speaker 6: when I'm on the phone, that's that's my job is

954
00:53:32,400 --> 00:53:33,680
Speaker 6: to help people.

955
00:53:35,360 --> 00:53:39,480
Speaker 2: So how do you feel that I'm offering to help

956
00:53:39,520 --> 00:53:42,360
Speaker 2: you when you know normally other people call them for

957
00:53:42,400 --> 00:53:44,040
Speaker 2: you to help them. How do you feel being on

958
00:53:44,080 --> 00:53:47,360
Speaker 2: the opposite side of this, uh, this interaction?

959
00:53:48,920 --> 00:53:53,040
Speaker 6: You know, it feels nice, it feels odd in a way.

960
00:53:53,480 --> 00:53:59,960
Speaker 6: It feels like an adventure, like an adventure.

961
00:54:00,000 --> 00:54:02,080
Speaker 9: Sure, sure, I try.

962
00:54:01,960 --> 00:54:06,640
Speaker 6: To think of things as adventures because if you can

963
00:54:06,640 --> 00:54:10,160
Speaker 6: make something sound exciting, maybe it'll give you motivation to

964
00:54:10,200 --> 00:54:12,080
Speaker 6: do it, and then if you do it, maybe it

965
00:54:12,120 --> 00:54:14,239
Speaker 6: will be exciting. You don't know unless you try.

966
00:54:14,920 --> 00:54:17,160
Speaker 2: I like that. That's like a framing technique.

967
00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:21,240
Speaker 6: Yeah, I've been working on that lately.

968
00:54:22,160 --> 00:54:23,959
Speaker 2: Walk me through this. I want to do a live

969
00:54:24,040 --> 00:54:32,439
Speaker 2: one here. You work in customer service, which traditionally one

970
00:54:32,440 --> 00:54:38,520
Speaker 2: would think of as standard, possibly a little boring of

971
00:54:38,719 --> 00:54:42,719
Speaker 2: a thing to do, and I want to hear the

972
00:54:42,760 --> 00:54:47,759
Speaker 2: way in which you reframe it as an adventure.

973
00:54:51,400 --> 00:54:55,160
Speaker 6: Yeah, you know, sometimes I really have to think about

974
00:54:55,160 --> 00:54:59,320
Speaker 6: that when I wake up and walk like the fifteen

975
00:54:59,440 --> 00:55:05,319
Speaker 6: feet to my computer. I just try to think about Like,

976
00:55:05,760 --> 00:55:08,239
Speaker 6: I mean, I've worked like a retail person, like in

977
00:55:08,280 --> 00:55:12,400
Speaker 6: person before, and it wasn't always the most exciting, you know,

978
00:55:12,440 --> 00:55:14,359
Speaker 6: It's kind of like what you make of it. But

979
00:55:14,480 --> 00:55:17,400
Speaker 6: I kind of just have to pretend, like pretend like

980
00:55:17,400 --> 00:55:20,080
Speaker 6: even though I'm like staring at a computer screen with

981
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:22,920
Speaker 6: like this headset that I have like an actual person

982
00:55:23,360 --> 00:55:25,719
Speaker 6: in front of me, like as if they were on

983
00:55:25,760 --> 00:55:28,719
Speaker 6: the other side of the counter and they took their

984
00:55:28,719 --> 00:55:31,439
Speaker 6: time out of their day to come to my place

985
00:55:31,480 --> 00:55:35,200
Speaker 6: of business to ask me for help, and I'm the

986
00:55:35,200 --> 00:55:37,840
Speaker 6: person with the information and the knowledge and the means

987
00:55:38,360 --> 00:55:41,800
Speaker 6: to help them in the way that they need. And

988
00:55:41,840 --> 00:55:43,600
Speaker 6: I guess the people I've always looked up to the

989
00:55:43,680 --> 00:55:47,080
Speaker 6: most in my life for the people who who were

990
00:55:47,120 --> 00:55:51,400
Speaker 6: around to help, like teachers, And I don't know, I

991
00:55:51,480 --> 00:55:54,600
Speaker 6: just I think it's cool to help. I like to help.

992
00:55:55,000 --> 00:55:59,400
Speaker 6: It can be taxing to help sometimes, but it's rewarding.

993
00:56:00,920 --> 00:56:03,480
Speaker 2: You touched on a couple things there that I thought

994
00:56:03,520 --> 00:56:08,320
Speaker 2: were interesting. First was the shift in dynamic between talking

995
00:56:08,360 --> 00:56:13,200
Speaker 2: to someone over the phone and talking to someone in person,

996
00:56:13,480 --> 00:56:20,040
Speaker 2: and you still trying to keep the important parts of

997
00:56:20,160 --> 00:56:26,319
Speaker 2: the in person interaction present as you were helping someone

998
00:56:26,360 --> 00:56:29,200
Speaker 2: through the phone. Try to keep in mind, you know,

999
00:56:29,200 --> 00:56:33,279
Speaker 2: when you're talking to someone. You know, if you and I,

1000
00:56:33,280 --> 00:56:35,240
Speaker 2: if we're looking into your eyes right now and talking

1001
00:56:35,239 --> 00:56:38,480
Speaker 2: to you, I wouldn't have to actively think, oh, I'm

1002
00:56:38,480 --> 00:56:40,520
Speaker 2: actually talking to a real human being. I would just

1003
00:56:41,960 --> 00:56:44,200
Speaker 2: I would just be talking to an actual human being.

1004
00:56:44,719 --> 00:56:48,040
Speaker 2: But when it's over the phone, I have to sort

1005
00:56:48,080 --> 00:56:51,759
Speaker 2: of make a concentrated effort to think of you as

1006
00:56:51,800 --> 00:56:59,440
Speaker 2: a real human being. And then you touched on what

1007
00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:02,759
Speaker 2: was it that you like to help people, which you

1008
00:57:02,800 --> 00:57:07,839
Speaker 2: know is great? Why would you not? Isn't that exciting something?

1009
00:57:07,920 --> 00:57:10,360
Speaker 2: I mean, for anything, someone comes to you for a

1010
00:57:10,400 --> 00:57:13,920
Speaker 2: cup of coffee and you work at a coffee shop

1011
00:57:14,480 --> 00:57:16,920
Speaker 2: and you're like, oh, this is cool. This person wants

1012
00:57:16,960 --> 00:57:21,120
Speaker 2: a cup of coffee and I got I got beans

1013
00:57:21,160 --> 00:57:24,040
Speaker 2: and a cup, and I can I don't know. It's

1014
00:57:24,120 --> 00:57:30,680
Speaker 2: there's something interesting about being able to help people in

1015
00:57:30,720 --> 00:57:34,800
Speaker 2: such an immediate direct way. I understand the appeal in that.

1016
00:57:36,440 --> 00:57:36,960
Speaker 9: Definitely.

1017
00:57:44,400 --> 00:57:46,400
Speaker 2: See if we were in person, we would just be

1018
00:57:46,480 --> 00:57:49,480
Speaker 2: kind of staring at each other just now, and that

1019
00:57:49,560 --> 00:57:53,240
Speaker 2: would be more weird. But I feel like it's less

1020
00:57:53,280 --> 00:58:01,280
Speaker 2: weird because we're on the phone. Yeah, well, anyway, would

1021
00:58:01,280 --> 00:58:02,480
Speaker 2: you say your name was Ashley?

1022
00:58:03,200 --> 00:58:05,040
Speaker 9: Ashley? Yep, you got it.

1023
00:58:05,040 --> 00:58:06,600
Speaker 2: It was a pleasure talking to you. Thank you so

1024
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:07,680
Speaker 2: much for calling in and share.

1025
00:58:08,560 --> 00:58:09,959
Speaker 6: Yeah, thanks for talking gig.

1026
00:58:10,280 --> 00:58:11,240
Speaker 4: How good one.

1027
00:58:12,000 --> 00:58:12,400
Speaker 1: Thank you.

1028
00:58:14,840 --> 00:58:16,439
Speaker 7: All from Nick?

1029
00:58:18,560 --> 00:58:21,600
Speaker 4: Nick Baby, Hey buddy, how are you doing?

1030
00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:26,960
Speaker 2: I'm doing pretty good?

1031
00:58:27,080 --> 00:58:27,280
Speaker 5: Nick?

1032
00:58:27,400 --> 00:58:30,640
Speaker 2: What uh? How can I help you this evening? Oh?

1033
00:58:32,280 --> 00:58:34,760
Speaker 4: Man, man, I don't know. What was the question of

1034
00:58:34,760 --> 00:58:35,360
Speaker 4: the night? Again?

1035
00:58:36,640 --> 00:58:38,400
Speaker 2: The question of the night? I never liked having a

1036
00:58:38,480 --> 00:58:39,720
Speaker 2: question of the night. I know I have to. I

1037
00:58:39,720 --> 00:58:42,120
Speaker 2: don't gotta have one because it's like there's to be

1038
00:58:42,160 --> 00:58:46,200
Speaker 2: some semblance of structure. But yeah, for sure, you know, look,

1039
00:58:46,240 --> 00:58:50,360
Speaker 2: what's the question? What's let me ask you a question? Okay, sir,

1040
00:58:50,960 --> 00:58:52,360
Speaker 2: what's the question of the night? Nick?

1041
00:58:53,600 --> 00:58:57,320
Speaker 4: Question the night? Question of the night is how are

1042
00:58:57,320 --> 00:58:57,720
Speaker 4: you doing?

1043
00:58:58,720 --> 00:58:59,479
Speaker 2: I hate that question?

1044
00:58:59,560 --> 00:58:59,720
Speaker 10: Nick?

1045
00:58:59,760 --> 00:59:01,080
Speaker 2: What did you do all nick? Nick?

1046
00:59:01,240 --> 00:59:05,000
Speaker 4: Nick, Yes, there, I really I do.

1047
00:59:05,160 --> 00:59:06,160
Speaker 2: I do hate that question.

1048
00:59:06,920 --> 00:59:09,160
Speaker 4: No, I do too, I absolutely hate it. I just

1049
00:59:09,200 --> 00:59:12,760
Speaker 4: couldn't think of anything else. Honestly, I say.

1050
00:59:12,760 --> 00:59:14,680
Speaker 2: That's the thing is, I think everyone hates that question,

1051
00:59:14,760 --> 00:59:17,920
Speaker 2: but it's.

1052
00:59:16,560 --> 00:59:18,840
Speaker 4: It's like, yeah, it's a formality.

1053
00:59:21,240 --> 00:59:22,840
Speaker 2: What do you do all day? Nick?

1054
00:59:24,000 --> 00:59:24,120
Speaker 7: Uh?

1055
00:59:24,400 --> 00:59:29,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's what it was. Well, right now I'm kind

1056
00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:31,640
Speaker 4: of in between jobs because the last one was like

1057
00:59:32,320 --> 00:59:37,360
Speaker 4: really everybody was just really shitty there. So right now

1058
00:59:37,400 --> 00:59:41,400
Speaker 4: I just kind of wake up. We've been cleaning the house.

1059
00:59:41,920 --> 00:59:44,320
Speaker 4: I guess because we're getting a cat. I don't know,

1060
00:59:45,800 --> 00:59:47,000
Speaker 4: just vibes.

1061
00:59:52,480 --> 00:59:56,959
Speaker 2: Down because apparently you were screaming. But I like, but

1062
00:59:56,320 --> 00:59:59,600
Speaker 2: but but I'll take I'll take a car that's too

1063
00:59:59,640 --> 01:00:02,560
Speaker 2: loud or were clothes too quiet any day of the week.

1064
01:00:03,640 --> 01:00:07,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I I wasn't even talking about I'm just

1065
01:00:07,560 --> 01:00:09,080
Speaker 4: giving move my mouth away from the phone.

1066
01:00:09,160 --> 01:00:11,200
Speaker 2: Not bad, no, no, no, no, no, no, It's not your fault.

1067
01:00:11,240 --> 01:00:13,919
Speaker 2: Don't feel self conscious right now. It's not your fault.

1068
01:00:13,920 --> 01:00:15,920
Speaker 2: It's something with the technology. You're like, if we were

1069
01:00:15,960 --> 01:00:17,280
Speaker 2: talking on Parsons, you'd be fine.

1070
01:00:17,600 --> 01:00:18,840
Speaker 4: But listen, Yeah, I know you're good.

1071
01:00:20,040 --> 01:00:22,240
Speaker 2: Uh you said you all got I'm so sorry. I

1072
01:00:22,320 --> 01:00:23,880
Speaker 2: was trying to deal with that, and I'm gonna be

1073
01:00:23,920 --> 01:00:26,000
Speaker 2: honest with you. I was to pay full attention to

1074
01:00:26,040 --> 01:00:26,520
Speaker 2: what you said.

1075
01:00:27,320 --> 01:00:33,720
Speaker 4: You're good man. Uh No, pretty much, pretty much. I

1076
01:00:33,960 --> 01:00:37,640
Speaker 4: uh so, I had been I had a job building

1077
01:00:37,640 --> 01:00:40,960
Speaker 4: bikes for I had it for like three weeks, but

1078
01:00:41,240 --> 01:00:48,880
Speaker 4: everybody there was just honestly, just steady, just terrible, terrible people,

1079
01:00:50,360 --> 01:00:53,200
Speaker 4: And so I got right out of that. So I

1080
01:00:53,200 --> 01:00:55,000
Speaker 4: don't really want to be in that situation.

1081
01:00:55,640 --> 01:00:56,959
Speaker 2: M that's what are you doing now?

1082
01:00:58,000 --> 01:01:01,080
Speaker 4: So right now I'm applying to jobs picking up the

1083
01:01:01,120 --> 01:01:04,680
Speaker 4: house where my girlfriend and I are planning on getting

1084
01:01:04,680 --> 01:01:10,800
Speaker 4: a cat. So I don't know, not a whole lot interesting.

1085
01:01:10,400 --> 01:01:10,560
Speaker 7: But.

1086
01:01:13,400 --> 01:01:16,800
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm, you sound like an interesting guy. What where'd

1087
01:01:16,800 --> 01:01:18,000
Speaker 2: you meet your girlfriends?

1088
01:01:18,720 --> 01:01:18,959
Speaker 7: Uh?

1089
01:01:19,000 --> 01:01:22,240
Speaker 4: We met h through a group chat for a band.

1090
01:01:24,160 --> 01:01:26,880
Speaker 2: Through a group chat for a band? Is this a

1091
01:01:26,880 --> 01:01:29,920
Speaker 2: group chat to discuss a band? Or group chat like

1092
01:01:30,000 --> 01:01:31,680
Speaker 2: you guys are both in a band, like you're in.

1093
01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:34,200
Speaker 4: A band to discuss.

1094
01:01:35,120 --> 01:01:36,640
Speaker 2: What? What band were you discussing?

1095
01:01:37,360 --> 01:01:44,240
Speaker 4: It was a band called the Deer Hunter. The Deer Hunter, Yeah,

1096
01:01:44,280 --> 01:01:48,320
Speaker 4: they're kind of like an indie band. But she was

1097
01:01:48,680 --> 01:01:52,440
Speaker 4: in New York and I was in Michigan and uh,

1098
01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:52,800
Speaker 4: you know.

1099
01:01:52,760 --> 01:01:54,800
Speaker 2: The deer Hunter. Oh, people in the chat know the

1100
01:01:54,800 --> 01:01:55,360
Speaker 2: deer Hunter.

1101
01:01:56,440 --> 01:02:04,080
Speaker 4: Oh boy, yes, I love seeing that. No, it's not

1102
01:02:04,440 --> 01:02:08,320
Speaker 4: the e E R Hunter. It's with d e A

1103
01:02:08,680 --> 01:02:13,360
Speaker 4: R Hunter. Because I'm seeing this is yeah, yeah, somebody

1104
01:02:13,560 --> 01:02:17,840
Speaker 4: whose name is yeah. But yeah, I met her through that.

1105
01:02:17,880 --> 01:02:20,000
Speaker 4: She was in New York and I was in Michigan

1106
01:02:22,240 --> 01:02:27,360
Speaker 4: and so but we finally moved in.

1107
01:02:28,080 --> 01:02:31,160
Speaker 2: It's interesting that, you know, you start off, you have

1108
01:02:31,200 --> 01:02:33,640
Speaker 2: one thing, and do you feel as though having the

1109
01:02:33,680 --> 01:02:34,920
Speaker 2: deer Hunter in common?

1110
01:02:35,800 --> 01:02:35,960
Speaker 5: Uh?

1111
01:02:35,960 --> 01:02:37,560
Speaker 2: Do you feel like that made it made for a

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01:02:37,560 --> 01:02:39,160
Speaker 2: good foundation of your relationship?

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Speaker 4: For sure? It definitely. It definitely helped having that kind

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Speaker 4: of common ground to start with, to kind of break

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01:02:48,760 --> 01:02:57,840
Speaker 4: the ice. So it wasn't like, you know, uncomfortable like

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Speaker 4: I feel most of the time, quite honest.

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Speaker 2: What do you feel uncomfortable most of the time?

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Speaker 4: Yes, sir?

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01:03:05,920 --> 01:03:07,439
Speaker 2: Why what do you when? Why what do you feel

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Speaker 2: uncomfortable most of the time?

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01:03:09,960 --> 01:03:15,240
Speaker 4: Oh boy, I don't know. Probably probably some some deep

1122
01:03:15,320 --> 01:03:20,200
Speaker 4: seated mental issues, a lot of a lot of anxiety.

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Speaker 2: Yeah you talk You ever talked to a real therapist

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Speaker 2: about that?

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Speaker 3: Oh?

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01:03:24,400 --> 01:03:28,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, no, no, no, we're good. No, okay, I

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01:03:28,680 --> 01:03:31,080
Speaker 4: don't want to give that. I'm good. I'm doing I'm

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Speaker 4: doing really good right now.

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Speaker 2: Especially Oh no, Nick, you uh, you've been totally pleasant, don't.

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01:03:37,200 --> 01:03:37,880
Speaker 4: Oh, thank you.

1131
01:03:37,960 --> 01:03:38,919
Speaker 2: It's a freak out, man.

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01:03:39,800 --> 01:03:42,520
Speaker 4: No, I'm not no right now. I mean obviously a

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01:03:42,560 --> 01:03:45,440
Speaker 4: little bit, but like I mean, I'm just I'm honestly

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01:03:45,480 --> 01:03:46,640
Speaker 4: too tired to freak out.

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01:03:46,800 --> 01:03:50,160
Speaker 2: To be quite honest, man, I'm a little tired too.

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01:03:50,160 --> 01:03:56,680
Speaker 2: I hate I hate being tired. I want, like, dude,

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01:03:56,880 --> 01:03:59,160
Speaker 2: what sucks. It's one thing if you're like somewhere you

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01:03:59,200 --> 01:04:01,240
Speaker 2: don't want to be in your tired, but it sucks

1139
01:04:01,400 --> 01:04:06,960
Speaker 2: when like you, like, I want I want to be here,

1140
01:04:06,960 --> 01:04:08,880
Speaker 2: so I don't I want to not be tired so

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01:04:08,920 --> 01:04:10,680
Speaker 2: I can like be here.

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01:04:11,600 --> 01:04:13,760
Speaker 4: Yeah, and I saw you talking about that earlier in

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01:04:13,840 --> 01:04:16,120
Speaker 4: the stream. But as you say, you just got to

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01:04:16,200 --> 01:04:20,880
Speaker 4: kind of go with it. Like I've I've been I had, like,

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01:04:21,000 --> 01:04:23,040
Speaker 4: especially in high school, I had a lot of sleepless

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01:04:23,120 --> 01:04:27,680
Speaker 4: nights where I just like would spend days awake. And

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01:04:28,640 --> 01:04:31,520
Speaker 4: I mean, aside from like caffeine and stuff that you know,

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01:04:32,360 --> 01:04:34,800
Speaker 4: you get to kind of help guide you along. You

1149
01:04:34,960 --> 01:04:37,200
Speaker 4: just kind of I've just kind of learned to just

1150
01:04:37,320 --> 01:04:41,280
Speaker 4: kind of just vibe with it, just kind of go you.

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01:04:41,240 --> 01:04:45,360
Speaker 2: Know, yeah, yeah, that's what I try to do. That's

1152
01:04:45,360 --> 01:04:47,840
Speaker 2: what I try to do. Let's just go with it,

1153
01:04:48,120 --> 01:04:48,760
Speaker 2: be low key.

1154
01:04:49,960 --> 01:04:53,080
Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, you're a very pleasant person to.

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01:04:53,040 --> 01:04:57,760
Speaker 2: Watch so well, thank you. I appreciate that. Yeah, you're

1156
01:04:57,760 --> 01:05:00,640
Speaker 2: a pleasant person to listen to too, Like you, Nick,

1157
01:05:00,680 --> 01:05:02,480
Speaker 2: you got a good cut to your jib.

1158
01:05:03,240 --> 01:05:04,640
Speaker 4: Oh, I appreciate it. Thank you.

1159
01:05:08,000 --> 01:05:10,120
Speaker 2: It's so interesting. You met in a group chat for

1160
01:05:10,200 --> 01:05:14,640
Speaker 2: this band. That's uh wait what was it a Messenger

1161
01:05:14,680 --> 01:05:15,280
Speaker 2: group chat?

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01:05:16,400 --> 01:05:23,600
Speaker 4: It was a Snapchat group chat that I I I will,

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01:05:23,720 --> 01:05:26,480
Speaker 4: I will admit I made it definitely to make friends,

1164
01:05:26,760 --> 01:05:30,480
Speaker 4: and it definitely worked. We ended up meeting up at

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01:05:30,480 --> 01:05:31,480
Speaker 4: a show and stuff.

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01:05:32,480 --> 01:05:36,120
Speaker 2: So that's romantic. Well okay, but you're actually like, was

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01:05:36,160 --> 01:05:38,520
Speaker 2: it through a how'd you get involved in the group chat?

1168
01:05:38,520 --> 01:05:40,240
Speaker 2: And first? Was it through a mutual friend?

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01:05:42,240 --> 01:05:47,200
Speaker 4: I started it. I I kind of uh like run

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01:05:47,240 --> 01:05:51,800
Speaker 4: around in the uh the circles like similar like like

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01:05:52,480 --> 01:05:55,840
Speaker 4: for like fandoms of the band and stuff, and so

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01:05:55,920 --> 01:05:59,080
Speaker 4: I was like, hey, it was around Thanksgiving and so

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01:05:59,200 --> 01:06:02,920
Speaker 4: you know, like the whole seasonal kind of loneliness, and

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01:06:03,000 --> 01:06:07,480
Speaker 4: so I was like, hey, yo, anybody want uh started

1175
01:06:07,480 --> 01:06:12,320
Speaker 4: to start a chat and so I got it filled

1176
01:06:12,400 --> 01:06:14,479
Speaker 4: up really quick, and she and I hit it off,

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01:06:14,520 --> 01:06:18,919
Speaker 4: and I slid into those d ms and uh, now

1178
01:06:18,920 --> 01:06:21,080
Speaker 4: she's sitting about three feet away from me?

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01:06:23,520 --> 01:06:25,120
Speaker 2: Is she sitting there? Can I talk to her?

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01:06:26,160 --> 01:06:30,280
Speaker 4: Yeah? Yeah, you can talk to her? Here you go?

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01:06:31,760 --> 01:06:32,040
Speaker 6: Hello?

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01:06:33,120 --> 01:06:35,360
Speaker 4: How are you pretty good?

1183
01:06:35,440 --> 01:06:35,920
Speaker 9: How are you?

1184
01:06:36,920 --> 01:06:37,440
Speaker 2: I'm good?

1185
01:06:37,480 --> 01:06:37,560
Speaker 6: What?

1186
01:06:37,840 --> 01:06:40,120
Speaker 2: Uh? What do you do all day?

1187
01:06:42,000 --> 01:06:43,680
Speaker 4: Well? I'm just chilling right now.

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01:06:43,800 --> 01:06:47,400
Speaker 3: I'm in between school and uh an internship, So I

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Speaker 3: am very much just chilling.

1190
01:06:52,040 --> 01:06:55,400
Speaker 2: How what do you do to chill?

1191
01:06:55,960 --> 01:06:59,720
Speaker 4: Some video games? Like I think Nick was talking about earlier.

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01:06:59,760 --> 01:07:01,760
Speaker 7: We were we've been doing a lot of cleaning, which.

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01:07:01,600 --> 01:07:03,640
Speaker 9: I know I find fairly therapeutic.

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01:07:05,360 --> 01:07:08,560
Speaker 2: I've never liked cleaning because cleaning always pissed me off

1195
01:07:08,600 --> 01:07:11,520
Speaker 2: because you clean something. That's why I don't clean a lot,

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01:07:11,920 --> 01:07:14,440
Speaker 2: because what are you clean something? Right? And then what

1197
01:07:14,520 --> 01:07:20,840
Speaker 2: happens two seconds later? It gets dirty again? Clean, and

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01:07:20,880 --> 01:07:23,440
Speaker 2: it just you know, eventually, eventually you just got to

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01:07:23,480 --> 01:07:30,840
Speaker 2: make the decision to go. The floor is dirty. The flipping,

1200
01:07:30,960 --> 01:07:37,280
Speaker 2: the flip, it's really the bipolar, the flip flopness that bothered.

1201
01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:41,120
Speaker 2: The floor being dirty doesn't bother me as much as

1202
01:07:41,160 --> 01:07:44,120
Speaker 2: the floor is sometimes being clean and sometimes being dirty.

1203
01:07:44,920 --> 01:07:48,040
Speaker 2: I'd rather have the constant of it being dirty than

1204
01:07:48,080 --> 01:07:49,960
Speaker 2: have it sometimes clean sometimes dirty.

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01:07:51,440 --> 01:07:54,600
Speaker 7: Right, but then what happens when like the insects and

1206
01:07:54,680 --> 01:07:55,560
Speaker 7: the mice indade?

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01:07:59,680 --> 01:08:00,200
Speaker 9: That's the time.

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01:08:01,920 --> 01:08:06,960
Speaker 2: Look, I accept what happens to me in life, you know,

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01:08:07,040 --> 01:08:08,120
Speaker 2: I try to go with the flow.

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01:08:09,200 --> 01:08:09,360
Speaker 7: Right.

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01:08:09,400 --> 01:08:11,160
Speaker 9: They need a home too, I guess.

1212
01:08:12,240 --> 01:08:13,280
Speaker 2: Still talk in this group?

1213
01:08:13,400 --> 01:08:13,600
Speaker 1: Chat?

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01:08:15,560 --> 01:08:19,040
Speaker 3: No, No, that that died fairly quickly?

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01:08:20,360 --> 01:08:30,439
Speaker 2: Really? Yeah, dude, are you tired too? I'm tired tired. Yeah,

1216
01:08:31,960 --> 01:08:33,200
Speaker 2: you guys should take a nap.

1217
01:08:34,680 --> 01:08:37,280
Speaker 9: Perhaps, yeah, maybe an extended nap.

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01:08:39,880 --> 01:08:44,000
Speaker 2: Well, listen, woud you say your name was Mathe?

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01:08:45,080 --> 01:08:45,320
Speaker 5: Yep?

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01:08:46,320 --> 01:08:50,799
Speaker 2: I like that name, maybe, well, Mayve? And your boyfriend's

1221
01:08:50,880 --> 01:08:54,080
Speaker 2: name is fuck it's not Chris, is it? No?

1222
01:08:54,160 --> 01:08:54,600
Speaker 9: It is not?

1223
01:08:56,240 --> 01:09:01,040
Speaker 2: Oh no, let me talk to him again real quick?

1224
01:09:01,760 --> 01:09:03,080
Speaker 5: Okay, here you go.

1225
01:09:04,479 --> 01:09:08,000
Speaker 2: Hello, hey man, Look, it was a pleasure talking to you.

1226
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:09,479
Speaker 2: What's your name again?

1227
01:09:10,360 --> 01:09:13,360
Speaker 4: Nick? It was great talking to you too, yes, sir?

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01:09:14,000 --> 01:09:14,240
Speaker 5: Fuck?

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01:09:14,320 --> 01:09:15,599
Speaker 2: Yeah, yo? Good rest of the night.

1230
01:09:15,680 --> 01:09:18,240
Speaker 4: Nick, Yeah, you too, buddy, it's good talking to you.

1231
01:09:18,920 --> 01:09:20,240
Speaker 2: Take care of our good sleeps.

1232
01:09:21,160 --> 01:09:22,960
Speaker 4: Yeah, we will, We fucking will.

1233
01:09:28,439 --> 01:09:32,559
Speaker 2: That was ten minutes. That was eleven minutes. I'm losing

1234
01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:33,120
Speaker 2: my mind.

1235
01:09:34,120 --> 01:09:38,240
Speaker 5: Never goes on the line, making your phone calls every night,

1236
01:09:38,600 --> 01:09:40,439
Speaker 5: never goes to his high.

1237
01:09:40,600 --> 01:09:42,000
Speaker 2: He's teaching you loud.

1238
01:09:41,760 --> 01:09:42,759
Speaker 5: In the middle of your life.

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01:09:43,120 --> 01:09:45,320
Speaker 2: Body's not really an expert.