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Speaker 1: All right. We are so excited because okay, let me

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Speaker 1: get started. It's lip Service. I'm Anti Lay, I'm Stephanie Santiago,

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Speaker 1: I'm G. G. Maguire, I'm Glauria and we have a

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Speaker 1: super extra, super duper special guest. Erica Alexander is here

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Speaker 1: with us. Great to be here, Thank you, So great

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Speaker 1: want to be, so I'll learn something. No, we're hoping

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Speaker 1: to learn some stuff from you. Good luck, so Erica.

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Speaker 1: I mean, you've had such an illustrious career. Thank you

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Speaker 1: everybody was excited that you were coming in here. Cousin

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Speaker 1: Pam Maxine from Living made a lot of women want

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Speaker 1: to become attorneys. Watch I watch listen, I watch it

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Speaker 1: I'm really happy to see it. I'll let you know.

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Speaker 1: All right? So did you have a lot of groupies?

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Speaker 1: Oh that kind of drying. She was a virgin. Wait, wait,

425
00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:51,639
Speaker 1: she was a virgin. It was her first time it

426
00:22:51,680 --> 00:22:55,679
Speaker 1: worked her buriant or what was the first time? She

427
00:22:55,720 --> 00:22:57,720
Speaker 1: was the first time, so give me that she was

428
00:22:57,760 --> 00:23:02,320
Speaker 1: a virgin. So he made her know, like for me,

429
00:23:02,560 --> 00:23:05,360
Speaker 1: when I lost my virginity, When I lost my virginity,

430
00:23:05,440 --> 00:23:08,000
Speaker 1: everybody's different. When I lost my virginia. We've spoken about

431
00:23:08,000 --> 00:23:11,520
Speaker 1: this before. I had to unexperience like Erica's. I had

432
00:23:11,840 --> 00:23:13,800
Speaker 1: a guy who loved me a lie. He was very

433
00:23:13,840 --> 00:23:17,720
Speaker 1: giants and encouraging. It didn't hurt, it was it was good,

434
00:23:17,920 --> 00:23:21,160
Speaker 1: it was nice. I really liked it. But then Angela

435
00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:28,479
Speaker 1: got raped her first time. I didn't leave, but I

436
00:23:28,480 --> 00:23:30,720
Speaker 1: think that I had already stretched my ship out. So

437
00:23:30,800 --> 00:23:35,880
Speaker 1: but it was three years. I don't know. But everybody

438
00:23:35,960 --> 00:23:37,920
Speaker 1: that dancing, so she probably been broke her hand that

439
00:23:38,920 --> 00:23:42,280
Speaker 1: you I didn't believe. I've wait a minute, how that sounds.

440
00:23:43,160 --> 00:23:49,720
Speaker 1: That sounds like period? She probably did. You know, No,

441
00:23:49,840 --> 00:23:51,840
Speaker 1: I have I have a girl, my one of my

442
00:23:51,920 --> 00:23:55,920
Speaker 1: best friends. She lost her virginity. She lost her virginity

443
00:23:55,960 --> 00:23:58,159
Speaker 1: to an older man and he was very well and

444
00:23:58,359 --> 00:24:03,320
Speaker 1: dw that's how you say it, yeah and um and

445
00:24:03,320 --> 00:24:06,480
Speaker 1: and she said that you so bad they have to

446
00:24:06,480 --> 00:24:10,119
Speaker 1: buy a new mattress. Like she led a buy a

447
00:24:10,119 --> 00:24:12,240
Speaker 1: new matches? Who paid for that? Like? She bled? So

448
00:24:12,960 --> 00:24:17,560
Speaker 1: like the way you said, just so, this show was

449
00:24:17,600 --> 00:24:21,520
Speaker 1: supposed to curage. She's my boy friends. We've never got

450
00:24:21,520 --> 00:24:24,320
Speaker 1: this part with the blood and stuff, like I've never

451
00:24:24,400 --> 00:24:29,879
Speaker 1: before she said, We're supposed to be encouraging women for

452
00:24:29,960 --> 00:24:35,879
Speaker 1: a second room er. You want to talk about lingerie

453
00:24:35,920 --> 00:24:39,440
Speaker 1: and blood? Yeah, I get the blood blood blood. Let's

454
00:24:39,440 --> 00:24:42,440
Speaker 1: go to the lingerie because we were having a discussion

455
00:24:43,280 --> 00:24:47,040
Speaker 1: about lingerie and when out the lingerie and use it?

456
00:24:47,280 --> 00:24:49,879
Speaker 1: So do you? Yes? Yes, I believe that men are

457
00:24:50,000 --> 00:24:52,919
Speaker 1: very visual creatures and I think that you present them

458
00:24:53,040 --> 00:24:57,240
Speaker 1: something uh you know, tantalizing and it makes me feel

459
00:24:57,560 --> 00:24:59,920
Speaker 1: good to do it if my stomach is not sticking

460
00:25:00,000 --> 00:25:08,960
Speaker 1: to look thinks I love her? Yeah, and I suck

461
00:25:09,000 --> 00:25:10,800
Speaker 1: it in. Yeah, what you want? I mean, you got

462
00:25:14,800 --> 00:25:19,320
Speaker 1: you gotta faster that night, honey, I gotta two days.

463
00:25:19,400 --> 00:25:26,200
Speaker 1: But you guys, you guys, pay attention to that because

464
00:25:26,240 --> 00:25:28,240
Speaker 1: I know we're very self conscious about how we look.

465
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:32,320
Speaker 1: But it doesn't matter to you all. Really, you know,

466
00:25:34,440 --> 00:25:37,159
Speaker 1: I don't think so I don't think it matters because

467
00:25:37,359 --> 00:25:43,200
Speaker 1: you know, but again, I feel like a I think

468
00:25:43,240 --> 00:25:44,720
Speaker 1: it may be a help. You know what I'm saying,

469
00:25:44,720 --> 00:25:49,720
Speaker 1: Maybe like maybe y'all think no, I think we over there.

470
00:25:49,760 --> 00:25:52,440
Speaker 1: It's probably you know, you gotta still factor in chemistry, vibe.

471
00:25:52,480 --> 00:25:55,720
Speaker 1: You gotta you know that. I feel like guys don't

472
00:25:55,760 --> 00:25:58,960
Speaker 1: care about lingerie until they care about lingerie, you know

473
00:25:59,040 --> 00:26:01,880
Speaker 1: what I mean. It's like everything is normal, everything is fine.

474
00:26:01,920 --> 00:26:04,439
Speaker 1: But wait, why why don't you wear Lingerrate for me? Now?

475
00:26:04,480 --> 00:26:06,840
Speaker 1: I want you to wear Lingerrate. I don't want to evering.

476
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:09,480
Speaker 1: That's what I just go straight to being new. Why

477
00:26:09,520 --> 00:26:11,159
Speaker 1: are you buying it if you're not wearing it. I

478
00:26:11,200 --> 00:26:14,240
Speaker 1: don't buy it. It doesn't it. I don't even wear

479
00:26:14,359 --> 00:26:19,760
Speaker 1: underwear it off and never wear it. I only wear

480
00:26:19,800 --> 00:26:22,119
Speaker 1: bras because I have to break friend. I feel like

481
00:26:22,200 --> 00:26:26,879
Speaker 1: it's like from the public, the current and the criminal,

482
00:26:27,359 --> 00:26:30,359
Speaker 1: my current boyfriend, the guy I've been ready for a while,

483
00:26:30,600 --> 00:26:33,199
Speaker 1: Like when I first got with him, I wouldn't get

484
00:26:33,240 --> 00:26:37,320
Speaker 1: back to that awhere like I had said, I said,

485
00:26:37,359 --> 00:26:39,280
Speaker 1: when do you decide to put it on? And he's

486
00:26:39,320 --> 00:26:42,760
Speaker 1: commenting on it, like do you be like all right

487
00:26:42,840 --> 00:26:46,639
Speaker 1: linger right time? And then you running the bathroom like

488
00:26:46,720 --> 00:26:49,840
Speaker 1: I'm getting into it. I think it's kind of fire

489
00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:52,840
Speaker 1: when you wear the lingerie under your regular clothes, and

490
00:26:52,960 --> 00:26:57,359
Speaker 1: then you know, you start sucking and it's like, oh, okay,

491
00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:00,639
Speaker 1: so and then it becomes like a present, like okay,

492
00:27:00,760 --> 00:27:03,000
Speaker 1: and then that goes off to But you know when

493
00:27:03,000 --> 00:27:09,200
Speaker 1: people be like I'm gonna go put something secono, I

494
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:12,280
Speaker 1: think it's like when I'm gonn slip into something uncomfortable,

495
00:27:12,280 --> 00:27:15,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go put on some shoes. I don't do

496
00:27:15,440 --> 00:27:17,680
Speaker 1: that either. No. Let me tell you when I first,

497
00:27:17,880 --> 00:27:20,199
Speaker 1: when I first got with the guy that I'm dating now,

498
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:22,520
Speaker 1: he um, he used to get excited when I would

499
00:27:22,560 --> 00:27:24,119
Speaker 1: come and I will be wearing a pair of pants

500
00:27:24,200 --> 00:27:27,280
Speaker 1: with no panties on. He would get so excited that

501
00:27:27,720 --> 00:27:39,879
Speaker 1: chafe understand the sacrifice no infection. So you know, later

502
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:42,760
Speaker 1: on in the relationship, you know, I just felt like

503
00:27:42,880 --> 00:27:46,639
Speaker 1: moving on and wearing panties more than like, I didn't

504
00:27:46,720 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 1: care if it excited him anymore, you know what I mean? Right?

505
00:27:50,760 --> 00:28:00,760
Speaker 1: And GJ doesn't wear a panty, no, but I have juices,

506
00:28:01,320 --> 00:28:05,960
Speaker 1: I wear panties, and now I'm no, but now now

507
00:28:06,200 --> 00:28:10,280
Speaker 1: I wear panties and he's even more excited about it,

508
00:28:10,520 --> 00:28:13,960
Speaker 1: like he like he liked it, Like when when I'm

509
00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:15,879
Speaker 1: not wearing panties. Like if I'm wearing a pair of

510
00:28:15,960 --> 00:28:18,840
Speaker 1: tightes with no panties and I go to him, He's like,

511
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:21,680
Speaker 1: why are you not wearing panties? You know when before

512
00:28:21,720 --> 00:28:23,640
Speaker 1: it was like, oh, you're not wearing panties. I would

513
00:28:23,640 --> 00:28:25,760
Speaker 1: hate for my tod not be wearing his panties. But

514
00:28:25,880 --> 00:28:29,159
Speaker 1: now when I show up, it's like he's looking and

515
00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:32,640
Speaker 1: he's looking to see what panties I'm wearing. That Are

516
00:28:32,680 --> 00:28:39,920
Speaker 1: you wearing panties? Definitely? Always brief yeah, always always, that's

517
00:28:39,960 --> 00:28:46,840
Speaker 1: a brief looks like, but when do you not wear panties? Uh?

518
00:28:47,800 --> 00:28:56,800
Speaker 1: Maybe when I'm doing yoga? Okay, we just learned that. Eric,

519
00:28:56,880 --> 00:29:05,800
Speaker 1: does you know you're dog swinging downward dogs? Eric? I

520
00:29:05,880 --> 00:29:09,720
Speaker 1: must stay now, I must say. I don't want to

521
00:29:11,000 --> 00:29:15,840
Speaker 1: say no, now, I must stay now. I must say

522
00:29:17,920 --> 00:29:20,240
Speaker 1: I like to be pousable. But normally, you know, this

523
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:25,880
Speaker 1: is always it's definitely wearing short. Yeah, there's lots of

524
00:29:25,920 --> 00:29:29,400
Speaker 1: stuff falling that, the boss falling, the mass. I definitely

525
00:29:29,440 --> 00:29:40,160
Speaker 1: want my mat behind you. I have a crooking yeah.

526
00:29:40,360 --> 00:29:44,200
Speaker 1: And for women, I feel like, uh yeah, definitely have

527
00:29:44,400 --> 00:29:48,880
Speaker 1: them all. Isn't it awkward thought where underwear. For guys,

528
00:29:48,960 --> 00:29:50,920
Speaker 1: I feel like your boss be stuck to like your

529
00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:56,080
Speaker 1: thoughts if you don't. Yeah right, you're talking about the

530
00:29:56,160 --> 00:29:58,840
Speaker 1: other ones that you know, like if you don't have

531
00:29:59,160 --> 00:30:01,959
Speaker 1: underwear yea. Also they don't stick to your thie. Oh

532
00:30:02,040 --> 00:30:04,479
Speaker 1: see I don't. That's what I'm saying. That's uncomfortable. Then

533
00:30:04,520 --> 00:30:06,320
Speaker 1: a whole day when you zipping up your pants, you're like,

534
00:30:07,080 --> 00:30:10,959
Speaker 1: you be careful, stuck in a zipper movie with up.

535
00:30:11,320 --> 00:30:14,960
Speaker 1: That happened to my dad something, Yeah, he zipped that's again,

536
00:30:15,080 --> 00:30:23,440
Speaker 1: that's a second. Um. Something about because that's real. Something

537
00:30:23,440 --> 00:30:26,160
Speaker 1: about Mary was a really great one. I really like that. Crazy.

538
00:30:26,640 --> 00:30:29,400
Speaker 1: I don't even want a chance. Now for Eric and Erica,

539
00:30:29,520 --> 00:30:31,800
Speaker 1: you guys both now, Erica you were married to a

540
00:30:31,880 --> 00:30:35,600
Speaker 1: man who's creative, and Eric you are also married to

541
00:30:35,680 --> 00:30:38,960
Speaker 1: a woman who is creative. That's my fan a maya. Yes,

542
00:30:41,040 --> 00:30:43,000
Speaker 1: Now do you think you could be with somebody that

543
00:30:43,160 --> 00:30:48,040
Speaker 1: was like completely the opposite from you? Man, I've tried everything,

544
00:30:48,280 --> 00:30:50,880
Speaker 1: so where we want to go with it? Because m

545
00:30:51,560 --> 00:30:53,760
Speaker 1: you know, being with a woman that isn't in it,

546
00:30:54,280 --> 00:30:58,240
Speaker 1: it's tough for them to understand what it is. Will Amia,

547
00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:01,040
Speaker 1: she had so much experience, and she kind of just

548
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:05,240
Speaker 1: encouraged me. You know, she encourages me, like go go go,

549
00:31:05,480 --> 00:31:07,360
Speaker 1: even more than I want to. I'm not really trying

550
00:31:07,360 --> 00:31:09,760
Speaker 1: to be home because I have a family. I got

551
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:11,680
Speaker 1: a little son that's three years old, so I don't

552
00:31:11,760 --> 00:31:13,800
Speaker 1: want to spend the second way from him, you know.

553
00:31:13,960 --> 00:31:15,800
Speaker 1: But when it's time to work and I'm like I

554
00:31:15,880 --> 00:31:18,800
Speaker 1: gotta go again, I gotta go, She's like, just go

555
00:31:19,120 --> 00:31:21,360
Speaker 1: live your best life. Have fun, you know, because you

556
00:31:21,440 --> 00:31:23,600
Speaker 1: never know, you know what i mean, Like the moment

557
00:31:23,680 --> 00:31:26,680
Speaker 1: could be gone, you know, so just enjoy it. And

558
00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:28,800
Speaker 1: you know, because for her, she's like I did it

559
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:31,960
Speaker 1: and I'm not doing it anymore, So just live. She

560
00:31:32,080 --> 00:31:34,560
Speaker 1: pushes me and encourages me with it. So it works

561
00:31:34,600 --> 00:31:37,840
Speaker 1: for her, but a lot, yes, she understands it completely,

562
00:31:37,960 --> 00:31:41,640
Speaker 1: you know. And for the girls that don't get it, man,

563
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:45,920
Speaker 1: it's just tough. It's like they thinking negative all the time.

564
00:31:46,040 --> 00:31:48,440
Speaker 1: They're thinking so much is going down at the studio.

565
00:31:48,920 --> 00:31:51,440
Speaker 1: They're thinking, you know, it's strippers, you know what I mean,

566
00:31:51,520 --> 00:32:01,240
Speaker 1: Like girls, just girls. It has been but to just

567
00:32:01,440 --> 00:32:04,320
Speaker 1: to just have somebody that understands it's just totally different

568
00:32:04,360 --> 00:32:06,120
Speaker 1: than because then you got to do with the nag

569
00:32:06,160 --> 00:32:09,200
Speaker 1: and and the arguments, which probably is going in the

570
00:32:09,280 --> 00:32:12,000
Speaker 1: relationship at some point anyway. Now, Erica, what about you?

571
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:15,320
Speaker 1: You were married for how long? Almost twenty years? Almost

572
00:32:15,360 --> 00:32:18,840
Speaker 1: twenty years, and you recently got divorced. Well, yes, I'm

573
00:32:18,880 --> 00:32:22,360
Speaker 1: in the process of divorcing. It's it's probably one of

574
00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:25,720
Speaker 1: the things that's been very difficult for me. Yeah, but

575
00:32:26,000 --> 00:32:28,000
Speaker 1: I do feel like you've been going really hard because

576
00:32:28,000 --> 00:32:32,040
Speaker 1: you have your own production company, media company that launching.

577
00:32:32,200 --> 00:32:34,280
Speaker 1: That's right, and he's also still my creative partner on

578
00:32:34,360 --> 00:32:36,640
Speaker 1: the comic book Concrete Park. I mean, he just didn't

579
00:32:36,640 --> 00:32:38,920
Speaker 1: get along. Let's tell people was very simple. We just

580
00:32:39,440 --> 00:32:42,480
Speaker 1: didn't get along and we hadn't ever really gotten along

581
00:32:42,760 --> 00:32:44,840
Speaker 1: as well as we needed to to create a relationship.

582
00:32:45,520 --> 00:32:47,320
Speaker 1: And one of the things we were talking about about

583
00:32:47,680 --> 00:32:51,080
Speaker 1: understanding is there's a certain understanding around people who are

584
00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:54,200
Speaker 1: artists are let's say free spirits. I think free spirits

585
00:32:54,240 --> 00:32:58,680
Speaker 1: meaning entrepreneurs who are sort of ordering the world in

586
00:32:58,720 --> 00:33:02,760
Speaker 1: the way that they're hoping and shaping their uh you

587
00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:05,640
Speaker 1: can say brand or their goals to be. You kind

588
00:33:05,680 --> 00:33:08,160
Speaker 1: of have to you're not in a rigid system. So

589
00:33:08,600 --> 00:33:12,440
Speaker 1: often their schedules or bizarre, and their alliances and their

590
00:33:12,520 --> 00:33:15,760
Speaker 1: friends seem you know, could seem shady to you. But

591
00:33:16,040 --> 00:33:18,880
Speaker 1: you're flying blind and you need somebody who understands that.

592
00:33:19,360 --> 00:33:23,760
Speaker 1: Most artists really who are successful at all, have great discipline,

593
00:33:24,080 --> 00:33:27,160
Speaker 1: they have great work ethic, and they are moving towards

594
00:33:27,240 --> 00:33:30,160
Speaker 1: something in a way that's zig zaggy, but it doesn't

595
00:33:30,240 --> 00:33:33,640
Speaker 1: mean that there's anything inauthentic to it or wrong or

596
00:33:34,040 --> 00:33:35,640
Speaker 1: oh you have to watch out for that person. There's

597
00:33:35,640 --> 00:33:37,480
Speaker 1: a lot of distrust that comes from people who are

598
00:33:37,560 --> 00:33:39,320
Speaker 1: used to rigid systems where they go in nine to

599
00:33:39,480 --> 00:33:41,720
Speaker 1: five and then they shut off at the end. But

600
00:33:41,840 --> 00:33:44,000
Speaker 1: that's not an artist, and artists thinking the probably about

601
00:33:44,280 --> 00:33:46,280
Speaker 1: that lyric and that song right then and there, and

602
00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:48,360
Speaker 1: they need to let me call that person, and you're

603
00:33:48,360 --> 00:33:50,680
Speaker 1: sort of signing up for that. That's sort of you,

604
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:53,320
Speaker 1: and you are signing up for that. So I think

605
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:55,560
Speaker 1: what happens is you're trying to find people who don't

606
00:33:55,640 --> 00:33:59,720
Speaker 1: see themselves inside of your career as being um um

607
00:34:00,720 --> 00:34:04,080
Speaker 1: uh like less than and they can they have enough

608
00:34:04,160 --> 00:34:08,200
Speaker 1: strength inside themselves to see that, if anything, you're running

609
00:34:08,719 --> 00:34:11,759
Speaker 1: very hard towards something that you can never hit. Your

610
00:34:11,800 --> 00:34:14,040
Speaker 1: like going like this and running as fast as you

611
00:34:14,160 --> 00:34:16,920
Speaker 1: can and as long as you can before you burn out.

612
00:34:17,360 --> 00:34:19,680
Speaker 1: And I think that that takes tremendous courage for a

613
00:34:19,719 --> 00:34:21,799
Speaker 1: person to enter a relationship like that. And I don't

614
00:34:21,840 --> 00:34:25,239
Speaker 1: know if it's a thing about creativity, because I think

615
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:27,719
Speaker 1: that artists need to be around people are creative. But

616
00:34:27,800 --> 00:34:30,400
Speaker 1: if you're in the financial system, you can be creative.

617
00:34:30,800 --> 00:34:34,120
Speaker 1: You can be somebody that's open to whimsy or uh,

618
00:34:34,320 --> 00:34:37,400
Speaker 1: you know, destiny, but you have to also most again,

619
00:34:37,680 --> 00:34:40,480
Speaker 1: people like David Bowie and all these people, they are

620
00:34:40,560 --> 00:34:44,680
Speaker 1: business people. They're doing business and sometimes with huge companies

621
00:34:44,719 --> 00:34:49,279
Speaker 1: and people's um whole lives, uh leverage against whether they

622
00:34:49,320 --> 00:34:52,120
Speaker 1: do good or bad. That show must do good because

623
00:34:52,200 --> 00:34:56,440
Speaker 1: it's got twenty people it's feeding. So I I think

624
00:34:56,480 --> 00:34:58,320
Speaker 1: that when people understand that and they don't see you

625
00:34:58,400 --> 00:35:00,360
Speaker 1: as well, you know you're doing this and that's not

626
00:35:00,440 --> 00:35:02,200
Speaker 1: a joke just because I don't work at the post

627
00:35:02,280 --> 00:35:04,680
Speaker 1: office and you don't get it. But if they get it,

628
00:35:05,000 --> 00:35:06,879
Speaker 1: then they fall. And when I say fall in line,

629
00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:08,919
Speaker 1: meaning they know their place, and I say their place

630
00:35:09,120 --> 00:35:12,440
Speaker 1: is at the top as a priority, but it's not

631
00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:16,600
Speaker 1: necessarily in something that fits within the realm of um uh,

632
00:35:17,120 --> 00:35:19,920
Speaker 1: something that's like stamped out in a pattern. You know. Interesting.

633
00:35:20,000 --> 00:35:22,160
Speaker 1: You said you guys were together for twenty years but

634
00:35:22,320 --> 00:35:24,880
Speaker 1: never really got along like that. So how did they

635
00:35:24,960 --> 00:35:29,799
Speaker 1: last that long? Well, I told you I was had

636
00:35:29,840 --> 00:35:33,480
Speaker 1: a religious background. I'm a loyalist. Um I'm I have

637
00:35:33,600 --> 00:35:35,960
Speaker 1: great loyalty, and I think that once I'm a friend,

638
00:35:36,000 --> 00:35:37,880
Speaker 1: I'm usually a friend forever. But I also never saw it.

639
00:35:38,800 --> 00:35:41,720
Speaker 1: My parents weren't made for each other. They were both orphans,

640
00:35:42,280 --> 00:35:43,880
Speaker 1: and they made it up in front of each other.

641
00:35:43,920 --> 00:35:46,400
Speaker 1: But I didn't see them happy, not not in the

642
00:35:46,440 --> 00:35:50,279
Speaker 1: way that I thought that. You struggled, And then I

643
00:35:50,400 --> 00:35:52,480
Speaker 1: realized that you were supposed to take talking about the

644
00:35:52,520 --> 00:35:55,600
Speaker 1: pursuit of happiness, the pursuit of happiness extends to your

645
00:35:55,640 --> 00:35:58,720
Speaker 1: relationships and what you allow. And why are you supposed

646
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:01,480
Speaker 1: to be arguing over small things all the time to

647
00:36:01,560 --> 00:36:03,719
Speaker 1: the point that you're and break down, and then you're

648
00:36:03,760 --> 00:36:05,960
Speaker 1: only happy among when there's a lot of people in

649
00:36:06,000 --> 00:36:08,359
Speaker 1: the room and you're not really relating to each other.

650
00:36:08,840 --> 00:36:11,359
Speaker 1: We can do business because we greatly respected each other.

651
00:36:11,719 --> 00:36:14,840
Speaker 1: And I respected his mind and his creativity and his

652
00:36:15,239 --> 00:36:18,319
Speaker 1: and his skills and and I think, I don't think

653
00:36:18,440 --> 00:36:20,600
Speaker 1: I know that. I mean, I really love the man.

654
00:36:21,160 --> 00:36:23,320
Speaker 1: But if you're not really getting along, then you're not

655
00:36:23,480 --> 00:36:26,400
Speaker 1: able to be intimate. You're not able to love the

656
00:36:26,480 --> 00:36:28,840
Speaker 1: way you need to. And the artists needs to be

657
00:36:28,960 --> 00:36:31,719
Speaker 1: loved more importantly, they have to be able to love.

658
00:36:32,440 --> 00:36:35,040
Speaker 1: There's a great need to extend the love so you

659
00:36:35,080 --> 00:36:37,840
Speaker 1: can have something to feed you. And if you don't,

660
00:36:38,200 --> 00:36:40,719
Speaker 1: then you're lonely. I heard so many stories about people

661
00:36:40,760 --> 00:37:00,440
Speaker 1: who you never I was embarrassed. What can I do know?

662
00:37:00,640 --> 00:37:03,600
Speaker 1: And you know what, when um, it's a blessing. Like

663
00:37:03,680 --> 00:37:06,399
Speaker 1: you said, to find someone who gets it, who gets

664
00:37:06,440 --> 00:37:09,160
Speaker 1: it when you're working in this business. But and you

665
00:37:09,239 --> 00:37:11,880
Speaker 1: would expect that when you meet someone who's working in

666
00:37:11,920 --> 00:37:14,400
Speaker 1: the same business as you, that they would get it.

667
00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:17,600
Speaker 1: But a lot of times you can people I date

668
00:37:17,719 --> 00:37:21,440
Speaker 1: guys in entertainment and they don't understand my the way

669
00:37:21,520 --> 00:37:24,040
Speaker 1: I work, like they don't understand it, Like if I

670
00:37:24,160 --> 00:37:27,080
Speaker 1: have to go host a party, I'm a prostitute. A

671
00:37:27,200 --> 00:37:29,440
Speaker 1: lot of times you know what I'm saying, and it's like,

672
00:37:29,600 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 1: any I feel like you should know the game, you

673
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:34,719
Speaker 1: know what I'm doing, you you know exactly what that's

674
00:37:34,760 --> 00:37:38,319
Speaker 1: what's going on. I just don't understand, like that's that's

675
00:37:38,360 --> 00:37:41,160
Speaker 1: a blessing to have somebody who gets it. That's the

676
00:37:41,280 --> 00:37:44,520
Speaker 1: only I hope you do with them. I hope so too.

677
00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:49,440
Speaker 1: I just hope God, God says me somebody who understands

678
00:37:50,000 --> 00:37:52,520
Speaker 1: and who loves me for for everything that I am,

679
00:37:52,640 --> 00:37:59,480
Speaker 1: for everything out very surely, thank Scots. It's truly sweet.

680
00:38:00,239 --> 00:38:03,360
Speaker 1: I love this conversation that positive we got. If you

681
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:06,520
Speaker 1: ever regretted telling somebody something in which you wouldn't have

682
00:38:06,600 --> 00:38:08,320
Speaker 1: told them that, Like, you know how we sometimes we

683
00:38:08,400 --> 00:38:12,000
Speaker 1: share with somebody and you're like, damn, I shared too much.

684
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:16,919
Speaker 1: I shouldn't have said all that. Right now, I wish

685
00:38:16,960 --> 00:38:19,879
Speaker 1: I had not had that gin and juice. I get

686
00:38:19,920 --> 00:38:22,200
Speaker 1: it now. This is a this is the room of Amazon.

687
00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:26,600
Speaker 1: I'm not really here. I'm you know, underneath mermaid spell.

688
00:38:27,600 --> 00:38:31,360
Speaker 1: So I did what I could, but amazing. You know,

689
00:38:31,480 --> 00:38:34,200
Speaker 1: I used to be I used to be the most

690
00:38:34,360 --> 00:38:38,720
Speaker 1: closing person of all times. You know, um My music

691
00:38:38,960 --> 00:38:41,440
Speaker 1: was my only outlet. You know, if I felt the

692
00:38:41,520 --> 00:38:44,239
Speaker 1: way about something, it was hard for me to articulate

693
00:38:44,320 --> 00:38:47,160
Speaker 1: it or get the message across without putting it in

694
00:38:47,239 --> 00:38:49,120
Speaker 1: a song. You know. So that's why I think I

695
00:38:49,239 --> 00:38:51,920
Speaker 1: released so much of music early on in my career

696
00:38:52,040 --> 00:38:54,000
Speaker 1: and even til now, because I just it's easy for

697
00:38:54,080 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 1: me to write it, you know. But as of lately,

698
00:38:57,840 --> 00:39:01,600
Speaker 1: it's been just a shift, you know, in my life

699
00:39:01,680 --> 00:39:04,040
Speaker 1: to where I just feel like the more I talk

700
00:39:04,160 --> 00:39:06,120
Speaker 1: the better. The more I can get off my chest

701
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:09,360
Speaker 1: the better. So you know, I kind of regret not

702
00:39:10,040 --> 00:39:12,960
Speaker 1: feeling this sooner, you know. So for me, I'm just

703
00:39:13,120 --> 00:39:15,800
Speaker 1: like trying to explode. Anytime it's like, yeah, let's do

704
00:39:15,840 --> 00:39:17,600
Speaker 1: an interview, They're like, we only gonna you know, and

705
00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:19,360
Speaker 1: make sure to keep it under the tent. I'd be like,

706
00:39:20,320 --> 00:39:22,200
Speaker 1: I ain't got none, i ain't tripping, you know, just

707
00:39:22,880 --> 00:39:26,239
Speaker 1: because I'm just feeling so much liberation from opening up.

708
00:39:26,440 --> 00:39:28,200
Speaker 1: You know. I've been having so much bout it and

709
00:39:28,360 --> 00:39:30,759
Speaker 1: from me as it's a new thing to just kind

710
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:32,800
Speaker 1: of let it all out. I always opening up for

711
00:39:32,880 --> 00:39:37,320
Speaker 1: you today, Erica. It's a rough ride. I worry about it,

712
00:39:37,600 --> 00:39:39,560
Speaker 1: and only because it's you know, it's not it's not

713
00:39:39,640 --> 00:39:43,520
Speaker 1: that I like him. It takes a certain type of

714
00:39:43,600 --> 00:39:47,480
Speaker 1: bravery to hope that people understand you pass your words,

715
00:39:47,840 --> 00:39:50,640
Speaker 1: because sometimes it can come out so clumsy and it's

716
00:39:50,640 --> 00:39:52,200
Speaker 1: not what I meant to say, or I don't want

717
00:39:52,200 --> 00:39:54,960
Speaker 1: to hurt anybody that I'm talking about because I have

718
00:39:55,280 --> 00:39:58,280
Speaker 1: not only great respect, but I also want to protect

719
00:39:58,400 --> 00:40:00,799
Speaker 1: their privacy and how they a scene in the world.

720
00:40:01,239 --> 00:40:03,560
Speaker 1: And I haven't spent my life talking about myself at all.

721
00:40:03,600 --> 00:40:06,959
Speaker 1: Nobody wanted to know what, nobody asked, and I guess

722
00:40:07,080 --> 00:40:09,200
Speaker 1: ultimately I was fine with it. But this is a

723
00:40:09,239 --> 00:40:11,800
Speaker 1: different generation. You guys are a different generation, all of you.

724
00:40:12,239 --> 00:40:13,799
Speaker 1: But you got I love the father people. You care

725
00:40:13,920 --> 00:40:18,080
Speaker 1: so much about what you have to say. Yes, they do.

726
00:40:18,440 --> 00:40:21,239
Speaker 1: Look every time you say something that's like yeah, like

727
00:40:21,320 --> 00:40:24,880
Speaker 1: you see, I love the way you are articulating, like

728
00:40:27,000 --> 00:40:31,279
Speaker 1: you remind me of some of the world. The best

729
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:33,240
Speaker 1: part about it is that we can tell it's so genuine.

730
00:40:33,280 --> 00:40:35,160
Speaker 1: It's just who you are, how you are. You know,

731
00:40:35,280 --> 00:40:39,440
Speaker 1: I'll be doing this ship okay, so it's just not allthing.

732
00:40:39,440 --> 00:40:45,359
Speaker 1: But you know, she was so lovely and um, thank

733
00:40:45,360 --> 00:40:48,200
Speaker 1: you Loriae. Something interesting and she was so lovely. I

734
00:40:48,239 --> 00:40:50,800
Speaker 1: told her, I said, I was worried about my appearance.

735
00:40:50,920 --> 00:40:53,480
Speaker 1: I didn't want to seem boring or inauthentic. I spent

736
00:40:53,520 --> 00:40:56,920
Speaker 1: my life in Arizona and then came to Philadelphia and

737
00:40:57,120 --> 00:41:01,359
Speaker 1: was in love Philly. But I was country girl while

738
00:41:01,400 --> 00:41:03,080
Speaker 1: you talk so proper and all that, and I didn't

739
00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:05,200
Speaker 1: feel like that was the case at all. But I

740
00:41:05,239 --> 00:41:07,280
Speaker 1: felt like an outsider inside a place where I should

741
00:41:07,280 --> 00:41:10,440
Speaker 1: feel like an insider, finally around black people. And then

742
00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:13,279
Speaker 1: you get to be an insider because somebody says, oh,

743
00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:15,960
Speaker 1: you can act, and then you're pulled out again and

744
00:41:16,160 --> 00:41:19,680
Speaker 1: isolated and over and over again. I think people who

745
00:41:19,719 --> 00:41:22,600
Speaker 1: are in the line like you can understand that that

746
00:41:23,160 --> 00:41:26,640
Speaker 1: being called forward is sometimes the best and worst thing

747
00:41:26,680 --> 00:41:29,479
Speaker 1: that could ever happen to you. And and then you're

748
00:41:30,160 --> 00:41:33,560
Speaker 1: called forward to talk about things that you've been told

749
00:41:33,600 --> 00:41:36,520
Speaker 1: your whole life as an artist, and not just recently.

750
00:41:36,600 --> 00:41:39,719
Speaker 1: It's been a thing to talk about your but that

751
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:42,200
Speaker 1: they shouldn't listen to. They shouldn't know about you, they

752
00:41:42,239 --> 00:41:44,680
Speaker 1: should know about your characters, they should know about uh.

753
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:48,120
Speaker 1: The actresses don't even have an opinion politically, And then

754
00:41:48,280 --> 00:41:50,120
Speaker 1: we're in a time where if you don't speak up now,

755
00:41:50,600 --> 00:41:52,600
Speaker 1: it could be the life and death of the world.

756
00:41:53,600 --> 00:41:56,200
Speaker 1: And we're talking about ourselves and letting people to know

757
00:41:56,800 --> 00:41:59,840
Speaker 1: that we're real people and that we're real businesses and

758
00:42:00,040 --> 00:42:02,480
Speaker 1: this is not something that's a character. That I am

759
00:42:02,520 --> 00:42:04,920
Speaker 1: a real person and that you know, you should know

760
00:42:05,200 --> 00:42:07,759
Speaker 1: me a little bit more. But does it offend the

761
00:42:07,800 --> 00:42:10,120
Speaker 1: people who want to see me in a fantasy way

762
00:42:10,640 --> 00:42:13,520
Speaker 1: who kind of liked it, I'm a little off you

763
00:42:13,600 --> 00:42:17,399
Speaker 1: know the radar. Well, Mike, I don't mean any harm.

764
00:42:17,440 --> 00:42:19,360
Speaker 1: I'm just trying to be who I need to be

765
00:42:19,640 --> 00:42:24,000
Speaker 1: for you right now. People aren't your character. No, that's

766
00:42:24,040 --> 00:42:27,640
Speaker 1: like or any of your characters. You are Erica, You're

767
00:42:27,680 --> 00:42:30,400
Speaker 1: not cousin Pam. You're not amazing. And Will Smith was

768
00:42:30,480 --> 00:42:32,600
Speaker 1: And Will Smith just came on and said the same thing,

769
00:42:32,719 --> 00:42:36,239
Speaker 1: like he came from a time where, um, celebrities they

770
00:42:36,360 --> 00:42:41,279
Speaker 1: needed to have that mystery. They couldn't. They couldn't they

771
00:42:41,320 --> 00:42:45,520
Speaker 1: could they couldn't voice their opinions. It was very important

772
00:42:45,560 --> 00:42:48,160
Speaker 1: for them to be private. That's what made them big

773
00:42:48,320 --> 00:42:51,080
Speaker 1: stars because nobody knew what was going on at a

774
00:42:51,080 --> 00:42:53,360
Speaker 1: different times. Yeah, and he said, now he's on social

775
00:42:53,400 --> 00:42:55,640
Speaker 1: media and it's just like a whole new world. Amazing.

776
00:42:55,760 --> 00:42:58,200
Speaker 1: He loves it and everyone loves him on there. Now

777
00:42:58,360 --> 00:43:01,680
Speaker 1: he's really funny. There. Now, let me ask y'all something

778
00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:03,919
Speaker 1: do you think that you guys were better at having

779
00:43:04,000 --> 00:43:06,160
Speaker 1: text when you were in your early twenties or now

780
00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:10,399
Speaker 1: I think I'm better now. I think I would say

781
00:43:10,440 --> 00:43:13,880
Speaker 1: that you ain't wear panties. Let me tell you all

782
00:43:13,880 --> 00:43:15,520
Speaker 1: why I don't wear panties. I'm gonna tell you all.

783
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:19,680
Speaker 1: I don't wear panties. Panties are underpants right there undergarden.

784
00:43:20,600 --> 00:43:22,479
Speaker 1: I was a stripper for most of my adult life,

785
00:43:23,200 --> 00:43:27,439
Speaker 1: and my underpants wear my pants. So now I don't

786
00:43:27,440 --> 00:43:31,200
Speaker 1: want to wear them underpants like you know, over pants.

787
00:43:33,000 --> 00:43:38,399
Speaker 1: I'm over underpants over yeah, like from and And it's

788
00:43:38,719 --> 00:43:42,000
Speaker 1: the elastic that goes um in between your inner thigh

789
00:43:42,680 --> 00:43:44,920
Speaker 1: um in between you know, on the outside of the

790
00:43:45,120 --> 00:43:49,000
Speaker 1: vagina area. It's irritates me under clothes. So I just

791
00:43:49,080 --> 00:43:51,279
Speaker 1: don't like to wear them. And it's been so long

792
00:43:51,440 --> 00:43:53,440
Speaker 1: of me not wearing them that when I have to

793
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:55,920
Speaker 1: wear them monthly, it's kind of annoying. But I know

794
00:43:56,040 --> 00:43:58,640
Speaker 1: that I have to wear them monthly. Monthly, I have

795
00:43:58,760 --> 00:44:01,880
Speaker 1: to wear that part of them and then and then

796
00:44:01,920 --> 00:44:03,160
Speaker 1: when I don't have to wear them, I don't like

797
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:06,160
Speaker 1: Now if if I have one a dress, were short skirt,

798
00:44:06,600 --> 00:44:08,440
Speaker 1: then you know I'll wear them because I'm not just

799
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:11,800
Speaker 1: going to expose my vagina to the elements. But tights, jeans,

800
00:44:11,880 --> 00:44:15,239
Speaker 1: sweatpants today, I just don't wear them. I feel like

801
00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:19,160
Speaker 1: wearing panties keeps me like really fresh and dry all day. Yeah.

802
00:44:19,239 --> 00:44:25,240
Speaker 1: I have a remedy for that, sayder in your badge.

803
00:44:25,320 --> 00:44:26,880
Speaker 1: No no, no, no no. I put the order in

804
00:44:27,000 --> 00:44:32,000
Speaker 1: my inner thighs and in my butt crack. Wow, because

805
00:44:32,040 --> 00:44:35,000
Speaker 1: I can't use talcom pattern anymore. You get cancer now, yeah, yeah,

806
00:44:35,080 --> 00:44:37,719
Speaker 1: you die. It keeps you and keeps fresh and dry.

807
00:44:37,760 --> 00:44:40,600
Speaker 1: That's the old stripper trick also, but you know, getting

808
00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:42,960
Speaker 1: back to the question that you ask, I do feel

809
00:44:43,040 --> 00:44:46,040
Speaker 1: like I'm better at sex now because the same shift

810
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:48,160
Speaker 1: I knew when I was funny. I know that's your

811
00:44:48,239 --> 00:44:50,759
Speaker 1: still I know new ship now. You get what I'm saying.

812
00:44:50,760 --> 00:44:55,600
Speaker 1: So you gotta combine. You learn from experience, experienced, batter

813
00:44:55,760 --> 00:44:59,040
Speaker 1: like wow, when I was younger, though seeing no, not me,

814
00:44:59,239 --> 00:45:00,960
Speaker 1: I actually feel like older I get the better I

815
00:45:01,040 --> 00:45:04,880
Speaker 1: get what. I gotta agree with you. I feel like

816
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:07,160
Speaker 1: when I was younger, I was more wild. I could

817
00:45:07,200 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 1: take a slap by kick now but Jesus, not okay,

818
00:45:12,120 --> 00:45:20,560
Speaker 1: not again, not again? Kick you kick you in my

819
00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:22,759
Speaker 1: third leg. But I feel like I feel like I

820
00:45:22,880 --> 00:45:24,680
Speaker 1: used to like it a little rougher when I was

821
00:45:24,760 --> 00:45:28,000
Speaker 1: a kid, and now now I'm a little older, and

822
00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:34,160
Speaker 1: I'm like, baby, had like, because then you can't you

823
00:45:34,200 --> 00:45:36,319
Speaker 1: gotta watch your face. They might hit you too hard. Yeah,

824
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:39,920
Speaker 1: I like, I mean, I still like the passionate. I

825
00:45:40,239 --> 00:45:42,360
Speaker 1: still like the passion, you know, like I still like

826
00:45:42,560 --> 00:45:45,920
Speaker 1: that that passion and um, you know makeupsess when you're like,

827
00:45:46,239 --> 00:45:49,479
Speaker 1: oh you're you've been so bad and you're bad girl.

828
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:52,360
Speaker 1: I liked that. I still like that, you know, but

829
00:45:53,680 --> 00:45:55,640
Speaker 1: not too long ago. I was drunk and you know,

830
00:45:55,920 --> 00:45:58,279
Speaker 1: you guys know I like a little slap here and

831
00:45:58,360 --> 00:46:03,480
Speaker 1: there sometimes choke. Yeah, And we was having sex and

832
00:46:03,760 --> 00:46:07,200
Speaker 1: and the nigger choked me so hard. I was like,

833
00:46:07,640 --> 00:46:11,120
Speaker 1: excuse me, this guy choke you so hard. I was like,

834
00:46:15,200 --> 00:46:17,000
Speaker 1: and I was drunk at everything, and I was like,

835
00:46:17,080 --> 00:46:19,000
Speaker 1: you know what, I took his hand off on my

836
00:46:19,120 --> 00:46:21,400
Speaker 1: throat and he's laughing, and I'm like, you know what

837
00:46:21,800 --> 00:46:26,640
Speaker 1: you're doing too much, like you're doing the most. And

838
00:46:26,760 --> 00:46:28,440
Speaker 1: he's like, you know you like that, and I'm like,

839
00:46:28,800 --> 00:46:31,759
Speaker 1: I'm tired. I don't play with that choking ship but

840
00:46:31,880 --> 00:46:38,560
Speaker 1: let forward. You go too far and that's sorry that

841
00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 1: has happened to me. I think I think I'm a

842
00:46:40,520 --> 00:46:43,399
Speaker 1: little I think I'm a little more of a square now. Man.

843
00:46:44,000 --> 00:46:46,600
Speaker 1: Right now, that's the thing that you end up the

844
00:46:46,680 --> 00:46:49,960
Speaker 1: stake because they got into it and they're coming. I

845
00:46:50,080 --> 00:46:53,080
Speaker 1: was watching this, I was watching this like, she don't

846
00:46:53,120 --> 00:46:59,040
Speaker 1: get chuck and nothing. I think she should choke. If

847
00:47:00,000 --> 00:47:03,879
Speaker 1: I ain't nobody choking me, you should check someone. Though,

848
00:47:04,000 --> 00:47:10,960
Speaker 1: I think trump it happened. Um No, I just feel like, um,

849
00:47:11,480 --> 00:47:14,200
Speaker 1: when I was younger, I could take a little more pain.

850
00:47:14,400 --> 00:47:17,879
Speaker 1: Now I'm like, I'm kind of rusty. Like I want

851
00:47:17,920 --> 00:47:21,520
Speaker 1: to feel good. I want to feel good, like make

852
00:47:21,600 --> 00:47:24,880
Speaker 1: me single, don't make me you know twitch, I'm not

853
00:47:25,840 --> 00:47:28,239
Speaker 1: I want to single. I'm not gonna say every night

854
00:47:28,320 --> 00:47:30,360
Speaker 1: you need the well and go crazy and all that.

855
00:47:30,480 --> 00:47:32,480
Speaker 1: But on the nights when I have to bring that out,

856
00:47:32,880 --> 00:47:35,280
Speaker 1: I can bring it out like you can be passing

857
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:37,239
Speaker 1: it and do all that too. But like I said

858
00:47:37,320 --> 00:47:40,239
Speaker 1: that same, I didn't learn more tricks from twenty to

859
00:47:40,719 --> 00:47:44,360
Speaker 1: today from when I was twenty years I think the

860
00:47:44,480 --> 00:47:50,920
Speaker 1: experience I talked about one of them, ya honestly think back. No,

861
00:47:51,040 --> 00:47:59,160
Speaker 1: but I honestly, I honestly think happy. I have never

862
00:47:59,640 --> 00:48:03,880
Speaker 1: make track. And it's very weird that y'all hear me

863
00:48:03,920 --> 00:48:06,359
Speaker 1: saying I never did something sexually on the show, because

864
00:48:06,400 --> 00:48:07,840
Speaker 1: y'all know I tried this about it. I tell you

865
00:48:08,000 --> 00:48:10,319
Speaker 1: have so many dms. That's like, girl, you just put

866
00:48:10,440 --> 00:48:12,880
Speaker 1: me on. I was like, Eric, she's the only one

867
00:48:12,920 --> 00:48:15,880
Speaker 1: to here, Eric, she's the only one that's sex from

868
00:48:15,920 --> 00:48:18,040
Speaker 1: the bag that's not all the time. Don't say it

869
00:48:18,120 --> 00:48:22,920
Speaker 1: like that's the only one that had variations that position.

870
00:48:23,400 --> 00:48:29,879
Speaker 1: It's gonna be big. I'm trying to go to bed. Yeah,

871
00:48:32,280 --> 00:48:36,880
Speaker 1: I don't know, like gott to be open a love things. No,

872
00:48:37,040 --> 00:48:40,759
Speaker 1: but I'm not gonna getting the tip. Look, that's that's

873
00:48:40,760 --> 00:48:43,479
Speaker 1: what I got to be. If you only getting the tip,

874
00:48:43,520 --> 00:48:48,080
Speaker 1: it's not thick and good cutting a call. It's fabulous,

875
00:48:48,360 --> 00:48:52,840
Speaker 1: Please cut me. But I feel like I feel like

876
00:48:52,960 --> 00:48:58,320
Speaker 1: I got head older. But the thing is, but the

877
00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:02,839
Speaker 1: thing is, when it's been backwards like that, I want

878
00:49:02,840 --> 00:49:05,960
Speaker 1: to hear about this. I asked what I'm thinking. I

879
00:49:06,080 --> 00:49:11,080
Speaker 1: don't want particular guy, how it's not that great. It's

880
00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:13,080
Speaker 1: not that great. It's just you gotta look past the

881
00:49:13,440 --> 00:49:17,200
Speaker 1: back part. You only you, only like you, only like you,

882
00:49:17,760 --> 00:49:19,840
Speaker 1: like you're enjoying it because it's never happened. It's like

883
00:49:20,840 --> 00:49:26,359
Speaker 1: that's going on. And if you always the string, I'm

884
00:49:26,400 --> 00:49:28,200
Speaker 1: not gonna lie to take a little bit of talent

885
00:49:28,280 --> 00:49:30,120
Speaker 1: because you gotta figure out how to do it right,

886
00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:32,880
Speaker 1: because remember it's on you. Just gotta do it right.

887
00:49:33,239 --> 00:49:38,560
Speaker 1: Don't make it comfortable. You turn around. She said, she

888
00:49:38,680 --> 00:49:41,160
Speaker 1: got with somebody dick in their own But did you

889
00:49:41,239 --> 00:49:46,400
Speaker 1: know it don't work like that? Negative you didn't the

890
00:49:46,719 --> 00:49:53,600
Speaker 1: curves like he was talking about. Do you have any

891
00:49:53,680 --> 00:49:57,759
Speaker 1: tips for us? She's like, not no more. When you

892
00:49:57,800 --> 00:50:01,680
Speaker 1: crossed the street, turn on right. I'm waiting for a

893
00:50:01,719 --> 00:50:04,640
Speaker 1: te year from error because I first, you know, I

894
00:50:04,719 --> 00:50:07,680
Speaker 1: don't even know what's going on right. I don't understand

895
00:50:07,719 --> 00:50:09,920
Speaker 1: how Dick can roll back here. I don't want to

896
00:50:09,920 --> 00:50:12,520
Speaker 1: do all that. You know, I don't know if that's created.

897
00:50:12,520 --> 00:50:15,000
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, the band don't sound like he

898
00:50:15,080 --> 00:50:19,239
Speaker 1: deserves all that. I don't understand what he deserve. It

899
00:50:19,400 --> 00:50:21,279
Speaker 1: is what it is. I don't know anybody who can

900
00:50:21,320 --> 00:50:25,680
Speaker 1: do that kind of trick. Your baby gaming hunts you,

901
00:50:25,719 --> 00:50:29,600
Speaker 1: so I don't understand it. But whatever that's here for

902
00:50:29,760 --> 00:50:39,400
Speaker 1: you stream. What's the what's the question? What's the derivative? Eric?

903
00:50:40,640 --> 00:50:46,000
Speaker 1: Eric has clutching her pirls right now. Yeah, I had

904
00:50:46,040 --> 00:50:49,560
Speaker 1: a chance. No, I don't have any tips. I wish

905
00:50:49,560 --> 00:50:54,080
Speaker 1: I didn't, he said, He going two words more head

906
00:50:56,200 --> 00:51:03,120
Speaker 1: what more head? More? Yeah, that timp is already given

907
00:51:04,400 --> 00:51:09,080
Speaker 1: because the thing is it does so much. Listen, we're

908
00:51:09,120 --> 00:51:12,759
Speaker 1: gonna give you all guys that same tip. That's real

909
00:51:12,920 --> 00:51:18,440
Speaker 1: because share you can respect the box? Are you reciprocating that? More?

910
00:51:18,520 --> 00:51:21,160
Speaker 1: Hid is more? That goes for you too. Okay, it's

911
00:51:21,160 --> 00:51:25,480
Speaker 1: a giving thing, all right, But what would you rather do? Have?

912
00:51:25,640 --> 00:51:39,640
Speaker 1: Fair in a black vagina? Black vegina? Oh, no, fear,

913
00:51:39,719 --> 00:51:43,040
Speaker 1: no fear. I'm definitely a person. It's like I'm a

914
00:51:43,160 --> 00:51:46,560
Speaker 1: romantic though, it's like, let's go crazy. Is at the

915
00:51:46,640 --> 00:51:49,399
Speaker 1: same time? Do you like to do the same same time?

916
00:51:50,800 --> 00:51:52,640
Speaker 1: I'm not a big sixty nine. I want to focus

917
00:51:52,719 --> 00:52:00,520
Speaker 1: on nine is overrated. It is sixty nine. You're definitely

918
00:52:00,560 --> 00:52:10,160
Speaker 1: gonna be the one enjoy the sight. And I do

919
00:52:10,320 --> 00:52:12,520
Speaker 1: that all the time, like I'll start whatever whatever, and

920
00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:14,520
Speaker 1: then when I start feeling like it felt real good.

921
00:52:14,880 --> 00:52:17,120
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, A portion of the sixty nine is over

922
00:52:17,239 --> 00:52:22,960
Speaker 1: now it's just you. Yeah. I hate when I actually

923
00:52:23,000 --> 00:52:27,920
Speaker 1: don't have a chip. I just realized, tip and this

924
00:52:28,120 --> 00:52:30,120
Speaker 1: is real, This is real, And I'm telling this is

925
00:52:30,160 --> 00:52:32,640
Speaker 1: the ghost of Christmas future talking at you. A right,

926
00:52:33,000 --> 00:52:37,320
Speaker 1: no doubt, Uh, stay in shape it watch your diet

927
00:52:37,840 --> 00:52:41,440
Speaker 1: because the truth is it can affect your sex, life, gas,

928
00:52:42,080 --> 00:52:44,120
Speaker 1: all sorts of other things that come up. You know,

929
00:52:44,280 --> 00:52:47,120
Speaker 1: that's real, I'm telling. And when you eat it, that's

930
00:52:47,120 --> 00:52:50,160
Speaker 1: the way your vagina smells and taste exactly. And then

931
00:52:50,200 --> 00:52:55,160
Speaker 1: people don't. That's right. And if we don't want they

932
00:52:55,200 --> 00:52:59,200
Speaker 1: are usually much more receptive and much more aggressive in

933
00:52:59,280 --> 00:53:02,279
Speaker 1: a way that's very sexual. They don't and it's more

934
00:53:02,360 --> 00:53:06,000
Speaker 1: stamind same with women. So I believe that it's when

935
00:53:06,000 --> 00:53:08,120
Speaker 1: people start to think it's dying off that they just

936
00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:10,399
Speaker 1: get into an exercise program and start to think about

937
00:53:10,400 --> 00:53:17,400
Speaker 1: what they eat and and and no, thank you, right

938
00:53:21,360 --> 00:53:28,359
Speaker 1: Compton from content, he said, it's notes from com from

939
00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:33,359
Speaker 1: competent making it right. Next song, the next backet, God

940
00:53:33,400 --> 00:53:36,879
Speaker 1: bless you everything. Now that you're about to be single,

941
00:53:36,920 --> 00:53:40,640
Speaker 1: are you dating? I am? I am? I yeah, I

942
00:53:40,719 --> 00:53:42,960
Speaker 1: appreciate too, Yeah, I know it's lovely. I mean, you know,

943
00:53:43,800 --> 00:53:46,880
Speaker 1: look I'm not necessarily good at it. I'm somebody hit

944
00:53:46,960 --> 00:53:50,560
Speaker 1: on me and it's you know, I'm immediately like I'm

945
00:53:50,600 --> 00:53:54,040
Speaker 1: the worst person to hit on. Its not like because

946
00:53:54,040 --> 00:53:56,000
Speaker 1: I don't have any game, you know, it's guys just

947
00:53:56,160 --> 00:53:57,879
Speaker 1: you know, as I don't even like to titter tat,

948
00:53:58,440 --> 00:54:02,840
Speaker 1: you know, but I appreciate it. And I talk in

949
00:54:02,880 --> 00:54:04,800
Speaker 1: a way that I think throws people because I'm a

950
00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:07,680
Speaker 1: little sort of Asperger's But it is what it is

951
00:54:07,800 --> 00:54:09,320
Speaker 1: that I mean in a good way, you like, you know,

952
00:54:09,520 --> 00:54:12,560
Speaker 1: like so um, it's it's a wonderful thing. No, I

953
00:54:12,640 --> 00:54:14,440
Speaker 1: feel like it's hard for me to day too. That's

954
00:54:14,480 --> 00:54:16,200
Speaker 1: why I hate when I have a breakup and then

955
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:20,360
Speaker 1: I gotta start dating again because I'm such a forward person,

956
00:54:20,560 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 1: Like I don't like to beat around the bush. I

957
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:26,000
Speaker 1: don't really like, you know, the fake ship. So it's

958
00:54:26,040 --> 00:54:29,040
Speaker 1: like I don't believe anything you say. Already I only

959
00:54:29,120 --> 00:54:32,080
Speaker 1: know you for five minutes' you know what I mean,

960
00:54:32,120 --> 00:54:35,200
Speaker 1: It's exactly like what are we gonna do? What are

961
00:54:35,239 --> 00:54:40,440
Speaker 1: we gonna get married? And is it a relief for you? Eric?

962
00:54:40,600 --> 00:54:42,440
Speaker 1: Like then I have to worry about stuff like that.

963
00:54:42,560 --> 00:54:46,600
Speaker 1: No more, He's been it's been over three years now

964
00:54:46,760 --> 00:54:50,759
Speaker 1: and telling you, I really I think being with the

965
00:54:50,920 --> 00:54:54,239
Speaker 1: right person is important, you know what I mean. I

966
00:54:54,360 --> 00:54:57,360
Speaker 1: forced a lot of relationships, like I just try to

967
00:54:57,440 --> 00:55:00,400
Speaker 1: keep working it out a lot of times, and it

968
00:55:00,560 --> 00:55:03,480
Speaker 1: was just always tough. But now it's just no effort,

969
00:55:03,640 --> 00:55:06,440
Speaker 1: you know. It's it's really good. We both respect each other,

970
00:55:06,520 --> 00:55:09,480
Speaker 1: we both are attracted to each other, you know what

971
00:55:09,600 --> 00:55:12,759
Speaker 1: I mean. And I don't know. We don't argue and

972
00:55:12,840 --> 00:55:15,160
Speaker 1: that has a lot to do and how much not

973
00:55:15,400 --> 00:55:18,560
Speaker 1: one argument. We don't really argue, like we might talk,

974
00:55:18,719 --> 00:55:21,560
Speaker 1: but it's not much to argue about right now. But

975
00:55:21,680 --> 00:55:24,360
Speaker 1: you know what, it's so important to hear something like

976
00:55:24,480 --> 00:55:27,320
Speaker 1: that because so many people think that when you're in

977
00:55:27,360 --> 00:55:30,560
Speaker 1: a relationship you have to argue, Like God's what's normal,

978
00:55:31,320 --> 00:55:34,239
Speaker 1: you know, And it's okay to have disagreements. You can't

979
00:55:34,239 --> 00:55:37,040
Speaker 1: agree with your friends, you know, all the time, like

980
00:55:37,280 --> 00:55:39,440
Speaker 1: you're you're not supposed to agree with your lover all

981
00:55:39,480 --> 00:55:42,560
Speaker 1: the time. But to have sick arguments all the time,

982
00:55:42,640 --> 00:55:45,000
Speaker 1: like that's just not normal. You know what, I really

983
00:55:45,040 --> 00:55:46,919
Speaker 1: feel like part of being in a relationship is knowing

984
00:55:47,000 --> 00:55:50,560
Speaker 1: how to effectively disagree, because we all are going to

985
00:55:50,640 --> 00:55:53,320
Speaker 1: disagree at some point, But how do you handle that?

986
00:55:53,920 --> 00:55:55,399
Speaker 1: And that's how you can really tell how you feel

987
00:55:55,440 --> 00:55:57,400
Speaker 1: about a person when you know how to disagree and

988
00:55:57,480 --> 00:55:59,799
Speaker 1: be like, Okay, we can disagree and we know how

989
00:55:59,840 --> 00:56:02,279
Speaker 1: to make it happen so that we're not hating each

990
00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:05,279
Speaker 1: other and crazy and communicating. I know it sounds so

991
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:08,359
Speaker 1: corny when people go, oh, communication is, but the real

992
00:56:08,560 --> 00:56:11,239
Speaker 1: truth is like when you open up and really get

993
00:56:11,280 --> 00:56:12,960
Speaker 1: to the point where you could talk to the person

994
00:56:13,040 --> 00:56:16,320
Speaker 1: that you're in a relationship with and you could be honest,

995
00:56:17,080 --> 00:56:20,320
Speaker 1: like there's nothing more and nothing better than something like that,

996
00:56:20,640 --> 00:56:22,160
Speaker 1: where you can really just be like, this is what

997
00:56:22,280 --> 00:56:24,520
Speaker 1: I don't like, this is what I like, or I

998
00:56:24,640 --> 00:56:27,040
Speaker 1: need you to do something like this instead of whatever,

999
00:56:27,440 --> 00:56:29,640
Speaker 1: instead of when you're holding it in, you know what

1000
00:56:29,719 --> 00:56:31,520
Speaker 1: I mean, And that's when the argument start because you're

1001
00:56:31,520 --> 00:56:34,000
Speaker 1: really holding it in and you feel like, oh, I

1002
00:56:34,040 --> 00:56:36,560
Speaker 1: gotta hate this motherfucker says he always do ah, but

1003
00:56:36,680 --> 00:56:38,920
Speaker 1: you never say it, and then it builds up and

1004
00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:41,560
Speaker 1: then that's when y'all start hating each other and stuff

1005
00:56:41,600 --> 00:56:44,279
Speaker 1: like that. To communicate, yeah, exactly, Erica, how do you

1006
00:56:44,360 --> 00:56:46,680
Speaker 1: like guys to approach you? Now? Can they be like forward.

1007
00:56:46,920 --> 00:56:48,360
Speaker 1: What do you want them to do? Like, how does

1008
00:56:48,400 --> 00:56:53,720
Speaker 1: somebody get your attention? Smart? Just be smart having read

1009
00:56:54,080 --> 00:56:58,840
Speaker 1: a newspaper? Have you know to be curious? Be open,

1010
00:56:59,440 --> 00:57:04,239
Speaker 1: don't be so rigid, um um be um animated. Don't

1011
00:57:04,440 --> 00:57:06,880
Speaker 1: worry about how you come off. You know what I mean?

1012
00:57:07,000 --> 00:57:09,200
Speaker 1: Life is too short. What if they're a fan of yours?

1013
00:57:09,280 --> 00:57:12,359
Speaker 1: Is that weird? What if they're like a fan of yours? Like, well,

1014
00:57:12,440 --> 00:57:18,080
Speaker 1: I hope they are like they own But no, no, no,

1015
00:57:18,400 --> 00:57:20,520
Speaker 1: it's not it's not like that at all. I don't know. No, no,

1016
00:57:20,680 --> 00:57:23,000
Speaker 1: I meet plenty of people with no idea who I am.

1017
00:57:23,240 --> 00:57:25,200
Speaker 1: The thing is that I just think that I think

1018
00:57:25,240 --> 00:57:29,200
Speaker 1: that people present themselves through often many insecurities as opposed

1019
00:57:29,200 --> 00:57:34,680
Speaker 1: to the positive things about them. What people what? Sorry,

1020
00:57:34,720 --> 00:57:38,959
Speaker 1: excuse me. Media can prime yourself, prime people to want

1021
00:57:39,040 --> 00:57:42,280
Speaker 1: to play this game, or present themselves as a false

1022
00:57:42,400 --> 00:57:45,480
Speaker 1: narrative of themselves and just just you know, or it's

1023
00:57:45,520 --> 00:57:49,080
Speaker 1: too much you You're coming with everything and at one time,

1024
00:57:49,120 --> 00:57:50,800
Speaker 1: and then people don't get a chance to sort of

1025
00:57:50,920 --> 00:57:53,760
Speaker 1: just take you in and and just it's okay, it's

1026
00:57:53,760 --> 00:57:55,920
Speaker 1: all good. Before we get out of here, I just

1027
00:57:56,000 --> 00:57:58,280
Speaker 1: want you to plug your media companies, so people know

1028
00:57:58,360 --> 00:57:59,720
Speaker 1: what you have going on because I know you guys

1029
00:57:59,760 --> 00:58:03,440
Speaker 1: a look of her projects right now. That's true, Thank you, Eric.

1030
00:58:03,600 --> 00:58:07,280
Speaker 1: I have a color It's called color Farm Media. And um.

1031
00:58:08,040 --> 00:58:11,320
Speaker 1: A lot of people are talking about inclusivity and what

1032
00:58:11,400 --> 00:58:13,640
Speaker 1: it is to be diverse, and it almost to add

1033
00:58:13,720 --> 00:58:16,600
Speaker 1: nauseum to the point where people don't it doesn't mean anything,

1034
00:58:16,680 --> 00:58:20,480
Speaker 1: but it really does. Representation matters. You talk about people

1035
00:58:20,760 --> 00:58:22,880
Speaker 1: saying they might have gone to law school because they

1036
00:58:22,920 --> 00:58:25,960
Speaker 1: saw a Max, or even the fact that you see

1037
00:58:26,040 --> 00:58:28,440
Speaker 1: Max with the braids because I saw Hippy Goldberg do it.

1038
00:58:28,800 --> 00:58:30,840
Speaker 1: I mean, I wasn't doing it inside of a vacuum.

1039
00:58:31,200 --> 00:58:34,000
Speaker 1: Representation matters because you look at Black Panther that is

1040
00:58:34,040 --> 00:58:37,480
Speaker 1: now one point three in surpassed Titanic, and it matters

1041
00:58:37,600 --> 00:58:41,720
Speaker 1: that suddenly we're seen from Africa as kings and queens,

1042
00:58:42,560 --> 00:58:45,680
Speaker 1: as opposed to can you please bear a dime and

1043
00:58:45,840 --> 00:58:48,880
Speaker 1: help those poor negroes across the ocean who are dying

1044
00:58:48,960 --> 00:58:53,480
Speaker 1: in the sand and in the wind um. That changes

1045
00:58:53,560 --> 00:58:56,840
Speaker 1: how people see us. They will shoot down black men

1046
00:58:57,280 --> 00:58:59,920
Speaker 1: in the middle streets and cold hostage black women who

1047
00:59:00,000 --> 00:59:02,320
Speaker 1: are the by the way, as a population, are the

1048
00:59:02,400 --> 00:59:07,120
Speaker 1: most going into prisons nowadays with no thought to the

1049
00:59:07,400 --> 00:59:10,400
Speaker 1: end game because they don't see us in their dreamscape.

1050
00:59:10,760 --> 00:59:14,840
Speaker 1: They don't see us being aspirational. But it you you it,

1051
00:59:15,680 --> 00:59:19,240
Speaker 1: you'll stop for a second think I'm shooting down Um

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Speaker 1: to Challa. You know what, I'm serious. And it matters

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00:59:23,520 --> 00:59:25,960
Speaker 1: because the whole time we've been had this narrative around

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Speaker 1: forty eight hours, and what we um the sort of

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Speaker 1: lowest version of how you can see a human being

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Speaker 1: as being problematic. So I think that Color Farm, going

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Speaker 1: back to color Farm Media, there's all these great voices, writers, performers,

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00:59:40,840 --> 00:59:42,960
Speaker 1: people who see the world in a different way that

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00:59:43,040 --> 00:59:46,200
Speaker 1: have never had a bridge to what Hollywood how Hollywood

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00:59:46,320 --> 00:59:52,200
Speaker 1: finances film and television. So like Deaf Jam and or Motown,

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00:59:52,600 --> 00:59:57,680
Speaker 1: there are people or corporations or places that should create

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Speaker 1: a bridge. And so at Color Farm were looking for you.

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Speaker 1: We're looking for people who who have something to say,

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Speaker 1: who probably have something in the drawer that they thought

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Speaker 1: nobody would pay attention because they didn't have the agent

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01:00:08,400 --> 01:00:10,680
Speaker 1: or they have the manager of the representation to get there.

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01:00:11,000 --> 01:00:12,520
Speaker 1: But now I think the world is looking for you,

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01:00:12,600 --> 01:00:14,200
Speaker 1: and if not, we're going to create a space but

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01:00:14,280 --> 01:00:16,840
Speaker 1: we're also doing a way that's innovative because there's all

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01:00:16,880 --> 01:00:21,240
Speaker 1: this sort of new technology with blockchain and cryptocurrencies, so

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01:00:21,360 --> 01:00:25,560
Speaker 1: we can go around um uh, the white male filter

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01:00:26,080 --> 01:00:30,920
Speaker 1: that is still sort of rejecting or accepting a narrative,

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01:00:31,280 --> 01:00:34,920
Speaker 1: whether it's Netflix or Hulu, but it's still around their algorithm,

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01:00:35,280 --> 01:00:38,080
Speaker 1: and that's wrong. Black people have never been on anybody's algorithm.

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Speaker 1: You would have never got Stevie Wonder, Diana Ross or

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01:00:41,240 --> 01:00:45,320
Speaker 1: Marvin Gay if Barry Gordy hadn't created Motown. Is saying

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01:00:45,360 --> 01:00:48,640
Speaker 1: with the whole rap game, there's all these amazing and

1078
01:00:48,760 --> 01:00:53,080
Speaker 1: by the way, not just talented people, world builders who

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01:00:53,240 --> 01:00:57,520
Speaker 1: literally re re retrained our minds around music and created

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Speaker 1: a different backbeat, but there was, uh, you know, the

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Speaker 1: whole music business sort of shifted. So that's what we're

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Speaker 1: trying to be before the moving image. Alright, good, so

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Speaker 1: let's make sure everybody goes to color f om media

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Speaker 1: dot com. Thank you, Yeah, I appreciate it. And Eric,

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Speaker 1: you have an album out right now, Yes, just drop

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Speaker 1: the album. It's called easy Call. It's very sexy, very sexy.

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Speaker 1: The first song when the album is called legs, So

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01:01:24,480 --> 01:01:27,160
Speaker 1: that just gives you an idea. I wanted to try

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Speaker 1: to do um R and B. That was the R

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01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:34,479
Speaker 1: and B that was missing that people when people say

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01:01:34,920 --> 01:01:37,080
Speaker 1: people say R and B is dead, I want to

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Speaker 1: write the album just for them. That's perfect, just for them.

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01:01:42,040 --> 01:01:44,880
Speaker 1: So R and B Lovers out. There's fifteen songs. It's

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Speaker 1: all you know, original songs, and I think it's my

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01:01:49,680 --> 01:01:52,200
Speaker 1: best work yet. And I've done a lot of work

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01:01:52,480 --> 01:01:55,880
Speaker 1: that's good and I've really just feel like this is

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01:01:57,000 --> 01:01:59,640
Speaker 1: it's like all the songs that you know, I've worked

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Speaker 1: on of the years and not put out because you know,

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01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:04,760
Speaker 1: I felt like maybe I needed to be signed to

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Speaker 1: a major label so they could be pushed the proper

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01:02:07,520 --> 01:02:10,000
Speaker 1: way and I didn't want them to go over people's

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01:02:10,040 --> 01:02:12,800
Speaker 1: heads or you know, just get missed under the radar.

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01:02:13,520 --> 01:02:17,439
Speaker 1: It's being like, so what, I love it and I'm

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01:02:17,440 --> 01:02:19,320
Speaker 1: gonna just put it out because the world needs it,

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01:02:19,480 --> 01:02:21,960
Speaker 1: regardless if I get the gratification or not. It just

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Speaker 1: needs to be out. Songs are really good. Just ask

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Speaker 1: you who you were your R B heroes. I'm just

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01:02:27,960 --> 01:02:30,840
Speaker 1: asking given. Yeah, you know, it's interesting. Today we was

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01:02:30,880 --> 01:02:34,680
Speaker 1: having a conversation talking about like top five R and

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Speaker 1: B artists right before we came over here, and I

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01:02:38,080 --> 01:02:42,000
Speaker 1: just had to break it down into the artists albums

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Speaker 1: that I know, you know, because there's a lot of

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Speaker 1: artists out there, but I have to go by the

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Speaker 1: albums just because I'm a you know, body of work

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Speaker 1: type of guy. And you know, people like, of course,

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Speaker 1: Michael Jackson and Brandy with Full Moon and jagget Edge

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01:02:58,440 --> 01:03:03,480
Speaker 1: with j E Heartbreak was playing Jeousy of course, of course,

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Speaker 1: and you know Ussher Confessions Tank Sex, Love and Pain

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01:03:08,200 --> 01:03:12,920
Speaker 1: Tank Tank that album. Yeah, so this is my version

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Speaker 1: of those, but in the way that it needs to

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Speaker 1: be articulated into the new generation to today. Yeah, that

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01:03:20,840 --> 01:03:24,360
Speaker 1: you're a fire writer because like you write for everybody.

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Speaker 1: Even my dad be loving the songs you right, he

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01:03:27,840 --> 01:03:31,280
Speaker 1: put me onto that Chris Brown wrote, he gave the crib.

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Speaker 1: He was the first person I played the boss heard

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Speaker 1: the song like Chinese. Yeah, well about that because the

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01:03:44,000 --> 01:03:52,360
Speaker 1: most he put that on, he put me on, she

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Speaker 1: might have had already heard, you know. Yeah, so yeah,

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Speaker 1: an easy call out. Now. The single Goat was out

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Speaker 1: there the Go with Tiana Taylor and Wile. So I

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01:04:03,080 --> 01:04:05,160
Speaker 1: appreciate you coming to Erica. He heard you were going

1132
01:04:05,200 --> 01:04:08,080
Speaker 1: to be here. He really wanted to come in childhood.

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01:04:09,560 --> 01:04:12,520
Speaker 1: You know, we're locked in time. Eric and Erica. It

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01:04:12,600 --> 01:04:15,280
Speaker 1: was a conquering name. Oh yeah, a little bit of

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Speaker 1: a protector of their people like that. I never knew that.

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Speaker 1: Good luck with that, thanks to protector of something else.

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01:04:21,400 --> 01:04:26,439
Speaker 1: I don't pay it. Hello, it's been a pleasure. Thank

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Speaker 1: you so much. Juice with you, that's what you like?

1139
01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:38,720
Speaker 1: Way imagining Erica on the subway every day, say something

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Speaker 1: for sure, I'm like solving, No, it's nice. People just

1141
01:04:44,560 --> 01:04:48,760
Speaker 1: usually winking me. Alright, lift service, Erica, Alexander and Eric

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Speaker 1: Ballinger