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Speaker 1: Morning, everybody. It's DJ Envy charlamagnea God.

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Speaker 2: We are the breakfast Club Jess hilarious to see our

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Speaker 2: guest co host, and we got a special guest in

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Speaker 2: the building, Jocelyn Hernandez.

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Speaker 3: Welcome, Thank you, press, thank you, thank you for saying special.

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Speaker 4: Yeah, thank you.

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Speaker 1: And in town.

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Speaker 2: I didn't even know that you are doing your Jocelyn's

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Speaker 2: Cabaret in New York.

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Speaker 4: I am.

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Speaker 3: I cannot believe you didn't come see me yet. It's

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Speaker 3: so much fun to j Envy I have. I had

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Speaker 3: three shows there this past four weeks. It was really

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Speaker 3: four shows, but I ended up going to perform in

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Speaker 3: Miami at the Floyd Mayweather fight show. You guys heard,

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Speaker 3: but tonight's my last show. So everybody in New York

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Speaker 3: come out and see me as starlets. You can get

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Speaker 3: your ticket if you go to my Instagram Jocelyn. You

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Speaker 3: can get your tickets there Jocelynscabaret Tour dot com.

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Speaker 4: But it's so much fun. I got the girls dancing,

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Speaker 4: so break.

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Speaker 2: Down with the cabarets. Because you know, Startless is a

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Speaker 2: strip club. It's a gentleman club.

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Speaker 3: It is a strict cuse shout out to Starless and

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Speaker 3: Marty and everybody. So okay, So the cabaret, you know

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Speaker 3: the cabaret. I'm on my fourth season on Gradulations. Yes,

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Speaker 3: four seasons. Girl, that's a lot.

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Speaker 4: That is a lot. And I owned the show. I

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Speaker 4: owned the IP, my intellectual property.

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Speaker 3: I wrote it. I wrote the cabaret. I created it,

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Speaker 3: I produced it. I do everything about it.

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Speaker 4: I act in it.

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Speaker 3: So basically, it's like a group of ladies. They compete

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Speaker 3: to be inside of my cabaret. Actually, least performance, which

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Speaker 3: was Saturday, I had twelve ladies dance with me on stage.

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Speaker 3: You know. Some of them put their self on fire,

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Speaker 3: shoes on fire, they skate on stage. So it's like

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Speaker 3: a whole show that this girl is actually moving to

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Speaker 3: the house.

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Speaker 4: They compete.

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Speaker 3: It's like it's like, uh, it's like Tyra Banks with

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Speaker 3: her show, with the modeling show, except that they're dancing.

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Speaker 4: They're not modeling, you know what.

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Speaker 1: They set themselves on fire on the pole, on the.

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Speaker 3: Pole they choose they kitty cat, everything be on fire,

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Speaker 3: the kitty.

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Speaker 4: The kiddy cat be on fire.

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Speaker 3: Did Andy, That's what I'm trying to tell you. You talk about, yes,

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Speaker 3: you know, not that type of like you know, messed

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Speaker 4: I'm talking about like fun, you know, like a real show,

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Speaker 4: like a real show.

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Speaker 3: Definitely this season the ladies step third game up because

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Speaker 3: season one, season two, season three of the.

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Speaker 4: Cabaret it was great, and you know we build to it.

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Speaker 3: You know, the first season, I was trying to get

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Speaker 3: the ladies to understand my vision. I want to do

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Speaker 3: a cabaret with my music and I want some dancers,

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Speaker 3: and says I'm a musician. I want to do it

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Speaker 3: on TV. I want the girls to dance. I want

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Speaker 3: to make it make sense. I want to make it

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Speaker 3: make one. Some of the girls didn't believe. Season two,

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Speaker 3: we did it. One of them one ten thousand dollars.

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Speaker 3: We performing Atlanta. We did the whole choreography to one

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Speaker 3: of my songs. So that was great.

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Speaker 4: Season three, I went on tour to twelve different cities.

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Speaker 4: It was a lot. It was quick, it was fast.

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Speaker 4: So we really needn't have an actual show.

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Speaker 3: But the people love that, you know, they can they

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Speaker 3: seen the girls getting on stage doing they thing on

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Speaker 3: the post. But now season four, it's more organized. We

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Speaker 3: got a routine, we got the whole show. It's a

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Speaker 3: thirty minute show. I think I'm performing like eight songs

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Speaker 3: for thirty minutes, and you know, then I do my

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Speaker 3: meet and greet. Before I would my last tour, I

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Speaker 3: would just go and just keep performing. But now I

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Speaker 3: have to, like you know, I have to preserve myself.

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Speaker 4: I have to film.

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Speaker 3: And I'm actually also filming season four at the Cabaret.

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Speaker 3: That would be Aaron Next one on Susan Network.

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Speaker 2: They laughed you when you first came out with this cabino.

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Speaker 2: They thought it was funny, they thought it was jokes.

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Speaker 2: They didn't think it was going to survive. And it

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Speaker 2: seems to be doing pretty good.

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Speaker 4: Well, thank you. Well, you know, I mean, you know,

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Speaker 3: One thing, you know, one thing I'm learning that if

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Speaker 3: you stay focused, no matter what anyone say, you can

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Speaker 3: really do what you love to do. And I always,

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Speaker 3: since I was a kid, since I was Bonnie's age,

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Speaker 3: I wanted to be a musician. I've been writing since

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Speaker 3: I was four. I'm a great writer. I write. I

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Speaker 3: wrote the TV show. I write all my songs. You know,

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Speaker 3: I have some of the trainier songs ever Vegas. Do

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Speaker 3: it like it's your be day every night of the week.

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Speaker 3: These are songs that are trending on TikTok. I'm still

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Speaker 3: I still consider myself an underground autist, and I'm okay

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Speaker 3: with that.

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Speaker 4: Listen.

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Speaker 3: I'm happy to be working towards my dream, my biggest

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Speaker 3: dream in my life. I'm happy to be whether I

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Speaker 3: I have a hundred people coming to see me, I'm

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Speaker 3: gonna still perform the same, and they still always get

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Speaker 3: me a step closer to my dreams, which is to music.

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Speaker 2: You think people don't take you serious because of the

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Speaker 2: love and hip hop, because of the College Hill, because

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Speaker 2: of the cabaret, like they don't take you as serious

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Speaker 3: I feel like they take me super serious. I always

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Speaker 3: have cell I shows. I have my only my fans

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Speaker 3: that are personally fans of Johnson that if you go

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Speaker 3: on my Instagram, on my Twitter or any of the

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Speaker 3: hashtags at the cabaret, they say my songs word for.

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Speaker 4: Word, word for word, like you got.

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Speaker 3: I do shows sometimes with fifteen hundred people, twenty five

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Speaker 3: It's different cities, different shows, different locations, and every city

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Speaker 3: you go to, they sing my songs, every song, not

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Speaker 3: but every night of the week, Getrico finger fucking check

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Speaker 3: slay every song. They run me my money every song

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Speaker 3: that I have and I have. You know, I've never

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Speaker 4: Yes? But do I feel who am I to be.

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Speaker 3: Before anyone else? I just have to keep working. If

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Speaker 3: I believe in myself, I have to just keep pushing.

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Speaker 3: I love that I see a lot of different things

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Speaker 3: for you. It's like coming from love and hip hop.

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Speaker 3: I just think that that kind of they put you

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Speaker 3: you came out swinging, doing a bunch of different things.

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Speaker 3: So like even going back to the latest thing that

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Speaker 3: just happened, why the hell you won't get into like

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Speaker 3: pro wrestling? Why you why you won't you paid for

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Speaker 3: slapping people?

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Speaker 4: You know, because you was handing off slaps like you know,

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Speaker 4: like stone cold Steve Austin. I seen it. I just

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Speaker 4: sent it to you in the DM. I said, damn,

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Speaker 4: you look cute doing it, but like why, wow, what

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Speaker 4: what was happening? Like, why you won't go in pro

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Speaker 4: what is wrong with you? Slapping? Security's supposed to protect you.

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Speaker 4: She's slapping this nigga. Nigga ain't quick enough, poud.

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Speaker 3: So I tell you what, I tell you what I'm

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Speaker 3: not really you know, you know I just got out

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Speaker 4: Yes, you know. I just got out of jail.

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Speaker 3: So it's really not too much that I could talk

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Speaker 4: I was gone for two days and I'm sitting up

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Speaker 4: here as sick as a dollar. Why me? Why me?

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Speaker 3: So I can't really speak too much on that, but

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Speaker 4: No, protect, yes, protect, yes, me right.

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Speaker 3: And if you see me out here in the streets

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Speaker 3: when you know you two in the world America, whoever

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Speaker 4: No one hurts me, you know. So you know, the

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Speaker 4: media only show you one thing.

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Speaker 3: It looks like a whole lot of chaos, but you

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and that's another big point too.

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Speaker 3: So it's like, you know, even to keep going back

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Speaker 4: Zeus want to kind of portray you in the same light.

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Speaker 4: You know what I'm saying. Do you ever feel any

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Speaker 3: And then you go over in Laura Lamel, he got you,

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Speaker 3: but like it's like negative driven. It's like it's always

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Speaker 4: Yeah, they both gave me. I may say the opportunities.

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Speaker 3: And I will also say I'm a grown person right

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Speaker 3: So it's only but so much that and network could

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Speaker 4: You know, you.

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Speaker 3: Still have to act responsibilities as a human being, as

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Speaker 3: a you know, for yourself. So with that, that was

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Speaker 4: I will not be here with the cabaret.

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Speaker 3: And then you know, with the cabaret, like listen, that's

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Speaker 3: just how I run my motherfucking show. You know what

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Speaker 3: I'm saying, Like I run my bitches to do what

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Speaker 3: you can't be in the cabaret. Because it's like I'm

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Speaker 3: giving you an opportunity, opportunity. I pay them five hundred

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Speaker 3: If we do ten, fifteen, twenty nights and then you know,

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Speaker 3: I'm an autist. Yes I do messed up things. Yes

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Speaker 1: Do you do? You do you turn up for the cameras.

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Speaker 1: The reason I say that.

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Speaker 2: I'm like, I've been on flights with Jocelyn, like and

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Speaker 4: The street, you like every house every day, come there.

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Speaker 4: Can I tell you something?

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Speaker 3: You could ask my family. You could ask my best

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Speaker 4: No do I do? Did?

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Speaker 3: I like to party, absolutely, still love to, but I

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Speaker 4: Like, I wake up funny. I just like to have fun.

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Speaker 2: You're clean because you have your baby and you're like,

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Speaker 3: No. I was being very cautious and I do everything

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Speaker 4: Look.

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Speaker 3: I told my manager just I said, bitch, I cannot

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Speaker 4: I said, that is not Johnson Rnanda.

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Speaker 3: That's that's evolution, that's having open that's make sure that

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Speaker 4: Yeah.

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Speaker 3: And and so I want to know, are we ever

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Speaker 3: to see that type of reality?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Because you know you don't how Bonnie on VH want

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Speaker 3: I remember all of that. That's when, like I became

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Speaker 3: even when you were talking about your mom. I know

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Speaker 4: I still struggle. I still struggle with my mom's relationship.

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Speaker 3: And the reason why I do is because I feel like,

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Speaker 4: Right.

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Speaker 3: It's nothing for you to be a mom and call

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Speaker 3: your kid and say, look, I fucked up, let me

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00:16:56,560 --> 00:16:59,360
Speaker 3: come through. The child is really supposed to do that,

441
00:16:59,400 --> 00:17:01,320
Speaker 3: because that's a You're supposed to make sure that your

442
00:17:01,400 --> 00:17:06,080
Speaker 3: child is safe and sound and happy and everything.

443
00:17:05,680 --> 00:17:06,720
Speaker 4: And thriving right.

444
00:17:06,840 --> 00:17:08,840
Speaker 3: And so I still struggle with my mom because of that,

445
00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:10,840
Speaker 3: and as much as I love her, I'm here for

446
00:17:10,880 --> 00:17:13,040
Speaker 3: all my family. They can get anything from me. I

447
00:17:13,040 --> 00:17:15,119
Speaker 3: would do anything for my family, any one of them.

448
00:17:15,119 --> 00:17:17,159
Speaker 3: They can pick up the phone any day. Hey whatever,

449
00:17:17,320 --> 00:17:21,159
Speaker 3: I'm here. I'm never gonna be an evil person and

450
00:17:21,359 --> 00:17:24,800
Speaker 3: malicious person that if you I'm doing my thing, if

451
00:17:24,840 --> 00:17:26,520
Speaker 3: you know, I ain't gonna never be like that. But

452
00:17:26,520 --> 00:17:28,520
Speaker 3: what I will do, I will make sure that I'm

453
00:17:28,520 --> 00:17:30,639
Speaker 3: a better parent to my daughter, and I will make

454
00:17:30,680 --> 00:17:35,199
Speaker 3: sure that I focus on what my heart and my

455
00:17:35,359 --> 00:17:38,879
Speaker 3: mind and my writing, which I write every day always.

456
00:17:38,920 --> 00:17:40,880
Speaker 3: You can always write what you're gonna do for the day.

457
00:17:41,040 --> 00:17:42,320
Speaker 3: Every day I wake up, I write.

458
00:17:42,119 --> 00:17:43,520
Speaker 4: What I'm gonna do. I walk around with a book.

459
00:17:43,640 --> 00:17:45,159
Speaker 3: This is what I'm gonna do today. And you be

460
00:17:45,200 --> 00:17:47,080
Speaker 3: so surprised. Everything I write that I'm going to do,

461
00:17:47,160 --> 00:17:49,639
Speaker 3: I do it. Do it on a daily basis. I

462
00:17:49,640 --> 00:17:51,359
Speaker 3: wake up, I'm doing this today. I get it done.

463
00:17:51,520 --> 00:17:55,040
Speaker 3: And so for me, if I focus on that while

464
00:17:55,080 --> 00:17:59,320
Speaker 3: everybody that's my family or friends or around me, while

465
00:17:59,359 --> 00:18:01,680
Speaker 3: y'all get y'all stuff together, I'm gonna get my stuff together,

466
00:18:01,720 --> 00:18:04,000
Speaker 3: and when everything comes back to normal, then we will

467
00:18:04,040 --> 00:18:06,960
Speaker 3: be all right. But like, I can't focus on the negativity,

468
00:18:07,280 --> 00:18:10,360
Speaker 3: even if it's my parents or my family, because for me,

469
00:18:10,960 --> 00:18:12,679
Speaker 3: it's just taking me away from the distraction.

470
00:18:13,240 --> 00:18:14,080
Speaker 4: That's a big distraction.

471
00:18:14,160 --> 00:18:16,200
Speaker 2: I want to ask you know, after the Floyd fight,

472
00:18:16,280 --> 00:18:20,520
Speaker 2: we spoke about your relationship with your husband, right, and

473
00:18:20,560 --> 00:18:22,760
Speaker 2: I want to ask you about that because what we

474
00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:24,440
Speaker 2: said was and this is what I said on a

475
00:18:24,600 --> 00:18:26,879
Speaker 2: I said, you know, regardless me and my wife, if

476
00:18:26,880 --> 00:18:29,680
Speaker 2: my wife swing I swing, there's no question and without

477
00:18:29,680 --> 00:18:31,200
Speaker 2: talking about that in because I know you can't talk

478
00:18:31,200 --> 00:18:34,080
Speaker 2: about that internet, But how how is your relationship? So

479
00:18:34,119 --> 00:18:36,080
Speaker 2: because I look at my wife as not only as

480
00:18:36,160 --> 00:18:39,359
Speaker 2: my wife, my lover, she's my sister, she's my best friend.

481
00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:41,480
Speaker 2: So if she swing, I'm swinging. And then when we

482
00:18:41,480 --> 00:18:42,639
Speaker 2: get home, I got to find out if she was

483
00:18:42,720 --> 00:18:45,359
Speaker 2: right or wrong. That's just how our relationship works. But

484
00:18:45,440 --> 00:18:46,200
Speaker 2: how how is your.

485
00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:47,640
Speaker 1: Relationship when it comes to those type of things?

486
00:18:47,680 --> 00:18:50,000
Speaker 2: Because you are on TV and you are you know,

487
00:18:50,119 --> 00:18:52,399
Speaker 2: taped all the time, and you are out and about,

488
00:18:52,400 --> 00:18:54,159
Speaker 2: So how is that relationship with you and you and

489
00:18:54,160 --> 00:18:54,840
Speaker 2: your man?

490
00:18:55,240 --> 00:18:58,040
Speaker 3: Well, shout out to relistic. He is the man of

491
00:18:58,119 --> 00:19:01,080
Speaker 3: my dreams envy. I love that man.

492
00:19:01,240 --> 00:19:04,359
Speaker 4: How she did a day dream? I love that.

493
00:19:04,880 --> 00:19:07,200
Speaker 3: We know, but the relationship is says, I'm gonna tell

494
00:19:07,200 --> 00:19:10,040
Speaker 3: you like this. If he swings on a man, I'm swinging.

495
00:19:10,240 --> 00:19:12,720
Speaker 3: If I swing, he don't swing. It's just that he

496
00:19:12,840 --> 00:19:15,439
Speaker 3: always there in the moment by me making sure that

497
00:19:15,480 --> 00:19:16,399
Speaker 3: don't nobody else.

498
00:19:16,440 --> 00:19:19,120
Speaker 4: But the person that is involved is not doing nothing.

499
00:19:19,720 --> 00:19:21,000
Speaker 1: Say he just gonna hold the other girl.

500
00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:27,400
Speaker 4: But no, no, no, never never never never. Now he'll

501
00:19:27,440 --> 00:19:29,760
Speaker 4: be like why the fuck is you here? He gonna be,

502
00:19:29,800 --> 00:19:31,800
Speaker 4: he gonna stay in the bit. Why is you here?

503
00:19:32,200 --> 00:19:35,159
Speaker 3: Now? You know, johnsonly don't want your ass here, you know.

504
00:19:35,240 --> 00:19:38,800
Speaker 3: But my man is a very respectful man. He's been

505
00:19:38,840 --> 00:19:42,680
Speaker 3: around all the ladies from the cabaret. He's a trusted

506
00:19:42,720 --> 00:19:44,000
Speaker 3: man and he's a real man.

507
00:19:44,280 --> 00:19:45,720
Speaker 4: He will not swing on a lady.

508
00:19:45,920 --> 00:19:48,520
Speaker 3: And he's never swung on old lady if he looks

509
00:19:48,600 --> 00:19:50,320
Speaker 3: at the heat of the moment where he might be

510
00:19:50,359 --> 00:19:53,080
Speaker 3: screaming on their holding making sure that don't nobody else

511
00:19:53,280 --> 00:19:55,480
Speaker 3: do anything to me. He gonna always do that as

512
00:19:55,480 --> 00:19:57,639
Speaker 3: a man, because that's what a man is supposed to do,

513
00:19:58,000 --> 00:19:59,560
Speaker 3: you know. And he's so strong, he's got all the

514
00:19:59,600 --> 00:20:01,920
Speaker 3: African power. If he's swings on a lady.

515
00:20:01,760 --> 00:20:02,200
Speaker 4: She's dead.

516
00:20:02,240 --> 00:20:05,760
Speaker 3: Look at that man, That man six feet sometime two

517
00:20:05,800 --> 00:20:07,760
Speaker 3: hundred and some pounds. He's a big, old strong man,

518
00:20:08,200 --> 00:20:09,560
Speaker 3: you know. So he know better than that.

519
00:20:10,720 --> 00:20:13,080
Speaker 2: He doesn't do it now, you know, without talking about

520
00:20:13,119 --> 00:20:15,760
Speaker 2: the incident. But you perform that night I performed.

521
00:20:15,760 --> 00:20:18,440
Speaker 3: That was my first time performing at an arena. Shout

522
00:20:18,440 --> 00:20:19,920
Speaker 3: out to let me for letting me do that, because

523
00:20:19,920 --> 00:20:22,359
Speaker 3: I asked, let me, let me let well, from the

524
00:20:22,400 --> 00:20:25,040
Speaker 3: Owner Suits network. He put the fight together and I

525
00:20:25,119 --> 00:20:26,840
Speaker 3: was like, oh my gosh, let me. Can I perform there?

526
00:20:26,920 --> 00:20:28,440
Speaker 3: And he was like sure, was.

527
00:20:28,359 --> 00:20:30,439
Speaker 2: Like, how was that performance? Yeah, butterflies, because I mean

528
00:20:30,480 --> 00:20:32,200
Speaker 2: you perform, I mean you not.

529
00:20:32,880 --> 00:20:35,359
Speaker 3: I perform in my shows that people know my music

530
00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:37,159
Speaker 3: and they come to see me and pay to see me.

531
00:20:37,440 --> 00:20:44,040
Speaker 3: I never performed in a place where they go you

532
00:20:44,080 --> 00:20:46,439
Speaker 3: feel me. So that was my first time. So I

533
00:20:46,480 --> 00:20:48,760
Speaker 3: was I was nervous. But we've been practicing because I'm

534
00:20:48,760 --> 00:20:50,280
Speaker 3: also filming the cabaret here in New York.

535
00:20:50,280 --> 00:20:52,640
Speaker 4: So we've been dancing every day and it went really good.

536
00:20:52,640 --> 00:20:55,000
Speaker 3: And then actually the girls I had just picked four

537
00:20:55,080 --> 00:20:57,440
Speaker 3: dancers that I just met him in New York to

538
00:20:57,560 --> 00:20:58,119
Speaker 3: dance with me.

539
00:20:58,240 --> 00:21:02,199
Speaker 4: So we we learned that routine twenty four hours prior.

540
00:21:02,440 --> 00:21:04,919
Speaker 4: You trust on them and not even I mean.

541
00:21:04,760 --> 00:21:08,080
Speaker 3: I gotta trust something if I want to if I

542
00:21:08,119 --> 00:21:09,960
Speaker 3: wanted to go well and it went well, look it

543
00:21:09,960 --> 00:21:10,680
Speaker 3: would look.

544
00:21:11,520 --> 00:21:13,800
Speaker 4: Here's what I can't say. When I did my first song,

545
00:21:13,920 --> 00:21:14,399
Speaker 4: they were.

546
00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:19,640
Speaker 3: Clapping like the rhythm and they clapping for me. This

547
00:21:19,680 --> 00:21:21,920
Speaker 3: is this is this is good stuff. These people don't

548
00:21:21,920 --> 00:21:23,879
Speaker 3: know my mean this all people coming to see people

549
00:21:23,880 --> 00:21:26,280
Speaker 3: fight like all people don't be out there really just

550
00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:28,879
Speaker 3: knowing what you know, like an underground artist on myself

551
00:21:28,960 --> 00:21:30,960
Speaker 3: is really doing like yeah they might have heard my song,

552
00:21:31,040 --> 00:21:32,560
Speaker 3: do it like if you'll be there, I want to

553
00:21:32,600 --> 00:21:36,160
Speaker 3: write in their grandkids, you know house or the children house,

554
00:21:36,200 --> 00:21:38,760
Speaker 3: but not like that. But you don't know, you don't know,

555
00:21:38,800 --> 00:21:41,080
Speaker 3: you could have, you don't know. Some of them old

556
00:21:41,119 --> 00:21:42,239
Speaker 3: people was probably leaving it.

557
00:21:42,320 --> 00:21:46,920
Speaker 4: They were like, yeah, whatever, you never know that would happen.

558
00:21:47,119 --> 00:21:49,679
Speaker 4: I was like many fasts, so I was. I was

559
00:21:49,720 --> 00:21:50,439
Speaker 4: excited about that.

560
00:21:50,640 --> 00:21:52,560
Speaker 3: I did like a three songs said because I only

561
00:21:52,560 --> 00:21:54,639
Speaker 3: had like seven minutes and thirty seconds, and I.

562
00:21:54,640 --> 00:21:55,320
Speaker 4: Thought it was great.

563
00:21:55,400 --> 00:21:57,640
Speaker 1: Now when you drunk that night, because people asked were

564
00:21:57,640 --> 00:21:58,080
Speaker 1: you drunk?

565
00:21:58,840 --> 00:22:00,240
Speaker 4: I had let me tell you her.

566
00:22:00,280 --> 00:22:02,919
Speaker 3: I always love to say I wasn't drunk, but I

567
00:22:02,960 --> 00:22:05,720
Speaker 3: would have one or two drinks and for some reason,

568
00:22:05,760 --> 00:22:08,200
Speaker 3: and I think because I'm not chasing it with any drugs,

569
00:22:08,560 --> 00:22:11,240
Speaker 3: it just hits me so much harder because I remember

570
00:22:11,280 --> 00:22:12,360
Speaker 3: when I used to be on my ship.

571
00:22:12,400 --> 00:22:14,440
Speaker 4: I could drink ten drinks. You know what I'm saying.

572
00:22:14,440 --> 00:22:16,720
Speaker 4: I could drink drinks. But it's not like I tell

573
00:22:16,760 --> 00:22:18,399
Speaker 4: my husband, Oh my gosh, I got a headache. How

574
00:22:18,400 --> 00:22:19,880
Speaker 4: many drinks? You only?

575
00:22:19,920 --> 00:22:22,560
Speaker 3: I like to drinks had a fucking headache? I would

576
00:22:22,600 --> 00:22:24,480
Speaker 3: have they with a headache. It's like it's like my

577
00:22:24,560 --> 00:22:25,800
Speaker 3: brain just don't want to go back.

578
00:22:26,000 --> 00:22:28,880
Speaker 2: It's called age.

579
00:22:28,880 --> 00:22:34,879
Speaker 3: That's what it's called age.

580
00:22:38,880 --> 00:22:40,360
Speaker 4: Drinks. I gotta ask you this.

581
00:22:40,880 --> 00:22:44,600
Speaker 3: Okay, So how is your co parents and relationship with Stevie?

582
00:22:44,680 --> 00:22:46,800
Speaker 4: I was that? How were y'all? I mean, you know,

583
00:22:46,920 --> 00:22:48,320
Speaker 4: I don't really never talk to him.

584
00:22:48,359 --> 00:22:51,320
Speaker 3: He talks to Bonnie on the phone and uh, you know,

585
00:22:51,400 --> 00:22:54,159
Speaker 3: he says, sir, I have I have primary custody of Bonnie.

586
00:22:54,160 --> 00:22:57,280
Speaker 3: I have physical custody of Bonnie. And he's seen her life.

587
00:22:57,800 --> 00:22:59,719
Speaker 3: He's you know, he has the right to see her

588
00:22:59,720 --> 00:23:01,760
Speaker 3: when he wants to. So I think I think it's

589
00:23:01,760 --> 00:23:02,240
Speaker 3: pretty cool.

590
00:23:02,320 --> 00:23:03,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think it's good.

591
00:23:03,520 --> 00:23:06,439
Speaker 3: And you know, my husband being with Bonnie since she

592
00:23:06,600 --> 00:23:08,400
Speaker 3: was six months and he's been taking care of her

593
00:23:08,480 --> 00:23:09,920
Speaker 3: because I mean, and my husband when Bonnie was like

594
00:23:09,960 --> 00:23:11,919
Speaker 3: six two eight months, it was she was like a

595
00:23:12,080 --> 00:23:12,360
Speaker 3: like a.

596
00:23:12,280 --> 00:23:14,760
Speaker 4: Little toddler, like a little baby, not even a talent.

597
00:23:14,800 --> 00:23:15,320
Speaker 4: She was a baby.

598
00:23:15,400 --> 00:23:18,359
Speaker 3: Yeah, And so you know, she loves she loves my husband,

599
00:23:18,400 --> 00:23:20,719
Speaker 3: and you know, she has a great relationship with her dad.

600
00:23:20,760 --> 00:23:22,600
Speaker 4: I'm sure she loves him too, so sure. I mean

601
00:23:22,760 --> 00:23:25,280
Speaker 4: I think I think it's great she has two dads.

602
00:23:26,160 --> 00:23:28,680
Speaker 4: I mean I never put it that way because.

603
00:23:28,440 --> 00:23:28,960
Speaker 1: She does.

604
00:23:30,760 --> 00:23:32,760
Speaker 2: This day all the time. It's just two dads. Yeah, Now,

605
00:23:32,800 --> 00:23:33,719
Speaker 2: what made you do college?

606
00:23:33,760 --> 00:23:33,920
Speaker 4: Hell?

607
00:23:36,480 --> 00:23:37,680
Speaker 1: Did you want to go back to school? Was that

608
00:23:37,720 --> 00:23:39,080
Speaker 1: one of it? Was that one of your dreams? Like

609
00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:40,520
Speaker 1: I want to can I tell you something?

610
00:23:40,760 --> 00:23:41,040
Speaker 4: Yes?

611
00:23:41,400 --> 00:23:42,240
Speaker 1: Really yes?

612
00:23:42,400 --> 00:23:43,960
Speaker 3: And I told my husband, I'm like, damn, I got

613
00:23:44,000 --> 00:23:45,560
Speaker 3: the opportunity to go back to school.

614
00:23:45,560 --> 00:23:45,959
Speaker 1: I never went.

615
00:23:46,040 --> 00:23:47,760
Speaker 4: First of all, I didn't even finish high school. Y'all.

616
00:23:48,320 --> 00:23:52,280
Speaker 3: Okay, I'm very smart though, I got ownership for all.

617
00:23:54,920 --> 00:23:56,399
Speaker 2: You gotta go get your g D first before you

618
00:23:56,480 --> 00:23:58,320
Speaker 2: are But you skipped the g D. You went to college.

619
00:23:58,600 --> 00:24:00,360
Speaker 2: Tell us that experience so well.

620
00:24:00,359 --> 00:24:01,720
Speaker 4: First of all, it was a great experience.

621
00:24:01,760 --> 00:24:04,119
Speaker 3: Because HBCU, A lot of people always see, this is

622
00:24:04,160 --> 00:24:05,160
Speaker 3: something I need to clarify.

623
00:24:05,240 --> 00:24:06,640
Speaker 4: Maybe I need to do it at the Breafast Club,

624
00:24:06,640 --> 00:24:06,960
Speaker 4: which I.

625
00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:11,480
Speaker 3: Too, because I've always considered myself a black woman. But

626
00:24:11,560 --> 00:24:13,440
Speaker 3: I was born in Puerto Rico and I speak Spanish.

627
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:16,400
Speaker 3: My first language is Spanish. But that's that doesn't take

628
00:24:16,440 --> 00:24:18,159
Speaker 3: away from the pack. And I walk in the building,

629
00:24:18,480 --> 00:24:20,320
Speaker 3: people look at me and they say, that is a

630
00:24:20,359 --> 00:24:23,359
Speaker 3: black woman, right, and so I always been cool and

631
00:24:23,720 --> 00:24:24,240
Speaker 3: love to be.

632
00:24:24,200 --> 00:24:24,840
Speaker 4: A black woman.

633
00:24:24,960 --> 00:24:28,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, And they'd be like, afle latino, no bitch, I

634
00:24:28,119 --> 00:24:28,960
Speaker 3: don't have an afro.

635
00:24:29,520 --> 00:24:31,080
Speaker 4: I don't have an afro. I don't have an afro.

636
00:24:31,240 --> 00:24:34,439
Speaker 3: And I am a black woman that was born in

637
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:36,439
Speaker 3: the island of Puerto Rico that speak Spanish.

638
00:24:36,520 --> 00:24:37,080
Speaker 4: And I teach my.

639
00:24:37,160 --> 00:24:39,440
Speaker 2: Daughter, my daughter will confused out of somebody right now.

640
00:24:39,480 --> 00:24:42,040
Speaker 2: But but why because you're Puerto Rican.

641
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:46,240
Speaker 3: I am Puerto Rican. But back to the HBCU. In

642
00:24:46,320 --> 00:24:48,960
Speaker 3: the HBCU, you know what I learned. I learned that

643
00:24:49,080 --> 00:24:52,240
Speaker 3: the Puerto Ricans, the people that were born in Puerto

644
00:24:52,280 --> 00:24:55,000
Speaker 3: Rico that were black two and back in the days,

645
00:24:55,080 --> 00:24:58,040
Speaker 3: Back in those days, there were definitely Afro Latinos because

646
00:24:58,040 --> 00:25:00,760
Speaker 3: they always used to wear you know, the the big here.

647
00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:05,199
Speaker 3: But you know that the the black African American and

648
00:25:05,200 --> 00:25:07,400
Speaker 3: the Puerto Ricas they were tight. You know that when

649
00:25:07,400 --> 00:25:10,000
Speaker 3: they were trying to do everything with the freeing the

650
00:25:10,080 --> 00:25:11,120
Speaker 3: Negro and stuff like that.

651
00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,199
Speaker 4: That's the stuff that I learned at the HBCU. In

652
00:25:13,200 --> 00:25:13,879
Speaker 4: the Alabama.

653
00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:15,560
Speaker 3: You know, they were kind of telling us how the

654
00:25:15,680 --> 00:25:19,720
Speaker 3: black Spanish and the black African American came together and

655
00:25:19,760 --> 00:25:21,920
Speaker 3: they were so much tighter than we actually are now.

656
00:25:22,280 --> 00:25:25,280
Speaker 3: But me, I consider myself, Yeah, I consider myself a

657
00:25:25,280 --> 00:25:27,040
Speaker 3: black woman that was born in Puerto Ricano. Yes I'm

658
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:30,600
Speaker 3: Latina because of course I see Spanish and I'm Latin.

659
00:25:30,960 --> 00:25:34,679
Speaker 3: But for me, it's more than just saying that. For me,

660
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,880
Speaker 3: it's just that I'm proud to be black, whether I'm

661
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Speaker 3: Spanish or not. And I just feel like a lot

662
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Speaker 3: of people just have a problem with me being so

663
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Speaker 3: proud to be black. What's your with me proud that

664
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Speaker 3: I have that I have this, that I have this color, Like,

665
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Speaker 3: what's the problem? And was that what kind of like

666
00:25:50,320 --> 00:25:52,760
Speaker 3: takes you off with Amber? Like because I kind of

667
00:25:52,760 --> 00:25:53,200
Speaker 3: seen that.

668
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Speaker 4: It was like.

669
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Speaker 1: Even like what happened because I don't know what to

670
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Speaker 1: what happened.

671
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Speaker 4: With I mean, I didn't have the camera. I wasn't

672
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Speaker 4: in their class, so I don't know. She was like

673
00:26:03,000 --> 00:26:05,040
Speaker 4: selling her like, yo, like you don't want to be black,

674
00:26:05,080 --> 00:26:05,800
Speaker 4: you don't want to be black.

675
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Speaker 1: I've seen you told am, but she didn't want to

676
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Speaker 1: be black.

677
00:26:08,520 --> 00:26:10,320
Speaker 4: But I've seen previous.

678
00:26:10,400 --> 00:26:12,600
Speaker 3: You know, like it's been years, everybody. It's not no

679
00:26:12,680 --> 00:26:16,159
Speaker 3: damn secret, you know, Am. But really she you know,

680
00:26:16,359 --> 00:26:18,440
Speaker 3: she don't she like to dismiss the black side of her.

681
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Speaker 4: I mean, it is what it is. I mean, she

682
00:26:20,640 --> 00:26:23,520
Speaker 4: wasn't lying. I guess that's just a trigger, you know

683
00:26:23,520 --> 00:26:28,600
Speaker 4: what I mean, you was lying. I wasn't lying. I

684
00:26:28,640 --> 00:26:30,400
Speaker 4: wasn't lying because I wasn't lying.

685
00:26:30,440 --> 00:26:32,439
Speaker 3: And you know, I wasn't lying because we were talking

686
00:26:32,720 --> 00:26:36,000
Speaker 3: about the black the black ship being black. And I

687
00:26:36,080 --> 00:26:37,840
Speaker 3: just have to let the bitch know. Bitch, you don't

688
00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:40,120
Speaker 3: want to be black. You came out of a big

689
00:26:40,119 --> 00:26:42,600
Speaker 3: black pussy, just like I did. My mama got a

690
00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:44,879
Speaker 3: big old black pussy. She's a Puerto Rican woman, but

691
00:26:44,920 --> 00:26:47,440
Speaker 3: that lady black and her mama was blacker than these

692
00:26:47,440 --> 00:26:50,720
Speaker 3: motherfucking table my mama. So I come out of black pussies.

693
00:26:51,040 --> 00:26:52,680
Speaker 3: You came out of a black pussy. But you don't

694
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Speaker 3: want to You don't want to say you're black. That's

695
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:58,359
Speaker 3: weird to me. That's so weird to me. That's so

696
00:26:58,440 --> 00:27:01,840
Speaker 3: weird to me. I don't care what your color. I

697
00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:04,160
Speaker 3: always thought she considered herself like to I really seen

698
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:05,040
Speaker 3: that she was a Karen.

699
00:27:05,320 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 4: When I got there, I was like, whoa, whoa, whoa.

700
00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:13,000
Speaker 4: It was just pretty woa whoa said I was crazy

701
00:27:13,200 --> 00:27:14,560
Speaker 4: to find out that she was a Karen.

702
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:16,439
Speaker 2: Do what me and Karen like she she did not

703
00:27:16,480 --> 00:27:18,720
Speaker 2: respect black rights? Were like because I didn't see that

704
00:27:18,800 --> 00:27:20,520
Speaker 2: the show, So I'm confused. So I want you to

705
00:27:20,520 --> 00:27:21,479
Speaker 2: tell me because I don't know.

706
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:23,840
Speaker 4: You know what a Karen is? Yeah, I do, but

707
00:27:23,920 --> 00:27:27,680
Speaker 4: then that's what she is, Okay, Yeah, I'm telling you yo.

708
00:27:27,800 --> 00:27:29,480
Speaker 3: It's just I'm not the only one that said that

709
00:27:29,520 --> 00:27:31,280
Speaker 3: you can go get this ship come up.

710
00:27:31,359 --> 00:27:33,320
Speaker 4: It was just yeah, it was like it was you

711
00:27:33,400 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 4: were just seeing that for the first time there. But

712
00:27:35,160 --> 00:27:36,000
Speaker 4: then I said that.

713
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Speaker 3: For the first time to her, like period, like when

714
00:27:38,960 --> 00:27:41,320
Speaker 3: she was getting upset about what I was saying the joke,

715
00:27:41,359 --> 00:27:42,960
Speaker 3: I was being ignorant as fucking school.

716
00:27:42,960 --> 00:27:44,359
Speaker 4: Sometimes you go to school, you would you want.

717
00:27:44,200 --> 00:27:46,080
Speaker 3: To be ignorant, you want to be in glass Because

718
00:27:46,080 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 3: I was just talking ship, I was like, man, I'm

719
00:27:47,520 --> 00:27:49,800
Speaker 3: the biggest. I got up that day. I said I'm

720
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:52,840
Speaker 3: the biggest man and they were all hating. I was like, man,

721
00:27:52,840 --> 00:27:55,240
Speaker 3: I'm bigger than I'm the biggest. I said, I was

722
00:27:55,280 --> 00:27:58,160
Speaker 3: going to be what I said I was doing. When

723
00:27:58,160 --> 00:27:59,640
Speaker 3: I said I was going to do what I'm doing,

724
00:27:59,760 --> 00:28:01,840
Speaker 3: I put that in my heart in my mind when

725
00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:03,520
Speaker 3: I was five, I'm the biggest.

726
00:28:03,960 --> 00:28:05,640
Speaker 4: They're all back there like this. I'm like, I don't

727
00:28:05,640 --> 00:28:06,919
Speaker 4: know what the fuck you're looking at me like that.

728
00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:09,119
Speaker 3: I'm talking to the professor telling me the professor when

729
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Speaker 3: my heart was at we were talking about some work, right,

730
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Speaker 3: and so you all fall off from work, and so

731
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Speaker 3: it was a poem by the black African American man

732
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Speaker 3: that used to write a poem because he's the HBCU.

733
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Speaker 3: And he was talking about the poor I've been coming

734
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Speaker 3: to perm like you know, like a prone, like a

735
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Speaker 3: saggy like old proom.

736
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Speaker 1: Yeah, prooe he was.

737
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Speaker 3: She was talking about the prone that the professor was

738
00:28:31,560 --> 00:28:33,520
Speaker 3: talking about the poem, and I said, yeah, no, I

739
00:28:33,560 --> 00:28:35,200
Speaker 3: ain't gonna I said, I said, I know.

740
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Speaker 4: A lot of poems.

741
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Speaker 1: Ye with me, I'm the biggest.

742
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Speaker 4: They ain't like that. Everybody started to be with me.

743
00:28:40,000 --> 00:28:40,160
Speaker 3: Yeah.

744
00:28:40,760 --> 00:28:42,920
Speaker 4: It was automatic tension and it was all that mad attention.

745
00:28:43,000 --> 00:28:44,800
Speaker 1: I would and I would be I definitely kick you

746
00:28:44,840 --> 00:28:46,680
Speaker 1: out my class. You're standing up talking about the biggest

747
00:28:46,760 --> 00:28:49,400
Speaker 1: talking about her poem. On black HBC poem and you talking.

748
00:28:49,280 --> 00:28:51,280
Speaker 2: I'm the biggest, definitely would have gone out of my class.

749
00:28:51,600 --> 00:28:53,040
Speaker 4: I'm gonna tell you why I said that, Envy.

750
00:28:54,080 --> 00:28:56,120
Speaker 3: I said that I was the biggest because the poem

751
00:28:56,360 --> 00:28:59,440
Speaker 3: has something to do with people not following third dreams

752
00:28:59,480 --> 00:29:03,800
Speaker 3: and been coming prunes, and I was speaking of not

753
00:29:03,920 --> 00:29:06,920
Speaker 3: becoming your dream is I mean, I'm not following your dream.

754
00:29:07,000 --> 00:29:08,680
Speaker 4: You could just sit there and become a prum if you.

755
00:29:08,640 --> 00:29:11,280
Speaker 3: Don't follow your trains because of what other people say

756
00:29:11,600 --> 00:29:15,040
Speaker 3: got you. That's what the HBCU class was about. Talking

757
00:29:15,080 --> 00:29:17,080
Speaker 3: that day on the day that I told the bitch

758
00:29:17,080 --> 00:29:19,760
Speaker 3: she's a car. That's that's that's how we got there.

759
00:29:21,000 --> 00:29:25,320
Speaker 2: Then y'all got into a Philly in Miami scuffle. We

760
00:29:25,400 --> 00:29:28,960
Speaker 2: got a little scuffle scuffle.

761
00:29:30,160 --> 00:29:33,000
Speaker 3: Listen that Joan is not from the part of Philly

762
00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:33,800
Speaker 3: that you think she's from.

763
00:29:33,880 --> 00:29:36,920
Speaker 4: And yo, I it's not.

764
00:29:38,440 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 1: Johnson practice.

765
00:29:42,000 --> 00:29:44,160
Speaker 3: But the only thing I practiced is my bullet points

766
00:29:44,160 --> 00:29:46,160
Speaker 3: that I'm supposed to speak on. I don't practice nothing else.

767
00:29:46,200 --> 00:29:48,040
Speaker 3: Everything else is gonna always be me. And you should

768
00:29:48,080 --> 00:29:50,000
Speaker 3: know that that john that.

769
00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:51,840
Speaker 4: You know, her husband is a Philly So you know,

770
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Speaker 4: I know if you want really. Okay, that's now.

771
00:29:56,080 --> 00:29:59,600
Speaker 1: I gotta ask you, big LEXI don't know.

772
00:29:59,600 --> 00:30:04,320
Speaker 4: That whole, okay, period, I really.

773
00:30:04,200 --> 00:30:05,440
Speaker 1: Want to know who she's I didn't really know who

774
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:06,880
Speaker 1: she is. I don't know.

775
00:30:07,200 --> 00:30:07,680
Speaker 4: I don't know that.

776
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:09,760
Speaker 1: I wanted to know what you know.

777
00:30:09,960 --> 00:30:12,360
Speaker 4: We don't know, we don't know. We don't know her.

778
00:30:12,520 --> 00:30:16,040
Speaker 4: I never knew, we never know her. We don't know who.

779
00:30:16,360 --> 00:30:18,040
Speaker 4: We don't know who that is. I didn't know.

780
00:30:18,160 --> 00:30:18,640
Speaker 1: I didn't know.

781
00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:19,120
Speaker 4: I don't know.

782
00:30:19,280 --> 00:30:21,640
Speaker 2: I'm just trying to figure out because I know I googled.

783
00:30:21,760 --> 00:30:23,440
Speaker 2: I seemed like that night I googled and I seen,

784
00:30:23,480 --> 00:30:24,360
Speaker 2: and I was trying to figure out.

785
00:30:24,440 --> 00:30:26,920
Speaker 4: We don't know that whole. I don't know. I don't know.

786
00:30:27,000 --> 00:30:28,840
Speaker 4: Let me see, I don't even say nothing about No,

787
00:30:29,400 --> 00:30:29,800
Speaker 4: I don't know.

788
00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:31,680
Speaker 1: I was looking.

789
00:30:31,680 --> 00:30:36,800
Speaker 4: But we're going to the show tonight. I want you

790
00:30:37,000 --> 00:30:38,400
Speaker 4: to come to the show. I promise you, guys.

791
00:30:38,440 --> 00:30:40,880
Speaker 3: I will have you guys, whatever you guys want, bottles,

792
00:30:40,920 --> 00:30:43,000
Speaker 3: anything that you drink, Melissa, but come.

793
00:30:42,800 --> 00:30:47,760
Speaker 4: On, man, listen, all right, all right, come on and

794
00:30:48,040 --> 00:30:48,600
Speaker 4: did you Amma?

795
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:50,360
Speaker 3: Don't don't act like you got too much going on

796
00:30:50,480 --> 00:30:52,920
Speaker 3: or you got too much money to come see I

797
00:30:52,960 --> 00:30:56,040
Speaker 3: don't don't don't, don't act like that, don't do don't

798
00:30:56,040 --> 00:30:58,280
Speaker 3: do all of that the last night, because the last

799
00:30:58,320 --> 00:31:01,160
Speaker 3: night you already didn't go to one of the tour dates.

800
00:31:01,200 --> 00:31:03,120
Speaker 1: Like, come on, I definitely feel safe. I know nothing

801
00:31:03,160 --> 00:31:03,640
Speaker 1: gonna happen.

802
00:31:04,080 --> 00:31:05,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, we say.

803
00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:08,240
Speaker 1: That job, we're good.

804
00:31:11,720 --> 00:31:14,400
Speaker 4: Right behind you. We're going in behind her.

805
00:31:17,560 --> 00:31:19,200
Speaker 2: So I was gonna ask Love and Hip Hop, would

806
00:31:19,200 --> 00:31:20,920
Speaker 2: you ever do it again? It seems like the ratings.

807
00:31:21,000 --> 00:31:21,920
Speaker 2: Literally I want to go do it.

808
00:31:22,080 --> 00:31:24,480
Speaker 4: I want to do it right now. Oh please, I

809
00:31:24,480 --> 00:31:26,320
Speaker 4: would Now, whoever charge.

810
00:31:26,080 --> 00:31:28,160
Speaker 3: Of leven Hip, I come the princess. I'm gonna coming

811
00:31:28,160 --> 00:31:28,920
Speaker 3: through and ballistic.

812
00:31:29,000 --> 00:31:30,920
Speaker 1: It's cool going on there and having the family and

813
00:31:30,920 --> 00:31:36,560
Speaker 1: everything accent listen, like, look, man, I'm already this far

814
00:31:36,600 --> 00:31:37,680
Speaker 1: in that too.

815
00:31:37,720 --> 00:31:39,880
Speaker 3: I'm just gonna say they need some more ratings, and

816
00:31:39,920 --> 00:31:41,680
Speaker 3: I just I need her to go ahead on over there.

817
00:31:42,080 --> 00:31:43,560
Speaker 3: You should I go to the one in Miami or

818
00:31:43,600 --> 00:31:46,960
Speaker 3: the one in Atlanta. Miami turned up anyone because I

819
00:31:47,000 --> 00:31:47,600
Speaker 3: live in Miami.

820
00:31:48,240 --> 00:31:50,680
Speaker 4: Please you you gave you, you don't.

821
00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:53,080
Speaker 3: Owe nothing else to Atlanta, and you already put that

822
00:31:53,160 --> 00:31:54,400
Speaker 3: franchise on the miss app.

823
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:56,360
Speaker 4: I need you to do Miami. I do I do.

824
00:31:57,280 --> 00:31:59,120
Speaker 2: Why not are you making money off the mook shot?

825
00:31:59,240 --> 00:32:01,360
Speaker 2: They said that you were hut.

826
00:32:00,960 --> 00:32:04,920
Speaker 3: Everybody get listen, Jocelyn Gavalry Tour dot Com.

827
00:32:04,960 --> 00:32:06,640
Speaker 4: I should have brought you something. Listen. Why ain't waring?

828
00:32:06,680 --> 00:32:15,040
Speaker 4: Why win bring Jessica now? Actually okay, all right, she's like,

829
00:32:15,240 --> 00:32:16,040
Speaker 4: well they'll be there tonight.

830
00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:19,160
Speaker 1: That's the manager.

831
00:32:19,200 --> 00:32:22,959
Speaker 3: But for Jessica, she should have brought you one though. Okay,

832
00:32:23,240 --> 00:32:26,000
Speaker 3: so you're selling I am, and it's gonna make it.

833
00:32:26,120 --> 00:32:26,400
Speaker 4: Listen.

834
00:32:26,960 --> 00:32:30,360
Speaker 3: Can you please go download that there right there, because

835
00:32:30,360 --> 00:32:31,800
Speaker 3: you're gonna it's gonna look good. I had on the

836
00:32:31,840 --> 00:32:34,040
Speaker 3: louver Time briefcase with the louisver Time shoes and the

837
00:32:34,080 --> 00:32:37,680
Speaker 3: louisver Time glasses and and and the gene Now for oh.

838
00:32:37,520 --> 00:32:41,000
Speaker 4: I was flying. It was show. Oh yeah, but I

839
00:32:41,040 --> 00:32:43,719
Speaker 4: thought I was saying Patty and killing it. Yeah, thank you,

840
00:32:44,080 --> 00:32:44,880
Speaker 4: thank you, thank you.

841
00:32:45,200 --> 00:32:47,600
Speaker 3: So got your t shirts? Yeah, Johnson discave right to

842
00:32:47,720 --> 00:32:49,280
Speaker 3: dot com. You can go get them, but not be

843
00:32:49,440 --> 00:32:50,960
Speaker 3: for real. I really am coming through the night though.

844
00:32:50,960 --> 00:32:52,440
Speaker 3: I I ain't gonna be with him. Me and my

845
00:32:52,480 --> 00:32:53,280
Speaker 3: little sister be straight.

846
00:32:53,320 --> 00:32:55,480
Speaker 4: We canna come, yes, and Melissa and Melissa, you're gonna

847
00:32:55,520 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 4: make sure that I got you.

848
00:33:00,560 --> 00:33:05,000
Speaker 3: Thank you, you're good.

849
00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,920
Speaker 4: Yeah, no, I'm good. I asked everything I.

850
00:33:07,880 --> 00:33:10,720
Speaker 1: Wanted to Joson. We appreciate you for joining us. Thank

851
00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:13,680
Speaker 1: you so much. Yeah, we really appreciate you.

852
00:33:13,720 --> 00:33:14,920
Speaker 2: And like I said, I see you all the time

853
00:33:15,000 --> 00:33:16,920
Speaker 2: and and you're so calm and so nice.

854
00:33:17,600 --> 00:33:19,440
Speaker 1: But I ain't gonna front you. Gotta you.

855
00:33:19,560 --> 00:33:22,000
Speaker 2: You might want to get in boxing after this is all.

856
00:33:22,720 --> 00:33:24,960
Speaker 2: You might just want to just maybe even you know

857
00:33:25,160 --> 00:33:25,800
Speaker 2: a couple of those.

858
00:33:25,920 --> 00:33:27,280
Speaker 4: Can I truly tell you something?

859
00:33:27,360 --> 00:33:29,760
Speaker 3: If I didn't, if I wasn't an autist and I

860
00:33:29,800 --> 00:33:31,840
Speaker 3: didn't care about breaking my face, I would do UFC.

861
00:33:32,040 --> 00:33:34,960
Speaker 4: Oh, yeah I would. I would do UFC. I want

862
00:33:34,960 --> 00:33:36,480
Speaker 4: to box. I would do UFC. But I can't.

863
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:38,920
Speaker 3: I told my husband all the time, and her I'll

864
00:33:38,920 --> 00:33:40,360
Speaker 3: be like, I would do it, but I can't because

865
00:33:40,480 --> 00:33:41,880
Speaker 3: the first thing is going to break on me is

866
00:33:41,880 --> 00:33:43,240
Speaker 3: my nose and then's.

867
00:33:43,480 --> 00:33:45,320
Speaker 4: But she is so fixed. She could set it up

868
00:33:45,360 --> 00:33:47,120
Speaker 4: how she want to set it up, and she know

869
00:33:47,880 --> 00:33:49,880
Speaker 4: that is not fair. No, that's why I said wrestling.

870
00:33:49,920 --> 00:33:51,640
Speaker 4: I mean, because she can do wrestling and that that's

871
00:33:51,720 --> 00:33:53,520
Speaker 4: big money. No, I would.

872
00:33:53,360 --> 00:33:56,120
Speaker 3: Do you break this bitches down.

873
00:33:58,480 --> 00:33:59,560
Speaker 4: A great fighter listen.

874
00:34:00,160 --> 00:34:02,040
Speaker 3: You know, you know what I told somebody the other day,

875
00:34:02,200 --> 00:34:04,280
Speaker 3: I said, because I told somebody, I said, bitch, you

876
00:34:04,280 --> 00:34:06,160
Speaker 3: do karate, don't you ain't gonna do no more fucking

877
00:34:06,200 --> 00:34:06,800
Speaker 3: karate in me?

878
00:34:07,000 --> 00:34:08,879
Speaker 4: Bitch. I don't know karate, but bitch, I know.

879
00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:12,320
Speaker 3: Crazy, all right, I know crazy.

880
00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:13,920
Speaker 4: You know you know what's his name? Said that?

881
00:34:14,320 --> 00:34:17,440
Speaker 3: What's the singer name, James Brown in the song? I

882
00:34:17,440 --> 00:34:19,240
Speaker 3: don't know karate, bitch, but I know crazy.

883
00:34:19,320 --> 00:34:20,120
Speaker 4: You know James Brown?

884
00:34:20,160 --> 00:34:20,360
Speaker 3: To you?

885
00:34:20,360 --> 00:34:23,719
Speaker 2: I know that's right, ladies and gentlemen. Oh last question

886
00:34:24,000 --> 00:34:25,560
Speaker 2: is that your security go out there? That was out

887
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:26,399
Speaker 2: there at the fight that night?

888
00:34:28,000 --> 00:34:30,200
Speaker 4: You know what, I troubled with about twenty security guards.

889
00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:32,200
Speaker 2: So I'm not sure you know which one I'm talking about.

890
00:34:32,640 --> 00:34:34,759
Speaker 2: I'm talking about the three pizza? Is that the one

891
00:34:34,800 --> 00:34:35,920
Speaker 2: right there? The three pizza?

892
00:34:36,120 --> 00:34:38,400
Speaker 4: And this is it a slap slap test that they

893
00:34:38,440 --> 00:34:43,200
Speaker 4: gotta get? Cannot stay y'all to y'all so funny? Why

894
00:34:43,280 --> 00:34:44,040
Speaker 4: is y'all so funny?

895
00:34:44,080 --> 00:34:46,279
Speaker 1: When I see them? I noticed before I noticed you.

896
00:34:46,360 --> 00:34:48,080
Speaker 4: I said, it's like, no, we want to be like

897
00:34:48,080 --> 00:34:54,440
Speaker 4: you're good, good water, no ship like that that. I

898
00:34:54,400 --> 00:34:57,080
Speaker 4: don't want to do as that ship. I'm gonna tell

899
00:34:57,080 --> 00:34:59,200
Speaker 4: you they got plenty of money from the suits. They'll

900
00:34:59,200 --> 00:35:01,799
Speaker 4: be just fine. Right. We know that ship, we.

901
00:35:01,840 --> 00:35:04,560
Speaker 1: Know, ladies and gentlemen. It's Johnson and.

902
00:35:04,560 --> 00:35:08,160
Speaker 3: Ireland, the Puerto Rican Princess, the biggest, it's the Breakfast Cloagan.

903
00:35:08,560 --> 00:35:08,600
Speaker 3: You