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Speaker 1: and I hope to see you there. All right, let's

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Speaker 1: get into the episode. Hello, Hello, how are you?

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Speaker 2: Is this to get?

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Speaker 1: Yes? Is this? Who is this?

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Speaker 3: This is Dan?

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Speaker 1: What's up Dan? I've been waiting for you. How's it going.

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Speaker 3: I've been doing well? Been doing well? How's your day

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Speaker 3: been so far?

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Speaker 1: My day? Has my day's been? Okay? I'm actually feeling bad.

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Speaker 1: This is probably the best my I felt emotionally today.

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Speaker 1: So I'm happy to this moment here in this moment, yeah,

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Speaker 1: this moment right now. Actually, no, probably like fifteen minutes,

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Speaker 1: probably fifteen minutes ago. But oh no, that's valid, Dan.

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Speaker 1: How can I get you today? Is there anything particularly

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Speaker 1: called in to talk about?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I wanted to. I mean, I'd love to talk about,

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Speaker 3: but yeah, one of the things I wanted to talk

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Speaker 3: about was, so I do do want to ask sometimes

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Speaker 3: for some extra cash. And I've stolen a couple of

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Speaker 3: orders a couple of times, different situations. But I stole

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Speaker 3: an order recently, and I've been trying to think if

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Speaker 3: I'm morally in the right, you know, and stealing some

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Speaker 3: of these orders. So this case, I had a lady

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Speaker 3: who at least I picked up an order, drove to

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Speaker 3: the address. She didn't give me any info on how

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Speaker 3: then she was just and then I think there was

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Speaker 3: then I waited for like five minutes, called her no response,

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Speaker 3: and then I just took it, and I felt kind

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Speaker 3: of bad after, But I don't know, what do you think?

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Speaker 1: Do you think I was in the right, you waited

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Speaker 1: how long?

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Speaker 3: Like five minutes, five, ten minutes? I called her like

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Speaker 3: three or four times? Send her messages? Oh now.

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Speaker 1: Eat that ship? Are you kidding me?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Right, she knew she had. Well, you called her four times,

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Speaker 1: you waited five minutes, you waited five minutes. You're now

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Speaker 1: on the clock, correct.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, so so.

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Speaker 1: So she's kind of wasted your time from all the

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Speaker 1: other artists you could be getting. You know, I think

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Speaker 1: you're fine. Did she did she like angrily call you

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Speaker 1: or text you?

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Speaker 1: Saying that text me?

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Speaker 3: She did text me after she was like, uh, probably

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Speaker 3: like ten Actually how long? How much longer? It's like

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Speaker 3: like probably like twenty thirty minutes later, I was with

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Speaker 3: my girlfriend and yeah, she just uh, she just told

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Speaker 2: She was like, hey, where did you leave it? Where

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Speaker 3: She was asking me where I left it? Because I

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Speaker 3: took like a fake This is where I was kind

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Speaker 3: of malicious. I took a fake picture of it because

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Speaker 3: like in front of the building, So I kind of

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Speaker 3: so that maybe that's where I felt the guilt. What

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Speaker 3: do you think about that?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, you didn't mention that whole part. That's a whole different.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, maybe maybe I should have mentioned that that's true. Yeah,

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Speaker 3: well what context does that at?

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Speaker 5: Mm hmmm?

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Speaker 1: Well I here. Here's the thing is why you you

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Speaker 1: you absolutely gasolate this poor woman woman into thinking that.

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Speaker 1: I mean, she must have been looking around for at

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Speaker 3: It's a little fucked up. It's a little fucked up

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Speaker 1: Well, yeah, but you didn't know. Well, but you could

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Speaker 3: My horny as is hunger, dude.

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Speaker 1: Your horny ass is hungry, dude.

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Speaker 3: It's no good.

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Speaker 1: What does you being a horny have to do with this.

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Speaker 3: Horny for the pizza?

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Speaker 1: Okay?

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Speaker 3: Something about it?

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Speaker 1: I don't know, but I told them to ask you,

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Speaker 1: what's your girlfriend's whole she's like codashing with you, Yeah

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Speaker 1: she was.

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Speaker 3: She was just with me. We're making we needed some

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Speaker 1: what's the deal there? Yeah?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, right now we're like building out of van,

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Speaker 3: so we needed we're like full time doing that. I'm

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Speaker 3: a flight attendant full time, but I've been like I

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Speaker 1: I mean if it's a great way to it's very

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Speaker 1: funny because like stealing food as a door dasher is

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Speaker 1: way cheaper than actually going buying food.

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Speaker 3: Correct, it's a great It's kind of a life hack.

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Speaker 1: You know. Wait, that's the stupid that's the stupidest thing

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Speaker 1: I think I've ever said on this show. Stealing anything

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Speaker 1: is always cheaper than buying it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, there we go.

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Speaker 3: I mean it's a great life Like, stealing is great.

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Speaker 1: What else have you stolen? What else do you steal?

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Speaker 3: What have what have we stolen before? What have we

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Speaker 3: just like screw some stuff from home depot?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 3: What have we stolen from? Like targets?

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Speaker 3: Atle liquor off planes and stuff.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I feel like that could get you into some ship.

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Speaker 5: Is that not?

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Speaker 1: Is that not a ground? Is that not grounds for

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Speaker 3: Definite grounds for firing. They like it's like a whole

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Speaker 3: thing when you like drink on your overnight, like when

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Speaker 3: you gonna throw them away. By what compelled you?

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Speaker 1: What compelled you to steal this woman's food?

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Speaker 3: I told I was hungry. It smelled really good. It

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Speaker 3: was really really good. It was like I think it

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Speaker 3: was like a hot honey pizza. It was like this

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Speaker 3: honey that had like this I don't know, I've had

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Speaker 2: It was really fucking good.

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Speaker 1: Do you regret it.

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Speaker 5: Now?

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Speaker 3: Well, now I'm talking through it with you, like remembering

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Speaker 3: how good the pizza was. I it was just so

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Speaker 1: So I don't know.

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Speaker 3: I think in the end, I don't regret it.

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Speaker 1: It does sound I don't know how you putting honey

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Speaker 3: Yeah, it was like it was you gotta try Have

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Speaker 3: you tried it? Oh?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, I actually have. I have this guy, professor Pizza

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Speaker 1: who makes pizzas professor the pizza professor, the professor Pizza.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, you go to college for that.

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Speaker 1: Well listen, Daniel, if you don't regret it, then it

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Speaker 1: sounds like you're absolved.

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Speaker 3: Okay, that's fair.

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Speaker 5: So I'm good.

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Speaker 1: With who.

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Speaker 3: I guess myself.

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Speaker 1: I can't. I can't. I cannot. I cannot answer the

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Speaker 1: question of whether or not you're good with yourself.

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Speaker 3: Okay, that's fair, that's fair.

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Speaker 1: Where do I get? Where can I get? Where can

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Speaker 1: I get this honey pizza? This sounds really good? Uh?

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Speaker 5: It was.

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Speaker 3: It was like a place called like fly By.

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Speaker 1: But well, you know what I think, you know what

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Speaker 1: I think I'm gonna do.

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Speaker 3: What are you gonna do?

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Speaker 1: If I do ever go to fly By to get

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Speaker 3: Yeah, don't or I mean at least like be there

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Speaker 1: You know, I have some respects, you know, Daniel's anything

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Speaker 1: else you want to say to the people of the

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Speaker 3: No, not really.

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Speaker 1: Ghak bless you, sir, Thank you, gak bless you.

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Speaker 3: I have a great night.

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Speaker 1: Fuck. That actually sounds really good. Hi there, Hi?

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Speaker 5: Who is this is ar? What's up?

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Speaker 1: Arrow? Like a bow and arrow?

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Ah, what's your life like? Arrow? It's pretty chill, honestly, Okay,

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Speaker 1: what's chill about? I?

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Speaker 5: I work where I live. I guess.

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Speaker 6: It's like I'm like, yeah, yeah, so like I'm like

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Speaker 1: Oh wow, are you do all of the members of

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Speaker 1: the apartment complex know you by name and wave to

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Speaker 6: Oh yeah, like all the old ladies and stuff. And

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Speaker 6: we have like some people that have lived here for

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Speaker 6: a lot of new residents too.

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Speaker 1: Tell me these old ladies, Do you have a favorite one?

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Speaker 1: Do you have a favorite old one?

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Speaker 6: I turn not to have favorites, but I do have

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Speaker 6: a disfavorite one.

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Speaker 5: So I don't know. Maybe that's backwards, but I do

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Speaker 5: hate one of them fussy.

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Speaker 6: She's like very fussy, you know, And like, I don't know,

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Speaker 6: maybe maybe I shouldn't be complaining about old ladies.

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Speaker 1: But let's dive into I'm very curious about all the

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Speaker 1: and you don't be afraid. Let's explore this. Why initially

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Speaker 1: do you feel as though you hate? Tell tell me,

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Speaker 1: tell me about this old lady that you that you

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Speaker 1: imagined when you imagine the old lady that.

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Speaker 5: You hate, she's just like, uh like, uh, I don't know.

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Speaker 6: Maybe she's like she's really religious, you know, and I

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Speaker 6: don't like we don't like agree with that, you know,

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Speaker 6: like I don't like really like religious.

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Speaker 5: People in general.

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Speaker 6: And uh, she but she's cool, you know, she's like

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Speaker 6: she's like she she complains about things that aren't there,

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Speaker 6: you know, like she's all like, my, my events need

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Speaker 5: She's just fussy.

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Speaker 1: Sure, well I wouldn't be insulted because you can do

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Speaker 5: Yeah, well that's fair.

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Speaker 5: I do have an ego problem. So you know you're

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Speaker 1: I gotta tell you, tell me, tell me more about

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Speaker 5: But like I know that that's yeah too.

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Speaker 6: Oh no, probably not, but I would like to try,

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Speaker 1: Does your ego ever get you into trouble?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, dude, but you got You have a lot of

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Speaker 6: Uh yeah, no, I'll talk about it. I just like

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Speaker 6: And I'm still hung up about it just because yesterday

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Speaker 1: You know, how long did it take for you to

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Speaker 5: Like probably a million years?

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Speaker 1: You said it took a million years.

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Speaker 6: Yeah, okay, it took a way longer than I should

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Speaker 1: Well. I have a few thoughts about this. One is

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Speaker 1: You kind of brought up this relationship thing sparingly with this,

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Speaker 6: Right, Yeah, like that one quote from the Office, I

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Speaker 6: I'm just like I've always been in my own head,

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Speaker 5: Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Yes, Well you don't matter cosmically, which is great news,

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Speaker 1: because wouldn't that be stressful if you did?

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Speaker 6: It would be Honestly, I'm not I'm not not the

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Speaker 3: Hm hm.

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Speaker 5: Hmm.

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Speaker 1: What's your name? Aero?

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Speaker 6: Yeah, and that's my real name too, And that's not

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Speaker 2: Like shout out, shout out all the arrows out there.

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Speaker 1: You know, they appreciate the shout out. Uh er, I'm

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Speaker 1: Look the old lady in the eye and really think

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Speaker 5: Yeah.

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Speaker 6: I even kind of goes back to that old lady.

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Speaker 6: You were saying something earlier like yeah, I don't know,

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Speaker 1: Next time an old Next time an old lady is

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00:25:35,520 --> 00:25:37,720
Speaker 1: really pissing you off, Just look at her in the

448
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:41,760
Speaker 1: eye and think about how much you love her arrow.

449
00:25:43,520 --> 00:25:47,040
Speaker 5: Ah, well love her?

450
00:25:47,119 --> 00:25:51,159
Speaker 1: How Just think about how much you love this sweet

451
00:25:51,240 --> 00:25:55,639
Speaker 1: old lady. She's a cosmic miracle of the universe, and

452
00:25:55,840 --> 00:26:01,280
Speaker 1: you have the honor of helping her fix this fucking outlet.

453
00:26:04,800 --> 00:26:05,480
Speaker 5: Hey, cat.

454
00:26:07,760 --> 00:26:09,560
Speaker 1: Er, is anything else you want to say? The computer

455
00:26:09,640 --> 00:26:10,040
Speaker 1: before we go.

456
00:26:12,160 --> 00:26:13,600
Speaker 5: I'm going to the Hawaii show.

457
00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:16,040
Speaker 6: So I'll see you there.

458
00:26:16,680 --> 00:26:19,119
Speaker 1: You're going to the Hawaii show. It says here you

459
00:26:19,200 --> 00:26:22,119
Speaker 1: live in fucking Arizona.

460
00:26:22,240 --> 00:26:27,120
Speaker 6: What do the songs this guy's popular I'm talking to Yeah.

461
00:26:27,440 --> 00:26:29,960
Speaker 6: The Tucson show was like like sold out, and I

462
00:26:30,040 --> 00:26:32,600
Speaker 6: wanted that exclusive merch, so I was like, screw it,

463
00:26:32,760 --> 00:26:36,320
Speaker 6: I'm going Hawaii. I need a vacation from all these

464
00:26:36,359 --> 00:26:36,919
Speaker 6: old ladies.

465
00:26:37,760 --> 00:26:40,040
Speaker 1: Okay, man, well, i'll see you there. We'll please, we'll

466
00:26:40,040 --> 00:26:43,080
Speaker 1: come up, come up on stage. We'll talk more about this.

467
00:26:44,840 --> 00:26:46,160
Speaker 5: Heck, yes, I good man.

468
00:26:46,760 --> 00:26:48,840
Speaker 1: All right, man, I'll talk to you. Thanks for calling Arrow.

469
00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 5: Hello.

470
00:26:51,080 --> 00:26:53,640
Speaker 4: Hi, Okay, Lyle.

471
00:26:54,880 --> 00:27:01,520
Speaker 1: What's up hanging in there? How are you doing?

472
00:27:04,200 --> 00:27:05,040
Speaker 4: I'm doing all right?

473
00:27:07,840 --> 00:27:10,679
Speaker 1: Uh, what's up, Caleb? What do you want to talk

474
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:11,200
Speaker 1: about tonight?

475
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:19,200
Speaker 4: So this might sound kind of trivial or dumb, but

476
00:27:21,000 --> 00:27:24,560
Speaker 4: pretty much what's going on is I've got a discord

477
00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:27,800
Speaker 4: group that I play games with about three or four

478
00:27:27,840 --> 00:27:33,119
Speaker 4: times a week after work. And we've been doing this

479
00:27:33,240 --> 00:27:36,520
Speaker 4: for the past I would say three years, and I

480
00:27:36,560 --> 00:27:39,399
Speaker 4: would say we're all pretty good, pretty good friends with

481
00:27:39,440 --> 00:27:44,400
Speaker 4: each other. One of these friends decided to try out

482
00:27:45,000 --> 00:27:51,960
Speaker 4: youtubeing on Twitch maybe three or four months ago, and

483
00:27:53,640 --> 00:27:57,600
Speaker 4: we've all been very supportive of her, and she's been

484
00:27:57,640 --> 00:28:00,400
Speaker 4: doing pretty well, I would say, with them. The past month,

485
00:28:00,480 --> 00:28:04,359
Speaker 4: she's gotten to around one hundred and fifty followers on Twitch,

486
00:28:05,960 --> 00:28:11,480
Speaker 4: and this weekend she did a bunch of back to

487
00:28:11,600 --> 00:28:15,040
Speaker 4: back collapse with a bunch of other YouTubers and she's

488
00:28:15,080 --> 00:28:20,359
Speaker 4: met working and she's made I would say, like six

489
00:28:20,560 --> 00:28:24,920
Speaker 4: or seven other YouTubers that she's now friends with. And

490
00:28:26,800 --> 00:28:29,879
Speaker 4: it's the most recent stream, which is actually just a

491
00:28:29,920 --> 00:28:35,360
Speaker 4: few moments ago. She put in the chat the discord

492
00:28:35,800 --> 00:28:41,960
Speaker 4: link for the YouTuber these discord and I joined, but

493
00:28:42,120 --> 00:28:46,440
Speaker 4: then she cut the stream short, says she had a

494
00:28:46,480 --> 00:28:50,240
Speaker 4: stomach ache, and then pretty much sent me a message saying, hey,

495
00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:54,560
Speaker 4: you know, my YouTuber friends get kind of unhinged, is

496
00:28:54,600 --> 00:28:58,880
Speaker 4: what she put it. And I don't. And you know,

497
00:28:59,040 --> 00:29:02,880
Speaker 4: she's like, I don't necessarily want people I know to

498
00:29:03,240 --> 00:29:05,720
Speaker 4: see the things they say and stuff like that. And

499
00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:10,720
Speaker 4: I told her I respect that, and I told her

500
00:29:10,760 --> 00:29:13,760
Speaker 4: I felt left out, but you know, I'm an adult

501
00:29:13,840 --> 00:29:18,160
Speaker 4: and whatever. So I left the discord. But I don't know,

502
00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:22,479
Speaker 4: I feel jealous if I feel like a friend I've

503
00:29:22,560 --> 00:29:26,680
Speaker 4: known for three years. Is I don't know, it's maybe

504
00:29:26,680 --> 00:29:30,120
Speaker 4: it's the whole weekend of back to back CoABS, so

505
00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:33,520
Speaker 4: it's normally that during the weekends we always get together

506
00:29:33,520 --> 00:29:37,680
Speaker 4: as a group of play games. Ah, but yeah, it's

507
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:42,440
Speaker 4: I felt kind of insulted and like like I couldn't

508
00:29:42,480 --> 00:29:46,080
Speaker 4: handle you know, strangers on the internet making that I

509
00:29:46,120 --> 00:29:49,760
Speaker 4: guess dirty jokes or whatever, and I kind of cut

510
00:29:49,840 --> 00:29:52,400
Speaker 4: off from that, and uh, it kind of stuck a

511
00:29:52,440 --> 00:29:55,640
Speaker 4: little because you know, we were all supportive and I

512
00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:59,280
Speaker 4: was supportive, but I don't know. So that's that's why

513
00:29:59,280 --> 00:30:00,200
Speaker 4: I'm here to ventive out.

514
00:30:01,040 --> 00:30:04,200
Speaker 1: And you know, a discord of YouTubers has got to

515
00:30:04,240 --> 00:30:09,880
Speaker 1: be the easiest community to sneak into anonymously because you

516
00:30:10,040 --> 00:30:13,400
Speaker 1: can just you know, it wouldn't you could You can

517
00:30:13,520 --> 00:30:15,600
Speaker 1: just like pretend that you're you can just pretend like

518
00:30:15,680 --> 00:30:18,600
Speaker 1: you're a dog and like make your voice a little

519
00:30:18,600 --> 00:30:20,400
Speaker 1: bit higher and then you're a different guy.

520
00:30:23,200 --> 00:30:25,800
Speaker 4: I you know, I did think about that, I'll be honest,

521
00:30:26,240 --> 00:30:30,600
Speaker 4: but I feel like that would end up being that's

522
00:30:30,640 --> 00:30:33,240
Speaker 4: not really honoring their Oh.

523
00:30:33,200 --> 00:30:36,440
Speaker 1: No, you totally should not do that. Uh okay, So

524
00:30:37,560 --> 00:30:43,960
Speaker 1: so all right, you were friends with this person for

525
00:30:44,040 --> 00:30:47,320
Speaker 1: three years, they got into this v tuber lifestyle and

526
00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:51,040
Speaker 1: you feel as though you have been left out now.

527
00:30:53,760 --> 00:30:57,640
Speaker 4: Yeah, and uh I guess I'm yeah.

528
00:30:59,440 --> 00:31:02,440
Speaker 1: Okay, So does your do you and your friends still

529
00:31:02,560 --> 00:31:05,720
Speaker 1: play games together or has she totally left that group

530
00:31:05,800 --> 00:31:06,120
Speaker 1: as well?

531
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:13,680
Speaker 4: Uh, well, that's what we're going to find out. I'm

532
00:31:13,720 --> 00:31:15,920
Speaker 4: sure we will, and I don't see any reason why

533
00:31:16,000 --> 00:31:17,560
Speaker 4: we won't. It's just this.

534
00:31:18,000 --> 00:31:18,160
Speaker 5: Uh.

535
00:31:20,280 --> 00:31:22,840
Speaker 4: I think it's just the way things were scheduled. But

536
00:31:23,040 --> 00:31:26,840
Speaker 4: the collab she did it just it made it feel

537
00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:32,240
Speaker 4: very much in the face of like, it's just okay.

538
00:31:32,480 --> 00:31:35,040
Speaker 4: Time would normally you know, hey, you know, let's see

539
00:31:35,080 --> 00:31:38,320
Speaker 4: some gaming, and now she's streaming with other people and

540
00:31:41,040 --> 00:31:43,440
Speaker 4: it's probably not as bad as it is. It just

541
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:49,640
Speaker 4: it feels very in my face and like, well, I

542
00:31:49,680 --> 00:31:53,720
Speaker 4: don't know, it feels like can I who knows?

543
00:31:54,200 --> 00:31:54,320
Speaker 3: Can?

544
00:31:54,360 --> 00:31:55,920
Speaker 1: I want to flow. I want to float a few

545
00:31:56,040 --> 00:31:58,080
Speaker 1: ideas by you and you can tell me how you

546
00:31:58,160 --> 00:31:58,880
Speaker 1: feel about them.

547
00:31:59,800 --> 00:31:59,920
Speaker 3: Uh.

548
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:01,000
Speaker 4: Sure.

549
00:32:02,760 --> 00:32:06,920
Speaker 1: Look, your friend has this whole other group of friends

550
00:32:07,080 --> 00:32:09,560
Speaker 1: now with her in her v tuber club, and she

551
00:32:09,760 --> 00:32:13,800
Speaker 1: wants to explore that, and uh, you know, maybe have

552
00:32:13,920 --> 00:32:18,960
Speaker 1: that separate from other groups of friends that she has

553
00:32:19,560 --> 00:32:24,720
Speaker 1: and if that's what she desires, you gotta you gotta

554
00:32:24,800 --> 00:32:28,840
Speaker 1: let her do that. You know, I think to to

555
00:32:29,440 --> 00:32:34,640
Speaker 1: to be upset or get jealous is you know, becomes

556
00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:41,080
Speaker 1: possessive and uh, you that's the that's just that's just

557
00:32:41,320 --> 00:32:51,320
Speaker 1: toxic poison for relationships, possessiveness and jealousy. And so I

558
00:32:51,480 --> 00:32:56,760
Speaker 1: think you should let her go do her YouTuber thing.

559
00:32:57,320 --> 00:32:59,480
Speaker 1: And if she decides that she wants to come back

560
00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:02,960
Speaker 1: to the group open and play video games with you guys,

561
00:33:03,000 --> 00:33:05,400
Speaker 1: and that's awesome. And if she does decides that she doesn't,

562
00:33:06,400 --> 00:33:10,080
Speaker 1: then you know, then okay, you you you have to

563
00:33:10,200 --> 00:33:12,760
Speaker 1: just let her do whatever she's gonna do.

564
00:33:16,880 --> 00:33:22,479
Speaker 4: Yeah, and who knows she may come back. But you're right,

565
00:33:22,560 --> 00:33:25,720
Speaker 4: You're right. It is a possessive It is toxic, and

566
00:33:25,960 --> 00:33:29,960
Speaker 4: uh but I just I do feel that way, and

567
00:33:30,040 --> 00:33:33,000
Speaker 4: it's I'm not really sure how to to help counter

568
00:33:33,120 --> 00:33:33,560
Speaker 4: that emotion.

569
00:33:35,040 --> 00:33:40,240
Speaker 1: Or you could make a super hot anime guy avatar,

570
00:33:41,480 --> 00:33:45,040
Speaker 1: buy a voice changer to make your voice sound like uh,

571
00:33:45,680 --> 00:33:49,880
Speaker 1: gravelly and sexy, and you know, become the most popular

572
00:33:50,000 --> 00:33:53,959
Speaker 1: guy in the YouTuber group and you know, get her

573
00:33:54,000 --> 00:33:54,360
Speaker 1: back there.

574
00:33:57,320 --> 00:34:02,800
Speaker 4: Uh that's something all of advice now he isn't a relationship.

575
00:34:03,680 --> 00:34:05,720
Speaker 4: It was also in the front group, so it's it

576
00:34:06,080 --> 00:34:10,839
Speaker 4: would never be anything like that. But but yeah, maybe

577
00:34:10,840 --> 00:34:12,560
Speaker 4: if I become a YouTuber.

578
00:34:15,440 --> 00:34:17,839
Speaker 1: I do I do I count as av tuber because

579
00:34:17,880 --> 00:34:22,480
Speaker 1: I'm I'm I'm like, I'm somewhat halfway in between because

580
00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,239
Speaker 1: I'm not myself when I am a creature thing. So

581
00:34:25,320 --> 00:34:28,320
Speaker 1: I feel like I'm I'm zero point five of av tuber.

582
00:34:30,239 --> 00:34:32,400
Speaker 4: Yeah, I'll be honest, I have not looked up the

583
00:34:33,239 --> 00:34:35,160
Speaker 4: the official definition of a v tuber?

584
00:34:36,880 --> 00:34:38,480
Speaker 1: Uh, Caleb, is there anything else you want to say

585
00:34:38,480 --> 00:34:39,640
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go?

586
00:34:44,600 --> 00:34:44,640
Speaker 5: No?

587
00:34:44,960 --> 00:34:49,279
Speaker 4: I mean, I guess, uh. You know, if people want

588
00:34:50,040 --> 00:34:54,400
Speaker 4: separate space, you know you gotta respect it, and you know,

589
00:34:54,520 --> 00:34:57,799
Speaker 4: don't be toxic and instead just spent your emotions too

590
00:34:59,160 --> 00:34:59,960
Speaker 4: listens on the internet.

591
00:35:02,320 --> 00:35:03,839
Speaker 1: Thank you for calling, Caleb. You have a good rest

592
00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:10,560
Speaker 1: of the night. Yeah, I understand. I understand the morning

593
00:35:11,719 --> 00:35:14,680
Speaker 1: because he feels like he's losing his friend to this

594
00:35:14,840 --> 00:35:19,200
Speaker 1: other group, but you have no idea. It also sounds

595
00:35:19,239 --> 00:35:21,719
Speaker 1: like this feedtober thing is a very recent thing for her,

596
00:35:21,920 --> 00:35:26,200
Speaker 1: so who knows how to'll play out. But in the meantime,

597
00:35:27,800 --> 00:35:29,800
Speaker 1: you know, just hang out and play games with whoever's

598
00:35:30,040 --> 00:35:34,120
Speaker 1: still in the discord. You know, don't don't forget about

599
00:35:34,120 --> 00:35:37,279
Speaker 1: those foo, don't. We're we're so busy focusing on those

600
00:35:37,320 --> 00:35:42,400
Speaker 1: who leave that we forget about those who stayed. Caleb,

601
00:35:43,400 --> 00:35:44,800
Speaker 1: focus on those who stayed.

602
00:35:46,000 --> 00:35:53,160
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, Hi, how's it going?

603
00:35:55,400 --> 00:35:56,640
Speaker 1: You tell me? How's it going with you?

604
00:35:58,760 --> 00:36:00,960
Speaker 2: It's it's going good, it's going good.

605
00:36:02,880 --> 00:36:04,560
Speaker 1: Uh, what do you want to talk about today?

606
00:36:06,600 --> 00:36:06,839
Speaker 5: Yeah?

607
00:36:07,000 --> 00:36:11,720
Speaker 2: So I'm actually getting circumcised.

608
00:36:11,040 --> 00:36:11,920
Speaker 5: In a couple of weeks.

609
00:36:16,400 --> 00:36:17,520
Speaker 1: You're getting circumcised.

610
00:36:19,200 --> 00:36:19,439
Speaker 6: Yeah.

611
00:36:21,600 --> 00:36:23,479
Speaker 1: I thought that usually happens when you're a child.

612
00:36:26,320 --> 00:36:28,320
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, no, not for me though, not for me.

613
00:36:30,480 --> 00:36:32,920
Speaker 1: Why have you decided to get circumcised so late in

614
00:36:32,960 --> 00:36:33,399
Speaker 1: your life?

615
00:36:35,760 --> 00:36:42,440
Speaker 2: Because it's just, uh, it doesn't make sense very comfortable

616
00:36:43,760 --> 00:36:45,400
Speaker 2: at least for me personally.

617
00:36:46,719 --> 00:36:47,520
Speaker 1: Having a foreskin.

618
00:36:49,719 --> 00:36:49,919
Speaker 5: Yeah.

619
00:36:50,000 --> 00:36:53,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, it usually does apparently, but for me it's not

620
00:36:54,080 --> 00:36:54,279
Speaker 2: like that.

621
00:36:55,960 --> 00:37:00,360
Speaker 1: Okay, how does one go about getting circumcised as an adult?

622
00:37:03,520 --> 00:37:05,080
Speaker 2: Like, like, what's like the process?

623
00:37:05,920 --> 00:37:06,120
Speaker 1: Yes?

624
00:37:08,400 --> 00:37:12,560
Speaker 2: Well, uh, you just go like you're like your local

625
00:37:12,719 --> 00:37:14,680
Speaker 2: urology place and they usually check you out.

626
00:37:14,760 --> 00:37:16,160
Speaker 4: And I didn't have to.

627
00:37:16,320 --> 00:37:17,520
Speaker 5: It wasn't like mandatory.

628
00:37:17,640 --> 00:37:21,239
Speaker 2: It's more like a personal choice. But yeah, they just uh,

629
00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:24,160
Speaker 2: they check out your penis and they let you know

630
00:37:24,239 --> 00:37:27,040
Speaker 2: what's going on, and then you just get ready for

631
00:37:27,120 --> 00:37:27,640
Speaker 2: a surgery.

632
00:37:33,040 --> 00:37:36,120
Speaker 1: I would be concerned for you if this was mandatory.

633
00:37:38,480 --> 00:37:39,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, I know that.

634
00:37:39,160 --> 00:37:40,880
Speaker 2: That is the thing though, and I was worried that

635
00:37:40,960 --> 00:37:45,680
Speaker 2: I had that. It's it's called semosis. It's where like

636
00:37:46,640 --> 00:37:50,279
Speaker 2: your your foreskin can get trapped behind the head and

637
00:37:50,760 --> 00:37:53,120
Speaker 2: kind of like cut circulation.

638
00:37:54,920 --> 00:37:57,959
Speaker 1: Really, so like your foreskin works like a rubber band

639
00:37:58,040 --> 00:38:00,439
Speaker 1: on your penis and you have to cut it off. Yeah.

640
00:38:00,560 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, and so I kind of had that and

641
00:38:02,640 --> 00:38:05,000
Speaker 2: it felt kind of uncomfortable and I was like, oh, fuck,

642
00:38:05,160 --> 00:38:08,960
Speaker 2: Like it's just like it's just like because it can

643
00:38:09,000 --> 00:38:11,360
Speaker 2: get like stuck back. Luckily it didn't get stuck for me,

644
00:38:11,520 --> 00:38:13,480
Speaker 2: but it was just it was a little freaky.

645
00:38:13,200 --> 00:38:13,360
Speaker 5: You know.

646
00:38:15,040 --> 00:38:18,160
Speaker 1: Okay, so this is that factor into the reason why

647
00:38:18,160 --> 00:38:19,320
Speaker 1: you decide to get circumcised.

648
00:38:21,560 --> 00:38:21,759
Speaker 5: Yeah.

649
00:38:21,960 --> 00:38:24,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, it's just it's kind of a hassle and I

650
00:38:24,880 --> 00:38:26,520
Speaker 2: just I'd rather just be cut, you know.

651
00:38:28,160 --> 00:38:32,440
Speaker 1: Okay, So how does this work? Did they put you

652
00:38:32,560 --> 00:38:33,680
Speaker 1: under anesthesia?

653
00:38:35,640 --> 00:38:35,839
Speaker 5: Yeah?

654
00:38:35,920 --> 00:38:38,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, no, I'll be I'll be knocked out, thank god.

655
00:38:39,080 --> 00:38:41,239
Speaker 1: Okay, are you looking forward to it.

656
00:38:45,120 --> 00:38:48,759
Speaker 2: Oh man, I mean okay, So so the way I'm

657
00:38:48,840 --> 00:38:51,160
Speaker 2: kind of processing this is like it's kind of just

658
00:38:51,200 --> 00:38:53,680
Speaker 2: gonna be like hell for a month and then it'll

659
00:38:53,719 --> 00:38:56,040
Speaker 2: be like and then I'll be like worry free and

660
00:38:56,120 --> 00:38:56,680
Speaker 2: I'll be fine.

661
00:38:58,920 --> 00:38:59,759
Speaker 1: Why will it help?

662
00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:05,040
Speaker 2: They because you have like stitches in your dick and

663
00:39:05,120 --> 00:39:06,200
Speaker 2: you can't get erections.

664
00:39:09,160 --> 00:39:12,520
Speaker 1: You can't get directions, So like, wait a minute, So

665
00:39:12,960 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 1: is it like if you get stitches? So is it

666
00:39:17,280 --> 00:39:19,480
Speaker 1: like if you do get an erection, the stitches will break?

667
00:39:23,200 --> 00:39:25,920
Speaker 2: I think so, I think it's something like that. I

668
00:39:26,080 --> 00:39:29,800
Speaker 2: just well, so I've done some research though and getting

669
00:39:30,800 --> 00:39:32,600
Speaker 2: getting voters like it doesn't.

670
00:39:35,040 --> 00:39:35,440
Speaker 5: It doesn't.

671
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:38,480
Speaker 2: It's not like it'll fuck up your dick.

672
00:39:40,280 --> 00:39:40,320
Speaker 3: Like.

673
00:39:40,680 --> 00:39:44,520
Speaker 2: It actually like helps the healing process apparently, but it's

674
00:39:44,600 --> 00:39:45,760
Speaker 2: just like really painful.

675
00:39:48,719 --> 00:39:51,680
Speaker 1: So getting erections helps the healing process.

676
00:39:53,320 --> 00:39:55,759
Speaker 2: Yeah, I mean that's what I ran online. I can't

677
00:39:55,800 --> 00:39:58,080
Speaker 2: even totally remember how that's possible.

678
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:03,439
Speaker 1: But yeah, are you planning to stay clear of any

679
00:40:03,560 --> 00:40:05,960
Speaker 1: sort of sexual things that might give you an erection

680
00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:07,640
Speaker 1: so that you don't pop your stitches?

681
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:09,879
Speaker 5: Yeah?

682
00:40:10,000 --> 00:40:13,120
Speaker 2: I think I'm gonna have to just probably like delete

683
00:40:13,280 --> 00:40:15,840
Speaker 2: social media for a bit to just avoid any like

684
00:40:16,920 --> 00:40:21,120
Speaker 2: any of that, okay, like first traps or anything, and

685
00:40:21,200 --> 00:40:24,440
Speaker 2: I'm just gonna I'm gonna do my best, but we'll

686
00:40:24,840 --> 00:40:28,400
Speaker 2: we'll see how that goes. Yeah, because I usually just

687
00:40:28,520 --> 00:40:30,719
Speaker 2: like I'll just wake up with an interaction, you know,

688
00:40:30,880 --> 00:40:32,239
Speaker 2: So I'm worried that's gonna happen.

689
00:40:33,719 --> 00:40:34,240
Speaker 5: Mm hmmm.

690
00:40:36,040 --> 00:40:38,359
Speaker 1: What are you most looking forward to in your new

691
00:40:38,440 --> 00:40:39,839
Speaker 1: life as a circumcised man?

692
00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:46,080
Speaker 2: Probably like not being like because like it made me

693
00:40:46,280 --> 00:40:51,759
Speaker 2: like nervous to have sex because it was just uncomfortable,

694
00:40:51,800 --> 00:40:54,440
Speaker 2: you know, And to be free of that is gonna

695
00:40:54,440 --> 00:40:56,120
Speaker 2: be It's gonna be amazing.

696
00:40:57,120 --> 00:40:57,840
Speaker 1: Are you Jewish?

697
00:41:02,600 --> 00:41:02,640
Speaker 5: No?

698
00:41:03,000 --> 00:41:03,880
Speaker 3: No, I'm not Jewish.

699
00:41:04,320 --> 00:41:08,320
Speaker 1: I wish interesting you can pass for Jewish now for

700
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 1: I don't know how that is if there's a situation there.

701
00:41:13,360 --> 00:41:18,200
Speaker 1: Usually throughout history there have not been many situations where

702
00:41:18,280 --> 00:41:22,239
Speaker 1: passing as Jewish has been beneficial. But who knows about

703
00:41:22,280 --> 00:41:24,600
Speaker 1: the future. Now you have that option.

704
00:41:24,800 --> 00:41:28,000
Speaker 2: Yeah's true, true. Yeah, I was thinking about it. I

705
00:41:28,040 --> 00:41:31,440
Speaker 2: was thinking so before I even like considered getting circumcised,

706
00:41:31,440 --> 00:41:33,880
Speaker 2: I was like, damn, like I just I'm just I

707
00:41:34,000 --> 00:41:36,120
Speaker 2: can't be Jewish. But now now it will be an option.

708
00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:41,560
Speaker 1: You were thinking about the fact that you can't be Jewish.

709
00:41:43,560 --> 00:41:47,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, well, do you have to get circumcised to be Jewish?

710
00:41:49,400 --> 00:41:50,719
Speaker 1: Clue? Is there anything else you want to say to

711
00:41:50,760 --> 00:41:54,160
Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go? No, No,

712
00:41:54,320 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 1: thank you, Hey, take care.

713
00:41:57,960 --> 00:41:58,239
Speaker 5: You too.

714
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:06,200
Speaker 1: I'm uncertain. I am circumcised. I am circumcised. I was

715
00:42:06,200 --> 00:42:10,000
Speaker 1: circumcised when I was a child. And I remember the

716
00:42:10,040 --> 00:42:16,040
Speaker 1: first time that I saw an uncircumcised penis while watching pornography,

717
00:42:17,000 --> 00:42:19,719
Speaker 1: and it scared the shit out of me because I

718
00:42:19,840 --> 00:42:23,600
Speaker 1: was like, I didn't know that that went up that far.

719
00:42:24,920 --> 00:42:29,920
Speaker 1: It looked like the Alaskan bullworm from SpongeBob. I thought

720
00:42:29,960 --> 00:42:32,400
Speaker 1: there was something wrong with that guy's penis. But it

721
00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:34,280
Speaker 1: turns out there was something wrong with mine.

722
00:42:36,760 --> 00:42:36,880
Speaker 5: Uh.

723
00:42:37,000 --> 00:42:40,600
Speaker 1: But now I'm happily, happily circumcised. Uh does it make

724
00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:41,120
Speaker 1: sex better?

725
00:42:41,160 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 4: I don't know.

726
00:42:41,560 --> 00:42:44,240
Speaker 1: I don't have a I don't have a a reference

727
00:42:44,800 --> 00:42:48,520
Speaker 1: to compare it to. Now, that would be an interesting thing,

728
00:42:48,560 --> 00:42:53,000
Speaker 1: if you could uncircumcise yourself. If they could somehow graph

729
00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:59,680
Speaker 1: on the foreskin of another guy onto my penis. Someone

730
00:42:59,680 --> 00:43:06,120
Speaker 1: look at into this for me. It'sell me if it's possible. Hello, Hello,

731
00:43:07,200 --> 00:43:07,600
Speaker 1: how are you?

732
00:43:09,760 --> 00:43:10,400
Speaker 5: I'm good.

733
00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:12,560
Speaker 1: What's going on.

734
00:43:16,520 --> 00:43:19,440
Speaker 5: I'm just you know, I'm just chilling. I'm having a

735
00:43:19,560 --> 00:43:25,040
Speaker 5: drink in the vibing. How about yourself, I'm chilling.

736
00:43:25,120 --> 00:43:27,880
Speaker 1: I'm talking to people on the computer as a get go.

737
00:43:30,800 --> 00:43:34,040
Speaker 5: Dude, you sound very different. I know, like everybody says this,

738
00:43:34,160 --> 00:43:35,960
Speaker 5: but you sound very different and than you do on

739
00:43:36,040 --> 00:43:36,480
Speaker 5: the streams.

740
00:43:36,960 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, I've heard everyone says it.

741
00:43:42,400 --> 00:43:43,160
Speaker 5: Uh yeah.

742
00:43:43,960 --> 00:43:47,319
Speaker 1: So Elijah, what's going on with you today? How can

743
00:43:47,360 --> 00:43:48,879
Speaker 1: I get you? What's going on? How's life?

744
00:43:51,640 --> 00:43:54,120
Speaker 5: Uh? Yeah, Like I said, I'm just kind of over

745
00:43:54,160 --> 00:43:57,600
Speaker 5: here vibing and uh kind of wanted to talk about

746
00:43:57,640 --> 00:44:02,840
Speaker 5: my experience being and openly uh weird person while in

747
00:44:03,120 --> 00:44:04,600
Speaker 5: the Armed Forces.

748
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:10,360
Speaker 1: Oh sure, what how how long have you been in

749
00:44:10,400 --> 00:44:11,279
Speaker 1: the Armed Forces for?

750
00:44:13,719 --> 00:44:13,879
Speaker 3: Oh?

751
00:44:14,280 --> 00:44:16,960
Speaker 5: I mean I I just got out three and a

752
00:44:17,000 --> 00:44:19,120
Speaker 5: half years. It was my time.

753
00:44:20,760 --> 00:44:24,320
Speaker 1: It's funny. Uh, I've told I talked to people in

754
00:44:24,320 --> 00:44:26,120
Speaker 1: the military and some of them are like, oh, this

755
00:44:26,320 --> 00:44:29,719
Speaker 1: was this was like the best thing I've ever done.

756
00:44:29,840 --> 00:44:31,799
Speaker 1: And then other people are like, oh this is.

757
00:44:33,719 --> 00:44:34,799
Speaker 5: You know, uh.

758
00:44:36,920 --> 00:44:39,640
Speaker 1: It was a terrible decision. So it always feel like it,

759
00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:43,160
Speaker 1: uh get I get kind of varied opinions on it.

760
00:44:45,640 --> 00:44:48,480
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean the thing about the military is it's

761
00:44:48,600 --> 00:44:54,600
Speaker 5: basically like a capitalist cult. It's hard to describe it.

762
00:44:55,680 --> 00:44:59,479
Speaker 5: But uh, but yeah, I don't regret joining. I'm glad

763
00:44:59,480 --> 00:45:02,000
Speaker 5: that I did it. But it's very much you're you're

764
00:45:02,080 --> 00:45:03,640
Speaker 5: selling your body to the government.

765
00:45:04,160 --> 00:45:09,560
Speaker 1: So yeah, So what you said you wanted to talk

766
00:45:09,560 --> 00:45:11,600
Speaker 1: about being openly gay in the military.

767
00:45:13,600 --> 00:45:18,279
Speaker 5: Well, I'm bisexual to be specific. But yeah, it's a

768
00:45:18,719 --> 00:45:21,240
Speaker 5: very weird thing being around.

769
00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:21,600
Speaker 4: Uh.

770
00:45:22,560 --> 00:45:24,600
Speaker 5: Sorry, I'm a little nervous. I just.

771
00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:28,120
Speaker 1: Okay, man, Well listen to me. Are you're not looking

772
00:45:28,160 --> 00:45:28,880
Speaker 1: at the chat, are you?

773
00:45:30,960 --> 00:45:31,000
Speaker 5: No?

774
00:45:31,280 --> 00:45:36,480
Speaker 1: No, okay, Well, don't look at the chat. Don't be nervous.

775
00:45:36,560 --> 00:45:40,359
Speaker 1: It's just you and me talking about about about Yeah

776
00:45:40,440 --> 00:45:42,239
Speaker 1: you want to talk about we can. We can. We

777
00:45:42,280 --> 00:45:44,040
Speaker 1: don't even have to talk for long. If you don't

778
00:45:44,040 --> 00:45:45,759
Speaker 1: want to talk for long, we don't have to even

779
00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:47,880
Speaker 1: talk about it, you know, whatever. Whatever you're feeling, man,

780
00:45:47,920 --> 00:45:49,960
Speaker 1: it's all right. We're just we're just chilling out on

781
00:45:50,080 --> 00:45:56,520
Speaker 1: the phone. Listen, So tell me that. So, so, you

782
00:45:56,640 --> 00:45:59,120
Speaker 1: obviously felt like this affected you enough you you were

783
00:45:59,160 --> 00:46:01,239
Speaker 1: compelled enough to haul in about it, you know, tell

784
00:46:01,280 --> 00:46:03,560
Speaker 1: me about kind of the ways that that that this

785
00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:08,800
Speaker 1: you know, impacted you, your your experience.

786
00:46:08,920 --> 00:46:12,000
Speaker 5: Yeah, I mean it's I feel like it's just more

787
00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:16,520
Speaker 5: of like a it's the dissonance between I feel queer

788
00:46:16,640 --> 00:46:20,800
Speaker 5: culture and the culture of the military, or or the

789
00:46:20,920 --> 00:46:24,960
Speaker 5: kind of because I feel like the military attracts a

790
00:46:25,160 --> 00:46:29,279
Speaker 5: very specific type of person, and I feel it's like

791
00:46:29,320 --> 00:46:33,239
Speaker 5: I feel like it's a lot of conservative men and

792
00:46:33,520 --> 00:46:36,759
Speaker 5: a lot of yeah, a lot of a lot of

793
00:46:36,840 --> 00:46:40,680
Speaker 5: aggressively I kind of use the term of the call screener,

794
00:46:40,680 --> 00:46:44,319
Speaker 5: a lot of aggressively straight men, just like the kind

795
00:46:44,360 --> 00:46:46,840
Speaker 5: of like if you would insinuate that they might have

796
00:46:47,080 --> 00:46:50,880
Speaker 5: some form of queer meaning, then they almost get insulted, uh,

797
00:46:51,080 --> 00:46:54,200
Speaker 5: in a weird way. I don't know if you're interacted

798
00:46:54,200 --> 00:46:59,239
Speaker 5: with that kind of person, but uh, it's a strange experience.

799
00:46:59,600 --> 00:47:03,560
Speaker 5: I'll say that. I'll say that, so or was.

800
00:47:03,600 --> 00:47:09,800
Speaker 1: Anyone ever like directly hostile toward you?

801
00:47:13,040 --> 00:47:16,600
Speaker 5: No, not directly, Okay, I think a lot of it

802
00:47:16,920 --> 00:47:23,920
Speaker 5: just just I mean, I mean, there's like one instance

803
00:47:24,160 --> 00:47:32,480
Speaker 5: where somebody outright that used the f splay towards me. Uh,

804
00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:37,840
Speaker 5: I mean, but that was in a very specific circumstance

805
00:47:38,200 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 5: that I that I don't feel always accurate to say

806
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:46,360
Speaker 5: is described it. It was an exception to the rule moreover.

807
00:47:46,480 --> 00:47:48,480
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, so they used it.

808
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:49,640
Speaker 4: There's been a lot of reform.

809
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:51,640
Speaker 5: There's been a lot of reform in the military to

810
00:47:51,719 --> 00:47:54,680
Speaker 5: do a lot to you know, equal opportunity programs have

811
00:47:54,760 --> 00:47:56,960
Speaker 5: been implemented. There's been a lot of progress made.

812
00:47:57,719 --> 00:48:00,239
Speaker 1: Okay, So they used it, but in a in a

813
00:48:00,320 --> 00:48:04,080
Speaker 1: way that you personally would not have described as hostile.

814
00:48:07,000 --> 00:48:10,560
Speaker 5: No, it was like it was definitely hostile, but that

815
00:48:11,080 --> 00:48:13,880
Speaker 5: it was a person that is not indicative of the

816
00:48:14,000 --> 00:48:15,720
Speaker 5: majority of members of the art service.

817
00:48:16,440 --> 00:48:22,040
Speaker 1: Okay, okay, So you you you do feel like, I

818
00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:25,520
Speaker 1: mean overall that do you do you feel that overall

819
00:48:25,640 --> 00:48:31,080
Speaker 1: the the system itself, you know, is has as you said,

820
00:48:31,120 --> 00:48:34,160
Speaker 1: cleaned up its act to be uh, you know, less

821
00:48:34,320 --> 00:48:37,720
Speaker 1: hostile toward toward uh queer people.

822
00:48:39,680 --> 00:48:43,160
Speaker 5: Yeah, the system itself has. It's just there's a lot

823
00:48:43,280 --> 00:48:49,040
Speaker 5: of cultural problems that still need that are still it's

824
00:48:49,040 --> 00:48:50,879
Speaker 5: it's a big machine, so it takes a long time

825
00:48:50,960 --> 00:48:51,360
Speaker 5: to fix it.

826
00:48:52,640 --> 00:48:53,760
Speaker 1: What made you want to take.

827
00:49:00,560 --> 00:49:07,399
Speaker 5: To be quite honest, it's weird because I still kind

828
00:49:07,480 --> 00:49:14,640
Speaker 5: of don't know. I kind of like dropped out of

829
00:49:14,719 --> 00:49:18,279
Speaker 5: college and didn't know what else to do, and so

830
00:49:18,880 --> 00:49:20,560
Speaker 5: I just kind of went with that.

831
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:31,120
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you're twenty two. Yes, all right, So how

832
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:32,279
Speaker 1: much more service do you have to do?

833
00:49:35,000 --> 00:49:39,040
Speaker 5: I actually I recently separated. I left to the military

834
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:42,239
Speaker 5: the June of this year or this last year.

835
00:49:43,080 --> 00:49:44,319
Speaker 1: So what do you want to do now?

836
00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:53,440
Speaker 5: Yeah, well, I'm looking to eventually go into the music industry.

837
00:49:54,600 --> 00:49:58,640
Speaker 5: Kind of fancy myself a bit of a songwriter. I haven't,

838
00:49:58,800 --> 00:50:02,440
Speaker 5: you know, released anything yet. I'm kind of just struggling

839
00:50:02,560 --> 00:50:10,000
Speaker 5: with a finding my way in finding my own personal

840
00:50:10,280 --> 00:50:11,840
Speaker 5: method of artistic expression.

841
00:50:13,520 --> 00:50:20,879
Speaker 1: M mm hmm hmm. So I I do want to ask, uh,

842
00:50:21,840 --> 00:50:24,880
Speaker 1: were there any positives that you gained from the military

843
00:50:25,200 --> 00:50:30,279
Speaker 1: or anything that you're taking with you that was good

844
00:50:30,360 --> 00:50:33,360
Speaker 1: for your life, for a good experience or anything like that.

845
00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:44,160
Speaker 5: I'd say it's the ability to see, the ability to

846
00:50:44,280 --> 00:50:48,000
Speaker 5: see the kind of like to to exist in a

847
00:50:48,320 --> 00:50:53,640
Speaker 5: environ an environment that is adverse to you, I would say, huh.

848
00:50:55,760 --> 00:50:58,919
Speaker 1: And by okay, so you mentioned like people you use

849
00:50:59,040 --> 00:51:02,960
Speaker 1: the term aggressively straight and you felt as though that

850
00:51:03,160 --> 00:51:04,000
Speaker 1: was the environment.

851
00:51:06,560 --> 00:51:12,080
Speaker 5: Yes, to a large part. The thing about the military

852
00:51:12,280 --> 00:51:16,520
Speaker 5: currently is specifically with the Army, is there's this weird

853
00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:21,480
Speaker 5: disease going on between what is called old Army and

854
00:51:21,640 --> 00:51:26,120
Speaker 5: New Army. Old army being the kind of people that

855
00:51:26,239 --> 00:51:31,800
Speaker 5: are like, uh, old, are we just being like the

856
00:51:32,120 --> 00:51:35,400
Speaker 5: kind of people that like that served in dig it storms.

857
00:51:36,040 --> 00:51:39,040
Speaker 5: Shut the shut the fuck up, private, do what you're told,

858
00:51:39,800 --> 00:51:44,680
Speaker 5: you know, and you know there there's a lot of

859
00:51:44,760 --> 00:51:47,960
Speaker 5: hazing that happened in the old army straight up, and

860
00:51:49,600 --> 00:51:52,839
Speaker 5: those people don't really believe that that was too far

861
00:51:52,960 --> 00:51:57,040
Speaker 5: from what ought to be happening. And uh, the the

862
00:51:57,320 --> 00:52:00,680
Speaker 5: the environment that's that the leadership and in the army

863
00:52:00,760 --> 00:52:05,120
Speaker 5: currently is trying to foster the new Army. You know

864
00:52:05,520 --> 00:52:09,200
Speaker 5: that it's it's a little bit it's it's it's more progressive,

865
00:52:09,239 --> 00:52:11,040
Speaker 5: and it's trying to root out a lot of the

866
00:52:11,520 --> 00:52:17,120
Speaker 5: problems that the old army had, you know. Yeah, so

867
00:52:17,320 --> 00:52:19,839
Speaker 5: it's a weird thing going on right now.

868
00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:25,040
Speaker 1: So you were like, these these guys that you were

869
00:52:25,080 --> 00:52:27,680
Speaker 1: talking about, would you would you consider them, I guess

870
00:52:27,760 --> 00:52:28,919
Speaker 1: part of old army.

871
00:52:31,440 --> 00:52:34,800
Speaker 5: Yeah, yeah, a lot of those old Army guys. And

872
00:52:35,040 --> 00:52:38,719
Speaker 5: unfortunately old Army they've been they've been in for a while,

873
00:52:38,840 --> 00:52:41,640
Speaker 5: so they've gotten rank and they're they're in the leadership now.

874
00:52:42,520 --> 00:52:45,800
Speaker 5: So it's it's a weird thing where you're trying to

875
00:52:45,880 --> 00:52:48,600
Speaker 5: plush those guys out of the leadership, and that that

876
00:52:50,360 --> 00:52:52,480
Speaker 5: by nature unlets you take a lot of direct action

877
00:52:52,800 --> 00:52:53,920
Speaker 5: is going to happen gradually.

878
00:52:55,239 --> 00:52:59,360
Speaker 1: Okay, So you felt as though the environment was adverse

879
00:52:59,440 --> 00:53:03,880
Speaker 1: for you, I mean, were there did you make how

880
00:53:04,239 --> 00:53:05,560
Speaker 1: tell me again how long you were in the army

881
00:53:05,560 --> 00:53:06,799
Speaker 1: for I'm sorry, I forgot.

882
00:53:08,480 --> 00:53:11,520
Speaker 5: Three and a half years contract.

883
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:13,759
Speaker 1: I mean in those three and a half years, did

884
00:53:13,840 --> 00:53:18,840
Speaker 1: you meet anyone at all though you did connect with

885
00:53:19,480 --> 00:53:24,359
Speaker 1: or even who you felt very different from but could

886
00:53:24,400 --> 00:53:28,560
Speaker 1: connect with any way, or or have any experiences like

887
00:53:28,719 --> 00:53:31,439
Speaker 1: that were Yeah, for sure.

888
00:53:32,680 --> 00:53:35,080
Speaker 5: Like I said, the military has done a lot of

889
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Speaker 5: work to try to uh, to try to foster an

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Speaker 5: environment of a more inclusive environment recently granted said to

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Speaker 5: but yeah, I knew several people that were I've met

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Speaker 5: some of my best friends in the world. And while

893
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Speaker 5: I served, one of my best homies ever, Like I

894
00:54:00,600 --> 00:54:02,480
Speaker 5: won't say his name, but I met him in the

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Speaker 5: military and we're tight to this day. We still talk.

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Speaker 5: And Yeah, a lot of a lot of good friends

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Speaker 5: and a lot of it's with the shared adversity that

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Speaker 5: comes with military.

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Speaker 1: Experience, right, you know, yes, yeah, no, getting. I think

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Speaker 1: suffering together definitely brings people closer. Yeah, well, you know,

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Speaker 1: I guess the reason I'm asking you these kinds of

902
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Speaker 1: questions is because, you know, I mean, look, you you

903
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Speaker 1: gave you know, three and a half years of your

904
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Speaker 1: life to this thing. I assume that even though it

905
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Speaker 1: was difficult, that there's got to be some you know,

906
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Speaker 1: just for your own personal sake, positive things to take

907
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Speaker 1: away from it as you move forward.

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Speaker 5: I mean, yeah, for sure. I was actually telling him

909
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Speaker 5: buddy about I'm not about this recently. One of my

910
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Speaker 5: favorite memories in my life came from when I was

911
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Speaker 5: at so like every like a few years, they make

912
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Speaker 5: us go to Fort Irwin and do our training for deployment.

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Speaker 5: And my particular job requires me to be up on

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Speaker 5: like a hill some form of elevation.

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Speaker 3: Where I can observe where the.

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Speaker 5: Enemy is at and provide targeting data. So I remember,

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Speaker 5: it's like I want to say, like midnight or something

918
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Speaker 5: near at Ark thirty and my leadership knocks on the

919
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Speaker 5: where the strikers are like, hey, fos, that's my job.

920
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Speaker 3: I'm an fo or.

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Speaker 5: I was an NFL. I was a fister, but not

922
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Speaker 5: an fo that is it's a k fisteries. You're going

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Speaker 5: out to the op Wa. It's how at night and

924
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Speaker 5: in the desert in California, it gets pretty cold, Like

925
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Speaker 5: it is not a fun experience, and I did not

926
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Speaker 5: bring enough sleeping gear with me. But I remember having

927
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Speaker 5: that experience, like sleeping on this rocky mountain, this rocky

928
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Speaker 5: ass mountain in the cold, and then I look up

929
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Speaker 5: and there's like zero light pollution out there, and I

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Speaker 5: just remember seeing the stars and just being like I've

931
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Speaker 5: never I've never I've never felt as lucky to be

932
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Speaker 5: alive as I have in that moment. Like just it's

933
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Speaker 5: something about seeing the stars, reality, acknowledging the reality and

934
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Speaker 5: the absurdness of the world around me, and the and

935
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Speaker 5: the I don't know something about that experience. It was

936
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Speaker 5: just so surreal and I just felt like so lucky

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Speaker 5: in the experience.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I guess that's that's you know, it gets

939
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Speaker 1: you outside. See, that's one of the great things about

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Speaker 1: being in the military is it gets you out of

941
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Speaker 1: the house.

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Speaker 5: Mm hmmm, yeah, yeah, it'll definitely do that.

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Speaker 1: Huh. Well, I'm glad that you got something out of

944
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Speaker 1: out of the experience and I'm sorry if you felt

945
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Speaker 1: like it was hostile for you, but you know, okay,

946
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Speaker 1: So I will say this before we go. When I

947
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Speaker 1: asked you what the most positive thing you got out

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Speaker 1: of it was, and you said that that the the

949
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Speaker 1: adversity was the positive thing you got out of it

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Speaker 1: because you learned how to be in a place with

951
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Speaker 1: people who are different from you or you know, who

952
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Speaker 1: might have been not great to you. And there's a

953
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Speaker 1: lot of value in that. You know, it's probably not

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Speaker 1: an environment you want to spend your whole life in,

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Speaker 1: but it's a good to have that skill of knowing

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Speaker 1: how to maneuver through that kind of a thing, you know,

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Speaker 1: if it ever visits upon you again, or you can.

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Speaker 5: One more time freez I.

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Speaker 1: Elijah. Is there anything else you want to say to

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Speaker 1: the people of the computer before we go? Uh?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, just appreciate appreciate you Lyle for running this. Yeah.

962
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Speaker 5: I really enjoyed the funk out of your streams. Uh,

963
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Speaker 5: make work in the nine to five a little bit

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Speaker 5: more bearable, and all of you people out there, you're

965
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Speaker 5: beautiful and keep keep living your best life. Man, don't

966
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Speaker 5: let anybody tell you to be different than who you are.

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Speaker 1: Thank you Elijah, you take care of Jack.

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Speaker 5: Bless you, Bud.

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Speaker 1: I've thought about joining the military before, but then I didn't.

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Speaker 1: On the line, an expert