1 00:00:01,720 --> 00:00:05,319 Speaker 1: Hey guys, and welcome back to another week of GIA Diaries. 2 00:00:05,400 --> 00:00:09,520 Speaker 1: We are home from Bravocon, Thank God. As much as 3 00:00:09,560 --> 00:00:14,840 Speaker 1: it was such a fun weekend, Holy Cow, I always 4 00:00:14,880 --> 00:00:19,640 Speaker 1: worked to the bone, like, oh my god, maybe a way. 5 00:00:20,920 --> 00:00:21,760 Speaker 2: Over my limit. 6 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:26,279 Speaker 1: We had three full days of Bravocon. I landed in 7 00:00:26,400 --> 00:00:31,000 Speaker 1: Vegas on Thursday. At the same time as doing Bravocon, 8 00:00:31,240 --> 00:00:35,400 Speaker 1: we were also filming for Nextion myc and I also 9 00:00:35,479 --> 00:00:39,000 Speaker 1: had to record some iHeart podcasts for Casual Chaos and 10 00:00:39,280 --> 00:00:42,839 Speaker 1: Dirty Rush, so it was a jam packed weekend. I 11 00:00:42,920 --> 00:00:45,680 Speaker 1: was also selling Waking Up in the Morning in Casual Chaos, 12 00:00:45,720 --> 00:00:49,760 Speaker 1: merch in the Bizarre. There was just a lot happening 13 00:00:49,840 --> 00:00:52,919 Speaker 1: and a lot of moving parts. Just know that you 14 00:00:52,960 --> 00:00:55,400 Speaker 1: always need to take care of yourself and I am 15 00:00:55,480 --> 00:00:56,080 Speaker 1: someone that. 16 00:00:56,160 --> 00:00:58,120 Speaker 2: Always is go, go go. 17 00:00:59,080 --> 00:01:04,679 Speaker 1: And on Sunday, I had this really crazy thing that 18 00:01:04,840 --> 00:01:07,440 Speaker 1: happened to me and that has never happened to me 19 00:01:07,480 --> 00:01:09,840 Speaker 1: in my life to that extent, and it. 20 00:01:09,920 --> 00:01:11,160 Speaker 2: Was really scary. 21 00:01:11,880 --> 00:01:14,760 Speaker 1: Throughout the entire weekend, I was probably running on two 22 00:01:14,840 --> 00:01:17,640 Speaker 1: to three hours of sleep every night, so obviously that 23 00:01:17,760 --> 00:01:21,360 Speaker 1: was not nearly enough for what the days were. I 24 00:01:21,680 --> 00:01:28,000 Speaker 1: had long days that were starting at six am for 25 00:01:28,160 --> 00:01:32,240 Speaker 1: glam and ending at like one am, and just by 26 00:01:32,240 --> 00:01:34,520 Speaker 1: the time I got back to my hotel room and 27 00:01:34,560 --> 00:01:36,920 Speaker 1: showered and got ready for bed, I was going to 28 00:01:36,959 --> 00:01:40,560 Speaker 1: bed every night around like two thirty three o'clock. I 29 00:01:40,560 --> 00:01:43,360 Speaker 1: can't remember the last time I actually had a day off. 30 00:01:43,959 --> 00:01:48,280 Speaker 2: So I yeah, I mean, I'm young. 31 00:01:48,400 --> 00:01:50,280 Speaker 1: This is the time to work and this is the 32 00:01:50,320 --> 00:01:52,320 Speaker 1: time to really grind. 33 00:01:52,680 --> 00:01:55,000 Speaker 2: And on Sunday. 34 00:01:54,720 --> 00:01:57,480 Speaker 1: Morning, I woke up at six forty five, got my 35 00:01:57,560 --> 00:01:59,680 Speaker 1: makeup done, and then it was time to do my hair. 36 00:02:00,440 --> 00:02:02,640 Speaker 1: I sat down in the makeup I sat down in 37 00:02:02,640 --> 00:02:05,600 Speaker 1: the hair chair and I was like, wait one second, 38 00:02:05,800 --> 00:02:10,040 Speaker 1: like I don't feel good, and I got up. 39 00:02:10,320 --> 00:02:13,359 Speaker 2: And also it's Bravo Con. 40 00:02:13,680 --> 00:02:16,519 Speaker 1: Really like nobody is drinking while they're at Bravo Con. 41 00:02:16,600 --> 00:02:20,280 Speaker 1: It is like it's just too much, like you're talking 42 00:02:20,320 --> 00:02:23,160 Speaker 1: to fans, you're working, it's not the place to get hammered. 43 00:02:23,320 --> 00:02:25,040 Speaker 2: Like then when you're. 44 00:02:24,919 --> 00:02:27,000 Speaker 1: Going out at night, you don't even want to drink 45 00:02:27,040 --> 00:02:29,880 Speaker 1: because you have early days, like why feel like So 46 00:02:30,720 --> 00:02:33,440 Speaker 1: it was just not even a drinking weekend. It was 47 00:02:33,480 --> 00:02:38,360 Speaker 1: just exhausting. So I'm sitting in the hair chair and 48 00:02:38,400 --> 00:02:40,880 Speaker 1: I was like, whoa, I do not feel good. I 49 00:02:41,000 --> 00:02:43,560 Speaker 1: stood up and I started kind of pacing back and forth, 50 00:02:43,639 --> 00:02:47,200 Speaker 1: and then my hands started tingling, my feet started tingling, 51 00:02:47,280 --> 00:02:49,960 Speaker 1: they started kind of going numb. I was like losing 52 00:02:50,040 --> 00:02:54,520 Speaker 1: saliva in my mouth, and then my chest felt like 53 00:02:54,600 --> 00:02:57,400 Speaker 1: it was tightening and like I couldn't breathe and that 54 00:02:57,480 --> 00:03:00,360 Speaker 1: I was going to pass out. And I've had anxiety before, 55 00:03:00,400 --> 00:03:02,080 Speaker 1: and it was so crazy because I know I told 56 00:03:02,080 --> 00:03:04,720 Speaker 1: you guys that after Special Forces my anxiety went away, 57 00:03:04,720 --> 00:03:07,400 Speaker 1: and it did. And then all of a sudden, like 58 00:03:07,400 --> 00:03:09,440 Speaker 1: I don't even know if this was an anxiety attack 59 00:03:09,520 --> 00:03:12,079 Speaker 1: or a panic attack, Like it was something that I've 60 00:03:12,160 --> 00:03:15,760 Speaker 1: never experienced in my life before. So I look over 61 00:03:15,919 --> 00:03:19,240 Speaker 1: at Christian, my cousin who does my makeup, Lena, she 62 00:03:19,280 --> 00:03:21,040 Speaker 1: does my hair. I literally looked over at them and 63 00:03:21,120 --> 00:03:23,720 Speaker 1: I go cold, nine one one, like I feel like 64 00:03:23,760 --> 00:03:30,440 Speaker 1: I'm having a heart attack, and. 65 00:03:28,040 --> 00:03:29,079 Speaker 2: They called nine one one. 66 00:03:29,360 --> 00:03:31,800 Speaker 1: I was sitting on the ground because it was cold 67 00:03:31,840 --> 00:03:34,880 Speaker 1: and my body was so hot. They were putting like 68 00:03:35,160 --> 00:03:37,560 Speaker 1: cold towels all over my body, all over my head, 69 00:03:37,600 --> 00:03:40,400 Speaker 1: and my body was like overheating that like they were 70 00:03:40,440 --> 00:03:43,800 Speaker 1: literally it was literally making the cold towels warm, and 71 00:03:44,680 --> 00:03:48,480 Speaker 1: I just felt like I was going to pass out, 72 00:03:48,640 --> 00:03:51,120 Speaker 1: have a heart attack, die, like I didn't know what 73 00:03:51,160 --> 00:03:57,800 Speaker 1: was happening to me. So immediately, like obviously, my hairdresser 74 00:03:57,840 --> 00:04:00,000 Speaker 1: called my mom. She was staying at a different hotel. 75 00:04:00,320 --> 00:04:04,280 Speaker 1: She's rushing over, and I like blacked out, Like I 76 00:04:04,360 --> 00:04:07,160 Speaker 1: didn't pass out, but I was just I was blacked 77 00:04:07,160 --> 00:04:12,880 Speaker 1: out and like just super scared. And finally the ambulance came, 78 00:04:13,120 --> 00:04:15,240 Speaker 1: which it felt like an hour, but it was honestly 79 00:04:15,320 --> 00:04:18,479 Speaker 1: probably like ten minutes. They came and they were like 80 00:04:18,480 --> 00:04:21,360 Speaker 1: hooking me up to all these machines and all these 81 00:04:21,560 --> 00:04:23,760 Speaker 1: to check my vitals and take a picture of my 82 00:04:23,839 --> 00:04:29,640 Speaker 1: heart and to see my oxygen levels and everything, and 83 00:04:30,200 --> 00:04:31,800 Speaker 1: all of a sudden, I look over and I see 84 00:04:31,839 --> 00:04:36,200 Speaker 1: my uncle. Then I see a Bravo like big Boss 85 00:04:36,360 --> 00:04:39,560 Speaker 1: Bravo walking and I was like, oh my gosh, guys, 86 00:04:39,640 --> 00:04:42,080 Speaker 1: like I'm so sorry, And. 87 00:04:44,000 --> 00:04:47,039 Speaker 2: It was like just the craziest thing. But they. 88 00:04:48,960 --> 00:04:51,120 Speaker 1: They were hooking me up to everything, and my heart 89 00:04:51,160 --> 00:04:54,360 Speaker 1: looked normal, my oxygen levels looked normal, my heart rate 90 00:04:54,480 --> 00:04:58,440 Speaker 1: was obviously a little elevated because of what was happening, 91 00:04:59,040 --> 00:05:03,720 Speaker 1: but my sugar was okay. Everything else was okay, and 92 00:05:03,800 --> 00:05:05,960 Speaker 1: they said, you know, if you go to the hospital, 93 00:05:06,000 --> 00:05:08,440 Speaker 1: they'll just run all these tests again and they'll probably 94 00:05:08,440 --> 00:05:12,400 Speaker 1: send you home because you're perfectly fine. So I ended 95 00:05:12,480 --> 00:05:15,839 Speaker 1: up getting an ivy come to my hotel room and 96 00:05:15,920 --> 00:05:20,440 Speaker 1: really just like fill me with everything that I need, 97 00:05:20,440 --> 00:05:23,680 Speaker 1: like nutrients and everything like that, but my body is 98 00:05:23,760 --> 00:05:27,640 Speaker 1: still really weak. I slept the entire plane ride. I 99 00:05:27,680 --> 00:05:29,680 Speaker 1: took a little bit of I took a little load 100 00:05:29,720 --> 00:05:32,360 Speaker 1: off of my schedule. On Sunday at Bravocan, I did 101 00:05:32,360 --> 00:05:35,360 Speaker 1: my panels, but I just kind of relaxed a little 102 00:05:35,360 --> 00:05:39,159 Speaker 1: bit when it came to my photo moments and just 103 00:05:39,279 --> 00:05:42,480 Speaker 1: kind of letting myself take a beat. I was taking 104 00:05:42,520 --> 00:05:46,840 Speaker 1: little naps in between in the exact green rooms and 105 00:05:47,000 --> 00:05:50,360 Speaker 1: just really giving my body a rest. I think the 106 00:05:50,360 --> 00:05:55,240 Speaker 1: panic attack like put my body into a like into shock, 107 00:05:55,360 --> 00:05:58,720 Speaker 1: and like I that made me even more exhausted, and 108 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:01,680 Speaker 1: like I was just shaking and it was just very scary. 109 00:06:02,320 --> 00:06:05,160 Speaker 1: So I still obviously wanted to go to Bravokan, and 110 00:06:05,200 --> 00:06:08,360 Speaker 1: work comes first, and I take my work very seriously, 111 00:06:08,480 --> 00:06:11,960 Speaker 1: even though everyone literally told me like you are crazy 112 00:06:12,000 --> 00:06:14,960 Speaker 1: and you do not have to go to for today, 113 00:06:15,080 --> 00:06:20,320 Speaker 1: like your health is more important. But after the IVY 114 00:06:20,360 --> 00:06:23,880 Speaker 1: and after the paramedics like telling me everything was okay, 115 00:06:24,040 --> 00:06:27,440 Speaker 1: and like my mom and my uncle and everyone being there, 116 00:06:27,560 --> 00:06:31,680 Speaker 1: and I was like, okay, I think I'm okay. Like 117 00:06:31,839 --> 00:06:34,440 Speaker 1: I'm still going to go to work. But I did 118 00:06:34,480 --> 00:06:36,760 Speaker 1: take a couple of things off the schedule just to, 119 00:06:37,320 --> 00:06:40,320 Speaker 1: you know, just to let me rest a little bit. 120 00:06:43,080 --> 00:06:46,120 Speaker 1: But yeah, it was the scariest thing of my entire life. 121 00:06:46,440 --> 00:06:51,600 Speaker 1: And my next day, my day off is on Wednesday, 122 00:06:51,880 --> 00:06:55,279 Speaker 1: where I'm going to take it easy on Wednesday. But yeah, 123 00:06:55,320 --> 00:06:58,640 Speaker 1: I just landed from the Red Eye this morning. I 124 00:06:58,640 --> 00:07:01,400 Speaker 1: have the Wicked premiere tonight. I have a bunch of 125 00:07:01,440 --> 00:07:06,680 Speaker 1: Special Forces press tomorrow because, as you guys know, the 126 00:07:06,760 --> 00:07:10,680 Speaker 1: season finale of Special Forces is coming out on Thursday. 127 00:07:11,400 --> 00:07:13,880 Speaker 1: I'm so excited. I cannot wait for you guys to 128 00:07:13,920 --> 00:07:16,560 Speaker 1: see it. We actually did get a sneak peek of 129 00:07:16,600 --> 00:07:22,280 Speaker 1: this week's episode, which we didn't get episodes beforehand for 130 00:07:22,360 --> 00:07:26,920 Speaker 1: Special Forces. So when I'm not as tired, I'm gonna 131 00:07:26,960 --> 00:07:29,320 Speaker 1: watch it because every time I lay in my bed, 132 00:07:29,400 --> 00:07:34,320 Speaker 1: I fall asleep. So I have the Wicked premiere tonight 133 00:07:34,360 --> 00:07:39,000 Speaker 1: and I am so excited for it. But coming straight 134 00:07:39,000 --> 00:07:44,680 Speaker 1: home after and going right to bed because tomorrow morning 135 00:07:44,920 --> 00:07:49,360 Speaker 1: is another six am morning. I have Amazon Live first 136 00:07:49,400 --> 00:07:54,560 Speaker 1: and then Special Forces Press, so it's going to be 137 00:07:54,560 --> 00:07:58,640 Speaker 1: another long day. But Wednesday is my day that I 138 00:07:58,680 --> 00:08:04,360 Speaker 1: am resting for real and not doing a thing. And 139 00:08:04,440 --> 00:08:07,760 Speaker 1: I think I'm gonna make weekly ivy drips a part 140 00:08:07,760 --> 00:08:10,880 Speaker 1: of my a part of my every day routine because 141 00:08:11,520 --> 00:08:14,640 Speaker 1: that thing made me feel great and maybe just you know, 142 00:08:15,160 --> 00:08:17,280 Speaker 1: I don't know, I have to. I don't know why 143 00:08:17,320 --> 00:08:19,640 Speaker 1: that happened to me. I think it might have been, 144 00:08:19,720 --> 00:08:22,360 Speaker 1: like you, we also were not hydrating ourselves the way 145 00:08:22,360 --> 00:08:27,360 Speaker 1: that we should. I think it was dehydration, sleep deprived 146 00:08:27,440 --> 00:08:30,000 Speaker 1: and just kind of being a little overworked. I think 147 00:08:30,000 --> 00:08:33,280 Speaker 1: it was. It was. It was a lot, But I 148 00:08:33,320 --> 00:08:36,079 Speaker 1: need to realize, you know, within myself, sometimes you don't 149 00:08:36,120 --> 00:08:38,960 Speaker 1: have to say yes to everything and just kind of 150 00:08:38,960 --> 00:08:40,679 Speaker 1: give my body a break. Because I don't even think 151 00:08:40,679 --> 00:08:42,439 Speaker 1: it was Bravo con you know that sent me over 152 00:08:42,480 --> 00:08:45,480 Speaker 1: the edge. I think just everything that I do on 153 00:08:45,520 --> 00:08:49,760 Speaker 1: a day to day basis, it's very, very exhausting. 154 00:08:50,000 --> 00:08:54,320 Speaker 2: So I need to listen to my body. 155 00:08:54,400 --> 00:08:57,800 Speaker 1: Sometimes then I wonder why I wake up and I'm like, oh, 156 00:08:57,800 --> 00:09:10,600 Speaker 1: I'm so tired. I'm sure you guys have seen. We 157 00:09:10,640 --> 00:09:13,600 Speaker 1: are in a very good place with my aunt and uncle, 158 00:09:14,400 --> 00:09:17,400 Speaker 1: and I seriously could not be happier. We went to 159 00:09:17,480 --> 00:09:22,360 Speaker 1: his comedy show on Saturday night, and he is so funny. 160 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:26,200 Speaker 2: I couldn't believe how funny he was. I was dying. 161 00:09:26,360 --> 00:09:29,959 Speaker 1: My mom was dying just watching her, like watch her brother. 162 00:09:30,200 --> 00:09:32,440 Speaker 1: It was so cute. She had a smile on her 163 00:09:32,480 --> 00:09:36,880 Speaker 1: face the whole time, and she was just mesmerized watching him. 164 00:09:37,280 --> 00:09:39,200 Speaker 1: She ended up going up on stage with him, and 165 00:09:39,240 --> 00:09:44,240 Speaker 1: that was just hilarious. They're just not She's not real. 166 00:09:44,400 --> 00:09:45,800 Speaker 1: She's just so funny. 167 00:09:46,440 --> 00:09:50,280 Speaker 2: But it feels really good. I don't know. 168 00:09:50,400 --> 00:09:53,560 Speaker 1: I think this time, out of everything, it feels really 169 00:09:54,000 --> 00:09:55,240 Speaker 1: just different and real. 170 00:09:57,000 --> 00:09:57,679 Speaker 2: I think. 171 00:09:59,240 --> 00:10:02,360 Speaker 1: A lot of people are, you know, questioning it, and 172 00:10:02,520 --> 00:10:06,520 Speaker 1: that's okay, You're allowed to have your opinion. But I 173 00:10:06,520 --> 00:10:10,720 Speaker 1: can promise you that if my mom did not feel 174 00:10:10,720 --> 00:10:13,680 Speaker 1: it to be real and genuine in her heart, she 175 00:10:13,760 --> 00:10:17,320 Speaker 1: would not be doing this right now. And I think 176 00:10:17,360 --> 00:10:20,000 Speaker 1: that goes for all of us. We are in a 177 00:10:20,040 --> 00:10:23,120 Speaker 1: time in our lives where we're all not getting any younger, 178 00:10:23,160 --> 00:10:26,679 Speaker 1: and it's crazy that fifteen years have passed of dealing 179 00:10:26,679 --> 00:10:30,800 Speaker 1: with this family feud and showing everybody that this is normal, 180 00:10:30,880 --> 00:10:35,880 Speaker 1: because quite honestly, it was embarrassing and disgusting and we're 181 00:10:35,920 --> 00:10:38,640 Speaker 1: all ashamed of it that this was the representation of 182 00:10:38,679 --> 00:10:43,079 Speaker 1: our family, because this is not how you know, we 183 00:10:43,080 --> 00:10:44,400 Speaker 1: were all raised. 184 00:10:44,080 --> 00:10:47,679 Speaker 2: And this is not what This is not. 185 00:10:49,440 --> 00:10:52,680 Speaker 1: Like a loving Italian family that you know, we all 186 00:10:53,120 --> 00:10:57,439 Speaker 1: were raised to be. And unfortunately, obviously things got in 187 00:10:57,520 --> 00:10:59,840 Speaker 1: the way and things got really out of hand. But 188 00:11:00,000 --> 00:11:01,880 Speaker 1: now I think we're all out of time in our 189 00:11:02,400 --> 00:11:04,880 Speaker 1: lives where we don't want to fight anymore. We just 190 00:11:04,920 --> 00:11:09,080 Speaker 1: want to love and enjoy each other's company, and I 191 00:11:09,160 --> 00:11:12,000 Speaker 1: just want to be close with my cousins again and 192 00:11:12,240 --> 00:11:15,000 Speaker 1: have my uncle back in my life and have my 193 00:11:15,040 --> 00:11:19,000 Speaker 1: aunt back in my life. I think it's you know, 194 00:11:19,520 --> 00:11:23,480 Speaker 1: it's takes more energy to be mad and stay mad 195 00:11:23,600 --> 00:11:27,520 Speaker 1: and really, you know, hold grudges and hold this resentment. 196 00:11:28,080 --> 00:11:30,440 Speaker 1: It takes more energy to do that than to just 197 00:11:31,240 --> 00:11:36,600 Speaker 1: kind of let the past, go own what has gone 198 00:11:36,679 --> 00:11:40,800 Speaker 1: wrong in the past, and just move on and realize 199 00:11:40,840 --> 00:11:45,320 Speaker 1: that this is way more important than anything, Like my 200 00:11:45,400 --> 00:11:48,400 Speaker 1: mom was not in my staying in my hotel, so 201 00:11:48,559 --> 00:11:51,679 Speaker 1: looking over and obviously I had my cousin who's I 202 00:11:51,720 --> 00:11:54,080 Speaker 1: make up artist and Christian there, but looking over and 203 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:57,760 Speaker 1: seeing my uncle, I was like WHOA, Like that was 204 00:11:58,160 --> 00:12:02,040 Speaker 1: everything to me because just having family there and having 205 00:12:02,080 --> 00:12:07,200 Speaker 1: that support there and it was it was beautiful. Like 206 00:12:07,280 --> 00:12:09,559 Speaker 1: I was like, well, you know, this is what it 207 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:12,199 Speaker 1: should have always been. And it's so sad that it 208 00:12:12,240 --> 00:12:16,720 Speaker 1: ever that this ever had to stop, because it's in us. 209 00:12:17,120 --> 00:12:19,760 Speaker 1: We are family people. We will be there for our 210 00:12:19,840 --> 00:12:25,920 Speaker 1: family no matter what. After Saturday of Bravocan, I had 211 00:12:25,960 --> 00:12:28,679 Speaker 1: a film for Next Gen and then I shot right 212 00:12:28,720 --> 00:12:31,120 Speaker 1: over to my uncle's comedy show. The rest of my 213 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:35,160 Speaker 1: castmates went out, and you know, they knew I had 214 00:12:35,200 --> 00:12:37,240 Speaker 1: this and they could tell this was something I wanted 215 00:12:37,240 --> 00:12:40,120 Speaker 1: to do and something I was so excited to go to. 216 00:12:41,080 --> 00:12:47,800 Speaker 1: So yeah, family before everything, And you know, I actually 217 00:12:47,840 --> 00:12:52,280 Speaker 1: loved my ZM Melyssa's caption. Don't question it, just support it, 218 00:12:52,880 --> 00:12:56,600 Speaker 1: and that's really what we need from all of you. 219 00:12:57,360 --> 00:13:00,840 Speaker 1: Just love that this is happening. Support that this is happening. 220 00:13:01,600 --> 00:13:04,080 Speaker 1: And if you don't, you're just asking for a family 221 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:06,960 Speaker 1: to stay broken. And that's a you problem. That's a 222 00:13:06,960 --> 00:13:12,000 Speaker 1: you problem. We are going to keep thriving and being 223 00:13:12,080 --> 00:13:15,040 Speaker 1: so happy that this is where we're at and loving 224 00:13:15,040 --> 00:13:19,480 Speaker 1: and embracing it. And just like my mom's caption was love, love, love, 225 00:13:20,400 --> 00:13:28,120 Speaker 1: and that is that is what's happening, and that is 226 00:13:28,160 --> 00:13:33,400 Speaker 1: where we're at. So busy, busy weeks, busy lives. But 227 00:13:33,600 --> 00:13:36,520 Speaker 1: just now, take care of yourself, take care of your body, 228 00:13:36,920 --> 00:13:40,920 Speaker 1: listen to your body, and just be happy. I think 229 00:13:40,960 --> 00:13:42,719 Speaker 1: you guys could see it a lot of the BRAVOCN 230 00:13:42,760 --> 00:13:43,760 Speaker 1: interviews that I've done. 231 00:13:45,400 --> 00:13:46,240 Speaker 2: This is. 232 00:13:48,440 --> 00:13:50,040 Speaker 1: My mom just asked me, do you want Bella? 233 00:13:50,480 --> 00:13:52,480 Speaker 2: Like, yes, i want my dog back. Thank you. 234 00:13:52,840 --> 00:13:56,400 Speaker 1: I just landed from Bravo Kon, Like, give me a minute, 235 00:13:56,480 --> 00:14:00,600 Speaker 1: I'm gonna go get her. But this is the happiest 236 00:14:00,600 --> 00:14:04,560 Speaker 1: I've ever been, regardless of obviously working myself and needing 237 00:14:04,600 --> 00:14:07,960 Speaker 1: to maybe take care of myself a little more, this 238 00:14:08,040 --> 00:14:11,760 Speaker 1: is the happiest I've ever been in my life. Just 239 00:14:11,960 --> 00:14:16,000 Speaker 1: moving into my new place, my mom and uncle reconciling, 240 00:14:16,920 --> 00:14:20,480 Speaker 1: just work has been amazing. Life has been amazing. I'm 241 00:14:20,520 --> 00:14:22,440 Speaker 1: so excited for you guys to see the finale of 242 00:14:22,480 --> 00:14:27,640 Speaker 1: Special Forces and yeah, this is what life is all about. 243 00:14:27,920 --> 00:14:33,600 Speaker 1: So I'm so so happy, genuinely, and thank you guys 244 00:14:33,640 --> 00:14:36,680 Speaker 1: for loving and supporting me and always being there for 245 00:14:36,720 --> 00:14:39,680 Speaker 1: me throughout my journey. You guys have been amazing and 246 00:14:39,720 --> 00:14:43,880 Speaker 1: seeing you all at Bravo Con was just the best 247 00:14:43,880 --> 00:14:46,560 Speaker 1: feeling in the world. Seeing how much you guys love 248 00:14:46,600 --> 00:14:49,480 Speaker 1: and support me and how you guys have really been 249 00:14:49,520 --> 00:14:54,400 Speaker 1: there throughout my entire life. It's truly amazing and that's 250 00:14:54,400 --> 00:14:57,280 Speaker 1: the best part of Bravocan because I would not be 251 00:14:57,360 --> 00:15:00,840 Speaker 1: where I am if it wasn't for you guys, and 252 00:15:00,880 --> 00:15:04,200 Speaker 1: your love and support means the absolute world to me. 253 00:15:04,400 --> 00:15:07,080 Speaker 1: So just know, if it wasn't for you guys, I 254 00:15:07,080 --> 00:15:10,480 Speaker 1: would not be where I am today. And I love 255 00:15:10,680 --> 00:15:13,960 Speaker 1: and support you guys more than you know, and I 256 00:15:14,000 --> 00:15:18,400 Speaker 1: appreciate your love and support towards me. And that is 257 00:15:18,440 --> 00:15:21,160 Speaker 1: it for this week's GIA Diaries. I will see you 258 00:15:21,200 --> 00:15:33,760 Speaker 1: guys soon. Love you guys. Bye.