WEBVTT - Conversations About Senseless Acts of Violence

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<v Speaker 1>Watch up and welcome back to another episode and no

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<v Speaker 1>Sillers podcast with your host not funk that with your

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<v Speaker 1>low glasses, Malone. So tell me about your story. How

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<v Speaker 1>did you go to jail? Finally, I'm really proud of

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<v Speaker 1>you all know that sounds crazy, and you should be

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<v Speaker 1>proud of Every black person in America should go to jail.

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<v Speaker 1>If you're in America and in the country that oppresses

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<v Speaker 1>the way you look, everything you do, and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>go to jail, that means you wasn't being honory. That

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<v Speaker 1>means you were just going like, let me act right, Master,

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<v Speaker 1>see me. I don't know, mass I don't want old

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<v Speaker 1>man take me down there behind the bars and I'll

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<v Speaker 1>be with the people. Does not mean that does not

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<v Speaker 1>mean every black person in America should go to jail

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<v Speaker 1>at least once. I don't mean like, how were you

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<v Speaker 1>just behaving the hole? How could you just be behaving

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<v Speaker 1>in this country full of oppression the whole time. That's

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<v Speaker 1>like if you was on the plantation and you never

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<v Speaker 1>got one whip. You're just doing whatever Master I told you. Here,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't down and blow me been obedience. I know

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<v Speaker 1>your knees they're red, and blow me show me, and

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<v Speaker 1>you're just like, yes, said mass, I don't want that.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't want it. I definitely don't want it. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't want it. But I I was gonna go to jail.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell me, tell me what happened? Was I went out

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<v Speaker 1>on uh was it Sunday? I went out on Sunday,

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<v Speaker 1>Halloween weekends, the day party and I went to a

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<v Speaker 1>day Yes, that's the day apparently, so um, I go

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<v Speaker 1>to the day party. We were chilling or whatever. I

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<v Speaker 1>was with my best friend and we decided, okay, we're

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<v Speaker 1>gonna go to hookah lounge. Go to hookah lounge. I

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<v Speaker 1>had a drink, had some hookah liquid courage. Then you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, all right, I'm straight. I'm you know, drink

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<v Speaker 1>me some water, ate me some chicken and waffles from

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<v Speaker 1>the truck, everything, everything, whatever, And I'm like all right, y'all,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm out, like I gotta go to work tomorrow, like

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<v Speaker 1>I ain't got time whatever whatever. I get on the

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<v Speaker 1>freeway on ship, I was like, oh ship, but I wasn't.

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<v Speaker 1>And I was like, when I jail for drinking and driving, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>that is not cool. Now it's not coolression or you

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<v Speaker 1>thought I was out there fighting. I would have I

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<v Speaker 1>would have preferred that. But you know what, though, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>gonna be honest with you guys, I am so grateful

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<v Speaker 1>that I did not have certain things in my car

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<v Speaker 1>that I would normally have in my car, some weed

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<v Speaker 1>and my gun. Oh ye chi, I would have been jailing.

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<v Speaker 1>I would have everything to jail with them on everything,

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<v Speaker 1>Like this was the day and it was crazy because

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<v Speaker 1>I was looking. I told Asian, I said, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>I was looking. I was like, damn, should I take this?

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<v Speaker 1>I'll take my gun. It's Halloween, is gonna be crazy.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, no, I don't take it so bad, don't

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<v Speaker 1>take it. And it's crazy because it was. It was.

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<v Speaker 1>It was a Mexican cop and a white lady and

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<v Speaker 1>they both I knew when I saw him, I was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to jail. They was just acting like they

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<v Speaker 1>was just real bitchy, just real just like no, no, no,

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<v Speaker 1>they was about the police. No, no, listen, let me

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<v Speaker 1>tell you. It was just the way they were. That's

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<v Speaker 1>that's the way that they were though. Like it was

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<v Speaker 1>just I knew, like I just knew, like if it

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<v Speaker 1>was it was if it was a male officer, did

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<v Speaker 1>you pass up? Did you do the test? And everything?

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<v Speaker 1>I did everything? I did everything, and it was like

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<v Speaker 1>what happened? Had to blow blew over the limit? I

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<v Speaker 1>can't even remember what what I blew. I need to

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<v Speaker 1>look at my ticket. But anyway, A long story short,

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<v Speaker 1>they took my ass to jail and I slept my

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<v Speaker 1>ass there and they left me out of twenty like

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<v Speaker 1>by like, yo, this is the streets you want right there? Um,

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<v Speaker 1>Because when you I've seen the message, it was like,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm like, how did I miss this? Yeah? No? When

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<v Speaker 1>I text her like, oh I was in jail last night,

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<v Speaker 1>she said what as soon as I got I got

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<v Speaker 1>it like three hours four hours later, I'm like, oh

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<v Speaker 1>my god, lord you I told it. And it's funny

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<v Speaker 1>because I was like, damn. I was looking at her

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<v Speaker 1>story like oh, she kind of going up, but I

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<v Speaker 1>was going up that day. It's because I don't go

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<v Speaker 1>dressed like a ninja or something. That's the day, that's

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<v Speaker 1>the day, dress like a na. I went to jail

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<v Speaker 1>just like a ninja and my boots and wait they

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<v Speaker 1>killed let me tell you what else they did. They

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<v Speaker 1>fucking cut my straps out, the red straps I had.

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<v Speaker 1>They cut all that ship. I'm like, what y'all think

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna do with the straps? Like not right? Yeah? Really, Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what They told me to take my

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<v Speaker 1>boots off and I went to sell my constume up.

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<v Speaker 1>That's fucked up. That's sucked up, man. Yeah, but I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not proud of you anymore. You should have went to

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<v Speaker 1>jail for that. A d us A ridiculous man, I've

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<v Speaker 1>never Yeah, there's no reason she knows, I know. But

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<v Speaker 1>it was crazy because because honestly, because I had took

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<v Speaker 1>that last drink, I wasn't drinking like that. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>even drink anymore. I drinking wine. Now. That's why I'm

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<v Speaker 1>so pissed. All the times me and this motherfucker right

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<v Speaker 1>here been running the streets partying or whatever, like we

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<v Speaker 1>was drinking drinking this night in particular, I wasn't even

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<v Speaker 1>drinking drinking in my ask took the jail. I was

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<v Speaker 1>hot at myself, like hot, I mean, we already that's done.

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<v Speaker 1>We don't your insurance to go up on your like

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<v Speaker 1>a motherfucker already know he's a funk up. I'm to

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<v Speaker 1>pay show is poor God, But I think every black

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<v Speaker 1>person in America should go to jail, like, I genuinely

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<v Speaker 1>think for one time, like you should know what the

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<v Speaker 1>experience is like. You should have been honorary at some

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<v Speaker 1>place to where it was like somewhere along the line

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<v Speaker 1>you were built against some system, some situation of oppression

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<v Speaker 1>and stood up and been treated like a nigger if

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<v Speaker 1>you wasn't. I don't really know what that feels like.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what that feel like. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>how you live your life being a bit the whole

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<v Speaker 1>time before you say you can't be a bit your

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<v Speaker 1>whole life. But it's funny, right, I was thinking about that,

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<v Speaker 1>like I was going to name an album. You can't

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<v Speaker 1>be a bit your whole life. I swear to God,

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<v Speaker 1>it can't be a bit your whole lot. I don't

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<v Speaker 1>jel is definitely not a place for you don't need

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<v Speaker 1>to go. Yeah, I don't know. I don't. M h.

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<v Speaker 1>I was you never went to jail. I've been a

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<v Speaker 1>jail that. Yes, I'm proud of you. You should have. No,

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<v Speaker 1>I did five days and that was that was five days, girl. Damn.

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<v Speaker 1>It felt like the longer, the longest. At the longest

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<v Speaker 1>you go to jail, you eat fruit. You start eating

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<v Speaker 1>apple apples get different. They gave me an orange, peanut

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<v Speaker 1>butter and jel. The best thing was that little break.

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<v Speaker 1>Two slices of bread, milk and orange juice all the ship.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't eat. To make you fool, that's blow up.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't eat. I just sat there. It was the

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<v Speaker 1>time in my life where I was going to jail

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<v Speaker 1>all the time. I probably went to jail somewhere in

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<v Speaker 1>the ten or fifteen times. I've never been in prison,

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<v Speaker 1>but I used to go to jail all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>I had a really difficult relationship with the sheriffs in

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<v Speaker 1>my community, and I was selling drugs and they knew

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<v Speaker 1>I was selling drugs, and I knew they had to

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<v Speaker 1>prove that I was selling drugs. So I was kind

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<v Speaker 1>of an arrogant de boy, you know what I'm saying.

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<v Speaker 1>I prided myself and your ability to not catch me

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<v Speaker 1>selling drugs. I treated my customers with respect so they

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<v Speaker 1>wouldn't tell on me. You know. It was a way

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<v Speaker 1>I conducted myself so they would catch me put other

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<v Speaker 1>people shining on me. It was a game, and I

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<v Speaker 1>knew what it was. I respected it um. But they

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<v Speaker 1>used to have this thing called ship on a shingle. Oh,

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<v Speaker 1>I heard about that. It's like a ground meat and

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<v Speaker 1>mashed potatoes and cheese and ship. Yeah. It used to

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<v Speaker 1>be crazy. It was good. It was good. I used

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<v Speaker 1>to tell me all the time when I would be

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<v Speaker 1>in the county, like, don't drink the juicer to make

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<v Speaker 1>you stir. Really. Yeah, they called it Jim Jones had.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it was like a grape. It was like

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<v Speaker 1>a grape or maybe like an orange. It was orange

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<v Speaker 1>juice and a little carton. Yeah. I had orange juice

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<v Speaker 1>and the milk. None of the stuff drink. Yeah you

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<v Speaker 1>ate that, didn't You should have stayed to drinking all that.

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<v Speaker 1>Shouldn't eat everything. I was. I just fruit tastes different

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<v Speaker 1>when you get the jail. You get the jailboy, you

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<v Speaker 1>have another appreciation for fruit because the food they'd be

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<v Speaker 1>trying to serve you be like, I just need to

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<v Speaker 1>eat this album take you a while before you And

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<v Speaker 1>then it was like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.

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<v Speaker 1>But everything was like it was. It was like the

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<v Speaker 1>bread was separate in Oh, mine was the I had

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<v Speaker 1>peanut butter and jelly and like little packets, but that

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<v Speaker 1>the bread was separate girl. That was it was a blur.

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<v Speaker 1>Did y'all ever buy that peanut butter and jelly stuff together? When? Yes, yes,

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<v Speaker 1>I like that. So you like your peanut butter coat.

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<v Speaker 1>I do. It was good. The only thing I didn't

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<v Speaker 1>like my dad. He bought the you know, we would

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<v Speaker 1>get that and then he would be like, don't mix

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<v Speaker 1>it up, like keep it separate. Like I'm like, hell,

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<v Speaker 1>that's what we pointed for. Like that's what we bought

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<v Speaker 1>it for. Like why different tastes? Why were like, it's different.

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<v Speaker 1>We're supposed to just be able to like scoop it

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<v Speaker 1>on together. Want to take the peanut butter, take a

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<v Speaker 1>little bit, don't want to mixed together. Actually he bought it.

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<v Speaker 1>He bought it first one with Yeah, that was a

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<v Speaker 1>bad idea. I don't think we ever got anymore after that.

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<v Speaker 1>It wasn't it's it's a different taste. It's not like,

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<v Speaker 1>O G peanut butter and jelly and I make the

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<v Speaker 1>bomb peanut butter and jelly. You gotta have it on

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<v Speaker 1>the right bread. And I got a secret bread. Oh

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<v Speaker 1>gosh that don't brown your own peanuts up, na. But

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<v Speaker 1>the bread is really good. It's this maple brown sugar bread.

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<v Speaker 1>R Tiana. It's get so now they got this maple

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<v Speaker 1>brown sugar bread right, And then I like under peanut

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<v Speaker 1>butter with underrated like when you when you make sandwiches

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<v Speaker 1>and things. I don't think people get crazy enough with

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<v Speaker 1>the bread. Like I think that's the real trick. You

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<v Speaker 1>can only do so much to the middle of a sandwich.

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<v Speaker 1>Cover like the more bread you start trying, like marble

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<v Speaker 1>rise and ship as you know, when you grow up

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<v Speaker 1>where we grow up at it ain't it's just white

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<v Speaker 1>and wheat like bad. I just like wraps. The grand was.

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<v Speaker 1>She was always into bread. Sour though. That was my favorite.

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<v Speaker 1>Sour doughs, croissans, she like ry like um, she like

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<v Speaker 1>the ones that have all the all the stuff in it. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I forgot, I know what you're talking about. The grain. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>that like that. And then my mom she loves her some.

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<v Speaker 1>Um what's that David's bread. Yeah, that's that's that's stuff.

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<v Speaker 1>That's yeah. I'm good, I'm good. Just just give me

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<v Speaker 1>some about Did I tell you about my silly No,

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<v Speaker 1>the silly I can laugh about this ship now, but

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<v Speaker 1>motherfucker was not laughing in them. No. I don't know

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<v Speaker 1>she was crazy though. She said she was in there. No,

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<v Speaker 1>she was cool. She was like, oh, it's your first time,

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<v Speaker 1>but you and your friend told her. She was like, oh,

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<v Speaker 1>they don't let you in a couple hours, you'll be

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<v Speaker 1>all right. And she was like yeah. She started pacing

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking um cell. I'm like, what the funk. She

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<v Speaker 1>had no shoes on, she just had socks on. And

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<v Speaker 1>she was like, yeah, I have a UM what's it called?

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<v Speaker 1>What was it called? Um? She said, Oh, she's had

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<v Speaker 1>a restraint or owner. She had stattard, she violent and

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<v Speaker 1>restraining order. Yes, she stabbed her boyfriend. Yeah. That's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>When you go to jail, you meet motherfucker's that usually

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<v Speaker 1>know everything about jail and criminal cases and ship and

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<v Speaker 1>you'll be thinking to yourself, like, why is you in this? Motherfucker?

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<v Speaker 1>If you know better, nig went to jail like yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>oh that ain't nothing like because you should be a lawyer, right,

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<v Speaker 1>why are you in here? Everything? I don't know everything?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh that's what you gotta do. You gotta foul this paperwork, bro,

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<v Speaker 1>Why do you know all this? Nigga been in just

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<v Speaker 1>whole life. I think that there should be a real

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<v Speaker 1>first to hold up no seilings, gl what's happening? The

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<v Speaker 1>jail bird bread was happening, Welcome home, free bread, the

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<v Speaker 1>free brid t shirts. Um, we should create a program

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<v Speaker 1>where people who like be in jail for twenty years

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<v Speaker 1>and might be studying their cases, then be all in

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<v Speaker 1>the law library. Then nigger should be able to go

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<v Speaker 1>from jail right into law school. You know what I actually, Um,

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<v Speaker 1>I have a cousin, UM cousin in law. He did

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<v Speaker 1>like fifteen or sixteen years and he got out and

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<v Speaker 1>he's a paralegal. That literally should be a transition. It's

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<v Speaker 1>so many great ideas that I have to transition street

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<v Speaker 1>ideas into professional ideas. And because those programs don't exist.

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<v Speaker 1>You know what I'm saying, people don't know, Like, but

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<v Speaker 1>some of the smartest people and the most creative and

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<v Speaker 1>talented people are in jail. Like I used to be

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<v Speaker 1>doing cutting hairs with razors and combs. Fade like triple phase,

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<v Speaker 1>the best fade you've ever had in your life. You

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<v Speaker 1>see them doing be cooking all kind of stuff you

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<v Speaker 1>know's and you get to see how creative may be

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<v Speaker 1>coming up with her hair. I'm like, damn, you get

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<v Speaker 1>to see how creative Brothers really is. Yeah, um, so

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<v Speaker 1>this is this one of them. Weeks we don't run

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<v Speaker 1>like it's fair to say, we don't have a daily idea,

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<v Speaker 1>a daily podcast, weekly podcast. But every now and then

0:14:10.280 --> 0:14:19.160
<v Speaker 1>events inspire a conversation. Um, we've I think we've had

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<v Speaker 1>a conversation about some things. But I think senseless violence

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<v Speaker 1>is a title that's used entirely too much. I think

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<v Speaker 1>senseless violence, right is, is an overused idea. You hear

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<v Speaker 1>a lot about senseless violence. M h all. You hear

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<v Speaker 1>senseless violence every time somebody on the outskirts labels some

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<v Speaker 1>ships senseless violence. Um, I don't know if it's a

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<v Speaker 1>reflection of the truth as much as people are just

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<v Speaker 1>ignorant to the conflict. Because to me right now, Russia

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<v Speaker 1>and you crane that ship is senseless violence, and America

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<v Speaker 1>is fighting. It's funding a senseless violence fight to me,

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<v Speaker 1>based off if, I can't make sense of it. But

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<v Speaker 1>since it's kind of all perspective, right, I don't. I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. Do y'all understand? Do y'all know the story

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<v Speaker 1>of why the sixties and the eight Trades are fighting?

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<v Speaker 1>All the crips and a trade crips are fighting right

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<v Speaker 1>now currently just that forever beef. Well, yeah, because as

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<v Speaker 1>people die, it creates a a lifelong dysfunction between two communities,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, as as a as a as a Um,

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<v Speaker 1>how do I say this? It's almost like you bread

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<v Speaker 1>like the half feeling McCoy's, you know, I mean you

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<v Speaker 1>heard of that before, right, half feeling McCoys is two

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<v Speaker 1>families to all white families been beefing forever because somebody

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<v Speaker 1>I sunk over. So when somebody get killed, it creates

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<v Speaker 1>a blood line like a lineage of Hey, um, sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>we can resolve them. Japan and America, it feels like

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<v Speaker 1>it's been resolved since Pearl Harbor and then you know,

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<v Speaker 1>America dropped those two nuclear bonds on them. But there's

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<v Speaker 1>always an underlining thing. Um, the sixties and the trades,

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<v Speaker 1>the sixty rolling sisty crips, the trade cribs. Their beef

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<v Speaker 1>goes back to a simple a situation between a simple

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<v Speaker 1>fight between two young guys over a disagreement. Some says

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<v Speaker 1>over a girl. Um, I think Rick Hardeman, I think

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<v Speaker 1>that's Tyrone. Tyrone Hardeman. Big Rigg is the legendary dude

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<v Speaker 1>from out of the area. It was his younger brother,

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<v Speaker 1>and it was a guy named Fatty out of the

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<v Speaker 1>eight Trades. I think Fatty's alive too. I was talking

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<v Speaker 1>to one of my partners. They were fighting over a

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<v Speaker 1>disagreement they would meet up to handle day, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>um differences, you know, physically, like, okay, we're gonna fight

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<v Speaker 1>it out to see who's makes the most sense. Sometimes

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<v Speaker 1>the physical explanation is need. This is a normal thing

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<v Speaker 1>that happens between communities. Sometimes they settle it physically, you know, Okay,

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<v Speaker 1>a guy who's not necessarily a lifelong person from either community,

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<v Speaker 1>you know who just start rolling with the trades. He's

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<v Speaker 1>there and he mistakes the situation of the fight, pulls

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<v Speaker 1>out a gun and kills Tyrone from you know, from sixties,

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<v Speaker 1>sixteen year old kids. It's somebody's younger brothers, somebody's kids son.

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<v Speaker 1>This is somebody's friend, kids, friends, a lot of people

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<v Speaker 1>in that age group, right, this is a seventy nine,

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<v Speaker 1>So everybody run. You know, this is kind of like

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<v Speaker 1>new say, people shooting, but this is not normal, amos kids. Um.

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<v Speaker 1>Later on they tried to meet up to figure it out,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, they just wanted the person who actually

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<v Speaker 1>killed Tyrone. It's like, man, let us just get him.

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<v Speaker 1>We you know, we need justice. Let's get him, and

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<v Speaker 1>you know, it's resolved. They trades didn't really know him

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<v Speaker 1>like that. They didn't his mother, that he's not a

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<v Speaker 1>lifelong guy that grew up in their community. He's just

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<v Speaker 1>some guy that they allowed to currently start rolling with them.

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<v Speaker 1>And because they couldn't find an amicable solution, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>passion got worse and worse, and they couldn't find a

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<v Speaker 1>solution that was fair, and eventually, you know, tempers overflown

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<v Speaker 1>and somebody got shot. Motions went too far. I couldn't

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<v Speaker 1>find a solution. Somebody got shot. So now with somebody

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<v Speaker 1>from sixties dad, somebody from a trade that people like shot,

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<v Speaker 1>somebody from sixties died that people like, and somebody from

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<v Speaker 1>a trade that people love got shot. And now you

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<v Speaker 1>have this situation to me, that makes sense now the

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<v Speaker 1>initial killing sense that don't make sense. It's just a

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<v Speaker 1>way that these communities solve their issues all the time.

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<v Speaker 1>That specific thing, you know what I mean, I don't get.

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<v Speaker 1>But now after that I can understand how it starts

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<v Speaker 1>to unfold. So I don't call all violence between sixties

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<v Speaker 1>the Rolling sixty crips and there gangsty crips. Senseless Certain

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<v Speaker 1>situations don't make sense, but some of them I understand.

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<v Speaker 1>Where do y'all stand in that term senseless violence? How

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<v Speaker 1>do you feel about it? Do you understand any like?

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<v Speaker 1>I know you're not necessarily you're not gang members, but

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<v Speaker 1>I'm sure you've heard, you've seen ship happened between men.

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<v Speaker 1>Where has the violence ever made sense? Has the fight

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<v Speaker 1>ever made sense? I lost my brother to me, I

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<v Speaker 1>felt it was senseless violence. Um, you know, rest in

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<v Speaker 1>peace in bound? Um. He was shot just coming out

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<v Speaker 1>of a store, you know what I mean, go in

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<v Speaker 1>his car, about to go to the studio. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. In m No, it was like nothing

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<v Speaker 1>like everybody was just like, oh, another man, you know shot?

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<v Speaker 1>Oh but it's yeah, it's crazy, um because that said

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<v Speaker 1>it was over a girl. It was so many different

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<v Speaker 1>there were so many difference. I'm gonna tell you, UM,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know where he was from, but I know

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<v Speaker 1>that he associated itself with um let's um like um Englewood.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm not I don't know. I just know that

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<v Speaker 1>I wasn't doing Yeah, I don't know what quite happened.

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<v Speaker 1>I just know that he was at a strow with

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<v Speaker 1>his friends. He was going to get him some blunts

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<v Speaker 1>and he was headed to the studio and he got killed.

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<v Speaker 1>UM two and UM think yeah. So for me, like

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<v Speaker 1>I don't, I just don't get it at all, like

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<v Speaker 1>you know, but I'm a I'm a INNC advice center

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<v Speaker 1>outside looking in. So I just see my brother gone

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<v Speaker 1>for nothing like That's how I look at it, what

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<v Speaker 1>I'm saying. But mm hmm, senseless violence would be the

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<v Speaker 1>fourth show you cried don't cry up so rest in

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<v Speaker 1>peace to take off. I'm I'm bringing this up because

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<v Speaker 1>I say it's senseless to me because I feel like

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<v Speaker 1>y'all got all this money, but you're gambling. See But okay,

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<v Speaker 1>so what I don't want to do. And we don't

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<v Speaker 1>really know what happened. We don't know what happened. But

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<v Speaker 1>I'm but what was said, But don't don't. I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 1>tell you I should never ever go by that because

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<v Speaker 1>you don't. We don't really don't know. All we know

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<v Speaker 1>somebody said, well, this is what happened, but that could

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<v Speaker 1>have been a person that's putting together a play to

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<v Speaker 1>distracted police. What I'm saying, like, I don't get into that.

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<v Speaker 1>I just say it's it's senseless because he was just

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<v Speaker 1>from what I've heard, is he was just having the

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<v Speaker 1>back of his his family member. You know what I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>Like for whatever jumped off. I mean, if that was

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<v Speaker 1>Bret and something was going on, like I'm going to

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<v Speaker 1>have her back, but he end up losing his life

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<v Speaker 1>from something that could have probably been prevented. You know

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm saying. I think that if instead of um,

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<v Speaker 1>we don't know what happened, but to where it got

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<v Speaker 1>to the point where now you guys are shooting, that's senseless.

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<v Speaker 1>It's like, why can't we just have a disagreement or

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<v Speaker 1>argument or whatever the case is without the gun violence,

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<v Speaker 1>Like that's senseless to me. For me, like even in

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<v Speaker 1>the moments like these where people close to me died

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<v Speaker 1>and friends died, I can't get into why human beings,

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<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, Like, um, why do human

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<v Speaker 1>beings escalate their situations? Let me get rid of crime.

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<v Speaker 1>Goddamn grown up? Now? Just the case tis No, I'm

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<v Speaker 1>not I'm for real. I'm saying, do you guys understand war?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't do you at all? Do you think there's

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<v Speaker 1>a reason to fight? Yeah, I think there'll be reasons

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<v Speaker 1>to fight, but the gun the killing though, But I

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<v Speaker 1>get you could die getting beat up too. You could

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<v Speaker 1>die getting beat up to or fighting or anything. You

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<v Speaker 1>can get pushed down the wrong way, hit your head whatever.

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<v Speaker 1>But oh man, yeah, I believe in you know. So

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<v Speaker 1>do you believe there's that for a reason to kill? Yeah?

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<v Speaker 1>If you gonna defend yourself, sometimes you may have to.

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<v Speaker 1>But what kind of defense are you? A? Stay in

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<v Speaker 1>your ground? Like, let's say it's a girl read with

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<v Speaker 1>bread with you like five five five four three, okay

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<v Speaker 1>you five one. Let's say you got your pistol, won't

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<v Speaker 1>you right in the car and it's a girl six

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<v Speaker 1>ft two trying to fight you and she whooping on

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<v Speaker 1>your ass. Yeah, And let's say she's whipping on your

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<v Speaker 1>ass because her boyfriend winked at you, Like the boyfriend

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<v Speaker 1>winked at you. And she's like, yeah, bitch, you think

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<v Speaker 1>my boyfriend winking at you, Like, that's not my fault,

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<v Speaker 1>that's his fault. And she's like, not, bitch, we need

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<v Speaker 1>to get out. And you're like, man, I'm not trying

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<v Speaker 1>to fight you, And this is six ft one lady

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<v Speaker 1>six ft two ladies, she a foot taller than you're

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<v Speaker 1>trying to fight you? Is that a reason to pull

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<v Speaker 1>out your gun? And she beat my ass? I'm a shooter? Sorry? Real?

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<v Speaker 1>Is that senseless? I'm sorry, I'm I'm not gonna kill her,

0:25:04.160 --> 0:25:08.920
<v Speaker 1>but I'm holding it is senseless? Could it is senseless?

0:25:09.960 --> 0:25:12.679
<v Speaker 1>Is that senseless? She getting her? Ask what? She getting her?

0:25:12.720 --> 0:25:15.960
<v Speaker 1>Ask what? And a fair fight against somebody's foot taller.

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<v Speaker 1>So there's nobody there to break it up, like the boyfriend.

0:25:21.080 --> 0:25:23.240
<v Speaker 1>The boyfriend keep trying to break it up, but the

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<v Speaker 1>big old lady pushed the boyfriend out the way too,

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<v Speaker 1>and just squa protecting yourself. I'm protecting So you can

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<v Speaker 1>make sense of that. Listen, let me tell you something.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not trying to get what you're doing. I get

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<v Speaker 1>what you're doing because I'm trying to put you into

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<v Speaker 1>the position of why people get shot. I get it,

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<v Speaker 1>and I totally get it that you need to be

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<v Speaker 1>talking to your man. Don't be over here, word out where? Yeah,

0:25:49.160 --> 0:25:52.080
<v Speaker 1>because he said, Dann, you didn't, I say, that's where

0:25:52.080 --> 0:25:53.960
<v Speaker 1>you don't? You trying not to put yourself in situation.

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<v Speaker 1>That's why I can happen. Can happen? Ship, She can

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<v Speaker 1>happen for sure? The head up fade like you know what,

0:26:01.320 --> 0:26:03.840
<v Speaker 1>it's just one of hurts me and her. Definitely, I

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<v Speaker 1>was taught to pick up whatever the funk you can

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<v Speaker 1>she squabbing up? Hey, she squabbed me up. Okay, I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know. Might might be what I'm saying. But if

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<v Speaker 1>she beating as to wear like you're gonna, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>you don't know if you're gonna really die, but you

0:26:17.680 --> 0:26:20.000
<v Speaker 1>just get yours. But that's the thing. And if a fight,

0:26:20.119 --> 0:26:23.119
<v Speaker 1>your adrenaline is going everything is you don't know this

0:26:23.160 --> 0:26:25.480
<v Speaker 1>person is whipping on asks like that to where I'm saying,

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<v Speaker 1>you have the motherfucker on you, right and I have

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<v Speaker 1>it on me. That's the whole thing. Is it's senseless

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<v Speaker 1>or can you make sense of it? I can make

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<v Speaker 1>sense of it. I can make I can make sense,

0:26:35.359 --> 0:26:41.159
<v Speaker 1>can make sense of it? Question to my world? No,

0:26:41.320 --> 0:26:43.800
<v Speaker 1>for real, Ship, I understand, Like I'm not saying that

0:26:43.920 --> 0:26:46.480
<v Speaker 1>there's no reason for you know, for you to have

0:26:46.560 --> 0:26:51.520
<v Speaker 1>to get get down like that, but damn that just

0:26:51.600 --> 0:26:54.560
<v Speaker 1>that worst senseless. That's why you did this. I see

0:26:54.600 --> 0:26:57.359
<v Speaker 1>what you're doing. Definitely, what I did it for yes,

0:26:57.520 --> 0:26:59.840
<v Speaker 1>how do you make sense of it? Right? And that

0:27:00.080 --> 0:27:02.400
<v Speaker 1>is my point, Like, I think it's such a perspective

0:27:02.400 --> 0:27:05.560
<v Speaker 1>word and we're so quick to label something, and I

0:27:05.600 --> 0:27:09.399
<v Speaker 1>think we're choiceless in the matter and having people mislabel. Really,

0:27:09.440 --> 0:27:12.080
<v Speaker 1>people are ignorant to what's going on. Like if you

0:27:12.119 --> 0:27:14.880
<v Speaker 1>listen to white people talk about gang violence right of people,

0:27:14.920 --> 0:27:17.119
<v Speaker 1>that's not in even a lot of Black people today

0:27:17.119 --> 0:27:21.600
<v Speaker 1>who don't grow up in those communities. It's like you

0:27:21.640 --> 0:27:23.879
<v Speaker 1>can't make sense of it. Just say, I'm ignorant to

0:27:23.960 --> 0:27:28.119
<v Speaker 1>what's going on. That's the thing about even rest in

0:27:28.119 --> 0:27:32.600
<v Speaker 1>peace to take off. We're ignorant. We don't have any details.

0:27:32.840 --> 0:27:35.439
<v Speaker 1>We have bare minimum details. We have a lot of

0:27:37.040 --> 0:27:39.560
<v Speaker 1>we have a lot of fluff, but we have visual

0:27:39.600 --> 0:27:43.040
<v Speaker 1>footage that's super inconclusive of what happened. Now, I'm not

0:27:43.080 --> 0:27:47.080
<v Speaker 1>saying that no way did that little young nigga deserved

0:27:47.080 --> 0:27:49.720
<v Speaker 1>to pass away. I don't quite know what happened. And

0:27:49.760 --> 0:27:52.480
<v Speaker 1>I hope he would not do something that would make

0:27:52.560 --> 0:27:55.320
<v Speaker 1>him put himself in a position where somebody would take

0:27:55.320 --> 0:27:58.680
<v Speaker 1>his life. This is a wealthy, young god young brother,

0:27:58.760 --> 0:28:01.879
<v Speaker 1>so I will hope he wouldn't. But I am not

0:28:02.000 --> 0:28:05.480
<v Speaker 1>going to jump off of that cliff and say it's senseless.

0:28:05.640 --> 0:28:09.480
<v Speaker 1>I'm not going to mislabel something or label something in

0:28:09.640 --> 0:28:14.160
<v Speaker 1>being ignorant. I don't know. So that's why I'm careful

0:28:14.200 --> 0:28:16.240
<v Speaker 1>when I said I don't know what happened. So now

0:28:16.600 --> 0:28:20.080
<v Speaker 1>if it does come out that he was they were

0:28:20.640 --> 0:28:24.320
<v Speaker 1>planned dice or whatever, whatever, is that senseless. I don't

0:28:24.320 --> 0:28:26.560
<v Speaker 1>know how I need to know what happened, like right,

0:28:26.720 --> 0:28:31.000
<v Speaker 1>uh um. There are certain situations that will get you shot.

0:28:31.600 --> 0:28:33.440
<v Speaker 1>Well a lot of people, I mean, should I don't

0:28:33.520 --> 0:28:35.960
<v Speaker 1>shoot dice, but I hears the person. You know, you

0:28:36.000 --> 0:28:38.960
<v Speaker 1>don't shoot Dice when my shot. I don't think he did.

0:28:39.000 --> 0:28:42.440
<v Speaker 1>A people have gotten jack and robbed for stuff like that.

0:28:42.520 --> 0:28:45.640
<v Speaker 1>So I mean, jazz Prince Party is a jazz It's

0:28:45.720 --> 0:28:47.760
<v Speaker 1>Jazz Prince Party. I know that for sure. And that's

0:28:47.760 --> 0:28:51.000
<v Speaker 1>a high profile party. It's very private. It's only gonna

0:28:51.000 --> 0:28:53.520
<v Speaker 1>be some certain type people in there. So I don't

0:28:53.560 --> 0:28:56.040
<v Speaker 1>think it's hard for the strangers or people that you

0:28:56.120 --> 0:29:02.680
<v Speaker 1>don't think about the kid we're So that's why it

0:29:02.840 --> 0:29:09.040
<v Speaker 1>just made me think of this conversation. I just noticed

0:29:09.120 --> 0:29:12.560
<v Speaker 1>everybody jumped off and talked about rapper hip hop because

0:29:12.600 --> 0:29:15.480
<v Speaker 1>of this nigga profession. If a doctor goes to a

0:29:15.520 --> 0:29:19.560
<v Speaker 1>fucking bar and gets into a fucking fight with somebody,

0:29:19.920 --> 0:29:22.480
<v Speaker 1>you know what I mean, and somebody slumped the doctor,

0:29:22.720 --> 0:29:25.560
<v Speaker 1>You're not gonna call the profession of being a doctor

0:29:25.600 --> 0:29:28.320
<v Speaker 1>into question. I don't care if three doctors got killed

0:29:28.320 --> 0:29:31.520
<v Speaker 1>in the same week, nobody's gonna be like, oh, man,

0:29:31.640 --> 0:29:35.160
<v Speaker 1>being a doctor get you killed. Yeah. It's a lot

0:29:35.160 --> 0:29:38.400
<v Speaker 1>of people in the perfect a lot of rappers or

0:29:38.400 --> 0:29:41.120
<v Speaker 1>a lot of people that are in um the business

0:29:41.120 --> 0:29:45.760
<v Speaker 1>that are saying that, like, oh you know, um this

0:29:45.840 --> 0:29:50.600
<v Speaker 1>is rapp is rap? Is this what are you saying?

0:29:50.640 --> 0:29:54.240
<v Speaker 1>Like the hardest job in the world. It's the most dangerous,

0:29:55.480 --> 0:29:59.240
<v Speaker 1>not just something. What was that designer? Okay him too,

0:29:59.680 --> 0:30:03.080
<v Speaker 1>and then literally was so upset when what funny is?

0:30:03.520 --> 0:30:06.760
<v Speaker 1>I was upset when takeoff pass away and I heard

0:30:06.800 --> 0:30:09.240
<v Speaker 1>that information. When I saw his video, I was even

0:30:09.280 --> 0:30:11.800
<v Speaker 1>more upset. I was so frustrated with him, like, what

0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:14.880
<v Speaker 1>the funk are you this weird? I'm not even get

0:30:14.920 --> 0:30:16.760
<v Speaker 1>into this word ass culture going on. Man, I gotta

0:30:16.800 --> 0:30:18.880
<v Speaker 1>talk to designer in person. I know some people that

0:30:18.960 --> 0:30:21.480
<v Speaker 1>know because but that was not cool. I hated that

0:30:21.520 --> 0:30:27.000
<v Speaker 1>stupid ass video. Bro, you are doing to fun That

0:30:27.080 --> 0:30:31.520
<v Speaker 1>ship is dumb. Get off the net because I understand

0:30:31.640 --> 0:30:33.800
<v Speaker 1>none of that, but I don't want to talk about that.

0:30:33.840 --> 0:30:39.800
<v Speaker 1>So what I'm saying is being a rapper is not hard.

0:30:40.640 --> 0:30:44.120
<v Speaker 1>You could just wrap the ship you want to talk about.

0:30:44.320 --> 0:30:48.080
<v Speaker 1>You may be held accountable. That's the problem, the ship

0:30:48.280 --> 0:30:52.160
<v Speaker 1>you're talking about. You may be held accountable. Somebody told

0:30:52.160 --> 0:30:55.640
<v Speaker 1>me they was talking about Little Extent. You know his music.

0:30:55.680 --> 0:30:59.000
<v Speaker 1>I'm like, I saw this nigga antagonizing a nigga from

0:30:59.040 --> 0:31:03.240
<v Speaker 1>San Diego name Stone. He's antagonizing this nigger. He puts

0:31:03.320 --> 0:31:06.040
<v Speaker 1>his mom address hunt in the internet. He makes songs

0:31:06.080 --> 0:31:07.880
<v Speaker 1>this is nigga and thank he for the doing show

0:31:07.880 --> 0:31:10.680
<v Speaker 1>in San Diego. And then that's if you're seeing a video.

0:31:10.840 --> 0:31:13.880
<v Speaker 1>He got knocked out on stage. Niggas was surprised, like

0:31:13.920 --> 0:31:17.719
<v Speaker 1>he got doping. How could you be surprised if you're

0:31:17.760 --> 0:31:19.480
<v Speaker 1>talking ship and you go to a nigger town and

0:31:19.480 --> 0:31:22.560
<v Speaker 1>the nigga knock you out, it's nothing to be surprised about.

0:31:22.720 --> 0:31:26.000
<v Speaker 1>You gotta know how this ship go. Um. And he

0:31:26.040 --> 0:31:27.720
<v Speaker 1>was saying he felt his music and I'm like, his

0:31:27.840 --> 0:31:30.600
<v Speaker 1>music did draw that kind of interest. He was talking

0:31:30.840 --> 0:31:35.240
<v Speaker 1>about Drake this nigga is. People want to say, this

0:31:35.280 --> 0:31:38.760
<v Speaker 1>is this weird unstreet thing, and I'll say, it's like,

0:31:38.840 --> 0:31:42.320
<v Speaker 1>y'all main stream America shit, because I don't know what

0:31:42.360 --> 0:31:45.720
<v Speaker 1>the fun is going on, because that y'all think y'all

0:31:45.720 --> 0:31:47.120
<v Speaker 1>should be ab to say what y'all want to say

0:31:47.120 --> 0:31:52.640
<v Speaker 1>to people and don't be held accountable. It's a weird thing,

0:31:52.960 --> 0:31:55.160
<v Speaker 1>like when you might have to actually defend your thoughts.

0:31:55.480 --> 0:31:58.920
<v Speaker 1>Somebody may come to challenge you on your thoughts. Physically,

0:31:59.680 --> 0:32:01.800
<v Speaker 1>people feel like if they're witty or wild. You know,

0:32:02.040 --> 0:32:04.959
<v Speaker 1>I'm only using my words. Well, some people are physically gifted,

0:32:05.000 --> 0:32:07.800
<v Speaker 1>like you could be intellectually gifted. Somebody else can be

0:32:07.840 --> 0:32:12.720
<v Speaker 1>physically gifted. So you know, they was talking to me

0:32:12.760 --> 0:32:18.720
<v Speaker 1>about Draco. Draco with Draco sist that ship is not senseless. Yeah,

0:32:19.040 --> 0:32:21.120
<v Speaker 1>I can make sense of this ship. You can't be

0:32:21.200 --> 0:32:23.320
<v Speaker 1>doing some of this ship, and thank you, you're not

0:32:23.360 --> 0:32:26.080
<v Speaker 1>gonna have to run into a problem. This the ship,

0:32:26.280 --> 0:32:29.760
<v Speaker 1>we say, And that's the thing that we all understand.

0:32:29.760 --> 0:32:33.280
<v Speaker 1>When you within the culture, you know, if you say

0:32:33.320 --> 0:32:36.160
<v Speaker 1>something about the nigger, if I say some ship about Snoop,

0:32:36.240 --> 0:32:38.560
<v Speaker 1>I might have to run into snoop. There was a

0:32:38.640 --> 0:32:41.320
<v Speaker 1>time we had this movement called the New West Movement,

0:32:42.160 --> 0:32:45.240
<v Speaker 1>and this movement was pro us, but it came across

0:32:45.640 --> 0:32:51.560
<v Speaker 1>anti legends. I knew how it worked. I knew if

0:32:51.600 --> 0:32:54.440
<v Speaker 1>I ran into any of them legends. Well, I was thinking,

0:32:55.960 --> 0:32:57.920
<v Speaker 1>whatever they was gonna say, it was gonna come with fists.

0:32:58.800 --> 0:33:01.640
<v Speaker 1>We ain't gonna argue with the eight if it's not

0:33:02.320 --> 0:33:05.560
<v Speaker 1>you know, sensible, right off the whip. It's a fight

0:33:05.280 --> 0:33:07.600
<v Speaker 1>right with a gun in my back pocket, just in

0:33:07.640 --> 0:33:11.680
<v Speaker 1>case niggs get funny. The streets teach you to be

0:33:11.760 --> 0:33:14.840
<v Speaker 1>accountable for what you say. Only in main stream America

0:33:14.960 --> 0:33:17.400
<v Speaker 1>do you think you can say what you want to say?

0:33:17.440 --> 0:33:19.680
<v Speaker 1>And then when somebody do something to your bow? Senseless violence?

0:33:20.240 --> 0:33:22.320
<v Speaker 1>White people do it all the time. Maybe they call

0:33:22.360 --> 0:33:24.200
<v Speaker 1>you a nigger and be surprised. You ever seen the

0:33:24.320 --> 0:33:26.480
<v Speaker 1>videos they call somebody you're fucking nigger, You get pep,

0:33:26.720 --> 0:33:32.160
<v Speaker 1>why don't you hit me? And then it'll be like

0:33:32.240 --> 0:33:37.080
<v Speaker 1>senseless violence, Right, that's not sense. You gotta handled. That's

0:33:37.080 --> 0:33:40.320
<v Speaker 1>what happened. If you call somebody a bit, what people

0:33:40.400 --> 0:33:43.440
<v Speaker 1>think with words words that on me. I didn't put

0:33:43.480 --> 0:33:46.600
<v Speaker 1>my hands on you, exactly like you gotta start to fight.

0:33:46.800 --> 0:33:50.200
<v Speaker 1>You should have exactly, you should have wait for nobody

0:33:50.280 --> 0:33:53.760
<v Speaker 1>come swing on you. I never called a nigga bit.

0:33:54.440 --> 0:33:57.400
<v Speaker 1>I never called the nigga bit. I just if I

0:33:57.400 --> 0:34:00.600
<v Speaker 1>thought he was a bit, I'm gonna beat your money,

0:34:00.760 --> 0:34:04.200
<v Speaker 1>have words. I was. I just fun because if I

0:34:04.240 --> 0:34:05.600
<v Speaker 1>need to call you a bit, I'm gonna show you

0:34:05.600 --> 0:34:09.200
<v Speaker 1>a bit. I don't got to say nothing. You get

0:34:09.239 --> 0:34:11.600
<v Speaker 1>the point. I was the one that I never wanted

0:34:12.560 --> 0:34:21.240
<v Speaker 1>the first punch either that ever gone? So at which place?

0:34:22.760 --> 0:34:28.240
<v Speaker 1>Where is it? That? So the concept of senseless violence,

0:34:28.280 --> 0:34:33.880
<v Speaker 1>like I said, it's very um. The idea of senseless

0:34:34.000 --> 0:34:39.720
<v Speaker 1>violence is very a perspective based thing. You have every

0:34:40.000 --> 0:34:43.640
<v Speaker 1>mainstream American saying, oh it's violence and hip hop, it's senseless.

0:34:44.200 --> 0:34:47.680
<v Speaker 1>But they're broadcasting the news in Ukraine and Russian and

0:34:47.719 --> 0:34:50.879
<v Speaker 1>like they're not calling it a senseless war. Like right now,

0:34:50.960 --> 0:34:53.080
<v Speaker 1>you got that little short man over there, North Korean,

0:34:53.120 --> 0:34:55.919
<v Speaker 1>a little midget dude. Dude is tough. I ain't gonna

0:34:55.920 --> 0:34:58.840
<v Speaker 1>take ship that he get cracking. He's a he's a fool.

0:34:59.400 --> 0:35:02.040
<v Speaker 1>He just ly your mom. They're like senseless and I'm like, no,

0:35:02.200 --> 0:35:04.799
<v Speaker 1>y'all fucking with that man? We are trying to tell

0:35:04.800 --> 0:35:06.400
<v Speaker 1>that man what he can and can't do, and that

0:35:06.560 --> 0:35:08.600
<v Speaker 1>man showing you, I'm a grown ass man, I'm gonna

0:35:08.600 --> 0:35:14.279
<v Speaker 1>do what? Then I want him alone because they don't care,

0:35:14.800 --> 0:35:17.319
<v Speaker 1>don't And why shitty, that's just fun? Why are you?

0:35:17.400 --> 0:35:18.920
<v Speaker 1>Why are you coming to my house telling me what

0:35:19.239 --> 0:35:21.920
<v Speaker 1>doing my house? And and and you don't tell nobody

0:35:21.960 --> 0:35:25.080
<v Speaker 1>like that what to do. You just knew them and

0:35:25.200 --> 0:35:28.239
<v Speaker 1>deal with the consequences you feel. It's certain people you

0:35:28.320 --> 0:35:32.240
<v Speaker 1>just take off feel me, and and then whatever happened happened.

0:35:32.400 --> 0:35:35.439
<v Speaker 1>You don't try to go You can't because they all

0:35:35.480 --> 0:35:37.480
<v Speaker 1>try to say you you can't negotiate with tears. So

0:35:37.480 --> 0:35:40.800
<v Speaker 1>why you negotiate with a terrorist and not terrorists in

0:35:40.840 --> 0:35:43.000
<v Speaker 1>the way we used with somebody that's telling you you

0:35:43.000 --> 0:35:44.719
<v Speaker 1>can't tell me what to do. I'm a grown up.

0:35:46.400 --> 0:35:48.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm not with your program. I'm gonna do my own things.

0:35:50.800 --> 0:35:52.680
<v Speaker 1>So either you gonna go all the way or shut

0:35:52.719 --> 0:35:55.480
<v Speaker 1>the funk up. Ain't no middle ground. And that's the

0:35:55.560 --> 0:35:59.160
<v Speaker 1>thing about punk ass culture. Punk ass it's a punk

0:35:59.200 --> 0:36:01.680
<v Speaker 1>ass culture. That's what mainstream has. A punk ass culture.

0:36:01.719 --> 0:36:04.200
<v Speaker 1>Their punks a bunch of motherfucker's that want to say

0:36:04.200 --> 0:36:06.040
<v Speaker 1>what they want to say and don't want to deal

0:36:06.080 --> 0:36:09.239
<v Speaker 1>with what that man coming from it. Say what you say,

0:36:09.280 --> 0:36:11.799
<v Speaker 1>stand on your ship. If y'all threatening that little dude

0:36:11.840 --> 0:36:15.279
<v Speaker 1>over there, ship and he doing some ship showing, see

0:36:15.280 --> 0:36:17.440
<v Speaker 1>what the fight come with if not shut the funk up.

0:36:18.719 --> 0:36:21.359
<v Speaker 1>They did that whole thing with the little other white

0:36:21.360 --> 0:36:23.920
<v Speaker 1>men over there in Russia. If y'all start a fight

0:36:23.960 --> 0:36:26.640
<v Speaker 1>with them, is it? Uh Biden? That was the whole

0:36:27.080 --> 0:36:29.839
<v Speaker 1>he did. He the worst kind of honey, do all

0:36:29.840 --> 0:36:31.760
<v Speaker 1>that talk and then the fight start. You don't do nothing,

0:36:32.520 --> 0:36:35.000
<v Speaker 1>you over there being a mark, you're doing that. You

0:36:35.000 --> 0:36:36.640
<v Speaker 1>wouldn't threatened me and said, well if you if you

0:36:36.719 --> 0:36:39.200
<v Speaker 1>do something that we're gonna stay, we'll get cracking. He did,

0:36:39.320 --> 0:36:42.040
<v Speaker 1>called your blood supplies over there. Now y'all gonna have

0:36:44.360 --> 0:36:46.360
<v Speaker 1>That's some mark. That's just shut the funk up. You

0:36:46.360 --> 0:36:48.520
<v Speaker 1>could have just shut the funk up and just saying supplies.

0:36:48.760 --> 0:36:52.120
<v Speaker 1>But again, it's a world that's happening, and it's a

0:36:52.160 --> 0:36:55.399
<v Speaker 1>weird thing that's happening in mainstream culture as well. It's

0:36:55.440 --> 0:36:57.719
<v Speaker 1>a whole thing of trying to look good. People are

0:36:57.760 --> 0:37:01.680
<v Speaker 1>exerting energies, trying to look like a good person. Everybody

0:37:01.719 --> 0:37:05.920
<v Speaker 1>wants to say the correct thing. There's a huge business

0:37:05.960 --> 0:37:09.439
<v Speaker 1>model right now going on on white guilt. People making

0:37:09.440 --> 0:37:14.360
<v Speaker 1>white people guilty to get money for themselves. White guilt

0:37:14.400 --> 0:37:18.799
<v Speaker 1>is big business. Sound crazy, I know, coming from trust me,

0:37:18.840 --> 0:37:21.480
<v Speaker 1>White guilt is a huge business right now. They got

0:37:21.480 --> 0:37:23.960
<v Speaker 1>the white folks investing all kind of badass idea talking

0:37:23.960 --> 0:37:26.160
<v Speaker 1>about this black people and these niggas ain't black and ship.

0:37:26.320 --> 0:37:29.680
<v Speaker 1>These niggas ain't nowhere other culture for the culture. They

0:37:29.800 --> 0:37:33.880
<v Speaker 1>just got to paint job. They ain't not gonna do

0:37:33.960 --> 0:37:38.680
<v Speaker 1>nothing for another nigga that looked like them. So again,

0:37:39.800 --> 0:37:43.319
<v Speaker 1>it's one of those things where we hear that term

0:37:43.440 --> 0:37:49.040
<v Speaker 1>senseless violence. Senseless violence, senseless violence if you maybe you're

0:37:49.120 --> 0:37:54.120
<v Speaker 1>ignorant and the best thing you could do is shut

0:37:54.160 --> 0:37:59.719
<v Speaker 1>the funk up or get informed. Stop just running around here.

0:37:59.760 --> 0:38:02.239
<v Speaker 1>Paint in the narrative. You know, you're running around this

0:38:02.360 --> 0:38:06.279
<v Speaker 1>motherfucker's screaming all your rappers. It's hard, I mean, but

0:38:06.320 --> 0:38:08.799
<v Speaker 1>they just all repeat after each other though, So I

0:38:08.840 --> 0:38:14.280
<v Speaker 1>mean that's just like, um, they'll post a story, they

0:38:14.360 --> 0:38:16.080
<v Speaker 1>just go off. They don't have any facts, and so

0:38:16.120 --> 0:38:17.840
<v Speaker 1>they just go off of what this person said and

0:38:17.840 --> 0:38:20.560
<v Speaker 1>what this person said. Who was that the e they

0:38:20.600 --> 0:38:25.279
<v Speaker 1>posted post offset instead of takeoff? Right? So they how

0:38:25.280 --> 0:38:30.560
<v Speaker 1>do you do? Yeah, they're not, you're not. It's just okay,

0:38:31.320 --> 0:38:35.960
<v Speaker 1>this like they look alike they because to them is

0:38:37.239 --> 0:38:39.680
<v Speaker 1>because to them, it's nothing but news. They don't know.

0:38:40.360 --> 0:38:42.000
<v Speaker 1>They're just like this might be popular. If we talk

0:38:42.040 --> 0:38:46.760
<v Speaker 1>about this, everybody gonna watch. So they're thinking of, yeah,

0:38:47.040 --> 0:38:52.560
<v Speaker 1>so what I would like to see happen, which is

0:38:52.560 --> 0:38:54.480
<v Speaker 1>not gonna happen, but I would like to see it happen.

0:38:55.000 --> 0:38:57.360
<v Speaker 1>Is a lot of times you stop miss labeling things

0:38:57.440 --> 0:39:00.239
<v Speaker 1>if you don't really care about what's going on in

0:39:00.320 --> 0:39:04.320
<v Speaker 1>these communities. Sure, sure you can write it off gang violence.

0:39:05.320 --> 0:39:08.959
<v Speaker 1>It's ignorant. I don't it's stupid. If you don't care,

0:39:09.000 --> 0:39:12.160
<v Speaker 1>shut the funk up, like you know why? You know

0:39:12.200 --> 0:39:16.000
<v Speaker 1>why I don't go around labeling the war in Russia

0:39:16.080 --> 0:39:19.319
<v Speaker 1>with Ukraine senseless because I don't give a funk to

0:39:19.320 --> 0:39:22.720
<v Speaker 1>find out why them crackers is fighting. I don't care,

0:39:23.440 --> 0:39:25.439
<v Speaker 1>So I'm not gonna be like, hey, the senseless war

0:39:25.719 --> 0:39:28.640
<v Speaker 1>over there in the Ukraine and Russia. I think I

0:39:28.680 --> 0:39:33.160
<v Speaker 1>don't care to make sense of it. I don't care

0:39:33.680 --> 0:39:38.160
<v Speaker 1>to make sense of it, so I shut the funk up. Well,

0:39:38.200 --> 0:39:40.799
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what people fighting right now? Israel been

0:39:40.840 --> 0:39:43.000
<v Speaker 1>fighting against them people over there, the Jewish and the

0:39:43.040 --> 0:39:45.640
<v Speaker 1>Muslim people fighting right now over that look country the

0:39:45.680 --> 0:39:48.439
<v Speaker 1>whole time. They fight like a motherfucker. I could jump

0:39:48.520 --> 0:39:51.080
<v Speaker 1>up and said, senseless. Oh it's senseless. Look at you guys.

0:39:51.960 --> 0:39:54.480
<v Speaker 1>I don't know what y'all fighting over all? Right? They

0:39:54.560 --> 0:39:57.120
<v Speaker 1>fighting over something in the Bible. Weird people they're talking

0:39:57.120 --> 0:39:59.880
<v Speaker 1>about in the Bible. I'm not even to entertain that

0:40:00.040 --> 0:40:05.000
<v Speaker 1>ship talking about old b they talking about. I don't

0:40:05.040 --> 0:40:09.000
<v Speaker 1>understand christ I don't understand them. I've been fighting this long.

0:40:10.880 --> 0:40:14.359
<v Speaker 1>What are they fighting over? How long the people been

0:40:14.400 --> 0:40:17.160
<v Speaker 1>fighting over there? Then? People been fighting right now going

0:40:17.160 --> 0:40:20.520
<v Speaker 1>on years ago. How long we've been fighting against motherfucking

0:40:21.840 --> 0:40:24.040
<v Speaker 1>what's the people that bombed the towers that they ran

0:40:24.080 --> 0:40:29.560
<v Speaker 1>the planes into the towers. Caliban they just shot a

0:40:29.640 --> 0:40:31.480
<v Speaker 1>niked from there the other day. They just flop did

0:40:31.520 --> 0:40:39.480
<v Speaker 1>a fly by on it and didn't Bright's crazy. I

0:40:39.520 --> 0:40:42.200
<v Speaker 1>thought he pulled the troops. He said that was it.

0:40:45.080 --> 0:40:51.080
<v Speaker 1>Them them dudes to a whole. They knocked somebody off, right,

0:40:51.560 --> 0:40:54.640
<v Speaker 1>This was this year. They knocked the dude off and

0:40:54.680 --> 0:40:57.919
<v Speaker 1>then did a motherfucking show, a TV show. They came

0:40:57.920 --> 0:40:59.880
<v Speaker 1>and took over. The announcement was like, yeah, we're not

0:41:00.120 --> 0:41:02.400
<v Speaker 1>team off. We're gonna show you if you played with America,

0:41:02.480 --> 0:41:04.120
<v Speaker 1>don't care how long we take, We're gonna get you,

0:41:04.600 --> 0:41:09.839
<v Speaker 1>and didn't trying like they don't understand this cripping. How

0:41:09.880 --> 0:41:13.000
<v Speaker 1>don't you understand this cripping? You understand if you got

0:41:13.000 --> 0:41:15.839
<v Speaker 1>an enemy they bombed Joe Towers you you could take

0:41:15.840 --> 0:41:17.640
<v Speaker 1>twenty years to get him back. How you don't understand

0:41:17.640 --> 0:41:21.320
<v Speaker 1>this cripping nigga shot my partner. If it's twenty years, Laddin,

0:41:21.320 --> 0:41:24.480
<v Speaker 1>I get him my getting right, y'all did't mean like

0:41:24.520 --> 0:41:26.120
<v Speaker 1>we need to lock him up. Oh you know what,

0:41:26.239 --> 0:41:28.120
<v Speaker 1>we need to set together a play to go into

0:41:28.239 --> 0:41:30.960
<v Speaker 1>his country and getting put in prison. No, you sent

0:41:31.080 --> 0:41:33.319
<v Speaker 1>the jets, y'all did a drive by. Yall did a

0:41:33.320 --> 0:41:37.560
<v Speaker 1>fly by nas and they didn't even send nobody. They

0:41:37.560 --> 0:41:41.160
<v Speaker 1>sent the drones. They didn't even a cow. They just

0:41:41.200 --> 0:41:44.640
<v Speaker 1>sent the drones and didn't try to get on TV

0:41:44.719 --> 0:41:46.680
<v Speaker 1>bragging about that whole ass ship. I didn't know they

0:41:46.680 --> 0:41:49.800
<v Speaker 1>did that though, that's crazy, got on TV and was

0:41:49.840 --> 0:41:52.120
<v Speaker 1>bragging about it that old man up there body every

0:41:52.120 --> 0:41:56.239
<v Speaker 1>bit of a hundred and twelve. Yeah, you know, you

0:41:56.280 --> 0:41:59.640
<v Speaker 1>can't play with America. Sometimes I go back and listen

0:41:59.680 --> 0:42:02.960
<v Speaker 1>listen to those Ronald Reagan like promos. He was cutting

0:42:02.960 --> 0:42:05.399
<v Speaker 1>like a wrestler talking about Libya, and he was like, yeah,

0:42:05.440 --> 0:42:09.799
<v Speaker 1>you can't mess with America. Yes, and try to don't

0:42:09.840 --> 0:42:15.960
<v Speaker 1>understand it's cripping. What do y'all think y'all doing? Y'all

0:42:16.040 --> 0:42:22.480
<v Speaker 1>is America crips tripping on North Korea blood. The only

0:42:22.480 --> 0:42:25.160
<v Speaker 1>difference is y'all is fake. Y'all get in front of

0:42:25.160 --> 0:42:26.680
<v Speaker 1>all these other people and be trying to act like

0:42:26.760 --> 0:42:28.960
<v Speaker 1>y'all good, but in real life y'all with all of

0:42:29.000 --> 0:42:32.080
<v Speaker 1>the same bullshit. So do we call what? Do we

0:42:32.280 --> 0:42:35.680
<v Speaker 1>what is? What is sensible about violence? If you just

0:42:35.719 --> 0:42:39.000
<v Speaker 1>said the lady was fighting your head up, she'll whooping

0:42:39.040 --> 0:42:41.719
<v Speaker 1>your ass, I mean she's whopping your ass. Brick, she

0:42:41.920 --> 0:42:49.160
<v Speaker 1>cleaning you, whooping your ass. She might get shot and

0:42:49.160 --> 0:42:54.000
<v Speaker 1>then she could bleed out and die. Right, she might

0:42:54.080 --> 0:43:02.120
<v Speaker 1>bleed and die artery but bad neck. So imagine the

0:43:02.239 --> 0:43:04.880
<v Speaker 1>judge get up in there and he fin assented you

0:43:05.000 --> 0:43:08.080
<v Speaker 1>for manshlaughter like that senseless act of violence. You look

0:43:08.160 --> 0:43:11.680
<v Speaker 1>like this big old bitch was Do you mean senseless?

0:43:12.040 --> 0:43:14.000
<v Speaker 1>That's how I feel when you just jump off the

0:43:14.040 --> 0:43:16.839
<v Speaker 1>cliff and you say some ship senseless, that you don't

0:43:16.920 --> 0:43:20.800
<v Speaker 1>know what the fund is going on. That's the problem

0:43:20.920 --> 0:43:23.480
<v Speaker 1>right now. When this motherfucker man were so fast to

0:43:23.520 --> 0:43:26.399
<v Speaker 1>act like we know what's going on. You got all

0:43:26.400 --> 0:43:30.040
<v Speaker 1>these motherfucking SVU detectives on the Twitter and Instagram nigga

0:43:30.080 --> 0:43:33.200
<v Speaker 1>solving the crime. Bitch, you don't. You are in the

0:43:33.239 --> 0:43:40.920
<v Speaker 1>wrong job. Are you a blogger? I know what happened.

0:43:41.160 --> 0:43:43.279
<v Speaker 1>They were fighting over a dice game and this guy

0:43:43.960 --> 0:43:49.600
<v Speaker 1>is his own partners shot. That's exactly what it was

0:43:49.680 --> 0:43:57.360
<v Speaker 1>that they said he got hit from. They don't know.

0:43:57.360 --> 0:43:58.840
<v Speaker 1>But I don't believe none of that ship because you

0:43:58.840 --> 0:44:01.279
<v Speaker 1>know why they nigga that. First off, if a nigga

0:44:01.360 --> 0:44:03.680
<v Speaker 1>that shot him, if I shot him, I'd be trying

0:44:03.680 --> 0:44:08.319
<v Speaker 1>to disseminate bad information to they say this happened. I

0:44:08.360 --> 0:44:10.480
<v Speaker 1>don't know what happened. I'm not gonna jump off and

0:44:10.520 --> 0:44:14.919
<v Speaker 1>say it's senseless. I do regret the violence. I wish

0:44:15.000 --> 0:44:17.480
<v Speaker 1>take off. That's a really talented person. I think he

0:44:17.520 --> 0:44:20.080
<v Speaker 1>had a lot to offer the world. For me, and

0:44:20.160 --> 0:44:23.280
<v Speaker 1>I hate that his contributions is over, and I celebrate

0:44:23.360 --> 0:44:25.600
<v Speaker 1>his life and everything I was learning about him as

0:44:25.600 --> 0:44:28.520
<v Speaker 1>it was happening. I'm grateful for that. That's where I

0:44:28.560 --> 0:44:31.160
<v Speaker 1>focus at. I don't focus on trying to debate should

0:44:31.280 --> 0:44:33.080
<v Speaker 1>a motherfucker had got shot? Because I don't know what

0:44:33.120 --> 0:44:35.279
<v Speaker 1>the motherfucker did. Let me say, he could have been

0:44:35.320 --> 0:44:41.120
<v Speaker 1>whipping bread ass. Right, it's crazy because today, like I

0:44:41.200 --> 0:44:44.440
<v Speaker 1>don't know, have an issue with Okay, when I was

0:44:44.480 --> 0:44:47.240
<v Speaker 1>telling you about my brother, right, one of the biggest

0:44:47.280 --> 0:44:51.120
<v Speaker 1>things that I could not understand. You know, when you

0:44:51.239 --> 0:44:55.680
<v Speaker 1>deal with a death, of course that's already crazy enough,

0:44:56.160 --> 0:44:58.799
<v Speaker 1>but for it to be like highly publicized, for it

0:44:58.840 --> 0:45:00.880
<v Speaker 1>to be on the news so have all these things.

0:45:01.440 --> 0:45:04.760
<v Speaker 1>I had so many people hitting me, my brothers um

0:45:04.960 --> 0:45:07.440
<v Speaker 1>people up, like telling them all these different stories. Like

0:45:07.520 --> 0:45:09.200
<v Speaker 1>she was saying, I heard it was over a girl.

0:45:09.280 --> 0:45:11.960
<v Speaker 1>I heard that he was here and there or we

0:45:12.120 --> 0:45:14.480
<v Speaker 1>and we still don't. I still don't. You don't know,

0:45:14.600 --> 0:45:19.880
<v Speaker 1>like our family, this is my brother's death is still unsoft. Okay,

0:45:20.120 --> 0:45:24.920
<v Speaker 1>they put out a reward everything, So I'm not trying here, Yeah,

0:45:25.280 --> 0:45:27.960
<v Speaker 1>I'm not trying to hear. I'm not trying to hear. Yeah,

0:45:28.040 --> 0:45:30.840
<v Speaker 1>they were saying group members did it. They were saying

0:45:31.160 --> 0:45:38.520
<v Speaker 1>all kind of crazy ship. And my thing is like,

0:45:38.640 --> 0:45:41.359
<v Speaker 1>we can't. We can't even sit here. And before so

0:45:41.480 --> 0:45:46.200
<v Speaker 1>I man prayers to take off in the family because

0:45:46.280 --> 0:45:56.359
<v Speaker 1>like I can't. All that's right, right. So again, it's

0:45:56.400 --> 0:45:58.600
<v Speaker 1>one of those things to where we don't always have

0:45:58.760 --> 0:46:01.400
<v Speaker 1>to judge it something eyes We could just mourn a loss.

0:46:02.040 --> 0:46:04.880
<v Speaker 1>We don't always have to make something happened in America

0:46:04.920 --> 0:46:07.800
<v Speaker 1>where we have to make everybody a victim. Some people

0:46:07.840 --> 0:46:10.040
<v Speaker 1>had this ship coming. I don't know which one of

0:46:10.080 --> 0:46:12.200
<v Speaker 1>these motherfucker's, and then we could debate what had it

0:46:12.280 --> 0:46:15.480
<v Speaker 1>coming means. In my book, if you suck my motherfucking

0:46:15.480 --> 0:46:18.799
<v Speaker 1>old lady, you gotta coming right now. If you don't

0:46:18.840 --> 0:46:21.840
<v Speaker 1>know me, that's different. If you know me, you old lady,

0:46:22.040 --> 0:46:26.040
<v Speaker 1>you get shot. Just count your fucking days. That's mine.

0:46:26.840 --> 0:46:30.040
<v Speaker 1>Some people think that's crazy. It makes sense to me

0:46:30.360 --> 0:46:32.400
<v Speaker 1>because I'm not running around trying to sleep with nobody,

0:46:32.400 --> 0:46:35.520
<v Speaker 1>old lady. I think people do ship on purpose to

0:46:35.640 --> 0:46:37.839
<v Speaker 1>funk with your inner spirit, and I think you should

0:46:37.920 --> 0:46:42.680
<v Speaker 1>rock the outer soul. When they do it with your

0:46:42.680 --> 0:46:44.719
<v Speaker 1>inner spirit, you should rock the out of soul when

0:46:44.719 --> 0:46:47.640
<v Speaker 1>somebody's trying to shake you at your core to destroy

0:46:47.680 --> 0:46:50.560
<v Speaker 1>the things you hold the most valuable. I need to

0:46:50.600 --> 0:46:52.480
<v Speaker 1>show you. I need to I need to give it

0:46:52.520 --> 0:46:56.160
<v Speaker 1>to you in a way you're gonna feel because if if, if, if,

0:46:56.200 --> 0:46:58.600
<v Speaker 1>if your inner spirit didn't feel like ship for doing it,

0:46:58.760 --> 0:47:00.319
<v Speaker 1>I need to rock your outer so or I need

0:47:00.360 --> 0:47:02.279
<v Speaker 1>the rock Hill presence on this earth because we got

0:47:02.920 --> 0:47:07.640
<v Speaker 1>misunderstanding about what's happening. So I just I think again,

0:47:07.719 --> 0:47:09.600
<v Speaker 1>it's one of those things where we rush to just

0:47:09.719 --> 0:47:14.160
<v Speaker 1>label something senseless because we can't make sense of it. Okay,

0:47:14.160 --> 0:47:16.480
<v Speaker 1>if you're not going to get the facts, let's go

0:47:16.520 --> 0:47:19.680
<v Speaker 1>get the facts. Let's go get the facts and then

0:47:19.719 --> 0:47:22.480
<v Speaker 1>see if it makes sense. But put yourself a certain positions.

0:47:22.680 --> 0:47:25.000
<v Speaker 1>Now again, this conversation is gonna fall on some death

0:47:25.160 --> 0:47:28.000
<v Speaker 1>is because some people just bitches. They've been holds their

0:47:28.000 --> 0:47:32.000
<v Speaker 1>whole life. They will never stand up for theirselves. They

0:47:32.000 --> 0:47:34.080
<v Speaker 1>don't know what it's like to have to stand up

0:47:34.120 --> 0:47:36.000
<v Speaker 1>for yourself. They don't know what it's like to be

0:47:36.040 --> 0:47:38.960
<v Speaker 1>in these places where mother Funcker's really will just target

0:47:39.040 --> 0:47:42.439
<v Speaker 1>you if you won't stand up for yourself. The one

0:47:42.520 --> 0:47:44.919
<v Speaker 1>thing about being a cript that people I tell people,

0:47:45.040 --> 0:47:47.000
<v Speaker 1>but still always makes fun of me. Like last you

0:47:47.000 --> 0:47:51.840
<v Speaker 1>talked about cripping in this positive manner, and I'm like, no,

0:47:52.000 --> 0:47:55.839
<v Speaker 1>it's not. It's it depends on the person. I mean.

0:47:55.880 --> 0:47:58.319
<v Speaker 1>It could bring out the worst and some people, and

0:47:58.320 --> 0:48:00.720
<v Speaker 1>it could bring out the best and some people. Cripping

0:48:00.760 --> 0:48:03.000
<v Speaker 1>brought out the best in me. It brought out the

0:48:03.000 --> 0:48:05.920
<v Speaker 1>worst in others. It bought out a reason for people

0:48:05.960 --> 0:48:08.239
<v Speaker 1>to fail. It brought out the people, a reason for

0:48:08.280 --> 0:48:11.600
<v Speaker 1>people to oppress other people. To me, it brought out

0:48:11.640 --> 0:48:14.239
<v Speaker 1>the masculinity. It brought up a stand up person, a

0:48:14.280 --> 0:48:16.840
<v Speaker 1>person who will just die for his beliefs and find

0:48:16.920 --> 0:48:19.279
<v Speaker 1>values in life and really respect his friends and care

0:48:19.320 --> 0:48:23.520
<v Speaker 1>about Black people. That circumstances don't match minds. If I

0:48:23.520 --> 0:48:25.680
<v Speaker 1>would have never gained made my mom I lived in

0:48:25.719 --> 0:48:27.799
<v Speaker 1>the forums in Compton. My dad had a house on

0:48:27.840 --> 0:48:30.400
<v Speaker 1>the seven. They both owned their houses. My mom I

0:48:30.440 --> 0:48:33.600
<v Speaker 1>had a pool and Compton I didn't have to see.

0:48:33.680 --> 0:48:36.359
<v Speaker 1>You know, I wasn't a poor kid at my mom's house.

0:48:36.640 --> 0:48:38.439
<v Speaker 1>I think that my dad's I realized we was poor

0:48:38.480 --> 0:48:40.719
<v Speaker 1>and I didn't know it because we ate every night

0:48:41.000 --> 0:48:45.600
<v Speaker 1>and nobody was on drugs. But again If I didn't

0:48:45.640 --> 0:48:48.120
<v Speaker 1>have cripping as that experience, I would never be able

0:48:48.120 --> 0:48:51.279
<v Speaker 1>to connect with brothers who experiences are completely different than minds.

0:48:51.280 --> 0:48:54.239
<v Speaker 1>I would never have an empathy to know my homeboys

0:48:54.320 --> 0:48:57.359
<v Speaker 1>lives is different. Little Jay free my way, Little Jay.

0:48:57.560 --> 0:49:00.359
<v Speaker 1>You know I'm saying scaff His life is differ. His

0:49:00.520 --> 0:49:03.560
<v Speaker 1>grandparents raised him. I mean the streets took him early

0:49:03.640 --> 0:49:07.640
<v Speaker 1>motto Psycho rest in peace. My homeboy, like his mother,

0:49:07.800 --> 0:49:11.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, battle drugs, addictions, I mean his father. I

0:49:11.000 --> 0:49:12.839
<v Speaker 1>didn't see his father. If he was around, I didn't

0:49:12.840 --> 0:49:16.040
<v Speaker 1>know fear me. He didn't have what I had. So

0:49:16.120 --> 0:49:18.399
<v Speaker 1>he fought his whole life to the day he died.

0:49:18.440 --> 0:49:22.600
<v Speaker 1>He fought every day. He died at twenty three. M

0:49:22.920 --> 0:49:25.799
<v Speaker 1>h feed me. He fought his whole life to just

0:49:25.960 --> 0:49:28.880
<v Speaker 1>thrive and survive. So for me to judge somebody like

0:49:28.920 --> 0:49:30.680
<v Speaker 1>that and never I would have never knew what it

0:49:30.719 --> 0:49:32.480
<v Speaker 1>was like to be him, or even what he was

0:49:32.520 --> 0:49:34.799
<v Speaker 1>going through. If I wasn't a cript, it would have

0:49:34.800 --> 0:49:37.399
<v Speaker 1>been a separation. I would my parents would have kept

0:49:37.440 --> 0:49:39.239
<v Speaker 1>me away. I would have never seen it, and I

0:49:39.239 --> 0:49:41.040
<v Speaker 1>would have been talking like most of these people talk.

0:49:41.080 --> 0:49:43.360
<v Speaker 1>Oh you know, yeah, yeah, Well everybody could do what

0:49:43.400 --> 0:49:46.680
<v Speaker 1>I did. Know, everybody don't got what I got. Everybody

0:49:46.800 --> 0:49:49.440
<v Speaker 1>have good Boy. Everybody didn't have Olivia. Everybody didn't have Renee,

0:49:49.480 --> 0:49:51.799
<v Speaker 1>they didn't have Robert Poole, didn't have older brothers, they

0:49:51.800 --> 0:49:55.000
<v Speaker 1>didn't have what I had. I mean, and then whatever,

0:49:55.040 --> 0:49:57.120
<v Speaker 1>God bless me, what up top of this motherfucking army.

0:49:59.160 --> 0:50:03.440
<v Speaker 1>So it's one of those things to where cripping can

0:50:03.480 --> 0:50:05.520
<v Speaker 1>bring out the worst in people, and it can bring

0:50:05.560 --> 0:50:07.160
<v Speaker 1>out the best in some people. And I'm one of

0:50:07.160 --> 0:50:13.880
<v Speaker 1>the people it brought out the best in. We're looking

0:50:13.880 --> 0:50:16.719
<v Speaker 1>out for tuning into the No Sellers Podcast. Please do

0:50:16.800 --> 0:50:20.160
<v Speaker 1>us a favorite, subscribe, rate, comment, and share. This episode

0:50:20.239 --> 0:50:22.080
<v Speaker 1>was recorded right here on the West coast of the

0:50:22.200 --> 0:50:25.400
<v Speaker 1>USA and produced by my homeboy A King, for the

0:50:25.440 --> 0:50:29.000
<v Speaker 1>Black Effect Podcast Network and not Heart Radio. Yeah