Speaker 1: Watch up and welcome back to another episode and no
Speaker 1: Sillers podcast with your host not funk that with your
Speaker 1: low glasses, Malone. So tell me about your story. How
Speaker 1: did you go to jail? Finally, I'm really proud of
Speaker 1: you all know that sounds crazy, and you should be
Speaker 1: proud of Every black person in America should go to jail.
Speaker 1: If you're in America and in the country that oppresses
Speaker 1: the way you look, everything you do, and you don't
Speaker 1: go to jail, that means you wasn't being honory. That
Speaker 1: means you were just going like, let me act right, Master,
Speaker 1: see me. I don't know, mass I don't want old
Speaker 1: man take me down there behind the bars and I'll
Speaker 1: be with the people. Does not mean that does not
Speaker 1: mean every black person in America should go to jail
Speaker 1: at least once. I don't mean like, how were you
Speaker 1: just behaving the hole? How could you just be behaving
Speaker 1: in this country full of oppression the whole time. That's
Speaker 1: like if you was on the plantation and you never
Speaker 1: got one whip. You're just doing whatever Master I told you. Here,
Speaker 1: you don't down and blow me been obedience. I know
Speaker 1: your knees they're red, and blow me show me, and
Speaker 1: you're just like, yes, said mass, I don't want that.
Speaker 1: I don't want it. I definitely don't want it. I
Speaker 1: don't want it. But I I was gonna go to jail.
Speaker 1: Tell me, tell me what happened? Was I went out
Speaker 1: on uh was it Sunday? I went out on Sunday,
Speaker 1: Halloween weekends, the day party and I went to a
Speaker 1: day Yes, that's the day apparently, so um, I go
Speaker 1: to the day party. We were chilling or whatever. I
Speaker 1: was with my best friend and we decided, okay, we're
Speaker 1: gonna go to hookah lounge. Go to hookah lounge. I
Speaker 1: had a drink, had some hookah liquid courage. Then you know,
Speaker 1: I'm like, all right, I'm straight. I'm you know, drink
Speaker 1: me some water, ate me some chicken and waffles from
Speaker 1: the truck, everything, everything, whatever, And I'm like all right, y'all,
Speaker 1: I'm out, like I gotta go to work tomorrow, like
Speaker 1: I ain't got time whatever whatever. I get on the
Speaker 1: freeway on ship, I was like, oh ship, but I wasn't.
Speaker 1: And I was like, when I jail for drinking and driving, bro,
Speaker 1: that is not cool. Now it's not coolression or you
Speaker 1: thought I was out there fighting. I would have I
Speaker 1: would have preferred that. But you know what, though, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna be honest with you guys, I am so grateful
Speaker 1: that I did not have certain things in my car
Speaker 1: that I would normally have in my car, some weed
Speaker 1: and my gun. Oh ye chi, I would have been jailing.
Speaker 1: I would have everything to jail with them on everything,
Speaker 1: Like this was the day and it was crazy because
Speaker 1: I was looking. I told Asian, I said, you know,
Speaker 1: I was looking. I was like, damn, should I take this?
Speaker 1: I'll take my gun. It's Halloween, is gonna be crazy.
Speaker 1: I'm like, no, I don't take it so bad, don't
Speaker 1: take it. And it's crazy because it was. It was.
Speaker 1: It was a Mexican cop and a white lady and
Speaker 1: they both I knew when I saw him, I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm going to jail. They was just acting like they
Speaker 1: was just real bitchy, just real just like no, no, no,
Speaker 1: they was about the police. No, no, listen, let me
Speaker 1: tell you. It was just the way they were. That's
Speaker 1: that's the way that they were though. Like it was
Speaker 1: just I knew, like I just knew, like if it
Speaker 1: was it was if it was a male officer, did
Speaker 1: you pass up? Did you do the test? And everything?
Speaker 1: I did everything? I did everything, and it was like
Speaker 1: what happened? Had to blow blew over the limit? I
Speaker 1: can't even remember what what I blew. I need to
Speaker 1: look at my ticket. But anyway, A long story short,
Speaker 1: they took my ass to jail and I slept my
Speaker 1: ass there and they left me out of twenty like
Speaker 1: by like, yo, this is the streets you want right there? Um,
Speaker 1: Because when you I've seen the message, it was like,
Speaker 1: I'm like, how did I miss this? Yeah? No? When
Speaker 1: I text her like, oh I was in jail last night,
Speaker 1: she said what as soon as I got I got
Speaker 1: it like three hours four hours later, I'm like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, lord you I told it. And it's funny
Speaker 1: because I was like, damn. I was looking at her
Speaker 1: story like oh, she kind of going up, but I
Speaker 1: was going up that day. It's because I don't go
Speaker 1: dressed like a ninja or something. That's the day, that's
Speaker 1: the day, dress like a na. I went to jail
Speaker 1: just like a ninja and my boots and wait they
Speaker 1: killed let me tell you what else they did. They
Speaker 1: fucking cut my straps out, the red straps I had.
Speaker 1: They cut all that ship. I'm like, what y'all think
Speaker 1: I'm gonna do with the straps? Like not right? Yeah? Really, Oh,
Speaker 1: I don't know what They told me to take my
Speaker 1: boots off and I went to sell my constume up.
Speaker 1: That's fucked up. That's sucked up, man. Yeah, but I'm
Speaker 1: not proud of you anymore. You should have went to
Speaker 1: jail for that. A d us A ridiculous man, I've
Speaker 1: never Yeah, there's no reason she knows, I know. But
Speaker 1: it was crazy because because honestly, because I had took
Speaker 1: that last drink, I wasn't drinking like that. I don't
Speaker 1: even drink anymore. I drinking wine. Now. That's why I'm
Speaker 1: so pissed. All the times me and this motherfucker right
Speaker 1: here been running the streets partying or whatever, like we
Speaker 1: was drinking drinking this night in particular, I wasn't even
Speaker 1: drinking drinking in my ask took the jail. I was
Speaker 1: hot at myself, like hot, I mean, we already that's done.
Speaker 1: We don't your insurance to go up on your like
Speaker 1: a motherfucker already know he's a funk up. I'm to
Speaker 1: pay show is poor God, But I think every black
Speaker 1: person in America should go to jail, like, I genuinely
Speaker 1: think for one time, like you should know what the
Speaker 1: experience is like. You should have been honorary at some
Speaker 1: place to where it was like somewhere along the line
Speaker 1: you were built against some system, some situation of oppression
Speaker 1: and stood up and been treated like a nigger if
Speaker 1: you wasn't. I don't really know what that feels like.
Speaker 1: I don't know what that feel like. I don't know
Speaker 1: how you live your life being a bit the whole
Speaker 1: time before you say you can't be a bit your
Speaker 1: whole life. But it's funny, right, I was thinking about that,
Speaker 1: like I was going to name an album. You can't
Speaker 1: be a bit your whole life. I swear to God,
Speaker 1: it can't be a bit your whole lot. I don't
Speaker 1: jel is definitely not a place for you don't need
Speaker 1: to go. Yeah, I don't know. I don't. M h.
Speaker 1: I was you never went to jail. I've been a
Speaker 1: jail that. Yes, I'm proud of you. You should have. No,
Speaker 1: I did five days and that was that was five days, girl. Damn.
Speaker 1: It felt like the longer, the longest. At the longest
Speaker 1: you go to jail, you eat fruit. You start eating
Speaker 1: apple apples get different. They gave me an orange, peanut
Speaker 1: butter and jel. The best thing was that little break.
Speaker 1: Two slices of bread, milk and orange juice all the ship.
Speaker 1: I don't eat. To make you fool, that's blow up.
Speaker 1: I don't eat. I just sat there. It was the
Speaker 1: time in my life where I was going to jail
Speaker 1: all the time. I probably went to jail somewhere in
Speaker 1: the ten or fifteen times. I've never been in prison,
Speaker 1: but I used to go to jail all the time.
Speaker 1: I had a really difficult relationship with the sheriffs in
Speaker 1: my community, and I was selling drugs and they knew
Speaker 1: I was selling drugs, and I knew they had to
Speaker 1: prove that I was selling drugs. So I was kind
Speaker 1: of an arrogant de boy, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: I prided myself and your ability to not catch me
Speaker 1: selling drugs. I treated my customers with respect so they
Speaker 1: wouldn't tell on me. You know. It was a way
Speaker 1: I conducted myself so they would catch me put other
Speaker 1: people shining on me. It was a game, and I
Speaker 1: knew what it was. I respected it um. But they
Speaker 1: used to have this thing called ship on a shingle. Oh,
Speaker 1: I heard about that. It's like a ground meat and
Speaker 1: mashed potatoes and cheese and ship. Yeah. It used to
Speaker 1: be crazy. It was good. It was good. I used
Speaker 1: to tell me all the time when I would be
Speaker 1: in the county, like, don't drink the juicer to make
Speaker 1: you stir. Really. Yeah, they called it Jim Jones had.
Speaker 1: I think it was like a grape. It was like
Speaker 1: a grape or maybe like an orange. It was orange
Speaker 1: juice and a little carton. Yeah. I had orange juice
Speaker 1: and the milk. None of the stuff drink. Yeah you
Speaker 1: ate that, didn't You should have stayed to drinking all that.
Speaker 1: Shouldn't eat everything. I was. I just fruit tastes different
Speaker 1: when you get the jail. You get the jailboy, you
Speaker 1: have another appreciation for fruit because the food they'd be
Speaker 1: trying to serve you be like, I just need to
Speaker 1: eat this album take you a while before you And
Speaker 1: then it was like a peanut butter and jelly sandwich.
Speaker 1: But everything was like it was. It was like the
Speaker 1: bread was separate in Oh, mine was the I had
Speaker 1: peanut butter and jelly and like little packets, but that
Speaker 1: the bread was separate girl. That was it was a blur.
Speaker 1: Did y'all ever buy that peanut butter and jelly stuff together? When? Yes, yes,
Speaker 1: I like that. So you like your peanut butter coat.
Speaker 1: I do. It was good. The only thing I didn't
Speaker 1: like my dad. He bought the you know, we would
Speaker 1: get that and then he would be like, don't mix
Speaker 1: it up, like keep it separate. Like I'm like, hell,
Speaker 1: that's what we pointed for. Like that's what we bought
Speaker 1: it for. Like why different tastes? Why were like, it's different.
Speaker 1: We're supposed to just be able to like scoop it
Speaker 1: on together. Want to take the peanut butter, take a
Speaker 1: little bit, don't want to mixed together. Actually he bought it.
Speaker 1: He bought it first one with Yeah, that was a
Speaker 1: bad idea. I don't think we ever got anymore after that.
Speaker 1: It wasn't it's it's a different taste. It's not like,
Speaker 1: O G peanut butter and jelly and I make the
Speaker 1: bomb peanut butter and jelly. You gotta have it on
Speaker 1: the right bread. And I got a secret bread. Oh
Speaker 1: gosh that don't brown your own peanuts up, na. But
Speaker 1: the bread is really good. It's this maple brown sugar bread.
Speaker 1: R Tiana. It's get so now they got this maple
Speaker 1: brown sugar bread right, And then I like under peanut
Speaker 1: butter with underrated like when you when you make sandwiches
Speaker 1: and things. I don't think people get crazy enough with
Speaker 1: the bread. Like I think that's the real trick. You
Speaker 1: can only do so much to the middle of a sandwich.
Speaker 1: Cover like the more bread you start trying, like marble
Speaker 1: rise and ship as you know, when you grow up
Speaker 1: where we grow up at it ain't it's just white
Speaker 1: and wheat like bad. I just like wraps. The grand was.
Speaker 1: She was always into bread. Sour though. That was my favorite.
Speaker 1: Sour doughs, croissans, she like ry like um, she like
Speaker 1: the ones that have all the all the stuff in it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I forgot, I know what you're talking about. The grain. Yeah,
Speaker 1: that like that. And then my mom she loves her some.
Speaker 1: Um what's that David's bread. Yeah, that's that's that's stuff.
Speaker 1: That's yeah. I'm good, I'm good. Just just give me
Speaker 1: some about Did I tell you about my silly No,
Speaker 1: the silly I can laugh about this ship now, but
Speaker 1: motherfucker was not laughing in them. No. I don't know
Speaker 1: she was crazy though. She said she was in there. No,
Speaker 1: she was cool. She was like, oh, it's your first time,
Speaker 1: but you and your friend told her. She was like, oh,
Speaker 1: they don't let you in a couple hours, you'll be
Speaker 1: all right. And she was like yeah. She started pacing
Speaker 1: the fucking um cell. I'm like, what the funk. She
Speaker 1: had no shoes on, she just had socks on. And
Speaker 1: she was like, yeah, I have a UM what's it called?
Speaker 1: What was it called? Um? She said, Oh, she's had
Speaker 1: a restraint or owner. She had stattard, she violent and
Speaker 1: restraining order. Yes, she stabbed her boyfriend. Yeah. That's the thing.
Speaker 1: When you go to jail, you meet motherfucker's that usually
Speaker 1: know everything about jail and criminal cases and ship and
Speaker 1: you'll be thinking to yourself, like, why is you in this? Motherfucker?
Speaker 1: If you know better, nig went to jail like yeah,
Speaker 1: oh that ain't nothing like because you should be a lawyer, right,
Speaker 1: why are you in here? Everything? I don't know everything?
Speaker 1: Oh that's what you gotta do. You gotta foul this paperwork, bro,
Speaker 1: Why do you know all this? Nigga been in just
Speaker 1: whole life. I think that there should be a real
Speaker 1: first to hold up no seilings, gl what's happening? The
Speaker 1: jail bird bread was happening, Welcome home, free bread, the
Speaker 1: free brid t shirts. Um, we should create a program
Speaker 1: where people who like be in jail for twenty years
Speaker 1: and might be studying their cases, then be all in
Speaker 1: the law library. Then nigger should be able to go
Speaker 1: from jail right into law school. You know what I actually, Um,
Speaker 1: I have a cousin, UM cousin in law. He did
Speaker 1: like fifteen or sixteen years and he got out and
Speaker 1: he's a paralegal. That literally should be a transition. It's
Speaker 1: so many great ideas that I have to transition street
Speaker 1: ideas into professional ideas. And because those programs don't exist.
Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, people don't know, Like, but
Speaker 1: some of the smartest people and the most creative and
Speaker 1: talented people are in jail. Like I used to be
Speaker 1: doing cutting hairs with razors and combs. Fade like triple phase,
Speaker 1: the best fade you've ever had in your life. You
Speaker 1: see them doing be cooking all kind of stuff you
Speaker 1: know's and you get to see how creative may be
Speaker 1: coming up with her hair. I'm like, damn, you get
Speaker 1: to see how creative Brothers really is. Yeah, um, so
Speaker 1: this is this one of them. Weeks we don't run
Speaker 1: like it's fair to say, we don't have a daily idea,
Speaker 1: a daily podcast, weekly podcast. But every now and then
Speaker 1: events inspire a conversation. Um, we've I think we've had
Speaker 1: a conversation about some things. But I think senseless violence
Speaker 1: is a title that's used entirely too much. I think
Speaker 1: senseless violence, right is, is an overused idea. You hear
Speaker 1: a lot about senseless violence. M h all. You hear
Speaker 1: senseless violence every time somebody on the outskirts labels some
Speaker 1: ships senseless violence. Um, I don't know if it's a
Speaker 1: reflection of the truth as much as people are just
Speaker 1: ignorant to the conflict. Because to me right now, Russia
Speaker 1: and you crane that ship is senseless violence, and America
Speaker 1: is fighting. It's funding a senseless violence fight to me,
Speaker 1: based off if, I can't make sense of it. But
Speaker 1: since it's kind of all perspective, right, I don't. I
Speaker 1: don't know. Do y'all understand? Do y'all know the story
Speaker 1: of why the sixties and the eight Trades are fighting?
Speaker 1: All the crips and a trade crips are fighting right
Speaker 1: now currently just that forever beef. Well, yeah, because as
Speaker 1: people die, it creates a a lifelong dysfunction between two communities,
Speaker 1: you know, as as a as a as a Um,
Speaker 1: how do I say this? It's almost like you bread
Speaker 1: like the half feeling McCoy's, you know, I mean you
Speaker 1: heard of that before, right, half feeling McCoys is two
Speaker 1: families to all white families been beefing forever because somebody
Speaker 1: I sunk over. So when somebody get killed, it creates
Speaker 1: a blood line like a lineage of Hey, um, sometimes
Speaker 1: we can resolve them. Japan and America, it feels like
Speaker 1: it's been resolved since Pearl Harbor and then you know,
Speaker 1: America dropped those two nuclear bonds on them. But there's
Speaker 1: always an underlining thing. Um, the sixties and the trades,
Speaker 1: the sixty rolling sisty crips, the trade cribs. Their beef
Speaker 1: goes back to a simple a situation between a simple
Speaker 1: fight between two young guys over a disagreement. Some says
Speaker 1: over a girl. Um, I think Rick Hardeman, I think
Speaker 1: that's Tyrone. Tyrone Hardeman. Big Rigg is the legendary dude
Speaker 1: from out of the area. It was his younger brother,
Speaker 1: and it was a guy named Fatty out of the
Speaker 1: eight Trades. I think Fatty's alive too. I was talking
Speaker 1: to one of my partners. They were fighting over a
Speaker 1: disagreement they would meet up to handle day, you know,
Speaker 1: um differences, you know, physically, like, okay, we're gonna fight
Speaker 1: it out to see who's makes the most sense. Sometimes
Speaker 1: the physical explanation is need. This is a normal thing
Speaker 1: that happens between communities. Sometimes they settle it physically, you know, Okay,
Speaker 1: a guy who's not necessarily a lifelong person from either community,
Speaker 1: you know who just start rolling with the trades. He's
Speaker 1: there and he mistakes the situation of the fight, pulls
Speaker 1: out a gun and kills Tyrone from you know, from sixties,
Speaker 1: sixteen year old kids. It's somebody's younger brothers, somebody's kids son.
Speaker 1: This is somebody's friend, kids, friends, a lot of people
Speaker 1: in that age group, right, this is a seventy nine,
Speaker 1: So everybody run. You know, this is kind of like
Speaker 1: new say, people shooting, but this is not normal, amos kids. Um.
Speaker 1: Later on they tried to meet up to figure it out,
Speaker 1: and you know, they just wanted the person who actually
Speaker 1: killed Tyrone. It's like, man, let us just get him.
Speaker 1: We you know, we need justice. Let's get him, and
Speaker 1: you know, it's resolved. They trades didn't really know him
Speaker 1: like that. They didn't his mother, that he's not a
Speaker 1: lifelong guy that grew up in their community. He's just
Speaker 1: some guy that they allowed to currently start rolling with them.
Speaker 1: And because they couldn't find an amicable solution, you know,
Speaker 1: passion got worse and worse, and they couldn't find a
Speaker 1: solution that was fair, and eventually, you know, tempers overflown
Speaker 1: and somebody got shot. Motions went too far. I couldn't
Speaker 1: find a solution. Somebody got shot. So now with somebody
Speaker 1: from sixties dad, somebody from a trade that people like shot,
Speaker 1: somebody from sixties died that people like, and somebody from
Speaker 1: a trade that people love got shot. And now you
Speaker 1: have this situation to me, that makes sense now the
Speaker 1: initial killing sense that don't make sense. It's just a
Speaker 1: way that these communities solve their issues all the time.
Speaker 1: That specific thing, you know what I mean, I don't get.
Speaker 1: But now after that I can understand how it starts
Speaker 1: to unfold. So I don't call all violence between sixties
Speaker 1: the Rolling sixty crips and there gangsty crips. Senseless Certain
Speaker 1: situations don't make sense, but some of them I understand.
Speaker 1: Where do y'all stand in that term senseless violence? How
Speaker 1: do you feel about it? Do you understand any like?
Speaker 1: I know you're not necessarily you're not gang members, but
Speaker 1: I'm sure you've heard, you've seen ship happened between men.
Speaker 1: Where has the violence ever made sense? Has the fight
Speaker 1: ever made sense? I lost my brother to me, I
Speaker 1: felt it was senseless violence. Um, you know, rest in
Speaker 1: peace in bound? Um. He was shot just coming out
Speaker 1: of a store, you know what I mean, go in
Speaker 1: his car, about to go to the studio. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. In m No, it was like nothing
Speaker 1: like everybody was just like, oh, another man, you know shot?
Speaker 1: Oh but it's yeah, it's crazy, um because that said
Speaker 1: it was over a girl. It was so many different
Speaker 1: there were so many difference. I'm gonna tell you, UM,
Speaker 1: I don't know where he was from, but I know
Speaker 1: that he associated itself with um let's um like um Englewood.
Speaker 1: But I'm not I don't know. I just know that
Speaker 1: I wasn't doing Yeah, I don't know what quite happened.
Speaker 1: I just know that he was at a strow with
Speaker 1: his friends. He was going to get him some blunts
Speaker 1: and he was headed to the studio and he got killed.
Speaker 1: UM two and UM think yeah. So for me, like
Speaker 1: I don't, I just don't get it at all, like
Speaker 1: you know, but I'm a I'm a INNC advice center
Speaker 1: outside looking in. So I just see my brother gone
Speaker 1: for nothing like That's how I look at it, what
Speaker 1: I'm saying. But mm hmm, senseless violence would be the
Speaker 1: fourth show you cried don't cry up so rest in
Speaker 1: peace to take off. I'm I'm bringing this up because
Speaker 1: I say it's senseless to me because I feel like
Speaker 1: y'all got all this money, but you're gambling. See But okay,
Speaker 1: so what I don't want to do. And we don't
Speaker 1: really know what happened. We don't know what happened. But
Speaker 1: I'm but what was said, But don't don't. I'm gonna
Speaker 1: tell you I should never ever go by that because
Speaker 1: you don't. We don't really don't know. All we know
Speaker 1: somebody said, well, this is what happened, but that could
Speaker 1: have been a person that's putting together a play to
Speaker 1: distracted police. What I'm saying, like, I don't get into that.
Speaker 1: I just say it's it's senseless because he was just
Speaker 1: from what I've heard, is he was just having the
Speaker 1: back of his his family member. You know what I'm saying,
Speaker 1: Like for whatever jumped off. I mean, if that was
Speaker 1: Bret and something was going on, like I'm going to
Speaker 1: have her back, but he end up losing his life
Speaker 1: from something that could have probably been prevented. You know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying. I think that if instead of um,
Speaker 1: we don't know what happened, but to where it got
Speaker 1: to the point where now you guys are shooting, that's senseless.
Speaker 1: It's like, why can't we just have a disagreement or
Speaker 1: argument or whatever the case is without the gun violence,
Speaker 1: Like that's senseless to me. For me, like even in
Speaker 1: the moments like these where people close to me died
Speaker 1: and friends died, I can't get into why human beings,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Like, um, why do human
Speaker 1: beings escalate their situations? Let me get rid of crime.
Speaker 1: Goddamn grown up? Now? Just the case tis No, I'm
Speaker 1: not I'm for real. I'm saying, do you guys understand war?
Speaker 1: I don't do you at all? Do you think there's
Speaker 1: a reason to fight? Yeah, I think there'll be reasons
Speaker 1: to fight, but the gun the killing though, But I
Speaker 1: get you could die getting beat up too. You could
Speaker 1: die getting beat up to or fighting or anything. You
Speaker 1: can get pushed down the wrong way, hit your head whatever.
Speaker 1: But oh man, yeah, I believe in you know. So
Speaker 1: do you believe there's that for a reason to kill? Yeah?
Speaker 1: If you gonna defend yourself, sometimes you may have to.
Speaker 1: But what kind of defense are you? A? Stay in
Speaker 1: your ground? Like, let's say it's a girl read with
Speaker 1: bread with you like five five five four three, okay
Speaker 1: you five one. Let's say you got your pistol, won't
Speaker 1: you right in the car and it's a girl six
Speaker 1: ft two trying to fight you and she whooping on
Speaker 1: your ass. Yeah, And let's say she's whipping on your
Speaker 1: ass because her boyfriend winked at you, Like the boyfriend
Speaker 1: winked at you. And she's like, yeah, bitch, you think
Speaker 1: my boyfriend winking at you, Like, that's not my fault,
Speaker 1: that's his fault. And she's like, not, bitch, we need
Speaker 1: to get out. And you're like, man, I'm not trying
Speaker 1: to fight you, And this is six ft one lady
Speaker 1: six ft two ladies, she a foot taller than you're
Speaker 1: trying to fight you? Is that a reason to pull
Speaker 1: out your gun? And she beat my ass? I'm a shooter? Sorry? Real?
Speaker 1: Is that senseless? I'm sorry, I'm I'm not gonna kill her,
Speaker 1: but I'm holding it is senseless? Could it is senseless?
Speaker 1: Is that senseless? She getting her? Ask what? She getting her?
Speaker 1: Ask what? And a fair fight against somebody's foot taller.
Speaker 1: So there's nobody there to break it up, like the boyfriend.
Speaker 1: The boyfriend keep trying to break it up, but the
Speaker 1: big old lady pushed the boyfriend out the way too,
Speaker 1: and just squa protecting yourself. I'm protecting So you can
Speaker 1: make sense of that. Listen, let me tell you something.
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to get what you're doing. I get
Speaker 1: what you're doing because I'm trying to put you into
Speaker 1: the position of why people get shot. I get it,
Speaker 1: and I totally get it that you need to be
Speaker 1: talking to your man. Don't be over here, word out where? Yeah,
Speaker 1: because he said, Dann, you didn't, I say, that's where
Speaker 1: you don't? You trying not to put yourself in situation.
Speaker 1: That's why I can happen. Can happen? Ship, She can
Speaker 1: happen for sure? The head up fade like you know what,
Speaker 1: it's just one of hurts me and her. Definitely, I
Speaker 1: was taught to pick up whatever the funk you can
Speaker 1: she squabbing up? Hey, she squabbed me up. Okay, I
Speaker 1: don't know. Might might be what I'm saying. But if
Speaker 1: she beating as to wear like you're gonna, I mean,
Speaker 1: you don't know if you're gonna really die, but you
Speaker 1: just get yours. But that's the thing. And if a fight,
Speaker 1: your adrenaline is going everything is you don't know this
Speaker 1: person is whipping on asks like that to where I'm saying,
Speaker 1: you have the motherfucker on you, right and I have
Speaker 1: it on me. That's the whole thing. Is it's senseless
Speaker 1: or can you make sense of it? I can make
Speaker 1: sense of it. I can make I can make sense,
Speaker 1: can make sense of it? Question to my world? No,
Speaker 1: for real, Ship, I understand, Like I'm not saying that
Speaker 1: there's no reason for you know, for you to have
Speaker 1: to get get down like that, but damn that just
Speaker 1: that worst senseless. That's why you did this. I see
Speaker 1: what you're doing. Definitely, what I did it for yes,
Speaker 1: how do you make sense of it? Right? And that
Speaker 1: is my point, Like, I think it's such a perspective
Speaker 1: word and we're so quick to label something, and I
Speaker 1: think we're choiceless in the matter and having people mislabel. Really,
Speaker 1: people are ignorant to what's going on. Like if you
Speaker 1: listen to white people talk about gang violence right of people,
Speaker 1: that's not in even a lot of Black people today
Speaker 1: who don't grow up in those communities. It's like you
Speaker 1: can't make sense of it. Just say, I'm ignorant to
Speaker 1: what's going on. That's the thing about even rest in
Speaker 1: peace to take off. We're ignorant. We don't have any details.
Speaker 1: We have bare minimum details. We have a lot of
Speaker 1: we have a lot of fluff, but we have visual
Speaker 1: footage that's super inconclusive of what happened. Now, I'm not
Speaker 1: saying that no way did that little young nigga deserved
Speaker 1: to pass away. I don't quite know what happened. And
Speaker 1: I hope he would not do something that would make
Speaker 1: him put himself in a position where somebody would take
Speaker 1: his life. This is a wealthy, young god young brother,
Speaker 1: so I will hope he wouldn't. But I am not
Speaker 1: going to jump off of that cliff and say it's senseless.
Speaker 1: I'm not going to mislabel something or label something in
Speaker 1: being ignorant. I don't know. So that's why I'm careful
Speaker 1: when I said I don't know what happened. So now
Speaker 1: if it does come out that he was they were
Speaker 1: planned dice or whatever, whatever, is that senseless. I don't
Speaker 1: know how I need to know what happened, like right,
Speaker 1: uh um. There are certain situations that will get you shot.
Speaker 1: Well a lot of people, I mean, should I don't
Speaker 1: shoot dice, but I hears the person. You know, you
Speaker 1: don't shoot Dice when my shot. I don't think he did.
Speaker 1: A people have gotten jack and robbed for stuff like that.
Speaker 1: So I mean, jazz Prince Party is a jazz It's
Speaker 1: Jazz Prince Party. I know that for sure. And that's
Speaker 1: a high profile party. It's very private. It's only gonna
Speaker 1: be some certain type people in there. So I don't
Speaker 1: think it's hard for the strangers or people that you
Speaker 1: don't think about the kid we're So that's why it
Speaker 1: just made me think of this conversation. I just noticed
Speaker 1: everybody jumped off and talked about rapper hip hop because
Speaker 1: of this nigga profession. If a doctor goes to a
Speaker 1: fucking bar and gets into a fucking fight with somebody,
Speaker 1: you know what I mean, and somebody slumped the doctor,
Speaker 1: You're not gonna call the profession of being a doctor
Speaker 1: into question. I don't care if three doctors got killed
Speaker 1: in the same week, nobody's gonna be like, oh, man,
Speaker 1: being a doctor get you killed. Yeah. It's a lot
Speaker 1: of people in the perfect a lot of rappers or
Speaker 1: a lot of people that are in um the business
Speaker 1: that are saying that, like, oh you know, um this
Speaker 1: is rapp is rap? Is this what are you saying?
Speaker 1: Like the hardest job in the world. It's the most dangerous,
Speaker 1: not just something. What was that designer? Okay him too,
Speaker 1: and then literally was so upset when what funny is?
Speaker 1: I was upset when takeoff pass away and I heard
Speaker 1: that information. When I saw his video, I was even
Speaker 1: more upset. I was so frustrated with him, like, what
Speaker 1: the funk are you this weird? I'm not even get
Speaker 1: into this word ass culture going on. Man, I gotta
Speaker 1: talk to designer in person. I know some people that
Speaker 1: know because but that was not cool. I hated that
Speaker 1: stupid ass video. Bro, you are doing to fun That
Speaker 1: ship is dumb. Get off the net because I understand
Speaker 1: none of that, but I don't want to talk about that.
Speaker 1: So what I'm saying is being a rapper is not hard.
Speaker 1: You could just wrap the ship you want to talk about.
Speaker 1: You may be held accountable. That's the problem, the ship
Speaker 1: you're talking about. You may be held accountable. Somebody told
Speaker 1: me they was talking about Little Extent. You know his music.
Speaker 1: I'm like, I saw this nigga antagonizing a nigga from
Speaker 1: San Diego name Stone. He's antagonizing this nigger. He puts
Speaker 1: his mom address hunt in the internet. He makes songs
Speaker 1: this is nigga and thank he for the doing show
Speaker 1: in San Diego. And then that's if you're seeing a video.
Speaker 1: He got knocked out on stage. Niggas was surprised, like
Speaker 1: he got doping. How could you be surprised if you're
Speaker 1: talking ship and you go to a nigger town and
Speaker 1: the nigga knock you out, it's nothing to be surprised about.
Speaker 1: You gotta know how this ship go. Um. And he
Speaker 1: was saying he felt his music and I'm like, his
Speaker 1: music did draw that kind of interest. He was talking
Speaker 1: about Drake this nigga is. People want to say, this
Speaker 1: is this weird unstreet thing, and I'll say, it's like,
Speaker 1: y'all main stream America shit, because I don't know what
Speaker 1: the fun is going on, because that y'all think y'all
Speaker 1: should be ab to say what y'all want to say
Speaker 1: to people and don't be held accountable. It's a weird thing,
Speaker 1: like when you might have to actually defend your thoughts.
Speaker 1: Somebody may come to challenge you on your thoughts. Physically,
Speaker 1: people feel like if they're witty or wild. You know,
Speaker 1: I'm only using my words. Well, some people are physically gifted,
Speaker 1: like you could be intellectually gifted. Somebody else can be
Speaker 1: physically gifted. So you know, they was talking to me
Speaker 1: about Draco. Draco with Draco sist that ship is not senseless. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I can make sense of this ship. You can't be
Speaker 1: doing some of this ship, and thank you, you're not
Speaker 1: gonna have to run into a problem. This the ship,
Speaker 1: we say, And that's the thing that we all understand.
Speaker 1: When you within the culture, you know, if you say
Speaker 1: something about the nigger, if I say some ship about Snoop,
Speaker 1: I might have to run into snoop. There was a
Speaker 1: time we had this movement called the New West Movement,
Speaker 1: and this movement was pro us, but it came across
Speaker 1: anti legends. I knew how it worked. I knew if
Speaker 1: I ran into any of them legends. Well, I was thinking,
Speaker 1: whatever they was gonna say, it was gonna come with fists.
Speaker 1: We ain't gonna argue with the eight if it's not
Speaker 1: you know, sensible, right off the whip. It's a fight
Speaker 1: right with a gun in my back pocket, just in
Speaker 1: case niggs get funny. The streets teach you to be
Speaker 1: accountable for what you say. Only in main stream America
Speaker 1: do you think you can say what you want to say?
Speaker 1: And then when somebody do something to your bow? Senseless violence?
Speaker 1: White people do it all the time. Maybe they call
Speaker 1: you a nigger and be surprised. You ever seen the
Speaker 1: videos they call somebody you're fucking nigger, You get pep,
Speaker 1: why don't you hit me? And then it'll be like
Speaker 1: senseless violence, Right, that's not sense. You gotta handled. That's
Speaker 1: what happened. If you call somebody a bit, what people
Speaker 1: think with words words that on me. I didn't put
Speaker 1: my hands on you, exactly like you gotta start to fight.
Speaker 1: You should have exactly, you should have wait for nobody
Speaker 1: come swing on you. I never called a nigga bit.
Speaker 1: I never called the nigga bit. I just if I
Speaker 1: thought he was a bit, I'm gonna beat your money,
Speaker 1: have words. I was. I just fun because if I
Speaker 1: need to call you a bit, I'm gonna show you
Speaker 1: a bit. I don't got to say nothing. You get
Speaker 1: the point. I was the one that I never wanted
Speaker 1: the first punch either that ever gone? So at which place?
Speaker 1: Where is it? That? So the concept of senseless violence,
Speaker 1: like I said, it's very um. The idea of senseless
Speaker 1: violence is very a perspective based thing. You have every
Speaker 1: mainstream American saying, oh it's violence and hip hop, it's senseless.
Speaker 1: But they're broadcasting the news in Ukraine and Russian and
Speaker 1: like they're not calling it a senseless war. Like right now,
Speaker 1: you got that little short man over there, North Korean,
Speaker 1: a little midget dude. Dude is tough. I ain't gonna
Speaker 1: take ship that he get cracking. He's a he's a fool.
Speaker 1: He just ly your mom. They're like senseless and I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: y'all fucking with that man? We are trying to tell
Speaker 1: that man what he can and can't do, and that
Speaker 1: man showing you, I'm a grown ass man, I'm gonna
Speaker 1: do what? Then I want him alone because they don't care,
Speaker 1: don't And why shitty, that's just fun? Why are you?
Speaker 1: Why are you coming to my house telling me what
Speaker 1: doing my house? And and and you don't tell nobody
Speaker 1: like that what to do. You just knew them and
Speaker 1: deal with the consequences you feel. It's certain people you
Speaker 1: just take off feel me, and and then whatever happened happened.
Speaker 1: You don't try to go You can't because they all
Speaker 1: try to say you you can't negotiate with tears. So
Speaker 1: why you negotiate with a terrorist and not terrorists in
Speaker 1: the way we used with somebody that's telling you you
Speaker 1: can't tell me what to do. I'm a grown up.
Speaker 1: I'm not with your program. I'm gonna do my own things.
Speaker 1: So either you gonna go all the way or shut
Speaker 1: the funk up. Ain't no middle ground. And that's the
Speaker 1: thing about punk ass culture. Punk ass it's a punk
Speaker 1: ass culture. That's what mainstream has. A punk ass culture.
Speaker 1: Their punks a bunch of motherfucker's that want to say
Speaker 1: what they want to say and don't want to deal
Speaker 1: with what that man coming from it. Say what you say,
Speaker 1: stand on your ship. If y'all threatening that little dude
Speaker 1: over there, ship and he doing some ship showing, see
Speaker 1: what the fight come with if not shut the funk up.
Speaker 1: They did that whole thing with the little other white
Speaker 1: men over there in Russia. If y'all start a fight
Speaker 1: with them, is it? Uh Biden? That was the whole
Speaker 1: he did. He the worst kind of honey, do all
Speaker 1: that talk and then the fight start. You don't do nothing,
Speaker 1: you over there being a mark, you're doing that. You
Speaker 1: wouldn't threatened me and said, well if you if you
Speaker 1: do something that we're gonna stay, we'll get cracking. He did,
Speaker 1: called your blood supplies over there. Now y'all gonna have
Speaker 1: That's some mark. That's just shut the funk up. You
Speaker 1: could have just shut the funk up and just saying supplies.
Speaker 1: But again, it's a world that's happening, and it's a
Speaker 1: weird thing that's happening in mainstream culture as well. It's
Speaker 1: a whole thing of trying to look good. People are
Speaker 1: exerting energies, trying to look like a good person. Everybody
Speaker 1: wants to say the correct thing. There's a huge business
Speaker 1: model right now going on on white guilt. People making
Speaker 1: white people guilty to get money for themselves. White guilt
Speaker 1: is big business. Sound crazy, I know, coming from trust me,
Speaker 1: White guilt is a huge business right now. They got
Speaker 1: the white folks investing all kind of badass idea talking
Speaker 1: about this black people and these niggas ain't black and ship.
Speaker 1: These niggas ain't nowhere other culture for the culture. They
Speaker 1: just got to paint job. They ain't not gonna do
Speaker 1: nothing for another nigga that looked like them. So again,
Speaker 1: it's one of those things where we hear that term
Speaker 1: senseless violence. Senseless violence, senseless violence if you maybe you're
Speaker 1: ignorant and the best thing you could do is shut
Speaker 1: the funk up or get informed. Stop just running around here.
Speaker 1: Paint in the narrative. You know, you're running around this
Speaker 1: motherfucker's screaming all your rappers. It's hard, I mean, but
Speaker 1: they just all repeat after each other though, So I
Speaker 1: mean that's just like, um, they'll post a story, they
Speaker 1: just go off. They don't have any facts, and so
Speaker 1: they just go off of what this person said and
Speaker 1: what this person said. Who was that the e they
Speaker 1: posted post offset instead of takeoff? Right? So they how
Speaker 1: do you do? Yeah, they're not, you're not. It's just okay,
Speaker 1: this like they look alike they because to them is
Speaker 1: because to them, it's nothing but news. They don't know.
Speaker 1: They're just like this might be popular. If we talk
Speaker 1: about this, everybody gonna watch. So they're thinking of, yeah,
Speaker 1: so what I would like to see happen, which is
Speaker 1: not gonna happen, but I would like to see it happen.
Speaker 1: Is a lot of times you stop miss labeling things
Speaker 1: if you don't really care about what's going on in
Speaker 1: these communities. Sure, sure you can write it off gang violence.
Speaker 1: It's ignorant. I don't it's stupid. If you don't care,
Speaker 1: shut the funk up, like you know why? You know
Speaker 1: why I don't go around labeling the war in Russia
Speaker 1: with Ukraine senseless because I don't give a funk to
Speaker 1: find out why them crackers is fighting. I don't care,
Speaker 1: So I'm not gonna be like, hey, the senseless war
Speaker 1: over there in the Ukraine and Russia. I think I
Speaker 1: don't care to make sense of it. I don't care
Speaker 1: to make sense of it, so I shut the funk up. Well,
Speaker 1: I don't know what people fighting right now? Israel been
Speaker 1: fighting against them people over there, the Jewish and the
Speaker 1: Muslim people fighting right now over that look country the
Speaker 1: whole time. They fight like a motherfucker. I could jump
Speaker 1: up and said, senseless. Oh it's senseless. Look at you guys.
Speaker 1: I don't know what y'all fighting over all? Right? They
Speaker 1: fighting over something in the Bible. Weird people they're talking
Speaker 1: about in the Bible. I'm not even to entertain that
Speaker 1: ship talking about old b they talking about. I don't
Speaker 1: understand christ I don't understand them. I've been fighting this long.
Speaker 1: What are they fighting over? How long the people been
Speaker 1: fighting over there? Then? People been fighting right now going
Speaker 1: on years ago. How long we've been fighting against motherfucking
Speaker 1: what's the people that bombed the towers that they ran
Speaker 1: the planes into the towers. Caliban they just shot a
Speaker 1: niked from there the other day. They just flop did
Speaker 1: a fly by on it and didn't Bright's crazy. I
Speaker 1: thought he pulled the troops. He said that was it.
Speaker 1: Them them dudes to a whole. They knocked somebody off, right,
Speaker 1: This was this year. They knocked the dude off and
Speaker 1: then did a motherfucking show, a TV show. They came
Speaker 1: and took over. The announcement was like, yeah, we're not
Speaker 1: team off. We're gonna show you if you played with America,
Speaker 1: don't care how long we take, We're gonna get you,
Speaker 1: and didn't trying like they don't understand this cripping. How
Speaker 1: don't you understand this cripping? You understand if you got
Speaker 1: an enemy they bombed Joe Towers you you could take
Speaker 1: twenty years to get him back. How you don't understand
Speaker 1: this cripping nigga shot my partner. If it's twenty years, Laddin,
Speaker 1: I get him my getting right, y'all did't mean like
Speaker 1: we need to lock him up. Oh you know what,
Speaker 1: we need to set together a play to go into
Speaker 1: his country and getting put in prison. No, you sent
Speaker 1: the jets, y'all did a drive by. Yall did a
Speaker 1: fly by nas and they didn't even send nobody. They
Speaker 1: sent the drones. They didn't even a cow. They just
Speaker 1: sent the drones and didn't try to get on TV
Speaker 1: bragging about that whole ass ship. I didn't know they
Speaker 1: did that though, that's crazy, got on TV and was
Speaker 1: bragging about it that old man up there body every
Speaker 1: bit of a hundred and twelve. Yeah, you know, you
Speaker 1: can't play with America. Sometimes I go back and listen
Speaker 1: listen to those Ronald Reagan like promos. He was cutting
Speaker 1: like a wrestler talking about Libya, and he was like, yeah,
Speaker 1: you can't mess with America. Yes, and try to don't
Speaker 1: understand it's cripping. What do y'all think y'all doing? Y'all
Speaker 1: is America crips tripping on North Korea blood. The only
Speaker 1: difference is y'all is fake. Y'all get in front of
Speaker 1: all these other people and be trying to act like
Speaker 1: y'all good, but in real life y'all with all of
Speaker 1: the same bullshit. So do we call what? Do we
Speaker 1: what is? What is sensible about violence? If you just
Speaker 1: said the lady was fighting your head up, she'll whooping
Speaker 1: your ass, I mean she's whopping your ass. Brick, she
Speaker 1: cleaning you, whooping your ass. She might get shot and
Speaker 1: then she could bleed out and die. Right, she might
Speaker 1: bleed and die artery but bad neck. So imagine the
Speaker 1: judge get up in there and he fin assented you
Speaker 1: for manshlaughter like that senseless act of violence. You look
Speaker 1: like this big old bitch was Do you mean senseless?
Speaker 1: That's how I feel when you just jump off the
Speaker 1: cliff and you say some ship senseless, that you don't
Speaker 1: know what the fund is going on. That's the problem
Speaker 1: right now. When this motherfucker man were so fast to
Speaker 1: act like we know what's going on. You got all
Speaker 1: these motherfucking SVU detectives on the Twitter and Instagram nigga
Speaker 1: solving the crime. Bitch, you don't. You are in the
Speaker 1: wrong job. Are you a blogger? I know what happened.
Speaker 1: They were fighting over a dice game and this guy
Speaker 1: is his own partners shot. That's exactly what it was
Speaker 1: that they said he got hit from. They don't know.
Speaker 1: But I don't believe none of that ship because you
Speaker 1: know why they nigga that. First off, if a nigga
Speaker 1: that shot him, if I shot him, I'd be trying
Speaker 1: to disseminate bad information to they say this happened. I
Speaker 1: don't know what happened. I'm not gonna jump off and
Speaker 1: say it's senseless. I do regret the violence. I wish
Speaker 1: take off. That's a really talented person. I think he
Speaker 1: had a lot to offer the world. For me, and
Speaker 1: I hate that his contributions is over, and I celebrate
Speaker 1: his life and everything I was learning about him as
Speaker 1: it was happening. I'm grateful for that. That's where I
Speaker 1: focus at. I don't focus on trying to debate should
Speaker 1: a motherfucker had got shot? Because I don't know what
Speaker 1: the motherfucker did. Let me say, he could have been
Speaker 1: whipping bread ass. Right, it's crazy because today, like I
Speaker 1: don't know, have an issue with Okay, when I was
Speaker 1: telling you about my brother, right, one of the biggest
Speaker 1: things that I could not understand. You know, when you
Speaker 1: deal with a death, of course that's already crazy enough,
Speaker 1: but for it to be like highly publicized, for it
Speaker 1: to be on the news so have all these things.
Speaker 1: I had so many people hitting me, my brothers um
Speaker 1: people up, like telling them all these different stories. Like
Speaker 1: she was saying, I heard it was over a girl.
Speaker 1: I heard that he was here and there or we
Speaker 1: and we still don't. I still don't. You don't know,
Speaker 1: like our family, this is my brother's death is still unsoft. Okay,
Speaker 1: they put out a reward everything, So I'm not trying here, Yeah,
Speaker 1: I'm not trying to hear. I'm not trying to hear. Yeah,
Speaker 1: they were saying group members did it. They were saying
Speaker 1: all kind of crazy ship. And my thing is like,
Speaker 1: we can't. We can't even sit here. And before so
Speaker 1: I man prayers to take off in the family because
Speaker 1: like I can't. All that's right, right. So again, it's
Speaker 1: one of those things to where we don't always have
Speaker 1: to judge it something eyes We could just mourn a loss.
Speaker 1: We don't always have to make something happened in America
Speaker 1: where we have to make everybody a victim. Some people
Speaker 1: had this ship coming. I don't know which one of
Speaker 1: these motherfucker's, and then we could debate what had it
Speaker 1: coming means. In my book, if you suck my motherfucking
Speaker 1: old lady, you gotta coming right now. If you don't
Speaker 1: know me, that's different. If you know me, you old lady,
Speaker 1: you get shot. Just count your fucking days. That's mine.
Speaker 1: Some people think that's crazy. It makes sense to me
Speaker 1: because I'm not running around trying to sleep with nobody,
Speaker 1: old lady. I think people do ship on purpose to
Speaker 1: funk with your inner spirit, and I think you should
Speaker 1: rock the outer soul. When they do it with your
Speaker 1: inner spirit, you should rock the out of soul when
Speaker 1: somebody's trying to shake you at your core to destroy
Speaker 1: the things you hold the most valuable. I need to
Speaker 1: show you. I need to I need to give it
Speaker 1: to you in a way you're gonna feel because if if, if, if,
Speaker 1: if your inner spirit didn't feel like ship for doing it,
Speaker 1: I need to rock your outer so or I need
Speaker 1: the rock Hill presence on this earth because we got
Speaker 1: misunderstanding about what's happening. So I just I think again,
Speaker 1: it's one of those things where we rush to just
Speaker 1: label something senseless because we can't make sense of it. Okay,
Speaker 1: if you're not going to get the facts, let's go
Speaker 1: get the facts. Let's go get the facts and then
Speaker 1: see if it makes sense. But put yourself a certain positions.
Speaker 1: Now again, this conversation is gonna fall on some death
Speaker 1: is because some people just bitches. They've been holds their
Speaker 1: whole life. They will never stand up for theirselves. They
Speaker 1: don't know what it's like to have to stand up
Speaker 1: for yourself. They don't know what it's like to be
Speaker 1: in these places where mother Funcker's really will just target
Speaker 1: you if you won't stand up for yourself. The one
Speaker 1: thing about being a cript that people I tell people,
Speaker 1: but still always makes fun of me. Like last you
Speaker 1: talked about cripping in this positive manner, and I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: it's not. It's it depends on the person. I mean.
Speaker 1: It could bring out the worst and some people, and
Speaker 1: it could bring out the best and some people. Cripping
Speaker 1: brought out the best in me. It brought out the
Speaker 1: worst in others. It bought out a reason for people
Speaker 1: to fail. It brought out the people, a reason for
Speaker 1: people to oppress other people. To me, it brought out
Speaker 1: the masculinity. It brought up a stand up person, a
Speaker 1: person who will just die for his beliefs and find
Speaker 1: values in life and really respect his friends and care
Speaker 1: about Black people. That circumstances don't match minds. If I
Speaker 1: would have never gained made my mom I lived in
Speaker 1: the forums in Compton. My dad had a house on
Speaker 1: the seven. They both owned their houses. My mom I
Speaker 1: had a pool and Compton I didn't have to see.
Speaker 1: You know, I wasn't a poor kid at my mom's house.
Speaker 1: I think that my dad's I realized we was poor
Speaker 1: and I didn't know it because we ate every night
Speaker 1: and nobody was on drugs. But again If I didn't
Speaker 1: have cripping as that experience, I would never be able
Speaker 1: to connect with brothers who experiences are completely different than minds.
Speaker 1: I would never have an empathy to know my homeboys
Speaker 1: lives is different. Little Jay free my way, Little Jay.
Speaker 1: You know I'm saying scaff His life is differ. His
Speaker 1: grandparents raised him. I mean the streets took him early
Speaker 1: motto Psycho rest in peace. My homeboy, like his mother,
Speaker 1: you know, battle drugs, addictions, I mean his father. I
Speaker 1: didn't see his father. If he was around, I didn't
Speaker 1: know fear me. He didn't have what I had. So
Speaker 1: he fought his whole life to the day he died.
Speaker 1: He fought every day. He died at twenty three. M
Speaker 1: h feed me. He fought his whole life to just
Speaker 1: thrive and survive. So for me to judge somebody like
Speaker 1: that and never I would have never knew what it
Speaker 1: was like to be him, or even what he was
Speaker 1: going through. If I wasn't a cript, it would have
Speaker 1: been a separation. I would my parents would have kept
Speaker 1: me away. I would have never seen it, and I
Speaker 1: would have been talking like most of these people talk.
Speaker 1: Oh you know, yeah, yeah, Well everybody could do what
Speaker 1: I did. Know, everybody don't got what I got. Everybody
Speaker 1: have good Boy. Everybody didn't have Olivia. Everybody didn't have Renee,
Speaker 1: they didn't have Robert Poole, didn't have older brothers, they
Speaker 1: didn't have what I had. I mean, and then whatever,
Speaker 1: God bless me, what up top of this motherfucking army.
Speaker 1: So it's one of those things to where cripping can
Speaker 1: bring out the worst in people, and it can bring
Speaker 1: out the best in some people. And I'm one of
Speaker 1: the people it brought out the best in. We're looking
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Speaker 1: USA and produced by my homeboy A King, for the
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