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Speaker 1: How from Ryan Service?

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Speaker 2: Ryan's Service?

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Speaker 3: Hello?

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Speaker 2: How are you Ryan's Service?

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Speaker 4: Well?

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Speaker 5: I'm good.

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Speaker 2: What is that your is Ryan's Service? Is that your company?

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Speaker 2: Or your name?

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Speaker 3: That's my name?

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Speaker 2: What do you be eating? What are you eating?

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Speaker 6: Sake?

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Speaker 4: Wow?

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Speaker 2: What?

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Speaker 1: Uh?

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Speaker 5: How?

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Speaker 2: How cooked is it?

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Speaker 4: Is you?

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Speaker 3: Rare?

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Speaker 2: Do you like it?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: Where did you cook it yourself?

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Speaker 3: No?

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Speaker 2: Who cooked it for you?

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Speaker 7: My friend?

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Speaker 2: Who's your friend?

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Speaker 5: Noah Parry?

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Speaker 2: You said your your friend's name is military or the

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Speaker 6: All right?

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Speaker 3: You gotta go?

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Speaker 2: All right, I'm hungry, just kidding. I had a lot

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Speaker 2: of marshmallows. Before this goes on, the live taking your

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Speaker 2: phone calls every nine never goes. I'm just teaching you live. Hello.

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Speaker 2: This is Lyle and this is the Therapy Echo podcast.

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Speaker 2: It is a podcast about a lizard talking to people

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Speaker 2: on the phone. If you have any questions, comments, feedback,

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Speaker 2: or concerns, you can email me at Lyle Forever and

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Speaker 2: Ever at gmail dot com. That's Lyle forever and Ever

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Speaker 2: at gmail dot com. Thank you for listening. I hope

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Speaker 2: you enjoy all.

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Speaker 4: From Veronica.

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Speaker 2: Yes, Hi, how are you Veronica?

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Speaker 3: I'm done pretty well?

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Speaker 1: How are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm all right? I'm hanging out in this subway.

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Speaker 3: Oh that sounds fun.

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Speaker 2: What are you doing? Who's in the background.

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Speaker 3: Who is in the background?

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Speaker 8: Oh that's my sister.

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Speaker 2: Can I talk to your sister?

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Speaker 5: No?

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Speaker 3: Why not, she's not of age.

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Speaker 2: Oh I have a question for you. Yeah, are you interesting?

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Speaker 3: I'd like to think so. I have a I have

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Speaker 3: a very interesting career.

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Speaker 2: What is your career?

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Speaker 3: I am a romance ghost writer. I have written, uh,

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Speaker 3: just finished my thirtieth book for other people, many of

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Speaker 3: them New York Times bestsellers. They haven't written their work.

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Speaker 6: It's me.

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Speaker 2: Does it bother you that you write the work and

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Speaker 2: then the other people get to take the credit?

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Speaker 3: You know, at first it did. Because I'm also a

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Speaker 3: serious like a serious author. I also have my own career,

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Speaker 3: and it is not nearly as lucrative, but I get

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Speaker 3: to explore some really interesting things, such as what.

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Speaker 1: Well.

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Speaker 3: I've written just about every type of romance under the sun,

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Speaker 3: with the exception of male pregnancy, but I've done everything else.

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Speaker 2: I did not know that there were so many different

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Speaker 3: Oh my god, there's countless. There's fetishes for everything.

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Speaker 2: One to write.

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Speaker 3: So for as much kink as I write, I'm actually

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Speaker 2: For lots of So let me ask you a question.

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Speaker 2: I'm curious. So I hope you don't find this insulting

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Speaker 2: or anything. It's not meant to be. But if you've

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Speaker 3: Unfortunately, publishing is a lot more than just writing books,

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Speaker 3: Like real talk, the actual business side of it is

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Speaker 3: Now it's fuel. It funds my work so I can

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Speaker 3: pay for editors, cover designers, marketing. I mean, I didn't

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Speaker 3: if I just write smut for other people, it's fun

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Speaker 3: and I get paid to do it. I get paid

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Speaker 3: to watch porns. I get paid to write porns.

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Speaker 2: That's my own. Ever turn you want? Yes, do you like? Hmmm?

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Speaker 4: Do you have it?

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Speaker 2: Do you do you ever like? What was I gonna say?

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Speaker 2: Do you have trouble writing for romantic genres that you

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Speaker 3: Yes, for example, a big one any industry to call

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Speaker 3: them alpha holes. It's like the whole alpha male persona.

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Speaker 3: It's not a thing for me at all. It's a

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Speaker 3: if so like, it's not an appealing fantasy for me.

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Speaker 3: But I have written a lot of them, and while

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Speaker 2: Do you consider like you being aroused as like indication

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Speaker 4: So?

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I mean it may be my imagination. But if

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Speaker 3: surely is I like that.

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Speaker 2: That's how I kind of feel about like, you know,

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Speaker 3: You're not the only one with that sense of humor.

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Speaker 3: I'm not the only one who's turned on by certain things.

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Speaker 3: Like it's a as long as you connect with somebody, man,

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Speaker 2: Well what did you say?

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Speaker 3: Your name was Veronica?

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Speaker 2: Well, thank you for sharing Veronica. I I you know,

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Speaker 2: maybe one day I'll be reading you and not knowing.

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Speaker 3: I certainly hope. So thanks Gek, you.

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Speaker 4: Have a good night, you too, all From hot Dog.

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Speaker 9: Hot Dog, Hello, Gek, how are you?

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Speaker 2: Are you interesting? Hot Dog?

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Speaker 9: I have been told I'm very interesting. I think that

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Speaker 2: Why did poor decision making lead you to believe that

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Speaker 9: Because it has led to very interesting experiences and has

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Speaker 9: these decision making. Yes, I guess that's a good.

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Speaker 2: Are you comfortable sharing any of these interesting events?

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Speaker 1: Yeah?

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Speaker 9: I can share some.

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Speaker 9: Okay, well lets start when I was younger. That's like

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Speaker 9: a good one. So when I was younger, my upstairs neighbor,

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Speaker 9: She her sister was like.

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Speaker 2: Yes, normally I asked people to get closer to the mic,

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Speaker 9: How does that sound? Or actually give me one second?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 2: I gotcha.

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Speaker 9: Wait is that better?

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Speaker 1: Yes?

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Speaker 9: Okay, wonderful. So my friend's older sister used to sell candy,

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Speaker 9: and that led to me wanting to buy candy from

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Speaker 9: I took those condoms.

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Speaker 9: Basically done the same idea. I had taken the guppies

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Speaker 9: Yes, but yeah, that had I had just wanted to

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Speaker 9: Yeah, yeah, that's not bad. I didn't know what condoms were.

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Speaker 9: I think about that incident quite a lot because I

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Speaker 2: But yeah, wow, so you've been entrepreneurial for since a

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Speaker 9: I have, I have recently, I hadself.

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Speaker 2: Yes, that's what I was gonna ask, is what's you know,

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Speaker 9: So I do have a normal job. I work at

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Speaker 9: found that Craigslist is a very fun place to do

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Speaker 9: dumb shit to earn money. Like the other day, I

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Speaker 9: had sold this dude. I don't know what his interest

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Speaker 9: met on Craigslist just some fucking ear swabs, you know,

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Speaker 9: like the little what are they called Q tips? I

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Speaker 9: sold them some of us Q tips and I made

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Speaker 9: about fifty dollars off of those, So I guess that

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Speaker 9: But at the same time, I did profit from it.

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Speaker 2: What do you think he was using bad.

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Speaker 9: ventured into that kind of stuff. I have no fucking idea.

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Speaker 2: What do you think, well, I mean, I don't know.

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Speaker 2: He could have put them in his own ear. Hot Dog,

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Speaker 2: Hot Dog? Are you there? Hot dog? Are you gone?

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Speaker 4: Left pull from Dennis.

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Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, who is this?

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Speaker 5: Oh it's Dennis.

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Speaker 2: Are you interesting? Dennis?

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Speaker 5: Yeah? I wanted to elaborate about the Craigslist selling that

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Speaker 10: Oh please, that's like a whole back in the day,

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Speaker 10: that was like a whole career move.

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Speaker 5: That was like the only fans of message boards?

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Speaker 2: Did you used to buy slash sell on that message board?

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Speaker 7: Oh?

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Speaker 3: Hell yeah?

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Speaker 5: Selling stuff on Craigslist was the jam back in the day.

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Speaker 2: What kinds of items would you sell? I?

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Speaker 5: Uh, it depends, well, it depended. It was a lot

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Speaker 2: What did you observe as the highest ticket item?

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Speaker 5: Well, so it really depended. It would be more like

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Speaker 5: special requests versus like high ticket items. It would be like, uh,

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Speaker 5: one of those like the sealed air zip sealed things,

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Speaker 5: you know, like you would do like a salmon or whatever.

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Speaker 2: You don't talk about, right, and the vacuum seal it.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, we have vacu' to steal it, and then you

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Speaker 5: send it to them.

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Speaker 6: But then.

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Speaker 5: Where the ahead the special request was where the real

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Speaker 5: many came in.

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Speaker 2: But how could they verify that you actually completed the request?

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Speaker 5: I mean it's pretty easy to tell whether Well, first

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Speaker 5: then second of all, I think it's pretty easy to

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Speaker 2: I'd like to I think It's funny to imagine that

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Speaker 2: that was used on a treadmill for ten minutes as

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Speaker 5: There were there were people that used to try and

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Speaker 5: scam would be like, I want you to send me

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Speaker 5: proofs that you actually wore x Y and Z while

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Speaker 5: hopes that they could get a picture of somebody like

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Speaker 5: that would be their way of, like, you know, then

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Speaker 5: they would never if they if we sent them that

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Speaker 5: that they would never call back or they would never

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Speaker 2: Well, so, Dennis, before before we move on, uh, you

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Speaker 2: know you were calling me in as a follow up,

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Speaker 2: Do you have any other idea as to what that earwax?

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Speaker 2: I get the like I said, I understand the underwear

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Speaker 2: and the jockstrap and the socks, but the Q tip

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Speaker 2: doesn't make sense to me.

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Speaker 5: I mean, it's again, it's just some weird fetish thing.

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Speaker 5: Someone once paid me five hundred dollars to uh take

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Speaker 5: a to record a video of me stepping on a

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Speaker 5: printer in a high heel shoe and stomping on it

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Speaker 5: until it broke, and then I mailed them the DVD

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Speaker 5: with that on it a DVD.

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Speaker 4: Yeah it was.

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Speaker 5: It was a long time ago. And not only did

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Speaker 5: he replace the printer, but he also paid me five

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Speaker 5: hundred bucks.

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Speaker 2: Oh so he also replaced the printer because it was

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Speaker 2: your printer.

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Speaker 8: Yeah, it was my personal printer.

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Speaker 2: Was it a nice printer?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, it was one of the ones that was the

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Speaker 2: Well, thank you for sharing with us, Dennis. I appreciate

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Speaker 2: you calling in. Yeah, of course, you have a good

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Speaker 2: rest of the night.

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Speaker 5: All right, talk to you later.

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Speaker 1: All from and Let's go cute?

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Speaker 2: Did you say let's go with Q?

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Speaker 11: Yeah, that's a letter of like between A and Z,

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Speaker 11: just shows a random one.

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Speaker 2: You were. You were way more the last two people

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Speaker 2: that picked up the phone they had they were like

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Speaker 2: blown away that they got on And I like that

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Speaker 2: you you you like answered me so immediately that you

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Speaker 2: you were. That was a very confident you had like

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Speaker 2: the heart of the cards there.

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Speaker 11: Sleep So I am a good bluffer?

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Speaker 7: You're what a good bluffing?

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Speaker 6: Uh?

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Speaker 2: Never mind, there's there's no there's no way to be

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Speaker 2: good at this. This is not a job. There's no

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Speaker 2: job to do, so you can't do a good job.

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Speaker 2: But that also means you can't do a bad job.

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Speaker 2: Are you interesting? Q? That's that's not a q an

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Speaker 2: and thing? Is it?

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Speaker 6: No?

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Speaker 11: No, I just I completely forgot about that. Actually, I

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Speaker 11: probably should have chose between one and twenty five of

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Speaker 11: the letters.

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Speaker 2: Are you interested in cute?

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Speaker 7: I like to think so.

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Speaker 11: I mean high school, I did kind of write a

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Speaker 11: scooter between classes?

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Speaker 2: You wrote a scool How old are you.

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Speaker 11: Right now?

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Speaker 2: On nineteen you wrote a scooter in between classes? Like

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Speaker 2: you crazier scooter down the hallway of your high school

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Speaker 2: from Spanish?

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Speaker 11: Done that it wasn't in the school. Like my school

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Speaker 11: had a very outdoorish campus. It's like it was built

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Speaker 11: in the fifties, so instead of you know, making a

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Speaker 11: new campus in like twenty twenty, they just kept building

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Speaker 11: onto it. So like there's different buildings all outside and

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Speaker 11: it's like a half mile wide campus, so it was

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Speaker 11: hard to get around. But to like went into together

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Speaker 11: within a five minutes.

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Speaker 7: I believe it was.

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Speaker 11: So I just kind of wrote scooter between classes and

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Speaker 11: then got the admessiration on my side?

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Speaker 2: Was this a thing? Was this or was it mainly?

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Speaker 2: Were you the scooter guy? Or was everyone doing scooters?

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Speaker 8: Your boy?

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Speaker 2: Wow? So what do you mean by the administration was

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Speaker 2: on your side? Was there a big war between scooter

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Speaker 2: and no scooter?

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Speaker 11: No? No, there might have been ever one against me

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Speaker 11: and my friend.

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Speaker 2: But what happened? Do you think it upset people that

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Speaker 2: you wrote a scooter? Do you think that they thought

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Speaker 2: you thought you were better than everyone else and that

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Speaker 2: made them resent you.

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Speaker 11: I don't think that. I didn't end up on school's

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Speaker 11: Instagram mean page a couple of times. Mostly it's just

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Speaker 11: people like, Hey, that's kind of cool or that's kind

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Speaker 2: You know, there's a thing that happens when you in

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Speaker 2: the culture of high school. Some kids become memes. You know,

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Speaker 2: I kind of I kind of remember this. You know,

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Speaker 2: we had a few kids that would would become memes, uh,

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Speaker 2: and they get the there's kids in your school that

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Speaker 2: sometimes when when you become memified, Q, I feel like

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Speaker 2: dimensional portrait of you are the scooter kid and that

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Speaker 2: is all you are. Do you did you ever feel bad?

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Speaker 2: Did you ever want people to know you as more

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Speaker 2: than just the scooter kid? Q? Did you ever feel

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Speaker 2: bad that that you were locked into that?

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Speaker 11: I don't think I got locked into that. Well maybe

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Speaker 11: me for like the freshmans that came in, but I

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Speaker 11: only started doing that the second half high school. That's

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Speaker 11: when I became troubled to like get the class on time.

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Speaker 11: So I thought, hey, scooter, that could work. But I

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Speaker 11: I was, like, I think it was like something in

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Speaker 11: the top ten, so like I was known through extracurriculation

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Speaker 11: other means to that. But I never really I mean,

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Speaker 11: I got called the scooter boy everywhere, but I don't

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Speaker 11: I did a good job doing other stuff to not

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Speaker 2: By the way, I want you to know, if I

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Speaker 2: have voted against you being allowed to use a scooter

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Speaker 2: because and here's why. The thing of I can't get

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Speaker 2: the class on time, I need a scooter is just

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Speaker 2: it's that's bullshit. Q. That's such bullshit. You realize why

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Speaker 2: that you really you realize why that's bullshit, don't you?

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Speaker 4: Oh?

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Speaker 11: Yeah, no, I completely see.

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Speaker 2: Because if you're the only because everyone else can do it,

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Speaker 2: why is it that you? I mean, do you? I mean,

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Speaker 2: do you have a disability? M Get the fuck out

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Speaker 2: of here. No, well, you can't ride a scooter around.

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Speaker 2: Everyone else can get to class on time out come,

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Speaker 2: you can't come. You need the scooter.

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Speaker 1: Against that.

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Speaker 11: The original reason was, like you know, I said, my

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Speaker 11: school kept building onto itself, okay, and my junior year

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Speaker 11: they ran out of like space to build on. But

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Speaker 11: there was this elementary school right next door, and thought

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Speaker 11: we could just move all the elementary school kids to

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Speaker 11: other schools and take over that building. And that's why

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Speaker 11: it really became difficulty in the class because you had

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Speaker 11: one on the opposite side of campus.

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Speaker 2: That doesn't Yeah, but that doesn't address that doesn't address

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Speaker 2: what I just said. It doesn't matter if everyone else

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Speaker 2: was able to do it without the scooter except for you,

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Speaker 2: So why should you get to ride a scooter?

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Speaker 11: I think it was more so like the teacher's just

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Speaker 11: think character late because they were getting there late like

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Speaker 11: I was. It's more so like a point that there

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Speaker 11: was no reason I started doing it.

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Speaker 12: Was try to get the school to like do block.

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Speaker 11: Scheduling instead of like seven periods that once to get

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Speaker 2: Would if I would, if I would have fought really hard,

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Speaker 2: like if I was like the one person in the

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Speaker 2: room who voted against would have thought really hard for

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Speaker 2: you to not be allowed to do that.

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Speaker 11: But then they just said, you know what, rite the

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Speaker 2: I would have thought to a point and then I

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Speaker 2: would have given up. That's probably what happened.

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Speaker 11: Yeah, yeah, well, thank you for sharing with us anytime.

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Speaker 13: Then there was there was a.

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Speaker 2: Whole who was the one person that was against it.

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Speaker 11: There was one teacher that was like, it was this

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Speaker 11: is my senior year and I was going over at

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Speaker 11: the end of the school day. It was going over

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Speaker 11: the teacher blocked me from going in and said, you

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Speaker 11: can't write the scooter. On top of that, instead of

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Speaker 11: insurance violation and all that, which I figured all that

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Speaker 11: but also I was the kid that uh you know

455
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Speaker 11: those rule books they make you read on the first day.

456
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Speaker 2: Who was the teacher?

457
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Speaker 11: Some Spanish teachers.

458
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Speaker 2: Okay, that's all I need to know. Thank you for

459
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Speaker 2: sharing Q. I appreciate you.

460
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Speaker 1: You too all from Tiki.

461
00:25:05,760 --> 00:25:11,000
Speaker 2: Tiki Hello, Hello Teeky.

462
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Speaker 14: Oh my god, I actually got through.

463
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Speaker 2: You don't know that this could be a voicemail. You

464
00:25:18,800 --> 00:25:20,119
Speaker 2: could be in a dream. You don't know that you

465
00:25:20,160 --> 00:25:20,840
Speaker 2: got through.

466
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Speaker 3: A You could be right.

467
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Speaker 14: I never thought of it like that.

468
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Speaker 2: How old.

469
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Speaker 14: I'm nineteen. I actually wanted to talk to you about

470
00:25:32,359 --> 00:25:35,879
Speaker 14: that because all my like I recently graduated, and all

471
00:25:35,920 --> 00:25:39,760
Speaker 14: my friends are like doing stuff with their life. But I'm,

472
00:25:40,200 --> 00:25:42,200
Speaker 14: you know, still living with my grandma on her basement

473
00:25:42,640 --> 00:25:44,959
Speaker 14: watching a deck in one stream.

474
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Speaker 2: What do you want to be doing with your life?

475
00:25:48,000 --> 00:25:48,200
Speaker 1: Yeah?

476
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Speaker 14: I don't know though. That's that's the actual thing, and

477
00:25:50,640 --> 00:25:53,240
Speaker 14: that question I hated a lot while in high school,

478
00:25:53,359 --> 00:25:55,840
Speaker 14: Like a lot of council counselors were like, what do

479
00:25:55,880 --> 00:25:57,400
Speaker 14: you want to do with your life? And stuff? And

480
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Speaker 14: I don't know. Even now, I don't know why graduated?

481
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:04,720
Speaker 2: Uh, you graduate from high school?

482
00:26:04,960 --> 00:26:05,119
Speaker 1: Are you?

483
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:05,959
Speaker 2: Are you in college?

484
00:26:07,000 --> 00:26:07,160
Speaker 4: No?

485
00:26:07,200 --> 00:26:11,600
Speaker 14: I'm not well, some people. What do I do right now?

486
00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:12,800
Speaker 14: I work at Taco Bell?

487
00:26:13,040 --> 00:26:13,400
Speaker 4: I just.

488
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Speaker 14: Yeah, I don't know.

489
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Speaker 2: Look work it. Look there's pride I'm working at Taco Bell.

490
00:26:20,200 --> 00:26:23,720
Speaker 2: Don't think there's not, because I fucking love Taco Bell

491
00:26:24,280 --> 00:26:26,120
Speaker 2: And if people didn't work there, I couldn't eat there.

492
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Speaker 14: Thank you for actually saying that, because my friends make

493
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Speaker 14: fun of me for working at Taco Bell.

494
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Speaker 2: Fuck your friends. Fuck your friends. Do your fucking do

495
00:26:34,760 --> 00:26:35,920
Speaker 2: your friends eat Taco Bell?

496
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Speaker 15: They do?

497
00:26:37,880 --> 00:26:41,280
Speaker 7: Actually fuck them?

498
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:42,560
Speaker 6: You know, I'm thinking about that.

499
00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:45,400
Speaker 14: My friends are dickheads.

500
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Speaker 2: That pisses me offten. You can't but to eat a

501
00:26:50,600 --> 00:26:52,840
Speaker 2: Taco Bell. You need people to work there.

502
00:26:54,640 --> 00:26:58,760
Speaker 14: You're right about that. And me working now at you know,

503
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Speaker 14: dead make me appreciate other people who work there. Oh yeah,

504
00:27:04,680 --> 00:27:07,080
Speaker 14: and it hurts me a little bit because I have

505
00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:09,920
Speaker 14: my mom who's very rude to like like that. It's

506
00:27:10,000 --> 00:27:11,679
Speaker 14: like you mess up an order or something like that.

507
00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:13,920
Speaker 14: She's very rude to people like that, and I'll mess

508
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:16,040
Speaker 14: up in order sometimes when people are rude to me,

509
00:27:16,160 --> 00:27:17,600
Speaker 14: it kind of hurts my feelings.

510
00:27:17,960 --> 00:27:22,840
Speaker 2: Mmm. Have you tried to so it's given you? Yeah,

511
00:27:22,840 --> 00:27:24,400
Speaker 2: I've heard that a lot, you know, from people who

512
00:27:24,440 --> 00:27:26,199
Speaker 2: work in like the service industry, So it's given you

513
00:27:26,240 --> 00:27:31,720
Speaker 2: a better perspective on you know, other people that you

514
00:27:31,840 --> 00:27:34,280
Speaker 2: encounter as a civilian who work in that industry.

515
00:27:35,200 --> 00:27:35,959
Speaker 6: Yeah, it does.

516
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Speaker 14: Like I have a friend who is a waiter and

517
00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:42,680
Speaker 14: a bus boy, and before you know, actually me talking

518
00:27:42,720 --> 00:27:44,680
Speaker 14: to him, I didn't really tip that often or tip

519
00:27:44,760 --> 00:27:46,800
Speaker 14: that much, But now I make sure I tip you

520
00:27:46,840 --> 00:27:50,000
Speaker 14: know as much as I can because I understand you

521
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:52,160
Speaker 14: know what you're going through and what you need.

522
00:27:54,000 --> 00:27:56,080
Speaker 2: Don't let don'ian let your friends give you shit for work,

523
00:27:56,119 --> 00:27:57,520
Speaker 2: and I talk about, well, what did they I don't

524
00:27:57,520 --> 00:27:58,600
Speaker 2: even I don't even want to hear what they do,

525
00:27:58,600 --> 00:28:01,439
Speaker 2: because I don't think it's good to compare yourself to

526
00:28:01,520 --> 00:28:06,640
Speaker 2: other people. We're we're talking about you right now, Nah, dude,

527
00:28:06,800 --> 00:28:09,359
Speaker 2: I love talking man. Do you get a disc Do

528
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:12,080
Speaker 2: you eat the stuff or or after seeing how it's made,

529
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:13,399
Speaker 2: you're you're You're good.

530
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Speaker 14: I used to like I'd say, for the first week,

531
00:28:17,040 --> 00:28:20,760
Speaker 14: I eat a lot of taco bell, but I gradually

532
00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,399
Speaker 14: stopped eating it as it's I think it kind of

533
00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:26,840
Speaker 14: makes me pick a lot of it I eat and

534
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:27,880
Speaker 14: talk about every day.

535
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Speaker 2: So do you have do you have aspirations. Uh, outside

536
00:28:34,320 --> 00:28:36,679
Speaker 2: of talk about I know you hate this question. But

537
00:28:36,800 --> 00:28:40,080
Speaker 2: when people when people uh put you in the corner

538
00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:42,240
Speaker 2: and ask you to answer, what do you what do

539
00:28:42,280 --> 00:28:43,200
Speaker 2: you usually come out.

540
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Speaker 14: With I normally tell him like, my family kind of

541
00:28:47,880 --> 00:28:51,640
Speaker 14: has this path laid out for me, but I guess

542
00:28:51,760 --> 00:28:53,560
Speaker 14: in my rebellious state where I kind of don't want

543
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Speaker 14: to take that path.

544
00:28:54,240 --> 00:28:55,120
Speaker 6: But the path is.

545
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Speaker 14: Like my uncle is a truck driver and he got

546
00:28:58,120 --> 00:28:59,760
Speaker 14: a CDL and all that, and that's kind of the

547
00:28:59,760 --> 00:29:02,680
Speaker 14: path they want me to take, is get my CDO

548
00:29:02,760 --> 00:29:05,760
Speaker 14: and become a truck driver. But it's like, is that

549
00:29:05,760 --> 00:29:07,880
Speaker 14: that's not my choice, that's the choice they're pushing on

550
00:29:07,920 --> 00:29:08,080
Speaker 14: to me.

551
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Speaker 2: Mhm. Sometimes sometimes uh not to say talk about a

552
00:29:14,280 --> 00:29:18,280
Speaker 2: shitty choice, but like in general, sometimes a shitty choice

553
00:29:18,760 --> 00:29:22,280
Speaker 2: is almost better than a because it's your A shitty

554
00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:24,520
Speaker 2: choice that is yours is almost better than a good

555
00:29:24,640 --> 00:29:28,120
Speaker 2: choice as someone else's.

556
00:29:28,520 --> 00:29:31,520
Speaker 14: Yeah, yeah, you could be right about that because I'm

557
00:29:31,560 --> 00:29:34,040
Speaker 14: I am just you know, like I kind of got

558
00:29:34,040 --> 00:29:35,800
Speaker 14: to say it, like I only work and talk about

559
00:29:35,840 --> 00:29:37,280
Speaker 14: I live with my grandma. I don't got to pay

560
00:29:37,280 --> 00:29:39,280
Speaker 14: rent and all that she provides for me.

561
00:29:40,400 --> 00:29:43,840
Speaker 2: So it's like all, if you're not paying rent, that's

562
00:29:43,880 --> 00:29:45,960
Speaker 2: good because you can say you save up all that money,

563
00:29:46,040 --> 00:29:49,480
Speaker 2: you can use it for you know, lots of difference

564
00:29:49,560 --> 00:29:52,360
Speaker 2: than you know, investments and shiit m h.

565
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Speaker 14: I've been wanting to get in more of the stock market.

566
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Speaker 14: I haven't seen a lot of that.

567
00:29:56,880 --> 00:29:58,760
Speaker 2: Oh yeah, well we're gonna get way off topic if

568
00:29:58,800 --> 00:30:01,440
Speaker 2: we start talking about this. But is there do you

569
00:30:01,520 --> 00:30:04,000
Speaker 2: have any do you have any interests outside?

570
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Speaker 4: Like what do you do?

571
00:30:04,840 --> 00:30:06,720
Speaker 2: Like, what do you do when you're not working at

572
00:30:06,760 --> 00:30:07,280
Speaker 2: Taco Bell?

573
00:30:08,240 --> 00:30:12,320
Speaker 14: I'm not working. I'm really in the anime. But like

574
00:30:12,440 --> 00:30:14,920
Speaker 14: I was talking to my friends about like our personalities

575
00:30:14,960 --> 00:30:17,400
Speaker 14: and stuff, and then they kind of mentioned, like, I,

576
00:30:18,040 --> 00:30:19,880
Speaker 14: you know, how I really talk about is anime and

577
00:30:19,960 --> 00:30:22,080
Speaker 14: video games, and I was like, you're right. So I

578
00:30:22,200 --> 00:30:28,320
Speaker 14: wanted to right now, I'm magic or like magic magic

579
00:30:28,720 --> 00:30:31,440
Speaker 14: magic magic magic, like tricks like card tricks and ship

580
00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:36,720
Speaker 14: like that sick. You know, I think it's entertaining and

581
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Speaker 14: I don't know any Like I had this one friend

582
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Speaker 14: back in middle school where he, you know, did a

583
00:30:41,960 --> 00:30:43,640
Speaker 14: lot of card tricks and I thought it was cool.

584
00:30:43,680 --> 00:30:46,480
Speaker 14: But like I realized, as I get older, my friend

585
00:30:46,560 --> 00:30:52,520
Speaker 14: group diminishes. Like drastically, Like, right now I only talk

586
00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:53,600
Speaker 14: to the same four people.

587
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Speaker 2: Well, four people is incredible, by the way, I I

588
00:31:00,880 --> 00:31:04,040
Speaker 2: probably talked to like four people. Four people is good.

589
00:31:06,640 --> 00:31:09,239
Speaker 2: Well wait, are these the same four people? Because your

590
00:31:09,280 --> 00:31:10,960
Speaker 2: friends earlier they were making fun of you for we're

591
00:31:11,000 --> 00:31:12,560
Speaker 2: going to talk about it, sounds like they sucked.

592
00:31:15,240 --> 00:31:17,840
Speaker 14: They Yeah, it is the same four people. But I

593
00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:20,680
Speaker 14: don't see it as that because it's like, that's kind

594
00:31:20,720 --> 00:31:23,840
Speaker 14: of how our friend group operates, with like dickheads to

595
00:31:23,960 --> 00:31:26,960
Speaker 14: each other. You know, sometimes it does hurt me emotionally,

596
00:31:27,360 --> 00:31:29,080
Speaker 14: and I will convey that to them and they do

597
00:31:29,280 --> 00:31:32,880
Speaker 14: understand sometimes, but other times they'll be like, oh, you're

598
00:31:32,920 --> 00:31:35,880
Speaker 14: just being a pussy, You're just emotional and so on

599
00:31:36,000 --> 00:31:36,640
Speaker 14: and so forth.

600
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Speaker 2: Well, I I all right, Initially I didn't want to

601
00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:41,520
Speaker 2: talk about your friends, and I'll talk about them real

602
00:31:41,600 --> 00:31:42,440
Speaker 2: quick before we move on.

603
00:31:42,560 --> 00:31:42,840
Speaker 12: But like.

604
00:31:44,880 --> 00:31:50,480
Speaker 2: Because because like maybe if you like are like jealous

605
00:31:50,560 --> 00:31:52,800
Speaker 2: of certain things that your friends are doing, that could

606
00:31:52,840 --> 00:31:55,280
Speaker 2: indict that will at least queue you in onto what

607
00:31:55,440 --> 00:31:58,360
Speaker 2: you might want. If that may like, what is it

608
00:31:58,400 --> 00:32:01,960
Speaker 2: that your friends are doing that you are like, Oh,

609
00:32:02,040 --> 00:32:04,840
Speaker 2: they're moving on with their lives and doing cool stuff. Like,

610
00:32:04,920 --> 00:32:07,840
Speaker 2: what what is it that they're doing that you you know,

611
00:32:10,040 --> 00:32:13,360
Speaker 2: but one of them, I'm sorry you said that one

612
00:32:13,360 --> 00:32:15,040
Speaker 2: more time, you kind of get cut out a little bit.

613
00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:16,320
Speaker 5: Oh sorry.

614
00:32:16,440 --> 00:32:20,360
Speaker 14: Most of them are going into the army, and you know,

615
00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:23,760
Speaker 14: they offered me to go with them. But that's also

616
00:32:23,960 --> 00:32:26,080
Speaker 14: not something I want to do. That's not something I

617
00:32:26,160 --> 00:32:26,840
Speaker 14: aspired to do.

618
00:32:31,680 --> 00:32:33,920
Speaker 2: So why are you so? I mean, why would you

619
00:32:33,960 --> 00:32:36,200
Speaker 2: be Why would you be jealous of someone doing something

620
00:32:36,240 --> 00:32:37,120
Speaker 2: that you don't want to do.

621
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Speaker 14: I wouldn't say I'm jealous, Like I don't think I

622
00:32:40,240 --> 00:32:40,760
Speaker 14: am jealous.

623
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Speaker 6: The thing is just like.

624
00:32:43,760 --> 00:32:45,560
Speaker 14: They know what they want to do, like they they

625
00:32:46,240 --> 00:32:48,240
Speaker 14: you know, they want to do that. I don't know

626
00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:50,959
Speaker 14: what I want to do. So it's the fact that they,

627
00:32:51,320 --> 00:32:54,920
Speaker 14: you know, they have a purpose kind of I would

628
00:32:54,920 --> 00:32:56,640
Speaker 14: say a purpose in life, and I don't know.

629
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Speaker 1: What mine is.

630
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:02,520
Speaker 2: Well, I'll say a couple of things. And I'm not

631
00:33:02,680 --> 00:33:05,440
Speaker 2: qualified to give advice because I'm a lizard on the computer.

632
00:33:06,160 --> 00:33:11,600
Speaker 2: But I don't know. You're you're so fucking young too,

633
00:33:11,760 --> 00:33:15,720
Speaker 2: like nineteen dude, honestly, like honest to shit, like you

634
00:33:15,880 --> 00:33:18,920
Speaker 2: living at your grandma's house and like work at a time,

635
00:33:19,160 --> 00:33:22,760
Speaker 2: just like at nineteen, Like, do that as long, honest honestly,

636
00:33:22,920 --> 00:33:26,000
Speaker 2: do that as long as you can. I think so, right,

637
00:33:26,280 --> 00:33:28,240
Speaker 2: because if you let's say you lived at your mom's

638
00:33:28,280 --> 00:33:30,200
Speaker 2: house for like, and people might disagree with me on this,

639
00:33:30,400 --> 00:33:33,360
Speaker 2: but if you just lived at your your grandma's house

640
00:33:33,480 --> 00:33:35,960
Speaker 2: for you know, a couple of years, and you just

641
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:39,720
Speaker 2: you just eight taco bell and ham sandwiches and ship,

642
00:33:39,760 --> 00:33:42,960
Speaker 2: you just saved up all that money you can, You're

643
00:33:42,960 --> 00:33:44,960
Speaker 2: gonna build a cute You're gonna build a very cute

644
00:33:45,000 --> 00:33:48,800
Speaker 2: little savings account right there, and then you know, and

645
00:33:48,840 --> 00:33:51,520
Speaker 2: then you can use that to invest in stocks and ship.

646
00:33:51,760 --> 00:33:53,880
Speaker 2: Like that's kind of the moves. Like people might shoot

647
00:33:53,920 --> 00:33:56,960
Speaker 2: on you for that, but like, dude, building building up

648
00:33:57,000 --> 00:33:59,360
Speaker 2: a cute little savings account while you know, keeping your

649
00:33:59,400 --> 00:34:03,200
Speaker 2: grandma come and feeding some stoners, that's not a bad gig.

650
00:34:03,880 --> 00:34:05,200
Speaker 2: I wouldn't take any shame in that.

651
00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:07,400
Speaker 4: You.

652
00:34:07,920 --> 00:34:08,840
Speaker 15: Yeah, you're that.

653
00:34:09,280 --> 00:34:11,919
Speaker 14: I do appreciate your input with that, because I don't

654
00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:12,640
Speaker 14: thought of.

655
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Speaker 4: It like that.

656
00:34:14,040 --> 00:34:16,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, I keep thinking about it like that. You're you're

657
00:34:16,200 --> 00:34:19,120
Speaker 2: saying you're saving up, you're feeding people, you're taking care

658
00:34:19,160 --> 00:34:20,600
Speaker 2: of you gras, It's it's a you got it for

659
00:34:20,760 --> 00:34:22,399
Speaker 2: nineteen that's a good I think that's a good gig.

660
00:34:23,440 --> 00:34:26,200
Speaker 14: Yeah, you know, like the thing is too, like, uh,

661
00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:28,440
Speaker 14: I have a younger brother. I get compared to a lot,

662
00:34:28,520 --> 00:34:30,360
Speaker 14: and he's kind of like the prodigy of the family.

663
00:34:30,680 --> 00:34:33,960
Speaker 14: Like he's super smart. He does all this coding and

664
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:37,080
Speaker 14: you know, cyber security stuff like that, and I get

665
00:34:37,120 --> 00:34:39,640
Speaker 14: compared to him, and like they believe he's going places,

666
00:34:39,719 --> 00:34:42,640
Speaker 14: and then I'm just the deadbeat of the family and

667
00:34:42,760 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 14: that kind of hurts me.

668
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Speaker 15: I know.

669
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Speaker 2: I like, I liked what you said that you were

670
00:34:47,320 --> 00:34:51,359
Speaker 2: like kind of getting into stocks, right, yeah, yeah, get

671
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:53,279
Speaker 2: more into get like get into the chick, give us

672
00:34:53,320 --> 00:34:55,040
Speaker 2: like investments and ship. That's what I That's what I

673
00:34:55,080 --> 00:34:56,640
Speaker 2: would do if I was in your situations, I would

674
00:34:56,680 --> 00:34:59,400
Speaker 2: like pocket all that keep loving with your grandma. Pocket

675
00:34:59,440 --> 00:35:01,319
Speaker 2: all that money, and then look at how you can

676
00:35:01,400 --> 00:35:04,160
Speaker 2: invest it. I mean, don't like, you know, go to

677
00:35:04,280 --> 00:35:07,759
Speaker 2: the casinos or put all on fucking game stop or something.

678
00:35:07,840 --> 00:35:09,600
Speaker 2: But I like that's a good I think that's a

679
00:35:09,640 --> 00:35:13,399
Speaker 2: good strategy. Just saving up money to invest, you'll you'll

680
00:35:13,400 --> 00:35:16,200
Speaker 2: be ahead. Especially in nineteen dude, you're actually in I

681
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:20,080
Speaker 2: know you think you're in a shitty position. But at nineteen,

682
00:35:20,400 --> 00:35:22,880
Speaker 2: you're wealthy in time and you're saving up your money.

683
00:35:23,440 --> 00:35:25,319
Speaker 2: You could you could really do some shit. Don't don't.

684
00:35:25,360 --> 00:35:27,880
Speaker 2: Don't think of yourself as I mean, fucking at nineteen.

685
00:35:27,880 --> 00:35:32,400
Speaker 2: You know what I mean. I think have some have

686
00:35:32,560 --> 00:35:34,040
Speaker 2: some faith that you're doing a good thing.

687
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Speaker 15: Thank you for that.

688
00:35:38,120 --> 00:35:40,719
Speaker 14: Yeah, I actually really need to hear that. I have

689
00:35:40,800 --> 00:35:44,400
Speaker 14: a lot of like, uh, I guess haters, but it's like,

690
00:35:44,920 --> 00:35:46,479
Speaker 14: you know, I want to know if it's haters, because

691
00:35:46,600 --> 00:35:48,840
Speaker 14: like they are looking out for my best interest. But

692
00:35:49,600 --> 00:35:50,759
Speaker 14: the way they're going about it.

693
00:35:51,480 --> 00:35:53,200
Speaker 1: You know, I want to think it is the best way.

694
00:35:55,239 --> 00:35:55,839
Speaker 2: Would you say your.

695
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:59,400
Speaker 14: Name was Tiky like a teaky torch.

696
00:36:00,400 --> 00:36:03,359
Speaker 2: Well, thank you, thank you for sharing Tiki. And yeah, dude,

697
00:36:03,520 --> 00:36:05,560
Speaker 2: keep keep keep saying. I like that, I like, I like,

698
00:36:05,760 --> 00:36:08,520
Speaker 2: I like I like the gig, saving up the taco

699
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:11,719
Speaker 2: money with the hopes of investing. That's what That's what

700
00:36:11,760 --> 00:36:14,160
Speaker 2: I fucking do. I like. I don't want to shut

701
00:36:14,200 --> 00:36:16,759
Speaker 2: up about this. But live with your grandma, Be cool

702
00:36:16,920 --> 00:36:18,840
Speaker 2: to her, take care of her, have a good relationship

703
00:36:18,840 --> 00:36:23,200
Speaker 2: with her, because you know, uh, you know, keep working

704
00:36:23,239 --> 00:36:27,600
Speaker 2: at Taco Bell, keep going fucking you. Watch every YouTube

705
00:36:27,680 --> 00:36:29,840
Speaker 2: video about investing in ship. I swear to God it

706
00:36:29,880 --> 00:36:33,759
Speaker 2: in nineteen you'll you'll, you're setting yourself up good, So

707
00:36:34,120 --> 00:36:36,560
Speaker 2: don't don't forget about it, all right?

708
00:36:36,640 --> 00:36:36,759
Speaker 15: Man?

709
00:36:36,960 --> 00:36:40,239
Speaker 2: Thank you, thank you for talking in man uh. Best

710
00:36:40,280 --> 00:36:47,120
Speaker 2: of luck to you, Kiki, thank you. I know that

711
00:36:47,280 --> 00:36:50,680
Speaker 2: was long, but I'm passionate about those things, all.

712
00:36:50,640 --> 00:36:55,040
Speaker 4: From the idea to accept press one.

713
00:36:56,160 --> 00:37:07,319
Speaker 2: Hello, Hello, hi, can you can you? Can you turn

714
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:08,000
Speaker 2: off your stream?

715
00:37:09,160 --> 00:37:09,279
Speaker 14: Oh?

716
00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:11,239
Speaker 8: Wait, yes I can wait.

717
00:37:11,960 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 2: Hi, okay, hello, turn off? Turn off? Are you on

718
00:37:14,680 --> 00:37:15,480
Speaker 2: the computer right now?

719
00:37:16,400 --> 00:37:16,640
Speaker 7: Yes?

720
00:37:17,040 --> 00:37:17,400
Speaker 8: Okay.

721
00:37:17,800 --> 00:37:20,640
Speaker 2: Nothing good happens from being on the computer. Turn off

722
00:37:20,719 --> 00:37:21,080
Speaker 2: the computer.

723
00:37:21,200 --> 00:37:21,640
Speaker 16: There we go.

724
00:37:21,840 --> 00:37:23,760
Speaker 8: That was very confusing for a moment. I'm sorry.

725
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:25,560
Speaker 2: I forgive you.

726
00:37:28,800 --> 00:37:30,880
Speaker 8: Excellent. How are you tonight? Therap, you gotta go.

727
00:37:34,440 --> 00:37:38,200
Speaker 2: I'm okay, I'm all right. I'm hanging in there. I'm

728
00:37:38,239 --> 00:37:39,040
Speaker 2: doing the best I can.

729
00:37:41,000 --> 00:37:41,560
Speaker 8: Are you okay?

730
00:37:42,520 --> 00:37:46,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm good. I've I've learned, you know what, something

731
00:37:46,120 --> 00:37:47,759
Speaker 2: bad has happened to me. This is a night.

732
00:37:48,920 --> 00:37:49,640
Speaker 8: What happened?

733
00:37:50,239 --> 00:37:52,239
Speaker 2: I've learned that it's a lot more fun to to

734
00:37:52,960 --> 00:37:56,000
Speaker 2: be mean than to be nice. And I think I'm

735
00:37:56,000 --> 00:37:57,840
Speaker 2: gonna sart. I think I'm gonna start getting addicted to that,

736
00:37:58,560 --> 00:38:00,560
Speaker 2: and I'm gonna and I'm gonna take it too far

737
00:38:00,640 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 2: at some point and it's going to backfire on me.

738
00:38:03,480 --> 00:38:05,360
Speaker 8: It's okay, you won't hurt my feelings.

739
00:38:06,440 --> 00:38:07,799
Speaker 2: But I don't want to be mean. You haven't given

740
00:38:07,840 --> 00:38:09,279
Speaker 2: me a reason to want to be mean to you.

741
00:38:10,440 --> 00:38:12,680
Speaker 8: Oh okay, excellent, we'll ask me some questions.

742
00:38:13,040 --> 00:38:16,359
Speaker 2: I don't reian it. I'm not trying to actually mad.

743
00:38:16,680 --> 00:38:19,160
Speaker 2: It's this look, this is it's all a bit. It's

744
00:38:19,280 --> 00:38:22,080
Speaker 2: I'm doing a thing here. I'm not actually none of

745
00:38:22,200 --> 00:38:25,560
Speaker 2: these emotions, None of these emotions, they're all for theater.

746
00:38:27,280 --> 00:38:28,560
Speaker 8: We've been new, we've been knew.

747
00:38:28,840 --> 00:38:30,920
Speaker 2: Just just you know.

748
00:38:31,320 --> 00:38:32,880
Speaker 8: I'll try and give you a reason to hate me.

749
00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:36,759
Speaker 2: Don't do I I don't. I'm not, I'm not. I'm

750
00:38:36,800 --> 00:38:38,120
Speaker 2: not looking for it. What's your name?

751
00:38:39,440 --> 00:38:40,320
Speaker 8: My name is Lauren?

752
00:38:40,920 --> 00:38:43,760
Speaker 2: Lauren? Have you Lauren? Are you interesting?

753
00:38:45,520 --> 00:38:49,319
Speaker 8: I'm as interesting as any of these people on here.

754
00:38:49,360 --> 00:38:54,600
Speaker 2: I guess, okay, well, what's what's your what? What? What

755
00:38:54,680 --> 00:38:57,040
Speaker 2: would you say is your qualification in your own terms,

756
00:38:57,440 --> 00:38:58,440
Speaker 2: in your own words.

757
00:38:59,239 --> 00:39:02,960
Speaker 8: For being in I don't know. I sell paint for

758
00:39:03,040 --> 00:39:03,400
Speaker 8: a living.

759
00:39:04,960 --> 00:39:05,920
Speaker 2: You used to or you do?

760
00:39:06,920 --> 00:39:08,680
Speaker 8: No, I currently sell paint for a living.

761
00:39:10,080 --> 00:39:12,520
Speaker 2: Did you say you paint or you sell paint? I

762
00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:17,719
Speaker 2: sell paint, okay, I like it like Sherman Williams or something.

763
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:21,600
Speaker 8: Actually, I did work at as Sherwin Williams. I don't

764
00:39:21,640 --> 00:39:24,759
Speaker 8: work at a sharm Williams anymore. I currently work at

765
00:39:24,760 --> 00:39:29,640
Speaker 8: the Blue Hardware Store, but I did work at a

766
00:39:29,719 --> 00:39:30,879
Speaker 8: Sherwood Williams for a time.

767
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Speaker 2: You work at the Blue Hardware store? Yeah, the blue

768
00:39:40,120 --> 00:39:42,120
Speaker 2: one and the orange one. Oh, the Lowe's in the

769
00:39:42,160 --> 00:39:42,760
Speaker 2: home depot.

770
00:39:43,480 --> 00:39:44,200
Speaker 8: Yes, there we go.

771
00:39:44,360 --> 00:39:47,120
Speaker 2: I'm not supposed I'm not supposed to say that until unless.

772
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Speaker 17: Of they.

773
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:49,680
Speaker 5: So I don't get fired.

774
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:54,520
Speaker 2: What do you find interesting about selling paint?

775
00:39:56,320 --> 00:39:56,680
Speaker 4: I don't know.

776
00:39:56,800 --> 00:40:00,600
Speaker 8: It's kind of an unusual career choice. I'm a young woman,

777
00:40:01,040 --> 00:40:05,200
Speaker 8: so that's kind of fun. I love striking fear into

778
00:40:05,239 --> 00:40:09,680
Speaker 8: the hearts of old men whenever I left five, because

779
00:40:09,680 --> 00:40:12,680
Speaker 8: they think it's gonna like break me in half or something.

780
00:40:15,400 --> 00:40:20,520
Speaker 8: So that's fun. I'm TikTok videos. A lot of people

781
00:40:20,680 --> 00:40:21,839
Speaker 8: find that fascinating.

782
00:40:21,880 --> 00:40:24,520
Speaker 2: There's a lot of you make you make TikTok videos,

783
00:40:24,880 --> 00:40:27,319
Speaker 2: like I do? I know there's one. I know there's

784
00:40:27,320 --> 00:40:29,800
Speaker 2: one kid who like was sponsored by Sherman William or

785
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:32,080
Speaker 2: or something like that, for like his like amazing paint.

786
00:40:32,440 --> 00:40:34,320
Speaker 2: I know there's a there's a whole paint niche or

787
00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:34,840
Speaker 2: something like that.

788
00:40:35,560 --> 00:40:38,000
Speaker 8: Oh yeah, no, there's a thing. It's it's it's called

789
00:40:38,080 --> 00:40:40,800
Speaker 8: paint Talk. I participate in that sometimes.

790
00:40:43,120 --> 00:40:45,759
Speaker 2: So you say you like to strike fear in the

791
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Speaker 2: hearts of old men.

792
00:40:48,400 --> 00:40:48,640
Speaker 5: I do.

793
00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:53,200
Speaker 2: And how how do you? How do you strike that fear?

794
00:40:55,400 --> 00:40:59,239
Speaker 8: Honestly just by doing my fucking job and by knowing

795
00:40:59,280 --> 00:41:04,000
Speaker 8: what I'm talking about out because they don't expect me

796
00:41:04,239 --> 00:41:06,680
Speaker 8: to know that because I have a uterus.

797
00:41:07,080 --> 00:41:11,359
Speaker 2: So is that is that? Is that frustrating for you? Yeah?

798
00:41:11,480 --> 00:41:13,640
Speaker 8: I mean it can be. I mean, like, I'm not

799
00:41:13,719 --> 00:41:15,400
Speaker 8: going to sit here and act like I know what

800
00:41:15,480 --> 00:41:17,960
Speaker 8: I'm fucking talking about. I do kind of, but you know,

801
00:41:18,280 --> 00:41:25,200
Speaker 8: not really, So yeah, I don't know. It can be frustrating,

802
00:41:25,280 --> 00:41:26,120
Speaker 8: but I expect it.

803
00:41:27,400 --> 00:41:27,560
Speaker 4: Well.

804
00:41:27,600 --> 00:41:30,800
Speaker 2: I mean, you look, you don't need to know everything

805
00:41:30,880 --> 00:41:33,760
Speaker 2: about paint. You just need to know more about paint

806
00:41:34,200 --> 00:41:36,800
Speaker 2: than someone who doesn't know anything about paint.

807
00:41:37,800 --> 00:41:44,840
Speaker 10: Yes, and most people know absolutely nothing, perfect, absolutely nothing,

808
00:41:44,920 --> 00:41:49,440
Speaker 10: And it's very frustrating because they do absolutely no research

809
00:41:49,520 --> 00:41:52,160
Speaker 10: whatsoever and then get very upset.

810
00:41:52,239 --> 00:41:56,399
Speaker 8: Whenever I try to tell them what's going on, they.

811
00:41:56,320 --> 00:41:57,839
Speaker 2: Get well, why do they get upset when you try

812
00:41:57,880 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 2: to tell them what's going on? That's what That's what

813
00:41:59,640 --> 00:42:02,040
Speaker 2: I would. I would. If I'm going to talk to

814
00:42:02,120 --> 00:42:04,960
Speaker 2: the paint person, I want them to explain everything to

815
00:42:05,040 --> 00:42:06,320
Speaker 2: me about pint because I don't know anything.

816
00:42:07,320 --> 00:42:10,040
Speaker 8: No, they do, but some people, I don't know, they

817
00:42:10,120 --> 00:42:14,799
Speaker 8: have like an ego about it. And then I go, hey, paint,

818
00:42:15,040 --> 00:42:18,400
Speaker 8: maybe don't paint your bathroom with flat paint, and they're like,

819
00:42:19,120 --> 00:42:21,279
Speaker 8: well why not? And they see, you know, it's it's

820
00:42:21,320 --> 00:42:21,719
Speaker 8: a whole thing.

821
00:42:22,320 --> 00:42:25,080
Speaker 2: See, I would ask you that question genuinely, genuinely, why

822
00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:26,880
Speaker 2: not paint it with flat paint? I didn't know that

823
00:42:27,000 --> 00:42:27,319
Speaker 2: was a thing.

824
00:42:28,360 --> 00:42:32,600
Speaker 8: Genuinely, don't paint your bathroom flat paint. Honestly, don't use

825
00:42:32,760 --> 00:42:36,239
Speaker 8: flat paint for anything but the ceiling. Really, it's not

826
00:42:36,480 --> 00:42:39,000
Speaker 8: very washable. I don't know if you've ever lived, like

827
00:42:39,320 --> 00:42:42,160
Speaker 8: you know, in my shitty apartment, all of the walls

828
00:42:42,200 --> 00:42:46,560
Speaker 8: are flat paint, so if you need to wash them down, impossible.

829
00:42:47,239 --> 00:42:51,600
Speaker 8: It's also not very moisture resistant at all. So for

830
00:42:51,680 --> 00:42:54,160
Speaker 8: a bathroom, i'd recommend a satin or a semi gloss

831
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Speaker 8: to see you.

832
00:42:56,600 --> 00:42:59,279
Speaker 2: You have convinced me that you know everything about paint.

833
00:43:00,280 --> 00:43:02,640
Speaker 2: You know more than you need to know about paint

834
00:43:03,440 --> 00:43:05,000
Speaker 2: or I mean, it sounds like you know exactly as

835
00:43:05,080 --> 00:43:06,239
Speaker 2: much as you need to know about paint.

836
00:43:07,040 --> 00:43:09,279
Speaker 8: Yeah, it's kind of upsetting because I'm also a twenty

837
00:43:09,360 --> 00:43:09,919
Speaker 8: year old woman.

838
00:43:12,239 --> 00:43:14,560
Speaker 2: What's wrong with that? You have a skill, you have

839
00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:18,839
Speaker 2: specialized paint knowledge, but it doesn't matter that the who

840
00:43:19,440 --> 00:43:21,600
Speaker 2: are old you are or what's going on in your pants?

841
00:43:23,120 --> 00:43:23,640
Speaker 2: Yeah it is.

842
00:43:24,200 --> 00:43:29,000
Speaker 8: It's kind of a very niche thing to know a lot.

843
00:43:28,920 --> 00:43:34,200
Speaker 2: About Well, you know enough about it to do it,

844
00:43:36,000 --> 00:43:37,080
Speaker 2: and I do be doing it.

845
00:43:37,880 --> 00:43:40,520
Speaker 8: I just don't all we do be doing it?

846
00:43:41,440 --> 00:43:45,560
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Lauren? Well, Lauren, look,

847
00:43:45,600 --> 00:43:48,080
Speaker 2: I commend you for your paint knowledge. I wish you

848
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:50,440
Speaker 2: the best of luck moving forward, and thank you for educating.

849
00:43:50,440 --> 00:43:53,439
Speaker 2: You probably actually saved someone listening to this is gonna

850
00:43:53,520 --> 00:43:56,279
Speaker 2: not paint their bathroom with flat paint because of you,

851
00:43:57,320 --> 00:43:58,959
Speaker 2: So you save that person's life.

852
00:44:00,080 --> 00:44:01,239
Speaker 8: I'm so glad that I did.

853
00:44:02,160 --> 00:44:02,319
Speaker 4: Well.

854
00:44:02,480 --> 00:44:03,960
Speaker 2: Thank you, Lauren. You have a good rest to that.

855
00:44:04,080 --> 00:44:04,759
Speaker 5: Thank you so much.

856
00:44:04,880 --> 00:44:06,920
Speaker 8: Have a lovely night as well.

857
00:44:10,760 --> 00:44:17,080
Speaker 2: Paul from Keith with two e's, like one in the

858
00:44:17,440 --> 00:44:20,279
Speaker 2: one as the second letter and then one at the end.

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00:44:23,200 --> 00:44:25,800
Speaker 15: Uh for my name, it's Keith the K E E

860
00:44:25,920 --> 00:44:32,360
Speaker 15: t H. Yeah, Well thank you for that, like a

861
00:44:32,400 --> 00:44:35,120
Speaker 15: great start? Yeah like teeth? Yeah, I got a guy

862
00:44:35,120 --> 00:44:36,239
Speaker 15: who calls me doctor Keeth?

863
00:44:36,400 --> 00:44:39,040
Speaker 2: Well, how did you how did you expect this to

864
00:44:39,239 --> 00:44:40,360
Speaker 2: how did you want this to go?

865
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Speaker 15: Usually it starts off with somebody saying, oh, I've never

866
00:44:44,040 --> 00:44:46,319
Speaker 15: seen it done like that before, but uh.

867
00:44:48,120 --> 00:44:50,680
Speaker 2: I met this interaction because you were upset that I

868
00:44:50,920 --> 00:44:54,279
Speaker 2: didn't like your name, and then you said, well that's

869
00:44:54,400 --> 00:44:56,440
Speaker 2: you sarcastically said that's a great way for this to

870
00:44:56,520 --> 00:44:59,480
Speaker 2: start off. And I'm asking with all like not as

871
00:44:59,560 --> 00:45:01,399
Speaker 2: like a how did you expect this to go? Back?

872
00:45:01,400 --> 00:45:03,759
Speaker 2: And then you know it's quite seriously, you know, how did.

873
00:45:03,680 --> 00:45:07,560
Speaker 15: You go on a serious note? Honestly, I was still

874
00:45:07,960 --> 00:45:11,520
Speaker 15: I was expecting to hear your voicemail saying that the

875
00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:13,880
Speaker 15: lines were busy. I wasn't expecting to go right into this,

876
00:45:14,000 --> 00:45:18,080
Speaker 15: So for that I apologize on you know, I apologize.

877
00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:20,719
Speaker 2: For that Keith with twee's. You never have to apologize

878
00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:24,239
Speaker 2: to me for anything ever. But that also means I

879
00:45:24,280 --> 00:45:26,560
Speaker 2: don't have to apologize to you for anything ever, including

880
00:45:26,640 --> 00:45:27,359
Speaker 2: making fun of your name.

881
00:45:28,080 --> 00:45:28,560
Speaker 15: That's fair.

882
00:45:29,600 --> 00:45:30,360
Speaker 2: Are you interested?

883
00:45:32,840 --> 00:45:34,799
Speaker 15: I would like to think so, But I would also

884
00:45:34,960 --> 00:45:36,560
Speaker 15: like to ask you a question, if I may.

885
00:45:38,800 --> 00:45:39,000
Speaker 2: Sure.

886
00:45:40,800 --> 00:45:45,360
Speaker 15: Do you think that interesting people are born out of trauma?

887
00:45:49,960 --> 00:45:56,279
Speaker 2: You know? I'm not. I wouldn't. I wouldn't. I'm not

888
00:45:56,480 --> 00:46:03,120
Speaker 2: interested in taking the stance of romanticizing trauma as making

889
00:46:03,200 --> 00:46:06,920
Speaker 2: one into an interesting person. I don't think that anyone

890
00:46:07,000 --> 00:46:11,200
Speaker 2: should feel like they have to experience trauma to become interesting.

891
00:46:12,760 --> 00:46:15,880
Speaker 15: It's kind of like a six to one hand and

892
00:46:16,520 --> 00:46:18,680
Speaker 15: half a dozen of any other, right, because you don't

893
00:46:18,760 --> 00:46:21,920
Speaker 15: have to go through trauma to be interesting. But I

894
00:46:22,040 --> 00:46:24,839
Speaker 15: feel like people who are interesting, I find a lot

895
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:26,640
Speaker 15: of the time have some sort of trauma.

896
00:46:29,719 --> 00:46:30,719
Speaker 2: What makes you say that?

897
00:46:32,400 --> 00:46:38,080
Speaker 15: Well, possibly because where I grew up from, not everybody

898
00:46:38,600 --> 00:46:41,839
Speaker 15: tend everybody that I used to hang out with tend

899
00:46:41,920 --> 00:46:46,360
Speaker 15: to have some shitty backstory, right, you know, and including myself,

900
00:46:46,400 --> 00:46:49,520
Speaker 15: And this isn't a sob story in myself. Honestly. What

901
00:46:49,640 --> 00:46:51,239
Speaker 15: I'm trying to get at is the reason why I

902
00:46:51,440 --> 00:46:56,279
Speaker 15: think I'm interesting is because I've been able to overcome

903
00:46:56,680 --> 00:47:00,440
Speaker 15: that kind of dark cloud or at least, I like

904
00:47:00,560 --> 00:47:02,399
Speaker 15: to think that at this point in my life, I've

905
00:47:03,160 --> 00:47:07,080
Speaker 15: taken a step out of the cloud and I've acknowledged it.

906
00:47:08,120 --> 00:47:13,239
Speaker 15: I for instance, ever since I left high school, I

907
00:47:13,400 --> 00:47:16,920
Speaker 15: joined a Irish pipe and drum Irish pipe and you know,

908
00:47:17,120 --> 00:47:21,839
Speaker 15: drum band. I moved to the closest city where I'm at,

909
00:47:22,120 --> 00:47:25,080
Speaker 15: and I found myself a job selling cheese.

910
00:47:26,080 --> 00:47:26,200
Speaker 2: Uh.

911
00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:29,520
Speaker 15: And I also, you know, got a degree in information

912
00:47:29,640 --> 00:47:35,719
Speaker 15: science and technology, all of which was stemmed from this

913
00:47:35,880 --> 00:47:40,719
Speaker 15: feeling of not feeling significant and uh, you know, not

914
00:47:41,080 --> 00:47:43,440
Speaker 15: honestly knowing what I was doing with my life until

915
00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:47,120
Speaker 15: my like last year of college, all of a sudden

916
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:50,160
Speaker 15: I had, you know, I had so many things going

917
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:54,320
Speaker 15: on at once that I finally like broke in a

918
00:47:54,360 --> 00:47:59,120
Speaker 15: way where I that self, you know, self doubt and

919
00:47:59,200 --> 00:48:01,960
Speaker 15: everything kind of how to be pushed aside, you know.

920
00:48:02,640 --> 00:48:07,600
Speaker 15: And I feel like being reborn in a way through

921
00:48:07,680 --> 00:48:13,480
Speaker 15: that kind of crucible of like of of trauma, finally

922
00:48:13,520 --> 00:48:16,400
Speaker 15: coming to a point where you you overcome it to

923
00:48:16,600 --> 00:48:19,600
Speaker 15: get what you have to get done. I think that

924
00:48:19,800 --> 00:48:21,680
Speaker 15: has made me an interesting person.

925
00:48:24,280 --> 00:48:26,440
Speaker 2: I'm not a real therapist, and I'm not here to

926
00:48:26,520 --> 00:48:30,040
Speaker 2: do armchair therapy, but I do have a thought that

927
00:48:30,200 --> 00:48:33,040
Speaker 2: I might be I'm not. I'm not trying to psychoanalyze

928
00:48:33,160 --> 00:48:37,160
Speaker 2: or anything, but I mean the idea, like you've done

929
00:48:37,200 --> 00:48:39,120
Speaker 2: all these things, like you know, you got your computer

930
00:48:39,239 --> 00:48:42,080
Speaker 2: science degree, you turned your life around. It sounds to me,

931
00:48:42,800 --> 00:48:46,759
Speaker 2: but that's you. Don't You don't have trauma to thank

932
00:48:47,120 --> 00:48:47,400
Speaker 2: for that.

933
00:48:47,680 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 3: You have.

934
00:48:48,440 --> 00:48:52,080
Speaker 2: You trauma didn't fucking do that. You did that, you

935
00:48:52,760 --> 00:48:56,000
Speaker 2: made your life interesting. You know. I think I think

936
00:48:56,040 --> 00:49:00,600
Speaker 2: the fact that like again I'm not a real person, uh,

937
00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:04,040
Speaker 2: but I think the fact that, like you know, you

938
00:49:04,200 --> 00:49:06,960
Speaker 2: did all the you you did that fucking your past

939
00:49:08,000 --> 00:49:13,239
Speaker 2: being shitty. Didn't you create your present being good? You

940
00:49:13,360 --> 00:49:15,320
Speaker 2: created your present being good. I think you should you

941
00:49:15,360 --> 00:49:17,920
Speaker 2: should take and I think you should take credit for it.

942
00:49:18,280 --> 00:49:20,160
Speaker 2: Oh you know what I mean. Don't give your credit

943
00:49:20,239 --> 00:49:22,600
Speaker 2: to the shitty things that happened to you. Give the

944
00:49:22,640 --> 00:49:23,960
Speaker 2: credit to you.

945
00:49:25,120 --> 00:49:27,520
Speaker 15: I would say it was more like it was more

946
00:49:27,600 --> 00:49:31,960
Speaker 15: like weighted clothes. They didn't. I'm not saying that the

947
00:49:32,080 --> 00:49:35,840
Speaker 15: trauma put me in the situation. And I have to

948
00:49:35,920 --> 00:49:37,839
Speaker 15: agree with you. And this is like the first time

949
00:49:38,040 --> 00:49:40,600
Speaker 15: in my life where I can take the credit, you know,

950
00:49:41,200 --> 00:49:44,600
Speaker 15: like I finally have stepped away from this being like

951
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:46,560
Speaker 15: everybody being like, oh, you should be proud of yourself

952
00:49:46,560 --> 00:49:50,040
Speaker 15: from doing that, and me not feeling like I did enough,

953
00:49:50,719 --> 00:49:53,400
Speaker 15: you know, because I was always my problem growing up

954
00:49:53,600 --> 00:49:57,080
Speaker 15: and you know, uh, passing high school and everything like that,

955
00:49:57,200 --> 00:49:58,960
Speaker 15: it was like I didn't feel like an accomplishment, but

956
00:49:59,120 --> 00:50:02,279
Speaker 15: like you know, moving to an entire new city and

957
00:50:02,400 --> 00:50:07,000
Speaker 15: finishing my degree when I was flip flopping majors left

958
00:50:07,040 --> 00:50:10,880
Speaker 15: and right and finally settling in on something and getting

959
00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:13,480
Speaker 15: through it while working full time, going to school full

960
00:50:13,560 --> 00:50:18,320
Speaker 15: time and everything like that, that was the deed that

961
00:50:18,920 --> 00:50:22,320
Speaker 15: really pushed me to become who I am today. Like

962
00:50:22,960 --> 00:50:27,279
Speaker 15: nothing else fucking touched it than that, and that was

963
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:32,520
Speaker 15: what made me who I am. The trauma and everything.

964
00:50:33,760 --> 00:50:37,719
Speaker 15: I'm sorry you finished, Yeah, the trauma and everything. Sure,

965
00:50:38,200 --> 00:50:42,800
Speaker 15: it's you know, you aren't who you are you know

966
00:50:43,440 --> 00:50:47,600
Speaker 15: because of it, Like the past is the stepping stones

967
00:50:47,880 --> 00:50:50,640
Speaker 15: for the steps that you take, you know, in the future.

968
00:50:50,800 --> 00:50:56,880
Speaker 15: But but they don't you know, obviously they don't define you,

969
00:50:56,960 --> 00:51:00,360
Speaker 15: but they define a core, putent bit of you. And

970
00:51:00,680 --> 00:51:04,080
Speaker 15: it takes, you know, like I said before, going through

971
00:51:04,200 --> 00:51:05,200
Speaker 15: kind of like a crucible.

972
00:51:06,480 --> 00:51:10,480
Speaker 2: I still and for the fifth time, I'm not a

973
00:51:10,600 --> 00:51:14,000
Speaker 2: real anything, but you know, I still I still like

974
00:51:14,600 --> 00:51:18,840
Speaker 2: I I'm still iffy on the idea of like, you know,

975
00:51:19,320 --> 00:51:25,439
Speaker 2: in any way like romanticizing your the you know, your

976
00:51:25,600 --> 00:51:28,920
Speaker 2: your crappy past in any way, shape or form. I mean,

977
00:51:29,160 --> 00:51:32,440
Speaker 2: I get, I guess, I guess I understand you, and

978
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:35,879
Speaker 2: you should be, you know, proud of yourself for having

979
00:51:36,000 --> 00:51:44,800
Speaker 2: overcame what you overcome. But I don't think it's I

980
00:51:44,840 --> 00:51:47,040
Speaker 2: don't know if it's good to walk around, you know,

981
00:51:47,680 --> 00:51:50,719
Speaker 2: thinking that you are who you like, having, you know,

982
00:51:50,840 --> 00:51:53,640
Speaker 2: being defined by the past. It doesn't sound like you are.

983
00:51:54,600 --> 00:51:58,160
Speaker 2: But you know I wouldn't. I wouldn't walk around being

984
00:51:58,239 --> 00:52:01,200
Speaker 2: like everything that's bad. What's happened to me made me

985
00:52:01,760 --> 00:52:03,560
Speaker 2: who I am. You know, you you made you who

986
00:52:03,640 --> 00:52:08,040
Speaker 2: you are. Just to reiterate, you.

987
00:52:08,040 --> 00:52:11,200
Speaker 15: Know, I will have to probably take that at different

988
00:52:11,239 --> 00:52:14,120
Speaker 15: perspective and in consideration, you know, would.

989
00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:18,839
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Keith for two years? Well, Keith.

990
00:52:19,760 --> 00:52:21,439
Speaker 2: I'm not going to take back what I said about

991
00:52:21,440 --> 00:52:22,960
Speaker 2: your name, because I still think that's a weird way

992
00:52:22,960 --> 00:52:26,200
Speaker 2: to spell your name. But I appreciate you sharing what

993
00:52:26,239 --> 00:52:27,320
Speaker 2: you shared with us this evening.

994
00:52:27,400 --> 00:52:29,320
Speaker 15: Thank you man, Thank you for having me.

995
00:52:30,040 --> 00:52:31,240
Speaker 2: You have a good rest of the good.

996
00:52:31,080 --> 00:52:32,120
Speaker 15: One as well.

997
00:52:35,600 --> 00:52:38,120
Speaker 4: All from Kayla Martin.

998
00:52:40,480 --> 00:52:44,800
Speaker 2: Hello, Hi, what's what do you say? Your name was?

999
00:52:45,800 --> 00:52:49,560
Speaker 17: Kayla Martin, Cayla?

1000
00:52:49,600 --> 00:52:50,520
Speaker 2: What year were you born?

1001
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:52,719
Speaker 6: Nineteen ninety four?

1002
00:52:53,640 --> 00:52:56,600
Speaker 2: Nineteen ninety four. That was a great year.

1003
00:52:57,640 --> 00:52:58,359
Speaker 6: It was a good year.

1004
00:52:58,400 --> 00:53:00,440
Speaker 2: I think. So you didn't say thank you.

1005
00:53:01,280 --> 00:53:05,920
Speaker 6: Thank well, thanks, I wasn't expecting you to pick up.

1006
00:53:06,719 --> 00:53:10,080
Speaker 2: I have a question for you.

1007
00:53:10,920 --> 00:53:13,720
Speaker 1: Okay, why.

1008
00:53:16,000 --> 00:53:24,480
Speaker 6: Why did I call? I don't know, just to have

1009
00:53:24,600 --> 00:53:25,560
Speaker 6: somebody to listen.

1010
00:53:26,320 --> 00:53:26,880
Speaker 3: I guess.

1011
00:53:28,440 --> 00:53:29,560
Speaker 2: Somebody to listen.

1012
00:53:30,880 --> 00:53:36,200
Speaker 6: Yeah, hm, I don't. I feel like I share with

1013
00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:40,840
Speaker 6: people very easy. But I think I called because, like

1014
00:53:41,160 --> 00:53:44,440
Speaker 6: I don't know you, so it makes it a little easier.

1015
00:53:44,560 --> 00:53:49,200
Speaker 2: Maybe what Well, you know, what is it that you

1016
00:53:49,280 --> 00:53:54,680
Speaker 2: wanted to share? If anything? In particular, I'm.

1017
00:53:55,960 --> 00:54:00,880
Speaker 6: Having a hard time with a few things. I was

1018
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:04,439
Speaker 6: on your TikTok live and I said I was raised

1019
00:54:04,480 --> 00:54:05,000
Speaker 6: in a cult.

1020
00:54:07,200 --> 00:54:10,920
Speaker 2: That raised in a cult. Well, I have to tell

1021
00:54:10,960 --> 00:54:13,160
Speaker 2: you two things. First of all, I'm not a real therapist.

1022
00:54:14,360 --> 00:54:17,719
Speaker 2: I forget what the second thing is. But okay, what

1023
00:54:17,800 --> 00:54:18,960
Speaker 2: are you having a hard time with.

1024
00:54:22,600 --> 00:54:26,759
Speaker 6: So recently? I mean like it's been seven years since

1025
00:54:26,800 --> 00:54:31,000
Speaker 6: I left, so the triggers from that have kind of subsided.

1026
00:54:31,920 --> 00:54:35,200
Speaker 6: But I read a book recently that kind of opened

1027
00:54:35,239 --> 00:54:39,880
Speaker 6: my eyes to how dysfunctional my family was just in general.

1028
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:43,919
Speaker 6: Like I kind of always blamed the call for how

1029
00:54:44,480 --> 00:54:48,759
Speaker 6: crappy they were, but it wasn't just that, Like they

1030
00:54:48,800 --> 00:54:51,279
Speaker 6: were just dysfunctional on their own.

1031
00:54:53,719 --> 00:54:55,359
Speaker 2: How long have you been out of the cult?

1032
00:54:56,480 --> 00:54:57,040
Speaker 3: I left in.

1033
00:54:57,120 --> 00:55:01,720
Speaker 6: Twenty fourteen, so about seven years, and I think.

1034
00:55:01,880 --> 00:55:06,399
Speaker 2: August and what are you What are you doing now?

1035
00:55:09,480 --> 00:55:14,320
Speaker 6: Now? I'm not doing anything any work because of COVID.

1036
00:55:14,760 --> 00:55:18,440
Speaker 6: I wasn't a sash therapist. But I'm a housewife right

1037
00:55:18,480 --> 00:55:19,960
Speaker 6: now and I like it a lot.

1038
00:55:20,080 --> 00:55:23,960
Speaker 2: Actually a housewife. Do you do you have kids too?

1039
00:55:25,560 --> 00:55:25,600
Speaker 3: No?

1040
00:55:26,320 --> 00:55:30,680
Speaker 2: No, just a housewife to my husband, What do you

1041
00:55:30,760 --> 00:55:31,720
Speaker 2: like about being a housewife?

1042
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:38,560
Speaker 6: I like taking care of people because that's what I

1043
00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:41,239
Speaker 6: did a lot as a kid, I think, so it

1044
00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:45,239
Speaker 6: kind of transferred. So I like like getting the house

1045
00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:48,320
Speaker 6: clean and making him dinner. He works really hard and

1046
00:55:49,080 --> 00:55:51,719
Speaker 6: I'm really proud of him. He's a manager at a

1047
00:55:51,760 --> 00:55:52,279
Speaker 6: car wash.

1048
00:55:54,320 --> 00:55:55,280
Speaker 2: How did you to meet.

1049
00:55:57,560 --> 00:56:02,400
Speaker 6: Through friends? They were in the religion too, but they

1050
00:56:02,440 --> 00:56:05,120
Speaker 6: weren't like super strong in it, and so they had

1051
00:56:05,200 --> 00:56:10,040
Speaker 6: a quote worldly friends, and he was one of those

1052
00:56:10,160 --> 00:56:13,279
Speaker 6: like worldly boys, and I wasn't supposed to talk to him,

1053
00:56:14,840 --> 00:56:15,960
Speaker 6: but I couldn't help myself.

1054
00:56:17,840 --> 00:56:20,960
Speaker 2: So okay, so they so so this cult, they referred

1055
00:56:21,000 --> 00:56:23,160
Speaker 2: to people outside of the cult as worldly.

1056
00:56:24,160 --> 00:56:24,359
Speaker 1: Yes.

1057
00:56:25,320 --> 00:56:28,880
Speaker 2: Interesting, so you weren't started talking You started talking to

1058
00:56:29,000 --> 00:56:30,800
Speaker 2: this person while you weren't allowed to.

1059
00:56:32,400 --> 00:56:35,800
Speaker 7: Yes, And what was that?

1060
00:56:36,160 --> 00:56:36,200
Speaker 6: Like?

1061
00:56:36,360 --> 00:56:39,200
Speaker 2: How did you we were talking to him online? Were

1062
00:56:39,280 --> 00:56:43,960
Speaker 2: you doing the secret little Romeo and Juliet Balcony meetups?

1063
00:56:46,800 --> 00:56:50,279
Speaker 6: No, because they were friends of mine and he was

1064
00:56:50,600 --> 00:56:52,920
Speaker 6: because I was friends with the daughter and he was

1065
00:56:52,960 --> 00:56:56,800
Speaker 6: friends with the son. So we would just like be

1066
00:56:56,920 --> 00:56:59,320
Speaker 6: at the house at the same time and for a

1067
00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:00,120
Speaker 6: long time.

1068
00:57:00,040 --> 00:57:01,800
Speaker 9: And we were just like friends.

1069
00:57:03,160 --> 00:57:05,880
Speaker 6: We would just hang out a lot. And then like

1070
00:57:06,040 --> 00:57:07,960
Speaker 6: it started to develop a little bit more.

1071
00:57:10,800 --> 00:57:15,279
Speaker 2: Hm, were did you did you have a hard time

1072
00:57:15,440 --> 00:57:17,840
Speaker 2: hiding this from people who would be upset if you

1073
00:57:17,880 --> 00:57:18,320
Speaker 2: found out.

1074
00:57:20,280 --> 00:57:25,560
Speaker 6: Yes, it was hard because we're not supposed to have

1075
00:57:25,800 --> 00:57:30,960
Speaker 6: sex before marriage in the religion. So when I wanted

1076
00:57:30,960 --> 00:57:33,760
Speaker 6: to go on birth control, I had to kind of

1077
00:57:34,880 --> 00:57:37,800
Speaker 6: come up with an excuse with my mom of like, oh,

1078
00:57:38,000 --> 00:57:40,720
Speaker 6: my cycles just like really irregular, So I need to

1079
00:57:40,760 --> 00:57:43,400
Speaker 6: go see a doctor and talk about it. And then obviously,

1080
00:57:43,480 --> 00:57:45,120
Speaker 6: once I was with a doctor by myself, I was

1081
00:57:45,200 --> 00:57:50,120
Speaker 6: just like, hey, let me get back. So yeah, there

1082
00:57:50,200 --> 00:57:55,040
Speaker 6: was definitely times I had to be sneaky, but obviously

1083
00:57:55,160 --> 00:57:55,680
Speaker 6: I got caught.

1084
00:57:55,760 --> 00:58:01,400
Speaker 2: Eventually you got caught, Yeah, yes, what happened? What was

1085
00:58:01,440 --> 00:58:02,720
Speaker 2: the aftermath of getting caught?

1086
00:58:05,440 --> 00:58:10,200
Speaker 6: I they have they call them judicial committees where you

1087
00:58:10,360 --> 00:58:16,280
Speaker 6: meet with the elders of the congregation, and I kind

1088
00:58:16,360 --> 00:58:20,200
Speaker 6: of lied at the first one and was like, oh, yeah,

1089
00:58:20,200 --> 00:58:24,720
Speaker 6: we're not talking. And those judicial committee meetings are like

1090
00:58:25,240 --> 00:58:29,080
Speaker 6: really they take it too far because they're like, oh,

1091
00:58:29,440 --> 00:58:32,440
Speaker 6: I don't know what I'm allowed to say, so like

1092
00:58:32,720 --> 00:58:36,400
Speaker 6: any words are off, like like like right now on here?

1093
00:58:37,200 --> 00:58:37,720
Speaker 15: Yeah, like.

1094
00:58:39,480 --> 00:58:43,240
Speaker 6: Okay, well they would ask two they would get like

1095
00:58:43,320 --> 00:58:45,960
Speaker 6: too personal. They would be like, oh did you orgasm?

1096
00:58:46,200 --> 00:58:49,240
Speaker 6: Like how many times did you orgasm? Like how often

1097
00:58:49,280 --> 00:58:53,200
Speaker 6: would you have sex? And like just they they got

1098
00:58:53,560 --> 00:58:57,240
Speaker 6: really into it. So I lied and they believed me,

1099
00:58:57,880 --> 00:59:00,840
Speaker 6: and then I got caught a second time, had another

1100
00:59:02,200 --> 00:59:05,640
Speaker 6: like judicial committee meeting, and that one I decided I

1101
00:59:05,840 --> 00:59:11,280
Speaker 6: was gonna leave and I was moving. I moved in

1102
00:59:11,400 --> 00:59:14,880
Speaker 6: with him and not married to him, so it all

1103
00:59:15,240 --> 00:59:16,240
Speaker 6: turned out for the better.

1104
00:59:16,840 --> 00:59:18,960
Speaker 2: Well, yeah, you must be relieved that you don't have

1105
00:59:19,080 --> 00:59:21,960
Speaker 2: to fucking do you know, tell a creepy old guy

1106
00:59:22,040 --> 00:59:23,240
Speaker 2: how many orgasms you had?

1107
00:59:23,720 --> 00:59:29,280
Speaker 6: Yeah, yeah, that's that's a big release, And it was

1108
00:59:29,920 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 6: it was really hard because once I because I left

1109
00:59:32,920 --> 00:59:35,560
Speaker 6: for him, and I knew when I left that I

1110
00:59:35,600 --> 00:59:40,400
Speaker 6: would lose like all my childhood friends. And because I

1111
00:59:40,800 --> 00:59:44,000
Speaker 6: got to Fellowship, so I was shunned by everybody. So

1112
00:59:44,680 --> 00:59:46,440
Speaker 6: nobody's allowed to talk to me or anything. And I

1113
00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:52,320
Speaker 6: knew that, and that was fine, but it was strange

1114
00:59:52,760 --> 00:59:56,560
Speaker 6: to slowly come to the realization that the religion I

1115
00:59:57,440 --> 01:00:00,240
Speaker 6: was born and raised and believed in like so deeply.

1116
01:00:00,880 --> 01:00:02,240
Speaker 7: Is just so wrong.

1117
01:00:03,240 --> 01:00:05,520
Speaker 2: Do you know, anyone who won't be friends with you

1118
01:00:05,640 --> 01:00:08,320
Speaker 2: because the sky tells them not to is probably not

1119
01:00:08,480 --> 01:00:11,640
Speaker 2: even someone that you would really benefit from being friends with.

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Speaker 6: Ryan, Yeah, no, yeah, you come to that realization too,

1121
01:00:15,560 --> 01:00:18,880
Speaker 6: that like those people were never really your friends.

1122
01:00:20,360 --> 01:00:21,040
Speaker 2: Well what'd you say?

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01:00:21,040 --> 01:00:22,800
Speaker 7: Your name was, Kayla?

1124
01:00:23,640 --> 01:00:25,880
Speaker 2: Well, Kayla, thank you for sharing that with us. I'm

1125
01:00:25,920 --> 01:00:28,240
Speaker 2: glad that everything turned out pretty well for you.

1126
01:00:29,200 --> 01:00:30,960
Speaker 6: Thanks, thank you for listening.

1127
01:00:31,640 --> 01:00:33,040
Speaker 2: Of course, you have a good rest of the night.

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01:00:33,560 --> 01:00:34,760
Speaker 6: You too, Ye.

1129
01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:41,120
Speaker 4: All, from Vivian.

1130
01:00:43,760 --> 01:00:48,080
Speaker 2: Vivian, Vivian, are you there?

1131
01:00:48,760 --> 01:00:48,880
Speaker 4: Hi?

1132
01:00:49,200 --> 01:00:53,600
Speaker 2: Yeah there? Have you ever played a game called Paper

1133
01:00:53,720 --> 01:00:55,720
Speaker 2: Mario in the thousand Year Door?

1134
01:00:57,760 --> 01:00:57,800
Speaker 4: No?

1135
01:00:58,000 --> 01:00:59,080
Speaker 16: No, not at all.

1136
01:00:59,160 --> 01:01:01,440
Speaker 2: No, Vivian, How old are you?

1137
01:01:02,120 --> 01:01:04,040
Speaker 16: I'm twenty one. I'm going to be twenty one two days.

1138
01:01:04,760 --> 01:01:05,760
Speaker 2: Oh, happy birthday.

1139
01:01:06,280 --> 01:01:06,560
Speaker 4: Thank you.

1140
01:01:07,760 --> 01:01:12,000
Speaker 2: There's i'll I want, there's there's a fuck all right,

1141
01:01:12,040 --> 01:01:13,800
Speaker 2: there's a character in that video game that has the

1142
01:01:13,920 --> 01:01:16,240
Speaker 2: name Vivian, and I thought of it. What are you

1143
01:01:16,320 --> 01:01:17,560
Speaker 2: excited to turn twenty one?

1144
01:01:19,160 --> 01:01:23,160
Speaker 16: Half and half? I mean, it's kind of it's kind

1145
01:01:23,200 --> 01:01:26,720
Speaker 16: of melodramatic in a sense because everyone always makes it

1146
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:31,080
Speaker 16: up to be this big deal, you know, and anytime

1147
01:01:31,600 --> 01:01:35,080
Speaker 16: that people want to try to celebrate my birthday, you know,

1148
01:01:35,200 --> 01:01:38,160
Speaker 16: before I've turned twenty one, obviously, everyone always tries to

1149
01:01:38,240 --> 01:01:40,720
Speaker 16: go out to a bar or whatever, knowing fully well

1150
01:01:40,800 --> 01:01:43,760
Speaker 16: that I can't drink. So it's it's, you know, it's

1151
01:01:43,840 --> 01:01:48,080
Speaker 16: it's difficult to keep friends in a sense because of that,

1152
01:01:48,480 --> 01:01:50,440
Speaker 16: you know what I mean, and social media as well

1153
01:01:50,440 --> 01:01:56,120
Speaker 16: as like Facebook and Snapchat mentioning that it's the person's birthday,

1154
01:01:56,240 --> 01:01:58,000
Speaker 16: So it's like hard to weed out.

1155
01:01:59,480 --> 01:02:04,920
Speaker 2: Who, you know what I mean, do you feel are

1156
01:02:05,000 --> 01:02:07,640
Speaker 2: you Are you a birthday person? Do you like your

1157
01:02:07,680 --> 01:02:10,240
Speaker 2: birth right? Because because there's I think there's a spectrum

1158
01:02:10,280 --> 01:02:14,400
Speaker 2: of like some people are like, it's my goddamn birth week.

1159
01:02:14,560 --> 01:02:16,880
Speaker 2: We're doing We're going all out, we're doing this, we're

1160
01:02:16,920 --> 01:02:20,240
Speaker 2: doing that. Then some people, I mean, they're almost antie

1161
01:02:20,280 --> 01:02:23,480
Speaker 2: their own birthday. They don't want anything, they don't want

1162
01:02:23,520 --> 01:02:26,280
Speaker 2: the singing, don't talk to me, don't write on my

1163
01:02:26,360 --> 01:02:29,400
Speaker 2: Facebook wall. Where do you fall on that? On that spectrum?

1164
01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:31,680
Speaker 5: Well, I don't know.

1165
01:02:31,880 --> 01:02:36,640
Speaker 16: I personally it's it's it's I've grown to not really

1166
01:02:37,200 --> 01:02:42,360
Speaker 16: celebrate it because you know, people always make it out

1167
01:02:42,440 --> 01:02:44,040
Speaker 16: to be a big deal, and I feel it's a

1168
01:02:44,080 --> 01:02:46,240
Speaker 16: little bit too egotistical for my liking.

1169
01:02:50,640 --> 01:02:53,240
Speaker 2: Oh, on one, can you guys hear Vivian? I'm so sorry.

1170
01:02:53,280 --> 01:02:55,440
Speaker 2: I'm always nervous if people.

1171
01:02:55,280 --> 01:02:57,520
Speaker 16: Can't hear the all right, If you want me to

1172
01:02:57,560 --> 01:02:59,200
Speaker 16: come closer to the mic, I definitely can.

1173
01:02:59,520 --> 01:03:04,680
Speaker 2: Oh if you could, that would be hello? Hi? Did

1174
01:03:04,720 --> 01:03:06,240
Speaker 2: you know VIVI? And I have a question for you?

1175
01:03:06,880 --> 01:03:08,000
Speaker 16: Sure still.

1176
01:03:09,400 --> 01:03:13,000
Speaker 15: Why why why?

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01:03:14,880 --> 01:03:17,560
Speaker 16: Because it's given me enough grief in my lifetime, and

1178
01:03:18,600 --> 01:03:21,120
Speaker 16: I say, why not wig while you still have the

1179
01:03:21,200 --> 01:03:28,440
Speaker 16: opportunity and free will to why not rather? I know

1180
01:03:28,520 --> 01:03:31,000
Speaker 16: that kind of almost bounces back on previous you know,

1181
01:03:31,600 --> 01:03:33,520
Speaker 16: conversations had in this stream tonight.

1182
01:03:33,720 --> 01:03:38,080
Speaker 2: But you know, what is your why not?

1183
01:03:38,240 --> 01:03:38,600
Speaker 15: What is that?

1184
01:03:38,720 --> 01:03:41,600
Speaker 2: What is your thing that you're going to do? Because

1185
01:03:41,600 --> 01:03:42,000
Speaker 2: why not.

1186
01:03:44,760 --> 01:03:48,440
Speaker 16: Pursue this career that I wanted to, you know, acting

1187
01:03:48,640 --> 01:03:51,800
Speaker 16: and business and a bunch of different things. I'm having

1188
01:03:51,840 --> 01:03:54,720
Speaker 16: difficulty deciding a lot of things right now and pinpointing

1189
01:03:54,800 --> 01:03:57,360
Speaker 16: that as well as like my birthday very soon. It's

1190
01:03:57,960 --> 01:04:00,320
Speaker 16: it's hard to be able to go out with you know,

1191
01:04:00,520 --> 01:04:04,160
Speaker 16: pandemic and everything that's going on right now. You know Panorama.

1192
01:04:04,880 --> 01:04:07,280
Speaker 2: All right, so you well hold on real hold, we'll

1193
01:04:07,320 --> 01:04:07,960
Speaker 2: stop real quick.

1194
01:04:07,960 --> 01:04:08,240
Speaker 6: All right.

1195
01:04:08,280 --> 01:04:11,960
Speaker 2: You said a career, yes is it? And you then

1196
01:04:12,000 --> 01:04:14,200
Speaker 2: you you said you said a career, and then you

1197
01:04:14,320 --> 01:04:16,240
Speaker 2: named like ten things?

1198
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Speaker 4: Is there?

1199
01:04:16,720 --> 01:04:18,600
Speaker 2: Is it a particular thing that you're going after?

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01:04:19,640 --> 01:04:22,480
Speaker 16: Acting? But then I also wanted to have a backup.

1201
01:04:22,520 --> 01:04:26,200
Speaker 16: I'm currently pursuing my my bachelor's in business, you know,

1202
01:04:26,280 --> 01:04:29,440
Speaker 16: for marketing, and then I'm also looking at ux design,

1203
01:04:29,520 --> 01:04:33,480
Speaker 16: which is it designs the interface for apps and websites

1204
01:04:33,560 --> 01:04:36,480
Speaker 16: for different companies and whatnot. So i'd like to say

1205
01:04:36,480 --> 01:04:39,000
Speaker 16: I'm well rounded. I was always brought up to be

1206
01:04:39,080 --> 01:04:40,640
Speaker 16: well rounded and well spoken, so.

1207
01:04:42,320 --> 01:04:42,880
Speaker 3: You know, just.

1208
01:04:44,440 --> 01:04:47,160
Speaker 16: Trying to, you know, find where I belong right now.

1209
01:04:47,280 --> 01:04:49,760
Speaker 9: It's difficult, you.

1210
01:04:49,840 --> 01:04:54,000
Speaker 2: Know, Uh I talk. I talk about this constantly because

1211
01:04:54,040 --> 01:04:57,000
Speaker 2: it's been such a fucking game changer for me. Vivian.

1212
01:04:57,080 --> 01:04:58,160
Speaker 2: Do you use TikTok?

1213
01:04:59,280 --> 01:04:59,480
Speaker 15: Yes?

1214
01:04:59,560 --> 01:05:01,480
Speaker 2: I do. Do you make tiktoks?

1215
01:05:02,280 --> 01:05:02,760
Speaker 3: I used to.

1216
01:05:03,080 --> 01:05:05,120
Speaker 16: They're kind of funny, but I don't know.

1217
01:05:05,480 --> 01:05:07,640
Speaker 2: I just because if you're trying to get into that,

1218
01:05:07,880 --> 01:05:09,560
Speaker 2: like that's if I if I wanted to go be

1219
01:05:09,600 --> 01:05:11,080
Speaker 2: an actor, that's a number one thing I would do

1220
01:05:11,120 --> 01:05:13,480
Speaker 2: is just make a bunch of tiktoks. I feel like

1221
01:05:13,560 --> 01:05:18,600
Speaker 2: that's how like everyone's getting like famous now is through TikTok,

1222
01:05:18,680 --> 01:05:22,200
Speaker 2: And like, you know, there's so much, there's so much

1223
01:05:22,240 --> 01:05:25,000
Speaker 2: you can do on there with that endvo business too,

1224
01:05:25,080 --> 01:05:31,280
Speaker 2: you know. Oh yeah, what's your what's your dream role, Vivian.

1225
01:05:32,520 --> 01:05:37,040
Speaker 16: I'd probably say Alphaba from Wicked on Broadway hopefully, I

1226
01:05:37,080 --> 01:05:40,960
Speaker 16: don't know. It also depends on what type of acting

1227
01:05:41,080 --> 01:05:43,200
Speaker 16: career I want. Whether I was told that I have

1228
01:05:43,320 --> 01:05:46,520
Speaker 16: to be defined as either a theater or a film aster.

1229
01:05:46,800 --> 01:05:52,200
Speaker 16: So it's really difficult to pick and choose. But I

1230
01:05:52,320 --> 01:05:56,440
Speaker 16: have been told by others from my alma mater that

1231
01:05:56,720 --> 01:05:59,720
Speaker 16: I shouldn't be defined by that decision.

1232
01:06:00,480 --> 01:06:02,160
Speaker 2: If you have to, if you have to choose, to

1233
01:06:02,240 --> 01:06:04,360
Speaker 2: go with a film actor, because it's way easier because

1234
01:06:04,360 --> 01:06:08,360
Speaker 2: you do it once and then it's for it because

1235
01:06:08,400 --> 01:06:10,680
Speaker 2: you know, look right, Because for a theater actor, every

1236
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:12,360
Speaker 2: time you want someone to see it, you have to

1237
01:06:12,440 --> 01:06:15,120
Speaker 2: do it. Yeah yeah, But the film you do it

1238
01:06:15,200 --> 01:06:17,040
Speaker 2: once and then you show so, hey, I did it,

1239
01:06:17,120 --> 01:06:18,760
Speaker 2: I did it, and you can show it to them.

1240
01:06:19,160 --> 01:06:20,960
Speaker 2: The theater you have to fucking do it every time

1241
01:06:21,080 --> 01:06:21,800
Speaker 2: someone watches it.

1242
01:06:22,560 --> 01:06:26,600
Speaker 16: Oh yeah, listen, I completely understand. Like I've been doing

1243
01:06:26,720 --> 01:06:28,960
Speaker 16: theater since I can't. I came out of the room

1244
01:06:29,000 --> 01:06:32,120
Speaker 16: tap dancing, so it's I don't know, it's just I'm

1245
01:06:32,320 --> 01:06:35,640
Speaker 16: used to doing all this live, so film would be

1246
01:06:35,680 --> 01:06:38,680
Speaker 16: a harder, you know, way to adapt, you know, just

1247
01:06:39,040 --> 01:06:39,800
Speaker 16: trying to get around that.

1248
01:06:41,040 --> 01:06:43,880
Speaker 2: Well, thank you for sharing with this, Vivian. I'm I

1249
01:06:43,960 --> 01:06:46,240
Speaker 2: hope you have a good Vivian by the way, good

1250
01:06:46,280 --> 01:06:47,920
Speaker 2: act good good actress name.

1251
01:06:48,840 --> 01:06:49,160
Speaker 4: Thank you.

1252
01:06:49,360 --> 01:06:52,800
Speaker 2: It's not my actual name, but yeah, well now you

1253
01:06:52,920 --> 01:06:55,720
Speaker 2: have a you've got a good stage name for yourself. Well,

1254
01:06:55,760 --> 01:06:58,760
Speaker 2: thank you for sharing, Vivian. I'll talk to you soon, of.

1255
01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:03,320
Speaker 16: Course, definitely. It was great to talk to you too.

1256
01:07:03,400 --> 01:07:05,280
Speaker 4: All right, have a good one, you two.

1257
01:07:05,320 --> 01:07:05,840
Speaker 2: Good night.

1258
01:07:10,080 --> 01:07:15,760
Speaker 1: All from Lyle, Lyle.

1259
01:07:16,520 --> 01:07:18,280
Speaker 7: Hello, how are you going?

1260
01:07:19,320 --> 01:07:19,760
Speaker 1: I'm good?

1261
01:07:21,200 --> 01:07:23,440
Speaker 2: Is that your real name? It actually is?

1262
01:07:23,640 --> 01:07:26,320
Speaker 12: And I wanted to ask you really quick if you

1263
01:07:26,360 --> 01:07:28,720
Speaker 12: were named after a family member like I was, because

1264
01:07:28,760 --> 01:07:31,080
Speaker 12: it's like an older it was a popular name in

1265
01:07:31,240 --> 01:07:33,400
Speaker 12: like the forties and shit.

1266
01:07:33,440 --> 01:07:37,880
Speaker 2: I think I was named after my like great aunt

1267
01:07:38,160 --> 01:07:40,280
Speaker 2: Libby or something. I don't know how they got to

1268
01:07:40,360 --> 01:07:42,000
Speaker 2: Libby from Lyle, but I mean, I don't know how

1269
01:07:42,040 --> 01:07:44,440
Speaker 2: they got to Lyle from Libby, but that's what happened.

1270
01:07:45,040 --> 01:07:47,520
Speaker 2: And now I'm and now I'm talking to you.

1271
01:07:49,080 --> 01:07:49,760
Speaker 6: It is so cool.

1272
01:07:49,840 --> 01:07:50,040
Speaker 4: I'm so.

1273
01:07:50,160 --> 01:07:52,640
Speaker 12: I'm glad I finally got through, good to talk to thank.

1274
01:07:52,800 --> 01:07:54,600
Speaker 2: I mean it might not be it might not go well,

1275
01:07:54,840 --> 01:07:58,680
Speaker 2: we don't know yet. You might hang out, you might

1276
01:07:58,840 --> 01:08:02,160
Speaker 2: leave this feeling disappointed. I don't think If I don't,

1277
01:08:02,440 --> 01:08:03,840
Speaker 2: I hope you don't. I don't want to.

1278
01:08:06,440 --> 01:08:08,440
Speaker 12: That's not my goal henceforth.

1279
01:08:09,120 --> 01:08:12,920
Speaker 2: Okay, good, all right, if you have no expectations, well

1280
01:08:12,960 --> 01:08:17,920
Speaker 2: you said, this is cool. Yeah, that's it. That's an expectation.

1281
01:08:19,160 --> 01:08:22,960
Speaker 7: Well, but I'm okay, that's no, okay, actually.

1282
01:08:22,680 --> 01:08:24,800
Speaker 2: No, I think that's more of an observation because you're

1283
01:08:24,840 --> 01:08:30,080
Speaker 2: not it's not an anti. You didn't say you're you're observing.

1284
01:08:30,200 --> 01:08:31,959
Speaker 2: You feel already this is cool.

1285
01:08:35,760 --> 01:08:37,640
Speaker 12: Because I'm trying to you, like I haven't tried that

1286
01:08:37,760 --> 01:08:38,360
Speaker 12: many times.

1287
01:08:38,560 --> 01:08:38,920
Speaker 15: I will.

1288
01:08:39,320 --> 01:08:41,000
Speaker 12: I already told you. I just met my girl. I

1289
01:08:41,000 --> 01:08:47,840
Speaker 12: don't know, so what I went in general? Okay, happiness.

1290
01:08:47,960 --> 01:08:51,680
Speaker 12: I think most people want happiness. But then that's like

1291
01:08:51,760 --> 01:08:52,760
Speaker 12: a loaded answer.

1292
01:08:52,600 --> 01:08:54,799
Speaker 2: Right, how do you define happiness?

1293
01:09:02,400 --> 01:09:04,200
Speaker 12: I don't know. It's like, well, it's like a I

1294
01:09:04,240 --> 01:09:07,240
Speaker 12: guess what I mean by happiness is like a satisfaction

1295
01:09:07,479 --> 01:09:15,160
Speaker 12: with with life and a sense of place and.

1296
01:09:17,360 --> 01:09:17,720
Speaker 1: I don't know.

1297
01:09:18,600 --> 01:09:19,920
Speaker 12: Uh, fulfillment.

1298
01:09:21,280 --> 01:09:23,680
Speaker 2: How old are you, Lyle twenty five?

1299
01:09:26,000 --> 01:09:26,200
Speaker 8: Well?

1300
01:09:26,320 --> 01:09:28,320
Speaker 2: What what's given you fulfillment in the past?

1301
01:09:29,880 --> 01:09:30,280
Speaker 4: M hmm.

1302
01:09:32,439 --> 01:09:36,680
Speaker 12: Completing like projects and like setting goals and then you'd

1303
01:09:36,880 --> 01:09:41,360
Speaker 12: like actually succeeding in the goal. That's always pretty satisfying.

1304
01:09:42,200 --> 01:09:45,120
Speaker 2: Definitely. What kind of projects have you completed?

1305
01:09:45,960 --> 01:09:50,360
Speaker 12: Oh god, I don't know. Moved across the country. I

1306
01:09:50,439 --> 01:09:54,679
Speaker 12: had like that goal for a while, and then moved

1307
01:09:55,200 --> 01:09:57,800
Speaker 12: to another city on this new side of the country

1308
01:09:57,840 --> 01:10:02,639
Speaker 12: that I'm on, and h things seem to be going well.

1309
01:10:02,960 --> 01:10:06,240
Speaker 12: I was getting a little impatient with it when I

1310
01:10:06,320 --> 01:10:10,040
Speaker 12: first moved to this most recent city, because I, like,

1311
01:10:11,240 --> 01:10:12,640
Speaker 12: you know, it's just there's a lot of stuff that

1312
01:10:12,680 --> 01:10:16,120
Speaker 12: always comes with that, but a lot of hard changes,

1313
01:10:16,160 --> 01:10:19,200
Speaker 12: not knowing many people. But you know, I'm starting to

1314
01:10:19,320 --> 01:10:21,760
Speaker 12: adjust and adapt, and I think adapting feels really good.

1315
01:10:21,960 --> 01:10:26,000
Speaker 2: It's a good Definitely, there is a deep sense of

1316
01:10:26,040 --> 01:10:28,880
Speaker 2: accomplishment and being able to move to a brand new

1317
01:10:28,960 --> 01:10:31,720
Speaker 2: place and just be like without knowing anyone or with

1318
01:10:32,000 --> 01:10:34,160
Speaker 2: only knowing a few people, and just you know, being

1319
01:10:34,200 --> 01:10:37,719
Speaker 2: able to just out of fucking nowhere forward your own life.

1320
01:10:41,400 --> 01:10:44,040
Speaker 2: What have you what have you done to adapt? Especially?

1321
01:10:44,120 --> 01:10:45,560
Speaker 2: I don't know if this was reason, but that's I

1322
01:10:45,960 --> 01:10:47,960
Speaker 2: I have no idea how I would do that in

1323
01:10:48,320 --> 01:10:50,520
Speaker 2: a coronavirus world.

1324
01:10:50,560 --> 01:10:52,000
Speaker 7: Got so like I moved.

1325
01:10:52,360 --> 01:10:57,120
Speaker 12: My initial like big move from Missouri to Washington State

1326
01:10:57,760 --> 01:11:00,000
Speaker 12: was before COVID.

1327
01:11:00,160 --> 01:11:00,600
Speaker 6: That was like.

1328
01:11:02,360 --> 01:11:06,800
Speaker 12: January or June, like twenty nineteen, so that was a

1329
01:11:06,840 --> 01:11:09,679
Speaker 12: little bit before. That was about the year before old stuff.

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Speaker 12: And then the most recent move was in COVID and

1331
01:11:12,640 --> 01:11:17,479
Speaker 12: it was definitely a lot harder to find a job. So, yeah,

1332
01:11:17,720 --> 01:11:20,519
Speaker 12: working in the kitchen now, I was doing tree work

1333
01:11:20,800 --> 01:11:21,200
Speaker 12: before that.

1334
01:11:22,439 --> 01:11:24,439
Speaker 2: What is tree the work where.

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01:11:24,280 --> 01:11:28,680
Speaker 12: You like climb like climbing them, Yeah, climbing them to

1336
01:11:29,000 --> 01:11:30,200
Speaker 12: work on them, take out.

1337
01:11:30,080 --> 01:11:32,000
Speaker 2: As you can get paid to climb trees.

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01:11:32,840 --> 01:11:35,760
Speaker 12: Yeah, well yeah, that's it. Sounds like there is like

1339
01:11:36,000 --> 01:11:38,439
Speaker 12: research stuff where you do like mostly just climbing and

1340
01:11:38,520 --> 01:11:42,320
Speaker 12: like do like sampling of like a dick, like drilling cores.

1341
01:11:42,360 --> 01:11:45,880
Speaker 12: But what I was doing was removing dead trees and shit.

1342
01:11:46,000 --> 01:11:48,040
Speaker 12: So you like climb with a chainsaw, and like.

1343
01:11:48,880 --> 01:11:51,200
Speaker 2: How is your upper body strength? You climb trees with

1344
01:11:51,320 --> 01:11:57,120
Speaker 2: a chainsaw? Yeah, that sounds very difficult. It was.

1345
01:11:57,680 --> 01:12:00,240
Speaker 12: It was fucking dangerous. I don't do it anymore. I'm

1346
01:12:00,320 --> 01:12:02,200
Speaker 12: like kind of glad I'm not doing it anymore, but

1347
01:12:02,320 --> 01:12:03,559
Speaker 12: I might get back doing.

1348
01:12:03,479 --> 01:12:05,400
Speaker 2: It anymore too. I don't want you to get hurt.

1349
01:12:05,439 --> 01:12:07,040
Speaker 2: You sound like a nice guy. I don't want you

1350
01:12:07,160 --> 01:12:09,919
Speaker 2: to chop your fucking face off with a chainsaw.

1351
01:12:10,760 --> 01:12:11,760
Speaker 12: Yeah, I don't want to do that.

1352
01:12:13,640 --> 01:12:17,080
Speaker 2: It can happen, well, Lyle, I said, we do we

1353
01:12:17,200 --> 01:12:17,960
Speaker 2: have the same name.

1354
01:12:18,960 --> 01:12:20,800
Speaker 12: Yeah, it's pretty cool, right, do you don't know.

1355
01:12:20,800 --> 01:12:22,799
Speaker 2: Any other Liles. You don't know that many other Liles,

1356
01:12:22,840 --> 01:12:23,000
Speaker 2: do you?

1357
01:12:23,240 --> 01:12:23,599
Speaker 5: I don't.

1358
01:12:23,840 --> 01:12:28,480
Speaker 12: I don't think I've ever met another Lile in person.

1359
01:12:29,800 --> 01:12:30,000
Speaker 10: Either.

1360
01:12:30,080 --> 01:12:32,840
Speaker 12: This is the closest I've gotten to meeting another Lile.

1361
01:12:32,960 --> 01:12:36,400
Speaker 12: Like most of the connection, we.

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01:12:36,479 --> 01:12:38,240
Speaker 2: Got to do something, we got to put together, like

1363
01:12:38,320 --> 01:12:40,240
Speaker 2: a group or something. I don't know how we can

1364
01:12:40,479 --> 01:12:43,400
Speaker 2: fie on. It could be the Lis.

1365
01:12:44,520 --> 01:12:45,120
Speaker 13: That would be cool.

1366
01:12:46,320 --> 01:12:52,439
Speaker 2: All right, I'll text you Reddit cool, I'll I'll talk

1367
01:12:52,479 --> 01:12:52,920
Speaker 2: to you soon.

1368
01:12:53,439 --> 01:12:54,320
Speaker 12: Hey, look at you man.

1369
01:12:54,680 --> 01:13:03,479
Speaker 2: You have a good night, you too, Oh, Lyle forever baby,

1370
01:13:05,680 --> 01:13:07,080
Speaker 2: I said, the name of the thing.

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01:13:09,760 --> 01:13:14,040
Speaker 15: All from Lyle the Wildcat Cat.

1372
01:13:15,360 --> 01:13:15,960
Speaker 2: Lyell the what.

1373
01:13:19,520 --> 01:13:20,560
Speaker 12: Lile the wildcat?

1374
01:13:21,880 --> 01:13:29,240
Speaker 2: Say this again? Turn your stream off? Lyle the Wildcat,

1375
01:13:30,880 --> 01:13:32,280
Speaker 2: Liele the Wildcat.

1376
01:13:33,560 --> 01:13:35,760
Speaker 15: Yeah, what Lile the wildcat?

1377
01:13:37,600 --> 01:13:39,160
Speaker 2: What makes you a wildcat? Lyle?

1378
01:13:41,680 --> 01:13:42,559
Speaker 1: There's a lot of things.

1379
01:13:42,640 --> 01:13:43,439
Speaker 15: I'm a little wild.

1380
01:13:45,920 --> 01:13:49,640
Speaker 2: I don't like a cat, Lyle the wildcat. You you know,

1381
01:13:49,760 --> 01:13:52,160
Speaker 2: for a wild cat, you have a very soft voice,

1382
01:13:52,160 --> 01:13:53,519
Speaker 2: and I can't hear you very well.

1383
01:13:55,120 --> 01:13:58,759
Speaker 7: I'm sorry you're on that speaker phone on my phone.

1384
01:13:59,200 --> 01:14:02,160
Speaker 2: I take off a speakerphone. This is a private conversation

1385
01:14:02,320 --> 01:14:04,000
Speaker 2: between you and me. That no one else is allowed

1386
01:14:04,040 --> 01:14:04,439
Speaker 2: to listen to.

1387
01:14:06,800 --> 01:14:07,679
Speaker 3: This is terrific.

1388
01:14:08,320 --> 01:14:11,200
Speaker 16: When I found out your name was Lyle, I was like, hey,

1389
01:14:11,880 --> 01:14:12,760
Speaker 16: I got the same name.

1390
01:14:14,760 --> 01:14:17,240
Speaker 2: There's there's no there's no way you also have the

1391
01:14:17,280 --> 01:14:19,559
Speaker 2: same name Lyle as the other guy.

1392
01:14:22,560 --> 01:14:25,080
Speaker 1: What how do you slaw your name?

1393
01:14:25,360 --> 01:14:27,240
Speaker 15: Lyle? How do I your name?

1394
01:14:29,200 --> 01:14:29,439
Speaker 4: Come on?

1395
01:14:30,400 --> 01:14:32,040
Speaker 15: Everybody knows how to spell Lyle?

1396
01:14:35,520 --> 01:14:38,240
Speaker 2: Can anyone else hear this man and understand words that

1397
01:14:38,360 --> 01:14:39,320
Speaker 2: is coming out of his mouth?

1398
01:14:40,720 --> 01:14:42,639
Speaker 12: No one understands what I'm saying?

1399
01:14:42,920 --> 01:14:43,200
Speaker 2: Really?

1400
01:14:44,000 --> 01:14:44,280
Speaker 12: Really?

1401
01:14:47,040 --> 01:14:54,599
Speaker 2: Why? All right, Lyle? Uh, you're having a we're having

1402
01:14:54,640 --> 01:14:58,040
Speaker 2: a bit of technical issues here. And I also, I

1403
01:14:58,080 --> 01:15:00,320
Speaker 2: don't know, I don't I don't really understand your vie vibes.

1404
01:15:01,800 --> 01:15:05,759
Speaker 6: No way, man, I've been calling you so many times.

1405
01:15:06,200 --> 01:15:07,920
Speaker 2: All right now I can hear you, you know what?

1406
01:15:08,120 --> 01:15:10,200
Speaker 2: You know what I think what happened was you were

1407
01:15:10,240 --> 01:15:13,360
Speaker 2: doing a weird thing and I couldn't hear you. And

1408
01:15:13,479 --> 01:15:15,519
Speaker 2: now that I see, so I'm going to hang up

1409
01:15:15,560 --> 01:15:18,679
Speaker 2: on you. You're you're d You're talking like a normal person.

1410
01:15:19,640 --> 01:15:22,240
Speaker 12: Oh man, Lyle, come on, dude.

1411
01:15:22,360 --> 01:15:23,240
Speaker 2: Right now, I can hear.

1412
01:15:24,600 --> 01:15:25,280
Speaker 13: No, you can hear me.

1413
01:15:26,080 --> 01:15:29,479
Speaker 2: Yeah, keep doing that, Keep talking like a normal person.

1414
01:15:31,360 --> 01:15:33,439
Speaker 12: Was I talking like an alien person?

1415
01:15:34,439 --> 01:15:34,880
Speaker 6: I don't know.

1416
01:15:34,960 --> 01:15:39,360
Speaker 12: I don't know what this is, my man, it's a

1417
01:15:39,479 --> 01:15:40,440
Speaker 12: Lyle conversation.

1418
01:15:41,920 --> 01:15:43,520
Speaker 2: What do you want, Lyle the Wildcat.

1419
01:15:46,560 --> 01:15:47,320
Speaker 8: That's a good question.

1420
01:15:48,920 --> 01:15:50,880
Speaker 17: I guess I just want to calm down and I'll

1421
01:15:50,920 --> 01:15:51,880
Speaker 17: be so wild.

1422
01:15:53,680 --> 01:15:54,200
Speaker 9: Absolutely.

1423
01:15:54,320 --> 01:15:55,519
Speaker 12: Yeah, that's pretty much.

1424
01:15:57,680 --> 01:15:58,360
Speaker 2: We'll take a breath.

1425
01:15:59,560 --> 01:16:02,920
Speaker 3: Okay, okay, taking the deep breath.

1426
01:16:04,640 --> 01:16:05,800
Speaker 2: You don't have to tell me, just do it.

1427
01:16:09,680 --> 01:16:09,960
Speaker 4: Okay.

1428
01:16:10,040 --> 01:16:13,000
Speaker 2: How do you feel you were too busy just telling

1429
01:16:13,080 --> 01:16:14,120
Speaker 2: me that you were going to do it and then

1430
01:16:14,160 --> 01:16:16,000
Speaker 2: laughing when I said, not tell me to do it.

1431
01:16:16,040 --> 01:16:18,680
Speaker 2: You didn't even do it. I did it, of course,

1432
01:16:18,720 --> 01:16:20,200
Speaker 2: said how do you feel?

1433
01:16:22,160 --> 01:16:23,479
Speaker 6: It feels good you did.

1434
01:16:23,680 --> 01:16:26,560
Speaker 12: Just now, I've been trying to reach out for you

1435
01:16:27,200 --> 01:16:29,799
Speaker 12: for a long time. I like I like your streaming.

1436
01:16:30,600 --> 01:16:35,000
Speaker 2: Thank you pretty appreciate that. I appreciate that.

1437
01:16:36,840 --> 01:16:39,519
Speaker 3: Now you asked how I spell my name, I'll tell you.

1438
01:16:42,400 --> 01:16:43,760
Speaker 2: Maybe I did all.

1439
01:16:44,960 --> 01:16:46,280
Speaker 3: I was just kind of circling.

1440
01:16:46,560 --> 01:16:47,040
Speaker 8: Back to that.

1441
01:16:47,320 --> 01:16:48,840
Speaker 2: But no, it's no, I was wrong.

1442
01:16:49,040 --> 01:16:49,320
Speaker 6: Just now.

1443
01:16:50,160 --> 01:16:54,760
Speaker 12: I apologize, no words, no words, but I'll let you

1444
01:16:54,960 --> 01:16:55,760
Speaker 12: leave the conversation.

1445
01:16:56,400 --> 01:17:01,040
Speaker 7: This is your show, so go ahead, man, tell me

1446
01:17:01,120 --> 01:17:01,519
Speaker 7: what's up.

1447
01:17:04,000 --> 01:17:05,559
Speaker 2: Thank you for calling Lyle, I'll talk to you soon.

1448
01:17:06,680 --> 01:17:13,960
Speaker 1: You're worries all from I think Michael bullshit.

1449
01:17:16,880 --> 01:17:26,000
Speaker 2: Michael bullshit, Michael bullshit, Michael bullshit, Michael bullshit. Oh hello,

1450
01:17:26,800 --> 01:17:28,559
Speaker 2: can you turn off your stream for me? Please?

1451
01:17:29,360 --> 01:17:30,280
Speaker 7: I got you done?

1452
01:17:32,240 --> 01:17:33,519
Speaker 2: How are you doing, Michael Bullshit?

1453
01:17:36,400 --> 01:17:38,519
Speaker 7: Depends on the day today, I'm okay?

1454
01:17:40,040 --> 01:17:41,640
Speaker 2: How were you on Wednesday?

1455
01:17:43,600 --> 01:17:48,200
Speaker 7: On Wednesday was a very particular shitty day because I

1456
01:17:48,320 --> 01:17:52,080
Speaker 7: had a ice cap. It's a coffee drink from a

1457
01:17:52,160 --> 01:17:55,400
Speaker 7: Canadian company called Timmis, and for thirty minutes I was

1458
01:17:55,439 --> 01:17:58,600
Speaker 7: looking forward to drinking it in the morning, and I

1459
01:17:58,720 --> 01:18:01,200
Speaker 7: was getting pulled side by by different staff at the

1460
01:18:01,320 --> 01:18:04,960
Speaker 7: hospital and I couldn't drink it. And then when I

1461
01:18:05,080 --> 01:18:09,479
Speaker 7: finally got to the boardroom to go and drink it,

1462
01:18:09,560 --> 01:18:11,200
Speaker 7: I dropped it and spilt everywhere.

1463
01:18:13,000 --> 01:18:15,800
Speaker 2: So what is an ice cap composed of?

1464
01:18:17,720 --> 01:18:20,160
Speaker 7: It's essentially a slushy coffee.

1465
01:18:21,560 --> 01:18:24,160
Speaker 2: A slushy coffee like a frappucino.

1466
01:18:25,160 --> 01:18:28,559
Speaker 7: Kind of. But if ice cap because it's Canadian?

1467
01:18:29,800 --> 01:18:34,320
Speaker 2: Do you live in Canada? I do? Oh, what's it

1468
01:18:34,439 --> 01:18:35,720
Speaker 2: like there? What's the hospital like?

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01:18:37,439 --> 01:18:41,200
Speaker 7: Well, I go all over the province. I work at

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01:18:41,240 --> 01:18:44,800
Speaker 7: every hospital, but they're pretty quiet. During this time of

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01:18:44,840 --> 01:18:48,160
Speaker 7: the year, not too many people are there, and Canada

1472
01:18:48,280 --> 01:18:51,280
Speaker 7: is not too bad. I would just say that people

1473
01:18:51,360 --> 01:18:55,000
Speaker 7: have a misconception about its being nice, and I would

1474
01:18:55,160 --> 01:18:57,720
Speaker 7: argue that we are not nice. We are assholes, but

1475
01:18:57,880 --> 01:18:58,960
Speaker 7: we are polite assholes.

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01:19:00,960 --> 01:19:05,080
Speaker 2: How do you what? Is it just an asshole and

1477
01:19:05,120 --> 01:19:07,479
Speaker 2: a polite asshole? How can someone be polite about being

1478
01:19:07,520 --> 01:19:08,040
Speaker 2: an asshole?

1479
01:19:12,920 --> 01:19:14,479
Speaker 7: Let me think about that for a moment, because I

1480
01:19:14,560 --> 01:19:15,439
Speaker 7: do have an answer.

1481
01:19:16,200 --> 01:19:19,599
Speaker 2: Okay, we'll wait, I'm not busy, all.

1482
01:19:19,520 --> 01:19:25,040
Speaker 7: Right, fair enough. I would say that an asshole has

1483
01:19:25,080 --> 01:19:28,479
Speaker 7: a disregard for their feelings, but a polite asshole at

1484
01:19:28,560 --> 01:19:30,840
Speaker 7: least feels bad after say sorry.

1485
01:19:34,479 --> 01:19:36,240
Speaker 2: And by the way, I was about to say the

1486
01:19:36,360 --> 01:19:39,559
Speaker 2: regretful assholes. But there's a difference between feeling bad about

1487
01:19:39,600 --> 01:19:41,360
Speaker 2: what you did and regretting.

1488
01:19:41,040 --> 01:19:41,559
Speaker 1: What you did.

1489
01:19:44,160 --> 01:19:47,559
Speaker 7: That's a good point. Perhaps the two can go hand

1490
01:19:47,600 --> 01:19:49,760
Speaker 7: in hand. I mean sometimes I feel well, no.

1491
01:19:49,840 --> 01:19:52,920
Speaker 2: Because if I let's say that I'm an asshole to you, right,

1492
01:19:53,680 --> 01:19:57,160
Speaker 2: and I feel bad that I did it, but I

1493
01:19:57,320 --> 01:19:59,960
Speaker 2: had to do it. I don't regret it. I would

1494
01:20:00,040 --> 01:20:01,600
Speaker 2: do it again, but I feel bad doing it.

1495
01:20:02,600 --> 01:20:05,599
Speaker 7: Yeah, that's fair, I deserved it. But because you felt bad.

1496
01:20:05,800 --> 01:20:08,679
Speaker 7: You're a polite asshole. You're not just an asshole.

1497
01:20:08,840 --> 01:20:11,320
Speaker 2: I would say, I don't know if that's true. I

1498
01:20:11,400 --> 01:20:13,600
Speaker 2: don't know if that's true. That's a little bit of

1499
01:20:13,640 --> 01:20:15,280
Speaker 2: a cop out to me. Just because I feel bad

1500
01:20:15,320 --> 01:20:17,679
Speaker 2: about doing something doesn't mean it doesn't lessen the impact

1501
01:20:17,760 --> 01:20:18,320
Speaker 2: of what I did.

1502
01:20:20,439 --> 01:20:23,880
Speaker 7: Did I deserve it? Was I being an asshole to you? First?

1503
01:20:23,920 --> 01:20:25,040
Speaker 7: Did you have to be an assle?

1504
01:20:25,120 --> 01:20:25,479
Speaker 5: Back to me?

1505
01:20:31,240 --> 01:20:32,879
Speaker 2: When's the last time you were an asshole?

1506
01:20:40,160 --> 01:20:45,639
Speaker 7: That's a good question. I don't have a specific example,

1507
01:20:45,760 --> 01:20:47,679
Speaker 7: but I don't remember off the top of my head.

1508
01:20:47,720 --> 01:20:53,000
Speaker 7: But I'm a pretty nice guy, and.

1509
01:20:53,360 --> 01:20:57,800
Speaker 2: To anadi, to be honest, I guess yeah.

1510
01:20:58,600 --> 01:21:01,000
Speaker 7: I'm nice to a fault times. I'm like a doormat

1511
01:21:01,040 --> 01:21:03,720
Speaker 7: and I let people walk all over interesting.

1512
01:21:03,880 --> 01:21:07,599
Speaker 2: I feel like you do you secretly wish you were

1513
01:21:07,680 --> 01:21:09,320
Speaker 2: more of an asshole? Michael bullshit?

1514
01:21:10,640 --> 01:21:12,720
Speaker 7: I do, yes, m M.

1515
01:21:13,840 --> 01:21:16,160
Speaker 2: Can you I know you were okay? So you were

1516
01:21:16,280 --> 01:21:18,960
Speaker 2: you had trouble coming up with a story or or

1517
01:21:19,120 --> 01:21:21,519
Speaker 2: an anecdote, or or or thinking about the last time

1518
01:21:21,560 --> 01:21:24,840
Speaker 2: in which you were an asshole? But could you think

1519
01:21:24,880 --> 01:21:26,960
Speaker 2: of the last time in which you were walked over

1520
01:21:27,280 --> 01:21:28,240
Speaker 2: for being too nice.

1521
01:21:29,800 --> 01:21:33,760
Speaker 7: Absolutely, Uh, tell me weeks ago before I left my

1522
01:21:33,920 --> 01:21:41,240
Speaker 7: wife twelve months actually, But I'm more free now.

1523
01:21:43,160 --> 01:21:46,559
Speaker 2: You said, a few weeks ago when you left your wife, Well,

1524
01:21:46,560 --> 01:21:47,400
Speaker 2: a few weeks ago.

1525
01:21:47,240 --> 01:21:50,200
Speaker 7: I officially stopped talking. But a few months ago, don't

1526
01:21:50,200 --> 01:21:50,840
Speaker 7: we separated?

1527
01:21:51,320 --> 01:21:53,080
Speaker 2: Oh well you mean left? You mean like left?

1528
01:21:54,360 --> 01:21:54,599
Speaker 1: Yes?

1529
01:21:55,479 --> 01:21:56,479
Speaker 2: Was she walking over you?

1530
01:21:58,280 --> 01:21:58,679
Speaker 7: Oh yeah?

1531
01:21:59,560 --> 01:22:02,080
Speaker 2: What was she doing? Uh?

1532
01:22:02,920 --> 01:22:05,040
Speaker 7: She didn't like when I got confident and I was

1533
01:22:05,400 --> 01:22:09,320
Speaker 7: doing something with my life and she didn't, so she

1534
01:22:10,200 --> 01:22:12,240
Speaker 7: kind of put me down. But as time went on,

1535
01:22:12,320 --> 01:22:15,160
Speaker 7: I realized that, you know, it's not me who's the problem.

1536
01:22:16,760 --> 01:22:18,960
Speaker 7: What she's saying and doing was really just a projection

1537
01:22:19,120 --> 01:22:22,400
Speaker 7: of her own reality and her own dream. And so

1538
01:22:22,600 --> 01:22:25,160
Speaker 7: when I realized that, it made me feel immune to

1539
01:22:25,200 --> 01:22:28,160
Speaker 7: the opinion of her and the actions of her. And

1540
01:22:28,240 --> 01:22:30,639
Speaker 7: I'm not the victim of needless suffering anymore.

1541
01:22:31,680 --> 01:22:35,200
Speaker 6: So I like that.

1542
01:22:35,600 --> 01:22:38,679
Speaker 2: Yes, yes, so yeah. You know, look, a lot of people,

1543
01:22:38,720 --> 01:22:40,519
Speaker 2: they fucking try to tell you how to live your life,

1544
01:22:40,560 --> 01:22:42,599
Speaker 2: how to do your thing, but it's projection of whatever

1545
01:22:42,680 --> 01:22:45,280
Speaker 2: they think of, you know, their life and their thing.

1546
01:22:46,680 --> 01:22:50,240
Speaker 7: Well exactly and honestly, in the society today, I feel

1547
01:22:50,240 --> 01:22:53,160
Speaker 7: like people make ansumptions too quickly, and they don't have

1548
01:22:53,240 --> 01:22:55,720
Speaker 7: the courage to ask questions and express what they really

1549
01:22:55,760 --> 01:23:00,120
Speaker 7: want anymore. And we should we should communicate clearly to

1550
01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:04,920
Speaker 7: not just avoid misunderstandings, but sadness and drama and and

1551
01:23:05,439 --> 01:23:07,400
Speaker 7: and once people realize that, I feel like they can

1552
01:23:07,520 --> 01:23:10,439
Speaker 7: transform their life because you're.

1553
01:23:11,400 --> 01:23:14,960
Speaker 2: I'm sorry your wife?

1554
01:23:15,080 --> 01:23:15,280
Speaker 4: Sure?

1555
01:23:16,000 --> 01:23:19,120
Speaker 2: What was like? Can I get? Can I get any

1556
01:23:19,240 --> 01:23:21,760
Speaker 2: kind of like concrete example, like like, do you have

1557
01:23:21,800 --> 01:23:24,880
Speaker 2: an example of like something you did that she didn't like?

1558
01:23:28,320 --> 01:23:33,280
Speaker 7: Yeah, let me think about that. Uh, there were both

1559
01:23:33,360 --> 01:23:35,880
Speaker 7: legitimate things and non legitimate things. So a legitimate thing

1560
01:23:35,920 --> 01:23:38,320
Speaker 7: would be me, not like putting down the toilet seat.

1561
01:23:41,160 --> 01:23:41,639
Speaker 3: The rest.

1562
01:23:41,760 --> 01:23:45,559
Speaker 7: Honestly, it wasn't things I did. It was again her,

1563
01:23:45,640 --> 01:23:48,639
Speaker 7: it was it was her own insecurities, and she'd project

1564
01:23:48,720 --> 01:23:50,960
Speaker 7: what she thought was the truth, Like if if I came,

1565
01:23:51,120 --> 01:23:53,439
Speaker 7: you know, ten minutes late from work, I must have

1566
01:23:53,479 --> 01:23:56,960
Speaker 7: been up to something bad. So I didn't really do anything.

1567
01:23:57,320 --> 01:23:59,400
Speaker 7: It was just more of walking on eggshells and not

1568
01:23:59,520 --> 01:24:03,840
Speaker 7: leaving when what I did was not leave sooner. That's

1569
01:24:03,920 --> 01:24:04,479
Speaker 7: what I did.

1570
01:24:04,960 --> 01:24:10,439
Speaker 2: She was she was insecure about you, you know, coming

1571
01:24:10,479 --> 01:24:11,599
Speaker 2: home late and stuff.

1572
01:24:12,840 --> 01:24:15,360
Speaker 7: I guess and and so I stopped coming home late.

1573
01:24:15,400 --> 01:24:17,439
Speaker 7: I really do care about how people feel, and so

1574
01:24:17,479 --> 01:24:18,880
Speaker 7: I don't want her to feel that way. And so

1575
01:24:19,080 --> 01:24:22,280
Speaker 7: I transformed my whole life around making her happy, and

1576
01:24:22,400 --> 01:24:25,160
Speaker 7: I lost who I was and I found myself being

1577
01:24:25,200 --> 01:24:29,240
Speaker 7: apologetic to people and you know, over explaining myself and

1578
01:24:29,320 --> 01:24:30,839
Speaker 7: not having that confidence anymore.

1579
01:24:30,880 --> 01:24:31,160
Speaker 4: And so.

1580
01:24:33,760 --> 01:24:35,719
Speaker 7: I just didn't like who I was becoming.

1581
01:24:36,880 --> 01:24:39,880
Speaker 2: Mhmm, Yeah, I like that. You know. Look, that's a

1582
01:24:39,920 --> 01:24:42,880
Speaker 2: good uh, that's a good lesson to learn, you know,

1583
01:24:43,000 --> 01:24:45,040
Speaker 2: not to fucking live your life for other people, even

1584
01:24:45,080 --> 01:24:48,280
Speaker 2: if they're you know well. I mean, look, if there's

1585
01:24:48,280 --> 01:24:50,519
Speaker 2: someone that's close to you, it's like you shouldn't. They shouldn't.

1586
01:24:50,560 --> 01:24:52,960
Speaker 2: They shouldn't expect you to live your life for them.

1587
01:24:53,000 --> 01:24:54,680
Speaker 2: They should like you for the life that you live

1588
01:24:54,720 --> 01:24:55,200
Speaker 2: for yourself.

1589
01:24:55,880 --> 01:24:56,040
Speaker 4: You know.

1590
01:24:57,280 --> 01:25:00,439
Speaker 2: Yeah, I fuck with that. I think that's great, man.

1591
01:25:00,439 --> 01:25:03,880
Speaker 2: I'm glad to hear that. You're, you know, uh, living

1592
01:25:03,960 --> 01:25:07,960
Speaker 2: by the cut of your own sword these days. Mean

1593
01:25:08,400 --> 01:25:10,519
Speaker 2: be mean to more people. Don't feel bad about it.

1594
01:25:10,640 --> 01:25:15,280
Speaker 2: It's it's kind of it's fun. Yeah, you mean to everyone.

1595
01:25:16,120 --> 01:25:18,200
Speaker 7: Confidence helps with that. And I just want to say

1596
01:25:18,280 --> 01:25:20,920
Speaker 7: something to the people in the chat. You guys, don't

1597
01:25:20,960 --> 01:25:23,400
Speaker 7: expect your life like some people in the chat seem

1598
01:25:23,400 --> 01:25:25,679
Speaker 7: to think my life suddenly figured out, But it isn't.

1599
01:25:26,200 --> 01:25:29,120
Speaker 7: You're not going to change overnight and feel happy. Your

1600
01:25:29,400 --> 01:25:32,720
Speaker 7: changes are small increments, and stop trying to cut cold

1601
01:25:32,760 --> 01:25:35,160
Speaker 7: turkey your old life and start something fresh and new.

1602
01:25:35,520 --> 01:25:36,720
Speaker 7: Don't change anything about it.

1603
01:25:36,880 --> 01:25:39,919
Speaker 5: Keep doing whatever you're doing, and just add.

1604
01:25:39,760 --> 01:25:42,559
Speaker 7: Something small to it that you can maintain. Poleeks on ends,

1605
01:25:42,680 --> 01:25:44,800
Speaker 7: add something of value and start there.

1606
01:25:46,320 --> 01:25:50,120
Speaker 2: Someone else, someone else in the chat, wants you to

1607
01:25:50,800 --> 01:25:53,120
Speaker 2: uh sort of bring you back to earth. They want

1608
01:25:53,160 --> 01:25:54,800
Speaker 2: you to know to put the fucking seat down next time.

1609
01:25:57,479 --> 01:25:59,479
Speaker 7: Yeah, I started to do that, and I now put

1610
01:25:59,520 --> 01:26:01,719
Speaker 7: on a tiel before I exit the shower. I'm learning

1611
01:26:01,760 --> 01:26:03,800
Speaker 7: how to be a big boy, good good.

1612
01:26:03,880 --> 01:26:06,240
Speaker 2: I'm glad to hear that you you know, haven't gotten

1613
01:26:06,280 --> 01:26:10,360
Speaker 2: to uh you know, into yourself. You got a home

1614
01:26:10,400 --> 01:26:14,320
Speaker 2: to yourself. Sometimes I'm trying. Well. Thank you, Thank you

1615
01:26:14,360 --> 01:26:16,040
Speaker 2: for sharing that, man. I appreciate that.

1616
01:26:16,160 --> 01:26:16,439
Speaker 15: I love.

1617
01:26:16,520 --> 01:26:19,160
Speaker 2: I love I love the story, I love the the

1618
01:26:19,800 --> 01:26:22,519
Speaker 2: the vibes. No, that was stupid. I don't know why

1619
01:26:22,560 --> 01:26:24,080
Speaker 2: I said that. That was a stupid thing to say.

1620
01:26:24,160 --> 01:26:29,720
Speaker 2: But I love the resilience, not fucking living your life

1621
01:26:29,760 --> 01:26:31,920
Speaker 2: for other people. It's a good it's a good message.

1622
01:26:33,400 --> 01:26:34,320
Speaker 7: Thank you, appreciate it.

1623
01:26:34,880 --> 01:26:39,519
Speaker 2: What their name was, Michael Bullshit? No, no, don't tell me,

1624
01:26:39,600 --> 01:26:41,400
Speaker 2: don't tell me. Whichever the real life is. I know

1625
01:26:41,479 --> 01:26:43,799
Speaker 2: it's not bullshit, but it's funnier to think it's bullshit.

1626
01:26:43,960 --> 01:26:45,400
Speaker 2: Thank you, Michael bullshe I'll talk to you soon.

1627
01:26:46,120 --> 01:26:46,519
Speaker 6: I love you.

1628
01:26:47,280 --> 01:26:47,840
Speaker 2: I love you too.

1629
01:26:54,080 --> 01:26:55,839
Speaker 4: All from Drew.

1630
01:26:59,120 --> 01:26:59,360
Speaker 2: Drew.

1631
01:27:00,760 --> 01:27:05,759
Speaker 13: Oh hey, uh uh, how are you doing.

1632
01:27:07,400 --> 01:27:18,679
Speaker 2: To care? What what? Dodw I have a question for you? Okay, why?

1633
01:27:21,280 --> 01:27:24,559
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's all about the little things, the little things

1634
01:27:24,640 --> 01:27:25,760
Speaker 13: that provide joy.

1635
01:27:25,880 --> 01:27:31,000
Speaker 2: Get tell me about these little things that provide you joy? Drew.

1636
01:27:32,360 --> 01:27:36,160
Speaker 13: Well, I've been uh, I've been refurbishing old video game

1637
01:27:36,240 --> 01:27:39,040
Speaker 13: consoles the past few weeks. It's been kind of fun.

1638
01:27:40,479 --> 01:27:41,280
Speaker 7: I like that.

1639
01:27:41,360 --> 01:27:41,640
Speaker 3: That's that.

1640
01:27:41,880 --> 01:27:44,120
Speaker 2: That's a cute little side hustle you got there. That's

1641
01:27:44,160 --> 01:27:44,599
Speaker 2: a good one.

1642
01:27:45,439 --> 01:27:46,400
Speaker 13: Yeah, it's pretty fun.

1643
01:27:47,360 --> 01:27:48,439
Speaker 4: What what what? What?

1644
01:27:48,640 --> 01:27:50,720
Speaker 2: What makes the most money? What's what? What is the

1645
01:27:50,800 --> 01:27:51,679
Speaker 2: highest margins?

1646
01:27:52,560 --> 01:27:54,519
Speaker 13: Oh dude, I haven't even been selling them like I

1647
01:27:54,720 --> 01:27:56,800
Speaker 13: just had. I've just found a big good will and

1648
01:27:56,800 --> 01:28:00,600
Speaker 13: I'm like it was a anys a good will and

1649
01:28:00,720 --> 01:28:03,360
Speaker 13: then a PS two and I was like, I'm just

1650
01:28:03,439 --> 01:28:04,120
Speaker 13: gonna take.

1651
01:28:04,080 --> 01:28:07,040
Speaker 2: This, So do you know how to like you know

1652
01:28:07,120 --> 01:28:09,960
Speaker 2: how to like rip shit apart and do the the

1653
01:28:10,120 --> 01:28:13,320
Speaker 2: science ship and make it into a real thing, not

1654
01:28:13,520 --> 01:28:18,120
Speaker 2: vaguely enough to do enough that it did the thing

1655
01:28:18,240 --> 01:28:18,640
Speaker 2: turns on.

1656
01:28:19,520 --> 01:28:19,720
Speaker 15: Yeah.

1657
01:28:19,800 --> 01:28:24,240
Speaker 13: Yeah, Like, uh the I'm just kind of this PS

1658
01:28:24,280 --> 01:28:28,040
Speaker 13: two working today. They just need to be cleaned out.

1659
01:28:28,080 --> 01:28:31,719
Speaker 13: It was like stupid dusty in there, and uh it works,

1660
01:28:31,800 --> 01:28:35,120
Speaker 13: it works right now. There was even a disc inside

1661
01:28:35,160 --> 01:28:36,720
Speaker 13: it when I bought it, and I was like, that

1662
01:28:36,880 --> 01:28:39,599
Speaker 13: was what was the disc? Let me check?

1663
01:28:42,040 --> 01:28:42,800
Speaker 2: All right, We'll wait.

1664
01:28:44,360 --> 01:28:47,519
Speaker 1: Uh oh I didn't like that.

1665
01:28:48,840 --> 01:28:49,400
Speaker 2: Wait a little.

1666
01:28:50,640 --> 01:28:50,960
Speaker 3: Here we go.

1667
01:28:51,320 --> 01:28:56,160
Speaker 13: It's a battle racing ignited, Burnout revengeance.

1668
01:28:57,160 --> 01:28:58,280
Speaker 2: Oh that sounds horrible.

1669
01:28:58,960 --> 01:29:00,840
Speaker 13: Yeah, racing game.

1670
01:29:00,920 --> 01:29:01,639
Speaker 3: I know that much.

1671
01:29:02,360 --> 01:29:04,920
Speaker 13: I'm a working controllers, so I can't replay.

1672
01:29:04,520 --> 01:29:05,519
Speaker 3: It, but I have it.

1673
01:29:06,479 --> 01:29:10,679
Speaker 2: Well, look, I'm glad that this is something you're enthusiastic about.

1674
01:29:11,479 --> 01:29:14,599
Speaker 2: Uh but look at you know. I know you're a holder,

1675
01:29:14,640 --> 01:29:16,000
Speaker 2: but at some point you got to sell. You got

1676
01:29:16,080 --> 01:29:17,680
Speaker 2: to sell these game consoles. You got to make a

1677
01:29:17,720 --> 01:29:19,960
Speaker 2: little bit of cash. Because it sounds like, sounds like

1678
01:29:20,000 --> 01:29:22,160
Speaker 2: you've got some good skills going on here. I like,

1679
01:29:22,320 --> 01:29:25,160
Speaker 2: I like it as a hustle, but but I'm over.

1680
01:29:25,200 --> 01:29:28,080
Speaker 2: I'm trying to ruin you. Why why you know what? No,

1681
01:29:28,280 --> 01:29:30,960
Speaker 2: don't take my advice. Don't monetize this hobby. Enjoy it

1682
01:29:31,080 --> 01:29:34,920
Speaker 2: because you're gonna be dead. Enjoy the process of doing this.

1683
01:29:35,800 --> 01:29:38,960
Speaker 2: Don't listen to me. Don't never sell your ne s.

1684
01:29:39,439 --> 01:29:42,160
Speaker 2: It's gonna be It's all you. It's worth the little

1685
01:29:42,200 --> 01:29:47,800
Speaker 2: happiness jeez that you get when you when you do it.

1686
01:29:48,280 --> 01:29:51,760
Speaker 2: Would you say your name was Drew? Well, thank you

1687
01:29:51,840 --> 01:29:54,479
Speaker 2: for calling Indre. I hope you have a uh, you know,

1688
01:29:54,560 --> 01:29:56,040
Speaker 2: as good of a rest of the evening as you

1689
01:29:56,080 --> 01:29:56,680
Speaker 2: possibly can.

1690
01:29:57,880 --> 01:29:59,320
Speaker 1: You too, good night.

1691
01:30:01,200 --> 01:30:06,640
Speaker 2: It happened now. But yeah, and there's all sorts of

1692
01:30:06,720 --> 01:30:09,920
Speaker 2: like general bullshit of like you know, follow well, wow,

1693
01:30:10,000 --> 01:30:10,799
Speaker 2: know what are your interests?

1694
01:30:12,000 --> 01:30:14,559
Speaker 17: I mean, I like marketing too, I like to be creative.

1695
01:30:16,200 --> 01:30:18,680
Speaker 17: I was kind of a low point, like back, I

1696
01:30:18,800 --> 01:30:20,760
Speaker 17: like to drink, but now I just I don't drink

1697
01:30:20,800 --> 01:30:23,920
Speaker 17: anymore because it gets me nowhere and kind of in trouble.

1698
01:30:24,040 --> 01:30:26,320
Speaker 17: So I kind of had to find new interests and

1699
01:30:26,400 --> 01:30:28,200
Speaker 17: go back to what they were before. So I guess

1700
01:30:28,520 --> 01:30:31,479
Speaker 17: I'm still discovering that about myself now, getting in touch

1701
01:30:31,600 --> 01:30:35,200
Speaker 17: with what I liked before, you know, the party years

1702
01:30:35,439 --> 01:30:39,800
Speaker 17: and I like hiking nature stuff like that. But yeah,

1703
01:30:39,920 --> 01:30:43,599
Speaker 17: just trying to find something that works. But I guess

1704
01:30:43,640 --> 01:30:45,559
Speaker 17: that's why I called you, Like you're saying thirty four

1705
01:30:45,640 --> 01:30:47,760
Speaker 17: is not too old. Like you know, I'm a single guy.

1706
01:30:48,600 --> 01:30:50,960
Speaker 17: You know, I moved back home like with my family,

1707
01:30:51,160 --> 01:30:54,240
Speaker 17: so I'm kind of feeling like the stigma there. I

1708
01:30:54,280 --> 01:30:56,080
Speaker 17: don't know if that's like the right move. I am

1709
01:30:56,160 --> 01:30:58,479
Speaker 17: saving money. I heard a previous call, you know, you

1710
01:30:58,560 --> 01:31:00,720
Speaker 17: were talking that kid was nine team who was working

1711
01:31:00,760 --> 01:31:03,280
Speaker 17: at tackle Bell like that. That was a good move,

1712
01:31:03,439 --> 01:31:05,200
Speaker 17: you know when you're young. But in my like tool

1713
01:31:05,320 --> 01:31:06,800
Speaker 17: to be doing that shit, I mean, I don't know.

1714
01:31:08,200 --> 01:31:10,040
Speaker 2: Well, I mean, look, is there a huge difference between

1715
01:31:10,160 --> 01:31:12,400
Speaker 2: do you do you consider there'll be a giant difference

1716
01:31:12,400 --> 01:31:16,599
Speaker 2: between thirty four and thirty six? No? All right, Well,

1717
01:31:16,760 --> 01:31:18,600
Speaker 2: if you saved money for two years, how if you

1718
01:31:18,840 --> 01:31:20,519
Speaker 2: didn't spend it. If you lived at home with your

1719
01:31:20,520 --> 01:31:23,040
Speaker 2: parents and then save a dime and you didn't spend

1720
01:31:23,080 --> 01:31:25,320
Speaker 2: a dime, you know, you'd probably save up a uh,

1721
01:31:26,160 --> 01:31:28,200
Speaker 2: you would probably say yes to the question of is

1722
01:31:28,240 --> 01:31:29,880
Speaker 2: there a big difference between the amount of money you

1723
01:31:29,920 --> 01:31:31,160
Speaker 2: would have now and the amount of money you would

1724
01:31:31,160 --> 01:31:39,880
Speaker 2: have then, right, you know, But I don't know. I

1725
01:31:39,920 --> 01:31:45,599
Speaker 2: don't have concrete advice because like, definitely, you know, it's

1726
01:31:45,640 --> 01:31:48,360
Speaker 2: never been easier before, because I mean, there's all these

1727
01:31:48,400 --> 01:31:50,120
Speaker 2: tools on the internet to He'll be markt with shit

1728
01:31:50,200 --> 01:31:59,439
Speaker 2: TikTok is incredible and changes people's lives overnight. But I

1729
01:31:59,479 --> 01:32:01,200
Speaker 2: don't know. Man. My whole thing is that I would

1730
01:32:01,240 --> 01:32:04,240
Speaker 2: just pursue whatever is most pressingly interesting to you right

1731
01:32:04,320 --> 01:32:05,800
Speaker 2: now and just give it a shot. Not in the

1732
01:32:05,880 --> 01:32:08,639
Speaker 2: sense of like I have to choose one thing forever,

1733
01:32:08,880 --> 01:32:12,960
Speaker 2: but you know, I would just try whatever is currently

1734
01:32:13,200 --> 01:32:15,639
Speaker 2: the most interesting to you and see.

1735
01:32:15,520 --> 01:32:18,200
Speaker 17: If it works. And I apologize if you've talked about

1736
01:32:18,200 --> 01:32:22,160
Speaker 17: this before, but I'm just really curious about your background

1737
01:32:22,240 --> 01:32:24,759
Speaker 17: and like how you got started? Was was therapy?

1738
01:32:24,800 --> 01:32:25,080
Speaker 15: Gecko?

1739
01:32:25,200 --> 01:32:26,200
Speaker 17: Was that a lightning idea?

1740
01:32:26,479 --> 01:32:27,439
Speaker 15: Did you plan this out?

1741
01:32:27,600 --> 01:32:28,400
Speaker 3: Was just like a dream?

1742
01:32:28,520 --> 01:32:29,040
Speaker 2: Like how did that?

1743
01:32:29,600 --> 01:32:30,800
Speaker 17: How did this all start?

1744
01:32:32,560 --> 01:32:36,360
Speaker 2: I don't have an incredible story. I mean it would

1745
01:32:36,400 --> 01:32:38,880
Speaker 2: take like it's really it was kind of the intersection

1746
01:32:39,000 --> 01:32:43,439
Speaker 2: of like fifty different things, but I I it was

1747
01:32:43,439 --> 01:32:44,840
Speaker 2: a lot of it was really our PAN. I don't

1748
01:32:44,840 --> 01:32:46,680
Speaker 2: know if you know what our PAN is. I'm out

1749
01:32:46,720 --> 01:32:51,920
Speaker 2: there right now, but ARPAN. It's called the Reddit Public

1750
01:32:52,040 --> 01:32:54,719
Speaker 2: Access Network. I saw I start. I started the therapy

1751
01:32:54,760 --> 01:32:58,920
Speaker 2: get Goo just on Reddit, like eight months ago, just

1752
01:32:58,960 --> 01:33:02,120
Speaker 2: because I thought Reddit was Reddit. Streaming was was interesting,

1753
01:33:02,920 --> 01:33:06,360
Speaker 2: and I had a Gecko costume for an unrelated reason,

1754
01:33:07,520 --> 01:33:13,000
Speaker 2: and I started streaming on there, and and I kept

1755
01:33:13,040 --> 01:33:16,360
Speaker 2: doing it, and now I'm here. And I also agree

1756
01:33:16,400 --> 01:33:18,320
Speaker 2: with the sentiment of I did. I did not think

1757
01:33:18,360 --> 01:33:25,280
Speaker 2: I would get this far. So I'm just keeping it moving,

1758
01:33:25,720 --> 01:33:26,559
Speaker 2: keeping it rolling.

1759
01:33:28,040 --> 01:33:29,000
Speaker 7: You're doing a great job.

1760
01:33:29,800 --> 01:33:32,639
Speaker 17: I mean, I appreciate you sharing that you're sharing the story,

1761
01:33:32,760 --> 01:33:35,439
Speaker 17: and that's how I found you on TikTok. It was

1762
01:33:35,720 --> 01:33:38,000
Speaker 17: literally you know, I scrolled TikTok a lot these days,

1763
01:33:38,080 --> 01:33:41,000
Speaker 17: and you're the most creative thing I stumbled across. And

1764
01:33:41,080 --> 01:33:43,559
Speaker 17: I'm just it's really awesome we're talking with you right now,

1765
01:33:43,640 --> 01:33:44,960
Speaker 17: and to be part of your show.

1766
01:33:46,200 --> 01:33:48,880
Speaker 2: Well, I appreciate that. I know you're lying because you've

1767
01:33:48,920 --> 01:33:51,240
Speaker 2: seen all the people doing that. I'm on a sugar crush.

1768
01:33:51,280 --> 01:33:56,080
Speaker 2: I got a pocket cash thing song, so I'm not

1769
01:33:56,120 --> 01:33:57,120
Speaker 2: as bad as those people.

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01:33:57,200 --> 01:33:59,559
Speaker 13: But it's different.

1771
01:33:59,600 --> 01:33:59,760
Speaker 15: Man.

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01:33:59,800 --> 01:34:02,960
Speaker 17: It's creative and it's uh, it's cool just events, you know,

1773
01:34:03,080 --> 01:34:04,639
Speaker 17: just to chat. And I think a lot of people

1774
01:34:04,680 --> 01:34:07,600
Speaker 17: are missing that connection right now and uh, you know,

1775
01:34:07,800 --> 01:34:10,439
Speaker 17: just want to talk. So it's it's a great platform

1776
01:34:10,520 --> 01:34:12,840
Speaker 17: to do that. So I mean, you're making me feel better.

1777
01:34:12,880 --> 01:34:15,960
Speaker 17: I'm not too old, you know. And I think of

1778
01:34:16,040 --> 01:34:18,000
Speaker 17: it as like, I guess you know, I don't want

1779
01:34:18,000 --> 01:34:19,840
Speaker 17: to be all negative. You're the silver lining is I

1780
01:34:19,920 --> 01:34:22,080
Speaker 17: got freedom. You know, there's a lot of opportunity to

1781
01:34:22,320 --> 01:34:25,720
Speaker 17: I don't feel trapped into doing any one thing or

1782
01:34:25,960 --> 01:34:28,639
Speaker 17: you know, not having like a family, or being stuck

1783
01:34:28,680 --> 01:34:29,280
Speaker 17: in a situation.

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01:34:29,400 --> 01:34:30,120
Speaker 5: I don't want to be in it.

1785
01:34:30,240 --> 01:34:32,280
Speaker 17: I definitely don't feel stuck. So I'm happy about that.

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01:34:33,360 --> 01:34:35,400
Speaker 2: Good. Well, thank thank you for calling in man. I

1787
01:34:35,760 --> 01:34:37,519
Speaker 2: appreciate all the kind words, and I hope you have

1788
01:34:37,560 --> 01:34:38,439
Speaker 2: a good rest of the evening.

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01:34:39,000 --> 01:34:40,639
Speaker 17: Thanks Gak you too, love your show.

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01:34:41,160 --> 01:34:42,200
Speaker 2: Thank you Mann, you have a good night.

1791
01:34:42,680 --> 01:34:43,080
Speaker 7: Take care.

1792
01:34:47,439 --> 01:34:50,880
Speaker 12: Never again goes on the line thanking your phone calls

1793
01:34:50,960 --> 01:34:51,519
Speaker 12: every night.

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01:34:51,920 --> 01:34:55,000
Speaker 2: Never again goes to and teaching you out