1 00:00:00,160 --> 00:00:03,120 Speaker 1: Welcome to Carefully Reckless, the production of Our Heart Radio 2 00:00:03,240 --> 00:00:19,959 Speaker 1: and the Black Effects Nice aspect aspect nice And just 3 00:00:20,120 --> 00:00:22,320 Speaker 1: like that, we're back on the Welcome back to another 4 00:00:22,640 --> 00:00:25,360 Speaker 1: Carefully Reckless episode with your girl Dresslers. Today, I got 5 00:00:25,360 --> 00:00:28,360 Speaker 1: one of my good friends, Librea Shannon. I started because 6 00:00:28,480 --> 00:00:33,040 Speaker 1: we call a bread but I like her Labreah Like, damn, 7 00:00:33,120 --> 00:00:36,559 Speaker 1: what's up, y'all? What's your famer is line? What's going on? 8 00:00:36,720 --> 00:00:39,159 Speaker 1: What's actually? I always say that you don't want to fight, 9 00:00:39,440 --> 00:00:44,360 Speaker 1: but yeah, so might we'll fight? We can shut up 10 00:00:44,760 --> 00:00:50,480 Speaker 1: today's topic? Today's topic is, uh, it's rather debatable, y'all 11 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:53,000 Speaker 1: know I always go against the grain to talk about 12 00:00:53,000 --> 00:00:56,040 Speaker 1: the ship that will forever be debatable. It's letting go, 13 00:00:56,280 --> 00:00:59,600 Speaker 1: letting go of someone, not friendship, not a family member, 14 00:00:59,680 --> 00:01:02,600 Speaker 1: but guys any vice versa. You know, if you let 15 00:01:02,640 --> 00:01:04,800 Speaker 1: gold female let go of a guy, it could be 16 00:01:04,880 --> 00:01:07,600 Speaker 1: very hard. And I brought my hurling because she went 17 00:01:07,640 --> 00:01:10,160 Speaker 1: through that recently. I've been through it plenty of times, 18 00:01:10,160 --> 00:01:12,679 Speaker 1: and I just want a different person speed that other 19 00:01:12,720 --> 00:01:16,120 Speaker 1: than myself and my fans. So yeah, I'm here for 20 00:01:16,200 --> 00:01:19,200 Speaker 1: what's up? Man? I'm ready to tell my story. So 21 00:01:19,240 --> 00:01:21,440 Speaker 1: you've been a relationship, a long term relationship. Tell me 22 00:01:21,480 --> 00:01:25,040 Speaker 1: about it. How long was it? It It was some years? 23 00:01:25,080 --> 00:01:28,640 Speaker 1: And then ain't in pretty well for me? It didn't 24 00:01:28,720 --> 00:01:30,840 Speaker 1: end well for you. What you may, okay and tell 25 00:01:30,880 --> 00:01:34,759 Speaker 1: me I was down and stopped. Okay, so he talked. 26 00:01:34,840 --> 00:01:38,039 Speaker 1: He he left you? Yeah, pretty much, he left you. Okay, 27 00:01:38,120 --> 00:01:39,880 Speaker 1: what did you do? You know what I'm saying? Why? 28 00:01:39,959 --> 00:01:42,600 Speaker 1: Why was it? Why did we leave you? You know? 29 00:01:42,800 --> 00:01:46,760 Speaker 1: I feel like I gave too much and it wasn't reciprocated, 30 00:01:47,120 --> 00:01:50,280 Speaker 1: and so when it was time to like, um, when 31 00:01:50,440 --> 00:01:53,480 Speaker 1: when stuff started getting shaking rocky, it was like I 32 00:01:53,600 --> 00:01:55,720 Speaker 1: was that one. It was always going to be there. Okay, okay, 33 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:57,720 Speaker 1: I get it. So you were convenient for this man 34 00:01:58,000 --> 00:02:00,960 Speaker 1: basically pretty much she used up all that you gave. 35 00:02:01,000 --> 00:02:02,520 Speaker 1: As long as you were giving, he was using it up. 36 00:02:02,560 --> 00:02:05,720 Speaker 1: And like I said, restiprocity wasn't in place, Like he 37 00:02:05,800 --> 00:02:08,880 Speaker 1: was not giving you what you were giving him, which 38 00:02:09,040 --> 00:02:11,400 Speaker 1: a lot of times is the case, you know, And 39 00:02:11,480 --> 00:02:14,160 Speaker 1: that's on mad and female side, you know what I mean. 40 00:02:14,160 --> 00:02:17,360 Speaker 1: Like I've been on both ends of that stick, like 41 00:02:17,440 --> 00:02:19,720 Speaker 1: where I give a guy too much and then I 42 00:02:19,840 --> 00:02:22,839 Speaker 1: get almost nothing at all. And then the album gives 43 00:02:22,880 --> 00:02:24,399 Speaker 1: me is everything and that's not the one I want, 44 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:26,440 Speaker 1: you know, so it's like we all go through that. 45 00:02:26,919 --> 00:02:29,880 Speaker 1: Um how did it get to I feel like at 46 00:02:29,919 --> 00:02:33,040 Speaker 1: the moment in my life, I was very vulnerable. You were. 47 00:02:33,320 --> 00:02:36,840 Speaker 1: So my vulnerability gave in to some situations that probably 48 00:02:36,880 --> 00:02:39,560 Speaker 1: wasn't for me. And so because I was vulnerable, I 49 00:02:39,680 --> 00:02:42,360 Speaker 1: was I was with it. What were you vulnerable? Was 50 00:02:42,400 --> 00:02:44,919 Speaker 1: it where you were coming from a previous relationship where 51 00:02:44,960 --> 00:02:46,920 Speaker 1: you want drugs? Like what was going on? How how 52 00:02:46,960 --> 00:02:49,360 Speaker 1: were you drugs enough? It just was like you know, 53 00:02:49,600 --> 00:02:52,440 Speaker 1: like life period, like you know, there was a lot 54 00:02:52,440 --> 00:02:56,240 Speaker 1: of ship going and he was there. He was your ear, 55 00:02:56,760 --> 00:03:02,360 Speaker 1: your my my happy old partner, my my eating partner, 56 00:03:02,360 --> 00:03:07,160 Speaker 1: and my I can just tell everything to then stuff. Yeah, 57 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:09,720 Speaker 1: that's how you fall in love. Those are all of 58 00:03:09,760 --> 00:03:14,120 Speaker 1: the ingredients too. I'm falling for you, especially when you've 59 00:03:14,120 --> 00:03:18,440 Speaker 1: got a happy hour. We got hell, everybody happy from 60 00:03:18,440 --> 00:03:21,720 Speaker 1: the hent the you know what was next, But it 61 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:24,320 Speaker 1: was everything was like a heavy rotation, like we was 62 00:03:24,400 --> 00:03:27,519 Speaker 1: just vibing and like you know, it was friends first, 63 00:03:27,520 --> 00:03:28,679 Speaker 1: Like I think you didn't get the fan Like we 64 00:03:28,760 --> 00:03:31,560 Speaker 1: was friends first, and then you know, things went from 65 00:03:31,600 --> 00:03:34,120 Speaker 1: a to b whatever, whatever, whatever. That's another story from 66 00:03:34,160 --> 00:03:37,040 Speaker 1: over day. But yeah, we didn't we didn't cover it. 67 00:03:37,080 --> 00:03:40,480 Speaker 1: Next week. I'll come back. I'll come back with the street, 68 00:03:40,480 --> 00:03:43,760 Speaker 1: I co juice. I gotta take a slow with stuff. 69 00:03:43,840 --> 00:03:46,680 Speaker 1: You'll come back with. I'm sorry, guys, an't gonna cheese 70 00:03:46,760 --> 00:03:49,440 Speaker 1: from deep deep down to Baltimore. So she said she's 71 00:03:49,440 --> 00:03:51,480 Speaker 1: gonna come back with the j the team, the team. 72 00:03:51,480 --> 00:03:56,480 Speaker 1: You'll come back with the tea. I'm stand okay, come 73 00:03:56,480 --> 00:03:58,240 Speaker 1: over with the tea. I know they want here to 74 00:03:58,240 --> 00:04:03,200 Speaker 1: tea anyway. So and he left you, Okay, you use 75 00:04:03,280 --> 00:04:06,640 Speaker 1: damn or whatever. Okay, did you ever try to rekindle that? Absolutely? 76 00:04:06,880 --> 00:04:09,320 Speaker 1: I wanted to fight for without without love, without even 77 00:04:09,360 --> 00:04:12,080 Speaker 1: though you gave, even though you were the one given everything, 78 00:04:12,120 --> 00:04:13,480 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, like, and it was not 79 00:04:13,520 --> 00:04:15,880 Speaker 1: even want to say. I mean, my heart definitely was involved. 80 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:17,960 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna say I gave every everything. Because he 81 00:04:18,000 --> 00:04:21,559 Speaker 1: did give some expect of the friendship relationship type of situation. 82 00:04:21,600 --> 00:04:25,800 Speaker 1: I was like situation ships. I say, that's a situation ship. 83 00:04:25,880 --> 00:04:28,240 Speaker 1: So he did give some parts. But it was like 84 00:04:28,480 --> 00:04:31,960 Speaker 1: when things got rocking and got shaky, you know, you know, 85 00:04:32,040 --> 00:04:35,440 Speaker 1: went left I'm like, I thought we was in this together, Like, yeah, 86 00:04:35,480 --> 00:04:37,160 Speaker 1: so did he ever like, let me ask you this, 87 00:04:37,320 --> 00:04:40,960 Speaker 1: he ever ad he ever told you straight up we're together? No, 88 00:04:41,920 --> 00:04:46,880 Speaker 1: I was going together stuff. No, yeah, definitely understand you. 89 00:04:47,960 --> 00:04:52,000 Speaker 1: I asked you that because nowadays, even though this is 90 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:54,520 Speaker 1: back then, Yahn, the days, that's what you kind of 91 00:04:54,560 --> 00:04:56,840 Speaker 1: gotta ask. You know what I'm saying, because gods will 92 00:04:56,920 --> 00:04:59,400 Speaker 1: play that game. They would play that game even we do. 93 00:04:59,720 --> 00:05:01,800 Speaker 1: You know we do too, But guys who play that game, 94 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:04,240 Speaker 1: they will do together, ship with you and then still 95 00:05:04,279 --> 00:05:06,080 Speaker 1: be talking about these singles on the truths in facts, 96 00:05:06,080 --> 00:05:08,240 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like, and that hurts. That hurts. 97 00:05:09,000 --> 00:05:11,279 Speaker 1: That hurts you as a female because here you're thinking 98 00:05:11,279 --> 00:05:13,920 Speaker 1: it's one thing even because some sometimes some things are 99 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:16,280 Speaker 1: better left them said, what's what's understood? They've got to 100 00:05:16,279 --> 00:05:20,560 Speaker 1: be So that's what you were saying. I'm spoken, we 101 00:05:20,640 --> 00:05:23,200 Speaker 1: are together. You know, we shouldn't have to still be 102 00:05:23,200 --> 00:05:25,040 Speaker 1: like oh worth that short, but you know what I'm saying. 103 00:05:25,200 --> 00:05:27,080 Speaker 1: But as a shame now the days you still have 104 00:05:27,200 --> 00:05:32,479 Speaker 1: to So where is he now? I ain't even talking 105 00:05:32,560 --> 00:05:34,600 Speaker 1: to him? And in the last time you try to 106 00:05:34,640 --> 00:05:35,960 Speaker 1: get back with him. How did you do that? Did 107 00:05:36,000 --> 00:05:39,520 Speaker 1: you pop up on them? No? I checked out. I 108 00:05:39,560 --> 00:05:42,560 Speaker 1: definitely chocked out. I've had my crazy days, definitely chilled though. 109 00:05:42,839 --> 00:05:44,960 Speaker 1: I mean, this is this is like the this is 110 00:05:45,000 --> 00:05:46,720 Speaker 1: like the low this is like the low key me, 111 00:05:47,040 --> 00:05:48,920 Speaker 1: like because I'm that one, like you said, I jump 112 00:05:49,000 --> 00:05:50,960 Speaker 1: out there, but it's like these plast a couple of years. 113 00:05:51,000 --> 00:05:53,400 Speaker 1: I'm like, all right, like let some stuff ride, but 114 00:05:53,400 --> 00:05:55,600 Speaker 1: like and then it didn't hurt me inside. But I'm 115 00:05:55,640 --> 00:05:57,960 Speaker 1: trying to because I'm a chowing and I'm I'm trying 116 00:05:58,000 --> 00:06:01,120 Speaker 1: to do things differently and that makes an I'm thirty three. 117 00:06:01,360 --> 00:06:05,400 Speaker 1: All right, Well look this situation definitely has you know, 118 00:06:05,600 --> 00:06:08,039 Speaker 1: revamped you me, bro. I can tell even how you 119 00:06:08,520 --> 00:06:10,640 Speaker 1: even how you speak, how you handle a certain situations, 120 00:06:10,760 --> 00:06:14,039 Speaker 1: how we're out. Sometimes you tell me how to handle 121 00:06:14,080 --> 00:06:15,600 Speaker 1: a certain situations. You know what I'm saying, Like you're 122 00:06:15,640 --> 00:06:18,000 Speaker 1: my bigg a little friend. You know she's not. She's 123 00:06:18,000 --> 00:06:21,400 Speaker 1: she's three eleven, but she no, I wish your height, 124 00:06:21,839 --> 00:06:24,680 Speaker 1: you know, you fool bad. I had to give it 125 00:06:24,680 --> 00:06:29,400 Speaker 1: anyone foot. She four eleven. She got a big personality, 126 00:06:29,400 --> 00:06:31,080 Speaker 1: big voice. So a lot of people arender asking me 127 00:06:31,120 --> 00:06:33,240 Speaker 1: her but this is one motherfucker's a five cracker when 128 00:06:33,600 --> 00:06:35,680 Speaker 1: she take it to that point, you know what I'm saying. 129 00:06:35,680 --> 00:06:37,960 Speaker 1: Other than that she cool cool is a motherfucking fan, 130 00:06:38,320 --> 00:06:41,839 Speaker 1: real laid back. And that's why that brings me to this, 131 00:06:42,640 --> 00:06:48,200 Speaker 1: did he leave you for somebody else? And that we 132 00:06:48,279 --> 00:06:51,159 Speaker 1: want to rewind some stuff? And that's the case because so, 133 00:06:51,160 --> 00:06:53,440 Speaker 1: so what happened was how we kind of got together 134 00:06:53,480 --> 00:06:55,520 Speaker 1: with whatever situation she was dealing at the moment, because 135 00:06:55,520 --> 00:06:57,800 Speaker 1: he was una vulnerable state. I was available, I was 136 00:06:57,839 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 1: around whatever. Um it was going downhill. Okay, So when 137 00:07:02,400 --> 00:07:05,679 Speaker 1: he met you, he was already on the outskirt somebody. Yeah, 138 00:07:05,839 --> 00:07:08,400 Speaker 1: and he was telling you. He was saying yeah, okay, 139 00:07:08,680 --> 00:07:10,480 Speaker 1: and he was doing it, was doing some single stuff 140 00:07:10,520 --> 00:07:14,360 Speaker 1: like just like he was doing together. Yeah. So yeah, 141 00:07:14,400 --> 00:07:17,440 Speaker 1: there was doing some single stuff. Got to yeah, facts 142 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:20,760 Speaker 1: got gotten. So yeah, and so I mean it was 143 00:07:20,840 --> 00:07:23,280 Speaker 1: it was a thing like yeah, it was like I 144 00:07:23,280 --> 00:07:25,640 Speaker 1: can tell it made you feel good fast. He felt 145 00:07:25,680 --> 00:07:27,840 Speaker 1: for him. You were vulnerable. He was trying to like 146 00:07:28,440 --> 00:07:30,880 Speaker 1: basically you were. I wouldn't make a decision without this man. 147 00:07:31,440 --> 00:07:34,360 Speaker 1: It was like thing. So and then they was like 148 00:07:34,400 --> 00:07:36,720 Speaker 1: what SOULTI, let's say yeah, and how long did this 149 00:07:36,800 --> 00:07:40,520 Speaker 1: go on for? For years? Four years? I would have 150 00:07:40,560 --> 00:07:42,880 Speaker 1: thought we were married for years time, but you just 151 00:07:42,880 --> 00:07:44,800 Speaker 1: thought he was your your boyfriend. I would have thought 152 00:07:44,880 --> 00:07:49,560 Speaker 1: we were engaged like for nobody just situation ship for 153 00:07:49,560 --> 00:07:53,560 Speaker 1: four years and so now I can't get pass and 154 00:07:54,080 --> 00:07:57,320 Speaker 1: now yo damn yo. Now it just messes up my 155 00:07:57,440 --> 00:08:01,680 Speaker 1: relationships with men now okay, because it is like yeah, 156 00:08:01,720 --> 00:08:03,840 Speaker 1: effects like I'm I'm a good person being around people. 157 00:08:03,880 --> 00:08:05,360 Speaker 1: I feel like, why do you want to be around me? 158 00:08:05,440 --> 00:08:07,640 Speaker 1: Like what? Like what is it about me? And look 159 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:10,480 Speaker 1: at you still questioning yourself. You've been like better than 160 00:08:10,520 --> 00:08:13,520 Speaker 1: scarred by the relationship because never are you ever supposed 161 00:08:13,560 --> 00:08:16,400 Speaker 1: to question yourself why somebody gonna be around you? When 162 00:08:16,400 --> 00:08:21,160 Speaker 1: I met you, I took to you like because out 163 00:08:21,160 --> 00:08:23,360 Speaker 1: of all the bitches in the room and all you 164 00:08:23,400 --> 00:08:25,440 Speaker 1: know whatever, Like you know what I'm saying, Like you're funny, 165 00:08:25,440 --> 00:08:27,960 Speaker 1: you have a genuine spirit. And all I do is 166 00:08:28,000 --> 00:08:30,520 Speaker 1: make people laugh. That's my job, that's my career, and 167 00:08:30,560 --> 00:08:33,839 Speaker 1: that's my social obligation. Like you know, I make people 168 00:08:33,920 --> 00:08:36,200 Speaker 1: laugh when I feel like they're saying you made me 169 00:08:36,280 --> 00:08:37,959 Speaker 1: like the whole day made me like every time I 170 00:08:37,960 --> 00:08:40,160 Speaker 1: am around you like you play a lot, like you're 171 00:08:40,200 --> 00:08:41,880 Speaker 1: really a good friend and you just help me move. 172 00:08:41,960 --> 00:08:43,920 Speaker 1: You didn't have to do that, But if you move, 173 00:08:44,040 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna help you. So that's what you or something, baby, 174 00:08:49,520 --> 00:08:55,079 Speaker 1: I bet it call somebody. In all seriousness, you're a 175 00:08:55,120 --> 00:08:58,400 Speaker 1: really really good person and you're even better catch. So 176 00:08:58,600 --> 00:09:00,400 Speaker 1: don't have a next that thanks. You know what I'm 177 00:09:00,440 --> 00:09:03,920 Speaker 1: saying that nigga just sucked up, that's what. But I'm 178 00:09:03,960 --> 00:09:08,120 Speaker 1: just saying like just like my relationships with people men 179 00:09:08,400 --> 00:09:10,640 Speaker 1: more more say, like when I'm trying to date or 180 00:09:10,679 --> 00:09:12,640 Speaker 1: when I'm trying to like go out, like it's just 181 00:09:12,640 --> 00:09:15,760 Speaker 1: to be like little thing just ticking him. Like like 182 00:09:15,800 --> 00:09:18,280 Speaker 1: every red flags, I'm red flagging it. So because you 183 00:09:18,280 --> 00:09:20,240 Speaker 1: don't want you're real flagging it because you don't want 184 00:09:20,280 --> 00:09:22,800 Speaker 1: the same thing that happen or red flags don't want 185 00:09:22,800 --> 00:09:25,160 Speaker 1: the same thing happening again. And it's like am I ready, 186 00:09:25,240 --> 00:09:29,040 Speaker 1: Like I'm just red flagging everything like yeah they did that. No, No, 187 00:09:29,360 --> 00:09:30,600 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. I don't want to, like 188 00:09:30,760 --> 00:09:32,680 Speaker 1: I don't want my insecurity to jump out of it either, 189 00:09:33,080 --> 00:09:34,800 Speaker 1: like I'm trying to. You know, it was very easy 190 00:09:34,840 --> 00:09:38,000 Speaker 1: for that to have let you know, because he didn't 191 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:41,120 Speaker 1: do that. He whoever you're dating now, like he he 192 00:09:41,160 --> 00:09:43,880 Speaker 1: didn't do with yo, did you know what I'm saying, 193 00:09:43,880 --> 00:09:46,080 Speaker 1: he's not him, so he can't pay for I'm saying, 194 00:09:46,120 --> 00:09:48,959 Speaker 1: he didn't make you know, and and said at the 195 00:09:49,000 --> 00:09:51,120 Speaker 1: same time, you never want to give a guy too much, 196 00:09:51,120 --> 00:09:55,800 Speaker 1: because that's the end. So like hurt people. Hurt people, 197 00:09:55,840 --> 00:09:58,360 Speaker 1: that's a thing. That's a real thing people do or people. 198 00:09:58,400 --> 00:10:00,600 Speaker 1: You know, You're definitely right. That comes with only friends 199 00:10:00,600 --> 00:10:04,880 Speaker 1: and whoever guys they do it, and they do it subconsciously, 200 00:10:05,000 --> 00:10:07,400 Speaker 1: like he don't even know. We're so busy trying to 201 00:10:07,400 --> 00:10:10,120 Speaker 1: get over the girl that he was with that he 202 00:10:10,640 --> 00:10:13,960 Speaker 1: made you fall in love and then ended up going 203 00:10:14,000 --> 00:10:16,280 Speaker 1: back retracking. That's what he did, so we ended up 204 00:10:16,280 --> 00:10:21,079 Speaker 1: going back. Okay, they're together, Karen, to my knowledge, chance 205 00:10:21,160 --> 00:10:23,400 Speaker 1: you know that. So you're still checking. I ain't checking, 206 00:10:23,440 --> 00:10:26,120 Speaker 1: aver course, maybe I ain't checking out of things. To 207 00:10:26,280 --> 00:10:29,480 Speaker 1: my knowledge, I don't go I don't checking about the thing. Baby. 208 00:10:29,520 --> 00:10:33,200 Speaker 1: I promise you ain't checking. I promise you might have checking. 209 00:10:33,520 --> 00:10:36,000 Speaker 1: I'm promise trying to check it. Let's stop the breaking. 210 00:10:36,320 --> 00:10:41,439 Speaker 1: I promise you like ain't checking about it. So look 211 00:10:42,040 --> 00:10:43,800 Speaker 1: when you were trying to rekindle it, when you were 212 00:10:43,840 --> 00:10:45,959 Speaker 1: trying to get real quainting, just you know, how was 213 00:10:46,040 --> 00:10:47,840 Speaker 1: he you know how we you know how we as 214 00:10:47,880 --> 00:10:50,319 Speaker 1: women do we want that extra closure, like you know, 215 00:10:50,480 --> 00:10:53,360 Speaker 1: was this what it is like? Like? But he didn't 216 00:10:53,400 --> 00:10:55,199 Speaker 1: give me, Like he didn't give me what I was 217 00:10:55,240 --> 00:10:58,319 Speaker 1: choking for. Just say that it's over, like, just say 218 00:10:58,360 --> 00:11:02,400 Speaker 1: it's He wouldn't say he because he still wanted to 219 00:11:02,440 --> 00:11:04,520 Speaker 1: have you for a reserve, just in case shorty fund 220 00:11:04,559 --> 00:11:06,320 Speaker 1: up again, just the case he funked up again, because 221 00:11:06,320 --> 00:11:07,920 Speaker 1: he could have sunked up and she got tired of it, 222 00:11:08,400 --> 00:11:10,240 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So it could have been 223 00:11:10,280 --> 00:11:12,320 Speaker 1: any type of situation. It could have been on her, 224 00:11:12,320 --> 00:11:15,439 Speaker 1: it could have been on him. But I'm glad that 225 00:11:15,559 --> 00:11:18,160 Speaker 1: he didn't because he would have kept stringing along. He 226 00:11:18,240 --> 00:11:20,079 Speaker 1: would have been playing the games and not saying that 227 00:11:20,120 --> 00:11:21,920 Speaker 1: he never liked you, never loved you whatever, because you 228 00:11:22,040 --> 00:11:24,360 Speaker 1: too you too likable for somebody not to like you. 229 00:11:24,480 --> 00:11:29,920 Speaker 1: You're too like No, you just you're like everything type person. 230 00:11:30,080 --> 00:11:32,120 Speaker 1: So it's not saying that he didn't, but he was 231 00:11:32,200 --> 00:11:34,360 Speaker 1: just in something else that he thought that he could 232 00:11:34,440 --> 00:11:38,600 Speaker 1: get over. So exactly, I'm glad did that happened because 233 00:11:38,600 --> 00:11:40,120 Speaker 1: I taught you something and it taught him something to 234 00:11:40,559 --> 00:11:42,520 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? So, is there anybody in 235 00:11:42,559 --> 00:11:45,319 Speaker 1: the picture now, because you said it affects your dating? 236 00:11:45,600 --> 00:11:49,920 Speaker 1: Is there anybody in the picture or you just you know, Yeah, 237 00:11:50,000 --> 00:11:54,120 Speaker 1: but they don't know, they don't know, like I don't know. 238 00:11:54,320 --> 00:11:58,320 Speaker 1: I mean, I mean he's talked to some mond. You mean, 239 00:11:58,920 --> 00:12:01,920 Speaker 1: I mean you're talking to some mone some guys. That 240 00:12:02,000 --> 00:12:05,000 Speaker 1: means somebody. I'm just you know, I mean, it's your 241 00:12:05,080 --> 00:12:08,320 Speaker 1: deep deep Baltimore, this sea thing out of you. So yeah, um, 242 00:12:08,400 --> 00:12:12,079 Speaker 1: she talked to some miney, she talks to one. So 243 00:12:12,120 --> 00:12:15,560 Speaker 1: you're talk going first, chess, what's going on? I mean, 244 00:12:15,679 --> 00:12:17,240 Speaker 1: all you think is gonna be listening to started like 245 00:12:17,400 --> 00:12:20,320 Speaker 1: you might will just come out and be like I'm sucking. 246 00:12:20,679 --> 00:12:31,120 Speaker 1: So I'm talking to you, did not love to I 247 00:12:31,160 --> 00:12:34,240 Speaker 1: ain't sharing this, y'all. Oh no, you got this, but 248 00:12:34,400 --> 00:12:39,240 Speaker 1: I'm sharing it's going up black effect. But yeah, I 249 00:12:39,360 --> 00:12:43,520 Speaker 1: mean I'm talking to somebody, Okay, all right? And how 250 00:12:43,840 --> 00:12:48,000 Speaker 1: is your past relationship affecting that? Because very much affected 251 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:50,640 Speaker 1: a lot that us. How let me know because like 252 00:12:50,760 --> 00:12:53,160 Speaker 1: the person that gives I mean, they'll meet me when 253 00:12:53,160 --> 00:12:55,760 Speaker 1: I'm at but it's like I get scared, I'll beck away, 254 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:59,160 Speaker 1: like so you'll you'll go in and then you get 255 00:12:59,200 --> 00:13:01,640 Speaker 1: so sick I'm going and then not yeah, you won't 256 00:13:01,720 --> 00:13:06,240 Speaker 1: jump m And I said, it's going to take to 257 00:13:06,360 --> 00:13:08,920 Speaker 1: scare you forbid yourself to be hurt. You refused to 258 00:13:08,920 --> 00:13:11,280 Speaker 1: get hurt against if you just it's like I'm always 259 00:13:11,320 --> 00:13:14,280 Speaker 1: It's like it's like some people like you're the whole nigga. 260 00:13:14,320 --> 00:13:19,480 Speaker 1: I'm like, what what like you're not like these tendencies 261 00:13:19,559 --> 00:13:22,599 Speaker 1: just like men playable women or men lead women and 262 00:13:22,920 --> 00:13:25,400 Speaker 1: not even noticing in the houtsight, you're kind of doing 263 00:13:25,480 --> 00:13:28,160 Speaker 1: the same thing that you'll did to you you won't go. 264 00:13:28,600 --> 00:13:30,640 Speaker 1: How long have you been talking to this person dating 265 00:13:30,679 --> 00:13:33,280 Speaker 1: this person outside? Because talking to this trash, I mean 266 00:13:33,480 --> 00:13:35,680 Speaker 1: it's been a little minute now, it's been a little minute. 267 00:13:36,120 --> 00:13:39,559 Speaker 1: What's the little man? Like, what's the bottom moment? What 268 00:13:39,720 --> 00:13:42,760 Speaker 1: the women? It could be anything, it's examplicandplican. It can 269 00:13:42,840 --> 00:13:45,240 Speaker 1: literally be one minute, it can be a year. I'll 270 00:13:45,280 --> 00:13:48,360 Speaker 1: just give it us a minute. So what a minute? 271 00:13:48,679 --> 00:13:55,439 Speaker 1: A minute? Okay, so almost two minutes. Very cool, And 272 00:13:56,120 --> 00:13:59,880 Speaker 1: do you feel yourself holding back? Absolutely? Okay? And what ways? 273 00:14:01,200 --> 00:14:04,000 Speaker 1: I mean, I'm guard it, like my how does god? Mom? 274 00:14:04,720 --> 00:14:07,800 Speaker 1: Does he feel that? Does he see that? I don't. 275 00:14:08,080 --> 00:14:10,480 Speaker 1: They never put it to my attention. I just know 276 00:14:10,520 --> 00:14:14,719 Speaker 1: where I'm at. See, you're selfish, You're very selfish. You've 277 00:14:14,720 --> 00:14:16,640 Speaker 1: been dealing with this guy for bottomore minute and a 278 00:14:16,679 --> 00:14:23,480 Speaker 1: half and you really really are doing him like Ted 279 00:14:23,760 --> 00:14:25,080 Speaker 1: was doing you. I'm just gonna give him a name. 280 00:14:25,080 --> 00:14:27,320 Speaker 1: I don't want him saying Yo, I'm gonna say Ted. 281 00:14:28,400 --> 00:14:31,600 Speaker 1: I'm really not though, because you are. I'm not. I'm not. 282 00:14:31,800 --> 00:14:35,400 Speaker 1: You're not giving him You're all and he's what's my own? What? 283 00:14:35,640 --> 00:14:38,640 Speaker 1: What's what's my own? And he was like like, I mean, 284 00:14:38,680 --> 00:14:40,400 Speaker 1: I'm just still got it after the day, though, like 285 00:14:40,960 --> 00:14:45,520 Speaker 1: give it all? Long ago? Was this? What depend the 286 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:49,600 Speaker 1: first guy that the breakup? I spent a minute to no, No, 287 00:14:49,920 --> 00:14:52,000 Speaker 1: what's how long has it been? And we're not gonna 288 00:14:52,040 --> 00:14:54,880 Speaker 1: keep doing that? How long? Like three minutes? So like 289 00:14:55,000 --> 00:14:58,240 Speaker 1: three years? Alright? Cool, So it's been three years and 290 00:14:58,320 --> 00:15:01,160 Speaker 1: you still won't get over that ship. Oh no, it ain't. No, 291 00:15:01,240 --> 00:15:04,480 Speaker 1: it ain't been three years. But it feels like, yeah, 292 00:15:04,720 --> 00:15:08,880 Speaker 1: it feels yeah, Okay, I get it, I get it. Well, 293 00:15:09,400 --> 00:15:12,560 Speaker 1: let's put it like this, how long do you expect 294 00:15:12,600 --> 00:15:16,560 Speaker 1: for him to continue to give his own and you're not. 295 00:15:17,600 --> 00:15:19,840 Speaker 1: I don't even think he's giving his own. I think 296 00:15:20,280 --> 00:15:25,520 Speaker 1: i'm any what you talking of? Bitches? Absolutely the DMC jumping. 297 00:15:25,680 --> 00:15:27,880 Speaker 1: What does do? Should you be in his d ms? 298 00:15:28,160 --> 00:15:30,960 Speaker 1: I don't be in them, but they'd be in them. Oh, 299 00:15:31,120 --> 00:15:32,520 Speaker 1: they've be in them. You don't be in them. But 300 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:36,920 Speaker 1: it's funny how you keep knowing I met him through 301 00:15:36,920 --> 00:15:39,120 Speaker 1: the d you met him in the d M. Okay, 302 00:15:39,240 --> 00:15:41,160 Speaker 1: so you can't even argue I can't argue with that. 303 00:15:41,360 --> 00:15:43,440 Speaker 1: But you didn't even same upset about it. You seem 304 00:15:43,520 --> 00:15:45,440 Speaker 1: like you're okay with the d M business. I mean 305 00:15:45,480 --> 00:15:48,400 Speaker 1: because I'm you know what you're given at the end 306 00:15:48,400 --> 00:15:49,800 Speaker 1: of the day, and you know that he still has 307 00:15:49,840 --> 00:15:53,240 Speaker 1: to be compensated for what you're lacking. That's a plus, 308 00:15:54,160 --> 00:15:58,760 Speaker 1: It's true. Okay, So do you ever see yourself getting 309 00:15:58,840 --> 00:16:01,400 Speaker 1: back with the ass like if Dennig it was to 310 00:16:01,480 --> 00:16:04,200 Speaker 1: drop that bitch right now and be like, look, I'm sorry, 311 00:16:04,640 --> 00:16:06,680 Speaker 1: I'm giving myself to you. Like honestly, I know I 312 00:16:06,720 --> 00:16:08,880 Speaker 1: did you wrong, but I went back just to see 313 00:16:09,080 --> 00:16:12,360 Speaker 1: if it were worka Sometimes it was like that um 314 00:16:13,240 --> 00:16:16,040 Speaker 1: prime example. Just listen, I'm gonna bring it back. I 315 00:16:16,280 --> 00:16:20,200 Speaker 1: was with Ashton's father. I was in love with one 316 00:16:20,280 --> 00:16:23,280 Speaker 1: guy other than Ashton's father. In love, I didn't say 317 00:16:23,280 --> 00:16:26,960 Speaker 1: I only loved when I was in love with one guy, right. 318 00:16:27,040 --> 00:16:30,320 Speaker 1: That was my ax. Now he was he came right 319 00:16:30,360 --> 00:16:33,960 Speaker 1: after wrong. Now. I left him to go back to 320 00:16:34,160 --> 00:16:36,240 Speaker 1: Rome to see if that's what I really wanted because 321 00:16:36,840 --> 00:16:39,880 Speaker 1: my baby was so young, and I didn't want Ashton 322 00:16:39,960 --> 00:16:42,240 Speaker 1: to grow up without the family dynamic. And then my 323 00:16:42,360 --> 00:16:44,840 Speaker 1: parents were married and then all that, like I wanted 324 00:16:44,920 --> 00:16:46,160 Speaker 1: him to grow up like I grew up. And then 325 00:16:46,440 --> 00:16:49,440 Speaker 1: with Rome, his mom died at ten, and then his dad, 326 00:16:49,760 --> 00:16:51,080 Speaker 1: you know, being here with me and there at the 327 00:16:51,120 --> 00:16:53,960 Speaker 1: same time, and stepmother's grandmother's reason that everybody I didn't 328 00:16:53,960 --> 00:16:56,320 Speaker 1: want as to have that, you know, not realizing that 329 00:16:56,400 --> 00:16:58,160 Speaker 1: he doesn't have to have that. It could be a 330 00:16:58,240 --> 00:17:02,200 Speaker 1: healthy co parents and relationship. I went back a double back, 331 00:17:02,280 --> 00:17:06,600 Speaker 1: and I tried it, and I went back to him, 332 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:08,639 Speaker 1: and the nigger cheated on me in seventy two hours, 333 00:17:08,720 --> 00:17:11,560 Speaker 1: so I lost the only guy who I felt like 334 00:17:11,920 --> 00:17:14,000 Speaker 1: would give me his all, but I've ever had in 335 00:17:14,080 --> 00:17:19,320 Speaker 1: my life, you know, and and and then now like 336 00:17:20,000 --> 00:17:22,639 Speaker 1: and there was I went back and then theyga cheated 337 00:17:22,680 --> 00:17:25,399 Speaker 1: on me with somebody that he worked with Rome. So 338 00:17:25,560 --> 00:17:27,120 Speaker 1: it's just like yo, when I say Rome, it's taking 339 00:17:27,160 --> 00:17:28,920 Speaker 1: me through a lot, Like now he's my brother, but 340 00:17:29,040 --> 00:17:30,560 Speaker 1: like he's taken me through a lot, you know what 341 00:17:30,600 --> 00:17:33,400 Speaker 1: I mean. But sometimes people go back just to see 342 00:17:33,560 --> 00:17:36,400 Speaker 1: that last what if he was to do that? Would 343 00:17:36,440 --> 00:17:40,080 Speaker 1: you believe that? Would you? Would you drop everything? I 344 00:17:40,160 --> 00:17:42,720 Speaker 1: would not. I gave him way too much power the 345 00:17:42,800 --> 00:17:46,359 Speaker 1: first over year, way too much. And like when when 346 00:17:46,400 --> 00:17:49,480 Speaker 1: it was over, I felt the power. I didn't have 347 00:17:49,560 --> 00:17:54,280 Speaker 1: no power because I gave it all. So at the rebuild, 348 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:56,920 Speaker 1: like rebuilding, like you gotta go through that stage of 349 00:17:57,000 --> 00:18:01,200 Speaker 1: rebuilding by by yourself, and then you trying to date 350 00:18:01,240 --> 00:18:03,200 Speaker 1: other people or trying to talk to other people, see 351 00:18:03,200 --> 00:18:09,240 Speaker 1: other people. That ain't a good That's why sometimes I 352 00:18:09,240 --> 00:18:10,560 Speaker 1: don't want to come out. I don't even want to 353 00:18:10,600 --> 00:18:13,080 Speaker 1: go with people like you know what I'm I'm always good, 354 00:18:13,440 --> 00:18:16,840 Speaker 1: You're gonna happ but it's like then, yeah, I won't 355 00:18:16,880 --> 00:18:18,360 Speaker 1: go home with that, Like I don't want to really 356 00:18:18,400 --> 00:18:20,560 Speaker 1: be around people like that, especially when it comes to guys, 357 00:18:20,600 --> 00:18:23,520 Speaker 1: because I mean, I'm just feel like I'm walking on 358 00:18:24,320 --> 00:18:26,560 Speaker 1: pins and needles, if that makes sense, And I mean 359 00:18:26,640 --> 00:18:28,280 Speaker 1: nobody shouldn't be feel that kind of way, will be 360 00:18:28,359 --> 00:18:29,760 Speaker 1: that kind of way, and not every guy is the saying, 361 00:18:29,800 --> 00:18:33,159 Speaker 1: let's be very clear. But because I'm in my rebuilding stage, 362 00:18:33,280 --> 00:18:36,000 Speaker 1: in my rebuilding process, it's gonna it takes time. I 363 00:18:36,040 --> 00:18:37,760 Speaker 1: don't want to jump out of one thing and didn't 364 00:18:37,800 --> 00:18:39,640 Speaker 1: jump into another thing because of the day, I'm still 365 00:18:39,640 --> 00:18:41,680 Speaker 1: not gonna be satisfied because at the day, I still 366 00:18:41,800 --> 00:18:44,840 Speaker 1: to love myself, and so can I checked out of 367 00:18:44,840 --> 00:18:46,600 Speaker 1: one thing and getting into another thing. When am I 368 00:18:46,640 --> 00:18:48,840 Speaker 1: gonna have time for me to see the things that 369 00:18:48,880 --> 00:18:51,639 Speaker 1: I like. I don't like, you know, I like going 370 00:18:51,640 --> 00:18:53,440 Speaker 1: on by myself. I wan't around with that. I'll go 371 00:18:53,520 --> 00:18:56,280 Speaker 1: anywhere in this world by myself. I already traveled by myself. 372 00:18:56,480 --> 00:18:58,240 Speaker 1: Like I'll get on the plane any day. People like 373 00:18:58,280 --> 00:19:00,480 Speaker 1: you're going, yeah, I'm going by myself. Who you girl? 374 00:19:00,560 --> 00:19:02,159 Speaker 1: When he was like I want to this and I 375 00:19:02,240 --> 00:19:07,000 Speaker 1: was like, who do you do out there? And so 376 00:19:07,320 --> 00:19:09,399 Speaker 1: I mean that's that's a part of me getting to 377 00:19:09,440 --> 00:19:11,440 Speaker 1: know who I am, what I like, what I don't like, 378 00:19:11,760 --> 00:19:14,600 Speaker 1: rebuilding my style because I was never always this way. 379 00:19:14,720 --> 00:19:17,520 Speaker 1: So coming out of that relationship, with that situation ship, 380 00:19:17,800 --> 00:19:20,800 Speaker 1: it took something from me, like it took it took something, 381 00:19:21,160 --> 00:19:24,240 Speaker 1: and so I had to pull back into myself. And 382 00:19:24,359 --> 00:19:27,760 Speaker 1: I never grew up with a family like mother and 383 00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:29,520 Speaker 1: father in the same house and all that stuff. So 384 00:19:30,200 --> 00:19:33,240 Speaker 1: it's like I had to teach myself how to um, 385 00:19:33,840 --> 00:19:35,680 Speaker 1: to be in a relationship or to deal with somebody 386 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:36,800 Speaker 1: because I had to do it with a lot of 387 00:19:36,880 --> 00:19:38,840 Speaker 1: trial and error. So I feel like my last situation 388 00:19:38,960 --> 00:19:40,920 Speaker 1: was a trial and it was an error to get 389 00:19:40,960 --> 00:19:43,760 Speaker 1: me ready for something else, but something I'll be able 390 00:19:43,760 --> 00:19:46,240 Speaker 1: to trust, not question and not you know, I don't 391 00:19:46,280 --> 00:19:50,920 Speaker 1: wanted to question nobody and being secure because in fact, 392 00:19:50,960 --> 00:19:52,840 Speaker 1: so I don't want to go through that. So I 393 00:19:52,960 --> 00:19:55,119 Speaker 1: just take these more. I mean, like I said, I 394 00:19:55,200 --> 00:19:56,920 Speaker 1: talked to somebody. At the end of the day, I'm 395 00:19:56,920 --> 00:20:00,359 Speaker 1: still rebuilding Bria who Brill is like, yeah, and I 396 00:20:00,920 --> 00:20:03,920 Speaker 1: can't put no time limit on that. When you know, 397 00:20:03,960 --> 00:20:05,719 Speaker 1: I can't do that like when I'm whole, because I'm 398 00:20:05,760 --> 00:20:08,160 Speaker 1: not whole. So when I'm whole, and I can't really 399 00:20:08,240 --> 00:20:12,040 Speaker 1: like give myself to somebody, you know, completely, because I 400 00:20:12,119 --> 00:20:14,400 Speaker 1: cannot give because it's gonna be half and half and half. 401 00:20:14,400 --> 00:20:16,199 Speaker 1: I'm give you this piece of me, this like it's 402 00:20:16,240 --> 00:20:18,320 Speaker 1: gonna be divided up, and I don't want to do 403 00:20:18,480 --> 00:20:20,719 Speaker 1: that to anybody. So right now, I'm okay where I'm 404 00:20:20,840 --> 00:20:22,800 Speaker 1: where I am. I like my friend were good, like 405 00:20:23,040 --> 00:20:25,920 Speaker 1: nothing comes between any any of that. He respect where 406 00:20:25,920 --> 00:20:27,919 Speaker 1: I am. You know, we have a little conversations here 407 00:20:27,920 --> 00:20:30,280 Speaker 1: and there, like yo, you know, I say a little 408 00:20:30,280 --> 00:20:35,280 Speaker 1: stuff in there, but you know, yeah, so I mean 409 00:20:35,800 --> 00:20:37,920 Speaker 1: I said, I don't know, I'm not innocent, like you know, 410 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:40,600 Speaker 1: I'm you know, I love going everything, but I have 411 00:20:40,800 --> 00:20:43,560 Speaker 1: some mess up and I do something, do some little 412 00:20:43,560 --> 00:20:46,600 Speaker 1: stuff or whatever. But you know, I ain't never gonna 413 00:20:46,600 --> 00:20:48,440 Speaker 1: be on here bursting nobody nothing like that, Like you 414 00:20:48,520 --> 00:20:50,480 Speaker 1: ain't nobody wanted to tell you know nothing about me. 415 00:20:50,560 --> 00:20:52,399 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying. That's that's true that I 416 00:20:52,480 --> 00:20:55,880 Speaker 1: can't say, yeah, that's true, if that makes sense. So yeah, 417 00:20:55,920 --> 00:20:58,120 Speaker 1: I mean I'm abouted through a little bumping the rule. 418 00:20:58,640 --> 00:21:00,520 Speaker 1: But I'm picking myself up. I'm picking the pieces up 419 00:21:00,520 --> 00:21:02,200 Speaker 1: and I'm just moving forward and at the end of 420 00:21:02,240 --> 00:21:05,280 Speaker 1: the day, that's all you can do. Thank you, That's 421 00:21:05,320 --> 00:21:06,760 Speaker 1: all you can do. And I want to come in 422 00:21:06,960 --> 00:21:09,280 Speaker 1: you coming over here being so open. I had to 423 00:21:09,320 --> 00:21:10,800 Speaker 1: pull some ship out of you. But you know what 424 00:21:10,880 --> 00:21:13,840 Speaker 1: I'm saying, if you never know who else is going 425 00:21:13,880 --> 00:21:15,200 Speaker 1: through this ship, that's why I do this ship. You 426 00:21:15,240 --> 00:21:17,159 Speaker 1: know it's called carefree record school weets and you know 427 00:21:17,640 --> 00:21:20,920 Speaker 1: you we talked about ship that women don't want to 428 00:21:20,960 --> 00:21:23,000 Speaker 1: open up about two other women, you know, because you 429 00:21:23,320 --> 00:21:26,280 Speaker 1: don't want to look like this, or you don't want 430 00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:28,520 Speaker 1: to be judged, or you're I never do that in 431 00:21:28,600 --> 00:21:30,440 Speaker 1: the same bitches that be coming on like I would 432 00:21:30,440 --> 00:21:32,480 Speaker 1: never do that. When when people keep cheating, when we 433 00:21:32,520 --> 00:21:34,720 Speaker 1: see these celebrities going through life as a safari and 434 00:21:34,960 --> 00:21:38,359 Speaker 1: and got the America, the amount of people in the 435 00:21:38,520 --> 00:21:41,879 Speaker 1: fucking comments bashing this girl and y'all going through the 436 00:21:41,960 --> 00:21:44,840 Speaker 1: same ship for free at home they're getting paid for. 437 00:21:45,080 --> 00:21:47,119 Speaker 1: Nobody should to go for it, y'all. Nobody should go 438 00:21:47,200 --> 00:21:49,320 Speaker 1: through it. But who are you to sit behind your 439 00:21:49,480 --> 00:21:53,760 Speaker 1: your act, your free act and talk about somebody that's 440 00:21:53,760 --> 00:21:55,440 Speaker 1: going through the same ship that you went through or 441 00:21:55,480 --> 00:21:58,399 Speaker 1: you're going through or you're gonna go through act like 442 00:21:58,520 --> 00:22:00,760 Speaker 1: I feel like we're supposed to learn from these motherfucker's 443 00:22:00,840 --> 00:22:03,480 Speaker 1: on the scene because they're going they like online and 444 00:22:03,520 --> 00:22:06,080 Speaker 1: ship cool, learn from that. Ship. I've been through it. 445 00:22:06,720 --> 00:22:08,560 Speaker 1: I didn't handle it like they're handling it. But ship, 446 00:22:08,720 --> 00:22:10,680 Speaker 1: you never know. It's different shows to different books. What 447 00:22:10,800 --> 00:22:12,400 Speaker 1: were you about to ask? 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