1 00:00:00,200 --> 00:00:03,159 Speaker 1: Welcome to Can't Fully Reckless, the production of iHeart Radio 2 00:00:03,279 --> 00:00:04,160 Speaker 1: and the Black Effects. 3 00:00:15,440 --> 00:00:16,640 Speaker 2: Oh shit, we on the air. 4 00:00:16,760 --> 00:00:19,959 Speaker 1: Welcome back to yet another carefully reckless episode with your girl. 5 00:00:20,040 --> 00:00:20,840 Speaker 2: Just hilarious. 6 00:00:20,960 --> 00:00:23,400 Speaker 1: I got Taylor Bag when she wasn't here last week 7 00:00:23,480 --> 00:00:25,959 Speaker 1: or whatever, but we found a way for her to read. 8 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:28,080 Speaker 1: So I know y'all disappointed because y'all hate the way 9 00:00:28,120 --> 00:00:32,840 Speaker 1: she read. But she's gonna slow it down, right, Taylor, Yes, ma'am, 10 00:00:32,880 --> 00:00:37,360 Speaker 1: You're gonna slow it down and and act like she 11 00:00:37,520 --> 00:00:41,000 Speaker 1: really really wants to read the story, all right, because 12 00:00:41,080 --> 00:00:43,880 Speaker 1: for real, I never asked her to do this shit 13 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:47,120 Speaker 1: Like I never asked her like officially. 14 00:00:47,400 --> 00:00:48,279 Speaker 2: This just one day. 15 00:00:48,320 --> 00:00:50,760 Speaker 1: This happen because one day I told her I didn't 16 00:00:50,760 --> 00:00:52,040 Speaker 1: feel like reading and I was trying to eat a 17 00:00:52,080 --> 00:00:54,560 Speaker 1: sandwich and I was like, hey, can you read? And 18 00:00:54,600 --> 00:00:57,240 Speaker 1: so she probably like bitch, not even getting paid, but 19 00:00:57,520 --> 00:01:02,080 Speaker 1: you know it's okay. So just started off as a 20 00:01:02,080 --> 00:01:05,240 Speaker 1: favor one time, and now she has become the designated reader. 21 00:01:05,319 --> 00:01:08,600 Speaker 2: So all right, we're gonna jump straight in your. 22 00:01:09,080 --> 00:01:11,479 Speaker 3: Hey, Jess, I love your show and actually have left 23 00:01:11,560 --> 00:01:14,880 Speaker 3: voicemails and emails you helped with before I did my 24 00:01:14,959 --> 00:01:17,120 Speaker 3: boss for a year and he tried to killed me 25 00:01:17,200 --> 00:01:19,680 Speaker 3: last year when I didn't. 26 00:01:19,120 --> 00:01:22,479 Speaker 2: Call out excuse me, wait a minute, she. 27 00:01:22,520 --> 00:01:23,840 Speaker 4: Goes in right in the fire. 28 00:01:23,920 --> 00:01:26,679 Speaker 1: Okay, and then you have to read like yo, you 29 00:01:26,760 --> 00:01:29,560 Speaker 1: gotta read like you on Snap you read and like 30 00:01:29,680 --> 00:01:33,760 Speaker 1: you on the fucking Blues Clues. Ad my boss for 31 00:01:33,760 --> 00:01:35,199 Speaker 1: a year and he tried to kill man. 32 00:01:35,360 --> 00:01:39,640 Speaker 4: So like, all right, I'm readaking mystery. 33 00:01:39,640 --> 00:01:41,520 Speaker 2: Okay, yes, a mystery. 34 00:01:42,640 --> 00:01:45,080 Speaker 3: I dated my boss for a year and he tried 35 00:01:45,120 --> 00:01:47,480 Speaker 3: to kill me last year when I denied his marriage proposal. 36 00:01:47,760 --> 00:01:50,000 Speaker 3: So it's safe to say for a while, I say 37 00:01:50,080 --> 00:01:53,360 Speaker 3: to myself, I started taking a friend seriously because I 38 00:01:53,400 --> 00:01:56,240 Speaker 3: was afraid to meet new people. He's always been handsome 39 00:01:56,320 --> 00:01:58,880 Speaker 3: and nice, but at one point he was kind of 40 00:01:58,920 --> 00:02:01,640 Speaker 3: an alcoholic and I didn't want to take on the project, 41 00:02:01,720 --> 00:02:05,559 Speaker 3: so we were just good friends. He works a lot, 42 00:02:05,640 --> 00:02:08,520 Speaker 3: and it was only something about his eyes that made 43 00:02:08,560 --> 00:02:12,160 Speaker 3: me want to cater to him and be submissive. He 44 00:02:12,320 --> 00:02:15,080 Speaker 3: asked me to be his girl three times, and the 45 00:02:15,160 --> 00:02:18,000 Speaker 3: last time I accepted it. So we've been together for 46 00:02:18,040 --> 00:02:26,720 Speaker 3: about three months. Yo, that's okay, that's crazy. I was like, okay, okay, 47 00:02:27,000 --> 00:02:29,120 Speaker 3: he works a lot and For the most part, the 48 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:31,840 Speaker 3: only time we hang out is doing things like he 49 00:02:31,960 --> 00:02:34,880 Speaker 3: likes to do, like the bars and shit, I'm not 50 00:02:34,960 --> 00:02:37,880 Speaker 3: a bar kind of bitch. We have trips planned to 51 00:02:37,919 --> 00:02:40,200 Speaker 3: go to LA and a cruise, but if I want 52 00:02:40,240 --> 00:02:42,760 Speaker 3: to chill with him on a regular Saturday, he'll say, 53 00:02:42,840 --> 00:02:45,520 Speaker 3: let's do something like I'll make the plans to go 54 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:48,079 Speaker 3: to a restaurant or something I can dress up for, 55 00:02:48,480 --> 00:02:51,560 Speaker 3: but then he'll fall asleep because he's been at work 56 00:02:51,600 --> 00:02:54,240 Speaker 3: all day. He makes good money, so I try to 57 00:02:54,320 --> 00:02:56,760 Speaker 3: be understanding. But he doesn't do shit for me either, 58 00:02:57,080 --> 00:02:59,520 Speaker 3: and that's another problem I have. I'm not the type 59 00:02:59,560 --> 00:03:01,880 Speaker 3: to ask, but also never been with a guy that 60 00:03:01,960 --> 00:03:05,560 Speaker 3: doesn't offer, not saying I want money or bills paid. 61 00:03:05,600 --> 00:03:07,960 Speaker 3: But one night we went to a bar and he 62 00:03:08,000 --> 00:03:09,000 Speaker 3: playfully choked me. 63 00:03:10,360 --> 00:03:14,320 Speaker 4: What what okay? He played? 64 00:03:17,040 --> 00:03:20,160 Speaker 3: He playfully choked me when we were kissing, and he 65 00:03:20,240 --> 00:03:23,280 Speaker 3: broke my earring. I told him he needed to replace them. 66 00:03:23,680 --> 00:03:25,960 Speaker 3: They were real and I don't wear a fake jewelry 67 00:03:26,160 --> 00:03:28,519 Speaker 3: and he hasn't, and I brought it up to him 68 00:03:28,520 --> 00:03:34,680 Speaker 3: three times. This nigga buys Gucci seven thousand cuban links 69 00:03:35,240 --> 00:03:39,120 Speaker 3: and we retired. But can replace my five hundred dollars earrings. 70 00:03:40,640 --> 00:03:44,040 Speaker 3: He has really bad trust issues, but so do I. 71 00:03:44,040 --> 00:03:46,200 Speaker 3: I've known him for three years. I rub his feet. 72 00:03:46,520 --> 00:03:48,720 Speaker 3: I looked on YouTube to learn how to massage because 73 00:03:48,720 --> 00:03:52,920 Speaker 3: he works a lot. And wait, why do you have 74 00:03:53,000 --> 00:03:57,480 Speaker 3: to go on YouTube to learn how to massage? But okay, 75 00:03:57,840 --> 00:03:59,640 Speaker 3: I guess learned certain like. 76 00:03:59,680 --> 00:04:03,320 Speaker 2: Girl, this is your friend. We don't know what is 77 00:04:03,440 --> 00:04:07,560 Speaker 2: going on, but so he goes. 78 00:04:07,760 --> 00:04:10,480 Speaker 3: I looked on YouTube to learn how to massage because 79 00:04:10,480 --> 00:04:12,880 Speaker 3: he works a lot and sometimes has pain. Okay, so 80 00:04:12,880 --> 00:04:16,400 Speaker 3: I guess like to find whatever bring him food sometimes 81 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:19,000 Speaker 3: when I cook. And I'm starting to feel some type 82 00:04:19,000 --> 00:04:22,440 Speaker 3: of way because I don't like stingy niggas, niggas that 83 00:04:22,680 --> 00:04:25,560 Speaker 3: don't compromise when I am, or niggas that don't have 84 00:04:25,600 --> 00:04:26,039 Speaker 3: time for me. 85 00:04:26,960 --> 00:04:28,080 Speaker 4: A part of me. 86 00:04:28,200 --> 00:04:30,719 Speaker 3: Says to wait, wait it out a little bit, because 87 00:04:30,760 --> 00:04:33,279 Speaker 3: he's very sweet and the funniest person I know, but 88 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:37,080 Speaker 3: he's not romantic and not my usual type. He's offered 89 00:04:37,080 --> 00:04:39,760 Speaker 3: to change jobs when I brought this to his attention, 90 00:04:39,920 --> 00:04:42,400 Speaker 3: so he has more time for me, but only says 91 00:04:42,400 --> 00:04:45,320 Speaker 3: it once and never brings it up again. Then he 92 00:04:45,400 --> 00:04:48,240 Speaker 3: cancels on something I want to do last minute again. 93 00:04:49,160 --> 00:04:52,000 Speaker 3: He's still stingy and still only wanting to spend time 94 00:04:52,040 --> 00:04:55,040 Speaker 3: with me doing the things he likes to do. Help, y'all, 95 00:04:55,360 --> 00:04:57,960 Speaker 3: I am doing too much? Should I wait it out? 96 00:04:59,480 --> 00:05:01,520 Speaker 2: Girl a little bit? 97 00:05:01,680 --> 00:05:01,880 Speaker 3: Yeah? 98 00:05:02,120 --> 00:05:04,120 Speaker 2: Fuck no? She sounded desperate and dumb. 99 00:05:04,200 --> 00:05:08,720 Speaker 1: First of all, I was listen now, Justin been through 100 00:05:08,800 --> 00:05:10,120 Speaker 1: a lot of I ain't gonna say I've been through 101 00:05:10,120 --> 00:05:13,640 Speaker 1: it all, but I've been through a lot of relationship problems. 102 00:05:13,760 --> 00:05:15,360 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. I've been through a lot 103 00:05:15,400 --> 00:05:16,480 Speaker 2: of relationship shits. 104 00:05:16,520 --> 00:05:18,560 Speaker 1: Well I call them relationships, all right, So that's what 105 00:05:18,560 --> 00:05:21,560 Speaker 1: I would say, I've been through a lot of relationships. 106 00:05:21,680 --> 00:05:22,120 Speaker 2: Okay. 107 00:05:22,279 --> 00:05:27,840 Speaker 1: And this nigga sounded like the X before Chris, the 108 00:05:27,920 --> 00:05:30,600 Speaker 1: nigga that I took on TV and he embarrassed me publicly, 109 00:05:30,640 --> 00:05:32,200 Speaker 1: and it was like, really really fucked up. He had 110 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:34,960 Speaker 1: a big ego for no reason. When the cameras turned on, 111 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:37,320 Speaker 1: he was totally somebody else. Like that's how I knew, Like, 112 00:05:37,920 --> 00:05:39,680 Speaker 1: oh no, baby, you are a fucking clown and you 113 00:05:39,720 --> 00:05:42,160 Speaker 1: will be a clown. But I mean he still accounts 114 00:05:42,160 --> 00:05:46,120 Speaker 1: to this day. So he struggled like in real life, 115 00:05:46,640 --> 00:05:52,560 Speaker 1: all jokes aside. The niggas struggled with romanticizing and being 116 00:05:52,600 --> 00:05:58,040 Speaker 1: intimate and showing affection and shit like that. But he 117 00:05:58,200 --> 00:06:02,080 Speaker 1: was protective. He was a bit rough at times, Like 118 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:03,520 Speaker 1: it just sounds like. 119 00:06:05,120 --> 00:06:05,560 Speaker 2: My ex. 120 00:06:05,640 --> 00:06:07,640 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, But to the tenth pole, 121 00:06:07,720 --> 00:06:11,599 Speaker 1: because that nigga is crazy. That nigga playfully choked you 122 00:06:11,640 --> 00:06:13,360 Speaker 1: broke your ear ring and it was like, I'm not 123 00:06:13,520 --> 00:06:17,640 Speaker 1: buying another pairn't didn't even entertain the fact that he 124 00:06:17,720 --> 00:06:18,680 Speaker 1: broke your ear rings. 125 00:06:19,120 --> 00:06:19,880 Speaker 2: That's crazy. 126 00:06:20,160 --> 00:06:24,880 Speaker 1: But anyway, you you sound really really desperate. No more 127 00:06:24,920 --> 00:06:28,040 Speaker 1: about him. You told us everything that you needed to 128 00:06:28,080 --> 00:06:30,599 Speaker 1: tell us about him. I hope you hearing the story 129 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:33,240 Speaker 1: read back to you makes you open up your fucking 130 00:06:33,320 --> 00:06:37,000 Speaker 1: eyes because you deserve better than that. And I don't 131 00:06:37,000 --> 00:06:39,000 Speaker 1: even know you, Like I almost want to call you 132 00:06:39,040 --> 00:06:44,160 Speaker 1: a clown, but I know that that will probably discourage 133 00:06:44,160 --> 00:06:49,560 Speaker 1: you even more, Like, but don't need to like yeah it, no, 134 00:06:49,800 --> 00:06:53,800 Speaker 1: it because you do. But it seemed like she feels 135 00:06:53,800 --> 00:06:58,640 Speaker 1: like that's her only option. Yeah, it's like, baby girl, 136 00:06:58,760 --> 00:06:59,960 Speaker 1: First of all, he's your boss. 137 00:07:00,680 --> 00:07:02,360 Speaker 2: Never get into it what. 138 00:07:02,560 --> 00:07:03,839 Speaker 4: I think she was saying. 139 00:07:04,520 --> 00:07:07,000 Speaker 3: She just opened up saying, I dated my boss for 140 00:07:07,000 --> 00:07:08,920 Speaker 3: a year and he tried to kill me and then 141 00:07:09,040 --> 00:07:11,000 Speaker 3: goes into like, I guess she's stating someone new. 142 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:14,400 Speaker 1: So oh, I thought this was the nigga that tried 143 00:07:14,440 --> 00:07:15,200 Speaker 1: to kill you. 144 00:07:15,200 --> 00:07:22,120 Speaker 2: No, I was okay, so this's a whole number. Okay, 145 00:07:22,200 --> 00:07:25,080 Speaker 2: So then yo, we need to look at her. 146 00:07:25,520 --> 00:07:30,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, because you attracted somebody. This man was your boss. 147 00:07:31,080 --> 00:07:32,760 Speaker 1: He wanted to get what do you do to make 148 00:07:32,840 --> 00:07:34,560 Speaker 1: people do these things to you? 149 00:07:34,680 --> 00:07:37,200 Speaker 2: This is crazy? What the hell? I want to know 150 00:07:37,200 --> 00:07:38,520 Speaker 2: why the nigga try to kill her? 151 00:07:39,200 --> 00:07:40,320 Speaker 4: And I want to hear that story. 152 00:07:40,840 --> 00:07:45,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, that was talking to us about fucking clowney. We know. 153 00:07:45,360 --> 00:07:49,960 Speaker 1: I need to know why a man was really ready 154 00:07:50,000 --> 00:07:52,040 Speaker 1: to kill you after a year and he was your boss. 155 00:07:52,280 --> 00:07:53,880 Speaker 1: He would have certainly went to jail for it, cause 156 00:07:53,920 --> 00:07:56,320 Speaker 1: niggas know that y'all was working together and all of that. 157 00:07:56,440 --> 00:07:58,520 Speaker 1: He probably was like I don't give a fuck this 158 00:07:58,560 --> 00:08:01,320 Speaker 1: which is crazy. Come here, like, I don't know, I 159 00:08:01,400 --> 00:08:03,680 Speaker 1: just need I need more contacts on that first story. 160 00:08:03,720 --> 00:08:06,280 Speaker 1: But you want problem with this person at hand? 161 00:08:06,520 --> 00:08:08,360 Speaker 2: Leave them. It is what it is. 162 00:08:08,400 --> 00:08:10,600 Speaker 1: But you you don't need to get into a relationship. 163 00:08:10,640 --> 00:08:13,000 Speaker 1: You need to figure out yourself. You need to work 164 00:08:13,040 --> 00:08:15,400 Speaker 1: on yourself. You need to love yourself. I know you 165 00:08:15,480 --> 00:08:17,160 Speaker 1: said you don't wear fake jewelry. 166 00:08:17,240 --> 00:08:17,360 Speaker 3: Noll. 167 00:08:17,360 --> 00:08:19,960 Speaker 1: It may sound like you got it all together, but nah, 168 00:08:20,280 --> 00:08:23,560 Speaker 1: you don't. You don't really know what self love is 169 00:08:23,960 --> 00:08:26,000 Speaker 1: because you're still asking should you wait to shut out? 170 00:08:26,000 --> 00:08:27,560 Speaker 2: Wait out for what? What you're gonna be waiting for? 171 00:08:27,600 --> 00:08:28,480 Speaker 2: What you think he gonna do? 172 00:08:29,000 --> 00:08:34,880 Speaker 1: Change one day just suddenly become romantic, like what you 173 00:08:35,080 --> 00:08:36,960 Speaker 1: going on YouTube trying to figure out how to massage 174 00:08:36,960 --> 00:08:38,720 Speaker 1: a nigga who work all the time and all of that. 175 00:08:38,800 --> 00:08:41,080 Speaker 1: And you know you said do I'll do things like 176 00:08:41,120 --> 00:08:43,600 Speaker 1: trips and cruises, but if it comes to something simple, 177 00:08:44,040 --> 00:08:47,400 Speaker 1: it can't get done. Now, I'm not discrediting this man 178 00:08:47,440 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 1: for work, and I'm not saying he's not ever tired 179 00:08:49,480 --> 00:08:51,560 Speaker 1: like men work. Men do need rest, and you know 180 00:08:51,679 --> 00:08:54,920 Speaker 1: men they feed her after being on them all day, 181 00:08:55,000 --> 00:08:55,600 Speaker 1: just like ours. 182 00:08:55,640 --> 00:08:56,720 Speaker 2: Do you know what I'm saying? 183 00:08:56,760 --> 00:09:01,160 Speaker 1: But he doesn't sound like he's good for you to 184 00:09:01,240 --> 00:09:03,000 Speaker 1: be in a relationship with. Sound like somebody you can 185 00:09:03,040 --> 00:09:06,800 Speaker 1: be cool with, But you can't be in a relationship 186 00:09:06,800 --> 00:09:12,520 Speaker 1: with this man. If a relationship lacks romance, intimacy, affection 187 00:09:13,320 --> 00:09:15,960 Speaker 1: nine times out of ten unless both of y'all lack 188 00:09:16,040 --> 00:09:18,440 Speaker 1: that very same thing. That shit is not going to work. 189 00:09:18,840 --> 00:09:21,319 Speaker 1: You want more, you feel like you're giving more than 190 00:09:21,360 --> 00:09:25,520 Speaker 1: you're getting. You know, it's the one side of relationship. 191 00:09:25,600 --> 00:09:28,800 Speaker 1: It seems like, leave and sit down and tell him that, 192 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:30,280 Speaker 1: like it is what it is like. 193 00:09:31,000 --> 00:09:34,560 Speaker 3: Tell him that, especially because they were friends and he 194 00:09:34,640 --> 00:09:36,480 Speaker 3: asked her like three times to be his girl, and 195 00:09:36,520 --> 00:09:38,400 Speaker 3: then on the third one she's like, okay, I got 196 00:09:38,520 --> 00:09:40,959 Speaker 3: like it don't seem like she. 197 00:09:40,720 --> 00:09:42,640 Speaker 1: Didn't even want to fuck with him at first, right, 198 00:09:42,679 --> 00:09:48,560 Speaker 1: and she said that that's not her usual type. So right, 199 00:09:48,679 --> 00:09:50,760 Speaker 1: you were just trying some shit because that was your 200 00:09:50,760 --> 00:09:55,679 Speaker 1: friend and also despiration, Like what the fuck? If you 201 00:09:55,720 --> 00:09:57,760 Speaker 1: know that's not your type and that's not usually your type, 202 00:09:58,000 --> 00:10:00,280 Speaker 1: why would you think to step out the box with 203 00:10:00,360 --> 00:10:02,920 Speaker 1: a friend who you already know as a friend and 204 00:10:02,960 --> 00:10:06,120 Speaker 1: who you're not even attracted to. Maybe it just wasn't 205 00:10:06,160 --> 00:10:07,839 Speaker 1: working for her, or you could say I wanted to 206 00:10:07,920 --> 00:10:11,760 Speaker 1: try something different, but try a stranger, not a motherfucking 207 00:10:11,960 --> 00:10:14,240 Speaker 1: person that you already know, because you know how your 208 00:10:14,280 --> 00:10:14,800 Speaker 1: friend is. 209 00:10:15,679 --> 00:10:16,360 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. 210 00:10:16,880 --> 00:10:20,160 Speaker 3: She was saying she gave him a chance because of 211 00:10:20,200 --> 00:10:22,640 Speaker 3: the she has trusted she's because of her boss. I 212 00:10:22,640 --> 00:10:24,720 Speaker 3: guess I don't know that's how it seems like she 213 00:10:24,760 --> 00:10:25,280 Speaker 3: framed it. 214 00:10:25,640 --> 00:10:28,840 Speaker 1: But okay, I mean I have trust issues too, after 215 00:10:28,840 --> 00:10:31,319 Speaker 1: being in a relationship with a guy who tried to 216 00:10:31,400 --> 00:10:33,920 Speaker 1: kill me. Yeah, so let me just dg somebody who 217 00:10:33,960 --> 00:10:36,200 Speaker 1: I know. Okay, let me date somebody who I know 218 00:10:36,920 --> 00:10:41,600 Speaker 1: is my friend that's gonna eventually choke me at a bar, 219 00:10:41,840 --> 00:10:46,640 Speaker 1: like the fuck it's crazy on me. Okay, So just 220 00:10:46,720 --> 00:10:48,160 Speaker 1: get back with us. I don't even know what to 221 00:10:48,200 --> 00:10:51,360 Speaker 1: tell her, is lord, just get back with us. Tell 222 00:10:51,440 --> 00:10:54,480 Speaker 1: us about the man that wanted to kill you, because 223 00:10:54,520 --> 00:10:56,520 Speaker 1: we want to know that. We want to know how 224 00:10:56,520 --> 00:10:59,880 Speaker 1: that ended up. Have you seen him? How did each 225 00:11:00,240 --> 00:11:02,600 Speaker 1: to kill you? We need to know the details, what 226 00:11:02,880 --> 00:11:04,800 Speaker 1: happened on, what night? 227 00:11:05,000 --> 00:11:05,280 Speaker 2: Was it? 228 00:11:05,320 --> 00:11:08,200 Speaker 1: Like we we really would love to know, all right, 229 00:11:08,320 --> 00:11:11,400 Speaker 1: So get back at us. Hold up, Hold up, I 230 00:11:11,440 --> 00:11:13,400 Speaker 1: know this shit getting good, But listen to just a 231 00:11:13,480 --> 00:11:15,960 Speaker 1: couple seconds of a commercial. If you love me, you'll listen. 232 00:11:17,480 --> 00:11:20,319 Speaker 1: Next story, Taylor, this is crazy. That is definitely one 233 00:11:20,320 --> 00:11:22,040 Speaker 1: of your people. I don't care what you said. You 234 00:11:22,200 --> 00:11:26,040 Speaker 1: see Taylor, your listen because people know she'd be reading 235 00:11:27,440 --> 00:11:29,840 Speaker 1: for the can'tfley rectors now, so they'd be like all 236 00:11:29,880 --> 00:11:32,439 Speaker 1: her friends, these people would tell a friends. 237 00:11:33,120 --> 00:11:34,360 Speaker 4: Yeah, I did not know this. 238 00:11:35,240 --> 00:11:37,079 Speaker 1: And Taylor is a really good person, you know, but 239 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:43,160 Speaker 1: she attracts the craziest most oh my gosh, the craziest friends. 240 00:11:43,400 --> 00:11:45,960 Speaker 1: And I'm like, oh my gosh. And she come up like, 241 00:11:46,400 --> 00:11:49,120 Speaker 1: so my friend wants to know we can like feature 242 00:11:49,320 --> 00:11:52,520 Speaker 1: their story on the next I'm like, lord, baby, your 243 00:11:52,520 --> 00:11:58,280 Speaker 1: friend's got some fucking id TV stories, all right. 244 00:11:58,080 --> 00:11:59,040 Speaker 2: But it is what it is. 245 00:11:59,320 --> 00:12:01,160 Speaker 1: But as long as you'll tailor is a good person, 246 00:12:01,679 --> 00:12:05,480 Speaker 1: all right. 247 00:12:05,640 --> 00:12:09,319 Speaker 4: Ready, Hey, Jess, So I have a friend. 248 00:12:09,600 --> 00:12:11,600 Speaker 3: She's actually been one of my best friends for eight 249 00:12:11,679 --> 00:12:15,600 Speaker 3: years now, but lately we have not been getting along. 250 00:12:16,000 --> 00:12:19,560 Speaker 3: Our communication has been off. So to give a little 251 00:12:19,600 --> 00:12:21,959 Speaker 3: back to Brown story, she just ended things with her 252 00:12:22,000 --> 00:12:25,720 Speaker 3: now x Finally it's been a year because she was 253 00:12:25,840 --> 00:12:29,040 Speaker 3: being real dumb when it came to that relationship. I mean, 254 00:12:29,120 --> 00:12:31,920 Speaker 3: missing all the red flags, like to the point where 255 00:12:31,960 --> 00:12:34,480 Speaker 3: I wanted her to stop telling me about their arguments 256 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,600 Speaker 3: because I knew she wasn't going to leave him, and 257 00:12:36,640 --> 00:12:38,720 Speaker 3: it was getting frustrating that she would ask for advice 258 00:12:38,800 --> 00:12:39,559 Speaker 3: but not take it. 259 00:12:40,000 --> 00:12:41,880 Speaker 4: But fast forward they broke up. 260 00:12:41,880 --> 00:12:44,239 Speaker 3: And has been trying to heal from mis cheating ass 261 00:12:44,679 --> 00:12:47,600 Speaker 3: But with her healing journey, she became a little erratic. 262 00:12:48,120 --> 00:12:50,800 Speaker 3: She found this new passion of hers to basically help 263 00:12:50,840 --> 00:12:54,280 Speaker 3: her community, which is amazing. I'm happy she found a 264 00:12:54,320 --> 00:12:57,480 Speaker 3: new focus. Me, on the other hand, has always supported 265 00:12:57,480 --> 00:13:00,400 Speaker 3: her and been there for her as a friendship. But 266 00:13:00,559 --> 00:13:02,760 Speaker 3: she thinks that I haven't supported her because I'm not 267 00:13:02,880 --> 00:13:06,400 Speaker 3: as passionate as she is to help with her passionate project. 268 00:13:06,600 --> 00:13:09,040 Speaker 3: It's crazy because I have supported her, Like I said, 269 00:13:09,320 --> 00:13:11,920 Speaker 3: I've connected her with people to build a team that 270 00:13:11,960 --> 00:13:15,480 Speaker 3: she needs to help the cause. And let me emphasize, 271 00:13:15,520 --> 00:13:19,440 Speaker 3: when I say she's passionate about it, I'm really saying erratic. 272 00:13:19,520 --> 00:13:22,400 Speaker 3: I almost want to compare her to Kanye going off 273 00:13:22,400 --> 00:13:25,640 Speaker 3: on his rants in episodes. And it can be a lot, 274 00:13:25,800 --> 00:13:28,400 Speaker 3: especially when I have so many things going on in 275 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:30,840 Speaker 3: my personal and work life. So whenever I try to 276 00:13:30,880 --> 00:13:33,400 Speaker 3: speak on what's going on with me, she cuts me 277 00:13:33,440 --> 00:13:36,120 Speaker 3: off to talk about herself or act like she doesn't 278 00:13:36,640 --> 00:13:40,880 Speaker 3: have the time or emotionally or not emotionally available to 279 00:13:40,920 --> 00:13:43,280 Speaker 3: listen to me. Like what the fuck you can come 280 00:13:43,440 --> 00:13:46,240 Speaker 3: emotionally dump on me but I can't tell you about 281 00:13:46,240 --> 00:13:46,760 Speaker 3: my life. 282 00:13:47,120 --> 00:13:49,160 Speaker 4: She will end up apologizing. 283 00:13:48,520 --> 00:13:51,920 Speaker 3: For how she acted, but a real apology is changed behavior, right, 284 00:13:52,520 --> 00:13:54,880 Speaker 3: So basically, I'm asking how do I explain to her 285 00:13:54,920 --> 00:13:57,840 Speaker 3: that I don't need to be fully passionate as she 286 00:13:58,000 --> 00:14:00,440 Speaker 3: is and still support her on her healing your name. 287 00:14:00,760 --> 00:14:03,679 Speaker 3: I also need how finding worse explain she's having an 288 00:14:03,760 --> 00:14:06,839 Speaker 3: unnormal emotional episodes without offending her. 289 00:14:07,240 --> 00:14:08,040 Speaker 2: See, that's the thing. 290 00:14:08,120 --> 00:14:10,559 Speaker 1: We'd be so caught up in trying not to offend 291 00:14:10,600 --> 00:14:12,800 Speaker 1: people that we kind of been the truth that we're 292 00:14:12,840 --> 00:14:16,480 Speaker 1: not allowing ourselves to keep it real. A lot of times, 293 00:14:16,559 --> 00:14:19,560 Speaker 1: motherfuckers need the real. That's just what it is, being honest. 294 00:14:19,600 --> 00:14:21,520 Speaker 1: Like you know how they say the truth hurts, Like 295 00:14:21,600 --> 00:14:24,920 Speaker 1: that's real shit. That's not just a cliche saying. I mean, 296 00:14:24,920 --> 00:14:26,880 Speaker 1: you may feel that it's cliche a lot of people 297 00:14:27,080 --> 00:14:31,640 Speaker 1: because it's used so much, but no, the truth actually hurts, 298 00:14:31,960 --> 00:14:35,240 Speaker 1: and it's honestly sometimes meant to fucking her because sometimes 299 00:14:35,000 --> 00:14:37,480 Speaker 1: that's the only way that you can open somebody's eyes, 300 00:14:38,120 --> 00:14:42,360 Speaker 1: letting them like letting them know, yo, you're fucking up, 301 00:14:42,520 --> 00:14:45,480 Speaker 1: or listen, this is what it is. You're having an 302 00:14:45,520 --> 00:14:48,360 Speaker 1: emotional crisis right now. I don't know what's going on. 303 00:14:49,280 --> 00:14:51,320 Speaker 1: Maybe you need to go see a therapist, maybe you 304 00:14:51,400 --> 00:14:53,640 Speaker 1: need to stop drinking, whatever it is. I'm not saying 305 00:14:53,680 --> 00:14:56,920 Speaker 1: that that's her problem, but you know, just whatever her 306 00:14:57,000 --> 00:14:59,840 Speaker 1: issues are, if you're a really if you're really her, 307 00:15:00,240 --> 00:15:02,680 Speaker 1: y'all really friends, keep that shit a hunted with a show. 308 00:15:02,880 --> 00:15:06,520 Speaker 1: Only appreciate you if not now later. You know what 309 00:15:06,560 --> 00:15:11,440 Speaker 1: I'm saying, Like, stop worrying about offending her, because that 310 00:15:11,640 --> 00:15:15,200 Speaker 1: in itself is low key enabling somebody, like when you 311 00:15:15,240 --> 00:15:18,120 Speaker 1: sugarcoat shit or when you're beating around a bush like, nah, 312 00:15:18,520 --> 00:15:20,600 Speaker 1: you gotta you gotta tell that person. 313 00:15:21,320 --> 00:15:21,560 Speaker 2: Yo. 314 00:15:21,960 --> 00:15:24,880 Speaker 1: You you be unloading on me all the time, like 315 00:15:24,920 --> 00:15:27,160 Speaker 1: I feel like we're in a one sided friendship. That's 316 00:15:27,160 --> 00:15:30,040 Speaker 1: not cool. I'm always available to be a listening ear, 317 00:15:30,400 --> 00:15:33,960 Speaker 1: a shoulder for you to cry on, and a fucking diary, 318 00:15:34,160 --> 00:15:36,640 Speaker 1: your journal. You tell me all of this shit, and 319 00:15:36,680 --> 00:15:40,560 Speaker 1: then when I'm going through something, you're not really there 320 00:15:40,600 --> 00:15:43,160 Speaker 1: because you so knee deep in your shit. You know, 321 00:15:43,280 --> 00:15:48,000 Speaker 1: it's like everything is about you when life is way 322 00:15:48,640 --> 00:15:50,840 Speaker 1: way bigger than just you. 323 00:15:50,840 --> 00:15:52,720 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying, Your life is about you. 324 00:15:52,800 --> 00:15:55,920 Speaker 1: But if you're going to have a friendship and we're 325 00:15:55,920 --> 00:15:59,160 Speaker 1: gonna confide, and you're gonna confide to me. I want 326 00:15:59,160 --> 00:16:01,360 Speaker 1: to feel like I can come fighting you too. Even 327 00:16:01,400 --> 00:16:04,080 Speaker 1: if you have no advice for me, still listen, Because 328 00:16:04,160 --> 00:16:06,520 Speaker 1: how I listen to you and and you I give 329 00:16:06,560 --> 00:16:09,640 Speaker 1: you advice and you don't take that ship. I still 330 00:16:09,680 --> 00:16:12,920 Speaker 1: listen to you, and you feel better after that because 331 00:16:12,920 --> 00:16:16,040 Speaker 1: you got somebody to hear you out and it's not 332 00:16:16,160 --> 00:16:19,600 Speaker 1: just bottled up frustration. I want to feel that too, like, 333 00:16:19,720 --> 00:16:22,000 Speaker 1: and you're my friend, So you know what I'm saying, 334 00:16:22,360 --> 00:16:24,840 Speaker 1: I think you should just keep that ship a honted 335 00:16:24,880 --> 00:16:27,560 Speaker 1: what you think, Taylor, If you love me, you'll listen 336 00:16:27,600 --> 00:16:29,640 Speaker 1: to this commercial and then we'll be right back. 337 00:16:32,760 --> 00:16:38,600 Speaker 4: I want to know what she's saying, like he's saying, 338 00:16:38,920 --> 00:16:40,440 Speaker 4: she goes on Kanye rants. 339 00:16:40,520 --> 00:16:48,480 Speaker 3: So I wonder, like, oh, who told Kanye, Like, was 340 00:16:48,520 --> 00:16:50,840 Speaker 3: anyone they're telling Kanye how he is? 341 00:16:50,840 --> 00:16:52,800 Speaker 4: Because I don't think Kanye would take it while either. 342 00:16:54,080 --> 00:16:57,840 Speaker 1: Yeah, but that's the problem. I think numerous people would 343 00:16:57,840 --> 00:17:00,840 Speaker 1: have told Kanye how he feels. Don't give a fuck. 344 00:17:01,440 --> 00:17:03,480 Speaker 1: But you you also see over the years how many 345 00:17:03,480 --> 00:17:06,600 Speaker 1: people fell back from him too. You get what I'm 346 00:17:06,600 --> 00:17:10,440 Speaker 1: saying like he was everybody's favorite. I'm not talking about fandom. 347 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:13,600 Speaker 1: I'm talking about like people in industry, Like remember him and 348 00:17:13,720 --> 00:17:14,359 Speaker 1: Jay jay. 349 00:17:14,320 --> 00:17:15,800 Speaker 2: Z was really really close with each other. 350 00:17:15,840 --> 00:17:18,040 Speaker 1: And then you know from what they showed us and 351 00:17:18,080 --> 00:17:22,159 Speaker 1: shit and Beyonce and and you know even let's take example, 352 00:17:22,240 --> 00:17:24,359 Speaker 1: look at his fucking marriage. You get what I'm saying, Like, 353 00:17:24,400 --> 00:17:26,840 Speaker 1: how that that I'm not gonna say failed? I mean 354 00:17:26,880 --> 00:17:29,400 Speaker 1: because people go through things and life is always trying. 355 00:17:29,520 --> 00:17:31,560 Speaker 1: You know, some things work out, some things don't. 356 00:17:31,720 --> 00:17:33,679 Speaker 2: But we've seen. 357 00:17:33,520 --> 00:17:36,879 Speaker 1: People come and go in Kanye's life and yeah, he is. 358 00:17:37,000 --> 00:17:39,800 Speaker 1: He's a radical and he's passionate about his beliefs. I'm 359 00:17:39,800 --> 00:17:41,639 Speaker 1: not saying he goes off the deep end all the 360 00:17:41,680 --> 00:17:44,120 Speaker 1: time because a lot of times, shit did that man 361 00:17:44,200 --> 00:17:44,600 Speaker 1: be saying? 362 00:17:44,960 --> 00:17:46,760 Speaker 2: Be having me thinking? You get what I'm saying. 363 00:17:46,760 --> 00:17:49,600 Speaker 1: But then he has some things that he say because 364 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:53,520 Speaker 1: he also is promotion king, promotional king, He'll say shit 365 00:17:53,600 --> 00:17:55,480 Speaker 1: that he know is going to have the world in 366 00:17:55,520 --> 00:17:58,439 Speaker 1: an uproar just to sell a new album or to 367 00:17:58,680 --> 00:18:01,600 Speaker 1: sell a pair of fucking shoes or whatever, you know, 368 00:18:01,840 --> 00:18:04,680 Speaker 1: dropping them dropping a new project. Yeah, to get the 369 00:18:04,760 --> 00:18:07,320 Speaker 1: number one album I'm gonna say this shit a week 370 00:18:07,359 --> 00:18:08,280 Speaker 1: before I drop it. 371 00:18:08,520 --> 00:18:10,080 Speaker 2: Have everybody, you know. 372 00:18:11,080 --> 00:18:13,639 Speaker 1: So I think he's more calculated than people give him 373 00:18:14,720 --> 00:18:15,240 Speaker 1: credit for. 374 00:18:16,040 --> 00:18:18,560 Speaker 2: However, he still has a radical way. 375 00:18:18,440 --> 00:18:22,760 Speaker 1: Of thinking when it comes to certain things. But as 376 00:18:22,800 --> 00:18:27,439 Speaker 1: her friend, if she don't take to like the conversation 377 00:18:27,520 --> 00:18:29,960 Speaker 1: that I think she should have with her, then you 378 00:18:30,080 --> 00:18:32,840 Speaker 1: just got to fall back. You know, friends go separate 379 00:18:32,840 --> 00:18:35,600 Speaker 1: ways each and every day all the time. I've lost 380 00:18:35,800 --> 00:18:38,360 Speaker 1: many of friends. I've lost a lot of friends just 381 00:18:38,480 --> 00:18:39,960 Speaker 1: telling people business on a radio. 382 00:18:40,200 --> 00:18:42,960 Speaker 2: You know what I'm saying. So it is what it is, 383 00:18:43,400 --> 00:18:44,959 Speaker 2: you know, and I get it. 384 00:18:45,000 --> 00:18:49,240 Speaker 1: But friends break up all the time, and not that 385 00:18:49,320 --> 00:18:52,400 Speaker 1: it's a good thing, but sometimes you need to outgrow 386 00:18:52,440 --> 00:18:55,520 Speaker 1: a person. She seems a little selfish that the other 387 00:18:55,600 --> 00:18:58,159 Speaker 1: friends seems just a little selfish. You know. She always 388 00:18:58,240 --> 00:19:01,520 Speaker 1: want to be heard and shit, but she don't want 389 00:19:01,520 --> 00:19:04,399 Speaker 1: to hear nobody. I know, somebody like that I'm close with. 390 00:19:04,600 --> 00:19:07,080 Speaker 1: You know what I'm saying, Yeah, like, don't nobody. That's 391 00:19:07,160 --> 00:19:11,680 Speaker 1: that's crazy. That's crazy. So check back in, Mama, yep, 392 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:13,600 Speaker 1: had that? Oh my god, I sound like envy. What 393 00:19:13,640 --> 00:19:17,320 Speaker 1: the fuck is mama? Oh my god, did you just 394 00:19:17,359 --> 00:19:23,320 Speaker 1: hear that said hold up, hold, I sound like y'all 395 00:19:23,320 --> 00:19:26,920 Speaker 1: said check back in, mama. First of all, Josh, that's 396 00:19:27,040 --> 00:19:30,959 Speaker 1: not you don't even call nobody, no fucking mama. 397 00:19:33,160 --> 00:19:33,520 Speaker 3: Girl. 398 00:19:34,680 --> 00:19:39,120 Speaker 1: Fucking breakfast club was crazy, but yeah, check back and sweetie, 399 00:19:39,400 --> 00:19:44,200 Speaker 1: and yeah. 400 00:19:44,160 --> 00:19:46,000 Speaker 2: Like I almost want to be like check back in, bitch, 401 00:19:46,320 --> 00:19:51,720 Speaker 2: because I need to have this baby tail. That's what 402 00:19:51,760 --> 00:19:53,240 Speaker 2: the fuck I needed. 403 00:19:53,720 --> 00:19:55,520 Speaker 1: And before we before we get out of here in 404 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:58,840 Speaker 1: this episode, Joe, I'm gonna let y'all know, I've been 405 00:19:58,880 --> 00:20:03,280 Speaker 1: asking people like, what are ways that I can you know, 406 00:20:03,400 --> 00:20:06,439 Speaker 1: have this baby and this that and the other, and 407 00:20:06,520 --> 00:20:09,040 Speaker 1: can't you believe like people have been telling me, Well, 408 00:20:09,160 --> 00:20:10,200 Speaker 1: this one lady called. 409 00:20:10,040 --> 00:20:13,000 Speaker 2: Up the record club and was like, go outside and 410 00:20:13,080 --> 00:20:13,840 Speaker 2: double dutch. 411 00:20:13,880 --> 00:20:19,480 Speaker 1: I'm like, bitch, that sounds like I'm trying to give 412 00:20:19,520 --> 00:20:20,560 Speaker 1: my baby seizures. 413 00:20:20,760 --> 00:20:21,560 Speaker 2: I don't like that. 414 00:20:21,960 --> 00:20:23,200 Speaker 1: I wouldn't a First of all, I don't even know 415 00:20:23,200 --> 00:20:26,080 Speaker 1: how to double dutch, first of all, but I can 416 00:20:26,160 --> 00:20:30,080 Speaker 1: regular jump rope, but no, I don't want to double dutch. No. 417 00:20:30,240 --> 00:20:32,639 Speaker 3: I feel much better because I felt like when I 418 00:20:32,640 --> 00:20:34,720 Speaker 3: was younger than I because I didn't know how to 419 00:20:34,720 --> 00:20:38,720 Speaker 3: double dutch, like jump in like. 420 00:20:39,400 --> 00:20:40,080 Speaker 2: That's the thing. 421 00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:42,639 Speaker 1: I know how to jump in, I don't know how 422 00:20:42,680 --> 00:20:44,280 Speaker 1: to keep going. Once I'm in there, I'm done. I'll 423 00:20:44,280 --> 00:20:47,080 Speaker 1: be right back out. Girl, I get in there and 424 00:20:47,119 --> 00:20:50,800 Speaker 1: then standing there looking at me, Yeah, it's the food work, 425 00:20:51,720 --> 00:20:54,440 Speaker 1: I'll be I know my dumb is tripping fall trying 426 00:20:54,440 --> 00:20:56,640 Speaker 1: to have a baby double Dutch and the ship. 427 00:20:57,080 --> 00:20:58,200 Speaker 2: Then what who do I say? 428 00:20:58,480 --> 00:20:58,560 Speaker 3: Like? 429 00:20:58,680 --> 00:21:00,800 Speaker 2: No, you know who the fuck? 430 00:21:01,560 --> 00:21:04,560 Speaker 1: But and then somebody else said drink cast or oil. 431 00:21:05,600 --> 00:21:09,720 Speaker 1: And mind you, so more people than said that than 432 00:21:09,720 --> 00:21:12,080 Speaker 1: anything else other than you know, having sex and walking 433 00:21:12,080 --> 00:21:15,040 Speaker 1: and all of that stuff, which sex hurts at this 434 00:21:15,160 --> 00:21:17,399 Speaker 1: point right now. But I think that may be the 435 00:21:17,440 --> 00:21:22,160 Speaker 1: best bad because I don't want to drink cast or oil. 436 00:21:22,240 --> 00:21:24,520 Speaker 1: First of all, any the little thing makes me throw up, 437 00:21:24,520 --> 00:21:26,240 Speaker 1: so I would hate to drink it. And it don't 438 00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:30,080 Speaker 1: work and it makes me throw up. And then it's 439 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:33,240 Speaker 1: oil so it's thick. And then I remember greasing my 440 00:21:33,359 --> 00:21:35,000 Speaker 1: hair with cast oil. I remember my mother and my 441 00:21:35,000 --> 00:21:38,200 Speaker 1: grandmother putting castle oil on my hair. That's not something 442 00:21:38,200 --> 00:21:40,480 Speaker 1: that I would ever think could go inside of my 443 00:21:40,560 --> 00:21:44,960 Speaker 1: body while I'm pregnant. That's crazy. And then I'm thinking 444 00:21:44,960 --> 00:21:47,320 Speaker 1: about just putting ice in there having a little cut 445 00:21:47,359 --> 00:21:49,720 Speaker 1: with a lemon on the side, like no, it's it's 446 00:21:49,840 --> 00:21:52,960 Speaker 1: too much, Like I can't think about that as a beverage, 447 00:21:53,640 --> 00:21:57,000 Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, And my daughter fucking around me, 448 00:21:57,160 --> 00:22:00,480 Speaker 1: like what the fuck is this? And what if stay 449 00:22:00,560 --> 00:22:02,800 Speaker 1: in there just because of that? Like, oh, hell no, 450 00:22:02,840 --> 00:22:04,000 Speaker 1: I'm really not coming out now. 451 00:22:06,840 --> 00:22:09,000 Speaker 2: I don't know, y'all. I don't know. I don't know. 452 00:22:09,240 --> 00:22:10,400 Speaker 2: I'm kind of scared. 453 00:22:11,440 --> 00:22:14,520 Speaker 1: But either way, we're gonna get out of here now, y'all, 454 00:22:14,520 --> 00:22:18,560 Speaker 1: we've come to get the end of another carefully reckless 455 00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:21,240 Speaker 1: episode with your girl just hilarious and your girl Taylor. 456 00:22:21,440 --> 00:22:25,360 Speaker 1: Taylor say thank you, thank you guys. All right, y'all 457 00:22:25,359 --> 00:22:27,360 Speaker 1: and y'all welcome. She did slow down and did talk 458 00:22:27,400 --> 00:22:29,760 Speaker 1: to about her reading, y'a because y'all was grinding her airship. 459 00:22:30,280 --> 00:22:31,480 Speaker 2: But it's all good. 460 00:22:31,560 --> 00:22:33,360 Speaker 1: It's all good at the head this baby, I'm gonna 461 00:22:33,400 --> 00:22:35,960 Speaker 1: be back to reading or whatever, or maybe Taylor will 462 00:22:35,960 --> 00:22:37,280 Speaker 1: be better by then. 463 00:22:39,800 --> 00:22:41,439 Speaker 2: And then my I keep on saying. 464 00:22:41,400 --> 00:22:43,439 Speaker 1: My deepest fan boys, But until y'all come up with 465 00:22:43,480 --> 00:22:45,560 Speaker 1: an outro for me, I'm gonna just be saying bye, 466 00:22:45,800 --> 00:22:46,240 Speaker 1: see y'all. 467 00:22:46,320 --> 00:23:32,600 Speaker 2: Next Wednesday, I Love y'all. Say Bye. 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