1 00:00:10,720 --> 00:00:15,239 Speaker 1: Hey, everybody, welcome to another episode of I Saw What 2 00:00:15,280 --> 00:00:17,240 Speaker 1: You Did. My name is Millie to Jericho. 3 00:00:17,800 --> 00:00:19,279 Speaker 2: I'm Danielle Henderson. 4 00:00:19,720 --> 00:00:23,240 Speaker 1: And this is a film podcast for you all. How's 5 00:00:23,239 --> 00:00:25,920 Speaker 1: it going, Danielle going great. 6 00:00:26,000 --> 00:00:30,440 Speaker 2: I have some homemade coffee today in my dollic mug. 7 00:00:31,360 --> 00:00:35,040 Speaker 1: Oh, a dollic mug. I was like, what, it's a 8 00:00:35,040 --> 00:00:35,839 Speaker 1: doctor who thing. 9 00:00:36,120 --> 00:00:38,239 Speaker 2: It's a doctor who thing. I drink my coffee out 10 00:00:38,240 --> 00:00:41,640 Speaker 2: of a a blue mug that has the white schematics 11 00:00:41,640 --> 00:00:44,360 Speaker 2: of a dollic on it, and it's my mug, Like 12 00:00:44,400 --> 00:00:46,760 Speaker 2: when people come to visit. I don't get crazy if 13 00:00:46,760 --> 00:00:50,640 Speaker 2: somebody grabs it out of the yeah cabinet, but I'm like, 14 00:00:50,760 --> 00:00:51,919 Speaker 2: that's that's my mug. 15 00:00:51,880 --> 00:00:52,920 Speaker 1: That's Papa's mug. 16 00:00:53,080 --> 00:00:53,280 Speaker 2: Yeah. 17 00:00:53,320 --> 00:00:56,520 Speaker 1: No, I totally get it. I totally have my nerdy 18 00:00:56,560 --> 00:00:57,440 Speaker 1: nerdy mug. 19 00:00:57,520 --> 00:00:58,440 Speaker 2: It's a really cute one. 20 00:00:58,840 --> 00:01:01,680 Speaker 1: I like it cute. I drink my coffee out of 21 00:01:02,200 --> 00:01:11,600 Speaker 1: this ninety six ounce insulated yetty thing because I need 22 00:01:12,120 --> 00:01:15,240 Speaker 1: the uh, the container to be as large as possible. 23 00:01:15,680 --> 00:01:17,399 Speaker 2: So I don't know why people are popping off on 24 00:01:17,440 --> 00:01:20,039 Speaker 2: that Stanley mug so much, because that Yetni mug is 25 00:01:20,760 --> 00:01:23,959 Speaker 2: minimum three times a side listen. 26 00:01:24,360 --> 00:01:28,319 Speaker 1: I don't want to, like I'm not ready to, you know, 27 00:01:28,400 --> 00:01:36,120 Speaker 1: show an a filiation necessarily, but because I feel like, 28 00:01:36,760 --> 00:01:42,520 Speaker 1: weirdly enough, there is such identity when it comes to 29 00:01:42,560 --> 00:01:46,720 Speaker 1: these fucking insulated mugs. Like people are like, who are 30 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:49,440 Speaker 1: you like a Stanley person? Are you a Yetty person? 31 00:01:49,480 --> 00:01:49,640 Speaker 2: Oh? 32 00:01:49,640 --> 00:01:53,960 Speaker 1: Wait, are you like a hydroflask person? Wow? That's really 33 00:01:54,000 --> 00:01:56,760 Speaker 1: old school. I'm like, what, how how did we come 34 00:01:56,840 --> 00:01:59,400 Speaker 1: up to with this, with this taxonomy? 35 00:01:59,600 --> 00:02:02,800 Speaker 2: This is green while I'm a person from the nineties 36 00:02:02,800 --> 00:02:05,320 Speaker 2: who's like, oh, I'm a You're lucky I'm drinking water 37 00:02:05,360 --> 00:02:09,079 Speaker 2: on purpose person. Yeah, because we didn't grow up with that, 38 00:02:09,720 --> 00:02:11,200 Speaker 2: we didn't grow up hydrated. 39 00:02:11,840 --> 00:02:13,400 Speaker 1: And so if I'm drinking water on. 40 00:02:13,360 --> 00:02:16,400 Speaker 2: Purpose, whether it's out of a jelly jar or my 41 00:02:16,480 --> 00:02:19,960 Speaker 2: fucking cupped palm, yeah, congratulations. 42 00:02:20,400 --> 00:02:22,720 Speaker 1: I remember when there was a brief period of time, 43 00:02:22,800 --> 00:02:25,120 Speaker 1: like I don't know, maybe like last year, where people 44 00:02:25,160 --> 00:02:30,440 Speaker 1: were going back to those like nalgalene analgaene. Yeah, analgene 45 00:02:30,480 --> 00:02:34,639 Speaker 1: is that it's is saying analgae, Yeah, analogy. I've said 46 00:02:34,639 --> 00:02:39,799 Speaker 1: it wrong for so long, twenty years, twenty years because 47 00:02:39,840 --> 00:02:41,520 Speaker 1: then and then I was like, okay, so what's the 48 00:02:41,520 --> 00:02:45,000 Speaker 1: purpose of this. This doesn't even keep anything cold, So 49 00:02:45,040 --> 00:02:49,120 Speaker 1: what are we doing here? It's so stupid. I went 50 00:02:49,200 --> 00:02:51,520 Speaker 1: to put the fuck and then this standley thing is 51 00:02:51,760 --> 00:02:55,359 Speaker 1: outrageous because it's like people are like punching each other 52 00:02:55,400 --> 00:02:59,400 Speaker 1: in the face to get these like limited edition ones. 53 00:03:00,240 --> 00:03:02,160 Speaker 1: I forget one and the Starbucks one. 54 00:03:02,760 --> 00:03:05,640 Speaker 2: I barely understood that shit when it was for Cabbage 55 00:03:05,639 --> 00:03:08,200 Speaker 2: Patch Kids, which was something I actually wanted. And I'm like, 56 00:03:08,200 --> 00:03:11,120 Speaker 2: why are you fighting over these cute little dolls? I 57 00:03:11,200 --> 00:03:13,920 Speaker 2: won one hundred percent. I'm not understanding people fighting over 58 00:03:13,960 --> 00:03:16,399 Speaker 2: these mugs and target for their little kids to carr 59 00:03:16,400 --> 00:03:18,119 Speaker 2: and kids are getting beat up in school. 60 00:03:17,800 --> 00:03:18,480 Speaker 1: For their mugs. 61 00:03:18,960 --> 00:03:22,080 Speaker 2: Yeah, capitalism is crazy, y'all. 62 00:03:22,120 --> 00:03:22,840 Speaker 1: Get y'all know. 63 00:03:22,960 --> 00:03:25,640 Speaker 2: I just want to make sure everyone knows you don't 64 00:03:25,720 --> 00:03:28,160 Speaker 2: have to do this. You don't have to participate in 65 00:03:28,280 --> 00:03:32,280 Speaker 2: any level of capitalism that encourages you to fight people. 66 00:03:32,560 --> 00:03:35,280 Speaker 1: You know. It's so funny you mentioned this because lately 67 00:03:35,480 --> 00:03:40,680 Speaker 1: I have been scrolling through your Instagram stories and I've 68 00:03:41,240 --> 00:03:43,960 Speaker 1: come to the conclusion that you're in a very anti 69 00:03:44,080 --> 00:03:50,119 Speaker 1: capitalist moment right now. Yes, like you've had some You've 70 00:03:50,160 --> 00:03:53,840 Speaker 1: had some takes late lately, that's like, you know, really 71 00:03:53,880 --> 00:03:57,480 Speaker 1: burning the house down, which I really Oh the whole 72 00:03:57,520 --> 00:04:00,920 Speaker 1: thing about the beauty, the beauty Indus stuff that you 73 00:04:01,040 --> 00:04:02,000 Speaker 1: posted the other day. 74 00:04:02,680 --> 00:04:06,040 Speaker 2: Yeah yeah, I was on one. Yeah that's what happens. 75 00:04:06,040 --> 00:04:07,760 Speaker 2: I get like a wild hair and I'm just like, 76 00:04:08,040 --> 00:04:10,280 Speaker 2: y'all gotta hear about it today. And it's always on 77 00:04:10,320 --> 00:04:12,560 Speaker 2: like a Sunday morning when people are relaxing or going 78 00:04:12,560 --> 00:04:14,440 Speaker 2: to church or whatever, and then they open Instagram and 79 00:04:14,480 --> 00:04:15,960 Speaker 2: I'm like, stop being in a. 80 00:04:15,880 --> 00:04:19,360 Speaker 1: Bullshit yeah no, and listen. It's a it's a good 81 00:04:19,400 --> 00:04:23,200 Speaker 1: reminder because I gotta tell you, I realize. I mean, 82 00:04:23,240 --> 00:04:26,000 Speaker 1: this is if you've listened to the past, like I 83 00:04:26,000 --> 00:04:30,000 Speaker 1: don't know, ten episodes, you've probably maybe if you're smart, 84 00:04:30,240 --> 00:04:33,320 Speaker 1: put together this like arc of what's happening in my 85 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:37,200 Speaker 1: life right now, which is that I've just been participating 86 00:04:37,360 --> 00:04:40,400 Speaker 1: in the lowest forms of culture. I think every like 87 00:04:41,080 --> 00:04:47,120 Speaker 1: ever in historic historically Millie like, I'm just an absolute 88 00:04:47,160 --> 00:04:51,480 Speaker 1: dumbass right now. I have no desire for anything. And 89 00:04:51,480 --> 00:04:55,279 Speaker 1: it's it's this moment where I'm like, I have I've 90 00:04:55,320 --> 00:04:59,880 Speaker 1: connected the dots and I've realized that it is probably 91 00:05:00,120 --> 00:05:03,279 Speaker 1: due to some kind of depression that I've experienced in 92 00:05:03,279 --> 00:05:05,280 Speaker 1: the past year and a half because I was unemployed, 93 00:05:05,720 --> 00:05:07,920 Speaker 1: and I'm like, okay, so let's put that. Let's fucking 94 00:05:08,000 --> 00:05:10,800 Speaker 1: put this puzzle together. What am I into right now? Uh? 95 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:18,040 Speaker 1: Reality TV, TikTok k pop buying shit four hundred and 96 00:05:18,120 --> 00:05:23,240 Speaker 1: ninety dollars Cardigans. I'm like, yo, this is this is 97 00:05:23,480 --> 00:05:26,279 Speaker 1: not random. This is all happening at the same time, 98 00:05:26,800 --> 00:05:27,440 Speaker 1: san it is. 99 00:05:27,520 --> 00:05:29,440 Speaker 2: It has felt like a cry for help. But I 100 00:05:29,480 --> 00:05:35,440 Speaker 2: don't judge. It's it's felt abnormally millied to me, but 101 00:05:35,520 --> 00:05:36,279 Speaker 2: I don't judge. 102 00:05:36,600 --> 00:05:39,479 Speaker 1: I listen, I and I appreciate you not judging me. 103 00:05:40,120 --> 00:05:43,039 Speaker 1: But I mean, at least I'm glad I figured it 104 00:05:43,080 --> 00:05:47,920 Speaker 1: out myself before anybody stopped me. But it's that thing 105 00:05:48,000 --> 00:05:50,880 Speaker 1: where it's like I need a shock to the system. 106 00:05:50,960 --> 00:05:53,800 Speaker 1: I needed that. I needed somebody to be like, bitch, 107 00:05:53,839 --> 00:05:58,400 Speaker 1: what the fuck are you doing? Like get your life together? 108 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:02,120 Speaker 1: Like stop doing And it wasn't meant for me. It 109 00:06:02,160 --> 00:06:05,279 Speaker 1: was meant for everyone who was watching your stories. But 110 00:06:05,360 --> 00:06:06,680 Speaker 1: it was good to you know. 111 00:06:07,279 --> 00:06:13,240 Speaker 2: I got so many messages from friends about the positive 112 00:06:13,279 --> 00:06:15,840 Speaker 2: about that story, saying almost the same exact thing, like, yo, 113 00:06:15,960 --> 00:06:17,280 Speaker 2: I fucking needed to hear this shit. 114 00:06:17,920 --> 00:06:23,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, like, and honestly, I have reached this point where 115 00:06:24,120 --> 00:06:28,000 Speaker 1: I have reached a saturation point. Okay, I deleted TikTok. 116 00:06:29,320 --> 00:06:32,240 Speaker 1: I deactivated TikTok. I deactivated it. 117 00:06:32,279 --> 00:06:38,880 Speaker 2: I'm gonna send you an edible arrangement congratulations today because 118 00:06:38,880 --> 00:06:39,599 Speaker 2: that's huge. 119 00:06:40,000 --> 00:06:41,320 Speaker 1: Oh, it's huge. 120 00:06:42,240 --> 00:06:43,480 Speaker 2: The cornerstone of your summer. 121 00:06:44,000 --> 00:06:46,719 Speaker 1: I know it's been a TikTok summer. I just I 122 00:06:46,880 --> 00:06:49,000 Speaker 1: had to for so many reasons. It was just getting 123 00:06:50,160 --> 00:06:53,760 Speaker 1: it was getting too wild and there you know how 124 00:06:53,880 --> 00:06:57,040 Speaker 1: like when you've been it's kind of like anything that 125 00:06:57,080 --> 00:07:00,640 Speaker 1: you've done really hard that's for you know, whatever length 126 00:07:00,640 --> 00:07:03,880 Speaker 1: of time where you just just naturally get sick of 127 00:07:03,920 --> 00:07:06,359 Speaker 1: it and you swing in this other direction and you're like, 128 00:07:06,400 --> 00:07:09,560 Speaker 1: what's the opposite of what I've been doing? I want 129 00:07:09,960 --> 00:07:11,080 Speaker 1: to go back. 130 00:07:10,880 --> 00:07:11,520 Speaker 2: To my. 131 00:07:13,320 --> 00:07:18,680 Speaker 1: Snob intellect roots, Like, let's go back to being a 132 00:07:18,760 --> 00:07:26,920 Speaker 1: fucking insufferable bitch about being smart and interesting and cultured. 133 00:07:27,400 --> 00:07:30,640 Speaker 2: Can I say, from my observation, we have had our 134 00:07:30,680 --> 00:07:34,280 Speaker 2: reckless summer, each in our own different way. You had 135 00:07:34,280 --> 00:07:39,320 Speaker 2: a reckless summer. May I possibly introduce that you are 136 00:07:39,480 --> 00:07:41,320 Speaker 2: entering the age of elegance. 137 00:07:42,200 --> 00:07:46,520 Speaker 1: Finally, Jesus, I'm the last quession on this podcast to 138 00:07:46,880 --> 00:07:51,640 Speaker 1: reach the age of elegance. You and Casey were already there. 139 00:07:51,680 --> 00:07:54,120 Speaker 1: You're like, yo, looking at your watch, It's like, what 140 00:07:54,280 --> 00:07:57,080 Speaker 1: the fuck? Oh good, No, I love it. 141 00:07:57,160 --> 00:08:01,080 Speaker 2: I feel like it's all an ebb and flow and 142 00:08:01,120 --> 00:08:04,560 Speaker 2: it's all just part of the rhythms of life. And 143 00:08:04,640 --> 00:08:08,040 Speaker 2: sometimes you need things to fill a space or to 144 00:08:08,080 --> 00:08:11,280 Speaker 2: fill a block of time, and you get through it. 145 00:08:11,360 --> 00:08:13,200 Speaker 2: And that's what's important, is that you get through it 146 00:08:13,240 --> 00:08:15,520 Speaker 2: and you and you've been happy and you haven't been like, 147 00:08:15,520 --> 00:08:17,720 Speaker 2: you haven't felt depressed to me, even though these actions 148 00:08:17,800 --> 00:08:21,240 Speaker 2: might feel depressing to you. As a matter of course, 149 00:08:21,760 --> 00:08:24,160 Speaker 2: you've been happy and enjoying shit and going out and 150 00:08:24,200 --> 00:08:26,800 Speaker 2: being with people, and so I'm not worried. 151 00:08:26,480 --> 00:08:27,080 Speaker 1: About you at all. 152 00:08:27,120 --> 00:08:28,840 Speaker 2: I just feel like, yeah, there's a little bit of 153 00:08:28,880 --> 00:08:32,400 Speaker 2: a little kickback that you had to be like, all right, 154 00:08:32,440 --> 00:08:38,160 Speaker 2: I'm just going full fucking force into the id, the ego, 155 00:08:38,280 --> 00:08:40,520 Speaker 2: whatever part of you. That's just like, I'm gonna be 156 00:08:40,520 --> 00:08:44,160 Speaker 2: about all whatever makes me happy right now. Yeah. 157 00:08:44,320 --> 00:08:48,240 Speaker 1: No, it's true. But it's funny because I gotta tell you, 158 00:08:48,280 --> 00:08:50,760 Speaker 1: like your movie this week we'll talk about it later. 159 00:08:51,760 --> 00:08:56,480 Speaker 1: Was kind of this confirmation of sorts because I was 160 00:08:56,520 --> 00:08:59,880 Speaker 1: basically like, I mean, we'll talk about it, but you know, 161 00:09:00,960 --> 00:09:04,200 Speaker 1: your film to me is like like such a comfort 162 00:09:04,240 --> 00:09:08,120 Speaker 1: movie in a way, and I just like having it 163 00:09:08,160 --> 00:09:12,160 Speaker 1: on in the house, like yep, I just do. And 164 00:09:12,240 --> 00:09:19,360 Speaker 1: I was like watching it, listening to it doing things going, oh, yeah, 165 00:09:19,360 --> 00:09:23,240 Speaker 1: there are people who actually like write songs and perform like, 166 00:09:23,920 --> 00:09:32,400 Speaker 1: you know, like real artistic music. That's the something that 167 00:09:32,440 --> 00:09:36,280 Speaker 1: what I've been listening to isn't artistic necessarily, or maybe 168 00:09:36,320 --> 00:09:38,440 Speaker 1: I am saying that I don't know what I'm saying. 169 00:09:38,800 --> 00:09:44,320 Speaker 1: All I'm saying is that like all the pop, extremely poppy, 170 00:09:44,559 --> 00:09:47,960 Speaker 1: you know, like high level music industry stuff that I've 171 00:09:48,000 --> 00:09:52,640 Speaker 1: been listening to, I'm just like, I don't know, I 172 00:09:52,679 --> 00:09:55,840 Speaker 1: need I need the escape from that is possibly like 173 00:09:55,880 --> 00:09:59,840 Speaker 1: Emmy Lou Harris, right, It's like so it's like Joni Mitchell. 174 00:10:00,240 --> 00:10:04,640 Speaker 1: It's you know, absolutely freaking the total opposite of what 175 00:10:04,679 --> 00:10:06,400 Speaker 1: I've been listening to. And I was like, I love this. 176 00:10:06,400 --> 00:10:08,960 Speaker 1: This is the world that I am from, and this 177 00:10:09,040 --> 00:10:12,000 Speaker 1: is the world that I love and I'm back and 178 00:10:12,080 --> 00:10:14,000 Speaker 1: you can love it all, but you don't need. 179 00:10:14,520 --> 00:10:17,400 Speaker 2: I'm glad that you are no longer watching or sending 180 00:10:17,440 --> 00:10:20,840 Speaker 2: to me those creepy ass videos of those K pop 181 00:10:20,880 --> 00:10:23,000 Speaker 2: guys being like, I'm in love with you, I want 182 00:10:23,000 --> 00:10:26,040 Speaker 2: to tell you my deepest thoughts from like their bedrooms. 183 00:10:27,400 --> 00:10:29,400 Speaker 2: That is some twisted shit. The way they talk to 184 00:10:29,480 --> 00:10:34,360 Speaker 2: their fans is fucking crazy and up to make you 185 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:38,520 Speaker 2: feel connected in a weird way. That you So, I'm glad. 186 00:10:38,559 --> 00:10:40,319 Speaker 2: I feel like you've escaped from some kind of cult. 187 00:10:40,760 --> 00:10:43,880 Speaker 1: It's parasocial for sure, but I'm gonna tell you right now, 188 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:48,480 Speaker 1: it's not just these dudes. No, a lot of people 189 00:10:49,080 --> 00:10:52,640 Speaker 1: like so, my friends Jacob and Meghan, they're a married couple, 190 00:10:52,800 --> 00:10:55,480 Speaker 1: Jacob who used to be a producer for TCM Summer Ground. 191 00:10:55,960 --> 00:10:59,600 Speaker 1: They were like, have you seen these videos of these 192 00:10:59,720 --> 00:11:04,960 Speaker 1: like I guess they're straight guys on TikTok who are 193 00:11:05,800 --> 00:11:08,439 Speaker 1: pretending to be your boyfriend. Like they do these things 194 00:11:08,480 --> 00:11:10,880 Speaker 1: where they like they are in the camera and they're 195 00:11:10,960 --> 00:11:13,920 Speaker 1: just like and they're all corny as fuck, Like they 196 00:11:13,960 --> 00:11:19,480 Speaker 1: are the corniest idiots ever. And it's stuff like they're 197 00:11:19,520 --> 00:11:22,280 Speaker 1: like looking in the camera and being like, my queen, 198 00:11:22,600 --> 00:11:26,520 Speaker 1: let me get you your latte this morning. And it's 199 00:11:26,559 --> 00:11:30,400 Speaker 1: this like weird, like it feels like this ai simulation 200 00:11:30,559 --> 00:11:35,520 Speaker 1: of a boyfriend, like a complete, like perfect boyfriend guy. 201 00:11:35,960 --> 00:11:40,280 Speaker 1: And I'm just like this is so derage, like what 202 00:11:40,360 --> 00:11:44,360 Speaker 1: are we doing listed? But Jacob and Mega were telling 203 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:49,040 Speaker 1: me that there are there's actually accounts on Instagram that 204 00:11:49,160 --> 00:11:52,400 Speaker 1: compile the best of the best, like they're just like, 205 00:11:52,679 --> 00:11:55,520 Speaker 1: look at how fucking weird this is and stupid, and 206 00:11:55,720 --> 00:11:59,120 Speaker 1: I scream like I just I just look at these 207 00:11:59,120 --> 00:12:01,600 Speaker 1: Instagram accounts and it's just like I don't know whoever 208 00:12:01,679 --> 00:12:05,520 Speaker 1: has created them is like totally you know, totally like 209 00:12:05,600 --> 00:12:08,960 Speaker 1: making fun of these guys that I live. I just 210 00:12:09,120 --> 00:12:13,720 Speaker 1: live for it so funny. But to your point, it's 211 00:12:13,760 --> 00:12:20,800 Speaker 1: this crazy culture of like parasocial parish socialism is that 212 00:12:21,080 --> 00:12:22,160 Speaker 1: the way to put it. 213 00:12:22,240 --> 00:12:26,280 Speaker 2: Like it feels like it's beyond parasocialism and goes straight 214 00:12:26,360 --> 00:12:33,320 Speaker 2: into a weird mental health scenario because parasocial is just like, 215 00:12:33,360 --> 00:12:35,000 Speaker 2: you know, I listen to a lot of podcasts, and 216 00:12:35,040 --> 00:12:37,000 Speaker 2: I feel like I know a lot about a lot 217 00:12:37,040 --> 00:12:40,000 Speaker 2: of the podcast hosts that I personally listen to, and 218 00:12:40,120 --> 00:12:43,360 Speaker 2: so I'm kind of invested in them in some way. 219 00:12:44,240 --> 00:12:46,960 Speaker 2: This is like I'm looking directly at you in the camera, 220 00:12:47,120 --> 00:12:49,120 Speaker 2: and even though I'm talking to eight million people, I'm 221 00:12:49,160 --> 00:12:52,040 Speaker 2: telling you that you're my fucking girlfriend. Like that is 222 00:12:52,080 --> 00:12:53,680 Speaker 2: a different fucking level. 223 00:12:54,280 --> 00:12:56,080 Speaker 1: Yeah. I mean it's kind of like the whole like 224 00:12:56,280 --> 00:13:00,320 Speaker 1: boyfriend coded thing that's going on where people say, you know, 225 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:02,880 Speaker 1: this person is boyfriend coded or whatever, and I'm just like, 226 00:13:03,920 --> 00:13:06,720 Speaker 1: is it you like modeling a good partner? Is that 227 00:13:06,760 --> 00:13:08,760 Speaker 1: why we're doing this is that we're just kind of like, 228 00:13:09,280 --> 00:13:12,600 Speaker 1: I don't know, like fantasizing about dating in real life, 229 00:13:12,679 --> 00:13:16,439 Speaker 1: and so we just go on TikTok and watch random 230 00:13:16,640 --> 00:13:21,560 Speaker 1: dudes do like random things, and it makes it feels 231 00:13:21,600 --> 00:13:23,920 Speaker 1: like you're like, I don't know, facetiming with your boyfriend 232 00:13:24,360 --> 00:13:26,760 Speaker 1: who's in the other room making you a latte. I'm like, 233 00:13:26,760 --> 00:13:28,240 Speaker 1: this is so strange. 234 00:13:28,480 --> 00:13:34,360 Speaker 2: Also, guarantee dig into the back, dig into the life 235 00:13:34,360 --> 00:13:36,680 Speaker 2: of any of those dudes the real life, like their 236 00:13:36,679 --> 00:13:39,840 Speaker 2: actual day to day life, talk to anyone they've dated. 237 00:13:40,120 --> 00:13:43,920 Speaker 2: I guarantee they're just good actors and if they were 238 00:13:44,040 --> 00:13:46,400 Speaker 2: like that to people, they would have actual partners. 239 00:13:46,920 --> 00:13:49,520 Speaker 1: Yeah. I just feel like we're in this era of 240 00:13:49,559 --> 00:13:52,960 Speaker 1: just like massive projection onto other people, Like we're just 241 00:13:53,280 --> 00:14:00,959 Speaker 1: projecting so many things onto people that we don't know. Yeah, 242 00:13:59,600 --> 00:14:03,360 Speaker 1: it is, And I don't know. Maybe it's because I'm 243 00:14:03,440 --> 00:14:07,120 Speaker 1: just such a I'm just such a die hard realist 244 00:14:07,200 --> 00:14:10,240 Speaker 1: that I'm just like, there's no fucking way these people 245 00:14:10,360 --> 00:14:14,680 Speaker 1: are this cool or this nice or this and that 246 00:14:14,840 --> 00:14:17,200 Speaker 1: I'm just like, yeah, they're sitting in front of you 247 00:14:17,320 --> 00:14:22,040 Speaker 1: talking about how they love you or whatever, and maybe 248 00:14:22,200 --> 00:14:25,240 Speaker 1: you know, there's a couple of, uh, you know, things 249 00:14:25,240 --> 00:14:27,360 Speaker 1: in the background that suggest that they're like good people 250 00:14:27,480 --> 00:14:30,360 Speaker 1: or something. But I'm like, that doesn't make a lick 251 00:14:30,880 --> 00:14:35,120 Speaker 1: of anything, Like they could be murderers. What the fuck people. 252 00:14:35,840 --> 00:14:37,840 Speaker 2: I guarantee there's gonna be an article within the next 253 00:14:38,080 --> 00:14:39,600 Speaker 2: by the end of the year that's like this guy 254 00:14:39,640 --> 00:14:45,440 Speaker 2: who's boyfriend coded on TikTok has murdered fifteen women. Yeah, guarantee. 255 00:14:45,600 --> 00:14:48,480 Speaker 2: And not only that, we're setting people up to not 256 00:14:48,680 --> 00:14:51,800 Speaker 2: actually understand what it's like to be in a real relationship, 257 00:14:51,840 --> 00:14:55,160 Speaker 2: which is not something that you can follow one simple, 258 00:14:55,280 --> 00:14:57,520 Speaker 2: single set of rules for and apply it to anyone 259 00:14:57,520 --> 00:15:02,560 Speaker 2: you're interested in. Yeah, so so fucking dangerous. I am 260 00:15:02,680 --> 00:15:06,880 Speaker 2: always a whisper away from being a full on conspiracy theorist. 261 00:15:07,360 --> 00:15:09,000 Speaker 2: But I think that's why I was like such a 262 00:15:09,040 --> 00:15:11,920 Speaker 2: great academic, because I'm like, I will dig into this 263 00:15:12,000 --> 00:15:15,880 Speaker 2: and get this information, but I'm always a whisper away. 264 00:15:15,920 --> 00:15:19,160 Speaker 2: But now I feel like I'm the living embodiment of 265 00:15:19,160 --> 00:15:22,560 Speaker 2: that Homer Simpson gift, just stepping back into the hedges. 266 00:15:23,920 --> 00:15:26,480 Speaker 2: So everything that I see online, it doesn't make me 267 00:15:26,520 --> 00:15:28,280 Speaker 2: feel like, oh, let me join in and be part 268 00:15:28,280 --> 00:15:30,200 Speaker 2: of this. I just take a step back every time, 269 00:15:30,280 --> 00:15:32,880 Speaker 2: further and further into being that lady in the woods 270 00:15:33,120 --> 00:15:36,120 Speaker 2: who doesn't have a phone anymore and you can only 271 00:15:36,160 --> 00:15:41,000 Speaker 2: communicate with by the mail or a pigeon. Like every 272 00:15:41,040 --> 00:15:42,600 Speaker 2: time I see something like this, I'm like, yeah, I'm 273 00:15:42,600 --> 00:15:43,960 Speaker 2: getting further away from God's light. 274 00:15:44,360 --> 00:15:47,200 Speaker 1: I'm out of here. Well, I think that that is 275 00:15:47,360 --> 00:15:51,280 Speaker 1: ultimately the lesson from this midlife crisis that I've had 276 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:55,240 Speaker 1: over the past year and a half is real like, 277 00:15:55,240 --> 00:15:58,440 Speaker 1: because when it comes down to it, I guess, prior 278 00:15:58,560 --> 00:16:02,880 Speaker 1: to this, prior to being unemployed and going through like 279 00:16:03,000 --> 00:16:07,160 Speaker 1: major life changes, I use the internet for the most 280 00:16:07,160 --> 00:16:08,920 Speaker 1: part in the way that I used the Internet when 281 00:16:08,920 --> 00:16:11,960 Speaker 1: it first came out right, which is that I like 282 00:16:12,760 --> 00:16:17,600 Speaker 1: used it like I didn't dig too far right. I 283 00:16:17,720 --> 00:16:20,720 Speaker 1: just was used what was being presented to me in 284 00:16:20,760 --> 00:16:23,720 Speaker 1: the in the basic way it was being presented to me, Like, 285 00:16:24,680 --> 00:16:26,920 Speaker 1: you know, I wasn't really like going down the rabbit 286 00:16:26,960 --> 00:16:32,720 Speaker 1: holes of things. I was very suspicious of the Internet always, 287 00:16:32,720 --> 00:16:34,800 Speaker 1: because that's the thing is that you if you grew 288 00:16:34,880 --> 00:16:37,320 Speaker 1: up like us in the era that we did when 289 00:16:37,320 --> 00:16:39,200 Speaker 1: the Internet popped off, we were like what in high 290 00:16:39,240 --> 00:16:41,680 Speaker 1: school or like really. 291 00:16:41,720 --> 00:16:44,360 Speaker 2: For you, probably high school yeah, for me, like early 292 00:16:44,400 --> 00:16:45,680 Speaker 2: twenties yeah. 293 00:16:45,840 --> 00:16:51,080 Speaker 1: Or even the early twenties college. Like, to me, the 294 00:16:51,120 --> 00:16:54,920 Speaker 1: Internet was fascinating, but it was also terrifying because I 295 00:16:55,000 --> 00:16:56,960 Speaker 1: was always told like, oh, if you like go and 296 00:16:56,960 --> 00:16:59,440 Speaker 1: meet up with someone, they're going to you know, put 297 00:16:59,480 --> 00:17:02,320 Speaker 1: you in a truck, can throw you in the river 298 00:17:02,600 --> 00:17:05,520 Speaker 1: with cement boots. Like I never I know, like the 299 00:17:05,560 --> 00:17:08,919 Speaker 1: whole concept of like using the Internet for personal stuff 300 00:17:09,000 --> 00:17:11,800 Speaker 1: was always like really freaking to me. And so I 301 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:15,199 Speaker 1: guess because I was unemployed, you know, just the simple 302 00:17:15,240 --> 00:17:18,280 Speaker 1: act of getting on TikTok open up this entire fucking 303 00:17:18,480 --> 00:17:23,000 Speaker 1: universe of like this weird internet things, like weird social 304 00:17:23,040 --> 00:17:27,959 Speaker 1: media things that I just never knew about, like the terminology, 305 00:17:28,480 --> 00:17:32,760 Speaker 1: the way that people are making videos, the parasocialness, the 306 00:17:32,840 --> 00:17:36,160 Speaker 1: everything like that is so fascinating to me. But that's 307 00:17:36,160 --> 00:17:38,439 Speaker 1: the lesson is that I'm just sort of like it was. 308 00:17:38,960 --> 00:17:42,879 Speaker 1: There have been some dark corners that I've unturned that 309 00:17:42,960 --> 00:17:48,320 Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm also Homer simpsoning. I'm like, I'm going back. 310 00:17:49,240 --> 00:17:51,119 Speaker 2: You take a left turn in the dark web, and 311 00:17:51,119 --> 00:17:52,360 Speaker 2: you're like, no, not supposed to be here. 312 00:17:53,960 --> 00:17:58,679 Speaker 1: Like fandom, Like the fandom, I gotta tell you, the 313 00:17:58,720 --> 00:18:00,480 Speaker 1: fandom these days is dark. 314 00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:03,560 Speaker 2: Yeah, it feels dark to me. 315 00:18:03,840 --> 00:18:07,240 Speaker 1: And it's not just music, it's like everything. Yeah, Like 316 00:18:07,560 --> 00:18:10,840 Speaker 1: the fandom for everything is a get real cuckoo. 317 00:18:11,760 --> 00:18:14,000 Speaker 2: It's unquestioning. That's what I don't get. Like, it is 318 00:18:14,040 --> 00:18:17,200 Speaker 2: an unquestioning fandom across the board. Like if you love 319 00:18:17,240 --> 00:18:19,200 Speaker 2: this thing, you are all in. You are defending them, 320 00:18:19,200 --> 00:18:21,760 Speaker 2: You're yelling at people about it. It's not just I'm 321 00:18:21,880 --> 00:18:24,720 Speaker 2: enjoying it. I'm glad I have contact. It's I will 322 00:18:24,760 --> 00:18:27,119 Speaker 2: make this my mission as if I'm marching into a 323 00:18:27,160 --> 00:18:31,480 Speaker 2: war because I like this thing. It's all consuming. It's 324 00:18:31,680 --> 00:18:32,520 Speaker 2: very strange to me. 325 00:18:33,160 --> 00:18:35,600 Speaker 1: I know. It's like sometimes I would go into the 326 00:18:35,640 --> 00:18:38,040 Speaker 1: comments of some of these like you know, because I'll 327 00:18:38,080 --> 00:18:40,320 Speaker 1: be on TikTok looking at like, you know, I don't 328 00:18:40,320 --> 00:18:45,440 Speaker 1: know fan edits of fans or movies or whomever. Actors 329 00:18:46,160 --> 00:18:49,639 Speaker 1: a lot of when Man, when Dune came out, the 330 00:18:49,760 --> 00:18:54,439 Speaker 1: Timothy chalime and Zendiah stuff was a peak peak. 331 00:18:55,440 --> 00:18:59,040 Speaker 2: The only Timidy challame meme that I need to see 332 00:18:59,200 --> 00:19:02,560 Speaker 2: is when somebody boats at that picture of like an 333 00:19:02,600 --> 00:19:05,280 Speaker 2: old medieval shoe and said, for some reason, this reminds 334 00:19:05,280 --> 00:19:10,800 Speaker 2: me of Timothy Jallum and I'm like, that's it. That's 335 00:19:10,800 --> 00:19:12,439 Speaker 2: the hilt for me. I don't need to see anything 336 00:19:12,480 --> 00:19:17,240 Speaker 2: ever again. It makes me laugh to this fucking day. Yeah, 337 00:19:17,280 --> 00:19:19,800 Speaker 2: but yeah, people go wild for that shit, and it's 338 00:19:19,800 --> 00:19:22,960 Speaker 2: tied into the marketing now because companies know and expect 339 00:19:22,960 --> 00:19:25,560 Speaker 2: that that's going to happen. So it's a really weird 340 00:19:26,080 --> 00:19:29,639 Speaker 2: relationship between you know, the commodification of a product and 341 00:19:29,680 --> 00:19:35,199 Speaker 2: the commodification of individuals into your very natural adoration for 342 00:19:35,240 --> 00:19:37,520 Speaker 2: someone is very very convoluted. 343 00:19:37,880 --> 00:19:41,359 Speaker 1: Well, and it feels like so the comments, so I 344 00:19:41,400 --> 00:19:45,080 Speaker 1: would this happens especially in K pop, I gotta say, 345 00:19:46,560 --> 00:19:51,480 Speaker 1: where people feel like it's their duty to promote the 346 00:19:51,520 --> 00:19:55,920 Speaker 1: work like in this very it almost feels like somebody's 347 00:19:55,960 --> 00:19:58,959 Speaker 1: full time job. Like you'll be reading comments and being like, oh, 348 00:19:59,040 --> 00:20:00,840 Speaker 1: this is cute, but then somebody be like, Okay, don't 349 00:20:00,880 --> 00:20:05,520 Speaker 1: forget to like stream this at midnight because we're trying 350 00:20:05,560 --> 00:20:07,840 Speaker 1: to get this to like the number one spot or whatever. 351 00:20:07,880 --> 00:20:12,359 Speaker 1: And I was just like, wow, dude, like that is 352 00:20:12,600 --> 00:20:15,879 Speaker 1: that is work? I mean, that's work for somebody who's 353 00:20:16,160 --> 00:20:17,640 Speaker 1: not getting paid obviously. 354 00:20:18,880 --> 00:20:21,639 Speaker 2: You know, no, they've they've commodified street teams. Remember street 355 00:20:21,680 --> 00:20:22,760 Speaker 2: teams back in the day. 356 00:20:22,920 --> 00:20:28,400 Speaker 1: I was on a fucking street team yo Arista Records, 357 00:20:28,960 --> 00:20:32,280 Speaker 1: late nineties, baby, who the fuck you want to know 358 00:20:32,320 --> 00:20:35,560 Speaker 1: why everybody loved Didoh you're looking at her right here, 359 00:20:35,600 --> 00:20:38,359 Speaker 1: and I'm kidding, but really I will. I was a 360 00:20:38,440 --> 00:20:42,880 Speaker 1: street team person back in the in the late nineties. 361 00:20:43,280 --> 00:20:45,639 Speaker 1: I was a college rep. I went around town putting 362 00:20:45,720 --> 00:20:51,680 Speaker 1: up fucking posters for whoever. I think the bands that 363 00:20:51,920 --> 00:20:54,920 Speaker 1: were around what I was on the street team were 364 00:20:54,960 --> 00:20:59,919 Speaker 1: spiritualized who I love Love Love spiritualized. And let me 365 00:21:00,080 --> 00:21:03,320 Speaker 1: tell you right now, all of those promos and shit 366 00:21:03,400 --> 00:21:06,879 Speaker 1: that they put out in that era, the ladies and 367 00:21:06,920 --> 00:21:09,840 Speaker 1: gentlemen were floating in space era. I was like, yoink 368 00:21:10,359 --> 00:21:14,280 Speaker 1: keeping all this absolutely but then I also had to 369 00:21:14,280 --> 00:21:19,080 Speaker 1: do that the new Crash Test Dummies album that came 370 00:21:19,119 --> 00:21:23,600 Speaker 1: out in that era, which was so weird, but honestly 371 00:21:23,760 --> 00:21:26,840 Speaker 1: didoh that was the big one was the was Dino 372 00:21:27,280 --> 00:21:31,000 Speaker 1: had just came out. She she did that collab with 373 00:21:31,119 --> 00:21:34,399 Speaker 1: Eminem because that was her fucking song, that song that 374 00:21:34,480 --> 00:21:38,840 Speaker 1: he ended up using for Stan Yep. Ironically enough, that 375 00:21:39,000 --> 00:21:42,200 Speaker 1: was her jam and I mean I hung out with her, 376 00:21:42,280 --> 00:21:46,000 Speaker 1: I interviewed her. She's so sweet. But that was the thing, 377 00:21:46,119 --> 00:21:49,440 Speaker 1: was that, like that I was getting paid for that, right, 378 00:21:50,320 --> 00:21:53,520 Speaker 1: Like at least that was getting free records, Like some 379 00:21:53,600 --> 00:21:56,439 Speaker 1: of this stuff is free labor. And it's really because 380 00:21:56,480 --> 00:21:59,600 Speaker 1: they it feels like the fans have steaks and maybe 381 00:21:59,600 --> 00:22:02,240 Speaker 1: they feel like they have stakes because some dude in 382 00:22:02,280 --> 00:22:04,960 Speaker 1: a band is looking in their fucking iPhone being like 383 00:22:05,080 --> 00:22:05,720 Speaker 1: I love you. 384 00:22:06,760 --> 00:22:11,639 Speaker 2: It's emotional manipulation, at bare minimum, emotional manipulation because of 385 00:22:11,680 --> 00:22:13,600 Speaker 2: course that's why they feel like, yeah, I will do 386 00:22:13,640 --> 00:22:17,680 Speaker 2: anything for you. I will literally do including unpaid labor. 387 00:22:17,720 --> 00:22:18,560 Speaker 2: I will do that for you. 388 00:22:19,280 --> 00:22:21,760 Speaker 1: Well, and like this, I have gone back and forth 389 00:22:21,760 --> 00:22:26,200 Speaker 1: about this because listen, we're a couple of old school, 390 00:22:27,240 --> 00:22:32,920 Speaker 1: you know, gen X minded people, right, we were incredibly 391 00:22:33,040 --> 00:22:35,600 Speaker 1: weary of this type of stuff for a very long time. 392 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:39,440 Speaker 1: We obviously have you. You obviously have a lot of 393 00:22:39,520 --> 00:22:42,840 Speaker 1: views on capitalism, as do I, but. 394 00:22:43,400 --> 00:22:45,719 Speaker 2: Which I didn't even know, didn't even know about myself. 395 00:22:45,840 --> 00:22:50,600 Speaker 1: Listen, I love it. I stand you for being my 396 00:22:50,760 --> 00:22:56,280 Speaker 1: Marxist queen. But it's like, I there's a moment where 397 00:22:56,320 --> 00:22:59,960 Speaker 1: I'm like, Okay, is this just me being my age? 398 00:23:00,280 --> 00:23:04,080 Speaker 1: Am I not understanding that maybe people get some joy 399 00:23:04,280 --> 00:23:07,159 Speaker 1: out of the stakes, or maybe they want to live 400 00:23:07,240 --> 00:23:10,480 Speaker 1: in a fantasy world where they believe that they like date, 401 00:23:11,359 --> 00:23:15,040 Speaker 1: you know, whomever celebrity is or something. But I just 402 00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:18,119 Speaker 1: I don't know, Like it doesn't feel one hundred percent 403 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:21,920 Speaker 1: right to me. Yeah, And this is again like all 404 00:23:21,960 --> 00:23:25,679 Speaker 1: of this was discovered in my midlife crisis. As I 405 00:23:25,880 --> 00:23:29,000 Speaker 1: peruse TikTok, I would have never known any of this 406 00:23:29,160 --> 00:23:30,480 Speaker 1: if I hadn't gone done that. 407 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:37,240 Speaker 2: There were great benefits, great benefits to this midlife crisis. 408 00:23:38,680 --> 00:23:39,360 Speaker 1: But it's true. 409 00:23:39,400 --> 00:23:40,920 Speaker 2: I mean I used to and this is the other 410 00:23:41,000 --> 00:23:43,720 Speaker 2: I agree with you completely because I never I never 411 00:23:43,760 --> 00:23:45,879 Speaker 2: want to be a person who and I'm not a 412 00:23:45,920 --> 00:23:50,040 Speaker 2: person who just objectively is against fandom in general. 413 00:23:50,119 --> 00:23:50,400 Speaker 1: I don't. 414 00:23:50,440 --> 00:23:53,240 Speaker 2: I think that it's very gender coded. It's usually things 415 00:23:53,280 --> 00:23:56,000 Speaker 2: that that young women and teenage girls like that people 416 00:23:56,000 --> 00:23:58,800 Speaker 2: are so upset about. And I used to I mean, 417 00:23:58,800 --> 00:24:02,080 Speaker 2: I was an editor for Rookie magazine, and I feel like, 418 00:24:02,840 --> 00:24:05,040 Speaker 2: you know, I'm never doing I'm interested in, and I 419 00:24:05,040 --> 00:24:07,800 Speaker 2: think there's value in what young women and girls are 420 00:24:07,840 --> 00:24:11,000 Speaker 2: interests are into. But I think the fandom is not 421 00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:13,680 Speaker 2: the problem. To me. It's the way that the bands 422 00:24:13,720 --> 00:24:18,040 Speaker 2: and the marketing and everything around it is commodifying their fandom. Yes, 423 00:24:18,200 --> 00:24:22,320 Speaker 2: again like manipulating them and manipulating something that feels very 424 00:24:22,359 --> 00:24:25,280 Speaker 2: pure and innocent and good because it's it is a 425 00:24:25,440 --> 00:24:29,399 Speaker 2: developmental thing. But it's also a happiness that you can 426 00:24:29,440 --> 00:24:32,000 Speaker 2: give yourself to be a fan of something. I mean, 427 00:24:32,040 --> 00:24:33,840 Speaker 2: I just held up my fucking doctor Who mug that 428 00:24:33,840 --> 00:24:35,199 Speaker 2: I drink out of every day, and it makes me 429 00:24:35,200 --> 00:24:36,960 Speaker 2: happy every single day to see a little dollc on 430 00:24:37,000 --> 00:24:41,480 Speaker 2: a mug. I'm not completely averse to capitalists things or 431 00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,160 Speaker 2: being a fan of things. I just feel like there's 432 00:24:44,200 --> 00:24:47,840 Speaker 2: a dangerous line when it becomes some kind of mental 433 00:24:48,280 --> 00:24:51,120 Speaker 2: or emotional manipulation, and that to me is what I'm 434 00:24:51,440 --> 00:24:53,359 Speaker 2: what I feel like we're both commenting on here, is that, 435 00:24:53,440 --> 00:24:56,240 Speaker 2: like the fandom isn't the problem, it's that they're being 436 00:24:56,800 --> 00:24:59,000 Speaker 2: taken People are being taken advantage of to a great 437 00:24:59,040 --> 00:25:01,480 Speaker 2: degree because they like something, which never used to be 438 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:02,400 Speaker 2: the case before. 439 00:25:02,800 --> 00:25:06,600 Speaker 1: Yeah, there was always there was a separation, and I 440 00:25:06,600 --> 00:25:08,440 Speaker 1: think we're gonna talk a little bit about that when 441 00:25:08,520 --> 00:25:11,160 Speaker 1: we're talking about my movie. I think this week, because 442 00:25:11,160 --> 00:25:14,280 Speaker 1: I have a lot of thoughts on this, but this feeling, 443 00:25:15,040 --> 00:25:18,320 Speaker 1: this is I think exactly what I was feeling was 444 00:25:18,359 --> 00:25:21,320 Speaker 1: that I was like, especially when it comes to the 445 00:25:21,440 --> 00:25:25,320 Speaker 1: K pop stuff, right, I was like, a lot of 446 00:25:25,359 --> 00:25:30,879 Speaker 1: these people are young women, right, they're at an age 447 00:25:31,040 --> 00:25:34,560 Speaker 1: that we were at when we were like teenagers where 448 00:25:34,600 --> 00:25:39,679 Speaker 1: we fantasized about boyfriends and I mean we liked boy bands. 449 00:25:39,760 --> 00:25:44,520 Speaker 1: We were interested in kind of scenario modeling what it 450 00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:47,359 Speaker 1: would be like to be in relationships, right, and we 451 00:25:47,400 --> 00:25:51,159 Speaker 1: would do that through celebrity crushes and you know, I 452 00:25:51,200 --> 00:25:53,280 Speaker 1: don't know, like putting posters on your walls and this 453 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:56,960 Speaker 1: kind of stuff. Right, But it was because they never 454 00:25:58,200 --> 00:26:00,760 Speaker 1: it was a one way street the most part. Like 455 00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:03,199 Speaker 1: we were just like we were doing the projecting, but 456 00:26:03,240 --> 00:26:04,840 Speaker 1: it didn't feel like we were going to get it back, 457 00:26:04,840 --> 00:26:07,040 Speaker 1: and there was kind of a safety in that. This is, 458 00:26:07,720 --> 00:26:10,640 Speaker 1: I think is what exactly your point is is that 459 00:26:11,040 --> 00:26:15,679 Speaker 1: it does feel a little dangerous when that celebrity is 460 00:26:15,680 --> 00:26:19,240 Speaker 1: coming back and saying like, oh, I wouldn't exist without you, 461 00:26:19,320 --> 00:26:23,639 Speaker 1: which I guess is like somewhat true, like theoretically true, 462 00:26:24,200 --> 00:26:26,240 Speaker 1: but it's also like, I don't know, I think it 463 00:26:26,280 --> 00:26:29,240 Speaker 1: puts like false notions in people's heads and it really 464 00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:33,399 Speaker 1: fucks with people, especially young women who, yes, I don't know, 465 00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:38,480 Speaker 1: like want love and they want connection and it just 466 00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:41,080 Speaker 1: feels very dangerous And I don't know, I just agree 467 00:26:41,119 --> 00:26:42,120 Speaker 1: with you one hundred pop. 468 00:26:42,240 --> 00:26:44,960 Speaker 2: Yeah, it really is. So I'm glad that you've extricated 469 00:26:45,000 --> 00:26:47,800 Speaker 2: yourself from it, because again, when I see stuff like that, 470 00:26:48,320 --> 00:26:51,240 Speaker 2: it's not that I don't that I don't think people 471 00:26:51,240 --> 00:26:53,280 Speaker 2: should be participating in it. I just I wish there 472 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:58,240 Speaker 2: were more health and mental health regulations or resources for 473 00:26:58,320 --> 00:27:01,800 Speaker 2: people to read to center themselves, because that's all I'm 474 00:27:01,800 --> 00:27:04,000 Speaker 2: really doing. Whenever I talk about capitalism or like kind 475 00:27:04,000 --> 00:27:06,359 Speaker 2: of the way that I live, it's really just me 476 00:27:07,240 --> 00:27:11,520 Speaker 2: constantly recentering myself and what's important to me. So what's 477 00:27:11,520 --> 00:27:14,000 Speaker 2: important to me is not things like you know, my 478 00:27:14,040 --> 00:27:16,040 Speaker 2: house is half empty, Like I'm not just buying shit 479 00:27:16,080 --> 00:27:18,080 Speaker 2: to fill up space or fill up time, because that 480 00:27:18,200 --> 00:27:21,119 Speaker 2: is a mark to me of my own depression or 481 00:27:21,119 --> 00:27:23,679 Speaker 2: my own you know, unwillingness to kind. 482 00:27:23,560 --> 00:27:24,560 Speaker 1: Of face reality. 483 00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:28,000 Speaker 2: And I think in order to keep myself healthy, I 484 00:27:28,040 --> 00:27:30,120 Speaker 2: have to be able to face reality. And I've developed 485 00:27:30,119 --> 00:27:33,160 Speaker 2: the tools that allow me to do that, and so 486 00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:35,800 Speaker 2: I just kind of constantly go back to those tools 487 00:27:35,880 --> 00:27:37,560 Speaker 2: to be like, all right, check in with yourself, Like 488 00:27:37,560 --> 00:27:41,399 Speaker 2: you're not a person who enjoys buying a ton of things, 489 00:27:41,440 --> 00:27:43,800 Speaker 2: and you don't have to, Like it's just really just 490 00:27:43,840 --> 00:27:49,720 Speaker 2: reinforcing your own guidelines for life. And again it doesn't 491 00:27:49,760 --> 00:27:51,760 Speaker 2: mean you can't participate in the other stuff. But I'm like, 492 00:27:51,760 --> 00:27:54,679 Speaker 2: all right, yeah, like I know who I am, and 493 00:27:54,720 --> 00:27:59,280 Speaker 2: so I'm not as deeply affected by these traps that 494 00:27:59,320 --> 00:28:01,400 Speaker 2: are literally set for people to fall into. 495 00:28:01,600 --> 00:28:06,200 Speaker 1: Now, Yeah, it's true. Yeah, I mean, and to your point, 496 00:28:06,320 --> 00:28:08,560 Speaker 1: I mean, I am glad that I'm an older person 497 00:28:08,560 --> 00:28:14,240 Speaker 1: because I do I do have enough therapy and enough 498 00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:19,400 Speaker 1: life experience, I think to where I can see this stuff. 499 00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:23,000 Speaker 1: I mean, you know, I'm not perfect, obviously succumb to 500 00:28:23,520 --> 00:28:29,360 Speaker 1: capitalism every fucking day of my life, right, But I 501 00:28:29,440 --> 00:28:34,320 Speaker 1: also scope out a lot and kind of a check 502 00:28:34,359 --> 00:28:38,000 Speaker 1: myself and recognize that things are kind of weird. Yeah, 503 00:28:38,800 --> 00:28:40,800 Speaker 1: you know, And I think that that's a skill that 504 00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:43,200 Speaker 1: I've developed over time. I mean, obviously, if I was 505 00:28:43,240 --> 00:28:46,000 Speaker 1: fourteen years old and I was out here, like, you know, 506 00:28:46,320 --> 00:28:50,240 Speaker 1: buying punching people for Stanley mugs and you know, feeling 507 00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:52,520 Speaker 1: like my favorite band's in love with me, it would 508 00:28:52,560 --> 00:28:54,680 Speaker 1: be a different story. But I feel like, yeah, over time, 509 00:28:54,720 --> 00:28:57,240 Speaker 1: I kind of developed, you know, like a little bit 510 00:28:57,400 --> 00:29:01,520 Speaker 1: of media literacy or some kind of culture literacy, and 511 00:29:01,560 --> 00:29:05,080 Speaker 1: I think that's important for people to recognize. I don't know, 512 00:29:05,120 --> 00:29:07,640 Speaker 1: I mean, it's It's all I'm saying to this entire 513 00:29:07,680 --> 00:29:16,040 Speaker 1: conversation is that I appreciate you pulling me out of 514 00:29:16,160 --> 00:29:22,240 Speaker 1: the the fucking deep well of the past year and 515 00:29:22,280 --> 00:29:24,840 Speaker 1: a half in this one thing that you didn't even 516 00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,680 Speaker 1: you probably didn't even realize you were Probably I'm just 517 00:29:27,720 --> 00:29:31,040 Speaker 1: fucking popping off, and I'm like, Yo, this is profound 518 00:29:31,880 --> 00:29:32,400 Speaker 1: am I doing. 519 00:29:33,760 --> 00:29:37,440 Speaker 2: And I'm glad to have been part of that because 520 00:29:37,480 --> 00:29:39,240 Speaker 2: I love you and I want you to be healthy 521 00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:43,680 Speaker 2: and happy course always always, but Also, I don't judge 522 00:29:43,680 --> 00:29:45,160 Speaker 2: someone in the middle of a fucking meltdown. 523 00:29:45,280 --> 00:29:46,560 Speaker 1: It's fine. We've all been there. 524 00:29:47,640 --> 00:29:49,440 Speaker 2: I've on a goddamn house in the middle of my 525 00:29:49,520 --> 00:29:56,600 Speaker 2: goddamn meltdown. I can't judge, and I won't and I won't, 526 00:29:57,200 --> 00:30:00,360 Speaker 2: but I definitely feel like it. And it starts from 527 00:30:00,360 --> 00:30:02,840 Speaker 2: this video that I posted of this this this very 528 00:30:02,880 --> 00:30:05,680 Speaker 2: smart woman who was talking about how all of those 529 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:09,840 Speaker 2: those videos that you see of people organizing their refrigerators 530 00:30:10,440 --> 00:30:15,800 Speaker 2: and how this over consumption has been remodeled as self care. 531 00:30:16,160 --> 00:30:18,400 Speaker 2: And what you're actually doing is you're buying too much food, 532 00:30:18,720 --> 00:30:21,800 Speaker 2: you're putting it in brand new plastic containers that you're buying, 533 00:30:22,000 --> 00:30:24,120 Speaker 2: and you're calling it self care. And it's just sick. 534 00:30:24,240 --> 00:30:26,360 Speaker 2: It's sick. And it's one thing to want to be 535 00:30:26,360 --> 00:30:28,200 Speaker 2: able to look in your fridge and see what you got. 536 00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:29,720 Speaker 2: It's another thing to be like I have to be 537 00:30:29,760 --> 00:30:33,280 Speaker 2: regimented and rigid and buy all of this shit in 538 00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:35,440 Speaker 2: order to just get through a day and eat and 539 00:30:35,480 --> 00:30:38,360 Speaker 2: give my kids some snacks. So that kicked off this 540 00:30:38,520 --> 00:30:42,040 Speaker 2: just this thought process for me. You know what I'm 541 00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:45,080 Speaker 2: passionate about, and I think I am pretty passionate about 542 00:30:45,160 --> 00:30:48,080 Speaker 2: not being an over consumptive person. So that kicked off 543 00:30:48,080 --> 00:30:50,120 Speaker 2: the whole conversation. And I had another video that I 544 00:30:50,160 --> 00:30:53,440 Speaker 2: found from this very funny comedian named Maria Dakotis, who 545 00:30:53,640 --> 00:30:57,480 Speaker 2: posted a great video about how how much makeup people 546 00:30:57,520 --> 00:31:00,800 Speaker 2: buy and how they just like you know, people buying 547 00:31:00,800 --> 00:31:02,680 Speaker 2: makeup and feeling that they can't leave their house unless 548 00:31:02,680 --> 00:31:05,200 Speaker 2: they buy hundreds of dollars worth of products, and how 549 00:31:06,080 --> 00:31:07,600 Speaker 2: a lot of it is poisonous, a lot of it 550 00:31:07,640 --> 00:31:09,920 Speaker 2: is tied now to cancer research, a lot of it 551 00:31:09,960 --> 00:31:13,479 Speaker 2: is tied to things that affect your actual health, and 552 00:31:13,520 --> 00:31:16,600 Speaker 2: it just got me thinking that, like everyone's fine as is, 553 00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:20,000 Speaker 2: we've moved far away from this notion that just being 554 00:31:20,040 --> 00:31:22,560 Speaker 2: a person and a body is okay. You don't have 555 00:31:22,640 --> 00:31:26,160 Speaker 2: to glitter it up to live, and the things that. 556 00:31:26,200 --> 00:31:28,840 Speaker 1: Matter are not. Like you can enjoy the glitter, but 557 00:31:28,960 --> 00:31:29,480 Speaker 1: it's not what. 558 00:31:29,560 --> 00:31:32,680 Speaker 2: Actually matters in terms of who you are as a 559 00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:34,960 Speaker 2: person and how you spend the time of the time 560 00:31:35,000 --> 00:31:37,160 Speaker 2: and the days in your life. So I just kind 561 00:31:37,160 --> 00:31:38,960 Speaker 2: of popped off for like two or three slides, And 562 00:31:39,000 --> 00:31:42,240 Speaker 2: I'm glad that was useful to you, because I felt 563 00:31:42,280 --> 00:31:44,520 Speaker 2: whenever I do that. I feel like I'm going to 564 00:31:44,560 --> 00:31:47,200 Speaker 2: lose a thousand followers a minute because people don't want 565 00:31:47,240 --> 00:31:48,680 Speaker 2: to hear it. They're like, let me be in my 566 00:31:48,760 --> 00:31:50,680 Speaker 2: bubble where I'm buying my shit and doing my thing, 567 00:31:50,720 --> 00:31:52,920 Speaker 2: and I'm like, you can, you can. I'm just saying 568 00:31:53,320 --> 00:31:56,760 Speaker 2: there's another way. Yeah, well, I'll tell you. 569 00:31:58,040 --> 00:32:00,560 Speaker 1: Thanks to you, I'm no longer watching Love of Ireland 570 00:32:01,680 --> 00:32:06,520 Speaker 1: and I'm now reading Dos Capitol and listening to like 571 00:32:06,760 --> 00:32:10,160 Speaker 1: fucking Gang of Four or something. I've swung back in 572 00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:11,480 Speaker 1: the other direction. 573 00:32:11,240 --> 00:32:13,600 Speaker 2: Babe, I fucking love it. I'm gonna send you a 574 00:32:13,640 --> 00:32:15,640 Speaker 2: care package like you wouldn't believe. It's just gonna be. 575 00:32:15,680 --> 00:32:19,840 Speaker 1: All books and tea candles. 576 00:32:22,120 --> 00:32:28,719 Speaker 2: Welcome back, baby, welcome back. Well, speaking of welcome back, 577 00:32:28,760 --> 00:32:30,840 Speaker 2: should we get into our films this week? 578 00:32:31,200 --> 00:32:42,520 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I cannot wait. This is so fucking fun. 579 00:32:42,680 --> 00:32:45,040 Speaker 1: I cannot wait to talk about these. 580 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:47,920 Speaker 2: This is a great double and I watched it as 581 00:32:47,960 --> 00:32:50,840 Speaker 2: a true double feature. Yeah, me too, had a great 582 00:32:50,920 --> 00:32:54,680 Speaker 2: fucking night. And our theme is pretty basic this week. 583 00:32:54,720 --> 00:32:55,680 Speaker 2: I don't know if you want to tell them what 584 00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:58,080 Speaker 2: our what our theme is? It kept it simple. 585 00:32:59,320 --> 00:33:02,120 Speaker 1: I was like, what's up with is this? I didn't 586 00:33:02,240 --> 00:33:05,120 Speaker 1: come up with this. This seems like a name I 587 00:33:05,120 --> 00:33:07,280 Speaker 1: would come up with, because it's not a name. 588 00:33:07,320 --> 00:33:09,280 Speaker 2: I think we both, I think we're both were just like, 589 00:33:09,360 --> 00:33:10,880 Speaker 2: let's let the work speak for itself. 590 00:33:11,240 --> 00:33:15,960 Speaker 1: Sure, our theme is quite obviously classic music docs. 591 00:33:16,760 --> 00:33:20,080 Speaker 2: That's right, we went back to our favorite music documentaries. 592 00:33:20,080 --> 00:33:21,840 Speaker 2: I feel like we're both having a very music field 593 00:33:21,840 --> 00:33:23,240 Speaker 2: summer as well. We are. 594 00:33:23,560 --> 00:33:25,680 Speaker 1: We are, but these. 595 00:33:25,440 --> 00:33:27,400 Speaker 2: Were the first. I don't think either one of us 596 00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:30,320 Speaker 2: hesitated when we were coming up with the films for this. 597 00:33:30,360 --> 00:33:34,120 Speaker 2: We just said, you know what, classic movie, classic music docs. 598 00:33:34,320 --> 00:33:36,000 Speaker 2: I'm doing this, you're doing and you were like, I'm 599 00:33:36,040 --> 00:33:38,760 Speaker 2: doing this, yeah, Like no hesitation. 600 00:33:38,640 --> 00:33:41,520 Speaker 1: No hesitation. And then I had seen them both before 601 00:33:42,120 --> 00:33:45,320 Speaker 1: and I just wanted to rewatch them again. I mean, honestly, 602 00:33:45,480 --> 00:33:50,400 Speaker 1: like so fun. Yeah, I love music documentaries. I mean, 603 00:33:50,400 --> 00:33:52,240 Speaker 1: I'm sure you do too, right, Yeah, me too? They 604 00:33:52,600 --> 00:33:56,360 Speaker 1: to me, I got It's like I have watched like 605 00:33:56,520 --> 00:34:01,120 Speaker 1: so many newer ones recently. Like I think I've talked 606 00:34:01,120 --> 00:34:03,720 Speaker 1: about this. I saw the Taylor Swift movie when it 607 00:34:03,760 --> 00:34:06,160 Speaker 1: came out with my friend who really wanted me to go, 608 00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:09,160 Speaker 1: and I went. Didn't realize it was three fucking hours 609 00:34:11,080 --> 00:34:13,759 Speaker 1: but I saw it in the movie Kidnapping. 610 00:34:13,760 --> 00:34:15,000 Speaker 2: PS. That is a kidnapping. 611 00:34:15,080 --> 00:34:18,120 Speaker 1: Oh, I think it definitely constitutes a fucking napping. I 612 00:34:18,160 --> 00:34:22,440 Speaker 1: was like, Yo, what are we doing here? Like, I 613 00:34:22,480 --> 00:34:25,840 Speaker 1: was like, it's been two hours and fifteen minutes. 614 00:34:26,480 --> 00:34:30,319 Speaker 2: Like I was also kidnapped when I went to go 615 00:34:30,360 --> 00:34:34,920 Speaker 2: see The Irishman, Oh, without realizing it was over and 616 00:34:34,960 --> 00:34:36,600 Speaker 2: it was in La So we had to drive an 617 00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:39,160 Speaker 2: hour to get there, sit for a three hour plus movie, 618 00:34:39,200 --> 00:34:40,880 Speaker 2: and then drive an hour back. I'm like, Yo, you 619 00:34:40,920 --> 00:34:42,200 Speaker 2: just kidnapped me for half a day. 620 00:34:42,960 --> 00:34:44,520 Speaker 1: Do you think let me ask your thoughts on this 621 00:34:44,680 --> 00:34:48,200 Speaker 1: a little bit of a diversion if you would allow it. So, 622 00:34:48,360 --> 00:34:50,560 Speaker 1: you do you think there should be an intermission if 623 00:34:50,560 --> 00:34:51,759 Speaker 1: a movie's three hours long? 624 00:34:52,280 --> 00:34:55,200 Speaker 2: A so fucking lutely give me a chance to pee, 625 00:34:55,320 --> 00:34:58,080 Speaker 2: a stack up on snacks, to wake myself up a 626 00:34:58,080 --> 00:35:01,280 Speaker 2: little bit, to actually like be able to pay attention 627 00:35:01,360 --> 00:35:03,759 Speaker 2: again to what you're saying. There's an intermission, and look, 628 00:35:03,840 --> 00:35:06,399 Speaker 2: there there are intermissions in theater for a fucking reason. 629 00:35:06,440 --> 00:35:08,279 Speaker 2: It's not just because of the performers that need a 630 00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:11,080 Speaker 2: little bit of a break or rest. The audience also 631 00:35:11,200 --> 00:35:11,600 Speaker 2: needs that. 632 00:35:12,719 --> 00:35:16,000 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's to me. It's a very old school technique. 633 00:35:16,040 --> 00:35:18,280 Speaker 1: I mean there's an intermission in Gone with the Wind. 634 00:35:18,400 --> 00:35:20,239 Speaker 1: I mean there's like a prologue. I mean it's kind 635 00:35:20,280 --> 00:35:22,640 Speaker 1: of like, yeah, it's an old theater technique, but also 636 00:35:22,800 --> 00:35:26,760 Speaker 1: like used to happen in older movies that were long. Uh, 637 00:35:26,800 --> 00:35:29,120 Speaker 1: And it feels like sometimes when they come back, like 638 00:35:29,160 --> 00:35:32,160 Speaker 1: I don't know, I think I remember Tarantino, one of 639 00:35:32,200 --> 00:35:37,280 Speaker 1: the Tarantino movies that came out semi recently had an intermission. Maybe, 640 00:35:37,400 --> 00:35:39,239 Speaker 1: you know, like I can see people who make like 641 00:35:39,320 --> 00:35:42,439 Speaker 1: long movies like Christopher Nolan and PTA or something having 642 00:35:42,480 --> 00:35:44,799 Speaker 1: an intermission, but for most part that shit's goned by 643 00:35:44,800 --> 00:35:46,759 Speaker 1: the wayside, and I'm like, no, no, no, y'all should 644 00:35:46,800 --> 00:35:50,040 Speaker 1: bring it back because y'all were making these really long movies. 645 00:35:50,080 --> 00:35:54,279 Speaker 2: Again, if you have the absolute nerve to make a 646 00:35:54,360 --> 00:35:58,239 Speaker 2: movie over two hours, you better understand that one the 647 00:35:58,239 --> 00:36:00,680 Speaker 2: only people sitting in that theater are already en up. 648 00:36:01,800 --> 00:36:05,200 Speaker 2: Your audience for a two hour plus movie, by and large, 649 00:36:05,239 --> 00:36:07,360 Speaker 2: unless it's like a Lord of the Ring style like 650 00:36:07,600 --> 00:36:13,200 Speaker 2: Major Trilogy moment. We are older people for the most part. Also, 651 00:36:13,640 --> 00:36:16,640 Speaker 2: even if we're not, even if your audience is not 652 00:36:16,719 --> 00:36:23,480 Speaker 2: of a specific age. Mentally build in a break for everybody. Yeah, like, 653 00:36:23,680 --> 00:36:27,759 Speaker 2: just give us the chance to relax, because I hit 654 00:36:27,840 --> 00:36:29,919 Speaker 2: sometimes that one and a half hour, two hour mark 655 00:36:29,960 --> 00:36:31,880 Speaker 2: and I start to get anxious, like I got a 656 00:36:31,920 --> 00:36:33,319 Speaker 2: pee and I don't want to miss anything, and it's 657 00:36:33,320 --> 00:36:36,480 Speaker 2: almost the end, and it's relieve the anxiety a little bit. 658 00:36:36,520 --> 00:36:38,160 Speaker 2: You can build it into your storytelling. 659 00:36:38,520 --> 00:36:41,759 Speaker 1: Yeah, and if you want to go all capitalists like 660 00:36:41,920 --> 00:36:46,640 Speaker 1: we just talked about, you can promote snacks during it, 661 00:36:46,760 --> 00:36:49,319 Speaker 1: Like you can send people back to buy more shit. Like, 662 00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:50,719 Speaker 1: there's ways to do it. 663 00:36:50,920 --> 00:36:54,000 Speaker 2: Move the industry, sell merch, do whatever you fucking Treat 664 00:36:54,000 --> 00:36:55,839 Speaker 2: it like a concert, do whatever you fucking want. 665 00:36:55,880 --> 00:36:58,480 Speaker 1: But do a sing along with the bouncing ball that 666 00:36:58,520 --> 00:37:01,680 Speaker 1: every sing along. Yeah, bring it back. If you're doing 667 00:37:01,680 --> 00:37:04,080 Speaker 1: a three hour movie, bring it back. But yeah, that 668 00:37:04,120 --> 00:37:06,560 Speaker 1: Taylor Swift movie was like three hours long. I saw 669 00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:11,040 Speaker 1: the Beyonce one obviously, you know, just so I've seen 670 00:37:11,080 --> 00:37:15,080 Speaker 1: like new music docs lightly, man, I get it, like 671 00:37:15,120 --> 00:37:18,120 Speaker 1: people love the people are fans, they want to see 672 00:37:18,560 --> 00:37:22,919 Speaker 1: fan fan things. But nothing beats an old school music doc. Man. 673 00:37:23,520 --> 00:37:29,239 Speaker 2: It was the most raw experience that you could have 674 00:37:29,360 --> 00:37:31,719 Speaker 2: for a long time, and it was really a peak 675 00:37:31,760 --> 00:37:35,320 Speaker 2: behind a curtain that nobody got to see about something 676 00:37:35,320 --> 00:37:38,080 Speaker 2: that was deeply effective to most people's lives. And it 677 00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:40,640 Speaker 2: was also especially in terms of my film, it was 678 00:37:40,680 --> 00:37:46,920 Speaker 2: an event to kind of like signify something. A lot 679 00:37:46,960 --> 00:37:51,879 Speaker 2: of classic music docks are built around either explaining a 680 00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:57,200 Speaker 2: transition point for a band or celebrating and ending or 681 00:37:57,239 --> 00:37:59,799 Speaker 2: celebrating something. So it just felt like a little bit 682 00:37:59,840 --> 00:38:02,480 Speaker 2: more And in terms of your doc, I feel like 683 00:38:02,560 --> 00:38:06,680 Speaker 2: it was. It's classic for so many reasons generationally, but 684 00:38:06,800 --> 00:38:10,279 Speaker 2: also was one of the more for me anyway, the 685 00:38:10,320 --> 00:38:14,319 Speaker 2: first music doc that seemed like it was yes, a 686 00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:20,200 Speaker 2: peek behind the camera, yes very real, but also very produced. Yes, 687 00:38:20,560 --> 00:38:23,279 Speaker 2: very produced. And so it was kind of a very 688 00:38:23,360 --> 00:38:26,560 Speaker 2: in that when your doc was released, it blew minds, 689 00:38:26,760 --> 00:38:29,960 Speaker 2: like people really I remember people talking about it on 690 00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:30,720 Speaker 2: the news. 691 00:38:31,239 --> 00:38:33,920 Speaker 1: Oh I know, and like and I kept thinking about 692 00:38:33,920 --> 00:38:38,040 Speaker 1: this too. I mean, this is I think possibly it's 693 00:38:38,120 --> 00:38:42,320 Speaker 1: your movie. In mind, it's just the general pre internet 694 00:38:42,440 --> 00:38:47,239 Speaker 1: music documentary because you know, now with social media you 695 00:38:47,360 --> 00:38:51,200 Speaker 1: see stars every day, like stars are like making posts 696 00:38:51,440 --> 00:38:55,160 Speaker 1: million times a day. I think because there was a 697 00:38:55,320 --> 00:39:00,680 Speaker 1: lack of that constant access back then, nobody was really 698 00:39:00,719 --> 00:39:05,239 Speaker 1: having this like rolling digital footprint in the way that 699 00:39:05,280 --> 00:39:09,040 Speaker 1: they do now that this was the only way you've 700 00:39:09,040 --> 00:39:12,080 Speaker 1: got to see stars being themselves is in stuff like 701 00:39:12,160 --> 00:39:16,359 Speaker 1: that exactly, and it possibly allowed people to be more 702 00:39:16,440 --> 00:39:19,120 Speaker 1: uninhibited because they didn't think, oh, well, this is gonna 703 00:39:19,160 --> 00:39:23,480 Speaker 1: get meaned a hundred times. This is like, yeah, if 704 00:39:23,560 --> 00:39:26,640 Speaker 1: people want to figure out, you know, what it's like 705 00:39:26,680 --> 00:39:29,920 Speaker 1: to be on the road, and I get to express 706 00:39:29,960 --> 00:39:33,120 Speaker 1: to you that I love women, the road is all 707 00:39:33,160 --> 00:39:37,040 Speaker 1: about like hooking up with women. I could say it 708 00:39:37,120 --> 00:39:39,560 Speaker 1: in the comfort almost of a documentary that I know 709 00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:43,400 Speaker 1: is going to be be released maybe theatrically and maybe 710 00:39:43,440 --> 00:39:46,560 Speaker 1: seen you know, different screenings, but they didn't have a 711 00:39:46,640 --> 00:39:52,560 Speaker 1: concept of it being this like everlasting, memeable event. So 712 00:39:53,080 --> 00:39:55,319 Speaker 1: it feels more raw in that way. 713 00:39:56,920 --> 00:39:59,640 Speaker 2: Because this is even keeping in mind that even you know, 714 00:39:59,719 --> 00:40:01,920 Speaker 2: kind of back in the day that we're discussing, even 715 00:40:02,200 --> 00:40:07,560 Speaker 2: articles about musicians were more reverent towards the musicians, and 716 00:40:07,600 --> 00:40:12,880 Speaker 2: they weren't looking to expose anything horrible or demeaning or 717 00:40:12,960 --> 00:40:16,480 Speaker 2: you know, there was no kind of gotcha journalism by 718 00:40:16,560 --> 00:40:19,960 Speaker 2: and large about most musicians. So I think that people, 719 00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:23,520 Speaker 2: you know, even when you read about your favorite musician 720 00:40:23,560 --> 00:40:25,440 Speaker 2: or when you read about music that you were interested in. 721 00:40:25,840 --> 00:40:28,080 Speaker 2: It was still giving you a very boilerplate, kind of 722 00:40:28,120 --> 00:40:32,920 Speaker 2: basic approach to these interviews, and nobody seemed to be 723 00:40:32,960 --> 00:40:36,280 Speaker 2: looking for the like cause again, most of the journalists 724 00:40:36,280 --> 00:40:38,600 Speaker 2: were also fans of the music that they were talking about, 725 00:40:38,600 --> 00:40:41,080 Speaker 2: so they weren't looking for reasons to kind of denigrate people. 726 00:40:41,640 --> 00:40:43,320 Speaker 2: And so it just had a different flavor to it 727 00:40:43,360 --> 00:40:45,279 Speaker 2: where people like you said, I could think, felt like 728 00:40:45,320 --> 00:40:47,640 Speaker 2: they could be more raw and real in these moments 729 00:40:47,640 --> 00:40:51,120 Speaker 2: because it was so separate from the way that they'd 730 00:40:51,160 --> 00:40:53,560 Speaker 2: been that they were usually discussed. So this was kind 731 00:40:53,560 --> 00:40:56,080 Speaker 2: of also a chance for the band to show or 732 00:40:56,120 --> 00:41:00,239 Speaker 2: you know, like the musicians to show what they were about. 733 00:41:00,680 --> 00:41:05,520 Speaker 1: Yeah, and there was no obviously, there was no instant feedback, right. 734 00:41:05,600 --> 00:41:07,760 Speaker 1: It was the feeling of like, Okay, maybe if somebody 735 00:41:08,080 --> 00:41:10,520 Speaker 1: hated the Madonna documentary, they might write a letter to 736 00:41:10,560 --> 00:41:13,680 Speaker 1: their local paper about it or something like that. But 737 00:41:13,760 --> 00:41:15,400 Speaker 1: it was like, for the most part, it wasn't like, 738 00:41:15,560 --> 00:41:17,880 Speaker 1: I mean, you could like go down on a bottle 739 00:41:18,440 --> 00:41:24,839 Speaker 1: and consequence free I suppose, I mean, for the most part, 740 00:41:25,560 --> 00:41:27,759 Speaker 1: and maybe the vaticid would have something to say about it, 741 00:41:27,800 --> 00:41:31,160 Speaker 1: but ultimately it's like none of us were like weighing 742 00:41:31,239 --> 00:41:34,279 Speaker 1: in on it fucking night and day on Twitter, you know. 743 00:41:36,719 --> 00:41:40,239 Speaker 2: So oh, I absolutely love it. Well, let's get into 744 00:41:40,320 --> 00:41:44,799 Speaker 2: I'm first this week. Yes, Yes, and I truly can't wait. 745 00:41:46,320 --> 00:41:50,239 Speaker 2: My film was released in nineteen seventy eight. It was 746 00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:54,520 Speaker 2: directed by Martin Scorsese. My movie is The Last Waltz. 747 00:41:57,440 --> 00:42:01,040 Speaker 2: We gave a final concert, the band's final concert. We 748 00:42:01,080 --> 00:42:05,600 Speaker 2: call it the Last Loss. So one sentence synopsis. After 749 00:42:05,760 --> 00:42:10,440 Speaker 2: sixteen years together, the band gives their final concert on 750 00:42:10,520 --> 00:42:16,200 Speaker 2: Thanksgiving Day in nineteen seventy six. So what There were 751 00:42:16,239 --> 00:42:21,000 Speaker 2: so many hilarious facts about the filming, like what people 752 00:42:21,120 --> 00:42:24,080 Speaker 2: revealed after, like what was actually happening. One thing that 753 00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:26,239 Speaker 2: I did not realize until I read about this on 754 00:42:26,440 --> 00:42:29,399 Speaker 2: an article on the CBC because this is a Canadian band, 755 00:42:29,400 --> 00:42:31,880 Speaker 2: which we'll get into, is that they actually had a 756 00:42:31,920 --> 00:42:35,720 Speaker 2: Thanksgiving feast for all five thousand people who attended the concert. 757 00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:40,040 Speaker 2: WHOA and at the time. At the time, a typical 758 00:42:40,040 --> 00:42:43,680 Speaker 2: concert ticket was between four and seven dollars, and this 759 00:42:43,719 --> 00:42:46,200 Speaker 2: one was twenty five dollars for the tickets, but it 760 00:42:46,280 --> 00:42:50,359 Speaker 2: included a fucking Thanksgiving meal that. 761 00:42:50,400 --> 00:42:53,960 Speaker 1: Is pennies compared to what they charge now, and you 762 00:42:53,960 --> 00:42:55,040 Speaker 1: don't get food at all. 763 00:42:56,000 --> 00:42:58,920 Speaker 2: Imagine being able to see everyone in this movie typically 764 00:42:59,400 --> 00:43:05,120 Speaker 2: for like dollars would never even happen for one band nowadays. 765 00:43:05,239 --> 00:43:07,480 Speaker 1: Oh absolutely not. That's cute though. 766 00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:10,280 Speaker 2: Thanksgiving dinner, oh my right, because it was on Thanksgiving. 767 00:43:10,320 --> 00:43:13,160 Speaker 2: It was November twenty fifth of nineteen seventy six, so 768 00:43:13,200 --> 00:43:16,719 Speaker 2: we also so this is a film about the band who, 769 00:43:16,800 --> 00:43:20,640 Speaker 2: again Canadian guys who do a lot of Americana kind 770 00:43:20,640 --> 00:43:24,279 Speaker 2: of music, were incredibly influential to a ton of your 771 00:43:24,280 --> 00:43:28,440 Speaker 2: favorite musicians even to this day and definitely in their time. 772 00:43:28,640 --> 00:43:30,960 Speaker 2: And they have this very they had a very interesting 773 00:43:31,080 --> 00:43:34,640 Speaker 2: rise to fame and that they just kind of made 774 00:43:34,680 --> 00:43:37,760 Speaker 2: their way by playing good music and being good people 775 00:43:37,760 --> 00:43:43,040 Speaker 2: to be around. The band consists of Robbie Robertson, Levon 776 00:43:43,200 --> 00:43:49,000 Speaker 2: helm Rick Danko, Richard Manuel, and Garth Hudson. And one 777 00:43:49,040 --> 00:43:51,680 Speaker 2: of the key things to know about the band, and 778 00:43:51,719 --> 00:43:53,560 Speaker 2: they do get into in the movie how they gave 779 00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:57,759 Speaker 2: themselves their name, but they were the backing band for 780 00:43:57,880 --> 00:44:03,439 Speaker 2: Bob Dylan when he went electric, right, so already rock 781 00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:07,719 Speaker 2: history is made definitely, all right, So this movie was 782 00:44:07,719 --> 00:44:10,839 Speaker 2: was directed by Martin Scorsese. There are scenes and when 783 00:44:10,840 --> 00:44:13,160 Speaker 2: you first open the film, there are scenes of the city. 784 00:44:13,200 --> 00:44:15,279 Speaker 2: It's you know, it takes place in San Francisco, one 785 00:44:15,320 --> 00:44:18,279 Speaker 2: of Bill Graham's theaters, and I think it was one 786 00:44:18,280 --> 00:44:20,600 Speaker 2: of the first places that they played as the band. 787 00:44:21,200 --> 00:44:23,560 Speaker 2: They had a few different names prior to that. And 788 00:44:23,640 --> 00:44:25,799 Speaker 2: it just kind of starts in this very innocent way 789 00:44:26,880 --> 00:44:30,960 Speaker 2: with Robbie Robertson talking to Martin Scorsese and he just 790 00:44:31,400 --> 00:44:33,920 Speaker 2: he catches a fly in mid air in his hand 791 00:44:34,000 --> 00:44:35,879 Speaker 2: during the interview, like it's that kind of low key, 792 00:44:35,920 --> 00:44:37,080 Speaker 2: and then he just keeps talking. 793 00:44:38,440 --> 00:44:39,719 Speaker 1: It's really low key. 794 00:44:39,840 --> 00:44:44,319 Speaker 2: It's so wildly low key. And they so this band, like, 795 00:44:44,360 --> 00:44:46,640 Speaker 2: you know, the band knew that they were ending, you know, 796 00:44:46,640 --> 00:44:49,000 Speaker 2: they kind of made a decision to stop touring and stop, 797 00:44:49,280 --> 00:44:51,719 Speaker 2: you know, playing together, and they wanted it to be 798 00:44:51,719 --> 00:44:53,400 Speaker 2: more than They wanted their last show to be more 799 00:44:53,400 --> 00:44:55,280 Speaker 2: than a concert. They wanted it to be a celebration. 800 00:44:56,040 --> 00:44:59,040 Speaker 2: So there are lots of interstitial interviews with the band, 801 00:44:59,320 --> 00:45:02,200 Speaker 2: a lot of people smoke and pot, telling stories, reminiscing. 802 00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:04,799 Speaker 2: It just felt very of like, kind of crunchy and 803 00:45:04,920 --> 00:45:07,680 Speaker 2: of the time to kind of have this behind the 804 00:45:07,719 --> 00:45:11,480 Speaker 2: scenes look, and the reason I love it is that 805 00:45:12,360 --> 00:45:15,400 Speaker 2: it's basically a group of musicians who are so revered 806 00:45:15,520 --> 00:45:18,440 Speaker 2: by the absolute best in the business, which is why 807 00:45:18,520 --> 00:45:20,480 Speaker 2: you should watch it even if you don't like this 808 00:45:20,719 --> 00:45:24,080 Speaker 2: kind of music. They I cannot express how hugely influential 809 00:45:24,120 --> 00:45:28,320 Speaker 2: they were and are as just great musicians. Every single 810 00:45:28,320 --> 00:45:32,200 Speaker 2: person in the band sings in addition to playing their instruments, 811 00:45:32,480 --> 00:45:35,080 Speaker 2: so there's no singular front man, even though Robbie Robertson 812 00:45:35,120 --> 00:45:36,840 Speaker 2: got a lot of shine because he wrote he was 813 00:45:36,880 --> 00:45:42,320 Speaker 2: a songwriter. There's everyone plays a part and all the 814 00:45:42,360 --> 00:45:44,759 Speaker 2: different voices give a different flavor to each song, so 815 00:45:44,800 --> 00:45:48,600 Speaker 2: it's very cohesive. But it's also really emotionally different to 816 00:45:48,640 --> 00:45:52,200 Speaker 2: hear everybody sing their songs and there's no overproduction in 817 00:45:52,239 --> 00:45:55,680 Speaker 2: this doc. It's just some sweaty friends in various states 818 00:45:55,719 --> 00:45:59,120 Speaker 2: of sobriety having a good time and smiling at each 819 00:45:59,120 --> 00:46:01,640 Speaker 2: other and celebrating with song. 820 00:46:02,920 --> 00:46:06,200 Speaker 1: Love. Those seventies teeth as you know, a lot of 821 00:46:06,239 --> 00:46:07,440 Speaker 1: seven teeth. 822 00:46:08,040 --> 00:46:13,480 Speaker 2: Yeah, og teeth are incredible, And it's like again, it's 823 00:46:13,520 --> 00:46:15,640 Speaker 2: just it's a good feeling movie. I don't know if 824 00:46:15,680 --> 00:46:17,480 Speaker 2: you felt that this time, but the first time I 825 00:46:17,520 --> 00:46:21,160 Speaker 2: saw it. My aunt head recommended it at some point, 826 00:46:21,160 --> 00:46:23,520 Speaker 2: but the first time I actually saw it was with 827 00:46:23,520 --> 00:46:28,080 Speaker 2: my neighbor Carol growing up, who no longer is with us. 828 00:46:28,120 --> 00:46:31,520 Speaker 2: She was a beautiful and lovely woman, absolute hippie, introduced 829 00:46:31,560 --> 00:46:33,560 Speaker 2: me to so many wonderful things that are still part 830 00:46:33,560 --> 00:46:37,200 Speaker 2: of my life. And as longtime listeners of the show. No, 831 00:46:37,560 --> 00:46:39,920 Speaker 2: I had a huge crush on her oldest son and 832 00:46:39,960 --> 00:46:41,680 Speaker 2: played jazz out of my window to him. 833 00:46:41,880 --> 00:46:44,520 Speaker 1: Oh, it's this is the boy. 834 00:46:44,800 --> 00:46:46,640 Speaker 2: Okay, this is the boy. So I would to go 835 00:46:46,719 --> 00:46:48,879 Speaker 2: over and hang out with his mom. 836 00:46:49,239 --> 00:46:51,560 Speaker 1: Yeah, I loved. 837 00:46:51,560 --> 00:46:55,160 Speaker 2: And be like secretly in love with her child. But 838 00:46:55,239 --> 00:46:57,600 Speaker 2: she introduced me to like Caravaggio and like all these 839 00:46:57,600 --> 00:47:01,520 Speaker 2: different artists and just and this movie. And I loved 840 00:47:01,520 --> 00:47:03,200 Speaker 2: it from the minute I saw it. It just felt like 841 00:47:03,239 --> 00:47:05,600 Speaker 2: something like some songs I might have heard on the radio, 842 00:47:05,960 --> 00:47:08,840 Speaker 2: but I never put faces with names back then, and 843 00:47:08,920 --> 00:47:11,200 Speaker 2: it was just a whole different world, even in the 844 00:47:11,239 --> 00:47:12,799 Speaker 2: you know, the nineties, when I saw this film, which 845 00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:16,680 Speaker 2: is a very different experience. So this movie is wild 846 00:47:16,800 --> 00:47:18,680 Speaker 2: when you start to hear about some of the behind 847 00:47:18,719 --> 00:47:21,440 Speaker 2: the scenes happenings. But just to give you an idea 848 00:47:22,000 --> 00:47:25,080 Speaker 2: of why this concert is so special. It's not just 849 00:47:25,239 --> 00:47:30,439 Speaker 2: the band. The band brings on several musicians to help 850 00:47:30,520 --> 00:47:37,240 Speaker 2: them and their run. So we're talking Eric Clapton, Neil Diamond, 851 00:47:37,640 --> 00:47:43,720 Speaker 2: Bob Dylan, Jody Mitchell, Neil Young, Emil Lou Harris, Ringo Starr, 852 00:47:44,239 --> 00:47:51,000 Speaker 2: Paul Butterfield, doctor John Van Morrison, Ronnie Hawkins, the Staples, 853 00:47:51,520 --> 00:47:55,840 Speaker 2: Muddy Waters, and Ron Wood, just a litany of people 854 00:47:55,880 --> 00:47:59,600 Speaker 2: coming out. I think that I, weirdly have I have 855 00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:02,319 Speaker 2: a very knee jerk I've always had a very knee 856 00:48:02,360 --> 00:48:04,680 Speaker 2: jerk reaction to Eric Clapton. I just feel like he's 857 00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:07,080 Speaker 2: a prick, and it has been confirmed that he's totally 858 00:48:07,120 --> 00:48:09,200 Speaker 2: a prick. I've been doing some research on the people 859 00:48:09,200 --> 00:48:13,080 Speaker 2: who were in this film, and he like like racist 860 00:48:13,239 --> 00:48:17,520 Speaker 2: epithets and just a horrible guy to work with and 861 00:48:17,600 --> 00:48:19,440 Speaker 2: just kind of like, so, if all of you know 862 00:48:19,520 --> 00:48:22,000 Speaker 2: of Eric Clapton, his tears in Heaven, do your research. 863 00:48:23,360 --> 00:48:25,960 Speaker 2: He just seems like a horrible dude. And even in 864 00:48:26,000 --> 00:48:27,840 Speaker 2: this concert was kind of my least favorite part of 865 00:48:28,280 --> 00:48:31,319 Speaker 2: the show. But all these friends come on and they 866 00:48:31,320 --> 00:48:34,439 Speaker 2: bring their own flavor and it's such a cohesive show. 867 00:48:34,480 --> 00:48:38,160 Speaker 2: It's like they brought Muddy Waters up to sing Manish 868 00:48:38,239 --> 00:48:41,719 Speaker 2: Boy and Muddy Waters, most musicians will will tell you, 869 00:48:41,880 --> 00:48:46,240 Speaker 2: is like a highly Muddy Waters created rock and roll essentially, 870 00:48:46,239 --> 00:48:48,160 Speaker 2: even though he was a blues musician, he was so 871 00:48:48,320 --> 00:48:51,719 Speaker 2: influential to so many rock musicians that he essentially had 872 00:48:51,760 --> 00:48:53,000 Speaker 2: a part in creating rock and roll. 873 00:48:53,600 --> 00:48:54,279 Speaker 1: And he died a. 874 00:48:54,239 --> 00:48:57,480 Speaker 2: Few years after this this film this was filmed, So 875 00:48:58,600 --> 00:49:01,960 Speaker 2: it's also a very important his historical factor that we 876 00:49:02,080 --> 00:49:03,880 Speaker 2: look at now that a lot of the people in 877 00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:07,799 Speaker 2: this movie are now gone. Yeah, it's sad, So I 878 00:49:07,920 --> 00:49:11,080 Speaker 2: just kind of love that. It's just I don't know, 879 00:49:11,120 --> 00:49:14,560 Speaker 2: it's just a really beautiful tribute to not just this band, 880 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:17,880 Speaker 2: not just this time, but to music in general and 881 00:49:18,040 --> 00:49:20,920 Speaker 2: kind of seeing musicians having fun, which is something I 882 00:49:20,960 --> 00:49:23,600 Speaker 2: also think we don't see enough of nowadays because music 883 00:49:23,640 --> 00:49:26,480 Speaker 2: is such a business. I like seeing musicians having a 884 00:49:26,480 --> 00:49:27,920 Speaker 2: good ass fucking time. 885 00:49:28,080 --> 00:49:31,360 Speaker 1: Yeah, and seeing them be like kind of like friendly 886 00:49:31,400 --> 00:49:34,719 Speaker 1: with each other, you know what I mean. Like everybody 887 00:49:34,719 --> 00:49:38,160 Speaker 1: loves Joni Mitchell, right, everybody loves Joni Mitchell back then 888 00:49:38,719 --> 00:49:43,040 Speaker 1: and now like when you read about you know, I 889 00:49:43,040 --> 00:49:47,799 Speaker 1: don't know, like the La Canyon scene or whatever. I mean, 890 00:49:48,000 --> 00:49:50,919 Speaker 1: she's just such a huge part of that. And it's 891 00:49:50,960 --> 00:49:52,640 Speaker 1: like when you see her come on stage and she 892 00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:55,439 Speaker 1: like kisses Robbie Robertson, You're just like, oh, say, these 893 00:49:55,440 --> 00:49:58,520 Speaker 1: are all this is all like a friendly This is 894 00:49:58,600 --> 00:50:02,480 Speaker 1: like musicians who know other musicians and they collaborate together, 895 00:50:02,520 --> 00:50:05,160 Speaker 1: and there's like this really sweet feeling about it, you know. 896 00:50:05,320 --> 00:50:07,920 Speaker 2: Completely, And she comes out with like this long skirt 897 00:50:07,960 --> 00:50:09,719 Speaker 2: and this kind of leotard and she has a pack 898 00:50:09,719 --> 00:50:11,040 Speaker 2: of cigarettes tucked in her belt. 899 00:50:11,480 --> 00:50:16,920 Speaker 1: Yes, my god, Ah, it's so cute. 900 00:50:17,280 --> 00:50:22,040 Speaker 2: She's so cute. I mean again, unfortunately she's suffered from 901 00:50:22,040 --> 00:50:24,320 Speaker 2: some strokes later in life that undoubtedly we're due to 902 00:50:24,360 --> 00:50:25,239 Speaker 2: some of the cigarettes. 903 00:50:25,480 --> 00:50:29,520 Speaker 1: But it was kind of and it's fun. 904 00:50:30,080 --> 00:50:32,640 Speaker 2: I also just love the way that people come on stage. 905 00:50:32,640 --> 00:50:35,799 Speaker 2: So for example, we are out the gate, so the 906 00:50:35,800 --> 00:50:38,120 Speaker 2: band starts with two of their songs. They do Cripple 907 00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:42,320 Speaker 2: Creek and the Shape I'm In, And then Ronnie Hawkins 908 00:50:42,360 --> 00:50:45,160 Speaker 2: comes out and Ronnie Hawkins is already three sheets to 909 00:50:45,200 --> 00:50:48,360 Speaker 2: the fucking wind doing hoo do you Love and just 910 00:50:48,400 --> 00:50:51,360 Speaker 2: wearing this weird old little hat and just being himself 911 00:50:51,480 --> 00:50:53,479 Speaker 2: and just singing and having a great time. He comes 912 00:50:53,480 --> 00:50:56,000 Speaker 2: out and like grabs the beer from the top of 913 00:50:56,040 --> 00:51:00,239 Speaker 2: the piano of from the top of Garthoughtson's pian I know, 914 00:51:00,280 --> 00:51:02,400 Speaker 2: and just like he's just in it. He's having a 915 00:51:02,400 --> 00:51:04,680 Speaker 2: great time. And then there are a couple more songs 916 00:51:04,719 --> 00:51:07,120 Speaker 2: by the band you know they do it makes no difference. 917 00:51:07,120 --> 00:51:09,520 Speaker 2: They actually bring out poets. They brought out Michael McClure 918 00:51:09,640 --> 00:51:12,120 Speaker 2: to do a poem in the beginning, and then halfway 919 00:51:12,120 --> 00:51:14,640 Speaker 2: through they bring out Lawrence for Lyngetti to do a poem. 920 00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:19,040 Speaker 2: So they really are making this this masterful film about 921 00:51:19,040 --> 00:51:21,480 Speaker 2: their scene. Like you said, like this is about their 922 00:51:21,520 --> 00:51:24,080 Speaker 2: lives in that moment, and included so many different kinds 923 00:51:24,080 --> 00:51:26,839 Speaker 2: of artists. And then Doctor John comes out and does 924 00:51:26,880 --> 00:51:28,520 Speaker 2: such a night. And if you don't know who Doctor 925 00:51:28,600 --> 00:51:31,839 Speaker 2: John is, well you probably do because they if you've 926 00:51:31,840 --> 00:51:35,120 Speaker 2: ever watched the Muppets, Doctor Teeth is based on Doctor John. 927 00:51:35,200 --> 00:51:36,320 Speaker 1: Oh yeah, that's right. 928 00:51:36,760 --> 00:51:42,000 Speaker 2: But he's this New Orleans fucking pianist who is incredible. 929 00:51:42,440 --> 00:51:46,879 Speaker 2: I love doctor so much, and again just comes out 930 00:51:47,200 --> 00:51:50,640 Speaker 2: and has a great ass time. Then we see Neil 931 00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:54,839 Speaker 2: Young come out and do Helpless and Neil Young has 932 00:51:55,400 --> 00:51:58,120 Speaker 2: a fucking coke booger in his nose the entire time. 933 00:51:58,600 --> 00:52:03,560 Speaker 2: Ah ah, there's just a cocaine nugget in his nose 934 00:52:03,640 --> 00:52:08,279 Speaker 2: the entire time. He is singing this gorgeous little. 935 00:52:08,080 --> 00:52:11,719 Speaker 1: Song that is real, dude. 936 00:52:14,840 --> 00:52:18,560 Speaker 2: Then they do an another uh song by just the 937 00:52:18,600 --> 00:52:21,680 Speaker 2: band stage fright, and then the Staples come out, who 938 00:52:21,680 --> 00:52:23,560 Speaker 2: you might know is the Staples sisters, but like the 939 00:52:23,560 --> 00:52:25,680 Speaker 2: whole family comes out and they have I think that 940 00:52:25,719 --> 00:52:27,600 Speaker 2: the way that Scorsese kind of filmed it is also 941 00:52:27,640 --> 00:52:31,400 Speaker 2: interesting because there are a few people the Staples, Emilu Harris, 942 00:52:31,560 --> 00:52:33,760 Speaker 2: there are a couple of people who were filmed separately. 943 00:52:33,800 --> 00:52:36,040 Speaker 2: They weren't on stage, but you could tell that it 944 00:52:36,080 --> 00:52:38,840 Speaker 2: was important to the band that these people be involved. 945 00:52:38,880 --> 00:52:41,160 Speaker 2: So they filmed it on like this sound stage, and 946 00:52:41,239 --> 00:52:45,480 Speaker 2: the Staples come out, and again you see this this incredible, 947 00:52:46,120 --> 00:52:49,920 Speaker 2: incredible mix of how these kind of gospel style singers 948 00:52:50,680 --> 00:52:54,799 Speaker 2: also fit very well and are influenced, influential to the 949 00:52:54,840 --> 00:52:57,040 Speaker 2: development of rock music. So they're just kind of like 950 00:52:57,640 --> 00:53:00,200 Speaker 2: just this beautiful harmonies, and I just I love that 951 00:53:00,320 --> 00:53:03,200 Speaker 2: scene so much. Then they do the night they Drove 952 00:53:03,200 --> 00:53:05,439 Speaker 2: All Dixie Down, which is one of my favorites, even 953 00:53:05,440 --> 00:53:08,239 Speaker 2: though Dixie anything, I'm usually like fuck that, but I 954 00:53:08,320 --> 00:53:10,880 Speaker 2: just really love this song. I don't know why. I 955 00:53:10,920 --> 00:53:14,040 Speaker 2: think it's just very soulful. And then like you said, 956 00:53:14,080 --> 00:53:18,200 Speaker 2: Jodie comes out, she does Coyote. Paul Butterfield comes out, 957 00:53:18,280 --> 00:53:22,040 Speaker 2: does Mystery Train, Muddy Waters, Eric Clapton, which you can 958 00:53:22,040 --> 00:53:23,800 Speaker 2: probably skip. He does further on Up the Road, and 959 00:53:23,840 --> 00:53:26,000 Speaker 2: I just again not my favorite part of the film. 960 00:53:26,280 --> 00:53:30,319 Speaker 2: Emma Lou Harris is on the soundstage doing Evangeline like 961 00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:34,640 Speaker 2: so beautiful God the seventies teeth are poppin' love it, 962 00:53:35,600 --> 00:53:38,000 Speaker 2: love it so much. They do a couple more songs 963 00:53:38,000 --> 00:53:42,680 Speaker 2: by the band. Then Van Morrison comes out. 964 00:53:42,960 --> 00:53:44,520 Speaker 1: I knew you were gonna say this. 965 00:53:45,640 --> 00:53:48,880 Speaker 2: And Van Morrison is doing the Caravan. And let me 966 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:53,600 Speaker 2: tell you the outfit alone is worth a Google. Yeah, 967 00:53:54,200 --> 00:54:00,080 Speaker 2: it is a decision. The outfit is a decision. The pants, 968 00:54:00,080 --> 00:54:03,920 Speaker 2: the glitter, the tank top, the sweat, it is a choice. 969 00:54:05,000 --> 00:54:08,799 Speaker 2: But I have read several accounts of the fact that 970 00:54:09,280 --> 00:54:11,920 Speaker 2: he was blackout drunk during this performance. 971 00:54:12,040 --> 00:54:15,240 Speaker 1: Oh I'm sure sure allegedly. 972 00:54:14,960 --> 00:54:18,480 Speaker 2: Blackout drunk during this perform minute. And let me tell 973 00:54:18,520 --> 00:54:25,359 Speaker 2: you it shows. It shows in those high kicks. It shows. 974 00:54:26,440 --> 00:54:28,680 Speaker 1: It's so fucking great. 975 00:54:29,040 --> 00:54:35,080 Speaker 2: It's just entertaining. It is purely entertaining, and again just 976 00:54:35,160 --> 00:54:38,880 Speaker 2: a wild indication of that time and how these different 977 00:54:38,960 --> 00:54:43,080 Speaker 2: musicians got together and made it work, just fucking made 978 00:54:43,080 --> 00:54:46,160 Speaker 2: it work. Yeah, but that is probably one of my 979 00:54:46,320 --> 00:54:48,600 Speaker 2: favorite parts of this doc is just he comes out 980 00:54:48,960 --> 00:54:50,879 Speaker 2: and it's there. There are a lot of people who 981 00:54:51,320 --> 00:54:53,920 Speaker 2: have indicated that Neil Diamond didn't quite fit in, but 982 00:54:54,000 --> 00:54:55,799 Speaker 2: I think he fit in. He did Dry your Eyes 983 00:54:55,840 --> 00:54:57,480 Speaker 2: and he fit in really well. And I love Neil 984 00:54:57,520 --> 00:55:00,200 Speaker 2: Diamond and I think he fit in pretty well. Van 985 00:55:00,320 --> 00:55:03,319 Speaker 2: Morrison weirdly was the shocker for me when I first 986 00:55:03,320 --> 00:55:05,880 Speaker 2: I'm like, oh, like, I've heard this song before. I 987 00:55:05,880 --> 00:55:07,400 Speaker 2: just didn't realize this was the guy singing it. 988 00:55:08,080 --> 00:55:11,359 Speaker 1: Yeah, oh yeah. The Highlight Kicks is probably like one 989 00:55:11,400 --> 00:55:15,600 Speaker 1: of the most famous portions of this documentary. I would 990 00:55:15,600 --> 00:55:19,040 Speaker 1: say it was the one I gravitated towards when I 991 00:55:19,080 --> 00:55:21,960 Speaker 1: first saw it. But yeah, I mean everybody, like, I 992 00:55:21,960 --> 00:55:24,799 Speaker 1: think there's like memes of this online and stuff of 993 00:55:24,840 --> 00:55:29,000 Speaker 1: like the the Kicks on stage. I mean, it's incredible. 994 00:55:30,280 --> 00:55:37,560 Speaker 1: It's incredible to see an era where we're not These 995 00:55:37,600 --> 00:55:41,880 Speaker 1: are celebrities that are going on stage to be in 996 00:55:41,920 --> 00:55:45,839 Speaker 1: a public arena, also being filmed for a documentary by 997 00:55:45,840 --> 00:55:50,200 Speaker 1: a major director, and there's not like one pr person 998 00:55:50,440 --> 00:55:52,719 Speaker 1: or one stylist. It's like, can we just wipe that 999 00:55:52,880 --> 00:55:56,799 Speaker 1: cocaine off your fucking shawls before you go in front 1000 00:55:56,840 --> 00:56:01,000 Speaker 1: of these people? Can we just like, uh, make sure 1001 00:56:01,120 --> 00:56:03,480 Speaker 1: that your fucking dick is not gonna pop out of 1002 00:56:03,520 --> 00:56:09,359 Speaker 1: these like lavender trousers or whatever. Like, no one is 1003 00:56:09,480 --> 00:56:13,120 Speaker 1: checking these people. They just came as they were. They 1004 00:56:13,120 --> 00:56:17,640 Speaker 1: did a pulling event that was documented for the rest 1005 00:56:17,680 --> 00:56:21,840 Speaker 1: of history, and there's no oversight and there's just like 1006 00:56:21,920 --> 00:56:25,080 Speaker 1: this moment where I appreciate the shit out of that 1007 00:56:25,160 --> 00:56:29,799 Speaker 1: because now you could never do shit like that. No 1008 00:56:29,840 --> 00:56:33,799 Speaker 1: one is gonna allow this band to happen. Yeah. 1009 00:56:33,920 --> 00:56:37,120 Speaker 2: No, every musician still does cocaine. You just won't literally 1010 00:56:37,120 --> 00:56:41,560 Speaker 2: see it on their faces anymore. No, Like it's just crazy, 1011 00:56:41,840 --> 00:56:46,319 Speaker 2: but there's so many people around the musicians to where 1012 00:56:46,320 --> 00:56:50,000 Speaker 2: they're just like, you know, it's all so tightly controlled, 1013 00:56:50,040 --> 00:56:53,799 Speaker 2: Like image is so tightly controlled now, and that's when 1014 00:56:53,840 --> 00:56:54,360 Speaker 2: you watch. 1015 00:56:54,200 --> 00:56:56,399 Speaker 1: Anything like this. First of all, they would never let 1016 00:56:56,400 --> 00:56:58,520 Speaker 1: those people have those teeth. They would all have veneers. 1017 00:56:59,040 --> 00:57:01,719 Speaker 2: They wouldn't let them in have for those outfits like oh, 1018 00:57:01,800 --> 00:57:06,640 Speaker 2: Levon Helm and a fucking sheer, horizontally lined shirt. He 1019 00:57:06,760 --> 00:57:08,560 Speaker 2: makes it work. He looks hot as hell, but like, 1020 00:57:09,120 --> 00:57:10,680 Speaker 2: no one would let him go out there with that 1021 00:57:10,760 --> 00:57:11,279 Speaker 2: shirt on. 1022 00:57:11,760 --> 00:57:14,279 Speaker 1: Let me tell you right now, you brought it up, 1023 00:57:14,320 --> 00:57:17,160 Speaker 1: so now I'm going down that road, bitch. I am 1024 00:57:17,680 --> 00:57:21,800 Speaker 1: there to me whenever, whenever I watch the Last Waltz, 1025 00:57:21,920 --> 00:57:27,080 Speaker 1: I'm constantly being like Robbie Robertson and Levon Helm are 1026 00:57:27,240 --> 00:57:30,720 Speaker 1: the two sides of a perfect boyfriend. From me, I'm like, 1027 00:57:30,920 --> 00:57:35,760 Speaker 1: I want the like sleek, I want the sleek, tall, 1028 00:57:35,840 --> 00:57:39,240 Speaker 1: thin like dark haired, like leather coat guy. But then 1029 00:57:39,280 --> 00:57:42,200 Speaker 1: i want like the country guy, the country, good old 1030 00:57:42,240 --> 00:57:45,880 Speaker 1: boy guy. I'm like, what is robbery? I'm like, if 1031 00:57:45,920 --> 00:57:51,240 Speaker 1: these two guys were like one person, that's the ideal 1032 00:57:51,720 --> 00:57:53,720 Speaker 1: I'd be so that sense to me. 1033 00:57:53,840 --> 00:57:58,320 Speaker 2: That makes sense to me. And also, hilariously, Levon Helm 1034 00:57:58,320 --> 00:58:02,360 Speaker 2: Rest in Peace. King fucking hated this movie. Hated it 1035 00:58:02,520 --> 00:58:04,400 Speaker 2: when it came out. He was like, I'm shocked at 1036 00:58:04,440 --> 00:58:06,800 Speaker 2: how bad it was. Like he said that to mart 1037 00:58:06,880 --> 00:58:13,360 Speaker 2: Scorsese's face, basically shit, but you're right, and I'm a 1038 00:58:13,440 --> 00:58:14,280 Speaker 2: rick Danko girl. 1039 00:58:14,640 --> 00:58:18,520 Speaker 1: Oh interesting, very love that dude loved. 1040 00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:22,120 Speaker 2: But Robbie Robertson was so cute. But again, just I 1041 00:58:22,160 --> 00:58:25,560 Speaker 2: love I just I love listening to them in between 1042 00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:28,200 Speaker 2: the songs. Robbie Robertson at some point when he's talking 1043 00:58:28,280 --> 00:58:32,560 Speaker 2: about why they're ending their run as the band, he says, 1044 00:58:32,680 --> 00:58:36,440 Speaker 2: and I quote, that the road is a goddamn impossible 1045 00:58:36,480 --> 00:58:38,600 Speaker 2: way of life. So a lot of these dudes were 1046 00:58:38,600 --> 00:58:43,520 Speaker 2: making a decision to kind of become different types of 1047 00:58:43,600 --> 00:58:46,439 Speaker 2: musicians where maybe they weren't so roughly on the road 1048 00:58:46,480 --> 00:58:48,440 Speaker 2: all the time, because it was really rough back then. 1049 00:58:48,480 --> 00:58:50,720 Speaker 2: There were no comforts. You could be the most popular 1050 00:58:50,760 --> 00:58:52,919 Speaker 2: band in the world and you're not getting the same 1051 00:58:52,960 --> 00:58:57,880 Speaker 2: creature comforts that we get today. For so it's just tougher. 1052 00:58:58,560 --> 00:59:00,320 Speaker 1: Well, I'm like that. That to me is an interesting 1053 00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:03,800 Speaker 1: thing too, because you think about a band who is 1054 00:59:03,960 --> 00:59:06,840 Speaker 1: who's been around for a long time. They have realized 1055 00:59:06,880 --> 00:59:09,080 Speaker 1: that they're kind of in this cycle where they're doing 1056 00:59:09,240 --> 00:59:13,840 Speaker 1: like album tour, album tour, like whatever it is, right, 1057 00:59:14,640 --> 00:59:18,440 Speaker 1: and maybe there is a moment because because they subsequently 1058 00:59:18,480 --> 00:59:22,440 Speaker 1: did pretty much what you know, I guess the respectable 1059 00:59:22,480 --> 00:59:24,760 Speaker 1: thing to do, which is that they just started doing 1060 00:59:25,720 --> 00:59:28,960 Speaker 1: music for movies and acting like this, So it's like 1061 00:59:29,040 --> 00:59:32,120 Speaker 1: live on Helm acted like Robbie Robertson, you know, obviously 1062 00:59:32,200 --> 00:59:34,560 Speaker 1: did a lot of soundtrack stuff. 1063 00:59:34,600 --> 00:59:36,800 Speaker 2: So it's just that thing, like I'm a huge producer. 1064 00:59:37,040 --> 00:59:43,240 Speaker 1: Yeah yeah, yeah, producing acting movie scores. Basically, it's kind 1065 00:59:43,240 --> 00:59:47,040 Speaker 1: of like the world that you move into after you 1066 00:59:47,320 --> 00:59:50,240 Speaker 1: like have hung up your tour boots or whatever. But 1067 00:59:50,280 --> 00:59:53,640 Speaker 1: it is interesting to be caught in that moment right before, 1068 00:59:53,680 --> 00:59:57,320 Speaker 1: like once they've made the realization to like this is it? 1069 00:59:57,720 --> 01:00:01,480 Speaker 2: You know. Yeah, So I love it and I just 1070 01:00:01,520 --> 01:00:03,320 Speaker 2: love the At the end, you kind of get to 1071 01:00:03,320 --> 01:00:06,320 Speaker 2: see them playing the theme and Robbie Robertson's got this 1072 01:00:06,400 --> 01:00:09,280 Speaker 2: like twelve string guitar, and there's just something about it, 1073 01:00:09,360 --> 01:00:12,120 Speaker 2: just showing them kind of in shadow with their instruments 1074 01:00:12,160 --> 01:00:14,720 Speaker 2: and they're just musicians. They're just troubadours, They're just guys 1075 01:00:14,760 --> 01:00:18,560 Speaker 2: playing right, And I just really respect it. I love it. 1076 01:00:18,680 --> 01:00:20,680 Speaker 2: Like you said earlier, it brings you back to a 1077 01:00:20,760 --> 01:00:25,600 Speaker 2: time when fandom was different, when you're enjoying music was different, 1078 01:00:25,600 --> 01:00:28,760 Speaker 2: when musicians were different. But I just really I really 1079 01:00:28,760 --> 01:00:30,720 Speaker 2: loved it. I really love going back to this film 1080 01:00:30,760 --> 01:00:32,880 Speaker 2: time and again. It's classic to me for a reason. 1081 01:00:34,560 --> 01:00:38,240 Speaker 2: And yeah, I just I truly just feel like it 1082 01:00:38,280 --> 01:00:41,160 Speaker 2: is something I will go back to again and again. 1083 01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:43,800 Speaker 2: I love the music. I love everything about it. I 1084 01:00:43,880 --> 01:00:44,120 Speaker 2: do too. 1085 01:00:44,200 --> 01:00:47,320 Speaker 1: It's such a comfort watch. It's funny because I actually 1086 01:00:47,800 --> 01:00:51,600 Speaker 1: heard the soundtrack before I watched the film. Really, yes, 1087 01:00:51,800 --> 01:00:54,440 Speaker 1: because I have to say, when I was in high school, 1088 01:00:56,160 --> 01:01:00,480 Speaker 1: there was this guy that I hung out with for 1089 01:01:00,560 --> 01:01:04,960 Speaker 1: a while I think, who was like kind of a jock. 1090 01:01:05,120 --> 01:01:07,120 Speaker 1: I mean, he really wasn't a jock. I think he 1091 01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:09,480 Speaker 1: was in the band, like he was in the marching band, 1092 01:01:09,880 --> 01:01:12,000 Speaker 1: but then played soccer, so he was kind of like 1093 01:01:12,040 --> 01:01:14,800 Speaker 1: an alt jock. I guess, if you will, maybe like 1094 01:01:14,840 --> 01:01:18,520 Speaker 1: a hippie, a hippie jock. And I have no idea 1095 01:01:18,560 --> 01:01:20,240 Speaker 1: why he wanted to hang out with me, because I 1096 01:01:20,360 --> 01:01:25,680 Speaker 1: was a fucking freak anyway, but somehow. 1097 01:01:25,440 --> 01:01:28,600 Speaker 2: He because he had good taste clearly, Yeah, I mean. 1098 01:01:28,520 --> 01:01:31,200 Speaker 1: I guess he was cool. I don't know, Like it's 1099 01:01:31,240 --> 01:01:33,840 Speaker 1: always weird when a when a jock crosses over and 1100 01:01:33,880 --> 01:01:35,920 Speaker 1: you're like, what do they want from me? What do 1101 01:01:36,000 --> 01:01:36,680 Speaker 1: they think of me? 1102 01:01:37,440 --> 01:01:39,320 Speaker 2: What fucking crisis are you going through? 1103 01:01:39,560 --> 01:01:43,960 Speaker 1: Yeah, I'm like an angry Marxist got the Jason punk person, 1104 01:01:44,000 --> 01:01:48,880 Speaker 1: what the fuck do they want from me? But he 1105 01:01:49,040 --> 01:01:52,160 Speaker 1: was very open minded. But like I remember this distinctly. 1106 01:01:52,200 --> 01:01:54,560 Speaker 1: I remember like driving around in his car and he 1107 01:01:54,760 --> 01:01:59,080 Speaker 1: had the box set, the Last Waltz box set on 1108 01:01:59,200 --> 01:02:02,840 Speaker 1: CD and on the floor of his car and it 1109 01:02:02,920 --> 01:02:05,000 Speaker 1: was smashed. It was just like he had listened to 1110 01:02:05,040 --> 01:02:07,320 Speaker 1: it so much. He did not put it in a 1111 01:02:07,360 --> 01:02:11,560 Speaker 1: protective CD book. It just the cover was ripped off 1112 01:02:11,560 --> 01:02:15,240 Speaker 1: and like the whole thing was flattened. But he loved it. 1113 01:02:15,320 --> 01:02:17,480 Speaker 1: I mean he played it a lot. And uh, that 1114 01:02:17,600 --> 01:02:18,920 Speaker 1: was the first time that I was like, what the 1115 01:02:18,920 --> 01:02:23,240 Speaker 1: fuck is this the last Waltz. And then it wasn't 1116 01:02:23,320 --> 01:02:25,600 Speaker 1: until like I don't know, maybe college or something, that 1117 01:02:25,640 --> 01:02:28,400 Speaker 1: I finally saw the Last Waltz and I was like, 1118 01:02:28,480 --> 01:02:33,120 Speaker 1: this is amazing. Like absolutely, it's such a vibe. Like 1119 01:02:33,160 --> 01:02:36,040 Speaker 1: I said it now, I've seen it multiple times. It 1120 01:02:36,200 --> 01:02:37,960 Speaker 1: just I love having it on in the house. It 1121 01:02:38,080 --> 01:02:41,920 Speaker 1: just feels good, you know. So I'm just glad that 1122 01:02:42,000 --> 01:02:43,720 Speaker 1: I got to watch it again. It's so good. 1123 01:02:44,360 --> 01:02:46,520 Speaker 2: I'm so happy. And just even the space that they 1124 01:02:46,560 --> 01:02:48,400 Speaker 2: were in like that, you know, Bill Graham had a 1125 01:02:48,400 --> 01:02:50,240 Speaker 2: lot of lot to do with the music scene back 1126 01:02:50,280 --> 01:02:52,440 Speaker 2: in the sixties and seventies, and they had these like 1127 01:02:52,520 --> 01:02:58,040 Speaker 2: gorgeous chandeliers and like very minimal the beautiful backing in 1128 01:02:58,120 --> 01:03:00,480 Speaker 2: this space they were, and it's just it was all wonderful. 1129 01:03:00,640 --> 01:03:02,960 Speaker 2: So I highly recommend watching it again, even if you 1130 01:03:02,960 --> 01:03:05,320 Speaker 2: don't think you like the music. Like it's a beautiful 1131 01:03:05,520 --> 01:03:10,640 Speaker 2: classic classic music doc to get into and learn a 1132 01:03:10,640 --> 01:03:12,480 Speaker 2: little bit and kind of feel the feeling of what 1133 01:03:12,520 --> 01:03:15,959 Speaker 2: it was like when things weren't so crushingly overproduced. 1134 01:03:16,560 --> 01:03:26,320 Speaker 1: Uh, totally agree. Well, you want to talk about my 1135 01:03:27,080 --> 01:03:28,000 Speaker 1: movie a little bit. 1136 01:03:28,160 --> 01:03:29,400 Speaker 2: She genuinely cannot wait. 1137 01:03:29,840 --> 01:03:33,080 Speaker 1: Oh gosh, so much that I forgot. 1138 01:03:34,440 --> 01:03:34,480 Speaker 2: This. 1139 01:03:35,080 --> 01:03:36,640 Speaker 1: This is gonna be all over the place, and I 1140 01:03:36,640 --> 01:03:42,080 Speaker 1: apologize in advance. So my movie for the theme classic 1141 01:03:42,240 --> 01:03:45,440 Speaker 1: music docs is from nineteen ninety one. It was directed 1142 01:03:45,440 --> 01:03:51,160 Speaker 1: by Alec Kashushian, and it's called Madonna Truth or Dare 1143 01:03:51,560 --> 01:03:56,960 Speaker 1: I'm so desperate for what? For some fun? I don't 1144 01:03:57,000 --> 01:03:59,680 Speaker 1: think I think we are in absolute agreeance about this, 1145 01:04:00,440 --> 01:04:07,840 Speaker 1: but this documentary came at the absolute pinnacle of my 1146 01:04:07,960 --> 01:04:14,800 Speaker 1: childhood obsession with her on do Per Blonde Ambition tour. Uh, 1147 01:04:14,880 --> 01:04:19,439 Speaker 1: this was this came out. When Like a Prayer came 1148 01:04:19,440 --> 01:04:21,560 Speaker 1: out the album Like a Prayer, And let me tell 1149 01:04:21,600 --> 01:04:26,680 Speaker 1: you right now, I raced home from school the day 1150 01:04:26,760 --> 01:04:29,680 Speaker 1: that MTV was going to premiere the Like a Prayer video, 1151 01:04:33,320 --> 01:04:37,640 Speaker 1: and it was like I watched the Devils or some 1152 01:04:37,720 --> 01:04:42,760 Speaker 1: shit like I was like, Oh, I'm watching the most sacrilegious, sexual, 1153 01:04:45,200 --> 01:04:50,280 Speaker 1: like transgressive art I've ever seen in my like ten 1154 01:04:50,360 --> 01:04:54,320 Speaker 1: year old brain or whatever. Whenever this movie came out, eleven. 1155 01:04:54,440 --> 01:04:57,560 Speaker 2: Do you the PEPSI tie in and tried to yell 1156 01:04:57,600 --> 01:05:00,520 Speaker 2: the video that is so cool to me. 1157 01:05:00,600 --> 01:05:03,120 Speaker 1: Now I'm like, what were they thinking? Dude? 1158 01:05:03,160 --> 01:05:08,160 Speaker 2: This video ruined lies like i'd grown men on the 1159 01:05:08,200 --> 01:05:11,760 Speaker 2: news at night losing their fucking mind because she made 1160 01:05:11,800 --> 01:05:13,640 Speaker 2: this video. And I had to watch this video with 1161 01:05:13,640 --> 01:05:17,640 Speaker 2: my grandmother, and my grandmother famously cannot stand Madonna for 1162 01:05:17,680 --> 01:05:20,840 Speaker 2: no reason at all. Oh wow, to always call her 1163 01:05:20,880 --> 01:05:23,600 Speaker 2: that hussy, I think like a virgin was not the 1164 01:05:23,600 --> 01:05:25,400 Speaker 2: way she should have been introduced to Madonna. 1165 01:05:25,880 --> 01:05:28,120 Speaker 1: No, she's like, why am I watching. 1166 01:05:27,760 --> 01:05:30,520 Speaker 2: This girl hump herself all over stage? What is going 1167 01:05:30,600 --> 01:05:31,480 Speaker 2: in a wedding dress? 1168 01:05:31,720 --> 01:05:32,640 Speaker 1: That was not the move. 1169 01:05:33,200 --> 01:05:35,240 Speaker 2: But then this video came out and she was like 1170 01:05:35,640 --> 01:05:37,320 Speaker 2: on the one. It was kind of interesting to watch 1171 01:05:37,320 --> 01:05:40,760 Speaker 2: her go through her own personal travails because she was like, 1172 01:05:40,800 --> 01:05:43,120 Speaker 2: all right, on the one hand, I can't stay Madonna. 1173 01:05:43,320 --> 01:05:46,120 Speaker 2: On the other hand, there's a black man playing Jesus. 1174 01:05:47,080 --> 01:05:50,000 Speaker 1: On a third note, why does this white girl have 1175 01:05:50,040 --> 01:05:55,080 Speaker 1: a black man playing and why are they doing it 1176 01:05:55,120 --> 01:05:55,640 Speaker 1: in a church? 1177 01:05:56,480 --> 01:06:00,920 Speaker 2: Fucking like her emotional rollercoaster? Why this video with her? 1178 01:06:00,960 --> 01:06:03,200 Speaker 2: Because I'm just like, I love this song and She's like, what. 1179 01:06:03,040 --> 01:06:04,320 Speaker 1: The fuck am I watch. 1180 01:06:06,280 --> 01:06:10,720 Speaker 2: The burning crosses, the burning crosses, which you can't show 1181 01:06:10,760 --> 01:06:12,880 Speaker 2: a burning cross to an old black lady on TB 1182 01:06:13,000 --> 01:06:14,920 Speaker 2: and have her does not have an opinion about that. 1183 01:06:15,400 --> 01:06:20,000 Speaker 1: Hell fucking no, you can't. Oh God, so transgressive, And 1184 01:06:20,040 --> 01:06:23,360 Speaker 1: I mean I grew up Catholic, right, So I was 1185 01:06:23,480 --> 01:06:27,200 Speaker 1: like a certain points of Madonna's career, I was like, 1186 01:06:27,240 --> 01:06:29,560 Speaker 1: I see you boo, like I see what you're trying 1187 01:06:29,560 --> 01:06:35,960 Speaker 1: to do. I feel I see the trauma, I see you, 1188 01:06:36,680 --> 01:06:39,720 Speaker 1: I see you making a statement here I'm with you. 1189 01:06:40,240 --> 01:06:42,320 Speaker 1: But there was just moments where I was like, Yo, 1190 01:06:42,560 --> 01:06:46,040 Speaker 1: this is so wild, this is so love. So that 1191 01:06:46,200 --> 01:06:50,080 Speaker 1: video came out and then, as you know, Dick Tracy, 1192 01:06:51,040 --> 01:06:55,520 Speaker 1: Dick Tracy huge in our childhood. 1193 01:06:55,520 --> 01:07:01,760 Speaker 2: Like pre imagine pre Marvel Cinematic Universe, someone doing a 1194 01:07:01,880 --> 01:07:07,360 Speaker 2: movie about a comic book and an old ass comic book. 1195 01:07:07,840 --> 01:07:11,560 Speaker 1: Oh my god, I have too much to say about 1196 01:07:11,680 --> 01:07:14,400 Speaker 1: the Dick Tracy Warren Baty thing because I have like 1197 01:07:14,560 --> 01:07:21,480 Speaker 1: direct experience with what with this, like history with it. 1198 01:07:22,240 --> 01:07:26,400 Speaker 1: That is maybe for another time. I've actually been asked 1199 01:07:26,440 --> 01:07:30,760 Speaker 1: this before, my people, because basically Warren Baty bought the 1200 01:07:30,800 --> 01:07:33,600 Speaker 1: rights to Dick Tracy and that refuses to give them 1201 01:07:33,680 --> 01:07:37,240 Speaker 1: up and will do whatever he has to do in 1202 01:07:37,360 --> 01:07:41,480 Speaker 1: order to keep the rights for some unknown reason, including 1203 01:07:42,000 --> 01:07:49,560 Speaker 1: making weird television specials about Lord Dick Tracy that I 1204 01:07:49,760 --> 01:07:53,000 Speaker 1: might have programmed when I worked at a classic. 1205 01:07:52,600 --> 01:07:58,520 Speaker 2: Television Oh my god, this is a classic classic situation 1206 01:07:58,800 --> 01:08:02,640 Speaker 2: of Boom cannot let go of something from his childhood. 1207 01:08:04,720 --> 01:08:09,640 Speaker 1: Like I I gotta tell you, it's so weird and 1208 01:08:09,680 --> 01:08:11,400 Speaker 1: funny to me that this is the way it is, 1209 01:08:11,640 --> 01:08:15,320 Speaker 1: like and it's just so bizarre. I mean, honestly, I 1210 01:08:15,680 --> 01:08:19,400 Speaker 1: just when you think, like the world could not possibly 1211 01:08:19,520 --> 01:08:23,400 Speaker 1: make any more weird art, like we're so ironic in 1212 01:08:23,600 --> 01:08:29,840 Speaker 1: like nine million steps removed from authentically weird art. This 1213 01:08:29,920 --> 01:08:33,960 Speaker 1: is it. Like I was surprised that this could exist 1214 01:08:34,240 --> 01:08:35,080 Speaker 1: in the modern era. 1215 01:08:36,160 --> 01:08:38,720 Speaker 2: It was wild back then. It made no sense when 1216 01:08:38,720 --> 01:08:42,240 Speaker 2: it came out and remains wild to this day that 1217 01:08:42,320 --> 01:08:42,759 Speaker 2: it came. 1218 01:08:42,640 --> 01:08:44,960 Speaker 1: Out, like you're gonna have to go on YouTube to 1219 01:08:45,040 --> 01:08:48,040 Speaker 1: find it, like by the way, like like the TV 1220 01:08:48,160 --> 01:08:51,120 Speaker 1: special that he did that is truly just for him 1221 01:08:51,120 --> 01:08:53,000 Speaker 1: to retain the rights to Dick Tracy where he like 1222 01:08:53,280 --> 01:08:57,040 Speaker 1: he like interviews himself as Dick Tracy. It's so crazy 1223 01:08:59,520 --> 01:09:02,719 Speaker 1: and it's like, oh, I mean he's like, you know whatever, however, 1224 01:09:02,920 --> 01:09:05,280 Speaker 1: Oldie is right now, You're just like, good, what is 1225 01:09:05,320 --> 01:09:08,120 Speaker 1: going on? Okay? I I just have to say I 1226 01:09:08,120 --> 01:09:09,599 Speaker 1: had to. I had to go down that road because 1227 01:09:09,680 --> 01:09:12,360 Speaker 1: Dick Tracy was huge and Madonna was in Dick Tracy 1228 01:09:12,439 --> 01:09:17,880 Speaker 1: obviously famously they were dating right when when this came out. 1229 01:09:17,920 --> 01:09:22,040 Speaker 1: He's in the documentary Warren Bady is so but this 1230 01:09:22,240 --> 01:09:25,640 Speaker 1: but like generally this this era of Madonna is the 1231 01:09:25,680 --> 01:09:28,559 Speaker 1: one that I remember. It's the one I most fondest of. 1232 01:09:28,920 --> 01:09:31,960 Speaker 1: It's like the height of her glamour, right her like 1233 01:09:32,200 --> 01:09:36,720 Speaker 1: old Hollywood kind of like Express Yourself video where it 1234 01:09:36,800 --> 01:09:42,200 Speaker 1: kind of is like Art Deco like meets the Fountain. Yes, 1235 01:09:42,320 --> 01:09:47,000 Speaker 1: industrial so I read that, and closely related to that, 1236 01:09:47,120 --> 01:09:50,759 Speaker 1: I read that at one point David Fincher, who directed 1237 01:09:50,800 --> 01:09:53,479 Speaker 1: obviously a lot of the Madonna videos, was going to 1238 01:09:53,560 --> 01:09:57,160 Speaker 1: direct this documentary, but then he backed out, I guess 1239 01:09:57,200 --> 01:09:59,360 Speaker 1: at the last minute, and then Madonna kind of went 1240 01:09:59,439 --> 01:10:04,439 Speaker 1: with this guy, Alec Kishishian to make it basically, and 1241 01:10:04,520 --> 01:10:07,160 Speaker 1: he was like a young filmmaker and she kind of 1242 01:10:07,240 --> 01:10:11,439 Speaker 1: like found him, like found his his film work that 1243 01:10:11,479 --> 01:10:13,599 Speaker 1: he had done in college and stuff. So she kind 1244 01:10:13,640 --> 01:10:15,720 Speaker 1: of like took a gamble with getting this kind of 1245 01:10:15,800 --> 01:10:19,280 Speaker 1: unknown person to do it, but it paid off because 1246 01:10:19,360 --> 01:10:22,360 Speaker 1: a lot of what I love about this documentary there's 1247 01:10:22,439 --> 01:10:24,320 Speaker 1: kind of like two things, and I think that this 1248 01:10:24,439 --> 01:10:27,679 Speaker 1: is obviously influenced by the director in a lot of ways. 1249 01:10:28,360 --> 01:10:31,280 Speaker 1: One is that, like most of it is filmed in 1250 01:10:31,320 --> 01:10:34,880 Speaker 1: black and white, which obviously seemed like a not to 1251 01:10:35,000 --> 01:10:37,760 Speaker 1: kind of classic film but also kind of like a 1252 01:10:37,800 --> 01:10:42,840 Speaker 1: cinema verite classic documentary style. And then you know the performances, 1253 01:10:43,360 --> 01:10:47,200 Speaker 1: because there are they're interspersed within this documentary, are you 1254 01:10:47,240 --> 01:10:52,040 Speaker 1: know concert performances, most notably the one holiday which they 1255 01:10:52,080 --> 01:10:55,680 Speaker 1: actually used to show as a video on MTV, So 1256 01:10:55,720 --> 01:10:57,760 Speaker 1: those are in color but for the most part, the 1257 01:10:57,840 --> 01:10:59,599 Speaker 1: rest of the doc is in black and white, which 1258 01:10:59,600 --> 01:11:04,080 Speaker 1: I think is I think it works really well. The 1259 01:11:04,240 --> 01:11:09,280 Speaker 1: second one is that he I think when he kind 1260 01:11:09,320 --> 01:11:13,559 Speaker 1: of distilled all of the information about Madonna and what 1261 01:11:13,640 --> 01:11:16,880 Speaker 1: this documentary could be, I think the director from what 1262 01:11:16,960 --> 01:11:18,960 Speaker 1: I read, it sounds like he was like, you know, 1263 01:11:19,000 --> 01:11:22,599 Speaker 1: what's the most interesting is the people that you work with, 1264 01:11:24,120 --> 01:11:29,160 Speaker 1: And so there's this undercurrent of and this is again 1265 01:11:29,240 --> 01:11:33,160 Speaker 1: like something that I just miss in this. I missed 1266 01:11:33,200 --> 01:11:37,040 Speaker 1: this because it doesn't feel like this happens enough now 1267 01:11:37,760 --> 01:11:41,599 Speaker 1: where the movie is centered around Madonna obviously, but she's 1268 01:11:41,720 --> 01:11:47,479 Speaker 1: also it's also about her staff, like her dancers, her 1269 01:11:47,520 --> 01:11:51,360 Speaker 1: backup singers. I mean, it's just so good. It's so 1270 01:11:51,520 --> 01:11:53,880 Speaker 1: good that they focused in on these people because you 1271 01:11:54,040 --> 01:11:56,040 Speaker 1: just never at this point, you never get to see 1272 01:11:56,040 --> 01:11:59,960 Speaker 1: who's behind the scenes, right, You don't know Beyonce's backup 1273 01:12:00,080 --> 01:12:03,040 Speaker 1: dancers by name, you know, And. 1274 01:12:02,960 --> 01:12:06,360 Speaker 2: It reveals a different level at the time, it didn't 1275 01:12:06,400 --> 01:12:08,679 Speaker 2: even now in the rewatch, it reveals a different level 1276 01:12:08,760 --> 01:12:12,479 Speaker 2: of Madonna watching her interact with these people, particularly because 1277 01:12:12,520 --> 01:12:16,600 Speaker 2: she's so caring towards them, like the years before she 1278 01:12:16,720 --> 01:12:19,360 Speaker 2: actually became a mother. I think this was the first 1279 01:12:19,400 --> 01:12:21,200 Speaker 2: time that a lot of us saw how badly she 1280 01:12:21,280 --> 01:12:22,120 Speaker 2: wanted to be a mother. 1281 01:12:22,640 --> 01:12:25,559 Speaker 1: Yes, and that's exactly what it is. She kind of 1282 01:12:25,600 --> 01:12:29,679 Speaker 1: feels like a house mother, to be honest, to all 1283 01:12:29,720 --> 01:12:32,720 Speaker 1: of these dancers and these and these people that she 1284 01:12:32,760 --> 01:12:34,880 Speaker 1: works with, the dancers, by the way, who are mostly 1285 01:12:35,000 --> 01:12:39,200 Speaker 1: gay men of color, right, and in this era, I 1286 01:12:39,200 --> 01:12:42,840 Speaker 1: mean this is like again ninety one, you have stuff 1287 01:12:42,840 --> 01:12:45,479 Speaker 1: like Paris Is Burning. We were just kind of becoming 1288 01:12:45,520 --> 01:12:49,360 Speaker 1: acquainted with the concept of, like, you know, the lives 1289 01:12:49,400 --> 01:12:52,679 Speaker 1: of gay men of color in this in this world, right, 1290 01:12:53,560 --> 01:12:56,080 Speaker 1: And I think this movie and Paris's Burning were two 1291 01:12:56,160 --> 01:12:59,840 Speaker 1: great examples of seeing the kind of the social structure 1292 01:13:00,680 --> 01:13:03,519 Speaker 1: of gay men of color at this time, which is 1293 01:13:03,520 --> 01:13:05,639 Speaker 1: that you know, it was kind of based around these 1294 01:13:05,640 --> 01:13:07,920 Speaker 1: houses and you know, and that's what it felt like 1295 01:13:07,960 --> 01:13:10,559 Speaker 1: to me. Anyways, Madonna was kind of like the house 1296 01:13:10,600 --> 01:13:12,320 Speaker 1: mom to a lot of these young boys. 1297 01:13:12,680 --> 01:13:14,719 Speaker 2: Yeah, and that alone is interesting. 1298 01:13:15,520 --> 01:13:15,880 Speaker 1: Now. 1299 01:13:16,000 --> 01:13:17,760 Speaker 2: At the time, I wasn't aware of any of this, 1300 01:13:17,800 --> 01:13:21,360 Speaker 2: of course, but now it's interesting to think that at 1301 01:13:21,400 --> 01:13:24,719 Speaker 2: the same time that she's supporting this culture, she's also 1302 01:13:24,880 --> 01:13:30,160 Speaker 2: appropriating and capitalizing on it, Like Vogue came from this 1303 01:13:30,560 --> 01:13:34,240 Speaker 2: dance scene. It came from a very queer scene in 1304 01:13:34,280 --> 01:13:40,280 Speaker 2: New York, and so she clearly again supports and honestly supports, Like, look, 1305 01:13:40,600 --> 01:13:42,600 Speaker 2: it does not feel fake to me that she's supporting 1306 01:13:43,479 --> 01:13:46,200 Speaker 2: all of these queer gay men in her life but 1307 01:13:46,320 --> 01:13:48,960 Speaker 2: also at the simultaneously capitalizes on it. 1308 01:13:49,840 --> 01:13:52,719 Speaker 1: Yeah, I mean it's kind of It's obviously very interesting, 1309 01:13:54,680 --> 01:13:58,120 Speaker 1: and there's all there's honestly like been criticism about Paris 1310 01:13:58,200 --> 01:14:02,639 Speaker 1: is burning for the same reason, right, like who's in charge? 1311 01:14:03,400 --> 01:14:05,320 Speaker 2: Who who's profiting? 1312 01:14:05,840 --> 01:14:09,400 Speaker 1: Yes, yes, this entire episode is about capitalism. 1313 01:14:09,479 --> 01:14:13,520 Speaker 2: I think that's so funny capitalism. 1314 01:14:14,479 --> 01:14:17,120 Speaker 1: But you know what I mean. But at the time, 1315 01:14:17,439 --> 01:14:19,320 Speaker 1: because this is the thing I also want to stress 1316 01:14:19,360 --> 01:14:21,840 Speaker 1: to people who have never seen this before and maybe 1317 01:14:21,920 --> 01:14:27,320 Speaker 1: don't have like a real knowledge of culture in the 1318 01:14:27,560 --> 01:14:31,240 Speaker 1: late eighties early nineties, this was it. Like I mean, 1319 01:14:31,240 --> 01:14:34,200 Speaker 1: it was basically like there was no you could very 1320 01:14:34,280 --> 01:14:39,439 Speaker 1: rarely see gay people on TV or anywhere, and you 1321 01:14:39,479 --> 01:14:44,599 Speaker 1: know the ways in which Madonna was using her fame 1322 01:14:44,840 --> 01:14:49,040 Speaker 1: to make political statements, and she was an absolute provocateur, 1323 01:14:49,880 --> 01:14:53,120 Speaker 1: like and it was intentional. This is like what she 1324 01:14:53,240 --> 01:14:57,000 Speaker 1: wanted to do. And I think that she did do 1325 01:14:57,160 --> 01:14:59,479 Speaker 1: a good job of that. Like she really fucks the 1326 01:14:59,560 --> 01:15:04,360 Speaker 1: people absolutely in a way that I very much appreciated 1327 01:15:04,600 --> 01:15:07,599 Speaker 1: at the time and even now so same and yeah, 1328 01:15:07,640 --> 01:15:09,360 Speaker 1: she was at the height of her power and knew 1329 01:15:09,400 --> 01:15:12,240 Speaker 1: what to do with it, weirdly, and what she wanted 1330 01:15:12,280 --> 01:15:14,200 Speaker 1: to do with it was continue to be an artist 1331 01:15:14,880 --> 01:15:19,599 Speaker 1: and a provocateur, and that artists and the provocateur and 1332 01:15:19,640 --> 01:15:23,960 Speaker 1: someone who was unwilling to compromise her actual values in 1333 01:15:24,080 --> 01:15:26,760 Speaker 1: order to be famous. Yeah, and I mean this was 1334 01:15:26,800 --> 01:15:28,839 Speaker 1: the time. I mean again you think about the eighties. 1335 01:15:29,200 --> 01:15:31,960 Speaker 1: I mean the nineties was informed by the eighties. Obviously, 1336 01:15:32,120 --> 01:15:37,080 Speaker 1: eighties was very conservative, homophobic, racist era with Reaganism and 1337 01:15:37,160 --> 01:15:41,600 Speaker 1: you know the PRMC. There was a lot of censorship 1338 01:15:41,800 --> 01:15:43,840 Speaker 1: in the arts, you know, so this. 1339 01:15:43,840 --> 01:15:48,080 Speaker 2: Sleet dismissal of AIDS and HIV like absolutely. 1340 01:15:48,080 --> 01:15:52,639 Speaker 1: People believing that like you know, devil worshiping was being 1341 01:15:52,680 --> 01:15:56,080 Speaker 1: tucked into like song lyrics and stuff. I mean, this 1342 01:15:56,160 --> 01:15:58,599 Speaker 1: is why you have a Madonna, right is because it's 1343 01:15:58,640 --> 01:16:01,040 Speaker 1: a reaction towards all of the things that were happening 1344 01:16:01,040 --> 01:16:04,000 Speaker 1: back then. So and this is this documentary is a 1345 01:16:04,000 --> 01:16:06,360 Speaker 1: full display of that. For better or for worse, I mean, 1346 01:16:06,360 --> 01:16:11,000 Speaker 1: there's there's a there's a lot of very transgressive. There's 1347 01:16:11,040 --> 01:16:13,040 Speaker 1: a lot of transgressive things in this documentary. There's a 1348 01:16:13,120 --> 01:16:16,080 Speaker 1: kind of stuff that's like whoa, I literally cannot believe 1349 01:16:16,120 --> 01:16:19,400 Speaker 1: that that happened. And in modern context that seems kind 1350 01:16:19,400 --> 01:16:23,360 Speaker 1: of fucked up. Back then though different different circumstance. 1351 01:16:24,760 --> 01:16:29,599 Speaker 2: Are we talking about how her makeup artist basically says 1352 01:16:29,640 --> 01:16:32,240 Speaker 2: that she was sexually assaulted and they kind of brush 1353 01:16:32,280 --> 01:16:32,719 Speaker 2: it off. 1354 01:16:33,280 --> 01:16:36,559 Speaker 1: Absolutely, that was like a huge moment for me. So 1355 01:16:36,720 --> 01:16:39,280 Speaker 1: one like, her makeup artist, you know, tells a story 1356 01:16:39,280 --> 01:16:43,360 Speaker 1: about how she got drugged one night and assaulted, and 1357 01:16:43,479 --> 01:16:45,240 Speaker 1: she's just kind of telling the story as if it 1358 01:16:45,280 --> 01:16:46,800 Speaker 1: was a story to tell, and I was like. 1359 01:16:46,880 --> 01:16:51,160 Speaker 2: Yo, like and Monona doesn't even flinch. She's like yeah anyway, 1360 01:16:51,200 --> 01:16:53,280 Speaker 2: And I'm like, wait, wait, wait nowadays that would not 1361 01:16:53,320 --> 01:16:54,000 Speaker 2: fly at all. 1362 01:16:54,200 --> 01:16:56,800 Speaker 1: Oh absolutely nor would. I Mean, there's a there's one 1363 01:16:56,800 --> 01:17:01,160 Speaker 1: of the dancers in her in her crew, is actually straight, 1364 01:17:01,840 --> 01:17:04,640 Speaker 1: and there are moments where he kind of, you know, 1365 01:17:04,920 --> 01:17:07,479 Speaker 1: like acts out about that, like he's just like I 1366 01:17:07,680 --> 01:17:09,759 Speaker 1: you know, there's a lot of f bombs and stuff 1367 01:17:09,800 --> 01:17:13,240 Speaker 1: like that, and again, yeah, modern eyes, that's weird and 1368 01:17:13,640 --> 01:17:16,400 Speaker 1: not great, but at the time it was a reality 1369 01:17:16,560 --> 01:17:20,200 Speaker 1: I guess of if you were a professional dancer, you know, 1370 01:17:20,560 --> 01:17:24,080 Speaker 1: like working with the Madonnataur. You know, it was that 1371 01:17:24,120 --> 01:17:27,720 Speaker 1: thing where he was young and this is how he 1372 01:17:27,800 --> 01:17:29,120 Speaker 1: expressed himself. 1373 01:17:29,720 --> 01:17:31,759 Speaker 2: And she was so aware of that, which I actually 1374 01:17:31,760 --> 01:17:35,639 Speaker 2: appreciated seeing and forgot that she was aware, and at 1375 01:17:35,640 --> 01:17:37,639 Speaker 2: one point even says, you know, this is the first 1376 01:17:37,720 --> 01:17:39,879 Speaker 2: time a lot of my dancers are leaving the country, 1377 01:17:40,000 --> 01:17:42,360 Speaker 2: are having this opportunity, and so I think she felt 1378 01:17:42,360 --> 01:17:45,680 Speaker 2: a real responsibility to kind of showing them how to 1379 01:17:45,680 --> 01:17:46,320 Speaker 2: be in the world. 1380 01:17:46,920 --> 01:17:50,880 Speaker 1: Yeah, totally, which felt good. Yeah, And like, this is 1381 01:17:51,160 --> 01:17:53,200 Speaker 1: the thing that I want to go back to about 1382 01:17:53,479 --> 01:17:57,040 Speaker 1: the technique of the documentary that focuses on these people 1383 01:17:57,120 --> 01:17:59,960 Speaker 1: in her life. It is a family like she is. 1384 01:18:00,360 --> 01:18:02,280 Speaker 1: It feels like a family, and it's like one of 1385 01:18:02,320 --> 01:18:04,719 Speaker 1: the best parts of this documentary. I mean, not only 1386 01:18:04,880 --> 01:18:07,519 Speaker 1: is like, you know, the family that she's created with 1387 01:18:07,640 --> 01:18:10,439 Speaker 1: these with these dancers and with these other people on tour, 1388 01:18:10,760 --> 01:18:13,400 Speaker 1: but also her actual family, like her brother's on tour 1389 01:18:13,439 --> 01:18:16,519 Speaker 1: with her. At one point, her other brother comes into 1390 01:18:16,520 --> 01:18:23,240 Speaker 1: the picture and some conversations about that. You know, her 1391 01:18:23,320 --> 01:18:27,519 Speaker 1: dad shows up at one point in a show, and 1392 01:18:27,600 --> 01:18:29,559 Speaker 1: so I don't know that's I think the thing that 1393 01:18:29,760 --> 01:18:34,519 Speaker 1: really makes this special for me is that and her mom. Yeah, 1394 01:18:34,520 --> 01:18:36,800 Speaker 1: and her mom. Oh my gosh, just forgot to say 1395 01:18:36,880 --> 01:18:40,599 Speaker 1: her mom. With there's this her mom passed away when 1396 01:18:40,600 --> 01:18:45,479 Speaker 1: she was young, right, maybe something wish I didn't remember. Yeah, 1397 01:18:45,520 --> 01:18:47,680 Speaker 1: I knew that about her, but it wasn't until I 1398 01:18:47,720 --> 01:18:49,800 Speaker 1: watched this that you know she there's this part where 1399 01:18:49,800 --> 01:18:54,400 Speaker 1: she actually goes to the cemetery to visit her mom's gravesite. 1400 01:18:54,600 --> 01:18:58,040 Speaker 1: And uh, I've read reviews where people think that it's 1401 01:18:58,120 --> 01:19:02,320 Speaker 1: kind of jarring in the context of the full documentary 1402 01:19:02,320 --> 01:19:05,080 Speaker 1: to see this part happen. I don't know. I thought 1403 01:19:05,080 --> 01:19:07,720 Speaker 1: it was kind of sweet, Like I did too, you know, 1404 01:19:08,040 --> 01:19:10,800 Speaker 1: like you're going to criticize Madonna for going to visit 1405 01:19:10,840 --> 01:19:11,559 Speaker 1: her dead mom. 1406 01:19:11,680 --> 01:19:15,479 Speaker 2: I mean, but that's also the height of how how 1407 01:19:15,640 --> 01:19:19,240 Speaker 2: famous she was. Like anything she did, people found a 1408 01:19:19,280 --> 01:19:22,920 Speaker 2: way to spin negatively because she if you didn't like her, 1409 01:19:22,960 --> 01:19:24,360 Speaker 2: you just didn't like her. 1410 01:19:24,840 --> 01:19:28,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, And there's also the question, I mean, like it's 1411 01:19:28,120 --> 01:19:31,160 Speaker 1: something that you said earlier, which is the artifice of it, 1412 01:19:31,600 --> 01:19:34,240 Speaker 1: which I think is really interesting. I mean, we're going 1413 01:19:34,280 --> 01:19:36,080 Speaker 1: to be this is all. This is not only a 1414 01:19:36,080 --> 01:19:40,479 Speaker 1: capitalist takedown, but we're also going to do like art 1415 01:19:40,520 --> 01:19:44,519 Speaker 1: appreciation two hundred or something. I don't know, We're like 1416 01:19:44,960 --> 01:19:48,200 Speaker 1: we're on one this episode. But the idea of her 1417 01:19:48,400 --> 01:19:53,880 Speaker 1: being this celebrity and the idea that she is performing 1418 01:19:55,560 --> 01:19:59,439 Speaker 1: a personality, right, she's performing her personality, but she also 1419 01:19:59,760 --> 01:20:03,880 Speaker 1: does performer personality, and I also feel like, I don't know, 1420 01:20:03,920 --> 01:20:07,040 Speaker 1: to me, it felt like, especially if you compare it 1421 01:20:07,080 --> 01:20:13,920 Speaker 1: to stuff now, everything now is so again pr to death, polished, 1422 01:20:14,000 --> 01:20:19,120 Speaker 1: media polished. Everyone's just so careful about things that sometimes 1423 01:20:19,840 --> 01:20:24,080 Speaker 1: you see somebody who was just kind of like acting like, 1424 01:20:24,520 --> 01:20:27,160 Speaker 1: I don't know, like showing off. She's showing off is 1425 01:20:27,160 --> 01:20:32,040 Speaker 1: basically what's doing and like, but it's an authentic showing off. 1426 01:20:32,080 --> 01:20:33,720 Speaker 1: I don't know how to describe it. 1427 01:20:33,720 --> 01:20:36,960 Speaker 2: It just feels like a natural brattiness that she knows 1428 01:20:37,080 --> 01:20:39,200 Speaker 2: is going to come through as being a brad and 1429 01:20:39,240 --> 01:20:41,519 Speaker 2: she does not give a shit, right, and it's. 1430 01:20:41,479 --> 01:20:44,439 Speaker 1: Part of her charm in a way. Like I'm like, 1431 01:20:45,840 --> 01:20:47,880 Speaker 1: I don't know, I feel like I feel like, now 1432 01:20:47,960 --> 01:20:49,200 Speaker 1: that's hard to pull off. 1433 01:20:49,200 --> 01:20:53,000 Speaker 2: But she pass absolutely And also she's not a great actress, 1434 01:20:53,000 --> 01:20:55,439 Speaker 2: so there are moments where you feel like, no, this 1435 01:20:55,560 --> 01:20:58,160 Speaker 2: is still real, even if it's tightened, it's still really her. 1436 01:20:58,479 --> 01:21:03,120 Speaker 2: She knows what she's doing. But the most hilarious confirmation 1437 01:21:03,240 --> 01:21:05,240 Speaker 2: of that for me is any interaction she has with 1438 01:21:05,280 --> 01:21:09,400 Speaker 2: Warren Batty, who is deeply reluctant to be in this film. 1439 01:21:09,800 --> 01:21:11,400 Speaker 2: Oh yeah. I don't know if anyone has watched The 1440 01:21:11,840 --> 01:21:14,680 Speaker 2: Carmichael Show on HBO, like Jerrod Carmichael did like an 1441 01:21:14,680 --> 01:21:18,760 Speaker 2: eight episode reality series about his life recently, and bo 1442 01:21:18,880 --> 01:21:23,320 Speaker 2: Burnham clearly. Bo Burnham appears in some episodes, but he's 1443 01:21:23,320 --> 01:21:25,160 Speaker 2: wearing like a face mask because he's like, I don't 1444 01:21:25,160 --> 01:21:26,599 Speaker 2: want to be part of this, but I am part 1445 01:21:26,600 --> 01:21:29,599 Speaker 2: of it. It's that kind of energy that Warren Batty 1446 01:21:29,680 --> 01:21:31,639 Speaker 2: is bringing to this, like I'm here, but I don't 1447 01:21:31,680 --> 01:21:33,360 Speaker 2: want to talk. I can't believe this is ridiculous that 1448 01:21:33,400 --> 01:21:35,439 Speaker 2: you're doing this on camera like he's but he's also 1449 01:21:35,680 --> 01:21:38,040 Speaker 2: there and he's part of it. And there are moments 1450 01:21:38,080 --> 01:21:40,200 Speaker 2: where she's interacting with him and you're like, she would 1451 01:21:40,240 --> 01:21:45,200 Speaker 2: be a terrible girlfriend. She's just so bratty and you 1452 01:21:45,280 --> 01:21:47,920 Speaker 2: cannot please her, and she's just so she hangs up 1453 01:21:47,960 --> 01:21:51,040 Speaker 2: on him mid sentence and like yeah, but it's also 1454 01:21:51,200 --> 01:21:53,160 Speaker 2: it's performative because she kind of wings to the camera 1455 01:21:53,200 --> 01:21:55,360 Speaker 2: when she does that kind of thing. Oh yeah, but 1456 01:21:55,400 --> 01:21:56,920 Speaker 2: it's a very interesting mix. 1457 01:21:57,400 --> 01:22:00,720 Speaker 1: Yeah, it's kind of like if if you know, like 1458 01:22:00,760 --> 01:22:03,439 Speaker 1: a boomer was dating a gen Z person where they're 1459 01:22:03,520 --> 01:22:06,040 Speaker 1: just like rolling their eyes and they're just like, oh god, 1460 01:22:06,320 --> 01:22:09,519 Speaker 1: my like young girlfriend is being ridiculous and you know, 1461 01:22:09,640 --> 01:22:12,040 Speaker 1: being a brat, and like that's the thing too, is 1462 01:22:12,080 --> 01:22:14,679 Speaker 1: that like you know, you forget that Warren Baty comes 1463 01:22:14,680 --> 01:22:17,599 Speaker 1: from that kind of classic Hollywood era where everything was 1464 01:22:18,120 --> 01:22:21,280 Speaker 1: you don't give away too much and everything is sort 1465 01:22:21,320 --> 01:22:25,200 Speaker 1: of like you know again like the Hollywood system and 1466 01:22:25,600 --> 01:22:28,680 Speaker 1: you know, people are polished and you know that kind 1467 01:22:28,680 --> 01:22:32,280 Speaker 1: of stuff. So he's like, this crazy woman that I'm 1468 01:22:32,320 --> 01:22:37,320 Speaker 1: involved with is like spilling the tea about how I 1469 01:22:37,439 --> 01:22:41,120 Speaker 1: didn't fuck Edie Sedgwick, you know what I mean. It's 1470 01:22:41,160 --> 01:22:45,600 Speaker 1: just such a wild story to tell completely. 1471 01:22:45,640 --> 01:22:48,480 Speaker 2: But then also in the same vein, there's a tenderness 1472 01:22:48,479 --> 01:22:51,000 Speaker 2: that shows through for her when she's clearly talking about 1473 01:22:51,000 --> 01:22:54,120 Speaker 2: Warren Beatty and she's doing like he loves me, he 1474 01:22:54,160 --> 01:22:56,280 Speaker 2: loves me not on this flower that she's picking the 1475 01:22:56,320 --> 01:22:59,240 Speaker 2: petals out of yeah, and is like trying to figure 1476 01:22:59,280 --> 01:23:00,519 Speaker 2: out what he feels about her. 1477 01:23:01,320 --> 01:23:05,280 Speaker 1: Yeah, of course, yeah, there's and this This is the 1478 01:23:05,320 --> 01:23:09,719 Speaker 1: thing is that considering the time that this was made, 1479 01:23:10,120 --> 01:23:14,640 Speaker 1: this is there's so much tea. I like love the 1480 01:23:14,720 --> 01:23:18,240 Speaker 1: shit out of it, because, first of all, how could 1481 01:23:18,280 --> 01:23:21,840 Speaker 1: you forget? Perhaps the best part for me is when 1482 01:23:21,960 --> 01:23:31,040 Speaker 1: Kevin Costner shows up to her concert legendary part. This 1483 01:23:31,160 --> 01:23:36,559 Speaker 1: is a legendary part of this documentary. So Kevin Coster 1484 01:23:36,600 --> 01:23:39,719 Speaker 1: the actor shows up to the concert because she's basically 1485 01:23:39,800 --> 01:23:42,040 Speaker 1: in LA and there's a bunch of celebrities back there. 1486 01:23:42,040 --> 01:23:46,280 Speaker 1: It's like freaking Manny Petikins back there, like there's you know, 1487 01:23:47,040 --> 01:23:50,800 Speaker 1: so many, so many famous people. And then like Kevin 1488 01:23:50,880 --> 01:23:53,920 Speaker 1: cost shows up and he's just kind of this like 1489 01:23:54,680 --> 01:23:58,599 Speaker 1: milk toast, fucking like, hey, yes, I let you, thanks 1490 01:23:58,640 --> 01:24:01,240 Speaker 1: for having me. I got to go home to my kids, 1491 01:24:01,280 --> 01:24:02,760 Speaker 1: but I just wanted to tell you that your show 1492 01:24:03,080 --> 01:24:11,160 Speaker 1: I thought it was neat. It calls her show neat. 1493 01:24:11,680 --> 01:24:14,040 Speaker 1: And the best part is that he walks away and 1494 01:24:14,120 --> 01:24:17,559 Speaker 1: she literally makes the vomit face, like she puts her 1495 01:24:17,560 --> 01:24:20,800 Speaker 1: finger in her mouth like vomit. She's like neat, Like 1496 01:24:20,880 --> 01:24:25,800 Speaker 1: she fucking destroys him, rail on him. I was like, 1497 01:24:26,800 --> 01:24:30,479 Speaker 1: they would never do that now, or anyone will do 1498 01:24:30,640 --> 01:24:31,040 Speaker 1: that now. 1499 01:24:31,200 --> 01:24:33,720 Speaker 2: If they did it, nobody would make the decision to 1500 01:24:33,880 --> 01:24:35,600 Speaker 2: keep it in the documentary. 1501 01:24:36,320 --> 01:24:40,280 Speaker 1: God, I was like, this is fucking incredible. I was like, 1502 01:24:40,439 --> 01:24:44,080 Speaker 1: I am so I am so lucky to have been 1503 01:24:44,120 --> 01:24:49,000 Speaker 1: a part of his generation that experienced this. The other 1504 01:24:49,120 --> 01:24:53,559 Speaker 1: part that is so shocking and maybe relevant to your 1505 01:24:53,600 --> 01:24:58,759 Speaker 1: interests certainly is the paigoal Amaldivar Antonio Bandera's part. 1506 01:25:01,800 --> 01:25:05,720 Speaker 2: This is where Madonna always flips me out, because she 1507 01:25:05,840 --> 01:25:08,519 Speaker 2: has her finger on the fucking pulse, or at least 1508 01:25:08,560 --> 01:25:11,719 Speaker 2: at this point she did. These were not big names 1509 01:25:11,720 --> 01:25:15,080 Speaker 2: in America yet, and she was like, I love the 1510 01:25:15,120 --> 01:25:19,160 Speaker 2: films of Alma Dovar, I am obsessed with Antonio Benderraz. 1511 01:25:19,400 --> 01:25:23,040 Speaker 2: She was ahead of the curve when it came to 1512 01:25:23,280 --> 01:25:27,640 Speaker 2: this kind of shit and made no bones about the 1513 01:25:27,680 --> 01:25:30,240 Speaker 2: fact that she wanted to fuck Antonio Benderaz and was 1514 01:25:31,120 --> 01:25:33,400 Speaker 2: rocked to her cord and realize he was not only married, 1515 01:25:33,400 --> 01:25:35,439 Speaker 2: but his wife was at this dinner that was being 1516 01:25:35,439 --> 01:25:36,320 Speaker 2: thrown in her honor. 1517 01:25:36,720 --> 01:25:41,799 Speaker 1: Oh my god, like incredible. First of all, just amazing 1518 01:25:41,840 --> 01:25:45,760 Speaker 1: to see both Pedro and Antonio in this era, in 1519 01:25:45,800 --> 01:25:50,040 Speaker 1: their high era of the nineties, Antonio was hot. Oh 1520 01:25:50,080 --> 01:25:52,760 Speaker 1: my god. I was like, I was like, Madonna, I'm 1521 01:25:52,840 --> 01:25:56,240 Speaker 1: with you, like we all are with you here. How 1522 01:25:56,360 --> 01:26:00,600 Speaker 1: still is still is? Oh my god, I'm still is. 1523 01:26:00,840 --> 01:26:03,559 Speaker 1: But it's that moment where it's kind of this like 1524 01:26:04,400 --> 01:26:07,479 Speaker 1: I don't know. I loved it because she kind of 1525 01:26:07,520 --> 01:26:10,120 Speaker 1: had this like I had that feeling of being in 1526 01:26:10,200 --> 01:26:12,320 Speaker 1: high school and being like I'm going to this party 1527 01:26:12,439 --> 01:26:14,519 Speaker 1: and like there's this boy that I like, Oh no, 1528 01:26:14,560 --> 01:26:17,000 Speaker 1: but the key showed up with a girl and I'm 1529 01:26:17,040 --> 01:26:20,880 Speaker 1: just humiliated and I'm gonna take my backup singer into 1530 01:26:20,960 --> 01:26:23,559 Speaker 1: the bathroom to have a little cry about it. And 1531 01:26:23,600 --> 01:26:27,280 Speaker 1: I was like, oh, this is happening to Madonna exactly. 1532 01:26:27,400 --> 01:26:30,400 Speaker 1: Donna exactly. 1533 01:26:31,760 --> 01:26:35,800 Speaker 2: It was so sweet. It was so funny and so 1534 01:26:35,840 --> 01:26:38,160 Speaker 2: sweet that she was just like, like you said, just 1535 01:26:38,200 --> 01:26:40,400 Speaker 2: like a little she was just like a teenager. It 1536 01:26:40,439 --> 01:26:42,320 Speaker 2: was very sweet, I know. 1537 01:26:42,760 --> 01:26:46,599 Speaker 1: And it just is like these moments make the movie 1538 01:26:46,640 --> 01:26:50,040 Speaker 1: for me because it really drops the veil of celebrity 1539 01:26:50,040 --> 01:26:52,200 Speaker 1: in this way that just doesn't exist anymore. Like I 1540 01:26:52,240 --> 01:26:54,639 Speaker 1: was like sitting here thinking I watched a three hour 1541 01:26:54,680 --> 01:26:58,759 Speaker 1: Taylor Swift documentary and listen if you're a swiftye, don't 1542 01:26:58,800 --> 01:27:02,000 Speaker 1: come for me. I'm I'm just telling you what I think. Like, 1543 01:27:03,000 --> 01:27:05,599 Speaker 1: you know, the thing that I had the most problems 1544 01:27:05,640 --> 01:27:08,800 Speaker 1: with that is that it didn't feel like it was anything. 1545 01:27:09,200 --> 01:27:11,400 Speaker 1: There was no information about her. It was just a 1546 01:27:11,479 --> 01:27:15,920 Speaker 1: straight up performance. There wasn't any like background like information. 1547 01:27:16,080 --> 01:27:18,360 Speaker 1: It was just like, like, can you imagine if Taylor 1548 01:27:18,360 --> 01:27:21,200 Speaker 1: Swift was like spilling the tea about some of these 1549 01:27:21,280 --> 01:27:24,519 Speaker 1: boys that she's dated, where she's going to a party 1550 01:27:24,600 --> 01:27:28,080 Speaker 1: and wanting to like hook up with Antonio Banderas, Like, no, 1551 01:27:28,280 --> 01:27:31,160 Speaker 1: they this would never happen, Like they never would let 1552 01:27:31,160 --> 01:27:33,200 Speaker 1: this happen. Never. 1553 01:27:33,439 --> 01:27:36,160 Speaker 2: And it's wild to walk away from a current doc 1554 01:27:36,200 --> 01:27:39,000 Speaker 2: and feel like I didn't learn anything about that person. Yes, 1555 01:27:39,760 --> 01:27:42,360 Speaker 2: and this is what these docs were for, these classic 1556 01:27:42,439 --> 01:27:45,519 Speaker 2: music docs. You got tea, you learned shit about the 1557 01:27:45,560 --> 01:27:47,080 Speaker 2: people in them. Yes. 1558 01:27:47,680 --> 01:27:49,599 Speaker 1: And this is the thing about Madonna is that even 1559 01:27:49,640 --> 01:27:52,280 Speaker 1: though this is an old documentary at this point, like 1560 01:27:52,680 --> 01:27:57,000 Speaker 1: it's still like really hits. I mean, like again, I 1561 01:27:57,080 --> 01:28:00,960 Speaker 1: feel like she really like even though she is performing 1562 01:28:01,000 --> 01:28:05,880 Speaker 1: a personality and being a brat and being like, you know, 1563 01:28:06,920 --> 01:28:10,080 Speaker 1: a mom and a sister, and a lover and everybody 1564 01:28:10,120 --> 01:28:14,160 Speaker 1: to everyone she does feel. It feels authentically Madonna, and 1565 01:28:14,200 --> 01:28:17,040 Speaker 1: it's this type of Madonna that I actually missed, which 1566 01:28:18,080 --> 01:28:23,040 Speaker 1: because it's just like this this whole like vibe of 1567 01:28:23,080 --> 01:28:26,599 Speaker 1: her where she like includes everybody, and it's it's this 1568 01:28:26,840 --> 01:28:31,320 Speaker 1: like she's got this like sassy, sexy, flirty energy and 1569 01:28:31,400 --> 01:28:34,640 Speaker 1: she's on vacation with her gorgeous dancers and they're just 1570 01:28:34,680 --> 01:28:39,080 Speaker 1: like they're all like in sync and just like like 1571 01:28:39,320 --> 01:28:42,200 Speaker 1: they're in love with being hot and being young and 1572 01:28:42,240 --> 01:28:45,120 Speaker 1: being on tour with Madonna. I just was like, oh, 1573 01:28:45,400 --> 01:28:48,719 Speaker 1: I miss this. I miss this whole. Like the there's 1574 01:28:49,000 --> 01:28:52,960 Speaker 1: a montage set to Vogue right where it was just 1575 01:28:53,000 --> 01:28:55,679 Speaker 1: sort of like, yeah, glimpses of kind of like them 1576 01:28:55,720 --> 01:29:00,880 Speaker 1: being on vacation them you know, dance where she gets 1577 01:29:00,920 --> 01:29:04,040 Speaker 1: to kiss Matt Dillon. I was like, girl, I love this, 1578 01:29:04,280 --> 01:29:07,160 Speaker 1: like I love her whole life. And it felt so 1579 01:29:08,400 --> 01:29:11,200 Speaker 1: I don't know, just like it felt very free and 1580 01:29:11,439 --> 01:29:14,920 Speaker 1: like I said, it was very like flirty and sexual 1581 01:29:15,000 --> 01:29:16,760 Speaker 1: and ironic, and it was like, I don't know, they 1582 01:29:16,840 --> 01:29:20,759 Speaker 1: just felt very free and I miss that. It doesn't 1583 01:29:20,880 --> 01:29:24,439 Speaker 1: feel like that happens as much as it did. 1584 01:29:24,479 --> 01:29:28,360 Speaker 2: Back then No, and if it does, we we it 1585 01:29:28,400 --> 01:29:30,360 Speaker 2: doesn't happen in a public way. It's like, oh, I 1586 01:29:30,400 --> 01:29:31,920 Speaker 2: rented a house so I can hang out with my 1587 01:29:32,000 --> 01:29:35,280 Speaker 2: dancers and have a good time. And yes, nobody will 1588 01:29:35,320 --> 01:29:37,439 Speaker 2: ever see or know which is its own special thing 1589 01:29:37,560 --> 01:29:39,640 Speaker 2: like of course, but it's we don't ever get to 1590 01:29:39,640 --> 01:29:43,040 Speaker 2: see a more gentle or fun side of a lot 1591 01:29:43,080 --> 01:29:43,680 Speaker 2: of celebrities. 1592 01:29:43,760 --> 01:29:46,640 Speaker 1: I think now, yes, and like her fucking like, you know, 1593 01:29:46,840 --> 01:29:50,400 Speaker 1: opening the like the French doors to her balcony for 1594 01:29:50,439 --> 01:29:53,439 Speaker 1: her hotel room, and I mean, there is nothing more 1595 01:29:53,439 --> 01:29:59,439 Speaker 1: glamorous than sitting in a penthouse, a European penthouse hotel, 1596 01:30:00,120 --> 01:30:02,400 Speaker 1: with like a towel on your head, in a giant 1597 01:30:02,479 --> 01:30:07,160 Speaker 1: trot cloth robe, eaten fucking room service. I'm like, I 1598 01:30:07,200 --> 01:30:08,720 Speaker 1: love this, I love all of it. 1599 01:30:09,400 --> 01:30:11,920 Speaker 2: But that again, that is also a hilarious part of 1600 01:30:11,960 --> 01:30:14,559 Speaker 2: the film to me because earlier, like she does redeem 1601 01:30:14,600 --> 01:30:19,519 Speaker 2: herself or have this European French door balcony moment, but 1602 01:30:19,640 --> 01:30:23,559 Speaker 2: before that, you see her sitting open legged on a couch, 1603 01:30:23,760 --> 01:30:26,240 Speaker 2: chunkin soup, on the phone with her dad and she's like. 1604 01:30:26,160 --> 01:30:28,840 Speaker 1: I'm not when you're gonna come, what showing you what 1605 01:30:28,960 --> 01:30:29,280 Speaker 1: to come. 1606 01:30:29,200 --> 01:30:32,680 Speaker 2: To, Like she's just going, she's just doing it, Like 1607 01:30:32,680 --> 01:30:33,960 Speaker 2: this is just how she talks to her dad on 1608 01:30:34,000 --> 01:30:36,799 Speaker 2: the phone. It's so unglamorous, it's lovely. 1609 01:30:37,320 --> 01:30:40,000 Speaker 1: The Detroit popped out at that moment. Yeah, it's like. 1610 01:30:40,280 --> 01:30:42,799 Speaker 1: That's the thing about Madonna is that she was always 1611 01:30:42,920 --> 01:30:46,920 Speaker 1: like high low right, like high glamour, but then also 1612 01:30:47,200 --> 01:30:49,880 Speaker 1: like a girl from the neighborhood, you know. And she 1613 01:30:50,160 --> 01:30:52,600 Speaker 1: was Italian and she was you know, she had her 1614 01:30:52,640 --> 01:30:54,880 Speaker 1: whole vibe and I don't know, I just appreciated the 1615 01:30:54,920 --> 01:30:55,599 Speaker 1: shit out of it. 1616 01:30:55,800 --> 01:30:58,559 Speaker 2: I also love little moments where like she reconnected with 1617 01:30:59,240 --> 01:31:02,720 Speaker 2: a childhood friend and the friend immediately was like, can 1618 01:31:02,760 --> 01:31:05,800 Speaker 2: you be my child's godmother? And she's like, let's talk 1619 01:31:05,800 --> 01:31:07,559 Speaker 2: about that later. Yeah. 1620 01:31:07,680 --> 01:31:10,760 Speaker 1: Meanwhile, this is this this woman taught her how to 1621 01:31:10,800 --> 01:31:13,880 Speaker 1: like do like she was like her first you know, 1622 01:31:14,040 --> 01:31:19,559 Speaker 1: like foray into like her sexuality, and she's. 1623 01:31:19,400 --> 01:31:21,280 Speaker 2: Like, let me think of it. I mean, just imagine 1624 01:31:21,320 --> 01:31:23,479 Speaker 2: how many people have asked Madonna to be their kid's 1625 01:31:23,520 --> 01:31:28,640 Speaker 2: godparent just for the financial aspect of it alone. She's like, 1626 01:31:28,720 --> 01:31:31,320 Speaker 2: I know what this is and the woman was like, 1627 01:31:31,400 --> 01:31:33,200 Speaker 2: it's not even about God. And she's like yeah, but 1628 01:31:33,320 --> 01:31:34,920 Speaker 2: I know what it is about, So let's just talk 1629 01:31:34,920 --> 01:31:35,639 Speaker 2: about this later. 1630 01:31:36,240 --> 01:31:40,800 Speaker 1: Yes, I listen. I could really go on about this. 1631 01:31:40,840 --> 01:31:45,240 Speaker 1: I mean, honestly, it feels like this documentary is absolutely 1632 01:31:45,360 --> 01:31:49,559 Speaker 1: steeped in my childhood nostalgia for Madonna. My favorite Madonna 1633 01:31:50,280 --> 01:31:52,880 Speaker 1: favorite it's it feels ranslight was. 1634 01:31:52,880 --> 01:31:56,559 Speaker 2: Good, but this was This was Madonna height height. 1635 01:31:56,800 --> 01:32:00,880 Speaker 1: Madonna for me absolutely could not be more obsessed with her. 1636 01:32:01,479 --> 01:32:04,240 Speaker 1: I mean, we've talked about this on previous podcasts, but 1637 01:32:04,320 --> 01:32:07,160 Speaker 1: you know, she absolutely, one hundred percent taught us about sex. 1638 01:32:07,920 --> 01:32:14,840 Speaker 1: I don't think any anyone celebrity informed my views on 1639 01:32:14,880 --> 01:32:18,000 Speaker 1: sexuality like Madonna did. I honestly believe. 1640 01:32:17,800 --> 01:32:21,559 Speaker 2: That I would absolutely agree. No, I mean not just 1641 01:32:21,680 --> 01:32:26,000 Speaker 2: physically showing us what it looked like to hump and 1642 01:32:26,040 --> 01:32:30,080 Speaker 2: to go down on a dick. Like I knew what 1643 01:32:30,080 --> 01:32:32,720 Speaker 2: blowjobs were, I had never seen what it could look 1644 01:32:32,840 --> 01:32:34,720 Speaker 2: like until this fucking movie. 1645 01:32:35,200 --> 01:32:37,639 Speaker 1: Oh my god. There's like the part where like she's 1646 01:32:37,680 --> 01:32:41,360 Speaker 1: doing the performance and she's like jerking off that incense 1647 01:32:41,760 --> 01:32:46,160 Speaker 1: thermule what it's called, where I was like, holy shit. 1648 01:32:46,960 --> 01:32:49,840 Speaker 2: Just like whatever mood hits her, She's just like I'll 1649 01:32:49,840 --> 01:32:51,479 Speaker 2: do whatever, whatever it feels good. 1650 01:32:51,479 --> 01:32:55,759 Speaker 1: In the moment. Yeah, and then like the Canadian police 1651 01:32:55,800 --> 01:32:59,400 Speaker 1: are there, They're like, she's dangerous. The Vatican's like you 1652 01:32:59,439 --> 01:33:02,640 Speaker 1: cannot play hear you know, It's like she was dangerous. 1653 01:33:02,640 --> 01:33:04,320 Speaker 1: She was dangerous, but like. 1654 01:33:04,840 --> 01:33:10,880 Speaker 2: The quote unquote fascist police of Toronto. Yeah, and that's 1655 01:33:11,160 --> 01:33:13,240 Speaker 2: that again. Is also what makes me think I thought 1656 01:33:13,280 --> 01:33:15,280 Speaker 2: about this heavily while I was watching it this time. 1657 01:33:15,320 --> 01:33:18,360 Speaker 2: I've never really interrogated this before. I do think this 1658 01:33:18,520 --> 01:33:22,599 Speaker 2: film has a space in the feminist canon for exactly 1659 01:33:22,640 --> 01:33:27,280 Speaker 2: those reasons. To watch her rail against making her art 1660 01:33:27,280 --> 01:33:29,400 Speaker 2: on her own terms, whatever you think of her or 1661 01:33:29,439 --> 01:33:32,240 Speaker 2: her music, to watch her, to watch her as a 1662 01:33:32,520 --> 01:33:36,679 Speaker 2: business woman and the most popular artist at the moment, 1663 01:33:37,120 --> 01:33:39,280 Speaker 2: have to talk to men and say this is what 1664 01:33:39,360 --> 01:33:42,680 Speaker 2: I want and then watch this litany of men say no, 1665 01:33:42,800 --> 01:33:45,000 Speaker 2: you don't want that. We're not doing that. Like again, 1666 01:33:45,640 --> 01:33:49,000 Speaker 2: the most famous Beyonce has been through this as well 1667 01:33:49,040 --> 01:33:53,120 Speaker 2: famously in recent years, where you're telling me, as the 1668 01:33:53,120 --> 01:33:57,240 Speaker 2: most powerful woman currently on the planet, that I can't 1669 01:33:57,280 --> 01:33:59,720 Speaker 2: have what I need, and just watching her try to 1670 01:34:00,680 --> 01:34:04,440 Speaker 2: coerce and and again to realize, like this is Madonna. 1671 01:34:04,560 --> 01:34:07,760 Speaker 2: Madonna has these high school dating moments. Madonna has to 1672 01:34:07,800 --> 01:34:11,160 Speaker 2: talk to men who don't listen to her right, like 1673 01:34:11,200 --> 01:34:14,120 Speaker 2: this movie one has a space in the feminist cannon 1674 01:34:14,160 --> 01:34:14,360 Speaker 2: to me. 1675 01:34:14,800 --> 01:34:18,160 Speaker 1: Oh, I completely agree. And it's it's like and it's 1676 01:34:18,240 --> 01:34:22,759 Speaker 1: like you're watching, You're watching like a late Leo early 1677 01:34:22,880 --> 01:34:25,559 Speaker 1: virgo at work, like you're just like, yo, she is 1678 01:34:25,600 --> 01:34:29,360 Speaker 1: a boss. She is not suffering fools. She's straight up 1679 01:34:29,400 --> 01:34:32,200 Speaker 1: telling people it's my way or else, like she tells 1680 01:34:32,240 --> 01:34:34,000 Speaker 1: all of her At one point, she's like you, like, 1681 01:34:34,400 --> 01:34:37,240 Speaker 1: we're gonna respect women here if you do not get 1682 01:34:37,240 --> 01:34:40,680 Speaker 1: the fuck out of here, you know, yep, which is 1683 01:34:40,760 --> 01:34:46,200 Speaker 1: like wonderful to see, you know, revolutionary. Yeah, and so yeah, 1684 01:34:46,400 --> 01:34:49,160 Speaker 1: I completely agree with you. I just I can't tell 1685 01:34:49,200 --> 01:34:53,679 Speaker 1: you how much I love this documentary still. I feel 1686 01:34:53,680 --> 01:34:57,599 Speaker 1: like it's I mean again, it is shocking. You will 1687 01:34:57,600 --> 01:35:00,360 Speaker 1: be shocked by it even in the modern context, Like 1688 01:35:00,400 --> 01:35:03,080 Speaker 1: you'll be shocked by it because it's a documentary from 1689 01:35:03,160 --> 01:35:05,120 Speaker 1: ninety one, but you will also be shocked at it 1690 01:35:05,479 --> 01:35:08,400 Speaker 1: by it because it is so bold, still very very 1691 01:35:08,439 --> 01:35:11,920 Speaker 1: bold to this day. I don't know, I mean, I really, 1692 01:35:12,000 --> 01:35:15,559 Speaker 1: like I said, I could continue down this road, but 1693 01:35:15,720 --> 01:35:20,480 Speaker 1: I mean, ultimately it is completely steeped in my nostalgia 1694 01:35:20,800 --> 01:35:24,680 Speaker 1: my childhood. It brings me back to an era of 1695 01:35:24,720 --> 01:35:29,000 Speaker 1: the nineties that I just miss. I miss the kind 1696 01:35:29,080 --> 01:35:31,599 Speaker 1: of I don't know, the sexual politics of the nineties. 1697 01:35:31,600 --> 01:35:36,320 Speaker 1: It like it was very much more simpler time back then, obviously. Yeah, 1698 01:35:36,320 --> 01:35:39,120 Speaker 1: but the energy of this of this film with like 1699 01:35:39,160 --> 01:35:43,400 Speaker 1: her dancers, it feels very like Fellini in a way. 1700 01:35:43,479 --> 01:35:46,560 Speaker 1: Like it's it is like a Jois de vivra y 1701 01:35:47,160 --> 01:35:51,320 Speaker 1: that I feel like I don't see as much these 1702 01:35:51,439 --> 01:35:53,400 Speaker 1: days as you did back then. 1703 01:35:53,600 --> 01:35:56,360 Speaker 2: I don't completely completely it was. It was unique and 1704 01:35:56,479 --> 01:35:59,280 Speaker 2: wonderful and takes me back to a very specific time. 1705 01:35:59,680 --> 01:36:02,160 Speaker 1: Yeah, man, I love this week. 1706 01:36:02,520 --> 01:36:03,800 Speaker 2: This is great choice week. 1707 01:36:04,640 --> 01:36:05,400 Speaker 1: I love it. 1708 01:36:06,600 --> 01:36:08,519 Speaker 2: Next week is going to be wild too, But let's 1709 01:36:08,520 --> 01:36:10,479 Speaker 2: give you some info before we get to next weeks. 1710 01:36:10,680 --> 01:36:16,640 Speaker 1: Yes, my god, me too. Every time I look at 1711 01:36:16,680 --> 01:36:23,599 Speaker 1: the theme for next week, I start laughing. Well, listen, 1712 01:36:23,600 --> 01:36:25,519 Speaker 1: if you want to email us, folks, we are at 1713 01:36:25,680 --> 01:36:27,519 Speaker 1: I saw what you did pot at gmail dot com. 1714 01:36:28,320 --> 01:36:30,840 Speaker 1: We also have a peel box if you want to 1715 01:36:30,840 --> 01:36:34,680 Speaker 1: send us handwritten letters and uh yeah, that's it. 1716 01:36:36,280 --> 01:36:38,240 Speaker 2: You can find the address for the po box on 1717 01:36:38,280 --> 01:36:40,240 Speaker 2: our link tree, which is linked on all of our 1718 01:36:40,280 --> 01:36:43,400 Speaker 2: social media we are at I saw pot on Instagram, 1719 01:36:43,439 --> 01:36:45,920 Speaker 2: Blue Sky and Twitter. You can also leave us a 1720 01:36:46,000 --> 01:36:48,640 Speaker 2: voicemail now to play on the show. All you have 1721 01:36:48,680 --> 01:36:50,679 Speaker 2: to do is record a voice memo on your phone. 1722 01:36:50,760 --> 01:36:52,479 Speaker 2: Email it too, I saw what you did pot at 1723 01:36:52,479 --> 01:36:54,800 Speaker 2: gmail dot com. Make it sixty seconds or less and 1724 01:36:54,840 --> 01:36:56,240 Speaker 2: record in a quiet space. 1725 01:36:57,080 --> 01:36:59,400 Speaker 1: Absolutely right, and we have merch. If you go to 1726 01:36:59,520 --> 01:37:01,840 Speaker 1: exactly right store dot com you will find it. 1727 01:37:02,360 --> 01:37:04,439 Speaker 2: And don't forget our bonus episodes. They drop on the 1728 01:37:04,479 --> 01:37:07,400 Speaker 2: main feed every third Thursday of the month. 1729 01:37:10,120 --> 01:37:13,240 Speaker 1: You wanna announce the movies for next week. The title 1730 01:37:13,280 --> 01:37:17,400 Speaker 1: a load is making me laugh. Oh my god, Ah, 1731 01:37:17,479 --> 01:37:18,439 Speaker 1: I totally do. 1732 01:37:19,200 --> 01:37:22,760 Speaker 2: Our movies next week for your homework are Rebel Without 1733 01:37:22,800 --> 01:37:25,759 Speaker 2: a Cause from nineteen fifty five and The Last Picture 1734 01:37:25,800 --> 01:37:27,160 Speaker 2: Show from nineteen seventy one. 1735 01:37:27,960 --> 01:37:31,920 Speaker 1: Wow, a couple of bangers is gonna be a barn burner. 1736 01:37:32,160 --> 01:37:35,120 Speaker 2: I think you know gonna make rights. 1737 01:37:35,439 --> 01:37:39,320 Speaker 1: Daniel as always a fucking pleasure doing this podcast with you. 1738 01:37:39,840 --> 01:37:43,840 Speaker 2: A distinct pleasure. I'm so glad you're out of your 1739 01:37:43,880 --> 01:37:45,720 Speaker 2: capitalist depression. 1740 01:37:47,560 --> 01:37:54,800 Speaker 1: Me too, Me too, Bye. 1741 01:37:57,080 --> 01:37:59,759 Speaker 2: This has been an exactly right production. Our senior producer 1742 01:37:59,760 --> 01:38:03,640 Speaker 2: is O'Brien. Episode mixing and theme music by Tom Bryfogel, 1743 01:38:03,960 --> 01:38:07,960 Speaker 2: artwork by Garrett Ross. Our executive producers are Georgia Hartstart Caring, 1744 01:38:08,000 --> 01:38:10,479 Speaker 2: kil Gareff, and Daniel Kramer. You can follow us on 1745 01:38:10,560 --> 01:38:13,519 Speaker 2: Instagram and Twitter at I Saw pod, and you can 1746 01:38:13,560 --> 01:38:15,840 Speaker 2: email us at I Saw What You Did Pod at 1747 01:38:15,880 --> 01:38:16,280 Speaker 2: gmail