1 00:00:00,000 --> 00:00:02,440 Speaker 1: They would asking me when I would ringside. I had 2 00:00:02,440 --> 00:00:04,960 Speaker 1: people asking tell you next, you next? And then I 3 00:00:05,040 --> 00:00:07,400 Speaker 1: had one guy that's like, Yo, this is gonna be funny. 4 00:00:07,400 --> 00:00:09,399 Speaker 1: There's like, uh, if you had to fight her, and 5 00:00:09,440 --> 00:00:11,000 Speaker 1: who who would you? Who? Who would you? Who would you? 6 00:00:11,080 --> 00:00:13,560 Speaker 1: Who would you want to fight? I said Donovan McNabb 7 00:00:17,200 --> 00:00:20,480 Speaker 1: and I and I'm dead serious, Shanna. I'll knock him 8 00:00:20,480 --> 00:00:23,160 Speaker 1: out because it would be so much be so much 9 00:00:23,200 --> 00:00:28,960 Speaker 1: different now. I know. I'll be controlled, It'll be controlled angry. 10 00:00:29,000 --> 00:00:31,560 Speaker 1: I'd be like a I'd be like a Navy seal. 11 00:00:32,720 --> 00:00:34,400 Speaker 1: I'd be a Navy seal because you know they cool 12 00:00:34,520 --> 00:00:38,360 Speaker 1: come under all conditions. But there would be a fire 13 00:00:38,440 --> 00:00:40,840 Speaker 1: burning inside of me, so you literally try to knock 14 00:00:40,880 --> 00:00:44,120 Speaker 1: the man out, clean out. I knocked chunky soup from 15 00:00:44,200 --> 00:00:53,840 Speaker 1: him from from from two thousand folk. Trust me all 16 00:00:53,920 --> 00:00:59,880 Speaker 1: my life, running all my life fights one slice, one 17 00:01:00,080 --> 00:01:03,040 Speaker 1: got the swadding all my life. I've been rne in 18 00:01:03,080 --> 00:01:05,880 Speaker 1: all my life, all my life, and rine in all 19 00:01:05,920 --> 00:01:10,360 Speaker 1: my life, and up Sacon fights, hustle back prices, one slice, 20 00:01:11,840 --> 00:01:17,080 Speaker 1: swatting all my life. I've been grinding in all my life. Hello, 21 00:01:17,240 --> 00:01:19,280 Speaker 1: Welcome to another edition of Club Sha Shay. I am 22 00:01:19,319 --> 00:01:22,000 Speaker 1: your host, also the proprietor Club Sha Shay. And the 23 00:01:22,080 --> 00:01:25,360 Speaker 1: guy that's coming by for a drinking conversation today is 24 00:01:25,400 --> 00:01:27,399 Speaker 1: an all time great. I do not believe you can 25 00:01:27,480 --> 00:01:30,000 Speaker 1: tell the story in the history of the NFL without 26 00:01:30,080 --> 00:01:32,800 Speaker 1: mentioning his name. He's a six time Pro bowler. He's 27 00:01:32,840 --> 00:01:35,280 Speaker 1: a five time first team All Pro. He's one of 28 00:01:35,400 --> 00:01:38,000 Speaker 1: three men to be first team All Pro with three 29 00:01:38,080 --> 00:01:41,240 Speaker 1: different teams. He's an all decade receiver of the two thousands. 30 00:01:41,560 --> 00:01:44,640 Speaker 1: You know him as initials, t O, Tera Lawyers, TEO. 31 00:01:44,720 --> 00:01:46,640 Speaker 1: What's going on? Bro Man? What's good? Man? You like 32 00:01:46,720 --> 00:01:49,560 Speaker 1: that intro? I was looking. I was like Mary, he 33 00:01:51,200 --> 00:01:53,520 Speaker 1: rambling it out like he didn't read from a telepunter. 34 00:01:54,040 --> 00:01:56,680 Speaker 1: So you're here today, You're gonna you gotta wine. You're 35 00:01:56,680 --> 00:01:58,120 Speaker 1: gonna tell us about some of the other things that 36 00:01:58,120 --> 00:02:00,000 Speaker 1: you also have. But tell us a little bit about 37 00:02:00,240 --> 00:02:03,680 Speaker 1: eighty one till well. I'm fortunate number one to be 38 00:02:04,360 --> 00:02:07,520 Speaker 1: collaborating with another Hall of Famer who just recently passed 39 00:02:07,600 --> 00:02:10,960 Speaker 1: in time of disorder. Okay, Los Angeles legend as well 40 00:02:12,040 --> 00:02:14,400 Speaker 1: with all the grades that live here, right, but I 41 00:02:14,520 --> 00:02:17,120 Speaker 1: had the opportunity to collaborate and uh, you know, I 42 00:02:17,280 --> 00:02:18,639 Speaker 1: you know, growing up in the South, you know, we 43 00:02:18,720 --> 00:02:21,880 Speaker 1: didn't know anything about drinking wine. They was either Moon's wine. Yeah, 44 00:02:21,960 --> 00:02:24,760 Speaker 1: that's the only type you got wine. That's it. That's it. 45 00:02:25,440 --> 00:02:28,960 Speaker 1: And so uh so I came about this opportunity, and uh, 46 00:02:28,960 --> 00:02:31,200 Speaker 1: I couldn't pass it up. And you know, my first 47 00:02:31,280 --> 00:02:34,079 Speaker 1: experience being from Alabama and then getting getting drafted to 48 00:02:34,240 --> 00:02:39,760 Speaker 1: San Francisco, never really experienced wine, you know, like California experience, 49 00:02:39,760 --> 00:02:42,680 Speaker 1: and so I gave them kind of like my likes 50 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:45,440 Speaker 1: and dislikes of the experiences that I had. Uh it 51 00:02:45,600 --> 00:02:49,160 Speaker 1: was dry, pasty, just didn't like it. And so with 52 00:02:49,320 --> 00:02:52,320 Speaker 1: eighty one, I included some of the you know, the 53 00:02:52,400 --> 00:02:55,000 Speaker 1: things that I didn't like. Uh, they incorporated the the 54 00:02:55,120 --> 00:02:58,720 Speaker 1: feedback and to to make eighty one. And so the 55 00:02:58,880 --> 00:03:02,079 Speaker 1: tasty notes in the ingredients with with eighty one is 56 00:03:02,840 --> 00:03:10,400 Speaker 1: it's like a black black ripe, black cherry plum preserves right, cinnamon, 57 00:03:10,480 --> 00:03:15,200 Speaker 1: stick of romans okay, dark chocolate right, and a spicy 58 00:03:15,280 --> 00:03:18,520 Speaker 1: toasted out Okay. So you you you did a lot 59 00:03:18,520 --> 00:03:20,400 Speaker 1: of research. You seem like you put thought into it. 60 00:03:20,720 --> 00:03:22,239 Speaker 1: You just didn't say, well, no, I just slap my 61 00:03:22,320 --> 00:03:24,040 Speaker 1: name on it. We good. It seems like when you 62 00:03:24,080 --> 00:03:26,480 Speaker 1: I hear you talk, you're like, Okay, this is what 63 00:03:26,600 --> 00:03:28,840 Speaker 1: I like. These are some of the wines that I've tasted. 64 00:03:29,160 --> 00:03:32,120 Speaker 1: But and so ken, how do we get something similar 65 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:35,320 Speaker 1: but have my personality absolutely? And so even with the 66 00:03:35,360 --> 00:03:37,240 Speaker 1: aesthetics or the bottle, if you look at it right 67 00:03:37,480 --> 00:03:40,400 Speaker 1: that the label is textured. Yeah, I know you like 68 00:03:40,560 --> 00:03:44,840 Speaker 1: that pig skin. So yeah, I noticed that very instrumental 69 00:03:45,000 --> 00:03:48,080 Speaker 1: and really from the aesthetics always to the inside. Obviously 70 00:03:48,120 --> 00:03:50,760 Speaker 1: there's a base. And so with this this wine is 71 00:03:50,760 --> 00:03:53,760 Speaker 1: a Cabernet, so it's a ninety five percent Cabernet. Any 72 00:03:53,800 --> 00:03:55,360 Speaker 1: guy's initials, I know, I don't know if you can 73 00:03:55,400 --> 00:03:57,800 Speaker 1: see that from from this distance, but the line and 74 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:00,800 Speaker 1: it's got it got too. So that's my that's my logo. 75 00:04:00,840 --> 00:04:03,040 Speaker 1: And I saw my clothing line as well. So uh 76 00:04:03,160 --> 00:04:05,040 Speaker 1: just uh, you know, just trying to you know, build 77 00:04:05,120 --> 00:04:07,640 Speaker 1: and on what you know I've been able to do 78 00:04:08,320 --> 00:04:10,119 Speaker 1: on the football field, and it really kind of post 79 00:04:10,200 --> 00:04:13,320 Speaker 1: football and trying to establish some businesses. So so yeah, 80 00:04:13,360 --> 00:04:16,440 Speaker 1: so if you're interwined, definitely go check this out. Eighty 81 00:04:16,480 --> 00:04:19,200 Speaker 1: one vino dot com. Like I said, it's a Cabernet 82 00:04:19,279 --> 00:04:23,279 Speaker 1: Blend ninety five percent cabin five percent. Sarah, you mentioned 83 00:04:23,320 --> 00:04:25,480 Speaker 1: you got the wine. You say you got a clothing line. 84 00:04:25,760 --> 00:04:28,000 Speaker 1: The shade your wing is also from part of the 85 00:04:28,080 --> 00:04:30,240 Speaker 1: part of my line prototype eighty one. I got a 86 00:04:30,279 --> 00:04:33,280 Speaker 1: clothing line, obviously. Uh. You know I always talk about 87 00:04:33,360 --> 00:04:35,839 Speaker 1: my three pillars of success, you know what I mean. Obviously, 88 00:04:35,960 --> 00:04:38,440 Speaker 1: you had your path and there are things that motivated you, 89 00:04:38,560 --> 00:04:41,400 Speaker 1: obviously similar. I know we've talked about it with our grandmother. 90 00:04:41,720 --> 00:04:43,880 Speaker 1: But when I got inducted into the Hall of Fame, 91 00:04:44,200 --> 00:04:46,160 Speaker 1: you know, going to it, you know, being you know, 92 00:04:46,279 --> 00:04:49,479 Speaker 1: growing up in a small city, small town at Alexander City, Alabama, 93 00:04:50,120 --> 00:04:53,120 Speaker 1: then going to a small division one double a school, 94 00:04:53,360 --> 00:04:55,719 Speaker 1: New Teach, Chattanooga, right, and then you know, I played 95 00:04:55,800 --> 00:04:59,760 Speaker 1: fifteen years. I get, uh, obviously nominated in twenty sixteen. 96 00:04:59,839 --> 00:05:02,120 Speaker 1: And I didn't really know much about the Hall of 97 00:05:02,200 --> 00:05:04,200 Speaker 1: Fame because a lot of you know, some guys play 98 00:05:04,320 --> 00:05:06,080 Speaker 1: to get to the Hall of Fame and some guys 99 00:05:06,160 --> 00:05:09,040 Speaker 1: play for whatever. And so when I went, I did 100 00:05:09,080 --> 00:05:11,200 Speaker 1: an interview with Chris Rose and those guys. When I 101 00:05:11,240 --> 00:05:13,200 Speaker 1: got nominated, they asked me to come to the studio 102 00:05:13,920 --> 00:05:15,400 Speaker 1: and they talked about it because it was like the 103 00:05:15,520 --> 00:05:18,480 Speaker 1: class of you know that we were that I was with, 104 00:05:19,240 --> 00:05:21,800 Speaker 1: and I just did an interview and didn't really understand 105 00:05:21,839 --> 00:05:23,920 Speaker 1: the magnitude of what I had just done until I 106 00:05:24,000 --> 00:05:26,720 Speaker 1: got home. I'm looking at the TV and I'm looking 107 00:05:26,760 --> 00:05:30,240 Speaker 1: at all the highlights everybody that's in that class, right, 108 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:32,400 Speaker 1: and I'm like, man, this is a big deal. Right, 109 00:05:32,520 --> 00:05:34,440 Speaker 1: I'm like, how did I get here? And So when 110 00:05:34,440 --> 00:05:37,560 Speaker 1: I talk about my three pillars of success, it's desired, dedication, 111 00:05:37,680 --> 00:05:40,440 Speaker 1: and discipline. And so with the fabrics of everything that 112 00:05:40,760 --> 00:05:43,839 Speaker 1: I that I do, I try to incorporate that into everything. 113 00:05:43,960 --> 00:05:46,400 Speaker 1: And so if I didn't have the desire, and everybody 114 00:05:46,480 --> 00:05:49,000 Speaker 1: has a desire to be or do something in life, right, 115 00:05:49,120 --> 00:05:51,280 Speaker 1: but you gotta dedicate yourself. And you talk about some 116 00:05:51,400 --> 00:05:53,400 Speaker 1: of the greats, you know, you're in the Hall of Fame, 117 00:05:53,760 --> 00:05:56,760 Speaker 1: there's something about you. There's something about the three hundred 118 00:05:56,800 --> 00:06:00,640 Speaker 1: plus thirty plus guys that are in that in that museum. 119 00:06:01,080 --> 00:06:04,560 Speaker 1: It's something about them that made them go from good 120 00:06:04,640 --> 00:06:06,880 Speaker 1: to great, right, And so that was something that I 121 00:06:07,040 --> 00:06:09,440 Speaker 1: really stuck with, and that was my discipline. And so 122 00:06:09,600 --> 00:06:12,000 Speaker 1: when you talk about my career, you look at how 123 00:06:12,120 --> 00:06:15,120 Speaker 1: I got there. I wouldn't be there without those three 124 00:06:15,200 --> 00:06:19,920 Speaker 1: these you mentioned about going and doing the interview, and 125 00:06:20,000 --> 00:06:23,279 Speaker 1: they're rolling footage of some of the plays you made 126 00:06:23,279 --> 00:06:25,760 Speaker 1: in your career. And I've often told people this, you 127 00:06:25,839 --> 00:06:28,679 Speaker 1: don't realize some of the things that you've done because 128 00:06:28,760 --> 00:06:30,760 Speaker 1: you're in it, So you don't. When I'm in it, 129 00:06:30,800 --> 00:06:32,680 Speaker 1: I didn't go back and look like, oh man, last year, 130 00:06:32,760 --> 00:06:33,720 Speaker 1: let me go back and look at some of the 131 00:06:33,760 --> 00:06:35,640 Speaker 1: things I did, or let me go back. You don't 132 00:06:35,720 --> 00:06:37,920 Speaker 1: do that because you're in it. You're like, I'm trying 133 00:06:37,960 --> 00:06:40,919 Speaker 1: to get better. And then once it's over, I found 134 00:06:40,960 --> 00:06:43,680 Speaker 1: myself going back and looking like, what, Okay, I guess 135 00:06:43,720 --> 00:06:46,240 Speaker 1: I'm worthy of being in the Pro Football Hall of 136 00:06:46,279 --> 00:06:48,840 Speaker 1: Fame right after, and I think that factored into obviously me, 137 00:06:49,400 --> 00:06:53,039 Speaker 1: you know, making my decision to do it elsewhere after 138 00:06:53,440 --> 00:06:56,280 Speaker 1: I got snubbed two times, and so the first time 139 00:06:56,320 --> 00:06:58,280 Speaker 1: I was like, Okay, I was gonna be a grown 140 00:06:58,320 --> 00:07:01,040 Speaker 1: man about it, being mature about it, like, okay, next year, 141 00:07:01,080 --> 00:07:02,880 Speaker 1: I get in, right. And then when the next year 142 00:07:03,000 --> 00:07:05,040 Speaker 1: came up, you know, we've talked about it, and it 143 00:07:05,080 --> 00:07:07,360 Speaker 1: didn't happen right, And I felt like I felt I 144 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:10,920 Speaker 1: felt disrespected the first year, disappointed, but then the second 145 00:07:11,000 --> 00:07:13,119 Speaker 1: year I felt disrespected, you know, to the in degree. 146 00:07:13,200 --> 00:07:15,240 Speaker 1: And so at that point I said I had to 147 00:07:15,280 --> 00:07:17,560 Speaker 1: take matters into my own hands. Let's talk about something, 148 00:07:17,560 --> 00:07:20,239 Speaker 1: because I don't think people at home, no, go ahead, 149 00:07:20,280 --> 00:07:24,080 Speaker 1: go ahead, bruh. I don't think people at home realizing 150 00:07:24,160 --> 00:07:26,760 Speaker 1: I've told you this and I've told others, even when 151 00:07:26,800 --> 00:07:29,920 Speaker 1: the voters were coming around asking me, so we'll talk 152 00:07:29,960 --> 00:07:31,960 Speaker 1: to me about till I said, I believe you the 153 00:07:31,960 --> 00:07:33,760 Speaker 1: second greatest received by all the time. I said, that's 154 00:07:33,800 --> 00:07:36,440 Speaker 1: no disrespect the end of the guys, because I was 155 00:07:36,520 --> 00:07:38,800 Speaker 1: in the NFL when Jerry's prime. I was in the 156 00:07:38,920 --> 00:07:41,160 Speaker 1: NFL when when Randy got in, when you got there, 157 00:07:41,440 --> 00:07:42,960 Speaker 1: in some of the greats. I said, this is no 158 00:07:43,080 --> 00:07:46,040 Speaker 1: disrespect to anybody that's in the hall, but I believe 159 00:07:46,080 --> 00:07:48,840 Speaker 1: TiO is the second best behind Jerry. And they and 160 00:07:49,400 --> 00:07:51,119 Speaker 1: they said, well, you know what about the other stuff. 161 00:07:51,400 --> 00:07:54,240 Speaker 1: I said, well, you guys, and the by law says 162 00:07:54,280 --> 00:07:58,360 Speaker 1: the other stuff doesn't matter. It said on the football field, 163 00:07:58,720 --> 00:08:01,000 Speaker 1: that's what mattered. So here are some of your compliment 164 00:08:01,040 --> 00:08:03,960 Speaker 1: You played fifteen NFL season. You mentioned one thousand and 165 00:08:04,000 --> 00:08:07,440 Speaker 1: seventy eight catches fifteen thousand, nine hundred and thirty four yards, 166 00:08:07,640 --> 00:08:10,400 Speaker 1: which is, if I'm not mistaken, that's third behind Jerry 167 00:08:10,760 --> 00:08:13,120 Speaker 1: and lad fish Gerald. Now you have one hundred and 168 00:08:13,160 --> 00:08:18,080 Speaker 1: fifty three receiving touchdowns. That's third behind Jerry and Randy Moss. Uh. 169 00:08:18,680 --> 00:08:21,440 Speaker 1: Three times you led the NFL in receiving. You scored 170 00:08:21,440 --> 00:08:24,400 Speaker 1: at least thirteen touchdowns in seventh season in a ten 171 00:08:24,520 --> 00:08:27,280 Speaker 1: years span from ninety eight to two thousand and seven. 172 00:08:27,680 --> 00:08:30,360 Speaker 1: You'll wanna You're the only NFL player in history to 173 00:08:30,400 --> 00:08:33,600 Speaker 1: score at least two touchdowns against all thirty two teams. 174 00:08:33,960 --> 00:08:36,600 Speaker 1: You're the only player in NFL history to have two 175 00:08:36,800 --> 00:08:39,440 Speaker 1: have three. No, let me get this stract now, only 176 00:08:39,840 --> 00:08:41,679 Speaker 1: player in the NFL history to have a two hundred 177 00:08:41,720 --> 00:08:44,760 Speaker 1: yard receiving game with three different teams. I did that, 178 00:08:45,200 --> 00:08:48,080 Speaker 1: you see, And you know what, as my crank researcher 179 00:08:48,120 --> 00:08:49,719 Speaker 1: for it, I said, I bet he don't even know this. 180 00:08:50,320 --> 00:08:53,760 Speaker 1: You did that, man, that's crazy, especially the two hundred 181 00:08:53,800 --> 00:08:56,680 Speaker 1: yard games, because I mean those are sometimes those are 182 00:08:56,720 --> 00:08:58,520 Speaker 1: hard to come back. They are. And the only one 183 00:08:58,559 --> 00:09:03,280 Speaker 1: that really come to mind the eighty three. Yeah, And 184 00:09:03,400 --> 00:09:05,320 Speaker 1: I was mad because they pulled me out with, probably 185 00:09:07,200 --> 00:09:09,160 Speaker 1: because I knew it. I knew what was going on, 186 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:14,280 Speaker 1: and I'm like, yo, I'm like three hundred people that's 187 00:09:14,440 --> 00:09:17,520 Speaker 1: that's a mythical number four receiver, right, some some people 188 00:09:17,520 --> 00:09:20,959 Speaker 1: going full season and exactly exactly what I mean. So, 189 00:09:21,280 --> 00:09:26,480 Speaker 1: so you know, like you you're in a game and 190 00:09:26,600 --> 00:09:28,880 Speaker 1: you look, this is it. You catch it, everything, and 191 00:09:28,920 --> 00:09:32,199 Speaker 1: everything seems so easy, and no matter what the DV does, 192 00:09:32,320 --> 00:09:34,800 Speaker 1: no matter what the coverage they call, they can't see you. 193 00:09:35,080 --> 00:09:37,839 Speaker 1: And you're like, just let me take full advantage of me. 194 00:09:38,000 --> 00:09:40,920 Speaker 1: Don't let me get hurt, don't let nothing happen, don't 195 00:09:41,040 --> 00:09:43,120 Speaker 1: let's don't blow them out. What the thing was like 196 00:09:43,480 --> 00:09:48,160 Speaker 1: pre game, you know, a doctor Harriet Ward, professor, and 197 00:09:48,240 --> 00:09:50,120 Speaker 1: he was kind of like a you know, part of 198 00:09:50,160 --> 00:09:52,360 Speaker 1: the organization. And so you know, at this point, like 199 00:09:52,360 --> 00:09:55,120 Speaker 1: I said, I'm kind of like, you know, at the 200 00:09:55,200 --> 00:09:57,720 Speaker 1: height of my career, just tried starting to to really 201 00:09:57,760 --> 00:10:00,600 Speaker 1: make a name for myself. And so we were breakfast 202 00:10:00,679 --> 00:10:02,880 Speaker 1: that morning and so we already knew, like I said, 203 00:10:02,880 --> 00:10:05,559 Speaker 1: this is this is Jerry's last right, right, So we 204 00:10:05,640 --> 00:10:07,920 Speaker 1: were like so he was like, yo, you know, you 205 00:10:07,960 --> 00:10:09,520 Speaker 1: know this is Jerry thing, you know, kind of just 206 00:10:09,679 --> 00:10:11,599 Speaker 1: you know, because they knew I was gonna score or 207 00:10:11,679 --> 00:10:14,719 Speaker 1: possibly celebrate or whatever. He like, you know, kind of 208 00:10:14,920 --> 00:10:17,520 Speaker 1: toned it down a bit. Let this be and I 209 00:10:17,640 --> 00:10:20,440 Speaker 1: was and I was, I was receptive of that. Okay. 210 00:10:20,600 --> 00:10:23,520 Speaker 1: I first, you know, the script of fifteen whatever sixteen 211 00:10:23,600 --> 00:10:28,800 Speaker 1: plays man, they had fourteen and fifteen al Jerry all Jerry. 212 00:10:29,600 --> 00:10:31,360 Speaker 1: And I wasn't mad at that because I'm like, Okay, 213 00:10:31,679 --> 00:10:34,080 Speaker 1: this is I've witnessed greatness, you know for a number 214 00:10:34,080 --> 00:10:35,920 Speaker 1: of years, right, you know, I can imagine like I 215 00:10:36,000 --> 00:10:41,560 Speaker 1: can't imagine. Right. So the game plan, you know, as 216 00:10:41,600 --> 00:10:43,920 Speaker 1: it unfolded, we weren't the only one that knew that 217 00:10:44,000 --> 00:10:47,280 Speaker 1: this is the Jerry last day. The defensive coordinators knew 218 00:10:47,360 --> 00:10:49,439 Speaker 1: all week, you know what I mean. And then the 219 00:10:49,559 --> 00:10:53,800 Speaker 1: defensive players they started doubling him, they started taking shots 220 00:10:53,800 --> 00:10:55,719 Speaker 1: setting you know what I mean. And then it got 221 00:10:55,800 --> 00:10:57,439 Speaker 1: you know, it was to the point of where it 222 00:10:58,120 --> 00:11:01,240 Speaker 1: it knew they knew, and it felt like we were 223 00:11:01,320 --> 00:11:03,199 Speaker 1: forcing the ball to him, right, and then it got 224 00:11:03,240 --> 00:11:05,080 Speaker 1: to a point at where we weren't really our offense 225 00:11:05,200 --> 00:11:08,319 Speaker 1: was stalling because of what was how the game was unfolding, 226 00:11:08,559 --> 00:11:10,200 Speaker 1: and so they got to the point to where Jeff, 227 00:11:10,240 --> 00:11:12,160 Speaker 1: you know, he had just had to go through his progressions. 228 00:11:12,440 --> 00:11:13,959 Speaker 1: You know, if he wasn't double team, if he was 229 00:11:14,040 --> 00:11:15,840 Speaker 1: oble team, he had to go. And I was usually 230 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:18,480 Speaker 1: number two or three in the progression. And that's how 231 00:11:18,520 --> 00:11:20,679 Speaker 1: I ended up with. You know, probably I don't know 232 00:11:20,840 --> 00:11:23,400 Speaker 1: how many catches in there, like the first that hold on. 233 00:11:23,920 --> 00:11:26,319 Speaker 1: Then then you have twenty you had, you had twenty 234 00:11:26,360 --> 00:11:29,439 Speaker 1: catches that day two eighty three, and everybody thought you 235 00:11:29,640 --> 00:11:31,599 Speaker 1: had something to do with like hockey, tell do this 236 00:11:31,760 --> 00:11:34,439 Speaker 1: old Jerry's Yeah, exactly like I like I was throwing 237 00:11:34,480 --> 00:11:36,480 Speaker 1: it in catching it, you know what I mean. Uh. 238 00:11:36,679 --> 00:11:39,079 Speaker 1: And so for me, man, I just I was a benefactor, 239 00:11:39,280 --> 00:11:41,320 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, just of what he's done 240 00:11:41,360 --> 00:11:44,480 Speaker 1: throughout the course of his career. And again, if I 241 00:11:44,520 --> 00:11:46,719 Speaker 1: would have dropped twenty, you know what I mean, I 242 00:11:46,760 --> 00:11:48,920 Speaker 1: would have looked like that the worst, you know, Uh, 243 00:11:49,120 --> 00:11:52,079 Speaker 1: you know, duo part of the duo. Ever, so for me, 244 00:11:52,160 --> 00:11:54,480 Speaker 1: I was just doing my job. And uh as you 245 00:11:54,679 --> 00:11:56,760 Speaker 1: as you know, you know you have duos throughout the 246 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:58,760 Speaker 1: course of the season. You have number ones and you 247 00:11:58,840 --> 00:12:01,720 Speaker 1: have number twos. And then just just like with my numbers, 248 00:12:01,760 --> 00:12:05,400 Speaker 1: they were very inflated because of what Jerry had done 249 00:12:05,440 --> 00:12:07,920 Speaker 1: throughout the course of his career. You have guys today 250 00:12:08,280 --> 00:12:10,880 Speaker 1: that are benefactors to number ones and then their numbers 251 00:12:10,880 --> 00:12:12,679 Speaker 1: at the end of the season are like number ones 252 00:12:12,720 --> 00:12:14,360 Speaker 1: and they think they're a number one, right, but they're 253 00:12:14,360 --> 00:12:16,679 Speaker 1: really not right. So I was just fortunate man to 254 00:12:16,800 --> 00:12:19,600 Speaker 1: just to build on that, and so it was really 255 00:12:20,040 --> 00:12:22,719 Speaker 1: it was kind of symbolic in the sense of just 256 00:12:23,679 --> 00:12:27,920 Speaker 1: passing another torch. Right, did you feel bad because you 257 00:12:28,040 --> 00:12:31,559 Speaker 1: know what you knew having seen Jerry practice ever, having 258 00:12:31,640 --> 00:12:34,880 Speaker 1: seen Jerry practice every single day, know his work ethic. 259 00:12:35,040 --> 00:12:37,080 Speaker 1: He's the one that made everybody in the West Coast. 260 00:12:37,280 --> 00:12:39,160 Speaker 1: You catch a five yard roud, you gotta finish the 261 00:12:39,200 --> 00:12:43,280 Speaker 1: ball forty fifty yards everywhere I went sick. I'm like, 262 00:12:43,520 --> 00:12:46,520 Speaker 1: come on, and Mike, Mike was my head coach. So 263 00:12:46,679 --> 00:12:49,240 Speaker 1: when he came back, he brought that I catch, I 264 00:12:49,360 --> 00:12:51,360 Speaker 1: catch a stick rob or I catch a shell of cross, 265 00:12:51,559 --> 00:12:54,000 Speaker 1: I gotta fifish sixty yards and then they call another 266 00:12:54,040 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 1: player again. Yeah, well, you know that's how Jerry did it. 267 00:12:57,880 --> 00:12:59,839 Speaker 1: So you saw his work ethic, You know what he 268 00:13:00,040 --> 00:13:02,240 Speaker 1: had done to put in for that land, and everybody 269 00:13:02,320 --> 00:13:04,400 Speaker 1: knew that was gonna be his last game in San Francisco. 270 00:13:05,120 --> 00:13:07,920 Speaker 1: When you go home at night that night and you're 271 00:13:08,000 --> 00:13:10,680 Speaker 1: laying it, but you're like, damn, I had twenty two 272 00:13:11,200 --> 00:13:14,280 Speaker 1: eighty three. What do you did? You feel bad for 273 00:13:14,400 --> 00:13:17,839 Speaker 1: Jerry because you know he wanted it? I no, I honestly, man. 274 00:13:18,160 --> 00:13:20,600 Speaker 1: And that's so that's this is what's so crazy about 275 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:23,280 Speaker 1: me and football. Like I never thought I would play 276 00:13:23,280 --> 00:13:27,360 Speaker 1: beyond the collegiate level, so to play football and become 277 00:13:27,480 --> 00:13:33,600 Speaker 1: competitive and learn the little nuances and intricacies of playing 278 00:13:33,640 --> 00:13:36,880 Speaker 1: the receiver position, I was just kind of just learning 279 00:13:36,960 --> 00:13:39,839 Speaker 1: on the fly, right, So I never really I never 280 00:13:40,000 --> 00:13:43,599 Speaker 1: looked that far I head or into it as me 281 00:13:43,800 --> 00:13:48,079 Speaker 1: becoming who I became or taken away from Jerry. I 282 00:13:48,240 --> 00:13:51,439 Speaker 1: was just, honestly, I was still learning to position. I 283 00:13:51,600 --> 00:13:53,959 Speaker 1: was so green and so raw that I didn't think 284 00:13:54,040 --> 00:13:56,000 Speaker 1: of it like that, right. I was just looking at 285 00:13:56,040 --> 00:13:58,319 Speaker 1: it as I was doing my job, right, And so 286 00:13:59,480 --> 00:14:01,079 Speaker 1: that's how I looked at it throughout the course of 287 00:14:01,160 --> 00:14:03,400 Speaker 1: my career. And I try to educate guys and let 288 00:14:03,480 --> 00:14:05,760 Speaker 1: these guys know the numbers are going to be there 289 00:14:05,800 --> 00:14:09,319 Speaker 1: if you're doing and you're preparing yourself for whatever position 290 00:14:09,400 --> 00:14:12,199 Speaker 1: that you play. You don't have to worry about the numbers. 291 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:15,120 Speaker 1: They're gonna take care of take care of itself. And 292 00:14:15,200 --> 00:14:17,600 Speaker 1: so I never really laid laid in my bed at 293 00:14:17,679 --> 00:14:21,880 Speaker 1: night thinking, Okay, I took this away from Jerry or whatever. Football. Honestly, 294 00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:23,880 Speaker 1: like I said, if I had to say it now, 295 00:14:24,160 --> 00:14:27,240 Speaker 1: it was almost like a hobby to me because basketball 296 00:14:27,320 --> 00:14:30,480 Speaker 1: was my passion, that was my love. And so just 297 00:14:30,680 --> 00:14:33,720 Speaker 1: with my athletic athletic ability, everything that I did on 298 00:14:33,800 --> 00:14:37,680 Speaker 1: the basketball court, that translated to football. And that's how 299 00:14:37,760 --> 00:14:40,520 Speaker 1: I became, you know, better at the position. Along with 300 00:14:40,720 --> 00:14:44,640 Speaker 1: just the position coaches that I had that instilled in me. 301 00:14:45,000 --> 00:14:47,360 Speaker 1: They saw, they saw the potential in which I was 302 00:14:47,440 --> 00:14:49,720 Speaker 1: drafted with and they kept telling me, like, man, you 303 00:14:49,960 --> 00:14:52,040 Speaker 1: you could be you could be a great one one day. 304 00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:54,000 Speaker 1: You could be just like Jerry. You could be better 305 00:14:54,040 --> 00:14:56,400 Speaker 1: than Jerry. Then I found myself trying to emulate and 306 00:14:56,480 --> 00:14:58,600 Speaker 1: do everything that Jerry did. But I had to realize 307 00:14:58,800 --> 00:15:01,520 Speaker 1: and be all realist, like I'm not Jerry, right what 308 00:15:01,760 --> 00:15:05,080 Speaker 1: our body types are totally different. He's up for nas more, 309 00:15:05,320 --> 00:15:10,920 Speaker 1: you know, route Chris route runner. For me, I was physical. 310 00:15:11,000 --> 00:15:13,680 Speaker 1: I was rugged. I was raw. I had to fine 311 00:15:13,800 --> 00:15:17,000 Speaker 1: tune my game every year all the way to year fifteen. 312 00:15:17,840 --> 00:15:22,200 Speaker 1: You made some headlines saying that someone reached out to 313 00:15:22,320 --> 00:15:24,720 Speaker 1: you and said, you know what, TL stay in shape, 314 00:15:25,440 --> 00:15:27,920 Speaker 1: we might give you a call. I just had a birthday, 315 00:15:27,960 --> 00:15:31,800 Speaker 1: You're forty seven years of age, hadn't played in a decade. 316 00:15:34,240 --> 00:15:40,080 Speaker 1: If somebody seriously called you to come, okay, feel We're 317 00:15:40,120 --> 00:15:43,000 Speaker 1: gonna get your workout and if you perform like you 318 00:15:43,160 --> 00:15:46,000 Speaker 1: believe you can, we're gonna give you an opportunity, would 319 00:15:46,040 --> 00:15:48,640 Speaker 1: you take it absolutely? I mean, I've always said, I mean, 320 00:15:48,760 --> 00:15:50,880 Speaker 1: even just the way that I departed, not being able 321 00:15:50,920 --> 00:15:54,880 Speaker 1: to really really end on my on you turn. You 322 00:15:54,960 --> 00:15:56,360 Speaker 1: know what I mean. You know how that is. I mean, 323 00:15:56,760 --> 00:15:59,040 Speaker 1: And for me, it's it's it's it's it's so crazy 324 00:15:59,040 --> 00:16:01,840 Speaker 1: because I've had colds that and even players that have 325 00:16:01,920 --> 00:16:05,000 Speaker 1: been in position at the end of their careers that 326 00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:09,960 Speaker 1: wanted opportunities black and white, and for me to be 327 00:16:10,080 --> 00:16:12,480 Speaker 1: in a situation and see who I am and see 328 00:16:12,600 --> 00:16:17,440 Speaker 1: what I'm made of, see what I look like. It's 329 00:16:17,520 --> 00:16:20,840 Speaker 1: perplexing to me that they wouldn't go to bad or like, 330 00:16:20,920 --> 00:16:23,200 Speaker 1: oh I played with this guy, I know what he's 331 00:16:23,240 --> 00:16:25,960 Speaker 1: made of. If anybody can do it, he can do it. 332 00:16:26,640 --> 00:16:29,920 Speaker 1: And what's so funny is like you hear the I 333 00:16:30,040 --> 00:16:32,760 Speaker 1: read the headlines. It's like, oh, Terrell and claim somebody. 334 00:16:33,120 --> 00:16:35,400 Speaker 1: First of all, I'm telling the truth. I don't have 335 00:16:35,480 --> 00:16:37,680 Speaker 1: to claim anything. I don't know how you interpret that, 336 00:16:38,200 --> 00:16:40,600 Speaker 1: but it's almost saying it almost seems like I'm lying 337 00:16:40,760 --> 00:16:43,280 Speaker 1: or I'm just making it up. Right, dude, I don't 338 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:45,760 Speaker 1: have to lie by anything I can show you. Text. 339 00:16:48,080 --> 00:16:53,360 Speaker 1: Owner approached me. They approached me. I didn't actively go yeah, 340 00:16:53,440 --> 00:16:56,320 Speaker 1: so I haven't actively went out and got an agent 341 00:16:56,360 --> 00:16:59,200 Speaker 1: and shot and tried to play in the league. Owner 342 00:16:59,240 --> 00:17:02,320 Speaker 1: approached me. He all me through a friend of mine 343 00:17:02,360 --> 00:17:05,000 Speaker 1: went to a restaurant and he said, oh, such such 344 00:17:05,000 --> 00:17:07,440 Speaker 1: as an owner, such such as in here. And I'm like, oh, okay, 345 00:17:07,440 --> 00:17:09,320 Speaker 1: I know him. I've met him before. And so I 346 00:17:09,400 --> 00:17:13,359 Speaker 1: reintroduced myself and so we're just talking just casually, and 347 00:17:13,480 --> 00:17:15,000 Speaker 1: so he looked at me, he goes, man, look like 348 00:17:15,040 --> 00:17:17,639 Speaker 1: you can still play? And I said, I said so, 349 00:17:17,800 --> 00:17:19,800 Speaker 1: And so I said, it's not like I can't play. 350 00:17:19,840 --> 00:17:22,520 Speaker 1: I said, under the right circumstances, given an opportunity, I said, 351 00:17:22,520 --> 00:17:25,600 Speaker 1: I probably could play. I said, you think about third 352 00:17:25,680 --> 00:17:28,440 Speaker 1: down situation. As an owner, he knows what I'm talking about, 353 00:17:28,760 --> 00:17:31,879 Speaker 1: third down, red zone. And I go through the season, 354 00:17:31,920 --> 00:17:36,280 Speaker 1: I get myself in shape. There's no doubt. He said, Okay, cool. 355 00:17:36,920 --> 00:17:41,560 Speaker 1: I went back to my table. Five ten minutes later, 356 00:17:42,840 --> 00:17:45,399 Speaker 1: the owner restaurant comes back by and he goes, y'o. 357 00:17:45,880 --> 00:17:49,520 Speaker 1: He said, he just asked me. It's TEO series. And 358 00:17:49,600 --> 00:17:51,159 Speaker 1: I looked at me and I'm saying, is he serious. 359 00:17:51,200 --> 00:17:54,400 Speaker 1: He's the one that asked me, right, So that's where 360 00:17:54,440 --> 00:17:56,760 Speaker 1: it all. That's that's where it all started. And so 361 00:17:56,960 --> 00:17:58,720 Speaker 1: he's like, all right, cool, So I own my way out. 362 00:17:58,800 --> 00:18:01,040 Speaker 1: I saw him again. He look, I'm gonna talk to you, 363 00:18:01,440 --> 00:18:04,960 Speaker 1: you know, to the head coach. I'll get I gave 364 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:06,920 Speaker 1: him my number. He said, I get it. I get 365 00:18:06,960 --> 00:18:09,600 Speaker 1: back in touch with you. I was at the hotel 366 00:18:09,760 --> 00:18:12,560 Speaker 1: like the next day, I'm getting ready to leave phone rang. 367 00:18:12,600 --> 00:18:15,359 Speaker 1: I missed the call. Call right back was the head coach. 368 00:18:15,600 --> 00:18:17,320 Speaker 1: He ses, oh, here, you talk to us the owner 369 00:18:17,359 --> 00:18:19,399 Speaker 1: blah blah blah. Yes. I talked to him. He's like, 370 00:18:19,840 --> 00:18:22,120 Speaker 1: what do you got going on? I said, yo, He said, 371 00:18:22,200 --> 00:18:24,400 Speaker 1: you know, I look like I can play and I said, coach, 372 00:18:25,119 --> 00:18:27,080 Speaker 1: he knows who I am, he knows what I made it. 373 00:18:27,119 --> 00:18:29,840 Speaker 1: He was, I said, coach, third down, red zone. I 374 00:18:29,960 --> 00:18:33,000 Speaker 1: said as a season wrote, obviously you can use me. However, 375 00:18:33,480 --> 00:18:36,040 Speaker 1: there's no doubt I can. I can't play. He said, 376 00:18:36,040 --> 00:18:37,840 Speaker 1: all right, cool, I'm gonna talk to the general manager. 377 00:18:37,880 --> 00:18:40,359 Speaker 1: Blah blah blah. So then he talks to the general manager. 378 00:18:40,640 --> 00:18:43,760 Speaker 1: And at some point the general manager texts my old phone, 379 00:18:43,960 --> 00:18:46,160 Speaker 1: which I hadn't used, and I don't know how long, 380 00:18:46,520 --> 00:18:48,440 Speaker 1: and I just so happened and I'm back in Florida. 381 00:18:48,920 --> 00:18:51,240 Speaker 1: I plugged the phone up. I see a message from 382 00:18:51,280 --> 00:18:54,560 Speaker 1: the general manager, like three weeks ago. They had asked 383 00:18:54,600 --> 00:18:56,720 Speaker 1: me to come in to speak to the young receivers. 384 00:18:57,760 --> 00:18:59,480 Speaker 1: So I kind of got nervous. I'm like a man, 385 00:18:59,560 --> 00:19:02,800 Speaker 1: did I missed opportunity? Right? So I reached back out 386 00:19:02,840 --> 00:19:04,760 Speaker 1: to him. I dropped a yo, you, this is Terrell. 387 00:19:05,160 --> 00:19:07,880 Speaker 1: You reached out to an old phone. And then I said, 388 00:19:07,880 --> 00:19:09,520 Speaker 1: I saw you asked me about coming and talking and 389 00:19:09,520 --> 00:19:10,840 Speaker 1: I said, yeah, I would have loved it, said I 390 00:19:10,840 --> 00:19:13,200 Speaker 1: didn't know if that was a way of them bringing 391 00:19:13,240 --> 00:19:15,760 Speaker 1: me in to work me out as well as talked 392 00:19:15,760 --> 00:19:20,359 Speaker 1: to receivers, and so long story short, Shandon end up 393 00:19:20,400 --> 00:19:23,360 Speaker 1: talking to the general manager maybe a couple of weeks 394 00:19:23,400 --> 00:19:27,760 Speaker 1: after that. Actually, on my way back from Jackson State, 395 00:19:27,840 --> 00:19:30,080 Speaker 1: I had gone to DNS camp. I had ran rout 396 00:19:30,160 --> 00:19:33,399 Speaker 1: some and so I talked to him and so he 397 00:19:33,480 --> 00:19:36,840 Speaker 1: was like yo. So it was mixed signals, mixed messages 398 00:19:36,840 --> 00:19:39,920 Speaker 1: because the owners telling me one thing. Basically, the head 399 00:19:39,960 --> 00:19:41,680 Speaker 1: coach based kind of just kind of stepped back and 400 00:19:41,680 --> 00:19:44,280 Speaker 1: he's like, Okay, now it's general manager owner, right. So 401 00:19:45,280 --> 00:19:47,359 Speaker 1: it was a little kind of just when taken out 402 00:19:47,400 --> 00:19:50,000 Speaker 1: of my sale because the information I got from the 403 00:19:50,040 --> 00:19:55,480 Speaker 1: general manager wasn't with the So I got kind of discouraged. 404 00:19:55,560 --> 00:19:57,919 Speaker 1: Cause at this point, I've been working out about three 405 00:19:57,960 --> 00:20:01,800 Speaker 1: or four weeks, right, I get me. I'm I'm grinding right, 406 00:20:02,760 --> 00:20:04,960 Speaker 1: going to my going to my PT, I'm giving me 407 00:20:05,040 --> 00:20:08,840 Speaker 1: need everything right, and so I talk. So then I'm 408 00:20:09,119 --> 00:20:11,560 Speaker 1: I'm kind of frustrated. I call one of my receiver 409 00:20:11,680 --> 00:20:14,040 Speaker 1: coaches who's now a head coach, and I tell him 410 00:20:14,040 --> 00:20:16,840 Speaker 1: about it, and he could tease like tea. He's like, 411 00:20:16,880 --> 00:20:19,000 Speaker 1: I can tell him your boy. He said, you're ready. 412 00:20:19,359 --> 00:20:21,160 Speaker 1: He said, I know you're serious about it. And I said, yeah. 413 00:20:21,160 --> 00:20:23,880 Speaker 1: I said, they approached me. He approached me about it, right, 414 00:20:23,920 --> 00:20:25,840 Speaker 1: So he said, he said, this is what I do, said, 415 00:20:25,880 --> 00:20:27,359 Speaker 1: this is what I advise you to do. He said, 416 00:20:27,840 --> 00:20:30,520 Speaker 1: reach out back to him and see what he says. Right. 417 00:20:31,320 --> 00:20:33,520 Speaker 1: So I called text the owner and I said, look, 418 00:20:33,800 --> 00:20:35,720 Speaker 1: I said texting and I said, look, I just want 419 00:20:35,760 --> 00:20:37,680 Speaker 1: to know. I said, just give me a call and 420 00:20:37,760 --> 00:20:39,240 Speaker 1: I just talk about this. Man to man, I said, 421 00:20:39,240 --> 00:20:41,120 Speaker 1: because I've been working out training bl bla blah blah. 422 00:20:41,160 --> 00:20:44,359 Speaker 1: Do them want this to be just but nothing? Talk 423 00:20:44,440 --> 00:20:47,320 Speaker 1: to him and he said look, and I said, I 424 00:20:47,400 --> 00:20:49,160 Speaker 1: know you're the owner. And I said, now you got people, 425 00:20:49,640 --> 00:20:51,720 Speaker 1: you know in place to do their job. And I said, 426 00:20:51,960 --> 00:20:53,200 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, I know they don't 427 00:20:53,200 --> 00:20:55,080 Speaker 1: want to overstep you don't want to overstep your bounds. 428 00:20:55,119 --> 00:20:56,360 Speaker 1: But I said, but you're the owner of the team. 429 00:20:56,400 --> 00:20:59,439 Speaker 1: I said, end of the day, you're the owner. Right. 430 00:20:59,720 --> 00:21:02,760 Speaker 1: So he said, look, Gerald, don't he said, I'm gonna 431 00:21:02,800 --> 00:21:06,280 Speaker 1: talk to coach. There's not another He said, just keep 432 00:21:06,320 --> 00:21:10,320 Speaker 1: doing what you're doing. And that's what I'm banking on. Okay. 433 00:21:10,680 --> 00:21:12,000 Speaker 1: So at the end of the day, like I said, 434 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:17,280 Speaker 1: I I get discouraged when I hear people like yourself 435 00:21:17,320 --> 00:21:20,320 Speaker 1: say to what he can't do it back when we 436 00:21:20,400 --> 00:21:23,280 Speaker 1: were talking earlier, you can't say I can't do because 437 00:21:23,280 --> 00:21:26,200 Speaker 1: you haven't seen it done. If you haven't seen me 438 00:21:26,320 --> 00:21:29,760 Speaker 1: do it, you can't just scount me accounting and say 439 00:21:30,080 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 1: I can't do it. At the end of the day, 440 00:21:32,040 --> 00:21:35,560 Speaker 1: nobody plays the game to get hit. No, no, you 441 00:21:35,640 --> 00:21:37,560 Speaker 1: know what I mean. But like I said, I get it. 442 00:21:38,680 --> 00:21:41,840 Speaker 1: Your spighty senses. Your spighty senses went away, you know, 443 00:21:42,280 --> 00:21:45,639 Speaker 1: because But but you can, you can get those things 444 00:21:45,760 --> 00:21:48,199 Speaker 1: back in tune, like I said. Like I said, it's 445 00:21:48,200 --> 00:21:50,879 Speaker 1: not it's not an overnight like I've been training, right, 446 00:21:50,960 --> 00:21:52,480 Speaker 1: It ain't like I just been sitting on the couch 447 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:56,600 Speaker 1: and now I'm just jumping. No, no, no, even right, 448 00:21:57,080 --> 00:21:59,760 Speaker 1: It wasn't for me. It's not about shape, because I 449 00:22:00,040 --> 00:22:03,120 Speaker 1: know you've been training. I've been running. For me, it's 450 00:22:03,160 --> 00:22:06,600 Speaker 1: about being away from the game for over a decade. 451 00:22:06,920 --> 00:22:09,800 Speaker 1: I mean, Tim Tebow got an opportunity, he's been away. 452 00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:12,840 Speaker 1: Granted he made me yet, but back it doesn't. Marrit, 453 00:22:13,080 --> 00:22:16,000 Speaker 1: you been that. I didn't do that. Come on you already, 454 00:22:17,560 --> 00:22:20,439 Speaker 1: you already know better than that. Come on you already. 455 00:22:20,440 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 1: I could have paid it tight end and and and 456 00:22:23,160 --> 00:22:25,480 Speaker 1: gave a little bit better effort than than what that was. 457 00:22:25,800 --> 00:22:29,000 Speaker 1: Come on, ain't, I ain't. I'm not busy, You're gonna 458 00:22:29,040 --> 00:22:34,440 Speaker 1: come back. And exactly, that's where I feel like he 459 00:22:34,600 --> 00:22:36,560 Speaker 1: was at a different disabandon and I think that's where 460 00:22:37,000 --> 00:22:41,280 Speaker 1: the hoop was at, was that he's been given preferential 461 00:22:41,359 --> 00:22:48,240 Speaker 1: treatment because it's privileged. That's where that conversation was was 462 00:22:48,720 --> 00:22:53,120 Speaker 1: was that with that? But for me, trust me, I'll 463 00:22:53,119 --> 00:22:55,240 Speaker 1: bet the opportunity. I want to see it. But that's 464 00:22:55,280 --> 00:22:58,119 Speaker 1: where people in your position, I want to see it. 465 00:22:58,200 --> 00:23:01,120 Speaker 1: Now you got you got me convinced that you could 466 00:23:01,160 --> 00:23:03,680 Speaker 1: do it, so I want to see it. I want 467 00:23:03,720 --> 00:23:05,159 Speaker 1: to see it at the end of the day, man, 468 00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:07,000 Speaker 1: Like I said, That's why I said I put in 469 00:23:07,080 --> 00:23:08,919 Speaker 1: the video. I mean the guys that have been been 470 00:23:09,000 --> 00:23:11,280 Speaker 1: helping me, Like I said, I haven't told anybody, Like 471 00:23:11,640 --> 00:23:17,280 Speaker 1: everybody's just been wondering, Okay, why why is these videos? Right? Yeah? Exactly, 472 00:23:18,200 --> 00:23:21,159 Speaker 1: they are, Like I said, they are. The owner approached me. 473 00:23:21,320 --> 00:23:25,640 Speaker 1: You want fifteen Twitter players a game, that's it. Wherever 474 00:23:25,800 --> 00:23:28,200 Speaker 1: I can help a team, trust my knowledge of the 475 00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:31,320 Speaker 1: game is what's gonna separate me. From the others that 476 00:23:31,400 --> 00:23:34,040 Speaker 1: anybody else. And I want to be able to help 477 00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:36,960 Speaker 1: groom some of those guys that you know people say that, 478 00:23:37,200 --> 00:23:39,840 Speaker 1: you know, resemble my play, my build, whatever, or just 479 00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:42,480 Speaker 1: you know, expanding. But you want to go to a 480 00:23:42,560 --> 00:23:45,040 Speaker 1: chance join when you could possibly win. You want to 481 00:23:45,080 --> 00:23:47,080 Speaker 1: go to some teams? Yeah exactly, But I mean, like 482 00:23:47,119 --> 00:23:48,800 Speaker 1: I said, there are some teams. I'm sure that's on 483 00:23:48,960 --> 00:23:50,880 Speaker 1: the custom they may. Like I said, I still feel 484 00:23:50,920 --> 00:23:53,640 Speaker 1: like I'm I could be an X factor. You believe 485 00:23:53,680 --> 00:23:55,400 Speaker 1: you help put the team all the talk I feel 486 00:23:55,440 --> 00:23:59,280 Speaker 1: I do feel like, I Yeah, what really Abdu this 487 00:23:59,400 --> 00:24:04,720 Speaker 1: year last year with the back Buccaneers? What really not 488 00:24:04,840 --> 00:24:07,720 Speaker 1: the you could do that? What? What? What did he 489 00:24:07,920 --> 00:24:10,720 Speaker 1: really do? Look at this and look what is this stats? 490 00:24:10,720 --> 00:24:13,600 Speaker 1: Somebody give me his stats. I think ab and and 491 00:24:13,680 --> 00:24:16,639 Speaker 1: I'm not taking forty three had forty three catches for 492 00:24:16,640 --> 00:24:19,639 Speaker 1: about like five hundred yards I think five four or 493 00:24:19,680 --> 00:24:21,480 Speaker 1: five hundred yards. So you're trying to say that I 494 00:24:21,560 --> 00:24:26,000 Speaker 1: can't do that till on ab thirty is thirty three, 495 00:24:26,200 --> 00:24:28,480 Speaker 1: thirty four. When I was thirty seven, they had twenty 496 00:24:28,640 --> 00:24:31,160 Speaker 1: years uh, guys ten years younger to me. They said 497 00:24:31,160 --> 00:24:34,280 Speaker 1: I was over the Hill, It don't matter what what 498 00:24:34,600 --> 00:24:36,720 Speaker 1: you know the definition of faith? Come on now, you 499 00:24:36,840 --> 00:24:39,639 Speaker 1: just told me while ago. And this is why I 500 00:24:39,720 --> 00:24:42,840 Speaker 1: get discouraged, Because you have a platform, because people hear 501 00:24:42,960 --> 00:24:47,280 Speaker 1: what you have to say. They listen to your voice. Man, 502 00:24:47,320 --> 00:24:51,640 Speaker 1: you want to go out there, man till you've accomplished everything. 503 00:24:52,760 --> 00:24:54,280 Speaker 1: But if I can still do it and I can, 504 00:24:54,680 --> 00:24:58,159 Speaker 1: trust me, man, I this is this is not me 505 00:24:58,280 --> 00:25:00,560 Speaker 1: just man. I might be one of the best athletes 506 00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:04,399 Speaker 1: the world. Problem has never really ever seen. I'm not gonna. 507 00:25:04,440 --> 00:25:06,480 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna. I'm not gonna die at I just 508 00:25:06,640 --> 00:25:09,639 Speaker 1: ain't seen you. I know you can play. You can. 509 00:25:09,720 --> 00:25:11,560 Speaker 1: I mean anything you sent your mind toil, you could do. 510 00:25:11,880 --> 00:25:14,200 Speaker 1: That's why you became who you became, because you sent 511 00:25:14,240 --> 00:25:17,440 Speaker 1: your mind says Okay, well I can be better. Oh yeah, 512 00:25:17,480 --> 00:25:20,640 Speaker 1: I can do that. I can be better. JA Trust me, man, 513 00:25:22,680 --> 00:25:25,680 Speaker 1: you just need to the guys that worked me out, 514 00:25:25,720 --> 00:25:28,480 Speaker 1: they trip out at the things that I've that I've done, 515 00:25:28,760 --> 00:25:31,040 Speaker 1: and they know who I am and they've saw they've seen, 516 00:25:31,400 --> 00:25:35,360 Speaker 1: they've seen my highlights. Do just with my work as dude, 517 00:25:35,440 --> 00:25:38,120 Speaker 1: Trust me, I want to see it now. I hope 518 00:25:38,119 --> 00:25:44,000 Speaker 1: they call you. I hope they call you. I hope 519 00:25:44,040 --> 00:25:45,679 Speaker 1: they call you. That's gonna be the first topic when 520 00:25:45,720 --> 00:25:47,240 Speaker 1: you go back, when you go there, that gonna be 521 00:25:47,240 --> 00:25:49,399 Speaker 1: our first topic the next day. I like the way 522 00:25:49,440 --> 00:25:52,000 Speaker 1: you said that when like now you're starting to speak 523 00:25:52,040 --> 00:25:54,640 Speaker 1: things into existing. I like it. You go back, gonna 524 00:25:54,640 --> 00:25:57,720 Speaker 1: be our birth day. I like that. I like that. 525 00:25:58,280 --> 00:26:00,440 Speaker 1: You're my dog, you always have been all we will 526 00:26:00,480 --> 00:26:02,600 Speaker 1: be bro. You know, I got you. Let's get the 527 00:26:02,680 --> 00:26:11,920 Speaker 1: current receivers. Who is who reminds Julio. I'm gonna say 528 00:26:11,960 --> 00:26:17,920 Speaker 1: one receiver body of TiO Julio. I mean obviously you 529 00:26:18,040 --> 00:26:21,920 Speaker 1: got DK Mattcalf. He's young, he's evolving, he's still young. 530 00:26:22,880 --> 00:26:25,200 Speaker 1: You see the potential there. What about A J. Brown? 531 00:26:27,040 --> 00:26:29,240 Speaker 1: I don't think he is fast as you though he's 532 00:26:29,280 --> 00:26:31,640 Speaker 1: coming on too, like yeah, he's definitely making some noise. 533 00:26:31,640 --> 00:26:33,560 Speaker 1: Like I said, These are guys, like I said, but 534 00:26:33,600 --> 00:26:35,760 Speaker 1: he about to take that next step with right exactly. 535 00:26:35,880 --> 00:26:38,840 Speaker 1: So it's gonna be consistency with these young guys when 536 00:26:38,840 --> 00:26:42,040 Speaker 1: we start, you know, we get in the discussion about 537 00:26:43,000 --> 00:26:45,160 Speaker 1: these guys that are not even in you know, played 538 00:26:45,240 --> 00:26:49,320 Speaker 1: five years yet they start talking about Hall of Fame. Yeah, 539 00:26:50,080 --> 00:26:53,280 Speaker 1: it's consistency. That's how you get into the Hall of Fame. 540 00:26:53,320 --> 00:26:56,000 Speaker 1: It's just your it's your body of work. Right. Yeah, 541 00:26:56,040 --> 00:27:00,240 Speaker 1: everybody always bringing up Odell Beckham Junior, tremendous talent. He 542 00:27:00,400 --> 00:27:02,639 Speaker 1: made that one catch. We're in the age of social 543 00:27:02,720 --> 00:27:05,720 Speaker 1: media when why for everybody knows, people have been China 544 00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:08,840 Speaker 1: probably know who who Odell is, right because but in 545 00:27:09,040 --> 00:27:11,760 Speaker 1: order for him to make those leaps and bound, it's 546 00:27:11,760 --> 00:27:15,480 Speaker 1: gonna be consistency. And as you've seen, like injuries are 547 00:27:15,480 --> 00:27:17,600 Speaker 1: a part of the game, he's had one injury. You 548 00:27:17,720 --> 00:27:20,280 Speaker 1: got a rebound from that. Now let's pick up, pick 549 00:27:20,400 --> 00:27:22,240 Speaker 1: up from where he left out where he was playing 550 00:27:22,320 --> 00:27:25,399 Speaker 1: on with the Giants. So for all these guys that 551 00:27:25,560 --> 00:27:29,000 Speaker 1: you know that that have the Aja Browns, the dj 552 00:27:29,840 --> 00:27:36,480 Speaker 1: K matcalfs Uh, the DeVante Adams, these guys, they are 553 00:27:36,680 --> 00:27:41,359 Speaker 1: on their way. They're paving their way to Canton. Who's 554 00:27:41,400 --> 00:27:43,560 Speaker 1: the best receiver in the game right now? You get 555 00:27:43,600 --> 00:27:49,080 Speaker 1: one the best receiver right now, general manager, general manager 556 00:27:49,160 --> 00:27:51,359 Speaker 1: cover you say, Teo, I'm going with I gotta go 557 00:27:51,440 --> 00:27:53,960 Speaker 1: with Julio. I gotta go with Julio. It's either him 558 00:27:54,320 --> 00:27:58,600 Speaker 1: Antonio Brown. I can't no matter what I'm taking the 559 00:27:58,920 --> 00:28:01,720 Speaker 1: trouble stuff that I'm leaving off. I'm leaving it's just 560 00:28:01,840 --> 00:28:04,280 Speaker 1: like the Hall of Fame. I have to leave that off. Okay, 561 00:28:05,040 --> 00:28:08,119 Speaker 1: before all of this stuff happened, Ye, who was in 562 00:28:08,160 --> 00:28:12,320 Speaker 1: Tonio Brown with the Pittsburgh Steelers. Yeah, Oh he was special, Okay, 563 00:28:12,840 --> 00:28:15,520 Speaker 1: no question. So that now you see what I'm I take. 564 00:28:15,600 --> 00:28:20,680 Speaker 1: Like I said, the outside stuff I separated. Okay, and 565 00:28:20,800 --> 00:28:23,280 Speaker 1: Tonio Brown before all of this, he was the top, 566 00:28:23,400 --> 00:28:25,520 Speaker 1: one of the top receivers before all this stuff start 567 00:28:25,600 --> 00:28:29,240 Speaker 1: going on. Would you agree? I would? I absolutely agree. Okay, 568 00:28:29,320 --> 00:28:31,560 Speaker 1: So that's yeah, I mean to do it probably one 569 00:28:31,600 --> 00:28:35,879 Speaker 1: hundred and thirty catches. And that's where I and that, 570 00:28:36,080 --> 00:28:38,240 Speaker 1: and that's how I see it. But sometimes he didn't. 571 00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:41,720 Speaker 1: He didn't realize how good he had at I talked 572 00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:43,760 Speaker 1: to Antonio Brown when all that stuff was going on, 573 00:28:44,600 --> 00:28:47,920 Speaker 1: and I got where you came. I got where he 574 00:28:48,040 --> 00:28:53,240 Speaker 1: was coming from with our conversations. Being a six round pick, 575 00:28:53,480 --> 00:29:06,760 Speaker 1: coming from small college, establishing and building, uh really the 576 00:29:06,920 --> 00:29:11,000 Speaker 1: statue of a person and player and the caliber person 577 00:29:11,160 --> 00:29:14,720 Speaker 1: that that he was becoming. He saw for so many 578 00:29:14,840 --> 00:29:20,080 Speaker 1: years the star treatment that the quarterback was getting. Yeah, 579 00:29:21,520 --> 00:29:24,400 Speaker 1: and he wasn't getting it, but he was doing equal. 580 00:29:24,720 --> 00:29:27,720 Speaker 1: He was just as important. He felt as important. You 581 00:29:27,800 --> 00:29:31,880 Speaker 1: never gonna get the treatment the quarterbacks I said. We 582 00:29:32,080 --> 00:29:35,560 Speaker 1: had conversations, and I said, whatever your issues are, I said, bro, 583 00:29:35,760 --> 00:29:37,640 Speaker 1: you He was like, what should I said? Do you 584 00:29:37,800 --> 00:29:41,440 Speaker 1: know you know being better than I do? Right, you've 585 00:29:41,480 --> 00:29:44,400 Speaker 1: been there for nine years or whatever. You should have 586 00:29:44,680 --> 00:29:46,840 Speaker 1: some type of rapport with him to pull him to 587 00:29:46,880 --> 00:29:49,840 Speaker 1: the side. You say, y'all kids, y'a've had dinners, wives, 588 00:29:49,840 --> 00:29:53,640 Speaker 1: go out of it. I can't tell you you've been there. 589 00:29:53,800 --> 00:29:56,600 Speaker 1: You shouldn't know how to approach him to have that 590 00:29:56,760 --> 00:29:59,720 Speaker 1: conversation because if there was something said slight in a 591 00:30:00,080 --> 00:30:04,360 Speaker 1: the interview that you felt was wrong or whatever, you say, yeah, absolutely, 592 00:30:04,480 --> 00:30:07,160 Speaker 1: And that's that was my advice to him, because I mean, 593 00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:09,760 Speaker 1: throwing you one hundred and thirty passes a year, I 594 00:30:09,840 --> 00:30:12,240 Speaker 1: mean he throwing you one hundred and eighty one hundred 595 00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:15,000 Speaker 1: and ninety targets a year, you're getting fifteen hundred and 596 00:30:15,000 --> 00:30:17,280 Speaker 1: seventeen hundred yards. Yeah, but he felt like he was 597 00:30:17,520 --> 00:30:20,360 Speaker 1: he wasn't getting that that that that start treating d O. 598 00:30:20,480 --> 00:30:22,840 Speaker 1: You know you don't get that the quarterbacks there, I 599 00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:25,440 Speaker 1: get I get it, dude. I mean we all go 600 00:30:25,600 --> 00:30:28,440 Speaker 1: through it. I mean I went through it to an extent. 601 00:30:28,600 --> 00:30:31,240 Speaker 1: But I used to see John not practice it. I'm like, man, 602 00:30:31,320 --> 00:30:33,040 Speaker 1: I can't wait to get to get to a certain 603 00:30:33,040 --> 00:30:35,520 Speaker 1: age and I won't have to practice. Oh well, I 604 00:30:36,160 --> 00:30:39,160 Speaker 1: mean sometimes it happened, sometimes it didn't. T D was 605 00:30:39,240 --> 00:30:41,960 Speaker 1: the same way TV got not didn't have to pray. 606 00:30:42,080 --> 00:30:44,440 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, it is my brains and stuff like. Yeah, 607 00:30:45,120 --> 00:30:48,360 Speaker 1: but see that where where players getting the problem? You 608 00:30:48,480 --> 00:30:51,000 Speaker 1: start judging off of what somebody else is getting or 609 00:30:51,040 --> 00:30:53,160 Speaker 1: what somebody else is doing. Yeah. Yeah, and that's what 610 00:30:53,280 --> 00:30:56,080 Speaker 1: gets you in trouble. For me, I didn't have that problem. 611 00:30:56,120 --> 00:30:58,160 Speaker 1: I like to work. It didn't matter me. Yeah, I 612 00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:00,640 Speaker 1: told you had to tell me not the press, because 613 00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:02,520 Speaker 1: I need to work on my cray like these guys 614 00:31:02,600 --> 00:31:05,560 Speaker 1: not playing in preseason. I needed preseason, right. But that's 615 00:31:05,880 --> 00:31:08,640 Speaker 1: but outside of that, this is the problem that I 616 00:31:08,800 --> 00:31:11,280 Speaker 1: had was how I was being treated by my coaching 617 00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:13,959 Speaker 1: certain situation. You weren't worried about what what Steve got 618 00:31:14,040 --> 00:31:16,560 Speaker 1: treated like this, man, I got TREATD like that. Just 619 00:31:16,680 --> 00:31:19,160 Speaker 1: treat me like I'm a human. Yeah exactly, And I 620 00:31:19,240 --> 00:31:21,240 Speaker 1: feel like yeah, at some point, treat me like the 621 00:31:21,360 --> 00:31:23,280 Speaker 1: star that I am. And I know that there's gonna 622 00:31:23,280 --> 00:31:27,200 Speaker 1: be some some tears. Treat me as you know, as 623 00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,880 Speaker 1: guys you know, get better and as they established their careers. 624 00:31:31,400 --> 00:31:34,200 Speaker 1: But I didn't you know they treat man, trust me, bro, 625 00:31:34,720 --> 00:31:37,600 Speaker 1: They treat you like who's a rookie? Trust me man. 626 00:31:37,800 --> 00:31:42,200 Speaker 1: My my coach has even told me stuff man. So yeah, 627 00:31:43,320 --> 00:31:50,720 Speaker 1: Prime TiO racing the prime DK Metcalf whom I saw 628 00:31:50,840 --> 00:31:56,760 Speaker 1: DK runs a big hen but he was Yeah. But 629 00:31:56,880 --> 00:31:58,760 Speaker 1: if you look at something my highlights ro I'm chilling. 630 00:31:58,880 --> 00:32:01,880 Speaker 1: I wasn't known from my bet, but there are some 631 00:32:02,000 --> 00:32:04,360 Speaker 1: highlights where I've come from the backside all the way 632 00:32:04,560 --> 00:32:07,640 Speaker 1: just to spring my guys. Hey keep talking to her 633 00:32:07,800 --> 00:32:11,080 Speaker 1: against New York jets. Hey, I got some jets. Shanning trusted. 634 00:32:11,440 --> 00:32:13,160 Speaker 1: I just looked like this. I try to tell Pi. 635 00:32:13,240 --> 00:32:15,880 Speaker 1: I just looked like this. I can cover some ground. 636 00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:21,200 Speaker 1: I can ask Julio. I can slide. I can slide, Shannon, 637 00:32:21,320 --> 00:32:26,320 Speaker 1: I like now I can slide who They've been talking 638 00:32:26,480 --> 00:32:29,960 Speaker 1: going back and forth on social media? You same boat 639 00:32:30,440 --> 00:32:32,520 Speaker 1: and Tyreek Ye, he need to stop, man, they need 640 00:32:32,560 --> 00:32:39,600 Speaker 1: a drug test. Tyreek Hill forty yards forty yards Gold 641 00:32:39,680 --> 00:32:44,360 Speaker 1: medal versus Super Bowl rings? Now who you fun after that? 642 00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:47,800 Speaker 1: After that statement, I'm surprised he hasn't gotten drug tested 643 00:32:47,800 --> 00:32:53,360 Speaker 1: about five times. I'm surprised he hadn't going to the 644 00:32:53,400 --> 00:32:55,240 Speaker 1: meetia and telling about he didn't got drugs. T tyed 645 00:32:55,240 --> 00:32:58,240 Speaker 1: to getting drug tested because he's on He ain't right 646 00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:02,360 Speaker 1: back in a four not a semit Because you say 647 00:33:02,440 --> 00:33:05,840 Speaker 1: this is suggesting they run seventy meters, Tyreek says forty 648 00:33:06,440 --> 00:33:09,760 Speaker 1: a forty yard dash. You don't think Tyreek and get it. 649 00:33:12,000 --> 00:33:14,960 Speaker 1: He might, it'll be close. I said it'll be close 650 00:33:15,280 --> 00:33:17,680 Speaker 1: in forty, not no. Seven. He can't touch him in 651 00:33:17,720 --> 00:33:23,200 Speaker 1: the sevment. He can cancel Christmas if I don't care 652 00:33:23,520 --> 00:33:26,560 Speaker 1: what he put at that seven yard line. That's seventy 653 00:33:26,640 --> 00:33:30,440 Speaker 1: meters on that line. He can put eighty million. He's 654 00:33:30,440 --> 00:33:33,720 Speaker 1: gonna get that before who same boat get there? No, 655 00:33:33,920 --> 00:33:39,360 Speaker 1: say no, sir, Ree Bibby, Jimmy. You you raised Tyreek 656 00:33:40,120 --> 00:33:46,200 Speaker 1: a couple of years ago. Is Reek the fast? He's quick, 657 00:33:46,320 --> 00:33:49,280 Speaker 1: He's quick, He's quick and fast. Yeah, he's quick and fast. 658 00:33:49,280 --> 00:33:52,160 Speaker 1: I've never seen anybody to celebrate like him, No, absolutely, 659 00:33:52,760 --> 00:33:54,880 Speaker 1: And I've seen some guys. I was in the league 660 00:33:55,200 --> 00:33:57,680 Speaker 1: when Sam Graddy. Sam Graddy was a silver medal in 661 00:33:57,720 --> 00:33:59,360 Speaker 1: the eighty four Olympics. I was in the league with him. 662 00:33:59,640 --> 00:34:02,720 Speaker 1: Murmur from James Jett was on the relay team to 663 00:34:02,880 --> 00:34:05,080 Speaker 1: win the gold medal in ninety two. So I've seen 664 00:34:05,160 --> 00:34:11,920 Speaker 1: some guys run Dad. People people don't realize how Look 665 00:34:12,480 --> 00:34:16,080 Speaker 1: if you you play d G Darl Green Green run too, Yeah, 666 00:34:16,080 --> 00:34:19,440 Speaker 1: I heard, yeah, Dark Green run. Ron Brown was also 667 00:34:19,520 --> 00:34:22,719 Speaker 1: who also was in the Olympics, and I think eighty four, 668 00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:24,560 Speaker 1: I think he wanted the bronze. He might have won 669 00:34:24,640 --> 00:34:26,520 Speaker 1: the bronze medal. I think we might have swept the 670 00:34:26,560 --> 00:34:28,919 Speaker 1: medal medal that year, or he might have been eighty 671 00:34:28,960 --> 00:34:31,120 Speaker 1: eight that he wanted to bron So I've seen some guys, 672 00:34:31,400 --> 00:34:34,759 Speaker 1: but I don't know if I've ever seen anybody accelerate 673 00:34:34,880 --> 00:34:38,839 Speaker 1: like you can see it. Yes, when you're watching the game, 674 00:34:38,920 --> 00:34:43,360 Speaker 1: you can see the acceleration. Yes, And there's such a 675 00:34:43,440 --> 00:34:48,120 Speaker 1: distinctive difference in the speed in which he runs that 676 00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:53,000 Speaker 1: it's it's obvious, right because those guys are track guys 677 00:34:53,360 --> 00:34:56,680 Speaker 1: that happen to play football. Tyreka is a football player 678 00:34:56,960 --> 00:34:59,880 Speaker 1: that has legit track speed, and I know that's me. 679 00:35:00,120 --> 00:35:02,440 Speaker 1: I'm back and forth with Marquetes Goodwin and all these 680 00:35:02,520 --> 00:35:05,800 Speaker 1: guys are supposed to be be fast, all of the 681 00:35:06,120 --> 00:35:09,359 Speaker 1: guys quick. He is, he's cat quick and he's he's 682 00:35:09,880 --> 00:35:11,960 Speaker 1: he mean if people don't realize like he like he 683 00:35:12,080 --> 00:35:16,000 Speaker 1: put together he because track guys. They talk about a 684 00:35:16,120 --> 00:35:19,359 Speaker 1: pound for pounds. Yeah a that that's what I'm saying. 685 00:35:19,360 --> 00:35:21,520 Speaker 1: A pound for pound like receiver, that's him. You talk 686 00:35:21,560 --> 00:35:26,359 Speaker 1: about a pound for pound boxer. That's Tyreek in your 687 00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:29,440 Speaker 1: Did you ever have a did y'all have a scrimmages 688 00:35:29,520 --> 00:35:31,239 Speaker 1: when you were in training camp? Did y'all play, you know, 689 00:35:31,280 --> 00:35:35,160 Speaker 1: scrimmag against other team? Ye? Ye? Did you get I 690 00:35:35,160 --> 00:35:37,360 Speaker 1: don't know if you saw you saw a b getting 691 00:35:37,719 --> 00:35:40,360 Speaker 1: the other day? Did you see the Cleveland situation to 692 00:35:40,440 --> 00:35:43,160 Speaker 1: day Cleveland, Cleveland and the Giants? No, I didn't. I 693 00:35:43,200 --> 00:35:45,719 Speaker 1: don't want to watch football like that. I don't check 694 00:35:45,800 --> 00:35:49,920 Speaker 1: this out. The practice is over the field clear. They 695 00:35:50,040 --> 00:35:53,680 Speaker 1: come back out there h sterling shepherd on the dB 696 00:35:54,640 --> 00:35:59,080 Speaker 1: and try to throw blows after the practice, so they 697 00:35:59,280 --> 00:36:03,640 Speaker 1: organized up. Ain't don't worry about this here after practice 698 00:36:03,640 --> 00:36:05,080 Speaker 1: because the coach told him he want to help want 699 00:36:05,120 --> 00:36:07,759 Speaker 1: no more, no more fighting during practice. If they hold 700 00:36:07,800 --> 00:36:11,320 Speaker 1: that after practice, so they found a loophole after practice 701 00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:15,560 Speaker 1: to see me till they take it. Look, they just 702 00:36:15,719 --> 00:36:19,279 Speaker 1: maddened into their own hands. I've never heard of that. 703 00:36:19,880 --> 00:36:22,880 Speaker 1: I mean, you hear guys like basketball, like you know, 704 00:36:23,000 --> 00:36:25,640 Speaker 1: they get they they go to the showers and they 705 00:36:25,719 --> 00:36:28,759 Speaker 1: catch them going to the bus and they'll you know, yeah, 706 00:36:29,400 --> 00:36:32,080 Speaker 1: but did you did you did you have them? Did 707 00:36:32,160 --> 00:36:38,960 Speaker 1: you ever get into it tustl in a in a practice? Na? Na, 708 00:36:39,080 --> 00:36:42,040 Speaker 1: I was. I was probably too tired to do all 709 00:36:42,080 --> 00:36:44,359 Speaker 1: of that. See that's what I said. I said, holdo, 710 00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,160 Speaker 1: if you got out the energy of the practice, all 711 00:36:46,200 --> 00:36:47,920 Speaker 1: the energy of the fight, you ain't practicing hard enough. 712 00:36:48,160 --> 00:36:51,920 Speaker 1: S I would man I man, I was trying to 713 00:36:52,040 --> 00:36:54,440 Speaker 1: perfect my craft. I was just trying to be the 714 00:36:54,560 --> 00:36:58,279 Speaker 1: best number one receiver. Wherever I tried to be the best, 715 00:36:58,360 --> 00:37:01,360 Speaker 1: and I my practice happens that I I was always 716 00:37:01,560 --> 00:37:04,239 Speaker 1: I've always been a work work type of guy. My 717 00:37:04,320 --> 00:37:06,719 Speaker 1: work ethic was always there. And then that's why when 718 00:37:06,760 --> 00:37:10,200 Speaker 1: I got to the Niners, everybody saw the similarities and 719 00:37:10,600 --> 00:37:13,160 Speaker 1: Jerry and but Jerry always wanted to be a receiver. 720 00:37:13,600 --> 00:37:17,120 Speaker 1: That was his passion for me. I just kind of adopted, 721 00:37:17,600 --> 00:37:22,239 Speaker 1: you know, and tried to enhance upon what my potentials were, 722 00:37:22,680 --> 00:37:24,759 Speaker 1: and I became better. And like I said, I in 723 00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:27,640 Speaker 1: order to be good at something, you gotta keep, you 724 00:37:27,719 --> 00:37:30,960 Speaker 1: gotta work it. And so that's that's what it was doing. 725 00:37:31,040 --> 00:37:34,799 Speaker 1: I was molding myself to become so like the best 726 00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:37,239 Speaker 1: receiver that I could be, you know, taking everything that 727 00:37:37,320 --> 00:37:40,200 Speaker 1: I uh, you know that I could around me, even 728 00:37:40,320 --> 00:37:43,759 Speaker 1: from other receivers that came free agents. I watched slot guys. 729 00:37:43,800 --> 00:37:45,880 Speaker 1: I watched how they got over, you know, even the 730 00:37:45,960 --> 00:37:47,680 Speaker 1: slow white guy that would get open. I'm like, how 731 00:37:47,719 --> 00:37:49,920 Speaker 1: do you guys getting known? There was something about it 732 00:37:50,400 --> 00:37:52,680 Speaker 1: about the ability that would make them get open. So 733 00:37:52,800 --> 00:37:55,359 Speaker 1: I would watch them. I would watch all different type 734 00:37:55,360 --> 00:37:57,600 Speaker 1: of guys. If you would drive me in the first, second, third, 735 00:37:57,640 --> 00:38:00,359 Speaker 1: foll around, it don't matter. I watched how you ran 736 00:38:00,480 --> 00:38:02,520 Speaker 1: roups and how you got how you got open. Do 737 00:38:02,719 --> 00:38:08,160 Speaker 1: you wish they had social media? Oh? I would be 738 00:38:08,239 --> 00:38:12,600 Speaker 1: a star boy. People already know me, but I would 739 00:38:12,640 --> 00:38:15,120 Speaker 1: be bro. I would be a megastar, like I would 740 00:38:15,160 --> 00:38:17,919 Speaker 1: have millions of followers. No, no, that myself and Chad 741 00:38:18,080 --> 00:38:21,560 Speaker 1: the way that we entertained how we engage with the fans. 742 00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:22,920 Speaker 1: And I'm not saying that as a you know, to 743 00:38:23,000 --> 00:38:26,120 Speaker 1: be arrogant, but just how we entertain and how we 744 00:38:27,360 --> 00:38:30,360 Speaker 1: we are very charismatic and I understand the entertainment, I 745 00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:34,000 Speaker 1: understand the business other game, and so how we intertwined 746 00:38:34,040 --> 00:38:36,880 Speaker 1: and how we engage with you know, just the fans. 747 00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:40,680 Speaker 1: And now with social media, it would it would be crazy, dude, 748 00:38:42,200 --> 00:38:44,239 Speaker 1: would you be going back and forth? Because a lot 749 00:38:44,280 --> 00:38:46,440 Speaker 1: of times we see guys, a guy on the offense 750 00:38:46,560 --> 00:38:48,440 Speaker 1: or the defense, or we see guys. Would you be 751 00:38:48,520 --> 00:38:51,560 Speaker 1: going back and forth? Man, I would probably have one 752 00:38:51,719 --> 00:38:56,520 Speaker 1: caption for them all weeks. Get your popcorn ready, That's 753 00:38:56,640 --> 00:38:58,840 Speaker 1: all I would probably have to say. Right, And I 754 00:38:58,960 --> 00:39:00,680 Speaker 1: said it. I mean I said it on sideline, like 755 00:39:01,280 --> 00:39:03,560 Speaker 1: if you I never people think that I talked trash. 756 00:39:03,600 --> 00:39:06,080 Speaker 1: And when I tell you like what you always, yes, 757 00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:08,960 Speaker 1: you did. If you think about the highlights that you've seen, 758 00:39:09,360 --> 00:39:11,759 Speaker 1: You've never seen me on the field going back and forth. 759 00:39:12,680 --> 00:39:15,120 Speaker 1: It's always been on the sideline when I'm talking to 760 00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:17,680 Speaker 1: because I know the camera's on me. Right, even when 761 00:39:17,760 --> 00:39:21,640 Speaker 1: we were warming up, right, I remember with the Cowboys, 762 00:39:22,160 --> 00:39:24,880 Speaker 1: my mama, shit, Mama, that got these cameras on me. 763 00:39:25,760 --> 00:39:28,000 Speaker 1: I knew what I was, I knew what I was doing, 764 00:39:28,400 --> 00:39:30,160 Speaker 1: and I wanted to engage. I wanted to have fun 765 00:39:30,280 --> 00:39:32,400 Speaker 1: with the game. And that's what I missed really now, 766 00:39:32,600 --> 00:39:35,120 Speaker 1: Like I wish I would have, I would have had 767 00:39:35,239 --> 00:39:37,840 Speaker 1: more fun right with the game, But it was just 768 00:39:37,960 --> 00:39:43,200 Speaker 1: I was so so concentrated on really just become and 769 00:39:43,280 --> 00:39:46,240 Speaker 1: just honeing on just like I had that relentless pursuit 770 00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,399 Speaker 1: of just trying to be as good as I wanted. 771 00:39:48,440 --> 00:39:52,239 Speaker 1: Would you be tiktoking? Like nah? I mean, if you're 772 00:39:52,239 --> 00:39:56,000 Speaker 1: gonna TikTok, you got to back it up. Hey, if 773 00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:59,799 Speaker 1: you're gonna TikTok, you got to back it up. Mann. 774 00:40:00,000 --> 00:40:01,400 Speaker 1: You see, they knock the stuff with out of uh. 775 00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:06,160 Speaker 1: That's what made it so Corvette. Corvette got mad. He 776 00:40:06,280 --> 00:40:08,960 Speaker 1: was doing all of that pre game. It was premeditated. 777 00:40:10,120 --> 00:40:13,880 Speaker 1: But then you came back it up. It looks embarrassing. 778 00:40:14,040 --> 00:40:17,880 Speaker 1: It does. So, I mean, like I said, everybody, I 779 00:40:17,960 --> 00:40:20,200 Speaker 1: mean they think they want it. They think they want 780 00:40:20,239 --> 00:40:23,160 Speaker 1: that line. Everybody think they everybody think the number one 781 00:40:23,400 --> 00:40:25,840 Speaker 1: right with number one getting all the coverage, he getting 782 00:40:25,880 --> 00:40:28,319 Speaker 1: the number one dB, the defensive cordin they just stand 783 00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:29,960 Speaker 1: up late at night trying to come up with schemes. 784 00:40:29,960 --> 00:40:32,200 Speaker 1: Through the sky's the way to roll to roll coverageoe 785 00:40:32,280 --> 00:40:34,239 Speaker 1: way and take you away. And you're just getting you 786 00:40:34,360 --> 00:40:36,680 Speaker 1: getting the third dB, you getting the fourth dB, and 787 00:40:36,719 --> 00:40:39,560 Speaker 1: you're putting a yeah, I'm that dog right because you're 788 00:40:39,680 --> 00:40:45,160 Speaker 1: it's it's your numbers are skewed. Yes, they're they're they're 789 00:40:45,239 --> 00:40:48,120 Speaker 1: they're legit, but it's skewed because you have to look 790 00:40:48,160 --> 00:40:50,520 Speaker 1: at how you got those numbers. And then as soon 791 00:40:50,600 --> 00:40:52,560 Speaker 1: as they as soon as you getting Pat p and 792 00:40:52,600 --> 00:40:55,080 Speaker 1: you're getting John here Alexander, and you get Marshawn Lattimore 793 00:40:55,120 --> 00:40:57,240 Speaker 1: and you getting those top dollars, you getting Jalen Ramsey, 794 00:40:57,360 --> 00:41:00,120 Speaker 1: you get step On Gilmore all of a sudden, the 795 00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:02,440 Speaker 1: sign of a good receiver on a pet like you 796 00:41:02,560 --> 00:41:06,440 Speaker 1: gotta do it with and without. Yeah, and you get 797 00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:10,600 Speaker 1: you gotta do you. You gotta create, make plays, double teams, 798 00:41:11,200 --> 00:41:16,040 Speaker 1: make plays. I remember talking to talking to the A B. 799 00:41:16,200 --> 00:41:19,200 Speaker 1: He was frustrated. I said, AB, you can't be so 800 00:41:19,360 --> 00:41:22,960 Speaker 1: consumed about what he's not doing or the balls are 801 00:41:23,000 --> 00:41:26,080 Speaker 1: not coming your way. I say, bro, make the most 802 00:41:26,120 --> 00:41:28,560 Speaker 1: of the balls to come. That's it. And and That's 803 00:41:28,600 --> 00:41:30,920 Speaker 1: what he started doing because he was he was struggling 804 00:41:31,080 --> 00:41:33,279 Speaker 1: because he felt like they were going away from him. 805 00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:37,520 Speaker 1: They were intentionally going away from him, feeding juju, right, 806 00:41:37,640 --> 00:41:40,759 Speaker 1: and he was open and rightfully so sometimes right, but 807 00:41:40,800 --> 00:41:43,719 Speaker 1: I said, dude, that's something you can't. You gonna lose 808 00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:47,160 Speaker 1: that battle. I said, dude, just make the most of 809 00:41:47,320 --> 00:41:49,200 Speaker 1: when those balls coming your way. And that's what he 810 00:41:49,280 --> 00:41:51,880 Speaker 1: started doing. He started taking a little little going to 811 00:41:51,960 --> 00:41:54,000 Speaker 1: the top, if that's what you gotta do. Though, I 812 00:41:54,040 --> 00:41:56,279 Speaker 1: got the name Big play Shape because once I got 813 00:41:56,360 --> 00:41:59,200 Speaker 1: to Baltimore, I wasn't getting featured like I was in Denver. 814 00:41:59,840 --> 00:42:02,520 Speaker 1: I get one player game to the house I'm going 815 00:42:02,560 --> 00:42:05,160 Speaker 1: and then over time, yeah, the offensive corner. That ain't 816 00:42:06,040 --> 00:42:10,560 Speaker 1: we gotta this this guy more balls? What's your favorite dance? 817 00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:14,440 Speaker 1: The pomp pomp to sign it, the dancing with the cheerleaders, 818 00:42:14,520 --> 00:42:18,759 Speaker 1: get the popcorn. I know I ain't gonna do that. 819 00:42:18,760 --> 00:42:20,080 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna do that. I ain'ta do that now, 820 00:42:20,080 --> 00:42:21,719 Speaker 1: I ain't gonna do that. I ain't gonna do ray 821 00:42:21,840 --> 00:42:24,360 Speaker 1: like that. But I had I had fun that week that. 822 00:42:25,160 --> 00:42:26,800 Speaker 1: I had fun that week doing that. But now that 823 00:42:27,760 --> 00:42:31,880 Speaker 1: the best I think the most creative probably was me 824 00:42:32,080 --> 00:42:35,719 Speaker 1: signing the sharp sharp and then impromptu was like the 825 00:42:36,000 --> 00:42:37,839 Speaker 1: popcorn at the back of the I catched the ball 826 00:42:37,840 --> 00:42:40,560 Speaker 1: at the back of the end zone and the fans 827 00:42:40,680 --> 00:42:42,520 Speaker 1: was right there, and I just saw the popcorn. You know, 828 00:42:42,600 --> 00:42:44,840 Speaker 1: you see the picture with me, and then obviously the 829 00:42:44,920 --> 00:42:49,359 Speaker 1: most probably talked about me going to the Star. Yeah, 830 00:42:50,320 --> 00:42:53,040 Speaker 1: but I mean, man, you can you imagine. Oh man, 831 00:42:53,280 --> 00:42:55,279 Speaker 1: I'm telling you imagine if you put that up, if 832 00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:58,440 Speaker 1: you had Instagram and you had Twitter back, I'm telling 833 00:42:58,480 --> 00:43:02,360 Speaker 1: you that fly got that. He got ten millions. You 834 00:43:02,480 --> 00:43:07,640 Speaker 1: think Kim Kardashian breaking the internet? Man, it wouldn't. It 835 00:43:07,680 --> 00:43:12,000 Speaker 1: would be, it'd be, it'd be something awful. A few 836 00:43:12,040 --> 00:43:14,680 Speaker 1: months back, one of your best friends did celebrity boxing. 837 00:43:14,760 --> 00:43:21,480 Speaker 1: We've seen Nate Robinson do it. You sure he did it? Well? Okay, tifted, Yeah, 838 00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:27,239 Speaker 1: you're tipted. Nate Robinson, Chad Ochosinko, You and Ochosinko very 839 00:43:27,280 --> 00:43:30,880 Speaker 1: good friends. Have you thought about doing a celebrity boxing mat, Well, 840 00:43:30,960 --> 00:43:33,359 Speaker 1: let's just talk about his performance. Okay, let's talk about 841 00:43:33,360 --> 00:43:38,839 Speaker 1: his performance. I commended him on what he did right, 842 00:43:39,160 --> 00:43:43,360 Speaker 1: and honestly, like I was, I wasn't nervous too nervous. 843 00:43:43,520 --> 00:43:45,239 Speaker 1: I just didn't want him to go in there and 844 00:43:45,320 --> 00:43:47,319 Speaker 1: not take it serious. Right, Oh yeah, cause you get 845 00:43:47,400 --> 00:43:49,719 Speaker 1: hurt because I know, I know how he is, and 846 00:43:49,760 --> 00:43:51,839 Speaker 1: I know he's a showman, right, you know what I mean? 847 00:43:51,960 --> 00:43:53,719 Speaker 1: And he was he was he was going against a 848 00:43:53,800 --> 00:43:56,560 Speaker 1: bare knuckle right fighter. But he's going to get somebody 849 00:43:56,600 --> 00:44:00,279 Speaker 1: to actually fight. You ain't no celebrity, celebrity celebrity right. Yeah. 850 00:44:00,320 --> 00:44:02,320 Speaker 1: So I you know, when I went to to to 851 00:44:02,360 --> 00:44:05,080 Speaker 1: the arena and I saw him, and as soon as 852 00:44:05,080 --> 00:44:07,319 Speaker 1: I saw him, I'm like, Okay, this is for real, right, 853 00:44:07,520 --> 00:44:09,320 Speaker 1: So I went in there. I went in the arena 854 00:44:10,160 --> 00:44:13,160 Speaker 1: and I was like, man, I was about to go ahead, 855 00:44:13,160 --> 00:44:15,640 Speaker 1: about to do this. Yeah, And so I went to 856 00:44:15,880 --> 00:44:17,440 Speaker 1: went to the dressing room and I saw him. He 857 00:44:17,480 --> 00:44:21,320 Speaker 1: was in not hitting the back. I say, oh, this 858 00:44:21,440 --> 00:44:24,759 Speaker 1: is real now I'm talking about it got me kind 859 00:44:24,800 --> 00:44:27,319 Speaker 1: of like oh, So I'm like, man, this is real. 860 00:44:27,440 --> 00:44:28,880 Speaker 1: So when I when I saw him, I said, hey, 861 00:44:29,280 --> 00:44:31,760 Speaker 1: first thing I told I said, yo, respect the sport. 862 00:44:32,200 --> 00:44:36,320 Speaker 1: Owe you out of obvious that way, because I wanted 863 00:44:37,080 --> 00:44:40,320 Speaker 1: When I was driving down there, I'm like, well, what 864 00:44:40,640 --> 00:44:41,759 Speaker 1: can I say? You know what I mean? That he 865 00:44:41,880 --> 00:44:45,160 Speaker 1: hasn't heard from anybody. That was the thing that came 866 00:44:45,239 --> 00:44:47,360 Speaker 1: to my respect the sport. And I'm like, man, I 867 00:44:47,719 --> 00:44:51,160 Speaker 1: remember what Nate Robinson did, Like we saw what boxers 868 00:44:51,239 --> 00:44:55,000 Speaker 1: that has, you know, the beating and everything that that 869 00:44:55,560 --> 00:44:58,640 Speaker 1: even even some of the best boxers, right, make one 870 00:44:58,719 --> 00:45:02,279 Speaker 1: mistake in his cur So obviously you don't know all 871 00:45:02,320 --> 00:45:04,600 Speaker 1: the entry things, but you know, you throw the points, 872 00:45:04,640 --> 00:45:06,080 Speaker 1: get your hands back up. You know a lot of 873 00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:08,480 Speaker 1: people keep the hands down, right. Yeah, So that that 874 00:45:08,600 --> 00:45:10,879 Speaker 1: was the first thing in But I had confidence because 875 00:45:10,920 --> 00:45:13,719 Speaker 1: I know Chad has been training some stuff, but not 876 00:45:14,080 --> 00:45:16,600 Speaker 1: to the point of Okay, he's really getting right. So, 877 00:45:16,760 --> 00:45:18,400 Speaker 1: like I said, that was my first words tune was 878 00:45:18,440 --> 00:45:22,920 Speaker 1: like respect the sport and and so man he did. 879 00:45:23,000 --> 00:45:25,960 Speaker 1: He did a tremendous job. Went four rounds and uh 880 00:45:26,200 --> 00:45:27,960 Speaker 1: he got grazed a little bit, but he got right 881 00:45:28,040 --> 00:45:31,000 Speaker 1: back up. But you know, talking that was the hardest, 882 00:45:31,920 --> 00:45:34,680 Speaker 1: the toughest eight minutes of his life because you got 883 00:45:34,800 --> 00:45:37,680 Speaker 1: to be in tip top, you know. Yeah, yeah, yeah. 884 00:45:38,080 --> 00:45:40,200 Speaker 1: People don't understand because when I first got out here, 885 00:45:40,320 --> 00:45:42,120 Speaker 1: I did some you know, did some boxing. I didn't 886 00:45:42,120 --> 00:45:44,719 Speaker 1: spire anything like that, but just hit the mis hitting 887 00:45:44,760 --> 00:45:47,759 Speaker 1: the bag, you know, just it's like a full body work. 888 00:45:47,840 --> 00:45:50,040 Speaker 1: That's like swimming on that because the first thing when 889 00:45:50,040 --> 00:45:53,000 Speaker 1: you get tired, you drop, drop your hands and get 890 00:45:53,560 --> 00:45:57,600 Speaker 1: all of this is exposed. All this right here is exposed. 891 00:45:58,040 --> 00:46:00,520 Speaker 1: And if you got somebody that's in shape that condition, 892 00:46:01,080 --> 00:46:05,600 Speaker 1: oh boy, this is canvas. This is canvas. And they've 893 00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:07,399 Speaker 1: been the paint a picture. You start breathing, You start breathing. 894 00:46:07,440 --> 00:46:09,520 Speaker 1: Have you start breathing out your mouth, your mouth open, 895 00:46:09,800 --> 00:46:11,840 Speaker 1: and then the jaws loose and then boom there you go, 896 00:46:12,000 --> 00:46:15,479 Speaker 1: face down. Right. But I get, I get, he did great. 897 00:46:15,520 --> 00:46:18,080 Speaker 1: I'll talk about you what you gonna do? So so 898 00:46:18,320 --> 00:46:20,480 Speaker 1: I think maybe a week or so after that, I'm 899 00:46:20,640 --> 00:46:23,600 Speaker 1: I'm at home. I get a text. It's about I'm 900 00:46:23,600 --> 00:46:27,640 Speaker 1: in Florida about about eleven o'clock at night. Okay, it's 901 00:46:27,719 --> 00:46:31,520 Speaker 1: Brandon Marshall. Yeah, the one that wants to race me too. 902 00:46:33,360 --> 00:46:39,440 Speaker 1: So he texts me out of the blue and he goes, yo, dude, 903 00:46:40,320 --> 00:46:43,840 Speaker 1: you want to fight me for two million dollars? And 904 00:46:43,880 --> 00:46:48,120 Speaker 1: I'm thinking just joking, right, So my response is because 905 00:46:48,160 --> 00:46:51,759 Speaker 1: he already don't backed out of two races, right, And 906 00:46:51,800 --> 00:46:54,479 Speaker 1: I'm sorry, I'm not really taking him serious at this point. 907 00:46:55,440 --> 00:46:57,520 Speaker 1: So my response to him, Shannon, I said, I'll knock 908 00:46:57,560 --> 00:47:02,040 Speaker 1: your ass out for an extra two millions. And I 909 00:47:02,200 --> 00:47:04,520 Speaker 1: was that serious based on the other stuff because he 910 00:47:04,520 --> 00:47:06,399 Speaker 1: didn't had me training the race and all this other 911 00:47:06,400 --> 00:47:09,400 Speaker 1: stuff and keep keep backing out, putting money up this 912 00:47:09,560 --> 00:47:11,520 Speaker 1: and that and the other. So that was my response, 913 00:47:11,640 --> 00:47:13,680 Speaker 1: broad knocked your ass out for extra two man. He go, no, no, no, 914 00:47:13,760 --> 00:47:15,640 Speaker 1: I'm serious. I'm sitting here, I'm talking with the CEO 915 00:47:15,719 --> 00:47:19,239 Speaker 1: of trailer and he was like, I said, he said, 916 00:47:19,320 --> 00:47:21,200 Speaker 1: you want to do it or not? I said, I said, 917 00:47:21,200 --> 00:47:22,840 Speaker 1: you know why I am asked you if you're serious, 918 00:47:22,920 --> 00:47:25,640 Speaker 1: I said, just let me know. He so he said, 919 00:47:25,640 --> 00:47:29,680 Speaker 1: we're thinking about doing it in November. So long story short, 920 00:47:29,719 --> 00:47:32,160 Speaker 1: I haven't heard from him since. But you don't be 921 00:47:32,800 --> 00:47:36,320 Speaker 1: Mars box real though. But I'm not finna just trained. 922 00:47:36,320 --> 00:47:38,280 Speaker 1: I've already been training and doing all this other stuff 923 00:47:38,280 --> 00:47:39,640 Speaker 1: and he ain't. But you gotta go get a real 924 00:47:39,719 --> 00:47:44,640 Speaker 1: boxing trainer. The people that trained chat they because that's 925 00:47:44,680 --> 00:47:46,680 Speaker 1: the first thing that people would ask. They were asking 926 00:47:46,719 --> 00:47:49,359 Speaker 1: me when I would ringside, I had people asking tell 927 00:47:49,440 --> 00:47:51,640 Speaker 1: you next, you next? And then I had one guy 928 00:47:51,680 --> 00:47:54,200 Speaker 1: that's like, Yo, this is gonna be fun. There's like, uh, 929 00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:56,279 Speaker 1: if you had to fight it, and who who would you? Who? 930 00:47:56,320 --> 00:47:57,680 Speaker 1: Who would you? Who would you? Who would you want 931 00:47:57,719 --> 00:48:05,920 Speaker 1: to fight? I said Donovan McNabb And I'm dead serious, Shannon, 932 00:48:05,920 --> 00:48:08,800 Speaker 1: I'll knock him out because it'd be so much so 933 00:48:11,120 --> 00:48:13,919 Speaker 1: I were going there, I know I'll be controlled, It'll 934 00:48:13,960 --> 00:48:16,560 Speaker 1: be controlled, angry. I'd be like a I'd be like 935 00:48:16,680 --> 00:48:19,920 Speaker 1: a Navy seal. I'd be a navor seer because you 936 00:48:19,960 --> 00:48:24,000 Speaker 1: know they cool coming under all conditions. But there would 937 00:48:24,000 --> 00:48:26,160 Speaker 1: be a fire burning inside of me. So you were 938 00:48:26,200 --> 00:48:29,319 Speaker 1: literally trying to knock the man out clean. I knocked 939 00:48:29,400 --> 00:48:35,520 Speaker 1: chunky suit from him from from from two thousand folk. 940 00:48:38,080 --> 00:48:42,319 Speaker 1: Trust me, all the hard ache, all the hard ache 941 00:48:42,360 --> 00:48:45,040 Speaker 1: and all the stuff that I don't went through being 942 00:48:45,080 --> 00:48:47,920 Speaker 1: a nice and it's come me trying to be the 943 00:48:48,040 --> 00:48:51,719 Speaker 1: nice guy. That's me being a nice. I know you, 944 00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:55,680 Speaker 1: and I know you Dad, and serious, Shannon, I promise 945 00:48:55,760 --> 00:48:58,439 Speaker 1: you and I know like going in there, you can't 946 00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:00,600 Speaker 1: just go in there just reckons, Brandon, No, No, you 947 00:49:00,719 --> 00:49:03,759 Speaker 1: gotta be you gotta be strategic. Yes, you gotta be strategic. 948 00:49:03,960 --> 00:49:07,560 Speaker 1: Everything walk into something. But trust me, bleeve me you 949 00:49:09,080 --> 00:49:11,440 Speaker 1: that would be my intent. Man, you're gonna take you 950 00:49:11,600 --> 00:49:15,600 Speaker 1: take this seriously when you play football, absolutely, because I 951 00:49:15,600 --> 00:49:20,800 Speaker 1: didn't even football really was was a hobby, right. Just 952 00:49:20,880 --> 00:49:22,880 Speaker 1: think if I would have prioritized that, if that was 953 00:49:22,960 --> 00:49:25,640 Speaker 1: if I was like Jerry growing up and wanting to 954 00:49:25,719 --> 00:49:30,080 Speaker 1: play play football. This like, yeah, give me the proper training. 955 00:49:30,160 --> 00:49:32,479 Speaker 1: Like I talked to it. You know somebody this his training. 956 00:49:32,520 --> 00:49:34,279 Speaker 1: He's like, yo, if you're weal to serious, just let 957 00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:37,040 Speaker 1: me know. So you know, I said, it hasn't come up. 958 00:49:37,080 --> 00:49:39,000 Speaker 1: I'm not going to just do no unnecessary. But I 959 00:49:39,080 --> 00:49:41,840 Speaker 1: made you start taking some lessons just to kind of familiarize, 960 00:49:42,280 --> 00:49:48,640 Speaker 1: familiarize myself because somebody like me, bro, i'd be like 961 00:49:48,800 --> 00:49:53,160 Speaker 1: Roy Jones. I'd be like Roy Jones. I'd be entertaining. 962 00:49:53,239 --> 00:49:54,759 Speaker 1: But you gotta be smarter than that too. At the 963 00:49:54,800 --> 00:50:01,279 Speaker 1: same absolutely, trust me, I trust. But like I said, 964 00:50:01,280 --> 00:50:03,880 Speaker 1: we have about somebody, somebody you haven't gotten there yet. 965 00:50:03,960 --> 00:50:06,520 Speaker 1: Somebody gonna go actually go go and go and proposition 966 00:50:06,560 --> 00:50:08,640 Speaker 1: you about about fight you No, no, no, I mean 967 00:50:08,719 --> 00:50:10,880 Speaker 1: they have it. It's been some people zab Julians and 968 00:50:10,960 --> 00:50:13,000 Speaker 1: other guy didn't reaching my DM and you know I'm 969 00:50:13,000 --> 00:50:17,560 Speaker 1: doing some reoxes, I know, but like I said, it's 970 00:50:17,560 --> 00:50:19,560 Speaker 1: been like celebrities stuff, you know what I mean. But 971 00:50:19,680 --> 00:50:21,759 Speaker 1: I just haven't really like I said, it wasn't really 972 00:50:21,840 --> 00:50:24,440 Speaker 1: on my radar at that time. Like I said, Like 973 00:50:24,480 --> 00:50:26,600 Speaker 1: I said, it wasn't really about the money, like I said, Yeah, 974 00:50:26,600 --> 00:50:29,359 Speaker 1: I'm like, oh yeah, but it's not really you fight 975 00:50:29,480 --> 00:50:32,520 Speaker 1: for two million, yeah, like yeah, so that was a 976 00:50:32,600 --> 00:50:34,640 Speaker 1: number that that how much how much you to take 977 00:50:34,640 --> 00:50:40,720 Speaker 1: you to fight Downovan Canna Party median, some crafts, Canna 978 00:50:40,760 --> 00:50:43,759 Speaker 1: Party Media, and some crackers and a bottle of eighty 979 00:50:43,840 --> 00:50:50,520 Speaker 1: one on the way up. Eighty one on the way happened. 980 00:50:51,080 --> 00:50:55,840 Speaker 1: It started off so well in San France, and you 981 00:50:56,000 --> 00:50:58,439 Speaker 1: were going to be the heir apparent. You were gonna 982 00:50:58,520 --> 00:51:01,799 Speaker 1: be what I wasn't gonna be the Aaron parent. They 983 00:51:01,840 --> 00:51:04,360 Speaker 1: were looking at JJ Stokes right well, yeah, when they 984 00:51:04,440 --> 00:51:08,520 Speaker 1: drafted him number one over the first first round drafting, 985 00:51:08,719 --> 00:51:11,440 Speaker 1: right right. But when you look at it and you 986 00:51:12,080 --> 00:51:15,279 Speaker 1: you have Steve, you go to Jeff. Obviously, Jeff is 987 00:51:15,320 --> 00:51:17,680 Speaker 1: not Steve Young Steve Stevens of the Hall of Fame, 988 00:51:17,719 --> 00:51:20,320 Speaker 1: but Jeff was a very good quarterback. Jeff made several 989 00:51:20,880 --> 00:51:24,239 Speaker 1: Pro Bowls. What happened in San Francisco? How did it? 990 00:51:24,360 --> 00:51:27,920 Speaker 1: How did it? How did it go so bad so quickly? 991 00:51:32,719 --> 00:51:37,800 Speaker 1: You're supposed that's been fifteen there. I think the coaching 992 00:51:37,920 --> 00:51:41,840 Speaker 1: staff there when when I when I say coaching staff, 993 00:51:41,880 --> 00:51:47,400 Speaker 1: I'm talking many, probably coach Marucci. They saw probably the 994 00:51:47,640 --> 00:51:52,560 Speaker 1: fast evolve I guess evolvement of my game. I became 995 00:51:52,640 --> 00:51:57,360 Speaker 1: a little bit more of a personality charismatic because the 996 00:51:57,400 --> 00:52:00,880 Speaker 1: first few few years I was just learning the position quiet, right, 997 00:52:01,000 --> 00:52:02,080 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. I was just trying to 998 00:52:02,120 --> 00:52:06,000 Speaker 1: find my way. And then you know, confidence is everything, 999 00:52:06,719 --> 00:52:08,360 Speaker 1: and so and then, like I said, you know, I 1000 00:52:08,480 --> 00:52:12,400 Speaker 1: had this defense mechanism, you know, I chip on my shoulder, 1001 00:52:12,560 --> 00:52:15,040 Speaker 1: you know, in a sense. And then you know, things 1002 00:52:15,080 --> 00:52:17,320 Speaker 1: just started unfolding. You know. I felt like I was 1003 00:52:17,400 --> 00:52:21,279 Speaker 1: being treatedly different, treated differently by coach Marriage versus some 1004 00:52:21,360 --> 00:52:24,200 Speaker 1: other coaches. That were some things that happened, you know, 1005 00:52:24,600 --> 00:52:27,239 Speaker 1: during you know, during my time there that I had 1006 00:52:27,280 --> 00:52:31,280 Speaker 1: to go and I address it to Bill Wals because 1007 00:52:31,320 --> 00:52:33,480 Speaker 1: of I felt like I was just being treated differently, 1008 00:52:34,040 --> 00:52:36,719 Speaker 1: and uh that's and I think that's where things kind 1009 00:52:36,719 --> 00:52:38,839 Speaker 1: of just fell off, kind of fell off the tracks 1010 00:52:38,920 --> 00:52:43,879 Speaker 1: there you had a personality. But because Jerry's there, Steve's there, 1011 00:52:44,120 --> 00:52:46,640 Speaker 1: You're trying to find your footing, trying to find your knit. 1012 00:52:47,280 --> 00:52:50,879 Speaker 1: Now all of a sudden, Okay, I belong here. Yeah. 1013 00:52:50,960 --> 00:52:54,879 Speaker 1: Not only do I belong here, I'm I can beat 1014 00:52:54,920 --> 00:52:58,200 Speaker 1: a man here. So now you have the confidence. So 1015 00:52:58,480 --> 00:53:00,920 Speaker 1: now that I can really show the real Teo, I 1016 00:53:00,960 --> 00:53:02,560 Speaker 1: don't have to be quiet. I don't have to be 1017 00:53:03,000 --> 00:53:05,920 Speaker 1: you know, aloof, I can let people see my real 1018 00:53:06,040 --> 00:53:09,480 Speaker 1: person that let everybody see who the real terroll Owen's is. Yeah, 1019 00:53:09,520 --> 00:53:12,320 Speaker 1: because that was that was how people saw me and 1020 00:53:13,120 --> 00:53:16,000 Speaker 1: our I was characterized. I was described. You know, when 1021 00:53:16,120 --> 00:53:18,719 Speaker 1: media talked to my teammates, a lot of them said 1022 00:53:18,760 --> 00:53:21,480 Speaker 1: I was quiet, I was aloof right, I was stand offish, 1023 00:53:21,920 --> 00:53:24,600 Speaker 1: and that wasn't that was the farthest from the truth, 1024 00:53:24,719 --> 00:53:26,800 Speaker 1: you know. Yeah, That's how I grew up, you know, 1025 00:53:27,200 --> 00:53:29,040 Speaker 1: in a household where you know, I was raised by 1026 00:53:29,080 --> 00:53:31,759 Speaker 1: my grandmother, didn't really get to interact. So it's sort 1027 00:53:31,800 --> 00:53:33,960 Speaker 1: of like I was socially awkward in a bit, right. 1028 00:53:34,080 --> 00:53:37,760 Speaker 1: But if you ask my teammates, you know, with every team, 1029 00:53:38,080 --> 00:53:40,800 Speaker 1: they would tell you I'm I'm a joy to be around. 1030 00:53:40,840 --> 00:53:43,160 Speaker 1: I like to have fun. What they saw, what what 1031 00:53:43,880 --> 00:53:46,239 Speaker 1: the teo in the locker room was different than the 1032 00:53:46,280 --> 00:53:48,960 Speaker 1: teo that the media got an opportunity to see. Yeah, absolutely, 1033 00:53:49,000 --> 00:53:50,960 Speaker 1: And I think you know when the media came and 1034 00:53:51,040 --> 00:53:54,520 Speaker 1: they asked certain individuals and then maybe some people didn't 1035 00:53:54,520 --> 00:53:57,040 Speaker 1: like me, right, and they gave them a different version 1036 00:53:57,120 --> 00:53:59,080 Speaker 1: of what somebody else would say, and they took that 1037 00:53:59,200 --> 00:54:01,439 Speaker 1: in their ran with it. Why didn't why didn't they ask? 1038 00:54:02,080 --> 00:54:04,759 Speaker 1: It's hard for me to believe that in the locker room. 1039 00:54:04,840 --> 00:54:08,000 Speaker 1: But fifty three guys, only the guys that ever got 1040 00:54:08,080 --> 00:54:10,880 Speaker 1: interviewed were the guys that didn't dislike you, that dislike you, 1041 00:54:11,200 --> 00:54:13,160 Speaker 1: Why weren't some of the guys that like It's hard 1042 00:54:13,200 --> 00:54:15,000 Speaker 1: for me to believe that. So in every locker room 1043 00:54:15,040 --> 00:54:18,360 Speaker 1: this man went in, nobody liked it right exactly, because 1044 00:54:18,400 --> 00:54:20,160 Speaker 1: all I hear about is the guys that did well. 1045 00:54:20,200 --> 00:54:22,200 Speaker 1: He did this and he did that well. I mean 1046 00:54:22,560 --> 00:54:25,160 Speaker 1: I became sort of like sort of like a villain 1047 00:54:25,200 --> 00:54:27,360 Speaker 1: in the sense it became a negative thing when it 1048 00:54:27,440 --> 00:54:30,279 Speaker 1: came to Tera Owens. And I think if you look 1049 00:54:30,320 --> 00:54:32,839 Speaker 1: at you know, abously being inducted into the Hall of Fame, 1050 00:54:33,160 --> 00:54:35,040 Speaker 1: those were some of the things that they kept bringing 1051 00:54:35,120 --> 00:54:38,400 Speaker 1: up was character issues. But I'm not I'm not a 1052 00:54:38,520 --> 00:54:42,520 Speaker 1: bad person, but the character issues was never an issue before. 1053 00:54:43,040 --> 00:54:47,600 Speaker 1: Exactly do you realize how how special you gotta be? 1054 00:54:48,160 --> 00:54:51,000 Speaker 1: When people were willing to change the buy laws, you 1055 00:54:51,160 --> 00:54:54,680 Speaker 1: knew realized they wrote new rules that what happened in 1056 00:54:54,760 --> 00:54:57,200 Speaker 1: the locker room, what happened in the meeting rooms, what 1057 00:54:57,360 --> 00:55:01,040 Speaker 1: happened on the sidelines could be you choose to judge 1058 00:55:01,120 --> 00:55:03,560 Speaker 1: a player going into the Hall of Fame. Do you 1059 00:55:03,680 --> 00:55:06,560 Speaker 1: realize that you did that? That's the tr rules? Hey, man, 1060 00:55:06,920 --> 00:55:08,560 Speaker 1: Like I said, Guy, I put us all here for 1061 00:55:08,680 --> 00:55:14,520 Speaker 1: a reason. Again, I've been mean even that that situation. 1062 00:55:14,719 --> 00:55:17,239 Speaker 1: You think about the horse collarude, I was part of that. Yeah, 1063 00:55:17,600 --> 00:55:20,960 Speaker 1: you think about the touchdown touchdown celebrations, I was part 1064 00:55:21,040 --> 00:55:24,120 Speaker 1: of that. Yeah. I have no idea. I can't put 1065 00:55:24,200 --> 00:55:29,640 Speaker 1: my finger a pulse on why that is. But those 1066 00:55:29,719 --> 00:55:31,760 Speaker 1: were the cards that I was dealt, and I honestly, 1067 00:55:31,800 --> 00:55:35,759 Speaker 1: I felt I felt unfairly treated. I felt unfairly criticized 1068 00:55:35,800 --> 00:55:38,600 Speaker 1: that time because of how certain meetings they add certain 1069 00:55:38,640 --> 00:55:41,279 Speaker 1: people and then they go on the air and every 1070 00:55:41,360 --> 00:55:43,680 Speaker 1: outlet picked it up and then without even knowing me, 1071 00:55:44,120 --> 00:55:47,160 Speaker 1: they're just going by what everybody else it says saying, 1072 00:55:47,320 --> 00:55:50,640 Speaker 1: and so they've created this narrative and again Skip started it, 1073 00:55:50,840 --> 00:55:52,600 Speaker 1: and then it kind of just trickled, you know, it 1074 00:55:52,680 --> 00:55:56,000 Speaker 1: was a trickle down effect. What happened with it? Seems 1075 00:55:56,000 --> 00:55:57,800 Speaker 1: like you said, coach Mary uture you felt that he 1076 00:55:57,920 --> 00:56:00,600 Speaker 1: started to treat you differently. But I think your position 1077 00:56:00,680 --> 00:56:05,799 Speaker 1: coach Greg now was your first position. Yeah, I think 1078 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:09,200 Speaker 1: he was. I think he was a quarterback coach or something. Yeah, yeah, 1079 00:56:10,040 --> 00:56:13,160 Speaker 1: but he wasn't He wasn't it. George Stewart was George 1080 00:56:13,160 --> 00:56:16,440 Speaker 1: Stewart and prior to that, it was Larry Kurtzy. Okay, So, 1081 00:56:17,800 --> 00:56:19,560 Speaker 1: like I said, that were things man, that I witnessed 1082 00:56:19,600 --> 00:56:21,719 Speaker 1: and and and like I said, when you talk about 1083 00:56:21,760 --> 00:56:24,320 Speaker 1: her now, it's it's we've gone through a year of 1084 00:56:24,760 --> 00:56:28,440 Speaker 1: you know, systemic racism and things of that nature. You know, 1085 00:56:28,719 --> 00:56:31,759 Speaker 1: just as as a country as a whole, we witnessed things. 1086 00:56:31,840 --> 00:56:34,520 Speaker 1: But I can definitely go back and say now, what 1087 00:56:34,680 --> 00:56:38,759 Speaker 1: I experienced obviously it was systemic racism, and I'm not 1088 00:56:38,960 --> 00:56:41,600 Speaker 1: afraid to say it. I'll say it to him. But 1089 00:56:41,680 --> 00:56:47,320 Speaker 1: I definitely always treated, you know, definitely differently than absolutely, 1090 00:56:48,239 --> 00:56:51,919 Speaker 1: So what about Greg now because they made some disagreements. Again, 1091 00:56:52,040 --> 00:56:53,680 Speaker 1: that's just like with anybody, you know what I mean, 1092 00:56:54,239 --> 00:56:56,759 Speaker 1: any coach, any player, There's gonna be argument, there gonna 1093 00:56:56,760 --> 00:56:58,960 Speaker 1: be disagreements. Right, But at the end of the day, 1094 00:56:59,560 --> 00:57:02,879 Speaker 1: Jerry's cursed out or didn't worse than what I did. 1095 00:57:03,200 --> 00:57:04,960 Speaker 1: But like I said, when when it came to me 1096 00:57:05,360 --> 00:57:08,080 Speaker 1: because it picked up negativity, right, did you try to 1097 00:57:08,160 --> 00:57:09,560 Speaker 1: sit down and talk to the moves did you say, 1098 00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:14,040 Speaker 1: mood this that's what everybody called it, right, mooch, Steve Mooch. 1099 00:57:14,520 --> 00:57:16,880 Speaker 1: This is what I'm feeling. I'm feeling that I'm being 1100 00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:19,800 Speaker 1: singled out. I feel like if I do something, you 1101 00:57:20,000 --> 00:57:22,360 Speaker 1: harp on it, whereas someone else does something, you let 1102 00:57:22,400 --> 00:57:24,600 Speaker 1: it slide. It was the things that I experienced. It 1103 00:57:24,720 --> 00:57:27,439 Speaker 1: was obvious to the point that I went to Bill 1104 00:57:27,520 --> 00:57:30,080 Speaker 1: Wals So you went above Mooch right, because I wasn't. 1105 00:57:30,080 --> 00:57:31,919 Speaker 1: I didn't feel like I was going to get anywhere. Okay, 1106 00:57:32,240 --> 00:57:34,440 Speaker 1: you know, obviously there were fines and things of that nature. 1107 00:57:34,480 --> 00:57:37,400 Speaker 1: You have a fine coach. Again, I would like said, 1108 00:57:37,400 --> 00:57:39,600 Speaker 1: even with those I was treated different as somebody else 1109 00:57:39,680 --> 00:57:42,720 Speaker 1: would would be. Given the benefit of buying the team 1110 00:57:42,840 --> 00:57:45,800 Speaker 1: lunch or taking the fine. Right. He didn't give me 1111 00:57:45,880 --> 00:57:48,720 Speaker 1: that option, right, I just got the fine. Right. And 1112 00:57:48,840 --> 00:57:50,640 Speaker 1: so there are things that I mean, from the from 1113 00:57:50,680 --> 00:57:54,560 Speaker 1: the touchdown celebration with me going to to the Dallas Star. Right, 1114 00:57:56,240 --> 00:57:58,360 Speaker 1: there was no there was no rule against what I 1115 00:57:58,440 --> 00:58:02,560 Speaker 1: did Monday, Monday morning quarterback. That's all that was going 1116 00:58:02,640 --> 00:58:04,200 Speaker 1: on throughout the course of the week. They were talking 1117 00:58:04,200 --> 00:58:07,800 Speaker 1: about that. Right. The league didn't suspend me. He was 1118 00:58:07,920 --> 00:58:11,000 Speaker 1: pressured by the media to suspend me. Hold on, you 1119 00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:15,120 Speaker 1: got suspended for that, yes, sir? What about it? So 1120 00:58:15,200 --> 00:58:16,840 Speaker 1: what did the union say? They can't that that's that 1121 00:58:17,120 --> 00:58:19,480 Speaker 1: wasn't a rule for that. They can't just suspend, Yes, sir, 1122 00:58:19,680 --> 00:58:25,120 Speaker 1: I got me guess conduct detrimental, bro, I have no idea. 1123 00:58:25,160 --> 00:58:28,040 Speaker 1: All I know is I got suspended and then later 1124 00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:31,680 Speaker 1: and then I found this out years later. I went 1125 00:58:31,760 --> 00:58:37,120 Speaker 1: to Atlanta, right, and I don't do politics. So he 1126 00:58:37,240 --> 00:58:40,480 Speaker 1: tried to play the political, you know, role, and so 1127 00:58:40,640 --> 00:58:42,680 Speaker 1: he reached out. I mean, he talked to my coach 1128 00:58:42,760 --> 00:58:45,640 Speaker 1: and I found this out years later. Uh. He wanted 1129 00:58:45,640 --> 00:58:47,640 Speaker 1: to try to make it look like he and I 1130 00:58:47,840 --> 00:58:50,640 Speaker 1: was on good terms with the media that he wanted 1131 00:58:50,640 --> 00:58:53,440 Speaker 1: me to fly back from Atlanta and go to a 1132 00:58:53,560 --> 00:58:56,840 Speaker 1: Sino's a Sharks game and be in the stands and 1133 00:58:56,920 --> 00:58:59,440 Speaker 1: have the media you know, uh, you know, paying the 1134 00:58:59,520 --> 00:59:04,080 Speaker 1: car him together. Yeah, like like we were cool. And Mike, Mike, 1135 00:59:04,200 --> 00:59:05,920 Speaker 1: my my coach is like he was like, I'm not 1136 00:59:06,040 --> 00:59:07,720 Speaker 1: calling him because I know TiO is not gonna go. 1137 00:59:07,840 --> 00:59:10,120 Speaker 1: He's not gonna go for that. No, And so these 1138 00:59:10,160 --> 00:59:12,360 Speaker 1: are little things like that, man that they didn't really 1139 00:59:12,440 --> 00:59:14,960 Speaker 1: set well with me. Just like I said, I went 1140 00:59:15,000 --> 00:59:17,120 Speaker 1: to the to the middle of the Star. When I 1141 00:59:17,240 --> 00:59:19,720 Speaker 1: discussed it with him or when he gave his uh 1142 00:59:19,840 --> 00:59:22,560 Speaker 1: his feedback on what happened or his assessment of what happened, 1143 00:59:22,800 --> 00:59:24,520 Speaker 1: he said, he didn't even see me go to the Star. 1144 00:59:26,320 --> 00:59:29,400 Speaker 1: He has a bird's eye view, just like all the coach. Yeah, 1145 00:59:29,520 --> 00:59:31,160 Speaker 1: he said he had. He said he didn't even see 1146 00:59:31,200 --> 00:59:34,040 Speaker 1: me go to the Star. So these are sort of 1147 00:59:34,120 --> 00:59:36,240 Speaker 1: things man, like I said that I had to go 1148 00:59:36,400 --> 00:59:40,280 Speaker 1: through and it is what it. Even with my contract, 1149 00:59:40,760 --> 00:59:43,640 Speaker 1: I had been there longer than Jeff Garcia, you know, 1150 00:59:43,760 --> 00:59:46,680 Speaker 1: knock on him. I feel like I was a second, 1151 00:59:46,760 --> 00:59:49,400 Speaker 1: like I said, the second coming of Jerry Rice. I 1152 00:59:49,560 --> 00:59:53,200 Speaker 1: was looked upon to to fill his shoes. They dragged 1153 00:59:53,280 --> 00:59:59,440 Speaker 1: my contract negotiation, shanning out the entire summer, the entire summer. 1154 01:00:00,240 --> 01:00:03,400 Speaker 1: Jeff Garcia plays maybe I think two years backing up, 1155 01:00:04,480 --> 01:00:09,240 Speaker 1: Steve young plays a couple of years. His contract years 1156 01:00:09,240 --> 01:00:15,280 Speaker 1: is up. Took them two weeks, two weeks and they 1157 01:00:15,360 --> 01:00:18,880 Speaker 1: got this deal done. So for me, it let me 1158 01:00:19,000 --> 01:00:23,200 Speaker 1: know and it showed, Okay, he's more important than me 1159 01:00:23,880 --> 01:00:27,000 Speaker 1: when they don't value as much as you think exactly 1160 01:00:27,160 --> 01:00:31,200 Speaker 1: I'm taking I'm taking his balls three four five yards 1161 01:00:31,240 --> 01:00:33,080 Speaker 1: and taking it to the house. He's not throwing those 1162 01:00:33,120 --> 01:00:36,000 Speaker 1: sixty seventy yard bombs, right, But that's part of my job. 1163 01:00:36,040 --> 01:00:39,320 Speaker 1: I get that. But as you said, I felt like 1164 01:00:39,440 --> 01:00:42,120 Speaker 1: I was being under value and even like my first 1165 01:00:42,160 --> 01:00:44,919 Speaker 1: contract that I had. I mean, you know, players don't 1166 01:00:44,960 --> 01:00:47,040 Speaker 1: get involved with players contracts, this, not and the other. 1167 01:00:47,120 --> 01:00:50,840 Speaker 1: I had a small time agent at the time, and 1168 01:00:51,160 --> 01:00:53,280 Speaker 1: when we were trying, when we were going through the negotiations, 1169 01:00:54,960 --> 01:00:57,000 Speaker 1: he came out and said that I wasn't worth the 1170 01:00:57,080 --> 01:01:00,280 Speaker 1: money that we were asking for. Who said that, mooch, 1171 01:01:00,960 --> 01:01:04,280 Speaker 1: Yes sir, yes, sir. These are these are things that 1172 01:01:04,960 --> 01:01:08,200 Speaker 1: I experienced. So when I played throughout the course of 1173 01:01:08,240 --> 01:01:11,760 Speaker 1: the year, Steve Younger tell you, I played with a chill. 1174 01:01:13,120 --> 01:01:15,520 Speaker 1: And it wasn't because I know I was drafted a 1175 01:01:15,680 --> 01:01:18,800 Speaker 1: certain way, or it was because how I was being 1176 01:01:18,880 --> 01:01:21,640 Speaker 1: treated right and me growing up in the South, my 1177 01:01:21,720 --> 01:01:23,480 Speaker 1: grandmother she told me these are things that I was 1178 01:01:23,520 --> 01:01:25,000 Speaker 1: going to experience. I didn't know I was going to 1179 01:01:25,040 --> 01:01:27,919 Speaker 1: experience experience it in the in the National Football League, 1180 01:01:28,040 --> 01:01:30,320 Speaker 1: but just in life in general, and then just as 1181 01:01:30,360 --> 01:01:32,919 Speaker 1: a black man, and so to see it. I didn't 1182 01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:34,840 Speaker 1: speak on it. I didn't say on it. I just 1183 01:01:34,960 --> 01:01:36,720 Speaker 1: put my head down the chain and I worked every 1184 01:01:36,800 --> 01:01:39,600 Speaker 1: day and I let my play do the speaks for you. 1185 01:01:39,880 --> 01:01:42,840 Speaker 1: So even when Skip Bayless and everybody else jumped on 1186 01:01:42,920 --> 01:01:45,240 Speaker 1: the band wagons of all the things that happened throughout 1187 01:01:45,240 --> 01:01:47,120 Speaker 1: the course of the season, it was a topic throughout 1188 01:01:47,160 --> 01:01:49,400 Speaker 1: the course of the week, I knew all I had 1189 01:01:49,440 --> 01:01:52,360 Speaker 1: to do is play because I wasn't gonna allow anything 1190 01:01:52,440 --> 01:01:54,960 Speaker 1: that they say to deter or distract what I was 1191 01:01:54,960 --> 01:01:57,440 Speaker 1: supposed to do, not from me from my personal standpoint, 1192 01:01:57,760 --> 01:02:00,400 Speaker 1: because I needed to produce. And then I'm not gonna 1193 01:02:00,400 --> 01:02:02,960 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna do anything to hinder or the you know, 1194 01:02:03,040 --> 01:02:04,640 Speaker 1: the progression of what we're supposed to do. In the 1195 01:02:04,680 --> 01:02:08,800 Speaker 1: offense and as a team. How did you and Jeff's 1196 01:02:09,040 --> 01:02:12,000 Speaker 1: because you and Jeff was arguably the best tab a 1197 01:02:12,080 --> 01:02:15,600 Speaker 1: quarterback wide receiver combo in the NFL, how did that 1198 01:02:15,680 --> 01:02:19,400 Speaker 1: go so wrong so quick? I did an interview, and uh, 1199 01:02:19,800 --> 01:02:21,240 Speaker 1: you know, obviously, like I said, I look back, and 1200 01:02:21,280 --> 01:02:23,680 Speaker 1: I obviously I should have you know, chosen some other words, 1201 01:02:23,760 --> 01:02:26,440 Speaker 1: and you know that kind of just you know, I 1202 01:02:26,520 --> 01:02:29,960 Speaker 1: guess made things, I mean kind of fractured it a bit. 1203 01:02:30,360 --> 01:02:32,480 Speaker 1: But I didn't, like I said, when I did the interview, 1204 01:02:32,520 --> 01:02:35,720 Speaker 1: I didn't really think about ramifications of of of what 1205 01:02:35,840 --> 01:02:38,560 Speaker 1: I was saying. But I said, you know, with Jeff, 1206 01:02:38,640 --> 01:02:42,160 Speaker 1: like we catered our offense around his strengths. Right. You know, 1207 01:02:42,280 --> 01:02:44,960 Speaker 1: he's a rollout type of guy. He's a tough move right, 1208 01:02:45,000 --> 01:02:47,360 Speaker 1: He's a tough, gritty guy. He's not your you know, 1209 01:02:47,560 --> 01:02:51,440 Speaker 1: typical prototypical drop back in the pocket passer gonna you know, 1210 01:02:52,080 --> 01:02:54,800 Speaker 1: he's not your Tom Brady, your your pay Manning. He's 1211 01:02:54,840 --> 01:02:57,200 Speaker 1: not that type of guy, right, But our offense was 1212 01:02:57,280 --> 01:03:00,120 Speaker 1: tailored around his ability and I and I adapted my 1213 01:03:00,320 --> 01:03:03,040 Speaker 1: game around what he had to do. You know, you're 1214 01:03:03,080 --> 01:03:05,880 Speaker 1: familiar with the West Coast off you talk about the 1215 01:03:05,920 --> 01:03:11,880 Speaker 1: scramble drill. I knew every I knew every position. Yeah, everybody. 1216 01:03:12,240 --> 01:03:15,640 Speaker 1: If you look at some of my highlights. Of course, 1217 01:03:16,360 --> 01:03:19,880 Speaker 1: you script plays, they don't go as playing all the time. 1218 01:03:21,040 --> 01:03:24,120 Speaker 1: You got to improvise. You was ex receiver, I was 1219 01:03:24,200 --> 01:03:32,720 Speaker 1: ex Z Zebra eagle became. I became that much more 1220 01:03:32,880 --> 01:03:36,560 Speaker 1: valuable because they started They started me at one position. 1221 01:03:36,680 --> 01:03:39,840 Speaker 1: I learned that and then probably like you know, a 1222 01:03:39,960 --> 01:03:41,880 Speaker 1: few weeks in the camp, you know, coach like, oh 1223 01:03:41,920 --> 01:03:43,360 Speaker 1: well you need to learn it. Do it made me 1224 01:03:43,480 --> 01:03:48,680 Speaker 1: nervous because I'm just I'm I'm just I'm just learning 1225 01:03:48,800 --> 01:03:51,520 Speaker 1: this position, and they're like, yo, you need to learn Z. 1226 01:03:51,880 --> 01:03:54,280 Speaker 1: But then, like I said, I'm a visual person and coach, 1227 01:03:54,400 --> 01:03:58,520 Speaker 1: coach Stewart, he'll tell you I'm crazy visual. So that's 1228 01:03:58,560 --> 01:04:01,600 Speaker 1: when I started learning how to really incorporated knowing what 1229 01:04:01,720 --> 01:04:03,800 Speaker 1: to do with the plays. I'm the same way, let 1230 01:04:03,880 --> 01:04:06,000 Speaker 1: me see somebody to do it and you explaining it 1231 01:04:06,080 --> 01:04:07,920 Speaker 1: to him. I need to see something. I need to 1232 01:04:07,920 --> 01:04:10,560 Speaker 1: actually see somebody do it. Okay, So that's what it is. 1233 01:04:10,680 --> 01:04:13,200 Speaker 1: So that's what okay, Z spot, that's what you want. 1234 01:04:13,520 --> 01:04:16,920 Speaker 1: Excellent X comeback, X dig X drive Okay, then you 1235 01:04:17,000 --> 01:04:20,479 Speaker 1: can believe it. Just remember what we just talked about. 1236 01:04:20,520 --> 01:04:23,560 Speaker 1: You got to see it to believe it. Right, you 1237 01:04:23,720 --> 01:04:28,000 Speaker 1: move on contracts up you're supposed to. Your agent is 1238 01:04:28,040 --> 01:04:30,400 Speaker 1: supposed to file the paperwork to make you free. An 1239 01:04:30,480 --> 01:04:33,040 Speaker 1: I'm mad. I'm still mad that your agent is supposed 1240 01:04:33,040 --> 01:04:35,320 Speaker 1: to file the paperwork so you become a free agent. 1241 01:04:36,360 --> 01:04:41,440 Speaker 1: He drops the ball. The Ravens says, Okay, for whatever. 1242 01:04:41,800 --> 01:04:43,800 Speaker 1: I think the Ravens and San Francisco work out some 1243 01:04:43,920 --> 01:04:46,600 Speaker 1: kind of deal, But you don't want to go to Baltimore, right, 1244 01:04:46,680 --> 01:04:51,880 Speaker 1: And it had nothing to do with Baltimore itself the team. 1245 01:04:52,640 --> 01:04:54,720 Speaker 1: I just felt like where I was in my career, 1246 01:04:54,880 --> 01:04:57,880 Speaker 1: the height of my career, I couldn't do what I 1247 01:04:58,760 --> 01:05:02,560 Speaker 1: I was gonna do should be doing with the inexperienced quarterback. 1248 01:05:04,680 --> 01:05:07,520 Speaker 1: So you've experience he wasn't very good. But anyway, but 1249 01:05:07,680 --> 01:05:09,600 Speaker 1: I mean, but that's but that's how I am. Yea. 1250 01:05:09,680 --> 01:05:11,440 Speaker 1: You know, people would think that I'm I would I 1251 01:05:11,480 --> 01:05:13,800 Speaker 1: would down talk somebody, but that's not who I am. Okay. 1252 01:05:14,000 --> 01:05:16,680 Speaker 1: I just looked at as I need to find somebody 1253 01:05:16,720 --> 01:05:20,240 Speaker 1: to compliment my skill set, and I didn't see that 1254 01:05:20,440 --> 01:05:23,040 Speaker 1: in a young you know, young young guy like Cal Bowler. 1255 01:05:23,840 --> 01:05:26,080 Speaker 1: What happened with so? How did your agent drop how 1256 01:05:26,120 --> 01:05:27,840 Speaker 1: did he not go ahead and just file the paperwork 1257 01:05:27,880 --> 01:05:30,160 Speaker 1: at the beginning of the exactly and why did he 1258 01:05:30,240 --> 01:05:32,360 Speaker 1: get to the last I have no trust me, I 1259 01:05:32,480 --> 01:05:35,120 Speaker 1: have no idea. And he tried to blame He tried 1260 01:05:35,120 --> 01:05:37,480 Speaker 1: to blame it on the guys, the people at the NFLPA, 1261 01:05:37,560 --> 01:05:39,720 Speaker 1: And I end up talking to Jane up show. God 1262 01:05:39,840 --> 01:05:43,440 Speaker 1: rested so and I talked to him. I remember when 1263 01:05:43,480 --> 01:05:45,840 Speaker 1: I remember exactly why I was when I talked to him. 1264 01:05:46,680 --> 01:05:49,200 Speaker 1: I was off of one of the exits in Atlanta, 1265 01:05:49,400 --> 01:05:51,000 Speaker 1: in the in the parking lot where I get my 1266 01:05:51,080 --> 01:05:53,760 Speaker 1: hair cut, and I was on the phone with him, 1267 01:05:53,800 --> 01:05:56,680 Speaker 1: and he broke it down as to how my agent 1268 01:05:57,360 --> 01:05:59,440 Speaker 1: messed it up, dropped the ball yep. And then my 1269 01:05:59,560 --> 01:06:02,400 Speaker 1: agent was trying to basically make me think it was 1270 01:06:02,480 --> 01:06:05,160 Speaker 1: their fault. And then, you know, that was when facts 1271 01:06:05,560 --> 01:06:07,840 Speaker 1: was you know, it wasn't no docu sign or anything 1272 01:06:08,000 --> 01:06:11,040 Speaker 1: like that. That's when you had everything was fact right. 1273 01:06:11,200 --> 01:06:14,480 Speaker 1: So he tried to blame it on you know, it 1274 01:06:14,560 --> 01:06:17,000 Speaker 1: didn't go through and all this blah blah. But at 1275 01:06:17,000 --> 01:06:19,120 Speaker 1: the end of the day, like you said, I knew 1276 01:06:19,200 --> 01:06:21,800 Speaker 1: I wanted to become an unrestricted free agent so I 1277 01:06:21,880 --> 01:06:24,440 Speaker 1: could test the market. Correct. He should have done that 1278 01:06:24,640 --> 01:06:28,200 Speaker 1: immediately next day after the season, right, And so I, again, 1279 01:06:28,360 --> 01:06:30,320 Speaker 1: I was a young kid. I wasn't even really thinking 1280 01:06:30,440 --> 01:06:33,760 Speaker 1: right like that. And that's where again, as we as athletes, 1281 01:06:34,440 --> 01:06:37,000 Speaker 1: we have people we hired to really take care of 1282 01:06:37,080 --> 01:06:38,960 Speaker 1: some of those things that we, honestly we may not 1283 01:06:39,080 --> 01:06:42,640 Speaker 1: be aware of thinking of on an everyday basis. Okay, 1284 01:06:43,080 --> 01:06:45,800 Speaker 1: somehow you get that worked out. You end up in 1285 01:06:45,880 --> 01:06:49,160 Speaker 1: filling which seems like a perfect situation because they got 1286 01:06:49,240 --> 01:06:53,120 Speaker 1: approving quarterback. They they've been going to the NFC Championship 1287 01:06:53,160 --> 01:06:55,680 Speaker 1: game and they can't quite get over the hook. And 1288 01:06:56,480 --> 01:06:58,760 Speaker 1: at the time, I said, you know what, I believe 1289 01:06:58,840 --> 01:07:01,040 Speaker 1: this guy is the missing peace. I believe this is 1290 01:07:01,080 --> 01:07:04,080 Speaker 1: the guy that can finally get them over the huck. Well, 1291 01:07:04,360 --> 01:07:06,440 Speaker 1: I made the Pro Bowl, and you know if you don't, 1292 01:07:06,480 --> 01:07:08,320 Speaker 1: I mean, you get to the NFC Championship, you don't 1293 01:07:08,320 --> 01:07:10,640 Speaker 1: make it. The losing team coaches the Pro Bowl, right, 1294 01:07:11,000 --> 01:07:12,640 Speaker 1: So I made the Pro Bowl those cover years. So 1295 01:07:12,720 --> 01:07:15,400 Speaker 1: that's how I got to play and meet some of 1296 01:07:15,480 --> 01:07:20,840 Speaker 1: the staff of the philadephy and so yep, yep. So 1297 01:07:21,000 --> 01:07:24,200 Speaker 1: that's where again the idea of me possibly playing for 1298 01:07:24,360 --> 01:07:26,320 Speaker 1: there for that team. And plus they had the West 1299 01:07:26,360 --> 01:07:29,120 Speaker 1: Coast offense, considering you had spent seven years in the 1300 01:07:29,160 --> 01:07:32,000 Speaker 1: West Coast offense. So this was a match made. This 1301 01:07:32,320 --> 01:07:35,640 Speaker 1: was perfect, man. It was from day one, from the 1302 01:07:35,720 --> 01:07:39,000 Speaker 1: first preseason game we played the Ravens and guess guess 1303 01:07:39,040 --> 01:07:42,600 Speaker 1: how many yards My first touchdown went went forth eighty 1304 01:07:42,680 --> 01:07:46,880 Speaker 1: one the first play. So you do that, you know what? 1305 01:07:47,520 --> 01:07:49,960 Speaker 1: This is a sign God, you speaking to me. Ain't 1306 01:07:50,000 --> 01:07:51,880 Speaker 1: no way it's supposed to happen. I had no idea 1307 01:07:51,960 --> 01:07:55,560 Speaker 1: until I years later and I'm listening, I'm watching the highlights, 1308 01:07:55,680 --> 01:07:57,800 Speaker 1: and and the announcer was like, man, this you know 1309 01:07:58,880 --> 01:08:01,360 Speaker 1: he calls it, you know, cause the commentator he's he's 1310 01:08:01,560 --> 01:08:05,080 Speaker 1: breaking it down. I'm I'm I go out wide. I 1311 01:08:05,160 --> 01:08:08,040 Speaker 1: think it's like covered to I try to disguise it. Man, 1312 01:08:08,240 --> 01:08:10,960 Speaker 1: I release, I think a releasing side. Get back outside. 1313 01:08:10,960 --> 01:08:12,960 Speaker 1: They weren't you supposed to let me do that? Right? No? No, no, 1314 01:08:13,000 --> 01:08:15,080 Speaker 1: no no no right once you once you go inside, 1315 01:08:15,120 --> 01:08:17,679 Speaker 1: they gotta ride you down. But because of the dynamic 1316 01:08:17,760 --> 01:08:20,720 Speaker 1: talent that I am, you know, I made somehow I 1317 01:08:20,840 --> 01:08:23,120 Speaker 1: made it work. And I'm listening to the to the 1318 01:08:23,439 --> 01:08:25,200 Speaker 1: to the to the announcer and he's like, man, this 1319 01:08:25,320 --> 01:08:28,240 Speaker 1: is a touchdown. He goes right down to to the 1320 01:08:28,360 --> 01:08:30,880 Speaker 1: jersey number and it was like eighty one. I'm like, man, 1321 01:08:30,960 --> 01:08:33,080 Speaker 1: that's crazy because he had three touchdown. That was the 1322 01:08:33,120 --> 01:08:35,160 Speaker 1: first game down. Well that was the preseason game. Yeah, 1323 01:08:35,479 --> 01:08:38,680 Speaker 1: the regular first regular season game against the Giants, I 1324 01:08:38,800 --> 01:08:42,960 Speaker 1: had three touchdowns. So everything, you're like, oh man, this 1325 01:08:43,040 --> 01:08:46,800 Speaker 1: stay going well, this stay going well? Man, it did 1326 01:08:46,880 --> 01:08:52,800 Speaker 1: what happened? That was one game I can't I think 1327 01:08:52,840 --> 01:08:55,000 Speaker 1: I can't remember if we were playing the Giants or 1328 01:08:57,400 --> 01:08:59,040 Speaker 1: or may have been the Browns, but we had one 1329 01:08:59,080 --> 01:09:01,679 Speaker 1: particular play or your game playing and you scripted throughout 1330 01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:03,880 Speaker 1: the course of the week. I ran some route, like 1331 01:09:03,960 --> 01:09:07,840 Speaker 1: a bench route, go in, get the safety, the bite 1332 01:09:07,880 --> 01:09:11,559 Speaker 1: or the corner bite, and I'm dude, it's wide open 1333 01:09:11,680 --> 01:09:14,080 Speaker 1: every day in practice. I mean even when we didn't 1334 01:09:14,120 --> 01:09:17,080 Speaker 1: have to script it, it was wide open. So we 1335 01:09:17,200 --> 01:09:22,080 Speaker 1: get in the game, this is my play. I run 1336 01:09:22,160 --> 01:09:24,400 Speaker 1: the route to a t just like we've been running 1337 01:09:24,400 --> 01:09:28,560 Speaker 1: all week and practice scripted d dB bite like this 1338 01:09:29,200 --> 01:09:34,240 Speaker 1: sh left him. I'm wide open I'm looking back. I'm looking, 1339 01:09:34,760 --> 01:09:36,759 Speaker 1: I'm looking for the ball. I'm like, I noticed a touchdown. 1340 01:09:38,080 --> 01:09:42,120 Speaker 1: He goes elsewhere with the football. So I get back 1341 01:09:42,160 --> 01:09:43,760 Speaker 1: in the hoddle. I go back, I get back, go 1342 01:09:43,880 --> 01:09:46,120 Speaker 1: back to the hoddle. And I said, I said yo, 1343 01:09:46,160 --> 01:09:48,559 Speaker 1: I said, I was open. I said, I said, what happened? 1344 01:09:48,960 --> 01:09:52,200 Speaker 1: He told me to shut the fuck up. Hold on, bro, 1345 01:09:53,280 --> 01:09:56,400 Speaker 1: you practice this play all week, Yes, sir, there's nothing 1346 01:09:56,479 --> 01:10:00,200 Speaker 1: like you practicing the play. And it happens. It's like 1347 01:10:00,360 --> 01:10:03,040 Speaker 1: you drew it up and you they like, oh, I'm 1348 01:10:03,040 --> 01:10:05,559 Speaker 1: about to get this money, and all you said, hey, 1349 01:10:05,800 --> 01:10:08,200 Speaker 1: BRO said, I was open, I said what happened? And 1350 01:10:08,240 --> 01:10:11,200 Speaker 1: he told me to shut the f up seriously. And 1351 01:10:11,280 --> 01:10:13,960 Speaker 1: so I didn't say anything because coming from San Francisco, 1352 01:10:13,960 --> 01:10:16,120 Speaker 1: I didn't want to make no yep. I didn't you 1353 01:10:16,120 --> 01:10:17,760 Speaker 1: know what I mean, I already know what time it was. 1354 01:10:17,800 --> 01:10:20,160 Speaker 1: So I didn't want to create no no animizy, no 1355 01:10:20,280 --> 01:10:22,080 Speaker 1: tension right there on the fields. And we came off 1356 01:10:22,240 --> 01:10:24,640 Speaker 1: that series. I went straight to my coach and I'm like, 1357 01:10:24,760 --> 01:10:28,679 Speaker 1: y'all said, because I didn't, I didn't want to blame anybody. 1358 01:10:28,800 --> 01:10:31,320 Speaker 1: I wanted to see what happened. Let me see what 1359 01:10:31,680 --> 01:10:35,080 Speaker 1: happened before I make any excuse, right, So I asked coach, like, 1360 01:10:35,120 --> 01:10:36,600 Speaker 1: I said, what happened? Did he get flushed out of 1361 01:10:36,600 --> 01:10:39,760 Speaker 1: the pockets? I'm thinking that's okay. He looked at me, 1362 01:10:39,880 --> 01:10:42,040 Speaker 1: he goes, I don't know, he goes terrible. I don't 1363 01:10:42,080 --> 01:10:45,880 Speaker 1: know why he didn't throw it. He just didn't throw it, Okay. 1364 01:10:46,320 --> 01:10:48,640 Speaker 1: So I left it. I left it at that. Then 1365 01:10:48,920 --> 01:10:50,400 Speaker 1: you go, did you go to him? And like c 1366 01:10:50,600 --> 01:10:54,360 Speaker 1: Max and I waited to after the game. Okay. And 1367 01:10:54,479 --> 01:10:58,760 Speaker 1: so again me knowing everything that it transpired, how you 1368 01:10:58,840 --> 01:11:00,560 Speaker 1: know I'm gonna be looked at it. I'm on a 1369 01:11:00,640 --> 01:11:03,519 Speaker 1: new team. I wasn't trying to roughle the feathers. I'm 1370 01:11:03,560 --> 01:11:09,000 Speaker 1: trying to be the consummate teammate. So I let the 1371 01:11:09,520 --> 01:11:11,479 Speaker 1: I let that. Everybody kind of just filter out of 1372 01:11:11,520 --> 01:11:13,080 Speaker 1: the locker room and it was like a few guys 1373 01:11:13,200 --> 01:11:15,080 Speaker 1: left whatever. And I just went to him and I 1374 01:11:15,200 --> 01:11:18,880 Speaker 1: just said, look, bro, I said, I don't appreciate you, 1375 01:11:19,120 --> 01:11:21,320 Speaker 1: you know, cussing at me. I said, Bro, I'm a 1376 01:11:21,439 --> 01:11:23,599 Speaker 1: grown man, right, And I said from here home, man, 1377 01:11:23,640 --> 01:11:26,360 Speaker 1: don't don't talk to me that way. Oh, it's gonna 1378 01:11:26,360 --> 01:11:29,000 Speaker 1: be it's gonna be a problem, okay. And so I 1379 01:11:29,160 --> 01:11:33,080 Speaker 1: felt like me addressing that in that way was a 1380 01:11:33,240 --> 01:11:36,080 Speaker 1: mature terrible yeah, because I could have went off on 1381 01:11:36,160 --> 01:11:38,000 Speaker 1: the football and out there in the middle of the 1382 01:11:38,040 --> 01:11:39,920 Speaker 1: field and when we got to the sideline, but I 1383 01:11:40,080 --> 01:11:43,240 Speaker 1: wasn't trying to do that. Now, I'm trying to turn 1384 01:11:43,320 --> 01:11:45,320 Speaker 1: over a new league, okay. So when you did, I 1385 01:11:45,360 --> 01:11:47,280 Speaker 1: just told him said, look, bro, don't don't don't address 1386 01:11:47,280 --> 01:11:49,280 Speaker 1: me that way, right, I said, We're grown man, I 1387 01:11:49,400 --> 01:11:52,240 Speaker 1: got kids, Like that's that's not gonna happen, okay. And 1388 01:11:52,320 --> 01:11:55,280 Speaker 1: so from there, I think that's where the he when 1389 01:11:55,280 --> 01:11:57,320 Speaker 1: you said that, bro, don't address me like that. Hey, 1390 01:11:57,439 --> 01:12:00,519 Speaker 1: I don't show. I don't know. I honestly, I was 1391 01:12:00,600 --> 01:12:02,800 Speaker 1: so mad. I don't know what he said or if 1392 01:12:02,800 --> 01:12:05,479 Speaker 1: he said anything that really could have made a difference. 1393 01:12:05,520 --> 01:12:08,360 Speaker 1: At that point, I just didn't like the the tone. 1394 01:12:08,439 --> 01:12:10,599 Speaker 1: Number one, and I for real, the way he came 1395 01:12:10,640 --> 01:12:12,479 Speaker 1: at me, my team and they was in the hotel. 1396 01:12:13,240 --> 01:12:15,519 Speaker 1: It was it was file right, it was fire, and 1397 01:12:15,640 --> 01:12:18,320 Speaker 1: so things just kind of just fell off, fell fell 1398 01:12:18,320 --> 01:12:20,599 Speaker 1: off the tracks, you know, from that point on, after 1399 01:12:20,640 --> 01:12:22,560 Speaker 1: I'm sitting here listening to you talk that was the 1400 01:12:22,600 --> 01:12:24,840 Speaker 1: one that was the one thing that I had. I 1401 01:12:24,880 --> 01:12:28,120 Speaker 1: don't mind being coached, but you can't curse me. Man See, 1402 01:12:28,120 --> 01:12:29,840 Speaker 1: I won't let you see anything to me that my 1403 01:12:29,920 --> 01:12:32,200 Speaker 1: grandmother couldn't say. And she gave me everything but life. 1404 01:12:32,240 --> 01:12:34,640 Speaker 1: She raised me. So if she wouldn't say that to me, 1405 01:12:34,880 --> 01:12:37,679 Speaker 1: I'm not you can't coach me. Coach me hard, say something, 1406 01:12:37,720 --> 01:12:39,240 Speaker 1: what do you see? What do you see? We want 1407 01:12:39,320 --> 01:12:41,880 Speaker 1: repractice that play. If I made a mistake, John say hey, 1408 01:12:42,200 --> 01:12:45,360 Speaker 1: T I need you to do better, but don't curse me. No. 1409 01:12:46,000 --> 01:12:48,920 Speaker 1: It wasn't just no curse, bro, It was it was demonstrative, 1410 01:12:49,240 --> 01:12:52,160 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. It was just I didn't 1411 01:12:52,360 --> 01:12:55,479 Speaker 1: trust me. It struck a chord with me, and like 1412 01:12:55,479 --> 01:12:57,200 Speaker 1: I said, I never forget it. And so, like I said, 1413 01:12:57,200 --> 01:12:58,840 Speaker 1: I just I just felt like I needed to do 1414 01:12:58,960 --> 01:13:01,640 Speaker 1: that because if I just let that slide, I just 1415 01:13:01,720 --> 01:13:03,479 Speaker 1: felt like he was going to just continue to think 1416 01:13:03,520 --> 01:13:06,400 Speaker 1: that it was okay, right, And so my grandmother just 1417 01:13:06,439 --> 01:13:09,200 Speaker 1: don't never let nobody run over you. No, you know 1418 01:13:09,240 --> 01:13:11,000 Speaker 1: what I mean. That's how that's how they that's how 1419 01:13:11,080 --> 01:13:13,400 Speaker 1: they say it. Don't let nobody run over you, because 1420 01:13:13,400 --> 01:13:16,320 Speaker 1: if you do that they're gonna continue. And so for me, 1421 01:13:16,400 --> 01:13:18,080 Speaker 1: I just addressed it and left it at that. And 1422 01:13:18,160 --> 01:13:19,800 Speaker 1: so maybe he didn't like what I had to say, 1423 01:13:20,760 --> 01:13:22,280 Speaker 1: but I, like I said, I didn't allow that to 1424 01:13:22,320 --> 01:13:24,559 Speaker 1: really deter anything that we did on the football field. 1425 01:13:24,720 --> 01:13:26,760 Speaker 1: And we went out in the football field, bro, I 1426 01:13:26,880 --> 01:13:30,160 Speaker 1: just played, you know, and sometimes you know, like I said, 1427 01:13:30,160 --> 01:13:31,880 Speaker 1: I had, I was pissed, but then I just like 1428 01:13:31,920 --> 01:13:33,360 Speaker 1: I said, I just did what I was supposed to do. 1429 01:13:33,680 --> 01:13:36,280 Speaker 1: So that game, that was early in the season, do 1430 01:13:36,400 --> 01:13:39,000 Speaker 1: you believe that was the beginning of the end of 1431 01:13:39,040 --> 01:13:41,599 Speaker 1: your relationship? What do you think? Probably because right because 1432 01:13:41,720 --> 01:13:44,600 Speaker 1: you know, as I because I I still start I was. 1433 01:13:46,600 --> 01:13:48,560 Speaker 1: I looked back people tell me, now, I played in 1434 01:13:48,600 --> 01:13:51,639 Speaker 1: twenty one games in Philly. I scored twenty touchdowns. Yeah, 1435 01:13:53,560 --> 01:13:56,680 Speaker 1: twenty one touchdown I mean twenty touchdowns, yeah, yeah, And 1436 01:13:56,800 --> 01:14:03,680 Speaker 1: so I looked back on it and the way that 1437 01:14:03,760 --> 01:14:06,200 Speaker 1: I was bawling, and the way the city embraced me. 1438 01:14:06,520 --> 01:14:08,720 Speaker 1: And you remember, like when he got drafted, it was 1439 01:14:08,760 --> 01:14:11,600 Speaker 1: either him or Ricky Williams, Right, they booed him, you 1440 01:14:11,760 --> 01:14:13,160 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So I think he had some 1441 01:14:13,240 --> 01:14:16,519 Speaker 1: resentment because when I started bawling from week one when 1442 01:14:16,520 --> 01:14:19,160 Speaker 1: I scored three touchdowns against They were going crazy when 1443 01:14:19,200 --> 01:14:21,280 Speaker 1: they five out that they had the Eagles assigned you. 1444 01:14:21,560 --> 01:14:27,120 Speaker 1: The fans were going crazy. They the entire stadium, t Yo, 1445 01:14:27,560 --> 01:14:30,479 Speaker 1: t yo, t yo. It was. It was like something 1446 01:14:30,520 --> 01:14:33,200 Speaker 1: I had never experienced. Everything probably that I wish I 1447 01:14:33,240 --> 01:14:36,000 Speaker 1: could have done in high school or college, I was 1448 01:14:36,160 --> 01:14:40,439 Speaker 1: experiencing as a pro right I was, I was a star. 1449 01:14:41,320 --> 01:14:44,640 Speaker 1: I witnessed that on the sidelines in high school with 1450 01:14:44,840 --> 01:14:47,759 Speaker 1: other guys. They were the start of the school, started 1451 01:14:47,800 --> 01:14:50,519 Speaker 1: a team. In college, it was the same way I 1452 01:14:50,720 --> 01:14:55,800 Speaker 1: worked my butt offshin and to become TiO right. And 1453 01:14:55,920 --> 01:14:59,679 Speaker 1: so I can't imagine what he felt or I guess 1454 01:14:59,720 --> 01:15:01,840 Speaker 1: maybe he had something against the city. But to have 1455 01:15:02,080 --> 01:15:05,680 Speaker 1: seventy plus thousand and sixty seven plus thousand chanting, you know, 1456 01:15:05,800 --> 01:15:08,840 Speaker 1: when you do something big, I have a big play, right, 1457 01:15:08,960 --> 01:15:11,080 Speaker 1: and you're not. I guess he didn't feel like he was, 1458 01:15:11,439 --> 01:15:14,360 Speaker 1: you know, being recognized as such. And me coming there 1459 01:15:14,479 --> 01:15:17,840 Speaker 1: my first year and really making a difference, and then 1460 01:15:17,960 --> 01:15:19,680 Speaker 1: we get you know, okay, I got hurt late in 1461 01:15:19,720 --> 01:15:25,439 Speaker 1: the season December, and then the thing was with the media, 1462 01:15:25,520 --> 01:15:28,280 Speaker 1: was was I going to be ready to play in 1463 01:15:28,320 --> 01:15:31,400 Speaker 1: the Super Bowl, right him being the quarterback, the mouthpiece 1464 01:15:31,479 --> 01:15:33,880 Speaker 1: to the leader, the captain another team, he had to 1465 01:15:33,960 --> 01:15:38,280 Speaker 1: face those questions the rest pretty much leading into the playoffs, 1466 01:15:38,520 --> 01:15:41,680 Speaker 1: playoffs or what have you. And he basically said, we 1467 01:15:41,760 --> 01:15:45,640 Speaker 1: don't need Teo to win. We've won games but with 1468 01:15:45,960 --> 01:15:49,519 Speaker 1: with it without him, And so I didn't really take 1469 01:15:49,520 --> 01:15:51,680 Speaker 1: any slight to it, but I heard it right, and 1470 01:15:51,800 --> 01:15:54,519 Speaker 1: so I guess he got it was necessary slight. He 1471 01:15:54,600 --> 01:15:56,960 Speaker 1: could have said, look, we want TiO to get back 1472 01:15:57,000 --> 01:15:59,600 Speaker 1: as soon as he possibly can. As a quarterback of 1473 01:15:59,600 --> 01:16:02,000 Speaker 1: the leader team, you say the right thing. You be 1474 01:16:02,080 --> 01:16:04,880 Speaker 1: politically correct, regardless of how you feel. You be PC 1475 01:16:05,040 --> 01:16:07,080 Speaker 1: in that boat. Right, you can address it, you know 1476 01:16:07,200 --> 01:16:10,000 Speaker 1: how to address it. And so again that was something 1477 01:16:10,120 --> 01:16:12,240 Speaker 1: that that kind of loomed. And and then there was 1478 01:16:12,280 --> 01:16:15,439 Speaker 1: a contract situation after that. You know, he spoke highly 1479 01:16:15,479 --> 01:16:20,960 Speaker 1: of Brian Westbrook's contract, basically endorsing that the team should 1480 01:16:21,200 --> 01:16:23,080 Speaker 1: should should sign him to an extension. But when it 1481 01:16:23,160 --> 01:16:27,280 Speaker 1: came to me, nothing, radio silent, nothing. So that's when 1482 01:16:27,320 --> 01:16:29,720 Speaker 1: I knew that it was it was something personal. It 1483 01:16:29,840 --> 01:16:34,280 Speaker 1: wasn't anything personal with me against him, because I'm not 1484 01:16:34,400 --> 01:16:36,479 Speaker 1: that person. I'm not I've never been that type of person. 1485 01:16:36,520 --> 01:16:38,720 Speaker 1: But you are the type of person if somebody crossed you, 1486 01:16:38,800 --> 01:16:43,200 Speaker 1: you're done. Oh yeah, yeah for sure, yeah yeah, but 1487 01:16:43,280 --> 01:16:44,880 Speaker 1: if yeah. But I'm not the type of I'm not no, 1488 01:16:45,960 --> 01:16:48,000 Speaker 1: no jealous type of person. I'm not a hater. I'm 1489 01:16:48,000 --> 01:16:50,559 Speaker 1: not no gossiper. I'm not going to talk bad about 1490 01:16:50,920 --> 01:16:53,600 Speaker 1: another person because I may think he's better than me 1491 01:16:53,840 --> 01:16:56,280 Speaker 1: or whatever. I've never been that type of person. I've 1492 01:16:56,360 --> 01:16:59,360 Speaker 1: been my own person, right because I knew my path 1493 01:16:59,439 --> 01:17:02,640 Speaker 1: and my journey to be, to be who I became with. 1494 01:17:02,760 --> 01:17:05,920 Speaker 1: Then what happened with the fight situation? To feel it with? 1495 01:17:06,400 --> 01:17:09,040 Speaker 1: Who juggles or they brought him on as like I 1496 01:17:09,080 --> 01:17:12,240 Speaker 1: guess a team ambassador or something like that. I was rehabbing, 1497 01:17:12,680 --> 01:17:14,680 Speaker 1: uh an injury of or what have you? So him 1498 01:17:14,680 --> 01:17:17,719 Speaker 1: and done them was buddy buddy, right, they were good friends. 1499 01:17:17,760 --> 01:17:19,639 Speaker 1: So I guess obviously when you bought he had came, 1500 01:17:19,880 --> 01:17:22,840 Speaker 1: didn't he had come back from Jacksonville. Yeah, yeah, so 1501 01:17:22,920 --> 01:17:24,840 Speaker 1: they brought they brought him back, brought him back. Yeah, 1502 01:17:24,840 --> 01:17:27,040 Speaker 1: and so he was sort of like the team I 1503 01:17:27,120 --> 01:17:30,760 Speaker 1: guess ambassador, what have you? And so obviously I'm like, 1504 01:17:31,160 --> 01:17:33,479 Speaker 1: I'm like the black sheep you know what I mean. Okay, okay, 1505 01:17:33,520 --> 01:17:36,080 Speaker 1: I'm like the black sheep. So you know, him and 1506 01:17:36,240 --> 01:17:37,920 Speaker 1: him and down them with their friends, and he would 1507 01:17:37,920 --> 01:17:39,720 Speaker 1: not We've talked, you know, disgusted or what have you. 1508 01:17:39,840 --> 01:17:41,800 Speaker 1: And and again I'm pretty sure he wished he could 1509 01:17:41,840 --> 01:17:44,120 Speaker 1: have done something differently and thought things through. I maybe 1510 01:17:44,120 --> 01:17:46,400 Speaker 1: even talk to me, right, But obviously, like I said, 1511 01:17:46,520 --> 01:17:48,600 Speaker 1: you know him and DuMond being friends, and obviously, like 1512 01:17:48,640 --> 01:17:50,840 Speaker 1: I said, dumb didn't really didn't like me or at 1513 01:17:50,920 --> 01:17:54,840 Speaker 1: at you know, at one point then it all became 1514 01:17:54,920 --> 01:17:58,920 Speaker 1: personal and it's trying to do things to antagonize me, 1515 01:17:59,040 --> 01:18:00,960 Speaker 1: this not and the other end. I remember I was 1516 01:18:01,040 --> 01:18:02,800 Speaker 1: in the U, I was doing some treatment. I was 1517 01:18:02,840 --> 01:18:05,439 Speaker 1: down in the hydroworks pool or what have you. And man, 1518 01:18:05,479 --> 01:18:07,400 Speaker 1: I'm not no punk bro, I'm not no punking. So 1519 01:18:07,520 --> 01:18:09,439 Speaker 1: he came in and he had tried he said something 1520 01:18:09,600 --> 01:18:12,240 Speaker 1: and the door was cracked and I didn't like it, 1521 01:18:12,760 --> 01:18:14,200 Speaker 1: and I asked him to raise me up out of 1522 01:18:14,200 --> 01:18:16,040 Speaker 1: the hydroworks pool. I went in. That went in. I 1523 01:18:16,320 --> 01:18:18,320 Speaker 1: kind of dried off a little bit when it got 1524 01:18:18,400 --> 01:18:20,439 Speaker 1: some stuff, and so we we kind of got to 1525 01:18:20,520 --> 01:18:23,320 Speaker 1: tuss on a little bit, and Jeremy Trotter, uh kind 1526 01:18:23,360 --> 01:18:25,439 Speaker 1: of got in between us and tried to try to 1527 01:18:25,479 --> 01:18:29,519 Speaker 1: separate us. And uh, I, man, I went through Trotter 1528 01:18:29,600 --> 01:18:32,360 Speaker 1: to get that. To get at here, I was told 1529 01:18:32,840 --> 01:18:36,760 Speaker 1: they say, you almost seemed possessed. Man, Man, I I 1530 01:18:36,880 --> 01:18:39,559 Speaker 1: just I'm not no pump bro. That's just me. I've 1531 01:18:39,600 --> 01:18:43,640 Speaker 1: been through so much. I was teased. I was. I 1532 01:18:43,760 --> 01:18:46,040 Speaker 1: had low self esteem issues. When I was younger, I 1533 01:18:46,160 --> 01:18:48,519 Speaker 1: was I got bullied. We didn't call it bullied. I's 1534 01:18:48,520 --> 01:18:50,280 Speaker 1: got we got picked out, you know what I mean, 1535 01:18:50,400 --> 01:18:52,760 Speaker 1: shot before I knew what that was. And so man, 1536 01:18:52,920 --> 01:18:56,000 Speaker 1: you know when I was when I was in high school, 1537 01:18:56,000 --> 01:18:57,760 Speaker 1: we ran track and things like that. I had a 1538 01:18:57,760 --> 01:18:59,360 Speaker 1: guy that spit in my mouth while I was sleeping. 1539 01:18:59,439 --> 01:19:01,960 Speaker 1: I got picked So when I got older, man, I 1540 01:19:02,080 --> 01:19:03,519 Speaker 1: got to the point where I was always you know, 1541 01:19:03,600 --> 01:19:06,160 Speaker 1: hearing my grandmothers like, don't never let nobody you know 1542 01:19:07,760 --> 01:19:10,160 Speaker 1: do you wrong, or if they're bigger than you, she 1543 01:19:10,280 --> 01:19:12,120 Speaker 1: may pick something up, hit him, hit him a wrong. 1544 01:19:13,120 --> 01:19:14,840 Speaker 1: But ye are bro, you I grabbed me, trust me, 1545 01:19:14,960 --> 01:19:18,600 Speaker 1: you know what it's like. So I always remembered that. 1546 01:19:18,680 --> 01:19:20,320 Speaker 1: But man, I had gotten to the point where I 1547 01:19:20,439 --> 01:19:23,000 Speaker 1: was upside. I'm a grown man, and I just wasn't 1548 01:19:23,000 --> 01:19:25,760 Speaker 1: gonna allow you, wouldn't take no shop of anybody else. Bro. 1549 01:19:25,840 --> 01:19:27,840 Speaker 1: I didn't care who who it was and how big 1550 01:19:27,920 --> 01:19:30,760 Speaker 1: you were. But yeah, it was like I said, if 1551 01:19:30,840 --> 01:19:32,160 Speaker 1: if I don't know what it would have happened. But 1552 01:19:32,240 --> 01:19:34,640 Speaker 1: Trotter end up, you know, kind of separating, and he 1553 01:19:34,840 --> 01:19:38,280 Speaker 1: he'll tell you. He's like I went through Trotter. I 1554 01:19:38,439 --> 01:19:40,280 Speaker 1: went through Trotter to try to get to try to 1555 01:19:40,320 --> 01:19:45,800 Speaker 1: get it here. Come back the second year you play 1556 01:19:45,880 --> 01:19:50,439 Speaker 1: you still you're still bawling, and then Andy's like, go home? 1557 01:19:51,240 --> 01:19:57,000 Speaker 1: What what led to Andy sending you home? I did 1558 01:19:57,080 --> 01:19:59,360 Speaker 1: an interview with a guy by the name of Graham 1559 01:19:59,400 --> 01:20:03,439 Speaker 1: ben Singer, and I had met him in high school. 1560 01:20:04,120 --> 01:20:06,920 Speaker 1: He was an aspiring journalists or whatever in high school 1561 01:20:06,920 --> 01:20:08,920 Speaker 1: when I was in San France, right, and so now 1562 01:20:09,000 --> 01:20:10,840 Speaker 1: he's I think he's in college or whatever. But I 1563 01:20:11,000 --> 01:20:13,040 Speaker 1: told him, and he had asked me, I had no 1564 01:20:13,120 --> 01:20:15,200 Speaker 1: idea I'm coming from. At the end of the game, 1565 01:20:15,640 --> 01:20:17,880 Speaker 1: he goes, Yo, I'm I'm I'm gonna be a journalist 1566 01:20:17,960 --> 01:20:20,280 Speaker 1: one day. But really, block, I had no idea, like 1567 01:20:20,479 --> 01:20:23,280 Speaker 1: years later, right, this guy would be interviewing me. Right, 1568 01:20:24,360 --> 01:20:26,200 Speaker 1: and so I did the piece, so what have you? 1569 01:20:26,360 --> 01:20:29,639 Speaker 1: And he brought up a statement or something that Michael 1570 01:20:29,640 --> 01:20:32,840 Speaker 1: Irvin had said. He was like, uh, because at that 1571 01:20:32,920 --> 01:20:37,519 Speaker 1: time we were four and three, right seconds, we were 1572 01:20:37,560 --> 01:20:40,200 Speaker 1: four and three, still talented, still had a chance to 1573 01:20:40,240 --> 01:20:44,479 Speaker 1: made the playoffs. We easily we lost some games, close 1574 01:20:44,560 --> 01:20:48,000 Speaker 1: game and the only game that we got our butts 1575 01:20:48,080 --> 01:20:50,200 Speaker 1: kick was the Pittsburgh game, So we easily could have 1576 01:20:50,240 --> 01:20:52,920 Speaker 1: been six and one, right, And so he he was like, 1577 01:20:53,720 --> 01:20:56,640 Speaker 1: he has asked a phrase. The question he goes, you know, 1578 01:20:56,680 --> 01:20:58,280 Speaker 1: I talked to Michael Irvin and I guess I guess 1579 01:20:58,320 --> 01:21:01,360 Speaker 1: Michael was doing TV or something like that, and he 1580 01:21:01,479 --> 01:21:05,800 Speaker 1: was like, uh, Michael said, you know if if Brett 1581 01:21:05,840 --> 01:21:08,200 Speaker 1: Farbes you guys this quarterback, you know, you guys would 1582 01:21:08,200 --> 01:21:11,960 Speaker 1: be a better team or something along those lines. I 1583 01:21:12,080 --> 01:21:14,479 Speaker 1: just said, okay, I could I agree with that assessment 1584 01:21:15,479 --> 01:21:18,200 Speaker 1: just getting it had no it wasn't any slight towards 1585 01:21:18,200 --> 01:21:21,519 Speaker 1: done right. I was thinking that what Brett Farb had 1586 01:21:21,560 --> 01:21:24,000 Speaker 1: accomplished and who he was at that time, being sort 1587 01:21:24,040 --> 01:21:26,360 Speaker 1: of like he was a Hall of Fame quarterback. So 1588 01:21:26,439 --> 01:21:28,200 Speaker 1: I'm like, okay, when you switching and you putting that, 1589 01:21:28,320 --> 01:21:32,599 Speaker 1: But I didn't but I didn't. But that's what I'm saying. 1590 01:21:33,400 --> 01:21:37,000 Speaker 1: I don't. I didn't share him. I wasn't thinking at 1591 01:21:37,040 --> 01:21:40,720 Speaker 1: that time. I wasn't. I hadn't matured enough to understand 1592 01:21:40,800 --> 01:21:45,720 Speaker 1: the question process. You got your question. Well, he got 1593 01:21:45,800 --> 01:21:49,280 Speaker 1: me and he got me up out of there. He did, 1594 01:21:50,960 --> 01:21:53,600 Speaker 1: he got me, He got me out of there. So 1595 01:21:55,840 --> 01:22:01,000 Speaker 1: the next day the headlines was Terrell says that you know, 1596 01:22:01,680 --> 01:22:05,439 Speaker 1: would be better with Brent, and I'm like what, I'm like, 1597 01:22:07,760 --> 01:22:11,320 Speaker 1: I didn't say that. I'm like, what are y'all if 1598 01:22:11,360 --> 01:22:15,519 Speaker 1: you know how, yespionis loop the loop. It was all over. 1599 01:22:16,360 --> 01:22:18,479 Speaker 1: So I go in the next morning. That's all that 1600 01:22:18,640 --> 01:22:22,800 Speaker 1: was on the TVs. No, this was in the in 1601 01:22:22,880 --> 01:22:29,600 Speaker 1: the lunch and the man. Let me tell you, so 1602 01:22:30,200 --> 01:22:32,720 Speaker 1: this this became a firestorm. Bro It just kind of 1603 01:22:32,800 --> 01:22:35,679 Speaker 1: just it was like things just kind of just went haywire. 1604 01:22:36,280 --> 01:22:39,639 Speaker 1: And so I tried to address I'm like, yo, that's 1605 01:22:39,680 --> 01:22:41,560 Speaker 1: not what I said. And I basically, if this is 1606 01:22:41,680 --> 01:22:43,840 Speaker 1: because I said I told me. I said, yes, I 1607 01:22:43,880 --> 01:22:47,040 Speaker 1: would agree with that assessment. But I said, also Donovan 1608 01:22:47,120 --> 01:22:50,320 Speaker 1: had been hurt. And I said, if Donovan wasn't hurt, 1609 01:22:50,360 --> 01:22:52,760 Speaker 1: I said, we could easily be six and one right now. 1610 01:22:53,320 --> 01:22:55,559 Speaker 1: But that's not what they that's not what they did 1611 01:22:55,680 --> 01:23:00,280 Speaker 1: for though. So the team captain, Brian Dawkins is mother 1612 01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:03,320 Speaker 1: uh trotter. They basically corned me in the in the 1613 01:23:03,479 --> 01:23:07,320 Speaker 1: in the in the training room. What are you doing? Block? 1614 01:23:07,320 --> 01:23:09,560 Speaker 1: I said, Bro, that's not what I said, right, So 1615 01:23:09,640 --> 01:23:11,720 Speaker 1: I asked him, I said, yo, look at the transcript. 1616 01:23:11,800 --> 01:23:14,000 Speaker 1: I said, get the transcript, and somebody went and got 1617 01:23:14,040 --> 01:23:17,439 Speaker 1: the transcript. I said, read it, and something entired it 1618 01:23:17,479 --> 01:23:19,800 Speaker 1: and you will see exactly what I said. Right. They 1619 01:23:20,000 --> 01:23:23,960 Speaker 1: understood I'm sitting in our trainer's office with Brian. They 1620 01:23:24,040 --> 01:23:27,439 Speaker 1: saw that, right, But that's not how the media. It 1621 01:23:27,520 --> 01:23:30,840 Speaker 1: was too late then, right, because it was already right exact, 1622 01:23:30,880 --> 01:23:35,000 Speaker 1: the damage was already done. So I so I go 1623 01:23:35,240 --> 01:23:37,800 Speaker 1: to and you read I'm talking to Jeffrey Lewery and 1624 01:23:37,840 --> 01:23:42,040 Speaker 1: all those guys. And so at this point they don't 1625 01:23:42,080 --> 01:23:44,760 Speaker 1: know what what what needs to happen. So I have 1626 01:23:44,920 --> 01:23:48,760 Speaker 1: a publicist and we're trying to figure out what's what's 1627 01:23:48,800 --> 01:23:51,640 Speaker 1: going to happen. And so she basically wrote something down 1628 01:23:51,720 --> 01:23:53,200 Speaker 1: for me to obviously go before the meeting for a 1629 01:23:53,280 --> 01:23:56,400 Speaker 1: press conference or what have you. And so she had 1630 01:23:56,760 --> 01:24:00,679 Speaker 1: faxed it in to the equipment room to that number 1631 01:24:00,720 --> 01:24:03,000 Speaker 1: to the equipment room, so that whoever got it from 1632 01:24:03,040 --> 01:24:07,439 Speaker 1: the equipment they read it. So before I went out 1633 01:24:07,520 --> 01:24:10,600 Speaker 1: from my press conference, went to the captains, talked to 1634 01:24:10,680 --> 01:24:13,519 Speaker 1: Brian and thinking I talked to Trotter. I showed Trotter 1635 01:24:14,040 --> 01:24:15,880 Speaker 1: what I what I had to read, like I was 1636 01:24:15,920 --> 01:24:19,080 Speaker 1: apologizing for the organization. It's not the other and it 1637 01:24:19,560 --> 01:24:20,840 Speaker 1: was a section only like you know, I want to 1638 01:24:20,840 --> 01:24:24,840 Speaker 1: apologize to don him blah blah blah. Trotter suggested I 1639 01:24:24,960 --> 01:24:28,280 Speaker 1: take that out because it was addressing because I was 1640 01:24:28,400 --> 01:24:31,920 Speaker 1: dressing him with the team. He didn't feel like he 1641 01:24:32,000 --> 01:24:36,160 Speaker 1: didn't feel like that I needed to address him. No, 1642 01:24:36,320 --> 01:24:41,200 Speaker 1: you yeah, you should have. That's what happened. So I 1643 01:24:41,400 --> 01:24:43,680 Speaker 1: didn't end up saying that part. I just said I 1644 01:24:43,760 --> 01:24:48,599 Speaker 1: apologized to the team, my teammates, and anybody that it offended. 1645 01:24:48,960 --> 01:24:52,880 Speaker 1: I offended whatever body saying that. So whomever got it 1646 01:24:53,000 --> 01:24:56,479 Speaker 1: from the fact machine, they saw that I didn't read that. 1647 01:24:57,160 --> 01:25:00,160 Speaker 1: They saw that you didn't read that. Bade him what 1648 01:25:00,320 --> 01:25:07,400 Speaker 1: the state, but the original statement, BINGO got back to 1649 01:25:07,520 --> 01:25:10,439 Speaker 1: the coach. You got back to the coach, then they 1650 01:25:10,560 --> 01:25:13,680 Speaker 1: must have told Donovan or what have you. And then 1651 01:25:13,800 --> 01:25:17,800 Speaker 1: he was ticked off because I didn't personally addressed or 1652 01:25:17,840 --> 01:25:20,920 Speaker 1: specifically address him. So Andy Reid wanted me to go 1653 01:25:21,000 --> 01:25:24,479 Speaker 1: out there in front of everybody and do it in 1654 01:25:24,520 --> 01:25:26,160 Speaker 1: front of everybody, and I told and now, I'm not 1655 01:25:26,280 --> 01:25:29,200 Speaker 1: doing that. That's not happening. You're not doing what We're 1656 01:25:29,240 --> 01:25:31,000 Speaker 1: not going out there, and he wanted he wanted you 1657 01:25:31,040 --> 01:25:33,000 Speaker 1: to do it again. I'm apologizing in front of the 1658 01:25:33,080 --> 01:25:37,280 Speaker 1: team to Donovan personal and I'm like, I'm not doing that. No, sir, 1659 01:25:37,520 --> 01:25:39,479 Speaker 1: I wasn't doing that because number one, I knew in 1660 01:25:39,560 --> 01:25:42,960 Speaker 1: my heart that I didn't mean for the way that 1661 01:25:43,640 --> 01:25:46,280 Speaker 1: the way that sounded, nor how the media spend it 1662 01:25:46,880 --> 01:25:50,360 Speaker 1: or spun it right to make it thing like I 1663 01:25:50,439 --> 01:25:54,400 Speaker 1: didn't Teo, you do understand how intent worked, and ten 1664 01:25:54,520 --> 01:25:57,240 Speaker 1: only matters to you. The person that was offended is 1665 01:25:57,320 --> 01:25:59,760 Speaker 1: equally as offended whether you meant it or not. Right, 1666 01:25:59,840 --> 01:26:01,639 Speaker 1: But we never even got to a point of even 1667 01:26:01,720 --> 01:26:04,360 Speaker 1: discussing that, you know what I mean. So I was 1668 01:26:04,400 --> 01:26:06,400 Speaker 1: just like, no, I'm not doing it. Why not just 1669 01:26:06,479 --> 01:26:08,800 Speaker 1: apot say brought because I felt like I did it 1670 01:26:08,880 --> 01:26:12,400 Speaker 1: within within the within the scope of what would I address, 1671 01:26:12,520 --> 01:26:14,680 Speaker 1: would that I address it. So when I apologize to 1672 01:26:14,760 --> 01:26:18,439 Speaker 1: my teammates and anybody that then that's basically me addressing 1673 01:26:19,400 --> 01:26:22,479 Speaker 1: you can't do that because this thing you didn't say. 1674 01:26:22,520 --> 01:26:27,080 Speaker 1: You didn't say that's not just anybody that's the quarterback, 1675 01:26:27,120 --> 01:26:29,880 Speaker 1: and you said a quarterback from another team would be 1676 01:26:30,080 --> 01:26:32,680 Speaker 1: you guys would be better. Now that's not how you 1677 01:26:32,840 --> 01:26:36,280 Speaker 1: meant it, right, But that's how it came across once 1678 01:26:36,360 --> 01:26:39,000 Speaker 1: the headlines, because how do I get you to read 1679 01:26:39,040 --> 01:26:41,880 Speaker 1: the paper. I gotta get headlines, so I gotta put 1680 01:26:41,920 --> 01:26:45,719 Speaker 1: something in bold captured your tension so you will actually 1681 01:26:45,800 --> 01:26:48,920 Speaker 1: read it. So now that's so bro at the end 1682 01:26:48,960 --> 01:26:50,800 Speaker 1: of the day, when I've I've always said, you've heard 1683 01:26:50,840 --> 01:26:52,920 Speaker 1: me say this statement. If I could always, if I 1684 01:26:52,960 --> 01:26:54,600 Speaker 1: could go back, yeah, there would be some things I 1685 01:26:54,600 --> 01:26:57,400 Speaker 1: would do different. Okay, this is probably one of those things. 1686 01:26:57,720 --> 01:27:00,040 Speaker 1: But at that time that's not where my mind and 1687 01:27:00,120 --> 01:27:02,760 Speaker 1: said it was because I knew that that's not what 1688 01:27:02,880 --> 01:27:06,200 Speaker 1: I meant. I mean, I wouldn't intentionally throw my quarterback 1689 01:27:06,280 --> 01:27:08,679 Speaker 1: under the bus. I was just answering that question based 1690 01:27:08,720 --> 01:27:11,160 Speaker 1: on what he asked me. But then at the same time, 1691 01:27:12,360 --> 01:27:15,880 Speaker 1: the media did me a disservice because they didn't like said, 1692 01:27:16,640 --> 01:27:19,600 Speaker 1: they didn't they didn't include the second part of it 1693 01:27:19,640 --> 01:27:21,880 Speaker 1: because like YO done and had been injured that year. 1694 01:27:21,920 --> 01:27:24,080 Speaker 1: I said, we could have easily been six and one 1695 01:27:24,200 --> 01:27:26,519 Speaker 1: instead of sitting here four and three. So, but the 1696 01:27:26,600 --> 01:27:28,559 Speaker 1: thing is it, I just said, Okay, I was giving 1697 01:27:28,600 --> 01:27:30,639 Speaker 1: more respect, not more respect, but I was just giving 1698 01:27:30,760 --> 01:27:34,120 Speaker 1: kudos in respect to who Brett Farve was in the 1699 01:27:34,200 --> 01:27:36,960 Speaker 1: caliber of quarterback he was at that time. It wasn't 1700 01:27:37,200 --> 01:27:40,960 Speaker 1: anything any slight. No, it wasn't a slight. If you 1701 01:27:41,600 --> 01:27:44,240 Speaker 1: listen to how he phrased it, then you could see 1702 01:27:44,640 --> 01:27:48,320 Speaker 1: where I was coming from with my answer. What happened 1703 01:27:48,360 --> 01:27:50,479 Speaker 1: with you and Brad Seorgi's because you guys had a 1704 01:27:50,880 --> 01:27:54,200 Speaker 1: wasn't Brad he was the offensive coordinated right, You and 1705 01:27:54,320 --> 01:27:57,519 Speaker 1: him had a like a contentious relationship. Yeah. So once 1706 01:27:57,600 --> 01:28:03,559 Speaker 1: I think, uh, something happened, I got back and at 1707 01:28:03,600 --> 01:28:05,400 Speaker 1: this point in time, you didn't get suspended for the 1708 01:28:05,439 --> 01:28:09,880 Speaker 1: Donovan thing. You got suspended with budding heads with Brad. Right, Nah, 1709 01:28:10,000 --> 01:28:11,880 Speaker 1: it was combination. You would think it might be in 1710 01:28:11,920 --> 01:28:16,559 Speaker 1: a combination thing because they were going to play Washington 1711 01:28:17,040 --> 01:28:21,760 Speaker 1: that week, and so Andy Reid basically said, you know, 1712 01:28:22,080 --> 01:28:24,040 Speaker 1: we're gonna we're gonna go play Washington. You're gonna sit 1713 01:28:24,120 --> 01:28:26,240 Speaker 1: there from out and he said, oh the weekend, we're 1714 01:28:26,280 --> 01:28:29,280 Speaker 1: gonna you know, we're gonna talk to the you know, 1715 01:28:29,479 --> 01:28:32,559 Speaker 1: owner and you know obviously the other players or whatever, 1716 01:28:33,080 --> 01:28:35,680 Speaker 1: and we'll see, you know, we'll assess everything and then 1717 01:28:35,840 --> 01:28:39,479 Speaker 1: go from there. Right, and so little did I know 1718 01:28:39,680 --> 01:28:42,120 Speaker 1: that was the last game that you know practice that 1719 01:28:42,280 --> 01:28:47,080 Speaker 1: that that that I played. Okay, they suspend you. It 1720 01:28:47,200 --> 01:28:49,479 Speaker 1: was only supposed to be for four games, right, No, 1721 01:28:49,840 --> 01:28:51,640 Speaker 1: but they changed the rule because they suspended you in 1722 01:28:51,680 --> 01:28:53,880 Speaker 1: definitely now they can only spend you for four games. Yeah, 1723 01:28:53,920 --> 01:28:55,560 Speaker 1: but Donovan had a hand and like I said, the 1724 01:28:55,640 --> 01:29:00,320 Speaker 1: feat how you know that t bro trust me? Trust me, 1725 01:29:01,280 --> 01:29:05,400 Speaker 1: trust me, trust me. So that was bad enough for 1726 01:29:05,479 --> 01:29:09,800 Speaker 1: me to be suspended for the whole year that that situation. Okay, 1727 01:29:09,840 --> 01:29:12,479 Speaker 1: what happened? What happened with the sit up in the driveway? 1728 01:29:14,200 --> 01:29:17,920 Speaker 1: What about it? I went to training camp. That was 1729 01:29:18,000 --> 01:29:19,880 Speaker 1: me and Andy Reid. We had it. We butted head. 1730 01:29:20,200 --> 01:29:23,720 Speaker 1: I had you know, they have like positions. Uh, after 1731 01:29:23,960 --> 01:29:27,080 Speaker 1: certain practice they go signed autographs. But I was injured. 1732 01:29:27,080 --> 01:29:29,880 Speaker 1: I had was nursing the growing injury, So that was 1733 01:29:30,000 --> 01:29:35,680 Speaker 1: my priority. I wanted to prioritize, right, So I when 1734 01:29:35,720 --> 01:29:37,559 Speaker 1: I came there to do your research. When I got 1735 01:29:37,640 --> 01:29:40,519 Speaker 1: to the Philadelphia Eagles and we went to Lei Stadium, 1736 01:29:41,320 --> 01:29:45,720 Speaker 1: it was tens of thousands there every day, Shannon, I 1737 01:29:45,880 --> 01:29:51,840 Speaker 1: signed autographs. I lad, I took pictures everything. So I 1738 01:29:51,920 --> 01:29:54,080 Speaker 1: didn't feel like I needed to take away from my 1739 01:29:54,240 --> 01:29:56,439 Speaker 1: treatment of me getting better and being on the football 1740 01:29:57,960 --> 01:30:00,680 Speaker 1: and the West Coast thing. What we do when they 1741 01:30:00,720 --> 01:30:03,639 Speaker 1: have to have certain groups, like one days the DBS, 1742 01:30:04,000 --> 01:30:06,679 Speaker 1: you go and you sign autograph for ten fifteen minutes. 1743 01:30:07,000 --> 01:30:08,600 Speaker 1: The next day it might be somewhere else and you 1744 01:30:08,720 --> 01:30:12,320 Speaker 1: might do that twice while you're in training camp. I 1745 01:30:12,520 --> 01:30:16,040 Speaker 1: was doing it daily, right because of just I knew 1746 01:30:16,080 --> 01:30:19,320 Speaker 1: that was part of it. If you're injured, your exempt 1747 01:30:19,400 --> 01:30:21,360 Speaker 1: from that, you go get treatment. That's how it was 1748 01:30:21,439 --> 01:30:24,080 Speaker 1: in Denver, thank you. So that's how I saw it. 1749 01:30:24,160 --> 01:30:27,439 Speaker 1: So I wanted to prioritize my help. Dude, he was 1750 01:30:27,560 --> 01:30:30,200 Speaker 1: running me in the ground, dude, like I ran every 1751 01:30:30,439 --> 01:30:32,640 Speaker 1: route every time. Done it with that quarterback. I had 1752 01:30:32,680 --> 01:30:35,080 Speaker 1: to run a round, right, Yeah. Yeah, that's that's how 1753 01:30:35,160 --> 01:30:36,840 Speaker 1: normally is as the start of then you go No. 1754 01:30:37,080 --> 01:30:40,080 Speaker 1: Even even the head trainer had to tell him, like, look, 1755 01:30:40,760 --> 01:30:44,400 Speaker 1: he's nursing a growing injury. You can't just run it wrong. 1756 01:30:44,520 --> 01:30:47,320 Speaker 1: I play. I practice hard, right, I know, I know. 1757 01:30:47,920 --> 01:30:49,880 Speaker 1: And so it was getting to me. So I got 1758 01:30:49,960 --> 01:30:51,479 Speaker 1: to the point like, yeah, I needed to get back 1759 01:30:51,520 --> 01:30:53,320 Speaker 1: on the field. That's how it was going to be productive. Right, 1760 01:30:53,640 --> 01:30:55,960 Speaker 1: That's what people pay their money. This kid you come 1761 01:30:56,000 --> 01:30:58,000 Speaker 1: to see. They come to see a show. Right, So 1762 01:30:58,200 --> 01:31:01,759 Speaker 1: I wanted to prioritize, prioritize that, and we butted heads, 1763 01:31:01,880 --> 01:31:03,479 Speaker 1: and he didn't like what I had to say, and 1764 01:31:03,520 --> 01:31:05,559 Speaker 1: I said, look, my health is more important than going 1765 01:31:05,600 --> 01:31:09,479 Speaker 1: to sign some autographs, like I signed just one day, right. 1766 01:31:10,520 --> 01:31:12,280 Speaker 1: So he he didn't like what I had to say. 1767 01:31:12,320 --> 01:31:14,720 Speaker 1: He told me to go home. He's like, how did 1768 01:31:14,760 --> 01:31:17,759 Speaker 1: you say it? Did you say, Andy, Look, I'm nursing 1769 01:31:17,800 --> 01:31:20,519 Speaker 1: a growing injury. Now I've signed. I trust me, I've 1770 01:31:20,560 --> 01:31:23,360 Speaker 1: signed my fears show up autographs. But you should understand 1771 01:31:23,479 --> 01:31:25,560 Speaker 1: that it wasn't we were in it. We were in 1772 01:31:25,640 --> 01:31:27,719 Speaker 1: a setting. We were like in the hallway or whatever, 1773 01:31:27,960 --> 01:31:30,400 Speaker 1: and so we were just kind of just going back 1774 01:31:30,439 --> 01:31:33,000 Speaker 1: and forth. The banter, you know, obviously started calm and 1775 01:31:33,040 --> 01:31:34,560 Speaker 1: then I didn't like what he had to say. He 1776 01:31:34,600 --> 01:31:36,360 Speaker 1: didn't like what I had to say. And then he 1777 01:31:36,520 --> 01:31:39,519 Speaker 1: was like, so again, I'm not gonna be disrespectful, right, 1778 01:31:39,720 --> 01:31:41,720 Speaker 1: But I was like saying our voices. Man raised a bit, 1779 01:31:41,840 --> 01:31:44,840 Speaker 1: but he was like, you know what, I'm not gonna 1780 01:31:44,840 --> 01:31:46,800 Speaker 1: be disrespectful, but I'm not gonna let you be disrespectful 1781 01:31:46,800 --> 01:31:48,439 Speaker 1: to me. I just got you the coach. Now, you 1782 01:31:48,520 --> 01:31:50,320 Speaker 1: don't think at this point I'm growing. At this point, 1783 01:31:50,320 --> 01:31:53,320 Speaker 1: I'm absolutely so. He bas just told me, like, you 1784 01:31:53,360 --> 01:31:58,000 Speaker 1: know what, go go home, he said, will we'll We'll 1785 01:31:58,080 --> 01:32:00,240 Speaker 1: get back to you. So I went back to the 1786 01:32:00,320 --> 01:32:04,280 Speaker 1: DORME got my stuff, drove back to UH to Morristown, 1787 01:32:04,920 --> 01:32:07,880 Speaker 1: and UH, little did I know, I get I get, 1788 01:32:08,000 --> 01:32:10,479 Speaker 1: I get home. At this point, I don't know what 1789 01:32:10,520 --> 01:32:12,000 Speaker 1: I don't know what I'm doing. I'm talking to you. 1790 01:32:12,120 --> 01:32:15,240 Speaker 1: I talked to UH my publicist at the time. I'm 1791 01:32:15,240 --> 01:32:17,040 Speaker 1: trying to change. You're trying to figure I'm like, what 1792 01:32:17,200 --> 01:32:20,800 Speaker 1: what what I do in the interiom? And so I 1793 01:32:20,920 --> 01:32:24,200 Speaker 1: had no idea that the time that I'm in there 1794 01:32:24,280 --> 01:32:26,240 Speaker 1: and I got into place in my in my house, 1795 01:32:26,280 --> 01:32:29,720 Speaker 1: I'm just walking around and then I heard some helicopters 1796 01:32:30,280 --> 01:32:32,200 Speaker 1: but I didn't. I didn't really think too much other 1797 01:32:32,800 --> 01:32:36,000 Speaker 1: So then I hear knock at the door and I 1798 01:32:36,080 --> 01:32:38,559 Speaker 1: got the blind had the little shutter blinds. I looked 1799 01:32:38,600 --> 01:32:43,120 Speaker 1: through that, Shannon. They were kemped. They had been set 1800 01:32:43,200 --> 01:32:48,439 Speaker 1: up shop. Who told him though? But I mean it 1801 01:32:48,520 --> 01:32:50,639 Speaker 1: was an hour and a half to get from Lehigh 1802 01:32:50,720 --> 01:32:53,640 Speaker 1: back to Morristown, so you can only imagine you know, 1803 01:32:54,479 --> 01:32:58,360 Speaker 1: who had contacted by that time. And then, like I said, 1804 01:32:58,439 --> 01:33:01,080 Speaker 1: you know, the local media or whatever. So they had 1805 01:33:01,120 --> 01:33:05,439 Speaker 1: the news truck everybody. I looked outside the tripod, I 1806 01:33:05,560 --> 01:33:08,439 Speaker 1: was like, Yo, this is crazy, Shandon. That was honestly, 1807 01:33:08,479 --> 01:33:12,080 Speaker 1: I knew I was gonna start in Shannon. I ain't 1808 01:33:12,080 --> 01:33:14,840 Speaker 1: going to him a lot. I was like, I'm a star, 1809 01:33:16,479 --> 01:33:19,160 Speaker 1: and so I just tried to make light of a situation, 1810 01:33:19,280 --> 01:33:22,320 Speaker 1: bring some levity to it. Okay, So before I left, Shandon, 1811 01:33:22,400 --> 01:33:27,479 Speaker 1: I mean before I left Lehigh, Coach Reid basically said, either, look, 1812 01:33:27,680 --> 01:33:30,519 Speaker 1: go home, we'll get you know, we'll get back. Don't 1813 01:33:30,560 --> 01:33:32,680 Speaker 1: follow us. We'll call you. Yeah, he said, just keep 1814 01:33:32,720 --> 01:33:36,880 Speaker 1: yourself in shape, okay, because they ain't really a good 1815 01:33:36,960 --> 01:33:39,320 Speaker 1: dude to you. No, no, no, yeah, no, no, Red 1816 01:33:39,640 --> 01:33:41,880 Speaker 1: is good dude. Everybody. We called him, call her red man. 1817 01:33:42,240 --> 01:33:45,280 Speaker 1: We talked. I talked to him now man and uh 1818 01:33:45,520 --> 01:33:46,840 Speaker 1: so I get to the house and like I said, 1819 01:33:46,880 --> 01:33:49,720 Speaker 1: things happened and I just remember, you know, he was like, 1820 01:33:50,000 --> 01:33:52,280 Speaker 1: just make sure you're in shape. Right. So you know, 1821 01:33:52,320 --> 01:33:54,000 Speaker 1: in my house, I had an ab bench, you know, 1822 01:33:54,120 --> 01:33:56,360 Speaker 1: laying around the house. It's not the other So they 1823 01:33:56,479 --> 01:33:58,360 Speaker 1: kept knocking at my door. So I'm like, man, so 1824 01:33:58,400 --> 01:34:00,280 Speaker 1: I call him a publicity and she goes, you know, 1825 01:34:01,200 --> 01:34:02,800 Speaker 1: I said, what should I do? But la lad? So 1826 01:34:03,280 --> 01:34:05,439 Speaker 1: I said, I went out. I went outside. At one 1827 01:34:05,439 --> 01:34:07,280 Speaker 1: point in time, I had a basketball goal when out 1828 01:34:07,280 --> 01:34:09,240 Speaker 1: some flip flops. I'm just shooting basketball, you know what 1829 01:34:09,240 --> 01:34:11,559 Speaker 1: I mean. I remember that the area of size they 1830 01:34:11,600 --> 01:34:13,559 Speaker 1: showed me basket side. I went back in the house. 1831 01:34:14,000 --> 01:34:16,559 Speaker 1: And then so when I went back out, you should 1832 01:34:16,560 --> 01:34:18,840 Speaker 1: have been like Charlie Field. Once you go back in 1833 01:34:18,880 --> 01:34:21,160 Speaker 1: the house, stay in the house like round home. Then 1834 01:34:21,200 --> 01:34:23,840 Speaker 1: you stay in your house. But they were gonna get 1835 01:34:23,840 --> 01:34:25,599 Speaker 1: They was gonna camp out there all day. I had 1836 01:34:25,600 --> 01:34:29,880 Speaker 1: to go eat. So this is what I said, Let 1837 01:34:29,960 --> 01:34:31,479 Speaker 1: me just make let me just have fun with it. 1838 01:34:31,760 --> 01:34:32,880 Speaker 1: And I just like I said, in the back of 1839 01:34:32,920 --> 01:34:34,960 Speaker 1: my mind, I'm just hearing and the reads keep yourself 1840 01:34:35,000 --> 01:34:37,479 Speaker 1: in shape, right. So I'm looking around, so I see 1841 01:34:37,479 --> 01:34:39,680 Speaker 1: my ab bench, and so I had to I was 1842 01:34:39,720 --> 01:34:42,000 Speaker 1: talking to my publicism shoot. And so that was the 1843 01:34:42,000 --> 01:34:45,000 Speaker 1: time when you had to little earpick until this day 1844 01:34:45,040 --> 01:34:47,639 Speaker 1: and took Nobody knew that she was on my earpiece. 1845 01:34:47,680 --> 01:34:49,720 Speaker 1: She was on live when I went out there, right, 1846 01:34:50,000 --> 01:34:51,560 Speaker 1: So when I took my ab bench out there, I 1847 01:34:51,680 --> 01:34:54,360 Speaker 1: was answering the questions. She heard what they were saying, 1848 01:34:54,360 --> 01:34:55,880 Speaker 1: and so she was just telling me what to say 1849 01:34:55,960 --> 01:34:57,559 Speaker 1: or whatever. Then that feel was something I didn't want 1850 01:34:57,560 --> 01:34:59,599 Speaker 1: to want to answer. I just said no comment, right. 1851 01:35:00,000 --> 01:35:02,960 Speaker 1: So that was the reason behind me bring number one 1852 01:35:03,040 --> 01:35:04,519 Speaker 1: the app bench out there, because I'm like, hey, he 1853 01:35:04,600 --> 01:35:06,120 Speaker 1: told me to come home, you know, come in here 1854 01:35:06,160 --> 01:35:08,200 Speaker 1: and stay and shape. So that's what I was doing. Okay, 1855 01:35:08,880 --> 01:35:10,920 Speaker 1: So you leave feeling it didn't work. I mean, you 1856 01:35:11,040 --> 01:35:12,880 Speaker 1: had a great like you said, in twenty one games, 1857 01:35:12,920 --> 01:35:15,040 Speaker 1: you had twenty touchdowns. You did go to the Super Bowl. 1858 01:35:15,200 --> 01:35:19,160 Speaker 1: Let's talk about that Super Bowl. Normally, if somebody plays 1859 01:35:19,479 --> 01:35:23,680 Speaker 1: injured or plays hurt, it's like, you know what, man, 1860 01:35:23,760 --> 01:35:26,880 Speaker 1: he did a good thing. Now he should be commended. Yeah, 1861 01:35:27,120 --> 01:35:29,080 Speaker 1: why did you get so much criticism. You're the only 1862 01:35:29,160 --> 01:35:32,439 Speaker 1: guy that's ever played in a game when you're you're 1863 01:35:32,439 --> 01:35:35,040 Speaker 1: not hurt, you're injured because you're seven weeks removed from 1864 01:35:35,040 --> 01:35:37,040 Speaker 1: a broken ankle and a torn ligament in your ankle. 1865 01:35:38,360 --> 01:35:40,960 Speaker 1: Why did you get so much criticism for trying to 1866 01:35:41,040 --> 01:35:43,760 Speaker 1: help your team win? Had that been anybody else, They're 1867 01:35:43,800 --> 01:35:45,759 Speaker 1: a build a statue of him. Like I said, I'm black, 1868 01:35:46,040 --> 01:35:49,799 Speaker 1: you know, I'm outspoken. That looked at as me a brass, selfish, 1869 01:35:49,920 --> 01:35:53,360 Speaker 1: arrogant type of players. So anything negative I felt like 1870 01:35:53,439 --> 01:35:55,479 Speaker 1: that they could throw towards me. That's what they did. 1871 01:35:56,200 --> 01:35:57,800 Speaker 1: And so again at the end of the day, I 1872 01:35:58,040 --> 01:35:59,880 Speaker 1: said it at the end of press conference to I'm like, yo, 1873 01:36:00,040 --> 01:36:01,519 Speaker 1: this would have been bred far if you guys would 1874 01:36:01,520 --> 01:36:03,960 Speaker 1: be praising him, you know what I mean. I looked 1875 01:36:03,960 --> 01:36:05,479 Speaker 1: at some of the games that he's played where he 1876 01:36:05,640 --> 01:36:08,280 Speaker 1: was sick or dealing with you know, family issues, and 1877 01:36:08,400 --> 01:36:11,240 Speaker 1: the way he played. I mean, he was lauded for that, right, 1878 01:36:11,400 --> 01:36:13,920 Speaker 1: you know what I mean? Just reasently Tom Brady played 1879 01:36:13,920 --> 01:36:15,840 Speaker 1: with thirteen stitches in the hand. They was like, that's 1880 01:36:15,920 --> 01:36:19,120 Speaker 1: like like he did something miraculous. But I played with 1881 01:36:19,520 --> 01:36:21,840 Speaker 1: the stint of the injury that I played with should 1882 01:36:21,880 --> 01:36:25,840 Speaker 1: have been out even the I even had to sign 1883 01:36:25,880 --> 01:36:27,240 Speaker 1: a way with the play in the Super Bowl. The 1884 01:36:27,360 --> 01:36:31,640 Speaker 1: doctor didn't even men to clear me, didn't even clear me. 1885 01:36:32,800 --> 01:36:35,600 Speaker 1: But I had a broken fiddler, had two screws and 1886 01:36:35,640 --> 01:36:37,800 Speaker 1: a play in my ankle and knew it at the 1887 01:36:37,880 --> 01:36:39,960 Speaker 1: end of the day. Man, Like my grandmother's always just 1888 01:36:40,000 --> 01:36:41,960 Speaker 1: told me, just be true to who you are. Always 1889 01:36:42,000 --> 01:36:44,800 Speaker 1: have faith. And that's how I played the game. That's 1890 01:36:44,800 --> 01:36:47,160 Speaker 1: how I lived my life. Man, just on faith everything. 1891 01:36:47,560 --> 01:36:50,599 Speaker 1: You know, Faith is belief in something that seems doesn't 1892 01:36:50,640 --> 01:36:52,680 Speaker 1: that that doesn't seem possible, right, you know what I mean. 1893 01:36:53,160 --> 01:36:55,439 Speaker 1: That's what That was the caption on my post the 1894 01:36:55,520 --> 01:36:58,680 Speaker 1: other day. And that's that's how I've always operated, man. 1895 01:36:58,760 --> 01:37:01,240 Speaker 1: And for whatever reason, you know, the you know things 1896 01:37:01,280 --> 01:37:07,519 Speaker 1: were I was targeted, believe the unseen. Yeah, people said 1897 01:37:07,600 --> 01:37:11,120 Speaker 1: this and that about me because of hearsay, without even 1898 01:37:11,160 --> 01:37:14,320 Speaker 1: getting to know me. They perceived me the perceptions like 1899 01:37:14,400 --> 01:37:16,680 Speaker 1: it's I get it, it's out there, but I know me, 1900 01:37:16,840 --> 01:37:19,519 Speaker 1: I know my heart, my teammates know me. And just 1901 01:37:19,640 --> 01:37:21,519 Speaker 1: because like I said, a few people that may him 1902 01:37:21,560 --> 01:37:24,400 Speaker 1: not have liked me. People that are in the media. 1903 01:37:24,520 --> 01:37:28,320 Speaker 1: They created narratives, people jumped on those narratives, networks did 1904 01:37:28,800 --> 01:37:31,599 Speaker 1: and it just kind of just compounded. So I still 1905 01:37:31,640 --> 01:37:33,760 Speaker 1: get it today. People they don't approach me because of 1906 01:37:33,840 --> 01:37:36,280 Speaker 1: what they've heard and read throughout the course of course 1907 01:37:36,320 --> 01:37:40,040 Speaker 1: of my career. You go to Dallas, Jerry Jones is 1908 01:37:40,080 --> 01:37:43,160 Speaker 1: all in. Jerry Jones is giddy like he just opened 1909 01:37:43,160 --> 01:37:47,160 Speaker 1: the package opened the President on Christmas. But the head coach. 1910 01:37:47,400 --> 01:37:51,320 Speaker 1: You and the head coach kind of butted heads right away. Oh, Sales, 1911 01:37:51,720 --> 01:37:54,880 Speaker 1: we didn't bet. I had nothing against him. I know 1912 01:37:55,000 --> 01:37:58,760 Speaker 1: you didn't, So we didn't butt heads. Maybe he had 1913 01:37:58,800 --> 01:38:03,120 Speaker 1: a disagreement and the decision that, but I had nothing 1914 01:38:03,160 --> 01:38:07,080 Speaker 1: against part Sales, none whatsoever. So I don't really think 1915 01:38:07,120 --> 01:38:11,000 Speaker 1: we butted his right because of I guess maybe he 1916 01:38:11,120 --> 01:38:12,960 Speaker 1: just didn't agree with the decision to bring me in 1917 01:38:13,040 --> 01:38:15,920 Speaker 1: because Keyshan with his guy Keishaan, had played with him 1918 01:38:15,960 --> 01:38:18,960 Speaker 1: in and in New York with the Jets. He was 1919 01:38:19,080 --> 01:38:21,799 Speaker 1: there and he didn't feel like I was the caliber 1920 01:38:22,120 --> 01:38:25,679 Speaker 1: of a receiver that he needed. Possibly, but obviously Jerry 1921 01:38:25,760 --> 01:38:28,400 Speaker 1: Jones saw different, right, I mean, even to the pointer, 1922 01:38:28,520 --> 01:38:30,400 Speaker 1: Like I said when I left there, Keishaan went in 1923 01:38:30,479 --> 01:38:32,600 Speaker 1: the booth. He started taking shots to me when I 1924 01:38:32,720 --> 01:38:36,920 Speaker 1: was in when I was in Dallas. So to my 1925 01:38:36,960 --> 01:38:38,559 Speaker 1: whole much is given, much of the required a man, 1926 01:38:38,640 --> 01:38:40,720 Speaker 1: and I'm you dealt with a lot. You had a 1927 01:38:40,760 --> 01:38:43,160 Speaker 1: great relationship with Tony Romo, and Tony Rome will give 1928 01:38:43,160 --> 01:38:46,240 Speaker 1: you the ball. You go to Pro Bowls, You'll all pro. 1929 01:38:47,360 --> 01:38:51,439 Speaker 1: And then something happened. What happened? Bro? I have no idea. 1930 01:38:51,520 --> 01:38:54,439 Speaker 1: I signed a four year extension right going into the 1931 01:38:54,520 --> 01:38:58,240 Speaker 1: off season of after my third year I played six 1932 01:38:58,360 --> 01:39:03,400 Speaker 1: to oh nine. Right, Jerry Jones calls me and he's 1933 01:39:03,880 --> 01:39:06,400 Speaker 1: and I knew. I felt honored at the call because 1934 01:39:06,800 --> 01:39:09,639 Speaker 1: I've been on teams where I've heard how coaches, general 1935 01:39:09,720 --> 01:39:12,240 Speaker 1: managers and owners talk to the vets of teams and 1936 01:39:12,800 --> 01:39:20,040 Speaker 1: kind of asking their input. Same thing Aaron Rodgers is 1937 01:39:20,120 --> 01:39:23,160 Speaker 1: going through the last few years not feeling included. Dude, 1938 01:39:23,160 --> 01:39:24,960 Speaker 1: I felt honored. He called me and he was like, Yo, 1939 01:39:25,040 --> 01:39:28,280 Speaker 1: what do we need to get over the hump? I 1940 01:39:28,439 --> 01:39:30,200 Speaker 1: gave him my assessment of what we need to do 1941 01:39:30,600 --> 01:39:32,479 Speaker 1: based on the three years that I had been there. 1942 01:39:33,000 --> 01:39:37,479 Speaker 1: I got an extension. I go into the off season. 1943 01:39:37,800 --> 01:39:40,639 Speaker 1: I think it's like maybe two months I'm living in Florida. 1944 01:39:41,439 --> 01:39:44,599 Speaker 1: My agent is uh is living in Florida at the time, 1945 01:39:44,640 --> 01:39:47,840 Speaker 1: a financial guy. And so the owners mean as a 1946 01:39:47,880 --> 01:39:52,320 Speaker 1: big owners meeting or something in Florida. So Jerry's coming 1947 01:39:52,360 --> 01:39:54,680 Speaker 1: to town. My agent called me because, Yo, Jerry's coming 1948 01:39:54,680 --> 01:39:56,800 Speaker 1: in town. He wants to talk to you. This is 1949 01:39:56,920 --> 01:40:00,200 Speaker 1: right before I think the new stadium is we go 1950 01:40:00,240 --> 01:40:02,800 Speaker 1: into the new stadium in the following year. He was all, Jerry, 1951 01:40:02,800 --> 01:40:04,599 Speaker 1: didn't they want to talk to you, but bab about 1952 01:40:04,760 --> 01:40:07,120 Speaker 1: the upcoming season? Might I remind you? Now? I just 1953 01:40:07,320 --> 01:40:11,720 Speaker 1: I've already signed an extension, right. So we meet them 1954 01:40:11,760 --> 01:40:17,360 Speaker 1: at this hotel on the water, him and Stephen agent 1955 01:40:17,479 --> 01:40:21,320 Speaker 1: was there, Drew was there, and uh we go to 1956 01:40:21,400 --> 01:40:24,040 Speaker 1: this go inside the hotel and they take us back 1957 01:40:24,080 --> 01:40:26,439 Speaker 1: to the back of this restaurant and then they put us, 1958 01:40:26,479 --> 01:40:28,479 Speaker 1: you know, put us, put us at a table, and 1959 01:40:28,600 --> 01:40:30,840 Speaker 1: so they put a cloth over the table, this and 1960 01:40:30,960 --> 01:40:33,479 Speaker 1: and the other, and uh. So we just started talking 1961 01:40:34,000 --> 01:40:35,880 Speaker 1: and I could tell, like, you know, Jerry had been 1962 01:40:35,960 --> 01:40:38,280 Speaker 1: you know, had had a few, he had a couple 1963 01:40:38,320 --> 01:40:39,679 Speaker 1: of them, you know what I mean. I could just tell. 1964 01:40:40,240 --> 01:40:44,080 Speaker 1: And so I didn't really think much of it. Stephen 1965 01:40:44,200 --> 01:40:47,320 Speaker 1: was there. So we're at the table. Jerry's here. I 1966 01:40:47,400 --> 01:40:50,120 Speaker 1: think Drew was over here, and I think Stephen may 1967 01:40:50,200 --> 01:40:52,000 Speaker 1: have been over there. I can't remember if the other 1968 01:40:52,040 --> 01:40:54,600 Speaker 1: agent was there or not. And so, uh, he just 1969 01:40:54,680 --> 01:40:59,519 Speaker 1: started talking about the organization and just making comparisons here 1970 01:40:59,560 --> 01:41:02,360 Speaker 1: and there, talking about Romo and the Cowboys and bringing 1971 01:41:02,439 --> 01:41:06,360 Speaker 1: up me, and then he get he gets a pen 1972 01:41:07,240 --> 01:41:10,519 Speaker 1: and draws a line down the middle of the table. 1973 01:41:11,520 --> 01:41:16,280 Speaker 1: So now he starts kind of differentiating, kind of just separating, 1974 01:41:16,800 --> 01:41:18,680 Speaker 1: kind of like everything that's like, okay, you know, the 1975 01:41:18,760 --> 01:41:21,800 Speaker 1: cowboys over here, and then he put t over here. 1976 01:41:22,240 --> 01:41:25,720 Speaker 1: Then he would start, you know, he put one line 1977 01:41:25,720 --> 01:41:27,120 Speaker 1: over there, and then he started putting like, you know, 1978 01:41:27,200 --> 01:41:30,240 Speaker 1: I said Romo this, that, and the other Teo over here, 1979 01:41:30,680 --> 01:41:35,840 Speaker 1: organization here, t o here, anything positive or you know, 1980 01:41:35,920 --> 01:41:38,720 Speaker 1: related to the cowboys. He put on one side and 1981 01:41:38,800 --> 01:41:41,599 Speaker 1: then he basically like I'm on on this on this side, 1982 01:41:42,040 --> 01:41:44,920 Speaker 1: you by yourself. So then he drew a line down 1983 01:41:45,040 --> 01:41:47,600 Speaker 1: the middle of this and he said, we got a 1984 01:41:47,640 --> 01:41:53,600 Speaker 1: part ways. That's how I got cut. What but you 1985 01:41:53,680 --> 01:41:56,200 Speaker 1: at your side about for your extension the year before, right, 1986 01:41:56,840 --> 01:42:02,240 Speaker 1: That's how I got cuts and no line. That's how 1987 01:42:02,400 --> 01:42:06,000 Speaker 1: That's that's how it ended. When I looked, I looked 1988 01:42:06,040 --> 01:42:09,559 Speaker 1: at I remember Drew looked at me, and I looked 1989 01:42:09,560 --> 01:42:12,040 Speaker 1: at him, and I'm thinking, this is a joke. You're like, 1990 01:42:12,080 --> 01:42:15,040 Speaker 1: where the camera is, right, I'm looking for Asian culture. Yeah, 1991 01:42:15,600 --> 01:42:17,479 Speaker 1: y'all punking me this candy camera. I don't know if 1992 01:42:17,479 --> 01:42:22,040 Speaker 1: you want to remember candy camera. Yeah, but punk is so. 1993 01:42:23,000 --> 01:42:26,240 Speaker 1: And then when we saw that it was real, I 1994 01:42:26,320 --> 01:42:28,720 Speaker 1: think Drew asked you, like, are you serious? There is 1995 01:42:28,760 --> 01:42:31,479 Speaker 1: there any way we can you know, resolve this or 1996 01:42:31,479 --> 01:42:37,599 Speaker 1: whatever I did, I was kind of like in shock. 1997 01:42:37,640 --> 01:42:39,360 Speaker 1: I was kind of a lost words. I didn't I 1998 01:42:39,400 --> 01:42:44,559 Speaker 1: didn't really know what to say, what to do because 1999 01:42:44,560 --> 01:42:48,080 Speaker 1: Asians like, where do we go from here? I don't 2000 01:42:48,120 --> 01:42:52,880 Speaker 1: know what transpired from really that phone call that we had, 2001 01:42:53,040 --> 01:42:58,560 Speaker 1: you know, months prior to to to that day. The 2002 01:42:58,680 --> 01:43:04,160 Speaker 1: reports are you can confirm or deny that there was 2003 01:43:04,240 --> 01:43:07,120 Speaker 1: some started to be some tension between you and Jason Witt. 2004 01:43:07,600 --> 01:43:10,479 Speaker 1: Never I don't even know where that comes from. I've 2005 01:43:10,520 --> 01:43:13,960 Speaker 1: even had and seen shows with you and Skip and 2006 01:43:14,000 --> 01:43:18,080 Speaker 1: they said that he bucked up at me and he 2007 01:43:18,200 --> 01:43:24,200 Speaker 1: didn't bro Jason Winn has never confronted me We've never 2008 01:43:24,360 --> 01:43:27,439 Speaker 1: had any tension. And trust me, this ain't what he 2009 01:43:27,520 --> 01:43:32,280 Speaker 1: want anyway. I promise you, I knew, I promise Shannon, 2010 01:43:32,400 --> 01:43:35,560 Speaker 1: I promise you that. I promise you that I'm not 2011 01:43:35,720 --> 01:43:38,800 Speaker 1: no bad tough guys. But we never had any tension. 2012 01:43:38,880 --> 01:43:41,760 Speaker 1: So I don't even know where Skip got that from, right, 2013 01:43:42,080 --> 01:43:44,280 Speaker 1: And he said that he confronted me. I remember he 2014 01:43:44,400 --> 01:43:47,439 Speaker 1: was like, oh wit and confronted t O at practice 2015 01:43:47,479 --> 01:43:51,240 Speaker 1: and I backed down. I'm like what but stuff like that, 2016 01:43:51,320 --> 01:43:53,000 Speaker 1: I just I just let it. I just let it go. 2017 01:43:53,880 --> 01:43:55,439 Speaker 1: And that's how a lot of stuff in the media 2018 01:43:55,520 --> 01:43:58,280 Speaker 1: gets blown out of proportion. Believe X y Z. But 2019 01:43:58,560 --> 01:44:03,599 Speaker 1: till your numbers didn't want to release due did Gerry. 2020 01:44:03,840 --> 01:44:05,560 Speaker 1: I came on the show and I showed you. I 2021 01:44:05,680 --> 01:44:09,040 Speaker 1: told you everything. I even brought the the what is 2022 01:44:09,040 --> 01:44:12,640 Speaker 1: it the release papers or whatever? It said conduct detrimental 2023 01:44:12,720 --> 01:44:15,960 Speaker 1: to the team is why I was being released it 2024 01:44:16,200 --> 01:44:18,760 Speaker 1: it no, was it performance based? It was one of 2025 01:44:18,760 --> 01:44:22,880 Speaker 1: the other yeah, because that's only that that's true closet right, right, 2026 01:44:23,280 --> 01:44:26,560 Speaker 1: So I think it, Uh, yeah, it was mark performance 2027 01:44:26,600 --> 01:44:30,640 Speaker 1: bas it had exactly. I brought the I brought the 2028 01:44:30,680 --> 01:44:33,599 Speaker 1: paper on the show because I got somebody to send 2029 01:44:33,640 --> 01:44:35,479 Speaker 1: it to me because it has to be filed with 2030 01:44:35,520 --> 01:44:38,880 Speaker 1: the NFL absolute and I and I when I read that, 2031 01:44:39,280 --> 01:44:42,560 Speaker 1: it said the reason that I was being cut was 2032 01:44:42,680 --> 01:44:46,080 Speaker 1: performance based. It had nothing to do with conduct detrimental 2033 01:44:46,120 --> 01:44:48,040 Speaker 1: to the team. But if you let Skip Bayless tell it, 2034 01:44:53,040 --> 01:44:55,680 Speaker 1: he'll piss in your face and tell you of all 2035 01:44:55,760 --> 01:44:59,840 Speaker 1: the of all the releases, the parting of the way 2036 01:45:00,000 --> 01:45:01,960 Speaker 1: at the forty nine is the parting of the Eagles 2037 01:45:02,560 --> 01:45:05,519 Speaker 1: the Cowboys. It seems to me the Cowboys hurt the 2038 01:45:05,600 --> 01:45:11,080 Speaker 1: most because I Bro it's and I don't like when 2039 01:45:11,200 --> 01:45:13,960 Speaker 1: you know, obviously quarterbacks, you know, they're they're like the 2040 01:45:14,040 --> 01:45:19,040 Speaker 1: head coach there. They start getting control. Romo started to play, 2041 01:45:19,600 --> 01:45:23,360 Speaker 1: you know, lights out again. I was a part of 2042 01:45:23,479 --> 01:45:26,920 Speaker 1: his success. And then he was dating Jessica Simpson. He 2043 01:45:27,040 --> 01:45:30,240 Speaker 1: was a star you went to back for because remember 2044 01:45:30,280 --> 01:45:32,679 Speaker 1: they lost to the Giants. He was the Mexico Party 2045 01:45:32,720 --> 01:45:35,680 Speaker 1: with Jessica. You was only saying that's my quarterback. You 2046 01:45:35,840 --> 01:45:38,920 Speaker 1: you went to back for. Bro. Trust me, not only 2047 01:45:39,000 --> 01:45:41,719 Speaker 1: did I see things that were going on during practice 2048 01:45:41,760 --> 01:45:43,840 Speaker 1: games or whatever. He was forcing the ball in double 2049 01:45:44,000 --> 01:45:47,240 Speaker 1: double coverage to witness and Bro, I wasn't the only 2050 01:45:47,320 --> 01:45:49,800 Speaker 1: one that mentioned some of those things. Maybe those guys 2051 01:45:49,880 --> 01:45:53,720 Speaker 1: weren't vocal enough or had the balls enough to say it, 2052 01:45:54,000 --> 01:45:56,519 Speaker 1: and I did. I addressed it. And maybe he didn't 2053 01:45:56,520 --> 01:45:58,240 Speaker 1: like the truth, but I saw it. And it wasn't 2054 01:45:58,320 --> 01:46:00,960 Speaker 1: like I addressed things behind closed doors. Like I said 2055 01:46:01,000 --> 01:46:03,320 Speaker 1: when I went to Philly, I wasn't trying to have 2056 01:46:03,479 --> 01:46:06,720 Speaker 1: that stigma that I was a bad teammate. All these 2057 01:46:06,760 --> 01:46:08,519 Speaker 1: things that I've heard, Okay, we're going to keep things 2058 01:46:08,560 --> 01:46:11,720 Speaker 1: in the house. Let's talk. That's what I was doing, right. 2059 01:46:12,240 --> 01:46:14,720 Speaker 1: My coaches, they'll tell you the things that we addressed. 2060 01:46:14,920 --> 01:46:19,000 Speaker 1: As an offense or individual. It got outside of the 2061 01:46:19,120 --> 01:46:23,840 Speaker 1: room and wasn't but there were specific people in that room, 2062 01:46:24,200 --> 01:46:27,120 Speaker 1: so you know it came from one of them. My 2063 01:46:27,320 --> 01:46:30,320 Speaker 1: coach even knew who that came from. I knew when 2064 01:46:30,360 --> 01:46:33,000 Speaker 1: no players weren't gonna say nothing, and it got to 2065 01:46:33,120 --> 01:46:38,000 Speaker 1: the media about very I'm talking about what was being 2066 01:46:40,520 --> 01:46:42,240 Speaker 1: you know where it came from. You know who said it? 2067 01:46:42,360 --> 01:46:46,160 Speaker 1: Trust me. So all of that stuff, man, and the 2068 01:46:46,240 --> 01:46:50,360 Speaker 1: Todd Hayley's, the wittings and all the stuff that transpired. Man, 2069 01:46:50,479 --> 01:46:54,920 Speaker 1: like I said, it is what it is. I know, 2070 01:46:55,120 --> 01:46:57,800 Speaker 1: Like I said, they had a hand and and me 2071 01:46:58,000 --> 01:47:02,479 Speaker 1: not returning. There was something that happened, and when dads 2072 01:47:02,520 --> 01:47:05,840 Speaker 1: went through that little situation, guess who was still there. 2073 01:47:07,120 --> 01:47:10,920 Speaker 1: It was a similar situation with Romo, Garrett and Whitton. 2074 01:47:11,920 --> 01:47:15,400 Speaker 1: Why he started, you know, trust me, whether smoked this sprit, 2075 01:47:15,400 --> 01:47:16,840 Speaker 1: Like I said, I don't just say stuff just to 2076 01:47:16,880 --> 01:47:21,080 Speaker 1: be saying. And then years later people now seeing they think, 2077 01:47:21,200 --> 01:47:25,160 Speaker 1: like man TiO was on or something, maybe there's something 2078 01:47:25,200 --> 01:47:27,160 Speaker 1: to it. I'm just not gonna make something up, bro, 2079 01:47:27,280 --> 01:47:30,080 Speaker 1: Like I was a team player. Man, if I'm running 2080 01:47:30,120 --> 01:47:32,840 Speaker 1: route Shannon, I know what I know. I know my 2081 01:47:32,960 --> 01:47:34,560 Speaker 1: job as a number one receiver. I can be a 2082 01:47:34,640 --> 01:47:37,640 Speaker 1: decod I can be number one. I know how valuable 2083 01:47:37,920 --> 01:47:40,280 Speaker 1: I was. I mean there were times, man, I would 2084 01:47:40,760 --> 01:47:43,000 Speaker 1: haul ass off the line knowing I wasn't going to 2085 01:47:43,040 --> 01:47:44,640 Speaker 1: get the ball Shanning, But I know my tight end 2086 01:47:44,720 --> 01:47:46,880 Speaker 1: gonna be open, somebody in the scene is gonna be 2087 01:47:47,720 --> 01:47:50,040 Speaker 1: That's what I do, right. There were games I remember 2088 01:47:51,840 --> 01:47:55,680 Speaker 1: I'm sprinting down the field witting I'm clear enough for 2089 01:47:55,720 --> 01:47:57,400 Speaker 1: my guy. I wanna get my guy knocked out. He 2090 01:47:57,560 --> 01:48:00,320 Speaker 1: makes a big game. I'm running back to the heart 2091 01:48:00,320 --> 01:48:02,439 Speaker 1: of wit man. He goes to bed tea. He goes, Man, 2092 01:48:03,040 --> 01:48:06,479 Speaker 1: this play never happens if you don't do what you're doing, right, Shannon, 2093 01:48:06,560 --> 01:48:09,120 Speaker 1: That's that's who I was, right. But if you listen 2094 01:48:09,200 --> 01:48:12,080 Speaker 1: to the media, they're gonna tell you something totally different. 2095 01:48:12,760 --> 01:48:14,759 Speaker 1: And that's why I was so confident in my ability 2096 01:48:14,840 --> 01:48:16,240 Speaker 1: and I did what I did, and I was still 2097 01:48:16,320 --> 01:48:18,479 Speaker 1: outspoken because my grandmother told me to tell the truth. 2098 01:48:18,479 --> 01:48:19,760 Speaker 1: You know what I mean. I didn't know anything about 2099 01:48:19,760 --> 01:48:22,120 Speaker 1: being politically correction right, you know what I mean. That's 2100 01:48:22,160 --> 01:48:25,640 Speaker 1: not that I wasn't. I wasn't wired that way. And 2101 01:48:25,720 --> 01:48:28,479 Speaker 1: when they asked me something, I answered it. You know, 2102 01:48:28,520 --> 01:48:30,760 Speaker 1: I wasn't thinking, Okay, if I answered this way, okay, 2103 01:48:30,840 --> 01:48:33,559 Speaker 1: this is putting this guy, you know, in harm's way. 2104 01:48:33,600 --> 01:48:35,760 Speaker 1: I didn't. I wasn't thinking that way. But as I 2105 01:48:35,920 --> 01:48:38,360 Speaker 1: got older and I started, Okay, this is the media 2106 01:48:38,439 --> 01:48:40,800 Speaker 1: is angled, this is how they do things. And so now, 2107 01:48:40,960 --> 01:48:43,000 Speaker 1: like I said, then when you start not wanting to 2108 01:48:43,040 --> 01:48:45,280 Speaker 1: talk to the media, then they have a problem with you. 2109 01:48:46,479 --> 01:48:48,479 Speaker 1: When they're making you look bad. It's like, okay, you 2110 01:48:48,560 --> 01:48:50,800 Speaker 1: can't win, right. So that's why, like I said, I 2111 01:48:50,960 --> 01:48:53,360 Speaker 1: let my play do the talking and speaking for me, 2112 01:48:53,479 --> 01:48:56,040 Speaker 1: and I felt like it did loud, and so I 2113 01:48:56,240 --> 01:48:59,880 Speaker 1: realized that I had the last say. Nobody like I said, 2114 01:49:00,080 --> 01:49:03,679 Speaker 1: whatever went on. If I went out and played poorly, 2115 01:49:04,040 --> 01:49:06,000 Speaker 1: it was only gonna validate what they were saying and 2116 01:49:06,040 --> 01:49:08,000 Speaker 1: what they were talking about. So I just did what 2117 01:49:08,080 --> 01:49:11,639 Speaker 1: I had to do. But I mean, I don't think 2118 01:49:11,720 --> 01:49:15,320 Speaker 1: sometimes you even realize what you accomplished. You go to 2119 01:49:15,400 --> 01:49:18,519 Speaker 1: San Francisco and eventually you're the leading receiver. You go 2120 01:49:18,600 --> 01:49:21,080 Speaker 1: to Philly, you're the lead receiver. You go to Dallas, 2121 01:49:21,200 --> 01:49:23,800 Speaker 1: you're the leading receiver. You go to Buffalo and you 2122 01:49:23,920 --> 01:49:27,439 Speaker 1: only what you played. I think you played fourteen games, 2123 01:49:28,560 --> 01:49:31,479 Speaker 1: you the leading receiver. And then and it was guys 2124 01:49:31,560 --> 01:49:34,720 Speaker 1: what ten years younger than me. Yeah, Lee Evans was 2125 01:49:34,800 --> 01:49:37,720 Speaker 1: a leading receiver in Buffalo. I go to Cincinnati. Chad 2126 01:49:37,760 --> 01:49:40,280 Speaker 1: had been there with car car for nine ten years. 2127 01:49:40,560 --> 01:49:42,160 Speaker 1: He's been the leader. And you don't have a double D. 2128 01:49:42,240 --> 01:49:43,800 Speaker 1: You touch that m a foul yard. Had you not 2129 01:49:44,040 --> 01:49:47,839 Speaker 1: tore your knee up with two games left, three games finished, 2130 01:49:47,880 --> 01:49:51,920 Speaker 1: with what nine seventy three or something like that, could 2131 01:49:51,960 --> 01:49:55,960 Speaker 1: have had a thousand, easy right ten ten touchdowns And 2132 01:49:56,360 --> 01:49:58,720 Speaker 1: during that season, people don't even know that Monday night. 2133 01:49:58,720 --> 01:50:00,360 Speaker 1: If you go back and watch that money him see 2134 01:50:00,360 --> 01:50:02,800 Speaker 1: the highlights. I had a broken hand during that game 2135 01:50:03,840 --> 01:50:06,840 Speaker 1: and had like ten receptions something y like in a 2136 01:50:06,920 --> 01:50:11,519 Speaker 1: touchdown and against Troy Polamalu. I had broke my hand 2137 01:50:11,720 --> 01:50:14,240 Speaker 1: during during the week of practice. All I put a 2138 01:50:14,320 --> 01:50:17,160 Speaker 1: pad on it balled out when I got people didn't 2139 01:50:17,160 --> 01:50:18,679 Speaker 1: even know that when I got when I got tackled, 2140 01:50:18,680 --> 01:50:20,240 Speaker 1: I had to get up off my on my wrist 2141 01:50:20,320 --> 01:50:22,479 Speaker 1: because I couldn't put my hand down right. But those 2142 01:50:22,520 --> 01:50:24,120 Speaker 1: are the things that I did. I played with pain. 2143 01:50:24,800 --> 01:50:28,080 Speaker 1: I did it for the team, you know what I mean, 2144 01:50:28,120 --> 01:50:30,560 Speaker 1: because I knew how valuable I was. I learned that 2145 01:50:30,680 --> 01:50:33,639 Speaker 1: early on. I saw what Jerry did, and then I adopted, 2146 01:50:33,760 --> 01:50:35,840 Speaker 1: you know, uh some of those things that he did 2147 01:50:35,920 --> 01:50:38,960 Speaker 1: in his play. And then I just took what God 2148 01:50:39,040 --> 01:50:41,880 Speaker 1: blessed me and kind of just took a little bit 2149 01:50:41,920 --> 01:50:47,240 Speaker 1: of what Jerry did. And you got TiO. If you 2150 01:50:47,320 --> 01:50:50,680 Speaker 1: could have you talked to Dolan since you left Philly Man, 2151 01:50:50,760 --> 01:50:53,240 Speaker 1: we've talked and dressed at a couple of times, and 2152 01:50:53,240 --> 01:50:55,400 Speaker 1: then I think it was over the summer. During the 2153 01:50:56,280 --> 01:51:02,280 Speaker 1: last year it resurfaced. Hate uh Ts does his show 2154 01:51:02,320 --> 01:51:06,160 Speaker 1: called untold Stories. He brings Donovan on and this is 2155 01:51:06,240 --> 01:51:08,120 Speaker 1: how it came back, This is how it comes back up. 2156 01:51:09,000 --> 01:51:11,120 Speaker 1: He addresses what happened or have you? And then he 2157 01:51:11,800 --> 01:51:14,240 Speaker 1: says that I, you know that I prevented them from 2158 01:51:15,040 --> 01:51:17,280 Speaker 1: going back to back to super Bowls, this and that 2159 01:51:17,320 --> 01:51:21,640 Speaker 1: and the other. But which was a bunch of hogwash 2160 01:51:21,800 --> 01:51:27,040 Speaker 1: because it's hypocrisy at it at its finest because during 2161 01:51:27,160 --> 01:51:29,640 Speaker 1: the time that they were asking him questions about you 2162 01:51:29,720 --> 01:51:31,200 Speaker 1: know what, i'd be ready or it would need you, 2163 01:51:32,479 --> 01:51:36,760 Speaker 1: he didn't need me. But now years later, you want 2164 01:51:36,800 --> 01:51:41,640 Speaker 1: to recount what happened, And now now I prevented you 2165 01:51:41,760 --> 01:51:43,680 Speaker 1: from going to prevent the team from going to the 2166 01:51:43,720 --> 01:51:45,400 Speaker 1: Super Bowl? So which is it going to be? Right? 2167 01:51:46,240 --> 01:51:49,200 Speaker 1: So I just had to basically just follow up, you know, 2168 01:51:50,040 --> 01:51:51,600 Speaker 1: on you know, do a follow up or just so 2169 01:51:51,720 --> 01:51:55,320 Speaker 1: I kind of just but y'all cool, No, we ain't cool, 2170 01:51:55,439 --> 01:51:57,519 Speaker 1: not after that, because I thought we were. We had 2171 01:51:57,600 --> 01:51:59,400 Speaker 1: addressed it at some point. I had to run into 2172 01:51:59,479 --> 01:52:01,760 Speaker 1: him and I thought were cool, okay, and then this 2173 01:52:01,880 --> 01:52:08,520 Speaker 1: show comes about untold story. Then he's and it's exactly 2174 01:52:10,160 --> 01:52:13,400 Speaker 1: So I just had to address, you know, what he 2175 01:52:13,479 --> 01:52:15,320 Speaker 1: had put out there, and so I just basically just 2176 01:52:15,439 --> 01:52:19,479 Speaker 1: gave my side of the story. So, man, during that 2177 01:52:19,600 --> 01:52:24,559 Speaker 1: time that I played, and you know, media had asked 2178 01:52:24,640 --> 01:52:26,680 Speaker 1: him during my tenure there, you know, did I help 2179 01:52:26,760 --> 01:52:29,000 Speaker 1: him become a better, you know, better quarterback? This's not 2180 01:52:29,040 --> 01:52:30,720 Speaker 1: and the other he got to I think he took 2181 01:52:30,720 --> 01:52:34,240 Speaker 1: a finch to that. And why I did you had 2182 01:52:34,280 --> 01:52:36,080 Speaker 1: to ask him that. I don't know why, but I 2183 01:52:36,160 --> 01:52:38,679 Speaker 1: even had. I had a conversation with my my receiver 2184 01:52:38,840 --> 01:52:41,479 Speaker 1: coach at that time about some of the same things 2185 01:52:41,520 --> 01:52:43,800 Speaker 1: that the media was asking about his stats and how 2186 01:52:43,880 --> 01:52:46,479 Speaker 1: they increase. And you look at before I was got there, 2187 01:52:46,920 --> 01:52:49,160 Speaker 1: when I got there, and after I got there, it 2188 01:52:49,320 --> 01:52:52,880 Speaker 1: was obvious, right and my my coach knew that. But 2189 01:52:52,960 --> 01:52:56,000 Speaker 1: for whatever reason, he didn't like the question or the 2190 01:52:56,120 --> 01:52:58,400 Speaker 1: idea that I came in and I made him a 2191 01:52:58,439 --> 01:53:01,719 Speaker 1: better But I get my numbers with jar. They always 2192 01:53:01,760 --> 01:53:04,400 Speaker 1: look at my number without but I didn't have a problem. 2193 01:53:04,520 --> 01:53:06,560 Speaker 1: I didn't have a problem. He had the problem with 2194 01:53:06,680 --> 01:53:09,479 Speaker 1: that I didn't. So this is where all of this, 2195 01:53:09,680 --> 01:53:12,240 Speaker 1: you know, like I said, where things went wrong that 2196 01:53:12,600 --> 01:53:15,320 Speaker 1: it was him. It wasn't me, but everybody would think 2197 01:53:15,400 --> 01:53:20,160 Speaker 1: it's me because of history and the narrative that everywhere 2198 01:53:20,240 --> 01:53:22,320 Speaker 1: that I go, I'm an issue. Yeah, it's hard to 2199 01:53:22,439 --> 01:53:25,280 Speaker 1: run your reputation, right, So, like I said, I just 2200 01:53:25,360 --> 01:53:26,880 Speaker 1: had to be true to who I was man. At 2201 01:53:26,880 --> 01:53:29,160 Speaker 1: the end of the day, I know that with every 2202 01:53:29,240 --> 01:53:31,920 Speaker 1: quarterback that I played, the good ones, that average ones not. 2203 01:53:32,040 --> 01:53:34,040 Speaker 1: So I wouldn't have been able to do what I 2204 01:53:34,120 --> 01:53:37,240 Speaker 1: did without them, right, it was a complimentary thing, you 2205 01:53:37,320 --> 01:53:41,080 Speaker 1: know what I mean. So it was I was, you know, 2206 01:53:41,200 --> 01:53:42,680 Speaker 1: I was like a kid in a cash store, just 2207 01:53:42,840 --> 01:53:45,479 Speaker 1: like at he knew what he was getting. I knew 2208 01:53:45,520 --> 01:53:47,400 Speaker 1: what I was getting myself into when I went to 2209 01:53:48,120 --> 01:53:51,080 Speaker 1: h It's a high powered offense that needed somewhat somebody 2210 01:53:51,360 --> 01:53:56,599 Speaker 1: on my caliber. The defense was was stocked stacked. Uh, 2211 01:53:57,479 --> 01:54:02,720 Speaker 1: you got Trotter Simon, you got Dawkins Lewis. I mean 2212 01:54:03,120 --> 01:54:06,800 Speaker 1: the defense was there. Our defense were like offense. So 2213 01:54:06,920 --> 01:54:08,800 Speaker 1: I already knew I was gonna score. I was gonna 2214 01:54:08,800 --> 01:54:10,960 Speaker 1: be scoring touchdown looking right, because we're gonna have a 2215 01:54:11,000 --> 01:54:13,200 Speaker 1: short field. Was gonna get the ball a lot. And 2216 01:54:13,320 --> 01:54:16,759 Speaker 1: so the numbers that we put up like, he improved 2217 01:54:16,840 --> 01:54:20,080 Speaker 1: in pretty much every category, right, and for whatever reason 2218 01:54:20,200 --> 01:54:22,760 Speaker 1: he doesn't not that he needs or I need any 2219 01:54:22,800 --> 01:54:26,000 Speaker 1: validation but the media. But the numbers speak for themselves. 2220 01:54:26,160 --> 01:54:29,360 Speaker 1: I get that. So, like I said, it wasn't a 2221 01:54:29,520 --> 01:54:33,440 Speaker 1: mean situation. It wasn't me that was causing issues. What's 2222 01:54:33,480 --> 01:54:36,040 Speaker 1: your relationship like with Tony Romo? I mean we're cool. 2223 01:54:36,040 --> 01:54:37,800 Speaker 1: I haven't really said too much about you know, to 2224 01:54:37,960 --> 01:54:40,040 Speaker 1: him or what have you talked to him each other? 2225 01:54:40,840 --> 01:54:42,760 Speaker 1: M No, I don't think. No we have. We haven't 2226 01:54:42,800 --> 01:54:46,160 Speaker 1: not now we haven't talked. You mentioned a lot about 2227 01:54:46,200 --> 01:54:49,280 Speaker 1: your grandmother. You grew up in a small town in Alabama, 2228 01:54:49,360 --> 01:54:55,040 Speaker 1: Alexander City. Talk about your upbringing and have that shape 2229 01:54:55,520 --> 01:54:58,680 Speaker 1: the teal that we see today. Man, went to church, 2230 01:54:58,760 --> 01:55:00,760 Speaker 1: you know how they went to church every Sunday, do 2231 01:55:00,880 --> 01:55:04,920 Speaker 1: it throughout the course of the week. That was missionary 2232 01:55:05,080 --> 01:55:10,320 Speaker 1: Bible students students. Man, it was something. It was something 2233 01:55:10,360 --> 01:55:14,760 Speaker 1: to do every day of the week. Yes, deacon board meeting. 2234 01:55:15,200 --> 01:55:16,640 Speaker 1: I didn't need hathing to do with that. But I 2235 01:55:16,760 --> 01:55:19,000 Speaker 1: was going with my grandmason. She went, I went right, 2236 01:55:19,560 --> 01:55:23,840 Speaker 1: and she always instill like she instilled Usn't you know 2237 01:55:24,200 --> 01:55:27,200 Speaker 1: what faith was about the higher being of God? And 2238 01:55:27,400 --> 01:55:29,960 Speaker 1: you know I'm not a Bible thumper or anything like that. 2239 01:55:30,920 --> 01:55:34,720 Speaker 1: I know I'm truly blessed. I didn't get all this, 2240 01:55:36,600 --> 01:55:38,120 Speaker 1: just wake up with it, you know what I mean. 2241 01:55:38,680 --> 01:55:45,200 Speaker 1: And so like I told you, faith, you know, that's 2242 01:55:46,000 --> 01:55:49,800 Speaker 1: what she always told him. Believe in yourself and have faith. 2243 01:55:50,840 --> 01:55:54,400 Speaker 1: And I've always been that way, uh, you know, throughout everything, 2244 01:55:54,640 --> 01:55:59,320 Speaker 1: through the highs and lows, just with the naysayer, the tractors, 2245 01:56:00,000 --> 01:56:02,280 Speaker 1: I mean, even just being on social media, even now, 2246 01:56:02,440 --> 01:56:04,760 Speaker 1: just with you know, me posting stuff and people thinking 2247 01:56:04,800 --> 01:56:07,320 Speaker 1: I'm crazy, I'm washed up. They thinking I'm doing it 2248 01:56:07,440 --> 01:56:13,480 Speaker 1: for X y Z. They don't know me, and they 2249 01:56:13,680 --> 01:56:15,960 Speaker 1: if they got a chance to see how I was raised. 2250 01:56:15,960 --> 01:56:18,840 Speaker 1: I was raised by a strict grandmother, you know, growing 2251 01:56:18,920 --> 01:56:25,320 Speaker 1: up in the segregation era. Listening to her talk about 2252 01:56:25,920 --> 01:56:28,080 Speaker 1: the hard ships not only that she had gone through, 2253 01:56:28,160 --> 01:56:32,040 Speaker 1: but her mom and dad picking cotton. I can't imagine 2254 01:56:32,080 --> 01:56:35,600 Speaker 1: picking cotton in the hot sun. Bro we get in 2255 01:56:35,680 --> 01:56:37,120 Speaker 1: the hot sun. We got it. We were going in 2256 01:56:37,160 --> 01:56:41,040 Speaker 1: the shade. My daughters two years ago took her to 2257 01:56:41,080 --> 01:56:45,640 Speaker 1: Alabama for the first time. Shannon. She was like, it's hot, 2258 01:56:45,760 --> 01:56:49,560 Speaker 1: I go. She couldn't stand it. She wouldn't go in 2259 01:56:49,640 --> 01:56:52,760 Speaker 1: the house. But I I can't imagine. You know, some 2260 01:56:52,920 --> 01:56:56,520 Speaker 1: of the things that you know, we as black America 2261 01:56:56,800 --> 01:56:59,920 Speaker 1: America has gone through, and just listening to her talk 2262 01:57:00,240 --> 01:57:03,400 Speaker 1: to her friends at that time, you know some of 2263 01:57:03,480 --> 01:57:06,800 Speaker 1: what she had to go through. And so even like 2264 01:57:06,880 --> 01:57:08,520 Speaker 1: I said, going through some of the things that I 2265 01:57:08,680 --> 01:57:14,560 Speaker 1: saw race, the systemic racism, and just being treated differently 2266 01:57:14,840 --> 01:57:18,080 Speaker 1: because I felt like I was a black man, strong 2267 01:57:18,160 --> 01:57:21,640 Speaker 1: man and outspoken, Shannon, I didn't I wasn't doing anything wrong. 2268 01:57:23,920 --> 01:57:25,440 Speaker 1: My mom and my grandma would, they would be the 2269 01:57:25,480 --> 01:57:29,240 Speaker 1: first to tell me. I had coaches, black coaches on 2270 01:57:29,400 --> 01:57:32,800 Speaker 1: the staff that I looked, looked up to. Its big brothers, 2271 01:57:32,920 --> 01:57:36,880 Speaker 1: fathers or whatever. They they would they was aware of 2272 01:57:36,960 --> 01:57:39,480 Speaker 1: what was going on, and they pulled me to the side. 2273 01:57:39,480 --> 01:57:41,600 Speaker 1: They say, yep, tee, you're not doing nothing wrong. If 2274 01:57:41,640 --> 01:57:44,240 Speaker 1: you're doing something, we'll tell you. That's why I still 2275 01:57:44,320 --> 01:57:47,360 Speaker 1: went out there no matter what, no matter what the 2276 01:57:47,440 --> 01:57:49,440 Speaker 1: media was saying about me. And that's why I still 2277 01:57:49,520 --> 01:57:53,760 Speaker 1: went out on that field and I played because I 2278 01:57:53,960 --> 01:57:56,240 Speaker 1: was I was a strong but I was mentally strong 2279 01:57:56,360 --> 01:58:00,000 Speaker 1: and I didn't allow anything and everything that the media 2280 01:58:00,040 --> 01:58:01,560 Speaker 1: you said about me, it was good or bad or 2281 01:58:01,600 --> 01:58:02,800 Speaker 1: what have you, and some of it, a lot of 2282 01:58:02,800 --> 01:58:06,600 Speaker 1: it was bad to manifest because you talk about mental 2283 01:58:06,680 --> 01:58:09,800 Speaker 1: health awareness how it is now. I would have been 2284 01:58:09,840 --> 01:58:12,840 Speaker 1: a candidate for that, right, but I didn't. That's not 2285 01:58:12,960 --> 01:58:14,960 Speaker 1: how I rolled. That's not how I was built, right. 2286 01:58:16,280 --> 01:58:19,240 Speaker 1: You know, as an athlete, we're building to get to 2287 01:58:19,360 --> 01:58:23,920 Speaker 1: that next level. No matter what. It's mental toughness. That's 2288 01:58:23,960 --> 01:58:25,960 Speaker 1: what makes us who we are. That's what makes the 2289 01:58:26,560 --> 01:58:29,560 Speaker 1: the good and the great ones so great. And not 2290 01:58:29,720 --> 01:58:32,160 Speaker 1: taking away from, you know, minimizing mental health a weddings. 2291 01:58:32,200 --> 01:58:35,080 Speaker 1: I know that it's out there because we all experienced that. 2292 01:58:35,480 --> 01:58:38,480 Speaker 1: Sometimes we go through those dark days and times. We 2293 01:58:38,600 --> 01:58:41,240 Speaker 1: all have best, some days better than others. So man, 2294 01:58:41,400 --> 01:58:44,000 Speaker 1: just growing up in a house man and my not 2295 01:58:44,200 --> 01:58:45,880 Speaker 1: knowing who my dad was, and I was like a 2296 01:58:45,960 --> 01:58:49,480 Speaker 1: precheen right before thirteen, and realizing that he was. I 2297 01:58:49,640 --> 01:58:51,760 Speaker 1: was going to my dad's house and I didn't know 2298 01:58:52,040 --> 01:58:56,000 Speaker 1: he stayed right across the street street from me. I didn't. 2299 01:58:56,440 --> 01:58:58,480 Speaker 1: I don't. I never thought about it. But I mean, 2300 01:58:58,960 --> 01:59:00,680 Speaker 1: as I grew up, I'm sure that may have had 2301 01:59:00,760 --> 01:59:03,760 Speaker 1: some type of effect on me, but I didn't prioritize, 2302 01:59:03,840 --> 01:59:05,440 Speaker 1: you know, what I didn't have or what have you. 2303 01:59:05,520 --> 01:59:07,320 Speaker 1: I just may do with what I did have, and 2304 01:59:07,400 --> 01:59:09,720 Speaker 1: that was my grandmother there and she taught me right 2305 01:59:09,800 --> 01:59:13,160 Speaker 1: from wrong. And then even now, I mean, people will again, 2306 01:59:13,320 --> 01:59:15,680 Speaker 1: they will perceive me to be this person because of 2307 01:59:15,760 --> 01:59:18,000 Speaker 1: how the media has betrayed me. But if I was 2308 01:59:18,080 --> 01:59:20,760 Speaker 1: such a bad person, you would think of ten years 2309 01:59:20,840 --> 01:59:22,440 Speaker 1: or whatever how many years I've been out of league, 2310 01:59:22,760 --> 01:59:24,480 Speaker 1: I would probably be in jail. I probably would have 2311 01:59:24,560 --> 01:59:28,520 Speaker 1: done something to validate or give you a hint that, okay, 2312 01:59:28,680 --> 01:59:32,080 Speaker 1: this is what this is what going. But I'm not 2313 01:59:32,240 --> 01:59:35,520 Speaker 1: that sham, right, And I thank God for my grandmother 2314 01:59:36,120 --> 01:59:37,960 Speaker 1: for who I am, And that's why I hold my 2315 01:59:38,080 --> 01:59:41,240 Speaker 1: head up high no matter what you know, anybody says 2316 01:59:41,280 --> 01:59:43,120 Speaker 1: about me. And I know there are people that I 2317 01:59:43,120 --> 01:59:45,839 Speaker 1: will come in contact with if they look at me sideways, 2318 01:59:45,880 --> 01:59:47,960 Speaker 1: they think certain things. I can see it, I can 2319 01:59:48,040 --> 01:59:51,360 Speaker 1: feel it. But I am who I am, and I said, 2320 01:59:51,400 --> 01:59:55,240 Speaker 1: I'm not gonna change just to appease you. Like I said, 2321 01:59:55,440 --> 01:59:57,280 Speaker 1: the things that I've done on the football field has 2322 01:59:57,320 --> 02:00:00,680 Speaker 1: afforded me daily opportunities, right, you know, people and the 2323 02:00:00,920 --> 02:00:03,800 Speaker 1: stuff on the internet about me losing money and having 2324 02:00:03,840 --> 02:00:06,040 Speaker 1: this not and the other, I'm doing such and such 2325 02:00:06,120 --> 02:00:09,040 Speaker 1: for money. Bro, I've I've been without money, and I've 2326 02:00:09,080 --> 02:00:13,600 Speaker 1: had money and I'm fine, I look good, my kids 2327 02:00:13,640 --> 02:00:19,240 Speaker 1: are fine. Why are they worried about me? Right? So again, 2328 02:00:19,320 --> 02:00:21,160 Speaker 1: my grandmother like said, I owe a lot to her, 2329 02:00:21,200 --> 02:00:24,880 Speaker 1: and and my mom. My mom like said, she raised 2330 02:00:24,920 --> 02:00:29,080 Speaker 1: four kids. I got two sisters and a brother. They 2331 02:00:29,200 --> 02:00:33,760 Speaker 1: supported me. And man, it's it's amazing that I came 2332 02:00:33,840 --> 02:00:36,560 Speaker 1: out of Alexandra City, Alabama. I came out of Benjamin 2333 02:00:36,600 --> 02:00:42,400 Speaker 1: Russell High School, Shannon. We had some studies, we had 2334 02:00:42,440 --> 02:00:46,120 Speaker 1: some stars at Benjamin Russell High School, and I guarantee 2335 02:00:46,200 --> 02:00:49,240 Speaker 1: you none of them would have thought that I would 2336 02:00:49,280 --> 02:00:51,480 Speaker 1: have been the one that make made it to where 2337 02:00:51,480 --> 02:00:53,960 Speaker 1: I made it. I appreciate you stopping by man, man, 2338 02:00:54,080 --> 02:00:56,760 Speaker 1: best of luck, continue appreciate it all. With the wine, 2339 02:00:56,920 --> 02:00:59,840 Speaker 1: the glass of the U, the clothing. Oh yeah, I 2340 02:00:59,840 --> 02:01:01,320 Speaker 1: got to get you some of my candles too. I 2341 02:01:01,360 --> 02:01:03,680 Speaker 1: got candles everything. You know. I told you about my 2342 02:01:04,000 --> 02:01:08,040 Speaker 1: my my three pillars of success, desired, dedication, and discipline. 2343 02:01:08,320 --> 02:01:10,600 Speaker 1: And I have a wine parent candle that goes with 2344 02:01:10,680 --> 02:01:13,720 Speaker 1: the wine. We took some of the tasty notes and 2345 02:01:13,840 --> 02:01:16,400 Speaker 1: we made a wine parent and a gold vessel. So 2346 02:01:17,160 --> 02:01:21,520 Speaker 1: we have since dedicated to desire dedication, and discipline. You 2347 02:01:21,600 --> 02:01:26,040 Speaker 1: know I live. Drop it off, what Bro, I want you. 2348 02:01:26,160 --> 02:01:28,120 Speaker 1: I want you to unveil it, just like you unveil 2349 02:01:28,160 --> 02:01:33,760 Speaker 1: your lebrons and your shoes shoes surgeon shoes. Yeah, I yeah, 2350 02:01:33,800 --> 02:01:35,840 Speaker 1: I want that same treatment you want. The first wanted 2351 02:01:35,880 --> 02:01:37,280 Speaker 1: to call me after I have my hip surge just 2352 02:01:37,480 --> 02:01:42,000 Speaker 1: a you need anything, man, trust me, I drop I know, 2353 02:01:42,160 --> 02:01:43,640 Speaker 1: I know where you live. I drop it off if 2354 02:01:43,640 --> 02:01:46,800 Speaker 1: you need it. Bro. I appreciate that. I know that, 2355 02:01:46,880 --> 02:01:50,000 Speaker 1: I know I feel. Yeah. You know I've gone to 2356 02:01:50,040 --> 02:01:51,920 Speaker 1: bad for you. No, no, for sure, And like I said, 2357 02:01:51,960 --> 02:01:54,840 Speaker 1: I take the criticism good and bad, and I take 2358 02:01:54,880 --> 02:01:56,440 Speaker 1: it for what it's worth because you know I'm a 2359 02:01:56,480 --> 02:01:59,240 Speaker 1: true friend to you. That's what you know. Yeah. Yeah, 2360 02:02:00,120 --> 02:02:03,000 Speaker 1: really appreciate talking about best to look on your podcast. 2361 02:02:03,080 --> 02:02:05,320 Speaker 1: I heard you about to start shooting that back again, Yes, sir, 2362 02:02:05,680 --> 02:02:07,360 Speaker 1: to look at your podcast. Give us the name up 2363 02:02:07,400 --> 02:02:11,560 Speaker 1: right quick for we get your popcorn ready podcasts with Myself, 2364 02:02:11,680 --> 02:02:14,560 Speaker 1: TiO and hatch uh it just It's gonna air August 2365 02:02:14,600 --> 02:02:20,840 Speaker 1: twenty second on Fubo Sports Network at eight pm every 2366 02:02:20,920 --> 02:02:28,080 Speaker 1: Sunday and on YouTube anytime. Appreciate it. Yeah, all my 2367 02:02:28,200 --> 02:02:32,440 Speaker 1: life and grinding all my life. Sacrifice Hustle back price, 2368 02:02:33,160 --> 02:02:35,600 Speaker 1: Want a slice, Got the brown, the dice to swap 2369 02:02:35,840 --> 02:02:37,800 Speaker 1: all my life. I've been grinding in all my life, 2370 02:02:38,480 --> 02:02:42,440 Speaker 1: All my life, then grinding all my life sacrifice. Hustle 2371 02:02:42,480 --> 02:02:45,920 Speaker 1: back prices. Want a slice, Got the broll, dice to 2372 02:02:45,960 --> 02:02:48,480 Speaker 1: swap all my life. I've been grinding in all my life.