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Speaker 1: Well, from the adult film industry to drug addiction. Our

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Speaker 1: guest is here to share her powerful journey to redemption

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Speaker 1: and wholeness through God's grace from her book, A Call

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Speaker 1: to Purity, Living a.

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Speaker 2: Lifestyle of Purity.

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Speaker 1: But before we get to that, joined me around the

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Speaker 1: table is Cindy Johnson.

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Speaker 2: How are you hey, I'm doing well. Thank you always,

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Speaker 2: good to see my friend. Yes, it's a blessing to

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Speaker 2: be with all of you, ladies. You know, we love

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Speaker 2: having you.

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Speaker 1: Dorothy Newton, are we going to say what you look

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Speaker 1: like today?

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Speaker 3: It looks like a pure bride.

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Speaker 2: She looks like she's getting married today. I am married to

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Speaker 2: christ always.

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Speaker 4: That's right.

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Speaker 2: Well, you look beautiful. Rachel Brown, how are you?

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Speaker 4: I'm good.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm excited about today's story. It's a it's a true,

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Speaker 3: truly remarkable transformation.

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Speaker 5: And I love how our.

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Speaker 3: Guest today is using the pain that she went through

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Speaker 3: and she's turning it for her purpose and helping so

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Speaker 3: many other people and a very specific kind of niche industry.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, for sure, for sure, because we talk some about

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Speaker 1: addiction and but especially those that have been addicted to

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Speaker 1: pornography were and we're going to really hit on that

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Speaker 1: subject today.

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Speaker 2: Rebecca Lamb wife, Hello, are you twin? We're matched, aren't we?

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Speaker 2: We are? We are Hey.

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Speaker 5: I'm happy to be here. I'm excited.

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Speaker 3: I think this is such an incredible story and I

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Speaker 3: love this topic.

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Speaker 2: So let's get into it, all right. Cindy Murdoch, how

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Speaker 2: are you? I'm good? Thank you.

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Speaker 6: I'm grateful that we're going to do a program that

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Speaker 6: can expose the side of this that oftentimes people don't

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Speaker 6: realize how dark. Yeah, this side of that lifestyle that

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Speaker 6: our guests lives.

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Speaker 2: Yeah. And Britney de Lamore is here. Ye, so good,

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Speaker 2: you're at the table.

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Speaker 5: Thank you.

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Speaker 1: As beautiful as ever. I just see the glory of

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Speaker 1: God on you and it's such a blessing. Well, you know,

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Speaker 1: the call to freedom is for everyone, regardless of what

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Speaker 1: we've done or where we are in life. Britney de

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Speaker 1: Lamore is an author and advocate, here to share how

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Speaker 1: God can restore even our darkest moments, turning them into

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Speaker 1: powerful stories of hope. Let's start at the beginning, and

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Speaker 1: first of all, thank you for having her to share

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Speaker 1: your story. Thank you, because I mean, you've now been

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Speaker 1: out of that lifestyle for years and years and years,

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Speaker 1: and a lot of people would say, like, I'm not

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Speaker 1: ever going to talk about it again, But you're actually

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Speaker 1: just like Rachel is talking about, you're taking the pain

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Speaker 1: that you went through and you've turned it. God will

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Speaker 1: take what the enemy meant for evil and turn it

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Speaker 1: for good. And he's doing that in your life, and

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Speaker 1: you're seeing people set for you all over. Yeah, I mean,

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Speaker 5: And I mean I tried to not share my story.

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Speaker 5: I tried to live in shame and hide, and it

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Speaker 5: I have no peace. I have none like I have

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Speaker 5: to share my story, and then to see the testimonies

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Speaker 1: Well, let's go back to the beginning and talk about

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Speaker 1: Once when you're saying dancing, was that at a stripping okay?

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Speaker 3: Did you know what you were getting into that? Because

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Speaker 3: I mean romance. Romance doesn't sound to me like porn.

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Speaker 5: I mean I'm in a strip club. They said romance movies.

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Speaker 5: I was very broken and insecure getting into the business,

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Speaker 5: And I was not. I was like, you know, hundred

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Speaker 2: Wow.

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Speaker 1: And so talk a little bit about the darkness of

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Speaker 5: Oh my goodness, I've seen some horrible things. I have

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Speaker 5: Over the last several years, I have lost friends that

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Speaker 1: But now, looking back, you know, do you understand there

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Speaker 5: Yeah, absolutely. The porn industry is a very dark spirit.

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Speaker 5: I remember one time in particular, I wasn't very spiritually

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Speaker 5: Like I just can't even explain it. I still to

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Speaker 5: then I've gone to porn conventions as I've left the

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Speaker 5: out to porn performers and addicts. And it's a very

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Speaker 5: Yeah, but he never would.

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Speaker 1: But the fact that he respected you and honored you, Like,

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Speaker 1: what did that do for your self?

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Speaker 2: Stay?

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Speaker 5: He was? Yeah, I mean, he's the first man that

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Speaker 5: never tried to sleep with me. But it wasn't It

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Speaker 5: was because he wanted to honor God, you know. And

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Speaker 5: he loves God more than he loves me. And I

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Speaker 5: love that about him. Every morning he's up in his

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Speaker 5: office at four am spending time with Jesus. And he's

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Speaker 5: an incredible man of God. He's a great leader, he's

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Speaker 5: a wonderful father. But that all comes because of his

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Speaker 5: relationship with Jesus.

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Speaker 1: And so how many kids now we have two and

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Speaker 1: tell me about him quickly?

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Speaker 5: Oh, they're incredible. I got a five year old and

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Speaker 5: I got my wild child she's almost three.

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Speaker 2: I love it. I love it. And of course I'm

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Speaker 2: gonna let y'all jump in here.

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Speaker 1: But a call to purity, Why did you write this book?

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Speaker 1: Because you're not just talking about purity in the area

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Speaker 1: of sexual sense.

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Speaker 2: Right, you're talking about a pure.

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Speaker 1: Heart, yes, all one eighty around in every area of

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Speaker 1: our life exactly.

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Speaker 2: Yeah.

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Speaker 5: So many people think that purity is just for young

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Speaker 5: people or for singles, but no, purity is really our hearts,

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Speaker 5: a condition of our heart, because purity means to be uncontaminated.

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Speaker 5: So we really felt a call to write this book

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Speaker 5: to redefine purity. The call originally came in twenty twenty

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Speaker 5: when everybody was washing their hands because of COVID, and

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Speaker 5: God spoke a word so clearly to my husband and I.

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Speaker 5: He said, everyone's so concerned with washing their hands, but

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Speaker 5: I want them to wash their hearts. And so we

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Speaker 5: wrote this book as a mandate from God, encouraging the

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Speaker 5: body of Christ to wash their hearts. And what soap

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Speaker 5: and water is to our hands, God's presence is to

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Speaker 5: our hearts. And so that's what this book is about.

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Speaker 5: It's about getting your relationship right with the Lord so

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Speaker 5: that he can flow in your life. I mean proverbspore

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Speaker 5: twenty three. Above all else, guard your heart because it

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Speaker 5: determines the course of your life. And so when we're

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Speaker 5: not guarding our hearts, I mean, the enemy can lead

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Speaker 5: us astray. But when we guard our hearts and we're

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Speaker 5: going to walk into everything that God has for us.

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Speaker 1: When you think about the woman at the well, or

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Speaker 1: he had such compassionate love and showed I mean, had

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Speaker 1: caught up in a lifestyle whatever. He had such compassion

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Speaker 1: and grace for that. The religious people, on the other hand,

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Speaker 1: he called vipers. Yes, and you're talking about heart issues,

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Speaker 1: religious people, people who accused, people who judge. That is

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Speaker 5: Yeah, we do because you know what Jesus says, woe

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Speaker 5: do you hypocrites? You clean the outside of the cup,

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Speaker 5: But if you clean the inside of the cup, then

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Speaker 5: the outside will be cleaning as well. And what he's

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Speaker 5: saying is that when your heart is pure, your actions

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Speaker 5: will be pure. Christianity is not about a performance. We're

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Speaker 5: not called to just look holy. We're called to be holy.

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Speaker 5: And so yeah, there's so much judgment, so much criticism,

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Speaker 5: so much performance, and Jesus is calling us to live

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Speaker 5: a free life. And unfortunately the Pharisees were bound and

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Speaker 5: they didn't even recognize it.

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Speaker 2: They didn't even look at their own heart.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, truly, I was going to ask you about porn

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Speaker 3: because it's such an epidemic, like you said, even in

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Speaker 3: the church. Why do you think that is and what

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Speaker 3: do you think is the solution?

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Speaker 5: That is such a good question. I think that pornography

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Speaker 5: is anonymous. It is available, easily available, and it's accessible.

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Speaker 5: Anybody can look at it from their cell phone, from

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Speaker 5: their home. You don't even have to pay for a

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Speaker 5: subscription anymore.

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Speaker 7: You don't.

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Speaker 5: I'm fighting for age verification because you don't even have

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Speaker 5: to show your idea. You can just click I'm eighteen

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Speaker 5: inter And it's something that people can do in such secrecy.

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Speaker 5: And people are looking for an escape, but that escape

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Speaker 5: does not lead to freedom. And so when people are

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Speaker 5: looking for pornography, it's either like porn is the fruit,

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Speaker 5: but hurt is the root. So there is something going

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Speaker 5: on in their hearts where they face rejection. They're hurting.

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Speaker 5: It's just like with alcoholism or drugs, why do people

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Speaker 5: turn to that to numb their pain? And so people

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Speaker 5: turn to pornography to numb their pain. Porn Pornography really

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Speaker 5: is like a drug because it triggers in our brain

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Speaker 5: the same amount of dopamine release as a line of cocaine,

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Speaker 5: So it really is like a drug.

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Speaker 3: What would your advice be to parents since porn is

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Speaker 3: handle that situation?

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Speaker 5: Yeah, this is so hard because nowadays it's not if

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Speaker 5: your child will see porn, it's when your child will

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Speaker 5: see porn. And that's why our organization is fighting so

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Speaker 5: hard for age verification. I mean, ultimately we'd love to

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Speaker 5: see the pornography industry get shut down. But the best

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Speaker 5: thing that parents can do to do their due diligence is,

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Speaker 5: you know, keeping your kids off of smartphones.

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Speaker 2: There are covenant eyes.

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Speaker 5: Covenant eyes, Yeah, you can do that if you want

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Speaker 5: to have your child on internet access, so you can

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Speaker 5: do that to block things from coming in. But there's

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Speaker 5: also like the light phone where there's no internet access

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Speaker 5: and there's other apps that can protect them. But having

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Speaker 5: age appropriate conversations is the best thing because the reality

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Speaker 5: is parents, if you do your due diligence, unfortunately other

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Speaker 5: parents are not, so the conversations are going to be

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Speaker 5: the game changer. That way, you protect them so that

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Speaker 5: if they do stumble upon it, they know exactly what

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Speaker 5: to do.

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Speaker 1: Wow, well, we are out of time, But I want

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Speaker 1: you to remember that if you're in a place a brokenness,

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Speaker 1: God can redeem you. He can restore you, he can

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Speaker 1: heal you, just like he did Brittany. Really, all of

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Speaker 1: us sitting at the table, that's what He's done in

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Speaker 1: all of our lives. Our story isn't her story, but

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Speaker 1: we all have a story. The Bible says all have

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Speaker 1: sinned and come short of the glory of God. But

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Speaker 1: you know what, the fact that God's love and purity

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Speaker 1: is available to anyone is really the message here that

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Speaker 1: we're trying to talk about. So I don't care what

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Speaker 1: you've done, where you've been, what you've done. God loves

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Speaker 1: you today and you just have to say, Jesus, I'm

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Speaker 1: into my heart forgive me.

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Speaker 2: I want to make you lord of my life.

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Speaker 1: And I'm willing to give you an opportunity to do

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Speaker 1: something in my life.

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Speaker 2: And He'll come in. He'll change your life.

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Speaker 1: And some of you just feel the presence of God

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Speaker 1: right there you are. You feel like something you've never

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Speaker 1: felt before. That's the Holy Spirit saying, we love you

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Speaker 1: and we want you. And like Brittany said, she felt

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Speaker 1: the presence of God actually chasing after her.

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Speaker 2: He loved her so much. He loves you that much.

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Speaker 1: Well, if you need prayer today, or if you pray

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Speaker 1: that prayer invited Jesus in, there's a prayer line number

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Speaker 1: like I don't know if I'm a go ahead, write

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Speaker 1: Write the number down and call us. Twenty four hours

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Speaker 1: a day, seven days a week. We are available. Well,

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Speaker 1: I want to thank Brittany for joining us. To get

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Speaker 1: a copy of her book and the devotional and know

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Speaker 1: more about her ministry, visit Love Alwaysministries dot com.

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Speaker 2: You heard what she said.

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Speaker 1: If you've been involved in the sex industry, go to

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Speaker 1: that website. They will make contact with you and help you. Okay,

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Speaker 1: so as always, make sure to follow us on all

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Speaker 1: But I want to thank Brittany for being here, Thank

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Speaker 1: you ladies for being here, Thank you so much for watching.

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Speaker 1: I'm excited about what God has for you in the

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Speaker 1: days of heads.

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Speaker 2: So you just lean on him and say, Okay.

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Speaker 1: Jesus, we're going to do this and you're going to

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Speaker 1: be amazed at what's going to happen.

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Speaker 2: We'll see you next time. By by One's.

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Speaker 1: Day well, from a lonely shepherd boy rejected by his

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Speaker 1: family to a mighty king who changed history. Today's guest

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Speaker 1: shares how true identity unlocked King David's calling and shaped

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Speaker 1: his destiny. But before we get to that, join me

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Speaker 1: around the table is April, and I love the story

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Speaker 1: of David is probably one of my favorite.

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Speaker 8: Bible one of mine too, and I can't wait to

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Speaker 8: get into it. Like our guess, it's going to bring

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Speaker 8: us into it today because it's going to just wake

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Speaker 8: us up to who we are in Christ.

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Speaker 2: That's right, that's important.

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Speaker 5: It is, it's everything.

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Speaker 1: So many young people don't know or have an identity

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Speaker 1: exactly and A Kendall how are you.

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Speaker 7: Oh, I'm just great.

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Speaker 9: And today's show is going to change people's lives.

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Speaker 1: Yes, yes, and he told me you love to come

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Speaker 1: to the table.

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Speaker 2: It just makes you feel better.

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Speaker 9: It does administers to my soul.

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Speaker 7: Yes, I just love being here.

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Speaker 2: Rachel Lamb Brown, how are you?

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Speaker 5: I'm good?

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Speaker 2: I love this story of David.

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Speaker 3: He is still, you know, dirty from working in the

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Speaker 3: field when he was called to be king.

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Speaker 2: Which is cool because you.

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Speaker 3: Might still be dirty wherever you're at, from wherever you're working.

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Speaker 3: But just know that God is people and who knows

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Speaker 3: where you are.

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Speaker 1: You don't stay quite as clean out in the field

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Speaker 1: of the sheep, that's for sure.

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Speaker 2: So Rebecca Lamb, how are you? I'm good?

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Speaker 7: I love this guest. I love this book.

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Speaker 2: I actually have this book on my kindle on my phone, so.

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Speaker 5: It's an amazing It is a life changing subject.

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Speaker 2: For sure. I love that. Cindy Murdock, how are you?

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Speaker 2: I'm good?

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Speaker 6: Thank you? This is people. It will change, It will

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Speaker 6: change people's lives. So hear this today, Well, all the way.

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Speaker 1: From the cold state of Delaware, we have Dell and

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Speaker 1: Leuenn masked at the table. Welcome, Yes, glad to be here.

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Speaker 1: It's so good to have you guys here. Well, you know,

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Speaker 1: the battle for identity began in Eden, but God's heart

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Speaker 1: has always been to restore us as his sons and daughters.

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Speaker 1: With Dell and lu Ane mast join us to share

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Speaker 1: how King David's life powerfully illustrates this truth and why

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Speaker 1: God is still raising up giant slayers today.

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Speaker 2: And David perceived he was king.

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Speaker 1: Talk a little bit about why you wrote the book

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Speaker 1: and kind of how it came to fruition.

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Speaker 4: Ruition.

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Speaker 10: Well, first of all, when I read that, it sort

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Speaker 10: of stunned me. I said, David perceived he was king.

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Speaker 10: That means his king, but it's not yet setting in

660
00:31:04,960 --> 00:31:06,719
Speaker 10: his identity.

661
00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:08,600
Speaker 4: And if you do not have your.

662
00:31:08,440 --> 00:31:12,400
Speaker 10: Identity set, it affects your proficiency of what you're doing.

663
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Speaker 4: So you actually have to believe that's what you are. Now.

664
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Speaker 10: If a thief was to break into this place and

665
00:31:19,760 --> 00:31:21,960
Speaker 10: I was to stop him, I would be a hero.

666
00:31:22,440 --> 00:31:24,040
Speaker 4: If there's an undercover.

667
00:31:23,600 --> 00:31:26,600
Speaker 10: Policeman and he did not do it, he would be

668
00:31:26,600 --> 00:31:29,160
Speaker 10: in trouble because for me it would be an act

669
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Speaker 10: of faith. For him, it's identity and it's his assignment.

670
00:31:33,120 --> 00:31:34,520
Speaker 4: It's his responsibility.

671
00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:39,000
Speaker 10: And so when we understand identity actually is an area

672
00:31:39,040 --> 00:31:46,200
Speaker 10: of responsibility, not just an anointing. So in it each

673
00:31:46,240 --> 00:31:49,520
Speaker 10: of you carry an identity and then God will tap you.

674
00:31:50,000 --> 00:31:53,680
Speaker 10: And if you step in to they assignment that matches

675
00:31:53,720 --> 00:31:57,520
Speaker 10: your identity, you will experience a greater anointing, grateful fruit,

676
00:31:57,600 --> 00:31:58,720
Speaker 10: greater fruitfulness.

677
00:31:58,840 --> 00:31:59,720
Speaker 4: And this is the deal.

678
00:32:00,440 --> 00:32:02,800
Speaker 10: If, like Joni, if you don't step into the next

679
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:05,440
Speaker 10: season of your identity, there will be other people that

680
00:32:05,520 --> 00:32:08,200
Speaker 10: will not make it because you did not do your part.

681
00:32:09,240 --> 00:32:13,080
Speaker 10: My destiny is not for me to win. That's the

682
00:32:13,120 --> 00:32:16,280
Speaker 10: first part. I have to win. But greatness is when

683
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Speaker 10: you help other people win. And so David went into greatness.

684
00:32:20,240 --> 00:32:23,120
Speaker 10: Not only did he kill Goliath, he raised up mighty

685
00:32:23,200 --> 00:32:27,680
Speaker 10: men and gave them vision. But you have to win

686
00:32:27,880 --> 00:32:31,000
Speaker 10: to help other people win. So these are just some

687
00:32:31,040 --> 00:32:34,080
Speaker 10: of the secrets that are in David's life. And because

688
00:32:34,120 --> 00:32:37,120
Speaker 10: God said he restored the tabernacle of David and Amos

689
00:32:37,120 --> 00:32:39,960
Speaker 10: and an axe, that tells me God's going to raise

690
00:32:40,040 --> 00:32:44,640
Speaker 10: up a generation that is after his heart. And when

691
00:32:44,680 --> 00:32:47,800
Speaker 10: they're after his heart, we will naturally do the right things.

692
00:32:48,040 --> 00:32:51,400
Speaker 10: I'm not after my ministry I'm after the fame of God,

693
00:32:52,360 --> 00:32:57,520
Speaker 10: and being after his fame then allows me to carry

694
00:32:57,680 --> 00:33:01,200
Speaker 10: greater responsibility. I'll I'll just say this a thought and

695
00:33:01,200 --> 00:33:03,360
Speaker 10: I'll throw it out there until you have an older

696
00:33:03,360 --> 00:33:06,040
Speaker 10: brother accusing you of had having a wicked heart.

697
00:33:06,120 --> 00:33:07,720
Speaker 4: You've never stepped out like David.

698
00:33:08,360 --> 00:33:12,160
Speaker 10: That's true because for them to do it, it would

699
00:33:12,160 --> 00:33:12,960
Speaker 10: be for promotion.

700
00:33:13,640 --> 00:33:15,480
Speaker 4: For David to do it, it was for the glory

701
00:33:15,520 --> 00:33:15,880
Speaker 4: of God.

702
00:33:16,400 --> 00:33:18,680
Speaker 10: But the very one that God looked at his heart

703
00:33:18,720 --> 00:33:21,280
Speaker 10: and said, you're looking on the outside the warrior, but

704
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:22,360
Speaker 10: on the inside.

705
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:25,320
Speaker 4: He isn't right. People will judge you according to their heart.

706
00:33:26,160 --> 00:33:26,560
Speaker 2: So true.

707
00:33:26,560 --> 00:33:27,640
Speaker 4: An interesting thing is.

708
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Speaker 1: You know, when I was writing my first book, Surrender All,

709
00:33:31,240 --> 00:33:33,560
Speaker 1: I got a profound statement that I love that I

710
00:33:33,600 --> 00:33:37,160
Speaker 1: can't claim credit for. It goes along with just what

711
00:33:37,200 --> 00:33:39,200
Speaker 1: you said. And the Lord said to me I was

712
00:33:39,200 --> 00:33:41,880
Speaker 1: writing one morning. He said, did you know, Joni, that

713
00:33:42,000 --> 00:33:46,120
Speaker 1: your lack of surrender will have a profound effect on

714
00:33:46,240 --> 00:33:50,320
Speaker 1: those who are destined to be connected to your purpose?

715
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Speaker 2: And that's what you were just now saying.

716
00:33:53,440 --> 00:33:55,600
Speaker 1: I mean, if you can't realize and walk in the

717
00:33:55,720 --> 00:33:58,720
Speaker 1: identity that God has given you the purpose that He's

718
00:33:58,760 --> 00:34:01,640
Speaker 1: given you many times it will affect a plethora of

719
00:34:01,720 --> 00:34:03,840
Speaker 1: people around you that he wanted to use and be a.

720
00:34:03,800 --> 00:34:04,239
Speaker 2: Part of that.

721
00:34:04,720 --> 00:34:05,240
Speaker 4: Exactly.

722
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Speaker 10: I'll never forget when God said to me, he said, Dale,

723
00:34:08,080 --> 00:34:10,719
Speaker 10: He said, you and me could go places, but you

724
00:34:10,760 --> 00:34:13,520
Speaker 10: don't agree with me about you. And I said, what,

725
00:34:13,960 --> 00:34:15,960
Speaker 10: I thought it was the devil stopping me. I thought

726
00:34:16,000 --> 00:34:19,080
Speaker 10: it was other people that didn't appreciate my gift. He said, Odell,

727
00:34:20,320 --> 00:34:23,799
Speaker 10: you don't agree with me about you's w And what

728
00:34:23,920 --> 00:34:26,680
Speaker 10: I realized, I said, Lord, just show me what I

729
00:34:26,719 --> 00:34:29,759
Speaker 10: think about myself that you don't agree with. So every

730
00:34:29,840 --> 00:34:33,120
Speaker 10: time God spoke to somebody in the Bible, he would

731
00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:34,040
Speaker 10: talk more about.

732
00:34:33,840 --> 00:34:37,359
Speaker 4: Their identity than who he was.

733
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Speaker 10: So Moses knew God was a deliverer, but he didn't

734
00:34:40,800 --> 00:34:43,440
Speaker 10: believe God could do it through him, right, Okay, So

735
00:34:43,640 --> 00:34:47,239
Speaker 10: God had to change Moses's opinion of himself. And so

736
00:34:47,280 --> 00:34:50,280
Speaker 10: every time God talks to you, it's really changing more

737
00:34:50,440 --> 00:34:53,440
Speaker 10: of you to the way he sees you. And I remember,

738
00:34:53,800 --> 00:34:56,680
Speaker 10: he's a father, and until you start looking like him,

739
00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:00,640
Speaker 10: you're not connected enough. And until you start acting like him.

740
00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:03,000
Speaker 10: So this is what I say. Because we serve a

741
00:35:03,040 --> 00:35:05,759
Speaker 10: great God, he deserves a great glory, but only happen

742
00:35:05,840 --> 00:35:06,879
Speaker 10: if you do a great thing.

743
00:35:07,560 --> 00:35:08,240
Speaker 2: That's so good.

744
00:35:08,280 --> 00:35:10,239
Speaker 1: Now, tell us just a little bit of your own

745
00:35:10,239 --> 00:35:13,400
Speaker 1: story because it connects with David, and that you could

746
00:35:13,560 --> 00:35:16,600
Speaker 1: relate to David from a scripture that you read that

747
00:35:16,760 --> 00:35:22,240
Speaker 1: really impacted you about David and really kind of helped

748
00:35:22,239 --> 00:35:24,000
Speaker 1: you understand your life a little bit better.

749
00:35:24,360 --> 00:35:28,160
Speaker 10: Yes, so, and I want to give this rundown of

750
00:35:28,680 --> 00:35:32,239
Speaker 10: and then my experience. David was a shepherd who was

751
00:35:32,280 --> 00:35:36,720
Speaker 10: a musician, who was a warrior who led the army,

752
00:35:37,800 --> 00:35:38,560
Speaker 10: but in that.

753
00:35:39,960 --> 00:35:43,000
Speaker 4: He was overlooked by his father, left with a few sheep.

754
00:35:43,600 --> 00:35:47,520
Speaker 10: When he became a warrior, Saul became jealous of him.

755
00:35:47,520 --> 00:35:50,200
Speaker 10: The armies he led turned around and chased him. When

756
00:35:50,200 --> 00:35:51,880
Speaker 10: he was supposed to have a wife, that was taken

757
00:35:51,920 --> 00:35:56,000
Speaker 10: away from him. Everything that David accomplished was taken away.

758
00:35:56,040 --> 00:36:00,200
Speaker 10: In that scripture says that God had established him. Sometimes

759
00:36:00,239 --> 00:36:04,000
Speaker 10: we go through loss multiple times, and really what God

760
00:36:04,080 --> 00:36:07,600
Speaker 10: is wanting to develop in us that our confidence is

761
00:36:07,640 --> 00:36:11,560
Speaker 10: in Him, not what we have, and he'll allow things

762
00:36:11,800 --> 00:36:15,960
Speaker 10: like I remember one time I was a leader in

763
00:36:16,000 --> 00:36:19,880
Speaker 10: this organization and there was a program brought out and

764
00:36:20,239 --> 00:36:21,600
Speaker 10: I went to the leader and I said, you know,

765
00:36:22,120 --> 00:36:24,920
Speaker 10: this is a fortune five hundred has many good aspects,

766
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:28,400
Speaker 10: but this is not really it doesn't help pastors. I

767
00:36:28,440 --> 00:36:31,759
Speaker 10: can't really implement the pastors that are under me. And

768
00:36:31,840 --> 00:36:36,480
Speaker 10: so what happened. I said, I'll offer you my resignation,

769
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:40,439
Speaker 10: and that was taken. And then when I blessed that

770
00:36:40,600 --> 00:36:44,200
Speaker 10: person now, and I said, Lord, why I was expecting

771
00:36:44,480 --> 00:36:48,000
Speaker 10: them to open up my future. And God said to me, said, Dale,

772
00:36:48,239 --> 00:36:51,080
Speaker 10: if they would have done it, you would have never

773
00:36:51,160 --> 00:36:53,719
Speaker 10: elevated to the level because they cannot do for you

774
00:36:53,800 --> 00:36:56,239
Speaker 10: what I wanted. And because you were looking to them,

775
00:36:56,280 --> 00:36:58,480
Speaker 10: I had to make it fail because I'll have no

776
00:36:58,560 --> 00:36:59,560
Speaker 10: other gods before me.

777
00:37:00,200 --> 00:37:00,719
Speaker 2: It's so good.

778
00:37:00,920 --> 00:37:04,240
Speaker 10: And so when you start thinking your pattern for success,

779
00:37:04,360 --> 00:37:06,600
Speaker 10: God will burn the ladder because he'd like to drop

780
00:37:06,640 --> 00:37:07,320
Speaker 10: on from heaven.

781
00:37:07,760 --> 00:37:07,920
Speaker 2: Right.

782
00:37:08,239 --> 00:37:10,560
Speaker 1: So you know you were talking earlier a lot about

783
00:37:10,719 --> 00:37:13,440
Speaker 1: honor and how that was such an important part of

784
00:37:13,480 --> 00:37:17,440
Speaker 1: who David was and that would elevate him in the

785
00:37:17,480 --> 00:37:20,120
Speaker 1: midst of so many trials and storms that he went through.

786
00:37:20,400 --> 00:37:24,279
Speaker 10: So the thing is, David, now you think about this

787
00:37:24,440 --> 00:37:28,440
Speaker 10: King Saul. You're leading worship, and he takes a spirit

788
00:37:28,480 --> 00:37:31,680
Speaker 10: and tries to run you through. I mean, this is

789
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:35,399
Speaker 10: not your average Sunday morning service. A demon comes on him,

790
00:37:35,719 --> 00:37:39,200
Speaker 10: and you know David had already killed Golith. He could

791
00:37:39,200 --> 00:37:42,200
Speaker 10: have pulled that thing out and killed Saul right there, Yes,

792
00:37:42,320 --> 00:37:45,080
Speaker 10: but he knew that's what made If he would have

793
00:37:45,160 --> 00:37:46,120
Speaker 10: killed Saul, he'd have.

794
00:37:46,040 --> 00:37:46,560
Speaker 4: Been a Saul.

795
00:37:48,400 --> 00:37:52,040
Speaker 10: What you refuse to do is what makes you different anybody.

796
00:37:52,120 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 10: He could have pulled it out and killed him, but

797
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:58,200
Speaker 10: what he did was and even the second time, he

798
00:37:58,320 --> 00:38:00,839
Speaker 10: came back and worshiped again. And can you imagine now

799
00:38:00,840 --> 00:38:03,359
Speaker 10: you're worshiping going, I think I'm watching him when I said,

800
00:38:03,880 --> 00:38:06,880
Speaker 10: and so, what he did he honored King Saul, but

801
00:38:06,960 --> 00:38:11,000
Speaker 10: he never trusted him, but he honored him. He never

802
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:14,160
Speaker 10: put King Saul down. And unless you understand that, actually

803
00:38:14,280 --> 00:38:17,359
Speaker 10: David and Saul had a very great relationship, you'll never

804
00:38:17,440 --> 00:38:21,239
Speaker 10: understand the hurt that it brought. So for me, there

805
00:38:21,320 --> 00:38:25,960
Speaker 10: was I had repeated father situations. Actually even with my

806
00:38:26,080 --> 00:38:30,160
Speaker 10: own father, who was a businessman, successful in everything he touched,

807
00:38:30,440 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 10: became a pastor of early charismatic movement because he was

808
00:38:34,200 --> 00:38:37,440
Speaker 10: a leader. But now he was raised by an orphan,

809
00:38:37,480 --> 00:38:40,160
Speaker 10: my grandfather, So he didn't want to be a pastor,

810
00:38:40,640 --> 00:38:43,439
Speaker 10: and so that I became the pastor, and the church

811
00:38:43,560 --> 00:38:45,759
Speaker 10: doubled in the first six months when he pastored it.

812
00:38:45,960 --> 00:38:48,640
Speaker 10: Every year it went through a church split. It's like

813
00:38:49,160 --> 00:38:51,359
Speaker 10: you ever been those things where you're crying, like, my God,

814
00:38:51,400 --> 00:38:52,799
Speaker 10: what's going on? I thought we were in the spirit.

815
00:38:52,840 --> 00:38:54,880
Speaker 10: I thought everything was going to be wonderful. All hell's

816
00:38:54,920 --> 00:38:57,080
Speaker 10: breaking loose? Did I read where there's something in the

817
00:38:57,080 --> 00:38:57,960
Speaker 10: Bible I'd missed?

818
00:38:58,080 --> 00:38:59,960
Speaker 4: You know, we did. We missed a lot.

819
00:39:00,360 --> 00:39:05,360
Speaker 10: But anyway, but so through it, my father actually confessed

820
00:39:05,360 --> 00:39:07,320
Speaker 10: to me, almost in the edge of a nervous breakdown,

821
00:39:07,320 --> 00:39:08,480
Speaker 10: that he was jealous of me.

822
00:39:08,719 --> 00:39:09,399
Speaker 2: Wow.

823
00:39:09,680 --> 00:39:14,560
Speaker 10: And you know, I want people to know that the

824
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:16,680
Speaker 10: relationship was restored before he.

825
00:39:16,640 --> 00:39:18,680
Speaker 4: Went to heaven, and that was good.

826
00:39:18,680 --> 00:39:23,800
Speaker 10: But the thing that happened was he said to me, said, Dale,

827
00:39:23,840 --> 00:39:26,960
Speaker 10: I'll take the church building and you keep the people.

828
00:39:27,800 --> 00:39:28,359
Speaker 4: And so with.

829
00:39:28,280 --> 00:39:31,320
Speaker 10: Fifty dollars in a church where my father had actually

830
00:39:31,320 --> 00:39:36,479
Speaker 10: telled people to leave, and I was ready to leave

831
00:39:36,600 --> 00:39:38,839
Speaker 10: and go to Iowa, and God said you're going to stay.

832
00:39:38,840 --> 00:39:42,120
Speaker 4: I can't get the whole story, it's in my book, but.

833
00:39:42,280 --> 00:39:47,040
Speaker 10: Through it I learned to honor God above my own

834
00:39:47,239 --> 00:39:52,680
Speaker 10: soul and It delivered me from this orphan spirit and

835
00:39:52,719 --> 00:39:56,040
Speaker 10: I started learning God as my father, how do.

836
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:58,080
Speaker 3: You honor somebody who doesn't honor you.

837
00:39:59,040 --> 00:39:59,880
Speaker 4: Well, this is the.

838
00:40:02,440 --> 00:40:05,279
Speaker 10: A building that was worth over half a million. I

839
00:40:05,360 --> 00:40:10,040
Speaker 10: released my father and with fifty dollars, God said goodbye land.

840
00:40:10,840 --> 00:40:13,200
Speaker 10: We ended up buying land and that land turned into

841
00:40:13,239 --> 00:40:13,880
Speaker 10: five million.

842
00:40:14,239 --> 00:40:14,759
Speaker 7: Wow.

843
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:18,720
Speaker 10: And because I never put my dad in the book,

844
00:40:18,920 --> 00:40:21,320
Speaker 10: he's now with the Lord. Because I didn't want to

845
00:40:21,360 --> 00:40:24,160
Speaker 10: dishonor him. Yes, and I never brought it up as

846
00:40:24,200 --> 00:40:29,000
Speaker 10: an issue, just and God restored it. Actually leu Ann

847
00:40:29,120 --> 00:40:33,120
Speaker 10: was part of the restoration. But my father actually before

848
00:40:33,400 --> 00:40:37,480
Speaker 10: he suffered dementia, but he actually prophesied over us of how.

849
00:40:37,360 --> 00:40:38,640
Speaker 4: We would go around the world.

850
00:40:39,040 --> 00:40:41,720
Speaker 10: And my father blessed me before he went to heaven

851
00:40:41,840 --> 00:40:42,680
Speaker 10: in an incredible way.

852
00:40:42,680 --> 00:40:42,919
Speaker 4: Way.

853
00:40:43,160 --> 00:40:43,960
Speaker 2: We know, Lewyne.

854
00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,319
Speaker 1: We were talking earlier about even how you struggled with

855
00:40:47,400 --> 00:40:49,799
Speaker 1: this and just some of the things that you went through.

856
00:40:49,880 --> 00:40:50,680
Speaker 2: Even judgments.

857
00:40:50,680 --> 00:40:52,880
Speaker 1: Talk a little bit about that honoring in the midst

858
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Speaker 1: of all that, and tell a little bit of that story.

859
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Speaker 7: It's amazing.

860
00:40:56,400 --> 00:40:59,120
Speaker 11: I had went through a divorce of twenty three years

861
00:40:59,120 --> 00:41:02,880
Speaker 11: of marriage. Divorced me because I got saved, and on

862
00:41:02,960 --> 00:41:05,960
Speaker 11: my divorce papers it said, I'm divorcing you for being

863
00:41:06,000 --> 00:41:07,200
Speaker 11: a born Christian.

864
00:41:07,600 --> 00:41:09,360
Speaker 7: All you watch is Christian.

865
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Speaker 11: Television and you're a zeala for God and will do

866
00:41:11,719 --> 00:41:15,040
Speaker 11: anything for him. Well, I called that an honor. You know,

867
00:41:15,360 --> 00:41:19,680
Speaker 11: it's amazing. But I'd never realized I had been through

868
00:41:19,800 --> 00:41:23,719
Speaker 11: twenty three years of living with a man of abuse,

869
00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:27,600
Speaker 11: and until I was delivered from abuse, I had to

870
00:41:27,640 --> 00:41:30,920
Speaker 11: stand up to that spirit. And I went home one

871
00:41:30,960 --> 00:41:34,440
Speaker 11: day and I said, you have abused me twenty three years,

872
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:37,400
Speaker 11: and you'll never abuse me again. Do you understand me?

873
00:41:37,880 --> 00:41:40,960
Speaker 11: And I think anyone who is facing a.

874
00:41:40,920 --> 00:41:43,360
Speaker 2: Goliath, you have to face that spirit.

875
00:41:43,480 --> 00:41:46,839
Speaker 11: And as soon as I faced it, I realized I

876
00:41:46,920 --> 00:41:50,719
Speaker 11: took that demon down, you know, of abuse. And right

877
00:41:50,760 --> 00:41:54,319
Speaker 11: after that it was seven years. God had me wait

878
00:41:54,400 --> 00:41:57,440
Speaker 11: for Dale and God sent me to his church and

879
00:41:57,480 --> 00:41:58,719
Speaker 11: I didn't know him.

880
00:41:58,520 --> 00:42:06,000
Speaker 10: And unbelievable as humble and famous as I no, but it.

881
00:42:06,080 --> 00:42:09,640
Speaker 11: Was like instantly, and God gave me a dream that

882
00:42:09,719 --> 00:42:11,879
Speaker 11: I was going to move to Delaware from New York.

883
00:42:12,000 --> 00:42:14,200
Speaker 11: And I woke up and a prophet called me and

884
00:42:14,239 --> 00:42:16,680
Speaker 11: I answered the phone and he said, Luienne, I had

885
00:42:16,680 --> 00:42:18,960
Speaker 11: a dream last night, You're moving to Delaware.

886
00:42:19,560 --> 00:42:20,719
Speaker 2: And I was like, oh.

887
00:42:20,800 --> 00:42:23,000
Speaker 11: I started shaking, and I went to walk around my

888
00:42:23,080 --> 00:42:26,160
Speaker 11: bed and the Lord said, Lune, get the book out.

889
00:42:25,960 --> 00:42:26,919
Speaker 7: From under your bed.

890
00:42:27,280 --> 00:42:29,200
Speaker 11: I said, God, there's no book under my bed.

891
00:42:29,239 --> 00:42:30,520
Speaker 7: I'm arguing with the Lord.

892
00:42:31,080 --> 00:42:33,239
Speaker 11: And I looked and there was a little book I

893
00:42:33,320 --> 00:42:36,040
Speaker 11: gave my son in second grade and it was the

894
00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:38,800
Speaker 11: story of Jonah. And God said, are you going to

895
00:42:38,880 --> 00:42:41,759
Speaker 11: be like Jonah and not go where I'm sending you? Oh?

896
00:42:41,880 --> 00:42:42,560
Speaker 4: My goodness.

897
00:42:42,560 --> 00:42:42,840
Speaker 2: Wow.

898
00:42:43,080 --> 00:42:46,719
Speaker 11: And the biggest trial I ever went through was when

899
00:42:46,719 --> 00:42:49,520
Speaker 11: I opened my bedroom door. My son, Matthew was standing

900
00:42:49,560 --> 00:42:52,239
Speaker 11: there and he was nineteen at the time. His dad

901
00:42:52,320 --> 00:42:55,200
Speaker 11: left when he was fourteen, and we were really close.

902
00:42:55,280 --> 00:42:58,719
Speaker 11: But he knew God had visited me, and he said, Mom,

903
00:42:58,760 --> 00:43:01,560
Speaker 11: what's going on? I said, Matthew, God just told me

904
00:43:01,880 --> 00:43:05,759
Speaker 11: I'm moving to Delaware, and out of his mouth goes, no, Mom,

905
00:43:05,840 --> 00:43:08,680
Speaker 11: this isn't God. The devil took my dad away. Now

906
00:43:08,680 --> 00:43:11,520
Speaker 11: he's trying to take my mom away. But I knew

907
00:43:11,560 --> 00:43:15,520
Speaker 11: that was the Lord tests to me, do I love

908
00:43:15,600 --> 00:43:18,960
Speaker 11: my son more than I love to obey God? And

909
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:21,279
Speaker 11: I knew I had to go. But when I went,

910
00:43:21,400 --> 00:43:25,640
Speaker 11: I was not received very well and just how it happened.

911
00:43:25,760 --> 00:43:30,360
Speaker 11: And I went through somebody pulling me aside who was

912
00:43:30,400 --> 00:43:34,160
Speaker 11: a good friend of Dale's, telling me what are you doing.

913
00:43:34,239 --> 00:43:38,080
Speaker 11: You're destroying his family or destroying his church, and.

914
00:43:38,400 --> 00:43:41,600
Speaker 7: She said you need to leave him now, and I knew.

915
00:43:41,400 --> 00:43:43,360
Speaker 4: It was we were engaged at that point.

916
00:43:43,480 --> 00:43:46,920
Speaker 11: It wasn't God, because God spoke to me. And our

917
00:43:46,960 --> 00:43:50,360
Speaker 11: story is very unique because it's a story of loss

918
00:43:50,960 --> 00:43:53,680
Speaker 11: and death and how God can take no matter what

919
00:43:53,840 --> 00:43:55,040
Speaker 11: goes on in your life.

920
00:43:55,280 --> 00:43:56,680
Speaker 7: He is a God of restoration.

921
00:43:57,200 --> 00:44:00,239
Speaker 11: I don't care what the enemy does to you can

922
00:44:00,320 --> 00:44:01,640
Speaker 11: forgive and forget.

923
00:44:02,440 --> 00:44:04,440
Speaker 7: God is just going to take you further.

924
00:44:05,120 --> 00:44:06,759
Speaker 1: So you know, at the end of the day, it's

925
00:44:06,800 --> 00:44:10,480
Speaker 1: like God spoke to you, and it just you know,

926
00:44:10,560 --> 00:44:12,520
Speaker 1: you have a plethora of people around you and even

927
00:44:12,560 --> 00:44:14,399
Speaker 1: in your family that want to tell you what they

928
00:44:14,440 --> 00:44:17,759
Speaker 1: think or how they feel, when in reality, you know

929
00:44:17,800 --> 00:44:20,239
Speaker 1: what God said to you. But to stand on that

930
00:44:20,360 --> 00:44:22,480
Speaker 1: and to stand in it sometimes it's very difficult because

931
00:44:22,480 --> 00:44:25,000
Speaker 1: you love all of those people, right, so you had

932
00:44:25,000 --> 00:44:26,799
Speaker 1: to battle with that, and you had to battle with

933
00:44:26,840 --> 00:44:27,279
Speaker 1: that as well.

934
00:44:27,560 --> 00:44:30,040
Speaker 10: Yeah, and I have rejection and I had people that

935
00:44:31,000 --> 00:44:33,440
Speaker 10: they did not invite me to speak that I was

936
00:44:33,600 --> 00:44:36,120
Speaker 10: traveling quite a bit, and so it sort of slowed down.

937
00:44:36,200 --> 00:44:38,680
Speaker 4: Is Dale okay? Why would he get married in seven months?

938
00:44:38,800 --> 00:44:41,680
Speaker 10: It was very interesting before when my wife was dying

939
00:44:41,680 --> 00:44:45,279
Speaker 10: of cancer, she sat there and she said to me, Dale,

940
00:44:45,360 --> 00:44:47,399
Speaker 10: you can't get married until a year after I died,

941
00:44:47,400 --> 00:44:49,319
Speaker 10: because I know you want to be with somebody. And

942
00:44:49,480 --> 00:44:51,600
Speaker 10: one of the intercessors in our church was sitting there

943
00:44:51,640 --> 00:44:53,160
Speaker 10: and said, you can't put that on him.

944
00:44:53,600 --> 00:44:54,920
Speaker 4: You don't know what God's going to do.

945
00:44:55,080 --> 00:44:58,279
Speaker 10: And I thought, intercessor would be quiet, I'm not going

946
00:44:58,360 --> 00:45:01,720
Speaker 10: to get married easy here. But you know, she popped

947
00:45:01,800 --> 00:45:05,240
Speaker 10: up and I had a dream, and in the dream

948
00:45:05,719 --> 00:45:07,840
Speaker 10: I saw Chuck. I was on we were on roller skates,

949
00:45:07,880 --> 00:45:10,520
Speaker 10: we were going forward. Chuck Pearce was on roller states.

950
00:45:10,200 --> 00:45:10,640
Speaker 4: Coming to me.

951
00:45:11,200 --> 00:45:13,680
Speaker 10: And I thought, I'm going to call up Chuck because

952
00:45:13,719 --> 00:45:16,080
Speaker 10: we're praying when do you get married? Because in two

953
00:45:16,120 --> 00:45:18,600
Speaker 10: weeks from we met, we knew we were going to

954
00:45:18,600 --> 00:45:21,719
Speaker 10: get married. Now you don't, and so but now let

955
00:45:21,760 --> 00:45:24,439
Speaker 10: me tell about Chuck Pierce. So I called up Chuck

956
00:45:24,440 --> 00:45:26,399
Speaker 10: and I said, Chuck, will you marry us? He said yes,

957
00:45:27,200 --> 00:45:29,359
Speaker 10: and they called back and said I can't I said why.

958
00:45:29,400 --> 00:45:32,359
Speaker 10: I said, it's my birthday. And we were praying about

959
00:45:32,360 --> 00:45:34,799
Speaker 10: the time. Do you realize a lot of times God

960
00:45:34,840 --> 00:45:37,759
Speaker 10: speaks and we think it's this, but it actually was

961
00:45:37,760 --> 00:45:38,399
Speaker 10: about the date.

962
00:45:38,600 --> 00:45:41,200
Speaker 4: So that became. But this part, I love the dream.

963
00:45:41,239 --> 00:45:45,040
Speaker 11: So so after visiting his church for two weeks, I'm like, God,

964
00:45:45,040 --> 00:45:47,520
Speaker 11: why I am in this church? I had no idea,

965
00:45:47,880 --> 00:45:50,439
Speaker 11: and I went home and I had a dream and

966
00:45:50,480 --> 00:45:52,640
Speaker 11: his wife, who passed away, came to me in a

967
00:45:52,760 --> 00:45:55,560
Speaker 11: dream and said, lu Anne, take care of Dale and

968
00:45:55,680 --> 00:45:59,440
Speaker 11: continued the vision for revival at Destiny and that's the

969
00:45:59,520 --> 00:46:02,799
Speaker 11: name of church. And I woke up shake, and I go,

970
00:46:03,040 --> 00:46:04,000
Speaker 11: who is this woman?

971
00:46:04,040 --> 00:46:05,279
Speaker 7: Because I've never seen her?

972
00:46:05,600 --> 00:46:08,239
Speaker 11: And I went on the website under his church and

973
00:46:08,320 --> 00:46:11,400
Speaker 11: her face was still on it, and it freaked me out.

974
00:46:11,480 --> 00:46:13,799
Speaker 11: I go, oh, my God, that's why you sent me

975
00:46:13,960 --> 00:46:18,600
Speaker 11: to Delaware because the week my husband left me, it

976
00:46:18,680 --> 00:46:22,200
Speaker 11: was prophesied Leuienne. You're going to marry a godly man

977
00:46:22,640 --> 00:46:24,719
Speaker 11: and he's a prophet and you're going to travel the

978
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:28,400
Speaker 11: world with him. But I love our ministry because I

979
00:46:28,480 --> 00:46:32,080
Speaker 11: love deliverance, because I was delivered of so much stuff.

980
00:46:32,320 --> 00:46:36,839
Speaker 2: And we're talking like seventeen years later seventeen years seventeen years.

981
00:46:36,920 --> 00:46:40,560
Speaker 7: Yes, our ministry.

982
00:46:40,120 --> 00:46:42,800
Speaker 11: Is so unique because Dale is known as a prophet.

983
00:46:42,840 --> 00:46:47,600
Speaker 11: He's amazing, very accurate prophet. He will prophesy an age

984
00:46:47,640 --> 00:46:51,359
Speaker 11: to a person and then my gift is okay. If

985
00:46:51,400 --> 00:46:54,759
Speaker 11: he says fifteen, what happened to you at fifteen? You're

986
00:46:54,840 --> 00:46:58,920
Speaker 11: usually stuck by someone either abused you, abandon you, or

987
00:46:59,080 --> 00:47:01,800
Speaker 11: rejected you, or something happened to you.

988
00:47:01,920 --> 00:47:02,680
Speaker 2: That's really neat.

989
00:47:02,760 --> 00:47:04,680
Speaker 1: Well, I just want you to take a moment, if

990
00:47:04,719 --> 00:47:08,120
Speaker 1: you will, Dell, look into the camera and just really

991
00:47:08,200 --> 00:47:12,840
Speaker 1: minister to someone watching right now that you've felt rejection,

992
00:47:14,680 --> 00:47:17,680
Speaker 1: I may might have felt persecution, you might have felt judged,

993
00:47:18,160 --> 00:47:20,440
Speaker 1: and the Lord's wanting to heal you today. And you've

994
00:47:20,440 --> 00:47:23,480
Speaker 1: been really intrigued listening, like I've never heard people talk

995
00:47:23,600 --> 00:47:26,239
Speaker 1: like this before about dreams and God speaking to him.

996
00:47:26,600 --> 00:47:29,719
Speaker 1: But I'm just telling you the Lord has his hand

997
00:47:29,760 --> 00:47:32,200
Speaker 1: on your life and he loves you so much, So Dale,

998
00:47:32,360 --> 00:47:33,000
Speaker 1: just go ahead.

999
00:47:34,000 --> 00:47:36,480
Speaker 10: So first of all, there's several things I want to

1000
00:47:36,520 --> 00:47:41,439
Speaker 10: say that God's hand is over your heart and over

1001
00:47:41,480 --> 00:47:45,160
Speaker 10: your life to take you into your future. And what

1002
00:47:45,200 --> 00:47:48,279
Speaker 10: you've been saved from is not as great as what

1003
00:47:48,320 --> 00:47:51,440
Speaker 10: you've been saved for when God created you, he put

1004
00:47:51,480 --> 00:47:55,120
Speaker 10: part of his genius in you. They'll never be another you.

1005
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:58,560
Speaker 10: You're God's one shot at something. You are so valuable

1006
00:47:58,600 --> 00:48:00,960
Speaker 10: to him. He allowed Jesus to die on the cross,

1007
00:48:01,840 --> 00:48:04,439
Speaker 10: and he saved you for a purpose. Everything you save,

1008
00:48:04,600 --> 00:48:06,520
Speaker 10: you say for a purpose. You don't throw it away

1009
00:48:06,760 --> 00:48:10,520
Speaker 10: because you still have purpose. You're alive, breathing air because

1010
00:48:10,560 --> 00:48:13,200
Speaker 10: you still have purpose. You're going to change somebody's life.

1011
00:48:13,400 --> 00:48:16,200
Speaker 10: You're going to help somebody down the road. You don't

1012
00:48:16,239 --> 00:48:19,200
Speaker 10: know how God's going to use you, but I'm telling you,

1013
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:22,359
Speaker 10: like David, there's an anointing over your life. And if

1014
00:48:22,400 --> 00:48:25,640
Speaker 10: you'll be after God's heart, you will be surprised how

1015
00:48:25,680 --> 00:48:28,040
Speaker 10: we will use you. And I break off of you

1016
00:48:28,320 --> 00:48:32,880
Speaker 10: every devaluing experience, and I release the value and the

1017
00:48:32,960 --> 00:48:36,680
Speaker 10: honor from Father God that you would actually see yourself

1018
00:48:36,760 --> 00:48:39,920
Speaker 10: through his eyes. And I want to say this to you.

1019
00:48:40,719 --> 00:48:43,319
Speaker 10: Look into his face till you can see part of

1020
00:48:43,400 --> 00:48:46,520
Speaker 10: your face. You'll never find your identity looking in a mirror.

1021
00:48:46,680 --> 00:48:50,359
Speaker 10: You'll only find it looking in the face of Father God.

1022
00:48:50,520 --> 00:48:54,480
Speaker 10: And sometimes God will let hurts come, so he is

1023
00:48:54,520 --> 00:48:55,720
Speaker 10: your total mirror.

1024
00:48:56,239 --> 00:48:58,440
Speaker 1: So good Louienne, just take a moment and just minister

1025
00:48:58,520 --> 00:48:59,040
Speaker 1: as you feel that.

1026
00:48:59,560 --> 00:49:02,359
Speaker 11: Yes, and I would pray for anyone who has gone

1027
00:49:02,400 --> 00:49:06,400
Speaker 11: through heartache and loss and betrayal, abandonment that the most

1028
00:49:06,400 --> 00:49:09,840
Speaker 11: important thing you can do is release forgiveness.

1029
00:49:09,239 --> 00:49:12,600
Speaker 7: To that person. And as you forgive that person who

1030
00:49:12,680 --> 00:49:14,920
Speaker 7: hurt you, then you bless them.

1031
00:49:15,280 --> 00:49:18,399
Speaker 11: And I want to also say this, you create an

1032
00:49:18,480 --> 00:49:22,759
Speaker 11: ungodly soul tie with a person during a relationship, It's

1033
00:49:22,880 --> 00:49:26,279
Speaker 11: very important to break that soul tie. And when you

1034
00:49:26,360 --> 00:49:29,359
Speaker 11: break that soul tie, you will stop having like bad

1035
00:49:29,440 --> 00:49:33,400
Speaker 11: dreams or nightmares or stuff. And I whenever I minister

1036
00:49:33,560 --> 00:49:36,200
Speaker 11: to women who've been abused, I always have them break

1037
00:49:36,239 --> 00:49:40,320
Speaker 11: that ungodly soul tie with that abuser because that spirit

1038
00:49:40,440 --> 00:49:42,279
Speaker 11: will try to come in and give them back.

1039
00:49:42,360 --> 00:49:44,640
Speaker 1: Just break that in the name of Jesus, So the

1040
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:45,400
Speaker 1: blood of Jesus.

1041
00:49:45,480 --> 00:49:48,279
Speaker 11: Yes, I would have them say, Okay, I forgive them,

1042
00:49:48,840 --> 00:49:52,080
Speaker 11: say their name, I release them, I bless them, and

1043
00:49:52,160 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 11: I break that soul tie with them. I break off

1044
00:49:55,080 --> 00:50:00,359
Speaker 11: any witshcraft, manipulation or unclean spirits in Jesus name that.

1045
00:50:00,320 --> 00:50:00,839
Speaker 2: I love that.

1046
00:50:00,920 --> 00:50:03,120
Speaker 1: April, would you just take a moment for those maybe

1047
00:50:03,120 --> 00:50:06,280
Speaker 1: who don't know the Lord, and maybe they've never prayed

1048
00:50:06,280 --> 00:50:08,080
Speaker 1: the prayer of salvation, and just lead them in a

1049
00:50:08,120 --> 00:50:09,600
Speaker 1: prayer and we'll repeat after you.

1050
00:50:09,360 --> 00:50:12,320
Speaker 8: You pray just like this, say, dear Heavenly Father, I

1051
00:50:12,360 --> 00:50:15,040
Speaker 8: ask you to come to my heart today. In my heart,

1052
00:50:15,160 --> 00:50:17,799
Speaker 8: ask you to forgive me and my sins. Forgive me,

1053
00:50:18,239 --> 00:50:20,400
Speaker 8: and I declare that you are the Lord of my life.

1054
00:50:20,440 --> 00:50:22,040
Speaker 2: I declare the Lord.

1055
00:50:22,360 --> 00:50:26,080
Speaker 8: Today's a new beginning, a fresh start, a fresh start.

1056
00:50:26,200 --> 00:50:28,640
Speaker 8: The past has gone, the past is Father. I look

1057
00:50:28,680 --> 00:50:29,840
Speaker 8: forward to the days ahead.

1058
00:50:29,960 --> 00:50:31,960
Speaker 2: Father, I look forward to. Then, I say you're my

1059
00:50:32,000 --> 00:50:32,720
Speaker 2: Lord and Savior.

1060
00:50:33,680 --> 00:50:35,480
Speaker 8: Jesus name Jesus, Amen.

1061
00:50:35,520 --> 00:50:37,560
Speaker 2: Amen, and a candle. Quick comment.

1062
00:50:38,080 --> 00:50:40,640
Speaker 7: You know, I love what you're saying about identity.

1063
00:50:41,000 --> 00:50:43,680
Speaker 9: We really can't get our identity from the world or

1064
00:50:43,680 --> 00:50:47,359
Speaker 9: from other people. It only comes from God and that

1065
00:50:47,440 --> 00:50:50,040
Speaker 9: will change lives. I love what you're your message of

1066
00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:51,400
Speaker 9: that that is so powerful.

1067
00:50:51,560 --> 00:50:54,440
Speaker 3: Rachel, Yeah, I definitely agree. What do you think is

1068
00:50:54,480 --> 00:50:56,960
Speaker 3: the biggest obstacle to people finding their identity?

1069
00:50:57,760 --> 00:50:58,719
Speaker 2: What's holding them back?

1070
00:50:58,920 --> 00:51:03,279
Speaker 10: I think there's a religious spirit that we're taught to

1071
00:51:03,320 --> 00:51:07,360
Speaker 10: be humble and we're not taught to walk in honor

1072
00:51:07,560 --> 00:51:11,399
Speaker 10: and greatness. So we don't we settle for less and when,

1073
00:51:11,600 --> 00:51:12,719
Speaker 10: but we could have had more.

1074
00:51:13,719 --> 00:51:16,360
Speaker 3: Rebecca, what would your piece of advice to be for

1075
00:51:16,440 --> 00:51:17,960
Speaker 3: someone going through a dark season?

1076
00:51:20,480 --> 00:51:21,760
Speaker 4: Think of it as a test.

1077
00:51:21,920 --> 00:51:25,520
Speaker 10: It's temporary and in it you're going to find the

1078
00:51:25,680 --> 00:51:29,000
Speaker 10: light from God that propels you when things are great.

1079
00:51:29,680 --> 00:51:33,440
Speaker 10: It's a test and pass it because something great is

1080
00:51:33,440 --> 00:51:34,200
Speaker 10: ahead of you.

1081
00:51:35,320 --> 00:51:37,080
Speaker 6: I just want to say thank you to both of

1082
00:51:37,080 --> 00:51:40,879
Speaker 6: you for sharing, because I believe that people out there

1083
00:51:40,920 --> 00:51:44,960
Speaker 6: that are going through things similar to you, they want

1084
00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:48,719
Speaker 6: to quit and give up because they don't understand if

1085
00:51:48,760 --> 00:51:52,160
Speaker 6: they stand well, God will do in the life of

1086
00:51:52,200 --> 00:51:53,040
Speaker 6: honoring others.

1087
00:51:53,120 --> 00:51:54,480
Speaker 7: So thank you so much.

1088
00:51:54,680 --> 00:51:57,239
Speaker 10: I like that statement. People say, how did you get here?

1089
00:51:57,320 --> 00:51:59,319
Speaker 4: Dale? I said, I didn't quit the seven times I

1090
00:51:59,360 --> 00:52:02,320
Speaker 4: felt like it, that's right. I just got closer to him.

1091
00:52:02,320 --> 00:52:02,799
Speaker 2: That's right.

1092
00:52:03,080 --> 00:52:06,560
Speaker 1: And you said, and you said trouble. Anybody who doesn't

1093
00:52:06,600 --> 00:52:07,480
Speaker 1: have trouble.

1094
00:52:07,520 --> 00:52:10,839
Speaker 4: They're not going anywhere. Wow.

1095
00:52:11,040 --> 00:52:14,759
Speaker 1: So good, Okay. Who needs to get the bookdal Uh?

1096
00:52:15,120 --> 00:52:20,240
Speaker 10: I have people literally in college, high school, millionaires, people

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Speaker 10: in music in Nashville reading this book to change your life.

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Speaker 10: So if you're breathing, you need to have that book

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Speaker 10: because It'll make you dream about your life from Heaven's

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Speaker 10: perspective and no limits because we have a God that's

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Speaker 10: great and quick call it.

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Speaker 1: Lewin because you shared your heart on this so well.

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Speaker 1: For people watching that gone through a divorce, that have

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Speaker 1: felt rejected by the church, what would you say to them?

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Speaker 11: Yes, yeah, it's amazing how people label you as a

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Speaker 11: divorce see, and that really tried to keep me from ministry.

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Speaker 11: But it's a lie. And every lie you have you

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Speaker 11: have to put the truth over it, and the truth

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Speaker 11: breaks the lie. But it's very important. But what I

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Speaker 11: love about Dale's ministry too. We have been used for

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Speaker 11: many churches to go in and help the pastors come

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Speaker 11: forward because they.

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Speaker 7: Go through heartache just like we have walked through.

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Speaker 11: But it's amazing a lot of churches God has used

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Speaker 11: him or myself to help them not quit, don't give up.

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Speaker 1: So all the people that rejected you from the church,

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Speaker 1: how is it today?

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Speaker 2: How did God change that?

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Speaker 7: It's amazing.

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Speaker 11: Most of the people who really rejected me are the

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Speaker 11: people God used to help me deliver them from what

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Speaker 11: they're going through.

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Speaker 10: Some people came back for deliverance and you know, she

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Speaker 10: sat down there.

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Speaker 4: This is very important.

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Speaker 10: Sat down with Randy Clark and everybody stood up and

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Speaker 10: she introduced herself. Said Hi, I'm Luann. I'm divorced. She

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Speaker 10: said she felt like she were a d I said,

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Speaker 10: good door. I said, it was Dail for destiny, for Dover,

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Speaker 10: for Delaware.

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Speaker 7: It's amazing how it labels you.

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Speaker 11: And I believe the lie that God couldn't use me

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Speaker 11: in ministry because I was.

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Speaker 7: It's not the parniavals exactly.

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Speaker 2: And then your son God worked out things with your son.

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Speaker 7: God moved him to Delaware and he says, Mom, I'm

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Speaker 7: not moving to Tennessee. But he goes to his wife.

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Speaker 7: He goes, maybe I'm called to go to Tennessee. I'm

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Speaker 7: to fight so much.

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Speaker 2: But that's awesome.

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Speaker 1: But God works all those things out, even though it's

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Speaker 1: those moments you're thinking this is going to be tragic.

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Speaker 10: You have to play it all well before the Lord. Yeah,

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Speaker 10: to really experience everything so good.

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Speaker 11: The most amazing thing I think that happened through my divorce.

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Speaker 11: It was like fourteen years and I hadn't seen my

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Speaker 11: ex husband and my older son was getting married, and

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Speaker 11: I said, Lord, what do I do when I see him?

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Speaker 7: Because this is a man who.

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Speaker 11: Bankrupted foreclothes, divorced me, repossessed my car, and even tried

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Speaker 11: to take the kids from me. And I'm like, Lord,

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Speaker 11: what do I do? And he goes, don't worry, Luienne,

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Speaker 11: I'll show you.

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Speaker 4: Well.

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Speaker 11: Right after the marriage ceremony which Dale married them was amazing.

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Speaker 11: He walked up and introduced himself to.

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Speaker 7: Dale and I just reached around and I hugged him.

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Speaker 7: And when I hugged him, he wouldn't let me go.

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Speaker 11: And it was almost like he was feeling the love

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Speaker 11: of God and even the forgiveness of God. But it's

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Speaker 11: amazing how whatever you go through, the Lord can give

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Speaker 11: you the heart of God's.

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Speaker 2: So good, so good, so good. Well we're out of time,

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Speaker 2: so interesting.

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Speaker 1: But I want you to remember that no matter what

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Speaker 1: others have said about you, God calls you his beloved child.

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Speaker 1: You are his son, you are his daughter, And before

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Speaker 1: you even knew him, he had already loved you. And

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Speaker 1: the Bob talks about that I knew you before you

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Speaker 1: were born your mother's womb. So let the Holy Spirit

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Speaker 1: bring this revelation to life in you today. And if

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Speaker 1: you're watching today and you need prayer, there's a prayer

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Speaker 1: line number on the screen. An amazing prayer partners standing by.

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Speaker 1: If you pray that prayer of salvation with April, we'd

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Speaker 1: love to send you the Book of John. The Gospel

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Speaker 1: of John is a great place to start in the Bible,

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Speaker 1: and we'll send that to you for free. Let us

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Speaker 1: know that you prayed the prayer. Also, I want to

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Speaker 1: thank del Nuann for joining us today. Be sure you

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Speaker 1: pick up a copy of Dale's book and David perceived

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Speaker 1: he was King Rebecca, you recommend this highly right, I

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Speaker 1: do okay. For more, you can visit him online at

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Speaker 1: delmass dot org and as always, make sure to follow

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Speaker 1: us on all social media and subscribe to our YouTube

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Speaker 2: Thank you so much for watching. Thank you guys.

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Speaker 1: When you've come back and be with us again, update

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Speaker 1: us on what's going on. We can cover some more

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Speaker 1: subjects for sure, but you too are just delightful.

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Speaker 2: And thank you ladies for joining me. Thank you for watching.

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Speaker 1: Hey, I'm excited about that word that was for you.

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Speaker 1: You've just kind of been stuck, but God's going to

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Speaker 1: lift you out. He's got continued purpose and destiny for

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Speaker 1: you in the days ahead, so I want you to

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Speaker 1: embrace that and realize who you are in Christ.

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Speaker 2: God's not done with you yet. We'll see you next time.

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Speaker 2: Bye bye for today.