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Speaker 1: Hello, My loves It is Wali Kent, Jessica Walter needs

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Speaker 1: to Burningham back on the mic, or the bonus episode

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Speaker 1: of Give Them a Hello, Boner Bonner. We ask you

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Speaker 1: guys what your biggest fears are for this episode, and

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Speaker 1: when we decided to use this as like the theme

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Speaker 1: of today's episode, it got me to thinking, what is

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Speaker 1: my biggest fear? Because it's like, yes, I have a

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Speaker 1: fear of spiders or like someone breaking into the house.

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Speaker 1: But you want to know my ultimate fear. I have

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Speaker 1: two My daughter becoming a drug addict, okay, or my

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Speaker 1: kids right, or my kids murdering someone.

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Speaker 2: Murdering purposely like becoming a murderer, or accidental murder or either.

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Speaker 1: Either just having Well, if you're like a murderer, we

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Speaker 1: need to talk. Yeah, well, but if you accidentally killed someone,

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Speaker 1: because I do know.

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Speaker 3: Unfortunately I know a family member that got well, not

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Speaker 3: a family member, a family a friend and their family

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Speaker 3: member was struck by a car and he passed away

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Speaker 3: and it was the driver drunk. No, he just he

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Speaker 3: was walking at night, couldn't see him and hit him.

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Speaker 3: And it's an I think it went down as just

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Speaker 3: an accidental.

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Speaker 1: Well that's not murder I'm talking about.

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Speaker 4: That's what I'm saying.

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Speaker 1: I'm talking about one with him.

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Speaker 4: Accidental death is even crazy.

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Speaker 1: No that, But can I tell you I have We've

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Speaker 1: talked about this before. I had a friend who in

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Speaker 1: high school was drunk driving, hit a family and killed

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Speaker 1: everybody but two people. And living with something like that

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Speaker 1: I think would be extremely difficult. But then I think

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Speaker 1: you tap into now he goes around to schools and

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Speaker 1: talks about like the importance of not drinking and driving,

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Speaker 1: not doing drugs, and it's like, okay, you paid your dues.

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Speaker 1: He definitely went to jail, and now he's come out

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Speaker 1: and he's starting to like make a difference and you know,

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Speaker 1: trying to make as much right as he possibly can.

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Speaker 1: But I'm talking about cold blooded killers. If I gave

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Speaker 1: birth to a cold blooded killer, first of all, I'd

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Speaker 1: give them my hit list. If you're gonna give it,

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Speaker 1: you're gonna do it.

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Speaker 4: Let's get.

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Speaker 1: After you take care of this list.

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Speaker 4: And I'm just kidding.

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Speaker 1: I'm just kidding, but that would really shake me up,

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Speaker 1: I would think.

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Speaker 2: So my biggest fear ever, that's those are two great fears.

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Speaker 1: Could you imagine sitting in a courtroom as your child

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Speaker 1: is up there and they go through all this stuff,

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Speaker 1: like and then she put a butcher's knife into him

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Speaker 1: fifty seven times. And you're like, I just couldn't imagine

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Speaker 1: you doing this as you were calling me a stupid

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Speaker 1: bitch at the age of two. This just wasn't where

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Speaker 1: my head went.

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Speaker 3: No, I guess if Ocean goes, it's gonna be foring

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Speaker 3: off men.

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Speaker 1: This is not manifestation, by the way, We're just talking

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Speaker 1: about fears.

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Speaker 4: God.

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Speaker 1: It is very imperative universe because everything I've manifested comes

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Speaker 1: that I into the universe comes true. Got mom's calling.

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Speaker 1: We've been beefing today. You're the favorite today.

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Speaker 5: Take your winds where you can get them to.

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Speaker 1: You're the favorite today as today. Okay, what are where

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Speaker 1: were we?

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Speaker 2: We were talking about murder, ocean becoming a murderer, and

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Speaker 2: you're not man.

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Speaker 4: Any of them.

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Speaker 1: No, I'm not manifesting it. And it's imperative that God

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Speaker 1: in the universe know that I'm simply talking about my fears,

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Speaker 1: not a manifestation.

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Speaker 3: Another fear, just but being just seeing her go to

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Speaker 3: tap class. And if she's the bully, that is not

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Speaker 3: the She's not the bully, but I will that.

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Speaker 1: Is a if my kid's a bully, I think I

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Speaker 1: have a bigger fear of my kid being bullied, okay,

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Speaker 1: because then I'm gonna have to boss up on other kids.

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Speaker 1: Whereas if my daughter's the bully, like I can check

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Speaker 1: fear is my kid's bullied and parents don't handle it

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Speaker 1: gonna win your kids to be tall and I will him.

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Speaker 4: No, I will absolutely not. But even at.

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Speaker 1: At the playground, it gets intent sometimes because there's these

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Speaker 1: up the bike and note it doesn't belong on the playground.

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Speaker 1: And then I look around like I hope their mom

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Speaker 1: is not like a WWE wrestler or something.

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Speaker 2: You know what, No, because that's sometimes you have to do.

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Speaker 2: That's the shittiest thing. When I used to do it

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Speaker 2: nanny all the time, I'm sitting there, especially in the

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Speaker 2: rich town I used to nanny, and I'm sitting there,

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Speaker 2: your kid is doing something obnoxious and you're just sitting

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Speaker 2: there gabbing away, or you're looking like, oh, he's so silly.

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Speaker 2: I started, like three four years in a nannying. I

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Speaker 2: I'd say, that's not very nice of you to say.

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Speaker 2: I'm gonna let you know that, so you can keep going.

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Speaker 2: And the mom was right there and say something, yeah.

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Speaker 1: No, that's why I don't. I'd rather have my kid

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Speaker 1: be the bully because I can. I will check you right.

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Speaker 1: I've seen my kid not act right on the playground

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Speaker 1: and I tell her we don't act that way. So

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Speaker 1: and so wants to get up the slide, So move ocean.

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Speaker 5: So you're the moms, you're the type of mom I

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Speaker 5: appreciate it.

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Speaker 1: I was like, bravo, thank god, I don't mess around. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: contrary to what you guys se.

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Speaker 5: No, I feel like that's what we see. You don't

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Speaker 5: mess around.

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Speaker 1: I don't mess around, but I go toes and I

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Speaker 1: say really crazy shit sometimes and people love to be like,

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Speaker 1: she's such a bully, and I'm like, wow, you've seen

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Speaker 1: me fifteen hours at most, that's of an entire episode,

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Speaker 1: and suddenly you think.

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Speaker 4: You know me.

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Speaker 1: May may you don't know shit. In fact, it's really

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Speaker 1: crazy because anytime there's people who come for me in

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Speaker 1: really nice and like the podcast, love reading the podcast,

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Speaker 1: But anyone who listens to the podcast really goes toes

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Speaker 1: with anybody who has something negative to say based on

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Speaker 1: what they've seen on vander Pump. So I really love

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Speaker 1: you guys for listening.

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Speaker 5: You guys are the shit. You go toes.

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Speaker 2: You freaking I've had you come to my defense, which

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Speaker 2: I was like, oh, I'm gonna.

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Speaker 4: Need some defense. Probably I'm seeing a.

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Speaker 5: Lot of defense.

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Speaker 2: In the podcast reviews, someone said all you fucking assholes

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Speaker 2: who are calling Jessica's voice annoying And it was literally

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Speaker 2: right above a comment that was like the subject line

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Speaker 2: was Jess's voice and it was two stars, and it

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Speaker 2: just put so annoying, and the person above said, all

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Speaker 2: you trolls coming after Jess's voice, I hope she jiu

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Speaker 2: jitsues all of you.

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Speaker 4: I'll get them. I might need.

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Speaker 1: Really, people in New York came up to me talking

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Speaker 1: about your jiu jitsu and getting a kick out of it.

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Speaker 5: Get it, No, that's moy ti, But that's okay. I

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Speaker 5: get a lot of Are you.

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Speaker 4: Going to get into moy tie once you got no? I?

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Speaker 5: Oh really, I'll get into that's striking and kicking.

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Speaker 3: Because then now she knows how to you'll know how

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Speaker 3: to roll if they're like on that, and then you

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Speaker 3: get to do moy thi before they get to you

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Speaker 3: get to smack them in a so now you know both,

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Speaker 3: so like you can fight and if they get you,

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Speaker 3: you now have the ground access.

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Speaker 5: I'm up to seven mm. I literally counted this last night.

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Speaker 2: I'm up to seven or eight dms of women saying

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Speaker 2: I've tried jiu jitsu.

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Speaker 5: I'm obsessed. Thank you so much?

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Speaker 1: Do you think at the house I should put down

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Speaker 1: flooring and have someone come in and teach us. You

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Speaker 1: could be pretty slamming bodies with that stuff, right.

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Speaker 4: Also boxing, just like boxing boxing.

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Speaker 2: I want to do like a one thousand percent I

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Speaker 2: know in Okay, no, one thousand percent.

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Speaker 1: Let's talk about it.

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Speaker 4: Somebody come to the gym.

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Speaker 2: We could either go to a gym, or we can

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Speaker 2: have someone come to the house.

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Speaker 1: And we saw someone come to the house and and

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Speaker 1: set up that room and can.

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Speaker 2: We and makee hundred we're doing this.

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Speaker 4: You guys would like to know.

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Speaker 2: It's amazing your fears or fear, I guess biggest fear.

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Speaker 3: It's a huge fear and I feel like everybody has it,

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Speaker 4: It's like not reaching your full potential.

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Speaker 3: Oh you know, like looking back at it or like

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Speaker 3: and like they show what your potential was that you could.

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Speaker 5: No, I have goosebumps. It's a way shared thing of

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Speaker 5: people who have died.

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Speaker 2: And you see the flash of your life and then

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Speaker 5: What you could have done? It like you're what you

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Speaker 3: You you had the thought of starting whatever brand or

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Speaker 4: You were you were afraid failure, so you kept your

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Speaker 3: And then when you die, you look back and it's like,

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Speaker 3: you would have taken that chance.

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Speaker 1: You could have done this crazy Yeah, but that's what's

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Speaker 1: so hard about life is because you have bills to pay.

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Speaker 1: You know, like, people aren't going to sit around and

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Speaker 1: be like, well, we know that you have really big

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Speaker 1: going to put this aside. You don't have to pay

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Speaker 1: anything until you reach your full potential. Not how life works.

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Speaker 1: It's freaking hard. People have all of these goals, but

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Speaker 1: they have to afford their living situation. They got to

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Speaker 1: a lot of fucking work. So I personally don't think

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Speaker 1: that when you're on your deathbed, I just don't feel

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Speaker 1: my higher power would be like, look at how much

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Speaker 1: no found. I'm not saying I think that.

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Speaker 3: I'm just saying that's what scares me is like, will

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Speaker 1: Let me tell you something real quick, and I wholeheartedly

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Speaker 1: of saying I am driven by money, and now I

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Speaker 1: Not even But you said your goals. You could have

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Speaker 3: That's why I thought you were saying, like your brand,

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Speaker 3: The potential that you could put out into your community

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Speaker 5: Yeah, that's a great way.

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Speaker 4: I can that's purpose and that's the thing.

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Speaker 3: And if I do that, you know, that's I'm not

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Speaker 4: I did something well, even you Easton.

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Speaker 1: I'm very proud of you because for every I want

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Speaker 4: Yep.

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Speaker 1: So you are making a mark.

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Speaker 4: And shout out to the wal.

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Speaker 2: People like that, like those people, the farm animal rescuers,

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Speaker 1: God's work, God's work. What's your fear?

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Speaker 1: Did I say I love you enough?

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Speaker 4: Yeah?

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Speaker 4: Can think that as well.

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Speaker 3: But like for you on like Ocean being the bully, Yeah,

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Speaker 2: It's interesting because there was a meme going around that

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Speaker 5: And one of the main things was.

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Speaker 2: Like I wish I didn't focus on work so much

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Speaker 5: I wish. So it is I think it's just like

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Speaker 2: after it. There's a theory that after it and God

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Speaker 2: It's like a second, it's split second of your life,

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Speaker 5: Said, yes, this is so we don't know that.

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Speaker 2: But then afterwards, when we're we die and we're back

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Speaker 5: Short amount of time. It's like a really it's going

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Speaker 2: It's a really beautiful and like Lily Reiner said something

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Speaker 2: We're all beings and we chose like me, I am,

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Speaker 4: Then it's just the computer shutting down.

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Speaker 5: And then you're back in wherever and you're like, why

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Speaker 2: Make that being proud. That's what I want. I want

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Speaker 2: I think you will just I think I think that's.

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Speaker 5: About the mark on the world thing, you.

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Speaker 1: Know, purpose, purpose, I love it. Yeah, what are other

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Speaker 3: No, I was just gonna say, you know, I feel

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Speaker 1: I think it depends on where you come from. That's

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Speaker 5: This one cracks me up.

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Speaker 2: So I'm just gonna say this is real, though there's

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Speaker 5: Could you imagine that being a fear? That's horrifying.

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Speaker 1: I think he's kind of cute.

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Speaker 4: Kase I knew, well now you're yeah, now you got

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Speaker 1: Kiss Sanderson.

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Speaker 4: You're a mother to this thing that's.

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Speaker 1: And I was, I'm like, chicken coming out. I'm obsessed

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Speaker 5: I'm obsessed.

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Speaker 4: Remember when we had chickens in elementary school pets?

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Speaker 2: I remember when I put in grabbed an egg from

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Speaker 2: it because I saw it fly away home. Okay, there

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Speaker 2: Single mom, My biggest fear is something happening to me

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Speaker 2: those are deep, those are deep.

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Speaker 4: You can really put yourself in that, Yeah I can't.

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Speaker 2: There are funny ones too, like you losing my youth,

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Speaker 5: That's a fear.

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Speaker 1: I still think I'm more afraid of having my kid

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, oh this is a good one. Windows at night,

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Speaker 1: No desire?

445
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Speaker 4: Here's the thing, I love them?

446
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Speaker 5: Three yea.

447
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Speaker 3: What I mean like mirror, So like when you're looking

448
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Speaker 3: at the house, it's reflected, but when you're in the house,

449
00:20:57,560 --> 00:20:58,359
Speaker 3: you can look at.

450
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Speaker 1: Yeah, you know why. That's genius because all of these

451
00:21:00,920 --> 00:21:05,880
Speaker 1: like super modern and stuff, and everyone's like it's beautiful,

452
00:21:06,040 --> 00:21:09,360
Speaker 1: three hundred and sixty degree views. I'm like, yeah, perfect

453
00:21:09,359 --> 00:21:11,119
Speaker 1: for me to like be in a horror film.

454
00:21:11,200 --> 00:21:14,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, and or for somebody to see all everything that

455
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Speaker 3: earned sixty.

456
00:21:15,320 --> 00:21:19,280
Speaker 4: Angles of my horrible body naked. Ah, could you imagine,

457
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Speaker 4: Oh you're welcome.

458
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Speaker 1: What if you get to see my entire body naked?

459
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Speaker 4: You're not mine? Running towel on all A lot.

460
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Speaker 2: Of the ones we said east and feeling like I

461
00:21:33,280 --> 00:21:36,160
Speaker 2: never made it or succeeded in life, feeling worthless.

462
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Speaker 5: So those are just like that's the thing.

463
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Speaker 3: It's just like and that's it's the fear of not

464
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Speaker 3: like you have this idea or something that you want

465
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Speaker 3: to you know, accomplish or achieve, but you're too afraid

466
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Speaker 3: of the failure, or you're nine to five is getting

467
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Speaker 3: in a way and you're too lazy.

468
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Speaker 4: It's just like.

469
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Speaker 1: Those our society that people's biggest fears are that I

470
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Speaker 1: didn't make it in life or I didn't fulfill Like

471
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Speaker 1: think about back in the day where it's like people

472
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Speaker 1: were dying in their forties and I was like, we're

473
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Speaker 1: so happy that you made it to your forties. I

474
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Speaker 1: mean we're talking pioneers, fucking haul and ass through the plane,

475
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Speaker 1: you know, giving.

476
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Speaker 5: Birth on the Orgon trail.

477
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Speaker 1: Like yeah, you know you think at the end of

478
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Speaker 1: their life they're thinking, oh my potential. No, they're just

479
00:22:23,600 --> 00:22:27,240
Speaker 1: sitting there, orgon organ organ Organ.

480
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Speaker 2: I'm not fucking doing it.

481
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Speaker 1: No, honestly, that's why I didn't. I'm like, we're gonna

482
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Speaker 1: get into an orinary ornery thing, and I don't want

483
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Speaker 1: to do.

484
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Speaker 4: Like maybe she's right, I'm not saying anything. I'm about

485
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Speaker 4: to go home and be like how and.

486
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Speaker 1: Here come the Oregon du.

487
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Speaker 4: I don't know anymore.

488
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Speaker 1: It's definitely organ No society has fucked us all up.

489
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Speaker 2: I hear you, but I think that there is something

490
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Speaker 2: to say. These are just two different viewpoints. There's people

491
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Speaker 2: like us who and I think you but in a

492
00:23:04,200 --> 00:23:06,520
Speaker 2: different sense, who are like, we have this need to

493
00:23:06,640 --> 00:23:08,920
Speaker 2: leave the mark on the world, and it's just bigger

494
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Speaker 2: than like.

495
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Speaker 1: I Was Here by Beyonce.

496
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Speaker 5: Yes, yes, exactly.

497
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Speaker 1: That songs me sob every time I listen.

498
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Speaker 4: Oh my god, that I.

499
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Speaker 5: It's what you don't like it, it's beautiful.

500
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Speaker 1: My dad pulled that ship up on YouTube when she

501
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Speaker 1: preferred the u N. My dad tears in the car and.

502
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Speaker 4: He'd just be like, you should you should play that

503
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Speaker 4: one song, and you go, I hate every other song

504
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Speaker 4: by her, but I love this.

505
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Speaker 1: No, it can't never say that to anybody, really cut

506
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Speaker 1: your bald.

507
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Speaker 4: You didn't love Beyonce, but he sure loved I Was Here.

508
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Speaker 2: If you can cover that song Willie Spence, which fucking

509
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Speaker 2: just iconic ri ip from the season of American Idol

510
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Speaker 2: I worked on covered I Was Here and he passed

511
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Speaker 2: away as pipes, Oh my godness, pipes for days. Okay,

512
00:24:02,480 --> 00:24:06,400
Speaker 2: this is damn. This like just gave me anxiety. Crashing

513
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Speaker 2: my car with my kids inside into a body of water.

514
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Speaker 2: Do you guys have a fear of crashing your car

515
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Speaker 2: into a body of water?

516
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Speaker 1: And no?

517
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Speaker 5: Do you think you could get out in time? Many people?

518
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Speaker 5: I can get out easy.

519
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Speaker 1: Are you kidding? Do you know how much pressure comes

520
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Speaker 1: with going underwater?

521
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Speaker 3: No?

522
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Speaker 4: I would. I think you're I mean, you guys, you're dying.

523
00:24:24,760 --> 00:24:27,520
Speaker 4: Are giving me all these fears that you're dying.

524
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Speaker 1: I don't think of anything because.

525
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Speaker 3: When the car sinks, the windows are shatter. Now it's

526
00:24:33,000 --> 00:24:36,000
Speaker 3: gonna suck you in. You're gonna be sucked into a vortex.

527
00:24:36,040 --> 00:24:37,800
Speaker 3: You can't get your kids out. I've tried to get

528
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Speaker 3: ocean out while she's just kind of moving, and what

529
00:24:40,240 --> 00:24:41,399
Speaker 3: a nightmare that is.

530
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Speaker 5: Do you guys have the thing? I have the thing

531
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Speaker 5: on my keys. I took it off sh say. It's

532
00:24:46,840 --> 00:24:47,280
Speaker 5: a tool.

533
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Speaker 2: It's got a seatbelt cutter and a shatter, a window

534
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Speaker 2: shadow shatter.

535
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Speaker 5: So if I were in water and it's you.

536
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Speaker 1: Need to absolutely, not that I'm driving by water really ever,

537
00:24:57,480 --> 00:24:59,080
Speaker 1: but I want one of those, right.

538
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Speaker 2: And then there's you know, a lot of dying. A

539
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:06,040
Speaker 2: lot of people have a fear of dying. There was

540
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Speaker 2: a good one.

541
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Speaker 1: I saw. Are we just talking about like dying where

542
00:25:09,440 --> 00:25:12,360
Speaker 1: it's like time to have? Yeah, I'm telling you what.

543
00:25:12,520 --> 00:25:15,080
Speaker 1: I'm thirty three and I'm fucking exhausted when that day comes.

544
00:25:15,119 --> 00:25:17,360
Speaker 3: Do you want to know another fear of mine been real,

545
00:25:17,600 --> 00:25:19,320
Speaker 3: honestly talking about it.

546
00:25:19,800 --> 00:25:27,040
Speaker 1: I'm coming, Huh, I'm coming the world that I'm coming

547
00:25:27,119 --> 00:25:27,600
Speaker 1: cheated on?

548
00:25:28,480 --> 00:25:29,720
Speaker 4: Is that it's a fear.

549
00:25:29,880 --> 00:25:31,600
Speaker 1: Yeah, like you've never been cheated on?

550
00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:32,919
Speaker 4: I mean, I don't know.

551
00:25:33,440 --> 00:25:36,480
Speaker 1: You know, it sucks, but it's not earth shattering, It isn't.

552
00:25:36,520 --> 00:25:38,480
Speaker 4: But it is a fear giving somebody your.

553
00:25:38,359 --> 00:25:41,240
Speaker 3: All and not being given that back, and then you

554
00:25:41,440 --> 00:25:44,160
Speaker 3: being scarred for every other relationship you go into.

555
00:25:44,920 --> 00:25:45,879
Speaker 5: What is the fear?

556
00:25:46,240 --> 00:25:46,720
Speaker 1: You're right?

557
00:25:46,840 --> 00:25:51,000
Speaker 4: I mean it's fear, man, because I am fucked.

558
00:25:51,440 --> 00:25:53,399
Speaker 1: Yeah, you've never been cheated on?

559
00:25:53,520 --> 00:25:56,480
Speaker 3: I think I have, and that's why I just don't

560
00:25:56,600 --> 00:25:57,440
Speaker 3: know about it.

561
00:25:57,760 --> 00:26:01,120
Speaker 4: Many of us do cheated on me eat dick.

562
00:26:01,280 --> 00:26:03,159
Speaker 5: I remember finding out years later from one of.

563
00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:06,719
Speaker 1: The guy I already did. That's why they're cheating. They

564
00:26:06,720 --> 00:26:07,440
Speaker 1: already ate a dick.

565
00:26:07,440 --> 00:26:16,600
Speaker 4: Can I go eat another one? Horror, not hor.

566
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Speaker 3: I have to show you the greatest Seinfeld ever. Speaking

567
00:26:18,359 --> 00:26:26,520
Speaker 3: of ri I p to Joe Devola. Joe Devola, Yes, oh, no,

568
00:26:27,040 --> 00:26:29,160
Speaker 3: Crazy Joe Devola has passed away.

569
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Speaker 1: He did.

570
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Speaker 3: I have to look up his name if we can

571
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Speaker 3: get a good cut. I just had it in my

572
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Speaker 3: notes because I saw it quickly.

573
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Speaker 1: You have to you don't watch Seinfelds. But I don't

574
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Speaker 1: know his real name.

575
00:26:41,680 --> 00:26:42,600
Speaker 4: Okay, he's actor.

576
00:26:43,600 --> 00:26:48,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, he was in seinfeld and he uh, crazy Joe Devola.

577
00:26:49,000 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 4: Peter Crombie.

578
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Speaker 1: When did he pass away?

579
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Speaker 4: He passed away? Let's see.

580
00:26:57,480 --> 00:27:00,080
Speaker 1: He's like, I have a hair on my tongue. Do

581
00:27:00,119 --> 00:27:08,000
Speaker 1: you remember Eaton? You've got to watch Seinfeld No, I

582
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:09,240
Speaker 1: have to have watched it.

583
00:27:09,280 --> 00:27:10,160
Speaker 4: I watched it all.

584
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:14,720
Speaker 3: What is it early January? See, I saw it a

585
00:27:14,800 --> 00:27:16,520
Speaker 3: while ago. It's just never had time to really bring

586
00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:16,840
Speaker 3: it up.

587
00:27:17,400 --> 00:27:19,360
Speaker 1: Shout out January.

588
00:27:19,520 --> 00:27:21,240
Speaker 4: I finished it all, FYI.

589
00:27:21,840 --> 00:27:23,879
Speaker 1: He died in Palm Springs.

590
00:27:23,840 --> 00:27:25,960
Speaker 4: Oh beautiful place.

591
00:27:26,040 --> 00:27:30,040
Speaker 1: Peter Crombie, Crazy Joe Devola, Thank you for making Seinfeld.

592
00:27:31,040 --> 00:27:33,240
Speaker 1: Thank you for giving us many episodes make.

593
00:27:33,200 --> 00:27:36,680
Speaker 4: Me thank you for your purpose? Is That's what I'm saying,

594
00:27:36,800 --> 00:27:38,480
Speaker 4: joy to the world. And it does.

595
00:27:38,720 --> 00:27:38,920
Speaker 1: Yeah.

596
00:27:39,760 --> 00:27:42,919
Speaker 3: Five six episodes are just crazy Joe Devola.

597
00:27:44,480 --> 00:27:46,600
Speaker 1: The whole thing we talked about it. How could he

598
00:27:46,680 --> 00:27:47,320
Speaker 1: not like you?

599
00:27:47,680 --> 00:27:50,040
Speaker 4: I like how he meets Elaine outside. I met a

600
00:27:50,040 --> 00:27:54,600
Speaker 4: beautiful woman. What's her name? Elaine? What?

601
00:27:55,840 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 3: Because she's calling him Joey yeah, and.

602
00:28:00,880 --> 00:28:04,720
Speaker 1: So no one puts that it's crazy. And she goes

603
00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:08,239
Speaker 1: into his apartment and he's got thousands of photos her.

604
00:28:09,600 --> 00:28:10,399
Speaker 5: I have to watch that.

605
00:28:11,000 --> 00:28:13,639
Speaker 1: I like what he does. What does he say, Hey, Jerry,

606
00:28:14,440 --> 00:28:18,879
Speaker 1: I got it, I got a hair on my Tongue's

607
00:28:19,040 --> 00:28:21,119
Speaker 1: how annoyed he is. And then he's gonna bash his

608
00:28:21,119 --> 00:28:22,800
Speaker 1: head in and then Kramer has to come in with

609
00:28:22,840 --> 00:28:26,280
Speaker 1: a helmet. I got kicked in the head by.

610
00:28:26,160 --> 00:28:29,240
Speaker 3: Crazy Joel and he goes, I hate to tell you, buddy,

611
00:28:29,280 --> 00:28:29,840
Speaker 3: but you're next.

612
00:28:32,080 --> 00:28:36,800
Speaker 1: Everybody likes you. I could see why people don't like him, Jerry,

613
00:28:36,880 --> 00:28:42,640
Speaker 1: don't say that you did see?

614
00:28:42,720 --> 00:28:43,120
Speaker 5: Okay?

615
00:28:43,320 --> 00:28:45,440
Speaker 2: Elevators so I know a lot of people have a

616
00:28:45,480 --> 00:28:47,280
Speaker 2: lot of fear of elevators and escalators.

617
00:28:47,320 --> 00:28:48,240
Speaker 5: Do either of you have that.

618
00:28:49,760 --> 00:28:51,880
Speaker 1: I have a fear of being in a small elevator

619
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Speaker 1: crammed and getting stuck.

620
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Speaker 5: Agreed.

621
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Speaker 2: I one of my biggest fears for a long time

622
00:28:57,040 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 2: was being in an elevator in Grand Central Station.

623
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Speaker 5: I'm the only rat air.

624
00:29:01,280 --> 00:29:05,120
Speaker 2: It crashes, it's the cable snap. It crashes to the

625
00:29:05,160 --> 00:29:09,520
Speaker 2: basement of Grand Central where no one is. I'm stuck

626
00:29:09,560 --> 00:29:12,440
Speaker 2: in there, but the doors are open just enough for

627
00:29:12,560 --> 00:29:14,480
Speaker 2: rats to come in, and then they squeeze in and

628
00:29:14,520 --> 00:29:15,160
Speaker 2: eat me alive.

629
00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,480
Speaker 4: Oh I hope you die on the fall.

630
00:29:18,120 --> 00:29:21,080
Speaker 1: You're like, God, Jessicay, you really do have a fear

631
00:29:21,080 --> 00:29:22,000
Speaker 1: of rats.

632
00:29:22,320 --> 00:29:23,560
Speaker 5: Right disgusting.

633
00:29:23,840 --> 00:29:26,000
Speaker 2: And I had such a fear of rats that I

634
00:29:26,000 --> 00:29:28,240
Speaker 2: never wanted to say it on things like podcasts because

635
00:29:28,240 --> 00:29:30,480
Speaker 2: I thought, if someone wants to kill me and torture me,

636
00:29:30,520 --> 00:29:31,240
Speaker 2: now they know how.

637
00:29:31,080 --> 00:29:31,600
Speaker 4: To do it.

638
00:29:31,720 --> 00:29:33,760
Speaker 3: And if we get a we should put up a pole,

639
00:29:33,800 --> 00:29:35,560
Speaker 3: and if we get enough likes or something like that,

640
00:29:35,640 --> 00:29:37,040
Speaker 3: we should be able to put a rat.

641
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Speaker 4: On you in the podcast.

642
00:29:37,680 --> 00:29:39,840
Speaker 1: No, no, it's a phobia. No I would.

643
00:29:40,080 --> 00:29:40,360
Speaker 4: I would.

644
00:29:40,680 --> 00:29:42,480
Speaker 2: This is what I do because I've seen it. I

645
00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:44,720
Speaker 2: get stiff and I get and then I can't.

646
00:29:44,960 --> 00:29:46,120
Speaker 4: I want to find a phobia.

647
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:48,400
Speaker 1: Fine, No, but it could also like I feel like

648
00:29:48,480 --> 00:29:50,240
Speaker 1: you could have a heart attack, Like if you have

649
00:29:50,280 --> 00:29:52,080
Speaker 1: a true fear like that, I would never do that.

650
00:29:52,120 --> 00:29:54,479
Speaker 5: Well, my breath is like it's wild.

651
00:29:54,760 --> 00:29:58,680
Speaker 1: Yeah, that's how people die is when they start stopping breathing, Like,

652
00:29:58,680 --> 00:30:01,719
Speaker 1: when they start to stop breathing, you can die. So

653
00:30:01,920 --> 00:30:02,720
Speaker 1: we're not gonna do that.

654
00:30:03,400 --> 00:30:05,560
Speaker 5: People give me idea though, good pitch.

655
00:30:05,640 --> 00:30:08,800
Speaker 1: Yeah, we're gonna abort that one.

656
00:30:08,920 --> 00:30:11,200
Speaker 4: Yeah, rats give you that. People give me that.

657
00:30:12,640 --> 00:30:13,520
Speaker 1: On the same page.

658
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:14,880
Speaker 4: That's why I just sit.

659
00:30:14,760 --> 00:30:18,920
Speaker 1: At home same. I hope you enjoyed this episode. It

660
00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:22,160
Speaker 1: got a little dark, a little dark, but it's okay.

661
00:30:22,320 --> 00:30:24,440
Speaker 1: It's okay. You know, we're gonna hit highs and then

662
00:30:24,480 --> 00:30:27,200
Speaker 1: there are gonna be times where the boner episode is

663
00:30:28,000 --> 00:30:30,840
Speaker 1: you old said, and we're talking about death and not

664
00:30:30,960 --> 00:30:33,440
Speaker 1: leaving our mark that we wanted to. But you know

665
00:30:33,520 --> 00:30:35,640
Speaker 1: what I feel like, if you're listening to the Give

666
00:30:35,640 --> 00:30:38,440
Speaker 1: Them Lalla podcast, you're out in these streets making a

667
00:30:38,480 --> 00:30:40,640
Speaker 1: fucking difference. And I also feel like you're just cool

668
00:30:40,640 --> 00:30:43,600
Speaker 1: as shit and you're just a vibe. So like, keep

669
00:30:43,640 --> 00:30:45,880
Speaker 1: your head up, don't worry about your deathbed. You're gonna

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Speaker 1: go out and be like you know what I did?

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Speaker 1: Dope shit again. Reminder, Bonus episodes drop every single Monday

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Speaker 1: wherever you get your podcasts, and it also comes out

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Speaker 1: on the same day on our YouTube channel, and remember

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Speaker 1: to listen to our normal give them Laala podcasts on

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Speaker 1: Wednesdays wherever you get your podcasts, and those videos drop

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Speaker 1: the following Friday at nine am Pacific times.

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Speaker 5: And we have an Instagram and a TikTok go.

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Speaker 1: Follow those What are those handles, Jessica.

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Speaker 2: Those are for TikTok it is give them Laala pod,

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Speaker 2: I believe, And for Instagram, it's give them Alla pod.

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Speaker 2: Hold on, hold on, guys, I want to make sure

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Speaker 2: it's give them all a pod.

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Speaker 5: On TikTok as well.

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Speaker 2: It is give them all a pod. So give them

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Speaker 2: all a pod for socials.

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Speaker 1: Love it. I love you guys, and I will catch

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Speaker 1: you on Monday and on Wednesday.

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Speaker 5: Love y'all. Bye,