1 00:00:07,440 --> 00:00:10,799 Speaker 1: Dear Latino USA listener. Before we start, you should know 2 00:00:11,080 --> 00:00:14,200 Speaker 1: that if you want to listen to this episode ad free, 3 00:00:14,640 --> 00:00:18,040 Speaker 1: just join Plus and you can join for as little 4 00:00:18,040 --> 00:00:21,960 Speaker 1: as seven dollars a month. Joining also gets you behind 5 00:00:22,000 --> 00:00:26,639 Speaker 1: the scenes access and yes, some cheese may so click 6 00:00:26,720 --> 00:00:30,360 Speaker 1: the link in the episode description and after you do that, 7 00:00:30,520 --> 00:00:39,880 Speaker 1: then click play. Let's go to the show, Dear Latino 8 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:43,640 Speaker 1: USA listener. Today, we're gonna dig into our archives to 9 00:00:43,680 --> 00:00:47,080 Speaker 1: bring you an episode about intuition. We're gonna look at 10 00:00:47,120 --> 00:00:50,800 Speaker 1: exactly what intuition is while we ask is it real? 11 00:00:51,280 --> 00:00:54,160 Speaker 1: Do we all have it? Okay, I know you're going 12 00:00:54,240 --> 00:01:02,040 Speaker 1: to enjoy this episode. Sitting in the studio with writer, producer, 13 00:01:02,120 --> 00:01:06,759 Speaker 1: and storyteller Cindy Rodriguez. Hey Cindy. Hello, So Cindy. All 14 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:08,400 Speaker 1: I know is that, let you know, USA has been 15 00:01:08,400 --> 00:01:10,880 Speaker 1: working on a story around intuition. It's been up on 16 00:01:10,880 --> 00:01:13,880 Speaker 1: our whiteboard and I know that you're here to talk 17 00:01:13,920 --> 00:01:16,800 Speaker 1: about it with me. And that's it, Isla. 18 00:01:16,959 --> 00:01:18,479 Speaker 2: That's all you need to know. I'm going to take 19 00:01:18,480 --> 00:01:24,280 Speaker 2: you right through it. Okay. So it pretty much starts 20 00:01:24,280 --> 00:01:28,640 Speaker 2: with I think my inkling, my obsession with intuition ever 21 00:01:28,680 --> 00:01:32,640 Speaker 2: since I was a teenager. I didn't really believe in 22 00:01:32,720 --> 00:01:36,960 Speaker 2: intuition until high school. There was a weekend I really 23 00:01:36,959 --> 00:01:39,319 Speaker 2: wanted to go down the shore with friends. Four or 24 00:01:39,319 --> 00:01:41,240 Speaker 2: five of us were going to the beach, but my 25 00:01:41,319 --> 00:01:44,880 Speaker 2: mom's super strict, super pertuana wants to know everywhere, like 26 00:01:44,959 --> 00:01:48,080 Speaker 2: where I'm going with friends, and she the minute I 27 00:01:48,120 --> 00:01:49,160 Speaker 2: asked her, she was like, no. 28 00:01:49,520 --> 00:01:52,400 Speaker 3: I feel something, very very strange. 29 00:01:52,520 --> 00:01:57,360 Speaker 2: She was just like no, no, mcaybien, You're not going. 30 00:01:57,400 --> 00:02:00,400 Speaker 1: Which means I have thisnition. 31 00:02:01,240 --> 00:02:05,000 Speaker 3: And I told my daughter, please don't go, No, not 32 00:02:05,120 --> 00:02:07,440 Speaker 3: this time, because I feel sting. 33 00:02:07,960 --> 00:02:10,480 Speaker 2: I don't like it. So I called my friends. I 34 00:02:10,520 --> 00:02:13,720 Speaker 2: was like, just tell tell our friend to take my spot. 35 00:02:13,880 --> 00:02:15,799 Speaker 2: And then I asked her thereafter. I'm like, what was 36 00:02:15,840 --> 00:02:18,240 Speaker 2: it about this particular trip that you were just so 37 00:02:18,560 --> 00:02:19,520 Speaker 2: head on saying like. 38 00:02:19,720 --> 00:02:23,560 Speaker 3: No, doube accidente memante abe and an accidente. 39 00:02:23,800 --> 00:02:27,080 Speaker 2: And she's like, I just saw like an accident. I 40 00:02:27,160 --> 00:02:30,000 Speaker 2: just don't have a good feeling. And that was very specific, 41 00:02:30,160 --> 00:02:32,520 Speaker 2: and I let it go. Three days passed by, my 42 00:02:32,560 --> 00:02:39,200 Speaker 2: friends called me and they're like, something happened. Our friend 43 00:02:39,240 --> 00:02:41,320 Speaker 2: fell asleep at the wheel. Oh my god, the car 44 00:02:41,440 --> 00:02:44,080 Speaker 2: turned over. And the person that replaced you passed away, 45 00:02:45,000 --> 00:02:48,560 Speaker 2: and I was like shocked. Even when I say it now, 46 00:02:49,560 --> 00:02:52,080 Speaker 2: it kind of gets me emotionally. 47 00:02:51,840 --> 00:02:55,000 Speaker 1: It sounds completely unbelievable. 48 00:02:57,200 --> 00:02:59,880 Speaker 2: That was a moment when my mom called that accident 49 00:03:00,040 --> 00:03:02,679 Speaker 2: specifically and what happened. That was the moment where I 50 00:03:02,720 --> 00:03:05,880 Speaker 2: started to like really respect my mom's intuition. That's when 51 00:03:05,880 --> 00:03:08,120 Speaker 2: I started looking at it like this is a superpower 52 00:03:08,120 --> 00:03:10,320 Speaker 2: of sorts, Like how does she know about this? Like 53 00:03:10,400 --> 00:03:12,520 Speaker 2: how does she tap into it? Right? Like asking all 54 00:03:12,520 --> 00:03:13,760 Speaker 2: these questions. 55 00:03:13,440 --> 00:03:19,600 Speaker 4: Quondo pil primerro riki to savilla luisiono. 56 00:03:18,720 --> 00:03:22,880 Speaker 3: Lyntusion I started, Okay, okay, simple type of of this 57 00:03:23,400 --> 00:03:24,440 Speaker 3: nonly a set moscasso. 58 00:03:24,720 --> 00:03:27,760 Speaker 1: So your mom says that we all have the gift 59 00:03:27,760 --> 00:03:31,280 Speaker 1: of intuition, but not all of us listen to it. 60 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:39,200 Speaker 1: From Pluturo media, it's Latino Usa, I'm Maria no posa. 61 00:03:39,560 --> 00:03:44,040 Speaker 1: Today we get into a six sentido, the sixth sense. 62 00:03:44,320 --> 00:03:46,480 Speaker 1: We're gonna look at it from both a scientific point 63 00:03:46,520 --> 00:03:51,000 Speaker 1: of view and also one of cultural understanding. Intuition as 64 00:03:51,040 --> 00:03:53,520 Speaker 1: a concept has long been a part of many spiritual 65 00:03:53,560 --> 00:03:57,360 Speaker 1: practices in Latin America, and it plays a critical role 66 00:03:57,840 --> 00:04:06,960 Speaker 1: one that today is guiding a Latin feminist movement. First 67 00:04:07,080 --> 00:04:09,880 Speaker 1: journalist Cindy Rodriguez is going to introduce us to some 68 00:04:10,200 --> 00:04:13,880 Speaker 1: cold hard science about intuition in this story that we 69 00:04:14,000 --> 00:04:15,760 Speaker 1: first brought to you in twenty twenty. 70 00:04:17,360 --> 00:04:20,200 Speaker 2: The way my mom defines intuition is that it's a 71 00:04:20,400 --> 00:04:24,960 Speaker 2: gentle truth or an inner knowing. But I'm a journalist, 72 00:04:25,200 --> 00:04:28,440 Speaker 2: so I needed to look into this myself. I started researching, 73 00:04:28,640 --> 00:04:31,599 Speaker 2: and I realized people have tried to define and measure 74 00:04:31,640 --> 00:04:36,880 Speaker 2: it for years. Plato believed intuition was the basis of 75 00:04:36,920 --> 00:04:40,360 Speaker 2: all knowledge. Henry David Thoreau went to Walden Pond as 76 00:04:40,360 --> 00:04:43,040 Speaker 2: an experiment to prove that he could rely on his 77 00:04:43,080 --> 00:04:47,200 Speaker 2: innate instinct rather than society's knowledge, And as recently as 78 00:04:47,240 --> 00:04:51,080 Speaker 2: twenty eighteen, the Office of Naval Research was conducting studies 79 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:54,000 Speaker 2: on how sailors and marines used their gut to make 80 00:04:54,080 --> 00:04:57,919 Speaker 2: snap decisions. But still, the idea that someone has a 81 00:04:57,960 --> 00:05:01,440 Speaker 2: gift of perceiving or know going into the future is 82 00:05:01,480 --> 00:05:06,159 Speaker 2: considered scientifically unprovable by many, but not all. 83 00:05:06,440 --> 00:05:08,839 Speaker 5: So my name is Golan lufianta doctor. 84 00:05:08,920 --> 00:05:12,240 Speaker 2: Lufitiano is one of those people who takes intuition seriously. 85 00:05:12,600 --> 00:05:15,080 Speaker 2: He's a researcher from Indonesia. 86 00:05:14,680 --> 00:05:19,440 Speaker 5: And I'm here Frightful Bread Foundations and currently I'm doing 87 00:05:19,600 --> 00:05:25,600 Speaker 5: research bit NYU Lango in neurology, and I'm also working 88 00:05:25,600 --> 00:05:28,480 Speaker 5: with Harvard University in cognitive neurology as well. 89 00:05:28,920 --> 00:05:32,159 Speaker 2: Nearly a decade ago, doctor Lufaiano was getting his doctor 90 00:05:32,240 --> 00:05:35,080 Speaker 2: in neuroscience. But when it came time to decide what 91 00:05:35,240 --> 00:05:37,320 Speaker 2: he was going to do for his thesis, he was 92 00:05:37,320 --> 00:05:38,120 Speaker 2: having a hard time. 93 00:05:38,240 --> 00:05:42,680 Speaker 5: I was thinking, like, what about investigating about intuitions? But 94 00:05:42,839 --> 00:05:45,240 Speaker 5: at that time it was really really hard. And then 95 00:05:45,279 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 5: a lot of people kind of like again like doubt, 96 00:05:48,680 --> 00:05:52,920 Speaker 5: how do you message intuition? But I really really wanted 97 00:05:53,520 --> 00:05:54,159 Speaker 5: to do it. 98 00:05:54,400 --> 00:05:56,920 Speaker 2: And so he and a team of other researchers designed 99 00:05:56,960 --> 00:05:59,640 Speaker 2: the study that would test people's ability to sort of 100 00:06:00,120 --> 00:06:01,039 Speaker 2: predict the future. 101 00:06:01,480 --> 00:06:04,600 Speaker 5: So I kind of like set up like behavioral toss 102 00:06:05,240 --> 00:06:06,680 Speaker 5: with random dot movement. 103 00:06:08,400 --> 00:06:11,160 Speaker 2: This is how it would work. Imagine you're sitting at 104 00:06:11,160 --> 00:06:13,279 Speaker 2: a computer. On the screen, there are a bunch of 105 00:06:13,320 --> 00:06:18,600 Speaker 2: dots moving either left or right randomly. You watch this 106 00:06:18,760 --> 00:06:20,800 Speaker 2: for a while, and then you're asked to try and 107 00:06:20,839 --> 00:06:23,840 Speaker 2: predict in which direction the dots are going. To move. 108 00:06:25,240 --> 00:06:28,240 Speaker 2: It would seem impossible to do this since there are 109 00:06:28,279 --> 00:06:32,200 Speaker 2: no obvious patterns to the dots, but secretly there's a signal. 110 00:06:33,000 --> 00:06:36,120 Speaker 2: Right before the dots move, a subliminal image flashes on 111 00:06:36,160 --> 00:06:41,719 Speaker 2: the screen. The images are things like guns, or flowers 112 00:06:41,800 --> 00:06:45,719 Speaker 2: or snakes, things that for most humans, create an emotional response, 113 00:06:45,960 --> 00:06:49,320 Speaker 2: either really positive or really negative. If you're flashed the 114 00:06:49,360 --> 00:06:52,039 Speaker 2: negative thing like a gun, the dots move to the right. 115 00:06:52,320 --> 00:06:55,200 Speaker 2: If you're flashed the positive thing, like a flower, they 116 00:06:55,240 --> 00:06:58,919 Speaker 2: move left. Remember these are subliminal images, so you don't 117 00:06:58,920 --> 00:07:02,200 Speaker 2: notice the images con just the point of the whole 118 00:07:02,240 --> 00:07:05,000 Speaker 2: thing is to pick up on the feelings that subliminal 119 00:07:05,040 --> 00:07:08,080 Speaker 2: images give you and use them to predict which way 120 00:07:08,120 --> 00:07:11,080 Speaker 2: the dots will move. If you can do that, you're 121 00:07:11,120 --> 00:07:16,240 Speaker 2: more intuitive or more in tune with your emotions. 122 00:07:18,680 --> 00:07:21,760 Speaker 1: So basically what it's doing is it's measuring your capacity 123 00:07:21,840 --> 00:07:24,120 Speaker 1: to trust in. 124 00:07:24,040 --> 00:07:26,960 Speaker 2: What you know, not so much what you know, but 125 00:07:27,000 --> 00:07:31,560 Speaker 2: what you feel. As doctor Lufayana explains, there are two 126 00:07:31,640 --> 00:07:35,120 Speaker 2: types of decision making. The first is rational. 127 00:07:34,720 --> 00:07:37,480 Speaker 5: Where you kind of like wait all of the options 128 00:07:37,520 --> 00:07:39,280 Speaker 5: and the probability and stuff like that. 129 00:07:39,640 --> 00:07:42,120 Speaker 2: And the others intuitive, in which. 130 00:07:42,400 --> 00:07:48,640 Speaker 5: You use emotional kind of a memory to guide on decision. 131 00:07:49,120 --> 00:07:52,600 Speaker 2: What doctor Lufayano found is that both kinds of decision 132 00:07:52,640 --> 00:07:56,320 Speaker 2: makers have a visceral emotional response to the images, but 133 00:07:56,800 --> 00:07:59,720 Speaker 2: it's only the intuitive people who listen to their emotional 134 00:07:59,800 --> 00:08:02,160 Speaker 2: ORCS responses and use it to make a prediction. 135 00:08:02,600 --> 00:08:05,160 Speaker 1: So your mom was right on the money that everyone 136 00:08:05,320 --> 00:08:08,440 Speaker 1: does have intuition, but that some people listen to it 137 00:08:08,440 --> 00:08:09,120 Speaker 1: more than others. 138 00:08:09,440 --> 00:08:12,440 Speaker 2: Yeah, doctor Lufaiano and his team didn't prove that people 139 00:08:12,520 --> 00:08:15,360 Speaker 2: can see full visions into the future a lah, that's 140 00:08:15,360 --> 00:08:17,840 Speaker 2: so raven style, but they were able to prove that 141 00:08:17,880 --> 00:08:26,160 Speaker 2: people can use their gut instinct to make predictions. After 142 00:08:26,200 --> 00:08:29,200 Speaker 2: hearing about this research, we wanted to test our own intuition, 143 00:08:29,720 --> 00:08:33,920 Speaker 2: but it's a whole expensive computer setup. So doctor Lufaiano 144 00:08:34,000 --> 00:08:36,640 Speaker 2: sends us a questionnaire that he says works just as 145 00:08:36,679 --> 00:08:39,480 Speaker 2: well to measure how intuitive you are. So for fun, 146 00:08:39,640 --> 00:08:41,600 Speaker 2: we grabbed a bunch of people in the office and 147 00:08:41,679 --> 00:08:43,720 Speaker 2: some of our friends to see if they could guess 148 00:08:43,800 --> 00:08:52,040 Speaker 2: how intuitive they are. So we gathered everybody into Latino 149 00:08:52,160 --> 00:08:55,320 Speaker 2: USA's conference room. Yeah, I've been on reporting on intuition 150 00:08:55,440 --> 00:08:58,600 Speaker 2: for a year and you are all here, So we 151 00:08:58,640 --> 00:09:01,480 Speaker 2: can test your intuition, how good it is, how you think, 152 00:09:01,559 --> 00:09:05,120 Speaker 2: how you make decisions. Before subjects took the questionnaire, everyone 153 00:09:05,160 --> 00:09:07,520 Speaker 2: went around and said a little bit about themselves and 154 00:09:07,600 --> 00:09:11,400 Speaker 2: how intuitive they felt. First up, someone who does believe 155 00:09:11,440 --> 00:09:13,160 Speaker 2: she's already in touch with her intuition. 156 00:09:13,640 --> 00:09:18,680 Speaker 6: I'm Amanda Alcantra, the digital media editor here at Latino USA. 157 00:09:19,200 --> 00:09:21,760 Speaker 6: I'm Dominican and Dominican culture. You know, there's a lot 158 00:09:21,800 --> 00:09:25,280 Speaker 6: of Afro syncritic religions and beliefs, and I have been 159 00:09:25,280 --> 00:09:27,320 Speaker 6: doing a lot of family research now, and you know, 160 00:09:27,360 --> 00:09:29,160 Speaker 6: I found out I have a great grandmother who was 161 00:09:29,160 --> 00:09:32,720 Speaker 6: a witch. She had a whole alter devoted to like, 162 00:09:32,880 --> 00:09:37,160 Speaker 6: you know, different sort of spirits. I feel like I'm 163 00:09:37,200 --> 00:09:40,480 Speaker 6: a very intuitive person, but I have a hard time 164 00:09:40,520 --> 00:09:42,959 Speaker 6: listening to my intuition because my rational brain is. 165 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:46,520 Speaker 2: Like no, So yeah, Then we have somebody who has 166 00:09:46,559 --> 00:09:48,720 Speaker 2: been fooled by his own intuition before. 167 00:09:48,960 --> 00:09:50,400 Speaker 7: My name is Tommy McNamara. 168 00:09:50,480 --> 00:09:52,960 Speaker 2: Tommy is a stand up comedian that lives in Brooklyn. 169 00:09:53,920 --> 00:09:57,320 Speaker 7: We didn't talk about any feelings. I would say, as 170 00:09:57,360 --> 00:10:00,000 Speaker 7: an Irish Catholic Midwestern family, I think I used to 171 00:10:00,120 --> 00:10:02,959 Speaker 7: to trust my intuition more I got took advantage of 172 00:10:03,040 --> 00:10:04,120 Speaker 7: a few times. 173 00:10:03,840 --> 00:10:05,720 Speaker 2: He fell for Craigslist scam. 174 00:10:05,800 --> 00:10:08,040 Speaker 7: And now I don't trust my intuition. 175 00:10:08,559 --> 00:10:09,160 Speaker 8: I would say. 176 00:10:09,559 --> 00:10:13,400 Speaker 9: I'm Alisa Scarce. I am a associate producer here at 177 00:10:13,480 --> 00:10:14,479 Speaker 9: Latino USA. 178 00:10:14,559 --> 00:10:17,000 Speaker 2: Alisa grew up in Los Angeles and she's on the 179 00:10:17,000 --> 00:10:19,120 Speaker 2: fence about the role of intuition in her life. 180 00:10:19,160 --> 00:10:22,040 Speaker 9: So on my dad's side of the family, the Cuban side, 181 00:10:22,120 --> 00:10:24,240 Speaker 9: my great grandma was still alive and I remember looking 182 00:10:24,280 --> 00:10:26,120 Speaker 9: in their closet one time and seeing this board, which 183 00:10:26,160 --> 00:10:28,120 Speaker 9: is like a Ouiji board. So they would make a 184 00:10:28,120 --> 00:10:30,680 Speaker 9: lot of their decisions with the Ouiji board. It was 185 00:10:30,760 --> 00:10:34,000 Speaker 9: not something like my parents thought that was weird, so 186 00:10:34,559 --> 00:10:38,800 Speaker 9: and so it was not something that I really got 187 00:10:38,800 --> 00:10:40,200 Speaker 9: in touch with. But I remember as a kid like 188 00:10:40,240 --> 00:10:43,079 Speaker 9: thinking it was very cool. Feel I have a lot 189 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:44,920 Speaker 9: of feelings that feel like intuitions. 190 00:10:45,160 --> 00:10:46,360 Speaker 10: My name is Zach Swan. 191 00:10:47,000 --> 00:10:49,040 Speaker 2: Zach is yet another stand up comedian. 192 00:10:49,360 --> 00:10:54,120 Speaker 10: I'm very white. My family background is I'm very white 193 00:10:55,040 --> 00:10:58,480 Speaker 10: like Scottish and Welsh, maybe French Canadian. 194 00:10:58,760 --> 00:11:01,480 Speaker 2: He wasn't raised to think about his gut instincts. 195 00:11:01,760 --> 00:11:05,400 Speaker 10: My family, we didn't intuition wasn't really like a subject 196 00:11:05,440 --> 00:11:09,920 Speaker 10: that was mentioned. I would fall in a similar campus Tommy. 197 00:11:09,960 --> 00:11:16,280 Speaker 10: I think I feel like I'm certainly not intentional about intuition. 198 00:11:16,360 --> 00:11:18,679 Speaker 2: And when it comes to you, Maria. 199 00:11:18,160 --> 00:11:22,079 Speaker 1: I think I'm definitely an intuitive and a lot of 200 00:11:22,160 --> 00:11:24,280 Speaker 1: what I kind of stand for, kind of even in 201 00:11:24,320 --> 00:11:27,440 Speaker 1: my life and my work is to say own it, 202 00:11:28,040 --> 00:11:31,000 Speaker 1: trust it, believe it. You know the way you're seeing 203 00:11:31,040 --> 00:11:34,880 Speaker 1: it is right, because I feel like, oftentimes as a woman, 204 00:11:35,080 --> 00:11:37,800 Speaker 1: and certainly as as a woman who wasn't born in 205 00:11:37,840 --> 00:11:41,280 Speaker 1: this country, it was like, you're an impostor, you shouldn't 206 00:11:41,280 --> 00:11:44,000 Speaker 1: be here, that's the wrong thought. You're going to mess up, 207 00:11:44,400 --> 00:11:48,000 Speaker 1: and that what actually helps us is when we get grounded. 208 00:11:48,600 --> 00:11:50,679 Speaker 1: I trust it. I absolutely trust it. 209 00:11:50,760 --> 00:11:56,000 Speaker 2: And then the questionnaire began. First question, I would rather 210 00:11:56,080 --> 00:11:59,120 Speaker 2: do something that requires little thought than something that is 211 00:11:59,280 --> 00:12:02,880 Speaker 2: sure to challenge my thinking abilities. The questionnaire was only 212 00:12:02,920 --> 00:12:05,959 Speaker 2: ten questions long. Each question was about how you handle 213 00:12:06,040 --> 00:12:08,960 Speaker 2: decision making and problem solving. I don't like to have 214 00:12:09,000 --> 00:12:12,199 Speaker 2: the responsibility. I would prefer complex to simple problems. I 215 00:12:12,200 --> 00:12:16,040 Speaker 2: had to anticipate and avoid situations. Number five, I trust 216 00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:17,680 Speaker 2: my initial feelings about people. 217 00:12:19,080 --> 00:12:21,360 Speaker 1: Pencils down. 218 00:12:22,840 --> 00:12:23,080 Speaker 8: Good. 219 00:12:24,520 --> 00:12:26,680 Speaker 2: I feel like a teacher I'm like, give me your homework, please, 220 00:12:26,760 --> 00:12:30,080 Speaker 2: thank you. After ten minutes of telling the results, I 221 00:12:30,120 --> 00:12:34,080 Speaker 2: came back. I have everyone's scores here, and I was like, huh. Interesting. 222 00:12:34,520 --> 00:12:36,800 Speaker 2: The way the scoring worked was that everyone had two 223 00:12:36,880 --> 00:12:40,920 Speaker 2: separate scores, a rational score and an intuitive score, twenty 224 00:12:40,920 --> 00:12:45,920 Speaker 2: five being the highest score you could get on either. First, 225 00:12:46,000 --> 00:12:47,640 Speaker 2: Amanda got her results. 226 00:12:47,520 --> 00:12:48,440 Speaker 5: Rational at ten. 227 00:12:50,120 --> 00:12:52,520 Speaker 6: That makes a lot of sense because I'm like fighting 228 00:12:52,600 --> 00:12:55,480 Speaker 6: my rational all the time, and that's a Libra thing. 229 00:12:55,520 --> 00:13:00,240 Speaker 6: I have a hard time making decisions interesting. I'm mad 230 00:13:00,240 --> 00:13:02,160 Speaker 6: at this result, but I'm also very proud. I also 231 00:13:02,200 --> 00:13:04,640 Speaker 6: want to be intuitive, and it's it's pretty good intuitive. 232 00:13:04,920 --> 00:13:05,240 Speaker 11: I mean, you. 233 00:13:05,280 --> 00:13:07,800 Speaker 2: Got a twenty three versus a ten, so you definitely 234 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:09,959 Speaker 2: lean on the intuitive side if you were going by this. 235 00:13:10,840 --> 00:13:15,800 Speaker 9: Alissa, So I am twenty one rational twenty three intuitive, 236 00:13:16,840 --> 00:13:18,920 Speaker 9: which it kind of makes sense to me that they 237 00:13:18,920 --> 00:13:20,679 Speaker 9: would be around the same, but like a little bit 238 00:13:21,160 --> 00:13:22,320 Speaker 9: more on the intuitive side. 239 00:13:23,320 --> 00:13:28,320 Speaker 7: Tommy, I got eighteen rational, ten intuitive, which I think 240 00:13:28,400 --> 00:13:31,560 Speaker 7: is what people would have expected to be lowly intuitive 241 00:13:31,600 --> 00:13:35,479 Speaker 7: based on my answers, so I am not too surprised. 242 00:13:35,920 --> 00:13:40,240 Speaker 10: Zach I got twenty one for rational and twenty four 243 00:13:40,400 --> 00:13:41,240 Speaker 10: for intuitive. 244 00:13:42,080 --> 00:13:45,760 Speaker 2: Isn't that the highest intuitive score we've heard so far? Well, 245 00:13:46,200 --> 00:13:52,120 Speaker 2: Marie is not. The results are in. 246 00:13:55,040 --> 00:13:58,600 Speaker 1: Rational I got eighteen and intuitive I got twenty five. 247 00:14:00,160 --> 00:14:00,839 Speaker 7: Not surprised at all. 248 00:14:01,520 --> 00:14:11,079 Speaker 2: No, that sounds about right, Maria. Of course you got 249 00:14:11,080 --> 00:14:15,240 Speaker 2: the highest intuitive score. And overall, with the exception of Zach, 250 00:14:15,640 --> 00:14:18,680 Speaker 2: people were very good at guessing how intuitive they would be, 251 00:14:19,320 --> 00:14:22,360 Speaker 2: and that's what doctor Lufreano found during his research as. 252 00:14:22,200 --> 00:14:25,440 Speaker 5: Well, at least one of my studies. They actually we 253 00:14:25,560 --> 00:14:29,240 Speaker 5: actually found that when they say that they are intuitive, 254 00:14:29,360 --> 00:14:32,080 Speaker 5: it is accurate that they are going to behave intuitively. 255 00:14:32,560 --> 00:14:35,640 Speaker 1: So basically, if you think you're an intuitive person, you 256 00:14:35,760 --> 00:14:39,840 Speaker 1: use your intuition more like a self fulfilling prophecy totally. 257 00:14:40,200 --> 00:14:42,760 Speaker 2: And you can hear people's answers about their background, how 258 00:14:42,840 --> 00:14:45,760 Speaker 2: much their families impacted the way they viewed their own 259 00:14:45,840 --> 00:14:48,960 Speaker 2: sense of intuition. And that made me wonder if my 260 00:14:49,040 --> 00:14:52,000 Speaker 2: own culture plays a role in my intuition, because if 261 00:14:52,000 --> 00:14:54,240 Speaker 2: you ask my mom, it absolutely does. 262 00:14:55,280 --> 00:15:01,640 Speaker 4: Tu cure queto renduisiones, kumo masso so and lo latinos and. 263 00:15:01,720 --> 00:15:17,160 Speaker 3: Latino porque porquereo and a familiar and to a parties. 264 00:15:20,000 --> 00:15:22,720 Speaker 1: Basically, your mom is saying that Latinos and Latinas grow 265 00:15:22,800 --> 00:15:25,920 Speaker 1: up with this sense of intuition, that you hear about 266 00:15:25,920 --> 00:15:28,160 Speaker 1: it from your family, your neighbors, your friends. 267 00:15:28,560 --> 00:15:31,000 Speaker 2: Yeah, that you hear about it everywhere. 268 00:15:38,040 --> 00:15:41,560 Speaker 1: Coming up on Latino USA, how Blu has modern day 269 00:15:41,680 --> 00:16:01,920 Speaker 1: LATINX witches are harnessing the power of intuition. Stay with us, Hey, 270 00:16:02,120 --> 00:16:06,160 Speaker 1: We're back, And on today's show, producer Cindy Rodriguez has 271 00:16:06,200 --> 00:16:09,480 Speaker 1: been teaching us about intuition. We just learned about the 272 00:16:09,640 --> 00:16:11,920 Speaker 1: science behind it and the way we use it in 273 00:16:11,960 --> 00:16:15,480 Speaker 1: decision making. But now Cindy's going to explore the cultural 274 00:16:15,560 --> 00:16:20,320 Speaker 1: role of intuition for the Latino community, specifically how intuitive 275 00:16:20,400 --> 00:16:23,920 Speaker 1: women are spearheading a Latina feminist movement. 276 00:16:24,920 --> 00:16:27,040 Speaker 2: In my quest to learn about the role of intuition 277 00:16:27,120 --> 00:16:29,840 Speaker 2: and the Latino community, I quickly found myself at the 278 00:16:29,880 --> 00:16:33,320 Speaker 2: epicenter of the millennial decolonized wellness movement. 279 00:16:33,680 --> 00:16:39,760 Speaker 1: The epicenter of the millennial decolonized wellness movement. Yes, okay, 280 00:16:40,040 --> 00:16:42,560 Speaker 1: I didn't know that there was a decolonized wellness movement, 281 00:16:42,600 --> 00:16:43,200 Speaker 1: but let's. 282 00:16:43,000 --> 00:16:43,760 Speaker 5: Go mm hmm. 283 00:16:46,320 --> 00:16:49,360 Speaker 2: We're hearing the drums of Battala and all women Afro 284 00:16:49,400 --> 00:16:53,040 Speaker 2: Brazilian Samba reggaed Percussion band, one of the many performers 285 00:16:53,160 --> 00:16:56,080 Speaker 2: during the Brooklyn Bruheti FS. The festival was held in 286 00:16:56,160 --> 00:16:59,640 Speaker 2: Dumbo under the Brooklyn Bridge. The festival felt like a 287 00:16:59,640 --> 00:17:02,240 Speaker 2: reunion in a lot of the vendors. There are my 288 00:17:02,320 --> 00:17:04,879 Speaker 2: friends and the performers are people have gone on hikes 289 00:17:04,920 --> 00:17:07,240 Speaker 2: with I live for these sacred spaces. 290 00:17:08,280 --> 00:17:09,240 Speaker 1: Why wasn't I there? 291 00:17:09,359 --> 00:17:10,440 Speaker 2: Oh, you would have loved it. 292 00:17:10,520 --> 00:17:11,800 Speaker 1: How come you guys didn't invite me? 293 00:17:11,840 --> 00:17:14,960 Speaker 2: I know we should have invited you. Mira Iodo, You're coming. 294 00:17:15,560 --> 00:17:22,320 Speaker 2: It's magic. There's astro readers, tarot readers, music like indigenous 295 00:17:22,440 --> 00:17:26,120 Speaker 2: music where you you feel like you feel seen. Of 296 00:17:26,200 --> 00:17:30,680 Speaker 2: these people on stagers, Afro Columbianos, Afro Brazilians and it's 297 00:17:30,720 --> 00:17:35,320 Speaker 2: just a bunch of people of color celebrating their ancestral heritage. Hello, 298 00:17:35,720 --> 00:17:38,840 Speaker 2: thank you so much for taking time. And we got 299 00:17:38,840 --> 00:17:40,680 Speaker 2: to talk to the person who was bringing the whole 300 00:17:40,680 --> 00:17:41,240 Speaker 2: thing together. 301 00:17:41,880 --> 00:17:45,160 Speaker 11: I'm Chikita Ruhita. This is Brooklyn Bruheti at the festival. 302 00:17:45,400 --> 00:17:48,840 Speaker 11: This is a gathering of magic, music, drums and community. 303 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:52,600 Speaker 2: Chikita Bruhita one hundred percent believes in intuition. 304 00:17:53,200 --> 00:17:56,240 Speaker 11: So there's intuition of trusting your intuition, but then there's 305 00:17:56,280 --> 00:18:00,439 Speaker 11: the next step of actually believing indivination. Right, So if 306 00:18:00,480 --> 00:18:04,080 Speaker 11: you trust your intuition to trust your guides enough for 307 00:18:04,160 --> 00:18:07,760 Speaker 11: them to give you messages and then take action towards those, right, 308 00:18:07,840 --> 00:18:10,960 Speaker 11: it's the deepest trust of intuition. So I grew up, 309 00:18:11,119 --> 00:18:15,800 Speaker 11: you know, receiving messages from espiditistas and being told, you know, 310 00:18:16,600 --> 00:18:19,520 Speaker 11: be careful with this, don't go out there. You know, 311 00:18:19,640 --> 00:18:23,359 Speaker 11: So and so got a message like me. 312 00:18:23,840 --> 00:18:26,600 Speaker 2: Ruhita learned to believe in intuition because of her family 313 00:18:26,680 --> 00:18:30,000 Speaker 2: spiritual practice. She comes from a long line of Afri 314 00:18:30,080 --> 00:18:34,200 Speaker 2: Latina spiritual women who grew up practicing Santadiya. Her grandmother 315 00:18:34,240 --> 00:18:36,520 Speaker 2: started practicing when she moved from Puerto Rico to New 316 00:18:36,600 --> 00:18:37,080 Speaker 2: York City. 317 00:18:37,320 --> 00:18:40,239 Speaker 11: So, my grandmother was crowned a priestess of Yamaya more 318 00:18:40,280 --> 00:18:42,720 Speaker 11: than forty years ago. My grandmother and my mother is 319 00:18:42,760 --> 00:18:43,680 Speaker 11: a priestess of Ochun. 320 00:18:44,080 --> 00:18:47,280 Speaker 2: Bruhita says that her grandma was a crown priestess of Yamaya, 321 00:18:47,440 --> 00:18:50,920 Speaker 2: one of the orishas or gods of Santadiya. All who 322 00:18:50,960 --> 00:18:54,399 Speaker 2: practice Santhidia are initiated to a particular orisha to their 323 00:18:54,440 --> 00:18:55,560 Speaker 2: own deity. 324 00:18:55,480 --> 00:18:59,120 Speaker 1: Right and Yeamaya is mother goddess represented by the ocean. 325 00:18:59,840 --> 00:19:02,359 Speaker 2: And Santidia is a religion that is the combination of 326 00:19:02,400 --> 00:19:06,359 Speaker 2: African spiritual practices that melded in Cuba with Catholic elements 327 00:19:06,720 --> 00:19:08,880 Speaker 2: as a result of the slaves trade when the Yoruba 328 00:19:08,920 --> 00:19:11,680 Speaker 2: people were brought to the Americas. Tho to Yuba people 329 00:19:11,720 --> 00:19:14,440 Speaker 2: still live in what we know today's Benin in western Nigeria. 330 00:19:15,560 --> 00:19:17,840 Speaker 2: Chelsea said that her mother was a priestess of osh 331 00:19:18,320 --> 00:19:20,920 Speaker 2: O'shuan is a goddess of divine femininity. 332 00:19:21,320 --> 00:19:25,760 Speaker 11: I identify as a third generation practicing Bruha in the 333 00:19:25,840 --> 00:19:28,280 Speaker 11: traditional sense or what I understood for my life to 334 00:19:28,320 --> 00:19:31,240 Speaker 11: be the traditional sense, which is someone who practices our 335 00:19:31,320 --> 00:19:31,960 Speaker 11: black magic. 336 00:19:32,560 --> 00:19:35,080 Speaker 2: Rugita says that well, she can trace her intuitive sense 337 00:19:35,080 --> 00:19:37,920 Speaker 2: to her family's African and indigenous roots. She's seeing a 338 00:19:37,960 --> 00:19:41,280 Speaker 2: lot of Latinas now, regardless of their family history, calling 339 00:19:41,320 --> 00:19:43,320 Speaker 2: themselves bruhas or witches. 340 00:19:43,560 --> 00:19:47,280 Speaker 11: I love that Bruja has become and I'm seeing it 341 00:19:47,320 --> 00:19:50,359 Speaker 11: becomes sort of this all encompassing term for being like 342 00:19:50,480 --> 00:19:54,720 Speaker 11: a Latina LATINX feminist, right, like being part of this 343 00:19:54,880 --> 00:19:58,879 Speaker 11: moment of empowered, you know, so empowered that I can 344 00:19:58,920 --> 00:20:02,280 Speaker 11: create magic, right, So this is how we're informing bruha. 345 00:20:02,720 --> 00:20:05,119 Speaker 1: You know, it kind of feels like Brujas are having 346 00:20:05,119 --> 00:20:06,040 Speaker 1: a big moment right. 347 00:20:05,960 --> 00:20:09,399 Speaker 2: Now, definitely, and maybe the best place to witness the 348 00:20:09,440 --> 00:20:15,640 Speaker 2: Bluha boom is on social media, thanks where LATX influencers 349 00:20:15,640 --> 00:20:18,800 Speaker 2: have amassed hundreds of thousands of followers who seek out 350 00:20:18,840 --> 00:20:24,600 Speaker 2: spiritual advice on everything from money so arias your money 351 00:20:24,640 --> 00:20:27,520 Speaker 2: for February twenty twenty is coming in the form of 352 00:20:27,560 --> 00:20:30,920 Speaker 2: the Nine of Swords, to taking care of plants. 353 00:20:31,200 --> 00:20:33,760 Speaker 9: Not only do they clanse the air of toxins blots, 354 00:20:34,119 --> 00:20:37,920 Speaker 9: they also provide amazing energy and sometimes it's just too 355 00:20:37,920 --> 00:20:39,880 Speaker 9: cold for outside on Hunger Street. 356 00:20:39,840 --> 00:20:41,359 Speaker 2: Working on your relationship. 357 00:20:41,640 --> 00:20:48,320 Speaker 12: I'm Valeria Ruelas the Mexican which welcome to pick a card, 358 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:53,120 Speaker 12: advice for your love life and dating life. 359 00:20:53,080 --> 00:20:56,080 Speaker 2: And yes, of course getting through our current global crisis. 360 00:20:56,440 --> 00:20:58,280 Speaker 3: So we're going to talk about the coronavirus from an 361 00:20:58,280 --> 00:21:00,639 Speaker 3: astrological point of view. 362 00:21:02,400 --> 00:21:05,439 Speaker 2: But blu Haas don't just talk about self optimization. The 363 00:21:05,520 --> 00:21:08,439 Speaker 2: same person we just heard offering dating advice has some 364 00:21:08,480 --> 00:21:10,280 Speaker 2: thoughts on our political system as well. 365 00:21:10,520 --> 00:21:10,680 Speaker 11: Yo. 366 00:21:10,800 --> 00:21:13,159 Speaker 12: I love knowing that we're going to prevail against all 367 00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:20,560 Speaker 12: of this evil and bad government. Hell yeah, witches. 368 00:21:22,200 --> 00:21:25,960 Speaker 1: That's really well, that's taking brujas and bruhiiad to a 369 00:21:25,960 --> 00:21:26,720 Speaker 1: whole other level. 370 00:21:27,160 --> 00:21:31,160 Speaker 2: Brujas don't play often. Being a Bruja means being an activist. 371 00:21:31,440 --> 00:21:33,920 Speaker 2: A lot of blu Haas say they're fighting against a patriarchal, 372 00:21:33,920 --> 00:21:40,200 Speaker 2: white supremacist society in their practice. In twenty fifteen, writer 373 00:21:40,280 --> 00:21:43,679 Speaker 2: and activist Ganny Slady uploaded a video of themself and 374 00:21:43,760 --> 00:21:49,960 Speaker 2: other Buhas hexing Trump Abio Trump. But this idea of 375 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:53,680 Speaker 2: tapping into magic or spirituality more generally as a form 376 00:21:53,680 --> 00:21:55,920 Speaker 2: of political resistance is not new. 377 00:21:56,240 --> 00:21:59,879 Speaker 8: We see spirituality as really an integration. 378 00:21:59,480 --> 00:22:04,320 Speaker 2: Of this is Latin Medina, a Chicana scholar of spirituality 379 00:22:04,359 --> 00:22:08,520 Speaker 2: and religion and professor at the California State University Northridge. 380 00:22:08,840 --> 00:22:12,320 Speaker 8: Spirituality very much nurtures intuition. 381 00:22:12,920 --> 00:22:16,080 Speaker 2: Doctor Medina says it's an act of political resistance to 382 00:22:16,119 --> 00:22:19,480 Speaker 2: look within oneself for answers. In other words, trust your 383 00:22:19,520 --> 00:22:23,040 Speaker 2: own intuition, because for centuries, people of color have been 384 00:22:23,040 --> 00:22:25,560 Speaker 2: conditioned not to trust their intuition. 385 00:22:25,560 --> 00:22:30,199 Speaker 8: And our intuition is grounded in our feelings, our emotions, 386 00:22:30,200 --> 00:22:30,919 Speaker 8: our bodies. 387 00:22:31,640 --> 00:22:35,960 Speaker 2: During colonization, brujos and brujas and healers, intuitive people or 388 00:22:36,000 --> 00:22:39,760 Speaker 2: people with powers in any way were persecuted in Latin America. 389 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:47,000 Speaker 8: Our indigenous cultures carry so much scientific, spiritual, medicinal knowledge 390 00:22:47,720 --> 00:22:52,000 Speaker 8: that was erased silence displays through colonization. 391 00:22:52,720 --> 00:22:55,720 Speaker 2: Doctor Medina brings up La Bidille gall Lupe as a 392 00:22:55,760 --> 00:23:00,000 Speaker 2: specific example of the invalidation of black and brown instincts. 393 00:22:59,600 --> 00:23:02,600 Speaker 8: So anyways that colonized her or tried to colonize her. 394 00:23:06,040 --> 00:23:09,880 Speaker 2: The story of Labiti Guadalupegos like this. In fifteen thirty one, 395 00:23:10,000 --> 00:23:12,200 Speaker 2: an indigenous man named Juan Diego saw a vision of 396 00:23:12,240 --> 00:23:15,119 Speaker 2: her on a hill. She spoke directly to him in Nahwa, 397 00:23:15,119 --> 00:23:18,000 Speaker 2: his native language, But when he told the Spanish Catholic 398 00:23:18,000 --> 00:23:20,159 Speaker 2: fire by what he saw, the friar didn't believe him 399 00:23:20,160 --> 00:23:22,600 Speaker 2: and told him to go get proof. There is a 400 00:23:22,680 --> 00:23:26,520 Speaker 2: longer story here, but to simplify, Juan Diego went back 401 00:23:26,560 --> 00:23:29,480 Speaker 2: to Lavitin, and when he came back, his cloak was 402 00:23:29,520 --> 00:23:32,479 Speaker 2: full of roses and Labita's image was printed on it. 403 00:23:34,280 --> 00:23:37,320 Speaker 2: The history is debated in academic circles. But according to 404 00:23:37,359 --> 00:23:40,560 Speaker 2: doctor Medina, even after Juan Diego brought proof, the Church 405 00:23:40,600 --> 00:23:43,640 Speaker 2: didn't recognize her formerly as a saint. Four years. 406 00:23:45,480 --> 00:23:49,840 Speaker 8: The Catholic Church resisted the devotion to her. They were 407 00:23:49,880 --> 00:23:53,920 Speaker 8: fearful that the indigenous people were going to confuse her 408 00:23:54,280 --> 00:23:56,640 Speaker 8: with the ancient divine mother Donna sing. 409 00:23:57,200 --> 00:23:59,840 Speaker 2: But finally the Catholic Church couldn't deny her. 410 00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:02,520 Speaker 8: But the only way they could accept her was to 411 00:24:02,640 --> 00:24:05,560 Speaker 8: name her as Guadalupe, which was the name of a 412 00:24:06,040 --> 00:24:08,760 Speaker 8: madonna from southern Spain, which is where most of the 413 00:24:08,760 --> 00:24:13,000 Speaker 8: conquisadors were from, and to say that she's marry mother 414 00:24:13,040 --> 00:24:15,920 Speaker 8: of Jesus. 415 00:24:19,400 --> 00:24:22,720 Speaker 1: So the overall point here is that because of colonization, 416 00:24:23,080 --> 00:24:26,720 Speaker 1: the knowledge and wisdom of indigenous people was rejected and 417 00:24:26,760 --> 00:24:28,200 Speaker 1: then invalidated by the West. 418 00:24:28,680 --> 00:24:32,479 Speaker 2: Yes, Labisi Le Guadalupe story can be interpreted as an 419 00:24:32,520 --> 00:24:36,400 Speaker 2: example of colonizers rewriting what an indigenous man saw, denying 420 00:24:36,440 --> 00:24:39,800 Speaker 2: his experience, and that's why today things like intuition in 421 00:24:39,840 --> 00:24:43,480 Speaker 2: bruheti A are a way of decolonizing and reclaiming that knowledge. 422 00:24:43,840 --> 00:24:47,800 Speaker 8: It's just really difficult times that need not just political responses, 423 00:24:47,840 --> 00:24:49,240 Speaker 8: but spiritual responses. 424 00:24:50,040 --> 00:24:53,680 Speaker 2: For many, la Vitin is seen as both a religious 425 00:24:53,760 --> 00:24:54,879 Speaker 2: and political symbol. 426 00:24:55,280 --> 00:25:00,480 Speaker 8: Today. She represents you know, brown women. She represents around 427 00:25:01,000 --> 00:25:06,760 Speaker 8: ancestry of the Americas. She represents the indigenous sacred cosmology. 428 00:25:09,880 --> 00:25:12,800 Speaker 2: These days, a lot of young LATINX feministy Labitin is 429 00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:16,080 Speaker 2: a symbol of empowerment. She's on boat of candles. Everywhere 430 00:25:16,160 --> 00:25:18,880 Speaker 2: there are jean jackets with labitin details on the back. 431 00:25:21,840 --> 00:25:24,439 Speaker 2: I think for many of us Latinas, we're looking to 432 00:25:24,480 --> 00:25:28,000 Speaker 2: spirituality for more meaningful answers than the world is giving us. 433 00:25:36,000 --> 00:25:49,040 Speaker 1: We will be right back. Yes, hey, we're back. We're 434 00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:52,320 Speaker 1: going to jump back into the story. So your mom 435 00:25:52,359 --> 00:25:55,560 Speaker 1: seems to be like a central figure in all of this, 436 00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:58,879 Speaker 1: So tell me a little bit about your mom, just 437 00:25:58,960 --> 00:26:02,040 Speaker 1: kind of in from a spiritual place. 438 00:26:02,560 --> 00:26:05,320 Speaker 2: My mom got here at the age of thirty with 439 00:26:05,440 --> 00:26:08,680 Speaker 2: my older sister. I think when she got here, as 440 00:26:08,680 --> 00:26:11,080 Speaker 2: she has told me before, she relied on her intuition 441 00:26:11,240 --> 00:26:15,480 Speaker 2: to make all the decisions because a year into moving here, 442 00:26:15,520 --> 00:26:18,959 Speaker 2: she didn't have a husband anymore, she's divorced, she's alone, 443 00:26:18,960 --> 00:26:21,640 Speaker 2: she doesn't know the language. So she tells me that 444 00:26:21,800 --> 00:26:23,680 Speaker 2: I use my intuition out of survival. 445 00:26:24,160 --> 00:26:26,360 Speaker 1: You know, it's really interesting to hear you say that, 446 00:26:26,480 --> 00:26:31,040 Speaker 1: because we learned earlier that scientifically intuitive decisions are based 447 00:26:31,040 --> 00:26:34,399 Speaker 1: on emotion rather than information. And it really sounds like 448 00:26:34,440 --> 00:26:36,879 Speaker 1: all your mom had to go off of was her gut. 449 00:26:37,480 --> 00:26:39,720 Speaker 2: Yeah, And I think that could be the experience for 450 00:26:39,760 --> 00:26:42,560 Speaker 2: a lot of immigrants who move somewhere and don't speak 451 00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:46,159 Speaker 2: the language or know the customs. Something that surprised me 452 00:26:46,200 --> 00:26:48,159 Speaker 2: is that my mom says it's been harder to listen 453 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:50,600 Speaker 2: to her intuition the longer that she's been here in 454 00:26:50,640 --> 00:26:51,120 Speaker 2: the States. 455 00:26:51,359 --> 00:26:59,840 Speaker 3: In Latin America is mat passiva lao no tennessee correcre 456 00:27:00,160 --> 00:27:00,840 Speaker 3: this and hab. 457 00:27:08,359 --> 00:27:10,680 Speaker 2: She says that life in Latin America is lower paced, 458 00:27:11,080 --> 00:27:13,840 Speaker 2: that it's easier to listen to your feelings there than 459 00:27:13,840 --> 00:27:15,359 Speaker 2: it is here in the US. 460 00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:19,080 Speaker 1: So your mom says this thing, the corricor is So 461 00:27:19,119 --> 00:27:20,280 Speaker 1: what's the corricory. 462 00:27:20,800 --> 00:27:24,680 Speaker 2: Corricory is the hustle and bustle of just like running 463 00:27:24,720 --> 00:27:26,679 Speaker 2: around to get it done, whatever it is that you're 464 00:27:26,720 --> 00:27:27,400 Speaker 2: trying to get done. 465 00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:31,800 Speaker 1: It's like super American, super American, just moving ahead, moving ahead, 466 00:27:32,000 --> 00:27:33,040 Speaker 1: because that's what you do. 467 00:27:33,160 --> 00:27:35,439 Speaker 2: That's what you do. You get to the us. You hustle, 468 00:27:35,520 --> 00:27:39,640 Speaker 2: you launch things, you become an entrepreneur, you become successful, 469 00:27:40,240 --> 00:27:42,639 Speaker 2: all of these things that are supposed to define your happiness. 470 00:27:43,000 --> 00:27:47,199 Speaker 2: And she said, no, corricorre. I asked her, what is 471 00:27:47,240 --> 00:27:49,560 Speaker 2: something that she would want me to just never forget? 472 00:27:50,000 --> 00:28:04,080 Speaker 3: Apisa down, Practica down, down, free okum on Latina in 473 00:28:04,320 --> 00:28:07,040 Speaker 3: to me if Amilia cabin this. 474 00:28:14,040 --> 00:28:17,119 Speaker 2: She says that although this country can be so practical, 475 00:28:17,240 --> 00:28:20,320 Speaker 2: so cold, that she hopes that because I am a 476 00:28:20,400 --> 00:28:23,920 Speaker 2: Latina and because she raised me, that I will always 477 00:28:23,960 --> 00:28:29,840 Speaker 2: know how to protect my spirit. But it's something I 478 00:28:29,880 --> 00:28:33,120 Speaker 2: honestly hesitated to do for a long time. I wouldn't 479 00:28:33,119 --> 00:28:35,320 Speaker 2: take my parents seriously when they tried to impart their 480 00:28:35,359 --> 00:28:38,600 Speaker 2: spiritual wisdom. But then I hit rock bottom? 481 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:41,040 Speaker 1: What do you mean you hit rock bottom? What happened? 482 00:28:42,080 --> 00:28:44,680 Speaker 2: About five years ago? I was laid off for my 483 00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:47,400 Speaker 2: job at CNN, which meant that I had lost my 484 00:28:47,440 --> 00:28:50,720 Speaker 2: health insurance, which I really needed. At the time, I 485 00:28:50,760 --> 00:28:52,680 Speaker 2: had just been told I needed to get surgery for 486 00:28:52,760 --> 00:28:56,600 Speaker 2: a potentially cancerous lymph node, And to make matters worse, 487 00:28:56,840 --> 00:28:58,520 Speaker 2: I was in the middle of leaving a long term 488 00:28:58,520 --> 00:29:01,920 Speaker 2: relationship of ten years. I was thirty one years old 489 00:29:01,920 --> 00:29:03,680 Speaker 2: at the time, and it felt like I had lost 490 00:29:04,080 --> 00:29:07,680 Speaker 2: everything and I didn't know how to begin again. So 491 00:29:07,720 --> 00:29:10,719 Speaker 2: I moved in with my mom. Her first thing on 492 00:29:10,720 --> 00:29:13,480 Speaker 2: my to do list to get better was when olympiasa. 493 00:29:14,120 --> 00:29:15,960 Speaker 2: You know, you leave a breakup, you lose a job, 494 00:29:16,040 --> 00:29:18,240 Speaker 2: you start to think, okay, maybe the world is against 495 00:29:18,240 --> 00:29:20,720 Speaker 2: me here. So she prescribes me this baynyo. 496 00:29:21,240 --> 00:29:24,280 Speaker 1: She prepared umbagno, which means she prepared a bath for you, 497 00:29:25,000 --> 00:29:29,280 Speaker 1: a particular kind of bath that means flowers, usually some 498 00:29:29,360 --> 00:29:32,479 Speaker 1: kind of particular sand, oftentimes candles. 499 00:29:32,280 --> 00:29:34,800 Speaker 2: And just like, tears are rolling down my face and 500 00:29:35,280 --> 00:29:37,000 Speaker 2: you don't rinse the bath off where you have to 501 00:29:37,040 --> 00:29:39,520 Speaker 2: air dry. So I am forced to just stand there 502 00:29:39,680 --> 00:29:43,520 Speaker 2: naked and think emotionally about everything I've ever wanted in 503 00:29:43,520 --> 00:29:45,440 Speaker 2: my life and at the same time everything that I've 504 00:29:45,520 --> 00:29:51,800 Speaker 2: lost up until then. And so it it was a 505 00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:54,440 Speaker 2: transition in my life, like I remember this day very clearly, 506 00:29:54,640 --> 00:30:12,080 Speaker 2: thinking like something changed, something shifted. I go for a 507 00:30:12,160 --> 00:30:15,920 Speaker 2: hike every time there's a full moon, burn some palos. 508 00:30:16,400 --> 00:30:18,320 Speaker 2: It's the first thing I do. I like to set 509 00:30:18,320 --> 00:30:21,280 Speaker 2: the vibe. Palo Santo is a wild tree native to 510 00:30:21,320 --> 00:30:24,320 Speaker 2: the Yukotan and it's found in many Latin American countries, 511 00:30:24,360 --> 00:30:27,640 Speaker 2: including Peru, where my family's from. And what you'll hear 512 00:30:27,720 --> 00:30:31,200 Speaker 2: there is my lighter. And what I do is I 513 00:30:31,280 --> 00:30:34,280 Speaker 2: light my palo. I'll ask my ancestors to watch over me, 514 00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:37,720 Speaker 2: to bring me guidance, and to send me any messages 515 00:30:37,760 --> 00:30:40,000 Speaker 2: that they think I need to know right now. And 516 00:30:40,080 --> 00:30:42,160 Speaker 2: so as I write down what I'm gonna let go of, 517 00:30:43,720 --> 00:30:47,400 Speaker 2: which I already did, I say I'm ready to go 518 00:30:47,480 --> 00:30:52,640 Speaker 2: of X and replace it with X. It's a little personal, 519 00:30:52,680 --> 00:30:55,400 Speaker 2: so I won't exactly share what it is. Now. I 520 00:30:55,440 --> 00:31:03,320 Speaker 2: will light the paper. The paper's very small. What I'm burning, 521 00:31:04,440 --> 00:31:17,840 Speaker 2: it's all gone now, it's turned to ashes, honoring my 522 00:31:17,920 --> 00:31:21,200 Speaker 2: inner knowing. It's a way of connecting to my ancestors 523 00:31:21,280 --> 00:31:25,080 Speaker 2: and their traditions, voices that have been silenced through a 524 00:31:25,160 --> 00:31:29,080 Speaker 2: history of colonization. And it's all led to reclaiming a 525 00:31:29,120 --> 00:31:31,920 Speaker 2: part of myself that has always been there. But I 526 00:31:32,040 --> 00:31:32,880 Speaker 2: just wasn't listening. 527 00:31:47,080 --> 00:31:49,440 Speaker 1: Snidro Didez, thank you so much for opening up and 528 00:31:49,480 --> 00:31:51,080 Speaker 1: for taking us on this journey with you. 529 00:31:51,520 --> 00:31:52,760 Speaker 2: Thanks so much for having me. 530 00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:03,239 Speaker 1: That was Journalists Cindi Rodriguez the Brooklyn Brugetia Festival is 531 00:32:03,280 --> 00:32:22,160 Speaker 1: still going strong every year. This episode was produced by 532 00:32:22,200 --> 00:32:26,560 Speaker 1: Antonio Serejuidro and Cindi Rodriguez. It was edited by Sophia 533 00:32:26,600 --> 00:32:30,400 Speaker 1: Palisa car and mixed by Stephanie Lebou. Fact checking for 534 00:32:30,480 --> 00:32:35,480 Speaker 1: this episode by Nidia Bautista. 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