Speaker 1: Hello, my beautiful listeners, Welcome to your favorite podcast, Cheeks
Speaker 1: and Chill. I am so grateful and happy that you
Speaker 1: are here today. Thank you for listening today. I want
Speaker 1: to talk about something really personal, something that's shaped so
Speaker 1: much of who I am, being the eldest sibling. And
Speaker 1: I'm not just talking about birth order. I'm talking about
Speaker 1: the experience, the weight, the gift, and the wound that
Speaker 1: can come with it. Because if you are the eldest,
Speaker 1: especially in a Latino family or a family with a
Speaker 1: lot of expectations, you already know it's not always easy.
Speaker 1: And as the oldest, I became a second mother before
Speaker 1: I was ready. I learned how to protect, provide, and
Speaker 1: perform even when I was hurting myself. I was the
Speaker 1: one they leaned on, the one they looked up to,
Speaker 1: the one who had to be okay even when I wasn't.
Speaker 1: And I know those of you that are listening that
Speaker 1: are an el discibling, and even you don't have to
Speaker 1: be an el disibling. You could be a middle child
Speaker 1: or the baby, and you feel this way. This is
Speaker 1: just my personal experience and I wanted to talk about
Speaker 1: this because I haven't going through it. To be honest,
Speaker 1: and you guys know that I am always very transparent
Speaker 1: and honest and I share everything with you guys. And
Speaker 1: I thought about it twice, three times, four times, so
Speaker 1: many times should I share this? And it's not anything bad.
Speaker 1: I think, if anything, it might resonate with you guys,
Speaker 1: and maybe you guys can give me some advice if
Speaker 1: you guys have gone through it yourself, so I'd love
Speaker 1: to hear from you guys as well. Anyway, I'm going
Speaker 1: to be short with this because I don't want to
Speaker 1: get into too much detail because I want to also
Speaker 1: protect my siblings and their privacy. But we are definitely
Speaker 1: going through a shift, and mind you, I am a
Speaker 1: person that's very in tune connected to my feelings, a cancer,
Speaker 1: I wear my emotions on my sleeve. And I've been
Speaker 1: talking to you guys on the podcast about the shift
Speaker 1: that I've been feeling since last year, and never did
Speaker 1: I expect it would happen with my siblings. It was
Speaker 1: a huge surprise for me, and just trying to get
Speaker 1: the words out makes my voice crack a little bit
Speaker 1: because it's been something that's been so so hard to accept,
Speaker 1: to understand, to adapt to. It's something so foreign to me,
Speaker 1: but we had a little rough patch, and it seems
Speaker 1: that things are getting better. We just never had a
Speaker 1: rough patch like this. Mind you, We've had arguments, disagreements,
Speaker 1: but we always found our way back to each other.
Speaker 1: And this time it's been a little different. And I'm
Speaker 1: talking about all of us. It's five siblings, and I
Speaker 1: don't know if it's because of all the stress that
Speaker 1: I had this year with just so many things going on.
Speaker 1: But I tried something different with them and it didn't work.
Speaker 1: And I'll get into that in a little bit, but basically,
Speaker 1: we couldn't agree on something. I think Johnny was the
Speaker 1: one that brought something up in our group chat and
Speaker 1: one of the siblings, two of the siblings, and I
Speaker 1: won't say names. I just again I want to protect
Speaker 1: their privacy and I didn't even ask them if I
Speaker 1: can talk about this, but this is who I am,
Speaker 1: and they know their sister has a podcast and I'm
Speaker 1: very honest, so I'm going to talk about it. AnyWho.
Speaker 1: So two of the siblings didn't agree with something that
Speaker 1: Johnny was saying, and I felt that he was being
Speaker 1: attacked for the lack of a better word, and of
Speaker 1: course that motherly instinct that I have kind of I
Speaker 1: went out to defend him, not thinking how it was
Speaker 1: going to hurt my other siblings. So then all of
Speaker 1: a sudden they were mad at me, and then I
Speaker 1: got mad and I was tough, something that I've never done.
Speaker 1: When I say tough, I was just more assertive. And
Speaker 1: I think this comes with the people pleasing that I
Speaker 1: always talk about on the podcast. I've always dealt with
Speaker 1: an issue of people pleasing, and I've been trying to
Speaker 1: get out of it, and I feel like I've been
Speaker 1: able to do it in every other area of my life.
Speaker 1: But that last piece was my siblings, and I was like, no,
Speaker 1: this isn't fair. I feel like they're being unfair and
Speaker 1: I don't like it and they hurt my feelings and
Speaker 1: I don't like that the siblings don't talk. So I
Speaker 1: was just very assertive. I'm like, you guys, basically get
Speaker 1: your shit together, you know. I sent each of them
Speaker 1: a message, a long voice note, very long I love
Speaker 1: voice notes, so very long voice notes to all of them.
Speaker 1: I got responses from some, not from others, and it
Speaker 1: was like that for a long time. It even got
Speaker 1: in the way of Easter. I mean it just crazy,
Speaker 1: and I was absolutely heartbroken. I don't think I've cried
Speaker 1: so much, you guys, in so damn long. I was
Speaker 1: crying so much. Emdial didn't know what to do. He's like,
Speaker 1: what is happening. All he's ever known is how close
Speaker 1: I am to my siblings. And he would even tell
Speaker 1: me like, I don't want to say much. I'm just
Speaker 1: gonna be here if you need a hug. But this
Speaker 1: is also weird for me. This is immedial talking because
Speaker 1: all I've ever known is you being so close to them,
Speaker 1: and I've been trying to make sense of everything, and
Speaker 1: in my moment of prayer and meditating, I just realized
Speaker 1: that things are changing. And I talk about change so much,
Speaker 1: and I always say how change is uncomfortable, how growing
Speaker 1: pains hurt. And with shifts because you want to elevate,
Speaker 1: you know, the ground beneath you shakes, that's a shift.
Speaker 1: And it's okay. I'm barely now, like a month later,
Speaker 1: maybe no, actually no, it's been like two months, guys.
Speaker 1: This has been going on for a while, and now
Speaker 1: I am coming to the realization that it is okay.
Speaker 1: Like I just did. I guess I didn't realize that
Speaker 1: this would happen with my siblings, and I I wasn't
Speaker 1: expecting it. I wasn't ready. But now I'm realizing that
Speaker 1: it is okay, that maybe this needed to happen so
Speaker 1: that I can make space for my marriage, for my
Speaker 1: baby hopefully, and they're growing and they need to spread
Speaker 1: their wings and we can't always be attached at the hip.
Speaker 1: Are we closer than a lot of other siblings. Yes, absolutely,
Speaker 1: thank God. And I hope that with time we all
Speaker 1: adjust to this new dynamic. But it sucked, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh my gosh, I swear I had moments fro. I'm like,
Speaker 1: when when am I gonna just like be able to chill?
Speaker 1: And like, I don't know. You always think, Okay, this
Speaker 1: is the year all my problems are gone, and I'm like, no,
Speaker 1: I should know better. Like life is a roller coaster.
Speaker 1: You have ups and downs, and that's just what it is.
Speaker 1: We are evolving creatures. And the reason I want to
Speaker 1: bring this up is because I talk a lot about
Speaker 1: change and shifts and a roll coaster of emotions and
Speaker 1: how we are evolving creatures and we're always going to
Speaker 1: face something and I want you guys to know that
Speaker 1: I go through it too, even with people I didn't
Speaker 1: expect to go through it with. And I'm human just
Speaker 1: like you guys. And this is why I love having
Speaker 1: my podcast, because as I speak to you guys, as
Speaker 1: I'm hopefully helping you guys figure things out, it's also
Speaker 1: helping me, like just release and I am happy to
Speaker 1: say that we are definitely in a better place. Things
Speaker 1: are moving forward, just differently. And I think the one
Speaker 1: that needed to realize that was Jinny. I had always
Speaker 1: been the glue, that's all I was taught you guys
Speaker 1: to be the glue to bring us back together, to
Speaker 1: reel them in. If they argue, let them argue, but
Speaker 1: don't let it go too long. Now I have to
Speaker 1: step back and just let them be. And it's so hard.
Speaker 1: It's so hard because I'm like, oh, I know the
Speaker 1: road you're going down. I was there. I don't want
Speaker 1: you to make the same mistake. Just listen, listen to me.
Speaker 1: And it's like I want to put all these stop
Speaker 1: signs everywhere and say, wait, let me prevent you from
Speaker 1: getting hurt because I've been there, because I've done that,
Speaker 1: because I've made mistakes and I love them so much
Speaker 1: that I don't want them to make the same mistakes,
Speaker 1: but I have to just down on the sideline and
Speaker 1: let them grow and let them learn without judgment, without
Speaker 1: being too hard, without being that overbearing sister that I
Speaker 1: was taught to be. And it was very hard because
Speaker 1: I was a second mother to all of them. And
Speaker 1: I think I was feeling for a long time like
Speaker 1: that sucks when we were in the thick of it,
Speaker 1: you know, when I was just like crying, like I
Speaker 1: am now. But I think what really hurt me was, Okay,
Speaker 1: I'm good to do all these things for you guys,
Speaker 1: and I'm like a second mother and whenever you need
Speaker 1: advice or whenever you need something like, I'm there and
Speaker 1: I would do it without thinking I'm not complaining. But
Speaker 1: also when I have something to say that I don't
Speaker 1: agree with, you guys don't like it, and that hurt
Speaker 1: my feelings. But I'm like, okay, I know I love them.
Speaker 1: Because at first I was like, you know what, if this,
Speaker 1: I'm just going to create space and if that means
Speaker 1: that they're not going to be in my life, then
Speaker 1: so be it. I'm just gonna let them be. But
Speaker 1: then I realized that for a day I felt fine,
Speaker 1: and then at night when I was alone and in
Speaker 1: my own thoughts, I'm like, dude, no, what is a
Speaker 1: life without my siblings? That's all I know. So I'm like,
Speaker 1: I need to adjust. I need to reassess this. I
Speaker 1: need to reflect and analyze the situation and just understand
Speaker 1: that I can't save them from everything, and I need,
Speaker 1: and not even need, I want to be in their life.
Speaker 1: So if there are boundaries now, then I need to
Speaker 1: respect those boundaries. And I have to have my own
Speaker 1: boundaries so that I can protect my own inner piece.
Speaker 1: And that's okay, that's part of growing, you know. But
Speaker 1: it was very difficult because all I would hear for
Speaker 1: so long in my head was my mother, keep your
Speaker 1: siblings united, keep them together, don't let them or you
Speaker 1: guys turn into what my siblings and I were, because
Speaker 1: you know, they had their arguments and their share of
Speaker 1: stuff that I don't want to get into. But my mom,
Speaker 1: these are real conversations that I had. So many times.
Speaker 1: I had these conversations with my mom about how she
Speaker 1: expected me to keep us together. So for a long time,
Speaker 1: there was like this tug of war within me because
Speaker 1: I think I told you guys on the podcast. But
Speaker 1: when I went to Monterrey to where my mom's plane
Speaker 1: crashed and we did that hike up the mountain, I
Speaker 1: remember feeling so much peace when we got there to
Speaker 1: where the plane crashed, you know, to the actual like spot,
Speaker 1: and I remember feeling so much peace. It was crazy
Speaker 1: because I was expecting to feel something different, like maybe
Speaker 1: heavy energy, but there it was so beautiful up there,
Speaker 1: you guys. I felt so much peace and it just
Speaker 1: made me feel peace that my mom was good and
Speaker 1: I didn't cry, which was like, I'm like, what's going
Speaker 1: on with me? But I felt like that was part
Speaker 1: of my healing. But anyway, the reason I'm sharing this
Speaker 1: is because I also felt and heard and I don't
Speaker 1: even know how to explain it, but I know it
Speaker 1: was my mom or it was God. But what I
Speaker 1: heard and the only thing I heard when I was
Speaker 1: up there was it's okay to let go. And I'm like,
Speaker 1: let go, okay, and it's like I understood it, but
Speaker 1: not to the depth that I understand now. Now I
Speaker 1: look back and I'm like, whoa, huh, that's that was
Speaker 1: my mom telling me you did your job. It's okay
Speaker 1: to let go let them be. You did your job.
Speaker 1: Like now, I mean, that was a whole last year ago,
Speaker 1: you guys, more than a year ago, and it's all
Speaker 1: barely just making complete, one hundred percent sense because I
Speaker 1: think again, my mom, the way she always did, was
Speaker 1: preparing me for I think this moment, and I want
Speaker 1: to talk to all the older sisters or all the siblings,
Speaker 1: not only sisters, but brothers and people that have had
Speaker 1: and have carried their family on their shoulders. I don't
Speaker 1: regret it, and I'm sure you don't either, but we
Speaker 1: don't have to carry that anymore. Like there are certain
Speaker 1: things that were made our responsibility and we did out
Speaker 1: of love. But time passes, things change, and it is
Speaker 1: okay to take that backpack off and set it down.
Speaker 1: You're not throwing it away, you're not burning it. But
Speaker 1: if it gets too heavy, it's okay for you to
Speaker 1: take it off your shoulders and set it down and
Speaker 1: leave it there and let it be. And that's it.
Speaker 1: And I like, again, I never thought that this would happen.
Speaker 1: And it wasn't anything horrible that happened between us. It
Speaker 1: was just a simple disagreement and something that I wasn't
Speaker 1: okay with and I voiced my opinion, and since they're
Speaker 1: not used to that because I always just want to
Speaker 1: keep the peace with them. When I did speak up,
Speaker 1: it was kind of like, okay, wait, now you're trying
Speaker 1: to like I don't know. So I was talking to
Speaker 1: my sister Jackie today this morning, and we were talking
Speaker 1: about this situation, and she told me a lot of
Speaker 1: things and we talked and it was very nice because
Speaker 1: she took the time to call me and she apologized,
Speaker 1: and I apologize about certain things. And again, this was
Speaker 1: with all of us. There was just a craziness between
Speaker 1: all of us. And she realized and she did say,
Speaker 1: you know, she did I did hear the change in
Speaker 1: your voice. Because let me backtrack, I caved in, even
Speaker 1: though I had told myself, no, I'm gonna let them
Speaker 1: come to me for once, because I'm always the one
Speaker 1: going I'm always the one keeping us together, and I
Speaker 1: wanted to see, to be honest, Okay, if it's not
Speaker 1: me calling them family meeting, if it's not me ya
Speaker 1: mandola la lente, you know, telling them, hey, guys, I'm like,
Speaker 1: I wonder who it would be. And I was hoping
Speaker 1: one of them would say, okay, guys, we need to
Speaker 1: sit down and talk, because that's what my mom and
Speaker 1: I taught them. And I was tired. I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm going through my own stuff and I'm like, you
Speaker 1: know what, like I want them to make the effort,
Speaker 1: and they didn't for whatever reason. You know, they each
Speaker 1: have their own feelings, and I validate them because there
Speaker 1: are things that I agree with with each of them
Speaker 1: and things that I don't agree with as well. Anyway,
Speaker 1: I had told myself that I wasn't but I did.
Speaker 1: At a very long drive and I was listening to music,
Speaker 1: and I sent them three songs. I said, Hey, these
Speaker 1: are songs that I dedicate you guys that every time
Speaker 1: I listen to I think of you guys. I'll share
Speaker 1: the songs with you guys. The first one ISO by
Speaker 1: Carla Morrison. The other one is Better Together by Jack Johnson,
Speaker 1: such a good song. And the third one is I
Speaker 1: Hope You Dance by Leanne Womack. I hope I'm pronouncing
Speaker 1: her last name correctly. But those songs, every time I
Speaker 1: listen to them, I think of them. And I just said,
Speaker 1: you know what, I'm going to put my pride, my
Speaker 1: ego to the side. It doesn't fit here. I have
Speaker 1: to make a decision because I was just so in
Speaker 1: my head. I'm like, no, no, no, I want them
Speaker 1: to appreciate me, and I want them to come and
Speaker 1: look for me like I deserve that, like I've been
Speaker 1: a good sister, and like here, I am just talking
Speaker 1: myself up, you know. And until finally I said, you
Speaker 1: know what, if that it's okay. I know that things
Speaker 1: are going to change, and that's fine. I need to
Speaker 1: again learn relearn, because these are people that I love
Speaker 1: and people that I want in my life, so they're
Speaker 1: worth it. So I sent it and I just apologized
Speaker 1: for my part, and I said, hey, I'm sorry, you
Speaker 1: know if I was too rough, if I was angry,
Speaker 1: because I was a little angry, and I just realized
Speaker 1: at that moment that the best thing we could do, guys,
Speaker 1: is to lead by love. And that does not mean
Speaker 1: that you need to keep putting yourself to the side.
Speaker 1: If people are crossing your boundaries, if people are hurting
Speaker 1: your feelings, if you do feel unappreciated. I've always told you, guys,
Speaker 1: if someone is worse for you than good or better,
Speaker 1: then it's okay. Way for you to love people from
Speaker 1: afar doesn't matter who they are. But I know my
Speaker 1: siblings have a great heart. I raise them my mom
Speaker 1: and I raise them. I know they have good hearts.
Speaker 1: They're just growing up. They're all doing their own thing.
Speaker 1: They're starting families, they're starting careers, they're doing their own thing.
Speaker 1: And whether I agree with certain things or not, it's
Speaker 1: not my place. It's not my business because they're all
Speaker 1: way and well over eighteen years old. And I also
Speaker 1: have to learn to say, you know what, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: love you guys. I'm here when you need me, and
Speaker 1: that's it. And it took me a while to understand that,
Speaker 1: which is why I had this in my heart to
Speaker 1: talk to you guys about this, because I was like,
Speaker 1: this is something that's weighing on me and I just
Speaker 1: need people to hear me out. And I just, quite frankly,
Speaker 1: like I just needed a like my own little therapy session.
Speaker 1: I haven't been able to do therapy, and these are
Speaker 1: the results. My therapist has been traveling, I've been busy,
Speaker 1: so we haven't been able to find some time in
Speaker 1: our schedule. So you guys are my therapy. You and
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Speaker 1: knows that all of us want to stay well connected,
Speaker 1: always keeping you close alosos. Anybody who knows me knows
Speaker 1: how important family is to me. My siblings, Jackie, Mikey, Jenica, Johnny,
Speaker 1: and my nieces and nephew and now my husband Emilio
Speaker 1: are my entire world. But it's not enough to say
Speaker 1: they're important. I like to show it too. That's why
Speaker 1: I'm constantly checking in on them with the help of technology,
Speaker 1: whether we're exchanging cheeseman in our group chat, spending hours
Speaker 1: on the phone together, sending dozens of voice notes back
Speaker 1: and forth, or supporting each other on social media. The
Speaker 1: people who are most important to me are just to call,
Speaker 1: text or video chat away. And speaking of video chats,
Speaker 1: we just had a really important one the other day.
Speaker 1: As you guys know, my sister Jackie recently released her
Speaker 1: album in Otra Vidra. You haven't checked it out, you
Speaker 1: should go listen to it now. Anyway, she invited all
Speaker 1: of my siblings to her album listening party. Unfortunately, our
Speaker 1: brother Mikey couldn't make it. Anda Arachndo, but since it
Speaker 1: is twenty twenty five, we weren't gonna let that get
Speaker 1: in the way of making him a part of the
Speaker 1: celebration because we all liked to be included. So Jenica
Speaker 1: video chatted Mikey and he was able to listen and
Speaker 1: enjoy the entire album with us. It was so nice.
Speaker 1: He took pictures with us. We cried together, we laughed together.
Speaker 1: It was just so beautiful, and I loved that. It
Speaker 1: was a very intimate event and he needed to be there.
Speaker 1: So thank god we were able to do that, because
Speaker 1: if not, he would have been really bummed out, And
Speaker 1: which reminds me of a time that I almost got
Speaker 1: bummed out because my sister Jackie was giving birth to
Speaker 1: my nephew Jordan, and I was working and I told them,
Speaker 1: do not let me miss this, so they video chatted me,
Speaker 1: and I was so happy to be there with her
Speaker 1: as she was huffing and puffing and she was going
Speaker 1: through every contraction, and even though I wasn't there physically,
Speaker 1: I felt like I could hold her hand kind of
Speaker 1: like through the phone. So it was a very beautiful
Speaker 1: moment because like, who likes to be left out? So
Speaker 1: even though we can't always be together in person, today's
Speaker 1: technology like my smartphone or tablet helps us feel like
Speaker 1: we're constantly connected, so the next time we're catching up
Speaker 1: in person, it feels like we never missed a beat.
Speaker 1: You've been listening to the Cheekys and Chill podcasts presented
Speaker 1: by T Mobile. T Mobile knows that all of us
Speaker 1: want to stay well connected, always keeping you close aloss.
Speaker 1: But if I can give you, guys, any advice, my fellow,
Speaker 1: let's start off with the fellow eldest siblings. I see you.
Speaker 1: If you're tired, I get it. If you feel and
Speaker 1: appreciate it, sometimes you're not alone. And if you're struggling
Speaker 1: to find yourself beyond the role you've played your whole life,
Speaker 1: it's okay. You get to be a whole person too,
Speaker 1: not just the strong one, not just the dependable one.
Speaker 1: You get to heal, to be soft and to be seene.
Speaker 1: And now, if I can give my younger siblings, whether
Speaker 1: it be the middle, the youngest, just the ones that
Speaker 1: aren't the eldest, I just want you, guys to I
Speaker 1: always try to do this, and I tell people this,
Speaker 1: just try to put yourself in the other person's shoes
Speaker 1: like that helps so much. That's helped me a lot
Speaker 1: to just understand what the other person is going through.
Speaker 1: And I know this because I speak to a lot
Speaker 1: of older siblings and whether it be men or women,
Speaker 1: and they all feel the same way where we feel
Speaker 1: this pressure from our parents have to be the example.
Speaker 1: And I think that that's all beautiful and I'm so
Speaker 1: grateful with my mother. I wouldn't change a thing. Actually,
Speaker 1: I would not have a problem with doing it all
Speaker 1: over again, like if I had to. And that meant
Speaker 1: that I have the same siblings. I love them to
Speaker 1: fucking pieces, and sometimes I wish that they knew how
Speaker 1: much I love them. And speaking to the younger ones,
Speaker 1: don't take what we tell you guys. Again, we have
Speaker 1: to work sometimes on our delivery because we're kind of
Speaker 1: like parents, you know, and we kind of sometimes say
Speaker 1: things in harsh ways. But just know that it's coming
Speaker 1: from a good place, that we absolutely want the best
Speaker 1: for you guys, that we have your best interests at heart.
Speaker 1: We truly, truly do. It's just how we deliver our message.
Speaker 1: I think that we need to work on And I
Speaker 1: tried something different and it didn't work for me, and
Speaker 1: that's okay. I just went back to what I know,
Speaker 1: which is what I tell you guys anyway, is always
Speaker 1: lead with love and put your right foot forward and
Speaker 1: be gracefully assertive. What does that mean? You can be
Speaker 1: honest and straightforward with the person, but just do it
Speaker 1: with love and with ease. There's no reason to cuss,
Speaker 1: there's no reason to scream. You know, when you speak
Speaker 1: from the heart, it reaches a heart. So anyway, so
Speaker 1: the younger siblings just have some compassion, like you know,
Speaker 1: I know sometimes we could be a little rough on
Speaker 1: the edges, but I promise you we want the best
Speaker 1: for you. And anyway, that was a whole lot, guys.
Speaker 1: Thank you for letting me unload. But hopefully this does
Speaker 1: resonate with you guys, and hopefully you guys, with me
Speaker 1: opening up my heart to you, you can see where
Speaker 1: I'm coming from. And it's not to take it personal
Speaker 1: with any of my siblings, So please don't because I'm
Speaker 1: still that sister that'll come and kick someone's ass. And
Speaker 1: I'm just kidding. But you know, I love my siblings
Speaker 1: and everything's fine. I just things are changing, guys, and
Speaker 1: that's okay, and that's what it is, and I'm coming
Speaker 1: to terms with it. Still, there's so much happening, guys.
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's because my birthdays around the
Speaker 1: corner or what, but I just wanted to share. And
Speaker 1: I'm healing. Guys. We're on this healing journey and this
Speaker 1: is part of it, and I'm still trying to understand
Speaker 1: it and find my place in this new and not
Speaker 1: only with my siblings, in my personal life, but also
Speaker 1: in my career. Is just so much happening. But one
Speaker 1: thing that stays the same is my podcast. I love
Speaker 1: speaking to you, guys, and I love hearing from you guys,
Speaker 1: and I'm so grateful. My heart is full because I
Speaker 1: love that you guys leave me comments and are loving
Speaker 1: everything I talk about. Okay, I'm gonna be quiet now.
Speaker 1: I hope you guys have an amazing day. I love you.
Speaker 1: I'm sending you a big hug, and send me a
Speaker 1: lot of healing energy, please, a lot of positive energy.
Speaker 1: Send me hugs and kisses, virtual hugs and kisses. I
Speaker 1: love you, guys, and I'm sending you one back. Have
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