WEBVTT - REVENGE OF THE GECK 0:00:00.160 --> 0:00:01.920 All from Grace. 0:00:03.360 --> 0:00:09.160 Grace. Have we spoken before, Yes, but I have a inventory. 0:00:09.760 --> 0:00:12.039 You have a Revens story. Please please enlighten me, Grace. 0:00:13.640 --> 0:00:16.000 I wanted my boyfriend to share his adventstorys because he's 0:00:16.040 --> 0:00:16.919 way more petty than I have. 0:00:17.040 --> 0:00:18.880 But he's being all shy. 0:00:19.360 --> 0:00:20.720 He's being shy. 0:00:22.120 --> 0:00:22.760 I don't know why. 0:00:22.760 --> 0:00:30.720 I'm sure, no, I'm shy. The don't put him on 0:00:30.720 --> 0:00:31.800 the phone. I'll be nice to him. 0:00:32.040 --> 0:00:34.320 He wants, Lyle wants to talk to you. 0:00:34.640 --> 0:00:36.680 I'll be nice. I'll be nice to him. I promise 0:00:36.760 --> 0:00:38.839 to be nice to him. I don't always promise i'll 0:00:38.840 --> 0:00:42.080 be nice, but I'll promise i'll be nice to him. 0:00:42.320 --> 0:00:43.160 What's going on, Lyle? 0:00:45.159 --> 0:00:45.800 What's your name? 0:00:46.800 --> 0:00:47.199 Josh? 0:00:48.159 --> 0:00:50.800 Josh? Look, I really appreciate you, you know. Look, I 0:00:50.840 --> 0:00:52.720 heard how shy you are. I heard you're a shy, 0:00:53.560 --> 0:00:56.480 fragile little boy, and so I just want you know 0:00:56.520 --> 0:00:58.280 I'm going to be very careful with you. I'm not 0:00:58.320 --> 0:01:02.480 going to drop you the whole let it go, okay, 0:01:02.800 --> 0:01:05.960 because I love you very much. And look, I just 0:01:06.000 --> 0:01:07.640 really appreciate you having on the phone with me in 0:01:07.680 --> 0:01:16.959 spite of your your your thankfulness. Okay, I'm imagining you 0:01:17.080 --> 0:01:19.720 right now. You have big bright red rosy cheeks. 0:01:21.720 --> 0:01:21.959 Yeah. 0:01:22.000 --> 0:01:25.240 That, and you're just the most adorable person I ever 0:01:25.280 --> 0:01:31.920 talked to. Listen, Josh, yes, holy shit, I remember that. 0:01:32.760 --> 0:01:33.759 Have you ever gotten revenge? 0:01:35.680 --> 0:01:35.920 You know? 0:01:36.160 --> 0:01:37.880 So Grace is kind of putting me on the line 0:01:37.920 --> 0:01:41.600 right there. I have, I just can't remember them. 0:01:42.000 --> 0:01:42.640 I can tell you. 0:01:42.600 --> 0:01:46.600 One I did remember it just now, though, please. So 0:01:47.200 --> 0:01:50.960 I was in class, this was I believe the fourth grade, 0:01:52.520 --> 0:01:55.720 and this one kid would always pick on me, right. 0:01:55.920 --> 0:01:58.520 He would always like throw stuff at like my I 0:01:58.520 --> 0:02:00.680 don't know, he would like flick my ear or like 0:02:00.760 --> 0:02:04.640 throw pencils down my shirt, right. And this happened for 0:02:04.720 --> 0:02:07.280 like an entire year, right, And I never want Like 0:02:07.320 --> 0:02:08.840 I was that kid who didn't want to get in troubles. 0:02:08.840 --> 0:02:10.160 I'd just be like, all right whatever. 0:02:10.639 --> 0:02:13.160 Till finally one day I forgot what he did. But 0:02:13.200 --> 0:02:17.760 he did something he really pissed me off. So one 0:02:17.840 --> 0:02:20.760 day he went to go sharpen his pencil, right, and 0:02:20.800 --> 0:02:23.120 I was like, all right, I'm gonna get my revenge 0:02:23.160 --> 0:02:27.799 on this kid someway or another. So I got one 0:02:27.840 --> 0:02:31.440 of my pencils, right, and I like I didn't. It 0:02:31.480 --> 0:02:33.320 wasn't like a normal like pencil. It was like a 0:02:33.360 --> 0:02:39.000 lead pencil, mechanical pencil. So I kind of took it 0:02:39.040 --> 0:02:42.600 out as as like the leadout as far as I could, right. 0:02:43.480 --> 0:02:46.320 And so when that kid, when this kid went to 0:02:46.400 --> 0:02:49.760 sit right back down, he would like as soon as 0:02:49.800 --> 0:02:52.560 he was about to do something, I like went around 0:02:52.600 --> 0:02:55.760 and I just like stabbed him in the arm. And 0:02:55.800 --> 0:02:59.000 I was like, bro, never do anything to me again. 0:03:00.200 --> 0:03:02.919 Interesting you stabbed him? Did you penetrate the skin? 0:03:03.720 --> 0:03:04.880 I did penetrate the skin. 0:03:04.880 --> 0:03:06.840 There was blood, There was blood. 0:03:07.560 --> 0:03:08.720 My enemies did suffer. 0:03:09.240 --> 0:03:12.640 What was his reaction to being stabbed? Oh? 0:03:12.680 --> 0:03:13.640 He was a bit about. 0:03:13.680 --> 0:03:15.480 He was like, bro, why would you stab me? 0:03:16.080 --> 0:03:17.399 And I told him, I was like, did you don't 0:03:17.760 --> 0:03:18.919 you know, mess it with me out here? 0:03:18.960 --> 0:03:19.280 Buddy? 0:03:20.080 --> 0:03:20.200 Oh? 0:03:20.280 --> 0:03:20.919 Why would you start? 0:03:21.240 --> 0:03:21.440 Man? 0:03:21.600 --> 0:03:23.480 I got to tell you, Josh, I'm very shocked because 0:03:23.480 --> 0:03:25.680 I thought you were a sweet, innocent little boy. But 0:03:25.760 --> 0:03:27.840 I had no idea you were capable of such malice. 0:03:28.680 --> 0:03:29.600 I am you know. 0:03:31.840 --> 0:03:33.320 Are you two still friends? 0:03:34.200 --> 0:03:34.399 Uh? 0:03:34.560 --> 0:03:36.160 No, I have no idea. What happened to that kid? 0:03:38.360 --> 0:03:39.360 Do you think he's still alive? 0:03:40.600 --> 0:03:46.640 I I I would hope so, because you can't go 0:03:46.680 --> 0:03:48.680 around just stabbing people and thinking that they may not 0:03:48.680 --> 0:03:51.160 try to take revenge out on you. Oh yeah, no, 0:03:51.760 --> 0:03:53.560 I still look over my shoulder to this day. 0:03:54.280 --> 0:03:57.640 I'd continue to be careful, Josh, but I will like 0:03:57.680 --> 0:03:59.440 your cover. I like what you're doing here. You're walking 0:03:59.440 --> 0:04:02.160 around with your with your little spinner hat and your 0:04:02.200 --> 0:04:04.200 lollypop as if you wouldn't heard a fly. So I'm 0:04:04.200 --> 0:04:06.200 already looking to you as the person to go revenge on. 0:04:06.720 --> 0:04:08.480 I like that, Josh. Well listen, thank you so much 0:04:08.480 --> 0:04:13.400 for sharing, and continue to watch your back absolutely. 0:04:12.880 --> 0:04:13.960 Kick you have a wonderful day. 0:04:14.840 --> 0:04:16.160 What about my revenge story? 0:04:18.920 --> 0:04:24.520 Ever goes on the line, making every night ever goes? 0:04:25.360 --> 0:04:36.719 I was teaching you all from Trent. 0:04:38.520 --> 0:04:43.039 Trent, Hello, my friend, how are you? Trent? 0:04:43.960 --> 0:04:45.000 I'm fantastic? 0:04:45.080 --> 0:04:47.200 How are you? 0:04:47.200 --> 0:04:50.480 You're fantastic? Are you fantastic? Anything particularly going on? Or 0:04:50.520 --> 0:04:51.560 are you just saying that? Are you? 0:04:51.560 --> 0:04:51.839 Do you are? 0:04:51.880 --> 0:04:53.840 Do you actually feel fantastic? Or was that just sort 0:04:53.880 --> 0:04:55.800 of you wanted to respond enthusiastically to me. 0:04:56.520 --> 0:04:59.480 I feel mildly fantastic. I just woke up from a 0:04:59.600 --> 0:05:01.840 nap and and enjoying my day off. 0:05:04.279 --> 0:05:05.479 What do you do on your days on? 0:05:07.600 --> 0:05:10.400 I work at guitar center, and I'm also a musician 0:05:10.480 --> 0:05:10.960 on the sign. 0:05:13.960 --> 0:05:15.919 What kind of music do you play? 0:05:16.600 --> 0:05:19.920 I'm in a psych rock band, as in of the 0:05:19.960 --> 0:05:23.080 psychedelic variety. 0:05:24.720 --> 0:05:27.320 You sound exactly like all the things that you're saying 0:05:27.360 --> 0:05:28.840 right now. Good. 0:05:29.000 --> 0:05:29.560 I'm glad. 0:05:31.640 --> 0:05:34.599 I like you know. I like that because it would 0:05:35.080 --> 0:05:36.719 be weird, that would make. 0:05:36.600 --> 0:05:39.840 Sense, that would make me an improster. 0:05:39.960 --> 0:05:40.440 Otherwise. 0:05:42.040 --> 0:05:45.200 It's kind of like when you ever say something and 0:05:45.240 --> 0:05:48.600 someone says you would say that happened. 0:05:48.680 --> 0:05:50.719 Yeah, yeah, I think that's happened before. 0:05:51.320 --> 0:05:55.479 I hate that expression because everything I say is something 0:05:55.520 --> 0:05:56.280 I would say. 0:05:56.960 --> 0:06:00.000 That's a fact. Yeah, that's just reality. 0:06:01.440 --> 0:06:04.360 Listen, Trent, have you ever gotten revenge? 0:06:07.480 --> 0:06:07.640 Uh? 0:06:11.240 --> 0:06:13.720 Yeah, yeah, I'm sure I have. I'm trying to think 0:06:13.720 --> 0:06:18.960 of a specific instance. Let me jog my memory here 0:06:19.040 --> 0:06:19.719 for a second. 0:06:20.400 --> 0:06:24.240 Maybe someone came in, they stole one of your guitars, 0:06:25.400 --> 0:06:29.640 so you went to steal one of their guitars. Someone 0:06:32.200 --> 0:06:36.880 you took acid, and a dog called you fat, and 0:06:36.920 --> 0:06:41.400 so you had tracked down the dog, but it wasn't 0:06:41.440 --> 0:06:42.080 a real dog. 0:06:44.200 --> 0:06:47.599 That would be That would be a that would be 0:06:47.640 --> 0:06:51.320 a story worth hearing. But I think my story is 0:06:51.360 --> 0:06:55.080 probably lesson. I'm not much of a vindictive person. 0:06:55.760 --> 0:06:57.080 No, you don't say. 0:06:57.480 --> 0:07:02.240 I've definitely been wrong before and had the idea of revenge. 0:07:02.560 --> 0:07:05.679 So I've had my house robbed before at a point 0:07:05.720 --> 0:07:09.400 in time where I was living a less than proper lifestyle, 0:07:10.440 --> 0:07:13.760 and I was on a mission to find out who 0:07:13.760 --> 0:07:17.560 did it, and I was gonna beat the living shit 0:07:17.640 --> 0:07:20.160 out of them. But I never made it around to it. 0:07:20.240 --> 0:07:23.000 The only time, the only instance that's coming to mind, 0:07:23.080 --> 0:07:28.160 revenge wise, was Shenanigan's heighs like middle school wise. 0:07:28.600 --> 0:07:30.400 Would you say, by the way, when you say a 0:07:30.480 --> 0:07:32.280 less than proper life, what do you mean by that? 0:07:34.560 --> 0:07:34.760 Oh? 0:07:34.800 --> 0:07:42.120 You know, I've not always done the most socially acceptable things. 0:07:45.080 --> 0:07:47.960 Socially acceptable by you know what definition? 0:07:48.040 --> 0:07:48.240 I mean? 0:07:48.240 --> 0:07:50.480 Were you living in a U. 0:07:52.360 --> 0:07:52.880 A van? 0:07:54.040 --> 0:08:00.559 Were you living in a crackhouse? Socially acceptable? On what level? 0:08:02.280 --> 0:08:05.640 M I basically operated the trap house? 0:08:07.000 --> 0:08:14.280 Okay, for selling illegal substances at a point in time. 0:08:15.120 --> 0:08:19.560 Okay, someone who the person that robbed you were they 0:08:20.760 --> 0:08:25.120 sort of in your circle? So when you met the we. 0:08:25.320 --> 0:08:27.920 I think I believe it was someone that we were 0:08:27.960 --> 0:08:33.320 friends with who was an addict and robbed us for 0:08:33.440 --> 0:08:35.920 what you know, for our money. And et cetera, and 0:08:36.120 --> 0:08:39.679 just out of jealousy, as people do that anymore. 0:08:40.679 --> 0:08:44.280 No, I'm sorry you were gonna say so. You said 0:08:44.280 --> 0:08:45.320 he robbed out of jealousy. 0:08:45.960 --> 0:08:48.439 Oh yeah, yeah. You know when when you're when you're 0:08:48.440 --> 0:08:53.320 making money and doing things, people see that and want 0:08:53.360 --> 0:08:53.880 what you have. 0:08:54.000 --> 0:08:54.439 That's just. 0:08:55.880 --> 0:08:58.480 An unfortunate part of human nature I found. 0:09:00.800 --> 0:09:03.720 And you don't. You don't do these these things anymore, right. 0:09:04.679 --> 0:09:07.359 No, yeah, and hopefully it's outside the statute of limitations 0:09:07.400 --> 0:09:08.720 by now, A long time ago. 0:09:08.800 --> 0:09:11.240 So what got you out of game? Trent? 0:09:12.880 --> 0:09:15.960 At situations like that? That was not the only time 0:09:16.000 --> 0:09:17.480 our house got robbed either. 0:09:17.360 --> 0:09:17.520 So. 0:09:19.040 --> 0:09:22.440 Was that sort of the the catalyst for change. 0:09:24.040 --> 0:09:28.240 In that regard? Yeah, I still did shitty things to 0:09:28.360 --> 0:09:33.680 myself for years to come, but past, hopefully past that 0:09:34.040 --> 0:09:34.720 part of life. 0:09:34.760 --> 0:09:39.480 Now these these these your past life is something you 0:09:39.480 --> 0:09:40.640 talk about in your music at all. 0:09:41.760 --> 0:09:44.320 Oh yeah, yeah, see. I also have a solo project 0:09:44.320 --> 0:09:48.040 where I do like folk folk punk songs and a 0:09:48.120 --> 0:09:52.559 lot of them about like depression, you know, mental health, drug, 0:09:52.840 --> 0:09:58.120 drug abuse, addiction, stuff like that. So that's a It's 0:09:58.160 --> 0:10:01.440 a cathartic tool for sure. 0:10:02.200 --> 0:10:04.160 Absolutely, it's my therapy. 0:10:04.240 --> 0:10:06.080 Get go so to speak. 0:10:06.120 --> 0:10:06.520 I like that. 0:10:06.760 --> 0:10:08.480 I like that. Where we where can we listen to 0:10:08.520 --> 0:10:09.240 your music? Trent? 0:10:10.800 --> 0:10:14.360 I actually have a new album coming out on May, 0:10:14.760 --> 0:10:17.400 which is next week. It's called buck Till pay Day 0:10:18.440 --> 0:10:22.600 fucking and that'll beyday. Buck till pay Day? You are correct? 0:10:24.160 --> 0:10:25.480 What do you think? How does that grab you? 0:10:26.600 --> 0:10:29.160 I like it? It makes sense. I mean, don't you. 0:10:29.240 --> 0:10:31.920 Don't you have trouble with like the the getting into 0:10:31.920 --> 0:10:34.480 Spotify listings or whatever if you have fucking the title. 0:10:35.200 --> 0:10:37.920 No, Spotify is fully down with it. I go through 0:10:37.960 --> 0:10:42.160 like distro kid, which is a online distribution site for 0:10:42.280 --> 0:10:45.480 like music purposes, that gets you know, you subscribe to 0:10:45.520 --> 0:10:50.160 that and then you can get it out through Apple Music, Spotify, YouTube, switch, 0:10:50.280 --> 0:10:54.520 et cetera. And then it collects, it collects revenue services 0:10:54.520 --> 0:10:55.160 for you and shit. 0:10:56.000 --> 0:11:00.959 Before we go, just I mean, briefly, what's the the 0:11:01.000 --> 0:11:04.040 main sentiments that you want people to take away when 0:11:04.080 --> 0:11:06.679 they listen to fuck Till pay Day? 0:11:08.200 --> 0:11:11.520 If you listen to it, just take a moment to 0:11:11.640 --> 0:11:17.040 reflect on life in all of its various circumstances and 0:11:17.320 --> 0:11:21.719 try and come away with something positive and you know it, 0:11:21.920 --> 0:11:22.920 just don't be a dick. 0:11:24.720 --> 0:11:26.120 Well, thank you so much for sharing train. You have 0:11:26.120 --> 0:11:26.880 a good rest of the night. 0:11:27.480 --> 0:11:36.000 Thank you, wile you too, how from Flora Flora? Yeah, Hi, 0:11:36.559 --> 0:11:37.800 oh my god, I can't believe. 0:11:37.559 --> 0:11:38.080 I got through. 0:11:38.640 --> 0:11:40.560 How you doing? Tell me everything good? 0:11:41.360 --> 0:11:41.760 Oh wait? 0:11:41.800 --> 0:11:42.840 Sorry, what were you going to ask? 0:11:43.920 --> 0:11:44.040 Oh? 0:11:44.080 --> 0:11:45.200 I wasn't gonna ask anything. 0:11:46.160 --> 0:11:50.640 Oh well, I have a good revenge story, please, Okay. 0:11:51.080 --> 0:11:57.280 I had a really shitty neighbor in college, like woke 0:11:57.360 --> 0:11:59.720 me up at two in the morning one time, banging 0:11:59.720 --> 0:12:03.880 on my door. He was bleeding in his underwear. He 0:12:03.960 --> 0:12:06.680 wanted to borrow a screwdriver to take his bathroom door 0:12:07.280 --> 0:12:13.520 off the hinge. So yeah, like worst thahbor ever, And 0:12:14.400 --> 0:12:20.440 so I got the best petty revenge ever, which was 0:12:21.760 --> 0:12:22.120 one night. 0:12:24.400 --> 0:12:24.600 Yeah. 0:12:24.600 --> 0:12:25.960 I want to hear the rest of your story. But 0:12:27.320 --> 0:12:30.839 all right, a thing of your neighbor knocks on your 0:12:30.840 --> 0:12:33.079 door to try to borrow a screwdriver late at night. 0:12:33.400 --> 0:12:37.280 I can see where that's annoying. But you completely just 0:12:37.280 --> 0:12:41.839 glossed over the part where he was bleeding from his underwear. 0:12:42.520 --> 0:12:45.120 Oh no, he was in his underwear. He was bleeding 0:12:45.200 --> 0:12:48.360 because he had tried to kick in his own bathroom door. 0:12:49.120 --> 0:12:49.320 Yeah. 0:12:49.440 --> 0:12:54.439 Oh that's like, how out of it he was just 0:12:54.480 --> 0:12:56.840 a drunk frat guy, you know, drunk frat guy thing. 0:12:58.040 --> 0:13:00.599 So how did you enact your revenge on him? 0:13:00.679 --> 0:13:03.760 I waited, you know, we don't get angry in the moment. Yeah, 0:13:04.000 --> 0:13:08.040 don't get angry in the moment. I wish that would 0:13:08.040 --> 0:13:12.040 have been the better revenge, but yeah, I waited till 0:13:12.080 --> 0:13:14.720 the next weekend whenever him and this frat guy friends 0:13:14.760 --> 0:13:19.800 got drunk again outside and he left his TV outside 0:13:20.360 --> 0:13:22.880 and I didn't take the TV. I just took the 0:13:22.920 --> 0:13:28.199 power chord. Hm hmm, like just pull the power cord 0:13:28.280 --> 0:13:32.440 out of the back of it and then yep, just 0:13:32.480 --> 0:13:34.160 letting them try and figure out what's going on. 0:13:34.920 --> 0:13:38.840 You know, that's that's interesting because that's just it's not 0:13:38.880 --> 0:13:41.360 too extreme. It's not like I fucking smashed this guy's 0:13:41.360 --> 0:13:46.120 TV in Yeah. No, no, I'm not just annoying enough. Yeah, 0:13:46.280 --> 0:13:50.160 got like expensive, just annoying enough. 0:13:52.360 --> 0:13:52.600 Yep. 0:13:54.160 --> 0:13:59.360 But I also believe that you fucked yourself. I actually 0:13:59.440 --> 0:14:01.960 all in, Oh, I believe you did yourself service because 0:14:02.000 --> 0:14:03.160 you know what's gonna happen. 0:14:02.880 --> 0:14:06.200 Flora, lay it on me. 0:14:06.720 --> 0:14:12.880 You know what's gonna happen is a bloody pussy jizzy, 0:14:13.400 --> 0:14:19.960 sweaty your neighbor is going to cover it in jiz 0:14:20.160 --> 0:14:24.040 and blood and sweat and come is gonna knock on 0:14:24.120 --> 0:14:28.840 your door at three o'clock in the morning saying, hey, 0:14:29.320 --> 0:14:33.160 can I borrow a power cable from a TV? And 0:14:33.200 --> 0:14:35.480 then in that moment you're gonna be like, damn, I 0:14:35.520 --> 0:14:36.520 wish I had just let it go. 0:14:37.720 --> 0:14:42.840 You know I had. I've moved since then. But you 0:14:42.880 --> 0:14:46.240 know that doesn't sound like a bad time though, you 0:14:46.320 --> 0:14:48.600 know it's like another story, it's another chapter. 0:14:49.880 --> 0:14:51.600 Well, listen, Flora, before we go, how are the new 0:14:51.600 --> 0:14:54.280 neighbors much better? 0:14:54.720 --> 0:14:56.840 Much much better? Not that crazy. 0:15:01.040 --> 0:15:02.680 Driver? If they came to you at three o'clock in the. 0:15:02.600 --> 0:15:06.560 Morning, I would help them with whatever they're like they 0:15:06.600 --> 0:15:07.720 needed the screwdriver for. 0:15:08.800 --> 0:15:10.480 I'm absolutely it's welled to hear that, Flora. Thank you 0:15:10.520 --> 0:15:11.160 so much for sharing. 0:15:11.960 --> 0:15:15.120 You're very welcome. Thanks for having me on Get have 0:15:15.160 --> 0:15:15.640 a good night. 0:15:17.840 --> 0:15:19.520 How from Garrison? 0:15:22.000 --> 0:15:22.560 Garrison? 0:15:24.520 --> 0:15:29.520 Hello, get you, Hey Garrison, go get. 0:15:31.000 --> 0:15:32.400 Not a whole lot? What's up with you? 0:15:33.680 --> 0:15:36.080 Oh man? I just want to talk about revenge. Man, 0:15:36.080 --> 0:15:37.600 I think I got a revenge story for you. 0:15:38.320 --> 0:15:40.400 Okay, tell me at dog. 0:15:40.920 --> 0:15:43.320 So I weren't to look back deep on this one. 0:15:43.360 --> 0:15:46.160 But when I was young, I went to like this daycare. Right, 0:15:46.280 --> 0:15:48.040 So both my parents work, so I was at this 0:15:48.120 --> 0:15:50.400 place kind of like both day it's kind of like 0:15:50.480 --> 0:15:53.320 Lord of the Flies. But the kids and you know, 0:15:53.440 --> 0:15:56.240 we just kind of wait around the wall and there 0:15:56.280 --> 0:16:00.680 was just uh, there's this guy and we'll call them right, 0:16:01.600 --> 0:16:04.160 and that Max was a lot SiO me Like, I was. 0:16:04.120 --> 0:16:06.440 Just like a little you're cutting it. You're cutting out 0:16:06.440 --> 0:16:07.400 a little bit here and there. 0:16:08.040 --> 0:16:09.680 Oh, talking about bad. I'm walking around. 0:16:11.720 --> 0:16:14.680 I can tell you're excited. Oh, it's a little bit better. 0:16:15.320 --> 0:16:16.200 I'm charged up. 0:16:16.920 --> 0:16:19.440 Okay, all right, So you're in a day care facility 0:16:19.480 --> 0:16:23.479 that has very little to no adult surveillance. 0:16:24.360 --> 0:16:27.320 Yeah, this is think about like baby Lord of the Flies. 0:16:27.360 --> 0:16:30.640 It's pretty accurate, Baby Lord of the Flies. I'm noticing 0:16:30.680 --> 0:16:32.800 a trend where in you know, a lot of our 0:16:32.920 --> 0:16:37.720 a lot of our revenge stories are about things that happened, uh, 0:16:37.880 --> 0:16:40.600 you know, in people's youth, which I think is good. 0:16:40.600 --> 0:16:42.680 I I you know, I I talked earlier at the 0:16:42.760 --> 0:16:45.360 very beginning of the stream about how I don't really 0:16:45.360 --> 0:16:49.520 have my you know, current thoughts about revenge. But I 0:16:49.560 --> 0:16:51.720 think one thing I've learned is that you know, as 0:16:51.720 --> 0:16:56.880 as maturity increases, desire for revenge tends to decrease. If I, 0:16:56.880 --> 0:16:58.960 if I had to, you know, make a judgment based 0:16:59.040 --> 0:17:01.880 upon the data that I've received this evening. Okay, so 0:17:01.960 --> 0:17:06.119 you were at the thing, you were at daycare center. 0:17:06.760 --> 0:17:09.760 Yeah, so I mean just I mean, this guy was 0:17:09.800 --> 0:17:11.439 just bigger than me. Man, Like, he was just a 0:17:11.600 --> 0:17:13.960 he's just an asshole. Like everything I brought there he 0:17:14.000 --> 0:17:16.359 would just take from me if he liked it or sure, 0:17:17.320 --> 0:17:21.040 you know, like if like if I like Pokemon, like 0:17:21.080 --> 0:17:22.879 I had, like you know, the Pokemon games of my 0:17:22.920 --> 0:17:24.800 game boy, and like, you know, if he wanted to play, man, 0:17:24.840 --> 0:17:27.119 he would just come up and take it, like whenever he. 0:17:27.160 --> 0:17:30.000 Wanted, he commandeered you through force. 0:17:30.960 --> 0:17:32.800 Yeah, he was. He was bigger than me. 0:17:32.960 --> 0:17:34.320 Like he just was straight up. 0:17:36.880 --> 0:17:39.880 And so you know, Tom goes on and I don't 0:17:39.880 --> 0:17:43.040 really see him or think about him that much. And 0:17:43.080 --> 0:17:45.199 I mean, but this went on, I mean for days 0:17:45.240 --> 0:17:47.960 and weeks and months, and it just you know, it 0:17:48.000 --> 0:17:51.520 kind of took its toll. And then you just go by. 0:17:52.200 --> 0:17:54.120 You know, I go to middle school or I almost school, 0:17:54.119 --> 0:17:56.040 middle school, high school, but I get it, you know, 0:17:56.080 --> 0:17:59.119 I get pretty big man like I become. I played 0:17:59.160 --> 0:18:01.400 you know, competitive for ill went to D one football college. 0:18:01.400 --> 0:18:04.680 So high school, I was a big dude. And walking 0:18:04.680 --> 0:18:07.280 through the cafeteria one day in my high school, and 0:18:07.359 --> 0:18:09.159 I mean there was probably I mean there's a thousand 0:18:09.240 --> 0:18:12.199 kids in my graduating class, and so there's a lot 0:18:12.240 --> 0:18:14.399 of kids in this cafeteria. And I was just walking 0:18:15.280 --> 0:18:18.439 and like in that crowd, I saw this kid. I 0:18:18.440 --> 0:18:21.280 saw him Max. And I don't know how I saw him. 0:18:21.359 --> 0:18:24.280 I don't know what made him stand out to me, 0:18:24.320 --> 0:18:27.480 but like, deep, deep down, dog, I knew this was Max. 0:18:28.680 --> 0:18:31.360 And so I don't even know, like I didn't even hesitate. 0:18:31.359 --> 0:18:34.600 I didn't need something had to be done. And so 0:18:34.720 --> 0:18:36.280 I told him I was walking away. I was like, 0:18:36.320 --> 0:18:38.560 you know, hold on, man, So I go, I just 0:18:38.720 --> 0:18:42.840 march over there, and he was eating pudding and I 0:18:42.880 --> 0:18:45.199 tapped him on the shoulder, yeah you know. And so 0:18:45.240 --> 0:18:46.760 I tapped him on the shoulder and he looked at 0:18:46.760 --> 0:18:49.399 the rest and are you Max? And he looked up 0:18:49.400 --> 0:18:51.920 and I mean, I'm a behemoth now, and this kid 0:18:52.040 --> 0:18:55.280 is like stole shrimp. He's almost the same size, okay, right, 0:18:56.080 --> 0:18:58.600 And so immediately in his eyes, his eyes got big, 0:18:59.040 --> 0:19:00.280 and I looked at him and I that, do you 0:19:00.320 --> 0:19:03.520 remember me? And he kind of like nodded, and I 0:19:03.600 --> 0:19:05.560 just took his hand and I just shoved it into 0:19:05.600 --> 0:19:08.359 his putting top like as hard as I could. 0:19:09.040 --> 0:19:11.040 Wow, that's horrible. I hate that. 0:19:12.160 --> 0:19:13.880 Yeah, I mean I was feel good at that, right, 0:19:13.960 --> 0:19:17.199 So my revenge resulted in me becoming the thing that 0:19:17.240 --> 0:19:18.840 I was revenging against. 0:19:19.920 --> 0:19:27.240 Interesting, now, I mean, you know, I mean, well, here's 0:19:27.280 --> 0:19:31.400 why I hate this is because I mean to carry on. 0:19:31.560 --> 0:19:33.480 I mean, what's the difference here? I mean this this 0:19:34.119 --> 0:19:37.720 His initial bullying of you was when you were in 0:19:37.800 --> 0:19:44.080 elementary school, right, and then in high school. To carry 0:19:45.760 --> 0:19:48.080 those emotions for that. 0:19:48.000 --> 0:19:51.480 Long and I can't describe it, must say. 0:19:51.400 --> 0:19:55.240 That that's take a toll on you. Yeah, I mean 0:19:55.280 --> 0:19:57.320 that that's not productive for anyone. 0:19:57.800 --> 0:19:59.919 Well, you don't even know you have those emotions and 0:20:00.040 --> 0:20:02.520 until you're in the moment and those emotions show up 0:20:02.520 --> 0:20:05.280 at it nowhere and I didn't even know I thought 0:20:05.280 --> 0:20:06.399 about that part of my life. 0:20:07.480 --> 0:20:10.359 Listen, man, I've had people, you know, in middle school, 0:20:11.200 --> 0:20:13.920 I had people, uh you know with whom I had 0:20:13.960 --> 0:20:18.320 contentious relationships. And then later on in my life, as 0:20:18.320 --> 0:20:20.879 we mature. You know, I started rendezvous with them, we 0:20:20.920 --> 0:20:23.800 actually become friends. I mean that that feels so much 0:20:23.840 --> 0:20:27.960 better than you know, you know, shove shove this guy's 0:20:28.000 --> 0:20:29.719 face and his pudding cup for no reason. 0:20:29.880 --> 0:20:32.600 Oh why, It's not something I'm proud of again. I mean, 0:20:32.920 --> 0:20:35.119 like you said earlier, as we mature, we want to 0:20:35.640 --> 0:20:38.720 is it not behavior we typically chase? Right? I don't 0:20:38.720 --> 0:20:41.600 feel good about it, but it I mean, it's almost 0:20:41.600 --> 0:20:43.160 like when I got done with it, I didn't even 0:20:43.200 --> 0:20:47.240 know I hadn't done it until it was open. I 0:20:47.280 --> 0:20:49.920 couldn't even think this. 0:20:49.920 --> 0:20:52.080 This seems to me as though you just kind of, 0:20:53.359 --> 0:20:56.000 I don't know this, have this impulsive nature. 0:20:58.200 --> 0:20:59.040 Uh. 0:20:59.240 --> 0:21:02.600 I don't know, I would say necessarily impulsive. But I 0:21:02.640 --> 0:21:07.320 think I followed my Yeah, I guess maybe. I mean 0:21:07.400 --> 0:21:09.040 I didn't. I just know that. It's like I didn't 0:21:09.040 --> 0:21:10.480 even know when I walked over there that's what I 0:21:10.520 --> 0:21:12.560 was gonna do. But I just knew something had to 0:21:12.560 --> 0:21:15.040 be done to this guy, and that was just a 0:21:15.040 --> 0:21:16.400 feeling I followed over there. 0:21:17.320 --> 0:21:20.919 Mmmm, well, how did he react? 0:21:22.000 --> 0:21:25.480