WEBVTT - “I AM A BRONY”

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<v Speaker 1>Hello, Hey, what's your name?

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<v Speaker 2>Cowboy Joe?

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<v Speaker 1>Joe? What's going on? Joe?

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<v Speaker 2>Oh, you know, celebrated my birthday today or yesterday? And

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<v Speaker 2>Mi Missouri right now, it's knowing right now?

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<v Speaker 1>Actually, how old are you turning?

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<v Speaker 2>Twenty seven? Just turned twenty seven.

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<v Speaker 1>Twenty seven rock and roll. Well, I called you, you

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<v Speaker 1>texted me, and you said I'm in the military and

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<v Speaker 1>BRONI for over ten years.

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<v Speaker 3>Now.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm going to assume that when you say bronie, you're

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<v Speaker 1>not talking about a special ops part of the military

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<v Speaker 1>that I'm not aware of. You are talking about the

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<v Speaker 1>the fandom of the My Little Pony universe.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm pretty sure you look like you know, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>you look like you've been on the internet for a while,

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<v Speaker 2>so I'm pretty sure you know what a bronie is.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I thought you were going to say I look like

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<v Speaker 1>I would be a bronie and I and I'm very

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<v Speaker 1>curious to hear what would give you that impression. I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I do have a fucking neck beard, so I guess Valley.

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<v Speaker 2>No, I I I'm I'm I don't. I don't got

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<v Speaker 2>a neck beard or anything like that. I'm just a

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<v Speaker 2>normal looking dude. But yeah, yeah, I've been in the

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<v Speaker 2>I've been in the military for about a little actually,

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<v Speaker 2>just hit seven years last November, and I've been a

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<v Speaker 2>Bronie for over ten years.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, you know, what's interesting is is that, like,

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<v Speaker 1>so okay, it's like the Broni subculture it used to be.

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<v Speaker 1>That used to be and you're well aware of this.

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<v Speaker 1>It used to be like kind of the butt of

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<v Speaker 1>the joke on the Internet. And I think culturally, you

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<v Speaker 1>guys have been replaced by furries because I have not

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<v Speaker 1>heard a word about Bronie's in a long time, and

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<v Speaker 1>like now every now everyone's like shits on furries and

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<v Speaker 1>you got nobody. I like, if you talk to like

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<v Speaker 1>a like a middle schooler or or even like a

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<v Speaker 1>high schooler today, they probably wouldn't even know what a

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<v Speaker 1>bronie is, but they would know what a is.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, a lot of a lot of people like to

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<v Speaker 2>say Brony's or diet furries, and uh, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't really have any opinion on that. If you

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<v Speaker 2>want to call us that, I don't know. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>really care. But yeah, it's uh, it's been a part

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<v Speaker 2>of my life and I've been hanging on for ten years,

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<v Speaker 2>so not really. I mean, I'm not passionate about it,

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<v Speaker 2>but I'm I'm I'm like, it's been a big part

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<v Speaker 2>of my life and I think it's changed my life.

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<v Speaker 2>So I fun when I say that.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, no, I don't think. I don't think it's corny.

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<v Speaker 1>I think it's I mean, there's my significant fucking super

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<v Speaker 1>Smash Brothers has been a significant part of my life.

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<v Speaker 1>So I mean, I I I totally understand how you

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<v Speaker 1>arrived there, right, I mean, it's a sense of community,

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<v Speaker 1>it's I'm sure you've been to conventions. I'm sure you've

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<v Speaker 1>made friends.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh yeah, Yeah, I've been to like a lot of

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<v Speaker 2>conventions last year, and I plan on going to somewhere

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<v Speaker 2>this year. For the first time in my life, I've

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<v Speaker 2>actually had money to go to them, and I've been

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<v Speaker 2>wanting to go to them for a long ass time.

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<v Speaker 2>And it's just, yeah, I'm really happy with where I

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<v Speaker 2>am at right now.

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<v Speaker 1>Who's your pony, I'm.

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<v Speaker 2>A I'm a I'm a Fluttershy fan. I was gonna

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<v Speaker 2>say a different word, but I can't. I can't really

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<v Speaker 2>say that I here so, but I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't know what word you're referring to.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, it's it's a different word. I can't it's a

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<v Speaker 2>it's a naughty word. I'm not allowed to stay on here.

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<v Speaker 1>But uh yeah, I just so the culture, I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>be real with me. Are they like, are these guys?

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<v Speaker 1>Are these guys do they fantasize about fucking the ponies?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>Uh, there's you know, people like to say that a lot.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not one of them, but I I I keep

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<v Speaker 2>it more pure. I'm not one of those weirdos that

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<v Speaker 2>you know a lot of people like to say, oh,

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<v Speaker 2>Bronie's jerk off to my while they're watching My Little

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<v Speaker 2>Pony or My Little Pony porn. Yes, there is a

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<v Speaker 2>whole lot of My Little Pony porn, but you know

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<v Speaker 2>the most part of it is just people loving and

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<v Speaker 2>enjoying the community and the show. And you know, there's

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<v Speaker 2>tons and tons of content on the internet. You know,

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<v Speaker 2>it's just it's crazy. But uh yeah, it's it's uh.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, I mean, I mean, I you know, you

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<v Speaker 1>can't pin, you can't put Rule thirty four on my

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<v Speaker 1>Little Pony. I mean there's we've been watching ads of

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<v Speaker 1>the Simpsons fucking each other horn Hub forever you know,

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<v Speaker 1>no of thease. No, no, I mean like people, well, well no,

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<v Speaker 1>what I'm what I'm saying is like they're every cartoon

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<v Speaker 1>has swathes of porn of it, so you know, yes, okay, anyway.

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<v Speaker 5>Yeah, but yeah, the main reason why I wanted to

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<v Speaker 5>get in contact with you because next year or this

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<v Speaker 5>year rather, I'm soon going on a deployment and uh,

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<v Speaker 5>my unit that I'm with, uh, probably one person two

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<v Speaker 5>maybe maybe three knows that I'm actually knows that I'm

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<v Speaker 5>a BRONI.

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<v Speaker 2>And uh, I don't know if I should I have obviously,

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<v Speaker 2>like I have merch like with me, like I have

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<v Speaker 2>a few plushes and and uh but I'm I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if I should bring that stuff and come out

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<v Speaker 2>to my quote unquote come out I'm not gay, But

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<v Speaker 2>I quote unquote.

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<v Speaker 1>I was about to say this sound this sounds like

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<v Speaker 1>uh you know the controverty. This is like the don't

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<v Speaker 1>say pony law.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, yeah, I mean, uh, just uh, military guys, just

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<v Speaker 2>Dix in general, especially my unit. I'm with the military

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<v Speaker 2>police unit, and they're just they're they're almost like you

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<v Speaker 2>get people get shipped on infantry and military police is

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<v Speaker 2>almost like infantry, which like like eighty five percent of

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<v Speaker 2>them are dicks, And uh, I don't know. If I've

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<v Speaker 2>been with this unit for my entire career, I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if I should come out or if I should

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<v Speaker 2>just like keep it hidden the entire career.

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know.

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<v Speaker 2>I just wanted to get some advice on that.

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<v Speaker 1>So you've been I mean, but you say you've been

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<v Speaker 1>both a in the My Little Pony fandom and uh

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<v Speaker 1>in the military for ten years. So this is I've

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<v Speaker 1>been new.

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<v Speaker 2>I've been a Bernie for over ten years. I've been

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<v Speaker 2>in the military for I was at Bernie before I became,

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<v Speaker 2>before I enlisted.

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<v Speaker 1>So, yeah, h is there now? Is there still a

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<v Speaker 1>branch of the military that rides horses? And if so,

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<v Speaker 1>can you get transferred there?

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<v Speaker 2>Cavalry?

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<v Speaker 3>Uh?

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<v Speaker 2>You can, but that's that's hardly ever done, Like because.

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<v Speaker 1>I was gonna say, you know that there's several closet

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<v Speaker 1>bronies in the cavalry.

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<v Speaker 2>Straight up? Yeah, I don't know a lot of actually

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of Berni's are in the Air Force believed

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<v Speaker 2>or not.

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<v Speaker 1>Really, what do you what do you think is the

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<v Speaker 1>what's the ven diagram connection there?

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not I'm not one hundred percent sure why. A

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<v Speaker 2>lot of them are like, I don't know, because I

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<v Speaker 2>don't know. I'm not one hundred percent sure why that is.

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<v Speaker 2>But it's it's like a lot if you meet a

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<v Speaker 2>furry or a bronie, there's like i'd say a seventy

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<v Speaker 2>percent chance that they're in the Air Force.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, okay, as far as like whether or not to

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<v Speaker 1>let your people know that you're a brownie, I mean

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<v Speaker 1>really the question is like, like how integral is this

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<v Speaker 1>stuff into your in your life, right, because I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't you know, I mean, what what what feels

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<v Speaker 1>what feels right to you?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, I think part of me saying fuck it and

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<v Speaker 2>not give a about what anybody thinks, and I kind

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<v Speaker 2>of stand by that, but there's another part where I

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<v Speaker 2>don't want to get made fun of and get ship

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<v Speaker 2>on every day during my deployment, and you know, and

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<v Speaker 2>plus you know, the show has it's like, I know

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<v Speaker 2>it sounds weird when I say this in corny, but

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<v Speaker 2>it's been like it's taking a like a big piece

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<v Speaker 2>of my life and I've it's I don't know how

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<v Speaker 2>I should say it, but a lot of the stuff

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<v Speaker 2>that they show in the show like they teach lessons

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<v Speaker 2>and stuff like that, like the plots of the show,

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<v Speaker 2>of the of certain episodes like and premises. I kind

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<v Speaker 2>of implement that into my life, you know. And so

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<v Speaker 2>I want to be able to implement that and be

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<v Speaker 2>a fan and not care with the anybody thinks. But

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<v Speaker 2>right then, I don't want to be you know what

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<v Speaker 2>I'm saying like, it's kind of like it's kind of

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<v Speaker 2>it's I swear to guy, it's kind of like high

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<v Speaker 2>school like or high school or middle school, like if

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<v Speaker 2>you like something that's like, say, like what ten or

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<v Speaker 2>fifteen years ago, if you admitted you're like, oh yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>I love anime and whatnot in middle school, bro, you'd

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<v Speaker 2>get like the ship made out of made fun after you.

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<v Speaker 2>So it's just it's a it's a it's a it's

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<v Speaker 2>a hit and miss the kind of thing, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>And I don't know if I should say fuck it

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<v Speaker 2>and just go see what happens or hide it.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, well, let me ask you this because just like

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<v Speaker 1>like what is what is saying? Fuck it look like

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<v Speaker 1>is like like on it like do you wear like

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<v Speaker 1>do you wear my little Plenty merch on it on

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<v Speaker 1>a daily?

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<v Speaker 3>Like? No?

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<v Speaker 2>No, I I mean my my personal room at home.

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<v Speaker 2>It's decked out with all kinds of uh posters and

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<v Speaker 2>uh and merch that I've collected uh since I've been

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<v Speaker 2>to going to conventions this year, and I have a

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<v Speaker 2>few things that I've gotten in the past. But uh, like,

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know. I feel like if I do, if

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<v Speaker 2>I I swear to God, if I bring like a

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<v Speaker 2>plush or or a blanket, a fan made blanket, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>I'll get like the ship had fun out of me.

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<v Speaker 2>So that's that's what I mean when I say fuck

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<v Speaker 2>it and just bring my ship. And if somebody asks me, like,

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<v Speaker 2>what the hell is that, I'll be like, yo, it's

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<v Speaker 2>a Twilight Sparkle. It's twiggy man, you've got a problem

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<v Speaker 2>with it or something, you know.

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<v Speaker 1>Right right right, right right.

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<v Speaker 2>So but then I don't want getting my fucking my

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<v Speaker 2>my made fun of because I don't know. I like

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<v Speaker 2>my little Tony.

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<v Speaker 1>So how can I ask old you are.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I yeah, I told you earlier just twenty seven

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<v Speaker 2>Say okay, well here's the thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Look I and I don't know because this stuff it's

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<v Speaker 1>certainly certainly and I want to I want to say this,

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<v Speaker 1>it's certainly easier said than done. The idea of ye

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<v Speaker 1>yourself certainly easier said than done. Whether whether me or

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<v Speaker 1>what's the fuck uh pinky Pinky Pie is a pinky pie.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah it is pinky Pie. Nice job.

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<v Speaker 1>But I said that like I was Look, no, I

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<v Speaker 1>said that, like it's like I'm gonna pretend like I

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<v Speaker 1>don't know this pony's name, but I guess I ultimately

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<v Speaker 1>I did. I did. I did know the name of

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<v Speaker 1>the pony well because I used to. This is a

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<v Speaker 1>total aside, but I'm gonna answer your question. I used

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<v Speaker 1>to watch like all like back when my little pony

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<v Speaker 1>thing was like big, like all these YouTubers made these

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<v Speaker 1>like you've probably seen them, these like like horror parodies

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<v Speaker 1>of my little pony ship.

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<v Speaker 2>I used, Oh yeah, like the creepy pastas.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, the creepy pasta ship. So anyway, so look,

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<v Speaker 1>whether I or Pinky Pie, you know, gets up on

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<v Speaker 1>our soapbox and says, uh, you know, be yourself and

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<v Speaker 1>that's it's the way to be, which I believe to

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<v Speaker 1>my core is is true. Right, Like you'll be like,

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<v Speaker 1>you'll be happier if you be yourself and you don't

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<v Speaker 1>care what anyone thinks I really, I it's gotta it's true, right, yea,

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<v Speaker 1>but it's it's it's easier said than done, for sure. Obviously,

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<v Speaker 1>you know, you have to go through a lot of

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<v Speaker 1>fear and overcome a lot of stuff. But I mean,

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<v Speaker 1>god damn man, at twenty seven, we're you know, similar ages.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, at twenty seven, it's like, you know, I

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<v Speaker 1>get it, I get the fit. Like when you're sixteen

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<v Speaker 1>and you just you have nothing, right you. All you

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<v Speaker 1>have is the social acceptance of your peers. But at

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<v Speaker 1>twenty seven, you're you're just like, you're endowed as a

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<v Speaker 1>fucking adult to like to own a fucking you paid

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<v Speaker 1>for that goddamn Twilight Sparkle And now I'm revealing that

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<v Speaker 1>I know the names of all the ponies you paid

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<v Speaker 1>for the Twilight Sparkle blanket. All right, you know, you're

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<v Speaker 1>an adult. You make your adult decisions as to what

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<v Speaker 1>you want to do and what you want to be

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<v Speaker 1>into in your life. And so god damn it, what's

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<v Speaker 1>this other what's this fucking other guy gonna tell you

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<v Speaker 1>that that that really, yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>There's a lot of stuff that I haven't that I've

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<v Speaker 2>that that's I've heard before. Like there's probably very little

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<v Speaker 2>that you could say to me that I have not

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<v Speaker 2>heard before, but like I've I've heard it all, you know.

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<v Speaker 2>I you know, I'll get called the the F word,

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<v Speaker 2>and I'll I'll get called all kinds of stuff for

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<v Speaker 2>for for liking it. So it's you know, I'm gonna

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<v Speaker 2>I think I'm just gonna say fuck it and do it.

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<v Speaker 2>But I don't know. Well if you if you were

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<v Speaker 2>in my position and you knew that, I don't know,

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<v Speaker 2>what would you do.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh, here's the thing. I'd like to tell you that

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<v Speaker 1>I'd say fuck it, and I'd be like, I like

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<v Speaker 1>my little pony, and like just be because I don't think.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, look, I've been talking to you for fifteen minutes.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that you liking my little pony, unless

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<v Speaker 1>if you feel this way from from talking to you,

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that you liking my little pony. Is

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<v Speaker 1>this thing that's like so densely informative of your personality

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<v Speaker 1>and of who you are as a person. Would you

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<v Speaker 1>agree with that?

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<v Speaker 2>Say that again? You kind of cut out, like do

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<v Speaker 2>you like?

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that you liking my little pony is

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<v Speaker 1>so largely informative of who you are of like your personality, right,

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<v Speaker 1>and you know, like when you like when you like

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<v Speaker 1>when you're in a like when you're like when you're

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<v Speaker 1>in a community, like in the Marines or whatever. The

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<v Speaker 1>I don't I know the military army, Army army. I

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<v Speaker 1>always fucked that up. But like when you're in when

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<v Speaker 1>you're in a community and you're around people, and those

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<v Speaker 1>people are making their decisions in their head of who

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<v Speaker 1>you are and whether or not you're accepted into the

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<v Speaker 1>tribe and all that shit like it. Ideally, those decisions

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<v Speaker 1>are based off of things that are more important than

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<v Speaker 1>whether or not you like my little pony, right, Like,

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<v Speaker 1>if you're a nice fucking guy, if you're easy to

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<v Speaker 1>talk to, if you're helpful, if you're so, just bring

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<v Speaker 1>the fucking blanket and then be a good person, be

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<v Speaker 1>you know, whatever your idea is of a productive, useful

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<v Speaker 1>member of this community, and then go to sleep at

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<v Speaker 1>night being with your fucking blanket and be like, look,

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<v Speaker 1>I like my little pony, but I try it as

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<v Speaker 1>hard as I could to be a good friend to

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<v Speaker 1>those around me. I tried as hard as I could

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<v Speaker 1>to you know, be a good Army man, whatever your

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<v Speaker 1>fucking job. I tried as hard as I could to

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<v Speaker 1>do my job well. And in the universe of the

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<v Speaker 1>things that mattered, I tried, and and and you tuck

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<v Speaker 1>yourself in with with your pinky pie plush and your

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<v Speaker 1>try it sparkle blanket, knowing that in the fields that

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<v Speaker 1>mattered in life you tried your best, you know, and

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<v Speaker 1>and again all easier said than done. But uh, when

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<v Speaker 1>I when I'm thinking about this, that's that's what I

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<v Speaker 1>arrive at.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I mean, I'm I'm definitely. I mean, I'm a

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<v Speaker 2>good guy. I like to think of myself as a

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<v Speaker 2>good guy. You know. I I'm polite. I'm uh, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I I follow I follow orders.

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<v Speaker 1>I mean, you don't fuck horses, right, No, Okay, you

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<v Speaker 1>took a little too long to answer that.

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<v Speaker 2>You No, I don't know. I don't Okay, I don't think. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>then what's the I don't think any I don't think any. Well,

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<v Speaker 2>there's probably this few fucking weirdos out there that probably do,

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<v Speaker 2>but you know I don't.

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<v Speaker 1>Okay, Well, I look, I hope you take what I

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<v Speaker 1>said to heart. And if you do it, you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you gotta own it, right, You gotta own it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, I'm definitely, I'm I'm definitely gonna own it. But

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<v Speaker 2>it's crazy too because in the military, you probably there

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<v Speaker 2>is a hazing and bullying in the military is so rampant.

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<v Speaker 2>It's everybody just blows it off. And that's why there's

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<v Speaker 2>such a bad recruitment rate right now. And it's just

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<v Speaker 2>nobody wants to go back in. I think that's a

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<v Speaker 2>huge part of it. Like everybody just just makes the

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<v Speaker 2>fund the shift on out, like they just make fun

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<v Speaker 2>of everybody, and people that will take that to heart,

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<v Speaker 2>not realizing it's a joke. But when you say that

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<v Speaker 2>joke over and over and over and over and over

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<v Speaker 2>and over, it gets into people's minds and it's just like, bro,

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<v Speaker 2>I can't do this anymore. And so it's just you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I've had that happen to me a couple of times,

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<v Speaker 2>Like I've had that gone through my mind, like sure,

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<v Speaker 2>this one guy will always tell me, will call me

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<v Speaker 2>a bitch every time I walk past him.

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<v Speaker 1>Sure, but look look man, and I know you say

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<v Speaker 1>and and this is this is kind of my my

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<v Speaker 1>wrap up on this is like I know you say

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<v Speaker 1>it's like high school, but you're you're you know, we're

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<v Speaker 1>we're twenty seven now, it's like, yeah, you're you're about

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<v Speaker 1>like you're above, You're above I truly be like like

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<v Speaker 1>making fun of other people and being a bully and

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<v Speaker 1>being well like that's fucking high school. Like just be like,

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<v Speaker 1>just be above it, man, like the best you can. Again,

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<v Speaker 1>I know it's easter something do, but just do your bestly.

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<v Speaker 1>Just be above it, all.

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<v Speaker 2>Right, facts, Yeah, definitely, I'm definitely gonna bring my my

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<v Speaker 2>little twiggy plush and uh and hanger above my uh

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<v Speaker 2>my uh uh Now I'll probably fucking sleep with her.

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<v Speaker 3>Fuck it.

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<v Speaker 1>Tell tell people to just tell people that you're using

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<v Speaker 1>it to smuggle in cocaine, and then they'll be like.

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<v Speaker 3>Hell.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, they would be like, dude, that's fucking dope, that's sick.

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<v Speaker 1>That's that is the Twilight Sparkle, And that's that's the

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<v Speaker 1>Sparkle and the Twilight Sparkle. What's your name again, man,

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<v Speaker 1>Joe Joe? Is there anything else you want to say

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<v Speaker 1>to the people of the computer before we go?

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<v Speaker 2>I do, but I can't say that on here.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'll just say, dude, Okay, I just I don't

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<v Speaker 1>know what you're avoiding. You keep making it. I believe

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<v Speaker 1>that you don't, but you keep kind of making it

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<v Speaker 1>sound like you want to fuck horses with the like

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<v Speaker 1>emissions that.

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<v Speaker 2>You're leading to. I like making that joke, but there's

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<v Speaker 2>a lot of sayings that I can't say on here,

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<v Speaker 2>so I don't want to get.

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<v Speaker 1>All right, all right, I'm going to assume that the

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<v Speaker 1>things that you're talking about have nothing to do with

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<v Speaker 1>fucking horses.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm not a horse fucker, but I like to joke

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<v Speaker 2>about it.

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<v Speaker 1>Maybe leave though, maybe don't be strong about those parts.

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<v Speaker 1>But the other parts I.

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<v Speaker 2>Mean, I like to joke about him. I think it's funny.

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<v Speaker 2>I think it's funny. You know, it always gets a

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<v Speaker 2>good laugh out of people.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, all right, Joe, I'll uh, I'll talk to you soon.

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<v Speaker 2>All right, mister Geko. I appreciate you talking with me

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<v Speaker 2>and whatnot, and I hope you have a good day.

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<v Speaker 1>Take care, Joe. Bye bye, you too, byebye. He lost

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<v Speaker 1>me at the end there a little bit with the

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<v Speaker 1>just let you know. I think Joe should be allowed

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<v Speaker 1>to do whatever he wants in the military, but maybe

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<v Speaker 1>maybe we keep him away from the cavalry. Good luck, Joe. Hey, folks,

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<v Speaker 1>this is Lyle. I am very excited to announce that

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<v Speaker 1>hope to see you there. Thanks all from Hello.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh hey, what's up? Hey?

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<v Speaker 1>Who is this?

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<v Speaker 3>I'm Dan from Sweden?

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<v Speaker 1>Dan from Sweden. What's going on in Sweden?

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<v Speaker 3>Ah? Just yeah, just cold? You know, just dark and cold?

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<v Speaker 1>Are you now? Does that make a man sad? Are

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<v Speaker 1>you sad because of the darkness and the coldness or

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<v Speaker 1>do you does that like feed the Swedish body?

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<v Speaker 3>I mean I'm kind of used to it, so you know,

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<v Speaker 3>the darkness is kind of like fifty percent of your

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<v Speaker 3>life here, so you know it feels okay.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to Sweden for the first time this summer.

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<v Speaker 1>I went to uh, what's the Stockholm? Yeah I heard

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<v Speaker 1>about it.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh no, no, other side of Sweden.

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<v Speaker 1>The Seven elevens at Sweden? Have they have Chinese food?

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<v Speaker 3>They have everything here. I don't. I wouldn't eat it myself,

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<v Speaker 3>but you know, to eat his own.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, aren't you a little a little a little boy scout?

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<v Speaker 1>You wouldn't eat any seven eleven? Good for you? Sorry

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<v Speaker 1>that was I was just being defensive. Dan the man.

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<v Speaker 1>What's up?

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<v Speaker 3>Man?

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<v Speaker 1>What'd you want to talk about?

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 3>I don't know. I've been having some issues lately, and yeah,

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<v Speaker 3>I just wanted some like feedback or something from someone

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<v Speaker 3>that doesn't know me, you know. So like I've seen

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<v Speaker 3>this girl for a while and like we hit it

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<v Speaker 3>off really good. But I'm having issues with myself. You know.

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<v Speaker 3>It's like because I'm like used to being alone, so

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<v Speaker 3>I don't really know what you know. Yeah, you know

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<v Speaker 3>you kind of like get used to being alone and shit.

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<v Speaker 1>Buddy, I I'm I'm the I'm the expert on this

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<v Speaker 1>particular conundrum that you're going through. How old are you?

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<v Speaker 3>I am thirty seven? Actually?

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<v Speaker 1>Mm? Okay, have you spent most of your life alone?

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<v Speaker 4>Uh?

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<v Speaker 3>Not really like off and on and shit, but like

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<v Speaker 3>the last six years I've been almost completely alone except

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<v Speaker 3>for you know, working shit. So mm hmm.

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<v Speaker 1>Now, have you had a period of time in your

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<v Speaker 1>life that was marked by you know, like a like

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<v Speaker 1>a long term relationship where you weren't alone for you know,

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<v Speaker 1>you had a person in the house with you and

0:24:56.520 --> 0:24:59.639
<v Speaker 1>you were seeing other people on a daily basis. Was

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<v Speaker 1>that your life for a time?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, like before this period of like the six years

0:25:06.280 --> 0:25:09.280
<v Speaker 3>that have gone past, I've had a really long term

0:25:09.320 --> 0:25:13.000
<v Speaker 3>relationship and that ended quite badly. So it kind of

0:25:13.040 --> 0:25:16.720
<v Speaker 3>fucked me up and made me like not even try

0:25:16.720 --> 0:25:20.720
<v Speaker 3>it because like the dating scene is so fucking toxic nowadays,

0:25:20.760 --> 0:25:25.199
<v Speaker 3>you know, so, so yeah, I just kind of like

0:25:25.480 --> 0:25:27.920
<v Speaker 3>just didn't even try for six years and then all

0:25:27.960 --> 0:25:29.119
<v Speaker 3>of a sudden this fell in my lap.

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<v Speaker 1>Can you tell me why? You don't have to if

0:25:32.119 --> 0:25:34.080
<v Speaker 1>it's not important or you don't want to, But why

0:25:34.200 --> 0:25:35.679
<v Speaker 1>did the last one end badly?

0:25:39.000 --> 0:25:39.240
<v Speaker 2>Well?

0:25:39.280 --> 0:25:42.560
<v Speaker 3>We had a long we were together maybe like six

0:25:42.680 --> 0:25:46.760
<v Speaker 3>or seven years, and everything went well until we like

0:25:46.800 --> 0:25:48.919
<v Speaker 3>moved in and then all of a sudden, she like

0:25:49.040 --> 0:25:52.720
<v Speaker 3>changed everything in the way she lived, so it kind

0:25:52.720 --> 0:25:57.200
<v Speaker 3>of drove us apart. And yeah, that kind of ended

0:25:57.200 --> 0:26:01.280
<v Speaker 3>it all. And we were like not really planning on anything,

0:26:01.320 --> 0:26:04.080
<v Speaker 3>but we were discussing like maybe children and shit, you know,

0:26:05.200 --> 0:26:07.359
<v Speaker 3>and then all of a sudden, deck get dumb in

0:26:07.520 --> 0:26:12.040
<v Speaker 3>my lap, you know. So after that kind of took

0:26:12.040 --> 0:26:13.679
<v Speaker 3>me for a wild ride, so to speak.

0:26:14.720 --> 0:26:18.520
<v Speaker 1>M hm hm And all right. So, I mean you've

0:26:18.520 --> 0:26:26.000
<v Speaker 1>experienced like living with a romantic partner before, you've experienced

0:26:26.119 --> 0:26:31.520
<v Speaker 1>life having a consistent person around you, and you've experienced

0:26:31.520 --> 0:26:35.120
<v Speaker 1>for the past six years being alone. And I mean,

0:26:35.119 --> 0:26:39.360
<v Speaker 1>what are you finding to be the pros and cons

0:26:39.359 --> 0:26:39.720
<v Speaker 1>of each?

0:26:40.600 --> 0:26:44.960
<v Speaker 3>I mean, yeah, yeah, like being alone, there's not really

0:26:45.080 --> 0:26:48.560
<v Speaker 3>many pros so to speak. I mean, the only product

0:26:48.560 --> 0:26:50.320
<v Speaker 3>can think of being alone is like you can do

0:26:50.359 --> 0:26:53.920
<v Speaker 3>whatever you want when you want, right, And that's kind

0:26:53.920 --> 0:27:00.200
<v Speaker 3>of selfish if you really think about it. But yeah,

0:27:00.200 --> 0:27:01.800
<v Speaker 3>I don't know. It's like, as I said, like a

0:27:01.880 --> 0:27:05.240
<v Speaker 3>program myself now like the six years that's passed that

0:27:06.320 --> 0:27:08.640
<v Speaker 3>this is my life, and now all of a sudden,

0:27:08.880 --> 0:27:13.280
<v Speaker 3>someone great comes up and that kind of messes with

0:27:13.359 --> 0:27:17.360
<v Speaker 3>the whole thing, you know. So I'm really trying to

0:27:17.400 --> 0:27:21.720
<v Speaker 3>think about how to change my mentality. But it's really hard,

0:27:23.160 --> 0:27:29.320
<v Speaker 3>especially especially in this age. But you know, it gets

0:27:29.359 --> 0:27:34.280
<v Speaker 3>hard after like six years of programming yourself to be

0:27:34.320 --> 0:27:35.399
<v Speaker 3>alone so to speak.

0:27:35.560 --> 0:27:37.560
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.

0:27:37.600 --> 0:27:37.800
<v Speaker 3>Man.

0:27:39.840 --> 0:27:42.240
<v Speaker 1>So if you're telling me, and you know, if you're

0:27:42.240 --> 0:27:43.960
<v Speaker 1>telling me the truth and that's how you really feel,

0:27:44.080 --> 0:27:47.880
<v Speaker 1>is that there's truly very little prose to being alone.

0:27:48.160 --> 0:27:52.679
<v Speaker 1>If those are your your honest feelings, then what is

0:27:53.440 --> 0:27:58.200
<v Speaker 1>holding you back from inviting this other person into your life.

0:27:59.600 --> 0:28:03.560
<v Speaker 3>To be hones honest? I think that the biggest issue

0:28:03.600 --> 0:28:08.359
<v Speaker 3>is like like repeating what has been, you know, like

0:28:09.400 --> 0:28:15.159
<v Speaker 3>believing what was so to speak. And I don't know

0:28:15.200 --> 0:28:18.639
<v Speaker 3>if I can take that one more time to be honest.

0:28:19.480 --> 0:28:22.040
<v Speaker 1>Like, oh, you're afraid of Oh you're afraid you're afraid

0:28:22.080 --> 0:28:26.400
<v Speaker 1>of this new relationship exploding the way the last one did.

0:28:28.320 --> 0:28:34.840
<v Speaker 3>Yeah basically, and uh yeah yeah basically just that actually

0:28:35.520 --> 0:28:38.480
<v Speaker 3>it's not really something I would like to go down again,

0:28:38.640 --> 0:28:39.760
<v Speaker 3>you know, yeah.

0:28:40.560 --> 0:28:46.880
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, mhmm. That's a valid fear, I get I get it. Well,

0:28:46.920 --> 0:28:48.400
<v Speaker 1>I don't know, man, I mean that's a valid fear.

0:28:48.400 --> 0:28:51.320
<v Speaker 1>But I guess, like, what, what what are your options?

0:28:51.400 --> 0:28:51.840
<v Speaker 3>Right? Like?

0:28:51.920 --> 0:28:56.000
<v Speaker 1>You you can you can kind of either just continue

0:28:56.280 --> 0:28:59.320
<v Speaker 1>going like you're going and be alone for the rest

0:28:59.360 --> 0:29:05.000
<v Speaker 1>of your life, or or take another chance, right, I mean,

0:29:05.000 --> 0:29:07.000
<v Speaker 1>those are really your two options when when you look

0:29:07.040 --> 0:29:07.360
<v Speaker 1>at it.

0:29:08.840 --> 0:29:12.400
<v Speaker 3>I mean both sound like equally valid depending on where

0:29:12.440 --> 0:29:17.640
<v Speaker 3>I'm coming from. Uh, but yeah, of course who wants

0:29:17.640 --> 0:29:20.480
<v Speaker 3>to be alone forever? You know, that's fucking retarded think

0:29:20.520 --> 0:29:23.000
<v Speaker 3>about it that way. Excuse me for saying that way,

0:29:23.080 --> 0:29:29.120
<v Speaker 3>but yeah, it's not like healthy to see them both

0:29:29.160 --> 0:29:30.200
<v Speaker 3>as equally valid.

0:29:31.160 --> 0:29:34.560
<v Speaker 1>This is just on that word. I was watching Charlie,

0:29:34.600 --> 0:29:38.120
<v Speaker 1>you know, the movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Yeah,

0:29:38.800 --> 0:29:41.000
<v Speaker 1>I was watching No, no, well, yeah, there's the new one.

0:29:41.080 --> 0:29:43.560
<v Speaker 1>But the in in the two thousand and six Charlie

0:29:43.560 --> 0:29:46.000
<v Speaker 1>and the Chocolate Factory, one of the kids says that,

0:29:46.320 --> 0:29:48.200
<v Speaker 1>and I was like, oh, that's a that's kind of

0:29:48.200 --> 0:29:54.360
<v Speaker 1>crazy that was in that movie. Anyway, what the were

0:29:54.400 --> 0:29:54.920
<v Speaker 1>we talking about?

0:29:55.000 --> 0:29:56.440
<v Speaker 3>Actually it is now that you think about it.

0:29:56.520 --> 0:30:00.479
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so you know, whatever, if if they said it

0:30:00.520 --> 0:30:04.120
<v Speaker 1>in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, that means it's fine. No,

0:30:04.120 --> 0:30:11.840
<v Speaker 1>I'm kidding, Okay, you're alone? Why well, tell me about

0:30:11.840 --> 0:30:14.000
<v Speaker 1>this girl, talk about this this person that you're going

0:30:14.080 --> 0:30:14.720
<v Speaker 1>to move in with.

0:30:16.080 --> 0:30:19.480
<v Speaker 3>It's a strange story. I talked to her like ten

0:30:19.520 --> 0:30:25.440
<v Speaker 3>years ago and or maybe more maybe twelve, and we

0:30:25.520 --> 0:30:29.360
<v Speaker 3>kind of hit it off, and she lived like yeah,

0:30:29.600 --> 0:30:32.960
<v Speaker 3>a long way away from me, so to speak. And

0:30:34.880 --> 0:30:37.360
<v Speaker 3>all of a sudden, she just like drops off the map,

0:30:38.160 --> 0:30:42.600
<v Speaker 3>like she disappears, she removes me from everything. And I

0:30:42.640 --> 0:30:44.920
<v Speaker 3>was thinking like, yeah, okay, that's life. Like I'm young,

0:30:45.040 --> 0:30:48.640
<v Speaker 3>fuck it, you know, I'll just meet someone else as

0:30:48.680 --> 0:30:52.240
<v Speaker 3>you do. Then all of a sudden, she just pops

0:30:52.320 --> 0:30:57.000
<v Speaker 3>up on Facebook like eight to nine months ago, and

0:30:58.240 --> 0:31:00.600
<v Speaker 3>I didn't even realize it was her until I went

0:31:00.640 --> 0:31:03.320
<v Speaker 3>in and checked, and then I was like, what the fuck?

0:31:03.360 --> 0:31:07.640
<v Speaker 3>So I wrote her a message and apparently like she

0:31:07.760 --> 0:31:11.280
<v Speaker 3>got a boyfriend at that time and that's why she

0:31:11.360 --> 0:31:15.160
<v Speaker 3>dropped off, which I respect, of course, But yeah, we

0:31:15.280 --> 0:31:17.000
<v Speaker 3>just hit it off again, like it was ten years

0:31:17.000 --> 0:31:23.960
<v Speaker 3>ago or twelve or something, and we finally meet and yeah, this.

0:31:23.880 --> 0:31:25.600
<v Speaker 1>Is a person that you had, you had a little

0:31:25.640 --> 0:31:28.840
<v Speaker 1>bit of a thing going on with her earlier in

0:31:28.880 --> 0:31:30.600
<v Speaker 1>your life and then she re pops up and you

0:31:30.600 --> 0:31:31.440
<v Speaker 1>guys reconnect.

0:31:32.720 --> 0:31:37.440
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, exactly, So like ten or twelve years has

0:31:37.520 --> 0:31:40.880
<v Speaker 3>passed before last time I talked to her until now

0:31:40.880 --> 0:31:42.000
<v Speaker 3>we started seeing each other.

0:31:42.720 --> 0:31:46.840
<v Speaker 1>Wow, that's that's that's fascinating. And what's it been like lately?

0:31:46.880 --> 0:31:49.320
<v Speaker 1>Have you guys been Like how often you get seen each.

0:31:49.200 --> 0:31:55.040
<v Speaker 3>Other well becauseideringly, she still lives far away. It's like

0:31:56.120 --> 0:31:59.960
<v Speaker 3>once every month or two months or something like that

0:32:01.200 --> 0:32:02.600
<v Speaker 3>because work and stuff.

0:32:02.640 --> 0:32:06.080
<v Speaker 1>You know, so it's still you're still you're it's you're

0:32:06.120 --> 0:32:11.640
<v Speaker 1>still alone kind of because that they're really not you know,

0:32:11.720 --> 0:32:12.880
<v Speaker 1>you guys aren't seeing each other.

0:32:12.880 --> 0:32:16.360
<v Speaker 3>Every day, Yeah, kind of. I mean we talk like

0:32:16.720 --> 0:32:21.880
<v Speaker 3>all the time, literally, like every second we have spare

0:32:22.040 --> 0:32:24.920
<v Speaker 3>we talk to each other. Other than that, yeah, it's

0:32:25.000 --> 0:32:32.200
<v Speaker 3>like I'm still alone physically, and it all depends, like

0:32:32.320 --> 0:32:36.960
<v Speaker 3>we try to plan out vacations weeks and like makes time,

0:32:37.000 --> 0:32:38.719
<v Speaker 3>she's gonna come an I'm gonna go to work, so

0:32:38.760 --> 0:32:40.640
<v Speaker 3>she's gonna be alone for ten hours a day. But

0:32:40.720 --> 0:32:44.480
<v Speaker 3>she's fine with that. So yeah, we just try to

0:32:44.560 --> 0:32:48.320
<v Speaker 3>see each other as much as possible until maybe she

0:32:48.520 --> 0:32:50.280
<v Speaker 3>moves down here, so to speak.

0:32:50.760 --> 0:32:52.760
<v Speaker 1>Okay, so it sounds I mean, it sounds like you're

0:32:52.880 --> 0:32:55.640
<v Speaker 1>you've you're easing into this a little bit. You're not like, hey,

0:32:55.720 --> 0:32:58.360
<v Speaker 1>let's get married and have kids right now and you know,

0:32:58.520 --> 0:33:00.560
<v Speaker 1>just go full speed. It sounds like you're you're your

0:33:00.720 --> 0:33:03.040
<v Speaker 1>I mean, this is a very slow ease, very you

0:33:03.160 --> 0:33:05.320
<v Speaker 1>you're training. Yes, you've been because your problem is you

0:33:05.320 --> 0:33:09.520
<v Speaker 1>were you were programmed to this life alone, right, and

0:33:09.600 --> 0:33:12.440
<v Speaker 1>I think to go from being fully fully fully alone

0:33:12.480 --> 0:33:17.400
<v Speaker 1>to now there's a person in my uh face one

0:33:17.480 --> 0:33:19.760
<v Speaker 1>hundred percent of the time, I mean you're gonna hate them.

0:33:19.960 --> 0:33:21.960
<v Speaker 1>So like this is this is a good The way

0:33:21.960 --> 0:33:24.920
<v Speaker 1>you're doing it is like it's a gradual reprogramming.

0:33:25.000 --> 0:33:30.800
<v Speaker 3>It sounds oh yeah, definitely because I've been prone to

0:33:30.800 --> 0:33:35.640
<v Speaker 3>like just throwing myself into relationships before, right, and usually

0:33:35.880 --> 0:33:40.720
<v Speaker 3>they explode right because of that. So like this time

0:33:40.880 --> 0:33:43.920
<v Speaker 3>is like we just take it easy, uh, you know,

0:33:44.120 --> 0:33:48.880
<v Speaker 3>just see where it goes, right, try not to rush things,

0:33:49.040 --> 0:33:52.680
<v Speaker 3>you know, because then usually just end up like yeah, really.

0:33:52.440 --> 0:33:56.520
<v Speaker 1>Bad, right, you know. I'm I don't know, man, I've

0:33:56.560 --> 0:34:01.760
<v Speaker 1>spent it's pretty significant period alone myself, and I'm I'm

0:34:01.840 --> 0:34:05.040
<v Speaker 1>personally also struggling with like the you know, how do

0:34:05.080 --> 0:34:09.440
<v Speaker 1>I invite more human beings into my life? Because I

0:34:09.480 --> 0:34:12.200
<v Speaker 1>really do think I think even medically, I think it's

0:34:12.239 --> 0:34:14.360
<v Speaker 1>like if you ask a doctor whether it's better to

0:34:14.400 --> 0:34:17.759
<v Speaker 1>be alone or with people, they'll tell you it's better

0:34:17.800 --> 0:34:21.919
<v Speaker 1>to be with people. So oh yeah, so I don't,

0:34:21.960 --> 0:34:23.560
<v Speaker 1>I don't, I don't know. I mean it sounds like

0:34:23.560 --> 0:34:28.200
<v Speaker 1>you're making the right choice, right and and and you'll

0:34:28.239 --> 0:34:32.200
<v Speaker 1>probably and this is I'm being very hypocritical saying this

0:34:32.280 --> 0:34:35.400
<v Speaker 1>to you, but you will probably feel better. I assume

0:34:35.440 --> 0:34:39.799
<v Speaker 1>if you can get over your programming, right. I mean,

0:34:39.840 --> 0:34:41.480
<v Speaker 1>you would know that better than I would, because you've

0:34:41.480 --> 0:34:42.959
<v Speaker 1>experienced both sides of the coin.

0:34:44.520 --> 0:34:47.760
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, of course, of course. And as you said yourself,

0:34:47.800 --> 0:34:51.359
<v Speaker 3>like it, you do feel better, you know, once you're

0:34:51.400 --> 0:34:54.600
<v Speaker 3>not completely alone, when you have people around you that

0:34:54.680 --> 0:34:59.200
<v Speaker 3>you can trust and rely on, it does make a

0:34:59.280 --> 0:35:02.120
<v Speaker 3>huge difference and how you feel, like I don't have

0:35:02.160 --> 0:35:06.000
<v Speaker 3>problems with like hanging out with people or meeting people

0:35:06.080 --> 0:35:10.680
<v Speaker 3>or talking to people. I'm very social, so it's not

0:35:10.800 --> 0:35:16.040
<v Speaker 3>like I'm alone alone. It's just like I'm not, you know,

0:35:16.239 --> 0:35:21.319
<v Speaker 3>I'm alone from the having someone that loves you in

0:35:21.320 --> 0:35:22.200
<v Speaker 3>that sense, you know.

0:35:24.080 --> 0:35:27.520
<v Speaker 1>And also it's helpful for like not living like shit.

0:35:27.760 --> 0:35:29.759
<v Speaker 1>I mean, because like when you have another part, you

0:35:29.800 --> 0:35:32.040
<v Speaker 1>can't like leave your underwear on the floor and leave

0:35:32.120 --> 0:35:34.200
<v Speaker 1>trash all around and all that shit. I mean, you

0:35:34.200 --> 0:35:36.960
<v Speaker 1>don't have that problem because you're Swedish, and I assume

0:35:37.000 --> 0:35:40.480
<v Speaker 1>that your house looks like Ikea. But for you know,

0:35:40.520 --> 0:35:43.040
<v Speaker 1>if you're in America and it doesn't matter. You could

0:35:43.080 --> 0:35:46.719
<v Speaker 1>just it's helpful. It's helpful to have some accountability on

0:35:46.760 --> 0:35:47.600
<v Speaker 1>that front.

0:35:48.280 --> 0:35:51.080
<v Speaker 3>Well, let me just say that that it doesn't look

0:35:51.120 --> 0:35:54.120
<v Speaker 3>like Ikia for most people here. I mean I do

0:35:54.239 --> 0:35:57.440
<v Speaker 3>see like where it's coming from. But no, like I

0:35:57.480 --> 0:36:01.239
<v Speaker 3>got my summer wheels right here in front of me.

0:36:01.280 --> 0:36:03.600
<v Speaker 3>It's like I put my feet on them.

0:36:03.880 --> 0:36:07.279
<v Speaker 1>You know what are summer wheels?

0:36:08.360 --> 0:36:11.400
<v Speaker 3>Uh? You know, the the rims with the summer tires

0:36:11.400 --> 0:36:13.320
<v Speaker 3>on them.

0:36:13.480 --> 0:36:17.840
<v Speaker 1>What what are you talking about? Summer? What are summer tires?

0:36:18.160 --> 0:36:21.759
<v Speaker 3>Ah? Yeah, there's like you have tires all around, like

0:36:21.840 --> 0:36:24.839
<v Speaker 3>you can drive any any time of the year in

0:36:24.920 --> 0:36:28.360
<v Speaker 3>Sweden since it gets too cold and snowy?

0:36:28.360 --> 0:36:30.760
<v Speaker 1>Are you all that? Are you talking about a table

0:36:30.920 --> 0:36:33.480
<v Speaker 1>or a car? Because those are two very different objects

0:36:33.560 --> 0:36:34.680
<v Speaker 1>that I'm no, I'm.

0:36:34.560 --> 0:36:37.160
<v Speaker 3>Talking about like I got I got the rims for

0:36:37.280 --> 0:36:40.520
<v Speaker 3>my car right on the floor here by my computer.

0:36:41.200 --> 0:36:45.080
<v Speaker 1>Oh oh okay, oh yeah, okay, Yeah that doesn't sound It's.

0:36:44.920 --> 0:36:47.239
<v Speaker 3>Not like I KEI. It's like I got rims here,

0:36:47.360 --> 0:36:50.320
<v Speaker 3>I got you know, I got shipped all over. But yeah,

0:36:50.400 --> 0:36:54.600
<v Speaker 3>it's not like I got fifty days worth the food

0:36:54.640 --> 0:36:57.680
<v Speaker 3>packets on the floor or something at least mm hmm.

0:36:58.760 --> 0:37:02.640
<v Speaker 1>You're yeah, you've got uh a Kia hot dog buns

0:37:02.880 --> 0:37:05.480
<v Speaker 1>all over your room.

0:37:05.600 --> 0:37:08.279
<v Speaker 3>I could have, Yeah, I could have. It's not impossible.

0:37:09.360 --> 0:37:11.759
<v Speaker 1>You should try the seven eleven Chinese food. It actually is.

0:37:12.000 --> 0:37:14.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't know if it's Chinese food. It's like so

0:37:14.440 --> 0:37:17.920
<v Speaker 1>they have like a noodle bar there. It's good.

0:37:19.239 --> 0:37:23.640
<v Speaker 3>Kind of like this is like very decisive and people

0:37:23.719 --> 0:37:27.560
<v Speaker 3>hate me for it, but like I'm gluten not like

0:37:27.719 --> 0:37:29.680
<v Speaker 3>I chose to beat it, you know, but.

0:37:30.440 --> 0:37:36.279
<v Speaker 1>Wait, wait, you're getting you're gluten free, gluten intolerant. Oh

0:37:36.320 --> 0:37:38.120
<v Speaker 1>all right, well then don't go anywhere near the seven

0:37:38.160 --> 0:37:40.800
<v Speaker 1>eleven and you'll combust upon entrance.

0:37:41.440 --> 0:37:44.919
<v Speaker 3>Yeah, I'd probably explode just by going in there and

0:37:45.080 --> 0:37:45.560
<v Speaker 3>smelling it.

0:37:46.440 --> 0:37:48.279
<v Speaker 1>M hmm. I was because I was going to say

0:37:48.320 --> 0:37:51.920
<v Speaker 1>that trying the seven eleven Chinese Food is is probably

0:37:51.920 --> 0:37:56.759
<v Speaker 1>the you know, that's a that's a single, lonely man activity,

0:37:56.800 --> 0:37:58.920
<v Speaker 1>and so you know the time is hopefully running out

0:37:59.000 --> 0:38:02.520
<v Speaker 1>on that. But anyway, yeah.

0:38:02.360 --> 0:38:05.959
<v Speaker 3>I know, I know you've talked about like that seven

0:38:06.040 --> 0:38:07.879
<v Speaker 3>eleven experience you had with.

0:38:09.160 --> 0:38:11.080
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, anytime I look at anytime I look at the

0:38:11.080 --> 0:38:14.319
<v Speaker 1>phone ringing, and I see like a plus six, like

0:38:14.360 --> 0:38:16.279
<v Speaker 1>I see it's a foreign area code. I'm like, oh,

0:38:16.280 --> 0:38:18.919
<v Speaker 1>hell yeah, I can talk to this person about four

0:38:18.960 --> 0:38:21.120
<v Speaker 1>and seven elevens like I do anytime I talk to

0:38:21.120 --> 0:38:24.160
<v Speaker 1>anyone for fucking year. But we've talked about that too much.

0:38:24.160 --> 0:38:27.360
<v Speaker 1>We've talked about that too much, Dan the man. Is

0:38:27.400 --> 0:38:29.440
<v Speaker 1>there anything else you want to say about any of

0:38:29.480 --> 0:38:31.799
<v Speaker 1>this shit or any anything at all in general before

0:38:31.800 --> 0:38:32.080
<v Speaker 1>we go?

0:38:34.239 --> 0:38:39.040
<v Speaker 3>Well not really. I mean I kind of already like

0:38:39.480 --> 0:38:42.919
<v Speaker 3>had the same thoughts as before, like I do now,

0:38:43.719 --> 0:38:46.840
<v Speaker 3>like I kind of already understand it. It's just like

0:38:46.920 --> 0:38:50.400
<v Speaker 3>I need someone to reaffirm it because people here it

0:38:50.480 --> 0:38:54.080
<v Speaker 3>are all like fuck women, you know, and like you know,

0:38:54.360 --> 0:38:57.879
<v Speaker 3>the coworkers, I mean they're like, y'ah, meet women, fuck them.

0:38:57.880 --> 0:39:00.200
<v Speaker 3>You know, they didn't really care about this whole love

0:39:00.239 --> 0:39:03.120
<v Speaker 3>shit at least what they're saying. So I just need

0:39:03.120 --> 0:39:05.960
<v Speaker 3>someone from outside of all of that to like just

0:39:06.600 --> 0:39:08.960
<v Speaker 3>reaffirm what I'm already thinking.

0:39:09.000 --> 0:39:13.560
<v Speaker 1>You know, well, I fuck, look, I don't know. I mean,

0:39:13.600 --> 0:39:16.799
<v Speaker 1>there's like I'm sure there's and it's I don't you

0:39:16.840 --> 0:39:19.080
<v Speaker 1>I don't think it's a gender thing like there's I'm

0:39:19.120 --> 0:39:23.399
<v Speaker 1>sure that there's you know single. You know sixty year

0:39:23.440 --> 0:39:25.520
<v Speaker 1>old men and sixty year old women that are are

0:39:25.600 --> 0:39:29.600
<v Speaker 1>happier that way than not. I don't like, I truly

0:39:29.640 --> 0:39:35.760
<v Speaker 1>believe there's no right way to live life. But uh again,

0:39:35.840 --> 0:39:38.239
<v Speaker 1>you've experienced both sides of the corn. So you you

0:39:38.280 --> 0:39:41.319
<v Speaker 1>decide for yourself which which which universe you enjoy living

0:39:41.320 --> 0:39:41.680
<v Speaker 1>in more?

0:39:44.400 --> 0:39:47.760
<v Speaker 3>That's true, man, You gotta just try to remember myself

0:39:47.760 --> 0:39:51.280
<v Speaker 3>about that from time to time. I guess.

0:39:52.120 --> 0:39:55.440
<v Speaker 1>Dann the man. Any final thoughts, feeling sentiments before we go.

0:39:58.239 --> 0:40:00.920
<v Speaker 3>Not really, Man, just keep up what you do. We

0:40:00.960 --> 0:40:04.640
<v Speaker 3>all love you, and uh yeah, I have a great night.

0:40:04.600 --> 0:40:07.879
<v Speaker 1>Man, you too. You truly are the man, Dan.

0:40:09.400 --> 0:40:12.200
<v Speaker 3>Thanks man, bye, take care.

0:40:15.560 --> 0:40:17.800
<v Speaker 1>Seriously, you go back. You go back and watch Charlie

0:40:17.800 --> 0:40:19.839
<v Speaker 1>and the Chocolate Factory from two thousand and six. You'll

0:40:19.880 --> 0:40:21.400
<v Speaker 1>be like, god, damn, they really got away with some

0:40:21.440 --> 0:40:22.640
<v Speaker 1>stuff in this movie.

0:40:24.719 --> 0:40:28.160
<v Speaker 5>All from Josh to accept press one.

0:40:28.320 --> 0:40:30.920
<v Speaker 2>Just send a voice, Hello, Yo, what's up?

0:40:30.960 --> 0:40:31.160
<v Speaker 3>Good?

0:40:32.040 --> 0:40:37.160
<v Speaker 1>How's it going? It's this Josh. This is Josh bro Well, Josh.

0:40:37.160 --> 0:40:39.719
<v Speaker 4>I can't believe I'm talking here we are.

0:40:39.760 --> 0:40:41.400
<v Speaker 1>I can't. I can't believe I'm talking to you.

0:40:41.480 --> 0:40:41.680
<v Speaker 3>Man.

0:40:41.760 --> 0:40:46.880
<v Speaker 1>I my one of my first friends names was Josh.

0:40:48.080 --> 0:40:51.000
<v Speaker 1>He's no he was a dick. But you sound cooler

0:40:51.120 --> 0:40:55.200
<v Speaker 1>than he is. What's up, Josh? What do you want

0:40:55.239 --> 0:40:55.760
<v Speaker 1>to talk about?

0:40:56.320 --> 0:40:56.640
<v Speaker 3>Damn?

0:40:56.680 --> 0:41:02.120
<v Speaker 4>Bro? I don't know, honestly, Yeah, you get this happened, yeah,

0:41:02.160 --> 0:41:03.719
<v Speaker 4>honestly call it like two hundred times and.

0:41:03.719 --> 0:41:07.120
<v Speaker 1>I was like, shut well, you wanted to call and

0:41:07.160 --> 0:41:09.920
<v Speaker 1>see what would happen, and this is what's happening. How

0:41:09.920 --> 0:41:10.799
<v Speaker 1>do you feel about it?

0:41:10.920 --> 0:41:11.680
<v Speaker 3>Pretty cool? Bro?

0:41:12.440 --> 0:41:15.640
<v Speaker 4>Just want to smoke some weed and fucking talk to

0:41:15.680 --> 0:41:18.560
<v Speaker 4>a gecko on the phone. That's pretty sick. Let's kind

0:41:18.560 --> 0:41:19.279
<v Speaker 4>of get better than that.

0:41:19.320 --> 0:41:22.520
<v Speaker 1>I guess that is pretty sick. That is pretty sick.

0:41:23.400 --> 0:41:27.040
<v Speaker 1>It's definitely a bizarre thing to do, smoke weed and

0:41:27.080 --> 0:41:29.120
<v Speaker 1>talk to a gecko on the phone. I forgot I

0:41:29.200 --> 0:41:32.480
<v Speaker 1>was a gecko for a second. I'll forget that I'm

0:41:32.480 --> 0:41:35.960
<v Speaker 1>a lizard. You know, it's weird. I have this like

0:41:36.080 --> 0:41:42.160
<v Speaker 1>alt costume to my Life's.

0:41:39.840 --> 0:41:41.560
<v Speaker 4>Got you sick with it? And that you kind of

0:41:41.560 --> 0:41:41.920
<v Speaker 4>go with it.

0:41:42.000 --> 0:41:42.160
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:41:42.200 --> 0:41:45.239
<v Speaker 4>It's cool that you just keep on dressing up and

0:41:45.239 --> 0:41:50.239
<v Speaker 4>doing the gek thing. Bro, just keep on gecking it out.

0:41:50.280 --> 0:41:52.319
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, that's that's a lot of commitment. That's

0:41:52.320 --> 0:41:55.360
<v Speaker 4>probably more commitment than I've ever really that was a

0:41:55.400 --> 0:41:56.440
<v Speaker 4>lot of shit that I've done.

0:41:56.960 --> 0:41:58.759
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's something that you've done that you feel like

0:41:58.760 --> 0:41:59.600
<v Speaker 1>you couldn't commit to.

0:42:02.160 --> 0:42:05.960
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, bro, I'm like in between a lot

0:42:06.000 --> 0:42:07.560
<v Speaker 4>of shit right now, and it just feels hard to

0:42:07.560 --> 0:42:11.120
<v Speaker 4>commit to something like super concrete and like solid.

0:42:12.480 --> 0:42:13.720
<v Speaker 1>What are your options?

0:42:14.040 --> 0:42:17.960
<v Speaker 4>Well kind of a lot, to be honest, But it's

0:42:18.000 --> 0:42:20.000
<v Speaker 4>just I don't know how to like battle it in

0:42:20.480 --> 0:42:23.279
<v Speaker 4>and like kind of figure out like if it's really

0:42:23.320 --> 0:42:25.400
<v Speaker 4>something that I want to do and like pursue. Like

0:42:25.760 --> 0:42:28.120
<v Speaker 4>I don't know. I'm interested in like a lot of things,

0:42:29.880 --> 0:42:32.480
<v Speaker 4>and I do a lot of shit. Like right now,

0:42:32.480 --> 0:42:34.359
<v Speaker 4>I work at a weed farm and that's pretty cool,

0:42:34.400 --> 0:42:37.520
<v Speaker 4>and I grow weed for a living and I do

0:42:37.600 --> 0:42:39.480
<v Speaker 4>it on my own time too. But I also have

0:42:39.560 --> 0:42:42.520
<v Speaker 4>like a degree in photography and I know how to DJ,

0:42:42.680 --> 0:42:44.040
<v Speaker 4>and like I kind of know how to do like

0:42:44.080 --> 0:42:45.759
<v Speaker 4>a lot of shit, to be honest, it's just I

0:42:45.760 --> 0:42:48.120
<v Speaker 4>don't I don't like hone it down and like kind

0:42:48.160 --> 0:42:50.520
<v Speaker 4>of like focus on one thing. I kind of just

0:42:50.600 --> 0:42:51.920
<v Speaker 4>jump from one thing to another.

0:42:53.640 --> 0:43:00.120
<v Speaker 1>Cold. I'm twenty four, m do you have like a day.

0:43:00.080 --> 0:43:04.440
<v Speaker 4>Jud Yeah, I work, Yeah, I work at a weed farm.

0:43:04.719 --> 0:43:07.319
<v Speaker 1>All right, right, Okay, So all right, but you've so

0:43:07.440 --> 0:43:12.880
<v Speaker 1>you've you're sticking to that's that's your kind of constant.

0:43:13.680 --> 0:43:14.319
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:43:14.640 --> 0:43:16.960
<v Speaker 4>I've been doing it for about like four months now,

0:43:16.960 --> 0:43:18.920
<v Speaker 4>and it's it's really fucking cool, bro. It's probably like

0:43:18.960 --> 0:43:21.520
<v Speaker 4>one of the best jobs that I've ever had. It's

0:43:21.520 --> 0:43:23.759
<v Speaker 4>definitely something that like makes me happy, and like every

0:43:23.800 --> 0:43:26.000
<v Speaker 4>day I go to work and I'm like super fucking happy.

0:43:26.400 --> 0:43:28.759
<v Speaker 4>I don't get paid that much, which fucking sucks, but

0:43:28.960 --> 0:43:31.440
<v Speaker 4>I mean it is what it is, you know. I

0:43:31.440 --> 0:43:34.279
<v Speaker 4>mean I get paid like fifteen sixty or something like that.

0:43:34.360 --> 0:43:37.520
<v Speaker 4>But it is what it is, you know, Like pay

0:43:37.600 --> 0:43:41.440
<v Speaker 4>is one thing and stuff. But uh fucking yeah, I

0:43:41.480 --> 0:43:43.200
<v Speaker 4>mean that's just the only like problem right now. It

0:43:43.239 --> 0:43:45.359
<v Speaker 4>is just I don't get paid enough. Otherwise I'd really

0:43:45.360 --> 0:43:48.040
<v Speaker 4>be like, you know, honing it down and like kind

0:43:48.040 --> 0:43:49.920
<v Speaker 4>of doing this like in the long term of things.

0:43:50.000 --> 0:43:50.520
<v Speaker 2>But uh.

0:43:51.920 --> 0:43:53.799
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, it's just it's a little hard right now.

0:43:54.400 --> 0:43:56.960
<v Speaker 1>Brother. I'll tell you, if you're waking up every day

0:43:57.000 --> 0:43:59.520
<v Speaker 1>and you don't want to shoot yourself in the fucking face,

0:43:59.600 --> 0:44:01.200
<v Speaker 1>you are a winning in this life.

0:44:03.560 --> 0:44:06.879
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. Yeah, that's HONESTLYE, that's that's a good point to make.

0:44:08.080 --> 0:44:09.759
<v Speaker 1>I don't know for I I do mean that though.

0:44:09.800 --> 0:44:12.680
<v Speaker 1>I mean it's uh, I think to wake up every

0:44:12.760 --> 0:44:18.359
<v Speaker 1>day and not be like oh fuck, you know, that's

0:44:18.880 --> 0:44:22.800
<v Speaker 1>that truly is winning in life, right, I mean what else?

0:44:23.840 --> 0:44:26.120
<v Speaker 1>What could be better? I mean, I know it's it's

0:44:26.160 --> 0:44:28.160
<v Speaker 1>a bummer not being able to make any real money,

0:44:28.200 --> 0:44:31.600
<v Speaker 1>but I mean with the weed farm, it's like, couldn't

0:44:31.640 --> 0:44:34.960
<v Speaker 1>you couldn't you go into business for yourself one day

0:44:35.000 --> 0:44:36.680
<v Speaker 1>and then start making some money there?

0:44:38.040 --> 0:44:40.759
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, definitely, Yeah, I definitely could. And I have like

0:44:40.760 --> 0:44:46.399
<v Speaker 4>a certification for like like cannabis business, Like I through

0:44:46.400 --> 0:44:49.279
<v Speaker 4>my university. I took like a course for like a

0:44:49.320 --> 0:44:51.440
<v Speaker 4>couple of months and they certified me to like, you know,

0:44:51.560 --> 0:44:56.200
<v Speaker 4>I guess be knowledgeable in the industry, and I really am.

0:44:56.239 --> 0:44:58.399
<v Speaker 4>Bro Like I've been doing this like on my own

0:44:58.440 --> 0:45:01.160
<v Speaker 4>for about three years and I'm still learning and there's

0:45:01.160 --> 0:45:04.960
<v Speaker 4>like a lot to learn about it, and it just

0:45:04.960 --> 0:45:06.759
<v Speaker 4>takes a lot of time, dude. Like that's the only

0:45:06.760 --> 0:45:09.160
<v Speaker 4>thing that sucks is like it takes a shit ton

0:45:09.160 --> 0:45:11.920
<v Speaker 4>of time. And there's like a lot of opportunity on

0:45:12.000 --> 0:45:15.560
<v Speaker 4>my work to kind of like, uh, I guess grow

0:45:15.640 --> 0:45:17.200
<v Speaker 4>with it. But it's just like I have to really

0:45:17.239 --> 0:45:19.560
<v Speaker 4>stay there for like a long time and and wait

0:45:19.600 --> 0:45:22.640
<v Speaker 4>for them to expand. And I'm just like a super

0:45:22.680 --> 0:45:24.600
<v Speaker 4>impatient person and I wish that, like I had the

0:45:24.640 --> 0:45:26.839
<v Speaker 4>patience to kind of wait, but I have like.

0:45:26.760 --> 0:45:29.760
<v Speaker 1>An can't you go rogue? Why can't you go rogue?

0:45:31.040 --> 0:45:33.680
<v Speaker 4>I am trying to, bro Yeah, I'm trying to, and

0:45:33.719 --> 0:45:36.360
<v Speaker 4>it's just it's fucking hard. It's just you need to

0:45:36.360 --> 0:45:37.680
<v Speaker 4>have a lot of money to do it, you know.

0:45:38.560 --> 0:45:40.560
<v Speaker 4>Like right now, I'm growing out of my garage and

0:45:41.560 --> 0:45:43.880
<v Speaker 4>I got like a really good fucking setup. Like I

0:45:43.880 --> 0:45:46.120
<v Speaker 4>got a huge ass tent. I got like seven plants

0:45:46.160 --> 0:45:49.040
<v Speaker 4>in there, and then I have like another cloning seed LinkedIn,

0:45:49.120 --> 0:45:50.799
<v Speaker 4>and I got a lot of other stuff going in there.

0:45:50.840 --> 0:45:54.080
<v Speaker 4>And I made myself like a personal like little Instagram

0:45:54.160 --> 0:45:57.200
<v Speaker 4>to like start promoting like the stuff that I'm doing

0:45:57.239 --> 0:45:59.919
<v Speaker 4>and all that kind of stuff. But you know, it's

0:46:00.120 --> 0:46:03.160
<v Speaker 4>it's beginning. You know, it's just like at the starting

0:46:03.160 --> 0:46:04.279
<v Speaker 4>stages of where it's up.

0:46:06.680 --> 0:46:11.759
<v Speaker 1>Man, But you're happy every day. You're not like do

0:46:11.800 --> 0:46:13.799
<v Speaker 1>you and you're not going insane every day?

0:46:15.120 --> 0:46:15.160
<v Speaker 2>No?

0:46:15.360 --> 0:46:18.319
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, Honestly, like life is super good for me right now.

0:46:18.400 --> 0:46:21.319
<v Speaker 4>Like I have a girlfriend and she's amazing, and have

0:46:21.360 --> 0:46:24.840
<v Speaker 4>an amazing family and uh, really good life. Honestly, Like

0:46:24.880 --> 0:46:27.160
<v Speaker 4>everything's like really good for me. It's just, you know,

0:46:27.320 --> 0:46:29.720
<v Speaker 4>I just want to get my life, my personal life started.

0:46:29.760 --> 0:46:32.560
<v Speaker 4>Like I still live with my mom and you know,

0:46:32.640 --> 0:46:34.560
<v Speaker 4>it's it's cool, you know, I get to save up money,

0:46:34.560 --> 0:46:37.320
<v Speaker 4>but you know, I live with my mom and it's

0:46:37.560 --> 0:46:41.200
<v Speaker 4>kind of embarrassing just in that in that in that way,

0:46:41.280 --> 0:46:46.719
<v Speaker 4>you know, m hm, just because like a lot of

0:46:46.760 --> 0:46:49.319
<v Speaker 4>people that I know, they're like, you know, starting their

0:46:49.400 --> 0:46:52.799
<v Speaker 4>lives and going about their own business. And I know

0:46:52.840 --> 0:46:55.160
<v Speaker 4>I shouldn't be like comparing my life to theirs, but

0:46:55.320 --> 0:46:57.160
<v Speaker 4>I'm just like, man, I really wish I could.

0:46:57.440 --> 0:46:59.440
<v Speaker 1>Man, do you do you do you feel as though

0:46:59.480 --> 0:47:01.360
<v Speaker 1>your life has has yet to start?

0:47:03.960 --> 0:47:05.960
<v Speaker 4>M What do you mean?

0:47:07.080 --> 0:47:10.560
<v Speaker 1>You said you see your friends starting their lives, as

0:47:10.560 --> 0:47:13.000
<v Speaker 1>if to imply that you have not yet started your life.

0:47:14.400 --> 0:47:16.680
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, well, I mean I guess they just leave their nest,

0:47:16.719 --> 0:47:20.000
<v Speaker 4>you know, like they move out of their parents. I

0:47:20.040 --> 0:47:21.680
<v Speaker 4>don't know. I feel like that's like a huge step

0:47:21.719 --> 0:47:24.080
<v Speaker 4>for people and I just haven't concept step. And it's

0:47:25.040 --> 0:47:26.200
<v Speaker 4>it's a little frustrating, you know.

0:47:26.440 --> 0:47:28.640
<v Speaker 1>Soa man, are you growing a bunch of weed in

0:47:28.640 --> 0:47:29.560
<v Speaker 1>your mom's basement?

0:47:32.080 --> 0:47:32.120
<v Speaker 3>No?

0:47:32.400 --> 0:47:34.480
<v Speaker 4>Well yeah, yeah, I mean in my garage?

0:47:34.560 --> 0:47:38.279
<v Speaker 1>Yeah said you said no, And then you're like, well.

0:47:38.320 --> 0:47:39.880
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, well exactly.

0:47:39.920 --> 0:47:41.000
<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

0:47:41.040 --> 0:47:43.000
<v Speaker 1>Does she know that you're growing weed in the house?

0:47:43.880 --> 0:47:46.680
<v Speaker 4>Oh yeah, definitely, Yeah, she's she's cool with it. I mean,

0:47:47.800 --> 0:47:49.719
<v Speaker 4>my family is like pretty cool like the stuff that

0:47:49.760 --> 0:47:53.200
<v Speaker 4>I'm into, and pretty supportive about it and all that.

0:47:53.239 --> 0:47:55.080
<v Speaker 4>I mean, she doesn't really care, and like she doesn't

0:47:55.120 --> 0:47:55.960
<v Speaker 4>like ask about it.

0:47:56.640 --> 0:47:56.799
<v Speaker 2>You know.

0:47:56.800 --> 0:47:58.520
<v Speaker 4>I'll tell her like, oh, like I'm doing this and

0:47:59.160 --> 0:48:01.480
<v Speaker 4>this is what my parts looking like and stuff like that,

0:48:01.520 --> 0:48:03.319
<v Speaker 4>and she's like, yeah, that's cool and that's it.

0:48:05.960 --> 0:48:06.480
<v Speaker 3>Mm hmmm.

0:48:09.520 --> 0:48:10.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't know. I don't know.

0:48:10.600 --> 0:48:10.799
<v Speaker 3>Man.

0:48:10.840 --> 0:48:13.919
<v Speaker 1>I'm starting to feel, Oh, there's a cockroach. I gotta

0:48:13.920 --> 0:48:15.600
<v Speaker 1>get rid of this cockroach. Give me hold on, We'll

0:48:15.640 --> 0:48:17.879
<v Speaker 1>cut this, Brandon will cut this part out.

0:48:18.800 --> 0:48:20.759
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I take your time and get that ship out

0:48:20.760 --> 0:48:26.000
<v Speaker 4>of there. I'm actually dealing with a bug problem right now. Yeah,

0:48:26.040 --> 0:48:27.160
<v Speaker 4>do you got the ship out of there?

0:48:27.560 --> 0:48:32.120
<v Speaker 1>Oh? God? Should I give this fucking Airbnb a betterview?

0:48:32.120 --> 0:48:32.640
<v Speaker 1>This is gross?

0:48:32.719 --> 0:48:33.200
<v Speaker 3>Dude? What am I.

0:48:33.200 --> 0:48:39.040
<v Speaker 4>Gonna like dude. Oh dude, if there's any kind of pest,

0:48:39.080 --> 0:48:39.920
<v Speaker 4>give a bad review.

0:48:40.440 --> 0:48:41.200
<v Speaker 2>It was a big.

0:48:42.960 --> 0:48:43.120
<v Speaker 3>Well.

0:48:43.120 --> 0:48:45.120
<v Speaker 1>Now it's going outs out of my eyesight. Oh I

0:48:45.200 --> 0:48:48.799
<v Speaker 1>know it's in the corner, right, it's it's feeding, crawling up.

0:48:50.440 --> 0:48:51.719
<v Speaker 1>Brandon will cut all this out?

0:48:51.840 --> 0:48:52.200
<v Speaker 3>All right?

0:48:52.200 --> 0:48:58.040
<v Speaker 4>Hold on, step on it, get actually eat it.

0:48:58.480 --> 0:49:00.800
<v Speaker 1>I am a lizard. I wish I had like wizard powers.

0:49:00.800 --> 0:49:04.040
<v Speaker 1>But oh god, I don't even really I don't want

0:49:04.040 --> 0:49:06.120
<v Speaker 1>to kill it. I just want to Oh did it

0:49:06.239 --> 0:49:08.759
<v Speaker 1>just flap? Cockroach? Just have fun? Do cockroach? Just have

0:49:08.840 --> 0:49:09.879
<v Speaker 1>fucking wings?

0:49:10.360 --> 0:49:12.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, bro, that will fly at your face.

0:49:12.080 --> 0:49:14.279
<v Speaker 2>Mana cockroach just fly?

0:49:15.080 --> 0:49:15.239
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:49:15.280 --> 0:49:19.879
<v Speaker 1>Fuck this? Fuck this all right, dude, fuck this all right?

0:49:19.880 --> 0:49:23.360
<v Speaker 1>Hold on, all right, I'm where where is it? It's

0:49:23.440 --> 0:49:24.840
<v Speaker 1>crawling under the blue screen.

0:49:26.000 --> 0:49:27.600
<v Speaker 4>Oh no, bro, all.

0:49:27.600 --> 0:49:30.560
<v Speaker 1>Right, where's my breath? I need the paper cowels? Oh god?

0:49:30.760 --> 0:49:32.600
<v Speaker 1>Oh now it's crawling up. It's like you'll be able

0:49:32.640 --> 0:49:35.600
<v Speaker 1>to see it in a second. How do I I'm afraid?

0:49:35.960 --> 0:49:36.319
<v Speaker 3>All right?

0:49:36.400 --> 0:49:37.000
<v Speaker 1>Should I just.

0:49:38.560 --> 0:49:39.200
<v Speaker 3>You can get it?

0:49:39.320 --> 0:49:42.080
<v Speaker 1>All right? Hold on, let me just I need to

0:49:43.440 --> 0:49:46.040
<v Speaker 1>give me a minute. Maybe I'll use the mic stands.

0:49:49.760 --> 0:49:52.120
<v Speaker 4>Uh, it knows it can toe?

0:49:52.760 --> 0:49:55.040
<v Speaker 1>Oh oh damn it. Hold on, did you hear that?

0:49:56.280 --> 0:49:58.480
<v Speaker 1>All right? Now it's running, it's it's okay, it knows,

0:49:58.960 --> 0:50:00.080
<v Speaker 1>it knows. I'm out for it.

0:50:00.880 --> 0:50:02.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, let it suck off, dude, suck that.

0:50:05.760 --> 0:50:09.200
<v Speaker 1>I don't want to damage the MIC's it's hiding now.

0:50:09.200 --> 0:50:10.160
<v Speaker 1>It's in this corner.

0:50:11.000 --> 0:50:13.320
<v Speaker 3>You have, like a book or something, you know, I

0:50:13.520 --> 0:50:13.759
<v Speaker 3>use this.

0:50:13.880 --> 0:50:16.160
<v Speaker 1>I gotta fucking yeah, maybe I will use it. But

0:50:16.200 --> 0:50:18.520
<v Speaker 1>that's a good idea. Let me get a I got

0:50:18.560 --> 0:50:20.880
<v Speaker 1>something you have you and just squash it. Dude, hold on,

0:50:22.320 --> 0:50:26.799
<v Speaker 1>let me get a I don't even know where it

0:50:26.840 --> 0:50:29.760
<v Speaker 1>is now. Now it's all still hiding in the corner.

0:50:30.719 --> 0:50:32.520
<v Speaker 1>Damn it. Now I'm gonna be sleeping and a fucking

0:50:32.560 --> 0:50:37.520
<v Speaker 1>cockroach is gonna jump up. God, that spoked me. That

0:50:37.560 --> 0:50:41.879
<v Speaker 1>spooked me a lot. I'm spooked. I'm down there, man,

0:50:42.440 --> 0:50:44.279
<v Speaker 1>hold on, I gotta I gotta take care of this

0:50:44.360 --> 0:50:47.440
<v Speaker 1>fucking thing. Yeah, take care of Oh crap. Now it's

0:50:47.520 --> 0:50:49.560
<v Speaker 1>under my bed now, Oh god.

0:50:49.600 --> 0:50:52.600
<v Speaker 4>No, dude, no, not your bed.

0:50:53.239 --> 0:50:54.879
<v Speaker 1>What am I gonna do? I don't know. I'm gonna

0:50:54.880 --> 0:50:55.560
<v Speaker 1>sleep it tonight.

0:50:57.560 --> 0:51:00.160
<v Speaker 4>Well, can you trap it in anyway or is ithing

0:51:00.200 --> 0:51:01.399
<v Speaker 4>around you that you can get it with?

0:51:01.800 --> 0:51:03.520
<v Speaker 1>Damn it I'm gonna wake up in the middle of

0:51:03.600 --> 0:51:05.759
<v Speaker 1>the night and there's gonna be a big cockroach on me.

0:51:06.840 --> 0:51:09.320
<v Speaker 4>You have like a cup tapping a cup, just like

0:51:09.440 --> 0:51:10.640
<v Speaker 4>put it put a cup.

0:51:10.760 --> 0:51:12.480
<v Speaker 1>I could. I tried, well, I tried to get it

0:51:12.520 --> 0:51:15.680
<v Speaker 1>with the mic stand but Brandon, we'll cut all this out.

0:51:15.880 --> 0:51:18.560
<v Speaker 1>But well, should I leave it in? Should I just

0:51:18.640 --> 0:51:19.319
<v Speaker 1>leave all this in?

0:51:20.239 --> 0:51:20.439
<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

0:51:20.440 --> 0:51:22.120
<v Speaker 4>I leave it in, dude. Yeah, it's a good It's

0:51:22.120 --> 0:51:23.719
<v Speaker 4>a good way to I don't know.

0:51:24.480 --> 0:51:26.160
<v Speaker 1>I feel like if I were in my car and

0:51:26.320 --> 0:51:29.640
<v Speaker 1>I was listening to a podcast and the host I

0:51:29.800 --> 0:51:33.799
<v Speaker 1>just started talking about a cockroach that he's trying to kill,

0:51:33.840 --> 0:51:34.839
<v Speaker 1>I'd be like, what the fuck.

0:51:35.960 --> 0:51:38.480
<v Speaker 4>That's the real moment into it, you know. I guess so,

0:51:39.960 --> 0:51:42.239
<v Speaker 4>you know, like real life kind of struggle situation in

0:51:42.280 --> 0:51:45.680
<v Speaker 4>the moment. Yeah, you're handling it pretty well, I'd say.

0:51:45.719 --> 0:51:47.680
<v Speaker 4>I mean, you're trying to get rid of the problem.

0:51:48.800 --> 0:51:50.520
<v Speaker 1>I don't know where if this fucking thing is now

0:51:50.520 --> 0:51:54.799
<v Speaker 1>and I don't want to hold on. Oh this is

0:51:54.800 --> 0:51:55.880
<v Speaker 1>so gross, man.

0:51:56.880 --> 0:52:00.879
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I do that. That is pretty gross. I bet

0:52:00.880 --> 0:52:04.080
<v Speaker 4>I deal. It was a lot of contro and it sucks.

0:52:04.920 --> 0:52:06.279
<v Speaker 1>Where do you where do you work? That you were

0:52:06.320 --> 0:52:10.839
<v Speaker 1>dealing with cockroaches. I don't even remember. Honestly, I'm gonna

0:52:10.840 --> 0:52:14.080
<v Speaker 1>be sorry. I don't even remember what the hell we

0:52:14.080 --> 0:52:16.080
<v Speaker 1>were talking about before any of this happened.

0:52:17.000 --> 0:52:19.400
<v Speaker 4>We're just talking about growing weed, bro, and.

0:52:21.200 --> 0:52:24.920
<v Speaker 1>All right, hold on state Okay, do try to remember

0:52:24.920 --> 0:52:27.200
<v Speaker 1>what we were talking about, because I'm gonna probably cut

0:52:27.200 --> 0:52:30.759
<v Speaker 1>this out. And fucking yeah, I got you, I got you.

0:52:31.200 --> 0:52:33.920
<v Speaker 1>I wanna. I want to continue our conversation because it

0:52:33.960 --> 0:52:39.120
<v Speaker 1>was a good I found it back now back. Oh

0:52:39.160 --> 0:52:40.439
<v Speaker 1>my god, it's all the ship.

0:52:40.920 --> 0:52:42.279
<v Speaker 4>Get it, get it, get it, get it.

0:52:42.360 --> 0:52:44.480
<v Speaker 1>Holy ship, dude.

0:52:44.600 --> 0:52:47.799
<v Speaker 4>How big is it like the size of your hand

0:52:47.880 --> 0:52:48.799
<v Speaker 4>or like I.

0:52:48.800 --> 0:52:51.560
<v Speaker 1>Just fucking got this ship. Oh my god, let's go

0:52:51.640 --> 0:52:53.759
<v Speaker 1>get that. Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.

0:52:56.080 --> 0:53:01.040
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I get it. Whack him, take him back?

0:53:03.520 --> 0:53:04.439
<v Speaker 1>Oh crap, but run away?

0:53:06.360 --> 0:53:06.840
<v Speaker 3>Did you get it?

0:53:07.040 --> 0:53:11.960
<v Speaker 1>Hold it ran away? Fuck dude, No, I stopped the

0:53:12.040 --> 0:53:14.359
<v Speaker 1>fuck out of it and it dude, I got it

0:53:14.360 --> 0:53:16.120
<v Speaker 1>as something funk out of it and then it ran away.

0:53:16.160 --> 0:53:19.880
<v Speaker 4>Hold on, just like, put a lot of pressure on it,

0:53:20.040 --> 0:53:21.439
<v Speaker 4>just like put your body weight on it.

0:53:22.200 --> 0:53:22.839
<v Speaker 1>Oh I see it.

0:53:22.840 --> 0:53:23.359
<v Speaker 3>Hold on.

0:53:26.520 --> 0:53:28.520
<v Speaker 4>Yeah. If you don't, if you stomp on it, it's

0:53:28.520 --> 0:53:29.840
<v Speaker 4>not gonna You're not gonna.

0:53:29.640 --> 0:53:30.000
<v Speaker 3>Kill that shit.

0:53:30.120 --> 0:53:32.600
<v Speaker 4>They're like indestructively. You got to like put weight on it.

0:53:35.120 --> 0:53:35.279
<v Speaker 3>I was.

0:53:35.320 --> 0:53:36.680
<v Speaker 4>I was saying, I try to get a book or

0:53:36.680 --> 0:53:38.760
<v Speaker 4>something and throw it in and all explode or something.

0:53:38.760 --> 0:53:56.200
<v Speaker 4>I don't know. Do you get it, bro, I'm concerned? Now,

0:53:57.560 --> 0:53:57.880
<v Speaker 4>all right?

0:53:57.920 --> 0:54:01.600
<v Speaker 1>I think I all right, I trapped it, trapped it,

0:54:01.640 --> 0:54:03.359
<v Speaker 1>and now I'm just I'm trapped it and now I'm

0:54:03.360 --> 0:54:08.000
<v Speaker 1>just gonna I'm just gonna. Dude, how long were we

0:54:08.040 --> 0:54:08.560
<v Speaker 1>doing that for?

0:54:09.960 --> 0:54:11.560
<v Speaker 4>I don't know, man, but I mean at least you

0:54:11.640 --> 0:54:13.960
<v Speaker 4>got it, That's what I was. Just concerned that you're

0:54:13.960 --> 0:54:16.239
<v Speaker 4>gonna be trapped with a cockroach and an airbnb.

0:54:16.360 --> 0:54:16.560
<v Speaker 3>Dude.

0:54:16.560 --> 0:54:17.360
<v Speaker 4>That would have sucked.

0:54:18.920 --> 0:54:20.640
<v Speaker 1>Should we leave this in? I feel like this was

0:54:21.800 --> 0:54:24.239
<v Speaker 1>this wasn't good. I don't think this is good. But

0:54:24.280 --> 0:54:26.760
<v Speaker 1>this is not a good podcast, right.

0:54:26.640 --> 0:54:29.080
<v Speaker 4>No, dude, No, dude, it's good. It's good. It's good.

0:54:29.280 --> 0:54:30.359
<v Speaker 4>All your podcasts are good.

0:54:30.360 --> 0:54:30.480
<v Speaker 3>Bro.

0:54:30.560 --> 0:54:32.400
<v Speaker 4>I listened to you I work like almost all the time.

0:54:35.000 --> 0:54:36.879
<v Speaker 1>Dude, What the fuck were we talking? It was good?

0:54:37.000 --> 0:54:39.080
<v Speaker 1>That was what the fuck were we talking about?

0:54:40.000 --> 0:54:42.959
<v Speaker 4>We're just talking about weed farming, bro. I was telling

0:54:43.000 --> 0:54:46.439
<v Speaker 4>you how I worked at a weed farm. And yeah,

0:54:46.520 --> 0:54:48.080
<v Speaker 4>I mean how I worked at a weed farm and

0:54:48.120 --> 0:54:50.640
<v Speaker 4>I just got a lot of like kind of like opportunities,

0:54:50.680 --> 0:54:52.880
<v Speaker 4>I guess, and like avenues to go through with it

0:54:52.880 --> 0:54:54.920
<v Speaker 4>in terms of like, you know, going rogue and like

0:54:55.520 --> 0:54:58.759
<v Speaker 4>kind of starting my own business and whatever. I guess.

0:55:00.000 --> 0:55:03.640
<v Speaker 1>All right, fuck it, we'll leave it in. We're gonna

0:55:03.719 --> 0:55:08.360
<v Speaker 1>leave it in. If this makes the podcast, you should

0:55:08.400 --> 0:55:10.120
<v Speaker 1>leave this in and just have the video be looking

0:55:10.200 --> 0:55:11.920
<v Speaker 1>all right, well, all right, you screw it. Well, we're

0:55:11.920 --> 0:55:13.319
<v Speaker 1>gonna leave it in. This is part of you and

0:55:13.360 --> 0:55:18.800
<v Speaker 1>me's connection together as part of this call. I'm so dude,

0:55:18.840 --> 0:55:23.399
<v Speaker 1>I forgot about all of life before this. I don't

0:55:23.440 --> 0:55:28.400
<v Speaker 1>even know what the fuck I was talking to you about.

0:55:28.520 --> 0:55:30.680
<v Speaker 1>Before you were talking Oh, yes, living with your mom

0:55:30.840 --> 0:55:36.240
<v Speaker 1>and I'm uh growing weed and yes, yeah stuff.

0:55:37.360 --> 0:55:39.160
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, that's pretty much on part with what we were

0:55:39.239 --> 0:55:39.840
<v Speaker 4>talking about.

0:55:40.320 --> 0:55:40.759
<v Speaker 1>All right.

0:55:42.040 --> 0:55:43.080
<v Speaker 4>You ask me where I works?

0:55:43.880 --> 0:55:45.200
<v Speaker 1>Oh yeah, where do you work? Where do you work?

0:55:45.200 --> 0:55:45.279
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:55:45.520 --> 0:55:46.640
<v Speaker 1>You work at a farm.

0:55:47.360 --> 0:55:47.480
<v Speaker 3>Oh?

0:55:47.600 --> 0:55:49.680
<v Speaker 1>You said you had you have commitment issues and you

0:55:49.719 --> 0:55:55.279
<v Speaker 1>were doing too much do many different things. But I

0:55:55.320 --> 0:55:57.719
<v Speaker 1>think that's good. I think you're I think you're on

0:55:57.760 --> 0:56:01.200
<v Speaker 1>a good track here, my friends, I really do believe that.

0:56:01.480 --> 0:56:05.440
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, I just feel like sometimes I wish I

0:56:05.440 --> 0:56:09.279
<v Speaker 4>could just I don't know, man, just like sit down

0:56:09.320 --> 0:56:11.279
<v Speaker 4>and like really just like figure out, like what the

0:56:11.320 --> 0:56:14.360
<v Speaker 4>fuck I really want to do it, because, like you know,

0:56:14.400 --> 0:56:17.520
<v Speaker 4>growing weed is like fucking fun and I love it. Man,

0:56:17.600 --> 0:56:19.759
<v Speaker 4>It's it's awesome, you know. It's it's just like I

0:56:19.840 --> 0:56:21.759
<v Speaker 4>like to spend time with plans like to grow and

0:56:21.800 --> 0:56:24.640
<v Speaker 4>then take care of him and bring things to life.

0:56:24.640 --> 0:56:24.799
<v Speaker 1>You know.

0:56:24.840 --> 0:56:26.840
<v Speaker 4>I think that's just it's really cool for me to

0:56:26.880 --> 0:56:30.000
<v Speaker 4>experience that, And you know, I do like a lot

0:56:30.000 --> 0:56:33.000
<v Speaker 4>of like other artsy stuff, but I don't know, I

0:56:33.040 --> 0:56:34.680
<v Speaker 4>get insecure about it and I kind of just like

0:56:34.719 --> 0:56:36.560
<v Speaker 4>put it down and when I get stressed out, I

0:56:36.640 --> 0:56:39.120
<v Speaker 4>kind of just go back to gardening, and it just

0:56:39.160 --> 0:56:42.080
<v Speaker 4>brings me back to like who I really feel like

0:56:42.120 --> 0:56:45.080
<v Speaker 4>I am. I guess if that makes sense.

0:56:47.239 --> 0:56:50.520
<v Speaker 1>Yeah, you know, I think you sound like a very

0:56:50.640 --> 0:56:52.279
<v Speaker 1>multi faceted man.

0:56:54.560 --> 0:56:56.239
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, a bit, I guess. I mean I know how

0:56:56.280 --> 0:56:59.239
<v Speaker 4>to do a good amount of things, like a jack

0:56:59.280 --> 0:57:01.440
<v Speaker 4>of all trades master none kind of deal.

0:57:01.400 --> 0:57:03.400
<v Speaker 1>Right right. I don't think that's a bad I think

0:57:03.440 --> 0:57:05.480
<v Speaker 1>it's good to be a renaissance man. Though I know

0:57:05.560 --> 0:57:13.960
<v Speaker 1>you're you're bringing it in as some kind of new like, uh,

0:57:15.320 --> 0:57:16.919
<v Speaker 1>you're bringing in some kind of like a bad thing,

0:57:17.000 --> 0:57:20.200
<v Speaker 1>but you you can't commit to anything. But I think

0:57:20.240 --> 0:57:22.160
<v Speaker 1>it's good. I mean, you're you, You really only have

0:57:22.320 --> 0:57:25.880
<v Speaker 1>such a finite amount of time to live, you might

0:57:25.920 --> 0:57:28.440
<v Speaker 1>as well do all kinds of different stuff.

0:57:29.960 --> 0:57:32.720
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, I think so too. I mean, I think people

0:57:32.720 --> 0:57:34.760
<v Speaker 4>should just be interested in a lot of different things

0:57:34.760 --> 0:57:37.840
<v Speaker 4>and not really like I don't know, I guess only

0:57:37.880 --> 0:57:40.080
<v Speaker 4>just be settled with one thing and just leave it

0:57:40.120 --> 0:57:42.880
<v Speaker 4>at that. I think people should always try to learn

0:57:42.920 --> 0:57:44.880
<v Speaker 4>and just like be interested in other stuff. Like I mean,

0:57:44.920 --> 0:57:46.920
<v Speaker 4>I just learned how to do like growing weed at

0:57:47.080 --> 0:57:48.640
<v Speaker 4>on a whim bro, Like I just threw a seat

0:57:48.680 --> 0:57:52.160
<v Speaker 4>in a pot and fucking invested like money and a

0:57:52.160 --> 0:57:54.160
<v Speaker 4>lot of time into it. And you know, here I am,

0:57:54.280 --> 0:57:57.040
<v Speaker 4>like three years later with like a pretty pretty good

0:57:57.120 --> 0:58:00.240
<v Speaker 4>like method of like growing weed and shit. And it's

0:58:00.240 --> 0:58:02.800
<v Speaker 4>been fun. Man, It's it's been a really cool journey.

0:58:02.800 --> 0:58:06.520
<v Speaker 4>And I just don't know where it's gonna take me.

0:58:06.680 --> 0:58:06.840
<v Speaker 3>You know.

0:58:06.920 --> 0:58:08.920
<v Speaker 4>It's like I'm spending all this time and money, and

0:58:09.640 --> 0:58:12.040
<v Speaker 4>I spend a lot of money on this, like certification

0:58:12.160 --> 0:58:14.320
<v Speaker 4>and stuff, and I spent a lot of money on

0:58:14.360 --> 0:58:18.320
<v Speaker 4>my own growing supplies, and it's just like, god damn, like,

0:58:18.440 --> 0:58:20.560
<v Speaker 4>what is this really going to do for me besides

0:58:20.680 --> 0:58:22.880
<v Speaker 4>just the fact that it brings me a happiness?

0:58:23.280 --> 0:58:26.320
<v Speaker 1>But dude, dude, you're what are you fucking talking to?

0:58:26.440 --> 0:58:28.600
<v Speaker 1>What do you actually hear the words that just came

0:58:28.640 --> 0:58:29.600
<v Speaker 1>out of your fucking mouth.

0:58:30.280 --> 0:58:31.880
<v Speaker 4>I know that's what I'm saying, Like it's.

0:58:31.800 --> 0:58:33.760
<v Speaker 1>You said, what is this actually gonna do for me?

0:58:33.840 --> 0:58:37.120
<v Speaker 1>Except bring me joy and happiness?

0:58:37.840 --> 0:58:40.080
<v Speaker 4>Well? I guess when I when I say that, like,

0:58:40.120 --> 0:58:43.680
<v Speaker 4>I mean, like, I don't know, bro, people are just

0:58:44.520 --> 0:58:46.240
<v Speaker 4>maybe not people. Maybe it's just me that I'm just

0:58:46.280 --> 0:58:48.160
<v Speaker 4>so focused on like trying to get a career already,

0:58:48.240 --> 0:58:52.640
<v Speaker 4>you know, and like really think down into that and

0:58:52.720 --> 0:58:54.040
<v Speaker 4>just I don't know, be a normal person.

0:58:54.240 --> 0:58:57.400
<v Speaker 1>Yeah. But here's the thing though, right, it's like, uh,

0:58:57.920 --> 0:59:01.000
<v Speaker 1>you know, money, I I don't know, it's helpful for

0:59:01.040 --> 0:59:02.880
<v Speaker 1>a lot of fucking things. I feel like you. I

0:59:02.880 --> 0:59:05.920
<v Speaker 1>feel like you, like you strive for money so that

0:59:06.000 --> 0:59:10.440
<v Speaker 1>you can, you know, relax and be happy. But if

0:59:10.480 --> 0:59:14.760
<v Speaker 1>you can relax and be happy without any money, you're

0:59:14.840 --> 0:59:17.160
<v Speaker 1>kind of fucking golden dude, I don't know. I'm very

0:59:17.200 --> 0:59:19.280
<v Speaker 1>like I'm I'm honestly i'm jealous of you when I

0:59:19.280 --> 0:59:22.400
<v Speaker 1>hear that. You're like, you wake up every day and

0:59:22.440 --> 0:59:25.520
<v Speaker 1>you're you know, you're chilling, and I can hear it

0:59:25.520 --> 0:59:27.320
<v Speaker 1>in your voice. You could, and I could hear it

0:59:27.360 --> 0:59:29.840
<v Speaker 1>when you were when we were talking about the cockroach.

0:59:29.920 --> 0:59:32.600
<v Speaker 1>You you you're in a good mood. You know, you're

0:59:32.640 --> 0:59:37.240
<v Speaker 1>not groveling at the fucking streets every day, right, And

0:59:37.240 --> 0:59:38.320
<v Speaker 1>that's a that's a blessing.

0:59:39.920 --> 0:59:41.480
<v Speaker 4>Yeah, And I guess that's how I used to kind

0:59:41.480 --> 0:59:43.440
<v Speaker 4>of feel when I was in college and like making

0:59:43.520 --> 0:59:46.600
<v Speaker 4>art and ship and it's like I think that kind

0:59:46.600 --> 0:59:49.640
<v Speaker 4>of like way of like going about like making art

0:59:49.720 --> 0:59:51.400
<v Speaker 4>and you know, going to school for it was like

0:59:51.440 --> 0:59:54.640
<v Speaker 4>really fucking paying the ass and just like not really

0:59:54.680 --> 0:59:56.360
<v Speaker 4>all that much fun anymore. I mean, I made a

0:59:56.400 --> 0:59:59.560
<v Speaker 4>lot of cool shit, but there's just like a lot

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<v Speaker 4>of expect behind it. And you know, when I grow weed,

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<v Speaker 4>it's like I already know the expectation and I already

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<v Speaker 4>know what I want.

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<v Speaker 1>Give me what's your weed? Instagram? I want to promote

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<v Speaker 1>you because you helped me. You you talked me through I

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<v Speaker 1>think if you weren't there when I was fighting that roach.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I would have been. I wouldn't have been

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<v Speaker 1>bold enough to trap it. It's still underneath here's the thing,

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<v Speaker 1>my mic stand, right. I tried to hit it. I

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<v Speaker 1>tried to hit it with my fucking mic stand. And

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<v Speaker 1>what I did was I hit I hit it with

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<v Speaker 1>the mike stand, and I thought I got it, but

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<v Speaker 1>I didn't realize that the mic stand it's not. The

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<v Speaker 1>base isn't flat. The base is a flat the bass concave.

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<v Speaker 1>So I didn't hit it. I just trapped it.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, you could have just trapped it then, damn.

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<v Speaker 1>But then if it's it's sitting there, it's sitting under

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<v Speaker 1>my mic stand in the other room, it's trapped.

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<v Speaker 4>Wait, so what's the what's the current situation of the road?

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<v Speaker 2>Is it?

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<v Speaker 3>Is it in something?

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<v Speaker 1>Is it like it's trapped? I can't bring the microphone

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<v Speaker 1>all the way over there. It's trapped underneath? I hope

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<v Speaker 1>it is. If I lift up that MIC's stands and

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<v Speaker 1>there's no bug underneath it, I'm going to be freaked out.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna be like, where the fuck is this thing?

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<v Speaker 4>Get it though, Yeah, when you're ready to get it.

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<v Speaker 4>You just got to be in Gomo and you really

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<v Speaker 4>got to kill that thing, like get something like super heavy.

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<v Speaker 4>I don't know what you have around you, but the

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<v Speaker 4>heaviest thing that you can find, just get it. And

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<v Speaker 4>once you open that MIC's in, bro, just fucking squash it.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm about to mash up with this TV all right, Well, Josh,

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<v Speaker 1>I really do feel like we got to know each

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<v Speaker 1>other pretty well over the course of these these twenty minutes,

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<v Speaker 1>and I'm rooting for you, man. I think, uh, I

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<v Speaker 1>think you're doing great. I really do. Of all the

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<v Speaker 1>people from from from experience, from my personal experience being

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<v Speaker 1>a human being, and my personal experience talking to several

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<v Speaker 1>different human beings on this show, I think you're doing

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<v Speaker 1>pretty damn good, Josh. So keep your fucking head up.

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<v Speaker 1>And did you already give me the weed Instagram?

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<v Speaker 4>No, Bro, let me check what it is because I

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<v Speaker 4>kind of forgot the name of it, even though I

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<v Speaker 4>go on it like every single day. It's It's the

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<v Speaker 4>Woods z.

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<v Speaker 1>W o O d dot z z Woods.

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, z Woods z w o o d s dot z.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna check it out.

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<v Speaker 4>It's private right now, but I'll make it. Uh, let

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<v Speaker 4>me make it public so you can see what I'm doing. Sorry,

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<v Speaker 4>that will take me like just two seconds.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Josh, is there anything else you want to say

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<v Speaker 1>to the people of the computer before we go actually

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<v Speaker 1>fire here? Let me let me look at let me

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<v Speaker 1>look at that. I'm gonna look at the Instagram real quick. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>I want, I want to I might have I might

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<v Speaker 1>have silly comments. Z wood would.

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<v Speaker 3>Z z.

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<v Speaker 1>Oh z would that's z okay? All right? Uh yeah,

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<v Speaker 1>so you got a bunch of pictures of weed. This

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<v Speaker 1>is cool, This is nice, this is something. Look at you.

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<v Speaker 1>You're an entrepreneur. My friends, you and you have you

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<v Speaker 1>make it. You have a little journal.

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<v Speaker 3>You know what's funny?

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<v Speaker 1>Our if you look at both of our profile if

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<v Speaker 1>you look at both of our profile pictures on Instagram

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<v Speaker 1>from far away, they look very similar. You look at

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<v Speaker 1>the ship. You have a whole blog here. This is cute.

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<v Speaker 4>I like this, thanks man. Yeah. I like trying to

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<v Speaker 4>keep it pretty well documented and like let people know

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<v Speaker 4>what I'm doing, try to like explain like the methods

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<v Speaker 4>and like techniques that I use and all that kind

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<v Speaker 4>of stuff.

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<v Speaker 3>It's really fun.

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<v Speaker 4>It's a it's it's really it's really cool to kind

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<v Speaker 4>of like document in that way, because I mean, I

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<v Speaker 4>don't I'm not really good at writing and stuff. I

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<v Speaker 4>always fucking forget. So I feel like I'm on social

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<v Speaker 4>media enough that it just kind of correlates to be

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<v Speaker 4>the same thing.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, Josh, I might be hitting you up to borrow

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<v Speaker 1>some pesticides.

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<v Speaker 4>Very soon, dude, I have a bug problem right now.

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<v Speaker 4>So I got some good shit. I just spent like

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<v Speaker 4>one hundred and thirty dollars on like a sung aside

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<v Speaker 4>and insecticide to kill these fucking a fits that I

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<v Speaker 4>got in my tent, which is like really kissing me off,

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<v Speaker 4>but it is what it is.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna throw this cuig at a roach for free

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<v Speaker 1>and hopefully that gets the job done. Oh way to

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<v Speaker 1>have a pan, Okay, I'm gonna use the pan.

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<v Speaker 3>There you go?

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<v Speaker 4>Yeah, yeah, use a pan.

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<v Speaker 3>Bro.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, but you just gotta be fat, you know,

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<v Speaker 4>you gotta throw your whole body into it. Really other way.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, I was too busy. I was too busy trying

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<v Speaker 1>to I was well, I was distracted because I was

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<v Speaker 1>talking to you while I was doing it. But now

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<v Speaker 1>I think I'm gonna get it.

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<v Speaker 4>Are you gonna take a break real quick and like

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<v Speaker 4>get it like like on stream.

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<v Speaker 2>No.

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<v Speaker 1>I think I'm gonna finish this phone call and then

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<v Speaker 1>I'm gonna go get it.

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<v Speaker 4>Okay, cool, Yeah, yeah, yeah, do that, dude. You gotta

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<v Speaker 4>kill that thing.

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<v Speaker 3>Man.

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<v Speaker 4>It's like, it's not good to have roaches around you.

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<v Speaker 4>I mean, especially if you're sleeping in the area where

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<v Speaker 4>it's at. Man, I mean, that's just that's pretty dangerous.

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<v Speaker 3>Dude.

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<v Speaker 1>Where are you I they I don't know if it's dangerous.

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that. I mean, it's it's gross, but

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<v Speaker 1>I don't think that the roach can like hurt me.

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<v Speaker 4>They can hurt your feelings with this presence.

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<v Speaker 1>Is there anything else you want to say to the

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<v Speaker 1>people at the computer before we go? Josh?

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<v Speaker 4>Just always learn stuff, Always learned things, and be excited

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<v Speaker 4>for things that that you're never really sure about. And

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<v Speaker 4>smoking shits in a weed and do some shrooms.

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<v Speaker 1>Beautiful, take care of Josh never man. All right, in

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<v Speaker 1>the show notes of this episode, I will let you

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<v Speaker 1>know whether or not I got the roach. I think,

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<v Speaker 1>all right, I'm all right, I'm looking at it right now,

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<v Speaker 1>and it's underneath. Yeah, it's underneath this fucking Mike stand

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<v Speaker 1>and I don't know. I don't know if it's still

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<v Speaker 1>there or not, but we'll get it. Thanks for calling.

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<v Speaker 1>Josh goes on the line, taking your phone calls every night,

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<v Speaker 1>goes to his i's teaching.

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<v Speaker 2>You every line.

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<v Speaker 1>He's not really an expert.