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Speaker 1: Hello, Hey, what's your name?

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Speaker 2: Cowboy Joe?

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Speaker 1: Joe? What's going on? Joe?

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Speaker 2: Oh, you know, celebrated my birthday today or yesterday? And

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Speaker 2: Mi Missouri right now, it's knowing right now?

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Speaker 1: Actually, how old are you turning?

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Speaker 2: Twenty seven? Just turned twenty seven.

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Speaker 1: Twenty seven rock and roll. Well, I called you, you

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Speaker 1: texted me, and you said I'm in the military and

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Speaker 1: BRONI for over ten years.

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Speaker 3: Now.

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Speaker 1: I'm going to assume that when you say bronie, you're

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Speaker 1: not talking about a special ops part of the military

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Speaker 1: that I'm not aware of. You are talking about the

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Speaker 1: the fandom of the My Little Pony universe.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm pretty sure you look like you know, you know,

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Speaker 2: you look like you've been on the internet for a while,

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Speaker 2: so I'm pretty sure you know what a bronie is.

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Speaker 3: Yeah.

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Speaker 1: I thought you were going to say I look like

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Speaker 1: I would be a bronie and I and I'm very

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Speaker 1: curious to hear what would give you that impression. I mean,

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Speaker 1: I do have a fucking neck beard, so I guess Valley.

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Speaker 2: No, I I I'm I'm I don't. I don't got

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Speaker 2: a neck beard or anything like that. I'm just a

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Speaker 2: normal looking dude. But yeah, yeah, I've been in the

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Speaker 2: I've been in the military for about a little actually,

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Speaker 2: just hit seven years last November, and I've been a

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Speaker 2: Bronie for over ten years.

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Speaker 1: I feel like, you know, what's interesting is is that, like,

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Speaker 1: so okay, it's like the Broni subculture it used to be.

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Speaker 1: That used to be and you're well aware of this.

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Speaker 1: It used to be like kind of the butt of

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Speaker 1: the joke on the Internet. And I think culturally, you

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Speaker 1: guys have been replaced by furries because I have not

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Speaker 1: heard a word about Bronie's in a long time, and

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Speaker 1: like now every now everyone's like shits on furries and

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Speaker 1: you got nobody. I like, if you talk to like

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Speaker 1: a like a middle schooler or or even like a

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Speaker 1: high schooler today, they probably wouldn't even know what a

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Speaker 1: bronie is, but they would know what a is.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, a lot of a lot of people like to

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Speaker 2: say Brony's or diet furries, and uh, I don't know,

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Speaker 2: I don't really have any opinion on that. If you

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Speaker 2: want to call us that, I don't know. I don't

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Speaker 2: really care. But yeah, it's uh, it's been a part

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Speaker 2: of my life and I've been hanging on for ten years,

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Speaker 2: so not really. I mean, I'm not passionate about it,

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Speaker 2: but I'm I'm I'm like, it's been a big part

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Speaker 2: of my life and I think it's changed my life.

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Speaker 2: So I fun when I say that.

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Speaker 1: Well, no, I don't think. I don't think it's corny.

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Speaker 1: I think it's I mean, there's my significant fucking super

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Speaker 1: Smash Brothers has been a significant part of my life.

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Speaker 1: So I mean, I I I totally understand how you

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Speaker 1: arrived there, right, I mean, it's a sense of community,

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Speaker 1: it's I'm sure you've been to conventions. I'm sure you've

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Speaker 1: made friends.

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, Yeah, I've been to like a lot of

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Speaker 2: conventions last year, and I plan on going to somewhere

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Speaker 2: this year. For the first time in my life, I've

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Speaker 2: actually had money to go to them, and I've been

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Speaker 2: wanting to go to them for a long ass time.

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Speaker 2: And it's just, yeah, I'm really happy with where I

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Speaker 2: am at right now.

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Speaker 1: Who's your pony, I'm.

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Speaker 2: A I'm a I'm a Fluttershy fan. I was gonna

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Speaker 2: say a different word, but I can't. I can't really

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Speaker 2: say that I here so, but I don't.

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Speaker 1: I don't know what word you're referring to.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, it's it's a different word. I can't it's a

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Speaker 2: it's a naughty word. I'm not allowed to stay on here.

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Speaker 1: But uh yeah, I just so the culture, I mean,

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Speaker 1: be real with me. Are they like, are these guys?

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Speaker 1: Are these guys do they fantasize about fucking the ponies?

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Speaker 4: Uh?

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Speaker 2: Uh, there's you know, people like to say that a lot.

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Speaker 2: I'm not one of them, but I I I keep

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Speaker 2: it more pure. I'm not one of those weirdos that

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Speaker 2: you know a lot of people like to say, oh,

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Speaker 2: Bronie's jerk off to my while they're watching My Little

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Speaker 2: Pony or My Little Pony porn. Yes, there is a

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Speaker 2: whole lot of My Little Pony porn, but you know

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Speaker 2: the most part of it is just people loving and

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Speaker 2: enjoying the community and the show. And you know, there's

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Speaker 2: tons and tons of content on the internet. You know,

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Speaker 2: it's just it's crazy. But uh yeah, it's it's uh.

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Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, I mean, I mean, I you know, you

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Speaker 1: can't pin, you can't put Rule thirty four on my

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Speaker 1: Little Pony. I mean there's we've been watching ads of

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Speaker 1: the Simpsons fucking each other horn Hub forever you know,

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Speaker 1: no of thease. No, no, I mean like people, well, well no,

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Speaker 1: what I'm what I'm saying is like they're every cartoon

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Speaker 1: has swathes of porn of it, so you know, yes, okay, anyway.

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Speaker 5: Yeah, but yeah, the main reason why I wanted to

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Speaker 5: get in contact with you because next year or this

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Speaker 5: year rather, I'm soon going on a deployment and uh,

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Speaker 5: my unit that I'm with, uh, probably one person two

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Speaker 5: maybe maybe three knows that I'm actually knows that I'm

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Speaker 5: a BRONI.

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Speaker 2: And uh, I don't know if I should I have obviously,

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Speaker 2: like I have merch like with me, like I have

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Speaker 2: a few plushes and and uh but I'm I don't

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Speaker 2: know if I should bring that stuff and come out

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Speaker 2: to my quote unquote come out I'm not gay, But

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Speaker 2: I quote unquote.

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Speaker 1: I was about to say this sound this sounds like

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Speaker 1: uh you know the controverty. This is like the don't

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Speaker 1: say pony law.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, I mean, uh, just uh, military guys, just

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Speaker 2: Dix in general, especially my unit. I'm with the military

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Speaker 2: police unit, and they're just they're they're almost like you

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Speaker 2: get people get shipped on infantry and military police is

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Speaker 2: almost like infantry, which like like eighty five percent of

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Speaker 2: them are dicks, And uh, I don't know. If I've

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Speaker 2: been with this unit for my entire career, I don't

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Speaker 3: I don't know.

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Speaker 2: I just wanted to get some advice on that.

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Speaker 1: So you've been I mean, but you say you've been

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Speaker 1: both a in the My Little Pony fandom and uh

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Speaker 1: in the military for ten years. So this is I've

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Speaker 1: been new.

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Speaker 2: I've been a Bernie for over ten years. I've been

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Speaker 2: in the military for I was at Bernie before I became,

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Speaker 1: So, yeah, h is there now? Is there still a

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Speaker 1: branch of the military that rides horses? And if so,

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Speaker 1: can you get transferred there?

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Speaker 2: Cavalry?

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Speaker 3: Uh?

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Speaker 2: You can, but that's that's hardly ever done, Like because.

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Speaker 1: I was gonna say, you know that there's several closet

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Speaker 1: bronies in the cavalry.

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Speaker 2: Straight up? Yeah, I don't know a lot of actually

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Speaker 2: a lot of Berni's are in the Air Force believed

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Speaker 1: Really, what do you what do you think is the

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Speaker 1: what's the ven diagram connection there?

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Speaker 2: I'm not I'm not one hundred percent sure why. A

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Speaker 2: lot of them are like, I don't know, because I

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Speaker 2: don't know. I'm not one hundred percent sure why that is.

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Speaker 2: But it's it's like a lot if you meet a

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Speaker 2: furry or a bronie, there's like i'd say a seventy

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Speaker 2: percent chance that they're in the Air Force.

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Speaker 1: Well, okay, as far as like whether or not to

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Speaker 1: let your people know that you're a brownie, I mean

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Speaker 1: really the question is like, like how integral is this

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Speaker 1: I don't you know, I mean, what what what feels

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Speaker 2: Well, I think part of me saying fuck it and

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Speaker 2: not give a about what anybody thinks, and I kind

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Speaker 2: of stand by that, but there's another part where I

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Speaker 2: plus you know, the show has it's like, I know

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Speaker 2: it's been like it's taking a like a big piece

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Speaker 2: I should say it, but a lot of the stuff

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Speaker 2: I want to be able to implement that and be

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Speaker 2: I'm saying like, it's kind of like it's kind of

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Speaker 2: you like something that's like, say, like what ten or

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Speaker 2: fifteen years ago, if you admitted you're like, oh yeah,

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Speaker 2: I love anime and whatnot in middle school, bro, you'd

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Speaker 2: So it's just it's a it's a it's a it's

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Speaker 2: And I don't know if I should say fuck it

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Speaker 1: Well, well, let me ask you this because just like

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Speaker 1: do you wear my little Plenty merch on it on

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Speaker 1: a daily?

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Speaker 3: Like? No?

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Speaker 2: No, I I mean my my personal room at home.

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Speaker 2: It's decked out with all kinds of uh posters and

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Speaker 2: few things that I've gotten in the past. But uh, like,

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Speaker 2: I don't know. I feel like if I do, if

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Speaker 2: I I swear to God, if I bring like a

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Speaker 2: I'll get like the ship had fun out of me.

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Speaker 2: So that's that's what I mean when I say fuck

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Speaker 2: it and just bring my ship. And if somebody asks me, like,

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Speaker 2: what the hell is that, I'll be like, yo, it's

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Speaker 2: a Twilight Sparkle. It's twiggy man, you've got a problem

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Speaker 2: with it or something, you know.

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Speaker 1: Right right right, right right.

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Speaker 2: So but then I don't want getting my fucking my

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Speaker 2: my made fun of because I don't know. I like

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Speaker 2: my little Tony.

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Speaker 1: So how can I ask old you are.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I yeah, I told you earlier just twenty seven

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Speaker 2: Say okay, well here's the thing.

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Speaker 1: Look I and I don't know because this stuff it's

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Speaker 1: certainly certainly and I want to I want to say this,

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Speaker 1: it's certainly easier said than done. The idea of ye

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Speaker 1: yourself certainly easier said than done. Whether whether me or

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Speaker 1: what's the fuck uh pinky Pinky Pie is a pinky pie.

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Speaker 2: Yeah it is pinky Pie. Nice job.

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Speaker 1: But I said that like I was Look, no, I

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Speaker 1: said that, like it's like I'm gonna pretend like I

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Speaker 1: don't know this pony's name, but I guess I ultimately

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Speaker 2: Yeah, they would be like, dude, that's fucking dope, that's sick.

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Speaker 1: That's that is the Twilight Sparkle, And that's that's the

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Speaker 1: Maybe leave though, maybe don't be strong about those parts.

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Speaker 1: But the other parts I.

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Speaker 1: Take care, Joe. Bye bye, you too, byebye. He lost

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Speaker 1: Who is this?

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Speaker 3: I'm Dan from Sweden?

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Speaker 1: Dan from Sweden. What's going on in Sweden?

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Speaker 3: Ah? Just yeah, just cold? You know, just dark and cold?

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Speaker 1: I went to Sweden for the first time this summer.

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Speaker 1: I went to uh, what's the Stockholm? Yeah I heard

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Speaker 1: The Seven elevens at Sweden? Have they have Chinese food?

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Speaker 3: They have everything here. I don't. I wouldn't eat it myself,

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Speaker 1: You wouldn't eat any seven eleven? Good for you? Sorry

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Speaker 1: What's up?

433
00:23:33,960 --> 00:23:34,120
Speaker 3: Man?

434
00:23:34,160 --> 00:23:35,080
Speaker 1: What'd you want to talk about?

435
00:23:37,040 --> 00:23:37,240
Speaker 2: Yeah?

436
00:23:37,280 --> 00:23:41,440
Speaker 3: I don't know. I've been having some issues lately, and yeah,

437
00:23:41,440 --> 00:23:43,760
Speaker 3: I just wanted some like feedback or something from someone

438
00:23:43,800 --> 00:23:49,200
Speaker 3: that doesn't know me, you know. So like I've seen

439
00:23:49,280 --> 00:23:53,560
Speaker 3: this girl for a while and like we hit it

440
00:23:53,600 --> 00:23:58,879
Speaker 3: off really good. But I'm having issues with myself. You know.

441
00:23:59,080 --> 00:24:03,840
Speaker 3: It's like because I'm like used to being alone, so

442
00:24:05,359 --> 00:24:11,480
Speaker 3: I don't really know what you know. Yeah, you know

443
00:24:12,000 --> 00:24:14,520
Speaker 3: you kind of like get used to being alone and shit.

444
00:24:16,119 --> 00:24:20,120
Speaker 1: Buddy, I I'm I'm the I'm the expert on this

445
00:24:20,200 --> 00:24:24,240
Speaker 1: particular conundrum that you're going through. How old are you?

446
00:24:26,560 --> 00:24:28,360
Speaker 3: I am thirty seven? Actually?

447
00:24:29,000 --> 00:24:32,359
Speaker 1: Mm? Okay, have you spent most of your life alone?

448
00:24:35,160 --> 00:24:35,280
Speaker 4: Uh?

449
00:24:35,600 --> 00:24:38,280
Speaker 3: Not really like off and on and shit, but like

450
00:24:38,359 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 3: the last six years I've been almost completely alone except

451
00:24:42,000 --> 00:24:44,480
Speaker 3: for you know, working shit. So mm hmm.

452
00:24:46,600 --> 00:24:48,640
Speaker 1: Now, have you had a period of time in your

453
00:24:48,640 --> 00:24:50,960
Speaker 1: life that was marked by you know, like a like

454
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:54,320
Speaker 1: a long term relationship where you weren't alone for you know,

455
00:24:54,359 --> 00:24:56,480
Speaker 1: you had a person in the house with you and

456
00:24:56,520 --> 00:24:59,639
Speaker 1: you were seeing other people on a daily basis. Was

457
00:24:59,680 --> 00:25:01,600
Speaker 1: that your life for a time?

458
00:25:03,040 --> 00:25:06,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, like before this period of like the six years

459
00:25:06,280 --> 00:25:09,280
Speaker 3: that have gone past, I've had a really long term

460
00:25:09,320 --> 00:25:13,000
Speaker 3: relationship and that ended quite badly. So it kind of

461
00:25:13,040 --> 00:25:16,720
Speaker 3: fucked me up and made me like not even try

462
00:25:16,720 --> 00:25:20,720
Speaker 3: it because like the dating scene is so fucking toxic nowadays,

463
00:25:20,760 --> 00:25:25,199
Speaker 3: you know, so, so yeah, I just kind of like

464
00:25:25,480 --> 00:25:27,920
Speaker 3: just didn't even try for six years and then all

465
00:25:27,960 --> 00:25:29,119
Speaker 3: of a sudden this fell in my lap.

466
00:25:30,040 --> 00:25:32,119
Speaker 1: Can you tell me why? You don't have to if

467
00:25:32,119 --> 00:25:34,080
Speaker 1: it's not important or you don't want to, But why

468
00:25:34,200 --> 00:25:35,679
Speaker 1: did the last one end badly?

469
00:25:39,000 --> 00:25:39,240
Speaker 2: Well?

470
00:25:39,280 --> 00:25:42,560
Speaker 3: We had a long we were together maybe like six

471
00:25:42,680 --> 00:25:46,760
Speaker 3: or seven years, and everything went well until we like

472
00:25:46,800 --> 00:25:48,919
Speaker 3: moved in and then all of a sudden, she like

473
00:25:49,040 --> 00:25:52,720
Speaker 3: changed everything in the way she lived, so it kind

474
00:25:52,720 --> 00:25:57,200
Speaker 3: of drove us apart. And yeah, that kind of ended

475
00:25:57,200 --> 00:26:01,280
Speaker 3: it all. And we were like not really planning on anything,

476
00:26:01,320 --> 00:26:04,080
Speaker 3: but we were discussing like maybe children and shit, you know,

477
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,359
Speaker 3: and then all of a sudden, deck get dumb in

478
00:26:07,520 --> 00:26:12,040
Speaker 3: my lap, you know. So after that kind of took

479
00:26:12,040 --> 00:26:13,679
Speaker 3: me for a wild ride, so to speak.

480
00:26:14,720 --> 00:26:18,520
Speaker 1: M hm hm And all right. So, I mean you've

481
00:26:18,520 --> 00:26:26,000
Speaker 1: experienced like living with a romantic partner before, you've experienced

482
00:26:26,119 --> 00:26:31,520
Speaker 1: life having a consistent person around you, and you've experienced

483
00:26:31,520 --> 00:26:35,120
Speaker 1: for the past six years being alone. And I mean,

484
00:26:35,119 --> 00:26:39,360
Speaker 1: what are you finding to be the pros and cons

485
00:26:39,359 --> 00:26:39,720
Speaker 1: of each?

486
00:26:40,600 --> 00:26:44,960
Speaker 3: I mean, yeah, yeah, like being alone, there's not really

487
00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:48,560
Speaker 3: many pros so to speak. I mean, the only product

488
00:26:48,560 --> 00:26:50,320
Speaker 3: can think of being alone is like you can do

489
00:26:50,359 --> 00:26:53,920
Speaker 3: whatever you want when you want, right, And that's kind

490
00:26:53,920 --> 00:27:00,200
Speaker 3: of selfish if you really think about it. But yeah,

491
00:27:00,200 --> 00:27:01,800
Speaker 3: I don't know. It's like, as I said, like a

492
00:27:01,880 --> 00:27:05,240
Speaker 3: program myself now like the six years that's passed that

493
00:27:06,320 --> 00:27:08,640
Speaker 3: this is my life, and now all of a sudden,

494
00:27:08,880 --> 00:27:13,280
Speaker 3: someone great comes up and that kind of messes with

495
00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:17,360
Speaker 3: the whole thing, you know. So I'm really trying to

496
00:27:17,400 --> 00:27:21,720
Speaker 3: think about how to change my mentality. But it's really hard,

497
00:27:23,160 --> 00:27:29,320
Speaker 3: especially especially in this age. But you know, it gets

498
00:27:29,359 --> 00:27:34,280
Speaker 3: hard after like six years of programming yourself to be

499
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:35,399
Speaker 3: alone so to speak.

500
00:27:35,560 --> 00:27:37,560
Speaker 1: Yeah, yeah, yeah, totally.

501
00:27:37,600 --> 00:27:37,800
Speaker 3: Man.

502
00:27:39,840 --> 00:27:42,240
Speaker 1: So if you're telling me, and you know, if you're

503
00:27:42,240 --> 00:27:43,960
Speaker 1: telling me the truth and that's how you really feel,

504
00:27:44,080 --> 00:27:47,880
Speaker 1: is that there's truly very little prose to being alone.

505
00:27:48,160 --> 00:27:52,679
Speaker 1: If those are your your honest feelings, then what is

506
00:27:53,440 --> 00:27:58,200
Speaker 1: holding you back from inviting this other person into your life.

507
00:27:59,600 --> 00:28:03,560
Speaker 3: To be hones honest? I think that the biggest issue

508
00:28:03,600 --> 00:28:08,359
Speaker 3: is like like repeating what has been, you know, like

509
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:15,159
Speaker 3: believing what was so to speak. And I don't know

510
00:28:15,200 --> 00:28:18,639
Speaker 3: if I can take that one more time to be honest.

511
00:28:19,480 --> 00:28:22,040
Speaker 1: Like, oh, you're afraid of Oh you're afraid you're afraid

512
00:28:22,080 --> 00:28:26,400
Speaker 1: of this new relationship exploding the way the last one did.

513
00:28:28,320 --> 00:28:34,840
Speaker 3: Yeah basically, and uh yeah yeah basically just that actually

514
00:28:35,520 --> 00:28:38,480
Speaker 3: it's not really something I would like to go down again,

515
00:28:38,640 --> 00:28:39,760
Speaker 3: you know, yeah.

516
00:28:40,560 --> 00:28:46,880
Speaker 1: Yeah, mhmm. That's a valid fear, I get I get it. Well,

517
00:28:46,920 --> 00:28:48,400
Speaker 1: I don't know, man, I mean that's a valid fear.

518
00:28:48,400 --> 00:28:51,320
Speaker 1: But I guess, like, what, what what are your options?

519
00:28:51,400 --> 00:28:51,840
Speaker 3: Right? Like?

520
00:28:51,920 --> 00:28:56,000
Speaker 1: You you can you can kind of either just continue

521
00:28:56,280 --> 00:28:59,320
Speaker 1: going like you're going and be alone for the rest

522
00:28:59,360 --> 00:29:05,000
Speaker 1: of your life, or or take another chance, right, I mean,

523
00:29:05,000 --> 00:29:07,000
Speaker 1: those are really your two options when when you look

524
00:29:07,040 --> 00:29:07,360
Speaker 1: at it.

525
00:29:08,840 --> 00:29:12,400
Speaker 3: I mean both sound like equally valid depending on where

526
00:29:12,440 --> 00:29:17,640
Speaker 3: I'm coming from. Uh, but yeah, of course who wants

527
00:29:17,640 --> 00:29:20,480
Speaker 3: to be alone forever? You know, that's fucking retarded think

528
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:23,000
Speaker 3: about it that way. Excuse me for saying that way,

529
00:29:23,080 --> 00:29:29,120
Speaker 3: but yeah, it's not like healthy to see them both

530
00:29:29,160 --> 00:29:30,200
Speaker 3: as equally valid.

531
00:29:31,160 --> 00:29:34,560
Speaker 1: This is just on that word. I was watching Charlie,

532
00:29:34,600 --> 00:29:38,120
Speaker 1: you know, the movie Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Yeah,

533
00:29:38,800 --> 00:29:41,000
Speaker 1: I was watching No, no, well, yeah, there's the new one.

534
00:29:41,080 --> 00:29:43,560
Speaker 1: But the in in the two thousand and six Charlie

535
00:29:43,560 --> 00:29:46,000
Speaker 1: and the Chocolate Factory, one of the kids says that,

536
00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:48,200
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh, that's a that's kind of

537
00:29:48,200 --> 00:29:54,360
Speaker 1: crazy that was in that movie. Anyway, what the were

538
00:29:54,400 --> 00:29:54,920
Speaker 1: we talking about?

539
00:29:55,000 --> 00:29:56,440
Speaker 3: Actually it is now that you think about it.

540
00:29:56,520 --> 00:30:00,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you know, whatever, if if they said it

541
00:30:00,520 --> 00:30:04,120
Speaker 1: in Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, that means it's fine. No,

542
00:30:04,120 --> 00:30:11,840
Speaker 1: I'm kidding, Okay, you're alone? Why well, tell me about

543
00:30:11,840 --> 00:30:14,000
Speaker 1: this girl, talk about this this person that you're going

544
00:30:14,080 --> 00:30:14,720
Speaker 1: to move in with.

545
00:30:16,080 --> 00:30:19,480
Speaker 3: It's a strange story. I talked to her like ten

546
00:30:19,520 --> 00:30:25,440
Speaker 3: years ago and or maybe more maybe twelve, and we

547
00:30:25,520 --> 00:30:29,360
Speaker 3: kind of hit it off, and she lived like yeah,

548
00:30:29,600 --> 00:30:32,960
Speaker 3: a long way away from me, so to speak. And

549
00:30:34,880 --> 00:30:37,360
Speaker 3: all of a sudden, she just like drops off the map,

550
00:30:38,160 --> 00:30:42,600
Speaker 3: like she disappears, she removes me from everything. And I

551
00:30:42,640 --> 00:30:44,920
Speaker 3: was thinking like, yeah, okay, that's life. Like I'm young,

552
00:30:45,040 --> 00:30:48,640
Speaker 3: fuck it, you know, I'll just meet someone else as

553
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:52,240
Speaker 3: you do. Then all of a sudden, she just pops

554
00:30:52,320 --> 00:30:57,000
Speaker 3: up on Facebook like eight to nine months ago, and

555
00:30:58,240 --> 00:31:00,600
Speaker 3: I didn't even realize it was her until I went

556
00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:03,320
Speaker 3: in and checked, and then I was like, what the fuck?

557
00:31:03,360 --> 00:31:07,640
Speaker 3: So I wrote her a message and apparently like she

558
00:31:07,760 --> 00:31:11,280
Speaker 3: got a boyfriend at that time and that's why she

559
00:31:11,360 --> 00:31:15,160
Speaker 3: dropped off, which I respect, of course, But yeah, we

560
00:31:15,280 --> 00:31:17,000
Speaker 3: just hit it off again, like it was ten years

561
00:31:17,000 --> 00:31:23,960
Speaker 3: ago or twelve or something, and we finally meet and yeah, this.

562
00:31:23,880 --> 00:31:25,600
Speaker 1: Is a person that you had, you had a little

563
00:31:25,640 --> 00:31:28,840
Speaker 1: bit of a thing going on with her earlier in

564
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,600
Speaker 1: your life and then she re pops up and you

565
00:31:30,600 --> 00:31:31,440
Speaker 1: guys reconnect.

566
00:31:32,720 --> 00:31:37,440
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, exactly, So like ten or twelve years has

567
00:31:37,520 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 3: passed before last time I talked to her until now

568
00:31:40,880 --> 00:31:42,000
Speaker 3: we started seeing each other.

569
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:46,840
Speaker 1: Wow, that's that's that's fascinating. And what's it been like lately?

570
00:31:46,880 --> 00:31:49,320
Speaker 1: Have you guys been Like how often you get seen each.

571
00:31:49,200 --> 00:31:55,040
Speaker 3: Other well becauseideringly, she still lives far away. It's like

572
00:31:56,120 --> 00:31:59,960
Speaker 3: once every month or two months or something like that

573
00:32:01,200 --> 00:32:02,600
Speaker 3: because work and stuff.

574
00:32:02,640 --> 00:32:06,080
Speaker 1: You know, so it's still you're still you're it's you're

575
00:32:06,120 --> 00:32:11,640
Speaker 1: still alone kind of because that they're really not you know,

576
00:32:11,720 --> 00:32:12,880
Speaker 1: you guys aren't seeing each other.

577
00:32:12,880 --> 00:32:16,360
Speaker 3: Every day, Yeah, kind of. I mean we talk like

578
00:32:16,720 --> 00:32:21,880
Speaker 3: all the time, literally, like every second we have spare

579
00:32:22,040 --> 00:32:24,920
Speaker 3: we talk to each other. Other than that, yeah, it's

580
00:32:25,000 --> 00:32:32,200
Speaker 3: like I'm still alone physically, and it all depends, like

581
00:32:32,320 --> 00:32:36,960
Speaker 3: we try to plan out vacations weeks and like makes time,

582
00:32:37,000 --> 00:32:38,719
Speaker 3: she's gonna come an I'm gonna go to work, so

583
00:32:38,760 --> 00:32:40,640
Speaker 3: she's gonna be alone for ten hours a day. But

584
00:32:40,720 --> 00:32:44,480
Speaker 3: she's fine with that. So yeah, we just try to

585
00:32:44,560 --> 00:32:48,320
Speaker 3: see each other as much as possible until maybe she

586
00:32:48,520 --> 00:32:50,280
Speaker 3: moves down here, so to speak.

587
00:32:50,760 --> 00:32:52,760
Speaker 1: Okay, so it sounds I mean, it sounds like you're

588
00:32:52,880 --> 00:32:55,640
Speaker 1: you've you're easing into this a little bit. You're not like, hey,

589
00:32:55,720 --> 00:32:58,360
Speaker 1: let's get married and have kids right now and you know,

590
00:32:58,520 --> 00:33:00,560
Speaker 1: just go full speed. It sounds like you're you're your

591
00:33:00,720 --> 00:33:03,040
Speaker 1: I mean, this is a very slow ease, very you

592
00:33:03,160 --> 00:33:05,320
Speaker 1: you're training. Yes, you've been because your problem is you

593
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:09,520
Speaker 1: were you were programmed to this life alone, right, and

594
00:33:09,600 --> 00:33:12,440
Speaker 1: I think to go from being fully fully fully alone

595
00:33:12,480 --> 00:33:17,400
Speaker 1: to now there's a person in my uh face one

596
00:33:17,480 --> 00:33:19,760
Speaker 1: hundred percent of the time, I mean you're gonna hate them.

597
00:33:19,960 --> 00:33:21,960
Speaker 1: So like this is this is a good The way

598
00:33:21,960 --> 00:33:24,920
Speaker 1: you're doing it is like it's a gradual reprogramming.

599
00:33:25,000 --> 00:33:30,800
Speaker 3: It sounds oh yeah, definitely because I've been prone to

600
00:33:30,800 --> 00:33:35,640
Speaker 3: like just throwing myself into relationships before, right, and usually

601
00:33:35,880 --> 00:33:40,720
Speaker 3: they explode right because of that. So like this time

602
00:33:40,880 --> 00:33:43,920
Speaker 3: is like we just take it easy, uh, you know,

603
00:33:44,120 --> 00:33:48,880
Speaker 3: just see where it goes, right, try not to rush things,

604
00:33:49,040 --> 00:33:52,680
Speaker 3: you know, because then usually just end up like yeah, really.

605
00:33:52,440 --> 00:33:56,520
Speaker 1: Bad, right, you know. I'm I don't know, man, I've

606
00:33:56,560 --> 00:34:01,760
Speaker 1: spent it's pretty significant period alone myself, and I'm I'm

607
00:34:01,840 --> 00:34:05,040
Speaker 1: personally also struggling with like the you know, how do

608
00:34:05,080 --> 00:34:09,440
Speaker 1: I invite more human beings into my life? Because I

609
00:34:09,480 --> 00:34:12,200
Speaker 1: really do think I think even medically, I think it's

610
00:34:12,239 --> 00:34:14,360
Speaker 1: like if you ask a doctor whether it's better to

611
00:34:14,400 --> 00:34:17,759
Speaker 1: be alone or with people, they'll tell you it's better

612
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:21,919
Speaker 1: to be with people. So oh yeah, so I don't,

613
00:34:21,960 --> 00:34:23,560
Speaker 1: I don't, I don't know. I mean it sounds like

614
00:34:23,560 --> 00:34:28,200
Speaker 1: you're making the right choice, right and and and you'll

615
00:34:28,239 --> 00:34:32,200
Speaker 1: probably and this is I'm being very hypocritical saying this

616
00:34:32,280 --> 00:34:35,400
Speaker 1: to you, but you will probably feel better. I assume

617
00:34:35,440 --> 00:34:39,799
Speaker 1: if you can get over your programming, right. I mean,

618
00:34:39,840 --> 00:34:41,480
Speaker 1: you would know that better than I would, because you've

619
00:34:41,480 --> 00:34:42,959
Speaker 1: experienced both sides of the coin.

620
00:34:44,520 --> 00:34:47,760
Speaker 3: Yeah, of course, of course. And as you said yourself,

621
00:34:47,800 --> 00:34:51,359
Speaker 3: like it, you do feel better, you know, once you're

622
00:34:51,400 --> 00:34:54,600
Speaker 3: not completely alone, when you have people around you that

623
00:34:54,680 --> 00:34:59,200
Speaker 3: you can trust and rely on, it does make a

624
00:34:59,280 --> 00:35:02,120
Speaker 3: huge difference and how you feel, like I don't have

625
00:35:02,160 --> 00:35:06,000
Speaker 3: problems with like hanging out with people or meeting people

626
00:35:06,080 --> 00:35:10,680
Speaker 3: or talking to people. I'm very social, so it's not

627
00:35:10,800 --> 00:35:16,040
Speaker 3: like I'm alone alone. It's just like I'm not, you know,

628
00:35:16,239 --> 00:35:21,319
Speaker 3: I'm alone from the having someone that loves you in

629
00:35:21,320 --> 00:35:22,200
Speaker 3: that sense, you know.

630
00:35:24,080 --> 00:35:27,520
Speaker 1: And also it's helpful for like not living like shit.

631
00:35:27,760 --> 00:35:29,759
Speaker 1: I mean, because like when you have another part, you

632
00:35:29,800 --> 00:35:32,040
Speaker 1: can't like leave your underwear on the floor and leave

633
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:34,200
Speaker 1: trash all around and all that shit. I mean, you

634
00:35:34,200 --> 00:35:36,960
Speaker 1: don't have that problem because you're Swedish, and I assume

635
00:35:37,000 --> 00:35:40,480
Speaker 1: that your house looks like Ikea. But for you know,

636
00:35:40,520 --> 00:35:43,040
Speaker 1: if you're in America and it doesn't matter. You could

637
00:35:43,080 --> 00:35:46,719
Speaker 1: just it's helpful. It's helpful to have some accountability on

638
00:35:46,760 --> 00:35:47,600
Speaker 1: that front.

639
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:51,080
Speaker 3: Well, let me just say that that it doesn't look

640
00:35:51,120 --> 00:35:54,120
Speaker 3: like Ikia for most people here. I mean I do

641
00:35:54,239 --> 00:35:57,440
Speaker 3: see like where it's coming from. But no, like I

642
00:35:57,480 --> 00:36:01,239
Speaker 3: got my summer wheels right here in front of me.

643
00:36:01,280 --> 00:36:03,600
Speaker 3: It's like I put my feet on them.

644
00:36:03,880 --> 00:36:07,279
Speaker 1: You know what are summer wheels?

645
00:36:08,360 --> 00:36:11,400
Speaker 3: Uh? You know, the the rims with the summer tires

646
00:36:11,400 --> 00:36:13,320
Speaker 3: on them.

647
00:36:13,480 --> 00:36:17,840
Speaker 1: What what are you talking about? Summer? What are summer tires?

648
00:36:18,160 --> 00:36:21,759
Speaker 3: Ah? Yeah, there's like you have tires all around, like

649
00:36:21,840 --> 00:36:24,839
Speaker 3: you can drive any any time of the year in

650
00:36:24,920 --> 00:36:28,360
Speaker 3: Sweden since it gets too cold and snowy?

651
00:36:28,360 --> 00:36:30,760
Speaker 1: Are you all that? Are you talking about a table

652
00:36:30,920 --> 00:36:33,480
Speaker 1: or a car? Because those are two very different objects

653
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:34,680
Speaker 1: that I'm no, I'm.

654
00:36:34,560 --> 00:36:37,160
Speaker 3: Talking about like I got I got the rims for

655
00:36:37,280 --> 00:36:40,520
Speaker 3: my car right on the floor here by my computer.

656
00:36:41,200 --> 00:36:45,080
Speaker 1: Oh oh okay, oh yeah, okay, Yeah that doesn't sound It's.

657
00:36:44,920 --> 00:36:47,239
Speaker 3: Not like I KEI. It's like I got rims here,

658
00:36:47,360 --> 00:36:50,320
Speaker 3: I got you know, I got shipped all over. But yeah,

659
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:54,600
Speaker 3: it's not like I got fifty days worth the food

660
00:36:54,640 --> 00:36:57,680
Speaker 3: packets on the floor or something at least mm hmm.

661
00:36:58,760 --> 00:37:02,640
Speaker 1: You're yeah, you've got uh a Kia hot dog buns

662
00:37:02,880 --> 00:37:05,480
Speaker 1: all over your room.

663
00:37:05,600 --> 00:37:08,279
Speaker 3: I could have, Yeah, I could have. It's not impossible.

664
00:37:09,360 --> 00:37:11,759
Speaker 1: You should try the seven eleven Chinese food. It actually is.

665
00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:14,080
Speaker 1: I don't know if it's Chinese food. It's like so

666
00:37:14,440 --> 00:37:17,920
Speaker 1: they have like a noodle bar there. It's good.

667
00:37:19,239 --> 00:37:23,640
Speaker 3: Kind of like this is like very decisive and people

668
00:37:23,719 --> 00:37:27,560
Speaker 3: hate me for it, but like I'm gluten not like

669
00:37:27,719 --> 00:37:29,680
Speaker 3: I chose to beat it, you know, but.

670
00:37:30,440 --> 00:37:36,279
Speaker 1: Wait, wait, you're getting you're gluten free, gluten intolerant. Oh

671
00:37:36,320 --> 00:37:38,120
Speaker 1: all right, well then don't go anywhere near the seven

672
00:37:38,160 --> 00:37:40,800
Speaker 1: eleven and you'll combust upon entrance.

673
00:37:41,440 --> 00:37:44,919
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'd probably explode just by going in there and

674
00:37:45,080 --> 00:37:45,560
Speaker 3: smelling it.

675
00:37:46,440 --> 00:37:48,279
Speaker 1: M hmm. I was because I was going to say

676
00:37:48,320 --> 00:37:51,920
Speaker 1: that trying the seven eleven Chinese Food is is probably

677
00:37:51,920 --> 00:37:56,759
Speaker 1: the you know, that's a that's a single, lonely man activity,

678
00:37:56,800 --> 00:37:58,920
Speaker 1: and so you know the time is hopefully running out

679
00:37:59,000 --> 00:38:02,520
Speaker 1: on that. But anyway, yeah.

680
00:38:02,360 --> 00:38:05,959
Speaker 3: I know, I know you've talked about like that seven

681
00:38:06,040 --> 00:38:07,879
Speaker 3: eleven experience you had with.

682
00:38:09,160 --> 00:38:11,080
Speaker 1: Yeah, anytime I look at anytime I look at the

683
00:38:11,080 --> 00:38:14,319
Speaker 1: phone ringing, and I see like a plus six, like

684
00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:16,279
Speaker 1: I see it's a foreign area code. I'm like, oh,

685
00:38:16,280 --> 00:38:18,919
Speaker 1: hell yeah, I can talk to this person about four

686
00:38:18,960 --> 00:38:21,120
Speaker 1: and seven elevens like I do anytime I talk to

687
00:38:21,120 --> 00:38:24,160
Speaker 1: anyone for fucking year. But we've talked about that too much.

688
00:38:24,160 --> 00:38:27,360
Speaker 1: We've talked about that too much, Dan the man. Is

689
00:38:27,400 --> 00:38:29,440
Speaker 1: there anything else you want to say about any of

690
00:38:29,480 --> 00:38:31,799
Speaker 1: this shit or any anything at all in general before

691
00:38:31,800 --> 00:38:32,080
Speaker 1: we go?

692
00:38:34,239 --> 00:38:39,040
Speaker 3: Well not really. I mean I kind of already like

693
00:38:39,480 --> 00:38:42,919
Speaker 3: had the same thoughts as before, like I do now,

694
00:38:43,719 --> 00:38:46,840
Speaker 3: like I kind of already understand it. It's just like

695
00:38:46,920 --> 00:38:50,400
Speaker 3: I need someone to reaffirm it because people here it

696
00:38:50,480 --> 00:38:54,080
Speaker 3: are all like fuck women, you know, and like you know,

697
00:38:54,360 --> 00:38:57,879
Speaker 3: the coworkers, I mean they're like, y'ah, meet women, fuck them.

698
00:38:57,880 --> 00:39:00,200
Speaker 3: You know, they didn't really care about this whole love

699
00:39:00,239 --> 00:39:03,120
Speaker 3: shit at least what they're saying. So I just need

700
00:39:03,120 --> 00:39:05,960
Speaker 3: someone from outside of all of that to like just

701
00:39:06,600 --> 00:39:08,960
Speaker 3: reaffirm what I'm already thinking.

702
00:39:09,000 --> 00:39:13,560
Speaker 1: You know, well, I fuck, look, I don't know. I mean,

703
00:39:13,600 --> 00:39:16,799
Speaker 1: there's like I'm sure there's and it's I don't you

704
00:39:16,840 --> 00:39:19,080
Speaker 1: I don't think it's a gender thing like there's I'm

705
00:39:19,120 --> 00:39:23,399
Speaker 1: sure that there's you know single. You know sixty year

706
00:39:23,440 --> 00:39:25,520
Speaker 1: old men and sixty year old women that are are

707
00:39:25,600 --> 00:39:29,600
Speaker 1: happier that way than not. I don't like, I truly

708
00:39:29,640 --> 00:39:35,760
Speaker 1: believe there's no right way to live life. But uh again,

709
00:39:35,840 --> 00:39:38,239
Speaker 1: you've experienced both sides of the corn. So you you

710
00:39:38,280 --> 00:39:41,319
Speaker 1: decide for yourself which which which universe you enjoy living

711
00:39:41,320 --> 00:39:41,680
Speaker 1: in more?

712
00:39:44,400 --> 00:39:47,760
Speaker 3: That's true, man, You gotta just try to remember myself

713
00:39:47,760 --> 00:39:51,280
Speaker 3: about that from time to time. I guess.

714
00:39:52,120 --> 00:39:55,440
Speaker 1: Dann the man. Any final thoughts, feeling sentiments before we go.

715
00:39:58,239 --> 00:40:00,920
Speaker 3: Not really, Man, just keep up what you do. We

716
00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:04,640
Speaker 3: all love you, and uh yeah, I have a great night.

717
00:40:04,600 --> 00:40:07,879
Speaker 1: Man, you too. You truly are the man, Dan.

718
00:40:09,400 --> 00:40:12,200
Speaker 3: Thanks man, bye, take care.

719
00:40:15,560 --> 00:40:17,800
Speaker 1: Seriously, you go back. You go back and watch Charlie

720
00:40:17,800 --> 00:40:19,839
Speaker 1: and the Chocolate Factory from two thousand and six. You'll

721
00:40:19,880 --> 00:40:21,400
Speaker 1: be like, god, damn, they really got away with some

722
00:40:21,440 --> 00:40:22,640
Speaker 1: stuff in this movie.

723
00:40:24,719 --> 00:40:28,160
Speaker 5: All from Josh to accept press one.

724
00:40:28,320 --> 00:40:30,920
Speaker 2: Just send a voice, Hello, Yo, what's up?

725
00:40:30,960 --> 00:40:31,160
Speaker 3: Good?

726
00:40:32,040 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 1: How's it going? It's this Josh. This is Josh bro Well, Josh.

727
00:40:37,160 --> 00:40:39,719
Speaker 4: I can't believe I'm talking here we are.

728
00:40:39,760 --> 00:40:41,400
Speaker 1: I can't. I can't believe I'm talking to you.

729
00:40:41,480 --> 00:40:41,680
Speaker 3: Man.

730
00:40:41,760 --> 00:40:46,880
Speaker 1: I my one of my first friends names was Josh.

731
00:40:48,080 --> 00:40:51,000
Speaker 1: He's no he was a dick. But you sound cooler

732
00:40:51,120 --> 00:40:55,200
Speaker 1: than he is. What's up, Josh? What do you want

733
00:40:55,239 --> 00:40:55,760
Speaker 1: to talk about?

734
00:40:56,320 --> 00:40:56,640
Speaker 3: Damn?

735
00:40:56,680 --> 00:41:02,120
Speaker 4: Bro? I don't know, honestly, Yeah, you get this happened, yeah,

736
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:03,719
Speaker 4: honestly call it like two hundred times and.

737
00:41:03,719 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 1: I was like, shut well, you wanted to call and

738
00:41:07,160 --> 00:41:09,920
Speaker 1: see what would happen, and this is what's happening. How

739
00:41:09,920 --> 00:41:10,799
Speaker 1: do you feel about it?

740
00:41:10,920 --> 00:41:11,680
Speaker 3: Pretty cool? Bro?

741
00:41:12,440 --> 00:41:15,640
Speaker 4: Just want to smoke some weed and fucking talk to

742
00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:18,560
Speaker 4: a gecko on the phone. That's pretty sick. Let's kind

743
00:41:18,560 --> 00:41:19,279
Speaker 4: of get better than that.

744
00:41:19,320 --> 00:41:22,520
Speaker 1: I guess that is pretty sick. That is pretty sick.

745
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:27,040
Speaker 1: It's definitely a bizarre thing to do, smoke weed and

746
00:41:27,080 --> 00:41:29,120
Speaker 1: talk to a gecko on the phone. I forgot I

747
00:41:29,200 --> 00:41:32,480
Speaker 1: was a gecko for a second. I'll forget that I'm

748
00:41:32,480 --> 00:41:35,960
Speaker 1: a lizard. You know, it's weird. I have this like

749
00:41:36,080 --> 00:41:42,160
Speaker 1: alt costume to my Life's.

750
00:41:39,840 --> 00:41:41,560
Speaker 4: Got you sick with it? And that you kind of

751
00:41:41,560 --> 00:41:41,920
Speaker 4: go with it.

752
00:41:42,000 --> 00:41:42,160
Speaker 3: You know.

753
00:41:42,200 --> 00:41:45,239
Speaker 4: It's cool that you just keep on dressing up and

754
00:41:45,239 --> 00:41:50,239
Speaker 4: doing the gek thing. Bro, just keep on gecking it out.

755
00:41:50,280 --> 00:41:52,319
Speaker 4: I don't know, that's that's a lot of commitment. That's

756
00:41:52,320 --> 00:41:55,360
Speaker 4: probably more commitment than I've ever really that was a

757
00:41:55,400 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 4: lot of shit that I've done.

758
00:41:56,960 --> 00:41:58,759
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's something that you've done that you feel like

759
00:41:58,760 --> 00:41:59,600
Speaker 1: you couldn't commit to.

760
00:42:02,160 --> 00:42:05,960
Speaker 4: I don't know, bro, I'm like in between a lot

761
00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:07,560
Speaker 4: of shit right now, and it just feels hard to

762
00:42:07,560 --> 00:42:11,120
Speaker 4: commit to something like super concrete and like solid.

763
00:42:12,480 --> 00:42:13,720
Speaker 1: What are your options?

764
00:42:14,040 --> 00:42:17,960
Speaker 4: Well kind of a lot, to be honest, But it's

765
00:42:18,000 --> 00:42:20,000
Speaker 4: just I don't know how to like battle it in

766
00:42:20,480 --> 00:42:23,279
Speaker 4: and like kind of figure out like if it's really

767
00:42:23,320 --> 00:42:25,400
Speaker 4: something that I want to do and like pursue. Like

768
00:42:25,760 --> 00:42:28,120
Speaker 4: I don't know. I'm interested in like a lot of things,

769
00:42:29,880 --> 00:42:32,480
Speaker 4: and I do a lot of shit. Like right now,

770
00:42:32,480 --> 00:42:34,359
Speaker 4: I work at a weed farm and that's pretty cool,

771
00:42:34,400 --> 00:42:37,520
Speaker 4: and I grow weed for a living and I do

772
00:42:37,600 --> 00:42:39,480
Speaker 4: it on my own time too. But I also have

773
00:42:39,560 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 4: like a degree in photography and I know how to DJ,

774
00:42:42,680 --> 00:42:44,040
Speaker 4: and like I kind of know how to do like

775
00:42:44,080 --> 00:42:45,759
Speaker 4: a lot of shit, to be honest, it's just I

776
00:42:45,760 --> 00:42:48,120
Speaker 4: don't I don't like hone it down and like kind

777
00:42:48,160 --> 00:42:50,520
Speaker 4: of like focus on one thing. I kind of just

778
00:42:50,600 --> 00:42:51,920
Speaker 4: jump from one thing to another.

779
00:42:53,640 --> 00:43:00,120
Speaker 1: Cold. I'm twenty four, m do you have like a day.

780
00:43:00,080 --> 00:43:04,440
Speaker 4: Jud Yeah, I work, Yeah, I work at a weed farm.

781
00:43:04,719 --> 00:43:07,319
Speaker 1: All right, right, Okay, So all right, but you've so

782
00:43:07,440 --> 00:43:12,880
Speaker 1: you've you're sticking to that's that's your kind of constant.

783
00:43:13,680 --> 00:43:14,319
Speaker 3: Yeah.

784
00:43:14,640 --> 00:43:16,960
Speaker 4: I've been doing it for about like four months now,

785
00:43:16,960 --> 00:43:18,920
Speaker 4: and it's it's really fucking cool, bro. It's probably like

786
00:43:18,960 --> 00:43:21,520
Speaker 4: one of the best jobs that I've ever had. It's

787
00:43:21,520 --> 00:43:23,759
Speaker 4: definitely something that like makes me happy, and like every

788
00:43:23,800 --> 00:43:26,000
Speaker 4: day I go to work and I'm like super fucking happy.

789
00:43:26,400 --> 00:43:28,759
Speaker 4: I don't get paid that much, which fucking sucks, but

790
00:43:28,960 --> 00:43:31,440
Speaker 4: I mean it is what it is, you know. I

791
00:43:31,440 --> 00:43:34,279
Speaker 4: mean I get paid like fifteen sixty or something like that.

792
00:43:34,360 --> 00:43:37,520
Speaker 4: But it is what it is, you know, Like pay

793
00:43:37,600 --> 00:43:41,440
Speaker 4: is one thing and stuff. But uh fucking yeah, I

794
00:43:41,480 --> 00:43:43,200
Speaker 4: mean that's just the only like problem right now. It

795
00:43:43,239 --> 00:43:45,359
Speaker 4: is just I don't get paid enough. Otherwise I'd really

796
00:43:45,360 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 4: be like, you know, honing it down and like kind

797
00:43:48,040 --> 00:43:49,920
Speaker 4: of doing this like in the long term of things.

798
00:43:50,000 --> 00:43:50,520
Speaker 2: But uh.

799
00:43:51,920 --> 00:43:53,799
Speaker 4: Yeah, it's just it's a little hard right now.

800
00:43:54,400 --> 00:43:56,960
Speaker 1: Brother. I'll tell you, if you're waking up every day

801
00:43:57,000 --> 00:43:59,520
Speaker 1: and you don't want to shoot yourself in the fucking face,

802
00:43:59,600 --> 00:44:01,200
Speaker 1: you are a winning in this life.

803
00:44:03,560 --> 00:44:06,879
Speaker 4: Yeah. Yeah, that's HONESTLYE, that's that's a good point to make.

804
00:44:08,080 --> 00:44:09,759
Speaker 1: I don't know for I I do mean that though.

805
00:44:09,800 --> 00:44:12,680
Speaker 1: I mean it's uh, I think to wake up every

806
00:44:12,760 --> 00:44:18,359
Speaker 1: day and not be like oh fuck, you know, that's

807
00:44:18,880 --> 00:44:22,800
Speaker 1: that truly is winning in life, right, I mean what else?

808
00:44:23,840 --> 00:44:26,120
Speaker 1: What could be better? I mean, I know it's it's

809
00:44:26,160 --> 00:44:28,160
Speaker 1: a bummer not being able to make any real money,

810
00:44:28,200 --> 00:44:31,600
Speaker 1: but I mean with the weed farm, it's like, couldn't

811
00:44:31,640 --> 00:44:34,960
Speaker 1: you couldn't you go into business for yourself one day

812
00:44:35,000 --> 00:44:36,680
Speaker 1: and then start making some money there?

813
00:44:38,040 --> 00:44:40,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, definitely, Yeah, I definitely could. And I have like

814
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:46,399
Speaker 4: a certification for like like cannabis business, Like I through

815
00:44:46,400 --> 00:44:49,279
Speaker 4: my university. I took like a course for like a

816
00:44:49,320 --> 00:44:51,440
Speaker 4: couple of months and they certified me to like, you know,

817
00:44:51,560 --> 00:44:56,200
Speaker 4: I guess be knowledgeable in the industry, and I really am.

818
00:44:56,239 --> 00:44:58,399
Speaker 4: Bro Like I've been doing this like on my own

819
00:44:58,440 --> 00:45:01,160
Speaker 4: for about three years and I'm still learning and there's

820
00:45:01,160 --> 00:45:04,960
Speaker 4: like a lot to learn about it, and it just

821
00:45:04,960 --> 00:45:06,759
Speaker 4: takes a lot of time, dude. Like that's the only

822
00:45:06,760 --> 00:45:09,160
Speaker 4: thing that sucks is like it takes a shit ton

823
00:45:09,160 --> 00:45:11,920
Speaker 4: of time. And there's like a lot of opportunity on

824
00:45:12,000 --> 00:45:15,560
Speaker 4: my work to kind of like, uh, I guess grow

825
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:17,200
Speaker 4: with it. But it's just like I have to really

826
00:45:17,239 --> 00:45:19,560
Speaker 4: stay there for like a long time and and wait

827
00:45:19,600 --> 00:45:22,640
Speaker 4: for them to expand. And I'm just like a super

828
00:45:22,680 --> 00:45:24,600
Speaker 4: impatient person and I wish that, like I had the

829
00:45:24,640 --> 00:45:26,839
Speaker 4: patience to kind of wait, but I have like.

830
00:45:26,760 --> 00:45:29,760
Speaker 1: An can't you go rogue? Why can't you go rogue?

831
00:45:31,040 --> 00:45:33,680
Speaker 4: I am trying to, bro Yeah, I'm trying to, and

832
00:45:33,719 --> 00:45:36,360
Speaker 4: it's just it's fucking hard. It's just you need to

833
00:45:36,360 --> 00:45:37,680
Speaker 4: have a lot of money to do it, you know.

834
00:45:38,560 --> 00:45:40,560
Speaker 4: Like right now, I'm growing out of my garage and

835
00:45:41,560 --> 00:45:43,880
Speaker 4: I got like a really good fucking setup. Like I

836
00:45:43,880 --> 00:45:46,120
Speaker 4: got a huge ass tent. I got like seven plants

837
00:45:46,160 --> 00:45:49,040
Speaker 4: in there, and then I have like another cloning seed LinkedIn,

838
00:45:49,120 --> 00:45:50,799
Speaker 4: and I got a lot of other stuff going in there.

839
00:45:50,840 --> 00:45:54,080
Speaker 4: And I made myself like a personal like little Instagram

840
00:45:54,160 --> 00:45:57,200
Speaker 4: to like start promoting like the stuff that I'm doing

841
00:45:57,239 --> 00:45:59,919
Speaker 4: and all that kind of stuff. But you know, it's

842
00:46:00,120 --> 00:46:03,160
Speaker 4: it's beginning. You know, it's just like at the starting

843
00:46:03,160 --> 00:46:04,279
Speaker 4: stages of where it's up.

844
00:46:06,680 --> 00:46:11,759
Speaker 1: Man, But you're happy every day. You're not like do

845
00:46:11,800 --> 00:46:13,799
Speaker 1: you and you're not going insane every day?

846
00:46:15,120 --> 00:46:15,160
Speaker 2: No?

847
00:46:15,360 --> 00:46:18,319
Speaker 4: Yeah, Honestly, like life is super good for me right now.

848
00:46:18,400 --> 00:46:21,319
Speaker 4: Like I have a girlfriend and she's amazing, and have

849
00:46:21,360 --> 00:46:24,840
Speaker 4: an amazing family and uh, really good life. Honestly, Like

850
00:46:24,880 --> 00:46:27,160
Speaker 4: everything's like really good for me. It's just, you know,

851
00:46:27,320 --> 00:46:29,720
Speaker 4: I just want to get my life, my personal life started.

852
00:46:29,760 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 4: Like I still live with my mom and you know,

853
00:46:32,640 --> 00:46:34,560
Speaker 4: it's it's cool, you know, I get to save up money,

854
00:46:34,560 --> 00:46:37,320
Speaker 4: but you know, I live with my mom and it's

855
00:46:37,560 --> 00:46:41,200
Speaker 4: kind of embarrassing just in that in that in that way,

856
00:46:41,280 --> 00:46:46,719
Speaker 4: you know, m hm, just because like a lot of

857
00:46:46,760 --> 00:46:49,319
Speaker 4: people that I know, they're like, you know, starting their

858
00:46:49,400 --> 00:46:52,799
Speaker 4: lives and going about their own business. And I know

859
00:46:52,840 --> 00:46:55,160
Speaker 4: I shouldn't be like comparing my life to theirs, but

860
00:46:55,320 --> 00:46:57,160
Speaker 4: I'm just like, man, I really wish I could.

861
00:46:57,440 --> 00:46:59,440
Speaker 1: Man, do you do you do you feel as though

862
00:46:59,480 --> 00:47:01,360
Speaker 1: your life has has yet to start?

863
00:47:03,960 --> 00:47:05,960
Speaker 4: M What do you mean?

864
00:47:07,080 --> 00:47:10,560
Speaker 1: You said you see your friends starting their lives, as

865
00:47:10,560 --> 00:47:13,000
Speaker 1: if to imply that you have not yet started your life.

866
00:47:14,400 --> 00:47:16,680
Speaker 4: Yeah, well, I mean I guess they just leave their nest,

867
00:47:16,719 --> 00:47:20,000
Speaker 4: you know, like they move out of their parents. I

868
00:47:20,040 --> 00:47:21,680
Speaker 4: don't know. I feel like that's like a huge step

869
00:47:21,719 --> 00:47:24,080
Speaker 4: for people and I just haven't concept step. And it's

870
00:47:25,040 --> 00:47:26,200
Speaker 4: it's a little frustrating, you know.

871
00:47:26,440 --> 00:47:28,640
Speaker 1: Soa man, are you growing a bunch of weed in

872
00:47:28,640 --> 00:47:29,560
Speaker 1: your mom's basement?

873
00:47:32,080 --> 00:47:32,120
Speaker 3: No?

874
00:47:32,400 --> 00:47:34,480
Speaker 4: Well yeah, yeah, I mean in my garage?

875
00:47:34,560 --> 00:47:38,279
Speaker 1: Yeah said you said no, And then you're like, well.

876
00:47:38,320 --> 00:47:39,880
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, well exactly.

877
00:47:39,920 --> 00:47:41,000
Speaker 3: Yeah.

878
00:47:41,040 --> 00:47:43,000
Speaker 1: Does she know that you're growing weed in the house?

879
00:47:43,880 --> 00:47:46,680
Speaker 4: Oh yeah, definitely, Yeah, she's she's cool with it. I mean,

880
00:47:47,800 --> 00:47:49,719
Speaker 4: my family is like pretty cool like the stuff that

881
00:47:49,760 --> 00:47:53,200
Speaker 4: I'm into, and pretty supportive about it and all that.

882
00:47:53,239 --> 00:47:55,080
Speaker 4: I mean, she doesn't really care, and like she doesn't

883
00:47:55,120 --> 00:47:55,960
Speaker 4: like ask about it.

884
00:47:56,640 --> 00:47:56,799
Speaker 2: You know.

885
00:47:56,800 --> 00:47:58,520
Speaker 4: I'll tell her like, oh, like I'm doing this and

886
00:47:59,160 --> 00:48:01,480
Speaker 4: this is what my parts looking like and stuff like that,

887
00:48:01,520 --> 00:48:03,319
Speaker 4: and she's like, yeah, that's cool and that's it.

888
00:48:05,960 --> 00:48:06,480
Speaker 3: Mm hmmm.

889
00:48:09,520 --> 00:48:10,520
Speaker 1: I don't know. I don't know.

890
00:48:10,600 --> 00:48:10,799
Speaker 3: Man.

891
00:48:10,840 --> 00:48:13,919
Speaker 1: I'm starting to feel, Oh, there's a cockroach. I gotta

892
00:48:13,920 --> 00:48:15,600
Speaker 1: get rid of this cockroach. Give me hold on, We'll

893
00:48:15,640 --> 00:48:17,879
Speaker 1: cut this, Brandon will cut this part out.

894
00:48:18,800 --> 00:48:20,759
Speaker 4: Yeah, I take your time and get that ship out

895
00:48:20,760 --> 00:48:26,000
Speaker 4: of there. I'm actually dealing with a bug problem right now. Yeah,

896
00:48:26,040 --> 00:48:27,160
Speaker 4: do you got the ship out of there?

897
00:48:27,560 --> 00:48:32,120
Speaker 1: Oh? God? Should I give this fucking Airbnb a betterview?

898
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:32,640
Speaker 1: This is gross?

899
00:48:32,719 --> 00:48:33,200
Speaker 3: Dude? What am I.

900
00:48:33,200 --> 00:48:39,040
Speaker 4: Gonna like dude. Oh dude, if there's any kind of pest,

901
00:48:39,080 --> 00:48:39,920
Speaker 4: give a bad review.

902
00:48:40,440 --> 00:48:41,200
Speaker 2: It was a big.

903
00:48:42,960 --> 00:48:43,120
Speaker 3: Well.

904
00:48:43,120 --> 00:48:45,120
Speaker 1: Now it's going outs out of my eyesight. Oh I

905
00:48:45,200 --> 00:48:48,799
Speaker 1: know it's in the corner, right, it's it's feeding, crawling up.

906
00:48:50,440 --> 00:48:51,719
Speaker 1: Brandon will cut all this out?

907
00:48:51,840 --> 00:48:52,200
Speaker 3: All right?

908
00:48:52,200 --> 00:48:58,040
Speaker 4: Hold on, step on it, get actually eat it.

909
00:48:58,480 --> 00:49:00,800
Speaker 1: I am a lizard. I wish I had like wizard powers.

910
00:49:00,800 --> 00:49:04,040
Speaker 1: But oh god, I don't even really I don't want

911
00:49:04,040 --> 00:49:06,120
Speaker 1: to kill it. I just want to Oh did it

912
00:49:06,239 --> 00:49:08,759
Speaker 1: just flap? Cockroach? Just have fun? Do cockroach? Just have

913
00:49:08,840 --> 00:49:09,879
Speaker 1: fucking wings?

914
00:49:10,360 --> 00:49:12,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, bro, that will fly at your face.

915
00:49:12,080 --> 00:49:14,279
Speaker 2: Mana cockroach just fly?

916
00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:15,239
Speaker 3: Oh?

917
00:49:15,280 --> 00:49:19,879
Speaker 1: Fuck this? Fuck this all right, dude, fuck this all right?

918
00:49:19,880 --> 00:49:23,360
Speaker 1: Hold on, all right, I'm where where is it? It's

919
00:49:23,440 --> 00:49:24,840
Speaker 1: crawling under the blue screen.

920
00:49:26,000 --> 00:49:27,600
Speaker 4: Oh no, bro, all.

921
00:49:27,600 --> 00:49:30,560
Speaker 1: Right, where's my breath? I need the paper cowels? Oh god?

922
00:49:30,760 --> 00:49:32,600
Speaker 1: Oh now it's crawling up. It's like you'll be able

923
00:49:32,640 --> 00:49:35,600
Speaker 1: to see it in a second. How do I I'm afraid?

924
00:49:35,960 --> 00:49:36,319
Speaker 3: All right?

925
00:49:36,400 --> 00:49:37,000
Speaker 1: Should I just.

926
00:49:38,560 --> 00:49:39,200
Speaker 3: You can get it?

927
00:49:39,320 --> 00:49:42,080
Speaker 1: All right? Hold on, let me just I need to

928
00:49:43,440 --> 00:49:46,040
Speaker 1: give me a minute. Maybe I'll use the mic stands.

929
00:49:49,760 --> 00:49:52,120
Speaker 4: Uh, it knows it can toe?

930
00:49:52,760 --> 00:49:55,040
Speaker 1: Oh oh damn it. Hold on, did you hear that?

931
00:49:56,280 --> 00:49:58,480
Speaker 1: All right? Now it's running, it's it's okay, it knows,

932
00:49:58,960 --> 00:50:00,080
Speaker 1: it knows. I'm out for it.

933
00:50:00,880 --> 00:50:02,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, let it suck off, dude, suck that.

934
00:50:05,760 --> 00:50:09,200
Speaker 1: I don't want to damage the MIC's it's hiding now.

935
00:50:09,200 --> 00:50:10,160
Speaker 1: It's in this corner.

936
00:50:11,000 --> 00:50:13,320
Speaker 3: You have, like a book or something, you know, I

937
00:50:13,520 --> 00:50:13,759
Speaker 3: use this.

938
00:50:13,880 --> 00:50:16,160
Speaker 1: I gotta fucking yeah, maybe I will use it. But

939
00:50:16,200 --> 00:50:18,520
Speaker 1: that's a good idea. Let me get a I got

940
00:50:18,560 --> 00:50:20,880
Speaker 1: something you have you and just squash it. Dude, hold on,

941
00:50:22,320 --> 00:50:26,799
Speaker 1: let me get a I don't even know where it

942
00:50:26,840 --> 00:50:29,760
Speaker 1: is now. Now it's all still hiding in the corner.

943
00:50:30,719 --> 00:50:32,520
Speaker 1: Damn it. Now I'm gonna be sleeping and a fucking

944
00:50:32,560 --> 00:50:37,520
Speaker 1: cockroach is gonna jump up. God, that spoked me. That

945
00:50:37,560 --> 00:50:41,879
Speaker 1: spooked me a lot. I'm spooked. I'm down there, man,

946
00:50:42,440 --> 00:50:44,279
Speaker 1: hold on, I gotta I gotta take care of this

947
00:50:44,360 --> 00:50:47,440
Speaker 1: fucking thing. Yeah, take care of Oh crap. Now it's

948
00:50:47,520 --> 00:50:49,560
Speaker 1: under my bed now, Oh god.

949
00:50:49,600 --> 00:50:52,600
Speaker 4: No, dude, no, not your bed.

950
00:50:53,239 --> 00:50:54,879
Speaker 1: What am I gonna do? I don't know. I'm gonna

951
00:50:54,880 --> 00:50:55,560
Speaker 1: sleep it tonight.

952
00:50:57,560 --> 00:51:00,160
Speaker 4: Well, can you trap it in anyway or is ithing

953
00:51:00,200 --> 00:51:01,399
Speaker 4: around you that you can get it with?

954
00:51:01,800 --> 00:51:03,520
Speaker 1: Damn it I'm gonna wake up in the middle of

955
00:51:03,600 --> 00:51:05,759
Speaker 1: the night and there's gonna be a big cockroach on me.

956
00:51:06,840 --> 00:51:09,320
Speaker 4: You have like a cup tapping a cup, just like

957
00:51:09,440 --> 00:51:10,640
Speaker 4: put it put a cup.

958
00:51:10,760 --> 00:51:12,480
Speaker 1: I could. I tried, well, I tried to get it

959
00:51:12,520 --> 00:51:15,680
Speaker 1: with the mic stand but Brandon, we'll cut all this out.

960
00:51:15,880 --> 00:51:18,560
Speaker 1: But well, should I leave it in? Should I just

961
00:51:18,640 --> 00:51:19,319
Speaker 1: leave all this in?

962
00:51:20,239 --> 00:51:20,439
Speaker 3: Yeah?

963
00:51:20,440 --> 00:51:22,120
Speaker 4: I leave it in, dude. Yeah, it's a good It's

964
00:51:22,120 --> 00:51:23,719
Speaker 4: a good way to I don't know.

965
00:51:24,480 --> 00:51:26,160
Speaker 1: I feel like if I were in my car and

966
00:51:26,320 --> 00:51:29,640
Speaker 1: I was listening to a podcast and the host I

967
00:51:29,800 --> 00:51:33,799
Speaker 1: just started talking about a cockroach that he's trying to kill,

968
00:51:33,840 --> 00:51:34,839
Speaker 1: I'd be like, what the fuck.

969
00:51:35,960 --> 00:51:38,480
Speaker 4: That's the real moment into it, you know. I guess so,

970
00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:42,239
Speaker 4: you know, like real life kind of struggle situation in

971
00:51:42,280 --> 00:51:45,680
Speaker 4: the moment. Yeah, you're handling it pretty well, I'd say.

972
00:51:45,719 --> 00:51:47,680
Speaker 4: I mean, you're trying to get rid of the problem.

973
00:51:48,800 --> 00:51:50,520
Speaker 1: I don't know where if this fucking thing is now

974
00:51:50,520 --> 00:51:54,799
Speaker 1: and I don't want to hold on. Oh this is

975
00:51:54,800 --> 00:51:55,880
Speaker 1: so gross, man.

976
00:51:56,880 --> 00:52:00,879
Speaker 4: Yeah, I do that. That is pretty gross. I bet

977
00:52:00,880 --> 00:52:04,080
Speaker 4: I deal. It was a lot of contro and it sucks.

978
00:52:04,920 --> 00:52:06,279
Speaker 1: Where do you where do you work? That you were

979
00:52:06,320 --> 00:52:10,839
Speaker 1: dealing with cockroaches. I don't even remember. Honestly, I'm gonna

980
00:52:10,840 --> 00:52:14,080
Speaker 1: be sorry. I don't even remember what the hell we

981
00:52:14,080 --> 00:52:16,080
Speaker 1: were talking about before any of this happened.

982
00:52:17,000 --> 00:52:19,400
Speaker 4: We're just talking about growing weed, bro, and.

983
00:52:21,200 --> 00:52:24,920
Speaker 1: All right, hold on state Okay, do try to remember

984
00:52:24,920 --> 00:52:27,200
Speaker 1: what we were talking about, because I'm gonna probably cut

985
00:52:27,200 --> 00:52:30,759
Speaker 1: this out. And fucking yeah, I got you, I got you.

986
00:52:31,200 --> 00:52:33,920
Speaker 1: I wanna. I want to continue our conversation because it

987
00:52:33,960 --> 00:52:39,120
Speaker 1: was a good I found it back now back. Oh

988
00:52:39,160 --> 00:52:40,439
Speaker 1: my god, it's all the ship.

989
00:52:40,920 --> 00:52:42,279
Speaker 4: Get it, get it, get it, get it.

990
00:52:42,360 --> 00:52:44,480
Speaker 1: Holy ship, dude.

991
00:52:44,600 --> 00:52:47,799
Speaker 4: How big is it like the size of your hand

992
00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:48,799
Speaker 4: or like I.

993
00:52:48,800 --> 00:52:51,560
Speaker 1: Just fucking got this ship. Oh my god, let's go

994
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:53,759
Speaker 1: get that. Hold on, hold on, hold on, hold on.

995
00:52:56,080 --> 00:53:01,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, I get it. Whack him, take him back?

996
00:53:03,520 --> 00:53:04,439
Speaker 1: Oh crap, but run away?

997
00:53:06,360 --> 00:53:06,840
Speaker 3: Did you get it?

998
00:53:07,040 --> 00:53:11,960
Speaker 1: Hold it ran away? Fuck dude, No, I stopped the

999
00:53:12,040 --> 00:53:14,359
Speaker 1: fuck out of it and it dude, I got it

1000
00:53:14,360 --> 00:53:16,120
Speaker 1: as something funk out of it and then it ran away.

1001
00:53:16,160 --> 00:53:19,880
Speaker 4: Hold on, just like, put a lot of pressure on it,

1002
00:53:20,040 --> 00:53:21,439
Speaker 4: just like put your body weight on it.

1003
00:53:22,200 --> 00:53:22,839
Speaker 1: Oh I see it.

1004
00:53:22,840 --> 00:53:23,359
Speaker 3: Hold on.

1005
00:53:26,520 --> 00:53:28,520
Speaker 4: Yeah. If you don't, if you stomp on it, it's

1006
00:53:28,520 --> 00:53:29,840
Speaker 4: not gonna You're not gonna.

1007
00:53:29,640 --> 00:53:30,000
Speaker 3: Kill that shit.

1008
00:53:30,120 --> 00:53:32,600
Speaker 4: They're like indestructively. You got to like put weight on it.

1009
00:53:35,120 --> 00:53:35,279
Speaker 3: I was.

1010
00:53:35,320 --> 00:53:36,680
Speaker 4: I was saying, I try to get a book or

1011
00:53:36,680 --> 00:53:38,760
Speaker 4: something and throw it in and all explode or something.

1012
00:53:38,760 --> 00:53:56,200
Speaker 4: I don't know. Do you get it, bro, I'm concerned? Now,

1013
00:53:57,560 --> 00:53:57,880
Speaker 4: all right?

1014
00:53:57,920 --> 00:54:01,600
Speaker 1: I think I all right, I trapped it, trapped it,

1015
00:54:01,640 --> 00:54:03,359
Speaker 1: and now I'm just I'm trapped it and now I'm

1016
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:08,000
Speaker 1: just gonna I'm just gonna. Dude, how long were we

1017
00:54:08,040 --> 00:54:08,560
Speaker 1: doing that for?

1018
00:54:09,960 --> 00:54:11,560
Speaker 4: I don't know, man, but I mean at least you

1019
00:54:11,640 --> 00:54:13,960
Speaker 4: got it, That's what I was. Just concerned that you're

1020
00:54:13,960 --> 00:54:16,239
Speaker 4: gonna be trapped with a cockroach and an airbnb.

1021
00:54:16,360 --> 00:54:16,560
Speaker 3: Dude.

1022
00:54:16,560 --> 00:54:17,360
Speaker 4: That would have sucked.

1023
00:54:18,920 --> 00:54:20,640
Speaker 1: Should we leave this in? I feel like this was

1024
00:54:21,800 --> 00:54:24,239
Speaker 1: this wasn't good. I don't think this is good. But

1025
00:54:24,280 --> 00:54:26,760
Speaker 1: this is not a good podcast, right.

1026
00:54:26,640 --> 00:54:29,080
Speaker 4: No, dude, No, dude, it's good. It's good. It's good.

1027
00:54:29,280 --> 00:54:30,359
Speaker 4: All your podcasts are good.

1028
00:54:30,360 --> 00:54:30,480
Speaker 3: Bro.

1029
00:54:30,560 --> 00:54:32,400
Speaker 4: I listened to you I work like almost all the time.

1030
00:54:35,000 --> 00:54:36,879
Speaker 1: Dude, What the fuck were we talking? It was good?

1031
00:54:37,000 --> 00:54:39,080
Speaker 1: That was what the fuck were we talking about?

1032
00:54:40,000 --> 00:54:42,959
Speaker 4: We're just talking about weed farming, bro. I was telling

1033
00:54:43,000 --> 00:54:46,439
Speaker 4: you how I worked at a weed farm. And yeah,

1034
00:54:46,520 --> 00:54:48,080
Speaker 4: I mean how I worked at a weed farm and

1035
00:54:48,120 --> 00:54:50,640
Speaker 4: I just got a lot of like kind of like opportunities,

1036
00:54:50,680 --> 00:54:52,880
Speaker 4: I guess, and like avenues to go through with it

1037
00:54:52,880 --> 00:54:54,920
Speaker 4: in terms of like, you know, going rogue and like

1038
00:54:55,520 --> 00:54:58,759
Speaker 4: kind of starting my own business and whatever. I guess.

1039
00:55:00,000 --> 00:55:03,640
Speaker 1: All right, fuck it, we'll leave it in. We're gonna

1040
00:55:03,719 --> 00:55:08,360
Speaker 1: leave it in. If this makes the podcast, you should

1041
00:55:08,400 --> 00:55:10,120
Speaker 1: leave this in and just have the video be looking

1042
00:55:10,200 --> 00:55:11,920
Speaker 1: all right, well, all right, you screw it. Well, we're

1043
00:55:11,920 --> 00:55:13,319
Speaker 1: gonna leave it in. This is part of you and

1044
00:55:13,360 --> 00:55:18,800
Speaker 1: me's connection together as part of this call. I'm so dude,

1045
00:55:18,840 --> 00:55:23,399
Speaker 1: I forgot about all of life before this. I don't

1046
00:55:23,440 --> 00:55:28,400
Speaker 1: even know what the fuck I was talking to you about.

1047
00:55:28,520 --> 00:55:30,680
Speaker 1: Before you were talking Oh, yes, living with your mom

1048
00:55:30,840 --> 00:55:36,240
Speaker 1: and I'm uh growing weed and yes, yeah stuff.

1049
00:55:37,360 --> 00:55:39,160
Speaker 4: Yeah, that's pretty much on part with what we were

1050
00:55:39,239 --> 00:55:39,840
Speaker 4: talking about.

1051
00:55:40,320 --> 00:55:40,759
Speaker 1: All right.

1052
00:55:42,040 --> 00:55:43,080
Speaker 4: You ask me where I works?

1053
00:55:43,880 --> 00:55:45,200
Speaker 1: Oh yeah, where do you work? Where do you work?

1054
00:55:45,200 --> 00:55:45,279
Speaker 3: Oh?

1055
00:55:45,520 --> 00:55:46,640
Speaker 1: You work at a farm.

1056
00:55:47,360 --> 00:55:47,480
Speaker 3: Oh?

1057
00:55:47,600 --> 00:55:49,680
Speaker 1: You said you had you have commitment issues and you

1058
00:55:49,719 --> 00:55:55,279
Speaker 1: were doing too much do many different things. But I

1059
00:55:55,320 --> 00:55:57,719
Speaker 1: think that's good. I think you're I think you're on

1060
00:55:57,760 --> 00:56:01,200
Speaker 1: a good track here, my friends, I really do believe that.

1061
00:56:01,480 --> 00:56:05,440
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, I just feel like sometimes I wish I

1062
00:56:05,440 --> 00:56:09,279
Speaker 4: could just I don't know, man, just like sit down

1063
00:56:09,320 --> 00:56:11,279
Speaker 4: and like really just like figure out, like what the

1064
00:56:11,320 --> 00:56:14,360
Speaker 4: fuck I really want to do it, because, like you know,

1065
00:56:14,400 --> 00:56:17,520
Speaker 4: growing weed is like fucking fun and I love it. Man,

1066
00:56:17,600 --> 00:56:19,759
Speaker 4: It's it's awesome, you know. It's it's just like I

1067
00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:21,759
Speaker 4: like to spend time with plans like to grow and

1068
00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:24,640
Speaker 4: then take care of him and bring things to life.

1069
00:56:24,640 --> 00:56:24,799
Speaker 1: You know.

1070
00:56:24,840 --> 00:56:26,840
Speaker 4: I think that's just it's really cool for me to

1071
00:56:26,880 --> 00:56:30,000
Speaker 4: experience that, And you know, I do like a lot

1072
00:56:30,000 --> 00:56:33,000
Speaker 4: of like other artsy stuff, but I don't know, I

1073
00:56:33,040 --> 00:56:34,680
Speaker 4: get insecure about it and I kind of just like

1074
00:56:34,719 --> 00:56:36,560
Speaker 4: put it down and when I get stressed out, I

1075
00:56:36,640 --> 00:56:39,120
Speaker 4: kind of just go back to gardening, and it just

1076
00:56:39,160 --> 00:56:42,080
Speaker 4: brings me back to like who I really feel like

1077
00:56:42,120 --> 00:56:45,080
Speaker 4: I am. I guess if that makes sense.

1078
00:56:47,239 --> 00:56:50,520
Speaker 1: Yeah, you know, I think you sound like a very

1079
00:56:50,640 --> 00:56:52,279
Speaker 1: multi faceted man.

1080
00:56:54,560 --> 00:56:56,239
Speaker 4: Yeah, a bit, I guess. I mean I know how

1081
00:56:56,280 --> 00:56:59,239
Speaker 4: to do a good amount of things, like a jack

1082
00:56:59,280 --> 00:57:01,440
Speaker 4: of all trades master none kind of deal.

1083
00:57:01,400 --> 00:57:03,400
Speaker 1: Right right. I don't think that's a bad I think

1084
00:57:03,440 --> 00:57:05,480
Speaker 1: it's good to be a renaissance man. Though I know

1085
00:57:05,560 --> 00:57:13,960
Speaker 1: you're you're bringing it in as some kind of new like, uh,

1086
00:57:15,320 --> 00:57:16,919
Speaker 1: you're bringing in some kind of like a bad thing,

1087
00:57:17,000 --> 00:57:20,200
Speaker 1: but you you can't commit to anything. But I think

1088
00:57:20,240 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 1: it's good. I mean, you're you, You really only have

1089
00:57:22,320 --> 00:57:25,880
Speaker 1: such a finite amount of time to live, you might

1090
00:57:25,920 --> 00:57:28,440
Speaker 1: as well do all kinds of different stuff.

1091
00:57:29,960 --> 00:57:32,720
Speaker 4: Yeah, I think so too. I mean, I think people

1092
00:57:32,720 --> 00:57:34,760
Speaker 4: should just be interested in a lot of different things

1093
00:57:34,760 --> 00:57:37,840
Speaker 4: and not really like I don't know, I guess only

1094
00:57:37,880 --> 00:57:40,080
Speaker 4: just be settled with one thing and just leave it

1095
00:57:40,120 --> 00:57:42,880
Speaker 4: at that. I think people should always try to learn

1096
00:57:42,920 --> 00:57:44,880
Speaker 4: and just like be interested in other stuff. Like I mean,

1097
00:57:44,920 --> 00:57:46,920
Speaker 4: I just learned how to do like growing weed at

1098
00:57:47,080 --> 00:57:48,640
Speaker 4: on a whim bro, Like I just threw a seat

1099
00:57:48,680 --> 00:57:52,160
Speaker 4: in a pot and fucking invested like money and a

1100
00:57:52,160 --> 00:57:54,160
Speaker 4: lot of time into it. And you know, here I am,

1101
00:57:54,280 --> 00:57:57,040
Speaker 4: like three years later with like a pretty pretty good

1102
00:57:57,120 --> 00:58:00,240
Speaker 4: like method of like growing weed and shit. And it's

1103
00:58:00,240 --> 00:58:02,800
Speaker 4: been fun. Man, It's it's been a really cool journey.

1104
00:58:02,800 --> 00:58:06,520
Speaker 4: And I just don't know where it's gonna take me.

1105
00:58:06,680 --> 00:58:06,840
Speaker 3: You know.

1106
00:58:06,920 --> 00:58:08,920
Speaker 4: It's like I'm spending all this time and money, and

1107
00:58:09,640 --> 00:58:12,040
Speaker 4: I spend a lot of money on this, like certification

1108
00:58:12,160 --> 00:58:14,320
Speaker 4: and stuff, and I spent a lot of money on

1109
00:58:14,360 --> 00:58:18,320
Speaker 4: my own growing supplies, and it's just like, god damn, like,

1110
00:58:18,440 --> 00:58:20,560
Speaker 4: what is this really going to do for me besides

1111
00:58:20,680 --> 00:58:22,880
Speaker 4: just the fact that it brings me a happiness?

1112
00:58:23,280 --> 00:58:26,320
Speaker 1: But dude, dude, you're what are you fucking talking to?

1113
00:58:26,440 --> 00:58:28,600
Speaker 1: What do you actually hear the words that just came

1114
00:58:28,640 --> 00:58:29,600
Speaker 1: out of your fucking mouth.

1115
00:58:30,280 --> 00:58:31,880
Speaker 4: I know that's what I'm saying, Like it's.

1116
00:58:31,800 --> 00:58:33,760
Speaker 1: You said, what is this actually gonna do for me?

1117
00:58:33,840 --> 00:58:37,120
Speaker 1: Except bring me joy and happiness?

1118
00:58:37,840 --> 00:58:40,080
Speaker 4: Well? I guess when I when I say that, like,

1119
00:58:40,120 --> 00:58:43,680
Speaker 4: I mean, like, I don't know, bro, people are just

1120
00:58:44,520 --> 00:58:46,240
Speaker 4: maybe not people. Maybe it's just me that I'm just

1121
00:58:46,280 --> 00:58:48,160
Speaker 4: so focused on like trying to get a career already,

1122
00:58:48,240 --> 00:58:52,640
Speaker 4: you know, and like really think down into that and

1123
00:58:52,720 --> 00:58:54,040
Speaker 4: just I don't know, be a normal person.

1124
00:58:54,240 --> 00:58:57,400
Speaker 1: Yeah. But here's the thing though, right, it's like, uh,

1125
00:58:57,920 --> 00:59:01,000
Speaker 1: you know, money, I I don't know, it's helpful for

1126
00:59:01,040 --> 00:59:02,880
Speaker 1: a lot of fucking things. I feel like you. I

1127
00:59:02,880 --> 00:59:05,920
Speaker 1: feel like you, like you strive for money so that

1128
00:59:06,000 --> 00:59:10,440
Speaker 1: you can, you know, relax and be happy. But if

1129
00:59:10,480 --> 00:59:14,760
Speaker 1: you can relax and be happy without any money, you're

1130
00:59:14,840 --> 00:59:17,160
Speaker 1: kind of fucking golden dude, I don't know. I'm very

1131
00:59:17,200 --> 00:59:19,280
Speaker 1: like I'm I'm honestly i'm jealous of you when I

1132
00:59:19,280 --> 00:59:22,400
Speaker 1: hear that. You're like, you wake up every day and

1133
00:59:22,440 --> 00:59:25,520
Speaker 1: you're you know, you're chilling, and I can hear it

1134
00:59:25,520 --> 00:59:27,320
Speaker 1: in your voice. You could, and I could hear it

1135
00:59:27,360 --> 00:59:29,840
Speaker 1: when you were when we were talking about the cockroach.

1136
00:59:29,920 --> 00:59:32,600
Speaker 1: You you you're in a good mood. You know, you're

1137
00:59:32,640 --> 00:59:37,240
Speaker 1: not groveling at the fucking streets every day, right, And

1138
00:59:37,240 --> 00:59:38,320
Speaker 1: that's a that's a blessing.

1139
00:59:39,920 --> 00:59:41,480
Speaker 4: Yeah, And I guess that's how I used to kind

1140
00:59:41,480 --> 00:59:43,440
Speaker 4: of feel when I was in college and like making

1141
00:59:43,520 --> 00:59:46,600
Speaker 4: art and ship and it's like I think that kind

1142
00:59:46,600 --> 00:59:49,640
Speaker 4: of like way of like going about like making art

1143
00:59:49,720 --> 00:59:51,400
Speaker 4: and you know, going to school for it was like

1144
00:59:51,440 --> 00:59:54,640
Speaker 4: really fucking paying the ass and just like not really

1145
00:59:54,680 --> 00:59:56,360
Speaker 4: all that much fun anymore. I mean, I made a

1146
00:59:56,400 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 4: lot of cool shit, but there's just like a lot

1147
00:59:59,560 --> 01:00:02,280
Speaker 4: of expect behind it. And you know, when I grow weed,

1148
01:00:02,320 --> 01:00:04,280
Speaker 4: it's like I already know the expectation and I already

1149
01:00:04,280 --> 01:00:04,800
Speaker 4: know what I want.

1150
01:00:06,000 --> 01:00:08,520
Speaker 1: Give me what's your weed? Instagram? I want to promote

1151
01:00:08,520 --> 01:00:11,640
Speaker 1: you because you helped me. You you talked me through I

1152
01:00:11,680 --> 01:00:13,840
Speaker 1: think if you weren't there when I was fighting that roach.

1153
01:00:13,880 --> 01:00:16,040
Speaker 1: I think I would have been. I wouldn't have been

1154
01:00:16,080 --> 01:00:20,040
Speaker 1: bold enough to trap it. It's still underneath here's the thing,

1155
01:00:20,160 --> 01:00:22,480
Speaker 1: my mic stand, right. I tried to hit it. I

1156
01:00:22,520 --> 01:00:25,080
Speaker 1: tried to hit it with my fucking mic stand. And

1157
01:00:25,120 --> 01:00:27,040
Speaker 1: what I did was I hit I hit it with

1158
01:00:27,040 --> 01:00:28,840
Speaker 1: the mike stand, and I thought I got it, but

1159
01:00:28,880 --> 01:00:31,680
Speaker 1: I didn't realize that the mic stand it's not. The

1160
01:00:31,720 --> 01:00:36,000
Speaker 1: base isn't flat. The base is a flat the bass concave.

1161
01:00:36,440 --> 01:00:38,480
Speaker 1: So I didn't hit it. I just trapped it.

1162
01:00:39,000 --> 01:00:41,040
Speaker 4: Yeah, you could have just trapped it then, damn.

1163
01:00:41,200 --> 01:00:43,240
Speaker 1: But then if it's it's sitting there, it's sitting under

1164
01:00:43,280 --> 01:00:45,160
Speaker 1: my mic stand in the other room, it's trapped.

1165
01:00:46,760 --> 01:00:49,520
Speaker 4: Wait, so what's the what's the current situation of the road?

1166
01:00:49,640 --> 01:00:49,919
Speaker 2: Is it?

1167
01:00:49,960 --> 01:00:50,880
Speaker 3: Is it in something?

1168
01:00:51,000 --> 01:00:55,120
Speaker 1: Is it like it's trapped? I can't bring the microphone

1169
01:00:55,160 --> 01:00:58,080
Speaker 1: all the way over there. It's trapped underneath? I hope

1170
01:00:58,080 --> 01:01:00,840
Speaker 1: it is. If I lift up that MIC's stands and

1171
01:01:01,360 --> 01:01:04,920
Speaker 1: there's no bug underneath it, I'm going to be freaked out.

1172
01:01:04,960 --> 01:01:06,600
Speaker 1: I'm gonna be like, where the fuck is this thing?

1173
01:01:08,520 --> 01:01:11,560
Speaker 4: Get it though, Yeah, when you're ready to get it.

1174
01:01:11,800 --> 01:01:13,680
Speaker 4: You just got to be in Gomo and you really

1175
01:01:13,680 --> 01:01:16,880
Speaker 4: got to kill that thing, like get something like super heavy.

1176
01:01:16,880 --> 01:01:18,720
Speaker 4: I don't know what you have around you, but the

1177
01:01:18,760 --> 01:01:20,640
Speaker 4: heaviest thing that you can find, just get it. And

1178
01:01:20,680 --> 01:01:23,600
Speaker 4: once you open that MIC's in, bro, just fucking squash it.

1179
01:01:23,840 --> 01:01:31,240
Speaker 1: I'm about to mash up with this TV all right, Well, Josh,

1180
01:01:31,280 --> 01:01:32,960
Speaker 1: I really do feel like we got to know each

1181
01:01:32,960 --> 01:01:35,760
Speaker 1: other pretty well over the course of these these twenty minutes,

1182
01:01:36,040 --> 01:01:39,880
Speaker 1: and I'm rooting for you, man. I think, uh, I

1183
01:01:39,880 --> 01:01:44,120
Speaker 1: think you're doing great. I really do. Of all the

1184
01:01:44,160 --> 01:01:50,640
Speaker 1: people from from from experience, from my personal experience being

1185
01:01:50,680 --> 01:01:56,160
Speaker 1: a human being, and my personal experience talking to several

1186
01:01:56,160 --> 01:01:59,200
Speaker 1: different human beings on this show, I think you're doing

1187
01:01:59,240 --> 01:02:02,040
Speaker 1: pretty damn good, Josh. So keep your fucking head up.

1188
01:02:02,080 --> 01:02:05,920
Speaker 1: And did you already give me the weed Instagram?

1189
01:02:06,240 --> 01:02:09,400
Speaker 4: No, Bro, let me check what it is because I

1190
01:02:09,480 --> 01:02:11,480
Speaker 4: kind of forgot the name of it, even though I

1191
01:02:11,560 --> 01:02:16,920
Speaker 4: go on it like every single day. It's It's the

1192
01:02:17,320 --> 01:02:18,360
Speaker 4: Woods z.

1193
01:02:19,040 --> 01:02:23,800
Speaker 1: W o O d dot z z Woods.

1194
01:02:24,680 --> 01:02:28,560
Speaker 4: Yeah, z Woods z w o o d s dot z.

1195
01:02:28,800 --> 01:02:29,040
Speaker 3: Yeah.

1196
01:02:30,160 --> 01:02:30,960
Speaker 1: I'm gonna check it out.

1197
01:02:31,040 --> 01:02:35,840
Speaker 4: It's private right now, but I'll make it. Uh, let

1198
01:02:35,880 --> 01:02:38,160
Speaker 4: me make it public so you can see what I'm doing. Sorry,

1199
01:02:38,280 --> 01:02:40,000
Speaker 4: that will take me like just two seconds.

1200
01:02:41,400 --> 01:02:43,959
Speaker 1: Well, Josh, is there anything else you want to say

1201
01:02:44,000 --> 01:02:47,800
Speaker 1: to the people of the computer before we go actually

1202
01:02:47,840 --> 01:02:50,440
Speaker 1: fire here? Let me let me look at let me

1203
01:02:50,440 --> 01:02:53,520
Speaker 1: look at that. I'm gonna look at the Instagram real quick. Yeah,

1204
01:02:53,520 --> 01:02:56,120
Speaker 1: I want, I want to I might have I might

1205
01:02:56,200 --> 01:03:03,040
Speaker 1: have silly comments. Z wood would.

1206
01:03:03,640 --> 01:03:06,440
Speaker 3: Z z.

1207
01:03:08,680 --> 01:03:21,160
Speaker 1: Oh z would that's z okay? All right? Uh yeah,

1208
01:03:21,280 --> 01:03:22,960
Speaker 1: so you got a bunch of pictures of weed. This

1209
01:03:23,080 --> 01:03:25,880
Speaker 1: is cool, This is nice, this is something. Look at you.

1210
01:03:25,880 --> 01:03:30,240
Speaker 1: You're an entrepreneur. My friends, you and you have you

1211
01:03:30,280 --> 01:03:31,800
Speaker 1: make it. You have a little journal.

1212
01:03:33,120 --> 01:03:33,800
Speaker 3: You know what's funny?

1213
01:03:33,800 --> 01:03:38,560
Speaker 1: Our if you look at both of our profile if

1214
01:03:38,560 --> 01:03:41,320
Speaker 1: you look at both of our profile pictures on Instagram

1215
01:03:41,360 --> 01:03:49,520
Speaker 1: from far away, they look very similar. You look at

1216
01:03:49,520 --> 01:03:53,160
Speaker 1: the ship. You have a whole blog here. This is cute.

1217
01:03:53,200 --> 01:03:57,480
Speaker 4: I like this, thanks man. Yeah. I like trying to

1218
01:03:57,560 --> 01:03:59,560
Speaker 4: keep it pretty well documented and like let people know

1219
01:03:59,600 --> 01:04:02,920
Speaker 4: what I'm doing, try to like explain like the methods

1220
01:04:02,960 --> 01:04:04,920
Speaker 4: and like techniques that I use and all that kind

1221
01:04:04,920 --> 01:04:05,320
Speaker 4: of stuff.

1222
01:04:05,360 --> 01:04:06,040
Speaker 3: It's really fun.

1223
01:04:06,440 --> 01:04:09,160
Speaker 4: It's a it's it's really it's really cool to kind

1224
01:04:09,160 --> 01:04:11,400
Speaker 4: of like document in that way, because I mean, I

1225
01:04:11,400 --> 01:04:13,320
Speaker 4: don't I'm not really good at writing and stuff. I

1226
01:04:13,320 --> 01:04:16,000
Speaker 4: always fucking forget. So I feel like I'm on social

1227
01:04:16,040 --> 01:04:18,000
Speaker 4: media enough that it just kind of correlates to be

1228
01:04:18,040 --> 01:04:18,560
Speaker 4: the same thing.

1229
01:04:20,200 --> 01:04:22,960
Speaker 1: Well, Josh, I might be hitting you up to borrow

1230
01:04:23,040 --> 01:04:24,720
Speaker 1: some pesticides.

1231
01:04:24,080 --> 01:04:27,640
Speaker 4: Very soon, dude, I have a bug problem right now.

1232
01:04:27,720 --> 01:04:29,600
Speaker 4: So I got some good shit. I just spent like

1233
01:04:29,600 --> 01:04:31,760
Speaker 4: one hundred and thirty dollars on like a sung aside

1234
01:04:31,760 --> 01:04:34,760
Speaker 4: and insecticide to kill these fucking a fits that I

1235
01:04:34,760 --> 01:04:37,600
Speaker 4: got in my tent, which is like really kissing me off,

1236
01:04:37,680 --> 01:04:38,880
Speaker 4: but it is what it is.

1237
01:04:39,320 --> 01:04:43,440
Speaker 1: I'm gonna throw this cuig at a roach for free

1238
01:04:43,480 --> 01:04:45,760
Speaker 1: and hopefully that gets the job done. Oh way to

1239
01:04:45,760 --> 01:04:47,680
Speaker 1: have a pan, Okay, I'm gonna use the pan.

1240
01:04:48,240 --> 01:04:48,960
Speaker 3: There you go?

1241
01:04:49,200 --> 01:04:50,439
Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, use a pan.

1242
01:04:50,480 --> 01:04:50,640
Speaker 3: Bro.

1243
01:04:50,720 --> 01:04:52,080
Speaker 4: I mean, but you just gotta be fat, you know,

1244
01:04:52,080 --> 01:04:54,720
Speaker 4: you gotta throw your whole body into it. Really other way.

1245
01:04:54,760 --> 01:04:56,479
Speaker 1: Yeah, I was too busy. I was too busy trying

1246
01:04:56,480 --> 01:04:58,680
Speaker 1: to I was well, I was distracted because I was

1247
01:04:58,720 --> 01:05:00,360
Speaker 1: talking to you while I was doing it. But now

1248
01:05:00,360 --> 01:05:01,280
Speaker 1: I think I'm gonna get it.

1249
01:05:02,560 --> 01:05:04,080
Speaker 4: Are you gonna take a break real quick and like

1250
01:05:04,200 --> 01:05:06,040
Speaker 4: get it like like on stream.

1251
01:05:06,480 --> 01:05:06,640
Speaker 2: No.

1252
01:05:06,720 --> 01:05:08,480
Speaker 1: I think I'm gonna finish this phone call and then

1253
01:05:08,480 --> 01:05:09,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna go get it.

1254
01:05:10,240 --> 01:05:13,880
Speaker 4: Okay, cool, Yeah, yeah, yeah, do that, dude. You gotta

1255
01:05:13,960 --> 01:05:14,400
Speaker 4: kill that thing.

1256
01:05:14,440 --> 01:05:14,600
Speaker 3: Man.

1257
01:05:14,640 --> 01:05:16,760
Speaker 4: It's like, it's not good to have roaches around you.

1258
01:05:17,600 --> 01:05:19,439
Speaker 4: I mean, especially if you're sleeping in the area where

1259
01:05:19,440 --> 01:05:22,520
Speaker 4: it's at. Man, I mean, that's just that's pretty dangerous.

1260
01:05:22,600 --> 01:05:22,960
Speaker 3: Dude.

1261
01:05:23,640 --> 01:05:25,640
Speaker 1: Where are you I they I don't know if it's dangerous.

1262
01:05:25,680 --> 01:05:27,440
Speaker 1: I don't think that. I mean, it's it's gross, but

1263
01:05:27,480 --> 01:05:30,000
Speaker 1: I don't think that the roach can like hurt me.

1264
01:05:32,600 --> 01:05:36,320
Speaker 4: They can hurt your feelings with this presence.

1265
01:05:37,600 --> 01:05:39,040
Speaker 1: Is there anything else you want to say to the

1266
01:05:39,040 --> 01:05:40,640
Speaker 1: people at the computer before we go? Josh?

1267
01:05:41,080 --> 01:05:45,600
Speaker 4: Just always learn stuff, Always learned things, and be excited

1268
01:05:45,640 --> 01:05:50,120
Speaker 4: for things that that you're never really sure about. And

1269
01:05:50,680 --> 01:05:53,360
Speaker 4: smoking shits in a weed and do some shrooms.

1270
01:05:54,000 --> 01:06:03,520
Speaker 1: Beautiful, take care of Josh never man. All right, in

1271
01:06:03,560 --> 01:06:07,280
Speaker 1: the show notes of this episode, I will let you

1272
01:06:07,400 --> 01:06:10,479
Speaker 1: know whether or not I got the roach. I think,

1273
01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:14,439
Speaker 1: all right, I'm all right, I'm looking at it right now,

1274
01:06:14,480 --> 01:06:20,200
Speaker 1: and it's underneath. Yeah, it's underneath this fucking Mike stand

1275
01:06:20,800 --> 01:06:22,680
Speaker 1: and I don't know. I don't know if it's still

1276
01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:27,160
Speaker 1: there or not, but we'll get it. Thanks for calling.

1277
01:06:27,280 --> 01:06:32,560
Speaker 1: Josh goes on the line, taking your phone calls every night,

1278
01:06:33,840 --> 01:06:35,840
Speaker 1: goes to his i's teaching.

1279
01:06:35,560 --> 01:06:37,040
Speaker 2: You every line.

1280
01:06:37,760 --> 01:06:39,680
Speaker 1: He's not really an expert.