WEBVTT - ERICK THE ARCHITECT GIVES ADVICE AS A GECKO 0:00:00.360 --> 0:00:04.720 Eric the Architect, what's up? How's it going? It's going? Hey, 0:00:04.760 --> 0:00:08.600 I have a question. Okay, how do you spell architect? 0:00:09.440 --> 0:00:11.559 Sometimes I messed that up too. It's a R C 0:00:12.039 --> 0:00:13.560 H I T E C T. 0:00:13.800 --> 0:00:16.159 I think that's one of those words that has a 0:00:16.200 --> 0:00:19.200 high probability of getting There's infinite ways to misspell out it. 0:00:19.239 --> 0:00:20.840 You can put a K at the end of the t. 0:00:21.280 --> 0:00:23.480 That's a fact. And you know what else? Yeah, you 0:00:23.480 --> 0:00:25.680 ever see a word and you swear that it's spelled wrong, 0:00:25.960 --> 0:00:26.680 but it's spell right. 0:00:26.960 --> 0:00:28.840 That's one of those words I when I like on 0:00:28.880 --> 0:00:31.080 the stream where it's just live with Eric the Architect, 0:00:31.160 --> 0:00:36.440 Now I had to like highlight what I wrote, cut it, 0:00:36.520 --> 0:00:36.879 put it. 0:00:36.840 --> 0:00:39.519 Into Google and see you double check and double check. 0:00:39.560 --> 0:00:40.239 I appreciate that. 0:00:40.440 --> 0:00:41.080 Yeah, for sure. 0:00:41.159 --> 0:00:43.319 Yeah, I have a lot of stuff spelled wrong. Both. 0:00:43.360 --> 0:00:44.680 My name is actually my last name too. 0:00:45.000 --> 0:00:47.360 Really so your last name Elliott? 0:00:47.479 --> 0:00:50.800 Right, Yeah, there's the first name architect and my last name. 0:00:50.880 --> 0:00:52.960 So yeah, I noticed. Okay, So, because because you have 0:00:53.000 --> 0:00:56.120 two t's at the end and two else two l's, 0:00:56.360 --> 0:00:57.720 two else, is there. 0:00:57.520 --> 0:01:01.000 A prop is there like one object give way to 0:01:01.120 --> 0:01:04.800 spell Elliott? Or is it kind of all over the place. 0:01:04.840 --> 0:01:06.840 I think it just picked. Some people when they pick 0:01:06.880 --> 0:01:08.679 elliot is their first thing, they spell it differently to 0:01:08.920 --> 0:01:12.360 m h. But I would say it mainly the way 0:01:12.360 --> 0:01:16.479 that I spell it is probably the right way. M hm. Eric, 0:01:17.880 --> 0:01:20.399 What what has been the most persistent thought on your 0:01:20.440 --> 0:01:28.720 mind lately? It's a good question. Who cares? Yeah? How 0:01:28.720 --> 0:01:31.200 about that? Yeah? I like that? I like that. Are 0:01:31.240 --> 0:01:32.800 you Are you good at like not caring what other 0:01:32.840 --> 0:01:36.080 people think of you? Yeah? Have you always been that way? Nah? No? 0:01:36.319 --> 0:01:37.760 Is that something you had to like kind of cultivate 0:01:37.880 --> 0:01:40.440 some new sh Okay, it's I would say in the past, 0:01:40.440 --> 0:01:41.360 like maybe three years. 0:01:41.400 --> 0:01:44.880 Really, Yeah, that's like, that's that's kind of right yesterday. Right, Yeah, 0:01:44.920 --> 0:01:47.360 that's kind of recent. I mean you've been like making, 0:01:47.600 --> 0:01:49.840 you know, putting yourself out there and making stuff for 0:01:49.960 --> 0:01:53.360 much longer than that. You know, how would you say 0:01:53.400 --> 0:01:56.800 you've gone about cultivating that like who cares? 0:01:56.800 --> 0:02:00.560 Attitude? I read some of a book called The Art 0:02:00.560 --> 0:02:03.560 of Not Giving a Funk, but that one. 0:02:03.480 --> 0:02:05.200 By Mark Manson. I love that book. 0:02:05.560 --> 0:02:07.320 So I started that, but I didn't finish it, and 0:02:07.360 --> 0:02:10.040 I just I decided in that moment that I don't care. 0:02:10.320 --> 0:02:12.600 Yeah, and I did I didn't care enough to even 0:02:12.600 --> 0:02:13.160 finish the book. 0:02:13.280 --> 0:02:14.799 Yeah, yeah, no, I mean that's the way. That's the 0:02:14.840 --> 0:02:16.680 way to read these like self help books. Man, it's 0:02:16.680 --> 0:02:19.519 like just you just do it enough until you're like 0:02:19.520 --> 0:02:21.520 all right, I got it. Get the confidence you need 0:02:21.600 --> 0:02:24.160 to because all these books they can be summed up 0:02:24.200 --> 0:02:27.079 in like two sentences, but they kind of dragged the dragon. 0:02:27.160 --> 0:02:30.240 Yeah, just wasting paper at that point to say, who cares? 0:02:30.280 --> 0:02:30.480 You know? 0:02:31.480 --> 0:02:33.839 Is there anything like when back when you did care? 0:02:34.360 --> 0:02:35.520 I mean, do you do we even look at it 0:02:35.560 --> 0:02:38.600 like that? Do we look at it like like b 0:02:38.680 --> 0:02:39.160 C A C. 0:02:40.520 --> 0:02:42.359 Before I care? Uh? 0:02:42.760 --> 0:02:44.720 Back when I did care? Yeah, back back when you 0:02:44.760 --> 0:02:47.840 did care? Was there was there something in particular that 0:02:47.880 --> 0:02:49.720 I cared about a lot? 0:02:50.120 --> 0:02:53.080 Oh? Man? My voice? Your voice? Yeah, I used to 0:02:53.080 --> 0:02:55.240 fuck with me, like really because I wanted like a 0:02:55.280 --> 0:02:59.320 really like deep voice, you know, and like sometimes people 0:02:59.320 --> 0:03:02.079 would call to like speak to my mom or my dad. Yeah, 0:03:02.160 --> 0:03:04.720 and they would think that I'm like a girl really yeah, 0:03:04.760 --> 0:03:06.399 And I was like, no, it's me Eric. 0:03:06.480 --> 0:03:08.400 And would kids like make fun of you for your 0:03:08.440 --> 0:03:09.040 voice and stuff? 0:03:09.120 --> 0:03:11.840 Yeah, because it didn't changed. I was like fourteen, I 0:03:11.840 --> 0:03:14.520 think you have a cool voice. Thanks, man, your voice 0:03:14.560 --> 0:03:17.080 really cool too, thanks man. Yeah, oh it's gonna be fun. 0:03:17.160 --> 0:03:20.760 Yeah yeah yeah, So I mean on here we we 0:03:20.840 --> 0:03:23.920 just we talked to people on the phone about life 0:03:23.960 --> 0:03:26.040 and life, death and death. 0:03:26.400 --> 0:03:27.440 You stream on twitch? 0:03:27.520 --> 0:03:27.640 Right? 0:03:27.960 --> 0:03:28.800 Yeah? Yeah? 0:03:29.400 --> 0:03:31.680 Did you ever like you did you? 0:03:31.720 --> 0:03:33.720 Did you? Were you mainly doing music on there? 0:03:33.800 --> 0:03:35.600 Or were you just kind of It was a mixed bag, man. 0:03:35.680 --> 0:03:39.320 I was like producing on Wednesdays and then Fridays. 0:03:38.880 --> 0:03:40.720 Was like zesty night. What's zesty Knight? 0:03:40.840 --> 0:03:43.920 Zesty Night is like it's really late, So like I 0:03:44.000 --> 0:03:46.320 just play music and then people in the chat attack 0:03:46.360 --> 0:03:49.480 each other sometimes and then when somebody insults me, everybody 0:03:49.560 --> 0:03:52.119 gangs up on that person and guessing band. 0:03:52.120 --> 0:03:53.880 Are you? Are you a night owl? How's your how's 0:03:53.880 --> 0:03:58.640 your sleep schedule? Nowadays? I go to sleep really early, man, Okay, yeah, 0:03:58.720 --> 0:04:00.280 that time I was going to sleep like two clock 0:04:00.280 --> 0:04:02.720 in the morning every day. Three o'clock. Now I'm like ten, 0:04:02.800 --> 0:04:03.240 I'm done. 0:04:03.280 --> 0:04:06.520 Do you feel Do you feel better like waking up regular? 0:04:06.840 --> 0:04:07.920 You get up earlier? Yeah? 0:04:08.040 --> 0:04:09.280 You know, what do you what do you do with 0:04:09.360 --> 0:04:10.680 the first like hour of your day? 0:04:11.720 --> 0:04:14.839 I make a tea or a coffee. My girl makes 0:04:14.840 --> 0:04:15.320 a coffee. 0:04:15.440 --> 0:04:18.760 Nice she just got one of the expresso machines for 0:04:18.880 --> 0:04:19.680 me for Christmas. 0:04:19.720 --> 0:04:23.400 Oh nice. So we've been making them. Well, she's been 0:04:23.400 --> 0:04:26.120 making them for me and it's been a great folds. 0:04:26.279 --> 0:04:27.560 Well it's not fold just but you know, like the 0:04:27.600 --> 0:04:29.880 whole thing, like the best part of waking up is 0:04:30.760 --> 0:04:32.360 I'll just say, espresso in your cup. 0:04:32.480 --> 0:04:35.440 Yeah, because it's about what the coffee you represent. It's like, look, 0:04:35.440 --> 0:04:37.040 I know I have a whole day of like I 0:04:37.040 --> 0:04:39.400 have to do ship, deal with, deal with you got 0:04:39.400 --> 0:04:42.760 to answer your emails and just random bullshit. 0:04:42.800 --> 0:04:44.919 It just helps you. Yeah, and then you get a 0:04:44.920 --> 0:04:46.120 good ship in as well. Yeah. 0:04:46.160 --> 0:04:47.800 Yeah, no, the coffee ships that really gets you. 0:04:47.920 --> 0:04:50.160 They get to you start your day. You know how 0:04:50.200 --> 0:04:52.479 often after the coffee does the ship get pretty fast? 0:04:52.520 --> 0:04:54.920 Pretty fast. Have to be in the radius of a bathroom, 0:04:55.000 --> 0:04:57.120 like upon consumption, you know. 0:04:57.240 --> 0:04:59.240 Do you ever you ever like kind of mixed them up, 0:04:59.240 --> 0:05:01.640 like you drink half the coffee, then you take shit. 0:05:02.000 --> 0:05:04.599 How you go back to the coffee and then you 0:05:04.680 --> 0:05:05.680 go back into the toilet. 0:05:05.920 --> 0:05:07.599 That's very and you know what you have to really 0:05:07.600 --> 0:05:09.600 be really careful of is if you mix orange juice 0:05:09.640 --> 0:05:12.360 in that somehow, so if you're taking orange juice, you might. 0:05:12.240 --> 0:05:13.680 Say, oh, I want an orange juice. Oh, let me 0:05:13.680 --> 0:05:15.880 get a coffee. You might as well not leave the 0:05:15.920 --> 0:05:18.080 house for like an hour or two. Does orange juice 0:05:18.120 --> 0:05:18.720 make you shit? 0:05:18.960 --> 0:05:19.120 Is that? 0:05:19.120 --> 0:05:21.680 A combination of orange juice and coffee definitely makes me 0:05:21.680 --> 0:05:22.560 shit worse? 0:05:23.480 --> 0:05:26.200 The shits is different than shitting huh huh. 0:05:26.240 --> 0:05:29.359 But it's almost like, uh, I feel like there's something 0:05:29.440 --> 0:05:32.640 spiritual about that, Like you're purging your body of the 0:05:32.680 --> 0:05:36.760 toxins so that you start the day right fresh. 0:05:36.800 --> 0:05:40.040 It's like ayahuasca. It's like I have you done ayahuasca? No? 0:05:40.520 --> 0:05:42.080 So I I know that. 0:05:42.240 --> 0:05:45.919 Like the thing is like, uh, you're everyone else in 0:05:45.960 --> 0:05:48.680 the gang, like you know, they're very into like psychedelics 0:05:48.680 --> 0:05:51.599 and stuff and you and you you're not. No is 0:05:51.640 --> 0:05:54.160 there Like is that an intentional thing? Like is it 0:05:54.200 --> 0:05:56.039 like for a reason that you kind of like swore off? 0:05:56.440 --> 0:05:57.920 Like I don't know I have it swore off or 0:05:58.160 --> 0:05:58.560 what it is. 0:05:58.600 --> 0:06:03.080 But I've had my own experiences, yeah, but not as 0:06:03.120 --> 0:06:06.200 often as them, okay, And I think that I just 0:06:06.320 --> 0:06:08.960 like to watch man. It was funny, like it was awesome, 0:06:09.040 --> 0:06:12.200 like just watching your friends leave themselves. 0:06:12.839 --> 0:06:15.520 Yeah, and then not judging either, but kind of like 0:06:15.560 --> 0:06:17.280 I feel like I'm there too already. 0:06:17.520 --> 0:06:19.559 Are Are Are you a guy where like if people 0:06:19.720 --> 0:06:23.480 like like they'll like confide in you things. 0:06:23.240 --> 0:06:26.599 I'd say, so, yeah, pretty responsible guy. I feel older 0:06:26.640 --> 0:06:27.320 than I really am. 0:06:27.800 --> 0:06:31.039 So you're a good guy to be on drugs around. 0:06:31.400 --> 0:06:33.919 I think so I'm probably the best person to be 0:06:33.960 --> 0:06:36.000 around because I'm not gonna fuck with you. 0:06:36.160 --> 0:06:38.960 That's a good I feel like we need more of that, 0:06:39.200 --> 0:06:42.400 right because there's there's there's everyone wants to do drugs. 0:06:42.400 --> 0:06:44.960 Nobody wants to hang out with people who are on 0:06:45.080 --> 0:06:48.280 drugs while not doing That's me. But there's a pleasure 0:06:48.320 --> 0:06:51.040 in that because you're exactly you're like getting to fully 0:06:51.160 --> 0:06:54.320 experience watching other people, as you say, leave themselves. 0:06:54.040 --> 0:06:54.799 Leave themselves. 0:06:54.960 --> 0:06:58.480 Yeah yeah, but drinking, well, I cannot drink when other 0:06:58.480 --> 0:07:00.840 people drink too, But that's not really as fun. 0:07:01.040 --> 0:07:05.040 Yeah, being drunk with everybodss is pretty it's pretty fun. Yeah. Yeah. 0:07:05.240 --> 0:07:08.000 Do you do you smoke weed? Yeah? A little bit, Ok, 0:07:08.240 --> 0:07:10.640 a lot of it, a lot of it? Yeah? Nice? Nice. 0:07:11.000 --> 0:07:14.200 I feel like being not high when other people are 0:07:14.280 --> 0:07:17.960 high is not as It's not as fun to watch people. 0:07:18.080 --> 0:07:20.800 It's not fun to watch people be high. Yeah, high 0:07:20.840 --> 0:07:22.360 is different. Yeah, high is different. 0:07:22.360 --> 0:07:25.679 And also being high around people who are not high 0:07:25.800 --> 0:07:28.160 is not tera fun at all. Yeah, because you know 0:07:28.240 --> 0:07:32.040 you look crazy too, Yeah, and at least like you 0:07:32.080 --> 0:07:33.960 look less crazy when other people look crazy. 0:07:34.120 --> 0:07:34.400 Yeah. 0:07:34.440 --> 0:07:36.760 But then if I'm the only person with like red eyes, 0:07:36.840 --> 0:07:38.720 it just it looks weird. 0:07:38.840 --> 0:07:41.320 It's fun for everyone to be sort of like feeling 0:07:41.440 --> 0:07:45.600 really awkward together, as opposed to you're feeling awkward and 0:07:45.600 --> 0:07:49.160 you're around other people who are of mind. 0:07:49.000 --> 0:07:55.960 Right right, exactly? Hey, cheers, cheers, man, let's do it. It's 0:07:55.880 --> 0:07:57.960 like the slippery assns. 0:07:57.960 --> 0:08:00.240 Oh yeah, no, this is I'm waiting for this thing 0:08:00.280 --> 0:08:02.160 to just crash and fall and I'll cry. 0:08:02.200 --> 0:08:04.600 I don't want to spill this beer in my dick. 0:08:06.360 --> 0:08:07.560 Hey, you want to take some calls? 0:08:08.520 --> 0:08:09.840 We should, let's do it. 0:08:11.840 --> 0:08:15.720 I mean, hello, Ricky. Oh, Ricky's on the on the 0:08:15.720 --> 0:08:16.760 motorcycle right now. 0:08:17.320 --> 0:08:18.560 Oh, he's getting out of car. 0:08:19.320 --> 0:08:19.640 Hello. 0:08:20.160 --> 0:08:27.880 Hello, Hi, how's it going. It's going. It's going pretty 0:08:27.880 --> 0:08:35.120 good now on a motorcycle, moped, Ricky. 0:08:35.160 --> 0:08:36.960 It says here that you want to talk about a 0:08:37.040 --> 0:08:40.480 time that you got punched in the face at a 0:08:40.520 --> 0:08:42.559 flatbush zombies concert. 0:08:44.160 --> 0:08:45.160 Sounds crazy already. 0:08:45.559 --> 0:08:48.480 Ah, yeah, that is. That is what I said just 0:08:49.640 --> 0:08:52.160 before that. Can I quickly talk about what just happened 0:08:52.200 --> 0:08:54.520 to me and why it founded that way a second ago? 0:08:56.040 --> 0:08:57.679 I'm mildly curious. Let's let's hear it. 0:09:00.080 --> 0:09:02.520 Okay. So the reason it sounded that way is because 0:09:02.559 --> 0:09:06.640 I was standing outside of my car because I was 0:09:06.720 --> 0:09:10.880 just driving and someone hit the back of my car 0:09:11.080 --> 0:09:15.520 at a red light, and uh, I don't know, there's 0:09:15.600 --> 0:09:19.880 no damage, and he seemed really, uh, really nervous, but 0:09:20.080 --> 0:09:21.120 kind of just let him go. 0:09:23.400 --> 0:09:26.360 I don't know if I should have done that, but oh, 0:09:26.400 --> 0:09:28.319 he hit your car, you just let him go. It's 0:09:28.480 --> 0:09:30.160 very nice. 0:09:30.960 --> 0:09:33.200 Kind of he kind of just like bumps. He kind 0:09:33.200 --> 0:09:35.400 of just like lightly bumped to the back and there 0:09:35.480 --> 0:09:38.320 was no damage or anything, and I, you know, I 0:09:38.360 --> 0:09:40.520 pulled over and he was like, I'm really sorry, and 0:09:40.880 --> 0:09:43.080 you know, he seemed really nervous about it, you know, 0:09:43.240 --> 0:09:46.240 like I don't know if he like doesn't have insurance 0:09:46.360 --> 0:09:48.000 or something, and like I don't know. 0:09:50.360 --> 0:09:51.719 Damage to my car and. 0:09:51.679 --> 0:09:53.720 It's already kind of beat up, so I kind of 0:09:53.760 --> 0:09:54.360 just let him go. 0:09:55.800 --> 0:09:56.199 Hmm. 0:09:56.640 --> 0:09:58.440 I think like, like like you were saying, I think 0:09:58.480 --> 0:09:59.720 it's a good Samaritan thing to do. 0:10:00.080 --> 0:10:02.720 That was really nice. Are you a nice guy? 0:10:05.720 --> 0:10:05.920 Yeah? 0:10:05.920 --> 0:10:08.679 I guess. I guess most people would say I'm a 0:10:08.760 --> 0:10:10.680 nice guy. You know, I think I'm pretty nice. 0:10:11.160 --> 0:10:13.840 But you got punched and you're a nice guy. Could 0:10:13.840 --> 0:10:14.960 you could you explain that? 0:10:15.360 --> 0:10:18.320 Yeah, so I can talk about that. Yeah, I can 0:10:18.360 --> 0:10:22.440 talk about that, and so that that was completely random. 0:10:22.960 --> 0:10:24.520 I you know, it's not like I was looking to 0:10:24.520 --> 0:10:27.880 fight anyone. I was just at the concert, uh, you know, 0:10:28.040 --> 0:10:33.440 enjoying the music that you've made. And yeah, basically I was. 0:10:33.520 --> 0:10:35.880 It came from like my blind side. Like all I 0:10:35.920 --> 0:10:38.439 saw was like a fist coming out of nowhere from 0:10:38.440 --> 0:10:41.880 like my right side, and so he hit me. I'm 0:10:41.960 --> 0:10:46.000 like kind of like the temple like eye area, and 0:10:46.480 --> 0:10:49.000 I turned around and no one was there, Like they 0:10:49.160 --> 0:10:57.000 ran away basically right after coward. Yeah, I mean, you know, 0:10:57.559 --> 0:11:00.319 I don't know what, Like, I don't think I did 0:11:00.360 --> 0:11:02.319 anything for them, you know, like I don't know what 0:11:03.080 --> 0:11:05.599 brought them to punch me specifically, or if it was 0:11:05.640 --> 0:11:07.000 an accident, Like. 0:11:06.920 --> 0:11:09.040 I don't know, did you were you in a mosh 0:11:09.080 --> 0:11:12.920 pit or were you close to a fit? 0:11:13.200 --> 0:11:14.679 I was outside of the mos pit. 0:11:14.800 --> 0:11:15.480 That was the thing. 0:11:15.600 --> 0:11:18.400 Like, you know, I was in the moshpit before, but 0:11:18.480 --> 0:11:20.120 I was out of the most pit, just kind of 0:11:20.160 --> 0:11:24.280 hanging out. I don't know, but I like pushed him 0:11:24.280 --> 0:11:26.479 in the mosh pit and he was mad. 0:11:27.440 --> 0:11:29.319 I think you just solved it. I think you. I 0:11:30.000 --> 0:11:33.640 think you figured it out. I think you figured it out. 0:11:33.880 --> 0:11:35.880 He said he was in the in the mosh pit. 0:11:35.800 --> 0:11:37.720 And then he got the fuck out the mosh pit 0:11:37.800 --> 0:11:39.800 and then the guy punched him. 0:11:40.120 --> 0:11:42.240 Oh, because did you did he push somebody out of 0:11:42.240 --> 0:11:42.760 the mosh pit? 0:11:44.440 --> 0:11:46.319 You might have if he might have? What is your face? 0:11:46.360 --> 0:11:46.560 Look? 0:11:46.920 --> 0:11:50.000 You just have like some people, some people have faces 0:11:50.000 --> 0:11:50.960 that that you do want to punch. 0:11:51.000 --> 0:11:52.400 Some some people have faces that you just want to punch. 0:11:52.679 --> 0:11:53.680 Some people have to punch face. 0:11:53.880 --> 0:11:55.280 Do you feel like you have a punch face. 0:11:59.720 --> 0:12:02.600 I'm like, I don't think so. I've never been told 0:12:02.679 --> 0:12:04.560 that before. But I feel like that's not something that 0:12:04.600 --> 0:12:05.400 people tell you. 0:12:05.200 --> 0:12:07.559 You know, No, people don't tell you. They just they 0:12:07.600 --> 0:12:13.640 just punch you the you Yeah. 0:12:11.720 --> 0:12:13.920 I mean it's only it was only that one instance. 0:12:13.960 --> 0:12:16.880 You know, It's not like a reoccurring thing. 0:12:18.280 --> 0:12:20.760 Well, I mean, listen, Ricky, do you before we go 0:12:21.120 --> 0:12:24.160 do you do you feel like you learned anything from 0:12:24.200 --> 0:12:24.560 you said? 0:12:24.640 --> 0:12:26.439 Do I sound like I have a punch face? 0:12:27.040 --> 0:12:28.160 What do you think? Does he sound like he has 0:12:28.160 --> 0:12:33.160 a bunch of face? I also kind of hear it 0:12:33.200 --> 0:12:33.760 a little bit. 0:12:34.480 --> 0:12:36.640 It's like the tone that you're using is a little punchy. 0:12:36.920 --> 0:12:39.240 It's a little bit. But you have a punchable voice voice. 0:12:40.040 --> 0:12:43.120 Yeah, you might have a great, totally non punishable face. 0:12:43.200 --> 0:12:46.480 But were you talking around this guy and maybe you 0:12:46.640 --> 0:12:48.760 heard your punishable voice and he was like, I gotta 0:12:48.800 --> 0:12:51.080 punch that guy. 0:12:53.200 --> 0:12:56.280 I don't think so, you know. I mean, I'm mostly 0:12:56.360 --> 0:12:57.480 just listening to the music. 0:12:57.640 --> 0:13:01.640 So you know, do you dance really awkwardly? 0:13:02.040 --> 0:13:02.240 Well? 0:13:06.880 --> 0:13:09.040 Again, I mean, no one's ever told me that, But 0:13:09.760 --> 0:13:10.439 I don't know. 0:13:10.520 --> 0:13:15.079 You could have a punishable body, just yeah, sometimes you 0:13:15.160 --> 0:13:17.640 see somebody say I want to knock that guy out, 0:13:17.960 --> 0:13:21.120 and especially in a mosh pit environment, it doesn't make 0:13:21.120 --> 0:13:24.040 it okay, but sometimes you want to punch people in 0:13:24.040 --> 0:13:26.760 the face. Do you think people can have like punishable vibes? 0:13:27.120 --> 0:13:31.360 Yeahnble Aura. Maybe they're jealous of Vie. 0:13:31.640 --> 0:13:33.760 Jealous of your vibe. That could be it as well. 0:13:33.760 --> 0:13:34.680 That could be it as well. 0:13:35.360 --> 0:13:38.640 But but Ricky, tell us before we go, did you 0:13:38.760 --> 0:13:43.280 learn anything from this? Did the punch knock some sort 0:13:43.320 --> 0:13:45.840 of your brain, some part of your brain into any 0:13:45.880 --> 0:13:48.480 any epiphany of any kind, or did you leave the 0:13:48.520 --> 0:13:50.440 experience rather empty handed? 0:13:54.440 --> 0:13:54.600 Uh? 0:13:54.800 --> 0:13:56.680 Well, I just tried not to let it affect me 0:13:56.840 --> 0:13:59.520 since you know, I you know, it didn't hurt that bad, 0:14:00.200 --> 0:14:03.680 and I just kind of continued enjoying myself. 0:14:07.640 --> 0:14:14.760 And the uh man, Ricky, Yeah, I hope that doesn't 0:14:14.800 --> 0:14:19.280 happen again. But you know, I'm sorry that you get punched. 0:14:19.480 --> 0:14:23.640 Hopefully you learn to fight better, I guess, or maybe 0:14:24.200 --> 0:14:27.640 have some spider senses the next time that happens you. 0:14:29.040 --> 0:14:31.600 Yeah, I mean, it wasn't really a fight situation. 0:14:31.720 --> 0:14:32.200 It was just a. 0:14:32.160 --> 0:14:33.200 Sucker punch, you know. 0:14:34.440 --> 0:14:34.680 Uh. 0:14:34.720 --> 0:14:36.760 But for me, if somebody touches me, I have to 0:14:36.760 --> 0:14:39.440 fight them. But I don't know if they just feel 0:14:39.440 --> 0:14:41.000 like I just have to fight you after that. Because 0:14:41.000 --> 0:14:42.760 that's why you probably a nice guy. I think we 0:14:42.800 --> 0:14:45.200 started by saying that you said you think you're a 0:14:45.240 --> 0:14:45.720 nice guy. 0:14:46.960 --> 0:14:48.280 You let somebody off. 0:14:48.520 --> 0:14:51.200 With the yeah right, Yeah, that's we kind of if 0:14:51.240 --> 0:14:53.320 you let somebody off with the tap to the back 0:14:53.680 --> 0:14:55.800 of the car. You know, I can see you being 0:14:55.800 --> 0:14:57.760 the kind of guy let somebody punch in the face 0:14:57.960 --> 0:14:59.840 in the face, which is a way to go through life. 0:15:00.080 --> 0:15:03.480 Sudden you're you're a pacifist, and that's a respectable way 0:15:03.520 --> 0:15:04.480 to move about the world. 0:15:04.680 --> 0:15:06.400 You know what I mean? I didn't. I didn't know 0:15:06.400 --> 0:15:07.000 where they went. 0:15:07.800 --> 0:15:11.480 Listen, Ricky, don't let anyone let uh get you to 0:15:11.520 --> 0:15:12.760 compromise your values. 0:15:12.800 --> 0:15:14.960 All right. You clearly have a way in which you 0:15:15.080 --> 0:15:18.200 like to diffuse situations, and it sounds as though it's 0:15:18.240 --> 0:15:21.840 working for Thank you very much for calling Ricky. 0:15:23.200 --> 0:15:25.920 Wow, thank yeah, thank for. 0:15:27.840 --> 0:15:29.840 Do you think did he. 0:15:29.880 --> 0:15:32.280 Want, like wanted something from you? To think it was like, hey, 0:15:32.280 --> 0:15:35.200 I got punched in your concerts? You want can you 0:15:35.240 --> 0:15:38.800 can I get like an autograph or a baseball thing. 0:15:38.760 --> 0:15:42.040 Or I don't know what he wanted. If you want anything, 0:15:42.080 --> 0:15:44.280 what is something? Maybe a n f T. I don't 0:15:44.400 --> 0:15:46.160 fucking know, do you? 0:15:46.320 --> 0:15:51.240 Okay? So you you were saying that if somebody, like, 0:15:51.280 --> 0:15:53.640 if somebody just suck a punch to deal, you'd fight 0:15:53.680 --> 0:15:56.320 to mack immediately, I have to, you have to so 0:15:56.320 --> 0:16:02.720 so so you're not like on a scale from somebody 0:16:03.040 --> 0:16:08.320 like Ricky. Ricky, Oh, it's very much sort of like 0:16:10.200 --> 0:16:14.160 let bygones be bygones, whatever whatever to somebody who's just 0:16:14.200 --> 0:16:16.000 like out of control, like. 0:16:15.960 --> 0:16:17.600 Looking for for the competils. 0:16:17.760 --> 0:16:20.600 Where do you lie on your like willingness to get 0:16:20.680 --> 0:16:22.920 involved in in. 0:16:23.440 --> 0:16:28.280 A special of some kind? I have one better for you. 0:16:28.400 --> 0:16:35.680 Hit me. I was at a party. If anybody's at 0:16:35.680 --> 0:16:38.200 this party, here's the story, then they're gonna know what 0:16:38.280 --> 0:16:39.960 part I'm talking about. But I was at a party 0:16:39.960 --> 0:16:42.440 where everyone was related to the person that was throwing 0:16:42.480 --> 0:16:45.440 the party, and then everybody else was friends of the 0:16:45.480 --> 0:16:50.200 person's party. And a fight started and everyone in the 0:16:50.240 --> 0:16:53.000 party was fighting each other. But everybody was like fighting 0:16:53.000 --> 0:16:55.560 a stranger that they don't know why they were fighting them. 0:16:55.800 --> 0:16:59.240 And somebody hit me, So I just looked for somebody 0:16:59.240 --> 0:17:00.080 else to hit that I did. 0:17:00.200 --> 0:17:04.680 No, So, like the sort of the energy was getting 0:17:04.680 --> 0:17:07.080 like passed from one person, they didn't necessarily need to 0:17:07.080 --> 0:17:08.160 be reciprocated so. 0:17:08.240 --> 0:17:11.080 That it needed to be put back into somebody else, 0:17:11.119 --> 0:17:15.159 into somebody else. Was it the wisest thing? Probably not, 0:17:15.920 --> 0:17:19.560 But in that moment, I mean, I'm only human. Somebody 0:17:19.640 --> 0:17:21.400 just like punched me, so I'm going to find someone 0:17:21.440 --> 0:17:23.560 else to punch. Yeah, But I'm not going to punch 0:17:23.560 --> 0:17:25.320 somebody that's like a friend of mine. I'm going to 0:17:25.320 --> 0:17:27.520 punch somebody who looks like they need to get punched 0:17:28.119 --> 0:17:31.200 in that environment, not in the normal. Do you remember 0:17:31.240 --> 0:17:33.320 what started the scuffle in the first place? 0:17:33.359 --> 0:17:36.400 It was, uh, somebody was talking to somebody's girl. It's 0:17:36.480 --> 0:17:40.520 usually that, right, Yeah, And somebody didn't know this was 0:17:40.560 --> 0:17:44.920 a girl, a girl that was like her boyfriend was there. 0:17:45.440 --> 0:17:48.560 Oh okay, he was flirting with some and then another 0:17:48.600 --> 0:17:51.800 person came to defend that, and then a brawl, a 0:17:51.880 --> 0:17:55.760 melee started, and that's why I was like, why did 0:17:55.760 --> 0:17:57.879 I get punched? I didn't fuck anybody's girlfriend, you know, 0:17:57.960 --> 0:18:00.040 So do you do you. 0:18:00.359 --> 0:18:02.439 Did you have like, uh, did you get like an 0:18:02.440 --> 0:18:04.080 adrenaline rush? 0:18:06.240 --> 0:18:09.919 I did? And I was drunk, so we were all 0:18:09.960 --> 0:18:12.119 pretty like drinking and stuff. 0:18:12.160 --> 0:18:15.400 So maybe that might have I feel like I'm having 0:18:15.400 --> 0:18:18.400 a therapy session. That might have been the reason why 0:18:18.480 --> 0:18:21.639 I was so excited to fight. But I was also 0:18:21.680 --> 0:18:25.280 confused and maybe a little scared, yeah, just because like 0:18:25.400 --> 0:18:27.840 I don't want to fight somebody that like I'm going 0:18:27.920 --> 0:18:31.200 to see again, for sure at a barbecue somewhere for. 0:18:31.119 --> 0:18:31.880 Sure, for sure. 0:18:32.040 --> 0:18:35.160 So but I mean it's good, it's good to be prepared, 0:18:35.240 --> 0:18:40.240 like like, I'm a pacifist, but that's by by, you know, 0:18:40.280 --> 0:18:42.840 because I can't if somebody wants to if somebody out 0:18:42.840 --> 0:18:45.119 there wanted to fuck with me or punch me or 0:18:45.160 --> 0:18:47.560 anything other that I can't do anything because I'm I'm 0:18:47.680 --> 0:18:52.359 very weak. So it'd be nice to very weak fighting wise, 0:18:52.400 --> 0:18:54.520 like it would be. I'd like to have the option, 0:18:54.680 --> 0:18:58.000 but since I don't, like like I can I can 0:18:58.040 --> 0:19:03.080 retreat into like, oh, I'm a passive it's for like whatever, 0:19:03.240 --> 0:19:06.879 like a spiritual reasons, but secretly it's because you know 0:19:07.520 --> 0:19:08.240 what am I going to do? 0:19:08.320 --> 0:19:10.240 You know, so you just kind of like broadcasting that 0:19:10.280 --> 0:19:11.600 out there that you that you can't fight. 0:19:11.720 --> 0:19:14.359 Yeah, look, if someone wants, if someone listens to this 0:19:14.480 --> 0:19:16.800 right now and they want to antagonize me in some way, 0:19:16.880 --> 0:19:21.280 then you know they should. You only live once. 0:19:23.400 --> 0:19:26.720 I like that your nice got too, Hey, thanks man. 0:19:26.720 --> 0:19:28.200 If you don't have a punisable face, though. 0:19:28.119 --> 0:19:30.440 I appreciate that, maybe without the makeup, I might have 0:19:30.520 --> 0:19:32.000 a punchable punishable face. 0:19:33.200 --> 0:19:34.040 What does Jacob have? 0:19:34.560 --> 0:19:38.880 Let's see, Jacob, is that you Jacob from West Virginia. 0:19:38.720 --> 0:19:47.160 West Virginia, mountain, Mama, what's up? How's it going? Yeah? Hello, lot, Hello? 0:19:47.320 --> 0:19:47.480 Eric? 0:19:47.520 --> 0:19:50.400 How you go the Hi? How are you? 0:19:54.560 --> 0:19:55.320 I am amazing? 0:19:56.480 --> 0:20:04.000 Amazing? How are you amazing? Jacob Jacob Jacob chikub Ticket. 0:20:04.000 --> 0:20:06.600 It says here that you were not sure what you 0:20:06.600 --> 0:20:10.360 want to do for a career. Says you graduated college 0:20:10.600 --> 0:20:13.720 with a business marketing degree. You aspire to be a 0:20:13.880 --> 0:20:19.119 music producer, but you feel pressure from your family to 0:20:19.240 --> 0:20:25.480 steer in a more traditional field. Is this is this accurate? 0:20:25.760 --> 0:20:26.160 Jacob? 0:20:26.680 --> 0:20:29.840 Yeah, yes, yes, that is correct. 0:20:31.920 --> 0:20:37.080 When you sort of uh went off on your path, Eric, 0:20:37.359 --> 0:20:42.040 was there any like pressure from any from outside sources 0:20:42.080 --> 0:20:45.040 of like, oh, maybe you should go do something else. 0:20:45.280 --> 0:20:47.600 You're always gonna people always gonna take you're crazy when 0:20:47.600 --> 0:20:51.199 you're about to embark on greatness, you know, because you 0:20:51.240 --> 0:20:53.040 have to be a little crazy to believe that you're 0:20:53.080 --> 0:20:55.959 gonna make it, because so many people don't make it, 0:20:56.000 --> 0:20:58.320 and not even in music, but just in life. Like 0:20:58.920 --> 0:21:03.119 everyone wants to be fucking cool, and everybody's like technically 0:21:03.160 --> 0:21:06.199 the coolest person that they know, you know, because we 0:21:06.280 --> 0:21:09.720 are all cool. But I think you got to like 0:21:09.800 --> 0:21:12.800 prove to the world that you're cool somehow, and that's 0:21:12.800 --> 0:21:13.520 what we're looking for. 0:21:13.560 --> 0:21:14.840 We're just looking for somebody. 0:21:14.560 --> 0:21:17.840 To prove that you deserve my attention, and I don't 0:21:17.880 --> 0:21:20.359 know how to do that. Some people tap their face, 0:21:20.520 --> 0:21:25.080 some people shit on themselves, some people troll people, some 0:21:25.119 --> 0:21:28.760 people do anything to be recognized, but mostly what you 0:21:28.840 --> 0:21:31.800 got to do is really convince people that you're cool. 0:21:33.320 --> 0:21:38.760 What do you think about that, Jacob, I think he's 0:21:38.800 --> 0:21:39.480 completely right. 0:21:40.640 --> 0:21:42.560 I think you got to be a little crazy to, 0:21:43.320 --> 0:21:45.639 you know, reach the levels that you know, you know 0:21:45.680 --> 0:21:49.639 I would dream of, and especially in music, because so 0:21:49.720 --> 0:21:52.880 many people do it. You know, you just gotta you're crazy, 0:21:53.080 --> 0:21:53.920 really got to stand out. 0:21:55.359 --> 0:21:58.280 One time I was doing a show and this dude 0:21:58.320 --> 0:22:02.280 wanted my head band and I was gonna give him 0:22:02.560 --> 0:22:06.240 a brand new one. 0:22:04.800 --> 0:22:07.359 And he was like, no, no, no, no, no, I 0:22:07.400 --> 0:22:12.320 want one you sweated in. And then I said, you're disgusting, 0:22:12.640 --> 0:22:14.560 and then he said, but I love you. 0:22:15.560 --> 0:22:19.600 And then I gave him a sweaty one. So he 0:22:19.720 --> 0:22:21.600 has that probably in a shrine or some shit. Now, 0:22:21.640 --> 0:22:25.639 I don't know. I hope he's okay. But that was 0:22:25.680 --> 0:22:27.680 weird as fun and I will never forget that. And 0:22:27.760 --> 0:22:28.560 that's kind of cool. 0:22:29.080 --> 0:22:31.919 That's the level that Jacob ascribes to Jacob is at 0:22:31.960 --> 0:22:33.359 the level that you want to get to, where like 0:22:33.400 --> 0:22:35.879 people are like, Jacob, please give me your underpants so 0:22:35.880 --> 0:22:38.560 that I can add them to my Jacob shrine. 0:22:41.320 --> 0:22:44.680 Oh for sure, yeahs. 0:22:45.160 --> 0:22:46.080 Unused used. 0:22:46.280 --> 0:22:48.399 You know, I really like what you said. We're like 0:22:48.440 --> 0:22:51.040 everybody's cool. It's something like everybody's cool, but you just 0:22:51.119 --> 0:22:54.840 kind of gotta like decide that you're cool and then 0:22:54.920 --> 0:22:58.399 be like, that is the executive decision that I have made, 0:22:59.000 --> 0:23:01.080 and I am presenting that to the world, and they 0:23:01.080 --> 0:23:03.679 can disagree with me if they want, but they're wrong. 0:23:03.480 --> 0:23:06.080 They're wrong. I'm still cool. I like that. What about 0:23:06.080 --> 0:23:08.560 the cool table at school? Right? Like everybody wanted to 0:23:08.560 --> 0:23:11.240 be at the cool lunch table, right, But then you 0:23:11.320 --> 0:23:13.400 realize that your table could be the cool table too. 0:23:13.680 --> 0:23:16.159 You can just decide coolness is all the eye of 0:23:16.160 --> 0:23:16.640 the beholder. 0:23:16.640 --> 0:23:19.399 Fuck that table for these people, like we all eating 0:23:19.560 --> 0:23:24.199 shitty pizza and uh chocolate milk. You know, So what 0:23:24.320 --> 0:23:27.400 makes you any cooler at your fucking because you got 0:23:27.600 --> 0:23:28.400 bubbles in your. 0:23:28.280 --> 0:23:30.200 Hair and shit, like or you got whatever the fuck 0:23:30.240 --> 0:23:32.720 you got, Like Jacob, what is it that that you 0:23:32.800 --> 0:23:34.400 believe makes you cool? If anything. 0:23:37.880 --> 0:23:45.680 Mm hmm. I think probably just my creativity. I don't know. 0:23:48.520 --> 0:23:51.760 Just I am confident in myself and I'm confident too. 0:23:54.840 --> 0:23:59.040 I do really well entertaining myself. I guess I can 0:23:59.119 --> 0:24:01.800 spend days alone. I don't know. 0:24:03.520 --> 0:24:04.000 Pretty cool. 0:24:04.920 --> 0:24:06.840 Do you think you could survive for months in the 0:24:06.840 --> 0:24:10.119 woods alone like they do on the show Alone? 0:24:11.520 --> 0:24:13.840 I've heard of that show. It's a great show. 0:24:13.920 --> 0:24:17.399 I don't know about that, but probably one of my 0:24:17.520 --> 0:24:19.400 dreams is, like if I ever got a whole bunch 0:24:19.440 --> 0:24:22.000 of money or whatever, would be to just get like 0:24:22.040 --> 0:24:25.760 a like a ranch or something, or just a cabin 0:24:26.200 --> 0:24:29.120 and just full out there for months at a time. 0:24:30.480 --> 0:24:33.240 Where in West Virginia are you located, by the way, 0:24:34.080 --> 0:24:35.720 because I know a lot about West Virginia. 0:24:36.040 --> 0:24:41.320 I'm actually, oh really, I'm actually in Nitro. It's like 0:24:41.400 --> 0:24:42.919 right outside of Charleston, the capitol. 0:24:43.560 --> 0:24:45.480 Okay. And how far is that from Morgantown. 0:24:48.800 --> 0:24:51.560 That's like probably three hours three and a half. 0:24:51.880 --> 0:24:56.320 Okay, So Morgantown is about an hour from Pittsburgh where 0:24:57.200 --> 0:25:01.440 the football the football teams playing ship Morgantown the w 0:25:01.640 --> 0:25:07.160 v U UH football team, for sure. There's something called 0:25:07.160 --> 0:25:09.080 Towny Knight. Do you know Towny Knight. Do you know that? 0:25:11.800 --> 0:25:14.919 I do know, But you're from West Virginia. 0:25:16.520 --> 0:25:17.960 You're saying he should go to Towny Knight. 0:25:20.080 --> 0:25:22.199 Yeah, Towny Knight is what cool people hang out. That 0:25:22.280 --> 0:25:23.800 was what I was trying to help him find his 0:25:24.640 --> 0:25:27.400 version of what's cool. Maybe Towny Night is where all 0:25:27.440 --> 0:25:30.280 the people that are locals hang out and everybody that's 0:25:30.359 --> 0:25:32.040 not in the school go somewhere else. 0:25:32.760 --> 0:25:35.840 People people play music at Towny I could possibly be 0:25:36.080 --> 0:25:39.600 Jacob's debut. I like comes up on the stage with 0:25:39.640 --> 0:25:42.840 his turntable Tonight, Towny Knight. 0:25:44.400 --> 0:25:45.480 West Virginia. There it is. 0:25:46.520 --> 0:25:48.199 It sounds like you get some homework, Jacob. 0:25:50.720 --> 0:25:52.280 It does it does? 0:25:53.920 --> 0:25:55.720 Do you like the song I was singing, Country Roads, 0:25:55.760 --> 0:26:01.800 Country Road, take me home to the play up, I'll 0:26:01.880 --> 0:26:10.320 belong West Virginia, Mountain Mama, take me home, Country rules. 0:26:11.160 --> 0:26:15.640 Very Hey, thank you calling Jacob, and I'm good luck 0:26:15.680 --> 0:26:16.920 to you on your future endeavors. 0:26:19.520 --> 0:26:22.200 Of course, good lucky you all. And cannot just say 0:26:22.400 --> 0:26:27.000 Eric that three thousand and one health inspians want to 0:26:27.119 --> 0:26:28.240 begin to do music. 0:26:28.400 --> 0:26:33.119 So I love you man, Thank you, hey, take care 0:26:33.160 --> 0:26:37.440 of Jacob, love you too, Love you guys. Damn. I 0:26:37.520 --> 0:26:40.320 love you too, I love you back. That was wow. 0:26:41.040 --> 0:26:43.480 When he said that he can entertain himself for hours. 0:26:43.520 --> 0:26:45.200 I thought he was going to go on a rant about. 0:26:45.040 --> 0:26:46.960 Jack and all. That's what I thought he was going into. 0:26:47.080 --> 0:26:49.160 Right, Okay, I'm not alone in that because I thought 0:26:49.200 --> 0:26:51.480 that I was gonna wait until he was off the 0:26:51.520 --> 0:26:53.280 phone to say it. But I was like, you totally 0:26:53.400 --> 0:26:55.920 just were sounding like he was going to talk about. 0:26:55.840 --> 0:26:58.520 I said that was one of his best features or 0:26:58.920 --> 0:26:59.719 skills skills. 0:26:59.760 --> 0:27:02.520 I was like, whoa, Yeah, I mean that's not a 0:27:02.600 --> 0:27:05.040 bad life. You know, you make a little bit of music, 0:27:05.080 --> 0:27:05.679 do you jack off? 0:27:05.760 --> 0:27:07.440 You don't be the best at that though, That's not 0:27:08.359 --> 0:27:11.560 that's not cool. Now when you say best and what 0:27:12.000 --> 0:27:13.240 what rubric like? 0:27:13.400 --> 0:27:13.440 What? 0:27:14.200 --> 0:27:17.040 What within? Jat like fast? You can make yourself come 0:27:17.240 --> 0:27:19.320 very fast. You can do it. There's so many different 0:27:19.880 --> 0:27:25.280 way styles styles. Yeah, I'm I'm I'm gonna leave that 0:27:25.320 --> 0:27:27.159 one alone. I have a friend who he does. 0:27:27.280 --> 0:27:29.960 He does this thing he calls a DJing the dick 0:27:30.440 --> 0:27:33.960 where he like will he like puts his penis between 0:27:34.000 --> 0:27:38.480 his legs and just like presses it until it last. Yeah, 0:27:38.640 --> 0:27:40.280 well I think it becomes hard and then he just 0:27:40.359 --> 0:27:42.080 kind of like push it like he's like pushing a 0:27:42.160 --> 0:27:45.760 button on a control panel and he'll just like press 0:27:45.840 --> 0:27:51.239 it until it until it comes. That's interesting if there 0:27:51.280 --> 0:27:53.800 were a contest in which people were showing off their skills, 0:27:53.880 --> 0:27:56.120 something like what Jacob claiming he could. 0:27:55.920 --> 0:27:57.040 Be good And I feel like that could be a 0:27:57.080 --> 0:27:59.320 good that could be cool talent, that could be cool 0:27:59.359 --> 0:28:02.520 somehow to someone. I'm sorry, I'm sorry I brought that up. 0:28:03.560 --> 0:28:07.760 It could be cool with somebody. Is the the stranger? 0:28:07.960 --> 0:28:08.080 Right? 0:28:08.280 --> 0:28:13.320 Is that one? I think? Yeah, when you touch yourself 0:28:13.359 --> 0:28:15.720 you don't know who's touching you or some ship like that. 0:28:16.000 --> 0:28:20.600 Have you done that? Nah? Dude? Really, I just like normal, 0:28:21.040 --> 0:28:24.560 like straight up, you know, get everyone like, I wonder 0:28:24.600 --> 0:28:27.040 what that would be like just sit on I feel 0:28:27.040 --> 0:28:29.760 like there's too I feel like ship like I feel 0:28:29.760 --> 0:28:32.080 like a loser after that. Actually, really would you? You 0:28:32.080 --> 0:28:35.119 would be ashamed that you like tried it? Yeah, and 0:28:35.320 --> 0:28:37.359 he a look shame like, damn, I should have just 0:28:38.240 --> 0:28:40.200 drank some water and sat down. Why did I do this? 0:28:40.360 --> 0:28:40.520 You know? 0:28:41.560 --> 0:28:42.240 Do you do? You do? 0:28:42.320 --> 0:28:42.360 You? 0:28:42.960 --> 0:28:43.000 Do? 0:28:43.040 --> 0:28:44.680 You do you feel a lot of shame? Is there 0:28:44.680 --> 0:28:47.680 anything that you do that produces shame? Fair amount of 0:28:47.720 --> 0:28:48.800 shame for you in your life? 0:28:48.840 --> 0:28:55.440 Oh man, no really no, I don't really know. Shame 0:28:55.600 --> 0:28:58.840 is like to feel embarrassed is really weird. 0:29:00.160 --> 0:29:02.120 The only time I've ever fall embarrassed is when like 0:29:03.080 --> 0:29:05.640 somebody's trying to make me feel bad and then you're 0:29:05.680 --> 0:29:08.720 like bringing up something like that. I told you you're 0:29:08.760 --> 0:29:11.080 trying to use it to like shit on me or something. Yeah, 0:29:11.840 --> 0:29:13.440 but then at that point it's not even shame. You're 0:29:13.480 --> 0:29:14.080 just an asshole. 0:29:14.360 --> 0:29:15.600 Yeah, yeah, shame. 0:29:15.800 --> 0:29:17.440 Have you had people do that, like the like you 0:29:17.520 --> 0:29:20.200 tell somebody something in confidence and then they just bring 0:29:20.280 --> 0:29:20.520 it up. 0:29:20.680 --> 0:29:23.320 Yeah, Yo, you did this, Like, Yo, what the fucked up? 0:29:24.080 --> 0:29:26.280 That was our secret? Like why did you tell people that? 0:29:26.920 --> 0:29:27.840 That's definitely happened to me? 0:29:28.240 --> 0:29:30.000 Yeah, and you were so we were trying saying earlier, 0:29:30.040 --> 0:29:33.280 you're a good confidante, yes to other people. 0:29:33.400 --> 0:29:35.800 Yeah, I wouldn't do that to anybody. Do you feel like, 0:29:36.000 --> 0:29:37.480 do you believe in karma? Do you believe it like 0:29:37.520 --> 0:29:38.760 the way we act out people? 0:29:39.000 --> 0:29:39.160 You do? 0:29:39.720 --> 0:29:39.880 Yes? 0:29:40.560 --> 0:29:42.800 Have you experienced that? Like, okay, so you're a guy, 0:29:43.000 --> 0:29:45.960 people confide in you. You say you consider yourself a 0:29:46.080 --> 0:29:47.880 nice guy. Do you feel like people are then nice 0:29:47.880 --> 0:29:52.160 to you? Back. They they you know, are are respond 0:29:52.280 --> 0:29:53.840 with similar energy that you give them. 0:29:54.080 --> 0:29:57.760 I think for the most part, people treat me the 0:29:57.840 --> 0:29:58.640 way I treat them. 0:29:58.760 --> 0:30:03.560 Yeah, I guess that's charmatic, right, But I think people 0:30:03.720 --> 0:30:07.400 definitely have taken advantage of me from being too nice, really, 0:30:07.800 --> 0:30:09.080 and that's when I had to get zesty. 0:30:09.760 --> 0:30:13.320 It's, you know, it's really hard because like, obviously, if 0:30:13.360 --> 0:30:15.760 you're a nice guy, there's so much opportunity for people 0:30:15.800 --> 0:30:20.360 to take advantage of you. And when that happens, I 0:30:20.400 --> 0:30:23.080 feel like you're like, well, shit, I shouldn't be nice anymore. 0:30:23.240 --> 0:30:26.200 But do you does that come up to you or 0:30:26.200 --> 0:30:28.200 do you're like, oh, I should change my ways start 0:30:28.240 --> 0:30:28.959 being more closed. 0:30:29.000 --> 0:30:32.240 It's situational. It's kind of like when people call you 0:30:32.520 --> 0:30:36.520 right they're like, oh, I have a real issue. Like 0:30:36.600 --> 0:30:39.040 the girl with the bees, it seems like she's really 0:30:39.040 --> 0:30:39.760 struggling with that. 0:30:42.000 --> 0:30:45.520 If you if you're I'll put an energy to me 0:30:45.640 --> 0:30:47.840 that I think is like foul, I'm going to respond 0:30:47.920 --> 0:30:50.560 to it like and that could be as easy as 0:30:50.640 --> 0:30:50.960 being like. 0:30:52.520 --> 0:30:54.360 I'm not even tuned into when you're talking to me. 0:30:54.920 --> 0:30:57.200 I'm already thinking about like the new season of Rick 0:30:57.280 --> 0:30:59.160 and Morty or something like that, Like while you're talking, 0:30:59.240 --> 0:31:01.360 I'm just kind of like mm hmmmm hmmm. 0:31:01.640 --> 0:31:03.400 So that is that one of the ways of like 0:31:03.520 --> 0:31:06.560 responding to like vitrol or people being addicted to you 0:31:06.680 --> 0:31:06.840 just to. 0:31:07.360 --> 0:31:10.280 Like, dude, Yeah, you know some people say, because I'm 0:31:10.280 --> 0:31:12.760 a Leo, we you're the third. 0:31:13.400 --> 0:31:17.040 Who else do we talk about uh astrology with? 0:31:17.240 --> 0:31:20.320 On here? What are you? Are you into astrology? 0:31:20.480 --> 0:31:23.640 Here's the thing, bro, I'm not, but my girl is, 0:31:24.040 --> 0:31:28.320 so I guess it made me one like while I'm 0:31:28.320 --> 0:31:31.680 a Leo, but like she's in aries and like we'll 0:31:31.680 --> 0:31:33.840 play this game where like you'll see a dude and 0:31:33.920 --> 0:31:35.240 you got to guess what his sign is. 0:31:35.840 --> 0:31:38.200 And sometimes I'm right. It's kind of weird. You have 0:31:38.320 --> 0:31:41.360 good signed, are I think? So I'm trying to guess yours? 0:31:41.480 --> 0:31:42.280 But a. 0:31:47.040 --> 0:31:47.400 Cancer? 0:31:48.680 --> 0:31:48.720 No? 0:31:49.520 --> 0:31:51.280 Fuck, do n't me tell you what I guess? Let 0:31:51.320 --> 0:31:58.640 me get one more virgo. No, I'm a I'm a Sagittarius, okay, 0:31:59.040 --> 0:32:01.280 all right, all right, I'm a saittarist rising. 0:32:01.320 --> 0:32:02.360 You're sagittarist rising. 0:32:02.560 --> 0:32:02.800 Okay. 0:32:02.840 --> 0:32:05.480 The rising is from what I understand, the rising is. 0:32:05.680 --> 0:32:08.960 What you appear. You appear at and then when people 0:32:09.000 --> 0:32:11.200 hang out with you, like, oh, you're not a you're 0:32:11.240 --> 0:32:15.560 a blank. I want to be I want my rising 0:32:15.720 --> 0:32:17.360 to be the same. I know you can't. 0:32:17.600 --> 0:32:20.240 You don't get to pay, but I would. 0:32:20.200 --> 0:32:21.800 Like I've been thinking about this. I would like to 0:32:21.840 --> 0:32:24.920 live a life where my rising is like. 0:32:25.160 --> 0:32:29.160 Maybe maybe not maybe not one hundred percent how I 0:32:29.400 --> 0:32:32.200 actually am, but like pretty close. I would like to 0:32:32.320 --> 0:32:36.440 give off vibes that are similar to how I actually am. 0:32:36.520 --> 0:32:39.240 But I but I also I don't believe, like I 0:32:39.280 --> 0:32:40.840 don't know if I believe in like a true self. 0:32:40.880 --> 0:32:43.160 I feel like how you are in one situation, how 0:32:43.200 --> 0:32:45.120 you are in a situation, they're both true. 0:32:45.200 --> 0:32:48.160 There's not like one that's the right thing. Does that 0:32:48.240 --> 0:32:51.440 makes sense? Yeah? I think it's like at this particular time, 0:32:51.920 --> 0:32:54.680 the world was like aligned in a certain way in 0:32:54.760 --> 0:32:56.960 a certain time and a certain position of the earth, 0:32:57.600 --> 0:33:01.360 and that affects how you respond to the world. I 0:33:01.440 --> 0:33:04.480 do believe in that. But I do believe like and 0:33:04.600 --> 0:33:06.600 it may be just because there's some Leo shit. It's 0:33:06.640 --> 0:33:08.120 like I could do anything I want to do, though, 0:33:08.720 --> 0:33:09.080 so like. 0:33:09.400 --> 0:33:12.520 I may be like because there's other ship, there's like 0:33:12.760 --> 0:33:15.840 how rising sign and then there's the other ship too. 0:33:15.880 --> 0:33:18.160 What's the other one not falling sign. It sounds like 0:33:18.280 --> 0:33:20.440 it should be, but it's not. What is it You're not? 0:33:20.600 --> 0:33:21.480 Is it not falling sign? 0:33:22.080 --> 0:33:22.200 Right? 0:33:22.280 --> 0:33:23.800 There's the moon, your house? 0:33:23.960 --> 0:33:24.320 What is it? 0:33:24.880 --> 0:33:25.080 Fuck? 0:33:25.200 --> 0:33:27.640 There's the sun, the stars, your moon sign. 0:33:27.560 --> 0:33:34.720 Your house of cards, house of fuck, some other one. 0:33:34.960 --> 0:33:37.040 But yeah, it's like what you appear as what you 0:33:37.160 --> 0:33:39.280 truly have. And then the other one is something other ship. 0:33:39.880 --> 0:33:43.480 But I think I'm a Leo, yeah, Sagittarius rising, and 0:33:43.600 --> 0:33:45.960 then a double Leo or some other thing. 0:33:46.000 --> 0:33:49.560 Leo and Sagittarius. Right, Okay, so what do you think that? 0:33:50.640 --> 0:33:53.600 Like, there is a strong difference between how you come 0:33:53.680 --> 0:33:56.880 off to people and how you actually are and people. 0:33:56.680 --> 0:34:01.120 Get to know you. Me, I think I'm a straight shooter, man, 0:34:01.440 --> 0:34:03.360 short shooter. How what you see is what you get. 0:34:03.440 --> 0:34:05.440 What you see is what you get? Okay, hell yah, yeah, 0:34:05.600 --> 0:34:06.080 what about you? 0:34:08.239 --> 0:34:10.279 I'm gonna I'm really thinking because I want to answer 0:34:10.280 --> 0:34:13.239 truthfully of this question. I feel like if somebody, I 0:34:13.280 --> 0:34:15.320 mean if somebody see like would see me on like 0:34:15.440 --> 0:34:18.479 this stream of this podcast obviously, because like we're doing 0:34:18.560 --> 0:34:20.880 a thing, I'm a little more like, you know whatever, 0:34:21.360 --> 0:34:22.560 then I would be like if we were just having 0:34:22.560 --> 0:34:23.480 a regular conversation. 0:34:24.280 --> 0:34:27.920 But I think they're pretty similar, pretty similar. 0:34:28.000 --> 0:34:31.520 Yeah, that's good. Yeah, people should like know what they're getting, right. 0:34:32.000 --> 0:34:35.440 The the sickest people are the ones that's like, bro, 0:34:35.719 --> 0:34:37.839 where the fuck is this coming from? Yeah, and then 0:34:37.880 --> 0:34:40.640 you realize you have to get away from them like fast. 0:34:41.040 --> 0:34:44.200 That's always scary for me to get away from people 0:34:44.200 --> 0:34:49.279 who are like, uh, like like sirens. M you gotta 0:34:49.320 --> 0:34:49.760 be careful. 0:34:50.280 --> 0:34:52.560 Oh, people who are like oh, they're really you in 0:34:52.760 --> 0:34:55.120 with one version of themselves. 0:34:55.440 --> 0:34:57.080 Then they actually are artists. 0:34:57.320 --> 0:34:59.680 Yeah, this one dude, man, I just thought about that. 0:34:59.719 --> 0:35:03.320 This one dude created an entire life. He's from Texas. 0:35:03.360 --> 0:35:05.439 He created his entire life. He came to New York 0:35:05.960 --> 0:35:07.320 and he pretended he was a producer. 0:35:07.400 --> 0:35:09.960 Bro. I never seen him make any beats, and he 0:35:10.040 --> 0:35:11.719 had tons of beats in his laptop and I never 0:35:11.760 --> 0:35:13.040 seen him and he use anything. 0:35:13.440 --> 0:35:15.360 And then I found out that he was lying about everything. 0:35:15.680 --> 0:35:19.160 Really yeah, fucking con artists past it was he did 0:35:19.200 --> 0:35:19.840 he like get. 0:35:19.800 --> 0:35:22.279 Money from people? Was there like a reason behind the 0:35:22.360 --> 0:35:22.920 line or just. 0:35:22.960 --> 0:35:24.920 For think he's just sick? Just for fun, He's just 0:35:24.960 --> 0:35:28.000 a Sickoh. Some people get off by like knowing that 0:35:28.040 --> 0:35:29.120 their lives working. 0:35:29.880 --> 0:35:32.200 If if if have you ever thought about that? If 0:35:32.200 --> 0:35:35.160 you're thought about like going to a new state and 0:35:35.239 --> 0:35:37.840 putting on a mustache and being like, I am a doctor. 0:35:39.239 --> 0:35:42.520 Uh no, but that sounds kind of cool, Like just 0:35:42.600 --> 0:35:43.480 to pretend. 0:35:43.760 --> 0:35:45.120 It would be kind of cool. That's kind of I 0:35:45.160 --> 0:35:45.759 guess what we're doing. 0:35:45.960 --> 0:35:48.759 We're doing. You know, it's not bad. 0:35:49.440 --> 0:35:52.759 I was gonna say, Man, the shades. I was going 0:35:52.840 --> 0:35:55.759 to join you with the shades, but I I I 0:35:56.360 --> 0:35:59.440 it's I love wearing sunglasses because you just disappeared. 0:35:59.600 --> 0:36:01.399 You just don't exists. I feel like I'm not even 0:36:01.440 --> 0:36:03.399 here exactly. That's the Oh my god, it's the best. 0:36:03.640 --> 0:36:07.240 It's I had this line that I said, I about 0:36:07.280 --> 0:36:09.280 to wear a pair of shades and all my interviews 0:36:09.840 --> 0:36:13.000 mm the song that they come out. But I wrote 0:36:13.040 --> 0:36:15.320 that because I had shades on when I was writing, 0:36:15.440 --> 0:36:19.040 and for some reason, I just felt like, Yeah. 0:36:19.360 --> 0:36:21.040 Are you gonna Are you gonna have shades on in 0:36:21.600 --> 0:36:24.600 more interviews? I should? You should? It makes you feel 0:36:24.600 --> 0:36:25.040 like you're not there. 0:36:25.239 --> 0:36:27.680 Yeah, it's I don't want to come off like an asshole, though, 0:36:27.760 --> 0:36:31.200 because sometimes when you can't see people's eyes, you can't 0:36:31.239 --> 0:36:33.640 tell if they like you a little bit. 0:36:34.760 --> 0:36:37.640 There's a lot of communication in the eyes that you 0:36:37.719 --> 0:36:42.319 were just cutting off. Yeah, especially when they're like pitch black. Yeah, 0:36:42.560 --> 0:36:45.840 you can't see anything. Gives you give me, give you 0:36:45.920 --> 0:36:50.000 the power position. Yeah, yeah, I'm okay with that. You've 0:36:50.040 --> 0:36:52.200 done a couple of these with shades on, too, right, Yeah, 0:36:52.239 --> 0:36:53.040 I've done I did one. 0:36:53.239 --> 0:36:55.239 I did one with Buddy that had we both had 0:36:55.280 --> 0:36:58.520 shades on. It's great when we both have shades on 0:36:58.560 --> 0:37:01.440 because then there's like, you know, we're both sort. 0:37:01.280 --> 0:37:04.560 Of in the uh in the ether together. Yeah. 0:37:05.120 --> 0:37:07.400 Yeah, I wish I could do this always with shades, 0:37:07.480 --> 0:37:08.080 but you should. 0:37:08.960 --> 0:37:11.319 You should let me compose the piano piece for one 0:37:11.360 --> 0:37:12.560 of these. Love that. 0:37:12.920 --> 0:37:15.439 Yeah, down, you have to be really long. I don't 0:37:15.680 --> 0:37:17.239 know how long this isn't playing. It's been playing for 0:37:17.239 --> 0:37:17.560 a long time. 0:37:17.600 --> 0:37:19.920 Oh this is a loop. I'm looking for a new 0:37:20.000 --> 0:37:23.240 theme song. If you got any ideas therapy, get. 0:37:23.120 --> 0:37:27.439 Go, I might, I might, actually please dude, you should 0:37:27.440 --> 0:37:31.000 you have a girl, right, yeah, dead for a long time, 0:37:31.120 --> 0:37:32.319 long time, a long time. 0:37:32.640 --> 0:37:35.680 Do you remember the first like date or whatever it was? 0:37:35.880 --> 0:37:38.320 Yeah, dude, I don't remember the first date, but I 0:37:38.400 --> 0:37:41.319 do remember one time we got really fucked up, Yeah, 0:37:41.600 --> 0:37:49.200 drinking champagne. Nice On actually the first album on three 0:37:49.239 --> 0:37:52.160 thousand and one, the Lace Odyssey, I said that I 0:37:52.280 --> 0:37:55.719 drank a whole I think I lied into the h bottles. 0:37:55.840 --> 0:37:59.360 But it wasn't just me. It was me, my girlfriend, 0:38:00.239 --> 0:38:01.640 one of our best friends, and like a dude or 0:38:01.680 --> 0:38:03.680 some shit. You said that in a bar. Yeah, but 0:38:03.800 --> 0:38:06.120 it was a real story. We drank so much champagne 0:38:06.160 --> 0:38:10.840 that like, I threw up in the kitchen sink the 0:38:10.960 --> 0:38:15.239 next day, which had plates in it. Mm, and I 0:38:15.400 --> 0:38:17.720 was now that I'm thinking bad it. I was pretty 0:38:17.719 --> 0:38:18.320 ashamed about that. 0:38:18.680 --> 0:38:20.800 But I mean, look, okay, if the plates are in 0:38:20.920 --> 0:38:23.760 the sink, they are to be dirty. Well, they're dirty already, 0:38:23.760 --> 0:38:25.120 They're to be washed. It's not like you threw up 0:38:25.120 --> 0:38:27.320 in the dishwasher full of Clanes that crazy. 0:38:27.880 --> 0:38:28.080 Yeah. 0:38:28.120 --> 0:38:29.480 So I mean I feel like, of all the places 0:38:29.520 --> 0:38:31.480 that you could possibly throw up, it's in the place, 0:38:31.560 --> 0:38:32.040 in this place. 0:38:32.120 --> 0:38:35.239 It's on the stuff that's scheduled to be washed. Thanks man, 0:38:35.320 --> 0:38:37.160 of course, see that's why we do this. I don't 0:38:37.160 --> 0:38:40.600 feel bad, of course, of course. How much of the 0:38:41.000 --> 0:38:43.040 So do you have a thing where like do you 0:38:45.239 --> 0:38:46.400 what's your level of like. 0:38:48.280 --> 0:38:51.680 Truth integrity in your lyrics, Like does everything need to 0:38:51.760 --> 0:38:55.160 be truth or will you exaggerate things that to make 0:38:55.200 --> 0:38:56.759 it sound just for the sake of. 0:38:56.760 --> 0:38:58.279 The art, you know, Like. 0:39:00.360 --> 0:39:03.279 Actually I was making music about an hour before I 0:39:03.320 --> 0:39:08.040 came here, and a lot of it was true. But like, 0:39:08.480 --> 0:39:11.520 to me, like songwriting is about making something that people 0:39:11.600 --> 0:39:15.239 relate to. So I think like as much as rap 0:39:15.400 --> 0:39:19.879 is so much about selling yourself and shit, yeah, most 0:39:19.920 --> 0:39:20.640 of these guys are. 0:39:20.560 --> 0:39:25.919 Lying about everything. And then like is art imitating life 0:39:26.080 --> 0:39:28.160 or is life imitating art? Is just like you're just 0:39:28.239 --> 0:39:29.480 doing shit to rap about it. 0:39:29.880 --> 0:39:32.520 So instead, I just want to write about things that 0:39:32.640 --> 0:39:35.040 make people feel an emotion that I want to convey 0:39:35.160 --> 0:39:38.600 and shit, So I'm not really worried about like a 0:39:38.680 --> 0:39:39.799 street pass or some shit. 0:39:39.840 --> 0:39:42.720 I'm not saying I shot someone on No Strin Avenue 0:39:42.760 --> 0:39:44.920 or some crazy shit like that. That's too specific. When 0:39:44.920 --> 0:39:47.040 you start doing shit like that, think that that's the 0:39:47.120 --> 0:39:50.320 lame as fuck. But like to make yourself like do 0:39:50.320 --> 0:39:54.359 you watch wrestling, No, But I'm familiar with like sort 0:39:54.400 --> 0:39:56.800 of the idea of like it's there's a theater of Coroto. 0:39:57.200 --> 0:39:59.200 Yeah, like the whole thing is like you got like 0:39:59.320 --> 0:40:02.440 really talented wrestlers. You got guys who are technical wrestlers. 0:40:02.480 --> 0:40:04.319 You got guys who are body you know because they 0:40:04.440 --> 0:40:06.919 lift weights and shit. And then you got like people 0:40:06.960 --> 0:40:08.920 who are good on the mic. And some people like 0:40:09.040 --> 0:40:12.080 Stone Cold or The Rock are like excellent or like 0:40:12.120 --> 0:40:14.200 the Undertaker, they have a whole persona you buy in too. 0:40:14.520 --> 0:40:18.960 But like Mick Foley literally is nothing like the characters 0:40:19.040 --> 0:40:21.000 he portrays, but he's one of the best wrestlers of 0:40:21.040 --> 0:40:24.680 all time. He said that the dude love is actually 0:40:24.960 --> 0:40:27.279 the person he wishes he was in high school. So 0:40:27.440 --> 0:40:30.560 he's like a kind of like a hippie ladies man. Yeah, 0:40:30.800 --> 0:40:32.759 and he's just like because I was never able to 0:40:32.840 --> 0:40:34.799 do that, I just decided that I wanted to become 0:40:34.880 --> 0:40:36.239 that and I can admire that. 0:40:36.560 --> 0:40:39.960 Yeah, and he was a sick wrestler. So do you, like, 0:40:40.880 --> 0:40:42.120 do you relate to that at all? 0:40:42.200 --> 0:40:44.520 Like do you like, have you created a persona that 0:40:44.719 --> 0:40:49.000 is like what you aspire to be in your your 0:40:49.760 --> 0:40:50.279 personal line. 0:40:50.360 --> 0:40:52.520 Usually you don't give yourself your own nickname. I think 0:40:52.560 --> 0:40:56.000 a nickname is given to you by other people. But 0:40:56.120 --> 0:40:59.640 I made my own because the architect is from the Matrix. 0:41:00.640 --> 0:41:04.439 But like I kind of see, he likes all white, 0:41:05.040 --> 0:41:06.799 so do I. I'm also Jamaican and we were all 0:41:06.800 --> 0:41:10.359 white a lot. And yeah, he was like looking at 0:41:10.440 --> 0:41:13.600 like ninety screens or like eight hundred screens. It's like 0:41:13.640 --> 0:41:15.719 the Magnavot's commercial where you're sitting when he's sitting in 0:41:15.760 --> 0:41:17.600 the chair and like the music was playing. I just 0:41:17.680 --> 0:41:21.200 imagine myself to be that person and like the architect man, 0:41:21.280 --> 0:41:23.880 like I like to make stuff, and like people trust 0:41:23.920 --> 0:41:25.319 me for some reason. I don't really don't know why 0:41:25.840 --> 0:41:28.839 people trust me so much, but they're just like hell, yeah, 0:41:29.000 --> 0:41:30.280 and you know why. 0:41:30.200 --> 0:41:31.480 People trust you? You could you pay it? 0:41:31.560 --> 0:41:33.800 You can't peck it to anything, guess. 0:41:34.840 --> 0:41:35.520 Because I'm real. 0:41:36.040 --> 0:41:40.560 Yeah, but I still when an architect makes something right, 0:41:40.640 --> 0:41:42.760 you got to give him like millions of dollars. 0:41:42.920 --> 0:41:44.600 Like you don't just be like, yo, here's like four 0:41:44.640 --> 0:41:47.680 hundred dollars. Make this shit for me. It's a lot 0:41:47.719 --> 0:41:49.799 of money. And like music is the same way, because 0:41:49.800 --> 0:41:50.640 you don't get time back. 0:41:50.960 --> 0:41:53.640 If somebody spends two hours with me, they may not 0:41:53.719 --> 0:41:56.400 pay me anything, but we now that it's get the 0:41:56.480 --> 0:41:56.839 time back. 0:41:57.120 --> 0:41:59.400 That means that you spent millions of dollars technically with 0:41:59.480 --> 0:42:00.319 me mm. 0:42:00.280 --> 0:42:02.839 Hm oh, because the time is worth more than time. 0:42:03.760 --> 0:42:06.759 Yeah, so I'm an architect because of that, I guess. 0:42:07.440 --> 0:42:08.920 I mean it takes a lot of time to make 0:42:08.960 --> 0:42:09.560 buildings too. 0:42:10.440 --> 0:42:12.160 It's a long time. You have to trust that person 0:42:12.200 --> 0:42:14.680 too to fuck it up. The blueprint could be like 0:42:14.719 --> 0:42:18.200 the same thing as like starting to write a song. 0:42:18.680 --> 0:42:21.719 Do you have this might be a stupid question, ask 0:42:21.960 --> 0:42:22.640 a stupid question. 0:42:22.719 --> 0:42:23.000 You have. 0:42:24.760 --> 0:42:32.280 A favorite architect? Marie Kondo? Sorry Marie Kndo is somebody 0:42:32.320 --> 0:42:36.279 wrote a book. She's like a line to Dow t 0:42:36.520 --> 0:42:39.239 a d A. Oh, I'm gonna go with this right now, 0:42:40.560 --> 0:42:42.799 and a d A. 0:42:44.440 --> 0:42:47.799 To Dow and a Japanese architect there you go, whose 0:42:47.840 --> 0:42:50.000 approach to architecture. 0:42:50.120 --> 0:42:59.520 Is known as critical regionalism. I don't know what that means, 0:42:59.600 --> 0:43:03.560 but I'm Google imaging his buildings. These are some cool buildings, 0:43:03.760 --> 0:43:05.600 some cool buildings. You know, this guy is? What the 0:43:05.680 --> 0:43:07.239 fuck is that this guy is? 0:43:07.400 --> 0:43:10.000 This guy is just slowly becoming my favorite architecture as well, 0:43:11.080 --> 0:43:15.000 kind of by default. That's good to know, all right, 0:43:15.000 --> 0:43:17.520 I feel like anyone's listening to this. If you're listening 0:43:17.560 --> 0:43:20.440 to this right now, check out to Dow and oh. 0:43:21.480 --> 0:43:23.080 If you want to get into architecture. 0:43:23.360 --> 0:43:26.920 Marie Condo, I think is the person that the art 0:43:26.960 --> 0:43:30.200 of the art of Well, they rhyme, so I guess 0:43:30.239 --> 0:43:32.759 it fucked me up. It was like Japanese minimalism. 0:43:32.840 --> 0:43:35.160 I think, like I could fold a shirt if you 0:43:35.200 --> 0:43:36.919 had a shirt right now, I could fold a shirt 0:43:37.480 --> 0:43:39.800 very very neatly and maybe like four seconds. 0:43:40.719 --> 0:43:42.560 I also worked in retail for a long time, so 0:43:42.600 --> 0:43:43.480 I had to lie to do that. 0:43:43.600 --> 0:43:44.600 What's star. 0:43:46.040 --> 0:43:50.000 Abercrombie and Fitch and Fitch. That fucking sucked, man, all right, 0:43:50.040 --> 0:43:51.279 bet that sucked. 0:43:51.280 --> 0:43:55.319 I had to wear I was a thirty two waist. Yeah. 0:43:55.520 --> 0:43:57.600 And the dude there's like a stylist that tells you 0:43:57.680 --> 0:43:59.960 what to wear, and he's like he actually is quite 0:44:00.160 --> 0:44:01.880 just about your style, right, And he says like, well, 0:44:01.880 --> 0:44:03.320 what kind of shirts you wear? And this is like 0:44:04.280 --> 0:44:06.560 I wear extra large now, but like then I probably 0:44:06.680 --> 0:44:09.640 was on my two X, like extra baggy ship. 0:44:09.719 --> 0:44:11.840 I probably was like yo X two X. He was like, 0:44:11.920 --> 0:44:14.440 I'm put you in a medium. I'm like whoa. Then 0:44:14.600 --> 0:44:17.320 he's like what he wanted he wanted to get. He 0:44:17.400 --> 0:44:19.120 wanted wanted the Aple Prombie look. 0:44:19.239 --> 0:44:22.320 Yeah, and then he's like, all right, what sized pants 0:44:22.360 --> 0:44:24.839 you wear, I said, thirty two, thirty three. He said, 0:44:24.880 --> 0:44:27.160 I'm gonna put you into twenty nine, oh dear god. 0:44:27.239 --> 0:44:29.239 And then you have to wear thong slippers with you. 0:44:29.440 --> 0:44:31.160 You have to get your feet done because your feet 0:44:31.160 --> 0:44:34.279 all day. And the last part you're not allowed to 0:44:34.280 --> 0:44:37.840 have any facial hair. Really, you can't have sideburns. Bro, 0:44:38.920 --> 0:44:40.439 I look like absolute shit. 0:44:41.200 --> 0:44:43.640 Ah yeah, I'm never going back to not having fished. 0:44:43.640 --> 0:44:45.040 I don't want to see I kind of look like 0:44:45.080 --> 0:44:46.960 Tracy Morgan if I would have shaved my fishal hair. 0:44:47.160 --> 0:44:51.040 Oh yeah, because that big like space between my nose 0:44:51.120 --> 0:44:52.799 and on top lip kind of like him. 0:44:53.719 --> 0:44:55.720 So so you could, you could, but you still retain 0:44:55.880 --> 0:44:57.960 you got something out of that experience because to this day, 0:44:57.960 --> 0:44:59.280 you can still fold T shirts. 0:44:59.280 --> 0:45:02.360 I still fold well without the little cardboard thing they like, 0:45:02.680 --> 0:45:03.919 use a cardboard cheat. 0:45:03.920 --> 0:45:06.400 I've seen that. I don't even need that. Damn. You 0:45:06.480 --> 0:45:10.239 really are like an architect. Architecture there it is. I 0:45:10.360 --> 0:45:13.239 love that to Dow And he's eighty years old and 0:45:13.280 --> 0:45:19.200 he's still he's still alive. He's still alive. Eighty eighties, eighties, eighties, eighties. 0:45:19.880 --> 0:45:21.279 It's too many, it's too many years. 0:45:21.800 --> 0:45:24.080 Hey, we have Jimmy who wants to talk about butts 0:45:24.320 --> 0:45:26.680 and why there's an obsession with butts and pop culture. 0:45:26.680 --> 0:45:32.600 How do you feel about this topic? Let's go but wow, 0:45:33.680 --> 0:45:34.360 Hi Jimmy. 0:45:36.640 --> 0:45:38.399 Hey, what's going on y'all? 0:45:38.640 --> 0:45:43.000 Hey Jimmy, Hey, glad to be on the show. 0:45:44.920 --> 0:45:45.160 Right on? 0:45:49.880 --> 0:45:50.799 Okay, just taken there. 0:45:50.800 --> 0:45:52.440 I could hear myself, but oh yeah, I wanted to 0:45:52.480 --> 0:45:52.680 take it. 0:45:52.760 --> 0:45:55.360 You you sounded like you were shuffling papers or getting 0:45:55.360 --> 0:45:55.640 your life. 0:45:55.640 --> 0:45:57.000 You were doing something. I was waiting for me to 0:45:57.040 --> 0:45:57.960 be settled. 0:45:59.680 --> 0:46:00.320 Uh I was. 0:46:00.520 --> 0:46:02.360 I think I was going through some plants. 0:46:03.320 --> 0:46:04.200 But no, I'm not. 0:46:04.520 --> 0:46:05.480 You think you were going to. 0:46:08.239 --> 0:46:09.879 I have some plants in my room, and I think 0:46:09.920 --> 0:46:11.319 I was brustling through them. 0:46:12.360 --> 0:46:17.799 You think you're okay, did you make that up? 0:46:18.360 --> 0:46:18.719 All right? 0:46:19.320 --> 0:46:22.279 So no, I actually have some plants in my room. 0:46:23.120 --> 0:46:27.320 But you think you are Were you or were you think? Like, 0:46:28.040 --> 0:46:29.719 were you touching them when you answered the phone? 0:46:32.120 --> 0:46:32.319 Yeah? 0:46:32.480 --> 0:46:32.799 They were. 0:46:33.120 --> 0:46:35.120 They were in my company for sure. It was right 0:46:35.200 --> 0:46:35.640 next to them. 0:46:37.000 --> 0:46:37.839 So what I mean? 0:46:37.880 --> 0:46:39.839 Also, I didn't answer the phone that you guys. 0:46:39.920 --> 0:46:44.440 Just fair enough, Jimmy. It says here that you want 0:46:44.480 --> 0:46:45.680 to talk about I didn't. 0:46:45.400 --> 0:46:48.480 Mean to get off on such a Okay, go ahead, 0:46:48.520 --> 0:46:51.200 go ahead, you. 0:46:51.600 --> 0:46:52.640 Go ahead, Jimmy. 0:46:52.680 --> 0:46:54.200 It says here that you want to talk about butts. 0:46:54.239 --> 0:46:58.239 It says you're confused. That's the word you use, confusion. 0:46:58.719 --> 0:47:01.319 It says you're confused about why there is an obsession 0:47:01.880 --> 0:47:03.440 in pop culture about butts. 0:47:03.480 --> 0:47:04.920 And you know what I want to let you I 0:47:05.120 --> 0:47:07.759 I could fire off on this. I got a lot 0:47:07.800 --> 0:47:07.920 for this. 0:47:07.960 --> 0:47:09.239 Because I got a lot for this, I want to 0:47:09.320 --> 0:47:10.439 I want to hear what you have to say first. 0:47:10.520 --> 0:47:10.800 Jimmy. 0:47:12.800 --> 0:47:16.440 Yeah, I'm calling it because you know, thanks for having me, 0:47:17.040 --> 0:47:22.880 mister Gecko and mister the Architect. I really I appreciate, 0:47:23.200 --> 0:47:27.600 uh my time here on this pedestal. I don't necessarily 0:47:27.719 --> 0:47:32.200 have something exactly to say, but I have a general 0:47:33.680 --> 0:47:40.520 confusion these days with why people are so obsessed with asses. 0:47:41.280 --> 0:47:45.400 But experior is glee, is acciments, whatever you want to 0:47:45.440 --> 0:47:49.399 call it. I'll say personally, I am a boob man, 0:47:51.840 --> 0:47:55.279 but I've always looked at butts. I don't I don't 0:47:55.520 --> 0:47:58.600 keep my eyes off of them. I do, I think 0:47:58.719 --> 0:48:04.200 some sense to me enjoys. But but these days, you know, 0:48:04.440 --> 0:48:08.759 the butt is in its prime. You know you see 0:48:08.800 --> 0:48:11.279 a lot of I would say specifically. 0:48:10.840 --> 0:48:15.279 Women uh in in you know, the media or whatever 0:48:15.560 --> 0:48:16.000 that are. 0:48:16.880 --> 0:48:20.439 You know, the butt is the prominent part of their 0:48:22.920 --> 0:48:26.839 what their their their image. You know, they're they're thing 0:48:26.960 --> 0:48:28.719 that they put out there. You know, it's a big 0:48:28.800 --> 0:48:29.520 thing about. 0:48:30.600 --> 0:48:33.320 You're saying, You're saying, the but is the brand with 0:48:33.400 --> 0:48:37.520 your kids. But and you say you have a problem 0:48:37.560 --> 0:48:40.200 with that? Is uh what what? What was it you're 0:48:40.200 --> 0:48:42.000 saying about it that you're confused? 0:48:42.239 --> 0:48:44.560 I think I don't have an issue. I don't have 0:48:44.600 --> 0:48:47.439 an issue with it. It's more that I just really 0:48:47.560 --> 0:48:49.480 just want to have a conversation with the people who 0:48:49.560 --> 0:48:53.919 maybe had a point of view different from minds. 0:48:53.960 --> 0:48:55.920 So this is an this is I feel like, I 0:48:56.000 --> 0:48:58.960 feel like this is this is an observation more than 0:48:59.239 --> 0:49:02.000 that issue. It's a it's an observation that that that 0:49:02.440 --> 0:49:05.400 Jimmy has made. He woke up and he was like, 0:49:05.520 --> 0:49:10.000 wait a minute, why why are people so obsessed with butts? 0:49:10.040 --> 0:49:13.960 Why are people people are forming entire corporations and and 0:49:14.920 --> 0:49:18.520 they're propelling ideas into the universe with the power of 0:49:18.800 --> 0:49:23.239 of of bus And you know, look, I agree. I 0:49:23.320 --> 0:49:26.680 think I think pop culture, I think a lot of 0:49:26.800 --> 0:49:31.240 music as well. Ever, is obsessed with sex, Like every 0:49:31.560 --> 0:49:35.600 song is kind of about fucking, at least a lot 0:49:35.640 --> 0:49:36.239 of them, a lot of that. 0:49:37.239 --> 0:49:40.880 What do you think, Eric I hard he said he 0:49:41.000 --> 0:49:44.400 likes breasts more than ass. He did say that, I 0:49:45.000 --> 0:49:49.680 totally am not an agreeance with that. I think the 0:49:49.760 --> 0:49:52.400 butt is like a girl's ass is like one of 0:49:52.480 --> 0:49:56.120 my favorite things. Ever, I can't explain it very sweet. 0:49:58.600 --> 0:50:04.359 I can't explain it. It's a it's it's it's put 0:50:04.400 --> 0:50:04.839 it this way. 0:50:05.320 --> 0:50:10.840 For me, a nice, natural, voluptuous woman is probably my 0:50:12.040 --> 0:50:13.840 It is one of the most beautiful things that I 0:50:13.880 --> 0:50:15.960 could possibly witness my eyes on. And the first thing 0:50:16.000 --> 0:50:18.440 I'm going to look at is her face. That's just 0:50:18.560 --> 0:50:20.000 because the kind of guy I am. I'm not a 0:50:20.480 --> 0:50:24.439 total pig. But when she turns around, I hope something 0:50:24.560 --> 0:50:24.960 is back. 0:50:24.880 --> 0:50:25.480 There, you know. 0:50:25.840 --> 0:50:28.759 And the breast, to me, I just hope she has 0:50:28.880 --> 0:50:32.600 breasts that are healthy enough to produce milk for a child. 0:50:33.719 --> 0:50:37.160 They don't have to be very large, just functional and fun. 0:50:37.960 --> 0:50:40.600 That I mean, that's what when when we're focusing on 0:50:41.280 --> 0:50:44.200 look the biolog when we're getting downto the biological drive, 0:50:44.920 --> 0:50:48.600 I mean, that's why people like breasts because there's some 0:50:48.800 --> 0:50:51.080 we have the thing where like there's milk in there, 0:50:51.400 --> 0:50:55.920 nourishing elements, and it's consciously getting to it. 0:50:56.160 --> 0:50:58.640 But you know what I think I think that. Do 0:50:58.719 --> 0:51:01.759 you think I'm thinking like, oh, there's a lot of 0:51:01.800 --> 0:51:03.160 milk in there. I would like to have that. 0:51:03.440 --> 0:51:05.239 I think, yeah, I think that when you're looking at 0:51:05.320 --> 0:51:08.560 a boobs, I think that that's what you are subconsciously, 0:51:08.840 --> 0:51:09.719 dry is driving you. 0:51:11.160 --> 0:51:12.080 But but we're not even. 0:51:12.200 --> 0:51:16.440 I feel like we're not even talking about but we're 0:51:16.480 --> 0:51:16.839 not even. 0:51:17.239 --> 0:51:21.400 This is the topic is not necessarily like anyone's personal 0:51:21.560 --> 0:51:23.200 preferences or anything. 0:51:23.360 --> 0:51:25.759 This is about popology. It's about society. 0:51:26.880 --> 0:51:32.320 Okay, why is society so focused on on on butts? 0:51:32.520 --> 0:51:33.680 Can I say one thing? 0:51:33.840 --> 0:51:34.719 You can say one thing? 0:51:38.000 --> 0:51:41.359 So you bring up that point of like maybe there's 0:51:41.400 --> 0:51:45.080 some sort of subconscious desire for the milk inside of breast. 0:51:45.200 --> 0:51:47.120 You know, when you see large breasts, do you think 0:51:47.160 --> 0:51:47.959 there's a lot of milk? 0:51:48.280 --> 0:51:48.520 Sure? 0:51:49.680 --> 0:51:51.439 I just does it work the same when you see 0:51:51.440 --> 0:51:52.400 a large ass. 0:51:52.480 --> 0:51:54.399 Like you think there's what, it's a lot of poop 0:51:54.440 --> 0:51:55.359 in there, a lot of shit? 0:51:55.640 --> 0:51:56.719 Like, what are you like? 0:51:58.239 --> 0:51:59.399 I don't think they work the same. 0:52:00.760 --> 0:52:04.960 I think that, Uh, sometimes I can admit that if 0:52:05.000 --> 0:52:08.880 an ass is too big, I say that booty probably 0:52:08.880 --> 0:52:09.799 smell Mmm. 0:52:10.680 --> 0:52:13.200 I'm not that guy. It's just like, whoa damn that 0:52:13.280 --> 0:52:14.440 ass is fat. I love it. 0:52:14.600 --> 0:52:17.919 I'm sometimes the guy like, can all of that ass 0:52:18.080 --> 0:52:21.319 actually fit on a toilet seat without smearing? Sometimes it's 0:52:21.360 --> 0:52:25.200 so big, you know, it's pretty sweaty's it's it's not 0:52:25.400 --> 0:52:27.120 only just like satire. 0:52:27.200 --> 0:52:28.920 It's not just like wow, that's a big butt, but 0:52:29.080 --> 0:52:31.480 like it has to be the right butt, you know. 0:52:31.760 --> 0:52:35.640 But I think pop culture we love butts because you know, 0:52:36.080 --> 0:52:38.480 the body has phases. You know, if you look at 0:52:38.480 --> 0:52:40.919 any music video from the nineties and shit, the girls 0:52:41.000 --> 0:52:42.960 that with video Vixen's always change. 0:52:43.360 --> 0:52:44.359 You give it ten years. 0:52:44.480 --> 0:52:46.719 Those girls that were in the Vixen the videos from 0:52:46.800 --> 0:52:49.760 the nineties, they're not in the two thousands videos anymore 0:52:49.760 --> 0:52:50.560 because their bodies. 0:52:50.760 --> 0:52:53.439 The world wants a different body. People was really into 0:52:53.520 --> 0:52:57.279 like the has always had a fascination with God, but 0:52:58.080 --> 0:52:58.840 to some degree. 0:52:59.239 --> 0:53:01.719 But what about like the people in that in that 0:53:02.160 --> 0:53:04.719 industry have been on the cutting edge as far as 0:53:04.840 --> 0:53:05.440 like butsco. 0:53:07.120 --> 0:53:08.839 I think it's just women. 0:53:10.160 --> 0:53:13.720 I think hip hop is obsessed with women and whatever 0:53:14.760 --> 0:53:18.520 beautiful woman is the popular most popular women at the time, 0:53:18.719 --> 0:53:21.799 is whether it's halle Berry's and ship like that. That's 0:53:21.880 --> 0:53:24.200 the that's what dictates what people like. And then they 0:53:24.280 --> 0:53:26.680 try to get like the off brand version of the 0:53:26.760 --> 0:53:28.160 hottest chick in the videos. 0:53:28.520 --> 0:53:32.319 So so it's a universal human experience everybody. Now I'm 0:53:32.320 --> 0:53:35.239 not gonna say everybody, because you know, look, shout out, 0:53:35.280 --> 0:53:37.000 shout out to the aces out there, shout out to 0:53:37.000 --> 0:53:41.440 these but everybody at one point in their life has 0:53:41.520 --> 0:53:46.400 been extremely horny. It's it's it's more or less a 0:53:46.480 --> 0:53:53.440 shared human experience, and that's you know. I think a 0:53:53.520 --> 0:53:56.359 reason why why pop culture is so obsessed with sex 0:53:56.480 --> 0:53:59.560 is because you know, anything that is a universal human 0:53:59.640 --> 0:54:03.279 experiences is uh is relatable and you. 0:54:03.320 --> 0:54:04.000 Can exploit it. 0:54:04.560 --> 0:54:07.680 So when you add money to it and a dollar sign, 0:54:07.760 --> 0:54:11.439 and I mean most things have sex. I would see 0:54:11.480 --> 0:54:14.800 even when you go to like Europe, man, do you 0:54:14.880 --> 0:54:19.520 see ads with like naked women in the street sometimes 0:54:20.080 --> 0:54:22.239 or like very revealing in a way different way than 0:54:22.280 --> 0:54:23.760 America consumes that stuff. 0:54:24.080 --> 0:54:26.880 In America, we would see that and be like that 0:54:27.000 --> 0:54:28.040 girl need to put a shirt on. 0:54:29.680 --> 0:54:31.640 And and and you go to like France or something 0:54:31.719 --> 0:54:34.719 like that, there's like a fucking advertisement of a woman 0:54:34.800 --> 0:54:37.200 with like a cologne or a perfume bottle and she's 0:54:37.239 --> 0:54:41.920 like naked, and no one is like, oh man, people in. 0:54:42.000 --> 0:54:44.040 Europe that are kind of like why are we showing 0:54:44.080 --> 0:54:46.839 all this skin everywhere? You know, like, you don't think 0:54:46.880 --> 0:54:49.120 there's people like that in Europe just sort of the 0:54:49.280 --> 0:54:52.160 people who have who have the power. 0:54:52.239 --> 0:54:59.120 Are or I don't know, no, bro, I don't think that, Broberal. 0:54:58.200 --> 0:55:02.839 Listen, Jimmy, do you feel as though do you feel 0:55:02.840 --> 0:55:04.320 as though you got something out of this call? Do 0:55:04.400 --> 0:55:07.239 you feel as though this was this was this was 0:55:07.280 --> 0:55:08.320 a positive experience for you? 0:55:08.480 --> 0:55:10.879 Well, I just wanted to I actually wanted to hear 0:55:11.120 --> 0:55:13.799 your opinion just real quick. Are you are you an 0:55:13.880 --> 0:55:16.000 ass man? Are you a boob man? 0:55:16.640 --> 0:55:16.680 Like? 0:55:17.280 --> 0:55:18.000 Where's your head at? 0:55:18.080 --> 0:55:20.719 I'm a man of the spirits? Answer, I'm a man 0:55:20.800 --> 0:55:24.520 of the soul. I'm a man of of of the 0:55:24.640 --> 0:55:26.920 passion that a man of? 0:55:27.120 --> 0:55:27.239 Uh? 0:55:28.160 --> 0:55:29.200 Did I say spirit? I'm trying. 0:55:29.239 --> 0:55:32.560 I'm basically I'm like how many different words for? How 0:55:32.640 --> 0:55:36.879 many different words can a passion question? But Jimmy, thank 0:55:36.880 --> 0:55:40.040 you very much for calling, and I wish you good 0:55:40.120 --> 0:55:42.760 luck and uh, the rest of your exploits across the universe. 0:55:43.680 --> 0:55:46.600 Yeah you guys too, you know, like have a good 0:55:46.640 --> 0:55:48.040 one guy, take care of. 0:55:49.719 --> 0:55:49.879 There. 0:55:51.200 --> 0:55:56.080 Yeah, you know, I liked Jimmy. 0:55:56.160 --> 0:55:57.840 I you know, I could tell he was very nervous. 0:55:58.480 --> 0:55:59.759 And I and I and I don't know what I 0:55:59.800 --> 0:56:02.880 don't I don't know what to say, because here's the 0:56:02.960 --> 0:56:04.160 thing that, here's what I've learned. 0:56:04.719 --> 0:56:05.600 You cannot. 0:56:06.880 --> 0:56:10.840 Argue with the central nervous system. Have you ever like 0:56:10.880 --> 0:56:12.520 you've ever been like nervous and you're like trying to 0:56:12.600 --> 0:56:16.280 mentally use logic as to why you cannot try. 0:56:16.120 --> 0:56:18.520 To diffuse your can't do it, doesn't worry. So part 0:56:18.560 --> 0:56:20.200 of me is like, Okay, what can I tell you? 0:56:20.360 --> 0:56:22.920 What can I do to Jimmy? What can I How 0:56:23.400 --> 0:56:25.879 can I make Jimmy less nervous? And I'm like, can 0:56:25.960 --> 0:56:26.560 I even do that? 0:56:26.719 --> 0:56:30.040 Then? You know, I think if that was a speech 0:56:30.120 --> 0:56:31.640 he was reading in front of a podium, we'd be 0:56:31.719 --> 0:56:34.600 able to hear the paper wrestling in his hand. Yeah yeah, 0:56:35.200 --> 0:56:38.280 but shout out to him. He was he was nervous, 0:56:38.280 --> 0:56:40.600 but he did it anyway. Stop. He wanted us to 0:56:40.680 --> 0:56:42.520 know that he likes breast a lot. And you know 0:56:42.600 --> 0:56:44.880 what that was his goal, and by god, he achieved it. 0:56:45.040 --> 0:56:50.080 Everybody knows now, good fucking job, bro, Jimmy. He triumphed 0:56:50.160 --> 0:56:55.640 the breast man. Jimmy, the breast man somebody on his tombstone. Listen, Eric, 0:56:55.640 --> 0:56:58.120 while we're at sort of like a like a halfway point, 0:56:58.760 --> 0:57:01.680 you know, is there any thing you would like to 0:57:02.520 --> 0:57:06.520 tell the people I think you're working on project wise, 0:57:06.760 --> 0:57:08.880 if you want to plug if and I'll give you 0:57:08.880 --> 0:57:10.279 the opportunity to do it again at the end. But 0:57:11.040 --> 0:57:13.840 what's what's what's going on with your ara? I was 0:57:13.960 --> 0:57:17.040 just at the Grammys. That was awesome. 0:57:17.080 --> 0:57:23.080 Man, Vegas is fucking crazy. That was in insane experience, 0:57:23.360 --> 0:57:27.600 just being around so many artists that deserve to be there. 0:57:27.840 --> 0:57:28.000 You know. 0:57:29.360 --> 0:57:31.880 As a little boy, I used to watch the Grammys 0:57:32.160 --> 0:57:35.800 especially and and see like Michael Jackson and like all 0:57:35.880 --> 0:57:38.480 my favorite artists Stevie Wonder, you know, and they'd win 0:57:38.560 --> 0:57:39.200 these awards, and. 0:57:39.240 --> 0:57:41.800 I really didn't understand what what big deal it was. 0:57:41.880 --> 0:57:44.360 I just thought it meant that like you were the ship. 0:57:44.640 --> 0:57:47.200 I didn't understand like you had to really make good music. 0:57:47.560 --> 0:57:49.240 I thought it was just like you have to be popular, 0:57:49.840 --> 0:57:51.600 you know. Well, isn't a lot of. 0:57:54.200 --> 0:57:56.720 Isn't a lot of it about like the personality more 0:57:56.840 --> 0:57:58.960 so than than the music to some degree. 0:57:59.160 --> 0:58:01.600 Maybe to some degree, but I think like the actual 0:58:01.720 --> 0:58:07.240 Like like I remember when Arcade Fire won the Grammy. 0:58:07.320 --> 0:58:08.160 I remember those guys. 0:58:08.360 --> 0:58:10.280 I was really into that. It was like the Suburbs 0:58:10.400 --> 0:58:12.520 or whatever. I was really into the band, and I 0:58:12.560 --> 0:58:15.080 thought they should have won, and they did. I don't 0:58:15.120 --> 0:58:16.880 know how cool they were. I don't know if they 0:58:16.880 --> 0:58:18.680 were cool to anybody, but I know that they made 0:58:18.680 --> 0:58:22.640 an awesome fucking album. And and then also like uh, 0:58:23.160 --> 0:58:27.000 my friend John Gorley from Portugal Demand, they won a 0:58:27.040 --> 0:58:29.080 Grammy for this song feel It Still some years ago, 0:58:29.920 --> 0:58:32.880 and I thought they they deserved it and they're really cool. 0:58:33.440 --> 0:58:35.760 So like there is that mixed bag of like this 0:58:35.920 --> 0:58:39.160 is actually good produced music and good people, and I 0:58:39.240 --> 0:58:40.120 think that's what wins. 0:58:40.320 --> 0:58:42.640 Oh, that's that's that's where you're killing them when you're 0:58:43.440 --> 0:58:46.560 like a fun personality but you're also making good stuff. 0:58:46.720 --> 0:58:49.439 You know, come on, you don't want a boring person 0:58:49.560 --> 0:58:51.440 up there. And I know you went to somebody with 0:58:51.560 --> 0:58:52.040 some zest. 0:58:53.800 --> 0:58:56.040 Did they even hit anyone at the Grammys? 0:58:56.840 --> 0:58:56.880 No? 0:58:58.000 --> 0:59:00.480 Good, thank god, good good good. You don't need any 0:59:00.520 --> 0:59:03.959 more hitting. Let's see, let's see what we got. What's 0:59:03.960 --> 0:59:07.640 the name together? Punched by the stranger. I want to 0:59:07.680 --> 0:59:12.160 say his name is Ricky. I want to say his 0:59:12.320 --> 0:59:18.080 name is Ricky Jesse wan. 0:59:20.080 --> 0:59:20.320 Hello. 0:59:21.240 --> 0:59:24.960 Jesse says here that uh you. It says here that 0:59:25.040 --> 0:59:28.800 you feel bad about being mean to your blind neighbor. 0:59:29.640 --> 0:59:32.200 It says that you would stop by people's houses to 0:59:32.280 --> 0:59:36.520 say hi while you're taking a walk. Well, when you 0:59:36.600 --> 0:59:40.720 got to your blind neighbor's house, you you would avoid 0:59:40.960 --> 0:59:41.680 talking to him. 0:59:41.680 --> 0:59:43.919 What what is what is this situation? Geez? 0:59:44.200 --> 0:59:45.440 You've got going on here? 0:59:45.720 --> 0:59:48.360 In your own words, it got a little mixed up here. 0:59:48.440 --> 0:59:51.800 Okay, please please mixed up in your own words. 0:59:53.160 --> 0:59:58.600 Uh yeah. I had a neighbor, right, and he would 0:59:58.680 --> 1:00:01.840 walk around the neighbor and you could hear his cane 1:00:02.800 --> 1:00:04.840 when he was coming. You could hear the noise of it, 1:00:04.960 --> 1:00:06.640 like guying across the black top. 1:00:06.920 --> 1:00:11.960 Okay, I would right, So when. 1:00:11.800 --> 1:00:13.600 We heard that, we would start trying to be as 1:00:13.680 --> 1:00:18.560 silent as possible. But he would walk past the cars 1:00:18.680 --> 1:00:21.000 and touch the tail lights, and he was able to 1:00:21.080 --> 1:00:23.800 tell whose car it was by the tail light. He 1:00:23.880 --> 1:00:26.840 could tell them, making the model of the car just 1:00:26.920 --> 1:00:29.840 by touching the light. So whenever certain people. 1:00:29.720 --> 1:00:31.560 Were home, he would walk up to the door. 1:00:31.960 --> 1:00:36.439 And try to have a conversation with them, and that's bad. 1:00:39.160 --> 1:00:42.920 Well no, so what was bad was my family as 1:00:42.960 --> 1:00:46.680 a collective would try and be as silent as possible 1:00:46.840 --> 1:00:49.000 so we wouldn't have to have a conversation with them. 1:00:50.440 --> 1:00:50.800 You know what. 1:00:52.680 --> 1:00:56.280 I'd take if we checked the blind aspect of this 1:00:56.640 --> 1:00:59.840 out real quick and there was just a guy walking 1:01:00.000 --> 1:01:02.520 around the neighborhood knocking on people's doors to start talking 1:01:02.560 --> 1:01:03.440 to them for no reason. 1:01:04.760 --> 1:01:06.560 I'm on your side. Yeah, totally get that. 1:01:10.080 --> 1:01:11.520 Okay, we can feel all the better. 1:01:12.160 --> 1:01:14.560 Yeah, I don't even him being blind. I don't even 1:01:14.760 --> 1:01:16.920 I wouldn't even factor that into this. No, what's this 1:01:17.000 --> 1:01:17.760 guying doing? 1:01:17.960 --> 1:01:25.439 Yeah, like what's going on? Yeah? 1:01:25.680 --> 1:01:29.240 Sometimes okay, So by our front door, we had a window, 1:01:30.200 --> 1:01:34.280 and uh, instead of curtains there, my stepmom thought it 1:01:34.360 --> 1:01:37.280 was like a great idea to put like shells on 1:01:37.360 --> 1:01:40.240 a string going down all the way and that was 1:01:40.320 --> 1:01:43.680 the curtain basically, So there was no people on the 1:01:43.760 --> 1:01:46.160 door either, So to look out the window you had 1:01:46.200 --> 1:01:50.200 to like open the shells to see them. But sometimes 1:01:50.520 --> 1:01:53.240 they would clink together and he would definitely hear me 1:01:53.360 --> 1:01:54.080 trying to see. 1:01:53.920 --> 1:01:54.680 Him through the window. 1:01:54.960 --> 1:01:58.400 Oh my god, hmmm do you think do you think 1:01:58.400 --> 1:01:59.080 he was offended? 1:02:02.600 --> 1:02:05.640 He must have been, because then he would like, I 1:02:05.640 --> 1:02:07.360 don't know, only take a few more seconds and then 1:02:07.360 --> 1:02:07.840 walk away. 1:02:08.480 --> 1:02:10.600 Let me ask one let me ask one more thing. 1:02:12.760 --> 1:02:17.959 Have you ever talked to this guy? Right? Yeah? Because 1:02:18.000 --> 1:02:20.280 I would give him a chance once. He might be 1:02:20.360 --> 1:02:26.080 really cool. He might be really cool. Did he scare you? Yeah? 1:02:26.120 --> 1:02:28.880 So I was like, I don't know, between five and 1:02:29.840 --> 1:02:32.000 I don't know, fourteen, maybe, no, I'm younger than that, 1:02:32.040 --> 1:02:38.440 probably five and eleven, and uh, everybody a conversation with him. 1:02:38.280 --> 1:02:39.080 But me, you know what I mean. 1:02:39.120 --> 1:02:41.600 I was too young to like kind of even be involved, 1:02:41.880 --> 1:02:44.720 Like either my dad or my brothers would carry the conversation. 1:02:45.160 --> 1:02:49.400 I could just kind of hide. Are you okay? I mean, 1:02:49.480 --> 1:02:50.560 let's talk about you now. 1:02:50.840 --> 1:02:51.960 Are you in general? 1:02:52.000 --> 1:02:54.280 Are you a social guy or would you would would 1:02:54.320 --> 1:02:55.680 you consider yourself an extrovert? 1:02:55.840 --> 1:02:58.080 Introvert? Ambivert? What kind of vert? 1:02:58.120 --> 1:02:58.280 Are you? 1:02:58.520 --> 1:03:00.520 What's that? One day? Amby vert? What the hell is that? 1:03:00.640 --> 1:03:04.000 As a little bit of both Wow, a little lovert? 1:03:05.240 --> 1:03:07.960 I'll say, yeah, yeah, right there, whatever that was right there. 1:03:08.240 --> 1:03:11.840 I think I'm that little gotta be nice as possible 1:03:11.880 --> 1:03:14.040 for like interactions now, like when I go to the 1:03:14.080 --> 1:03:14.720 grocery store. 1:03:14.840 --> 1:03:17.200 I try to make it personal, but. 1:03:18.760 --> 1:03:20.680 Still I find myself like walking into work and not. 1:03:20.800 --> 1:03:21.680 Saying hello to people. 1:03:22.640 --> 1:03:24.880 Sounds like it sounds like you don't like talking to 1:03:24.960 --> 1:03:26.080 the people in general, though. 1:03:27.880 --> 1:03:31.080 Except for us, Yeah, yeah, I mean the people I'm 1:03:31.120 --> 1:03:33.400 close to I talk a lot, we have good conversations. 1:03:33.480 --> 1:03:36.160 But for other people, I don't know. 1:03:36.800 --> 1:03:38.840 What if I told you that I'm trying to avoid conversation. 1:03:38.920 --> 1:03:43.200 I guess what if I told you that I'm the 1:03:43.280 --> 1:03:43.680 same way? 1:03:47.320 --> 1:03:51.760 Ah, it makes feel comfortable, better. 1:03:51.960 --> 1:03:58.200 Better, I'm lying, but I do I sometimes sometimes sometimes 1:03:58.600 --> 1:04:01.720 that's the problem. Some times I'd like to be quiet, 1:04:02.600 --> 1:04:04.400 and I think there's a lot of peace in quiet. 1:04:04.920 --> 1:04:06.760 But you know what, a lot of people think that 1:04:06.840 --> 1:04:09.400 when you're quiet, you're upset. And I think there's a 1:04:09.480 --> 1:04:12.000 misconception that just because you don't like to speak, so 1:04:12.120 --> 1:04:14.440 you have an issue. Sometimes I don't like to speak 1:04:14.480 --> 1:04:16.480 because too much we can get you into a lot 1:04:16.520 --> 1:04:18.560 of shit, and I don't like shit. I don't like 1:04:18.600 --> 1:04:22.760 getting into too many problems. So if anything, I could 1:04:22.760 --> 1:04:25.120 tell you. I mean, wanting to avoid conversation. 1:04:25.280 --> 1:04:28.200 Conversation is not really bad, but when you do have 1:04:28.360 --> 1:04:34.440 conversations with people need to be meaningful. How about that? Okay? 1:04:35.080 --> 1:04:35.800 I like that a lot. 1:04:37.200 --> 1:04:40.400 Yeah, trying to make everything out of the interactions. 1:04:39.960 --> 1:04:42.560 I want to have, Jesse, is there anything else that 1:04:42.600 --> 1:04:44.320 you want to say to the people, or to Eric 1:04:44.360 --> 1:04:47.160 the architect, or to me the Gecko guy, or to 1:04:47.240 --> 1:04:48.120 yourself before we go? 1:04:51.400 --> 1:04:55.320 Now, man, love the stream Eric Archa gect, super dope. 1:04:55.920 --> 1:05:01.000 Let everything put out Archa gect. That's awesomely shit, Hey. 1:05:00.880 --> 1:05:01.680 Thanks for calling Jesse. 1:05:02.000 --> 1:05:03.959 That was sick the Archa GECT. 1:05:04.640 --> 1:05:06.520 I would I would remove the tea and I would 1:05:06.520 --> 1:05:08.040 just say, Eric the Archa gect. 1:05:09.320 --> 1:05:10.880 Did he did he add the tea? I couldn't tell you. 1:05:10.920 --> 1:05:11.640 I don't know. I don't know. 1:05:12.200 --> 1:05:12.400 I like. 1:05:12.520 --> 1:05:14.800 I like Eric the Arka. Get Arca GECT. That's my 1:05:14.960 --> 1:05:16.800 new ship. Beautiful. I fuck with that? 1:05:17.000 --> 1:05:19.800 Wait I I I try to have like a preach 1:05:19.960 --> 1:05:23.960 guest wow, like the Gecko version of their of their name, 1:05:24.080 --> 1:05:24.640 whatever it is. 1:05:25.280 --> 1:05:32.120 I like Archa GECT. Casey, Howdy, Hello, Sorry, no, what 1:05:32.240 --> 1:05:32.480 what do you? 1:05:32.480 --> 1:05:32.720 What are you? 1:05:32.720 --> 1:05:33.280 Sorry? Sorry? 1:05:35.120 --> 1:05:39.800 Okay, okay, So Hey, I just wanted to talk to 1:05:39.840 --> 1:05:41.160 you out my half. 1:05:42.240 --> 1:05:43.960 Okay, what about it? We were actually we were just 1:05:44.040 --> 1:05:46.919 kind of talking about talking about it is what Please 1:05:47.000 --> 1:05:47.880 join our conversation. 1:05:49.960 --> 1:05:50.720 Oh, yes, thank you. 1:05:51.480 --> 1:05:51.680 Yeah. 1:05:51.840 --> 1:05:56.160 So I am twenty three years old, so pretty young, 1:05:56.200 --> 1:05:59.160 i'd say, And I have had a tear in my 1:05:59.360 --> 1:06:07.280 ass twenty fifteen and it's leading pretty good amount, like 1:06:07.400 --> 1:06:07.960 on and off. 1:06:08.080 --> 1:06:09.080 But like sometimes you. 1:06:09.160 --> 1:06:12.280 Just look down there's just like a nice little like 1:06:13.760 --> 1:06:16.760 cool blood. Yeah, good stuff. 1:06:16.960 --> 1:06:20.400 And when you uh, when you wipe, is there ever 1:06:20.600 --> 1:06:22.080 like you look at the paper and there's a little 1:06:22.080 --> 1:06:22.520 bit of blood? 1:06:24.800 --> 1:06:27.760 Oh yeah, yeah, definitely, definitely. 1:06:28.200 --> 1:06:28.480 Okay. 1:06:29.600 --> 1:06:31.520 I don't know why I asked that in a way 1:06:31.560 --> 1:06:33.520 where I was like it sounded like I was gonna 1:06:33.520 --> 1:06:36.280 have a diagnosis for you, but like Gregory House. 1:06:36.200 --> 1:06:37.840 Yeah, was like what am I gonna do with this information? 1:06:38.000 --> 1:06:41.400 But so it's so look, it's says here that you 1:06:41.560 --> 1:06:45.560 need a colonoscopy, but you're scared to get one. Why 1:06:45.600 --> 1:06:47.160 are you scared to get one? 1:06:50.560 --> 1:06:53.080 Like A, I don't want to scope up my ass. 1:06:53.200 --> 1:06:58.040 I really don't want anything other than uh, something found 1:06:58.120 --> 1:07:04.959 like up my ass, like noth anyway, Like my mom 1:07:05.120 --> 1:07:07.720 just got to pull anoscopy, like she had to shit 1:07:07.840 --> 1:07:13.160 her brains out like twenty four hours, Like I don't 1:07:13.240 --> 1:07:16.760 have to take off of work just to shit and 1:07:16.840 --> 1:07:19.560 then get a scope with my ass like and then 1:07:19.640 --> 1:07:20.600 the health insurance. 1:07:20.880 --> 1:07:27.200 Oh, like the order of those are interesting, Yeah, the priority, 1:07:27.240 --> 1:07:30.680 like I would have to take off work and that's uh, 1:07:30.880 --> 1:07:33.800 and then the other things we were saying, But can 1:07:33.880 --> 1:07:36.000 I real quick, when you're talking about having something fall 1:07:36.040 --> 1:07:39.080 like up your ass, does that not make I feel 1:07:39.080 --> 1:07:41.040 like that would that would fucking tear the hole and 1:07:41.080 --> 1:07:42.840 make that sounds fuck horrifically painful. 1:07:43.000 --> 1:07:43.720 It's already hurting. 1:07:43.880 --> 1:07:51.200 Yeah, to be fair, I had these pairs and when 1:07:51.280 --> 1:07:57.360 I was uh, not sexually active at all, So it 1:07:57.560 --> 1:07:59.040 wasn't the first thing that like. 1:08:00.880 --> 1:08:01.240 For it. 1:08:01.720 --> 1:08:04.000 It just kind of doesn't help either. 1:08:05.080 --> 1:08:08.120 Are you drinking enough water? Because maybe you're not drinking 1:08:08.200 --> 1:08:11.520 enough water? And as a stool is pushing its way 1:08:11.600 --> 1:08:14.840 through your colon, when it's coming through your sphincter, it's 1:08:14.880 --> 1:08:18.280 actually ripping the lining of your asshole and that's why 1:08:19.439 --> 1:08:20.200 it's it's bleeding. 1:08:22.200 --> 1:08:24.840 That that's a really like in terms of like giving 1:08:24.880 --> 1:08:28.360 your best shot, I was advice that was pretty good. 1:08:28.600 --> 1:08:30.280 I was trying. That was better than not what I 1:08:30.280 --> 1:08:30.920 could have come up with. 1:08:32.600 --> 1:08:34.160 Have you tried you tried that? If you tried drinking 1:08:34.200 --> 1:08:34.599 more water? 1:08:37.720 --> 1:08:44.400 You know, I really should. That's probably a good tip. 1:08:44.960 --> 1:08:46.960 How often do you how long? How long do you 1:08:47.120 --> 1:08:49.040 sleep when you when you go to to get eight 1:08:49.080 --> 1:08:52.920 hours a night? Maybe that's because because if there's a tear, 1:08:53.280 --> 1:08:54.040 you have a bandit, you need. 1:08:54.000 --> 1:08:57.559 To break feel it, maybe you heal, like uh, you're 1:08:57.600 --> 1:09:01.080 not Wolverine, you know, is it a problem where. 1:09:00.960 --> 1:09:03.519 Like okay, so you're it's resting, it's starting to heal, 1:09:03.640 --> 1:09:05.400 but then you have to take a ship, or you're 1:09:05.560 --> 1:09:07.559 you have anal sex or you do you do something 1:09:08.280 --> 1:09:11.599 just like the Wholes about the clothes, but then something happens, 1:09:11.680 --> 1:09:14.280 then happens, it comes back open. 1:09:17.160 --> 1:09:21.120 Yeah, so that's been the pattern. That's like I was, 1:09:21.320 --> 1:09:23.559 I don't know, maybe like sixteen, I guess I had 1:09:23.560 --> 1:09:26.519 a peanut and it literally ripped my ass. 1:09:26.360 --> 1:09:35.200 Open like peanuts, but like, yeah, did she say a peanut? 1:09:35.240 --> 1:09:37.080 I think she said a peanut ripped her ass open? 1:09:37.760 --> 1:09:46.559 What the planters or cashews eat peanut? The shell was on, man, 1:09:46.600 --> 1:09:48.080 I don't remember salted. 1:09:49.520 --> 1:09:53.280 Roasted salted peanut ripping a hole mask and then the 1:09:54.000 --> 1:09:57.000 peanut goes in first, and then the residue of the 1:09:57.120 --> 1:09:58.599 salt goes this problem. 1:09:58.720 --> 1:10:01.800 Really, Yeah, the salt would definitely agitate the wound. 1:10:01.960 --> 1:10:07.400 Yeah, I don't know, maybe I just like up. 1:10:09.280 --> 1:10:12.720 So it sounds like if if you ask me, I 1:10:12.800 --> 1:10:17.000 think you should drink more water. You should actually try 1:10:17.520 --> 1:10:23.960 a cleanse. So maybe don't eat hamburgers and fucking really 1:10:24.320 --> 1:10:27.400 like meaty things. You need to like strip it down 1:10:27.400 --> 1:10:29.880 to smoothies and things that will slide through your ass, 1:10:30.000 --> 1:10:32.639 you know what I'm saying. And then you might want 1:10:32.640 --> 1:10:35.519 to take something like a ce trauma, which is like 1:10:36.360 --> 1:10:39.400 a probiotic kind of thing that gets your belly going 1:10:39.520 --> 1:10:42.760 and it'll help your stomach digest a little bit, and 1:10:42.840 --> 1:10:45.960 then when you shit, it'll be mostly. 1:10:45.760 --> 1:10:47.760 Like less solid and it'll be more water. 1:10:48.080 --> 1:10:49.479 And then you just do that for a day and 1:10:49.560 --> 1:10:52.479 maybe that will won't be the colonoscopy, but it'll be 1:10:52.560 --> 1:10:53.680 something that will help you. 1:10:56.800 --> 1:10:57.000 Yeah. 1:10:57.400 --> 1:10:59.280 I mean the reason why they want to cool off 1:10:59.360 --> 1:11:02.800 the face because they said, like the rist that the 1:11:02.920 --> 1:11:06.160 doctor actually saw, like physically saw in my ass, wasn't 1:11:06.240 --> 1:11:08.240 that big causing. 1:11:08.040 --> 1:11:08.960 So much leaving. 1:11:09.120 --> 1:11:14.800 That might be something like farther up the tunnel. That's 1:11:14.840 --> 1:11:18.240 what they're actually searching for. But like that wouldn't hurt 1:11:18.280 --> 1:11:20.280 either if I were to, you know, actually take care. 1:11:20.160 --> 1:11:23.880 Of my body. Did Did they say it was hemorrhoids? 1:11:24.560 --> 1:11:31.639 Oh no, it's possibility. Not it's not. Wow anal fish, 1:11:31.960 --> 1:11:32.280 you know what. 1:11:33.240 --> 1:11:37.280 I have had an anal fisher before. WOW had an 1:11:37.280 --> 1:11:40.360 anal fission. Not as severe as yours, because mine didn't 1:11:40.400 --> 1:11:44.280 last for seven years. It lasted for like a painful week. 1:11:44.439 --> 1:11:47.960 But look at look at me now. I just if 1:11:48.040 --> 1:11:52.320 I can be like maybe some kind of a success 1:11:52.439 --> 1:11:55.720 story for you to find hope with you and I. 1:11:55.880 --> 1:11:59.040 I had an antal fissure, and you know, I turned 1:11:59.080 --> 1:12:02.360 out decently as a human being. 1:12:02.439 --> 1:12:06.559 I think, so there's hope for you as well. 1:12:09.320 --> 1:12:09.479 You know. 1:12:09.640 --> 1:12:12.639 Look, say what you will about two geckos, but it's 1:12:12.760 --> 1:12:16.320 more cheaper than health insurance and going to see a doctor. 1:12:16.360 --> 1:12:17.120 I want to see a doctor. 1:12:17.160 --> 1:12:20.639 I think we we we provided a lot of personal 1:12:20.720 --> 1:12:23.320 experience and also just winging it. 1:12:23.520 --> 1:12:25.000 Yeah, I don't know if you even need to go 1:12:25.040 --> 1:12:26.679 to the doctor. I think I think you're okay. 1:12:27.040 --> 1:12:29.519 You're okay. Is there anything else that you want to 1:12:29.520 --> 1:12:31.280 say to the people of the computer, or to Eric 1:12:31.320 --> 1:12:34.800 the architect, or do a Gecko casey before we go. 1:12:38.120 --> 1:12:40.519 I'm a little too hard to think of anything. 1:12:40.240 --> 1:12:42.080 But thanks for having me of course. 1:12:42.520 --> 1:12:49.040 Excellent. Wow, that's gonna stay with me. 1:12:50.120 --> 1:12:51.800 Have you had any medical issues lately? 1:12:52.560 --> 1:12:56.759 No, thank god. I had a hernia before. What exactly 1:12:56.880 --> 1:12:59.000 is that hernia? 1:13:00.640 --> 1:13:03.600 At least the one that I had was basically, you know, 1:13:04.400 --> 1:13:09.000 your body is has these like your growing area has 1:13:09.040 --> 1:13:15.200 like these like little holes, and like your stomach basically 1:13:15.320 --> 1:13:17.599 is supposed to be where it's supposed to be located 1:13:17.640 --> 1:13:19.479 in your stomach, you know, in your body. 1:13:19.960 --> 1:13:25.479 But people have hemorrhoids. Excuse me, people who have I 1:13:25.600 --> 1:13:28.479 feel like I forgot the name of it. Hernia. Hernia, yea, 1:13:29.080 --> 1:13:30.040 people have hernias. 1:13:30.920 --> 1:13:33.880 It's like the lining of that kind of comes through 1:13:34.400 --> 1:13:37.320 these holes, a certain like opening that's in your growing 1:13:37.720 --> 1:13:40.840 and it's really uncomfortable because you can't really sit down 1:13:40.960 --> 1:13:44.000 or do anything active because it's like a purging part 1:13:44.080 --> 1:13:46.200 of your body and it's like some of your insides 1:13:46.200 --> 1:13:46.960 are trying to come out. 1:13:47.960 --> 1:13:50.200 It's really comes horribles fucking suck. 1:13:50.320 --> 1:13:51.840 So like if you don't watch it, there's like all 1:13:51.920 --> 1:13:54.680 of you there's like your lower intestine and your brain everything. 1:13:54.520 --> 1:13:59.240 Just is fucking terrible and you gotta like get surgery 1:13:59.280 --> 1:14:01.680 to like shut it back up there. So I had 1:14:01.720 --> 1:14:03.760 to do that. You got surgery. I did. How was that? 1:14:04.840 --> 1:14:09.760 It's fine? I feel like, uh, what was her name? Casey? Casey. 1:14:09.880 --> 1:14:11.280 I feel like Casey has something to worry about. I 1:14:11.280 --> 1:14:12.760 feel like you should go get the colon ask just 1:14:12.840 --> 1:14:15.719 go and do with this. I'm gonna understand the reluctancy. 1:14:15.760 --> 1:14:19.040 You have to drink like this fucking gross liquid that 1:14:21.240 --> 1:14:22.960 my stepdad did, and. 1:14:23.360 --> 1:14:26.200 Like when you get forty, it's like mandatorious. 1:14:26.680 --> 1:14:29.640 Yeah, if you're a certain age, I'm lucky. I'm I 1:14:29.680 --> 1:14:31.720 don't have to get one for a while. But it's 1:14:31.840 --> 1:14:34.160 it's in every If you're a man listening to this, 1:14:34.880 --> 1:14:36.000 I think it's I think it's a men. 1:14:36.200 --> 1:14:37.840 It's a man thing thing. It's a prostate thing, the 1:14:37.880 --> 1:14:38.479 prostate thing. 1:14:39.800 --> 1:14:39.960 Man. 1:14:40.040 --> 1:14:43.400 We really know a lot about medical stuff, more than 1:14:43.439 --> 1:14:44.839 I getscribed. 1:14:44.880 --> 1:14:46.960 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah for sure, Like I feel like 1:14:47.000 --> 1:14:50.719 a medicine man. Hey, how do you feel great? Beautiful? 1:14:51.200 --> 1:14:53.400 How do you feel? I feel good too, I feel excellent. 1:14:53.640 --> 1:14:58.120 It's nice to be underwater. You're the first guest that 1:14:58.200 --> 1:15:00.640 I've done underwater with. Usually we're in the sky or 1:15:01.600 --> 1:15:02.120 the forest. 1:15:02.240 --> 1:15:04.200 But I like being underwater Jamaican too. 1:15:05.320 --> 1:15:05.439 Is that? 1:15:05.640 --> 1:15:08.599 Is that a Jamaican thing? Being in the under the sea? 1:15:09.240 --> 1:15:13.439 Sebastian Jamaican? Hell? Yeah, oh shuit, Sebastian is Jamaican as fun, Bro, 1:15:13.920 --> 1:15:15.320 do you have? Do you know all the words to 1:15:15.520 --> 1:15:18.559 under No? I just know he's Jamaican under the sea. 1:15:19.000 --> 1:15:21.200 That's the only part I know under the sea. 1:15:21.760 --> 1:15:23.320 You do you know any you know any lyric of 1:15:23.400 --> 1:15:24.439 the song except under this? 1:15:25.600 --> 1:15:27.479 I don't even I barely remember the movie that. Well, 1:15:27.520 --> 1:15:31.360 I just know he's Jamaican. Well, I think that's an 1:15:31.360 --> 1:15:34.040 important thing to like cool Runnings. It's not a good 1:15:34.120 --> 1:15:37.320 Jamaican movie. Is that about sledding? Yeah, but it's not. 1:15:37.680 --> 1:15:40.920 Is that good Jamaican movie? Like a snow movie? Yeah, 1:15:41.000 --> 1:15:43.960 they're like a Bob sledding team. Is it snow in Jamaica? 1:15:44.280 --> 1:15:44.320 No? 1:15:45.400 --> 1:15:47.000 Hell, that is a bad Jamaica movie. It's a bad 1:15:47.080 --> 1:15:51.679 Jamaican movie. A good movie would Shatas was that Shata 1:15:51.800 --> 1:15:56.400 a Shata is a gangster in Jamaica. Oh really? Yeah? 1:15:57.920 --> 1:16:00.559 So this movie is about like the gangsters in Jamaica. 1:16:00.720 --> 1:16:03.920 Have you have you like been to Jamaica? Yeah? I 1:16:04.000 --> 1:16:08.240 went last year in August with my dad my family. 1:16:08.600 --> 1:16:13.360 It was fucking cool. Man. It was like being able 1:16:13.439 --> 1:16:15.120 to drink and ship. The last time I went there, 1:16:15.160 --> 1:16:17.080 I was so young. I wasn't drinking or smoking. So 1:16:18.000 --> 1:16:21.880 that was like a vibe like family that my aunt, 1:16:22.120 --> 1:16:24.200 so my aunt. I went to the house my dad 1:16:24.320 --> 1:16:25.920 was raised in and ship. Oh no, I was here. 1:16:26.120 --> 1:16:29.920 His family grew up in Jamaica. Yeah, that's nice, that's cool. 1:16:30.520 --> 1:16:31.479 Where's your family from? 1:16:31.760 --> 1:16:31.880 Uh? 1:16:33.040 --> 1:16:36.559 I know we're Jewish. I was part of a sator. 1:16:36.640 --> 1:16:39.360 Once you went to a sator, what'd you think? It's 1:16:39.439 --> 1:16:42.880 fucking awesome? Yeah. You fucking like search for the office 1:16:42.920 --> 1:16:43.880 comen and man. 1:16:43.840 --> 1:16:48.599 Add a yalla coan and shout out Jeff because that's 1:16:48.640 --> 1:16:52.240 why my homie from college I was Jewish, and he 1:16:52.360 --> 1:16:53.599 was like, dude, you ever been part of one? 1:16:53.600 --> 1:16:55.479 And I was like, now let's go. And I went 1:16:55.520 --> 1:16:58.120 with his whole family and there's a lot of food. Man, 1:16:58.320 --> 1:16:59.640 did you read from the Hagadah? 1:17:00.120 --> 1:17:00.160 No? 1:17:00.640 --> 1:17:01.120 Someone did? 1:17:01.200 --> 1:17:01.360 Though? 1:17:02.600 --> 1:17:02.960 What what? 1:17:03.200 --> 1:17:03.240 What? 1:17:03.439 --> 1:17:04.800 What the fuck else did we do? Oh? 1:17:04.840 --> 1:17:09.360 With the did you dip celery in salt water? No, 1:17:10.280 --> 1:17:12.160 is that customary. It's because I'm trying to think of 1:17:12.320 --> 1:17:12.840 someone else. 1:17:13.240 --> 1:17:15.000 We ate a lot of food. It was like different, 1:17:15.160 --> 1:17:16.960 like you eat like a little bit of this thing, 1:17:17.080 --> 1:17:18.439 like a bigger plate the thing. 1:17:18.479 --> 1:17:22.560 And then yeah, yeah, yeah, man Chevitz shout out to 1:17:22.560 --> 1:17:25.760 Manischevik sponsor in here grape juice. 1:17:27.720 --> 1:17:30.360 Yeah, grape juice. That's when I was. 1:17:31.960 --> 1:17:33.800 When I went to Hebrew school as a young little 1:17:33.880 --> 1:17:36.519 Jewish boy. That was what I would spill on my 1:17:36.960 --> 1:17:38.519 white polo shirt all the time. 1:17:38.960 --> 1:17:41.080 I was having that, which I don't know if that's 1:17:41.080 --> 1:17:42.200 sacrilegious or not, but no. 1:17:42.960 --> 1:17:45.320 In I grew up a Christian church, but we'd have 1:17:46.040 --> 1:17:50.559 kdem in Christian Church for communion, and I look at 1:17:50.600 --> 1:17:52.439 the bottle and I'm like, this Hebrew in this bottle. 1:17:52.479 --> 1:17:54.639 It's kind of funny. Wait. I thought that the Christian Church. 1:17:54.720 --> 1:17:59.120 I thought they're like it is in in the Jewish 1:17:59.240 --> 1:18:02.920 when we do the Jewish things, they use grape juice 1:18:03.520 --> 1:18:06.640 as wine, like in whatever customary thing, like if it 1:18:06.720 --> 1:18:09.880 requires wine, they'll just use grape juice. But I thought 1:18:09.960 --> 1:18:13.320 that at church they're just like fuck it, let's just 1:18:13.360 --> 1:18:14.160 give the kids wine. 1:18:14.720 --> 1:18:15.320 Not in my church. 1:18:15.400 --> 1:18:16.320 No, now your church they do. 1:18:16.520 --> 1:18:18.800 They do real ones. Grape juice. It was grape juice. 1:18:18.920 --> 1:18:20.519 It was It was the Jewish grape juice. 1:18:21.600 --> 1:18:24.000 Crazy, right, Yeah, I feel like I feel like a 1:18:24.040 --> 1:18:26.479 lot of the cool churches though they're just like the kids. 1:18:26.640 --> 1:18:29.400 The kids do. It's it's not every week and shit. 1:18:29.479 --> 1:18:32.679 Anyway, Jesus' body was not grape juice. 1:18:32.680 --> 1:18:35.360 It was wine. Wait is it the bottle of the blood? Blood? 1:18:35.479 --> 1:18:38.640 The body was that little cheap ass crackers. She never 1:18:38.680 --> 1:18:41.000 had one of those crackers? Are they good? It tastes 1:18:41.040 --> 1:18:43.080 like anything? And he's like, this is the body and 1:18:43.160 --> 1:18:44.600 then it has like a cross in the middle and 1:18:44.640 --> 1:18:46.320 you take your fingers and you snap it in half 1:18:47.000 --> 1:18:48.720 and then you put in your mouth. Can you just 1:18:48.800 --> 1:18:50.760 like go to the supermarket and buy those? Yeah? 1:18:50.800 --> 1:18:52.920 Do you think anyone ever like has that? It's just 1:18:52.960 --> 1:18:54.680 a staple of their pantry, Like they'll sit and. 1:18:54.720 --> 1:18:57.920 Watch TV while they eat the crackers. That's weird. There's 1:18:57.920 --> 1:18:58.880 got to be someone who does that. 1:18:59.080 --> 1:19:00.640 It's got to be at least one person that's like, 1:19:00.920 --> 1:19:04.600 I'm addicted to the little Jesus body technically. 1:19:04.640 --> 1:19:06.599 Right, there's got to be somebody. Somebody's out there. 1:19:07.160 --> 1:19:10.080 I will say, did you have Did you have manza 1:19:10.160 --> 1:19:10.880 at the satory? 1:19:11.600 --> 1:19:13.720 What do you think? Great? Lots of ball? Soup is 1:19:13.760 --> 1:19:15.400 also very good? Well, soup is great. People do not 1:19:15.560 --> 1:19:18.680 like matza. I'm huge mons of fan. I've also had 1:19:18.800 --> 1:19:22.280 good filter fish. I'm not really a big fish fish. 1:19:22.320 --> 1:19:24.960 It's a big What about horse radish? 1:19:25.920 --> 1:19:28.160 There's another big staple of the Sator that I also 1:19:28.360 --> 1:19:31.800 am on. How about that guy with horosis? Do you 1:19:31.800 --> 1:19:32.479 have herosis? 1:19:32.720 --> 1:19:33.759 That sounds like a disease. 1:19:34.360 --> 1:19:37.280 It does sound like a disease like deliver Yes, it 1:19:37.320 --> 1:19:38.800 does sound like a disease, now that you mentioned it. 1:19:38.800 --> 1:19:43.920 But it's a it's an applely nut thing. 1:19:44.160 --> 1:19:46.200 Is it good? Yeah? It is good. You put it, 1:19:46.280 --> 1:19:48.479 You put it on some you put it on manza, 1:19:48.560 --> 1:19:52.080 you need it. I know more than about the Jewish. 1:19:52.640 --> 1:19:53.800 You know more about Jews than I do. 1:19:54.080 --> 1:19:56.720 I know a lot. I didn't realize that till right now. 1:19:56.960 --> 1:19:59.519 You ever, uh, ever go to services or anything you 1:19:59.560 --> 1:20:00.880 ever do? Is that the what is that the most 1:20:00.960 --> 1:20:01.880 Jewish thing you've ever done? 1:20:02.080 --> 1:20:05.040 Yes? The Sator? Yes? Before we okay, we're gonna move 1:20:05.080 --> 1:20:06.160 on for this topic. But have you ever been to 1:20:06.200 --> 1:20:11.200 a bar mitzvah? I feel like I have I can't remember, 1:20:11.320 --> 1:20:12.760 but why wouldn't I at this point? 1:20:12.920 --> 1:20:14.840 Would you, like, like when you were like thirteen, do 1:20:14.880 --> 1:20:15.880 you have any Jewish friends? 1:20:17.479 --> 1:20:19.479 Well, I didn't know Jeff yet, so maybe not. I 1:20:19.560 --> 1:20:21.440 met him when I was like twenty. 1:20:21.400 --> 1:20:23.400 Okay, then yeah, he's probably unless if he was one 1:20:23.439 --> 1:20:25.680 of those kids who's like I never had a bar 1:20:25.760 --> 1:20:28.960 metzvah because my dad doesn't around or whatever. 1:20:29.080 --> 1:20:30.840 Yeah, and then you have a hooking it up. You 1:20:30.920 --> 1:20:32.600 get gifts and ship too, right, you get a lot 1:20:32.640 --> 1:20:34.120 of money, get a lot of money. Yeah, that's the 1:20:34.200 --> 1:20:35.360 whole r. And then they have to you have to 1:20:35.400 --> 1:20:37.000 read the Torah, right, you have to read the Taura. 1:20:37.200 --> 1:20:41.160 Tell me I know, shit, bro, I know you really do. Yeah, 1:20:41.200 --> 1:20:44.600 I know how you really do know? You know what 1:20:44.760 --> 1:20:46.639 you know about Shabbat? What do you know about Shabbat? 1:20:48.600 --> 1:20:51.080 I've heard the name that is that. 1:20:51.320 --> 1:20:55.880 Uh it's uh yeah, we do it every Friday and 1:20:56.240 --> 1:21:02.160 uh there's we light a candle and yes, wine more wine, 1:21:03.200 --> 1:21:05.759 and uh you don't I think if you're really Jewish, 1:21:05.760 --> 1:21:08.040 you don't use electronics. You don't use electronics, right. 1:21:08.120 --> 1:21:10.840 And you don't like push you can't like you can't 1:21:10.920 --> 1:21:13.320 use your hands to like you can't work. Can't Yeah, 1:21:13.560 --> 1:21:15.920 it don't work. Technically, I'm kind of cheating because I'm 1:21:15.960 --> 1:21:20.000 a flat Wish. It's like all Jews and flatbush Hell yeah, 1:21:20.760 --> 1:21:25.599 Flatbish is a Jewish flablish is Caribbean and Jewish. Really 1:21:27.880 --> 1:21:30.000 right now, you're Flatblish right now, I'm on. 1:21:30.439 --> 1:21:34.799 It's literally like every like there's so many like Jewish schools, 1:21:37.240 --> 1:21:38.719 even though we don't go to the same school. 1:21:38.760 --> 1:21:40.759 They're like a school will be like across the street 1:21:40.800 --> 1:21:43.479 from another local school, and it'd be like a Jewish. 1:21:43.280 --> 1:21:45.920 School where the Jews in the Caribbeans. Do they like 1:21:46.200 --> 1:21:49.000 get along, were they like hanging out? Do they kind 1:21:49.000 --> 1:21:49.840 of stick to their own thing? 1:21:49.960 --> 1:21:52.439 I'd say, I'd say everybody kind of was. That's how 1:21:52.479 --> 1:21:56.559 New York is. Man, It's like, but we have Pacidic Jews. Ah, yeah, 1:21:56.880 --> 1:21:58.439 so it's a different vibe. 1:21:58.520 --> 1:22:01.679 Yeah, it's a different vibe. They don't talk to anyone. 1:22:01.880 --> 1:22:07.439 Placidic Orthodox Jews are a little bit more like sort 1:22:07.479 --> 1:22:10.639 of preserved and like doing their own thing. 1:22:11.120 --> 1:22:11.360 Yeah. 1:22:11.600 --> 1:22:14.320 Like, like I guess I'm a am either. 1:22:14.240 --> 1:22:16.920 A conservative Jew or a reform Jew. 1:22:17.160 --> 1:22:17.400 I'm not. 1:22:17.520 --> 1:22:20.840 I'm not on the opposite side of that spectrum. 1:22:20.960 --> 1:22:23.160 I got you. Yeah, No, orthodox Jews is a whole 1:22:23.200 --> 1:22:27.160 other thing. Have you ever seen the movie Riligulous with 1:22:27.400 --> 1:22:29.760 Bill Maher. I've heard about it, but I've never seen. 1:22:30.000 --> 1:22:31.200 That's a good one. You should check that out. 1:22:31.520 --> 1:22:32.960 How you learned all the stuff about Jews. 1:22:33.240 --> 1:22:38.040 No, it's just a good movie. It's like really enriching 1:22:38.080 --> 1:22:40.960 about like good thinking. He shout exposed religion in a way, 1:22:41.040 --> 1:22:42.920 but he was just asking a bunch of questions and 1:22:43.000 --> 1:22:46.240 it is really a good like watch that in the list. 1:22:46.439 --> 1:22:49.480 Yeah, I wonder if we have any Jewish callers. 1:22:49.120 --> 1:22:50.640 In the now. 1:22:50.680 --> 1:22:51.800 You got me hyped up on all the. 1:22:51.840 --> 1:22:56.720 Juwso I feel amazing, Like fla Bush is Caribbean, and 1:22:57.080 --> 1:22:59.040 I'm telling you it's a big time because I know 1:22:59.080 --> 1:23:00.680 that there's a lot of areas of Brooklyn because I've 1:23:00.680 --> 1:23:01.200 been to Brooklyn. 1:23:02.280 --> 1:23:03.680 I've been to Brooklyn a bunch of times. But I 1:23:03.760 --> 1:23:05.559 know that I've gone there and I've just seen them. 1:23:05.520 --> 1:23:09.400 Like the bagel shops they're kosher, Yeah, kosher bagel shops. True, 1:23:09.560 --> 1:23:14.720 that's true. I could never keep kosher, nor I do. 1:23:14.960 --> 1:23:17.240 Like that's hard. Do you do you do any are you? 1:23:17.360 --> 1:23:17.400 Like? 1:23:17.640 --> 1:23:20.639 Do you have any dietary things? I used to try, 1:23:20.880 --> 1:23:22.000 but it's hard man every time. 1:23:23.560 --> 1:23:26.560 Yeah, in sixth grade when I'm my brother was a 1:23:26.720 --> 1:23:29.960 vegetarian and I wanted to be like like him. 1:23:30.160 --> 1:23:32.200 Yeah, so I would have like soy dogs and shit 1:23:32.280 --> 1:23:33.920 like that. But then I'm like looking at the back 1:23:34.000 --> 1:23:38.120 of the like the nutrition facts, and I'm like, there's 1:23:38.160 --> 1:23:39.519 no meat in this ship. But I'm gonna have a 1:23:39.560 --> 1:23:39.960 heart attack. 1:23:40.080 --> 1:23:43.559 All Yeah, this shit is sodium was like fifteen percent 1:23:43.800 --> 1:23:48.400 like of just pure salt and sometimes like MSG and shit. 1:23:48.479 --> 1:23:53.000 So some people think that they're like healthy because they're vegetarian, 1:23:53.040 --> 1:23:55.000 but you're not even supplying the nutrients you need. 1:23:55.600 --> 1:24:02.400 You know, I'm so heavily between, Like, I'm very heavily 1:24:02.479 --> 1:24:05.639 between two mindsets. One mindset is I need I love 1:24:05.800 --> 1:24:09.439 life and I want to live it as long as possible, 1:24:09.479 --> 1:24:12.880 so I should be have a healthy diet and exercise 1:24:13.880 --> 1:24:17.080 extend my life force. And then another my part of 1:24:17.120 --> 1:24:19.880 my mindset is like, well, one of the things I 1:24:20.000 --> 1:24:23.759 really like in life is eating a lot of Welch's 1:24:23.840 --> 1:24:25.000 fruit snacks. 1:24:25.439 --> 1:24:28.599 The grapes, grape ones, the straway ones are really ones 1:24:28.600 --> 1:24:30.360 are great too, and and and you know. 1:24:34.320 --> 1:24:37.920 And I'm like do I do I deprive myself of 1:24:38.120 --> 1:24:40.240 that part of my life that I really enjoy, which 1:24:40.280 --> 1:24:45.240 is just eating horrible, stupid things to live longer. 1:24:46.080 --> 1:24:46.400 I don't know. 1:24:46.479 --> 1:24:49.080 I haven't made a decision about it. I'm constantly it's hard. 1:24:49.360 --> 1:24:52.080 It's hard, man, because most of the ship that's really 1:24:52.120 --> 1:24:55.920 good for you doesn't taste amazing, and the ship that's 1:24:56.439 --> 1:24:59.679 really bad for you tastes fucking great. Like I don't 1:24:59.680 --> 1:25:02.640 know if any soul food is good for you, like oh, 1:25:02.760 --> 1:25:06.080 like like like a collar greens. Maybe, I guess because 1:25:06.120 --> 1:25:06.960 there's vegetables, but. 1:25:07.080 --> 1:25:09.759 Like, but it's solfur that's like mac and cheese, mac. 1:25:09.640 --> 1:25:17.599 And cheese, fucking collar greens, candy yams. Yeah, fuck, I'm 1:25:17.640 --> 1:25:23.040 getting hungry soul food bro like fried chicken. 1:25:23.160 --> 1:25:25.880 Oh yeah, fried chicken. I could never stop eating that. 1:25:26.040 --> 1:25:29.960 I think it's uh the the every time I eat 1:25:30.040 --> 1:25:32.200 fried chicken, it's very good. But afterwards I can really, 1:25:32.360 --> 1:25:36.439 like I really feel my chest tighten a little. 1:25:36.479 --> 1:25:36.839 Birds. 1:25:37.400 --> 1:25:39.080 You know what I do think about sometimes when I'm 1:25:39.080 --> 1:25:41.000 eating chicken wings and I'm like running through them, I'm 1:25:41.040 --> 1:25:43.760 like one, two, I'm like, damn, this is a lot 1:25:43.800 --> 1:25:44.120 of birds. 1:25:44.160 --> 1:25:47.680 I mean, I do think about that. It sucks me up. 1:25:47.680 --> 1:25:50.559 I'm like, damn, I had like sixteen birds today. Ah, 1:25:50.720 --> 1:25:54.479 that's why they're here, Yeah, eating to be eating. 1:25:55.720 --> 1:25:59.680 Yeah, you don't have any chicken here, dude, Like in 1:25:59.800 --> 1:26:02.680 the in the thing, like you have fried chicken here 1:26:02.840 --> 1:26:04.320 where we're like in the ocean? 1:26:05.120 --> 1:26:08.120 Oh like in uh oh like in the in the 1:26:08.280 --> 1:26:10.200 in the studio or like oh oh in the now 1:26:10.240 --> 1:26:13.840 we have fish? You have fish. You have seen Ted. 1:26:13.800 --> 1:26:16.760 Talks Diversity, Ted Talks what talk is. 1:26:16.920 --> 1:26:20.679 There's one episode where this dude has like a camera 1:26:20.760 --> 1:26:24.040 that goes in the ocean really deep, and he shows 1:26:24.080 --> 1:26:25.759 footage of this thing that looks like a turkey. 1:26:26.080 --> 1:26:28.040 Yeah, and it's in the ocean. Man, And he's like, 1:26:28.120 --> 1:26:31.280 that's an alien. I bet that shit tastes delicious. Probably 1:26:31.320 --> 1:26:33.400 I was thinking the same. Deep it looks like a 1:26:33.439 --> 1:26:35.439 turkey too. It must taste great, like a deep sea 1:26:35.560 --> 1:26:39.120 like paranta. M. Do you like seafood? Yeah? I love seafood. 1:26:40.040 --> 1:26:43.080 I love sushi too. Man, shit, I'm getting hungry. Man, 1:26:44.280 --> 1:26:46.720 How would you I love an octopus? Octopuses? 1:26:46.840 --> 1:26:48.679 Now, if I ever met an octopus in real life, 1:26:48.720 --> 1:26:50.679 I would I would. 1:26:50.520 --> 1:26:58.479 Uh like kalamar yeah, fried kamar grilled good to man? Grilled. 1:27:00.160 --> 1:27:02.880 I'll eat almost anything. I kind of want to figure 1:27:02.920 --> 1:27:04.400 out what's going on. Let's see what's going on? 1:27:07.600 --> 1:27:11.120 Andres Andres the giant? 1:27:12.240 --> 1:27:12.840 What's up? Man? 1:27:13.680 --> 1:27:13.920 Am I? 1:27:14.720 --> 1:27:14.880 Am? 1:27:14.920 --> 1:27:15.639 I all this? John? 1:27:15.760 --> 1:27:19.240 Oh God, very loudly. Yes? Are you from Philly? 1:27:22.080 --> 1:27:22.519 How'd you know? 1:27:22.960 --> 1:27:23.880 Because you said Jahn? 1:27:26.400 --> 1:27:28.040 Of course you know why? 1:27:28.160 --> 1:27:30.479 Eric I met you at a Philly show for a 1:27:30.600 --> 1:27:32.679 vacation in Hell, maybe like three years. 1:27:32.520 --> 1:27:34.720 Ago, got the v I P pass. 1:27:35.000 --> 1:27:36.720 Do you remember him? Did you go to the Beat 1:27:36.760 --> 1:27:43.640 and greet? Yeah, okay, I feel like I kind of 1:27:43.960 --> 1:27:44.439 remember that. 1:27:47.479 --> 1:27:48.280 Yeah, yeah, fuck and. 1:27:48.360 --> 1:27:51.599 Maybe yeah I said something to Beach about ODB or something. 1:27:52.240 --> 1:27:54.800 Well, dude, I don't know if I want to talk 1:27:54.800 --> 1:27:55.360 about this now. 1:27:57.520 --> 1:28:00.479 Well listen Andres. It says here, I'll talking about it 1:28:00.560 --> 1:28:02.720 for you and then you can take the reins. It 1:28:02.800 --> 1:28:08.000 says here you had we already did we already. 1:28:07.800 --> 1:28:10.040 Used it already? You already put it out there you want, 1:28:10.080 --> 1:28:11.840 I mean we can, I mean it's already out, but 1:28:11.880 --> 1:28:13.240 we can use it different you want, you want to 1:28:13.360 --> 1:28:16.559 go on a different name from now? Kyle Kyle Kyle. 1:28:16.840 --> 1:28:19.479 It says here that you had sex with a porn 1:28:19.640 --> 1:28:24.080 star that is also dating an acquaintance of yours. It 1:28:24.160 --> 1:28:27.519 says you have absolutely no regrets. 1:28:29.000 --> 1:28:32.840 And you feel no remorse, And you know, I want 1:28:32.960 --> 1:28:35.519 I almost I'm not gonna read off of this thing anymore. 1:28:36.400 --> 1:28:40.040 Tell me your story, tell me your feelings. Let's hear 1:28:40.120 --> 1:28:42.639 from your mouth, not mine. What's going on, Kyle? 1:28:46.720 --> 1:28:49.160 Oh, she was pretty cute and when we got to 1:28:49.240 --> 1:28:51.880 talk him, I mean, like it's only a quaintance, Like 1:28:52.479 --> 1:28:53.800 he's a really cool, cool dude. 1:28:54.479 --> 1:28:58.519 But like, you know, how did you meet her? Did 1:28:58.560 --> 1:29:01.120 you meet her through him? You met her? inCider? 1:29:04.320 --> 1:29:05.599 Just like she works at a bar. 1:29:05.680 --> 1:29:06.520 I frequent. 1:29:08.040 --> 1:29:10.600 The bar? You frequent? I don't. I've never frequent to 1:29:10.680 --> 1:29:13.720 the bar. That's that's why that's like s a t words, 1:29:13.760 --> 1:29:14.320 you're a regular. 1:29:14.680 --> 1:29:22.200 Yeah, all right, So, so, uh, you know that this 1:29:22.400 --> 1:29:25.760 lady was dating I guess you're saying he's not a friend, 1:29:25.840 --> 1:29:30.360 he's an acquaintance. But you slept with her anyway, and 1:29:30.439 --> 1:29:32.760 you claim to have no remorse. Can I I have 1:29:32.880 --> 1:29:34.640 to bring up this one thing that that you you 1:29:34.760 --> 1:29:38.320 apparently told the call screener. You apparently told the call 1:29:38.400 --> 1:29:44.519 screener that you feel like cheating is a natural part 1:29:44.680 --> 1:29:47.080 of the world. I want to I want to hear 1:29:47.400 --> 1:29:48.360 your perspective on this. 1:29:48.920 --> 1:29:51.760 He kind of post it like that, like he asked 1:29:51.760 --> 1:29:52.120 that question. 1:29:52.160 --> 1:29:55.240 I was like, I mean, okay, I mean, well, what 1:29:55.880 --> 1:29:57.879 do you do? You do you stand by that statement? 1:30:00.040 --> 1:30:05.960 M kind of yeah, okay, tell us your thoughts. 1:30:06.040 --> 1:30:09.000 You don't know anybody that's well, tell us your. 1:30:08.920 --> 1:30:10.360 Thoughts about it? What what do you Why do you 1:30:10.439 --> 1:30:12.240 feel as though it is a natural part of the world. 1:30:18.960 --> 1:30:23.559 Uh, because you know, you know, fucking people fall out 1:30:23.560 --> 1:30:27.560 of love, and I mean love isnt love sometimes and sometimes, 1:30:27.840 --> 1:30:30.080 uh you know, lust is what I do. 1:30:30.640 --> 1:30:30.960 I don't know. 1:30:31.080 --> 1:30:35.240 Maybe you've got the answers, right, I don't you know. 1:30:35.360 --> 1:30:39.560 I I do not have the answers on why you 1:30:39.920 --> 1:30:42.080 feel the way you Only you have the answers as 1:30:42.120 --> 1:30:43.640 to why you feel the way you feel about that. 1:30:44.720 --> 1:30:47.920 I'm asking you your personal opinion, which I do not 1:30:48.200 --> 1:30:48.879 have because. 1:30:48.640 --> 1:30:48.920 I am not. 1:30:58.200 --> 1:31:02.240 Uh yeah, people cheating like. 1:31:04.520 --> 1:31:05.800 Eric, you sound you have something you want to say, 1:31:05.880 --> 1:31:10.160 especially I mean, I don't know, I don't know what 1:31:10.280 --> 1:31:15.400 you're saying. But I don't even think you know you're saying. 1:31:18.000 --> 1:31:19.519 Yeah, I'm trying not to express myself. 1:31:20.280 --> 1:31:23.040 Then you didn't want us use your real names are 1:31:23.120 --> 1:31:23.320 you and. 1:31:26.120 --> 1:31:28.800 I'm gonna call you and Andres, are you afraid of 1:31:29.760 --> 1:31:31.800 I feel like, can I be on? Look, here's the 1:31:31.880 --> 1:31:33.760 thing and on this show, I'm not here to like, 1:31:34.640 --> 1:31:37.400 I'm not here to judge you for any whatever it is. 1:31:38.439 --> 1:31:40.800 You know you if you have, I mean, the chat 1:31:40.960 --> 1:31:43.519 is a different thing. They do whatever they want. But 1:31:43.960 --> 1:31:46.440 if you tell us your genuine thoughts. 1:31:46.240 --> 1:31:48.680 On on things, you know, I'm not I'm here to 1:31:49.479 --> 1:31:52.640 only tease them out of you and not you know, 1:31:52.760 --> 1:31:54.280 give my own personal. 1:31:57.560 --> 1:31:57.800 Whatever. 1:31:58.360 --> 1:32:05.160 Okay, how old are you? Oh? Yeah, go in and cheat? 1:32:07.960 --> 1:32:09.080 I mean whatever? 1:32:09.520 --> 1:32:14.439 Yeah, do whatever? I mean whatever you're you're hey, you 1:32:14.520 --> 1:32:16.720 know what? Look, can I bring up I. 1:32:16.720 --> 1:32:18.360 Want to bring up something I want to I want 1:32:18.360 --> 1:32:21.720 to let's do a let's do a quick let's do 1:32:21.840 --> 1:32:25.960 a quick thing here, Andres, how would you feel if 1:32:26.000 --> 1:32:28.479 you were dating a girl and she cheated on you? 1:32:28.800 --> 1:32:31.960 How would you honestly feel? Would you would you stand by. 1:32:33.320 --> 1:32:33.479 If? 1:32:33.640 --> 1:32:36.280 Like, because it's one thing, it's one thing if you cheat, 1:32:36.760 --> 1:32:39.240 and you're like, well, cheating's a natural part of the world. 1:32:39.360 --> 1:32:42.200 But if somebody cheats on you, do you also go well, 1:32:42.320 --> 1:32:43.800 cheating is a natural part of the world. 1:32:43.920 --> 1:32:46.519 Like how do you respond good? Great? 1:32:48.400 --> 1:32:50.560 I mean, like I guess, I mean I move on. 1:32:50.800 --> 1:32:52.120 I mean I move on from that first. 1:32:52.160 --> 1:32:53.000 Then maybe. 1:32:55.320 --> 1:32:56.479 Definitely move on to that first. 1:32:56.520 --> 1:32:59.720 I guess you wouldn't feel like shit, right, I was 1:32:59.720 --> 1:33:01.639 gonna do you feel salt at the time? 1:33:01.800 --> 1:33:08.479 I mean, like like like it hasn't everybody from that 1:33:08.600 --> 1:33:10.200 cheating at one point ever? 1:33:10.840 --> 1:33:13.200 Like I mean like everybody does, like even I have 1:33:13.479 --> 1:33:15.440 like you in in past relationship. 1:33:18.040 --> 1:33:22.960 I mean, that doesn't make it doesn't make it right. 1:33:23.000 --> 1:33:24.680 The only reason why I said if you're twenty two 1:33:24.720 --> 1:33:27.400 you can cheat is because, like you know, like when 1:33:27.400 --> 1:33:29.200 your parents tell you when you're in high school and 1:33:29.240 --> 1:33:32.200 it's like, man, I got this friend. His name is blank, 1:33:32.360 --> 1:33:34.880 and he's my best friend, and your parents say shit, 1:33:35.040 --> 1:33:38.160 like after you graduate from school you might never speak to. 1:33:38.200 --> 1:33:39.200 That motherfucker ever again. 1:33:39.240 --> 1:33:41.439 And I used to be like, no, wait, that's my 1:33:41.560 --> 1:33:44.760 best friend. Man, how could you say that. I don't 1:33:44.800 --> 1:33:46.240 talk to anybody from my school. 1:33:46.320 --> 1:33:49.680 I talked to one guy and maybe a girl who 1:33:49.840 --> 1:33:53.240 recently got married for me, Like they were right. 1:33:53.720 --> 1:33:55.880 And that's only a couple of years after you graduate 1:33:55.920 --> 1:33:57.479 from high school. So you're still in that kind of 1:33:57.600 --> 1:34:00.920 age where like who gives a fuck, you know, just 1:34:01.040 --> 1:34:03.439 be just have fun. I don't think you should beat, 1:34:03.439 --> 1:34:07.519 disobedient or lie because what people ever think about when 1:34:07.520 --> 1:34:11.720 you cheat is yes, exactly, but you don't want to 1:34:11.720 --> 1:34:14.080 get an STD and you also don't have a kid 1:34:14.479 --> 1:34:19.040 with some random girl. So if you're gonna cheat, if 1:34:19.040 --> 1:34:21.880 you're gonna cheat, I think you should just be straight up. 1:34:21.960 --> 1:34:23.599 You might even have a chick that might be down 1:34:23.720 --> 1:34:26.320 with the little thing that he was trying to do 1:34:26.439 --> 1:34:27.240 on the side. 1:34:28.520 --> 1:34:29.640 Of an open relationship. 1:34:29.720 --> 1:34:34.720 I'm not like a see listen, listen, andres I want 1:34:34.760 --> 1:34:36.920 to bring up another thing to you. Okay. So look, 1:34:38.040 --> 1:34:43.040 you have the desire to, you know, hang around with 1:34:43.320 --> 1:34:44.679 multiple people, It's okay. 1:34:44.720 --> 1:34:47.320 You know, look, it's okay. You have your desires. There's 1:34:47.520 --> 1:34:53.480 ethical ways to pursue those desires through means of communication, 1:34:54.720 --> 1:34:56.960 you know. And I don't know if you've have you 1:34:58.200 --> 1:35:01.200 considered that, have you considered the like, Okay, I can 1:35:01.479 --> 1:35:05.439 I can be with multiple people as long as I'm 1:35:06.240 --> 1:35:09.479 up front with all those people. And if I've you know, 1:35:09.720 --> 1:35:16.080 created a foundational relationship in which everybody is aware of 1:35:16.360 --> 1:35:18.799 of what's going on and and and whatnot. 1:35:18.840 --> 1:35:24.800 Have you considered that you know I have, but like, 1:35:27.840 --> 1:35:33.479 that's so awkward, dude, Yeah, do you feel awkward? 1:35:36.439 --> 1:35:37.639 That would be awkward as fuck. 1:35:38.800 --> 1:35:40.080 Go up to your friend and be like, hey, can 1:35:40.160 --> 1:35:41.120 I fuck your girlfriend too? 1:35:43.840 --> 1:35:44.439 See what he says. 1:35:44.520 --> 1:35:51.080 He might say, yes, Yeah, that was a nervous laugh 1:35:51.200 --> 1:35:54.000 because you you might be scared to ask, but you 1:35:54.560 --> 1:35:55.640 you'd be surprised what you. 1:35:55.960 --> 1:35:57.760 What you can get if you ask for it. That 1:35:57.880 --> 1:36:02.840 is true, I guess, bro, And if you really want, 1:36:03.240 --> 1:36:05.880 if you really want, if you really want to do 1:36:06.000 --> 1:36:10.200 his girlfriend, I mean like he might be like, take her. 1:36:13.200 --> 1:36:16.680 Take he's pretty balanced, but. 1:36:18.960 --> 1:36:22.040 She's a point star, so she's already used to being 1:36:22.080 --> 1:36:26.760 with other guys. Right, Maybe they have a chill relationship. 1:36:26.840 --> 1:36:29.400 Maybe there's like you know, she's open to her but listen, 1:36:29.439 --> 1:36:39.320 but listen, you're not Andres. All I will say is 1:36:39.560 --> 1:36:42.160 I think there's a way for you to pursue the 1:36:42.280 --> 1:36:45.280 kind of lifestyle that you're interested in pursuing in an 1:36:45.280 --> 1:36:50.639 ethical way. And I would just consider that. All right, 1:36:51.320 --> 1:36:53.040 Do you have anything else you want to say to Andres? 1:36:54.160 --> 1:36:57.040 I don't think he doesn't sound I'm not going to 1:36:57.080 --> 1:37:03.120 get into it. You don't saw convinced, you don't saw 1:37:03.160 --> 1:37:07.800 convinced it's not like you. Still, she was all right, 1:37:09.640 --> 1:37:12.080 I'll let you say one more thing and then and 1:37:12.160 --> 1:37:15.000 then we'll move on on dress. What do you want 1:37:15.040 --> 1:37:15.240 to say? 1:37:16.000 --> 1:37:17.439 She's like a coworker of a chick. 1:37:17.520 --> 1:37:20.240 I used to really like whatever. 1:37:23.360 --> 1:37:25.639 I undress, I'm gonna pray for you. It's a Jewish god. 1:37:27.000 --> 1:37:29.679 He's not the most active god. He's not the most 1:37:29.720 --> 1:37:32.360 effective god, but he's the one I've got. So I'll 1:37:32.360 --> 1:37:32.840 pray to him. 1:37:33.439 --> 1:37:35.559 We pray for you. Have a good night on dress. 1:37:35.880 --> 1:37:37.640 Please please fucking hung up? 1:37:41.400 --> 1:37:42.639 That is maybe the top. 1:37:44.080 --> 1:37:47.200 I would put that among the top ten strangest energies. 1:37:47.280 --> 1:37:50.200 I couldn't tell where it was coming. I couldn't tell 1:37:50.200 --> 1:37:52.960 if he was like with it or not with it. 1:37:53.160 --> 1:37:56.479 And then porn. It just was a mixed bag. At 1:37:56.520 --> 1:37:57.800 the end, he was like, I want you to hang 1:37:57.920 --> 1:37:59.519 up on him. He's like, yeah, hang up on me, man. 1:38:00.680 --> 1:38:02.280 I gave He's like BDSM Yeah. 1:38:02.280 --> 1:38:05.040 I was about to say, I think he's like statistic, 1:38:05.840 --> 1:38:08.080 statistic or statistics when you inflict the pain. 1:38:08.200 --> 1:38:12.080 He has a masochistic yes yes, yes tendencies on him. 1:38:12.560 --> 1:38:20.280 Yes yeah, something punishment, something guilt, shame. I don't know, shame, 1:38:20.400 --> 1:38:22.880 maybe he enjoyed maybe you know. 1:38:22.920 --> 1:38:24.479 What it is, you know what it could be because 1:38:24.520 --> 1:38:26.040 I brought up into the idea. I'm like, oh, maybe 1:38:26.080 --> 1:38:28.080 you could find a lady who's interested in like an 1:38:28.120 --> 1:38:30.360 open relationship or a polygamous thing or whatnot. 1:38:30.479 --> 1:38:35.760 But I think that doesn't satisfy him. I think the 1:38:36.360 --> 1:38:38.800 maybe the thrill, this thrill real probably is what he 1:38:38.880 --> 1:38:39.400 does it for him. 1:38:39.520 --> 1:38:42.439 Yeah, the thrill of the fact that he's doing something 1:38:42.520 --> 1:38:45.439 he shouldn't be he shouldn't be doing is the thing 1:38:45.600 --> 1:38:45.920 for him. 1:38:46.160 --> 1:38:47.880 And that's why he wasn't receptive to the idea. 1:38:48.120 --> 1:38:48.240 Right. 1:38:48.400 --> 1:38:51.240 We tried to give him alternative things, and but he 1:38:51.280 --> 1:38:52.519 couldn't even explain himself. 1:38:52.720 --> 1:38:56.120 So I think you're right. I think you're right. I 1:38:56.160 --> 1:38:59.519 don't know if he knows what's what he's talking about, either, 1:39:00.080 --> 1:39:01.559 But does anyone know what they're talking about? 1:39:02.160 --> 1:39:02.200 No? 1:39:06.520 --> 1:39:09.479 How are you feeling? I feel great? 1:39:09.640 --> 1:39:10.719 You know, I keep taking calls. 1:39:11.000 --> 1:39:14.680 I think we should like, what the hell is going 1:39:14.720 --> 1:39:16.120 to follow that one? Alice? 1:39:17.800 --> 1:39:18.000 Hello? 1:39:18.960 --> 1:39:19.080 Hi? 1:39:19.479 --> 1:39:20.000 How are you doing? 1:39:20.040 --> 1:39:20.320 Alice? 1:39:22.520 --> 1:39:23.400 I'm doing great? 1:39:23.479 --> 1:39:23.920 How are you. 1:39:25.400 --> 1:39:31.360 We're chilling? We're chilling, Alice? Is there anything in particular 1:39:31.400 --> 1:39:32.880 I'm you know, I always I'm going to do a 1:39:32.960 --> 1:39:35.200 tangent here. I'm always trying to decide, like should I 1:39:35.280 --> 1:39:36.920 read what it says here because I already know what 1:39:37.000 --> 1:39:38.920 you want to talk about? Or should I say, Alice, 1:39:39.000 --> 1:39:40.280 is there anything that you want to talk about so 1:39:40.280 --> 1:39:41.559 that you can tell it in your own words? 1:39:43.680 --> 1:39:44.200 Oh? You can? 1:39:44.360 --> 1:39:45.160 You can't read it out? 1:39:45.280 --> 1:39:48.080 You know, No, I mean you are tell us eels, 1:39:48.120 --> 1:39:49.280 what is it that you want to talk about? 1:39:50.840 --> 1:39:55.520 Okay, Okay, Yeah, I was just sort of like considering 1:39:55.640 --> 1:39:58.559 for a while now to like drop out of school, 1:39:58.680 --> 1:40:03.280 drop out of college, and well start working at Hooters 1:40:06.320 --> 1:40:10.000 and like kind of work my way up using my 1:40:10.120 --> 1:40:18.760 fisteques to potentially do porn. Mm hmm okay, yeah, like 1:40:19.240 --> 1:40:22.759 I think I could, Like I don't know, Like I'm 1:40:22.840 --> 1:40:25.080 still working on it. That's why I'm thinking of like 1:40:25.439 --> 1:40:28.960 just starting on easy. But dropping out of college is 1:40:29.040 --> 1:40:29.240 like a. 1:40:29.280 --> 1:40:32.000 Big deal too, So so can I say what it 1:40:32.080 --> 1:40:32.840 says here? 1:40:32.920 --> 1:40:36.320 It says here that you you Okay, so it says 1:40:36.400 --> 1:40:39.320 you want to go into porn, but you say you're 1:40:39.400 --> 1:40:42.879 not ready yet, and you view a job at Hooters 1:40:43.760 --> 1:40:46.559 as like a way it says here to work your 1:40:46.680 --> 1:40:48.280 confidence up is that correct. 1:40:50.240 --> 1:40:53.720 Yeah, basically like sort of like a gateway, you know, 1:40:54.080 --> 1:40:57.040 like just getting used to like being looked at like that. 1:40:57.520 --> 1:41:00.360 Okay is that? And you say that's why you're not 1:41:00.439 --> 1:41:03.080 ready because you don't have the confidence yet. 1:41:04.640 --> 1:41:07.640 Yeah, I'm still like I have to definitely work on 1:41:07.840 --> 1:41:11.800 like being fully confident enough for that as well as 1:41:11.920 --> 1:41:15.479 like you know, my parents will not be very happy 1:41:16.280 --> 1:41:17.920 with that route if I. 1:41:18.120 --> 1:41:21.040 Take it, you know, so let me ask you what 1:41:22.040 --> 1:41:26.880 is the driving force? Like why, like tell me tell 1:41:26.920 --> 1:41:28.240 me why why do you why do you want to 1:41:28.240 --> 1:41:29.000 go into port Why? 1:41:29.200 --> 1:41:29.599 Exactly? 1:41:31.400 --> 1:41:34.200 Well, I just thought about it for a long time because, 1:41:34.360 --> 1:41:40.920 like to be honest with you, like like I don't know, 1:41:41.040 --> 1:41:47.240 I've always been told I have like big tits, so 1:41:47.560 --> 1:41:51.920 like I have gotten that kind of attention a lot, 1:41:52.640 --> 1:41:55.800 and I think it's just like a matter of time 1:41:55.960 --> 1:42:02.360 when I can like navigate my way to this capitalist. 1:42:03.840 --> 1:42:04.000 Right. 1:42:04.160 --> 1:42:09.719 But besides, like okay, but besides, like you know, people 1:42:09.920 --> 1:42:14.200 telling you that you should go into it, like what 1:42:14.560 --> 1:42:16.800 what it's your own personal like what. 1:42:16.960 --> 1:42:19.479 Like do you do you feel like you would like it? 1:42:19.520 --> 1:42:23.200 Like what did you like what's your personal affinity to? Exactly? 1:42:23.280 --> 1:42:25.360 Forgetting about what other people are telling you you should 1:42:25.360 --> 1:42:26.759 do Like what, why do you feel like you should 1:42:26.760 --> 1:42:26.880 do it? 1:42:28.920 --> 1:42:29.040 Oh? 1:42:29.200 --> 1:42:31.200 I just I think it'll be hot, and I think 1:42:31.280 --> 1:42:34.880 if I'm sixty, I could like make good money off 1:42:34.960 --> 1:42:37.840 of like something like that I find hot. 1:42:40.600 --> 1:42:45.400 Okay, that's fair, I feel because I feel like about 1:42:45.760 --> 1:42:49.320 because what mildly concerned me was you talking about like. 1:42:50.800 --> 1:42:53.040 Build like you want to build up your confidence and 1:42:53.200 --> 1:42:56.920 ship And I was just like trying to make like, 1:42:57.080 --> 1:42:59.360 are you going into this for like the right reason? 1:42:59.439 --> 1:43:01.200 Reason? Right? Right? 1:43:01.280 --> 1:43:02.479 I agree for sure? 1:43:03.280 --> 1:43:03.479 Yeah. 1:43:03.560 --> 1:43:05.960 I mean that's like sort of the debate I still 1:43:06.080 --> 1:43:08.879 kind of have in my head, Like there's two sides 1:43:09.000 --> 1:43:12.120 to it, Like I don't know, should I just keep 1:43:12.600 --> 1:43:16.600 going to college and hayteen school and like just not 1:43:16.760 --> 1:43:18.720 wanting to do that with my life, or should I 1:43:18.840 --> 1:43:23.040 like kind of risk it all and just try it out. 1:43:23.800 --> 1:43:28.000 If it's a passion, that's different than a hobby, right, 1:43:28.240 --> 1:43:31.800 A passion is like, Yo, if I don't try to 1:43:31.880 --> 1:43:36.080 do this thing, I'm gonna fucking hate myself forever. If 1:43:36.120 --> 1:43:38.280 you feel like that, that's a lot different than I 1:43:38.320 --> 1:43:39.840 could do this. On the side, you can still go 1:43:39.920 --> 1:43:42.240 to school, shoot a little porn, you know what. I mean, 1:43:42.320 --> 1:43:43.960 if that's what you want to do, that is. 1:43:44.000 --> 1:43:47.280 True, you know, very true. 1:43:48.280 --> 1:43:48.800 That's true. 1:43:49.200 --> 1:43:51.400 I guess you know, it starts your way up before 1:43:51.439 --> 1:43:53.240 you get to like bangros and should you got to. 1:43:55.400 --> 1:43:57.720 Yeah, I would I I you know, I would say 1:43:57.760 --> 1:43:58.920 the same thing to you that I would say to 1:43:59.040 --> 1:44:01.160 like I mean, you know, like like you know, like 1:44:01.240 --> 1:44:03.880 people who want to like whatever, like do music or 1:44:03.960 --> 1:44:06.880 do like it's anything. Everyone's always like, oh, I need 1:44:06.960 --> 1:44:09.960 to quit. I need to completely disrupt my life right 1:44:10.120 --> 1:44:11.360 right to pursue my dreams. 1:44:11.400 --> 1:44:13.439 Then I realized you can, like, you know, you can 1:44:13.520 --> 1:44:16.479 do both. I had three jobs before I left to 1:44:16.600 --> 1:44:17.160 make music. 1:44:17.280 --> 1:44:22.920 I worked at Guitar Center, I worked at Mexican Summer Records, 1:44:22.960 --> 1:44:25.840 and I worked at Sony Music. I had three jobs 1:44:27.200 --> 1:44:29.240 and then I quit all three once I had some 1:44:29.400 --> 1:44:32.000 traction with doing something on the side, and then I 1:44:32.080 --> 1:44:35.639 decided to do it full. So although I didn't want 1:44:35.640 --> 1:44:39.760 to do porn, music is my porn, I guess. So 1:44:41.280 --> 1:44:43.080 that's how I did it. That might work for you. 1:44:43.360 --> 1:44:46.560 Just kind of get your feeding to, you know, And 1:44:46.720 --> 1:44:49.559 I mean shit, going to school is cool. You can 1:44:49.640 --> 1:44:52.240 meet a bunch of people. It's actually more social than 1:44:52.920 --> 1:44:55.639 sitting at the crib and shooting the porn. So maybe 1:44:55.680 --> 1:44:59.240 you might want to like keep that for now, maybe 1:44:59.280 --> 1:45:06.800 a semester two, and then squeeze in the Yeah. Pun intended. 1:45:08.360 --> 1:45:11.960 That there's like a pressure like stay to keep doing 1:45:12.040 --> 1:45:14.400 what I'm doing, you know, get that like degree and 1:45:14.600 --> 1:45:17.000 like just go out the straight past. 1:45:17.320 --> 1:45:18.920 But I don't know. 1:45:19.040 --> 1:45:22.000 You're right, I should just go for it and like 1:45:22.439 --> 1:45:25.880 not completely disrupt my life. But I really, like, really 1:45:26.040 --> 1:45:29.000 like at school. So it's very tempting to just drop out. 1:45:29.760 --> 1:45:31.479 Well, what would you be studying in school? That's what 1:45:31.520 --> 1:45:32.080 I was gonna ask. 1:45:32.160 --> 1:45:35.640 Yeah, Oh, I'm studying psychology. 1:45:36.720 --> 1:45:40.400 Oh okay, so like I don't know about I don't 1:45:40.439 --> 1:45:42.680 know what it's like psychology. Do you know do you 1:45:42.720 --> 1:45:47.000 go to college? Yeah, what'd you study? Uh, graphic design 1:45:47.040 --> 1:45:47.519 and animation? 1:45:47.960 --> 1:45:50.280 Okay, I studied film And I don't know about you. 1:45:50.360 --> 1:45:51.880 I don't know about either of you guys, But I 1:45:52.280 --> 1:45:54.120 when I was in college, I maybe went to class 1:45:55.120 --> 1:45:57.479 for like two hours a day or something like that, 1:45:57.960 --> 1:46:01.400 and the rest of the time you have to do whatever. Ever, 1:46:02.000 --> 1:46:04.760 So like you know, go to class, get your homework done, 1:46:05.680 --> 1:46:08.160 and then sucking choot porn. That's if that's what you 1:46:08.280 --> 1:46:10.360 want to do. My whole thing was like, you know, 1:46:11.040 --> 1:46:15.519 I like you making sure that you're doing it for 1:46:15.560 --> 1:46:20.120 the right reasons, not because like you want validation of 1:46:20.240 --> 1:46:22.479 any kind from any outside source. 1:46:22.479 --> 1:46:27.040 Because the Hooters thing kind of scared me because the 1:46:27.120 --> 1:46:30.080 Hooters and never run like a good. 1:46:32.720 --> 1:46:37.600 But yeah, I guess it is slightly concerned. Oh no, 1:46:37.760 --> 1:46:41.000 I do care a lot about like what how me, 1:46:41.200 --> 1:46:44.880 which is why it's like like hard to decide if 1:46:44.920 --> 1:46:49.920 it's like the place you know right doesn't want me 1:46:50.560 --> 1:46:51.160 a porn star. 1:46:51.320 --> 1:46:57.400 You know, like personally, if I were to talk to 1:46:57.520 --> 1:47:02.280 someone that is dying to do porn, they'd probably say, oh, 1:47:03.080 --> 1:47:07.080 I love to fuck on camera, So I figured, why 1:47:07.240 --> 1:47:08.200 not get paid for it? 1:47:08.520 --> 1:47:10.600 You know, That's what I thought. It would be the 1:47:10.720 --> 1:47:15.479 normal like background resume for someone who wants to do it. 1:47:15.680 --> 1:47:18.120 Maybe they're stripping first, and maybe that's kind of like 1:47:19.280 --> 1:47:21.759 the gateway because they're like, well, I like the attention 1:47:22.120 --> 1:47:22.760 of that. 1:47:22.880 --> 1:47:24.360 I feel, you know what I'm saying, and then I 1:47:24.560 --> 1:47:28.080 got it to that. But Hooters they make good wings. 1:47:28.439 --> 1:47:34.280 I don't know if they make good points starts, Okay, yeah. 1:47:34.560 --> 1:47:34.920 I don't know. 1:47:35.000 --> 1:47:37.519 I just assume like seems to be like wear like 1:47:37.720 --> 1:47:41.280 tight shirts and like walk around looking for to be 1:47:41.479 --> 1:47:46.000 like totally get used to and then like but stripping. 1:47:46.120 --> 1:47:50.880 I didn't even think of that. That's like a good idea, you. 1:47:50.920 --> 1:47:54.840 Know, we're like we're killing it right now. Well, let's 1:47:54.880 --> 1:48:00.840 not a thesis of the call do whatever makes you however, Yeah, 1:48:00.880 --> 1:48:01.920 whatever it makes you smile? 1:48:04.800 --> 1:48:07.519 K is there anything? Is there anything else that you 1:48:07.600 --> 1:48:09.960 want to say to Eric the architect or to me 1:48:10.080 --> 1:48:12.040 a gecko? I guess you're also a geck. Is there 1:48:12.080 --> 1:48:15.120 anything you want to say to two geckos or to yourself, 1:48:15.360 --> 1:48:17.360 or to the chat or to God? 1:48:17.760 --> 1:48:22.920 Before we go, my wants to say real quick, hey, 1:48:23.000 --> 1:48:24.280 I love you so much. 1:48:24.560 --> 1:48:27.920 I watch you all the time, and I'm so excited 1:48:28.160 --> 1:48:29.400 that I get to see you right here. 1:48:30.840 --> 1:48:33.360 Alright, thanks man, appreciate your homies. 1:48:36.000 --> 1:48:36.360 All right? 1:48:37.920 --> 1:48:41.080 Oh fuck? I do that sometimes, right? And that was 1:48:41.120 --> 1:48:43.560 the end. That was that was that was we did it. 1:48:43.640 --> 1:48:45.320 It was rounding it, it was rounding itself out. I 1:48:45.400 --> 1:48:48.760 had no idea, dude, was right there. Yeah, that's cool, 1:48:49.080 --> 1:48:49.559 that's fine. 1:48:50.280 --> 1:48:50.880 You know that that. 1:48:54.200 --> 1:48:57.800 It's it's like people should do what makes them happy. 1:48:57.880 --> 1:48:59.200 I was just the reason why you know. 1:48:59.240 --> 1:49:01.120 I was saying this because because like I didn't you know, 1:49:01.439 --> 1:49:02.840 is it like, is it like a whole thing of 1:49:02.920 --> 1:49:06.120 like I need other people to like validate me. Or 1:49:06.120 --> 1:49:08.639 is the thing of like I genuinely like just genuinely 1:49:08.720 --> 1:49:09.960 enjoying sexual camera, then that's what. 1:49:10.080 --> 1:49:12.320 Please go for it. I don't know any points starts, 1:49:12.320 --> 1:49:14.200 but I'm sure they're like not I really like that shit. 1:49:14.280 --> 1:49:17.600 Yeah yeah, I really like that ship. That's why I 1:49:17.680 --> 1:49:20.240 want to do it. I mean, I look, it's it's. 1:49:20.439 --> 1:49:22.760 Like if you kind of got it made, we're like, 1:49:23.160 --> 1:49:24.519 you know, you don't run it because I know that 1:49:24.720 --> 1:49:26.479 whatever in that industry, I'm sure there's a lot of 1:49:26.520 --> 1:49:29.840 evils to run into. But if you avoid those and 1:49:29.920 --> 1:49:31.839 you can make money and you're living a cool lifestyle, 1:49:31.920 --> 1:49:35.320 I'm sure there's I'm sure that's a lifestyle that you 1:49:35.400 --> 1:49:36.120 could grow to like. 1:49:36.400 --> 1:49:40.920 Yeah, yeah, I don't know if it's unforgiving it is 1:49:41.080 --> 1:49:46.719 or ain't no fiicient. I don't know. You've been to Hooters? Yeah, 1:49:47.360 --> 1:49:49.280 I've never been. The wings are really good, bro, the 1:49:49.360 --> 1:49:51.280 hot sauce is really really really really good. Okay, I 1:49:51.360 --> 1:49:51.960 gotta go somebody. 1:49:52.040 --> 1:49:54.479 Yeah, it's funny. I didn't even go because like I'm 1:49:54.479 --> 1:49:56.400 trying to be perverse and ship. It's just they have 1:49:56.560 --> 1:49:59.840 good food, really yeah, for the price is really good. 1:50:00.560 --> 1:50:02.760 What's what's the best thing on the menus? 1:50:03.920 --> 1:50:09.280 Wings? Fries? They have Hooters in La Probably the ones 1:50:09.320 --> 1:50:12.920 I went to were in Jersey. I gotta go. I 1:50:12.960 --> 1:50:13.599 get some wings. 1:50:13.840 --> 1:50:18.360 They're like usually on like a boardwalk, like like one 1:50:18.400 --> 1:50:20.280 of those outdoor mall kind of things. 1:50:20.520 --> 1:50:21.360 It's like a Hooters. 1:50:22.160 --> 1:50:24.080 They had one in Baltimore, but I think it's closed. 1:50:24.960 --> 1:50:27.280 You got a lot of calls, man, Jesus, Yeah, we have, 1:50:27.720 --> 1:50:32.439 damn yeah, I have. We have fourteen thousand missed calls. 1:50:35.960 --> 1:50:44.720 That is insane, pretty crazy. Rosemary, Hi, how are you? Rosemary? 1:50:47.160 --> 1:50:47.599 Okay? 1:50:48.880 --> 1:50:49.280 How are you? 1:50:49.360 --> 1:50:49.599 Guys? 1:50:50.800 --> 1:50:51.320 I'm dandy. 1:50:52.240 --> 1:50:56.760 Dandy's a good word. Why just okay, Rosemary? What's going 1:50:56.800 --> 1:50:58.040 on with you this evening? 1:51:00.640 --> 1:51:02.880 Nothing really bad happened today. There's just a lot going 1:51:02.920 --> 1:51:03.760 on in my life right now. 1:51:04.080 --> 1:51:06.240 Well, it says here that you're wondering if you should 1:51:07.120 --> 1:51:13.439 not break up with but ghost your boyfriend have six years. 1:51:14.320 --> 1:51:17.240 Fuck, he's been saying he wants to marry her. 1:51:17.880 --> 1:51:21.000 He's been saying he wants to marry you, and he's 1:51:21.080 --> 1:51:25.120 been saying that he wants you to be a stay 1:51:25.200 --> 1:51:29.320 at home wife, but that he changed his mind out 1:51:29.360 --> 1:51:33.120 of the blue, in your in your words, in your words, 1:51:33.160 --> 1:51:33.640 what's going on? 1:51:33.840 --> 1:51:34.080 Deep? 1:51:34.560 --> 1:51:42.920 Yeah, Well, basically we've been dating since college, and to 1:51:43.000 --> 1:51:45.599 be fair, I did bring it up first, just full 1:51:46.400 --> 1:51:47.439 honesty here, by it. 1:51:47.479 --> 1:51:52.439 You mean married, and he I'm sorry, by it you 1:51:52.560 --> 1:51:53.160 mean marriage? 1:51:55.080 --> 1:52:00.080 Yes, yes, okay, And he said he was into it 1:52:00.120 --> 1:52:01.640 at the time, but he wanted to, you know, get 1:52:01.680 --> 1:52:04.120 through college and stuff, which makes sense. I agreed with that. 1:52:06.000 --> 1:52:12.560 And then he continued to talk about it, and he 1:52:12.560 --> 1:52:14.280 would bring up stuff like, oh, we should go here 1:52:14.320 --> 1:52:17.880 for a honeymoon, you should meet my aunt, and then, 1:52:17.920 --> 1:52:20.040 out of the blue one month I think it was 1:52:20.320 --> 1:52:25.839 August of last year, August September, and he just said, actually, 1:52:26.280 --> 1:52:27.880 I don't know, I changed my mind. 1:52:30.560 --> 1:52:40.639 No, I see, And there was no lead up. Well 1:52:41.920 --> 1:52:43.040 what do you want, Rosemary? 1:52:45.760 --> 1:52:49.000 Honestly, I'm kind of past the point of anger or depression, 1:52:51.760 --> 1:52:53.600 and I just kind of want to end the situation. 1:52:53.960 --> 1:52:56.880 But I don't feel like he deserves any respects in 1:52:57.000 --> 1:52:59.680 the ending. That sounds mean. I don't want to be mean. 1:53:00.880 --> 1:53:04.320 No, I don't think I mean just gotta do so 1:53:05.040 --> 1:53:06.479 you don't want to be with him, but you don't 1:53:06.479 --> 1:53:08.040 want to break his heart? Is that what you're saying? 1:53:10.560 --> 1:53:13.479 See, that's that's where my that's where my dilemma comes. 1:53:13.600 --> 1:53:16.120 I kind of do because I feel like he deserves it, 1:53:17.720 --> 1:53:21.000 but I don't. I don't know how to explain it. 1:53:21.120 --> 1:53:22.840 I don't because we have a lot of intimacy. 1:53:22.960 --> 1:53:30.080 You know, there's a there's a revenge seeking part of 1:53:31.040 --> 1:53:34.080 your brain. Is Is that sort of what we're hearing? 1:53:36.560 --> 1:53:43.800 Yeah, mm hmm, I see. It's a bit petty, little petty. 1:53:46.520 --> 1:53:49.680 What do you want, Rosemary like? 1:53:49.840 --> 1:53:50.400 For your life? 1:53:50.400 --> 1:53:53.080 Do you do you when you look at your future 1:53:53.120 --> 1:53:56.719 of your life, do you envision yourself being a stay 1:53:56.760 --> 1:53:59.040 at home wife or mom? 1:53:59.360 --> 1:54:00.720 Do you what? 1:54:00.920 --> 1:54:00.960 What? 1:54:01.160 --> 1:54:04.200 What do you personally want for yourself? 1:54:07.439 --> 1:54:07.559 Well? 1:54:07.600 --> 1:54:09.800 I didn't mind that at all. I was very into it. 1:54:10.479 --> 1:54:14.519 I have ADHD and autism and the nine to five 1:54:14.800 --> 1:54:19.400 was kind of burning me out quite a bit, and 1:54:19.720 --> 1:54:22.280 I wanted to focus on more of my freelance work. 1:54:22.800 --> 1:54:24.760 So I agreed with this. I was fine with this, 1:54:25.800 --> 1:54:28.680 so but I kind of feel lured into dumping my 1:54:28.800 --> 1:54:33.280 better job into being this m HM, just for him 1:54:33.280 --> 1:54:33.920 to change his mind. 1:54:34.240 --> 1:54:35.200 Where does he work. 1:54:38.240 --> 1:54:42.680 He works at He works at an accounting firm. He 1:54:42.720 --> 1:54:44.560 has a lot I hesitate because he has a lot 1:54:44.600 --> 1:54:45.080 of clients. 1:54:45.920 --> 1:54:52.800 M you know, Okay, here's here's my thing. Yeah is 1:54:53.040 --> 1:54:58.960 uh you know, Rosemary, I feel like, listen, you deserve 1:55:00.400 --> 1:55:07.400 to pursue whatever type of life you want, and what 1:55:07.800 --> 1:55:10.600 you don't deserve, what I don't want for you is 1:55:10.720 --> 1:55:16.680 for for your life, your your vision, for yourself, whatever 1:55:16.720 --> 1:55:21.040 it is, your lifestyle, your career, to be at the 1:55:21.280 --> 1:55:24.640 whim of this guy, the guy you know. 1:55:25.320 --> 1:55:29.000 You deserve to be in the pilot seats for sure. 1:55:29.160 --> 1:55:35.520 You know, yeah, I understand that. And I wasn't trying 1:55:35.600 --> 1:55:37.600 to like take the power for myself at all because 1:55:37.600 --> 1:55:41.480 I was making pretty decent money. But I don't know. 1:55:41.520 --> 1:55:43.560 I trusted him, and I kind of feel stupid for that. 1:55:45.840 --> 1:55:46.440 Do you love him? 1:55:49.520 --> 1:55:49.760 Yeah? 1:55:52.560 --> 1:55:59.720 Well, do you think you'd be happier without that love anymore? 1:56:01.280 --> 1:56:02.920 Or do you think that it'd be better too? 1:56:03.120 --> 1:56:07.920 At this point yeah, yeah, at this point, yes, if 1:56:07.960 --> 1:56:10.120 you had asked me like six seven months. 1:56:09.920 --> 1:56:15.360 Ago, no, Mmm, this is a tough one. 1:56:15.760 --> 1:56:15.880 Uh. 1:56:18.840 --> 1:56:23.680 I think considering that you don't you didn't mind making 1:56:23.880 --> 1:56:26.320 making that sacrifice when you're a better headspace with him, 1:56:26.720 --> 1:56:28.520 but you also love him, but you don't want to 1:56:28.560 --> 1:56:29.000 be with him. 1:56:29.040 --> 1:56:34.160 I think you maybe he would respect if you were 1:56:34.280 --> 1:56:36.600 just straight up and just say we need some space 1:56:36.800 --> 1:56:39.040 and then you can decide then if once you say 1:56:39.120 --> 1:56:41.600 that that you can make that space be two weeks 1:56:41.680 --> 1:56:45.800 or two years. You know, but that initial conversation can 1:56:45.880 --> 1:56:47.680 give him the option to make him feel like he 1:56:47.840 --> 1:56:51.280 has the power, but you actually do because you secretly 1:56:51.400 --> 1:56:54.040 know that this can be an extended break or it 1:56:54.080 --> 1:56:57.040 could be forever. It could be for a temporary it 1:56:57.080 --> 1:57:00.760 could be you might find a happy so I seek 1:57:00.840 --> 1:57:03.960 that time with another person that may fulfill some of 1:57:04.040 --> 1:57:04.880 the things that you want. 1:57:07.440 --> 1:57:09.440 I think that's valid. It's just kind of hard to 1:57:09.520 --> 1:57:12.200 trust him now because he was like offering us all 1:57:12.240 --> 1:57:14.440 these plans while he was thinking it. 1:57:15.480 --> 1:57:15.640 Now. 1:57:16.880 --> 1:57:20.840 See see, Rosemary, if I were you, if I were you, 1:57:21.400 --> 1:57:24.640 I would really think I asked you already kind of 1:57:24.680 --> 1:57:26.640 what you want, and you know you said that you 1:57:26.680 --> 1:57:28.600 would have been happy being a stay at home wife, 1:57:28.680 --> 1:57:32.400 and you know I respect that and everything, and I 1:57:33.000 --> 1:57:35.240 think if I were you, I would really have a 1:57:36.680 --> 1:57:40.920 cute sit, a nice sit, and a nice think about 1:57:41.520 --> 1:57:47.080 where you want your life to go, and then definitively 1:57:47.240 --> 1:57:50.120 decide that and then say to him, listen, this is 1:57:50.240 --> 1:57:51.080 what I'm gonna do. 1:57:51.600 --> 1:57:52.800 This is my plan. 1:57:53.520 --> 1:57:56.360 I love you very much, and you are welcome to 1:57:56.520 --> 1:58:01.880 join me on my plan for my life. But I'm 1:58:02.000 --> 1:58:04.680 no longer leaving my plan for my life up to you. 1:58:04.840 --> 1:58:07.640 To you, here's what I want to do. You're welcome 1:58:07.720 --> 1:58:09.680 to fit your way into it, if what you want 1:58:09.720 --> 1:58:13.360 to do fits into it, but you're not in the 1:58:13.600 --> 1:58:14.440 control anymore. 1:58:14.520 --> 1:58:15.600 What do you think about that? 1:58:18.160 --> 1:58:20.840 I would agree with that. The kicker with that is 1:58:21.120 --> 1:58:23.760 I have sat him down and talked about this stuff 1:58:24.040 --> 1:58:26.680 and he always said that, or the most recent ones 1:58:26.760 --> 1:58:30.280 he said he just doesn't know and to not pressure him. 1:58:33.120 --> 1:58:34.760 Well, ship dude, that's your answer. Man. 1:58:37.800 --> 1:58:39.840 I'm just wondering if ghosting is too far. 1:58:41.440 --> 1:58:41.600 Why? 1:58:41.720 --> 1:58:43.280 I mean, that's that's not ghosting. 1:58:43.520 --> 1:58:45.960 Have you had the conversation you had the conversation ghosting 1:58:46.120 --> 1:58:46.280 is not? 1:58:47.240 --> 1:58:48.600 You know, I just kind of like want to pick 1:58:48.680 --> 1:58:50.440 up my stuff in my apartment and just be gone 1:58:50.480 --> 1:58:52.400 one day. But I also don't want to hurt his 1:58:52.480 --> 1:58:53.280 feelings that bad. 1:58:53.800 --> 1:58:54.880 You guys live together? 1:58:57.200 --> 1:58:59.480 Yes, Oh, that was a's important thing we lived together. 1:58:59.760 --> 1:59:05.280 Ah, that makes it, That makes it more interesting. Yeah, 1:59:07.160 --> 1:59:10.080 hm hmm. I'm here. 1:59:10.080 --> 1:59:12.960 Here's just what I would say. Okay, you you sound 1:59:13.040 --> 1:59:14.080 like you really want to leave again. 1:59:14.080 --> 1:59:14.240 I'm not. 1:59:14.400 --> 1:59:15.520 I'm not here to tell you what to do. But 1:59:15.600 --> 1:59:16.880 if you are going to do that, you don't want 1:59:16.920 --> 1:59:22.960 to ghost him, then like tell him what you're doing 1:59:23.000 --> 1:59:24.960 and then and then they just be out and then 1:59:25.080 --> 1:59:26.200 and then and then peace out. 1:59:26.240 --> 1:59:28.480 It's only ghosting if you don't say anything. Just be like, 1:59:29.080 --> 1:59:32.320 maybe you're just conveniently packing up or bag and maybe 1:59:32.360 --> 1:59:36.000 you're putting some stuff in a cardboard box and he's like, hey, 1:59:36.040 --> 1:59:38.360 what are you doing? He's like, oh, you know, remember 1:59:38.400 --> 1:59:40.200 we had that conversation. I think I'm just gonna like 1:59:42.000 --> 1:59:43.960 just stay by my cousins or something like that. Maybe 1:59:44.120 --> 1:59:47.680 you soften the blow by kind of like telling them that, oh, 1:59:47.720 --> 1:59:49.640 you're gonna go somewhere else for a while. He's gonna 1:59:49.680 --> 1:59:51.400 get the hand. He knows what the fuck he knows 1:59:51.440 --> 1:59:53.040 you you guys have been dating for that long. He's 1:59:53.040 --> 1:59:55.200 gonna be able to tell that you don't want to 1:59:55.240 --> 1:59:59.200 be be in this relationship anymore and make that transition 1:59:59.320 --> 2:00:01.520 easy for yourself. Don't make it something that should be 2:00:02.080 --> 2:00:04.040 extended more than it has to be. Just kind of 2:00:04.040 --> 2:00:07.600 get into you know, like I said, maybe you're just 2:00:07.680 --> 2:00:09.760 packing up some stuff and he's wondering what's going on. 2:00:09.920 --> 2:00:11.960 And then it makes that conversation even easy to have 2:00:12.080 --> 2:00:14.720 before you leave. You know, that way you don't have 2:00:14.840 --> 2:00:17.760 to reopen a band aid, just get the fuck out 2:00:17.760 --> 2:00:20.880 of there. But also, don't listen to me. But that's 2:00:21.000 --> 2:00:22.080 just what I would do. 2:00:24.440 --> 2:00:25.839 No, I think that's valid advice. 2:00:28.600 --> 2:00:30.640 Well, listen to Rosemary. Whatever you do, I listen. I 2:00:30.760 --> 2:00:33.600 really hope I try not to tell people what to do. Yeah, 2:00:34.160 --> 2:00:36.280 the whole thing of the whole show is like like 2:00:36.600 --> 2:00:40.760 talking through things with people. I don't want to be like, 2:00:40.960 --> 2:00:43.480 but I also really but there are some times like 2:00:43.640 --> 2:00:45.520 this is a great example where like I really do 2:00:45.640 --> 2:00:50.680 want to tell you what to do. Like all all 2:00:50.720 --> 2:00:52.880 I want for your Rosemary is like to take the 2:00:52.960 --> 2:00:55.720 pilot's seat of what you want to do. So I 2:00:56.080 --> 2:00:58.680 just before you know, listen before we go as we're 2:00:58.680 --> 2:00:59.360 winding this down. 2:00:59.400 --> 2:01:01.160 I just hope that you do that. 2:01:01.280 --> 2:01:02.960 I hope you have the courage to do that, and 2:01:03.040 --> 2:01:06.240 I hope that, uh, you know, you take your precious 2:01:06.280 --> 2:01:09.640 resource of life, and you you, you definitively put yourself 2:01:09.680 --> 2:01:12.000 in the driver's seat and not this guy. 2:01:12.280 --> 2:01:12.920 You come first. 2:01:18.200 --> 2:01:21.240 You're right, You're right. It'll be easier for both of us, probably, 2:01:21.360 --> 2:01:23.800 And I really hope he finds what he wants, Like 2:01:23.880 --> 2:01:26.400 I don't necessarily wish anything ill on him that. 2:01:26.640 --> 2:01:28.000 Mary, is there anything that you want to say to 2:01:28.080 --> 2:01:29.000 the computer before we go? 2:01:32.760 --> 2:01:35.040 You guys are great. I love your get thro suits 2:01:35.640 --> 2:01:36.960 and I hope you both have a great night. 2:01:37.600 --> 2:01:46.400 Thank you, Mary, Thank you. Wow, that's fantastic. 2:01:48.320 --> 2:01:50.240 Eric the Architect, I think I think, I think. 2:01:50.120 --> 2:01:52.280 That was what I think that was. Yeah, that was 2:01:52.440 --> 2:01:53.160 that was festive. 2:01:53.280 --> 2:01:56.280 That was Relationship advice is always hard for me, man, 2:01:56.320 --> 2:02:00.000 because uh fuck, we all in we all in relationships 2:02:00.440 --> 2:02:00.960 with someone. 2:02:01.200 --> 2:02:04.720 Your best friend is your homies, U S relationship. You know. 2:02:05.200 --> 2:02:07.840 I want to tell you to like funck over some 2:02:08.000 --> 2:02:10.960 dude that's like helping you pay your bills or some ship, 2:02:11.200 --> 2:02:12.920 and then you listen to me, and now you don't. 2:02:12.960 --> 2:02:15.480 You're in the street or something. So it's it's hard. 2:02:15.480 --> 2:02:19.320 I've always said, I like, I like, I try my 2:02:19.480 --> 2:02:22.440 best with the calls on here to like more so 2:02:22.720 --> 2:02:27.320 talk through situations than to like this is what you need, 2:02:27.520 --> 2:02:28.920 this is what then yeah, then be like this is 2:02:28.960 --> 2:02:31.320 what you need to do. But I real didn't feel 2:02:31.360 --> 2:02:34.480 for her because it's like like I would like, like 2:02:34.520 --> 2:02:36.040 I would just hate to be in that position where. 2:02:35.880 --> 2:02:38.160 Well she lived with the dude. I was like, oh, yeah, 2:02:38.480 --> 2:02:40.120 that's that changes it. I thought it was like I 2:02:40.160 --> 2:02:42.240 didn't consider the six years for a second. I was like, 2:02:42.280 --> 2:02:43.200 oh yeah, that is hard. 2:02:43.600 --> 2:02:46.360 Well, yeah, I wish your good luck. 2:02:46.960 --> 2:02:51.040 What's her name again, Rosemary. That's a good spice as well, 2:02:51.120 --> 2:02:53.160 so she she should be okay. See this is I 2:02:53.240 --> 2:02:55.880 hear things like this and I'm like, you have a girlfriend, right, Yeah. 2:02:56.480 --> 2:03:00.880 I feel like relationships are tough for because I really 2:03:01.080 --> 2:03:03.120 like my independence. 2:03:03.200 --> 2:03:04.960 Like I like, when I was hearing her, I'm like, god, 2:03:05.000 --> 2:03:07.680 if it fucking sucks to have, Like no, I'm just like, 2:03:07.760 --> 2:03:10.320 it fucking sucks to have, like whatever your future plans 2:03:10.400 --> 2:03:14.400 for life, like you know, dictate like dictating upon another person. 2:03:14.680 --> 2:03:19.000 And also like if if I ever fuck up, I'm like, 2:03:19.240 --> 2:03:23.600 I I'm totally fine with bucking up and having it 2:03:23.840 --> 2:03:24.880 only affect. 2:03:24.600 --> 2:03:28.760 Me like when I have like like if I like 2:03:28.760 --> 2:03:30.320 if I don't do the dishes. 2:03:30.640 --> 2:03:34.480 When I live alone, Like, it's it's disgusting, and but 2:03:34.760 --> 2:03:38.280 I'm the only one that's the deal your ship. Yeah, 2:03:38.280 --> 2:03:40.560 I'm like, I'm okay, fucking over myself and you know, 2:03:40.640 --> 2:03:43.640 but it sucks when other people have to, you know, 2:03:43.760 --> 2:03:44.080 deal with. 2:03:44.720 --> 2:03:51.000 Deal with your ship. That's you know, totally. A lot 2:03:51.040 --> 2:03:54.440 was said. I was said, we had a quite quite 2:03:55.400 --> 2:03:57.960 mixed bag, you said of calls. 2:03:58.120 --> 2:03:59.800 Yeah, dude, this was great, man, Thank you so much 2:03:59.840 --> 2:04:02.080 for coming on the show. Is there is there anything 2:04:02.880 --> 2:04:04.600 that you want to plug, anything you want to tell 2:04:04.640 --> 2:04:08.720 the people before we go, Eric, anything you want to 2:04:08.760 --> 2:04:09.240 say at all? 2:04:09.440 --> 2:04:13.800 Ship? Man, folks, I thought I would be hot in 2:04:13.880 --> 2:04:14.480 this suit. I'm not. 2:04:16.240 --> 2:04:19.400 No, it's not that bad at all. I hope you 2:04:19.760 --> 2:04:26.240 can have even even more varied people to come here 2:04:26.320 --> 2:04:28.400 and talk to you. Of course, so this is a 2:04:28.440 --> 2:04:32.760 great platform to to be yourself in somebody else's body 2:04:32.840 --> 2:04:33.520 or another animal. 2:04:33.600 --> 2:04:37.880 That's cool as hell. And yeah, like I guess in general, 2:04:37.960 --> 2:04:40.560 for me, man, this is like one of the coolest 2:04:40.600 --> 2:04:41.800 things I've done in a while. 2:04:41.920 --> 2:04:44.640 Oh hell yeah, I'm jazzed to hear that. Man. 2:04:44.920 --> 2:04:47.000 Is this is a vibe and you know, this is 2:04:47.040 --> 2:04:50.400 really inspiring because i've't been on twitch in a while, 2:04:51.080 --> 2:04:53.000 so it's cool to see some some some people in 2:04:53.040 --> 2:04:57.120 the chat kicking it with with us. It's definitely the 2:04:57.160 --> 2:05:00.480 best music I've ever made at this current moment. So 2:05:02.000 --> 2:05:04.440 I don't really do a lot of stuff that's not music, 2:05:05.400 --> 2:05:08.920 but this hopefully could be inspired to anybody working on 2:05:09.080 --> 2:05:09.920 something creative. 2:05:10.240 --> 2:05:13.920 It's always cool to step away and just kick it. 2:05:14.240 --> 2:05:15.600 Of course, it's normal. 2:05:15.840 --> 2:05:18.000 I think, especially through COVID, it makes you feel like 2:05:18.440 --> 2:05:19.960 you have to work on ship all the time and 2:05:20.040 --> 2:05:21.000 you're like fucking up. 2:05:21.840 --> 2:05:24.040 If you're not this like busy person all the time, 2:05:24.120 --> 2:05:24.600 it kind. 2:05:24.480 --> 2:05:27.360 Of dictates like you're lazy or some ship because you 2:05:27.440 --> 2:05:29.160 want to hang out or because you want to party. 2:05:29.560 --> 2:05:31.680 And I think like as things are becoming more safe, 2:05:32.320 --> 2:05:33.920 it's good to have that balance, you know. 2:05:34.200 --> 2:05:35.960 Yeah, it's good to it's good to step away and 2:05:36.040 --> 2:05:37.600 I'm sorry. This is one of the reasons I really 2:05:37.640 --> 2:05:40.440 like having musicians on the shows, because it's like, if 2:05:41.000 --> 2:05:44.080 it's it's fun when like you're not doing your like 2:05:44.280 --> 2:05:46.879 normal thing, you're like an extra totally. 2:05:47.760 --> 2:05:52.400 It's it's cool to like, you know, experience that or. 2:05:52.560 --> 2:05:54.880 Do some other ship because all it's gonna do is 2:05:54.920 --> 2:05:59.320 gonna inspire you, man, because all the things that we're 2:05:59.360 --> 2:06:03.480 doing seem redundant without breaking it up a bit. And 2:06:03.680 --> 2:06:05.760 you know, I stay in the studio, you know, but. 2:06:05.840 --> 2:06:07.680 What's the when's the when's the new album coming out? 2:06:08.000 --> 2:06:09.800 I can't say the date? Oh you can't say the date? 2:06:09.880 --> 2:06:10.320 Oh okay. 2:06:10.680 --> 2:06:12.560 I kept I okay, I kept trying to get you 2:06:12.640 --> 2:06:15.520 because I know you're your manager. Was like, tell them 2:06:16.000 --> 2:06:18.080 the thing. I thought you had a thing you want. 2:06:18.120 --> 2:06:19.800 Oh no, no, no, I don't have I don't have 2:06:19.840 --> 2:06:25.000 a date. But it is future Proof the album, and yeah, 2:06:25.320 --> 2:06:26.840 it's gonna be a fucking show. 2:06:27.000 --> 2:06:28.200 Is that album's called future Proof? 2:06:28.240 --> 2:06:30.600 Future Proof? What is future proof? 2:06:30.680 --> 2:06:30.760 Man? 2:06:31.400 --> 2:06:34.040 Oh? Future proof is is a whole thing, right, Like Okay, 2:06:34.800 --> 2:06:37.480 Like I thought of it because like I'm into tech. 2:06:37.640 --> 2:06:39.520 Sure you're into tech too, right, And when you the 2:06:39.560 --> 2:06:42.400 computer especially yeah, right, so especially like when you're buying 2:06:42.400 --> 2:06:44.880 a new computer, right or a new gear. You know, 2:06:45.160 --> 2:06:47.000 let's consider like Apple computer or something. 2:06:47.080 --> 2:06:50.760 Right, it'll be like, yo, they got to stop computer 2:06:50.840 --> 2:06:52.400 at Best Buy and you're like, I don't want that ship. 2:06:52.520 --> 2:06:54.360 I want a future proof to ship. I want to 2:06:54.400 --> 2:06:56.240 make sure I put enough RAM and hard drive space 2:06:56.280 --> 2:06:57.680 in it. So that I can hold his computer for 2:06:57.720 --> 2:07:01.600 a long time. Yeah, And you know during COVID in 2:07:01.720 --> 2:07:06.720 the lockdown, I think I was investing in all this equipment, 2:07:06.800 --> 2:07:08.680 but I was thinking about like the equipment before, I 2:07:08.760 --> 2:07:10.880 was thinking about how it was feeling. And then I 2:07:11.000 --> 2:07:13.760 was like, well, how do you we future prove ourselves 2:07:13.800 --> 2:07:15.880 through technology? How do we future prove yourself as a 2:07:15.960 --> 2:07:19.080 human being? And then I was like, well, damn, we're 2:07:19.160 --> 2:07:21.240 ordering all this food every day. I hope we're recycling. 2:07:21.960 --> 2:07:23.880 You know, we're ordering all this stuff off Amazon. I 2:07:23.920 --> 2:07:26.960 hope we're recycling. I have all this free time, all 2:07:27.040 --> 2:07:28.920 the fucking time. I hope I'm learning a new skill. 2:07:30.880 --> 2:07:35.200 I am an entrepreneur, I'm a black business owner. I 2:07:35.320 --> 2:07:38.080 hope that I'm having all my legal shit right on 2:07:38.200 --> 2:07:40.240 the copywriting and trademarketing of stuff. 2:07:39.960 --> 2:07:41.160 That I put all this time money. 2:07:43.880 --> 2:07:46.440 I hope I'm mentally alright too, you know, with this 2:07:46.600 --> 2:07:48.360 meditating or do some shit like this is getting some 2:07:48.400 --> 2:07:51.040 shit up your chest, Like, hope you're practicing all these 2:07:51.080 --> 2:07:53.000 things because that's how your future prove yourself. 2:07:54.120 --> 2:07:57.920 And that's when I was like, ah for an album. 2:07:58.120 --> 2:08:00.680 Yeah, And then I just thought like, does one do 2:08:00.800 --> 2:08:02.680 that and I did the EP, but I think that 2:08:02.840 --> 2:08:05.800 was just a small slice of what I really wanted 2:08:05.840 --> 2:08:09.480 to say. And the album is showcases my journey through 2:08:09.520 --> 2:08:13.000 future proof of myself, but not a linear story. It's 2:08:13.240 --> 2:08:15.680 quite one that I think that people listen to the 2:08:15.720 --> 2:08:18.760 group probably want to hear from me something that you 2:08:18.880 --> 2:08:22.360 have to kind of like dedicate some time to do 2:08:22.520 --> 2:08:26.480 on your own, because a group has to sacrifice, you know, 2:08:26.680 --> 2:08:28.560 there's only one space for you. 2:08:29.400 --> 2:08:32.280 So when you have three minutes or four minutes of 2:08:32.320 --> 2:08:34.120 a song to yourself, there's a lot more you can say. 2:08:34.520 --> 2:08:38.840 Damn, that's that's a hot cell. I'm excited for it. 2:08:38.960 --> 2:08:41.160 Man. Yeah, I definitely I want I want you to 2:08:41.200 --> 2:08:43.800 hear it. So I'm not completely done, but I definitely 2:08:43.800 --> 2:08:45.440 want you to check out what I'm working on. 2:08:45.640 --> 2:08:47.680 Of course, man, I would love to. Yeah, and did 2:08:47.720 --> 2:08:50.400 hey listen if you want to make anything for the show, 2:08:50.840 --> 2:08:51.880 that would be sick. Yeah. 2:08:52.160 --> 2:08:53.680 Now the piano ship got me inspired. 2:08:53.760 --> 2:08:57.080 Beautiful, beautiful dude. Eric, You've been awesome, man, Thank you 2:08:57.120 --> 2:08:57.520 for coming on. 2:08:57.760 --> 2:09:02.960 Thank you man. Hell yeah, Eric, the architect Baby, let's go. 2:09:04.000 --> 2:09:07.120 The rep cat goes on the line taking your phone 2:09:07.160 --> 2:09:10.360 calls every night. The repink Cant goes doing his eye. 2:09:10.480 --> 2:09:13.440 He's teaching you house and live your life, but he's 2:09:13.520 --> 2:09:15.160 not really an expert.