WEBVTT - Ice Ice Baby

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<v Speaker 1>Wind Down with Janet Raymer and I'm Heart Radio Podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>So why do I always laugh? I get uncomfortable. That's

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<v Speaker 2>like the I laugh when I'm uncomfortable. Same like it's

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<v Speaker 2>even when I'm I probably have laughed one time when

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<v Speaker 2>we fought her.

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<v Speaker 3>I can think of a very specific time.

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<v Speaker 2>So I just get so uncomfortable.

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<v Speaker 3>I do the same.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh man, why are.

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<v Speaker 3>You so uncomfortable right now?

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<v Speaker 2>Well, because we have to break another announcement, another announcement,

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<v Speaker 2>another announcement. So I sold the house.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, yeah, thank god.

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<v Speaker 2>Yes, I thank god. Your husband is about to get

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<v Speaker 2>nick is my obviously her her husband, and what's excess

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<v Speaker 2>and her husband is my realtor and it's sold. It's

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<v Speaker 2>so stressful, by the way, Well, the market's so interesting, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>so interesting right now. And from watching Selling Sunset, I've

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<v Speaker 2>just been you know, like because they've been talking about

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<v Speaker 2>the market.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh, I love Selling Sunset.

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<v Speaker 2>Have you watched it all? Yeah, it's an off air.

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<v Speaker 2>I have to tell you a funny conversation that I

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<v Speaker 2>had with one of the cast mates texted me. But

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<v Speaker 2>sorry that was rude to you guys. But yeah, so

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<v Speaker 2>because it's like it's just wild right now. It is

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<v Speaker 2>some things are selling, some things aren't. I'm not really

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<v Speaker 2>worried about like because I know interest rates will always

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<v Speaker 2>they're always up and down.

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<v Speaker 1>But I'm stressing about interest rates and it's like, don't

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<v Speaker 1>stress so much about that, and just like do do

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<v Speaker 1>world Also, we get so used to the being so low.

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<v Speaker 1>Those were not it was like down to like what

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<v Speaker 1>three yeah, yeah, or even less, which is not what

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<v Speaker 1>it's you know, traditionally been so right.

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<v Speaker 2>But yeah, so that piece, I'm like what I was

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<v Speaker 2>getting worried about. I was like, I can't afford two mortgages,

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<v Speaker 2>and then he wants to make the worst was we

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<v Speaker 2>were doing like this walk through at the new house

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<v Speaker 2>and the builder was like good news. He's like, I know,

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<v Speaker 2>I told you October November. He's like it's looking like August,

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<v Speaker 2>and Nick goes fu.

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<v Speaker 3>He didn't come home and he was like, damn, builder

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<v Speaker 3>told her August.

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<v Speaker 2>And so now that I'm like a big Ted Lasso fan,

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<v Speaker 2>I just my Ry Kenton impersonation. You have to watch it.

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<v Speaker 2>I need you to watch it. It's going to be

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<v Speaker 2>over so sad. But yeah, he was just like fuck

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<v Speaker 2>so yeah. So but so I got a little worried,

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<v Speaker 2>and I know we priced it high, but at the time,

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<v Speaker 2>like things were just like time at the time, Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>we had just missed that window though when we priced

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<v Speaker 2>your high and no.

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<v Speaker 3>One really knew what was going to necessarily happen.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, like someone in my neighborhood, oh did it, Like

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<v Speaker 2>they're right at the right time. And there's was like

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<v Speaker 2>sold for more than what my house sold for now

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<v Speaker 2>and it's like there's this less square footage like not.

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<v Speaker 2>But I was like, but I'm like, you know, at

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<v Speaker 2>that time, I didn't know I was building a new house, right,

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<v Speaker 2>So but anyways, yes, the household we've been it's been

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<v Speaker 2>crazy because I thought I've had I would have a

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<v Speaker 2>lot of time to get out of the house, right.

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<v Speaker 2>So like the new people coming in are just a

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<v Speaker 2>wonderful couple, Like they're so sweet and they're like, yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>like stay free rent for the month of June, like

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<v Speaker 2>just stay take your time.

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<v Speaker 3>We know you're a MoMA.

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<v Speaker 2>Too, And I was like cool, cool, thank you. And

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<v Speaker 2>then breaking news, I booked a movie yay, and so

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<v Speaker 2>I have to leave when does this there? Oh I'm

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<v Speaker 2>leaving today.

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<v Speaker 3>I'm leaving today.

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<v Speaker 2>So I'm leaving today. To go shoot a movie and

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<v Speaker 2>so yeah, yeah, so I you know, obviously the rewind

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<v Speaker 2>a week where I'm at present time, present day. I

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<v Speaker 2>have to pack the entire house and you know me,

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<v Speaker 2>like I'm like with my money. So I'm like, I'm

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<v Speaker 2>gonna pack it. I won't hire because I had someone

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<v Speaker 2>come over. I was like, whoo stickers, sticker shock, I'll

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<v Speaker 2>pack it. Never mind. So like, so I've been doing

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<v Speaker 2>like that and it's been like kind of stressful but

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<v Speaker 2>also like so great because here's the deal. I went

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<v Speaker 2>to therapy last week and remember in the beginning of

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<v Speaker 2>the year, I don't think I spoke about it on

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<v Speaker 2>the podcast, but I was like I was depressed because

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<v Speaker 2>everything was like a bubble above like I couldn't touch it.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, Amy, i feel like there's this, and there's

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<v Speaker 2>you know, maybe this movie and like maybe this and

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<v Speaker 2>like I don't know, and like the house and like

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<v Speaker 2>all these like things and I'm like I can't pop it.

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<v Speaker 2>I can't. It won't come down, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm like and I just feel like I'm stuck.

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<v Speaker 2>And this is like the worst beginning of the new year.

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<v Speaker 2>Like I'm happy, very happy in a relationship that's great,

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<v Speaker 2>kids are healthy, but I'm like, work wise, just stress

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<v Speaker 2>wise with the house, I'm just like I don't understand,

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<v Speaker 2>like nothing's moving. She's like, well, let me talk about

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<v Speaker 2>seasons and everyone has like different seasons and all those things.

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<v Speaker 2>This season has been breaking news.

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<v Speaker 3>This is your.

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<v Speaker 2>Season, Like all of a sudden, it was like ture

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<v Speaker 2>your season. And that's but that has like helped me

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<v Speaker 2>go Okay, truly, it's just like you're never I'm never

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<v Speaker 2>not gonna work again. Yeah, I'm never the house was

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<v Speaker 2>never not going to sell, but it was truly like

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<v Speaker 2>it's never gonna I'm never working again. And I got

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<v Speaker 2>into this really I was depressed. Yeah, like just like no,

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<v Speaker 2>it's not gonna work. I'm just well, maybe.

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<v Speaker 1>That'll help in the next season when it does slow down.

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<v Speaker 2>Again, so remind me, Yeah, we'll come back.

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<v Speaker 3>To this podcast.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, because but I think it's like a good reminder

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<v Speaker 2>that like you're not going to be stuck in that

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<v Speaker 2>season forever, right because but I truly but when you're

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<v Speaker 2>in that season, you think you're stuck in that forever. Yeah,

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<v Speaker 2>Like this is just what it's going to be.

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<v Speaker 3>Like, and especially with your career. I mean, it's just definitely.

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<v Speaker 1>Lends itself to that situation and it goes it's you know,

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<v Speaker 1>at ebbs and flows, it's like, we're not very busy,

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<v Speaker 1>We're not very busy, We're not very busy to holy crap,

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<v Speaker 1>now we have so.

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<v Speaker 2>Much now in a week and the household and I'm

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<v Speaker 2>booking a movie and I'm going to be gone for

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<v Speaker 2>a month and now I'm okay, the kids crap.

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<v Speaker 3>Well, you know what I mean.

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<v Speaker 2>Like it's like all the moving pieces were like and

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<v Speaker 2>I thrive in that. Yeah, I don't thrive in the

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<v Speaker 2>seasons of like, yeah, what's going to happen? Right, But

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<v Speaker 2>it's a good teaching moment. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 1>I do think God teaches you in those moments for sure,

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<v Speaker 1>to sit, not try to control, being patient, all the things.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, So we did a whole thing in therapy about

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<v Speaker 2>just kind of remembering that in that moment when it

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<v Speaker 2>is a bad season. She's like, I'm keeping this letter

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<v Speaker 2>when you're in back in the season that we were

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<v Speaker 2>depressed and whatever for you to read to know that

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<v Speaker 2>like it's not the end, but yes, yeah, because you

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<v Speaker 2>just don't know. I'm like, I don't know. I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know that, wow, Stephen, Like I don't. Yes. So for

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<v Speaker 2>the people that are in the season right now where

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<v Speaker 2>things are slow and you don't know when something's coming,

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<v Speaker 2>like you're going to be okay, your season is going

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<v Speaker 2>to come. Yeah, So we've announced engagement.

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<v Speaker 1>Any like progress like a planning a wedding or like

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<v Speaker 1>any of the.

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<v Speaker 2>Things, well you know, well they don't.

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<v Speaker 3>I mean no, I am curious.

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<v Speaker 1>Well, y'all could have talked about way more. I mean

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just curious, like, are y'all starting to like it.

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<v Speaker 2>Will be that date next year?

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah?

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<v Speaker 2>Later later next year. We're just still working on the where.

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<v Speaker 1>I cannot tell you how many emails I've gotten from

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<v Speaker 1>people like like about wedding stuff already, just random. Really,

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<v Speaker 1>I'm just kind of stashing them a minute because I

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<v Speaker 1>think they think that you're like planning it like right now.

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<v Speaker 2>You know, well, given my history, that would be a

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<v Speaker 2>very just wise observation. Yes, but no, we're going to

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<v Speaker 2>wait until next like later next year. How sold. We're

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<v Speaker 2>going to be in a rental for a month of

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<v Speaker 2>July and August and then write like a few miles

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<v Speaker 2>down the road from you. It's gonna be fun.

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<v Speaker 3>Friday working summers of you.

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<v Speaker 2>We yeah boo. Book in a movie, which I'm so

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<v Speaker 2>excited about. It is the coolest script ever. It's so fun.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna be riding horses and I can't tell you

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<v Speaker 2>where Arizona like it's gonna be.

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<v Speaker 3>I wish I could come out there. I love it.

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<v Speaker 2>Needy movies, you wouldn't be able to find it exactly.

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<v Speaker 1>I'm not coming to them nowhere here so sorry nowhere.

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<v Speaker 3>I wish I could.

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<v Speaker 2>It would be so fun in the first week as heck, yep,

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna be great. But god, this is like where

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<v Speaker 2>I get like pitted in my stomach, pitted.

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<v Speaker 3>I know.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm the worst with analogies. There is also something else

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<v Speaker 2>that I have to tell you, guys, So how many

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<v Speaker 2>people you think, like, because did you see when I

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<v Speaker 2>teased out like we have another announcement coming? What what

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<v Speaker 2>did they say?

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<v Speaker 1>They said it was like half and half with Book

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<v Speaker 1>and being pregnant.

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<v Speaker 2>So there is going to be another A wine down baby.

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<v Speaker 2>This makes me.

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<v Speaker 3>God, I can breathe look at that.

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<v Speaker 2>Bumping. So yeah, I am I am, I am, I am?

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<v Speaker 2>I am pregnant about how pregnant? When this airs fifteen weeks, wow,

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<v Speaker 2>which I would have liked to have kept a little bit.

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<v Speaker 2>I would have I would have liked to have not

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<v Speaker 2>shared as early. I know they say, like it's okay

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<v Speaker 2>to share when you're twelve or whatever, but fifteen it's

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<v Speaker 2>been really hard to hide. Yeah, this pregnancy obviously third baby.

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<v Speaker 2>I mean at twelve weeks, I was like, oh I

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<v Speaker 2>got a bomp. Oh.

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<v Speaker 3>People have definitely been picking up on it.

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<v Speaker 2>Yeah, and they're like obviously, I mean there's you know,

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<v Speaker 2>the people that's online or whatever, some of the things

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<v Speaker 2>that you've sent me to and they've sent me as well,

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<v Speaker 2>they're like, are are you pregnant? Like you haven't shown

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<v Speaker 2>that you're wearing a sweater and it's eighty degrees out,

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<v Speaker 2>you're wearing really flowy dresses. You usually show your body.

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<v Speaker 3>Off, wear the workout in the mirror or selfies.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, I was like, well that shot me in

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<v Speaker 2>the damn foot those workout mirror selfies.

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<v Speaker 4>Yep.

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<v Speaker 2>Because the other day I was like I tried to

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<v Speaker 2>within the book announces been coming. I'm like, I got

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<v Speaker 2>to post a photo that doesn't show a bump, so

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<v Speaker 2>to maybe like get them off the like pregnancy idea, right, right,

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<v Speaker 2>But then someone's like, oh, you're totally pregnant. You never

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<v Speaker 2>take a picture with your like workout t shirt on.

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<v Speaker 2>I was like sports Bro sports Bru. So I was

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<v Speaker 2>just like, all right, Catherine, we gotta.

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<v Speaker 3>Like these people know you. That's all I know.

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<v Speaker 2>Well, and it's funny too because I'm like trying to

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<v Speaker 2>like film things and I'm like, oh my god, okay,

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<v Speaker 2>the bump. So I'm like, you know, putting my phone

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<v Speaker 2>higher and so. And I've also been so sick too,

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<v Speaker 2>so I've been like puking so the like the from

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<v Speaker 2>five weeks to like twelve, I'm I'm still puking a

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<v Speaker 2>little bit. But I was just miserable on my stories

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<v Speaker 2>and I was super like absent and gone on my stories.

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<v Speaker 2>So yeah, that's why I'm like, are you feeling better now?

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<v Speaker 2>So I puked the other day? M Yeah, but I

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<v Speaker 2>only puke like once a day now, like in the mornings.

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<v Speaker 3>Oh so that's not good. Yeah.

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<v Speaker 2>Uh but yeah, it's been a shock. It was a shock.

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<v Speaker 2>I didn't think I could get pregnant.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, no, I know you didn't.

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<v Speaker 2>I And I told people, like when I dated people

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<v Speaker 2>that I wouldn't have a baby.

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<v Speaker 3>I know.

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<v Speaker 1>I feel like, yeah, just conversations so many times, would

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<v Speaker 1>you have a baby with and You're like no, and

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<v Speaker 1>I was like, yeah you will.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh I know he was a run persons. I was like,

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<v Speaker 2>you're like would you I'm like no, yeah, and You're

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<v Speaker 2>like you did.

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<v Speaker 3>I knew why new new, knew new. I don't know.

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<v Speaker 1>I just feel like when I think in general, and

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<v Speaker 1>not just necessarily you, I think a lot of women

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<v Speaker 1>once they've gotten divorced and they find someone else they love,

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<v Speaker 1>they want to have a child with that person. And

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<v Speaker 1>also like a lot of your pregnancies and births and

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<v Speaker 1>stuff were a little tainted. So I feel like you

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<v Speaker 1>kind of wanted to do over a little bit, whether

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<v Speaker 1>you knew it or not.

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<v Speaker 3>Right, and not in a bad way. I don't mean

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<v Speaker 3>that in like a negative.

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<v Speaker 2>Way, no, but they were yeah. Yeah. It's like I mean,

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<v Speaker 2>if you read the whatever first Fight, first book, Good

0:13:23.240 --> 0:13:24.920
<v Speaker 2>Fight or whatever, it was like, you know, I found

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<v Speaker 2>out something and then I found out, but I was like, oh,

0:13:27.520 --> 0:13:30.760
<v Speaker 2>like nothing was enjoyable, Like yeah, when I was pregnant, Jolie,

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<v Speaker 2>he was you know, and so it's like, yeah, you're right,

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<v Speaker 2>like everything was.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, so you deserve to have a happy pregnancy.

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<v Speaker 2>That would be yeah, yeah, but no, I just I

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<v Speaker 2>didn't think, I mean with all the miscarriages. And then

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<v Speaker 2>so when he had asked me, he's like, would you

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<v Speaker 2>want to have another baby? He's the first person that

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<v Speaker 2>I was like with you, yeah, I would, but and

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<v Speaker 2>then I remember, you know, being upset, going like I

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<v Speaker 2>just don't think I could, like and I don't like

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<v Speaker 2>if you really want one, I might not be like

0:14:05.080 --> 0:14:08.000
<v Speaker 2>your girl, because I don't know if I can physically

0:14:09.000 --> 0:14:11.760
<v Speaker 2>carry a baby again, I don't know. Yeah, And so

0:14:12.960 --> 0:14:14.640
<v Speaker 2>he's like, no, no, he's like, he's like I don't.

0:14:14.840 --> 0:14:17.160
<v Speaker 2>He's like, I've got, you know, my son and then

0:14:17.160 --> 0:14:19.200
<v Speaker 2>my stepdaughter. He's like, but you know, it's like it

0:14:19.240 --> 0:14:21.280
<v Speaker 2>would be so beautiful to have something together. And I'm like,

0:14:21.320 --> 0:14:23.080
<v Speaker 2>I agree with you, I would. I would love that.

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<v Speaker 2>But if it's something like again, like you're really wanting it,

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<v Speaker 2>like I don't think. I'm like, I don't want you

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<v Speaker 2>to be like, oh, well I should have been with

0:14:32.520 --> 0:14:34.880
<v Speaker 2>someone else or whatever, because I like, as a woman

0:14:34.880 --> 0:14:36.680
<v Speaker 2>that has had like a bunch of miscarriages, I feel

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<v Speaker 2>broken and I don't you don't feel like in a

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<v Speaker 2>way it's a weird to say this, like, yes, I

0:14:41.560 --> 0:14:43.760
<v Speaker 2>know I'm a woman, but like when you miscarry that

0:14:43.760 --> 0:14:46.160
<v Speaker 2>many times you're like, am I I can't even carry

0:14:46.160 --> 0:14:48.880
<v Speaker 2>a baby, right, So I'm like, I don't want to

0:14:49.920 --> 0:14:54.160
<v Speaker 2>relive that again. Feeling that way that was awful, So

0:14:54.240 --> 0:14:56.280
<v Speaker 2>like when we had talked about it, because we had

0:14:56.280 --> 0:15:00.680
<v Speaker 2>a pretty like in depth conversation about it in the

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<v Speaker 2>new year, because I'm like, look, I'm gonna be forty

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<v Speaker 2>in December, and you know, I don't know if I go.

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<v Speaker 2>I don't know if I could possibly go through another

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<v Speaker 2>miscarriage emotionally, if I could handle that. So I don't

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<v Speaker 2>know if I want to because of that reason. And

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<v Speaker 2>then the other side of it was we could sarrogate

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<v Speaker 2>and we could do IVF, because right I did IVF

0:15:26.760 --> 0:15:29.840
<v Speaker 2>with the two kids. Obviously I lost those ones, but

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<v Speaker 2>then got pregnant naturally from I think being on the

0:15:32.600 --> 0:15:37.520
<v Speaker 2>IVF medicine. But I said we could do IVF and

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<v Speaker 2>saragate it. But then it's like I miss out, like

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<v Speaker 2>what you said on like having that like enjoying that

0:15:43.960 --> 0:15:46.200
<v Speaker 2>pregnancy with someone that I know is being faithful and

0:15:46.240 --> 0:15:50.680
<v Speaker 2>like loves me and like going like experiencing that and

0:15:50.760 --> 0:15:53.720
<v Speaker 2>to have that like moment that I've always like the

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<v Speaker 2>way that it should have always been. So I fought

0:15:57.000 --> 0:15:58.800
<v Speaker 2>with myself. I'mlike that, I'm like, I don't know what

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<v Speaker 2>to do, and so this is the wildest thing is

0:16:03.280 --> 0:16:06.280
<v Speaker 2>I kind of as a woman, I'm like counting. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>all right, I don't. I also know I don't want

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<v Speaker 2>to be like in my forties personally trying. I'm like,

0:16:11.800 --> 0:16:14.280
<v Speaker 2>I have two beautiful, healthy children, and like I don't

0:16:14.400 --> 0:16:16.800
<v Speaker 2>need to have another one. I would love to have

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<v Speaker 2>something that we created together that would be so beautiful,

0:16:19.160 --> 0:16:22.760
<v Speaker 2>so silver lining, so like the the you know, the

0:16:22.760 --> 0:16:25.080
<v Speaker 2>the glue to the you know, the blended family, Like

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<v Speaker 2>I would love that. But I also like, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I kind of want to when I'm in my forties,

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<v Speaker 2>like I want to travel and enjoy and like my

0:16:33.480 --> 0:16:37.640
<v Speaker 2>kids are getting older and like it's getting easier. So

0:16:39.080 --> 0:16:45.560
<v Speaker 2>I go, if we try this month, it'll be before

0:16:45.600 --> 0:16:48.520
<v Speaker 2>my fortieth birthday and then maybe it's just a god

0:16:48.560 --> 0:16:53.200
<v Speaker 2>thing and then after that, let's just see. But in

0:16:53.200 --> 0:16:56.720
<v Speaker 2>my mind, I'm like it's a one and done. Oh really,

0:16:57.160 --> 0:16:59.760
<v Speaker 2>in my mind, that's why I try one month, try

0:16:59.840 --> 0:17:03.080
<v Speaker 2>one month, and just be like, hands up. If it's

0:17:03.080 --> 0:17:05.480
<v Speaker 2>meant to be, it's gonna happen. If not, I don't

0:17:05.520 --> 0:17:08.239
<v Speaker 2>want to do that. The trying and then losing and

0:17:08.280 --> 0:17:11.840
<v Speaker 2>then like the aid, I'm just like, I don't you know.

0:17:12.280 --> 0:17:13.720
<v Speaker 2>If it's meant to be, it's gonna happen.

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<v Speaker 3>Yeah, And here we are, and here we are. I

0:17:16.680 --> 0:17:17.480
<v Speaker 3>guess I was mental.

0:17:29.119 --> 0:17:30.879
<v Speaker 2>So yeah, I was shocked, but it was also like

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<v Speaker 2>freaky because I bled so bad, so I was like bleaming,

0:17:38.640 --> 0:17:40.359
<v Speaker 2>like gushing blood, and I'm like, all right, here we go.

0:17:40.359 --> 0:17:43.119
<v Speaker 2>I'm misscaring. Here we go, like and I'm bawling my

0:17:43.160 --> 0:17:45.840
<v Speaker 2>eyes out and he's you know, he's he's seeing you know.

0:17:45.960 --> 0:17:48.480
<v Speaker 2>It was like I couldn't make it to the toilet,

0:17:48.560 --> 0:17:51.040
<v Speaker 2>so he's like seeing I'm just like bawling. I'm like

0:17:51.040 --> 0:17:53.359
<v Speaker 2>I told you, like I couldn't do this, like and

0:17:53.400 --> 0:17:55.280
<v Speaker 2>it was awful. And so I called my doctor and

0:17:56.080 --> 0:17:59.159
<v Speaker 2>we you know, rushed to the doctor's office and they're like,

0:17:59.240 --> 0:18:02.040
<v Speaker 2>baby's still there, but she got a big hemorrhage. So

0:18:02.080 --> 0:18:04.080
<v Speaker 2>she's like and then I was freaking out. And then

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<v Speaker 2>so then every like two days for like four weeks,

0:18:07.240 --> 0:18:09.280
<v Speaker 2>we went back because I kept bleeding and it's so

0:18:09.480 --> 0:18:12.199
<v Speaker 2>not natural for like, it doesn't it's not nice to

0:18:12.280 --> 0:18:14.480
<v Speaker 2>like look down and so that's like the worst nightmare

0:18:14.480 --> 0:18:18.560
<v Speaker 2>when you've like miscarried before or and pregnant. So we

0:18:18.600 --> 0:18:23.159
<v Speaker 2>went like yeah, he went every time and showed up

0:18:23.160 --> 0:18:25.320
<v Speaker 2>and the baby was still fine. And then we have

0:18:25.359 --> 0:18:27.320
<v Speaker 2>another check cup right before the movie. But yeah, I

0:18:27.320 --> 0:18:30.440
<v Speaker 2>mean we had the baby had to get bigger than

0:18:31.680 --> 0:18:34.360
<v Speaker 2>the hemorrhage. And the doctor was kind of like, it's

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<v Speaker 2>fifty to fifty you'll miscarry, you won't, or you won't,

0:18:36.960 --> 0:18:39.840
<v Speaker 2>and like what he heard is it's fine. Yeah. So

0:18:39.880 --> 0:18:41.720
<v Speaker 2>like we're driving home and I'm bawling my eyes out,

0:18:41.760 --> 0:18:44.080
<v Speaker 2>thinking I'm going to miscarry, right, and he's like, you're

0:18:44.080 --> 0:18:45.680
<v Speaker 2>gonna be fine, and go, that's not what she said.

0:18:46.400 --> 0:18:49.119
<v Speaker 2>She said, it's fifty to fifty I miscarry or I Like,

0:18:49.160 --> 0:18:50.680
<v Speaker 2>I was like I'm gonna like I just like I'm

0:18:50.680 --> 0:18:53.240
<v Speaker 2>gonna lose it. And then and then at that point

0:18:53.240 --> 0:18:54.800
<v Speaker 2>I was like I wanted it so like I was

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<v Speaker 2>like because then I was just so I saw the

0:18:57.840 --> 0:19:01.320
<v Speaker 2>little gummy, little gummy baby, you know, and I was

0:19:01.359 --> 0:19:05.840
<v Speaker 2>just like and oh, so yeah, but then you know,

0:19:05.880 --> 0:19:07.800
<v Speaker 2>she's like, let's just keep monitoring and make sure she

0:19:08.000 --> 0:19:10.160
<v Speaker 2>Once it gets bigger than the hemorrhage, you should be good.

0:19:10.840 --> 0:19:13.840
<v Speaker 2>Then we'll talk about the third trimester later. I mean,

0:19:13.880 --> 0:19:16.359
<v Speaker 2>so she's like, let's just get there. Yeah, and then

0:19:16.400 --> 0:19:17.919
<v Speaker 2>it got bigger than the you know, I took the

0:19:17.920 --> 0:19:21.479
<v Speaker 2>progesterone and you know, protected the lining as much as

0:19:21.480 --> 0:19:24.880
<v Speaker 2>I could. And yeah, so now it's smaller. The hymodge

0:19:24.880 --> 0:19:25.720
<v Speaker 2>is smaller than the baby.

0:19:25.800 --> 0:19:29.040
<v Speaker 1>So I love his positive I know he's so positive,

0:19:29.080 --> 0:19:31.960
<v Speaker 1>but he's literally heard only it's fine.

0:19:32.000 --> 0:19:34.960
<v Speaker 2>I'm like, she didn't say it's fine. She's ad fifty

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<v Speaker 2>to fifty and I've like, you haven't like been through

0:19:37.760 --> 0:19:41.000
<v Speaker 2>this piece of you know, so like we weren't like fighting,

0:19:41.000 --> 0:19:42.159
<v Speaker 2>but you know what I mean, it was just like

0:19:42.160 --> 0:19:44.600
<v Speaker 2>a very like yeah, he was so sweet to be

0:19:44.840 --> 0:19:47.160
<v Speaker 2>in the positive stance when I'm just like, it's gonna

0:19:47.200 --> 0:19:48.480
<v Speaker 2>go it's gonna go away.

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<v Speaker 3>You needed that.

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<v Speaker 1>I know that was probably hard, like in a sense

0:19:51.960 --> 0:19:53.720
<v Speaker 1>like you did not hear what she's that. But at

0:19:53.720 --> 0:19:55.600
<v Speaker 1>the same time, it's like if y'all were both.

0:19:55.440 --> 0:19:57.120
<v Speaker 3>Like, oh my god, we're gonna lose this baby, Like yeah,

0:19:57.119 --> 0:19:58.280
<v Speaker 3>that wouldn't have been good for anybody.

0:19:58.359 --> 0:20:00.320
<v Speaker 2>No, and he has been like I can and not

0:20:00.520 --> 0:20:05.040
<v Speaker 2>tell you how incredible this man is. Like he I

0:20:05.119 --> 0:20:08.840
<v Speaker 2>have not been able to now I am like built

0:20:08.840 --> 0:20:11.600
<v Speaker 2>in the last like week, but like when I'm talking,

0:20:11.800 --> 0:20:16.359
<v Speaker 2>I haven't done a thing around the house. And for

0:20:16.400 --> 0:20:19.000
<v Speaker 2>like five straight weeks I laid in bed while he

0:20:19.080 --> 0:20:23.880
<v Speaker 2>cooked and cleaned, did laundry, like I mean all of it.

0:20:24.520 --> 0:20:29.760
<v Speaker 2>Like would you know take Jase to school? Like he

0:20:29.800 --> 0:20:32.640
<v Speaker 2>would do drop offs to you know, him and Mike

0:20:32.920 --> 0:20:37.000
<v Speaker 2>would coordinate with like soccer and like drop offs there

0:20:37.040 --> 0:20:40.320
<v Speaker 2>because I'm like I was so sick. Yeah, I mean

0:20:41.520 --> 0:20:44.720
<v Speaker 2>anything I wanted food wise, I mean what you know,

0:20:45.080 --> 0:20:48.080
<v Speaker 2>his sweetest thing happened. Oh my god, I wanted to

0:20:48.160 --> 0:20:50.919
<v Speaker 2>kill him, but it was so sweet. So he's like

0:20:51.320 --> 0:20:53.040
<v Speaker 2>it's been so hard for him to see me like

0:20:53.240 --> 0:20:55.640
<v Speaker 2>just eat like bagels and cream cheese. So like one

0:20:55.760 --> 0:20:58.080
<v Speaker 2>night and this is when I was like still really

0:20:58.119 --> 0:21:01.280
<v Speaker 2>sick and nauseous, he made me salmon and I was like,

0:21:01.320 --> 0:21:03.640
<v Speaker 2>don't you ever make me salmon?

0:21:05.000 --> 0:21:06.320
<v Speaker 3>It was disco.

0:21:07.760 --> 0:21:11.200
<v Speaker 2>I was just like, please remove this from my site immediately.

0:21:12.240 --> 0:21:14.919
<v Speaker 4>It was so like sweet, like you need protein, And

0:21:14.960 --> 0:21:19.159
<v Speaker 4>I was like get it wayed, so like we went

0:21:19.200 --> 0:21:21.520
<v Speaker 4>to the doctors like that next week he's like should

0:21:21.760 --> 0:21:22.800
<v Speaker 4>it is it the baby?

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<v Speaker 3>Okay?

0:21:23.160 --> 0:21:25.919
<v Speaker 2>That it's only getting cream, cheese and bagels, and like

0:21:26.359 --> 0:21:29.480
<v Speaker 2>doctor Norman, you know, is obviously like you know right

0:21:29.520 --> 0:21:32.480
<v Speaker 2>now it's fine, like she will eat more food. And

0:21:32.520 --> 0:21:35.240
<v Speaker 2>I was like, thank you. So this salmon he tried

0:21:35.280 --> 0:21:36.120
<v Speaker 2>to place.

0:21:35.800 --> 0:21:39.040
<v Speaker 3>In front of me the smell alone.

0:21:39.920 --> 0:21:42.480
<v Speaker 2>But it was just like he's been so incredible, like

0:21:42.560 --> 0:21:45.600
<v Speaker 2>it's been just like so sweet and the kids like

0:21:45.720 --> 0:21:51.280
<v Speaker 2>how we told the kids like well, actually, you know,

0:21:51.280 --> 0:21:52.639
<v Speaker 2>I'm going to save that and we'll tell it in

0:21:52.680 --> 0:21:57.080
<v Speaker 2>another episode, but they are so excited. Every day. Jolie's like,

0:21:57.280 --> 0:22:01.359
<v Speaker 2>hi baby, I'm like, you know, it is like always

0:22:01.440 --> 0:22:03.639
<v Speaker 2>like up on, I mean every day, like she's just

0:22:03.760 --> 0:22:07.040
<v Speaker 2>already like so excited. Jace's too, like he'll say, like

0:22:07.640 --> 0:22:09.679
<v Speaker 2>the first thing he said was can you open it?

0:22:09.920 --> 0:22:10.240
<v Speaker 3>Can you?

0:22:12.320 --> 0:22:15.040
<v Speaker 2>But the way we told well, the way I told

0:22:15.119 --> 0:22:20.840
<v Speaker 2>Jolie and then was just really really really special and

0:22:20.920 --> 0:22:23.280
<v Speaker 2>it was really cool because she has every time Alan

0:22:23.320 --> 0:22:25.480
<v Speaker 2>and I kiss, she's like you're getting married and having

0:22:25.520 --> 0:22:28.439
<v Speaker 2>a baby, and I'm like would you want that? Babe?

0:22:28.760 --> 0:22:30.520
<v Speaker 2>Like is that something would you really want like a

0:22:30.560 --> 0:22:33.720
<v Speaker 2>little brother, little sister And she was just like yeah,

0:22:33.960 --> 0:22:35.280
<v Speaker 2>like you know, I want to I want to be

0:22:35.320 --> 0:22:37.000
<v Speaker 2>a big sister. I was like, well you are already

0:22:37.000 --> 0:22:39.159
<v Speaker 2>like to Jason, but like mommy like a baby like

0:22:39.160 --> 0:22:40.920
<v Speaker 2>in her belly, like is that really what you want?

0:22:41.119 --> 0:22:45.159
<v Speaker 2>And she was like yeah. I was like, okay, right

0:22:45.160 --> 0:22:49.399
<v Speaker 2>about it. You never know, so yeah, I was really sweet.

0:22:49.440 --> 0:22:51.399
<v Speaker 2>So we're really excited and yeah, now I don't have

0:22:51.400 --> 0:22:52.119
<v Speaker 2>to hide it anymore.

0:22:52.160 --> 0:22:54.040
<v Speaker 3>So oh my gosh.

0:22:53.840 --> 0:22:58.280
<v Speaker 2>Wind down, We're having another baby. I got so Kristen too,

0:22:58.440 --> 0:22:58.720
<v Speaker 2>you know.

0:23:00.040 --> 0:23:02.760
<v Speaker 3>So close, so oh I'm done.

0:23:03.080 --> 0:23:06.040
<v Speaker 2>But I just yes, the belly. I don't you know

0:23:06.080 --> 0:23:08.280
<v Speaker 2>what you guys are always giving me a hard time

0:23:08.480 --> 0:23:10.080
<v Speaker 2>my booze being out, and now you're gonna give me

0:23:10.080 --> 0:23:11.919
<v Speaker 2>a hard time because my belly's gonna be out and

0:23:11.960 --> 0:23:15.000
<v Speaker 2>I'm gonna show it off like Rihanna. You should because

0:23:15.040 --> 0:23:18.880
<v Speaker 2>it's my fucking time. I can guarantee you.

0:23:18.880 --> 0:23:21.440
<v Speaker 3>That enjoy it. Yeah, no more hiding.

0:23:21.760 --> 0:23:26.639
<v Speaker 2>No, but yeah, I'm just I know how grateful. And

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<v Speaker 2>I know KB said this a lot too. Me used

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<v Speaker 2>to go on wind down like I I'm very aware

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<v Speaker 2>how grateful that I am that I'm able to carry,

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<v Speaker 2>and I pray that this baby stays healthy. And I again,

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<v Speaker 2>I'm very aware that, like there's many women out there

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<v Speaker 2>trying and it doesn't make sense when something's happened, and

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<v Speaker 2>some things don't. But I just want to acknowledge that.

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<v Speaker 2>I know it's like tough for other women that go

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<v Speaker 2>through that, that want a baby and that are struggling.

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<v Speaker 2>So I don't want to take that away from anybody.

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<v Speaker 3>So sure, yeah, I'm really really excited. You're about to

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<v Speaker 3>be really baby.

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<v Speaker 2>I know the gender. We'll keep that one too, you know,

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<v Speaker 2>I got to keep you guys cliffing, and so.

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<v Speaker 3>Until next week, I have to tell that one when

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<v Speaker 3>Kb's back.

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<v Speaker 2>Oh for sure.

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<v Speaker 3>Anything else, anything else, I don't know. Do we have

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<v Speaker 3>any more announcements.

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<v Speaker 2>Anything I don't think I can handle. I think, well

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<v Speaker 2>that's what I'll say this and we can touch more

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<v Speaker 2>on this. Like another episode is my last therapy appointment

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<v Speaker 2>I had. I go, I just was like crying, and

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<v Speaker 2>she was crying and she's like you've done. She's like,

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<v Speaker 2>you've just like because I've been with her for three

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<v Speaker 2>four years now and we're no longer than that four

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<v Speaker 2>years and She's just like, I'm so happy that you

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<v Speaker 2>get to experience happiness and joy, and I go and

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<v Speaker 2>you know, just like USh just crying and and I go.

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<v Speaker 2>It's really weird. Amy. I was like, I'm kind of waiting.

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<v Speaker 2>I'm like, am I dying of something? It can't be

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<v Speaker 2>all good, Like there has to be a reason. I'm like,

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<v Speaker 2>as I just feel like I've been so blessed with

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<v Speaker 2>Alan and my family and how things are with my

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<v Speaker 2>ex and I and the book and the movie. And

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<v Speaker 2>I was like, I have so many blessings right now

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<v Speaker 2>in my life that like I must be I must

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<v Speaker 2>have terminal cancer, like there must be something that's like

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<v Speaker 2>like this isn't like that. I don't know how to

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<v Speaker 2>just I don't know how to like receive, because so

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<v Speaker 2>now my whole thing like is now. She's like, I

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<v Speaker 2>need you to like just sit in gratefulness and receive.

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<v Speaker 2>She's like, because you're so used to like some like

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<v Speaker 2>something like finding something or something coming up or trauma

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<v Speaker 2>where you're just like you can't stay on like sciety ground,

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<v Speaker 2>like you're not used to like the receiving goodness. I'm like, nope, yep,

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<v Speaker 2>So that's that's what's working on right now.

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<v Speaker 3>I wonder what it's gonna be like.

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<v Speaker 2>I know, for everything to just speak great and I

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<v Speaker 2>tell you what, I use that so Maria and so

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<v Speaker 2>and everything that I've said has not come to fruition.

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<v Speaker 2>I wonder what it's going to be like when when

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<v Speaker 2>I don't miss Carrie. I wonder what it's going to

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<v Speaker 2>be like when I book that movie. I wonder what

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<v Speaker 2>it's gonna be like with my house sells boom.

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<v Speaker 1>Yeah, it's totally can change.

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<v Speaker 2>Your out has completely changed. And I wonder if everything

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<v Speaker 2>I wonder if I'm going to be I wonder if

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<v Speaker 2>everything will just be okay.

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<v Speaker 3>I why have they weird?

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<v Speaker 2>But I love you guys. We're having a baby.

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<v Speaker 3>We're having a baby.