Speaker 1: Wind Down with Janet Raymer and I'm Heart Radio Podcast.
Speaker 2: So why do I always laugh? I get uncomfortable. That's
Speaker 2: like the I laugh when I'm uncomfortable. Same like it's
Speaker 2: even when I'm I probably have laughed one time when
Speaker 2: we fought her.
Speaker 3: I can think of a very specific time.
Speaker 2: So I just get so uncomfortable.
Speaker 3: I do the same.
Speaker 2: Oh man, why are.
Speaker 3: You so uncomfortable right now?
Speaker 2: Well, because we have to break another announcement, another announcement,
Speaker 2: another announcement. So I sold the house.
Speaker 3: Yeah, yeah, thank god.
Speaker 2: Yes, I thank god. Your husband is about to get
Speaker 2: nick is my obviously her her husband, and what's excess
Speaker 2: and her husband is my realtor and it's sold. It's
Speaker 2: so stressful, by the way, Well, the market's so interesting, yeah,
Speaker 2: so interesting right now. And from watching Selling Sunset, I've
Speaker 2: just been you know, like because they've been talking about
Speaker 2: the market.
Speaker 3: Oh, I love Selling Sunset.
Speaker 2: Have you watched it all? Yeah, it's an off air.
Speaker 2: I have to tell you a funny conversation that I
Speaker 2: had with one of the cast mates texted me. But
Speaker 2: sorry that was rude to you guys. But yeah, so
Speaker 2: because it's like it's just wild right now. It is
Speaker 2: some things are selling, some things aren't. I'm not really
Speaker 2: worried about like because I know interest rates will always
Speaker 2: they're always up and down.
Speaker 1: But I'm stressing about interest rates and it's like, don't
Speaker 1: stress so much about that, and just like do do
Speaker 1: world Also, we get so used to the being so low.
Speaker 1: Those were not it was like down to like what
Speaker 1: three yeah, yeah, or even less, which is not what
Speaker 1: it's you know, traditionally been so right.
Speaker 2: But yeah, so that piece, I'm like what I was
Speaker 2: getting worried about. I was like, I can't afford two mortgages,
Speaker 2: and then he wants to make the worst was we
Speaker 2: were doing like this walk through at the new house
Speaker 2: and the builder was like good news. He's like, I know,
Speaker 2: I told you October November. He's like it's looking like August,
Speaker 2: and Nick goes fu.
Speaker 3: He didn't come home and he was like, damn, builder
Speaker 3: told her August.
Speaker 2: And so now that I'm like a big Ted Lasso fan,
Speaker 2: I just my Ry Kenton impersonation. You have to watch it.
Speaker 2: I need you to watch it. It's going to be
Speaker 2: over so sad. But yeah, he was just like fuck
Speaker 2: so yeah. So but so I got a little worried,
Speaker 2: and I know we priced it high, but at the time,
Speaker 2: like things were just like time at the time, Yeah,
Speaker 2: we had just missed that window though when we priced
Speaker 2: your high and no.
Speaker 3: One really knew what was going to necessarily happen.
Speaker 2: Yeah, like someone in my neighborhood, oh did it, Like
Speaker 2: they're right at the right time. And there's was like
Speaker 2: sold for more than what my house sold for now
Speaker 2: and it's like there's this less square footage like not.
Speaker 2: But I was like, but I'm like, you know, at
Speaker 2: that time, I didn't know I was building a new house, right,
Speaker 2: So but anyways, yes, the household we've been it's been
Speaker 2: crazy because I thought I've had I would have a
Speaker 2: lot of time to get out of the house, right.
Speaker 2: So like the new people coming in are just a
Speaker 2: wonderful couple, Like they're so sweet and they're like, yeah,
Speaker 2: like stay free rent for the month of June, like
Speaker 2: just stay take your time.
Speaker 3: We know you're a MoMA.
Speaker 2: Too, And I was like cool, cool, thank you. And
Speaker 2: then breaking news, I booked a movie yay, and so
Speaker 2: I have to leave when does this there? Oh I'm
Speaker 2: leaving today.
Speaker 3: I'm leaving today.
Speaker 2: So I'm leaving today. To go shoot a movie and
Speaker 2: so yeah, yeah, so I you know, obviously the rewind
Speaker 2: a week where I'm at present time, present day. I
Speaker 2: have to pack the entire house and you know me,
Speaker 2: like I'm like with my money. So I'm like, I'm
Speaker 2: gonna pack it. I won't hire because I had someone
Speaker 2: come over. I was like, whoo stickers, sticker shock, I'll
Speaker 2: pack it. Never mind. So like, so I've been doing
Speaker 2: like that and it's been like kind of stressful but
Speaker 2: also like so great because here's the deal. I went
Speaker 2: to therapy last week and remember in the beginning of
Speaker 2: the year, I don't think I spoke about it on
Speaker 2: the podcast, but I was like I was depressed because
Speaker 2: everything was like a bubble above like I couldn't touch it.
Speaker 2: I'm like, Amy, i feel like there's this, and there's
Speaker 2: you know, maybe this movie and like maybe this and
Speaker 2: like I don't know, and like the house and like
Speaker 2: all these like things and I'm like I can't pop it.
Speaker 2: I can't. It won't come down, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Like I'm like and I just feel like I'm stuck.
Speaker 2: And this is like the worst beginning of the new year.
Speaker 2: Like I'm happy, very happy in a relationship that's great,
Speaker 2: kids are healthy, but I'm like, work wise, just stress
Speaker 2: wise with the house, I'm just like I don't understand,
Speaker 2: like nothing's moving. She's like, well, let me talk about
Speaker 2: seasons and everyone has like different seasons and all those things.
Speaker 2: This season has been breaking news.
Speaker 3: This is your.
Speaker 2: Season, Like all of a sudden, it was like ture
Speaker 2: your season. And that's but that has like helped me
Speaker 2: go Okay, truly, it's just like you're never I'm never
Speaker 2: not gonna work again. Yeah, I'm never the house was
Speaker 2: never not going to sell, but it was truly like
Speaker 2: it's never gonna I'm never working again. And I got
Speaker 2: into this really I was depressed. Yeah, like just like no,
Speaker 2: it's not gonna work. I'm just well, maybe.
Speaker 1: That'll help in the next season when it does slow down.
Speaker 2: Again, so remind me, Yeah, we'll come back.
Speaker 3: To this podcast.
Speaker 2: Yeah, because but I think it's like a good reminder
Speaker 2: that like you're not going to be stuck in that
Speaker 2: season forever, right because but I truly but when you're
Speaker 2: in that season, you think you're stuck in that forever. Yeah,
Speaker 2: Like this is just what it's going to be.
Speaker 3: Like, and especially with your career. I mean, it's just definitely.
Speaker 1: Lends itself to that situation and it goes it's you know,
Speaker 1: at ebbs and flows, it's like, we're not very busy,
Speaker 1: We're not very busy, We're not very busy to holy crap,
Speaker 1: now we have so.
Speaker 2: Much now in a week and the household and I'm
Speaker 2: booking a movie and I'm going to be gone for
Speaker 2: a month and now I'm okay, the kids crap.
Speaker 3: Well, you know what I mean.
Speaker 2: Like it's like all the moving pieces were like and
Speaker 2: I thrive in that. Yeah, I don't thrive in the
Speaker 2: seasons of like, yeah, what's going to happen? Right, But
Speaker 2: it's a good teaching moment. Yeah.
Speaker 1: I do think God teaches you in those moments for sure,
Speaker 1: to sit, not try to control, being patient, all the things.
Speaker 2: Yeah, So we did a whole thing in therapy about
Speaker 2: just kind of remembering that in that moment when it
Speaker 2: is a bad season. She's like, I'm keeping this letter
Speaker 2: when you're in back in the season that we were
Speaker 2: depressed and whatever for you to read to know that
Speaker 2: like it's not the end, but yes, yeah, because you
Speaker 2: just don't know. I'm like, I don't know. I don't
Speaker 2: know that, wow, Stephen, Like I don't. Yes. So for
Speaker 2: the people that are in the season right now where
Speaker 2: things are slow and you don't know when something's coming,
Speaker 2: like you're going to be okay, your season is going
Speaker 2: to come. Yeah, So we've announced engagement.
Speaker 1: Any like progress like a planning a wedding or like
Speaker 1: any of the.
Speaker 2: Things, well you know, well they don't.
Speaker 3: I mean no, I am curious.
Speaker 1: Well, y'all could have talked about way more. I mean
Speaker 1: I'm just curious, like, are y'all starting to like it.
Speaker 2: Will be that date next year?
Speaker 3: Yeah?
Speaker 2: Later later next year. We're just still working on the where.
Speaker 1: I cannot tell you how many emails I've gotten from
Speaker 1: people like like about wedding stuff already, just random. Really,
Speaker 1: I'm just kind of stashing them a minute because I
Speaker 1: think they think that you're like planning it like right now.
Speaker 2: You know, well, given my history, that would be a
Speaker 2: very just wise observation. Yes, but no, we're going to
Speaker 2: wait until next like later next year. How sold. We're
Speaker 2: going to be in a rental for a month of
Speaker 2: July and August and then write like a few miles
Speaker 2: down the road from you. It's gonna be fun.
Speaker 3: Friday working summers of you.
Speaker 2: We yeah boo. Book in a movie, which I'm so
Speaker 2: excited about. It is the coolest script ever. It's so fun.
Speaker 2: I'm gonna be riding horses and I can't tell you
Speaker 2: where Arizona like it's gonna be.
Speaker 3: I wish I could come out there. I love it.
Speaker 2: Needy movies, you wouldn't be able to find it exactly.
Speaker 1: I'm not coming to them nowhere here so sorry nowhere.
Speaker 3: I wish I could.
Speaker 2: It would be so fun in the first week as heck, yep,
Speaker 2: it's gonna be great. But god, this is like where
Speaker 2: I get like pitted in my stomach, pitted.
Speaker 3: I know.
Speaker 2: I'm the worst with analogies. There is also something else
Speaker 2: that I have to tell you, guys, So how many
Speaker 2: people you think, like, because did you see when I
Speaker 2: teased out like we have another announcement coming? What what
Speaker 2: did they say?
Speaker 1: They said it was like half and half with Book
Speaker 1: and being pregnant.
Speaker 2: So there is going to be another A wine down baby.
Speaker 2: This makes me.
Speaker 3: God, I can breathe look at that.
Speaker 2: Bumping. So yeah, I am I am, I am, I am?
Speaker 2: I am pregnant about how pregnant? When this airs fifteen weeks, wow,
Speaker 2: which I would have liked to have kept a little bit.
Speaker 2: I would have I would have liked to have not
Speaker 2: shared as early. I know they say, like it's okay
Speaker 2: to share when you're twelve or whatever, but fifteen it's
Speaker 2: been really hard to hide. Yeah, this pregnancy obviously third baby.
Speaker 2: I mean at twelve weeks, I was like, oh I
Speaker 2: got a bomp. Oh.
Speaker 3: People have definitely been picking up on it.
Speaker 2: Yeah, and they're like obviously, I mean there's you know,
Speaker 2: the people that's online or whatever, some of the things
Speaker 2: that you've sent me to and they've sent me as well,
Speaker 2: they're like, are are you pregnant? Like you haven't shown
Speaker 2: that you're wearing a sweater and it's eighty degrees out,
Speaker 2: you're wearing really flowy dresses. You usually show your body.
Speaker 3: Off, wear the workout in the mirror or selfies.
Speaker 2: I know, I was like, well that shot me in
Speaker 2: the damn foot those workout mirror selfies.
Speaker 4: Yep.
Speaker 2: Because the other day I was like I tried to
Speaker 2: within the book announces been coming. I'm like, I got
Speaker 2: to post a photo that doesn't show a bump, so
Speaker 2: to maybe like get them off the like pregnancy idea, right, right,
Speaker 2: But then someone's like, oh, you're totally pregnant. You never
Speaker 2: take a picture with your like workout t shirt on.
Speaker 2: I was like sports Bro sports Bru. So I was
Speaker 2: just like, all right, Catherine, we gotta.
Speaker 3: Like these people know you. That's all I know.
Speaker 2: Well, and it's funny too because I'm like trying to
Speaker 2: like film things and I'm like, oh my god, okay,
Speaker 2: the bump. So I'm like, you know, putting my phone
Speaker 2: higher and so. And I've also been so sick too,
Speaker 2: so I've been like puking so the like the from
Speaker 2: five weeks to like twelve, I'm I'm still puking a
Speaker 2: little bit. But I was just miserable on my stories
Speaker 2: and I was super like absent and gone on my stories.
Speaker 2: So yeah, that's why I'm like, are you feeling better now?
Speaker 2: So I puked the other day? M Yeah, but I
Speaker 2: only puke like once a day now, like in the mornings.
Speaker 3: Oh so that's not good. Yeah.
Speaker 2: Uh but yeah, it's been a shock. It was a shock.
Speaker 2: I didn't think I could get pregnant.
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, I know you didn't.
Speaker 2: I And I told people, like when I dated people
Speaker 2: that I wouldn't have a baby.
Speaker 3: I know.
Speaker 1: I feel like, yeah, just conversations so many times, would
Speaker 1: you have a baby with and You're like no, and
Speaker 1: I was like, yeah you will.
Speaker 2: Oh I know he was a run persons. I was like,
Speaker 2: you're like would you I'm like no, yeah, and You're
Speaker 2: like you did.
Speaker 3: I knew why new new, knew new. I don't know.
Speaker 1: I just feel like when I think in general, and
Speaker 1: not just necessarily you, I think a lot of women
Speaker 1: once they've gotten divorced and they find someone else they love,
Speaker 1: they want to have a child with that person. And
Speaker 1: also like a lot of your pregnancies and births and
Speaker 1: stuff were a little tainted. So I feel like you
Speaker 1: kind of wanted to do over a little bit, whether
Speaker 1: you knew it or not.
Speaker 3: Right, and not in a bad way. I don't mean
Speaker 3: that in like a negative.
Speaker 2: Way, no, but they were yeah. Yeah. It's like I mean,
Speaker 2: if you read the whatever first Fight, first book, Good
Speaker 2: Fight or whatever, it was like, you know, I found
Speaker 2: out something and then I found out, but I was like, oh,
Speaker 2: like nothing was enjoyable, Like yeah, when I was pregnant, Jolie,
Speaker 2: he was you know, and so it's like, yeah, you're right,
Speaker 2: like everything was.
Speaker 1: Yeah, so you deserve to have a happy pregnancy.
Speaker 2: That would be yeah, yeah, but no, I just I
Speaker 2: didn't think, I mean with all the miscarriages. And then
Speaker 2: so when he had asked me, he's like, would you
Speaker 2: want to have another baby? He's the first person that
Speaker 2: I was like with you, yeah, I would, but and
Speaker 2: then I remember, you know, being upset, going like I
Speaker 2: just don't think I could, like and I don't like
Speaker 2: if you really want one, I might not be like
Speaker 2: your girl, because I don't know if I can physically
Speaker 2: carry a baby again, I don't know. Yeah, And so
Speaker 2: he's like, no, no, he's like, he's like I don't.
Speaker 2: He's like, I've got, you know, my son and then
Speaker 2: my stepdaughter. He's like, but you know, it's like it
Speaker 2: would be so beautiful to have something together. And I'm like,
Speaker 2: I agree with you, I would. I would love that.
Speaker 2: But if it's something like again, like you're really wanting it,
Speaker 2: like I don't think. I'm like, I don't want you
Speaker 2: to be like, oh, well I should have been with
Speaker 2: someone else or whatever, because I like, as a woman
Speaker 2: that has had like a bunch of miscarriages, I feel
Speaker 2: broken and I don't you don't feel like in a
Speaker 2: way it's a weird to say this, like, yes, I
Speaker 2: know I'm a woman, but like when you miscarry that
Speaker 2: many times you're like, am I I can't even carry
Speaker 2: a baby, right, So I'm like, I don't want to
Speaker 2: relive that again. Feeling that way that was awful, So
Speaker 2: like when we had talked about it, because we had
Speaker 2: a pretty like in depth conversation about it in the
Speaker 2: new year, because I'm like, look, I'm gonna be forty
Speaker 2: in December, and you know, I don't know if I go.
Speaker 2: I don't know if I could possibly go through another
Speaker 2: miscarriage emotionally, if I could handle that. So I don't
Speaker 2: know if I want to because of that reason. And
Speaker 2: then the other side of it was we could sarrogate
Speaker 2: and we could do IVF, because right I did IVF
Speaker 2: with the two kids. Obviously I lost those ones, but
Speaker 2: then got pregnant naturally from I think being on the
Speaker 2: IVF medicine. But I said we could do IVF and
Speaker 2: saragate it. But then it's like I miss out, like
Speaker 2: what you said on like having that like enjoying that
Speaker 2: pregnancy with someone that I know is being faithful and
Speaker 2: like loves me and like going like experiencing that and
Speaker 2: to have that like moment that I've always like the
Speaker 2: way that it should have always been. So I fought
Speaker 2: with myself. I'mlike that, I'm like, I don't know what
Speaker 2: to do, and so this is the wildest thing is
Speaker 2: I kind of as a woman, I'm like counting. I'm like,
Speaker 2: all right, I don't. I also know I don't want
Speaker 2: to be like in my forties personally trying. I'm like,
Speaker 2: I have two beautiful, healthy children, and like I don't
Speaker 2: need to have another one. I would love to have
Speaker 2: something that we created together that would be so beautiful,
Speaker 2: so silver lining, so like the the you know, the
Speaker 2: the glue to the you know, the blended family, Like
Speaker 2: I would love that. But I also like, you know,
Speaker 2: I kind of want to when I'm in my forties,
Speaker 2: like I want to travel and enjoy and like my
Speaker 2: kids are getting older and like it's getting easier. So
Speaker 2: I go, if we try this month, it'll be before
Speaker 2: my fortieth birthday and then maybe it's just a god
Speaker 2: thing and then after that, let's just see. But in
Speaker 2: my mind, I'm like it's a one and done. Oh really,
Speaker 2: in my mind, that's why I try one month, try
Speaker 2: one month, and just be like, hands up. If it's
Speaker 2: meant to be, it's gonna happen. If not, I don't
Speaker 2: want to do that. The trying and then losing and
Speaker 2: then like the aid, I'm just like, I don't you know.
Speaker 2: If it's meant to be, it's gonna happen.
Speaker 3: Yeah, And here we are, and here we are. I
Speaker 3: guess I was mental.
Speaker 2: So yeah, I was shocked, but it was also like
Speaker 2: freaky because I bled so bad, so I was like bleaming,
Speaker 2: like gushing blood, and I'm like, all right, here we go.
Speaker 2: I'm misscaring. Here we go, like and I'm bawling my
Speaker 2: eyes out and he's you know, he's he's seeing you know.
Speaker 2: It was like I couldn't make it to the toilet,
Speaker 2: so he's like seeing I'm just like bawling. I'm like
Speaker 2: I told you, like I couldn't do this, like and
Speaker 2: it was awful. And so I called my doctor and
Speaker 2: we you know, rushed to the doctor's office and they're like,
Speaker 2: baby's still there, but she got a big hemorrhage. So
Speaker 2: she's like and then I was freaking out. And then
Speaker 2: so then every like two days for like four weeks,
Speaker 2: we went back because I kept bleeding and it's so
Speaker 2: not natural for like, it doesn't it's not nice to
Speaker 2: like look down and so that's like the worst nightmare
Speaker 2: when you've like miscarried before or and pregnant. So we
Speaker 2: went like yeah, he went every time and showed up
Speaker 2: and the baby was still fine. And then we have
Speaker 2: another check cup right before the movie. But yeah, I
Speaker 2: mean we had the baby had to get bigger than
Speaker 2: the hemorrhage. And the doctor was kind of like, it's
Speaker 2: fifty to fifty you'll miscarry, you won't, or you won't,
Speaker 2: and like what he heard is it's fine. Yeah. So
Speaker 2: like we're driving home and I'm bawling my eyes out,
Speaker 2: thinking I'm going to miscarry, right, and he's like, you're
Speaker 2: gonna be fine, and go, that's not what she said.
Speaker 2: She said, it's fifty to fifty I miscarry or I Like,
Speaker 2: I was like I'm gonna like I just like I'm
Speaker 2: gonna lose it. And then and then at that point
Speaker 2: I was like I wanted it so like I was
Speaker 2: like because then I was just so I saw the
Speaker 2: little gummy, little gummy baby, you know, and I was
Speaker 2: just like and oh, so yeah, but then you know,
Speaker 2: she's like, let's just keep monitoring and make sure she
Speaker 2: Once it gets bigger than the hemorrhage, you should be good.
Speaker 2: Then we'll talk about the third trimester later. I mean,
Speaker 2: so she's like, let's just get there. Yeah, and then
Speaker 2: it got bigger than the you know, I took the
Speaker 2: progesterone and you know, protected the lining as much as
Speaker 2: I could. And yeah, so now it's smaller. The hymodge
Speaker 2: is smaller than the baby.
Speaker 1: So I love his positive I know he's so positive,
Speaker 1: but he's literally heard only it's fine.
Speaker 2: I'm like, she didn't say it's fine. She's ad fifty
Speaker 2: to fifty and I've like, you haven't like been through
Speaker 2: this piece of you know, so like we weren't like fighting,
Speaker 2: but you know what I mean, it was just like
Speaker 2: a very like yeah, he was so sweet to be
Speaker 2: in the positive stance when I'm just like, it's gonna
Speaker 2: go it's gonna go away.
Speaker 3: You needed that.
Speaker 1: I know that was probably hard, like in a sense
Speaker 1: like you did not hear what she's that. But at
Speaker 1: the same time, it's like if y'all were both.
Speaker 3: Like, oh my god, we're gonna lose this baby, Like yeah,
Speaker 3: that wouldn't have been good for anybody.
Speaker 2: No, and he has been like I can and not
Speaker 2: tell you how incredible this man is. Like he I
Speaker 2: have not been able to now I am like built
Speaker 2: in the last like week, but like when I'm talking,
Speaker 2: I haven't done a thing around the house. And for
Speaker 2: like five straight weeks I laid in bed while he
Speaker 2: cooked and cleaned, did laundry, like I mean all of it.
Speaker 2: Like would you know take Jase to school? Like he
Speaker 2: would do drop offs to you know, him and Mike
Speaker 2: would coordinate with like soccer and like drop offs there
Speaker 2: because I'm like I was so sick. Yeah, I mean
Speaker 2: anything I wanted food wise, I mean what you know,
Speaker 2: his sweetest thing happened. Oh my god, I wanted to
Speaker 2: kill him, but it was so sweet. So he's like
Speaker 2: it's been so hard for him to see me like
Speaker 2: just eat like bagels and cream cheese. So like one
Speaker 2: night and this is when I was like still really
Speaker 2: sick and nauseous, he made me salmon and I was like,
Speaker 2: don't you ever make me salmon?
Speaker 3: It was disco.
Speaker 2: I was just like, please remove this from my site immediately.
Speaker 4: It was so like sweet, like you need protein, And
Speaker 4: I was like get it wayed, so like we went
Speaker 4: to the doctors like that next week he's like should
Speaker 4: it is it the baby?
Speaker 3: Okay?
Speaker 2: That it's only getting cream, cheese and bagels, and like
Speaker 2: doctor Norman, you know, is obviously like you know right
Speaker 2: now it's fine, like she will eat more food. And
Speaker 2: I was like, thank you. So this salmon he tried
Speaker 2: to place.
Speaker 3: In front of me the smell alone.
Speaker 2: But it was just like he's been so incredible, like
Speaker 2: it's been just like so sweet and the kids like
Speaker 2: how we told the kids like well, actually, you know,
Speaker 2: I'm going to save that and we'll tell it in
Speaker 2: another episode, but they are so excited. Every day. Jolie's like,
Speaker 2: hi baby, I'm like, you know, it is like always
Speaker 2: like up on, I mean every day, like she's just
Speaker 2: already like so excited. Jace's too, like he'll say, like
Speaker 2: the first thing he said was can you open it?
Speaker 3: Can you?
Speaker 2: But the way we told well, the way I told
Speaker 2: Jolie and then was just really really really special and
Speaker 2: it was really cool because she has every time Alan
Speaker 2: and I kiss, she's like you're getting married and having
Speaker 2: a baby, and I'm like would you want that? Babe?
Speaker 2: Like is that something would you really want like a
Speaker 2: little brother, little sister And she was just like yeah,
Speaker 2: like you know, I want to I want to be
Speaker 2: a big sister. I was like, well you are already
Speaker 2: like to Jason, but like mommy like a baby like
Speaker 2: in her belly, like is that really what you want?
Speaker 2: And she was like yeah. I was like, okay, right
Speaker 2: about it. You never know, so yeah, I was really sweet.
Speaker 2: So we're really excited and yeah, now I don't have
Speaker 2: to hide it anymore.
Speaker 3: So oh my gosh.
Speaker 2: Wind down, We're having another baby. I got so Kristen too,
Speaker 2: you know.
Speaker 3: So close, so oh I'm done.
Speaker 2: But I just yes, the belly. I don't you know
Speaker 2: what you guys are always giving me a hard time
Speaker 2: my booze being out, and now you're gonna give me
Speaker 2: a hard time because my belly's gonna be out and
Speaker 2: I'm gonna show it off like Rihanna. You should because
Speaker 2: it's my fucking time. I can guarantee you.
Speaker 3: That enjoy it. Yeah, no more hiding.
Speaker 2: No, but yeah, I'm just I know how grateful. And
Speaker 2: I know KB said this a lot too. Me used
Speaker 2: to go on wind down like I I'm very aware
Speaker 2: how grateful that I am that I'm able to carry,
Speaker 2: and I pray that this baby stays healthy. And I again,
Speaker 2: I'm very aware that, like there's many women out there
Speaker 2: trying and it doesn't make sense when something's happened, and
Speaker 2: some things don't. But I just want to acknowledge that.
Speaker 2: I know it's like tough for other women that go
Speaker 2: through that, that want a baby and that are struggling.
Speaker 2: So I don't want to take that away from anybody.
Speaker 3: So sure, yeah, I'm really really excited. You're about to
Speaker 3: be really baby.
Speaker 2: I know the gender. We'll keep that one too, you know,
Speaker 2: I got to keep you guys cliffing, and so.
Speaker 3: Until next week, I have to tell that one when
Speaker 3: Kb's back.
Speaker 2: Oh for sure.
Speaker 3: Anything else, anything else, I don't know. Do we have
Speaker 3: any more announcements.
Speaker 2: Anything I don't think I can handle. I think, well
Speaker 2: that's what I'll say this and we can touch more
Speaker 2: on this. Like another episode is my last therapy appointment
Speaker 2: I had. I go, I just was like crying, and
Speaker 2: she was crying and she's like you've done. She's like,
Speaker 2: you've just like because I've been with her for three
Speaker 2: four years now and we're no longer than that four
Speaker 2: years and She's just like, I'm so happy that you
Speaker 2: get to experience happiness and joy, and I go and
Speaker 2: you know, just like USh just crying and and I go.
Speaker 2: It's really weird. Amy. I was like, I'm kind of waiting.
Speaker 2: I'm like, am I dying of something? It can't be
Speaker 2: all good, Like there has to be a reason. I'm like,
Speaker 2: as I just feel like I've been so blessed with
Speaker 2: Alan and my family and how things are with my
Speaker 2: ex and I and the book and the movie. And
Speaker 2: I was like, I have so many blessings right now
Speaker 2: in my life that like I must be I must
Speaker 2: have terminal cancer, like there must be something that's like
Speaker 2: like this isn't like that. I don't know how to
Speaker 2: just I don't know how to like receive, because so
Speaker 2: now my whole thing like is now. She's like, I
Speaker 2: need you to like just sit in gratefulness and receive.
Speaker 2: She's like, because you're so used to like some like
Speaker 2: something like finding something or something coming up or trauma
Speaker 2: where you're just like you can't stay on like sciety ground,
Speaker 2: like you're not used to like the receiving goodness. I'm like, nope, yep,
Speaker 2: So that's that's what's working on right now.
Speaker 3: I wonder what it's gonna be like.
Speaker 2: I know, for everything to just speak great and I
Speaker 2: tell you what, I use that so Maria and so
Speaker 2: and everything that I've said has not come to fruition.
Speaker 2: I wonder what it's going to be like when when
Speaker 2: I don't miss Carrie. I wonder what it's going to
Speaker 2: be like when I book that movie. I wonder what
Speaker 2: it's gonna be like with my house sells boom.
Speaker 1: Yeah, it's totally can change.
Speaker 2: Your out has completely changed. And I wonder if everything
Speaker 2: I wonder if I'm going to be I wonder if
Speaker 2: everything will just be okay.
Speaker 3: I why have they weird?
Speaker 2: But I love you guys. We're having a baby.
Speaker 3: We're having a baby.