1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:01,320 Speaker 1: Music Saved Me. 2 00:00:01,480 --> 00:00:07,440 Speaker 2: By focusing on music writing my form of meditation, I 3 00:00:07,600 --> 00:00:12,120 Speaker 2: became calmer and I retrained my mind because I feel 4 00:00:12,119 --> 00:00:15,600 Speaker 2: like there is all this noise, there's instant stories, there's 5 00:00:15,720 --> 00:00:19,240 Speaker 2: constant there's constant noise in the world, and when you 6 00:00:19,280 --> 00:00:23,840 Speaker 2: come back to music, writing, reading, creative process, whatever that 7 00:00:23,920 --> 00:00:25,880 Speaker 2: means to you, you feel a. 8 00:00:25,880 --> 00:00:29,120 Speaker 3: Sense of purpose and stability and happiness. 9 00:00:29,200 --> 00:00:32,440 Speaker 1: I'm Lenn Hoffman, and welcome to the Music Saved Me Podcast, 10 00:00:32,560 --> 00:00:35,440 Speaker 1: the podcast where we dig deep into the healing power 11 00:00:35,520 --> 00:00:39,200 Speaker 1: of music with musicians who all have their own unique 12 00:00:39,240 --> 00:00:42,280 Speaker 1: story to tell. Our guest today is the singer and 13 00:00:42,400 --> 00:00:47,080 Speaker 1: songwriter who truly knows the healing forces of music. Antonette 14 00:00:47,159 --> 00:00:50,319 Speaker 1: Costa is a singer and songwriter whose style ranges from 15 00:00:50,479 --> 00:00:54,120 Speaker 1: jazz to soul, to classical and even hip hop. She 16 00:00:54,200 --> 00:00:58,240 Speaker 1: has new music out called Pitpopatter and recently revealed that 17 00:00:58,320 --> 00:01:01,080 Speaker 1: she's facing her own health chare challenges, and we are 18 00:01:01,160 --> 00:01:04,360 Speaker 1: so fortunate that she actually wanted to share her story 19 00:01:04,959 --> 00:01:08,840 Speaker 1: on our show today, and the story of immersion. I'm sorry, 20 00:01:09,200 --> 00:01:12,240 Speaker 1: emotional and physical recovery. Let me give you that line again. 21 00:01:13,760 --> 00:01:16,800 Speaker 1: She has new music out called Pitt Pattern and recently 22 00:01:16,840 --> 00:01:19,560 Speaker 1: revealed that she's facing her own health challenges, and we're 23 00:01:19,600 --> 00:01:21,880 Speaker 1: so fortunate that she wanted to share her story of 24 00:01:21,920 --> 00:01:26,839 Speaker 1: emotional and physical recovery along with the healing power of music. Antonette, 25 00:01:26,880 --> 00:01:29,400 Speaker 1: Welcome to Music Save Me. It's great to have you here, 26 00:01:29,440 --> 00:01:30,640 Speaker 1: and thanks for wanting to be here. 27 00:01:31,080 --> 00:01:32,120 Speaker 3: It's great to be here. 28 00:01:32,280 --> 00:01:35,040 Speaker 2: Lynn, thank you for that kind intro, and to Buzz 29 00:01:35,080 --> 00:01:37,880 Speaker 2: as well for having me on the podcast. I love 30 00:01:38,000 --> 00:01:42,560 Speaker 2: the episodes and your guests and the topics that you 31 00:01:42,720 --> 00:01:43,920 Speaker 2: really address on it. 32 00:01:44,440 --> 00:01:48,280 Speaker 1: Thank you so much. Well, let's dive right in, and 33 00:01:48,360 --> 00:01:52,080 Speaker 1: first let me ask you what were your first experiences 34 00:01:52,120 --> 00:01:55,760 Speaker 1: that connected you so deeply to music and how did 35 00:01:55,800 --> 00:01:58,080 Speaker 1: you know that it would would be your life's calling. 36 00:01:58,400 --> 00:02:01,680 Speaker 1: That's kind of two questions, no great questions. 37 00:02:02,160 --> 00:02:07,080 Speaker 2: As a small child, I started writing music naturally so 38 00:02:08,639 --> 00:02:12,200 Speaker 2: my dad could play guitar and sing and love doo wop, 39 00:02:12,440 --> 00:02:13,840 Speaker 2: so I would harmonize with. 40 00:02:13,840 --> 00:02:14,519 Speaker 3: Him on the guitar. 41 00:02:14,639 --> 00:02:18,720 Speaker 2: It was my first introduction to it, and I started 42 00:02:18,960 --> 00:02:24,440 Speaker 2: writing my own musicals early age, At around five years old. 43 00:02:24,480 --> 00:02:27,520 Speaker 2: I'd use the fireplace as my stage and would start 44 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:28,919 Speaker 2: making up plots. 45 00:02:29,200 --> 00:02:30,600 Speaker 3: So very natural songwriter. 46 00:02:31,240 --> 00:02:34,200 Speaker 1: Wow, at five you're writing plays. 47 00:02:35,440 --> 00:02:39,760 Speaker 2: And it's funny because my brother's daughter, so my niece, 48 00:02:40,080 --> 00:02:42,560 Speaker 2: she's doing the same thing a little bit earlier than me. 49 00:02:42,720 --> 00:02:45,440 Speaker 2: She's three and a half and she came to my 50 00:02:45,560 --> 00:02:49,079 Speaker 2: performance at the Kimmel Center this past week and she 51 00:02:49,639 --> 00:02:52,280 Speaker 2: has it in her So maybe it's a little bit genetics. 52 00:02:52,720 --> 00:02:56,280 Speaker 1: Oh yes, there's a lot of that. Definitely. Can you 53 00:02:56,360 --> 00:02:59,320 Speaker 1: share I kind of pinted about it a little bit upfront, 54 00:02:59,360 --> 00:03:02,079 Speaker 1: but would you to share the recent challenges you've had 55 00:03:02,120 --> 00:03:05,600 Speaker 1: health wise and why you decided to be so open 56 00:03:05,919 --> 00:03:09,680 Speaker 1: and extremely transparent about it with your music? That's not easy, 57 00:03:10,520 --> 00:03:11,000 Speaker 1: of course. 58 00:03:11,680 --> 00:03:15,560 Speaker 2: I had a brain tumor and was sick for about 59 00:03:15,600 --> 00:03:21,200 Speaker 2: three years, and during that process I was on medication 60 00:03:21,440 --> 00:03:25,840 Speaker 2: for over a year and eventually needed surgery. During that time, 61 00:03:26,360 --> 00:03:31,240 Speaker 2: music was my therapy. It was my hope. And my 62 00:03:31,360 --> 00:03:33,240 Speaker 2: mom gave me the idea when I was at my 63 00:03:33,320 --> 00:03:37,800 Speaker 2: worst point before surgery. She knows I love the process 64 00:03:37,800 --> 00:03:40,760 Speaker 2: of writing, so to get my head in a better spot, 65 00:03:40,920 --> 00:03:43,280 Speaker 2: she said, why don't you if you can sing after 66 00:03:43,520 --> 00:03:46,520 Speaker 2: this surgery, why don't you record an album? And that 67 00:03:46,680 --> 00:03:49,080 Speaker 2: was enough to just get me in a good place, 68 00:03:49,320 --> 00:03:52,920 Speaker 2: and I started writing down the songs that I wanted 69 00:03:52,960 --> 00:03:57,680 Speaker 2: to be on the album visualizing it, and after the surgery, 70 00:03:57,880 --> 00:04:01,280 Speaker 2: after six months, when I could sing again, I recorded 71 00:04:01,320 --> 00:04:02,640 Speaker 2: an album in eleven days. 72 00:04:03,880 --> 00:04:09,920 Speaker 1: Wow. So visualization you mentioned that word. That's a powerful word, 73 00:04:10,240 --> 00:04:14,440 Speaker 1: almost as powerful as music and the vibration. A lot 74 00:04:14,440 --> 00:04:18,240 Speaker 1: of people don't realize that, but when you visualize things, 75 00:04:18,440 --> 00:04:19,320 Speaker 1: you make them happen. 76 00:04:20,040 --> 00:04:22,840 Speaker 3: It's so true. Even with performances. 77 00:04:24,160 --> 00:04:27,760 Speaker 2: I was a bit afraid to perform this past week 78 00:04:27,800 --> 00:04:31,160 Speaker 2: at Kimmel Center because the last time I performed was 79 00:04:31,200 --> 00:04:35,360 Speaker 2: in twenty nineteen, and my voice has changed a little 80 00:04:35,400 --> 00:04:39,159 Speaker 2: bit since I had the surgery and it's not as strong. 81 00:04:39,320 --> 00:04:41,160 Speaker 3: I haven't been exercising it. 82 00:04:41,560 --> 00:04:44,719 Speaker 2: So before I got on that stage, I thought about 83 00:04:45,040 --> 00:04:48,240 Speaker 2: every possible thing that could go wrong with the sound 84 00:04:48,320 --> 00:04:51,800 Speaker 2: system and how I would be calm, and that I 85 00:04:51,920 --> 00:04:54,840 Speaker 2: performed for so many years that I would handle it 86 00:04:55,480 --> 00:04:58,719 Speaker 2: as it would come up, and having fun with my musicians, 87 00:04:58,720 --> 00:05:01,880 Speaker 2: and how blessed I was to be performing with musicians 88 00:05:01,880 --> 00:05:03,000 Speaker 2: who played on the album. 89 00:05:03,360 --> 00:05:06,719 Speaker 3: So visualizing helped me stay in that zone. 90 00:05:07,440 --> 00:05:11,680 Speaker 1: That's amazing, And it really does go down exactly how 91 00:05:11,720 --> 00:05:13,000 Speaker 1: you saw that, doesn't it. 92 00:05:13,000 --> 00:05:14,839 Speaker 3: It's true, and we did have when you're. 93 00:05:14,720 --> 00:05:17,080 Speaker 1: In the middle of it, right and you're looking around. 94 00:05:17,080 --> 00:05:19,000 Speaker 1: You're like, I saw this, I saw all of this. 95 00:05:19,880 --> 00:05:22,320 Speaker 2: It's funny you said that because there was a little 96 00:05:22,360 --> 00:05:24,760 Speaker 2: bit of a sound mess up in the beginning, and 97 00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:27,640 Speaker 2: I didn't freak out because I'd already visualized it and 98 00:05:27,720 --> 00:05:31,280 Speaker 2: knew how so hilarious. 99 00:05:31,320 --> 00:05:35,000 Speaker 1: That I read that. Tracy Chapman was a big influence 100 00:05:35,040 --> 00:05:37,880 Speaker 1: on you early on. Who are some of the other 101 00:05:38,760 --> 00:05:42,839 Speaker 1: musicians or maybe particular songs that you listened to while 102 00:05:42,839 --> 00:05:46,400 Speaker 1: you were going through these challenging times in your life. 103 00:05:46,920 --> 00:05:51,000 Speaker 2: Fastcar is one of my favorite songs ever before the 104 00:05:51,080 --> 00:05:54,960 Speaker 2: recent resurgence of it, which I was happy that Tracy 105 00:05:55,240 --> 00:05:58,560 Speaker 2: was given the spotlight. And I think why it's so 106 00:05:58,760 --> 00:06:04,160 Speaker 2: powerful is you feel her story through her voice and 107 00:06:04,200 --> 00:06:06,920 Speaker 2: the lyrics, and that you know when she sings it. 108 00:06:07,200 --> 00:06:08,680 Speaker 2: That song came from the songwriter. 109 00:06:09,880 --> 00:06:13,400 Speaker 3: I love her. I grew up listening to a lot 110 00:06:13,400 --> 00:06:14,640 Speaker 3: of Dion de Mucci. 111 00:06:16,360 --> 00:06:21,320 Speaker 2: He's done some do wop, but I like his live performances, 112 00:06:21,360 --> 00:06:24,239 Speaker 2: and again, he's a songwriter. I tend to gravitate towards 113 00:06:24,320 --> 00:06:28,600 Speaker 2: songwriters in terms of voices. I've always loved Annita Baker 114 00:06:29,080 --> 00:06:34,719 Speaker 2: just this soul, rich, smooth, like an instrument. But I've 115 00:06:34,760 --> 00:06:37,680 Speaker 2: grasp pitated to just a lot of songs, and usually 116 00:06:37,720 --> 00:06:39,160 Speaker 2: ones that are sung by the songwriter. 117 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:44,280 Speaker 1: Well, I read that you said, writing a song I 118 00:06:44,320 --> 00:06:47,279 Speaker 1: love this is like bottling an emotion in its most 119 00:06:47,320 --> 00:06:51,400 Speaker 1: potent form. It's almost like you're bottling medicine, not only 120 00:06:51,400 --> 00:06:54,840 Speaker 1: for yourself but for others. Can you describe how it 121 00:06:54,880 --> 00:06:59,039 Speaker 1: feels when you've moved someone with your music and you've 122 00:06:59,080 --> 00:06:59,680 Speaker 1: witnessed this. 123 00:07:00,720 --> 00:07:02,400 Speaker 3: It's the most powerful feeling. 124 00:07:02,720 --> 00:07:07,400 Speaker 2: And I experienced that when I decided to open up 125 00:07:07,440 --> 00:07:10,040 Speaker 2: about what I had gone through with my health journey. 126 00:07:11,240 --> 00:07:13,680 Speaker 2: I usually don't like to say what I've written a 127 00:07:13,720 --> 00:07:18,080 Speaker 2: song about or the inspiration behind it, but pitt a 128 00:07:18,160 --> 00:07:22,440 Speaker 2: patter I started writing it in the MRI machine, about 129 00:07:22,520 --> 00:07:25,680 Speaker 2: the machine and the sounds. I wrote, you drown out 130 00:07:25,680 --> 00:07:28,880 Speaker 2: every good sound with that big, bad mouth, And People 131 00:07:29,160 --> 00:07:34,400 Speaker 2: magazine did an article about that songwriting process, and I 132 00:07:34,440 --> 00:07:37,600 Speaker 2: had a bunch of strangers writing on Instagram that they 133 00:07:37,600 --> 00:07:41,440 Speaker 2: had similar experiences in an MRI machine that they turned 134 00:07:41,440 --> 00:07:45,280 Speaker 2: to music and focusing on sounds and going to a 135 00:07:45,400 --> 00:07:50,640 Speaker 2: fantasy land. So it was an incredible feeling to connect 136 00:07:50,680 --> 00:07:53,520 Speaker 2: with people I've never met and they were touched by 137 00:07:53,560 --> 00:07:56,960 Speaker 2: that song and the story behind it. 138 00:07:57,280 --> 00:08:00,200 Speaker 1: It's pretty incredible that you were able to focus on 139 00:08:00,240 --> 00:08:03,840 Speaker 1: that while going through that. Do you believe that music 140 00:08:04,160 --> 00:08:09,720 Speaker 1: has this supernatural healing power that we can't quite figure 141 00:08:09,720 --> 00:08:11,840 Speaker 1: out what exactly it is, which is what we try 142 00:08:11,880 --> 00:08:14,360 Speaker 1: to do on the show every time, and there's so 143 00:08:14,400 --> 00:08:15,640 Speaker 1: many different you. 144 00:08:15,600 --> 00:08:20,440 Speaker 2: Know, absolutely, I think of music as the bridge to 145 00:08:20,480 --> 00:08:27,000 Speaker 2: the spiritual world or ethereal world, and that songwriting and 146 00:08:27,160 --> 00:08:32,280 Speaker 2: music is the most palpable form of storytelling. So for me, 147 00:08:32,600 --> 00:08:36,160 Speaker 2: it definitely saved me because I was at a point 148 00:08:36,160 --> 00:08:39,840 Speaker 2: in my life that I felt very hopeless, and once 149 00:08:39,920 --> 00:08:45,240 Speaker 2: I dived into the songwriting process and started collaborating with musicians, 150 00:08:45,400 --> 00:08:48,360 Speaker 2: it just lifted my spirit and I knew I'd get 151 00:08:48,400 --> 00:08:52,719 Speaker 2: through it. It was music that made me know I 152 00:08:52,760 --> 00:08:54,880 Speaker 2: was going to get out on the other side and 153 00:08:55,040 --> 00:09:00,199 Speaker 2: enjoy the process of releasing the art to the world, 154 00:09:00,400 --> 00:09:00,920 Speaker 2: even if. 155 00:09:00,760 --> 00:09:02,160 Speaker 3: That was one person who listened. 156 00:09:02,600 --> 00:09:06,400 Speaker 2: It was about finishing and completing the process so powerful. 157 00:09:06,720 --> 00:09:09,360 Speaker 1: Can you highlight a few of the songs that might 158 00:09:09,720 --> 00:09:12,080 Speaker 1: help if there was anyone in the audience listening right 159 00:09:12,080 --> 00:09:15,400 Speaker 1: now going through something similar to you. That let's start 160 00:09:15,400 --> 00:09:19,480 Speaker 1: with Crumbles. Oh so good Soldiers, Cry you. 161 00:09:21,000 --> 00:09:25,960 Speaker 3: Crumbles was very much you keep it on the right. 162 00:09:25,760 --> 00:09:29,720 Speaker 2: Song because I felt I felt that when I wrote 163 00:09:29,720 --> 00:09:34,000 Speaker 2: that song that you can never put all of your 164 00:09:34,080 --> 00:09:38,360 Speaker 2: hope in one person, and that you need to anchor 165 00:09:38,440 --> 00:09:44,079 Speaker 2: in something deeper. And for me, even taking music that 166 00:09:45,080 --> 00:09:47,600 Speaker 2: created a hope and gave me a sense of purpose, 167 00:09:48,040 --> 00:09:50,880 Speaker 2: and that comes from within. You can't ever have a 168 00:09:50,920 --> 00:09:54,040 Speaker 2: sense of happiness or worth outside of yourself or looking 169 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:57,280 Speaker 2: to other people. It needs to come from within, and 170 00:09:57,400 --> 00:10:00,080 Speaker 2: music helped me come back to that. 171 00:10:01,280 --> 00:10:05,040 Speaker 1: Well, if there was anyone going through a similar challenge 172 00:10:05,120 --> 00:10:09,200 Speaker 1: right now, musically or otherwise, what advice could you give 173 00:10:09,240 --> 00:10:11,760 Speaker 1: someone going through that. 174 00:10:12,840 --> 00:10:17,839 Speaker 2: To surround yourself with positive forces and people. My world 175 00:10:17,880 --> 00:10:20,480 Speaker 2: got very small, and I would be lying to say 176 00:10:20,480 --> 00:10:21,800 Speaker 2: I didn't feel a sense. 177 00:10:21,600 --> 00:10:22,800 Speaker 3: Of fomo for a bit. 178 00:10:23,640 --> 00:10:28,680 Speaker 2: But then as I trained my mind by focusing on 179 00:10:29,559 --> 00:10:35,120 Speaker 2: music writing my form of meditation, I became calmer and 180 00:10:35,200 --> 00:10:38,200 Speaker 2: I retrained my mind because I feel like there was 181 00:10:38,240 --> 00:10:43,120 Speaker 2: all this noise, there's instant stories, there's constant there's constant 182 00:10:43,120 --> 00:10:44,000 Speaker 2: noise in the world. 183 00:10:44,480 --> 00:10:45,680 Speaker 3: And when you come back. 184 00:10:45,480 --> 00:10:50,040 Speaker 2: To music, writing, reading, creative process, whatever, that means to 185 00:10:50,080 --> 00:10:52,199 Speaker 2: you you feel a sense. 186 00:10:52,080 --> 00:10:55,160 Speaker 3: Of purpose and stability and happiness. 187 00:10:55,679 --> 00:10:58,640 Speaker 1: Tell me about collaborating with other artists. I know you've 188 00:10:58,679 --> 00:11:01,080 Speaker 1: collaborated with quite a few that we know and maybe 189 00:11:01,080 --> 00:11:03,200 Speaker 1: we haven't heard of before. But is there a magic 190 00:11:03,280 --> 00:11:04,480 Speaker 1: there that helps? 191 00:11:04,840 --> 00:11:08,160 Speaker 3: There is definitely a magic and on this album pit 192 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:10,720 Speaker 3: a pattern. More so than about me, it was about 193 00:11:10,720 --> 00:11:11,679 Speaker 3: the team effort. 194 00:11:12,160 --> 00:11:15,880 Speaker 2: So there are incredible musicians that dropped so much to 195 00:11:15,920 --> 00:11:18,680 Speaker 2: be a part of it during the holidays. It was 196 00:11:18,720 --> 00:11:21,600 Speaker 2: in December that we recorded this ray Angry of the Roots, 197 00:11:21,679 --> 00:11:27,480 Speaker 2: James Poyser of the Roots, Spanky McCurdy, Karie Matteen, Steve McKee, 198 00:11:28,440 --> 00:11:30,040 Speaker 2: TK Wonder Dice Raw. 199 00:11:30,920 --> 00:11:32,719 Speaker 3: I'm mentioning these names. 200 00:11:32,360 --> 00:11:35,880 Speaker 2: Because everyone put the heart and soul into the album, 201 00:11:36,000 --> 00:11:38,120 Speaker 2: and it's not just about the vocalist. 202 00:11:38,240 --> 00:11:39,440 Speaker 3: It's about the team. 203 00:11:40,240 --> 00:11:45,280 Speaker 2: And that also motivated me to release it and finish 204 00:11:45,360 --> 00:11:48,199 Speaker 2: it because I wanted everyone's work to be heard. 205 00:11:48,720 --> 00:11:52,920 Speaker 1: And the musicians on call you also worked with them 206 00:11:53,440 --> 00:11:54,000 Speaker 1: as well. 207 00:11:54,120 --> 00:11:55,240 Speaker 3: I'm trying to right. 208 00:11:55,160 --> 00:11:59,960 Speaker 2: Now, Lynn, It's hilarious the timing of this because Sam Hollander, 209 00:12:00,559 --> 00:12:04,920 Speaker 2: who you interviewed, Yes, I'm an incredible songwriter, producer, he's 210 00:12:04,920 --> 00:12:08,880 Speaker 2: done it all in the industry. I heard that he 211 00:12:08,960 --> 00:12:11,120 Speaker 2: was going to be on the board and I wanted 212 00:12:11,160 --> 00:12:14,280 Speaker 2: to be involved after my health journey and realizing how 213 00:12:14,400 --> 00:12:17,960 Speaker 2: therapeutic music is, and I reached out to him and 214 00:12:17,960 --> 00:12:20,560 Speaker 2: were in talks and how I could be involved, and. 215 00:12:20,760 --> 00:12:22,400 Speaker 3: He's on this podcast. 216 00:12:22,679 --> 00:12:26,240 Speaker 2: So it's just this timing of everything falling into place 217 00:12:26,280 --> 00:12:29,240 Speaker 2: when you surrender to the music and that energy. 218 00:12:29,520 --> 00:12:33,080 Speaker 1: Yeah, when you just kind of let yourself be guided. 219 00:12:33,480 --> 00:12:35,880 Speaker 1: It's amazing the places that you can go. 220 00:12:36,480 --> 00:12:37,400 Speaker 2: And here you are. 221 00:12:38,280 --> 00:12:41,920 Speaker 3: And I remember watching the VH one and seeing you. 222 00:12:42,080 --> 00:12:44,600 Speaker 2: It's it's crazy to me because I would never think 223 00:12:44,640 --> 00:12:46,880 Speaker 2: one day i'd be I'd be in front. 224 00:12:46,640 --> 00:12:49,400 Speaker 3: Of you, Oh my looking interviewed by you. 225 00:12:49,559 --> 00:12:51,440 Speaker 1: Funny you should say that I was reading you were 226 00:12:51,520 --> 00:12:52,760 Speaker 1: you worked at MTV. 227 00:12:52,960 --> 00:12:55,360 Speaker 3: I did, I did, I would blog, I would blog. 228 00:12:55,400 --> 00:12:57,640 Speaker 2: That was my first internship through the whole to fifteen 229 00:12:57,720 --> 00:13:01,920 Speaker 2: fifteen Broadway. But I wish that I could speak like you, 230 00:13:01,920 --> 00:13:05,679 Speaker 2: because you have this calm, assertive voice. And I remember, 231 00:13:05,720 --> 00:13:08,200 Speaker 2: actually I had heard your voice before I saw your 232 00:13:08,600 --> 00:13:11,720 Speaker 2: your image, and I had been I like YouTube, looking 233 00:13:11,800 --> 00:13:15,040 Speaker 2: up old clips and it's just very surreal to be 234 00:13:15,120 --> 00:13:15,880 Speaker 2: interviewed by you. 235 00:13:16,880 --> 00:13:19,920 Speaker 1: Well, I'll tell you it's just equally as surreal for 236 00:13:19,960 --> 00:13:24,120 Speaker 1: you to say that to me, because I don't place 237 00:13:24,360 --> 00:13:26,400 Speaker 1: a lot of stock in myself in that aspect. It's 238 00:13:26,400 --> 00:13:28,640 Speaker 1: always like you're talking to somebody else next to me, 239 00:13:28,760 --> 00:13:33,600 Speaker 1: because when I guess maybe people are people, and I guess, 240 00:13:33,640 --> 00:13:36,320 Speaker 1: it gets me a little. As you can see, I 241 00:13:36,320 --> 00:13:37,400 Speaker 1: don't even know what to say. 242 00:13:38,400 --> 00:13:41,840 Speaker 2: We'll be on again because it's like Benjamin Button in 243 00:13:41,880 --> 00:13:45,720 Speaker 2: front of me, because you look younger then back then, 244 00:13:45,840 --> 00:13:49,920 Speaker 2: and your presence on screen and of course your voice. 245 00:13:49,920 --> 00:13:51,880 Speaker 2: I'm just very excited to be on here and that 246 00:13:51,920 --> 00:13:54,520 Speaker 2: you're still you're still doing what you love and you're 247 00:13:54,559 --> 00:13:55,560 Speaker 2: so great at well. 248 00:13:55,600 --> 00:13:58,960 Speaker 1: Thanks and Tonet Well just a beautiful woman, a beautiful 249 00:13:59,040 --> 00:14:03,560 Speaker 1: heart full of music, and I can't thank you enough 250 00:14:03,679 --> 00:14:06,480 Speaker 1: for coming on the show today and sharing some of 251 00:14:06,520 --> 00:14:10,880 Speaker 1: your story. Hopefully it's helped lift some up. Like you say, 252 00:14:11,040 --> 00:14:14,320 Speaker 1: just one is enough, Yes, one is enough, One's enough. 253 00:14:14,360 --> 00:14:17,640 Speaker 1: Antonette Costa, thank you for sharing your remarkable journey with 254 00:14:17,720 --> 00:14:20,280 Speaker 1: us and your story on music saved me. And keep 255 00:14:20,320 --> 00:14:22,840 Speaker 1: fighting a good fight and please keep in touch and 256 00:14:22,920 --> 00:14:25,040 Speaker 1: thanks for coming on the show. 257 00:14:25,280 --> 00:14:27,200 Speaker 3: Welyn thank you so much for having me as an honor,