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Speaker 2: Well, that's a different my Shila. I'm gonna tell him

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Speaker 2: she will always be my Shila. But y'all married when

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Speaker 2: I got a shotgun. In case this gets crazy, there's

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Speaker 1: You knew that you and bust to have similar spirit.

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Speaker 1: Has anybody ever told you that?

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Speaker 3: No, it's very It's like you're very big on the outside,

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Speaker 3: but very emotional in loving and the.

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Speaker 1: You just love aggressively because your energy is that.

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Speaker 2: Weve Leah love aggressively. That sounds so grown.

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Speaker 1: Has nobody ever said that's you know.

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Speaker 2: If a woman said that to me over our first lunch,

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Speaker 2: I'd be like, this is it? This is it? It

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Speaker 2: just happened. You do feel that, you feel that that

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Speaker 2: was so grown, that was so grown. It felt like

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Speaker 2: was it just it just it just happened. I was

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Speaker 2: just like, oh, ship, Angie, the possibilities are in this.

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Speaker 2: You know me, you feel seen, you feel seen, my soul.

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Speaker 2: I've been working so hard to cover this all up

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Speaker 2: and she just broke my ship down in two seconds.

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Speaker 4: And ladies and gentlemen, that is Tyrese real life. Tyrese

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Speaker 4: is our guest today. I love that you aren't here

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Speaker 4: your first time on the pod.

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Speaker 3: Yes, I was just explaining to you the pod is

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Speaker 1: The past, but this is just a little warm You know.

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Speaker 3: I value the experiences of our real life because I

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Speaker 2: And you said, oh no, I mean this is this

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Speaker 2: This is where I function from, This is where I

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Speaker 2: would rather be. You know, you know, I got I

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Speaker 2: the time, like, you know, just bring the energy up.

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Speaker 2: You know, everything doesn't have to be so deep and

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Speaker 2: Capricorn and me, I'm I'm I'm I wear my heart

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Speaker 2: You know, I deal with people taking their access for granted,

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Speaker 2: often all while still feeling very misunderstood. You know, really,

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Speaker 2: Oh god, this I felt like I understand me.

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Speaker 1: Well, what is the thing you think that people don't understand?

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Speaker 2: I mean, no two scenario is ever the same, you know,

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Speaker 2: like it'll be like, you know, did that really happen

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Speaker 1: Or is that real?

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Speaker 2: Yeah? Is that real?

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Speaker 1: You know, because because you're emotional, very yeah.

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Speaker 2: Right, but it's not I don't think anybody would schedule

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Speaker 2: a teer, you know, oh at three point thirty drop them.

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Speaker 2: It's not a movie. This is real life. So you

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Speaker 2: wake up and want to be married for the rest

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Speaker 2: of your life and get blindsided by a divorce, and

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Speaker 2: then you're pulling out your human calculator trying to process like, well,

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Speaker 2: what did I say? What did I do? And what

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Speaker 2: is what is what am I on the receiving end

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Speaker 2: of and how am I supposed to process what's happening?

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Speaker 2: All while the world believes that I'm the strongest, most

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Speaker 2: But I'm just this teddy bear, vulnerable processing everything.

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Speaker 3: You know. It's so funny because I've known you for

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Speaker 1: I run into you, haven't seen you in two years.

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Speaker 3: I run into you in the street in La were

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Speaker 3: You're so engaged with whatever you're doing in the moment,

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Speaker 3: And to me, that's you. Just like you said, You're

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Speaker 1: You just that energy.

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Speaker 3: You put that energy on whatever it is, whatever is

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Speaker 1: I get that about you.

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Speaker 2: It's a movie.

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Speaker 3: But when we were telling you, we were talking about

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Speaker 3: you coming today. I was telling Brittany, because Brittany is well,

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Speaker 3: Like how we got introduced to Tyrese And she got quiet.

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Speaker 3: She probably thinks of you as tyres from you know,

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Speaker 3: But I said, no, you don't remember the Coca Cola commercial,

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Speaker 3: and she hadn't seen it, so we all bust out

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Speaker 3: the Cola commercial.

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Speaker 3: No. I mean, there's a whole generation of people that

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Speaker 1: Everybody was like, who is that? Who is that kid?

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Speaker 3: There was such a like a joy and you know

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Speaker 2: Way being happiness. It was it was real. It was

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Speaker 1: Well you haven't seen it in a long time.

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Speaker 1: Can you make sure I get cleared for that?

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Speaker 2: know that I try my best to never get too

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Speaker 2: familiar with being blessed, like you're blessed. But do you

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Speaker 2: he got his five minutes of fame. Yeah the moment, Yeah,

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Speaker 2: I'll never get too familiar with your magic. Ever. Oh no, no, no,

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Speaker 2: she's been at it for I've been knowing of No, no, no,

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Speaker 2: So yeah, it's it's it's allowing myself to be that

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Speaker 1: That's crazy? What do I say all the time?

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Speaker 3: God loves me so much, Like anytime something happens.

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Speaker 2: Why does God love me so much? God loves you

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Speaker 3: Yeah, those days have passed me. I used to take

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Speaker 2: And and sometimes and again going back to that why question, right,

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Speaker 2: Don't be too humble where you disappear here in the

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Speaker 2: money over everybody else's gifts. What opportunities happened for them

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Speaker 3: On the yes, did you understand that then? Did you

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Speaker 1: Did you ever get her number?

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Speaker 1: Because you was popping. Because we're not commercial everybody, I

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Speaker 2: Was I in these streets then he was outside? Yeah?

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Speaker 1: Yeah, now look at all these.

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Speaker 1: You had made it like I've arrived.

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Speaker 2: I'll never forget. I had a conversation with Rev. Rev

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Speaker 6: So what.

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Speaker 2: How many more?

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Speaker 2: No, this is like, you know when I got on

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Speaker 2: Sweet Lady was on my first album. Lately, was on

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Speaker 2: over soon, like the Cinderella Slipper. You've been broke your

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Speaker 2: whole life, food stamps, social Security check, wick vouchers, county checks,

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Speaker 1: So you're trying to gather it all.

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Speaker 2: Oh. Yes, So the place that most of us men

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Speaker 2: But God removed that appetite from the realization how many more.

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Speaker 1: It shifts like you're wiring yes.

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Speaker 2: Because now you can't justify it. You can't justify it

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Speaker 2: And are you doing this because you love the shoe

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Speaker 2: You already great.

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Speaker 1: A tree is a tree. A tree is a a tree.

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Speaker 1: Don't be trying to be a treat. Just a treat.

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Speaker 2: I mean you out here treeing? Use a tree in motherfucke. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: But I'm actually on this mission every single day to

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Speaker 2: Like that's all I want. I just want to bend

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Speaker 2: Everything about my life from this point on has to

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Speaker 2: if we think, Angie for a second, of how many

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Speaker 2: people we've lost. I know, right. So now there's a

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Speaker 2: saying it's arrogant to believe the next second of life

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Speaker 1: Who's to say?

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Speaker 2: Okay? Yeah, So there is a clock in my head

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Speaker 1: What the truth is, something is going to happen.

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Speaker 2: To all of us at some point there is.

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Speaker 3: A clock on every human being walking around. That's literally

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Speaker 3: how this podcast was formed. You know this podcast before

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Speaker 3: I called it in real life. The original name of

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Speaker 3: this podcast was called We're All Going to Die.

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Speaker 2: Oh, and we changed it.

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Speaker 1: Because for a lot of reasons. This is a little heavy, tough, no, But.

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Speaker 3: When we think, listen, if we wake up every day

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Speaker 1: It changes what kind of conversations you want to have.

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Speaker 3: It changes how you show up, how you present, like

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Speaker 1: And I wanted to have those conversations.

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Speaker 3: So if the name was We're All going to Die,

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm glad you changed that title.

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Speaker 1: I'm gonna want to be reminded of that every dingy.

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Speaker 6: No.

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Speaker 2: No, it's it's because there's life and death and the

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Speaker 2: God's opinion.

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00:25:22,520 --> 00:25:26,640
Speaker 3: It is his, yeah, but power of the tongue. It's

441
00:25:26,680 --> 00:25:28,639
Speaker 3: a fact that's we are all going to die.

442
00:25:28,680 --> 00:25:31,320
Speaker 2: But if you speak to death every day and it's

443
00:25:31,320 --> 00:25:34,679
Speaker 2: coming off of your tongue in any capacity. It's a

444
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:37,400
Speaker 2: bad thing. It's an energy that you're putting in the universe.

445
00:25:37,920 --> 00:25:40,160
Speaker 2: We're all going to live. I don't think that we're

446
00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:42,600
Speaker 2: all going to live. I think tragic.

447
00:25:42,680 --> 00:25:43,159
Speaker 1: I'm gonna die.

448
00:25:43,200 --> 00:25:45,480
Speaker 3: This is something else if you say negative things. But

449
00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:47,159
Speaker 3: the fact that we are all going to die is

450
00:25:47,440 --> 00:25:48,399
Speaker 3: actual fact.

451
00:25:48,680 --> 00:25:51,600
Speaker 2: It is an actual fact. But we're all gonna die

452
00:25:52,560 --> 00:25:56,840
Speaker 2: is energy that will contribute to a sooner expirational day.

453
00:25:56,920 --> 00:25:58,840
Speaker 2: Fair enough, We're going to live.

454
00:25:58,920 --> 00:26:00,520
Speaker 1: You see how you respond to it.

455
00:26:00,840 --> 00:26:03,080
Speaker 3: There were a lot of people that responded that way,

456
00:26:03,160 --> 00:26:05,560
Speaker 3: and that is the reason I changed the name. Yes,

457
00:26:05,600 --> 00:26:08,040
Speaker 3: it's not so much what I feel, because I know the.

458
00:26:07,960 --> 00:26:08,680
Speaker 1: Spirit of it.

459
00:26:09,040 --> 00:26:13,800
Speaker 3: The spirit of it is so I have today, What

460
00:26:13,840 --> 00:26:15,000
Speaker 3: do I want to do with it?

461
00:26:15,560 --> 00:26:15,800
Speaker 7: You know?

462
00:26:15,920 --> 00:26:17,200
Speaker 1: So the spirit of.

463
00:26:17,080 --> 00:26:19,560
Speaker 3: How I release it and feel it is in a

464
00:26:19,600 --> 00:26:20,200
Speaker 3: positive way.

465
00:26:20,320 --> 00:26:22,080
Speaker 1: But I realize it doesn't land that way.

466
00:26:22,560 --> 00:26:23,520
Speaker 2: I didn't want that for you.

467
00:26:23,680 --> 00:26:24,840
Speaker 1: Yeah, so I changed it.

468
00:26:25,080 --> 00:26:29,640
Speaker 2: I changed it. I said nothing about Angie Martinez and

469
00:26:29,760 --> 00:26:34,000
Speaker 2: death or trauma or something dark that's going to happen.

470
00:26:34,240 --> 00:26:37,040
Speaker 2: I didn't think of it as dark. Well, death is dark.

471
00:26:37,320 --> 00:26:41,600
Speaker 2: It ain't light. Maybe maybe light happens when you supposedly

472
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,720
Speaker 2: go to heaven, yeah for sure. Yeah, but dark as

473
00:26:44,800 --> 00:26:48,720
Speaker 2: death and it's sad. But the whole thing is, you know,

474
00:26:49,560 --> 00:26:52,520
Speaker 2: get to it, you know, like get to it. Get

475
00:26:52,720 --> 00:26:56,800
Speaker 2: to it. Like it's arrogant to believe the next second

476
00:26:56,880 --> 00:26:59,920
Speaker 2: of life belonged to you. Get to it.

477
00:27:00,000 --> 00:27:01,200
Speaker 1: What are you getting to right now?

478
00:27:01,320 --> 00:27:01,480
Speaker 7: Oh?

479
00:27:02,240 --> 00:27:06,200
Speaker 2: What am I not? These thoughts are expensive. I'm trying

480
00:27:06,200 --> 00:27:09,880
Speaker 2: to unload all of them, like I got it's too

481
00:27:09,960 --> 00:27:17,040
Speaker 2: much my brain, the visions, the dreams, the appetite. It's crazy,

482
00:27:17,240 --> 00:27:19,480
Speaker 2: like like crazy.

483
00:27:19,880 --> 00:27:20,920
Speaker 1: Do you want to change the world?

484
00:27:21,480 --> 00:27:28,560
Speaker 2: That's just you know, yeah, it's crazy. Like I don't

485
00:27:28,560 --> 00:27:34,280
Speaker 2: ever question anybody's success because they get to money, how

486
00:27:34,320 --> 00:27:36,359
Speaker 2: they get to it. But I was like, it must

487
00:27:36,359 --> 00:27:38,840
Speaker 2: be a miserable life to be worth thirty billion and

488
00:27:38,880 --> 00:27:42,080
Speaker 2: you have no visions and ideas or joy or love

489
00:27:42,400 --> 00:27:45,240
Speaker 2: or joy or love. You're just like that's what's in

490
00:27:45,280 --> 00:27:45,920
Speaker 2: your account?

491
00:27:46,040 --> 00:27:47,520
Speaker 1: What do you value most in life?

492
00:27:48,119 --> 00:27:53,360
Speaker 2: Creativity? I'm addicted to creativity. I'm addicted to creativity.

493
00:27:53,480 --> 00:27:55,720
Speaker 1: Like, oh I get that, I understand that.

494
00:27:55,840 --> 00:28:02,000
Speaker 2: Yeah, Like I really feel like whatever this building is,

495
00:28:02,760 --> 00:28:07,359
Speaker 2: if somebody did not get the ideas around this building out,

496
00:28:07,640 --> 00:28:12,040
Speaker 2: we'd be sitting on the floor right now. If somebody

497
00:28:12,119 --> 00:28:15,320
Speaker 2: decided that the clothes you're wearing, the clothes that I'm wearing,

498
00:28:15,720 --> 00:28:19,840
Speaker 2: the glasses she's wearing, anything that they came up with,

499
00:28:20,080 --> 00:28:23,480
Speaker 2: we are the consumer unless y'all made these clothes yourself.

500
00:28:23,920 --> 00:28:26,840
Speaker 2: We love this outfit, Let me buy this outfit. But

501
00:28:26,960 --> 00:28:29,359
Speaker 2: if they had kept the vision and idea in their head,

502
00:28:29,840 --> 00:28:33,399
Speaker 2: we'd be sitting there with no clothes. So everything is

503
00:28:33,440 --> 00:28:38,120
Speaker 2: about implementing the vision and getting it out and stop

504
00:28:38,280 --> 00:28:41,120
Speaker 2: letting the shit bounce around in your head like you

505
00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:44,600
Speaker 2: got next week to get to it. Because if God

506
00:28:44,720 --> 00:28:48,000
Speaker 2: put that on you, he could have sent the idea

507
00:28:48,080 --> 00:28:52,800
Speaker 2: to somebody else. So the pressure that I put myself

508
00:28:52,920 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 2: under to get ideas out is crazy. I just wish

509
00:28:56,240 --> 00:28:59,600
Speaker 2: I had more money. I just need Listen to anybody

510
00:28:59,640 --> 00:29:03,720
Speaker 2: I hear watch you're about to campaign for some cash

511
00:29:04,200 --> 00:29:08,840
Speaker 2: the Angie Martinez Show. If you're watching this show and

512
00:29:08,880 --> 00:29:13,040
Speaker 2: you just so happened to be a multi multi billionaire, yes,

513
00:29:13,480 --> 00:29:15,720
Speaker 2: and you may have gotten to your money from TEG

514
00:29:15,880 --> 00:29:18,320
Speaker 2: real estate, whatever the case may be, and you're just like,

515
00:29:18,400 --> 00:29:21,280
Speaker 2: oh man, all I'm doing is running around buying the

516
00:29:21,360 --> 00:29:26,240
Speaker 2: latest may By the latest Bugatti. Richard Neil Patique, Philip

517
00:29:26,320 --> 00:29:29,200
Speaker 2: and I'm just I'm just spending money on random things.

518
00:29:29,640 --> 00:29:32,680
Speaker 2: Call you boy, your life will never be the same.

519
00:29:32,800 --> 00:29:35,000
Speaker 1: What is the first matter of business? If that check

520
00:29:35,080 --> 00:29:35,720
Speaker 1: is written to you?

521
00:29:35,960 --> 00:29:39,480
Speaker 2: Teddy Pendergras movie, hmm, I.

522
00:29:39,440 --> 00:29:41,320
Speaker 1: Would love to see that movie.

523
00:29:42,120 --> 00:29:44,600
Speaker 3: I've always wanted to see that movie the second that

524
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:48,520
Speaker 3: you started talking about that. It's you know, certain things

525
00:29:48,720 --> 00:29:51,760
Speaker 3: just they fucking makes sense, and they're supposed to be

526
00:29:51,800 --> 00:29:57,320
Speaker 3: in the universe. It's like Kelly Rowland playing Donna Summer.

527
00:29:58,600 --> 00:30:01,200
Speaker 1: That's supposed to happen if it's on Broadway. I don't know.

528
00:30:01,240 --> 00:30:02,520
Speaker 1: If it's a show, I don't know.

529
00:30:02,440 --> 00:30:06,240
Speaker 3: If it's that's supposed to happen, yes, or Teresa's supposed

530
00:30:06,240 --> 00:30:07,960
Speaker 3: to play Teddy Bendergrass.

531
00:30:07,720 --> 00:30:13,960
Speaker 2: Or how about this what me and Taraji doing our

532
00:30:14,000 --> 00:30:19,240
Speaker 2: own version of love Jones. Yes, the alpha male with

533
00:30:19,360 --> 00:30:25,440
Speaker 2: a strong woman, funny, like a romantic comedy but romance

534
00:30:25,800 --> 00:30:26,480
Speaker 2: and like.

535
00:30:26,480 --> 00:30:28,080
Speaker 1: And you can't get these things funded.

536
00:30:29,280 --> 00:30:32,720
Speaker 2: No, But after this show, it's gonna happen.

537
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:33,400
Speaker 1: It's gonna happen.

538
00:30:33,480 --> 00:30:35,920
Speaker 2: Yeah, they're gonna They're gonna call it Mona Scott Young

539
00:30:36,040 --> 00:30:36,760
Speaker 2: is their name? Yes?

540
00:30:37,360 --> 00:30:39,720
Speaker 1: Young. Also, if you happen to be here. I also

541
00:30:39,760 --> 00:30:48,880
Speaker 1: have a few ideas.

542
00:30:44,560 --> 00:30:47,840
Speaker 2: Since we're talking about since we're talking about we ain't

543
00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:49,440
Speaker 2: got til next week to get to it.

544
00:30:49,480 --> 00:30:51,600
Speaker 1: I have a few ideas fall in.

545
00:30:53,560 --> 00:30:55,120
Speaker 2: Us at the yellow table.

546
00:30:58,440 --> 00:31:00,760
Speaker 3: And you know what, you know, it's so interesting about this,

547
00:31:01,280 --> 00:31:03,600
Speaker 3: you know, it's so interesting about this theme is I'm

548
00:31:03,640 --> 00:31:06,640
Speaker 3: turning a corner and my kind of understanding about money

549
00:31:06,640 --> 00:31:08,520
Speaker 3: we just had em agreed on and she was giving

550
00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:10,479
Speaker 3: me shit because I was saying, for a long time

551
00:31:10,520 --> 00:31:12,400
Speaker 3: in my career, I didn't put money at the center

552
00:31:12,960 --> 00:31:15,280
Speaker 3: because I was always taught, you know, not all money

553
00:31:15,320 --> 00:31:17,720
Speaker 3: is good money, or you do what you love and

554
00:31:17,760 --> 00:31:19,280
Speaker 3: the money will come. You know, I just had a

555
00:31:19,280 --> 00:31:22,760
Speaker 3: lot of false ideas about money, and I didn't value

556
00:31:22,800 --> 00:31:25,400
Speaker 3: it in a way that I should have because I

557
00:31:25,880 --> 00:31:28,840
Speaker 3: am not moved by it personally, right, I don't need it.

558
00:31:28,880 --> 00:31:30,600
Speaker 3: I don't need the bag, I don't need the shoes.

559
00:31:30,640 --> 00:31:32,880
Speaker 3: I'm not even like a material girl. I like nice shit,

560
00:31:32,880 --> 00:31:34,720
Speaker 3: but I'm not pressed about material things.

561
00:31:35,440 --> 00:31:37,280
Speaker 2: But such a careful one.

562
00:31:37,400 --> 00:31:40,880
Speaker 3: But the power in it, the power to tell people's stories,

563
00:31:40,960 --> 00:31:43,240
Speaker 3: the power of our gifts as creatives to be able

564
00:31:43,280 --> 00:31:47,760
Speaker 3: to get them out into the world. That requires money,

565
00:31:48,400 --> 00:31:52,280
Speaker 3: and I now understand that, and I now understand the

566
00:31:52,320 --> 00:31:56,640
Speaker 3: importance of those gifts that we have, and so yeah,

567
00:31:56,760 --> 00:31:58,280
Speaker 3: so I'm gonna ask for more money for everything that

568
00:31:58,320 --> 00:31:59,080
Speaker 3: I do now.

569
00:31:58,960 --> 00:32:00,000
Speaker 1: For those reasons.

570
00:32:00,160 --> 00:32:01,880
Speaker 2: Here's my saying.

571
00:32:02,160 --> 00:32:03,320
Speaker 1: So funny to hear you like.

572
00:32:04,400 --> 00:32:07,520
Speaker 2: I'm right there, I'm right there with you, my saying

573
00:32:08,160 --> 00:32:12,120
Speaker 2: which sounds very similar to yours. Maybe it's a Capricorn thing.

574
00:32:12,960 --> 00:32:19,800
Speaker 2: But I don't respect money, right, I don't respect money.

575
00:32:20,360 --> 00:32:24,120
Speaker 2: I know that you it takes a lot of time

576
00:32:24,200 --> 00:32:27,160
Speaker 2: and energy and grind and hustling work. I know that

577
00:32:27,400 --> 00:32:29,560
Speaker 2: most of what we do every day we can't get

578
00:32:29,640 --> 00:32:33,720
Speaker 2: done without money. And I also understand the value and

579
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:36,880
Speaker 2: some of the most beautiful and precious moments in life

580
00:32:37,480 --> 00:32:40,960
Speaker 2: that don't cost a thing. Right, sitting on a bench

581
00:32:41,800 --> 00:32:44,840
Speaker 2: with a loaf of bread with your girlfriend they're feeding

582
00:32:44,880 --> 00:32:48,760
Speaker 2: swans or ducks or pigeons and smiling and laughing, sitting

583
00:32:48,760 --> 00:32:51,960
Speaker 2: at the lake. Is that that the high of all highs?

584
00:32:52,720 --> 00:32:56,080
Speaker 2: And how much that that beautiful moment costs you? Not much?

585
00:32:58,680 --> 00:33:02,720
Speaker 2: But when I said on respect money, it's from the

586
00:33:02,760 --> 00:33:09,120
Speaker 2: capacity of these ideas, and I mean it's literally, Angie,

587
00:33:09,560 --> 00:33:14,200
Speaker 2: these ideas will stay in my brain. If I don't

588
00:33:14,200 --> 00:33:16,040
Speaker 2: have money that could help me to get them out,

589
00:33:17,440 --> 00:33:20,520
Speaker 2: this would be a very different place if I was

590
00:33:20,560 --> 00:33:24,120
Speaker 2: sitting on that type of capital. And I don't have

591
00:33:24,280 --> 00:33:27,479
Speaker 2: no ill will and bad intentions with any of this

592
00:33:27,840 --> 00:33:28,480
Speaker 2: that I'm doing.

593
00:33:28,800 --> 00:33:32,240
Speaker 1: Yeah, and you're gonna give it a thousand.

594
00:33:32,520 --> 00:33:34,600
Speaker 2: I don't know. There is no other version of me

595
00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:36,640
Speaker 2: that knows how to do it other ice lights.

596
00:33:36,920 --> 00:33:39,600
Speaker 3: This might be a selfish thing right now, but take

597
00:33:39,640 --> 00:33:44,920
Speaker 3: me through what you as Teddy Pendergrass sounds like, feels like,

598
00:33:45,040 --> 00:33:48,280
Speaker 3: looks like. And I only say this because I am

599
00:33:48,320 --> 00:33:49,880
Speaker 3: obsessed with Teddy Pendergrass.

600
00:33:54,240 --> 00:34:00,640
Speaker 7: I don't feel like being lonely tonight. You see you

601
00:34:00,760 --> 00:34:07,400
Speaker 7: see I want some compunea and you look like you're

602
00:34:07,640 --> 00:34:11,759
Speaker 7: just my time. You're the kind you're the kind of

603
00:34:11,840 --> 00:34:13,320
Speaker 7: spirits are running freez.

604
00:34:16,520 --> 00:34:21,360
Speaker 8: Let's take a sip of some cold, cold wine and

605
00:34:21,560 --> 00:34:27,120
Speaker 8: dance to the music nice and slow, and you won't

606
00:34:27,160 --> 00:34:29,240
Speaker 8: feel any kind of pression.

607
00:34:30,480 --> 00:34:34,200
Speaker 1: We'll just let we'll just let me in the flow.

608
00:34:36,600 --> 00:34:40,760
Speaker 2: Come on and go with me. Wouldn't like that things

609
00:34:41,640 --> 00:34:43,360
Speaker 2: come on over the mine?

610
00:34:43,920 --> 00:34:44,880
Speaker 1: Please?

611
00:34:45,320 --> 00:34:56,839
Speaker 2: I mhm. Lee Daniels has to direct.

612
00:34:58,040 --> 00:35:05,239
Speaker 3: Oh my, you know that when I was saying, there's

613
00:35:05,280 --> 00:35:09,000
Speaker 3: certain things that are just supposed to be in the world.

614
00:35:09,960 --> 00:35:15,600
Speaker 2: My god, diarrees, I'm not going to stop until it's done.

615
00:35:15,920 --> 00:35:18,920
Speaker 1: Let's take it all the way though. That's what it

616
00:35:19,040 --> 00:35:22,080
Speaker 1: sounds like. But what is this?

617
00:35:22,400 --> 00:35:25,680
Speaker 3: What is because I'm a fan of his and his story,

618
00:35:27,000 --> 00:35:28,200
Speaker 3: what is the spirit of it?

619
00:35:28,239 --> 00:35:28,359
Speaker 2: Like?

620
00:35:28,400 --> 00:35:33,319
Speaker 1: What is he? What is he telling the world in

621
00:35:33,360 --> 00:35:34,040
Speaker 1: this project?

622
00:35:34,360 --> 00:35:38,000
Speaker 2: He gave me an assignment. I was one of the

623
00:35:38,080 --> 00:35:44,759
Speaker 2: Paul Barros' funeral carrying his casket. I know and love

624
00:35:44,840 --> 00:35:53,840
Speaker 2: his wife, Joan Pendergrass. We spent about at least seven

625
00:35:53,920 --> 00:35:59,799
Speaker 2: years prior to him passing, and he said, you know, no,

626
00:36:00,800 --> 00:36:03,640
Speaker 2: he's sitting in his chair. I'm not mimicking, but I

627
00:36:03,719 --> 00:36:06,719
Speaker 2: just want to show y'all. This was the dynamic of

628
00:36:06,719 --> 00:36:09,440
Speaker 2: our conversation. He's got a very raspy voice, kind of

629
00:36:09,480 --> 00:36:17,719
Speaker 2: like shine when he talks. You don't nobody could play

630
00:36:17,800 --> 00:36:18,760
Speaker 2: me in this movie.

631
00:36:18,760 --> 00:36:31,080
Speaker 6: But you you know why, because everybody's running around here

632
00:36:31,120 --> 00:36:34,480
Speaker 6: trying to sound like me, sing like.

633
00:36:37,120 --> 00:36:38,360
Speaker 2: You're the only one.

634
00:36:39,600 --> 00:36:47,200
Speaker 6: Who really can act, really could sing, and you haven't

635
00:36:47,239 --> 00:36:49,719
Speaker 6: been trying to mimic me in my sound.

636
00:36:51,640 --> 00:36:54,959
Speaker 2: That's why you're the one. You're my son.

637
00:36:56,200 --> 00:36:59,160
Speaker 6: Although I have a son, I consider you a son.

638
00:37:01,080 --> 00:37:03,360
Speaker 6: That's why you're gonna play me in a movie.

639
00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:09,880
Speaker 2: You hear that Jon to his wife, I hear you, honey,

640
00:37:13,280 --> 00:37:23,560
Speaker 2: can you give me some water? But it was like wow,

641
00:37:23,920 --> 00:37:28,200
Speaker 2: just seeing his neck and just kind of how he could.

642
00:37:28,280 --> 00:37:32,719
Speaker 2: It's only so much movement and just everything that I

643
00:37:32,760 --> 00:37:35,719
Speaker 2: was able to study. I can't wait.

644
00:37:36,440 --> 00:37:38,239
Speaker 3: You know what else is to his interesting is that

645
00:37:38,320 --> 00:37:41,640
Speaker 3: he had his own vices and demons and issues with women.

646
00:37:41,800 --> 00:37:44,279
Speaker 3: And how you were talking about the sixteen year old

647
00:37:44,360 --> 00:37:48,440
Speaker 3: version of yourself and red of telling you how many.

648
00:37:48,280 --> 00:37:52,399
Speaker 2: How many more? He you know, he lived his best

649
00:37:52,480 --> 00:37:54,520
Speaker 2: life to the fuck. But see that's what I'm saying.

650
00:37:54,560 --> 00:37:59,719
Speaker 2: It's that appetite I do not. I can't speak for everybody,

651
00:38:00,040 --> 00:38:04,279
Speaker 2: but I don't believe most people body count would be

652
00:38:04,360 --> 00:38:11,480
Speaker 2: what it is if they actually knew that the money

653
00:38:11,600 --> 00:38:14,719
Speaker 2: or what makes them suddenly attractive or this, and that

654
00:38:14,960 --> 00:38:18,759
Speaker 2: it ain't going nowhere? Like what excuse do I have

655
00:38:18,880 --> 00:38:21,879
Speaker 2: now after thirty is they still screamed for me? I'm

656
00:38:21,880 --> 00:38:25,160
Speaker 2: still selling out arenas, I'm still doing the biggest movies

657
00:38:25,200 --> 00:38:27,640
Speaker 2: in the world. I still live in a twenty five

658
00:38:27,680 --> 00:38:31,359
Speaker 2: thousand square foot mansion with Rose Royces, my kids are

659
00:38:31,400 --> 00:38:36,640
Speaker 2: still having it's still here, so functioning from a place

660
00:38:36,960 --> 00:38:40,239
Speaker 2: that it's all going to go away soon had to

661
00:38:40,239 --> 00:38:46,279
Speaker 2: get off of me. So now, okay, let me be

662
00:38:46,360 --> 00:38:49,600
Speaker 2: more specific here, because I really want people to get this.

663
00:38:53,120 --> 00:38:57,640
Speaker 2: Sometime when you unexpectedly get blessed, your life feels like

664
00:38:57,680 --> 00:39:03,920
Speaker 2: a rental car, and if it's a rental car and

665
00:39:03,960 --> 00:39:06,120
Speaker 2: you in a limo for the prim or you in

666
00:39:06,160 --> 00:39:10,880
Speaker 2: a rental car and it's nice, you're treating it like

667
00:39:10,960 --> 00:39:14,640
Speaker 2: shit because you know it's gonna go away, or just

668
00:39:14,719 --> 00:39:18,920
Speaker 2: in general, this high that I'm feeling from this really

669
00:39:19,000 --> 00:39:23,480
Speaker 2: nice car doesn't belong to me, and at some point

670
00:39:23,520 --> 00:39:28,000
Speaker 2: I gotta give it back. So you're gonna go maximum

671
00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:32,080
Speaker 2: extreme level of whatever it is you're doing in that moment,

672
00:39:33,239 --> 00:39:36,799
Speaker 2: because you know at some point you're going to give

673
00:39:36,880 --> 00:39:41,680
Speaker 2: the Cinderella slipper back. At some point you're going to

674
00:39:41,719 --> 00:39:46,279
Speaker 2: be a frog again. At some point the swan is

675
00:39:46,280 --> 00:39:48,839
Speaker 2: going to become a pigeon again and just go back

676
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:52,600
Speaker 2: to being regular. So while I have it, I'm gonna

677
00:39:52,640 --> 00:39:55,759
Speaker 2: go big. But what excuse can you come up with

678
00:39:56,120 --> 00:40:02,880
Speaker 2: now for steel clubbing? Steal Audient still spending on the

679
00:40:03,000 --> 00:40:08,879
Speaker 2: level that you're spending on still seeking validation, like when

680
00:40:08,960 --> 00:40:11,160
Speaker 2: is the last time you hold is a big one?

681
00:40:11,200 --> 00:40:11,919
Speaker 6: He's a big one.

682
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:18,279
Speaker 2: When is the last time you were alone? And why

683
00:40:18,280 --> 00:40:23,520
Speaker 2: did that make you so uncomfortable? Because you need people

684
00:40:23,600 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 2: around you all day, every day, stroking your ego, complimenting you,

685
00:40:28,280 --> 00:40:32,440
Speaker 2: validating you. Oh so it so so. Basically, you got

686
00:40:32,480 --> 00:40:34,680
Speaker 2: people around you to feel like if you don't give

687
00:40:34,680 --> 00:40:37,359
Speaker 2: at least ten compliments a day, you might be out

688
00:40:37,400 --> 00:40:43,319
Speaker 2: of a job. I spend so much time alone, and

689
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:48,200
Speaker 2: at this point it's something I prefer because people are distractions.

690
00:40:48,600 --> 00:40:51,640
Speaker 2: These thoughts are expensive, and I want to reach them all,

691
00:40:52,200 --> 00:40:54,920
Speaker 2: which is why you should call me at one eight hundred.

692
00:40:56,480 --> 00:41:01,200
Speaker 1: Si Tyre says, one hundred tyres.

693
00:41:00,640 --> 00:41:04,879
Speaker 9: Romantic comedy opening up in my own movie studio, which

694
00:41:04,960 --> 00:41:09,200
Speaker 9: is on the scale of a Universal studios, hotels, restaurants,

695
00:41:09,239 --> 00:41:15,400
Speaker 9: retail tourism.

696
00:41:12,680 --> 00:41:16,600
Speaker 2: Developing whole islands in the Caribbean Island. You know, like,

697
00:41:16,840 --> 00:41:20,399
Speaker 2: I'm going big, Like this ain't got nothing to do

698
00:41:21,040 --> 00:41:24,080
Speaker 2: with me announcing that I'm releasing a hoodie. Who gives

699
00:41:24,080 --> 00:41:26,760
Speaker 2: a fuck about a hoodie? We didn't seen too many

700
00:41:26,800 --> 00:41:31,759
Speaker 2: of them, Okay, what happened? You have I know, because

701
00:41:31,800 --> 00:41:34,040
Speaker 2: it's just what I prefer to wear under this jacket.

702
00:41:34,520 --> 00:41:40,319
Speaker 2: But it ain't my hoodie. Yeah, it's super big, and

703
00:41:40,600 --> 00:41:44,840
Speaker 2: it's I get frustrated with God sometimes because I'm like, God,

704
00:41:44,960 --> 00:41:48,600
Speaker 2: why do you keep because Angie, these ideas are so

705
00:41:48,920 --> 00:41:54,520
Speaker 2: big and they're so detailed, and they're so specific, And

706
00:41:54,600 --> 00:41:58,799
Speaker 2: I'm like, God, since you're such a specific God, when

707
00:41:58,840 --> 00:42:01,720
Speaker 2: are you going to special cifically let me do these

708
00:42:01,760 --> 00:42:03,440
Speaker 2: things that are bouncing around in my.

709
00:42:03,400 --> 00:42:05,319
Speaker 1: Head that you fed me.

710
00:42:06,000 --> 00:42:08,800
Speaker 3: It's so clear, you know why, because it's God's timing,

711
00:42:08,800 --> 00:42:09,319
Speaker 3: it's not yours.

712
00:42:10,200 --> 00:42:13,120
Speaker 1: You just gotta keep submitting.

713
00:42:13,200 --> 00:42:15,439
Speaker 2: But you're doing the right thing. I just think God

714
00:42:15,520 --> 00:42:19,399
Speaker 2: has a way of I think God has a way,

715
00:42:19,440 --> 00:42:22,920
Speaker 2: and this is my experience. I think God has a

716
00:42:22,960 --> 00:42:25,759
Speaker 2: way of just wanting to make sure that you know

717
00:42:28,200 --> 00:42:32,320
Speaker 2: that he did it. Because if it was about your handsome,

718
00:42:32,440 --> 00:42:36,040
Speaker 2: your talent, your calls, you'll hustle, you'll follow up lunches

719
00:42:36,080 --> 00:42:39,960
Speaker 2: and dinners and courting and nurturing the relationships and make it.

720
00:42:40,120 --> 00:42:42,520
Speaker 2: You stell like, well, damn, when is something gonna happen?

721
00:42:43,400 --> 00:42:46,200
Speaker 2: It all feels right, It all went right, that the

722
00:42:46,320 --> 00:42:50,120
Speaker 2: stars aligned and everything feels good. I like all these people.

723
00:42:50,160 --> 00:42:58,120
Speaker 2: The money is there, when what is it? Faith in

724
00:42:58,160 --> 00:42:58,840
Speaker 2: the unseen?

725
00:43:01,360 --> 00:43:02,759
Speaker 1: I have to go back to something really.

726
00:43:02,800 --> 00:43:05,120
Speaker 2: Okay, you're so good, Terras.

727
00:43:04,800 --> 00:43:06,120
Speaker 1: We can have a four there's gonna be a four

728
00:43:06,120 --> 00:43:07,160
Speaker 1: hour episode.

729
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:10,880
Speaker 3: Because something you said I thought was interesting and I

730
00:43:10,880 --> 00:43:12,799
Speaker 3: thought you were going one way and you went somewhere else.

731
00:43:12,960 --> 00:43:17,560
Speaker 3: But when you were talking about a rental car, because

732
00:43:17,560 --> 00:43:20,399
Speaker 3: you had also talked about women and vices and all

733
00:43:20,400 --> 00:43:25,239
Speaker 3: that stuff, I think that translates beyond money, beyond you

734
00:43:25,320 --> 00:43:26,960
Speaker 3: like your situation and lifestyle.

735
00:43:27,360 --> 00:43:29,280
Speaker 1: When you think about men.

736
00:43:30,719 --> 00:43:33,200
Speaker 3: Who you were referring to, like men being in different

737
00:43:33,840 --> 00:43:37,680
Speaker 3: with different women, trying to find there's something that happens

738
00:43:37,680 --> 00:43:40,719
Speaker 3: with men where if they're with the women that they

739
00:43:40,719 --> 00:43:45,040
Speaker 3: don't feel like they deserve, she's going to leave me

740
00:43:45,080 --> 00:43:45,640
Speaker 3: at some point.

741
00:43:45,719 --> 00:43:48,040
Speaker 1: Anyway.

742
00:43:48,160 --> 00:43:52,319
Speaker 3: I feel like they go out and almost ruin their home.

743
00:43:52,360 --> 00:43:54,720
Speaker 3: I've seen this with people that I know that I'm married,

744
00:43:54,760 --> 00:43:57,000
Speaker 3: and I think maybe women do it too. It's almost

745
00:43:57,040 --> 00:43:59,640
Speaker 3: like an imposter syndrome, Like how you were saying, you

746
00:43:59,640 --> 00:44:03,600
Speaker 3: feel like life is rental, is rented, so you start

747
00:44:03,680 --> 00:44:06,400
Speaker 3: ruining it self, sabotaged.

748
00:44:06,040 --> 00:44:07,040
Speaker 1: It's self, sabotage.

749
00:44:07,080 --> 00:44:10,799
Speaker 3: I think when you don't value yourself in that way,

750
00:44:10,880 --> 00:44:13,200
Speaker 3: or you don't think you're worthy of whatever the blessings is,

751
00:44:13,280 --> 00:44:17,600
Speaker 3: whatever the gifts are, that you just kind of fuck

752
00:44:17,680 --> 00:44:19,920
Speaker 3: it up. Yeah, and I don't even think people realize

753
00:44:19,960 --> 00:44:20,600
Speaker 3: they're doing it.

754
00:44:20,760 --> 00:44:24,080
Speaker 2: Yeah, they don't. But it's also a habit that they've learned.

755
00:44:24,120 --> 00:44:27,319
Speaker 2: They've seen their mom and dad fuck up everything, right,

756
00:44:27,360 --> 00:44:29,760
Speaker 2: So it's a go to. Yeah, for sure, it's a pattern,

757
00:44:29,800 --> 00:44:34,680
Speaker 2: it's a habit, it's a learned behavior. We all have baggage.

758
00:44:35,040 --> 00:44:36,920
Speaker 2: But who's going to love you enough to stand you

759
00:44:37,000 --> 00:44:40,640
Speaker 2: to help you unpack it? Right? If you pull it

760
00:44:40,760 --> 00:44:44,920
Speaker 2: up with ten bags physical bags and I pulled up

761
00:44:44,920 --> 00:44:49,600
Speaker 2: with ten bags. We both got bags. But when you

762
00:44:49,640 --> 00:44:54,320
Speaker 2: start unzipping them and you show me what's in each bag,

763
00:44:54,840 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 2: your story has nothing to do with minds. But who's

764
00:44:58,160 --> 00:45:01,000
Speaker 2: going to love you enough to say go through those bags?

765
00:45:01,560 --> 00:45:04,799
Speaker 2: Because you get over the external, you could have some

766
00:45:04,840 --> 00:45:07,719
Speaker 2: of the best sexual chemistry ever, and that'll be a

767
00:45:07,760 --> 00:45:10,759
Speaker 2: reason to hold on for a little while. You can

768
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:13,920
Speaker 2: love the conversation. You can get deep. You know, we

769
00:45:14,400 --> 00:45:17,319
Speaker 2: could talk about deep stuff. You know, it could be

770
00:45:17,360 --> 00:45:20,799
Speaker 2: a lot of different reasons that you think that this

771
00:45:20,960 --> 00:45:23,160
Speaker 2: is the one. But at the end of the day,

772
00:45:24,480 --> 00:45:27,920
Speaker 2: you still are in a relationship with somebody that have

773
00:45:28,000 --> 00:45:31,160
Speaker 2: a lot of things that are attached to them. So

774
00:45:31,320 --> 00:45:34,759
Speaker 2: can we talk about it? Can we be transparent about it?

775
00:45:34,920 --> 00:45:38,520
Speaker 2: And for those things that I can help you through,

776
00:45:39,440 --> 00:45:42,399
Speaker 2: I'm going to love you through it all. And then

777
00:45:42,440 --> 00:45:45,680
Speaker 2: there's some things that's way beyond my pay grade. Right

778
00:45:45,800 --> 00:45:48,040
Speaker 2: in this case, I'm like, Babe, I love you, but

779
00:45:48,120 --> 00:45:51,359
Speaker 2: I got alligator arms, and I ain't gonna be able

780
00:45:51,400 --> 00:45:55,759
Speaker 2: to reach into these topics and reach into these issues

781
00:45:56,200 --> 00:45:59,200
Speaker 2: or reach into these areas of your life to help

782
00:45:59,239 --> 00:46:02,160
Speaker 2: you to figure out what's going on there. So now

783
00:46:02,200 --> 00:46:04,000
Speaker 2: I got to put you in front of a therapist,

784
00:46:04,120 --> 00:46:08,919
Speaker 2: a real professional that could really unpack that, because rather

785
00:46:09,000 --> 00:46:12,000
Speaker 2: you're with me or not, it's still there. You can

786
00:46:12,080 --> 00:46:16,920
Speaker 2: run from here to Australia. You're taking your problems with you.

787
00:46:16,920 --> 00:46:20,439
Speaker 2: You got to unpack it. And so, yeah, it's some

788
00:46:20,480 --> 00:46:24,760
Speaker 2: of us. Some of us could really function relationship wise

789
00:46:24,760 --> 00:46:29,880
Speaker 2: on the surface and do just fine. Really eventually, No,

790
00:46:30,080 --> 00:46:32,320
Speaker 2: some people, some people can literally.

791
00:46:32,440 --> 00:46:34,200
Speaker 1: Function do anything on the surface.

792
00:46:34,239 --> 00:46:36,680
Speaker 3: I feel like everything I can, I feel like everything

793
00:46:36,719 --> 00:46:40,480
Speaker 3: you do from your from relationships to your career. So

794
00:46:40,560 --> 00:46:43,279
Speaker 3: these big ideas, the frustration of not being able to

795
00:46:43,320 --> 00:46:48,240
Speaker 3: bring them to fruitions, Like you feel everything so intensely,

796
00:46:48,520 --> 00:46:49,520
Speaker 3: it's so real.

797
00:46:50,239 --> 00:46:53,919
Speaker 1: But how do you manage that? Because that could also

798
00:46:53,960 --> 00:46:54,800
Speaker 1: make it crazy?

799
00:46:55,200 --> 00:46:59,040
Speaker 2: Well, I am crazy. You have to be crazy to

800
00:46:59,440 --> 00:47:05,560
Speaker 2: even bel leave that it's going to happen, right, So

801
00:47:07,040 --> 00:47:07,719
Speaker 2: imagine this.

802
00:47:09,280 --> 00:47:10,280
Speaker 1: We shouldn't say crazy.

803
00:47:10,280 --> 00:47:13,240
Speaker 2: I feel like, no, no, no, Crazy is a good thing, right.

804
00:47:13,880 --> 00:47:16,560
Speaker 2: Crazy is only bad in the wrong hands. Money is

805
00:47:16,600 --> 00:47:19,160
Speaker 2: a good thing. It's only bad when money ends up

806
00:47:19,160 --> 00:47:23,800
Speaker 2: in the wrong hands. Money is the root of all evil.

807
00:47:23,920 --> 00:47:27,720
Speaker 2: I disagree. Money ain't never been evil in my hands.

808
00:47:27,760 --> 00:47:31,440
Speaker 2: I've never used my money to harm or hurt anybody.

809
00:47:33,320 --> 00:47:36,480
Speaker 2: You put money in my hands, everybody's life is better.

810
00:47:36,560 --> 00:47:40,520
Speaker 2: Everything is better, The experience is better. I tell niggas

811
00:47:40,560 --> 00:47:44,160
Speaker 2: all the time. I love your yacht, but your yacht

812
00:47:44,160 --> 00:47:50,319
Speaker 2: would be better if I was invited on it. Like

813
00:47:50,440 --> 00:47:53,600
Speaker 2: this is this must be so fucking bod y'all must

814
00:47:53,680 --> 00:47:56,719
Speaker 2: be so bored on this fucking yacht. If you want

815
00:47:56,760 --> 00:47:58,719
Speaker 2: to have fun on this big ass one hundred and

816
00:47:58,800 --> 00:48:00,640
Speaker 2: eighty million dollars whatever this is.

817
00:48:00,600 --> 00:48:01,120
Speaker 1: I'm your guy.

818
00:48:01,239 --> 00:48:04,160
Speaker 2: I'm your guy. That's it. It's almost like how we

819
00:48:04,200 --> 00:48:07,400
Speaker 2: feel about Kenny Burns are just people that just naturally

820
00:48:08,280 --> 00:48:10,640
Speaker 2: got good energy, you know what I'm saying. Like it's

821
00:48:10,719 --> 00:48:15,960
Speaker 2: it's it's like, yeah, love KB right, Like it's like

822
00:48:16,040 --> 00:48:19,080
Speaker 2: there's certain people that just got that energy about them

823
00:48:19,320 --> 00:48:21,960
Speaker 2: that they make every room they walk into better. So,

824
00:48:22,120 --> 00:48:25,200
Speaker 2: prior to Kenny Burns showing up to your boat, y'all

825
00:48:25,239 --> 00:48:29,719
Speaker 2: was on this motherfucker just sweepies everybody's sleep, just like God,

826
00:48:29,760 --> 00:48:34,279
Speaker 2: did y'all mind just handing out tiling all pm. This

827
00:48:34,360 --> 00:48:37,000
Speaker 2: is the most boringing bucket and we already out here

828
00:48:37,000 --> 00:48:39,520
Speaker 2: on the ocean, and the ocean is supposed to put

829
00:48:39,600 --> 00:48:41,480
Speaker 2: us to sleep. But can we have some fun?

830
00:48:42,200 --> 00:48:45,120
Speaker 1: So yeah, I just think you do you do value joy?

831
00:48:45,239 --> 00:48:48,360
Speaker 2: Right, I'm the life of the party. We're gonna have fun.

832
00:48:48,800 --> 00:48:51,480
Speaker 2: But nobody gets hurt at the end of my parties.

833
00:48:51,480 --> 00:48:55,080
Speaker 2: You know, it's no there's no ill will and no

834
00:48:55,160 --> 00:49:00,439
Speaker 2: bad intentions, you know. So I just think, who else

835
00:49:00,480 --> 00:49:06,799
Speaker 2: but me to become the multi multi billionaire that's going

836
00:49:06,880 --> 00:49:10,000
Speaker 2: to get these developments and these projects and these things

837
00:49:10,560 --> 00:49:11,360
Speaker 2: off the ground.

838
00:49:11,680 --> 00:49:14,560
Speaker 3: I think you should go on a promo tour like

839
00:49:15,000 --> 00:49:16,680
Speaker 3: a fundraising promo tour.

840
00:49:17,800 --> 00:49:18,359
Speaker 2: I like it.

841
00:49:18,600 --> 00:49:19,600
Speaker 1: Do you see where I'm going with this?

842
00:49:19,680 --> 00:49:19,879
Speaker 2: Yes?

843
00:49:20,160 --> 00:49:23,319
Speaker 3: Because I think what you just the gift that you

844
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:26,960
Speaker 3: just gave us of this little glimpse into Teddy's story.

845
00:49:28,680 --> 00:49:33,040
Speaker 3: If you just keep lighting that spark, like wherever you go,

846
00:49:33,880 --> 00:49:37,520
Speaker 3: how could anybody stop that. I'm not saying to give

847
00:49:37,520 --> 00:49:40,239
Speaker 3: away everything for free. Maybe it's little pieces of things

848
00:49:40,400 --> 00:49:44,640
Speaker 3: or just it. Just keep keep sharing the gift that

849
00:49:44,680 --> 00:49:48,120
Speaker 3: you keep referencing in whatever way it shows up for

850
00:49:48,160 --> 00:49:53,839
Speaker 3: you on that day. But intentionally it's bounces. You don't

851
00:49:53,880 --> 00:49:58,200
Speaker 3: think yes, yes, yes, but being intentional about.

852
00:49:58,000 --> 00:50:01,399
Speaker 2: That yes, very and never letting up yeah, and never

853
00:50:01,520 --> 00:50:05,480
Speaker 2: questioning God, just getting mad, get irritated. We're human God, Like,

854
00:50:05,600 --> 00:50:06,879
Speaker 2: what's God?

855
00:50:06,920 --> 00:50:08,480
Speaker 1: What are we doing?

856
00:50:09,600 --> 00:50:09,640
Speaker 4: What?

857
00:50:10,200 --> 00:50:13,200
Speaker 3: Dida Theana was on the show and she said sometimes

858
00:50:13,239 --> 00:50:16,839
Speaker 3: I'd be like God, like for really that real with God?

859
00:50:16,960 --> 00:50:18,719
Speaker 1: Like why do you you know?

860
00:50:18,719 --> 00:50:21,120
Speaker 3: Because she I mean, she just had this glory moment,

861
00:50:21,160 --> 00:50:23,839
Speaker 3: this glory year, but before there was times was she

862
00:50:24,200 --> 00:50:24,680
Speaker 3: like you.

863
00:50:25,160 --> 00:50:27,720
Speaker 1: Big creative ideas creative.

864
00:50:27,360 --> 00:50:30,040
Speaker 3: All the time, she a this was that and she's

865
00:50:30,120 --> 00:50:32,879
Speaker 3: like why didn't any of these things working on she.

866
00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:36,680
Speaker 1: Record deals or whatever. So she's had those. She's like,

867
00:50:36,719 --> 00:50:38,160
Speaker 1: I have to have a real one with God and

868
00:50:38,160 --> 00:50:39,719
Speaker 1: then I have to pull myself down.

869
00:50:39,760 --> 00:50:42,600
Speaker 2: Well, you know what it comes down to for me.

870
00:50:43,160 --> 00:50:46,520
Speaker 2: And if Tiana sees this message, that's my sister. I

871
00:50:46,600 --> 00:50:49,480
Speaker 2: love her. I was just with her at the Black

872
00:50:49,520 --> 00:50:53,440
Speaker 2: Woman in Hollywood event in LA We have such a great,

873
00:50:53,719 --> 00:51:02,359
Speaker 2: beautiful exchange of conversation. Listen, people that went Oscar, it's

874
00:51:02,440 --> 00:51:05,120
Speaker 2: like the kiss of death. They disappear if they win.

875
00:51:05,840 --> 00:51:09,040
Speaker 2: When you're nominated, you book way more movies than you

876
00:51:09,080 --> 00:51:13,040
Speaker 2: do when you win. I don't know what the fuck

877
00:51:13,120 --> 00:51:16,640
Speaker 2: it is. It's YouTube videos all over the Internet of

878
00:51:16,680 --> 00:51:18,120
Speaker 2: what happens when you win.

879
00:51:17,960 --> 00:51:20,920
Speaker 1: An Oscar, versus nominated.

880
00:51:20,520 --> 00:51:24,560
Speaker 2: Versus nominated. And so if I could say to Tiana

881
00:51:24,960 --> 00:51:30,160
Speaker 2: the nomination, you're on fire, something about something about what

882
00:51:30,560 --> 00:51:36,640
Speaker 2: people start overthinking and overvaluing the talent when they win

883
00:51:36,719 --> 00:51:39,879
Speaker 2: the Oscar. You know, there's not a project that's good

884
00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:43,040
Speaker 2: enough for an Oscar Award winner. It's just all this

885
00:51:43,200 --> 00:51:50,600
Speaker 2: stuff that happens. Nominated is a different level. And what

886
00:51:50,719 --> 00:51:55,520
Speaker 2: she was able to do was all about her. People

887
00:51:55,560 --> 00:51:58,799
Speaker 2: have never heard of her until they heard of her.

888
00:51:58,840 --> 00:52:02,560
Speaker 2: That's crazy, by the way, And all of she's been at.

889
00:52:02,920 --> 00:52:05,680
Speaker 2: But but here's the thing, you gotta we gotta think, right,

890
00:52:06,480 --> 00:52:09,760
Speaker 2: we all live in a in a in our own matrix.

891
00:52:10,680 --> 00:52:14,239
Speaker 2: Who doesn't know Tianna Taylor? Everybody. There's a whole lot

892
00:52:14,239 --> 00:52:17,480
Speaker 2: of people never heard of her day in their life ever,

893
00:52:18,480 --> 00:52:21,919
Speaker 2: Nothing about anything she's ever did, said, song she sung

894
00:52:21,960 --> 00:52:27,399
Speaker 2: has ever fell on their radar until now. And when

895
00:52:27,440 --> 00:52:33,839
Speaker 2: they met her, she's now a seasoned, veteran legend, beautiful

896
00:52:34,280 --> 00:52:37,839
Speaker 2: showing up with outfits killing every red car. And so

897
00:52:37,880 --> 00:52:42,719
Speaker 2: you'd like, who the fuck God? Who the fuck is distance?

898
00:52:42,840 --> 00:52:45,680
Speaker 2: You know what I mean? And so now seen it,

899
00:52:45,719 --> 00:52:47,799
Speaker 2: but we've all of it.

900
00:52:47,840 --> 00:52:49,799
Speaker 1: They're showing up as she's showing up as a new

901
00:52:49,840 --> 00:52:50,480
Speaker 1: person to them.

902
00:52:50,840 --> 00:52:54,839
Speaker 2: There's a wild factor that's attached to a brand new

903
00:52:54,960 --> 00:52:59,520
Speaker 2: thing that we never seen or heard of ever until now.

904
00:53:00,880 --> 00:53:02,280
Speaker 2: And that is the moment.

905
00:53:02,400 --> 00:53:03,120
Speaker 1: That's the magic.

906
00:53:03,239 --> 00:53:06,200
Speaker 2: That is the magic of what God is about to do.

907
00:53:08,120 --> 00:53:10,960
Speaker 2: Everything else was what you were supposed to see, feel,

908
00:53:11,440 --> 00:53:15,080
Speaker 2: experience and go through prior to your moment. You thought

909
00:53:15,160 --> 00:53:17,719
Speaker 2: those were moments. No, those were moments leading up to

910
00:53:18,360 --> 00:53:22,399
Speaker 2: the moment. Now, if you you want to make God live,

911
00:53:22,480 --> 00:53:26,400
Speaker 2: tell them your plans. Oh yeah, Wait, wait, I cannot

912
00:53:26,520 --> 00:53:30,040
Speaker 2: wait to see all that that this that that Tiana

913
00:53:30,080 --> 00:53:32,319
Speaker 2: is about to do. Can't wait, can't wait.

914
00:53:33,800 --> 00:53:35,720
Speaker 1: Sure you got a few projects you could probably attach

915
00:53:35,800 --> 00:53:36,000
Speaker 1: her to.

916
00:53:36,120 --> 00:53:42,120
Speaker 2: I mean, you know, ready with the proper funding, proper funding. Yeah.

917
00:53:42,239 --> 00:53:46,560
Speaker 2: I want to also share so proudly that of all

918
00:53:46,600 --> 00:53:52,200
Speaker 2: of the radio shows I've been approached about podcast reality

919
00:53:52,320 --> 00:53:56,680
Speaker 2: TV shows, because my life is interesting, it's some funny ship,

920
00:53:56,760 --> 00:53:59,000
Speaker 2: it's a lot that all cameras is rolling, a lot

921
00:53:59,120 --> 00:54:01,960
Speaker 2: going on. So I came up with this random idea,

922
00:54:02,080 --> 00:54:12,960
Speaker 2: Angie random. I have Tyresepatreon dot com. And instead of

923
00:54:13,000 --> 00:54:18,800
Speaker 2: me doing a podcast or doing anything that you're supposed

924
00:54:18,800 --> 00:54:21,000
Speaker 2: to do, I guess because these are these usual things,

925
00:54:21,320 --> 00:54:29,399
Speaker 2: I decided I'm sitting on thirty years of videos that's

926
00:54:29,440 --> 00:54:34,120
Speaker 2: been on my hard drives, with projects ideas that have

927
00:54:34,239 --> 00:54:38,480
Speaker 2: never gotten off the ground, ran around pitching visions and ideas.

928
00:54:38,680 --> 00:54:42,640
Speaker 2: Fully shot music videos has never been released because the

929
00:54:42,800 --> 00:54:44,480
Speaker 2: edit just didn't turn out right. And we went to

930
00:54:44,560 --> 00:54:49,680
Speaker 2: the window behind the scenes of Sweet Lady Lately, my

931
00:54:50,120 --> 00:54:54,600
Speaker 2: song Shamee with Jennifer Hudson and Denzel Washington produced. I

932
00:54:54,640 --> 00:55:01,480
Speaker 2: got so much con terrabites and terrabytes full of things

933
00:55:01,520 --> 00:55:05,520
Speaker 2: that nobody has ever seen. And I think, I think

934
00:55:05,600 --> 00:55:11,440
Speaker 2: I'm uncomfortable because I've already uploaded too much ship and

935
00:55:11,480 --> 00:55:13,160
Speaker 2: this is all gonna live on the paper. It's all

936
00:55:13,239 --> 00:55:14,200
Speaker 2: on my Patreon.

937
00:55:14,280 --> 00:55:15,600
Speaker 1: So what is what is it going to cost?

938
00:55:15,719 --> 00:55:19,080
Speaker 2: Us? Give me the cost for you for free?

939
00:55:20,160 --> 00:55:22,320
Speaker 1: No, No, I want to be I want to be

940
00:55:22,360 --> 00:55:22,840
Speaker 1: a patron.

941
00:55:23,360 --> 00:55:25,080
Speaker 2: Ok, I want to be a thing.

942
00:55:26,520 --> 00:55:28,040
Speaker 1: What is what is the fee?

943
00:55:29,320 --> 00:55:31,279
Speaker 3: There's four different I'm going to watch how this goes

944
00:55:31,280 --> 00:55:33,360
Speaker 3: for you, Tyrese, because I too have thirty years of

945
00:55:34,440 --> 00:55:37,520
Speaker 3: I have thirty years of content, some of that's never.

946
00:55:37,400 --> 00:55:38,360
Speaker 1: Been heard of before.

947
00:55:38,440 --> 00:55:42,400
Speaker 3: And I've also often thought about this, this route that

948
00:55:42,440 --> 00:55:44,799
Speaker 3: you're taking. So I'm gonna watch how it plays out

949
00:55:44,840 --> 00:55:46,400
Speaker 3: for you, and maybe I'll follow your leader.

950
00:55:47,080 --> 00:55:54,400
Speaker 2: You should, Okay, you should? Okay? Good and Tyresepatreon dot com.

951
00:55:54,480 --> 00:55:58,239
Speaker 2: And what we just uploaded, it's about an hour and

952
00:55:58,280 --> 00:56:02,480
Speaker 2: twenty minutes long, is all of the fuckery and all

953
00:56:02,520 --> 00:56:06,120
Speaker 2: the craziness that went down for this versus thing. Lead

954
00:56:06,280 --> 00:56:09,280
Speaker 2: with me in tank and I had the cameras rolling.

955
00:56:10,000 --> 00:56:13,200
Speaker 2: I was like, I was like, Okay, I'm not the

956
00:56:13,239 --> 00:56:16,360
Speaker 2: competitive dude he is. We both capricorns but he's the

957
00:56:16,400 --> 00:56:19,759
Speaker 2: other version of Capricorn. I'm like, bron you know again,

958
00:56:19,800 --> 00:56:22,400
Speaker 2: we all just get along. Coom by your white flags.

959
00:56:22,640 --> 00:56:25,840
Speaker 2: Who you guy coming out? Oh yeah he was. Oh

960
00:56:25,920 --> 00:56:28,960
Speaker 2: he wanted to come out and kill me. He has

961
00:56:29,080 --> 00:56:32,440
Speaker 2: seventeen people come out on stage during the verses. I

962
00:56:32,480 --> 00:56:37,239
Speaker 2: had one. He tried to steal my background singer. You know,

963
00:56:37,560 --> 00:56:41,200
Speaker 2: he had the sound man to mess up my sound

964
00:56:41,239 --> 00:56:44,640
Speaker 2: on purpose. It was shady. So on Saturday at the

965
00:56:44,760 --> 00:56:47,160
Speaker 2: Ubs Arena, and because of you, I might throw a

966
00:56:47,200 --> 00:56:48,560
Speaker 2: Teddy Pitnograss song in.

967
00:56:51,480 --> 00:56:58,879
Speaker 1: But what's that? Which was that? M com.

968
00:57:00,640 --> 00:57:04,280
Speaker 2: Mhm, Come on over, but move.

969
00:57:08,880 --> 00:57:10,000
Speaker 1: I can listen to this all day.

970
00:57:10,040 --> 00:57:13,480
Speaker 3: I would literally just pay to see you in concert

971
00:57:13,840 --> 00:57:15,120
Speaker 3: performing Tende Pendergras.

972
00:57:16,200 --> 00:57:22,200
Speaker 2: Wow, I would pay for that. The woman that's always

973
00:57:22,240 --> 00:57:26,720
Speaker 2: bearing gifts, That's what she just did. Did y'all hear that.

974
00:57:27,440 --> 00:57:32,560
Speaker 2: I'm just saying, y'all hear that. The Teddy Pendergrass residency.

975
00:57:32,640 --> 00:57:35,120
Speaker 1: I'm just saying, there's many ways to get to the

976
00:57:35,120 --> 00:57:35,919
Speaker 1: goal end goal.

977
00:57:36,120 --> 00:57:39,960
Speaker 2: Yes, keep playing the seats, keep chipping away at it,

978
00:57:40,080 --> 00:57:44,160
Speaker 2: and it's going to I believe it.

979
00:57:44,520 --> 00:57:45,040
Speaker 1: I believe it.

980
00:57:45,080 --> 00:57:49,880
Speaker 2: For tyrespatreon dot com would love for y'all to join

981
00:57:49,960 --> 00:57:53,680
Speaker 2: us and in success, and Angie's going to join us

982
00:57:53,960 --> 00:57:56,280
Speaker 2: and she's going to do a data dump on her heart.

983
00:57:57,080 --> 00:58:01,280
Speaker 1: Yes, I'm gonna wait to watch this play out for you.

984
00:58:01,840 --> 00:58:04,959
Speaker 2: The best shit ever, or it's gonna be like, oh

985
00:58:06,000 --> 00:58:09,080
Speaker 2: oh this ship, that ship that's that didn't lot Land Well.

986
00:58:09,400 --> 00:58:11,400
Speaker 1: I love that we had this conversation today.

987
00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:13,800
Speaker 3: I see your passion and your vision, and I think

988
00:58:13,800 --> 00:58:16,040
Speaker 3: I hope it inspires people not for their own lives

989
00:58:16,080 --> 00:58:18,440
Speaker 3: and for their own because we all have, say where

990
00:58:18,520 --> 00:58:22,080
Speaker 3: you have, all of that, we all have I have stuff.

991
00:58:21,800 --> 00:58:24,920
Speaker 1: Bottled up that you know, all these things always stop us.

992
00:58:24,920 --> 00:58:27,919
Speaker 3: But I always think there's a if you really lock

993
00:58:28,040 --> 00:58:29,919
Speaker 3: ins is always a way. So I still hope people

994
00:58:30,040 --> 00:58:33,280
Speaker 3: inspired by that today, and we'll support you on injurant.

995
00:58:33,360 --> 00:58:38,800
Speaker 2: You gotta be unapologetic about getting these visions and dreams out, unapologetic.

996
00:58:39,240 --> 00:58:43,360
Speaker 2: Loyalty has an expiration date. When God gives you visions

997
00:58:43,400 --> 00:58:46,720
Speaker 2: and ideas and you don't move on them in any capacity,

998
00:58:46,720 --> 00:58:49,160
Speaker 2: He's gonna give it to somebody else. How many times?

999
00:58:49,200 --> 00:58:50,880
Speaker 2: How many more times you gonna shit at the house

1000
00:58:50,880 --> 00:58:54,520
Speaker 2: and go yo, I can't decided. You remember I was just

1001
00:58:54,560 --> 00:58:57,880
Speaker 2: telling you about this idea, Like, what was that two years? Yeah?

1002
00:58:57,920 --> 00:59:00,680
Speaker 2: You ain't doing nothing with it. Yeah, so God said,

1003
00:59:01,120 --> 00:59:05,240
Speaker 2: this idea has to reach the world. You playing games,

1004
00:59:05,760 --> 00:59:07,520
Speaker 2: coming up with all of these reasons, you know, my

1005
00:59:07,640 --> 00:59:10,040
Speaker 2: brand and my image and the timing and all the

1006
00:59:10,040 --> 00:59:16,240
Speaker 2: goofy shit, okay or out self doubt, insecurity, spear of

1007
00:59:16,240 --> 00:59:18,880
Speaker 2: the unknown. I've never done it before, you know, blah

1008
00:59:18,880 --> 00:59:24,760
Speaker 2: blah blah. They said, Man, here's the problem. The problem

1009
00:59:24,880 --> 00:59:28,400
Speaker 2: is if it ended tomorrow, since we're talking about death, right,

1010
00:59:28,680 --> 00:59:33,400
Speaker 2: if it ended tomorrow, what have we actually done to

1011
00:59:33,520 --> 00:59:38,280
Speaker 2: leave something for our children? What have we done? Will

1012
00:59:38,280 --> 00:59:40,480
Speaker 2: they Will they be okay for six months? Will they

1013
00:59:40,520 --> 00:59:43,760
Speaker 2: be okay for a year? What have we done? And

1014
00:59:43,880 --> 00:59:47,240
Speaker 2: most of us selfishly are just thinking about what we're

1015
00:59:47,280 --> 00:59:51,200
Speaker 2: doing today. All the kids is good, I'm good. But

1016
00:59:52,200 --> 00:59:56,920
Speaker 2: if anything were to happen, did you set the family

1017
00:59:57,000 --> 01:00:00,840
Speaker 2: up for success? Did you set them up for sustainability? Well,

1018
01:00:00,840 --> 01:00:04,960
Speaker 2: they be able to stay afloat and in most cases no,

1019
01:00:06,400 --> 01:00:09,760
Speaker 2: So if people don't think if you think I'm about

1020
01:00:09,800 --> 01:00:12,040
Speaker 2: to get on stage and just be on stage getting

1021
01:00:12,080 --> 01:00:19,760
Speaker 2: screened for and that's my high. No, No, it's not. Oh,

1022
01:00:19,560 --> 01:00:23,720
Speaker 2: oh oh, Deadline Hollywood reporter Tyree just got casted in

1023
01:00:23,800 --> 01:00:29,400
Speaker 2: another movie. You mean movie number forty. That's a high

1024
01:00:29,480 --> 01:00:32,640
Speaker 2: for me. No, The new highs that I own the

1025
01:00:32,720 --> 01:00:37,680
Speaker 2: studio and that we have a film slate and a budget,

1026
01:00:38,720 --> 01:00:45,640
Speaker 2: and we have TV series and projects and movies, writers, directors, editors, cinematographers.

1027
01:00:45,840 --> 01:00:50,440
Speaker 2: We have created our own ism and what we have

1028
01:00:50,640 --> 01:00:54,680
Speaker 2: never existed before, now it's coming. Praise God.

1029
01:00:54,840 --> 01:00:57,080
Speaker 3: I have a couple of real quick speed round in

1030
01:00:57,160 --> 01:01:01,120
Speaker 3: real life questions, and then I have a voice. Oh okay,

1031
01:01:01,680 --> 01:01:04,720
Speaker 3: in real life? What are you most proud of about yourself?

1032
01:01:07,000 --> 01:01:14,000
Speaker 2: I am proud that God has used me to represent

1033
01:01:14,080 --> 01:01:15,440
Speaker 2: what's possible.

1034
01:01:17,440 --> 01:01:20,360
Speaker 1: In real life. What are you no longer apologizing for?

1035
01:01:22,720 --> 01:01:31,400
Speaker 2: I'm not apologized for being late. Shit, they have tired.

1036
01:01:33,560 --> 01:01:39,280
Speaker 2: It's traffic something, some some cause of delay. What me.

1037
01:01:43,280 --> 01:01:44,960
Speaker 1: In real life? I'm at my best.

1038
01:01:44,680 --> 01:01:48,880
Speaker 2: When in real life, I'm at my best when I'm alone.

1039
01:01:49,640 --> 01:01:54,120
Speaker 2: Really m hmmm h everything that I'm thinking of and

1040
01:01:54,160 --> 01:01:58,520
Speaker 2: creating in my mind when I'm alone. These starts are expensive,

1041
01:01:58,560 --> 01:02:01,760
Speaker 2: and when I'm able to reach them all everyone is

1042
01:02:01,800 --> 01:02:04,320
Speaker 2: going to be on the receiving end of this stuff

1043
01:02:04,360 --> 01:02:11,000
Speaker 2: that I was able to think about from spending time alone.

1044
01:02:11,480 --> 01:02:18,280
Speaker 1: What is something that you have forgiven yourself for have? Yeah?

1045
01:02:18,680 --> 01:02:24,360
Speaker 2: I have forgiven myself for the things that I didn't

1046
01:02:24,400 --> 01:02:28,880
Speaker 2: know or understand. I used to beat myself up when

1047
01:02:28,920 --> 01:02:31,720
Speaker 2: I would say things, do things, make a mistake, piss

1048
01:02:31,800 --> 01:02:34,960
Speaker 2: people off, drop the ball. And I've just learned to

1049
01:02:35,000 --> 01:02:40,680
Speaker 2: forgive myself, give myself grace because if I was raised

1050
01:02:40,680 --> 01:02:46,640
Speaker 2: by Gladys Knight, if Anita Baker was my mother, a

1051
01:02:46,680 --> 01:02:48,880
Speaker 2: whole lot of decisions about what I was doing in

1052
01:02:48,920 --> 01:02:52,080
Speaker 2: the business would have been different. If an NBA player

1053
01:02:52,840 --> 01:02:56,200
Speaker 2: raises a young NBA soon to be player, he's got

1054
01:02:56,200 --> 01:02:58,440
Speaker 2: the whole blueprint of what to do and what not

1055
01:02:58,560 --> 01:03:01,520
Speaker 2: to do because he was raised used by a champion.

1056
01:03:02,640 --> 01:03:06,040
Speaker 2: I'm an alien, I'm one of one, and I'm by myself.

1057
01:03:06,080 --> 01:03:08,840
Speaker 2: I've been winging it out here my whole life. And

1058
01:03:08,880 --> 01:03:11,400
Speaker 2: when I would make mistakes, because the whole world is

1059
01:03:11,440 --> 01:03:14,720
Speaker 2: watching me grow up from the little kid right before

1060
01:03:14,720 --> 01:03:18,320
Speaker 2: their eyes, I would always beat myself up, like why

1061
01:03:18,320 --> 01:03:20,200
Speaker 2: did I say that? Oh? Why did I do that?

1062
01:03:20,400 --> 01:03:21,960
Speaker 2: I'll tell you why you said it and did it?

1063
01:03:21,960 --> 01:03:24,960
Speaker 2: Because your mama wasn't glad as Night. You didn't have

1064
01:03:25,000 --> 01:03:28,120
Speaker 2: a Mona scot young in your life that can sit

1065
01:03:28,200 --> 01:03:30,560
Speaker 2: you down and say this is what's around the corner

1066
01:03:30,560 --> 01:03:34,640
Speaker 2: before they get there. So I had to give myself

1067
01:03:34,680 --> 01:03:37,680
Speaker 2: grace and stop beating myself up the things that I've

1068
01:03:37,720 --> 01:03:41,280
Speaker 2: said and done that was embarrassing, that went viral, and

1069
01:03:41,320 --> 01:03:45,880
Speaker 2: this and that that. It's like you're looking at a duck.

1070
01:03:46,840 --> 01:03:52,040
Speaker 2: I'm sorry, a swan and all of the stuff that

1071
01:03:52,080 --> 01:03:54,840
Speaker 2: I've either said and done and mistakes that I've made

1072
01:03:55,480 --> 01:04:00,520
Speaker 2: at embarrassing myself, it's like water rolling off a duck back.

1073
01:04:01,600 --> 01:04:04,480
Speaker 2: It doesn't penetrate me no more. It just rolls off.

1074
01:04:05,840 --> 01:04:09,520
Speaker 2: And that's a place that you had to get to. Now,

1075
01:04:09,560 --> 01:04:11,880
Speaker 2: let's stop going to sleep with your mistakes.

1076
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Speaker 3: Hey guys, You ever sign up for a phone plan

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Speaker 1: What do we have?

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Speaker 5: High Ti Reese, Oh my gosh, this is Stephanie.

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Speaker 1: Can you stay at my wedding like shot? Anyway?

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Speaker 5: I love your videos of you and your daughter Sheila

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Speaker 5: and between you on the road and Shaila being a teenager.

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Speaker 5: What are some ways that you really lock in with

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Speaker 5: her and really take the time to really have that

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Speaker 5: daddy daughter a time.

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Speaker 1: That's a good question.

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Speaker 3: The girls daughters, Brittany is the poster child for spoiled

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Speaker 3: kind of daddy's girl she loves.

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Speaker 1: Is that a real thing?

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Speaker 2: I might as well answer my question with my hat off.

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Speaker 1: Are you one of them? Are you one of those?

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, yeah, let me answer this question with my

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Speaker 2: hat off. Well, at this point, as a father, I'm

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Speaker 2: more concerned about what my daughter don't know. Men boys,

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Speaker 2: business life people will take advantage of what you don't know.

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Speaker 2: So she's eighteen now, she's turning nineteen July eleventh. She's

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Speaker 2: decided to go to college in Atlanta. I've been living

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Speaker 2: there now for nine years, even though I was born

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Speaker 2: and raised in La So now I have the fullness

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Speaker 2: of my firstborn with me, and the most significant Black

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Speaker 2: city you could ever live in, politically, business wise, oportreneurs,

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Speaker 2: just all of it. And so I am so proud

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Speaker 2: of the level of self discovery that my daughter is

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Speaker 2: about to experience in Atlantic super close. Oh yeah, oh yeah,

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Speaker 2: I'm her go to ready to shoot, stab and kill.

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Speaker 2: I just purchased my first ever shotgun, like an actual shotgun,

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Speaker 2: like for real shotgun. So whoever you are, whatever, the

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Speaker 2: lip gloss is cracking and you see my daughter, Oh man,

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Speaker 2: I will use the shotgun. Yeah. Well that's why Sheila.

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Speaker 2: She went viral from that. She's got a clothing line

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Speaker 2: coming out, she does, Yeah.

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Speaker 1: How is that?

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Speaker 6: Have that?

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Speaker 1: Then have one loaded question. We're going to do a

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Speaker 1: bowl and wrap. How does that? I don't know.

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Speaker 3: How do you manage that when something real is happening

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Speaker 3: to you, emotional, heartbreaking, or in your l the most

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Speaker 3: vulnerable state, and it becomes something that people it's a meme.

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Speaker 2: Oh, it's it's the it's the swan and the water

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01:08:26,360 --> 01:08:30,679
Speaker 2: rolling off the back thing. I was on psych mads

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Speaker 2: when I uploaded that video. It was on the internet

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Speaker 2: for six months before the psych meds were completely out

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Speaker 2: of my system. So yeah, people have fun. They never

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01:08:42,120 --> 01:08:44,800
Speaker 2: seen me like that. I'd never seen me like that

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01:08:44,920 --> 01:08:48,000
Speaker 2: when I was when I finally got in my regular headspace,

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Speaker 2: I looked at the video and I was like, oh shit, wow.

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01:08:52,040 --> 01:08:57,200
Speaker 2: And then fast forward because God loves me? Why does

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01:08:57,240 --> 01:09:01,680
Speaker 2: God love me so much? The most vulnerable moment of

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Speaker 2: my life about my daughter, and he flips hashtag mice

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Speaker 2: shala into something endearing. So people don't say, what's good,

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Speaker 2: my dad? They go my shala And it's the way

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01:09:16,720 --> 01:09:19,160
Speaker 2: girls are hugging each other. It's the way people are

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01:09:19,200 --> 01:09:23,400
Speaker 2: greeting each other. Nobody in the world could have told

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Speaker 2: me that's something that was so vulnerable. Fast forward with

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Speaker 2: flipping too something. So now when my daughter goes places

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Speaker 2: and I'd be like, yeah, this is my daughter Sheila.

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Speaker 2: Wait wait, are you the shala? My shala? Me and

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Speaker 2: my friend do it? If we like my shit, you're

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Speaker 2: the real Shala. It's the craziest thing. It is literally

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Speaker 2: like God has a sense of humor. They flip that one.

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Speaker 1: Does anybody ever sent you that meme?

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Speaker 2: Oh yeah, I see it all online. Yeah, all the

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01:09:57,560 --> 01:10:01,400
Speaker 2: time I've been living with the what more do you

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01:10:01,479 --> 01:10:03,880
Speaker 2: want from me and my shale? I've been living with

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Speaker 2: that now. That was at video ten, twelve years old now,

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01:10:07,640 --> 01:10:10,639
Speaker 2: so yeah, for it to flip into something all over

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Speaker 2: TikTok and be this positive, it just goes to show you,

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01:10:14,040 --> 01:10:18,080
Speaker 2: like God loves me so much. It's like this is

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Speaker 2: now my daughter's running around as a standalone Shila, and

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Speaker 2: it's like the most beautiful thing ever.

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Speaker 1: What are you gonna do when she's in a relationship

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Speaker 1: or later in life she gets married and her husband

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Speaker 1: and her boyfriend calls her my Shaila.

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Speaker 2: Well, that's a different my Shla. I'm gonna tell him

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Speaker 2: she will always be my Shala. But y'all married. Then

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Speaker 2: I got a shotgun.

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Speaker 1: In case this gets crazy.

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Speaker 2: There's some boundaries in place that we all understand. Y'all

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Speaker 1: Have this beautiful conversation.

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Speaker 3: I'm really hoping you get the question I want to

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Speaker 1: Unless that's it, what is it?

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Speaker 2: When I walk in around? I want people to feel

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Speaker 2: m they've met a really nice person. I want them

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Speaker 2: to feel like I created who I thought he would

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Speaker 2: be in my mind, and I'm just so shocked that

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Speaker 2: he was kind of like nothing that I imagine that he

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Speaker 2: would be. And then I want someone who did not

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Speaker 2: plan on spending ten billion that week to say, Tyresee

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Speaker 2: has got a lot of visions and ideas.

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Speaker 1: I'm going to give him my money.

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Speaker 2: I'm going to give him my money because we was

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Speaker 2: about to and a lot of money on a whole

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Speaker 2: lot of bullshit that didn't matter. It did not matter

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Speaker 2: at all.

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Speaker 1: Great answer that killed the ball.

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Speaker 3: There's one there's one question out of the ball that

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Speaker 3: you must.

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Speaker 1: Have before you go.

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Speaker 2: I would love it.

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Speaker 1: Okay, this is my one for you.

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Speaker 2: Okay, here we go. If God were to text me

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Speaker 2: right now, what would he say? Mm hmmm mm hmm

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Speaker 2: mm hmmm. I would hope that he would say, thank

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Speaker 2: you for reminding people about me. Everywhere you go. Every

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Speaker 2: Bible verse said I post. When I say to people,

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Speaker 2: don't ever give me credit for what I've survived and

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Speaker 2: what I've been through. I give all the credit to

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Speaker 2: the Lord Jesus Christ, who loves me so much, because

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Speaker 2: when you can't explain it, when you tried everything to

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Speaker 2: do it or get through it and pulled through it,

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Speaker 2: and you know that only God did that. He just

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Speaker 2: don't ever want you to take credit for what He

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Speaker 2: is there orchestrating the entire time. God is the Alpha

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Speaker 2: and the Omega. He is the beginning, the middle, the end.

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Speaker 2: He is all of it. And I've almost prided myself

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Speaker 2: on making sure that I don't do anything without bringing

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Speaker 2: Jesus into the conversation. And there are people that found

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Speaker 2: saying I love Tyres, I look up to him. I

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Speaker 2: respect him so much. Man, I don't know if I'll

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01:15:06,240 --> 01:15:13,800
Speaker 2: ever got through that. Wow, I got through it. And

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Speaker 2: God is the reason that I got through it, Because

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Speaker 2: while I was getting through it, I couldn't even believe

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Speaker 2: I was getting through it myself. I thought it was over.

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01:15:23,360 --> 01:15:25,280
Speaker 2: I thought it was a rap. I thought that was

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Speaker 2: a career killer. I thought it was a good run.

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01:15:30,960 --> 01:15:33,919
Speaker 2: And God said no, that was a setback for a setup.

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Speaker 2: God is God is the sling shot stick in the hand,

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Speaker 2: the rubber band at the top, and you're the pebble.

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Speaker 2: And and before now, if he were to, if he

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Speaker 2: didn't love you, he would do this, let the rubber

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Speaker 2: band go, and then you would fall right on the table.

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Speaker 2: When God really loves you, he's gonna deplete you, stretch you,

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01:16:07,680 --> 01:16:13,400
Speaker 2: create levels of discomfort. He's going to pull you all

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01:16:13,520 --> 01:16:19,360
Speaker 2: the way back, and you're the rock. And then you like, oh,

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01:16:19,920 --> 01:16:22,400
Speaker 2: look at the rubber band is stretching all the way back.

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01:16:22,640 --> 01:16:26,080
Speaker 2: He's pulling you all the way back, because the moment

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01:16:26,120 --> 01:16:28,559
Speaker 2: he let that rubber band go, he's gonna thrust you

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Speaker 2: into a whole nother level. So far you're not even

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01:16:31,320 --> 01:16:33,479
Speaker 2: gonna people ain't gonna be able to see the rock.

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01:16:33,800 --> 01:16:38,439
Speaker 2: Where did it go? That's the type of love you want.

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01:16:38,720 --> 01:16:43,880
Speaker 2: So God, whatever your process is, whatever public shaming and bearss,

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01:16:43,960 --> 01:16:46,960
Speaker 2: whatever mistakes I've made. First of all, I didn't know

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01:16:47,000 --> 01:16:48,960
Speaker 2: I was gonna make it this far in my life

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01:16:49,000 --> 01:16:51,679
Speaker 2: and my career. I had no idea I would still

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01:16:51,800 --> 01:16:56,080
Speaker 2: matter in any capacity after a thirty second commercial, who

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01:16:56,120 --> 01:16:57,760
Speaker 2: do you think you are? You think you're sitting around

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01:16:57,760 --> 01:17:00,639
Speaker 2: with some type of crystal ball or something, and enough

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01:17:00,680 --> 01:17:05,400
Speaker 2: handsome and enough talent, ain't enough singing, ain't enough movie

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01:17:05,560 --> 01:17:08,040
Speaker 2: roles that can get you on and keep you on

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Speaker 2: this long. God loves you and He has all of

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01:17:13,800 --> 01:17:18,000
Speaker 2: this in mind for you. So just love yourself enough

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01:17:18,000 --> 01:17:20,519
Speaker 2: to show up every day and do the best you

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01:17:20,640 --> 01:17:23,600
Speaker 2: can with all of the things that God has in

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01:17:23,720 --> 01:17:27,000
Speaker 2: mind for you. That's what my text would say. That

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01:17:27,080 --> 01:17:30,720
Speaker 2: is a long text. Oh yeah, My text is are

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01:17:30,760 --> 01:17:34,600
Speaker 2: normally pretty long. So God knows me. It's like you

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01:17:34,720 --> 01:17:37,639
Speaker 2: be sending them along and I'm gonna send you one too.

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01:17:39,600 --> 01:17:44,000
Speaker 2: God really really, yeah, that's what's it's that's it.

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01:17:44,120 --> 01:17:47,559
Speaker 1: But the moral of his text is keep saying his name.

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01:17:48,240 --> 01:17:52,759
Speaker 2: Keep everywhere you go. I need, I need to listen.

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01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:55,679
Speaker 2: If you ain't God God on you, you should assume

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01:17:55,720 --> 01:17:57,880
Speaker 2: that when you walk in the room, God wasn't there

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01:17:57,920 --> 01:18:02,880
Speaker 2: before you showed up. Speak on it, talk about it.

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01:18:03,400 --> 01:18:05,840
Speaker 2: Sit there, you know I went through something like that before.

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01:18:06,200 --> 01:18:08,920
Speaker 2: Talk about it, talk about a transition into what God

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01:18:08,960 --> 01:18:13,080
Speaker 2: got you through. Talk about it. Because the word is

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01:18:13,160 --> 01:18:16,720
Speaker 2: not his opinion, it's the word of God. So if

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01:18:16,760 --> 01:18:23,479
Speaker 2: it's the word, it's not up for discussion. He got you,

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01:18:24,600 --> 01:18:28,960
Speaker 2: He got you, He loves you. He loves you.

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01:18:28,280 --> 01:18:35,200
Speaker 3: He loves Tyrese in real life.

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01:18:36,280 --> 01:18:39,280
Speaker 2: What up, y'all? Ship man Tyrese in real life.

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Speaker 1: Hey guys, thanks for watching.

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