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Speaker 1: edge dot com. So today I have Marv back on

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Speaker 1: in your ego, But I know that there have been

430
00:28:13,000 --> 00:28:18,960
Speaker 1: times in my life where my ego feels so true

431
00:28:19,000 --> 00:28:21,720
Speaker 1: like what I'm whatever is driving me, It feels like

432
00:28:21,920 --> 00:28:24,400
Speaker 1: this is fact, this has to be the way this is,

433
00:28:24,480 --> 00:28:26,880
Speaker 1: this goes or I'm trying to control a scenario even

434
00:28:26,920 --> 00:28:30,159
Speaker 1: because I'm like, no, this relationship has to work, you know,

435
00:28:30,280 --> 00:28:33,600
Speaker 1: But that is obviously my ego driving the bus. So

436
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:40,320
Speaker 1: how do we get cleared ourselves? Obviously if it doesn't work,

437
00:28:41,280 --> 00:28:45,120
Speaker 1: that's ego driven. Oh so if it's coming from them

438
00:28:45,680 --> 00:28:50,560
Speaker 1: invested in something as truth, I mean, first off, the

439
00:28:50,640 --> 00:28:54,120
Speaker 1: ego cannot see truths because all you see and get

440
00:28:54,160 --> 00:29:00,600
Speaker 1: from your physical senses is one ten thousands of the reality.

441
00:29:01,960 --> 00:29:05,360
Speaker 1: You would have to see be able to take in

442
00:29:06,000 --> 00:29:11,080
Speaker 1: one ten thousands of a second to really see what's real.

443
00:29:12,480 --> 00:29:20,120
Speaker 1: So you have to stand and observed observation and accept

444
00:29:20,160 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 1: it for what it is. Because if you go into analysis,

445
00:29:25,160 --> 00:29:31,040
Speaker 1: if you go into self serving, if you get into um,

446
00:29:32,240 --> 00:29:38,160
Speaker 1: what I needed to be manipulation, powering, and controlling, well

447
00:29:38,240 --> 00:29:42,400
Speaker 1: that's all ego. If you can't let something be what

448
00:29:42,520 --> 00:29:48,360
Speaker 1: it is, that's ego ego. Okay, So right now, what

449
00:29:48,440 --> 00:29:51,040
Speaker 1: we're bumping up against in Capricorn, or at least that

450
00:29:51,120 --> 00:29:53,040
Speaker 1: the Saturn energy is going to come in and it's

451
00:29:53,120 --> 00:29:56,120
Speaker 1: the testing sign right now. So this does that mean

452
00:29:56,160 --> 00:30:00,600
Speaker 1: that we're gonna well, it's always testing, but I mean

453
00:30:00,840 --> 00:30:04,640
Speaker 1: this this month, in the Capricorn month, Saturn is certainly

454
00:30:04,680 --> 00:30:12,400
Speaker 1: going to be highlighted and and challenging our perceptions of reality.

455
00:30:13,680 --> 00:30:16,840
Speaker 1: I mean, you know, see that Saturn's job, it needs.

456
00:30:16,880 --> 00:30:23,800
Speaker 1: Saturn's job is to challenge what you believe m and

457
00:30:24,400 --> 00:30:27,520
Speaker 1: once once your face with that challenge, it usually comes

458
00:30:27,560 --> 00:30:30,440
Speaker 1: with a little bit of pain because it don't work.

459
00:30:31,360 --> 00:30:38,880
Speaker 1: It causes you to um struggle. And so that's what

460
00:30:38,960 --> 00:30:41,640
Speaker 1: you have to understand. I mean, we are here for

461
00:30:41,800 --> 00:30:48,160
Speaker 1: self mastery. Think about that for a second. It's self

462
00:30:48,680 --> 00:30:53,080
Speaker 1: mastery will. The only way to master the self is

463
00:30:53,080 --> 00:30:56,800
Speaker 1: is to turn over the ego personality to the high

464
00:30:56,880 --> 00:31:02,480
Speaker 1: self and accept life for what it is with no opinion,

465
00:31:02,520 --> 00:31:07,400
Speaker 1: no perspective, no perceptions, and no judgments. It just what

466
00:31:07,520 --> 00:31:11,440
Speaker 1: it is. You have no control over it. It's already been.

467
00:31:11,520 --> 00:31:16,200
Speaker 1: It's a plan. The plan belongs to the universal mind,

468
00:31:16,720 --> 00:31:21,160
Speaker 1: and you're not going to change it. So accept it.

469
00:31:22,320 --> 00:31:25,680
Speaker 1: Life on life's terms is what my dad always says. Well,

470
00:31:25,840 --> 00:31:29,640
Speaker 1: that's is good. Another good way of saying it. Well,

471
00:31:29,680 --> 00:31:32,240
Speaker 1: what's so we talked a little bit about some of

472
00:31:32,280 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 1: the benefits of the Capricorn. What are some of the weaknesses. Well,

473
00:31:36,240 --> 00:31:42,959
Speaker 1: some of the weaknesses, um are righteousness and materialism. Trying

474
00:31:42,960 --> 00:31:46,160
Speaker 1: to gain power for power's sake, to power over others.

475
00:31:47,120 --> 00:31:52,760
Speaker 1: They're very money conscious. That's the negative side the Capricorn.

476
00:31:52,880 --> 00:31:57,600
Speaker 1: Capricorn is very dual. They're also there's a lot of

477
00:31:57,600 --> 00:32:05,600
Speaker 1: immorality with Capricorn that goes way back with the ancients. Well,

478
00:32:05,920 --> 00:32:14,920
Speaker 1: there there's no moral structures, sexuality is challenged, being able

479
00:32:14,960 --> 00:32:19,400
Speaker 1: to just uh let go and do anything you you

480
00:32:19,480 --> 00:32:22,360
Speaker 1: desire and want to do. They used to have instead

481
00:32:22,360 --> 00:32:28,240
Speaker 1: of Christmas in the old Helsinki uh days, they used

482
00:32:28,280 --> 00:32:31,680
Speaker 1: to have what they called Saturnalia, and that was three

483
00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:35,360
Speaker 1: weeks of just letting go, partying, having all the sex

484
00:32:35,440 --> 00:32:42,840
Speaker 1: with everybody they wanted, throwing all moral and scruples away.

485
00:32:43,960 --> 00:32:50,800
Speaker 1: And that that really is an undertone to Capricorn. And

486
00:32:50,880 --> 00:32:56,600
Speaker 1: what Capricorn has got to be faced with is that, uh,

487
00:32:56,720 --> 00:33:00,640
Speaker 1: you better have morals and scruples, which they are probably

488
00:33:00,640 --> 00:33:05,280
Speaker 1: one of the top morals and scruple sign because they

489
00:33:05,320 --> 00:33:10,920
Speaker 1: also are under the auspices of everybody looks at them

490
00:33:11,840 --> 00:33:16,880
Speaker 1: and evaluates them in life. So they've got to live

491
00:33:16,960 --> 00:33:23,640
Speaker 1: within a very um a structure of life that best

492
00:33:23,960 --> 00:33:26,920
Speaker 1: put your best foot forward of who you really are,

493
00:33:27,520 --> 00:33:31,440
Speaker 1: because that's going to limit your ability to be successful.

494
00:33:31,800 --> 00:33:35,560
Speaker 1: Who makes you successful? People? And if people look at

495
00:33:35,600 --> 00:33:40,560
Speaker 1: you and say, oh, what a nasty individual, Well, that's

496
00:33:40,560 --> 00:33:45,120
Speaker 1: going to be a challenge. So so Capricorn has to

497
00:33:45,240 --> 00:33:50,720
Speaker 1: live within that um, understanding that they're going to be

498
00:33:50,960 --> 00:33:55,120
Speaker 1: evaluated by the court of public opinion. And the people

499
00:33:55,160 --> 00:33:57,760
Speaker 1: that you step on going up the ladder are the

500
00:33:57,800 --> 00:34:00,560
Speaker 1: same people that you're going to have to face falling

501
00:34:00,600 --> 00:34:05,080
Speaker 1: down the ladder. Oh I like that one, Allah Trump,

502
00:34:06,480 --> 00:34:08,960
Speaker 1: I had to get that in there to throw it

503
00:34:08,960 --> 00:34:13,759
Speaker 1: out there. I'm confused though, because you just said they

504
00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:17,880
Speaker 1: they have a weakness of immorality, but then they better

505
00:34:17,920 --> 00:34:23,000
Speaker 1: find morality. So like, so you're saying they are predisposed

506
00:34:23,040 --> 00:34:27,719
Speaker 1: maybe to not be the most moral sign, but what

507
00:34:27,880 --> 00:34:30,160
Speaker 1: ends up happening if they want success, they've got to

508
00:34:30,200 --> 00:34:33,920
Speaker 1: kind of get that in line and interpreting that correctly. Okay,

509
00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:38,960
Speaker 1: perfect at it. Okay. So it's like working against what

510
00:34:39,000 --> 00:34:42,799
Speaker 1: maybe their natural tendency would be if they want to.

511
00:34:44,120 --> 00:34:47,560
Speaker 1: I mean, you know underneath, I mean we all have

512
00:34:48,239 --> 00:34:53,839
Speaker 1: a sense of I mean, we have some negatives that

513
00:34:53,880 --> 00:34:57,800
Speaker 1: we live with that we hold at bay, and these

514
00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:05,160
Speaker 1: strong desires that come from premordial times of the human condition.

515
00:35:05,880 --> 00:35:10,120
Speaker 1: They they're in there. We know them, we but we're

516
00:35:10,160 --> 00:35:15,319
Speaker 1: trying to hold them off, and so we don't want

517
00:35:15,320 --> 00:35:18,480
Speaker 1: to I want to put my best foot forward. I

518
00:35:18,480 --> 00:35:22,440
Speaker 1: don't want to be just me, you know, some wild

519
00:35:22,560 --> 00:35:26,440
Speaker 1: child that goes off and does anything and everything. How

520
00:35:26,480 --> 00:35:29,480
Speaker 1: how are you going to be successful like that? Okay,

521
00:35:29,560 --> 00:35:34,120
Speaker 1: I see what you're saying. Now, that makes sense. So

522
00:35:34,520 --> 00:35:40,000
Speaker 1: you always have the possibilities of immoralities and you have

523
00:35:40,200 --> 00:35:48,239
Speaker 1: to socialize uh those uh exproper parts of yourself so

524
00:35:48,280 --> 00:35:55,080
Speaker 1: they're acceptable. Two people. I have a question because I

525
00:35:55,160 --> 00:35:59,279
Speaker 1: know on the charts like Capricorn and cancer or what

526
00:35:59,440 --> 00:36:03,920
Speaker 1: is it called, when they're opposition there in opposition, and

527
00:36:04,000 --> 00:36:08,160
Speaker 1: so I'm a cancer. And it's interesting because as you're talking,

528
00:36:08,200 --> 00:36:12,160
Speaker 1: I'm thinking about the Capricorns that I've had in my life,

529
00:36:12,360 --> 00:36:16,640
Speaker 1: and I've had falling out with Capricorns. So is that

530
00:36:16,960 --> 00:36:20,400
Speaker 1: is that because of some of these like internal struggles,

531
00:36:20,400 --> 00:36:22,600
Speaker 1: like maybe their weaknesses bump up against some of the

532
00:36:22,600 --> 00:36:26,960
Speaker 1: things that really bother my sign, or like vice versa

533
00:36:27,120 --> 00:36:30,840
Speaker 1: or what's the deal? Little Probably one of the least

534
00:36:30,880 --> 00:36:37,799
Speaker 1: emotional signs is Capricorn because they're so structured, that Saturn structure,

535
00:36:38,239 --> 00:36:43,319
Speaker 1: that intense focus and determination, that work ethic, that need

536
00:36:43,440 --> 00:36:49,839
Speaker 1: for perfection that totally bumps up against cancer. Cancer is emotional.

537
00:36:50,400 --> 00:36:54,879
Speaker 1: They're not they're not so dagone structured. Yeah, but they

538
00:36:55,040 --> 00:36:58,839
Speaker 1: But you see, so Capricorn has to learn to be

539
00:36:58,880 --> 00:37:03,120
Speaker 1: a little more since it an emotional answer, has to

540
00:37:03,200 --> 00:37:06,600
Speaker 1: learn how to be a little more precise and structures

541
00:37:07,239 --> 00:37:11,080
Speaker 1: and uh and so forth. I mean, let's just think

542
00:37:11,120 --> 00:37:14,600
Speaker 1: about it. Your saturn is in your house of work,

543
00:37:15,200 --> 00:37:19,320
Speaker 1: and how much trouble do you bump up against working

544
00:37:19,320 --> 00:37:25,160
Speaker 1: with people? Um? A good bit. Okay, let's see, so

545
00:37:25,920 --> 00:37:30,879
Speaker 1: you your analysis needs to be what if who am

546
00:37:30,960 --> 00:37:35,799
Speaker 1: I that I'm struggling with those kinds of relationships when

547
00:37:35,800 --> 00:37:39,319
Speaker 1: they should be on equal terms. Yeah, I mean it's

548
00:37:39,320 --> 00:37:41,399
Speaker 1: not always I don't want to sell myself short here.

549
00:37:41,480 --> 00:37:44,800
Speaker 1: It's it's more you're right, it's like finding my voice

550
00:37:44,840 --> 00:37:50,919
Speaker 1: sometimes within that dynamic or um or Yeah, it could

551
00:37:50,960 --> 00:37:53,640
Speaker 1: be about like the plan and find the way that

552
00:37:53,680 --> 00:37:56,080
Speaker 1: I think something should be structured is a different way,

553
00:37:56,200 --> 00:37:59,319
Speaker 1: and so letting go all of those things. Yeah and

554
00:37:59,400 --> 00:38:03,360
Speaker 1: so and so when you have a dominant uh sense

555
00:38:03,400 --> 00:38:06,040
Speaker 1: of yourself, you want it to be like you want

556
00:38:06,080 --> 00:38:11,000
Speaker 1: it to be. That's gonna bump up. Well, but where

557
00:38:11,040 --> 00:38:15,480
Speaker 1: a minute, that's that's the problem. You're bumping up against

558
00:38:16,239 --> 00:38:19,360
Speaker 1: another individual the things that ought to be this way.

559
00:38:19,800 --> 00:38:22,080
Speaker 1: So we always got to come to a meeting of

560
00:38:22,120 --> 00:38:28,919
Speaker 1: the mind and find um a win win situation. I mean, look,

561
00:38:29,280 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 1: in our everyday work, we are in unequal relationships, but

562
00:38:34,320 --> 00:38:39,440
Speaker 1: each relationship is just important to the whole as one individual,

563
00:38:39,800 --> 00:38:43,719
Speaker 1: whether the CEO or the janitor, it doesn't make any difference.

564
00:38:45,000 --> 00:38:50,719
Speaker 1: And so you have to respect each individual's job and

565
00:38:50,760 --> 00:38:54,400
Speaker 1: what they're doing that fits in with what you're doing

566
00:38:54,760 --> 00:39:02,040
Speaker 1: to make a better hole. Yeah, you've got Capricorn in

567
00:39:02,120 --> 00:39:05,320
Speaker 1: the ninth house and the tenth house pretty bag on.

568
00:39:05,480 --> 00:39:09,800
Speaker 1: Important for you to get along with people that support

569
00:39:09,920 --> 00:39:14,080
Speaker 1: your goals and dreams so that you can be successful

570
00:39:14,160 --> 00:39:20,360
Speaker 1: in the world, because there's no greater payoff then Saturn.

571
00:39:20,719 --> 00:39:24,600
Speaker 1: Saturn is the tester, Saturn is the challenger. Saturn is

572
00:39:24,640 --> 00:39:28,120
Speaker 1: going to show you your weaknesses. But when you come

573
00:39:28,160 --> 00:39:36,040
Speaker 1: into alignment with spirit, Saturn is the greatest gift. Actually, Saturn,

574
00:39:36,520 --> 00:39:41,640
Speaker 1: not Jupiter, is the one that brings the presence. Mm hmmm.

575
00:39:42,600 --> 00:39:46,760
Speaker 1: Do you think about this when we're talking about success.

576
00:39:47,640 --> 00:39:51,560
Speaker 1: Saturn just creates the reality that you have in mind,

577
00:39:51,840 --> 00:39:57,279
Speaker 1: your personal consciousness, your ego. So if you create it

578
00:39:58,000 --> 00:40:01,719
Speaker 1: and then you get, you get what you' coming. Well,

579
00:40:01,760 --> 00:40:06,719
Speaker 1: Saturn shows you the fallacy in those thoughts, ideas and beliefs.

580
00:40:08,040 --> 00:40:10,920
Speaker 1: And when you see those fallacies and you're bumping up

581
00:40:10,920 --> 00:40:15,680
Speaker 1: against hardship and pain, yeah, well now you have a

582
00:40:15,719 --> 00:40:20,239
Speaker 1: tendency to change. Look at yourself and evaluate at say,

583
00:40:20,320 --> 00:40:24,359
Speaker 1: what is the right way to make this win win

584
00:40:24,520 --> 00:40:28,000
Speaker 1: for everybody? Right? I mean I always say I would

585
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:32,440
Speaker 1: not change without pain. I would feel there's no chance

586
00:40:32,680 --> 00:40:34,880
Speaker 1: who would though, you know, I mean I think we

587
00:40:34,920 --> 00:40:36,440
Speaker 1: all have our set way as we want to do.

588
00:40:36,520 --> 00:40:39,480
Speaker 1: Think the person that is in more into with their

589
00:40:40,200 --> 00:40:45,840
Speaker 1: intuition and that harmony. That's the goal then which you

590
00:40:45,880 --> 00:40:49,720
Speaker 1: were supposed to start getting in Scorpio and coming into

591
00:40:49,719 --> 00:40:54,520
Speaker 1: fruition at Sagittarius. And if you didn't learn in those

592
00:40:54,560 --> 00:40:58,520
Speaker 1: two signs of how to listen to your internal self

593
00:40:58,920 --> 00:41:02,080
Speaker 1: and form that relation and ship, well, then Capricorn, you

594
00:41:02,160 --> 00:41:07,120
Speaker 1: got to you got to face the music. Yeah, I

595
00:41:07,120 --> 00:41:09,759
Speaker 1: mean I definitely feel that, or I think it was

596
00:41:09,800 --> 00:41:12,279
Speaker 1: like it's like small doses, like it's just maybe a

597
00:41:12,400 --> 00:41:15,040
Speaker 1: slow grow for me of that, you know, the last

598
00:41:15,040 --> 00:41:16,960
Speaker 1: couple of months, I've been going there, but then I

599
00:41:17,000 --> 00:41:18,920
Speaker 1: kind of want to go back to the past. Then

600
00:41:18,960 --> 00:41:20,839
Speaker 1: I go back, then I go back. You know, it's

601
00:41:20,840 --> 00:41:23,920
Speaker 1: just like the back and force. Whereas maybe now it's like, Okay,

602
00:41:24,040 --> 00:41:28,799
Speaker 1: here's the real test both of us, for both of

603
00:41:28,880 --> 00:41:35,480
Speaker 1: us Cancer and Capricorn. That's that's our primary struggle. What tradition?

604
00:41:36,160 --> 00:41:39,640
Speaker 1: Oh the past? Yeah, this is the way it's always

605
00:41:39,640 --> 00:41:43,879
Speaker 1: been done. Why shouldn't it continue? Yeah, this is this

606
00:41:43,960 --> 00:41:47,640
Speaker 1: is how I was learned and brought up and formed

607
00:41:47,680 --> 00:41:52,879
Speaker 1: in my early home environment. I mean, Capricorns have father struggles.

608
00:41:54,080 --> 00:41:57,080
Speaker 1: Never seen one that didn't. All fire signs have father

609
00:41:57,200 --> 00:42:01,400
Speaker 1: struggles because they're being pige and hold into being who

610
00:42:01,520 --> 00:42:06,040
Speaker 1: the father is expects them to be to get along

611
00:42:06,080 --> 00:42:10,360
Speaker 1: in the world. Well, at some point in your life, uh,

612
00:42:10,440 --> 00:42:14,440
Speaker 1: you got to individuate. You got to decide to break

613
00:42:14,480 --> 00:42:18,520
Speaker 1: free from that programming. Typically that's going to occur at

614
00:42:18,520 --> 00:42:22,640
Speaker 1: about forty years old. Now that's extremely important for women

615
00:42:23,120 --> 00:42:27,319
Speaker 1: because this has been a so called man's world. Where

616
00:42:27,320 --> 00:42:32,520
Speaker 1: to where do women get their voice at about forty?

617
00:42:32,560 --> 00:42:36,120
Speaker 1: Is that right? That is literally what's happening in my

618
00:42:36,200 --> 00:42:39,200
Speaker 1: life right now. I'm having all of these things come

619
00:42:39,280 --> 00:42:41,880
Speaker 1: up of like what you just said. You know, this

620
00:42:42,120 --> 00:42:43,600
Speaker 1: used to be the way it is in my life,

621
00:42:43,600 --> 00:42:46,000
Speaker 1: where there's all this old programming, and all of a sudden,

622
00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:48,600
Speaker 1: it's like I have had these goggles taken off of

623
00:42:48,640 --> 00:42:52,680
Speaker 1: my eyes and I'm like, wait, what why is it

624
00:42:52,719 --> 00:42:55,080
Speaker 1: that way? Or I'm starting to ask these questions, and

625
00:42:55,080 --> 00:42:58,320
Speaker 1: then I'm getting really piste off that it is that way,

626
00:42:58,360 --> 00:43:01,120
Speaker 1: Like why are these uxtures the way they are? Why

627
00:43:01,120 --> 00:43:03,800
Speaker 1: do I put this pressure on myself to live this

628
00:43:03,920 --> 00:43:06,200
Speaker 1: certain way like that it's really not in line with

629
00:43:06,239 --> 00:43:09,640
Speaker 1: who I am at all, but I but it's taking

630
00:43:09,719 --> 00:43:14,000
Speaker 1: a lot of courage to step outside of that. And

631
00:43:14,040 --> 00:43:19,239
Speaker 1: then it's also like in a face, I mean, this

632
00:43:19,280 --> 00:43:21,960
Speaker 1: is what's happening, is I'm having to I'm really bumping

633
00:43:22,040 --> 00:43:25,880
Speaker 1: up against fear, a lot of gotto, gott o, gotta

634
00:43:25,880 --> 00:43:30,400
Speaker 1: god stepping outside of that. And I'm also really piste

635
00:43:30,440 --> 00:43:32,200
Speaker 1: off that I ever had to feel that way in

636
00:43:32,200 --> 00:43:34,400
Speaker 1: the first place, and like that people still try to

637
00:43:34,400 --> 00:43:36,759
Speaker 1: tell me, well, that's just the way it is. I'm like,

638
00:43:36,920 --> 00:43:44,160
Speaker 1: fuck that, No, it's not well. And so this that's

639
00:43:44,239 --> 00:43:48,960
Speaker 1: the growth. Okay, you're now you're coming into your own

640
00:43:49,920 --> 00:43:55,560
Speaker 1: expression of your own authority and your own individuality. Well,

641
00:43:55,560 --> 00:44:01,040
Speaker 1: I'm right on time cannot be challenged, and prety women

642
00:44:01,080 --> 00:44:04,640
Speaker 1: get tired of the suppression of listening to a fan

643
00:44:04,800 --> 00:44:09,200
Speaker 1: man and sick of his bull crap, so that they

644
00:44:09,239 --> 00:44:12,960
Speaker 1: start saying, wait a minute, I'm going to start living

645
00:44:13,600 --> 00:44:19,880
Speaker 1: my life the way I want, expressing my voice, my creation,

646
00:44:20,440 --> 00:44:24,600
Speaker 1: and my reality on my terms. And you can either

647
00:44:24,680 --> 00:44:32,640
Speaker 1: be supportive or you can get out. That's pretty much

648
00:44:32,640 --> 00:44:35,080
Speaker 1: what's happening in my life right now. Well, that pretty

649
00:44:35,160 --> 00:44:39,480
Speaker 1: much happens in everybody's life at forty more so for

650
00:44:39,560 --> 00:44:45,040
Speaker 1: women because they've been uh, this is that repressed time. Yeah,

651
00:44:46,080 --> 00:44:52,359
Speaker 1: men start recognizing the age. What is the age that

652
00:44:52,560 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 1: men start looking outside of their relationship because they begin

653
00:44:58,239 --> 00:45:01,439
Speaker 1: to lose their virility, they begin to lose their youth,

654
00:45:01,840 --> 00:45:06,480
Speaker 1: they begin to lose some of their um What was

655
00:45:06,520 --> 00:45:12,000
Speaker 1: somebody saying to me their uh mojo? Well, what do

656
00:45:12,040 --> 00:45:14,520
Speaker 1: they do? They go out and look for a younger woman.

657
00:45:15,640 --> 00:45:21,320
Speaker 1: How many times have we listened to that story? Because

658
00:45:21,480 --> 00:45:25,360
Speaker 1: they have to bolster up that weak ego, They have

659
00:45:25,520 --> 00:45:29,879
Speaker 1: to bolster up this understanding. Hey, I'm no longer a kid,

660
00:45:31,080 --> 00:45:36,000
Speaker 1: So that's there. Breaking out, breaking away, and they could

661
00:45:36,000 --> 00:45:40,879
Speaker 1: either come and move into their heart to be supportive

662
00:45:41,320 --> 00:45:45,520
Speaker 1: of their and an equal partner, so that you can

663
00:45:46,000 --> 00:45:49,640
Speaker 1: double the pleasures and divide the pains to live out

664
00:45:49,920 --> 00:45:53,920
Speaker 1: the remainder of your life with that person that you've loved,

665
00:45:54,520 --> 00:45:59,960
Speaker 1: or you can give it all away, throw it all away.

666
00:46:00,160 --> 00:46:04,080
Speaker 1: M hmm, because of a perception of the grass is

667
00:46:04,160 --> 00:46:07,399
Speaker 1: greener and I gotta boaster myself up to be a man.

668
00:46:08,719 --> 00:46:11,080
Speaker 1: Is that some sort of weird denial that men go

669
00:46:11,200 --> 00:46:20,480
Speaker 1: through of aging? Certainly, most definitely, most definitely, And that's

670
00:46:20,520 --> 00:46:25,440
Speaker 1: just that's just that cycle. And so you know that's

671
00:46:25,880 --> 00:46:29,239
Speaker 1: you see all these repressive things that we have to

672
00:46:29,560 --> 00:46:34,960
Speaker 1: undergo through Capricorn and Saturn or tests and their temptations

673
00:46:35,640 --> 00:46:39,799
Speaker 1: so that we can move more into our heart to

674
00:46:39,920 --> 00:46:45,720
Speaker 1: be more involved with everybody instead of our own selfish means.

675
00:46:47,280 --> 00:46:53,200
Speaker 1: That's Capricorn, that's Saturn, and that's the pain of forming

676
00:46:53,239 --> 00:46:57,600
Speaker 1: a reality that don't work. I mean, look, Jesus Christ

677
00:46:57,680 --> 00:47:00,360
Speaker 1: was tempted, and what was the tempt that he was

678
00:47:00,400 --> 00:47:04,000
Speaker 1: tempted by? Satan? Look, I can give you the world,

679
00:47:04,040 --> 00:47:06,719
Speaker 1: I can offer you this, I can offer you treasures

680
00:47:06,719 --> 00:47:11,840
Speaker 1: and goals and and power, and Jesus had to have

681
00:47:12,080 --> 00:47:17,800
Speaker 1: the ability to deny it all. But you see, Satan

682
00:47:17,840 --> 00:47:21,560
Speaker 1: plays a pretty good role for all of us. It

683
00:47:21,760 --> 00:47:27,520
Speaker 1: exposes us to the reality that is a false belief,

684
00:47:27,640 --> 00:47:32,200
Speaker 1: of false reality, so that we have to make corrections

685
00:47:32,560 --> 00:47:36,080
Speaker 1: because of the pain and the struggle and the loss.

686
00:47:37,400 --> 00:47:40,439
Speaker 1: You know, the ancients used to call Saturn. They used

687
00:47:40,440 --> 00:47:44,640
Speaker 1: to think of it is change. So it's it's not

688
00:47:44,760 --> 00:47:50,160
Speaker 1: just a matter of reformulating reality, it's reformulating a reality

689
00:47:50,200 --> 00:47:55,680
Speaker 1: that's that's based on change. Change who you are, changed

690
00:47:55,719 --> 00:47:59,960
Speaker 1: the way you've done it, change the condition, changed the experience.

691
00:48:01,719 --> 00:48:06,640
Speaker 1: That's what Saturn is. So Saturn doesn't deny. It creates

692
00:48:06,719 --> 00:48:10,839
Speaker 1: whatever you want, but it will demand that you pay

693
00:48:10,920 --> 00:48:15,080
Speaker 1: the price for that whatever you've created. Damn, that's some

694
00:48:15,239 --> 00:48:19,400
Speaker 1: karma ship right there. I mean, it's like because that

695
00:48:19,480 --> 00:48:22,160
Speaker 1: makes makes me want to make good decisions because I

696
00:48:22,200 --> 00:48:25,320
Speaker 1: don't want the things that I'm bringing into my life.

697
00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:27,360
Speaker 1: I mean, the way that that sounds is like and

698
00:48:27,400 --> 00:48:29,440
Speaker 1: I think that that's right. It's like whatever we go

699
00:48:29,640 --> 00:48:33,920
Speaker 1: do is what we get back. And that's definitely for me.

700
00:48:34,000 --> 00:48:36,080
Speaker 1: Even the last couple of months, I'm like, what do

701
00:48:36,160 --> 00:48:38,719
Speaker 1: I want to bring into my life genuinely, what kind

702
00:48:38,760 --> 00:48:41,600
Speaker 1: of energies do I even want around me? And why

703
00:48:41,600 --> 00:48:43,759
Speaker 1: am I taking any sort of action that would be

704
00:48:43,800 --> 00:48:47,920
Speaker 1: an opposition of that? Well, and law of cause a

705
00:48:48,000 --> 00:48:55,760
Speaker 1: effect is karma, and who rules karma? Saturn? Really? Yes?

706
00:48:56,120 --> 00:48:58,359
Speaker 1: Oh my god? Okay, I didn't even know that when

707
00:48:58,360 --> 00:49:02,920
Speaker 1: I just said that. Okay, And so we've got to

708
00:49:03,280 --> 00:49:10,560
Speaker 1: pay the price for our thoughts, feelings, emotions and creations.

709
00:49:12,600 --> 00:49:15,840
Speaker 1: There's a price to be paid for all that energy.

710
00:49:16,480 --> 00:49:18,440
Speaker 1: And if you put it out, you're going to get

711
00:49:18,520 --> 00:49:26,880
Speaker 1: it back. Well, let's get into this specific new moon.

712
00:49:27,719 --> 00:49:31,200
Speaker 1: So I know that we have the new moon is

713
00:49:31,200 --> 00:49:34,120
Speaker 1: in Capcorn, but then the full moon is in Cancer.

714
00:49:34,360 --> 00:49:37,920
Speaker 1: This is what I'm saying that correctly. All Right, tell

715
00:49:38,000 --> 00:49:42,720
Speaker 1: us about that, Marv. Well, a new moon has always

716
00:49:42,800 --> 00:49:47,160
Speaker 1: got a um, it always comes with some sort of

717
00:49:47,200 --> 00:49:50,759
Speaker 1: marching orders. I mean, you know we've already talked extensively

718
00:49:50,840 --> 00:49:54,080
Speaker 1: about that at this point. That it's a time of

719
00:49:54,120 --> 00:49:58,000
Speaker 1: pulling in, it's a time of evaluating self. It's a

720
00:49:58,080 --> 00:50:03,440
Speaker 1: time connecting with our higher, higher sense of who we are. Um.

721
00:50:03,480 --> 00:50:08,000
Speaker 1: And so, uh, this particular new moon, I look at

722
00:50:08,040 --> 00:50:12,200
Speaker 1: the degree, and the degree, Uh, is that we've got

723
00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:16,719
Speaker 1: to pay more attention to what we're doing. We've got

724
00:50:16,719 --> 00:50:21,080
Speaker 1: to pass the torch of tradition to forge a new reality.

725
00:50:21,239 --> 00:50:23,399
Speaker 1: That's all got to become a part of what we're

726
00:50:23,440 --> 00:50:26,680
Speaker 1: doing right now. And it's time to consider what's best

727
00:50:26,800 --> 00:50:32,680
Speaker 1: for all and ending all the selfishness. The selfishness and

728
00:50:32,840 --> 00:50:39,520
Speaker 1: greed is rampant right now in in our society. I

729
00:50:39,560 --> 00:50:43,319
Speaker 1: mean people not wanting to get a vaccine that's been

730
00:50:43,360 --> 00:50:48,360
Speaker 1: around for how many other hunts tens of decades to

731
00:50:48,440 --> 00:50:51,240
Speaker 1: help people not be sick, and now all of a sudden,

732
00:50:51,280 --> 00:50:54,520
Speaker 1: you're saying science is stupid, I don't want to follow it,

733
00:50:54,800 --> 00:50:57,440
Speaker 1: and then you don't get it and you make everybody

734
00:50:57,480 --> 00:51:00,840
Speaker 1: else sick. So we're living in a in a society

735
00:51:01,320 --> 00:51:04,000
Speaker 1: where sixties seventy million people now don't want to get

736
00:51:04,040 --> 00:51:08,479
Speaker 1: a vaccine. So now we've got Delta going crazy. That's

737
00:51:08,520 --> 00:51:13,200
Speaker 1: about as selfish as it gets. And so we need

738
00:51:13,200 --> 00:51:17,640
Speaker 1: to start looking at our selfishness with the and that's

739
00:51:17,640 --> 00:51:20,560
Speaker 1: the new moon. With the full moon, we've got to

740
00:51:20,640 --> 00:51:26,480
Speaker 1: start understanding and communicating our viewpoints and understanding other people's

741
00:51:26,560 --> 00:51:31,080
Speaker 1: viewpoints to if we want to get to a win win, well,

742
00:51:31,120 --> 00:51:35,760
Speaker 1: then we have to understand how people feel. That's the moon.

743
00:51:37,200 --> 00:51:40,239
Speaker 1: If you tell me something, Kelly, what you think, well,

744
00:51:40,239 --> 00:51:42,120
Speaker 1: then I can just turn around and tell you what

745
00:51:42,200 --> 00:51:46,919
Speaker 1: I think. But if Kelly tells me what she feels, well,

746
00:51:46,960 --> 00:51:49,840
Speaker 1: I probably got to have empathy for how you feel

747
00:51:50,560 --> 00:51:52,920
Speaker 1: and see if I can be supportive or help you

748
00:51:52,960 --> 00:51:56,360
Speaker 1: in that feeling, and I can tell you how I feel,

749
00:51:56,680 --> 00:52:00,719
Speaker 1: and then we can have an equal discussion. Right. I

750
00:52:00,800 --> 00:52:03,400
Speaker 1: was just about to say, I think that you just

751
00:52:03,440 --> 00:52:07,520
Speaker 1: described that very well in the equanimity. Equanimity is that

752
00:52:07,600 --> 00:52:09,520
Speaker 1: the word yeah between the two of you is the

753
00:52:09,560 --> 00:52:14,880
Speaker 1: important piece because I think that compromise and like I'm

754
00:52:14,920 --> 00:52:17,400
Speaker 1: obviously thinking about this because I'm analyzing a lot of

755
00:52:17,400 --> 00:52:20,680
Speaker 1: my relationships right now, but there has to be two

756
00:52:20,680 --> 00:52:24,319
Speaker 1: sides to that equation. And if you're saying how you

757
00:52:24,400 --> 00:52:27,000
Speaker 1: feel and it's not being respected by the other party,

758
00:52:27,120 --> 00:52:29,040
Speaker 1: it's really tricky. And this can go back to that

759
00:52:29,080 --> 00:52:32,399
Speaker 1: political conversation that we had. We want to be heard.

760
00:52:32,440 --> 00:52:34,759
Speaker 1: Everyone wants to be heard by the other person, right,

761
00:52:34,760 --> 00:52:37,879
Speaker 1: And I identify with that, But I think it can

762
00:52:37,920 --> 00:52:43,080
Speaker 1: get really dangerous if we get so caught in winning

763
00:52:43,520 --> 00:52:48,960
Speaker 1: that we cannot have empathy for someone else and um. Also,

764
00:52:49,080 --> 00:52:51,560
Speaker 1: I think as humans we have to be very careful

765
00:52:51,640 --> 00:52:55,080
Speaker 1: not to try to walk all over someone else because

766
00:52:55,160 --> 00:52:57,200
Speaker 1: we're trying to prove our points so much that we

767
00:52:57,280 --> 00:53:01,560
Speaker 1: don't take the time, um to consider like how the

768
00:53:01,600 --> 00:53:06,799
Speaker 1: stuff is affecting them. Well, that's exactly right, m I mean,

769
00:53:06,880 --> 00:53:10,279
Speaker 1: that's perfectly said. But it's really hard because I think

770
00:53:10,360 --> 00:53:13,880
Speaker 1: that especially when you have a side of your story

771
00:53:13,960 --> 00:53:17,040
Speaker 1: where it feels very true to you, like we were

772
00:53:17,080 --> 00:53:21,719
Speaker 1: talking about, um, it can feel very scary to listen

773
00:53:21,800 --> 00:53:25,040
Speaker 1: to anything else, especially if the person is not it's

774
00:53:25,040 --> 00:53:31,600
Speaker 1: not a mutually beneficial situation, or the intention is not pure.

775
00:53:32,160 --> 00:53:36,680
Speaker 1: Maybe well, when you understand that the only truth comes

776
00:53:36,719 --> 00:53:41,719
Speaker 1: from feelings and emotions, your conscious minds a liar, Your

777
00:53:41,719 --> 00:53:45,040
Speaker 1: conscious mind is satan. Your conscious mind is the ego

778
00:53:45,160 --> 00:53:51,040
Speaker 1: personality that's trying to dominate your life. So if you

779
00:53:51,120 --> 00:53:56,280
Speaker 1: want to understand people, you've got to understand their feelings

780
00:53:56,840 --> 00:54:00,959
Speaker 1: and they need to understand your feelings, and that that's

781
00:54:01,000 --> 00:54:03,239
Speaker 1: the only way that you're going to get to a

782
00:54:03,360 --> 00:54:07,000
Speaker 1: win win. And you have to be respectful of other

783
00:54:07,040 --> 00:54:11,640
Speaker 1: people's individuality, and you've got to be more cognizant of

784
00:54:11,760 --> 00:54:15,640
Speaker 1: not forming an opinion or a judgment or a perspective

785
00:54:16,239 --> 00:54:21,120
Speaker 1: on who, what, where, or any other thing about who

786
00:54:21,160 --> 00:54:25,160
Speaker 1: a person is. It's their life. You don't You've never

787
00:54:25,320 --> 00:54:30,200
Speaker 1: walked a hundred miles in their moccasins. So respect it,

788
00:54:30,480 --> 00:54:34,879
Speaker 1: understand it. Now we have a basis to help each other,

789
00:54:35,160 --> 00:54:39,480
Speaker 1: understand each other and make it a win, support each other,

790
00:54:41,200 --> 00:54:45,719
Speaker 1: and then you always have the fall back is discrimination. Well,

791
00:54:45,760 --> 00:54:49,480
Speaker 1: I understand how you feel, but I can't participate with

792
00:54:49,560 --> 00:54:53,480
Speaker 1: you like that and that and that's why like breakups

793
00:54:53,480 --> 00:54:57,920
Speaker 1: happen because you can't like if you see like I

794
00:54:57,960 --> 00:55:00,680
Speaker 1: can see now, and I think I'm starting to accept

795
00:55:01,200 --> 00:55:05,200
Speaker 1: differences in other people that I was really piste off

796
00:55:05,239 --> 00:55:08,120
Speaker 1: about and now I'm sort of like, okay, well that

797
00:55:08,280 --> 00:55:13,080
Speaker 1: is that person, And um, I just can't participate in that,

798
00:55:13,080 --> 00:55:14,880
Speaker 1: like you said, because it's very painful for me, or

799
00:55:14,880 --> 00:55:16,839
Speaker 1: it doesn't it doesn't line up enough with me, and

800
00:55:16,880 --> 00:55:20,720
Speaker 1: we can't get to the mutually uh what's the word,

801
00:55:21,239 --> 00:55:23,040
Speaker 1: the place where we can understand each other on it,

802
00:55:23,160 --> 00:55:25,480
Speaker 1: or that we could compromise at all. And it's just

803
00:55:25,520 --> 00:55:28,919
Speaker 1: like okay, well, then that's when that relationship needs to end. Yes,

804
00:55:29,080 --> 00:55:33,359
Speaker 1: But you don't have to be, and you don't have

805
00:55:33,440 --> 00:55:36,480
Speaker 1: to make them a bad person. You don't have too

806
00:55:36,640 --> 00:55:40,120
Speaker 1: on that one. You just let them be who they are. Yeah,

807
00:55:40,440 --> 00:55:42,440
Speaker 1: it just doesn't work. But you move, you make a

808
00:55:42,520 --> 00:55:50,640
Speaker 1: determine nation to move on. Right, there's no harm in that.

809
00:55:49,280 --> 00:55:52,799
Speaker 1: And that's what this whole time is about. And of

810
00:55:52,840 --> 00:55:57,680
Speaker 1: course we've got energy moving into Jupiter into Pisces. That's okay,

811
00:55:57,680 --> 00:56:03,600
Speaker 1: that is huge. Why this happened twelve years ago, two

812
00:56:03,640 --> 00:56:10,520
Speaker 1: thousand ten ten, when we were growing, expanding, the first

813
00:56:10,600 --> 00:56:13,840
Speaker 1: year of Obama was behind us, we were pulling out

814
00:56:14,320 --> 00:56:18,040
Speaker 1: of the worst recession we've been in sense of depression. Yeah,

815
00:56:18,760 --> 00:56:22,799
Speaker 1: that's the expansion. That's everybody pulling the cart in the

816
00:56:22,880 --> 00:56:28,720
Speaker 1: same direction. We're all working together. So the expansion has

817
00:56:28,800 --> 00:56:35,080
Speaker 1: to be how do we serve others? By serving others,

818
00:56:35,800 --> 00:56:42,719
Speaker 1: we make everybody better. And that's really really important. And

819
00:56:42,880 --> 00:56:47,279
Speaker 1: so the empathy and sympathy has to be about how

820
00:56:47,320 --> 00:56:50,680
Speaker 1: can I be a part of the success, not how

821
00:56:50,680 --> 00:56:55,080
Speaker 1: do I make myself bigger, better and greater? Like that,

822
00:56:55,600 --> 00:56:57,799
Speaker 1: how do I be a part of the success and

823
00:56:57,880 --> 00:57:02,120
Speaker 1: not make myself bigger and better? Okay, that's right, But

824
00:57:02,520 --> 00:57:05,680
Speaker 1: as as you're participating in the greater success you do,

825
00:57:05,800 --> 00:57:09,520
Speaker 1: become bigger and better everyone does. Though it's not right, right,

826
00:57:10,120 --> 00:57:14,280
Speaker 1: you can't grow unless everybody grow, right, Okay, but it's

827
00:57:14,280 --> 00:57:18,000
Speaker 1: it's not self serving, it's serving the whole. That's right.

828
00:57:18,680 --> 00:57:22,160
Speaker 1: And then we got Uranus, which is going direct. We

829
00:57:22,240 --> 00:57:26,240
Speaker 1: are definitely going to move forward. Now, I'm I'm just

830
00:57:26,400 --> 00:57:30,680
Speaker 1: reevaluating and been evaluating, especially as I've written this material

831
00:57:31,360 --> 00:57:37,920
Speaker 1: about we've got a major, significant transformational um energy coming

832
00:57:37,960 --> 00:57:41,080
Speaker 1: into the country and society as a whole. But I

833
00:57:41,120 --> 00:57:47,200
Speaker 1: think is Urons is going direct. Urons is progressive, intuitive, individuated.

834
00:57:47,800 --> 00:57:53,960
Speaker 1: It is high mindedness, it's intellectual, it's logical. So I

835
00:57:54,000 --> 00:57:58,120
Speaker 1: think that we're all going to start coming together in

836
00:57:58,200 --> 00:58:02,320
Speaker 1: a brotherhood kind of way, because you're honest, is brotherhood.

837
00:58:02,920 --> 00:58:07,760
Speaker 1: So we're going to start giving value to everything and

838
00:58:07,920 --> 00:58:11,360
Speaker 1: everyone as we move forward. We're going to let go

839
00:58:11,680 --> 00:58:16,880
Speaker 1: of your and I tradition, your and I um even

840
00:58:16,960 --> 00:58:21,520
Speaker 1: conservative ship. We're going to start moving progressively forward to

841
00:58:21,640 --> 00:58:25,640
Speaker 1: make and build a better society. So I think that

842
00:58:25,640 --> 00:58:29,520
Speaker 1: that's definitely coming. We need to we need to move

843
00:58:29,560 --> 00:58:35,280
Speaker 1: into trusting our instincts are intuitions, because that's going to

844
00:58:35,360 --> 00:58:41,600
Speaker 1: be very powerful Um, so you how do I feel?

845
00:58:43,000 --> 00:58:46,600
Speaker 1: Needs to be your ultimate question to every experience that

846
00:58:46,640 --> 00:58:50,840
Speaker 1: you have, how does this make me feel? And when

847
00:58:50,880 --> 00:58:55,280
Speaker 1: you move into feelings, you shut down on all of

848
00:58:55,320 --> 00:58:59,880
Speaker 1: the chedder chatter of the mind and you move into

849
00:59:00,400 --> 00:59:08,360
Speaker 1: the intuitive and intuitive intuitive way of experience. Let me

850
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Speaker 1: ask you this question because this is kind of the

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Speaker 1: loop that I get stuck on. I think I've started

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Speaker 1: to ask myself, Okay, how do I feel? And what

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Speaker 1: I've also learned about myself is that if I, I mean,

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Speaker 1: even if I want to try to not listen to

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Speaker 1: my gut, it always ends up coming out like in

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Speaker 1: some sideways way. And so I would do much better

857
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Speaker 1: if I would just listen to my body from the

858
00:59:30,240 --> 00:59:32,560
Speaker 1: get go, because it is always right, like I have

859
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Speaker 1: a super high intuitive nature, and so trying to even

860
00:59:38,920 --> 00:59:40,880
Speaker 1: tell myself that that's not true or not listen to

861
00:59:40,960 --> 00:59:44,600
Speaker 1: it never serves me. Um, but what I'm bumping up

862
00:59:44,640 --> 00:59:46,480
Speaker 1: against now, it's like, okay, I'll be like, okay, how

863
00:59:46,520 --> 00:59:48,800
Speaker 1: do I feel? And I can get in touch with it,

864
00:59:49,160 --> 00:59:51,800
Speaker 1: and then my mind immediately wants to think of all

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00:59:51,800 --> 00:59:53,960
Speaker 1: the reasons, like I could talk myself out of it.

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Speaker 1: So what is that cycle, and like, why do we

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Speaker 1: do that? Is that my ego, my higher self competing

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00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:01,080
Speaker 1: with each other? How do we get out of that

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01:00:01,160 --> 01:00:04,800
Speaker 1: kind of thing? But when when you accept the fact

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Speaker 1: that the mind cannot overrule a feeling, like, no matter

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Speaker 1: what I think of every scenario, I'll analyze every word

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Speaker 1: that was said between myself between anyone else, like I

873
01:00:24,960 --> 01:00:29,080
Speaker 1: want to know everything I know. It's exhausting. You can't

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Speaker 1: win with analysis because you only see a very small

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01:00:35,200 --> 01:00:39,280
Speaker 1: teeny teeny part of reality. If you don't have all

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01:00:39,360 --> 01:00:44,920
Speaker 1: the information, how can you win with thinking and thoughts?

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Speaker 1: Mm hmm, you can't. You can only win by feelings.

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01:00:51,160 --> 01:00:54,760
Speaker 1: If it makes you feel good, do it. If it

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01:00:54,840 --> 01:00:59,120
Speaker 1: doesn't make you feel good, reject it. There is no

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Speaker 1: other way. So you've got to of your feelings and

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01:01:07,560 --> 01:01:14,280
Speaker 1: intuition is correct, probably fifty or less of what you

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Speaker 1: think is correct. So therefore, there are many masters, many

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Speaker 1: enlightened beings that have said over and over over stop thinking.

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Speaker 1: Now you can't stop the logical, critical, and apalytical mind,

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Speaker 1: but you can say I don't accept that because this

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Speaker 1: is how I feel, and that's it. That's the final analysis.

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Speaker 1: That's it. Might don't always be like, oh, this doesn't

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01:01:47,640 --> 01:01:52,200
Speaker 1: feel good, but because it's like it's like I know,

889
01:01:52,360 --> 01:01:55,360
Speaker 1: but it just always will go back to well then

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Speaker 1: that person said this, so I mean maybe I should

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01:01:58,160 --> 01:02:00,360
Speaker 1: think about it from that capacity, and it's like never

892
01:02:00,520 --> 01:02:03,360
Speaker 1: actually changes what's happening in my body, but it just

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01:02:04,080 --> 01:02:06,760
Speaker 1: maybe puts me in denial of that for a second longer.

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01:02:07,640 --> 01:02:12,760
Speaker 1: Because the ego mind is a rationalizer. Okay, the ego

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Speaker 1: mind can rationalize anything, and it wants to make you

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01:02:17,840 --> 01:02:23,160
Speaker 1: right others wrong, so it wants to protect you. But

897
01:02:23,280 --> 01:02:26,320
Speaker 1: then and then in the final analysis, what it does

898
01:02:26,560 --> 01:02:32,360
Speaker 1: is it punishes you for choosing to accept those thoughts

899
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Speaker 1: because they don't lie in the divine consciousness of perfection.

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01:02:37,800 --> 01:02:41,520
Speaker 1: So now you've got to be punished for accepting it.

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01:02:41,520 --> 01:02:45,760
Speaker 1: It's a really terrible cycle. Well, so you don't. So

902
01:02:46,200 --> 01:02:48,200
Speaker 1: if you've got a thought in the mind running down

903
01:02:48,240 --> 01:02:52,439
Speaker 1: to the feelings, if it feels good, you know it's right.

904
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Speaker 1: If you get a feeling, you run it up to

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Speaker 1: the mind. Typically a feeling would becoming an emotion, and

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01:03:00,360 --> 01:03:02,840
Speaker 1: you got to run that emotion up to the mind

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01:03:02,920 --> 01:03:06,120
Speaker 1: and say what's this about. You? See, every time you

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01:03:06,200 --> 01:03:08,440
Speaker 1: have an emotion, you got to look and say, is

909
01:03:08,440 --> 01:03:13,480
Speaker 1: there a threat? What's the threat? Why am I getting uptight,

910
01:03:13,560 --> 01:03:16,960
Speaker 1: intense and stressed. There must be a threat somewhere, what

911
01:03:17,120 --> 01:03:20,360
Speaker 1: is it? And then you have to have that gives

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01:03:20,360 --> 01:03:25,880
Speaker 1: you an opportunity to evaluate another one of your perspective,

913
01:03:25,920 --> 01:03:29,760
Speaker 1: perceptions and experiences out of the past. And then you

914
01:03:29,840 --> 01:03:34,600
Speaker 1: peel the layer of the onion. Well, that's not a

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01:03:34,600 --> 01:03:36,760
Speaker 1: threat anymore. That was a threat when I was six

916
01:03:36,840 --> 01:03:43,520
Speaker 1: years old. But it really isn't a good threat atty right,

917
01:03:49,000 --> 01:03:53,640
Speaker 1: un down the U. What's going on with each sign?

918
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Speaker 1: The first house? Obviously it's there to become greater to

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01:04:01,520 --> 01:04:07,760
Speaker 1: the benefit of all. Oh. I like that. For Sagittarius,

920
01:04:08,280 --> 01:04:19,640
Speaker 1: more joy from spiritual values. For Scorpio, make communications productive.

921
01:04:21,520 --> 01:04:31,000
Speaker 1: For Libra, make your home an extension of yourself. For Virgo,

922
01:04:31,760 --> 01:04:37,160
Speaker 1: look to make things better, not perfect. Oh, that's a

923
01:04:37,160 --> 01:04:42,200
Speaker 1: good one. For Leo. Make your creativity and fun loving

924
01:04:42,360 --> 01:04:50,240
Speaker 1: self rub off on others. For Cancer, the world transforms

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01:04:50,480 --> 01:05:03,880
Speaker 1: with spiritual insights. For Gemini, time to begin building a

926
01:05:04,000 --> 01:05:12,080
Speaker 1: new future. Oh okay. For Taurusts, use your instinct and

927
01:05:12,240 --> 01:05:19,240
Speaker 1: courage that takes us into a new future. And for Aries,

928
01:05:20,080 --> 01:05:25,600
Speaker 1: use your power of love to bring people together. Oh

929
01:05:26,200 --> 01:05:29,760
Speaker 1: that kind of throws me. For Aries, that's interesting, okay.

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01:05:31,200 --> 01:05:39,360
Speaker 1: And for that's Pisces. Which one was Pisces. I was

931
01:05:39,400 --> 01:05:41,480
Speaker 1: gonna say, that doesn't seem very in line with Aries

932
01:05:41,520 --> 01:05:47,560
Speaker 1: at all. Yeah, yeah, that's actually Pisces. Aries. I would say,

933
01:05:47,640 --> 01:05:52,040
Speaker 1: trust your instincts over your thoughts. Don't do it for yourself,

934
01:05:52,480 --> 01:05:59,520
Speaker 1: do it for a greater benefit. And for for Aquarius,

935
01:05:59,800 --> 01:06:05,920
Speaker 1: they is um bring new insights into the new goals

936
01:06:06,280 --> 01:06:12,040
Speaker 1: and the new future. Mm hmm. And in Pisces, use

937
01:06:12,080 --> 01:06:17,520
Speaker 1: your power of love to bring people together. I like

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Speaker 1: that one. Well, I mean I do. I think this

939
01:06:21,760 --> 01:06:23,680
Speaker 1: is gonna be a little bit of a bumpy month,

940
01:06:23,760 --> 01:06:25,480
Speaker 1: it feels like for me. I don't know why. I

941
01:06:25,520 --> 01:06:28,520
Speaker 1: think the testing piece of this this new moon, but

942
01:06:28,600 --> 01:06:32,120
Speaker 1: I do hope that we can start leaning into um

943
01:06:32,160 --> 01:06:35,480
Speaker 1: maybe you know, the bigger picture stuff and working together

944
01:06:35,520 --> 01:06:40,960
Speaker 1: as a whole. Well, you know, Kelly, Venus is retrograde.

945
01:06:41,200 --> 01:06:45,880
Speaker 1: We are looking to understand the opposite sex and how

946
01:06:45,920 --> 01:06:49,200
Speaker 1: to get along in relationships. And I think that's a

947
01:06:49,200 --> 01:06:52,600
Speaker 1: lot of your evaluation. And as you go through the

948
01:06:52,640 --> 01:06:56,240
Speaker 1: Mercury retrograde, you're going to begin looking at things and

949
01:06:56,320 --> 01:07:01,400
Speaker 1: evaluating things in a whole new way by the end

950
01:07:01,440 --> 01:07:05,120
Speaker 1: of the month, and his and his Aquarius goes to

951
01:07:05,440 --> 01:07:08,600
Speaker 1: our Uranus goes direct. I think you're going to start

952
01:07:08,720 --> 01:07:14,800
Speaker 1: separating what is subconscious drama compared to what the reality

953
01:07:15,040 --> 01:07:21,720
Speaker 1: of your what you authentically choose to be. I'm herre

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01:07:21,800 --> 01:07:30,120
Speaker 1: to just get to the authentic part. I'm tired. We'll

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01:07:30,160 --> 01:07:35,840
Speaker 1: get there, though, Marv hap Hey, wait, thank you, Kelly. Kelly,

956
01:07:36,160 --> 01:07:40,000
Speaker 1: it's been a slice, been a slice? What does that mean?

957
01:07:40,920 --> 01:07:44,600
Speaker 1: A slice of heaven? Dear? Aha? Well, I'm glad that

958
01:07:44,640 --> 01:07:47,240
Speaker 1: we got to spend our mornings with you, and I

959
01:07:47,240 --> 01:07:49,920
Speaker 1: hope that you have a wonderful day, and I know

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01:07:50,080 --> 01:07:52,120
Speaker 1: we all appreciate you being here, and so I can't

961
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Speaker 1: wait to figure out what we'd dream up for the

962
01:07:53,760 --> 01:07:57,360
Speaker 1: next the next version of our astrology podcast. We're going

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01:07:57,400 --> 01:08:00,080
Speaker 1: to have fun, just like we did today. Yes, we

964
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Speaker 1: will well tell the people where they can find you.

965
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Speaker 1: If you want to go do a reading with Marv.

966
01:08:05,480 --> 01:08:08,280
Speaker 1: I highly recommend. This is how I started my journey

967
01:08:08,320 --> 01:08:11,600
Speaker 1: into astrology. And once you kind of can understand pieces

968
01:08:11,640 --> 01:08:14,040
Speaker 1: of your chart, which he will help you do, I

969
01:08:14,160 --> 01:08:16,040
Speaker 1: promise you guys, you don't want to try to understand

970
01:08:16,080 --> 01:08:19,400
Speaker 1: your own chart by yourself. Um, it's like a foreign language,

971
01:08:19,680 --> 01:08:24,080
Speaker 1: but it really does help navigate pretty much everything you're

972
01:08:24,120 --> 01:08:27,800
Speaker 1: going through in your life because you can't really understand

973
01:08:27,960 --> 01:08:31,479
Speaker 1: the situations that are happening, how you, how they affect you,

974
01:08:31,760 --> 01:08:35,120
Speaker 1: if you don't understand what drives you or who you are.

975
01:08:35,280 --> 01:08:37,840
Speaker 1: And that's sort of what my chart helps me understand.

976
01:08:38,920 --> 01:08:42,080
Speaker 1: So anyway we can find you if they want to do.

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Speaker 1: They can find me at Marvin at astro marv dot

978
01:08:45,840 --> 01:08:48,599
Speaker 1: com on my email and they can go to my

979
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Speaker 1: website astro marv dot com. And I highly encourage to

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Speaker 1: go to the blog download Capricorn outline of what we've

981
01:09:01,720 --> 01:09:06,120
Speaker 1: talked today twice amount of information that we've given on

982
01:09:06,160 --> 01:09:12,519
Speaker 1: the podcast, and it's very hallucinating into how we're moving

983
01:09:12,560 --> 01:09:16,000
Speaker 1: into our future. There's also a meditation on this outline

984
01:09:16,000 --> 01:09:17,840
Speaker 1: at the end of it that works with this new moon,

985
01:09:17,880 --> 01:09:19,880
Speaker 1: if you guys want to go check that out, and

986
01:09:19,920 --> 01:09:23,599
Speaker 1: that meditation is probably one of the better meditations of

987
01:09:23,720 --> 01:09:26,719
Speaker 1: all the signs. Really, I'm gonna have to do that today.

988
01:09:26,720 --> 01:09:30,360
Speaker 1: Then well, Marv, thank you so much, and um, you

989
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Speaker 1: guys keep the feedback coming about this new me and

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01:09:32,600 --> 01:09:34,559
Speaker 1: if you have any questions, you can email Marve at

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01:09:34,600 --> 01:09:36,280
Speaker 1: the email address he just gave, or you can shoot

992
01:09:36,360 --> 01:09:38,400
Speaker 1: him over to me at Kelly at velvet edge dot

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Speaker 1: com and I will forward them over to him. I

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01:09:41,680 --> 01:09:46,800
Speaker 1: really appreciate you being here, Marv. Happy happy birthday, my dear.

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Speaker 1: Thank you all right, thank you guys for listening. Thanks

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01:09:50,240 --> 01:09:52,959
Speaker 1: for listening to the Velvet's Edge podcast with Kelly Henderson,

997
01:09:53,160 --> 01:09:55,640
Speaker 1: where we believe everyone has a little velvet and a

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01:09:55,680 --> 01:09:59,799
Speaker 1: little edge. Subscribe for more conversations on life, style, beauty

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Speaker 1: in relationships. Search Velvet's Edge wherever you get your podcasts.

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