WEBVTT - Episode 242: Headlock Cover-up (Feat. Tammy Rivera) 0:00:02.200 --> 0:00:05.800 All right, what's up? What's up? It's lip service. I'm Angelagie, 0:00:05.960 --> 0:00:12.680 I'm Ji Maguire, I'm Luria, I'm Tammy. Hey girl, welcome back. 0:00:13.440 --> 0:00:15.400 Thank you guys for having me again. It's been a 0:00:15.400 --> 0:00:17.479 long time having it. Damn me. Last time you was 0:00:17.480 --> 0:00:19.600 on a lip service, you was going through a breakup 0:00:19.640 --> 0:00:26.279 and now you're married. Yes, that was a long time ago. 0:00:27.000 --> 0:00:29.000 I ain't got doing my separation though I thought it was. 0:00:29.760 --> 0:00:33.200 I guess, so that's crazy. So you got a whole 0:00:33.200 --> 0:00:36.760 bunch of new questions for me. Huh. We're happy to 0:00:36.760 --> 0:00:39.840 see where you are right now in your relationship, you know. Yeah, 0:00:40.360 --> 0:00:45.040 congratulations on everything that's happened, you know, thank you, thank you, 0:00:45.360 --> 0:00:48.440 And a new show because I love it. Thank you. 0:00:48.800 --> 0:00:50.760 It's good. Actually, I've been watching this ship like I 0:00:50.800 --> 0:00:54.040 wasn't recording. I was like, were you so authentic and 0:00:54.080 --> 0:00:56.400 you're being yourself when you're having not time? You don't 0:00:56.400 --> 0:00:58.800 even remember the ship that you're saying or the conversations. 0:01:00.120 --> 0:01:01.880 All right. I feel bad making you work though, because 0:01:01.920 --> 0:01:03.959 I know you've been doing a lot. So how are 0:01:04.040 --> 0:01:10.200 things now? And all you at the bar? How you 0:01:10.240 --> 0:01:14.840 get to the bar downing the room kitchen she got 0:01:14.880 --> 0:01:17.000 the library, the bar she got it off. Pop them 0:01:17.040 --> 0:01:19.960 over there. You know, I've seen a bar like this 0:01:20.000 --> 0:01:21.360 when I was out and I said, I want that 0:01:21.400 --> 0:01:24.280 in my house. So I recreated fire. I love it. 0:01:24.319 --> 0:01:26.399 I'm getting one built now in the basement. Nothing like 0:01:26.440 --> 0:01:29.880 that right now, though it's a mess. That's fun though, 0:01:29.959 --> 0:01:32.280 like all the house really like getting stuff done in 0:01:32.319 --> 0:01:34.160 your house. I think that's really fun, like when it 0:01:34.240 --> 0:01:36.399 finally happens and you have all these ideas and you 0:01:36.480 --> 0:01:39.959 get to Yeah, that part is, but it's not fun though, 0:01:40.840 --> 0:01:43.160 not getting to work down. They don't get funny too. 0:01:43.319 --> 0:01:46.080 It's time to decorate, like when you're still going through 0:01:46.160 --> 0:01:50.640 like the knocking ship down and rewiring and you know 0:01:50.640 --> 0:01:52.280 what I'm saying, It's like I had to rewind my 0:01:52.320 --> 0:01:53.920 whole house. So I kept coming in and I'm like, 0:01:53.960 --> 0:01:55.560 dare these workers here every day? And I don't see 0:01:55.560 --> 0:02:00.640 no damn progress because it's not cosmetic and Loki feel 0:02:00.680 --> 0:02:04.040 like you're doing the work is so exosted. I've been 0:02:04.080 --> 0:02:05.800 bad as how I'm like I can't. And then when 0:02:05.800 --> 0:02:07.240 your house is I'm the type of person like, well, 0:02:07.280 --> 0:02:10.200 my house is not together, like everything else is out 0:02:10.200 --> 0:02:12.520 of place. But I was saying, like I don't understand 0:02:12.520 --> 0:02:15.000 how female like the younger generation and these young girls, 0:02:15.200 --> 0:02:17.120 I don't get it. I'm sorry, but you I ain't 0:02:17.120 --> 0:02:18.239 never been a type of I can sleep on the 0:02:18.280 --> 0:02:21.919 door mattress and how hella bad. I just can't live 0:02:22.000 --> 0:02:24.720 like that. Like my ship has to be furnish comfortable, 0:02:24.919 --> 0:02:27.800 you know what I'm saying. When I bought this house, 0:02:27.919 --> 0:02:31.040 like and it wasn't completely done, I was not at ease. 0:02:31.120 --> 0:02:33.000 But like the first night that I moved in, I 0:02:33.440 --> 0:02:36.040 think I unpacked like everything that I could possibly unpack. 0:02:36.360 --> 0:02:38.440 I needed to have everything kind of in order because 0:02:38.440 --> 0:02:40.320 I just wasn't comfortable. Even when I come home at 0:02:40.400 --> 0:02:42.320 night if I had a long day, but there's like 0:02:42.400 --> 0:02:46.000 laundry on the bed, I can't go to sleep, right Yeah, no, 0:02:46.160 --> 0:02:47.799 I feel you on that. What I'm trying to tell you, 0:02:48.320 --> 0:02:52.600 it's a struggle. But what that house, Tammy, I've seen 0:02:52.639 --> 0:02:55.079 that you said that for you in a marriage, right, 0:02:55.120 --> 0:02:59.639 sex is like thirty important for waker is like important? 0:03:00.000 --> 0:03:03.040 Oh yeah no on some real stuff like people. I 0:03:03.040 --> 0:03:05.000 don't get mad I'm telling you all this, but like 0:03:05.080 --> 0:03:08.400 if I really I have learned and it's like scientific 0:03:08.440 --> 0:03:11.960 studies that I have done on my household, Like for real, 0:03:12.040 --> 0:03:13.960 Like if I was to get off, get up and 0:03:14.000 --> 0:03:16.400 just suck his day like he will be his day 0:03:16.480 --> 0:03:19.160 is so good. Like he'd be so excited, like he 0:03:19.320 --> 0:03:21.320 like had a great day and he got energy and 0:03:21.360 --> 0:03:23.520 he's so happy. Girl, if I wake up and getting 0:03:23.560 --> 0:03:25.920 some booty, his day is great. If I don't give 0:03:26.000 --> 0:03:27.960 him that for a few days, he got an attitude. 0:03:28.000 --> 0:03:30.000 He walking around, he got to smoke all the blood. 0:03:30.080 --> 0:03:33.960 I'm like, goad, he'd be stressed out. It'd be stressed. 0:03:34.040 --> 0:03:36.000 I'm like, and I'm asking him like why does this? 0:03:36.120 --> 0:03:38.000 But why He's like I don't know. Like if you 0:03:38.080 --> 0:03:40.480 really just blew my sock every morning, I swear to God, 0:03:40.480 --> 0:03:46.240 we'd be good. And I'm like, you gotta it sounds easy, 0:03:46.280 --> 0:03:47.840 but that's a lot of work every morning to be 0:03:47.840 --> 0:03:51.080 blowing some ice socks off, especially because you'd be in 0:03:51.120 --> 0:03:53.440 the studio at night. You got your daughter, your raised, 0:03:53.480 --> 0:03:56.080 and you got the house to take care of exactly 0:03:56.240 --> 0:03:57.960 Like it's a lot. And then I, girl, what I 0:03:58.160 --> 0:04:00.360 have start doing? Like when he's like trying to get 0:04:00.360 --> 0:04:02.040 it and I don't want to, I'm like a Charlay 0:04:02.160 --> 0:04:04.880 and then he like his whole ship. Oh yeah, I 0:04:04.960 --> 0:04:08.280 get my daughter name and be like, why you play 0:04:08.360 --> 0:04:11.960 so much down? So dammy. On the show, y'all was 0:04:12.000 --> 0:04:16.479 talking about kids and stuff like they're having more kids. Um, 0:04:16.520 --> 0:04:19.280 you said, obviously you juggling all these other things, but 0:04:19.720 --> 0:04:24.800 how close are you to like really going forward and 0:04:24.920 --> 0:04:29.840 to working on that baby. Um well, I'm definitely I'll 0:04:29.880 --> 0:04:31.800 be thirty four until lot of thirty. If I turned 0:04:31.839 --> 0:04:36.760 thirty four this year and tom is the clock is ticking, 0:04:37.040 --> 0:04:38.839 you know what I'm saying, Like you don't even realize 0:04:38.880 --> 0:04:41.559 how fast like that ship comes. Like I'm like, damn, 0:04:41.800 --> 0:04:43.400 I'll be thirty four this year. That means I have 0:04:43.440 --> 0:04:46.200 a year another year before I'm thirty five. And that's 0:04:46.240 --> 0:04:48.280 like you know when you're that's when you're talking to 0:04:48.400 --> 0:04:53.080 your clock really starts, you know, clicking. So at the 0:04:52.839 --> 0:04:55.560 A at this at this point, I happened. I can't bullshit. 0:04:55.880 --> 0:04:57.680 I have to do it. Like I've started taking certain 0:04:57.720 --> 0:05:02.960 herbs um during the it's quarantined. I haven't been more 0:05:03.040 --> 0:05:05.599 so focused on how I feel like when we focus 0:05:05.680 --> 0:05:08.039 on having a baby, it's like when you get disappointed. 0:05:08.480 --> 0:05:11.120 So I've kind of been like just taking my like 0:05:11.320 --> 0:05:12.919 not trying to think about it like we do it 0:05:12.920 --> 0:05:15.600 when we do it. But I'm taking stuff like internal, 0:05:16.200 --> 0:05:19.680 you know, prepare myself internally by taking certain herbs and 0:05:19.880 --> 0:05:23.440 drinking certain tonics and you know, uh, you know, just 0:05:23.480 --> 0:05:25.440 doing a lot of natural health stuff. Even stopped eating 0:05:25.480 --> 0:05:30.080 meat for like six months. That's happened, you know, And 0:05:30.120 --> 0:05:32.960 everyone says that. So I've been who you want come in, 0:05:33.080 --> 0:05:36.280 come and say, I walk this little girl. Please tell 0:05:36.320 --> 0:05:40.520 me why she has a way train on, but I'm 0:05:40.520 --> 0:05:43.240 trying to figure it out. The damn train of phone 0:05:43.279 --> 0:05:49.440 over her. What do you believe? Girl? I'm trying to 0:05:49.440 --> 0:05:54.320 tell you it's like a double zero crazy but um yeah, 0:05:54.360 --> 0:05:56.920 so like we've been trying, you know, in in terms 0:05:56.960 --> 0:06:01.240 of that way. But I want to give him, um 0:06:01.360 --> 0:06:04.240 before I try any alternative routes, like any like uh 0:06:04.279 --> 0:06:05.960 like in vitro or anything like that. I want to 0:06:05.960 --> 0:06:08.800 give us the opportunity because I feel I'm a firm 0:06:08.800 --> 0:06:11.440 believe in God. So I do feel like isn't God's time? 0:06:11.520 --> 0:06:14.760 And you know what I'm saying. So I just know 0:06:14.839 --> 0:06:17.000 that my talk, my clock is taking and I don't 0:06:17.000 --> 0:06:20.520 want to wait too late. Yeah no, because then it 0:06:20.520 --> 0:06:22.880 gets a lot more difficult. They have the ovulation sticks too, 0:06:22.920 --> 0:06:24.840 so you can see, like when it's the prime time, 0:06:24.839 --> 0:06:27.000 you pee on the stick and see what. I don't 0:06:27.000 --> 0:06:28.960 know if that really works to me because my period 0:06:29.120 --> 0:06:31.480 is so all over the place, like that's the shows, 0:06:31.520 --> 0:06:33.839 like I guess the hormones or whatever. So when you 0:06:33.880 --> 0:06:35.800 pee on it, even if you're periods all over the place, 0:06:35.839 --> 0:06:38.760 it will be like these can tell you with the dates, Yeah, 0:06:38.839 --> 0:06:42.039 this day is the day you should try it. Yeah, 0:06:42.080 --> 0:06:43.800 I got to try. Even my going to be bound 0:06:43.800 --> 0:06:45.400 me stuff, I'm like he started buying me ship like 0:06:45.440 --> 0:06:50.000 she mean, like I think the whole family is really waiting. 0:06:50.640 --> 0:06:52.880 But then I also another thing, like to be honest, 0:06:52.880 --> 0:06:54.960 that I'm kind of worried about is my weight is 0:06:55.000 --> 0:06:58.920 so up and down that I'm kind of scared because 0:06:58.920 --> 0:07:00.800 I'm like, I'm not want to be no big gass 0:07:00.839 --> 0:07:03.040 bitch after these babies. Like I'm already think it's a 0:07:03.120 --> 0:07:05.680 motherfucker like and I'll be up one day, I'll be 0:07:05.680 --> 0:07:07.320 down the next day, you know what I'm saying. So 0:07:07.360 --> 0:07:10.840 that I'm really like that really is a determined back 0:07:10.960 --> 0:07:13.640 from I think we all know the struggle over here 0:07:14.720 --> 0:07:16.640 I'm trying to tell you one day you'd be looking 0:07:16.600 --> 0:07:18.440 and found this ship like them, then that's you're either 0:07:18.520 --> 0:07:20.200 taking your head big again. You were like you like 0:07:20.280 --> 0:07:22.440 how the fund did that game turned down from one 0:07:22.480 --> 0:07:26.640 piece of game all we are locked in the house 0:07:26.680 --> 0:07:29.600 and locked down, and so it's a lot of yeah, 0:07:29.640 --> 0:07:32.320 sitting at home eating, having drinks and how they set 0:07:32.480 --> 0:07:34.120 home for you. And I know you said you that 0:07:34.320 --> 0:07:38.760 you had coronavirus. Uh, girl, Uh, can nobody tell me 0:07:38.800 --> 0:07:42.720 that I didn't? Honestly, Um, I came we were doing 0:07:42.760 --> 0:07:46.000 press for our show in l a uh in New York. 0:07:46.000 --> 0:07:47.600 I had a meeting in New York with from Network, 0:07:48.320 --> 0:07:50.440 So I literally went from from New York to l 0:07:50.520 --> 0:07:52.800 A and then from l A is when they had 0:07:52.840 --> 0:07:54.760 the lockdown, so we had to hurt him fly out 0:07:54.760 --> 0:07:56.840 before we got stuck in l A. So when I 0:07:56.880 --> 0:07:58.880 came home, I was kind of like, you know, like 0:07:58.960 --> 0:08:01.480 kind of tired and fatigued. But I'm always like that 0:08:01.520 --> 0:08:03.720 because I'm I don't take vitamins and stuff like I should, 0:08:04.200 --> 0:08:06.320 so that I wasn't alarming. But I went out to 0:08:06.400 --> 0:08:08.000 eat with one of my friends. She kind of dragged 0:08:08.040 --> 0:08:09.120 me out of the house. She was like, let's get 0:08:09.160 --> 0:08:11.400 something to eat, and don't get something to eat. Who 0:08:11.440 --> 0:08:13.240 was supposed to go to a lounge afterwards? And I 0:08:13.240 --> 0:08:16.760 got this headache that was like unbearable. So I was like, yo, 0:08:16.800 --> 0:08:18.560 I can't go out like bach. My hair hurt so bad. 0:08:18.560 --> 0:08:20.040 And she thought I was lying. She's like, oh, you 0:08:20.040 --> 0:08:21.440 don't never want to go out, and I'm like no. 0:08:22.680 --> 0:08:25.160 So I literally got home. I told my husband, I'm like, yo, 0:08:25.400 --> 0:08:27.920 my body feel crazy. I'm like, you know, He's like, 0:08:28.000 --> 0:08:31.000 just laid out, take an advil. I laid down to 0:08:31.000 --> 0:08:33.920 the adel. I woke up the next day and my 0:08:34.080 --> 0:08:37.000 body was in pain. I had a fever. My head 0:08:37.120 --> 0:08:39.320 felt like I just girl. It was the worst heada 0:08:39.320 --> 0:08:41.960 guy ahead of my life. My spine like the back 0:08:42.000 --> 0:08:43.800 of my back. I couldn't even bend my head down 0:08:43.840 --> 0:08:46.839 because it was like my spine feel like I was 0:08:46.880 --> 0:08:50.920 twisting my spin. For five days, I was in the bed. 0:08:51.040 --> 0:08:52.560 I didn't get out the bed. I couldn't get out 0:08:52.559 --> 0:08:55.160 of bed. Yeah, I was so sick, but then with 0:08:55.320 --> 0:08:56.960 really I didn't Even then, I still didn't think I 0:08:56.960 --> 0:08:58.959 had I just thought I had the flu or whatever. 0:08:59.000 --> 0:09:00.199 So I was like, you know, I'm just sick whatever. 0:09:00.240 --> 0:09:02.680 I didn't even think about it. What really was a 0:09:02.679 --> 0:09:04.480 determined in factor of my friend who I was with 0:09:04.559 --> 0:09:06.720 the night. She called me three days later, like three 0:09:06.800 --> 0:09:08.920 days while I was in bed. The third day she 0:09:09.040 --> 0:09:10.440 called me. She was like bit. She was like, I 0:09:10.520 --> 0:09:12.400 never get sick. She was like, I feel hard with 0:09:12.559 --> 0:09:14.080 like my hair hurt, my body eggs. So she was 0:09:14.080 --> 0:09:17.360 going through the same thing. So two days after that, 0:09:17.720 --> 0:09:22.240 I got better, um, and she was sick for another 0:09:22.280 --> 0:09:25.280 two days after that. But then I text her what 0:09:25.400 --> 0:09:27.400 I realized, it's probably two days after I got better 0:09:27.400 --> 0:09:29.720 if I broke this either and everything. I could not 0:09:29.800 --> 0:09:34.720 smell or taste anything, like definitely I couldn't. And I 0:09:34.720 --> 0:09:37.200 didn't have any congestion like I wasn't congested. I meant 0:09:37.320 --> 0:09:39.559 I was breathing out my nose. I didn't have any 0:09:39.600 --> 0:09:44.040 any um like uh yeah, no flem none of that. 0:09:44.160 --> 0:09:45.679 So it was sucking me up because I was like, 0:09:46.240 --> 0:09:49.120 I didn't realize that I wasn't tasting or smelling anything 0:09:49.200 --> 0:09:52.560 until I didn't realize I wasn't smelling anything until I 0:09:52.600 --> 0:09:54.200 went to go eat my some food and I was like, 0:09:54.200 --> 0:09:56.480 why the funk I can't taste my food? So for 0:09:56.559 --> 0:09:58.760 like a good five days. I couldn't taste the smell anything. 0:09:58.800 --> 0:10:01.360 And then I've seen a basketball player. He tweeted, has 0:10:01.400 --> 0:10:03.920 anyone lost their tastes and smell? And when he said that, 0:10:03.960 --> 0:10:05.679 I kind of freaked the funk out. I was like, 0:10:06.280 --> 0:10:10.080 I was scared and ship. The crazy part though, when 0:10:10.080 --> 0:10:13.160 my first got sick, my husband, him and Charlie was 0:10:13.200 --> 0:10:15.360 taking black tarnet. He was making her drinking my d 0:10:15.480 --> 0:10:18.120 it tastes like dirt, and Charlie drinking every day, and 0:10:18.200 --> 0:10:20.000 Charlie was crying, she was busted, like I don't want 0:10:20.040 --> 0:10:21.760 to take this. Why I gotta take this? And usually 0:10:21.800 --> 0:10:23.200 I was like leave her alone, but I was like, 0:10:23.200 --> 0:10:25.160 I'm sick, and he was like, I don't even what 0:10:25.280 --> 0:10:28.160 your mother say, You're taking this ship. So they took 0:10:28.240 --> 0:10:31.920 black tarnet shots every day I was sick. Do you 0:10:31.960 --> 0:10:34.920 know neither one of them got sick. My mother, who 0:10:34.960 --> 0:10:36.800 came over to take care of me every day while 0:10:36.800 --> 0:10:39.559 I was, she was worse than I was. She had 0:10:39.600 --> 0:10:42.040 like congestion and yeah, and I was so scared because 0:10:42.320 --> 0:10:44.400 even though my mom looked young, she had young She's 0:10:44.400 --> 0:10:47.440 still sixty years old. So it kind of you know, 0:10:47.840 --> 0:10:49.960 I was getting up like every I don't even get 0:10:50.000 --> 0:10:52.320 up in the morning. I was up morning, I was 0:10:52.400 --> 0:10:54.600 up breakfast, lunch, and then I was making sure she 0:10:54.640 --> 0:10:56.640 got in the shower. I was making sure I fed, 0:10:56.640 --> 0:10:57.960 how I was putting the hot like. I was just 0:10:58.360 --> 0:10:59.839 like at her back and call off like a whole. 0:11:01.600 --> 0:11:04.760 And my mother she's like a very uh spirtual woman, 0:11:04.840 --> 0:11:06.520 so she was like, I'm not claiming this ship. I 0:11:06.520 --> 0:11:09.680 don't got that ship. That like, that's how my mom. 0:11:10.240 --> 0:11:12.280 Your mom is dope because I see her on the show. 0:11:12.480 --> 0:11:14.000 I just wanted her to cook me and play the 0:11:14.040 --> 0:11:18.720 food she'd be throwing down. She can't cook no American food. 0:11:18.720 --> 0:11:20.160 I don't think you have to cook at Jamaica fool, 0:11:20.200 --> 0:11:24.680 the Spanish fool. I'm like, perfect, that's good. That's all 0:11:24.720 --> 0:11:30.920 she could perfect. So what's so besides that? What's been 0:11:30.960 --> 0:11:33.320 going on in the house, Like with you guys, you know, 0:11:33.480 --> 0:11:37.560 being in there together, quarantining together, and then the romance 0:11:37.640 --> 0:11:41.360 happening or is it Like, to my surprise, we haven't 0:11:41.400 --> 0:11:44.120 been arguing at all. No argument. That's a good thing. 0:11:44.280 --> 0:11:46.040 But I think we haven't been arguing because this Nick 0:11:46.200 --> 0:11:47.920 is on the game argue with seven year olds around 0:11:47.960 --> 0:11:52.120 the world. Like I heard somebody like, oh, you sound 0:11:52.200 --> 0:11:53.480 like a girl. He's like, nik A shut up. I 0:11:53.480 --> 0:11:56.839 see a walk like that is a child, Like why 0:11:56.880 --> 0:11:59.480 are you arguing with a child? You know what I'm 0:11:59.520 --> 0:12:01.880 getting up to. I mean, he's on the game all day. 0:12:01.920 --> 0:12:06.000 And there's a lot of other rappers and influencers that's 0:12:06.040 --> 0:12:07.560 on the game. Like they literally like, yo, get on 0:12:07.559 --> 0:12:09.360 the game right now, Like he be on the game 0:12:09.480 --> 0:12:12.680 all gay mall, but what are you doing? Are you 0:12:12.720 --> 0:12:15.040 watching any like TV shows? We've seen you doing some 0:12:15.120 --> 0:12:18.360 TikTok videos. Yeah, all, I've been watching his nextlace. I 0:12:18.400 --> 0:12:20.640 think I don't watch every movie on Netflix, girl me 0:12:20.720 --> 0:12:23.760 to give us well, go to Hulu. Hulu got some 0:12:23.880 --> 0:12:28.120 really really good stuff. I watched mcmillions on Hulu today. 0:12:28.360 --> 0:12:31.520 Now I'm telling you watch High Fidelity with Zoe Kravin 0:12:31.679 --> 0:12:35.040 Lit Fires Everywhere and watching Little Fires Everywhere? Is that 0:12:35.120 --> 0:12:38.560 a movie or show? It's a show, a series, both 0:12:38.600 --> 0:12:42.560 of them. Millions about the McDonald's monopoly game, how they 0:12:42.720 --> 0:12:45.440 rigged it. Yeah, but this these other two shows we're 0:12:45.480 --> 0:12:50.120 talking about, is more towards our genre of life. You 0:12:50.360 --> 0:12:54.480 want to know, y'all know, I'm all into like murder. 0:12:54.640 --> 0:12:56.600 I was watching about that big Max and how they'd 0:12:56.600 --> 0:13:01.280 be stealing the money from the love like crime. Uh see, 0:13:01.280 --> 0:13:03.120 I like, you know, what's so crazy? I've been watching 0:13:03.120 --> 0:13:05.120 this movie and all my friends they not listen to me. 0:13:05.440 --> 0:13:07.520 It's a really good show. It's like a short series 0:13:07.559 --> 0:13:10.679 on Netflix, and it's called Godless. It's a cowboy show. 0:13:10.760 --> 0:13:14.560 But I love cowboy movies, which is that's random. Everybody 0:13:14.559 --> 0:13:19.080 says that, what's it called? Though? Let me, It's called Godless. 0:13:19.160 --> 0:13:22.880 It is so fucking good. Though, Dammy, we're gonna look 0:13:22.920 --> 0:13:25.200 at it. We're gonna wrote it down. It's really good, 0:13:25.240 --> 0:13:26.800 I promise you. But every time I said it's a 0:13:26.840 --> 0:13:28.760 cowboy they'd be like, bitch, I'm not gonna watch my 0:13:28.800 --> 0:13:32.200 cowboy movie. I'm like, no, I've watched so much stuff 0:13:32.240 --> 0:13:33.920 that I never thought I would watch in my life 0:13:34.000 --> 0:13:36.680 that I mean to you know what, I couldn't get into. 0:13:36.720 --> 0:13:38.720 I try to get into that that show, you, I 0:13:38.720 --> 0:13:42.160 can't get into that whack. I only watch it because 0:13:42.200 --> 0:13:44.440 everybody else watched that, and I thought it was whack. 0:13:44.840 --> 0:13:47.520 That show. I'm sorry, y'all gotta watch it because that 0:13:47.559 --> 0:13:49.480 guy was so crazy and there's people like that for 0:13:49.559 --> 0:13:54.880 Real and Psycho. Yeah, I couldn't get into it. I 0:13:54.920 --> 0:13:58.439 was like, this ship is mad. Watch parents site, y'all 0:13:58.440 --> 0:14:01.320 ever see that? I got that. I think I saw 0:14:01.360 --> 0:14:05.000 that it was. And that's like because I watching Narcoes 0:14:05.080 --> 0:14:06.880 and you know they have other subtitles. I had to 0:14:06.880 --> 0:14:09.679 stop watching that ship because I'm like, there's too much subtitles. 0:14:09.880 --> 0:14:12.440 But for Parasite, it's like I when I tell you, 0:14:12.520 --> 0:14:14.960 usually i'll play a game. I saw that. That was good. 0:14:15.000 --> 0:14:21.080 It was good? Right, it was? That was really good. Yeah, 0:14:21.080 --> 0:14:23.880 it was good. See, so now you gotta listen. I'm like, 0:14:24.000 --> 0:14:28.520 damn if people be using the funk out me. You 0:14:28.560 --> 0:14:31.640 know that's a fact because you never know what people do. 0:14:31.680 --> 0:14:34.160 That's how people get cat fish this stuff. People just 0:14:34.200 --> 0:14:37.000 sit and watch what they're doing, and then they'll come 0:14:37.080 --> 0:14:40.080 and and just pray on the things, your weaknesses. You 0:14:40.120 --> 0:14:42.160 know what I watched last night? That really, I mean, 0:14:42.200 --> 0:14:43.640 I don't even know why the funk I watched because 0:14:43.680 --> 0:14:46.880 I kept saying I wasn't gonna watch it. The Gabriel, 0:14:47.240 --> 0:14:52.240 Uh that's so sad. Oh yeah, watch too. I was 0:14:52.400 --> 0:14:54.840 so funny, you know what, And everyone's like it's so sad. Yes, 0:14:54.920 --> 0:14:57.840 it was sad, but I was angry, like I was sold. 0:14:58.280 --> 0:14:59.960 It didn't make me and you. I cried when I 0:15:00.040 --> 0:15:02.120 say I cried over anything, which I was super proud 0:15:02.160 --> 0:15:04.040 of myself because I didn't cry that much. Last night. 0:15:04.040 --> 0:15:05.760 I cried a little bit and a lot because I 0:15:05.840 --> 0:15:08.600 was school with anger, like I just couldn't understand, like 0:15:08.960 --> 0:15:11.320 if I'm a fucking teacher, Oh but you're not going home, 0:15:11.360 --> 0:15:13.880 like you're coming with me? Like how to hell you 0:15:13.960 --> 0:15:17.800 let this little boy repeatedly go on home knowing what's 0:15:17.800 --> 0:15:20.320 going on to him? Oh? I know, d Like I 0:15:20.320 --> 0:15:23.040 started watching it every day though, by the way, like 0:15:23.160 --> 0:15:26.240 as schools, like teachers, I feel like they don't know 0:15:26.440 --> 0:15:28.560 what they can do. I do fault her too. I 0:15:28.640 --> 0:15:31.920 fall all the motherfucker's because I I just feel like 0:15:32.200 --> 0:15:33.680 I could be walking on the street and see a 0:15:33.760 --> 0:15:37.280 child that it looks like she's that they're abused, and 0:15:37.320 --> 0:15:39.160 I know me and I know my heart, Oh you 0:15:39.240 --> 0:15:41.000 don't you wanna wait right here because I'm about to 0:15:41.000 --> 0:15:43.080 figure out what's going on. I can't as a mother, 0:15:43.280 --> 0:15:45.760 It's like you know what I'm saying, if you said 0:15:45.760 --> 0:15:48.040 your mom like yelling at her kids, like cursing at 0:15:48.040 --> 0:15:50.760 her kid or something like that. Do you say something 0:15:50.920 --> 0:15:53.040 or you just keep it moving, like oh I am not. 0:15:53.160 --> 0:15:54.840 Now if you cursed, how to give you up? Because 0:15:54.840 --> 0:15:57.640 I curse my mind a lot of people. What about 0:15:57.680 --> 0:16:00.240 it would being the kid outside? You know how parents 0:16:00.280 --> 0:16:03.160 used to roll up to the school and I do 0:16:03.240 --> 0:16:07.400 that too. Look where Charlie was younger, I swear to you. 0:16:07.440 --> 0:16:10.680 She was like four and we were at Walmart. I 0:16:10.720 --> 0:16:13.320 will never forget. And she wanted something out the thing 0:16:13.360 --> 0:16:15.200 and I was like, no that lord Niga fell out. 0:16:15.200 --> 0:16:19.040 When the ground start kicking, smack the ground. You wait too, 0:16:19.160 --> 0:16:22.200 I get your ass out this door. Like I couldn't 0:16:22.200 --> 0:16:24.400 even because I always would talk about people parents like 0:16:24.400 --> 0:16:26.440 oh girl, they're bare their kids bad. I whoop her ass. 0:16:26.760 --> 0:16:28.840 I told her asks up. And actually, when I was 0:16:28.840 --> 0:16:31.000 in the parking lot whooping her ass, a white lady 0:16:31.040 --> 0:16:32.760 walked past and she was like that is child's because 0:16:32.760 --> 0:16:38.680 I'm like, bitch, I will beat your ass Like yeah, yeah, Like, 0:16:38.720 --> 0:16:40.600 don't tell me about just claim I. You don't feed her, 0:16:40.640 --> 0:16:42.640 you don't clothe her, you know what I'm saying, Like 0:16:42.680 --> 0:16:45.200 I don't get into a ship like that. But now 0:16:45.240 --> 0:16:47.720 it's a different one thing I don't like. I don't 0:16:47.720 --> 0:16:51.920 like for men to hit girls, whether it's their daughter 0:16:52.040 --> 0:16:55.520 or not. Like I don't feel like a bad president. Yeah, 0:16:55.560 --> 0:16:57.880 I don't feel like mentioned with because I know something 0:16:58.000 --> 0:16:59.640 like oh I speak my daughter, but I just don't 0:17:00.200 --> 0:17:02.760 mother should do that, right, because I feel like men 0:17:02.800 --> 0:17:05.080 don't know their strength to that kind of strange kind 0:17:05.080 --> 0:17:06.600 of gives that pressure for the little girl, like oh, 0:17:06.600 --> 0:17:09.480 it's okay for men to hit you, right, Yeah, I 0:17:09.520 --> 0:17:11.800 don't agree with that spinking about it's okay for men 0:17:11.880 --> 0:17:15.880 to do right. We're talking about only fans a lot, 0:17:16.200 --> 0:17:19.160 and how there's so many people going on only fans 0:17:19.240 --> 0:17:22.600 making their coins right now, is it a problem? Right? 0:17:22.920 --> 0:17:26.320 If your husband is following people are only fans, you know, 0:17:26.359 --> 0:17:30.520 it's what's only fans? Girl? You know now you'll be 0:17:33.640 --> 0:17:36.080 telling So I'm on there, So let me be the 0:17:36.080 --> 0:17:39.399 one day. Hold us one there, No, no, no, no, 0:17:39.920 --> 0:17:46.920 hold on, let's not start nothing. See him up there. 0:17:47.880 --> 0:17:51.240 It's a subscription site where people could subscribe to your 0:17:51.320 --> 0:17:54.080 account and you can post anything you want to post, 0:17:54.240 --> 0:17:56.280 and they paid it, and then they also pay for 0:17:56.960 --> 0:17:59.119 paid per view videos, which is like a deal that 0:17:59.160 --> 0:18:03.000 they pay a price to see. So the taboo. Part 0:18:03.040 --> 0:18:05.680 about it is it's so much porn going on there 0:18:05.920 --> 0:18:08.200 that everybody think it's porn like girls is on they're 0:18:08.280 --> 0:18:11.080 really like fucking sucking dig heaven deal those shows square 0:18:11.160 --> 0:18:13.280 and playing with themselves. But then you have people like 0:18:13.359 --> 0:18:15.399 me and our other whole stephany who is in here 0:18:15.440 --> 0:18:18.080 right now that we are just it's like the stuff 0:18:18.119 --> 0:18:20.480 that girls post on Instagram. I put on my Only fans, like, 0:18:20.560 --> 0:18:22.520 I'm not you're not gonna see me working on my Instagram. 0:18:22.560 --> 0:18:24.399 You're not gonna see me and the throne with my 0:18:24.400 --> 0:18:26.600 ass up on the kitchen, singing in the bathroom sink, 0:18:26.720 --> 0:18:28.800 like you know, you're not gonna see my body really 0:18:28.840 --> 0:18:31.040 unless I'm gonna be But on my Only Fans you 0:18:31.040 --> 0:18:32.439 can pay to see that type of stuff. And then 0:18:32.440 --> 0:18:34.240 the PPPs I do do a little bit more and 0:18:34.320 --> 0:18:39.320 my playing with myself. It's very sexy. Basically, Okay, you're 0:18:39.359 --> 0:18:42.520 being sexy and you're sharing that sexy side of yourself 0:18:42.520 --> 0:18:44.720 with people who are paying for it, versus doing it 0:18:44.720 --> 0:18:48.399 on Instagram. They're not paying for that. A lot of 0:18:48.400 --> 0:18:51.400 the girls the only fans pages now, so guys fell 0:18:51.520 --> 0:18:55.480 like see them you could chat to right and it's yeah, 0:18:55.480 --> 0:18:57.080 you just it's just like an Instagram account. We got 0:18:57.119 --> 0:18:59.200 a d M, it got a story, you got a timeline, 0:18:59.480 --> 0:19:04.919 but just is getting houses off of the money that 0:19:06.040 --> 0:19:08.880