Speaker 1: All right, what's up? What's up? It's lip service. I'm Angelagie,
Speaker 1: I'm Ji Maguire, I'm Luria, I'm Tammy. Hey girl, welcome back.
Speaker 1: Thank you guys for having me again. It's been a
Speaker 1: long time having it. Damn me. Last time you was
Speaker 1: on a lip service, you was going through a breakup
Speaker 1: and now you're married. Yes, that was a long time ago.
Speaker 1: I ain't got doing my separation though I thought it was.
Speaker 1: I guess, so that's crazy. So you got a whole
Speaker 1: bunch of new questions for me. Huh. We're happy to
Speaker 1: see where you are right now in your relationship, you know. Yeah,
Speaker 1: congratulations on everything that's happened, you know, thank you, thank you,
Speaker 1: And a new show because I love it. Thank you.
Speaker 1: It's good. Actually, I've been watching this ship like I
Speaker 1: wasn't recording. I was like, were you so authentic and
Speaker 1: you're being yourself when you're having not time? You don't
Speaker 1: even remember the ship that you're saying or the conversations.
Speaker 1: All right. I feel bad making you work though, because
Speaker 1: I know you've been doing a lot. So how are
Speaker 1: things now? And all you at the bar? How you
Speaker 1: get to the bar downing the room kitchen she got
Speaker 1: the library, the bar she got it off. Pop them
Speaker 1: over there. You know, I've seen a bar like this
Speaker 1: when I was out and I said, I want that
Speaker 1: in my house. So I recreated fire. I love it.
Speaker 1: I'm getting one built now in the basement. Nothing like
Speaker 1: that right now, though it's a mess. That's fun though,
Speaker 1: like all the house really like getting stuff done in
Speaker 1: your house. I think that's really fun, like when it
Speaker 1: finally happens and you have all these ideas and you
Speaker 1: get to Yeah, that part is, but it's not fun though,
Speaker 1: not getting to work down. They don't get funny too.
Speaker 1: It's time to decorate, like when you're still going through
Speaker 1: like the knocking ship down and rewiring and you know
Speaker 1: what I'm saying, It's like I had to rewind my
Speaker 1: whole house. So I kept coming in and I'm like,
Speaker 1: dare these workers here every day? And I don't see
Speaker 1: no damn progress because it's not cosmetic and Loki feel
Speaker 1: like you're doing the work is so exosted. I've been
Speaker 1: bad as how I'm like I can't. And then when
Speaker 1: your house is I'm the type of person like, well,
Speaker 1: my house is not together, like everything else is out
Speaker 1: of place. But I was saying, like I don't understand
Speaker 1: how female like the younger generation and these young girls,
Speaker 1: I don't get it. I'm sorry, but you I ain't
Speaker 1: never been a type of I can sleep on the
Speaker 1: door mattress and how hella bad. I just can't live
Speaker 1: like that. Like my ship has to be furnish comfortable,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. When I bought this house,
Speaker 1: like and it wasn't completely done, I was not at ease.
Speaker 1: But like the first night that I moved in, I
Speaker 1: think I unpacked like everything that I could possibly unpack.
Speaker 1: I needed to have everything kind of in order because
Speaker 1: I just wasn't comfortable. Even when I come home at
Speaker 1: night if I had a long day, but there's like
Speaker 1: laundry on the bed, I can't go to sleep, right Yeah, no,
Speaker 1: I feel you on that. What I'm trying to tell you,
Speaker 1: it's a struggle. But what that house, Tammy, I've seen
Speaker 1: that you said that for you in a marriage, right,
Speaker 1: sex is like thirty important for waker is like important?
Speaker 1: Oh yeah no on some real stuff like people. I
Speaker 1: don't get mad I'm telling you all this, but like
Speaker 1: if I really I have learned and it's like scientific
Speaker 1: studies that I have done on my household, Like for real,
Speaker 1: Like if I was to get off, get up and
Speaker 1: just suck his day like he will be his day
Speaker 1: is so good. Like he'd be so excited, like he
Speaker 1: like had a great day and he got energy and
Speaker 1: he's so happy. Girl, if I wake up and getting
Speaker 1: some booty, his day is great. If I don't give
Speaker 1: him that for a few days, he got an attitude.
Speaker 1: He walking around, he got to smoke all the blood.
Speaker 1: I'm like, goad, he'd be stressed out. It'd be stressed.
Speaker 1: I'm like, and I'm asking him like why does this?
Speaker 1: But why He's like I don't know. Like if you
Speaker 1: really just blew my sock every morning, I swear to God,
Speaker 1: we'd be good. And I'm like, you gotta it sounds easy,
Speaker 1: but that's a lot of work every morning to be
Speaker 1: blowing some ice socks off, especially because you'd be in
Speaker 1: the studio at night. You got your daughter, your raised,
Speaker 1: and you got the house to take care of exactly
Speaker 1: Like it's a lot. And then I, girl, what I
Speaker 1: have start doing? Like when he's like trying to get
Speaker 1: it and I don't want to, I'm like a Charlay
Speaker 1: and then he like his whole ship. Oh yeah, I
Speaker 1: get my daughter name and be like, why you play
Speaker 1: so much down? So dammy. On the show, y'all was
Speaker 1: talking about kids and stuff like they're having more kids. Um,
Speaker 1: you said, obviously you juggling all these other things, but
Speaker 1: how close are you to like really going forward and
Speaker 1: to working on that baby. Um well, I'm definitely I'll
Speaker 1: be thirty four until lot of thirty. If I turned
Speaker 1: thirty four this year and tom is the clock is ticking,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying, Like you don't even realize
Speaker 1: how fast like that ship comes. Like I'm like, damn,
Speaker 1: I'll be thirty four this year. That means I have
Speaker 1: a year another year before I'm thirty five. And that's
Speaker 1: like you know when you're that's when you're talking to
Speaker 1: your clock really starts, you know, clicking. So at the
Speaker 1: A at this at this point, I happened. I can't bullshit.
Speaker 1: I have to do it. Like I've started taking certain
Speaker 1: herbs um during the it's quarantined. I haven't been more
Speaker 1: so focused on how I feel like when we focus
Speaker 1: on having a baby, it's like when you get disappointed.
Speaker 1: So I've kind of been like just taking my like
Speaker 1: not trying to think about it like we do it
Speaker 1: when we do it. But I'm taking stuff like internal,
Speaker 1: you know, prepare myself internally by taking certain herbs and
Speaker 1: drinking certain tonics and you know, uh, you know, just
Speaker 1: doing a lot of natural health stuff. Even stopped eating
Speaker 1: meat for like six months. That's happened, you know, And
Speaker 1: everyone says that. So I've been who you want come in,
Speaker 1: come and say, I walk this little girl. Please tell
Speaker 1: me why she has a way train on, but I'm
Speaker 1: trying to figure it out. The damn train of phone
Speaker 1: over her. What do you believe? Girl? I'm trying to
Speaker 1: tell you it's like a double zero crazy but um yeah,
Speaker 1: so like we've been trying, you know, in in terms
Speaker 1: of that way. But I want to give him, um
Speaker 1: before I try any alternative routes, like any like uh
Speaker 1: like in vitro or anything like that. I want to
Speaker 1: give us the opportunity because I feel I'm a firm
Speaker 1: believe in God. So I do feel like isn't God's time?
Speaker 1: And you know what I'm saying. So I just know
Speaker 1: that my talk, my clock is taking and I don't
Speaker 1: want to wait too late. Yeah no, because then it
Speaker 1: gets a lot more difficult. They have the ovulation sticks too,
Speaker 1: so you can see, like when it's the prime time,
Speaker 1: you pee on the stick and see what. I don't
Speaker 1: know if that really works to me because my period
Speaker 1: is so all over the place, like that's the shows,
Speaker 1: like I guess the hormones or whatever. So when you
Speaker 1: pee on it, even if you're periods all over the place,
Speaker 1: it will be like these can tell you with the dates, Yeah,
Speaker 1: this day is the day you should try it. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I got to try. Even my going to be bound
Speaker 1: me stuff, I'm like he started buying me ship like
Speaker 1: she mean, like I think the whole family is really waiting.
Speaker 1: But then I also another thing, like to be honest,
Speaker 1: that I'm kind of worried about is my weight is
Speaker 1: so up and down that I'm kind of scared because
Speaker 1: I'm like, I'm not want to be no big gass
Speaker 1: bitch after these babies. Like I'm already think it's a
Speaker 1: motherfucker like and I'll be up one day, I'll be
Speaker 1: down the next day, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: that I'm really like that really is a determined back
Speaker 1: from I think we all know the struggle over here
Speaker 1: I'm trying to tell you one day you'd be looking
Speaker 1: and found this ship like them, then that's you're either
Speaker 1: taking your head big again. You were like you like
Speaker 1: how the fund did that game turned down from one
Speaker 1: piece of game all we are locked in the house
Speaker 1: and locked down, and so it's a lot of yeah,
Speaker 1: sitting at home eating, having drinks and how they set
Speaker 1: home for you. And I know you said you that
Speaker 1: you had coronavirus. Uh, girl, Uh, can nobody tell me
Speaker 1: that I didn't? Honestly, Um, I came we were doing
Speaker 1: press for our show in l a uh in New York.
Speaker 1: I had a meeting in New York with from Network,
Speaker 1: So I literally went from from New York to l
Speaker 1: A and then from l A is when they had
Speaker 1: the lockdown, so we had to hurt him fly out
Speaker 1: before we got stuck in l A. So when I
Speaker 1: came home, I was kind of like, you know, like
Speaker 1: kind of tired and fatigued. But I'm always like that
Speaker 1: because I'm I don't take vitamins and stuff like I should,
Speaker 1: so that I wasn't alarming. But I went out to
Speaker 1: eat with one of my friends. She kind of dragged
Speaker 1: me out of the house. She was like, let's get
Speaker 1: something to eat, and don't get something to eat. Who
Speaker 1: was supposed to go to a lounge afterwards? And I
Speaker 1: got this headache that was like unbearable. So I was like, yo,
Speaker 1: I can't go out like bach. My hair hurt so bad.
Speaker 1: And she thought I was lying. She's like, oh, you
Speaker 1: don't never want to go out, and I'm like no.
Speaker 1: So I literally got home. I told my husband, I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: my body feel crazy. I'm like, you know, He's like,
Speaker 1: just laid out, take an advil. I laid down to
Speaker 1: the adel. I woke up the next day and my
Speaker 1: body was in pain. I had a fever. My head
Speaker 1: felt like I just girl. It was the worst heada
Speaker 1: guy ahead of my life. My spine like the back
Speaker 1: of my back. I couldn't even bend my head down
Speaker 1: because it was like my spine feel like I was
Speaker 1: twisting my spin. For five days, I was in the bed.
Speaker 1: I didn't get out the bed. I couldn't get out
Speaker 1: of bed. Yeah, I was so sick, but then with
Speaker 1: really I didn't Even then, I still didn't think I
Speaker 1: had I just thought I had the flu or whatever.
Speaker 1: So I was like, you know, I'm just sick whatever.
Speaker 1: I didn't even think about it. What really was a
Speaker 1: determined in factor of my friend who I was with
Speaker 1: the night. She called me three days later, like three
Speaker 1: days while I was in bed. The third day she
Speaker 1: called me. She was like bit. She was like, I
Speaker 1: never get sick. She was like, I feel hard with
Speaker 1: like my hair hurt, my body eggs. So she was
Speaker 1: going through the same thing. So two days after that,
Speaker 1: I got better, um, and she was sick for another
Speaker 1: two days after that. But then I text her what
Speaker 1: I realized, it's probably two days after I got better
Speaker 1: if I broke this either and everything. I could not
Speaker 1: smell or taste anything, like definitely I couldn't. And I
Speaker 1: didn't have any congestion like I wasn't congested. I meant
Speaker 1: I was breathing out my nose. I didn't have any
Speaker 1: any um like uh yeah, no flem none of that.
Speaker 1: So it was sucking me up because I was like,
Speaker 1: I didn't realize that I wasn't tasting or smelling anything
Speaker 1: until I didn't realize I wasn't smelling anything until I
Speaker 1: went to go eat my some food and I was like,
Speaker 1: why the funk I can't taste my food? So for
Speaker 1: like a good five days. I couldn't taste the smell anything.
Speaker 1: And then I've seen a basketball player. He tweeted, has
Speaker 1: anyone lost their tastes and smell? And when he said that,
Speaker 1: I kind of freaked the funk out. I was like,
Speaker 1: I was scared and ship. The crazy part though, when
Speaker 1: my first got sick, my husband, him and Charlie was
Speaker 1: taking black tarnet. He was making her drinking my d
Speaker 1: it tastes like dirt, and Charlie drinking every day, and
Speaker 1: Charlie was crying, she was busted, like I don't want
Speaker 1: to take this. Why I gotta take this? And usually
Speaker 1: I was like leave her alone, but I was like,
Speaker 1: I'm sick, and he was like, I don't even what
Speaker 1: your mother say, You're taking this ship. So they took
Speaker 1: black tarnet shots every day I was sick. Do you
Speaker 1: know neither one of them got sick. My mother, who
Speaker 1: came over to take care of me every day while
Speaker 1: I was, she was worse than I was. She had
Speaker 1: like congestion and yeah, and I was so scared because
Speaker 1: even though my mom looked young, she had young She's
Speaker 1: still sixty years old. So it kind of you know,
Speaker 1: I was getting up like every I don't even get
Speaker 1: up in the morning. I was up morning, I was
Speaker 1: up breakfast, lunch, and then I was making sure she
Speaker 1: got in the shower. I was making sure I fed,
Speaker 1: how I was putting the hot like. I was just
Speaker 1: like at her back and call off like a whole.
Speaker 1: And my mother she's like a very uh spirtual woman,
Speaker 1: so she was like, I'm not claiming this ship. I
Speaker 1: don't got that ship. That like, that's how my mom.
Speaker 1: Your mom is dope because I see her on the show.
Speaker 1: I just wanted her to cook me and play the
Speaker 1: food she'd be throwing down. She can't cook no American food.
Speaker 1: I don't think you have to cook at Jamaica fool,
Speaker 1: the Spanish fool. I'm like, perfect, that's good. That's all
Speaker 1: she could perfect. So what's so besides that? What's been
Speaker 1: going on in the house, Like with you guys, you know,
Speaker 1: being in there together, quarantining together, and then the romance
Speaker 1: happening or is it Like, to my surprise, we haven't
Speaker 1: been arguing at all. No argument. That's a good thing.
Speaker 1: But I think we haven't been arguing because this Nick
Speaker 1: is on the game argue with seven year olds around
Speaker 1: the world. Like I heard somebody like, oh, you sound
Speaker 1: like a girl. He's like, nik A shut up. I
Speaker 1: see a walk like that is a child, Like why
Speaker 1: are you arguing with a child? You know what I'm
Speaker 1: getting up to. I mean, he's on the game all day.
Speaker 1: And there's a lot of other rappers and influencers that's
Speaker 1: on the game. Like they literally like, yo, get on
Speaker 1: the game right now, Like he be on the game
Speaker 1: all gay mall, but what are you doing? Are you
Speaker 1: watching any like TV shows? We've seen you doing some
Speaker 1: TikTok videos. Yeah, all, I've been watching his nextlace. I
Speaker 1: think I don't watch every movie on Netflix, girl me
Speaker 1: to give us well, go to Hulu. Hulu got some
Speaker 1: really really good stuff. I watched mcmillions on Hulu today.
Speaker 1: Now I'm telling you watch High Fidelity with Zoe Kravin
Speaker 1: Lit Fires Everywhere and watching Little Fires Everywhere? Is that
Speaker 1: a movie or show? It's a show, a series, both
Speaker 1: of them. Millions about the McDonald's monopoly game, how they
Speaker 1: rigged it. Yeah, but this these other two shows we're
Speaker 1: talking about, is more towards our genre of life. You
Speaker 1: want to know, y'all know, I'm all into like murder.
Speaker 1: I was watching about that big Max and how they'd
Speaker 1: be stealing the money from the love like crime. Uh see,
Speaker 1: I like, you know, what's so crazy? I've been watching
Speaker 1: this movie and all my friends they not listen to me.
Speaker 1: It's a really good show. It's like a short series
Speaker 1: on Netflix, and it's called Godless. It's a cowboy show.
Speaker 1: But I love cowboy movies, which is that's random. Everybody
Speaker 1: says that, what's it called? Though? Let me, It's called Godless.
Speaker 1: It is so fucking good. Though, Dammy, we're gonna look
Speaker 1: at it. We're gonna wrote it down. It's really good,
Speaker 1: I promise you. But every time I said it's a
Speaker 1: cowboy they'd be like, bitch, I'm not gonna watch my
Speaker 1: cowboy movie. I'm like, no, I've watched so much stuff
Speaker 1: that I never thought I would watch in my life
Speaker 1: that I mean to you know what, I couldn't get into.
Speaker 1: I try to get into that that show, you, I
Speaker 1: can't get into that whack. I only watch it because
Speaker 1: everybody else watched that, and I thought it was whack.
Speaker 1: That show. I'm sorry, y'all gotta watch it because that
Speaker 1: guy was so crazy and there's people like that for
Speaker 1: Real and Psycho. Yeah, I couldn't get into it. I
Speaker 1: was like, this ship is mad. Watch parents site, y'all
Speaker 1: ever see that? I got that. I think I saw
Speaker 1: that it was. And that's like because I watching Narcoes
Speaker 1: and you know they have other subtitles. I had to
Speaker 1: stop watching that ship because I'm like, there's too much subtitles.
Speaker 1: But for Parasite, it's like I when I tell you,
Speaker 1: usually i'll play a game. I saw that. That was good.
Speaker 1: It was good? Right, it was? That was really good. Yeah,
Speaker 1: it was good. See, so now you gotta listen. I'm like,
Speaker 1: damn if people be using the funk out me. You
Speaker 1: know that's a fact because you never know what people do.
Speaker 1: That's how people get cat fish this stuff. People just
Speaker 1: sit and watch what they're doing, and then they'll come
Speaker 1: and and just pray on the things, your weaknesses. You
Speaker 1: know what I watched last night? That really, I mean,
Speaker 1: I don't even know why the funk I watched because
Speaker 1: I kept saying I wasn't gonna watch it. The Gabriel,
Speaker 1: Uh that's so sad. Oh yeah, watch too. I was
Speaker 1: so funny, you know what, And everyone's like it's so sad. Yes,
Speaker 1: it was sad, but I was angry, like I was sold.
Speaker 1: It didn't make me and you. I cried when I
Speaker 1: say I cried over anything, which I was super proud
Speaker 1: of myself because I didn't cry that much. Last night.
Speaker 1: I cried a little bit and a lot because I
Speaker 1: was school with anger, like I just couldn't understand, like
Speaker 1: if I'm a fucking teacher, Oh but you're not going home,
Speaker 1: like you're coming with me? Like how to hell you
Speaker 1: let this little boy repeatedly go on home knowing what's
Speaker 1: going on to him? Oh? I know, d Like I
Speaker 1: started watching it every day though, by the way, like
Speaker 1: as schools, like teachers, I feel like they don't know
Speaker 1: what they can do. I do fault her too. I
Speaker 1: fall all the motherfucker's because I I just feel like
Speaker 1: I could be walking on the street and see a
Speaker 1: child that it looks like she's that they're abused, and
Speaker 1: I know me and I know my heart, Oh you
Speaker 1: don't you wanna wait right here because I'm about to
Speaker 1: figure out what's going on. I can't as a mother,
Speaker 1: It's like you know what I'm saying, if you said
Speaker 1: your mom like yelling at her kids, like cursing at
Speaker 1: her kid or something like that. Do you say something
Speaker 1: or you just keep it moving, like oh I am not.
Speaker 1: Now if you cursed, how to give you up? Because
Speaker 1: I curse my mind a lot of people. What about
Speaker 1: it would being the kid outside? You know how parents
Speaker 1: used to roll up to the school and I do
Speaker 1: that too. Look where Charlie was younger, I swear to you.
Speaker 1: She was like four and we were at Walmart. I
Speaker 1: will never forget. And she wanted something out the thing
Speaker 1: and I was like, no that lord Niga fell out.
Speaker 1: When the ground start kicking, smack the ground. You wait too,
Speaker 1: I get your ass out this door. Like I couldn't
Speaker 1: even because I always would talk about people parents like
Speaker 1: oh girl, they're bare their kids bad. I whoop her ass.
Speaker 1: I told her asks up. And actually, when I was
Speaker 1: in the parking lot whooping her ass, a white lady
Speaker 1: walked past and she was like that is child's because
Speaker 1: I'm like, bitch, I will beat your ass Like yeah, yeah, Like,
Speaker 1: don't tell me about just claim I. You don't feed her,
Speaker 1: you don't clothe her, you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: I don't get into a ship like that. But now
Speaker 1: it's a different one thing I don't like. I don't
Speaker 1: like for men to hit girls, whether it's their daughter
Speaker 1: or not. Like I don't feel like a bad president. Yeah,
Speaker 1: I don't feel like mentioned with because I know something
Speaker 1: like oh I speak my daughter, but I just don't
Speaker 1: mother should do that, right, because I feel like men
Speaker 1: don't know their strength to that kind of strange kind
Speaker 1: of gives that pressure for the little girl, like oh,
Speaker 1: it's okay for men to hit you, right, Yeah, I
Speaker 1: don't agree with that spinking about it's okay for men
Speaker 1: to do right. We're talking about only fans a lot,
Speaker 1: and how there's so many people going on only fans
Speaker 1: making their coins right now, is it a problem? Right?
Speaker 1: If your husband is following people are only fans, you know,
Speaker 1: it's what's only fans? Girl? You know now you'll be
Speaker 1: telling So I'm on there, So let me be the
Speaker 1: one day. Hold us one there, No, no, no, no,
Speaker 1: hold on, let's not start nothing. See him up there.
Speaker 1: It's a subscription site where people could subscribe to your
Speaker 1: account and you can post anything you want to post,
Speaker 1: and they paid it, and then they also pay for
Speaker 1: paid per view videos, which is like a deal that
Speaker 1: they pay a price to see. So the taboo. Part
Speaker 1: about it is it's so much porn going on there
Speaker 1: that everybody think it's porn like girls is on they're
Speaker 1: really like fucking sucking dig heaven deal those shows square
Speaker 1: and playing with themselves. But then you have people like
Speaker 1: me and our other whole stephany who is in here
Speaker 1: right now that we are just it's like the stuff
Speaker 1: that girls post on Instagram. I put on my Only fans, like,
Speaker 1: I'm not you're not gonna see me working on my Instagram.
Speaker 1: You're not gonna see me and the throne with my
Speaker 1: ass up on the kitchen, singing in the bathroom sink,
Speaker 1: like you know, you're not gonna see my body really
Speaker 1: unless I'm gonna be But on my Only Fans you
Speaker 1: can pay to see that type of stuff. And then
Speaker 1: the PPPs I do do a little bit more and
Speaker 1: my playing with myself. It's very sexy. Basically, Okay, you're
Speaker 1: being sexy and you're sharing that sexy side of yourself
Speaker 1: with people who are paying for it, versus doing it
Speaker 1: on Instagram. They're not paying for that. A lot of
Speaker 1: the girls the only fans pages now, so guys fell
Speaker 1: like see them you could chat to right and it's yeah,
Speaker 1: you just it's just like an Instagram account. We got
Speaker 1: a d M, it got a story, you got a timeline,
Speaker 1: but just is getting houses off of the money that
Speaker 1: the money is the if you go, if you got
Speaker 1: to write prong calls, the money is really good. Yeah,
Speaker 1: you can do anything. You can do, cook at glasses,
Speaker 1: you can do makeup tutorials, you can do and you
Speaker 1: want to do it. No one's doing makeup and and
Speaker 1: and cause are wrong with society. But there are people
Speaker 1: on there who are fitnesses, models who are making like
Speaker 1: Google money. You know, I don't want to do what
Speaker 1: they're paid for to see on me. But was up there,
Speaker 1: Yeah that was the question. So it's like if you
Speaker 1: stop he was following certain women are only fans with
Speaker 1: that bother you. But they and they can d M
Speaker 1: and do all of that stuff. I mean like this
Speaker 1: is just like Instagram that ended a fucking day. It's
Speaker 1: kind of like the same day. So for instance, say
Speaker 1: paid to see them and listen content and explicit. Oh
Speaker 1: so he's been in a coin to follow them and
Speaker 1: see them. But when the money come involved, it's a
Speaker 1: problem when you're looking nigga. Look, but when you see it.
Speaker 1: When you got this story, I said, oh problem with
Speaker 1: that random tips to the girl. You can tip pictures,
Speaker 1: you can tip posts and and he he bet up
Speaker 1: pay to see this ass, But you don't go to
Speaker 1: the strip club though with him right and spending month. No,
Speaker 1: I love going to the strip club with him, like
Speaker 1: I love the strip club, like we go and usually
Speaker 1: even in Atlanta, like a lot of this, you know
Speaker 1: strip clubs Atlanta. When they when they come when I
Speaker 1: come in, they kind of the girls kind of know
Speaker 1: I'm very chill vibe. I I chill with them. I
Speaker 1: smoke with him, drink with him. We tip them and
Speaker 1: he'd be doing his own thing. I don't like because
Speaker 1: they've usually coming from they have like you know, as
Speaker 1: a stigma with women. I have to tell like a
Speaker 1: lot of my very friends like David thinking like oh
Speaker 1: the strip club, you know, nig I'm like, listen, the
Speaker 1: girls the strip club are very respectable, honestly, Like when
Speaker 1: I go there, they don't never they all like, oh
Speaker 1: that's him. Yeah, I mean I just seen girls strip
Speaker 1: club end up customer like it might be a new
Speaker 1: girl that might be like on some other ship walking there,
Speaker 1: like bitch, get on his face like his wife and
Speaker 1: she you know what I'm saying, Like, you know what
Speaker 1: I'm I never had no problem like that. There's been
Speaker 1: times I don't to my friends strip club and he'd
Speaker 1: be all on the other side talking to a girl
Speaker 1: my friend like bitch, I'm like, girl, leave him to
Speaker 1: funk alone, like we are you going? He can't go nowhere?
Speaker 1: Like but yeah, I just I love a strip club.
Speaker 1: I don't have no problem with that. So what is
Speaker 1: crossing the line then? Like, what is taking it too
Speaker 1: far in this your club? Are you like all right? Chill? Well,
Speaker 1: he don't like lap dances anyway, so he usually get
Speaker 1: more jealous when because the girls be on meeting more
Speaker 1: than they be on him. Yeah, so he'd be kind
Speaker 1: of like like one day it was when I was lit,
Speaker 1: I was done, and it's one girl. She was like,
Speaker 1: I'm leaving. What y'all don't like? Girl? Come on? Because
Speaker 1: I was all drunk and show he's got what the
Speaker 1: funk you not? I'm like, like, the way, what if
Speaker 1: one of them was to start giving him a massage
Speaker 1: across the club? You go, we do that, We'll be
Speaker 1: doing that. We have a they have massage girls in
Speaker 1: the strip club. So and then some of these strippers
Speaker 1: they'll be making the extra money for the massage. So
Speaker 1: you they have been times I don't walk in and
Speaker 1: he's getting massage. I'm like, oh, bitch, I'm next, like
Speaker 1: because I don't know, but you know what a lot
Speaker 1: of my friends. It's so crazy because I think people
Speaker 1: got this stigma. You know, people don't really know you,
Speaker 1: like they have this like even when we did Merge
Speaker 1: Brood camp and the end of the Marrige Crew camp,
Speaker 1: they they added this whole fake scene to make it's
Speaker 1: not like I was mad and walcome home to a
Speaker 1: girl inside of the club when really I was arguing
Speaker 1: with security, had nothing. Yeah, so and I only and
Speaker 1: all my friends called me. They're like, bitch, I noticed
Speaker 1: this fake is fun because you don't even I don't
Speaker 1: give up like we I don't care, Like that's one
Speaker 1: thing I'm not like. I'm not like that, Like I'm
Speaker 1: I'm the bitch that be like, oh come on, bitches,
Speaker 1: Like oh, I was like, yeah, my hub, Like it's
Speaker 1: shilling the funk out, like you don't feel like I'm
Speaker 1: the more open one, like the more free one, and
Speaker 1: people would think is walk up. But there's me saying me,
Speaker 1: are you down for the three something? If he would
Speaker 1: give me one, bitch, you won't give me one. Remember,
Speaker 1: you don't remember She kind of hinted that wanting to
Speaker 1: do it before. It still has not yet. He's not
Speaker 1: sharing that booty and that's I think it's so selfish
Speaker 1: because Nigga, you had Joe find your whole career. You've
Speaker 1: had three or four bitches, you have had your whole
Speaker 1: little fine and I've been at home being a good
Speaker 1: little wife. So you're in the studio every day, now,
Speaker 1: how is that like working with your husband too? Because
Speaker 1: he usually even alone when I in the studio, he
Speaker 1: only come here to funk with me. But um, usually
Speaker 1: I don't like when I'm in the studio he give
Speaker 1: me my space because you know what I'm saying. He'll
Speaker 1: come in there sometimes like if songs ain't done all
Speaker 1: time and he's like, what's going on? Like, but usually
Speaker 1: he give me my own spaces. Only when it comes
Speaker 1: to the business side, when he usually get in, like
Speaker 1: get into everything. You take your personal when he's telling
Speaker 1: you things because that's your husband. At the same time,
Speaker 1: sometimes I do I ain't gonna cap like nigga, Well
Speaker 1: you wrap nigga. That's like that's different. And he's like,
Speaker 1: it's the same thing. But I'll get into it because
Speaker 1: I'm like, it's not the same thing because you can
Speaker 1: go up there and hit your little your ad lips
Speaker 1: and you can wrap you wrap. But it's like we're singing.
Speaker 1: You have to you know what I'm saying, stack vocals,
Speaker 1: you have to do all this, you know, extra ship.
Speaker 1: So I'm like, it's not the same. So we get
Speaker 1: into it a lot when it comes to that, or
Speaker 1: sometimes me just um, he thinks he knows everything and
Speaker 1: you know, and I'm a leo, so I do know everything. Wait, Timmy,
Speaker 1: let's get back to the three something. So how would
Speaker 1: you fail if he came to you with a woman
Speaker 1: and was like, hey, remember you've been talking about three times,
Speaker 1: maybe we should use her. Would you feel a little
Speaker 1: different if that was the situation. Yeah, I don't think
Speaker 1: I would like that. Yeah, you don't go pick shit
Speaker 1: down like, I don't think. I don't think I'll be
Speaker 1: down with that because I feel like how to know
Speaker 1: each other and why maybe you're picking the wrong women.
Speaker 1: Maybe he doesn't. Uh, maybe that's it's like I think
Speaker 1: he's more so like Walk is very Balkas of Gemini,
Speaker 1: so he's very uh, he's like very ten people in
Speaker 1: one Blood's start there. Well, he's very just like he
Speaker 1: don't want like when it comes to me and my daughter,
Speaker 1: it's like he gets jealous. Like it's crazy because all
Speaker 1: my friends they know him so well, so like they
Speaker 1: could come in and they could be like, oh um,
Speaker 1: he at tame, I bought you this and I'm like,
Speaker 1: baby looking. He'd be like that's ugly, and I'm like,
Speaker 1: you're the fucking hater a lot because you ain't buy
Speaker 1: the ship. Like that's how rude. My friends know that now,
Speaker 1: so when they do stuff, they like watch Walk be
Speaker 1: hate you because he it's just who he is, Like
Speaker 1: he don't want to share us. He don't want everybody
Speaker 1: to do anything that Like if we smile it too hard,
Speaker 1: He's like, you don't still it hard and I'll do this.
Speaker 1: I'm like, let me ask you this. You talked about
Speaker 1: Walker's lips, right, and obviously it's some amazing oral sex.
Speaker 1: Does he ever do that and just that and not
Speaker 1: have sex with you? Is he okay all the time
Speaker 1: and go to sleep that all the time the time,
Speaker 1: and I'm just because I'm like, damn, sometimes I gotta return.
Speaker 1: You know this, he does it way more than I do.
Speaker 1: You're doing good time, I said, are you reciprocating with
Speaker 1: the hickles something? Baby? That's it and you keep it moving,
Speaker 1: not as much as he doing, but I'm trying to
Speaker 1: get better at that. I just because he always want
Speaker 1: to do it in the morning, and I'm like, nick,
Speaker 1: I just woke up my brough rocking like holding my
Speaker 1: eye like nobody wants, and then they want to do it.
Speaker 1: That's why, child, that's just man in the morning. Like
Speaker 1: we could do it before, we could do it in
Speaker 1: the afternoon. But it's like, I'm not I the morning.
Speaker 1: When I was in a relationship, we had sex mostly
Speaker 1: in the morning mostly, and you was with that you
Speaker 1: like that. I mean, it is what it is. So
Speaker 1: you're probably you probably want of them one the one though,
Speaker 1: that's you're my friend like that. She's like, um, she
Speaker 1: don't mind. Like she was, she enjoys sucking, so she
Speaker 1: was like, I would rather suck dick than have sex.
Speaker 1: And I'm like, bitch, what, but I don't mind. I
Speaker 1: turned right over. I ford to turn over then to
Speaker 1: be because sucking thing is a lot of energy. It
Speaker 1: is a lot of energy when they try to make
Speaker 1: you do it too long and you'd be like, yeah,
Speaker 1: y'all started hurting, hurt and right here and ship Like
Speaker 1: one day my tooth I had a really bad toothach
Speaker 1: and I just came from the document pulled my tooth out,
Speaker 1: so I had calls everything inside my mouth that just
Speaker 1: gonna say um with the other side work. I was like, oh,
Speaker 1: he did not I swear the other side when I
Speaker 1: want to got my boobs done. And I was sitting
Speaker 1: on the bed. He was still like, well, you could
Speaker 1: just sit right there, just stay still. I'm like, yo, dammy.
Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about when y'all went to the
Speaker 1: psychiatrist or the therapists or whatever, and m Walaker said
Speaker 1: that he felt like when the whole cheating incident happened
Speaker 1: and made you stronger, he made you better and made
Speaker 1: you mean and you actually looked offended by that whole situation.
Speaker 1: Did y'all come to an understanding about what he was
Speaker 1: trying to say. I think we'll walker see a lot
Speaker 1: of times. And it's so crazy because I watched, like
Speaker 1: to my post I think shaving posting in the comments
Speaker 1: like oh, he's a narcissist, he's this, he's that did it.
Speaker 1: I don't pay him no fucking attention Walker, No, seriously, Like,
Speaker 1: I've been with this man for going to my teen years,
Speaker 1: so I know this nigga in and out, and I
Speaker 1: know that I know when he's saying ship, when he's
Speaker 1: trying to say and how he's one of like people said,
Speaker 1: oh uh, black people can't catch corona. He says he ain't.
Speaker 1: That comes to his mouth. So sometimes I have to
Speaker 1: go back in the defense and defend him, not because
Speaker 1: I'm trying to, oh, take off of my husband, because
Speaker 1: I know what he means and I know that it
Speaker 1: is coming off. Yeah he means, Well, he just says
Speaker 1: stupid ship, so you'll understand it. But when he says
Speaker 1: it publicly, it makes everybody else can fit it. Boy,
Speaker 1: it's just like, you know, he's like you have a friend,
Speaker 1: and you know your friend because that's like mom, that's
Speaker 1: like my best friend. So it's like you know your
Speaker 1: friend and you like the people like, oh, bitch, I
Speaker 1: don't like her because she kind of bulled you. Like, really,
Speaker 1: she's not BUGI when you get to know her. She
Speaker 1: actually cool as fuck. Like that's like Walker, Walker say
Speaker 1: stuff that people take offense to, so to be you know,
Speaker 1: honestly his cheek and did make me a whole another
Speaker 1: bit so he ain't lying like him. And it's not
Speaker 1: just the cheating, his uh, his inconsistencies, his all the
Speaker 1: ship that we went through throughout our relationship, throughout our
Speaker 1: marriage that most people go through, but we just went
Speaker 1: through publicly. I could never be the same bitch. I
Speaker 1: wasn't not met him because when I met him, I
Speaker 1: was kind of green. I was I was I was
Speaker 1: street smart, you know what I'm saying. I was used
Speaker 1: to mess with with you know, street niggas and ship
Speaker 1: like that, but I don't never mess with nick in
Speaker 1: the industry. And I was twenty three four years old
Speaker 1: when I met Walker. I came very gullible, very like
Speaker 1: oh yeah, you know, like the grass is green and
Speaker 1: everything is great, and Peaches and all these bitches and
Speaker 1: my friend friends and you get what I'm said. And
Speaker 1: I had to learn a horrid way like Okay, you
Speaker 1: can't trust this motherfucker. Can't trust this bitch because she's
Speaker 1: you know, ain't to be trusted. You know what I'm saying, like, oh, oh,
Speaker 1: he ain't doing what the funk he say? He you know,
Speaker 1: he ain't who he say he is, even though he
Speaker 1: showed me one side he was. He he didn't walk
Speaker 1: a he never came. He didn't come from like like
Speaker 1: I said, his mom. Uh, she wasn't married. Dad was,
Speaker 1: you know, the mother and her father. So she was
Speaker 1: very She had her you know, her dad's, I mean
Speaker 1: her her brother's, all the two she was in love with,
Speaker 1: but she was never married. Um or he don't. He
Speaker 1: didn't know how a husband was supposed to be. He
Speaker 1: knew that, Okay, I want to marry you because I
Speaker 1: don't want to lose you. Was that the reason? Was
Speaker 1: that the right reason to marry somebody. I think it
Speaker 1: was kind of a selfish reason, but for him, that
Speaker 1: was the only way that he knew how to hold
Speaker 1: on to something without it being tooken away. Everything that
Speaker 1: he loved he's lost. He lost his brothers, he lost
Speaker 1: his best friends, he lost you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: So he's been in the streets. He's been. He was
Speaker 1: on all kinds of ships, like people that he thought
Speaker 1: was friends end up switching up on him, So not
Speaker 1: making excuses, but I have to take all that in accountability.
Speaker 1: So him going through all that ship that I went
Speaker 1: through with him, it's like being through the fucking wringer.
Speaker 1: When you come out that bit, you're gonna be a
Speaker 1: whole different material. So the only way he was gonna
Speaker 1: survive after that facts, you know what I'm saying. So
Speaker 1: not do I wish I didn't have to go through
Speaker 1: all of that stuff? M I. Of course, no one
Speaker 1: wants to go through all that heartache and headache and
Speaker 1: all that ship. But do I I look at as
Speaker 1: a blessing of disguise because it took for me to
Speaker 1: go through all that ship for me to be who
Speaker 1: I am today. Now he knows half ship he pulled
Speaker 1: back then He could never ever play you a game
Speaker 1: lit during that time too. You know me and you
Speaker 1: hug me up with it was crazy, But it's like
Speaker 1: it took for me, and even through all of that ship,
Speaker 1: Like I think it also showed him to like damn
Speaker 1: you know uh, And when he starts saying that when
Speaker 1: we got back together and he starts seeing them d M.
Speaker 1: He starts seeing that ship and he had to look
Speaker 1: at me like, Damn, I'm a solid bitch. I I
Speaker 1: not nothing period about it. It ain't about if I
Speaker 1: robbed with you, nigga, I rock with you, and I
Speaker 1: canna say angle, Uh, I wasn't getting money. Of course
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get money or whatever the case may be.
Speaker 1: But I'm not about to be jumping from nigga to nigga.
Speaker 1: I'm not about to be um having I just don't.
Speaker 1: I never moved like that. I ain't never been that
Speaker 1: type of girl. You know what I'm saying. I always
Speaker 1: been about my bread and nigga. If it ain't no
Speaker 1: money in a new conversation, like if I'm not in
Speaker 1: love with you and I'm not with you the nigga
Speaker 1: who we're talking about, like I've always been and I'm
Speaker 1: it sounds sucked up, but that's just I get it.
Speaker 1: So good job to you. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1: It just wasn't it just how I was raised, So
Speaker 1: I understood when he was saying that he just just
Speaker 1: coming from him. It sounds fucked up, but it's the
Speaker 1: it's the truth. I'm a whole different I'm a whole
Speaker 1: different breed. Now there's still things that you guys do
Speaker 1: in the bedroom that you're like, damn, I never did
Speaker 1: this before. I never felt like this. So this was
Speaker 1: the best night ever because you know, I always look
Speaker 1: at it ten years in right, so that you guys
Speaker 1: haven't done at this point that you still want to
Speaker 1: do three songs. Uh, I don't think we haven't done
Speaker 1: anything besides the I don't play moround my but oh no, ain't. No,
Speaker 1: you know whole thing for nothing, girl, I don't. We
Speaker 1: had once slip up before where you know, he was
Speaker 1: going real harm for the bat that motherfucker's clipped them bitch,
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh my god. It was the
Speaker 1: most example and I cried. I put that out there.
Speaker 1: That seems like to be like, just what the far
Speaker 1: wrong with you? And I was like it was too
Speaker 1: tight to go in. He's like, yo, it was the
Speaker 1: worst pain. So I think that kind of scared the
Speaker 1: funk out of me. So yeah, that's one thing that
Speaker 1: that's not going down again. No, yes, never happened. Never year.
Speaker 1: I don't, Okay, you never. That's every woman. I never.
Speaker 1: I never squared it either, So every woman can you
Speaker 1: just got to figure it out on myself. So I
Speaker 1: don't want to pee on him. It's okay. When it happens,
Speaker 1: when you feel like you gotta pee, that's really so
Speaker 1: you just let it go and pee. It's not really pee,
Speaker 1: it just it's like release. But that's what it is.
Speaker 1: When y'all be doing it and out of nowhere, it
Speaker 1: feel good and then all of a sudden you feel
Speaker 1: like you gotta pee, don't hold back and ejaculate on him.
Speaker 1: That's what that is. You give me so HiPE listen. Okay,
Speaker 1: so that's your homework during this coronavirus pandemic there, so
Speaker 1: do this think No, it's smell like pete. Nope, No,
Speaker 1: it's clearly clear. Yeah, and it feels like an orgasm
Speaker 1: because it is. I'm gonna try to ship watch I
Speaker 1: end up paying on him. Google it. It's like, ways,
Speaker 1: is it there? Angela? What was that thing that you
Speaker 1: had that you can put down? No? No, no, it
Speaker 1: was something that made you squirt? Wasn't there something you
Speaker 1: was talking about that they made that it was designed
Speaker 1: to make you squirt like for what it's called. But
Speaker 1: you use toys, Tammy, Do you use toys? I do
Speaker 1: have a few, but I'll be scared to use them
Speaker 1: because they first of all, they make you come extreme,
Speaker 1: you too fast, and then they like take the sensitivity away.
Speaker 1: So like when I when I would use them, like
Speaker 1: to say like if was gone, and I'm like, I
Speaker 1: want to get my thing off, and I used one,
Speaker 1: and then when he come back and do it, it's
Speaker 1: like it takes me forever to come. I've been playing
Speaker 1: with this fucking toy. Yeah, make that dick vibrate. And
Speaker 1: then one day I had this little peek thing right
Speaker 1: actually I think was green and um it was like
Speaker 1: this little vibrated thing, and so I was like, baby,
Speaker 1: let's try something different and then you know, let's and
Speaker 1: I put the think out and he was like, so
Speaker 1: I started playing with the thing where I was doing it,
Speaker 1: he was like, man, I can't do this. Ship. It's
Speaker 1: like you gotta fucking avatar dick out. No more, I'll try.
Speaker 1: You killed the whole mood, right, he called an avatar dick.
Speaker 1: I was like, it's not avatar penis, it's just the
Speaker 1: color of it. How about how about a cockrane Have
Speaker 1: you ever got anything for him and been like here,
Speaker 1: use this, Oh the little pocket pussy things not like
Speaker 1: it's like around his dick. Yeah, it goes around his deck.
Speaker 1: I got one of those. He didn't like it. It
Speaker 1: was vibrating, like it vibrates around it or something. Yeah. Yeah, yeah,
Speaker 1: he didn't like that. He felt weird. He's like, I
Speaker 1: don't like this ship. That's so damn good. You don't
Speaker 1: like none of the little boys like that? Yeah, none
Speaker 1: of that ship. They're like, what the fund is this ship?
Speaker 1: Every time I buy them, he's like, don't don't play
Speaker 1: my point. I'm not right, not home in my I'm like, yo,
Speaker 1: that's I've been watching porn together. We have we have
Speaker 1: watched it together. Uh. One day we watched and we're like, okay,
Speaker 1: we'll do everything that they do in the pool video.
Speaker 1: What happened? And then he was like, oh no, yeah,
Speaker 1: abst for her man, but that's something you know about driving.
Speaker 1: Like all right, y'all having more or less sex during
Speaker 1: this quarantine situation. I would say more then, more than
Speaker 1: we normally do, but it's time we have to wait
Speaker 1: to uh controlly be up to like five in the
Speaker 1: morning because she's a teenager now, so she'll be on
Speaker 1: the phone with her friends all day and like, so
Speaker 1: we'd be having to trying to like wait till we
Speaker 1: know she sleeps. She's now, so she's like kind of yeah,
Speaker 1: she's smartest hell. So like like you know, when we'd
Speaker 1: like kind of getting freaking, she was like, y'all stripling
Speaker 1: and she was like bo and I'm like, we didn't
Speaker 1: even do anything like. She was like, you'll be kind
Speaker 1: of loud sometimes too. Has your daughter ever been like
Speaker 1: I heard you last night? No, thank god? And and
Speaker 1: he girl girl, So she was one day she walked in,
Speaker 1: she was and it's crazy because she was younger. So
Speaker 1: she ends up telling me now that she's older, she
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, y'all thought I was dumb. I knew
Speaker 1: I knew what was going on. I was like, oh
Speaker 1: my god, girl. She was like yeah. She was like
Speaker 1: he we were doing it. And when she walked in,
Speaker 1: he grabbed me by my head, put me in the
Speaker 1: head locked and was like, oh, we're slaying. I was like,
Speaker 1: you know, like he's like put me that. Yeah, I'm
Speaker 1: gonna let me know what the is you're doing. We're
Speaker 1: wrestling up doing something like I think I was giving
Speaker 1: him man. So when he grabbed me, I didn't see
Speaker 1: her behind me. Yeah, Like I was like, what the
Speaker 1: fund is you doing like, but she didn't walked in
Speaker 1: and so she was like, yeah, that kind of like that.
Speaker 1: His worst fear is Charlie walking in seeing him exposed
Speaker 1: or and he like, when I say, it devastates him,
Speaker 1: like an even the thought of it scares the funk
Speaker 1: out have. So that's why where he's when I'm not
Speaker 1: in the movie, he's in the mood. I'm like, is
Speaker 1: that Charlie and his whole he can't even get it
Speaker 1: back the night? You know what. He seems like such
Speaker 1: a great father for your daughter. He loves like everything
Speaker 1: about her so much. He said wanted to be a
Speaker 1: little girl. It touched me when he said he was
Speaker 1: sad that she doesn't feel like give him the hugs
Speaker 1: and it is. It's so sad because he'd be trying,
Speaker 1: like he'd be like, hey, Charlie, look, you know, do
Speaker 1: this and she was like, yeah, that's cute. And he
Speaker 1: was like, man, I'm like he is older now. Like
Speaker 1: when he's younger, she would be all over I'm like,
Speaker 1: oh my god, what God, Like everything was so exciting.
Speaker 1: So now she's a teenager and he like the stuff
Speaker 1: that now it's like the stuff he does now was lame.
Speaker 1: And fine, so he's like man like, I don't know
Speaker 1: if he gets frustrated, he'd be like, oh, she want
Speaker 1: to do her friends, like he could get jealous of
Speaker 1: her friends and we her friends fro. I'm like, what
Speaker 1: this might it be? Like when you were just talking
Speaker 1: about how like people just want to be friends with
Speaker 1: her just because of her parents are famous, and that's
Speaker 1: not something you even like take into considerations. You know
Speaker 1: What's so Charlie, it's crazy right for y'all call We
Speaker 1: were just downstairs talking about it. She had gotten too
Speaker 1: it with some girls and um and the girls was
Speaker 1: you know, talking or whatever, and I was like they
Speaker 1: were talking mat it about her, like her mother, her father,
Speaker 1: like they even talked about her walker's brother who committed suicide.
Speaker 1: And she was real mad, and I was like, why
Speaker 1: are you entertaining myself? Only thing you gotta say. It's
Speaker 1: like like y'all some bombs, like y'all broke bitches whatever.
Speaker 1: It's like, you know, I say safe bitches, but you know,
Speaker 1: and she's like that's rude, Like you shouldn't select her money.
Speaker 1: I said, what they're talking about your their family whatever.
Speaker 1: I'm sing all over the home right now, you're raised. Yeah,
Speaker 1: So she's like she doesn't and she and this crazy
Speaker 1: is one little girl who's like she got in a
Speaker 1: fight with And Charlie has only never been a fight
Speaker 1: until she got to um eighth grade, so she's never
Speaker 1: been a fight until eighth grade, and she gotta fight
Speaker 1: with this girl. And I kept telling her, like, this
Speaker 1: girl probably want to be a friend. So now the
Speaker 1: girl really wants to be her friend. And she was like, Mom,
Speaker 1: I can't be friends with her. And I was like wow,
Speaker 1: she was like I don't trust her. Like she was like,
Speaker 1: like what she would be my friend for, like I
Speaker 1: don't even friends, Like she's she's a cancer. So she, uh, yeah,
Speaker 1: you know, I'll give you a chance. At the chance, Charlie,
Speaker 1: M I don't like it. And you probably could relate
Speaker 1: a lot to her, because I know that your mother
Speaker 1: was saying you had situations where you know, you was
Speaker 1: a life scanned girl in the neighborhood and you got
Speaker 1: to tease a lot of girls wanted to fight you
Speaker 1: because you were the pretty light skinned girl. And now
Speaker 1: she got a situation where she's coming from, you know,
Speaker 1: to parents that are celebrities or whatever, and people are
Speaker 1: jealous of that as well, because they don't, you know,
Speaker 1: have the same thing. Yeah, and I think with my mom,
Speaker 1: like and my mom, and she was talking about my
Speaker 1: mom is everybody you know, she's my mom chocolate. She's
Speaker 1: all you know, she ain't no light skinned black women,
Speaker 1: She's all chocolate woman. And growing up, she always raised
Speaker 1: me like you ain't You're not better than nobody else.
Speaker 1: You you know, you believe, like, don't be scared none
Speaker 1: of these bitches. I don't give a fuck. All that
Speaker 1: red shit don't matter, Like you know, she always raised
Speaker 1: me and in the mindset like it's crazy because I
Speaker 1: hate when like a lot of our friends like did
Speaker 1: you think you chocolate? It really irritates me because I'm like,
Speaker 1: I just was raised by black woman. So that's just
Speaker 1: how I act. Even when I would get into fights
Speaker 1: and ship and of course it probably was because I
Speaker 1: was I was trying to play myself down to hang
Speaker 1: with the girls, like you know what I'm saying, Like
Speaker 1: you know, uh what crazy thing. It was like I
Speaker 1: had a lot of come from West Baltimore, so most
Speaker 1: of my friend's mom got high. They was like drug
Speaker 1: at this day. Was like my mom used to get
Speaker 1: high too, but my mom was more Uh, she was
Speaker 1: more selective with her ship. So my mom wouldn't be
Speaker 1: the one to go out to the corner and score.
Speaker 1: She would probably since someone to go score for her
Speaker 1: so that no one knew. So she didn't brass her kids.
Speaker 1: But my friend's parents, you would see their mom, so
Speaker 1: you knew that their moms out there. So I would
Speaker 1: trying to explain it. I'm like, which were the same,
Speaker 1: Like we go through the same struggle, but for them,
Speaker 1: they looked at how I looked and how I dressed
Speaker 1: and ship because my mom, even though she got high,
Speaker 1: she had an addiction, she made show we were straight
Speaker 1: and then she took her money and did what she
Speaker 1: did after we was good, after bills just paid, which
Speaker 1: is hard for a person who's adicted to crack. You
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you have functional smokers and
Speaker 1: do you have you know, crackheads or whatever case may be.
Speaker 1: So when I used to get in fight and ship,
Speaker 1: it was more so because they felt as though I
Speaker 1: was better than the because of how I looked or
Speaker 1: how I dressed, When in my head, I'm thinking, like, bitch,
Speaker 1: we're in the same struggle, like we we both got
Speaker 1: the same issues, you know what I'm saying. So my
Speaker 1: mom always but even through all that, she always by
Speaker 1: I don't give it. There's times like I went to
Speaker 1: uh sleepover and um, I beg my mom to go
Speaker 1: to sleep over and she was like, you're not going
Speaker 1: whatever the kids Maybe she end up let me go
Speaker 1: and it was like, I hate tame to sleep over
Speaker 1: and no, the girls jump me, they beat to shoot
Speaker 1: out me. Whatever I had one, I got one of
Speaker 1: them bitches. But um so when I came back, my
Speaker 1: face is all sucked up, and my mom she didn't
Speaker 1: gonna fight even every last one of them. So growing up,
Speaker 1: even though I was like the only little mixed girl
Speaker 1: in the hood, I was still throwing blows with with
Speaker 1: bitches like I didn't because that's how I had to right,
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So my mom saying that
Speaker 1: she was like and I hate when people talk to
Speaker 1: talk mak like oh she um, you know she was shying. Oh.
Speaker 1: Everybody always say they had the light skinning girls story
Speaker 1: and the third it wasn't that that that the girls
Speaker 1: ain't like because I was light skin It wasn't just
Speaker 1: because of my hair or how I look. It was
Speaker 1: also because they felt as though I was in a
Speaker 1: better situation than them because my mom knew how to
Speaker 1: She knew how to make ship look good. You know,
Speaker 1: I can't explain it like it we feel you, yeah,
Speaker 1: like she just knew how to make it look good.
Speaker 1: But and internally she never a lot to us. We
Speaker 1: knew what was going on. So for me, I was
Speaker 1: just like y'all thinking that I'm better than y'all, but
Speaker 1: I'm really going through the same ship y'all. Like on
Speaker 1: the surface, it didn't look like it. It didn't look
Speaker 1: like it because my house was always clean. We always
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. She always made sure even
Speaker 1: if she couldn't pay rent, she was find some church
Speaker 1: or something. Goddamn body donate some rent money or something like.
Speaker 1: She never made to wear his Oh she was hustling
Speaker 1: to make it happen for you, right. So she always
Speaker 1: knew how to like clean, you know, clean her like.
Speaker 1: She never came out. She always would know how to talk.
Speaker 1: And she even though like my mom would get high,
Speaker 1: she would come back in the room with us and
Speaker 1: she was like, listen, I do this because this is
Speaker 1: this is my addiction. It's something that I gotta change,
Speaker 1: and this is something I'm praying against. But don't y'all
Speaker 1: ever think that y'a would disrespect me because of my
Speaker 1: head ever, know what I'm saying. So in facts, and
Speaker 1: we would sit there and we were like, okay, we
Speaker 1: wanna pray together, and we would pray together. She would
Speaker 1: be high and we'd be praying together that she would
Speaker 1: stop getting hot. Like but my mom was always very
Speaker 1: open and transparent with she always you know, um, she
Speaker 1: always kept it one hunt huh coming for okay. But yeah,
Speaker 1: so she's like, you know, she always sucking straight up
Speaker 1: and one hundred with us. So you know, like my
Speaker 1: struggle mostly came from just bitches not really knowing what
Speaker 1: the food I had going on. They just up. It
Speaker 1: looks like you got your nails done right now. Listen.
Speaker 1: I was about the ass herd because you was gonna say,
Speaker 1: send me the lady. And yeah, she was real girl.
Speaker 1: She um, she bought me her papers so she's negative
Speaker 1: for COLDA and she came and she she did. She
Speaker 1: bought me her PA. But she was like bit talking out.
Speaker 1: She made her get tested before she got up and
Speaker 1: was so crazy. She was already saying she was feeling
Speaker 1: she was you know, she han't went through was feeling
Speaker 1: sick as well, so she would anyway. Yeah, and so
Speaker 1: she came. She was listen bit I'm negatives. I was like, okay, bitch,
Speaker 1: put up browsed, done too, tammy girl. No, he's a
Speaker 1: sucking hit bitch. These were crazy at least like from
Speaker 1: here the micro blade. I need to go get him. Kay,
Speaker 1: my head, everything is a mess. I've been I've been
Speaker 1: drinking my I've been losing weight though. Girl, I've been
Speaker 1: here trying to swoop down. That's good. I understand. Like
Speaker 1: when I gained it goes all here. And then if
Speaker 1: I gained three pounds or three pounds, it's like in
Speaker 1: your cheeks, like what the fun? I like a damn
Speaker 1: chick mark. And people automatically be like, oh she presonant
Speaker 1: because better you're taking time out to talk to us,
Speaker 1: because I know again, like we see how busy you
Speaker 1: are watching and you know, walking intommy everything. We've been
Speaker 1: watching you on we TV and we always appreciate you
Speaker 1: just always being such a sweetheart to us. Oh, thank
Speaker 1: you guys, and thanks for um having me today. And
Speaker 1: I can't believe y'all still y'all y'all said, which were
Speaker 1: still working out. Absolutely. The season finale is this week too,
Speaker 1: right coming up, Yes, this Thursday is the last episode
Speaker 1: for this season. Um, so you know, and the numbers
Speaker 1: have been extremely great, so definitely because learn things, so
Speaker 1: we appreciate that, you know, even showing your dad And yeah,
Speaker 1: it was hard. It's really hard the first season trying
Speaker 1: to open like it's it's hard because yeah, it's so hard,
Speaker 1: but I didn't know it's gonna be that hard. It
Speaker 1: was so emotional for me, like too even let people
Speaker 1: in my house when my house is in out of
Speaker 1: order like that, even that was a problem for me.
Speaker 1: But I was like, fuck it. It is what it
Speaker 1: is and we love it. Now at school, huh, Charlie
Speaker 1: is a superstar at school now, girl Charlie. You know,
Speaker 1: Charlie's homeschool. So it's crazy because I pulled her out
Speaker 1: probably a month before this Corona stuff and he had
Speaker 1: a homeschool because she kept getting in fights and she
Speaker 1: kept getting in fights and she she that's not her.
Speaker 1: She's not like like she she ain't no pump, but
Speaker 1: she's not raised like you know what I'm saying like
Speaker 1: how I was, Yeah, I'm like nah son, like you
Speaker 1: gotta son, you know, you gotta get home. And she
Speaker 1: wasn't focusing because she was trying to. She was super popular,
Speaker 1: but not because of she was probably because everybody knows
Speaker 1: who she is. But she has that cholice is that
Speaker 1: MS fit type of I have to like jump out
Speaker 1: the bed, where to say sweatshirt three days in the row.
Speaker 1: Don't give that's her personality? All right? Another season? Absolutely, yes,
Speaker 1: we're looking forward to it, all right, Chel you give
Speaker 1: the whole family our love. We appreciate you. All right,
Speaker 1: Thank you guys, Thank you have with your threesome, right,