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Speaker 1: All right, what's up? What's up? It's lip service. I'm Angelagie,

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Speaker 1: I'm Ji Maguire, I'm Luria, I'm Tammy. Hey girl, welcome back.

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Speaker 1: Thank you guys for having me again. It's been a

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Speaker 1: long time having it. Damn me. Last time you was

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Speaker 1: on a lip service, you was going through a breakup

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Speaker 1: and now you're married. Yes, that was a long time ago.

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Speaker 1: I ain't got doing my separation though I thought it was.

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Speaker 1: I guess, so that's crazy. So you got a whole

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Speaker 1: bunch of new questions for me. Huh. We're happy to

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Speaker 1: see where you are right now in your relationship, you know. Yeah,

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Speaker 1: congratulations on everything that's happened, you know, thank you, thank you,

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Speaker 1: And a new show because I love it. Thank you.

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Speaker 1: It's good. Actually, I've been watching this ship like I

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Speaker 1: wasn't recording. I was like, were you so authentic and

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Speaker 1: you're being yourself when you're having not time? You don't

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Speaker 1: even remember the ship that you're saying or the conversations.

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Speaker 1: All right. I feel bad making you work though, because

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Speaker 1: I know you've been doing a lot. So how are

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Speaker 1: things now? And all you at the bar? How you

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Speaker 1: get to the bar downing the room kitchen she got

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Speaker 1: the library, the bar she got it off. Pop them

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Speaker 1: over there. You know, I've seen a bar like this

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Speaker 1: when I was out and I said, I want that

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Speaker 1: in my house. So I recreated fire. I love it.

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Speaker 1: I'm getting one built now in the basement. Nothing like

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Speaker 1: that right now, though it's a mess. That's fun though,

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Speaker 1: like all the house really like getting stuff done in

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Speaker 1: your house. I think that's really fun, like when it

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Speaker 1: finally happens and you have all these ideas and you

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Speaker 1: get to Yeah, that part is, but it's not fun though,

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Speaker 1: not getting to work down. They don't get funny too.

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Speaker 1: It's time to decorate, like when you're still going through

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Speaker 1: like the knocking ship down and rewiring and you know

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Speaker 1: what I'm saying, It's like I had to rewind my

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Speaker 1: whole house. So I kept coming in and I'm like,

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Speaker 1: dare these workers here every day? And I don't see

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Speaker 1: no damn progress because it's not cosmetic and Loki feel

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Speaker 1: like you're doing the work is so exosted. I've been

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Speaker 1: bad as how I'm like I can't. And then when

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Speaker 1: my house is not together, like everything else is out

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Speaker 1: how female like the younger generation and these young girls,

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Speaker 1: I don't get it. I'm sorry, but you I ain't

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Speaker 1: never been a type of I can sleep on the

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Speaker 1: like that. Like my ship has to be furnish comfortable,

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Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. When I bought this house,

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Speaker 1: But like the first night that I moved in, I

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Speaker 1: think I unpacked like everything that I could possibly unpack.

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Speaker 1: I needed to have everything kind of in order because

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Speaker 1: I just wasn't comfortable. Even when I come home at

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Speaker 1: it's a struggle. But what that house, Tammy, I've seen

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Speaker 1: that you said that for you in a marriage, right,

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Speaker 1: sex is like thirty important for waker is like important?

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Speaker 1: Oh yeah no on some real stuff like people. I

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Speaker 1: don't get mad I'm telling you all this, but like

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Speaker 1: if I really I have learned and it's like scientific

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Speaker 1: studies that I have done on my household, Like for real,

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Speaker 1: Like if I was to get off, get up and

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Speaker 1: He walking around, he got to smoke all the blood.

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Speaker 1: A at this at this point, I happened. I can't bullshit.

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Speaker 1: even because I always would talk about people parents like

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Speaker 1: it's a different one thing I don't like. I don't

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Speaker 1: you can do anything. You can do, cook at glasses,

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Speaker 1: that random tips to the girl. You can tip pictures,

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00:20:09,800 --> 00:20:12,800
Speaker 1: you can tip posts and and he he bet up

423
00:20:12,800 --> 00:20:16,240
Speaker 1: pay to see this ass, But you don't go to

424
00:20:16,359 --> 00:20:18,520
Speaker 1: the strip club though with him right and spending month. No,

425
00:20:18,640 --> 00:20:20,639
Speaker 1: I love going to the strip club with him, like

426
00:20:20,720 --> 00:20:24,000
Speaker 1: I love the strip club, like we go and usually

427
00:20:24,000 --> 00:20:25,359
Speaker 1: even in Atlanta, like a lot of this, you know

428
00:20:25,440 --> 00:20:27,200
Speaker 1: strip clubs Atlanta. When they when they come when I

429
00:20:27,280 --> 00:20:28,600
Speaker 1: come in, they kind of the girls kind of know

430
00:20:29,040 --> 00:20:31,480
Speaker 1: I'm very chill vibe. I I chill with them. I

431
00:20:31,520 --> 00:20:34,399
Speaker 1: smoke with him, drink with him. We tip them and

432
00:20:34,480 --> 00:20:36,160
Speaker 1: he'd be doing his own thing. I don't like because

433
00:20:36,200 --> 00:20:38,600
Speaker 1: they've usually coming from they have like you know, as

434
00:20:38,640 --> 00:20:40,480
Speaker 1: a stigma with women. I have to tell like a

435
00:20:40,560 --> 00:20:43,600
Speaker 1: lot of my very friends like David thinking like oh

436
00:20:43,640 --> 00:20:46,000
Speaker 1: the strip club, you know, nig I'm like, listen, the

437
00:20:46,040 --> 00:20:48,960
Speaker 1: girls the strip club are very respectable, honestly, Like when

438
00:20:49,000 --> 00:20:50,760
Speaker 1: I go there, they don't never they all like, oh

439
00:20:50,800 --> 00:20:52,560
Speaker 1: that's him. Yeah, I mean I just seen girls strip

440
00:20:52,600 --> 00:20:54,280
Speaker 1: club end up customer like it might be a new

441
00:20:54,320 --> 00:20:56,160
Speaker 1: girl that might be like on some other ship walking there,

442
00:20:56,160 --> 00:20:58,119
Speaker 1: like bitch, get on his face like his wife and

443
00:20:58,200 --> 00:20:59,800
Speaker 1: she you know what I'm saying, Like, you know what

444
00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:02,119
Speaker 1: I'm I never had no problem like that. There's been

445
00:21:02,160 --> 00:21:04,160
Speaker 1: times I don't to my friends strip club and he'd

446
00:21:04,200 --> 00:21:05,679
Speaker 1: be all on the other side talking to a girl

447
00:21:05,760 --> 00:21:07,320
Speaker 1: my friend like bitch, I'm like, girl, leave him to

448
00:21:07,359 --> 00:21:10,879
Speaker 1: funk alone, like we are you going? He can't go nowhere?

449
00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:13,840
Speaker 1: Like but yeah, I just I love a strip club.

450
00:21:13,880 --> 00:21:15,480
Speaker 1: I don't have no problem with that. So what is

451
00:21:15,520 --> 00:21:17,479
Speaker 1: crossing the line then? Like, what is taking it too

452
00:21:17,560 --> 00:21:20,280
Speaker 1: far in this your club? Are you like all right? Chill? Well,

453
00:21:20,359 --> 00:21:22,959
Speaker 1: he don't like lap dances anyway, so he usually get

454
00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:24,919
Speaker 1: more jealous when because the girls be on meeting more

455
00:21:24,920 --> 00:21:27,880
Speaker 1: than they be on him. Yeah, so he'd be kind

456
00:21:27,880 --> 00:21:30,080
Speaker 1: of like like one day it was when I was lit,

457
00:21:30,160 --> 00:21:32,280
Speaker 1: I was done, and it's one girl. She was like,

458
00:21:32,359 --> 00:21:34,280
Speaker 1: I'm leaving. What y'all don't like? Girl? Come on? Because

459
00:21:34,320 --> 00:21:35,680
Speaker 1: I was all drunk and show he's got what the

460
00:21:35,760 --> 00:21:41,199
Speaker 1: funk you not? I'm like, like, the way, what if

461
00:21:41,200 --> 00:21:43,160
Speaker 1: one of them was to start giving him a massage

462
00:21:43,280 --> 00:21:45,560
Speaker 1: across the club? You go, we do that, We'll be

463
00:21:45,600 --> 00:21:48,080
Speaker 1: doing that. We have a they have massage girls in

464
00:21:48,119 --> 00:21:50,719
Speaker 1: the strip club. So and then some of these strippers

465
00:21:50,760 --> 00:21:52,280
Speaker 1: they'll be making the extra money for the massage. So

466
00:21:52,359 --> 00:21:54,200
Speaker 1: you they have been times I don't walk in and

467
00:21:54,200 --> 00:21:56,480
Speaker 1: he's getting massage. I'm like, oh, bitch, I'm next, like

468
00:21:57,880 --> 00:22:01,760
Speaker 1: because I don't know, but you know what a lot

469
00:22:01,800 --> 00:22:04,400
Speaker 1: of my friends. It's so crazy because I think people

470
00:22:04,480 --> 00:22:06,879
Speaker 1: got this stigma. You know, people don't really know you,

471
00:22:07,160 --> 00:22:09,520
Speaker 1: like they have this like even when we did Merge

472
00:22:09,560 --> 00:22:11,720
Speaker 1: Brood camp and the end of the Marrige Crew camp,

473
00:22:11,800 --> 00:22:15,240
Speaker 1: they they added this whole fake scene to make it's

474
00:22:15,240 --> 00:22:16,520
Speaker 1: not like I was mad and walcome home to a

475
00:22:16,560 --> 00:22:18,120
Speaker 1: girl inside of the club when really I was arguing

476
00:22:18,119 --> 00:22:21,720
Speaker 1: with security, had nothing. Yeah, so and I only and

477
00:22:21,800 --> 00:22:23,920
Speaker 1: all my friends called me. They're like, bitch, I noticed

478
00:22:23,960 --> 00:22:26,320
Speaker 1: this fake is fun because you don't even I don't

479
00:22:26,359 --> 00:22:29,119
Speaker 1: give up like we I don't care, Like that's one

480
00:22:29,160 --> 00:22:31,600
Speaker 1: thing I'm not like. I'm not like that, Like I'm

481
00:22:31,800 --> 00:22:33,399
Speaker 1: I'm the bitch that be like, oh come on, bitches,

482
00:22:33,480 --> 00:22:35,360
Speaker 1: Like oh, I was like, yeah, my hub, Like it's

483
00:22:35,359 --> 00:22:38,080
Speaker 1: shilling the funk out, like you don't feel like I'm

484
00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:40,280
Speaker 1: the more open one, like the more free one, and

485
00:22:40,280 --> 00:22:44,680
Speaker 1: people would think is walk up. But there's me saying me,

486
00:22:44,760 --> 00:22:47,120
Speaker 1: are you down for the three something? If he would

487
00:22:47,119 --> 00:22:49,240
Speaker 1: give me one, bitch, you won't give me one. Remember,

488
00:22:49,600 --> 00:22:52,040
Speaker 1: you don't remember She kind of hinted that wanting to

489
00:22:52,119 --> 00:22:58,520
Speaker 1: do it before. It still has not yet. He's not

490
00:22:58,680 --> 00:23:01,919
Speaker 1: sharing that booty and that's I think it's so selfish

491
00:23:02,520 --> 00:23:05,760
Speaker 1: because Nigga, you had Joe find your whole career. You've

492
00:23:05,880 --> 00:23:07,520
Speaker 1: had three or four bitches, you have had your whole

493
00:23:07,520 --> 00:23:09,560
Speaker 1: little fine and I've been at home being a good

494
00:23:09,640 --> 00:23:12,560
Speaker 1: little wife. So you're in the studio every day, now,

495
00:23:12,640 --> 00:23:15,720
Speaker 1: how is that like working with your husband too? Because

496
00:23:15,720 --> 00:23:17,240
Speaker 1: he usually even alone when I in the studio, he

497
00:23:17,320 --> 00:23:19,879
Speaker 1: only come here to funk with me. But um, usually

498
00:23:19,920 --> 00:23:21,439
Speaker 1: I don't like when I'm in the studio he give

499
00:23:21,520 --> 00:23:24,080
Speaker 1: me my space because you know what I'm saying. He'll

500
00:23:24,119 --> 00:23:26,040
Speaker 1: come in there sometimes like if songs ain't done all

501
00:23:26,119 --> 00:23:29,119
Speaker 1: time and he's like, what's going on? Like, but usually

502
00:23:29,200 --> 00:23:30,960
Speaker 1: he give me my own spaces. Only when it comes

503
00:23:31,000 --> 00:23:32,760
Speaker 1: to the business side, when he usually get in, like

504
00:23:33,000 --> 00:23:37,080
Speaker 1: get into everything. You take your personal when he's telling

505
00:23:37,119 --> 00:23:39,320
Speaker 1: you things because that's your husband. At the same time,

506
00:23:40,080 --> 00:23:42,359
Speaker 1: sometimes I do I ain't gonna cap like nigga, Well

507
00:23:42,359 --> 00:23:44,760
Speaker 1: you wrap nigga. That's like that's different. And he's like,

508
00:23:44,880 --> 00:23:46,720
Speaker 1: it's the same thing. But I'll get into it because

509
00:23:46,720 --> 00:23:48,679
Speaker 1: I'm like, it's not the same thing because you can

510
00:23:48,720 --> 00:23:50,520
Speaker 1: go up there and hit your little your ad lips

511
00:23:50,560 --> 00:23:52,800
Speaker 1: and you can wrap you wrap. But it's like we're singing.

512
00:23:52,880 --> 00:23:55,480
Speaker 1: You have to you know what I'm saying, stack vocals,

513
00:23:55,600 --> 00:23:57,320
Speaker 1: you have to do all this, you know, extra ship.

514
00:23:57,359 --> 00:23:58,760
Speaker 1: So I'm like, it's not the same. So we get

515
00:23:58,800 --> 00:23:59,920
Speaker 1: into it a lot when it comes to that, or

516
00:24:00,080 --> 00:24:04,240
Speaker 1: sometimes me just um, he thinks he knows everything and

517
00:24:04,680 --> 00:24:09,639
Speaker 1: you know, and I'm a leo, so I do know everything. Wait, Timmy,

518
00:24:09,720 --> 00:24:14,720
Speaker 1: let's get back to the three something. So how would

519
00:24:14,800 --> 00:24:17,920
Speaker 1: you fail if he came to you with a woman

520
00:24:18,040 --> 00:24:21,119
Speaker 1: and was like, hey, remember you've been talking about three times,

521
00:24:21,280 --> 00:24:24,080
Speaker 1: maybe we should use her. Would you feel a little

522
00:24:24,160 --> 00:24:27,080
Speaker 1: different if that was the situation. Yeah, I don't think

523
00:24:27,080 --> 00:24:31,600
Speaker 1: I would like that. Yeah, you don't go pick shit

524
00:24:32,920 --> 00:24:36,119
Speaker 1: down like, I don't think. I don't think I'll be

525
00:24:36,200 --> 00:24:38,200
Speaker 1: down with that because I feel like how to know

526
00:24:38,240 --> 00:24:41,960
Speaker 1: each other and why maybe you're picking the wrong women.

527
00:24:42,119 --> 00:24:46,480
Speaker 1: Maybe he doesn't. Uh, maybe that's it's like I think

528
00:24:46,560 --> 00:24:50,200
Speaker 1: he's more so like Walk is very Balkas of Gemini,

529
00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:56,080
Speaker 1: so he's very uh, he's like very ten people in

530
00:24:56,200 --> 00:25:00,359
Speaker 1: one Blood's start there. Well, he's very just like he

531
00:25:00,400 --> 00:25:02,000
Speaker 1: don't want like when it comes to me and my daughter,

532
00:25:02,080 --> 00:25:05,120
Speaker 1: it's like he gets jealous. Like it's crazy because all

533
00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:07,479
Speaker 1: my friends they know him so well, so like they

534
00:25:07,520 --> 00:25:09,199
Speaker 1: could come in and they could be like, oh um,

535
00:25:09,359 --> 00:25:10,600
Speaker 1: he at tame, I bought you this and I'm like,

536
00:25:10,640 --> 00:25:12,760
Speaker 1: baby looking. He'd be like that's ugly, and I'm like,

537
00:25:12,840 --> 00:25:15,760
Speaker 1: you're the fucking hater a lot because you ain't buy

538
00:25:15,840 --> 00:25:19,520
Speaker 1: the ship. Like that's how rude. My friends know that now,

539
00:25:19,600 --> 00:25:21,080
Speaker 1: so when they do stuff, they like watch Walk be

540
00:25:21,119 --> 00:25:24,080
Speaker 1: hate you because he it's just who he is, Like

541
00:25:24,200 --> 00:25:27,080
Speaker 1: he don't want to share us. He don't want everybody

542
00:25:27,080 --> 00:25:29,120
Speaker 1: to do anything that Like if we smile it too hard,

543
00:25:29,160 --> 00:25:30,560
Speaker 1: He's like, you don't still it hard and I'll do this.

544
00:25:30,640 --> 00:25:35,200
Speaker 1: I'm like, let me ask you this. You talked about

545
00:25:35,320 --> 00:25:39,359
Speaker 1: Walker's lips, right, and obviously it's some amazing oral sex.

546
00:25:39,440 --> 00:25:41,240
Speaker 1: Does he ever do that and just that and not

547
00:25:41,359 --> 00:25:43,880
Speaker 1: have sex with you? Is he okay all the time

548
00:25:44,560 --> 00:25:49,760
Speaker 1: and go to sleep that all the time the time,

549
00:25:49,840 --> 00:25:52,480
Speaker 1: and I'm just because I'm like, damn, sometimes I gotta return.

550
00:25:52,720 --> 00:25:55,280
Speaker 1: You know this, he does it way more than I do.

551
00:25:57,040 --> 00:26:01,520
Speaker 1: You're doing good time, I said, are you reciprocating with

552
00:26:01,600 --> 00:26:03,560
Speaker 1: the hickles something? Baby? That's it and you keep it moving,

553
00:26:03,600 --> 00:26:05,159
Speaker 1: not as much as he doing, but I'm trying to

554
00:26:05,200 --> 00:26:07,360
Speaker 1: get better at that. I just because he always want

555
00:26:07,400 --> 00:26:08,920
Speaker 1: to do it in the morning, and I'm like, nick,

556
00:26:08,960 --> 00:26:11,520
Speaker 1: I just woke up my brough rocking like holding my

557
00:26:11,680 --> 00:26:15,840
Speaker 1: eye like nobody wants, and then they want to do it.

558
00:26:16,480 --> 00:26:21,399
Speaker 1: That's why, child, that's just man in the morning. Like

559
00:26:21,480 --> 00:26:23,200
Speaker 1: we could do it before, we could do it in

560
00:26:23,280 --> 00:26:27,679
Speaker 1: the afternoon. But it's like, I'm not I the morning.

561
00:26:28,000 --> 00:26:30,520
Speaker 1: When I was in a relationship, we had sex mostly

562
00:26:30,560 --> 00:26:32,639
Speaker 1: in the morning mostly, and you was with that you

563
00:26:32,760 --> 00:26:36,480
Speaker 1: like that. I mean, it is what it is. So

564
00:26:36,560 --> 00:26:38,440
Speaker 1: you're probably you probably want of them one the one though,

565
00:26:38,480 --> 00:26:41,520
Speaker 1: that's you're my friend like that. She's like, um, she

566
00:26:41,640 --> 00:26:44,359
Speaker 1: don't mind. Like she was, she enjoys sucking, so she

567
00:26:44,440 --> 00:26:45,880
Speaker 1: was like, I would rather suck dick than have sex.

568
00:26:45,880 --> 00:26:50,760
Speaker 1: And I'm like, bitch, what, but I don't mind. I

569
00:26:50,920 --> 00:26:52,560
Speaker 1: turned right over. I ford to turn over then to

570
00:26:52,600 --> 00:26:56,080
Speaker 1: be because sucking thing is a lot of energy. It

571
00:26:56,280 --> 00:26:58,479
Speaker 1: is a lot of energy when they try to make

572
00:26:58,520 --> 00:27:01,200
Speaker 1: you do it too long and you'd be like, yeah,

573
00:27:01,240 --> 00:27:04,359
Speaker 1: y'all started hurting, hurt and right here and ship Like

574
00:27:06,000 --> 00:27:08,040
Speaker 1: one day my tooth I had a really bad toothach

575
00:27:08,040 --> 00:27:10,159
Speaker 1: and I just came from the document pulled my tooth out,

576
00:27:10,880 --> 00:27:12,960
Speaker 1: so I had calls everything inside my mouth that just

577
00:27:13,040 --> 00:27:16,280
Speaker 1: gonna say um with the other side work. I was like, oh,

578
00:27:16,320 --> 00:27:21,359
Speaker 1: he did not I swear the other side when I

579
00:27:21,400 --> 00:27:23,200
Speaker 1: want to got my boobs done. And I was sitting

580
00:27:23,200 --> 00:27:25,200
Speaker 1: on the bed. He was still like, well, you could

581
00:27:25,280 --> 00:27:30,320
Speaker 1: just sit right there, just stay still. I'm like, yo, dammy.

582
00:27:30,359 --> 00:27:32,080
Speaker 1: I wanted to talk about when y'all went to the

583
00:27:32,200 --> 00:27:36,440
Speaker 1: psychiatrist or the therapists or whatever, and m Walaker said

584
00:27:36,520 --> 00:27:40,679
Speaker 1: that he felt like when the whole cheating incident happened

585
00:27:40,720 --> 00:27:42,880
Speaker 1: and made you stronger, he made you better and made

586
00:27:42,920 --> 00:27:47,159
Speaker 1: you mean and you actually looked offended by that whole situation.

587
00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:49,760
Speaker 1: Did y'all come to an understanding about what he was

588
00:27:49,800 --> 00:27:52,399
Speaker 1: trying to say. I think we'll walker see a lot

589
00:27:52,440 --> 00:27:54,840
Speaker 1: of times. And it's so crazy because I watched, like

590
00:27:55,600 --> 00:27:57,840
Speaker 1: to my post I think shaving posting in the comments

591
00:27:58,000 --> 00:27:59,879
Speaker 1: like oh, he's a narcissist, he's this, he's that did it.

592
00:28:02,119 --> 00:28:06,119
Speaker 1: I don't pay him no fucking attention Walker, No, seriously, Like,

593
00:28:06,160 --> 00:28:07,680
Speaker 1: I've been with this man for going to my teen years,

594
00:28:07,720 --> 00:28:09,240
Speaker 1: so I know this nigga in and out, and I

595
00:28:09,359 --> 00:28:11,840
Speaker 1: know that I know when he's saying ship, when he's

596
00:28:11,880 --> 00:28:14,480
Speaker 1: trying to say and how he's one of like people said,

597
00:28:14,520 --> 00:28:18,000
Speaker 1: oh uh, black people can't catch corona. He says he ain't.

598
00:28:18,040 --> 00:28:19,639
Speaker 1: That comes to his mouth. So sometimes I have to

599
00:28:19,680 --> 00:28:22,560
Speaker 1: go back in the defense and defend him, not because

600
00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:25,720
Speaker 1: I'm trying to, oh, take off of my husband, because

601
00:28:25,800 --> 00:28:28,399
Speaker 1: I know what he means and I know that it

602
00:28:28,480 --> 00:28:31,320
Speaker 1: is coming off. Yeah he means, Well, he just says

603
00:28:31,400 --> 00:28:35,600
Speaker 1: stupid ship, so you'll understand it. But when he says

604
00:28:35,640 --> 00:28:38,200
Speaker 1: it publicly, it makes everybody else can fit it. Boy,

605
00:28:38,240 --> 00:28:39,760
Speaker 1: it's just like, you know, he's like you have a friend,

606
00:28:39,760 --> 00:28:41,200
Speaker 1: and you know your friend because that's like mom, that's

607
00:28:41,200 --> 00:28:42,560
Speaker 1: like my best friend. So it's like you know your

608
00:28:42,600 --> 00:28:44,280
Speaker 1: friend and you like the people like, oh, bitch, I

609
00:28:44,280 --> 00:28:45,960
Speaker 1: don't like her because she kind of bulled you. Like, really,

610
00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:47,680
Speaker 1: she's not BUGI when you get to know her. She

611
00:28:47,720 --> 00:28:51,160
Speaker 1: actually cool as fuck. Like that's like Walker, Walker say

612
00:28:51,200 --> 00:28:54,240
Speaker 1: stuff that people take offense to, so to be you know,

613
00:28:54,400 --> 00:28:57,680
Speaker 1: honestly his cheek and did make me a whole another

614
00:28:57,760 --> 00:29:01,040
Speaker 1: bit so he ain't lying like him. And it's not

615
00:29:01,200 --> 00:29:05,520
Speaker 1: just the cheating, his uh, his inconsistencies, his all the

616
00:29:05,560 --> 00:29:07,800
Speaker 1: ship that we went through throughout our relationship, throughout our

617
00:29:07,880 --> 00:29:10,040
Speaker 1: marriage that most people go through, but we just went

618
00:29:10,080 --> 00:29:12,600
Speaker 1: through publicly. I could never be the same bitch. I

619
00:29:12,680 --> 00:29:14,160
Speaker 1: wasn't not met him because when I met him, I

620
00:29:14,240 --> 00:29:16,280
Speaker 1: was kind of green. I was I was I was

621
00:29:16,320 --> 00:29:17,920
Speaker 1: street smart, you know what I'm saying. I was used

622
00:29:17,920 --> 00:29:19,600
Speaker 1: to mess with with you know, street niggas and ship

623
00:29:19,680 --> 00:29:20,840
Speaker 1: like that, but I don't never mess with nick in

624
00:29:20,840 --> 00:29:24,840
Speaker 1: the industry. And I was twenty three four years old

625
00:29:24,840 --> 00:29:27,040
Speaker 1: when I met Walker. I came very gullible, very like

626
00:29:27,160 --> 00:29:28,960
Speaker 1: oh yeah, you know, like the grass is green and

627
00:29:28,960 --> 00:29:30,640
Speaker 1: everything is great, and Peaches and all these bitches and

628
00:29:30,720 --> 00:29:33,320
Speaker 1: my friend friends and you get what I'm said. And

629
00:29:33,360 --> 00:29:34,960
Speaker 1: I had to learn a horrid way like Okay, you

630
00:29:35,000 --> 00:29:37,480
Speaker 1: can't trust this motherfucker. Can't trust this bitch because she's

631
00:29:37,560 --> 00:29:40,840
Speaker 1: you know, ain't to be trusted. You know what I'm saying, like, oh, oh,

632
00:29:41,000 --> 00:29:42,960
Speaker 1: he ain't doing what the funk he say? He you know,

633
00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:44,840
Speaker 1: he ain't who he say he is, even though he

634
00:29:44,880 --> 00:29:48,320
Speaker 1: showed me one side he was. He he didn't walk

635
00:29:48,360 --> 00:29:50,720
Speaker 1: a he never came. He didn't come from like like

636
00:29:50,800 --> 00:29:54,240
Speaker 1: I said, his mom. Uh, she wasn't married. Dad was,

637
00:29:54,320 --> 00:29:55,880
Speaker 1: you know, the mother and her father. So she was

638
00:29:56,000 --> 00:29:58,800
Speaker 1: very She had her you know, her dad's, I mean

639
00:29:58,880 --> 00:30:01,040
Speaker 1: her her brother's, all the two she was in love with,

640
00:30:01,840 --> 00:30:05,080
Speaker 1: but she was never married. Um or he don't. He

641
00:30:05,160 --> 00:30:07,800
Speaker 1: didn't know how a husband was supposed to be. He

642
00:30:07,920 --> 00:30:10,280
Speaker 1: knew that, Okay, I want to marry you because I

643
00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:13,640
Speaker 1: don't want to lose you. Was that the reason? Was

644
00:30:13,720 --> 00:30:15,640
Speaker 1: that the right reason to marry somebody. I think it

645
00:30:15,720 --> 00:30:18,400
Speaker 1: was kind of a selfish reason, but for him, that

646
00:30:18,520 --> 00:30:19,880
Speaker 1: was the only way that he knew how to hold

647
00:30:19,920 --> 00:30:22,640
Speaker 1: on to something without it being tooken away. Everything that

648
00:30:22,720 --> 00:30:24,560
Speaker 1: he loved he's lost. He lost his brothers, he lost

649
00:30:24,640 --> 00:30:26,240
Speaker 1: his best friends, he lost you know what I'm saying.

650
00:30:26,320 --> 00:30:28,200
Speaker 1: So he's been in the streets. He's been. He was

651
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,000
Speaker 1: on all kinds of ships, like people that he thought

652
00:30:30,040 --> 00:30:32,600
Speaker 1: was friends end up switching up on him, So not

653
00:30:32,760 --> 00:30:35,280
Speaker 1: making excuses, but I have to take all that in accountability.

654
00:30:35,400 --> 00:30:38,120
Speaker 1: So him going through all that ship that I went

655
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:39,760
Speaker 1: through with him, it's like being through the fucking wringer.

656
00:30:39,840 --> 00:30:41,080
Speaker 1: When you come out that bit, you're gonna be a

657
00:30:41,080 --> 00:30:43,800
Speaker 1: whole different material. So the only way he was gonna

658
00:30:43,840 --> 00:30:47,000
Speaker 1: survive after that facts, you know what I'm saying. So

659
00:30:47,800 --> 00:30:50,040
Speaker 1: not do I wish I didn't have to go through

660
00:30:50,040 --> 00:30:53,040
Speaker 1: all of that stuff? M I. Of course, no one

661
00:30:53,160 --> 00:30:55,040
Speaker 1: wants to go through all that heartache and headache and

662
00:30:55,080 --> 00:30:58,400
Speaker 1: all that ship. But do I I look at as

663
00:30:58,400 --> 00:31:00,600
Speaker 1: a blessing of disguise because it took for me to

664
00:31:00,640 --> 00:31:01,800
Speaker 1: go through all that ship for me to be who

665
00:31:01,800 --> 00:31:03,720
Speaker 1: I am today. Now he knows half ship he pulled

666
00:31:03,760 --> 00:31:08,960
Speaker 1: back then He could never ever play you a game

667
00:31:09,840 --> 00:31:16,160
Speaker 1: lit during that time too. You know me and you

668
00:31:16,280 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 1: hug me up with it was crazy, But it's like

669
00:31:21,120 --> 00:31:23,240
Speaker 1: it took for me, and even through all of that ship,

670
00:31:23,400 --> 00:31:25,520
Speaker 1: Like I think it also showed him to like damn

671
00:31:26,440 --> 00:31:29,320
Speaker 1: you know uh, And when he starts saying that when

672
00:31:29,320 --> 00:31:31,040
Speaker 1: we got back together and he starts seeing them d M.

673
00:31:31,120 --> 00:31:32,400
Speaker 1: He starts seeing that ship and he had to look

674
00:31:32,440 --> 00:31:36,080
Speaker 1: at me like, Damn, I'm a solid bitch. I I

675
00:31:36,440 --> 00:31:38,440
Speaker 1: not nothing period about it. It ain't about if I

676
00:31:38,560 --> 00:31:39,680
Speaker 1: robbed with you, nigga, I rock with you, and I

677
00:31:39,720 --> 00:31:42,720
Speaker 1: canna say angle, Uh, I wasn't getting money. Of course

678
00:31:42,720 --> 00:31:44,280
Speaker 1: I'm gonna get money or whatever the case may be.

679
00:31:44,360 --> 00:31:46,720
Speaker 1: But I'm not about to be jumping from nigga to nigga.

680
00:31:46,800 --> 00:31:49,880
Speaker 1: I'm not about to be um having I just don't.

681
00:31:49,920 --> 00:31:51,360
Speaker 1: I never moved like that. I ain't never been that

682
00:31:51,400 --> 00:31:52,800
Speaker 1: type of girl. You know what I'm saying. I always

683
00:31:52,800 --> 00:31:54,480
Speaker 1: been about my bread and nigga. If it ain't no

684
00:31:54,520 --> 00:31:57,040
Speaker 1: money in a new conversation, like if I'm not in

685
00:31:57,160 --> 00:31:58,880
Speaker 1: love with you and I'm not with you the nigga

686
00:31:59,080 --> 00:32:01,480
Speaker 1: who we're talking about, like I've always been and I'm

687
00:32:01,600 --> 00:32:05,320
Speaker 1: it sounds sucked up, but that's just I get it.

688
00:32:09,120 --> 00:32:12,040
Speaker 1: So good job to you. Yeah, you know what I'm saying.

689
00:32:12,080 --> 00:32:14,160
Speaker 1: It just wasn't it just how I was raised, So

690
00:32:14,360 --> 00:32:16,800
Speaker 1: I understood when he was saying that he just just

691
00:32:17,120 --> 00:32:20,840
Speaker 1: coming from him. It sounds fucked up, but it's the

692
00:32:21,200 --> 00:32:23,000
Speaker 1: it's the truth. I'm a whole different I'm a whole

693
00:32:23,040 --> 00:32:28,280
Speaker 1: different breed. Now there's still things that you guys do

694
00:32:28,400 --> 00:32:30,120
Speaker 1: in the bedroom that you're like, damn, I never did

695
00:32:30,200 --> 00:32:31,880
Speaker 1: this before. I never felt like this. So this was

696
00:32:31,960 --> 00:32:34,200
Speaker 1: the best night ever because you know, I always look

697
00:32:34,240 --> 00:32:37,280
Speaker 1: at it ten years in right, so that you guys

698
00:32:37,360 --> 00:32:39,840
Speaker 1: haven't done at this point that you still want to

699
00:32:39,880 --> 00:32:48,360
Speaker 1: do three songs. Uh, I don't think we haven't done

700
00:32:48,400 --> 00:32:52,960
Speaker 1: anything besides the I don't play moround my but oh no, ain't. No,

701
00:32:53,280 --> 00:32:59,320
Speaker 1: you know whole thing for nothing, girl, I don't. We

702
00:32:59,400 --> 00:33:01,560
Speaker 1: had once slip up before where you know, he was

703
00:33:01,640 --> 00:33:03,880
Speaker 1: going real harm for the bat that motherfucker's clipped them bitch,

704
00:33:03,920 --> 00:33:09,600
Speaker 1: and I was like, oh my god. It was the

705
00:33:09,680 --> 00:33:13,360
Speaker 1: most example and I cried. I put that out there.

706
00:33:15,360 --> 00:33:16,760
Speaker 1: That seems like to be like, just what the far

707
00:33:16,840 --> 00:33:19,520
Speaker 1: wrong with you? And I was like it was too

708
00:33:19,640 --> 00:33:23,320
Speaker 1: tight to go in. He's like, yo, it was the

709
00:33:23,360 --> 00:33:25,080
Speaker 1: worst pain. So I think that kind of scared the

710
00:33:25,120 --> 00:33:27,760
Speaker 1: funk out of me. So yeah, that's one thing that

711
00:33:28,000 --> 00:33:32,280
Speaker 1: that's not going down again. No, yes, never happened. Never year.

712
00:33:34,640 --> 00:33:39,840
Speaker 1: I don't, Okay, you never. That's every woman. I never.

713
00:33:39,960 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 1: I never squared it either, So every woman can you

714
00:33:42,200 --> 00:33:45,720
Speaker 1: just got to figure it out on myself. So I

715
00:33:45,720 --> 00:33:48,680
Speaker 1: don't want to pee on him. It's okay. When it happens,

716
00:33:48,680 --> 00:33:51,960
Speaker 1: when you feel like you gotta pee, that's really so

717
00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:54,400
Speaker 1: you just let it go and pee. It's not really pee,

718
00:33:54,480 --> 00:33:56,960
Speaker 1: it just it's like release. But that's what it is.

719
00:33:57,440 --> 00:33:59,680
Speaker 1: When y'all be doing it and out of nowhere, it

720
00:33:59,760 --> 00:34:01,280
Speaker 1: feel good and then all of a sudden you feel

721
00:34:01,280 --> 00:34:04,880
Speaker 1: like you gotta pee, don't hold back and ejaculate on him.

722
00:34:05,360 --> 00:34:12,080
Speaker 1: That's what that is. You give me so HiPE listen. Okay,

723
00:34:12,120 --> 00:34:17,600
Speaker 1: so that's your homework during this coronavirus pandemic there, so

724
00:34:17,800 --> 00:34:21,960
Speaker 1: do this think No, it's smell like pete. Nope, No,

725
00:34:23,000 --> 00:34:26,000
Speaker 1: it's clearly clear. Yeah, and it feels like an orgasm

726
00:34:26,040 --> 00:34:29,200
Speaker 1: because it is. I'm gonna try to ship watch I

727
00:34:29,360 --> 00:34:31,800
Speaker 1: end up paying on him. Google it. It's like, ways,

728
00:34:31,960 --> 00:34:34,360
Speaker 1: is it there? Angela? What was that thing that you

729
00:34:34,520 --> 00:34:37,960
Speaker 1: had that you can put down? No? No, no, it

730
00:34:38,080 --> 00:34:40,360
Speaker 1: was something that made you squirt? Wasn't there something you

731
00:34:40,520 --> 00:34:43,640
Speaker 1: was talking about that they made that it was designed

732
00:34:43,680 --> 00:34:46,400
Speaker 1: to make you squirt like for what it's called. But

733
00:34:46,600 --> 00:34:49,400
Speaker 1: you use toys, Tammy, Do you use toys? I do

734
00:34:49,760 --> 00:34:51,680
Speaker 1: have a few, but I'll be scared to use them

735
00:34:51,719 --> 00:34:53,520
Speaker 1: because they first of all, they make you come extreme,

736
00:34:53,560 --> 00:34:58,240
Speaker 1: you too fast, and then they like take the sensitivity away.

737
00:34:59,239 --> 00:35:00,840
Speaker 1: So like when I when I would use them, like

738
00:35:00,880 --> 00:35:02,759
Speaker 1: to say like if was gone, and I'm like, I

739
00:35:02,840 --> 00:35:04,239
Speaker 1: want to get my thing off, and I used one,

740
00:35:04,360 --> 00:35:05,600
Speaker 1: and then when he come back and do it, it's

741
00:35:05,640 --> 00:35:08,839
Speaker 1: like it takes me forever to come. I've been playing

742
00:35:08,840 --> 00:35:17,160
Speaker 1: with this fucking toy. Yeah, make that dick vibrate. And

743
00:35:17,280 --> 00:35:19,359
Speaker 1: then one day I had this little peek thing right

744
00:35:20,239 --> 00:35:23,920
Speaker 1: actually I think was green and um it was like

745
00:35:23,960 --> 00:35:26,600
Speaker 1: this little vibrated thing, and so I was like, baby,

746
00:35:26,640 --> 00:35:28,560
Speaker 1: let's try something different and then you know, let's and

747
00:35:28,600 --> 00:35:31,960
Speaker 1: I put the think out and he was like, so

748
00:35:32,120 --> 00:35:33,840
Speaker 1: I started playing with the thing where I was doing it,

749
00:35:33,920 --> 00:35:35,319
Speaker 1: he was like, man, I can't do this. Ship. It's

750
00:35:35,320 --> 00:35:44,680
Speaker 1: like you gotta fucking avatar dick out. No more, I'll try.

751
00:35:46,320 --> 00:35:49,839
Speaker 1: You killed the whole mood, right, he called an avatar dick.

752
00:35:49,880 --> 00:35:52,880
Speaker 1: I was like, it's not avatar penis, it's just the

753
00:35:52,960 --> 00:35:55,680
Speaker 1: color of it. How about how about a cockrane Have

754
00:35:55,840 --> 00:35:57,960
Speaker 1: you ever got anything for him and been like here,

755
00:35:58,719 --> 00:36:02,279
Speaker 1: use this, Oh the little pocket pussy things not like

756
00:36:02,440 --> 00:36:05,440
Speaker 1: it's like around his dick. Yeah, it goes around his deck.

757
00:36:05,520 --> 00:36:08,600
Speaker 1: I got one of those. He didn't like it. It

758
00:36:08,680 --> 00:36:12,080
Speaker 1: was vibrating, like it vibrates around it or something. Yeah. Yeah, yeah,

759
00:36:12,200 --> 00:36:14,360
Speaker 1: he didn't like that. He felt weird. He's like, I

760
00:36:14,400 --> 00:36:16,560
Speaker 1: don't like this ship. That's so damn good. You don't

761
00:36:16,560 --> 00:36:20,440
Speaker 1: like none of the little boys like that? Yeah, none

762
00:36:20,440 --> 00:36:22,520
Speaker 1: of that ship. They're like, what the fund is this ship?

763
00:36:23,120 --> 00:36:25,319
Speaker 1: Every time I buy them, he's like, don't don't play

764
00:36:25,360 --> 00:36:32,520
Speaker 1: my point. I'm not right, not home in my I'm like, yo,

765
00:36:33,600 --> 00:36:38,480
Speaker 1: that's I've been watching porn together. We have we have

766
00:36:38,680 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 1: watched it together. Uh. One day we watched and we're like, okay,

767
00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:44,120
Speaker 1: we'll do everything that they do in the pool video.

768
00:36:47,680 --> 00:36:50,040
Speaker 1: What happened? And then he was like, oh no, yeah,

769
00:36:51,080 --> 00:36:53,399
Speaker 1: abst for her man, but that's something you know about driving.

770
00:36:53,760 --> 00:36:57,479
Speaker 1: Like all right, y'all having more or less sex during

771
00:36:57,520 --> 00:37:03,000
Speaker 1: this quarantine situation. I would say more then, more than

772
00:37:03,080 --> 00:37:05,680
Speaker 1: we normally do, but it's time we have to wait

773
00:37:05,719 --> 00:37:07,440
Speaker 1: to uh controlly be up to like five in the

774
00:37:07,800 --> 00:37:09,440
Speaker 1: morning because she's a teenager now, so she'll be on

775
00:37:09,480 --> 00:37:11,160
Speaker 1: the phone with her friends all day and like, so

776
00:37:11,239 --> 00:37:13,279
Speaker 1: we'd be having to trying to like wait till we

777
00:37:13,360 --> 00:37:19,680
Speaker 1: know she sleeps. She's now, so she's like kind of yeah,

778
00:37:19,840 --> 00:37:22,080
Speaker 1: she's smartest hell. So like like you know, when we'd

779
00:37:22,120 --> 00:37:24,600
Speaker 1: like kind of getting freaking, she was like, y'all stripling

780
00:37:24,640 --> 00:37:25,839
Speaker 1: and she was like bo and I'm like, we didn't

781
00:37:25,840 --> 00:37:30,279
Speaker 1: even do anything like. She was like, you'll be kind

782
00:37:30,320 --> 00:37:32,200
Speaker 1: of loud sometimes too. Has your daughter ever been like

783
00:37:32,239 --> 00:37:37,560
Speaker 1: I heard you last night? No, thank god? And and

784
00:37:38,120 --> 00:37:43,040
Speaker 1: he girl girl, So she was one day she walked in,

785
00:37:43,160 --> 00:37:44,800
Speaker 1: she was and it's crazy because she was younger. So

786
00:37:44,880 --> 00:37:46,320
Speaker 1: she ends up telling me now that she's older, she

787
00:37:46,400 --> 00:37:47,879
Speaker 1: was like, yeah, y'all thought I was dumb. I knew

788
00:37:47,920 --> 00:37:49,160
Speaker 1: I knew what was going on. I was like, oh

789
00:37:49,239 --> 00:37:51,080
Speaker 1: my god, girl. She was like yeah. She was like

790
00:37:51,200 --> 00:37:53,400
Speaker 1: he we were doing it. And when she walked in,

791
00:37:53,520 --> 00:37:55,120
Speaker 1: he grabbed me by my head, put me in the

792
00:37:55,200 --> 00:37:57,560
Speaker 1: head locked and was like, oh, we're slaying. I was like,

793
00:38:00,000 --> 00:38:03,080
Speaker 1: you know, like he's like put me that. Yeah, I'm

794
00:38:03,160 --> 00:38:10,799
Speaker 1: gonna let me know what the is you're doing. We're

795
00:38:10,880 --> 00:38:15,919
Speaker 1: wrestling up doing something like I think I was giving

796
00:38:16,000 --> 00:38:18,239
Speaker 1: him man. So when he grabbed me, I didn't see

797
00:38:18,280 --> 00:38:22,640
Speaker 1: her behind me. Yeah, Like I was like, what the

798
00:38:22,719 --> 00:38:25,680
Speaker 1: fund is you doing like, but she didn't walked in

799
00:38:25,760 --> 00:38:28,600
Speaker 1: and so she was like, yeah, that kind of like that.

800
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:34,080
Speaker 1: His worst fear is Charlie walking in seeing him exposed

801
00:38:34,160 --> 00:38:37,000
Speaker 1: or and he like, when I say, it devastates him,

802
00:38:37,040 --> 00:38:39,080
Speaker 1: like an even the thought of it scares the funk

803
00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:41,320
Speaker 1: out have. So that's why where he's when I'm not

804
00:38:41,400 --> 00:38:42,640
Speaker 1: in the movie, he's in the mood. I'm like, is

805
00:38:42,719 --> 00:38:44,440
Speaker 1: that Charlie and his whole he can't even get it

806
00:38:44,480 --> 00:38:48,520
Speaker 1: back the night? You know what. He seems like such

807
00:38:48,560 --> 00:38:52,720
Speaker 1: a great father for your daughter. He loves like everything

808
00:38:52,760 --> 00:38:54,360
Speaker 1: about her so much. He said wanted to be a

809
00:38:54,440 --> 00:38:56,759
Speaker 1: little girl. It touched me when he said he was

810
00:38:56,800 --> 00:38:59,640
Speaker 1: sad that she doesn't feel like give him the hugs

811
00:38:59,760 --> 00:39:02,960
Speaker 1: and it is. It's so sad because he'd be trying,

812
00:39:03,080 --> 00:39:05,080
Speaker 1: like he'd be like, hey, Charlie, look, you know, do

813
00:39:05,200 --> 00:39:07,400
Speaker 1: this and she was like, yeah, that's cute. And he

814
00:39:07,560 --> 00:39:11,239
Speaker 1: was like, man, I'm like he is older now. Like

815
00:39:11,360 --> 00:39:14,600
Speaker 1: when he's younger, she would be all over I'm like,

816
00:39:14,640 --> 00:39:17,160
Speaker 1: oh my god, what God, Like everything was so exciting.

817
00:39:17,480 --> 00:39:20,600
Speaker 1: So now she's a teenager and he like the stuff

818
00:39:20,640 --> 00:39:22,600
Speaker 1: that now it's like the stuff he does now was lame.

819
00:39:23,280 --> 00:39:30,080
Speaker 1: And fine, so he's like man like, I don't know

820
00:39:30,120 --> 00:39:32,080
Speaker 1: if he gets frustrated, he'd be like, oh, she want

821
00:39:32,080 --> 00:39:33,640
Speaker 1: to do her friends, like he could get jealous of

822
00:39:33,680 --> 00:39:35,440
Speaker 1: her friends and we her friends fro. I'm like, what

823
00:39:35,560 --> 00:39:39,640
Speaker 1: this might it be? Like when you were just talking

824
00:39:39,680 --> 00:39:41,560
Speaker 1: about how like people just want to be friends with

825
00:39:41,600 --> 00:39:45,359
Speaker 1: her just because of her parents are famous, and that's

826
00:39:45,360 --> 00:39:48,640
Speaker 1: not something you even like take into considerations. You know

827
00:39:48,840 --> 00:39:51,279
Speaker 1: What's so Charlie, it's crazy right for y'all call We

828
00:39:51,320 --> 00:39:53,360
Speaker 1: were just downstairs talking about it. She had gotten too

829
00:39:53,440 --> 00:39:57,480
Speaker 1: it with some girls and um and the girls was

830
00:39:57,600 --> 00:39:59,239
Speaker 1: you know, talking or whatever, and I was like they

831
00:39:59,280 --> 00:40:01,760
Speaker 1: were talking mat it about her, like her mother, her father,

832
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 1: like they even talked about her walker's brother who committed suicide.

833
00:40:06,200 --> 00:40:08,160
Speaker 1: And she was real mad, and I was like, why

834
00:40:08,200 --> 00:40:10,080
Speaker 1: are you entertaining myself? Only thing you gotta say. It's

835
00:40:10,160 --> 00:40:13,000
Speaker 1: like like y'all some bombs, like y'all broke bitches whatever.

836
00:40:13,080 --> 00:40:14,960
Speaker 1: It's like, you know, I say safe bitches, but you know,

837
00:40:15,080 --> 00:40:17,799
Speaker 1: and she's like that's rude, Like you shouldn't select her money.

838
00:40:17,840 --> 00:40:19,719
Speaker 1: I said, what they're talking about your their family whatever.

839
00:40:22,400 --> 00:40:27,919
Speaker 1: I'm sing all over the home right now, you're raised. Yeah,

840
00:40:28,040 --> 00:40:31,240
Speaker 1: So she's like she doesn't and she and this crazy

841
00:40:31,320 --> 00:40:33,080
Speaker 1: is one little girl who's like she got in a

842
00:40:33,160 --> 00:40:35,279
Speaker 1: fight with And Charlie has only never been a fight

843
00:40:35,400 --> 00:40:39,719
Speaker 1: until she got to um eighth grade, so she's never

844
00:40:39,840 --> 00:40:41,960
Speaker 1: been a fight until eighth grade, and she gotta fight

845
00:40:42,040 --> 00:40:43,360
Speaker 1: with this girl. And I kept telling her, like, this

846
00:40:43,440 --> 00:40:45,560
Speaker 1: girl probably want to be a friend. So now the

847
00:40:45,640 --> 00:40:48,080
Speaker 1: girl really wants to be her friend. And she was like, Mom,

848
00:40:48,080 --> 00:40:49,520
Speaker 1: I can't be friends with her. And I was like wow,

849
00:40:49,640 --> 00:40:51,600
Speaker 1: she was like I don't trust her. Like she was like,

850
00:40:52,160 --> 00:40:53,800
Speaker 1: like what she would be my friend for, like I

851
00:40:54,040 --> 00:40:58,879
Speaker 1: don't even friends, Like she's she's a cancer. So she, uh, yeah,

852
00:41:00,200 --> 00:41:02,320
Speaker 1: you know, I'll give you a chance. At the chance, Charlie,

853
00:41:02,760 --> 00:41:06,480
Speaker 1: M I don't like it. And you probably could relate

854
00:41:06,520 --> 00:41:10,080
Speaker 1: a lot to her, because I know that your mother

855
00:41:10,239 --> 00:41:13,080
Speaker 1: was saying you had situations where you know, you was

856
00:41:13,120 --> 00:41:15,120
Speaker 1: a life scanned girl in the neighborhood and you got

857
00:41:15,200 --> 00:41:16,960
Speaker 1: to tease a lot of girls wanted to fight you

858
00:41:17,680 --> 00:41:20,200
Speaker 1: because you were the pretty light skinned girl. And now

859
00:41:20,400 --> 00:41:23,279
Speaker 1: she got a situation where she's coming from, you know,

860
00:41:23,520 --> 00:41:27,560
Speaker 1: to parents that are celebrities or whatever, and people are

861
00:41:27,719 --> 00:41:30,080
Speaker 1: jealous of that as well, because they don't, you know,

862
00:41:30,239 --> 00:41:33,000
Speaker 1: have the same thing. Yeah, and I think with my mom,

863
00:41:33,360 --> 00:41:34,719
Speaker 1: like and my mom, and she was talking about my

864
00:41:34,920 --> 00:41:38,120
Speaker 1: mom is everybody you know, she's my mom chocolate. She's

865
00:41:38,120 --> 00:41:41,160
Speaker 1: all you know, she ain't no light skinned black women,

866
00:41:41,239 --> 00:41:44,959
Speaker 1: She's all chocolate woman. And growing up, she always raised

867
00:41:45,000 --> 00:41:48,200
Speaker 1: me like you ain't You're not better than nobody else.

868
00:41:48,960 --> 00:41:50,839
Speaker 1: You you know, you believe, like, don't be scared none

869
00:41:50,840 --> 00:41:52,360
Speaker 1: of these bitches. I don't give a fuck. All that

870
00:41:52,520 --> 00:41:55,439
Speaker 1: red shit don't matter, Like you know, she always raised

871
00:41:55,480 --> 00:41:58,400
Speaker 1: me and in the mindset like it's crazy because I

872
00:41:58,480 --> 00:42:00,120
Speaker 1: hate when like a lot of our friends like did

873
00:42:00,200 --> 00:42:03,320
Speaker 1: you think you chocolate? It really irritates me because I'm like,

874
00:42:03,440 --> 00:42:05,600
Speaker 1: I just was raised by black woman. So that's just

875
00:42:05,680 --> 00:42:13,000
Speaker 1: how I act. Even when I would get into fights

876
00:42:13,040 --> 00:42:14,520
Speaker 1: and ship and of course it probably was because I

877
00:42:14,680 --> 00:42:17,399
Speaker 1: was I was trying to play myself down to hang

878
00:42:17,520 --> 00:42:19,520
Speaker 1: with the girls, like you know what I'm saying, Like

879
00:42:19,680 --> 00:42:23,640
Speaker 1: you know, uh what crazy thing. It was like I

880
00:42:23,680 --> 00:42:25,239
Speaker 1: had a lot of come from West Baltimore, so most

881
00:42:25,280 --> 00:42:27,359
Speaker 1: of my friend's mom got high. They was like drug

882
00:42:27,440 --> 00:42:28,680
Speaker 1: at this day. Was like my mom used to get

883
00:42:28,760 --> 00:42:31,640
Speaker 1: high too, but my mom was more Uh, she was

884
00:42:31,719 --> 00:42:34,759
Speaker 1: more selective with her ship. So my mom wouldn't be

885
00:42:34,840 --> 00:42:36,239
Speaker 1: the one to go out to the corner and score.

886
00:42:36,280 --> 00:42:38,080
Speaker 1: She would probably since someone to go score for her

887
00:42:38,320 --> 00:42:41,520
Speaker 1: so that no one knew. So she didn't brass her kids.

888
00:42:42,080 --> 00:42:44,320
Speaker 1: But my friend's parents, you would see their mom, so

889
00:42:44,400 --> 00:42:46,040
Speaker 1: you knew that their moms out there. So I would

890
00:42:46,040 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 1: trying to explain it. I'm like, which were the same,

891
00:42:47,760 --> 00:42:49,960
Speaker 1: Like we go through the same struggle, but for them,

892
00:42:50,120 --> 00:42:53,800
Speaker 1: they looked at how I looked and how I dressed

893
00:42:53,840 --> 00:42:55,839
Speaker 1: and ship because my mom, even though she got high,

894
00:42:55,880 --> 00:42:58,040
Speaker 1: she had an addiction, she made show we were straight

895
00:42:58,120 --> 00:42:59,520
Speaker 1: and then she took her money and did what she

896
00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:01,719
Speaker 1: did after we was good, after bills just paid, which

897
00:43:01,719 --> 00:43:03,239
Speaker 1: is hard for a person who's adicted to crack. You

898
00:43:03,280 --> 00:43:06,759
Speaker 1: know what I'm saying, Like you have functional smokers and

899
00:43:06,840 --> 00:43:10,279
Speaker 1: do you have you know, crackheads or whatever case may be.

900
00:43:11,200 --> 00:43:13,319
Speaker 1: So when I used to get in fight and ship,

901
00:43:13,400 --> 00:43:15,400
Speaker 1: it was more so because they felt as though I

902
00:43:15,520 --> 00:43:18,320
Speaker 1: was better than the because of how I looked or

903
00:43:18,360 --> 00:43:20,640
Speaker 1: how I dressed, When in my head, I'm thinking, like, bitch,

904
00:43:20,680 --> 00:43:23,200
Speaker 1: we're in the same struggle, like we we both got

905
00:43:23,239 --> 00:43:25,960
Speaker 1: the same issues, you know what I'm saying. So my

906
00:43:26,120 --> 00:43:28,040
Speaker 1: mom always but even through all that, she always by

907
00:43:28,080 --> 00:43:30,520
Speaker 1: I don't give it. There's times like I went to

908
00:43:30,760 --> 00:43:33,480
Speaker 1: uh sleepover and um, I beg my mom to go

909
00:43:33,560 --> 00:43:34,879
Speaker 1: to sleep over and she was like, you're not going

910
00:43:34,960 --> 00:43:36,600
Speaker 1: whatever the kids Maybe she end up let me go

911
00:43:36,760 --> 00:43:38,120
Speaker 1: and it was like, I hate tame to sleep over

912
00:43:38,560 --> 00:43:42,799
Speaker 1: and no, the girls jump me, they beat to shoot

913
00:43:42,800 --> 00:43:44,360
Speaker 1: out me. Whatever I had one, I got one of

914
00:43:44,400 --> 00:43:47,800
Speaker 1: them bitches. But um so when I came back, my

915
00:43:47,840 --> 00:43:49,680
Speaker 1: face is all sucked up, and my mom she didn't

916
00:43:49,680 --> 00:43:53,319
Speaker 1: gonna fight even every last one of them. So growing up,

917
00:43:53,480 --> 00:43:55,920
Speaker 1: even though I was like the only little mixed girl

918
00:43:56,000 --> 00:43:59,000
Speaker 1: in the hood, I was still throwing blows with with

919
00:43:59,120 --> 00:44:02,560
Speaker 1: bitches like I didn't because that's how I had to right,

920
00:44:02,640 --> 00:44:05,160
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. So my mom saying that

921
00:44:05,320 --> 00:44:06,800
Speaker 1: she was like and I hate when people talk to

922
00:44:06,880 --> 00:44:08,920
Speaker 1: talk mak like oh she um, you know she was shying. Oh.

923
00:44:08,920 --> 00:44:10,959
Speaker 1: Everybody always say they had the light skinning girls story

924
00:44:11,080 --> 00:44:14,600
Speaker 1: and the third it wasn't that that that the girls

925
00:44:14,640 --> 00:44:16,040
Speaker 1: ain't like because I was light skin It wasn't just

926
00:44:16,120 --> 00:44:18,080
Speaker 1: because of my hair or how I look. It was

927
00:44:18,160 --> 00:44:22,960
Speaker 1: also because they felt as though I was in a

928
00:44:23,040 --> 00:44:27,400
Speaker 1: better situation than them because my mom knew how to

929
00:44:27,840 --> 00:44:30,600
Speaker 1: She knew how to make ship look good. You know,

930
00:44:30,800 --> 00:44:34,000
Speaker 1: I can't explain it like it we feel you, yeah,

931
00:44:34,080 --> 00:44:35,680
Speaker 1: like she just knew how to make it look good.

932
00:44:35,880 --> 00:44:38,400
Speaker 1: But and internally she never a lot to us. We

933
00:44:38,520 --> 00:44:40,320
Speaker 1: knew what was going on. So for me, I was

934
00:44:40,400 --> 00:44:43,200
Speaker 1: just like y'all thinking that I'm better than y'all, but

935
00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:46,920
Speaker 1: I'm really going through the same ship y'all. Like on

936
00:44:47,040 --> 00:44:49,520
Speaker 1: the surface, it didn't look like it. It didn't look

937
00:44:49,600 --> 00:44:52,320
Speaker 1: like it because my house was always clean. We always

938
00:44:52,320 --> 00:44:53,839
Speaker 1: you know what I'm saying. She always made sure even

939
00:44:53,880 --> 00:44:55,719
Speaker 1: if she couldn't pay rent, she was find some church

940
00:44:55,800 --> 00:44:58,160
Speaker 1: or something. Goddamn body donate some rent money or something like.

941
00:44:58,520 --> 00:45:02,160
Speaker 1: She never made to wear his Oh she was hustling

942
00:45:02,239 --> 00:45:05,000
Speaker 1: to make it happen for you, right. So she always

943
00:45:05,080 --> 00:45:07,600
Speaker 1: knew how to like clean, you know, clean her like.

944
00:45:07,680 --> 00:45:10,000
Speaker 1: She never came out. She always would know how to talk.

945
00:45:10,160 --> 00:45:12,239
Speaker 1: And she even though like my mom would get high,

946
00:45:12,239 --> 00:45:13,239
Speaker 1: she would come back in the room with us and

947
00:45:13,320 --> 00:45:15,440
Speaker 1: she was like, listen, I do this because this is

948
00:45:15,560 --> 00:45:17,319
Speaker 1: this is my addiction. It's something that I gotta change,

949
00:45:17,520 --> 00:45:19,239
Speaker 1: and this is something I'm praying against. But don't y'all

950
00:45:19,239 --> 00:45:20,719
Speaker 1: ever think that y'a would disrespect me because of my

951
00:45:20,760 --> 00:45:24,880
Speaker 1: head ever, know what I'm saying. So in facts, and

952
00:45:24,960 --> 00:45:26,360
Speaker 1: we would sit there and we were like, okay, we

953
00:45:26,400 --> 00:45:28,120
Speaker 1: wanna pray together, and we would pray together. She would

954
00:45:28,120 --> 00:45:29,640
Speaker 1: be high and we'd be praying together that she would

955
00:45:29,640 --> 00:45:33,120
Speaker 1: stop getting hot. Like but my mom was always very

956
00:45:33,360 --> 00:45:37,520
Speaker 1: open and transparent with she always you know, um, she

957
00:45:37,640 --> 00:45:48,959
Speaker 1: always kept it one hunt huh coming for okay. But yeah,

958
00:45:49,040 --> 00:45:50,759
Speaker 1: so she's like, you know, she always sucking straight up

959
00:45:50,760 --> 00:45:53,600
Speaker 1: and one hundred with us. So you know, like my

960
00:45:53,800 --> 00:45:57,480
Speaker 1: struggle mostly came from just bitches not really knowing what

961
00:45:57,680 --> 00:46:03,640
Speaker 1: the food I had going on. They just up. It

962
00:46:03,680 --> 00:46:06,439
Speaker 1: looks like you got your nails done right now. Listen.

963
00:46:06,520 --> 00:46:10,319
Speaker 1: I was about the ass herd because you was gonna say,

964
00:46:10,440 --> 00:46:16,160
Speaker 1: send me the lady. And yeah, she was real girl.

965
00:46:16,320 --> 00:46:19,080
Speaker 1: She um, she bought me her papers so she's negative

966
00:46:19,239 --> 00:46:22,759
Speaker 1: for COLDA and she came and she she did. She

967
00:46:22,840 --> 00:46:24,799
Speaker 1: bought me her PA. But she was like bit talking out.

968
00:46:25,760 --> 00:46:28,080
Speaker 1: She made her get tested before she got up and

969
00:46:28,880 --> 00:46:30,840
Speaker 1: was so crazy. She was already saying she was feeling

970
00:46:30,880 --> 00:46:32,560
Speaker 1: she was you know, she han't went through was feeling

971
00:46:32,560 --> 00:46:36,320
Speaker 1: sick as well, so she would anyway. Yeah, and so

972
00:46:36,440 --> 00:46:38,640
Speaker 1: she came. She was listen bit I'm negatives. I was like, okay, bitch,

973
00:46:38,640 --> 00:46:43,960
Speaker 1: put up browsed, done too, tammy girl. No, he's a

974
00:46:44,040 --> 00:46:47,040
Speaker 1: sucking hit bitch. These were crazy at least like from

975
00:46:47,120 --> 00:46:50,080
Speaker 1: here the micro blade. I need to go get him. Kay,

976
00:46:51,280 --> 00:46:54,440
Speaker 1: my head, everything is a mess. I've been I've been

977
00:46:54,520 --> 00:46:56,920
Speaker 1: drinking my I've been losing weight though. Girl, I've been

978
00:46:57,080 --> 00:47:00,840
Speaker 1: here trying to swoop down. That's good. I understand. Like

979
00:47:00,920 --> 00:47:05,640
Speaker 1: when I gained it goes all here. And then if

980
00:47:05,680 --> 00:47:07,880
Speaker 1: I gained three pounds or three pounds, it's like in

981
00:47:08,000 --> 00:47:10,000
Speaker 1: your cheeks, like what the fun? I like a damn

982
00:47:10,120 --> 00:47:13,520
Speaker 1: chick mark. And people automatically be like, oh she presonant

983
00:47:13,600 --> 00:47:18,840
Speaker 1: because better you're taking time out to talk to us,

984
00:47:18,840 --> 00:47:21,320
Speaker 1: because I know again, like we see how busy you

985
00:47:21,360 --> 00:47:24,120
Speaker 1: are watching and you know, walking intommy everything. We've been

986
00:47:24,120 --> 00:47:27,920
Speaker 1: watching you on we TV and we always appreciate you

987
00:47:28,040 --> 00:47:30,640
Speaker 1: just always being such a sweetheart to us. Oh, thank

988
00:47:30,680 --> 00:47:33,440
Speaker 1: you guys, and thanks for um having me today. And

989
00:47:33,520 --> 00:47:35,359
Speaker 1: I can't believe y'all still y'all y'all said, which were

990
00:47:35,360 --> 00:47:40,680
Speaker 1: still working out. Absolutely. The season finale is this week too,

991
00:47:40,800 --> 00:47:43,840
Speaker 1: right coming up, Yes, this Thursday is the last episode

992
00:47:43,960 --> 00:47:47,680
Speaker 1: for this season. Um, so you know, and the numbers

993
00:47:47,719 --> 00:47:54,840
Speaker 1: have been extremely great, so definitely because learn things, so

994
00:47:54,920 --> 00:47:58,640
Speaker 1: we appreciate that, you know, even showing your dad And yeah,

995
00:47:59,520 --> 00:48:02,399
Speaker 1: it was hard. It's really hard the first season trying

996
00:48:02,440 --> 00:48:07,479
Speaker 1: to open like it's it's hard because yeah, it's so hard,

997
00:48:07,520 --> 00:48:08,759
Speaker 1: but I didn't know it's gonna be that hard. It

998
00:48:08,840 --> 00:48:11,520
Speaker 1: was so emotional for me, like too even let people

999
00:48:11,560 --> 00:48:13,560
Speaker 1: in my house when my house is in out of

1000
00:48:13,680 --> 00:48:15,279
Speaker 1: order like that, even that was a problem for me.

1001
00:48:15,440 --> 00:48:16,719
Speaker 1: But I was like, fuck it. It is what it

1002
00:48:16,880 --> 00:48:21,920
Speaker 1: is and we love it. Now at school, huh, Charlie

1003
00:48:21,960 --> 00:48:24,520
Speaker 1: is a superstar at school now, girl Charlie. You know,

1004
00:48:24,640 --> 00:48:29,399
Speaker 1: Charlie's homeschool. So it's crazy because I pulled her out

1005
00:48:29,520 --> 00:48:31,480
Speaker 1: probably a month before this Corona stuff and he had

1006
00:48:31,520 --> 00:48:34,719
Speaker 1: a homeschool because she kept getting in fights and she

1007
00:48:34,880 --> 00:48:37,799
Speaker 1: kept getting in fights and she she that's not her.

1008
00:48:38,640 --> 00:48:42,320
Speaker 1: She's not like like she she ain't no pump, but

1009
00:48:42,440 --> 00:48:44,360
Speaker 1: she's not raised like you know what I'm saying like

1010
00:48:44,760 --> 00:48:48,920
Speaker 1: how I was, Yeah, I'm like nah son, like you

1011
00:48:48,960 --> 00:48:50,719
Speaker 1: gotta son, you know, you gotta get home. And she

1012
00:48:50,800 --> 00:48:53,760
Speaker 1: wasn't focusing because she was trying to. She was super popular,

1013
00:48:53,880 --> 00:48:57,040
Speaker 1: but not because of she was probably because everybody knows

1014
00:48:57,040 --> 00:48:59,279
Speaker 1: who she is. But she has that cholice is that

1015
00:48:59,760 --> 00:49:03,319
Speaker 1: MS fit type of I have to like jump out

1016
00:49:03,360 --> 00:49:05,120
Speaker 1: the bed, where to say sweatshirt three days in the row.

1017
00:49:05,160 --> 00:49:12,560
Speaker 1: Don't give that's her personality? All right? Another season? Absolutely, yes,

1018
00:49:13,760 --> 00:49:17,520
Speaker 1: we're looking forward to it, all right, Chel you give

1019
00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:20,600
Speaker 1: the whole family our love. We appreciate you. All right,

1020
00:49:20,680 --> 00:49:26,480
Speaker 1: Thank you guys, Thank you have with your threesome, right,