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Speaker 1: Once upon a time there was a good old traditional housewife,

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Speaker 1: and she couldn't. She cleaned and cared for her children

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Speaker 1: and the man of the house, and of course she

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Speaker 1: didn't talk back. She was both obedient and soft by nature.

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Speaker 1: She was a good woman who always made good choices.

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Speaker 2: That we're good mom's bad choices. Who's single mom who

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Speaker 2: said fuck the patriarchy, shared all their bad choices and

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Speaker 2: sound out they were so bad. After all, we're experts,

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Speaker 2: overshares and your new besties. Sit back and enjoy the ride.

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Speaker 2: I can do it.

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Speaker 3: Welcome back to good Mom's bad Choices. I'm Erica and

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Speaker 3: I'm Mila.

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Speaker 2: Happy hump Day, bitchy, happy motherfucking hump day. How's everyone

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Speaker 2: feeling today, That's how I'm feeling. I'm feeling like she

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Speaker 2: take a deep inhale an ex hell of sounds. You know,

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Speaker 2: sometimes when you're just in your head and you're living

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Speaker 2: in your head like all day or all week, and

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Speaker 2: then suddenly you're like, I'm like, oh, yeah, well yeah,

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Speaker 2: I don't have to live up here. I can live.

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Speaker 2: I can move that energy out, And then you'd be

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Speaker 2: forgetting because you're just My mind is like the mind

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Speaker 2: is a crazy thing, and I think sometimes I just

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Speaker 2: get so caught up in it and then I'm like, bitch,

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Speaker 2: wake up, and I'm like, oh yeah.

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Speaker 3: Like all those were lies. None of those things are

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Speaker 3: actually happening.

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Speaker 2: Literally, yesterday, I was with my homegirl and I was

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Speaker 2: telling her this whole thing, and I was like and

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Speaker 2: then then and she was like, you realize no one

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Speaker 2: else is thinking that but you. And I was like,

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Speaker 2: this is not why I told you this. I'm telling

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Speaker 2: you so you can agree with me. And she was like, no,

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Speaker 2: no one's thinking this but you. You realize this is all

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Speaker 2: in your head. And I was like, fuck you, thank you,

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Speaker 2: call you later. But yeah, that's how I've been feeling lately.

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Speaker 2: And we just got back in town. How are you feeling.

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Speaker 2: I feel great? Oh, oh you know I forgot to

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Speaker 2: give you a hug.

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Speaker 3: Yes.

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Speaker 2: I went to go try on wedding dresses for the

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Speaker 2: first time because I figured I should try on and

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Speaker 2: get into the mood, and Erica got I FaceTime Erica

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Speaker 2: and this bitch starts crying. I was that beautiful. And

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Speaker 2: then I was like, is she even crying? Cry it? Now?

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Speaker 2: I'm like, why am.

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Speaker 3: I the only one crying? I was so I was

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Speaker 3: so mad that I couldn't make it. I texted me

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Speaker 3: it's like it's fine. I'm like, it's not fine that

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Speaker 2: Why did she only write two people? It's like fucking

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Speaker 2: Tuesday at ten am.

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Speaker 3: It is your first time ever putting on a fucking

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Speaker 3: wedding dress on I know, did you cry?

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Speaker 2: I didn't? What the fuck? It's because I wasn't there,

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Speaker 2: That's what happened. Maybe I you know what I realized?

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Speaker 2: Orlando told me that I am a intercided person. Does

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Speaker 2: that mean that I'm I introvert my excitement? And I

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Speaker 2: was like, fuck? Is he right? Because I was like.

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Speaker 3: Trying to have never heard of this intercited? He made

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Speaker 3: it up, he goes therapy. I thought, maybe picked up

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Speaker 2: Like you're very interested interciited as always, like you're you're

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Speaker 3: Oh, intro like exciting, I think like a side like excited.

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Speaker 2: Introcited that like when it's something really good is happening,

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Speaker 2: like I can't fully express and I'm like, oh no,

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Speaker 2: I think he's kind of right because I could still

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Speaker 2: the same way Orlando.

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Speaker 3: He was like, Okay, well now we're gonna to do

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Speaker 3: it again, and then I have to come and cry

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Speaker 3: so that you cry okay, and you get excited.

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Speaker 2: I was excited. I was like, oh my god, I'm

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Speaker 2: bit just wearing a dress. It's so heavy. Oh my god,

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Speaker 3: Were white I was when I was thinking. I was like,

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Speaker 2: I was. I was debating it, but I like, then

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Speaker 2: what color?

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Speaker 3: I don't know? But I just like, I don't know

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Speaker 3: because you're so untraditional, like white is like so traditional

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Speaker 2: You know, I'm kind of traditional though, you're like fake

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Speaker 2: and like I'm gonna wear the white dress, so you're

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Speaker 2: fake untraditional. I'm traditional on the surface. Thing.

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Speaker 3: You've heard it here first, Mela's fake untraditional, she's a

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Speaker 2: And also it's true. It's true.

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Speaker 3: Well you look beautiful, and I was sad that I

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Speaker 2: I'm excited too. The dress was fifteen thousand dollars. Oh

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Speaker 2: that's so it's not gonna happen. But I was like, oh,

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Speaker 2: rest of my life. But what the fuck? I never

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Speaker 2: had a garment that's fifteen thousand dollars, So that was ridiculous.

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Speaker 2: Who knew, Like who's buying the shit? But I'm just

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Speaker 2: gonna like steal all the all the all the things

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Speaker 2: and then take it to Balie, take my metriments to Balie.

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Speaker 2: Trust me. Yeah yeah, but yeah, that was exciting this week.

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Speaker 2: And yeah, just you know, every week, fighting for my

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Speaker 2: mental health in my life, just like everybody else.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, well we're alive, we're driving, we have breath, and.

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Speaker 2: We're fine. A sale, so there's that. There's that, like

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Speaker 2: how much can I complain about a roof over my head?

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Speaker 2: I'm fine as hell, I ate, I'm smart, I'm smart,

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Speaker 2: I'm funny. I'm going to Jamaica in April for four

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Speaker 2: twenty with My Girls.

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Speaker 3: Yeah so I know, speaking of which, we launched our

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Speaker 3: retreat today. I don't know when this episode's coming out,

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Speaker 3: but it's basically almost sold out, so if you're hearing this,

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Speaker 3: it might be too late. But if not, click the

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Speaker 3: link in this episode description and join us in Jamaica

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Speaker 3: for four to.

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Speaker 2: Twenty April seventeenth through the twenty second. It's gonna be bombed.

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Speaker 2: We have a beachside villa. We're going to be smoking.

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Speaker 2: But if you don't smoke, it's fine. You can come

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Speaker 2: and drink wine or just shake your ass. You don't

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Speaker 2: have to do all the things that we do, but

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Speaker 2: you should come and eat this motherfucking food because it

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Speaker 2: was so much fun. It was good, and I got thick.

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Speaker 2: I was looking at pictures. I got like ten pounds thicker.

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Speaker 2: I don't know what happened. I was looking at pictures

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Speaker 3: I got thick also, and that's not what I wanted.

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Speaker 2: I was like, I didn't get watch to Jamaica. I was.

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Speaker 2: I was thicker than a snicker for one week. I'll

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Speaker 2: give you any of this fat you would take it.

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Speaker 2: We have the same blood type.

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Speaker 3: Oh yeah, no, oh we do yeah, okay, can I

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Speaker 3: give you so I can give you a fat transfer.

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Speaker 2: I just made that up night.

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Speaker 3: Wait, maybe we could really do that.

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Speaker 2: I just figured if we had the same we have

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Speaker 2: the rarest form of blood and we have the same one,

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Speaker 2: and she kin thought that was very interesting, and I

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Speaker 3: We should go to Lovely Mimi's doctor in Miami and

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Speaker 3: I can see if our fats line up, and then

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Speaker 3: I can inject. I can take fat out of my

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Speaker 3: stomach and put it in your ass, and.

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Speaker 2: Then we'll be like actual sisters, Oh my god, like

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Speaker 2: blood sisters. Like not enough that we have matching tattoos.

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Speaker 3: We also need to have each other's bodies inside of

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Speaker 3: one another, perfect, totally normal.

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Speaker 2: I got a BBL transfer from Erica, me and Erica.

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Speaker 3: That's my ass, I mean my stomach on her ass.

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Speaker 2: I got a fat transfer, what fat from me? And

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Speaker 2: Erica got bbl's. I'm the bb she's the l sorry anywhere.

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Speaker 2: We have a really special guest today, y'all. I'm very

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Speaker 2: excited to introduce to this show actress Mama and Motherfucker

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Speaker 2: Pop Store Parker McKenna Posy bie is everything.

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Speaker 3: I just love you guys.

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Speaker 2: We go off on tangents. They don't have to make

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Speaker 2: any sense.

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Speaker 3: Do you know your blood type?

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Speaker 4: I think I'm a positive And that's why I was like,

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Speaker 4: what is the what is the special one?

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Speaker 2: I mean, should we tell people? Because then maybe tell

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Speaker 2: me after I just like they're gonna come get us

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Speaker 2: a special I don't know, it's too much information. We

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Speaker 2: already have a lot of information on the internet. Just chill.

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Speaker 3: Even though I think I told everybody when I said

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Speaker 3: I think I told everyone like three times on an

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Speaker 4: But that's what I was wondering. You said the rare one.

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Speaker 4: I'm thinking I have the rare one.

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Speaker 2: So we're all cond it's a positive. A be positive

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Speaker 2: is the rarest blood that Jesus is blood?

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Speaker 3: Probably yea some special blood?

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Speaker 2: Say had they Where are the matching tattoos? I have

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Speaker 2: to know as well. We have our bad choices.

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Speaker 3: I love that, Yes, old English right.

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Speaker 2: I don't know why we didn't opt to get good

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Speaker 2: moms over. We just went straight for bad choices.

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Speaker 3: I don't want good moms on my body. I mean

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Speaker 3: that's a given.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, that's true, that's true. I know sometimes I always

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Speaker 2: wonder when I'm wearing like our bad Choicesclaus, I'm like,

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Speaker 2: I wonder if people are like, what the fuck is

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Speaker 2: she sporting her bad choices for it's provocative. It gets

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Speaker 2: like this episode of You've Steen It on Avid Elementary

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Speaker 2: Can you wear more appropriate clothes to the drop off?

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Speaker 2: She was like, excuse me, this is my braind and

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Speaker 3: I could see that you saw audition with her all

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Speaker 3: I've been out a name for like five years together.

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Speaker 3: Though auditioning though low key, it used to be shady

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Speaker 3: She had to come here and get off work and

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Speaker 3: The traffic used to be the word, Oh my god. Well,

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Speaker 3: I know, driving the Santa Monica driving five o'clock.

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Speaker 3: Now we do self tape, so like it's I don't

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Speaker 3: I said, the producers are going to be so distracted

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Speaker 2: And I so goosed dude, and I was like no.

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Speaker 3: And I was like, can I face Because I've been

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Speaker 3: She's like, girl, have my Most of my self tapes

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Speaker 3: Anyway, how was it working on that show as a kid?

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Speaker 4: I mean it didn't really feel like work. It was

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Speaker 3: acting even before that? No, that was like my first

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Speaker 2: And I know that well, I mean, if you get

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Speaker 2: So yeah, high school was fun for me. Did you

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Speaker 3: Yeah, I did somewhere like out here at La County.

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Speaker 4: Seeing the other girls that were there, like no matter

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Speaker 4: It was very interesting time, like booking a pilot for Nickelodeon,

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Speaker 2: But I don't know. I think that people made me

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Speaker 4: It, but I didn't internalize it as much. So I've

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Speaker 4: those girls, I still was confident in who I was,

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Speaker 4: Like I'm that girl period, you know. But there was

439
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Speaker 4: times where I don't know. I just right now, I'm

440
00:18:36,720 --> 00:18:39,040
Speaker 4: sitting here thinking about someone who was really really close

441
00:18:39,080 --> 00:18:40,720
Speaker 4: to me, who had the audacity to tell me like,

442
00:18:41,119 --> 00:18:43,600
Speaker 4: I will pay you like one hundred dollars every pound

443
00:18:43,680 --> 00:18:44,800
Speaker 4: you lose.

444
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Speaker 3: What wow, yes, so that I can make it that.

445
00:18:48,240 --> 00:18:52,320
Speaker 3: I think I was like fifteen, Oh no, yes, so

446
00:18:52,640 --> 00:18:54,360
Speaker 3: it was just an adult obviously.

447
00:18:54,119 --> 00:18:54,959
Speaker 2: Yeah, I was an adult.

448
00:18:55,160 --> 00:18:59,080
Speaker 3: And I just felt like when they said that to me, I.

449
00:18:59,040 --> 00:19:01,840
Speaker 4: Didn't really give a I was just like, fuck you, honestly,

450
00:19:01,840 --> 00:19:03,879
Speaker 4: because I knew that wasn't right, Like you shouldn't be

451
00:19:03,920 --> 00:19:06,199
Speaker 4: making anybody feel that way, no matter their age, and

452
00:19:06,359 --> 00:19:08,120
Speaker 4: just because you want me to get back out there

453
00:19:08,119 --> 00:19:11,199
Speaker 4: and start, you know, making get into this money or

454
00:19:11,200 --> 00:19:13,159
Speaker 4: whatever the case may be. So having my name out there,

455
00:19:13,200 --> 00:19:15,040
Speaker 4: it's like, right now, I'm gonna take the time to

456
00:19:15,160 --> 00:19:17,040
Speaker 4: just be a normal kid. So I think that's what

457
00:19:17,119 --> 00:19:18,639
Speaker 4: I did. I kind of did like a fuck you

458
00:19:18,720 --> 00:19:23,000
Speaker 4: to those people, and just I knew I was that girl, like, yeah,

459
00:19:23,040 --> 00:19:23,320
Speaker 4: I have.

460
00:19:23,359 --> 00:19:26,640
Speaker 3: Hips, I'm cute like other people seem to like it.

461
00:19:26,680 --> 00:19:28,159
Speaker 2: Like I was comfortable with myself.

462
00:19:28,160 --> 00:19:29,920
Speaker 4: So I was in tripping like I may not fit

463
00:19:30,000 --> 00:19:32,679
Speaker 4: in this acting space right now, but maybe one day

464
00:19:32,720 --> 00:19:35,399
Speaker 4: I will. And you know, when I became a woman,

465
00:19:35,440 --> 00:19:37,160
Speaker 4: I felt like, okay, cool, I'm.

466
00:19:37,240 --> 00:19:38,399
Speaker 2: I can stand in this body.

467
00:19:38,400 --> 00:19:39,679
Speaker 3: No one's gonna be able to tell me, oh, well,

468
00:19:39,720 --> 00:19:41,440
Speaker 3: you can't play this role or you know, you have

469
00:19:41,480 --> 00:19:43,200
Speaker 3: to play these little kid roles anymore.

470
00:19:43,240 --> 00:19:45,240
Speaker 4: Like I'm an adult now I can go for older

471
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Speaker 4: roles or you know, take me as I come though

472
00:19:48,160 --> 00:19:51,199
Speaker 4: as well, like this is me. Yeah, I've been so

473
00:19:51,240 --> 00:19:53,960
Speaker 4: many different shapes and sizes though. I feel like, do

474
00:19:54,000 --> 00:19:54,399
Speaker 4: you think.

475
00:19:54,240 --> 00:19:55,840
Speaker 3: That people like tried to hold you to like this,

476
00:19:56,000 --> 00:19:59,399
Speaker 3: Like I don't know, Like like we've interviewed Jordan's sparks

477
00:19:59,400 --> 00:20:01,320
Speaker 3: before our Girls shout out to Jordan and shout out

478
00:20:01,359 --> 00:20:03,320
Speaker 3: to Jordan's who podcast. Check out her new podcast on

479
00:20:03,400 --> 00:20:07,440
Speaker 3: your media. And she was just expressing how like she's

480
00:20:07,480 --> 00:20:11,000
Speaker 3: been kind of pigeonholed in this like wholesome America's sweetheart

481
00:20:11,320 --> 00:20:14,560
Speaker 3: and she's a whole mom and obviously she's had she's

482
00:20:14,560 --> 00:20:18,879
Speaker 3: fucking yeah, yeah, you have to do that most times.

483
00:20:18,920 --> 00:20:23,280
Speaker 3: Like how like you know your audience wants to like

484
00:20:23,480 --> 00:20:25,840
Speaker 3: keep you on that box because that's something you've encountered.

485
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Speaker 4: Well, absolutely, that was another thing. I feel like that

486
00:20:28,560 --> 00:20:30,879
Speaker 4: was another thing, a part of my rebellion stage. I

487
00:20:30,920 --> 00:20:33,359
Speaker 4: don't really feel like I was rebelling, but like looking

488
00:20:33,400 --> 00:20:36,359
Speaker 4: back now, I do. I see some of the things

489
00:20:36,359 --> 00:20:38,120
Speaker 4: that I used to post when I was nineteen or whatever.

490
00:20:38,119 --> 00:20:40,280
Speaker 4: I'm like, okay, like you were in your bag, my love,

491
00:20:40,400 --> 00:20:43,480
Speaker 4: like you were feeling yourself and you're like, you know, fucking.

492
00:20:43,359 --> 00:20:44,399
Speaker 3: Fuck the world, fuck what.

493
00:20:44,480 --> 00:20:46,960
Speaker 2: Everybody was just lose weight, do this.

494
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Speaker 3: You're oh you're you're too black, You're or you're not

495
00:20:49,359 --> 00:20:51,480
Speaker 3: black enough, or oh no the white girl got or

496
00:20:51,520 --> 00:20:53,480
Speaker 3: whatever the case may be. Like it was just always

497
00:20:53,520 --> 00:20:56,439
Speaker 3: them trying to fit me, mold me into being able

498
00:20:56,480 --> 00:20:57,600
Speaker 3: to succeed in.

499
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Speaker 2: What they wanted for me.

500
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Speaker 4: But yeah, yeah, I do feel that way. I've been

501
00:21:04,160 --> 00:21:07,520
Speaker 4: speaking on it more and I know people are probably

502
00:21:07,520 --> 00:21:09,199
Speaker 4: irritated by it, but yeah, I don't want to be

503
00:21:09,200 --> 00:21:11,000
Speaker 4: in anybody's box anymore. I feel like I can be

504
00:21:11,040 --> 00:21:13,159
Speaker 4: whatever the fuck I want to be. Honestly, Yeah, you

505
00:21:13,200 --> 00:21:14,119
Speaker 4: can as I should.

506
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Speaker 2: Yeah. I think every teenage, preteen adolescent goes through that transition, right,

507
00:21:18,760 --> 00:21:21,080
Speaker 2: especially as a woman, Like there's a there's literally a

508
00:21:21,160 --> 00:21:23,320
Speaker 2: rite of passage when you get a period. There's literally

509
00:21:23,359 --> 00:21:25,280
Speaker 2: like a time in your life. I don't feel like

510
00:21:25,280 --> 00:21:26,639
Speaker 2: a little girl, even when a lot of times you

511
00:21:26,640 --> 00:21:29,320
Speaker 2: don't know shit. Still right, we're still learning. But it's

512
00:21:29,359 --> 00:21:31,560
Speaker 2: like there's a coming of age that I feel like

513
00:21:31,640 --> 00:21:35,600
Speaker 2: our society doesn't really embrace or welcome, especially as Black girls.

514
00:21:35,640 --> 00:21:38,080
Speaker 2: It's always like, oh, you're too fast, you're being fast,

515
00:21:38,080 --> 00:21:42,440
Speaker 2: and like there's this adultifying and like sexualizing that happens

516
00:21:42,480 --> 00:21:46,399
Speaker 2: to I think like the teenage girl that that doesn't

517
00:21:46,440 --> 00:21:49,760
Speaker 2: really allow us to step fully into it, and it's confusing,

518
00:21:49,880 --> 00:21:52,480
Speaker 2: you know, and so like we're always like battling between

519
00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:57,160
Speaker 2: being innocent and also stepping into our sensuality as women,

520
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Speaker 2: and what that looks like. And we don't really have

521
00:21:59,680 --> 00:22:03,520
Speaker 2: cold cultures that embrace that. Whereas for men, they're like, yeah,

522
00:22:03,560 --> 00:22:04,960
Speaker 2: you know you're gonna get a you know what I mean,

523
00:22:04,960 --> 00:22:07,879
Speaker 2: Like they talk about like losing their virginity and you know,

524
00:22:07,920 --> 00:22:10,240
Speaker 2: like they're egged on in that way and get a

525
00:22:10,280 --> 00:22:11,960
Speaker 2: little papa hair or the middle of honor.

526
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Speaker 5: Right.

527
00:22:12,880 --> 00:22:15,240
Speaker 2: But for women and so for you to like have

528
00:22:15,280 --> 00:22:18,520
Speaker 2: to experience that, you know, kind of in the spotlight.

529
00:22:18,560 --> 00:22:20,960
Speaker 2: And also you got that role really young, and that's

530
00:22:20,960 --> 00:22:22,879
Speaker 2: what the world remembers you as like, but it's like

531
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Speaker 2: bitch time moves.

532
00:22:24,359 --> 00:22:27,800
Speaker 4: Everybody just continuously sees me as like their little sister

533
00:22:28,200 --> 00:22:30,760
Speaker 4: or like you know, I'm there, they're my aunt or

534
00:22:30,760 --> 00:22:32,080
Speaker 4: what you know what I'm saying. And it's like I

535
00:22:32,119 --> 00:22:33,919
Speaker 4: get that because that's the role that I play. So

536
00:22:34,000 --> 00:22:36,359
Speaker 4: I try and like, you know, I respect every It

537
00:22:36,440 --> 00:22:38,960
Speaker 4: was annoying at the nineteen, like the sixteen tonight, I

538
00:22:39,000 --> 00:22:41,040
Speaker 4: was like I fucking hate like stop calling me Katie,

539
00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:42,679
Speaker 4: you know. But now at my grown age, I'm like,

540
00:22:42,680 --> 00:22:45,399
Speaker 4: I get it. I understand that that's that's just the

541
00:22:45,440 --> 00:22:46,560
Speaker 4: idea that you guys.

542
00:22:46,320 --> 00:22:46,760
Speaker 2: Have of me.

543
00:22:46,880 --> 00:22:49,320
Speaker 4: But I'm also like, please allow me the space to

544
00:22:49,400 --> 00:22:51,720
Speaker 4: like grow and like just be myself as well, because

545
00:22:51,720 --> 00:22:54,720
Speaker 4: I can't be Katie forever. It's like, that's that's a

546
00:22:54,720 --> 00:22:58,720
Speaker 4: lot of pressure. Oh, yes, I can only be Parker.

547
00:22:58,800 --> 00:23:02,200
Speaker 4: So I hate to disappoint you, but you know, so, Yeah,

548
00:23:02,280 --> 00:23:05,240
Speaker 4: it's definitely an interesting space. But I'm feeling more comfortable

549
00:23:05,240 --> 00:23:06,840
Speaker 4: to talk about it, you know, here with you guys

550
00:23:06,920 --> 00:23:08,320
Speaker 4: and just be like it is what it is. And

551
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:10,800
Speaker 4: the more I talk about it, hopefully people maybe they'll

552
00:23:10,880 --> 00:23:13,280
Speaker 4: understand a little bit more and be like, oh, okay, okay.

553
00:23:13,040 --> 00:23:16,200
Speaker 2: Cool absolutely, And your mom right, I am a mom?

554
00:23:16,480 --> 00:23:18,600
Speaker 3: Yeah, girl mom, I am a girl mom.

555
00:23:18,800 --> 00:23:22,320
Speaker 2: How did your daughter she's four and so she were

556
00:23:22,359 --> 00:23:23,439
Speaker 2: in twenty six when you had her?

557
00:23:23,520 --> 00:23:25,800
Speaker 3: I was twenty five. Yeah, I had just turned twenty five.

558
00:23:25,920 --> 00:23:27,840
Speaker 3: She'll be five in December.

559
00:23:28,359 --> 00:23:30,040
Speaker 2: Yeah, And how was your birth? Like? What was that

560
00:23:30,119 --> 00:23:30,919
Speaker 2: process like for you?

561
00:23:31,280 --> 00:23:35,199
Speaker 3: I had a natural labor. I had her at a

562
00:23:35,240 --> 00:23:38,960
Speaker 3: birthding center and shout out to pure Births and go there.

563
00:23:39,080 --> 00:23:41,920
Speaker 4: I love them so much. I had an amazing experience there.

564
00:23:42,000 --> 00:23:45,840
Speaker 4: It was fifteen hours of silence pretty much.

565
00:23:45,880 --> 00:23:46,679
Speaker 2: That's what I wanted.

566
00:23:46,760 --> 00:23:48,440
Speaker 3: I didn't want anything.

567
00:23:48,640 --> 00:23:51,480
Speaker 4: I did like hypno birthing, which is like you hypnotize

568
00:23:51,520 --> 00:23:53,480
Speaker 4: yourself all this shit listen.

569
00:23:53,520 --> 00:23:55,280
Speaker 3: It was COVID, so I had a lot of time on.

570
00:23:55,280 --> 00:23:58,040
Speaker 2: My hands to just go with it. Really got a

571
00:23:58,160 --> 00:24:01,320
Speaker 2: lot like oh you know that I watched all the

572
00:24:01,440 --> 00:24:05,639
Speaker 2: videos fucking orgasmic birds, hit no birds, every birds.

573
00:24:05,680 --> 00:24:07,720
Speaker 4: You can think, it's a lot, but it was fun,

574
00:24:07,800 --> 00:24:11,040
Speaker 4: like really having the time and the energy to be like, oh, well,

575
00:24:11,119 --> 00:24:13,359
Speaker 4: learn all of these things and have the option.

576
00:24:13,520 --> 00:24:15,080
Speaker 3: You know. My mom was like, why the fuck are

577
00:24:15,119 --> 00:24:16,919
Speaker 3: you having your baby out of birthing center? Like she

578
00:24:17,040 --> 00:24:18,600
Speaker 3: just did not down to the day.

579
00:24:18,680 --> 00:24:20,560
Speaker 4: She was just like, why are you doing You trying

580
00:24:20,560 --> 00:24:22,240
Speaker 4: to stress me out, mom, And I'm just like, girl,

581
00:24:22,240 --> 00:24:24,560
Speaker 4: it's happening. This is where I'm having my baby, like

582
00:24:24,600 --> 00:24:26,239
Speaker 4: this is what And it was during COVID, so it

583
00:24:26,280 --> 00:24:29,080
Speaker 4: was just it was a stressful time, but it was

584
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Speaker 4: It was a great experience.

585
00:24:30,320 --> 00:24:31,640
Speaker 2: And yes, I did it in silence.

586
00:24:31,680 --> 00:24:34,399
Speaker 4: I didn't use any of the hypno birthing sounds music

587
00:24:34,440 --> 00:24:35,800
Speaker 4: that I paid all this money for.

588
00:24:36,480 --> 00:24:37,600
Speaker 2: I didn't think. I didn't know.

589
00:24:37,720 --> 00:24:40,399
Speaker 4: I didn't listen to the playlist that I created, you know,

590
00:24:40,440 --> 00:24:44,440
Speaker 4: the Sevie Wonder and the Amy. There was nothing nothing, No, Jeneicho,

591
00:24:44,680 --> 00:24:45,879
Speaker 4: there was nothing.

592
00:24:45,880 --> 00:24:47,600
Speaker 2: Why did you get in that? Baby? It was a

593
00:24:47,680 --> 00:24:50,560
Speaker 2: real fash to me, and I'm gonna just sit right

594
00:24:50,600 --> 00:24:51,920
Speaker 2: here and just get through this.

595
00:24:52,200 --> 00:24:54,960
Speaker 3: But it was it was amazing, and I just remember

596
00:24:55,000 --> 00:24:57,560
Speaker 3: it was raining and I just felt like the angels

597
00:24:57,600 --> 00:25:00,399
Speaker 3: were crying. My baby was being born, and it was

598
00:25:00,480 --> 00:25:02,320
Speaker 3: just like, yeah, I don't know it. It was a good time.

599
00:25:02,400 --> 00:25:05,000
Speaker 2: It's a good time. It's beautiful. Yeah. I think.

600
00:25:05,080 --> 00:25:07,960
Speaker 3: I think so often people don't feel empowered in their

601
00:25:08,040 --> 00:25:11,320
Speaker 3: birthing process, and whenever I hear stories like that, it

602
00:25:11,320 --> 00:25:13,200
Speaker 3: makes me so happy because I don't.

603
00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:14,760
Speaker 2: I didn't really feel empowered in it.

604
00:25:14,960 --> 00:25:17,000
Speaker 3: But I know that if I now, if I ever

605
00:25:17,040 --> 00:25:20,840
Speaker 3: had a child, I'm so much more equipped and ready

606
00:25:20,880 --> 00:25:23,239
Speaker 3: to use my voice. I think before I was like

607
00:25:23,480 --> 00:25:28,320
Speaker 3: really just scared, Like they make pregnancies seem like this

608
00:25:28,520 --> 00:25:31,960
Speaker 3: scary thing. And it's like my mom always says, which

609
00:25:32,000 --> 00:25:34,800
Speaker 3: is funny because she was totally not for me having

610
00:25:34,840 --> 00:25:37,800
Speaker 3: a natural like a giving birth at home, but she's

611
00:25:37,800 --> 00:25:40,080
Speaker 3: always says to me, like being pregnant as a sign

612
00:25:40,160 --> 00:25:43,400
Speaker 3: of health, that your body is like functioning in its

613
00:25:43,480 --> 00:25:47,120
Speaker 3: highest regard, and like not to not to disregard women

614
00:25:47,160 --> 00:25:50,480
Speaker 3: that are struggling having babies. But it is, it is,

615
00:25:50,520 --> 00:25:52,920
Speaker 3: and it's like it and it should be. It should

616
00:25:52,920 --> 00:25:56,199
Speaker 3: be revered as this beautiful, powerful ride of passage, and

617
00:25:56,240 --> 00:25:58,720
Speaker 3: the mother should should lead the experience the way that

618
00:25:58,800 --> 00:26:00,160
Speaker 3: she wants, uninter.

619
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Speaker 2: Yes in a cooward like I just did that. The

620
00:26:03,200 --> 00:26:05,679
Speaker 2: fuck I just brought a whole human in. Yeah, And

621
00:26:05,720 --> 00:26:07,760
Speaker 2: so often that's why I really appreciate you saying you

622
00:26:08,119 --> 00:26:10,240
Speaker 2: dove into the videos, you dove into the books. A

623
00:26:10,280 --> 00:26:12,440
Speaker 2: lot of people don't, and then they get to the day, they're.

624
00:26:12,280 --> 00:26:16,520
Speaker 4: Like, fuck, being at the hospital alone, even going when

625
00:26:16,560 --> 00:26:18,639
Speaker 4: you're sick is scary, Like you know what, It's just

626
00:26:18,680 --> 00:26:20,879
Speaker 4: it's just seems like a very scary place sometimes, and

627
00:26:20,960 --> 00:26:25,440
Speaker 4: I just I prefer I'm like our ancestors were in

628
00:26:25,480 --> 00:26:27,600
Speaker 4: the woods, like doing I had to tell my mom

629
00:26:27,640 --> 00:26:29,879
Speaker 4: this several times. I'm just like, my love, please stop

630
00:26:29,920 --> 00:26:31,960
Speaker 4: talking to me about this, because I know my body

631
00:26:32,000 --> 00:26:33,680
Speaker 4: when it's time, it's gonna know what.

632
00:26:33,760 --> 00:26:36,040
Speaker 3: To do, Like this is what we do. It's gonna

633
00:26:36,040 --> 00:26:38,840
Speaker 3: be okay. It's gonna hurt, but it's gonna be okay.

634
00:26:39,080 --> 00:26:40,960
Speaker 3: But I think, yeah, we all should have the right

635
00:26:41,000 --> 00:26:43,080
Speaker 3: to decide how we want our birth to go, our

636
00:26:43,160 --> 00:26:46,560
Speaker 3: labor to go and get a doula and like I said,

637
00:26:47,200 --> 00:26:49,639
Speaker 3: pure births or a birthing center something like that, just

638
00:26:49,640 --> 00:26:52,280
Speaker 3: because they advocate for us and it's like a woman

639
00:26:52,400 --> 00:26:55,040
Speaker 3: based space and they just you know, they love on

640
00:26:55,160 --> 00:26:57,359
Speaker 3: you in that time. It's supposed to be a beautiful time.

641
00:26:57,400 --> 00:27:00,000
Speaker 3: It shouldn't have been a scary one. I know, unfortunately

642
00:27:00,359 --> 00:27:02,399
Speaker 3: my experience, but I'm you know, I'm grateful for it

643
00:27:02,440 --> 00:27:04,119
Speaker 3: because I had to learn. I had to learn to

644
00:27:04,240 --> 00:27:06,520
Speaker 3: use my voice. I had to learn to advocate for myself.

645
00:27:06,640 --> 00:27:10,720
Speaker 3: And I think it's important for women listening with you're

646
00:27:10,720 --> 00:27:13,360
Speaker 3: pregnant right now and you're going through that moment right now,

647
00:27:13,359 --> 00:27:18,040
Speaker 3: and you've now betrayed your initial uh plan because of

648
00:27:18,119 --> 00:27:21,640
Speaker 3: other people. Bitch, go back, go back and revisit the plan.

649
00:27:22,000 --> 00:27:23,920
Speaker 3: Because if I could do it over again, I would

650
00:27:23,920 --> 00:27:26,879
Speaker 3: have ignored everybody, including my baby daddy, and did what

651
00:27:26,960 --> 00:27:28,840
Speaker 3: I know, what I knew my body could do. Because

652
00:27:28,840 --> 00:27:30,560
Speaker 3: I ended up having a sea section, which is not

653
00:27:30,720 --> 00:27:33,679
Speaker 3: what I wanted, you know, And so I don't know

654
00:27:33,840 --> 00:27:36,399
Speaker 3: one day, one day soon ish, and you know, they

655
00:27:36,640 --> 00:27:39,080
Speaker 3: they have the audocity to tell women let me not

656
00:27:39,160 --> 00:27:44,120
Speaker 3: say anything untrue. But what I've heard is that they.

657
00:27:44,000 --> 00:27:46,280
Speaker 2: Tell you if you have a sea section, you can't.

658
00:27:47,640 --> 00:27:48,520
Speaker 3: It's a lot true.

659
00:27:48,640 --> 00:27:51,720
Speaker 4: It's why I think you educate these women and do

660
00:27:51,800 --> 00:27:54,360
Speaker 4: your research. Yeah, really, really do your research and yeah,

661
00:27:54,520 --> 00:27:55,600
Speaker 4: just just in your body.

662
00:27:55,720 --> 00:27:57,600
Speaker 2: Yeah yeah. Is it crazy that you try to tell

663
00:27:57,600 --> 00:27:59,200
Speaker 2: you some shit that you'd like? Bitch? How are you

664
00:27:59,200 --> 00:28:01,400
Speaker 2: gonna tell me what I could do? It is doable? Yeah,

665
00:28:01,480 --> 00:28:02,720
Speaker 2: that's crazy. Yeah.

666
00:28:03,200 --> 00:28:04,680
Speaker 3: So we have a segment on our show called bad

667
00:28:04,760 --> 00:28:06,840
Speaker 3: Choice of the Week. Do you have you made any

668
00:28:06,880 --> 00:28:07,880
Speaker 3: bad choices this week?

669
00:28:07,920 --> 00:28:08,280
Speaker 2: Parker?

670
00:28:09,119 --> 00:28:12,840
Speaker 5: Not a bad mom, but a bad mom?

671
00:28:12,960 --> 00:28:22,680
Speaker 2: So good have I made any? Oh? Oh?

672
00:28:22,960 --> 00:28:26,359
Speaker 3: I kind of made a bad choice today. I guess

673
00:28:26,400 --> 00:28:28,560
Speaker 3: maybe this week has been kind of boring. I'm sorry

674
00:28:28,680 --> 00:28:30,320
Speaker 3: it really has. Or this month?

675
00:28:30,560 --> 00:28:31,080
Speaker 2: This month?

676
00:28:31,160 --> 00:28:33,600
Speaker 3: Okay, so a bad choice, I'll could be good, but

677
00:28:33,680 --> 00:28:35,120
Speaker 3: you know fun did good?

678
00:28:35,200 --> 00:28:35,360
Speaker 5: Right?

679
00:28:35,440 --> 00:28:36,560
Speaker 2: Did it end up being good?

680
00:28:36,720 --> 00:28:36,920
Speaker 1: Yeah?

681
00:28:36,920 --> 00:28:38,440
Speaker 2: I mean because bad as relative.

682
00:28:38,520 --> 00:28:40,760
Speaker 3: I mean even us being called good mom's bad choices

683
00:28:40,840 --> 00:28:41,720
Speaker 3: like I smoke weed.

684
00:28:41,760 --> 00:28:43,840
Speaker 2: Some people would say that's bad. I think that's great.

685
00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:49,000
Speaker 4: Okay, I'm gonna give you two, so I'll give you

686
00:28:49,040 --> 00:28:51,480
Speaker 4: one this week. So and I'll give you one this month.

687
00:28:52,000 --> 00:28:56,200
Speaker 4: So I my baby ditch school today. So she wasn't

688
00:28:56,200 --> 00:28:59,560
Speaker 4: feeling good these past couple of days. But this morning

689
00:28:59,600 --> 00:29:01,280
Speaker 4: I was just feeling kind of selfish and I just

690
00:29:01,440 --> 00:29:03,320
Speaker 4: was tired and I wanted to just love on my

691
00:29:03,400 --> 00:29:04,160
Speaker 4: girl this morning.

692
00:29:04,240 --> 00:29:05,040
Speaker 2: So no school.

693
00:29:05,440 --> 00:29:07,560
Speaker 3: We did did cheese today for the first time because

694
00:29:07,560 --> 00:29:09,960
Speaker 3: she just started TK, so it's like school.

695
00:29:10,360 --> 00:29:12,160
Speaker 2: Yeah, you know it's school.

696
00:29:11,840 --> 00:29:14,200
Speaker 4: But it's not really school. They're probably just there playing

697
00:29:14,200 --> 00:29:16,520
Speaker 4: with sand all damn day. But yeah, we did in

698
00:29:16,520 --> 00:29:17,360
Speaker 4: school yesterday.

699
00:29:17,360 --> 00:29:20,520
Speaker 3: And my daughter is fully in fifth grade, so let

700
00:29:20,520 --> 00:29:22,280
Speaker 3: me tell you it doesn't end in TK.

701
00:29:23,520 --> 00:29:24,520
Speaker 2: I know it was raining.

702
00:29:24,560 --> 00:29:26,680
Speaker 3: It was the first day of rain in LA, and

703
00:29:26,720 --> 00:29:30,040
Speaker 3: she did. She woke up like coughing, and I was like,

704
00:29:30,560 --> 00:29:32,560
Speaker 3: are you sick? Seems like sick, just like I don't

705
00:29:32,640 --> 00:29:34,360
Speaker 3: feel well. She was like, you were doing the most.

706
00:29:34,360 --> 00:29:35,400
Speaker 3: I was like, you ain't got to do all it.

707
00:29:36,080 --> 00:29:38,600
Speaker 3: You're not doing like it's fine. You don't have to

708
00:29:38,600 --> 00:29:41,800
Speaker 3: put on a rainy days out the best though. Yeah,

709
00:29:41,840 --> 00:29:45,840
Speaker 3: it was okay for this month. Okay, so, like you said,

710
00:29:45,880 --> 00:29:47,960
Speaker 3: some people probably view it as bad. I've gotten a

711
00:29:48,000 --> 00:29:50,280
Speaker 3: lot of shit for this interview that I did recently,

712
00:29:50,320 --> 00:29:52,960
Speaker 3: But I feel like, honestly, it lifted a weight off

713
00:29:53,000 --> 00:29:55,880
Speaker 3: of my shoulders. Like a lot of the things that

714
00:29:55,920 --> 00:29:58,520
Speaker 3: I did speak on in the interview, I feel.

715
00:29:58,280 --> 00:29:59,520
Speaker 2: Like I just I'm free.

716
00:29:59,680 --> 00:30:01,520
Speaker 3: I don't know how to explain it, and it's like

717
00:30:01,600 --> 00:30:04,920
Speaker 3: maybe me rebelling. Some people may view as like, girl,

718
00:30:05,000 --> 00:30:05,640
Speaker 3: you're you're.

719
00:30:05,480 --> 00:30:08,080
Speaker 4: Doing too much, or you're revealing too much, or whatever

720
00:30:08,160 --> 00:30:10,160
Speaker 4: the case, you know, because I've heard so many things.

721
00:30:10,240 --> 00:30:13,120
Speaker 4: But yeah, so some people think it was a bad choice,

722
00:30:13,120 --> 00:30:14,840
Speaker 4: and I was kind of feeling bad about it too.

723
00:30:14,880 --> 00:30:17,760
Speaker 4: I was having Hella anxiety about that interview coming out

724
00:30:17,800 --> 00:30:20,080
Speaker 4: for some reason, but once it came.

725
00:30:19,880 --> 00:30:22,480
Speaker 3: Out, I just feel free and lighter.

726
00:30:22,960 --> 00:30:24,920
Speaker 2: The interview with Cam oh oh yeah.

727
00:30:25,000 --> 00:30:27,560
Speaker 3: Yeah, so that was like I felt like it was

728
00:30:27,600 --> 00:30:28,240
Speaker 3: a bad choice.

729
00:30:28,240 --> 00:30:30,040
Speaker 4: Even my therapist. I was about to tell you, guys.

730
00:30:30,080 --> 00:30:31,440
Speaker 4: I talked to my therapist and she was.

731
00:30:31,520 --> 00:30:34,640
Speaker 2: Like I would have told you before, like absolutely not

732
00:30:34,640 --> 00:30:41,959
Speaker 2: not go on there now. Your therapist warning you this

733
00:30:42,040 --> 00:30:43,720
Speaker 2: is not going for her mental health. She's not coming.

734
00:30:43,760 --> 00:30:45,440
Speaker 2: I don't care how many downloads they get.

735
00:30:45,800 --> 00:30:48,600
Speaker 3: No, literally, she's my girl, though. She keeps it fucking

736
00:30:48,640 --> 00:30:51,080
Speaker 3: real with me, Like I found literally the best therapist

737
00:30:53,360 --> 00:30:56,800
Speaker 3: shout out to you, even when say your names, just kidding.

738
00:30:57,560 --> 00:30:58,520
Speaker 3: What was freeing about it?

739
00:30:59,360 --> 00:31:01,960
Speaker 4: Just getting so much shit off of my chest and like,

740
00:31:02,040 --> 00:31:06,520
Speaker 4: honestly just even I just okay. So I feel bad

741
00:31:06,760 --> 00:31:09,920
Speaker 4: talking about my experiences sometimes because they involve other people,

742
00:31:09,920 --> 00:31:11,880
Speaker 4: and I don't want to like bash anybody or hurt

743
00:31:11,960 --> 00:31:14,680
Speaker 4: anybody with my words or just by telling my truth.

744
00:31:15,040 --> 00:31:17,680
Speaker 4: My truth may hurt others, you know, But it was

745
00:31:17,720 --> 00:31:21,000
Speaker 4: freeing for me to reveal some of the things that

746
00:31:21,040 --> 00:31:22,760
Speaker 4: I've been going through, where some of the things that

747
00:31:22,840 --> 00:31:24,920
Speaker 4: bother me, even people putting me in a box like

748
00:31:25,000 --> 00:31:27,240
Speaker 4: things like that. It's like, sometimes I may have something

749
00:31:27,280 --> 00:31:30,080
Speaker 4: to say about even a fucking movie set that I've

750
00:31:30,120 --> 00:31:31,560
Speaker 4: been on. I may want to come sit down with

751
00:31:31,600 --> 00:31:33,440
Speaker 4: you guys and be like, what the fuck this happened?

752
00:31:33,440 --> 00:31:36,160
Speaker 4: And this and then that may bother somebody, but like

753
00:31:36,200 --> 00:31:38,360
Speaker 4: this is my life too, and I have to.

754
00:31:39,360 --> 00:31:41,760
Speaker 2: Move forward, Yes, I have to moving forward.

755
00:31:41,880 --> 00:31:44,680
Speaker 3: So yeah, and I think that's like, of course there's

756
00:31:44,720 --> 00:31:47,640
Speaker 3: going to be people that are haters because they're just lonely,

757
00:31:47,680 --> 00:31:50,600
Speaker 3: sad people. But there's a lot of people that I'm

758
00:31:50,640 --> 00:31:51,840
Speaker 3: not speaking for you because I don't know if this

759
00:31:51,880 --> 00:31:55,240
Speaker 3: is your experience, I know that for us, like people.

760
00:31:55,000 --> 00:31:55,840
Speaker 2: Need to hear that shit.

761
00:31:56,120 --> 00:31:58,440
Speaker 3: Like there's a lot of people that you know, see

762
00:31:58,480 --> 00:32:00,760
Speaker 3: you or see you know, people that are in the

763
00:32:00,760 --> 00:32:04,560
Speaker 3: spotlight and think that they're living like these perfect lives

764
00:32:04,680 --> 00:32:06,960
Speaker 3: or that like, oh that happened to them, But they're rich,

765
00:32:07,040 --> 00:32:09,640
Speaker 3: so it doesn't matter. Everything's fine, you know, And it's

766
00:32:09,640 --> 00:32:11,960
Speaker 3: like no, And we're even seeing that like play out

767
00:32:11,960 --> 00:32:15,680
Speaker 3: with like Ayisha Curry talking about her fucking marriage and

768
00:32:15,720 --> 00:32:18,560
Speaker 3: her you know, aspirations for more and like everyone up

769
00:32:18,560 --> 00:32:19,360
Speaker 3: in arms.

770
00:32:19,120 --> 00:32:22,680
Speaker 2: Like how dare she can't? How dare she be a

771
00:32:22,720 --> 00:32:24,400
Speaker 2: great fun? Yeah?

772
00:32:25,520 --> 00:32:27,640
Speaker 4: I was just literally having this conversation with somebody like

773
00:32:27,680 --> 00:32:28,840
Speaker 4: she just needs to be grateful.

774
00:32:29,080 --> 00:32:31,680
Speaker 2: Like it's just like, bitch can't have other other feelings.

775
00:32:31,720 --> 00:32:33,800
Speaker 4: She has to have an identity outside of her husband

776
00:32:33,840 --> 00:32:36,000
Speaker 4: as well though, and her kids.

777
00:32:36,080 --> 00:32:39,120
Speaker 2: Is like we all do. Yeah.

778
00:32:39,160 --> 00:32:42,320
Speaker 3: I think that men and women would love women to

779
00:32:42,320 --> 00:32:45,600
Speaker 3: shut the fuck up and just like take take it and.

780
00:32:45,680 --> 00:32:48,160
Speaker 2: These crumbs I'm giving you, bitch and shut up. Yeah,

781
00:32:48,280 --> 00:32:48,960
Speaker 2: clean the kitchen.

782
00:32:49,480 --> 00:32:51,480
Speaker 3: But you know, it takes women that are brave and

783
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:56,120
Speaker 3: bold to push the needle and move society forward in

784
00:32:56,160 --> 00:32:59,720
Speaker 3: a better positive way because us historically being silent hasn't

785
00:32:59,760 --> 00:33:02,600
Speaker 3: worked so well, and so I'm really proud of you

786
00:33:02,800 --> 00:33:06,760
Speaker 3: for being able to feel confident enough to speak your truth,

787
00:33:06,840 --> 00:33:09,240
Speaker 3: especially on a platform like Cam's, which I feel is

788
00:33:09,240 --> 00:33:12,560
Speaker 3: a bit low vibrational in my opinion, don't think he's

789
00:33:12,600 --> 00:33:18,040
Speaker 3: the most sharpest tool in the shed. And still and

790
00:33:18,200 --> 00:33:20,760
Speaker 3: feel and feel like a sense of relief even still,

791
00:33:21,360 --> 00:33:23,640
Speaker 3: So that's that's a bad choice.

792
00:33:23,640 --> 00:33:24,200
Speaker 2: That went good?

793
00:33:24,480 --> 00:33:27,080
Speaker 3: Yeah, exactly, Yeah, it turned out. I'm okay.

794
00:33:27,440 --> 00:33:29,760
Speaker 2: It's an invitation that like the things that scare you

795
00:33:29,760 --> 00:33:31,959
Speaker 2: are often the things that free you, you know, like

796
00:33:32,000 --> 00:33:33,959
Speaker 2: stepping into those you said that today the things that

797
00:33:33,960 --> 00:33:36,440
Speaker 2: frighten you is like, damn, maybe if it scares me,

798
00:33:36,480 --> 00:33:37,960
Speaker 2: it's something I need to do, just to prove that

799
00:33:38,040 --> 00:33:40,360
Speaker 2: I know that I can, you know, because, like you said,

800
00:33:40,440 --> 00:33:42,120
Speaker 2: especially as black women, it's a big deal for us

801
00:33:42,160 --> 00:33:43,960
Speaker 2: to be able to speak our minds and our truths,

802
00:33:44,160 --> 00:33:46,240
Speaker 2: and it's important or else the narrative will always be

803
00:33:46,520 --> 00:33:50,200
Speaker 2: of from the patriarchy perspective, and we all know how

804
00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:53,280
Speaker 2: fucking damaging that is. Yeah, it's true, though, I think

805
00:33:53,320 --> 00:33:56,840
Speaker 2: that the patriarchy prefers women that just shut the fuck

806
00:33:56,920 --> 00:33:58,600
Speaker 2: up and take what they can get and someone like

807
00:33:58,880 --> 00:34:03,040
Speaker 2: Steph Curry, who's apparently everybody all the men went a

808
00:34:03,040 --> 00:34:06,280
Speaker 2: psyc is dick because they can't just like handle the

809
00:34:06,320 --> 00:34:08,560
Speaker 2: wife just saying it wasn't even a criticism, It was

810
00:34:08,600 --> 00:34:12,319
Speaker 2: just an honest statements, like why does everything have to

811
00:34:12,360 --> 00:34:15,759
Speaker 2: be in relation to this relationship? And like I'm going

812
00:34:15,840 --> 00:34:19,319
Speaker 2: to show individually, yes I have children and yes I'm

813
00:34:19,360 --> 00:34:22,600
Speaker 2: a wife. And she spoke really well, she.

814
00:34:22,640 --> 00:34:24,880
Speaker 3: Spoke beautifully about him on the episode. It was just

815
00:34:24,880 --> 00:34:27,759
Speaker 3: this one clipped moment and that they ran with what

816
00:34:27,920 --> 00:34:28,080
Speaker 3: was it?

817
00:34:28,160 --> 00:34:29,759
Speaker 2: I didn't I don't I didn't see. Oh.

818
00:34:29,760 --> 00:34:34,360
Speaker 3: She was just basically saying, how you know, before before

819
00:34:34,680 --> 00:34:37,880
Speaker 3: marriage and kids, like she had dreams of being like

820
00:34:38,160 --> 00:34:40,160
Speaker 3: a corporate girly or like was that really said? Or

821
00:34:40,200 --> 00:34:42,520
Speaker 3: like she had big dreams of like having her own

822
00:34:42,560 --> 00:34:45,920
Speaker 3: career and like, you know, not being like a mom

823
00:34:46,000 --> 00:34:49,840
Speaker 3: at twenty two. And you know, although she doesn't regret

824
00:34:49,880 --> 00:34:52,919
Speaker 3: her children or her marriage, like you know, there's things

825
00:34:52,960 --> 00:34:55,879
Speaker 3: that her husband just doesn't understand in regards to like

826
00:34:56,719 --> 00:35:00,920
Speaker 3: the kind of like this this sadness that I think

827
00:35:00,920 --> 00:35:03,759
Speaker 3: a lot of women feel like they've missed out on

828
00:35:03,800 --> 00:35:06,920
Speaker 3: something because you do you do miss out on things

829
00:35:06,960 --> 00:35:08,160
Speaker 3: when you're when you're a mom, like.

830
00:35:08,160 --> 00:35:09,280
Speaker 2: Especially a young asthma.

831
00:35:09,520 --> 00:35:11,960
Speaker 3: Yeah, and like you can't get that time back, you know.

832
00:35:12,200 --> 00:35:14,959
Speaker 3: And I'm obviously like God puts you on the path

833
00:35:15,040 --> 00:35:16,680
Speaker 3: and whatever path you're supposed to be on. And like

834
00:35:16,719 --> 00:35:19,319
Speaker 3: I'm sure when she met Steph and married him, she

835
00:35:19,320 --> 00:35:21,480
Speaker 3: didn't know he was going to be like what he

836
00:35:21,680 --> 00:35:23,320
Speaker 3: what he is and his whole career was going to

837
00:35:23,360 --> 00:35:25,960
Speaker 3: basically become her identity.

838
00:35:25,440 --> 00:35:26,279
Speaker 2: In some capacity.

839
00:35:26,360 --> 00:35:28,480
Speaker 3: Like there's no and that's why women are like be grateful.

840
00:35:28,480 --> 00:35:30,160
Speaker 2: And it's like bitch, Like she didn't even know this.

841
00:35:30,160 --> 00:35:32,880
Speaker 3: Was going to be the trajectory of her fucking life.

842
00:35:33,000 --> 00:35:34,840
Speaker 2: Like and no one said.

843
00:35:34,640 --> 00:35:37,040
Speaker 4: She's not grateful, though, I think she's just allowed to.

844
00:35:37,239 --> 00:35:39,520
Speaker 4: Like two things can be true at one time, you know,

845
00:35:39,719 --> 00:35:41,880
Speaker 4: like Okay, I love my life. I'm so glad that

846
00:35:41,920 --> 00:35:44,919
Speaker 4: I'm here, but I also look back and I'm like, damn,

847
00:35:44,960 --> 00:35:46,839
Speaker 4: I wish I did this, Like that's okay to feel

848
00:35:46,880 --> 00:35:47,200
Speaker 4: that way.

849
00:35:47,280 --> 00:35:49,040
Speaker 3: The men are so I was like going back and

850
00:35:49,080 --> 00:35:50,920
Speaker 3: forth with this guy that I know in my DMS,

851
00:35:51,080 --> 00:35:53,680
Speaker 3: and I was just like shut up. He's like I know, Steve,

852
00:35:53,719 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 3: I'm like, niggad, no, you don't and she's she's God,

853
00:35:58,160 --> 00:36:01,040
Speaker 3: she's so annoying in person. I'm like, you could swear

854
00:36:01,160 --> 00:36:03,240
Speaker 3: she said she's a whore, no annoying person.

855
00:36:03,480 --> 00:36:05,400
Speaker 2: People swear that you're annoying for being in my dams

856
00:36:05,400 --> 00:36:06,680
Speaker 2: talking about a whole ass woman.

857
00:36:07,080 --> 00:36:09,480
Speaker 3: You know, girls like did you see her when she

858
00:36:09,680 --> 00:36:11,200
Speaker 3: was on the reel or some shit, and like some

859
00:36:11,320 --> 00:36:13,040
Speaker 3: fine guy came out and she like pretends like she

860
00:36:13,080 --> 00:36:14,279
Speaker 3: was gonna take her wedding ring off.

861
00:36:14,320 --> 00:36:17,399
Speaker 2: I'm like, it's a fucking jumb Like, imagine how many

862
00:36:17,440 --> 00:36:19,640
Speaker 2: business he's probably fucked. That's what I'm saying. Like, we

863
00:36:19,719 --> 00:36:22,000
Speaker 2: don't know this man's we don't know that. But I'm

864
00:36:22,000 --> 00:36:25,120
Speaker 2: just saying from the fucking NBA roster, I'm just gonna

865
00:36:25,120 --> 00:36:27,960
Speaker 2: take a wild fucking guess here. I mean ninety percent

866
00:36:28,000 --> 00:36:29,120
Speaker 2: of them, I'm sure.

867
00:36:29,200 --> 00:36:32,720
Speaker 3: Ninety nine he done slipped up at least once or twice. Okay,

868
00:36:32,760 --> 00:36:36,680
Speaker 3: nobody nobody's perfect career, that's a long perfay and groupies

869
00:36:36,760 --> 00:36:39,520
Speaker 3: are vicious, That's what I'm saying. Like nobody is perfect,

870
00:36:39,880 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 3: Like their relationship isn't perfect. I'm sure there's been ups

871
00:36:42,280 --> 00:36:44,560
Speaker 3: and downs, and in those downs, perhaps I mean, men

872
00:36:44,600 --> 00:36:46,560
Speaker 3: are weak. So I'm just saying I'm not saying I

873
00:36:46,600 --> 00:36:48,799
Speaker 3: know stuff because I don't. But I'm just saying, like,

874
00:36:49,239 --> 00:36:52,000
Speaker 3: we don't know these people's marriage, and like people just

875
00:36:52,080 --> 00:36:54,759
Speaker 3: assume because he just looks like a stand up guy

876
00:36:54,800 --> 00:36:56,680
Speaker 3: and he's there for her, his kids and his wife

877
00:36:56,800 --> 00:36:59,439
Speaker 3: that there's been no breaks in the relationship.

878
00:37:00,719 --> 00:37:04,120
Speaker 2: It's just I don't know people. It's so crazy. People

879
00:37:04,160 --> 00:37:06,240
Speaker 2: give men so much more grace than they give women.

880
00:37:06,880 --> 00:37:07,480
Speaker 2: Yes they do.

881
00:37:07,560 --> 00:37:10,000
Speaker 3: And actually I was having this argument last night with

882
00:37:10,120 --> 00:37:12,399
Speaker 3: she Can, but I was too tired because he always

883
00:37:12,440 --> 00:37:14,080
Speaker 3: wants to like me to pull out facts and I

884
00:37:14,080 --> 00:37:16,040
Speaker 3: was like, I don't got time to pull out facts,

885
00:37:16,120 --> 00:37:19,120
Speaker 3: and he was we were talking about Meg the Stallion

886
00:37:19,200 --> 00:37:22,040
Speaker 3: and Tory lanez and basically he's like, you know, Tory

887
00:37:22,080 --> 00:37:24,320
Speaker 3: Lane's about to come out of jail because Meg lied.

888
00:37:24,480 --> 00:37:25,560
Speaker 3: And I was like, did she lie?

889
00:37:25,680 --> 00:37:26,760
Speaker 2: We're still on talking about.

890
00:37:28,120 --> 00:37:28,480
Speaker 3: Argument?

891
00:37:28,560 --> 00:37:30,480
Speaker 2: Is he really coming out? Are we still talking.

892
00:37:30,239 --> 00:37:31,240
Speaker 3: About Meg lying?

893
00:37:31,520 --> 00:37:32,080
Speaker 2: I'm like what?

894
00:37:32,160 --> 00:37:34,760
Speaker 3: And he was acting like this was news like fresh,

895
00:37:34,840 --> 00:37:37,040
Speaker 3: and I'm like I'm looking on my algorithm like did

896
00:37:37,080 --> 00:37:40,839
Speaker 3: something pounce it? And and I was like, well, I

897
00:37:40,880 --> 00:37:42,760
Speaker 3: was like, well, if it is true that she lied.

898
00:37:42,600 --> 00:37:44,439
Speaker 2: I'm like, her career is going to be over.

899
00:37:44,640 --> 00:37:46,520
Speaker 3: And I was like, and it's or she's gonna have

900
00:37:46,560 --> 00:37:48,560
Speaker 3: a really hard time because women are not given the

901
00:37:48,600 --> 00:37:51,520
Speaker 3: same grace. Women are not allowed to lie, women aren't

902
00:37:51,560 --> 00:37:54,719
Speaker 3: allowed to like beat people up and come out of

903
00:37:54,800 --> 00:37:57,640
Speaker 3: jail and be have a new career. And he was like,

904
00:37:57,680 --> 00:37:59,000
Speaker 3: and I was like, did He's gonna come out of

905
00:37:59,080 --> 00:38:01,680
Speaker 3: jail and he's still going to have a career, guarantee you.

906
00:38:01,719 --> 00:38:02,920
Speaker 2: I like, I just don't.

907
00:38:04,239 --> 00:38:09,640
Speaker 3: The way that men glaze over ship because of whoever

908
00:38:09,640 --> 00:38:11,879
Speaker 3: their idol is or And I'm not saying like Diddy

909
00:38:11,920 --> 00:38:13,560
Speaker 3: hasn't done things for the community, but that's what they're

910
00:38:13,560 --> 00:38:14,160
Speaker 3: gonna lead with.

911
00:38:14,360 --> 00:38:15,719
Speaker 2: He's done things for the community.

912
00:38:15,880 --> 00:38:17,200
Speaker 3: He's a legend.

913
00:38:17,760 --> 00:38:18,560
Speaker 2: His son King.

914
00:38:18,480 --> 00:38:22,000
Speaker 3: Comes reading Bible versus to his girlfriend on Instagram. I

915
00:38:22,080 --> 00:38:25,120
Speaker 3: swear to God, yesterday I was like, Oh, the branding,

916
00:38:25,120 --> 00:38:29,080
Speaker 3: they're really they're going in. They're starting the pr machine,

917
00:38:29,239 --> 00:38:32,960
Speaker 3: the fucking rehabilitation of Diddy, like.

918
00:38:33,360 --> 00:38:36,440
Speaker 2: And I was like, yeah, women don't get that grace.

919
00:38:36,480 --> 00:38:38,600
Speaker 3: And he was like who and what women in history

920
00:38:38,760 --> 00:38:40,560
Speaker 3: have fucked up and then not been able to come back.

921
00:38:40,560 --> 00:38:50,080
Speaker 2: And I was like, they're dragging Cassie. I'm like Monica Winsky,

922
00:38:50,200 --> 00:38:54,800
Speaker 2: I don't know what. I couldn't think of anyone. And

923
00:38:54,840 --> 00:38:56,200
Speaker 2: I was so annoyed because I.

924
00:38:56,200 --> 00:38:58,360
Speaker 3: Was like, it's true, or just know it to be true,

925
00:38:58,480 --> 00:39:00,640
Speaker 3: and he's like you and you're just no to be true,

926
00:39:00,800 --> 00:39:02,960
Speaker 3: and I'm like, no, it is, well, you don't even

927
00:39:03,000 --> 00:39:04,720
Speaker 3: have to think of that the first thing that popped

928
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:05,000
Speaker 3: up with.

929
00:39:06,760 --> 00:39:09,080
Speaker 2: It's so non existent. But we can go down the

930
00:39:09,080 --> 00:39:10,799
Speaker 2: list of niggas who hit a bitch in a face

931
00:39:10,840 --> 00:39:14,320
Speaker 2: and still in my career, like Tyson Chris Brown, fucking

932
00:39:14,360 --> 00:39:16,160
Speaker 2: didd He's gonna come out and have SI rock too.

933
00:39:16,480 --> 00:39:19,680
Speaker 2: There's Hella Nick Hella niggas.

934
00:39:19,239 --> 00:39:23,719
Speaker 3: That aggravates Hella, niggas who we've seen on video knock

935
00:39:23,800 --> 00:39:27,640
Speaker 3: a bitch out Donald Trump, and I still.

936
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,320
Speaker 4: Give motherfuckers a platform to just come and like continue

937
00:39:30,360 --> 00:39:31,879
Speaker 4: to spread their nonsenses.

938
00:39:32,680 --> 00:39:37,839
Speaker 3: Oh it's just a punch, And yeah, women are often disposable,

939
00:39:37,920 --> 00:39:40,239
Speaker 3: especially if we have fucked up publicly, and especially if

940
00:39:40,239 --> 00:39:42,200
Speaker 3: we sucked up bad publicly, like there's.

941
00:39:42,000 --> 00:39:43,280
Speaker 2: No coming back usually.

942
00:39:43,360 --> 00:39:46,720
Speaker 3: So I was just like, damn, like I couldn't believe

943
00:39:47,000 --> 00:39:48,960
Speaker 3: he was asking me to prove this shues. I mean

944
00:39:49,000 --> 00:39:51,520
Speaker 3: God was like, do you are you? Are we on

945
00:39:51,560 --> 00:39:52,560
Speaker 3: the same page.

946
00:39:52,400 --> 00:39:56,000
Speaker 2: Especially black women? You see white women, maybe white women

947
00:39:56,040 --> 00:39:59,680
Speaker 2: have a different privilege, Like I've seen bit Demie Lovato

948
00:39:59,760 --> 00:40:02,080
Speaker 2: I think was on Heroin four years ago. Then she

949
00:40:02,480 --> 00:40:05,640
Speaker 2: then she was she was like the vm a host.

950
00:40:05,680 --> 00:40:07,680
Speaker 2: I don't know how to do it. We can't barely

951
00:40:07,719 --> 00:40:10,000
Speaker 2: talk about black women, cannot go to rehab to talk

952
00:40:10,040 --> 00:40:15,520
Speaker 2: about doing ecstasy five years ago. We're like the Molly

953
00:40:16,080 --> 00:40:18,520
Speaker 2: nobody say that again, like we can only we can't

954
00:40:18,560 --> 00:40:19,560
Speaker 2: even smoke weed.

955
00:40:19,960 --> 00:40:24,319
Speaker 3: You know, right now, I'm about to like this thame.

956
00:40:24,400 --> 00:40:30,600
Speaker 2: You can't hate that ship. It's true though, It's true. Like,

957
00:40:30,800 --> 00:40:32,719
Speaker 2: and you know what I think about when I think

958
00:40:32,760 --> 00:40:37,160
Speaker 2: about when I think about this concept, Damn, I hi

959
00:40:37,200 --> 00:40:38,760
Speaker 2: already almost forgot.

960
00:40:39,000 --> 00:40:43,200
Speaker 3: Oh okay, oh God, what am I doing?

961
00:40:43,640 --> 00:40:45,160
Speaker 2: You know what I think about when I think about

962
00:40:45,160 --> 00:40:49,280
Speaker 2: the way that they villainize women, I think about racism.

963
00:40:49,920 --> 00:40:51,680
Speaker 2: You know, you think about, like why do they Why

964
00:40:51,680 --> 00:40:54,959
Speaker 2: does the globally everybody hate black people so much, even

965
00:40:54,960 --> 00:40:57,720
Speaker 2: though we're obviously the taste makers, the salt of the earth,

966
00:40:57,920 --> 00:41:01,520
Speaker 2: We're the oldest human being, we birthed all you sons.

967
00:41:02,239 --> 00:41:04,280
Speaker 2: It's because they don't want us to know our power.

968
00:41:04,840 --> 00:41:07,160
Speaker 2: Same thing for women. Why have they suppressed us? Why

969
00:41:07,200 --> 00:41:12,799
Speaker 2: have they made every religion patriarchal, Even women can't be

970
00:41:12,880 --> 00:41:15,279
Speaker 2: pastors and priests? Like, what the fuck is this shit?

971
00:41:15,600 --> 00:41:19,640
Speaker 2: When we are the divine being? Life literally comes between

972
00:41:19,680 --> 00:41:23,359
Speaker 2: our fucking portal of our legs. Nigga, use drop off

973
00:41:23,400 --> 00:41:26,920
Speaker 2: some sperm, hopefully I come, and then I do the

974
00:41:26,920 --> 00:41:31,359
Speaker 2: rest of the work. I grow, I nurture from my bosom. Bitch.

975
00:41:31,400 --> 00:41:34,080
Speaker 2: I birthed you, your mama birth do. Every party here

976
00:41:34,120 --> 00:41:36,480
Speaker 2: came through a vagina. There's only one reason that they

977
00:41:36,520 --> 00:41:39,480
Speaker 2: would be villainizing and confusing us as much as they are,

978
00:41:39,520 --> 00:41:42,120
Speaker 2: just like they confused black people. It's because you know

979
00:41:43,280 --> 00:41:44,759
Speaker 2: the power that we have, and if we woke the

980
00:41:44,760 --> 00:41:47,960
Speaker 2: fuck up the way we would witchcraft your fucking ass.

981
00:41:48,440 --> 00:41:51,120
Speaker 2: As a matter of fact, on Halloween, all the women

982
00:41:51,160 --> 00:41:53,480
Speaker 2: of the world, all the witches womb up, and it's

983
00:41:53,520 --> 00:41:55,680
Speaker 2: just like at one eleven, let's have a prayer to

984
00:41:55,760 --> 00:41:57,440
Speaker 2: get Trump out of office.

985
00:41:57,880 --> 00:41:59,239
Speaker 3: Oh my god, we're.

986
00:41:59,120 --> 00:42:02,960
Speaker 2: Gonna link our pussies up at one eleven on Halloween. Okay,

987
00:42:03,239 --> 00:42:05,920
Speaker 2: ten thirty one, which is link up in your brains,

988
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:07,920
Speaker 2: in your mind, energetically and just be like, get the

989
00:42:07,920 --> 00:42:11,000
Speaker 2: fuck on office, the fucking office. World peace, world peace,

990
00:42:11,040 --> 00:42:12,880
Speaker 2: world peace, Get chump on office.

991
00:42:13,239 --> 00:42:15,600
Speaker 3: Well, not just him, get everyone in his office out

992
00:42:15,640 --> 00:42:17,840
Speaker 3: of office, because after if he's.

993
00:42:17,600 --> 00:42:20,000
Speaker 2: Gone, it's just JD. Vance is coming out.

994
00:42:20,280 --> 00:42:22,680
Speaker 3: The way his fucking soulless blue eyes. Look at me

995
00:42:22,800 --> 00:42:24,279
Speaker 3: through those through the screen.

996
00:42:24,120 --> 00:42:26,760
Speaker 2: I'm darker. I'm like, you're demonic.

997
00:42:26,960 --> 00:42:28,880
Speaker 3: Yeah, you're it's giving me darkness.

998
00:42:28,920 --> 00:42:33,680
Speaker 2: It's darkness in there. Yeah. So you have to think

999
00:42:33,719 --> 00:42:36,560
Speaker 2: when the world is like when there's socially we've been

1000
00:42:36,600 --> 00:42:40,880
Speaker 2: conditioned to hate one particular type of person, you gotta

1001
00:42:40,960 --> 00:42:43,239
Speaker 2: start to wonder why, yeah, what are you trying to

1002
00:42:43,239 --> 00:42:45,439
Speaker 2: confuse me about, bitch, Because we all know a lot

1003
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:47,680
Speaker 2: of this is a facade, and it's like you have

1004
00:42:47,719 --> 00:42:49,920
Speaker 2: to come back to yourself. And intuitively we know, like

1005
00:42:50,280 --> 00:42:52,360
Speaker 2: we get fucked up when we get digmatized and we

1006
00:42:52,440 --> 00:42:54,239
Speaker 2: let the wrong dick come net in us and then

1007
00:42:54,280 --> 00:42:57,840
Speaker 2: it really confuses our chemical balance. But mostly when we

1008
00:42:57,880 --> 00:42:59,560
Speaker 2: support each other, we love each other. When we love

1009
00:42:59,600 --> 00:43:02,000
Speaker 2: ourselves and we were like aligned with people on the

1010
00:43:02,040 --> 00:43:05,680
Speaker 2: same shit, we're usually in like we're usually we're powerful

1011
00:43:05,719 --> 00:43:08,640
Speaker 2: beings and we can manifest deeply, just like we manifest people.

1012
00:43:08,960 --> 00:43:10,759
Speaker 2: But when like in a world I was just looking.

1013
00:43:10,760 --> 00:43:14,400
Speaker 2: We have a post up right now from weeks ago, months.

1014
00:43:14,120 --> 00:43:18,680
Speaker 3: Ago about Corin Stephans saying people are still comment oh

1015
00:43:18,760 --> 00:43:19,160
Speaker 3: my god.

1016
00:43:19,000 --> 00:43:20,840
Speaker 2: I wake up and I have like forty comments. I

1017
00:43:20,880 --> 00:43:23,240
Speaker 2: know nothing. I know nothing about me, this is all.

1018
00:43:23,640 --> 00:43:26,480
Speaker 2: And she's like, marry the slut, marry the whore because

1019
00:43:26,520 --> 00:43:28,719
Speaker 2: men are afraid to marry the whore. And I think

1020
00:43:28,760 --> 00:43:30,720
Speaker 2: it's a very clear statement.

1021
00:43:31,920 --> 00:43:36,719
Speaker 4: Because like horse, they do, because even when you are

1022
00:43:36,800 --> 00:43:38,560
Speaker 4: the good girl, they still go out and cheat on

1023
00:43:38,600 --> 00:43:39,240
Speaker 4: you with the whore.

1024
00:43:39,320 --> 00:43:40,759
Speaker 2: So I will marry her.

1025
00:43:40,880 --> 00:43:42,200
Speaker 3: And I think that people get.

1026
00:43:42,000 --> 00:43:44,120
Speaker 2: Confused about what the whore is, you know, because all

1027
00:43:44,160 --> 00:43:45,960
Speaker 2: I could I'm just going to read back five of

1028
00:43:46,000 --> 00:43:48,759
Speaker 2: the comments because there's five comments, five hundred times three

1029
00:43:48,960 --> 00:43:51,319
Speaker 2: h fo. She's gonna be sleeping with the neighbor when

1030
00:43:51,360 --> 00:43:53,560
Speaker 2: you come home. You can't trust no, how ho can't

1031
00:43:53,600 --> 00:43:57,880
Speaker 2: raise your kids. Horror, horror, horror. And I'm like they

1032
00:43:58,000 --> 00:43:59,920
Speaker 2: just like the whole point went over their head is

1033
00:44:00,200 --> 00:44:04,160
Speaker 2: that like women are going to be embody. Both women

1034
00:44:04,200 --> 00:44:06,359
Speaker 2: will suck a dick and raise the kid, because that's

1035
00:44:06,360 --> 00:44:08,480
Speaker 2: how we got the kid. And I think when you

1036
00:44:08,600 --> 00:44:10,600
Speaker 2: remove this whole side of it and then you go

1037
00:44:10,719 --> 00:44:15,200
Speaker 2: immediately to we're promiscuous, we fuck everybody ran through, we're

1038
00:44:15,239 --> 00:44:17,840
Speaker 2: not trustworthy, you're skipping the whole point is that, no,

1039
00:44:17,920 --> 00:44:21,719
Speaker 2: we're sexual beings and respect us as such. You come

1040
00:44:21,760 --> 00:44:23,760
Speaker 2: to us to put your dick in us all the time,

1041
00:44:23,960 --> 00:44:24,760
Speaker 2: and that's fine.

1042
00:44:25,200 --> 00:44:27,120
Speaker 3: Well, the funny part about it is is that like

1043
00:44:27,160 --> 00:44:29,560
Speaker 3: a lot of the women that are deemed promiscuous is

1044
00:44:29,560 --> 00:44:32,400
Speaker 3: because they've been violated by this by a man. And

1045
00:44:32,440 --> 00:44:35,600
Speaker 3: then it's the same men in the comments saying there's

1046
00:44:35,640 --> 00:44:38,040
Speaker 3: some fluts, there's some whores, and it's like, well, your

1047
00:44:38,080 --> 00:44:42,080
Speaker 3: brother did this, like you you know, your your people

1048
00:44:42,120 --> 00:44:44,120
Speaker 3: did this shit. And it's like, I just feel like

1049
00:44:44,800 --> 00:44:49,720
Speaker 3: when we're in such like separateness by design and because

1050
00:44:49,760 --> 00:44:51,600
Speaker 3: of it, now we see where the world is at

1051
00:44:52,120 --> 00:44:54,759
Speaker 3: and like you said, like they're gonna they want they're

1052
00:44:54,760 --> 00:44:56,759
Speaker 3: gonna marry the good girl and still go fuck the

1053
00:44:56,800 --> 00:45:01,560
Speaker 3: hores like they that's what happened once a little everybody, Right,

1054
00:45:01,640 --> 00:45:03,880
Speaker 3: So why why don't you just find a woman that

1055
00:45:03,880 --> 00:45:04,719
Speaker 3: can embody both?

1056
00:45:05,120 --> 00:45:06,239
Speaker 2: You know, why does it matter?

1057
00:45:06,280 --> 00:45:08,440
Speaker 4: Because they get to sleep around and do whatever the

1058
00:45:08,440 --> 00:45:10,760
Speaker 4: fuck they want apparently like this, I just I can't

1059
00:45:10,800 --> 00:45:12,600
Speaker 4: deal with I just can't. I can't deal with it,

1060
00:45:12,640 --> 00:45:16,360
Speaker 4: with the hypocrisy. I've like, just I'm bowing out. Honestly,

1061
00:45:16,440 --> 00:45:19,120
Speaker 4: I'm over at all. I stopped responding. I stop responding

1062
00:45:19,120 --> 00:45:20,720
Speaker 4: to the comments. I was like, men hate women.

1063
00:45:20,880 --> 00:45:22,759
Speaker 2: I see, and I understand they think all themen are

1064
00:45:22,760 --> 00:45:25,919
Speaker 2: three or four is there's deep, deep trust wounds with

1065
00:45:25,920 --> 00:45:28,799
Speaker 2: with with men to women in general. And I'm just like,

1066
00:45:29,000 --> 00:45:30,160
Speaker 2: I don't know where we're gonna I don't know how

1067
00:45:30,200 --> 00:45:33,279
Speaker 2: we're gonna fix this. But there's like a huge population

1068
00:45:33,400 --> 00:45:38,200
Speaker 2: of men that literally hate women, women who are existing

1069
00:45:38,200 --> 00:45:41,399
Speaker 2: in their totality, and in women too, there's women who

1070
00:45:41,440 --> 00:45:43,680
Speaker 2: hate women that are existing their totality because they haven't

1071
00:45:43,680 --> 00:45:46,239
Speaker 2: been able to and it's been so like guilted and

1072
00:45:46,320 --> 00:45:49,520
Speaker 2: shamed and over like women just have been sexualized, like

1073
00:45:49,560 --> 00:45:51,359
Speaker 2: that's the only thing that we could do. We could

1074
00:45:51,360 --> 00:45:53,280
Speaker 2: either be whorees or be mothers.

1075
00:45:53,400 --> 00:45:55,759
Speaker 3: Yeah, I want you to This morning, someone called me

1076
00:45:56,440 --> 00:45:59,400
Speaker 3: right in the comments because actually that clip I was

1077
00:45:59,440 --> 00:46:01,840
Speaker 3: showing you Sarah font To not I don't remember, I

1078
00:46:01,880 --> 00:46:04,200
Speaker 3: don't ever remember how to say her name. And she

1079
00:46:04,320 --> 00:46:07,799
Speaker 3: was you know, debating around like women that are ran

1080
00:46:07,880 --> 00:46:11,040
Speaker 3: through and this and being sexually liberated blah blah blah.

1081
00:46:11,080 --> 00:46:14,040
Speaker 3: And I just said that there's a difference between being

1082
00:46:14,080 --> 00:46:15,880
Speaker 3: promiscuous and sexually liberated.

1083
00:46:16,239 --> 00:46:18,440
Speaker 2: And this guy was like, just say, you're a hoe,

1084
00:46:18,560 --> 00:46:20,160
Speaker 2: and I was like, well, that's what they reduced you to.

1085
00:46:20,200 --> 00:46:25,520
Speaker 3: But I'm like, so me, even commenting on this automatically

1086
00:46:25,560 --> 00:46:27,400
Speaker 3: makes me a hoe.

1087
00:46:27,640 --> 00:46:29,759
Speaker 2: Okay, well it reminds me of that. On that same

1088
00:46:29,800 --> 00:46:31,680
Speaker 2: episode with Cam, I didn't even get to that point.

1089
00:46:31,719 --> 00:46:33,680
Speaker 2: I just saw the clip about him at him saying

1090
00:46:34,320 --> 00:46:37,080
Speaker 2: every girl he's ever been with, he asked her list,

1091
00:46:37,360 --> 00:46:41,880
Speaker 2: and that shit is ridiculous, stupid, and it's so childish.

1092
00:46:42,160 --> 00:46:45,600
Speaker 4: I think it's quite disgusting. I think it's childish. Is

1093
00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:48,520
Speaker 4: held even like how many partners have you slept with?

1094
00:46:49,040 --> 00:46:51,719
Speaker 4: It's just it's a lot because we can all just lie.

1095
00:46:51,719 --> 00:46:53,799
Speaker 4: We can come up with whatever number we want. They're

1096
00:46:53,800 --> 00:46:54,880
Speaker 4: not gonna believe us anyway.

1097
00:46:54,960 --> 00:46:58,120
Speaker 2: It's relative to whom, at what age? What is a

1098
00:46:58,320 --> 00:47:01,000
Speaker 2: zero to three per year? I just what is it?

1099
00:47:01,560 --> 00:47:04,319
Speaker 2: Am I home ownership? Are we checking my credit? Like

1100
00:47:04,440 --> 00:47:07,120
Speaker 2: at the fax? Yeah? Is it all facts or fax?

1101
00:47:07,120 --> 00:47:09,000
Speaker 2: But like, according to who like, if you're an athlete,

1102
00:47:09,080 --> 00:47:12,719
Speaker 2: then the right number is like below below ten if

1103
00:47:12,800 --> 00:47:14,800
Speaker 2: like as a woman, but like, yeah, an athlete is

1104
00:47:15,040 --> 00:47:15,919
Speaker 2: sucking at least like.

1105
00:47:15,960 --> 00:47:22,040
Speaker 3: One thousand world thousands for real, they you would be

1106
00:47:22,280 --> 00:47:24,560
Speaker 3: I think I just can't even fast. We're going to

1107
00:47:24,560 --> 00:47:27,279
Speaker 3: think about you. Actually, you don't respect your body. If

1108
00:47:27,320 --> 00:47:30,560
Speaker 3: you could put your dick in a thousand, You're gonna

1109
00:47:30,600 --> 00:47:32,680
Speaker 3: talk to me about sleeping with twenty men.

1110
00:47:32,600 --> 00:47:34,960
Speaker 2: And the will and they will adamally and they call

1111
00:47:35,000 --> 00:47:37,640
Speaker 2: you a three year foul right after it. I just

1112
00:47:38,719 --> 00:47:38,960
Speaker 2: that's it.

1113
00:47:39,880 --> 00:47:41,719
Speaker 3: You're over overly using it.

1114
00:47:41,920 --> 00:47:44,960
Speaker 2: Now you're three about about Oh, I'm trying to keep

1115
00:47:45,040 --> 00:47:48,360
Speaker 2: up with the kids, don't wait, it's hard.

1116
00:47:48,560 --> 00:47:50,279
Speaker 3: I try to. I'm like, I don't what is it?

1117
00:47:50,320 --> 00:47:52,520
Speaker 2: This is this? What are we doing? Wait? When I

1118
00:47:52,560 --> 00:47:54,600
Speaker 2: was talking about my wedding dress, we were doing we

1119
00:47:54,640 --> 00:47:57,239
Speaker 2: were doing a toast. I was like, oh, let's do

1120
00:47:57,239 --> 00:47:59,640
Speaker 2: the boomerang, and Nietzsha our friend goes, you're going to

1121
00:47:59,680 --> 00:48:01,799
Speaker 2: age us. I was like, what do you mean. She's like,

1122
00:48:02,000 --> 00:48:05,319
Speaker 2: they're not doing boomerangs anymore. I'm like, really, the boomerangs

1123
00:48:05,360 --> 00:48:07,960
Speaker 2: out She's like no, I don't say loul and then

1124
00:48:08,200 --> 00:48:10,200
Speaker 2: loll And then she she asked, I never liked what

1125
00:48:10,280 --> 00:48:11,439
Speaker 2: you said little I said, Lol.

1126
00:48:11,760 --> 00:48:17,080
Speaker 3: She asked, someone saying loversation like the ll the conversation

1127
00:48:17,160 --> 00:48:17,839
Speaker 3: is insane.

1128
00:48:18,840 --> 00:48:21,520
Speaker 4: I say loll all after every text, I sin it's

1129
00:48:21,520 --> 00:48:23,080
Speaker 4: Nothing's funny, they.

1130
00:48:22,960 --> 00:48:25,319
Speaker 2: Said, They said, you don't say loll anymore. And then

1131
00:48:25,360 --> 00:48:27,279
Speaker 2: we asked the lady helping us, who was twenty nine,

1132
00:48:27,320 --> 00:48:29,640
Speaker 2: and this is what Nishia said, how are your twenty nine?

1133
00:48:29,680 --> 00:48:32,000
Speaker 2: She's like, oh, you're You're kind of on the line.

1134
00:48:32,120 --> 00:48:34,480
Speaker 3: Yeah, what's wrong with our friends?

1135
00:48:34,520 --> 00:48:35,959
Speaker 2: I'm never marry I am.

1136
00:48:36,080 --> 00:48:39,080
Speaker 3: I'm part of the millennial group. I just turned thirty

1137
00:48:39,120 --> 00:48:42,640
Speaker 3: this year. I've seen the gen z ers want to

1138
00:48:42,640 --> 00:48:45,480
Speaker 3: be millennials really bad. That says what I'm seeing. I'm

1139
00:48:45,520 --> 00:48:47,279
Speaker 3: seeing this on the internet. Say you guys don't want

1140
00:48:47,280 --> 00:48:49,200
Speaker 3: to identify with your generation.

1141
00:48:50,520 --> 00:48:51,720
Speaker 2: A little better over here.

1142
00:48:51,640 --> 00:48:54,279
Speaker 3: Right, Millonials, they're like the last of the fucking weekends

1143
00:48:54,320 --> 00:48:55,760
Speaker 3: witch Like millennial.

1144
00:48:57,560 --> 00:49:01,160
Speaker 4: Birthday August eighteen, Okay, just you just turned thirty, Yeah,

1145
00:49:01,280 --> 00:49:03,640
Speaker 4: happy birthday. But I always kicked to like my sister

1146
00:49:03,719 --> 00:49:05,800
Speaker 4: out there, like I'm always with older people.

1147
00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:10,120
Speaker 3: So it's like, wait, is that Leo or yeah? Like

1148
00:49:10,200 --> 00:49:12,000
Speaker 3: le is that like Leo Vergo cuspy?

1149
00:49:12,200 --> 00:49:14,200
Speaker 4: I am, Yeah, I was supposed to be a virgo,

1150
00:49:14,360 --> 00:49:16,719
Speaker 4: but I God save you.

1151
00:49:17,560 --> 00:49:18,160
Speaker 2: I'm just kidding.

1152
00:49:18,200 --> 00:49:21,160
Speaker 3: I love Burgos. Don't be offended, guys, Relax my dad.

1153
00:49:21,160 --> 00:49:23,319
Speaker 3: I hate relationship with them.

1154
00:49:23,400 --> 00:49:24,759
Speaker 2: I really do. Really. Yeah.

1155
00:49:25,480 --> 00:49:30,160
Speaker 3: Yeah, they're a bit like they're just immovable in ways,

1156
00:49:30,239 --> 00:49:34,520
Speaker 3: like they're just they won't change their minded personal Yeah,

1157
00:49:34,560 --> 00:49:36,440
Speaker 3: it's it's a fixed signs.

1158
00:49:36,800 --> 00:49:39,399
Speaker 2: It shows a lot and that was what I see.

1159
00:49:39,600 --> 00:49:41,440
Speaker 3: But I will also say, like the virgos that I've

1160
00:49:41,480 --> 00:49:44,799
Speaker 3: met are also like so giving, like they'll give you

1161
00:49:44,800 --> 00:49:47,560
Speaker 3: the shirt off their back. They're very philanthropic and is

1162
00:49:47,560 --> 00:49:51,120
Speaker 3: that the word? And yeah, I've seen like there's a

1163
00:49:51,160 --> 00:49:53,920
Speaker 3: lot of big they're big hearted, but they don't always

1164
00:49:53,960 --> 00:49:54,319
Speaker 3: show that.

1165
00:49:57,640 --> 00:50:00,000
Speaker 2: Do you have a affirmation for us?

1166
00:50:00,840 --> 00:50:03,440
Speaker 4: I do, And it goes right along with all of

1167
00:50:03,480 --> 00:50:05,960
Speaker 4: this because I feel like my affirmation that I tell

1168
00:50:06,000 --> 00:50:10,879
Speaker 4: myself consistently is like good mom, first, bad bitch immediately after.

1169
00:50:11,080 --> 00:50:12,880
Speaker 2: Oh my god, I have a cup that says that, ye,

1170
00:50:13,280 --> 00:50:19,200
Speaker 2: good mom, first, bad bitch, immediately after, immediately, right away,

1171
00:50:19,280 --> 00:50:19,960
Speaker 2: right away.

1172
00:50:21,440 --> 00:50:24,120
Speaker 3: How do you think motherhood has so far? Because you're

1173
00:50:24,320 --> 00:50:26,640
Speaker 3: five years in I always think like I'm only an

1174
00:50:26,640 --> 00:50:29,840
Speaker 3: eight year old mom and only a five year old mom, Like,

1175
00:50:29,880 --> 00:50:32,879
Speaker 3: how do you think motherhood has like shaped the woman

1176
00:50:32,920 --> 00:50:33,600
Speaker 3: that you're becoming?

1177
00:50:33,640 --> 00:50:37,879
Speaker 2: Now? Oh, I just really have to be.

1178
00:50:41,920 --> 00:50:47,800
Speaker 3: I want to be more confident. I want to stand

1179
00:50:47,800 --> 00:50:50,120
Speaker 3: Tinto's down on my word. I want to show up,

1180
00:50:50,120 --> 00:50:54,120
Speaker 3: of course, as my best possible self, but obviously that's

1181
00:50:54,239 --> 00:50:55,200
Speaker 3: impossible to do.

1182
00:50:55,120 --> 00:50:57,160
Speaker 2: That every day three sixty five.

1183
00:50:57,239 --> 00:50:58,719
Speaker 4: You know, I have my day, so I allow her

1184
00:50:58,719 --> 00:51:03,640
Speaker 4: to see that as well. But just having confidence and

1185
00:51:03,680 --> 00:51:07,200
Speaker 4: sticking up for myself more, that's what it's showed me,

1186
00:51:07,440 --> 00:51:09,560
Speaker 4: or that's what it's teaching me right now, because it's

1187
00:51:09,560 --> 00:51:11,359
Speaker 4: like I want to instill that in her as well.

1188
00:51:11,400 --> 00:51:13,359
Speaker 4: I want her to always use her voice. I want

1189
00:51:13,440 --> 00:51:16,680
Speaker 4: her to let somebody know when she feels wronged.

1190
00:51:16,320 --> 00:51:17,719
Speaker 2: Or whatever the case may be.

1191
00:51:17,800 --> 00:51:20,439
Speaker 4: So I want to stand tintoes down on my word

1192
00:51:20,600 --> 00:51:23,440
Speaker 4: and how I'm feeling. So that's what it's done for me,

1193
00:51:23,640 --> 00:51:25,680
Speaker 4: be way more confident and just me.

1194
00:51:27,200 --> 00:51:29,680
Speaker 2: I think all women can take that advice and invite

1195
00:51:29,719 --> 00:51:31,680
Speaker 2: that into their lives because I think we're all kind

1196
00:51:31,680 --> 00:51:34,400
Speaker 2: of in ways conditioned to be people pleasers, yes, and

1197
00:51:34,480 --> 00:51:38,520
Speaker 2: to be delicate about other people's feelings, and a lot

1198
00:51:38,520 --> 00:51:39,960
Speaker 2: of it comes with the fact that we have to

1199
00:51:39,960 --> 00:51:42,800
Speaker 2: protect ourselves, that we're carrying like you know, a billion

1200
00:51:42,800 --> 00:51:44,839
Speaker 2: dollars worth of pussy on us all day every day,

1201
00:51:45,000 --> 00:51:47,560
Speaker 2: and that you have to like tread lightly and just

1202
00:51:47,600 --> 00:51:49,640
Speaker 2: like you know, like we're talking about being on a

1203
00:51:49,800 --> 00:51:52,960
Speaker 2: male led show and certain conversations coming up and having

1204
00:51:52,960 --> 00:51:57,480
Speaker 2: to feel polite and say the right thing and ha

1205
00:51:57,560 --> 00:52:00,680
Speaker 2: ha ha and laugh and have ba enter even when

1206
00:52:00,719 --> 00:52:03,200
Speaker 2: you are feeling uncomfortable, because the wrong move can make

1207
00:52:03,280 --> 00:52:05,919
Speaker 2: you can go it could go totally south, and we've

1208
00:52:05,960 --> 00:52:08,319
Speaker 2: all seen it happen and then put in situations and

1209
00:52:08,360 --> 00:52:10,600
Speaker 2: it's just like there's this like game that we have

1210
00:52:10,640 --> 00:52:12,920
Speaker 2: to play, this dance that we have to do, and

1211
00:52:12,960 --> 00:52:15,120
Speaker 2: so like as you come into yourself at thirty, like

1212
00:52:15,160 --> 00:52:18,360
Speaker 2: that's such like we started this when we were like thirty,

1213
00:52:18,880 --> 00:52:22,239
Speaker 2: and we have like over three hundred and fifty episodes

1214
00:52:22,280 --> 00:52:26,080
Speaker 2: of literally just growth, crying, growth, Oh, no, fuck up,

1215
00:52:26,160 --> 00:52:28,839
Speaker 2: like this just a lot of cycles of the same thing.

1216
00:52:28,880 --> 00:52:30,480
Speaker 2: And I'm just telling you, like to remind you and

1217
00:52:30,520 --> 00:52:33,239
Speaker 2: people listening, it's like you're gonna get this lesson so

1218
00:52:33,320 --> 00:52:36,400
Speaker 2: many times, yes, And it's gonna get better and more refined.

1219
00:52:36,440 --> 00:52:39,120
Speaker 2: You're gonna feel more confident, and it's gonna it's gonna

1220
00:52:39,160 --> 00:52:41,080
Speaker 2: like grow and grow, and you're like, fuck, I can't

1221
00:52:41,120 --> 00:52:42,640
Speaker 2: even shut the fuck up. I gotta say something like

1222
00:52:42,760 --> 00:52:45,800
Speaker 2: nigga fucking fucking.

1223
00:52:47,880 --> 00:52:49,759
Speaker 3: But it takes time and then you might come back

1224
00:52:49,800 --> 00:52:52,280
Speaker 3: for a seconds check growth quick.

1225
00:52:52,719 --> 00:52:55,960
Speaker 2: Okay, you know. And it's like you as your mother,

1226
00:52:56,080 --> 00:52:58,759
Speaker 2: your child, you will you will find yourself mother and

1227
00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:02,400
Speaker 2: yourself yes, and becoming you know, more confident. And it's like,

1228
00:53:02,440 --> 00:53:04,439
Speaker 2: I just want you to know you're doing a wonderful job.

1229
00:53:04,600 --> 00:53:07,520
Speaker 2: You're speaking your truth. There's nothing more powerful than that.

1230
00:53:07,719 --> 00:53:09,920
Speaker 2: And and the more you say that out loud, the

1231
00:53:09,920 --> 00:53:12,560
Speaker 2: more you'll manifest that for you. You'll call that energy in.

1232
00:53:12,640 --> 00:53:14,400
Speaker 2: And like I said, every time you're in a situation

1233
00:53:14,400 --> 00:53:16,480
Speaker 2: where should speak up for yourself, something in your throats

1234
00:53:16,480 --> 00:53:20,000
Speaker 2: and you be like, ah, you know, like no, so

1235
00:53:20,120 --> 00:53:22,000
Speaker 2: I And I've resonated with that because there's times I

1236
00:53:22,120 --> 00:53:24,080
Speaker 2: let shit slide and I do it all the time

1237
00:53:24,120 --> 00:53:26,239
Speaker 2: and and I tend to beat myself up more because

1238
00:53:26,239 --> 00:53:27,960
Speaker 2: I'm older and I should know better, and I thought

1239
00:53:27,960 --> 00:53:30,560
Speaker 2: I've been through this lesson. But it's like that's the

1240
00:53:30,600 --> 00:53:33,440
Speaker 2: divine way of like keeping you strong. It's like you're

1241
00:53:33,480 --> 00:53:35,600
Speaker 2: going to go through the lesson over and over and

1242
00:53:35,640 --> 00:53:38,080
Speaker 2: over and over again, and you'll refine it and just

1243
00:53:38,120 --> 00:53:40,720
Speaker 2: like being gentle with yourself along the way too, because

1244
00:53:40,920 --> 00:53:42,120
Speaker 2: you know, I did some shit the other day and

1245
00:53:42,120 --> 00:53:44,400
Speaker 2: I was like I knew I should have thought of

1246
00:53:44,520 --> 00:53:46,480
Speaker 2: like I knew that I was on the edge about it,

1247
00:53:46,560 --> 00:53:48,840
Speaker 2: and instead of just saying like let me not, I

1248
00:53:48,880 --> 00:53:51,120
Speaker 2: did it anyway, And then I had to deal with

1249
00:53:51,160 --> 00:53:53,600
Speaker 2: those internal feelings about that. And there's just like there's

1250
00:53:53,760 --> 00:53:57,759
Speaker 2: always there's always test, yeah, you know, and like it

1251
00:53:57,800 --> 00:54:00,319
Speaker 2: no matter how old be get, we're gonna still have test.

1252
00:54:00,440 --> 00:54:02,319
Speaker 2: It's like should I be polite or should I cuss

1253
00:54:02,360 --> 00:54:04,319
Speaker 2: this bitch out right now? And like you know, and

1254
00:54:04,440 --> 00:54:07,440
Speaker 2: we gotta. It's just an interesting existing as a woman

1255
00:54:07,600 --> 00:54:10,160
Speaker 2: and a young woman and a woman who's like self

1256
00:54:10,239 --> 00:54:13,839
Speaker 2: actualized and coming into themselves and confident and honest. How

1257
00:54:13,880 --> 00:54:16,000
Speaker 2: honest should I be? Should I smoke the wead on't camera?

1258
00:54:16,160 --> 00:54:17,920
Speaker 2: Should I say what I did last weekend? Like what

1259
00:54:17,960 --> 00:54:19,560
Speaker 2: about the threesome? Is that too much? Like you know

1260
00:54:19,600 --> 00:54:20,000
Speaker 2: what I mean?

1261
00:54:20,320 --> 00:54:22,640
Speaker 3: Well, on top of like I'm sure that you've also

1262
00:54:22,719 --> 00:54:24,560
Speaker 3: had to be careful. People have been like, you can't

1263
00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:26,920
Speaker 3: say that, you can't say that you're on a network,

1264
00:54:27,400 --> 00:54:28,400
Speaker 3: You've been on a neckerwork.

1265
00:54:28,760 --> 00:54:29,600
Speaker 2: Yeah, you're Katie.

1266
00:54:30,840 --> 00:54:33,279
Speaker 4: I didn't want me to just see three year old

1267
00:54:33,920 --> 00:54:35,920
Speaker 4: and I'm just like my love, Like then I'm like

1268
00:54:36,000 --> 00:54:39,160
Speaker 4: a whole different person, Like I can't be three forever.

1269
00:54:39,239 --> 00:54:41,920
Speaker 3: I have to you know. Yeah, but motherhood will like

1270
00:54:42,280 --> 00:54:46,080
Speaker 3: it does it like births this new sense of audacity

1271
00:54:46,680 --> 00:54:49,480
Speaker 3: and where you're just like fuck it and you're still

1272
00:54:49,520 --> 00:54:51,920
Speaker 3: that person, like you're gonna still work through the parts

1273
00:54:51,920 --> 00:54:55,080
Speaker 3: of you that are that's that's people pleasing and struggling

1274
00:54:55,080 --> 00:54:58,880
Speaker 3: with boundaries, but like you have this other like factor

1275
00:54:58,960 --> 00:55:01,640
Speaker 3: involved now and it's not like even when I'm fucking up,

1276
00:55:01,640 --> 00:55:03,600
Speaker 3: I'm thinking about my kid, I'm not all the time,

1277
00:55:04,120 --> 00:55:07,160
Speaker 3: like I'm just living and then I'm like like maybe

1278
00:55:07,160 --> 00:55:09,319
Speaker 3: two years later, I'm like, oh shit that you know.

1279
00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:12,959
Speaker 3: But but but that's not with every situation. There still

1280
00:55:13,040 --> 00:55:15,640
Speaker 3: is there's still like she's still present. But at the

1281
00:55:15,719 --> 00:55:18,960
Speaker 3: end of the day, like you have to when you're

1282
00:55:18,960 --> 00:55:22,520
Speaker 3: a mom, like you are like you are someone's like

1283
00:55:22,680 --> 00:55:25,720
Speaker 3: superhero in some capacity, and that is a big pressure,

1284
00:55:26,080 --> 00:55:28,719
Speaker 3: and we do put that on ourselves. But I think

1285
00:55:28,760 --> 00:55:33,800
Speaker 3: that there is like beauty in not necessarily rejecting that

1286
00:55:33,800 --> 00:55:36,640
Speaker 3: that idea, because I know that like the superhero cape,

1287
00:55:36,840 --> 00:55:39,880
Speaker 3: this concept of women putting on their superhero cape is

1288
00:55:39,880 --> 00:55:42,360
Speaker 3: is negative and there are negative parts of it, but

1289
00:55:42,400 --> 00:55:44,120
Speaker 3: there's also like a beauty in it and like a

1290
00:55:44,239 --> 00:55:48,080
Speaker 3: rising to the occasion that is invited in when you

1291
00:55:48,120 --> 00:55:50,360
Speaker 3: decide to go through this ride of passage of motherhood.

1292
00:55:51,560 --> 00:55:53,320
Speaker 3: And I was just thinking about audacity, and I was

1293
00:55:53,360 --> 00:55:57,560
Speaker 3: thinking about you starting your music career, yes, and like

1294
00:55:58,120 --> 00:56:01,719
Speaker 3: just the boldness that that because people have viewed you

1295
00:56:01,760 --> 00:56:04,600
Speaker 3: a certain way and people are gonna judge and they're

1296
00:56:04,640 --> 00:56:08,640
Speaker 3: gonna say things. And I'm curious, you think like being

1297
00:56:08,640 --> 00:56:12,200
Speaker 3: a mom kind of has maybe even like projected you

1298
00:56:12,280 --> 00:56:14,240
Speaker 3: into this space. You're like, fuck it, whatevers.

1299
00:56:14,480 --> 00:56:17,480
Speaker 4: Yes, okay, so it's motherhood of course. Okay, I'm not

1300
00:56:17,520 --> 00:56:19,640
Speaker 4: gonna lie to you guys, because there were some times

1301
00:56:19,640 --> 00:56:20,279
Speaker 4: when I was a.

1302
00:56:20,200 --> 00:56:23,680
Speaker 3: New mother, like it was it was, I felt like dark.

1303
00:56:25,400 --> 00:56:27,800
Speaker 2: Overwhelmed im right.

1304
00:56:27,640 --> 00:56:31,440
Speaker 4: Now, not even I thought I felt very confident, like

1305
00:56:31,520 --> 00:56:34,880
Speaker 4: being doing the mothering, but I didn't know who Perker

1306
00:56:35,000 --> 00:56:35,600
Speaker 4: was anymore.

1307
00:56:35,760 --> 00:56:37,880
Speaker 3: For a minute, like I lost her for a second.

1308
00:56:37,960 --> 00:56:39,640
Speaker 4: I was like what the fuck, Like I didn't know

1309
00:56:39,680 --> 00:56:42,000
Speaker 4: how to be Like that's why now that really is

1310
00:56:42,040 --> 00:56:43,960
Speaker 4: my affirmation because it's like, no, I'm a good mom,

1311
00:56:44,000 --> 00:56:46,319
Speaker 4: but I am a bad bitch immediately after, like this

1312
00:56:46,360 --> 00:56:47,879
Speaker 4: is my life. I did choose this life, this bad

1313
00:56:47,920 --> 00:56:49,560
Speaker 4: bitch life chose me, and I'm just gonna have to

1314
00:56:49,680 --> 00:56:53,480
Speaker 4: keep on in it like and I mean, yeah, so

1315
00:56:53,760 --> 00:56:55,480
Speaker 4: and being a bad bitch is how I pay my

1316
00:56:55,520 --> 00:56:56,920
Speaker 4: bills at the end of the day, you know what

1317
00:56:56,960 --> 00:56:57,400
Speaker 4: I'm saying.

1318
00:56:57,440 --> 00:57:00,400
Speaker 3: So it's like what, so what am I going to do?

1319
00:57:00,600 --> 00:57:03,160
Speaker 3: Like crumble and I don't know, just now become this

1320
00:57:03,760 --> 00:57:06,360
Speaker 3: just mom, Like no, I had to get back to

1321
00:57:06,520 --> 00:57:09,520
Speaker 3: feeling like this and feeling confidence so motherhood.

1322
00:57:09,600 --> 00:57:10,520
Speaker 2: Yes, it made me.

1323
00:57:11,160 --> 00:57:13,920
Speaker 4: It made me have to go through that journey back

1324
00:57:14,000 --> 00:57:17,560
Speaker 4: to confidence now, like back to this now. But also

1325
00:57:18,080 --> 00:57:20,800
Speaker 4: turning thirty was like a really big thing for me

1326
00:57:20,840 --> 00:57:23,000
Speaker 4: because you know, it's just always a milestone for us,

1327
00:57:23,040 --> 00:57:23,560
Speaker 4: Like I was just.

1328
00:57:23,560 --> 00:57:26,560
Speaker 2: Oh, thirty sadder in return.

1329
00:57:27,440 --> 00:57:29,880
Speaker 4: So I really that was what music was for me,

1330
00:57:30,040 --> 00:57:32,320
Speaker 4: Like it was really a gift to myself because it's

1331
00:57:32,320 --> 00:57:34,440
Speaker 4: something that I've wanted to do for such a long time,

1332
00:57:34,600 --> 00:57:35,360
Speaker 4: and I was just like.

1333
00:57:35,320 --> 00:57:36,680
Speaker 2: I'm turning thirty, like I want to.

1334
00:57:37,080 --> 00:57:38,760
Speaker 4: I want to pour into myself and I want to

1335
00:57:38,840 --> 00:57:41,280
Speaker 4: chase my dreams, like things that I know that I've

1336
00:57:41,320 --> 00:57:43,400
Speaker 4: been passionate about that I haven't had the chance to.

1337
00:57:43,560 --> 00:57:47,280
Speaker 2: I want to actually, you know, right, go for it.

1338
00:57:47,560 --> 00:57:50,560
Speaker 3: What artists would you say and have inspired you? And

1339
00:57:50,680 --> 00:57:51,720
Speaker 3: like your sound.

1340
00:57:51,600 --> 00:57:53,080
Speaker 2: Goodness inspired my sound.

1341
00:57:53,280 --> 00:57:55,280
Speaker 4: It's crazy because I still feel like I'm figuring out

1342
00:57:55,320 --> 00:57:58,920
Speaker 4: my sound, but artists that have inspired me, I'm all

1343
00:57:59,000 --> 00:58:01,520
Speaker 4: over the place, Like I of Amy Winehouse, I love

1344
00:58:01,560 --> 00:58:04,600
Speaker 4: Britney Spears, I love like I'm really into pop, so

1345
00:58:04,720 --> 00:58:06,640
Speaker 4: I try and I feel like my music is like

1346
00:58:06,800 --> 00:58:10,960
Speaker 4: alternative pop because there's many different vibes. Honestly, on my EP,

1347
00:58:11,120 --> 00:58:12,680
Speaker 4: there will be a lot of different vibes, Like I

1348
00:58:12,720 --> 00:58:14,120
Speaker 4: even have a kind.

1349
00:58:13,880 --> 00:58:18,560
Speaker 3: Of like Jamaican type vibe. Say that I don't know

1350
00:58:18,600 --> 00:58:23,560
Speaker 3: why I was on your retreat. Yeah, at your retreat,

1351
00:58:23,680 --> 00:58:26,439
Speaker 3: you have the retreat. I honestly would love I would

1352
00:58:26,480 --> 00:58:31,320
Speaker 3: love to. That sounds amazing, your sister, Yeah, I would.

1353
00:58:31,360 --> 00:58:34,280
Speaker 4: We love Jamaica. We all love Jamaica, So yeah, that

1354
00:58:34,280 --> 00:58:35,120
Speaker 4: may have to be a thing.

1355
00:58:35,240 --> 00:58:37,720
Speaker 3: But you know, you just said something that stuck out

1356
00:58:37,760 --> 00:58:40,040
Speaker 3: to me, said that you're still figuring out your sound,

1357
00:58:40,280 --> 00:58:43,280
Speaker 3: And I love that you're honest about that, because I

1358
00:58:43,320 --> 00:58:45,960
Speaker 3: think most people feel like they have to have everything

1359
00:58:46,040 --> 00:58:49,760
Speaker 3: figured out before they can put anything out, and I

1360
00:58:49,760 --> 00:58:52,840
Speaker 3: think that that that exact thing is what stops so

1361
00:58:52,920 --> 00:58:56,600
Speaker 3: many people from like actualizing any of their dreams, and

1362
00:58:56,760 --> 00:58:59,440
Speaker 3: especially for someone that's already like you've already gained a

1363
00:58:59,440 --> 00:59:02,360
Speaker 3: lot of success in your life, and so people have

1364
00:59:02,440 --> 00:59:05,720
Speaker 3: this expectation that you're going to show up as not

1365
00:59:05,800 --> 00:59:08,960
Speaker 3: just Katie, but like seasoned already and whatever it is

1366
00:59:08,960 --> 00:59:09,720
Speaker 3: that you're.

1367
00:59:09,280 --> 00:59:13,280
Speaker 4: Choosing to Crispin. Yeah, no, that's not what this is

1368
00:59:13,320 --> 00:59:15,320
Speaker 4: for me. And I'm sure my manager is out there

1369
00:59:15,400 --> 00:59:17,480
Speaker 4: right now like, oh my god. But this is more

1370
00:59:17,480 --> 00:59:20,200
Speaker 4: of like a fun This is a fulfillment moment for

1371
00:59:20,240 --> 00:59:22,520
Speaker 4: me and less about anybody else. So I'm just like,

1372
00:59:22,560 --> 00:59:25,680
Speaker 4: I don't give a fuck who likes it doesn't like it. Like,

1373
00:59:25,760 --> 00:59:28,280
Speaker 4: if somebody does like it, I thank you so much.

1374
00:59:28,320 --> 00:59:30,800
Speaker 4: That makes me so happy, Like I found one person

1375
00:59:30,840 --> 00:59:33,760
Speaker 4: who's rocking with me. But this is really like a

1376
00:59:33,880 --> 00:59:35,960
Speaker 4: dream for me and something that I feel like I

1377
00:59:36,000 --> 00:59:39,280
Speaker 4: have to do for myself. And it's gotten me into

1378
00:59:39,320 --> 00:59:42,120
Speaker 4: some shit. Like things are obviously getting bigger and it's

1379
00:59:42,160 --> 00:59:45,440
Speaker 4: gotten more serious. But at the beginning this was just

1380
00:59:45,480 --> 00:59:48,000
Speaker 4: more of like a personal dream that I felt.

1381
00:59:48,000 --> 00:59:49,840
Speaker 2: Like I have to do. That's dorible.

1382
00:59:49,880 --> 00:59:52,000
Speaker 3: I hope that you're able to keep that same feeling

1383
00:59:52,160 --> 00:59:57,240
Speaker 3: around it and just yeah, not let people soule in

1384
00:59:57,480 --> 00:59:59,560
Speaker 3: the pure experience.

1385
01:00:00,160 --> 01:00:03,960
Speaker 2: Yeah, like you don't have to be prints the first time. Yeah,

1386
01:00:04,360 --> 01:00:06,960
Speaker 2: album everyone, I think even without being an artist, like

1387
01:00:06,960 --> 01:00:09,520
Speaker 2: a music artist, everyone's finding their sound.

1388
01:00:10,080 --> 01:00:10,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, Like, how do.

1389
01:00:10,920 --> 01:00:13,200
Speaker 2: I show up in the world? What is what is like?

1390
01:00:13,200 --> 01:00:15,040
Speaker 2: What are the colors that I paint with? What is like?

1391
01:00:15,080 --> 01:00:18,680
Speaker 2: What is my mature contribution? Yeah? How are you creating?

1392
01:00:18,920 --> 01:00:21,160
Speaker 2: And it changes and it shifts and people can paint

1393
01:00:21,160 --> 01:00:22,760
Speaker 2: with a lot of different colors, you know, you can

1394
01:00:22,800 --> 01:00:24,560
Speaker 2: your sound can be like this and this and this

1395
01:00:24,640 --> 01:00:26,720
Speaker 2: and this, because we all have different talents and we

1396
01:00:26,760 --> 01:00:30,360
Speaker 2: all deserve the you know, like the space to imagine

1397
01:00:30,640 --> 01:00:32,720
Speaker 2: and a lot of us like lose that as in childhood.

1398
01:00:32,720 --> 01:00:34,600
Speaker 2: And I think that's the gift of being parents too,

1399
01:00:34,760 --> 01:00:36,640
Speaker 2: is that you get to see your kid just play

1400
01:00:36,720 --> 01:00:38,400
Speaker 2: and not give a fuck and wear those boots with

1401
01:00:38,440 --> 01:00:40,440
Speaker 2: that shirt that doesn't match at all, but whatever you

1402
01:00:40,480 --> 01:00:42,840
Speaker 2: love it, I like it, or where your Superman outfit

1403
01:00:42,960 --> 01:00:44,560
Speaker 2: and whatever you let them do it, And like we

1404
01:00:44,640 --> 01:00:47,120
Speaker 2: lose that spark. And I think, like, well, me and

1405
01:00:47,240 --> 01:00:48,760
Speaker 2: Erica talk about this a lot in the retreats and

1406
01:00:48,880 --> 01:00:50,720
Speaker 2: just in general in our relationship, and a lot of

1407
01:00:50,760 --> 01:00:54,760
Speaker 2: like Good Moms was built on playfulness. We played together,

1408
01:00:54,920 --> 01:00:57,120
Speaker 2: you know, we were like we just reimagined and we

1409
01:00:57,120 --> 01:01:00,240
Speaker 2: were just having fun and saying like, fuck which you

1410
01:01:00,240 --> 01:01:01,560
Speaker 2: think I'm supposed to be doing. I know I'm a

1411
01:01:01,600 --> 01:01:03,760
Speaker 2: good mom. I'm gonna have fun. And then we produce

1412
01:01:03,880 --> 01:01:07,200
Speaker 2: this thing that you know, we've created this baby that's

1413
01:01:07,200 --> 01:01:09,880
Speaker 2: like sprouted all these other things. A book, a retreat

1414
01:01:09,920 --> 01:01:12,040
Speaker 2: and like we've met so many amazing women and got

1415
01:01:12,040 --> 01:01:14,200
Speaker 2: to sit down and sit and like just hear everybody's

1416
01:01:14,240 --> 01:01:17,800
Speaker 2: stories and smoke weed and like and connect and connect

1417
01:01:18,040 --> 01:01:21,400
Speaker 2: and just from playing giving ourselves the permission to play

1418
01:01:21,760 --> 01:01:24,600
Speaker 2: and to be honest and authentic. And I think like

1419
01:01:24,680 --> 01:01:26,800
Speaker 2: that's really the key. When you give yourself permission to

1420
01:01:26,840 --> 01:01:30,000
Speaker 2: play and to find your sound. Eventually you land on

1421
01:01:30,040 --> 01:01:32,560
Speaker 2: something and where it resonates, it will, and where it

1422
01:01:32,560 --> 01:01:35,640
Speaker 2: doesn't it doesn't. You find your people. You find your people. Yeah,

1423
01:01:35,840 --> 01:01:36,760
Speaker 2: you find your tribe.

1424
01:01:36,880 --> 01:01:41,800
Speaker 3: End of story, Parker, I want to play a game

1425
01:01:41,840 --> 01:01:42,280
Speaker 3: with you.

1426
01:01:42,400 --> 01:01:44,959
Speaker 2: Okay, I love a good game. Wait, maybe you should

1427
01:01:45,000 --> 01:01:49,640
Speaker 2: hit the joint first. Excuse you a little bit. Remember

1428
01:01:49,680 --> 01:01:50,439
Speaker 2: when you're little, they.

1429
01:01:50,320 --> 01:01:52,840
Speaker 3: Like they like turn you around a bunch of the

1430
01:01:52,840 --> 01:01:55,640
Speaker 3: equivalent to like smoking ahead of something and then being

1431
01:01:55,680 --> 01:01:58,080
Speaker 3: a question the same exact thing.

1432
01:01:59,520 --> 01:02:01,440
Speaker 4: Okay, so you guys have been smoking your backwards, but

1433
01:02:01,480 --> 01:02:02,800
Speaker 4: you have your pre rolls.

1434
01:02:02,880 --> 01:02:05,080
Speaker 2: I have weed. I have weed to shell.

1435
01:02:05,520 --> 01:02:08,040
Speaker 3: Yeah, because this is so much worse, sad, I don't

1436
01:02:08,080 --> 01:02:09,240
Speaker 3: even I don't do pre rolls.

1437
01:02:09,280 --> 01:02:10,520
Speaker 2: I'm sorry. You like blunts.

1438
01:02:11,000 --> 01:02:14,479
Speaker 3: I am a blunt aholic. Have what kind of blends

1439
01:02:14,520 --> 01:02:14,960
Speaker 3: are you smoking?

1440
01:02:14,960 --> 01:02:16,640
Speaker 4: I've been trying to just do grab a, but the

1441
01:02:16,640 --> 01:02:21,000
Speaker 4: backwards had me in a chokehold for like two years.

1442
01:02:21,520 --> 01:02:27,520
Speaker 3: Yes, we have real bad, full amount of too. I

1443
01:02:27,600 --> 01:02:33,520
Speaker 3: like with them having pretty thing. No, I'm okay, it's pointless.

1444
01:02:33,960 --> 01:02:35,960
Speaker 3: It's what I smoke before I came though, but it's

1445
01:02:36,520 --> 01:02:37,760
Speaker 3: I was already confused earlier.

1446
01:02:42,600 --> 01:02:43,120
Speaker 2: Confusion.

1447
01:02:44,880 --> 01:02:48,520
Speaker 3: Okay, So trigger is the game, and I'm just going

1448
01:02:48,560 --> 01:02:50,240
Speaker 3: to say a word, and you just say the first

1449
01:02:50,280 --> 01:02:51,360
Speaker 3: thing that comes to your mind.

1450
01:02:51,440 --> 01:02:55,280
Speaker 2: Don't overthink it. Just the first thing. Okay mm hmm.

1451
01:02:56,920 --> 01:03:03,720
Speaker 3: Trigger with parka m canna, posy, bad habits smoking. What

1452
01:03:04,880 --> 01:03:09,440
Speaker 3: because I'm a crackhead, like like you're a walking contradiction.

1453
01:03:09,520 --> 01:03:11,840
Speaker 3: What do you mean because that has a whole conversation. No,

1454
01:03:12,120 --> 01:03:14,000
Speaker 3: I think I just I have a problem.

1455
01:03:15,080 --> 01:03:17,760
Speaker 2: You heard it here first, I can out kind of

1456
01:03:17,800 --> 01:03:23,360
Speaker 2: has a problem. You're a smoker. If there's smoke, you smoke.

1457
01:03:23,600 --> 01:03:27,040
Speaker 2: That's like, that's that's well, we're rappers. It's the rapper, the.

1458
01:03:27,120 --> 01:03:31,520
Speaker 4: Rapper, it's the real niggaan that just it just you

1459
01:03:31,680 --> 01:03:35,400
Speaker 4: wash it first. No, I don't I get Oh, yes,

1460
01:03:35,440 --> 01:03:43,480
Speaker 4: you're tobacco with it. Okay, marriage, I'd like to do

1461
01:03:43,520 --> 01:03:45,240
Speaker 4: it again. I know you said one word, but I'd

1462
01:03:45,280 --> 01:03:46,520
Speaker 4: like Yeah, I'm hopeful for it.

1463
01:03:46,560 --> 01:03:49,160
Speaker 3: I believe in it. I think people it should be

1464
01:03:49,600 --> 01:03:52,440
Speaker 3: And you said one word, this is what it's for.

1465
01:03:52,640 --> 01:03:55,800
Speaker 3: To just expand. I think marriage should be what you

1466
01:03:55,960 --> 01:03:56,960
Speaker 3: two want it to be.

1467
01:03:57,360 --> 01:03:58,160
Speaker 2: I think that.

1468
01:03:59,520 --> 01:04:02,320
Speaker 4: Society the places all these ideas on us, and I

1469
01:04:02,360 --> 01:04:04,680
Speaker 4: think that it works out better for people when they

1470
01:04:04,680 --> 01:04:07,680
Speaker 4: create their own set of rules and how they want

1471
01:04:07,720 --> 01:04:10,760
Speaker 4: their lives to look. So I'm hopeful maybe one day again.

1472
01:04:11,280 --> 01:04:15,320
Speaker 2: Yeah, yeah, that's it. How long are you married? Six years? Oh,

1473
01:04:15,680 --> 01:04:17,920
Speaker 2: that's a lot of time. Yeah. How old are you?

1474
01:04:17,960 --> 01:04:20,000
Speaker 2: How old were you when you're married? Oh? How old? Sorry?

1475
01:04:20,120 --> 01:04:22,640
Speaker 2: Twenty two? Oh you got married at twenty two? Yeah?

1476
01:04:22,760 --> 01:04:27,160
Speaker 4: Oh my lord, yeah twenty three something like that.

1477
01:04:27,320 --> 01:04:29,000
Speaker 3: Did you know each other from?

1478
01:04:29,080 --> 01:04:32,280
Speaker 4: Like, like you, guys, I've known him since I was fifteen.

1479
01:04:32,320 --> 01:04:34,440
Speaker 4: We went to high school together, and we plan to

1480
01:04:34,520 --> 01:04:35,640
Speaker 4: get married.

1481
01:04:35,360 --> 01:04:37,440
Speaker 3: And have a baby and all that, and we were like,

1482
01:04:37,520 --> 01:04:38,560
Speaker 3: this is what Katie would have been.

1483
01:04:39,160 --> 01:04:41,520
Speaker 2: No, literally, it was very Katie horrible.

1484
01:04:43,840 --> 01:04:46,080
Speaker 4: I do feel like I got like my family values

1485
01:04:46,120 --> 01:04:48,560
Speaker 4: from that show, though, because it's just such a cute show.

1486
01:04:48,600 --> 01:04:51,280
Speaker 4: It's like, of course we all want that, but those

1487
01:04:51,280 --> 01:04:51,640
Speaker 4: are some.

1488
01:04:51,640 --> 01:04:54,000
Speaker 2: Good values to have, you know. That was a great show.

1489
01:04:55,000 --> 01:05:07,200
Speaker 3: Religion complicated, that's what comes to mind. Breastfeeding very very

1490
01:05:07,240 --> 01:05:08,080
Speaker 3: hard journey.

1491
01:05:08,440 --> 01:05:10,960
Speaker 4: And if you're able to do it for a long

1492
01:05:11,080 --> 01:05:15,000
Speaker 4: amount of time, more power to you, and definitely do it.

1493
01:05:15,040 --> 01:05:17,040
Speaker 2: If you're able to. How long did you breastfeed for?

1494
01:05:17,600 --> 01:05:19,880
Speaker 4: I think like eleven months, And the fact that I

1495
01:05:19,960 --> 01:05:21,680
Speaker 4: made it it was like by the grace of God

1496
01:05:21,920 --> 01:05:25,240
Speaker 4: because I did pumping. This is amount of time though

1497
01:05:25,480 --> 01:05:28,720
Speaker 4: I had mastitis like two days after it was it

1498
01:05:28,760 --> 01:05:29,040
Speaker 4: was one.

1499
01:05:29,120 --> 01:05:30,640
Speaker 2: I thought it was dying. It was one of the

1500
01:05:30,680 --> 01:05:32,040
Speaker 2: worst pains ever in my life.

1501
01:05:32,160 --> 01:05:36,240
Speaker 3: So for baby, yeah, I know, I feel you. Favorite

1502
01:05:36,280 --> 01:05:37,080
Speaker 3: porn category.

1503
01:05:38,840 --> 01:05:39,960
Speaker 2: I like a little.

1504
01:05:41,880 --> 01:05:44,320
Speaker 3: Not your voice kidding, like a little would you like girl?

1505
01:05:45,760 --> 01:05:52,800
Speaker 3: Oh yeah, I love that squirt sisters, Yeah, I don't know,

1506
01:05:52,960 --> 01:05:55,600
Speaker 3: just for the og porn people's cytheria, you know I'm

1507
01:05:55,640 --> 01:05:59,520
Speaker 3: talking about. She is a waterfall. Anyway, I'll send you

1508
01:05:59,560 --> 01:06:01,680
Speaker 3: some stuff. Though she's white. This the only white woman

1509
01:06:01,720 --> 01:06:04,640
Speaker 3: I watch what I only watch. It's only for that reason. Literally,

1510
01:06:04,920 --> 01:06:07,360
Speaker 3: very fast forward to that part. I don't watch it anymore.

1511
01:06:07,360 --> 01:06:10,280
Speaker 3: But that was my intro into sporting anyway. Fun fact

1512
01:06:10,320 --> 01:06:16,840
Speaker 3: is that nobody asked for Okay, deal breaker.

1513
01:06:19,040 --> 01:06:21,600
Speaker 2: Cheating really yeah, I'm not into it.

1514
01:06:21,960 --> 01:06:24,280
Speaker 4: Don't let me find the fuck out, that's sure because

1515
01:06:24,280 --> 01:06:29,200
Speaker 4: we'll definitely. I don't recommend very territorial like I need.

1516
01:06:29,240 --> 01:06:30,920
Speaker 4: I like what's mine to be mine?

1517
01:06:31,080 --> 01:06:31,480
Speaker 2: Yeah, so.

1518
01:06:34,080 --> 01:06:40,720
Speaker 3: More kids, Yes, last time you had sex? Not me

1519
01:06:40,800 --> 01:06:45,880
Speaker 3: thinking about it this hard. I think it's been like

1520
01:06:47,240 --> 01:06:50,040
Speaker 3: it's been a few weeks. Okay, it's been a few weeks.

1521
01:06:50,120 --> 01:06:53,480
Speaker 3: I've had like one person that I've been like, you know,

1522
01:06:54,560 --> 01:06:55,280
Speaker 3: time hanging out with.

1523
01:06:55,400 --> 01:06:55,560
Speaker 2: Yeah.

1524
01:06:55,720 --> 01:06:58,040
Speaker 3: Nice, you can't give him too much attention. You're not

1525
01:06:58,160 --> 01:07:00,960
Speaker 3: You're just in the running. Igga, don't get don't get

1526
01:07:01,000 --> 01:07:01,720
Speaker 3: too comfortable.

1527
01:07:03,120 --> 01:07:09,520
Speaker 2: Anything can happen. Don't fuck it up. Toxic trait. I

1528
01:07:09,520 --> 01:07:14,840
Speaker 2: sucker communicating. Honestly, I'm working on it. Yeah. Favorite sexposition

1529
01:07:15,640 --> 01:07:16,080
Speaker 2: mm hmm.

1530
01:07:19,120 --> 01:07:22,320
Speaker 3: I like one thing I know that's always gonna work

1531
01:07:22,520 --> 01:07:25,439
Speaker 3: for me is I don't even know what you call this,

1532
01:07:25,680 --> 01:07:29,120
Speaker 3: but it's like missionary kind of but with my leg up,

1533
01:07:29,200 --> 01:07:30,720
Speaker 3: so I don't know what, let's call it, like a

1534
01:07:31,680 --> 01:07:34,440
Speaker 3: like oh, like you're on like you're like this, yes, exactly,

1535
01:07:34,560 --> 01:07:38,400
Speaker 3: okaylationary leg up Okay, I was like, wait a min

1536
01:07:38,480 --> 01:07:39,280
Speaker 3: on top of my le.

1537
01:07:41,280 --> 01:07:42,480
Speaker 2: I don't know, I don't know what to call that.

1538
01:07:42,520 --> 01:07:44,800
Speaker 3: I like that one too. That one good, that does

1539
01:07:44,840 --> 01:07:50,720
Speaker 3: it for me. But I love get in there. Femininity

1540
01:07:53,400 --> 01:07:54,959
Speaker 3: everything white women.

1541
01:07:56,160 --> 01:07:58,760
Speaker 4: I mean, I came from a white woman, so I

1542
01:07:58,800 --> 01:08:05,440
Speaker 4: mean they can be a bit traumatizing, but yeah, traumatizing.

1543
01:08:05,520 --> 01:08:06,640
Speaker 2: We'll go with that.

1544
01:08:07,240 --> 01:08:09,000
Speaker 3: My mom's gonna be like, what the.

1545
01:08:08,720 --> 01:08:11,919
Speaker 2: Fuck, it's okay, mom, We're going straight to anal sex.

1546
01:08:13,440 --> 01:08:15,760
Speaker 2: I wouldna say the cadence of these questions we could have.

1547
01:08:15,920 --> 01:08:19,280
Speaker 2: Maybe you know, I'm trying to confuse her.

1548
01:08:20,439 --> 01:08:31,280
Speaker 3: Okay, no, not into that. Okay, celebrity crush.

1549
01:08:33,040 --> 01:08:38,599
Speaker 4: Fuck, I like don't really have one. I don't know,

1550
01:08:41,160 --> 01:08:43,960
Speaker 4: I don't really have one. I know that's crazy.

1551
01:08:44,160 --> 01:08:44,479
Speaker 2: I know.

1552
01:08:44,640 --> 01:08:47,040
Speaker 3: I like, like real normal, normal people in real life.

1553
01:08:47,280 --> 01:08:49,920
Speaker 4: I do find some men attractive, but like there's not

1554
01:08:51,400 --> 01:08:54,000
Speaker 4: like if I tell you who has my two celebrity

1555
01:08:54,000 --> 01:08:55,960
Speaker 4: crushes for so long, I don't even want the world

1556
01:08:55,960 --> 01:08:58,360
Speaker 4: to know that, like a future and fucking.

1557
01:08:58,040 --> 01:09:00,200
Speaker 3: Tied doll asign like that was that was the for

1558
01:09:00,280 --> 01:09:00,799
Speaker 3: a while.

1559
01:09:01,160 --> 01:09:04,599
Speaker 2: I know, God, but he's just way too disgusting, Like.

1560
01:09:04,520 --> 01:09:06,599
Speaker 3: I what is it about him? Because he's a little toxic,

1561
01:09:06,600 --> 01:09:07,479
Speaker 3: because you're like kind of like.

1562
01:09:08,600 --> 01:09:10,840
Speaker 4: So like now like in my adult age, I just

1563
01:09:10,920 --> 01:09:13,320
Speaker 4: am like I don't know, well, I could understand when

1564
01:09:13,320 --> 01:09:16,439
Speaker 4: he first came out, like he hadn't fully actualized.

1565
01:09:16,479 --> 01:09:18,120
Speaker 2: We didn't know his name is like Natavious.

1566
01:09:18,240 --> 01:09:20,680
Speaker 3: He hadn't fully actualized into his full form yat so

1567
01:09:20,680 --> 01:09:23,400
Speaker 3: we were still you know, he had social media out,

1568
01:09:23,439 --> 01:09:25,240
Speaker 3: so it's like we know everybody's business.

1569
01:09:25,320 --> 01:09:29,280
Speaker 2: Damn here, Like the I like telling you, I also

1570
01:09:29,360 --> 01:09:33,080
Speaker 2: have a crush really yeah, like actually you need to

1571
01:09:33,120 --> 01:09:35,759
Speaker 2: put her on to some good till so she could understand.

1572
01:09:35,800 --> 01:09:38,200
Speaker 2: And I like his music. Were we together One time

1573
01:09:38,200 --> 01:09:40,680
Speaker 2: I went to I was somewhere. I was at a

1574
01:09:40,720 --> 01:09:43,519
Speaker 2: studio and Tie Dollars Time walked in and it was

1575
01:09:43,520 --> 01:09:45,080
Speaker 2: just something about his presence. He looked at me and

1576
01:09:45,120 --> 01:09:46,479
Speaker 2: he said hi, I shook my hand. He was like

1577
01:09:46,520 --> 01:09:49,160
Speaker 2: super kind and I was like, huh, I mean I

1578
01:09:49,280 --> 01:09:51,080
Speaker 2: never thought of Tie Dollars Time like this until I

1579
01:09:51,080 --> 01:09:53,400
Speaker 2: saw him in human and I was like, I'm with it.

1580
01:09:53,640 --> 01:09:54,800
Speaker 2: I have like old.

1581
01:09:54,600 --> 01:09:58,000
Speaker 4: Celebrity crushes like Tank Robin Thick like now, when I

1582
01:09:58,040 --> 01:10:02,920
Speaker 4: look at them, I was like, yo, I had his

1583
01:10:03,000 --> 01:10:03,680
Speaker 4: post in.

1584
01:10:04,680 --> 01:10:06,000
Speaker 2: I kind of had a crush on Robin Thick.

1585
01:10:06,040 --> 01:10:07,519
Speaker 3: I'm not gonna lie when he get lost with that.

1586
01:10:08,600 --> 01:10:12,080
Speaker 3: My god, I was like no, literally, I was so

1587
01:10:12,120 --> 01:10:13,519
Speaker 3: mad when I found out they got married.

1588
01:10:13,840 --> 01:10:16,439
Speaker 2: Like you had a crush on the music, yo, I

1589
01:10:16,479 --> 01:10:22,040
Speaker 2: had a crush on John b over Robin Sick.

1590
01:10:22,160 --> 01:10:25,439
Speaker 3: I mean like the originally Robins Thick in two thousand,

1591
01:10:25,680 --> 01:10:28,519
Speaker 3: not fucking the two thousand and four whatever year that way.

1592
01:10:29,200 --> 01:10:31,760
Speaker 3: Nice john By has never been at that one that

1593
01:10:32,880 --> 01:10:36,519
Speaker 3: I don't know he never attracting. He was a cutie,

1594
01:10:36,520 --> 01:10:37,080
Speaker 3: but not fine.

1595
01:10:37,160 --> 01:10:38,120
Speaker 2: Robin Thick was fine.

1596
01:10:38,200 --> 01:10:40,400
Speaker 3: I don't remember he had the men when he first

1597
01:10:40,479 --> 01:10:45,320
Speaker 3: came out in the long hair bike. He was riding

1598
01:10:45,320 --> 01:10:45,960
Speaker 3: that bike in New York.

1599
01:10:46,280 --> 01:10:50,840
Speaker 2: That one that a little sexy white man I have.

1600
01:10:50,920 --> 01:10:54,639
Speaker 3: I have white board crushes blonde the other white soul

1601
01:10:54,680 --> 01:10:56,880
Speaker 3: singer Jamison JM.

1602
01:10:57,240 --> 01:10:59,360
Speaker 2: Like his voice. He sounds like he's some soul he did.

1603
01:10:59,479 --> 01:11:01,880
Speaker 2: What does he look like like one of them? What

1604
01:11:02,000 --> 01:11:02,200
Speaker 2: is that?

1605
01:11:02,400 --> 01:11:02,479
Speaker 5: Like?

1606
01:11:02,600 --> 01:11:04,240
Speaker 2: Want Robby Robin Thick?

1607
01:11:05,360 --> 01:11:07,840
Speaker 3: Okay, well no, because Robin think of John.

1608
01:11:07,840 --> 01:11:11,960
Speaker 2: We don't look the same anyway, old picture of Robin

1609
01:11:11,960 --> 01:11:15,200
Speaker 2: Thick because she doesn't vision. Don't think of him right now?

1610
01:11:15,280 --> 01:11:18,400
Speaker 3: Look say Robin Dick two thousand and four, maybe two

1611
01:11:18,400 --> 01:11:19,439
Speaker 3: thousand and one, because I don't.

1612
01:11:19,479 --> 01:11:21,639
Speaker 2: I think I was like tenth grade anyway.

1613
01:11:22,400 --> 01:11:25,759
Speaker 4: Therapy I love it, and I think everybody should fucking

1614
01:11:25,800 --> 01:11:28,160
Speaker 4: go where therapy.

1615
01:11:28,720 --> 01:11:36,880
Speaker 2: Sorry, moved on while you're looking turn on. I like

1616
01:11:37,080 --> 01:11:38,559
Speaker 2: my like.

1617
01:11:39,040 --> 01:11:41,160
Speaker 4: What turns me on? What gets me going is like

1618
01:11:41,320 --> 01:11:42,840
Speaker 4: I love a good foot in the mouth. I'm not

1619
01:11:42,880 --> 01:11:43,639
Speaker 4: gonna lie.

1620
01:11:43,640 --> 01:11:47,120
Speaker 2: What really you want a nigga's foot in your mouth?

1621
01:11:47,200 --> 01:11:50,240
Speaker 2: I want my foot in his mouth because I just

1622
01:11:50,280 --> 01:11:55,360
Speaker 2: saw your way in your mouth, and I.

1623
01:11:55,280 --> 01:11:56,960
Speaker 3: Was like, stop picturing that.

1624
01:11:57,280 --> 01:11:59,559
Speaker 2: Don't ever do it again. Stop that happening.

1625
01:11:59,680 --> 01:12:00,160
Speaker 3: Okay.

1626
01:12:00,479 --> 01:12:05,040
Speaker 2: I was like, I just I was like, oh my god,

1627
01:12:05,360 --> 01:12:09,760
Speaker 2: just a little, just a little. She's nasty, filthy. I

1628
01:12:09,920 --> 01:12:12,200
Speaker 2: like it. Oh my god.

1629
01:12:12,320 --> 01:12:24,000
Speaker 3: Yeah, no, my foot only biggest insecurity, biggest insecurity.

1630
01:12:26,800 --> 01:12:34,479
Speaker 2: Mm hmmm. He wasn't cute. Nope, let me see, let

1631
01:12:34,520 --> 01:12:34,840
Speaker 2: me see.

1632
01:12:37,000 --> 01:12:43,840
Speaker 3: No, yeah, I see a glimpse of it over there,

1633
01:12:43,880 --> 01:12:46,679
Speaker 3: and I'm like, no, what are we thinking?

1634
01:12:48,400 --> 01:12:51,240
Speaker 2: What are we thinking? What the fuck are we thinking?

1635
01:12:51,640 --> 01:12:55,479
Speaker 2: It was the music, the blue white soul. Get your confused, girl,

1636
01:12:56,080 --> 01:12:59,280
Speaker 2: we might be getting He aged like he was before.

1637
01:12:59,400 --> 01:12:59,880
Speaker 2: He's the same.

1638
01:13:01,080 --> 01:13:03,439
Speaker 3: I don't remember that version.

1639
01:13:03,760 --> 01:13:05,559
Speaker 2: I told you guys, Oh my.

1640
01:13:05,400 --> 01:13:08,280
Speaker 4: God, no, I'm gonna find a fucking music video and

1641
01:13:08,280 --> 01:13:09,479
Speaker 4: we're all gonna see he was.

1642
01:13:09,479 --> 01:13:16,400
Speaker 2: Fine hypnotizing of it over you. Because I'm gonna say.

1643
01:13:16,240 --> 01:13:19,599
Speaker 4: This not as bash as this lady's husband or April,

1644
01:13:19,680 --> 01:13:21,559
Speaker 4: whatever her name. I could just tell he just dyed

1645
01:13:21,600 --> 01:13:26,360
Speaker 4: his hair, like just be you know, Erica says it

1646
01:13:26,360 --> 01:13:27,559
Speaker 4: to me every nigger she pulls up.

1647
01:13:27,560 --> 01:13:29,280
Speaker 2: I can tell he just died his hair, just dire.

1648
01:13:29,320 --> 01:13:32,920
Speaker 3: I'm like, how if you are over forty years old

1649
01:13:33,400 --> 01:13:35,360
Speaker 3: and you are a white man, you're dyeing your hair

1650
01:13:35,439 --> 01:13:37,680
Speaker 3: most likely. And if you're black, mate, you have a

1651
01:13:37,680 --> 01:13:40,160
Speaker 3: little more time, got a lot at lot more time.

1652
01:13:40,360 --> 01:13:44,000
Speaker 2: Erica is adamant about identifying the dis She's like, he died.

1653
01:13:45,080 --> 01:13:47,120
Speaker 3: Freshly fresh, That's what she said.

1654
01:13:47,120 --> 01:13:50,519
Speaker 2: It's fresh yesterday. Like, how do you know this information?

1655
01:13:50,800 --> 01:13:51,519
Speaker 2: I have done?

1656
01:13:52,200 --> 01:13:54,960
Speaker 4: Okay, my biggest insecurity I want to say when that's

1657
01:13:54,960 --> 01:13:56,880
Speaker 4: so fucking funny, but I'm not about to put my.

1658
01:13:57,479 --> 01:14:01,519
Speaker 2: Come on, you're already well, I'll.

1659
01:14:01,320 --> 01:14:02,000
Speaker 3: Say right now.

1660
01:14:02,080 --> 01:14:06,320
Speaker 4: Lately, probably my boobs, you know, after having like a baby, Yeah,

1661
01:14:06,520 --> 01:14:10,320
Speaker 4: all the pumping, all the like, whoa, that's a lot big.

1662
01:14:10,400 --> 01:14:11,759
Speaker 2: Oh would you get your boobs done?

1663
01:14:12,000 --> 01:14:14,040
Speaker 4: I got my boobs done before. So I got my

1664
01:14:14,080 --> 01:14:16,439
Speaker 4: boobs done when I was like eighteen. It's always been

1665
01:14:16,479 --> 01:14:18,600
Speaker 4: the boobs for me. Like one of my boobs was

1666
01:14:18,640 --> 01:14:20,920
Speaker 4: like way bigger than the other one. So I ended

1667
01:14:21,000 --> 01:14:23,280
Speaker 4: up getting a reduction in a lift when I was

1668
01:14:23,280 --> 01:14:26,240
Speaker 4: like literally eighteen, okay, because I was insecure about them then,

1669
01:14:26,479 --> 01:14:29,000
Speaker 4: Like I couldn't wear your natural boobs.

1670
01:14:29,080 --> 01:14:31,920
Speaker 3: Yeah, I'm talking about putting an implant in your titty.

1671
01:14:32,080 --> 01:14:34,640
Speaker 2: No, no, no, I don't do fake anything. I'm not

1672
01:14:34,760 --> 01:14:39,880
Speaker 2: into it. I might, I just don't recommend it. I'm scared.

1673
01:14:40,240 --> 01:14:42,479
Speaker 3: I'm just last saying I recommend it. I just always

1674
01:14:42,479 --> 01:14:44,000
Speaker 3: I was like you two for a really long time.

1675
01:14:44,240 --> 01:14:45,880
Speaker 3: And then I actually went in for something else. I

1676
01:14:45,920 --> 01:14:47,680
Speaker 3: went in for LiPo, and then they said you're not

1677
01:14:48,080 --> 01:14:50,320
Speaker 3: you don't qualify for lepo, but you should get boobs.

1678
01:14:50,320 --> 01:14:53,559
Speaker 3: And I was like I should and then they convinced me,

1679
01:14:53,560 --> 01:14:55,080
Speaker 3: and I was like, maybe I should get boobs.

1680
01:14:55,160 --> 01:14:57,240
Speaker 2: I think I need boobs. Am I'm doing this?

1681
01:14:57,360 --> 01:15:00,400
Speaker 3: And then I did it, and I no regrets. Recommend

1682
01:15:00,520 --> 01:15:02,719
Speaker 3: if you don't. If you're not comfortable with your titties fixing,

1683
01:15:02,840 --> 01:15:05,759
Speaker 3: but you got a good job, go to doctor Laverson

1684
01:15:05,800 --> 01:15:06,400
Speaker 3: in San Diego.

1685
01:15:06,479 --> 01:15:08,000
Speaker 2: I'm gonna call him and just see how much time

1686
01:15:08,040 --> 01:15:08,200
Speaker 2: I have.

1687
01:15:08,240 --> 01:15:10,000
Speaker 3: I don't want to read if anyone's ever gone to him,

1688
01:15:10,000 --> 01:15:11,120
Speaker 3: because this is not paid at all.

1689
01:15:11,520 --> 01:15:15,120
Speaker 4: Just what your freeness, the little booby. That's what I

1690
01:15:15,200 --> 01:15:16,160
Speaker 4: wish I was born now.

1691
01:15:16,280 --> 01:15:19,000
Speaker 2: I like my boobs. I just I wear them often

1692
01:15:19,200 --> 01:15:20,479
Speaker 2: out to parties.

1693
01:15:20,560 --> 01:15:23,439
Speaker 3: But I'm gonna have another baby and I'm gonna I

1694
01:15:23,520 --> 01:15:23,880
Speaker 3: don't know.

1695
01:15:24,000 --> 01:15:26,000
Speaker 2: I don't understand. I'm just I have it in my

1696
01:15:26,080 --> 01:15:32,320
Speaker 2: awareness that after forty four, in five years or whatever,

1697
01:15:32,320 --> 01:15:34,519
Speaker 2: how many years is a lot of years. I'm going

1698
01:15:34,560 --> 01:15:37,479
Speaker 2: to see doctor Laverston and only if he's not retired

1699
01:15:37,520 --> 01:15:42,679
Speaker 2: by then. So okay, you're gonna go take you. Eric's

1700
01:15:42,720 --> 01:15:43,720
Speaker 2: been trying, its been trying to.

1701
01:15:44,720 --> 01:15:47,320
Speaker 3: Our Next check, baby is those ticks?

1702
01:15:49,240 --> 01:15:51,800
Speaker 4: I get that though, after like a baby, I would

1703
01:15:51,920 --> 01:15:52,479
Speaker 4: understand that.

1704
01:15:52,560 --> 01:15:54,200
Speaker 3: Yeah I do have a baby again, then.

1705
01:15:54,080 --> 01:15:54,719
Speaker 2: Maybe I would.

1706
01:15:55,040 --> 01:15:57,680
Speaker 4: I mean, I also love your body, Yeah that too,

1707
01:15:57,720 --> 01:15:58,320
Speaker 4: love your body.

1708
01:15:58,320 --> 01:16:00,240
Speaker 2: I love my body, I really do. I just I'm

1709
01:16:00,280 --> 01:16:03,920
Speaker 2: for seeing that life after a second child, later in life,

1710
01:16:04,400 --> 01:16:06,559
Speaker 2: it's gonna look differently, like I probably will snap back.

1711
01:16:06,600 --> 01:16:09,520
Speaker 2: I'm not really concerned. But I like to be topless,

1712
01:16:09,520 --> 01:16:12,160
Speaker 2: and I just for everybody's sake. I guess if I

1713
01:16:12,160 --> 01:16:14,200
Speaker 2: get them done at forty five, at sixty, I can

1714
01:16:14,200 --> 01:16:17,519
Speaker 2: still wear them to the party. Yeah with my friends,

1715
01:16:17,560 --> 01:16:20,679
Speaker 2: you know, Like there's Mila and her forty year old boobs,

1716
01:16:20,720 --> 01:16:23,479
Speaker 2: but she's sixty. I love that.

1717
01:16:24,680 --> 01:16:27,120
Speaker 3: Oh my god, Okay, a few more, you get more.

1718
01:16:27,280 --> 01:16:28,000
Speaker 2: I have a few more.

1719
01:16:33,000 --> 01:16:41,960
Speaker 3: Let's see. Do you like girls?

1720
01:16:42,520 --> 01:16:43,000
Speaker 2: I do?

1721
01:16:43,160 --> 01:16:44,640
Speaker 4: I like I feel like I like to say I

1722
01:16:44,720 --> 01:16:49,799
Speaker 4: like girl because it's like, it's not it's not all girls.

1723
01:16:49,920 --> 01:16:51,599
Speaker 2: You know, there's just been a couple of times in

1724
01:16:51,600 --> 01:16:54,000
Speaker 2: my life. Where are you buy fun like me? I'm

1725
01:16:54,000 --> 01:16:55,599
Speaker 2: not by fun? See, I don't like that.

1726
01:16:55,680 --> 01:16:58,400
Speaker 3: Like I don't have to like you know, have anything

1727
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Speaker 3: like I just yeah, I mean I will. So you

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01:17:01,280 --> 01:17:02,760
Speaker 3: don't say you're saying you don't have a label, like

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01:17:02,800 --> 01:17:04,439
Speaker 3: you don't wouldn't label yourself by sexual I.

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01:17:04,439 --> 01:17:07,759
Speaker 4: Wouldn't label myself bisexual necessarily. But if the right woman

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01:17:07,840 --> 01:17:09,600
Speaker 4: came along that I just I don't know if I

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01:17:09,600 --> 01:17:12,600
Speaker 4: could see myself long term with the woman, Like I'm

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01:17:12,680 --> 01:17:14,280
Speaker 4: the kind of woman who likes a man.

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01:17:15,479 --> 01:17:19,120
Speaker 2: I love a little dick, not little.

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01:17:20,600 --> 01:17:25,960
Speaker 3: So okay, best advice you've ever gotten, Oh.

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01:17:25,520 --> 01:17:27,200
Speaker 2: Goodness, best advice I've ever gotten.

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01:17:27,240 --> 01:17:32,679
Speaker 3: That's a hard one you're asking. Fuck just or maybe

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01:17:32,720 --> 01:17:34,920
Speaker 3: the best advice you don't go to a didty party?

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01:17:37,360 --> 01:17:40,439
Speaker 2: Was expecting that. I think those are done now.

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01:17:41,520 --> 01:17:44,800
Speaker 3: Yes, okay, I went to a ditty party, but it

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01:17:44,880 --> 01:17:46,519
Speaker 3: was I went to a white party.

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01:17:46,520 --> 01:17:48,960
Speaker 2: One I went to party with me? No, we did.

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01:17:49,000 --> 01:17:52,600
Speaker 2: We went to Coachella, did we? Yeah? It was on

1744
01:17:52,720 --> 01:17:55,519
Speaker 2: that crazy name where we took the mushrooms and made

1745
01:17:55,520 --> 01:17:58,040
Speaker 2: it was before remember we couldn't wait.

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01:17:58,080 --> 01:17:59,639
Speaker 3: You guys are my kind of mom.

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01:18:00,720 --> 01:18:03,679
Speaker 2: Right before we did the Mollie and the mushroom, Molly

1748
01:18:03,800 --> 01:18:05,960
Speaker 2: and the mus right before we got like the coach.

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01:18:06,200 --> 01:18:06,799
Speaker 2: We were first.

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01:18:08,600 --> 01:18:10,759
Speaker 3: After I thought it was what's his name, Jeff?

1751
01:18:11,760 --> 01:18:16,840
Speaker 2: It was Diddy. There's fried chicken? Really? Wow? I never

1752
01:18:16,840 --> 01:18:19,719
Speaker 2: went to a neither.

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01:18:22,720 --> 01:18:24,680
Speaker 6: Before we get out of here, do you have a

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01:18:24,720 --> 01:18:26,320
Speaker 6: horse story you can share with us.

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01:18:26,720 --> 01:18:34,480
Speaker 2: A horror story? Horse stories?

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01:18:38,520 --> 01:18:41,519
Speaker 4: I haven't really done too many horrorsh things in my life.

1757
01:18:41,560 --> 01:18:43,960
Speaker 4: I can't lie what comes. I'm always I've been like

1758
01:18:44,000 --> 01:18:47,200
Speaker 4: a relationship girl like you never had with your man.

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01:18:47,680 --> 01:18:50,920
Speaker 4: I mean yeah, So what comes to mind is it's

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01:18:51,160 --> 01:18:54,320
Speaker 4: I've just had sex and lots of fun places.

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01:18:53,920 --> 01:18:59,519
Speaker 3: Like we're like on a roof, like in a random

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01:18:59,600 --> 01:19:02,439
Speaker 3: New York bathroom, because I guess we just couldn't wait,

1763
01:19:02,479 --> 01:19:05,040
Speaker 3: and that that time comes to mind for some reason

1764
01:19:05,040 --> 01:19:07,600
Speaker 3: because it was so exciting again, like.

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01:19:09,600 --> 01:19:11,920
Speaker 4: I went to meet him and his family like we

1766
01:19:12,280 --> 01:19:14,360
Speaker 4: like they were on like a family vacation, so like

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01:19:14,439 --> 01:19:16,200
Speaker 4: you know, we'd left away from them and we just

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01:19:16,280 --> 01:19:17,120
Speaker 4: couldn't We had to.

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01:19:17,080 --> 01:19:17,599
Speaker 2: Have each other.

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01:19:17,720 --> 01:19:19,280
Speaker 3: Yeah, that's like, that was my man.

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01:19:19,360 --> 01:19:21,479
Speaker 4: So it's just like I don't really have too many

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01:19:21,600 --> 01:19:25,160
Speaker 4: like Horrish like stories. It can I let my man

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01:19:25,240 --> 01:19:26,880
Speaker 4: slet me out. I don't really like.

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01:19:27,320 --> 01:19:31,360
Speaker 2: Yeah, best kind of sledding because you feel safe hopefully. Yeah,

1775
01:19:31,360 --> 01:19:33,760
Speaker 2: you supposed that your man should be the safe guy.

1776
01:19:34,520 --> 01:19:37,200
Speaker 2: Hopefully hopefully. Oh, we got to pick a tarot card

1777
01:19:37,200 --> 01:19:38,080
Speaker 2: before we get out of here.

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01:19:41,400 --> 01:19:59,360
Speaker 6: I better not picking going on.

1779
01:20:00,400 --> 01:20:01,559
Speaker 2: If he's lifting a weight.

1780
01:20:02,840 --> 01:20:04,440
Speaker 6: She's showing him something.

1781
01:20:05,560 --> 01:20:08,920
Speaker 2: Is this my destiny? They're going to figure.

1782
01:20:08,680 --> 01:20:12,280
Speaker 4: Something out together, I hope. So my life is three

1783
01:20:12,280 --> 01:20:14,200
Speaker 4: of us? Is my life being figured out?

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01:20:14,320 --> 01:20:22,559
Speaker 2: Finally, three of pentacles. The stone mason couldn't build the

1785
01:20:22,560 --> 01:20:25,080
Speaker 2: cathedral without the help of the architects, and they couldn't

1786
01:20:25,080 --> 01:20:27,920
Speaker 2: build it without him. Each person has an important role

1787
01:20:27,960 --> 01:20:29,840
Speaker 2: to play, and when they come together as a team,

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01:20:29,920 --> 01:20:32,760
Speaker 2: they can create something much more significant than if they

1789
01:20:32,760 --> 01:20:35,200
Speaker 2: were to undertake the project on their own. So when

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01:20:35,200 --> 01:20:37,679
Speaker 2: the three of Pentacles turns up in a tarot reading,

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01:20:38,040 --> 01:20:40,679
Speaker 2: take it as a sign to collaborate with others, creating

1792
01:20:40,680 --> 01:20:44,479
Speaker 2: synergies to achieve big results. The three of Pentacles represents

1793
01:20:44,560 --> 01:20:48,000
Speaker 2: the value of different ideas and levels of experience and collaboration.

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01:20:48,560 --> 01:20:53,120
Speaker 2: The architects respect and specialize knowledge of the stonesman Stone's mason,

1795
01:20:53,160 --> 01:20:55,479
Speaker 2: and the stone mason appreciates the wisdom of the experience

1796
01:20:55,520 --> 01:20:59,240
Speaker 2: of the architects. Even through their backgrounds, experience levels, and

1797
01:20:59,280 --> 01:21:01,920
Speaker 2: expertise are very, very different. They can become together to

1798
01:21:01,960 --> 01:21:04,400
Speaker 2: share their insight in a way that creates synergy and

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01:21:04,400 --> 01:21:07,439
Speaker 2: improves the finished product. There's no us and team.

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01:21:08,200 --> 01:21:12,360
Speaker 4: What just happened here? Three of us came together. Lovely energy.

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01:21:12,479 --> 01:21:13,920
Speaker 4: I've enjoyed myself so much.

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01:21:14,040 --> 01:21:16,599
Speaker 3: Yeah, thank you, I think you're coming to join us,

1803
01:21:16,640 --> 01:21:18,439
Speaker 3: And shout out to your team too.

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01:21:18,720 --> 01:21:20,719
Speaker 2: Shout out to Melissa for Melissa.

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01:21:20,800 --> 01:21:23,719
Speaker 3: Yes, she's brought us two incredible guests.

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01:21:23,880 --> 01:21:26,920
Speaker 2: Shout out to Ken the man and her bagel cat.

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01:21:29,920 --> 01:21:32,360
Speaker 3: Coming up and coming up here with the little baby cheatesh.

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01:21:32,479 --> 01:21:35,519
Speaker 2: I don't know that I have hyper allergenic. I'm like, hell,

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01:21:35,600 --> 01:21:36,639
Speaker 2: it's so cute.

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01:21:37,160 --> 01:21:41,800
Speaker 3: I can't up here, you know here it's five dog

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01:21:41,840 --> 01:21:45,880
Speaker 3: and be like, yeah, it's fine, let me touch it. Meanwhile,

1812
01:21:45,880 --> 01:21:47,559
Speaker 3: I have her like cat tatted on me.

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01:21:47,800 --> 01:21:50,479
Speaker 2: Basically, I love talking about cat.

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01:21:50,600 --> 01:21:52,519
Speaker 3: Wait, what does your cat trauma? Because I have some

1815
01:21:52,640 --> 01:21:55,600
Speaker 3: to I'm just allergic and also I don't know, like

1816
01:21:55,640 --> 01:22:01,639
Speaker 3: their energy is like sneaky, it is all time like cat.

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01:22:02,240 --> 01:22:04,040
Speaker 3: That's what I'm That's what it feels like. I'm like,

1818
01:22:04,080 --> 01:22:05,880
Speaker 3: we both I don't feel safe with you in the room.

1819
01:22:05,960 --> 01:22:08,840
Speaker 3: Like I'm I'm already like kind of like not gonna

1820
01:22:08,840 --> 01:22:09,639
Speaker 3: tell you everything.

1821
01:22:09,760 --> 01:22:12,400
Speaker 2: You're not gonna tell me? What are we doing? Why

1822
01:22:12,400 --> 01:22:13,080
Speaker 2: are we here together?

1823
01:22:13,200 --> 01:22:13,280
Speaker 5: Like?

1824
01:22:13,360 --> 01:22:13,960
Speaker 3: Get the fuck out?

1825
01:22:14,320 --> 01:22:19,200
Speaker 2: What is the sign? Scorpio cancer? Cancer? Yeah? Actually this

1826
01:22:19,280 --> 01:22:22,160
Speaker 2: last retreat, I called myself like trying to like do this,

1827
01:22:22,240 --> 01:22:25,320
Speaker 2: like being one with this cat, a jungle cat, and

1828
01:22:25,360 --> 01:22:28,559
Speaker 2: the fucking bitch she was so cute at first. She

1829
01:22:29,360 --> 01:22:30,880
Speaker 2: ripped into my lip and it was like she was

1830
01:22:30,880 --> 01:22:32,360
Speaker 2: like trying. I was trying to pull her off of me,

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01:22:32,400 --> 01:22:35,000
Speaker 2: and I could see like it was in like the

1832
01:22:35,080 --> 01:22:37,479
Speaker 2: crease of my lip, and I pulled the claw out.

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01:22:37,960 --> 01:22:39,960
Speaker 2: My lip got this fucking big.

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01:22:40,000 --> 01:22:41,720
Speaker 3: Can we insert the photo here? I'm gonna have to

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01:22:42,000 --> 01:22:44,360
Speaker 3: it is it was? It was astonishing, It was this.

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01:22:45,000 --> 01:22:50,479
Speaker 2: Is it because I'm allergic? I look like it was huge.

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01:22:50,600 --> 01:22:52,839
Speaker 2: I was like how I was like that for hours,

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01:22:52,880 --> 01:22:55,639
Speaker 2: like a whole day. So yeah, I definitely have cat trauma,

1839
01:22:55,680 --> 01:22:57,439
Speaker 2: even though I did totally try to take that cat.

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01:23:00,439 --> 01:23:04,200
Speaker 2: Thank you guys for listening. It's always wonderful to have

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01:23:04,240 --> 01:23:06,680
Speaker 2: a guest, and like I know, our audience is really

1842
01:23:06,680 --> 01:23:09,200
Speaker 2: going to appreciate this conversation. Thank you for coming, Thanks

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01:23:09,240 --> 01:23:11,200
Speaker 2: for having me. Can you tell our people where they

1844
01:23:11,240 --> 01:23:11,880
Speaker 2: can find you?

1845
01:23:12,160 --> 01:23:15,000
Speaker 4: Pretty much just on Instagram at Park and Mackenna with

1846
01:23:15,080 --> 01:23:15,960
Speaker 4: three a's.

1847
01:23:16,200 --> 01:23:18,160
Speaker 3: Do you have any new songs coming out or I?

1848
01:23:18,400 --> 01:23:20,679
Speaker 4: Okay, so I have this single. I want to drop

1849
01:23:20,720 --> 01:23:23,000
Speaker 4: it very soon. It's called No Caller I d so

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01:23:23,640 --> 01:23:24,519
Speaker 4: it'll be fun.

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01:23:24,720 --> 01:23:29,080
Speaker 3: Because my daddy, my daddy, and Atlanta, because I am

1852
01:23:29,720 --> 01:23:33,240
Speaker 3: lazy book, I have a couple of days in Atlanta myself.

1853
01:23:33,400 --> 01:23:36,200
Speaker 2: Hey, get you a daddy in Atlanta? Okay, they do

1854
01:23:36,400 --> 01:23:37,800
Speaker 2: basically make them the best.

1855
01:23:37,920 --> 01:23:39,120
Speaker 3: Wait, why would I first hear the song?

1856
01:23:39,120 --> 01:23:39,280
Speaker 2: Though?

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01:23:39,280 --> 01:23:40,560
Speaker 3: I really thought you were talking about you daddy, like

1858
01:23:40,600 --> 01:23:43,679
Speaker 3: you were going to see your daddy in Atlanta. Maybe

1859
01:23:43,720 --> 01:23:45,880
Speaker 3: I was still I was. I was like, she's Katie

1860
01:23:45,920 --> 01:23:49,519
Speaker 3: to go see your dad at I'm part of the problem.

1861
01:23:49,680 --> 01:23:51,559
Speaker 3: I'm part of the problem those people.

1862
01:23:52,080 --> 01:23:54,799
Speaker 2: I never thought that. I don't know why exactly.

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01:23:54,840 --> 01:23:56,400
Speaker 3: She says, I know a couple of days in.

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01:23:58,400 --> 01:24:01,759
Speaker 2: My daddy. Oh my God.

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01:24:01,920 --> 01:24:05,800
Speaker 3: Anyway, y'all, please make sure you subscribe to our YouTube channel,

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01:24:18,880 --> 01:24:21,200
Speaker 3: next week. Bye please.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I'm living so good. Can't you tell?

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01:24:24,680 --> 01:24:26,720
Speaker 5: I went through a drought. That's until I find a

1874
01:24:26,800 --> 01:24:28,840
Speaker 5: well made my have been known art that used to

1875
01:24:28,840 --> 01:24:31,120
Speaker 5: be broken. Helle now got the blues in inc like

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01:24:31,200 --> 01:24:32,200
Speaker 5: Beyonce Jisell.

1877
01:24:32,560 --> 01:24:34,080
Speaker 3: Throat shots from Pop and his cow.

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01:24:34,120 --> 01:24:36,439
Speaker 5: We're in our voices, patriarch and catch it in the

1879
01:24:36,560 --> 01:24:37,599
Speaker 5: box to exploi us.

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01:24:37,800 --> 01:24:40,400
Speaker 2: Women put the p and powers, so what's pointless? They

1881
01:24:40,439 --> 01:24:42,919
Speaker 2: want me to be good? So I made bad choices.

1882
01:24:43,040 --> 01:24:45,519
Speaker 2: Bad mom. Not a bad mom, but a bad mom.

1883
01:24:45,600 --> 01:24:48,519
Speaker 5: Gitter's in on, put cannabis in her bath, bon walk

1884
01:24:48,600 --> 01:24:50,679
Speaker 5: in bosses cap and I blew his cat.

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01:24:50,560 --> 01:24:51,479
Speaker 2: Ball tied dog.

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01:24:51,560 --> 01:24:54,000
Speaker 5: Now I'm immune to the cat called Herbie and no

1887
01:24:54,080 --> 01:24:56,559
Speaker 5: waisted straight to win like a dollar sign. Mother rent

1888
01:24:56,600 --> 01:24:58,800
Speaker 5: the lumber when so it's like a water sign where

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01:24:58,800 --> 01:25:01,439
Speaker 5: you're renting wins recess. You will win the summertime I

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01:25:01,560 --> 01:25:03,400
Speaker 5: do with all, ain't no one that needs to run

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01:25:03,479 --> 01:25:03,760
Speaker 5: it by