WEBVTT - Toosii Talks "Boys Don't Cry", Loyalty, Cheating, Vulnerability & More 0:00:00.400 --> 0:00:05.280 Wake that ass up in the morning. Breakfast Club Morning, 0:00:05.320 --> 0:00:09.280 Everybody's DJ Envy and Ngelie E Charlemagne the guy. We 0:00:09.320 --> 0:00:11.239 are to Breakfast Club. We got a special guest back 0:00:11.240 --> 0:00:15.200 in the building. But welcome back. What's going on? You 0:00:15.280 --> 0:00:18.560 got the new EP boys? Don't cry? Tell me about 0:00:18.600 --> 0:00:21.360 that title, man, I mean, I don't know. I feel 0:00:21.360 --> 0:00:23.599 like as men, um, you know, our whole life, we 0:00:24.040 --> 0:00:26.520 taught to be tough and I have emotions, you know, 0:00:27.440 --> 0:00:30.080 I mean, with you some bullshit, by the way, it's 0:00:30.080 --> 0:00:32.559 some bullshit. It definitely is. I just have I just 0:00:32.600 --> 0:00:34.440 have my son though, So I feel like, you know, 0:00:34.560 --> 0:00:36.919 me having my son kind of opened my eyes to that, Like, 0:00:36.960 --> 0:00:38.320 you know, I wanted to feel like he could be 0:00:38.360 --> 0:00:41.199 his own person. So, I mean that's the biggest thing. 0:00:41.240 --> 0:00:43.120 That's that's where the title came from. When you get 0:00:43.120 --> 0:00:45.720 that mentality from, because most most dads, I'm sure your 0:00:45.800 --> 0:00:48.839 dad's age or you raise your kid, fall down, I 0:00:48.880 --> 0:00:50.520 get back up. Don't you cry? You hope them tiens. 0:00:50.520 --> 0:00:53.199 Don't you cry to it? What made that? What had 0:00:53.280 --> 0:00:55.360 that change to you as a as a father? Um? 0:00:55.400 --> 0:00:59.240 I was raised by women, I mean, um, even raised 0:00:59.280 --> 0:01:00.920 by a women. I was it's raised to be tough. 0:01:01.480 --> 0:01:04.240 Um with him. I want him to be his own person. 0:01:04.840 --> 0:01:07.360 I mean, I don't. I don't want to fall into 0:01:07.400 --> 0:01:11.280 the same light or the state, same same statistic that 0:01:11.319 --> 0:01:14.640 everybody else selling into. So, I mean that's the biggest thing. 0:01:14.640 --> 0:01:16.200 I don't know. I'm gonna give you a book before 0:01:16.240 --> 0:01:18.280 you leave here about Jason Wilson cried, like a man, 0:01:18.360 --> 0:01:20.520 just remind me to give it to you else. Somebody 0:01:20.520 --> 0:01:23.839 else just told me that yesterday. Oh yeah, powerful, powerful book, 0:01:23.840 --> 0:01:25.640 because I feel like all you're doing is raising a 0:01:25.720 --> 0:01:27.720 generation of sociopath when you tell a bunch of men 0:01:27.840 --> 0:01:30.120 don't feel Yeah, they said, they said, they said the 0:01:30.120 --> 0:01:35.240 book about like basically like emotional incarceration. That's right, yea, yeah, 0:01:35.280 --> 0:01:36.760 I'm gonna check it out. I got it for you. 0:01:36.800 --> 0:01:38.560 I got it. I got copies up here somewhere. Oh yeah, 0:01:38.560 --> 0:01:41.479 I need it. How are you able to open up then, 0:01:41.640 --> 0:01:46.360 like to even be in a relationship, Um, honestly, like 0:01:46.440 --> 0:01:49.440 when when it came to that, I don't know. I 0:01:49.560 --> 0:01:52.880 just I just did it. It was you can't run 0:01:52.920 --> 0:01:55.720 away from love. You heard that's something that that's gonna 0:01:55.720 --> 0:01:58.280 follow you no matter where you go. Herd So I 0:01:58.320 --> 0:02:01.800 don't know either. You will love quick like the first 0:02:01.800 --> 0:02:05.520 sight type of thing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's ninth 0:02:05.560 --> 0:02:13.640 grade with everything na na la. But I have my 0:02:13.720 --> 0:02:16.200 one person though, Yeah, I mean it's ninth grade that 0:02:16.240 --> 0:02:18.840 I that's okay. Yeah, yes, it's ninth grade. Like I 0:02:18.919 --> 0:02:20.480 knew who that was, who I wanted to do it. 0:02:20.800 --> 0:02:22.519 I mean, so it's kind of like that. You still 0:02:22.560 --> 0:02:24.720 feel like that's that's a rare thing to happen for 0:02:24.919 --> 0:02:27.519 that and you would say that happened with you. Yeah, 0:02:27.560 --> 0:02:30.160 my wife was fifteen or sixteen. Yeah, that's crazy. He've 0:02:30.160 --> 0:02:32.480 been together twenty seven years, married twenty one, same thing 0:02:32.840 --> 0:02:35.480 my wife for twenty four years. Yeah, not married as long, 0:02:35.520 --> 0:02:39.800 but matches twenty fourteen. They figured it out. Yeah, I 0:02:39.800 --> 0:02:43.000 hope I get there. How do you get there? I said, 0:02:43.040 --> 0:02:44.920 I hope I knew. Oh yeah, I mean you're going 0:02:44.960 --> 0:02:46.680 through it now, and listen, it's gonna be ups and 0:02:46.720 --> 0:02:48.600 it's gonna be downs, and you're gonna make mistakes and 0:02:48.639 --> 0:02:51.120 she might get how y'all do ya do it? Now? 0:02:51.120 --> 0:02:58.519 That's complicated question. I'm gonna get another book. Complicated question. 0:02:59.160 --> 0:03:01.120 That's always a question that I got from couples that 0:03:01.120 --> 0:03:03.120 have been together that long. I always wanted to know 0:03:03.200 --> 0:03:05.720 what it was that that kept them together, and usually 0:03:05.800 --> 0:03:08.799 you get you get the same answers like patience, um 0:03:09.160 --> 0:03:11.760 and things of that nature. So yeah, I mean that's 0:03:11.800 --> 0:03:14.160 part of it. I think for myself. It's also you know, 0:03:14.520 --> 0:03:17.200 when we first started going out, there was nothing there. 0:03:17.240 --> 0:03:19.639 It was just loved. It wasn't about money, it wasn't 0:03:19.639 --> 0:03:21.799 about relationship, wasn't about going else. So we develop a 0:03:21.919 --> 0:03:25.040 love that's outside of anything else. Like she's you know 0:03:25.040 --> 0:03:27.200 when they call rid a die, she's really that person. 0:03:27.760 --> 0:03:30.240 She's really when I have a problem, she's my best friend. 0:03:30.240 --> 0:03:32.359 I can talk to her. We can have those uncomfortable 0:03:32.360 --> 0:03:36.240 discussions and problems and situations. But also that was before 0:03:36.240 --> 0:03:40.000 the money. That was before the money. That's it. That's 0:03:39.600 --> 0:03:41.400 that I think when he said it, probably the most 0:03:41.440 --> 0:03:43.800 important thing. You gotta be really friends with a person. 0:03:44.160 --> 0:03:46.320 And I think sometimes men we'd be more loyal to 0:03:46.360 --> 0:03:49.720 our homies than we do all women. This thing we 0:03:49.760 --> 0:03:51.720 will do to our guys, that will do to the 0:03:51.720 --> 0:03:54.360 presion we go to sleep with that, you know every night. Yeah, 0:03:54.400 --> 0:03:57.520 that's crazy to me. I don't lie, can't. I can't 0:03:57.560 --> 0:03:59.680 do it because that and there. It's like, you know, 0:03:59.720 --> 0:04:02.440 I mean, if this I date the mirror, you know, 0:04:02.520 --> 0:04:04.920 so if this is the person that I'm looking at, mirry, 0:04:04.920 --> 0:04:07.600 It's like I can't sit and be like, I'm gonna 0:04:07.600 --> 0:04:09.240 be more lower than my home was than I am. 0:04:09.280 --> 0:04:11.160 The girl that's gonna be you know, the girl that's 0:04:11.160 --> 0:04:13.280 gonna be my wife. I mean the Boby said it 0:04:13.480 --> 0:04:15.640 your wife come before anything. I'm trying to find your 0:04:15.640 --> 0:04:17.880 own words too, Like you got to know what your 0:04:17.920 --> 0:04:21.599 definition of love is. Definitely, I mean, because I thought 0:04:21.640 --> 0:04:23.320 I loved my wife back then. But if I loved 0:04:23.360 --> 0:04:25.159 her the way I thought I did, I wouldn't have 0:04:25.160 --> 0:04:27.080 did some stuff that I did. You know what I mean? 0:04:27.160 --> 0:04:34.279 So what you learned you listen? Yeah, man, listen, yo, listen. 0:04:34.360 --> 0:04:37.160 I don't lie. It's like the world, the world, the 0:04:37.160 --> 0:04:39.560 world won't understand some of that stuff though you give 0:04:39.560 --> 0:04:41.920 what I'm saying, Like you know, you you you look 0:04:42.000 --> 0:04:44.360 at it as you overcoming you know, something that you 0:04:44.520 --> 0:04:46.760 went through. I mean, the rest of the world might 0:04:46.800 --> 0:04:50.400 look at it like, uh, you did that, you dare wrong? 0:04:51.120 --> 0:04:53.760 So I don't know, it's you could be both two 0:04:53.760 --> 0:04:56.039 things can be true. Yeah, two things definitely could be true. 0:04:56.040 --> 0:04:58.200 Things could be true most deaf. Two things definitely could 0:04:58.200 --> 0:04:59.840 be true. It's a little bit different when you and 0:04:59.880 --> 0:05:03.000 the Slight though. Oh yeah, you're artists because you you're 0:05:03.000 --> 0:05:05.400 trying out your superpowers. You've never been in this version. 0:05:05.600 --> 0:05:10.160 Oh god, what I'm saying, like we like Angela was 0:05:10.160 --> 0:05:12.599 just talking about girls doing dick sucking contests and asking 0:05:12.640 --> 0:05:18.120 men if they can be judges. That's what that didn't 0:05:18.160 --> 0:05:24.800 happen before you. I ain't explain't say it's none of that. 0:05:24.839 --> 0:05:30.320 I don't know none of that, none of that. Man, 0:05:30.360 --> 0:05:32.440 do you think that y'all have to go through something 0:05:32.600 --> 0:05:34.960 in order for you to realize what you have? Yes, 0:05:35.440 --> 0:05:43.440 sadly to question, I don't think so. I don't think so. 0:05:43.520 --> 0:05:46.719 I feel like I feel like, um, I feel like 0:05:46.720 --> 0:05:48.400 you can know what you I feel like you can 0:05:48.440 --> 0:05:51.040 know what you what you got before you before like 0:05:51.279 --> 0:05:53.280 fucking up. I don't feel like you gotta fuck up 0:05:53.279 --> 0:05:55.560 to know what you got Like I don't know. I 0:05:55.560 --> 0:05:57.640 also don't think cheating got anything to do with the woman. 0:05:57.960 --> 0:06:01.920 Cheating has to do with what we like in ourselves. Men. 0:06:02.040 --> 0:06:05.800 It's yeah, you're trying to feed all ego. It's all intoget. 0:06:06.320 --> 0:06:08.760 You know that's so crazy. That's that it's crazy that 0:06:08.800 --> 0:06:11.599 you said, because like I always told myself, like I 0:06:11.760 --> 0:06:13.919 never needed more than one woman to strouke my ego. 0:06:15.160 --> 0:06:17.080 I never needed that, you know. I mean, if I 0:06:17.160 --> 0:06:21.560 had one one female that could stroke my ego and 0:06:21.680 --> 0:06:24.080 just make me happy, I'd be cool with that. Like, 0:06:24.240 --> 0:06:26.720 but I don't know, though, some shit you get some 0:06:26.800 --> 0:06:31.000 niggas that that polygamy, you know what I mean? So 0:06:31.160 --> 0:06:33.240 I think they just think they want that. And you 0:06:33.360 --> 0:06:35.400 remember when I called my dad cheating back in the day. 0:06:35.480 --> 0:06:37.760 My dad said to me, oh, you only got one 0:06:37.800 --> 0:06:40.520 girlfriend one day? You go understand. So when you planted 0:06:40.560 --> 0:06:42.599 that seat in my head, yeah, I mean thinking like damn, 0:06:42.600 --> 0:06:45.080 so I gotta have man like this. I gotta I 0:06:45.160 --> 0:06:48.520 gotta do the shit he did. I don't. I don't. 0:06:48.560 --> 0:06:50.880 I don't think like that. What does it mean when 0:06:50.920 --> 0:06:53.040 you say to tweet a woman like a lady, but 0:06:53.080 --> 0:06:55.600 effet like a hole? What is it? What does that mean? Like? 0:06:55.640 --> 0:06:57.600 How do you do that to somebody like that? Man? 0:06:57.640 --> 0:07:01.560 You getting you get in the bedroom. You know, girls 0:07:01.600 --> 0:07:03.760 want to be slatted out, man, you know what I mean? 0:07:04.200 --> 0:07:06.240 You get in the bedroom with a girl shoul't want 0:07:06.240 --> 0:07:08.039 to be treated like she a girl she wanna be 0:07:08.360 --> 0:07:10.160 she wanna be fucked like you're gonna suck one of 0:07:10.160 --> 0:07:15.960 them holes. How's that? Like, what's the difference like the holes? 0:07:18.040 --> 0:07:22.160 That's a trick question. That's no, that's a trick question. 0:07:22.520 --> 0:07:25.560 Your girl ever say something like that. Don't answer that question. No, don't, don't, 0:07:25.560 --> 0:07:28.360 don't even do nothing. But I don't lie too. It's 0:07:28.400 --> 0:07:33.440 like like I don't know, Like it's like, it's like 0:07:33.480 --> 0:07:36.200 treating a girl with respect outside of the bedroom. But 0:07:36.280 --> 0:07:39.400 in the bedroom she wants. You know that the bedroom 0:07:39.440 --> 0:07:42.880 the only time you could disrespect the Girl's just like 0:07:42.920 --> 0:07:45.040 when women say women say, women say, you gotta be 0:07:45.080 --> 0:07:47.760 a lady in the streets of freaking the shore. It's 0:07:47.800 --> 0:07:50.520 the same thing. That's all in the bedroom. That's the 0:07:50.560 --> 0:07:53.160 only time one woman want to be disrespected. She want 0:07:53.160 --> 0:07:54.960 to hear post, she want to be slapped, you want 0:07:55.280 --> 0:07:57.080 she wants all the type of shit. Yeah, I mean 0:07:57.480 --> 0:07:59.800 that's so, that's what it means. I mean, she don't 0:08:00.080 --> 0:08:02.520 so you'd be pulling hair, slapping, doing all that. Man, 0:08:02.760 --> 0:08:06.360 we do, come on, do it back to you? No, 0:08:06.480 --> 0:08:14.680 hell not? What the fuck? That's not that's not true. 0:08:14.840 --> 0:08:18.400 Hell Na, that's not pulling your hair, pulling his hair. 0:08:22.280 --> 0:08:25.000 Ain't no one put nah. I have no hair pulling, 0:08:25.000 --> 0:08:27.240 no slapping, no choking. I don't do nothing of that. 0:08:27.880 --> 0:08:29.720 You won't get choked. I don't want to get choked. 0:08:30.240 --> 0:08:34.080 I got blindfolded, blind for the hell Nah, are you 0:08:34.160 --> 0:08:38.440 blind for the me? So you can use your other senses? Senses, man, 0:08:40.280 --> 0:08:46.240 that's not what you want to Na. I'm not trying 0:08:46.240 --> 0:08:49.400 to tap into no other senses in the bedroom. I'm good. 0:08:49.760 --> 0:08:52.760 I ain't spider Man. Talk about this song. Heard it 0:08:52.800 --> 0:08:57.160 hits me. I'm not spider Man. You are trying to 0:08:57.160 --> 0:09:00.920 shoot something number one. Listen, and it's so hard. As 0:09:01.000 --> 0:09:02.800 you said, you've done taking my heart. Put it in 0:09:02.800 --> 0:09:05.000 a bit of place. Let another break my heart. They 0:09:05.040 --> 0:09:10.040 wish they could when inspired that UM like going through ship, 0:09:10.360 --> 0:09:14.040 going through hardships and relationships, you know, being in relationships 0:09:14.080 --> 0:09:17.560 and getting put through things that you you know, never 0:09:17.640 --> 0:09:21.480 been never been through before. Um. You know, and sometimes 0:09:21.520 --> 0:09:25.240 you you you bumping the people and you know they 0:09:25.320 --> 0:09:28.079 beginning girl sire tasting your mouth. You know what I'm saying. 0:09:28.160 --> 0:09:31.320 Like I got I got an X I used to 0:09:31.320 --> 0:09:33.360 be with I don't. Well, I only got too. I 0:09:33.440 --> 0:09:38.199 only been with two girls who for yeah her, Oh god, man, 0:09:38.240 --> 0:09:43.040 I hate her. What did she do to you? Man? 0:09:43.040 --> 0:09:46.280 She broke my motherfucker, she cheated on me. I was 0:09:46.320 --> 0:09:49.280 like sixteen though. That shit hurt. Though, you know, you 0:09:49.280 --> 0:09:51.480 get cheated like Nigga, get cheated on a high school 0:09:51.480 --> 0:09:54.000 and it's over. I don't like you fucking up for 0:09:54.120 --> 0:09:56.760 life with that sh That is true. Yeah, you cheat 0:09:56.800 --> 0:09:59.520 on me in high school? Right now? Do you want 0:09:59.520 --> 0:10:03.200 to tell them all? I mean what my not telling me? 0:10:03.320 --> 0:10:06.240 Hell he had a bad story about getting cheated. Yeah, 0:10:06.240 --> 0:10:08.040 but I've been on my woman for twenty four years. 0:10:08.040 --> 0:10:09.160 So that's what I mean when I say, you know, 0:10:09.200 --> 0:10:12.520 whatever you expect of whatever, say, I want to buy 0:10:12.679 --> 0:10:15.400 whatever she expecting you. You gotta be willing to give 0:10:15.400 --> 0:10:18.120 her what she forgives you. If she does something, you 0:10:18.120 --> 0:10:20.559 gotta forgive her. No, I will lie forgate. I forgave 0:10:20.679 --> 0:10:22.559 a few times, though, I don't want lie that shit. 0:10:24.559 --> 0:10:28.200 That Nigga was good then she was a sucker for 0:10:28.240 --> 0:10:31.880 red man, I don't want I don't even think it 0:10:31.920 --> 0:10:34.840 was what dude, I can't remember I was. I was 0:10:34.840 --> 0:10:37.240 a young man, like so you didn't cheat, but she 0:10:37.280 --> 0:10:41.240 only hell nah, she fucked me up. Yeah, she sucked 0:10:41.280 --> 0:10:43.600 me up and I kept catching and you kept staying yeah, 0:10:43.679 --> 0:10:46.240 hell yeah. I want a trust issues because of that situation. 0:10:46.960 --> 0:10:50.000 Crazy part though, I don't even got trust issues because 0:10:50.040 --> 0:10:52.559 I feel like I don't know, I just don't got 0:10:52.559 --> 0:10:54.679 trust issues. I bet she wish she wouldn't now though 0:10:54.720 --> 0:10:57.480 that she was trying. She was trying to throw a 0:10:57.480 --> 0:11:00.959 little quick little shots and say all the type of 0:11:01.000 --> 0:11:04.000 ship like that. She said something on the internet the 0:11:04.000 --> 0:11:08.200 other day she blew my mind. I forgot what she said. 0:11:08.240 --> 0:11:11.720 She said something about, oh, nah, you know what it was. 0:11:11.840 --> 0:11:14.040 I had gave my I had gave my girlfriend thirty 0:11:14.120 --> 0:11:17.680 K for her birthday. Um, and like, I guess like 0:11:17.720 --> 0:11:20.000 the internet ain't like her that reaction, but she not 0:11:20.080 --> 0:11:24.200 really no like over over over after Yeah, she's not 0:11:24.240 --> 0:11:27.240 no overreactor. Like, so I gave her the thirty I 0:11:27.240 --> 0:11:31.240 gave her thirty K, and shortly going internet, she like, uh, 0:11:31.559 --> 0:11:33.120 she should have been me. If I would have got 0:11:33.120 --> 0:11:37.120 the thirty K, I would have such a sub order. 0:11:37.240 --> 0:11:41.840 Guess what never view you know how you know? Nah? 0:11:41.880 --> 0:11:43.719 She posted it on Facebook and it was public and 0:11:43.800 --> 0:11:46.760 people started tagging me yea, yeah, she wanted you to 0:11:46.800 --> 0:11:49.360 see that. She wanted me to see that. She wanted 0:11:49.400 --> 0:11:50.839 your girl to see that. And then she was hoping 0:11:51.000 --> 0:11:53.800 it will cause problems at home. Ain't no problems at home, 0:11:53.840 --> 0:11:56.760 that's what that's that's what they want, many problems at home. 0:11:56.800 --> 0:11:59.880 Ain't no. I ain't no trouble in paradise. Man. I 0:12:00.080 --> 0:12:02.760 saw you kind of like we'll be going through ship. 0:12:03.559 --> 0:12:06.600 Of course all couples do. I let you get that, 0:12:09.720 --> 0:12:11.280 But I saw you saying that, you know, you really 0:12:11.320 --> 0:12:13.360 don't care for the fame aspect of it, right, So 0:12:13.440 --> 0:12:16.040 when you say that, but why shows people stuff like that? 0:12:16.040 --> 0:12:18.360 Why show them you giving your girl thirty thousand? I 0:12:18.400 --> 0:12:22.080 want a lie? It was like that. So all of 0:12:22.120 --> 0:12:24.400 that was before, like I had made that post um. 0:12:25.120 --> 0:12:27.520 I don't know, the fame become a lot, especially at 0:12:27.559 --> 0:12:29.160 twenties two, and then on top of that, you know, 0:12:29.200 --> 0:12:31.640 you signed these labels and shit like that. Ain't no 0:12:31.760 --> 0:12:35.319 media training, it ain't no more fucking like, no, they don't. 0:12:35.360 --> 0:12:37.559 They don't teach you how to how to how to talk, 0:12:37.600 --> 0:12:39.960 and when you get into interviews with to say whatnot, 0:12:40.240 --> 0:12:42.160 you don't do none of this ship or so you 0:12:42.520 --> 0:12:44.920 coming into this ship and they're not supposed to because 0:12:45.280 --> 0:12:47.320 that's kind of like taking away from who you are 0:12:47.440 --> 0:12:52.720 as a person and as an artist. Yeah yeah, there's 0:12:52.760 --> 0:12:54.160 things that could get you in trouble, things that you 0:12:54.360 --> 0:12:56.719 most definitely that you could get you canceled. Now, So yeah, right, 0:12:56.720 --> 0:12:58.760 if they could guide you. I mean, we're a platform. 0:12:58.760 --> 0:13:00.439 If you say something that's gonna get you cancel, that's 0:13:00.440 --> 0:13:02.559 gonna get you in trouble, locked up, we're gonna tell you. 0:13:02.640 --> 0:13:04.080 I think it might work here. I don't think it 0:13:04.120 --> 0:13:06.400 works with social media because when you at home and 0:13:06.440 --> 0:13:09.600 you got in your phone right there you're typing, it's over. 0:13:09.800 --> 0:13:11.800 Like so you if you were on social media and 0:13:11.840 --> 0:13:13.760 you type, and you sit and type some shit like 0:13:13.800 --> 0:13:16.040 oh no the world and in the world, don't it 0:13:16.080 --> 0:13:19.240 they go best? But like, um yeah, like I don't know, so, 0:13:19.320 --> 0:13:21.400 like I guess like it was kind of like one 0:13:21.400 --> 0:13:23.679 of the moments where it's like damn, Like if I 0:13:23.760 --> 0:13:26.600 was famous, this never would have been an issue. I mean, 0:13:26.679 --> 0:13:29.080 and they people flipped it and made it seem as 0:13:29.120 --> 0:13:32.559 if like it was a thing of um me blaming 0:13:32.600 --> 0:13:37.679 the fans for for for whatever happened. But like Honestly, 0:13:37.760 --> 0:13:39.320 it wasn't even that. It was just a matter of 0:13:39.440 --> 0:13:42.079 like me staying here, Like yo, if if I was 0:13:42.160 --> 0:13:44.600 never famous, because my music used to be like important 0:13:44.640 --> 0:13:46.240 to me, like it used to be just for me. 0:13:46.400 --> 0:13:48.240 I used to which it still is important, but it 0:13:48.320 --> 0:13:49.679 used to be just a thing for me. It used 0:13:49.679 --> 0:13:52.199 to be sacred to me. I mean, but I don't know, 0:13:52.240 --> 0:13:54.520 I started dropping the music and you know, I'm I'm 0:13:54.559 --> 0:13:56.520 more so doing things for the fans now, So I 0:13:56.520 --> 0:13:58.600 don't know, it's more so like you know, if I, 0:13:58.600 --> 0:14:00.640 if I never was famous, this never have been a problem. 0:14:00.640 --> 0:14:03.040 That's That's a great conversation, right because that that is 0:14:03.080 --> 0:14:05.840 that impact your creative process because you're thinking about what 0:14:05.880 --> 0:14:07.920 the Internet's gonna think or what people are going to think, 0:14:07.880 --> 0:14:09.480 instead of just going to make the music you want 0:14:09.480 --> 0:14:12.840 to make. Honestly, I feel like me and my me 0:14:12.880 --> 0:14:15.280 and my fans got such a such a good connection 0:14:15.440 --> 0:14:18.560 that when I go in there and I record, it's 0:14:18.600 --> 0:14:21.920 not really like it's like it's almost like I'm recording 0:14:21.960 --> 0:14:24.200 for myself because we got the same thought process. To 0:14:24.280 --> 0:14:26.200 be a fan of me, you like the things that 0:14:26.240 --> 0:14:28.840 I like. Um, So I don't know, we got to 0:14:28.920 --> 0:14:30.800 we kind of got the same thought process. And even 0:14:30.800 --> 0:14:32.640 it'll be times where I get our Instagram live and 0:14:32.680 --> 0:14:34.800 make songs with the fans and let them like have 0:14:34.840 --> 0:14:36.840 an input on the songs and what's what we're gonna 0:14:36.840 --> 0:14:39.520 title the song and what we're gonna talk about in 0:14:39.520 --> 0:14:41.840 the song, like things of that nature. So it's kind 0:14:41.840 --> 0:14:44.800 of hard to miss when you're doing that. Do so 0:14:45.200 --> 0:14:47.000 do you think that people feel like because a lot 0:14:47.000 --> 0:14:49.680 of times with your music, because it is, like you said, 0:14:49.760 --> 0:14:53.040 very personal and sacred, people really feel like they know 0:14:53.120 --> 0:14:56.040 you and they feel like they know exactly what you're 0:14:56.040 --> 0:14:57.920 talking about. You might have a song that you did 0:14:58.000 --> 0:15:00.120 two years ago and you put it out now and 0:15:00.120 --> 0:15:03.280 they feel like it's something that's happening to you now. Yeah. Yeah, Yeah, 0:15:03.320 --> 0:15:05.720 that's that's that's the hard part about everything. You know. 0:15:05.760 --> 0:15:08.080 They feel like every song that you make is a 0:15:08.120 --> 0:15:13.440 subject of what's going on today today's world, when in reality, 0:15:13.480 --> 0:15:15.640 this shit could have happened thirty years ago. Well, boys 0:15:15.640 --> 0:15:18.640 don't cry with this ep um for these songs? Are 0:15:18.640 --> 0:15:20.880 these all current songs? Like that's going like, is this 0:15:20.960 --> 0:15:22.880 something that we should take as this is something that's 0:15:22.880 --> 0:15:27.520 happening to you now? Um? Yeah, yeah, for the most part. 0:15:27.560 --> 0:15:29.480 And if it ain't my story, it's somebody else story, 0:15:29.800 --> 0:15:31.600 you know what I mean, Because I'll tend to do 0:15:31.640 --> 0:15:34.680 that a lot too, Like I might I might make 0:15:34.720 --> 0:15:37.840 a song about you know, some real life situations that's 0:15:37.880 --> 0:15:39.720 going on right now, but there might not be something 0:15:39.720 --> 0:15:41.480 that's happened to me. It might be my homeboy that's 0:15:41.480 --> 0:15:43.400 going through it and not just I just so happen 0:15:43.440 --> 0:15:45.440 to see it. So yeah, it could be that too. 0:15:45.960 --> 0:15:48.480 Now you're also going on to a road wave and 0:15:48.520 --> 0:15:51.640 with a riot of scientists. Ye so, um, how did 0:15:51.640 --> 0:15:55.600 that to our come together? Man? Honestly, Um, we got 0:15:55.680 --> 0:15:57.560 the same book and age. So being that we got 0:15:57.560 --> 0:15:59.560 the same booking age and shot out the mac agency, 0:16:00.160 --> 0:16:02.000 we got the same book and agent, it came time 0:16:02.000 --> 0:16:04.240 for him to go on tour and my name just 0:16:04.280 --> 0:16:07.040 got throwing that bucket of you know, people we wanted 0:16:07.080 --> 0:16:09.360 to bring on tour, so you know, they made it 0:16:09.360 --> 0:16:11.800 heaven And now we're going on tour. This is probably 0:16:11.840 --> 0:16:17.240 gonna be the fucking saddest tour. Like I see the comments, 0:16:17.280 --> 0:16:19.400 because I see the comments that should have they like, yo, 0:16:19.600 --> 0:16:25.440 I'm gonna be in crying and oh my god, it think, yeah, 0:16:25.520 --> 0:16:28.720 I think so like I think people enjoy being sad nowadays. 0:16:28.800 --> 0:16:32.520 I don't know why. I think people enjoy processing their 0:16:32.520 --> 0:16:34.920 emotions because for so long we haven't been allowed to, 0:16:35.080 --> 0:16:37.360 especially men. That's what I think now. I did ass 0:16:37.440 --> 0:16:39.560 like sad like when I started seeing the tweets. So 0:16:39.600 --> 0:16:41.320 I sat and I like, I'm like, damn, let me 0:16:41.360 --> 0:16:43.280 dive into the music like it really see what the 0:16:43.320 --> 0:16:47.200 hell going out? I started listening to though fucking marioders, scientists, 0:16:47.240 --> 0:16:50.080 spread thin and like that, and then you then you 0:16:50.160 --> 0:16:53.080 go to rid wave catalog and he got anything he got. 0:16:53.080 --> 0:16:55.280 Then I start diving back into my own shout I 0:16:55.280 --> 0:17:01.760 say dead, last song of it is, last song? Yeah, 0:17:01.880 --> 0:17:04.960 sh like that, man, I don't lie. I see, damn, 0:17:04.960 --> 0:17:08.040 this ship going to be sad, like somebody got somebody 0:17:08.040 --> 0:17:10.440 got to come up with this bitship and turn this 0:17:10.480 --> 0:17:12.359 ship up a little bit or something. Man. But in 0:17:12.400 --> 0:17:14.080 a way, you know what you're doing because you put 0:17:14.080 --> 0:17:15.440 out a lot of songs. And he's like, I'm taking 0:17:15.440 --> 0:17:17.800 a break from social media. Come on, now, you always 0:17:17.840 --> 0:17:21.080 know what you're doing. I mean, I feel like you 0:17:21.080 --> 0:17:25.560 didn't really take a break from social media. Ain't taking man? Listen, man, 0:17:26.400 --> 0:17:29.560 I don't lie one thing about the dope. Man. I 0:17:29.600 --> 0:17:31.919 swear I didn't give up on everything that life, like 0:17:32.760 --> 0:17:39.960 when it sports, school, relationships, like just I don't lie 0:17:40.040 --> 0:17:42.040 like my whole I wouldn't say I've been a quitter, 0:17:42.080 --> 0:17:44.359 but like I've been a quitter. You get what I'm saying. 0:17:45.040 --> 0:17:47.160 Music something that I could never quit. I could never 0:17:47.200 --> 0:17:49.159 give up. You think you was a quitter or just 0:17:49.200 --> 0:17:52.960 a runner? I was a runner. Yeah, I definitely ran 0:17:53.040 --> 0:17:56.240 with Timesard, So I definitely say I was a running 0:17:56.320 --> 0:17:59.760 But that's something you know, acknowledging it would be the 0:17:59.760 --> 0:18:02.359 first step. Ever since then, I've kind of been working 0:18:02.359 --> 0:18:04.800 on it, trying not to run away from my situations 0:18:05.040 --> 0:18:09.720 uh as much. And like even you know, even even 0:18:10.320 --> 0:18:13.639 you know when I when I first got into you know, 0:18:13.720 --> 0:18:16.640 situations and shit like that, My my first start will 0:18:16.640 --> 0:18:20.720 always beat up. All right, I'm out, Like if we're 0:18:20.720 --> 0:18:22.919 not fit to do this, Like you want to leave, 0:18:22.960 --> 0:18:25.199 you be leave, I'm because I'm gonna leave what we do. 0:18:25.720 --> 0:18:28.840 But like acknowledging that should be the first step. And 0:18:28.880 --> 0:18:31.119 it's like damn, like what you're gonna run away from 0:18:31.119 --> 0:18:33.920 anything you go through? And more importantly, and you learn 0:18:33.960 --> 0:18:36.359 this in therapy. You can't run away from yourself. No, 0:18:36.560 --> 0:18:39.360 you can't. So you gotta do whatever internal issues you got, 0:18:39.400 --> 0:18:41.119 you got to deal with them because you can not 0:18:41.200 --> 0:18:43.359 run away from yourself. You gotta deal with it. You 0:18:43.440 --> 0:18:46.080 go to therapy. Yeah, once a week. Hell yeah, feel 0:18:46.080 --> 0:18:48.480 about five six years man? You know I used to 0:18:48.520 --> 0:18:51.120 I used to have a therapist, like you know, when 0:18:51.160 --> 0:18:53.720 you're when you're when your people get a divorce and 0:18:53.800 --> 0:18:57.080 shit like that, they make you go to council. Yeah yeah, yeah, 0:18:57.080 --> 0:18:58.600 like I used to have a therapist for that, and 0:18:58.600 --> 0:19:02.600 then I stopped seeing them. I mean, that might be 0:19:02.720 --> 0:19:04.920 another reason to nigga make all this sad ass music. 0:19:07.000 --> 0:19:10.639 Therapy is gonna make you mix out word up. My 0:19:10.720 --> 0:19:14.560 whole life telling you that therapy. My whole life been 0:19:14.600 --> 0:19:17.919 nothing but shit, just going through shiitard. So all right, 0:19:19.040 --> 0:19:21.000 unpacking now. I don't wait till I waited until I 0:19:21.040 --> 0:19:23.880 was like thirty five, thirty six years old. Do it now, 0:19:24.040 --> 0:19:26.600 so you got you got less years to unpack. Imagine 0:19:26.640 --> 0:19:29.760 trying to unpack twenty five years of trauma. Yeah nah 0:19:29.920 --> 0:19:32.760 on a lot of shit. Yeah, that's a lot, twenty 0:19:32.760 --> 0:19:35.640 five years of trauma, A lot shit. I'm fighting more 0:19:35.720 --> 0:19:40.400