1 00:00:00,400 --> 00:00:05,280 Speaker 1: Wake that ass up in the morning. Breakfast Club Morning, 2 00:00:05,320 --> 00:00:09,280 Speaker 1: Everybody's DJ Envy and Ngelie E Charlemagne the guy. We 3 00:00:09,320 --> 00:00:11,239 Speaker 1: are to Breakfast Club. We got a special guest back 4 00:00:11,240 --> 00:00:15,200 Speaker 1: in the building. But welcome back. What's going on? You 5 00:00:15,280 --> 00:00:18,560 Speaker 1: got the new EP boys? Don't cry? Tell me about 6 00:00:18,600 --> 00:00:21,360 Speaker 1: that title, man, I mean, I don't know. I feel 7 00:00:21,360 --> 00:00:23,599 Speaker 1: like as men, um, you know, our whole life, we 8 00:00:24,040 --> 00:00:26,520 Speaker 1: taught to be tough and I have emotions, you know, 9 00:00:27,440 --> 00:00:30,080 Speaker 1: I mean, with you some bullshit, by the way, it's 10 00:00:30,080 --> 00:00:32,559 Speaker 1: some bullshit. It definitely is. I just have I just 11 00:00:32,600 --> 00:00:34,440 Speaker 1: have my son though, So I feel like, you know, 12 00:00:34,560 --> 00:00:36,919 Speaker 1: me having my son kind of opened my eyes to that, Like, 13 00:00:36,960 --> 00:00:38,320 Speaker 1: you know, I wanted to feel like he could be 14 00:00:38,360 --> 00:00:41,199 Speaker 1: his own person. So, I mean that's the biggest thing. 15 00:00:41,240 --> 00:00:43,120 Speaker 1: That's that's where the title came from. When you get 16 00:00:43,120 --> 00:00:45,720 Speaker 1: that mentality from, because most most dads, I'm sure your 17 00:00:45,800 --> 00:00:48,839 Speaker 1: dad's age or you raise your kid, fall down, I 18 00:00:48,880 --> 00:00:50,520 Speaker 1: get back up. Don't you cry? You hope them tiens. 19 00:00:50,520 --> 00:00:53,199 Speaker 1: Don't you cry to it? What made that? What had 20 00:00:53,280 --> 00:00:55,360 Speaker 1: that change to you as a as a father? Um? 21 00:00:55,400 --> 00:00:59,240 Speaker 1: I was raised by women, I mean, um, even raised 22 00:00:59,280 --> 00:01:00,920 Speaker 1: by a women. I was it's raised to be tough. 23 00:01:01,480 --> 00:01:04,240 Speaker 1: Um with him. I want him to be his own person. 24 00:01:04,840 --> 00:01:07,360 Speaker 1: I mean, I don't. I don't want to fall into 25 00:01:07,400 --> 00:01:11,280 Speaker 1: the same light or the state, same same statistic that 26 00:01:11,319 --> 00:01:14,640 Speaker 1: everybody else selling into. So, I mean that's the biggest thing. 27 00:01:14,640 --> 00:01:16,200 Speaker 1: I don't know. I'm gonna give you a book before 28 00:01:16,240 --> 00:01:18,280 Speaker 1: you leave here about Jason Wilson cried, like a man, 29 00:01:18,360 --> 00:01:20,520 Speaker 1: just remind me to give it to you else. Somebody 30 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:23,839 Speaker 1: else just told me that yesterday. Oh yeah, powerful, powerful book, 31 00:01:23,840 --> 00:01:25,640 Speaker 1: because I feel like all you're doing is raising a 32 00:01:25,720 --> 00:01:27,720 Speaker 1: generation of sociopath when you tell a bunch of men 33 00:01:27,840 --> 00:01:30,120 Speaker 1: don't feel Yeah, they said, they said, they said the 34 00:01:30,120 --> 00:01:35,240 Speaker 1: book about like basically like emotional incarceration. That's right, yea, yeah, 35 00:01:35,280 --> 00:01:36,760 Speaker 1: I'm gonna check it out. I got it for you. 36 00:01:36,800 --> 00:01:38,560 Speaker 1: I got it. I got copies up here somewhere. Oh yeah, 37 00:01:38,560 --> 00:01:41,479 Speaker 1: I need it. How are you able to open up then, 38 00:01:41,640 --> 00:01:46,360 Speaker 1: like to even be in a relationship, Um, honestly, like 39 00:01:46,440 --> 00:01:49,440 Speaker 1: when when it came to that, I don't know. I 40 00:01:49,560 --> 00:01:52,880 Speaker 1: just I just did it. It was you can't run 41 00:01:52,920 --> 00:01:55,720 Speaker 1: away from love. You heard that's something that that's gonna 42 00:01:55,720 --> 00:01:58,280 Speaker 1: follow you no matter where you go. Herd So I 43 00:01:58,320 --> 00:02:01,800 Speaker 1: don't know either. You will love quick like the first 44 00:02:01,800 --> 00:02:05,520 Speaker 1: sight type of thing. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, it's ninth 45 00:02:05,560 --> 00:02:13,640 Speaker 1: grade with everything na na la. But I have my 46 00:02:13,720 --> 00:02:16,200 Speaker 1: one person though, Yeah, I mean it's ninth grade that 47 00:02:16,240 --> 00:02:18,840 Speaker 1: I that's okay. Yeah, yes, it's ninth grade. Like I 48 00:02:18,919 --> 00:02:20,480 Speaker 1: knew who that was, who I wanted to do it. 49 00:02:20,800 --> 00:02:22,519 Speaker 1: I mean, so it's kind of like that. You still 50 00:02:22,560 --> 00:02:24,720 Speaker 1: feel like that's that's a rare thing to happen for 51 00:02:24,919 --> 00:02:27,519 Speaker 1: that and you would say that happened with you. Yeah, 52 00:02:27,560 --> 00:02:30,160 Speaker 1: my wife was fifteen or sixteen. Yeah, that's crazy. He've 53 00:02:30,160 --> 00:02:32,480 Speaker 1: been together twenty seven years, married twenty one, same thing 54 00:02:32,840 --> 00:02:35,480 Speaker 1: my wife for twenty four years. Yeah, not married as long, 55 00:02:35,520 --> 00:02:39,800 Speaker 1: but matches twenty fourteen. They figured it out. Yeah, I 56 00:02:39,800 --> 00:02:43,000 Speaker 1: hope I get there. How do you get there? I said, 57 00:02:43,040 --> 00:02:44,920 Speaker 1: I hope I knew. Oh yeah, I mean you're going 58 00:02:44,960 --> 00:02:46,680 Speaker 1: through it now, and listen, it's gonna be ups and 59 00:02:46,720 --> 00:02:48,600 Speaker 1: it's gonna be downs, and you're gonna make mistakes and 60 00:02:48,639 --> 00:02:51,120 Speaker 1: she might get how y'all do ya do it? Now? 61 00:02:51,120 --> 00:02:58,519 Speaker 1: That's complicated question. I'm gonna get another book. Complicated question. 62 00:02:59,160 --> 00:03:01,120 Speaker 1: That's always a question that I got from couples that 63 00:03:01,120 --> 00:03:03,120 Speaker 1: have been together that long. I always wanted to know 64 00:03:03,200 --> 00:03:05,720 Speaker 1: what it was that that kept them together, and usually 65 00:03:05,800 --> 00:03:08,799 Speaker 1: you get you get the same answers like patience, um 66 00:03:09,160 --> 00:03:11,760 Speaker 1: and things of that nature. So yeah, I mean that's 67 00:03:11,800 --> 00:03:14,160 Speaker 1: part of it. I think for myself. It's also you know, 68 00:03:14,520 --> 00:03:17,200 Speaker 1: when we first started going out, there was nothing there. 69 00:03:17,240 --> 00:03:19,639 Speaker 1: It was just loved. It wasn't about money, it wasn't 70 00:03:19,639 --> 00:03:21,799 Speaker 1: about relationship, wasn't about going else. So we develop a 71 00:03:21,919 --> 00:03:25,040 Speaker 1: love that's outside of anything else. Like she's you know 72 00:03:25,040 --> 00:03:27,200 Speaker 1: when they call rid a die, she's really that person. 73 00:03:27,760 --> 00:03:30,240 Speaker 1: She's really when I have a problem, she's my best friend. 74 00:03:30,240 --> 00:03:32,359 Speaker 1: I can talk to her. We can have those uncomfortable 75 00:03:32,360 --> 00:03:36,240 Speaker 1: discussions and problems and situations. But also that was before 76 00:03:36,240 --> 00:03:40,000 Speaker 1: the money. That was before the money. That's it. That's 77 00:03:39,600 --> 00:03:41,400 Speaker 1: that I think when he said it, probably the most 78 00:03:41,440 --> 00:03:43,800 Speaker 1: important thing. You gotta be really friends with a person. 79 00:03:44,160 --> 00:03:46,320 Speaker 1: And I think sometimes men we'd be more loyal to 80 00:03:46,360 --> 00:03:49,720 Speaker 1: our homies than we do all women. This thing we 81 00:03:49,760 --> 00:03:51,720 Speaker 1: will do to our guys, that will do to the 82 00:03:51,720 --> 00:03:54,360 Speaker 1: presion we go to sleep with that, you know every night. Yeah, 83 00:03:54,400 --> 00:03:57,520 Speaker 1: that's crazy to me. I don't lie, can't. I can't 84 00:03:57,560 --> 00:03:59,680 Speaker 1: do it because that and there. It's like, you know, 85 00:03:59,720 --> 00:04:02,440 Speaker 1: I mean, if this I date the mirror, you know, 86 00:04:02,520 --> 00:04:04,920 Speaker 1: so if this is the person that I'm looking at, mirry, 87 00:04:04,920 --> 00:04:07,600 Speaker 1: It's like I can't sit and be like, I'm gonna 88 00:04:07,600 --> 00:04:09,240 Speaker 1: be more lower than my home was than I am. 89 00:04:09,280 --> 00:04:11,160 Speaker 1: The girl that's gonna be you know, the girl that's 90 00:04:11,160 --> 00:04:13,280 Speaker 1: gonna be my wife. I mean the Boby said it 91 00:04:13,480 --> 00:04:15,640 Speaker 1: your wife come before anything. I'm trying to find your 92 00:04:15,640 --> 00:04:17,880 Speaker 1: own words too, Like you got to know what your 93 00:04:17,920 --> 00:04:21,599 Speaker 1: definition of love is. Definitely, I mean, because I thought 94 00:04:21,640 --> 00:04:23,320 Speaker 1: I loved my wife back then. But if I loved 95 00:04:23,360 --> 00:04:25,159 Speaker 1: her the way I thought I did, I wouldn't have 96 00:04:25,160 --> 00:04:27,080 Speaker 1: did some stuff that I did. You know what I mean? 97 00:04:27,160 --> 00:04:34,279 Speaker 1: So what you learned you listen? Yeah, man, listen, yo, listen. 98 00:04:34,360 --> 00:04:37,160 Speaker 1: I don't lie. It's like the world, the world, the 99 00:04:37,160 --> 00:04:39,560 Speaker 1: world won't understand some of that stuff though you give 100 00:04:39,560 --> 00:04:41,920 Speaker 1: what I'm saying, Like you know, you you you look 101 00:04:42,000 --> 00:04:44,360 Speaker 1: at it as you overcoming you know, something that you 102 00:04:44,520 --> 00:04:46,760 Speaker 1: went through. I mean, the rest of the world might 103 00:04:46,800 --> 00:04:50,400 Speaker 1: look at it like, uh, you did that, you dare wrong? 104 00:04:51,120 --> 00:04:53,760 Speaker 1: So I don't know, it's you could be both two 105 00:04:53,760 --> 00:04:56,039 Speaker 1: things can be true. Yeah, two things definitely could be true. 106 00:04:56,040 --> 00:04:58,200 Speaker 1: Things could be true most deaf. Two things definitely could 107 00:04:58,200 --> 00:04:59,840 Speaker 1: be true. It's a little bit different when you and 108 00:04:59,880 --> 00:05:03,000 Speaker 1: the Slight though. Oh yeah, you're artists because you you're 109 00:05:03,000 --> 00:05:05,400 Speaker 1: trying out your superpowers. You've never been in this version. 110 00:05:05,600 --> 00:05:10,160 Speaker 1: Oh god, what I'm saying, like we like Angela was 111 00:05:10,160 --> 00:05:12,599 Speaker 1: just talking about girls doing dick sucking contests and asking 112 00:05:12,640 --> 00:05:18,120 Speaker 1: men if they can be judges. That's what that didn't 113 00:05:18,160 --> 00:05:24,800 Speaker 1: happen before you. I ain't explain't say it's none of that. 114 00:05:24,839 --> 00:05:30,320 Speaker 1: I don't know none of that, none of that. Man, 115 00:05:30,360 --> 00:05:32,440 Speaker 1: do you think that y'all have to go through something 116 00:05:32,600 --> 00:05:34,960 Speaker 1: in order for you to realize what you have? Yes, 117 00:05:35,440 --> 00:05:43,440 Speaker 1: sadly to question, I don't think so. I don't think so. 118 00:05:43,520 --> 00:05:46,719 Speaker 1: I feel like I feel like, um, I feel like 119 00:05:46,720 --> 00:05:48,400 Speaker 1: you can know what you I feel like you can 120 00:05:48,440 --> 00:05:51,040 Speaker 1: know what you what you got before you before like 121 00:05:51,279 --> 00:05:53,280 Speaker 1: fucking up. I don't feel like you gotta fuck up 122 00:05:53,279 --> 00:05:55,560 Speaker 1: to know what you got Like I don't know. I 123 00:05:55,560 --> 00:05:57,640 Speaker 1: also don't think cheating got anything to do with the woman. 124 00:05:57,960 --> 00:06:01,920 Speaker 1: Cheating has to do with what we like in ourselves. Men. 125 00:06:02,040 --> 00:06:05,800 Speaker 1: It's yeah, you're trying to feed all ego. It's all intoget. 126 00:06:06,320 --> 00:06:08,760 Speaker 1: You know that's so crazy. That's that it's crazy that 127 00:06:08,800 --> 00:06:11,599 Speaker 1: you said, because like I always told myself, like I 128 00:06:11,760 --> 00:06:13,919 Speaker 1: never needed more than one woman to strouke my ego. 129 00:06:15,160 --> 00:06:17,080 Speaker 1: I never needed that, you know. I mean, if I 130 00:06:17,160 --> 00:06:21,560 Speaker 1: had one one female that could stroke my ego and 131 00:06:21,680 --> 00:06:24,080 Speaker 1: just make me happy, I'd be cool with that. Like, 132 00:06:24,240 --> 00:06:26,720 Speaker 1: but I don't know, though, some shit you get some 133 00:06:26,800 --> 00:06:31,000 Speaker 1: niggas that that polygamy, you know what I mean? So 134 00:06:31,160 --> 00:06:33,240 Speaker 1: I think they just think they want that. And you 135 00:06:33,360 --> 00:06:35,400 Speaker 1: remember when I called my dad cheating back in the day. 136 00:06:35,480 --> 00:06:37,760 Speaker 1: My dad said to me, oh, you only got one 137 00:06:37,800 --> 00:06:40,520 Speaker 1: girlfriend one day? You go understand. So when you planted 138 00:06:40,560 --> 00:06:42,599 Speaker 1: that seat in my head, yeah, I mean thinking like damn, 139 00:06:42,600 --> 00:06:45,080 Speaker 1: so I gotta have man like this. I gotta I 140 00:06:45,160 --> 00:06:48,520 Speaker 1: gotta do the shit he did. I don't. I don't. 141 00:06:48,560 --> 00:06:50,880 Speaker 1: I don't think like that. What does it mean when 142 00:06:50,920 --> 00:06:53,040 Speaker 1: you say to tweet a woman like a lady, but 143 00:06:53,080 --> 00:06:55,600 Speaker 1: effet like a hole? What is it? What does that mean? Like? 144 00:06:55,640 --> 00:06:57,600 Speaker 1: How do you do that to somebody like that? Man? 145 00:06:57,640 --> 00:07:01,560 Speaker 1: You getting you get in the bedroom. You know, girls 146 00:07:01,600 --> 00:07:03,760 Speaker 1: want to be slatted out, man, you know what I mean? 147 00:07:04,200 --> 00:07:06,240 Speaker 1: You get in the bedroom with a girl shoul't want 148 00:07:06,240 --> 00:07:08,039 Speaker 1: to be treated like she a girl she wanna be 149 00:07:08,360 --> 00:07:10,160 Speaker 1: she wanna be fucked like you're gonna suck one of 150 00:07:10,160 --> 00:07:15,960 Speaker 1: them holes. How's that? Like, what's the difference like the holes? 151 00:07:18,040 --> 00:07:22,160 Speaker 1: That's a trick question. That's no, that's a trick question. 152 00:07:22,520 --> 00:07:25,560 Speaker 1: Your girl ever say something like that. Don't answer that question. No, don't, don't, 153 00:07:25,560 --> 00:07:28,360 Speaker 1: don't even do nothing. But I don't lie too. It's 154 00:07:28,400 --> 00:07:33,440 Speaker 1: like like I don't know, Like it's like, it's like 155 00:07:33,480 --> 00:07:36,200 Speaker 1: treating a girl with respect outside of the bedroom. But 156 00:07:36,280 --> 00:07:39,400 Speaker 1: in the bedroom she wants. You know that the bedroom 157 00:07:39,440 --> 00:07:42,880 Speaker 1: the only time you could disrespect the Girl's just like 158 00:07:42,920 --> 00:07:45,040 Speaker 1: when women say women say, women say, you gotta be 159 00:07:45,080 --> 00:07:47,760 Speaker 1: a lady in the streets of freaking the shore. It's 160 00:07:47,800 --> 00:07:50,520 Speaker 1: the same thing. That's all in the bedroom. That's the 161 00:07:50,560 --> 00:07:53,160 Speaker 1: only time one woman want to be disrespected. She want 162 00:07:53,160 --> 00:07:54,960 Speaker 1: to hear post, she want to be slapped, you want 163 00:07:55,280 --> 00:07:57,080 Speaker 1: she wants all the type of shit. Yeah, I mean 164 00:07:57,480 --> 00:07:59,800 Speaker 1: that's so, that's what it means. I mean, she don't 165 00:08:00,080 --> 00:08:02,520 Speaker 1: so you'd be pulling hair, slapping, doing all that. Man, 166 00:08:02,760 --> 00:08:06,360 Speaker 1: we do, come on, do it back to you? No, 167 00:08:06,480 --> 00:08:14,680 Speaker 1: hell not? What the fuck? That's not that's not true. 168 00:08:14,840 --> 00:08:18,400 Speaker 1: Hell Na, that's not pulling your hair, pulling his hair. 169 00:08:22,280 --> 00:08:25,000 Speaker 1: Ain't no one put nah. I have no hair pulling, 170 00:08:25,000 --> 00:08:27,240 Speaker 1: no slapping, no choking. I don't do nothing of that. 171 00:08:27,880 --> 00:08:29,720 Speaker 1: You won't get choked. I don't want to get choked. 172 00:08:30,240 --> 00:08:34,080 Speaker 1: I got blindfolded, blind for the hell Nah, are you 173 00:08:34,160 --> 00:08:38,440 Speaker 1: blind for the me? So you can use your other senses? Senses, man, 174 00:08:40,280 --> 00:08:46,240 Speaker 1: that's not what you want to Na. I'm not trying 175 00:08:46,240 --> 00:08:49,400 Speaker 1: to tap into no other senses in the bedroom. I'm good. 176 00:08:49,760 --> 00:08:52,760 Speaker 1: I ain't spider Man. Talk about this song. Heard it 177 00:08:52,800 --> 00:08:57,160 Speaker 1: hits me. I'm not spider Man. You are trying to 178 00:08:57,160 --> 00:09:00,920 Speaker 1: shoot something number one. Listen, and it's so hard. As 179 00:09:01,000 --> 00:09:02,800 Speaker 1: you said, you've done taking my heart. Put it in 180 00:09:02,800 --> 00:09:05,000 Speaker 1: a bit of place. Let another break my heart. They 181 00:09:05,040 --> 00:09:10,040 Speaker 1: wish they could when inspired that UM like going through ship, 182 00:09:10,360 --> 00:09:14,040 Speaker 1: going through hardships and relationships, you know, being in relationships 183 00:09:14,080 --> 00:09:17,560 Speaker 1: and getting put through things that you you know, never 184 00:09:17,640 --> 00:09:21,480 Speaker 1: been never been through before. Um. You know, and sometimes 185 00:09:21,520 --> 00:09:25,240 Speaker 1: you you you bumping the people and you know they 186 00:09:25,320 --> 00:09:28,079 Speaker 1: beginning girl sire tasting your mouth. You know what I'm saying. 187 00:09:28,160 --> 00:09:31,320 Speaker 1: Like I got I got an X I used to 188 00:09:31,320 --> 00:09:33,360 Speaker 1: be with I don't. Well, I only got too. I 189 00:09:33,440 --> 00:09:38,199 Speaker 1: only been with two girls who for yeah her, Oh god, man, 190 00:09:38,240 --> 00:09:43,040 Speaker 1: I hate her. What did she do to you? Man? 191 00:09:43,040 --> 00:09:46,280 Speaker 1: She broke my motherfucker, she cheated on me. I was 192 00:09:46,320 --> 00:09:49,280 Speaker 1: like sixteen though. That shit hurt. Though, you know, you 193 00:09:49,280 --> 00:09:51,480 Speaker 1: get cheated like Nigga, get cheated on a high school 194 00:09:51,480 --> 00:09:54,000 Speaker 1: and it's over. I don't like you fucking up for 195 00:09:54,120 --> 00:09:56,760 Speaker 1: life with that sh That is true. Yeah, you cheat 196 00:09:56,800 --> 00:09:59,520 Speaker 1: on me in high school? Right now? Do you want 197 00:09:59,520 --> 00:10:03,200 Speaker 1: to tell them all? I mean what my not telling me? 198 00:10:03,320 --> 00:10:06,240 Speaker 1: Hell he had a bad story about getting cheated. Yeah, 199 00:10:06,240 --> 00:10:08,040 Speaker 1: but I've been on my woman for twenty four years. 200 00:10:08,040 --> 00:10:09,160 Speaker 1: So that's what I mean when I say, you know, 201 00:10:09,200 --> 00:10:12,520 Speaker 1: whatever you expect of whatever, say, I want to buy 202 00:10:12,679 --> 00:10:15,400 Speaker 1: whatever she expecting you. You gotta be willing to give 203 00:10:15,400 --> 00:10:18,120 Speaker 1: her what she forgives you. If she does something, you 204 00:10:18,120 --> 00:10:20,559 Speaker 1: gotta forgive her. No, I will lie forgate. I forgave 205 00:10:20,679 --> 00:10:22,559 Speaker 1: a few times, though, I don't want lie that shit. 206 00:10:24,559 --> 00:10:28,200 Speaker 1: That Nigga was good then she was a sucker for 207 00:10:28,240 --> 00:10:31,880 Speaker 1: red man, I don't want I don't even think it 208 00:10:31,920 --> 00:10:34,840 Speaker 1: was what dude, I can't remember I was. I was 209 00:10:34,840 --> 00:10:37,240 Speaker 1: a young man, like so you didn't cheat, but she 210 00:10:37,280 --> 00:10:41,240 Speaker 1: only hell nah, she fucked me up. Yeah, she sucked 211 00:10:41,280 --> 00:10:43,600 Speaker 1: me up and I kept catching and you kept staying yeah, 212 00:10:43,679 --> 00:10:46,240 Speaker 1: hell yeah. I want a trust issues because of that situation. 213 00:10:46,960 --> 00:10:50,000 Speaker 1: Crazy part though, I don't even got trust issues because 214 00:10:50,040 --> 00:10:52,559 Speaker 1: I feel like I don't know, I just don't got 215 00:10:52,559 --> 00:10:54,679 Speaker 1: trust issues. I bet she wish she wouldn't now though 216 00:10:54,720 --> 00:10:57,480 Speaker 1: that she was trying. She was trying to throw a 217 00:10:57,480 --> 00:11:00,959 Speaker 1: little quick little shots and say all the type of 218 00:11:01,000 --> 00:11:04,000 Speaker 1: ship like that. She said something on the internet the 219 00:11:04,000 --> 00:11:08,200 Speaker 1: other day she blew my mind. I forgot what she said. 220 00:11:08,240 --> 00:11:11,720 Speaker 1: She said something about, oh, nah, you know what it was. 221 00:11:11,840 --> 00:11:14,040 Speaker 1: I had gave my I had gave my girlfriend thirty 222 00:11:14,120 --> 00:11:17,680 Speaker 1: K for her birthday. Um, and like, I guess like 223 00:11:17,720 --> 00:11:20,000 Speaker 1: the internet ain't like her that reaction, but she not 224 00:11:20,080 --> 00:11:24,200 Speaker 1: really no like over over over after Yeah, she's not 225 00:11:24,240 --> 00:11:27,240 Speaker 1: no overreactor. Like, so I gave her the thirty I 226 00:11:27,240 --> 00:11:31,240 Speaker 1: gave her thirty K, and shortly going internet, she like, uh, 227 00:11:31,559 --> 00:11:33,120 Speaker 1: she should have been me. If I would have got 228 00:11:33,120 --> 00:11:37,120 Speaker 1: the thirty K, I would have such a sub order. 229 00:11:37,240 --> 00:11:41,840 Speaker 1: Guess what never view you know how you know? Nah? 230 00:11:41,880 --> 00:11:43,719 Speaker 1: She posted it on Facebook and it was public and 231 00:11:43,800 --> 00:11:46,760 Speaker 1: people started tagging me yea, yeah, she wanted you to 232 00:11:46,800 --> 00:11:49,360 Speaker 1: see that. She wanted me to see that. She wanted 233 00:11:49,400 --> 00:11:50,839 Speaker 1: your girl to see that. And then she was hoping 234 00:11:51,000 --> 00:11:53,800 Speaker 1: it will cause problems at home. Ain't no problems at home, 235 00:11:53,840 --> 00:11:56,760 Speaker 1: that's what that's that's what they want, many problems at home. 236 00:11:56,800 --> 00:11:59,880 Speaker 1: Ain't no. I ain't no trouble in paradise. Man. I 237 00:12:00,080 --> 00:12:02,760 Speaker 1: saw you kind of like we'll be going through ship. 238 00:12:03,559 --> 00:12:06,600 Speaker 1: Of course all couples do. I let you get that, 239 00:12:09,720 --> 00:12:11,280 Speaker 1: But I saw you saying that, you know, you really 240 00:12:11,320 --> 00:12:13,360 Speaker 1: don't care for the fame aspect of it, right, So 241 00:12:13,440 --> 00:12:16,040 Speaker 1: when you say that, but why shows people stuff like that? 242 00:12:16,040 --> 00:12:18,360 Speaker 1: Why show them you giving your girl thirty thousand? I 243 00:12:18,400 --> 00:12:22,080 Speaker 1: want a lie? It was like that. So all of 244 00:12:22,120 --> 00:12:24,400 Speaker 1: that was before, like I had made that post um. 245 00:12:25,120 --> 00:12:27,520 Speaker 1: I don't know, the fame become a lot, especially at 246 00:12:27,559 --> 00:12:29,160 Speaker 1: twenties two, and then on top of that, you know, 247 00:12:29,200 --> 00:12:31,640 Speaker 1: you signed these labels and shit like that. Ain't no 248 00:12:31,760 --> 00:12:35,319 Speaker 1: media training, it ain't no more fucking like, no, they don't. 249 00:12:35,360 --> 00:12:37,559 Speaker 1: They don't teach you how to how to how to talk, 250 00:12:37,600 --> 00:12:39,960 Speaker 1: and when you get into interviews with to say whatnot, 251 00:12:40,240 --> 00:12:42,160 Speaker 1: you don't do none of this ship or so you 252 00:12:42,520 --> 00:12:44,920 Speaker 1: coming into this ship and they're not supposed to because 253 00:12:45,280 --> 00:12:47,320 Speaker 1: that's kind of like taking away from who you are 254 00:12:47,440 --> 00:12:52,720 Speaker 1: as a person and as an artist. Yeah yeah, there's 255 00:12:52,760 --> 00:12:54,160 Speaker 1: things that could get you in trouble, things that you 256 00:12:54,360 --> 00:12:56,719 Speaker 1: most definitely that you could get you canceled. Now, So yeah, right, 257 00:12:56,720 --> 00:12:58,760 Speaker 1: if they could guide you. I mean, we're a platform. 258 00:12:58,760 --> 00:13:00,439 Speaker 1: If you say something that's gonna get you cancel, that's 259 00:13:00,440 --> 00:13:02,559 Speaker 1: gonna get you in trouble, locked up, we're gonna tell you. 260 00:13:02,640 --> 00:13:04,080 Speaker 1: I think it might work here. I don't think it 261 00:13:04,120 --> 00:13:06,400 Speaker 1: works with social media because when you at home and 262 00:13:06,440 --> 00:13:09,600 Speaker 1: you got in your phone right there you're typing, it's over. 263 00:13:09,800 --> 00:13:11,800 Speaker 1: Like so you if you were on social media and 264 00:13:11,840 --> 00:13:13,760 Speaker 1: you type, and you sit and type some shit like 265 00:13:13,800 --> 00:13:16,040 Speaker 1: oh no the world and in the world, don't it 266 00:13:16,080 --> 00:13:19,240 Speaker 1: they go best? But like, um yeah, like I don't know, so, 267 00:13:19,320 --> 00:13:21,400 Speaker 1: like I guess like it was kind of like one 268 00:13:21,400 --> 00:13:23,679 Speaker 1: of the moments where it's like damn, Like if I 269 00:13:23,760 --> 00:13:26,600 Speaker 1: was famous, this never would have been an issue. I mean, 270 00:13:26,679 --> 00:13:29,080 Speaker 1: and they people flipped it and made it seem as 271 00:13:29,120 --> 00:13:32,559 Speaker 1: if like it was a thing of um me blaming 272 00:13:32,600 --> 00:13:37,679 Speaker 1: the fans for for for whatever happened. But like Honestly, 273 00:13:37,760 --> 00:13:39,320 Speaker 1: it wasn't even that. It was just a matter of 274 00:13:39,440 --> 00:13:42,079 Speaker 1: like me staying here, Like yo, if if I was 275 00:13:42,160 --> 00:13:44,600 Speaker 1: never famous, because my music used to be like important 276 00:13:44,640 --> 00:13:46,240 Speaker 1: to me, like it used to be just for me. 277 00:13:46,400 --> 00:13:48,240 Speaker 1: I used to which it still is important, but it 278 00:13:48,320 --> 00:13:49,679 Speaker 1: used to be just a thing for me. It used 279 00:13:49,679 --> 00:13:52,199 Speaker 1: to be sacred to me. I mean, but I don't know, 280 00:13:52,240 --> 00:13:54,520 Speaker 1: I started dropping the music and you know, I'm I'm 281 00:13:54,559 --> 00:13:56,520 Speaker 1: more so doing things for the fans now, So I 282 00:13:56,520 --> 00:13:58,600 Speaker 1: don't know, it's more so like you know, if I, 283 00:13:58,600 --> 00:14:00,640 Speaker 1: if I never was famous, this never have been a problem. 284 00:14:00,640 --> 00:14:03,040 Speaker 1: That's That's a great conversation, right because that that is 285 00:14:03,080 --> 00:14:05,840 Speaker 1: that impact your creative process because you're thinking about what 286 00:14:05,880 --> 00:14:07,920 Speaker 1: the Internet's gonna think or what people are going to think, 287 00:14:07,880 --> 00:14:09,480 Speaker 1: instead of just going to make the music you want 288 00:14:09,480 --> 00:14:12,840 Speaker 1: to make. Honestly, I feel like me and my me 289 00:14:12,880 --> 00:14:15,280 Speaker 1: and my fans got such a such a good connection 290 00:14:15,440 --> 00:14:18,560 Speaker 1: that when I go in there and I record, it's 291 00:14:18,600 --> 00:14:21,920 Speaker 1: not really like it's like it's almost like I'm recording 292 00:14:21,960 --> 00:14:24,200 Speaker 1: for myself because we got the same thought process. To 293 00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:26,200 Speaker 1: be a fan of me, you like the things that 294 00:14:26,240 --> 00:14:28,840 Speaker 1: I like. Um, So I don't know, we got to 295 00:14:28,920 --> 00:14:30,800 Speaker 1: we kind of got the same thought process. And even 296 00:14:30,800 --> 00:14:32,640 Speaker 1: it'll be times where I get our Instagram live and 297 00:14:32,680 --> 00:14:34,800 Speaker 1: make songs with the fans and let them like have 298 00:14:34,840 --> 00:14:36,840 Speaker 1: an input on the songs and what's what we're gonna 299 00:14:36,840 --> 00:14:39,520 Speaker 1: title the song and what we're gonna talk about in 300 00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:41,840 Speaker 1: the song, like things of that nature. So it's kind 301 00:14:41,840 --> 00:14:44,800 Speaker 1: of hard to miss when you're doing that. Do so 302 00:14:45,200 --> 00:14:47,000 Speaker 1: do you think that people feel like because a lot 303 00:14:47,000 --> 00:14:49,680 Speaker 1: of times with your music, because it is, like you said, 304 00:14:49,760 --> 00:14:53,040 Speaker 1: very personal and sacred, people really feel like they know 305 00:14:53,120 --> 00:14:56,040 Speaker 1: you and they feel like they know exactly what you're 306 00:14:56,040 --> 00:14:57,920 Speaker 1: talking about. You might have a song that you did 307 00:14:58,000 --> 00:15:00,120 Speaker 1: two years ago and you put it out now and 308 00:15:00,120 --> 00:15:03,280 Speaker 1: they feel like it's something that's happening to you now. Yeah. Yeah, Yeah, 309 00:15:03,320 --> 00:15:05,720 Speaker 1: that's that's that's the hard part about everything. You know. 310 00:15:05,760 --> 00:15:08,080 Speaker 1: They feel like every song that you make is a 311 00:15:08,120 --> 00:15:13,440 Speaker 1: subject of what's going on today today's world, when in reality, 312 00:15:13,480 --> 00:15:15,640 Speaker 1: this shit could have happened thirty years ago. Well, boys 313 00:15:15,640 --> 00:15:18,640 Speaker 1: don't cry with this ep um for these songs? Are 314 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:20,880 Speaker 1: these all current songs? Like that's going like, is this 315 00:15:20,960 --> 00:15:22,880 Speaker 1: something that we should take as this is something that's 316 00:15:22,880 --> 00:15:27,520 Speaker 1: happening to you now? Um? Yeah, yeah, for the most part. 317 00:15:27,560 --> 00:15:29,480 Speaker 1: And if it ain't my story, it's somebody else story, 318 00:15:29,800 --> 00:15:31,600 Speaker 1: you know what I mean, Because I'll tend to do 319 00:15:31,640 --> 00:15:34,680 Speaker 1: that a lot too, Like I might I might make 320 00:15:34,720 --> 00:15:37,840 Speaker 1: a song about you know, some real life situations that's 321 00:15:37,880 --> 00:15:39,720 Speaker 1: going on right now, but there might not be something 322 00:15:39,720 --> 00:15:41,480 Speaker 1: that's happened to me. It might be my homeboy that's 323 00:15:41,480 --> 00:15:43,400 Speaker 1: going through it and not just I just so happen 324 00:15:43,440 --> 00:15:45,440 Speaker 1: to see it. So yeah, it could be that too. 325 00:15:45,960 --> 00:15:48,480 Speaker 1: Now you're also going on to a road wave and 326 00:15:48,520 --> 00:15:51,640 Speaker 1: with a riot of scientists. Ye so, um, how did 327 00:15:51,640 --> 00:15:55,600 Speaker 1: that to our come together? Man? Honestly, Um, we got 328 00:15:55,680 --> 00:15:57,560 Speaker 1: the same book and age. So being that we got 329 00:15:57,560 --> 00:15:59,560 Speaker 1: the same booking age and shot out the mac agency, 330 00:16:00,160 --> 00:16:02,000 Speaker 1: we got the same book and agent, it came time 331 00:16:02,000 --> 00:16:04,240 Speaker 1: for him to go on tour and my name just 332 00:16:04,280 --> 00:16:07,040 Speaker 1: got throwing that bucket of you know, people we wanted 333 00:16:07,080 --> 00:16:09,360 Speaker 1: to bring on tour, so you know, they made it 334 00:16:09,360 --> 00:16:11,800 Speaker 1: heaven And now we're going on tour. This is probably 335 00:16:11,840 --> 00:16:17,240 Speaker 1: gonna be the fucking saddest tour. Like I see the comments, 336 00:16:17,280 --> 00:16:19,400 Speaker 1: because I see the comments that should have they like, yo, 337 00:16:19,600 --> 00:16:25,440 Speaker 1: I'm gonna be in crying and oh my god, it think, yeah, 338 00:16:25,520 --> 00:16:28,720 Speaker 1: I think so like I think people enjoy being sad nowadays. 339 00:16:28,800 --> 00:16:32,520 Speaker 1: I don't know why. I think people enjoy processing their 340 00:16:32,520 --> 00:16:34,920 Speaker 1: emotions because for so long we haven't been allowed to, 341 00:16:35,080 --> 00:16:37,360 Speaker 1: especially men. That's what I think now. I did ass 342 00:16:37,440 --> 00:16:39,560 Speaker 1: like sad like when I started seeing the tweets. So 343 00:16:39,600 --> 00:16:41,320 Speaker 1: I sat and I like, I'm like, damn, let me 344 00:16:41,360 --> 00:16:43,280 Speaker 1: dive into the music like it really see what the 345 00:16:43,320 --> 00:16:47,200 Speaker 1: hell going out? I started listening to though fucking marioders, scientists, 346 00:16:47,240 --> 00:16:50,080 Speaker 1: spread thin and like that, and then you then you 347 00:16:50,160 --> 00:16:53,080 Speaker 1: go to rid wave catalog and he got anything he got. 348 00:16:53,080 --> 00:16:55,280 Speaker 1: Then I start diving back into my own shout I 349 00:16:55,280 --> 00:17:01,760 Speaker 1: say dead, last song of it is, last song? Yeah, 350 00:17:01,880 --> 00:17:04,960 Speaker 1: sh like that, man, I don't lie. I see, damn, 351 00:17:04,960 --> 00:17:08,040 Speaker 1: this ship going to be sad, like somebody got somebody 352 00:17:08,040 --> 00:17:10,440 Speaker 1: got to come up with this bitship and turn this 353 00:17:10,480 --> 00:17:12,359 Speaker 1: ship up a little bit or something. Man. But in 354 00:17:12,400 --> 00:17:14,080 Speaker 1: a way, you know what you're doing because you put 355 00:17:14,080 --> 00:17:15,440 Speaker 1: out a lot of songs. And he's like, I'm taking 356 00:17:15,440 --> 00:17:17,800 Speaker 1: a break from social media. Come on, now, you always 357 00:17:17,840 --> 00:17:21,080 Speaker 1: know what you're doing. I mean, I feel like you 358 00:17:21,080 --> 00:17:25,560 Speaker 1: didn't really take a break from social media. Ain't taking man? Listen, man, 359 00:17:26,400 --> 00:17:29,560 Speaker 1: I don't lie one thing about the dope. Man. I 360 00:17:29,600 --> 00:17:31,919 Speaker 1: swear I didn't give up on everything that life, like 361 00:17:32,760 --> 00:17:39,960 Speaker 1: when it sports, school, relationships, like just I don't lie 362 00:17:40,040 --> 00:17:42,040 Speaker 1: like my whole I wouldn't say I've been a quitter, 363 00:17:42,080 --> 00:17:44,359 Speaker 1: but like I've been a quitter. You get what I'm saying. 364 00:17:45,040 --> 00:17:47,160 Speaker 1: Music something that I could never quit. I could never 365 00:17:47,200 --> 00:17:49,159 Speaker 1: give up. You think you was a quitter or just 366 00:17:49,200 --> 00:17:52,960 Speaker 1: a runner? I was a runner. Yeah, I definitely ran 367 00:17:53,040 --> 00:17:56,240 Speaker 1: with Timesard, So I definitely say I was a running 368 00:17:56,320 --> 00:17:59,760 Speaker 1: But that's something you know, acknowledging it would be the 369 00:17:59,760 --> 00:18:02,359 Speaker 1: first step. Ever since then, I've kind of been working 370 00:18:02,359 --> 00:18:04,800 Speaker 1: on it, trying not to run away from my situations 371 00:18:05,040 --> 00:18:09,720 Speaker 1: uh as much. And like even you know, even even 372 00:18:10,320 --> 00:18:13,639 Speaker 1: you know when I when I first got into you know, 373 00:18:13,720 --> 00:18:16,640 Speaker 1: situations and shit like that, My my first start will 374 00:18:16,640 --> 00:18:20,720 Speaker 1: always beat up. All right, I'm out, Like if we're 375 00:18:20,720 --> 00:18:22,919 Speaker 1: not fit to do this, Like you want to leave, 376 00:18:22,960 --> 00:18:25,199 Speaker 1: you be leave, I'm because I'm gonna leave what we do. 377 00:18:25,720 --> 00:18:28,840 Speaker 1: But like acknowledging that should be the first step. And 378 00:18:28,880 --> 00:18:31,119 Speaker 1: it's like damn, like what you're gonna run away from 379 00:18:31,119 --> 00:18:33,920 Speaker 1: anything you go through? And more importantly, and you learn 380 00:18:33,960 --> 00:18:36,359 Speaker 1: this in therapy. You can't run away from yourself. No, 381 00:18:36,560 --> 00:18:39,360 Speaker 1: you can't. So you gotta do whatever internal issues you got, 382 00:18:39,400 --> 00:18:41,119 Speaker 1: you got to deal with them because you can not 383 00:18:41,200 --> 00:18:43,359 Speaker 1: run away from yourself. You gotta deal with it. You 384 00:18:43,440 --> 00:18:46,080 Speaker 1: go to therapy. Yeah, once a week. Hell yeah, feel 385 00:18:46,080 --> 00:18:48,480 Speaker 1: about five six years man? You know I used to 386 00:18:48,520 --> 00:18:51,120 Speaker 1: I used to have a therapist, like you know, when 387 00:18:51,160 --> 00:18:53,720 Speaker 1: you're when you're when your people get a divorce and 388 00:18:53,800 --> 00:18:57,080 Speaker 1: shit like that, they make you go to council. Yeah yeah, yeah, 389 00:18:57,080 --> 00:18:58,600 Speaker 1: like I used to have a therapist for that, and 390 00:18:58,600 --> 00:19:02,600 Speaker 1: then I stopped seeing them. I mean, that might be 391 00:19:02,720 --> 00:19:04,920 Speaker 1: another reason to nigga make all this sad ass music. 392 00:19:07,000 --> 00:19:10,639 Speaker 1: Therapy is gonna make you mix out word up. My 393 00:19:10,720 --> 00:19:14,560 Speaker 1: whole life telling you that therapy. My whole life been 394 00:19:14,600 --> 00:19:17,919 Speaker 1: nothing but shit, just going through shiitard. So all right, 395 00:19:19,040 --> 00:19:21,000 Speaker 1: unpacking now. I don't wait till I waited until I 396 00:19:21,040 --> 00:19:23,880 Speaker 1: was like thirty five, thirty six years old. Do it now, 397 00:19:24,040 --> 00:19:26,600 Speaker 1: so you got you got less years to unpack. Imagine 398 00:19:26,640 --> 00:19:29,760 Speaker 1: trying to unpack twenty five years of trauma. Yeah nah 399 00:19:29,920 --> 00:19:32,760 Speaker 1: on a lot of shit. Yeah, that's a lot, twenty 400 00:19:32,760 --> 00:19:35,640 Speaker 1: five years of trauma, A lot shit. I'm fighting more 401 00:19:35,720 --> 00:19:40,400 Speaker 1: fucking eighteen years of trauma. When you when you did 402 00:19:40,440 --> 00:19:42,080 Speaker 1: take a break form music because you said that's something 403 00:19:42,080 --> 00:19:45,159 Speaker 1: that you would never run from. Yeah, um, when you 404 00:19:45,240 --> 00:19:50,080 Speaker 1: still a lot of crazy. I never takes putting out 405 00:19:50,119 --> 00:19:52,680 Speaker 1: like a whole project. Oh yeah, I don't took longer 406 00:19:52,720 --> 00:19:54,840 Speaker 1: breaks than that, Like I ain't. I ain't put out 407 00:19:54,840 --> 00:19:56,760 Speaker 1: on a project. But I didn't took the longer, longer 408 00:19:56,800 --> 00:19:58,560 Speaker 1: break than what I took this year, like because I 409 00:19:58,640 --> 00:20:01,399 Speaker 1: was still dropping singles. I don't want eight months without 410 00:20:01,440 --> 00:20:04,240 Speaker 1: dropping nothing. Like, So what did you do? Were you 411 00:20:04,280 --> 00:20:07,960 Speaker 1: still working during that time? Yeah? Yeah, the old man 412 00:20:08,040 --> 00:20:11,840 Speaker 1: over there had me. Uh, he had me, and he 413 00:20:11,880 --> 00:20:14,000 Speaker 1: had me in the studio recording. We were just recording 414 00:20:14,040 --> 00:20:15,720 Speaker 1: a bunch of music. I ain't have a catalog, that 415 00:20:15,800 --> 00:20:18,359 Speaker 1: was the problem. I ain't have no music in the 416 00:20:18,400 --> 00:20:21,920 Speaker 1: stashum and some some of my my greatest records came 417 00:20:21,920 --> 00:20:26,080 Speaker 1: out of that. So like, I definitely appreciate that, But yeah, 418 00:20:26,119 --> 00:20:28,280 Speaker 1: I was. I was just recording. You talk about the trauma, 419 00:20:28,280 --> 00:20:30,879 Speaker 1: So so your new therapy, I guess, or your therapy 420 00:20:30,960 --> 00:20:33,480 Speaker 1: is doing all these records. Then, yeah, that was the 421 00:20:33,480 --> 00:20:35,399 Speaker 1: best thing putting you in the studio. Yeah, putting me 422 00:20:35,440 --> 00:20:38,040 Speaker 1: in the studio was like, yo, music was like the 423 00:20:38,040 --> 00:20:39,879 Speaker 1: best thing that ever happened to me. You get what 424 00:20:39,920 --> 00:20:42,000 Speaker 1: I'm saying, like only changed my life, and then on 425 00:20:42,119 --> 00:20:43,840 Speaker 1: top of me changing my life, on top of it 426 00:20:43,920 --> 00:20:46,120 Speaker 1: changed my life and opened my eyes to know who 427 00:20:46,160 --> 00:20:48,080 Speaker 1: I truly am and what I'm here for. You know, 428 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:51,560 Speaker 1: like my my whole life been a plot twist, Like 429 00:20:52,000 --> 00:20:54,080 Speaker 1: ain't nobody ever expect for me to become who I 430 00:20:54,119 --> 00:20:56,800 Speaker 1: am today? And people don't expect for me to become 431 00:20:56,880 --> 00:21:00,280 Speaker 1: what I'm gonna become. Like I genuinely could look body 432 00:21:00,320 --> 00:21:02,320 Speaker 1: in their eyes and tell them like it's not the 433 00:21:02,520 --> 00:21:05,520 Speaker 1: end for me, like it's it's something way bigger than 434 00:21:05,720 --> 00:21:07,919 Speaker 1: what people seeing right now. It's just hard for me 435 00:21:07,960 --> 00:21:10,560 Speaker 1: to speak on it because every artist to get up 436 00:21:10,560 --> 00:21:12,639 Speaker 1: here and say that they're gonna be something bigger than 437 00:21:12,680 --> 00:21:15,679 Speaker 1: what they is today, and some is, but some'm not, 438 00:21:15,920 --> 00:21:17,440 Speaker 1: you know, I mean, Some'm not gonna make it farther 439 00:21:17,480 --> 00:21:19,600 Speaker 1: than this interview. Or when it comes to me like 440 00:21:19,920 --> 00:21:22,600 Speaker 1: I'm here to stay, like my name is something that's 441 00:21:22,600 --> 00:21:25,800 Speaker 1: gonna stay afloat no matter what. It's nothing nobody ever 442 00:21:25,840 --> 00:21:27,400 Speaker 1: could do to change that. But you know when God 443 00:21:27,440 --> 00:21:29,159 Speaker 1: calls you. It's not a conference calls. We ain't for 444 00:21:29,160 --> 00:21:31,560 Speaker 1: everybody anyway. Man, listen, there ain't no conference call at 445 00:21:31,600 --> 00:21:34,679 Speaker 1: all telling everybody. This ain't those zoom like. I mean, 446 00:21:34,720 --> 00:21:36,840 Speaker 1: you can't look into this one. And I feel like 447 00:21:36,840 --> 00:21:38,720 Speaker 1: the good thing for you is things have been also 448 00:21:38,960 --> 00:21:43,879 Speaker 1: getting bigger every single time, and the momentum is building 449 00:21:43,880 --> 00:21:46,600 Speaker 1: instead of you coming out with a crazy momentum and 450 00:21:46,600 --> 00:21:48,959 Speaker 1: then going away, it's still getting high. I'm gonna tell 451 00:21:48,960 --> 00:21:52,440 Speaker 1: you what's so crazy though, like, um, where you and 452 00:21:52,680 --> 00:21:55,080 Speaker 1: and this is for like all the artists that's out 453 00:21:55,080 --> 00:21:58,919 Speaker 1: there right now, don't fall too too deep into the politics. 454 00:21:59,080 --> 00:22:01,240 Speaker 1: Like when you started to pour too deep into the 455 00:22:01,240 --> 00:22:03,520 Speaker 1: politics and the numbers and you stopped having fun with 456 00:22:03,560 --> 00:22:05,000 Speaker 1: it and then started to feel like a job and 457 00:22:05,000 --> 00:22:08,120 Speaker 1: shit like that's it started to feel crazy. I try, 458 00:22:08,400 --> 00:22:10,679 Speaker 1: I tell, I tell the people that's around me all 459 00:22:10,680 --> 00:22:12,840 Speaker 1: the time, like, um, we got to get back to 460 00:22:12,880 --> 00:22:14,920 Speaker 1: having fun with it, because it definitely was a time 461 00:22:14,920 --> 00:22:18,280 Speaker 1: where I started to put out my you know, uh 462 00:22:19,000 --> 00:22:21,800 Speaker 1: ceo suit I guess you would say, in a sense, 463 00:22:21,840 --> 00:22:25,440 Speaker 1: and started digging too deep into things that really don't 464 00:22:25,480 --> 00:22:27,440 Speaker 1: matter for me. It mattered for me, but I ain't 465 00:22:27,440 --> 00:22:30,479 Speaker 1: supposed to be handling it, So I started paying attention 466 00:22:30,520 --> 00:22:32,719 Speaker 1: to the numbers like I never used to pay attention 467 00:22:32,760 --> 00:22:35,480 Speaker 1: to numbers at all. If the song did good, it 468 00:22:35,560 --> 00:22:37,680 Speaker 1: just did good because at the end of the day, 469 00:22:38,160 --> 00:22:40,320 Speaker 1: the numbers, the numbers be with the numbers be. But 470 00:22:40,359 --> 00:22:42,800 Speaker 1: it's always somebody out there that's going to relate to 471 00:22:42,880 --> 00:22:45,600 Speaker 1: your shit more than the next person. And that's what 472 00:22:45,760 --> 00:22:47,640 Speaker 1: keep our artists going for it, for it's not about 473 00:22:47,680 --> 00:22:50,400 Speaker 1: the fucking first week numbers and all that other bullshit 474 00:22:50,480 --> 00:22:52,960 Speaker 1: that people try to make this ship seem like it's about. 475 00:22:53,280 --> 00:22:55,920 Speaker 1: It's not about it's not about these deals that's getting 476 00:22:55,960 --> 00:22:58,359 Speaker 1: signed and like, because all that should be cool, But 477 00:22:58,400 --> 00:23:00,560 Speaker 1: at the end of the day, like when you haven't 478 00:23:00,560 --> 00:23:02,800 Speaker 1: fun with the music, all that shit don't come. You 479 00:23:02,840 --> 00:23:04,959 Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. So I don't I want a lie, 480 00:23:05,040 --> 00:23:06,880 Speaker 1: Like to the artists that's out there, man, don't fall 481 00:23:06,880 --> 00:23:09,600 Speaker 1: too deep into the numbers. Don't fall into first week numbers, 482 00:23:10,080 --> 00:23:13,080 Speaker 1: second week numbers, billboards and all types of dumb shit 483 00:23:13,200 --> 00:23:15,520 Speaker 1: like that, because half of the motherfucker's that sounds billboards 484 00:23:15,600 --> 00:23:18,240 Speaker 1: ain't never think they probably was ever gonna get no billboard. 485 00:23:18,720 --> 00:23:20,479 Speaker 1: You get what I'm saying, Like that should be some 486 00:23:21,280 --> 00:23:25,080 Speaker 1: sporadic shit like that shit yo, Like like we were 487 00:23:25,119 --> 00:23:27,080 Speaker 1: talking about like women on top of the game right now. 488 00:23:28,280 --> 00:23:30,919 Speaker 1: You ask some of the girls that sounds like on 489 00:23:30,960 --> 00:23:33,359 Speaker 1: top of the charts right now if they thought it 490 00:23:33,440 --> 00:23:35,960 Speaker 1: was gonna happen as quick as that shit happened for them. 491 00:23:36,240 --> 00:23:39,119 Speaker 1: Nobody ever saw music taking a turn that it's taken 492 00:23:39,200 --> 00:23:44,359 Speaker 1: right now. Right When did we ever see artist Glowrilla 493 00:23:44,600 --> 00:23:50,680 Speaker 1: when Partycause you get to see things happen so quickly. Yeah, 494 00:23:50,680 --> 00:23:52,399 Speaker 1: Like so you got that and then and then on 495 00:23:52,440 --> 00:23:55,199 Speaker 1: top of that, not then you got artists like you know, 496 00:23:55,240 --> 00:24:00,439 Speaker 1: the bigger artists doing seventeen thousand first week, twenty three thousand, 497 00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:03,520 Speaker 1: and twenty two thousand first week in sales and shit 498 00:24:03,680 --> 00:24:06,760 Speaker 1: like that, Like nobody never saw music doing none of this, 499 00:24:06,960 --> 00:24:09,520 Speaker 1: Like we're looking at nuthers, like damn, these niggas doing 500 00:24:09,560 --> 00:24:12,400 Speaker 1: two hundred K, three hundred K, one hundred and fifty thousand. 501 00:24:13,080 --> 00:24:16,680 Speaker 1: Now niggas is doing not even niggas is not even 502 00:24:16,720 --> 00:24:19,040 Speaker 1: doing a quarter of that. What do you want? What 503 00:24:19,080 --> 00:24:21,720 Speaker 1: do you think of the baby saying his comments? Manatory 504 00:24:21,760 --> 00:24:25,040 Speaker 1: Land is kind of saying there blackballed from um, honestly, 505 00:24:27,560 --> 00:24:30,720 Speaker 1: I've seen I've seen, um, I've seen Russ haven't taken hunting. 506 00:24:30,840 --> 00:24:33,440 Speaker 1: He basically He basically said, like you know, the snow 507 00:24:33,480 --> 00:24:35,240 Speaker 1: such thing as being black balled if you eble to 508 00:24:35,240 --> 00:24:38,960 Speaker 1: put out your music and so, um, I don't Honestly, 509 00:24:39,000 --> 00:24:41,600 Speaker 1: I wish I could speak on it. I only like 510 00:24:41,640 --> 00:24:45,280 Speaker 1: when it comes to them shoes, I can't even say 511 00:24:45,280 --> 00:24:47,080 Speaker 1: how to feel because I probably if I was in 512 00:24:47,119 --> 00:24:50,119 Speaker 1: these shoes, I probably feel black balled too, you know. Um, 513 00:24:51,320 --> 00:24:53,640 Speaker 1: So I don't know. I feel like any artists, any 514 00:24:53,680 --> 00:24:56,280 Speaker 1: artists who got like an input on that, you know, 515 00:24:56,320 --> 00:24:59,000 Speaker 1: it's that's all it is. It's an input because at 516 00:24:59,000 --> 00:25:01,200 Speaker 1: the end of the day, like you won't know until 517 00:25:01,240 --> 00:25:04,960 Speaker 1: you in them shoes. Yeah. Um. But yeah, though, I 518 00:25:05,000 --> 00:25:07,840 Speaker 1: feel like with the Tories situation, I feel like he 519 00:25:07,960 --> 00:25:11,119 Speaker 1: definitely getting black really yeah, I think. I mean I 520 00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:13,240 Speaker 1: can see the baby too. I can definitely see the 521 00:25:13,280 --> 00:25:18,720 Speaker 1: baby too. Where with baby, I don't feel like it's 522 00:25:18,760 --> 00:25:20,560 Speaker 1: really a I don't feel like it's a black ball. 523 00:25:20,600 --> 00:25:23,159 Speaker 1: I feel like it's the world. The world just it's 524 00:25:24,160 --> 00:25:29,280 Speaker 1: it's the backlash yet what I'm saying, right, Yeah, Yeah, 525 00:25:29,359 --> 00:25:32,600 Speaker 1: Like like playlist or you know the And that's the 526 00:25:32,720 --> 00:25:35,040 Speaker 1: crazy part. See, that's something I really don't know about 527 00:25:35,080 --> 00:25:38,439 Speaker 1: because I never I never really made playlists, Like I'm 528 00:25:38,480 --> 00:25:40,320 Speaker 1: not all right, we don't have we don't have a 529 00:25:40,320 --> 00:25:42,600 Speaker 1: playlist for the type of music that I'll make. You 530 00:25:42,640 --> 00:25:45,359 Speaker 1: get what I'm saying. The streaming services they'll put you 531 00:25:45,440 --> 00:25:48,320 Speaker 1: on playlists and when people are randomly listen, and so 532 00:25:48,400 --> 00:25:50,440 Speaker 1: I think that's what they're saying, right, But then Rust 533 00:25:50,600 --> 00:25:52,960 Speaker 1: was saying, well, your fans will find you whether or 534 00:25:53,000 --> 00:25:55,600 Speaker 1: not you're on a playlist. Yeah, and that's like, that's like, yeah, 535 00:25:55,640 --> 00:25:58,320 Speaker 1: your fans are find you, but your fans always your 536 00:25:58,320 --> 00:26:01,359 Speaker 1: fans also like your fans. You have fans, and then 537 00:26:01,400 --> 00:26:04,159 Speaker 1: you have fans, and the fans are falling to the 538 00:26:04,200 --> 00:26:08,200 Speaker 1: category of them thinking just like the people who not fans, 539 00:26:08,200 --> 00:26:10,320 Speaker 1: because that's all that it be. The motherfucker's who'll be 540 00:26:10,359 --> 00:26:12,399 Speaker 1: who talks shit about you want to internet be haters, 541 00:26:12,920 --> 00:26:15,600 Speaker 1: and then the haters, and then the haters hypnotize the 542 00:26:15,640 --> 00:26:18,680 Speaker 1: fans because it's fans, and then it's fans. The haters 543 00:26:18,760 --> 00:26:23,080 Speaker 1: hypnotize the fans into thinking that it's fans. It's your 544 00:26:23,160 --> 00:26:26,200 Speaker 1: fans who actually fans. That's talking shit about you, when 545 00:26:26,240 --> 00:26:28,720 Speaker 1: in reality is nothing but the hater being a hater. Hey, 546 00:26:28,760 --> 00:26:30,120 Speaker 1: you know what else? And you know what I'm gonna 547 00:26:30,119 --> 00:26:33,040 Speaker 1: say too about those playlists. Sometimes I discover music that 548 00:26:33,080 --> 00:26:36,199 Speaker 1: I wouldn't have discovered by listening to you. It's so crazy. 549 00:26:36,320 --> 00:26:39,600 Speaker 1: I don't make playlists. I don't if if somebody tells 550 00:26:39,640 --> 00:26:42,560 Speaker 1: me tu s, I'm gonna go search to see I'm not. 551 00:26:42,600 --> 00:26:45,240 Speaker 1: I've never been. I've never been like none of them 552 00:26:45,280 --> 00:26:47,639 Speaker 1: show but it might be like a hip hop and 553 00:26:47,720 --> 00:26:50,240 Speaker 1: I and B playlist that songs randomly come up. I've 554 00:26:50,240 --> 00:26:52,720 Speaker 1: never been on ARM. I've never been on like like 555 00:26:52,760 --> 00:26:55,280 Speaker 1: the R and B. What's the name of that major R? 556 00:26:56,280 --> 00:27:00,919 Speaker 1: Like the R and B is none of that. They 557 00:27:00,920 --> 00:27:04,280 Speaker 1: don't discover music via playlist. Really, yeah, you're not, because 558 00:27:04,280 --> 00:27:05,800 Speaker 1: I know in the juice we put on a random 559 00:27:05,800 --> 00:27:07,919 Speaker 1: playlist of like hip hop and R and B, and 560 00:27:07,920 --> 00:27:09,600 Speaker 1: sounds will come up and I'd be like, oh, I 561 00:27:09,680 --> 00:27:11,920 Speaker 1: mean my music though, like like not even just going 562 00:27:11,960 --> 00:27:13,960 Speaker 1: to look that shit up. My music has never been 563 00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:16,800 Speaker 1: on any of them playlists, so I never like really 564 00:27:16,880 --> 00:27:20,040 Speaker 1: knew I ain't. I never knew that the playlist and 565 00:27:20,320 --> 00:27:24,480 Speaker 1: actually affected that ship that much, like if playlist and 566 00:27:24,600 --> 00:27:28,399 Speaker 1: affected niggas numbers like that. Yeah, because you look for 567 00:27:28,680 --> 00:27:30,960 Speaker 1: I Want Lie. That's a different type of like, that's 568 00:27:31,000 --> 00:27:33,119 Speaker 1: a different type of power. Do you think about not 569 00:27:33,119 --> 00:27:34,440 Speaker 1: even a person when you go to the gym, there's 570 00:27:34,440 --> 00:27:36,320 Speaker 1: always a playlist on the back. If you're in a 571 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:38,960 Speaker 1: cab a lot of time, there's playlist on those songs. 572 00:27:39,000 --> 00:27:42,359 Speaker 1: Just keep going on rolling like all. It's like the Baby, 573 00:27:42,359 --> 00:27:44,480 Speaker 1: Like you were saying earlier, the thing with the baby, 574 00:27:45,160 --> 00:27:47,200 Speaker 1: there's always two types of fans, right, The fan's gonna 575 00:27:47,280 --> 00:27:50,840 Speaker 1: ride and die regardless, and then wants a hit. They yeah, 576 00:27:51,400 --> 00:27:53,040 Speaker 1: on what type of record that's a fan? That's that's 577 00:27:53,080 --> 00:27:56,960 Speaker 1: that's fans because they see other fans with the baby. 578 00:27:57,000 --> 00:27:58,879 Speaker 1: If he doesn't have a hit because the playlists are 579 00:27:58,880 --> 00:28:01,560 Speaker 1: not playing him. Yeah, he's not spending his records radio 580 00:28:01,560 --> 00:28:03,840 Speaker 1: stations and I spending those records. He doesn't have that fan. 581 00:28:03,920 --> 00:28:07,040 Speaker 1: That's long definite, definitely, And because of that, that's kind 582 00:28:07,040 --> 00:28:08,760 Speaker 1: of being black ball because they're not giving his records 583 00:28:08,800 --> 00:28:11,600 Speaker 1: an opportunity. Also too, you do realize and I saw 584 00:28:11,640 --> 00:28:13,320 Speaker 1: this that the day I'm reading it because I put 585 00:28:13,320 --> 00:28:16,280 Speaker 1: it on my phone then the stat that one percent 586 00:28:16,680 --> 00:28:21,240 Speaker 1: of all artists generate ninety percent of the screams. One 587 00:28:21,359 --> 00:28:25,200 Speaker 1: percent of all artists generate ninety percent of the scream 588 00:28:25,240 --> 00:28:27,399 Speaker 1: So if you're not in that one percent, are you 589 00:28:27,440 --> 00:28:29,480 Speaker 1: really being impacted that much by scream? But the baby 590 00:28:29,560 --> 00:28:31,920 Speaker 1: was probably in that one percent with all the records, 591 00:28:31,920 --> 00:28:35,720 Speaker 1: probably at one point. Damn. So you're saying one percent, 592 00:28:35,840 --> 00:28:39,000 Speaker 1: it's a one percent of all artists generate ninety percent 593 00:28:39,040 --> 00:28:47,160 Speaker 1: of all screams. Shit, I already known. I don't even 594 00:28:47,200 --> 00:28:50,320 Speaker 1: know if it's a little baby. Yeah, no not when 595 00:28:50,320 --> 00:28:52,760 Speaker 1: you look at the top ten. A young boy no 596 00:28:52,840 --> 00:28:56,719 Speaker 1: young boys YouTube, So young boy don't young boys YouTube YouTube, 597 00:28:57,320 --> 00:29:00,360 Speaker 1: don't lie. But he got a different type of fan. Absolutely, yeah, 598 00:29:00,400 --> 00:29:02,920 Speaker 1: young boys got a different like the means that they 599 00:29:02,960 --> 00:29:05,920 Speaker 1: neither like NBA young NBA young boy fans be like, yo, 600 00:29:06,040 --> 00:29:12,800 Speaker 1: I don't want lie, matter what crazy part, it'll probably 601 00:29:12,960 --> 00:29:15,400 Speaker 1: never be another NBA young boy Like, don't matter no 602 00:29:15,520 --> 00:29:17,920 Speaker 1: matter one thing about it. Bro, I live, I live 603 00:29:18,080 --> 00:29:21,120 Speaker 1: in reality. Bro Get what I'm saying Like that shit 604 00:29:21,200 --> 00:29:23,200 Speaker 1: ain't no no joke. When they come to you and 605 00:29:23,280 --> 00:29:24,560 Speaker 1: be like we need you to do a young boy 606 00:29:24,600 --> 00:29:27,000 Speaker 1: doing on YouTube? You be like that that I can't. 607 00:29:27,080 --> 00:29:29,480 Speaker 1: It's over, bro, That's that's that's a young boy. It'll 608 00:29:29,520 --> 00:29:32,360 Speaker 1: never be another NBA young boy. And at a never 609 00:29:33,040 --> 00:29:36,880 Speaker 1: like yeo, bro, some some things could be mimicked. That 610 00:29:37,000 --> 00:29:39,720 Speaker 1: shit there, you can't mimic that's he didn't even try 611 00:29:39,720 --> 00:29:42,720 Speaker 1: to strategize that. It just with organic. That's just him, 612 00:29:43,040 --> 00:29:44,440 Speaker 1: you know what I mean. So like, when you get 613 00:29:44,480 --> 00:29:47,720 Speaker 1: something like that that's special. Are you from upstate? Yeah? 614 00:29:47,760 --> 00:29:49,240 Speaker 1: Are you investing in up State a lot? Because up 615 00:29:49,280 --> 00:29:51,000 Speaker 1: State is a growing market when it comes to really 616 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:54,240 Speaker 1: crazy part, Nah, I ain't. I haven't even dove into 617 00:29:54,360 --> 00:29:56,120 Speaker 1: none of that yet, you know what I mean. But 618 00:29:56,320 --> 00:29:58,480 Speaker 1: you're looking to it because it's it's i mean the 619 00:29:58,560 --> 00:30:00,760 Speaker 1: rent prices up state to us shooting to the rule. Yeah, 620 00:30:00,880 --> 00:30:03,080 Speaker 1: property prices are great, and then some of these schools 621 00:30:03,080 --> 00:30:05,600 Speaker 1: and colleges around there that people need to place to stay. Definitely, 622 00:30:06,000 --> 00:30:07,760 Speaker 1: he's looking at you can buy some property, fool, not 623 00:30:07,840 --> 00:30:10,320 Speaker 1: too too bad. Yeah, we we we've been we've been 624 00:30:10,320 --> 00:30:12,239 Speaker 1: sitting and talking about that. That's something that's on our 625 00:30:12,240 --> 00:30:15,280 Speaker 1: bucket list. Now, what about putting we I know we 626 00:30:15,360 --> 00:30:19,640 Speaker 1: had this discussion, but social media putting like your private 627 00:30:19,680 --> 00:30:22,120 Speaker 1: life on there, putting your girlfriend on there. Are you 628 00:30:22,120 --> 00:30:24,760 Speaker 1: gonna move differently now? Because yeah, I'm gonna keep a 629 00:30:24,760 --> 00:30:27,080 Speaker 1: private I mean, like it's just as simple as that, 630 00:30:27,240 --> 00:30:29,000 Speaker 1: like keep it off the internet because at the end, 631 00:30:29,160 --> 00:30:31,360 Speaker 1: I mean it might be a time where or or 632 00:30:31,400 --> 00:30:34,360 Speaker 1: a day where, you know, I might throw the fan 633 00:30:34,520 --> 00:30:38,080 Speaker 1: up there one time, but I don't know. I'm chilling 634 00:30:38,200 --> 00:30:41,440 Speaker 1: right now. I'm strictly focused on the music and getting 635 00:30:41,440 --> 00:30:44,400 Speaker 1: this where it need to be. Are you happy? Yeah? Well, 636 00:30:44,760 --> 00:30:47,840 Speaker 1: which which part? Just in life? I mean, you're putting 637 00:30:47,840 --> 00:30:52,680 Speaker 1: out songs like heartache and lonely, you know, I'm like, um, 638 00:30:53,440 --> 00:30:55,200 Speaker 1: I don't want a lie to That's that's a hard 639 00:30:55,280 --> 00:30:57,440 Speaker 1: that's a hard question to answer, you know, like because 640 00:30:57,480 --> 00:31:00,200 Speaker 1: every day is different. Yeah, every day different. I don't 641 00:31:00,240 --> 00:31:02,960 Speaker 1: walk around with my head down, but I definitely sometimes 642 00:31:02,960 --> 00:31:05,120 Speaker 1: I wish I was in a better position than what 643 00:31:05,160 --> 00:31:07,720 Speaker 1: I'm in. I feel like it's it's different things that 644 00:31:07,760 --> 00:31:10,200 Speaker 1: I could have I could have did, and I never 645 00:31:10,440 --> 00:31:12,640 Speaker 1: I never try to put the blame on nobody else, 646 00:31:12,800 --> 00:31:15,960 Speaker 1: you know, because every decision that I made is decision 647 00:31:16,080 --> 00:31:19,800 Speaker 1: that I made. Life is about options. So I mean, 648 00:31:19,840 --> 00:31:21,520 Speaker 1: at the end of the the day, I can't if if 649 00:31:21,720 --> 00:31:23,760 Speaker 1: if I walk around with my head down, I'd be 650 00:31:23,760 --> 00:31:26,080 Speaker 1: walking around my head down because some shit that I did. 651 00:31:26,960 --> 00:31:29,800 Speaker 1: I mean, so I don't know. Life cool, But do 652 00:31:29,800 --> 00:31:32,480 Speaker 1: you beat yourself up from mistakes? You me? Hell no, 653 00:31:32,600 --> 00:31:35,280 Speaker 1: I don't know it's good. I don't do that at all. 654 00:31:35,480 --> 00:31:39,680 Speaker 1: But but I definitely say, like sometimes I sit and 655 00:31:39,760 --> 00:31:42,360 Speaker 1: be like damn, Like I wonder how shit would have 656 00:31:42,360 --> 00:31:44,240 Speaker 1: went if I would have never did this, or I 657 00:31:44,680 --> 00:31:47,720 Speaker 1: would have never took this step. So but they all 658 00:31:47,760 --> 00:31:52,080 Speaker 1: everything that you did got you to this point now, everything, 659 00:31:52,160 --> 00:31:53,960 Speaker 1: like even if that's why I don't believe in good 660 00:31:54,040 --> 00:31:55,680 Speaker 1: or bad, I believe everything is just part of one 661 00:31:55,760 --> 00:31:58,480 Speaker 1: long process gets you the way you're supposed to be. Yeah, no, 662 00:31:58,520 --> 00:32:00,880 Speaker 1: it's a process. Like I mean, my brother always told 663 00:32:00,920 --> 00:32:03,640 Speaker 1: me to trust the process. So you know that's all 664 00:32:03,640 --> 00:32:06,200 Speaker 1: I'm doing. I'm just trusting the process and putting in 665 00:32:06,240 --> 00:32:08,960 Speaker 1: the work. I mean, you gotta put it in the work. 666 00:32:10,200 --> 00:32:13,760 Speaker 1: The album comes out this Friday. Boy Boys Don't Cry. Yeah, 667 00:32:14,240 --> 00:32:16,320 Speaker 1: we want to be sad. If you want to be 668 00:32:16,360 --> 00:32:20,080 Speaker 1: sad and get a good cry, get too. C VP boys. 669 00:32:20,080 --> 00:32:22,400 Speaker 1: Don't you need that though? As we go through things 670 00:32:22,440 --> 00:32:24,360 Speaker 1: and like like I need to listen. I don't know 671 00:32:24,360 --> 00:32:29,160 Speaker 1: about it. Need to be sad sometimes you should for what, man, 672 00:32:30,760 --> 00:32:35,920 Speaker 1: I only raining outside. It's raining outside, it's cold and 673 00:32:36,000 --> 00:32:38,040 Speaker 1: ship you know, man, we're here to talk about life. 674 00:32:38,040 --> 00:32:41,040 Speaker 1: And she got said some of the best albums that 675 00:32:41,200 --> 00:32:43,560 Speaker 1: I like those break up albums, you know. Yeah, not 676 00:32:43,640 --> 00:32:45,400 Speaker 1: like with Mary j Blige. We love you know, we 677 00:32:45,480 --> 00:32:47,680 Speaker 1: used to love the Unfortunately she went through a lot 678 00:32:48,000 --> 00:32:56,800 Speaker 1: sad shite. Oh that's crazy, j Blie j Blige house. 679 00:32:57,160 --> 00:32:59,440 Speaker 1: I can never I can never be there. Many wake 680 00:32:59,520 --> 00:33:01,120 Speaker 1: up in the morning. Did you see that it was raining? 681 00:33:01,120 --> 00:33:08,400 Speaker 1: And just like stare nah hell nah, yo. See this 682 00:33:08,400 --> 00:33:10,480 Speaker 1: is what I'm yo, this is what I'm saying. Man, 683 00:33:10,760 --> 00:33:13,400 Speaker 1: you know, as men, they just don't they expect us 684 00:33:13,440 --> 00:33:16,080 Speaker 1: to be so tough. Asked me that I look out 685 00:33:16,120 --> 00:33:21,160 Speaker 1: the window. I got up. I got up. I don't know. 686 00:33:21,280 --> 00:33:22,560 Speaker 1: It was hard for me to get out of bed. 687 00:33:22,600 --> 00:33:26,120 Speaker 1: I got up while you tired. I was tired as hell. 688 00:33:26,800 --> 00:33:29,080 Speaker 1: I don't why is this interview at eight in the morning, 689 00:33:29,120 --> 00:33:32,840 Speaker 1: bro the breakfast club to y'all, So y'all don't do 690 00:33:32,920 --> 00:33:37,200 Speaker 1: no fucking interviews after breakfast? Then no, y'all switched to 691 00:33:37,240 --> 00:33:43,800 Speaker 1: the lunch club. Yeah January, Man, listen, this is I 692 00:33:43,840 --> 00:33:46,959 Speaker 1: don't lie. They say thirty. I say, y'all sure eight 693 00:33:47,080 --> 00:33:50,160 Speaker 1: thirty am welcome to the life of the artist to 694 00:33:50,240 --> 00:33:52,040 Speaker 1: see and I'm sure you got more after this. I'm 695 00:33:52,080 --> 00:33:54,360 Speaker 1: here man, I mean hell, y'all do yeah, I got 696 00:33:54,400 --> 00:33:57,800 Speaker 1: like three three more interviews and then I gotta then 697 00:33:57,840 --> 00:34:00,520 Speaker 1: I gotta listening party too much, and then you gotta 698 00:34:00,560 --> 00:34:02,440 Speaker 1: talk about boys don't cry. It's clean up. It's clean 699 00:34:02,560 --> 00:34:10,920 Speaker 1: X sponsoring the listening about you know, yeah, man, he 700 00:34:10,920 --> 00:34:14,480 Speaker 1: don't care about my fast Dude, I got your man. 701 00:34:15,680 --> 00:34:18,080 Speaker 1: Oh you found it. I was looking at it and 702 00:34:18,200 --> 00:34:20,040 Speaker 1: you know what I got two for you, yo, bro, 703 00:34:20,120 --> 00:34:25,160 Speaker 1: pull up your pants man, Yes, shit, that's the old 704 00:34:25,160 --> 00:34:31,080 Speaker 1: man ship man been crazy. We can't plumber like a man. 705 00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:34,200 Speaker 1: Oh a matter of fact. James M Battle Cry by 706 00:34:34,280 --> 00:34:38,359 Speaker 1: Jason Wilson. What's this about? It's both about processing your 707 00:34:38,360 --> 00:34:40,759 Speaker 1: emotions the man. This is the unapologetic guy bought a 708 00:34:40,760 --> 00:34:45,600 Speaker 1: black man, oh black woman, and he steady about crying though. 709 00:34:48,320 --> 00:34:59,560 Speaker 1: J it's the breakfast club boy.