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Speaker 1: That's okay, because no one here is.

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Speaker 2: Hello, and welcome back to teen Beat with Danielle Fischele,

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Speaker 2: a show where I, Danielle Fischele, invite interesting people to

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Speaker 2: finally return a favor and share their awkward teenage stories

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Speaker 2: with me, a former child actor who already lived out

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Speaker 2: her own moments of puberty in front of millions of

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Speaker 2: TV viewers. And so I look at it like this.

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Speaker 2: I gave you my childhood. It's time we hear yours.

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Speaker 2: And this week I'm chatting to a reality television phenomenon,

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Speaker 2: an actress, a singer, a podcaster and author, a mother,

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Speaker 2: and a former bar hostess who somehow flipped her struggling

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Speaker 2: Hollywood dreams into an empire bigger than she ever could

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Speaker 2: have imagined. Her time on vander Pump Rules threw her

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Speaker 2: into the spotlight, but it's her dedication to turn lemons

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Speaker 2: into lemonade that made her a long term fan favorite

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Speaker 2: and the star of another show, Bravo's The Valley, which

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Speaker 2: she currently calls home alongside best friend and crucial piece

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Speaker 2: of the Scanned of All Puzzle, Tom Schwartz. She's as

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Speaker 2: open on social media as a Chinese restaurant on Christmas,

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Speaker 2: candid about her sobriety, cosmetic upgrades, and the beauty empire

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Speaker 2: she's built, evolving from famous party girl into unscripted TV's

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Speaker 2: cool older sister. But if you ask me, underneath the hip,

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Speaker 2: beautiful exterior must live an awkward teenager just waiting to

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Speaker 2: overshare with me. So this week on Teenbeat, I am

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Speaker 2: thrilled to sit down with La La Kent.

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Speaker 3: Wow, that was like the most spectacular intro I think

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Speaker 3: I've ever had had in my life.

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Speaker 4: I love it. Thank you, I'm happy to be here. Yes,

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Speaker 4: I'm so happy to have you.

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Speaker 2: I have to ask, as someone very fresh off the

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Speaker 2: Dancing with the Stars Live tour, I have to ask,

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Speaker 2: how did you grow up in Utah and avoid ballroom dancing?

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Speaker 4: You know that never?

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Speaker 3: That is so funny you asked that because that was

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Speaker 3: actually like a main credit in junior high and my

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Speaker 3: dearest friend, after we graduated, and you know, we were

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Speaker 3: done with our school years, she actually went back to

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Speaker 4: Yeah, and I just could never get into it. I

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Speaker 4: don't know if I'm I'm just I like to.

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Speaker 3: Think that I can move, and I like to think

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Speaker 3: that I'm athletic until I try and I'm like, oh,

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Speaker 3: I am so awkward.

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Speaker 2: In my mind's eye, Utah is just filled with ballroom

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Speaker 4: So totally true. Yeah, it's pretty.

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Speaker 2: I mean I know that it's supposed to be because

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Speaker 2: I think BYU added it as a major and then

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Speaker 2: basically it just kind of it took off.

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Speaker 4: Yes, I like to be the rebel. Yeah.

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Speaker 3: Now, like when everyone's raving about a TV show, I

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Speaker 3: wait until no one raves about it and then watch it.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you know what, I'm not that much different than you.

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Speaker 2: I also am that way. If everyone's making a big

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Speaker 2: fuss about something, I'm like, Okay, everyone's settled down. I'm

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Speaker 2: not trying to go against the grain. Like I'm like, look,

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Speaker 2: I'm willing.

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Speaker 4: To watch it. I just don't want to watch it

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Speaker 4: while it's all the rage, exactly.

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Speaker 3: I wait for things to kind of calm down. So

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Speaker 3: now that I'm out of Utah, maybe I'll get into

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Speaker 3: ballroom dancing.

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Speaker 2: Well, would you ever do Dancing with the Stars?

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Speaker 3: I have always said that that would be the one

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Speaker 3: because I'm so intimidated by it.

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Speaker 4: Really, Yes, it would take.

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Speaker 4: A panic attack.

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Speaker 3: Yeah, but this new mindset that I have taken on

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Speaker 3: where it's like I want to be uncomfortable now, I

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Speaker 3: want to say, if that opportunity presented itself, right, I

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Speaker 2: Yeah, you'll definitely feel uncomfortable. Yeah, it's in a I mean,

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Speaker 2: I loved every single second of it, but there's no

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Speaker 4: And you are working your butt off.

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Speaker 2: And if you're like me and have I had never

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Speaker 2: so like I was starting from zero zero, and so yeah,

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Speaker 2: you're out of your comfort zone. And then you know,

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Speaker 2: I am I'm a perfectionist. And so for me having

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Speaker 2: I felt like, okay, you know what, I could really

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Speaker 4: This mic off of me. But like, it just feels

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Speaker 4: so weird to know you are being.

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Speaker 2: Watched while you're learning something that's very vulnerable.

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Speaker 3: You know what, though, I even though I am used

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Speaker 3: similar to like if you were to mic me and

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Speaker 3: I can't do this, even though I think I know

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Speaker 4: It would be the same with with dancing.

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Speaker 3: And I remember seeing you at the iHeart party and

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Speaker 3: the most difficult thing you've ever done, but you were

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Speaker 4: You had pulled a hamstring or something. You're exactly right.

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Speaker 2: Yeah, I remember I had just come off of a

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Speaker 4: Yes, you were having the best time.

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Speaker 3: And you know what, I think if I allowed myself

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Speaker 3: to say you're gonna be uncomfortable, but you're going to

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Speaker 4: Yeah, yeah, you definitely would.

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Speaker 2: Well, I really do think you would be quite an

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Speaker 2: that we are manifesting that for you.

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Speaker 3: I love manifesting, and in this time of incredible eclipse.

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Speaker 2: You know we're in an eclipse, and so now is

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Speaker 2: the time to bring forth all of the things from

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Speaker 2: our future selves, so he knows what were manifesting for you.

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Speaker 4: I love it.

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Speaker 2: I know your dad had been a part of the

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Speaker 4: Was it harder for you to make friends? Do you

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Speaker 3: And it was difficult because even though my dad left

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Speaker 3: well before I came into the world, there were so

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Speaker 3: Where it was almost like I had to coach my

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Speaker 4: This is not all.

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Speaker 3: This is not determining whether you go to the highest

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Speaker 3: my mom was raised very Christian and my dad was

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Speaker 3: raised very Mormon, and I think they came together and thought,

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Speaker 3: let's just raise our kids with spirituality. That was very

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Speaker 3: heavy in my household. Is we said our prayers every

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Speaker 3: single night. When things got tough, we turned to God.

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Speaker 3: But it wasn't in a way that is organized religion,

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Speaker 3: have fun. I didn't even realize that it was like

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Speaker 3: and that's when my mom said, we will no longer

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Speaker 4: Okay. Yeah.

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Speaker 2: My parents were kind of similar. Both my parents were

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Speaker 4: And that meant, you know, school I went to.

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Speaker 2: I can't even remember the name of it now, but

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Speaker 4: Catechism.

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Speaker 2: We went to that every Wednesday, and we went to

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Speaker 2: I don't think the organized religion part of this is

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Speaker 2: He was paying for school, and something happened where he

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Speaker 4: And that was it. He was done. He was done

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Speaker 3: So once you see things for what they are, it

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Speaker 2: Yes, that is true. Mormons are very visible in pop

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Speaker 4: Not at all.

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Speaker 3: I remember being at the very first Bravo con in

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Speaker 3: who were announcing today as the new city Salt Lake.

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Speaker 3: And I was thrilled about it because when if I

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Speaker 4: That crazy religion to the mix. Oh, this is gonna

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Speaker 3: And then once the Mormon Wives show came out, it

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Speaker 4: Of us were raised LDS, but.

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Speaker 3: When I went to my grandma's house on my dad's side,

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Speaker 3: it was very very clear that we were the black

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Speaker 3: UPWARDS i think for, him he has really conquered an

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Speaker 3: Research you just see the shiny. Object AND i think

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Speaker 4: Different it's actually it actually feels, smaller.

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Speaker 2: SMALLER i know everyone knows. Everyone that's freaking.

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Speaker 2: SENSE i, mean you're a good ten years younger than,

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Speaker 3: Girl you have got aged one day since boy Meets World, oh.

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Speaker 4: World so we're talking like twenty.

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Speaker 2: was and then the minute it was, OVER i was, like,

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00:23:02,720 --> 00:23:05,520
Speaker 2: WELL i don't really what WILL i make content about,

442
00:23:05,560 --> 00:23:07,760
Speaker 2: now and SO i let them go and NOW i

443
00:23:07,880 --> 00:23:08,320
Speaker 2: just never.

444
00:23:08,359 --> 00:23:12,680
Speaker 3: Post so social media is my worst.

445
00:23:12,800 --> 00:23:16,080
Speaker 4: Enemy mine, too mine. Too do you have a social media?

446
00:23:16,119 --> 00:23:19,720
Speaker 3: TEAM i just recently brought one, on maybe a couple months. Ago,

447
00:23:19,880 --> 00:23:22,879
Speaker 3: OKAY i have imposter. Syndrome and all of the things

448
00:23:22,880 --> 00:23:25,960
Speaker 3: that they want me to do that get millions of,

449
00:23:26,040 --> 00:23:28,080
Speaker 3: VIEWS i look at And i'm, like oh.

450
00:23:27,960 --> 00:23:28,840
Speaker 4: My, gosh that's so.

451
00:23:28,920 --> 00:23:32,880
Speaker 3: Embarrassed people are loving the, content but it just it's

452
00:23:32,880 --> 00:23:33,639
Speaker 3: out of my comfort.

453
00:23:33,720 --> 00:23:36,439
Speaker 2: Zone, YEAH i saw one of yours that made me

454
00:23:36,520 --> 00:23:39,399
Speaker 2: laugh so, much where you were doing all of THE

455
00:23:39,440 --> 00:23:43,320
Speaker 2: ai is going to take your. Job oh it was so.

456
00:23:43,680 --> 00:23:47,640
Speaker 2: Funny so whoever you're using it's, working you look. Great,

457
00:23:47,880 --> 00:23:50,679
Speaker 2: well thank, you so keep it, up and maybe if

458
00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:52,560
Speaker 2: you like, them share their information with.

459
00:23:52,640 --> 00:23:56,040
Speaker 3: Me by the, way he is absolutely. Fantastic you would love,

460
00:23:56,119 --> 00:23:59,280
Speaker 3: him AND i LOVE i do love the. Content it

461
00:23:59,480 --> 00:24:01,200
Speaker 3: just feel so exposed on social.

462
00:24:01,280 --> 00:24:04,119
Speaker 2: MEDIA i Know i'm the same way even WHEN i

463
00:24:04,520 --> 00:24:07,080
Speaker 2: get AN ad for something THAT i, love Because i'm

464
00:24:07,240 --> 00:24:11,359
Speaker 2: very choosy about the THINGS i do ads. For i'm

465
00:24:11,440 --> 00:24:13,440
Speaker 2: not the type OF i just have never been able

466
00:24:13,440 --> 00:24:15,080
Speaker 2: to be the type of person to be, like, oh

467
00:24:15,080 --> 00:24:17,160
Speaker 2: you're willing to pay me whatever that, Is i'll take

468
00:24:17,200 --> 00:24:19,680
Speaker 2: it And i'll promote whatever your thing. IS i Really i'm,

469
00:24:19,720 --> 00:24:20,800
Speaker 2: like well what is?

470
00:24:20,840 --> 00:24:21,680
Speaker 4: It IF i.

471
00:24:21,600 --> 00:24:23,920
Speaker 2: Don't If i'm not familiar with it, already please send

472
00:24:23,960 --> 00:24:25,120
Speaker 2: it to, me let me use it.

473
00:24:25,080 --> 00:24:27,880
Speaker 4: For a, while let me tell. You and even When.

474
00:24:27,840 --> 00:24:29,920
Speaker 2: I'm, LIKE i love this, Thing like WHEN i Had,

475
00:24:30,000 --> 00:24:33,080
Speaker 2: ADLER i loved the.

476
00:24:33,200 --> 00:24:35,480
Speaker 4: Docatt the docatat was the.

477
00:24:35,560 --> 00:24:39,560
Speaker 2: DOCATAT i loved my, docatat AND i got paid to

478
00:24:39,600 --> 00:24:42,119
Speaker 2: do an ad for docatat On. Instagram they were totally

479
00:24:42,160 --> 00:24:43,800
Speaker 2: fine with the fact THAT i don't show my kids'.

480
00:24:43,800 --> 00:24:46,800
Speaker 2: Faces everything about it was a perfect. Partnership and yet

481
00:24:46,960 --> 00:24:51,000
Speaker 2: Anytime i've ever had to go post an, AD i

482
00:24:51,000 --> 00:24:54,240
Speaker 2: immediately feel. Cringe i'm just, LIKE i can't BELIEVE i

483
00:24:54,280 --> 00:24:56,359
Speaker 2: have to do. This people are going to think, This

484
00:24:56,480 --> 00:24:59,800
Speaker 2: and YET i love love the Thing i'm advertising.

485
00:25:00,200 --> 00:25:04,360
Speaker 4: Totally you are so, Seen you're so. Seen what is? That?

486
00:25:04,560 --> 00:25:07,040
Speaker 4: WHY i don't. KNOW i just feel SO i don't

487
00:25:07,040 --> 00:25:07,439
Speaker 4: know what that.

488
00:25:07,640 --> 00:25:11,080
Speaker 3: Is it's just an internal battle that you have to get,

489
00:25:11,119 --> 00:25:14,119
Speaker 3: over and it's. You there's nothing you can do to

490
00:25:14,160 --> 00:25:17,320
Speaker 3: work on it except for you're doing it and it's out, there.

491
00:25:17,160 --> 00:25:17,640
Speaker 4: And get over.

492
00:25:17,680 --> 00:25:20,920
Speaker 2: It AND i do love these. THINGS i stand by

493
00:25:21,000 --> 00:25:23,600
Speaker 2: every single thing LIQUID. IV i freaking love. IT i

494
00:25:23,640 --> 00:25:25,840
Speaker 2: take it every day My samsung. Phone i've been A

495
00:25:25,840 --> 00:25:28,480
Speaker 2: samsung user for twelve. Years, LIKE i don't do ads for.

496
00:25:28,400 --> 00:25:30,720
Speaker 4: Things UNLESS i love. Them so why DO i feel

497
00:25:30,720 --> 00:25:32,120
Speaker 4: bad telling people WHEN i love?

498
00:25:32,160 --> 00:25:34,679
Speaker 3: SOMETHING i know it's probably because at the, end you

499
00:25:34,720 --> 00:25:36,080
Speaker 3: have to like direct people to a.

500
00:25:36,119 --> 00:25:38,760
Speaker 4: Link and THEN i asked, Me i'm, like NOW i

501
00:25:38,800 --> 00:25:41,919
Speaker 4: feel like and you know the comment section can get to.

502
00:25:41,960 --> 00:25:45,520
Speaker 2: You, yeah it's, true it's. TRUE i think also it

503
00:25:45,520 --> 00:25:50,840
Speaker 2: comes back to my. Somewhere for, me it's asking anybody

504
00:25:51,040 --> 00:25:56,600
Speaker 2: for anything ever makes me feel, worthless and that's. It

505
00:25:56,680 --> 00:25:58,560
Speaker 2: that's not a good way to feel. Like we need,

506
00:25:58,600 --> 00:26:01,480
Speaker 2: community we need. Help it takes a village all the

507
00:26:01,520 --> 00:26:03,720
Speaker 2: THINGS i know and would say to other, People but

508
00:26:03,840 --> 00:26:06,600
Speaker 2: when it comes to, MYSELF i Think i'm supposed to

509
00:26:06,640 --> 00:26:10,000
Speaker 2: be fully autonomous and a one woman. Show and IF

510
00:26:10,000 --> 00:26:13,440
Speaker 2: i don't do every single thing, myself Then i'm somehow

511
00:26:14,240 --> 00:26:19,200
Speaker 2: failing Or i'm draining resources that other people could be

512
00:26:19,359 --> 00:26:22,960
Speaker 2: spending doing something. Else and so even Though i'm just

513
00:26:23,080 --> 00:26:25,760
Speaker 2: telling YOU i like this, brand this brand has made

514
00:26:25,840 --> 00:26:29,080
Speaker 2: my life, better it feels Like i'm asking people for,

515
00:26:29,160 --> 00:26:31,560
Speaker 2: something AND i think it goes back to.

516
00:26:31,680 --> 00:26:35,280
Speaker 4: That that would make total. Sense, yeah thank you for

517
00:26:35,320 --> 00:26:36,840
Speaker 4: working that out with. Me you're.

518
00:26:36,880 --> 00:26:38,800
Speaker 3: Welcome i'm always here to listen to. YOU i feel

519
00:26:38,800 --> 00:26:41,320
Speaker 3: that way with. MEN i don't need you to buy me,

520
00:26:41,400 --> 00:26:43,080
Speaker 3: anything don't take me to, dinner you don't need to

521
00:26:43,080 --> 00:26:44,639
Speaker 3: call my uber BECAUSE i don't want to owe you,

522
00:26:44,680 --> 00:26:48,760
Speaker 3: anything right, Right, Yeah so it sounds like we both

523
00:26:48,800 --> 00:26:49,000
Speaker 3: have our.

524
00:26:49,040 --> 00:26:51,320
Speaker 2: Issues we both have some, issues but you, know maybe

525
00:26:51,320 --> 00:26:53,440
Speaker 2: if we just talk more to we need to make

526
00:26:53,440 --> 00:26:54,520
Speaker 2: this a, regular a weekly.

527
00:26:54,560 --> 00:26:55,320
Speaker 4: THING i love.

528
00:26:55,359 --> 00:27:00,600
Speaker 2: It so now you are hosting an unlikely affair Alongside Amber,

529
00:27:00,720 --> 00:27:05,240
Speaker 2: childers someone who was wildly entangled in your past. Relationship

530
00:27:05,760 --> 00:27:08,760
Speaker 2: have you always been able to mend fences with?

531
00:27:08,840 --> 00:27:13,919
Speaker 4: People do you easily? FORGIVE i don't hold a.

532
00:27:13,960 --> 00:27:18,560
Speaker 3: GRUDGE i think if a productive conversation has HAD i

533
00:27:18,600 --> 00:27:22,200
Speaker 3: can move on pretty. QUICKLY i don't have any problem

534
00:27:22,280 --> 00:27:27,440
Speaker 3: taking accountability for my. PART i know it sounds so

535
00:27:27,560 --> 00:27:28,960
Speaker 3: cheesy because people say it all the.

536
00:27:29,000 --> 00:27:31,159
Speaker 4: TIME i KNOW i am not. PERFECT i am a

537
00:27:31,160 --> 00:27:34,520
Speaker 4: lot to. HANDLE i can be a loose, cannon Which

538
00:27:34,560 --> 00:27:35,080
Speaker 4: i'm working.

539
00:27:35,119 --> 00:27:40,080
Speaker 3: On BUT i never understood that Saying i'll forgive But

540
00:27:40,119 --> 00:27:42,080
Speaker 3: i'll never. Forget i'm, like, well that's what's the point

541
00:27:42,080 --> 00:27:44,240
Speaker 3: of forgiving, then if you're just gonna remember the whole?

542
00:27:44,240 --> 00:27:49,680
Speaker 4: Time SO i, FORGIVE i, FORGET i move. ON i love,

543
00:27:49,720 --> 00:27:53,600
Speaker 4: that AND i think, Again i'm very, similar very. SIMILAR

544
00:27:53,960 --> 00:27:55,119
Speaker 4: i love, THAT i really.

545
00:27:55,160 --> 00:28:00,960
Speaker 2: DO i think the record keeping in, relationship by the,

546
00:28:01,000 --> 00:28:03,199
Speaker 2: WAY i think you can totally forgive and forget as

547
00:28:03,240 --> 00:28:05,679
Speaker 2: long as what you're saying is What i've learned about

548
00:28:05,720 --> 00:28:08,240
Speaker 2: you has shown me THAT i truly do not want

549
00:28:08,280 --> 00:28:09,359
Speaker 2: you in my life in any.

550
00:28:09,400 --> 00:28:11,080
Speaker 4: CAPACITY i forgive.

551
00:28:11,160 --> 00:28:13,480
Speaker 2: You i'm no longer going to carry negative energy about

552
00:28:13,520 --> 00:28:15,520
Speaker 2: you or the, situation BUT i really want you to

553
00:28:15,560 --> 00:28:17,760
Speaker 2: stay far the hell away from, me and we're not

554
00:28:17,760 --> 00:28:19,720
Speaker 2: going to be in each other's. Lives but if you're

555
00:28:19,720 --> 00:28:23,760
Speaker 2: going to forgive and then still operate in each other's,

556
00:28:23,760 --> 00:28:26,600
Speaker 2: spheres you kind of do need to forget because otherwise

557
00:28:27,920 --> 00:28:31,000
Speaker 2: side eyeing the whole, time and that's Not that's not real,

558
00:28:31,040 --> 00:28:31,720
Speaker 2: forgiveness is?

559
00:28:31,760 --> 00:28:34,640
Speaker 4: It not at? All not in any. Capacity And i'm

560
00:28:34,680 --> 00:28:34,960
Speaker 4: the same.

561
00:28:35,000 --> 00:28:38,760
Speaker 3: Way if behaviors have shown me something Where i'm, like,

562
00:28:38,840 --> 00:28:41,120
Speaker 3: okay this, Experience i'd be a dumb ass to like

563
00:28:41,240 --> 00:28:44,720
Speaker 3: keep you around and pretend we're all. Good like you,

564
00:28:44,760 --> 00:28:47,840
Speaker 3: said you're a. Liability the stakes are very high for.

565
00:28:47,920 --> 00:28:50,520
Speaker 3: Me you stay over there And i'll stay over, here

566
00:28:50,920 --> 00:28:52,240
Speaker 3: just pretend like we don't know each other.

567
00:28:52,800 --> 00:28:55,320
Speaker 2: EXACTLY i have quite a few of those in my,

568
00:28:55,360 --> 00:28:56,960
Speaker 2: life and those. People there have been a couple of

569
00:28:57,000 --> 00:29:00,120
Speaker 2: times those people have reached out and tried, to, uh you, know,

570
00:29:00,360 --> 00:29:02,320
Speaker 2: Hi i'd like to talk to you about what happened

571
00:29:02,440 --> 00:29:06,320
Speaker 2: twenty years. Ago and, no we're. GOOD i have worked

572
00:29:06,400 --> 00:29:08,720
Speaker 2: very hard to forget you. EXIST i don't need. YOU

573
00:29:09,040 --> 00:29:09,880
Speaker 2: i don't need you back.

574
00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:12,040
Speaker 3: Here and you will know what PEOPLE i, know there's

575
00:29:12,040 --> 00:29:14,600
Speaker 3: people out there that feel that way about me right

576
00:29:14,960 --> 00:29:17,960
Speaker 3: WHERE i may have been a toxic presence in their.

577
00:29:17,960 --> 00:29:18,719
Speaker 4: Life uh.

578
00:29:18,800 --> 00:29:23,240
Speaker 3: Huh and you know, WHAT i apologize AND i wish

579
00:29:23,240 --> 00:29:25,760
Speaker 3: you all the. Best you, know like there's some people

580
00:29:25,760 --> 00:29:28,240
Speaker 3: who just aren't meant to be.

581
00:29:28,400 --> 00:29:31,240
Speaker 4: Friends, yeah you're. Right and there are.

582
00:29:31,320 --> 00:29:33,720
Speaker 3: Moments too Where i've looked at things that have gone

583
00:29:33,720 --> 00:29:36,000
Speaker 3: south And i'm, like you know, What i'm not a bad.

584
00:29:36,000 --> 00:29:39,280
Speaker 4: Person you're not a bad. Person we're not meant to

585
00:29:39,320 --> 00:29:40,440
Speaker 4: be always. Good.

586
00:29:41,120 --> 00:29:44,040
Speaker 2: Absolutely that isn't that the point of? Relationships figuring that?

587
00:29:44,120 --> 00:29:45,880
Speaker 2: Out who do we, keep who do we not?

588
00:29:46,000 --> 00:29:47,320
Speaker 4: Keep who's for? Us who listen for?

589
00:29:47,400 --> 00:29:50,040
Speaker 2: Us it's the whole, Point so, whole nothing, wrong nothing

590
00:29:50,080 --> 00:29:51,800
Speaker 2: wrong with getting to the bottom of it and being, like,

591
00:29:51,840 --> 00:29:52,760
Speaker 2: hey we're not a.

592
00:29:52,760 --> 00:29:57,600
Speaker 4: Match, yeah peace, out have a right. Way no time, Wasted,

593
00:29:57,920 --> 00:29:59,400
Speaker 4: yeah no time wasted at.

594
00:29:59,400 --> 00:30:03,360
Speaker 2: All another thing we have in common is our obsession

595
00:30:03,480 --> 00:30:08,120
Speaker 2: with new beauty. TREATMENTS i am very envious of, you,

596
00:30:08,200 --> 00:30:11,400
Speaker 2: though because you go out there and try everything and

597
00:30:11,440 --> 00:30:15,200
Speaker 2: then report. Back can we talk about BECAUSE i Am

598
00:30:16,240 --> 00:30:17,520
Speaker 2: i've never had a laser.

599
00:30:17,720 --> 00:30:20,760
Speaker 4: Treatment i'm, like AND i need TO i.

600
00:30:20,800 --> 00:30:23,760
Speaker 3: Will you cannot tell people. This people are gonna hate. You,

601
00:30:23,760 --> 00:30:24,600
Speaker 3: no it's just a ring.

602
00:30:24,720 --> 00:30:27,640
Speaker 2: Light it's just it's JUST i just have good lighting in.

603
00:30:27,680 --> 00:30:30,280
Speaker 2: Here that's that's all it. Is but, LISTEN I i

604
00:30:30,440 --> 00:30:33,360
Speaker 2: would love to talk about some of your recent endeavors

605
00:30:33,400 --> 00:30:35,000
Speaker 2: and what your experiences are with.

606
00:30:35,080 --> 00:30:37,680
Speaker 4: Them, uh can we talk About? Morpheus?

607
00:30:38,120 --> 00:30:41,560
Speaker 3: Morpheus, Okay i've Done morpheus one time and you have

608
00:30:41,600 --> 00:30:46,040
Speaker 3: to know. This it was after my last boob, job

609
00:30:46,640 --> 00:30:49,760
Speaker 3: SO i was fully Under they did my boobs and

610
00:30:49,760 --> 00:30:50,200
Speaker 3: they did my.

611
00:30:50,360 --> 00:30:54,120
Speaker 4: Chest you have to have a few. TREATMENTS i am

612
00:30:54,160 --> 00:30:56,920
Speaker 4: a a c, right, Okay and it was very painful,

613
00:30:56,960 --> 00:30:59,560
Speaker 4: recovery SO i didn't feel. It my mom's.

614
00:30:59,600 --> 00:31:01,479
Speaker 3: Done it was like that was brutal and she has

615
00:31:01,520 --> 00:31:04,880
Speaker 3: a very high pain. Tolerance that bitch like past kidney. Stones, like,

616
00:31:05,000 --> 00:31:08,600
Speaker 3: yeah nobody's, business, Right SO i didn't fulfill the rest

617
00:31:08,640 --> 00:31:12,360
Speaker 3: of the. Treatments if you're a gangster and can handle,

618
00:31:12,400 --> 00:31:17,040
Speaker 3: Pain morpheus is, incredible especially for like tightening and plumping the.

619
00:31:17,040 --> 00:31:19,960
Speaker 4: SKIN i would do. IT i wouldn't do it Because

620
00:31:19,960 --> 00:31:23,960
Speaker 4: I'm i'm not, you but you but you right? Right?

621
00:31:24,520 --> 00:31:27,840
Speaker 2: YEAH I i was told BECAUSE i had a consultation

622
00:31:27,920 --> 00:31:31,280
Speaker 2: with a plastic surgeon a couple of years ago about

623
00:31:31,360 --> 00:31:33,720
Speaker 2: having a potential mommy makeover WHEN.

624
00:31:33,560 --> 00:31:34,560
Speaker 4: I KNEW i was done having.

625
00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:37,000
Speaker 2: Kids, Uh AND i was, like you, know Maybe i'll

626
00:31:37,000 --> 00:31:38,640
Speaker 2: have a little tummy, tuck Maybe.

627
00:31:38,480 --> 00:31:40,160
Speaker 4: I'll get a little breast.

628
00:31:40,200 --> 00:31:45,440
Speaker 2: Lift and in that, consultation the DOCTOR i was meeting

629
00:31:45,480 --> 00:31:47,960
Speaker 2: with actually told me that FIRST i should do a

630
00:31:48,000 --> 00:31:50,520
Speaker 2: boob job because he didn't want to do. Them at

631
00:31:50,520 --> 00:31:52,680
Speaker 2: the same. Time he was, like don't the mommy makeover.

632
00:31:52,760 --> 00:31:56,520
Speaker 2: Thing they're better done differences. Separately it's. Scary, Yeah and

633
00:31:56,600 --> 00:32:00,120
Speaker 2: so he had recommended that we Try morpheus before or

634
00:32:00,120 --> 00:32:02,640
Speaker 2: the tummy. Tuck so he, said while you're under for

635
00:32:02,800 --> 00:32:06,720
Speaker 2: the boob, JOB i can Do morpheus on your stomach

636
00:32:06,800 --> 00:32:09,520
Speaker 2: to see if it helps tighten any of the loose skin.

637
00:32:09,600 --> 00:32:11,480
Speaker 2: There and he, said AND i would want to do

638
00:32:11,520 --> 00:32:14,200
Speaker 2: it while you were under because the deeper you're able to,

639
00:32:14,280 --> 00:32:18,280
Speaker 2: go the better the results. Are but it's so painful you,

640
00:32:18,320 --> 00:32:20,200
Speaker 2: Can't like, YOU i wouldn't be able to go that

641
00:32:20,280 --> 00:32:23,160
Speaker 2: deep if you were just under, local like local, antista

642
00:32:23,920 --> 00:32:25,600
Speaker 2: and so he did say, that and THEN i.

643
00:32:25,600 --> 00:32:27,120
Speaker 4: Thought but then what do you do for the follow up?

644
00:32:27,160 --> 00:32:30,560
Speaker 2: Treatments you're not going to be put under every time For,

645
00:32:30,720 --> 00:32:32,400
Speaker 2: morpheus so that just doesn't seem.

646
00:32:33,000 --> 00:32:35,920
Speaker 3: Well if he's going super, deep, though maybe you don't

647
00:32:35,960 --> 00:32:38,680
Speaker 3: need as many. TREATMENTS i if you end up doing,

648
00:32:38,720 --> 00:32:40,720
Speaker 3: THAT i would really like to know how you feel about,

649
00:32:40,760 --> 00:32:44,400
Speaker 3: it because how many kids do you? Have? Too SO

650
00:32:44,720 --> 00:32:47,200
Speaker 3: i don't know if this happened with you my AND

651
00:32:47,240 --> 00:32:50,400
Speaker 3: i hate this, term But i'm gonna say.

652
00:32:50,400 --> 00:32:51,520
Speaker 4: It are you gonna, say snap?

653
00:32:51,600 --> 00:32:51,760
Speaker 3: Back?

654
00:32:52,120 --> 00:32:55,560
Speaker 4: YES i hate? It was it better after the first.

655
00:32:55,320 --> 00:32:56,640
Speaker 2: And mine gone by the?

656
00:32:56,680 --> 00:32:57,080
Speaker 4: Second?

657
00:32:57,640 --> 00:33:00,440
Speaker 3: Yeah oh the Second i'm in playing. POSITION i look

658
00:33:00,480 --> 00:33:02,960
Speaker 3: at my. Stomach i'm, like, oh who's ninety year old?

659
00:33:03,080 --> 00:33:05,960
Speaker 4: Stomach is this exactly the?

660
00:33:06,040 --> 00:33:08,480
Speaker 2: Same AND i actually just assumed it was BECAUSE i

661
00:33:08,560 --> 00:33:11,360
Speaker 2: was much older as a. Mom my FIRST i had

662
00:33:11,360 --> 00:33:13,880
Speaker 2: at thirty, eight which is not, young and my SECOND

663
00:33:13,920 --> 00:33:16,520
Speaker 2: i had at, Forty SO i, Thought, okay it's Because

664
00:33:16,600 --> 00:33:20,040
Speaker 2: i'm forty having a. Kid but my after my FIRST

665
00:33:20,160 --> 00:33:24,600
Speaker 2: i got my pre pregnancy body back within the.

666
00:33:24,600 --> 00:33:27,320
Speaker 4: Year like it never even, happens like it never has

667
00:33:27,320 --> 00:33:31,120
Speaker 4: normal second everything's loosey, goosey lucy.

668
00:33:31,280 --> 00:33:35,280
Speaker 3: Goosey i'm so insecure about, it, yep because it's WHEN

669
00:33:35,320 --> 00:33:37,440
Speaker 3: i move a certain, way LIKE i can't be on

670
00:33:37,480 --> 00:33:37,840
Speaker 3: top of a.

671
00:33:37,880 --> 00:33:41,800
Speaker 4: Man are you? Crazy oh, yeah forget. It so that works.

672
00:33:41,800 --> 00:33:45,320
Speaker 3: Because here's the thing with the tummy, tuck you rust a,

673
00:33:45,400 --> 00:33:47,000
Speaker 3: risk a funky belly, BUTTON.

674
00:33:47,360 --> 00:33:49,600
Speaker 2: I, know and the belly button that looks like everyone

675
00:33:49,640 --> 00:33:52,160
Speaker 2: else's belly button and a scar hip to.

676
00:33:52,240 --> 00:33:56,000
Speaker 3: Hip, yeah do the, morpheus you know. WHAT i have

677
00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:58,520
Speaker 3: a pre op call for My i'm getting my boobs.

678
00:33:58,520 --> 00:34:02,000
Speaker 3: Redone it's like reconstructive. Surgery Maybe i'll ask them if

679
00:34:02,000 --> 00:34:04,800
Speaker 3: they can smack my stomach with That. Morpheus Maybe i'll

680
00:34:04,840 --> 00:34:07,320
Speaker 3: be reporting back to you because my boob job Is march.

681
00:34:07,360 --> 00:34:11,640
Speaker 2: Sixteenth, wow, okay and that was this your third it's a.

682
00:34:11,680 --> 00:34:15,080
Speaker 4: Revision it's, okay tell me Because I'VE i.

683
00:34:15,160 --> 00:34:19,040
Speaker 2: Don't i'm only thinking about. It do you do you looking?

684
00:34:19,080 --> 00:34:21,320
Speaker 2: Back do you wish you had ever had your boobs?

685
00:34:21,320 --> 00:34:23,719
Speaker 2: Done could you imagine a? Time could you imagine a

686
00:34:23,760 --> 00:34:25,520
Speaker 2: world where you're, like, YEAH i would absolutely do this

687
00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:27,160
Speaker 2: one hundred times over to have these.

688
00:34:27,200 --> 00:34:30,359
Speaker 4: Results what's your opinion on the boob JOB i love

689
00:34:30,400 --> 00:34:33,080
Speaker 4: the boob. Job, OKAY i love the boob.

690
00:34:33,160 --> 00:34:35,600
Speaker 3: JOB i WISH i wouldn't have gotten them done at

691
00:34:35,640 --> 00:34:37,920
Speaker 3: the age of. TWENTY i felt like that was completely

692
00:34:37,960 --> 00:34:42,120
Speaker 3: unnecessary and silly and. Stupid But i'm all about the boob.

693
00:34:42,200 --> 00:34:46,200
Speaker 3: Job and they've come so far with the technology as

694
00:34:46,239 --> 00:34:50,440
Speaker 3: far as like making the. Implant, YEAH i say life

695
00:34:50,480 --> 00:34:52,400
Speaker 3: is short at the boob, job life a short at the.

696
00:34:52,440 --> 00:34:54,920
Speaker 4: Lips but you don't need the, Lips, no these are,

697
00:34:54,960 --> 00:34:55,520
Speaker 4: mine BUT i.

698
00:34:55,840 --> 00:35:00,600
Speaker 2: DO i am a definitely at a place post, cancer

699
00:35:01,520 --> 00:35:02,279
Speaker 2: post two.

700
00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:03,680
Speaker 4: Children how DID i not know?

701
00:35:03,760 --> 00:35:08,080
Speaker 2: That, yes cancer twenty twenty, four just fresh out breast,

702
00:35:08,080 --> 00:35:12,600
Speaker 2: cancer breast. Cancer SO i have a two pretty large

703
00:35:12,600 --> 00:35:15,520
Speaker 2: scars on my right breast WHERE i had two lumpectomies

704
00:35:15,560 --> 00:35:17,680
Speaker 2: and a lymph node. Removed and the lymph node had

705
00:35:17,680 --> 00:35:19,719
Speaker 2: no cancer in, it but it's you, know you have

706
00:35:19,800 --> 00:35:21,320
Speaker 2: to have it removed in order to make sure the

707
00:35:21,360 --> 00:35:26,719
Speaker 2: cancer hasn't. Spread and then with weight loss and with

708
00:35:27,400 --> 00:35:32,640
Speaker 2: two children who, breastfed, YEAH i don't recognize what's going

709
00:35:32,680 --> 00:35:36,520
Speaker 2: on anymore from you, know chest to below my belly.

710
00:35:36,560 --> 00:35:38,719
Speaker 4: Button no, clue no clue whose body this.

711
00:35:38,840 --> 00:35:42,120
Speaker 2: Is and So i've recently started, THINKING i THINK i

712
00:35:42,160 --> 00:35:46,520
Speaker 2: would feel significantly better about myself IF i had some

713
00:35:46,560 --> 00:35:50,760
Speaker 2: sort of breast lift and or got rid of this extra.

714
00:35:50,880 --> 00:35:57,160
Speaker 2: Skin and YET i struggle very much with the idea

715
00:35:57,280 --> 00:35:58,080
Speaker 2: that that is.

716
00:35:58,040 --> 00:35:58,960
Speaker 4: Also a little bit.

717
00:35:59,000 --> 00:36:04,560
Speaker 2: Insane my husband is not looking at me saying to,

718
00:36:04,600 --> 00:36:09,160
Speaker 2: me you hideous, beast, RIGHT i am only saying not to,

719
00:36:09,200 --> 00:36:13,000
Speaker 2: Myself and, like that's probably coming from a really, unhealthy

720
00:36:13,440 --> 00:36:17,800
Speaker 2: not evolved part of my brain and my personality THAT

721
00:36:17,840 --> 00:36:20,400
Speaker 2: i would probably be better working on in. Therapy and,

722
00:36:20,520 --> 00:36:24,719
Speaker 2: also like, it how often is anyone going to see?

723
00:36:24,719 --> 00:36:26,839
Speaker 2: That LIKE i do, think, well it would be cute

724
00:36:26,840 --> 00:36:28,759
Speaker 2: IF i could like wear a cute little crop top

725
00:36:28,800 --> 00:36:31,160
Speaker 2: every now and, then BUT i would never right. NOW

726
00:36:31,200 --> 00:36:33,560
Speaker 2: i wouldn't be caught dead in a crop top with

727
00:36:33,560 --> 00:36:35,000
Speaker 2: my loose stomach or.

728
00:36:34,920 --> 00:36:35,359
Speaker 4: In a two.

729
00:36:35,440 --> 00:36:37,480
Speaker 2: Piece and Yet i'm taking my kids on a wonderful

730
00:36:37,560 --> 00:36:40,040
Speaker 2: vacation for spring, break AND i, think look at all

731
00:36:40,080 --> 00:36:42,279
Speaker 2: these cute two. Pieces they're cute on other, people but

732
00:36:42,320 --> 00:36:44,600
Speaker 2: they wouldn't be cute on. ME I so THEN i

733
00:36:44,640 --> 00:36:46,359
Speaker 2: struggle Because i'm, like maybe this is more of a

734
00:36:46,400 --> 00:36:49,319
Speaker 2: therapy thing than a surgery. Thing BUT i do KNOW

735
00:36:49,360 --> 00:36:51,120
Speaker 2: i would feel better IF i had the. Surgery all,

736
00:36:51,200 --> 00:36:53,120
Speaker 2: right you're not gonna like WHAT i have to. Say number,

737
00:36:53,120 --> 00:36:54,600
Speaker 2: One i'm so grateful you're.

738
00:36:54,480 --> 00:36:57,200
Speaker 4: Okay, okay, yes, yes me, too thank.

739
00:36:57,239 --> 00:37:01,799
Speaker 3: You the second THING i remember going, In so what's

740
00:37:01,840 --> 00:37:04,480
Speaker 3: happened on my right side IS i have AND i

741
00:37:04,640 --> 00:37:06,920
Speaker 3: always botch it capsular.

742
00:37:07,400 --> 00:37:11,399
Speaker 2: Contracture, yes, okay so when there's certain positions you make

743
00:37:11,440 --> 00:37:13,640
Speaker 2: and it looks you can like a muscle is moving

744
00:37:13,719 --> 00:37:14,839
Speaker 2: in your yes.

745
00:37:14,920 --> 00:37:18,400
Speaker 3: Implant but now it's beyond. That and it didn't happen

746
00:37:18,480 --> 00:37:21,400
Speaker 3: the first two boob. Jobs it happened the, third or

747
00:37:21,480 --> 00:37:24,920
Speaker 3: it happened after my second baby because and they're thinking

748
00:37:24,960 --> 00:37:28,000
Speaker 3: it has to do with mess mass titis where the

749
00:37:28,080 --> 00:37:31,960
Speaker 3: clog milk duct that obviously caused some sort of germ and.

750
00:37:32,040 --> 00:37:34,000
Speaker 4: Reaction it's concaved on the.

751
00:37:34,040 --> 00:37:38,799
Speaker 3: SIDE i go in for my annual booby screening and

752
00:37:39,440 --> 00:37:40,279
Speaker 3: she tells me what it.

753
00:37:40,320 --> 00:37:42,640
Speaker 4: Is that's WHERE i first learned what it. Is and.

754
00:37:44,120 --> 00:37:47,240
Speaker 3: She, SAID i have a great doctor for. You don't

755
00:37:47,239 --> 00:37:50,040
Speaker 3: go until you're done having. Kids AND i, said, YEAH

756
00:37:50,080 --> 00:37:51,960
Speaker 3: i MEAN i don't need to go anytime. Soon who

757
00:37:52,000 --> 00:37:53,880
Speaker 3: AM i trying to? Impress and she, goes you do

758
00:37:53,920 --> 00:37:55,879
Speaker 3: it for yourself you don't do it for anybody. Else

759
00:37:56,760 --> 00:38:00,320
Speaker 3: so as much AS i think that we can work

760
00:38:00,400 --> 00:38:03,759
Speaker 3: on with, therapy if you feel that you would feel

761
00:38:03,760 --> 00:38:07,200
Speaker 3: better with a little, niptuck you should do.

762
00:38:07,280 --> 00:38:12,000
Speaker 4: That, yeah, yeah BECAUSE i know you have to see

763
00:38:12,000 --> 00:38:15,880
Speaker 4: yourself naked every. Day go you, know like You if.

764
00:38:15,920 --> 00:38:18,600
Speaker 3: Your man thinks you're, beautiful that's, great but you have

765
00:38:18,640 --> 00:38:21,160
Speaker 3: to feel. Beautiful we can be told all day long

766
00:38:21,600 --> 00:38:24,640
Speaker 3: that we are bounced back is amazing and you're, gorgeous

767
00:38:24,960 --> 00:38:27,520
Speaker 3: we have to feel that. Way and if that comes

768
00:38:27,560 --> 00:38:30,560
Speaker 3: with me getting a little procedure, done But i'm gonna

769
00:38:30,560 --> 00:38:31,080
Speaker 3: freaking do.

770
00:38:31,080 --> 00:38:34,160
Speaker 2: It right, Right, no you're, Right you're, Right AND i

771
00:38:34,719 --> 00:38:38,040
Speaker 2: go back and forth BECAUSE i also, think wouldn't it

772
00:38:38,080 --> 00:38:41,080
Speaker 2: be great if WHAT i really felt, was, yeah there's

773
00:38:41,120 --> 00:38:42,799
Speaker 2: a little bit of loose, skin BUT i made two,

774
00:38:42,840 --> 00:38:45,440
Speaker 2: babies and who. Cares BUT i don't actually feel that.

775
00:38:45,480 --> 00:38:47,600
Speaker 2: Way WHAT i feel like IS i made two. BABIES

776
00:38:47,719 --> 00:38:49,800
Speaker 2: i love my two. Babies i'm so grateful for my

777
00:38:49,840 --> 00:38:51,720
Speaker 2: body THAT i was able to make those two. Babies

778
00:38:52,000 --> 00:38:55,600
Speaker 2: and NOW i would like to recognize the body that

779
00:38:55,760 --> 00:38:59,960
Speaker 2: made those two, babies AND i don't recognizally fair and, yeah,

780
00:39:00,160 --> 00:39:03,319
Speaker 2: okay so thank YOU i think, again when you get

781
00:39:03,360 --> 00:39:04,759
Speaker 2: that done and you come to me and you're, Like

782
00:39:04,760 --> 00:39:07,040
Speaker 2: i'm thinking about getting this done in, this then we

783
00:39:07,080 --> 00:39:07,600
Speaker 2: go see the.

784
00:39:07,600 --> 00:39:11,080
Speaker 3: Therapist now there's bigger, issues but right, NOW i think

785
00:39:11,160 --> 00:39:12,480
Speaker 3: what you're saying is totally.

786
00:39:12,520 --> 00:39:15,319
Speaker 2: Fine, okay all, right thank, you you're. Right but you know,

787
00:39:15,360 --> 00:39:17,680
Speaker 2: what and knowing, me probably won't be too. Long i'll be,

788
00:39:17,719 --> 00:39:20,680
Speaker 2: like all, right these nasal label, folds what do we do?

789
00:39:20,800 --> 00:39:22,360
Speaker 4: Get how do we get rid of? These then we

790
00:39:22,400 --> 00:39:28,000
Speaker 4: gotta call the. Therapist, Okay, yes another thing we have in.

791
00:39:28,000 --> 00:39:28,759
Speaker 4: Common this is just.

792
00:39:28,880 --> 00:39:30,799
Speaker 2: Me this interview is me just telling you all the

793
00:39:30,840 --> 00:39:32,279
Speaker 2: things That i've discovered we have in.

794
00:39:32,320 --> 00:39:35,600
Speaker 4: COMMON i love. It we are both sneaker. Heads OH

795
00:39:35,640 --> 00:39:36,400
Speaker 4: i love a sneaker.

796
00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:40,200
Speaker 2: Babe oh me, too Sneaker, Okay so it used to

797
00:39:40,239 --> 00:39:41,520
Speaker 2: Be jordan ones, though.

798
00:39:41,480 --> 00:39:45,440
Speaker 4: That was always that's my, favorite number one favorite.

799
00:39:45,440 --> 00:39:47,759
Speaker 2: SILHOUETTE i think they look great on, men they look

800
00:39:47,800 --> 00:39:50,560
Speaker 2: great on. Women they make so many different great color,

801
00:39:50,600 --> 00:39:54,719
Speaker 2: ways they look good under every type of, gene they

802
00:39:54,719 --> 00:39:57,080
Speaker 2: look great with, skirts they look they look great with.

803
00:39:57,160 --> 00:40:02,000
Speaker 2: Everything But i've also recently become obsessed with The jordan.

804
00:40:02,080 --> 00:40:06,839
Speaker 2: Four it's another one of my absolute favorite, silhouettes AND

805
00:40:06,880 --> 00:40:08,920
Speaker 2: i love some of the colourways they've. DONE i have the,

806
00:40:09,040 --> 00:40:12,160
Speaker 2: ORCHIDS i have the, bricks AND i love. Them so

807
00:40:12,320 --> 00:40:15,840
Speaker 2: have you always been into, shoes specifically sneakers or is

808
00:40:15,880 --> 00:40:17,560
Speaker 2: that something that you've evolved.

809
00:40:17,560 --> 00:40:19,359
Speaker 4: INTO i THINK i evolved into.

810
00:40:19,440 --> 00:40:24,239
Speaker 3: IT i was a big heel girl for a very long,

811
00:40:24,280 --> 00:40:27,000
Speaker 3: time and then after my, BABIES i was, like what

812
00:40:27,040 --> 00:40:29,879
Speaker 3: AM i? DOING i want to be, COMFORTABLE i want

813
00:40:29,880 --> 00:40:34,840
Speaker 3: to feel. Cozy, YES i just want my closet full

814
00:40:35,040 --> 00:40:37,200
Speaker 3: of different sneakers, because like you, SAID i could wear

815
00:40:37,239 --> 00:40:39,919
Speaker 3: it with a, dress a, skirt, sweatpants.

816
00:40:40,040 --> 00:40:41,799
Speaker 4: JEANS i love them.

817
00:40:42,560 --> 00:40:45,920
Speaker 2: Same that's exactly my. JOURNEY i was a heel almost.

818
00:40:46,120 --> 00:40:51,320
Speaker 2: EXCLUSIVE i mean even during the day to run, ERRANDS

819
00:40:51,520 --> 00:40:54,240
Speaker 2: i had a heel On. Wow is THAT i don't.

820
00:40:54,280 --> 00:40:56,879
Speaker 2: Know it's called being in your, TWENTIES i. Guess and

821
00:40:56,920 --> 00:41:01,600
Speaker 2: then in my late third after having, KIDS.

822
00:41:01,320 --> 00:41:02,880
Speaker 4: I was, like what are we?

823
00:41:03,080 --> 00:41:05,879
Speaker 2: Doing AND i always had LIKE i had some converse

824
00:41:05,960 --> 00:41:08,719
Speaker 2: and in high SCHOOL i Had, converse and you, Know

825
00:41:08,760 --> 00:41:12,280
Speaker 2: i've just in general loved, shoes but, boy it BEFORE

826
00:41:12,320 --> 00:41:15,640
Speaker 2: i like became just, SNEAKERS i was all about the.

827
00:41:15,680 --> 00:41:19,240
Speaker 2: Heels you and me Both, yeah, WOW i really do.

828
00:41:19,400 --> 00:41:19,960
Speaker 4: Love this new.

829
00:41:19,960 --> 00:41:21,759
Speaker 2: Phase and the thing THAT i love is that all

830
00:41:21,800 --> 00:41:25,160
Speaker 2: of the FEELINGS i got, about like self expression from

831
00:41:25,239 --> 00:41:27,520
Speaker 2: heels because of the different, colors and oh this one's

832
00:41:27,560 --> 00:41:29,840
Speaker 2: patent and this one has a te strap and all of,

833
00:41:29,840 --> 00:41:32,520
Speaker 2: THOSE i get all those same things with. Sneakers oh,

834
00:41:33,200 --> 00:41:36,560
Speaker 2: Yeah i'm, like what it WAS i ever? MISSING i don't.

835
00:41:36,560 --> 00:41:40,280
Speaker 2: Know it's just they're they're. Perfect you have two beautiful.

836
00:41:40,360 --> 00:41:43,000
Speaker 2: Children you have two. Girls, oh you have two.

837
00:41:43,000 --> 00:41:43,799
Speaker 4: GIRLS i have two.

838
00:41:43,800 --> 00:41:45,799
Speaker 3: GIRLS i thought you had a son and a. DAUGHTER

839
00:41:46,480 --> 00:41:48,719
Speaker 3: i have to have kind of boy names. THOUGH i Have,

840
00:41:48,840 --> 00:41:51,040
Speaker 3: ocean who's my five year. Old she'll be five next,

841
00:41:51,120 --> 00:41:53,320
Speaker 3: month And osa is a year and a.

842
00:41:53,360 --> 00:41:56,440
Speaker 4: Half both. Girls, okay both. Girls what are they?

843
00:41:56,480 --> 00:41:59,640
Speaker 2: Into what are their current interests at five and one

844
00:41:59,680 --> 00:41:59,759
Speaker 2: and a?

845
00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:03,200
Speaker 4: Half, Oh ocean is just the girliest of.

846
00:42:03,280 --> 00:42:05,920
Speaker 3: GIRLS i had to wipe her face clean because she

847
00:42:05,960 --> 00:42:08,840
Speaker 3: put on, makeup AND i, said you cannot wear makeup to?

848
00:42:08,920 --> 00:42:09,280
Speaker 4: School?

849
00:42:09,640 --> 00:42:11,800
Speaker 3: Why, mom you're four and she Is i'm going to

850
00:42:11,880 --> 00:42:14,080
Speaker 3: be five next. MONTH i was, like still too, young

851
00:42:14,600 --> 00:42:17,600
Speaker 3: you're not wearing makeup to? School changes a million times a,

852
00:42:17,680 --> 00:42:20,319
Speaker 3: day goes through my, closet says will you save this

853
00:42:20,360 --> 00:42:22,440
Speaker 3: for me for WHEN i get, OLDER i really want.

854
00:42:22,480 --> 00:42:27,560
Speaker 3: This And sosa is just kind of mimicking right. Now

855
00:42:27,920 --> 00:42:30,720
Speaker 3: so if she Sees ocean playing dress, up she wants

856
00:42:30,719 --> 00:42:32,799
Speaker 3: to play dress. Up if she Sees mommy putting on,

857
00:42:32,840 --> 00:42:35,640
Speaker 3: makeup she wants to put on the. Makeup so it'll

858
00:42:35,640 --> 00:42:38,120
Speaker 3: be they're so, different, THOUGH i can already tell that

859
00:42:38,160 --> 00:42:42,400
Speaker 3: they're going to be very. Different ocean's very, independent not

860
00:42:42,480 --> 00:42:45,400
Speaker 3: much phases. Her sosa gets her feelings hurt if you

861
00:42:45,440 --> 00:42:49,879
Speaker 3: look at her. Wrong, yes it's. Intense you think you've

862
00:42:49,880 --> 00:42:52,880
Speaker 3: conquered the art of, motherhood Like i'm crushing, this and

863
00:42:52,920 --> 00:42:55,319
Speaker 3: then the second one comes and you, go this is

864
00:42:55,320 --> 00:42:56,360
Speaker 3: going to take a new set of.

865
00:42:56,360 --> 00:43:01,560
Speaker 4: Skills, yes, yes and was very good about. That growing.

866
00:43:01,640 --> 00:43:03,680
Speaker 2: Up my brother AND i are very different and she

867
00:43:03,800 --> 00:43:07,520
Speaker 2: had to mother us very, differently and so she always said.

868
00:43:07,520 --> 00:43:10,480
Speaker 2: That so thankfully for, me it wasn't totally shocking because

869
00:43:10,800 --> 00:43:14,280
Speaker 2: she had, said, like whatever your first one, is don't

870
00:43:14,320 --> 00:43:17,279
Speaker 2: think that's gonna be the only type you're gonna. Have

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Speaker 2: your second's gonna throw you for a. Loop and sure,

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Speaker 2: enough my boys are exactly the. Same they're very. Different

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Speaker 2: adler is a Totally adler is a jock and into

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Speaker 2: all things athletic and, sports and he wants to play with.

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Speaker 4: Us or with a. Friend he's incredibly.

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Speaker 2: Social and Then keaton is, Like i'm, Good i'm good

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Speaker 2: on my, Own i'm good to play by.

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Speaker 4: Myself notching the younger.

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Speaker 2: One keaton's the younger, One, okay, yeah and so, yeah

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Speaker 2: just totally. DIFFERENT i have to parent them, differently and

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Speaker 2: it's it is pretty, WILD i, know Because.

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Speaker 3: I'm, like you can't, well for, you that came from

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Speaker 4: Person for.

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Speaker 3: Me Anytime ocean does SOMETHING i don't, Like i'm, like

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Speaker 3: you got that from your.

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Speaker 4: DAD i still do that and we're we're. Married but

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Speaker 4: if there's SOMETHING i don't, like it's not for.

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Speaker 3: Me, no all the perfect things come from, me. OBVIOUSLY

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Speaker 3: i want to ask.

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Speaker 2: You you are On bravo's hit Show The. VALLEY i

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Speaker 2: have been A valley girl since middle. School could you

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Speaker 2: give me some of your hidden?

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Speaker 4: Gems you found in the eight one Eight?

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Speaker 3: OH i don't know if this is a hidden, gem

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Speaker 3: But i'm absolutely obsessed with. It it's Little isakayah right

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Speaker 3: On sepulvida and it's like you would think that this

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Speaker 3: strip center is like there's nothing, there, yeah, right but

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Speaker 3: that it is a hidden gem because every TIME i

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Speaker 3: talk to anyone about, it, like, yeah there's a specific, niche,

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Speaker 3: right there's a specific group who knows about it and

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Speaker 3: they lunch there on their. Break any of my, friends,

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Speaker 3: though they're, LIKE i drove past and it was LIKE

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Speaker 3: i want to go.

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Speaker 4: In i'm, like you gotta go, through you gotta. Go,

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Speaker 4: yeah do you know that you know?

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Speaker 3: It?

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Speaker 4: OBVIOUSLY i MEAN i know of, it BUT i don't.

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Speaker 4: THINK i don't even know If i've ever been. There oh,

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Speaker 4: girl you gotta.

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Speaker 3: Go, okay, YES i THINK i will come back At, North,

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Speaker 3: South east And west.

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Speaker 2: Is It it's not where the movie theater, is right

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Speaker 2: where The Arc light used to.

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Speaker 4: Be it's not in that.

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Speaker 3: Center, No SO i think It's South, okay south Of

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Speaker 3: does that make?

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Speaker 4: Sense South adventure or does it?

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Speaker 3: Venture south would be, yeah you could be pH, yes,

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Speaker 3: Correct so It's South aventure right. On So Pulvida, okay

921
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Speaker 3: and you've literally drive by and you're, like what in the,

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Speaker 3: world there's no way any of those restaurants are. Open

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Speaker 3: they're all open and they're all. Popping, okay good to.

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Speaker 4: KNOW i like. That now we're going to blow up.

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Speaker 4: Sushi it's it's. Sushi, yes, okay, Fabulous okay.

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Speaker 2: GREAT i know you have been open about relationships in the,

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Speaker 2: past but you have kept some of your more recent moves.

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Speaker 2: Quiet are we looking at twenty twenty six as a

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Speaker 2: year of a possible public romance for?

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Speaker 4: YOU i Think i'm going to find my person this?

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Speaker 4: Year you, DO i? DO i feel? Well why you

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Speaker 4: just feel? IT i just feel.

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Speaker 3: IT i feel Like I'VE i talked to the universe

934
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Speaker 3: On New Year's day AND i sat outside of my

935
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Speaker 3: house In Palm springs AND i just, said, LIKE i

936
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Speaker 3: am open to anything and everything that you want to

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Speaker 3: bring to. ME i, said there is no conversation that

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Speaker 3: is too difficult to. Have there's no roadblock THAT i

939
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Speaker 3: THAT i can't get over and THAT i haven't faced.

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Speaker 3: Before AND i, said AND i want you to Know

941
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Speaker 3: i've told YOU i don't want a, person AND i

942
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Speaker 3: am okay being, solo And i'm letting you know That

943
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Speaker 3: i'm actually very open to finding my. Person SO i

944
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Speaker 3: JUST i just feel that. WAY i love that.

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Speaker 2: Well AS i mentioned at the very beginning of this,

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Speaker 2: podcast you know we're in the middle of an. Clips

947
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Speaker 2: so now you should have another conversation with the, universe

948
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Speaker 2: and you should write what it is you want as

949
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Speaker 2: if you already have it now so because, now in

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Speaker 2: the middle of an, eclipse is a time of massive

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Speaker 2: transformation and, change specifically around.

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Speaker 4: Relationships my mind was blown up like a dead. Person

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Speaker 4: i'm doing. That, yeah so you have it Ends march.

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Speaker 2: Third so between now And march, third you write down

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00:47:32,840 --> 00:47:35,160
Speaker 2: the things that you, want but as if you already have.

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00:47:35,280 --> 00:47:38,239
Speaker 2: THEM i have a love that that is, THIS i

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Speaker 2: have a relationship that this that inspired brings out the

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00:47:40,600 --> 00:47:42,239
Speaker 2: best in me WHERE i bring out the best in.

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Speaker 4: Them all the things you, want right is if you have? It, okay,

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Speaker 4: Done i'll do. It, Hey oh my, Gosh i'm so.

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Speaker 4: Excited that's going to be WHAT i do. Tonight this

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Speaker 4: is so. Fun i'm not done yet With La. La

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Speaker 4: far from.

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Speaker 2: It, actually This friday we have a bonus episode WHERE

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Speaker 2: i will learn even more About lala and we'll hear

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